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brittney ratana-aparoj Welcome to brittney's Web Page. It has been provided to keep people updated about our Child.
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Monday, March 7, 2005 6:42 PM CST Hello everyone! I just want to start off by thanking everyone that still has us in their prayers. I am sorry that it has taken so long for me to update. I have have alot of changes in my life all of them for the better. Last Janurary I met a man that changed my life completely. He met me at the lowest point in my life. I had started drinking and going out everynight because I just didn't know how to deal with the loss of my Brittney. Brian has helped heal my angry heart. He has showed me it is ok to hurt, it is ok to love again. My relationship with China has been great we have spent time together. Brian has stood by me and helped me thru everything. I can't imagine my life without him. Brian and China get along perfect he loves her for who she is. In July we bought a house together in Rockingham NC I really love it China got to paint her room hot pink you just about need sunglasses to look at it but once you get used to it, really its not that bad. I started working for an orthepedic back surgeon and I love my job. I miss working with kids, but I think it was a good decision for me. I do have to drive 40 minutes their but I promised China she could keep her same school so that works out perfect. Brian and I have found a nice church that we started attending I really feel at home their and I finally feel like that load of burden has been lifted off me. But I tell you I don't think the pain will ever go away. I have trouble visiting the grave yard the last time I visited was on Brittney's birthday September 3rd I feel bad because that is all I have been but it hurts too much. Christmas this year was a little better yet I was very emotional and took alot out on Brian and China but they helped me thru it. Our wedding will be on September 24, 2005 I hope that everyone can come. I will post more details as time comes closer. Thank you again everyone for praying for my family.
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