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Hi Missy, I always check Ryan's journals to see how your family is doing. Alot of Caringbridge families are on Facebook, and I do not go on Facebook. I followed your journals everyday for many years. I think about Canon, Peter and all those I no longer am able to read up on. Please update me on how everyone is doing. I hope you and your family are doing well! God bless you all.
Marie D'Ambroso <reeree8487@aol.com>
Thornwood, NY USA - Tuesday, January 5, 2016 12:33 AM CST

Thank you Missy for updating me on the Canon and Peter. I think of you and your family so often. I can feel the pain in your journals. I continue to pray for Ryan's peaceful life in Heaven, but, I also pray for you and your family and what you are all feeling. Mother's Day must have been very difficult for you. Ryan sounded like he was a great guy! Love and Prayers!
Marie <mdambroso@mtplcsd.org>
Thornwood, NY Westchester - Tuesday, May 13, 2014 12:14 AM CDT

Hi Missy, you really don't know me, but, I have always followed Ryan's journal. As a mother, I feel your pain, and always check Ryan's Caringbridge page to see how you are all doing. He certainly fought hard, and the only things that sustain you are the memories. I always check Cannon and Peter's pages, but, they are never updated. How are those two little boys doing? Alot of families have stopped writing on Caringbridge. I am not a follower of Facebook. Please let me know how Peter Zucco and Cannon Nesmith are doing. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family always.
Marie D'Ambroso <reeree8487@aol.com>
Thornwood, NY USA - Friday, February 21, 2014 12:23 AM CST

Hi Missy. You are correct as the day approches for the 4th year for our precious sons. And never do we stop thinking of them and missing them so much. I have not been dealing well with losing Mark. I know your are missing your Ryan also. It always leaves an empty place in your heart. Especially at family gatherings. Thank you for thinking of me and I wish you well. Hugs to you.
Valrae Briscoe <valraebriscoe@live.com>
Redmond, Ca - Thursday, January 17, 2013 6:13 PM CST

Thank you for the short update. You will always have days like this, and as hard as it is, I think it is just confirmation of all the love in your heart for your son.
Kay
St. Louis, MO - Wednesday, October 31, 2012 2:33 PM CDT

Hey Missy,
While it's been a long time since I looked at Ryan's Caringbridge, I think of you & Ryan often. Seeing his link on Peter's page brings back so many memories. Everytime I drive to Lancaster, I share the story of our "roller coaster" ride. Love, Trish
trish Marburger <trishk610@yahoo.com>
Lansdale, PA USA - Monday, July 2, 2012 1:16 PM CDT

Sending hugs to you also MIssy. I know how much your missing Ryan.
Mark Briscoe's Mom <valraebriscoe@live.com>
- Thursday, June 14, 2012 0:00 AM CDT

Hi Missy, thinking of you. Sending you much love and hugs :)
Tracy <t2morgan@hotmail.com>
Sanger, Ca USA - Thursday, April 5, 2012 9:36 PM CDT

Hi Missy, Dan and Family,
Thinking of you today...how could it be 3 years? You are in our prayers.

Dawn, Dennis & Peter
Harleysville, PA USA - Sunday, March 11, 2012 1:11 AM CST

What a lovely poem. It speaks directly from your heart. I so look forward to being with my son someday. I know this place we live in is temporary, our real home is with our Father in Heaven. Our son's have arrived before us and will be waiting at the gates. The hole in our hearts will always be there, nothing can fill it. We must go on and make them proud. Take care and thanks for sharing your poem.
Missy Ryan's mom <dm4rs@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Wednesday, January 11, 2012 9:57 PM CST

Thank you for this site. Our son John was born Sept 3 1993 and died from the same cancer as your son's in May of 2009. We miss him beyond comprehension. His deep voice resounds in my memory. I wrote a poem abount that voice. That manly voice; I thought I would share it with you; thought you might understand

Out from within sprang the deep reasoning
boom of his man voice
Bouncing off his lovely lips like a swimmer
jumping off a diving board
His words, those lovely words
flying through the air and splashing in my ears
So breathtakingly sweet
Those beautiful words
*I love you mom*

by billie- John's mom

billie <millright96498@aol.com>
manteca, ca - Saturday, January 7, 2012 0:06 AM CST

I miss you so much. Chiefs won! I know you had the best seat. Love you and I just wish you were here.
mom <dm4rs@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Monday, October 10, 2011 6:51 AM CDT

Thinking of all the loved ones in Heaven today. What a great welcoming it will be. Sending hugs to you on your hard days.
Kelly, Adam, Paxton and Saint Sky <dudeslady@msn.com>
Omaha, NE - Friday, September 16, 2011 6:57 PM CDT

I was one of the nurses to take care of Ryan in his final days and was there when he passed. It is important to be told that Ryan left a huge impression on the nursing staff as well. It was obvious that he was a beautiful person with a beautiful family. Even as the years pass, Ryan is remembered by the hospital staff.
Tiffany <tiffer@aol.com>
Omaha, ne 68117 - Saturday, June 11, 2011 3:13 PM CDT

I guess because the walk is in a few hours, I am remembering Ryan tonight. Such a handsome, engaging man, and I think about you guys missing him, and my heart hurts for you, too. Hugs to you, Missy!

Sharon Knudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE United States - Saturday, June 4, 2011 0:34 AM CDT

I sure do miss you son. Happy Easter, I hope you are sitting at the table with Jesus Celebrating!
mom <dm4rs@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Sunday, April 24, 2011 5:07 PM CDT

I accidentially ran across this page as I was going on my computer and Ryan's picture came up. I read some of the entries and it is very inspiring that you still give updates and send all your love out into the world in honor of your son. I have 3 daughters. Children are always a blessing and I am sorry that he suffered. It sounds like it was very difficult for him and I am sure he has peace now. I hope its ok that I wrote I was touched by his story and wanted to thank you for sharing Angie Wilmes
Angie <wilmesangela@yahoo.com>
Le Sueur, mn USA - Wednesday, April 6, 2011 2:27 PM CDT

Hi Missi,
Want you to know that I think of you often. The Cancer battle is long and hard and too often the outcome is not what we pray for. Sending you cyber hugs!
Kim Harris <simplykimh@yahoo.com>
Bellevue, ne usa - Sunday, March 13, 2011 10:22 PM CDT

Our thoughts are with you this week. Love to you all.
The Fraser's
Mike, Tami, Jack, Ryan, & Joe <mt3boys@cox.net>
Lavista, NE USA - Monday, March 7, 2011 2:19 PM CST

Missy: What a great picture of the kids! I do think of Ryan, he is not forgotten. I do forget to sign the guestbook, however, so forgive me for that. Looking forward to catching you at the CureSearch walk. Love ya!
Sharon Knudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omah, NE U - Saturday, February 19, 2011 8:55 PM CST

Happy Valentines Day to my one and only son. I miss you with all my heart.
mom <dm4rs@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Sunday, February 13, 2011 9:26 PM CST

Thinking of you this Christmas season.
Kay Boyle
St. Louis, MO - Wednesday, December 22, 2010 3:41 PM CST

Still remembering Ryan and your family. This time of year is so difficult.
Bonnie Krotkov <Krotkov@physics.umass.edu>
Hadley, Ma - Wednesday, December 15, 2010 5:17 PM CST

Missy (& Family)- Thank you so much for sharing this website with me. I was able to sit down and read through the diary entries this evening. Even though I never met Ryan, there is no doubt in my mind on what a wonderful man he was! My eyes are filled with tears and my heart aches for you. May God Bless you and your family.
Andrea Goolsby <andrealjensen@hotmail.com>
Omaha, NE - Wednesday, December 1, 2010 9:18 PM CST

The Chiefs Won!!! An early birthday gift for Big Ryan :)
The Fraser's <mt3boys@cox.net>
LaVista, NE USA - Tuesday, September 14, 2010 5:56 PM CDT

Missy
You might now remember me. I use to work at bank of the west on 96th and L. I just learned of ryan's passing. He was a great person and I am so sorry for your loss. It's hard as a mother when your child is sick. I dont know how it is to have a child with cancer, but recently I had a baby and he is still in the nicu at childrens hospital. He has been there since birth and we dont know much about his healthy and growth and development. Ryan touch many people's lives including mine. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Jenny Vendetti <jlvendetti@yahoo.com>
Papillion, Ne Sarpy - Friday, August 20, 2010 11:55 PM CDT

Missy,

Thinking of you and sending healing love your way. One day at a time.
Tracy <t2morgan@hotmail.com>
Sanger, CA USA - Wednesday, August 18, 2010 2:27 PM CDT

Hi Missy,
I hand't been in touch w/Ryan for quite some time & had been looking for him. So, I just discovered today, thru this page, of his passing. I am so heartbroken that such a wonderful spirit was taken from us so soon. He was an amazing person. Altho I hadn't seen him in quite some time, I feel a real loss today. My thoughts go out to you and your family.

Take Care,
Beth
Beth <blam61607@gmail.com>
Omaha, NE - Wednesday, June 23, 2010 12:21 AM CDT

Missy,

Praying for a cure all the time. I'm sorry.....I get a hint of that pain with the very thought of saying goodbye and I can not pick myself up fast enough.....just know that you will help others when they cross that path and need that understanding. Keep strong, you have other kids who need you and love you. Thinking of you always....
Tracy <t2morgan@hotmail.com>
Sanger, CA USA - Tuesday, June 22, 2010 0:57 AM CDT

Missy,
My heart aches for you still and I know that you know all too well what I am going through. I hope that today will be a good day for you. Always in my thoughts....sisters in this awful mess of cancer. One day at a time.
Tracy www.caringbridge.org/visit/raymondalaniz <t2morgan@hotmail.com>
Sanger, CA USA - Wednesday, May 26, 2010 3:17 AM CDT

March 11 and March 13 are sad days for me. Just know that two sons were being prayed for. One day God will make His plan known to us.
Flo Thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne USA - Friday, April 9, 2010 7:04 PM CDT

Forever remembering Big Ry....

http://www.donconoscenti.com/?page=songs&page=songs&category=Paradox_of_Grace_-_Cogtone_010_-_2001&display=9

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Friday, March 12, 2010 10:19 PM CST

Thinking of you...Big Ryan will always hold a special place in our hearts and so will the Vodicka family.
Mike,Tami, Jack, Ryan, & Joe <mt3boys@cox.net>
Lavista, Ne 68128 - Thursday, March 11, 2010 7:59 PM CST

Thinking of you ,
Hugs from Iowa,
Marjie <jmr@mahaska.org>
Oskaloosa, IA - Thursday, March 11, 2010 3:39 PM CST

Dan and Missy
Not a day has gone by that I have not thought about Ryan and both of you. I have prayed for you all in the last year and will forever. Ryan was the man!
Missy A
Missy A
- Thursday, March 11, 2010 1:34 PM CST

Thinking of you.
Dawn, Dennis, Peter
Harleysville, PA - Thursday, March 11, 2010 2:02 AM CST

Hey Missy and my good friend, Dan,
It seems impossible that we are just 1 week away from the 1 year anniversary of Ryan's passing. My heart continues to ache for both of you and the girls. Know that after all this time my final prayer each night is for the two of you. I'm so glad that we met, so glad that we shared this journey, so glad to call you friends. I love you.
Dawn, Dennis, Peter
Harleysville, Pa - Thursday, March 4, 2010 3:36 PM CST

Just know I pray for you daily... the only happiness is knowing he is with God and not suffering. I pray for peace for you.
Hugs from Iowa,
Marjie <jmr@mahaska.org>
Oskaloosa, IA - Saturday, February 13, 2010 12:48 AM CST

I love the thought of Ryan and Skylar being together :) sending hugs to you for all of the hard days. Wishing your family a good 2010.
Kelly, Adam, Paxton and our Saint Sky <dudeslady@msn.com>
Omaha, NE - Tuesday, February 9, 2010 1:36 PM CST

I don't have any words today, except God bless and keep you. I don't think Ryan will let Him forget to do so.
Flo Thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne USA - Monday, February 8, 2010 10:58 PM CST

It amazes me its comming so close to a year already.Sometimes i just pretend hes off somewhere doing something amazing instead.I went to the Kansas vs Pittsburg game im a crazy Steeler fan and i had plans of taking Ryan with me so i bought a Kansas pin to wear (under my Steelers stuff of course)this way Ryan would be along for the trip.Of course i forget it at home as i forget everything and wouldnt you know it my team looses to the Chiefs God help me!I believe Ryan sent me a little charma for leaving him at home well deserved charma i might add!!So Ryan i apologize my friend i promise to never leave you at home while attending a KC game again :) I luv and miss your face so much!Not a day goes by that i dont think of you. Luv U Always and Forever Amanda Davis!!!
Amanda Davis <amandadavis1726@hotmail.com>
Omaha, NE - Thursday, January 28, 2010 10:45 AM CST

Time flies and time crawls. As we were leaving for Texas on Christmas Eve in our wonderful Omaha weather, I prayed for your trip to Branson to be boring and uneventful! Richard will never forget being awakened by my yelling, "I'm spinning out, what should I do?" Dark, Kansas Turnpike, snow flurries, black ice...a regular amuzement park. Our flight circled Dallas for an hour because they had an inch of snow and some freezing drizzle. I guess it's all about having what you need, when you need it. Dallas doesn't do well with snow.

Did you see the hoar frost on the trees? The Holy Spirit fills me whenever I see this rare (for us) beauty.
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Sunday, January 17, 2010 4:19 PM CST

Missy,
I think about you and your family everyday. Cherish the memories of last New Year's Eve with Ryan and keep them with you.
Love,
Nic
Nicola Mantzaris <alocin412@gmail.com>
Ledyard, CT 06339 - Thursday, December 31, 2009 6:09 AM CST

Oh, Missy. I've been thinking about you, and how horrible the holidays must be this year for you.I hope some sweet memories are mixed in, but I imagine the ache is unbearable at times. I know that feeling Ryan's spirit with you is not a replacement for having Ryan. They say that time will ease the ache, and I pray that happens for you. Know we continue to keep you in our prayers. Hugs to you.
Sharon Knudsen, www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE United States - Wednesday, December 30, 2009 11:49 PM CST

Dear Missy and family. There is never a day I dont read your journals and have followed Ryan for a long time. I was friends with Kathy Wilson, and from there, I followed so many Caringbridge patients. I have grown to love your family and feel heartbroken for all of you. The holidays are alway more difficult to bear such a loss. For many years, Christmas was hard because I lost my Dad at Christmas very young. What makes you go on is remembering them and how much you loved them and they loved you. God Bless you and your family!
Marie D'Ambroso <mdambroso@mtplcsd.org>
Thornwood, NY Westchester - Monday, December 21, 2009 8:04 AM CST

Dan & Missy ~
Our thoughts are with you as you try to get through this Christmas. May wonderful memories of Ryan and grandchildren nearby help ease the saddness in your hearts.
We love you ~ The Fraser's
Mike, Tami, Jack, Ryan, & Joe <mt3boys@cox.net>
Lavista, NE USA - Sunday, December 20, 2009 10:56 AM CST

Just checking in to let you know that I am thinking of you, especially at this time. Ryan and Mike are in my prayers.

We missed you Monday night at OACCP. May this season of sadness and joy give you and Dan the time you need to talk, cry and laugh. Trust the Holy Spirit.
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Wednesday, December 16, 2009 10:45 PM CST

Missy, as I read your journal entries it breaks my heart the pain I know you are feeling, missing Ryan so much. There is no healing from this. The tears just can't seem to stop at times. There's nothing worse then losing a child. I miss my precious Mark so much. My thoughts are with you as you try to get thru this difficult time of the year for you and your family.

Sending you a big Hug
Valrae Briscoe <valraebriscoe@comcast.net>
Roseville, Ca - Monday, December 7, 2009 2:36 PM CST

Missy and Dan I just want you to know that all I ever heard was how great of parents you were. From you Missy running your day care and Ryan helping and being completly content and Dan you guys going to chiefs games there was nothing but love! My life would not be the way it is without knowing Ryan, he was my best friend and I will never ever forget the impact he had on my life. I just want you and your family to know that I will always want to be apart of your lives. As soon as i get an e-mail address please stay in contact! Love always-Joy
Joy Greenblatt-Seay <tonyaragon@gmail.com>
Omaha, NE 68127 - Saturday, November 21, 2009 2:00 AM CST

Missy, good morning. For some reason when I woke up this morning, Ryan came so strongly to my heart - so I thought I better come down and check the website - which I have to admit I haven't checked for about a month - ahhhh....I think Ryan was letting me know that even though I pray for all of you daily, we need to step it up a notch. Honestly, I cannot even imagine. And there really are no words of comfort - they would seem empty - especially from someone who has not experienced this unexplainable pain. But I can ask you to close your eyes and visualize our Blessed Mother - she sits with you. She knows. She HAS been there. She feels that same pain. Weep with her. Let her hold you. And I ask her to give you a hug for me too. Love you. Sylvia

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, PA - Wednesday, November 18, 2009 7:30 AM CST

Hang in there girl....you have other kids who still need you. I'm sorry.....it isn't your time yet. You will see him again...but know that he is all around you....have you ever watched John Edward?? Look him up on the internet...I think you might find it interesting. Love you girl.
Tracy Morgan www.caringbridge.org/visit/raymondalaniz <t2morgan@hotmail.com>
Sanger, CA 93657 - Monday, November 9, 2009 8:12 PM CST

Missy, Your job here isn't done. Ask your other kids.

Heal fast.
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne USA - Saturday, November 7, 2009 9:53 PM CST

I was just sitting at my computer and looked up at Ryan's picture. Thought I'd check in. What an entry. Sharon says it so well. None of us can know if we haven't been through it. We aren't sure if we should hug you when we see you for fear we will make you cry, feel sadder. So if we don't do the right thing, know that we mean to.
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
Omaha, ne usa - Thursday, November 5, 2009 8:10 PM CST

Missy,
I just saw the picture of Ryan w/ his cool shoes. I read your journal entry and it rings true...I do not know how you feel. I do know how living with a terminally ill child feels. The ups and downs of suffering. There are good days but lately they've been bad. I want to be in denial but it isn't allowed. Every task for caring for my son presents itself and I keep going. There are many friends I have who have lost a child because of cancer, you being one of them, and I can hear the profound sadness in every word you type.... there are no words of comfort that I can possibly give that will ease your pain.

What I can tell you is that I think Ryan was very fortunate to have you as his mother. Sending you lots of hugs {{{{HUGS}}}}
Tracy <t2morgan@hotmail.com>
Sanger, CA USA - Monday, October 26, 2009 6:28 PM CDT

Ask youself every day how Ryan would want you to feel. You won't feel that way, but knowing he'd want you to feel the smile for real might be a balm. Love the pics.
Flo Thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne USA - Thursday, October 22, 2009 10:33 PM CDT

Hey, Missy. I was just thinking of you, and of course Ryan, and wondering how it was going. Of course, I really know that answer. I totally get the faking that things are fine.

What choice do you have? Life goes on, people expect you to 'put it behind you.' Sometimes we think, "Can't anybody see the pain we are in?" I think I understand the pain, and for me, it's the fear. I cannot know the ache and the emptiness, but I can imagine, and am sending you a BIG HUG.

Dwelling on the pain doesn't seem to help either. Just keeping busy seems theraputic. Know that you are in my thoughts, and I pray for your comfort. I leave you with this quote, which I really like.

"Perhaps they are not the stars, but rather openings in Heaven where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know they are happy." ~Author Unknown

God Bless You and all the Vodickas!
Sharon Knudsen, www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Wednesday, October 21, 2009 11:12 AM CDT

Thinking of you. I love the pics that you have posted. Post more if you have time. If you upload photos to a site like photobucket.com you can then share the album on your page. It is a free service. Let me know if you want me to help you sometime.

Ryan is so missed. What a great guy! I know the angels are happy to have him. Don't you know he is making them laugh every day? Love you guys! Missy
Malissa Nesmith <mjnesmith@msn.com>
Wichita, KS - Wednesday, October 7, 2009 9:51 AM CDT

Hello Missy, I just looked once again at your pictures you have posted of Ryan and I think to myself of how handsome and healthy he looks and full of life he is. Then this monster takes that all away from our son's. Thank you for your kind words and we will move on day by day with various stages of pain and heartache for our precious son's. The fact that we are not alone is comforting. Thank you once again.
Valrae Briscoe <valraebriscoe@comcast.net>
Roseville, Ca - Monday, October 5, 2009 1:23 PM CDT

Hi Missy,
I think of Ryan and your family often My son died almost 5 years ago from DSRCT. I know exactly what you mean about the hole in your heart. So hard to explain to people who haven't lost a child. We learn to live with the hole but we hate it. Ryan seemed like such a nice guy. Bonnie
Sincerely, Bonnie Krotkov
Bonnie Krotkov <krotkov@physics.umass.edu>
hadley, ma - Saturday, October 3, 2009 3:44 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Big Ryan......
Hopefully your Heavenly golf game was in your favor yesterday! Thought about you & your family lots.
Love ~ The Fraser's
Mike, Tami, jack, Ryan, & Joe <mt#boys@cox.net>
La Vista, NE USA - Sunday, September 20, 2009 6:38 PM CDT

Hppy Birthday Big Ry!!!! Before Ayden went to bed tonight he prayed to Ry and told him Happy Birthday!!! We all love you and miss you so much. You will be in our hearts forever and will never stop missing you. Your mother is right, you were such a fighter and one of the greatest guys I have ever known (I got to be careful on that one, since I am married to your cousin:o) But Missy, I would have to say he did get some of that from you!
Mandy Vodicka <mandy2320@msn.com>
Papillion, NE - Saturday, September 19, 2009 9:18 PM CDT

Ryan, last year, on your 29th birthday, I wished you a happy 30th birthday in advance because I so wanted you to be here to celebrate your 30th with your family. It wasn't to be, and this birthday will be very difficult for them. So for this birthday, tomorrow, I am asking the Holy Spirit to shower your loved ones with the grace of peace and beautiful memories. May God's love bring them each a smile in your honor.

To Sandy in Boca Raton, you are already an angel among us.
Flo Thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
- Friday, September 18, 2009 0:13 AM CDT

im am so sorry that im computer stupid and this is the first time i've been on-line. it's good to know you guys are getting by and the new football season has started hopefully those chiefs can do something this year! i just got back from vegas and i know that was ryans plan for his 30th b-day so it felt like he was there with me the whole time. I hope we can get together sometime soon theres alot of catching up we need to do. with all my love joy
joy greenblatt-seay <j-aragon@hotmail.com>
omaha, n 68028 - Thursday, September 17, 2009 6:18 PM CDT

I am praying for comfort & strength for all of you with each new day!
Kay Boyle <iamk511@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, MO - Thursday, September 17, 2009 12:10 AM CDT

I learned a long time ago about your son Ryan through another caringbridge website and followed his journey. Recently, I decided to check back to see how your are doing. My heart goes out to you.

My husband and I are educators in Palm Beach County Florida. We are counselors who trully care about people. We have lost family to cancer and i lost my parents by the time I was four. Thus, we know heartache. We would like to offer you our home for free Dec. 20th-28th. We will not be back until the 27th (visiting our daughter and grandkids) and can stay somewhere the 27th or later. We have a three bedroom with an office in Boca Raton with a pool. The beds sleep 6 but we have couches and you could use sleeping bags etc. This is a sincere offer. My email is sandywc@bellsouth.net. I will glady talk to at any time. Sandy
sandy <sandywc@bellsouth.net>
Boca Raton, fl - Wednesday, September 16, 2009 4:23 PM CDT

I had a Ryan moment the other day. I use to tell him i luv ur face. He would respond with what about the rest of me? Since Ryan left us i started saying it to everyone. But not once since Ryan has anyone ever responded like him. Until the other day and im not very close to this person so ive never said it to her before. So when i recieved her text with his response i couldnt believe it. It was like his little way of coming back to me. I spent the whole day thinking about my friend Ryan after that. I thank God i had the privelage of getting to know Ryan and calling him my friend. When he left us i sent a prayer up to my parents to look after him and show him the ropes so i know hes in good hands. So to Ryan i luv ur face and in response to the rest of you its ok i guess but i still luv ur face the most! I miss your hugs and i miss ur face. xoxoxoxo
Amanda Davis <amandadavis1726@hotmail.com>
Papillion, ne sarpy - Monday, September 14, 2009 8:23 PM CDT

Wow! The hand mold is amazing...I'm so glad that you have it. No one will ever understand all that you have lost. We continue to hold you and Dan in our pryers.
Dawn, Dennis & Peter
Harleysville, Pa - Monday, September 7, 2009 2:00 PM CDT

Love the picture from the walk. Ryan may not have been there physically,
but he is ALIVE in everyone in the picture and those who wanted to be there but,couldn't....
Ryan is in our hearts and minds always.....
Hang in there!
The Fraser's
Mike, Tami, Jack, Ryan, & Joe <mt3boys@cox.net>
Lavista, NE USA - Wednesday, September 2, 2009 4:58 PM CDT

Hi Missy; Love the new picture. Just wanted to let you know that the book that Emily is in was released yesterday. It's quite uplifting. Hope that you get a chance to read it. "Perseverance" by Carolyn Rubenstein. All the proceeds go to Cancer Research. We continue to pray for your family.
Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY - Wednesday, August 19, 2009 1:57 PM CDT

Hi Missy & (my special friend) Dan,

I love the new picture...Thanks for sharing it with us. When was it taken? He looks awesome!

Love you guys,

Dawn
Dawn, Dennis & Peter <rosejellyjakesplace@msn.com>
Harleysville, Pa - Tuesday, August 11, 2009 9:53 PM CDT

Ryan, I miss you and think of you often. I know you are doing amazing things in heaven.
Jenny Phelps <sono2008@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Monday, August 10, 2009 10:23 AM CDT

Missy; I really like the new picture of Ryan you have on the page. I can't imagine the hurt you must feel. Just wanted to let you know that we're praying for comfort & strength for each new day.
Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY - Monday, August 10, 2009 5:44 AM CDT

Hi Missy,
I was driving to work this morning & heard a song that always reminded me of Ryan & Peter & their battle with this monster. Part of the lyrics are "Let the weak say I am strong..because of what the Lord has done for me". It brings tears to my eyes even now as I type this. Your honesty about your feelings touches me deeply. Take care, I love you & pray for all of you.
Missing Ryan too, Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA USA - Tuesday, July 28, 2009 9:07 AM CDT

Just stopping by to say hello and so that you will know that you are in our prayers.
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Thursday, July 23, 2009 11:55 PM CDT

Hi Missy,
Still thinking of you! Can't imagine how hard it would be to go on without a child. You and Dan are so strong both by necessity and because of your faith and hopefully with time it will be easier.

As you know my sister is in radation and chemo now after her latest surgery. When ever something new gets in her way, she just always says "life is what you make it." Her boys look at it as a bonus to have Grandma with them this summer.

Anyway, wanted you to know I haven't forgotten about you and your family.

Sending you a big hug,
Kim
Kim Harris <simplykimh@yahoo.com>
Bellevue, NE - Wednesday, July 22, 2009 1:01 PM CDT

missy
just wanted to let you know that i'm thinking of you all and praying for your family and Ryan. my brother Denis was diagnosed in Feburary with DSRCT and is battling hard.
praying for you
elaine
www.caringbridge.org/visit/denisdennehy
Elaine Dennehy <elainedennehy21@hotmail.com>
IRELAND - Thursday, July 16, 2009 10:33 PM CDT

HOpe that you were able to enjoy your time away. I think of you often.

Kim Harris <simplykimh@yahoo.com>
Bellevue, NE - Tuesday, July 7, 2009 12:57 AM CDT

I hope your 4th of July was peaceful yet fun at the same time. Just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you and your family. May the new adventures you take and memories you make be just as special as the ones from the past.
Take care,
Karen www.caringbridge.org/ct/jordan/
ideas for your getaway....Disney (already mentioned by someone but we were there a few years ago around Christmas and it was great!) The Atlantis Resort in the Bahamas...supposed to be beautiful and fun for both kids and adults.
Karen Marquis <kmfm66@sbcglobal.net>
- Sunday, July 5, 2009 10:28 AM CDT

Disney is always a fun place during Christmas. I like watching the kids faces when they meet Mickey for the first time. Disney even makes it snow in Florida, although I'm sure you want to get away from the snow. Sometimes they give special dicounts if you have 8 or more in your party.
jean kriebel
- Thursday, July 2, 2009 0:00 AM CDT

Ryan's picture is beside my computer. It says, "I'm Free." I believe it. Sometimes I feel odd praying for something I already know has happened, that God has welcomed Ryan with loving arms. Still, it is what we do. I pray for all of you as well. Forgive me for not acknowledging visits with comments. I still check. I still care.

flo thil <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Tuesday, June 30, 2009 9:51 PM CDT

interested in the progress of tim danaher. we care
Cliff and barbara lowe "lowes bayshore nursery" <lowecliff.barbara@yahoo.com>
Stevensville, Md. USA - Friday, June 26, 2009 6:46 PM CDT

connor swallow the best of everything to you
margaret grafer colins <marge0884@cs.com>
midlothian, il usa - Wednesday, June 24, 2009 2:45 PM CDT

Hi!

Miss your updates on how you all are doing. Please let us know how you are. God bless!
Kay Boyle <iamk511@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, MO - Tuesday, June 23, 2009 9:25 PM CDT

Stopping in to say hello! Hope this is a good week. It was so wonderful having your family at the walk! No doubt Ryan was with us!
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Wednesday, June 17, 2009 9:01 PM CDT

We continue to pray and think of your family.
Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY USA - Monday, June 15, 2009 6:32 AM CDT

Thinking of you. xoxo
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Sunday, June 7, 2009 4:59 PM CDT

Just checking in, Ryan's site in on my favorites at work & home, like so many others. I hope you have beautiful weather for your walk tomorrow. Love, Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lasndale, PA USA - Friday, June 5, 2009 8:16 AM CDT

Missy; Just wanted to let you know that we'll never forget Ryan & the Vodica Family. Take Care & know that we continue to pray.
Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY - Sunday, May 31, 2009 12:05 AM CDT

Thinking of Ryan and all of you tonight. Love, prayers, and peace...

The Nesmith's
Malissa Nesmith (www.caringbridge.org/ks/canon) <mjnesmith@msn.com>
Wichita, KS - Wednesday, May 27, 2009 11:18 PM CDT

Thank you for still updating us. I was so used to reading how things were going, that it's nice to know how you are doing now. I continue to pray for all of you - there's nothing else I can do. Take care.
Kay Boyle <iamk511@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, MO - Wednesday, May 27, 2009 9:50 PM CDT

You know I have Ryan's site on my favorites and even though he has earned his wings I still check this site every single day just to keep him alive in my thoughts. He gave me motivation that I too could conquer all my fears and will continue to do so. Your family is always in my thoughts.
Beth
Tampa, Fl USA - Wednesday, May 20, 2009 6:23 AM CDT

Missy, you are all always in our prayers. Dawn, we are praying for you dad to be guided through Heaven by Ryan and all those who received wings before he did. Missy, I don't think the pain of losing a child can ever go away. I think that the edges just become a little duller as time goes by. It was good to see you Monday night. I know you had to try hard for control when Deb was talking and remembering the loss of two of her children. Congratulations again for receiving the Provider of the Year Award. You rock.
Flo <camel_2003@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne USA - Wednesday, May 13, 2009 11:22 PM CDT

Hey Missy,
Just stopping by to wish a Happy Mother's Day to one of the finest...you! I love you and have been holding your heart in my prayers all weekend. Thank you for the prayer request for my father and our family...he passed peacefully Saturday morning. Hello Dan, I've been missing you, too!

Dawn, Dennis & Peter
Harleysville, Pa - Sunday, May 10, 2009 1:35 PM CDT

I can't imagine the pain of not having your son. I wish I had some magic wand to make all the hurt go away. Please know you are in our hearts and minds, and we root for your family everyday.
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Monday, May 4, 2009 2:14 PM CDT

Hi Missy....just thinking of you guys...there are no words right now...just thoughts and prayers for all of you.
Marie D'Ambroso <mdambroso@mtplcsd.org>
Thornwood, NY - Monday, May 4, 2009 12:19 AM CDT

Hi Missy...just thinking of all of you...you are constantly on my mind. I know you must be going through a very difficult, heart-wrenching time, and I just wanted to reach out as one of the thousands who care about you.
Marie D'Ambroso <mdambroso@mtplcsd.org>
Thornwood, NY - Wednesday, April 29, 2009 1:44 PM CDT

Thinnking of you & your family. Love Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lasndale, PA USA - Tuesday, April 28, 2009 8:42 AM CDT

Hi Missy....Happy Birthday to Robyn! Love, prayers and support for all of you!
Marie D'Ambroso <mdambroso@mtplcsd.org>
Thornwood, NY - Tuesday, April 21, 2009 9:18 AM CDT

Missy,

Thank you for posting my e-mail. We will continue to pray for your family and all families affected by cancer, especially DSRCT.

Joe Zawada <zawadajg@apci.com >
Laurys Station , PA USA - Monday, April 20, 2009 11:42 AM CDT

Just posting a "hello" to let you know that you are always in my heart. We pary for "our" Ryan and all of the Ryans, Marys, Peters, Jessicas...who fight this brave battle.
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Sunday, April 19, 2009 11:07 PM CDT

What a beautiful email your friends sent you. I am sure that you've made the journey that others had to take a little easier by sharing all of the things you've learned along the way with Ryan. That's a little wordy, but I hope you know what I mean. The Vodicka family has touched many hearts.
Just wanted to say hello and let you know I was thinking of you.
Love,
Karen
Karen Marquis <kmfm66@sbcglobal.net>
- Saturday, April 18, 2009 6:34 PM CDT

Vodikas ~ thinking about and praying for all of you through the night. Joe and Diane's message - pulls at our heartstrings - I do believe that Ryan V. is showing Ryan Z. around heaven. God's peace be with you.
with much love, Sylvia xoxo

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Friday, April 17, 2009 11:58 PM CDT

Missy,

You have my thoughts, my love, my prayers, my heart, and my wish for peace and joy. Time takes no shape. It works in odd measures. But it does heal. I love you, Suzan
Suzan Mikiel Kennedy <suziesays@gmail.com>
New York, NY - Wednesday, April 15, 2009 3:38 PM CDT

Hi Vodicka family. When we lost my Dad, my sister and I were very young. My Mom was a very young widow. For the first few holidays, it hurt horribly to talk about him. We could not watch home movies without crying hysterically. But, after a while, the pain lessens, the stories build, and it becomes tolerable, not easier. It is amazing how people remember him all the time; speak about him; and tell stories. My Dad was so funny and enjoyable like your son. Today, I have kids, and I wish they knew their grandpa, but in a way, they do because of our memories, stories and love. Just know you are all in my hearts.
Marie D'Ambroso <mdambroso@mtplcsd.org>
Thornwood, NY - Tuesday, April 14, 2009 1:51 PM CDT

Happy to read that you had nice Easter. I can't imagine how your heart is aching, but hope it helps to know that there are so many that do care.
Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
- Monday, April 13, 2009 6:00 PM CDT

Happy to read that Jace is doing fine. May you have a wonderful Easter. I will continue to pray for your family.
Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga , NY - Friday, April 10, 2009 1:10 PM CDT

I am so glad to hear the news. We will keep your family in our prayers.
sue <goldenarm68127@aol.com>
ralston, ne - Thursday, April 9, 2009 8:24 AM CDT

Your family remains in our continued prayers...

The Coco's
Torrance, CA - Wednesday, April 8, 2009 1:11 PM CDT

You guys are in our thoughts for good results on the CT. Remember most CT's, MRI's, etc. are normal. Can't imagine how much you must miss Ryan. Thinking of you, of course and sending a (((hug)))!
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Tuesday, April 7, 2009 6:28 PM CDT

We will keep you in our prayers.
sue <goldenarm68127@aol.com>
ralston, ne - Tuesday, April 7, 2009 3:01 PM CDT

Missy,
I am so very sorry. I am thinking of you and your family. Ryan had a great mom and a great family. Love him and let him live in your heart forever. You will get through this.
Tracy <t2morgan@hotmail.com>
Sanger, CA USA - Friday, April 3, 2009 3:44 PM CDT

Missy and Dan ~ tonight I was flipping through the channels and then I saw on the bottom of the screen "Smallville" and thought of Ryan. I cried. And prayed, hoping you could feel my hug. love, sylvia xoxo
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Thursday, April 2, 2009 10:41 PM CDT

Missy, dear heart, the cards you received were all from people who just wanted you all to know that we care and feel deep sorrow for your loss. No response is needed, much less a personalized one. Just love each other and cherish your memories. Deep wounds heal, but first they hurt like hell. Then a little healing from deep inside the wound begins. It's slow. Sometimes the wound hurts so much that you believe that no healing is taking place and never will. You don't see it or feel it. Then one day you notice that a scar has formed where blood had been seeping out. You pick at it some. It bleeds some, heals a little more. Over time your mind fills with memories of good times and overwhelming love, shoving aside memories of pain until you can visit them in quiet moments. Life goes on and you know Ryan would have been the first to tell you to "go for it."
Flo Thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
Omaha, NE USA - Tuesday, March 31, 2009 10:46 PM CDT

My heart is breaking for you! I found Ryan through Peter's CB site. What an amazing son he was!!! I imagaine the pain will lessen but never go away. Hang in there, you are in our prayers.
Dawn Liloia and Family <mdliloia@aol.com>
Mantua, NJ - Tuesday, March 31, 2009 10:34 AM CDT

Hi Missy,
Thanks for posting, it's a loss for all of us, though nothing like you, Dan & the family are experiencing. There's a hole in my prayers, where my constant reqest for Ryan's earthly healing used to be. I think I prayed for him more than my own children these past 4 years. I continue to lift you family in prayer, too, that you will find comfort in your grief. I check in, just to stay in touch.

I was thinking about you today and a book I read a few months ago, "My 90 Minutes in Heaven". The man was dead for 90 minutes & then returned to earth. His recovery was brutally painful & he wanted so much to return to Heaven. His description of Heaven was so peaceful, beautiful and welcoming. I'm sure Ryan experienced the same welcome on his arrival. I'll get you a copy of the book. Love, Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA USA - Monday, March 30, 2009 1:35 PM CDT

Dear Missy,

Although, like I have said many times, you dont know me, I feel so so devastated for you. I could read and feel the pain in your journal entry. No one should ever lose a child! That is the one loss no one deserves. Yes, he is with God; yes he is better off; but, then again, why did it have to happen at all!!!! It is your right to get angry, upset, bitter and want him back desperately! The only thing anyone can tell you is that in time you will adjust to the loss, but you will never ever get over what happened. There are no consolation words right now...you and your family need time. You are very lucky to have the beautiful children and husband you do have. That is your consolation; your comfort and what will make you accept this loss....in time. My heart is with you.
Marie D'Ambroso <mdambroso@mtplcsd.org>
Thornwood, NY - Monday, March 30, 2009 11:38 AM CDT

He might be in heaven but I'll always be thinking of him! Praise the Lord and be strong!!
Beth
Tampa, Fl USA - Monday, March 30, 2009 5:16 AM CDT

Thinking of you always. Hang in there. Not suprised that you have recieved so many cards. You're an amazing family. We continue to pray for comfort.
Bryan & Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga , NY - Sunday, March 29, 2009 6:29 PM CDT

Hi Vodicka's - just thinking about you and sending hugs.
love, sylvia xoxo
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Friday, March 27, 2009 5:57 AM CDT

Thinking of you always and looking forward to seeing you this weekend!
Carrie & Jason Roberts <carrie_roberts@sbcglobal.net>
Chicago, IL United States - Wednesday, March 25, 2009 3:38 PM CDT

thinking of you always and looking forward to catching up this weekend!
Carrie & Jason Roberts <carrie_roberts@sbcglobal.net>
Chicago, IL United States - Wednesday, March 25, 2009 3:37 PM CDT

My heart goes out to you and your beautiful family! Ryan was very special and I only knew him from this website! (((( ANGEL HUGS )))))
Tami <tsbaemjb@yahoo.com>
IA - Tuesday, March 24, 2009 7:47 PM CDT

Dear Missy and family....

Just thinking about you!
Marie D'Ambroso <mdambroso@mtplcsd.org>
Thornwood, NY - Tuesday, March 24, 2009 1:08 PM CDT

Missy,
I think about Ryan each day and know that he is up in heaven watching over us all. I wear my green bracelet in memory of him and today was asked about it. As I smiled and told the lady about Ryan, she in turn told me about her neice who also has a caringbridge webpage and how she is in remission. I made a friend today because of Ryan. I'm pretty sure that's what he would have wanted. Love to you and your family. You continue to be in my prayers.
Angela Ross <angelajonesross@yahoo.com>
Memphis, TN - Tuesday, March 24, 2009 8:43 AM CDT

Missy and family - I cried when I read the news. I feel like we are all connected like family through this disease. I really don't have any words of wisdom and unfortunately I know from experience that nothing I can say will take away the ache that you feel. Just know that you are being lifted up in prayer by many. Take care of each other. Love, Misty (Trent's mom)
Misty Ueckert <misty.ueckert@ballingerisd.net>
Ballinger, Tx USA - Monday, March 23, 2009 4:22 PM CDT

Why am I not surprised that the Vodicka girls would give this wonderful gift?

Tonight at Mass I asked Jesus to give Ryan a hug. Here's one for you guys, too: ((hug))
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Sunday, March 22, 2009 11:40 PM CDT

Missy,

I am so sorry to learn this news! My heart sunk when I read the words. Please know I am here for you if you need to talk or a shoulder to cry on!
Christina Hobbs <cjmjdr@yahoo.com>
Holly Springs, NC US - Sunday, March 22, 2009 10:04 AM CDT

God saw you getting tired
and a cure was not to be.
So He put His arms around you
and whispered, "COme to me."
With tearful eyes we watched you
and saw you pass away.
Although we loved you dearly
we could not make you stay.
A golden heart stopped beating
hard working hands at rest.
God broke our hearts to prove to us
He only takes the best.
Herman Hesse

Someone sent this to me after my mother died, may the words comfort you, too.
Love Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA USA - Saturday, March 21, 2009 3:02 PM CDT

Hi Missy & family,
I was deeply touched to read of you daughters thoughtful gift. I have been comforted to read your beautiful posts. I would love to make a "memory quilt" for you. I'll be in touch. Love, Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA USA - Saturday, March 21, 2009 1:25 PM CDT

Missy and the Vodicka Family,
I "met" Ryan through the article by Duncan Aviation. I have worked in aviation for 8yrs and had the Duncan article at work. We deal with alot of Angel Flights at my airport and when I read Ryan's story I felt like I had to know him and talk to him. I finally found an email address for Ryan and immediately wrote to him, that was about a year and half ago and we we've been friends ever since. Though I never met him in person our email exchanges were so wonderful and meaningful, I feel like I've known him forever. I took a job in NY last Feb and Ryan was the first person I told and when I found my flat in The Bronx, again Ryan was the first person to hear my exciting news. He was such a special person who always had an ear when I needed someone to vent to and he always had positive things to say that would cheer me up. He was someone who I wanted to tell everything to and it was easy to do so. I will miss talking to him! He has impacted so many people in so many ways-what a great gift to have! You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
Nicola Mantzaris <alocin412@gmail.com>
Waterford, CT 06385 - Saturday, March 21, 2009 12:57 AM CDT

The Vodicka girls ROCK!!!! What a kind and thoughtful expression of the love they have for Ryan and their parents. We continue to pray for your peace and healing. Lots of love coming your way from Harleysville, Pa.
Dawn, Dennis & Peter
Harleysville, Pa - Saturday, March 21, 2009 9:52 AM CDT

Dear Missy...like I have always said, you have a wonderful family. Nothing anyone can say to you will take away the pain, resentment or the question: Why? No one knows unless they are in your shoes. The only thing I can say to you is that my thoughts and prayers are with all of you! I may not know you personally, but I care about all of you! It sounds like you were blessed with a wonderful son, and wonderful daughters! I live by the Serenity Prayer and it has gotten me and my family through some really tough times, especially in death. Obviously, Ryan made his mark in the time he was on Earth. He was special and so are all of you! That is where you will find your strength.
Marie D'Ambroso <mdambroso@mtplcsd.org>
Thornwood, NY - Friday, March 20, 2009 7:24 AM CDT

Dear Missy & Family,

I am so saddened to hear of the news. Hopefully you find comfort knowing that Ryan is no longer in pain. While we don't know each other, I always felt connected as a DSRCT family. Our son Jackson received his wings on January 25th of this year. I would like to think that Jackson met Ryan at the gates of Heaven. I'm sure they are dancing with angels right now.

I recently came across a beautiful song titled Dancing With Angels by Monk & Neagle. I thought I would share the lyrics with you.

Dancing with Angels

Memories surround me
But sadness has found me
I�d do anything for more time
Never before has someone meant more
And I can�t get you out of my mind
There is so much that I don�t understand
But I know

Chorus:
You�re dancing with the angels
Walking in new life
You�re dancing with the angels
Heaven fills your eyes
Now that you�re dancing with the angels

You had love for your family
Love for all people
Love for the Father, and Son
Your heart will be heard
In you unspoken words
Through generations to come
There is so much that I don�t understand
But I know

Chorus

Bridge:
We�re only here for such a short time
So I�m gonna stand up
Shout out
And sing Hallelujah
One day I�ll see you again

May God comfort you as mourn the loss of your son. Please know that you are in our thoughts and prayers.

Much love to you -
Paul, Alison, Olivia (& Angel Jackson)
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacksonpalmer

Alison Palmer <alisonrpalmer@comcast.net>
Fishers, IN USA - Thursday, March 19, 2009 10:00 AM CDT

Hi Missy & family,
Just shecking in, to let you know I think of you often, the guestbook posts are very comforting, I pray you are finding comfort where you can. Love, Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA UAS - Thursday, March 19, 2009 9:34 AM CDT

Dear Missy,Dan, and the whole family...everyday is getting a little bit better. its hard to go home at night and sit at my apartment a lone so it's really nice to be able to come here and talk to you. i feel like ryan is truly still here.There has been little signs that he is okay and in our presence. it's really nice.i went over there yesterday to wish him a happy st. patty's day.The weather was perfect.I'm always thinking of you and if ever we can keep in touch i will do so.I would love to look through some of ryans sketches sometime,so if ever a possibilty my sister and i would love to come share some stories.just keep in touch and take care. my heart is with ryan and everyone that knew him.
sincerly, Holly Ahmann
Holly Ahmann <a_wild_lily@hotmail.com>
omaha, NE usa - Wednesday, March 18, 2009 10:05 PM CDT

Fly West, Ryan, fly West, on Eagle's Wings, to Everlasting Comfort, Peace, and most importantly, Eternal Love!
Bill Potts <bluesideup@verizon.net>
Lansdale, Pa. USA - Wednesday, March 18, 2009 6:55 AM CDT

Missy & family,

We will continue to pray for your famiy and all those affected by DSRCT.
Joe Zawada <zawadajg@apci.com>
Laurys Station , PA USA - Tuesday, March 17, 2009 11:13 AM CDT

Dear Missy

I wish I knew your family...you are all so loving, caring and close, like my family is. There will never be a day that I dont check in from time to time to see how your wonderful family is doing. I truly feel for all of you, but, especially for you, as a Mom because I have two adult children of my own, 24 and 21. I will always pray for you and your family.....It is true, Ryan is in a better place now, unfortunately, it's not easy to comprehend when you know he belongs here with you. His suffering is finally over; and that is the only consolation in your hearts.

Love and Prayers
Marie D'Ambroso <mdambroso@mtplcsd.org>
Thornwood, NY - Monday, March 16, 2009 8:55 AM CDT

Hi Missy, Dan & family,
Thinking of you today, as well as over the weekend. We prayed for your family in church yesterday, that the Lord would comfort you as you mourn the loss of Ryan. I, too, feel his loss everytime I pray, I've prayed for Ryan daily over the last 4 years, I will continue to lift your family up in prayer & that the doctor's will soon find a cure for this disease. The guestbook posts are so moving. Love to all, Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA USA - Monday, March 16, 2009 7:45 AM CDT

I've followed Ryan's caringbridge site (found you through Peter in PA). Ryan seemed like an amazing person, he touched many lives through his journey. You must be so proud of him! I am so sorry for your loss.
Dawn Liloia <mdliloia@aol.com>
Mantua, NJ - Monday, March 16, 2009 7:14 AM CDT

Yes, your family will always miss Ryan. What wonderful memories your family has. He's finally cancer free and for that I am thankful. We continue to pray for your family.
Pat & Bryan Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY - Monday, March 16, 2009 5:56 AM CDT

I am so sorry for your loss, but know that Ryan is now pain free. I will miss the everyday "Let me check and see how Ryan is doing". I am so incredibly sad and empty and I only knew him through the posting on here. It shows you how precious time really is and he has taught me quite abit through these pages. I will miss you Ryan!
Beth <icheer4kats@aol.com>
Tampa, Fl USA - Monday, March 16, 2009 5:24 AM CDT

I only knew Ryan throught this wonderful connection called the internet/Caring Bridge. I followed his journal for the last year or more. I don't think I have ever signed the guestbook, but Ryan's life has made a major impact on my life!!! I enjoyed his humor and his zest for life! He lived life to the fullest. Some of us are healthy and full of Blessings, but don't realize it. Ryan lived life as full as he could.

Ryan made impacts on stranger's lives like myself, even though we never met, and never communicated! I am so sad that Ryan has passed away, but his life has made an impact on this earth! He will NEVER be forgotten! And I hope to meet him One day in Heaven!!!!

Ryan was truly God's hand's at work!!!

Praying for Peace and Blessings for Ryan's family.

Connected through your awesome son Ryan, and IN Christ,
Janis Goehner <JanisGoehner@Hotmail.com>
Lakeville, MN USA - Monday, March 16, 2009 0:31 AM CDT

I thought of a couple "Ryanism's" I could have added to his board.

"...you know, just in case this thing goes south"

and

"You don't iron cargo's!"

I'm sure I will think of more that just crack me up like these did today! :)
Missy Nesmith (www.caringbridge.org/ks/canon) <mjnesmith@msn.com>
Wichita, KS - Sunday, March 15, 2009 8:05 PM CDT

Missy and Dan,

The service was so beautiful today. I thought the laughter was so perfect for Ryan. He always made me laugh! I just wish I could have done the verse reading better. But like Dan said, Ryan was probably there poking me just to mess me up!! :)

We will forever remember Big Ryan (Canon gets so confused with all of the grandkids that it is just easier to say Big Ryan for him). Last night at Rachael and Scott's, Canon was talking in bed about Ryan. I told him that Ryan might now get to be his guardian angel and then Canon folded his hands and started praying. I didn't ask him what he was praying for but I am sure he was asking God to give him Big Ry!

We love you guys and want to get up to see you again very, very soon. Trent thought of you all day today and wished he could have been there.

Love, Your Kansas Family

Malissa Nesmith (www.caringbridge.org/ks/canon) <mjnesmith@msn.com>
Wichita, KS - Sunday, March 15, 2009 2:19 AM CDT

Vodicka Family -

We are friends with Scott and Rachael and are saddened to learn of Ryan's passing. You are all brave beyond words. Our thoughts and prayers will continue to be with you all.

The Huckfeldts (JC, Shelly, Hannah & Dylan)
www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahhuckfeldt

Shelly Huckfeldt <shellyhuck@cox.net>
Chandler, AZ - Sunday, March 15, 2009 1:53 AM CDT

Thinking of Ryan and you guys tonight. Your fellow cancer parents family is ALWAYS here! I told you you couldn't get rid of us! Sending a ((hug))!
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Saturday, March 14, 2009 11:05 PM CDT

Checking in on Ryan's site will be a hard habit to break. Mass this morning was beautiful. I've never seen the Knights at mass in an official capacity before. What love Ryan inspired where and whenever he wentand what a lasting gift he gave to so many.
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Saturday, March 14, 2009 9:55 PM CDT

Dear Vodicka Family,

I'm thinking about you and Ryan today and I do wish I could have attended the service. My prayers are with you. Ryan became a great friend over the years we've know each other. I'm lucky to have known him. The news of his passing wasn't one I was prepared for but it's been such a pleasure telling his story of how brave and giving he was through everything he endured. I'll never forget just how strong he was.
Benjamin Overbey <boverbey@hotmail.com>
Winter Park, FL USA - Saturday, March 14, 2009 11:37 AM CDT

AS YOU KNOW I LOVE RYAN SO MUCH HE WAS SUCH AN AMAZING PERSON WHO WILL HAVE SUCH A LARGE IMPACT ON MY LIFE NO MATTER WHAT PATHS I TAKE IN LIFE. I AM BLESSED TO HAVE MET HIM AND TO BE GIVEN THE GIFT OF HAVING HIM IN MY LIFE. HE WAS ALWAYS SO POSITIVE EVEN IN THE WORST TIMES WHICH TAUGHT ME THE IMPORTANT THINGS IN LIFE. I'M GOING TO MISS HIM SO MUCH AND EVEN THOUGH I KNOW NOW HES NO LONGER IN PAIN AND CANCER FREE WATCHING OVER ALL OF US, I JUST DO WISH I COULD HAVE SEEN HIM ONE LAST TIME BUT I KNOW IN MY HEART HES WITH ME NOW AND I KNOW HE KNEW HOW IMPORTANT HE WAS AND IS TO ME. RYAN FAUGHT THIS BATTLE WITH STRIDE AND KEPT A SMILE ON EVERYONE FACE NO MATTER WHAT. I CAN CLOSE MY EYES AND IMAGINE ONE OF RYANS MOST FAMOUS BIG HUGS I USED TO GET WHEN HE WOULD WALK INTO MY HOUSE. I FEEL LIKE HE WAS JUST HERE. I JUST WANTED YOU ALL TO KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE AND CHERISH THE FACT I GOT TO BE PART OF HIS LIFE I WILL CARRY HIM IN MY HEART ALWAYS. HE HAS HIS WINGS CANCER FREE. I PRAY TO GOD TO SEE HIM AGAIN SOMEDAY FOR ONE OF THOSE HUGS AGAIN
ALYSSA STANLEY <HALFCRZZE@AOL.COM>
- Saturday, March 14, 2009 4:10 AM CDT

I was so saddened to read the journal today. I don't know any of you, but, I found your page through Peter Zucca's page. I've been praying for Ryan for a while now and I'll continue to pray for his family. Ryan, of course, does not need our prayers anymore....he is out of pain and at peace. He was too young to leave this earth....God must have needed a very strong and brave angel in heaven. So sorry for your loss.
Maria <iaconelli1411@aol.com>
Vineland, NJ USA - Friday, March 13, 2009 8:46 PM CDT

Ryan's family,
NOthing I can say seems adequate. My heart is with you, Ryan was a very special young man.
Kim Harris <simplykimh@yahoo.com>
Belelvue, NE USA - Friday, March 13, 2009 4:28 PM CDT

Dear Ryan's family,
I came to know Ryan when he was a student at Full Sail. He used to keep me company when I worked the late shift alone. He would tell me jokes and I would kid him about the lack of girls in his classes, something he did not always find amusing. I remember the night he came to say good-bye. He didn't tell me he was sick, just that he was taking some time off to visit his family and I would see him again, soon enough. He hung around a bit longer that evening, almost as if he didn't want to go. He eventually said his final good-bye and that was the last I saw him. Over the past 5 years, I have regularly checked the journal history and have come to love and respect Ryan and his family. Ryan had such a postive attitude and spirit. He will be dearly missed. May you, his family, find peace and may Ryan finally be pain-free.
Jenn Egan <jegan@fullsail.com>
Winter Park, FL USA - Friday, March 13, 2009 10:09 AM CDT

Hi Missy & Family,
Just thinking about you guys and praying for all of you. Please, if there is anything you need, don't hesitate to call me. I'm here for you. Ryan is no longer in pain and is in the arms of God. We will all miss him dearly!

Love you guys!
Missy, Katie & Anna (Cavalieri) <melissa.krzemien@hp.com>
Omaha, ne - Friday, March 13, 2009 10:00 AM CDT

What an inspiration you all are.
I continued to read this site after my son Robert died of DSRCT in Dec 2004 age 19.
Although we never met or spoke, my memories will be that Ryan was a very special person, with a wonderful caring and loving family around him
with love and hope always
Helena Broude
Helena Broude <hbroude@yahoo.co.uk>
Manchester, England - Friday, March 13, 2009 8:52 AM CDT

May God's comfort be yours in your time of overwhelming loss! Our thoughts and prayers are with you from Eastern Pennsylvania. We are friends of the Zucca family.
Mark & Ruth Ann Fly <markfly@juno.com>
Sellersville, PA USA - Friday, March 13, 2009 8:27 AM CDT

Thinking of you today. I'm sorry I could not be there in person, you will remain in my prayers. Like so many others on Caringbridge, I feel like I know all of you so well, from reading all the beautiful, encouraging posts. Ryan was an amazing young man & my life is better for having known him. Thank you for allowing me to share this journey with you. I've prayed for Ryan & your family since Dawn first "introduced" us & will continue to pray for you as you adjust to a different life. Love to all of you, Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lasndale, PA USA - Friday, March 13, 2009 7:16 AM CDT

I am so sorry for your loss.... Ryan was a special guy who touched MANY hearts...

GOD SPEED RYAN
Cody Jo Roteliuk <rodncody@srt.com>
Sawyer, ND - Friday, March 13, 2009 7:14 AM CDT

Dear Missy and Family, I am so sorry for the loss of your beloved Ryan. You will all be in our thoughts and prayers for peace, healing and joy. Ryan is with our loving Lord now -- no pain, only happiness. Love and prayers ~ Lori Hueftle
Lori Hueftle <ljhueftle@msn.com>
Omaha, NE USA - Thursday, March 12, 2009 11:31 PM CDT

I am very sorry for your loss. I know there are not words to comfort you it this time, but I wanted you to know that your family is in our hearts.
All my love,
Marjorie, Tanner's mom www.tannerville.com
Marjorie <cmthb@hotmail.com>
Omaha, NE - Thursday, March 12, 2009 10:59 PM CDT

Ryan will be missed. I didn't know him for very long. Every moment that we spent together was good. I couldn't understand how a person could be so strong, then again that was Ryan. I remember that he had this old boat that never really ran very good. It would always break down on him and we would always have to tow him back into the dock. It finally got to the point where we would always invite him to come with us. This is where I learned that he was such a free spirit. He always had great life lessons to tell. It was not that long ago that my mother had passed from cancer. I was hoping and praying that Ryan could win his battle. He was a great young man. I was blessed to know him, and proud to call him my friend. Now spread your wings and say "hello" to my mother for me. I know that you are now free. Thank you for every thing brother......
John Hanson <Nebraskabravo@yahoo.com>
Omaha, Ne USA - Thursday, March 12, 2009 10:56 PM CDT

I've only known Ryan a couple of years. I looked up to him because of the type of man he was. A man with courage and a heart of a warrior for what he had lived with. A man that you could see in his eyes that showed that he hurt but never complained about it and always had something good to say. He always made me laugh. Uncle Big Ry what we like to call him will be truley missed. Miss you bro.
Dennis Gardner (brother in law) <linweld74@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne - Thursday, March 12, 2009 9:39 PM CDT

Ryan I will miss our conversations,occasional golf,football games and charity events. The last time we talked we were both very excited about how the Chiefs finally got rid of Carl Peterson and we had a chance at a championship. I want you to know that I told your friends at the Kansas City Chiefs, who you and I looked up to because they were the Big hall of fame NFL players, and my friend, you were the hero, you showed more strength and courage with your fight than anyone I have ever known. I am proud of you and that I had the chance to be your friend. I will miss you think of you often, God bless you Ryan and thanks for being my friend.
Travis Worley <travis@rivermiles.com>
Olathe, KS USA - Thursday, March 12, 2009 9:28 PM CDT

With Hope
~ Stephen Curtis Chapman

This is not at all how
We thought it was supposed to be
We had so many plans for you
We had so many dreams
And now you've gone away
And left us with the memories of your smile
And nothing we can say
And nothing we can do
Can take away the pain
The pain of losing you, but...

We can cry with hope
We can say goodbye with hope
'Cause we know our goodbye is not the end, oh no
And we can grieve with hope
'Cause we believe with hope
(There's a place by God's grace)
There's a place where we'll see your face again
We'll see your face again

And never have I known
Anything so hard to understand
And never have I questioned more
The wisdom of God's plan
But through the cloud of tears
I see the Father's smile and say well done
And I imagine you
Where you wanted most to be
Seeing all your dreams come true
'Cause now you're home
And now you're free, and...

We have this hope as an anchor
'Cause we believe that everything
God promised us is true, so...

We wait with hope
And we ache with hope
We hold on with hope
We let go with hope

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Thursday, March 12, 2009 9:09 PM CDT

Dear Missy and family,
I've been trying to think of something to say that would offer you some comfort at this time, but there are no such words. Although we've never met, we've been connected by this disease for years now. Reading the updates and listening to the stories about Ryan's battle as well as stories about your family make me feel like I've known you personally and my heart is breaking for you all. As I've said to you before, Ryan was a very lucky young man to be surrounded by such a loving and supportive family that left no rock unturned trying to beat this disease. You weren't only there for Ryan either. You've been one of the biggest cheerleaders on this site, always offering an encouraging word or an idea you think might help and I thank you for that.
The whole Vodicka family remains in our thoughts and prayers. Heaven has gained a very special angel.

Love,
Karen www.caringbridge.org/ct/jordan/
Karen Marquis <kmfm66@sbcglobal.net>
- Thursday, March 12, 2009 8:41 PM CDT

Oh, how my heart breaks for all of you. What an amazing young man. I am thankful he knew God so that he has eternal life. But his physical presense will be missed...
Hugs from Iowa,

Marjie <jmr@mahaska.org>
Oskaloosa, IA - Thursday, March 12, 2009 7:43 PM CDT

Dear Missy and family, How painful to lose your beloved child. May you find strength and comfort in your faith and the love of all who mourn the loss with you. My thoughts and prayers are with your family. I do know that Ryan is rejoicing with Jesus in his new home in heaven.
Anne Scarff <annescarff@aol.com>
Omaha, Ne USA - Thursday, March 12, 2009 7:37 PM CDT

Our thoughts and prayers go out to your entire family.
The Reifschneiders <nick_shanda@msn.com>
Denver, CO - Thursday, March 12, 2009 7:34 PM CDT

Ryan was a dear friend of ours as he was to many. He impacted so many lives everywhere he went young or old. We we will miss him forever.for a true fighter we are glad you found your peaceful place. LOVE Lisa and Holly Ahmann!
Lisa and Holly Ahmann <a_wild_lily@hotmail.com>
wahoo, ne usa - Thursday, March 12, 2009 7:31 PM CDT

my thoughts and prayers go with you and your family during this time. May you find the peace the Ryan is now feeling.
I have not signed before. Just a friend of Marcia's
kris gates <krgates51@aol.com>
omaha, ne usa - Thursday, March 12, 2009 7:10 PM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with all you during this time. I hadn't seen Ryan in a long time but always remember his smiling.
Rochelle Pribyl (Roy) <rnpribyl@gmail.com>
Lady Lake, FL USA - Thursday, March 12, 2009 6:42 PM CDT

Godspeed to you Ryan. My flights of angels wing you to your rest. To the family I know it sounds simple but try to take comfort in the knowledge that Ryan is not in any pain and that he is now in heaven rooting you and all you love on! God bless you all!
Shee Covarrubias
Omaha, NE 68127 - Thursday, March 12, 2009 4:54 PM CDT

Godspeed Ryan. I will always remember the day Ryan came to visit Sky at UNMC after his transplant. He wanted to show Sky that he'd be ok. How many young guys would take the time to visit a four year old he didn't know in the hospital..I can only imagine Angel Skylar was waiting for Ryan to welcome him...and maybe show him how to do a trick or two with his angel wings. Cris Berry (Forever Sky's grammy)
Cris Berry <cris1966@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne - Thursday, March 12, 2009 2:52 PM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with Ryan and his family. I had the pleasure of knowing him since 3rd grade. I am so happy I was able to spend my wedding reception and 28th birthday with him. He will be missed.
Jenny Phelps <sono2008@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Thursday, March 12, 2009 1:32 PM CDT

Vodicka family,
I have known your family for some time now and have grown to care very much about you all. I am so very sorry to hear of the loss in your family. Rachael has kept me updated over the years and I am aware of the long struggle that Ryan fought admiriously until the end! It is inspiring to hear that he had so much hope, strength, and determination. My thoughts are with you and your family! Ryan will be missed in this world!
Chandra Gray-Gunn <luv2bred@hotmail.com>
LaVista, NE USA - Thursday, March 12, 2009 12:55 AM CDT

Dear Vodicka family,
Please know your in our thoughts and prayers.
Shaw family
Deborah Shaw
San Antonio, TX - Thursday, March 12, 2009 11:51 AM CDT

I am so sorry to read the news. I had the pleasure of meeting Ryan only a couple short times and he sure was a wonderful, nice young man. I know he will be greatly missed. He is not far away, he will be by your side - waiting for the day you will be together again. You are all in my prayers. Darby Brion
www.caringbridge.org/ne/brooke
Darby Brion <nbrion@cox.net>
Omaha, NE USA - Thursday, March 12, 2009 11:03 AM CDT

I am so sorry to hear about Ryan. My condolescences to the Vodicka family. My thoughts and prayers are with Ryan and his family.
Tom Danielson <tdan41@hotmail.com>
Omaha, NE USA - Thursday, March 12, 2009 10:37 AM CDT

sorry for you loss. Our thoughts & prayers are with you & your family today & always. Jean & Leidy
jean Kriebel
Telford , Pa. - Thursday, March 12, 2009 10:31 AM CDT

I feel for you & your entire family! I have also been following Ryans story since my husband Steve Skurat was diagnosed with DSRCT-(and he passed novemeber 8th 2006.) There are no words for the pain you feel for in your heart,but thank God for all the memories & wonderful moments you were able to share.God Bless your family!
Tarae Skurat <tskurat@acelogisticsllc.com>
Florissant, MO usa - Thursday, March 12, 2009 10:30 AM CDT

Dan, Missy, Rhonda, Rachael, Robin - My heart goes out to you. I can still see the little blonde boy in the yellow footie pajamas eating jello at our old house on 29th Street. I will always remember his happiness and sense of humor. Kathy Barrett
Kathy Barrett <kbarrett@nehumanesociety.org>
Omaha, NE - Thursday, March 12, 2009 10:19 AM CDT

Aunt Missy and Uncle Dan and Ryan, I may not have been a part of your lives but family is family and I will miss Ryan very much. From what I have heard in the last few years he was a fighter. I hope that I have half the courage to face any obstical that I may face as he had faceing something that was unknown. May God bless you and the rest of your family. Ryan, say Hi to my Grandma Virginia. Huggs and Kisses. Toni Vodicka-Hansen-McKim
Toni Michelle Hansen <tonimckim@hotmail.com>
Omaha, NE US - Thursday, March 12, 2009 10:08 AM CDT

We are thinking of your entire family during this difficult time.
Kim and Jim Carroll
Parker, CO - Thursday, March 12, 2009 10:05 AM CDT

Dear Vodicka Family,
I just wanted to tell you how sorry I was when I learned of Ryan�s passing.
I know how difficult this must be for you. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Ryan was such a kind, gentle soul. I remember meeting Ryan for the first time at Oak Hill Pool almost 12/13 years ago. He was such a fun and vibrant person to be around. I can remember the �gang� hanging out at the pool until closing time, probably annoying the lifeguards, either playing water baseball or tying to do a fancy trick off the diving board. I will never forget those days, a time when life seemed so simple and free of worries. While Ryan and I lost touch over the years, the �gang� had a reunion almost four years ago. I remember Ryan�s courage and strength the evening we spent together. He always amazed me with his perseverance and determination. When I think of Ryan, I remember that life is fragile and not to take anything for granted. While Ryan�s life was cut short, I know there are bigger and better things for him to do in Heaven. His time on Earth was plentiful, and I hate to see him gone, but I know there is another Angel watching over us. I know how much you will miss Ryan. I encourage you to draw on your strength and the strength of your family. May God bless you and your family during this time and always. ~Amanda Wiegert

Amanda Wiegert <ajb46@hotmail.com >
Lincoln , NE - Thursday, March 12, 2009 9:41 AM CDT

We have been following Ryan since meeting the Knudson's- we are so sorry to read this sad news. We are praying for your family and hope that you find comfort in this time of grief.

Many blessings- the Lemmons' family
www.caringbridge.org/visit/mollielemmons
Jennifer Lemmons
Randolph, NE USA - Thursday, March 12, 2009 9:08 AM CDT

Ryan, your struggle and your courage in the face of this ordeal has been inspiring. I have never witnessed the kind of strength you've shown or the passion for life that radiated from you. I'll miss you, buddy.

To Ryan's family, I am grateful that I was able to know your son over the past 20+ years. Ryan's kindness and generosity are a testament to the wonderful and loving family he had. Thank you, and I am deeply, deeply sorry that you had to say goodbye to Ryan so soon.
Luke Grosse <lgrosse22@yahoo.com>
Omaha, NE USA - Thursday, March 12, 2009 8:28 AM CDT

Sending you hugs & prayers to comfort you ALL as you move forward with broken hearts. Ryan is no longer in pain & will be taking care of all our sweet Angels (Haleygirl) who met him yesterday.

May you be surrounded by family & friends to help ease the sharp pain in the days, weeks, months & years to come. We will continue to offer prayers for you.

Ryan-Thanks for the inspiration, you were such a strong Man & faced this beast head on-You left behind a legacy to be carried on by your family.

Angel Haley's family forever
www.caringbridge.org/ne/haleygirl
Patti <www.haleym10@windstream.net>
Panama, Ne - Thursday, March 12, 2009 8:17 AM CDT

God has made sure that Ryan is not sick anymore and is a good place. He will be watching over all of you everyday to make sure you are happy and safe. Cherish his memories and the good times spent together. My thoughts and prayers continue to be with all of you.
Casie Lantz <atlantakc@gmail.com>
Roswell, GA USA - Thursday, March 12, 2009 8:17 AM CDT

Though, I have never met you, and I knew Kathy Wilson so closely, I have followed Caringbridge for four years. I am so deeply sorry for your loss. There are no words to express what I feel. May God give you strength and Ryan peace.
Marie D'Ambroso <mdambroso@mtplcsd.org>
Thornwood, NY - Thursday, March 12, 2009 7:14 AM CDT

I have never met any of you or Ryan. Somehow I stumbled by this site and was quickly taken in by the love, courage and faith that I felt when I read the journal entries. I prayed for Ryan and his family. I wish each of you peace and strength as you move through the following days. God, please welcome Ryan with your loving arms and comfort the hearts of all who loved him.
A Friend
- Thursday, March 12, 2009 7:06 AM CDT

To the entire Vodicka family -
I was so sorry to hear about your loss. Ryan and all of you fought a brave battle against cancer. During this time, please try to remember that the sorrow of the faithful is not that of permanent loss, but the tender sense of sadness that comes in saying good-bye for now to someone you love. May today's sorrow give way to the peace and comfort of God's love.
With Sympathy
Debbie
Debbie Hanslip <dhanslip@gmail.com>
Omaha, NE USA - Thursday, March 12, 2009 6:54 AM CDT

Dear Missy and family,
I have been following Ryan's story since I found this website 4+ years ago. I feel as your Ryan and your family are part of my family. My heart goes out to you and you are in my thoughts as always.
Bonnie Krotkov <Krotkov@physics.umass.edu>
Hadley, MA United States - Thursday, March 12, 2009 6:47 AM CDT

Missy, Dan & Family: It's with a sad heart that I write this today. I'm so sorry for your loss. We will never forget Ryan and the fight that he fought. We continue to pray for your family.
Pat & Bryan Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY USA - Thursday, March 12, 2009 5:22 AM CDT

We love you and we love Ryan SO MUCH!!!! We are so very sorry. Ryan was the strongest fighter we knew. He fought so hard and we are so very proud of your son! He is an angel among us all now. We will be there on Saturday.

We love you! Miss
Malissa Nesmith (www.caringbridge.org/ks/canon) <mjnesmith@msn.com>
Wichita, KS - Thursday, March 12, 2009 3:53 AM CDT

Missy and Dan and family. I am so sad for your loss. Ryan is a special person in my life. Ever since we spent time in hospital room, the Ronald Mcdonalds's house in NY, the times we came up and visited you guys in Omaha. We love you so much, Missy, you and Ryan were so awesome to Canon and our family. I will never forget the day that Ryan, Canon, and me went to the Apple store in NY. I wish I could be there to hug you and all of your family. My emotions are of anger. It is not right or fair for such special people to experience this. All I can say is that everyone that comes in contact with you, Dan, and all your family will experience what it means to be welcomed and loved. I can't wait to see big Ryan's smile when that day comes for me. We love you so much!
Trent Nesmith <tnesmith@wcsks.com>
Wichita, KS USA - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 11:36 PM CDT

Dear Vodicka family,
I am so, so sorry for your loss. Please know that you will be in my family's thoughts and prayers during the difficult days ahead.
Tami Foehlinger-Koel
- Wednesday, March 11, 2009 11:28 PM CDT

We were so blessed to know Ryan. What an incredible guy. Our hearts are sick for you all. Many prayers for strength and for the bonds of family and friendship to hold you up. ((hug))
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 11:27 PM CDT

Vaya con Dios, Ryan. Those who loved you and admired your courage and humor know that you have been welcomed into the loving arms of God. On earth, there are tears and heavy hearts. In Heaven, there were surely shouts of joyous welcome. For all of your family, may God grant them peace and strength in their time of loss. The prayers will continue for you and all who are still fighting this horrible disease.

Flo Thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
Omaha, NE USA - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 10:50 PM CDT

Dear Missy and family, I am so sorry to hear of Ryan's passing. We just went thru this with our nephew Mark Briscoe. It is a pain that is still there but it is eased knowing they are not suffering any longer. Please know that we are thinking of you and your family during this time. Hugs from Redmond Oregon.
Donna Malvaney
Redmond, OR Deschutes - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 10:22 PM CDT

Please know that Ryan & your family are in our prayers. He is now in a peaceful place and no longer in pain. Your family is such an inspiration to us. We learn to never take anything for granted and enjoy every moment with family. God bless all of you
Jesse, Amy, & Grant Branaugh (Maliszewski) <amybranaugh@hotmail.com>
Omaha, Ne 68136 - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 10:03 PM CDT

Ryan, you are such a fighter. Everyone around you is a better person for knowing you. May God look after you as you enter a more comforting place.

Vodicka Family, we are so very sorry for your loss. All of you are such great people and we cannot express our symptathies enough.
Pam and Bernie Inbody <binbody@hotmail.com>
Wahoo, NE USA - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 10:01 PM CDT

Godspeed, Ryan. God bless you all. No one could have tried harder to fight his disease and be a regular guy than Ryan. I am just so very sorry.

Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 9:52 PM CDT

I am SO sorry to hear of Ryan's passing. My heart and prayers go out to all of you. I ask God to wrap you in his loving arms and give you comfort during this terrible time.
Liz Larson and family <lizlarson@cox.net>
waterloo, ne 68069 - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 9:35 PM CDT

I'm so sorry about Ryan, and yet happy he is no longer suffering. May God be with all of you in the days and weeks ahead and give you his comfort and peace.
Kay Boyle <iamk511@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, MO - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 9:31 PM CDT

Leave~Taking
By Sandra Bury

When the coming of your death
Became an awareness on the planet
Some wondrous events began.
The word went out that you were preparing to leave,
To leave this place that you call home.

The word was heard by the wind
And it promised to blow
Under you and push you.

The clouds heard the wind and billowed for joy.
�You may land on us and float for a while.�

The rain said, �I�ll wash the air clean,�
While each star polished itself to a brilliant shine.

In the presence of your impending death
The earth prepared to send you forth.
The gravity that had held you so tightly
Began to lose its grip.
It called, �Let loose, Let loose,
Let loose and fly.�

As you began to float, a squirrel noticed and remembered;
Remembered how you saved,
Saved those things that were important.

He told the rabbit, who told the turtle, who told the bird.
�He�s coming,� they whispered.
The bird sang your memories a joyous release.
The song was heard by a lone wolf.

The lone wolf stood on a cold tundra
Howling her appreciation of all the lessons you learned so well.

Some distant great pines heard the howl
And knew of your leaving.
They swayed, releasing their fragrance to waft with you.

The fragrance was gathered in
By the swiftest of hawks, flown high
With the wisdom that the great hawk knows.

The hawk told a passing eagle who
Swooped and soared until,
Finding your spirit loose on the wind,
Carried it forward to a joyous rainbow.

The rainbow said, �Come, I�ve been waiting.
The colors are all for you!�

When the moon heard this, it shouted,
�Prepare! A life well lived is approaching!�

The stars again polished their shine
Until the illumination penetrated the system.

Your soul saw and knew it was going home,
Home to the light, home to the sun and home
Beyond home, beyond home.

And it met with all that it had always known:
The silent and brilliant mystery.
The source.

The entire mystery burst with the splendor of
�Welcome, welcome, we have been waiting.�
The source, with all the ancestors gathered round,
Enfolded you and danced your coming.

While far away, in the world you had known,
A group of your loves and friends
Gathered to speak your praises,
To sing your leaving and
To forever remember.

I will never forget you. xoxo

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Wednesday, March 11, 2009 9:31 PM CDT

I'm so sorry we prayed and prayed I prayed every nigt. we will keep praying for Ryan to be safe up there. Good night

From:Caydie Nesmith
Malissa Nesmith <www.malissanesmith@msn.com>
Wichita , Ks USA - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 9:08 PM CDT

my thoughts & prayers are with you during this difficult time. Love, jean & Leidy
jean
- Wednesday, March 11, 2009 8:51 PM CDT

Missy ~ this evening I stopped over at the Ronco's - who greeted me at the door but Luke - all excited - WITH THE NEBRASKA PEZ IN HIS HANDS! Here you are going through a time that I cannot even imagine - and you still got that PEZ in the mail. God love you Missy. How can I ever thank you?

I love you much. Sylvia

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Wednesday, March 11, 2009 8:38 PM CDT

God bless you, Ryan. I cannot imagine what this must be like for all of you. My deepest sympathy in your loss. I was so deeply touched by all the wonderful, loving posts over the last few days. May God continue to hold all of you on the palm of His hand & grant you peace as you begin the next part of your lives. Love to all, Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA USA - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 7:34 PM CDT

Rest in peace now my friend. We are better people for having known him. We all are. If only we would have got to know him sooner. Now he can finally be at peace and be pain free. Our parents will look after you when you get there. So long Mr. Ryan
Chris and Amy <cfrics@yahoo.com>
Omaha, ne - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 7:02 PM CDT

I just wanted to send my heartfelt sympathy to your family and to Ryan. I was his research nurse at NIH during his transplant back in 2005 and he has never left my thoughts and prayers, although I eventually left the NIH to pursue a different career path. I am so happy that Ryan got 4 more years from his sister's cells. Ryan was an inspiration to me and I will never forget him. I try to remember him whenever I start taking things in life for granted. I too, believe Ryan was meant for bigger things. My sincerest condolences.
Paula Layton <kubslayton@hotmail.com>
Frederick, Md 21701 - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 5:38 PM CDT

Ryan was an inspiration to everyone who knew him. He was just meant for something beyond than this world. We will miss his strength, courage, and kind spirit.

My heartfelt sympathy to the Vodicka family. We love you very much.

Carrie & Jason
Carrie Roberts <carrie_roberts@sbcglobal.net>
Chicago, IL 60640 - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 5:29 PM CDT

Ryan & Family,
I just wanted to let you know that you have constantly been in my thoughts and prayers. Ryan, remember the Oak Hill pool days? I will never forget your smile and the way you would always make me laugh even when you were "in trouble." You always kept me on my toes and I never knew what you were going to be up to next - that's what makes you such a great guy!

Love,
Trisha
Trisha Howell <trisha.howell@usbank.com>
Shawnee, KS USA - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 5:29 PM CDT

Fly free Angel Big Ryan...I will love you forever!
Dawn
Dawn Dennis Peter
Harleysville, Pa - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 4:30 PM CDT

Missy, Dan and family...You are in our thoughts, especially now. Barbara, Dennis, Dennis Jr, Rob and Nick Vaccaro
Barbara Vaccaro <drn10570@aol.com>
Pleasantville, NY 10570 USA - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 4:09 PM CDT

Ryan / Missy,

You are in our thoughts and prayers.

The Zawada's
Joe Zawada <zawadajg@apci.com >
Laurys Station , PA USA - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 3:06 PM CDT

vodicka's - just wanted to let you know we are thinking of all of you and are in our prayers all the time. please call if you need anything.
angie,shane,nick, josh <arevia@cox.net>
ralston, ne usa - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 1:36 PM CDT

Ryan,
You have always been the strong one, even back at Full Sail...
I see now that you get it from your family. And I will be strong too.
I will be here praying for you and your family.
Every day I have spent with you is always amazing. I can still hear your laugh.
Its getting warmer in Albany and I cant stop thinking about your visit here last spring. I hope you will be able to come up and see the cherry blossoms again.
Your always in my thoughts, specially during a KC game!
You know, if it wasnt for that '03 season, I would still be a bills fan!!!
Im still the only person in NY that wears a KC shirt!!!
I love you my friend.
Suize Tower <susantower@mac.com>
Albany, NY United States - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 1:27 PM CDT

Ryan and family, I am one of many strangers that has prayed for Ryan for many years, and I continue to pray for him and your entire family. Ryan's strength and your family's love for one another has been a great inspiration to me. Please know that prayers are coming from across the country for your entire family. May God wrap you in His love and carry you through this difficult time.
Joy Wiginton
Huntsville , AL United States - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 1:22 PM CDT

Dear Beautiful Vodicka family. I can truly understand the pain you are going through. I lost my brother-in-law, who was like my little brother to cancer when he was 24 years old. I knew him since he was 7 years old. He was a strong, hardworking kid, and I never thought God would take him so young. But, as I look back I remember how good he was to people and how much he gave of himself in his job, relating to the medical field. I guess God wanted him. We dont always understand why, but I feel for the ones on earth who continue to suffer. None of us are free of that. My cousin died of T-cell Leukemia about five years ago at the tender age of 43. He was another person who would take his coat off for a homeless person, which he did one day. He was another angel on earth. Well, now he is among all the angels watching over all of us. Suffering is a part of life, peace is part of death. My Dad died young from a sudden heart attack. I dont know which is worse, but its all the same feelings. There is nothing anyone can say to you right now or forever, but only that life gives us many hard things to bear, some are good and most are bad, but knowing that you shared what you all shared with Ryan for such a shorter time is better than what people share in a lifetime. I am a Mom, and I can only imagine what pain you are in.....and I know what it was to lose my Dad so so young, and my two family members who were brothers to me. Love and Peace and heartfelt wishes are with you. God Bless you!
Marie D'Ambroso <reeree8487@mtplcsd.org>
Thornwood, NY - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 12:42 AM CDT

Ryan and family, May all of your wonderful memories give you the grace and strength you need at this time. You are in my heart and my prayers as always. Ryan you are such an amazing soul and you touch so many lives. Thank you for always making me smile. Always, Megan
Megan Fonfara <hepburn27@gmail.com>
Omaha, NE USA - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 12:07 AM CDT

I was so praying for an earthly healing for Ryan, but it looks like his healing will be in heaven, where he will be pain and cancer-free. Jim and I are praying for you all. I can't imagine how difficult this must be for you. Know that we hold you in our hearts and are sending a big, big hug. Always praying for Ryan.
Sharon Knudsen, www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 11:49 AM CDT

Vodicka's ~
You are continously in our thoughts and prayers.
Wishing you comfort & strength and peace for Ryan.
Many hugs to you all,
Love ~ The Fraser's
Mike, Tami, Jack, Ryan, & Joe <mt3boys@cox.net>
LaVista, NE USA - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 11:47 AM CDT

Praying for strength for your family and peace for Ryan. Cris Berry
Cris Berry <cris1966@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 11:00 AM CDT

I am writing this with tears because I know how hard this has to be for all of you. Ryan will be in the arms of God soon where he will be free from his cancer. We want you to know our hearts and prayers are with you. Love and prayers, Linda and Doug Sandquist
Linda Sandquist <lindalulu52@cox.net>
Ralston, NE USA - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 10:45 AM CDT

Our thoughts are consumed with you guys. Many prayers for Ryan's peace.
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 10:41 AM CDT

Just wanted to let you know that I stopped by and I'll be thinking of you. My heart goes out to you and pray for peace for Ryan and the family. I love the picture
Hugs,

Travis, Tara, Jenna and Angel Jace
Tara Carrico www.caringbridge.org/ia/jacecarrico <carrico4@mchsi.com>
New Sharon, IA - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 10:38 AM CDT

Prayers coming your way. I hope Ryan will find peace and comfort soon. God Bless all of you.
Dot Farago (Jordan's Gramma) <mamafargo@sbcglobal.net>
- Wednesday, March 11, 2009 10:35 AM CDT

Praying for peace for Ryan and your family and that these days together will be ones to cherish. You are constantly in our thoughts and prayers.
John & Teresa Sandquist
Omaha, NE - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 10:21 AM CDT

Ryan and Family,
I just want to let you know that you are all in my thoughts and many many prayers. Ryan, you are tough, you always have been a "little" stubborn! I will continue to pray for you all!
Jen Howell <howellj@boystown.org>
- Wednesday, March 11, 2009 8:49 AM CDT

To a wonderful, warm and loving family - Ryan is constantly in my thoughts and prayers. He will be your forever angel. Loves and prayers!
Marie D'Ambroso <mdambroso@mtplcsd.org>
Thornwood, NY - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 7:32 AM CDT

Dear Missy,
We are praying through our tears here in NJ. Our thoughts are with you constantly. Sending big hugs and lots of love, Aliza
Aliza Goldstein
- Wednesday, March 11, 2009 7:24 AM CDT

Yes, many, many prayers coming your way....hoping they are carrying you through. I will pray to Catie (www.catiesstory.com) for Ryan's peaceful passing. Before Catie died she asked for everyone to pray that she can become the Patron Saint of Pediatric Illness. Continue the stories and laughter - I know Ryan must be enjoying that. Please squeeze his hand or if able, give him a gentle hug for me. I, like Dawn, did not sleep - but prayed as I cried.

~ with much love, sylvia

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Wednesday, March 11, 2009 7:06 AM CDT

Missy, thank you for taking the time to update. I continue to pray for all of you. Love, Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lasndale, PA USA - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 6:21 AM CDT

Missy,
I'm receiving many e-mails about Ryan and so many prayers are coming your way from PA. Such a hero, such a wonderful person, such an amazing son! Thinking of you, all. Call anytime...you couldn't wake me...I can't sleep...just pray and weep. I love you.
Dawn Dennis Peter <rosejellyjakesplace@msn.com>
Harleysville, Pa - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 0:45 AM CDT

Ryan, I know you are surrounded by the angels. You have fought the good fight. Thank you for sharing your journey. Though we have never met, I have come to love you and your family. I'll meet you on the other side.

Holding all of Ryan's family and friends ever so close to my heart. ~ with much love, Sylvia

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Tuesday, March 10, 2009 10:43 PM CDT

We have you all so tight in our hearts and minds. Sending many (((hugs))) and much prayer for strength.
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Tuesday, March 10, 2009 9:56 PM CDT

When it is time to meet Jesus, may you travel in peace and on the wings of the love of all who know you. Ryan, you have been so brave and so caring to others. The love of God and the God of love will be with you on this last journey. We pray for peace for you and for your amazing, loving family.
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne USA - Tuesday, March 10, 2009 9:43 PM CDT

We are lifting Ryan with many, many prayers. May our loving Heavenly Father be with you all. Love and prayers ~ Lori, Gil and Rachael Hueftle
Lori Hueftle <ljhueftle@msn.com>
Omaha, NE USA - Tuesday, March 10, 2009 9:28 PM CDT

I'm adding my prayers to everyone else's. Ryan has been such a good friend. I know that he will continue to make people smile in heaven. Love to you all.
Angela Ross <angelajonesross@yahoo.com>
Memphis, TN - Tuesday, March 10, 2009 8:42 PM CDT

Sending lots of prayers and hugs to your family.

"So keep looking up, on past the birds
And keep looking up past the clouds
And when you reach up and clear away the stars
I will be there where you are"
Michele Pituch <map1102@msn.com>
Boston, MA - Tuesday, March 10, 2009 8:22 PM CDT

I just read your status on facebook and had to stop and take a breath, my heart goes out to you and I'm praying that Ryan's passing is very peaceful.
Laurie <lmilnes@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, March 10, 2009 7:39 PM CDT

I just read your status on facebook and had to take a deep breath and say a big prayer that Ryan is at peace, I'm thinking of your family!
Laurie <lmilnes@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, March 10, 2009 7:27 PM CDT

Our love and prayers go out to Ryan and your wonderful family.
Mary Beth Howell <mb1127@cox.net>
Omaha, NE USA - Tuesday, March 10, 2009 6:18 PM CDT

Oh I have chills. My heart is breaking for you. Ryan you are a true inspiration thanks for allowing me to tag along. When you get to heaven please tell my dad hi.. he will know who you are as I have been praying for you for a long long time.
To your family I will continue to lift them up in prayer for strength and peace.
Hugs from Iowa,
Marjie <jmr@mahaska.org>
Oskaloosa, IA - Tuesday, March 10, 2009 6:00 PM CDT

There is NOTHING I can say to make what you are feeling go away. I will pray for peace and strength for your family. My heart breaks for you!!!!
Tina Sweetman <tinas@warwick.net>
Vernon, NJ - Tuesday, March 10, 2009 3:32 PM CDT

Although I have only been able to speak with Ryan a few times, I feel like I know him through his journal and from all of you. Chad and I are saying many prayers for Ryan and your family.
Molly Boukal <molly@mollyboukal.com>
Omaha, NE USA - Tuesday, March 10, 2009 1:50 PM CDT

Dear Vodicka Family, What a fight and a fighter, never has there been any one who has fought a battle like Ryan's. Only one other comes to my mind... the son of God, Jesus Christ. My family will say more prayers for Ryan and your family. Please know that Ryan will be with Jesus and his entire Holy Family for all eternity until you all meet him again. Love and prayers, Mary
Mary Foster and Family <coffey.51@netzero.net>
Ralston, NE USA - Tuesday, March 10, 2009 1:42 PM CDT

We will continue to surround you all in prayers, knowing that each moment you get is worth so much. We will ask the Lord above to give each of you the strength you need to continue to hold up and to wrap his arms around Ryan and take away the pain.

Angel Haley's family forever
www.carinbridge.org/ne/haleygirl
Patti <www.haleym10@windstream.net>
Panama, Ne - Tuesday, March 10, 2009 1:34 PM CDT

We are praying for your family. I am here if you need any thing. Take care We love you all
sue <goldenarm68127@aol.com>
ralston, ne - Tuesday, March 10, 2009 1:27 PM CDT

I have been following your journey for quite some time, praying for a cure for Ryan. (I learned of you through Zucca's site). My heart goes out to you at this most difficult time, and please know that many many prayers are being said for you. Take care.
Donna Frazier <donna.frazier@tuhs.temple.edu>
Abington, Pa - Tuesday, March 10, 2009 12:42 AM CDT

Vodicka Family,
All of us here at Dennis Supply just want you to know we are thinking about you and are keeping you in our prayers. If there is anything we can do for your family please dont think twice to call any of us. Our thoughts and prayers are with each one of you exspecially Ryan.
Dennis Supply Crew
Angela Kelln
Omaha, NE - Tuesday, March 10, 2009 12:24 AM CDT

praying, praying, praying
Sandy
Columbus, IN - Tuesday, March 10, 2009 11:57 AM CDT

We are praying even harder for Ryan's miracle...
Cris Berry <cris1966@cox.net>
Omaha, ne - Tuesday, March 10, 2009 11:50 AM CDT

to all Let us know if there is anything we can do!!
as always are thoughts and prayers are with you all and
for Ryan.
Alfonso Missy Aaron and Marissa Arana <Arana7364@cox.net>
- Tuesday, March 10, 2009 11:28 AM CDT

Dear Vodickas,
We are praying for peace for Ryan and strength and peace for all of you. Please send our love to Ryan.
Love you guys! Missy, Katie and Anna

Missy Cavalieri <melissa.krzemien@hp.com>
Omaha, ne - Tuesday, March 10, 2009 10:58 AM CDT

Please let us know if there is anything you need. We love you all dearly!
Melanie, Jason, Grant and Zach <jmitera@cox.net>
Omaha, NE USA - Tuesday, March 10, 2009 10:49 AM CDT

Praying for Ryan and all of the family. May you feel the warmth of God's love and peace during this difficult time.
Debbie Bennett <grbdkb@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Tuesday, March 10, 2009 10:06 AM CDT

Ryan has been on my mind and in my prayers constantly. May God wrap his loving arms around you all. Praying for Ryan's peace.
Sharon Knudsen, www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Tuesday, March 10, 2009 9:24 AM CDT

Hi Vodicka's,
I will continue to pray for Ryan's earthly miracle, and for all of you to be wrapped in the arms of our loving Father, the One that loves Ryan more than all of us combined. I was think of you this morning while getting ready for work & remembering when I met Missy & Ryan on one of your trips to NIH, as well as the weekend I spent together with Lucas & Missy & Peter & Dawn in Ocean City & Phila. Lucas has grown so much since then, I almost didn't recognize him in the beautiful family photo. I so admire all of you, and continue to pray...Love, Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lasndale, PA USA - Tuesday, March 10, 2009 8:10 AM CDT

Dear Vodika family.....

My heart goes out to all of you, especially, Ryan. I have been following Ryan's journey for a long time. I am so sorry for the pain and loss you are suffering. There are no words that will console you at this time. I pray he finds peace with God.

Love and Prayers
Marie D'Ambroso <mdambroso@mtplcsd.org>
Thornwood, NY - Tuesday, March 10, 2009 7:37 AM CDT

Dear Vodickas,
We are praying for peace for Ryan, and for strength and peace for all of you. Please send our love to Ryan. Lots of love, Aliza and family
Aliza Goldstein
- Tuesday, March 10, 2009 7:25 AM CDT

Hi Vodicka's
We continue to pray for Ryan and each one of you. Please tell Ryan that I love him.
Dawn
Dawn Dennis Peter
Harleysville, Pa - Tuesday, March 10, 2009 6:22 AM CDT

We will pray for peace and comfort. Ryan has been and will continue to be such an inspiration to us all. We will continue to pray for the Vodica family.
Pat & Bryan Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY - Tuesday, March 10, 2009 5:32 AM CDT

Missy,
I love you girl. Stay strong.....
Tracy <t2morgan@hotmail.com>
Sanger, CA USA - Tuesday, March 10, 2009 1:16 AM CDT

I'll be praying through the night. love, sylvia
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Monday, March 9, 2009 10:23 PM CDT

Just stopping by to let you know that we are praying for Ryan. Please call if there is something I can do to help.
Flo Thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
Omaha, NE USA - Monday, March 9, 2009 8:36 PM CDT

Hi,
Hopefully, Ryan is feeling better now that they are able to get some fluid off his lungs. Continuing to pray...Love, Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA USA - Monday, March 9, 2009 12:02 AM CDT

Hi...just thinking of all of you!
Marie D'Ambroso <mdambroso@mtplcsd.org>
Thornwood, NY - Monday, March 9, 2009 8:41 AM CDT

Always in our thoughts & prayers......
Love, The Fraser's
Mike, Tami, Jack, Ryan, & Joe <mt3boys@cox.net>
LaVista, NE USA - Monday, March 9, 2009 7:45 AM CDT

I am so sorry Ryan had difficulty breathing. How scary that must have been for all of you! Hopefully the drain and new pain meds will do the trick so that Ryan can get back home to peace and quiet and a more comforable bed. Always praying for Ryan!
Sharon Knudsen, www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE United States - Sunday, March 8, 2009 11:51 PM CDT

What awesome pictures! That is one good looking family!
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Sunday, March 8, 2009 10:32 PM CDT

Thinking of you all and praying for speedy pain relief. Hope your cure comes soon! Love, Barb
Barb Daley <babs228@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne USA - Sunday, March 8, 2009 6:54 PM CDT

What a beautiful family picture!!! I am keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers daily. God Bless.
Amanda Wiegert
LINCOLN, NE - Sunday, March 8, 2009 4:36 PM CDT

Hi Ryan & family,
Wow, I LOVE the new photos. I continue to pray for Ryan's earthly miracle & peace for all of you. May you continue to find comfort in God's love. Love to all, Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA USA - Sunday, March 8, 2009 8:38 AM CDT

Missy, what a beautiful family in so many ways. I think of all of you every day, especially your dear Ryan.
Bonnie Krotkov <Krotkov@physics.umass.edu>
Hadley, MA - Sunday, March 8, 2009 7:36 AM CDT

AWESOME Picture... Continued thoughts and prayers from North Dakota!!!
Cody Jo <rodncody@srt.com>
- Saturday, March 7, 2009 11:21 PM CST

I love the new pictures! Thinking about you and your family all the time.
Laurie <lmilnes@comcast.net>
- Saturday, March 7, 2009 10:24 PM CST

That picture is magnificent! What a gorgeous family! You guys are in our thoughts and prayers. Love, Aliza
Aliza Goldstein
- Saturday, March 7, 2009 7:05 PM CST

What a beautiful family! I LOVE the family picture you have posted. Know that we continually lift Ryan up in prayer, as well as all of you. There is no "quit" in Ryan. Hugs to you!
Sharon Knudsen, www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Friday, March 6, 2009 12:12 AM CST

Awesome picture. I believe...I continue to lift Ryan up in my daily prayers. Hang in there all of you..
Hugs from Iowa,
Marjie <jmr@mahaska.org>
Oskaloosa, IA - Friday, March 6, 2009 9:54 AM CST

What a beautiful family!!! God be with all of you.
Kay Boyle
St. Louis, MO - Friday, March 6, 2009 7:34 AM CST

Thanks for the up date. I love the new picture. We do continue to pray for Ryan & your entire family. Hope that it can comfort you in a small way.
Pat & Bryan Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY USA - Friday, March 6, 2009 5:53 AM CST

LOVE, LOVE, LOVE THE FAMILY PICTURE!!!!

Ryan ~ we're with you...every step of the way. And we never stop praying. love, sylvia

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Friday, March 6, 2009 0:02 AM CST

Ryan and family,
Yes Ryan you are awesome. You are the man. Glad you are getting a new bed and will be more comfortable for you. Keep up the good work. You are an amazing person and you have an amazing family and friends around you. We are proud of you. You are an inspiration. Thinking about you and you are in our thoughts and prayers. You are brave and a warrior. Great article about your daycare, Missy. Love, hugs and kisses.
Rose and Jerry <nystromrose@aol.com>
Omaha, NE usa - Thursday, March 5, 2009 2:01 PM CST

Ryan & family~ storming the skies above for better days & comfort!

You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. ~Eleanor Roosevelt

May the warmth outside the next couple days-bring happiness to each of you. Here's hoping the bed will make a little difference, so Ryan is able to sleep a little better.

Hugs & Prayers
Angel Haley's family forever
www.caringbridge.org/ne/haleygirl

Patti <www.haleym10@windstream.net>
Panama, Ne - Thursday, March 5, 2009 10:05 AM CST

Hi Ryan and family....just wanted to say hello and thinking of you. You are a wonderful family!
Marie D'Ambroso <mdambroso@mtplcsd.org>
Thornwood, NY - Wednesday, March 4, 2009 2:11 PM CST

Hey! Aliza stole my line! I was just checking in, too. Hoping/praying that the "little better" is continuing. Praying for Ryan's miracle!

Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE United States - Monday, March 2, 2009 9:07 PM CST

Hi, guys! Just checking in. Love, Aliza
Aliza Goldstein
- Monday, March 2, 2009 8:53 PM CST

If it is God's plan to use you to cause great numbers of people to pray, it is working. Now, for the cure. Offered Mass for that tonight.
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne USA - Sunday, March 1, 2009 9:29 PM CST

Awaiting to see the beautiful family pictures!!!! What's taking so long???? Ry, I love you and hope your day is going well. If you ever need anything Justin and I are only a phone call away. Hugs and kisses, Mandy
Mandy <mandy2320@msn.com>
Omnha, NE - Friday, February 27, 2009 1:40 PM CST

Hey Ryan! So......what was the best thing that happened to you today?

I hope you have a good weekend...and that you can feel the love and prayers surrounding you. xoxo

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Thursday, February 26, 2009 9:29 PM CST

So glad to read that Ryan is feeling a little better. Loved the article about your daycare. Those kids are very lucky to be growing and learning in such a caring environment....very lucky! Now I have to go pull up a website with pictures of the presidents to see how many I can name. I already know I'm not smarter than a three year old! :-(
Prayers and more prayers are coming your way.
Love,
Karen www.caringbridge.org/ct/jordan/
Karen Marquis <kmfm66@sbcglobal.net>
- Wednesday, February 25, 2009 7:35 PM CST

Ryan so happy you are feeling a little better this week. Know that you and your family are in our daily prayers and we check on you every morning when our computer comes on.

God bless you...
Jane King
New Port Richey , FL - Wednesday, February 25, 2009 8:30 AM CST

So glad to hear that Ryan is having better days and is enjoying some special family time! Amanda does take beautiful pictures, doesn't she! (It must be the people in the pics for sure!). Love and prayers ~ Lori Hueftle (Gil and Rachael too)
Lori Hueftle <ljhueftle@msn.com>
Omaha, NE USA - Monday, February 23, 2009 10:32 PM CST

Great Article, Missy! I used to play the Animaniacs Presidents song for my kids, but they have since forgotten it. Reading that article just made me wish I lived near you! Hoping that Ryan feels well. We are all praying for you guys. Love, Aliza
Aliza Goldstein
- Monday, February 23, 2009 10:12 PM CST

Go, Missy. High five on the Ralston Recorder article and photo. I am ashamed to say that I cannot name all 44 presidents any longer. Maybe I just haven't been paying attention. Does Ryan like rice pudding? My friend Dian makes the most awesome rice pudding custard. We could make some together for your family. It is just a little bit of Heaven for those who drool at the mention of it.

I bet that if Ryan let out the secret of his favorites, small servings would be brought by angel wannabees just for him.

Missy, is it a secret, or can we mention that you have been nominated for the Nebraska Family Child Care Association's Provider of the Year award?
Flo Thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
Omaha, NE USA - Monday, February 23, 2009 9:45 PM CST

Hi Missy, I was reading Hannah Knudsen's website and Sharon mentioned a boy named Ryan with his website. Well, it took me a bit of time and reading to realize that Ryan is your son. I'm so sorry for all that you are all going through. I'm glad to read that Ryan is home now. We will begin to pray for Ryan and in FAITH thank God for his healing. Our Rachael just had clean scans and she is 1 year post treatment. It really is a small world isn't it. Love and prayers to you and your family. God bless you all ~ Lori Hueftle (and Rachael too).
Lori Hueftle <ljhueftle@msn.com>
Omaha, NE USA - Sunday, February 22, 2009 11:46 PM CST

Ryan was on my heart at church this morning. Hope he is enjoying being at home with all of you. Show him Hannah's pretzel and cake pictures. Maybe that will make him hungry. :) Keeping Ryan in our daily prayers
Sharon Knudsen, www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Sunday, February 22, 2009 12:36 AM CST

HOME. What wonderful news. You have many angels in your corner, Ryan, loving you and your family. Praise God for the miracle of each new day. The rest of us all continue to pray for you.
florence thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Thursday, February 19, 2009 10:31 PM CST

Hello Vodicka's!
It's great news to hear that Ryan is back home! We will continue to pray for him!!!

Love you all!
Missy, Katie & Anna
Missy Cavalieri <melissa.krzemien@hp.com>
omaha, ne usa - Thursday, February 19, 2009 10:36 AM CST

Hi Vodicka's,
I'm rejoicing with you that Ryan is home again. I continue to pray he is feeling better & the miracle is close at hand. May the Lord bless you and keep you.
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lasndale, PA USA - Thursday, February 19, 2009 8:05 AM CST

Good news that Ryan is out. There's no place like HOME!! Take care & may you feel the comfort we bring with our prayers.
Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY - Thursday, February 19, 2009 6:04 AM CST

Great news that Ryan is out of the hospital! Many prayers for this chemo/radiation to hold things off and of course for your miracle. Great news on the fundraiser too! What awesome friends Ryan has!
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Wednesday, February 18, 2009 12:35 AM CST

Hello Ryan-I am new to your site, but honestly cannot remember how I came upon it. I just wanted to let you know there is another "Prayer Warrior" out there praying for your full earthly recovery. It sounds like your having a tough time right now, so I will be praying very hard asking our Father to lighten your load some.
Deb Mathy
Green Bay, WI - Wednesday, February 18, 2009 0:29 AM CST

Hoping that Ryan is out of the hospital as I write this and that his pain is better. We are still praying for his miracle. Yea! for a good fundraiser. I am so sorry we couldn't get there. Sending you a big (((hug))), Missy!
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Tuesday, February 17, 2009 3:58 PM CST

Missy - Just wanted you to know that we are thinking of Ryan, you, and your entire family. When Trent's legs were hurting so much, they gave him a drug called Lyrica. It seemed to help quite a bit. Don't know if it would work for Ryan, but thought I would mention it. Take Care and God Bless.
Misty (Trent's mom)
misty Ueckert <misty.ueckert@ballingerisd.net>
Ballinger, Tx USA - Tuesday, February 17, 2009 10:08 AM CST

Sending our prayers from NJ....
The Sweetman Girls!
Tina <tinas@warwick.net>
Vernon, NJ - Tuesday, February 17, 2009 9:58 AM CST

So very sorry that Ryan had to be admitted. Hope the stay is short and the miracle huge.
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Monday, February 16, 2009 11:24 PM CST

Just checking in to see how Ryan's feeling today. You are in our thoughts and prayers. Love, Aliza
Aliza Goldstein
- Monday, February 16, 2009 6:48 PM CST

Hi Vodikas!
Happy Valentine's a little late! Sorry to hear Ryan is inpatient but glad they're getting his pain under control. We are still praying for you, Ryan, and for your miracle. God Bless you and hold you and your family in His mighty hand.
Big hugs from Texas!
Juana
Juana Smith <ladyjuana@aol.com>
San Antonio, TX - Monday, February 16, 2009 11:17 AM CST

Hi Vodicka's
I'm sorry Ryan is not feeling well. I pray for all of you, for Ryan's earthly cure & peace & comfort for all of you. Don't forget the Lord loves Ryan even more than his family loves him. Love, Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA USA - Monday, February 16, 2009 9:14 AM CST

Ryan & Family,
We continue to pray for you daily. Sending positive thoughts your way.
Anna Young & Family
Omaha, NE USA - Monday, February 16, 2009 8:48 AM CST

Hoping Ryan feels better today!
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, - Monday, February 16, 2009 8:37 AM CST

We will continue to pray for the miracle that Ryan needs. Sorry to read that he's in-patient. It may help him feel better though. We think of your family daily.
Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY USA - Monday, February 16, 2009 6:58 AM CST

Hi, Vodickas! Hope they can get his pain under control. Praying for your miracle, as always. Love, Aliza and family
Aliza Goldstein
- Sunday, February 15, 2009 7:14 PM CST

We continue to pray and think of all of you.
Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY 12883 - Sunday, February 15, 2009 12:08 AM CST

Think about you everyday, just don't always post. Praying everyday for Ryan's miracle. Cris
cris Berry <cris1966@cox.net>
Omaha, ne - Sunday, February 15, 2009 8:06 AM CST

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY RYAN!

Hugs for all of the Vodika family! xoxo

sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Saturday, February 14, 2009 5:27 PM CST

Hoping it's a good weekend for you Ryan and the rest of you. Enjoy all the snow!
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
O!, - Friday, February 13, 2009 3:38 PM CST

Sending big time prayers for all of you. Please update us when you can.
Kay Boyle
St. Louis, MO - Wednesday, February 11, 2009 9:32 PM CST

Hey Team Vodicka,
Thinking of you, as we always do, and sending up many prayers for Ryan's healing.
Dawn Dennis Peter
Harleysville, pa - Wednesday, February 11, 2009 1:49 PM CST

Hi Vodicka's,
Just checking in. I hope you have a successful & fun fundraiser on Sat. Still praying, Love, Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA USA - Wednesday, February 11, 2009 1:47 PM CST

Hi Vodickas,
Just checking in to see how Ryan is doing and we're keeping you all in our prayers. We saw Cannon and his family once in the IV room at MSKCC and they're just so sweet.....it goes without saying that we are keeping him and his family in our prayers too!
Love,
Karen www.caringbridge.org/ct/jordan/
Karen Marquis <kmfm66@sbcglobal.net>
- Tuesday, February 10, 2009 7:29 PM CST

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exkfGhz-YsU

Happy Saturday Ryan! Thought the above link might add a smile to your day.

So, my 10 yr old friend Luke Ronco will be having surgery to remove his brain tumor on Tuesday, 2/10/09. On Wed. he went down to Children's Hosp of Phila for his pre-admission testing. He had some sort of allergic reaction - possibly to the Tegaderm, and ended up being admitted. Thurs. evening I took a ride down with some clean underwear for Luke and Nicole. Nicole and I were sitting there with his nurse chatting and Luke was on the computer checking out the latest PEZ dispensers - he is a BIG collector! All of a sudden he gets up and yells "THIS IS SO STUPID!!!" as he walks over to the whiteboard hanging on the wall. The whiteboard read ONCO - Luke Your nurse Chrissy is on until 11. With that Luke takes the orange marker and writes an R in front of ONCO and yells "PEOPLE ARE IN AN OUT OF THIS ROOM ALL DAY LONG AND NOBODY CAN SPELL MY NAME RIGHT!!!!!!" - well, Nicole and the nurse bust out laughing - for a split second I too was wondering why they didn't spell his name correctly, but when Nicole busted out laughing it hit me.......Luke is looking at us like we're nuts - and through her laughter Nicole says to Luke "Luke, that's ONCO, you know? - for ONCOlogy - you're in an ONCOlogy room???" - oh my gosh, talk about funny!!!! Luke starts rolling with laughter and says "THAT'S BEEN DRIVING ME NUTS EVER SINCE I GOT IN THIS ROOM AND I KEPT FORGETTING TO CHANGE IT AND ALL OF A SUDDEN IT HIT ME!!!". What a kid! He also sent me a text message to my cell phone while I was at work on Thurs - wondering why I left my other job to go work for a BUTT DOCTOR - looking at cracks all day. Well, the reason he wasn't discharged on Thurs was because they were waiting for him to poop - evidently some protocol that must be met before he could go - so when I got there on Thursday I said, "you know Luke, if I would have realized that was the ONLY reason you couldn't go home, I would have brought a few "marbles" from work" - well that sent him in to a giggle and he's saying "that is soooooo gross!!! But would you have done that???" - oh he makes me laugh!
www.caringbridge.org/pa/lukeronco PLEASE PRAY FOR HIM.

I hope this finds you having a somewhat decent day today Ryan....know that you are surrounded by many who love you and care for you. love, sylvia

sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
allentown, pa - Saturday, February 7, 2009 7:54 AM CST

Hello Ryan and Missy, Thinking of you!! Thanks again Missy for responding to my email. I went into Cannons caringbridge site and saw the picture of Cannon and Ryan, it is awesome!!Keep the positive thoughts!! Hugs from Redmond Oregon.
Donna Malvaney
Redmond, OR Deschutes - Saturday, January 31, 2009 10:55 PM CST

Hello Vodickas! Thinking of you all tonight. Canon had some questionable scans this week so we are waiting on results. As we always say...cancer sucks!!

Keep up the fight! Love to all!--Missy
Malissa Nesmith (www.caringbridge.org/ks/canon) <mjnesmith@msn.com>
- Friday, January 30, 2009 7:15 PM CST

My thoughts and prayers are with you. I hope they find some treatment that works. Hang in there.
Jenny Phelps <sono2008@cox.net>
Omaha , NE usa - Thursday, January 29, 2009 2:36 PM CST

Just stopping in to say hello and let you know we are always thinking about you guys! Hoping Ryan's legs are feeling better.
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, - Thursday, January 29, 2009 1:12 PM CST

Missy, Ryan, and family. I got your site from the Knudsen family. My daughter knows Hannah from Children's in Omaha. We are thinking of you and keeping you in our prayers.
www.carepages.com "sydneeowens"

Nicole Owens <owensni@msn.com>
Aurora, NE - Wednesday, January 28, 2009 2:33 PM CST

HELLO TO RYAN AND HIS FAMILY! JUST WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW THAT MYSELF ALONG WITH MANY FRIENDS ARE PUTTING TOGETHER A BENEFIT POOL TOURNAMENT IN RYANS HONOR. THE BENEFIT WILL BE SUNDAY FEB.15TH. AT SIDEPOCKETS 84TH AND GILES SIGN UP AT 11 A.M. START AT NOON. ALSO, MAY HAVE A DART TOURNAMENT,ALONG WITH A SILENT AUCTION OF A VARIETY OF GIFTS. STILL TRYING TO GET ALL THE DETAILS IN ORDER IF ANY QUESTIONS FEEL FREE TO GET A HOLD OF ME. JOY 630-6291 LOVE YOU RYAN!
JOY <WILSONGS@WINDSTREAM.NET>
COLON, NE USA - Wednesday, January 28, 2009 1:43 PM CST

Hi,
Just checking in. Glad to hear more treatment is on the way. I pray Ryan's legs are feeling better. I'm sorry for the loss of Mark & Jackson. Continuing to pray, Love, Trish (Ryan, are you working on those drawings?)
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA USA - Tuesday, January 27, 2009 7:55 AM CST

Hi, Vodicka's! Stopping in to say hi. Talk soon, Love, Aliza
Aliza Goldstein
- Monday, January 26, 2009 9:15 PM CST

Just stopping by to add my prayers.
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Monday, January 26, 2009 8:21 PM CST

Ryan and family,

We are thinking of you all and holding on to that strong faith that your family has. I was sorry to hear about Jack, as his story is extremely similar to Canon. Canon is in New York for scans this week. Cancer does suck so bad!

Stay strong! We love you guys! The Nesmith's
Malissa Nesmith (www.caringbridge.org/ks/canon) <mjnesmith@msn.com>
- Monday, January 26, 2009 7:07 PM CST

Just checking in on you guys, thank you for the kind words on Caleb's web-site :-)
Christina Hobbs <cjmjdr@yahoo.com>
Holly Springs, NC USA - Monday, January 26, 2009 5:43 PM CST

Dear Ryan and Missy, You continue to be in our thoughts! My nephew Mark Bricoe lost his battle to this awful disease Saturday after a courageous fight. Keep postiive thoughts, we continue to think of you and your family, we understand what you are going thru. Lots of Hugs from Redmond Oregon
Donna Malvaney
Redmond, OR Deschutes - Monday, January 26, 2009 12:53 AM CST

I recently met Ryan and his spirit captured my heart! He has such a wonderful family. I will wear his green bracelet to honor his courageous battle. He will forever remain in my daily prayers. May God bless you Ryan.
Douglas Kelly <douglas.kelly@kofc.org>
Omaha, NE - Saturday, January 24, 2009 11:39 AM CST

Good news that the tubes in the ears are helping Ryan. We continue to pray for your entire family.
Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY - Saturday, January 24, 2009 4:55 AM CST

Hi Ryan and Vodikas!
Just dropping in to say we are still praying for you and for a miracle!! So glad the tubes are helping. One baby step at a time,right?! "By His stripes we are healed!" May our Lord hold you in the palm of His hand, comfort you and heal your body from the top of your head to the tips of your toes!
God bless you, Ryan.
Big Texas Hugs,
Juana in San Antonio
Juana Smith <ladyjuana@aol.com>
San Antonio, TX - Friday, January 23, 2009 11:33 AM CST

Hi Missy,
Not sure if will help Ryan, my Mom used to wear compression stockings for her cardiac related edema. It helped a lot to keep the swelling down. Glad to know the tubes in Ryan's ears are helping. COntinuing to pray...Love Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA USA - Friday, January 23, 2009 6:58 AM CST

Hi Ryan and Team,
I ran across your page on Hannah's page and wanted to drop in to meet you. Please know that you are in my prayers and that I am sending healing energy your way.

Faith, aka YaYa, Spencer Shores (dx Ewings Sarcoma 7/08) grandmother www.caringbridge.org/visit/spencershores
faith kaiser <fkaiser@bellsouth.net>
fairhope, al usa - Thursday, January 22, 2009 10:01 PM CST

Praying for something to help Ryan's legs, and a treatment plan to get rid of the cancer forever!
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
OMaha, NE - Thursday, January 22, 2009 8:59 AM CST

Glad to hear the tubes are making a difference....baby steps will get you there. Next plan is those legs, hopefully you will get some treatment plan in place for them.

Sending prayers your way
Angel Haley's family forever
www.caringbridge.org/ne/haleygirl
Patti <www.haleym10@windstream.net>
Panama, Ne - Thursday, January 22, 2009 8:28 AM CST

Glad to hear the tubes are helping! Hope the legs are next! Happy to hear about little Peter too! God is good! Prayers are still being said for Ryan's MIRACLE too! Love, Barb
Barb Daley <babs228@cox.net>
Omaha, NE USA - Wednesday, January 21, 2009 8:37 PM CST

Hey Ryan,
Glad to hear that the tubes are working for you. My dad had them placed in December; what an answer to prayer they are. We continue to to pray that many other blessings and healing are coming your way, too! I'm hoping that you will be able to get a lymphedema pump. We saw good results with the cancer patients at work. I hope you will rest well tonight and be pain-free. Thanks for the prayers and kind words for Peter. We sure do love your family! Love, Team Zucca
Dawn Dennis Peter <rosejellyjakesplace@msn.com>
Harleysville, pa - Wednesday, January 21, 2009 8:33 PM CST

I can't think of anyone better to teach CCD, but you will always be on the right side of the Lord. If it's there, they will find it, praise God.
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Wednesday, January 21, 2009 0:05 AM CST

Hello Missy-
I am so sorry to read the news about Ryan. I am still praying there is an answer out there for him.
My thoughts are with you.
Kim
Kim harris <simplykimh@yahoo.com>
Bellevue, NE - Tuesday, January 20, 2009 10:27 AM CST

Hello Missy ~ wow....how blessed are those kids going to be to have you as their CCD teacher?! Thank you for saying "yes". Ryan, I never stop thinking of you and praying for you. I surely hope that there is some answer for the edema.

Hoping you can feel our love and prayers ....sylvia

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Monday, January 19, 2009 11:32 PM CST

Thanks for the update! Still praying for the breakthru treatment for Ryan's miracle to continue and for relief of pain. Love, Barb
Barb Daley <babs228@cox.net>
Omaha, NE USA - Monday, January 19, 2009 9:54 AM CST

Hi Vodicka's
I hope Ryan is feeling better than the Eagles fans here. Missy, I'm glad to hear you're teaching CCD, the sermon in church yesterday was about how we all have gifts from God & it's our responsibility to share them. Thanks for keeping us updated. I'm sure it's not easy when the news is not what we've all been praying for. It's amazing to me, the army of prayer warriors that Ryan has, bombarding the Lord with our petitions for Ryan's earthly cure. I continue to pray for Ryan, & the rest of the family. Love, Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA USA - Monday, January 19, 2009 7:44 AM CST

RYAN AND MISSY
JUST STOPING BY TO LET YOU KNOW WE ARE THINKING OF YOU AND PRAYING FOR YOU.
SUE <GOLDENARM68127@AOL.COM>
RALSTON, NE - Sunday, January 18, 2009 4:17 PM CST

Thinking of you guys.
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Sunday, January 18, 2009 2:33 PM CST

Just stopping by to let you know I care and am praying for you.
Flo Thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
Omaha, NE USA - Saturday, January 17, 2009 9:51 PM CST

Hi Missy and Ryan, I was so sorry to read about Ryan's test results. It is not something anyone wants to hear!! Please let keep us posted as there are so many out here in computerland that read your updates and care for you. My nephew Mark Briscoe is fighting this awful disease to. Hugs from Redmond Oregon, your friend Donna
Donna Malvaney <bdmalvaney@live.com>
Redmond, OR USA - Saturday, January 17, 2009 8:41 PM CST

Hi Ryan ~ it's a warm 10 degrees here in PA! I hope that today is a good day for you. On the Today Show this morning there was a segment on housing - one of the areas they focused on was Omaha and they commented that the friendliest people live in Omaha. So true. Give your mom a hug for me, okay? love, sylvia

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Saturday, January 17, 2009 11:28 AM CST

My thoughts are with you!
Laurie <lmilnes@comcast.net>
- Saturday, January 17, 2009 11:05 AM CST

We were praying for better results. We continue to pray for a True Miracle for Ryan. We continue to pray!!!!!
Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY - Friday, January 16, 2009 5:14 PM CST

So not what I was hoping/praying to read. Know that our hearts, thoughts, and prayers are with you. Praying for a new plan, and a miracle.
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:30 PM CST

Sending many prayers. Cris Berry
Cris Berry <cris1966@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne - Thursday, January 15, 2009 3:16 PM CST

Dear dear dear Ryan, We are so saddened, disappointed and sorry to hear about the scans. You and your family will always be in our thoughts and prayers. Our holiness and growth comes out of our struggles. God, the angels and the prayers will be with you always. Blessings to you and your family. With much love and prayers. Blessings.
Rose and Jerry <nystromrose@aol.com>
Omaha, NE usa - Thursday, January 15, 2009 0:53 AM CST

Many prayers for strength and a cure.
Julie Rannells <julientess@aol.com>
Omaha, NE USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 7:25 PM CST

Many prayers for strength for you guys to get a good plan!
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 2:05 PM CST

Hi Vodicka family...I am so sorry to hear the disappointing news. The only thing now is to pray, as we all have been doing. Thinking of all of you!
Marie D'Ambroso <mdambroso@mtplcsd.org>
Thornwood, NY United States - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 11:25 AM CST

My heart broke as I read your post. I am at a loss for words just know that I am praying to my angel above for much needed strength for your family. Hold tight and wait to see what the plan will be.

Love, the Sweetman girls
Tina Sweetman
Vernon, NJ - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 5:52 AM CST

How I hoped and prayed that this was not the news you would receive. But Ryan, as long as you are living and breathing, there is HOPE and we will not give up on that. We will be right by your side fighting with you. I only wish I lived closer so that I could help in some way. Sending hugs for all the Vodikas. love, sylvia xoxo

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Tuesday, January 13, 2009 9:17 PM CST

My thoughts and prayers are with you. Hope they will come up with some kind of treatment plan for Ryan. I know what you are going through and my heart goes out to you. Hugs
Valrae Briscoe <valraebriscoe@comcast.net>
Roseville, Ca Placer - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 8:25 PM CST

Praying for you as you try and determine what to do..
Hugs from Iowa,
Marjie <jmr@mahaska.org>
- Tuesday, January 13, 2009 6:57 PM CST

Sending extra prayers down from North Dakota!!
Cody <rodncody@srt.com>
Sawyer, ND USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 5:00 PM CST

My heart is heavy with the latest news. I'll continue to pray, for the cure, a plan & peace for all of you. Love, Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 10:25 AM CST

We will be praying for a plan. and praying for your family
sue larson <goldenarm68127@aol.com>
ralston, ne - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 7:36 AM CST

Extra prayers today! Love ya, Barb
Barb Daley <babs228@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne USA - Monday, January 12, 2009 10:08 AM CST

Thinking of you & praying.
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA USa - Monday, January 12, 2009 9:35 AM CST

Vodicka's ~
Extra prayers are coming your way today!
Love ~ The Fraser's
Mike, Tami, Jack, Ryan, & Joe <mt3boys@cox.net>
LaVista, NE 68128 - Monday, January 12, 2009 8:19 AM CST

Sending prayers your way today for the results that you need and that they provide them quickly, so you know just what you are dealing with. You are not alone in this fight, know that Ryan & you are all surrounded in prayer daily.

Heavenly Hugs
Angel Haley's family forever
www.caringbridge.org/ne/haleygirl
Patti <www.haleym10@windstream.net>
Panama, Ne - Monday, January 12, 2009 7:36 AM CST

I'll be praying through the night...for decent scan results, and for Jack and his family. xoxo love, sylvia

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Sunday, January 11, 2009 9:49 PM CST

Saying prayers for good results!!! Still praying for that big cure for all of you with this terrible, terrible disease.
Kay Boyle <iamk511@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, MO - Sunday, January 11, 2009 7:40 PM CST

I'll be saying extra prayers tomorrow. We prayed for Ryan in church this morning. Continue to put your trust in God. Love, Trish
Pat Maburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA USA - Sunday, January 11, 2009 6:21 PM CST

Praying for good results.
Hugs from Iowa,
Marjie <jmr@mahaska.org>
- Sunday, January 11, 2009 1:56 PM CST

I'll be at mass at 5pm. Feel my prayers and know that I am thinking of you and praying for your miracle on earth. Also praying for an easy Monday, good scans, and a short wait on results.
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
Omaha, NE USA - Sunday, January 11, 2009 1:26 PM CST

Hi, guys, just stopping in to say hi. Sending hugs and prayers your way. Love, Aliza and family
Aliza Goldstein
- Sunday, January 11, 2009 1:09 PM CST

Ryan,
We were glad to hear you got to be home for the holidays. We continue to keep you and your family in our thoughts and prayers.
with much love, Patti & Mike
Patti & Mike Vodicka <mpvodicka6321@aol.com>
Omaha, NE - Saturday, January 10, 2009 12:41 AM CST

Hi Vodicka Family. I use to work with Rachael and I'm still keeping Ryan and the family in my prayers. I just wanted to let you know that I was thinking of you.

Jennifer Kuhl <jmkuhl@hotmail.com>
Omaha, NE - Friday, January 9, 2009 9:34 PM CST

Missy,
Hang in there, Ryan is very fortunate to have you and you are very fortunate to have him. Sending hugs from one mommy to another. Peace be with you.
Tracy <t2morgan@hotmail.com>
Sanger, CA USA - Friday, January 9, 2009 2:57 PM CST

Thinking of you and praying for your cure! Love, Barb
Barb Daley <babs228@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne USA - Thursday, January 8, 2009 4:02 PM CST

Hey Ryan,
We love you and continue to pray for your healing.
Dawn Dennis Peter
Harleysville, pa - Thursday, January 8, 2009 11:29 AM CST

I was glad to read your update, Missy, especially that Ryan is stable. I do not have any help with the fluid retention, but I am sure someone will. You know that we are always praying hard for Ryan!
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Thursday, January 8, 2009 10:57 AM CST

Have you asked Ryan's oncologist about lymphedema therapy for the fluid retention? I'm not sure it applies for Ryan, but it helped me a lot. Call or email me if you need more info. In the meantime, mega prayers for all of you out there.
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Thursday, January 8, 2009 9:25 AM CST

Just checking in, I pray that no update means things are going well. Continuing to pray, Love Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA USA - Wednesday, January 7, 2009 2:46 PM CST

Just checking in for something new going on. Hoping & praying that Ryan is well. We continue to think about the Vodica family.
Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY - Wednesday, January 7, 2009 7:03 AM CST

Thinking of you and wishing that 2009 brings good news to the Vodicka family! We stayed in for New Years too. The only one to stay up 'til midnight was our 9 year old. Bob, Emily and I were passed out on the couches by 11pm....oh well, it's tough to get old! :-)
Ryan, you are in our prayers as always.

Love,
Karen www.caringbridge.org/ct/jordan/
Karen Marquis <kmfm66@sbcglobal.net>
- Tuesday, January 6, 2009 7:35 PM CST

Hoping 2009 bring you just what you asked for - a cure! Thinking of you guys all the time! Hoping it's a good week for Ryan!
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Tuesday, January 6, 2009 9:32 AM CST

Hoping 2009 brings you just what you asked for - a cure! Thinking of you guys all the time! Hope it's a good week for Ryan!
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Tuesday, January 6, 2009 9:31 AM CST

Hi again,
I am continually looking for thoughts to put on here to offer words of encouragement. I've been reading Rick Warren's book, The Purpose of Christmas. In there, he quotes the entire Serenity prayer by Reinhold Niebuhr.

God grant me the serenity to accept the things
I cannot change; courage to change the things
I can; and wisdom to know the difference.
Living one day at a time; enjoying one
moment at a time; accepting hardships as the
pathway to peace; taking as He did, this
sinful world as it is, not as I would have it;
trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His Will; that I may be
reasonabley happy in this life and supremely
happy with Him forever in the next.
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA USA - Monday, January 5, 2009 8:14 PM CST

Happy New Year to all! Joining with all the prayer warriors to continue to pray for Ryan's healing, soon. Love Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, Pa USA - Monday, January 5, 2009 5:30 PM CST

Ryan,

We pray for you all the time (just like Sylvia). Prayers for you are nothing new around here but, we didn't know that people visit Nebraska. Hope you have a great day.

Love,
Dawn
Dawn Dennis Peter
Harleysville, pa - Monday, January 5, 2009 7:02 AM CST

Hey Ryan! After Mass I started going through the boxes we have downstairs in our basement that have been there since we moved here 5 yrs ago....I had the TV on - I rarely watch TV - but just had it on for background "company". Well every third commercial was an ad to visit Nebraska! So every time I heard it I stopped and prayed for you. Never heard those commercials before (well, maybe because I never watch TV! )! Hope you had a pretty good day today. ~ sylvia

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, PA - Sunday, January 4, 2009 9:58 PM CST

Today is the second day of the new year. May it, and all that follow, be grand and glorious days for you.
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Friday, January 2, 2009 7:48 PM CST

Happy New Year Vodica Family; Just a note to let you know that you're being prayed for. May this year be the year of a Cure for Ryan. Never stop believing!!!
Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
- Friday, January 2, 2009 7:15 PM CST

Ryan,
Happy New Year! We are praying and hoping this is the year for your miracle. This is the year, God willing. Hope your day was pain free and that you enjoyed the Nebr bowl game. It was touch and go and a good game with a good ending. God's peace and love be with you Ryan.
Rose and Jerry <nystromrose@aol.com>
Omaha, NE USA - Thursday, January 1, 2009 9:14 PM CST

Good morning Vodika family! May 2009 be filled with many blessings. We are with our cousins in Maryland and Debbie has the following on her refrigerator and I know if I just copy them and take them home I'll forget to pass them on, so I'll just post them now.

TO BELIEVE

To believe is to know that every day is a new beginning.
It is to trust that miracles happen, and dreams really do come true.
To believe is to see angels dancing among the clouds.
To know the wonder of a stardust sky and the wisdom of the man in the moon.
To believe is to know the value of a nurturing heart,
The innocence of a child's eyes and the beauty of an aging hand, for it is through their teachings we learn to love.
To believe is to find the strength and courage that lies within us.
When it is time to pick up the pieces and begin again.
To believe is to know we are not alone, that life is a gift and this is our time to cherish it.
To believe is to know that wonderful surprises are just waiting to happen,
And all our hopes and dreams are within reach.
If only we believe.
~ Author Unknown

GOD KNOWS

When you are tired and discouraged from fruitless efforts...
God knows how hard you have tried.
When you've cried so long and your heart is in anguish...
God has counted your tears.
If you feel that your life is on hold and time has passed you by...God is waiting with you.
When you're lonely and your friends are too busy even for a phone call...God is by your side.
When you think you've tried everything and don't know where to turn...God has a solution.
When nothing makes sense and you are confused or frustrated...God has the answer.
If suddenly your outlook is brighter and you find traces of hope...God has whispered to you.
When things are going well and you have much to be thankful for...God has blessed you.
When something joyful happens and you are filled with awe...God has smiled upon you.
When you have a purpose to fulfill and a dream to follow...God has opened your eyes and called you by name.
Remembering that wherever you are or whatever you are facing...GOD KNOWS.

Life is a mixture
of sunshine and rain.
Laughter and teardrops,
pleasure and pain.
Low tides and high tides,
mountains and plains,
Triumphs, defeats,
and losses and gains...
But always in all ways
God's guiding and leading,
And He alone knows
the things we're most needing...
Anbd when He sends sorrow
or some sad affliction,
Be assured that it comes
with God's kind benediction,
And if we accept it
as a gift of His love,
We'll be showered with blessings
from our Father above.
~ Helen Steiner Rice

xoxo

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Thursday, January 1, 2009 8:49 AM CST

Happy 2009, Vodikas!! Just checking in on you guys. Praying fervently 2009 is Ryan's year for a miracle!! Will just keep on praying. God bless and hold each of you, especially you, Ryan, in the palm of His hand.
Big Hugs from Texas,
Juana and her Prayer Warriors
Juana <ladyjuana@aol.com>
San Antonio, TX USA - Wednesday, December 31, 2008 10:03 PM CST

We all wish you a Happy New Year!! May this be the year that Ryan gets a miracle. We continue to think of your family all during the year...
Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, - Tuesday, December 30, 2008 2:11 PM CST

Praying, praying, praying......for 2009 to be filled with miracles. Ryan, we never forget you. xoxo

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Sunday, December 28, 2008 8:58 PM CST

Just checked in to see how you are doing. I'm waiting for a 4-hr delayed flight from Chicago to land so I can go pick up our very tired friends.

I have Mike's prayer card, along with Tom Hunter's standing by my monitor as a constant reminder (as if I needed one) of how fragile life is. Ryan is always in my heart and prayers. Love and prayer gain strength in the giving. The more given, the more the power. There are so many sending you their love and prayers...feel the power!
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Sunday, December 28, 2008 0:02 AM CST

Glad to read that everyone was together for the holidays! Always praying for Ryan!
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Saturday, December 27, 2008 4:41 PM CST

We wish you joy in your family, peace in your souls, and laughter in your hearts. Missy, enjoy your "down" time. :o)

flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Thursday, December 25, 2008 10:43 PM CST

Thinking of you this Christmas night......praying.

love, sylvia
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Thursday, December 25, 2008 7:06 PM CST

Hey Ryan & Family,
Merry Christams from cold, windy, Harleysville, PA. We love you guys and hope that your day is filled with love and laughter. Oh, and a special call out to my friend Dan, Merry Christmas!
Love,
Dawn, Dennis & The Miracle Boy, Peter
www.caringbridge.org/pa/peter
Dawn Dennis Peter
Harleysville, PA - Thursday, December 25, 2008 9:13 AM CST

Our thoughts and prayers are with all of you Vodicka's as you celebrate Christmas making many new memories! Hope Ryan can be pain free and enjoy those nephews and niece and enjoy the delicious food that goes with the fun! Love you guys and hope the MIRACLE comes at Christmas Mass! Love,Barb & Bill
Barb Daley <babs228@cox.net>
Omaha, NE USA - Wednesday, December 24, 2008 9:55 PM CST

Merry Christmas to all!
Wishing you well through this holiday season. May Santa bring you what you wish for.
Sending our love and prayers from Vernon,NJ
The Sweetman girls!
Tina <tinas@warwick.net>
- Wednesday, December 24, 2008 9:11 PM CST

Merry Christmas Vodicka's! Love to all of you!

The Nesmith's
Malissa (www.caringbridge.org/ks/canon) <mjnesmith@msn.com>
- Wednesday, December 24, 2008 9:38 AM CST

Merry Christmas to all of you. Continuing to pray for Ryan's earthly cure. Love & Peace to all. Love Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA USA - Wednesday, December 24, 2008 8:02 AM CST

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OF YOU!
Love, The Other Vodicka Family :O)
Mandy <mandy2320@msn.com>
Omaha, NE - Wednesday, December 24, 2008 7:38 AM CST

Merry Christmas Vodicka Family! I hope you get to enjoy many laughs and love and togetherness this Christmas, and that Ryan lets Missy love him up good! You know that we keep you all in our prayers! Always praying for Ryan's miracle.
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Wednesday, December 24, 2008 7:36 AM CST

Thinking of you all and keeping you in our prayers. Glad to see you will be home for Christmas. I hope you feel better, Ryan. Have a very Merry Christmas. Love, the Brion's
www.caringbridge.org/ne/brooke
Darby Brion <nbrion@cox.net>
- Tuesday, December 23, 2008 2:30 PM CST

Merry Christmas & happy to hear that you'll be home for Christmas. I was praying last night for Ryan & your family and had to check this morning to see how you are all doing. We'll pray for controlled pain.
Pat & Bryan Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY - Tuesday, December 23, 2008 5:43 AM CST

Dear Ryan and Missy,

Wishing all the Vodickas a Merry Christmas. Thinking of you and praying for you, Love, Aliza
Aliza Goldstein
- Monday, December 22, 2008 12:49 AM CST

Praying for a Christmas Miracle!
Cody <rodncody@srt.com>
Sawyer, ND - Monday, December 22, 2008 11:23 AM CST

I remember watching you in church that one day and thinking how much faith you have. I know that it is that exact faith that will bring you guys through this battle. I know it has been long and hard. Never give up the fight. You all are the strongest people I know, truly.

Love and Prayers!!! The Nesmith's
Malissa <Mjnesmith@msn.com>
- Monday, December 22, 2008 0:49 AM CST

I am glad to read that Ryan is able to manage his pain. I am sure all of you will enjoy being home together for Christmas. Inssurance hassles are the worst! We keep you all in our prayers. Praying for Ryan's miracle.
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Monday, December 22, 2008 0:01 AM CST

Hi, Ryan, Dan, Missy, et al. I don't pretend to know why people suffer. Only God knows. Tonight, for the third week in a row, Richard almost fell in church. He's been on a journey reading "The Purpose Driven Life." He remembered during the pain that almost caused the fall, that he needed to accept his pain and offer it to God. He meant that he would suffer willing, but instead, he suddenly became pain-free. He walked out of church with his cane hanging on his shoulder. He could lift his right leg up high enough to remove his boots. He swung his leg back and forth laughing. He was free of pain for 4 hours and is resting comfortably right now. God is a wonder. Trust His plan.
flo <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Saturday, December 20, 2008 10:27 PM CST

Hi Missy & Ryan
Christmas is a time for miracles. I'm sorry this is such a long, hard fight. I'll continue to pray for all of you. "For I will restore health unto thee and I will heal thee of thy wounds, saith the Lord" Jeremiah 30:17
Love Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA USA - Friday, December 19, 2008 9:30 PM CST

Missy and Ryan,
You are still in our prayers constantly. We will pray without ceasing. I'm so sorry you're having trouble with the insurance. It just never makes any sense does it? I can sure understand why Ryan wants to be home for Christmas. I will pray specifically that he will receive a miracle with the treatment at home. Big hugs
Juana <ladyjuana@aol.com>
San Antonio, TX USA - Wednesday, December 17, 2008 4:59 PM CST

Missy and Ryan,
Just checking in on you guys. We are thinking of you. Love, Aliza
Aliza Goldstein
- Tuesday, December 16, 2008 10:55 PM CST

Ryan,
Just wanted to let you know we have you in our thoughts and prayers. We will continue to pray for a miracle and will continue to light candles for you. God bless you Ryan.
Patti & Mike Vodicka <mpvodicka6321@aol.com>
Omaha, NE - Tuesday, December 16, 2008 3:11 PM CST

Have a good week. We're preparing for the College kids to arrive home this week. Emily arrives sometime today after her last final. We continue to pray for the Vodica's....
Pat & Bryan Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
- Monday, December 15, 2008 5:35 AM CST

Hey Ryan! Good morning...Happy Sunday! You are my special intention this morning during Mass and the Eucharist. I hope that today will be a good day for all of the Vodika's!

Luke Ronco is a "local" Lehigh Valley kiddo - Michele and Meghan use to babysit for Luke and his sisters, and Michele is on the board of the pediatric oncology support group that his mom started when Luke was dx with a brain tumor. His most recent MRI shows his tumor is growing....so, I would like to ask your prayer warriors to pray for my buddy Luke. He just celebrated his 10th birthday on 12/10 - you'll have to read all about his amazing party that the soccer team of an area college had for him! www.caringbridge.org/pa/lukeronco

Also...Catie O'Brien - friend of my friend Mary Jo's granddaughter - just arrived back home from St. Jude's under hospice care. This little girl is amazing - she wants to become the saint of pediatric illness. So prayers on her behalf are most appreciated also. Her site is www.catisstory.com

Thanks everyone! Much love to the Vodika's! xoxo

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Sunday, December 14, 2008 7:19 AM CST

Just checking for an update. Have a good weekend. We never stop thinking of your family.
Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY - Saturday, December 13, 2008 6:22 AM CST

Missy, Ryan and Family, Glad to hear Ryan is feeling a little better! You know, there should be a huge Prizefighter type Belt Buckle, or Trophy, or something for the Ryan's of the world who are fighting so valiantly in this cancer fight. My prayer warriors and I are still praying without ceasing for you Ryan! This is the season of miracles!Big hugs from Texas
Juana <ladyjuana@aol.com>
San Antonio, TX USA - Friday, December 12, 2008 8:28 AM CST

Missy, Ryan & Family; We continue to pray and have hope for a miracle in all this. It's good to hear that Ryan is feeling pretty good. Only a few weeks till Christmas. Have a wonderful Christmas Holiday and a very Happy New Year!!
Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY - Friday, December 12, 2008 4:45 AM CST

Marcia said that Angie got to visit Ryan during her trip home and that Ry looks great. Now, that was nice to hear.
Day-by-day the mound of prayers for Ryan and all cancer sufferers grows taller. At the top there has to be a cure.
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Friday, December 12, 2008 1:11 AM CST

Hi Vodicka family,
Happy to read that Ryan is feeling a little better and hoping that your prayers are answered SOON!
Thinking of you,
Karen
wwww.caringbridge.org/ct/jordan/
Karen Marquis <kmfm66@sbcglobal.net>
- Wednesday, December 10, 2008 8:10 PM CST

Miracle? Me, too! I'll sign up for that and pray hard that Ryan gets it! He is due! Hoping and praying that you do get to stay home for the holidays because Ryan is doing BETTER! Hugs to you, Missy!

Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, ne - Wednesday, December 10, 2008 1:40 PM CST

We continue to pray. Be sure to let us know if there is a decision made. Happy to read that Ryan is feeling a bit better. Keep it up Ryan!!
Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, December 10, 2008 5:27 AM CST

Are you still looking for a place to stay in San Antonio? My mom and dad lived down there an have a number of good friends. I will ask for some names and let you know!

Love and Prayers! ~The Nesmith's
Malissa <Mjnesmith@msn.com>
- Wednesday, December 10, 2008 0:02 AM CST

So glad to hear that Ryan is feeling better. Hope that trend continues!
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Tuesday, December 9, 2008 2:25 PM CST

Praying around the clock for you, Ryan for a healing miracle. God loves you so very much. You are a truly special person. Great big hugs from Texas.
Juana Smith <ladyjuana@aol.com>
San Antonio, TX USA - Tuesday, December 9, 2008 11:04 AM CST

Thanks for the update. I continue to pray for Ryan's earthly healing, as well as peace of mind for all of you. May the Lord continue to guide & comfort you every day. Love, Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA USA - Tuesday, December 9, 2008 7:45 AM CST

We continue to pray for Ryan & your family. Your in our thoughts always. I can understand Ryan wanting to be home and not head out. Ryan is such an inspiration & a real role model to many.
Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, - Monday, December 8, 2008 5:32 AM CST

Just thinking about you and praying for strength, grace, and your cure.
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Monday, December 8, 2008 0:37 AM CST

Praying through the night for you Ryan. xoxo
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Saturday, December 6, 2008 11:05 PM CST

Hi Ya'll! Ryan and Missy just want ya'll to know my prayer warriors and I are lifting you up today. God bless and hold you in the palm of His mighty hand. I'm still here if I can do anything at all. Ryan, I read your entire journal last night and you are the bravest young man I've ever heard of. You have the "tenacity of a pit bull" and the "heart of a lion." In His Love, Juana
Juana Smith <ladyjuana@aol.com>
San Antonio, TX - Saturday, December 6, 2008 9:58 AM CST

Hello Vodicka's! Hope you survived the holiday rush! Love tou all! Prayers from Kansas!
mjnesmith@mns.com. <Mjnesmith@msn.com>
KL - Saturday, December 6, 2008 1:20 AM CST

Praying for you right now....... xoxo

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Thursday, December 4, 2008 9:38 PM CST

Continuing to pray & keeping you in my thoughts. Love, Trish
Pat Marbburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA USA - Thursday, December 4, 2008 9:22 AM CST

Just checking in to see how you are all doing. I'm sorry Ryan is having trouble eating, especially in these food-filled days. Praying for comfort, strenght, and a cure at home.
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Wednesday, December 3, 2008 2:51 PM CST

You bet we are praying. Thanks for updating, even if you don't have a lot of info. We have Ryan in our thoughts and prayers all day. Hope you hear something positive soon!
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Wednesday, December 3, 2008 9:02 AM CST

Right decisions have been made up to this point, so I'm sure God will guide you in the right direction again. We are all still praying for that! Hang in there and believe. Love, Barb
Barb Daley <babs228@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne USA - Tuesday, December 2, 2008 9:29 PM CST

Thinking of all of you during these hard times. I am praying for Ryan, as I am sure everyone is. You are a wonderful family unit! God Bless you all!
Marie D'Ambroso <mdambroso@mtplcsd.org>
Thornwood, NY United States - Tuesday, December 2, 2008 11:27 AM CST

I am glad Ryan is feeling a little better. I hope as I write this that the plan for TX is taking shape. Ryan continually impresses me with his strength and fight. I can believe he is yours, Missy. I think he must take after you. You amaze me as well! Praying for Ryan!!!
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Tuesday, December 2, 2008 9:23 AM CST

Keeping you in our prayers.....
Love, The Fraser's
Mike, Tami, Jack, Ryan, & Joe <mt3boys@cox.net>
LaVista, NE USA - Monday, December 1, 2008 8:50 PM CST

Hope you hear from texas soon. The cancer center in San Antonio has a hotel assistant program during the week days. She said it varys from discounted rates to free. Here is the number 1-800-227-2345. You have to request it like two fridays before you go. I know you might not have that kind of time but this number is the regional office in austin for the cancer center so they may be able to make an exception. My house is always an option for you. You are welcome anytime.
Sarah Corwin <scorwin@hotmail.com>
- Monday, December 1, 2008 12:26 AM CST

Hi Vodika's,
Sorry to hear things are not going well for Ryan right now. Hang in there, I continue to pray for the earthly miracle of healing. Love, Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA USA - Sunday, November 30, 2008 9:39 PM CST

Thanks for the update. Anxious to hear when you leave for Texas. We continue to hold you all up in prayer.
Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, November 30, 2008 0:39 AM CST

Missy, there's a little girl from Mechanicsburg PA, Catie O'Brien, who was being treated at St. Judes - now will be coming home under paliative care - someone posted this on her site and I thought I would share it with you:

Mother Teresa said that sometimes we are not just carrying our crosses, we are up on them! It is during those times, however, that we are so close to Jesus that we can just turn our heads and kiss Him.

Holding you close. love, sylvia

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Saturday, November 29, 2008 8:41 PM CST

Hey Ryan,
We're praying that you're feeling better and that God takes away those bad cells forever. Looking for a update and praying for your Texas trip and a success trial.
Love,
The Zucca's
Dawn Dennis Peter <rosejellyjakesplace@msn.com>
Harleysville, PA - Saturday, November 29, 2008 5:38 AM CST

Ryan,
I just got an email from Sylvia. It's amazing how many people are touched with Caringbridge.
I will be praying for God to give you strength.
Lydia Grieb <cwg22563@alltel.net>
newark, oh - Friday, November 28, 2008 8:33 AM CST

I wish I lived in San Antonio...but since I don't, I am trying my hardest to make a contact for you Ryan. Hang in there.... I hope that you are somehow, some way feeling God's peace. love, sylvia

hugs for each of you this Thanksgiving night. xoxo

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, PA - Thursday, November 27, 2008 7:29 PM CST

My heart is heavy this Thanksgiving as I think of the Vodica family. May it be a comfort to all of you that you're in our prayers. We're praying for Texas. I just spoke to Sarah on the phone. She's happy to help in any way that she can. I will continue to pray....
Bryan & Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga,, NY USA - Thursday, November 27, 2008 8:41 AM CST

Ryan,

you'll be in our prayers. We learned about your site from our wonderful friend Sylvia.

Linda, Pat & angel Ryan www.caringbridge.org/mi/ryanc <padwik@yahoo.com>
Long Island, NY usa - Thursday, November 27, 2008 7:07 AM CST

A friend sent your webpage to me. God bless and praying for an effective treatment. Prayers coming your way from PA.

http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie Strayer <cstrayer@embarqmail.com>
Boiling Springs , PA - Thursday, November 27, 2008 6:29 AM CST

Hang in there! I can only imagine how hard things are for you right now but hold on, "STAY STRONG", and stay focused!! You are ALWAYS in our thoughts and prayers....
The Sweetman Girls!

Tina <tinas@warwick.net>
Vernon, NJ - Thursday, November 27, 2008 6:22 AM CST

I hope you feel lots better by now, Ryan! And I hope you have a wonderful Thanksgiving!

I beLIeVE in You, Ryan!

Counts UP!

Tumor DOWN! OUT! OBLITERATED!

I hope your Trip to Texas is the Best! And this Treatment is the ONE!!!

Sending Love, Hugs, Kisses, and Healing Wishes!

Judy
Judy Chambers <judyc@halcyon.com>
- Thursday, November 27, 2008 0:16 AM CST

Read your update and wanted to let you know that we are praying for your time in Texas. I pray that Ryan will get to feeling better and that you will be able to meet someone to stay with while getting treatment.

Heavenly Hugs
Angel Haley's family forever
www.caringbridge.org/ne/haleygirl
Patti <www.haleym10@windstream.net>
Panama, Ne - Wednesday, November 26, 2008 11:50 PM CST

Hi Missy-
Just read your message that you are coming to texas. We are too far to go back and forth, it is about 3 hours. My finance has a cousin who lives there in San Antonio. I am not sure what their situation is or if they know someone through their church that may be able to take you guys in while you fight for Ryan's life. I will check tomorrow.

If you need to come before you find a place, you are more than welcome to stay at our house, it is just that it is 3 hours. Maybe if you had to do that, we could look into Angel flight or something. Feel free to call me. 269-547-0060 I don't believe I have met you before, maybe once in New York but I feel like I know you because my mom talks about you often.
sarah corwin <scorwin@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, November 26, 2008 9:52 PM CST

We will be thinking and praying for Ryan and the family tomorrow on Thanksgiving and each day. You have such a close family and we always feel at home whenever we see you and love spending time with you. We will keep you in our thoughts. I hope your family and Ryan are able to enjoy Thanksgiving. Take care of each other.
The Inbody's <pinbody@hotmail.com>
wahoo, ne - Wednesday, November 26, 2008 6:44 PM CST

Happy Thanksgiving Vodicka's ~
Once again we are thankful for the wonderful care our boys received for so many years. As a result we now have a family that we consider part of our family and always a as friend. Hopefully Ryan will feel well enough to enjoy a little Thanksgiving dinner. We will keep you in our prayers!
Love, The Fraser's
Mike, Tami, Jack, Ryan, & Joe <mt3boys@cox.net>
La Vista, NE 68128 - Wednesday, November 26, 2008 4:22 PM CST

Keeping you close in our thoughts and tight in our heart as always!
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Wednesday, November 26, 2008 12:21 AM CST

Wishing you the best Thanksgiving ever!! Happy to hear that you'll have family around. That's the one thing that we really miss. Thank goodness Matt & Emily still come home from college. We love spending time with family. We continue to pray for your entire family. Ryan has been an inspiration to many. We pray for a miracle this coming New Year. The Lord continues to be at your side.
Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga,, NY - Wednesday, November 26, 2008 4:47 AM CST

I hope, just for the next couple of days, you can try to put cancer out of your thoughts and enjoy Thanksgiving with your family. As always, Ryan and your family are in our prayers. Cris Berry (forever Sky's grammy)
Cris Berry <cris1966@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne - Tuesday, November 25, 2008 3:38 PM CST

HI RYAN AND FAMILY....THINKING OF ALL OF YOU! MY PRAYERS ARE NEVER ENDING! I HAVE BEEN FOLLOWING RYAN'S SITUATION FOR THREE YEARS NOW SINCE I WAS FRIENDS WITH KATHY WILSON. I ALSO FOLLOWED HAZEN, CANON, PETER, ALESE AND OTHERS. THEY ARE ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS, AS RYAN IS. HAVE A NICE THANKSGIVING - JUST FOR BEING THE FAMILY YOU ARE!
MARIE D'AMBROSO <mdambroso@mtplcsd.org>
THORNWOOD, NY WESTCHESTER - Monday, November 24, 2008 9:59 AM CST

Bummer about the low counts and difficulty eating. I am hoping and praying that this chemo is working.

I was sorry to miss Ryan's prayer service, but I was with you in spirit, sending up prayers for Ryan, as I do daily. Just too much to take care of after being gone to Mayo all weekend.

Having our kids is a lot to be thankful for. May there be many more Thanksgivings with them!
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Monday, November 24, 2008 9:13 AM CST

Hello Vodika's. You know I was there in spirit with you on Monday....and yes Missy, yes, Mike was there too. I believe that. How I wish that there was more we could do -I once again am wrapping my arms around you tonight from a far. I am still cooking and getting things ready for our trip to the Penn State game tomorrow....so I will be praying through the night. Received a cute e-mail from Victor's cousin's daughter who is a student out there - asking if I would be sure to save her some pierogies! She won't be coming to tailgate until after the game because she and her friends stand in the student line for hours and hours so that they can get in one of the first rows of the student section. Tomorrow is a big game. One of these days I'll understand football.....til then I'll just supply all the food before and after! : )

Ryan, I hope you continue to feel the warmth, peace, love and prayers we send you. love, sylvia

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Friday, November 21, 2008 11:04 PM CST

It was a beautiful service and I am glad that we got to be part of it! Now we wait for Ryan's miracle. Our prayers as always are for that to happen soon! Love, Barb & family
Barb Daley <babs228@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne USA - Tuesday, November 18, 2008 8:25 PM CST

The service was beautiful and love was everywhere. Fr. McCaslin brought the understanding of healing to all attending. The letters that were read were so wonderful...Dawn Z., you are amazing.
Flo Thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
Omaha, NE US - Tuesday, November 18, 2008 1:18 PM CST

Praying and hoping good things happen for such good people. Always in my thoughts...
Marie D'Ambroso <mdambroso@mtplcsd.org>
Thornwood, NY Westchester - Tuesday, November 18, 2008 12:06 AM CST

Sounds like last night was beautiful.....more prayers are coming your way.
Thinking of you,
Karen www.caringbridge.org/ct/jordan/
Karen Marquis <kmfm66@sbcglobal.net>
- Tuesday, November 18, 2008 9:53 AM CST

Though I cannot be there in person tonight, I'll be with you in prayer. May you find continued comfort & strength tonight as you allow us to lift Ryan & the rest of the your family to the Lord in prayer. Fight on, Ryan! (Thanks for re-centering my day.)
Love to all, Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA USA - Monday, November 17, 2008 2:51 PM CST

I'll be praying tomorrow at 6:00. Take Care
Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, November 16, 2008 6:37 PM CST

I found you through the site of alesecoco .... i didnt have a chance to know her in life, however, she found something in you to add you to her page so i am following in her footsteps and wishing you the best, i will be praying for you from now on as well, and i hope its ok that i follow up on how your doing :)
Danielle <daniellerene@daniellerene.org>
Gadsden, AL United States - Friday, November 14, 2008 11:04 PM CST

Continuing to pray. Love Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA USA - Friday, November 14, 2008 12:10 AM CST

Just checking in and hoping this has been a good day. Hope to see you next Monday at the prayer service.
Flo <camel_2003@cox.net>
Omaha, NE US - Tuesday, November 11, 2008 11:51 PM CST

We will be offering prayers right along side of you for Ryan and your family. I pray that this new treatment is exactly what he needs.

Angel Haley's family forever

Patti <www.haleym10@windstream.net>
Panama, Ne - Monday, November 10, 2008 8:45 AM CST

Holding steady is probably a good thing at this point. I pray this trial is good for Ryan. I'll try to make the prayer service on the 17th. Thanks for thinking of Hannah, we need all the prayers we can get! Hugs to you, Missy.
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, - Sunday, November 9, 2008 11:23 PM CST

How I wish I lived close by that I could attend the healing prayer service - so instead, I will offer my Communion that day specifically for you Ryan...in communion with your friends and family who will be praying for you. love, sylvia

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, PA - Sunday, November 9, 2008 2:17 PM CST

We continue to hold up the Vodica family in everything that they are enduring right now. Life sometimes makes us wonder! Ryan, we specifically pray that you're feeling better soon. I know that your family is anxious for Thanksgiving. A great time for family to get together.
Bryan & Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
- Friday, November 7, 2008 5:26 AM CST

Hey Ryan........thinking about you and hoping that you're having a good night. ~ sylvia
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Wednesday, November 5, 2008 7:19 PM CST

Hi Missy & Ryan,
Thanks for the update, I've been checking in daily & holding my breath. I continue to pray for all of you & will ask specifically that this new drug works & the side-effects are not bad. Hang in there, Ryan. Love, Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA USA - Wednesday, November 5, 2008 8:28 AM CST

Of course he helped his sister move. This is Ryan we are talking about.
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Wednesday, November 5, 2008 0:27 AM CST

I'm sure you guys are glad to be home in time to vote! Bet we aren't voting the same!! Ha!

Love to all! The Nesmith's
Malissa Nesmith (www.caringbridge.org/ks/canon) <mjnesmith@msn.com>
- Tuesday, November 4, 2008 0:01 AM CST

Looooooong trip! Glad you made it home without car trouble or awful weather. Hope the weekend brings a little rest and that Ryan finds his "groove" with the Omaha trial. Prayers always.
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Friday, October 31, 2008 11:35 PM CDT

Glad that your trip down and back was a safe one....praying for great results from the Omaha trial for Ryan...take care of yourself too.
Sara Hughes <dshughes@iowatelecom.net>
New Virginia, IA USA - Thursday, October 30, 2008 10:25 PM CDT

Missy,
Now that the Phillies are the WORLD SERIES CHAMPS, we might be able to tie that into our little project?!? Love Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Landsale, PA USA - Thursday, October 30, 2008 9:32 AM CDT

Hi Ryan ~ Glad you made it home safe and sound. It will be nice to have everyone surrounding you - receiving treatment close to home. And you know you have all of our prayers surrounding you no matter where you are.

We are happy campers in this neck of the woods right now...Penn State doing so well (a few games left!) and last night the Phillies winning the World Series!!! Looking at Youtube clips of downtown State College you would have thought Penn Sate already won a bowl game - it was like a riot - kids! Well, it kind of looked like that in Philly last night too...only adults this time - they sort of get carried away. We really enjoyed the Penn State vs Michigan game - both Michele and Meghan came, along with many of their friends - it was Homecoming - so our tailgate was like the good ole days with 50-75 kids. But the neat thing - these "kids" are now "adults" and they also brought food! : ) That was special to see - we actually were quite impressed with their set ups! We had nine vehicles altogether - we met at the Nittany Lion Inn and went in as a caravan - being able to park next to each other. A lot of fun, but boy, Victor and I are getting much too old for these all-nighters and then driving 3 hrs home - we had to keep pulling over to rest. The next game we'll be going to will be Michigan State...the last home game. It's a fun ride, but I'll be glad when football is over! : )

Thanks for continuing to share your journey - you are an amazing person Ryan - know that you are so loved.

~ Sylvia (give your mom a hug for me)

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Thursday, October 30, 2008 6:09 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,
Glad to hear you made a decision. I'm sure it's the right thing to do. Hang in there & be strong! Love Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lasdale, PA USA - Wednesday, October 29, 2008 5:13 PM CDT

Missy and Ryan,
Just wanted you to know I was thinking of you. I know you will make the right decision for Ryan.
Kim Harris <simplykimh@yahoo.com>
Bellevue, Ne USA - Wednesday, October 29, 2008 12:13 AM CDT

Praise God for options & choices! I will continue to pray for all of you, that doors will continue to open as Ryan moves closer & closer to his earthly cure, that you are able to make the right decision & the financial issues will not hinder you. May God continue to bless all of you. Love Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA` USA - Tuesday, October 28, 2008 8:04 PM CDT

Love hearing that there are OPTIONS! But now of course you have to make the big decisions. No doubts that whatever you decide will be the best course of action. Keep the faith and travel safe!
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Tuesday, October 28, 2008 12:47 AM CDT

Just read the news from texas. I looked on the internet and there is a foundation that helps with transportation and housing. Just one more idea if you haven't tried them yet. Cancer Care Foundation of South Texas. infor@ccfst.org
I know its nice to be at home though. Praying for you as you make this decision!

sarah corwin <scorwin@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, October 28, 2008 12:46 AM CDT

Decisions are hard, but I am confident you/Ryan will choose the best one. Is there no low cost adult housing? I would ask to speak to a social worker for options. I know Rochester has a house for young adults/adults in treatment at Mayo, kind of like a Ronald McDonald for grown-ups. I can't imagine paying for hotel costs for that much treatment. Also, can Angels Among Us help out? Just ideas if you choose the TX treatment. I am so glad that there are options for Ryan.
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Tuesday, October 28, 2008 11:45 AM CDT

Thanks for the quick update. I'm sure you will make the right decision. Have a safe trip back! Love, Barb
Barb Daley <babs228@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne USA - Monday, October 27, 2008 11:43 PM CDT

May God guide you in this tough decision, Ryan.
Flo Thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Monday, October 27, 2008 9:53 PM CDT

Always in our prayers....
Mike, Tami, Jack, Ryan, and Joe <mt3boys@cox.net>
LaVista, NE USA - Monday, October 27, 2008 4:28 PM CDT

Just know Jim and I are thinking about and praying for Ryan this week. God be with you, and may there be a treatment plan for Ryan that rids him of cancer once and for all. Sending you a big hug, Missy!

Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Monday, October 27, 2008 1:39 PM CDT

I said extra prayers in church for you yesterday. Best wishes for a safe trip that results in the miracle for Ryan that we are all praying for. Like you mentioned in your update Missy....this son of yours is one tough fighter having already endured four years of chemo. He deserves some positive news. You all do.
Love,
Karen www.caringbridge.org/ct/jordan/
Karen Marquis <kmfm66@sbcglobal.net>
- Monday, October 27, 2008 8:00 AM CDT

Thinking about you while you are on your trip and our prayers and thoughts go out to you for success in your findings. May God and all the angels and saints surround you and protect you and give you strength and hope and miracles.
Rose and Jerry <nystromrose@aol.com>
Omaha, NE usa - Monday, October 27, 2008 1:02 AM CDT

The pastor of St. Robert Belarmy gave the homily at mass at Christ the King this evening. It was so wonderful and I thought of you guys traveling today and knew you were bathed in Jesus' love. I pray the answers this trip brings will be the ones we have all been waiting to hear.
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Sunday, October 26, 2008 9:37 PM CDT

Just thinking of you and hoping you had a safe trip. Covering you in prayers and sending you lots of hugs and positive energy. love, sylvia

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Sunday, October 26, 2008 8:20 PM CDT

Hi, Vodickas! Hope you had a safe trip. Praying for you. Love, Aliza
Aliza Goldstein
- Sunday, October 26, 2008 6:46 PM CDT

Hi Missy & Ryan,
My entire church prayed for Ryan this morning, for safe travel for the 2 of you, a miracle here on earth & peace for all of you. Hang in there & trust God. I continue to pray for you all. Love Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA USA - Sunday, October 26, 2008 6:08 PM CDT

Will be thinking about you and saying prayers for good results and safe travel. Love, Barb & Bill
Barb Daley <babs228@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne USA - Sunday, October 26, 2008 5:11 PM CDT

Many prayers for safe easy travel and solid answers once you get there!
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, - Sunday, October 26, 2008 11:37 AM CDT

Our prayers travel with you!
Dawn, Dennis, Peter Zucca
Harleysville, PA - Saturday, October 25, 2008 10:24 PM CDT

Missy,

Please see email sent. Love you all!

The Nesmith's
Malissa Nesmith (www.caringbridge.org/ks/canon) <mjnesmith@msn.com>
- Wednesday, October 22, 2008 3:12 AM CDT

I was just thinking about Ryan and hoping he is still hanging in there as he waits to go to Texas next week. Praying for you all and sending you a hug, Missy.
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Tuesday, October 21, 2008 9:50 PM CDT

We continue to pray for Ryan and your family. We hope your trip to Texas goes well.
Anna Young & Family
Omaha, NE - Tuesday, October 21, 2008 3:50 PM CDT

One step at a time. Many prayers all at once. I pray for you guys all the time, but the one step at a time thing is not my forte--I keep breaking toes.

Hug each other. My kids aren't speaking and I want to knock their heads together.
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Friday, October 17, 2008 11:21 PM CDT

MY SAVIOR'S LAP
By Carol Schantz, Bridgeville PA

Sometimes I'm too tired to pray,
Sometimes I'm too scared to face the day,
My head I place on my pillow to nap,
It's firm softness I imagine as my Savior's lap,
My burdens so heavy are made light,
My spirit rests peacefully for another blessed night.

Thought of you all when I read this prayer. I hope tonight you will be able to rest your head.
Much love, Sylvia

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Thursday, October 16, 2008 8:39 PM CDT

Hi Missy,
We continue to keep Big Ryan and your whole gang in our prayers. Lots of love to you!
Dawn
P.S. Trish plays nice even if she doesn't wear her play clothes
Dawn, Dennis & Peter Zucca <rosejellyjakesplace@msn.com>
Harleysville, PA - Thursday, October 16, 2008 6:26 PM CDT

Hi Missy,
Thanks for the update, I've been holding my breath for days & Ryan's not my son. I cannot imagine what this has been like for Ryan & your family. I had dinner with our special friend, Peter, on Tuesday & gave him a light-up tambourine. That child is so sweet & gives the best hugs! He was a bit annoyed that I did not have my play clothes on, since I went right after work. :-)

Hang in there, we're all continuing to pray for Ryan's earthly miracle. Love, Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA USA - Thursday, October 16, 2008 2:13 PM CDT

Just checking in and hoping it's a good day for you guys. Not much longer and you guys will be headed to Texas and be getting some good answers as to what is next for Ryan. We have you in our prayers all the time.
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Tuesday, October 14, 2008 8:00 AM CDT

Missy; We continue to pray as you head to San Antonio. I just returned from Houston, TX. What I noticed is that it's soooo BIG.... It was my first time in Texas but it wont be my last. Sarah has a 2009 wedding in Texas. That will be exciting. We will be looking forward to something good coming from San Antonio. We will continue to pray you through the trip & beyond
Pat & Bryan Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY USA - Tuesday, October 14, 2008 5:09 AM CDT

Ryan is the bravest kid I know. We will pray for both those things. Love and prayers for your family. My heart goes out to you, Missy. I know that you would love to get off the rollercoaster with a healthy Ryan!
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Monday, October 13, 2008 9:52 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,
Just checking in, I'm sorry that things are not going well. Continuing to pray for you & good news from Texas. Love Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA USA - Sunday, October 12, 2008 9:56 PM CDT

Missy, sorry to hear that Ryan is having a tough time right now. Wanted to let you know I'm sending thoughts and prayers your way that Ryan will find some pain relief and and they will be able to help him in Texas.

Valrae Briscoe (Mark Briscoe's mom)
Valrae Briscoe <valraebriscoe@comcast.net>
Roseville, Ca Placer - Sunday, October 12, 2008 9:23 PM CDT

We are praying for the same thing! Little or no pain and Ryan's miracle at the end of the month! Love, Barb & family
Barb Daley <babs228@cox.net>
Omaha, NE USA - Friday, October 10, 2008 7:54 PM CDT

I hope that you can get a new medicine in Texas soon. Sending prayers and positive thoughts your way for some answers for Ryan.
www.caringbrige.org/visit/drewwiesman
Brenda Everson-Wiesman <bewstudio@cox.net>
Omaha, NE USA - Friday, October 10, 2008 9:50 AM CDT

Missy; Sorry to read that Ryan is having a hard time. I actually head to Houston, TX today to visit my oldest daughter Sarah. I'm only there for the weekend. Head back on Monday evening. Is it MD Anderson that you are heading to? Take Care
Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY USA - Friday, October 10, 2008 5:56 AM CDT

My heart hurts for all you are going through. I will be in Texas this weekend with my kids and grandkids. So I will add to my prayers that God give this new doctor Ryan's cure. Maybe being in the same state as the doctor will help?
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net.>
omaha, ne usa - Thursday, October 9, 2008 1:42 AM CDT

Wishing you much luck in Texas. Hoping and praying this will be the one that will make you better with a miracle.
Hope you are feeling better and that your days won't be too long before you get to Texas. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Rose and Jerry <nystromrose@aol.com>
Omaha, NE usa - Wednesday, October 8, 2008 11:14 PM CDT

Missy,

This is tiring isn't it? I hope that Ryan is doing better as I type this. My heart is with you, girl. One day at a time. Live in the moment of now. Enjoy today (or at least pray for peace for this moment.)
Ryan has a great mother and I'm sure he knows it. Take care of yourself girl.....one day at a time!
Tracy
Tracy <t2morgan@hotmail.com>
Sanger, CA USA - Wednesday, October 8, 2008 11:38 AM CDT

Prayers are being sent your way. May Ryan find the strength to keeping pushing forward and the Dr's find the right combination to clean this up.

Hugs & Prayers
Angel Haley's family forever
www.caringbridge.org/ne/haleygirl
Patti <www.haleym10@windstream.net>
Panama, Ne - Tuesday, October 7, 2008 4:59 PM CDT

Hello-
I have been reading ryan's page for a while. I am pat corwin's oldest daughter, emily's sister! Ive heard so much about you and your family. Missy, where in Texas are you going to? I live in Houston!
sarah <scorwin@hotmail.com>
houston, tx - Tuesday, October 7, 2008 10:37 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,
I'm sorry to hear that you're having a hard time. I continue to pray for you & the rest of your family. Hang in there & keep fighting the fight. Love, Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA USA - Tuesday, October 7, 2008 9:38 AM CDT

Just checking in on Ryan and letting you know that prayers are still coming your way from Connecticut. May this doctor in Texas be the answer for him! Stay strong

Love,
Karen www.caringbridge.org/ct/jordan/
karen marquis <kmfm66@sbcglobal.net>
- Tuesday, October 7, 2008 8:14 AM CDT

Many prayers for Ryan to feel good and stay tough. Hoping for good things at your apt. in Texas. Hoping those Chiefs win soon too!
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, - Tuesday, October 7, 2008 7:40 AM CDT

Just thinking about the Vodicka family. I hope TX has something good to offer Ryan. I am amazed by your strength, Ryan! You are the man!
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Sunday, October 5, 2008 3:23 PM CDT

Ryan, you are a special person with a special family. Praise and thank the Lord.
Rose and Jerry <nystromrose@aol.com>
Omaha, NE usa - Saturday, October 4, 2008 10:44 PM CDT

Hi, guys. Just checking in. Love, Aliza
Aliza Goldstein
- Saturday, October 4, 2008 6:54 PM CDT

May it be a small comfort knowing that so many are praying. We continue to pray for Ryan & your entire family.
Pat & Bryan Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY USA - Saturday, October 4, 2008 5:34 AM CDT

Ryan, To let you know you are in our thoughts and prayers. Also your family. You are a wonderful, strong, courageous person and very inspiring. Thank you. I am sure God is proud of you. I know we are.
Rose and Jerry Nystrom <nystromrose@aol.com>
Omaha, NE usa - Saturday, October 4, 2008 0:03 AM CDT

Still praying for your beautiful Ryan.

Maria <iaconelli1411@aol.com>
Vineland, NJ USA - Friday, October 3, 2008 3:56 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,
Just checking in. I continue to pray for you, as I have since I first heard about you & your mom a few years ago. Love, Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale , PA USA - Friday, October 3, 2008 1:21 PM CDT

Ryan - I check on you daily and as I do, I remind God that we are still in need of your miracle. Praying today for strength for you and your family.
Sandy
Columbus, IN USA - Friday, October 3, 2008 8:26 AM CDT

I don't usually pray out loud when I am alone. Tonight I followed the advice on the guestbook and did.
flo <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Thursday, October 2, 2008 10:48 PM CDT

Hang in there, Ryan! We will double-up on the prayers for your miracle to happen now! You are the TOUGH GUY, you know! Love, Barb & Bill
Barb Daley <babs228@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne USA - Thursday, October 2, 2008 9:52 PM CDT

HANG ON MAN! you are a fighter....a DSRCT WARRIOR
I have you in my prayers EVERY day

We are sending our strength all the way from Vernon, NJ
the Sweetman girls
Tina Sweetman <tinas@warwick.net>
- Thursday, October 2, 2008 9:26 PM CDT

Have you contacted Washington University in St. Louis. Their cancer center is called Siteman. Wash. U. is in the top 10 hospitals in the country.
Kay <iamk511@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, MO - Thursday, October 2, 2008 8:03 PM CDT

I am so sorry to hear that things are not as good as they should be! I check in everyday to see how things are going, and my heart and prayers are with you and your family.
Marie D'Ambroso <mdambroso@mtplcsd.org>
Thornwood, NY - Thursday, October 2, 2008 9:29 AM CDT

Just letting you know that I'm thinking about you. xoxo

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Wednesday, October 1, 2008 7:40 PM CDT

Hi Ryan,
Just wanted to let you know I am praying for your healing & that you will feel better. Love, Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA USA - Wednesday, October 1, 2008 10:40 AM CDT

I don't check up on Ryan's page enough, I'm sorry to hear about your brother and please wish Ryan a Happy Birthday. Tim has an onco appt. tomorrow, no sleep for Mom tonight, you know how that goes. I hope soon that there is something Ryan can get that will work miracles! He deserves it!
Laurie <lmilnes@comcast.net>
- Monday, September 29, 2008 10:22 PM CDT

Hi,
Just checking in for the latest & to let you know I,too, contnue to pray for Ryan's miracle & peace & rest for all of you.
Love to all, Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA USA - Friday, September 26, 2008 7:20 AM CDT

"Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see." Hebrews 11:1 (NIV) "Contend O Lord with those who contend with me; fight agaisnt those who fight against me." Psalm 35:1 We have faith that this cancer is not from God, it is a foreign enemy that cannot stand up against the power of Jesus Christ who continues to heal and deliver the sick and the lame.
Have faith and believe that Jesus Christ has the power to cast this sickness out of your body and proclaim it with your mouth. This combination can move mountains. "The words of your mouth will not come back empty" Speak words of life. Proclaim His promises out loud and continue to push the enemy back by believing and speaking the word of God. Fear is a doorway to the enemy and is a very natural thing but God will give you the supernatural faith to conquer it. Continue to gather together and pray. "Where two or more are gathered together to pray there is power."
Let us all proclaim out loud that this new specialist WILL have a new treatment plan for Ryan and it WILL be succesful. Don't give up Ryan! There are supernatural forces all around you that cannot be seen with physical eyes. I come in Jesus Christ's name.
Christina
- Thursday, September 25, 2008 10:58 AM CDT

Still praying for Ryan's 30th birthday! And that help is on the way.
flo <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, Ne usa - Wednesday, September 24, 2008 3:30 PM CDT

Thinking of all of you & continue to pray!
Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY USA - Tuesday, September 23, 2008 5:33 AM CDT

Thinking of you guys and wanting to wish Ryan a Happy Birthday!
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Saturday, September 20, 2008 7:29 AM CDT

Happy Birthday to YOU!
~The Fraser's
Mike, Tami, Jack, Ryan, & Joe <mt3boys@cox.net>
LaVista, NE USA - Friday, September 19, 2008 9:35 PM CDT

First of all, Happy Bday Ryan. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. You are such an inspiration. Hope you enjoy your day.
Jenny Phelps <sono2008@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Friday, September 19, 2008 5:51 PM CDT

At nine o'clock tonight,Central, my voice will be added to all of the others to lift Mike in prayer...and to pray for Ryan's 30th birthday!
flo <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Friday, September 19, 2008 3:54 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN!! :)
Katie Dolphens <KDolphens@yahoo.com>
- Friday, September 19, 2008 12:44 AM CDT

Happy 29th Ryan!
Love, Barb
Barb Daley <babs228@cox.net>
Omaha, NE USA - Friday, September 19, 2008 9:54 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Ryan!
Amy, Austin, Haley <amy.hiykel@vertrue.com>
Omaha, NE USA - Friday, September 19, 2008 8:26 AM CDT

Many prayers are being sent your way as you hold onto those beautiful memories of your brother Mike, know that he will continue to walk along side of you as Ryan continues to move forward each day with his own fight.

Continue to Trust in God
Angel Haley's family forever
www.caringbridge.org/ne/haleygirl
Patti <www.haleym10@windstream.net>
Panama, ne - Thursday, September 18, 2008 9:32 PM CDT

Missy, I am so, so sorry about your brother, Mike. Brothers are a special part of your family life. Godspeed Mike, and prayers for your family.

Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Thursday, September 18, 2008 9:02 PM CDT

Praying for your family!
Heather Duckworth
Tampa, FL - Thursday, September 18, 2008 12:28 AM CDT

Thoughts and Prayers with your entire family!!!

God Speed Mike
Cody Roteliuk <rodncody@srt.com>
Sawyer , ND 58781 - Thursday, September 18, 2008 11:57 AM CDT

I am so sorry for your loss. I am thinking and praying for all of you, especially for Ryan. My heart breaks for you so much!
Marie D'Ambroso <mdambroso@mtplcsd.org>
Thornwood, NY Westchester - Thursday, September 18, 2008 11:41 AM CDT

Missy,

I am so sorry about your brother, what else is there to say.

To everyone that reads this post, if you're available, please join me tonight in prayer for Ryan, Missy & the rest of Mike's family at 10:00 eastern time, I believe that's 9:00 Omaha time. We can join hands in prayer, Flo. Thanks for suggesting it.
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA USA - Thursday, September 18, 2008 9:24 AM CDT

Missy
I am so sorry to hear about Mike. our thought will be with your family and with Bev and her family.
Sue <goldenarm68127@aol.com>
ralston, ne - Thursday, September 18, 2008 8:07 AM CDT

So sorry to hear about your brother. Many prayers of strength and the support of good friends as you say goodbye to Mike. How hard for all of you to have to go through this in the middle of Ryan's fight.
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, - Thursday, September 18, 2008 7:25 AM CDT

Just got an email from Carol. I had no idea Mike was close to flight. He is free on his wings, but almost unbelievable that you are all having such a cross to bare. We should find a way to hold hands in prayer. I believe in group energy and group prayer. Right now, just know that so many people love you guys and hold you in our hearts and prayers.
flo <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Thursday, September 18, 2008 0:31 AM CDT

Lifting you all up in prayer....
Sara Hughes <dshughes@iowatelecom.net>
New Virginia, IA USA - Wednesday, September 17, 2008 11:13 PM CDT

Missy and family, our thoughts and prayers are always with you all. What amazing courage and strength your family has!
Shanna Afana <snoell8@yahoo.com>
Omaha, NE - Wednesday, September 17, 2008 9:43 PM CDT

Hello. I am a friend of the Knudsen's and I met you once at a Candlelighter's meeting. I am praying that something opens up for Ryan in a treatment somewhere soon. Hang in there!
www.caringbridge.org/visit/drewwiesman
Brenda Everson-Wiesman <bewstudio@cox.net>
Omaha, NE USA - Wednesday, September 17, 2008 8:16 PM CDT

Keeping the prayers coming!
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, - Wednesday, September 17, 2008 3:49 PM CDT

Sending thoughts and prayers your way, for Mike and Ryan.
Love, Aliza and family
Aliza Goldstein
- Wednesday, September 17, 2008 2:18 PM CDT

Missy,
I am sure you are still reeling from Ryans's news. I just know there is something out there for him. Hang tough, his miracle will come.
Kim Harris <simplykimh@yahoo.com>
Bellevue, NE USA - Wednesday, September 17, 2008 9:24 AM CDT

We'll keep praying!!!! Your entry reminds me of that Far Side cartoon about the Crisis Clinic on fire, about to go over the falls. Plenty of crisis to go around at the Vodicka house! Praying for calm soon!

Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Tuesday, September 16, 2008 0:15 AM CDT

Prayers and more prayers are being said for your whole family. I've never met Ryan, but from your updates and stories I know he is a beautiful man inside and out and your latest update proves it once again.
Love,
Karen www.caringbridge.org/ct/jordan/
Karen Marquis <kmfm66@sbcglobal.net>
- Monday, September 15, 2008 10:15 AM CDT

Missy,
Just checking in, I'm sorry things are so tough for your family right now. Just remember the Lord loves Rayn, Mike & the rest of your family even more than you do.

I will continue to pray for Ryan & the rest of your family.

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you & not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart." Jeremiah 29:11-13

Love, Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA USA - Monday, September 15, 2008 8:16 AM CDT

Missy,
I know how heart broken you must be of this news. My heart goes out to you and your family. Hold on to what you have today and focus on a treatment plan for your son. There is someone out there that will help him, just be strong and fight for what Ryan deserves. Ryan has the will to live and the strength to fight....stand strong, stand together and kick some a**!
Sending well wishes from New Jersey
the Sweetman girls!

tina sweetman <tinas@warwick.net>
- Sunday, September 14, 2008 7:00 PM CDT

Ryan,
Hang tough my friend, you are a fighter. The past four years are proof of that. Stay focused and keep your eyes on the prize(life). the Sweetman girls send ALL of their strength all the way from Vernon, New Jersey
The Sweetmans <tinas@warwick.net>
- Sunday, September 14, 2008 6:49 PM CDT

Missy and Ryan - All I can say is that I'm sorry for what you are going through. Cancer sucks! (especially DSRCT!) Keep trying, keep believing, and don't give up hope. Cherish each and every moment. "Cherish yesterday, dream tomorrow, LIVE TODAY!" Love, Misty (Trent's mom)
Misty Ueckert <misty.ueckert@ballingerisd.net>
Ballinger, tx usa - Sunday, September 14, 2008 12:00 AM CDT

Missy, Ryan & Family; We continue to pray for a cure. We will pray for continued positive attitudes. Ryan, you have really been an inspiration to so many in this world of Cancer. May it be a comfort to you knowing that so many people are backing you with some powerful prayers.
Pat & Bryan Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY USA - Saturday, September 13, 2008 8:21 AM CDT

Our family is praying hard for something, ANYTHING, for Ryan to try. What an amazing attitude he has. I'll never forget how much just talking with him helped us when he visited when Sky had his transplant at UNMC. Cris Berry (forever Sky's grammy).
Cris Berry <cris1966@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne USA - Friday, September 12, 2008 10:01 AM CDT

I came to your page through JoAnna Wilson's and have been following Ryan for a few years. I am so sorry that you didn't get better news. Keep fighting!
Liz Healy <lizhealy@mac.com>
Thornwood, NY United States - Thursday, September 11, 2008 9:57 PM CDT

Thank God for a safe return home and for Ryan's unfailing faith and humor.
flo <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Wednesday, September 10, 2008 2:56 PM CDT

Man! Ryan IS the man! I am so impressed with his positive attitude! I am guessing he learned that somewhere around the house. :) There is little to loose and everything to gain by continuing to treat and look for options. Praying someone has the answer for Ryan.
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Wednesday, September 10, 2008 1:35 PM CDT

Missy, Rayn & family,
I am so sorry to hear this news. My heart is heavy, too. I will continue to pray for the cure, as well as peace for all of you while you wait for answers. Keep up the faith, Heaven's gates are being bombarded with prayers for Ryan. If there is anything I can possibly do to help, in addition to prayer, let me know. Love, Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA USA - Wednesday, September 10, 2008 9:23 AM CDT

I am so sorry, Missy. I know you expected it, but hearing it makes it all so real. Hoping and praying that one of the big 3 can come up with a plan for Ryan. Sending you a big hug!
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Wednesday, September 10, 2008 8:42 AM CDT

Hi...I follow your website everyday and I am always thinking and praying for you.
Marie D'Ambroso <mdambroso@mtplcsd.org>
Thornwood, NY - Wednesday, September 10, 2008 8:42 AM CDT

Hate to hear the latest news on scans. Makes me so sad and angry for you guys. Keep at it and hang in there. Many prayers for Ryan and your brother.
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, - Wednesday, September 10, 2008 8:22 AM CDT

Definitly not the news you wanted. What is Ryan's take on all of this? We pray for the fight, the search, and a cure.
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Tuesday, September 9, 2008 10:40 PM CDT

Praying for you to find some answers and the guidance you need to make decisions.
Sara Hughes <dshughes@iowatelecom.net>
New Virginia, IA USA - Tuesday, September 9, 2008 9:42 PM CDT

Vodicka's
I am sorry ~ that's not the news you wanted to hear.
Send out your emails and talk to those Doctors.
Somewhere there is a treatment and a "plan" for Ryan.
We will be praying as you search...
The Fraser's
Mike, Tami, Jack, Ryan, and Joe <mt3boys@cox.xet>
LaVista, NE USA - Tuesday, September 9, 2008 6:48 PM CDT

We will pray that God guides your search! Keep the faith for the cure! Love, Bill & Barb
Barb Daley <babs228@cox.net>
Omaha, NE USA - Tuesday, September 9, 2008 5:28 PM CDT

Prayers to each of you and especially Ryan. Those words that they tell us"quality vs quantity"....are SO damn unfair & wrong. Don't give up-continue to research & find what Ryan needs. We continued to search for the next treatment-locally or far away, that doesn't matter. Ask for help from others to research what you need-you can't possibly do it all on your own-turn to your friends and followers "they will help".

Prayers & Hugs
Angel Haley's family forever
www.caringbridge.org/ne/haleygirl
Patti <www.haleym10@windstream.net>
Panama, Ne - Tuesday, September 9, 2008 4:38 PM CDT

MISSY RYAN AND FAMILY
I AM SO SORRY TO HEAR THE RESULTS. MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU. WE WILL KEEP YOU IN OUR THOUGHT AND PRAYERS. LETS PRAY YOU FIND A SARCOM CENTER THAT CAN HELP RYAN.
SUE LARSON <GOLDENARM68127@AOL.COM>
RALSTON, NE - Tuesday, September 9, 2008 4:23 PM CDT

Just checking in on you guys. Always praying. Love, Aliza
Aliza Goldstein
- Tuesday, September 9, 2008 11:43 AM CDT

Vodicka's~
We are praying for all of you!!!
The Fraser's
Mike, Tami, and boys <mt3boys@cox.net>
La Vista, NE USA - Tuesday, September 9, 2008 10:39 AM CDT

WE ARE PRAYING FOR ALL OF YOU
SUE <GOLDENARM68127@AOL.COM>
RALSTON, NE - Tuesday, September 9, 2008 10:14 AM CDT

We are thinking of your family today and praying for Ryan and Mike to have some good news.
Anna Young & Family <rickyoung@cox.net>
- Tuesday, September 9, 2008 9:11 AM CDT

Just checking in for results, and I see there are none yet. Sending all the positive vibes and prayers I can muster!!! And one big hug!
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Tuesday, September 9, 2008 9:06 AM CDT

I'm praying for a miracle for Ryan, Mike, and anyone with cancer!

God bless all of you!!!
Kay
St. Louis, MO - Tuesday, September 9, 2008 8:05 AM CDT

It's 1:30am, Tuesday, 9th. Maybe mine will be the first prayers of the day for Ryan's scan results to be really good ones. Hope the trip home is uneventful. Prayers also for Mike, and so, so many others. Missed you tonight, Missy.
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Tuesday, September 9, 2008 1:36 AM CDT

Praying for you guys...Love, Aliza and family
Aliza Goldstein
- Monday, September 8, 2008 10:01 PM CDT

Prayin for a miracle!!!!!!!!!!
Cody Roteliuk <rodncody@srt.com>
Sawyer, ND USA - Monday, September 8, 2008 2:15 PM CDT

I will be praying for "Ryan's Miracle" tomorrow.
A Friend
- Sunday, September 7, 2008 6:35 PM CDT

Missy, Ryan & Family; Praying that this Fall finds everyone hanging in there! Missy, I can't imagine how hard this is for you to just "continue" down this path of treatment & scans. You & your family has been a real "inspiration" to our family. We're very fortunate to only have x-rays and dr. appointments very seldom. We continue to pray. Did I tell you that Emily asked Dr. Bolland if she could go roller-blading???? Can you believe that she even asked?????? Of course, he said ABSOLUTELY NOT!! Then proceded to let Emily know that if she ever "broke" her leg that he wouldn't be able to put it back together!! Hope that it sinks in to her "21" year old brain!! Kids are really something.......We love them though....
Pat & Bryan Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY USA - Saturday, September 6, 2008 11:49 AM CDT

I had to laugh a little about Ryan moving home and you being able to keep track of what he eats, Tim still doesn't eat like he used to and he is thinking of moving out and he said to me that he is moving far enough away so that I can't analyze him every day (he really didn't mean it and we had a laugh about it later). Keeping Ryan in my thoughts for safe travel and that these scans will be the ones!!!!
Laurie <lmilnes@comcast.net>
- Friday, September 5, 2008 10:06 PM CDT

We continue to pray! We're praying for a real break for Ryan. He's been on a long road! He's quite an amazing young man. Hang in there Vodika family.
Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga,, NY USA - Tuesday, September 2, 2008 6:06 PM CDT

Have a great trip and we will be doing our usual prayers for good results from the scans! Keep the faith! You have been so strong, I don't know how you do it! Love, Barb
Barb Daley <babs228@cox.net>
Omaha, NE USA - Sunday, August 31, 2008 2:17 PM CDT

Still praying for you. Ryan is such a handsome young man.
Many folks are praying for him...we just don't always sign in and let you know.
Maria
Vineland, NJ USA - Saturday, August 30, 2008 9:24 AM CDT

Sounds like a great trip, and to top it off, a 3 day weekend! So glad the radiation side-effects have diminished. Prayers for no pain.

flo thill <camen_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Friday, August 29, 2008 11:56 PM CDT

Ryan and Missy-
Sorry to hear the battle is tough again. I am thinking of you and hope this is just a slight bump in the road.
Barb Moffatt <barbmoffatt@huntel.net>
- Thursday, August 28, 2008 10:06 PM CDT

So great to read that Ryan is feeling better! That is awesome! Hope it's a great weekend for you guys!
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Thursday, August 28, 2008 6:19 PM CDT

I'm sure there is a reason to wait for scans, but I can't imagine the stress the wait causes. Maybe it is to let us all have more time for our prayers to effect a notable change. Let us all pray for that. Missy, I know so many people in OACCP who pray for Ryan and the rest of you, who ask for updates, but never visit the site. Sometimes I think it is too hard for some to bear the sadness of it all. I know I am guilty of being a lurker, even on this site. Mostly I check on the wonderous people you ask for prayers for. It helps me sometimes to feel that I "know" who I'm praying for, like it should make my prayers louder. I just don't often sign in. Perhaps I will gain the strengh to do so more often. Just know the prayers are always there.
Love you.
Flo Thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
Omaha, NE USA - Tuesday, August 26, 2008 9:15 PM CDT

I'm glad Ryan is done with the radiation. Prayers and good wishes continue to come your way from Connecticut.
Love,
Karen www.caringbridge.org/ct/jordan/
Karen <kmfm66@sbcglobal.net>
Bristol, ct - Monday, August 25, 2008 10:39 PM CDT

Hi Missy,
Hope all is well with you all. We are thinking of you. I hope the effects of radiation are not taking too hard a toll on Ryan. Just be there like you always are....One day at a time, girl!

Tracy Morgan <t2morgan@hotmail.com>
Sanger, CA USA - Monday, August 25, 2008 4:38 PM CDT

Hannah started eating "a little at a time" when she went through radiation and that diet has really stayed with her. Ryan can get more calories in if he just eats little meals OFTEN. If I did the Ryan and Hannah diet, I would just eat a LOT often, and that would be WAY bad. :) Know that we pray for Ryan every day. Praying for healing and for feeling better! Sending you a big hug, Missy.
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Monday, August 25, 2008 9:01 AM CDT

Hi Ryan! We just returned from taking Victor's dad to visit his brother in Diamond Beach NJ - spent time praying during the most beautiful sunrises!...I hope that this week will be filled with the beauty of a sunrise through the love of those around you. Praying that your stomach issues are resolved soon. ~ sylvia

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, PA - Sunday, August 24, 2008 9:07 PM CDT

Ryan -
Hang in there in the face of all these treatments that can be so daunting. I "know" you thru Peter Zuccas site and your recognizable strength. Go Ryan and Go Huskers and this year, I ask Ryan be the first winner !! Much support to all your family - and Missy, there are people praying for all of you that you ve never met!! I m recruiting more. Much respect for all of your fight. Jim
Jim
ridgefield , ct - Saturday, August 23, 2008 10:14 PM CDT

Praying for Ryan to gain an appetite and some weight! Praying for your family to feel the loving support of those of us out here who do check in to see how you're doing...we do care! Have a great weekend!!
Sara Hughes <dshughes@iowatelecom.net>
New Virginia, Iowa USA - Saturday, August 23, 2008 9:35 AM CDT

Hi Ryan,
Our thoughts and prayers are with you! Hope you start to feel better and for your mom's sake, gain some weight! Love ya, Barb
Barb Daley <babs228@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne USA - Friday, August 22, 2008 12:24 AM CDT

God bless your family! God is still in control.
Christina
Charleston, SC - Friday, August 22, 2008 12:23 AM CDT

You guys are constantly in our thoughts and prayers here in ND... Special prayers for scan's on the 8th.... Keep the faith, as hard as it is sometimes!!!!

Continued Prayers
Rod and Cody Roteliuk <rodncody@srt.com>
Sawyer, ND USA - Friday, August 22, 2008 11:52 AM CDT

It would help if these darned old sites had update notifications. Addle-brained blondes sometimes forget to check frequently! You know we are praying for Ryan every day, and I am with you--hoping and praying the discomfort is radiation related. Hoping and praying that radiation did the trick. Praying for Ryan's miracle. Sending you a big hug, Missy!
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Thursday, August 21, 2008 5:41 PM CDT

I don't remember how but about 2 years ago I found Ryan's caring bridge site. I am in awe of his personal strength, the strength of your family and your faith in God. These things keep me drawn to checking the site frequently and my own praying for "RYAN'S MIRACLE." (I also have a son named Ryan.) May Ryan and his family experience the peace that only God can bring to each of your hearts.
A friend
- Thursday, August 21, 2008 10:26 AM CDT

I check on Ryan daily and he is in my thoughts and prayers throughout each day many times. I know from first hand experience that support and faith is sometimes all we have. Know that Ryan and your entire family is lifted up to God. I have heard people say - oh, it's radiation, that's not nearly as bad as chemo - let me tell you - there are many side effects from radiation, one of which is depression - don't know how or why, but the doctors told us to expect it. Radiation is hard on a person's body and spirit. Ryan, I pray that the radiation has a good outcome and that you are back on the road to remission.
Sandy
Columbus, IN USA - Thursday, August 21, 2008 6:51 AM CDT

Keeping you guys in our thoughts and prayers that the discomfort and GI issues resolve very soon for Ryan. I'm sure it seems a never ending battle for you all at times, but Ryan will persevere. He is one tough cookie and he has a HUGE fan club!
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Wednesday, August 20, 2008 7:39 PM CDT

First time signing the guestbook, but a long time supporter of Ryan's. I understand how important it is to know that you are being supported. I check on Ryan daily and keep him in my prayers. I hope the discomfort is due to radiation.

A friend and supporter in AZ
Ann
(www.jack-schrooten.blogspot.com)
Ann <schrooten1@cox.net>
- Wednesday, August 20, 2008 6:00 PM CDT

I found Ryan's page by way of Peter's page. I have a son named Ryan and so I was interested in your Ryan.I've been following your Ryan's story. I don't know you....but, I'm praying for all of you. You look like a beautiful, caring family....stay strong.
Maria
Vineland, NJ USA - Wednesday, August 20, 2008 4:45 PM CDT

I, too, am another "stranger" to you. Ryan is not a stranger to me, though, as I check on him often and pray for him. I think you are such a wonderful, loving, family who represents all that is good in the world. I hope that Ryan feels better after the radiation is done so he can get back to enjoying his life. Please know how much you are all thought of by so many...
Alyssa
Canada - Wednesday, August 20, 2008 3:27 PM CDT

Check on Ryan every day and he is a constant in our prayers. Don't write often since we are far away in New Port Richey, Fl but we care about you all greatly and know that you are going to win this fight. Ryan has a lot of good things he is still needed for so he will get well.

God bless all of you family.

Jane King <tpjlking@earthlink.net>
New Port Richey, FL - Wednesday, August 20, 2008 2:29 PM CDT

I sign in everyday to pray and check on Ryan. Sorry I don't let you know that more often. I am a "stranger" so I although I check in, I don't sign in much. Ryan and your family are in my thoughts and prayers daily.

Beckie
Omaha, NE USA - Wednesday, August 20, 2008 9:11 AM CDT

OKAY, i AM A LURKER.. I check up daily but rarely sign.
I am here praying everyday for all of you.
Praying this is a side effect.
Hugs from Iowa,

Marjie <jmr@mahaska.org>
Oskaloosa, IA USA - Tuesday, August 19, 2008 9:25 PM CDT

Ryan and Missy, Thanks for thinking of Tim while he waits for Hurricane Fay to move out of Florida so that he can continue his vacation. I recently saw Peter and that little boy amazes me every time! He is a true miracle. I hope Ryan has some response to radiation, don't you just hate the wait to be scanned?! Radiation was the miracle for Tim so I'm hoping that Ryan gets his miracle also!
Laurie <lmilnes@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, August 19, 2008 9:25 PM CDT

Ryan, praying for you constantly that your miracle will be here soon!!
Supporter
Cedar Falls, IA USA - Tuesday, August 19, 2008 7:13 PM CDT

Ryan,
Even though I don't really post often you are always in my thoughts and prayers. I will always be a firm believer in you and God and I know you will get through this.
Beth
Tampa, Fl USA - Tuesday, August 19, 2008 6:11 PM CDT

RYAN AND MISSY

WE ARE STILL PRAYING FOR YOU EVERY DAY. YOU ARE ALWAYS IN OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS

SUE LARSON <GOLDENARM68127@AOL.COM>
RALSTON, NE - Tuesday, August 19, 2008 5:51 PM CDT

Hello to Ryan and Missy,
I received your entry in my son, Matthew's blog site. Matthew is also fighting DSCRT and has been since 06. You had asked for the current chemo regimen that Matthew is on. He is taking Temozolomide (Temodar), Irinotecan (Camptosar or CPT-11) and Avastin simultaneously - 1 wk on and 2 wks off. We are so thankful for good results from this regimen.
God bless you and your family as you continue this journey.
Nancy Fay
- Tuesday, August 19, 2008 9:40 AM CDT

Ryan, I use odd times to pray for you. During Mass, bedtime, whenever I check this site, driving, every time I get an email from your mom... Hope it all adds up. Joined together, I believe we have a strong voice.
Flo Thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne USA - Monday, August 18, 2008 11:08 PM CDT

Hello Ryan. We haven't talked in a while. I have been checking on your status. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Jenny <sono2008@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Friday, August 15, 2008 12:18 AM CDT

Ryan...
You will always be in my thoughts and prayers..

Jenni
Jennifer Schmid <jen@bfomaha.com>
omaha, ne 68164 - Friday, August 15, 2008 9:24 AM CDT

I don't know you personally, but I have been following Ryan's story for some time now. I just wanted you to know that I pray for Ryan and your family daily....I have been moved by his story and wish I could do more. Just know that even strangers pray for you and your family.
Stranger
Omaha, NE - Thursday, August 14, 2008 11:38 PM CDT

Missy & Family; Here's hoping for better days ahead. Your family has been a true inspiration to us. Hope that it helps just knowing that people are praying and care. This road has been very long for Ryan and your entire family. Wishing you a good weekend.
Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY USA - Thursday, August 14, 2008 8:52 AM CDT

Hoping for better days for Ryan and the rest of you. Maybe those side effect will subside with each treatment and for sure the radiation will bring him some pain relief. We have you all tight in our prayers for some strong answers treatment wise to come down the pike very soon! Keep the faith!
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Tuesday, August 12, 2008 8:20 PM CDT

hi~family~

how a have you been?

i'm doing fine. i'm just had to chemo 23times...

my born marrow is all country not match..

korea,china,japan,USA and so on...

maybe my plan is waiting for donate & chemo...

but tha't ok. i'm a rucky guy~ that's ok.

i wish always be happy your family so i'm pray for your family.

talk to you soon. bye.

younhyuklee <leeyhyuk@hanmail.net>
seoul, korea - Monday, August 11, 2008 11:06 PM CDT

I'm glad Ryan is getting some relief from radiation. Feeling better has to help. I am so glad for the "Angels" in your family's life. It's great to get some help when you need it! Keeping Ryan in my prayers!
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Monday, August 11, 2008 0:04 AM CDT

Hello there Missy, Ryan & family; Just a note to say that we continue to pray. We just LOVE those "angels among us".. Happy to hear that Ryan has a fun time coming. Great news about the car. I know that this has really been long and rough for your family. Hope that it helps to know that we love you guys and continue to pray for Ryan and your entire family.
Pat & Bryan Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY USA - Friday, August 8, 2008 5:07 AM CDT

Thank you to all the "Angels" among us. Thank you to Sylvia for helping my aunt Missy and uncle Dan with the idea for Ryan's car all extra help makes this journey one step easier. Thanks to the Zucca's for the tickets and hotel for the Chiefs game, my cousin endures some much on a daily basis that a trip like that gives him the relief he needs to keep up his fight.
The Hiykel's Amy,Austin and Haley <amy.hiykel@vertrue.com>
Omaha, NE USA - Thursday, August 7, 2008 9:48 PM CDT

Hi Ryan and Missy.....I'm sure your miracle is just around the corner, as always you're in our prayers. Cris Berry
Cris Berry <cris1966@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne - Monday, August 4, 2008 2:34 PM CDT

Hi Ryan & Missy,
Dawn told me things have gotten more challenging for you. I haven't posted awhile, you remain in my thoughts & prayers. I have 2 bits of "wisdom" to try to encourage you today.

The first I heard on a gospel radio station, "Every set back is a set-up for a come back".

The other comes from Jeremiah 29: 11-13 - "For I know the plans I have for you", declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart."

I cannot begin to imagine how difficult this journey has been for all if you. Be strong, knowing that your family is wrapped in prayer and that the Lord loves Ryan even more that you do, as He loves all of us.

Love Trish
Pat Marburger <pmarburger@verizon.net>
Lansdale, PA USA - Monday, August 4, 2008 9:13 AM CDT

Hi Ryan and Missy,
Keeping you all in our thoughts and prayers as always. Jordan did well with radiation, none of the skin burns or GI complications that we were warned about, but he did have a tough time maintaining his platellet count. He had to get platellets every other day for about 6 weeks.
Hugs and prayers that this road you're on starts to get a little smoother for you. ( especially since you have to be driving around in your mother's van right now ;-) )
Karen www.caringbridge.org/ct/jordan/
Karen Marquis <kmfm66@sbcglobal.net>
Bristol, Ct - Saturday, August 2, 2008 3:40 PM CDT

Hang in there, Ry. My prayers as usual for your miracle! You deserve one! Missy, let me know what you need! Love, Barb
Barb Daley <babs228@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne USA - Friday, August 1, 2008 3:23 PM CDT

Sad, hopeful, prayerful. Hang in there, Ryan, a world of friends are praying for you.
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
OMAHA, NE USA - Friday, August 1, 2008 12:38 AM CDT

I am hoping all wonderful things for Ryan. I have intermittenly come to his site since Kathy Wilson passed. She and I were friends since the 7th grade and boy are we old!

I am sorry to hear that ryan is sick again - i know kathy has a special place in her soul for all her friends on planet cancer (she used to call it that). Anyway i pray.
amy alpert <aalpert1@nyc.rr.com>
forest hills, ny usa - Friday, August 1, 2008 12:10 AM CDT

Missy and Ryan,

The Sweetman girls are praying as hard as we can for you and your family. Stay focused!

Thinking of you, the girls
TinaSweetman <tinas@warwick.net>
- Friday, August 1, 2008 5:38 AM CDT

Ryan, we pray for you every day. I hope for no bad side effects with the radiation. You are always in our thoughts.
Anna Young & Family <rickyoung@cox.net>
Omaha, NE 68116 - Thursday, July 31, 2008 8:35 PM CDT

Oiy! What a frustrating stretch for Ryan. I pray the CT was clear and he started radiation. Radiation for Hannah was a breeze, but never use her as your model. She seems bullet-proof when it comes to side effects. Missy, I feel so badly for you. There hasn't been much good news lately, and I know your heart is aching. I wish I could put my fingers on some magic pill that would make this all go away for Ryan. Praying hard for a miracle.
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Thursday, July 31, 2008 7:47 AM CDT

Many prayers for Ryan for radiation to zap that tumor and bring him some relief. Keep that radiated area moist with Aquafor and aloe. The treatments are usually quick and you can bring music in with you. Loved the idea of using visualization with the sound of the machine. Report any side effects with the doc and they can help you through them. Stay strong, Ryan and Family!
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Wednesday, July 30, 2008 8:28 AM CDT

I never, ever stop praying for you. Sending lots of hugs.
love, sylvia

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Tuesday, July 29, 2008 8:11 PM CDT

I have been reading and following everyone on Caringbridge for three years since Kathy Wilson passed away. I follow your journals everyday. I am praying for you, and for your wonderful family! I will always keep you in my prayers.
Marie D'Ambroso <mdambroso@mtplcsd.org>
Thornwood, NY Westchester - Tuesday, July 29, 2008 9:21 AM CDT

I know it doesn't make sense, but drink plenty of water. It made my husband very tired, his skin was dry and slightly burned. His was in his chest area (lung cancer). We were also told that depression can be a side effect of radiation - not sure how or why, but it was true. Ryan and your entire family have been in my prayers for a long time - I will continue to remember you all each day.
Sandy <sneidigh@cinergy.com>
Columbus, IN - Tuesday, July 29, 2008 7:19 AM CDT

We are hoping and praying that your radiation treatments go well for you and that it will zap that growth so it won't come back. It has helped alot of people. We are so saddened but we have alot of hope. Have hope and strength in the Lord and in yourself. You have shown such courage and strength so far and you can keep it up. Will be talking to the heavenly realm for you. Offer up your sufferings for your intentions and needs. You will be in our intentions and prayers and you still have prayers going all over the world. Prayers to your friends also. Take care and you are strong.
Rose and Jerry Nystrom <nystromrose@aol.com>
Omaha, NE usa - Monday, July 28, 2008 11:44 PM CDT

I used lots of aloe gell. Got pink, but not burned, but I only had 5 treatments a week for 6 weeks. When I first started, one of the techs told me that people often compained about the buzz/hum of the machine, even though the treatment time is short. From the get-go I visualized big ol' bees buzzing around gobbling up cancer cells. Didn't mind the noise at all! Call me if you need a ride.
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Monday, July 28, 2008 10:43 PM CDT

I am heart broken to hear this news. I send you all my strength at this time. Hang in there my friend, you are strong and you can continue this battle. I pray a cure will be here soon.

Thinking of you, the Sweetman girls!
tina sweetman <tinas@warwick.net>
- Monday, July 28, 2008 9:37 PM CDT

Praying for all of you. It is so hard to give it all to God, but if you read the book of James, it helps.. I continue to lift you in prayer and hope God reaches his hand out to grab it..
Hugs from Iowa,

Marjie <jmr@mahaska.org>
Oskaloosa, IA - Monday, July 28, 2008 4:40 PM CDT

Hi Missy and Ryan,
here is a bit of advice that worked for me. Radiation is actually not bad at all. The only side afects I had from it was somewhat of a sunburn. I'm sure the doctor will recommend it, but just in case make sure you ask for it. They have this wonderful gel type medicine patch specifically for burns. I don't remember what it was called, but any radiation doctor should have it. It is very cooling and comfortable.
On another note, I am praying for you constantly. Hang in there, one day soon, there will be a cure. Keep fighting, don't give up. God bless you all.
Christy in California
Christy Bull <christy.bull@intel.com>
Folsom, Ca. USA - Monday, July 28, 2008 12:43 AM CDT

Missy: I am bummed beyond belief for your family. I feel so much for Ryan, who has tried everything to get rid of this horrid disease. I pray that the NCI docs have something up their sleeves for Ryan, so he can get rid of this cancer once and for all. Sending you a big ((((hug))).
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Sunday, July 27, 2008 10:51 PM CDT

As always, you're in my prayers. Cris Berry (forever sky's grammy).
Cris Berry <cris1966@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne - Sunday, July 27, 2008 9:47 PM CDT

You are always in our prayers, but I don't mind saying a few extra for you Ryan! You've been fighting a long time so you know sometimes the path changes. I pray that this disease disappears from your life and that you find courage and strength as you continue to fight the battle until that happens. {{{Hugs}}} to you and your mom from Connecticut.

Karen www.caringbridge.org/ct/jordan/
Karen Marquis <kmfm66@sbcglobal.net>
- Sunday, July 27, 2008 8:02 PM CDT

Ouch! Lost a battle, not the war. Ryan is such a fighter. So this week I'll pray for a big "Hummer" to come to his aid.
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Friday, July 25, 2008 2:25 PM CDT

Many prayers for a strong plan coming up next. Barb is right - this takes you off the waiting game and back in to the action game. May be a blessing in disguise. Ryan, you are one strong hombre - keep it up, Buddy!
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, - Thursday, July 24, 2008 8:10 AM CDT

So now you don't have to wait another four weeks to figure out what the next step is going to be! So what right now seems like a setback could be the break through! More prayers for the doctors to be lead by God! Love, Barb
Barb Daley <babs228@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne USA - Wednesday, July 23, 2008 9:42 AM CDT

Praying that you had a nice weekend away! The weather in our town has been "so rainy" and yucky!! I want the sunshine back! Take Care Missy!!
Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
- Monday, July 21, 2008 5:21 AM CDT

OK, just heard a not great weather prediction for Thursday evening. So now I'm praying for good weather for you all this weekend along with my "regular" prayer for you guys.
flo thill <camel_2004@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Wednesday, July 16, 2008 11:30 PM CDT

Hope you have a great weekend away from phones and TV. Leave the cell at home too! Love, Barb
No "thanks" are necessary, you would be the first one there for me!
Barb Daley <babs228@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne USA - Tuesday, July 15, 2008 4:15 PM CDT

Just checking in......we were on our annual camping trip - somewhat like a retreat - with family and friends. We continue to pray for you Ryan....and you too Mike - hope you had a nice birthday. love, sylvia

sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Monday, July 14, 2008 10:00 PM CDT

We will continue to pray for your family & also Mike
Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, July 12, 2008 5:14 PM CDT

Hoping you guys have a great 4th of July! Hoping the pain has stayed at bay lately too! Have a great weekend!
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Friday, July 4, 2008 8:06 AM CDT

Have a great 4th of July weekend. Happy to read that Ryan is holding his own! Stable is good! We continue to pray.
Pat & Bryan Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY USA - Friday, July 4, 2008 5:32 AM CDT

Peeking in to say "hi" and check on the last trip. It's amazing how one can latch onto words like "stable" and "minimal." We welcome those words, but so want to here words like "gone" and "pain free" and "cure." We send prayers for those words and all they will mean for Ryan.
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Thursday, July 3, 2008 11:02 PM CDT

Hi Ryan and Missy,
That's great that it is stable!...I'm praying for NED and NO PAIN!!!!!!!! I was so glad to finally meet you Ryan on our last trip to Maryland. Please let us know if there is anything we can do. We will keep the prayers coming for a CURE!
Much love and hugs,
Erin and Daniel
Erin Eppinette <erin_eppinette@yahoo.com>
Camden, Ar - Monday, June 30, 2008 8:48 AM CDT

So glad you are home ok, Ryan. Hope the Ritalin helps-you may learn what it means to be "jazzed." I was also happy to see the entry from JoAnna Wilson. I hope she is doing well. Still pray for her and her mom along with you, your family and so many others.
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Thursday, June 26, 2008 11:32 PM CDT

Missy & Ryan; We continue to pray. It's a tough thing to think that you're still trying to find a drug to get Ryan NED!! Hang in there, Love the new picture of the walk. With all the GREEN shirts...
Pat & Bryan Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY USA - Thursday, June 26, 2008 9:56 AM CDT

Not knowing squat about Ryan's cancer, I am wondering how local control is achieved at the tumor site. For Ewings, it is surgery and/or radiation. I think your questions are good ones, Missy. I am very happy that things are stable, but I can't imagine your frustration that there isn't movement toward "gone!" I am swamped at the momemt, but I will call for lunch. After the 4th looks good for me. We keep Ryan in our prayers!
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Wednesday, June 25, 2008 11:07 PM CDT

Hi Ryan and Missy!
I'm not sure if you remember me (or if we ever met for that matter...I was on a lot of drugs for most of my treatment), but my mom always spoke highly of you guys and how you handled everything. I'm sorry to hear that your still dealing with everything cancer, and I hope that everything will get better too. Good luck with anything and everything!

-JoAnna Wilson
JoAnna Wilson <wilson59@tcnj.edu>
- Wednesday, June 25, 2008 8:12 PM CDT

Love hearing there is no growth! Many prayers that they find something soon for the next rounds of treatment! Keep at it, Ryan! You will be cancer free! Don't believe otherwise!
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, - Wednesday, June 25, 2008 2:58 PM CDT

So glad to hear results are stable. Hope they can help you with the pain. The Goldsteins are still praying everyday for a full, complete cure for you! Love, Aliza
Aliza Goldstein
- Tuesday, June 24, 2008 12:55 AM CDT

Stable is good; shrinking would be better; GONE would be best. So, our prayers continue for the BEST results and for an easy flight tomorrow. God knows His plan for all of us, but there are days I wish we had a little more information about the plan.
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Monday, June 23, 2008 10:30 PM CDT

You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Terri Phillips <tkp58@cox.net>
Omaha, - Monday, June 23, 2008 10:09 PM CDT

Glad to hear the results are stable I will continue to pray for no pain and a cure
Sue Larson <goldenarm68127@aol.com>
ralston, ne - Monday, June 23, 2008 6:22 PM CDT

Ryan ~ Have been thinking of you and praying for you all day today - just got home from work and saw the message about the flight delay...again. I've been thinking only positive thoughts and hope that the results of the scans are favorable. Hope you can feel the love we're sending.
Hugs for you too Missy! love, sylvia

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, PA - Monday, June 23, 2008 2:37 PM CDT

Hi, Ryan and Missy. You guys are in our thoughts and prayers today. Lots of love, Aliza
Aliza Goldstein
- Monday, June 23, 2008 1:38 PM CDT

Ryan,
You are in our thoughts and prayers but I'm sure you know that. Still have my rosary and will add a few more prayers for you today for good scans and tomorrow for travel! Love, Bill & Barb
Barb Daley <babs228@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne USA - Monday, June 23, 2008 1:27 PM CDT

Ryan and Missy and family - We're sorry to hear of the pain and delays and all that has been happening to you as you fight the cancer. Our prayers are with you and the doctors and all those who are trying to help. God be with you always. Marcia & Tony
Marcia Jones <marciajones21@cox.net>
Omaha, NE USA - Monday, June 23, 2008 10:59 AM CDT

Ryan and Missy
I continue to pray for a cure and no pain
Sue Larson <goldenarm68127@aol.com>
Ralston, ne - Monday, June 23, 2008 10:47 AM CDT

Sorry to read that once again Ryan had trouble with his flight. That must be very hard on him. And the parents I know! We continue to pray for Ryan & your family. May something break soon for Ryan. Have a good summer. Enjoy the sunshine.
Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY USA - Wednesday, June 18, 2008 5:20 AM CDT

I guess the airlines can't control the weather, but I wonder if they knew that Ryan is in pain and has cancer, if they would comp him into the executive lounge when there is this kind of delay. It might be worth a call to the airline in advance of a flight. I didn't know there was such a thing until my daughter started traveling so much with her job. Nor did I know that most airlines will sell a one-time pass to the lounge for around $50. I know that's not an option when Ryan is flying so often, but it makes you wonder whether or not he could get them to comp him in the event of another delay like this.

In the meantime, prayers for pain relief, cure, and no delays, please God.
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Monday, June 16, 2008 11:29 PM CDT

Hi Missy,
I had the pleasure of meeting Ryan for a few moments earlier in the clinic today. I recognized him from the pictures on here. I pray that this disease will leave quickly from his body. Daniel is in a Pet Scan right now. I am very anxious to get the results tomorrow! Whatever happens I know God is in control.
Much love and prayers,
Erin
www.caringbridge.org/visit/danieleppinette
Erin Eppinette <erin_eppinette@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 9, 2008 12:04 AM CDT

Missy: Sorry about the frustrations with treatment. It seems to go with the territory! I was bummed I didn't see you yesterday at the walk. What an awesome job all the teams did! Pretty electric day, I would say. I would love to do lunch some day. Name the time and place!
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Sunday, June 8, 2008 11:45 PM CDT

Missy, Ryan & family; Praying as you have the walk today. Thank-you for digging in deep with helping out. I haven't found what I can help with yet. We live in such a small town, but I'm sure that there are plenty of help I can give to someone. Take Care & continue fighting this fight.
Pat & Bryan Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY USA - Saturday, June 7, 2008 4:01 AM CDT

Hi Missy and Ryan,
We were always amazed that the trips to the hospital never seemed to flow more easily overtime too. You would think they would. I hope you have great weather for your walk on Saturday and that you raise lots of money for the fight against cancer. Thinking of you always.

Karen www.caringbridge.org/ct/jordan/
Karen Marquis <kmfm66@sbcglobal.net>
- Wednesday, June 4, 2008 8:40 AM CDT

Just checking in to say I'm thinking of you and praying for you and all with cancer. Hope the flight home was an easy one. The sky isn't as user friendly as it once was, is it?
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Sunday, June 1, 2008 0:47 AM CDT

Dear Ryan,I randomly stumbled across your web page and hope that I'm not intruding, but feel compelled to let you know that I will be another prayer warrior for you in this battle. I believe that God wants to work a miracle in your life (and I pray that it will come to pass in the name of Jesus Christ our Savior) so that you will bear testimony for the glory of God. I found your story on the web site of Duncan Aviation and was so glad to find that you are a warrior and are still fighting. God is good all of the time, no matter what happens- but I believe that you will win this war once and for all. "I have chosen you and have not rejected you. So DO NOT FEAR for I am with you." (Isaiah 41:9,10)
"We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed." (2 Cor. 4:8,9) Your strength is a source of inspiration. God Bless You!
Christina Engst <christyengst@yahoo.com>
Charleston, SC USA - Friday, May 30, 2008 1:29 AM CDT

Missy and Ryan,
Just wanted you to know I think of you all the time. I am walking with my girlfriend's daughters team Charli's Angels on the 7th so I'll see you there with Kaitlyn.

Wishing you safe travels and a cure soon!
Kim Harris <simplykimh@yahoo.com>
Bellevue, NE USA - Wednesday, May 28, 2008 10:06 AM CDT

Hi Ryan! Happy Monday! I still set aside 9pm each night to pray for your complete healing. Hoping that this will be a good week for you.

Both of our girls found places to live - both moving in to their places on 6/1 - one in Boston and one in DC! - so we're heading to Boston this weekend and DC the next. Michele has her second interview tomorrow at Dana Farber at 11AM - she was going to hang around with the "rents" until Wed, but when she received the call this morning asking if she could come tomorrow - or possibly Friday, she decided tomorrow would be best - she's on the road as we speak. Ugh! I'm not very fond of that drive.

Hang in there Ryan and know that we never forget you.

~ Sylvia

(give your mom a hug for me)
Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, PA - Monday, May 26, 2008 7:35 PM CDT

Ryan & Missy; We continue to pray for a CURE! Hope that your spring & summer days are uneventful. I'm sure that you're busy getting the yard ready for summer as we do. This time of year seems to be the very busiest. We're excited because Cathy is coming for a visit in June. She still lives in Michigan and we don't have much opportunity to see her. Just wanted to let you know that we continue to think of the Vodica family. Stay Strong on this long journey!!!
Bryan & Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY USA - Sunday, May 18, 2008 6:47 AM CDT

May that PET scan light just fade away as that cancer goes away. DIE, CANCER, DIE!! I keep praying that this is Ryan's answer. Hope you had a wonderful mother's day, Missy. :)
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, - Saturday, May 17, 2008 11:56 PM CDT

WOW! Can that family get any bigger?? What happened here in the past year? You guys fill up the whole computer screen!

Missy, I am so, so sorry I didn't get here to wish you a Happy Mother's Day, but here is a late one for you! You are very blessed with such a wonderful family.

Ryan, I was talking to Travis Worley the other day about you. We think about you all of the time and miss seeing you guys! We MUST make a trip up, or you come down, THIS SUMMER!! I mean it.

Love to all!!--Missy
Malissa Nesmith Canon Ball's Site <mjnesmith@msn.com>
Wichita, KS - Friday, May 16, 2008 9:03 PM CDT

Another day to be thankful for. Another flight that I hope is comfortable and ON TIME. I stopped mid-read on today's journal entry to pray for Ryan and all of the others mentioned or who have cancer. I know the cure will come. Please, Lord, let it be very soon.
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Tuesday, May 13, 2008 10:34 PM CDT

Hi Ryan ~ just stopping by to say hello, see how you're doing this night....hope you can feel the prayers.

Happy Mother's Day Missy. love, sylvia
Sylvia Pituch <smp75@msn.com>
Allentown, PA - Sunday, May 11, 2008 10:16 PM CDT

Ryan and your family continue to be in my prayers.
Terri Phillips <tkp58@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne Douglas - Saturday, May 10, 2008 0:38 AM CDT

I hate that I don't get journal update notifications from these older sites as I forget to look. I am glad Ryan is home and that they are working to get the pain under control. Stinks that there is any pain at all. I'm with you, Missy. 9 09 seems a long way off. Hope to see you soon in the great state of NE. Keeping you all in our prayers!
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Thursday, May 8, 2008 10:53 PM CDT

Keeping Ryan and all of you in our prayers. Hoping you get good results and a quick recovery from surgery. What an incredible warrior Ryan is to be fighting this beast for 4 years. We salute you, Ryan! You are an inspiration. Many prayers that soon you will be cancer free and not have to keep being that inspiration. Would love to see you be a normal 20 something guy looking for a job and a woman! Sending (((hugs))) to you and your mom!
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
O!, - Wednesday, May 7, 2008 10:36 AM CDT

Just want to welcome Ryan home and add my prayers to all of the others. Hope the acupuncture does its job. My son swears by it.

Oh,forgot to say thanks for naming all of the grandkids for us on the home page. :O)
flo thill <camel_2006@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Wednesday, May 7, 2008 1:05 AM CDT

Glad to see that Ryan is out of the hospital and on his way home.
You are always in our prayers.

Karen www.caringbridge.org/ct/jordan/
Karen Marquis <kmfm66@sbcglobal.net>
- Monday, May 5, 2008 8:27 PM CDT

Missy...we continue to pray for you and your family.
Joe Zawada <zawadajg@airproducts.com >
Laurys Station , PA USA - Monday, May 5, 2008 10:25 AM CDT

Ryan & Missy your story is so inspiring... You are so strong. Our family will be praying for you...

Laura, Mom of Cole
www.caringbridge.org/visit/coleowens
Laura Owens <lno.lno@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, MO - Thursday, May 1, 2008 3:10 PM CDT

Thinking of you all, always!
Kim Harris <simplykimh@yahoo.com>
Bellevue, NE USA - Thursday, May 1, 2008 2:03 PM CDT

Hope things are going well for you, Ryan! Thinking of you all the time!
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, - Wednesday, April 30, 2008 5:34 PM CDT

Hi Ryan
My name is Jenna and I came across your site. You are an inspiration, and such a positive person, I can tell. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.
caringbridge.org/visit/champ291
Jenna <nevergiveup301@aol.com>
Kamloops, BC Canada - Wednesday, April 30, 2008 0:46 AM CDT

I am the parent of a graduate of Full Sail, do not want to be admitted, but I would desperately like to have a car decal! I have my other children represented on my car and I need Full Sail on there!
Georgeanne J. Ingram <flower_fab_mom@yahoo.com>
Greensboro, NC USA - Tuesday, April 29, 2008 9:27 AM CDT

Missy, it was so good to see you this weekend. You are such a jewel! Your smile lights a room. You hug, congratulate, encourage. Your shoulders and heart are strong. I count myself among your fans and thank God for your presence. Mike and Ryan, along with all of you and all cancer victims, are always on my mind, in my heart, and in my prayers.
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Monday, April 28, 2008 0:47 AM CDT

Hoping Ryan's infection ends quickly and he can start treatment again soon. I'm sure it's hard having him so far away. Keeping you all in our prayers!
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, - Saturday, April 26, 2008 11:14 AM CDT

Lots has been happening. I don't get update confirmation from this sight and I don't know why. I was just wondering how things were going. A lot of things going I see. Hang in there. We will also be praying for Mike. I have 4 sisters and 3 brothers. I know that family is so precious. Hang in there Missy & Ryan... Life can sure have its twists & turns sometimes.
Pat & Bryan Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY USA - Friday, April 25, 2008 3:54 AM CDT

Missy, Sending lots of thoughts and hugs your way!!!!
Laurie <lmilnes@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, April 22, 2008 9:04 PM CDT

Missy, Sending lots of prayers and hugs your way. Love, Aliza
Aliza Goldstein
- Tuesday, April 22, 2008 8:19 PM CDT

Missy,
Hope all is well. Yeah, we need a cure. More kids diagnosed only like what 5 cured?! That's not cool! Tell Ryan to keep giving himself those shots! Put him to work! LOL!! Poor dude, not like he's got enough to worry about huh?

Hope to read good things later...take care and God bless!

www.caringbridge.org/visit/raymondalaniz
Tracy <t2morgan@hotmail.com>
Sanger, CA USA - Tuesday, April 22, 2008 12:03 AM CDT

Any help would be appreciated on treatment plans for DSRCT. My 9-year old son was diagnosed in February 2008.
Joe Zawada <zawadajg@airproducts.com >
Laurys Station , PA USA - Tuesday, April 22, 2008 9:30 AM CDT

Sheese, I don't check for two days and things go to hell in a handbasket. Actually, I wish I had the power to keep things on an even keel by just checking in. Hope Ryan is home by now (11:54 Mon. pm).
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Tuesday, April 22, 2008 0:00 AM CDT

Just checking for any results. Praying, praying...
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, - Monday, April 21, 2008 7:34 PM CDT

Just checking in to see if there is news that Ryan is out of the hospital. Praying for that first, then that the scans are good and that the trial will continue and WORK.
FLO THILL <camel_2003@cox.net>
OMAHA, NE USA - Saturday, April 19, 2008 11:24 PM CDT

Hopefully Ryan's fever is down and he is working toward geting out of the hospital. If you have low expections about the trial, then you won't get disappointed if it doesn't work. I get it. I truly hope you are wrong, of course! :) Hang in there! :)
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, - Friday, April 18, 2008 10:19 PM CDT

Sending LOTS of Prayers, and a big ((((((((((((((HUG)))))))))))))))))
Cody Roteliuk <rodncody@srt.com>
Sawyer, ND - Friday, April 18, 2008 2:40 PM CDT

Thinking of all of you and saying prayers. Love, Barb
Barb Daley <babs228@cox.net>
Omaha, NE USA - Friday, April 18, 2008 9:43 AM CDT

Oh, Missy. I am so sorry about Mike. I can read that you are worried about these tests for Ryan. Praying that his tests are positive and that Mike gets some good news as well. Sending you a big ((((hug)))).

Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, - Friday, April 18, 2008 1:14 AM CDT

I can appreciate you wait time on these tests. Ryan has been a special inspiration to me. I am at this time in remission and look forward to hearing the good news for Ryan. My prayers are with you and your family.
Lorrie Lamphier <lorrielamphier@yahoo.com>
Papillion, NE - Thursday, April 17, 2008 2:06 PM CDT

I don't know how you stand the waiting for results. I guess they have a lot of them to read and each one deserves undivided focus and attention. Doesn't make the waiting easier. Our hearts break. God glues the pieces together. The cracks heal, the scars stay to remind of us of the love we hold dear. Prayers for you all.
flo thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Wednesday, April 16, 2008 11:21 PM CDT

Still praying for minimum side effects, effective treatment, ultimate CURE!
Flo Thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
Omaha, NE USA - Tuesday, April 15, 2008 0:54 AM CDT

Ryan, your story is so encouraging, as my dear friends son has been fighting this since Jan.08, You are an inspiration to all in this battle. You are in our prayers!
Diana <EndoRN688@aol.com>
White Plains, ny USA - Saturday, April 12, 2008 8:42 AM CDT

Ryan,
We wanted to check in and let you know we think of you often and continue to pray for you every day.
Anna Young & Family
Omaha, NE USA - Friday, April 11, 2008 3:13 PM CDT

Missy,

Thank you for your kind words, I am so glad to be able to help with all that I am... We are nearing 1000.00 in Pampered Chef sales!!!! I was so glad that there were hotel's near by that would allow me to use my hotel points to get Ryan's rooms!!! Guess that is a perk of my job, and very glad to be able to share them with you guys... I lost 2 grandparents to cancer, and watched my Mother in Law beat Lymphoma!!!
Continued Thoughts and Prayers from Sawyer, ND!!!
Cody Roteliuk <pamperedcody@srt.com>
Sawyer, ND USA - Friday, April 11, 2008 8:01 AM CDT

How neat that Cody took care of Ryan's hotel bills. Hopefully the tests are just part of being on the trial. I imagine everyone could get on board for a new family night. After all, it is free food! Who turns down that? Praying for Ryan!
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Friday, April 11, 2008 7:39 AM CDT

I am glad they are going ahead with the R1507, but will they do any treatment on the spinal tumor? Are they going to go ahead and radiate it? Praying that they find a way to releave Ryan's pain and that the new trial is the cure for him. Sending love and hugs!!
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Wednesday, April 9, 2008 10:16 PM CDT

I went go to the hospital to had chemo on march 30nd.

it's a 19times...

�� try to CTscan fallow up .

Abdomen+pelvis CT 2008/3/30

Result.

liver meta tumor S2 size is a lot of shrinkage. not finding~

subphrenic tumor low attenuation lesion is size decrease.

Gallbladder, biliary tree ,pancreas, both kidney, spleen is

free. omentum, mesentery inclusion bowel also free.

IVC thrombosis inside is not finding.

But right seminal vesicle posterior aspect is 1*2cm tumor

is not changed.

my doctor say, now is a try to stem cell transplant . allograpft.

because tumor is reaction at the chemo.

I am fall into utter confusion...

first money and a perfect cure...

how do you think about?

i will pray for you~

www.caringbridge.org/visit/younhyuklee
younhyuklee <leeyhyuk@hanmail.net>
seoul, korea - Sunday, April 6, 2008 11:58 PM CDT

Good luck on scans and on the new treatment. As usual my prayers are with you! Love, Barb & family
Barb Daley <babs228@cox.net>
Omaha, NE USA - Thursday, April 3, 2008 11:29 AM CDT

Time continues to fly! It's hard to believe that Ryan has been fighting for 4 years. We continue to pray for good results on scans. We're behind you no matter how much time passes. We'll never forget!!!
Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY USA - Thursday, April 3, 2008 5:37 AM CDT

Good Luck with scan, Ryan! We are all praying for you. We are also now addicted to guitar hero, probably the best video game invented since Mario Kart Double Dash. The kids were disappointed because I actually did better than them on a video game for the first time ever. It won't last.
Thinking of you and hope you had a safe trip. Love, Aliza
Aliza Goldstein
- Wednesday, April 2, 2008 10:08 PM CDT

So, one wonders, if the protocol calls for all participants to receive treatment at NIH, why doesn't the "protocol" cover at least the transportation? Silly me for asking. Travel well Ryan. Be safe. Carry the thoughts of all of our prayers with you.
Flo <camel_2003@cox.net>
OMAHA, NE USA - Tuesday, April 1, 2008 7:38 PM CDT

Ryan!
We are praying for you! If there is anything we can do please let us know. We always enjoy seeing you and spending time with you and your family! We will be thinking of you!
The Inbody's <pinbody@hotmail.com>
wahoo, ne 68066 - Monday, March 31, 2008 4:23 PM CDT

Hey guys! I just got a publication in the mail here at work from Duncan Aviation. I was flipping through it looking that the different landing gears and components they offer, and boom THERE YOU ARE!! They had such a nice write up about Ryan. I couldn't believe it. Usually I would just pass these magazines off to our sales department but for some reason I scanned through this one.

I am glad I did. It made me pause today to think of you all and everything you guys are going through. We had a friend whose 5 yr old nephew was just diagnosted with DSRCT here in Wichita. It is the first case the local pediatric oncologist has ever had of DSCRT. I have been indirectly in contact with the family to help them through the process. You all know how it is when you first get the diagnosis.

Ryan, you look awesome! You are kind of the super hero of Nebraska I think!! Love to you all!!--Missy

Malissa Nesmith (www.caringbridge.org/ks/canon) <mjnesmith@msn.com>
Wichita, KS USA - Monday, March 24, 2008 12:27 AM CDT

I am so excited that Ryan is getting the R-1507 trial. I am praying SO hard that this is the answer for Ryan!

Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
O!, NE - Wednesday, March 19, 2008 9:37 AM CDT

Happy to read that things are going along. I can't imagine your frustration for fighting this for so long. We continue to lift your family up in prayer. Hope that you are able to just relax and enjoy the Easter Holiday.
Pat & Bryan Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY USA - Wednesday, March 19, 2008 7:18 AM CDT

Oiy! O.K., stable = good; side effects = bad. I wish there was an answer for Ryan. Maybe the R-1507 (or some numbers like that?)? I see NCI is starting a Phase II trial for ages 12 and over. Keeping Ryan in our prayers. Love and a big HUG, Missy!
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, - Tuesday, March 18, 2008 11:52 PM CDT

Dear Stable and Frustrated...so I am adding St. Anthony to my list of saints to ask to pray for Ryan. He has always been very good to me. So, I will ask for help finding Ryan's lost good health. Can't hurt. Sorry about the side effects. Perhaps their job is to make the cure more precious. Please, Caring Bridge readers, if there is room on your list, pray for the soul of my cardiologist's 11 year old son, Tom Hunter, and their housekeeper, who were murdered last week.
Flo Thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
Omaha, NE USA - Monday, March 17, 2008 10:08 PM CDT

Glad to hear there was no significant growth, but I totally understand your frustration! If only there were more answers for these cancers! Hope his trip back is safe and that he handles the side effects of the chemo a little better this time around.
Kellie Beresh - www.caringbridge.org/ne/jakieboy <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Monday, March 17, 2008 8:12 PM CDT

Praying for Ryan today, that all goes well with scans. Praying for you, too, Dan and Missy. I am sure the anxiety is high. Sending you a big HUG!
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Monday, March 17, 2008 10:07 AM CDT

Keeping an eye out for good results! Ryan's scans being on St. Pat's Day has got to be a good sign!
Laurie <lmilnes@comcast.net>
- Sunday, March 16, 2008 8:13 PM CDT

We are praying for good results! Will call tomorrow to check on you. Lots of love, Aliza
Aliza Goldstein
- Sunday, March 16, 2008 7:28 PM CDT

Saying prayers for good results~
The Fraser's
Mike, Tami, & Boys <mt3boys@cox.net>
LaVista, ne usa - Sunday, March 16, 2008 6:32 PM CDT

Ryan,
Good Luck tomarrow! I'll say my prayers!
Beth
Tampa, Fl usa - Sunday, March 16, 2008 11:39 AM CDT

Missy & Ryan; I love the new picture. I don't know how I missed that one. I hadn't gone to your site in awhile. Isn't that something that you have now 76 on your list. I know the feeling. Although you're past my number of 13. Have a good weekend. We continue to pray. We're anxious for next week (Thur.) tests & x-rays for Emily in NYC. We see Dr. Oeffenger for the first time. He's a long term side-effect survivor doctor. That should be quite an appointment. Emily continues to do well. Ryan looks good in the picture. Your family is really "grown" this past year. Take Care & we continue to remember all of you.
Pat & Bryan Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY USA - Saturday, March 8, 2008 8:38 AM CST

I am certainly praying that St. Patrick is the right saint for Ryan. Oh, for good scans! Hoping those side effects start to subside. Keeping Ryan in our prayers!
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Thursday, March 6, 2008 10:38 PM CST

Hey Missy! Caleb also tried Sutent and he got the odd sores on his hands and feet. That is not one of the side effects listed for Sutent, but we assumed it had to have been from the Sutent since it was the only medicine they had changed at that time. Also, his hair (he only had facial hair, just like Ryan) turned white! Tell Ryan to hang in there and keep taking those "demon pills" as Caleb called them!
Christina Hobbs <cjmjdr@yahoo.com>
Terre Haute, IN USA - Monday, March 3, 2008 1:31 PM CST

Time with family is so precious. In fact, time is precious. The older I get, the more I wish I had paid more attention along the way. God bless you all, and please, God, a cure.
Flo Thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne USA - Sunday, March 2, 2008 11:15 PM CST

Still thinking of you and continue to pray. What a great family photo!!!
Terri Phillips <tkp58@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Sunday, March 2, 2008 8:19 PM CST

Hope those next scan show some promise! I have been reading about R1507. It DOES sound promising. It's good to know there is a fall back.
On another note, what a beautiful family! That is a pretty GREAT Christmas present! Keeping Ryan in our prayers!
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Saturday, March 1, 2008 6:04 PM CST

Our prayers are with Nathan and his family, and, as always, with Ryan and the rest of the Vodickas. The photo is the absolute best. What a gift. You are so blessed with your children.

Flo Thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
Omaha, NE USA - Tuesday, February 26, 2008 11:10 PM CST

Love the new picture! I'm still thinking of you and keeping up with the prayers. Love, Barb
Barb Daley <babs228@cox.net>
Omaha, NE USA - Saturday, February 23, 2008 8:16 PM CST

What a great looking bunch! Probably your favorite gift for Christmas no doubt! So glad that Ryan is handling the new med well and we hope and pray that his cancer is not! Hope you guys have a great weekend - enjoy the heat wave! ha!
Kellie Beresh - www.caringbridge.org/ne/jakieboy <scbkab@cox.net>
O!, - Friday, February 22, 2008 10:53 AM CST

I was just checking in. Hoping the new med is tolerable for Ryan and he can continue to "swing." Aren't you just SICK of winter? Man, is spring EVER going to come? The kids had the day off for cold, for heaven's sake! OK, enough whining. Praying for Ryan!

Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Wednesday, February 20, 2008 10:31 PM CST

Missy; Happy to read that Ryan continues to hang in there. We're hoping for Spring soon... Enough of winter... We continue to pray for Ryan...
Pat & Bryan Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY USA - Monday, February 18, 2008 8:18 AM CST

Missy,

Glad to hear Ryan is doing well. Thank you so much for mentioning Caleb on your site, it is great to have a network of fellow survivors who truly understand what we are going through. So sad today to learn about Nate Robertson. There were 3 people that I really have followed on this site, Ryan, Nate, and Marlena. It is so sobering to have lost 2 of them, but great to know that Ryan is still fighting. Hang in there!
Christina Hobbs <cjmjdr@yahoo.com>
Terre Haute, IN US - Wednesday, February 13, 2008 12:07 AM CST

Sending Hugs and Kisses for Valentine's Day!!

The Nesmith's
Malissa Nesmith (www.caringbridge.org/ks/canon) <mjnesmith@msn.com>
Wichita, KS USA - Wednesday, February 13, 2008 0:15 AM CST

I'm glad the prayers are working! No new growth is wonderful news! Now we will pray that the Sutent wipes the remaining tumors away or at least keeps them from growing any bigger. That's not too much to ask, right?!

Karen www.caringbridge.org/ct/jordan/
Karen Marquis <kmfm66@sbcglobal.net>
- Sunday, February 10, 2008 3:35 PM CST

I Hope today is a good day..We have Hope it is the anchor of our soul..Hebrews 6:17-20
Heidi Lindsey <heidihon5mo@yahoo.com>
Owlshead, Me US - Sunday, February 10, 2008 9:45 AM CST

No new growth is good news. Continue on the road to recovery completely!!! Enjoy the day and we always think of you.
Pat & Bryan Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY USA - Saturday, February 9, 2008 8:04 PM CST

Continuing to pray at 9PM...and today I have been offering up cleaning the house! Oh heavens!....if anyone would have walked in here! We made a big dent today! : ) And I can't even use the excuse that the girls are home! hehehee! Have a beautiful rest of the weekend.
love, sylvia xoxo

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Saturday, February 9, 2008 7:23 PM CST

So HAPPY with the news!
Barb Daley <babs228@cox.net>
Omaha, NE USA - Friday, February 8, 2008 7:55 PM CST

Well that is good news. Clear would have been better but little growth is definately good. You always fear that it will have eaten them up from the last scan. I have heard of sutent. Hopefully it will halt it or better shrink it.
As for your question on my Ryan's website. Ryan is taking Celebrex and Thalidomide (yes, that the one from years ago with birth defects in pregnant women where they used it for nausea). I know that other patients have taken Vioxx (now off the market), VP 16 (etoposide - which every doctor we asked did not recommend we use that one as maintenance), celebrex, and a couple others that i can not recall at this time. Everyone is trying different drugs. Our doctors wanted to use a combonation but we have never seen anyone use more than one at a time. The said that they have found that a combonation has worked well with other types of cancers and wanted to do the same with him. Celebrex is not hard on the body so it will not bother him. It is primarily used for arthritus but does prevent fast growing cells such as cancer from growing.
If I can help don't hesitate. We need to join and help each other if we are going to win against this thing. Keep strong and bless you all.

Melinda Hutchinson <mghutchinson@aol.com>
salem, Va USA - Wednesday, February 6, 2008 6:49 PM CST

Yeah!!!!
Mike, Tami, and boys <mt3boys@cox.net>
LaVista, NE USA - Wednesday, February 6, 2008 2:05 PM CST

Very little growth sounds good, especially with Ryan having such long breaks in his chemo this time around! Maybe this stuff will just give up. We know Ryan's not going to, so the cancer might as well! Hope this new chemo shows good results on the next set of scans! Hope you guys have a good rest of the week and are staying warm!
Kellie Beresh - www.caringbridge.org/ne/jakieboy <scbkab@cox.net>
- Wednesday, February 6, 2008 1:48 PM CST

THANK GOD. I will keep up the prayers
Sue

Sue Larson <goldenarm68127@aol.com>
Ralston, ne - Wednesday, February 6, 2008 12:17 AM CST

Just checking in. Talk to you soon, hope they don't keep you waiting too long. Lots of Love, Aliza
Aliza Goldstein
- Tuesday, February 5, 2008 10:31 PM CST

Hello & we continue to pray. Isn't it such a relief that our kids are so full of wisdom? We can be proud parents of our kids. They're an INSPIRATION to everyone!! Ryan, you keep up the great fight against this BEAST!!
Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY USA - Tuesday, February 5, 2008 6:39 PM CST

Vodicka's~
Always praying for the best or stable!
We are thinking of you this week & always.
Love,
The Fraser's
Mike, Tami, & Boys <mt3boys@cox.net>
lavista, ne usa - Monday, February 4, 2008 7:40 PM CST

Hoping for good results this time around! Hoping the new plan gets put in place soon too. The waiting part stinks! Prayers for safe travel!
Kellie Beresh - www.caringbridge.org/ne/jakieboy <scbkab@cox.net>
O!, - Monday, February 4, 2008 3:30 PM CST

Dear Ryan and family, We will be praying for you while you are in Maryland. We know how stressful scan week is! PMS big time....that's Pre MRI stress! Hang in there.

www.caringbridge.org/mo/jillsjourney
Joyce <stjudemom@tranquility.net>
Columbia, MO - Sunday, February 3, 2008 5:58 PM CST

Hi, guys, we are praying for good scan results. Thinking of you always, Love, Aliza
Aliza Goldstein
- Sunday, February 3, 2008 3:06 PM CST

Just thinking about you guys and hoping the new drug is a "good drug" for Ryan.
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Onaha, NE - Saturday, February 2, 2008 11:35 PM CST

Let's hope that NIH gets their act together soon. Is this new drug a preparation for the trial drug, or something completely different? Love and prayers (Hannah, too).
Flo Thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
Omaha, NE USA - Thursday, January 31, 2008 11:32 PM CST

Hello, Vodicka's! Just wanted to sign in and say hello! Hope things are getting rolling with the new chemo and prayers that the new trial opens soon! No fun waiting that's for sure! Stay warm!
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
O!, - Tuesday, January 29, 2008 12:21 AM CST

I am bummed that the trial has still not been signed off on. Does this mean Ryan will use this new drug until he can get in the trial? I am sure you want him on SOMETHING so that the cancer remains at controlled. Thanks for signing in this week, Missy. You, of all people, certainly know how much this hurts. We will keep Ryan in our prayers. :)
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, - Sunday, January 27, 2008 12:53 AM CST

We continue to pray!!
Bryan & Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY USA - Saturday, January 26, 2008 7:56 PM CST

SIGH...
Flo Thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
Omaha, NE USA - Wednesday, January 23, 2008 7:21 PM CST

Hi, Vodickas! We are praying for that trial to start. Hope that everyone is feeling well. Thinking about you, Love, Aliza
Aliza Goldstein
- Wednesday, January 23, 2008 5:07 PM CST

Praying for that trial to become a reality! Waiting is the hardest game to play. We continue to think of your family as you continue to be on the cycle.
Pat & Bryan Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY USA - Monday, January 21, 2008 11:16 AM CST

Waiting is the pits, but you know that! I pray that the next update will tell us that Ryan's trial has been signed off on. Don't those people know the whole world is on hold until they do so?

Love and prayers.
Flo Thill <camel_2003@cox.net>
Omaha, NE USA - Monday, January 21, 2008 0:06 AM CST

Are you guys watching the Packers/Giants game? My kids are all up screaming over it. Thinking of you guys, Love, Aliza PS GO GIANTS!!!!
Aliza Goldstein
- Sunday, January 20, 2008 9:11 PM CST

To You alone, O Jesus, I must cling;
running to Your arms, dear Lord,
there let me hide, safe from all fears,
loving You with the tenderness of a child.
~ St. Therese of Lisieux

Praying for Ryan's protection during the waiting time. Believing. love, sylvia xoxo

Sylvia <smp75@msn.com>
- Saturday, January 19, 2008 9:57 PM CST

ryan better come see my show!!! cancer or not..i have expectations! haha see ya in a couple months hopefully!
sami stanley <stanleys1@mail.montclair.edu>
old bridge, nj usa - Saturday, January 19, 2008 2:52 PM CST

Keeping Ryan in our prayers as you guys wait for this new trial to begin. How nervewracking! Stay warm!
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
O!, - Wednesday, January 16, 2008 9:20 AM CST

Ryan,

Still Praying !!
Bill Daley
William Daley <celticbill @hotmail.com>
Omaha, NE USA - Tuesday, January 15, 2008 7:54 PM CST

Ryan you know you are in our prayers! You have been on my heart lately. I wanted you to know my scans came out clear. At this time I am cancer free. I was blessed by not having to under go the chemo. However, the recomstruction is a long tough road. It won't be done until June. Pray God can use me in more mission areas while I am, not so, patiently waiting. Your sister in Christ. Lorrie
Lorrie Lamphier <lorrielamphier@yahoo.com>
Papillion, NE USA - Monday, January 14, 2008 9:09 AM CST

Hoping and praying that the clinical trial is signed off on soon. Just when you thought you had a plan....another change....so frustrating! Ryan is in our prayers always.

Karen wwww.caringbridge.org/ct/jordan/
Karen Marquis <kmfm66@sbcglobal.net>
- Saturday, January 12, 2008 10:40 AM CST

Ryan & Missy,
The Sweetmans are praying for this treatment to start sooner than later. Hang in there during this very stressful time. Know that we are thinking of you and pray for that cure.
Always in our thoughts, The Sweetmans
Tina Sweetman <tinas@warwick.net>
- Friday, January 11, 2008 7:06 PM CST

Praying that the study is okayed so you don't have to wait much longer. Also that this is your cure. Love, Barb
Barb Daley <babs228@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne USA - Friday, January 11, 2008 7:01 PM CST

I am so sorry, Missy. That just stinks (I would use stronger words but this is a public guestbook!)! I know you've been through every kind of delay before, but each time is so frustrating and so fearful. We will pray hard for movement on the clinical trial so that Ryan can get treatment ASAP. Sending you a big hug!
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Friday, January 11, 2008 5:08 PM CST

Praying for great scans!!!!! We had scans today ourselves! You're right he does look mighty strong for a chemo patient! That is awesome! Can't wait to hear the good scan results!

www.caringbridge.org/visit/kylelillard

Shannon White <rswhite7@aol.com>
- Friday, January 11, 2008 1:48 AM CST

I'm very jealous when I see the pictures with no snow.Our weather has been good the past week, but cold is in the forecast again. I just don't like WINTER! We continue to pray for your family. Hang in there & 2008 will be your year.
Pat & Bryan Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY USA - Thursday, January 10, 2008 5:26 AM CST

Very cute picture of your niece and nephew. Aren't they fun? Thank you for the text messages. I wish you a happy and healthy new year.
Jenny Phelps <jjordan228@netzero.net>
Omaha, Ne USA - Sunday, January 6, 2008 8:01 PM CST

Happy New Year, Vodickas.
Praying for a cure in 2008!
Terri Phillips <tkp58@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Saturday, January 5, 2008 2:56 PM CST

Happy new year~ it"s be late~

Today come back my home~ 16times chemo finish.

How a have you been ryan?

I was a CT scan fallow up meet with good results.

Almost tumor at the shrinkage. but meta in liver and

pelvis and inferiior venacava thrombus a little bit remain

I will go to travel in japan with my friend on last month.

I hope you want to we meet somday.

Good ruck & talk to you soon.

younhyuklee <leeyhyuk@hanmail.net>
seoul, korea - Saturday, January 5, 2008 4:22 AM CST

Yea! for the stress-free Christmas! It's nice to be with everyone and catch up. I don't know if not having the marker is a good thing or a bad thing. I'm hoping that's a good thing. I know scans are coming up and you are getting anxious, Missy. I just scheduled Hannah's today for January 22nd. We will be praying for everything good for Ryan. :)
Sharon Knudsen www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahknudsen <knudsen@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Thursday, January 3, 2008 4:04 PM CST

Happy New Year Vodicka's!!!!!
2008 is the year for a cure!
Love Ya,
The Fraser's
Mike, Tami, & Boys <mt3boys@cox.net>
lavista, ne usa - Tuesday, January 1, 2008 4:30 PM CST

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