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- your browser may not have loaded the new page. Click here to sign the guestbook. Click here to view older guestbook entries. Click here to go back to the main page. Hi Doug, Thanks for the update, glad you are still connected in cyberspace with everyone. Check everyday for new messages and think and pray for you. I want to see those pictures of you jumping off the railroad bridge so get them on. Donna Lindow <dlindow@eot.com> Nevis, MN - Sunday, July 31, 2005 10:39 PM CDT Hey Doug, Sorry to hear about any down time and your toe and foot situation. When one's feet hurt it affects the whole body. Your update reminds me of today's devotion by Spurgeon so I'll copy that for you, but first here's my own meditation which is helpful for me. John 16: 22 And ye now therefore have sorrow: but I will see you again, and your heart shall rejoice, and your joy no man taketh from you. John 16: 22 Now, Doug, here's Spurgeon: July 31 An Appeal; Deliverance And call upon me in the day of trouble: I will deliver thee, and thou shalt glorify me. (Psalm 50:15) This is a promise indeed! Here is an urgent occasion—"the day of trouble." It is dark at noon on such a day, and every hour seems blacker than the one which came before it. Then is this promise in season: it is written for the cloudy day. Here is condescending advice, "Call upon me." We ought not to need the exhortation: it should be our constant habit all the day and every day. What a mercy to have liberty to call upon God! What wisdom to make good use of it! How foolish to go running about to men! The Lord invites us to lay our case before Him, and surely we will not hesitate to do so. Here is reassuring encouragement: "I will deliver thee." Whatever the trouble may be, the Lord makes no exceptions but promises full, sure, happy deliverance. He will Himself work out our deliverance by His own hand. We believe it, and the Lord honors faith. Here is an ultimate result: "Thou shalt glorify me." Ah, that we will do most abundantly. When He has delivered us we will loudly praise Him; and as He is sure to do it, let us begin to glorify Him at once. Also Spurgeon has this devotional study: "And these are the singers . . . they were employed in that work day and night."—1 Chronicles 9:33. ELL was it so ordered in the temple that the sacred chant never ceased: for evermore did the singers praise the Lord, whose mercy endureth for ever. As mercy did not cease to rule either by day or by night, so neither did music hush its holy ministry. My heart, there is a lesson sweetly taught to thee in the ceaseless song of Zion's temple, thou too art a constant debtor, and see thou to it that thy gratitude, like charity, never faileth. God's praise is constant in heaven, which is to be thy final dwelling-place, learn thou to practise the eternal hallelujah. Around the earth as the sun scatters his light, his beams awaken grateful believers to tune their morning hymn, so that by the priesthood of the saints perpetual praise is kept up at all hours, they swathe our globe in a mantle of thanksgiving, and girdle it with a golden belt of song. The Lord always deserves to be praised for what He is in Himself, for His works of creation and providence, for His goodness towards His creatures, and especially for the transcendent act of redemption, and all the marvellous blessing flowing therefrom. It is always beneficial to praise the Lord; it cheers the day and brightens the night; it lightens toil and softens sorrow; and over earthly gladness it sheds a sanctifying radiance which makes it less liable to blind us with its glare. Have we not something to sing about at this moment? Can we not weave a song out of our present joys, or our past deliverances, or our future hopes? Earth yields her summer fruits: the hay is housed, the golden grain invites the sickle, and the sun tarrying long to shine upon a fruitful earth, shortens the interval of shade that we may lengthen the hours of devout worship. By the love of Jesus, let us be stirred up to close the day with a psalm of sanctified gladness. Well, Doug, happy last day of July. Sincerely, Bob Reichart Robert Reichart <rreichart@charter.net> Owatonna, MN United States - Sunday, July 31, 2005 9:36 PM CDT Hi Doug, Steph & all ~ We are missing your updates but still check in at least once a day hoping for news. Even with no news, we pray on, trusting the Lord to bless you in ways you could never imagine. Remember that He has promised NEVER to leave us nor forsake us. Some days it is harder than others to hold on to that, but we will keep praying for all of you. Laurel & Darrell Laurel l& Darrell Phelps <dlfelps@msn.com> Owatonna, MN USA - Saturday, July 30, 2005 9:57 PM CDT Sure glad someone wrote--I thought the Rapture came and I was the only one left !!!! Joan Evenson <EvenJms@aol.com> Grand Forks, ND USA - Friday, July 29, 2005 4:48 PM CDT Hey Doug and Family, Just want to let you know how often you all come to mind as we go through our days and with each thought a prayer is sent for your healing and encouragement. We love you and hope to see you again soon. With love, Aunt Brenda & Uncle David Brenda & David Hanson <davidhanson9673@msn.com> Suzhou, China - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 1:14 PM CDT what a wonderful documentary on the Fox News last night---we were so proud of you all----ohhh,to those that didn't see it--It was about Doug's accident and how far he has come,and his family and friends that support him---Steph, Tom and Doug riding his bike all looking great---Good Job by all---Keep going and we'll keep praying and loving you all....Love Jim and Joan Joan Evenson <EvenJms@aol.com> Grand Forks, ND USA - Thursday, July 21, 2005 12:22 AM CDT Doug and family, Haven't written for awhile, but I do read your updates regularly. Girls are almost done with traveling soccer, that has kept me very busy. The state soccer championship is next weekend then we are done. Both girls ran in the Prairie Rose Games in Minot a few weeks back. Kira won the 100,200,400 and got 3rd in the long jump. Kelsey won the 100, 200 and long jump. It was fun but very hot. Kelsey is driving now, which helps considerably getting to and from sporting practices of both girls. Don is still recruiting and getting some fishing in. The fresh walleye for supper has been great. Glad to hear that you are doing better and your spirits are up, keep up God's work. We continue to pray for you and your family. Desire'e Larson and family <papfargo@ideaone.net> fargo, nd - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 1:33 PM CDT To all out there reading this, I can give you a first hand account of the miraculous work of the Lord. I was able to spend a few wonderful days with Doug and Steph and it is amazing how they are being held together and prospering through all of this. Doug mentioned some of my visit but failed to disclose our jump from an old railroad bridge into the lake. Watching him realize and overcome his fear was one of the most awesome experiences I've ever had. I am so thankful that my son was not only able to witness it but caught it all on film. Doug, I hope you plan on putting one of those pictures up at some point. I was also thankful that my new friend, and my son's new hero, Tom, was able to be there with us. I am also glad he was able to get us on the fish that morning. Douglas.....thanks for making some new memories....we may not be kids any more but that was some time I will always cherish. Favorite Cousin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, IN - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 7:07 PM CDT Doug - it's so good to open up this website and see entries by you!!! You make my day! The new pictures have been great. I think I need to send my husband up your way for some fishing lessons! He can't seem to find ones that like, no matter where he goes! I'm so glad you are feeling better. You keep writing - I'm still checking in daily!! I pray that you stay in this upbeat mode and continue to heal and get stronger every day. Nancy Erickson <nancy.erickson@ndsu.edu> Moorhead, MN - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 8:30 AM CDT Doug... this was the first time I have gotten to your site... it was good to see you at teh family reunion. You looked good... and I know it must be hard... and I know I really have no idea how hard it really is... but you in my prayers, you and your family. May God blees you in all things. (col. 1:9-12) Mark Hanson <residual_spark@hotmail.com> Austin, MN U.S.A. - Monday, July 4, 2005 11:43 PM CDT We are guilty too-we read but don't write! We like to keep up with your progress. Hang in there! Hope you have a great holiday weekend. Matt & Barb Berg <mbberg@wiktel.com> Karlstad, MN - Friday, July 1, 2005 6:19 AM CDT Hi Doug - Since you hadn't written for a week, I decided to look back in your journal and see how things were progressing at this time last year. I see on July 7th you were walking for the first time without your walker and your cane and now here you are - riding a bike and jumping off cliffs!! Even if you aren't quite satisfied with all your accomplishments, I think it is just amazing considering what the prognosis was when this whole ordeal first began. I sure wish the mood swings would stop being a problem for you. It's so hard to think of you unhappy and down - that's just not the Doug that I know! We just have to keep praying (and we are!!!) that the down days will become fewer and fewer. I hope you and your fmaily have a wonderful 4th of July weekend. I also hope we will have another message from you real soon. Nancy Erickson <nancy.erickson@ndsu.edu> Moorhead, MN - Thursday, June 30, 2005 2:46 PM CDT Hi Doug, I continue to check in...and you are brought to my mind often...so lots of prayers being said! Have a great wkend! God Bless you all! Deb Mason Deb Mason <dan2deb@lakes.com> Wanamingo, MN USA - Friday, June 24, 2005 7:41 PM CDT Hey Doug, Good to read the updates. Glad to hear the trip to Canada was a good one. That is one cool set of wheels!! Check on you everyday so let's keep updating. Let the new rain wash away all your problems and keep you in peace. Donna Lindow <dlindow@eot.com> Nevis, MN USA - Friday, June 24, 2005 11:04 AM CDT Hey Doug, The bike looks great and the cliff jumping looks fun. It is great to see how God is providing new, fun, and fulfilling avenues for you to get out and spend time with your family and friends. Keep up the great work! Love you guys, Archie <bamttu1@juno.com> - Thursday, June 23, 2005 7:58 PM CDT Hi Doug, Let me know how the fishing was in Canada. Hopefully you had good fellowship and some fish. It is warm here. It is usually in the lower 90's with about 85% humidity when I leave for work about 6:45 am. Have a great week. I will try to give you a call in the morning (your time). David Hanson <dhanson@wellmanproducts.com> Suzhou, Jiangsu China - Monday, June 20, 2005 1:14 AM CDT Hey Doug, Happy Father's Day, even though Tanya beat me to it. This morning in Church, the pastor was of course praising fathers, but showed me all of the ways that we impact our childrens lives not only by what we teach them about God, Jesus, and life experiences in general, but also what we show them through our actions. I just thought of you and wanted to praise and encourage you that through the trials and tribulations you and Steph have endured over the past year or so, you have greatly impacted your children. You have showed them incredible faith in the high times and the low times. You have showed them that even when you get really down and feeling lost, God is still there holding you and carrying through and that He will never abandon you. You have showed them how important it is to surround yourself with a God-fearing, loving, supportive earthly family as well as brothers and sisters in Christ. You are never truly alone in this world. You have shown that through years of faith, witness, steadfastness, and just treating people with love and respect, that you can impact thousands of peoples lives around the world through the POWER OF JESUS CHRIST in your life. This all has been incredibly tough on all of you, but the rewards are great and the impact on generations to come through your family will be immeasurable. YOU ARE A GREAT FATHER BECAUSE YOU SERVE THE BEST FATHER!!. I admire you and Steph more than words express, and love you even deeper. Continued prayers for you all. Talk to you soon! Love From The Great State of Texas! Archie <bamttu1@juno.com> - Sunday, June 19, 2005 9:24 PM CDT happy father's day doug! we had a nice day here. we went to archie's folks house for lunch and then out to the pool for awhile. it is pretty quiet though, the boys have left for a week at boy scout camp! please cover them with prayer. they are attempting to complete some major merit badge work....lots of physical activities. the kind of things that make moms a bit nervous. i hope that your fishing trip will be a wonderful memory for you. we are eager to hear all the details! hugs to stephanie, riley and breck. tanya <tlynn39@juno.com> - Sunday, June 19, 2005 8:59 PM CDT Hi Doug and family, It was so good to see Doug and Riley at the wedding last week in Rochester. Doug was enjoying himself and you could see that "spark" back in his smile. Doug got out on the dance floor and did the chicken dance and the hokey pokey. Roger was having trouble staying awake as it was getting pretty late...Doug said "Dad, do you want me to drive home, that will keep you awake?" It was great to have his sense of humor back. Looking forward to hearing about your fishing trip and seeing you in a couple of weeks when we get to Nevis. Take care. Julann and Jeff Vangness <jedova@yahoo.com> presently parked at Peggy's, MN - Sunday, June 19, 2005 3:24 PM CDT Doug: We have been praying many times daily for you and are so excited about the things happening in your life! It is awesome to see that you are seeking God's will and what God has planned for your life! It may be different than you ever expected, but it will be amazing and wonderful!! Our God is a God of miracles. He doesn't give up on us, even if we sometimes do. Your trip to Canada sounds wonderful! We are praying that the moments spent in God's majestic creation will refresh your spirit and give you moments of pure joy! Just want you to know you are in our thoughts and prayers. Love, Aunt Louise, Uncle Todd and Family Ann Louise Severud <anniels@cox.net> Peoria, AZ USA - Friday, June 17, 2005 10:01 PM CDT Douglas, I believe you are already gone on your trip. I trust all is going great. I haven't checked up for a little because I was praying and trusting things were looking better for you. I saw mom last night and she said to check things out. I am really thrilled that there is at least a little break for you right now and things are looking positive. I'm looking forward to getting some face to face time with you next month. Keep clinging to the Word and letting the Lord do His work......... Favorite Cousin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, IN - Thursday, June 16, 2005 9:31 PM CDT Just a little note from Doug’s favorite father-in-law. I have sent some time with Doug the last week and let me tell you he is starting to be himself again. I enjoy talking to him without him running off to the computer or a movie. I helped him with the bike so he could pedal the left foot. Riley, Breck and he went for a bike ride Tuesday night for about two hours and didn’t come back until it was dark. Didn’t have to worry as Riley was with but you still have it in you mind. I think he can mow the yard with his self-propelled mower and lawn tracker. The bike and yard will keep him busy. I am taking care of the kids this morning. Steph and Barb are out garage selling. Thanks for writing as Doug and Steph do read everything. Take care, Karl (oh, a mother loon and her two babies are right in front of the dock, priceless.) Karl Carlson <kbcarlson8@arvig.net> Nevis, MN USA - Thursday, June 16, 2005 8:25 AM CDT Everything sounds great! Wish we were there to see you pull in the big one. I will await the new pictures of the big string of fish, and no photo doctoring like you did in Montana with the snowboard. Have fun and don't turn thew boat over. Love, Archie Archie <bamttu1@juno.com> - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 10:18 PM CDT Doug, It has been great to read your updates the past few days. We are still praying for you and your family!! Have fun in Canada!!! Jim (for the Hanson's) <james.m.hanson@wellsfargo.com> Ramsey, MN U.S.A. - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 3:04 PM CDT Glad to have you back! I've been checking and praying and as always, prayer pays off. I just studied the life of Paul in my Bible Study Fellowship class this last year. I am now reading Paul a novel by Walter Wangerin Jr. Not far into it but with the life he lead, it sure can't be boring! Wishing you continued bright days ahead. Hugs, Connie F-G <cdlfg@adelphia.net> Colorado Springs, CO - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 2:35 PM CDT Doug - Great to have you back online again! So glad you are starting to perk up a little. I have been checking this site many times a day and was very relieved to see a message from you when I got to work on Monday. I think the bike is a wonderful idea. It's probably just what you needed at this point. Now if the rain will just stop we can all get out and enjoy the summer weather. Maybe you haven't had as much as us but it's been really rainy here and I am ready for some sunshine! Hope things keep looking up! You keep writing and we'll keep praying! We love to hear from you. Nancy Erickson <nancy.erickson@ndsu.edu> Moorhead, MN - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 10:04 AM CDT Doug, The bike sounds great, I am glad to see that God is revealing to you new and different ways to expand your territory (just as in the prayer of Jabez). I am very excited and am still praying. I love you man! Talk to you soon. Archie <bamttu1@juno.com> - Monday, June 13, 2005 11:50 PM CDT thanks Doug good to hear from you. love ya, Steve MT - Monday, June 13, 2005 11:13 PM CDT Hi Doug, A little over a week ago Jean and I heard a commencement address in Minneapolis by parents who last October lost their three older sons in a fiery car crash caused by another driver who was a drunken teenager. I'd like to share some of the parents' comments: …Will you respond in anger, or will you respond in forgiveness? Will you rely on your own strength, or will you look to Him? …from Ps 86 - Give ear, O LORD, unto my prayer; and attend to the voice of my supplications. In the day of my trouble I will call upon thee: for thou wilt answer me…. Our prayer that night changed from, Lord, heal him to Lord, your will be done. Did He answer the prayer in the way I wanted? No, He did not. He is not some God that we can boss around to give us what we want. He is the God of the universe who has a plan that is much bigger than you and me. You see, He could have delayed our boys just five seconds in a million different ways, to avoid the crash, but He didn’t. Why? He has a plan and He chose to take them home to be with Him for a purpose that we will never fully understand until we see Him face to face….It’s not about me; it’s not about you. It’s about Jesus. As it says in James, life is a vapor. “Only one life twill soon be past, only what’s done for Christ will last….All of us expect the Lord to give; we don’t expect Him to take away. After Job had lost everything, he said, “the LORD gave, and the LORD hath taken away; blessed be the name of the LORD.” (The calamity) that came our way… some called fate, destiny, (bad)luck, or circumstances. I would rather call it a defining moment or divine encounter…. Ecclesiastes 12: 1 - Remember now thy Creator in the days of thy youth, while the evil days come not, nor the years draw nigh, when thou shalt say, I have no pleasure in them; You may be here today realizing that you have chosen the temporary things of this world as the highest priority. As our boys were crashed into at a combined speed of over 100 mph, the things of this world had no value. They had less than a one second warning that they were going to die. That is not enough time to prepare to die. The good news is that they were ready. Are you ready? None of us are guaranteed another day. …Choose Jesus while there is time... This is about a personal relationship with the living God, through Jesus Christ His Son. If what we have said today causes you to turn your life over to Him, we would once again say that our sons Matthew, Jacob, and Justin did not die in vain. Personally, the strength of the parents was reassuring to me. Take care, Bob (and Jean) Robert Reichart <rreichart@charter.net> Owatonna, MN United States - Monday, June 13, 2005 7:57 PM CDT Today, when I awoke, I suddenly realized that this is the best day of my life, ever! There were times when I wondered if I would make it to today; but I did! And, because I did I'm going to celebrate! Today, I'm going to celebrate what an unbelievable life I have had so far: the accomplishments, the many blessings, and, yes, even the hardships because they have served to make me stronger. I will go through this day with my head held high and a happy heart. I will marvel at God's seemingly simple gifts: the morning dew, the sun, the clouds, the trees, the flowers, the birds. Today, none of these miraculous creations will escape my notice. Today, I will share my excitement for life with other people. I'll make someone smile. I'll go out of my way to perform an unexpected act of kindness for someone I don't even know. Today, I'll give a sincere compliment to someone who seems down. I'll tell a child how special he is, and I'll tell someone I love just how deeply I care for them and how much they mean to me. Today is the day I quit worrying about what I don't have and start being grateful for all the wonderful things God has already given me. I'll remember that to worry is just a waste of time because my faith in God and his Divine Plan ensures everything will be just fine. And tonight, before I go to bed, I'll go outside and raise my eyes to the heavens. I will stand in awe at the beauty of the stars and the moon, and I will praise God for these magnificent treasures. As the day ends and I lay my head down on my pillow, I will thank the Almighty for the best day of my life. And, I will sleep the sleep of a contented child, excited with expectation because I know tomorrow is going to be the best day of my life, ever! I am sharing an email that I recieved today ..it has encouraged me and I hope it does you as well....Giving Thanks for Today....Cheers to Tommorow!!! Margaret Hoffmann <magnolia@ictc.com> Wheatland, ND USA - Saturday, June 11, 2005 0:03 AM CDT Hi Doug~ This reassuring thought for you and for all of us who are believers in Christ. Deuteronomy 33: 27a - The eternal God is thy refuge, and underneath are the everlasting arms... Thinking of you. Bob Robert Reichart <rreichart@charter.net> Owatonna, MN United States - Friday, June 10, 2005 10:20 PM CDT Doug - Great to hear your voice yesterday, especially sounding like yourself again! Maybe Denise's visit helped some to break up the clouds you felt hangin' around! I can't wait to get up and ride with you on your new 3 wheel recumbent bike! Hopefully, very soon, Tom and Paul will have some company on their runs. Have a great weekend with family and friends at the wedding! Know that Erin and I are still praying for you and Steph and the kids! Tim Martinson <tsmartinson@yahoo.com> St. Anthony, MN US - Friday, June 10, 2005 7:14 AM CDT I saw Oprah today...Christopher Reeves wife was on talking about life after his accident and life without him. I thought of you guys a lot. One of the most profound things she said was that during Chris' lows...and he had them...they would embrace the darkness and then use that depth of emotion to spring up into the next season of energy and purpose. I know the Lord will continue to sustain you each micro-second as you all continue to adjust to the new normal...I pray the cycles of emotions are do-able in God's strong arms and that you know how much you are prayed for. I check the sight daily...and pray for you all!!! Kristen McHargue (Reign Ministries) <Lioncross4@aol.com> - Thursday, June 9, 2005 11:29 PM CDT Good luck at the weding this weekend hope travel, accomodations and all goes well. I'm thinking of having Denise stay out there after the weding just to get me an update. Steve MT - Thursday, June 9, 2005 9:45 PM CDT Hi Doug & Steph; Greeting from stormy southern MN. Haven't been on your website too much lately, but Rog & Sharon keep us posted regularly. Just wanted to remind you that we are remembering you daily before the Lord. Hang in there Doug and remember that God has a purpose in this and is preparing you for something great. Hope to see you all at the Hanson get-together in July. Our love and prayers are with you. Uncle Phil Phil Hanson <hasonba@citlink.com> DC, MN - Thursday, June 9, 2005 1:07 PM CDT Everything comes in threes, I'm with Tanya and Steve, needing specifics. We are still praying daily! We love you all! Archie <bamttu1@juno.com> - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 4:11 PM CDT i'm with steve...help us out here. we are having withdraws. let us know what is going on in the hanson household! we love you and miss you! tanya <tlynn39@juno.com> - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 2:38 PM CDT i'm with steve...help us out here. we are having withdraws. let us know what is going on in the hanson household! we love you and miss you! tanya <tlynn39@juno.com> - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 2:38 PM CDT eh! throw us a bone man, we are starving for some feedback from our prayers, or specifics to be prayed for. or ? anything. Love ya and always praying for ya. steve mt - Monday, June 6, 2005 0:09 AM CDT Doug and Steph, you are lifted up daily in the Trosen household. One day at a time, sweet Jesus! We still hope to see you in August if it works out. We were just in contact with Kermit Klefsaas who lives near Verndale so we hope to reconnect with him. All our love from Idaho! Trosens <kulai1@juno.com> Ashton, ID USA - Saturday, June 4, 2005 10:47 PM CDT Hi Steph & Doug, I've been reluctant to write (although I've followed this guestbook all along..) You've got such a great "family" already.. all who are close to you and care so much. But I just really wanted to let you know, Steph, that I have been reading this log from the beginning and just had to tell you how much I admire your strength through all of this. It doesn't surprise me a bit, considering what I knew of you in high school. I wish I'd gotten to know you better. You are obviously an amazing person. Doug, my memories of you are running with my brother, Troy, across the fields and golf courses of the Dakotas. NDSU-- all the way! The kind of drive and ambition you had then, I only wished for. The depression you're facing now, well, that just came along (for me too) on its own without asking. You can hear all day long about all the blessings you've been given, but nothing takes away the pain. No doubt you've been blessed, Doug, and I know you know that. Just don't forget that it's okay to allow yourself a little of the ugly times. That's my trouble so much of the time. My head tells me "Blessings!" My heart is screaming something else and I end up with a bunch of guilt, which is REALLY hard for healing. Just PLEASE hang in there. It WILL get better. Teresa (Larson) Ebert <teresaebert@hotmail.com> Anchorage, AK 99504 - Friday, June 3, 2005 4:02 AM CDT Hello Doug, Thinking of you and your family. I'll keep standing with you guys in prayer! "Hold onto Jesus, He's holding onto you!" In His Never failing Love, Deb Mason Deb Mason <dan2deb@lakes.comn> Wanamingo, MN USA - Thursday, June 2, 2005 7:46 PM CDT I continue to pray for you, Doug, and your entire family on this journey. Many times throughout the day I find myself saying a spur-of-the moment prayer for you. Have faith that your feet are falling on the path that he intended for you! Roxann Ramberg-Cossette (the gal from Subway last year!) <horsesetc@msn.com> Audubon, MN USA - Saturday, May 28, 2005 8:14 PM CDT Douglas, Good to hear that the Word is speaking to you. May not be completely clear to you but keep holding on to it. Sometimes getting by is all that we can do. I don't believe that that Lord will keep you where you are long but I don't know what his "long" is yet. Just a suggestion but you may want to try just focusing on doing what you have mastered as much as you can. Back off and don't try anything new or to do more right now. I'm no therapist but I do know sometimes it helps me to put all I can into just those things that I can do. Not the ultimate goal in life but maybe it will help with the down times. It's like a little break from achievement. We'll keep praying and looking to the Lord for results. Favorite Cousin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, IN - Friday, May 27, 2005 9:28 PM CDT Thanks for the update stud. good luck with the housefull. I think you are brave. It may be cool for the therapists to see you residence and see if they have any ideas for making life run a little more smoothly. Still checking on you still praying for you. Love Steve MT - Friday, May 27, 2005 4:33 PM CDT Doug - Just wanted you to know I am still checking in and still praying for you. I miss reading your updates. Sure hope they get your meds straightened out soon. I hear it can be quite a process, but once they get it right it should make all the difference in the world. Hang in there! Nancy Erickson <nancy.erickson@ndsu.edu> Moorhead, MN - Thursday, May 26, 2005 2:20 PM CDT It was great seeing you in church Sunday! Remember, Doug, we love you just the way you are. Thanks for the update Roger! The sun is shining & CJ is so pumped for subsections today. His 4x800 has a chance of making it to sections! We're also hoping he can jump 5'6" today!! Love to you all, Kathy & the Conger clan Kathy Conger <ckconger@unitelc.com> Akeley, MN - Thursday, May 26, 2005 8:25 AM CDT Doug, My mom wrote in the Bible we received from our church when we were in third grade, "Never fear tomorrow, God is already there." Although many questions weigh on your mind and it is overwhelming, know that you are loved by Him and by all of us. We pray for your strength to get through this. Want to hear some good news...2 days left of school and the kids haven't taken over my classroom yet (they're getting close though). Wendy Watts <watts@rea-alp.com> Alexandria, MN 56308 - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 6:21 PM CDT Dear Doug and Steph, Just wanted you to know we are lifting your family up in prayer. I think your friend Barry encouraged you so beautifully. Doug, we are waiting to see what God is preparing you for but even in the mean time he is using you to encourage me and others in our faith, our focus on him and His plan for us and to strengthen our prayer lives. We have seen Him work so mightly in your recovery and can stand firm He will continue. I keep using your situation to encourage my dad as he recovers. He is now in rehab at the same place you were. Matter of fact a lady who works at Merit care in guest services remembers your family and says she still checks your site regularly. God is using you and your suffering. We will continue to lift you and your family up. Shannon shannon ackerman <shannon@mission2go.com> spicer, mn usa - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 1:54 PM CDT Doug & Steph, What a relief to catch the new update from Rog. We have checked a couple times each day for a new one & prayed harder because they didn't come. Keep trusting that you are where God wants you at this moment in time & He will go with you thru it. I know "they" say God won't give you more than you can handle, but I've also heard "them" say "I wish He didn't trust me so much". So, you hang on & we'll pray on. So happy for you & for your folks that they could be with you on the weekend, it's good for all of you. Sit on your deck & listen to the loons calling for us, OK? Love to all, Laurel & Darrell Laurel Phelps <dlfelps@msn.com> Owatonna, MN USA - Monday, May 23, 2005 3:03 PM CDT Doug and Steph, We are all still here praying and checking in many times a day. I know that these times are tough and dark, but KNOW that this is not the end. God still has a plan for your lives, He hasn't brought you this far for nothing. There are many medication combinations to try to help with the chemical imbalances during this healing process, they just take a long time to callibrate with your body chemistry. We are standing in the gap for you so keep busy and seeking Him. God has all the answers, and will reveal them soon, keep listening. We send all of our love, strength, and prayers your way. Love for eternity, Archie Archie Moore <bamttu1@juno.com> - Monday, May 23, 2005 0:31 AM CDT Doug & Steph: We hope you can feel all the prayers going up on your behalf from all over the world! If you are a point where you can't feel our prayers, we still want you to know that God is receiving prayers throughout the day and night for you both. We think of you and pray for you daily and know that God does have a purpose in all this. Thanks too, to Barry for sharing his meaningful thoughts and poem. We appreciate his caring heart! We pray that during this time that you will come to know God in a deeper and closer way. He is there and wants to give you His strength to face the unknown. Love and prayers to you both. Aunt Louise, Uncle Todd and Family Ann Louise Severud <anniels@cox.net> Peoria, AZ USA - Sunday, May 22, 2005 4:35 PM CDT Doug, Hope your day is going great. Tried to call. Hope you’re outside playing. I just read the last three verses of Habakkuk again, reminded me of you. I love his resolve, “Yet I will rejoice…” That is a great place to start and end each day. I’ve been thinking about the great vision God has for you. I see you shining forth a blindingly bright and peace-filled reflection of Christ as you lead millions of God’s people to a deeper relationship with Him. He is preparing you. You are in training, you’re being built into the best Doug, this is God’s will for you. The old Doug was great, the new Doug will be unbelievably better. Do what you know is necessary when you’re training for greatness! Don’t hide yourself away, get your-self out of the way, the same as you did when you trained to be a champion runner. i wrote some thoughts down in verse. When you began running, Your legs would barely give you a mile. Through disciplined training, You re-built them with your self-denial. You accepted God’s Promise, That effort precedes everything worthwhile. He allowed this tearing down, So that you’d conquer by being servile. He gives you strength to win, But your victory lies in Him, not in exile. Put deep roots into His word, They’ll hold you through this stormy trial. His great honor lies ahead, His testing makes us more useful and agile. Christy and i are holding you up in our prayers. You still believe...God must have allowed the right man to endure this testing. He is Faithful, True, Holy, and Sovereign. Barry &Christy <MAGRIZZ@Hotmail.com> Park Rapids, mn us - Saturday, May 21, 2005 4:22 PM CDT Doug and family, Just to let you know we continue to hold you close in our prayers. With much love, Aunt Brenda and Uncle David Brenda Hanson <davidhanson9673@msn.com> Owatonna, MN USA - Friday, May 20, 2005 3:40 PM CDT Please know that prayers go out in your behalf each and every day. We never know why the dark days in our lives come but we can know that behind the dark is the wonderful, life-affirming light that ALWAYS appears. God bless you and Steph and your family and all those that are lifting you up in prayer. Elna and Ivan in Glencoe. Elna W. Watts <eww@hutchtel.net> Glencoe, MN - Friday, May 20, 2005 9:37 AM CDT Hi Doug, Remember we are still praying for you even when we get no new news. We are your family even though we aren't officially related. We love you much! Peggy Peggy Vrieze <vrieze@clear.lakes.com> West Concord, MN USA - Friday, May 20, 2005 8:31 AM CDT Hey Doug. Just thought I'd check up on you through the website. Let everybody know, also, to pray for Erik Ludwinski www.caringbridge.org/mn/erikludwinski I just want to say that each time I see you I am so greatly encouraged. I have a such a deep love for you, Steph & the kids. Each of you encourage me to stay strong & focused on God's goodness. And, you need to know that I will love you (all) even through the bad days cuz its just part of it and its okay. See you Sunday!! Kathy Conger Kathy Conger <ckconger@unitelc.com> Akeley, MN - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 7:26 PM CDT Doug-We're praying for you! We check in and read the entries all the time and we're asking God to carry you through all of the seasons you're walking through. Kristen McHargue Kristen McHargue <Lioncross4@aol.com> - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 11:48 AM CDT We are in need for specific prayer request! Hang in there!! All of our LOVE! Archie <bamttu1@juno.com> - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 10:29 PM CDT Dear Doug, Steph, Breck and Riley, I havent written anything for a long time, but I want you to know that I check the Web twice a day to see any new happenings. We have your family in our prayers daily and wish you continued improvement. Love to all of you, Lorne and Julie Lorne and Julie Halma, Mn. USA - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 2:56 PM CDT Doug - Where are you! I keep checking and you're not writing! From past experience I'd say that's not a good sign, but I hope I am wrong. We need to know how you are doing!!! Nancy Erickson <nancy.erickson@ndsu.edu> Moorhead, MN - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 2:56 PM CDT Doug, We are still out here! We continue to pray for you, Steph and your family!! Jim (for the Hanson's) <james.m.hanson@wellsfargo.com> Ramsey, MN U.S.A - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 9:38 AM CDT Just want you to know we are thinking of you today and praying for God's presence to be very near to you. Love & Prayers, Aunt Louise, Uncle Todd & Family Ann Louise Severud <anniels@cox.net> Peoria, AZ USA - Monday, May 16, 2005 10:32 PM CDT What's up bud. Fill us in, your not in this alone. the more information we have the better we can pray for you and lift you up. Steve MT - Monday, May 16, 2005 9:47 PM CDT Hi Doug, It's been awhile since I've written, and I apologize....However, my thoughts and prayers for you guys continue! My husband too, went through some rough cycles of depression following his accident...Hang in there...and if during this time your meds are adjusted, it'll help. That doesn't mean it will be a forever thing, but a support during the hard days. I will continue to hold you up in prayer! Hope you guys had a nice weekend. God bless and strengthen each of you! Deb Mason Deb Mason <dan2deb@lakes.com> Wanamingo, MN USA - Sunday, May 15, 2005 7:07 PM CDT Doug and Steph, This is my first time on your site I am sorry to say. I usually get my updates through family. We continue to pray for you but now I will know how to pray more specific. Joe will like that because he asks how you and Breck are doing. I was reading your journal enteries and then the comments of others. How encouraging. I will now keep better tabs on you. I think I am hooked and will go to our store and read your page rather than check out ebay.:) We will continue to pray. Shannon Ackerman Spicer, mn usa - Wednesday, May 11, 2005 7:05 PM CDT Douglas.....excellent news on the good day. I look in the mirror every morning and see a loon though.....I guess there more common down here... ;) No doubt you are going to be seeing my face this summer. We're all set to be up that way around July 4th. (GUARANTEED) Favorite (pending) Cousin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, IN - Wednesday, May 11, 2005 7:33 AM CDT What's up? rainy and cloudy in Mt. =( but that is cool too Makes all thing real grean. Hope all is well. Miss ya looking forward to a summer trip. Steve MT - Tuesday, May 10, 2005 9:50 AM CDT Douglas, To address a couple of things I have read the past few days...You are the man God wants you to be, unless you are living in willful disobedience to His word. Remember, He cares for and loves you...not what you can or can't do. Feeling down, depressed, etc isn't falling away it is just a cycle you go through. He understands. Second, there are a lot of unmedicated people out there who aren't normal!!!! The chemicals may or may not straighten out in your upstairs....don't worry about getting some help to hold it together. You are not weak because you have to take some medication. One final thing. It's amazing that we are to the point of thinking about your work status down the road. I know it is tough with all that has gone on with your company and finding out they are going another direction. Honestly I didn't really believe for a time that you would ever communicate again, then I was pretty sure you wouldn't get out of a hosptial bed, there was no way you would ever be able to walk again, surely you would have to be under full nursing care for the rest of your life, driving...impossible. These are a few of the things I thought but never wrote down over the past year or so. Thank you for proving me wrong on all accounts. Every day is a successful one if you love the Lord with all you heart, all your mind and all your spirit. Make sure He is in charge of the day and He will take care of the results. Favorite Cousin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, IN - Tuesday, May 10, 2005 5:58 AM CDT Dear Doug and Steph, My prayers continue as Doug hangs in there with treatment. Your testimony encourages me. Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net> - Sunday, May 8, 2005 9:48 PM CDT HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY STEPH!! It sounds like things are going better, God is good, all the time!!. We are all still praying and checking in on you. I will talk to you soon. Love from Texas! Archie <bamttu1@juno.com> - Sunday, May 8, 2005 8:12 PM CDT Still praying that God will soon turn your lives to the sunhine you deserve--You have come sooo far--Love you, J&J Joan Evenson <EvenJms@aol.com> Grand Forks, ND USA - Saturday, May 7, 2005 7:29 PM CDT Still Checking Still Praying love ya steve MT - Friday, May 6, 2005 8:09 AM CDT I found this on one of the caringbridge sites I follow and wanted to share this beautiful message with you...... The Holy Alphabet Although things are not perfect Because of trial or pain Continue in thanksgiving Do not begin to blame Even when the times are hard Fierce winds are bound to blow God is forever able Hold on to what you know Imagine life without His love Joy would cease to be Keep thanking Him for all the things Love imparts to thee Move out of "Camp Complaining" No weapon that is known On earth can yield the power Praise can do alone Quit looking at the future Redeem the time at hand Start every day with worship To "thank" is a command Until we see Him coming Victorious in the sky We'll run the race with gratitude Xalting God most high Yes, there'll be good times and yes some will be bad, but... Zion waits in glory...where none are ever sad! "I AM Too blessed to be stressed!" The shortest distance between a problem and a solution is the distance between your knees and the floor. The one who kneels to the Lord can stand up to anything. Love and peace be with you forever, Amen. Wishing you strength as you figure out what your next new path will be. Hugs, Connie Frisby-Griffin <cdlfg@adelphia.net> Colorado Springs, CO - Thursday, May 5, 2005 8:01 AM CDT Doug & Steph, We pray with you that God will provide a way. I will give you a call in the morning and we can talk then. We love you desperately! David Hanson <borisipol@hotmail.com> Suzhou, Jingsu China - Thursday, May 5, 2005 4:16 AM CDT Doug, We pray for you and your family every night. We were sorry to hear that your job won't be waiting for you. But, out of what we preceive to be bad, comes good. And God is good! So,be still and listen and He will lead you! God bless you and your family. Love, The Hivelys Judy Hively <tjmtlk6@juno.com> Kindred, nd usa - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 7:38 PM CDT Doug, We are praying for you. The actual hearing of the words that you no longer have a job can be devastating. Don't let those words devastate you. You have already turned it over to God. What more can you do? God's schedule and timing are perfect. We are on a need to know basis and apparently, God doesn't think you need to know right now. It takes an awful lot of trust, doesn't it? The next door will open soon. Keep your eyes open and your heart free of bad feelings, if possible. We are praying for you. We love you so much. Peggy Vrieze <vrieze@clear.lakes.com> West Concord, MN USA - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 1:46 PM CDT Doug, Thanks for sharing what you are going through. It helps us know how to pray specifically for you and Steph. We are thinking about you and praying for you daily!!! Love, Jim (for the Hansons) <james.m.hanson@wellsfargo.com> Ramsey, MN U.S.A. - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 12:57 AM CDT Doug, Sorry to hear about APW, but as we discussed when I was there, this could be a possibility and you know as well as I do that the old saying of "when God closes one door, He always has a window open". I KNOW that God has a plan for you and that is just stating the obvious, but the journey continues as you explore the possibilities of EVERY little clue that He has and will continue to reveal to you. You and Steph are two of the most gifted people that I know, of which we have seen more clearly over the past year, and now is a great opportunity that God is giving you both. As we both have always said that it would be better if God would give us a billboard sign or just yell at us with clear instructions for our life, but He only speaks quietly and softly to the innermost part of our heart where the Holy Spirit dwells, because that is where it is calm, restful, and clear of outside distractions. My prayer for you and Steph is that you will ask for clear wisdom and to be still long enough listen intently to Gods revelation for your life. Keep a clear and open mind with no boundaries and God will open the next door for you all. We Love you greatly, but not as much as God. Stay Strong and on your knees. Archie Archie Moore <bamttu1@juno.com> - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 9:56 AM CDT Wow Doug You word things well and paint a very good visual picture of where you are and what you feel. I am proud of you for posting on such a rough day, and awed at how elequently things were put. I have always, yes always, respected the way you do things. I was impressed by your athletic accomplishments, even more impressed by your GPA. I was impressed by your success at Tandy, even more impressed by your LDI accomplishments. I was impressed by your ability to take on your own business, and even more impressed when APW took you on. No I'm not easily impressed!! All praising Doug aside, I admire you for your faith, I now see why you have done so well in all the earthly things, you had you eyes set on Heaven. Tough times have not changed your focus, You continue to rely on God. Now I am truly impressed. Steve Mt - Tuesday, May 3, 2005 10:57 PM CDT Greetings Doug, Steph and family, I am guilty of checking this site often but not taking the time to send you a message. You are daily in our thoughts and prayers. It definitely is not easy to function when things seem so dark. Not for you Doug, nor for your family. You have at times the feeling of over whelming sadness and your family is sad because they cannot make those feelings go away. Just take it an hour at a time...don't expect to much each day. You have come so far.. be thankful for the little things. God does have a special plan for you. The trials that you have experienced and yet have to go through is your training period so that you can help someone someday when they feel that they cannot go on. We are leaving sunny and hot Arizona on May 21. We are headed back to MN but do not know what route we will be taking yet. It all depends on the timing of the next job. We are planning on being back for Bretta's wedding and most definitely Peggy's. Hope to cross paths with you again this summer. Take care. Julann and Jeff Vangness <jedova@yahoo.com> Tempe, AZ - Tuesday, May 3, 2005 2:40 PM CDT Thanks, Roger for writing. We appreciate the update so can pray more effectively and specifically for Doug and Steph. I'm sure in some ways, this stage of the healing process is more frustrating and difficult to handle than any of the other stages so far. Doug, I was out walking early this morning and find this is a great time I can pray specifically for you, friends and family. I pray specifically that God will touch you and allow your spirit to shine through and that you will feel God's warmth and caring even through this time. I pray that God will allow healing to flow and bring back your joy, humor and love of life. Love and Prayers, Aunt Louise, Uncle Todd & Family Ann Louise Severud <anniels@cox.net> Peoria, AZ USA - Sunday, May 1, 2005 11:03 AM CDT Doug & Steph~ Thanks for your openness & honesty about Doug's overwhelming week. When it is to hard to pray, we know that the prayers of others lift us up & we have been praying for you. God has promised never to leave us nor forsake us & we believe it. He doesn't need days or nights off like we do, so we continue to lift you before the throne & expect great things to come to you soon. We love you & pray for a brighter day today. Laurel & Darrell Laurel Phelps <dlfelps@msn.com> Owatonna, MN 55060 - Friday, April 29, 2005 9:49 AM CDT Thanks for the update Steve. Doug as others have already expressed, I wish there was some way to be closer to you in this and to share your burden but we can only pray and wait for the word of the Lord. I do know that depression in your case is not giving up or quitting, it is a physical side-effect that comes with the healing of the injury. It is comforting to know that the war has already been won because God's word assures us that He uses all things to our benefit. But that doesn't take away these battles. You will pull out of the valley. Favorite Cousin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com > Elizabeth, IN - Friday, April 29, 2005 7:54 AM CDT "I cry aloud to the Lord; I lift up my voice to the Lord for mercy. I pour out my complaint before Him; Before Him I tell my trouble. When my spirit grows faint within me, It is You who know my way. In the path where I walk Men have hidden a snare for me. Look to the right and see; No one is concerned for me. I have no refuge, No one cares for my life. I cry to you, O Lord; I say, 'You are my refuge, my portion in the land of the living.' Listen to my cry, For I am in desperate need; Rescue me from those who pursue me, For they are too strong for me. Set me free from my prison, That I may praise your name. Then the righteous will gather about me Because of your goodness to me. Psalm 142: 1 - 7 The Psalms are so real, so very true to what we many times feel. Just remember, Doug, that God is there just waiting for you - even though you don't feel His presence. Keep praying and know that God is listening. We continue to pray for peace and delivery for you from the prison of despair that has surrounded you. Love & Prayers, Aunt Louise, Uncle Todd & Family Ann Louise Severud <anniels@cox.net> Peoria, AZ USA - Thursday, April 28, 2005 10:18 PM CDT These feelings are a bump in the road and you will come through it stronger and with a better understanding of yourself, the love of your family and of course the greatness of God. Allow him to cradle you in his arms and give you comfort and strength. Hugs, Connie Frisby-Griffin <cdlfg@adelphia.net> Colorado Springs, CO - Thursday, April 28, 2005 2:22 PM CDT greater is He that is in you then he that is in the world. EMBRACE IT!!!! BELIEVE IT!!!!! tanya <tlynn39@juno.com> - Thursday, April 28, 2005 1:25 PM CDT -"The foolishness of God is wiser than man's wisdom, and the weakness of God is stronger than man's strength" 1 Corinthians 1:25...We pray for hope.... "Those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength . They will soar on wings like eagles, they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint" Isaiah40:31 God does not work on our time table, but God's timing is always perfect. Reflect on God's faithfulness in the past, and you will find the strength you need today. In thought and prayer, Margaret.."Let the Sun Shine In" Margaret Hoffmann <magnolia@ictc.com> Wheatland, ND USA - Thursday, April 28, 2005 8:51 AM CDT Hang in there. Our thoughts and prayers continue to be with you. Matt & Barb Berg <mbberg@wiktel.com> Karlstad, MN - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 6:46 PM CDT I read Steve's entry for today and hear that your still slogging along through the muddy valley. i'm praying for you and i wish there was new words, or a new way, that could lift your heart back to where it belongs, but there isn't. There is just the old way, like you already know...prayer, it probably isn't going to change the path you have walk, but it will alter your attitude about the path. Acknowledge Him and He will make straight your path, it may be uphill but it 'will' be straight to Him. i thought it was interesting that when the Lord appeared to Job at the end of the book, He didn't say, "Sorry about your kids and your stuff and those boils..." He did say say something else to Job in chapter 40. i wish i could 'do' something, i'm praying for you and i re-read the poem i wrote for you back in Feb, it still seems to ring true. i'll share a poem with you that i wrote for another friend who was stuck in the swamp of despair somewhere close to where you're at. Could it be... The sun on my cheek and the crack of the bat, green grass, fly balls, just life as simple as that. Just quietly sitting or long walks with a friend, I wonder where did it go and when did it end? I miss that innocent trust and a peaceful heart, Hot summer days, and love that just set me apart. I felt special and loved and I miss it so much, Quiet moments and smiles, a friends tender touch. Could it be that hurt can just drive you mad, That friendship can’t last and good just goes bad? Can lost trust be regained, or dying love reflare Will the good times return if someone just cares? Why can’t I simply trace this right back to it’s root Blame layers my heart with its filthy dark soot. I know I’d be better if I just left this to the Lord, I’ve prayed and plead and there’s been no reward. But if discouragement is Satan’s most useful tool I need to push it out or I’ll end up a useless fool. I’m my Father’s prized child, but where do I start, Can discouragement survive in a grateful heart? No looking back on hurt, only past blessing I’ll see I’ll praise my King’s Glory and His grand plans for me. Whenever I’m feeling like I’ve got a half empty cup I’ll look around me and find someone I can lift up. Could it be, the way back to my happiness and peace The way to make discouragement and distrust cease Is to move forward in counting my blessings each day My hands in service and praise as I walk in the Lord’s way? Christy and i are praying that you'll let your spirit start to run again even if your feet can't. Your mind and spirit 'are' strong enough to praise God and love your neighbor...so do that excellently! Barry &Christy <MAGRIZZ@Hotmail.com> Park Rapids, MN - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 4:36 PM CDT Doug and Steph, you are in my prayers daily. "In that quiet moment of discontent, an intervening God comes to hold and inspire us to better days ahead." God Bless. Have a good day. Please let me know how I can help. Karen I Park Rapids, MN - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 11:48 AM CDT Douglas, That was a letter that makes our creator smile. We were made to worship Him and do battle with enemy. I know it may not feel like it all the time (or even very much of the time) but you are a warrior on the front line. Stay in the fight!!!!!! We fight through love and obedience......remember....the results are all up to Him. Keep posting and letting us all know what's going on. Favorite Cousin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, IN - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 10:08 PM CDT Praying unceasingly! We all can do all things through Christ who strengthens us. You are included in the ALL. He will do it. Doug, you know that the closer we come to a victory for Christ, the harder Satan attacks. Keep seeking God and telling Satan to flee. We ALL LOVE you guys!!! Archie <bamttu1@juno.com> - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 10:07 PM CDT Thanks Doug Love Ya Steve Mt - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 9:36 PM CDT You are all in our prayers and we read your website everyday and then I read them to Mange--its been cold and windy here today, hope the warm weather will make you feel better--We love you all and hang in there---Love, Joan & Jim Joan Evenson <EvenJms@aol.com> Grand Forks, ND USA - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 9:09 PM CDT You are all in our prayers and we read your website everyday and then I read them to Mange--its been cold and windy here today, hope the warm weather will make you feel better--We love you all and hang in there---Love, Joan & Jim Joan Evenson <EvenJms@aol.com> Grand Forks, ND USA - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 9:09 PM CDT Hi Doug, Steph, and family....This is Margaret of MeritCare Guest Services, just letting you know that you do not walk alone...you are still in my thoughts and prayers and I continuously draw strength from your faith journey...It is true, we do not know what tomorrow brings but we do know who hold it and that alone is worth the journey. You have worked very hard in your recovery ...(we are so very proud and so amazed at you, the person, Doug)..and I have enjoyed hearing about your familly, and friends. Please know that each day you make a difference in the lives of so many..your courage, your faith, your humor and the wonderful parent, husband, and son that you are..That is a beautiful gift and we will continue to give thanks for the blessings of Doug and we will pray for a renewed spirit within You. Love to all, Margaret Margaret Hoffmann <magnolia@ictc.com> Wheatland, ND Cass - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 0:22 AM CDT Ok, so at the end of last week I thought you were all just busy celebrating Riley's birthday, but now you are making me really nervous! It's been a long time, way too long, since you wrote anything. I'm hoping and praying this is just a false alarm but you better let us know what's going on so we aren't all worrying about you! Nancy Erickson <nancy.erickson@ndsu.edu> Moorhead, MN - Monday, April 25, 2005 8:33 AM CDT Doug, I hope that Riley had a great 10th birthday and that you are doing well! I wish Erin and I could have made it up to see you this weekend, but we were watching a friend's kids so she could go to a small groups conference in Iowa. Erin goes to see the doc today to see how her wrist is healing a week and a half after surgery. Hopefully, she will get good news about how long she has to be left handed! I hope your therapy goes well today and that you are feeling up to letting us know how things are going - bad or good. We're still praying that the lows are shorter and less often and the highs carry you a long ways in your recovery. We love you, man. Hang in there! Tim Martinson <tsmartinson@yahoo.com> St. Anthony, MN US - Monday, April 25, 2005 7:50 AM CDT I'm with Steve, we need to see an update to have our Doug fix for the day. Praying that all is well. Archie <bamttu1@juno.com> - Monday, April 25, 2005 7:20 AM CDT Just want you to know we are still praying for you. It sounds like you had some great help last weekend with the raking and yard work from Roger & Sharon. We miss seeing the beauty of the spring in northern Minnesota. Take care of yourself and know our thoughts and prayers are with you. Love & Prayers, Aunt Louise, Uncle Todd & Family Ann Louise Severud <anniels@cox.net> Peora, AZ USA - Sunday, April 24, 2005 8:08 PM CDT Don't go too long without updates, you make me nervous. I may not respond everyday but I do read everyday Steve MT - Saturday, April 23, 2005 10:37 AM CDT Dang sounds like you may have the raking done when I get there in July. I may have to go work on Darla's lot. Hope you are figuring out the downers and can avoid them sound like you are consiously trying. Early to bed, early to rise bla bla bla. I am still reading and praying and cheering for ya. love steve steve Mt - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 11:32 AM CDT Oh, by the way, keep up your so called sense of humor on the entries, it is refreshing to see the old Doug peek out every once in awile. Don't think that you can guilt all of us into helping out with YOUR CHORES (i.e. therapy). It is about time that you started pulling your weight around there and quit laying around eating Bon-Bons. So GET BACK TO WORK!! Archie Moore <bamttu1@juno.com> - Monday, April 18, 2005 8:54 AM CDT Believe it or not, And I know Doug will believe it, but Tanya and I wish we could have been there for every second of the work days. It has been a long time since you and I could see who would collapse first from the work and for once I "might could've" beat you this time. (like the new use of "might could") It all is sounding great, so keep up the good work so the rest of us in cyberspace can feel good also. You thought we all checked in on you to just see how you are doing, but in reality we just need a moment of inspiration and to see what God is doing in your life at the moment so we can say a hearty PRAISE GOD!!. I agree with Paul about what all that took place in his classroom while you were there. You have been given a gift from God which is a broader horizon to explore and to see what He has planned for you and Steph's lives. Part of it may stay the same as the past, but part of it could be drastically differant and even more exciting and wonderful than you can even imagine, so hang on and enjoy the ride because God will continue to use you to bless others, but in the mean time don't miss all of the different ways that he is blessing all of you. You touched the lives of those kids in Pauls class in a way that we may never know and it may simply be to show them that with God's strength and power, they too can overcome adversity and live a blessed life. Keep up the great work. Love you guys!! Archie P.S. Happy Birthday Riley, we'll call you on your actual birthday. Tell Steph to give us updates on what she is doing also. And finally, Paul, we all thank you for being a willing tool for God to use to touch Doug. You are a true friend. Archie Moore <bamttu1@juno.com> - Monday, April 18, 2005 8:43 AM CDT Uncle Roger, What a beautiful vision of the evening you have created. I'm sure many of us wish we were there! Enjoy the peace..sounds like a day well spent. Stacey Armstrong <staceyarmstrong@wowway.com> Powell, OH - Saturday, April 16, 2005 9:13 PM CDT Hi Doug, Just checking in... you all are in my prayers daily! What a great opportunity to help in the math class! If I lived closer, I'd come rake too...the fresh air is a big "mood lifter" in itself! Praying that the Lord will continue to encourage you...Have a wonderful wkend with your family! Bless you, Debbie Mason Deb Mason <dan2deb@lakes.com> Wanamingo, MN USA - Friday, April 15, 2005 9:18 PM CDT Doug, Thanks for helping out yesterday. I agree with you that it went very well. The great thing is I'm not saying this to make you feel good. Like you, I don't like to be a fake either. You truly did help the students with their math problems, plus it gave me extra time with each child I was trying to help. And yes, if it helps you some as well that's great. Everyone benefits. I don't want you to ever think that you have to come and help. I'm sure you will probably have up days and down days. Monitor this for me and I will take you on all your good days. That's kind of a half joke half truth statement. The point I'm trying to make is this. Next time your having a bad day and you feel like you have no purpose or other downer thoughts - remember this, I had several students ask if you would be back to help tomorrow. When I said "no, I think he has an appointment tomorrow" they were truly disappointed. Third grade students don't think the way most adults think. You know - like this will help Mr. Hanson or I really feel sorry for him. It's more like - He was really nice and he helped me with what I needed. I'm not saying this is it. This is your purpose - but it is a great start. Even if your attitude\motivation changes for the worse, remember this, you made a positive impact on a few students in one day. And don't you dare say that doesn't really matter or I just wasted 20 years. Thanks again, Paul paul schroeder <pschroeder@nevis.k12.mn.us> - Friday, April 15, 2005 8:15 AM CDT Doug & Steph, it sounds like fun. I hope and pray the good days continue and you are able to feel better every day. Hang in there. Thinking about others is good for the soul. I think that is pretty close to what Grandma Hanson used to remind me of quite often. David B. Hanson <dhanson@wellmanproducts.com> Suzhou, Jiangsu China - Friday, April 15, 2005 4:28 AM CDT Good for you. You have lots to share at school. Stay outside as long as you wish. I have been looking for excuses to be outside. My house shows it. I check the website often, Doug. You are in my prayers. I just don't write often. Sorry. You haven't guilted me lately. Peggy Vrieze <vrieze@clear.lakes.com> West Concord, MN USA - Thursday, April 14, 2005 11:28 AM CDT Praise God to whom all blessings flow. Tell Paul he is one of the answers to my prayers. How did the conference call with work go? Keep on Truckin' Archie Archie Moore <bamttu1@juno.com> - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 8:42 PM CDT Still with ya Still Prayin Glad so many responders want to help you rake Cause I don't. I'd rather hunt wolverines in alsaka. Love Ya Steve Mt - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 9:03 AM CDT Hey, it sounds like you are staying pretty busy, which may be part of the good feelings. Whatever it is, I like it. I'll be praying during your conference call and will talk to you soon. Go Get Em!!!, but stay awake. Love, Archie Archie Moore <bamttu1@juno.com> - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 8:48 AM CDT Doug - You are sounding more like yourself again. That's great! I was getting a little nervous when you didn't update your site for so many days so was very relieved to see your mood had turned around. I guess everyone has to have some down time - even wonderful you!! Wish I could come help you rake, but my old back won't allow it! Can't even rake my own yard anymore. Bummer! Take care! Nancy Erickson <nancy.erickson@ndsu.edu> Moorhead, MN - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 4:59 PM CDT Doug, Glad to hear you have been feeling better the past few days. Through good or bad days, we pray on!! Jim for the Hansons <james.m.hanson@wellsfargo.com> Ramsey, MN U.S.A - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 1:46 PM CDT Thanks for opening your heart yet again, Doug. You challenge us anew as we listen to your pleas to the Lord for help & encouragement. We are not forgetting to pray for you & yours and want you to know we will continue faithfully. A quote from Joni Earickson Tada "If I could give you one gift, my friend, I'd give you the gift to see yourself as others see you, so you could see how really special you are". Keep on keeping on - Love to you, Laurel & Darrell Laurel Phelps <dlfelps@msn.com> Owatonna, MN USA - Monday, April 11, 2005 8:09 PM CDT The viewers have written such beautiful answers. They just mean so much to me as I am sure they do to you and Stef---We are all still here and praying for you and yours---I'd like to come help you rake but my back is not good (Lie-to get out of work)Tell Karl Jon to do my share---Love, J&J Joan Evenson <EvenJms@aol.com> Grand Forks, ND USA - Monday, April 11, 2005 12:28 AM CDT The viewers have written such beautiful answers. They just mean so much to me as I am sure they do to you and Stef---We are all still here and praying for you and yours---I'd like to come help you rake but my back is not good (Lie-to get out of work)Tell Karl Jon to do my share---Love, J&J Joan Evenson <EvenJms@aol.com> Grand Forks, ND USA - Monday, April 11, 2005 12:28 AM CDT P.S. Doug, if you could help me find a way to get back up there, I would gladly take part in the raking project and get some blessing in the mean time. Look at it this way, God is providing a free, endless therapy program for you, and you don't even have to leave your home and drive somewhere else to get it. Isn't this new modern program exciting. Have fun! Archie <bamttu1@juno.com> - Sunday, April 10, 2005 2:39 PM CDT Doug, it was great talking to you the other day, even though I sat on the side of the road for the next 10 minutes crying and praying that God would clear the clouds in your head so you could feel the warmth of His Sonshine again. It sounds like the clouds have cleared a little since we have talked. PRAISE GOD!!! I wanted to pass on a couple of things that I have heard and witnessed since we talked, which I beleive are a message from God to me and for you. Philip has been trying for the past few years to earn the President's Fitness award at school, falling short of the goal each year. Last week, all he needed was to run the mile in 7:28 to earn the award this year, but he missed it by 2 seconds, to which he was sad. This past Friday the PE teacher let the kids try to run and qualify again, to which Tanya and I attended to cheer him on. What we witnessed was even more powerful than we imagined. The course was set-up where he had to complete 6 laps to equal a mile. He started off at a good pace and for 4 and 3/4 laps, was well ahead of the needed pace. As he came close to the end of lap 5 he caught his toe in the loop of the shoelace on his other shoe and fell very hard on the asphalt. Tanya and I ran over to check on him and after seeing there was no major damage encouraged him to try and finish the race, either by walking or running. He reluctantly began jogging again and as he started around on the last lap, he was being cheered on by not only his mom and dad but by his classmates, to which some even ran along beside him for awhile. The cheering gave him the energy to finish the race in a blazing last lap, only to miss his time by 12 seconds. He was of course sad that he had missed the award again, but what God had just revealed was even more powerful, and that was through the encouragement of his family and friends, and through the strength and determination God provided, he finished the race and learned a greater lesson. You can fall, get hurt, struggle back to your feet and keep going in your life race, IF you rely on God's strength. Tanya and I could not have been more proud at that moment and more thankful to God. Philip gets to try again next year, for the last time, to earn the award, however he has already won the race that God put before him, and that is all that matters. This morning in church, our pastor talked about Psalm 23, and the verse "though I walk through the Valley of the shadow of death..." As you and I discussed earlier this week, you are in the valley and behind you is the mountain you came off and in front of you is the mountain you are to climb. (watch out for the trees) The verse says you are to WALK, not run or even stop and stand in one place, but to just WALK THROUGH the valley. The word "though" just lets you know that the valley is going to always be there between the mountains and we will always be going from valley to valley via the mountains. Notice that in the verse "though I walk through" the difference between "though" and "through" is the letter "r". In english sign language the letter "r" is showed by crossing you fingers like we do when we are wishing for luck. In the 1st Century church, crossed fingers was the sign that believers used to show other believers that they are in the family of Jesus Christ. That "r" in this verse is the only person that can shine the Light on the path that you are to follow THROUGH the valley and up to the mountain top. The verse does say "through"; not to the edge, or around, but THROUGH!! Just as Philip had his family and friends cheering him on in his mile run, and you have your family and friends cheering you on through your valley, it is only God's strength that will get us all through our valleys, and as you know, GOD IS GOOD, ALL THE TIME. Please keep us informed of your progress, but more importantly keep us imformed about your struggle so that we can either come down from the mountain or from a differant area of the valley and Walk along side of You, Steph, and the kids until we all get to the next mountain top. I LOVE YOU GREATLY, BUT NOT NEAR AS MUCH AS GOD LOVES YOU. KEEP WALKING!!! Archie Archie Moore <bamttu1@juno.com> - Sunday, April 10, 2005 2:31 PM CDT Doug: It was wonderful to see you last weekend! I could tell you were struggling, and I know it was very difficult for you last weekend. We loved being able to see you and the rest of the family, to talk and laugh together, sit outside in the Minnesota sunshine in early April! (amazing!), eat all that great food, see Grandpa Hanson enjoy the time so much and just be together. We love you Doug for who you are right now, not for being the super track star or for all the things you have accomplished in your life. We still see your quick wit and humor shine through, and we are thankful to God for working in you even in these dark times. Doug, I know we cannot know what you are going through totally, but we do all struggle at times with who we are and where we are in our lives and many of us go through despair and difficulty understanding why God isn't answering some of our prayers as we would like. We are with you for the long haul, not just the easy times. Our love and prayers for you will never end. God looks at our hearts and He truly understands how you feel. He knows your great anguish and turmoil of spirit. We don't know God's plan for the rest of our lives, but He wants us to give everything to Him, including our deepest fears and sorrows. One of my favorite chapters in Psalms and one that your Grandma Hanson loved and read over and over during difficult times is Psalm 91. The entire chapter speaks to the fact that God is always with us and will be with us during the darkest times. Verses 15 and 16 are God's promise to you. He will call upon me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, With long life will I satisfy him And show him my salvation. God is there, even though at times you don't feel His presence or when He appears to be silent toward you. You have people around the world praying for you and I know God has a plan and purpose for you. We send our love and prayers and pray that God will be very near to you through these fearful and unknown days. Love and Prayers, Aunt Louise, Uncle Todd & Family Ann Louise Severud <anniels@cox.net> Peoria, AZ USA - Saturday, April 9, 2005 8:07 PM CDT Dear Doug and Steph, Don and I went to the web sight tonight and I would like to share this with you. I have a daily booklet with quotes from Padre Pio, a stigmatist (with Christ's wounds) His writing are from l968 and this is April 8th---Do not let temptations frighten you; they are the trials of the soul whom God wants to test when He knows that he is strong enough to sustain the battle and weave his garland of glory with his own hands. (Doug said he has turned himself over to God) Until now, your life was like that of a child; now the Lord wants to treat you like an adult. Since the trials of an adult are superior to a child's, you are at first disconcerted; but before long, your soul will be at peace, and you will be calm. Continue to be patient; it will all be for your good. We love you and have you in our prayers. I am going to a Magnificat convention on Tuesday in New Orleans and with 300 and some other sisters in Jesus Christ, when we have praise and worship I will lift up your family. The Lord hears his sheep's voices. Darryle Darryle Kay <carlsonwalk@aol.com> Sun Lakes, AZ usa - Saturday, April 9, 2005 3:04 PM CDT Dear Doug, Thank you for your honesty. The guestbook entry from Barb Hanson of Dodge Cntr is insightful, full of wisdom. Its content has depth of meaning and application for you. You say you wish you had a friend. You have much more than a single friend. Once I asked students to complete: "I think the sky is glorious...(and responses have included) when it's a starry night; a bright day; stormy sky, threatening, formidable; banks of fog shifting; a blue sky with big puffy white clouds; the sunset; the sunrise; the sky streaked with pink, cream, orange, and lavender; when there's not a cloud in the sky; a rainbow in the sky,” and so on. To analogize, it is not unexpected to go through different cycles of mood in our mind, will, and emotions, and more after going through a traumatic accident. However, both you and I must see beyond only blackness of night. If today the waves are choppy and it sounds like the house is going to fall down, know that on another day it will be seventy-plus degrees, a beautiful, bright day and you'll pull your shirt off, enjoying the warmth of the sun, wanting to work on the house. No matter what happens from this point, you have what is most important, salvation in Christ. I thank you for your public testimony, and, Doug, you have been a remarkable encouragement to me. May the following verses of scripture be an encouragement to you, Doug. 1 Corinthians 6: 19-20 What? know ye not that your body is the temple of the Holy Ghost which is in you, which ye have of God, and ye are not your own? For ye are bought with a price: therefore glorify God in your body, and in your spirit, which are God's. 1 Corinthians 6: 19-20 2 Timothy 1:7 For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind. 2 Timothy 1:7 Ephesians 3:20 Now unto him that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that worketh in us, Ephesians 3:20 Yours in Christ, Bob Reichart Robert Reichart Robert Reichart <rreichart@charter.net> Owatonna , Minnesota United States - Friday, April 8, 2005 9:18 PM CDT Doug and Steph: The only good thing about being down and ready to give up is that the only way we can possibly look is UP!! And HE is always there!! I know this from personal experience. Prayers and love are always with you and yours. Elna Elna W. Watts <eww@hutchtel.net> Glencoe, MN McLeod - Friday, April 8, 2005 10:07 AM CDT Doug and Steph - this is Tammy - Tanya and Archie's friend in Lubbock. First let me say how proud I am of your progress Doug - there are so many people who would never have fought as hard as you and your family. Second - I am so happy that the Moore's got to get up there to see you guys - I know it was so special for them - I hope for you all as well - and your home is GORGEOUS! Third - I just finished a Beth Moore study on the life of David - and speaking of getting to the ultimate lows in life - I'd have to say David got pretty low. But Got always gave him renewed joy through David's praise. And not knowing the depths of what you are contending with - all I can ask is that God will grant you the same joy as you continue to glorify His name. Sorry we didn't get the snowshoes up there for your next garage sale - maybe next time! Hang in there guys - we all love, care and pray for you. Tammy Cannon <komenlubbock@sbcglobal.net> Lubbock , TX USA - Friday, April 8, 2005 0:20 AM CDT doug and stephanie, it seems obvious to say how much archie and i are hurting with you and for you, but i will say it anyway! i think you are justified in your feelings. what i ask you to consider is this....are you giving up or letting go and letting God? there is a difference you know. the doug and stephanie we all know and love would do the latter...quiting is not an option! to quote stephanie, "bring it on!". she was speaking of something else but this is an indicator of your spirit. this morning in our devotions we read this from the message translation and i thought of you:James 4: 4-10 "You're cheating on God. If all you want is your own way, flirting with the world every chance you get, you end up enemies of God and his way. And do you suppose God doesn't care? The proverb has it that "he's a fiercely jealous lover." And what he gives in love is far better than anything else you'll find. It's common knowledge that "God goes against the willful proud; God gives grace to the willing humble." So let God work his will in you. Yell a loud NO to the Devil and watch him scamper. Say a quiet YES to God and he'll be there in no time. Quit dabbling in sin. Purify your inner life. Quit playing the field. Hit bottom, and cry your eyes out. The fun and games are over. Get serious, really serious. Get down on your knees before the Master; it's the only way you'll get on your feet." y'all are stronger than you even know..."get serious, really serious" and know we are praying you along this pathway. we really think it would be a good idea to start up the prayer circle again...friday nights at 7:00. anyone care to join us???? it "might could" do some good! (:>) (that one was just for you doug!) love from the dust bowl!!!!! tanya <tlynn39@juno.com> - Thursday, April 7, 2005 2:24 PM CDT Still with ya Doug, don't know what to do or what to say but I'm still with ya. Love Ya Steve Mt - Thursday, April 7, 2005 10:12 AM CDT Doug and Steph .... I just read your journal entry for April 5. It is very touching. Doug, it was great seeing you last Saturday but I felt bad because the spark was gone from your eyes. I had never seen that before and it alarmed me. Your special smile wasn't there. I realized you were in trouble. I believe we all have days when we look up and tell God we just can't handle any more. Even though we know He only gives us what we can handle, there are days when it feels like He must have us mixed up with someone else. I know despair ... most people know despair .... for different reasons .... but the feelings are still as intense and real .... and painful. You need to realize, Doug, that we love you FOR WHO YOU ARE. It isn't about how you walk, or how you think, or what you're capable of doing ... it isn't about your accomplishments. It is about you .... the spirit and personality. Please realize there is a chance you may never run a race again. And the world won't end. When things happen in our lives that cause our pathway to change, we need to accept that change and work with what we have. You can accept your life the way it is now and do the best you can with what you have, or you can give up. The choice is yours. I'm guessing you've asked God why He didn't let you die. And that is understandable .... (pause) .... but now you need to go forward and accept your life as it is. We are proud of who you are, Doug, and for how far you've come in the last year. You ARE capable of making the needed changes to adapt mentally to your limitations. Be thankful for all the opportunities you have had in the past, but don't live in the past. You are just as special today as you were on February 1, 2004. You have touched numerous lives all around the world and that isn't going to end now. God has prepared you for a different journey and it can be just as exciting .... different .... but exciting. I'm not giving up on you, Doug. I know you WILL get through this depression and go forward .... because that is WHO YOU ARE. Much Love, Aunt Barb Barbara A. Hanson <hansonba@citlink.net> Dodge Center, MN USA - Thursday, April 7, 2005 9:44 AM CDT Hi Doug, The coffee I had at 9:00 pm didn't kick in till 1:30 am so here I am reading about you at 2:40 am. I haven't gone to this website in some time so I expected to read nothing but fantastic things and wonderful strides made by you. I was a little taken back when I read of your discouragement. Your a religious man, Doug. You've focused on the deity side of your saviour for some time now. Maybe one must look at the human side of Jesus. We saw anger in him when he was around merchants in the temple, a little frustration when his disciples couldn't keep their eyes open when he prayed and we say a broken man on a cross saying "it is finished." Doug, you and I are made in the image of God. I believe that includes the emotions too.Frustration, anger, heartbreak, despair the whole spectrum is there. You're at a low point, it had to happen, now how do you get moving up? I don't know how you getting moving up, but I'll relate a story that I use on myself. I had a cousin that was killed in a work accident when he was 19 year old. The minister of the church that our families attended had this story to tell. "When ever something happens as tragic as this, a death of a young person. I often hear people ask, Why? Why would a God that is supposedly so good and kind let something like this happen? Yet, I never hear people ask "why" when something good happens.Why was our child born healthy? Why do I have a good job? " I think about this message often. I have had a very fortunate life. Like a good Dad, God has been kind to me.In your period of being discouraged, Doug I hope you are asking the right "why" questions. Doug, I don't why I was fortunate to have my life cross paths with yours. It did, and I am glad to have met people like you. Be mad and discouraged for awhile and then count your blessings. Why not? Hang in there, Larry Seljevold Larry Seljevold <lseljevold@cableone.net> Moorhead, MN USA - Thursday, April 7, 2005 3:33 AM CDT Good morning Doug! It's a beautiful sunny day - I hope you have looked outside!! You have been on my mind so much since yesterday. I showed your last entry to Erv and he has some words of wisdom for you. He says it's time for you to reread the story of Job and also to remind you that we choose our own attitude. Be strong Doug - we continue to pray for you. Nancy Erickson <nancy.erickson@ndsu.edu> Moorhead, MN - Wednesday, April 6, 2005 10:17 AM CDT Douglas, Go ahead and give up. I know that isn't what you expect but that is what you have to do. The Lord requires your complete dependence upon Him. He is the God of one God. Your letter/prayer was the first step and a huge, difficult, embarrassing, upsetting, angry, guilty step at that. Admitting your inability is the last thing you ever wanted to do but those are the words our Father longs to hear. His silence brings us to a full realization how weak and tired we are. We don't have to come to Him in our strength, it is our weakness that draws Him closer to us. The Apostle Paul proclaimed - I am who I am by the Grace of God. So it is with you Douglas. You aren't who you are because of what you've done(good or bad). You are who you are because you were made a new creation in Christ. You have all the benefits of our God as a joint-heir with Jesus. I wish I could make the trial come to an end and all would be well. I crushes those of us who love you to come the realization of our limitations as well. All I have is what the Lord gives me to pass along. Keep your faith, love your family, study the Word and give all for and to the Lord. Favorite Cousin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, IN - Wednesday, April 6, 2005 6:40 AM CDT Words from you about quitting and giving up tell me a lot about how hard this recovery is - I've never known you to give up... ever! I know you aren't fighting this alone either. Your faith and prayer and support from all of those who love you will get you through this, I know it will. It was hard to see you struggle with a lack of hope and purpose while we were in MT, but it was encouraging to see how you fought through it and we had a good day going to Canada and you had a good week or so once you were back in MN. We can't do this for you, as much as we wish we could or each take a piece of it from you, but we are there with you in our thoughts and especially our prayers. So, hang in there, Bud, we love you and I sure miss being there encouraging and just hangin' out with y'all. Hope to talk to you soon! Peace. Tim Martinson <tsmartinson@yahoo.com> St. Anthony, MN US - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 10:33 PM CDT Hi Doug and Stephanie, First, I have to apologize for not writing sooner, I should have written Sunday night.....Sunday night, I was awake quite awhile thinking about you guys, I felt alot of heaviness and was really praying for you. I want you to know that God is alerting others to pray for you...It seems so hard, the place you're in right now. I've walked a similar path with my husband, Dan and it brings me back to those hard times. There were many times it was hard to see any good out of the pain. But, through it all God was and still is good. It's been almost 9 years since Dan's accident...and God has brought much restoration...some that took longer then others...and yes, he is different then he use to be. But, so am I...I'm stronger and now have greater faith to stand for you guys. Please know that you aren't forgotten and the pain you are feeling, God is allowing others to feel it too...I'm just one who is "standing in the gap" for you! He is faithful, when you feel faithless, He is loving, when you don't feel loved, He is all knowing, when you feel He doesn't hear you, He is all powerful, when you feel weak, He is the truest friend when you feel the loneliest, He is your Daddy, when you need to be held. May He prove His faithfulness and love to you. May you sense His Spirit during this dry time. I will keep praying..thank you for the updates and for sharing your heart with us. I'm sure it's hard to even write somedays. Hang in there! Bless you, Debbie Mason Deb Mason <dan2 deb @ lakes.com> Wanamingo, MN USA - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 8:07 PM CDT Love Ya Wish I could fill you shoes for a day, fill you shoes for a week. I just desire for your burden to be lifted. I know I am not capable of lifting it but God knows if I could I would. I would pack it, carry it, throw it as far as I could, Jump up and down on it, maybe even yell at it, Curse it, Maybe that is why we are waiting on God to lift the burden, maybe My violent tendencies are not the solution. Love Ya Steve MT - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 6:20 PM CDT Thanks for updating all of us. I know it takes alot of effort to do it! I'm SO proud of both of you for the way you are seeking God in the difficulties and trying to take it one step at a time! You are in my prayers and thoughts all the time...trusting that God will carry you through! Much love ~ Darla Darla Hanson <dhanson@reignministries.org> Plymouth, MN - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 2:54 PM CDT Doug, So sorry to hear you are feeling like giving up. Just know that there are still lots of people here praying for you. Don't give up! This too shall pass. Hang in there! Love, Krissa & Nathan Holt Krissa Holt <krissa.holt@nmcco.com> Maiden Rock, WI - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 2:37 PM CDT Dear Doug, I am so sad! I have been waiting to hear how your weekend was and now this. Please don't say you give up. That's not possible - that's not Doug. I know the real Doug is still in there somewhere and he's not a quitter. We are all pulling for you and if there were some way to make this healing process easier for you we would all do it. You must know that. You say you need a friend - well from what I've seen you have more friends than most people make in a lifetime. Hang in there Doug! We are all rooting and praying for you. Nancy Erickson <nancy.erickson@ndsu.edu> Moorhead, MN - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 2:22 PM CDT Doug, It was great to see you this weekend. What a beautiful day to see family, eat some good food and have a laugh or two. I can see the progress you have made since Christmas. Keep on pushing on! We are praying for you!! Our Love to You and Your Family, Jim Hanson and Family <james.m.hanson@wellsfargo.com> Ramsey, MN U.S.A. - Monday, April 4, 2005 10:37 AM CDT Ok weekend at your parents, lets hear about it Steve Mt - Monday, April 4, 2005 7:54 AM CDT Okay Doug, we haven't heard from you in the past few days. What is going on up there? Archie Archie Moore <bamttu1@juno.com> - Sunday, April 3, 2005 12:28 AM CDT I like the sounds of the last few updates, good to see the glass half full. Steve Mt - Thursday, March 31, 2005 8:05 AM CST Hello Doug and Steph - I saw your family at the PR egg hunt and was just checking in with you! Your journal entries are so inspiring and honest! The emotional strength you have is amazing! Thanks for sharing your story and we will continue to check in! God Bless - Molly Aukes <aukes@unitelc.com> Park Rapids, MN USA - Wednesday, March 30, 2005 10:25 PM CST You go man! Just like we discussed, getting busy and doing things is what you need. That is what really makes you fell right again. It looks like God has a "TO DO" list for you already and it sounds great. I was thinking about you alot this past weekend while I was out doing a bunch of weedeating around the lake house. It brought back lots of great memories of us clearing our land together in Ft. Worth. Remember what we talked about regarding just getting out and doing things around your house and that things are going to be a little harder and differant in your approach. Just say a prayer for wisdom before you go outside, then JUST DO IT!!!! I know you can do anything that you and God set your mind to. I look forward to hearing about the challenges and how you overcame them. I'll be praying every step of the way. Now, GO GET EM!! LOVE YA MAN, Archie Archie Moore <bamttu1@juno.com> - Wednesday, March 30, 2005 10:05 PM CST Therapy sounds tough, if you get it figured out you will be quaified for work this summer. I have a sofit ad facia job to do this summer that sound similar just standing on a ladder holding a 5lb. nail gun hooked to a 50' hose that keeps tripping you. Let me know if you are interested. Steve Mt - Tuesday, March 29, 2005 12:50 AM CST Hey Doug. Isn't it great that as therapists, we can come up with so many ways to torture people. I used to make people do the bolt and peg tree and they all loved it about as much as you do. It sounds like things are going well so I will email your therapist to turn up the heat a little more. I know you are now up to the challenge. Steph, Is he driving you crazy yet? Remember that when Doug asks you to help him with a task because it is just too much work, you are supposed to tell him to get over it and suck it up because it is therapy and good for him. Don't worry, God will keep taking care of Doug just as He is taking care of all of you. Keep up the faith and definately keep up the hard work Doug. Love you guys, Archie Archie Moore <bamttu1@juno.com> Lubbock, TX - Monday, March 28, 2005 8:32 PM CST Hey Doug. Isn't it great that as therapists, we can come up with so many ways to torture people. I used to make people do the bolt and peg tree and they all loved it about as much as you do. It sounds like things are going well so I will email your therapist to turn up the heat a little more. I know you are now up to the challenge. Steph, Is he driving you crazy yet? Remember that when Doug asks you to help him with a task because it is just too much work, you are supposed to tell him to get over it and suck it up because it is therapy and good for him. Don't worry, God will keep taking care of Doug just as He is taking care of all of you. Keep up the faith and definately keep up the hard work Doug. Love you guys, Archie Archie Moore <bamttu1@juno.com> Lubbock, TX - Monday, March 28, 2005 8:31 PM CST Doug: I have been drawn to the news lately and seem to be compelled to stay tuned to the news about Terri Schiavo and the pain and agony that her parents and siblings are going through. My heart goes out so deeply to the Schiavo family and I can't even imagine what it must be like for the family to watch their beautiful daughter thirsting and starving to death. Life is so precious, Doug! We are so thankful for the progress you have made since your accident during the last 13 months and that you are able to think, feel, speak, even learning to do all those things with your left hand and yes, especially see your awesome sense of humor! I know you are not where you want to be, but you are here with your loving family and friends and we are all cheering you on with our words, thoughts and prayers! You are progressing! Keep up all your hard work! Happy Easter! Love and Prayers, Aunt Louise, Uncle Todd & Family Ann Louise Severud <anniels@cox.net> Peoria, AZ USA - Saturday, March 26, 2005 10:44 PM CST Hi Doug, You are still in my prayers...May you and your family have a blessed Easter. Thinking of you and praying for God to continue to give you the strength to press on. Bless you, Deb Mason Deb Mason <dan2deb@lakes.com> Wanamingo, MN USA - Saturday, March 26, 2005 3:43 PM CST Gotcha!!! We are absolutely NOT to EVER clean our ears with a q-tip!! So PLEASE remove that from your list. Seriously, Doug, I can only imagine how difficult this is for you. Please know that we are with you in prayer, as we have been from the first--each achievement that you put behind you is one more step toward normalcy in your life. We are so proud to have had the privilege of following you this past year. Hang in there!! Elna and Ivan in Glencoe Elna <eww@hutchtel. net> Glencoe, MN M - Friday, March 25, 2005 9:41 AM CST Well, I have to admit it sounds horrible BUT - it's only for 2 weeks, so I guess you just have to suck it up. Man, that didn't sound like me, did it?!?! I figure I better get with the program, you've got some tough critics out there for me to compete with! Seriously, Doug, you know I only wish the best for you. I see how far you've come and know how much farther you wish you were so I guess you've just gotta do what you've gotta do! I am proud of you, happy for you, sad for you, and I know you can get get through this. Happy Easter to you and your family! My prayers are still with you. Nancy Erickson <nancy.erickson@ndsu.edu> Moorhead, MN - Thursday, March 24, 2005 11:54 AM CST Soooooo, I guess what you are saying is that this is my best chance to beat you at some speedy card game.....As we once said about a challenging vball game...GAME ON! Good luck with the therapy....and Happy Easter to your family...we'll be thinking of you all this weekend when we gather at Mom's. Stacey (O'Connor) Armstrong <staceyarmstrong@wowway.com> Powell, OH - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 8:22 PM CST Doug, I am looking forward to you getting over IT because GOD IS GOOD, ALL THE TIME!!. I am also impressed with your one-handed typing, how long did it take you to type this update? Hang in there, your in our prayers many times a day, and I am already missing being there. Tell everyone Hello from us. Love ya man!, Archie Archie <bamttu1@juno.com> - Tuesday, March 22, 2005 10:21 PM CST Doug, thats pretty bad that you would USE as bait the only two guys in Minnesota that will put up with you. Sorry, Paul and Tom, you are clearly seeing Doug's mischevious side come out and raise it's ugly head. Paul, my first reaction to the false e-mail was that you had merely made a typographical error, much like what Doug makes on a frequent basis in his updates. I thought that you (or the imposter, Doug) meant that how could you NOT believe that God is still good and loves and cares about you? Tom, I was a little upset with your false message, because I think you should be a little less sensitive and alot tougher on Doug, and this episode should give you a little motivation to attack. Doug, you weasel, you MIGHT COULD be a little nicer to your friends which would show us all that God used that tree to actually knock some good sense into your thick skull. Now onto questions. You might give everyone updates regarding insurance, legal battles, long-term disability and financial concerns, future plans or ideas if APW gets messed up with the CEO change, needs for Steph, and ask for everyone to give you tasks and chores to do for THEM to help keep your mind and body busy. We all know what the devil does with idle hands, and I think we just saw a little glimpse of it with the false e-mails. So get to work, get moving, get busy, and GET OVER IT!!!. For all of you who don't know, "GET OVER IT" is going to be Doug's new motto, and Steph's new Chant to Doug. By the way, I stuffed FOUG in the trunk of my car on the way back to THE GREAT STATE OF TEXAS, and left him in Liberal, Kansas at Dorothy's House from the Wizard of Oz. There was a statue of the Tin man, the Scarecrow and the Lion, and now Foug makes a great addition. God Bless Ya'll and please start giving Doug a hard time.LOVE FROM TEXAS, Archie Archie Moore <bamttu1@juno.com> - Tuesday, March 22, 2005 9:54 AM CST Now that's what I'm talking about! I will answer the two questions that I had to ask to get things going for the rest of you on my next web entry. Sorry Paul. You should really get an answering machine, so I could let you know when I'm going to use your name and e-mail address. Doug Hanson <dhanson218@aol.com> Nevis, MN - Monday, March 21, 2005 10:19 PM CST To all that are reading these updates. I know Tom just explained Doug's reason for writing the two messages from Tom and I, but I feel I must also respond. I need to make it very clear that the message that was supposedly from me in no way represents my beliefs. I would never ask this question nor would I question God in this manner. I don't believe Doug meant this to be hurtful, however, if someone would believe I said this or even felt this way - that would hurt me. P. Schroeder <pschroeder@nevis.k12.mn.us> - Monday, March 21, 2005 10:07 PM CST Just a quick note to everyone out there. The two previous entries in the guestbook from Tom and Paul were actually written by Doug. We don't want anyone to think we are being too tough on him. Doug is trying to stimulate some questions from everyone, so start asking. Good luck, Tom Tom Stambaugh <stambaugh@arvig.net> Nevis, MN - Monday, March 21, 2005 9:45 PM CST Doug in light of all that has happened to you, how can you still believe that God is still good and loves and cares about you? Paul Schroeder <Paul Schroeder <pschroeder@nevis.k12.mn.us>> Nevis, MN - Monday, March 21, 2005 8:43 PM CST Doug, I've got a question for you. Will you be running again any time soon? I need to know if I need to increase my mileage and speedwork outs to be ready for you. Sorry you didn't really expect simpathy from me did you? Tom Stambaugh <tstambaugh@arvig.net> Nevis, MN - Monday, March 21, 2005 8:18 PM CST Douglas, Glad your trip went well and things are looking brighter. You just gotta get your mamma and Aunt Shirley's blood pressure up with the snowboarding don't you!!!! Well when I'm up this summer we'll just have to try some water skiing then won't we........ ;) Favorite Cousin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, IN - Monday, March 21, 2005 6:33 AM CST Doug, Thanks, I count myself amoung the "luckeee" to have spent time with you. I now see your frustrations, but still am far from empathy. I have no clue. From the moment Steph called I knew you would recover fully. One time I doubted, but now that all those tubes and machines are gone. I know (have 100% hope and faith), that the Doug of old is coming back, and that day is on the horizon. What you can and can not do does not define who you are! (You and Kip May never be cage fighters) but that does not define who you are. It is who you love and and what drives you that defines who you are. You have the love of a most beatiful wife and two awesome kids, You have it all!! (Kip has a ways to go). Think about it The counting numbers are infinte, half of those are odd, they are infinte, a fraction of those are prime, they are infinite, Yes God has limited what you can do right now, but the options of what to do are still infinite. So do "what ever you want to, jeezee". Love you, Still admire you Steve Steve <ozzie@amerion.com> Mt - Wednesday, March 16, 2005 1:07 PM CST Welcome home to Minnesota. I talked with Tim today and saw the pictures. What a nice change of pace. As I looked out at the stark trees on my way home from work, I decided I'd really like spring to come...with that, I thought of us, and many others, for which Lent is not only a season in the church year and for which Easter isn't as easy as a date on the calendar. There are many days these past few months when I have been ovewhelmed (working, full-time school, trying to there for my family, etc..), but often these days I am reminded of what choices I have available to me and often think of you, Doug, and your family who have had this crazy thing dropped right into the midst of your life. Wasn't asked for, but it happened. Wasn't because of bad choices...it just happened to you and changed the days and months and lives of so many that love and care for you. I think, frankly, that's Lent...to be in a dark place where our own strength cannot carry us to the next day and we need to surrender, again and again, our lives to God. No one can do it for us..unfortunately, but we can be there together...but physically and spiritually. I think that's the power behind this season. Doug, if there was a way, for a day or an hour or a week, I'd take this "life" you've been handed and put on so you could have some relief. But, unfortunately, I cannot. Yet, I will stand along side you, pray for you, love and care for you and your family, and place you in God's hands. Doug, you are a gift to so many, even if there are moments when you can't "function" or "Think" as clearly as you'd like, you are a gift. Thank you for being that gift to us...for sharing your joys and sorrows and for letting us stand with you. God's blessings to you this day!! Terri Elton <terri_elton@frontiernet..net> Apple Valley, MN - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 9:19 PM CST Hi Doug, this is your favorite father-in-law. Checking in on what is like in AZ. I see you are having a great time in Montana. Good for you. I hope the rest of the trip is as exciting. Nothing much going on here. We golf each day. Got back from CanCun last week. What a wonderful place to relax and enjoy the ocean. I sent you a CD for the pictures I took.. Just put them on a slide show and enjoy. We plan on going back to MN the first week in May. Back in time for the first VB tourney in Brainerd. Also will have to rake the leaves and stuff like that. Met with Joan and Lowell last night in Mesa for Dinner. They are doing great and will be back the first part of April. I told him if my leaves blow into his yard to just rake them up. Well, hope you get back to MN and take care of wife and kids. We miss them greatly. Take care and God bless. Karl Karl and Barb Carlson <kbcarlson8@aol.com> Nevis, MN USA - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 3:15 PM CST Douglas, A buddy of mine once said that if you eat a frog first thing in the morning that the rest of your day will go better. Personally I haven't tried this but you may want to give it a shot.... ;) Favorite Cousin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, IN - Monday, March 14, 2005 7:30 AM CST Doug, i went to church with my friend heather last night at this place in seattle. it was in a coffee shop (about 20x12' space). they crammed in a band and about 20 other people. i was sitting in front a this little table and on it were candles and a piece of paper with the word "hopeless" written on it. (actually it looked like wopeless the way it was written - but i didn't think that made much sense). anyway - we were talking about the "raising of lazarus" and reflecting on these words and i kept thinking about all these things we tell ourselves when we are in tough places in life. and on some level the words and prayers and thoughts must be helpful. it's better than nothing right! but sometimes the clouds of "funk" are so over baring that it clouds not only our vision (like being able to enjoy the mountains) but also our ears. and it is just plain hard. And like rodney said, there are some things that those who care about you cannot do for you. but these pages of thoughts and prayers speak volumes about the community of Christ that surrounds you (even when Foug tries to scare us off). so when "hopeless" (or wopeless)edges toward you - in what ever form it takes - i, for one, will carry hope for you. erin martinson <erinbents@yahoo.com> Gig Harbor, WA - Monday, March 14, 2005 0:09 AM CST Hi Doug, I had brain surgery almost nine years ago and I started back to work a year and a half ago. (No, that's not suppose to make you feel better. LOL) But my point is, I took one day at a time. Every morning I woke up and thanked God, even when the pain was almost unbearable. So I would suggest take one day at a time and don't forget to thank God you're still here. When the "blues" wouldn't leave me because of the pain I was dealing with, the doctor gave me a very small dose of Zoloft and that helped me deal with each day. I wish you all the best. Montana looks beautiful! Enjoy. Kathy H. <firecap.wife@verizon.net> Thousand Oaks, CA - Sunday, March 13, 2005 10:46 PM CST Douglas, I've been thinking and praying about something that would be encouraging...so far...nothing. There is no simple pat answer. But our pastor preached the "sermon on the mount" this morning, just quoted it and it was powerful. When I came home I looked up the first verse in the translation The Message, "You're blessed when you are at the end of your rope. With less of you there is more of God and His rule." I've been dangling there a few times myself. We love you and keep praying for you. With Love, Aunt Brenda Brenda Hanson <davidhanson9673@msn.com> Owatonna, MN 55060 - Sunday, March 13, 2005 4:30 PM CST Doug, Long time since I have posted to this website. I dropped off after you began your rehabilition because I thought that you were out of the woods. I hear that you are in a funk and I feel compelled to write something to you to share my thoughts from Fringin' Land (Ocean Beach, CA). Remember the Mayor of Playa Pedrito in Southern Baja. I live in an area where alot of these guys are cruising around. I see many people everyday who have the physical capabilities but they have lost it mentally. They have no family to fall back on and our society has no safety net for them. They walk the streets and cruise the beaches in search of some insight or a free meal. They are in a brain funk in a big way. You on the other hand, have all of your mental capabilites and the physical side is coming along...albeit a tad slower than you would like. You have one of the greatest families in the world and they are there to support you. You are a lucky man. You have people who really, really love you. Nothing I say will pull you out of the funk. No comparisons to other people will help. Nada! This is something you have to do by gutting it out. Working thru the pain and anguish. Easy for me to say huh! I havent ever had to gut it out or deal with adversity on your scale. I have only had to face you on the v-ball court. I got scared when we had the lead because that made you play harder. You have got motsy. Well Doug, you dont have the lead now so dig down...deep. Take a piece of pape and write ten good things about your life on the left side and ten bad things on the right side. Be thankful for the good things and deal with the bad things. Decide whether you can change or have control over the bad things. If you can't change a few things or have no control then decide whether you should dwell on them. I dont mean to make this sound simple...like a list of good and bad will make things better. But maybe it will. I know that your faith in Jesus and the mighty words of the bible will bring you back to happiness. That is one thing that I am definitely sure about. Our thoughts are with you, Rodney, Ligia, Isabella, and Natalia <rljacques@cox.net> San Diego, CA USA - Saturday, March 12, 2005 10:52 PM CST Hey Doug; So glad that you made the trip to Montana okay. Sounds like spring is coming early out there. What a picture of you and Tim by the lake! How awesome to think that God created that beauty for us to enjoy. We are continuing to pray that God will help you through these difficult times. Remember, He has promised never to give us more than we can handle, even when we seem overwhelmed. Tell that Foug guy to beat it and get lost! Give our love and greetings to Denise, Steve, and the kids. Love and prayers. Uncle Phil Phil <hansonba@citlink.net> Dodge Center, MN - Saturday, March 12, 2005 11:54 AM CST Hello, Doug! After reading Kirk & Kelly Martinson's entry, I was laughing .... figured that one had to be good for you! Sure reminds me of when Teri, Todd, Carla and Curt were babies and I had the same situation - four kids under five. Wow ... can I appreciate what they're going through. Any way, back to you .... (I'm sorry - I'm still laughing about that email - rather hard to concentrate). I can't come up with something cute (on the spur of the moment and I have to get back to work), but Doug, with the out pouring of love and encouragement you're receiving from friends and family, that alone has to do wonders for you. When your time is right, this will all make sense and you'll find the right pathway. Until then, HANG ON to the strength and prayers of those that love you. I didn't say it would be easy, but at least you know you aren't alone!!!!! And above all .... you KNOW GOD loves you and "has a plan for you"! And it WILL be exciting when that plan is finally revealed. We love you, Barb (and Phil) Barbara A. Hanson <hansonba@citlink.net> Dodge Center, MN USA - Saturday, March 12, 2005 11:47 AM CST Well Doug, I don't know if it's cute or funny, but you could consider that you could be here with us - four kids under 5, 3 with diapers to change occasionally, and two that eat and poop all day long. Very often we find ourselves standing in one spot trying to decide what we are supposed to be doing - and then it doesn't matter, because some small being needs something and then whatever it was that you wanted or were supposed to do is moot. Besides all that it's not nearly so pretty here in Madison, although we did just get a little dusting of wet, Spring snow... Hope things turn up there, and Tim and Denise hold out - Maybe you just need some marathon games of Farkell..... Chin up, young man. kirk, kelly, espen, siri, berit and torben (see what I'm talkin' about???) madison martinsons <ksquare@ksquare.us> madison, wi us - Saturday, March 12, 2005 0:03 AM CST Honey, I know you check the website periodically so I am writing to let you know that as you are away I am reminded of your smile and I pray that you can smile today. I am very thankful for you and very blessed to have you in my life. I love you! Stephanie Stephanie <dhanson218@aol.com> Nevis, MN USA - Friday, March 11, 2005 11:04 PM CST Hi Doug---Glad you enjoyed the beauty of Glacier--even if you were down--from there you can only go up---See, if you were as simple as I am you would be glad to be where you are.I hate to tell you this but Jim's fishing has not improved--He has gone 7 times and hasn't caught a fish---I guess I'll have to start praying for him cuz Jesus loved fishermen--you know---Love you much and our Prayers are with you and yours--Love,Joan Joan Evenson <EvenJms@aol.com> Graand Forks, ND USA - Friday, March 11, 2005 10:02 PM CST Suggestions: Well, fart machines occasionally did the trick. Also gross stories about tape worms. A heated round of Nertz is a good option at times. But mostly...just hang out and do the best you can! Oh, and keep praying! Wish I were there...but a double team from the sisters might just be overwhelming not encouraging. :) Love you! (P.S. Moods are no respecter of beauty.) Darla <dhanson@reignministries.org> Plymouth, MN - Friday, March 11, 2005 3:26 PM CST Hi Doug, I don't know you, but I found your page from a link on Chelsey Junker's (MN) Caringbridge page to John Frank's (MN) page that had a brief intro about your accident. Your page caught my eye because your accident was on a snowmobile - just like Chelsey's. I snowmobile too - when I get the chance. Your home page entry motivated me to read your story from the beginning - and it really is quite a story. I read a couple of your entries where you indicated that you were feeling down and or frustrated - which from my perspective is completely understandable. I thought I would let you know that by what I read, you seem like an incredibly honest, strong, courageous guy who has the love, support and faith of a very strong, courageous wife and family. Don't get too down on yourself for having an occasional bad day Doug - people with far, far less stress in their lives have bad days too. Just remember how far you've come. I think you've got a lot to be proud of Doug and I wish you continued success in your recovery. I'll stop in from time to time and see how you're doing.. I promise not to let you bust me :) Take care Chris Penn <chrisp@idwholesaler.com > Eden Prairie, MN USA - Friday, March 11, 2005 3:06 PM CST Doug, How are things in Montana?? Say hi to everyone out there for us. Jim Hanson <james.m.hanson@wellsfargo.com> Ramsey, MN U.S.A - Thursday, March 10, 2005 2:18 PM CST Hey...you might want to back off on the guilt trip thing. You know it only works for so long then loses its power. ;) I'll be praying for you as you head out tomorrow! Wish I could hide in your suitcase! Just enjoy yourself and give everyone BIG hugs from me! Love you much, bro!! Darla Hanson <dhanson@reignministries.org> Plymouth, MN - Monday, March 7, 2005 3:00 PM CST Douglas, Have an outstanding trip and time of renewing your spirits. I don't think this trip could come at a better time for you. Be safe, but have fun....... Favorite Cousin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, IN - Monday, March 7, 2005 12:50 AM CST Hi Doug! What happened to you today? I thought you were stopping by for a visit. Hope everything is ok. Have a great time on your trip. I'm so happy you get to go - it will be good for you! I think it was just the right kind of "spirit booster" you needed! Hope to see you soon! Nancy Erickson <nancy.erickson@ndsu.edu> Fargo, ND - Friday, March 4, 2005 4:12 PM CST Doug, Glad to hear you have been feeling better the past few days. I wish I were going to Montana with you and Tim. It sounds like it will be fun. Have a safe trip. We will be praying that you stay safe and that you also have fun. (Happy 40th Stacey! Wow,40 sounds old!) Jim for the Hanson's <james.m.hanson@wellsfargo.com> Ramsey, MN U.S.A - Friday, March 4, 2005 11:19 AM CST Alright....alright.....we'll ease up on the pain(at least for awhile). If you want to hinder your progress, that's just fine with me!!!!!!! ;) Man I am glad you are out of the funk, I know it was rough. We started track practice down here last week. I have a couple of weeks of basketball left but it has been great to see my other kids out running. Enjoy yourself on you trip out west...it's always good to get away and recharge your batteries some. You once told me that all we have to do is what God tells us....the results are up to Him......You keep doing what He wants and accept His help to fill whatever void you can't. That's what God does best.....take over when His kids are giving their all but still fall short. PS Man my sister is getting old isn't she!!!!!! Favorite Cousin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, IN - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 12:13 AM CST Hey Doug, Glad to hear your trip is working out. Here's a depressing thought (I cannot believe I'm putting this out to the world at large)...yesterday I hit the big 4-0!! Yikes, when did 'we' become adults!?! Give your sister a big hug for me (be careful of her brittle bones, she's getting up there, too :-)) Have a great time. Stacey (O'Connor) Armstrong <staceyarmstrong@wowway.com> Powell, OH - Sunday, February 27, 2005 1:57 PM CST Doug, Steph & Family: What a powerful poem from Barry! I'm thankful he allowed God to use him in such a profound way! His poem touched me deeply. We are all cracked and broken, but God willingly uses us if our hearts are available. (Thanks for your gift of the poem, Barry!) What a great opportunity to fly to Montana to see Denise! We are so happy that is working out! Tell everyone there hello from us. Doug, each morning and afternoon I have a 45 minute commute to and from work and I use that driving time to pray and bring my concerns and anxieties to God. I just want you to know that you are a part of my prayers and will continue to be. God knows your down times and what frustrates you. He is there for you, Doug, and understands you better than anyone else. Keep looking up! Love and Prayers, Aunt Louise, Uncle Todd & Family Ann Louise Severud <anniels@cox.net> Peoria, AZ USA - Saturday, February 26, 2005 11:31 AM CST i guess i'm busted, i haven't written much as i'm blessed to see you often....but, i'll go on record with this little poem i wrote for you. WHAT IF? What if my foot racing days are over, And my last race been run? What if the fierce abilities of my mind, To compute and compete are done? What if the man I’ve been is gone, The way I’ve done things is through? Is there a new trail or no hope, What would the Lord have me do? How long should I regret the trail That the Lord has asked me to walk? Is my life a curse or a blessing how do I even begin to take stock? Jesus left word that when I need Him, He’s standing and waiting at my door. I asked Him to come in and heal me, I’m here hurting, is there something more? Will Jesus come through my door Or is He calling me to rise and go out? He didn’t go into Lazarus’ tomb to heal, Lazarus rose and came at His shout. I guess we’re all cracked and broken, And fall far short in His sight. If I go out the door to meet Him Can my brokenness reflect His light? Are my life’s high places brought low, That I might see Jesus more clearly? Does my weakness show His strength, Can I shine forth His love more dearly? Rise and walk, buddy! You know that the race isn’t over, and your strength to minister to others will be provided by Christ as you need it. In your broken place you have an awesome and great opportunity. Your ministry is calling! We hold you close in our prayers and our hearts, Barry & Christy Barry <magrizz@hotmail.com> pr, mn us - Friday, February 25, 2005 5:23 PM CST I'm not busted--I wrote but you really hit it on the head with what you said about not writing--Compared to your life--who cares if Jim has a bite or catches a fish--Just had to write something to let you know I was still here -- loving and praying for you all---So happy you are going to Montana Have a good time--Steph,Breck and Riley will miss you--Take care--Love you, Joan & Jim Joan Evenson <EvenJms@aol.com> Grand Forks, ND USA - Friday, February 25, 2005 5:01 PM CST I'm not busted--I wrote but you really hit it on the head with what you said about not writing--Compared to your life--who cares if Jim has a bite or catches a fish--Just had to write something to let you know I was still here -- loving and praying for you all---So happy you are going to Montana Have a good time--Steph,Breck and Riley will miss you--Take care--Love you, Joan & Jim Joan Evenson <EvenJms@aol.com> Grand Forks, ND USA - Friday, February 25, 2005 5:01 PM CST Hi Doug, Been a while since I've written. I'm still checking in on you periodically and can't believe the progress you've made in just a year. It appears as if you've been a little down in the dumps lately. Sorry to hear that. Remember, it's just like running or any other activity after being out of action for a while. Your biggest gains are made early on in the process and then your gains become smaller and you fine tune things. Even though you may think your progress has slowed, it's just happening in smaller increments now and revealed in different ways. I know there are tons of things you want to do, but just try to take a long-term view of things. You've come so far in just the last year. A year from now we'll look back again and be amazed at all the progress you've made. Have fun in Montana and stay off the black diamond runs... at least for now. Summer's just around the corner. I'm expecting to see a photo posted of you barefooting! Steve Steve Lewis <lewissp_2000@yahoo.com> San Francisco, CA - Thursday, February 24, 2005 4:38 PM CST Hey Doug! I guess I'm busted too! I'm here a lot but don't write very often - I guess that isn't very fair, is it? I can relate to how you are feeling. We all go through those times in life that seem like they'll never end. But, have faith, they always do. You can always count on your life continuing to change - sometimes by the minute! Hang in there! I am so jealous that you get to go see Denise! I wish I could go with you! Give Denise and family a big hug from all of us in WI. Tell Denise I am getting HUGE - only two more months and baby Tigger will be here. Can't wait - I'm too old for this (speaking of big changes in your life that require adjusting to...). :) Take care and keep your chin up and your eyes on God. He'll get you through! Love & Hugs! Krissa Krissa Geyer Holt <Krissa.Holt@nmcco.com> Maiden Rock , WI - Thursday, February 24, 2005 4:38 PM CST very exciting about your trip with tim! archie and i were discussing your situation last night...he thinks you just need a giant coke from sonic. i think you need a big ol' garage sale!!!! i could bring the skis and we could have one while we were in town...you think they would sale there?!?! (:>) hugs to everyone...15 days and counting! p.s. my friend tammy says she has some snow shoes i could bring also. (she says they have already been through 3 garage sales here!) tanya <tlynn39@juno.com> - Thursday, February 24, 2005 10:59 AM CST Dear Doug, When I read your webpage tonight, it made me sad to read how hard this journey has become for you. It's been hard from the beginning but in a different way, I'm sure. When Lyndsey had her accident, I didn't question God not being there for her. In fact, God helped me to look at it and see that he was right there with her always. He put all the right people in all the right places for all the right reasons to help her live and fulfill his plan for her. We still are not sure of the outcome of all of this but know that whatever it is it will be God's will and it will be good! I believe the same is true for you. You could have just as easily died that day as could have Lyndsey, but God chose you to survive. And whatever his plan is for you, even though it may not be what you had in mind, it will be good. We can't ever go back there - so you need to look forward with anticipation of what is in store and be still and listen. Listen for his voice. He will not give you more than you can bear. Faith is knowing that he can and hoping that he will. Have faith, friend. Be strong and know that there are people out there who care and support you no matter where God leads you. He is carrying you right now - for we never walk alone especially when the going is tough! Your friends along the way. The Hivelys Judy Hively <tjmtlk6@juno.com> Kindred, nd usa - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 10:03 PM CST busted, sort of....archie wrote to you the other day! does that count?!?! i know that you know that you are allowing satan to have a field day with you right now so i won't lecture you on that. however....... i have to tag onto what nancy erickson said to you, keep looking at how far you've come and how much worse it could be! as we plan our trip to visit you, i can't help but remember last spring break was when steph called and said that you wanted to talk to archie. it was pouring down rain and we were sitting in a laudry mat in little rock, arkansas washing and drying all of our wet and muddy clothes! we were all feeling a bit down and steph's call was more than we could take! arch and i cried some more and were scared to death to talk to you even though it was what we had been praying for! hearing your voice was one of the most wonderful things i have experienced in my life. as we continued our day along the river with the fog as thick as pea soup, we lifted you up in prayer...in case you have forgotten, you were indicating that you felt you were in a fog and were asking for the fog to be lifted. i wondered if God was trying to share your feelings with us in this strange way since it was so hard for us not to be there with you and steph. now you are feeling in the dark and we are praying for the light to come...and it will! if nothing else, in a few weeks, you will have a house full of activity, laughter, noise, etc. because we will invade!!! think about it, i am bringing a teenage boy who loves his CD's, a little girl who can't wait to see her best friend, another little boy who wants to experience everything minnesota has to offer, and a physical therapist who can't wait to get his hands on you. that doesn't even include me and steph!!!!(:>) so you better get ready! tanya <tlynn39@juno.com> - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 9:35 PM CST Hi Doug, Very few people can I say that they cross my mind every day. You are definitely one of those people. That is really remarkable considering the few number of hours that we have really spent together. The fact is, you are a real impact guy. You impress people, just by being Doug. You are right, there are a lot of people that have gotten busy with their own things. Not cool. I'm one of them. There are people praying for you that you don't even know about, that you will never meet. My mom, whom you have never, and will never probably meet, is praying for you. God isn't impressed with great men that have accumulated great wealth and built companies and buildings. God is impressed with little old ladies on their knees. There are a group of them praying for you. My money's on them. Joel Rovang <JNRovang@aol.com> Moorhead, MN - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 7:30 PM CST BUSTED--Doug, you know the drill, at work I'm focused on work but today I just had to see if you were up to doing an entry. Even though I don't check in here as often as I should (your guilt trip's working), I sure am thankful for the telephone visits. You are in my prayers always and I'm here to share a promise that God gave to me back in the fall of 2003, it's found in Deuteronomy 31:8 "The LORD himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged." At the time, I wondered why God gave me that verse and that I felt so strongly about it. I typed it out and put it on the window ledge by the kitchen sink and left it there until Christmas when I took it down to put up some Christmas decorations and again I wondered, "Why this verse Lord? Things are good, why are you telling me that you'll go before me and assuring of your presence and telling me not to be afraid or discouraged?" Since February 3, 2004, I've realized that God was preparing my heart & mind and reminding me of His love for me. God knew I'd need that assurance of His love and presence. Doug, God loves you and me, He goes before us and will be with us (ALWAYS)-- he'll never forsake us. He wants us to look to Him when we're afraid or discouraged-- so hang on, trust God and wait with expectancy for God's "I spies" in the days ahead.I rejoice with you in ALL that God has done and thank Him for walking beside us on the sunny paths as well as in the dark valleys. Love, Mom Sharon Hanson Kenyon, MN USA - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 7:08 PM CST Busted. I read at least three times per week. I am your silent majority. I am praying for you always, Doug. You will make it through this, but maybe the hard part for you is not done. Doesn't sound fun, does it. Dwell on all the good that has happened to you this last year, last decade, all your life. If I can see the sunshine behind that cloud, then so can you. I am viewing a gorgeous day in more ways than one. Those kids of yours and wife are part of your sunny day. Put your energy in those things. Your body chemistry may be messed up and causing you those down days. If that is so, you just have to exist through this time and know it will get better. We love you so very much. Sorry about not writing more. The guilt was OK. You did learn something from your mother. We all do. :) Peggy Vrieze <vrieze@clear.lakes.com> West Concord, MN USA - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 3:39 PM CST Doug, Thanks for the update!! We who are the "BUSTED lurkers" like to know how your doing. Keep on pushing!! Your still running that long distance race and the finish line will be worth all of the effort and hard times your pushing through now. We are still praying daily!!!!! Jim, Lauri, Caleb, Bethany & Joey Hanson <james.m.hanson@wellsfargo.com> Ramsey, MN U.S.A. - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 1:32 PM CST Doug, When we don't know how to pray, when the words just wont come, God hears the silent cries of our hearts.. Just to let you know that I am praying for you. Karen Isaacson <isaacson8862@yahoo.com> Park Rapids, Mn USA - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 12:20 AM CST Hi Doug, I was home with a bad cold a few days last week and spent lots of time sleeping and watching TV. One of the days I happened to catch Dana Reeve on the Oprah show and couldn't help but think of you and your situation. They showed so many clips of Christopher Reeve, before and after his accident, and I just thought how lucky you were not to have been as severely injured as he was. I guess it just goes to show that things could be so much worse. I know you already know all of this, but thought maybe if you put yourself in their situation you would realize how lucky you are to be able to speak on your own, hug your wife and kids, drive your own car, help around the house, and even feel pain. Doug, I know you aren't progressing as quickly as you would like, but when you think of how your life could have been I hope you realize how lucky you are and how proud we all are of all the accomplishments you’ve made in this last year. There, that’s my lecture for the day. Hang in there, kiddo. Nancy Erickson <nancy.erickson@ndsu.edu> Fargo, ND - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 11:56 AM CST THe sun is shining here today but it is still -10 outside.Jim has been fishing four times at Devils Lake and hasn't had anymore than three bites and no fish--so there is a little depression at our house too---I will pray for both of you--Plan to go to Minot Wed. hi to all --Love you much--Joan Joan Evenson <EvenJms@aol.com> Grand Forks, ND USA - Monday, February 21, 2005 2:42 PM CST Hey Doug, I knew when you didn't update the site as frequent as usual that something must be going on. I know that these dark days are tough and you think that they will never end, but just as Winters gets long, there is always Spring ahead with new growth, new life, new energy and new bright SONshine. God is preparing you for the next step and as always He will begin on His time table. Just know that all of us are with you everyday as people from all over the world check this site. GOD IS GOOD! ALL THE TIME!, even in the dark days, and not a moment goes by that He is not by your side. We Love You Guys and are looking forward to seeing you in March. I'll be calling you soon. Love, Archie P.S. Your Favorite Cousin David is also becoming one of my favorite cousins. Thank You for your faith and inspiration David. Archie Moore <bamttu1@juno.com> - Monday, February 21, 2005 12:37 AM CST Douglas, The Lord's silence is sometimes needed to prepare our will. It isn't at all that He isn't listening but He is allowing your mind to run it's course. You know, that 100 miles an hour mental marathon. Once that stops...He will then have your mind, will and spirit exactly where they need to be to continue. The failue feelings are two fold....one clearly from Satan and the other from within. Both normal. The Lord is continuing to prepare you for where He wants to put you. Until the Lord gives other direction I'll continue to pray. My heart goes out to you guys in these down times. Hang Tough!!! Favorite Cousin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, in - Monday, February 21, 2005 12:21 AM CST Doug, Steph, Breck and Riley! Thanks for the updates in the journal. It makes me a better prayer warrior. We will continue to pray for you as you adjust to the NEW NORMAL for life. Each day will be a different kind of new normal..and we ask God to provide what you need for that moment. Speaking from experience, it's the moments you glimpse the "old" ease/type A ways of life that can seem the most bittersweet...God will have to meet you there...and he will...in His own way...you guys are wonderful! Kristen McHargue <Lioncross4@aol.com> Maple Grove, MN - Monday, February 21, 2005 0:09 AM CST Doug, Steph & Family: You all sound great up there in cold, snowy Minnesota! We continue to keep you all in our thoughts and prayers. We are thankful Steph had some time to refresh her spirit down here in God's country! With the planning for our investor events at work during the week of the FBR Open and my husband having emergency gall bladder surgery, it has definitely been an interesting month. I am so thankful for God's direction and protection during this time. Sometimes thinking of what could have happened puts the perspective back in place and I am deeply grateful. Doug, you are progressing and as I have caught up on your entries, I see your continued determination to move forward even through tough and painful days. Keep focused on the one in control! Love and prayers, Aunt Louise, Uncle Todd & Family Ann Louise Severud <anniels@cox.net> Peoria, AZ USA - Wednesday, February 16, 2005 10:01 PM CST Today we are remembering the One who loved us so much, He died on a cross. May the joy of His love enrich your Valentine's Day. Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net> - Monday, February 14, 2005 7:50 PM CST Happy Valentines Day to you and yours----We are so proud of you and your family--We keep up on your website and enjoy your progress reports---Keep it up--Love You,JoanE Joan Evenson <EvenJms@aol.com> Grand Forks, ND USA - Sunday, February 13, 2005 3:33 PM CST Doug, just thinking about last year when Steph wrote about getting dressed up for you on Valentines Day. Praise God that you are awake to see your precious bride this year. May Jesus be your peace today and the source of love for you and Steph. all our love from Idaho, the Trosens Dave and LeAnna Trosen <kulai1@juno.com> Ashton, ID USA - Friday, February 11, 2005 12:30 AM CST Douglas, Right on with the sales pitch. I don't know what APW is selling....but I'm buying...... Hard to believe it has been over a year now. It seems like just yesterday in a way and in another way it seems like it was years ago. The Lord puts us on some strange paths sometimes. I trust your day of therapy is going well today. Have a great weekend. Favorite Cousin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, IN - Friday, February 11, 2005 10:02 AM CST Doug, It was great to hear that you drove to APW and were able to stop and have lunch with Darla. Also, We are glad to hear that your engery level is coming back!! We are still praying for you and your family daily. Love from all of us to all of you!! Jim, Lauri, Caleb, Bethany & Joey Hanson <jlhanson@comcast.net> Ramsey, MN U.S.A. - Friday, February 11, 2005 7:46 AM CST Doug it was great talking to you today. You have been in my prayers and I will continue to pray for your recovery. I have followed your progress through this wonderful web site and it is so inspiring to know how wonderful things have turned out. Looking forward to your visit to IBM. God Bless you!! Steve Kann <skann@us.ibm.com> Rochester, MN USA - Thursday, February 10, 2005 8:23 PM CST Hey Doug...whass up??? johnny <jwilder@threearch.com> DALLAS, - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 11:19 PM CST Hi Doug, Happy Belated Birthday! Just checking in and want you to know your in my prayers! Hope you have a nice wkend..I know you're coming out of a tough week. Psalm 126:6-"Those who sow in tears will reap with songs of joy. He who goes out weeping, carrying seed to sow, will return with songs of joy, carrying sheaves with him. (Here's the summary of this verse)--"God's ability to restore life is beyond our understanding. Forests burn down and are able to grow back. Broken bones heal. Even grief is not a permanent condition. Our tears can be seeds that will grow into a harvest of joy because God is able to bring good out of tradgedy. When burdened with sorrow, know that your times of grief will end and that you will again find joy. We must be patient as we wait. God's great harvest of joy is coming!" Keep fighting! Standing with you! Blessings to you and your family! Deb Mason Deb Mason <dan2deb@lakes.com> Wanamingo, MN USAd - Saturday, February 5, 2005 8:44 AM CST Douglas! It is great to hear that you are doing better! I just got off the phone a few minutes ago with my Dad (in CA) who was talking with my brother, Kirk (in Madison). Kelly just gave birth to twins! A boy and a girl! I'm not exactly sure of the spelling, but think it is Torben Andreas (6# 2oz) and Berit Irena (5# 1oz). Keep up the hard work in therapy and you'll get rid of that brace! Talk to you soon! Tim Martinson <tsmartinson@yahoo.com> St. Anthony, MN US - Friday, February 4, 2005 10:36 PM CST Happy Birthday Doug! I had wanted to write to you yesterday - the anniversary of your accident but I lost track of time and here I am a day late. I apologize. Actually yesterday, again I was with my daughter and the MeritCare life flight helicopter flew over us and just like a year ago, I looked up. A year ago, I looked up from my driveway, little did I know I would get the phone call the next morning that it was you in the helicopter. Last night I looked up and said a prayer for whomever was in there and again thought of you a year ago. I know you have been a little "down in the dumps" lately and that is very normal based on what you have gone through. In fact I thought you would feel this way before now. See you are much tougher than most, but then we all knew that. One of the reasons that you are feeling this right now is you are healing, and you are able to remember what you use to be able to do, and where you are now and you are not satisfied. That is a good thing! You have always been such a goal setter, someone that perseveres through to get to where you want to be, and strives to be better tomorrow than you were today. You have come up against obstacles before. There have been times before in your life where you have stuggled, sure they pale in comparison to what you have been through as of late but you always worked hard, and perservered and made it through. You will again. Doug, you have come so very far in a year. I know everyone tells you that. When I came up to the hospital the next morning after your accident, we didn't know what to expect, and actually did not know your status for many many weeks. There was no way for the doctors to assess your condition when you were so fragile. God did not need you yet to be with him, so he gave you back to us. You have too many things to accomplish here with us on earth, with Steph, your children and with your family and friends. You will again do great things, like you have in the past. Hang in there Doug, YOU ARE MY HERO, and I am sure that I speak for many. We all continue to pray for you and I am absolutely convinced that you will return to your old form and run again. I have no doubt! All our love as always! Desire'e Larson, NDSU track and field <papfargo@ideaone.net> Fargo, ND - Friday, February 4, 2005 10:43 AM CST Happy Birthday Doug, It's a blessing to see your progress. The Lord is great. We try to visit your website weekly to see how you are doing. We hope and pray you have a great birthday. Take care and God Bless!!! Dave and Tina Kisner (Avonlea, Elijah) <dk9314@acronet.net> Pleasant Prairie, Wi USA - Thursday, February 3, 2005 9:45 PM CST H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y D O U G ! ! ! Doug, I hope your birthday was good. I seems a lot longer than a year since the accident. I'm so glad you and your family have trusted in the Lord through all this time of trial and hardship. He is faithful, and I think you've tested and found Him so. My Dad has had a small stroke this last year, and would appreciate your prayers for him. I pray your recovery continues in good measure, and your inner man is renewed and strengthened every day!!! An old Texas Neggy (Riley used to call me that)LOL! Porter Porter Yates <fy007@comcast.net> Arlington, Tx usa - Thursday, February 3, 2005 2:51 PM CST Happy Birthday Doug from the Grand Forks Fighting Sioux Fans !!!!Did that get you???Hope you had a piece of cake with Breck and Riley and your Mom-- We are going to Fargo to the Vets tomorrow so have to get up early--We love and pray for you and yours---Love,Joan & Jim Joan Evenson <EvenJms@aol.com> Grand Forks, ND USA - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 10:44 PM CST Happy Birthday Doug from the Grand Forks Fighting Sioux Fans !!!!Did that get you???Hope you had a piece of cake with Breck and Riley and your Mom-- We are going to Fargo to the Vets tomorrow so have to get up early--We love and pray for you and yours---Love,Joan & Jim Joan Evenson <EvenJms@aol.com> Grand Forks, ND USA - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 10:44 PM CST Hey Doug, I just wanted to wish you a Happy Birthday. It is great to see all of the progress that you have made. Thanks so much for sharing your thoughts with us daily. And the pictures are also much appreciated. I hope to see you soon. Tim McLagan & Family (Penny, Kimberly, and Greta) <tmclagan@aakers.edu> Fargo, ND Cass - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 10:22 PM CST First of all, Happy Birthday! Second, being one one of the head-injured, I found the hardest part of everything was being able to remember how I USED to be. I have often wished that my injury was more severe so I would not feel the sense of loss for my former self. I remember being in the rehab facility and seeing so many people that seemed quite happy even though it was obvious that they had once led very productive lives. This too shall pass. It's very hard to accept a "lesser" version of yourself even though different *doesn't* equal lesser. No, you will never be the same person you once were, but maybe you'll be an even better person. Linda (Patterson) Speer <linda@higheratmospheres.com> Crestline (formerly Kenyon MN), CA USA - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 10:05 PM CST H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y DOUG! --------------Eating white cake with white frosting and coconut with lots of ice cream cheers me up. Hope you can feel well enough to have your own celebration. I wish you many more birthdays. Best wishes all ways and always. Sincerely Bob (and Jean) Reichart P.S. Thinking also of Grandpa Hansen, Roger, Sharon and all in your large family. You have a wonderful immediate and extended family. Robert Reichart <rreichart@charter.net> Owatonna, Minnesota United States - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 7:48 PM CST HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOUG, How old are you anyway??? Still enjoy your updates and are praying for you. The "slumps" are extra hard with your type of personality. Eat a piece of B'day cake for me...(is it chocolate?) Julann and Jeff Vangness <jedova@yahoo.com> Tempe, az - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 6:43 PM CST Happy Birthday Douglas! I was looking through my book of things I want to remember. I can no longer count on my mind to remember things and I came across this quote that really helped me hang on when I didn't think I could. It's by Jean Kerr "Hope is the feeling you have that the feeling you have isn't permanent." I pray that you will feel that hope even this day. Love to you, Aunt Brenda Brenda Hanson <davidhanson9673@msn.com> Owatonna, MN USA - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 5:25 PM CST Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday dear Doug....... Happy Birthday to you! I'm still checking in every couple days - hope you come out of your slump soon. It's just not you and it makes me sad. You've come such a long way, please don't be discouraged now! Have a wonderful birthday and stop into the BSA again soon! Nancy Erickson <nancy.erickson@ndsu.edu> Fargo, ND - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 8:18 AM CST This morning, the groundhog saw his shadow, and for the past year we all have seen your shadow from God's light shining on your life, hovering over you and carrying you through every step and breath. We have all been blessed through yall's(Texas language) faith, courage, and perserverance. Thank you for sharing your joys and your trials with us, it has enriched us all. We are all still praying daily and checking in on you. We Love You Guys and HAPPY BIRTHDAY FROM THE GREAT STATE OF TEXAS. (Which is currently snow covered). Archie, Tanya, Travis, Philip, and Amanda P.S. We can't wait to see you in March!! Archie Moore <bamttu1@juno.com> - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 7:59 AM CST Happy Birthday Doug! Hope you have a great day. Dawn Conwell <dmconwell@juno.com> - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 6:59 AM CST HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOUG!!! We continue to pray for you daily and read your updates. We are so thankful to God that you are able to celebrate another birthday with all of us this year!! Happy Birthday From Joey Happy Birthday Doug! You're awesome! Love, Bethany :) Happy Birthday!!! ~Caleb Love from Jimbo and Lauri too!! Jim, Lauri, Caleb, Bethany & Joey Hanson <jlhanson@comcast.net> Ramsey, MN U.S.A. - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 6:55 AM CST Hi Doug- An early Happy Birthday! I am so glad you returned to us to celebrate. That is God's gift to all of us. Rejoice in all that He has given. Spend your birthday looking for all the wonderful things in life that God has given us. That should provide the "upper" you are looking for. Aren't brains a strange thing sometimes, causing our moods. I guess God gave them to us too. He has that master plan and schedule that only he understands. Each day I marvel at his timing. Happy Birthday from your adopted mom. Peggy Vrieze <vrieze@clear.lakes.com> West Concord, MN USA - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 2:23 PM CST Hey Doug---I know what's the matter--You're missing your delightful wife---so watch the Phoenix Open and maybe you'll see her!!!! No, really, its so nice your Mom is with you and we are praying for you and yours--Talk to you soon--Love you--Joan Joan Evenson <EvenJms@aol.com> Grand Forks, ND 58201 - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 11:04 AM CST I am sending extra special prayers to you today to get you over this 'mental hurdle' that is clouding the sky. Keep your eye on the horizon as a beautiful and glorious sun (Son!) is sure to shine for those of us who believe! Roxann Ramberg-Cossette <horsesetc@msn.com> Audubon, MN USA - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 10:20 AM CST Nothing sounds better than a run with you and Paul. Keep plugging away and I'll be ready. Tom <stambaugh@arvig.net> - Thursday, January 27, 2005 7:17 PM CST shame on you doug! i am amending your update from "if you see us running" to "WHEN you see us running"!!! i truly believe God is hungry for that praise and glory from us and He will bring your dreams to a reality. keep on keeping on! (:>) tanya <tlynn39@juno.com> - Tuesday, January 25, 2005 8:33 PM CST Doug, It's great to read the continuing progress you are showing. I marvel at the strength you continue to show, but remember who ran the 100 and who ran the 10K...all of us know how you can finish the race off...keep focused and work hard. We still have people in church coming up to us asking how you are doing. It's proven each time I read the entries the power of God's hand upon his child. You are an inspiration to us all. I hope and pray for your continued progress and strength. I enjoyed reading Steve Lewis' morning routine - - - coffee, stocks, Doug... Your family pictures are beautiful. You have a wonderful family! Take Care and God's Blessings upon each member of your family. Jim T. <jimannafargo@juno.com> Knoxville, TN USA - Monday, January 24, 2005 9:26 PM CST Hello Doug, Just checking in, and will continue to do so! Roger said that Steph will be going to AZ soon, I'm praying that she will have time to relax/rest! Thinking of you all and glad to hear you're feeling better! As I think about you and all you've been through...I think about how God is going to use you and is using you as a vessel of encouragement to those who are hurting ( and those who aren't). And by coming through those rough "downer" days; you now have a greater understanding of people who do struggle with depression and will be able to offer hope to them! Thanks for being real and opening your heart, so that we can pray and stand with you. Have a great wkend! Deb Mason Deb Mason <dan2 deb @ lakes.com> Wanamingo, MN USA - Saturday, January 22, 2005 5:59 AM CST Doug and Steph, my family has been praying for you guys since hearing of the accident. I gt your website after speaking with Chickenhead (Mark Thompson). Know that you are being held continually before the throne of grace. As you continue to recovery may you sense the Lord's strength and peace in greater measure. I, as other former Bison Track & Field teammates, thank you for your pouring into me and others in our years together. May the Lord richly bless you in 2005. In Christ for His Glory David R. Myles (Former FCA brother and Bison Javelin Thrower) <acrossthemyles@hotmail.com> Oak Park, IL USA - Friday, January 21, 2005 9:56 PM CST Hi Doug, Steph, Riley & Breck - It is great to see new pictures of you all. We are so happy you are continuing to write & share your journey with us, it makes praying so much easier when we have specifics. Thanks for letting us know about the "down" times so we can lift you up more effectively. Glad your folks could come & see for themselves how you are progressing - it has to be so amazing to see you now and remember back over the past year. God is faithful. Keep looking to Him for strength & wisdom as you deal with each new day in therapy, life at home & in your work. We will pray on. Laurel & Darrell Laurel l& Darrell Phelps <dlfelps@msn.com> Owatonna, MN USA - Thursday, January 20, 2005 7:11 PM CST Hey Doug, Some thoughts for you: Out of the blackness of night we awaken with a winged heart, thankful for another day of loving. Psalm 30: 5b - ...weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning. Psalm 30: 5b Doug, I rejoice that you are able to say and believe: 1) Jesus is my SAVIOUR ---that's what He did FOR me. 2) Jesus is my SANCTIFICATION ---that's what He does IN me. 3) Jesus is my SERVICE ---that's what He does THROUGH me. 4) Jesus is my SHEPHERD ---that's what He does WITH me. Take care. Yours, Bob Reichart Robert Reichart <rreichart@charter.net> Owatonna, Minnesota United States - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 6:20 PM CST Dear Doug, Steph, Breck and Riley. Just to let you know that you’re favorite FATHER-IN LAW is having a great time in sunny AZ. Both Barb and I want to thank you for all the good times, food, games and time we got to spend together at Christmas. Also, for the wonderful gifts. All is just great here. The weather has warmed up to 75-80 so the golfing in shorts is back. We started the ReLiv and it tastes OK. I will get the Kid Classic to my friend with the autistic child. Also the Classic Now to two of my friends down here. I think it will really help them get some energy. Barb goes golfing on Tuesday, as it is ladies day. I stay home and pay bills. Well, take care and we will call soon. Hope you are not freezing too much. Karl and Barb Karl and Barb Carlson <kbcarlson8@aol.com> Sun Lakes , AZ USA - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 12:57 AM CST Hello, Doug .... you are NOT forgotten! I smiled when I read on January 11 that you were reorganizing your office. I see your office in my mind ... and then I see my office .... in my 12' x 12' space with three desks, three work tables, three file cabinets, and four shelving systems .....and then I glance back to your BIG office. Now if there is reorganizing that needs to be done - I "think" it should probably be my office. Oh how I would love to have yours - especially with that beautiful view -but seeing as how you aren't going to share with me, how about coming down and reogranizing my office? I know that's being silly, but you know me. I'm trying to get your mind off being depressed. Doug - you have come such a L O N G way in the last few months it boggles my mind. Depression is normal under the circumstances of what you've been through but I also know the Doug inside your mind. You WILL overcome this, you will fight your way past the depression, and you will arrive at the destination of "your choice". I wish I could help you, but I can't. I can act as a cheerleader and say, "GO DOUG, you CAN do this". And that's what I'm doing here, Doug, because I know you will make it through this icky and some times slow relearning process. Remember - one day at a time. It's all any of us have. You CAN do it, Doug .... I KNOW you can! We love you, Barb and Phil Barbara A. Hanson <hansonba@citlink.net> Dodge Center, MN USA - Monday, January 17, 2005 1:31 PM CST Hi cousin Doug and all, Happy New Year to you all, just jotting down a note to say, I still read your updates. So what's with the O'Conner family's sneaking into MN without informing the rest of the Reynolds side. I think we need to seriously think of a get together this Summer. So what do you all think? Camping out in Doug's yard! Well, thoughts to think! Deb (Reynolds) Breister <327djbc10@usfamily.net> Oakdale, MN - Monday, January 17, 2005 12:01 AM CST Good morning Doug, It was good to see you on Sunday with your family. I was mentioning to Pastor Chris how the study in Phillipians helped me through a difficult time recently. My disparaging moment though, seems quite trivial compared to yours and it is amazing the strength God has given you to rise above circumstances. You are a source of strength for others. Bill Alden <aldenbandr@yahoo.com> Nevis, Mn USA - Monday, January 17, 2005 8:28 AM CST Hi Doug, So glad to hear you had a good day! We'll keep praying! Have a great wkend with your mom and dad...they are a special couple! Deb & Dan Mason Deb Mason <dan2deb@lakes.com> Wanamingo, MN USA - Saturday, January 15, 2005 8:31 AM CST Hi Doug and Hanson family!! We are still reading- so keep writing! Eric and Nancy and I - and the whole Therapy House group- keep you in our prayers- it encourages us so much to read about your amazing progress- God definately has His hand all over you and your remarkable, and ever-changing testimony! Please keep writing-and adding pictures!! And add one of Breck and Riley- we miss seeing their sweet faces too!! We love and miss you guys!! Eric and Cara Thomas Cara Thomas <CLKELSO@aol.com> Fort Worth, TX - Friday, January 14, 2005 6:59 PM CST Hello Doug, You are an inspiration to me. Every time I see you, I think "I can do it" I can do it" Thank you so much. Just remember that you are an inspiration to others - so keep your spirits up becuz you are doing something wonderful for others. I'll keep you in my prayers and we know that God answers prayers. God is Good! Hang in there! Lyndsey Hively <tjmtlk6@juno.com> Kindred, nd usa - Friday, January 14, 2005 3:47 PM CST Hi Doug, Just want to say, Hi, and it was so good of you and Steph to visit Faith Community when you were down. Your challenge and life has affected all of us in different ways. We are cheering for you and more importantly praying for you as you go through each day. Don"t be afraid to let the bad days come and go, we are all in a battle and life is hard. But remember things are not what they seem, there is a whole lot more going on here that meets the eye. We are at war, and you have a crucial role to play. There is a glory to your life that the enemy fears and he is wanting to get you down. Thanks for sharing and being so real with all of us. We continue to pray for you. Love Gaylord and Penne Gossard Penne Gossard <gossarads@clear.lakes.com> Dodge Center, MN USA - Friday, January 14, 2005 10:41 AM CST Hey Doug, I keep up on your progress and I'm very pleased that you have recovered as much as you have. I know from experience after my head injury that you can encounter many difficulties during the recovery process. Feb 28th it will have been 12 years and I still can't say I'm back to 100%. It seems like every one I've met that has had a head injury experiences different emotional/mental abnormalities. It gets better, but it takes time and patience (which I lost after my injury). I wish you the best with dealing with all the changes your brain is going through. I found a head injury support group on the internet as well as one at a local hospital helped quite a bit. Take care...your old school bus buddy. Linda (Patterson) Speer <linda@higheratmospheres.con> Crestline (formerly Kenyon), CA - Friday, January 14, 2005 0:39 AM CST Hello Doug, Just want you to know that we are lifting you up in prayer. This is a hard phase that you're in, I remember Dan hitting some roadblocks emotionally, me too as his wife...and it's rough! Keep fighting...there is purpose in every struggle! We don't always see what and why God is allowing it. My heart goes out to you, because I know the ache of wanting life to be as it was. Hindsight is always a clearer view, and as I look back on the last almost 9 years since Dan's accident...there have been ups and downs, but yet now, I can see PURPOSE in every phase. My prayer is that God will give you a greater "push" to press on... Lately, I've been really coming into a greater understanding of the power of the risen Christ. That He who bore our sin, also, bore our suffering in every area. That same Savior is present in our lives today..."Christ in you, Doug, the HOPE of Glory." May He reveal Himself to you in even a greater way...that as you call on Him, May He prove Himself to you. He truly spared your life for a destiny; only He could have planned. We will keep praying and standing with you! In His love, Debbie Mason (and family) ps: I've probably shared this song before...It's a Psalm...but it came to mind again... "I lift my eyes up, to the mountain. Where does my help come from? My help comes from you, Maker of heaven. CREATOR OF MY LIFE. Oh, how I need you Lord, You are my only hope, You are my only prayer. And so I wait for You, to come and rescue me, to come and give me life...." Deb Mason <dan2deb@lakes.com> Wanamingo, MN USA - Thursday, January 13, 2005 7:25 PM CST We are still praying for you and hoping this cold windy weather doesn't get you down as it so often does in January with us---and is it cold???? we wanted to go to see Lyle and Donna for his 80th birthday on Sunday but with the icy roads and etc we decided to stay home----Talk to you soon--Love you all, Joan & Jim Joan Evenson <EvenJms@aol.com> Grand Forks, ND 58201 - Thursday, January 13, 2005 4:34 PM CST "Effort only fully releases its reward after a person refuses to quit." - Napoleon Hill Douglas continue to refuse.....do not go quietly.....keep your faith.....push the limits..... You move faithfully one day at a time and God will bless you one day after another. Favorite Cousin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, in - Thursday, January 13, 2005 8:53 AM CST hey doug and steph! happy new year! we went to dallas to bring in the new year with our bunko group as we have done for the past 13 years. then we drove over and watched football games with the davis' and went to CCC for church on sunday. what a great was to bring in the new year! i love the new pictures and we were so blessed to be able to share your triumphs with those at church who asked about you. you are touching so many lives! doug, when i read your journal for wed. night i was taken back. (why the the way God works still shocks me, i don't know but they do.) in church wed. night, our pastor spoke on philp. 1:6. he did an amazing job of opening that verse for us. i e-mailed him and asked for a particular part of his message to share with you. he was speaking about the differences in humility, arrogance, and confidence and why we as Christians should be confident based on this scripture. the good work that has been started is the transforming of the believer to the likeness of Christ. you are certainly in that position! here are the notes he shared with me that i want to share with you. may you know the victory is yours and may you feel God's power today and everyday! Hebrews 10:35 (KJV) Cast not away therefore your confidence, which hath great recompence of reward. Confidence is the bridge that takes you from the loser’s world to the winner’s world. Confidence – HOW WINNING STREAKS AND LOSING STREAKS BEGIN AND END by Rosabeth Moss Kanter- “Confidence consists of positive expectations for favorable outcomes.” “Confidence is the sweet spot between arrogance and despair.” There are three kinds of behaviors that are central to confidence which feed motivation and morale. They create a culture that makes it easier to solve problems. Which encourages high performance in business, team athletics, churches, school etc. They are Accountability, Collaboration, Initiative. Accountability-People share information and take responsibility nothing to hide. They want feedback and self-improvement. Collaboration-People wanting to work together. Bonds are strong. Relationships are real. Initiative- People feel that what they do matters, they can affect outcomes. Make suggestions. These three qualities are the cornerstones of confidence. Doug, cling to that confidence! tanya <tlynn39@juno.com> - Saturday, January 8, 2005 10:36 AM CST Douglas, Every day is a WIN for the redeemed. Obviosly you are under attack but the victory is already yours. In Christ you win, it's just that some days are bigger wins than others. Drive On Brother Drive On!!!!! Favorite Cousin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, IN - Friday, January 7, 2005 1:28 PM CST Doug and family, just wanted you to know that so very many of us continue to check on you often and keep you in our prayers-it is strange how Friday nights at 7pm you seem to be in my thoughts. Keep up the good work. Mary Lou Sorn <sorn65@msn.com> Owatonna, mn usa - Thursday, January 6, 2005 8:12 PM CST Hi Doug- Just in between students right now. I am sorry you are feeling down. Just think. I am stuck in a body that won't do things just because I am getting old! At least there is hope for you. :) All kidding aside, I am praying for your full recovery. God knows what is best and he has it perfectly timed. We as humans just don't always do a wonderful job of waiting. You are doing a fantastic job and working diligently. Good for you! Peggy Vrieze <vrieze@clear.lakes.com> West Concord, MN USA - Thursday, January 6, 2005 2:48 PM CST Doug - I'm sorry you are having such a tough start to the new year. I know you must be frustrated but, believe it or not, you are getting stronger every day. Each time I see you I am just amazed at how far you have come, so you can't get discouraged now. This cold weather is hard on everyone so hang in there. Since you have added that wonderful picture by "your" tree, I have been opening this site every day - just to see that awesome smile on your face. It makes my day. You are in my prayers. Keep working, and keep smiling! Nancy Erickson <nancy.erickson@ndsu.edu> Fargo, ND - Thursday, January 6, 2005 9:59 AM CST Doug,I thought I would check out the website, It is so Awsome to read the journals and everything people have wrote. You did a GREAT JOB tonight at the fitness center. Your determination and trulely inspires me. Hope to see ya in the fitness center again soon. Keep Up the HARD work. Jolene Edwards <jolene_edwards@hotmail.com> Nevis, MN - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 6:34 PM CST Hi Doug and family! Your new pictures are great! I'm still checking in on you and praying for you and your family. Had a nice chat with Denise over the holidays. It was good to talk to her and catch up on the Hanson/Osborne clan. Sounds like you had a wonderful holiday season! I pray for great things for you in 2005 with work and continued amazing progress! Love, Krissa & Nate Holt Krissa Holt <Krissa.Holt@nmcco.com> Maiden Rock, WI - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 10:21 AM CST Hi Doug (and Steph), So David has gone from favorite cousin to fairly adequate, what's that all about? Do you suppose he's feeling guilty for missing Thanksgiving? Hmm. I love the new pics...you all look great! We had a great time with you guys in November...Denise is working on us for maybe a summer trip to MN or MT. To all of you who have heard the rumor that Doug's competitive game spirit has changed..WHATEVER! We were up until 2 am playing cards...and had to arrange seats until Doug won. That's our story and we're sticking to it...... Anyway, I'm glad you had a great holiday! Keep up the great progress...good luck with your work projects, you'll be just fine. Stacey (O'Connor) Armstrong <staceyarmstrong@wowway.com> Powell, OH - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 8:28 PM CST Hi Doug, It is amazing to see how far you have come, god truely does work miracles! The new picture with you next to the tree is very powerful and inspirational. Please continue to inspire me and others with your amazing progress! Mike Hoag (Former Bison Runner) <mhoag@entegris.com> Minnetrista, MN USA - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 2:59 PM CST Hi Doug and family, It has been a long time since I have written but I do check the website almost every day. It is so great to see how things are going for you and your family and we are keeping you and your family in our prayers. That is such a nice picture of you by the tree. I would say that you look much better than that tree.... The Lord's blessings to you for continued strength for each day. May 2005 be a good year for all of you. You might not remember us but we are good friends of your folks. Keep looking up - God is sooooo good.. Love to all. Evelyn and Bob Bushman <evie.bushman@nfld.k12.mn.us> Kenyon, MN - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 2:25 PM CST Doug and family, Enjoy all the new pictures. We are praying for your therapy as you are working on the fine tuning of your walk. We appreciate hearing your updates and glad that things are progressing so well...you are seeing fruits of your labors. Will also remember Breck in prayer and for his sleep pattern to become normal. Steph's parents will be coming to a wet state. I am thankful it isn't snow falling:-) Take care and keep safe in the North country. Julann and Jeff Vangness <jedova@yahoo.com> Tempe, AZ - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 9:52 AM CST Hi Doug! Great pictures! The one of you by the tree is my favorite (Margie's, too), but the family ones are great also. Keep up the good work with your therapy and good luck with getting back to work. You've worked so hard and it's obvious to anyone that knows you, that you are ready to take on the challenge. Happy New Year! Nancy Erickson <nancy.erickson@ndsu.nodak.edu> Fargo, ND - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 8:48 AM CST Hello Doug and family, The last couple of days, end of year, and beginning of another year, I reviewed and studied one of my pastor's messages since it seemed worthwhile to focus upon my purpose. Then I thought of you and your needs. If any of your readers are not interested, it takes about one second to scroll past my two-page piece. However, if you do have a spiritual interest, then I'm delighted to share what I've learned as we begin 2005. Perfection! (Notes from message by Pastor Roger J. Magnuson, November 30, 2003) Text: 1 Peter 5: 6-11---Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time: Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you. Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour: Whom resist stedfast in the faith, knowing that the same afflictions are accomplished in your brethren that are in the world. But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you. To him be glory and dominion for ever and ever. Amen. This lesson is not from an epistle written for a particular individual or for a church, but it’s a general epistle, for all people. Perfection is repeated in the Old Testament, the New Testament, by Paul, Peter and is a command by Jesus. It is also a prayer. We are called to strive for perfection against our adversary, the devil. Therefore, we are to take this command seriously. We are called to triple perfection, perfection cubed, to the third power. Let us pray for perfection for others. (Hebrews 13: 20, 21 ---Now the God of peace, that brought again from the dead our Lord Jesus, that great shepherd of the sheep, through the blood of the everlasting covenant, Make you perfect in every good work to do his will, working in you that which is wellpleasing in his sight, through Jesus Christ; to whom be glory for ever and ever. Amen.) (1 Peter 5: 10 ---But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you.) THE GRAND PURPOSE: not only to be pulled out of the fire; that’s a part of it, but it’s for GLORY. I am called. I respond. I am part of the Elect, a calling of being saved unto His eternal glory. It is necessary to hold onto both God’s sovereignty and man’s free will. There is to be an outward demonstration of inward and spiritual achievement. Be glorious because He is glorious: to reflect Him: 1) in our mind: of the truth; 2) in our will: visible expressions of love which reflect His glory; 3) in our emotions: through joy. He sheds His Sonlight on our lives, shedding glory abroad and through us, we are called to His eternal glory. It is all via Christ. He is the efficient causation, the real, pluperfect, proximate, and actual cause. A GRADUAL PROCESS: through GRACE. Grace is the divine power working within us, enabling us to advance. It is a dynamic quality, all-provisional, God without restraint. All grace can fill me; the more grace, the more like Jesus. Only God can give grace; it’s inexhaustible, all-reaching, unending. There is one precondition: suffering….after that ye have suffered awhile. If we suffer we shall also reign with Him. It was necessary for Jesus, in obedience to the Father’s plan. It’s necessary for us, too, and it’s only for awhile. (James 1: 2-4 ---My brethren, count it all joy when ye fall into divers temptations; Knowing this, that the trying of your faith worketh patience. But let patience have her perfect work, that ye may be perfect and entire, wanting nothing.) I need that; count it all joy. There’s no mixture of sadness. It’s the dentist’s drill drilling out all the corruption in the tooth. If there’s no pain, there’s no gain. Suffering and glory go together. Peter gives a clear-eyed view; it’s not strange: these fiery trials are expected. Walk in the steps of Jesus. It’s like the sculptor and the sculpture. There are ouches, owies, grinding away…becoming worthy of exhibition. Preaching wealth, prosperity and no suffering is a false gospel. THE GLORIOUS PRODUCT: This is the GOAL. We should pray for perfection for loved ones as already mentioned. Results of the glorious product come from restoration. As the psalmist tells us in Psalm 51 restoration needs to occur. It’s not unlike the example of the old ramshackle Victorian house, now repaired, painted beautifully, and gleaming windows. Different elements are put together; it’s recreated, restored to the ideal, now an acceptable and attractive house. Another illustration is the repaired fishing net. We don’t want the “fish” to get away. The real purpose is GATHERING PEOPLE. If we’re soul-winners, we seek to bring in the lost. God has a design and blueprint for my life. It requires hammering, sanding, and other repair. Patience makes perfect. God wants to show His handiwork in heaven. This is exhibit R of His work, going from dirt to…the image of God. The reason it’s Perfection Cubed is it’s STABLISH, STRENGTHEN, SETTLE. First is STABLISH: the foundation. Have convictions that don’t change with the world or with emotional relationships. Rather, they are of the Bible, rooted convictions. A foundation based upon the Word of God does not change. Second is STRENGTHEN : this is the superstructure of character built upon the foundation. There’s a sturdiness of character, resilient in storms. There are enemies, including, of course, our adversary, the devil. Have “resiste”: ability and understanding of how to resist the devil. Third, is SETTLED. This means I have confidence in God. Everything is in its place, settled and can’t sag anymore. I am not flighty. Having had some shaking-down experiences, I am confident of God’s good intentions for me. All materials and enablement are from God. Perfection is not for mean things or mere preservation, but it is for glory. It is the interactive manifestation between God and man of faith, love, and truth. A-men The Lord bless you Doug. Bob Reichart Robert Reichart <rreichart@charter.net> owatonna, mn United States - Saturday, January 1, 2005 10:49 AM CST Doug, Please don't stop adding to this site. I am so encouraged when I read your messages. And, even share opportunities in prayer. Thanks, Cindy Wallace <northviewlodge@aol.com> Owatonna, MN Steele - Friday, December 31, 2004 2:59 PM CST Happy New Year to you and yours !!!!I keep up on your journal everyday and read them to Mange--We had a wonderful Christmas and Thank you for all your wishes---Feel so sorry for Breck--but we are praying for you all and hope to see you sometime this winter--Love th All--Joan & Jim Joan Evenson <EvenJms@aol.com> Grand Forks, ND USA - Friday, December 31, 2004 2:28 PM CST Good Morning Doug, please keep writing, we check daily for updates to keep us praying for you, and your family. In Nov. I had a total knee replacement & have struggled with therapy to make the knee bend, making me think often of you & the tremendous struggle you have had these past many months trying to get your whole body moving right, again. Indeed, it makes me pray harder. Sounds like you have had a great Christmas with both families. Tonight we are celebrating with my sister & we are attempting to do lobster! Hope it goes well! We will remember Breck & his healing as well. You know they say it never rains but what it pours, but the Word also tells us God never gives us more than we, together with Him, can handle. Hope your 2005 is great. Laurel & Darrell Darrell & Laurel Phelps <dlfelps@msn.com> Owatonna, MN USA - Friday, December 31, 2004 9:22 AM CST I just read your comment about Texas. I want you to know that we woke up Christmas morning with the ground covered with snow. It was the first time ever that the Valley had snow on Christmas and the first measureable snowfall since 1895. So we made history that day. I am a Winter Texan and when I called my children in the Twin Cities area, I said, We, had a white Christmas, did you? And of course they all said no they didn't have snow on the ground. Quite amazing. Doug, I have been following your site for quite some time. I got it from John Frank's site. I hope that the New Year will continue to bring positive results for you in your therapy. My prayers are with you and your family. Verona Wallace <lvhasty@aol.com> Donna, TX USA - Thursday, December 30, 2004 9:50 PM CST Hi Doug, I'm still reading your site. I hope to see you soon. Tell Coach hi... Steph. Got so used to calling her Coach. I love you both. I'll talk to you later.. Love Always Maggie Lindow <dlindow@eot.com> Nevis, MN USA - Thursday, December 30, 2004 5:07 PM CST Hi Doug; It's been awhile since I've checked your website. I was checking up on Randy A, and remembered to check yours also. It was so good to visit with you guys on Christmas eve. Would have stayed longer, but Grandpa needed to get back to the nursing home. Sorry we missed you at church on Sunday, we heard that you were there. We would love to see your presentation sometime, if we can work it out. Glad you had a good Christmas, and will continue to pray for your continued improvement in 2005. God's blessings to you all. Phil (and Barb) Phil Hanson <phil.hanson@wengercorp.com> Dodge Center , MN - Thursday, December 30, 2004 2:58 PM CST MERRY CHRISTMAS HANSON FAMILY!!! we have had a wonderful day with archie's family. i know you are having a great time with your family as well. scott and shannon, my dad and grandparents will come in town on tuesday and we will have Christmas with them then. i hope that breck is doing okay. we are praying for all of you! (:>) i hope that he and riley are having a wonderful holiday break. hugs to everyone....we will call soon! tanya, archie and the kids <tlynn39@juno.com> - Saturday, December 25, 2004 5:43 PM CST Doug, Steph and family, Just wanted to send a little note and wish all of you a blessed Christmas! Of course, we will add a few more prayers in for Breck. Your presentation, Doug was very nicely done and very emotional for us. But, what encouragement and inspiration for us as well! You and Steph truly are a gift from God. You keep us hopeful! We are very grateful to have Lyndsey with us for Christmas as I'm sure you are celebrating with added peace and joy this year, also. From God all good things come and all things are possible. You, Doug and Lyndsey are truly a blessing to your families! May the peace and joy of this holy season be with your family. Lots of love, The Hivelys Judy Hively <tjmtlk6@juno.com> Kindred, nd USA - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 2:54 PM CST Hi Doug & family, I saw your parents last night in Walmart in Rochester. It was so good to hear all the happenings and share hugs and love. All the lives that you all have touched for so many years is truely a blessing! Keep up the great work. Love to All!! Patti & family Patti Midthun <pattim@mcneilus.com> Dodge Center, MN USA - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 12:17 AM CST Happy Holidays to the Hanson family! Thank you for keeping us up to date on your progress through this web site. Wishing you continued healing and strength. And a very Merry Christmas! Matt & Barb Berg <mbberg@wiktel.com> Karlstad, MN USA - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 6:59 AM CST Doug - Great article in the Forum today! You looked very handsome in your coat & tie. You've come such a long way, but I know you won't be satisfied until you are running again. It will happen - I have no doubt about it. Have a Merry, merry Christmas!! (Still waiting for the picture!) Nancy Erickson <nancy.erickson@ndsu.nodak.edu> Fargo, ND - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 12:28 AM CST Hi Doug, It's been awhile since I've written, but you are often brought to my mind and I continue to pray for you and your family. It was good to finally meet you in person at New Life. I had met Steph in Fargo while you were still in Rehab. God has brought you so far....It's wonderful to see what He can do and the power of prayer! It sounds like your progress continues...May you and your family have a wonderful Christmas as you celebrate all that God has done for you in the past year and what's ahead in the New one---running!!!! God Bless you, Deb Mason Deb Mason <dan2deb@lakes.com> Wanamingo, MN USA - Monday, December 20, 2004 7:48 PM CST Hi Doug, Sounds like you are doing great. Have a great holiday and keep up the updates. All is well in Texas - possibility for a white Christmas this year. Ed Leigh <ed.leigh@paccar.com> Celina, TX US - Monday, December 20, 2004 3:03 PM CST I am still reading, daily. steve <osbornes@sd6.k12.mt.us> - Monday, December 20, 2004 7:55 AM CST Doug, Steph & Family: We are blessed to read about your awesome presentation! I imagine it was a powerful feeling to have done a great job and yet humbling to realize how far you have come! We are so thankful for God's mercy and grace for you. Our thoughts and prayers are sent daily for your continued recovery. Just wanted you to know that today it is 72 and sunny here in Arizona. I do miss the snow though; send some down!! Love & Prayers, Aunt Louise, Uncle Todd & Family Ann Louise Severud <anniels@cox.net> Peoria, AZ USA - Thursday, December 16, 2004 3:33 PM CST Douglas.....there was no doubt you would ace the presentation. Little by little the Lord is putting you back in a position to do what you do. Many things may be different but your gifts are eternal. Keep up the work and you'll be running before long!!!!!! Fairly Adequate Counsin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, IN - Thursday, December 16, 2004 7:18 AM CST Way to go Doug! I knew you would do a great job. I just feel bad I couldn't be there. I had a first hand report from the Larson's and they said everything went very well. Just wanted you to know I was there in spirit! Merry Christmas to all of you, and Doug, I look forward to hearing about your first run in the New Year! Nancy Erickson <nancy.erickson@ndsu.nodak.edu> Fargo, ND - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 8:18 AM CST Hi cousin Doug and all, Giving extra thought to you today on your BIG presentation! Wishing I could be there and listen and learning all the amazing things you have all accomplished this past year and to give you all BIG HUGS. You are thought of more than you have known, since this is only the second time I have signed in your guestbook, I think the 1st time you where still sleeping. As we prepare for snow to come and tuning up our snowmobiles, you always come to mind. Take Care and have a thumbs up day! Cousin Deb (Reynolds) Breister, Jim, Jeremy, Justin Oakdale, MN USA - Monday, December 13, 2004 10:30 AM CST Doug, Will be praying for you on Monday. We are back in AZ. Jeff has a 6 month consulting contract with the same company that he worked with prior to the start of our adventure. We will be parked in Tempe till we head to MN next summer. Seasons Greetings to you and your family. Julann and Jeff Vangness <jedova@yahoo.com> Tempe, AZ - Thursday, December 9, 2004 10:56 AM CST Douglas...I hear my status in the family has dropped after missing Thanksgiving... Our plan is to be up next summer. I also hear you were talking some smack about my plan to challenge you to a race!!!! We'll see how it works out next summer. We'll throw some extra prays up for you an the presentation. One step at at time and I have no doubt that it will all come out fine. Fairly Adequate Cousin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, IN - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 11:42 AM CST Doug, Steph and family, Looking forward to your presentation on the 13th at MeritCare, South University- we will be there to cheer you on! Can't wait to see you too! We love and miss you guys. Desire'e Larson and family <papfargo@ideaone.net> fargo, ND - Monday, December 6, 2004 1:31 PM CST Hello Hansons!! I have not checked in for a while, and I see that the progress continues!! I expected nothing less. Thinking about you all throughout the holiday season. Blessings to all of you. Karen <akerickson@loretel.net> Glyndon, MN - Monday, December 6, 2004 12:13 AM CST hello to you all! glad to hear you all had a great thanksgiving. hope steph's birthday was wonderful as well. we had a terrific week in ft. worth with shannon and her family. archie's mom and dad joined us there as well. we went to church at the new ACC/CCC facility. it is something else!!!! several people asked about you and are continuing to lift you all up in prayer. what a wonderful family they are. we sure wish we could be there for your presentation! we are covering you in prayer. God is able.....and so are you through Him. hugs to all! tanya <tlynn39@juno.com> - Thursday, December 2, 2004 12:37 AM CST Doug, Greetings from Green Bay. Would have wrote sooner, but you know that whole Packer-Viking thing. Congratulations on the driving. I keep reading the updates - the progress you are making is incredible. You have a great family and very supportive friends. Keep up the positive attitude and hard work. You are an inspiration to all of us. Todd Todd Ericksrud <todd_ericksrud@yahoo.com> De Pere, WI - Sunday, November 28, 2004 9:51 PM CST Hello Doug and family, Glad to hear about your progress. The Lord's grace is upon you. The Gift of Grace Text: 1 Cor 4: 7 - For who maketh thee to differ from another? and what hast thou that thou didst not receive? now if thou didst receive it, why dost thou glory, as if thou hadst not received it? John 3: 27 - John answered and said, A man can receive nothing, except it be given him from heaven. Romans 5: 8 - But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us. 1 John 3: 1 - Behold, what manner of love the Father hath bestowed upon us, that we should be called the sons of God: therefore the world knoweth us not, because it knew him not. Titus 2: 11 - For the grace of God that bringeth salvation hath appeared to all men, Ephesians 1: 7 - In whom we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of sins, according to the riches of his grace; Ephesians 2: 8-10 - For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast. For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus unto good works, which God hath before ordained that we should walk in them. 2 Timothy 1: 9 - Who hath saved us, and called us with an holy calling, not according to our works, but according to his own purpose and grace, which was given us in Christ Jesus before the world began, John 17: 11, 12 - And now I am no more in the world, but these are in the world, and I come to thee. Holy Father, keep through thine own name those whom thou hast given me, that they may be one, as we are. While I was with them in the world, I kept them in thy name: those that thou gavest me I have kept, and none of them is lost, but the son of perdition; that the scripture might be fulfilled. 1 Cor 1: 8 - Who shall also confirm you unto the end, that ye may be blameless in the day of our Lord Jesus Christ. 1 Tim 1: 14 - And the grace of our Lord was exceeding abundant with faith and love which is in Christ Jesus. Rom 5: 20 - Moreover the law entered, that the offence might abound. But where sin abounded, grace did much more abound: Hebrews 12: 7 - If ye endure chastening, God dealeth with you as with sons; for what son is he whom the father chasteneth not? 1 Peter 5:10 - But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you. A SALVATION OR SAVING GRACE A DAILY LIVING GRACE THE GIFT OF HEAVEN GRACE I have nothing that has not been given to me. It is His unmerited favor, not from my background or my works, but from what God is. It’s His grace at His expense. God comes near us…freely conferred; the bounty of the Giver because of who He is, not who I am. This grace is bestowed even to His enemies. The grace of God is for all, given in full measure, and I’m undeserving! It’s as the prodigal son who had grace from his father. Christ’s grace is free, but not cheap. It was His life. Therefore, I can’t live carelessly. A true understanding of grace brings about repentance. THERE WERE TEN LEPERS. AFTER THE LEPROSY HEALING, ONLY ONE RETURNED WITH THANKSGIVING. DID JESUS HAVE TO HEAL THE LEPERS? NO, THAT WAS GRACE. EVEN THOUGH HE KNEW NINE WOULD NOT THANK HIM, HE STILL DID IT. THAT WAS GRACE. IN THE SAME WAY WITH OBLIGATIONS, LET US NOT DO IT BECAUSE WE HAVE TO, BUT BECAUSE WE WANT TO. Christ’s grace will never run out; it’s oversized and superabundant, unlimited. With added afflictions there can be added blessings. He giveth and giveth and giveth again. The Father’s grace is always at the beginning and never has to be measured. Since He hath given us all things and freely, let us share freely to others. In Christian love, Bob Reichart Robert Reichart <rreichart@charter.net> Owatonna, MN United States - Sunday, November 28, 2004 4:27 PM CST Happy thanksgiving to the Hanson family! You definately have alot to be thankful for. I am glad things are going great Doug. Keep up the good work! :) Andrea and Greg Andrea Kvamme <andreakvamme@msn.com> Minneapolis, Mn - Thursday, November 25, 2004 9:24 AM CST Hi Doug and family, We continue to follow your journal entries and we are praying for you as you prepare your up coming presentation. Trust you are enjoying having your "wheels" back. Have a wonderful Thanksgiving...one that holds extra special meaning for the Hanson family. Julann and Jeff Vangness <jedova@yahoo.com> presently Yuma, AZ - Monday, November 22, 2004 2:36 PM CST Doug,It is so nice to see that you are doing so well. We think of you often, and keep you and your family inour prayers, Nancy Wainscott <conzato@charter.net> Fort Worth, Tx USA - Sunday, November 21, 2004 0:55 AM CST Doug, The Jeffares family has been praying for you & trusting that our Lord will continue to heal you and draw you closer to Him. We miss you guys and look forward to visiting you when we return to the U.S. next year. Take care and know that you and your family are in our prayers. Dennis & Danielle Jeffares Sharjah, United Arab Emirates - Saturday, November 20, 2004 9:28 AM CST Douglas....our Great God makes Great Stories out of what the world sees as Great Tragedy..... I am glad that you guys went back to the scene. It sounds like you have had a reaffirmation of truly how blessed you are to be where you are now. Favorite Cousin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, IN - Friday, November 19, 2004 12:25 AM CST Hi Doug, great to understand how well you are doing. All the best to you and yours form me and all mine!! Hope to meet up again one day, best regards Peter Odell Peter Odell <podell911@aol.com> High Wycombe, England - Thursday, November 18, 2004 5:39 PM CST Hi Hanson family! Doug, your story continues to be so inspirational! Did you realize before this all began that you had a book in you? Perhaps you should give that some thought! I'm sure various chapters from your family's perspective would be most interesting, as well as spiritually uplifting. By-the-way, your helmet picture is scary! I continue to pray for your complete recovery and to lift you up each day! Roxann (Jim Thompson's friend, who met your family in Subway, Detroit Lakes last winter) Roxann Ramberg-Cossette <horsesetc@msn.com> Detroit Lakes, MN USA - Sunday, November 14, 2004 7:12 PM CST Hi Doug. I was so happy to hear you are now able to drive on your own. How wonderful!!! I am sure I will be soon seeing the trio out running past our place in time. (You do realize how far that is, right?) Please let Steph know she has created in volleyball maniac. She now has a new bed buddy and it keeps "rolling off her bed." Everyone has moved on to basketball but Cassie. Since she has no one to play with, she is teaching volleyball to anyone who will play with her. Funny! Keep up your recovery. You have terrific family and friends. I am really glad we have gotten to know your family. Each of you have been an important part of our lives. Nicole still enjoys the time she has with Breck, even if it is only during lunch time. She enjoys sitting by him. Hope your new computer is up and running soon. Keep up the progress. Kathy Kathy Edwards <rkcnedw4@unitelc.com> Nevis, MN USA - Thursday, November 11, 2004 2:51 PM CST Hi Doug - Hope you enjoyed your Taco Bell lunch and had a safe drive home. It sure was good to see you. (For those of you who haven't seen Doug in a while - HE LOOKS AWESOME!) That twinkle is back in your eyes! I tried to the do the "monster word" test after you left - got all but the extra credit. That one has me stumped. Take care, and take it easy on the apple pie! Nancy Erickson <nancy.erickson@ndsu.nodak.edu> Moorhead, MN - Monday, November 8, 2004 1:47 PM CST Doug & Family, I have been checking your web entries quite frequently, we are so happy to hear of your cotinued improvements and recovery. You have such strong faith and enduring hope which certainly gives others more strength and hope. I just wanted you to know we're thinking about you and energized by your accomplishments. Best Wishes Always! Barb, Brent, Connor & Camden Schank Barb Schank <bschank@good-sam.com> Winsted, MN USA - Monday, November 8, 2004 10:26 AM CST Hanson Family, Congratulations on reaching another milestone...another blessing ..I think of you and your family often and the inspiration that you have been to so many. Please say hello to your parents. Have a wonderful Thanksgiving and I will continue to give thanks for your family, for your progress, and for your walk in faith. May God's love continue to shine in you and through you. Rejoicing, Margaret of Guest Services..... Margaret Hoffmann <magnolia@ictc.com> Wheatland, ND Cass - Saturday, November 6, 2004 11:02 AM CST Great News !!!!Knew you could do it--sooner or later but so glad it was sooner--We keep you all in our prayers and so happy when God answers them----It's a nice sunny day in ND--Love you all-Joan & Jim Joan Evenson <EvenJms@aol.com> Grand Forks, ND 58201 - Friday, November 5, 2004 1:44 PM CST So very happy to hear that you again have "wheels"--a man that can't drive is NOT a happy camper!! (and I wasn't any better when I couldn't for a time) We rejoice with each and every step you are taking. God is SOOOO good! Know you'll keep charging ahead. You really should put a picture on with you at the wheel!! Elna W. Watts <eww@hutchtel.net> Glencoe, MN McLeod - Friday, November 5, 2004 10:17 AM CST Congratulations Doug!! Driving again - what a milestone for you. All your hard work is paying off. I'm so happy for you. I think about you often and still faithfully check this site for updates. Hope you have time to stop in the BSA and see us again one of these days. Nancy Erickson <nancy.erickson@ndsu.nodak.edu> Moorhead, MN - Friday, November 5, 2004 8:32 AM CST Driving...driving......there is driving for Douglas Hanson again!!!!! Man I am just thrilled for you guys. The Lord give us exactly what we need when we need it. Favorite Cousin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, IN - Friday, November 5, 2004 5:30 AM CST Doug and Steph, I continue to pray for you all and enjoy seeing God's handiwork in your life! It truly is amazing, how He shows His faithfulness. It's good to have your mom and dad back at church...They are such a blessing. But, I'm sure it's a transition for them! May the Lord continue to give you strength and endurance in therapy and also, wisdom for your therapists as they push you on! Psalm 121 is a great encouragment of God as our Gurardian, the One Who watches over us. May you sense His protection and love for you! Love and Blessings, Debbie Mason Deb Mason <dan2deb@lakes.com> Wanamingo, MN USA - Thursday, October 28, 2004 9:56 AM CDT Hello Doug, Isaiah 41: 10 Fear thou not; for I am with thee: Be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; Yea, I will help thee; Yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness. Isaiah 41: 10 In Christian love, The Bob Reichart family Robert Reichart <rreichart@charter.net> Owatonna, MN United States - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 5:55 PM CDT Hey Douglas, I enjoy reading and keeping up with you, with the puzzles it's kind of hard. Said alittle prayer for you yesterday as you took the driving test. Glad to hear you did good. Just remember no hot rodding! We'll be waiting to hear those test results. The boys left deer hunting today, so it's just me and Chey. We will be praying for Lyndsey. I think it's so neat how the Lord is using you and Steph to touch these people's lives as so many did yours. We Love you all Pam Pam <bbsfarm@isotechnetworks.net> Farmington, NM - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 10:59 AM CDT Crying....Crying.....there's no crying in volleyball!!!!!! Douglas I believe you're in the middle of your driving test right now. I'm praying for you. Just remember it is in God's time. I want it to be now for you though. Favorite Cousin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, IN - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 12:48 AM CDT Hi Doug and Steph, We read your updates and are very happy to see that things are progressing so well for you Doug. We, Hivelys are back in Fargo at the MeritCare South University Rehab now. Lyndsey is doing a great job of coming back and she works very hard at it! If you have some time the next time that you are in Fargo, please look us up at the hospital, we would love to see you and introduce you to Lyndsey. Keep up the good fight, Doug. You are in our prayers! Todd and Judy Hively <tjmtlk6@juno.com> Kindred, nd usa - Sunday, October 24, 2004 6:45 PM CDT Good Luck on the 26th--hear they are evacuating Fargo that day--no really, just because snow birds are going south has nothing to do with you--hahaha--Still praying for all of you and love you much--Love J&J Joan Evenson <EvenJms@aol.com> Grand Forks, ND 58201 - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 3:06 PM CDT Hi Doug, Steph and family, It's me LaChelda, WOW I miss you guys so much. How are things going in Minnesota? As I have heard Doug is up and walking. I think that is such a blessing, I just knew God would answer my prayers, and I will continue to pray for you and the family. Also I have heard that Steph's volleyball team has been winning. So how are the kids, the last time I talked to Riley, she was getting really to start softball, I hope she had or is having a winning season. And Breck I hope he is getting strong every day. Well since we didn't get to talk the last time I called, I'm doing good. Basketball season is just around the corner, we start practice Oct. 20. GOSH I can't wait, because this season is really important to me. I would like to go to Baylor University in Waco, that's my dream school, so please keep me in your prayers. Well, I will be e-mailing you guys some time to keep in touch. Doug I hope you continue to get stronger as the days go by. Steph, Breck and Riley I love all of you. You can also mail me @ hypelj06yahoo.com LaChelda Jacobs <hypelj06@yahoo.com> Mansield, TX - Friday, October 15, 2004 0:51 AM CDT doug, do you have to solve the puzzle in 5 steps or are you allowed to do it in fewer steps? i agree 100% with your "favorite cousin". i can really see the improvement in your messaging. i was thinking that very thing when i read this last message from you. God is so great! tell steph to keep up the good work! tanya <tlynn39@juno.com> - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 10:58 PM CDT Doug, it is so great to see your improvements. We see Doug at the Volleyball games as our granddaughter is on the 7th grade team (Sarah Sackett). The other day Doug gets off the bleacher and walks to the door without help of a cane or anything. I accused him of "showing off"! lol Really, I'm so glad things are going well and it's always good to see your smiling and, yes, your handsome face! We know that miracles do happen and I believe you are experiencing one. Praise God. Connie Sackett <akconnie@unitelc.com> Nevis, - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 10:09 AM CDT Douglas....all sounds excellent!!!! I'm shocked that you think you may have had a control issue in the past...I never would have guessed.... ;) It's been really amazing to see your thought processses and sentence structures develop over the past few weeks. I can see the clarity increasing in your messages. Stay on course and you'll be driving around God's country before you know it. Favorite Cousin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, IN - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 9:23 AM CDT doug and steph, congrats on all the exciting events going on right now! we too had reason to celebrate this weekend. archie and travis ran in a 1K sat. travis won 4th in his bracket and archie won 3rd in his! we are disappointed that fall has nearly passed and we did not get to come up. i'm not sure if we want to tackle it in the winter...we are not equipped for cold weather! we will call soon and discuss our options. until then, keep up the good work and give hugs all the way around. we love you all so much and are praying for you without ceasing. tanya <tlynn39@juno.com> - Monday, October 11, 2004 9:06 PM CDT Doug, Steph and Family: It is great to hear how well all of you are doing! It sounds like you are making wonderful progress! I enjoy all the word puzzles! That's one of my favorite things! Congratulations to Steph on the VB wins last night! Awesome! We are praying for Breck especially, that God will be very near and that the seizures are completely gone. Wow! Great news about your driving! We will pray for the steps and process for this. What are your thoughts on driving? Is it scary or exciting? We know you can do it!! Keep working hard on your therapy too! Love and Prayers, Aunt Louise, Uncle Todd and Family Ann Louise Severud <anniels@cox.net> Peorai, AZ USA - Saturday, October 9, 2004 9:42 PM CDT Hey Doug, The Wisconsin Martinsons did in fact succeed in solving the sentences in under 30 seconds. Kelly even beat Kirk on a few. However, we think the one about the snow should really be "Almost six inches of snow fell in an hour." instead. Keep kicking, we're still checking on ya. Kelly and Kirk <ksquare@ksquare.us> - Saturday, October 9, 2004 9:32 PM CDT Hi Doug, When I was putting my 5 year old son, Matthew, to bed the other night he asked if we still needed to pray for Doug. I was so happy to be able to give him a positive update! I think it's truly amazing and the handiwork of God that have brought you back to your family and loved ones. You really have been an inspiration to so many people. Thanks for sharing your journey. By the way, the answer was YES, we can still pray for Doug. You and your family will continue to be in our prayers. Anne van Bruggen (friend of Martinsons) <wvanbruggen5123@comcast.net> New Brighton, MN - Monday, October 4, 2004 10:48 PM CDT Hey guys, Just wanted to write and say Hello. Been thinking of you up in Nevis. I am just studying hard and going to clinicals. Only 2 more months to the date!! Yeah! Anyways, take care and I am glad you are doing well! Andrea Kvamme <andreakvamme@msn.com> Minneapolis, Mn - Monday, October 4, 2004 4:29 PM CDT Doug, Steph and family, Glad to hear you are doing so well. Even though cognitively you are not 100%to where you want to be, you are still so much smarter than most of us that haven't been through what you have been through!!!! Kelsey (14) was looking at her baby book and we saw a picture of you - Doug visiting me in the hospital just after she was born. You were presenting her with her first fishing pole. It was an awesome picture, and actually other than your hair being blonder in the picture you didn't really look that different! You handsome devil! Just wanted to say hey, and say keep up the good work! Tell Steph that Kelsey is playing volleyball and had some great spikes and blocks at the net. She is bound and determined to learn how to jump serve, she thinks it looks cool! Desire'e Larson and family <papfargo@ideaone.net> Fargo, ND - Thursday, September 30, 2004 2:43 PM CDT Hey Douglas, Glad to hear Breck has been doing better. Hope you're OT and PT went well today. It rained all night and has rained all day, NM really needs it, so that has been a real blessing for us. I was doing some reading and came across this, and thought about you and your family. "God has not promised to deliver us from trouble, but He has promised to go with us through the trouble." Oh, by the way if you haven't noticed but your entries have been error free lately, so much for mine. HA HA Keep those puzzles coming, some of us can really use them. Love ya, Pam Pam <bbsfarm@isotechnetworks.net> Farmington, NM - Wednesday, September 29, 2004 4:00 PM CDT Doug & Steph, thanks for the updates so we can "pray better". I loved the puzzles. Got them all, I think! Just read this quote & liked it, so will share with you. "it's alot easier facing the unknown once you realize eyes aren't the only way to see....Look forward to how God guides you through lifes tests. It is great to watch how God has lead & continues to lead for you and me. Keep trusting. Laurel & Darrell Laurel & Darrell Phelps <dlfelps@msn.com> Owatonna, MN USA - Tuesday, September 28, 2004 8:31 AM CDT Hey Douglas, Enjoyed reading your daily updates. Glad to hear your visits to Fargo are going good. We will continue to keep you and Breck in our prayers. Now as for that Beauty Sleep, that's another subject. Love ya lots Pam Pam <bbsfarm@isotechnetworks.net> Farmington, NM - Monday, September 27, 2004 3:32 PM CDT Doug, It is so exciting to see how God has and continues to work in healing you. I don't write often but we think of you daily. Don't you wonder about people that don't have God to look to. We will say a special prayer for Breck today. Keep up the good work and thanks for the updates. It is so good to be able to check on you and yours. Wish we were closer, just remember you are all in our thoughts. We love ya lots! Penny <bpfinley@centurytel.net> Evening Shade, AR - Thursday, September 23, 2004 6:45 AM CDT I won't tell you how long each puzzle took, but lets put it this way I'm sure you need more competition then me, We are praying! Steve Osborne <ozzie@amerion.com> Columbia Falls, mt US - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 11:58 AM CDT Douglas.....Breck moves to top of the list. Hey rember to enjoy the challenges the Lord puts in front of you. Man it's tough and can be brutal at times but try to see his hand in all. Don't let the goals be the goal....there is purpose in the attaining process. Today is Regan's birthday so I need you do do me a favor. Give Riley an extra big hug, look her in the eyes and tell her you love her. Keep up the updates. Favorite Cousin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, IN - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 4:25 PM CDT Doug and family, We really enjoyed seeing you a couple of weeks ago. We continue to enjoy our adventure and have been doing many "memory lane" visits. We stopped in Menomonie WI and walked around the campus that Jeff attended 14 yrs ago and I looked up co-workers because I worked on campus while Jeff went to school. Then we spent more time around the Twin cities with friends and family (had a great time with Jim, Lauri, Caleb, Bethany, and Joey). Presently we are in Upsala visiting with friends that we had made from living here 18 years ago. Keep up your motivation, we are proud of your accomplishments and your inspiration. Take care. Julann and Jeff Vangness <jedova@yahoo.com> Always moving around, - Sunday, September 19, 2004 4:50 PM CDT Doug, Thanks for going to our tourny today. I like to see you there. Thanks for rooting for us. I'll talk to you later. Maggie Lindow <dlindow@eot.com> Nevis, MN USA - Saturday, September 18, 2004 8:43 PM CDT Hey Doug, great to hear of your brainpower. I'm waiting to read your update with Dave so we can try to solve the scrambled words, together. You know I have a couple years on you. All is well here. Homecoming weekend in a small town is so fun, just heading out to the game. My VB team has a perfect record, we haven't won a game. I have eighth grade and their skills are SO far behind so as we improve so does every other team which means, no wins yet!! We have potatoe harvest in two weeks and the kids get two weeks off of school-crazy huh?! We continue to pray for a your recovery Love in Christ, the Trosens LeAnna Trosen <kulai1@juno.com> Ashton, ID USA - Friday, September 17, 2004 7:55 PM CDT archie and i were checking in on you and we accept your challenge! we have answered all of them except the extra credit. however, archie wants to know where your mind is...he said the first one is "teacher" not "cheater"!!!! glad to hear things are going well for stephanie and the kids. travis has a cross country meet in the morning and then we are heading out for a weekend of camping. it is still very warm here so i hope we don't melt! keep up the good work.... tanya <tlynn39@juno.com> - Friday, September 17, 2004 5:42 PM CDT okay, okay, okay! so it's not pencils....we got it this time. we also got all of the others...we're stumped on the extra credit. will get back to you on that one! tanya <tlynn39@juno.com> - Friday, September 17, 2004 5:37 PM CDT doug, archie and i were checking in on you and were trying to solve your therapy challenge. i'm not sure what kind of start we are off to. archie said that the first one is "teacher". he said he questioned where your thoughts were if you solved it as "cheater"!!!! i got "pencil" and that is as far as we have gotten. is there a time limit? glad to hear things are going well for stephanie and the kids. travis has another cross country meet in the morning and then we are going camping. it is still very hot here so i hope we don't melt! have a great weekend and we will let you know if we solve the challenge...you always were the smart one of the group! (:>) tanya <tlynn39@juno.com> - Friday, September 17, 2004 5:15 PM CDT Well, I didn't get spelling or playground - or the extra credit but had the rest of them figured out! It was great to talk to you the other day, see you Monday! Nancy Erickson <nancy.erickson@ndsu.nodak.edu> Fargo, ND - Friday, September 17, 2004 4:27 PM CDT 1. teacher -- teacher 2. ???? 3. ???? 4. Phys Ed 5. Cafeteria 6. recess 7. friends 8. playground extra credit Crossing guard if you spell it wrong yes I am still reading the updates and waiting patiently between updates. thanks oz Steve Osborne Columbia Falls, mt US - Friday, September 17, 2004 2:36 PM CDT Doug, I'm still reading the updates and can't resist the opportunity to see if I can still keep up with your brains (scrambled or not!). Here is what I came up with: 2.spelling 3.students 4.physed 5.cafeteria 6.recess 7.friends 8.playgroung Haven't solved the extra credit yet, but I'll keep trying. Keep up the hard work - it would be great to be able to ditch the leg brace! I'll give you a call from the road this weekend to let you know if Jon and I get to ride the Maah Daay Hey trail near Medora. Have a great weekend! Peace. Tim Martinson <tsmartinson@yahoo.com> St. Anthony, MN USA - Friday, September 17, 2004 12:30 AM CDT Thus far....I have none of them!!!!! I think you just made those up, that's what I'm going with anyway. Glad volleyball is going well for Steph and the team. We are in full cross country swing down here. Our team results are the best we have ever had and Chris is doing great. As a coach and father I am just thrilled. Whenever your up and running I think I'll ship him up to you for some intense training...he needs to know what it's like to train in God's country. Favorite Cousin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, IN - Friday, September 17, 2004 12:21 AM CDT Douglas, We continue to follow your progress and praise the Lord for how far you've come. Don't be too hard on you're sister, because if I was there I would be there right with them. Our prayers are with you and Steph, concerning the Insur. PS Chief and I would like to see proof of this fish!!! Love ya lots, Chief, Pam and kids Pam <bbsfarm@isotechnetworks.net> Farmington, NM - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 4:21 PM CDT Just read the update and it sounds like things are progressing well; VB, school, marriage conference, parents home etc. We had excinting news Friday. Lindsay is engaged to David Hudson of Nashville, Tennessee. Oh no, another Baptist. JUST KIDDING. He's a great guy. An Oct. 2005 wedding is planned in Nashville. We are very excited for David and Lindsay. wwatts <watts@rea-alp.com> - Monday, September 13, 2004 6:44 PM CDT Sounds like nothing has changed since we were kids.....those mean ole Hanson girls picking on Doug!!!! Sounds like I need to sent Lynda up to finish off the job. Seriously though Doug I know these may be some of the toughest days yet. Keep your head bowed and knees bent so the Lord can bring progress and comfort. You've stood, you've walked, soon you'll drive....... Favorite Cousin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, IN - Monday, September 13, 2004 8:41 AM CDT Dear Doug and family, Thinking of you and praying for you. May the Lord continue to give you the determination and drive that you need to press on with the "fine tuning" therapy. May His strength be evident when you feel weak emotionally and physically. And believing with you that God will open the doors in the financial area with the insurance co. Bless you all! In His Love, Deb Mason and family Deb Mason <dan2deb@lakes.com> Wanamingo, MN USA - Sunday, September 12, 2004 7:18 PM CDT hay Mr. Hanson, this is travis moore. i ran in my first cross country track meet saturday. i placed 19th out of 36 jr.high boys. we ran on a golf course in morton. it was a 2 mile race. i ran it in 15:19. my dad and i have been getting up in the morning, before school starts to run with the team. i thought of you when i am running. we took the quiz and my mom doesn't think it was funny that you gave her a quiz and not the answers. talk to you later man in christ, travis moore PS hope you get well soon. Travis Moore Lubbock, TX United States - Sunday, September 12, 2004 4:34 PM CDT So wonderful to hear from you and that you are doing so well and your family is too---God loves you !!!!Hello to all and keep up the hard work--Love,Joan & Jim Joan Evenson <EvenJms@aol.com> Grand Forks, ND USA - Friday, September 3, 2004 10:04 PM CDT Doug & Steph,Just a quick note to let you know how Lynsey is doing in St. Paul.She is working very hard. She has her ups ands downs,but seems to be improveing baby steps at a time.Again thanks for your support,it means alot to our family.Your family is in our prayers,Doug keep up the good work.Next time we see each other we will have lots of GOOD stories to tell each other! God is Good. Love the Hivelys from North Dakota Todd Hively <tjmtlk@juno.com> Kindred, N.D> U>S>A> - Thursday, September 2, 2004 8:41 PM CDT Doug, I just heard about your accident from Tim Terleski. Just wanted you to know that I'll be thinking of you. I still have to read the rest of this to find out what happened but it sounds like you're making great progress. Brian Glenn <brian.glenn@bigfoot.com> Louisville, KY - Thursday, September 2, 2004 3:20 PM CDT doug and steph- thanks for the update. it is good to hear the "normalacy" of your daily life. what a blessing to hear what God has done and is doing for you. steph, i am so happy that you have figured out a way to go back to coaching. i will be anxious to hear about all of your wins! keep up all of the great progress! we will continue to lift you up in our prayers. tanya <tlynn39@juno.com> - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 12:58 AM CDT Douglas......Just yesterday we were rejoicing for a thumbs up and a few words....Hearing about your weekend at the conference and all that is going on is truly a joy. Renea and I went to one of those at a critical time in our marriage and I believe it helped hold us together during all those months in the hospital. That was a great investment of your time and the benefits will linger for many many years. Favorite Cousin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, IN - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 5:45 AM CDT Doug, Steph & Family: Thanks for all the updates. It is wonderful to hear that you are fishing, kayaking, getting together with friends and having fun with your family!! Awesome! We want to see the fish pictures to verify for ourselves whose fish was biggest!! Even if your fish wasn't the biggest, Doug, there is always the next time!! We are so happy Steph could get to the conference! I hope she had a fun, enjoyable and refreshing time! The weather is cooling off here! It got down to 103 degrees this week!! Keep working hard on your therapy and know that our thoughts and prayers are with all of you!! Love and Prayers, Aunt Louise, Uncle Todd and Family Ann Louise Severud <anniels@cox.net> Peoria, AZ USA - Saturday, August 28, 2004 10:04 AM CDT Douglas it is great to hear how well things are going. Still a ways to go but you've hung in there and things show no sign of slowing. Renea had gone to one of the Beth Moore conferenced a couple of weeks ago in Lexington and loved it as well. It's always nice when your wife can go get a little spiritual charge. Favorite Cousin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, IN - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 5:27 AM CDT Doug, It's been a few months since I've chimed in, but I've kept tabs on you EVERY day. It's part of my normal morning routine... get coffee, check the stock market, see how Doug's doing,... As much as I enjoyed your dad's e-mail coverage during your hospital stay, it's really refreshing to read your own e-mail updates. I can see your personality shining through in your e-mails and that's the Doug we're used to. It's incredible how much progress you have made in the last few months. I know you're not barefooting yet, but it won't be long. Even though your mom caught a bigger fish than you did, don't feel bad. I know you "think" it was a better fighter, but we all know the truth. If you're lucky, you might catch something as big one of these days. My advice is to take some more fishing lessons from Lars and maybe one day you'll end up on Bass Masters. Anyway, I love reading about all the progress you're making and you're positive outlook on life is truly enspiring. Keep it up! Talk to you soon. Steve Stephen Lewis <lewissp_2000@yahoo.com> San Francisco, CA USA - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 1:17 AM CDT Hi Doug and family, We are keeping you in our prayers and thoughts. We will especially pray that God will continue to provide all your needs in every area! In His love, Debbie Mason (and family) Deb Mason <dan2deb@lakes.com> Wanamingo, MN USA - Monday, August 23, 2004 10:09 PM CDT Hi Doug, Just wanted to let you know that your old running buddy wasn't forgetting about you. What an impact that you have had on people through your journey. And the journey continues. Keep moving forward Doug. We're all behind you and beside you. And so honored to have you as a friend. Joel Rovang <JNRovang@aol.com> Moorhead, MN USA - Monday, August 23, 2004 7:39 PM CDT Dear Doug and Steph - you are such an inspiration to so many people - even those of us who only met you a couple times. We continue to pray for you all - and to keep up with you through the site and the Moore's here in Lubbock. Days that I need a shot of faith - all I have to do is go to this site and see God working through Doug and your family. Keep up the wonderful work. Greg and Tammy Cannon <gactlc@sbcglobal.net> Lubbock, TX USA - Monday, August 23, 2004 11:56 AM CDT Greetings Doug, Steph and Hanson family....Still staying connected and everytime I visit the website I am reminded of the power of prayer and so very pleased with all the progress. Your faith journey, progress, and work ethic are an inspiration. May you continue to have blessings abundant!! Hello to all...Keep working and witnessing God's healing touch....Margaret of Guest Services Margaret Hoffmann <magnolia@ictc.com> Wheatland, ND USA - Friday, August 20, 2004 11:46 PM CDT Doug It is wonderful to see most of the updates now come from you. It is encouraging to hear you testify to the work of God in your life. It strengthens my faith to read these updates. We hope to have you back at APW in the near future. I'll continue to pray for your recovery and that the insurance company will continue to support your healthcare needs. Be assured that Jehovah Jirah (the God that Provides) will continue to provide you with all you need and more. Rob Newman Your Brother in Christ and Colleague at APW Robert Newman <robert.newman@apw.com> New Berlin, WI USA - Thursday, August 19, 2004 10:19 AM CDT What a terrific turnout at the dinner and auction last night-I couldn't believe all the people that were there to support you and yours---Yes, God is good--it was so great to have Karl & Barb able to come home from Az to take care of Breck and Riley so Stephanie, Roger and Sharon could be with Doug in Fargo--Thank You God----Now, Tom--if you could only feed 5,000 people on your five fish---Good Luck!!!! It was so much fun at the auction and how very generous everyone was---Thank You ---Love, J&J Joan Evenson <EvenJms@aol.com> Grandk Forks, ND USA - Saturday, August 14, 2004 3:55 PM CDT Doug, Steph & Family: It is so good to hear your updates and see that your great attitude shines through even through the pain! It is wonderful to realize again and again that our great God provides exactly what we need with just the right timing - His timing! We continue to pray for the insurance company decision and your continued progress in all areas! Thanks again for your updates! We enjoy each one! Thanks to Roger too, for sharing! I can just picture Riley and Roger working on the landscaping and then taking some time to enjoy the three wheeler. Wish we could have been there at the silent auction and spaghetti feed! Sounds great! Our thoughts and prayers are with you all! Love, Aunt Louise, Uncle Todd & Family Ann Louise Severud <anniels@cox.net> Peoria, AZ USA - Saturday, August 14, 2004 11:13 AM CDT Douglas.....regardless of what happens in the meeting with the insurance company today, the Lord will use it to your advantage. That is the awesome thing about being one of His. Satan can't win in our lives. Oh he can knock us down but we get picked right back up. Have a great time at the feed, get carbed up....you've got a lot of work to do!!!! Favorite Cousin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, IN - Friday, August 13, 2004 9:28 AM CDT Doug, Steph and family, We will be praying along with you (and many others) today at 10:00!! Jim, Lauri, Caleb, Bethany & Joey Hanson <james.m.hanson@wellsfargo.com> Ramsey, MN Anoka - Friday, August 13, 2004 9:11 AM CDT I'm praying for your meeting tomorrow. Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net> - Friday, August 13, 2004 0:50 AM CDT Doug, sorry, but I won't make the spaghetti feed tomorrow. I have a coaching get-together at 5 p.m. I really hope everything goes well, and that you have a great day. Mark Thompson <thompmar@charter.net> Willmar, MN 56201 - Friday, August 13, 2004 0:10 AM CDT Hey Doug! I talked to Denise last night and got all the scoop. Glad to hear things are going well. We'll continue to pray for you and your meeting with the ins. co. You are right - we have a faithful God and he will provide. It'll be great! I was going through old pictures looking for stuff for our class reunion - yes we have been out 20 years (how could that happen!). I prefer to think of it as our 2nd 10 year reunion... I came across some really old pictures of you and I just had to laugh. Thought I'd better let you know we are still out here following your website and your amazing progress. Still praying - keep up the awesome work! Love, Krissa & Nathan Krissa Holt <Krissa.holt@nmcco.com> Maiden Rock, WI - Thursday, August 12, 2004 11:04 AM CDT Doug, Steph, and family, I apologize that I haven't written to you in awhile. The Lord humbles me every time I read about your recovery, Doug. Thank you for allowing Him to use you in a special way to reach out to countless numbers of people throughout the world. I had a couple of months to catch up on, so I'm a bit overwhelmed at your progress. But, that is precisely what we've been praying for, isn't it? God is good, as you have said several times in the last 6 months; and, He is faithful to us, in spite of all the doubts and questions we come to Him with. Summer has flown by for me and my family. Tristan, our 4-yr. old, took his first swimming lessons, and spent a week in Perham at VBS with Julie's mom and dad. Gabriel, our 2-yr. old, went with, so Julie and I were kidless for the week. Julie is expecting on Oct. 1, but she has been contracting a bit and has had her work cut to 1/2-time everyday, which is not necessarily a bad thing. I did a 111-mile bike ride from Willmar to Ottertail 2 weeks ago, and that went pretty well. It only took my friend, Paul, and me 7 hours of riding. And, I'm training for a race this Sunday and next Sunday, so it has been busy. If I can get this old body to ride 111 miles, you can get out and run again. Keep strong through the pain, buddy. You are doing so well. Keep up the great work. Who knows, maybe I'll see you Friday. Mark Thompson <thompmar@charter.net> Willmar, MN USA - Thursday, August 12, 2004 1:21 AM CDT Hey Doug and family, I'm writing to express my extreme sadness that we can't drive from Madison to Nevis for the "spaghetti feed." Anything with "feed" in the name is appealing to me since I am expecting child number 3 - surprise. I guess we'll just have to whip up our own plate of spaghetti! We hope you all enjoy yours.! Kelly Kelly Martinson <ksquare@ksquare.us> Madison, WI - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 4:05 PM CDT Hey Douglas, Glad to hear all your test came back with good reports. I always knew you were one of the smartest Hanson's out there! I'm so thankful for the progress you have made and for all the support everyone has been able to give. Especially your family. Don't we serve an Awesome GOD! Don't let Uncle Rog, work you too hard. Love and prayers, Chief, Pam and kids Pam <bbsfarm@isotechnetworks.net> Farmington, NM - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 5:54 PM CDT Hey Rog, It was great to hear from you again. So glad to hear you and Riley are whipping that place into shape. We keep praying and praising God for being so faithful. With love, Brenda and David David & Brenda Hanson <davidhanson9673@msn.com> Owatonna, MN USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 11:13 AM CDT Hi Doug and Steph, We love you dearly, and be assured that we will pray fervently daily for you as you continue to recover. Can't wait to visit next year!!! So much love to you! Danielle Jeffares Sharjah, United Arab Emirates - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 7:06 AM CDT Doug, Chuck and I have not forgotten you guys....life for us at this time is just busy busy....You are such a blessing and witness to others that are or will be going through what you went through..I cant believe it has been 6 months?!?! WOW!!! take care and we will be checking this website periodically....due to we are moving closer to the church and we sold our house in 1 day!!! YEA!!!! But we have been involved lately in finding the right house and we did...we will probably be moving in a couple of weeks. Still in Arlington but more to the east. closer to Chucks work and closer to the new church. People from the church ask about you guys and I always give them an update from this website. I was talking to Kelly Worley yesterday (they still live in Houston) and told her to go your website...so maybe you will hear from them soon. God Bless and take care! always praying for the Hanson Family in Him, Janice janice blevins <vballnut@sbcglobal.net> arlington, tx usa - Sunday, August 8, 2004 9:14 PM CDT Hi Doug & Family, This is Gayle, Lyndsey Hively's Godmother from Arizona. I want to thank you for your inspiration to all of us as we wait for Lyndsey to "wake up". Thanks to your family for all the details of your journey, it is giving all of us hope and strength in our time of waiting. To be able to share all of your worries, struggles and faith at such a difficult time has truly been a gift to others going through the same trials. Thanks to all of you. God Bless, Gayle Gayle Fieberg - Sunday, August 8, 2004 11:26 AM CDT Hello Doug. Thought I'd send you a little reminder that there are still folks that you don't even know keeping up with you. Keep the faith! Run the race! Kevin Parlier <kparlier@cannon.net> Wanamingo, MN USA - Saturday, August 7, 2004 11:53 PM CDT Doug, Steph and family. Happy Belated Anniversary! I am glad to hear that the testing went so well. I have to share a story with the readers here. I remember you telling me in the hospital (acutally when you were in rehab in south fargo) they gave you, your sister and wife some math problems to do. Your comment was "Even with half a brain, I can do better than you two". You were so much smarter than most of us before your accident (being an engineer) that even with all you have gone through, I have no doubt you are still smarter than most of us, even if you are not completely up to speed! I am glad to hear the testing went so well. All is well here in Fargo. I am so glad that you were able to visit with the Hively family. I remember what an inspiration and source of comfort the Frank family of NDSU/Fargo was for Steph and your parents, after they went through the same kinds of things with the farm accident and head injury to their dad. I knew that pairing you up with the Hively's would be a blessing for both of you. They needed to see the other side of what they are going through. I was worried that they did not have the strength, faith and hope that your family and friends had with you. WE love and miss you guys, and hope to still get back together soon! Desire'e Larson and family <fargopap@ideaone.net> Fargo, ND - Friday, August 6, 2004 9:09 AM CDT Doug, glad to hear that the neuro-psych tests went well. Aren't they a blast??? I've gone through them a couple of times since my head injury. I find it amazing how they can pinpoint parts of the brain that were affected and ones that weren't. I'll be praying about the driving evaluation. Linda (Patterson) Speer <linda@higheratmospheres.com> Crestline (formerly Kenyon MN), CA - Thursday, August 5, 2004 7:06 PM CDT Doug, Just wanted to cheer with your excitement about the test results. We are here reading and checking up on you weekly, so thanks for all the updates. Gaylord was praying that we might all remember the sweetness of God's precious love for us during difficult times. I love thinking about our friendship with the Lord, and how sweet it truly is, when we take time to rest in it. Our love and prayers to you and your family.. Gaylord and Penne Gaylord & Penne Gossard <gossards@ clear.lakes.com> Dodge Center, MN USA - Thursday, August 5, 2004 10:19 AM CDT doug, glad to hear the test results were so encouraging. you are amazing! i was listening to barry's tape series on joshua this morning. he was teaching about the battle at jericho. he said the principle we should come away with is that victory is never about fighting, it's about faith. i thought of you and steph instantly! what a testiment you have been to that. keep up the faith! tanya <tlynn39@juno.com> - Thursday, August 5, 2004 10:17 AM CDT Douglas....Even talking about a driving test at this point is amazing. It's funny how six months can seem like both a second and an eternity. Favorite Cousin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, IN - Thursday, August 5, 2004 8:13 AM CDT Hey Douglas, I was glad to finally be able to get back on the website and check and see how things were going. We were able to go to AR and visit Mom and Dad and help out with some things around the house. Last weekend we went camping in the mountains with all of Chiefs's brothers and sisters. Alot like the Hansons, 8 of them all together and all believers. We have had a busy summer. Chief has made a job change, so there have been some adjustments around here. Just wanted you to know you still continue to amase me. I love the picture of you and enjoyed reading about you and the kids. Doug, why the Lord takes us down the paths he does I don't know, but I do know that he's there beside us the Whole Way!! We will pray that all the test come back with good reports. All our Love, Chief, Pam and kids Pam <bbsfarm@isotechnetworks.net> Farmington, NM - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 3:32 PM CDT doug and steph, we are praying for you all day and asking God to give you peace and the ability to absorb whatever the testing reveals. we truly believe He is still working wonders in your life and through you both! it is so much fun to read about your outings and i know that it is a wonderful way to praise God and worship His majesty as you are in His surroundings. scott, shannon and jordan came in to play in the breast cancer golf tournament. we thought of you both and mom and the tournaments in FTW. scott and shannon went on to new mexico to celebrate their anniversary and we are watching jordan. taylor is at his grandparents attending a camp. keep looking up! tanya <tlynn39@juno.com> - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 9:48 AM CDT Douglas......pain brings forth the strongest testimonies....I guess the Lord is still fine tuning yours. As James wrote, "Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything". When this is in the books you guys definately won't be lacking. Favorite Cousin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, IN - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 6:09 AM CDT Hello Doug, Tonight I watched Larry King. I don't usually view his program because he asks softball questions and sometimes features unnecessary drivel, maybe even from a psychic. However, once in awhile there is a worthwhile program such as tonight's. The guest on the program was Joni Eareckson Tada, a quadriplegic from a diving accident in 1967. It was an inspiring account from Joni about her faith, love, dependence, and gratitude upon her Saviour, the Lord Jesus Christ. She is eagerly awaiting her glorified body in heaven. A Bible verse that significantly impacted her was 1 Thessalonians 5: 18. When her ordeal began she didn't FEEL thankful, but the verse didn't say one had to FEEL it, but to GIVE thanks. That is one of the commandments of our Lord. I also would cite Ephesians 5:20. Doug, you're athletic. Joni was athletic. When we think of athletes we think of their performing bodies. I leave you now with this meditation: Psalm 17:15 As for me, I will behold thy face in righteousness: I shall be satisfied, when I awake, with thy likeness. Psalm 17:15 May our merciful Almighty Father bless you. You're on my prayer list about your test results. In Christian love, Bob (and Jean) Reichart Robert Reichart <rreichart@charter.net> Owatonna, MN United States - Tuesday, August 3, 2004 10:50 PM CDT Hello Doug and Family, We continue to check in on your website...We were able to see your mom and dad at church a couple wks ago; which was such a blessing! We continue to pray and thank the Lord for all He has done and all that He has ahead for you and your family! You have quite the story! Love and Blessings, Deb Mason and family Deb Mason <dan2deb@lakes.com> Wanamingo, MN USA - Tuesday, August 3, 2004 1:30 PM CDT Oh yes, Doug, we're still there with you--still with prayer and, all at once, chuckles and many "attaboys!!" What an amazing example of God's love and caring to have given you and yours the strength, determination, and stick-to-itiveness (and I'm certain that isn't spelled right!) to progress the way you and your loved ones too have done. "Way to go!" Elna <eww@hutchtel.net> - Tuesday, August 3, 2004 8:59 AM CDT Doug, We are still here on a regular basis and still praying for you. It's nice to see you "out & about" and participating in numerous activites with your family. Keep the updates coming. Looking forward to seeing you later this month. Jeff & Julann Vangness <jedova@yahoo.com> Anywhere, USA - Monday, August 2, 2004 8:12 PM CDT Dear Doug, We haven't written for a long time but do continue to keep up on your amazing progress. 6 months - Wow! I am sure you never imagined this turn in your life. We continue to keep all of you in our prayers and hope the next 6 months are far better than the last! Anne van Bruggen <wvanbruggen5123@comcast.net> New Brighton, MN - Monday, August 2, 2004 6:56 PM CDT Douglas.... This is the first time I've been at a computer in two weeks and it sounds like all is going very well. If I remember correctly the last time we were on the kayak I did all of paddling then too... ;) Just kidding of course, I think we both had a good hand in tipping over and throwing our kids into the stream!!!!! Favorite Cousin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, IN - Monday, August 2, 2004 4:53 AM CDT Doug, Steph & Family: Todd and I were on a vacation to Colorado Springs and are enjoying catching up with what is happening on the website and what God is doing in your lives. I especially enjoyed your sharing about Breck's birthday party! I can just see all of you going down the water slide! What a special blessing that must have been! What beautiful memories! We are so glad you and Steph got to have some time by yourselves on your anniversary! Those special times together make the tough times easier to handle. It was such a blessing to hear that you and Steph spent time with Lyndsey Hively's family. I'm sure your visit was strengthening and uplifting for them. Thanks for reaching out to other families that are going through similar circumstances! You and Steph are amazing!! We continue to pray for the healing process, the therapy sessions and the insurance issue- that you will make progress each day- even through the pain. The swimming sounds great! We're very proud of Riley too! We are so thankful for the wonderful progress you are making, Doug. You, Steph and family are an inspiration to so many people!! Keep up the awesome work! We praise God for the work He is doing in your lives! Love and Prayers, Aunt Louise, Uncle Todd & Family Ann Louise Severud <anniels@cox.net> Peoria, AZ USA - Saturday, July 31, 2004 9:17 AM CDT Hello Doug and Family. My name is Jenna and I came across your website. You are deffinatly an inspiration, and I am sure that you are a hero to your kids as well. My dad has gone through cancer three times and he's my hero. I also have my own challenges in life, that I know I can beat. You and your family are in my prayers. www.caringbridge.org/canada/jenna Jenna <hockeykid@telus.net> kamloops, BC Canada - Friday, July 30, 2004 12:56 AM CDT HEllo Hanson's--Hope everything is going good for you-We are so excited about the benefit for you at Nevis on August 13th--We plan to be there and Jim has been busy fishing --so while he is working so hard to get his limit--I am sitting at home planning to give a limit of his walleyes to the silent auction---fresh frozen--and ready for the pan!!!So keep working and we'll keep praying and loving you--Love Joan and Jim Joan Evenson <EvenJms@aol.com> Grand Forks, ND USA - Friday, July 30, 2004 11:47 AM CDT Doug & Steph - You two are really something! It was so awesome to see you the other day - thanks so much for stopping in. I wish I had known it was your anniversary that day! Glad you had some alone time. Doug, the tests sound grueling, but I'm sure you did well. I don't think I could count backwards by 3's so you are doing much better than me, but then you've always been way smarter than I could ever hope to be. Keep up the good work and positive attitude. Please know that all of us at the BSA are still keeping you in our thoughts and prayers. Stop in and see us again soon! Nancy Erickson <nancy.erickson@ndsu.nodak.edu> Fargo, ND - Thursday, July 29, 2004 9:10 AM CDT Hello Doug and Steph. My name is Josh Hejtmanek, I am Lyndsey Hively's brother in law. For those of you that don't know Lynds in the 19 year old woman involved in a serious accident in Fargo, ND. She has no broken bones, but does have serious head trauma. I just wanted to thank you two again for coming to Innovis to see Lyndsey's family. I can not tell you how much positive thinking your visit brought to us all. We know it is still a very long road ahead but seeing Doug, and how far he has come has helped our spirits tremendously. Thank you for taking the time from your busy schedule, it takes two very couragous people to visit a family they've never met at such an emotional time. We could not stop talking about you two after you left yesterday. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Sincerly, The Lyndsey Hively Fan Club p.s. We are getting a caring bridge site set up. We just started it but the address is nd/lhively. Josh Hejtmanek <jrhejt@hotmail.com> New Castle, CO USA - Wednesday, July 28, 2004 8:02 AM CDT Hey Doug Steph and family, We are still praying for you. We have people at church still asking how things are going. We made a qcick trip to Okla last week. My neices son got killed in Iraq. It was a military funeral and so sad as alot of the people were not believers. We are going to Little rock for a test for Larry tomorrow to see if he has to have surgery a bad hyential sp? hernia. I go to therapy with my arm they left the pins in to long and it doesnt want to work now. Thank the Lord it is my left hand. We love you all so much and hope to get that way soon. Love Aunt Joyce and Uncle Larry Larry and Joyce Hanson <butchandsuzie@hotmail.com> MTPLEASANT, Ar U.S.A. - Tuesday, July 27, 2004 10:36 PM CDT Good Morning to the Hanson's! We praise God with you on your continued progress. Even though it has been awhile since we have touched base here, we continue to pray for you all. God is full of lovningkindness and tender mercies. God bless you all. Wendell and Judy Berg <wberg@cfaith.com> Hillsboro, ND - Tuesday, July 27, 2004 9:24 AM CDT Doug, I was just reading your entry from Thursday! What a great day you must have had! I will continue to pray for you, especially as you have the evaluation on Monday and Tuesday - so you can BEGIN to meet some challenges. God is so incredible . . . He chooses to use us - our weakness - to show His grace and strength! I feel very blessed to know you (through my sister Brenda) and watch this miracle of God's love. Thanks for being faithful to Him, Cindy Cindy Wallace <northviewlodge@aol.com> Owatonna, MN Steele - Saturday, July 24, 2004 7:38 AM CDT Doug...you are amazing. I don't know what I have more of thinking of you and your family at the waterpark...tears or smiles. The image will stick in my head for a long time. Your kids must have loved it! Have a good weekend. Love, Aunt Brenda Brenda Hanson <davidhanson9673@msn.com> Owatonna, MN USA - Friday, July 23, 2004 8:00 AM CDT Doug - I think you have come a long way since you were dismissed from the rehab center. Your cognitive skills should come out very well. Just reading the posts you have been doing shows growth. The first ones were quite short and probably very hard for you to do. THese are getting longer and much more relaxed to read. I have faith that you will be showing much progress on your re-evaluation. cheryl - Thursday, July 22, 2004 11:57 PM CDT Hello to all---Just want you to know we are still thinking,loving and praying for you all---We went to Bismarck to watch Tracy play in the Lions All-Star basketball game--we lost two games against the A Team but it was close and good games--She did good---Glad to hear the Race went so well and wait for your reports--Love to all--Joan& Jim Joan Evenson <EvenJms@aol.com> Grand Forks, ND USA - Thursday, July 22, 2004 3:44 PM CDT Doug, Steph and family! Heard that the race was a wonderful success! Sorry we were unable to be there. We are so excited at your daily progress! Your whole family is such an inspiration to all of us. Summer has been really busy with three athletes in the Olympic Trials, athletes weddings and the usual kid stuff(soccer, track and camps). We are headed to Valley Fair on Sunday with the neighbors across the back yard.(3 boys). Let's try to get together soon! We love and miss you guys! Our prayers continue for your progress and continued health! I bet the aqua jogger is just awesome, our athletes cross train with it all the time. Desire'e Larson and family <Donald.larson@ndsu.nodak.edu> Fargo, ND - Thursday, July 22, 2004 8:53 AM CDT doug & steph, glad to hear the race was a success. i wish we could have been there in person, but we were there in prayer. LOVE the new picture of doug! how encouraging it is to see how far you have come. you continue to be an inspiration to us all. after talking to steph, i know you have some big dates coming up. please know that we are covering you in prayer and trusting God to continue to work out every detail...we walk by faith, not by sight! tanya <tlynn39@juno.com> - Tuesday, July 20, 2004 11:17 AM CDT Dear Doug and Steph, It was so wonderful to see the two of you on Thursday up at school! Doug, you are amazing! What an inspiration you are! You are doing a wonderful job walking! Keep up the great work! God Bless you both and your family! Tell Riley "HI" for me, and I will be anxious to see her and Breck at school. Best wishes, Linda Hanson Linda Hanson <lhanson@nevis.k12.mn.us> Nevis, MN Hubbard - Friday, July 16, 2004 6:10 AM CDT Doug, Steph & Family: It is great to hear your daily progress, Doug! We wish we could be there on Saturday and cheer everyone on, but we will be there in our thoughts and heart. I was looking at the photos we took over the 4th of July, and I have one of you and Steph that is awesome! You both look so good! (I can't believe I almost have more photos of the baby raccoons than I do of the relatives!!) Be sure and take a few photos! Love and prayers, Aunt Louise, Uncle Todd & Family Ann Louise Severud <anniels@cox.net> Peoria, AZ USA - Thursday, July 15, 2004 11:12 PM CDT Heads up, Doug .... just read your website update and see you mentioned one of your aunts said she would help push you in your wheel chair for part of the race (this weekend) you couldn't make it through. Whoa big guy .... the deal was we would TAKE TURNS PUSHING EACH OTHER. Let's not forget the "real" deal!!!! It works TWO ways! See you Saturday ... am looking forward to it. Phil has been working hard to run the race. I'm just working hard trying to get all the office work done so I can take a few days off! ( thus - with no "walking" training, I will NEED my share of time in YOUR wheelchair ... lol ) Aunt Barb Barbara A Hanson <hansonba@citlink.net> Dodge Center, MN USA - Wednesday, July 14, 2004 1:19 PM CDT Dear Doug - I am SO impressed by your progress in the past few weeks! It is absolutely a miracle, how far you've come. You sound much more upbeat and positive about everything and I know that is half the battle, so keep it up. Good luck to you and all the runners on Saturday. Wish I could be there to watch, but summer is so short, and I already had other plans. I'll be there, in spirit, to cheer you on just as I have been since this whole "adventure" began all those months ago!! Nancy Erickson <nancy.erickson@ndsu.nodak.edu> Fargo, ND - Wednesday, July 14, 2004 8:27 AM CDT Dear Doug and all, It is such a joy to read of all the positive steps you are making!!!We thank the Lord for His awesome miraculous work in your life!!! You all are thought of often and held up in prayer! Keep up the hard work--press on-- and may the Lord continue to strengthen and give you even greater determination as you begin new phases of therapy! Were all rooting for you!!!!! Love in Him, The Mason's (deb,dan,kendra and michael) Deb Mason <dan2deb@lakes.com> Wanamingo, MN USA - Sunday, July 11, 2004 9:23 PM CDT Doug, Steph, Breck, Riley, Hanson and the Carlson clan: It is so awesome to watch God continue to work in your life and see how many other lives have been touched by this "accident." We are thrilled to hear you are walking without your friends, cane and walker. You have come a long way in just the past two weeks and we thank God for his blessings! Keep up the great work, Doug! Enjoy the race next weekend and visiting with your many friends. You have been blest with a wonderful wife, family, and network of friends and that is due to who you are - a soldier in Christ's army. Thanks for keeping us all updated on your progress! Tina and Garry Grewe <tggrewe@tds.net> Pequot Lakes, MN U.S.A - Saturday, July 10, 2004 12:37 AM CDT HEllo HANSON'S---Great to hear you walking without a cane---Can't believe you have done so well---Ohh yes, I can believe it-You have to keep going just to harrass your dear old auntie--Love you all and I am going to Fargo to meet another cousin coming from Norway today--woll talk to you soon--Love to all, Joan Joan Evenson <EvenJms@aol.com> Grand Forls, nd usa - Friday, July 9, 2004 1:28 PM CDT Hey Doug, Why am I not surprised to read you're walking on your own? God is good. "The same Lord is Lord of all and is generous to all who call on Him. Romans 10:12. Our "grandpuppy" Oskar has been with us this week while Aaron & Katri are gone. He has me in training for the race on July 17th. I guess it's a race for some people but it's going to be a nice walk for me. I hope we have a good "Hanson" turn out. I can't really find the words to say how wonderful it was to see you and your family over the 4th. See you soon. Love, Aunt Brenda Brenda Hanson <davidhanson9673@msn.com> Owatonna, MN USA - Friday, July 9, 2004 9:08 AM CDT Walking unaided is excellent news Doug,an amazing result. I will be on annual leave next week so can't begin to imagine what I will be reading upon my return to the office in 10 days time! Since Easter I have been working every weekend, and after work, most evenings, in our garden in preparation for a cousin's daughter's wedding reception on 17th July. Decided it would be advantageous at this stage to take time out and relax now that the hard work is over. I will be thinking of you during next week and looking forward to being updated upon my return to work, take care, my best wishes to you and your family,Sue. sue minchin <sue.minchin@apw.com> Uxbridge, UK - Friday, July 9, 2004 8:28 AM CDT Doug, I am still checking this email even though I might not email you guys back!!! SO KEEP UP THAT AWESOME recovery....I knew you could do it and so did God.....This unfortunate accident ( as we see it humanly) has really been a blessing in my life and others.) THis is something that I will never forget!!!! God bless and keep on trunking in the Lord!! love, janice janice blevins <vballnut@sbcglobal.net> arlington, tx usa - Friday, July 9, 2004 8:18 AM CDT Doug, Steph & Family: It was so great to spend some time with all of you and many other relatives over the 4th of July weekend! Doug, you are doing awesome with your walking with the cane and now walking unassisted!! What a wonderful Independence Day!! We indeed have a powerful God who does answer prayer! We are deeply grateful for all that has been accomplished through this recovery process! Keep up the hard work!! You all are amazing! Our love and prayers, Aunt Louise, Uncle Todd & Family Ann Louise Severud <anniels@cox.net> Peoria, AZ USA - Thursday, July 8, 2004 11:08 PM CDT Congratulations! Your recovery is so amazing! Thanks for sharing it with us. Keep up the good work Matt & Barb Berg <mbberg@wiktel.com> Karlstad, MN - Thursday, July 8, 2004 7:11 PM CDT Douglas..... Well it's about time you got off of your butt!!!!!!!! Man I am just thrilled for you guys. What an awesome tale your life has become. I still can't believe you have taken some unassisted steps....what a great day. Prayer, Faith and hard work can accomplish the remarkable. Favorite Cousin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, IN - Thursday, July 8, 2004 1:05 PM CDT Dear Doug, I was elated to read of your independent ambulation!! You have overcome insurmountable obstacles. To reach this level of ability this soon is truly miraculous. Let your health care professionals know this, too, Doug, as they are not accustomed to outcomes like this. They will be able to convey hope to their next patient who has to face this. God is truly good. Keep up the hard work. Dallas Carlson <dcarlson@cavalierhospital.com> Cavalier, ND USA - Thursday, July 8, 2004 12:51 AM CDT Hello Doug and family members, Jeanie and I just got back from Las Vegas and Los Angeles. One of the sermons we heard out there was on the Fourth of July. The pastor mentioned our country's Declaration of Independence, but he said, "Prayer is one's Declaration of Dependence upon God." I know that you have the latter, dependence upon God, and, increasingly,also continuing independence. God bless you Doug. 2 Samuel 22:29 For thou art my lamp, O Lord: and the Lord will lighten my darkness. 2 Samuel 22:29 In Christian love, Bob (and Jean) Reichart Robert Reichart <rreichart@charter.net> Owatonna, MN United States - Thursday, July 8, 2004 0:58 AM CDT Doug - I'm thinking we better stop by and see you when we head to the northland next week. If I don't take the opportunity VERY soon to challenge you to a race, I'll lose my chances of every beating you in a footrace. By the sounds of it, we should stop by on the way UP and not on the way BACK, if I'm to have any kind of chance. Praise the Lord - you keep walking you crazy man!!! kirk <ksquare@ksquare.us> madison, wi - Wednesday, July 7, 2004 11:53 PM CDT WooooooooooHoooooooo!! Kirk Kelly Espen and Siri <ksquare@ksquare.us> - Wednesday, July 7, 2004 11:30 PM CDT Yahoo, Doug!!!! Way to go. I watch daily and keep you in prayer. I loved the 'God is still in the miracle business'. You betcha! Congrats and thanks for updating us. ~Class of 86 Mom, Mary Danielson-Gates Mary D-G <mdanigates@citlink.net> - Wednesday, July 7, 2004 9:53 PM CDT Praise the Lord for His "steps" in your life! Praise Him for your first steps! We continue to pray for you! Love, BJ and Beverly Woods BJ Woods <Joysbev@aol.com> Lewisville, Tx. - Wednesday, July 7, 2004 9:43 PM CDT Fantastic! Great news! Your hard work just keeps on paying off. We'll continue praying and trusting in the Lord's handiwork! Yeah! Anne van Bruggen <wvanbruggen5123@comcast.net> New Brighton, MN - Wednesday, July 7, 2004 9:11 PM CDT Congratulations Doug!!! Wow!!! We have been following you all this time and feel so happy that God is taking such good care of you. Keep up the good work and we'll continue to keep up the prayers. Bob and Judy <rjlandgraff@means.net> Franklin, , Mn USA - Wednesday, July 7, 2004 9:05 PM CDT Hey Doug! Keep up the good work! I am very proud of you and all of the progress you have made, esp. today! Way to go! Keep at it and stay strong! You are in my thoughts and prayers daily! Take care of yourself and God Bless! Lisa Mattson Lisa Mattson-Halvorson <LMGQ@MEANS.NET> Lonsdale, MN USA - Wednesday, July 7, 2004 7:36 PM CDT HI DOUG: I AM VISITING MY WIFE AT WORK AND READING YOUR SITE. JUST WANTED TO SAY HI AND OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE STILL WITH YOU. YOU BETTER GET BACK TO 100% IT IS GOING TO TAKE THAT FOR YOU TO PLAN OUR 20 YEAR REUNION WHICH IS TOO FAR AWAY. LOTS OF CLASSMATES CHECKUP ON YOU REGULARLY. STAY STRONG. BRIAN FLOM BRIAN FLOM <kariflom@charterinternet.net> KENYON, MN USA - Wednesday, July 7, 2004 11:10 AM CDT Dear Doug--I ran across this Psalm and immediately thought of you! Ps 138:3 "You answered me and made me bold with strength in my soul". We are continuing in prayer for you Doug--you have been such an inspiration to us! Donna and Paul Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net> Park Rapids, MN - Tuesday, July 6, 2004 5:06 PM CDT Doug and Steph, It was great to see you guys and your family this past weekend. We were excited to see the great progress you are making Doug!! It is great to see the "same old Doug" come shining through. We are praying for you daily and are encouraged to see your updates on the web site. We love you all. Jim, Lauri, Caleb, Bethany and Joey Hanson <james.m.hanson@wellsfargo.com> Ramsey, MN USA - Tuesday, July 6, 2004 8:55 AM CDT Hey Doug and Steph, It's so good to hear your progress. You truly have determination and dedication! I am glad you are doing well! See you the end of July! Andrea Andrea Kvamme <andreakvamme@msn.com> Minneapolis, Mn - Monday, July 5, 2004 5:25 AM CDT Doug, So glad to hear that things are progressing with your recovery. I "check on you" every few days. It's amazing that in just a few short months you have come so far! I am so grateful and will look forward to hearing more good news as time goes by. --your old school bus buddy-- Linda (Patterson) Speer <linda@higheratmospheres.com> Crestline (formerly Kenyon), CA - Friday, July 2, 2004 3:54 PM CDT I pray for you & your extended family daily Thank you, Lord, for all of Doug's progress Continue to give him perserverence to work diligently Pat Buttke Ley <chrispatley@juno.com> Valley City, ND - Thursday, July 1, 2004 9:30 PM CDT Hi everyone! It is so great to be able to keep up with the amazing progress via this website! Thank you for sharing your time with us. Your strength and perserverance is truly amazing. God has done wonderful things along this journey, for you and through you and your family! Say hi to Denise & Steve and the kids. Tell them to give us a call if they get within striking distance! We'd love to see them but understand how hard it is to get everywhere in such a short time. Take care! Krissa & Nate Krissa & Nathan Holt <Krissa.Holt@nmcco.com> Maiden Rock, WI 54750 - Thursday, July 1, 2004 9:57 AM CDT Doug, It's been a while since I've jotted anything down here, but am excited to read about your progress. I had an e-mail from Roxann (the Subway connection) when I got up this a.m. and I could just tell from the way it was written she was truly excited and blessed to have met the family. I had a couple days of meetings in Minneapolis a week ago, and got to see Robert and Mary and their children and also Mike for a couple hours. It was so nice to see them again after almost three years! We caught up on some of the news around the old (yes, old) Bison teams. Robert and Mary have three children, and Mike and Lisa have two (their kids had just gone to bed when Mike called, so we didn't get to see them in person - - - a proud daddy brought some great pictures!). Please remember Mike and Lisa's nephew David (5 years old)in your prayers. He lives in Bismarck and is struggling with a brain tumor. He went through treatment earlier in the year and the doctors thought they had it "in check" but it has since returned and moving rapidly once again. Also, I wanted to mention we attended worship last night, and since we had been traveling a lot, we did not know that last night was strictly a prayer service. We didn't quite get there right at the start of the service, but as we walked into the service, our Pastor read a prayer "from someone in the congregation for Jim Thompson's friend Doug Hanson who continues to progress and recover from his snowmobile accident. May you continue to strengthen him and watch over him during this time." My 8-year old Bubba (we don't call him that just because he's in TN right now either) looked at me and said, "Dad, did you hear that, they said your name." And then went on to explain to him after the service what the prayer service was about and how important it is to pray for all of God's children. Great to read the progress, Doug. I marvel at the strength and love of your wife and family. You are blessed! Jim and Anna Jim T. <jimannafargo@juno.com> Knoxville, TN USA - Thursday, July 1, 2004 8:52 AM CDT Doug - I'm so sorry I missed you yesterday. Margie told me you stopped in to see us. Bummer! Glad Lars was here to visit with you, but I sure wish I'd been here, too. Walking with a cane - how awesome! Each day will get a little better, as you well know, by now. All your pain and hard work is paying off. Keep it up and we'll keep praying for you. Nancy Erickson <nancy.erickson@ndsu.nodak.edu> Fargo, ND - Thursday, July 1, 2004 8:32 AM CDT doug and steph, it is so encouraging to read each day's progress and accomplishments! i hope today's trip goes well. i pray that you all have a wonderful holiday weekend. we have had taylor with us this week and will meet scott, shannon and jordan at the lake house for the weekend. keep up the faith! tanya <tlynn39@juno.com> , - Wednesday, June 30, 2004 12:06 AM CDT Excellent news Doug, no stopping you now, well done. Perseverance, determination and patience has brought you along way, am sure it will never be as difficult from this point onwards. What a great feeling after your experience. Wimbledon fortnight is well underway here but two full days of no play during it, the third time in history. Guess Federer and Rodick could be the finalists! McEnroe usually commentates for the American TV final coverage, he is just the best at tennis commentary but also could talk the hind leg off a donkey as the saying goes in UK!!! Anyway, all being well I will be watching the semi's and final. Keep up the good work, my best wishes, Sue. Sue Minchin <sue. minchin@apw.com> Uxbridge, UK - Wednesday, June 30, 2004 9:45 AM CDT Doug, Steph and kids, I check this site every couple days and each time there is more great news! Keep up the fight Doug, your determination is amazing. Take care and have a great 4th! Shannon Shannon, Darla, Ashley and Blake Boen <Shannonboen@yahoo.com> Thief River Falls, MN USA - Wednesday, June 30, 2004 6:41 AM CDT It is soooo exciting to read your notes on how great you are doing---You are in our thoughts and Prayers every day and it is such joy to know our prayers are being answered--God Bless us all--Love, Joan & Jim Joan Evenson <EvenJms@aol.com> Grand Forks, ND USA - Tuesday, June 29, 2004 10:43 PM CDT Keep fighting www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie austin (maddies friend) <1kennedy1@aol.com> - Tuesday, June 29, 2004 5:07 PM CDT Dear Hansons, I check on Dougs progress every day and fail to write a little note to let you know that we are keeping all of you in our prayers. We are so happy for the progress that is happening and pray for it to continue. It is Halmas BIG CENTENNIAL CELEBRATION this weekend, so we are all busy getting ready for that. Everything from making a float to potato salad. Lori and her family come on Friday and Curts come on Saturday, so we will all be together. Hope you all have a great 4th also. Take care!! Lorne and Julie Lorne and Julie Halma, Minn. USA - Tuesday, June 29, 2004 4:09 PM CDT Last night I was riding my bike and it was so wonderful to see Doug outside at Steph and Karl's. Time does heal. It looked like you were enjoying yourself and it was fun to see. Take care Dolly Dolly Stevens <dstevens@parkrapids.k12.mn.us> Park Rapids, MN US - Tuesday, June 29, 2004 7:51 AM CDT Doug, Steph & All: So glad to hear that Steve made it safely!! I can imagine you are having an awesome time catching up!! Be sure to tell everyone hello from us! We are hopeful that the rumors are correct about the 4th of July!! Our love and prayers continue on your behalf! Love, Aunt Louise, Uncle Todd & Family Ann Louise Severud <anniels@cox.net> Peoria, AZ USA - Monday, June 28, 2004 11:06 PM CDT The Hanson's, I am so glad that you are recovering well. It's so nice to read your achievements day to day. Keep up your spirits and hard work! I also know that you have lots of friends and family down in this area of the state and if you ever come down this way to visit look us up and I would love to see all of you. I haven't see you since Taylor's wedding. I wish you could celebrate ours in August! Take care, Chelsea and Jeremy Chelsea Pack <pacquardt@pitel.net> Pine Island, MN USA - Saturday, June 26, 2004 11:27 PM CDT Hi Doug and the rest of the family; We are so grateful for the awesome progress you have made in these last few weeks! It is so good to hear that you have 'turned the corner' so to speak, and are ready to take on the next challenge. I can't imagine how hard it has been to continue on with the therapy and daily grind of rehab. I know that God is the source of your strength and that He has promised not to give us more that we can handle. Hang in there Doug and keep lookin up as you have been doing all along. We heard rumors that you might make the trip down for the 4th of July weekend. The would be great to get to see you all, if it works out. Please give our love to all of the family. Tell Rog 'good job' on the bathroom bars. Uncle Phil Phil Hanson <hansonba@citlink.net> Dodge, MN - Friday, June 25, 2004 8:51 PM CDT Doug & All: It is wonderful to hear the great report you received this week! Your humor keeps us smiling!! We have an awesome God, don't we!! He can take difficult situations and give us a chance to laugh about even the tough things! We continue to pray for you daily for your progress with your shoulder, walking and determination to get through those painful times at therapy! Be sure to tell Denise hello from us! In less than a week we are coming to Minnesota for over the 4th of July!! We are counting down the days!! Give your family a hug from us! Love and Prayers, Aunt Louise, Uncle Todd & Family Ann Louise Severud <anniels@cox.net> Peoria, AZ USA - Thursday, June 24, 2004 11:00 PM CDT Doug .... I'm so very proud of you and how well you're working on your recovery! I knew all along that you would make it back to the old Doug ... and as I read your report today it made me laugh (out loud, of course). You're back and we're glad to have you "completely" with us. I know you still have work ahead of you but I also know "you'll do JUST FINE". We Love You! Aunt Barb Barbara A Hanson <hansonba@citlink.net> Dodge Center, MN USA - Wednesday, June 23, 2004 3:01 PM CDT Hey Douglas, I don't know that we ever thought you were brainless, maybe a twisted or warped brain, but not brainless. Thanks for sharing the good report. Greetings to the rest of the family. So glad to hear Denise is with you. I hope she and Jini are recovered from their accident. With love, Aunt Brenda Brenda Hanson <davidhanson9673@msn.com> Owatonna, MN USA - Wednesday, June 23, 2004 12:00 AM CDT Doug, It is good to be talking with you and not talking about you. God has been faithful this far. I am so excited to really talk with you in person. Uncle David <borisipol@hotmail.com> Suzhou, Jiangsu Prov., China - Tuesday, June 22, 2004 9:05 PM CDT Hope today goes well Doug and will look forward to hearing your comments tomorrow - did the Hanson's garage sale go well last week, it seems to be something that is catching on in the UK but huge fields are used here hence the customers cause massive traffic jams at the road junctions much to the locals displeasure!! Will be thinking of you, especially today, good luck, Sue. Sue Minchin <sue.minchin@apw.com> Uxbridge, United Kingdom - Tuesday, June 22, 2004 10:11 AM CDT Doug, Steph and family, all is well here in Fargo, doing kid stuff most days. Kelsey is at NDSU's bb camp and running in a few track meets on weekends. Kira is in soccer, and track and also doing a few track meets on weekends. We have not been up to the lake yet, but Lars is chomping at the bit to get up there. He has been doing a lot of recruiting that is keeping him pretty busy. I have started my new job and it is really busy. Helping people get prescriptions at a reduced cost is a lot of work. Glad to see how well you are progressing. I would just love to see you walking. Doug you have come so very far. It is such a miracle to have you with us, back to your old self and basking in God's strength and power. We miss you guys and look forward to seeing you soon! Desire'e Larson <papfargo@ideaone.net> Fargo, ND - Tuesday, June 22, 2004 8:28 AM CDT Hi Doug - It's so great to open up your web page and see you writing the messages! What a treat! I'm so happy for you and the wonderful progress you've made. I'm sure it was a great Father's Day for all of you! Keep working hard, Doug. I'm waiting for the day you walk into the Bison Sports Arena on your own power! The way you are going, it won't be long! Nancy Erickson <nancy.erickson@ndsu.nodak.edu> Fargo, ND - Monday, June 21, 2004 9:36 AM CDT Happy Father's Day Doug! Happy Father's Day Roger! This is the day the Lord has made, let us rejoice and be glad in it. Thinking and reflecting of a Father's love and how evident that love has been there in your journey...what a blessing for your earthly and heavenly Father..and for you and your family. Thankyou for sharing your faith journey .. your joy ..and your grateful hearts....With you in spirit..greetings to all..Margaret of Guest Service's Margaret Hoffmann <magnolia@ictc.com> Wheatland, ND USA - Sunday, June 20, 2004 11:27 PM CDT Hey Doug and Steph and kids, I am so glad to see you writing. God has taken me aside again to help me to beSTILL AND KNOW I AM GOD. I had so much planned for the summer. I broke my arm which you know an cracked some ribs and am now having diffuculty with my heart running away. i see a cardiologist tues. Some time he stops us to get us to get in line again. I am proud of your determination. Takecare we are still praying Love aunt Joyce and Uncle Larry Larry and Joyce Hanson <butchandsuzie@hotmail.com> Mt. Pleasant, Ar U.S.A. - Saturday, June 19, 2004 6:46 PM CDT Hello Hanson's, Glad to read of all the progress! It builds my faith, as I see all that our Faithful Father has brought you through...You are all an inspiration to "keep on keeping on"--We will keep holding you up in prayer!! Thinking of you often! God Bless you! Deb Mason Deb Mason <dan2deb@lakes.com> Wanamingo, MN USA - Friday, June 18, 2004 2:41 PM CDT Doug, Steph and family, It is so great to get updates from the both of you. It is truly amazing how far you have come! God is awesome and your faith is obviously awesome too! Congrats on being able to hang in there and get through the tough times. We wish you a very happy Father's Day this weekend! I'm sure you will all be counting your blessings as we are. Thanks again for sharing your journey. You have affected more people than you will ever know. We continue to pray for you and the whole extended family. Anne van Bruggen <wvanbruggen5123@comcast.net> New Brighton, MN - Thursday, June 17, 2004 8:56 AM CDT Hey--You forgot NORTH DAKOTA----just a little humor there--very little?????So happy for you---Take Care--Love to all Joan Joan Evenson <EvenJms@aol.com> Grand Forks, ND USA - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 2:00 PM CDT doug, it is truly wonderful to get the daily updates from you. please tell roger hello, i miss him now that he is not the one updating! (:>) i want you to know that i am fully aware of the motivating factor that has put you in high gear...it's the garage sale!!! you love them so, you don't want to miss out on any of the action! (:>) please tell steph i wish i could be there to help. i will have to get a coffee sat. morning and think of her! it was fun to imagine riley playing first base! travis' team must win thurs. night to go to the championship game on fri. philip's team also plays friday night. they still have a ways to go, but are hanging in there! i would have to agree with janice, could we get some new pictures!?! i know you all don't have anything else to do other then please the masses.....(:>) how 'bout some from tim's wedding? that would be nice for those of us who rejoice in his marriage but were unable to be there! keep up the amazing work...God is being glorified. tanya <tlynn39@juno.com> - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 12:15 AM CDT Doug, It is good to read your updates. These are the days we have been dreaming of and hoping for all these weeks. Important milestones in your progress. This road was not of your choosing, but we are proud of the way you, Steph and the kids are walking in Him. We truly love you all. We continue to hold you up in prayers. David & Brenda Uncle David <borisipol@hotmail.com> Suzhou, Jiangsu Prov., China - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 2:52 AM CDT Hi Doug, I sure enjoy reading your entries and hearing about your progress! Your journey has truly been amazing and inspiring in more ways than you'll ever know. I was excited to hear about the 5K run in Detroit Lakes in July. I am planning to join in on the fun and have been "training", which is a term I use loosely. If you remember from high school, running is not my forte but I thought this would be a great oppportunity to challenge myself with the wonderful added bonus of getting to visit with you. Take care and God's blessings to you this week. Kirsten (Boyum) Vaagenes <memories@littlefalls.net> Little Falls, MN - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 11:58 PM CDT Doug, Steph & All: It is so good to hear that you are sitting at the computer typing messages, Doug! Awesome! I can just picture you at the computer doing the daily update! I can't imagine how good it must feel for you to be home and able to relax with your family and yes to work hard in therapy too. We are so thankful for your continued progress each day and will continue to pray for the strength and perseverence to continue with the difficult areas! God will get you through those too! We just want all of you to know that we continue to pray for you for rest and relaxation as well as enduring the tough stuff! Our love and prayers, Aunt Louise, Uncle Todd & Family Ann Louise Severud <anniels@cox.net> Peoria, AZ USA - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 9:10 PM CDT Doug, It is so awesome to see you being the one typing NOW!!!Not that your Dad did a bad job or anything...he did have more detail and make me cry a little more!!!! I am so glad of you progression.....we just knew you would make it....tell steph "HI" and the kiddos...I always pray for strength in ALL areas of your family!! Your home place sounds so pleasant and relaxing. I bet the lake is beautiful!!! Gods nature is all around you guys, no wonder your faith is so BIG...how could it not!!! Keep up the good work and will continue to pray for you guys!! P.S. by the way, I want to see a NEW picture of the family please!!!! janice blevins <vballnut@sbcglobal.net> arlington, tx us - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 7:51 PM CDT Wow Doug! From the hospital bed, to the wheelchair, to the walker, and soon to walking with a cane! You are amazing man. We are so blessed that God has brought about the healing and restoration of your body and mind. Keep up the hard work and it won't be long before we can do that run that you promised me when you were still at Meritcare! May God continue to bless. Uncle Phil Phil Hanson <hansonba@citlink.net> DC, MN - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 12:41 AM CDT Hey Guys, It is always great to check in on the website and see the progress that you are making. Doug, your entries are a little shorter than your dad's, but I figure it is due to the blazing speed of your hunting and pecking method of typing at this point. It is great to hear that you will be starting to use a cane. That is a huge step in your progress and will get you to the next level, because it puts all of the little building blocks that you have been working on and organizes them together to get you to a higher level of function, and YES, eventually running. It is also great to see you pulling your strength from THE GREAT THERAPIST and that your faith is getting you through the wonderful world of insurance bumbling and building your confidence and determination in God's plan for your recovery and not the world's plan and schedule. His plan always works and the world's just keeps you frustrated. So keep up the good hard work and the inspiration you pass along to us all through your walk (I mean, your run) of faith. I Love You Man and hope to talk to you soon. Your physical therapist from the Great State of Texas, Archie Archie Moore <bamttu1@juno.com> - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 8:30 AM CDT It seems that your appetite has returned with home cooking Doug and tremendous family support alongside continual improvements in all directions! Excellent news and a miraculous achievement so far which obviously has automatically increased your motivation and confidence. Caringbridge is a fantastic route for keeping us well informed, where would we be without it? The daily update informs the world in seconds reducing personal communications dramatically, via the telephone. Tel calls would have been exhausting and taken up precious time reaching a few close family and friends. Still checking daily and keeping your colleagues at Uxbridge and Chandlers Ford up to date, they send their love, Sue. Sue Minchin <sue.minchin@apw.com> Uxbridge, United Kingdom - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 3:35 AM CDT Hello Hansons! Wow- you've made some progress, Doug! It's been a week or two since I last checked. I'm so excited for you! Just wanted to let you know that I'm still thinking about you and praying for you all. Stephanie, I think of you often and I look forward to visiting with you again soon. Peace to all of you, Karen Karen Erickson <akerickson@loretel.net> Glyndon, MN - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 0:20 AM CDT Hello from down south. Great to "see" you at the keyboard Doug! We keep praying...Say hello to your parents for us. Kevin and Nancy Parlier Wanamingo, MN USA - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 0:02 AM CDT Doug & All, It's great to see you back at the keyboard! Hold the attitude and keep up the good work. Our house is sold and we will be on the road in about 2 weeks. Looking forward to seeing you guys in August. Jeff & Julann Vangness <jedova@yahoo.com> Chandler, AZ - Monday, June 14, 2004 10:41 PM CDT Doug It is awesome to see messages written by your own hand! It encourages my faith to see God restoring your body. I continue to pray that God will strengthen you, spiritually, emotionally and physically and that he will return you to APW in the near future. I've heard talk of you visiting one of the upcoming management meetings. The testimony of this website and your family through this difficult ordeal has been a witness to many at APW. Your Brother in Christ at APW...rob newman Rob Newman <robnewman_98@yahoo.com> New Berlin, WI USA - Monday, June 14, 2004 4:06 PM CDT Good morning Douglas, It's so good to actually be typing to YOU!!! Just want to tell you I'm so very proud of your attitude and determination. Keep up the good work. I thank the Lord for how far he has brought you. Have a Great Day!! Love ya Pam Pam <bbsfarm@isotechnetworks.net> Farmington, NM - Monday, June 14, 2004 11:13 AM CDT Douglas.....you're a typing machine brother.....it is excellent read from you. Kinda cool that we're approaching Independance Day as you're approaching...well....independance day. Glad you got your wheels adjusted, I know how important mobility is. Hang tough, stand tall, walk briskly, stretch often, read more, hug kids, kiss wife, laugh with parents, watch birds, enjoy breeze, keep wheels off cat's tail, think deeply, type thoughts, laugh, forget worries, stare down adversity, overcome obstacles, pass barriers, love every minute of the day, sleep hard.....Man you have a busy day ahead of you!!! Favorite Cousin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, IN - Monday, June 14, 2004 6:33 AM CDT Hi Doug and family; It's so great to hear that you have turned another corner and are ready to move on to more challenges! We have also been blessed and encouraged to be a part of this journey you have been on. Your (and your family's) faith and dependence on God during these days have been amazing to watch and have been a model to us all. May God continue to heal and restore you to complete health again, and we pray that you will have the patience and stamina to cope with all the situations along the way. We are planning to make it up to the Detroit Lakes thing in July. We are anxious to see you all and see all the progress you are making! Hang in there and keep it up. Our love to you all. Uncle Phil (& Aunt Barb) Phil Hanson <hansonba@citlink.net> DC, MN - Sunday, June 13, 2004 4:47 PM CDT Hi Doug, It is so good to hear you!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We are hanging in there with you step by step. Keep up the struggle. David Hanson <borisipol@hotmail.com> Suzhou, Jiangsu Prov., China - Sunday, June 13, 2004 1:28 AM CDT Hi Doug, It is so good to hear you!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We are hanging in there with you step by step. Keep up the struggle. David Hanson <borisipol@hotmail.com> Suzhou, Jiangsu Prov., China - Sunday, June 13, 2004 1:28 AM CDT Hey Doug and Steph, Doug it was so good to read your entry. Glad to hear the pain is getting better. We just got back from Arkansas, we enjoyed our visit and were glad we were able to be a help to Mom and Dad. We will continue to pray for the Insurance situation. Love ya Chief, Pam and kids Pam <bbsfarm@isotechnetworks.net> Farmington, NM - Saturday, June 12, 2004 10:48 PM CDT You made my day-Doug---Keep up the good work and I know its work---You can see I know the word even if I don't do too much of it---Jim caught a 6#7oz walleye and a 5# one--so we eat again--Just had to write tonight so let you know I get on your web site everyday to check on you and amazed how far you have come----Hi to all--Love,Joan & Jim Joan Evenson <EvenJms@aol.com> Grand Forks, ND usa - Saturday, June 12, 2004 10:47 PM CDT Hello Doug, just thought of you today when we were visiting with some guests here fishing. He is originally from Texas and his daughter will be attending Abilene Christian after graduation next spring. He and Dave were talking about their track program and you came to mind. Such great memories for you and Dave. Great to receive word directly from you today. All is well here. The kids are starting swimming lessons this week and then VBS the next week. Continuing to pray for your recovery. May Jesus Christ continue to be glorified. Peace in Christ alone, Dave and LeAnna Trosen Dave and LeAnna Trosen <kulai1@juno.com> Ashton, ID USA - Saturday, June 12, 2004 7:22 PM CDT That was a day brightener to read your update this morning Doug. It sounded just like YOU! We miss you all and keep you in our prayers. With love, Aunt Brenda Brenda Hanson <davidhanson9673@msn.com> Owatonna, MN USA - Saturday, June 12, 2004 8:02 AM CDT Doug, Steph & All: We have had some very hot weather in Arizona the last week - 110 degrees for several days! Not the time to come and visit, that's for sure! It has cooled down quite a bit this week, in fact it really felt pretty mild at lunch today- only about 101! Even through the heat we know God is in control! He gives us the strength and wisdom to handle difficult situations. We continue to pray for wisdom and perseverence for Steph as she works with the insurance company! We understand how important the therapy is for Doug and will pray that they will reconsider and allow the therapy to be covered! Our thoughts and prayers are with you! Love, Aunt Louise, Uncle Todd & Family Ann Louise Severud <anniels@cox.net> Peoria, AZ USA - Thursday, June 10, 2004 9:50 PM CDT Steph.....Hold your sanity a little longer. Trust me, I know how insurance companies can be. Satan is going to have to try another venue to break you guys down because I'm sure the Lord is all over this one. His plan is already in motion and all will be resolved. Here's a little quote for you..."Life begats life. Energy creates energy. It is by spending oneself that one becomes rich." You guys are definately spending yourselves. Rewards have come but greater are still on the horizon. Favorite Cousin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, IN - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 12:43 AM CDT I just read about your situation and it reminded me of my morning. I got out of bed with a situation weighing heavy on my mind and I just had to keep repeating "In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will direct you path." I called a good friend in the states to talk it through and he said his girl friend had left the same verse for him today. I know the nervousness of not knowing, but God is able. David Hanson <borisipol@hotmail.com> Suzhou, Jiangsu Prov., China - Tuesday, June 8, 2004 4:07 AM CDT Hanson Crew - Just checking in now that we're back in Madison and mostly recovered from the week's activities. After spending that much time with family, I'm not sure how you all (that's y'all to the Texas contingent) handle that much family fun all the time!!! I'm sure you heard that the reception went well and we managed to get it in before the rains swept in. The weather was nicer, but the setting wasn't as beautiful as your place. We would like to say our thanks again for hosting - it was so great for Tim (and Erin) to be able to share their day with you and us at your home. It was wonderful to be able to talk with (most) all of you, especially Doug - who is rapidly returning to the chatterbox we all know and love. I was glad to see that I hadn't "missed" much on the website. The infrequentness of my visits now, and of Roger's posts are a good thing - things are returning, however slowly, to normal - even if that means the "normal" craziness of entertaining the kids all summer. We wish you well in that endeavor, as well as in getting to therapies and everything else, as we begin our withdrawal from having Espen at school. Wed. and Thurs. I'll have both kids to myself as Kelly goes to Ohio for work - I think it will still be easier than all of you trying to coordinate your schedules. We continue to think of you and pray for shoulders and walking. We'll send some pictures soon by email - we've got some great ones of all of you. Thanks again for the video - I mixed it with mine for an abbreviated version of the ceremony to show at the shower, and it was a big hit. I'm sure you'll get to see it sometime. Take care - we hope to see you soon. kirk and co. kirk martinson <ksquare@ksquare.us> madison, wi - Monday, June 7, 2004 11:10 PM CDT Dear Ones, I was with Grandpa Hanson today, pulling weeds in Grandma's garden. I have a hard time telling the difference between weeds and flowers...so there is a lot less of everything. We were talking about how much we miss your family around here. We both know that this is the way it needs to be now and so glad that you have each other but we wanted you to know "We miss you". We keep holding you close in our prayers, Aunt Brenda (Uncle David is in China again.) Brenda Hanson <davidhanson9673@msn.com> Owatonna, MN USA - Sunday, June 6, 2004 8:17 PM CDT Hi--I think summer may be finally here---Jim is fishing at Devils Lake--Wendy was here for a couple of days--Jill works Sat.and I hold down the fort----We are so happy for your progress and keep you in our thoughts and prayers--Love,Joan Joan Evenson <EvenJms@aol.com> Grand Forks, ND USA - Saturday, June 5, 2004 12:04 AM CDT I'm stopping by to catch up on all the news, and to spend some time praying for your family. I am so impressed, Doug, with how quickly your rehab has moved along. I know it is the Lord who provides the strength, but you seem to have no problem adding the enthusiasm. Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net> - Friday, June 4, 2004 6:16 PM CDT hello to you all! you are probably still regrouping from your big weekend. how exciting, we are so happy for tim! we had a great time at the lake. the boys have become quite the skiers! they both got up on one ski, so i'm sure that will be the focus for the summer. (:>) steph, i have thought of you so much these last few days and really wish God had not put us so far apart! i am getting amanda ready for volleyball camp. she is very excited. aside from the baseball she played in FTW when she was in 1st grade, this will be her first attempt at sports. she has been "practicing" in the back yard and seems to be doing fairly well. our school has a very good high school team, so she has set her sights. sure could use you to help encourage her along the way. i have also been hired by the school to be the elementary librarian. i can not believe that God has opened this door and blessed me so. what a wonderful opportunity for me to share my passion for books with so many. i pray that God will use me to stir this passion in the students i will come in contact with and that i will be able to teach them how to decern and process the information that is all around them. felicia is going to help me with some of the "teacher" stuff....lesson plans etc. i have an abundance of ideas and materials at this point and will need some help fine tuning everything. it is just pouring down rain here...shannon and scott are still without electricity. (approaching 40 hours now!) we have not had the tornados just really high winds. i hope you all are okay. continue to work hard and trust in God's plan. was really glad to hear doug got his wheelchair. we were talking about that this weekend with shannon and what a difference jordan's "good" chair had made for him. we are praying for continued walking success and for the shoulder pain to go away. from john 9...."this happened so that the work of God might be displayed in his life." thank you for allowing God to display Himself through you both. what a powerful witness you are! tanya <tlynn39@juno.com> - Thursday, June 3, 2004 10:57 AM CDT Hey Guys, Just checking on you...been busy these last couple of weeks with the kiddo's being out of school...have to plan these summer months!!! I thank God for Doug's continue of recovery...KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK>>>>YOU CAN DO IT!!!!! I cant believe its been 4 months?!?!? WOW...I always tell the kids, "You never know what a DAY will bring", we just had a bad storm and Tornado hit Arlington Tuesday night and we were without electricity from 9am that night until 11:30 Wed. We were up at 7:30am trying to clean debris and branches out of the pool and ALL over the yard....our neighborhood looked horrible. This of course, was not how we had planned our morning or day....but Eric was upset that we had to clean instead of sleep in and just be NORMAL. So I told him, You never know what a day will bring, only God knows and that is why we take one day at a time and enjoy and fulfull it the best we can! Have a great week!!! will chek on you guys later! love in christ, janice janice blevins <vballnut@sbcglobal.net> arlington, tx usa - Thursday, June 3, 2004 8:34 AM CDT Douglas.... I am just plain thrilled about your progress on the walker and in speech therapy. I know mobility and thinking clearly are important to you and the Lord is bringing you along. I am coaching my first track state finalist this Friday. She is a Sophomore and going in the 3200. We talk about you often. She is amazed that a country kid from a small school accomplished so much in running, it gives her hope. During regional she reminded me of a sermon I gave a couple months ago about being the pig...I'm sure you've heard it w/cc over the years. The chicken just gave a small contribution to breakfast, but the pig.....he gave his all. Keep being the pig.....all it takes is all you got!!!! Favorite Cousin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, IN - Thursday, June 3, 2004 6:31 AM CDT Dear Doug, Steph, and family, I just wanted to take a moment to let you know that we still think about you and pray for you daily. I would imagine that some days are filled with rejoices (hopefully most days) and some with new struggles. My hope for all of you is that the good days outweigh the more difficult days and that you can first lean on your faith and God and then lean on all of us who are there to support you in any way that is needed. Hopefully the nicer weather and sunshine will uplift all of you. We'll pray for great sleep and less pain! Anne van Bruggen <wvanbruggen5123@comcast.net> New Brighton, MN ` - Wednesday, June 2, 2004 9:41 PM CDT Hello from ark. We have been busy. I broke my arm 4 days before school was to be out. They took me to the operating room to pin it . It was my left so Ipraise God for that. They kept me over night. pam and chief are here for a week or so so i have enjoyed the help. Not being able to drive and neither can larry. A J and sara movedto New Mexico the dayit happened. hangin there doug you are doing great. love uncle larry and aunt joyce Larry and Joyce Hanson <butchandsuzie@hotmail.com> Mt. Pleasant, Ar. U.S.A. - Wednesday, June 2, 2004 11:50 AM CDT Hi you guys! Just wanted you to know we're thinking of you and continuing to keep Doug and the entire family in our prayers. God Bless you all. Miss you Roger and Sharon. Kevin and Paula Clark <paulakevin2001@yahoo.com> Kenyon, MN USA - Wednesday, June 2, 2004 9:04 AM CDT Hi Doug. I was in your neck of the wood this weekend. Tried to go camping on Leech Lake and got rained out. We knew it would be raining but had already booked the site so went any way. Saturday wasn't too bad, just very windy, but when we got up Sunday morning and it looked like an all day rain, we packed up and headed back home. I thought about you when we drove through Nevis! Sounds like you had a busy weekend. I still check your website every day, so I'm keeping up to date on your progress. Sure hope your shoulder pain lets up soon. Maybe once we get some warm weather it will feel better! This cool, damp weather doesn't help with aches and pains! Everything else sounds like it is moving along nicely, so keep up the good work. Nancy Erickson <nancy.erickson@ndsu.nodak.edu> Fargo, ND - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 3:04 PM CDT Happy Memorial Day to all of you in Nevis! Glad to hear that the wedding didn't get rained out. We will be anxious to hear how the reception went. I bet that it was a wonderful time for everyone. That is great that Doug is getting out and taking in some social activites. That has to be an emotional boost for him. We've had a mixture of sun and rain this weekend. It's been better than they were forecasting earlier in the week. PTL We had a family get together here yesterday after church and it was nice enough that we could eat outside. So today is going to be a quiet day. Probably run up to the farm and spend some time with Grandpa. We will continue to pray that God will ease the pain and loosen up the left shoulder for Doug. That has to be tough to try to concentrate on therapy when you are in constant pain. But thankfully, our God knows what is best and we just have to trust Him and be patient. We will be praying for each of you, that you will have a better week. Our love to you all. Uncle Phil (and Auntie Barb) Phil Hanson <hansonba@citlink.net> DC, MN - Monday, May 31, 2004 10:01 AM CDT Greetings from North Dakota...I am comforted today by the bible verse..All things, whatsoever ye shall ask in prayer, believing,ye shall recieve.-Matt.21:22. May God's love continue to shine on you and within you to give you strength and peace....sending hug's to everyone and letting you know that thoughts and prayers go out to all of you....Take care, Margaret of Guest Services Margaret Hoffmann <magnolia@ictc.com> Wheatland, ND USA - Sunday, May 30, 2004 1:58 PM CDT Dear Hanson's, We continue to check your website for updates..and are encouraged by the all the steps that have been taken...We will stand with you in prayer in regards to Doug's shoulder pain...The words that keep coming to me as I pray, are, "The Lord is the source for all our needs...He is able to carry us, hold us, heal us, comfort us, restore us." May He restore Doug's shoulder and relieve the aching...We are praising the Lord for all He has done for you! I'm sure each one of you have a testimony of how you are stronger because of this trial! It's amazing how God uses those very hard circumstances to bring us into a destiny that we could have never imagined before! His ways are definitly not like ours...and His plan and purpose is far greater! Thinking of you often! Love, Debbie Mason (and family) Deb Mason <dan2deb@lakes.com> Wanamingo, MN USA - Saturday, May 29, 2004 8:13 PM CDT Loved Ones: Just a note this morning to wish you a very special Memorial Day weekend! Our prayers this weekend are for a lessening of pain in Doug's shoulder and the ability to keep progressing forward through the pain. We hope each of you can relax and have some great family time together this weekend! I was out running this morning early before the sun came up and the temperatures soar, enjoying the beauty of the cool Arizona morning. I thought of all the running Doug has done during his life and how much more he will run as he recovers! We continue to pray for recovery and the resilience and tenacity to hang in there during these difficult and painful times. We love you all and miss you! Love, Aunt Louise, Uncle Todd & Family Ann Louise Severud <anniels@cox.net> Peoria, AZ SUA - Saturday, May 29, 2004 10:24 AM CDT Last June 1st. I was taken to the hospital here in Glencoe by ambulance with unbearable pain in my back--I had been diagnosed with sciatic nerve problems on both sides. Later in the day they took me for x-rays and I looked at the step necessary to get on the table for x-rays and knew I couldn't make it. Crying, I laid my head on the steel and the word came to me, "I can do all things in Christ who strengthens me." (Philipians 4:13) I DID make the step and for the next four weeks this verse became a vital part of my recovery--no matter how bad anything hurt from that time on, this was my watchword. So I do understand pain and pray that your shoulder, Doug, will become less and less painful as the days go by. We have a wonderful God and he DOES strengthen us according to our needs. Elna W. W <eww@hutchtel.net> Glencoe, , MN McLeod - Thursday, May 27, 2004 2:08 PM CDT Doug, Stephanie and all- It's been awhile since I have written. Think of you daily. I am glad so much progess has been made and more to come. Just be patient. I am sure that being home helps the healing. I am grateful for the website that we can keep updated on your progess. Will always be praying for everyone. Dolly Dolly Stevens <dstevens@parkrapids.k12.mn.us> Park Rapids, MN us - Thursday, May 27, 2004 10:18 AM CDT Hello guys, We gave Big Mommy a 90th birthday party this weekend, she look so pretty, I will send you pictures. I printed guestbook and pictures and took them home to her so she can catch up with everything. She wanted me to tell you'll that she praying that God will heal Douglas real soon, she was so happy to get the information on Doug. LaChelda and Geary said hello. Step, LaChelda said to tell you she did not mean to hang up without talking to you last week, she call back at least ten times to try and get you on the phone. School will be out on Thursday, so she will have a week or two before she will start TexPrep for one last summer, she has her own car now, this will be a little test for me, but I am sure she will be fine. Love you much, Carolyn Carolyn Jones <carolyn.jones@aig.com> Mansfield , tx - Wednesday, May 26, 2004 5:55 PM CDT Douglas, Glad the shoulder isn't a tear...of course that just means more pain for you to get through!!! Prayers are going up and you are an amazing physical specimen so I know you'll continue to drive on. I had a brain injury seminar for work this week. I was kind of matching up your progress with the standards and norms they were giving us.....you are amazing. I know the Lord is moving you along and there is such strength and a lot of help around. I know this may sound odd, but try to literally enjoy every minute of your days....even the pain and frustration. I wish I could explain it but I just know we all need to fully embrace whatever the Lord gives us for the day. Stay strong up there in God's Country, were pulling for you down here. Favorite Cousin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, IN - Wednesday, May 26, 2004 8:44 AM CDT Hello Doug and family, Your scripture citation including Proverbs 3: 5-6 is a meaningful lesson for us. It has: THE POSITIVE “Trust in the Lord with all thine heart;” AND THE NEGATIVE “and lean not unto thine own understanding.” EQUALS: P O W E R. We hope that Doug’s shoulder pain decreases. Best wishes and continued improvement. In Christian love, Bob and Jean Robert Reichart <rreichart@charter.net> Owatonna, MN United States - Tuesday, May 25, 2004 10:02 PM CDT doug and steph, i had to smile at roger's request for prayers as you move into your summer schedule. the kids got out of school last thurs. and it has certainly been a time of heavy prayer and adjustment!! (:>) we are meeting shannon and family at the lake house for the long weekend. we are all looking forward to the time together. we continue to lift you up in prayer and trust in the Lord to reveal His purposes. we are anxious to know the story behind your shoulder pain and are praying for clear diagnosis. hugs and smiles to you all.... tanya <tlynn39@juno.com> - Tuesday, May 25, 2004 11:26 AM CDT Hi to all the Hanson's, We were very pleased to learn there is not a serious problem with Doug's shoulder, and will pray on that it will loosen up so he can move on. Constant pain wears one out as well as hinders therapy, but hang on, Doug, this to shall pass. Loved the note about the paved drive. Brought back memories of our blacktop at Hackensack and how great that was. Went to Lawrence & Mary's last week & "bird-watched" for 4 hours at the dining room table, saw 12 different kinds of wonderful, colorful birds. Scarlet tanagers were the best that nite! Such a great reminder of our great God, who created all things for us to enjoy. Talked about Sharon & Clara & how much they love birds, too. Will pray for a good day today and all your tomorrows. Love to all, Laurel & Darrell Laurel & Darrell Phelps <dlfelps@msn.com> Owatonna, MN USA - Tuesday, May 25, 2004 9:11 AM CDT Hey Guys, It is great to hear about all of the progress and new paths that you all are going down together. Remember the "Footprints in the sand" poem and how we walk with God somedays and He carries us others, but the great thing is that He is always with us every step of the way. You all continue to be in all of our prayers daily, but our hard drive on our computer died last week which has been like removing the life support from our link to you all and that has been a little hard to cope with. Doug, I had some more grilled corn on the cob in your honor this weekend and just reminded me how much I miss you. Hang in there, this too shall pass and your testimony will be powerful. I wish that I was there to walk along the path with you, but know that I am with you in spirit. I Love You all and hope to see you soon. Archie Archie Moore <bamttu1@juno.com> Lubbock, Tx - Tuesday, May 25, 2004 8:28 AM CDT The Chrysler Corp is definitely covering Doug with prayer. Barb Chrysler is now the Great Grandma of a new model Chrysler - her name is Kalei May and she is only 4 lbs 14 oz. She is also in Caringbridge from WI. KalieMay. Love you Rog & Sharon and all. Barb, Tom, Tim, Tony, Tracy, & families Chrysler <chryslerB@usfamily.net> - Monday, May 24, 2004 9:25 AM CDT Doug, Steph and Roger, It was great to see you in Fargo yesterday and meet you guys at Buffalo Wild Wings. We have been so blessed to have you back in our lives. We would have wished for a better reason, (then the accident) but God knows what he is doing, and he has chosen to make the most of your accident by re-connecting you to all of your old friends and family. He knew that some of us needed inspiration and stronger faith in our lives and he has given us you. I firmly believe that you have strengthened our faith and given us inspiration once again. (you did that weekly-"inspiration" when you were running for NDSU). We love you guys and can't wait to come visit you in Nevis. Desire'e Larson <desireel@cableone.net> Fargo, ND - Monday, May 24, 2004 8:56 AM CDT Doug, Steph and All: We have been praying for your trip to Fargo today and for the MRI of your shoulder. Our prayers are for an accurate scan of your shoulder, and wisdom for the doctors regarding treatment of Doug's shoulder and the pain he has been having. Arizona is heating up and we have on the air conditioning most of the time now. Shawn and a friend found an injured kitten when they were at a restaurant the other night, and took it to the vet, so we now are caregivers for a cute little kitten! It seems so thankful and purrs its thanks. Our thoughts are with all of you and we know God is working in your lives and has a purpose in all of this. We are praying for continued healing and recovery for Doug. We love you all and miss you! Love, Aunt Louise, Uncle Todd & Family Ann Louise Severud <anniels@cox.net> Peoria, AZ USA - Sunday, May 23, 2004 9:11 PM CDT Doug, I don't know if you even remember me but his is Brian Hasleiet from Elgin. I was at the True Team State track meet today and Chris Harder from Austin told me that you had been in a snowmobile accident this Winter. He told me what he knew about your accident and that you were really improving. He said there was a website set up so I did a little searching and found it. It's good to hear that you're getting better. I know it's a slow process but you're a fighter and you'll get through this. You can accomplish amazing things when you put your mind to it. My family and I will be praying for you and your family. Stay strong!! Brian Hasleiet <bhasleie@northbranch.k12.mn.us> North Branch, MN USA - Saturday, May 22, 2004 11:21 PM CDT We continue to pray for all of you, and still check these pages fairly often. We are happy to see what the Lord is doing, and that you're making progress. Bill and Marla Adams <adamsfamilydc@juno.com> Dodge Center, MN USA - Saturday, May 22, 2004 7:43 PM CDT Hi Doug and Family. We have been checking your website since it started. Our prayers continue to be with you and your family. Our son lives in Fargo and that is how we first heard about your accident. You certianly have some along way. May God continue to strengthen you and we will be keeping you in our thoughts andprayers. Bob and Judy Franklin, Mn Renville - Saturday, May 22, 2004 6:11 PM CDT Hey Doug, greetings from Idaho. We continue to pray for you each day. The kids are faithful too..."for Mr. Hanson and Breck too". It is so wonderful to hear about your progress. We just spent the weekend with Dave Wheeler and his family up in Bozeman. It is always fun to get together with old friends. I feel for you with the shoulder pain. I am having surgery on my shoulder this fall. I tore something playing VB this winter and it inhibits lots of movements and is painful. We will pray for the MRI on Sunday. We hope to see you in July. Sure would be great to get to Tim's wedding in June but it will not work out for us. LeAnna Trosen <kulai1@juno.com> Asthon, ID USA - Friday, May 21, 2004 10:14 PM CDT Dear Doug (yes, it's wonderful to know you're reading this yourself now!) & Steph, Breck & Riley, Roger & Sharon, Darla, et al :) ~ It's been quite awhile since we've left a guestbook message...but our hearts, minds, and prayers have been with you continuously. Your site is checked multiple times each and every day and many prayers of joy and thanksgiving, as well as prayers for ongoing needs, have risen from all of our hearts! We are SO thrilled at how far the Lord has brought you, and we have no doubt that He has many more mighty works to do for you! The words to an old chorus come to mind..."We've come this far by faith...leaning on the Lord...trusting in His Holy Word...He's never failed us yet...oh, oh, oh, we can't turn back...we've come this far by faith!" Wish we were there to sing it to you!! But we're joining you once again in prayer right now! We love you ~ Rick & Margaret, Rachel, Rebekah, Jonathan, David, & Elisabeth XOXO Rick & Margaret Rineer <Rick-Margaret.Rineer@aimint.net> Hatfield, PA - Friday, May 21, 2004 5:56 PM CDT Dear Doug and Steph! This is such a blessing to be able to actually address this to you Doug and know that you are reading it! God truly works miracles! And it shows how important prayers are. We haven't emailed you lately but we want you to know that you continue in our prayers and you are in our thoughts daily. The hurdle you are overcoming is awesome. Todd and I ran into your mom, and Aunt and Uncles, at Herbie's (it's a restaurant) in Dodge Center a while ago and it was so good to see everyone and to actually get an update first hand...even though this website has been GREAT! We will continue to pray for healing for you. It is so good to see the picture of you and your family at home! God Bless, Todd and Carmen Livingood <Cliving@kmtel.com> Kasson, MN USA - Thursday, May 20, 2004 9:20 PM CDT Doug, Steph, and family, I keep thinking how far the Lord has brought you, and continue to be grateful for your progress. We will be praying for the MRI and that it may give you insight on the pain you keep having. You continue to be in our thoughts, hearts and prayers. Love you all, Chief, Pam and kids Pam <bbsfarm@isotechnetworks.net> Farmington, NM - Thursday, May 20, 2004 4:41 PM CDT Dear Doug, Steph, and family; It is amazing to read of your progress, Doug. Keep up the hard work as it is the way out! I talked to Mike Crockett, P.T., prior to your discharge home, encouraging him to give you extra care and work you hard with your treatment sessions in Walker. Mike worked close to me prior to moving to Walker. We continue with our prayers for your recovery, both at home and within St. Brigid's. The Lord's hand in all this is obvious. May He continue to guide all these efforts! We'll have graduation on the 23rd with a reception at our home. Most of the work is done. We were planning to use the garage, but the weather forecast is for 66 degrees and rain. We'll issue winter coats to those brave enough to come! Keep working as hard as possible, Doug. The benefits are Heaven sent. Dallas Carlson <dcarlson@cavalierhospital.com> Cavalier, ND USA - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 11:09 AM CDT Doug, Steph and Family Units, It is such a blessing to read this website..It is like an extra Quiet time! reading the verses and just your Dad's encouraging and positive attitude when he writes. God bless you both for your parents and I will be praying for THEM also and I know YOU know what a blessing they have been in your lives! SO love them all you can! Doug your doing AWESOME!!!! Keep up the good work!! Always praying for you guys, love in Him, chuck and Janice Chuck & Janice Blevins <vballnut@sbcglobal.net> arlington, tx us - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 8:58 AM CDT The Hanson family continues to be in our thoughts and prayers and we are so pleased that the Lord continues to bless you. Your progress gives "hope" to many!! Judy, from MeritCare Guest Service's, daughter, Tanya, age 23, was involved in a serious accident last weekend. Her website is www.caringbridge.org/nd/tanyaa. May we continue to uplift one another in prayer. We are so very grateful for Doug's progress and the "hope" he gives to others as he continues his journey. May God's love continue to shine through you and when we count our blessings ...we give thanks for the impact you've made on so many. Keep keeping on and a Happy Belated Birthday, Sharon!! Have a good trip to Fargo!! Margaret Hoffmann <magnolia@ictc.com> Wheatland, ND USA - Tuesday, May 18, 2004 10:41 PM CDT Hi Doug and Stephanie, After Stephanies visit at Cedar Creek on Mon, I had to check out your web site. I am so blessed to read how God has been there through all the hard times and good times. We will be praying for your contiued recovery and will check often for updates. Marilyn Baker <cedarltg@paulbunyan.net> Walker, MN usa - Tuesday, May 18, 2004 6:27 PM CDT Doug, Stephanie, Breck, Riley It is so awesome to see you guys again. We had so many great memories on Avanti in Arlington, Texas. Douglas, Douglas, why wasn't I surprise when I got the news on your accident. God knows and so does everyone else that you are the most outgoing person in the world. Well, you needed a break to sit down for a minute, but we know that you can't keep a good man down. Breck, you are a young man now, I guess you really will be running the house now. Stephanie, I miss your smile and I know that your family depends on it. Riley, Ms thang, you have grown up, wow. You could give LaChelda some pointers. God is faithful to those who are faithful to his word. Make it a great life. We love and miss you so much. Carolyn and LaChelda Carolyn Jones <carolyn.jones@aig.com> Mansfield, TX - Tuesday, May 18, 2004 3:24 PM CDT HEy all....I am so glad that things are going so well. It is amazing that the first eye contact and thumbs up were only a few weeks ago. I know it may not seem like it always but there has been so much progress. Doug I snuck Chris in a couple of races for you last night. He is only in 6th grade and we have a Frosh/Soph track meet last night. In Indiana you can't run grade school or junior high with high school...so...Chris was a Freshman last night. He was a good two feet shorter than the guy he was trying to catch in the mile. He almost got him but the guy out-kicked him in the last hundred. He said he went out too slow so in the two mile he took the lead and was in second after the first lap and a half before fading. He did manage a 5th place ribbon in the 2 though so he was really pumped. Keep on movin....the arm will loosen and full steps are just around the corner. Favorite Cousin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, IN - Tuesday, May 18, 2004 6:24 AM CDT Dear Doug and Steph, Just a short note to tell you that we are still praying for all of you and so happy to read about Dougs continued progress. So happy for all of you that therapy is going well and that day by day things improve. Take care. Lorne and Julie Lorne and Julie Spilde Halma, Mn. USA - Monday, May 17, 2004 3:52 PM CDT Doug, Steph and family, Happy Belated Birthday Sharon! I will hug you on Wednesday when you guys come to Fargo for Doug's check up. Glad to hear that Doug was able to go to the sunday church service in person. I know if I would have been there I would have been the first to lead a standing ovation- for Doug and for the power of our Lord for helping and watching over Doug. All is well here, we are getting ready to go to nationals next week. Kelsey missed qualifying for the state meet this weekend in the long jump by 3 inches. She has a meet tomorrow and hopefully will make it. She is pretty excited and know what an honor it would be to make it as a 7th grader. Can't wait to see you guys! WE love you. Desire'e Larson <desireel@cableone.net> Fargo, ND - Monday, May 17, 2004 11:20 AM CDT Doug, Glad to read about your progress. Larry Seljevold <lseljevold@cableone.net> Moorhead, MN USA - Sunday, May 16, 2004 10:28 PM CDT Doug, Steph & All: Belated birthday wishes, Sharon! We hope it was a wonderful day for you. It sounds as though you are enjoying each day in the north country - even doing a little fishing and bird watching (some of our favorite things)! We are a bit envious - especially of the fishing and now that our weather is getting really hot in Arizona! We are so very thankful Denise & Jini are doing OK after their accident! We take God's mercy and protection for granted so many times. We praise God for being in control of the situation and for His protection for Denise & Jini! We continue to pray for Doug for tenacity and strength, the therapists for wisdom and care and all of you for health - both emotionally as well as physically. I'm sure the struggles must be difficult some days, but we're with you in spirit and cheering you on!! Take care of yourselves! Love & Prayers, Aunt Louise, Uncle Todd & Family Ann Louise Severud <anniels@cox.net> Peoria, AZ USA - Saturday, May 15, 2004 10:24 PM CDT Hi everyone, Thanks again for continuing to update us all daily on Doug's progress. We are so thankful that Doug is home and improving each day. The home up north sounds so beautiful and restful... We will continue to pray daily for Doug and the entire family for strength each day and continued healing. We will join again tonight at 7:00 for the concert of prayer. Glad to hear that Denise and Jini are recovering from the accident. How scary that must have been. Everything is so nice and green here in southern Minnesota - but the evenings by your lake sound so peaceful. Keeping looking up to the Lord - all of you have been such a blessing to so many.... Happy Birthday, Sharon and may you have many more. Hugs and love to all.. Evelyn and Bob Bushman <evie.bushman@nfld.k12.mn.us> Kenyon, MN - Friday, May 14, 2004 11:35 AM CDT Hey Doug and the gang, Sorry to hear that you had a rough day today, and I am sure that your therapist have already lectured you, but here is some advice (for what its worth) from your Texas PT. I have told this to many patients over the years who also have felt the frustrations and emotional roller coaster that you are currently experiencing, so here it goes. We all have good days and bad days, but when you are sick, or weak, or injured etc., they are magnified greatly and impact your emotions greatly. As you have experienced, 3-4 good days don't seem to have as much an impact as 1 bad day has on your Psyche, that is just how we are made. Our walk with The Lord is the same in that we cruise along smoothly, taking things for granted until we have a crisis and our emotional level changes drastically. When the crisis hits, we are drawn into a closer walk with God and are more in tune and sensitive to the emotions. When you are having a physical down day, it is a time to re-focus on the challenge ahead and reflect on the incredible progress thus far. Don't look at the down day in a negative sense, but as a positive chance to focus and tune-in to the little steps that need to be taken for the ultimate goal to be reached. Try not to get too focused on the big goal and move too fast that you miss a need to either focus on a small detail or even to give your body a day of rest. Even God took a day of rest. I know it's a hard road each day, but you WILL reach your goal because your faith is strong and The Great Physician is in control. Okay, Okay , I will get off my lectern now. I am greatly excited to read each update and see the progress, and pray for you ALL, even the therapist and Tilley. Keep up the good work, but get your rest also. I Love You Guys, Archie P.S. Happy Birthday Sharon! Archie Moore <bamttu1@juno.com> The Great State Of Texas, - Thursday, May 13, 2004 11:42 PM CDT Doug, Steph and all family units, It is so awesome to know all is coming along....Doug you are a fighter and We know you will make it..We will continue to pray each day for the family and especially Doug with his stomach and using those muscles again!!! The run sure does sound neat and that is so awesome that you have such an awesome family and especially the friends there!!! You two are BLESSED more than you know!!!! Well, another season, Summer and we have our pool up and going and thinking about selling our home soon... The Worleys have been asking about you guys...we plan to visit them next month...wish you guys were closer!! You are always with us in spirit...maybe one day we will get that way!! God bless and always praying!!! Ali says "HI" to Riley and still has her picture up in her bedroom. Eric will be going to 8th grade this next year....I cant believe I have a teenager now!!!! Please pray for us!! love you guys, chuck & Janice Chuck & Janice Blevins <vballnut@sbcglobal.net> arlington, tx us - Thursday, May 13, 2004 8:35 PM CDT All is well in Alexandria. We are winding down at school and the kids are ready for summer. Ray is running around central MN delivering seed, but that should slow down too. Glad to hear so much progress is being made by all of you. Take care. Wendy Watts <watts@rea-alp.com> - Thursday, May 13, 2004 12:54 AM CDT doug and steph, i was excited to read about the upcoming race in july! that sounds like a real motivation....wish we could be there, but we will certainly be there in spirit! we are gearing up for the end of school and travis' big graduation to junior high! hope all is going well there with breck and riley. please give them a big hug for us! thinking and praying for you everyday, tanya <tlynn39@juno.com> - Wednesday, May 12, 2004 1:54 PM CDT Hi Everyone Doug you are doing great. Ive been a little busy had Larry to the hospital the other day. His allergys took off I guess. I came home from school and he was in the yard laying. He had tried to get out of a new lawn chair and it sunk in to much and he couldn't get out sooo he dumped it. He thought he could get up then but to no avail he laid ther and hr and half waiting for me to get home from school.I was sure scared when I drove up but as I got closer I saw him move and look up and smile at me. I insist he take the phone out now. The Doc said he got a real big dose of mowed lawn pollen and weeds on the ground. It really effected his breathing. Any way they gave him I.V. of antibiotics and steroids and let him go home with more to take. It saved 2 days in the hospital. He is better. Your home sound marvelous hope we can get down to see it sometime. Keep up the hard work Doug We are proud of you and Steph and everyone else that is helping. Wish we were there. We Love You, Uncle Larry and Aunt Joyce Larry and Joyce Hanson <butchandsuzie@hotmail.com> Mt. Pleasant, Ar U.S.A. - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 8:44 PM CDT Hello Hanson's, Just want you to know that you are thought of daily and we continue to lift you up in prayer! So happy to hear of all the progress...healing takes time...and God's hand is evident in Doug's recovery! May the Lord continue to bless and strengthen each of you... Love, Debbie Mason Deb Mason <dan2deb@lakes.com> Wanamingo, MN USA - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 5:58 PM CDT Douglas, One step, one stand, one meal, one mile, one, one, one, one of everything at a time. That's how you get there. Even at your fastest....you still only took one stride at a time. Stay strong and let the healing continue. Favorite Cousin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, IN - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 9:47 AM CDT Doug, Steph and family, All is well here in Fargo without you guys. Well the conference meet this weekend was awesome. We won by over 100 points and had some pretty incredible performances too. Like Andy Moen, 6th yr senior wins the 800 running 1:50 after a year and a half off with knee surgery. It just goes to show you how hard work and patience has its rewards. Afterward we had a barbeque with over 350 people. Athletes, parents and many, many alumni came back. We honored Don's 25 years at NDSU, his 50th birthday (wow half his life at NDSU) the last year in the NCC and the last year in DII. The athletic director spoke about and he was Don was given a standing ovation. Don was even choked up - I haven't seen that since our girls were born. An athlete from his first year and first recruiting class gave him a framed t-shirt from the first conference championship that he coached. We also gave a special gift to Brent Anderson who has been in Iraq the last year and a half and unable to compete. After the food we watched a slide presentation about Don, to the song "you are my hero" it was just awesome. There were many pictures of you Doug in the slide presentation. The crowd cheered when they saw you. It was an awesome night. Know that you were there in prayers and spirit! It sounds like going home was just the right medicine for you and you are doing great! We continue to pray for your full recovery. Let us know when you get to Fargo next week for your follow-up visit at Meritcare, we would love to see you and show you the slide presentation! We love you guys! Desire'e Larson <desireel@cableone.net> Fargo, ND - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 9:19 AM CDT Good Morning Guys, Steph, I hope you and Sharon had a good Mother's day. It sounds like you had a pretty good weekend. Doug, your progress sounds good, consistent and steady, which is perfect because you don't won't overwhelmed and miss all of the little steps that make a solid foundation for your body to build on for greater things. It is like our walk with the Lord, if we are always looking for the moutain tops experiences, we miss the little daily steps that make for a solid foundation. If we don't have that strong foundation, we will eventually fall off the mountain top and hit rock bottom. So, keep up the good work of working on the little things and continue to follow God's path, walking to recovery. Tanya and I took the kids to the Lake this weekend (not quite like your lake, but it will do)and thought of you guys many times. Doug, I grilled some corn-on-the-cob and remembered when you guys would come over for lunch or dinner and bring about 20 ears of corn for me to grill, which you personally would eat about 5-6 by yourself. So, here is my advice for a therapeutic activity. Roger, grill up about 5-6 ears of corn just for Doug, and then watch him go, having to work both arms and hands, as well as his neck and jaw muscles. So get to work. Keep up the great progress, don't get discouraged and we hope to see you soon. Love you guys, Archie. Archie Moore <bamttu1@juno.com> - Monday, May 10, 2004 8:57 AM CDT It's so wonderful to read the updates and hear about the healing that continues to take place. As others have said your surroundings sound so beautiful - I'm a little envious! I just wanted to wish a Happy Mother's Day to Steph and to both of your mothers. We just wanted you to know that we are thinking of ALL of you and praying for the strength and rest that is needed. Anne van Bruggen <wvanbruggen5123@comcast.net> New Brighton, MN - Saturday, May 8, 2004 9:05 PM CDT Doug, Steph & Family: Our thoughts of praise and thanksgiving are with all of you today as we think of the precious gift it must be for all of you to have Doug back home! What a special gift for Steph, Sharon and Steph's Mom for Mother's Day! We are so thankful for God's mercy and grace in giving this precious gift! Your home on the lake sounds so beautiful and peaceful! I'm sure it is healing and restful to be at home and be able to relax with your family! We are praying for continued healing as you continue the therapy, for the center of balance, and the specific strengthening and limbering of Doug's left side. We pray for a relaxed and peaceful weekend for all of you! Our love and prayers, Aunt Louise, Uncle Todd & Family Ann Louise Severud <anniels@cox.net> Peoria, AZ USA - Saturday, May 8, 2004 7:51 PM CDT Hi Doug, I'm confident that the Lord will continue His healing work in your life. In the meantime, consider yourself a missionary to the medical profession...and let your little light shine! Stephanie and RachelJoy <sstrom@quik.com> - Friday, May 7, 2004 10:54 PM CDT Roger, you make the surroundings there sound soooo good; in the meantime we are down here enjoying(?) our 100 degree days..... Doug, keep up the good work!! We are still here praying for you regularly. Looking forward to seeing all of you in August. Jeff & Julann Vangness <jedova@yahoo.com> Chandler, AZ - Thursday, May 6, 2004 8:39 PM CDT Doug, Steph and Kids, The picture is awesome, but our God is AWESOME isn't he. We are so happy to read each new update that is now happening at HOME!! Doug and Steph we will continue to pray for your rest, new routine and most of all Doug's theraphy. We Love you guys Chief, Pam and kids Pam <bbsfarm@isotechnetworks.net> Farmington, NM - Thursday, May 6, 2004 4:51 PM CDT God has been good! I look forward to seeing both of you. May He give you both strength to continue on... Much love, Kathy Conger Kathy Conger <ckconger@unitelc.com> Akeley, MN - Thursday, May 6, 2004 1:17 PM CDT I have been reading all the wonderful comments everyone else has written--and I say what they say-----So glad you are all doing so well----even Tilly--her timing is not too good-having infection and all---Back to the Kraft Room..The comments on the birds makes us feel there is hope of spring coming yet-it's been too cold(our snow bird friends are freezing) Take care-Love YOu, Joan & Jim Joan Evenson <EvenJms@aol.com> Grand Forks, ND USA - Thursday, May 6, 2004 12:49 AM CDT Good Morning you all Thank God for your good day yesterday and praying today will be equally as good and even better. It has to be healing just to be home. Have a good day!!! Dolly <dstevens@parkrapids.k12.mn.us> Park Rapids, MN - Thursday, May 6, 2004 8:31 AM CDT Welcome Home! I am so glad that this website continues on with you at home now. It is so wonderful to keep connected with you and your progress. Things are hairy around here with us hosting the conference meet this weekend. Like usual Don is running around like a chicken with his head cut off and not getting much sleep. We are also celebrating Don's 25th year at NDSU, the last year in the NCC and DII (and that he turned 50 this year). We will be thinking of you and I am sure some of the returning alumni will be asking about you and your progress. We love you guys and miss you already! Hang in there Doug, I have seen you do all kinds of grueling interval workouts that never seemed to phase you, but was tough for everyone else. Think of these rehab sessions as interval workouts, part of your training to get back in the race! Love always! Desire'e Larson <desireel@cableone.net> Fargo, ND - Thursday, May 6, 2004 8:21 AM CDT Guys, I can't even express how happy I am that the home transition is going so well. Believe it or not, I'm at a loss for words. God is just plain an amazing God isn't He. Stay strong, stay vigilant and the Lord will keep handling the results. Favorite Counsin David <oconnor1970@yahoo.com> Elizabeth, IN - Thursday, May 6, 2004 6:15 AM CDT Hey guys, I hope that you are not up while I am typing this since it is midnight. I pray that you are resting well. I just now finished wiring my DSL phone line run into the computer after the move and thought I would check in on the website. This site is great, I would be lost without it as my lifeline to you guys. Doug, your progress sounds great but quit using the excuse of a substitute therapist to take it a little easy. Now that you are home and using home health, I really am itching to get my hands on you and put you through the ropes because you are now in my type of Rehab facility. I need to know the names of your therapist so we can exchange ideas. You would be amazed how many household objects can be used to torture, I mean assist you in your exercise routine. I know that Tanya has updated you on our move into a neighborhood, which has so far not been too bad except there is not enough to weedwack. It has also been hard to downsize all of my junk, but so far Tanya is letting me store some of it in a storage building. We'll see how long I can hold onto it. Your place on the lake sounds great and we can't wait to get up there to see you, but in the mean time we send our love through the God Line. He is obviously listening to all your fans around the world which is evident in how well you all are doing. Keep your eyes focused on THE COACH and I will be talking to you soon. Love you guys!! Archie Archie Moore <bamttu1@juno.com> - Thursday, May 6, 2004 0:27 AM CDT So glad that you are all together at home I pray that Doug continues his hard work towards improvement I talked with Evelyn Peterson. Her husband, Bruce, has been in the hospital 4 months& is getting better Pat Buttke Ley <chrispatley@juno.com> Valley City, ND USA - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 9:22 PM CDT We check on Doug's progress every day. Thanks for keeping us informed!! Rosalie L. Schmith <Rosalie52@yahoo.com> Sebeka, MN USA - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 12:13 AM CDT Happy Cinco de Mayo you guys! We are so thankful for all that God has done in your recovery and continually pray for the complete healing. Please know that even if we don't always send a message, you all are constantly in our prayers and thoughts. Not a day goes by that we do not check up on the site to see how you all are doing or if there is a specific prayer need. Diane is my alarm clock for the Friday concert of prayer, especially since it is only 5:00 pm here when you all are praying and I am just getting off work. Doug, I have a new goal for you! You set the date, but we are ready when you are, I have committed Diane to cook you all the real Mexican food you can eat if you will hurry up and get well enough to come out and see us. She will even make your use to be favorite “Chicken Fajita Nachos”, just like El Fenix from Dallas. We miss you guys, but feel like we have gotten even closer to you all through this web site. Blessings, Bob & Diane Morales <R_Morlaes@ev1.net> Las Vegas, NV. - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 11:47 AM CDT Good Morning, Doug, STeph, Breck, Riley and the whole family. Wow is was fun to read the past journals. Everything seems to be going as well as expected and hopefully everyday will be better. The picture was glorious. Just all be home and together has to be healthy. I am so happy for you and pray for an even better tomorrow. Dolly <dstevens@parkrapids.k12.mn.us> Park Rapids, MN - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 10:16 AM CDT Hi Doug! I have been following your progress since February and am so excited to hear that you are now at home. God's healing power in your body has been truly awesome. We have been praying for you here in Little Falls during our small group and family time. My kids are faithful in remembering you in their prayer time as well. I know from growing up with you that your determination is what sets you apart from others. I am excited to see where God leads you on your physical and spiritual journey in the time to come. You will continue to be in our prayers. Kirsten (Boyum) Vaagenes and Family <memories@littlefalls.net> Little Falls, MN - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 10:12 AM CDT Praise God! You go Hansons! What wonderful news to hear you are HOME! Greg and I have been out of town - and with Tanya and Archie moving - our normal routine of discussing your status has been a bit out of whack! Although we have only met you on a couple of occasions - our prayers and concerns for you all come often. I will tell our prayer ministers at church the great news - they ask often how you all are. My calendar for yesterday: " God's tests are never destructive. It is not His desire that we should fail, or be hurt, or humiliated. Rather, He accompanies us when we are under trial and helps to sort out the precious experience from that which is worthless. Our discernment for righteousness grows. In the choices of life, God wants us to choose correctly." Although - none of this experience was by your "choice" - your faith, discernment and proof of prayer has been a blessing to literally thousands of people. Keep up all the good work! Like I said Doug - we would love to have you all here for our Race for the Cure in Lubbock October 2nd! I know the Moore's would love it so much. Tamara & Greg Cannon <gactlc@sbcglobal.net> Lubbock, TX USA - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 11:16 PM CDT Dear Hanson family, Congratulations on your transition back home! What a great accomplishment and reward for all that you have been through. I have been checking into the site to see how things have been progressing and also for inspiration. The example you have all set for dealing with adversity is very uplifting and certainly reflective of God's grace in your lives. Doug ... as you continue on your path to recovery, know that I add my name to the growing list of those who are pulling for you and who gain inspiration from the manner in which you deal with adversity. Hopefully our paths will cross in the future and I can join you for a run through the beautiful north woods. Take care. Troy Larson <troy__larson@hotmail.com> Anchorage, AK USA - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 12:15 AM CDT doug and steph, we too had a big move this weekend. we bought a different house here in lubbock. it is on the opposite side of town, it is smaller, no land and in a "traditional neighborhood", and we do not have a barn!!! talk about needing to have a garage sale! all of archie's "treasures" need to find another home now! (:>) we thought of you all weekend and prayed that your transition was going smoother than ours! living without land was a big step for us, but it has been so exciting to see God's hand in every detail of our decission and the blessings we have already reaped. as travis was loading up the fire wood, he found the missing easter egg! (sure am glad it was a plastic one) doug, work hard at your therapy and ignore the other things around you that you think need your attention! they will be there when you are ready, or if you're lucky, one of your wonderful friends or family members will take care of it for you...i know we would if we were there. i'm sure we owe you a weed-whacking or two! (:>) dorothy said it best...."there's no place like home"! our prayers and thoughts are with you always. tanya <tlynn39@juno.com> - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 10:51 AM CDT Doug and Steph, We are daily praying for you and thank God that you are home. I talked with Sharon when I was there and wondering why something like this would happen to you and knowing that God has a greater plan and wondering if you would ever see how God is working through your accident. Just with thinking about myself and my family, I have seen God working through my kids. Nathan especially has a tender heart and keeps you in his prayers. He doesn't understand quite why you didn't just wake up and be ok, but his faith that God will heal you fully has been an inspiration to me. I see God working in my family. I ran 2 miles yesterday for the first time in quite a while, and I just got to thinking that you would run 10 times that much on a regular basis. What dedication to running that took and what perserverence. Run that same race, Doug, and finish a winner! God bless you all! Melanie and Mike Ackerman Melanie Ackerman <melanieackerman@msn.com> Willmar, MN - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 9:38 AM CDT Hi Doug and Stephanie and kids! Welcome home! We are so excited that your marathon continues at a steady pace! Keep up the great job! Stephanie, I will send dinner for your family home from school for Thursday evening. And as always, you and your family are in my prayers. Love from Linda Hanson and family Linda Hanson <lhanson@nevis.k12.mn.us> Nevis, MN Hubbard - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 9:32 AM CDT Dear Doug, Steph and the rest of the Hanson family, So happy for all of you to read that you are back home. HOME, what a wonderful place to continue your therapy. Keep working hard, Doug, as we continue to pray for you daily. Have a good day!!! LOrne and Julie Lorne and JUlie Halma, Mn. USA - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 8:10 AM CDT Doug, Steph & Family: We are so happy for you to finally get home! We love the family picture! Doug, you look so good! I definitely believe your healing will progress at an even faster pace as you can relax and have your loved ones around you day and night. I hope your therapy sessions go really well and that you continue to make progress with each new day! Steph, your update on the website really touched our hearts the other night! The gratitude you and Doug have for your family is very evident. We join with you in your heartfelt thanks for all the family that has been able to be with you and take care of Breck and Riley! Just remember that God knows your joys, your pain, your frustrations, your fears and your successes! He is there with you at every emotion you feel and every pain that Doug feels. We continue to keep you in prayer many times during the day! I wish we could be there to help! Take care of each other! Love and prayers, Aunt Louise, Uncle Todd & Family Ann Louise Severud <anniels@cox.net> Peoria, AZ USA - Monday, May 3, 2004 10:34 PM CDT Glad To See Your Home Coming Picture it was very special. Doug you are looking good. Steph still has you beat in looks though ha. Beautiful family, the inward love of God sure shows on the outward appearance. We are so happy you are getting settled. Remember one step at a time dont bog down with wondering about tomorrow. We are still praying every one in our church keeps asking and it is so good to say HE IS HOME. We Love you all very much and will keep you lifted up to our Lord daily. Love Uncle Larry and Aunt Joyce Larry and Joyce Hanson <butchandsuzie@hotmail.com> Mt. Pleasant, Ar U.S.A. - Monday, May 3, 2004 10:13 PM CDT Dear Doug and Family, I am so happy to hear you made it home! From experience I know how satisfying that can be. I know there is still a long road ahead, but with your strength and faith, it will be made easier. It's been over 10 years since my head injury and I still notice certain things, but once you get yourself on a roll...you only pick up speed! May God continue to bless you dear school bus buddy! Linda Linda (Patterson) Speer <linda@higheratmospheres.com> Crestline, CA (formerly Kenyon, MN), - Monday, May 3, 2004 3:13 PM CDT Hi Doug, How uplifting to see such wonderful pictures of you and your family. I am glad you are home and just wanted to say you are still on my mind and in my prayers. I am awed by your faith, strength and determination - second only to that of your unbelievable wife. Take care, Joan Joan Sullivan <joan.sullivan@sanmina-sci.com> Greenville, NH USA - Monday, May 3, 2004 7:04 AM CDT Doug, Just heard about your accident from my cousin Eric who read about it in the St. Paul paper.... I have often wondered where you have ended up. Looks like you have a beautiful family and a beautiful home. I have no doubt that you will overcome...your heart is strong and determined. Remember, do all for the glory of God and everything else will take care of itself. In His Life your old teammate, Dave Beeksma David Beeksma <dbeek@cheqnet.net> Ashland, WI usa - Sunday, May 2, 2004 10:37 PM CDT Welcome home Doug and Steph!! Kelli Ronish <ronishc@juno.com> Aurora, CO - Sunday, May 2, 2004 9:41 PM CDT That's the picture that I've been waiting for. Looks like the old Doug to me. Joel Rovang <JNRovang@aol.com> Clovis (back to Moorhead in 10 days), NM USA - Sunday, May 2, 2004 3:55 PM CDT We rejoiced to see the picture of you folks in your own home together again. We praise God for what He has already done and for what He is going to do. Doug, you don't know me, but boy do I sure feel like I know you! We have been so blessed by your web page. And Roger, I believe you have a calling to write a daily online devotional, ha. May God continue to bless you all. Kevin Parlier <kparlier@cannon.net> Wanamingo, MN USA - Saturday, May 1, 2004 11:18 PM CDT Doug, Steph & kids: A big smile here Sunday morning. Even though we are far apart, we walk step-by-step with you. Hopefully this new chapter in your book will be full of pages describing happy times together. We pray with you that God's hand will continue to be clearly shown in your life. I continue to run into people from APW who ask about you. Uncle David David Hanson <borisipol@hotmail.com> Suzhou, Jiangsu Prov., China - Saturday, May 1, 2004 9:46 PM CDT Dear Family, Thank God You are Home!!! God is an AWESOME GOD!! This too shall pass!!!!!I cant believe it has been 3 months. We are so happy that you guys are at home....will continue to pray always for you guys!! KEEP UP THE THERAPY DOUG!!!!!! YOU CAN DO IT!!!! And as you said God did spare you for His plan and bless you for your obedience. We just had a bad thunderstorm in our area last night and this morning more rain...but now the clouds are breaking down and it is clearing up....and I just think of God and how he is still in control of EVERTHING including US...And I just thank him for his many blessings!! Have a Great day.....I am jealous because I can just see the lake at your house and the sun sets and the sun rising!! What a beautiful memory! love in Him, janice janice blevins <vballnut@sbcglobal.net> arlington, tx usa - Saturday, May 1, 2004 2:11 PM CDT Doug, Steph and kids, Welcome Home, This has been along time coming, but my heart is full of happiness that you are all home together again. You have had quite the journey, with many unknownn roads, but I have seen your trust in God and his faithfulness remain steadfast. Thank you for letting us so far away be a part, for the everyday undates and entries. We will continue to keep you in our prayers as you start this new chapter in your lives. All our Love Chief, Pam and kids Pam <bbsfarm@isotechnetworks.net> Framington, NM - Saturday, May 1, 2004 12:26 AM CDT WELCOME TO YOUR HOME. WE CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR COMPLETE RESTORATION. WE LOVE YOU AND HOPE TO SEE YOU SOMETIME LATE SUMMER. PEACE IN CHRIST ALONE, DAVE AND LEANNA TROSEN FAMILY DAVE AND LEANNA TROSEN <KULAI1@JUNO.COM> ASHTON, ID USA - Saturday, May 1, 2004 10:50 AM CDT Guys, I am sitting planning my day, Fix the dryer, go to the job site, mow the lawn for the rental, help dad with his siding project, go to the church work day, pay the bills, on and on. I feel like a pine squirl burying more cones for winter, I have 3 stumps full, one hollow log, and 2 holes in the ground stuffed with cones, but am still fighting off the neighbor squirl so I can accumulate more. I am still trying to apply the lessons I have learned from the Hansons this past 3+ months, IT'S ALL TRIVIAL IN THE BIG PICTURE. Today's prayer for you Doug is that you will not find any added stress, frustration, or anger, with the move home. I know you are now more responsible for the things around you (even with all the help and generosity), there is still the railing your Bro never finished, the lawn, and, and, and, and,. I see many frustrating things in your near future, that are not the simple task they were 3 months ago. May the Lord put you at ease with these and not allow them to hinder what is important for you right now. Forget stashing more cones 4 stumps full is enough. Please don't focus on the trivial things Keep you focus on God, Family, and running(yuk) steve <osbornes@sd6.k12.mt.us> - Saturday, May 1, 2004 9:41 AM CDT Doug, Steph and family: Welcome home; God is so good isn't he? We had the opportunity to see your beautiful home a few days ago with Barry and your mom, Steph. I'm sure just being there will help you feel better Doug. When we first met you two years ago we knew you were special people and all the love and support from this wonderful site confirms what we sensed then. We are so thankful for the updates and that they will continue. The faith of your family has strengthened the faith of many, many others! You remain in our prayers. Mike & JaNell Beelner <mbeelner@direcway.com> - Saturday, May 1, 2004 7:59 AM CDT Dear Hanson's- Congratulations on your homecoming! We are so happy for you! We continue to lift you up and are thanking the Lord for His faithfulness and healing power in Doug's life...It truly is amazing the distance Doug has covered over the last 3 months!! The tears of joy are overflowing!!!May the Lord strengthen you all and may His peace be abundant during this time of adjustment! Everyday you are in our thoughts! Love, Debbie Mason ( and family) Deb Mason <dan2 deb @ lakes.com> Wanamingo, MN USA - Saturday, May 1, 2004 6:28 AM CDT Click here to sign the guestbook. | |||||||||||
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