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WARRIOR OF MY HEART
MAY GOD HOLD JUSTIN AND HUG HIM AS HARD AND BETTER THAN I EVER COULD.... Journal Thursday, April 17, 2008 9:38 AM CDT i really do not know what to type now....i cannot believe justin is no longer here....he had a wonderful week of dying easter eggs and watching movies and playing anything he wanted and eating anything he wanted....justin came home and had exactly 1 week to the day before he passed...may God hold u honey by his heart...i never thought that my son would have to fight to live for 4 years and then come home and still have to go through what he went through...i pray that no one ever ever ever has to see their child suffer and die in their arms....he fought till the very last breath, telling someone "no not right now" 3 times...he was surrounded by everyone that loved him and he knew it...my aching heart...i miss him so much...for his viewing and his funeral we packed the house out...literally...they were people standing outside because they could not get in...thank you Lord for giving us so many wonderful and caring people...justin looked at peace and healthy for the first time in 4 years...pretty bad that my son had to die for him to look healthy and happy....i miss you my little punkin head......i do not know how i am going to get through this...one day at time i keep telling myself...just one day at a time.....i cannot make the tears stop or the numbness go away...i cannot even go into his room for more than a few seconds...i keep praying that he can send me a sign or something, i just want him to tell me that it is okay.....i want him to say "hey mom, look no scars, no pain, no more tubes, i am happy and u are going to be okay" i pray that no one has to ever go through this...but i know in my heart that justin is in a better place, but it doesnt make my heart stop hurting...... Hospital Information:
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