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Grandma Doerr is getting use to droping in the cementary to say hello, I know you are in Heaven, but I really do miss you. you are now a aunt, Jason & Lisa had a son who's name is Kolton and he is really a cute baby, he was born on 7/29/08. I know you would have loved to see him.
I will always be there at sometime in each month. Love you Heather, and may God keep you in his world.

Patricia Doerr <Patdoerr6769@Sbcgloval.net>
Fenton, Mo USA - Tuesday, September 2, 2008 11:28 AM CDT

4 years - seems like such a long time ... miss you Heather
Bonus-dad v <veselders22@charter.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Friday, August 1, 2008 6:41 AM CDT

Happy Birthday tweety
pop <vselders22@charter.net>
arnold, mo jeffco - Tuesday, June 17, 2008 4:38 PM CDT

March 26, Spring 2008 is here, your mom's tulips are coming up. I miss you so much ... pray for us
Godfather, Bonus Dad, v <vselders22@charter.net>
- Wednesday, March 26, 2008 4:19 PM CDT

Three years have gone bye, and I am still feeling so bad, that you are gone, go to the cemtary quite a lot. I try talking to you but I know that you are up in heaven, you were such a great grand daughter helped me out so many times, when you really wanted to be doing something else.
well I can't say enough about you, you were the 3rd grand daughter, or should I say you were the third grandchild, and I fell in love with you, the first time I seened you. You were getting off the airplane and your mom said you cried and that so many people were getting upset, because you just kept crying, but when you got off the airplane you were all smiles, and I will never forget that moment. I could not help it I carried you out to the car, and then we went to see Grandma Keough, and she thought you were the best child. Well everything here is ok. I think your Mom is know sorting to get back into living again. It has been very hard for her, she misses you so bad, so I can't talk to her about you because I start crying, and I don;t want her to get upset. I plan to come and see you on Saturday, so keep me in your station in heaven, love you Heather. Grandma Doerr
Patricai Doerr <Patdoerr6769@sbcgloval.net>
Fenton, Mo. USA - Wednesday, August 8, 2007 3:19 PM CDT

Heather's always in my thoughts and in my heart!
Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@earthlink.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Thursday, August 2, 2007 11:00 AM CDT

three years ... I miss you Heather, a ton!!!
Godfather - bonus dad <vselders22@charter.net>
Arnold, MO - Wednesday, August 1, 2007 11:07 AM CDT

You are in our prayers as Heather's Homegoing anniversary approaches. These special days fall upon us with such a deeper sorrow and a keener pain. May our Lord hold you close. May you know the peace and comfort of His embrace.

Yolanda , mom to Anna <weloveanna@earthlink.net>
Alt Spgs, FL USA - Saturday, July 28, 2007 7:48 PM CDT

Of all the sorrows known to us, this is the only one I am aware of that grows deeper and more intense with time and is ever ready to spring up keener, sharper at every corner. Praise God who has touched our sorrow with hope!! May His comforting presence, His unexplicable peace, His blessed, blessed hope and His strengthening joy be with you and in you in a special way as you celebrate the remembrance of Heather's birth and precious life with you this side of Heaven.

In His Love,
Yolanda Rogers
http://www.galatians5.com

Mom to Anna <weloveanna@earthlink.net>
Alt Spgs, FL USA - Friday, June 15, 2007 8:00 PM CDT

Hi Debbie and Vince, just a note to say hello. Talk to you soon. Bye Love Kim
Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@earthlink.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Wednesday, May 23, 2007 2:34 PM CDT

Hey Debbie And Vince,
I just wanted to say hello and let you know that I am thinking of you. I try to think of what i should write but the words don't come out the way i think they should Just know that you will always be in are hearts and if there is anything we can do we will
Kim Vandewaarsenburg <kvdw1112@verizon.net>
brandon, fl hillsbourg - Thursday, April 5, 2007 3:11 AM CDT

Hi-I've been thinking alot about Heather these last few days, remembering her and missing her.
Love, Kim
Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@earthlink.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Thursday, March 22, 2007 10:51 AM CDT

Hi Debbie and Vince-We are looking forward to Trivia Night. Hope you both are staying warm in this cold weather. Heather is always in my thoughts, I look at her pictures all the time. Kristin just recently moved into Lee's old room and she put out more pictures of Heather, she has a bulletin board just filled with pictures of family and friends from school. You should come by to see her new room. Kristin and I talk about things we did with Heather, how she would spend the night and we would watch movies. We have great memories of Heather that we will never forget. Take Care. See you on the 24th. Come by anytime. Bye Love Kim

Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@earthlink.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Wednesday, February 7, 2007 10:54 AM CST

I haven't been on in a while and just thought I'd visit to see how it is going. I still think about Heather a lot and know that we all can't wait to meet her again soon. I still miss her and every time I see someone with curly hair like hers, it brings back memories of trying to fix that hair! That is what we have to live on.....memories. Love yah
Denise Purdy <denisep2bnsd@yahoo.com>
Arnold, MO USA - Tuesday, February 6, 2007 6:21 AM CST

Just thought I would say HI!
I think of Heather and you guys alot.
Kim Doerr <recon2365@hotmail.com>
Washington , mo usa - Thursday, February 1, 2007 5:08 PM CST

Hi I thought I would just sign in to say hello to everyone, it doesn't look like anyone sends anything anymore,for Debbie, I know I think of Heather a lot, & what she would be doing now, she probably would be getting ready to graduate from College. She really wanted to go and get her degree in what she wanted to do so bad, I know everytime we talked about college she just couldn't wait to get over this cancer and to get going so she could do all the things that girls would be doing. I hope in heaven you can get to do all the things you wanted to do
Love you Heather and Heathers Mom, Miss You

Patricia Doerr <patsyd68@gmail.com>
Fenton, Mo US - Saturday, January 13, 2007 6:31 PM CST

still missing you ...
sdad <vinman@hawaii.com>
- Monday, September 25, 2006 11:45 PM CDT

Well Heather I wanted to say something on the enternet, but I was not able to get on since I sign up with sbc, but today 8/22/06, i finally was able to get on and so i wanted to come to your page and say just how much I miss you, I still cry a lot, and I know that Granpa gets mad at me, but i guess i have not been able to forget, the times you and I went out to eat and shop and I guess I think about that time a lot, never did I think I would have to say goodby, but that time came and now its hard to believe its been over 2 years, I probably will be joining you as I am getting older too and we never know when or why we will go love you heather very much Grandma Pat
Patricia Doerr(Grandma Pat) <patdoerr6769@sbcglobal.net>
Fenton, Mo US - Tuesday, August 22, 2006 2:56 PM CDT

I love and miss you Heather!
Hi Debbie and Vince, I hope you both are well. We finally got our computer back on line. I can't believe that its been 2 years, I miss her everyday. My thoughts are always with you. Bye Love Kim
Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@earthlink.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Friday, August 11, 2006 2:36 PM CDT

Man..Two years..It doesn't seem like 2 years. It feels just like yesterday that i was sitting in her room talking to her about all of the stupid things going on in life. As much as we used to have our sisterly fights she was always there to give me advice.I miss her soooo much!
Cassie Selders <casandra_selders@yahoo.com>
Wood River, IL - Tuesday, August 1, 2006 3:42 PM CDT

There's alot of things that I learned from Heather. Perseverance and determination. Morality and selflessness. I had the honor of babysitting her on occassion back in the day, but I definately gained more from her than she ever could have from me. I know you're always watching over us, Heather. I hope I don't make you blush too much! ;) I miss ya, sis. I know we'll all meet up again sometime.
Jason Selders <jason_selders@yahoo.com>
Grayslake, Il USA - Tuesday, August 1, 2006 11:25 AM CDT

I wonder who she's met up there in heaven. It doesn't seem like two entire years have passed- I remember Jason making jokes in the basement and Heather just laughing her butt off like it was yesterday. I miss her, we all miss her, and I know that we will see her again. If you're reading this e-mail up there sis, I love you.
Brian Selders <brianselders@yahoo.com>
Lansing, IL USA - Tuesday, August 1, 2006 9:54 AM CDT

2 years. It is inconceivable, but it is true. 2 years ago today, our world changed. It certainly is consoling to know that Heather is void of pain and that she has made her way into Heaven. She is able to walk hand in hand with our Lord. But we miss her. We will never be whole in this world. Look down at us angel and ask God our Father to be merciful and to grant us His grace so that we too can finish the work He has given to us to do. Some day we will be back together with you.
stepdad v <vinman@rocketmail.com>
arnold, mo usa - Tuesday, August 1, 2006 7:48 AM CDT

Hello Debbie and Vince, Just wanted to say hello and to wish you both a good holiday week-end. I sent my check for the Relay for Life the other day. Maybe your team will win the trophy again this year. I hope we can get together again soon (maybe go to the movies). Kristin had her birthday party last week-end, I can't believe that she is 12 years old and she will be in 7th grade this year. I think of Heather everyday but today I really miss her. Kristin's dance recital is June 9th and 10th, we would like for you to come if you don't have any plans. Just let us know. Sunday I am driving down to visit with my Mom and Bob. Kristin is over at her Dad's this week-end. John was out of the country for about 24 days. Take Care and Be Safe. Talk to you soon. Bye Love, Kim
Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@jcn.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Friday, May 26, 2006 2:30 PM CDT

I am so glad you and your sisters went to St.Martin's in the Virgin Island's. I hope everyday down there is good.
I told you that I clean out the stuff in St. Clair, I good not keep all the bathing suits heather hnd out there, of course they where hers when she was little, it came back so fast that i just kept crying and told her if she was listing that we all miss her so much. and I don't understand why she could not be around, and why god took her so young. well hope your vacation was great. I hope to be able to come and walk around the fox track, at least once. Love you Mom
Pat Doerr <doerrpat@aol.com>
Fenton, Mo USA - Sunday, April 23, 2006 3:52 PM CDT

Hello Debbie and Vince, That is a great poem that Heather wrote. I miss Heather very much, not a day goes by that I don't think of her. She was a beautiful person. Glenn will start his treatment April 7th. He is feeling better today, just more tired than normal. I wish you both a great week. Be careful driving in the rain today. Talk to you soon. Bye
Love Kim

Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@jcn.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Monday, March 27, 2006 9:32 AM CST

Hi Debbie and Vince, I hope you had a good Thanksgiving. We went down to my Mom's. I just wanted to say hello and to let you know I was thinking of you guys. Stay warm and talk to you soon. Bye Love Kim
Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@jcn.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Thursday, December 1, 2005 11:17 AM CST

Hi Guys! Just thought I would let you know that I think of you both often. I look at Heathers picture everyday. Hope that things are going OK. Talk to you soon.
Kim Doerr <kim_doerr@unigroupinc.com>
Washington, mo - Friday, November 4, 2005 8:27 AM CST

Heather, I know your mommy was the best thing that every happened to you here on earth and now you are an Angel in heaven. Watch over your mommy and help her through the hard time. She loves you so much.
Karen Block
Florissant , mo usa - Friday, October 28, 2005 2:11 PM CDT

Hello Debbie and Vince-Just a note to say hello and to let you know we are always thinking of you. Have a Happy October! Talk to you soon. Bye Love, Kim
Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@jcn.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Monday, October 10, 2005 10:58 AM CDT

Hi Debbie and Vince, Have a safe week-end and enjoy the wedding. Tell the lucky couple we wish them all the best and a life of happiness. Stay Safe. Talk to you soon. Bye Love, Kim
Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@jcn.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Friday, September 2, 2005 2:15 PM CDT

Not a day goes by that I don't think of Heather. She is always in my heart and I miss her everyday. I think of all the fun times we had together. We will always love Heather Lee!!!!!!
We just got back from Florida on Sunday morning and then we took Kristin down to Branson to be with John, Christie, Kaelyn and John Jr. So she is getting quite a vacation is year.
Hope to talk and get together soon.
Heather will always live on in our hearts and minds. She was a special young lady. I love you Heather>
Bye Love Kim
Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@jcn.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 9:49 AM CDT

We miss Heather a ton, and it doesn't seem to get easier. We've been blessed with family and friends who sincerely care and we can't tell you how much it does help. One year ago today we lost someone who we loved dearly. God knows how very much we miss her, and not a day will go by that she isn't in our thoughts. Look down upon us, Angel. You know how much we love you, be with God and wait for the day that we can be together again.

Forever in our hearts, always on our mind!

Step-dad and Godfather <vinman@hawaii.com>
Arnold, MO Jefferson - Monday, August 1, 2005 8:45 AM CDT

Hi Debbie and Vince-Just wanted to say hello. I hope things are going okay. Have a great week. Talk to you soon. Bye Love Kim
Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@jcn.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 9:40 AM CDT

Hi

Just wanted to let you know that everything is going great, glad you experienced the guys, kinda of kinky, but like i said it was quite different than the last time i saw them. Hope it didn't make you queasy. I just order stuff for lisa & jason, I wanted 1 to go to her, but it doesn't look like that is going to happen, so it will all come here. thats not what i wanted but old well.

You haven't put anything out there for July, I was just wondering.

Mom
Pat Doerr <doerrpat@aol.com>
Fenton, Mo US - Sunday, July 10, 2005 1:26 PM CDT

Hi Guys,
I know today will be hard, but I think that Heather would be very Proud of both of you. We will celebrate this day in her memory, along with raise some funds to help find a cure! See you tonight--Glad I could help.
Kim Doerr <kim_doerr@unigroupinc.com>
Washington, mo USA - Friday, June 17, 2005 1:48 PM CDT

d

Debbie
jUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I THINK WHAT YOUR ARE DOING IS GREAT, AND YOU HAVE GOTTEN THE AMOUNT UP TO $2000.00 FOR CANCER AND IT IS HAPPENING ON heather birthday, I feel real bad because we are not going to be there, but I just didn't realize it would be on her brithday.

keep on doing what you are doing I know Heather's knows and that she would think you were the best mom, because you haven't forgot and are doing things for other people.

Love Mom
Pat Doer <doerrpat@aol.com>
Fen ton , Mo US - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 10:53 PM CDT

Hello and Good Morning!
Just wanted to wish everyone and good week-end. We are going to Paul's graduation tonight. Maybe we can get together sometime this week-end. Have a good day and I'll talk to you later. Bye Love, Kim
Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@jcn.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Friday, May 13, 2005 10:43 AM CDT

Good Morning,
Just thought I would let you know I was thinking about you guys again.I know that Sunday will be rough, but Heather is still with you everyday in your heart.She couldn't have had a better MOM.I bet my 2 wish you would have been thier MOM. I know it will be rough, but I will wish it to you any way--Happy Mothers Day!
kim doerr <kim_doerr@unigroupinc.com>
WAshington, MO USA - Thursday, May 5, 2005 9:02 AM CDT

DEBBIE & VINCE
JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THERE ARE NO PICTURES OF HEATHER SHOWING IN THE PICTURE PLACE, THEY ARE ALL EMPTY.
I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING TO YOU SUNDAY, BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT YOU TO FEEL BAD AT ALLISON'S FIRST COMMUNION, I HAVE THAT ROSARY AND I WILL GIVE IT TO YOU. I MISS HEATHER EVERY DAY AND IT SEEMS I FINE MYSELF CRYING WHEN I AM IN THE CAR BY MYSELF, I KNOW IT DOESN'T GET ANY BETTER EVEN THOUGH I THOUGHT I WOULD BY NOW NOT CRYING ANY MORE, BUT IT SEEMS TO ME THAT I CRY MORE NOW THAN BEFORE. I TRY TO KEEP MY SELF BUSY, DOING A LOT OF THINGS, I THINK ABOUT DOING THINGS IN HEATHER NAME SO WE DON'T FORGET HER.

LOVE YOU ALL

MOM
PATRICIA DOERR <DOERRPAT@AOL.COM>
FENTON, MO US - Monday, May 2, 2005 2:45 AM CDT

hey guys hope your doing ok. Im busy i think st lukes needs to open a room for me Im there all the time. Its crazy. In 2 months im going to to train to be a tech im excited i will be able to interact and care for everyone on the floor the training is going to be hard but i know i can do it. well i hope to talk to you soon. love Ali
Ali Vitale <bluize44@swbell.net>
arnold, mo - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 1:01 PM CDT

Deb & Vince,
Just thought I would say HI! I think you you guys often, and even check this page, although I do not always sign in.
Hope things are going OK. Talk to you later.

Kim Doerr <kim_doerr@unigroupinc.com>
WAshington, mo USA - Monday, April 25, 2005 3:34 PM CDT

Hi Deb & Vince
Russerection called us about the portrait of Heather, they said the wanted our input were to put the picture, I told them that we wanted it over Heather's Name,and they said they thought it was to big, so I talked to your DAd and we told them if it had to cover up a little, to cover up the Doerr Name in the middle. They agreed to do it that way so it should be getting it on there within the next two weeks, because of the weather.

Hope you are doing ok, I need your help on the computer
I have a couple of things but mostly I need to get the names & address on the labels and everything I tried just didn't work I am on the 50th year reunion of our High School and I am sending out all the information and it would be so much easier to print out labels with there name and address on them.

Thanks
Mom
Patricia Doerr <doerrpat@aol.com>
Fenton, Mo United States - Friday, April 22, 2005 1:05 PM CDT

Hi Debbie and Vince, I just wanted to say hello and to let you know that I was thinking of you. Have a good day and rest of the week. We had a nice time at the movies Saturday. We will have to go again soon. Talk to you soon. Bye Love Kim PS Kristin got a 1st place ribbon for her conservation poster for the Jefferson county Water and Soil
Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@jcn.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 3:28 PM CDT

hey guys im sitting here in a class for st lukes and im at lunch thought i would stop by and say hello. Miss you guys a bunch
ali vitale <bluize44@swbell.net>
arnold, mo - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 1:01 PM CDT

DEBBIE AND VINCE
i JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT WE ARE THINKING ABOUT YOU I KNOW THE HOLIDAY ARE TUFF BECAUSE I MISS MY PARENTS DURING THESE TIME BUT I KNOW IN MY HEART THEY ARE HERE WITH ME THEY JUST WATCH OVER US WHEN I REALLY FEEL DOWN IN THE DUMP I FEEL THEM INSIDE FO ME TRING TO BRING MY MOOD UP BUT I WILL NOT KNOW WHAT IS LIKE TO LOSE A CHILD AND I KNOW IT IS DIFFERENT THAN LOSING YOUR PARENTS ARE EVEN A BROTHER BUT YOU KNOW THAT SHE WAS THE MOST LOVING CHILD THAT ANYONE COULD HAVE BECAUSE LOOK AT THE WONDERFUL MOTHER AND FATHER SHE HAD WELL I GOT TO GO LOVE ALWAYS KIM
KIM VANDEWAARSENBURG <KVDW112@AOL.COM>
BRANDON, FL - Saturday, April 9, 2005 1:48 PM CDT

Debbie & Vince

We got a letter from Russerction Cementary, and Heather picture is ready to be put on the Stone, but they said it would take 2 to 4 weeks before it will be put on the stone, I just wanted to let you know that it should be soon.

Mom

Patircia Doerr <doerrpat@aol.com>
Fenton, Mp US - Friday, April 8, 2005 2:55 PM CDT

Hi!

remember I said that the masses for Heather and my Mom & Dad hadn't been said yet, what guess what I want to 11 o'oclcok mass sunday and it was for Heather, I checked my weekly letter and the one I picked up for Easter was the one from the last week So I got to go the mass that was for Heather, Mom's mass is this thursday at 8 a.m. but dad's mass hasn't been put on the mass schedule/ Maybe it will be the 13th pf April like i ask for it. Hope you all are doing ok, I will be going to the cementary, because they pick up on 4/7, also I got the puppy dog for heather and i will be putting on the stone probably tomorrow 4/5
I have to get a blood test tomorrow early so i will go to vote after that and then i will go to the cementary after that. Did Jason & Brian get to go to the basketball Saturday night and are they going Monday(today) to see the basketball tonight? Mom Love You
Patricia Doerr <doerrpat@aol.com>
Fenton, Mo US - Monday, April 4, 2005 7:19 PM CDT

Hey there.:) hope you all are doing well. St Lukes is keeping me busy. hope you have a great day
Ali Vitale <bluize44@swbell.net>
Arnold, Mo - Saturday, April 2, 2005 2:50 AM CST

Hi Debbie and Vince, I hope you had a nice Easter! We went to the cemetery on Sunday. Yesterday Kristin and I took Granny Ruby to the cemetery. It's so hard to believe that Heather isn't here with us. There is no way we can truely understand how you must feel but know that we all love and miss Heather alot. Not a day goes by that I don't think of her. She was such a sweet person. I'm thankful that I was able to know her. Have a good day and talk to you soon. Bye Love, Kim, Glenn, Kristin, Brandi and Lee (Heather is forever in my heart!!!!!!!!!!)
Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@jcn.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Tuesday, March 29, 2005 11:28 AM CST

Hope you guys have a great Easter i think about you guys all the time .

Love Always

ALi VItale <bluize44@swbell.net>
arnold, mo - Saturday, March 26, 2005 8:43 AM CST

Hi!
I was just thinking about Heather and remembering last year at Easter at Donna's and how good Heather was that day, I was making out Cards for the grandchildren, and I decided that I needed to do something for Heather so I am going to , make a contribution to caringbridge since is has really been good for the whole family and we can look out here and see what is going on and other people still look out here also, people i use to work with are all checking out here to see how you and Vince are getting on,so I though this would be a nice way to keep Heather in our minds and remember her also.

Love you Mom

Patricia C Doerr <doerrpat@aol.com>
Fenton,

Hi Guys!
Hope you are all doing OK.
Kim Doerr <kim_doerr@unigroupinc.com>
Washington , mo USA - Monday, March 14, 2005 2:25 PM CST

Hi!

Just looking for stuff on the internet, for Dad, trying to get our coupons for the TV and as yet we have not received them, and according to them it has been put on our account but the number of points don't add up. I just thought I let you know that best buy, is not up to parr when you spend a lot of money there. Guest I will hve to call them on the phone and see what i can get from them.

Hope you are feeling better I intend to go to the cementary Saturday, I have got a couple of things to put there, both for St. Patricks day and Easter.

Patricia C Doerr <doerrpat@aol.com>
Fenton, Mo US - Thursday, March 10, 2005 1:27 PM CST

Hi Deb! Just dropping a note. I visit this just about evertime I am online but don't always write. I hope you are doing ok. Yesterday at church both sermons were on how to deal or handle a loved ones illness and why they happen. It is interesting. If you are interested, our church has grief support groups that meet every Sunday from 1-3. I am pretty sure that is the time. Let me know if you are interested and I'll double check. I have your GS cookies, so I'll be by one day this week!
Talk to you soon. Love ya lots!
Denise Purdy (thats the first time for this site) <dubld3@aol.com>
Arnold, MO USA - Monday, March 7, 2005 2:38 PM CST

Hi!
Just playing aroundon the computer, so I thought I would visit Heather's Guestbook, I have order something for Heathers Grave but it won't get here until the end of May, They were out of it and put it for a later time. I sure hope I get it because it's something I know she would of liked. Hope you are getting better Debbie, I know I pray for you everyday. Hope Cassie is doing great in School, looking forward to her graduation. By the way when does she graduate. I need to find out when Tony's is also, Were invited to bridget burk's graduation on May 15the in Columbia, Dad won;t go unless he changes his mind but I plan to go if it doesn't correspond with Tony's, graduation, which I hope Cassie & Tony's arent's the same nite.

Mom
Patricia Doerr <doerrpat@aol.com>
Fenton, Mo US - Saturday, March 5, 2005 11:24 AM CST

HI Guys hope things are well. i just want you to know i think of you and Heather everyday.i found an old tape that Heather and i would listen to when we would cruise Lindberg in my moms car.. we thought we were so cool. LOL oh but we were hahah . We all need to get together
Love
Ali
Ali Vitale <bluize44@swbell.net>
Arnold, mo - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 10:15 PM CST

Hi Debbie, Vince and Cassie, Hope you had a nice week-end. I just wanted to say hello and to wish everyone a good week. Talk to you soon. Bye Love Kim, Glenn, Kristin, Brandi and Lee
Have a good day today!
Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@jcn.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 10:55 AM CST

Just wanted to say hello.. hope your day is going well.

Love you guys
Ali
ali vitale <bluize44@swbell.net>
Arnold, Mo - Thursday, February 24, 2005 12:33 AM CST

Hi!

Couldn't sleep, so I got on the internet and decided to look at Heather's guestbook, I am out here a lot, but I don't usually sign in, but its 3.48 a,m. and I havent' went to sleep so I had to fine something to do without waking up your dad. Love you all Its great to see that people really do care I am glad you have this to look at and see what is going on in other peoples lives. I get very upset about Heather, we were at the cementary today 2/18/2005 and we are finally getting her picture done so it will be on there in the next two months. I never did fine anything that I wanted for her, maybe I will fine something for St Patricks Day. Today Ricky Hull would have been 46, he died when he was 19. I hope all is well lwith you 3, Maybe I will see you tomorrow at Denice's. If I get any rest at all

Love Mom
Pat Doerr <doerrpat@aol.com>
Fenton , Mo US - Saturday, February 19, 2005 3:53 AM CST

Hi Deb, & Vince!
Happy Valentine's day to you both. Just thought I would let you know that I think of Heather everyday--I have her picture sitting right next to my computer monitor--All my kids & grandkids are behind ME! Heather had a wonderful MOM and Bonus Dad!
Hope you both have a good day.

PS--I do have some pictures for you. (it's about time huh)
Kim Doerr <kim_doerr@unigroupinc.com>
Washington , mo usa - Monday, February 14, 2005 1:57 PM CST

Hi Debbie, Vince and Cassie, Happy Valentine's Day!!!!!!!!
Have a happy and fun day. Talk to you soon.
See you on Saturday. Bye Love Kim
Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@jcn.net>
Arnold, mo USA - Monday, February 14, 2005 9:16 AM CST

I just wanted to say hello and let you guys know that i still think about Heather everyday, my thoughts and prayers are with your family.
Jaclyn Weggenmann <Jaclyn1403@aol.com>
- Thursday, February 10, 2005 10:43 AM CST

Debbie, I just want to let you know I am thinking of you and how MUCH YOU ARE LOVED. My prayers and thoughts are with you each and everyday. Love you!
Stacy Schwartz Zaitz <smz8790@aol.com>
Arnold, Mo Jefferson - Monday, February 7, 2005 8:47 PM CST

I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful Heather. I also lost my only child... My 14 year old son Jeffrey on 11/7/04...

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

Jeff's website: http://www.freewebs.com/jeffreypeak

Meredith, Jeff's Mom <merry1227@yahoo.com>
Ellensburg, WA USA - Sunday, January 30, 2005 10:14 PM CST

Just wanted to say HELLO!!!

Love
Ali
Ali Vitale <bluize44@swbell.net>
Arnold, Mo - Saturday, January 29, 2005 2:00 PM CST

Hello! It's been a long time since I've seen or talked to you, no excuses except that it's been rough. I honestly would like to come visit sometime. I found something that I thought you might be interested in because I think Heather would have enjoyed it. You may already know about it, but if not it's just a thought here's a link http://www.maryville.edu/pulitzer/ .

With Love,
Amy
Amy Wucher <OhNoIBrokeMyHalo@aol.com>
- Friday, January 14, 2005 2:02 AM CST

Hi Debbie and Vince, What wonderful memories people have of Heather. Reading all these memories just confirms how special Heather was to everyone. Some people just stand out and she was one of them, I really miss Heather alot. Have a good day and try to stay dry. I hope Cassie is doing ok. She must be getting excitied about graduation. Talk to you soon. Love, Kim
Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@jcn.net>
Arnold, mo USA - Thursday, January 13, 2005 9:59 AM CST

She floats on the clouds
lights as a feather
She is missed
but never forgotten.
Ali Vitale <bluize44@swbell.net>
arnold, mo - Friday, January 7, 2005 11:47 AM CST

Debbie-
I was just visiting my friend lindsays caring site which brought me to view your daughters. Its funny while reading it how everytyhing just sounds so alike in so many ways. They both fought so hard for the life that they fully deserved! Lindsay was an amazing person, beautiful inside and out, she never gave up the fight. I can see that your daughter was the same way! I was reading a entry about Heather and she had a different laugh, so did lindsay, it was so cute. To this day I can still hear her little chuckle!! I don't understand why things like this take over such incredible people and i will never understand other than the fact that god must have some type of a plan for them. You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers as well!!
Kelli Schwartz <xokellisweetiexo@aol.com>
Tonawanda, NY - Friday, January 7, 2005 11:27 AM CST

Hi Debbie, Vince and Cassie, I wish you all a Happy New Year! It's great to read everyone's memories of Heather. She was a special person. Debbie we want to wish you a Happy Birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and many more. Have a good day and talk to you soon. Bye Love, Kim, Glenn, Kristin, Brandi and Lee
Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@jcn.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Thursday, January 6, 2005 9:50 AM CST

Debbie --

Thank you so much for your thoughtful posting on Lindsay's website. I read Heather's history, and see so many similarities in how she and Lindsay handled what life had thrown them. They both fought so hard to stay !! Their bright light will continue to shine on --- in our hearts, in our minds, in stories told and re-told, and in our case, in her new little niece, Jaiden, that Lindsay was so looking forward to spoiling. I'll end my post with a quote that I recently saw that says "Perhaps they are not stars but rather openings in Heaven where our loved ones are shining down upon us to let us know they are happy". God Bless.

Bonnie MacIver (Lindsay's Mom)
(www.caringbridge.org/ny/lindsaym)
Bonnie MacIver <BonnieJM@adelphia.net>
Tonawanda, NY U.S.A. - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 11:40 PM CST

Hi Debbie, Thanks for your guestbook entry at our son and brother Alex's CaringBridge site (http://www.caringbridge.org/ny/alex/). I stopped by and read Heather's journal entries today. Thank you so much for sharing... it's another example to me of how strong and inspirational our kids are, even (or especially) when they are so sick. I too have been browsing various CaringBridge sites lately, from one to another, trying to find solace, or perhaps shared experiences, with other bereaved parents, or maybe to learn about Alex's new friends. I suppose the silver lining, if there is one in this awful experience, is the revelation of the good in people. Please accept our sympathies, and our prayers for healing, from another family that understands.
Mark, Karen and Carrie Wozniak <mwozniak@wbfo.org>
Tonawanda (Buffalo), NY - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 2:04 PM CST

Hi Debbie- You dont know me but I was Lindsay's best friend and I saw that you had wrote on her site..you had a beautiful daughter and I am sorry about your loss...Heather sounded like a wonderful friend and daughter..I miss my Linz so much and I cant understand why such horrible things happen to the best people...Stay strong and know that she is always with you...Have a good year..
Melissa G <misalisa13@yahoo.com>
Tonawanda, ny - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 9:37 AM CST

HI Debbie and Vince just wanted to say hi. Hope to see you soon!!!!!!! I love you guys. Hope you have a good New Year!!!
Ali
Ali Vitale <bluize44@swbell.net>
arnold, mo - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 10:56 PM CST

HI DEBBIE, I'M LINDAY'S FATHER. I SAW THAT YOU POSTED ON HER WEB SITE AND I THANK YOU. UNFORTUNATLY, I KNOW WHAT YOU HAVE GONE THRU AND WHAT YOU ARE FEELING. I CAN ONLY SAY THAT EVERYONE WILL TELL YOU THAT IT GETS EASIER. I HAVE NOT EXPERIENCED THAT YET. I MISS HER MORE WITH EVERY PASSING DAY AS I'M SURE YOU MISS HEATHER. I READ THE JOURNAL ON HEATHER FROM THE FIRST DAY YOU STARTED WRITING. ITS JUST AMAZING TO ME THE FIGHT THAT THESE KIDS HAVE IN THEM. I KNOW LINDSAY WAS A FIGHTER RIGHT TO THE END. SHE ALWAYS THOUGHT SHE WOULD BEAT HER DISEASE. SHE NEVER COMPLAINED AND SHE ALWAYS KEPT A BEAUTIFUL SMILE ON HER FACE. SHE WAS SUCH AN INSPIRATION TO ME AND EVERYONE AROUND HER. YOU STAY STRONG AND YOU WILL BE IN MY PRAYERS. GOD BLESS. (www.caringbridge.org/ny/lindsaym)
Steve MacIver (Lindsay's Father) <ninetywest@yahoo.com>
Niagara Falls, NY USA - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 9:42 PM CST

Hey this is garrett one of those guys that work with heather at six flags. There not a day goes by that she is not in my prayers and my thoughts she was a speacal girl
my prayers are with you and you familiy
garrett alexander <galexander1344@hotmail.com>
pacific, mo usa - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 7:14 PM CST

Hi Debbie and Vince, I think what your doing is a great way to remember Heather and honor her. I'm sure her stocking will be overflowing with memories from many different people. She was such a great person and anyone who knew her will have a good memory of her. When I'm out at the mall or at the movies I always think of the times when Heather and I did those things. Debbie I want to thank you for including everyone in this new tradition for Heather. Heather has a wonderful Mother. Tell Vince and Cassie we said hello. Talk to you soon. Bye Love, Kim, Glenn ,Kristin, Brandi and Lee
Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@jcn.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Thursday, December 9, 2004 8:57 AM CST

Hi Debbie and Family,
I stopped by the page today and I'm not even sure why. I still think of Heather alot. She went through so much. We never understand why God takes away a young vibrant person,
but he knows his reasons.

Don't you think that Heaven is a wonderful place? All the
people that we have lost on earth will be waiting there for
us when we arrive.
I know that I will meet Heather in Heaven. Look how close the names are spelled. I will know her cause she will have
a smile that lights up the heavens. Besides that, she has her own star.... So when I look up to the stars, I know where she will be.
Know that the God of us all is with you always.
When my husband passed away, I found this poem:

I give you this one thought to keep-
I am with you still - I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush,
I am the swift, uplifting rush of quiet
birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not think of me as gone-
I am with you still - in each new dawn.

Seasons come and go. But love lasts FOREVER.
Heather will always be in your hearts.
And that is the way it should be.
Her body is gone, but not her spirit or her love.

God Bless you Debbie, Vince, Cassie and the rest
of her family.

Janet Baechle <mama43@peaknet.net>
Freeburg, IL 62243 - Monday, November 22, 2004 9:49 AM CST

Hi Debbie and Vince, Not a day goes by that I don't think of Heather in some way. I have been going through some of my pictures remembering the times we spent together. They were all good times that I will never forget. Debbie you have the most perfect "Guardian Angel". She will make sure that your OK. Tell Cassie we said hello. Have a good week. Talk to you soon. Bye Love Kim, Kristin, Glenn, Brandi and Lee
Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@jcn.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Monday, November 8, 2004 3:57 PM CST

I was thinking about Heather today and wanted to stop by and say Hi. Hang in there. Jessica's mom www.caringbridge.org/mo/jessica
Patty Roth <Menmypiano@aol.com>
Arnold, MO US - Saturday, November 6, 2004 9:49 AM CST

Hi Debbie, Vince and Cassie, We just wanted you wish you all a Happy and Safe Halloween. Talk to you soon. Bye Love Kim, Glenn, Kristin, Brandi and Lee
Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@jcn.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Friday, October 29, 2004 11:04 AM CDT

Debbie, Vince & Cassie

This is the first time since I got my new computer that i tried to get into the caringbridge just to read all the good things about Heather, I am having one heck of a time, so I know you are too, I still pray everynite for Heather, even though I know she is in heaven, I went to the cementary Friday, October 8th, to see is they put everything on the stone, but as yet it hasnot been done, they called over two weeks ago, and I was under the information that it was going to be done right after they called, Grandpa said they said 8 to 9 weeks, I did inquire about having her picture put on there and it will be done but first they have to put her name and that on the stone. I really miss her so much and I don't know how to explain it but I feel like she is talking to me and telling me to quit crying and get on with my life, which I am trying to do
I just don't know where to go except to ask god to help me out, hopefully he will help me thru this, I know how it must be for you and I don't like to say to much, except I love you all and God help us all to fine our way.

Love Mom
Pat Doerr <doerrpat@aol.com>
Fenton, Mo - Saturday, October 9, 2004 1:48 AM CDT

Debbie & Vince, I can't help but think about Heather and you guys just about everyday. I Pray everyday that the pain you feel becomes less and less. Some how I know it has not been easy for you. Some days aren't easy for me to not cry about mom and dad. Just want yah to know I love you guys,and my thoughts and prays are still there for ya Oh by the way my shafleria is doing great. thanks for the plant it will always be a special reminder of heather for me.
Joan Hull <Jehfrds@sbcglobal.net>
Crystal, mo USA - Monday, September 27, 2004 0:36 AM CDT

Hi Debbie and Vince, I wanted to wish you both a good week-end. We are going down to my Mom's tonight after work. It's been almost 2 months since we were down there. It will be nice to see everyone. Sunday my Dad is taking me to a Rams football game. I've never been to one. It should be alot of fun. Take Care and talk to you soon. Say hello to Vince and Cassie for us. Bye Love Kim, Glenn, Kristin, Brandi and Lee
Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@jcn.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Friday, September 24, 2004 10:00 AM CDT

Debbie, I can not say I know what you are going through. I can only say I know how you felt every time you went to the doctor hoping they would say they found a cure for Heather. With Steven I just take it one day at a time. I guess the grieving period is the same, one day at a time. I have known you for a long time and you are a very strong women. I am sorry to say I did not get to know Heather as she got older but she sure sounded a lot like you. Strong and Beautiful!!! Debbie time heals all pain and you will be alright. Keep faith and Heather in your heart. God is holding you and he will see you through this. I am here for you any time any hour. I love you! Debbie you and your family are in my prayers.
Stacy Schwartz Zaitz <smz8790@aol.com>
Arnold, Mo Jefferson - Saturday, September 18, 2004 2:48 PM CDT

Debbie, I can not say I know what you are going through. I can say I understand what you want through the hope of each new day hoping you will hear the words you are cured. You know about Steven and the only way I make it is one day at a time. I know you and you are a very stong Lady and even though I did not know Heather as she got older she soulds just like you. She is very beautiful in the pictures. My thoughts and prayers are with you and if you need a shoulder I am here for you. I love you and remember God has you in his hand and will help you through this hard time.
Stacy Schwartz Zaitz <smz8790@aol.com>
Arnold, Mo Jefferson - Saturday, September 18, 2004 2:12 PM CDT

Hi Debbie and Vince, I just wanted to wish you both a good week-end. Maybe we can go to the movies again soon. Talk to you soon. Our prayers are with you always. Bye Love Kim, Glenn, Kristin, Brandi and Lee
Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@jcn.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Friday, September 10, 2004 1:58 PM CDT

Debbie and Vince,
I am glad to see the update. I still stop by to check on you. I do beleive that Heather is telling you that she is okay. She will always be with you and will welcome you both home some day. Keep in touch.
Debra Spoljaric
St. Louis, MO USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 10:11 PM CDT

Hi Debbie & Vince, I hope you had a good week-end. Kristin was running a fever most of it, so we just hung out at home most of the time. She was glad to go to school today. I wish you both a good week. Heather is always in my thoughts. Talk to you soon. Bye Love, Kim
Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@jcn.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 11:16 AM CDT

Debbie, I am a friend of your sister Diane. I cannot image what you are now dealing with...the loss of a child. However, my parent both died of cancer, my dad 7/22/04 and my mom 7/29/04. In fact, Terry Adams told me of Heather's passing when she came to the funeral home for my mom. It's hard to lose someone close and having both parent gone within a week of one another is tough. While they were both in their 80's, up to the end of July, they were always there for me. But, we will all make it thru this, little by little.
Peggy Allen <roc986@cs.com>
Arnold, MO - Friday, September 3, 2004 3:07 PM CDT

Hi Debbie and Vince, My thoughts and prayers are with you everyday. I love and miss Heather very much. Sometimes I think she is going to call and say can I come over and watch a movie, I guess in my heart she is always watching those movies with me. Please know if there is ever anything you need I will do what I can to help. Talk to you soon. Bye Love Kim
Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@jcn.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Thursday, September 2, 2004 8:50 AM CDT

I saw Heather's obituary in the paper today and I wanted to tell you how sorry I am about her passing. My heart just sank when I read it.
Patty, Mother of Jessica, www.caringbridge.org/mo/jessica
Patty Roth <Menmypiano@aol.com>
Arnold, MO - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 3:51 PM CDT

Dear Vince, Debbie and family,
I was so sorry to hear of Heather's passing. It is so sad to see such a young life go. But I know that she is in a better place now and free of the pain that burdened her for so long. We were all thinking of you today in San Antonio and I will continue to think of you and pray for God's strength and peace in your lives. I love you all so much!
Sarah Fountain <sarahfountain1@hotmail.com>
Conroe, TX US - Friday, August 6, 2004 0:13 AM CDT

Debbie & Vince, I am a friend of Tom and Donna's and work with Kim Doerr , veiwing the web page everyday along with Kim became a part of my daily routine. My heart and prayers go out to you and your family... God Bless !!!
Jackie Chaplin <jax0564@aol.com>
Cedar Hill, MO - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 3:55 PM CDT

God has another angel and with true faith we know she is in a better place. Debbie, my heart goes out to you and your family. Stay in the loving arms of our Lords embrace and cherish all the wonderful memories. We'll all meet again one day. My prayers are with you and your family.
Brenda Kirouac <bkiroauc@charter.net>
Cookeville, TN USA - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 1:46 PM CDT

Vince,
My deepest and sincerest sympathies to you and your family.
I really can't express how sorry I was to hear of your loss.
I really don't know what mere words could give any peace or comfort to any parents under these circumstances, so I'll just say that I hope you all find peace somehow in your treasured memories.

Bill Drendel <wbdrendel@magellanhealth.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 11:34 AM CDT

We at the Siteman Cancer Center would just like to say how sorry we are to hear about Heather. We all loved her dearly and she will be missed. We know it's hard, and we know you've heard it a lot, but she is in a better place now with no more pain. Please let us know if you need anything.
The ladies at the Siteman Cancer Center
St. Louis, MO USA - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 8:25 AM CDT

Debbie and Vince-Checking Heather's web page became part of my everyday routine at work, and now my heart breaks. Debbie please know that I loved Heather very much and will never forget her, she was like a second daughter to me. We had alot of fun times together. God has gained a wonderful Angel in Heather. Love Kim
Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@jcn.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Tuesday, August 3, 2004 10:13 AM CDT

I am so sorry for your loss. I pray that God strengthens you in the knowledge that He holds her in his arms until the day you can hold her in your arms again.
Susan Self <Selfcaps@aol.com>
- Tuesday, August 3, 2004 8:53 AM CDT

Debbie, Vince, and family- I just wanted you all to know that, of course, you have been in my thoughts and prayers. I feel so blessed and honored to have known Heather and have her part of my life. Since I met her, she was always exceptionally accepting and caring towards me. She has definitely shown such great strength and bravery. Heather was a remarkable person and I will miss her a lot.
Lisa Sapp <uilisa2000@yahoo.com>
Grayslake, IL - Monday, August 2, 2004 4:31 PM CDT

Debbie and Vince and family--what can I say? I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. You all must be so proud of Heather. She was truly a remarkable young lady to endure all that she has this past year with such grace and strength. Mere mortals would have given up long ago, she is an inspiration. Following is a poem that I thought was fitting. I know she will never be far from your thoughts and never out of your heart, YOUR pain will go on, but thankfully SHE is now free from pain and THAT is what you have to hold on to.

I'm Free

Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free
I'm folowing the path God laid for me.
I took God's hand when I heard the call
I turned my back and left it all.

I could not stay another day
To laugh, to love, to work or play.
Tasks left undone must stay that way,
I found that place at the close of day.

If parting has left a void,
Then fill it with remembered joy.
A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss.
Ah yes, these things, I too, will miss.

Be not burdened with times of sorrow,
I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow.
My life's been full, I savored much,
Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch.
Perhaps my time seemed all too brief,
don't lengthen it now with undue grief.
Lift up your heart and share with me,
God wanted me now, God set me free.

I also want to send my sympathies to Heather's friends. Your grief should not be overlooked. I lost my best friend, Elena, 11 years ago when I was 25, so I know first hand how devastating losing Heather is to you all. Stick together, and take comfort from each other. I can tell you from my experience that it has helped me by keeping in touch with Elena's family through the years. I hope some of you will be able to do the same with Debbie.

I will keep you all in my prayers. If there is anything I can do for you, PLEASE don't hesitate to ask.
Tina Jackson <teenerj@aol.com>
House Springs, MO USA - Monday, August 2, 2004 3:53 PM CDT

Heather was a really great cousin!I really miss her alot too!I really truley love and I really care for her!She was a really great girl and she was very nice and pretty.And let her always be loved by everyone!
Katelyn Medina <katelyn_877@hotmail.com>
Highland, IL USA - Monday, August 2, 2004 12:42 AM CDT

Letter to mom
by......Joy Curnutt

Mom, please don't feel guilty
it was just my time to go.
i see you are still feeling sad,
And the tears just seem to flow.

We all come to earth our lifetime,
And for some it's not may years
I don't want you to keep crying
You are shedding so many tears.

I haven't really left you
Even though it may seem so.
I have just gone to my heavenly home,
And I'm closer to you than you know.

Just believe that when you say my name
I'm standing next to you,
I know you long to see me,
But theres' nothing I can do.

But I'll still send you messages
And hope you understand,
That when your time come to "cross over,"
I'll be there to take your hand.

Blessed are those who mourn:
they shall be comforted (Mt 5:4)

sharon booker
(scc treatment center)
sharon booker <cherbookr2@aol.com>
st. louis, mo - Monday, August 2, 2004 11:44 AM CDT

Vince and Debbie,
We mourn with you, but also take comfort in knowing that Heather's soul is in a beautiful place and free from pain...she will join those angels who are watching over us...she was a model of courage and faith for everyone who had contact with her. Through my tears that I know join those of others who know you, I offer my prayers and thoughts of comfort and love...
Sandy Buchmiller <slbuchmiller@magellanhealth.com>
Highland, IL - Monday, August 2, 2004 11:40 AM CDT

Vince,

We greive not for those who have gone on but for those who are left behind.

Heather is in a place which is void from pain and suffering. A place where she will see you always not through the eyes of a human but through the eyes of her soul.

She will be missed immensely, but take comfort in knowing that she is happy at at total peace.
Lee Schmidt <lmschmidt@magellanhealth.com>
Ballwin, MO USA - Monday, August 2, 2004 10:21 AM CDT

Debbie and Vince,
My heart sank when I heard of Heather's passing. I pray that God will ease your pain and lift your spirits with the knowledge that Heather is in a better place, free from pain and sorrow.
Joe Smith
Chesterfield, Mo USA - Monday, August 2, 2004 8:43 AM CDT

Vince and family,
I am so very sorry for your loss. Heather seemed like such an extraordinary young woman. I wish I could havd met her. You and your family are in my prayers and thoughts. May God hold you close and comfort you. God bless you all.

Linda
Linda Whited <ljwhited@magellanhealth.com>
- Monday, August 2, 2004 8:42 AM CDT

Debbie and Vince
I want to let you Know That Heather is in our heart she is still By are side watching over us now with no sorrow or pain but full of the love that you have given her all of her life she was the strongest person I ever met she fought to go on but she gave us all a lesson that there is a god and he really work in a misteriest way so really her job was done and that is why we are here to fullfill the work of the lord Remeber she has family in heaven with her she'll never be alone Love alway Kim
Kim VanDeWaarsenburg <Kvdw1112@aol.com>
Brandon, Fl - Monday, August 2, 2004 7:09 AM CDT

Heather touched our lives in many ways
And as family and friends prayed
Heather fought on, but became fragile
The Lord saw a beautiful new angel
As our tears fall like rain
Heather now knows no pain
For she has gone to a better place
With love in her heart and a smile on her face
She is not alone
For Heather is now home

Vince, may God be with you and your family during this very tough time and help give you the strength to go on. The poem came to me during the night as I delivered my newspapers and thought of Heather and my Nannie, your Aunt Charlotte. They are together now. Take care, Michele Lagow
Michele Lagow <jccml@sbcglobal.net>
Arlington, Tx USA - Monday, August 2, 2004 6:48 AM CDT

I am so sorry about Heather. I will hold you all in my prayers. May God hold all of you in the hollow of his hand.

Janet Baechle <mama43@peaknet.net>
Freeburg, IL - Monday, August 2, 2004 6:34 AM CDT

Dear Rawie Family,
I am so sorry for your loss. Heather will be missed by all. She was truly an angel. Heather colored a picture for me one day in the treatment center with a special message. I wil always remember her and my precious moments picture will be treasured. Your friend,
ELizabeth
Elizabeth Koval <gkoval@earthlink.net>
Ballwin, MO 63021 - Sunday, August 1, 2004 10:33 PM CDT

I am a friend of your sister, Diane. I just wanted to say how sorry I am for your loss. My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family.
Julie Powers <maddieboo02@yahoo.com>
Fenton, Mo St. Louis - Sunday, August 1, 2004 9:45 PM CDT

Just a note to say I'm thinking of you and your family as always. I remember the first time I saw you when you came to work with your mom clinging on to her leg. I thought "What an adorable little girl". Now 16 yrs. later(hard to believe its been that long) I'm thinking "What an amazing young lady". You and your family are in our prayers.
With love,
Holly
Holly Rolland <hbrolland@msn.com>
Imperial, MO USA - Sunday, August 1, 2004 12:33 AM CDT

Dear Heather and Family,
Just a little note to let you know that you have been in my prayers. Your favorite nurse,Elizabeth
elizabeth Koval <gkoval@earthlink.net>
ballwin, mo 63021 - Sunday, August 1, 2004 10:17 AM CDT

Heather, This is just a person in memphis who was directed to this site. The love given on this site is remarkable abd very down to earth. For a young person as your self we wish you a speedy recovery and the ability to continue to fight from within.
rob and tessa meister <dopeydope98@yahoo.com>
memphis, tn usa - Saturday, July 31, 2004 2:06 AM CDT

Hi, Heather...
I will be off work and out of town for the next couple of weeks, but will check the web site for updates whenever I have access to a PC. Know that my prayers and healing thoughts for you will not slow down...I will just be taking the web of love and support for you and your family farther afield. Gotta let you know again how much your contribution toward obtaining some Cardinals 'stuff' from the game last year meant to a little boy...my grandson told his mom yesterday that he wants to be a baseball player for Halloween this year - of course, a St. Louis Cardinal (this from someone who lives in the Chicago area)...so his love of baseball continues to grow. I wish for all of you: sunny days...restful nights...faith...hope...love...
Sandy Buchmiller <slbuchmiller@magellanhealth.com>
Highland, IL - Friday, July 30, 2004 8:50 PM CDT

Hi Heather, this is Linda from Vince's work. Hang in there, I am praying for you. If there is anything you want, let Vince know and he can let me know. We'll get it to you. Do you like to listen to books on cassette or CD? If so, what types of books? God Bless you...
Linda Whited <ljwhited@magellanhealth.com>
Florissant, MO - Friday, July 30, 2004 3:26 PM CDT

HI HEATHER....THIS IS SHARON FROM THE TREATMENT CENTER...
I WISH YOU PEACE AND COMFORT IN THE MIDST OF ANY STORM.
GET WELL SOON........
SHARON BOOKER <CHERBOOKR2@AOL.COM>
ST. LOUIS, MO - Friday, July 30, 2004 2:57 PM CDT

Hey Heather!
You're the power of strenght keep
up the good (work) which we know is hard
but you are doing a fantastic job at it
if ther is anything you want please
call are type it in we will do are best
to get it for you
Love Kim John Richar& Bryan
Kim VanDeWaarsenburg <Kvdw1112@aol.com>
Brandon, fl - Friday, July 30, 2004 5:28 AM CDT

hey Heather
I just want to let you know you are
the strongest girl I know You're real fighter
keep up the good work and we will keep you
in are prey,s If you want anything please call
are type it in we will do are best to get it
for you LOve KIm John Richard & Bryan
Kim VanDeWaarsenburg <Kvdw1112@aol.com>
Brandon, Fl - Friday, July 30, 2004 5:22 AM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with you all.. Heather, Keep fighting girlfriend... I am sorry you don't know who I am, I chit chat with a woman that works with Heather's mother. much love,
"Ray"
Ray <a_ray_of_sunshine_39@yahoo.com>
MA USA - Thursday, July 29, 2004 4:58 PM CDT

Hello,
Heather please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers along with your whole family. I pray that God puts his healing hand upon you and makes you well. I am a regular platelet donor for Barnes Jewish - my next donation appt. is August 18. Vince, if Heather needs platelets before then please let me know and I will schedule my appointment sooner.
Dan Dornseif <dwdornseif@magellanhealth.com>
Barnhart, MO USA - Wednesday, July 28, 2004 6:58 AM CDT

Hi, Heather,
My name is Melinda Schuster and I work at Magellan with your dad. I believe in the power of prayer. I'm going to add your name to the prayer list at my church. All of the members of the prayer chain will be lifting your name up to God and praying for your complete recovery. Keep the faith!
Melinda Schuster <mlschuster@magellanhealth.com>
Florissant, MO - Tuesday, July 27, 2004 4:00 PM CDT

Hi Heather. My name is Linda Whited and I work with your step-dad Vince. He is so very proud of you!! I am glad the surgery went well. You are in my prayers and thoughts. You have been through so much for someone so young. Your strength and will are such an inspiration to me. You and my daughter share the same birthday, so I know first hand how "focused" you can be. I know you will be home soon, on the road to recovery. God is truly awesome, and He must have some wonderful plans for you. Take care, rest and get stronger. God Bless you.
Linda Whited <ljwhited@magellanhealth.com>
Florissant, MO - Tuesday, July 27, 2004 3:30 PM CDT

Heather, Debbie and Vince
you are all in my thoughts and prayers.
Alba
- Tuesday, July 27, 2004 2:00 PM CDT

Hi Heather, Debbie & Vince,
Thanks so much for keeping me informed of Heather's condition. I will remember you all in my daily rosary and special intentions at the National Shrine of Our Lady of the Snows Healing Novena taking place this week in Belleville. Hang in there Heather, I know you are one tough girl.
Carol Fischer
Carol Fischer <c.r.fischer@worldnet.att.net>
Hazelwood, MO - Tuesday, July 27, 2004 10:35 AM CDT

Hi Heather, Debbie and Vince, I hope everyone has a good day today. My thoughts are with you all and prayers. Let Heather know that I love her and that I'm always thinking and wishing her the best. Love Aunt Kim and Kristin
Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@jcn.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Tuesday, July 27, 2004 8:47 AM CDT

Dear Heather,
We are with you in prayer and spirit. I just want to remind you that the power of prayer is tremendous and combine that with the most enduring spirit that you have shown this last 14 months, we have no doubt you will triumph. You are in our daily thoughts and prayers. We know that you are making progress even though there have been some setbacks. Our love to you, your Mom and DAd and of course Sprinkles.
Love Aunt Mary, Bill, Bridget and Sean
Mary Heidbreder <maryheidbreder@sbcglobal.net>
St Louis, MO US - Monday, July 26, 2004 5:30 PM CDT

My prayers are with you and the family. With all the prayers God bless you and give you the strength.
Debbie Snead <MCSnead2004@Yahoo.com>
O'Fallon, Mo St Charles - Monday, July 26, 2004 6:58 AM CDT

Hang in there Heather. We are praying for you. Paul and Nancy Lagow ( Vince's cousin).
Paul Lagow <paul_nancy@comcast.net>
Arlington, Tx USA - Monday, July 26, 2004 6:45 AM CDT

HELLO MISS HEATHER. THERE IS ONLY ONE THING ON MY HEART AND THAT IS THE FAITHFULNESS OF GOD. THAT HAS TO BE OUR FOCUS. WE CONTINUE TO WAGE WAR IN THE SPIRIT FOR YOU. WE PRAY AND THANK FATHER GOD CONTIUALLY FOR THE WHOLENESS IN YOUR BODY THAT JESUS PAID FOR. WE ARE BELIEVING FOR GOOD REPORTS. LIKE JOSHUA & CALEB, WE MUST BELIEVE THE REPORT OF THE LORD AND HIS REPORT IS HEALING AND WHOLENESS. LOVE YOU MUCH. AUNT VICKIE
VICKIE DOERR <WRITERMOM41@AOL.COM>
CEDAR HILL, MO USA - Sunday, July 25, 2004 11:22 PM CDT

Heather, I just want you to know that I think you are one of the bravest women I know. I wish I had a thimble full of your corage. My thought and prayers are with you.
Kathy Kasznel <gigglesk@charter.net>
St. Louis , MO USA - Sunday, July 25, 2004 9:11 PM CDT

Vince, Debbie, Heather & family - just want you to know that you are all in our thoughts & prayers here at Magellan. We always hope to hear good news each day, but realize that some days there will be setbacks. Stay positive and hang in there. I hope that Heather's strength comes back and that there are good days ahead.
Take care,
Angie & the gang from Magellan...
Angela Willie <amwillie@magellanhealth.com>
Maryland Heights, MO USA - Friday, July 23, 2004 3:23 PM CDT

Hi Heather, Always remember that you are always in my thoughts and prayers, and I love you very much. I wish there was something I could do to help you. Never give up, you are a strong young lady. I need my movie partner. stay mentally strong and you will get through this. See you Soon. Bye Love Aunt Kim and Kristin
Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@jcn.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Thursday, July 22, 2004 9:09 AM CDT

Hi Everyone,
Hang in there, things will get better.Heather keep up the fighting, you can do it.You all have been in our thoughts and prayers. Talk to you soon.

Kim <kim_doerr@unigroupinc.com>
Washington , mo usa - Wednesday, July 21, 2004 3:57 PM CDT

Hi Heather,

This is the other Doug, Uncle Doug. I could have been a doctor, but I just couldn't waste another 8 years of college (Animal House reference). I'm glad to hear things are looking better. I see that you are strong willed, set in your ways, etc. I guess they have not milked the Irish (Keough) out of you. Keep up the fight. I will see you soon.
Doug Dobey <dwdobey@aol.com>
Imperial, MO 63052 - Monday, July 19, 2004 11:31 PM CDT

Dear Heather,
It sounds as if you are feeling better. Keep up the spunkiness. I don't blame you for taking out your feeding tube? I wouldn't want one either. That was wonderful that SPrinkles came to see you. I know that he made you feel better!!!! Too bad SPrinkles couldn't be prescribed as a once a day medicine.. I am keeping you in my prayers. Love, Elizabeth.
Elizabeth Koval <gkoval@earthlink.net>
Ballwin , mo - Monday, July 19, 2004 9:04 PM CDT

Hi Heather, It was nice to see you yesterday. I hope each day gets better for you. Good things are going to happen now. You have a good day. I'll check in later. Bye Love Aunt Kim
Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@jcn.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Monday, July 19, 2004 9:07 AM CDT

Woooo-Woooo-Woooo-
YOU GO GIRL!!!
get better soon

grandma Pat's friend
Janet Baechle <mama43@peaknet.net>
Freeburg, IL US - Saturday, July 17, 2004 7:43 AM CDT

Hi Heather: I just spent the last hour or more reading all your guestbook messages from friends and family. How blessed you are to have all these people praying for you and telling God that He needs to make you well again. He hears all of those prayers. Have faith and we'll keep on praying for you every day.
Bob and Carol Crow (your neighbors) <bobandcarolcrow@juno.com>
Arnold, MO USA - Friday, July 16, 2004 9:29 PM CDT

Heather,
I work at CSD with your Mom. I have been keeping track of your progress and want you to know that you and your family are always in our thoughts and prayers.
Linda
Linda Chiles <lchiles@csd.org>
St. Louis, MO - Friday, July 16, 2004 3:37 PM CDT

Hey Heather!
I'm Glad to see you are fighting back
you show that doctor how wrong he is about your
strength and that you will be able to eat and drink
just fine you have come along way were preying
for you and love you dearly beside you have lots
candy waitng to be ate Love KIm John Richard & Bryan
KIm VanDeWaarsenburg <kvdw1112@aol.com>
Brandon, Fl - Friday, July 16, 2004 6:32 AM CDT

Heather, I work with your mother. Even though I do not know you personally, I feel a kinship with you in your struggle. It is difficult but don't ever stop fighting. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your mom every day, pulling for you and praying that "God's will be done."
Karen Isbell <kisbell@csd.org>
St. Louis, MO USA - Thursday, July 15, 2004 5:37 PM CDT

HELLO MS. HEATHER. SORRY ABOUT THE DOUBLE MESSAGE. MY COMPUTER HAS BEEN ACTING UP AND NEITHER MESSAGE SHOWED UP. I WAS SO BUMBED OUT. I WANTED SO MUCH TO ENCOURAGE YOU, AND COULD NOT GET THROUGH. BUT PRAISE GOD, I OPENED TODAY AND THERE WERE BOTH MESSAGES. YOU ARE ON OUR HEARTS CONTINUALLY AND ALSO IN OUR PRAYERS. REMEMBER, "FULLY ASSURED THAT FATHER GOD IS WELL ABLE". LOVE YA KIDDO. AUNT VICKIE
VICKIE DOERR <WRITERMOM41@AOL.COM>
CEDAR HILL, MO USA - Wednesday, July 14, 2004 12:54 AM CDT

HELLO MS. HEATHER & FAMILY. PRAISE GOD!!PRAISE GOD!! GOD IS SO GOOD. HE LAID THIS SCRIPTURE ON MY HEART LAST WEEK AND WE HAVE BEEN PRAYING THIS OVER YOU GUYS. IT IS ROMANS 4:18-21. IT HAS HELPED US BE ENCOURAGED AND I PRAY IT WILL STRENGTHEN YOU GUYS ALSO. WE ARE SO FULLY PERSUADED THAT FATHER GOD IS WELL ABLE TO KEEP HIS PROMISES. HE PROMISED THAT WHEN WE LAY HANDS ON THE SICK, THEY WILL RECOVER. (EVEN IF IT IS STEP BY STEP). LOVE YOU GUYS MUCH AND HOLD YOU UP CONTINUALLY IN PRAYER. LOVE, AUNT VICKIE
VICKIE DOERR <WRITERMOM41@AOL.COM>
CEDARHILL, MO USA - Monday, July 12, 2004 11:07 PM CDT

Hi guys! Just saw the good news!! Debbie, I bet you couldn't have heard sweeter words than those of Heather's just saying hi. I hope each day gets a little better. Love, Lori
Lori Adams <ladams@buseinc.com>
O;'Fallon, MO 63366 - Monday, July 12, 2004 4:09 PM CDT

HI! Glad to see she is responding, and no longer on the vent. Hopefully what they did to the bladder will have worked and you will be on your way to full recovery. talk to you later. Love Kim & Ricky
Kim Doerr <kim_doerr@unigroupinc.com>
Washington , mo usa - Monday, July 12, 2004 4:05 PM CDT

Hi Heather, Debbie and Vince!

Just a note to let you know that your neighbors are thinking of all of you. We hope that Heather has a speedy recovery so she can return home soon!

Tracy, Terry and Bonnie

Tracy Wetteroff <tracywett@mindspring.com>
Arnold, MO USA - Monday, July 12, 2004 10:00 AM CDT

Hi Heather, I'm glad things are looking better for you. Now it's just a matter of time before your up and around again. That is everyone's prayer. You have a great day and I will call later to check up on you. Thinking of you always. Love Aunt Kim and Kristin
Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@jcn.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Monday, July 12, 2004 8:44 AM CDT

Good Morning my Selders Cousins,
I just got home and found you are having another trying
time. I will pray for your strength and health. You have
been faithful and endured hard times. I was delighted to
read of the baptism. Congratulations on that life
changing decission. I love the picture of the new puppy!
Sending hugs and love to you all -
wish I were there to deliver them in person,

Leslie Calvert Frizzell
Bloomington, IL USA - Sunday, July 11, 2004 12:26 AM CDT

Hi Heather, Debbie and Vince, I hope Heather's test goes according to plan and that everything will work out fine. I never stop thinking of you. My prayers are always with all of you. Talk to you soon. Bye Love Aunt Kim and Kristin
Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@jcn.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Friday, July 9, 2004 9:05 AM CDT

Hi Heather Debbie And Vince I just wanted to let you know
we love you and we are preying for you Love KIm John Richard And Bryan
Kim VanDeWaarsenburg <kvdw1112@aol.com>
Brandon, Florida - Friday, July 9, 2004 4:49 AM CDT

Heather, Debbie & Vince,
You are in our prayers everyday. Bill makes sure to check the site everyday to see what the latest is. There are lots of people praying for all of you. I know that Heather is going to make it over the Hump, just keep on praying, she is going to make it. Love Mary, Bill, Bridget & Sean
Mary Heidbreder <maryheidbreder@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, MO US - Thursday, July 8, 2004 5:36 PM CDT

Hi Heather, Debbie and Vince. I just wanted to let you know that Coy and I have been thinking of you quite often the past few days and the weeks before too. Mom has been getting updates from Doug and Diane and I have been watching the website. I wish there were words to offer that would help make things easier. Just know our thoughts are with you and we love you all very much!! Love, Lori

Lori Adams <ladams@buseinc.com>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Thursday, July 8, 2004 4:34 PM CDT

Hi Heather...I work with your mom at Cooperating School Districts and I just want you to know that I am praying for you. Debbie...I miss you here at work...love & kisses, Kathy Brooks
Kathy Brooks <kbrooks@csd.org>
Ellisville , MO USA - Thursday, July 8, 2004 2:56 PM CDT

Hello Heather, it's Angela, the MA that does your vitals everytime you come see Dr Bartlett or Dr Devine. I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking and praying for you and your family!!! Mom, I'm thinking of you too, please let me know if there is anything I can do! Heather, I can't wait to see you again and talk about movies.
Angela Cato <LovDolfins@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, MO - Thursday, July 8, 2004 9:12 AM CDT

i'm praying for you and your family i work with your brother and he cares very much for you stay strong and i know your family and you will pull through this hard time my family is keeping you in our prayer
sophea siv <sophea.siv@us.army.mil>
junction city, ks - Thursday, July 8, 2004 8:06 AM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with you. Let's all rejoice in Heather's baptism. May the healing powers of our Lord take over and make her well.
Brenda Kirouac <bkirouac@averittexpress.com>
Cookeville, TN USA - Wednesday, July 7, 2004 3:26 PM CDT

Hey Heather, Pop and S-Mom,
Just wanted to drop a line to show my support. I'm sorry that I can't be there to help out, but you all are constantly on my mind. This is your fight to fight, but please know that I'm with you in spirit. I hope things start to look up soon! Love, Jason
Jason Selders <jason_selders@yahoo.com>
Ft. Riley, KS - Wednesday, July 7, 2004 3:25 PM CDT

Good Morning Heather, Debbie and Vince,
I hope Heather had a good night. Tell her that I said hello and I'm praying and thinking of her always. I know prayers do help but I wish there was something more for me to do to help. I hope today will be a good day for you. Talk to you soon. Bye Love and Prayers, Aunt Kim and Kristin
Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@jcn.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Wednesday, July 7, 2004 10:36 AM CDT

Good Morning! Wanted to let you know you are all in our thoughts and prayers.
Talk to you later.

Kim Doerr <kim_doerr@unigroupinc.com>
Washington , mo usa - Wednesday, July 7, 2004 8:25 AM CDT

Heather...Debbie, Vince, and all,
Hang in there...and know that my thoughts and prayers continue to be with you. Heather, I don't think I have told you how much I like the pig drawing you did for me...I have it on the wall here in my cube, and just have to smile every time I look at it. When my son Jeff was growing up, the family of one of his best friends ran a large hog farming operation. As the boys visited back and forth, Jeff always helped with the hog-related chores when he was out at their farm (it was 'fun' since he didn't have to do it every day). Later, when Jeff went to college in the east, kids there - most of whom had never been close to a farm of any type - found it amazing that he had, by choice, spent time cleaning out hog pens. So, I imagine he embellished the stories just a little bit for them. Anyway, your drawing, besides being cute by itself, reminds me of those days...so, thanks again...and God bless and keep you.
Sandy Buchmiller <slbuchmiller@magellanhealth.com>
Highland, IL - Wednesday, July 7, 2004 6:28 AM CDT

Heather,
Congratulations on your baptism!! I know that you could feel your parents loving presence and it was witnessed by Father and Our Lord Jesus. Remember, you are never alone--your mom and Vince are holding you and loving you. Jesus is carrying you right now to help you get better. Hold on tight. See you soon. Debra
Debra
St. Louis, MO - Tuesday, July 6, 2004 9:27 PM CDT

Heather,
Uncle John and I just want to let you know we are thinking of you and praying for you to feel better very, very soon!! I have been feeling under the weather so we will not be able to visit you at the hospital right now and don't want to expose you to any germs. We are all there with you in Spirit. Uncle John and Kristin were very happy to be able to see you last Thursday- he really missed you. He wishes he could take away the pain. We are praying for you to feel better very soon. Please try to get plenty of rest and nourishment- it sounds like you are getting the best care possible. We love you very much and will talk to you soon!!
Love Always,

Uncle John, Christie, Kaelyn, and (Baby) Rawie <jrawie@hotmail.com>
St. Peters, MO USA - Tuesday, July 6, 2004 10:56 AM CDT

Morning Heather,
Saw that you have been under the weather. Hope you are feeling better every day. I have been remembering you and your family in my prayers and you are on the prayer list at my church too. Our God loves us and holds us in the palm of his hand. Debbie, you hang in there too.
If God brings it to you, He will bring you through it!

Keep the Faith !
Grandma Pat's friend,
Janet
Janet Baechle <mama43@peaknet.net>
Freeburg, IL US - Tuesday, July 6, 2004 8:00 AM CDT

Dear Heather,
I heard about yesterday. The nurses on 5900 are absolutely wonderful, but you already know that. I'll keep you in my prayers. Please know that I am thinking of you and your family. Hopefully the 5 units of blood will make you feel better, which it sounds like it has helped. Mary at the front desk had her baby last week, Autumn Elizabeth. Just stay strong. Your biggest fan, Elizabeth
Elizabeth Koval <gkoval@eartlink.net>
Ballwin, mo 63021 - Saturday, July 3, 2004 11:27 PM CDT

GOOD MORNING MS HEATHER. JUST WANTED TO SAY HELLO AND TO ENCOURAGE YOU THAT FATHER GOD KNOWS RIGHT WHERE YOU ARE. HE HAS NOT FORGOTTEN. I PRAY YOUR FAITH DOES NOT FAIL YOU. BE ENCOURAGED. I KNOW THIS BLADDER THING HAS TRIED TO GET YOU DOWN, BUT WE SPECIFICALLY CALL THAT BLADDER WHOLE IN THE NAME OF JESUS!! AND THANK FATHER GOD FOR QUICK WORK IN JESUS NAME. LOOK UP! THAT IS WHERE ALL OUR STRENGTH LIES. HAVE A HEALTHY DAY. LOVE YOU MUCH, AUNT VICKIE
VICKIE DOERR <WRITERMOM41@AOL.COM>
CEDAR HILL , MO USA - Friday, July 2, 2004 11:35 AM CDT

Hi, Heather,
I am sorry to hear that you have are having such a trying time. I continue to pray for God to heal you and keep your family strong.
Susan Self <selfcaps@aol.com>
- Wednesday, June 30, 2004 12:16 AM CDT

Hi Heather, sorry you are having a hard time with the mouth sores. I wish I could help you in some way. Sorry I haven't called in a couple of days but I have lost my voice again. Hopefully I will be able to talk better in a couple of days. I wish you a good day today. Talk to you soon. Bye Love Aunt Kim and Kristin

Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@jcn.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Tuesday, June 29, 2004 8:51 AM CDT

Hi Heather! Vince mentioned that "things were looking up at home" the other night at the subdivision meeting. So, that prompted me to check the website again. It was great to see the smiley face sunshines pop up.

I am sorry, however,that you are experiencing mouth sores. I know those can be very painful. When I developed some during chemo my doctor had the pharmacy prepare a special "cocktail" to heal them. The medication worked wonders and my only regret was that I didn't speak up sooner. As each different side effect came and went, my approach was to simply tolerate it and wait for the next one. I didn't want to complain and was afraid to expose my body to any more chemicals. What a mistake! There are some wonder drugs out there, so be sure to tell your doctor so you can get some relief.

Again, glad you hear you are in recovery!
Your neighbor, Tracy Wetteroff
Tracy <tracywett@mindspring.com>
Arnold, MO USA - Monday, June 28, 2004 3:21 PM CDT

HELLO MISS HEATHER. WE WILL BE PRAYING FOR THE COUNTS TO GO UP AND ALSO FOR YOUR MOUTH TO HEAL UP SO THAT YOU CAN EAT, EAT, EAT. JUST A REMINDER THAT NOTHING IS TOO HARD FOR OUR DADDY GOD AND HIS ARM IS NEVER TOO SHORT. LOVE YOU MUCH, AUNT VICKIE
VICKIE DOERR <WRITERMOM41@AOL.COM>
CEDAR HILL , MO USA - Sunday, June 27, 2004 10:40 PM CDT

Hi Heather,

I'm glad your feeling better and doing better for that matter. It always appear that recovery is a slow process, and sometimes it can get very frustrating; just hang in there...........It's great that you are find some enjoyment in shakes. At least you are getting a lot of the nutrients you need. Now, all you need is to throw yourself an "ICE CREAM SOCIAL", and everyone can delight in this tasty treat with you.
Sarah Golliday <itsmssg03@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, June 24, 2004 12:50 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEATHER, God bless you always.
Love Sharon
Sharon Crocker <scrocker@csd.org>
Overland, mo - Tuesday, June 22, 2004 8:07 AM CDT

Hi Heather! Hope that you had a great birthday. You had wonderful weather to celebrate in. Good Luck at the Dr.s today.
Love Kim & Ricky
Kim Doerr <kim_doerr@unigroupinc.com>
washington, MO usa - Monday, June 21, 2004 8:16 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEATHER, YOU GO GIRL ! ! ! ! !

grandma Pat's friend,
janet
Janet Baechle <mama43@peaknet.net>
Freeburg, IL US - Friday, June 18, 2004 11:27 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Heather! Glad to hear you had a good day and there are many more coming. Keep up the great work, we continue to pray for you and your Mom and Dad. Don't ever quit.
Molly Dahl (CSD) <golf031255@charter.net>
- Thursday, June 17, 2004 10:46 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR HEATHER. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.--GOD'S BLESSINGS ON YOU. GOD'S BLESSINGS ON YOU. GOD'S BLESSINGS ON YOU-OU! GOD'S BLESSINGS ON YOU! LOVE YA, AUNT VICKIE
VICKIE DOERR <WRITERMOM41@AOL.COM>
CEDAR HILL, MO USA - Thursday, June 17, 2004 8:18 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEATHER!!!!!!!!! Have a wonderfull birthday! DOes Sprinkles like cake? Maybe I'll see you tomorrow in the clinic. I'll keep you in my prayers.
YOur buddy,ELizabeth
Elizabeth Koval <gkoval@earthlink.net>
ballwin, mo 63021 - Thursday, June 17, 2004 8:01 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Heather Lee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hope you have a great day today. See you and talk to you soon. Bye Love Aunt Kim
Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@jcn.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Thursday, June 17, 2004 9:49 AM CDT

Hi Ya Heather and Family, Well it's the silly old lady from the "Trip from Hell" to FL.
Heather, my dear child, just think of this whole business as a minor speed bump in your life. They are annoying as all hell when they are there, but the road is always better after they are GONE !. You are a marvel, that you have come so far. Think about all of your future that lies ahead and leave the past, IN THE PAST! God is always with you, holding you in the palm of his hand. The first thing each morning say: "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." Phil. 4:13.......... and believe it.
You hang in there girl, the best is yet to come..........
janet

Janet Baechle <mama43@peaknet.net>
Freeburg, IL US - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 1:07 PM CDT

Good morning Heather and Deb,
I know it gets very frustrating not having a consecutive flow of good days. And at times, I'm sure it seems that there are more bad ones. But, my sister Josie, who is now in remission, wants to assure both of you, that the good days are ahead. And I have informed her of everything Heather is going through. And she is a firm believer that God is still in the blessing business. Keeping both of you in my thoughts and prayers that you will be strengthened along this journey.
Sarah Golliday <itsmssg03@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, June 15, 2004 10:40 AM CDT

Heather- I know that this is a rough time and that it seems like you go through the same thing all the time. Try to focus on the good of all this. You are here with us and we all love you very much and you get to spend alot of time with your mom! Don't give up because you have a huge cheer section cheering you on to victory! WITH LOTS OF LOVE-Denise
Denise Doerr <dubld3@aol.com>
Arnold, MO usa - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 10:25 AM CDT

Hi Heather, I'm so glad that you are back home. I know you and your Mom must be really happy. Kristin will be home tonight from her vacation with her Dad, Christie and Kaelyn. I will be glad to see her. You will continue to be in our thoughts and prayers always. Have a good day and I will give you a call later. Talk to you soon. Bye Love Aunt Kim
Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@jcn.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Friday, June 11, 2004 10:02 AM CDT

MISS HEATHER GLAD YOU GOT TO COME HOME. GOD IS SO VERY GOOD. LOOKING FORWARD TO EXCELLENT REPORTS. LOVE YA, AUNT VICKIE
VICKIE DOERR <WRITERMOM41@AOL.COM>
CEDAR HILL, MO USA - Thursday, June 10, 2004 7:23 PM CDT

Hi Heather,
Glad to hear you got to come home from the hospital. You are always in our thoughts and prayers.
Holly and Brian
Holly Rolland <hbrolland@msn.com>
Imperial, MO USA - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 6:45 PM CDT

HELLO MISS HEATHER. WE ARE REJOICING WITH YOU OVER THE GOOD MRI REPORT. WE ARE ALSO PRAYING FOR STRENGTH IN YOUR BODY. IT SAYS IN ROMANS "SINCE THE SAME SPIRIT THATRAISED JESUS FROM THE DEAD LIVES IN YOU, HE WILL QUICKEN YOUR MORTAL BODY." IF YOU HAVE ASKED JESUS IN YOUR HEART THAT IS FOR YOU LITTLE LADY. THAT IS WHAT WE ARE PRAYING, A QUICKENING IN YOUR BODY. STRENGTH HAS TO COME IN JESUS NAME. AMEN?! AMEN!!
VICKIE DOERR <WRITERMOM41@AOL.COM>
CEDAR HILL, MO USA - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 1:08 PM CDT

Heather, We think of you and pray for your recovery every day. You are one STRONG little gal to battle this day after day, keep up the fight!! The latest news sounds really promising, so just hang in there and give it your all!! Hurry up and get better so that you can teach Sprinkles to swim, okay? All our love, Mikki, John, Jonathan, and Connor
Mikki (Michel) Wilk & Family <conjon@charter.net >
A, MO USA - Tuesday, June 8, 2004 10:43 PM CDT

Heather, I'm thinking maybe you thought your mom was missing the hospital food so you checked yourself back in...Wouldn't that be nice if it were the case. Well, I hope you get to feeling better quick and this is the last hospital stay you need for a long, long time.
Brenda Kirouac <bkirouac@averittexpress.com>
Cookeville, TN USA - Tuesday, June 8, 2004 11:48 AM CDT

Hello lady! I am sorry to see you are back in the hospital. I know how much you enjoy being there! (yeah right). I hope that you are able to come home soon and continue your recovery. We all love you and pray that soon you will feel like your good old self! Just think October, you need to be trucking along so you can get those pictures! Love yah- Denise
Denise Doerr <dubld3@aol.com>
Arnold, MO USA - Tuesday, June 8, 2004 9:41 AM CDT

HELLO MISS HEATHER. WE CONTINUE TO PRAY, KNOWING THAT GOD IS MOVING NO MATTER WHAT THINGS MAY LOOK LIKE. IT IS BY JESUS'S STRIPES THAT YOU ARE HEALED AND MADE WHOLE. I KNOW I KEEP REMINDING YOU OF THAT AND I PRAY IT IS NOT ANNOYING. IT IS TRULY WHERE YOUR STRENGTH LIES. LOVE YOU SO MUCH, AUNT VICKIE
VICKIE DOERR <WRITERMOM41@AOL.COM>
CEDAR HILL, MO USA - Monday, June 7, 2004 10:36 AM CDT

Hi Heather, I'm sorry you are back in the hospital. I hope they will get everything figured out, hopefully this will be a short term visit for you. You are always in my prayers and thoughts. I will call you later. Bye Love Aunt Kim
Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@jcn.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Monday, June 7, 2004 9:09 AM CDT

Hi Heather!!! I just wanted to be the first one to sign your guest book in June! What do you want for lunch today? I'll bring it up later on!!!!!!!! Love ya!
Step-daddy V <vinman@hawaii.com>
Arnold, MO Jeffy - Monday, June 7, 2004 8:16 AM CDT

Dear Heather,
That's great you got your catheter out, what a relief. Just in time for swimming. Today I was in our neighbor's pool and it was a bit on the cool side, then the rain came. I'm glad you are getting an appetite back. Have you been to the movies yet? Last week we went to see Shrek 2. I highly reccomend it. Have you tried banana pudding to eat? I'm sure your mom has tried all kinds of soft foods. Take care, and I'll keep you in my prayers. Elizabeth.
Elizabeth Koval <gkoval@earthlink.net>
ballwin, mo 63021 - Sunday, May 30, 2004 3:57 PM CDT

GOOD MORNIN MISS HEATHER. JUST WANTED TO SAY HELLO AND YOU ARE CONTINUALLY IN OUR PRAYERS. LOVE YOU MUCH, AUNT VICKIE
VICKIE DOERR <WRITERMOM41@AOL.COM>
CEDAR HILL , MO USA - Thursday, May 27, 2004 12:21 AM CDT

Good morning Heather, and Debbie, we miss you so-o-o much here at work. It is truly a blessing to realize how far Heather has come. I know this ordeal has been great and has weighed heavily on your minds and hearts, yet you have endured. I'm a firm believer as you are, and I know you can start claiming victory on this one. It's all God...................................................
We miss you, and you are in our thoughts and prayers.
Sarah Golliday <itsmssg03@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, May 27, 2004 7:19 AM CDT

Good Morning Sweet Heather, I'm glad that your mouth is starting to feel better, hopefully soon you will be able to eat alittle something more than ice cream. I'm so happy that your doing better each day, it won't be long now til you will be out and about again. I know you can't wait for that day. Say hello to your Mom, Vince and Cassie for us. Tomorrow is Kristin's last day of school. Friday she goes to her Dad's for 2 weeks. ( I will really miss her) You take it easy. See you Soon. Bye Love Aunt Kim and Kristin
Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@jcn.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Tuesday, May 25, 2004 10:06 AM CDT

Happy that things are working out for you! Hopefully now the pool will warm up enough to actually get in! I hope the pool guy is good looking so when he comes over, you have something to look at! :-) Love yah, Denise

Denise Doerr <dubld3@aol.com>
Arnold, MO USA - Monday, May 24, 2004 3:30 PM CDT

Heather glad you are on the right road to getting better. Hearing about Sprinkles reminds me that I had a sheep that decided to take a dip in the pool when I was in high school. That was the WHITEST sheep you ever saw. The clorine bleached her out and she won "best looking" coat during our FFA show...haha. Thanks for the chuckle this morning. Heather hope your breathing gets better soon and you get to swim with Sprinkles soon.
Brenda Kirouac <bkirouac@averittexpress.com>
Cookeville, TN USA - Friday, May 21, 2004 10:03 AM CDT

Good morning to all and Sprinkles too------------he was trying to see if he could walk on water. Gave everyone here a laugh-good way to start the day. Think about you all ALOT--keep up the good work Heather. Have a great weekend-and will chat with yous first of the week. Love, Carol
Carol Reynolds <Gummy07@aol.com>
St.Ann, MO - Friday, May 21, 2004 7:51 AM CDT

Heather,

Hey Now~ It's great knowing that you are at home now. You will be eating some of your Mom's homemade gourmet meals. I'll be over for some of that real soon>>> I hope that you are felling better each day.

See you later!

>>>*Uncle JOHN

John Rawie <jrawie@wans.net>
Saint Peters, MO USA - Thursday, May 20, 2004 9:41 AM CDT

Good Morning Heather, I hope your doctor's appt goes well today. Chicken Noodle soup sounds really good on a rainy day like today, hopefully each day you will be able to eat more and more. Thank you very much for Kristin's birthday present. She really did like everything. Have a great day and I will talk to you later. See you soon. Bye Love Aunt Kim and Kristin
Kim Rawie <kohirohiro@jcn.net>
Arnold, MO USA - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 9:35 AM CDT

hey, been keeping up to speed with ur progress on here, im so glad ur doing better, mel says hi, hope to talk or see u soon
Anna <amishchic@yahoo.com>
St louis, mo - Tuesday, May 18, 2004 12:37 AM CDT

Hello!! I am sorry I have not made it by yet! We can't seem to stay germ free. Taylor had pink eye over the weekend!! So I am trying!! I might be by tonight. Taylor is going with Sandy to a bridal shower for Richies fiance. THey are getting married in July. Anyway, I am glad to see your counts are up. I will continue to pray for a FULL recovery.
Denise Doerr <dubld3@aol.com>
Arnold, MO USA - Tuesday, May 18, 2004 11:03 AM CDT

hey heather keep up the good work at eating i'll see you soon Bryan is in a wedding on may 29 then where there till june 9th so we will see you after the wedding ok sweetie I can't wait Love kim I'll bring my camra so you can see the picture
Kim VanDeWaarsenburg <kvdw112@aol.com>
Brandon, Fl - Monday, May 17, 2004 5:51 AM CDT

Hoooooooorrrrrrraaaaaaaayyyyyyy! you're home! bet sprinkles is really glad!
Kaye Medina
Highland, IL USA--baby - Sunday, May 16, 2004 7:02 PM CDT

So glad you're home. Maybe we'll meet when we are in the Midwest this summer. In the meantime, know that you have a cheering section out here in western Washington. Su Selders Evans

Susan Evans <suhelen@ao