|
||||||
|
||||||
|
Thanks for visiting our guestbook!(This is an open guestbook. Please feel free to add an entry to the guestbook for others to read.)IF YOU DON'T SEE YOUR ENTRY AFTER ADDING -- PLEASE CLICK ON RELOAD/REFRESH Click here to sign the guestbook. Click here to go back to the main page. Hello Jacqui & fmaily, Well I see you got our email about our new arrival. He was certianly a big boy! I just wanted to let you know that we continue to think about you guys everyday! Hope all is well! Thanks for your kind words in our baby guest book. Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, AZ USA - Wednesday, February 8, 2006 11:26 AM CST Jacqui - Just wanted to say hello & let you know that you're in our thoughts. Take care, Kelly www.caringbridge.org/mn/abe <kellyfagerstrom@hotmail.com> Bemidji, MN - Wednesday, February 8, 2006 9:24 AM CST   LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca> EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Thursday, February 2, 2006 10:26 PM CST Thinking of you... Prayers... ~The Tidds ~Robin and Jaxon~ <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com> - Friday, January 27, 2006 11:54 PM CST Haven't looked at the website in awhile and thought I'd say Hi--the picture of Evan is soooo cute!--I have to come see the Garden in the spring! Jacqui-We should have lunch soon! old CC coworker--Stacy Pederson <spederso@gw.stcdio.org> St. Cloud, MN USA - Thursday, January 26, 2006 3:26 PM CST Just stoppig by to say 'hi'. I hope your all doing well. I love the picture of Evan, he is a doll. Keep your chin up!! Love & Prayers, Amy Nasworthy <mnasworthy@tampabay.rr.com> St. Pete, FL USA - Thursday, January 26, 2006 12:55 AM CST Hello all! Well I hope you have had a good New Year so far! I am still here....This baby doesn't seem to want to come anytime soon! The Dr. told me he is already over 8lbs! I said can I pleased be induced?!?! Of course they said no. But we are waiting and waiting until he dedicdes the time is right. Our Drs. are so please that we are donating our Cord Blood. They have all been very concerned to make sure we have everything we need. So of course they all know the reason why we are doing it and know about your Princess. As soon as he arrives an email will go out.. Hope everything is going well for you all. Sending you lots of prayers. Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, AZ USA - Friday, January 20, 2006 11:48 AM CST Jacquie, I came across an old email that my mom sent me. It had an attachment to this site. I will never erase that email because both my mom and Katja are so precious. I can't believe it has been over a year that Katja went to heaven, and can't believe it will be a year next month when my mom died. My heart is still broken because I miss her so much, but I am so greatful that she will never have to endure all of that pain again. your cousin Laura Zank-Eason <kelbyleason@hotmail.com> Eugene, OR - Thursday, January 19, 2006 10:10 PM CST Thinking of you... ~The Tidds ~Robin and Jaxon~ <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com> - Monday, January 16, 2006 10:51 PM CST Your angel daughter is so beautiful. I am very sorry for your loss. I am a passerby and i feel for you and your family. Words could never ease the pain you have, but i am sorry. She is so beautiful and through the picture you have in the fairy set this shows. I am too a mom of 3 1/2 & 6 yrs old boys. The heart just grows and expands for our children like no other. god bless melinda <medingseafood@comcast.net> - Friday, January 13, 2006 1:10 PM CST  LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca> EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Wednesday, January 11, 2006 2:11 AM CST I love the pictures! the ones of the new garden are cool! It will be amazing to see it all in full bloom! Evan is looking as cute as ever. The look on his face with those presents are priceless! Wishing you all the best in 2006! Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, AZ USA - Tuesday, January 3, 2006 10:15 AM CST Got your Chrismtas email and I lOVE THE PICTURE OF YOU GUYS!! Evan is growing up so fast! Wishing you the best in 2006. We will keep you posted as to our little guy and when he arrives. Happy New Year! Thinking of you guys always.. Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, AZ USA - Friday, December 30, 2005 11:30 AM CST Hope you all had a wonderful Christmas! Thinking of you always~ Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, AZ USA - Wednesday, December 28, 2005 5:12 PM CST Just stopping by to say "hi". I hope you had a wonderful Christmas. I imagine that Katja was able to really enjoy Christmas with Jesus. What a party that must have been!! Your all in my thoughts and prayers. Love & Prayers, Amy Nasworthy <mnasworthy@tampabay.rr.com> St. Pete, FL USA - Wednesday, December 28, 2005 9:41 AM CST  Christmas Without You The lights are blinking merrily The tinsel’s on the tree It sits there in the window For all the world to see. The house is filled with holly And pinecone scents the air The Christmas cards keep coming Each one is hung with care. The gifts are tied with ribbons red And topped with pretty bows I’m done with all the details As far as Christmas goes. The fire is softly glowing I think about your touch But Christmas isn’t Christmas I miss you oh, so much. If I could have just anything My Christmas wish would be To wake up in the morning And find you here with me. Staring at your picture I long to be set free Tonight the tears are streaming As I hold it next to me. Flakes of snow swirl through the air I’m braced for stormy weather I wait for brighter days ahead When we can be together. So hold a place in heaven Someday when life is through I’ll be the Christmas angel Who shares this day with you. MY CHRISTMAS ANGEL LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA <brurka@shaw.ca> EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Sunday, December 25, 2005 6:38 PM CST Thinking of all of you and beautiful Angel Katja. Happy Holidays! Much love... Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, FL - Saturday, December 24, 2005 9:30 AM CST Have a very Bless Holiday. God be with you!  Love LaKota and her mom Debbie. ~*~LaKota~*~ http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com> - Friday, December 23, 2005 10:06 PM CST Wow...I havn't signed in a while... I wanted to stop by and wish the three of you a very Merry Christmas. May Katja shine down upon you and bring you Christmas Blessings! I am always thinking of you and praying for you all! Well the countdown is on... Just 40 days to go! It seems so hard to believe! Well as you can see by my lastest pictures on the baby's website I am growing my hair out again. I figured I was due. So in about a year I guess I will be cutting it all off again for the Locks of Love for your Sweet Katja and My Angel Taylor Johnson. With my pregnancy at least it is growing fast than last time! Oh, I also wanted to know how Kats Garden turned out. Were you able to finish it? Or will there be the final touches in the Spring? Well anyways, just post pictures when it starts to bloom!! Merry Christmas Aaron, Jacqui and Evan! And Merry Christmas in Heaven to you Sweet Katja! Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, AZ USA - Tuesday, December 20, 2005 3:08 PM CST  Christmas Time It's Christmas time my family, Yes, it's that time of year. I'm not sure what it's like done there, but it's heavenly up here. There's lots of toys and lots of games. A cake and presents too. There's only one thing missing, And that one thing is you. But please don't cry my mummy, Don't fret my daddy please. Your present will still reach me, On this lovely Christmas eve. Cause I have a great big stocking, Which is hung beside my bed. The angels made it for me, And it's beautiful velvet red. And if, while you are sleeping, You feel a touch upon your cheek, Or maybe a gentle breeze blow by, It is an angel, so do not weep. Any thoughts you have for me, Or messages of love, The angels will collect them from you, And bring them up above. They will put them in my stocking, When I am fast asleep. And when I wake on Christmas morn, I'll have them all to keep. And so my precious family, As you can plainly see, Anything you want to say, The angels will bring to me. I know that it is hard for you, To be happy when your heart is broke. With a tear stained hanky on your lap, And a great big lump in your throat. But remember why we celebrate Christmas, Remember the birth of Christ. For it is because of him I have eternal life. LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca> EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Saturday, December 17, 2005 3:00 AM CST Hi ~ What great news about the twins! Thinking of your family this holiday season. Take care, Kelly www.caringbridge.org/mn/abe <kellyfagerstrom@hotmail.com> Bemidji, MN - Friday, December 16, 2005 10:56 PM CST  Letter to Mom Mom, please don’t feel guilty It was just my time to go. I see you are still feeling sad, And the tears just seem to flow. We all come to earth for our lifetime, And for some it’s not many years I don’t want you to keep crying You are shedding so many tears. I haven’t really left you Even though it may seem so. And I’m closer to you than you know. Just believe that when you say my name I’m standing next to you, I know you long to see me, But there’s nothing I can do. But I’ll still send you messages And hope you understand, That when your time comes to “cross over,” I’ll be there to take your hand. LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca> EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Wednesday, December 14, 2005 9:16 PM CST Just stopping by to send you a little Florida sunshine. I wish you all a very Merry Christmas. How wonderful it must be to celebrate the birth of Christ with Him!! I'm sending extra prayers your way this Christmas. Love & Prayers, Amy Nasworthy <mnasworthy@tampabay.rr.com> St. Pete, FL USA - Wednesday, December 14, 2005 4:14 PM CST Can you imagine the smile on Katjas' face as the angels sing Christmas carols? How beautiful that must be. Wishing you a joyous holiday and a New Year filled with love, peace and hope. Our hearts and prayers are with you and your family. Love and hugs Judy Catch An Angel ~ Jennifer's Place Judy Crawford <tnderheart@yahoo.com> - Wednesday, December 14, 2005 11:39 AM CST  I know it's been like forever since I've visited you. I have just been so busy. But I think of you always. LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca> EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Friday, December 9, 2005 4:04 PM CST I do not know you but I want to take the time to tell you just how much your site means to me. I first found your site through Allison Scotts site in the summer of 2004. Alli died Sept. 13 2004. Her mom continues her story with the addition of a new little scott Maggie. Her writing has help me and otheres I am sure understand others better. I would love for you to meet them sometime through www.scotthousehold.com. You will be blessed, and I will bet you find someone with someone you cn related to. Both of your chidren as so special. I thank God for giving them to us for his time to make this world a better place to be. Now my prayer for us is that we will be come strong enough to stop focusing on their deaths and look to the furture for what we can do to make their lives worth it.]] My hope is you will reach out to Jenny and her friend Dana for a little craziness during all of this sadness. Gramme <debbie.jenkins@comcast.net> McKinney, TX USA - Wednesday, December 7, 2005 7:54 PM CST Just sending thoughts and prayers your way for a joyous holiday season. We're still thinking of you all and remembering.... Leanne Klett & Family Sauk Rapids, MN - Wednesday, December 7, 2005 8:05 AM CST My First Christmas in Heaven I see the countless Christmas trees, Around the world below, With tiny lights like Heaven’s stars Reflecting on the snow. The sight is so spectacular, Please wipe away that tear, For I’m spending Christmas, With Jesus Christ this year. I hear the many Christmas songs, That people hold so dear, But the sounds of music don’t compare, With the Christmas choir up here. I have no words to tell you, The joy their voices bring, For it is beyond description, To hear the angels sing. I know how much you miss me, I see the pain inside your heart, But I am not so far away, We really aren’t apart. So be happy for me, dear ones, You know I hold you dear And be glad I’m spending Christmas, With Jesus Christ this year. I send you each a special gift, From the heavenly home above, I send you each a memory, Of my undying love. After all “Love” is a gift, More precious than pure gold, It was always most important, In the stories Jesus told. Please love and keep each other, As my heavenly father said to do, For I can’t count the blessings of love, He has for each of you. So have a Merry Christmas, And wipe away that tear, Remember, I’m spending Christmas, With Jesus Christ this year. LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca> EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Tuesday, December 6, 2005 9:13 AM CST So glad that the Twins arrive safely! What a blessing! God is certianly good! Lifting all of you up in prayer! Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, AZ USA - Monday, December 5, 2005 1:04 PM CST What exciting news! Prayers... ~The Tidds ~Robin and Jaxon~ <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com> - Friday, December 2, 2005 8:13 PM CST Thinking of you.... ~The Tidds ~Robin and Jaxon~ <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com> - Thursday, December 1, 2005 11:14 PM CST I'm glad you guys had a good Thanksgiving. Hopefully you'll have a wonderful Christmas. I would love to see a new picture of Evan. Thanks for the update!! Love & Prayers, Amy Nasworthy <mnasworthy@tampabay.rr.com> St. Pete, FL USA - Thursday, December 1, 2005 9:48 AM CST Glad you had a good thanksgiving. It sounds like you made as much food as did! I think we ate leftovers all weekend! I will be anxious to hear how Evan does in the snow! I am sure he will love it just like Kat! Have a wonderful week and so thankful that you had a good Thanksgiving! FROG - Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, AZ USA - Monday, November 28, 2005 7:00 AM CST  LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca> EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Saturday, November 26, 2005 0:16 AM CST Thinking about you and wishing you a Happy Thanksgiving! Have a great day!! Love & Prayers, Amy Nasworthy <mnasworthy@tampabay.rr.com> St. Pete, FL USA - Thursday, November 24, 2005 7:59 AM CST Still thinking and praying for you. Wishing you a wonderful Thanksgiving. Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, AZ USA - Wednesday, November 23, 2005 12:55 AM CST Thinking of you... ~The Tidds ~Robin and Jaxon~ <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, November 22, 2005 11:58 PM CST Wishing you a very bless Thanksgiving. Sending lots of prayers your way+++++++++++++++++++++++++ Love LaKota and her mom Debbie. http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Monday, November 21, 2005 7:24 PM CST Thinking of you guys! Hope you have a wonderful THANKSGIVING!!! I am off for a bit but wanted to make sure I let you know that I will be thinking and praying for you! Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, AZ USA - Thursday, November 17, 2005 2:04 PM CST Hi Jacqui, I'm glad that your Volleyballoween was a success! Child Life has helped our family more times than I can count during the past 2 years. Just wanted you to know that you & Katja are in our thoughts. Take care, Kelly www.caringbridge.org/mn/abe <kellyfagerstrom@hotmail.com> Bemidji, MN - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 2:41 PM CST Just wanted to drop a note and say that I was thinking about you guys. I pray that all is well and you are enjoying the nice cool MN weather. I am anxious for my family to get here tommorrow. They will be here for a short visit. I hope and pray your Garden has turned out and that in the spring we will see pictures of this magical place that you all created for Kat. Always praying for you both. And Mr. Evan too.. FROG - Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, AZ USA - Tuesday, November 8, 2005 7:02 AM CST  Thinking and praying for you always. LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca> EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Monday, November 7, 2005 8:20 PM CST Thinking of you... ~The Tidds ~Robin and Jaxon~ <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com> - Monday, November 7, 2005 9:00 AM CST Just had to stop by and wish you all a great week!! I've been thinking about you alot and praying for you. I'm sending a huge cyber-hug your way. Love & Prayers, Amy Nasworthy <mnasworthy@tampabay.rr.com> St. Pete, FL USA - Monday, November 7, 2005 7:14 AM CST Thinking of you! Have a wonderful weekend!! Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, AZ USA - Friday, November 4, 2005 7:22 AM CST I just wanted to let you know that your in my thoughts and prayers. I wish I had some magic words to say, but I don't. Just know that you have a friend in Florida!! Take care of each other, and know your loved. Amy Nasworthy <mnasworthy@tampabay.rr.com> St. Pete, FL USA - Thursday, November 3, 2005 9:40 AM CST Thinking of you often.... ~The Tidds ~Robin and Jaxon~ <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, November 1, 2005 9:42 PM CST  LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca> EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Monday, October 31, 2005 5:47 PM CST I was thinking of you today as Katia was trying on princess gowns. They always make me think of your sweet Katja:) I imagine today is hard for you. I know Katja filled your house with noise and laughter that you must miss. When I think of Katja not being with you, I can only think of "Gone too soon." I will never understand why these things happen and I am not sure I will until I myself am in Heaven. I have this list of questions I hope to ask:) I think of Katja so much as I watch Katia do things more like a 5 year old. I appreciate your continued prayers and support. Love, Tracy and Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug") Fighting leukemia AML with a vengence! Sharing Hope on the Wings of a Ladybug  Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@tmail.com> - Monday, October 31, 2005 3:07 PM CST Glad that that the volley ball was a success, was it in St.Cloud. Sending lots of prayers your way.++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Your in our thoughts and prayers. We Love You Angel Katja. Love LaKota and her mom Deb http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Thursday, October 27, 2005 10:07 AM CDT So glad to see that everything was a huge success with your Volleyballoween! How wonderful is that! Taylor (step-daughter) and I have been picking things up all year. I hope to mail a box to the short stay clinic again after the first of the year filled with goodies! I am so happy that is was a success! What a wonderful way to remember Kat! Well I continue to think of you guys all the time and hope that you have a wonderful rest of your week! Now who are these twins?? Maybe I am just confused. But hey an underwater mural sounds fantastic to have in a nursery! I am happy it turned out well! God Bless, Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, az USA - Wednesday, October 26, 2005 4:41 PM CDT Good morning! Well its been a week or so since I have been able to sign in. I hope things are going well and you are enjoying the fall colors and the weather. I do miss that about MN. I also hope that your garden was able to come together for you guys. I can't wait to see pictures. Just wanted to let you guys know that I am always thinking about you and praying for your peace. Evan...Hope you have a wonderful Halloween! Continue to keep mommy & daddy on their toes! Sending you much love, hugs & prayers. take care. Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, az USA - Monday, October 24, 2005 9:23 AM CDT  LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca> EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 1:40 AM CDT I said hi to you as we drove by your home town Katja!! Sending you all my best. Send your mommy and Daddy good dreams filled with wonderful memories of you! Blessings, Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, az USA - Monday, October 10, 2005 12:57 AM CDT Dear Katjas family I found your page through another page I'm so sorry your beautiful girl lost her battle with AML sending you all positive healing energy and prayers with love Jacob's mum Angel Jake (aml too)  Deanne www.caringbridge.org/me/jacob Alexandra Hills Brisbane, Queensland Australia - Sunday, October 2, 2005 0:32 AM CDT Well I am on my way to MN tommorow so I thought I would sign in since I will be without a computer for a week. Sending you all lots of love & prayers. Forever and always FROG - Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, az USA - Thursday, September 29, 2005 9:10 AM CDT  Love Always BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca> EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Sunday, September 25, 2005 11:40 PM CDT Hope things are going well.... Sure feels like fall today! :) Thinking of you.... ~The Tidds ~Robin and Jaxon~ <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com> - Sunday, September 25, 2005 12:34 AM CDT I am so happy that your day to celebrate Katja was perfect. It sounds like it was a wonderful tribute to your princess. You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers... Well in just 1 week I will be driving through your neck of the woods. I fly home to MN to see my family. I will head up to the North country to see my neice and nephews. As always I will say my prayers to you and your family as we drive by. Also we had our ultrasound. and I am proud to annouce we are having a boy. My husband is thrilled that we will be able to carry on the namesake as am I. You are all in my thoughts and prayers each and everyday. Sending you much Love and Prayers. FROG - Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, AZ USA - Friday, September 23, 2005 9:31 AM CDT Thinking of you.... ~The Tidds ~Robin and Jaxon~ <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 0:12 AM CDT I wanted to let you know that you were in my thoguhts all day yesterday. I know it must have been a difficult day. I said many prayers for you. I hope that your Garden continues, however with you guys not doing the work. But I am sure that in the end it will be a place where you can forever be with her on a warm sunny day. Have a nice week, and know you are forever in my prayers. Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, AZ USA - Monday, September 19, 2005 9:36 AM CDT I want you to know that we are thinking of you guys, especially today. Know that your always in our prayers. We Love You Angel Katja! Love LaKota and her mom Debbie. http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Sunday, September 18, 2005 7:36 PM CDT Thinking of your family and your sweet angel especially today. You're in our prayers. Katie, mom to Hayley, Hunter, and Taylor <dugan2b@yahoo.com> Franklin, MA - Sunday, September 18, 2005 3:05 PM CDT Please know you guys are always in our prayers but especially tomorrow. I hope the weather is beautiful for you. I will send up a balloon from here, of course, in honor of sweet Katja. I can't believe it is a year. I hope the garden will be done (not all by you) and you will be able to enjoy the garden and back yard. Love, Tracy and Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug") Fighting leukemia AML with a vengence! Sharing Hope on the Wings of a Ladybug Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@tmail.com> - Saturday, September 17, 2005 9:17 PM CDT Jacquie, I have been thinking about you and your family a lot lately. We are both going through a long road. I can't believe it has been over six months since my mom died. I can't imagine how it must be to lose Katja. I am so thankful that they are both in heaven, happy, and full of life. I just look forward to being there with them someday.I want you to know that your family is in my prayers. with love, your cousin in Oregon, Laura Eason ( Zank) <kelbyleason@hotmail.com> Eugene, OR U.S.A - Thursday, September 15, 2005 10:22 PM CDT Jacqui, Sending lots of prayers your way this week & thinking of your family. Take care, Kelly F. <kellyfagerstrom@hotmail.com> Bemidji, MN - Thursday, September 15, 2005 10:03 PM CDT  Love Always  My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Monday, September 12, 2005 12:05 AM CDT Thinking of you guys today. Have a wonderful weekend! Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, AZ USA - Friday, September 9, 2005 10:11 AM CDT Happy Tuesday morning to you guys. I hope you had a wonderful Labor Day weekend. Ours was uneventfull. Well i really hope your garden is coming along. I can't wait to see the pictures. I bet Evan is growing like a weed! I can't wait to see a picture of him too. Jacqui, thanks for stopping by our babies website. It really met a lot to me to see that you did. We are working with our hospital now to make sure that we will be able to donate our cord blood. I want to make sure that happens. Jamie and I will do this in honor of your precious Katja. Always lifting you all up in prayer. Have a nice week. Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, AZ USA - Tuesday, September 6, 2005 10:30 AM CDT Monarchs cross my paths these days and when they do I say, "HI! KAT!" Sometimes they stop and tease my reach but most often they desire to keep to the freedom of the blue skies. Monarchs cross my paths these days happily, healthfully, on their way to flowers full on bloom and sweet who wait for the orange and brown traveller's feet to kiss them and leave them on solid ground. Monarchs cross my paths these days and when I smile my heart swells and I yell "HI KAT!!!" Thinking of you guys! Miss you and the boy....... just sending a happy belated birthday poem to my sweet, sister sludge! I miss you Kat! Auntie Tracy <tzank@umn.edu> Golden Valley, MN - Wednesday, August 31, 2005 7:13 PM CDT Just wondering, how Katja's garden is progressing? With the cool weather, I hope the leaves from the trees don't cover everything before you finish- ha ha. Ann Moilanen <moilanena@cntracare.com> Rice, MN - Monday, August 22, 2005 8:59 AM CDT  BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca> EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Thursday, August 18, 2005 8:06 PM CDT Thinking of you guys. Sending you lots of love and hugs. Hope your garden make over is going well. Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> MESA, AZ USA - Tuesday, August 16, 2005 4:29 PM CDT ^^HUGS^^ The Dobrowski's, Dave, Judy, Katie, Dana and ^Angel^ Emily Ann <davidd@comporium.net........www.caringbridge.org/page/emiann> Rock Hill, South Carolina 5200 and CMC Family, Rainbow of Hope and Cancer Sucks Club Members - Friday, August 12, 2005 5:11 PM CDT Happy belated Birthday Angel Katia, we love you. Love LaKota and her mom Debbie. http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Thursday, August 11, 2005 10:26 PM CDT Just stopping by to let you know you are in my heart and prayers and we have not forgotten Katja. May God draw near and fill your heart with strength and grace, but most of all, hope. There is constant joy abiding In Christ my Lord and King; Of His love that passeth knowledge My heart and tongue shall sing. He is all in all to me, And my song of songs shall be, Hallelujah, O my Savior, I am trusting only Thee. When my path is veiled in shadows, And clouds above me roll, I can smile amid the tempest, His glory fills my soul. I can see his bow of promise Through tears and trials deep; I can hear His voice like music, That lulls my care to sleep. I shall yet behold the praise Him, And dwell in perfect peace In the golden land of beauty, Where cloud and wave shall cease. Sending a ton of prayers your way. Love and hugs Judy  Catch An Angel Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com> - Thursday, August 11, 2005 7:58 AM CDT  Sorry I'm late,Had lots of company this past week.You weren't forgotten Sweety. BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca> EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Monday, August 8, 2005 11:56 PM CDT Just wanted to drop by and let you each know you were on our minds today. We had a photo shoot for Girl of the Year and I just couldn't help think of your little Katja. I can't wait to see the pictures of the new garden. Love, Tracy and Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug") Fighting leukemia AML with a vengence! Sharing Hope on the Wings of a Ladybug Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@tmail.com> - Monday, August 8, 2005 4:52 PM CDT Thinking of you guys today. I am flying home to MN. I will be driving through you wonderous town as I head to Freeport to see my nephews and niece. My thoughts and prayers are always with you. Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, az USA - Monday, August 8, 2005 11:49 AM CDT Thinking of you guys today. I am flying home to MN. I will be driving through you wonderous town as I head to Freeport to see my nephews and niece. My thoughts and prayers are always with you. Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, az USA - Monday, August 8, 2005 11:49 AM CDT ~~~~~~~~~~~Happy 6th Birthday Katja~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I thought about you all day on Tuesday. I couldn't get online until today because I was off of work. I hope you had a beautiful birthday in heaven. With yout Great grandma there I am sure it was perfect. Send kisses down to your mommy, daddy and your baby brother! They miss you! Forever remembering your daughter each and everyday. Praying for your peace. I am sure kat's garden will be beautiful. Thinking of you. Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, AZ USA - Thursday, August 4, 2005 4:55 PM CDT ~Happy Birthday Katja~ Praying for strength for your family. Take care, Kelly www.caringbridge.org/mn/abe Bemidji, MN - Thursday, August 4, 2005 11:10 AM CDT Happy Birthday Katja. Margaret, Mike, and Grace Ciacciarelli <mmchick@comcast.net www.Mighty-Max.com> - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 11:43 PM CDT My thoughts are with you. Ann Moilanen <moilanena@centracare.com> Rice, MN - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 9:14 AM CDT Happy Birthday Katja! I hope you're having a big slice of birthday cake with great gramma Nemeth. Margaret & John <h2ojems@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 10:48 PM CDT Your family is in our prayers today. We hope the memories of your precious girl fill the day with happiness. Patti Welander <batmom@hotmail.com> LeRoy, IL - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 10:30 PM CDT Thinking of you all. God Bless. The Mansours <mcandman@astound.net> Saint Cloud, Minnesota USA - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 10:14 PM CDT Happy Birthday Katja! We are keeping you all in our thoughts and prayers... ~The Tidds Robin and Jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 10:03 PM CDT Happy Birthday princess Katja!!! I hope Grandma,and Dad are throwing you the best party ever. So many tears for you beautiful girl. You are loved so much. Jacqui,Aaron,Evan,Grandma Diane and Grandma Darlene thinking of you today on this first birthday without your precious girl. May her memories embrace you and bring you peace tonight. Love you all--Shari Shari Gohman <gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 9:23 PM CDT Thinking of you... ~The Tidds Robin and Jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com> - Friday, July 29, 2005 10:34 PM CDT What a wonderful poem. Praying for your family. Sending you lots of prayers. Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, AZ USA - Monday, July 25, 2005 9:45 AM CDT Congradulations on winning the yard makeover.I can't wait to see it when it's done.I voted for you to win and I'm glad that you did. BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca> EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Friday, July 22, 2005 3:02 PM CDT  I know they are dancing in heaven together.Sorry for your loss.Thinking of you always. BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca> EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Friday, July 22, 2005 2:59 PM CDT I am praying for your families peace. I am sure Katja welcomed her at the gates of heaven and she is showing her the ropes! Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, AZ USA - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 3:37 PM CDT Our prayers and thoughts are with you, Sending lots of prayers your way.++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ We love you Angel Katja. Love LaKota and her mom Debbie. http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 2:16 PM CDT Prayers for your family... ~The Tidds Robin and Jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 7:15 PM CDT Well I am praying for all of you and Lorraine. I pray for her comfort during this time and for all your family as well. Never a day goes by that you are not in my prayers. Thinking of you. Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, AZ USA - Monday, July 18, 2005 9:29 AM CDT Well I am praying for all of you and Lorraine. I pray for her comfort during this time and for all your family as well. Never a day goes by that you are not in my prayers. Thinking of you. Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, AZ USA - Monday, July 18, 2005 9:29 AM CDT Praying for you all.... ~The Tidds Robin and Jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com> - Sunday, July 17, 2005 11:06 PM CDT I think of you guys ALL the time but I wanted to sign and let you know:) Love, Tracy and Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug") Fighting leukemia AML with a vengence! Sharing Hope on the Wings of a Ladybug Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com> - Friday, July 15, 2005 7:14 PM CDT Well just dropping by to say HI! Hope things are going well! Sending you lots of prayers! Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, AZ USA - Thursday, July 14, 2005 10:24 AM CDT Well I hope you guys had a fabulous weekend! I am sure you are busy planning out Kat's garden. What an amzing thing it will be. I can hardly wait to see it. Thinking of you guys each and everyday! Have a great week! FROG - Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, AZ USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 4:31 PM CDT I am so Happy you won!! No one deserves it more. I love you, and you will continue to be in my prayers! Love, your friend, Julie Julie Moravchik <jmoravchik@kstp.com> St. Louis Park, MN USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 11:18 AM CDT Congratulation's on the contest, so very happy that you won. Always in our prayer's and thoughts. We love you angel Katja. Love LaKota and her mom Debbie. http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Sunday, July 10, 2005 6:25 PM CDT I think it's so sweet what you are doing for your daughter. She looks beautiful in the picture. Beth <nightshade_1408@yahoo.com> - Thursday, July 7, 2005 7:42 PM CDT CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!! Every vote counts and we are sooooo honored that our's helped too!! I cannot think of a more deserving family. :0) We are looking forward to seeing alot of pictures of the finished project. Congratulations again. Love, Kim and Kody ~SK8ER BOY KODY BEAR~ <mamabear6@comcast.net> - Thursday, July 7, 2005 8:39 AM CDT CONGRATULATIONS! I, too, voted from every computer...at work and at home! Thinking of you and thinking of your beautiful angel. She'll always be in my heart! Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, FL - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 3:34 PM CDT Congratulations on the BIG win!!!!! I voted from every computer I could get on! Which is quite a few since I'm a computer tech by trade! I really am SO happy that you will be ablt to have a beautiful garden in memory of your special daughter! I know I only signed in the one time to let you know I was voting, but know that I followed your daughters journey and have kept you in my thoughts always! Again Congrats! Francine's Place Ottawa, On Canada - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 8:14 AM CDT Congratulations!! I too, voted because of the link that Tracy had on Katia's website. Your CaringBridge family is truly awesome. I can't wait to see your yard once it's made over. Katja's memorial bench deserves a beautiful yard to be displayed in. Congratulations again! Beth L. <beanieb@neo.rr.com> Mansfield, OH USA - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 10:49 PM CDT I am so happy for you guys!! When I voted I was hoping the viewers would respond to your special circumstance. It will truely be a wonderful tribute to ANGEL KATJA. I'm sure they will do a great job and you two are so crafty and have a wonderful sense of style. The way you have redone your house is amazing. I'm so happy for some good news for you! You deserve it. Take care--Love, Shari Shari Gohman <gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 10:29 PM CDT Congratulations Sufkas!!! I am SO HAPPY to hear that you won!! We too, voted... and voted. ;) I can't wait to see the beautiful way in which your beautiful daughter is memorialized! It will be so nice for you to have a special and peaceful place to escape to for a visit with her... and to remember your CaringBridge family that so obviously loves and supports you! ;) We'll look forward to hearing from you for updates! (((hugs))) Mavis Friederman <MyThreeSonsAndME@aol.com> Ringoes, NJ US - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 9:07 PM CDT So glad we were able to help you win by voting. I'm sure your yard will be a beautiful tribute to your beautiful angel. Hugs, Linda’s Page Linda Miko <lmiko@wideopenwest.com> Clinton Township, MI - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 8:25 PM CDT So glad you won the yard makeover :) I voted several times (discounecting inbetween so my ip changed). lots of love viks www.postpals.co.uk viks <viks@postpals.co.uk> - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 5:39 PM CDT Congrats Sufka's! Beth Fenstad St Cloud, - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 4:17 PM CDT Jacqui- So glad to hear the voting from every computer I could get my hands on at work and at home helped out! I cannot wait to see the results!! Take Care!! Jennifer Andres <jennifera@co.morrison.mn.us> Randall, MN USA - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 1:05 PM CDT CONGRATULATIONS!!! You can thank Tracy Solomon for putting Katja's link up on her page.. that is how I voted.. I am very happy for you and cant wait to see the finished product!! :-) With all my love and Prayer Staci Caruso (Katia's Ladybug Club Member) <Bambolina9@aol.com> Hamilton Sq., NJ - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 11:40 AM CDT Jacqui, I just checked and you hadn't updated. So I thought I would stop back. and sure enough you had updated with that fantastic news! I am sitting in my cube bawling! I am so happy for you. May you make your dream garden in honor of Katja! I knew this CB family would come behind you and give you all the votes you needed to win! Sending you a thousand hugs of joy! WAY TO GO!!! Hope you all had a wonderful 4th of July! I continue to pray for all of you. Angel Katja...I kno wyou are smiling down right now on your mommy and daddy and you will be watching over them as they decide how to make your special garden! Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, AZ USA - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 10:20 AM CDT The caringbridge family came to together for this family I knew we could all do it if we just did it together Angel Katja is smiling down on all of us We love you guys Karen Karen Viteritti <kviteritti@yahoo.com> Florham Park , NJ USA - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 9:57 AM CDT Jacqui, I'm so excited to read that you guys won!!! Looking forward to seeing pictures when it's finished :o) Take care, Kelly www.caringbridge.org/mn/abe Bemidji, MN - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 9:56 AM CDT You got my vote. Good Luck We have a new little one too.....born 5/26/04 Ruthie, Seth's mommy www.caringbrige/fl/sethlovestrains <Sbunk@bellsouth.net> North Palm Beach, Fl - Saturday, July 2, 2005 8:59 PM CDT WE voted! Thinking of you... Have a great 4th!! ~The Tidds Robin and Jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com> - Saturday, July 2, 2005 2:36 PM CDT Hi Sufka family! Just wanted to stop in and say that I have followed this site for quite some time and I wanted you to know that I have voted for your yard from every puter I have been on! I hope that helps and even more I hope you WIN! Your daughter was and still is an inspiration to me! I had found her thru Katia (the Ladybug) Wishing you all the best and just wanted to do what I could to help! Francine's Place Ottawa, On Canada - Saturday, July 2, 2005 7:57 AM CDT Jacqui & Aaron, I just wanted to let you know that I got your e-mail regarding the yard and we voted for your yard. I forwarded the link to others in my office to vote(they too forwarded the link on to their friends). I pray that your yard wins. You two deserve it! Dawn Soderberg <Dawn.soderberg@wellsfargo.com> Hudson, wi St. Croix - Friday, July 1, 2005 8:03 AM CDT Well Ihave been emailing people like mad. I really wish you could see the counter. I am praying so hard that you guys win. Sendning you all my love and freindship, Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, AZ USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 9:26 AM CDT You have my vote.   My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca> EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Monday, June 27, 2005 11:49 PM CDT I saw that Tracey put it up on Katia's site as well! Hopefully we will really drum up the votes! Have a great day! Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, AZ USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 2:16 PM CDT Well I placed my vote and sent it onto my friends! I hope you win!!! Have a wonderful 4th of July! God Bless. Always in my thoughts and prayers. Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, AZ USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 8:55 AM CDT Hmmm...sorry that you didn't get picked...that's too bad. Speaking of gardens though...Robin and Jaxon planted flowers in a 'caringbridge' garden in the yard...flowers are all for our favorite angels...one is for Katja, a rose bush, pretty soon it will have roses! We are keeping you all in our thoughts and prayers... ~The Tidds Robin and Jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com> - Thursday, June 23, 2005 1:03 PM CDT Jacqui, I just got your email and I am so sorry that your yard did not get chosen to be put into the contest. I continue to think about you guys and lift you up in prayer. Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, AZ - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 4:46 PM CDT Hi Jacqui ~ Just wanted you to know you're in our thoughts today. Your pictures from Hawaii are really amazing, it looks like you chose a beautiful place. Sorry you didn't get the interview you had hoped for. Sending lots of prayers that the perfect job will come your way soon. Good luck with the makeover for Katja's garden, you guys deserve it. I'm going to go to the site right now & vote! Take care, Kelly www.caringbridge.org/mn/abe <kellyfagerstrom@hotmail.com> Bemidji, MN - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 11:42 AM CDT I kept thinking Evan was born on 7/13! Hello?!?!?!? I am blaming my move to AZ. Well Happy belated 1st Birthday EVAN! On 6/13! Hope you had a great birthday! Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, AZ - Monday, June 20, 2005 1:11 PM CDT Aaron - Hope you had a great Fathers Day! I am sure KAT was withyou! Well I went online and they must not have the voting stuff up yet. I will be voting and telling everyone I know to vote for you. You deserve this so much. As soon as I see that this is up I am going to ask all my friends and family to vote for you guys! What a wonderful tribute this would be to Katja. Well I hope your summer is going well. Evan will be 1 soon. I continue to think and pray for all of you. God Bless, Sending Love & Prayers Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, AZ - Monday, June 20, 2005 1:08 PM CDT Thinking of all of you and your beautiful Angel and sending continued prayers of peace. I have goosebumps from reading your update and I have tears in my eyes. Katja will always have a very special place in my heart. Much love... Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, FL - Friday, June 17, 2005 2:28 PM CDT Just wanted to tell you that I was thinking about you guys today. I hope all is well. Evan will be 1 soon. I hope that he has a good birthday. I continue to lift you up in prayer that you find the job that you are dreaming of. Thinking of you.. I FROG: I Fully Rely on GOD Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, AZ - Friday, June 17, 2005 9:25 AM CDT I thought I would stop by and say Plus I had to let you know that I'm thinking of you always.Sorry it's been awhile since I stopped in.Just been very busy.You are always in my thoughts. My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca> EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Friday, June 17, 2005 0:10 AM CDT Want you to know that your in our prayer's and thoughts. Praying that Hawiaa went as smoothly as you hoped. We Love You Angel Katja. Love LaKota and her mom Debbie. http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 7:15 PM CDT YOU ALL ARE IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS  May you find comfort knowing Katja is an ^^Angel^^ watching over you. All my love,  Click to visit Simply Enchanting Angels  My daughter, Princess Elizabeth, is a Cancer Warrior Angel Emilie <eahill88-caringbridge@yahoo.com> Sun Valley, CA US - Monday, June 13, 2005 1:52 AM CDT Hi Jacqui, Wow, I love the pictures you posted. Looks so beautiful there. I wanted you to know that I think about you all often. Enjoy your summer and you are in my prayers - praying especially for that perfect job you will have soon. Sandy Jergens <sandyardolf@hotmail.com www.caringbridge.com/mn/masonjergens> Watertown, MN - Friday, June 10, 2005 9:36 AM CDT Jacqui, I just saw the note about the interview. Darn it. I will continue to pray that God leads you to a good opportunity. I know how frustrating job hunting is. I will continue to ask God to be with you. Have a wonderful day. I hear it is good weather in MN today. I fly home on Thursday to pack up and do the final move down here. Hopefully all will go well. FROG - Fully Rely On God! Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, AZ - Monday, June 6, 2005 4:38 PM CDT Just thought i would drop a note. I was thinking about Kat today. I saw the coolest sunrise and for some reason she popped into my mind. Praying for you. Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, AZ - Monday, June 6, 2005 4:35 PM CDT Thinking about you. Sorry about that job interview.........another will surface! Tricia <TriciaBxNY@yahoo.com> - Monday, June 6, 2005 10:18 AM CDT Jacqui and Aaron, Thinking of you guys today. Jacqui I have been praying so hard that you get the interview. Have a nice weekend.. Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, AZ - Friday, June 3, 2005 3:17 PM CDT Jacqui and Aaron Glad you had a nice trip. The pictures were amazing. We pray and think of you guys often. We pray for strength and healing each day. We are also praying for the job situation Jacqui. Kim, Scott, Devin and Dillan Nelson <kj-nelson@bethel.edu> Stillwater, MN USA - Friday, June 3, 2005 12:52 AM CDT The pictures are breathtaking. I could not think of a better resting place for such a special girl. I'm glad it brought you some healing. I will cross my fingers for the job you are up for. Hard to believe Evan is going to be one! Take care! Love,Shari Shari Gohman <gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, - Thursday, June 2, 2005 10:20 PM CDT Jacqui, Aaron, Evan and Angel Katja, I am so glad your trip brought some healing. I will pray for your job. Any one who does not see your level of wisdom and hire you immediately is really missing the boat. We are all fine. School is out for the summer and I will try to pick up some extra hours at the hospital. We have some baby calves now. We have quite the hobby farm. It is lots of work, but a good experience for all of us. I will call you soon to catch up. Love, Karla Karla Borchardt <rborch@qwest.net> Salem, OR USA - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 4:19 PM CDT What a beautiful resting place for Katja. The pictures look like paradise. Hoping your new son will bring you happiness and back to a more normal way of life for all of you. Love, Dell Marie and Sam Dell Marie/Sam Lamb <tonto@cloudnet.com> Rice, MN. USA - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 3:11 PM CDT Beautiful... The Tidds caringbridge.org/mn/jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com> - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 1:48 PM CDT I've been hearing that people can't get into my guestbook I think I fixed it now I hope.Thinking of you always. EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 5:07 PM CDT I was so happy to read your last entry. I know Katja was with you your whole trip and loves her new home. It brought tears to my eyes when I saw the pictures. It is absolutely breath taking. I am so happy to hear that your trip good and healing for you. I continue to pray for your healing and ask Kat to be with you always. I am sure Evan is getting big. It is so cute when they start talking and walking. Praying for you always, Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa - Formerly of MN, AZ - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 9:07 AM CDT Thinking of you - glad you found more healing in Hawaii. Kirsten Becker <kirsten@mehr-usa.com> St. Joseph, mn - Monday, May 30, 2005 9:26 PM CDT  For Sweet KATJA Princess Elizabeth and I send our love.  Emilie Hill <eahill88-caringbridge@yahoo.com> Sun Valley, CA - Saturday, May 28, 2005 8:34 PM CDT Always thinking about you guys... Hope your trip went well. Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Mesa, AZ - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 6:01 PM CDT Just want you to know that your in our prayers and thoughts. Love LaKota and her mom Debbie. We Do Not Need A Special Day We do not need a special day To bring you to our minds. The days we do not think of you Are very hard to find. Each morning when we awake, We know that you are gone. And no one knows the heartache As we try to carry on. Our hearts still ache with sadness, And secret tears still flow. What it meant to lose you No one will ever know. Our thoughts are always with you. Your place no one can fill. In life we loved you dearly, In death we love you still. There will always be a heartache, And often a silent tear, But always a precious memory Of the days when you were here. If tears could make a staircase, And heartaches make a lane, We'd walk the path to Heaven And bring you home again. We hold you close within our hearts, And there you will remain, To walk with us throughout our lives Until we meet again. Our family chain is broken now, And nothing seems the same, But as God calls us one by one, The chain will link again. ~Author Unknown http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 9:31 PM CDT Just want you to know that your always in our prayers, and we think about every one their. We love you Angel Katja. Love LaKota and her mom Debbie. http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 9:17 PM CDT EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 7:48 PM CDT Just letting you know that I have been thinking about your family. Always in my prayers. Julia <amlsux@yahoo.com> Scottsdale, az - Sunday, May 15, 2005 10:13 PM CDT Thinking of you... ~The Tidds caringbridge.org/mn/jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, May 10, 2005 10:48 PM CDT Jacqui, I hope you had a wonderful Mothers Day! Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Phoenix, AZ - Tuesday, May 10, 2005 12:05 AM CDT  Just a note to all of our wonderful Mom's to say we are thinking of you today, and hope that you had a wonderful day. May the love we have for our children bring us peace in our hearts. Love, The Rechs!~ Jimmie, Kris, Wyatt, Carter, Ali, Bryce and Justin WYATT'S ADVENTURES <kmrech@hotmail.com> New Prague, MN USA - Sunday, May 8, 2005 11:23 PM CDT Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Sunday, May 8, 2005 6:45 PM CDT Just wanted you to know that you are in my thoughts today. Always in my prayers. Julia <amlsux@yahoo.com> Scottsdale, Az USA - Sunday, May 8, 2005 2:32 PM CDT Thinking of you and wishing you a Happy Mother's Day. Margaret Ciacciarelli <mmchick@comcast.net www.Mighty-Max.com> - Saturday, May 7, 2005 9:33 PM CDT Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Friday, May 6, 2005 7:49 PM CDT I know Sunday will be a difficult day but wanted you to know I am holding you in my heart and prayers. I understand the emotions that will overwhelm you. Know Katjas and Jennifer and all our angels will be gathered to watch over you and I pray you can feel her kisses and love surround you. She will be in each soft breeze that brushes your cheek, in the warmth of every sunbeam, smiling down on you from each sparkling star. Death can take our children, but it cannot take our memories and our love. Those are eternal. Love and hugs Judy http://www.catchanangel.com Judy Crawford <tnderheart@yahoo.com> - Friday, May 6, 2005 2:55 PM CDT I wanted to come by and let you know that you're all still in our thoughts and prayers. I hope you have a great trip to Hawaii. Love and Prayers, Amy & Micah MICAH'S JOURNEY Amy Friend <aimjoy78@yahoo.com> Mountain Lake Park, MD USA - Friday, May 6, 2005 11:16 AM CDT Hi ~ Hope you guys have a nice trip to Hawaii. We'll be thinking of Katja & your family. Also wishing you luck & prayers for the job search. Take care, Kelly www.caringbridge.org/mn/abe <kellyfagerstrom@hotmail.com> Bemidji, MN - Friday, May 6, 2005 10:40 AM CDT Praying... ~The Tidds caringbridge.org/mn/jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com> - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 1:11 AM CDT Please let Lorriane know that she will be in my thought's and in my prayers.I also hope you will find a job soon.I'm sure you will.Hawaii I wish I was there now. Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Sunday, May 1, 2005 1:37 AM CDT Will defintely keep you in prayer that a job for you comes up and also,for great-gramma Lorraine that she feels a little better every day........ God richest blessings to you all....... Barb Condecon <cowmum2003iowa@aol.com> Council Bluffs, IA USA - Sunday, May 1, 2005 0:51 AM CDT We know your trip to Hawaii will be bittersweet and that Katja will be on your mind--"Kat would have enjoyed this, " etc. Just remember she's with you, it's just that you can't see the expressions of awe and excitement on her face, which we know you long so much for! Know that you are continually in our prayers, and will be in a special way throughout your trip (and on the job search). We can't wait to see your tan and hear all about Hawaii and the moment your angel flew. Gazdziks <jnkgazdzik@charter.net> St. Cloud, MN - Saturday, April 30, 2005 12:52 AM CDT I think about all of you and your beautiful angel often. Best of luck with the job. Sending continued love and prayers. Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, FL - Friday, April 29, 2005 1:03 PM CDT Thanks for the new web site to visit. Lots of great information for those of us who don't fully understand. Have a great trip and good luck on the job search. We love you guys. Margaret Snyder <h2ojems@hotmail.com> - Thursday, April 28, 2005 7:10 AM CDT Hello, I want you to know that your in our prayers, we think about you guys all the time, and hope that your trip goes as you plan. Will be praying for you to get a job. Love you Angel Katja. Love LaKota and her momdebbie. http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 10:38 PM CDT You and your family are always in our prayers, and we will specifically pray for you to get hired quickly. Have a good and safe trip! Julia <amlsux@yahoo.com> Scottsdale, az usa - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 7:25 PM CDT That's a very good idea keeping the Jounal.I do it with my kids . LOVE BRENDA Edmonton,Alberta CANADA, - Monday, April 25, 2005 3:22 PM CDT Just coming by to visit with Ms. Katja. I think the journal is a great idea and I hope you are able to be adding to it often. Someday Evan can read through it and see all about his wonderful big sister! Love, Tracy and Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug") Fighting leukemia AML with a vengence! Sharing Hope on the Wings of a Ladybug Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com> - Sunday, April 24, 2005 7:25 PM CDT Hi guys! Just wanted to let you know that I have been thinking of and praying for you guys a lot. You are always in our thoughts and prayers. -Kim Love, Scott, Kim, Devin and Dillan <kj-nelson@bethel.edu> St. Paul, MN USA - Friday, April 22, 2005 2:15 PM CDT Hello! Well I got a quick chance to finely check some of my sites and thought I would drop a note to say hi! Hi! I hope that you guys are in HI right now or maybe getting ready for your big trip. I had dinner with some friends of my husbands in Sauk Rapids last week. Went right by your Church and what a beautiful place that is. So I said a silent prayer for you as we went by. Well I leave for our big move next week to AZ. Hope I can stop in later and see how your trip was! Thinking of you guys forever and always! Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, MN - Friday, April 22, 2005 7:52 AM CDT Thinking of you... ~the Tidds caringbridge.org/mn/jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com> - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 10:15 PM CDT Thinking about you all. Andrea <Drewsmommie2@yahoo.com> - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 8:57 PM CDT Hi guys, just thinking about you all and thought I would say that even though I see you quite often. Peace and love always. You mean a lot to me. Mike, Lynette, Samson, Danielle and Lila Mansour <mcandman@astound.net> Saint Cloud, MN USA - Tuesday, April 19, 2005 9:39 PM CDT Just want you to know that your in our prayers. Sending lots of prayers your way.+++++++++++++++++++++ Love LaKota and her mom Debbie. ~*~LaKota~*~ http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Tuesday, April 19, 2005 8:39 PM CDT For you parents God Made You For A Reason When I look upon my screen I find a happy reason the joy that comes to me from you is gratitude so very pleasing... What a wonderful creator that made a friend like you, He placed a sweet kind person and gave me lots of comfort too. A world without your kindness would be a sad sad world. But I don't have to worry, there's no need to be, because of you I am very happy, and that's good enough for me. I've found great people everywhere, they come into my life. Just like you, all those others too, have given me delight. So I thank God I met you, I thank him for all seasons. Now I know for sure with all my heart, GOD Created YOU for a reason. LOVE BRENDA Edmonton,Alberta CANADA, - Monday, April 18, 2005 2:18 AM CDT Hi Sufkas! thinking of you often these days. Jordan was riding Flash the other day and said-remember when Katja came over and rode. I'm so glad she got to do that. I hope your trip is wonderful. Katja is with you!! Heaven has got to be like Hawaii-- She's probably surfing with my dad. Keeping a journal is a great idea. And if you have any encounters such as dreams and such you can note those and look at them when you are feeling down. What a beautiful angel she is and we will all be together someday. Love you, Shari. Shari Gohman <gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, - Saturday, April 16, 2005 9:03 PM CDT Stopping by to let you know that we are thinking of you all, and sending lots of prayers your way.+++++++++++++++++ Love LaKota and her mom Debbie. http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Friday, April 15, 2005 9:07 PM CDT Thinking and praying for you always. LOVE BRENDA Edmonton,Alberta CANADA, - Thursday, April 14, 2005 12:17 AM CDT Thinking about you. Tricia <Triciabxny@yahoo.com> - Monday, April 11, 2005 11:20 PM CDT Hello, I want you to know that we are thinking of you guys. Sending lots of prayers your way.+++++++++++++++++++++ Love you Angel Katja. Love LaKota and her mom Debbie. http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Sunday, April 10, 2005 8:04 PM CDT Just stopping by to let you know that we are still praying for you. Laura Masica (Duncan's Mom) <lmasica@msn.com> - Saturday, April 9, 2005 9:07 PM CDT We actually watched the DVD yesterday, Katia and I. I think it is a great idea to write in all the wonderful memories. I am sure there are so many. We think of you guys so often. I so wish Katja and Katia could have met but someday they will. Someday we will all get to meet your little Katja. We love you guys. Love, Tracy and Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug") Fighting leukemia AML with a vengence! Sharing Hope on the Wings of a Ladybug  Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com> - Thursday, April 7, 2005 12:13 AM CDT LOVE BRENDA Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Thursday, April 7, 2005 1:05 AM CDT Stopping by to say I'm thinking about you and praying Tricia <TriciaBxny@yahoo.com> - Wednesday, April 6, 2005 11:31 PM CDT Hi guys, Just wanted to let you know I am thinking about you all. Sure do love Evan's new hairdo! All my love, Tracy auntie tracy <tzank@umn.edu> MPLS, MN USA - Wednesday, April 6, 2005 11:37 AM CDT Hello all, Well I am sure you are getting ecited for your upcoming trip to HI. I know you will have such a great time. I just wanted to drop a note to say that I am still here and praying for you guys. I am glad you have that journal at home. It will be a good place to write down thoughts you have at a moment. What a graet idea. Well as Jacqui knows i am moving to AZ. So I may not be able to sign in for a while. things are happening pretty fast. The house is on the market, new carpet, new roof.. Why I didn't do these things so I could enjoy them? : ) Well hopefully the new owners will. So until things settle down I may check in but may not be able to write. So I wanted to let you know that you are always in my thoughts and prayers. God Bless, Jennifer Hines <CREATIVE_JENNY@YAHOO.COM> COON rapids, MN - Wednesday, April 6, 2005 9:38 AM CDT We think of you all so often... You are all in our prayers... ~The Tidds caringbridge.org/mn/jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 9:27 PM CDT Hello, Just want you to know that your in our prayers and thoughts. We Love You Angel Katja. Love LaKota and her mom Debbie. http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 8:53 PM CDT What a coincidence that I would log onto your site tonite after experiencing an hour long nosebleed of my own and now I'm afraid to go to sleep. I'm sitting up with my dad and I can see the worry and fear in his eyes as he once again has to deal with the "little" things that go along with the life he has been thrown into. Our prayers are always with you. We are going to specifically pray for peace for your family tonite. Julia <amlsux@yahoo.com> Scottsdale, Az - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 4:27 AM CDT Hi Sufkas. Hope all is well. I hope you had a good Easter-even though it was a first and I'm sure was very tough. I can't imagine what it is like now for you guys. I pray for you to be o.k. and to enjoy Baby Evan. You are very positive people and I know that helps. But I'm sure times are sad and when the waves come they hit hard. Try to bounce back and remember we love you and you have many special angels over you--Love Shari Shari Gohman <gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, - Sunday, April 3, 2005 10:32 PM CDT Jacqui, Just wanted to stop by and say "hi". I hope you all are doing good. Things here in Florida are heating up fast! You guys are always in my thougts and prayers. Have a great weekend!! Amy Nasworthy <mnasworthy@tampabay.rr.com> St. Pete, fl USA - Saturday, April 2, 2005 12:05 AM CST LOVE BRENDA Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Saturday, April 2, 2005 4:32 AM CST Today I Thought of You I sat and watched a sunset today The way we once used to do I recalled the tranquility it brought Today I thought of you I watched a little child at play While others played with him too I thought of all the times you played Today I thought of you I watched a mother leave her child And walk away from the school I remembered the times when we did that Today I thought of you I watched a wedding taking place As I sat and observed the bride and groom I know I'll never share this with you But today I thought of you I saw a little girl in a store Buying candy for her brother too I remembered you and your sis Today I thought of you I sat in a church in the back pew The family torn in two They were burying their little boy Today I thought of you I saw a cloud up in the sky The background a beautiful blue I thought of Heaven and where you are Today I thought of you No matter where I'm at As long as my memories come through I'll always think of you daily I'll never stop thinking of you Sharon Bryant Angels Remembered You are never far from my heart and prayers. Much love Judy In Loving Memory Of Jennifer  Judy Crawford <tnderheart@yahoo.com> - Wednesday, March 30, 2005 1:48 PM CST Hi Jacqui ~ Just wanted you to know that you and your sweet Katja are in my thoughts today. Hope that your family is doing well. Thanks for the steroid advice, I'm going to ask our onc about that at clinic next week! Take care, Kelly www.caringbridge.org/mn/abe <kellyfagerstrom@hotmail.com> Bemidji, MN - Tuesday, March 29, 2005 5:45 PM CST Jacqui and Aaron Hope you had a blessed Easter weekend. We think and pray for you guys often. Praying for God's strength for you all. Love - Scott, Kim, Devin and Dillan Kim Nelson <kj-nelson@bethel.edu> Stillwater, MN USA - Tuesday, March 29, 2005 9:25 AM CST Jacqui, I have stopped by many times lately, but haven't had the words to write. I just want to thank you for your latest update, I find it very helpful. It's amazing to me that you are trying to make things easier on other's, when it should be the other way around. I admire you so much!! Please know that I will never forget your family and especially Katja!! I look forward to your updates and pictures. Love & Prayers, Amy Nasworthy <mnasworthy@tampabay.rr.com> St. Pete, fl USA - Tuesday, March 29, 2005 8:43 AM CST Happy Easter. May the truth and promise of today bring you comfort. Our prayers remain with you. shannon@edefamily.net <shannon@edefamily.net> RoundRock, TX - Sunday, March 27, 2005 4:30 PM CST Just thought I would stop by and let you know that we are thinking about you. Laura Masica (www.caringbridge.org/mn/duncanmasica) <lmasica@msn.com> - Saturday, March 26, 2005 4:22 PM CST Just stopping by to say HI....wanted to let you know that we are thinking of you... ~The Tidds caringbridge.org/mn/jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com> - Friday, March 25, 2005 11:33 PM CST Thinking of you with love and prayers at Easter and always. Just stopping by to wish you all a Happy and Blessed Easter. Love and hugs Judy  Judy Crawford <tnderheart@yahoo.com> - Friday, March 25, 2005 10:11 AM CST Happy Easter! Sorry it has been a while since I last entered. My computer was on the fritz. Thinking of you always. Many Easter blessings flowing your way~ Jennifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net> Coon Rapids, MN - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 4:24 PM CST LOVE Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 4:19 PM CST Thinking of you... ~The Tidds caringbridge.org/mn/jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com> - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 2:26 PM CST Just wanted to know that you're in my thoughts and that your beautiful angel will always be in my heart. Much love... Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, FL - Tuesday, March 22, 2005 6:36 PM CST One thing I heard a long time ago, back in highschool, was when someone passes, don't stop saying their name to the parents. People avoid the name like it has become something wrong to say. Ever since that, I have always remembered that. We think of your sweet Katja every single day over and over. Today I was thinking about Katja because Katia wants us to get plastic eggs, fill them with jellybeans and have an Easter Egg Hunt. Not yet Easter? I know. But, it was her happiest memory after moving to the new house, when she relapsed. We had quite a few good Easter Egg Hunts in our room at the hospital and the Physical Therapist used to do hunts with her too. So, today, we will relive that tradition. I know Katja had her favorite things to do and the little things she would say and her laugh. I can't imagine how much is missed without her there. But, she lives in our hearts here and I want to let you know. KATJA will never ever be forgotten. We love you guys. Love,Tracy and Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug") Fighting leukemia AML with a vengence! Sharing Hope on the Wings of a Ladybug Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com> - Monday, March 21, 2005 12:28 AM CST I just found your site through Conor's site. Isn't the Do's and Don'ts powerful?? I think it's something that everyone should read, and you have now made it possible for so many more people to see it. Your children are beautiful! What proud parents you must be! Sending lots of gentle hugs, Marcia, Stephen, Nicole, Meghan, Kayla, Emily, Chrissy and Angels Sonja and Tanner "Hug-A-Bug" <marciat@sympatico.ca> Bradford, ON Canada - Saturday, March 19, 2005 10:46 PM CST Just wanted to let you know that you are in still in our prayers. Julia <amlsux@yahoo.com> Scottsdale, AZ USA - Saturday, March 19, 2005 9:13 PM CST I come by often but I don't always sign the guestbook. I think of you all so much as I go throughout my day. Well today we are planning for tomorrow's drive and were making posters and going through our homecoming stuff. There was a picture of Katja, actually about 3 or 4 of them. I just knew I had to leave you a message. I love what you wrote about Jesus being there with and for Katja. I believe Jesus and Angels are present to take the fear away from kids and give them needed strength. Know you are thought of so often:) Love, Tracy and Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug") Fighting leukemia AML with a vengence! Sharing Hope on the Wings of a Ladybug Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com> - Friday, March 18, 2005 6:06 PM CST Happy St. Pattys day! Thinking of you today! Jennifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net> Coon Rapids, MN - Thursday, March 17, 2005 4:12 PM CST Just want to let you know that your always in our prayers. Sweet Katja is always in our hearts and thoughts, Sending lots of prayers your way. Thank you for everything; God bless you. WE LOVE YOU ANGEL KATJA!!!!!!! Love LaKota and her mom Debbie. http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Wednesday, March 16, 2005 12:53 AM CST Jacquee your words are so uplifting. It is really reassuring to know that Katja and my mom are together with Jesus and the angels. I am going to try and focus on the three days right now. ( Especially what happened after the third day.) Laura ( Zank) Eason <kelbyleason@hotmail.com> Eugene, OR 97401 - Monday, March 14, 2005 2:19 AM CST Hi guys! Just checking in-Letting you know I'm thinking of you. I hope you are doing as well as can be expected-so sorry about your neighbor. Life can be rough we've all unfortunately had to come to that conclusion. But someday it will be so worth it!!!! Kiss Evan and smell his hair for me-----Love you all, Shari Shari Gohman <gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, MN - Sunday, March 13, 2005 4:27 PM CST My prayers are with you and your familiy! Aida Jacksonville, FL USA - Friday, March 11, 2005 12:57 AM CST Stopping in to say hi and that I'm thinking of you. Always LOVE Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Friday, March 11, 2005 1:42 AM CST Thought of you guys today. I say the cutest little boy and he reminded me of Evan. Praying for you always. Kiss to sweet ^kat^ in heaven! jennifer hines <creativejenny@comcast.net> Coon rapids, mn - Thursday, March 10, 2005 9:34 PM CST Thank you for sharing that with us it is truly amazing. Just want you to know I continue to think and pray for each one of you everyday. Dawn Soderberg <Dawn.soderberg@wellsfargo.com> Hudson, wi St. Croix - Thursday, March 10, 2005 12:14 AM CST Jacqui and Aaron - What a nice entry. You guys are amazing. We continue to pray for you guys, and you are in our thoughts a lot. :) Love, Scott, Kim, Devin and Dillan <kj-nelson@bethel.edu> Stillwater, MN USA - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 9:32 AM CST I was one of the fortunate people to attend the church lenten service last Wednesday. Aaron and Jacqui continue to amaze me with their strength, poise, and courage during this difficult walk. There were few dry eyes in the church - it was very special for me to witness. Evan is a wonderful little person who keeps everyone in stitches with his personality and keeps us on our toes as he is so very active. We are so blessed to have him in our lives. Thank you to everyone who continues to provide support to our family. My family and friends have been the best and my family could not handle these times without you! Grammy Diane <dsufka@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, March 8, 2005 2:17 PM CST Thank you for the beautiful entry. These websites help me stay grounded in my everyday life and appreciate everyone a little more. Thanks. Kirsten Becker <kirsten@mehr-usa.com> St. Joseph, mn - Tuesday, March 8, 2005 10:15 AM CST That was absolutely amazing. My eyes are def. not dry. You uphold Kat's memory with such honor. She is your gaurdian angel. I received a note from the Short stay clinic in St. Cloud. They received the box of goodies. They talked in the card how Kat always had a smiling face and how they miss her. She impacted so many people. I continue to lift you all up in Prayer. Sending you all my love & Friendship jennifer hines <creativejenny@comcast.net> Coon Rapids, MN - Monday, March 7, 2005 9:34 PM CST I have been a follower of Katjas since she before she left you to be with our Lord. She would also have been in my daughters class with Mrs. Huebsh. I wanted you to know how much my daughter talked about you coming in to drop off her pennies and what it ment to her. I work at NOrth Jr. High and our students goal was $600.00 and they raised 1200.so myself and other staff members agreed to kiss 2 pigs in front of the school. She lives in heart and I never got the chance to meet her. You truely do have a Angel. Cheri Hoheisel <cjhoheisel@astound.net> St Cloud, MN - Monday, March 7, 2005 10:47 AM CST Thank you for sharing this beautiful Lenten message. Clearly these last years have taught you more about life and death and FAITH than I can even imagine. Thank you for spreading this knowledge with others and sharing hope during this Easter season. Beth Fenstad St. Cloud, - Sunday, March 6, 2005 8:19 PM CST What a beautiful entry. I bet there wasn't a dry eye in the church. Thank you for sharing this beautiful story that is your life. Love & Prayers, Amy Nasworthy <mnasworthy@tampabay.rr.com> St. Pete, fl USA - Saturday, March 5, 2005 6:20 AM CST Beautiful.... Thank you for sharing that. ~The Tidds caringbridge.org/mn/jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com> - Friday, March 4, 2005 12:04 AM CST Your entries help me focus on the big picture and not the little set-backs in life. I'm amazed at your strength. Ann <moilanena@centracare.com> Rice, MN - Thursday, March 3, 2005 3:57 PM CST J & A- You did a wonderful job at church last night. Thank you for sharing your story and giving others hope as we each have certain struggles of our own. Thank you for letting us know that angels are real and that we should cherish the times we do have. You are very brave. Evan is growing so fast and is such a handsome little guy. I look forward to seeing you at church again. Leanne Klett Sauk Rapids, - Thursday, March 3, 2005 2:42 PM CST Dear Friends, It has been a long time since I cheked in. I have always been a poor long distance communicator, in fact, you are one of the few friends of the past I do keep in touch with. I know that life continues to be hard an empty for you so I continue to pray for you. We are all fine. It has been a beautiful spring and Ralph has bought us a boat so that we can all go fishing together. Sending love and prayers your way. Love, Karla karla Borchardt <rborch@qwest.org> Salem, OR USA - Thursday, March 3, 2005 2:00 PM CST Katja was SO proud of her tomatoes!! On her 5th birthday we went outside to take photos of her by her luscious plants. She was donned in her beautiful princess dress from Auntie Chris. Although the quality of the photos leave a bit to be desired, the expression on her face was the picture of pride and joy. Knowing that powerful girl, she's got all the angels working for her in her HUGE garden and is demanding tributes! :-) Love you guys! Auntie Tracy <tzank@umn.edu> Golden Valley, MN USA - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 7:53 AM CST Just stopping by to let you know that I am thinking about you. I am sure Evan is keeping you on your toes! Just sending you lots of Love and prayer each and every single day. Jennifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net> Coon Rapids, MN - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 7:23 AM CST Katja, what a beautiful name and beautiful daughter you have! I would also like to share with you my daughter, her name is Trinity, she is in heaven too, most likely playing with Katja! She entered eternity on Feb. 9, 2004 from AML-M7. www.trinitysdiary.com I am still physically recovering from the post traumatic syndrome, of this horrible disease. God bless you all. Sincerely, Elaine, Trinitys mother www.trinitysdiary.com Elaine <threebrazilnuts@hotmail.com > Surrey, BC Canada - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 1:35 AM CST Hi, first of all i want to say how sorry i am for Katja's passing! Last year when my son Jordan was going through his 3rd bmt, i would often check on your family then Jordan died on August 18th and my whole world changed. I was shocked today when i finally found your link again that Katja passed away one month later. I hope that you never change the picture on Katja's home page because i think it's the most beautiful picture i've ever seen. I've always thought that. If you ever want to talk, please let me know. I know how awful this is and I'm so sorry that you have to go through this too! Love, Susan and Angel Jordan's mom www.caringbridge.org/ia/jordangrosclaude Susan Grosclaude <Grosclaude@msn.com> Marion, IA USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 4:34 PM CST Hey Aaron and Jacqui Hope you have a good week. We are thinking of you and continue to pray for you guys. Kim, Scott, Devin and Dillan Nelson <kj-nelson@bethel.edu> Stillwater, MN USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 10:07 AM CST Thank you for sharing your thoughts about your neighbor and Katja. It is entries like these that help me understand and appreciate life. Sincerely, Vicki Jones <vlj322@mn.rr.com - www.caringbridge.org/mn/gabesjourney> - Monday, February 28, 2005 7:59 AM CST Just want you to know that we are thinking of every one their, and that you are in our prayers.++++++++++++++++++ We Love You Angel Katja. Love LaKota and her mom Debbie. http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Sunday, February 27, 2005 8:51 PM CST Just wanted to share with you that I read the obituaries everyday and have seen this website before and wanted to check it out. I have checked in numerous times to see how Katja was doing. Now I have a dear friend who has a son who was diagnosed with hodgkins and is going thru much right now for someone so young. I encouraged her to have him begin a web page, all because I have become familiar with how great and healing this is for everyone involved. He excitedly goes to this site when he can to see everyone who has written him. When he is up to it, he is able to jounal how he feels, or chat with friends from afar. It brings him great joy. So, thanks for all you have done in your journal history about your beautiful daughter and sharing so many personal and painful thoughts. I am sure many strangers and friends alike has rethought what they would or should have done with others dealing with this horrible disease. I, for one, have learned it is not knowing what I say, just that I say what's in my heart. Nothing I could say would be more painful that what you are feeling. God Bless you all forever, as losing a child is a forever pain! LeAnn <mkcaddieLeann@comcast.net> Cottage Grove, MN - Saturday, February 26, 2005 2:34 PM CST Sorry to hear about your neighbor Ed, but I'm sure he's with wonderful company. He and Katja can have a beautiful garden in Heaven together. I hope you are all doing well, Evan is just too cute!! I just had back surgery on Tuesday, and boy was that fun!! I can't imagine the pain that Katja went through with all her treatments. I am even more amazed with her now. Thank you so much for continuing this site, I love to hear from you guys!! Love & Prayers, Amy Nasworthy <mnasworthy@tampabay.rr.com> St. Pete, fl USA - Saturday, February 26, 2005 9:58 AM CST I'm sorry to read about Ed's passing. What a special man he was. Hoping that you are all doing well. Tricia <TriciaBxNY@yahoo.com> - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 11:49 PM CST Sorry about the loss of your very special neighbor. Envisioning Katja welcoming him at heaven's gate is so wonderful. Your family is always in my prayers. Cheri Satre <cheri@livingwaterssr.org> Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 2:20 PM CST Hello all! I am so sorry to hear of Ed's passing. He sounds like a great man. I am so glad that Kat has her Grandpa Ed in Heaven. I am sure she greated him at the gates. Always thinking about you and praying for your healing. Jennifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net> Coon Rapids, MN - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 12:08 AM CST Jacqui and Aaron, so sorry to hear about your neighbor. I remember you talking so fondly about him. We continue to pray for you guys every day. Kim, Scott, Devin and Dillan Nelson <kj-nelson@bethel.edu> Stillwater, MN USA - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 8:29 AM CST Hello, I have not signed for a while but just wanted to let you know that you are still in my thoughts and prayers. Evan is getting so big and VERY adorable. I sitll love the picture that you have in the gallery of Katja on Christmas :) Cassandra http://www.active.com/donations/tntnmep/cmpiatt <cmraven@msn.com> Albuquerque, NM - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 11:39 PM CST Hello, Sending lots of prayer's your way+++++++++++++++++++++ So when do you leave for on your trip? Alway's in our thoughts. We love you Angel Katja Love LaKota and her mom Debbie http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 9:18 PM CST Jacqui ~ Just stopping by to say hello. Love that picture of Evan and his fancy hair! Keeping Katja and your family in our thoughts. Kelly www.caringbridge.org/mn/abe K.F. <kellyfagerstrom@hotmail.com> Bemidji, MN - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 1:56 PM CST Hello! I am checking in again. And I see you have many more visitors leaving messages. I hope you are finding comfort in knowing all of us are there and have been there and will be there..even though you dont know us. Take care of yourselves! Angie angie <angiep3@msn.com> USA! - Monday, February 21, 2005 2:06 PM CST I came to your site some time ago from a link from a girlfriends daughter who has a site on caringbridge (Christine - Fla). Its true as many times I have stopped by and read and followed along with your journey, I never knew what I could say or write. I have a 5 year old daugher that so far has never been sick and can not at this time even imagin what it must be like for you and thousands of people all over the world to have a sick child much less lose one and then to pick up the pieces and go on because you have to. Your site is on my favorites and I do pop in on a regular basis when I read about my girlfriends daugher. I hope you do continue with the site, I am sure there are many out there like myself not knowing what to say. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Kimberly <kimjoe@verizon.net> Clearwater, FL - Sunday, February 20, 2005 10:02 PM CST Thinkiing of you today. I have Katja's page bookmarked as MANY people do. I ck it often , and love the updates of the baby. I am so sorry for not always signing in, I just always felt it didnt matter if you didnt know me. You do however keep Katja alive by continuing to tell about her family , and your memories , and your fears , anger , and happiness. I pray that you continue all that . There are alot of us who come to ck on things quietly in the shadow, and slip out without disrupting anything. I know now to say Hi each time i stop in, and know that you will just smile knowing that someone cares. Paula Albertville , Mn - Saturday, February 19, 2005 11:22 PM CST You are all in our thoughts and prayers... ~The Tidds caringbridge.org/mn/jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com> - Saturday, February 19, 2005 11:12 PM CST Thinking and praying for you and your family. :) Julia <amlsux@yahoo.com> Scottsdale, AZ USA - Saturday, February 19, 2005 1:36 PM CST Thinking of you today and every day. Hope your week is going well. Blessings to all Jennifer hInes <creativejenny@comcast.net> Coon Rapids, MN - Friday, February 18, 2005 10:44 PM CST I came here some how through the wonderful web that caringbridge is. My son died a year ago this month and I rarely update any more, its just not the same level of support that I used to get from his site. Yet I can't bring myself to stop the site. I remember a time when I'd see the counter move thousands in a day and now barely it moves by the tens...people just don't seem to feel the need to come by any more like they used to and so I feel the need to write less. I also am so tired of sugar coating everythihng and writing only the good. Its an effort to constanly put a 'happy face' on my grief. Even emptier is the feeling once the year mark has passed. He died on Feb. 4 and my bday is the 5th so that weekend, the phone didn't stop ringing, flowers came and people emailed and stopped by my house and the guestbook was flooded. And instantly on the 6th of February it all stopped. Why would I feel any less loss on the 1st of February or today even? Why do people assume that its a day, a moment that is hard for me? And not every day, every moment? Why do people only feel the need to be there on the bad days, The bad moments? Everyday is lonely and isolating and empty. No matter what I am doing or where I am. My youngest son gives me so much joy and fills my life, but the large hole in my life will always be there. I hate that people have put themselves out there in my times of greatest need and have suddenly taken that away. Oddly it seems the people I never met, the wonderful caringbridge community are the only ones that stop by my son's site and sign in. They are the only ones tha consistantly are there. Friends, acqutiences and family rarely visit the site or sign in. People that I"ve known my whole life seem to have dissappeared. I wonder if I did the pushing or if they did the running? Its hard to know. thank you for voicing all that I have thought and for some reason have not that the courage to put in writing myself on my son's site. Its so awful that it comes down to this,spelling it out and showing people just how isolating and alone this all is...I don't know why people don't get it, can't understand how it hurts to be ignored. People alwasy say things like "I was going to come by or call but I didn't know what to say" to which I now reply..."Just say his name" Just tell me you remember, that you knew him, that you care, that you miss him. Tell me a memory, tell me you hurt for him too... Much love, strength and courage to you and your family. Kristy Conor's Site, - Thursday, February 17, 2005 9:11 AM CST Thinking about you today. Hawaii sounds like a very funplace to be right now! I know Kat will be with you on your journey and watching over you. THinking of you all always. Jennifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net> Coon Rapids, MN - Wednesday, February 16, 2005 7:18 AM CST BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca> Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Wednesday, February 16, 2005 1:28 AM CST I hope your time away will be refreshing. Everything has changed for you. May God continue to bring comfort while He cries along with you at this loss. Katjas was a beautiful child and I am so sad that Evan will not get to learn from her. Hold each other close and our prayers will continue for your sweet family. Shannon Ede <shannon@edefamily.net> Round Rock, TX - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 1:54 PM CST Thinking and praying for you guys. Hawaii sounds excellent! Hope you had a sweet Valentines! Kim, Scott, Devin and Dillan Nelson <kj-nelson@bethel.edu> Stillwater, MN USA - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 11:52 AM CST Thinking of you Tricia <TriciaBxNY@yahoo.com> - Monday, February 14, 2005 11:49 PM CST Want you to know that your always in our prayers and thoughts. Happy Valentine's Day Angel Katja, We love you. Love LaKota and her mom Debbie http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Monday, February 14, 2005 10:46 PM CST Wishing you a happy Valentines Day! Hope all is well! I pray for a safe journey to HI. A large package will be mailed UPS on Wednesday in honor of Katja. it includes, dolls, videos, books, crafts and dress up clothes. I hope that children will be able to enjoy them. Happy 1st Valentines Day Evan! Give your mommy and daddy big hugs and kisses! Jennifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net> Coon Rapids, MN - Monday, February 14, 2005 10:21 PM CST I come and read often but I'm sorry i never signed the guest book. you need to know we care. Barbara, angel's Cole and Cade smith's G-grandmother Barbara Burris <Bobiejlea@aol.com> NC - Monday, February 14, 2005 3:30 PM CST Stopping by to let you know that your always in our prayers and thoughts. We love you Angel Katja. Love LaKota and her mom Debbie. http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Sunday, February 13, 2005 4:59 PM CST Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers- Garnette Hampton <SwtFreesia1@aol.com> Santa Rosa, CA - Friday, February 11, 2005 12:30 AM CST I just wanted to stop by and let you know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. I hope you have a great trip to Hawaii. Love and Prayers, Amy & Micah MICAH'S JOURNEY Amy Friend <aimjoy78@yahoo.com> Mountain Lake Park, MD USA - Friday, February 11, 2005 10:50 AM CST Always in our prayer's. How fun to be going to Hawaii!!!!! Love LaKota and her mom Debbie. http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Thursday, February 10, 2005 11:32 PM CST Hello Sufkas Well I was glad to read you last entry. How exciting to plan such an exciting trip. Kat will be with you in everyway. She will be swimming with the Dolphins with you! I continue to lift you up in prayer along with all my other CB Angels and Children. I wish you the best on your trip. I pray for a safe journey. Maybe it bring you great joy. Evan....I love the hair! Continue to Amry Crawl into Kats toy room. She would have wanted you to play with her toys. She loved you so much. Lifting you up in Prayer Jennifer Hines Coon Rapids, MN - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 10:41 PM CST Just want you to know your familiy continues to be in my thoughts and prayers. Lois Thesing <slthesing@cloudnet.com> - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 8:08 PM CST So glad to see your entry and to hear you are doing better. It has to be a very trying time, with lots of ups and downs. Lots of people, including myself, pray and check the site regularily. Keeping you guys in my prayers - Love Kirsten Mehr Becker <kirsten@mehr-usa.com> St. Joseph, MN - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 9:21 PM CST Just want you to know that your always in our prayers. Love LaKota and her mom Debbie. Here is a poem that I would like to share with all the moms that have a love one in that is in Heaven: My Mom Is A Survivor My Mom is a survivor, or so I've heard it said. But I hear her crying at night when all others are in bed. I watch her lay awake at night and go to hold her hand. She doesn't know I'm with her to help her understand. But like the sands on the beach that never wash away... I watch over my surviving mom, who thinks of me each day. She wears a smile for others...a smile of disguise. But through Heaven's door I see tears flowing from her eyes. My mom tries to cope with death to keep my memory alive. But anyone who knows her knows it is her way to survive. As I watch over my surviving mom...through Heaven's open door. I try to tell her that angels protect me forever more. But I know that doesn't help her or ease the burden she bears. So if you get a chance, go visit her...And show her that you care. For no matter what she says...no matter what she feels. My surviving mom has a broken heart that time won't ever heal~! Author unknown. http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 12:39 AM CST Just letting you know that you are in my thoughts and in my prayer's always. BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca> Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 1:54 AM CST Continuing to pray for your family. Your daughter is just absolutely beautiful.Her pictures are awesome. Andrea <Drewsmommie2@yahoo.com> - Monday, February 7, 2005 9:41 PM CST Jacqui, I understand how you can feel so much pain, but please don't forget that your Mom is hurting as much as you are. Only difference is that she doesn't have a husband and infant son to fill her days. When you are feeling isolated, try calling her. It might help both of you. Karen - Monday, February 7, 2005 3:46 PM CST Dear Jacqui, Aaron, Evan, and my sweet Angel Katja: I am certain Katja was communicating with me the last weekend of January. The overwhelming sadness I was feeling, missing her so much, was her way of telling me that y'all needed a visit! This is why it is said that our relationship with those we love doesn't end with death; it takes a different course. Being with those we love in these times is critical to extending this relationship and allowing it to grow. Evan is such a blessing. He is going to be a good singer and I know he will sing the praises of his brave, big sister. He's got big shoes to fill, but he's ready for the task. You are always in my mind, heart, and prayers. Love you guys! Tracy Tracy Zank <tzank@umn.edu> Golden Valley, MN USA - Monday, February 7, 2005 9:19 AM CST Thinking of you Jennifer - Monday, February 7, 2005 7:57 AM CST Just stopping in to let you know we are thinking of your family. You are in our daily prayers. God bless you. Julia <amlsux@yahoo.com> Scottsdale, Az USA - Sunday, February 6, 2005 5:56 PM CST As I read your journal entry earlier today, I was heartbroken. I have visited Katja's site often through her battle. I may have signed once before, but I feel that I need to tonight. I don't even know where to begin...I can't even imagine your pain. I know there are no words that I could say that would ease your pain. I just want you to know that I am and have been praying for your family. Because of you I give my kids a extra squeeze, and am so thankful for them. Please know how much you are loved. Love & Prayers, Amy Nasworthy <mnasworthy@tampabay.rr.com> St. Pete, FL USA - Saturday, February 5, 2005 1:32 AM CST Hello Jacqui, It was nice to talk to you on the phone the other day, Evan sounds like a little talker, what a sweetie. Always remember that you are in our prayers and thoughts. God bless you my friends. We Love you Angel Katja. Love LaKota and her mom Debbie. While We Are Apart I Will Hold You In My Heart and Never Let You Go Distance may separate us, But my heart will never let you go, For I carry a part of you With me always It keeps me going through the day It brings a smile to my face And tears to my eyes It is a part of my dreams That I live for and cherish That part is my wish, my only one, To see you again soon I know that wish will someday come true, But for now I will hold in my heart The memory of you And never let you go Author Unknown http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Friday, February 4, 2005 10:22 PM CST Hi Jacqui, I just read your latest entry. I too have struggled with whether to keep Mason's site going. I know what you mean about "the interest being over" and "assuming we are OK". We will never "be OK". Every waking day is so very difficult to function normally. I wish you would reconsider keeping the site going. I know we will continue to keep in touch but it's nice to read your entries. I love the pictures you posted. You have a beautiful family! Sandy Jergens <sandyjergens@frontiernet.net www.caringbridge.com/masonjergens> Watertown, MN - Friday, February 4, 2005 10:19 AM CST Hi Jacqui - Just wanted you to know that you and Katja are in my thoughts today. Thank you for the supportive message in Abe's guestbook. Keeping your family in our prayers. Kelly Kelly F. (www.caringbridge.org/mn/abe) Bemidji, MN - Thursday, February 3, 2005 7:06 PM CST I'm thinking of your family. Shannon Bellport, NY - Thursday, February 3, 2005 1:06 PM CST Jacqui...I, definitely, understand where you're coming from. Please know that I think of you and your beautiful angel often and that Katja's story has touched my heart. There will always be a special place for her there. God bless... Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, FL - Thursday, February 3, 2005 9:49 AM CST Many people have walked in your shoes. I know I sure have. I usually don't sign guest books because I feel there is nothing I could say that would remotely comfort you. I do visit as many children as possible and I pray for them and their parent's, but usually find myself at a loss for words. I offer your family my condolences and what your are feeling right now is perfectly normal. Take care and God Bless Elizabeth <e_spehr_99@yahoo.com> Washington , DC USA - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 11:10 AM CST Never give up!!! I read most of the stories here at CaringBridge, and prey for each and every child undergoing treatment. Though I rarely sing guest books it does not mean that I do not care. And am sure there are others. We lost our daughter Amanda Ann Olsen to AML in December 2003, ever since then I make it a point to read everyones story to pray for each and every child. I will keep you in out thoughts and prayers Mark Olsen <olsens@bellsouth.net> Goldsboro, NC USA - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 9:33 AM CST Your always in our thoughts and prayers. Love LaKota and her mom Debbie. ~*~LaKota~*~ IF ROSES GREW IN HEAVEN. If Roses grow in Heaven, Lord please pick a bunch for me, Place them in my friend's arms and tell her they're from me. Tell her I love her and miss her, and when she turns to smile, place a kiss upon her cheek and hold her for awhile. Because remembering her is easy, I do it every day, but there's an ache within my heart that will never go away. ~~Author Unknown.~~ http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 9:25 PM CST hey, wanted to know you touched my life the other day. I have a friend who has a sister who was pregnant with a Trisomy 18 infant, but had not heard from her despite several e-mails, phone calls and Christmas cards. After checking Katja's website, I placed a call to my friend who said her sister's baby was born in November and died the night before I called her. She has been consumed with helping her sister and this little angel to fulfill god's plan for their family. God does work in miraculous ways, and we do not always know the reason for things. It must be a very difficult time you guys are going through, and know that many of us are still thinking and checking your site regularily for any updates you share. I know you don't know me, and knowing Aaron via my mom and through physical therapy is many years ago. But know we are all thinking and praying for you and your family. Love, Kirsten Kirsten Mehr Becker <kirsten@mehr-usa.com> St. Joseph, MN usa - Monday, January 31, 2005 9:49 PM CST Hello Sufkas, Hope you had a wonderful weekend. I hope the package arrive safely at your home. The "treasures" are almost ready to send out. Waiting for a few more. I banded together with family and friends and am hoping to have a good sized box to send. The children will enjoy them. Always thinking about you and praying for God to be with you and give your strength. Lifting you up in Prayer Jennifer - Monday, January 31, 2005 1:14 PM CST Dear Sufka Family, I have visited Katja's page COUNTLESS times...and I always cryed...I am so very sorry, sorry for your loss of your precious Katja and sorry I didn't sign the guestbook and at least let you know I was thinking of you and praying for Katja. My 12 yr old grandaughter, Shelby, was diagnosed with AML-M7 on 8/10/04. In my search to find info. about this type of leukemia I found Katja's site. I read everything, all that you and Katja had been through, and right at that time life was taking another terrible turn for Katja and it broke my heart. I could not imagine that a message from a stranger telling you of yet another child with this terrible cancer could be of any benefit to you at such a time but you and Katja were and ARE always in my thoughts and prayers! Your little Katja is such a beautiful angel! I am truely sorry for your pain. Sheila <lilstomps@yahoo.com> - Monday, January 31, 2005 12:59 AM CST I read Katja's website often and continue to keep you all in my prayers. You don't know me so I never understood the importance of signing the guestbook until now, I always kept you in my prayers silently but I wanted to voice them to you at this time, I hope it gives you strength. I love reading Katja's journey -- I think she was amazing! She makes me appreicate my daughters and the things in life that are truly important. God Bless! Amber - Monday, January 31, 2005 9:25 AM CST Hi, I can feel your pain. When Dad died I really learned who I could count on. I too was very, very angry for a long time. I have since tried to heal my dissapointment and have moved on. But that is hard to get to. The pain and anger is very understandable. You are mad!!! You want to scream "Doesn't anyone care that I lost my little girl and my heart and happiness" I know I wanted to just tell total strangers that I was ticked and my life was upside down and how dare the world keep turning when I was in so much pain. I still have moments like that. I still remember the people that never called or wrote a note. But I try to do what my Dad would want me to. To just try to be as happy and do with my life as I can. I'm sorry you are hurting. I understand. Love you--Shari Shari Gohman <gohman4@juno.com> - Sunday, January 30, 2005 10:05 PM CST Always in our prayers and thoughts. Love You Angel Katja! Love LaKota and her mom Debbie. http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Sunday, January 30, 2005 7:34 PM CST  Brenda Dave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca> Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Sunday, January 30, 2005 3:06 PM CST Please understand Katja will always be a part of our hearts. People always ask what I will do with Katia's site as we get further and further out of treatment. My plan is to turn it over to her hopefully. I think your site is a wonderful tribute to Katja. I go there often but I don't always sign the guestbook as I almost feel like I sometimes may go there too often. I cannot imagine how you feel. I would love to call you (and I will when I am done here). I am not always good at what to really say on the phone. My fingers think better than my head but I am always willing to listen and remember and just be there for you. I know your house must be quieter and a lot of the joy feels as though it was just sucked out of your house. I don't think you will ever "get over" losing Katja because that is just an impossible thing to even imagine, even if she was only 2 days old. The picture on the front page makes me think just how beautiful she must be in Heaven. There are so many times I just wish she could be there with you because that is the way it should have been. That is the way it was meant to be. Please know I am here for you. Love, Tracy and Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug") Fighting leukemia AML with a vengence! Sharing Hope on the Wings of a Ladybug Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com> - Sunday, January 30, 2005 10:29 AM CST I just wanted to stop by and say hi again. I hope that you had a wonderful weekend. I continue to think about you guys all the time. Jennifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net> - Saturday, January 29, 2005 7:43 PM CST Hi again! Just wanted to say hi and that I am still prayin for peace for you all. I know the pain will never go away but we are all here for you. Katja will never be forgotten. Julia <amlsux@yahoo.com> Scottsdale, Az USA - Saturday, January 29, 2005 2:49 PM CST Sad to say, I understand what you say. Too many people leave us when our children die. A lot of people start disappearing when our children become ill. It's been almost 2 years since my Rachael died (she too received her transplants at Fairview Hospital). So many people once considered friends are no longer a part of my life. I trully feel closer to the 'strangers' I've met here on Caringbridge... I've been thinking about putting Rachael's site 'to bed'. I may do it after her 2nd deathdate...not sure. I'm not sure of a lot these days, except that I miss my Rachael...I know you understand. I think you should keep your daughters site up for those of us that appreciate your struggle, that understand you loss, and wish to offer you a kind word now and then. But, you need to do what is right for you... Take care, and may you have wonderful dreams of your beautiful daughter. Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com> - Friday, January 28, 2005 7:02 PM CST Thanks for stopping at my Dad's page and signing his book it means alot.I will always be here for you it you need a friend.Yoy are always in my prayers and in my thoughts. Brenda http://www2.caringbridge.org/ca/daverurka/ <brurka@shaw.ca> Edmonton,Alberta Canada, AB Canada - Friday, January 28, 2005 4:49 PM CST Our prayer's and thoughts are with you. Jacqui, I totally understand what you mean, and it does hurt. We love you guys. We Love Angel Katja. Love LaKota and her mom Debbie. ~*~LaKota~*~ http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Friday, January 28, 2005 4:13 PM CST I have never lost a child but one day I know it will happen sooner than later.We met you at the RMCH house last year.I have 3 kids and 2 of them have Hurlers.This last entries is how I feel about my life.I know we are out of the transplant world but we still struggle with life every minute of everyday.I feel alone in this world. I wish I could express my true feelings about it on my webpage.I HAD friendships with some people for 25 yrs. and after my son was dignosed in 1998, their friendship gone. Then after my daughter, (I had prenatual testing and they told me she did'nt have Hurlers) and when they called to say they made a mistake, friends and family really have been distance.I try to be a Happy person for my kids but for some reason others have choosen to stay away. You said it all in this last entry and maybe I will have the strenght to say it in my webpage.I just wanted to let you all know I find peace in your words you type. Susan Ries <Jagators24@msn.com www.caringbridge.org/page/tommyries> Jacksonville , Fl - Friday, January 28, 2005 7:39 AM CST  I know how you feel about the site,My dad just passed away on Dec 25th and ever since then no one goes there and sign's his page barley.But Kajia will never be forgotten her memory is alive in everyone that knew her.I was going to take my dad's site down to but decided not to if it is only me that goes there then that is fine with me I go there to let my feelings out.Don't give up your site I haven't came because I've just been busy with my fathers' passing.If you never need to talk feel free to email me. Brenda http://www2.caringbridge.org/ca/daverurka/ <brurka@shaw.ca> Edmonton, AB Canada - Thursday, January 27, 2005 9:45 PM CST Your statement was so right! I was entering for another friend, who is in critical condition and saw that this 'chapter' was still open. I have continued to keep you all in my prayers, but - have not gone beyond. Forgive me for that. Judy st cloud, Mn USA - Thursday, January 27, 2005 8:09 AM CST Well I am doing what I said. I still come everyday to stop and say a prayer for you. Andrea, I think your guest book entry was a little harsh. Kats memory is living on and everyone greieves different ways. It is there choice whether or not they choose to update. For some parents it is too much to bear. But coming and checking and seeing that we still care maybe gives them strength to keep going in finding a reason to smile everyday. I have never walked inthere shoes. I will not judge them for the d/c they make. If they so choose not continue to update that is their choice. Sufkas, I will still pray and I will still visit regardless of what you decided to do. You are special people and you loved your daughter more than ever possible. I know you will not let her memory be forgotten! Holding you up in prayer. Jennifer Hines Coon Rapids, MN - Thursday, January 27, 2005 7:38 AM CST I'm sorry about your decision to d/c this site. A possibility is that your absense from regularly updating might have contributed to less and less entries. It seemed to me anyway that you weren't interested in continuing your daughter's story;having it end with her death,whereas I believe her story still lives on in how she's touching your lives every day by the examples she set. I'll continue to pray that your family finds strength and peace in your life. Andrea <Drewsmommie2@yahoo.com> - Wednesday, January 26, 2005 6:32 PM CST Hi everyone, please continue with this page. I am new I have to say but I was looking for support to help a friend who just lost her daughter a few weeks ago. And if it weren't for your last journal, I wouldn't know where to start. Now I know BE THERE, not just e-mail, HUG HER, not just send a gift or a card. Thank you for your support that you may not even know you gave in your last note. May God be with you as you continue your journey here and await to be with your baby one day. Prayers to you and your family. Stacy PA - Wednesday, January 26, 2005 9:33 AM CST Hello Sufkas I was so sorry to read that your last journal entry. I do check it everyday and stop and pray for the both of your Evan. I have often had the urge to call, but you have never met me, and only recived a package from me. Katja touched my life. Her courage and strength were amazing. Your love for daughter gave me strength and hope as well. You are very amzing parents and I wish I could meet you someday. I hope that Evan is doing well. Growing like a weed I am sure. Keeping you on your toes. I hope that he is filled with stories of his big sister and how much she loved him. I will continue to stop byt he site everyday and say my prayer. I will try harder to write int he guest book more. Holding you up in my prayers. Jennifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net> Coon Rapids, MN - Wednesday, January 26, 2005 9:11 AM CST You dont know me, but I also have been checking on your daughter for about a year now. I cried my heart out when she passed. I too have the same type of leukemia, and your daughter was so beautiful and brave. I couldn't believe that she was going through the same hard things that us 'older' kids have gone through. My mom and I prayed for your family every night and I stil think of Katja often. I hope you dont stop updating the site. The pictures of Katja are so cute...especially that one from last christmas that you put up. I cried when I saw that because the firs time I ever saw this page, you had that picture up. I also have this site saved in my favorites, so that means I check it everyday...sometimes 2 or 3 times. It is hard to say something in the guest book when I am a stranger and you have no idea who I am. I guess I should have let myself be known a long time ago. I do know what it is like to lose a friend, but obviously not a daughter. I can only guess how terrible it feels to watch somebody so close to you suffer. I hear my mom pray to God to take it away from me and give it to her...but I'm glad its not her. I would rather deal with it than watch a parent have to deal with it. I've heard my mom crying late into the late when I was really sick. If the situation were switched I would die in agony wanting to take the pain away from my mother. Just know that I and so many others are here wanting to support you all, but dont know how to since we are strangers. Don't listen to that jerk who wrote before me...because they are just selfish, and are unable to understand what its like. Just remember that we are here to listen. I will start to write in here everytime I check your page to let you know that I was here, and that I still care. Your family will always be in my my prayers and I will never forget about Katja. I wish I could have met her. Julia Julia <amlsux@yahoo.com> - Tuesday, January 25, 2005 5:14 PM CST Letting you know that your in our prayers and thoughts. Sending lots of prayers your way.++++++++++++++++++ Love LaKota and her mom Debbie. ~*~LaKota~*~ http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 10:12 AM CST In Memory of Katja Liane Sufka We can shed tears because she is gone or we can smile because she has lived. We can close our eyes and pray that she'll come back or we can open our eyes and see all she's left. Our hearts can be empty because we can't see her or we can be full of the love she shared with us. We can turn our backs on tomorrow and live for yesterday or we can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday. We can remember her and only that she's gone or we can cherish her memory and let it live on. We can cry and close our minds, be empty and turn our backs or we can do what Katja would want: smile, open our eyes, love and go on. Katja will be in our hearts and minds forever for the very precious princess she was. Aaron and Jacqui you are the best and we will always admire your strength, courage and love as you dealt and continue to deal with each new day. All our love, Aunt Darlene and Uncle Mel Darlene and Mel Hackett <melarryfarms@msn.com> Rice, Mn USA - Monday, January 17, 2005 6:47 PM CST Hello! Sorry that I don't always sign in, but I do check your web page all the time, Just want to let you know that you are in our prayers and thoughts. Sending lots of prayers your way.++++++++++++++++++++++ Love LaKota and her mom Debbie. ~*~LaKota~*~ http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Saturday, January 15, 2005 11:26 PM CST Thinking of you guys so often. When we brought in the New Year with Katia, your little Katja was on my mind also. We watched the DVD the other day again for the ?? time. Katia enjoys watching Katja. The pictures are very nice in the album. What is the TV picture? Thank you for continuing to follow Katia's progress. Love, Tracy and Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug") Fighting leukemia AML with a vengence! Sharing Hope on the Wings of a Ladybug Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com> - Sunday, January 9, 2005 5:54 PM CST Thinking of you and your precious angel this new year...God Bless. ~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~ Love & hugs, XOXOXOXOXOXO Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com> Melbourne, Australia - Thursday, January 6, 2005 4:55 AM CST Keeping your family in our thoughts and prayers... The Fagerstrom's www.caringbridge.org/mn/abe Kelly Fagerstrom <kellyfagerstrom@hotmail.com> Bemidji, MN - Monday, January 3, 2005 11:59 AM CST It has been many months since I have visited Katja's web site, but I have thought about you often. Words cannot begin to express the pain my heart feels for you and your family. I hope you have been able to find some comfort knowing that Katja is in Heaven with God. She REALLY has "earned her wings." I feel honored and blessed to have spent time with her (though not as much as I would have liked). I can honestly say that she is one of those special children who touched the heart of everyone she met. I will keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. Kara Rogers and family - Monday, January 3, 2005 9:16 AM CST THINKING AND PRAYING FOR YOU ALWAYS. Brenda http://www2.caringbridge.org/ca/daverurka/ Edmonton, AB Canada - Monday, January 3, 2005 2:28 AM CST Hi Jaqui,Aaron,Evan,Angel Katja, Wishing you a happy new year. I was so glad to see Aaron and Evan at Darlene's. Too bad you had to work Jaqui. Evan is such a doll!! He was making the gargling sounds. What a peanut. Are you hanging in there? As time goes bye you will get more used to it. But never except it or as they say " get over it " It just becomes easier to be used to. It will always be there and hurt,but it won't be as raw all the time. I remember after Dad died I asked one of my friends if it got better. He said--and it was 10 years earlier that his Dad passed--that he just gets up and it's a normal day not based on sadness. I'm not there yet but it does get better my dears--It will never be o.k-and life will never be the same but you will somehow get used to it being real. I always say to myself even to this day-wow,that happened huh? I have not had to go through the household things like you have though. Nor was he my child. But I'm just trying to help in some or anyway I can. I love you guys and I hope I did not confuse you with this message-but you know how I am!! Love you -Shari-God Bless Katja- Shari Gohman <gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, - Saturday, January 1, 2005 11:17 PM CST We think about you all the time, and send lots of prayers your way.++++++++++++++++++ We love you Angel Katja. Love LaKota and her mom,Debbie. http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Friday, December 31, 2004 9:10 PM CST What a beautiful girl Katja is! Wishing you and your family a happy and healthy New Year. Katja will be celebrating in the most beautiful place of all! Love and God Bless. Michelle <mwolfe@ffadlaw.com> Rossville, GA - Thursday, December 30, 2004 11:38 AM CST I know your first Christmas without Katja was hard. My thoughts and prayers are always with you. On 12/17 I was in St. Cloud Hospital to celebrate my nephews birth. But I have to tell you that I thought of you Kat when we drove through sauk rapids to get there. I hope that you had a wonderful holiday. May the Lord continue to be with you and give you strength. Peace, Jennifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net> Coon Rapids, MN - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 10:57 PM CST My First Christmas in Heaven I see the countless Christmas trees, Around the world below, With tiny lights like Heaven’s stars Reflecting on the snow. The sight is so spectacular, Please wipe away that tear, For I’m spending Christmas, With Jesus Christ this year. I hear the many Christmas songs, That people hold so dear, But the sounds of music don’t compare, With the Christmas choir up here. I have no words to tell you, The joy their voices bring, For it is beyond description, To hear the angels sing. I know how much you miss me, I see the pain inside your heart, But I am not so far away, We really aren’t apart. So be happy for me, dear ones, You know I hold you dear And be glad I’m spending Christmas, With Jesus Christ this year. I send you each a special gift, From the heavenly home above, I send you each a memory, Of my undying love. After all “Love” is a gift, More precious than pure gold, It was always most important, In the stories Jesus told. Please love and keep each other, As my heavenly father said to do, For I can’t count the blessings of love, He has for each of you. So have a Merry Christmas, And wipe away that tear, Remember, I’m spending Christmas, With Jesus Christ this year. Brenda http://www2.caringbridge.org/ca/daverurka/ <brurka@shaw.ca> Edmonton, AB Canada - Sunday, December 26, 2004 7:12 PM CST Holiday Greetings to you. I love the new pictures and the old. I noticed the yellow wristband, we too are wearing them. I just ordered blue ones which support leukemia awareness & donor programs. If you haven't heard of them they are at www.hendrickmotorsports.com. I'm sure this is a tough time of year but you certainly have a beautiful little boy to cherish and enjoy. Happy New year, love the Fricks Darius, Marna, Zane, Zach, & Reese <www.caringbridge.org/nd/reesefrick marnafrick@yahoo.com> Watford City, ND - Sunday, December 26, 2004 9:36 AM CST I pray you are totally surrounded by God's peace that surpasses all understanding. Enjoy the fantastic birthday party in heaven Katja. I guess Jesus just couldn't stand the idea of one more year without your beautiful face at his table of honor. Shannon Fullerton, CA - Saturday, December 25, 2004 9:52 PM CST We are thinking of you today and always. Katja, I am sure you are having the most wonderful Christmas ever with Jesus. We love you sweetie. Love, Tracy and Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug") Fighting leukemia AML with a vengence! Sharing Hope on the Wings of a Ladybug Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com> - Saturday, December 25, 2004 2:25 PM CST Your family is in our thoughts and prayers through out this holiday season and always. We think of Katja often. We wish you all health,happiness and peace in the new year. Missy, Chad and Max Butler <missykampa2002@yahoo.com> St. Cloud, MN USA - Saturday, December 25, 2004 10:50 AM CST Thinking of you tday and wishing your family strength and peace. Warmest wishes and Merry Christmas. Hillari <mizshuckiduck@yahoo.co.uk> - Saturday, December 25, 2004 6:56 AM CST Dearest Angel Katja's Family! Today is Christmas Eve, and my wish today was to mail a card to everyone, who have gone Heaven ward! I did notice you have no address, but am very happy to be able to sign the guest book! I was surprised to have found another child with the rare type of AML-M7!! I walk the same journey you do, let us not travel it alone! My daughter too had AML-M7! I miss her, as you do Katja, I am blessed to have learned of Katja! Thank you for sharing her life's journey to the world! Blessings to you all! Sincerely, Elaine, Trinitys mother www.trinitysdiary.com threebrazilnuts@hotmail.com ps ~ I hope to one day be in contact with you all! Elaine J. <threebrazilnuts@hotmail.com> Surrey, BC Canada - Friday, December 24, 2004 5:21 PM CST Merry Christmas from our family to yours. Margaret, Mike, and Grace Ciacciarelli <mmchick@comcast.net www.Mighty-Max.com> - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 8:20 PM CST Peace, Health and Happiness to all of you too. I think of you often. The boys and I pray to Katja in our evening prayers. Merry Christmas and blessings, sandy jergens <sandyjergens@frontiernet.net www.caringbridge.com/mn/masonjergens> Watertown, MN - Friday, December 17, 2004 2:15 PM CST You're in our thoughts and prayers and I hope that the Lord will help you through this Holiday season with special peace and comfort. Love and Prayers, Amy & Micah Micah's Caring Bridge Page Amy Friend <aimjoy78@yahoo.com> Mountain Lake Park, MD USA - Thursday, December 16, 2004 11:20 AM CST Jacqui and Aaron - we continue to pray for you guys, and we are thinking of you often during this Holiday season. God Bless You All! Kim Nelson <kj-nelson@bethel.edu> Stillwtawer, MN 55082 - Thursday, December 16, 2004 11:15 AM CST Sufkas, thinking of you so much these days. This is a tough time of the year when you are dealing with the loss of a loved one. I hope you are taking care of yourselves. I hope to see you on Christmas. We are praying for you-Love Shari Shari Gohman <gohman4@juno.com> - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 8:24 AM CST Thinking of all of you and sending extra prayers during this very difficult holiday season. Much love... Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, FL - Saturday, December 11, 2004 7:26 PM CST Just want you to know that we are always thinking and praying for you. I bet that beautiful little son of yours is getting big? Always in our prayers. We love you Katja. Love LaKota and her mom Debbie. JUST BECAUSE; Just because I no longer stand in front of your eyes doesn't mean you can't see me. Close them, I am there. Just because I no longer answer when you call my name doesn't mean you can't hear me. Speak softly, listen carefully, there is my voice. Just because I can no longer touch your hands doesn't mean you can't feel me. Hold on to another, my arms are there. Just because I am no longer there to show you I love you doesn't mean my love is gone. Place your hand on your heart, feel its beat. I am there. Know that I am with God. Know that God is with you. And in that we are still with each other. Just because... http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Saturday, December 4, 2004 11:30 AM CST Thinking of you today. My prayers are being lifted up for you all. JoBeth Hunnicutt Moultrie, Ga - Thursday, November 25, 2004 8:27 AM CST Hi this is Priscilla i just wanted to Thank You for writting to me and i just want you to know that if you ever need something you know that we will always be here for you :). We Love You A Lot and Take Care of That Preciouse Baby. Priscilla <princessgallegos@yahoo.com <www.caringbridge.org/MN/Butterfly> Pasadena, TX US - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 3:25 PM CST I hope your Thanksgiving Day is showered with unexpected blessings! Cheryl <pray_4kids@yahoo.com> Georgia - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 8:44 AM CST Hello, We are thankful to have found your family in this journey called cancer. You are an inspiration to many. Wishing you a blessed Thanksgiving!  WYATT'S ADVENTURE Kris Rech <kmrech@hotmail.com> New Prague, MN USA - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 4:46 PM CST Hello, Our prayers and thoughts are with you always. Katja is never far from our thoughts or our hearts. Beautiful passage. Always in our prayers. Love LaKota and her mom,Debbie http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Monday, November 22, 2004 8:13 PM CST That is such a beautiful passage and so very true. I think of you guys so very often as I watch Katia throughout the day or I see her asleep at night. We love you guys and Katja is still here in our household. We watch her DVD and Katia very much enjoys seeing "The other Katja". I remember the first time I showed her Katja's website and that she had the same name. Katia's mouth just dropped open and then looked back at the computer again. I am thankful for getting to know Katja via her website. Thank YOU! Love, Tracy and Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug") Fighting leukemia AML with a vingence! Sharing Hope on the Wings of a Ladybug Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com> - Saturday, November 20, 2004 7:29 PM CST I stop by your site often to check on all of you, and am happy to see you share your thoughts with all of us. I want you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. Katja will be forever missed, and I know that her precious memory will live on forever through you. Sending all my love your way. Happy Thanksgiving Sufkas!! Nicole Nemeth <nnemeth@css.edu> Plymouth, MN - Friday, November 19, 2004 5:29 PM CST Thinking of your family especially today... thank you for sharing "Togetherness"... it is beautiful. I saved a copy to re-read. You are always in our thoughts and prayers. Katie, Hayley and Hunter <dugan2b@yahoo.com> Franklin, MA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 6:21 PM CST Jacqui,Aaron, Evan and angel Katja, I think of you all the time. I love the words of inspiration. It is truely hard to cope let alone stay positive-but that beautiful little girl prepared you for it. She taught us all to be positive and humble and take joy in what you do have. As you know this month is a very hard month for me-course they all are. I just keep thinking of my dad and kat cracking jokes and telling us to be happy. A breath away............ Love you all so much-Love, Shari Shari Gohman <gohman4@juno.com> - Thursday, November 18, 2004 10:38 AM CST Just to let you know you are in my heart and prayers. We have not forgotten your beautiful Katja!! Love and hugs Judy  Judy Crawford <tnderheart@yahoo.com> - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 9:49 AM CST Your journal entry was very touching. Your family continues to be in my thoughts and prayers. I hope the Lord gives you special strength each and every moment. Love and Prayers, Amy & Micah Micah's Caring Bridge Page Amy Friend <amyjoy78@hotmail.com> Mountain Lake Park, MD USA - Monday, November 15, 2004 9:01 AM CST Just a note to let you know that I am thinking of you and your family. Kristel Hanlon (Friends of Allie) <khanlon@idontwanttotravel.com> McKinney, TX - Friday, November 12, 2004 1:31 PM CST Dear Jacqui, Thank you for the wise words well spoken. We think of you often and continue to pray for your comfort. We look forward to see you at Christmas if you are available. Love, Karla K Borchardt <Rborch@qwest.net> Salem, OR USA - Thursday, November 11, 2004 1:18 PM CST Dear Jacqui - You are a very wise woman and I am so sorry for your family's loss. I cant help but think Katja up in heaven projecting her own wisdom down upon our earth. Thank you for being so courageous and inspiring. Julie <cegagirl@hotmail.com> Detroit, MI USA - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 10:46 AM CST Hello! Just a quick hello to let you know you are in our thoughts every day. Much love, Liz Jacobs <wearejacobs6@aol.com> Shakopee, MN - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 11:33 PM CST I AM SORRY FOR MY GRAMMER MISTAKES :( BEBA <beba405@hotmail.com> NOVI SAD, SERBIA - Sunday, November 7, 2004 11:45 AM CST HI! I RED WHAT YOU WROTE IN ENTRY, THANK YOU FOR SHARING YOUR HEART WITH US. WE ARE NOT PARETNS YET, BUT WE ARE ADOPTING CHILD... I'VE LEARNED THINGS FROM YOUR WORDS. GOD BLESS YOU! KATJA WAS SO HAPPY THAT SHE WOULD SHARE HER LIFE WITH YOU GUYS BEBA <beba405@hotmail.com> NOVI SAD, SERBIA - Sunday, November 7, 2004 11:41 AM CST How lucky Katja was to have you both for parents; she was truly blessed. Thank you for sharing these thoughts today; we all can benefit from your advice. Take care and God Bless You. Karen Johnson <kjinstitches@yahoo.com> Duluth, MN - Sunday, November 7, 2004 1:58 AM CST Your words are such an inspiration to us all. We pray for your family. Laura Masica (www.caringbridge.org/mn/duncanmasica) <lmasica@msn.com> - Friday, November 5, 2004 12:34 AM CST I just had to come by and see sweet Katja's pictures and let you know we were thinking of you. I again, watched the video and I am so touched by Katja. Our Katia is just mesmorized with the video. Love, Tracy and Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug") Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com> - Thursday, November 4, 2004 4:37 PM CST Such thoughtful words. You are honoring her memory so very well. I hope others are sharing those precious memories of her with you as well. Sometimes I believe that others do not understand that as a grieving parent we need to talk about those we have lost. They are not forgotten, and they will always live on in our hearts and memories. I am hoping that you find peace in those memories, I am looking forward to seeing pictures of her new bench in the garden in the spring. It is beautiful. Wyatt's link is fixed now :) WYATT'S ADVENTURE Kris Rech <kmrech@hotmail.com> New Prague, MN USA - Thursday, November 4, 2004 0:14 AM CST What a touching piece of journaling... thank you for the reminder that we need to be amazed by our children every day. Sometimes it's so easy to get caught up in the other stuff that we forget what's really important. Your family is in our thoughts and prayers. Katie, Hayley and Hunter <dugan2b@yahoo.com> Franklin, MA - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 4:41 PM CST We are thinking of and praying for your family, with love from our hearts. Benjamin, Paulina, Erin (Forever Family with ~Esther~) <Mercy2Live@yahoo.com> Fairborn, OH US - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 4:27 PM CST Jacqui and Aaron - we think and pray for you all often. Thanks for sharing in your last entry. Thanks for the reminder to stop and smell the roses. Even when we think we are doing that, a reminder helps keep us in line. We hope to get together with you guys sometime. Love - Scott, Kim, Devin and Dillan Kim Nelson <kj-nelson@bethel.edu> Stillwtawer, MN USA - Monday, November 1, 2004 8:45 AM CST Thinking of you on this halloween. I'm sure you must be missing your little princess so much tonight. As I took my kids trick or treating I thought of you and how me and so many others take things with our children for granted. I know that you and so many other families are without their precious children. Why that has to happen I don't get it. Let go let GOD. That sticks in my brain when I think of the so many things that are out of our hands. Just like I went to my Mom's house tonight and Dad is not there to marvel at the kids anymore and I just don't get it.The pain I feel is not even to compare to a loss of a child. You are remarkable people to be still positive. I bet heaven has some great candy. I'm thinking of you everyday and pray that you are finding comfort in some Katja-isms of halloweens past. Lots of love coming your way--Love Shari Shari Gohman <gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, - Sunday, October 31, 2004 9:35 PM CST Just stopping by to tell you we think of you often. Your latest entry was very inspiring and what wonderful words of advice to all of us parents. Marna Frick <marnafrick@yahoo.com www.caringbridge.org/nd/reesefrick> Watford City, ND - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 6:44 PM CDT Thank you for your beautiful entry, I think that it really sums up what so many of us who have experienced a great loss feel. Katia was a beautiful little girl, and she will always remain with you. My love and prayers....... Laura and Angel Ryan <lladd@iupui.edu/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan> - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 1:08 PM CDT Sufkas, Thinking of you everyday-I check her website almost everyday-just to see if you have written and today you did and I thank you for sharing your feelings with us. I can't imagine what these days are like for you. I know she is so very proud of you guys and how you are honoring her memory and keeping your spirits up just like she did all the time even though her poor little body was under attack. She was and is a truely remarkable child that we were all in awe of. She handled herself with such grace and dignity that most adults can't do in her situation. We love you very much and you are always in our thoughts and prayers. When I talk to Dad now I also talk to Katja-I know they are exploring together and they are taking care of eachother. Take care. Love Shari Shari Gohman <gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 9:25 PM CDT Found your page through another.......my prayers are with your family. Karen West---tabbypaige/tn <karenpuddn@comcast.net> - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 11:36 AM CDT Hi, I just wanted to say, I think of you often and pray for you all during your loss. Katja is not forgotten. Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net> In - Saturday, October 23, 2004 10:30 PM CDT I just wanted to stop by and let you know that you are in my prayers and thoughts. I pray for healing and peace for your family. Katja will always be a beautiful little girl and will continue to touch so many hearts. Take Care & Stay Strong, Laura Hinkle ~ Love Notes Ministry~ <lhinkle@carolina.rr.com> Weddington, nc usa - Friday, October 22, 2004 3:26 PM CDT What a truly remarkable little angel that you now have in Heaven. May your memories of your beautiful baby girl be what help get you through this most difficult time. Just remeber: To be absent from the body is to be present with the Lord. May Katja, your shining star, watch over until it is time for you to join her in our eternal home. What a day that will be! Until then, take care and GOD BLESS. Sending love and prayers to you and your family, and as always, Katja. Michelle <mwolfe@ffadlaw.com> Rossville, GA - Friday, October 22, 2004 2:30 PM CDT Dear Aaron, Jacqui and Evan: Your special poem for Katja is absolutely breath taking. You never cease to amaze me with your wonderful ability to express yourselves throughout this walk you've had to take. Not a day goes by that we don't talk about and miss Princess Katja. She was so loved. May God's continued strength and love be with you in each day ahead. Your the greatest! Love you so very, very much. Aunt Darlene and Uncle Mel Mel and Darlene Hackett <melarry farms@msn.com> Rice, Mn USA - Friday, October 22, 2004 11:00 AM CDT Stopping by to let you know that we are praying for you and thinking about you guys. We are thinking about your precious beautiful daughter Katja. Love LaKota and her mom,Debbie. ~*~ LaKota~*~ http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Thursday, October 21, 2004 7:21 PM CDT Just want to let you know that we are thinking of you, and praying for you. Sending lots of prayer's your way.++++++++++++ Love LaKota and her mom Debbie God be with you. ~*~ LaKota~*~ http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 9:17 PM CDT Katia was sitting here and wanted to "go by Katja's page". She really likes coming by here each day when we sit down but I wanted to leave you a message. As we have our Katia here with us watching TV or getting around the house, eating, even just brushing her teeth, I think of how much you must miss your Katja. Because of this, I think about your family so much through OUR days. I try to not think what life would be like with our Katia but I can't help to think about it and it scares me so so bad. I so wish you had your little Katja there with you, playing with Evan, doing all the things she loved to do and that you could just hear her giggling and laughing and telling you what she wants:) Katja, you must be so missed little princess. I imagine you as that picture on the front page. Just a beautiful beautiful angel in a paradise, feeling no pain, taking no medicine and eating all the bacon and proteins your little heart desires! We miss you sweetie. Love, Tracy and Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug") Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com> - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 10:59 AM CDT Thinking of you always. Brenda <brurka@shaw.ca> Edmonton, AB Canada - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 3:04 PM CDT I am truly sorry for the loss of your beautiful daughter. You are in my thoughts and prayers today and always. Amy <jm0478@sccoast.net> Myrtle Beach, SC - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 9:37 AM CDT Thinking of you today, and praying that you find the strength you need to get through this all. ~*God Bless*~ Katie S. Foley, MN USA - Monday, October 18, 2004 8:10 PM CDT What a beautiful poem... We are keeping you all in our thoughts and prayers. ~The Tidds caringbridge.org/mn/jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com> - Monday, October 18, 2004 2:20 AM CDT Dear Katja's Family, It's heartbreaking while reading your poem for Katja. What a beautiful and true love! Knowing your precious little angel watching over you all the time, we pray heavenly peace and comfort be with you. Benjamin, Paulina, Erin (Forever Family with ~Esther~) <Mercy2Live@yahoo.com> Fairborn, OH US - Monday, October 18, 2004 0:22 AM CDT Thinking of you in a special way tomorrow on Katja's one month angel anniversary. May you be blessed with an awareness of her presence in your daily lives. The Gazdziks St. Cloud, MN - Sunday, October 17, 2004 9:21 PM CDT I just wanted to sign in and let you know that I was thinking about you and hoping that you are finding peace in the wonderful memories you created with Katja. The poem that is on the home page is so beautiful. Have a great week. Kris Rech WYATT'S ADVENTURE Kris Rech <kmrech@hotmail.com> New Prague, MN USA - Sunday, October 17, 2004 11:42 AM CDT Thinking of you today and always as it nears the one month mark. It is the unthinkable that you are having to cope with the loss of princess Katja. You are strong through the strength that she gave you in those 5 years of loving her and knowing her. She was truely a gift from the Lord above. I know that she is watching over you today and all the time. I'm sorry for the pain that you are in. I hope that you are taking care of eachother and yourselves. Love you all so much. Shari Shari Gohman <gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, - Saturday, October 16, 2004 12:18 AM CDT How I really really wish I could have met Katja. It was such a treasure just to read about her. Love, Tracy and Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug") Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com> - Friday, October 15, 2004 6:00 PM CDT Dear Family: Just wanted to let you know that you are all in my thoughts, prayers and HEART! My heart is aching for you, as so many who share the loss of your beautiful little Katja. May God bless you and bring you comfort and peace. Love & Big Hugs, Joyce & Husband Angel Mike (AML) Joyce Milus San Diego, CA - Thursday, October 14, 2004 3:54 PM CDT Dear friends, We also watched you during this time as you watched Katja. We cheared with you, cried with you and struggled in a small way as you struggled. We watched you endure and grow and touch others with the same grace and dignity as Katja. We watched you fall and get up again. You taught us all how to be stronger and love more deeply. You are our heroes and all of us who count you as freinds are blessed beyond words. Love from Oregon. Karla Borchardt <rborchar@qwest.org> Salem, OR USA - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 1:32 PM CDT We're thinking of your family and keeping you in our prayers. The Fagerstrom's Kelly Fagerstrom -www.caringbridge.org/mn/abe <kellyfagerstrom@hotmail.com> Bemidji, MN - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 11:04 AM CDT Sending lots of prayers your way.+++++++++++++++ Your always in our prayers and thoughts. God be with you on this journey. Love LaKota and her mom,Debbie ~*~ LaKota~*~ http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 10:42 AM CDT Tears, prayers and hugs coming your way from this side of the ocean. Sabrina <morini@agriflex.it> Forlì, FC Italy - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 7:03 AM CDT We are still amazed at what a wonderful job you two did at expressing Katja in words, music, pictures, and in your faith during her services. You comforted others who were expecting to have to comfort you. Your strength and love showed so strongly. Take care of each other, you are in our prayers. Mike, Lynette, Samson, Danielle and Lila Mansour <mcandman@astound.net> St. Cloud, MN USA - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 10:06 PM CDT HUGS TO YOU TODAY AND EVERYDAY! mATHEW IS TAKING KATJA'S BOOKMARK FOR SHOW AND TELL TOMORROW, HE IS HONORED TO TALK AND SHARE ABOUT KATJA. WE MISS YOU AND MATHEW AND MICHAEL PRAY FOR KATJA EACH NIGHT. THURSDAY - VB?? JEN AND MATHEW <jlodette@stcloudstate.edu> - Monday, October 11, 2004 8:59 PM CDT Sufkas, Thinking of you today and everyday. I hope you are alright. I was going through my drawer of pictures yesterday and came across the picture of Kat in her burgundy dress with the matching headband. What a ham!! Made me tear up. I know you are missing her so bad. It seems to get worse before it gets better. Your heart and mind have to adapt somehow. I'm sorry for the long painful journey without your princess. That beautiful baby is a Godsend or shall I say a Katjasend----she knew that baby would help. Love you so much, Shari Shari Gohman <gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, - Saturday, October 9, 2004 9:31 PM CDT Thinking of you all today and praying that you are doing ok and finding a reason to smile. Christy http://www.angeldreamz.net Christy Porter Palm Springs, CA USA - Saturday, October 9, 2004 5:28 PM CDT We are keeping you all in our thoughts and prayers... Heather, Jared, Robin and Jaxon cairngbridge.org/mn/jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com> - Friday, October 8, 2004 3:43 PM CDT My heart aches for the pain that you're going through. I told many people about your beautiful, special daughter last Friday night at our Light The Night walk. We carried Katja's duck with great pride! Much love and continued prayers... Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, FL - Thursday, October 7, 2004 1:04 PM CDT I know that no words will suffice. Please feel the prayers of my heart. Laurie Randel Morgan's Page <laurie.randel@randelfamily.com> Cedar Park, TX - Thursday, October 7, 2004 8:37 AM CDT Dear Katja's Family, I just want you to know that we are thinking about you guys, and praying for you. Always in our prayers. Love LaKota and her father Steve, and her mom,Debbie ~*~ LaKota~*~ http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 7:48 PM CDT Dear Aaron, Jacqui and Evan, Your sharing is absolutely truely. Even our daughter Esther's going HOME has been six months, we still feel so difficult to know her absence, not to mention how hard it is to your family. Like you shared, Katja is God's perfect and precious creation. Heavenly Father will cherish her even more than we do. Look into our hearts and you will find our beloved children never left. They are dwelling within us forever. Our heartfelt prayers and thoughts are with you. Benjamin, Paulina, Erin (Forever Family with ~Esther~) <Mercy2Live@yahoo.com> Fairborn, OH US - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 6:52 PM CDT Dear Family, I just wanted to let you know we are still praying for your family.May comfort come to you soon. God Bless June & Jasmine <juneruss@sbcglobal.net> caringbridge.org/mo/jazzy, - Tuesday, October 5, 2004 9:21 PM CDT Just a note to let you know my heart and prayers are with you and your are not alone. Love and prayers Judy  Click on the angel to visit Catch An Angel Judy Crawford <tnderheart@yahoo.com> TN - Tuesday, October 5, 2004 1:52 AM CDT My prayers go out to all of you. I opened a letter from your Mom on Saturday and my eyes filled with tears just thinking of what you are going through. I am so sorry I never met her. I know she will always be your beautiful angel. Take care and my thoughts are with you. Sheryl Sheryl (Soderman) Neil <sneil@eqrworld.com> Saint Paul, MN USA - Monday, October 4, 2004 8:02 PM CDT Katja, Katia was asking about you. We miss you, sweetie. Love, Tracy and Katia Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.co > - Monday, October 4, 2004 3:55 PM CDT Continuing to think of you and your family, and keeping you in my prayers. I can see through the guestbook and through your words that Katja was a beautiful little girl, and she will continue to touch many lives! Thank you for sharing the angel verse with us, it was beautiful. Laura <MousieLadd@aol.com/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan> - Sunday, October 3, 2004 12:44 AM CDT Aaron and Jacqui, I can feel your pain through your last entry. I am so sorry you did not get to see her reach her endless potential. I know you are angry and sad. I am so angry for you. I don't get it. She was such a special girl so smart and witty and there must have been a great need for a girl as loving and funny as her in heaven. I'm thinking about you all the time. You are awesome people with such love in your hearts for your princess. She's watching over you. Someday we will all be together and there will be no more pain and no more sorrow. Love you all so much--GOD BLESS PRINCESS KATJA--and God Bless you. Thank you for letting us know how you are doing--sometimes easier to write it huh? It means alot to all of us that you are sharing your feelings. Many prayers to you tonight and always. Love Shari Shari Gohman <gohman4@juno.com> - Saturday, October 2, 2004 7:45 PM CDT Dearest Katja's Family, Life never has easy answers or why things happen but I know that Katja is now an angel in God's own garden. She watches you from His kingdom but never away. Look in your heart and your memories and she is never gone. I am there anytime. I will be praying for you and please feel free to write me for special request of poetry or to talk. God Bless You All Love Ya Many Hugs And Kisses Angel Luvyapoet Simply Enchanting Angels SEA URL: http://seangels.org This was written for two precious children in Heaven, Dustin Little And Payton Griffin and their families. For All Families who lose their loved ones. The time we spend with our children is so dear. Our memories become a special stairway to keep our loved ones close to us. If tears could build a miracle then yours was built long ago. I got this idea from the site of Dustin Little who will be a beacon in this poet’s heart forever. God Bless You Hugs And Kisses Love Ya Praying For All! Poet Dorothy IF TEARS COULD BUILD If tears could build a stairway, Our steps would extend beyond the farthermost star, Though our memories will always be a lane, Where our heart will travel o’er. If tears could build a tower, It would be the highest in the universe, Reaching to Heaven beyond the sun, Where we could bring you back again. If tears could build a miracle, Our arms would hold our angel again. Though our love will hold you forever, Our special angel, God has taken home. Dorothy E. Scott © Copyrighted 2004 On The Wings Of Hope Written For Simply Enchanting Angels Anniversary Gift. Angel Luvyapoet ; http://www.geocities.com/dorothy_poet <poetry99@txol.net> Ranger, Tx. USA - Saturday, October 2, 2004 6:00 PM CDT I can't help but still check the website. I think of you all every single day and wonder how you are doing and what can possibly be going through your minds. I pray that God continues to give you strength and peace. Katja was so lucky to have wonderful & loving parents. It is amazing how she (and you) have impacted so many people. Thank you for sharing a very special part of your lives and continuing your updates. You are still prayed for at our house. Leanne Klett & Family <lklett@astound.net> Sauk Rapids, MN - Saturday, October 2, 2004 8:20 AM CDT Dearest Aaron, Jacqui and Evan Plz know that my family have you in our thoughts & prayers continuously in the loss of Angel girl Katja. We lost our son on May 3, 2004 and still are trying to figure out the "how comes" and "why this happened" phases. Losing a child is the most difficult trial in life ever to endure, but to know how special, how much they meant to not only us as parents, but to all the ppl they touched brings a vibrant touch to the heart. Sending to your family many hugs, much encouragement, & large amounts of strength. ((Heavenly hugs to you, sweet Katja)) Christie Darnell www.caringbridge.org/ky/mason_d. <christie95992001@yahoo.com> KY - Friday, October 1, 2004 9:10 AM CDT I have to come by this site at least 3 to 4 times a day. It just doesn't feel "right" not to. I am so used to checking on Katja. She must be the most beautiful angel in Heaven!! I mean, she had so much practice here on earth. You are right, she was called early and it must be for some reason. I have seen more butterflies than I normally do. It is weird because usually by this time of year, they are in hiding it seems. Maybe Katja is up there sending lots of messages of love and letting people know she is okay. I can't help but to hear words of songs differently right now. I am normally one to listen deeper into things but right now, I think of you guys. I think of how you must miss her so much. One thing Katia does, almost every morning, is tell me about her dreams. I couldn't help but choke up when I read that you missed Katja doing that. I don't ever want to walk in your shoes. I can't imagine it at all. I am sure you couldn't. I never ever imagined having to walk this road, all of us are walking right now. I try very hard to stay positive and just think of the here and now. When I look at our Katia asleep, I know how you must miss seeing yours. I think after reading what you wrote about "perfect", I am going to let my same rule of that down. I didn't ever want my girls to think they didn't need to continue trying and they aren't above others. I do want them to know that they are perfect, to me. We never know what tomorrow holds for our spouse, our parents, or any of our kids. I don't think we should live each day in fear but I do think we should leave each day with the most love possible. We can never bring back more of tomorrow than just memories and I am one that wants those memories, no matter what, to be good memories. Of course, that doesn't say there won't be bad times and hard times but those, I think, are thrown at us. Katja proved just how much Sunshine and stars can be seen, even in the bad times. I think of Katja, you guys and little Evan a lot. I say little prayers for you throughout the days. Love, Tracy and Katia Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com> - Friday, October 1, 2004 9:07 AM CDT Dearest Aaron, Jacqui and Evan: You are the greatest. I have never been so moved by a church service as I was by the wonderful tribute you so wonderfully planned for your very special little princess. Every aspect of it from start to finish was so inspiring and unique as was your special little girl. I will and have so missed her intelligent little quirks and silly little giggle and smile as her imagination went wild and free. I can only imagine all the pranks she will play under the guidance of Great Uncle Herbie. Your website with the tributes of love, caring and sharing from around the world helps each of us try to cope. Thanks for your continued entries and the wonderful photos. They truly are a special treasure. May God give you continued strength to face each new day. You were the very best parents any child could ever ask for. I admire and love you. Great Aunt Darlene Darlene Hackett <melarry farms@msn.com> Rice, Mn USA - Friday, October 1, 2004 1:04 AM CDT Jacqui,Aaron,Evan,Angel Katja, Thinking of you so much these days. Hope you are finding time for yourselves and taking care of eachother. I know you must be going through hell and I am so sorry. I know that her and Dad are praying for you to be o.k. I know you will be angry and sad. You guys are entitled to scream and cry. I just don't know what to say except what I told Aaron on the phone one night--something I tried to remember after I lost my Dad. I kept telling myself I don't know how long I am here and when I am gone I will be with him (or her) forever. So I will make the most of today with my loved ones here. Sometimes it worked and sometimes I just needed to throw a fit. Love you guys so much!!!!! God Bless You-Shari Shari Gohman <gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, - Thursday, September 30, 2004 8:37 PM CDT I am so sorry about your loss..Thanks for such an nice site and thanks for sharing with us..It makes me so sad in my heart to know this..I am praying for all of you and keep you all in my thoughts..Please take care and may sunshine and peace be with you..Hugs from an angel..  Simply Enchanting Angels http://www.seangels.org Angel Sessie Stockholm, Sweden - Thursday, September 30, 2004 5:48 PM CDT I just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of you; praying for you. I know what a hard time you are going through. I lost my nephew to cancer on May 1, 2003. He was only 2 and a half and though I know it is different because he wasn't my own child, I do see what my sister goes through and because of that...I'm very sorry for your loss and I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers! Samantha <CrzyBeautiful85@yahoo.com> Maysville, GA USA - Thursday, September 30, 2004 4:56 PM CDT Thinking of Crazy Auntie Tracy and the rest of the family with heartfelt sympathy. Clearly your little girl will be living on for a long time in one way or another - what an impression she has made! AMH Saint Paul, MN USA - Thursday, September 30, 2004 11:19 AM CDT To Katja's family, thank you so much for sharing such a beautiful soul with the rest of the world as indeed she touched many lives. I hope that her memory lives on inside your hearts forever as one day you will be reunited with her again. Angel of the Forest, Simply Enchanting Angels (http://seangels2.org) - Thursday, September 30, 2004 8:11 AM CDT To Katja's Family- I just wanted to tell you that you are in my thoughts and prayers. I know this must be such a difficult time for you, but you are not alone.  Why God Takes Children Author Unknown When God calls little children To dwell with Him above, We mortals sometimes question The wisdom of His love. For no heartache compares with, The death of one small child, Who does so much to make our world, Seem so wonderful and mild. Perhaps God tires of calling The aged to His fold, So He picks a rosebud Before it can grow old. God knows how much we need them, And so He takes but few, To make the land of heaven More beautiful to view. Believing this is difficult Still somehow we must try, The saddest word mankind knows will always be Good-by. So when a little child departs, We who are left behind Must realize God loves children, Angels are hard to find. Love, Angel Sailor From Simply Enchanting Angels http://seangels.org Angel Sailor <angelsailor288@yahoo.com> NY USA - Wednesday, September 29, 2004 11:33 PM CDT Hi this is Priscilla Gallegosi just want you to know that i never forgot about you guys i always tried to write to you guys but i never got a chance to. I am really sorry about what happened. i remembered when i would bring Miracle outside in the hallway and i would go and knock on Katjas door and she would get so happy. i am very sad but i know that katja is up in heaven playing with Miracle and their watching over each other.Even though Katja is not with us i know that she is watching over her family. Katjas is a very strong little girl who went through a lot. I want you to know that even though i didnt get to meet you guys as much as i wanted to i still had love for Katja and the rest of your family.I LOVE YOU GUYS ALL AND TAKE CARE OF YOUR BABY BECAUSE HE NEEDS HIS PARENTS.I WRITE THIS THINGS WITH ALL MY HEART .MN Butterfly PRISCILLA GALLEGOS <princessgallegos@yahoo.com> pasadena, TX - Wednesday, September 29, 2004 5:08 PM CDT I'm so sorry to hear of the loss of your little princess. Please know that my thoughts and prayers are with you in your time of grief. Mystical Angel (Simply Enchanting Angels) - http://www.seangels.org <mystical_shadow_mistress@yahoo.com> - Wednesday, September 29, 2004 5:08 PM CDT I've never seen anything like this. This is a beautiful tribute to Kat and her family Teresa Gabeline Rapid City, SD U.S.A. - Wednesday, September 29, 2004 3:38 PM CDT always thinking of the times you made me laugh, and the way you shocked me shook me loved me laughed with me corrected me argued with me noticed me attended to me, and fed me with your thrills wisdom common sense and plain beauty .... Katja, my dear niece, I miss you! "crazy auntie tracy" <tzank@umn.edu> valley of gold, mn usa - Wednesday, September 29, 2004 1:01 AM CDT Dearest Sufka Family~ Please accept our condolences on the passing of BEAUTIFUL Katja. It breaks my heart to know that awful beast cancer took another precious life. I can only imagine the terrible pain your family is going through. Thank you for sharing Katja's life with all of us. She made a difference in so many lives. She is truly a gift from God! Hugs and prayers~ The Shaffer Family <nannaoftwo@aol.com> Youngstown, Oh - Tuesday, September 28, 2004 11:57 PM CDT Just letting you know that you are in my prayers and will continue to be. Soon we shall see our loved ones when Jesus comes to take us to our eternal home. Always trust in the Lord.  Hugs from Singing Angel of Simply Enchanting Angels @ http://www.seangels.org/ Sindy Vorderstrasse <iluv2prsthelord@yahoo.com> Lincoln, NE USA - Monday, September 27, 2004 3:33 PM CDT Hi Jacqui and Aaron, I have been thinking about your family alot lately, I just learned of Katja's passing and I just wanted to express my deepest sympathy for your family. Katja was always a joy to be with, I can remember her at daycare, she was always had a smile to share with anyone. I am sure she is doing the same now in heaven also. I will keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. Amanda St. Joseph, MN USA - Monday, September 27, 2004 10:50 AM CDT Jacqui and Aaron, I just wanted you to know I've been thinking about you both these last few days and wondering how you are doing. God bless you! Dawn Dawn Soderberg <Dawn.soderberg@wellsfargo.com> Hudson, wi usa - Monday, September 27, 2004 9:25 AM CDT My deepest sympathy. I have lost an nephew just a few months ago to A.L.L. and this poem was left to me. Many times since I have read this it has helped me through. ANGEL PENNIES I found a penny today Just laying on the ground, But it's not just a penny This little coin I've found. Found pennies come from heaven That's what my Grandpa told me, He said Angels toss them down Oh, how I loved that story. He said when an Angel misses you They toss a penny down, Sometimes just to cheer you up To make a smile out of your frown. So don't pass by that penny When you're feeling blue, It may be a penny from heaven That an Angel's tossed to you. Author Unknown Angel Fawn <fawn@mts.net> Winnipeg, Canada - Sunday, September 26, 2004 11:04 PM CDT Hi, I have signed in before, but have not done so in a while. I just never know what to type. I don't have anything inspiring to say or anything that I think could make you feel better. I followed Katja for many months and never thought things would play out like they have. Just know that I continue to keep your family in my thoughts and prayers. Cassandra cousin to Brendon http://www.caringbridge.org/nm/brendon <cmraven@msn.com> Albuquerque, NM - Sunday, September 26, 2004 11:03 PM CDT Lots of love from Brasil. May God give you peace and comfort. Rose <jjsqueff@senado.gov.br> - Sunday, September 26, 2004 3:41 PM CDT God's Littlest Spirit "You're a Special Little Spirit," the great Master said, As he gently caressed the curly brown hair of the Little Spirit's head. "You need to go to Earth to spend some time, you know, A place I send most Spirits to help them learn to grow." The Little Spirit, in sadness, slowly bowed her curly head, And from her eye a tear did steal and down her cheek it slid. "Don't you fret now little one, I won't let you stay too long, I'll bring you back to help me here, you'll hardly know that you've been gone. You're my choicest Little Spirit, you're the apple of my eye." And He wiped the tear and gently kissed His Little Spirit good-bye. "I'm back," Little Spirit whispered, as she climbed onto her Master's knee, And the Master said, "I told you, you would not be long away from me." And then, the Lord, He noticed still another tear welled in her eye. "Why are you so sad, Little Spirit, whatever should make you cry?" "I'm glad I'm back," Little Spirit said, "but Master you must surely know, When your Angel came to get me, I didn't want to go. I know you said you needed me and that I'd be gone the shortest while, But Lord, why couldn't I have had a little longer trial?" The Master let Little Spirit slip down from off His knee, Then took the Little Spirits hand and said, "Come walk with me." The Little Spirit and her Lord walked slowly hand in hand, As He tried his best to explain to her His great and marvelous plan. "Now Lord, I don't mean to argue, I understand that you needed me home. But I left in such a hurry, Now everyone is so alone. I didn't let my parents know how much I loved them so. I was much too small to tell them, Lord, how will they ever know? They feel that they've been cheated, and in a way, so do I. Not getting to share any more than we did, how can I tell them why?" I know your heart is heavy with this message you need to share. But you need not worry anymore, I'll watch over your loved ones there. I'll send them loving comfort as a strong and helping hand. That will give them peace and ease their hearts, so they will understand. "I'll tell them that you're pure, as pure as Heaven's Gold, And that I needed you very much to keep Heaven from getting cold." Simply Enchanting Angels http://www.seangels.org Tamara Drumond Modesto, CA USA - Saturday, September 25, 2004 11:03 PM CDT I was heartbroken to hear about your loss.. Please know all of my thoughts and prayers are with you Love and Hugs Desert Angel Simply Enchanting Angels http://www.seangels.org NV USA - Saturday, September 25, 2004 9:49 PM CDT Jacqui- It's Mia from Hennens. My heart breaks for you and Aaron. My prayer is that God's hand will be on you and your family and that sweet memories of Katja will be a great comfort. I know she is with the Lord! God bless you, Aaron and little brother Evan! Mia Sartell <mps581@astound.net> Sartell, MN USA - Saturday, September 25, 2004 9:39 PM CDT Dear Aaron, Jacqui and Evan, Reading your post and listening to the music played today we cried because it's just so unbearable when we have to lose our precious children. We know not any word could be addressed to comfort broken hearts and it is just so difficult to face the never-filled-up empty spot in our hearts. Sometimes we feel so hard to move on in life after this happened. It may be also very hard for Evan, too. So please just hang in there and take one thing at a time. Just move on when you are ready and don't let other people tell you when you need to move on. Just take your time then the right time will eventually come. We are praying for and thinking of your family and your pain. May the love and peace from God comfort your hurt. Benjamin, Paulina, Erin (Forever Family with ~Esther~) <Mercy2Live@yahoo.com> Fairborn, OH US - Saturday, September 25, 2004 4:21 PM CDT Thinking of all of you and your beautiful angel and sending love and continued prayers. Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, FL - Saturday, September 25, 2004 1:49 PM CDT Please know that your always in our prayer's. We love you guys! God bless you my friends. Love LaKota, and her Father Steve, and her Mom, Debbie ~*~ LaKota~*~  http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com> St.Cloud, mn - Saturday, September 25, 2004 12:45 AM CDT You are such an inspiration to many, even though I know that is not by choice. As you move forward in this new life chapter, I hope that the beautiful memories that you have of Katja will bring you peace and comfort. Those who touch the lives of others, live on in their hearts. WYATT'S ADVENTURE Kris Rech <kmrech@hotmail.com> New Prague, MN USA - Saturday, September 25, 2004 9:50 AM CDT I'm very sorry for the loss of your princess, your story touched all of our hearts, I don't know how you can be so strong, but i guess you have to be for the baby, and for katja. take care and god bless your family. tanya <mathenytrucking1@aol.com> st.paul, mn - Friday, September 24, 2004 12:46 AM CDT I am a friend of Tracy's from England days till now. I received Tracy's e-mail concerning your beautiful daughter and I just think of how strong she was and how much she survived. What a brave little girl and such a brave loving family. It breaks my heart. At the same time it is a story of love and I commend you and wish you all the best in these very hard times. Tanya Tanya Fuad <Tanyakp@hotmail.com> Minneapolis, mn usa - Friday, September 24, 2004 12:35 AM CDT We are thinking of you all today and send you a hug.Love The Melkonian Family www.caringbridge.org/md/chrismelko Darlene and Christopher Melkonian <melkonid@comcast.net> Gaithersburg, MD - Friday, September 24, 2004 6:37 AM CDT Aaron and Jacqui We will keep you in our thoughts and prayers. David and Jennifer Wilke <dcwilke@highstream.net> richmond, MN Stearns - Thursday, September 23, 2004 10:54 PM CDT Hi sufkas, thinking of you tonight and all day. Hoping you are doing well. Very hard I'm sure. I know she is well and her and Dad are flying up there and doing tricks in the sky. I just hope you are doing o.k. God bless you in your time of sorrow. Love, Shari Shari Gohman <gohman4@juno.com> - Thursday, September 23, 2004 9:46 PM CDT Our heartfelt sympathy and prayers. Thinking of you. Max's Grandparents. Dick and Dee Sioux Falls, SD - Thursday, September 23, 2004 8:54 PM CDT Dear Katja's family, You have been in my thoughts and prayers the last couple of days. I know they had to be the hardest days that you have ever lived. Even though you feel Katja's presence with you, and I am thankful for that, you still are experiencing a tremendous loss that no parent should ever have to experience. God bless. Love, Debbie Nagy St. Louis, MO - Thursday, September 23, 2004 7:31 PM CDT I just wanted to leave a little message to let you know you are being thought of. I know these days are not at all as you wanted but please know we are thinking of you and missing Katja. Love, Tracy and Katia Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com> - Thursday, September 23, 2004 5:17 PM CDT To the Sufka Family: We are so sorry to hear about Katja's death. Our thoughts and prayers are with you during this difficult time. She has touched so many lives in the short time that she was here. She is now a little angel in heaven, just as she was here on earth. Barry, Tracee, Logan and Baby Beecroft <bandt@willmar.com> New London, MN USA - Thursday, September 23, 2004 9:00 AM CDT I'm so very sorry to hear of your loss. Katjas was a beautiful girl, and even more beautiful now with Jesus on the streets of Heaven. I know your hearts are breaking. I will pray for God's comfort to be with you, as it sounds like it is from all of the support you have been getting. God bless you in the difficult days, months and years ahead. Jen buckentine ~ Zachary's Page ~ <jenbucke@hotmail.com> St. Cloud, MN - Thursday, September 23, 2004 8:49 AM CDT Aaron, Jacqui & Evan, I just learnt of Katja's passing. I am so incredibly sorry. No words can express how heavy my heart is. I am keeping your entire family in my prayers this most difficult time. Your precious baby fought the greatest battle. I will be sure to tell my mom to keep an eye on her in Heaven till it is your time to be reunited...and know that you WILL be reunited one fine day. Sending lots of love your way. ****REST IN PEACE, SWEET KATJA***** ~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~ Love always, XOXOXOXOXOXOXO Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com> Melbourne, Australia - Thursday, September 23, 2004 8:26 AM CDT I'm so sorry to hear of Katja's passing; she put up quite a fight. Take care. Debbie Bonnes, NST--4A Debbie Bonnes Mpls., MN USA - Thursday, September 23, 2004 1:58 AM CDT Thinking of you and praying for you all... Heather, Jared, Robin and Jaxon caringbridge.org/mn/jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com> - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 10:26 PM CDT Aaron, Jacqui,Evan and family, What a glorious service tonight. That was truely a celebration of a beautiful little girl. So many loved her. I know that these next days and weeks and months will be so hard. Just hug that wonderful smelling little boy as she once hugged him and you will feel her. There are no words that I can say to help,it is so unfair for her to be gone. We will know on that glorious day that we can all be together. I know that you will ache for her. Sorrow comes in waves--for me it did-Some days you say "I'm doing o.k. today" and others you can hardly move. Just remember how she would want you to enjoy that baby brother she wished for so long for. Sing a song that she loved and let your tears flow-they will help wash away pain. What a truely wonderful tribute these past 2 days have been. We love you princess KATJA!!!! I'll be praying for you, Love Shari Shari Gohman <gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 10:01 PM CDT Our prayers are with you on this day that you celebrate the life of your beautiful Katja. May you find peace in the coming days. Laura Masica (www.caringbridge.org/mn/duncanmasica) <lmasica@msn.com> - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 9:18 PM CDT Aaron, Jacqui and Evan: I am so sorry we have lost touch over the past several years. I just learned of your terrible loss. We (my wife Lana and I) are so very sorry for the passing of your precious little girl. She seemed very much like an angel from what I have read. We did not have the pleasure of meeting her, but I feel as though I knew her. Our thoughts and prayers are with you in this very difficult time. Brent and Lana Voth <brent.voth@northstarmanualtherapy.com> Georgetown, TX USA - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 9:08 PM CDT Katja, what a beautiful girl/angel. We have never met but you have touched our family so much, we got your website from my mom, who got it from your great aunt Linda. We wish your family great strength while they are going through this difficult time. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Dan Jayme Maddysen and Karlyann Boecker (www.caringbridge.org/mn/karlyann) <djboecker@yahoo.com> Greenwald, MN - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 6:55 PM CDT Dear Family, IT saddens me deeply to the pain you are in,Katja is a beaitiful Princess who will be greatly missed by all who grew to know and love her.I came across Katja's site after her transplant was done(2nd one),I follow her because my daughter Jasmine's was done 1 month before Katja's,I wanted to hear how other children were doing because I didn't know what to look for as far as how they progress after transplant,but what happened was Katja really touched my heart,when she said she was falling in love with Evan she made me laugh,you must have wonderful memories of her,she sounded like a child who was full of life and could bring a smile to the face of even the most grumpiest person.Please stay strong because Katja may not be there for you to hold and kiss,but she is and will always be with you in your heart,just close your eyes she is there with you. May God Bring You Peace Lots of Love June <juneruss@sbcglobal.net> caringbridge.org/mo/jazzy, mo - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 4:47 PM CDT Another angel takes flight. My deepest, most sincere sympathy and condolences to each and every one of you!! Katja was a fighter, there is no doubt about that! She is now pain free, free to fly in the Heavens and watch over all of you! We lost our precious Pam on Oct. 7, 2003, so I know what you are going through. There are no words that can ease the pain. The worst thing that can happen to a parent is to lose a child. It feels like someone ripped your heart out. You go from the unbelievable to the unbearable. Katja is in a good place now and I'm sure Pam is with her. She just loved children so much. I would just like to share a saying that was on the card my wife Diane picked out, and we bought for Pam: If you were a star That wasn’t expected back In the universe For a thousand years, I’d wait. If you were the sky And everyone went inside When you got sad And started to rain, I’d stay. And if you were a peach And the world decided to get rid of all peaches, I’d pick you up, Put you in my pocket… AND KEEP YOU……..FOREVER. I would also like to share, with you and your family, a poem that was put on Pams website: God's Garden God looked around His garden And found an empty place He then looked down upon the earth And saw your tired face He put His arms around you And lifted you to rest God's garden must be beautiful, He always takes the best He knew that you were suffering He knew you were in pain, He knew that you would never Get well on earth again. He saw the road was getting rough And the hills were hard to climb So He closed your weary eyelids, And whispered "Peace Be Thine." It breaks our hearts to lose you But you didn't go alone. For part of us went with you, The day God called you home. You are all in our prayers. GOD BLESS YOU ALL. Frank father of ANGEL Pam (www.caringbridge.org/ny/pamostrowski) <frmurato@nyct.com> SYOSSET, NY USA - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 1:58 PM CDT Dear Jacqui and Aaron, We would like to extend our deepest sympathies to your family! What an angel! We were privileged to care for her for a very short time at daycare and some of the children remembered her and want you to know they are praying for you and your family. Love, Denise Randy Kaela Gabby and Nathan Budde Denise Budde <rdbudde@aol.com> Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 1:33 PM CDT We just got back from a house hunting week in Colorado Springs and I was so saddened to read of your loss. Katja was a beautiful little girl. I was in awe of her as I would read your updates with her upbeat attitude. She was an amazing little girl. My daughter saw Katja's fairy picture and based her yearly portrait on your portrait. LaRae even considered getting her hair cut like Katja's. My hair is short and no longer considered a "boy" hair cut but a "Katja" hair cut. THANKS Katja! May you find comfort in your precious memories and in the loving arms of God. Thank you for sharing your journey and your sweet little girl with us. God bless you now and always, The Frisby-Griffin Family <cdlfg@sprynet.com> Wichita Falls, TX - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 1:31 PM CDT Katja, You are such a beautiful angel. You were an angel on earth and now in Heaven. May you find the peace and happiness that you deserve baby girl. Help guide your mommy and daddy through the service today as I'm sure it is going to be very difficult. Let them know that you are o.kay and that everything is going to be fine. Guide them through the days, weeks, months and years to come that they will have to be without you physically. Fly free in the fields of Heaven forever and always Katja. You have made an indention in my heart that will be with me forever. Take care until mommy and daddy get there sweetie......Forever in our Hearts. To Katja's Family, While knowing that Katja is at peace now and in the most beautiful place possible it still breaks my heart to know that she is no longer physically with you. How much you will miss her. If there is one thing that I have learned from life it's that God doesn't make mistakes. Although we may never understand the things that happen in this life, He never makes mistakes. He is good, ALL the time. He saw that Katja was tired. He saw that she could not win her earthly battle. He decided that it was time to end her earthly suffering and to bring her home. Wow, what an awesome thought that is....Katja sitting in the lap of our Lord....I can only imagine. The bible promises us a time of blessed reunion and to me that is the greatest reward of all, to know that one day, no one will EVER have to suffer again, we will all be in our eternal home. I can't wait. I can't wait to see Katja and all the other little ones who have gone on before her. I am praying so hard for you all today. Praying that you feel the Lord's arms wrapped around you as you say your final earthly goodbyes to your beautiful Katja. She will patiently be awaiting your arrival on the other side until it is time to call you home....LOVE and GOD BLESS. Michelle <mwolfe@ffadlaw.com> Rossville, GA - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 1:29 PM CDT Our hearts go out to you. Praying God gives you the strenth you'll need. God Bless Kalsbecks,Joel,Beth,Chrystal,Jakeand Cole <bionicjakester@yahoo.com/www.caringbridge.org/wi/bionicjakester> Menomonie, Wi US - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 11:44 AM CDT Dear Grandma Diane and all of the family, We are so sorry to learn of Katja's homegoing and are praying for you. Cheryl Schultz and Chris Hunter Christine Hunter Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 11:34 AM CDT Words do not even begin to tell you how sad I have felt for the past few days. Never know Kat or any of you, I still feel connected. Sending you hugs and love with all my prayers. Blessings, Jennifer Hines <Creativejenny@comcast.net> Coon Rapidsa, MN - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 10:39 AM CDT Crying for your tremendous loss today. Sending prayers for strength, peace, and endurance for all of you. Laurie Randel Morgan's Page <laurie.randel@randelfamily.com> Cedar Park, TX - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 9:33 AM CDT Our sympathy, thoughts, and prayers to you & your family. Great-Uncle Doug Nemeth is my brother-in-law. Carol Gates White <cgateswhite@hotmail.com> Sartell, MN USA - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 8:24 AM CDT I did not follow Katjas for very long.I was directed to her site from another caringbridge site.She sounds like she touched so many people in her short life.My prayers are with you and your family.I am so glad that baby Even was born so that she could enjoy him some.I can not begin to understand what it is like to have a child that gave you to bring up for him in such a short time,But I do know that he walks beside you NS HE IS HOLDING YOUR HAND AS YOU WALK IN THE ROUGH DAYS NOW.KEEP LOOKING UP TO HIM AS HE IS ALL YOU NEED.i AGREE SHE IS LOOKING DOWN ON YOU AND SHE IS PROUD THAT YOU WERE HER PARENTS. Julie <Julie@discover-web.com> Valley City, N.D. - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 7:52 AM CDT Katja was a dear and precious child. I/we are so sorry for your loss. She is a recious angel. Kathy & Don Jenen Kathy Mehr-Jensen <dkjensen@frontiernet.net> Askov, MN US - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 3:10 AM CDT It is with my most heartfelt sympathy that I write tonight. I wish that there was some way I could take the pain you must be feeling away. Know that there are many, many people out here that are praying for your family. God bless you and may you always hold the memories near and dear. Praying for you in Houston... Lindsay Kloehr <aggiebonfire00@Yahoo.com> Houston, TX USA - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 10:09 PM CDT What words can I say?? I was inspired to read your journal entry after seeing Katja's picture in the St. Cloud Times. I have just spent the last 2 hours crying while reading the journal and seeing the pictures. I went to school with Aaron at St. Scholastica and am a fellow physical therapist in St. Cloud (SPOT Rehabilitation). Aaron and my mom worked together so remember when Kat was born (shortly after the birth of my first son). I cannot imagine all the pain and tribulations your family has gone through over the last couple years, and your story will make me appreciate all the children of the world a little more. God Bless your family and my thoughts are with you constantly these days. Kirsten Mehr Becker <kirsten@mehr-usa.com> St. Joseph, Mn USA - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 10:09 PM CDT I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful daughter. My thoughts are with you... Charla Orlando, FL USA - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 9:03 PM CDT There are prayers flooding heaven from Missouri this evening. Kim Eplett (via James W) <knadn_eh@msn.com> O'Fallon, MO USA - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 7:57 PM CDT I am so sorry for the loss of your precious angel. Many thoughts and prayers to you all during this difficult time. Shelley <shelleyluan@comcast.net> Dallas, TX - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 7:30 PM CDT I'm so sorry for the loss of your beautiful Kajia! I have come to hate the word leukemia. My thoughts and prayers will be with you! HUGS to you all. Love, Jodi Trav's page Jodi Lind <jodilind@sbcglobal.net> Spring Lake, MI USA - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 4:12 PM CDT I am so sorry for your loss - I came to your site through James' and just wanted your family to know that you were in my prayers. Melissa Winger <MelissaW01@aol.com> Avon Lake, OH 44012 - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 3:25 PM CDT What a beautiful little girl! I am so very sorry to hear that she has spread her wings. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers. I linked to your site through Jame's site. Moni An Allie's Angel <monique@graymunchie.net> Sierra Vista , AZ - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 2:33 PM CDT Our thoughts and prayers are with you! Love, Terin, Jordan and Leighann Narum- Miller (friends of Tracey's) Terin and Leighann Miller <msnarum@aol.com> Maplewood, NJ ISA - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 2:21 PM CDT May the warm memories of your beautiful fairy princess, Katja soothe you at this very difficult time and help you be at peace. My thoughts and prayers are with you. I am so sorry for you loss. Please accept my heartfelt condolences. Your little girl touched many hearts and those who live in the hearts of will others never fade away. God be with you in your time of sorrow. Lilly <Softshoe514@aol.com> RI - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 2:20 PM CDT I am so sorry for your loss. Katja was a beautiful child. I love the fairy picture of her on the front page. May God hold you in his hands and bring you peace and comfort. May Katja's memory ease your pain and make tomorrow better. Monica Filyaw (Allie's Angels) <filyaw@bellsouth.net> Florence, SC - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 1:51 PM CDT I'm a friend of Shawn & Judy Hackett and have been hearing about Kat and checking on her frequently. I have been inspired by Kat's fight for life and saddened by her struggles and joyful for everlasting life. She will be there watching over you and baby Evan and waiting for you when God calls you "home". May He be with you during this difficult, challenging, frightful, frustrating (and all other emotions you are feeling) at this time. You are in my thoughts and prayers! Cinda Louden <jclouden@sherbtel.net> Becker, , MN USA - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 1:35 PM CDT In this time of grief I pray that God will hold you up. Giving you the strength for each day and the joy of knowing one day you will see your beautiful daughter again. Your family will be in my prayers. Tera <abundantblessing@comcast.net> Franklin, TN USA - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 12:55 AM CDT I have periodically kept up with Katja on her website since you left working here at Morrison County. Your final entries bring tears as I can only imagine that God must have needed a very special angel at this time. My deepest sympathies to your family. I am sure that Katja is finding a new kind of incredible peace in heaven now. My prayers are for you all. Jackie Wise <jackiew@co.morrison.mn.us> Little Falls, MN USA - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 11:18 AM CDT I have never met you but your page has touched me. I lost my aunt to cancer over a year ago and while that is nothing like loosing a child I'd like to think I know a little bit of the pain of loosing a loved one. I stumbled across this page of another boy who lost his fight with cancer and I thought the poem about remembering a lost child would be comforting. http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/connorstokes/ I hope you can feel Heavenly Father's love for you and how he cares for you at this time. Jill <ROG00006@byui.edu> Rexburg, ID - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 10:21 AM CDT Our family is very sorry to hear of another precious child who has left their family too early. As you grieve, please know that there are many families praying for you. Kailie's site John & Johnelle Rhines <kares4kailie@charter.net> St. Louis, MO - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 9:36 AM CDT May you find the strength to take one day at a time. Praying for you in this time of loss. Fly precious Katja, Fly! You are free! Such a beautiful angel...My thoughts and prayers are with you.... Janice ( Allie's Angels) <HeresDami@aol.com> VA USA - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 8:34 AM CDT Sending you lots of love and prayers! Amy & Micah Micah's Caring Bridge Page Amy Friend <amyjoy78@hotmail.com> Mountain Lake Park, MD USA - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 7:59 AM CDT My Thoughts and Prayers are with you and your family. May God give you Strength and Peace. Chris Ullrich - Bella's Grammy <c_ullrich@msn.com, www.caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma> Hemingford, Ne - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 7:02 AM CDT God's blessings, care and comfort to your entire family. Katja will always be shining down upon you until your join her. Our prayers continue for you. Sherree, Rodney and Cody Kruize <crsmieko@aol.com> Rice, MN - Monday, September 20, 2004 10:15 PM CDT We are so sorry to hear of your loss. We can not even imagine what you must be going through at this time. Our thoughts and prayers are with you. Brent and Elisa Nielsen <scubacentral@hotmail.com> Bloomington, IN - Monday, September 20, 2004 9:56 PM CDT deepest Sympathy to your family. I found Katja's site through Katia's site and followed for a while now, you were and always will be in our prayers. Holly Hannum www.caringbridge.org/pa/ourlittleangel Holly Hannum <hhannum@comcast.net> Beaver Falls, PA USA - Monday, September 20, 2004 9:54 PM CDT We are so very, very sorry for your loss. We will keep your family in our thoughts and prayers. Fly Katja, little beauty, fly! Tracey, Steve,Quinn and Callum Ager xoxox BWC <traceyhewison@shaw.ca> Calgary, - Monday, September 20, 2004 9:37 PM CDT Jacqui, Aaron,Diane,Darlene,Kris,Paul,Tracy,Evan and Family-- Thinking of you nonstop today. I got the paper and cried when I saw the beautiful princess in there. That was such a wonderful tribute to her.She was and is such a wonderful little girl who was kind and giving and touched so many lives. She will forever be our angel. I was so glad I got to spend some time with you all yesterday. You are remarkable people. You are still so kind and thoughtful to others in the most trying time of your life. The way you have handled things is amazing to me. It shows how very much you love her. I wish so much that I could take your pain away. I love you all so much and I will be there for you. May God bless you and comfort you in the days, months, and years ahead. SO MUCH LOVE COMING TO YOU TONIGHT AND ALWAYS. Love Shari Shari Gohman <gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, - Monday, September 20, 2004 9:30 PM CDT We are so sorry for your loss. Katja was a very beautiful child, you are in our thoughts and prayers. Darius, Marna, Zane, Zach, & Reese Frick <marnafrick@yahoo.com www.caringbridge.org/nd/reesefrick> Watford City , ND - Monday, September 20, 2004 9:29 PM CDT May God give you strength at this most difficult time. Prayers from Kansas...Ryan's Gump and Grammie kathi jacobs overland park , KS - Monday, September 20, 2004 8:36 PM CDT My deepest sympathy to your family at the loss of your beloved daughter. You are in my prayers. Jeannette Ahrens <ahrens2@hotmail.com> Wheatfield, IN USA - Monday, September 20, 2004 8:31 PM CDT God be with you until you meet Katja again! LK Urbana, IL USA - Monday, September 20, 2004 7:07 PM CDT Words cannot express what I am feeling for you. You are in my prayers. Cheryl H. <pray_4kids@yahoo.com> Georgia - Monday, September 20, 2004 6:21 PM CDT To Katja's Family, I am so very sorry for your loss. The death of a child is the hardest trial a parent could ever face. Katja is a very special girl and while she is now ever so joyful as she rests with Jesus, I know your hearts just ache. Praying for you. God bless, The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey, Saint Gabbie, and Noah Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net> Minneapolis, MN - Monday, September 20, 2004 6:12 PM CDT Your family is in our thoughts and prayers. Scott and Betsy Fredrickson and Family <sportare@uslink.net> Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Monday, September 20, 2004 4:28 PM CDT I am so very sorry. Katja always made me smile when she came to the clinic. She touched so many. We pray that God will help you during this sad time. Stacy Sherrill (Former Peds Short Stay) <nascarfansx4@charter.net> Waite Park, mn - Monday, September 20, 2004 4:24 PM CDT My words can not express my feelings in your loss. I'm so sorry and we are praying for your acceptance and strengh. For you have a new life. It was not passed to you from your parents, for the life they gave you will fade away. This new one will last forever, for it comes from Christ, God's ever-living Message to men ~1 Peter 1:23~ Angel Whispers-founder of Simply Enchanting Angels <aw@seangels.org> Sun City, CA - Monday, September 20, 2004 4:11 PM CDT We Will Remember You! Will you Rememeber us? WE LOVE YOU ^KATJA^! FLY IN TO THAT BIG BLUE SPARKLEY HEAVENLY SKY! Meghan And Nate ~Our Angel on Earth and Our Gift from God~ www.caringbridge.org/ny/naters_page <gaphouse@yahoo.com> - Monday, September 20, 2004 4:04 PM CDT Thinking of you today, very sad for you all but I am trying to find joy in her peace. I will pray for your family as you go through these rough times. Know that you are thought of often and supported. Christy http://www.angeldreamz.net Christy Porter Palm Springs, CA USA - Monday, September 20, 2004 2:17 PM CDT I am so very, very sorry for the passing of your precious Katja...there aren't words but as a parent myself my heart breaks for you. I will continue to keep you in my prayers. Stephanie Moore <patrick.moore@insightbb.com> Louisville, KY - Monday, September 20, 2004 2:04 PM CDT Friends, We are mourning with you today. Please feel our support and love for you all. we so much enjoyed being with Katja last Christmas. she touched our lives for always. Love, Karla Karla Borchardt <rborchar@qwest.net> Salem, OR USA - Monday, September 20, 2004 2:01 PM CDT Again, I sit here and find myself back and looking at katja's page. I feel for your family and offer you my prayers and support during this difficult time. Please know that I am praying for you and I am asking God to wrap his wings of love around all of you. Katja in heaven, be with your family, be your little brothers gaurdian angel. Show him signs through his precious life of your love. Blessing to you all Jennifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net> Coon Rapids, MN - Monday, September 20, 2004 2:00 PM CDT i AM SO SORRY ABOUT YOUR LOSS I KNOW NOTHING I CAN SAY WILL EASE YOUR PAIN JUST KNOW YOUR IN MY THROUGHTS AND I JUST KNOW SHE IS JUMPING FROM CLOUD TO CLOUD:) PLAYING AND SINGING AND HAVING A BLAST:) MY DEEPEST SYMPATHY TO ALL YOUR FAMILY Hugs Marty Marty <AngelTears1793@aol.com> Louisville, Ky USA - Monday, September 20, 2004 12:26 AM CDT I'm shocked at Katje death. I didn't get to know her like I would have liked to. Just reading about her tells me she was a very special little girl. She is now pain and cancer free living a happy life. God needs both young and old to help him with very important tasks. She was obviously very important to him to take her so young. I'm sure she will be awesome at what ever God gives her. Our heart and prayers go out to you and your family! I wish I could take the pain away. I'm here if you need me!!! Love, Colleen Peterson (Rick, Ross, Drew & Julia) <colleen@lautigar.com> Wyoming, MN USA - Monday, September 20, 2004 11:54 AM CDT I am sending my love to you in this difficult time. Your daughter looks like she was an angel on earth. God Bless You. Tracy Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, September 20, 2004 11:50 AM CDT Just want you to know that your in our prayers and thoughts. Sending lots of prayers your way.++++++++++++++++++++++++++ We love you guys. Love LaKota and her Father Steve, and her Mom,Debbie God be with you. ~*~ LaKota~*~ JUST BECAUSE; Just because I no longer stand in front of your eyes doesn't mean you can't see me. Close them, I am there. Just because I no longer answer when you call my name doesn't mean you can't hear me. Speak softly, listen carefully, there is my voice. Just because I can no longer touch your hands doesn't mean you can't feel me. Hold on to another, my arms are there. Just because I am no longer there to show you I love you doesn't mean my love is gone. Place your hand on your heart, feel its beat. I am there. Know that I am with God. Know that God is with you. And in that we are still with each other. Just because...  http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com> St.Cloud, mn - Monday, September 20, 2004 11:40 AM CDT We are so sorry to hear about Katja's death. She was such a special girl! So many people have been touched by her life. We know she is in heaven watching over your family. We will keep your family in our prayers. Steve and Teresa Szymanski and Family Teresa Szymanski <tas6505@charter.net> Sauk Rapids, Mn USA - Monday, September 20, 2004 11:24 AM CDT I am sorry to hear of your loss. Your precious little girl is now singing among the angels. Good Bless you!! Sharon Andoh <smandoh@hotmail.com> Brooklyn Park, MN USA - Monday, September 20, 2004 9:51 AM CDT I am so sorry to hear of precious Katja's passsing. Wish I could take away your pain. Please know you have our thoughts and prayers and love. Jane Daffinrud & Family <sdaffinrud@astound.net> - Monday, September 20, 2004 9:34 AM CDT I do not even know you, but my heart is full of pain for your family. Life will continue to be unfair, but when the story involves a precious child, those of us with healthy children can not imagine the pain. I pray for God's blessing and love to surround you and your husband as you walk thru a bleak day today - Katja is beautiful and I pray for her pain free new life as well - God Bless your new angel Evan as well! LeAnn Stadt <mkcaddieLeann@comcast.net> Cottage Grove, MN USA - Monday, September 20, 2004 8:42 AM CDT I sit here in shock as I have just read the news that Katja has gone on to be with our Lord. Praying for your family in the following days, weeks, months & years that you will be without Katja. She truly was an angel here on earth as she now is in Heaven....CANCER FREE!!!!! I'm sure she was greeted by nothing but smiles from the sweet angels who have gone home before her. Although she wasn't cured the way we here on earth would have liked her to be, she is now pain free, no more needle pokes, no more chemo, no more medicine. She will forever be healthy and happy running through the fields of Heaven while patiently waiting your arrival on the other side. Sending love to MN from GA. God Bless. Michelle <mwolfe@ffadlaw.com> Rossville, GA - Monday, September 20, 2004 8:27 AM CDT To Katja's family and friends, I'm sorry that Katja had to leave us. I'll miss her beautiful, cheerful smile, and her courage. I was honored to have met Katja. I pray you are blessed with fond memories of this dear little girl. God bless and comfort you. Elizabeth Deckert Sauk Rapids, MN US - Monday, September 20, 2004 8:18 AM CDT We are so sorry to hear of your loss. Your family are in our thoughts and prayers. Andrea and Craig Swanberg <Cswanberg2@charter.net> St. Cloud, mn USA - Monday, September 20, 2004 6:43 AM CDT To Katja family, I am so sorry to hear that Katja lost her battle. My prayers and thoughts are with you. God bless. Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com> Belcamp, MD USA - Monday, September 20, 2004 6:32 AM CDT Carissimi Aaron, Jaqui and Evan, I am heartbroken at reading that your precious princess Katja has left your loving arms, although I am deeply relevied at knowing Katja is no longer suffering and has flown directly into God's Arms and Embrace. May God comfort you in the time to come, whilst taking care of your precious angel on your behalf, until you are all There, together again, this time, tough, for Eternity. Our tears and hugs and prayers coming your way from this side of the ocean. Sabrina <morini@agriflex.it> Forlì, FC Italy - Monday, September 20, 2004 5:44 AM CDT Dearest Aaron, Jacqui, and Evan: Our prayers and love and support go out to each of you as you continue on your courageous walk. I will forever admire the way you've handled each situation you've had to face and how you've loved and shared your little princess with all of us. She will forever live in our hearts and minds and will never be forgotten til we are with her again one day. God be with you in the days ahead and may you know our prayers continue for you and our love will never fail you. We are here whatever you need and whenever you need us. Love you so much, Darlene and Mel Darlene and Mel Hackett <melarry farms@msn.com> Rice, Mn USA - Monday, September 20, 2004 4:47 AM CDT Please feel our prayers. Godspeed, sweet Katja. Laurie Randel Morgan's Page <laurie.randel@randelfamily.com> Cedar Park, TX - Sunday, September 19, 2004 11:57 PM CDT I am so sorry for your loss. I would like to think Katja is walking with God, so I leave you with this song: Artist: Sherrie Austin Song: Streets of Heaven Hello God, it's me again. 2:00 a.m., Room 304. Visiting hours are over, time for our bedside tug of war. This sleeping child between us may not make it through the night. I'm fighting back the tears as she fights for her life. Well, it must be kind of crowded, On the streets of Heaven. So tell me: what do you need her for? Don't you know one day she'll be your little girl forever. But right now I need her so much more. She's much too young to be on her own: Barely just turned seven. So who will hold her hand when she crosses the streets of Heaven? Tell me God, do you remember the wishes that she made, As she blew out the candles on her last birthday cake? She wants to ride a pony when she'd big enough. She wants to marry her Daddy when she's all grown up. Well, it must be kind of crowded, On the streets of Heaven. So tell me: what do you need her for? Don't you know one day she'll be your little girl forever. But right now I need her so much more. She's much too young to be on her own: Barely just turned seven. So who will hold her hand when she crosses the streets of Heaven? Lord, don't you know she's my angel You got plenty of your own And I know you hold a place for her But she's already got a home Well I don't know if you're listenin' But praying is all that's left to do So I ask you Lord have mercy, you lost a son once too And it must be kind of crowded, On the streets of Heaven. So tell me: what do you need her for? Don't you know one day she'll be your little girl forever. But right now I need her so much more. Lord, I know once you've made up your mind, There's no use in beggin'. So if you take her with you today, will you make sure she looks both ways, And would you hold her hand when she crosses the streets of Heaven. The streets of Heaven. Anni <annikat@annikat.org> LaPorte, IN USA - Sunday, September 19, 2004 11:20 PM CDT It's with heavy heart that I read your news. My heart goes out to your family during this difficult time. Please know that we will continue to pray for your family to find peace without Katja at your side. Laura Masica (www.caringbridge.org/mn/duncanmasica) <lmasica@msn.com> - Sunday, September 19, 2004 10:36 PM CDT Katja seemed like such a beautiful and extraordinary child. You two are so remarkable and you are in our thoughts and prayers during this difficult time. We thank you for sharing your journey with all, even those of us that are strangers. God Bless You today and always. Kristen Zueger <kzueger@heggcompanies.com> Sioux Falls, SD USA - Sunday, September 19, 2004 9:12 PM CDT I am so sorry about the loss of your sweet little Katja. She will not be forgotten, especially since we will remember her name everytime we talk about *Katia*. I know there are no words to help, just know my heart goes out to you and your family. www.caringbridge.org/oh/heidi Beth Leppo <beanieb@neo.rr.com> Mansfield, OH USA - Sunday, September 19, 2004 8:06 PM CDT There are no words to explain how very sorry I am to hear of Katja's passing...Please know there are tons of prayers being said for your family! Your Princess will be forever remembered by all who had the pleasure of getting to know her through this website.. My thoughts & prayers are with your family God Bless!! Lots of hugs ~ Chemo Angel Sheryl Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com> Winnebago, MN - Sunday, September 19, 2004 7:54 PM CDT I am so sorry for your loss..I am living the same pain..my daughter Sarah passed away in september, 15. I have sure the our angels are in God´s arms..God bless you and your family.. www.caringbridge.org/southamerica/sarah Régia <regialopes@hotmail.com> Natal, RN Brazil - Sunday, September 19, 2004 7:22 PM CDT I am praying for you. Cancer is so limited... It cannot cripple love. It cannot chatter hope. It cannot corrode faith. It cannot destroy peace. It cannot kill friendship. It cannot suppress memories. It cannot silence courage. It cannot invade the soul. It cannot steal Eternal Life!!! It cannot conquer the spirit. I am so thankful that Katja is in the arms of Jesus. LK Urbana, IL USA - Sunday, September 19, 2004 6:23 PM CDT I am so sorry to read of the passing of your sweet little girl..Some people only dream of angels you got to hold one in your arms.. Denise http://www.caringbridge.org/ny/steven/ == Steven's website LONG ISLAND, NY - Sunday, September 19, 2004 4:18 PM CDT Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Try to remember that life is a journey, not a destination and Katja is at her destination now. We all will reach it someday and what a glorious reunion it will be. We got your webpage off of LaKotas. My husband had a bmt June 16, 2004 here at MD Anderson in Houston. We live in La where our 2 sons(7 and 17) have been staying with my sis. If it is in Gods plan we may be able to finally go home next week. Our caringbridge is la and johnny. Please feel free to visit and may God wrap you in his loving arms and give you comfort and peace. You will remain in our prayers. Hugs, Cin Cin Bulger <kingbee3rd@earthlink.net> st. rose, la - Sunday, September 19, 2004 4:03 PM CDT So sorry that another beautiful child has gone to heaven and forever left an empty spot in a loving family. www.caringbridge.org/il/tylerwilson Tracy Wilson <tracywilson@prairieinet.net> Broadlands, IL - Sunday, September 19, 2004 4:00 PM CDT It breaks my heart that Katja went to be with the angels.But now she is cancer free and in no pain.She will forever be remembered in my heart.She was a fighter.Take Care and God Bless. Brenda <smokinbee@canoemail.com> Edmonton, AB Canada - Sunday, September 19, 2004 3:12 PM CDT I offer you my confort and prayers during this difficult time. I drove through Sauk Centre today and thought of your famil not knowing what had happened. I am sad that Kat is gone, but knowing she is running cancer free with all the angels in heaven gives me peace. You will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. forever and always. jennifer Hines <Creativejenny@comcast.net> Coon Rapids, MN - Sunday, September 19, 2004 3:09 PM CDT We are so sorry to hear of the loss of your sweet Katja. We have lost 3 children, so we feel your pain. May God wrap His arms around all of you and give you peace. Bill and Val Kuenkele and family <wegodisney@earthlink.net> Mansfield, OH - Sunday, September 19, 2004 2:00 PM CDT My name is Kimberly Agren and I am a friend of Darlene Melkonian. My heart breaks for you and your family at this very difficult time. I no your pain and how badly you are hurting right now. My 12 year old son Dylan earned his Angel Wings about a week ago on Thursday, September 9, 2004, at Children’s Hospital in Washington, DC. I will keep your family in my thoughts and prayers, not to mention close to my heart. I will pray to my Dylan to watch over Katja; hold her tight and shower her with love. With Love Kimberly www.caringbridge.org/md/dylan Kimberly Bailey Agren (Dylan's Mommy) <kimberlyagren@cox.net> Virginia Beach, VA - Sunday, September 19, 2004 1:54 PM CDT My prayers are with your family... Leela Minnetonka, MN USA - Sunday, September 19, 2004 1:21 PM CDT I just came across your site and I was so saddened at your loss of your beautiful little girl. I too have lost a child. My son, Zachary, was 9 years old when he passed away. He fought a Pontine Glioma for 15 months. He was such a brave little boy as I know your Katja was too. Cancer is such a horrible thing for these precious children to have to go through. My thoughts and prayers are with you at this difficult time. I have been there and no words can comfort you at this time, just know that there are many people out there who love you and want to help so let them. Your CaringBridge family is here as well. We may not be there physically but we can sure be here for you by e-mail. I pray that God gives you the strength to get through the difficult days and the peace of knowing that your precious baby is safely up in Heaven with all the other precious angels running and playing in the clouds. Love and prayers to all of you................. Misti Herrera-mother of angel Zach-www.caringbridge.org/nm/zach <dmherrera@pvtnetworks.net> Artesia, NM USA - Sunday, September 19, 2004 12:44 AM CDT Peace to you princess Katja. Our sympathies and prayers Aaron and Jacqui. Beth Fenstad St. Cloud, - Sunday, September 19, 2004 12:33 AM CDT You all have touched the lives of and affected so many people. I pray that God helps each of you feel all the prayers that go out to you. Remember that He is with you as you grieve your loss and as you celebrate the times you shared with Katja. We are thankful that she is no longer suffering or in pain. In such deep sympathy, Leanne Klett & Family <lklett@astound.net> Sauk Rapids, MN - Sunday, September 19, 2004 12:31 AM CDT I'm sorry for your loss. I will be praying for your beautiful angel. Shannon <sanehni@optonline.net> Bellport, NY - Sunday, September 19, 2004 11:46 AM CDT What a brave young lady, and what a brave family. I'm so sorry for your loss. What a fight you all fought against such a strong, relentless foe. I'm glad that your dear angel no longer must be in pain. You are all in my thoughts. Mark <mbraun2@isd742.org> St. Cloud, MN USA - Sunday, September 19, 2004 10:55 AM CDT I am so sorry for your loss Katja was a precious girl and now she is a precious angel. She touched my heart. Her memory will live forever. Laura ~X~ laura <take_my_breath_away_@hotmail.com> St. Albans, herts UK - Sunday, September 19, 2004 9:18 AM CDT I just wanted you to know I was thinking about you. Love, Tracy and Katia Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com> - Sunday, September 19, 2004 5:28 AM CDT I was so sorry and deeply saddened that Katja had passed away. I am relieved she is no longer in any pain, and that beast of a cancer has finally left her body. I have followed this sweet little girl's story for awhile now. I was so upset to hear the 2nd transplant did not take. I pray to God to give you strength and comfort to go on. God bless. Mila <Shalen@shaw.ca> Vancouver, Canada - Sunday, September 19, 2004 2:21 AM CDT May God grant you the comfort only He can give. There will be many prayers uttered tonight for you by many. Kevin & Denise Kilgus & family <KilgusFamily@agristar.net> Forrest, IL USA - Sunday, September 19, 2004 0:10 AM CDT I've heard so many stories about Katja from Jenni and Kaz. I'm sure she is exploring all the glorious wonder that heaven has in store for all of us...climbing mountains and sailing in the sunsets! My prayers are with you during this difficult time, may God help you find peace and healing. Jodi Johnson (Jenni's sister) <jodikoopi@hotmail.com> Minneapolis, MN - Saturday, September 18, 2004 11:42 PM CDT My heart aches for you and your family. I pray that the warmth and comfort of God's love keep you steadfast in your knowledge that sweet Katja is safe and whole. Whatever her mission was she fullfilled it! May peace be with you. Jan Kwasigroh <LKwasigroh@aol.com> Normal, IL USA` - Saturday, September 18, 2004 11:39 PM CDT Several months ago, I made a copy of Katja's lovely photo, and it is on our prayer board where we can be reminded every day to pray for you. May the Lord be your comfort and your grace. Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net> - Saturday, September 18, 2004 11:32 PM CDT I'm imagining Katja smiling up at Jesus, from his lap! It's a beautiful sight. I'm so sad you all had to endure so much -but so happy that Katja is free - truly free from her illness, forever. I'm so sorry for your loss. My heart breaks for you. I pray the Lord gives you strength during this difficult time. Laura Lakeside, CA USA - Saturday, September 18, 2004 11:20 PM CDT The sky has a new star tonight. Katja is shining bright, lighting up the heavens. Our thoughts are with you at this time. Margaret, Mike, and Grace Ciacciarelli <mmchick@comcast.net www.Mighty-Max.com> - Saturday, September 18, 2004 11:18 PM CDT I am so sorry to hear of your loss. I will be praying for your family. Nancy Gibby Gainesville, FL - Saturday, September 18, 2004 11:11 PM CDT We are so saddened by your loss. Your family and Angel Katja are in our prayers. Love, Allie, Ann, Erica and Scott - Friends of www.caringbridge.org/ga/campjack Ann Berger <beanieann@yahoo.com> San Juan Capistrano , CA USA - Saturday, September 18, 2004 11:01 PM CDT Saying a prayer for your family tonight. Sincerely, Claire Crenshaw <ccrenshaw@bufordcityschools.org> Dacula, GA USA - Saturday, September 18, 2004 10:50 PM CDT We are so very sorry for your loss but rejoice that Katja is flying pain free with her newly aquired wings that she has truly earned. Our thoughts are with you, may you find peace in memories of happier times. Jimmie, Kris, Wyatt rech and family WYATT'S ADVENTURE Kris Rech <kmrech@hotmail.com> New Prague, MN USA - Saturday, September 18, 2004 10:45 PM CDT I am so sorry. You will continue to be in our prayers. Andrea Martini alexupdate.com <amartini@glencove.com> Gig Harbor, Wa - Saturday, September 18, 2004 10:16 PM CDT We are very sorry to hear of your loss. Katja was a very beautiful girl who had to endure much suffering. Now her pain is gone. Remember that she will always be with you. We always have and will continue to pray for you. May God put his arms around you and hold you tight and never let you go. May God help you find peace and comfort. Dale and Judy Boeckman <jdboeckman@charter.net> St. Cloud, MN Stearns - Saturday, September 18, 2004 9:58 PM CDT Our sympathies are with your family. Katja has touched everyone in our family. God bless. Mike, Tamra, Zach and Ben Trenary Stewartville, MN - Saturday, September 18, 2004 9:58 PM CDT I was saddened to hear of Katja's passing. I've been following you all for a long time and wish you strength and comfort at this difficult time. Rhonda Cohen <RLCTapmom@optonline.net> Flanders, NJ - Saturday, September 18, 2004 9:18 PM CDT We are so saddened to hear of Katja's passing. Our very deepest sympathies to all of you during this most difficult time. With love, The Guarton Family www.caringbridge.org/ny/mollyg Donna Guarton <dguarton@aol.com> N. Bellmore, NY USA - Saturday, September 18, 2004 9:13 PM CDT There are no words to say how deeply saddened I am to hear of Katja's passing. Please know that your family remains in my heart, thoughts and prayers. Katie, Hayley and Hunter <dugan2b@yahoo.com> Franklin, MA - Saturday, September 18, 2004 8:53 PM CDT We are so sorry for your loss. Your daughter is a beautiful child and endured so much-so have you all.We will keep you in our prayers. The Melkonian Family www.caringbridge.org/md/chrismelko Darlene and Christopher Melkonian <melkonid@comcast.net> Gaithersburg, MD - Saturday, September 18, 2004 8:35 PM CDT My heartfelt sympathy over the loss of little Katja Maura Boston, MA USA - Saturday, September 18, 2004 8:32 PM CDT With tears I send you my deepest sympathies. Love, Marey http://caringbridge.org/ca/ali Marey, Ali's mom <kteachermom@hotmail.com> - Saturday, September 18, 2004 7:50 PM CDT I have been thinking of and praying for you and trying to get by here. Today, I just felt so compelled to stop by and I see that your precious little one has left you for heaven. There's nothing I can say that will ease your pain, I'm sure of that. Please just know that you are cared for and loved. I will continue to lift you up to the Lord during this most difficult time of your lives. Blessings. Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org> Lexington, NC - Saturday, September 18, 2004 7:28 PM CDT I care. I am praying, praying, PRAYING! LK Urbana, IL USA - Saturday, September 18, 2004 7:26 PM CDT I am so sorry that you have lost precious Katja. Your family is in our prayers. Patti Welander <batmom@hotmail.com> Leroy, IL - Saturday, September 18, 2004 7:23 PM CDT Forever Missing Princess Katja abbie «♥Angel Mitchell♥» <afraser1@tru.eastlink.ca> truro, ns canada - Saturday, September 18, 2004 7:21 PM CDT Heartfelt condolences to your family during this difficult time. Kayja is now pain free and living a life we can only dream about! Although I have not written often, I have followed Katja's fight on a daily basis admiring your strength to share it with all of us. May God grant you peace. Jennifer & Shane Andres and kids <sma2@littlefalls.net> Randall, MN USA - Saturday, September 18, 2004 7:16 PM CDT I'm sorry today is my first visit to Katja's site. The first picture you see is beautiful for such an awful journey. I can just imagine all the childen who have passed before her waiting to greet her in heaven. carol and mari www.caringbridge.org/or/marisjourney <carolishizeki@yahoo.com> Ota city, gunma ken, japan - Saturday, September 18, 2004 7:05 PM CDT My heart is broken for all of you, I know how much you will miss katjas physical presence. As parents when there is no more hope of course you would only want her to be pain free. That she is. never to be sick again! It makes me cry just thinking of her whole and happy being a beautiful angel in heaven. Im praying for you all. Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net> IN - Saturday, September 18, 2004 6:46 PM CDT My heart aches for the pain you are going through, but I thank God that Katja no longer has to suffer. I pray that God will give you comfort and strength; that you will be able to remember only the good times. Thank you for sharing Katja with all of us; your wonderful little angel has touched a great many lives. May God give you peace. Karen Johnson <kjinstitches@yahoo.com> Duluth, MN USA - Saturday, September 18, 2004 6:45 PM CDT My heart is breaking for your loss. We will pray for Katja and your family. Patti Kamper <pkamper@comcast.net> Glen Allen, VA - Saturday, September 18, 2004 6:28 PM CDT Another beautiful angel.Fly free little Katja.Love to you all Hayley. Hayley <hayleyspence1@hotmail.com> Leeds, U.K. - Saturday, September 18, 2004 6:14 PM CDT Our sincere condolences to you. We will continue to be in prayer for your family. Lois and Steve Thesing <slthesing@cloudnet.com> - Saturday, September 18, 2004 5:55 PM CDT May God bless and keep you in His care. Sending hugs and prayers. Martha White <MWhite6@charter.net> Princeton, WV - Saturday, September 18, 2004 5:53 PM CDT Just wanted to let you know my thoughts and prayers are with you during this time. I am so truly sorry for the loss of your beautiful girl. Kim Knauss www.caringbridge.org/oh/nicky <kknauss@email.com> Avon, OH - Saturday, September 18, 2004 5:51 PM CDT We are so sorry for your loss. I cannot find words to type. Please know that you all are in our thoughts and prayers today, tommorrow and always. Fly Free Katja! Heaven just became an even sweeter place. May Katja wrap her wings around you. The Carter Family <tlc2866@sbcglobal.net> Manchester, CT - Saturday, September 18, 2004 4:47 PM CDT I have been following along on Katja's journey for several months now and my heart is breaking along with yours. You are so right, she is free of pain now and flying with the angels. May God bless you with the strength and comfort that you need during this time. Sending prayers your way. Steph www.caringbridge.org/nd/josh <jochim1@westriv.com> Flasher, ND - Saturday, September 18, 2004 4:45 PM CDT Our hearts are aching and sad with yours today. There are no words to say all that we are feeling. We are praying for strength and comfort for you today and always. Sending hugs from our family to yours. May you feel God's arms around you today. Scott, Kim, Devin and Dillan <sk-nelson@comcast.net> Stillwater, MN USA - Saturday, September 18, 2004 3:53 PM CDT Dear Sufka family, Just wanting to let you know that our hearts break today with yours. Your family and precious little Katja have come to mean so very much to our family. Your strength has been an inspiration to us all and our prayer today is that God will multiply that strength as you face what must be the most difficult time of your life. As our own little Katia continues her fight, know that we will always remember little Katja's spirit and commit to share with the world her courage in the hopes of one day finding the answers that will make these horrible illnesses be no more. Our love and our prayers are with you today... Luv, Myron Solomon Myron Solomon <myron1269@aol.com> Tampa, Fl USA - Saturday, September 18, 2004 3:27 PM CDT I am so very sorry. Katja was a very special little girl and she will not be forgotten. Paula <pnoonan@rmhmpls.com> Minneapolis, MN - Saturday, September 18, 2004 3:15 PM CDT So sad for you - just found Katja's site a few days ago and I have been reading back in the past journal entries. What a precious daughter you were blessed to have in your family. My prayers go up for your family at this time of intense sorrow. May you feel the Lord's loving arms wrapped all around you. Ali Omaha, NE - Saturday, September 18, 2004 3:11 PM CDT You have my heartfelt sympathy over the loss of precious Katja. No words can express the sadness I feel for you. I hope you find comfort some how. Jody and Taylor Pasell <bjpas@astound.net> Sartell, - Saturday, September 18, 2004 2:33 PM CDT Dear Family & Friends: Tears are streaming . . . My heart is aching for you, in the loss of your beautiful little Katja. She was such a precious little Angel on earth. Now she is a perfect Angel up in Heaven. I know the pain of this horrible disease. I lost my beloved husband to AML just 12 days after diagnosis. Please know you are all in my thoughts, prayers and HEART. May God bless you, comfort you and bring you peace. Love, Prayers & Big Hugs, Joyce & Husband Angel Mike Joyce Milus <jmilus1@san.rr.com> San Diego, CA 92122 - Saturday, September 18, 2004 2:29 PM CDT Tears shed and hearts broken when we write this message. Nothing could replace the loss of our loved ones. Katja's smiles and bright spirit always stay in our hearts. Katja has gained eternal healing from her Heavenly Father. She is embraced within His caring arms with cancer free and watching joyfully over your family. May God grant your family many blessings of His comfort and healing peace. We are praying for and thinking of you. Benjamin, Paulina, Erin (Forever Family with ~Esther~<Mercy2Live@yahoo.com> Dayton, OH US - Saturday, September 18, 2004 2:06 PM CDT Dear Katja's family, I am so very, very sorry. I will pray for you to have strength in the difficult days ahead. May you be surrounded with love from family and friends to help you through this tremendous loss in your lives. Love, Debbie Nagy St. Louis, MO - Saturday, September 18, 2004 2:02 PM CDT Katja Family, Just to let you know that I am really sorry about your loss and to also let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. LaKota aunt Lisa <samlis@myexcel.com> Clearwater, MN U.S.A - Saturday, September 18, 2004 2:00 PM CDT I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. Katja is now pain free and an angel up in heaven with God. I pray that you will have strength during this extremely difficult time. Our thoughts and prayers are with you all. Love, Bob, Dawn, Skylar and Madelyn Dawn Soderberg <Bobdawnsoderberg@aol.com> Hudson, WI USA - Saturday, September 18, 2004 1:45 PM CDT Words can't express how sorry we are for your loss. Your beautiful daughter touched many of us all across the world. She set an example of courage that will remembered always. Our prayers for you and your family at this most difficult time. Peggy, grandma to Melanie www.caringbridge.org/mi/melanie Cadillac, MI - Saturday, September 18, 2004 1:42 PM CDT Thank you for sharing your beautiful Katja with us. Your all in my thoughts and prayers. Amy Nasworthy <mnasworthy@tampabay.rr.com> St. Pete, FL USA - Saturday, September 18, 2004 1:14 PM CDT I wanted to stop by and check in on your family. My heart sank, when I saw the update. I was by early this morning and see it was not too long after my message that Katja passed. I am so, so sorry for your loss. Your loss is Heaven's gain, as your beautiful daughter will be flying free of cancer with all the angels. She will definitely be your Guardian Angel. My most sincere condolences. Shiela ~NY~ USA - Saturday, September 18, 2004 12:59 AM CDT We are so very sorry to learn of your loss. We have followed your daughter's progress for the past couple of months and had hoped that there would be a miracle waiting for her. Now that she is free from the pain and can finally find her peace, we will pray for you all to find the strenght and direction to face the days ahead. Love and sorrow, Terry, Mary, Nicholas and Julianna Banana <tjosephson@shaw.ca> Winnipeg, Canada - Saturday, September 18, 2004 12:59 AM CDT I am so so very sorry to hear of your loss. I know that she is now cancer and pain free and flying with the angels. God bless you all donna rohm <mtwhitney42@hotmail.com> reno, nv usa - Saturday, September 18, 2004 12:51 AM CDT I write this with tears in my eyes. I had to stop by and let you know that I'm sending you my thoughts and prayers during this time. Evan, always remember that you have a special guardian angel that will be with you forever and help to protect you from all the world can throw at you. Heaven is truly a better place today with Katja flying free and having fun. I will never understand why a cure here on earth could not be found, but I'm happy that she is now pain free and having fun in heaven. Lisa - Saturday, September 18, 2004 12:43 AM CDT Life is just so unfair. I hope you know that the heavens are crying with you today. We all grieve for your loss, yet know too, that Katja is now flying, pain free and happy. I know she will remain close to you always, and a part of the family even from where she sits now. Your precious angel will always be near. There is a book called "Our Children Forever" that relays beautiful stories of little loved ones near. I pray that you are comforted in knowing that you gave Katja the perfect home, just as He intended, while she was in your care. I hope too, that you are able to find peace in all the warm memories of your time together. Our thoughts and prayers are with you still. Mavis Friederman & Family Mavis Friederman <MyThreeSonsAndME@aol.com> Ringoes, NJ US - Saturday, September 18, 2004 12:39 AM CDT You are in my prayers. My deepest sympathy, Tammy Nettina <tsnettina@msn.com> Lithia, FL USA - Saturday, September 18, 2004 12:38 AM CDT So very sorry for your loss. sending you lots of love www.caringbridge.org/sd/gemma <luigitumminelli@virgilio.it> SICILY,ITALY - Saturday, September 18, 2004 11:37 AM CDT Katja's Family and Friends, Please know that you are in our prayer's and thought's. Grandma Shirley also said that her prayers are with you. Love LaKota, and her Father Steve, and her Mom,Debbie http;//www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmai.com> ST.CLOUD, MN - Saturday, September 18, 2004 11:25 AM CDT Sukas, In tears as I write, My heart hurts for all of you. Words cannot express my sympathy. I can't imagine the pain that you are in.We can have peace in knowing she is not hurting, she can swim in heavens waters and run and play. Even though we all want her here. She touched so many lives and left her spunky mark wherever she went. She was and is such a smart little girl. She will be our angel.I know my Dad was there to help her into beautiful, pain free no worries heaven,they will be together and my Dad will take care of her I'm sure of that. We love you all so much and we will be there for you. May her beautiful,precious memory live on. We Love you and will miss you princess Katja. Prayers and hugs, and lots of love- Shari and family Shari Gohman <gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, - Saturday, September 18, 2004 10:59 AM CDT You dont know me but I work with Grandpa Rob. I have been following you story and I am so sorry to hear about your loss of your little princess. You both seem to be very strong people, you have to be. Just remember that she is in a very good place and in super good arms. She will always remember you and her little brother.I dont think she could have asked for better parents!! God bless you all. You will be in our thoughts and prayers!! Candy Kampa <jck68@astound.net> Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Saturday, September 18, 2004 10:53 AM CDT Katja is a beautiful angel now flying pain free and is watching over all of you from above. May God hold you and comfort you now and forever. My deepest sympathy is with you. LuAnn <ltamisiea@tectonind.com> Spencer, IA USA - Saturday, September 18, 2004 10:46 AM CDT I just wanted to express to you my heartfelt sympathy. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Janice janice johnson <janiceann39@yahoo.com> pa - Saturday, September 18, 2004 10:32 AM CDT You all have my deepest sympathy.Kat was a very strong and couragous little girl.With a wondreful,caring and supportive family.Remember as you look into the sky at night, she will always be the "BRIGHTEST SHINNING STAR" shinning down on all of you. Jodi Burton Sauk Rapids, Mn. - Saturday, September 18, 2004 10:15 AM CDT It took me a bit to get on here. Although I expected this, I am still shocked. I have so much enjoyed following not only Katja's story but each of yours. I know you are going to miss her forever. She will always be your princess. God be with each of you. Love, Tracy and Katia Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com> - Saturday, September 18, 2004 10:03 AM CDT I have never met Katja but have followed her story for quite awhile. I am so sorry for your loss. I LOVE the picture of her looking into the pond.....I am sure that Our Lord has returned her to that pain-free, cancer-free body and she dances with the angels now. May God keep you close during this difficult time. Barb Condecon <cowmum2003iowa@aol.com> Council Bluffs, IA USA - Saturday, September 18, 2004 9:57 AM CDT We are so sorry to hear of your loss, but we know that heaven is welcoming its newest, beautiful angel with open arms. You will continue to remain in our thoughts & prayers. Ed & Kori Sanders <buud@hutchtel.net> Hutchinson, MN - Saturday, September 18, 2004 9:54 AM CDT I pray for our Lord to comfort you and bring you His peace. God bless you Janice LeDoux <jannield@comcast.net> Costa Mesa, CA - Saturday, September 18, 2004 9:39 AM CDT MY SYMPAHTY TO YOOUR FAMILY ON THE LOSS OF YOUR BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER. SHE IS NOW PAIN FREE, FLYING WITH THE ANGELS. MY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU. I DID NOT KNOW KATJA BUT HAVE BEEN FOLLOWING HER STORY AND KNOW WHAT A BEAUTIFUL AND STRONG PERSON SHE WAS. SHE WILL ALWAYS BE IN YOUR HEART. PAT ZELLMANN <P.ZELLMANN@KLEINET.COM> YA, MN US - Saturday, September 18, 2004 9:29 AM CDT What a long difficult fight that Katja endured&she she endured it courageously with her family's love,support&devotion.She's finally cancer free;no more suffering.My prayers extended to you all. Tricia <TriciaBxNY@yahoo.com> - Saturday, September 18, 2004 9:24 AM CDT Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family in the loss of your beautiful Katja. We have met her at Jen & Kaz's. May God keep you in his care. We will keep your in our prayers. Love, Bernard & Carol (Jen & Kaz's Mom & Dad) Bernard & Carol Koopmeiners <koopscoop@charter.net> St. Cloud, MN USA - Saturday, September 18, 2004 9:24 AM CDT Katja had such spunk, wisdom, and imagination, you are such wonderful parents, we are just so sorry that you have to be without her until you reunite in heaven. You will be in our prayers. Mike, Lynette, Samson, Danielle and Lila Mansour <mcandman@astound.net> St. Cloud, MN USA - Saturday, September 18, 2004 9:23 AM CDT Our sincere condolences go out to you and your entire family and to everyone who knew Katja so well. I remember the time you (Jacqui) and Katja came to visit me in the hospital. As the story goes, when you were walking up to the door of the hospital, Katja asked you "Mom, am I sick"? I shall never forget what a day brightner she was for me that day. Thank you Jacqui and Aaron for sharing Katja's life with us. This is truly unselfish. You are a remarkable family and God will take care of you. I know you will miss her terribly but she was such a spunky, intelligent little girl that I can only imagine you have a lot of Katjaism's. Take care of Jacqui and Aaron and Evan. Elaine & Ron Henkemeyer <palhenk@astound.net> Sauk Rapids, MN Usa - Saturday, September 18, 2004 9:15 AM CDT My deepest, deepest and sincere condolences on the loss of your beautiful Katja. Heaven has earned a new beautiful Angel who will never be forgotten. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Carol Mack (Mom2Angelz Meghan & Taylor) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com> Titusville, FL USA - Saturday, September 18, 2004 8:51 AM CDT Katja, Our Little Angel We will miss you so much, for you there is the gift of heaven, a wonderous place full of love and joy. We will comfort your family as you enter heaven. Uncle Don & Linda <dsnemeth@charter.net> New London, Mn - Saturday, September 18, 2004 8:48 AM CDT I am so very very sorry and sad to hear about your new angel. God bless you all, and may Angel Katja comfort you. Ronnie Wood <ronniewood@comcast.net> Scotch Plains, NJ - Saturday, September 18, 2004 8:35 AM CDT Lord, Wrap your arms around this family for they will need you more now. Give them the strength and guidance to get through this together as a family. I pray this in Jesus's name. Jackie - Saturday, September 18, 2004 8:19 AM CDT I just can't imagine the pain you must be feeling with the loss of such a beautiful child. My prayers are with you. Debby Roberts..................................http://www3.caringbridge.org/oh/emilyroberts/ <djfrro@aol.com> - Saturday, September 18, 2004 8:09 AM CDT I'm so very sorry for your loss. Please accept my sincerest condelences. Katja will always have a very special place in my heart and will never be forgotten. May God, your family and friends continue to comfort you and give you strength during this most difficult time. Much love... Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, FL - Saturday, September 18, 2004 8:05 AM CDT I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful Katja. I have been following her fight through Katia Salomon's web site. Please remember that Katja is in the Lord's hands now and forever. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers. My heart is aching for you, be strong and remember you WILL see your little girl again. Lots of Love, Annmarie Annmarie Blassingame <annmarie.blassingame@verizon.net> Pinellas Park, FL - Saturday, September 18, 2004 7:42 AM CDT My heart is aching right now. I am surely going to miss that little girl who has brought so much to our entire family. I know however that she is lighting up all of Heaven with her spunk, smile, and personality. She has no more pain and no more sickness, and that is truly a blessing. I join with you to celebrate Katja's new life in a magical place! May the Lord bring you comfort and peace. Nicole Nemeth <nnemeth@css.edu> Plymouth, MN - Saturday, September 18, 2004 7:15 AM CDT And on the third day, she rose! Katja will never be forgotten! We will always remember her vibrant and assertive little self. May God be with you in your heartache and celebration as your memories keep her alive. May you feel the love and prayers that surround you. Gazdziks <jnkgazdzik@charter.net> St. Cloud, MN - Saturday, September 18, 2004 7:08 AM CDT It is with a very heavy heart that I read your posting. I pray for peace and strength for you and your family. We want you to know that we will never forget precious Katja, or the battle that she fought and ultimately won ---- because she is finally in heaven, pain-free, and cancer-free (without any worries of this nasty beast EVER returning!)!! Please know that she touched our lives and we are forever grateful to you both for sharing her with the world! May God be with you now, more than ever, as you begin this difficult journey. Your angel Katja is definitely smiling down at you, from Heaven. You are the best parents she could have ever asked for. Tonight when I look at the stars my thoughts will be with you and your special little Angel. God Bless you all! Connie, Bob, Allie and Madelyn <Roco595@aol.com> St. Cloud, MN - Saturday, September 18, 2004 7:01 AM CDT God bless you all right now! -The Loucks family Malissia Loucks <MalissiaL1976@msn.com www.caringbridge.org/nc/abigail> Charlotte, NC USA - Saturday, September 18, 2004 6:56 AM CDT The Lord works in misterious ways. God bless your entire family. This is a beautiful website. Thanks for sending it to me Kimberly Bennett. Melissa Ketting <mketting13@yahoo.com> Murrieta, CA USA - Saturday, September 18, 2004 5:51 AM CDT Dear Katjas family. We are so sorry to hear the news. We have never meet Katja, but she has touched our hearts. We will continue to pray for all of you and hopefully all these words will comfort you all. The Wolds paulina <dpwold@hotmail.com> Belgrade, mn - Saturday, September 18, 2004 5:50 AM CDT I visit, again, from Katia's site. What a hard time it must be for your family. I hope for comfort and peace for your precious Katja. Shiela ~NY~ USA!!! - Saturday, September 18, 2004 4:25 AM CDT Shocked to read the latest news. An example of how things can change so quickly. Praying for Katjas comfort and for your strength. love www.caringbridge.org/sd/gemma <luigitumminelli@virgilio.it> SICILY,ITALY - Saturday, September 18, 2004 3:31 AM CDT Sending prayers of comfort and peace for beautiful Katja. No parent should have to go through what you're all experiencing. My heart, truly, goes out to all of you. May God give you strength. Much love... Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, FL - Saturday, September 18, 2004 3:09 AM CDT I am praying for each of you. I pray for God to give you strength and to comfort your sweet Katja. Much Love, Cheryl H. <pray_4kids@yahoo.com> Georgia - Saturday, September 18, 2004 1:22 AM CDT Katja has fought a long battle and my prayers are with her for a peaceful transition, if that is God's will. May the Lord be with all of you and give you strength. I am so truly sorry for your situation. Sincerely, Karen Karen LaMountain <AngelGrammaL@netscape.net> Selkirk, NY USA - Saturday, September 18, 2004 1:17 AM CDT Dear Katja, We have never met, but we were touched by your beautiful picture with your new little brother. You look so happy and in love with him! You must be a wonderful big sister! You are in our prayers. Best wishes, Allie, Ann, Erica and Scott - friends of www.caringbridge.org/ga/campjack Ann Berger <beanieann@yahoo.com> San Juan Capistrano, CA USA - Saturday, September 18, 2004 0:37 AM CDT I have only signed one other time, however, I visit daily some of "my caringbridge" kids. Katja is one of those precious kids...I dont know what to say, this all happened so fast...it's soooo not fair. You all have so graciously shared Katja with "us cyber friends". We have "seen" her threw so many stages of this journey...How quick she got out of the hospital after transplant. Oh, the true JOY I have felt to see her do so well so fast.....now, my heart just aches/breaks. You all have been in my prayers and of course, will continue to be. I pray that the Lord will bless and keep you,and comfort you all through this painful time. All my love and (((((((HUGS))))))) to Katja. Tonya Tonya Cotton <Avery091@aol.com> Clearwater, Fl - Saturday, September 18, 2004 0:29 AM CDT Thinking of you tonight and praying for you. I'm so sorry you are hurting and having to go through this. May God Bless you and keep you in your time of need. Love Shari and Family Shari Gohman <gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, - Friday, September 17, 2004 11:56 PM CDT I have signed a few times to katja's site. I am so sorry you have to face this Katja. I visit sooo soooo many sites and it breaks my heart to see you going through this. I am praying for you and your family at this time and will forever, dear sweet girl. Carly <chrisandcarlyjones@shaw.ca> chilliwack, bc canada - Friday, September 17, 2004 10:54 PM CDT We are and will continue to pray for you guys. You have been down such a long road these past few years. Katja is such a blessing to so many. We are praying for peace, comfort and strength for all of you. May you feel God's presence with you. Scott, Kim, Devin and Dillan <kj-nelson@bethel.edu> Stillwater, MN USA - Friday, September 17, 2004 10:42 PM CDT Katja~ I have been checking your site daily and my heart seems to sink more and more as I read your updates. I will continue to keep praying for you to feel pain free and be comfortable, and for your family during this difficult time. God Bless Holly Becker (Living Waters) <littleh51@hotmail.com> Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Friday, September 17, 2004 9:55 PM CDT We're praying for peace and comfort for Katja, and strength for your family during this difficult time. The Fagerstrom's www.caringbridge.org/mn/abe Kelly Fagerstrom <kellyfagerstrom@hotmail.com> Bemidji, MN - Friday, September 17, 2004 9:23 PM CDT I am so very sorry to read the latest updates. I know there are no words to offer you at a time like this that could give any comfort or help, but I can offer my prayers. My prayer is for Katja to remain pain free and feel all of the love that surrounds her during this time. I will also pray for Katja's family to feel God's presence as they have never felt it before, holding them and giving them strength and peace. Debbie Nagy St. Louis, MO - Friday, September 17, 2004 9:08 PM CDT We pray for peace. We sensed God in Katja's room tonight and pray she's with Him soon in her healthy heavenly body. We have a candle lit here and are lifting you up in prayer as you sit by her side. We love you dearly and are here to walk this walk with you as your friends. Jenni, Kaz, and Ariana Gazdzik <jnkgazdzik@charter.net> St. Cloud, MN - Friday, September 17, 2004 8:57 PM CDT I am LaKota aunt Lisa. I am so sorry. You and your family are in our prayers. We will continue to pray for a miracle for Katja. Lisa Vait <samlis@myexcel.com> Clearwater, MN USA - Friday, September 17, 2004 8:34 PM CDT This is just the sadest thing to hear, after all katja has been through and the long fight. Im so sorry, I dont know what to say except im praying for Gods Grace to take her peacefully, if there is to be no earthly cure. Praying so hard for you all. Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net> IN - Friday, September 17, 2004 8:08 PM CDT Sweet Katja, We love you very much, and will continue to keep praying for that miracle. Love LaKota and her mom Debbie ~*~LAKOTA~*~ http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com> St.Cloud, mn - Friday, September 17, 2004 6:50 PM CDT We are praying for strength, peace, and happy memories during this hard time. Patti Welander <batmom@hotmail.com> LeRoy, IL - Friday, September 17, 2004 6:20 PM CDT I'm so sorry... we took care of my younger sister at home last year and as hard as it was, I'm glad it was that way and it was what she wanted. I have checked in on Katja for a while now and really hoped and prayed that she would get her miracle... praying for you all to have the strength and courage to see you through. Katja will be in my thoughts and prayers. Garnette Hampton <swtfreesia1@aol.com> Santa Rosa, ca - Friday, September 17, 2004 6:11 PM CDT I really don't know what to say. May God bless you and your family with this most difficult time. I will post this in your guestbook though. I donated bone marrow on July 22 of this year to a 17 year old male from the USA and encourage people to be tested for this opportunity. It was not a difficult procedure and was easy to recover from. You are in my prayers. Kelle <d_kelle@hotmail.com> USA - Friday, September 17, 2004 6:05 PM CDT I am so sorry all of this is happening. I wish that I could take it all away from you... God speed to you and your family. Darlene Sanford <csanford@fulbright.com> San Antonio, TX USA - Friday, September 17, 2004 4:31 PM CDT My thoughts and prayers are with you and your families and friends and all of those who hold Katja very dear in their hearts. May your journey be filled with peace and love. Carrie <carriehemiller@yahoo.com> Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, September 17, 2004 4:30 PM CDT You are all on our minds and in our hearts and our prayers. Hold on to each moment and cherish each day. Make the memories count and try to stay strong. I know only too well what you are dealing with. All of the questions, why this precious child, what will our lives be like. Trust your faith - it may be all you have to get you through the difficult days and weeks ahead. God's blessing to you all. Sandy Jergens <sandyjergens@frontiernet.net www.caringbridge.com/mn/masonjergens> Watertown, MN - Friday, September 17, 2004 4:07 PM CDT Words cannot express my hope and prayers in this time. Your family will continue to be in our daily prayers and thoughts for peace, comfort and God's caring compassion. Blessings to your home and family. Sherree Kruize <crsmieko@aol.com> Rice, MN USA - Friday, September 17, 2004 3:30 PM CDT God bless you all at this horrible time. I pray for peace for you and Katja, your princess. Ronnie Wood <ronniewood@comcast.net> Scotch Plains, NJ - Friday, September 17, 2004 3:30 PM CDT My heart, my prayers and my thoughts are with you at this most difficult time. My the love of family and friends bring you comfort and peace. My gods loving arms be wraped around you and hold you in his peace. Melissa <melissataylor@accesswave.ca> Halifax, NS Canada - Friday, September 17, 2004 3:17 PM CDT I'm very sorry to hear that Katja is not doing too well. I am keeping your little princess and her family in my prayers and in my heart. I hope she is resting comfortably and not feeling any pain. My heart is aching for you. God bless you all. Dear Jesus, Divine Physician and Healer of the Sick, we turn to you in this time of illness. O dearest comforter of the troubled, alleviate our worry and sorrow with your gentle love, and grant us the grace and strength to accept this burden. Dear God, we place our worries in your hands. We place our sick under your care and humbly ask you restore your servant to health again. Above all, grant us the grace to acknowledge your will and know that whatever you do, you do for the love of us. Amen. Lilly <Softshoe514@aol.com> RI - Friday, September 17, 2004 3:17 PM CDT We are asking God to comfort your family and bring blessings to Katja. You are in our prayers during this painful time. Love, The Spragues www.caringbridge.org/ca/andrew <kim.sprague@cox.net> Ladera Ranch, CA USA - Friday, September 17, 2004 3:08 PM CDT I am praying the God holds your family very close and that Katja is filled with peace and comfort. Katja has taught all of us that every second we are alive is important and our impact on this world is not measured in years. Katjas is a beautiful child of God and please know there are thousands of people praying for your family. I pray for strength for your family. The Johnsons www.caringbridge.org/mn/gracejohnson <gjohnson@trainingmag.com> Eagan, MN - Friday, September 17, 2004 3:04 PM CDT Dear Sufka family: I'm deeply saddened to learn of Katja's current condition. I'm sorry for your anquish. God bless Katja and your entire family - may He surround you and comfort you at this most difficult time. Elizabeth Deckert Sauk Rapids, MN US - Friday, September 17, 2004 2:52 PM CDT Just stopped byy to let you know i am praying for you all Hugs Marty Marty <AngelTears1703@aol.com> aLouisville, Ky USA - Friday, September 17, 2004 2:40 PM CDT I just want you to know that you are all in my thoughts and prayers. I am praying for Katja to be comfortable. Janice janice johnson <janiceann39@yahoo.com> pa - Friday, September 17, 2004 2:21 PM CDT Katja and your family have touched our hearts. We are praying for you. Love, The Stasiewicz Family Shelly Stasiewicz <shelly.stasiewicz@med.va.gov> Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Friday, September 17, 2004 2:15 PM CDT Just a stranger, but a fellow sister in Christ, holding little Katja and her family in prayer at such a difficult time. May you all find peace, and comfort. Louisa Edina, MN - Friday, September 17, 2004 2:13 PM CDT All I can do is pray and I promise to be lifting your family up. May God's hands rest on you. KAY <kcrouch@vanguardhealth.com> NASHVILLE, TN - Friday, September 17, 2004 2:12 PM CDT I am sorry to hear about Katja getting worse. My prayers are with all of you at this time. Linda Friedlander <lindabf19@comcast.net> Tallahassee, FL - Friday, September 17, 2004 1:11 PM CDT Hi, I just came across Katja's page from Lakota's. I am very sorry for your situation and I wish I had words to express something of comfort to you, but there are no human words that could possibly convey that. Katja is an absolutely beautiful little girl. I love your cover page photo of her. My most heartfelt prayers are being poured out to you right now and will ask Jesus to keep Katja comfortable for her remaining time here with you. I pray for endurance and strength to carry on for you, God's peace and calm, and for Him to embrace you and hold you close through the rest of this journey until you will be with Katja in your eternal home some day. Blessings always to Katja and all of you. Terri Peterson and family <terri@stribmail.com www.caringbridge.org/mn/baileygrace> Ramsey, MN usa - Friday, September 17, 2004 1:06 PM CDT So sorry to hear of Katja's setback. Being at home will be a wonderful gift to her. I'm sure that she feels safe and loved. I'll be thinking of you. Cathy Rossini <trossini@comcast.net> IGH, MN - Friday, September 17, 2004 1:02 PM CDT I am so sorry to hear that things are not going good. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family! I have visited your page many times but have not signed the guest book much but have constintantly been praying for you all. Thinking of you all and that GOD leads you in the right direction. Lisa E <bixbidi@aol.com> LOL, FL - Friday, September 17, 2004 12:44 AM CDT My thoughts and prayers are with you all. I pray for Katja's comfort. God be with you all donna rohm <mtwhitney42@hotmail.com> reno, nv usa - Friday, September 17, 2004 12:44 AM CDT My thoughts and prayers to all of you. I pray that you find peace w/ any decisions you make and that God helps you to know your decisions are best for your beautiful daughter. I also continue to pray for complete healing for her. God Bless you all. lori <nevlor_2000@yahoo.com> baldwin park, ca usa - Friday, September 17, 2004 12:35 AM CDT Thinking of all of you during this extremely difficult time. I'm so sorry...I pray that Katja will be comfortable and not in the pain she has been. I've been praying extra hard for all of you. God bless! Love, Dawn, Bob, Skylar and Madelyn Dawn Soderberg <Bobdawnsoderberg@aol.com> Hudson, Wi St Croix - Friday, September 17, 2004 12:20 AM CDT I am so sorry to hear that Katja is not doing well, and that you are stuggling. I have visited Katja's page quite often through Katia's page. Please know that we will continue to pray for your sweet little girl for peace, and for peace and strength for you too. I have no doubt that God will guide you to make the right decisions for your daughter, just follow your heart. Right now, Katja is comfortable and surrounded by all that she loves and all that love her. Your loving care is what is most important now, and she is just enveloped in your love. Peace dear friends, and blessings. We'll continue to pray. Mavis & Family Mavis Friederman <MyThreeSonsAndME@aol.com> Ringoes, NJ US - Friday, September 17, 2004 12:15 AM CDT Praying for Katja and her wonderful family during this very difficult time. May you be comforted by God's warm embrace and may Katja remain comfortable as the angels surround her. With many thoughts and prayers, Pam Pam <pmskitees@earthlink.net> Camarillo, CA USA - Friday, September 17, 2004 12:11 AM CDT I liked to your site from Katia's page--just wanted you to know that I'm sending prayers your way. Mary B. <boyerm25@care2.com> Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, September 17, 2004 12:07 AM CDT I'm a friend of the Solomon's and have followed Katja story. I'm praying so hard for this wonderful little girl. I will pray and pray My heart is broken Karen Karen Viteritti <kviteritti@yahoo.com> Florham Park, NJ USA - Friday, September 17, 2004 11:06 AM CDT We got news of Katja today, and are with you in prayer and love. May God's grace surround you and provide peace, knowing that He is near the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit. With much love and tears -- Greg and Sandra Greg & Sandra Rolling <grolling@gmail.com> Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Friday, September 17, 2004 10:55 AM CDT My thoughts and guiding prayers... Laura and Angel Ryan <MousieLadd@aol.com/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan> - Friday, September 17, 2004 10:50 AM CDT Oh, I am so sorry to hear this. Please let me know if there is anything I can do. I will update the prayer request on Katia's page. Please know my heart and prayers are there with you. I am sure you will make the right decisions. Love, Tracy and Katia Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com> - Friday, September 17, 2004 10:48 AM CDT Praying for all of you during this most difficult time. Sending prayers of comfort for beautiful Katja. We love you sweetie! Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, FL - Friday, September 17, 2004 10:03 AM CDT You are in my thoughts and prayers during this most difficult time. I pray that Katja is as comfortable as can be. Briana Roehling Pflugerville, TX - Friday, September 17, 2004 9:17 AM CDT I'm so sorry about Katja's condition. I will pray for her and your family daily! I will also add her link to my son's web site so that others will pray for all of you as well.  Love and Prayers, Amy & Micah Micah's Caring Bridge Page Amy Friend <amyjoy78@hotmail.com> Mountain Lake Park, MD USA - Friday, September 17, 2004 9:11 AM CDT Just wanted to let you know that we have been following your journey for some time now. Katja and your family remain in our prayers many times through out the day. We pray for strength, comfort, and peace. Please know that you are not alone! Staci Nash (www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash) <slimandstacinash@aol.com> Bowling Green, KY - Friday, September 17, 2004 7:56 AM CDT Sufkas, I'm thinking of you every minute aching for you and your precious, beautiful princess. I'm so sorry this is happening. We love you guys so much and are so sorry you have to go through such an awful situation. No parent should have to watch their child suffer the way you have. I prayed to Dad to be there with you in your time of need and for God to watch over you and help you. Again, I am so sorry........ Shari Shari Gohman <gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, - Friday, September 17, 2004 7:56 AM CDT Thinking of you today, praying for peacefullness. Vicki Vicki <vlj322@mn.rr.com ( gabeswings)> Mpls, Mn - Friday, September 17, 2004 7:52 AM CDT As parents you must do what you feel is best for your child. We are praying for all of you. Steph Lawrence <stephanieannlawrence@yahoo.com> Sartell, mn - Friday, September 17, 2004 7:31 AM CDT I DO PRAY FOR YOUR FAMILY DAILY. I AM SO SORRY THAT YOU ARE FACED WITH MAKING SUCH PAINFUL DECISIONS BUT I DO PRAY THAT THE LORD WILL GIVE YOU PARENTS COMFORT AND STRENGTH IN THE DECISIONS THAT YOU MAKE FOR YOUR DAUGHTER. I PRAY FOR PEACE AND COMFORT FOR KATJA. SHE IS ONE TOUGH LITTLE COOKIE. CHRISTY MICHAEL <CMIC181149@AOL.COM> BALDWYN, MS USA - Friday, September 17, 2004 6:53 AM CDT Praying for your family. Tammy Nettina <tsnettina@msn.com> Lithia, FL USA - Friday, September 17, 2004 6:12 AM CDT You are in our prayers each and every day! Laura Masica (www.caringbridge.org/mn/duncanmasica) <lmasica@msn.com> - Thursday, September 16, 2004 11:12 PM CDT Praying for your daughter's suffering on earth to be over and for your peace&strength to deal with it. You have been her strength and inspiration and have given her unconditional love. Tricia <TriciaBxNy@yahoo.com> - Thursday, September 16, 2004 10:51 PM CDT I pray that she can go to heaven and sit with JESUS forever. will be praying for your family and close friends in the next days.Trust in the Lord to help you,He is with you all.I pray that your little girl has no pain and that you make the right choice in hospital or keeping her home with her family and friends.Jesus understands how you all feel.It is not wrong to feel some real anger now at the cancer that is robbing her of the things that little girls are doing.Once again JESUS understands. Julie <Julie@discover-web.com> Valley City,, N.D. - Thursday, September 16, 2004 10:19 PM CDT Sorry to read it was a rough day. Just wanted to let you know you all are in my thoughts and prayers. I will say an extra prayer for Katja tonight. Grandma Diane please let me know if there is anything I can do. Shelly Anderson <shelfruth@hotmail.com> Sartell, mn stearns - Thursday, September 16, 2004 10:12 PM CDT God bless your family and your beautiful little Angel. I am so sorry that your having to deal with this, no parent should have to face having a child with cancer. You are in my prayers. Thank you for the pictures you posted they bought a smile to my face. Orlaida (Justins mom) http://caringbridge.org/fl/justin/ <osilvasalce@att.com> - Thursday, September 16, 2004 9:48 PM CDT I am so sorry for what is happening. I will pray for peace and comfort for Katjas and for you as you make the most difficult of decisions. Margaret Ciacciarelli <mmchick@comcast.net www.Mighty-Max.com> - Thursday, September 16, 2004 9:35 PM CDT Our prayers and thoughts are with you and your family each day. God is with you all. Peace and blessings. Friends at Living Waters . . . Trent and Louise Ziegler <lziegler@astound.net> Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Thursday, September 16, 2004 9:15 PM CDT I can't imagine the horrible decisions you're being asked to face- I just know that we are all so sorry you are facing them. Like so many others I too am praying for your comfort in God's all-knowing grace and the support of all those who love you. Beth Fenstad St Cloud, - Thursday, September 16, 2004 9:14 PM CDT Thinking of you and hoping that you can feel all the support being showered your way. WYATT'S ADVENTURE Kris Rech <kmrech@hotmail.com> New Prague, MN USA - Thursday, September 16, 2004 9:00 PM CDT I just recently found your website - my heart aches to read your words. I pray for healing for your daughter and peace for your family. The picture on the front page is beautiful and I am so sad to hear she is struggling so hard. Ali Omaha, NE - Thursday, September 16, 2004 8:54 PM CDT I am praying for you all. Praying for Katja and her comfort during this time. I pray for God to be with all of you during this difficult time. My heart and prays go out to you. I am here in tears widhing I could just give you all lots of hugs od support. Please know that I am praying for you and you are in my constant thoughts. Jennifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net> Coon Rapids, MN - Thursday, September 16, 2004 8:48 PM CDT I will be praying for Katja for what will be best for her, for comfort, pain-free and a miracle. I will also pray for her family that they will find some strenght, peace and some rest. May God Bless you all now and forever Lakotas Aunt Susie <JJTURTLE9@aol.com> - Thursday, September 16, 2004 7:59 PM CDT Know that the thoughts and prayers of people whom you've never met and far away, are with you during this difficult time. May God Bless You. Kristen, Joe, Isabel & Easton Zueger <kzueger@heggcompanies.com> Sioux Falls, SD 57108 - Thursday, September 16, 2004 7:55 PM CDT You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers, we are praying for a miracle. The Boecker's www.caringbridge.org/mn/karlyann Dan Jayme Maddysen and Karlyann <djboecker@yahoo.com> Greenwald, MN USA - Thursday, September 16, 2004 7:03 PM CDT You are all in my thoughts & prayers. GOD BLESS YOU!!! Clara DaSilva (Angel Katie's Mom) <clarabelo60@yahoo.com> Wilbraham, MA - Thursday, September 16, 2004 7:00 PM CDT You will know what's right for your family and if taking her home is where you want her, or surrounded by the hospital staff that you know so well is where you want to be, follow your heart- whatever you decide is right for your precious daughter and loving family. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. Carol Mack (Mom2Angelz Meghan & Taylor) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com> Titusville, FL USA - Thursday, September 16, 2004 6:36 PM CDT Hi, you dont no me but i am friends with Zach Jergens and i heard about you off of mason's page i am so sorry and hope that you get better and real soon and i hope that you know that even though you dont no me you are always in my prays and everyones. Sam Sam Neumann <Sammigurl1992@aol.com> Watertown, MN USA - Thursday, September 16, 2004 4:36 PM CDT As I told you, you are ALL always in our prayers and in our hearts. Love, Tracy and Katia Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com> - Thursday, September 16, 2004 4:23 PM CDT It is so heartbreaking to watch our kids go through this. My heart truly aches for all of you. Please know that you are all in my continued prayers. Much love... Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, FL - Thursday, September 16, 2004 3:10 PM CDT Praying for God's peace to help you through these trying days and for Katja's comfort and happiness. Also praying that Evan continues to grow up happy and healthy - he's absolutely adorable!! Leanne Klett & Family <lklett@astound.net> Sauk Rapids, MN - Thursday, September 16, 2004 2:43 PM CDT Praying for Katja, that she will recieves the miracle from the good Lord above for her. She will be in my prayers also.God Bless her and your family Lakota's Aunt Susie <JJTURTLE9@aol.com> - Thursday, September 16, 2004 1:02 PM CDT Hi Everyone, Talking to Darlene I know you had a long night last night at the hospital with Katjas counts so low. I pray things are a little better for you today. The pictures of Little Brother Evan are sure cute. I can't believe how big he is getting. By the looks of it he has one Proud Big Sister!!!!!! I hope you guys got to see the pictures of Grammie Diane and Katja wearing GreatGrandmas black wig and my glasses, Katja thought her and Diane looked like twins. The are adorable. I know shes been asking Diane if she can come to our place, if shes feeling up to it she can come here or we can come to Grandmas. We're here for you any time. Also we need to keep Greatgrandma Lorraine in our prayers as we just heard her cancer is back. Our thoughts and prayers are with all of you. Uncle Don and Linda Linda <dsnemeth@charter.net> New London, Mn - Thursday, September 16, 2004 11:10 AM CDT Sweet Katja, We are praying for that miracle for you. Sending lots of prayers your way.++++++++++++++++ Love LaKota and her mom,Debbie ~*~ LaKota~*~ http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com> St.Cloud, mn - Thursday, September 16, 2004 10:16 AM CDT Just thinking and praying for a miracle, and hopefully this new protocal will do just that. Im so glad her pain is under control that is a blessing in itself. im just so soory any child has to deal with cancer. kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net> in - Thursday, September 16, 2004 8:30 AM CDT Just stopping in from Katia's site to let you know that you are all in my thoughts and prayers. Praying for a cure. Janice janice johnson <janiceann39@yahoo.com> poa - Thursday, September 16, 2004 6:46 AM CDT I stop by daily to check on Katjas and your precious family. I am praying this new treatment offers a miracle for your beautiful daughter. Having walked this path with my own daughter Jennifer, my heart breaks for you. But our prayers are storming Heaven for a miracle in your life. Love and prayers Judy http://www.catchanangel.com Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com> - Thursday, September 16, 2004 6:05 AM CDT Katja, So pleased to read that you're feeling better and back to your 'old self' Praying that this new cocktail will lead you to being cured FOREVER. Tell mum I've sent her an e-mail about this new wonder drug. sending you lots of love Sandra www.caringbridge.org/sd/gemma <luigitumminelli@virgilio.it> SICILY,ITALY - Thursday, September 16, 2004 4:49 AM CDT I was glad to read you are home. I know that does your heart good. Wanted to write a hello your way to let you know we think of you guys every day. Big hugs to your brave girl. Much love, Liz Jacobs <wearejacobs6@aol.com> Shakopee, MN - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 11:05 PM CDT I stop by every day to check for updates and to pray for your family. The day you wrote that "Katja's cancer had won", I was stunned. I will continue to pray for a miracle. Hearing that she is feeling better has made my whole day. Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net> - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 10:28 PM CDT Dear Katja and family, Soooooo glad to hear she is spunky again. what a trooper!!!! I will pray for this new program to work wonders. It was so sadening to hear that she was in pain. I hope you continue to have good days-- Lots of love-Shari Shari Gohman <gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 9:36 PM CDT It's so good to read todays update and once again have a ray of hope.I'm praying that this is the miricle Katja needs to stop this forever.We're praying night and day for her.Keep Fighting Sweetie we're all praying for you :) Jodi ,Randy,Alex & Breann Sauk Rapids, Mn. - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 9:33 PM CDT I'm SO relieved to hear that Katja is more comfortable now due to the Dilaudid drip. Thank God for that! Very interesting new therapy. As I read the medications, I just kept saying, "Wow"...it sure makes sense to me and I pray that it's the answer for your beautiful daughter. Please give Katja a kiss for me. Lots of love and prayers... Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, FL - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 8:57 PM CDT Dear Jaci, Katja and Family: I hadn't checked in on you for awhile until last weekend, when I read your September 3rd entry. I was very saddened to hear the news you had to report. While I have had my two encounters with cancer as you know, I can't begin to imagine what the past 3 1/2 years have been like for you, nor what you must be going through at this time. Your last comment in that September 3rd entry struck me, though. You said "Katja's cancer has won the battle." The thought that occured to me during my own experiences with cancer was that cancer, indeed, does sometimes win the battle in spite of the best efforts of dedicated medical staff, in spite of the positive thinking, and in spite of the persistent prayer. Cancer sometimes wins the battle. As I see it, however, the battle is for the body. The war, on the other hand, is for the human spirit. Cancer is not able to win the war; people can lose the war, but cancer can never win it. The war is won by the way in which we choose to live with our cancer experience. What is so abundantly clear to me from all of your journalling is how clearly Katja and your family has won the war. May God bless you and look over you on your continuing journey. I will be praying for you. ------Randy Randy Arnold <rkarnold1@charter.net> St. Cloud, MN USA - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 8:30 PM CDT I am praying for sweet Katja. Cheryl <pray_4kids@yahoo.com> Georgia - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 7:22 AM CDT Hi, i found you through katias page. I am so very sorry for the news. I will pray for A miracle and that some alternative comes up. ANd of course that they can control her pain. I just cant imagine the news your facing . Dont give up! Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net> IN - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 8:31 PM CDT We'll be praying for one of God's miracles. The Marczuk Family (carepages.com - care page name: JamesStevenMarczuk) <squeeks6896@msn.com> Sugar Grove, IL 60554 - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 8:28 PM CDT Dear Katja, I am so sorry, you are in pain. I am praying for the angels of God to embrace you and make you feel better very soon and that you are able to continue to fight. Our world needs your light and your smile ! Give your mom lots of hugs cause she is a great mom and she loves you more than anything in life. Many kisses and hugs from Brasil. Hope a solution / alternative treatments become an option. Rose <jjsqueff@senado.gov.br> - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 5:14 PM CDT Aaron and family-- Missy and I think of you often and thank you for all of your support through our tough times with Max. We are extrememly sorry to hear about Katja and we think of her in our prayers every day. We think of you as well, as we know you are tired emotionally. God Bless you all and keep in touch if you get a chance. We will be thinking of you every day. Chad Butler, Missy Kampa and Max <butski29@yahoo.com> st. cloud, mn usa - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 1:10 PM CDT Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. Briana Roehling Pflugerville, TX - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 9:53 AM CDT Our prayers and thoughts are with you all, May the Lord comfort Katjas and each of you, and give you peace. Words just cannot express how we are feeling for you. You are in our prayers. Linda, Bob, Rob and Scott Pugliese <Linda.Pugliese@cancer.org> Duluth, MN USA - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 9:14 AM CDT Sweet Katja, Aaron and Jaqui, we keep praying for you all on this side of the ocean. I hope this e.mail will deliver you not only my most heartfelt hugs and wishes but also a piece of our beautiful Italian early Autumn day, with bright blue skies, still hot sun and gentle cooler breeze. HUGS HUGS HUGS, a special one to your baby brother. Sabrina <morini@agriflex.it> Forlì, FC Italy - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 2:51 AM CDT Hi Jacqui, Aaron and Katja, We are praying for you and your family, Keep your faith and I am sure you are doing everything possible. I pray for less or no pain for Katja and that you will find peace with your decisions. Audrey and Don (Kim Nelson's parents.) Audrey and Don Rud Hugo, MN USA - Monday, September 13, 2004 6:33 PM CDT Hello Sweet Katja, Sending lots of prayers your way++++++++++++++++++++++ We are praying for a miracle for you here on earth, and pray that your pain will go away. Grandma Shirley said to make sure to let you know that she is praying for you and your family. Our prayers are with you and your family. Love LaKota and her mom,Debbie ~*~ LaKota~*~ http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com> St.Cloud, mn - Monday, September 13, 2004 5:53 PM CDT Your family remains in our thoughts & prayers. If we can be of any help to you, please let us know. Ed & Kori Sandes <buud@hutchtel.net> Hutchinson, MN - Monday, September 13, 2004 12:19 AM CDT Dearest Family, I have been checking on you for months. I am so soory for the recent news. I know the pain you are going through as you make difficult decisions daily. You story is so similar to our families. We to had to face this difficult time. If their is anything we can do to support you let us know. We will keep you in our prayer and thoughts daily. Your family and your daughter have shown so much strength and courage. I know we are stranger to you but we feel a connection due to our similar experiences.We are pulling for all of you. Tammy Stokes (www.caringbridge.org/mn/connorstokes) <JCMommy2@aol.com> Woodbury, MN - Monday, September 13, 2004 10:14 AM CDT Sweet Sweet Katja & Family, You are flooding my prayers! Cheryl H. <pray_4kids@yahoo.com> Georgia - Sunday, September 12, 2004 11:18 PM CDT Dear Katja, I've been checking on you for many months. I found you VIA the Frick Family in ND. One day while I was reading your page, my 8 year old daughter saw your beautiful portrait. She decided that her yearly portrait would be similar to what you did. I will watch for a mailing address for you and mail you what she ended up with and you can compare her picture with yours. LaRae also really likes your hair in that picture and seriously thought about getting hers cut. My hair is a lot like yours and LaRae always told me it's a "boy hair cut" until she saw you with your hair short and sassy! Thank you!!! Now she thinks my hair is actually pretty cute! I hope and pray the doctors find a way to make the pain less for you. Continued prayers from TX. Hugs, The Frisby-Griffin Family <cdlfg@sprynet.com> Wichita Falls, TX - Sunday, September 12, 2004 7:35 PM CDT Katja, I am LaKota aunt Lisa. I am praying for you and your family. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. I am praying for a miracle for you and that you are not in so much pain. Lisa <samlis@myexcel.com> Clearwater, MN USA - Sunday, September 12, 2004 7:28 PM CDT Dearest Katja thinking of you all the time----I pray for you to be comfortable and for a miracle. I'm so sorry you are in pain. I'm sorry you are uncomfortable and I'm sorry your cancer is not going away. I'm sorry you are on tpn I know that makes you sick to your stomach. I'm so very sorry that a beautiful precious innocent girl like you is going through such hell. I pray for peace for you and your family we love you all so much. hugs and prayers, Shari xoxo Shari Gohman <gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, - Saturday, September 11, 2004 9:15 PM CDT Oh Katja, I think about you and pray for you every day. You're such a beautiful little girl and God loves you so much. I will keep praying for you that your pain will go away and you can be more comfortable. Holly Becker (Living Waters) <littleh51@hotmail.com> Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Saturday, September 11, 2004 7:46 PM CDT You are in our constant prayers! Laurie Randel Morgan's Page <laurie.randel@randelfamily.com> Cedar Park, TX - Saturday, September 11, 2004 5:33 PM CDT Sending the my hope for a miracle for you all.. Garnette Hampton <SwtFreesia1@aol.com> Santa Rosa, CA - Saturday, September 11, 2004 10:10 AM CDT I can't imagine the pain of losing a child. I can pray and hope for a miracle. Peace be with you. Janis <jamesjan@cheqnet.net> Superior, Wi united states - Saturday, September 11, 2004 9:29 AM CDT We are so sorry to hear the news. We are praying for your beautiful princess and her family. God's blessings to all of you. Bruce, Carolyn, Amanda & Michael Neubauer (Living Waters) <cneub61126@charter.net> Sauk Rapids, - Saturday, September 11, 2004 9:13 AM CDT I check this page several times a day and send continued prayers to all of you. Much love... Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, FL - Saturday, September 11, 2004 8:32 AM CDT Praying for your beautiful little princess. She has touched many hearts. Lilly <Softshoe615@aol.com> RI - Friday, September 10, 2004 5:35 PM CDT You are in our thoughts and prayers... Heather, Jared, Robin and Jaxon cairngbridge.org/mn/jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com> - Friday, September 10, 2004 2:30 PM CDT My heart is crying for all of you. Please know that you all are in my prayers. Love Rod & Jeannie Rod & Jeannie Zank <rjmazpaz@cs.com> Burnsville, MN Dakota - Friday, September 10, 2004 9:30 AM CDT just dropped by to say that we are praying for you! Laura Masica (www.caringbridge.org/mn/duncanmasica) <lmasica@msn.com> - Thursday, September 9, 2004 11:16 PM CDT I am so sorry to hear the latest news. I will continue to pray for a miracle as well as strength, comfort and many memories for your family. Cassandra <cmraven@msn.com> Albuquerque, NM - Thursday, September 9, 2004 10:44 PM CDT I am very sorry to hear of your bad news. Please do not despair and believe the cancer has won. Remember that God has a plan for everyone and this includes your precious daughter. If the cancer "wins" as you fear, remember that your daughter will receive the ultimate "WIN" with the glorious meeting with our Father in Heaven. Take care, I pray for you to have comfort in knowing that you have made the best decisions you could. Your daughter is very lucky to have such a wonderful family that will do anything possible. A friend <friend@friend.com> - Thursday, September 9, 2004 7:17 PM CDT We are sorry to hear this news, we have been thinking and praying for you. We know there are no words right now that can give you much comfort, We are just praying that you enjoy the time you have left together and that Katja is comfortable. If there is anything we can do to help please let us know. Max is scheduled for his bone marrow transplant on Sept. 27th. We will hopefully be back home to MN by the end of the year. We are truly sorry that we haven't gotten to know you under different circumstances. Missy, Chad and Max (Butler) (fellow VA employee's) Missy, Chad and Max <missykampa2002@yahoo.com caringbridge.org/mn/maxbutler> St. Cloud, MN USA - Thursday, September 9, 2004 2:21 PM CDT There are not words to express the sadness I feel for your beautiful little family. My heart truly aches and tears are flowing. I know the pain of this horrible disease. Please know that you are all in my thoughts, prayers and heart. May God comfort you during these difficult days. May He bless you with strength, calm and peacefulness. Love, Prayers & Hugs, Joyce & Husband Angel Mike (AML-M5) Joyce Milus <jmilus1@san.rr.com> San Diego, CA - Thursday, September 9, 2004 1:52 PM CDT Words cannot express how saddened I am about this...I want a child of my own and my never be able to have any..i am 22 years old...I am praying for you..Trust in God...Miracles do happen...If you have time please e-mail me and lets become friends...you are in my prayers..charlenewaverly@hotmail.com Charlene <charlenewaverly@hotmail.com> Americus, GA USA - Thursday, September 9, 2004 1:43 PM CDT So sorry to hear the latest news. Words cannot express what I am feeling at this point and I'm sure the same is true for you. God bless all of you and take care of you. Again, we are so sorry. Elaine Henkemeyer <palhenk@astound.net> Sauk Rapids, MN 56379 - Thursday, September 9, 2004 1:38 PM CDT I was deleting old e-mails when I came across Katja's web-site and wanted to check in to see how she's doing. (It's been several months since I've checked it.) I am so sorry to hear the latest news. Like everyone else, I was hoping and praying that Katja's was in remission and doing well. If there is ever ANYTHING I can do, please let me know. I will continue to keep you in our thoughts and prayers, and wish you many happy memories together. Kara Rogers ( and family) St. Cloud, MN - Thursday, September 9, 2004 8:25 AM CDT Thinking of you all tonite. Sincerely,Vicki jones <vlj322@mn.rr.com - www.caringbridge.org/mn/gabesjourney> mpls, mn - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 10:11 PM CDT Hi this is my first visit to Katja my thoughts and prayers are with you all! Love, Jodi Trav Jodi Lind <jodilind@sbcglobal.net> Spring Lake, MI USA - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 6:55 PM CDT Praying for a mircal on earth for Katja! Kisses to Katja! Nater the Skater Gapa & His Sister Meghan www.caringbridge.org/ny/naters_page <gaphouse@yahoo.com> Lyndonville !, NEW YORK usa - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 4:50 PM CDT "Do not let your hearts be troubled, you believe in God believe also in me. In my house are many mansions. If it were not so I wold have told you. I go to prepare a place for you, and if I go to prepare a place for you I will come and recive you unto myself that where I am , there you may be also." I am sorry I do not have the reference handy for that Bible verse, I was just thinkng on that and just wanted to share it with you. I always find comfort in the Word of God. Looks like Katja's mansion is almost complete. I am so sorry for your pain. I will keep you in my prayers. Love - Karla Karla Borchardt <rborch@qwest.org> Salem, OR USA - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 4:13 PM CDT Jacqui, Aaron, & Family- My heart is heavy as I read your most recent journal. You have all fought this monster called cancer for so long, and have demonstrated such courage throughout. May God bless your precious days with sunshine, laughter, and peace. I will continue to keep you all in my prayers. Phyliss Kerfeld <pkerfeld@gw.stcdio.org> St. Cloud, MN USA - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 1:27 PM CDT Cancer may have won the battle, but not the war. God will win the war and Katja will be cancer free. My prayers are with you all during this time. Susan Wilhelm Houston, TX USA - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 10:22 AM CDT Hey guys, just cought up on the past few journal entries. We are so sorry to here the news. We hope, and pray that you all have the strength for each day. We pray for you all very often. We are thankful that Katja is able to enjoy many activities...fishing, riding a horse, movies...all super fun things. Let me know if I can do anything for you guys. Love - Kim and family Scott, Kim, Devin and Dillan <kj-nelson@bethel.edu> Stillwater, MN 55082 - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 8:51 AM CDT I am saying a prayer for Katja & your family as I write this. All of you are on my mind, and are flooding my prayers. Our God is an AWESOME God -- He loves you -- He will comfort you and give you strength in all you are going through. May God RICHLY bless you today, Cheryl H. <pray_4kids@yahoo.com> Georgia - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 8:47 AM CDT Sufkas- Thinking of you this morning. Hope you are hanging in there. I think about you all the time and what you must be going through. So unfair. I keep thinking of when Katja was over and on Flash and we saw that our Christmas lights were blowing off of the house and we all started singing Feliz Navidad-- She is such a character!!! What a precious girl-she has such spunk!!! I'll talk to you soon. Lots of love, Shari Shari Gohman <gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 7:47 AM CDT We are all praying for you Paula, Ronald McDonald House <pnoonan@rmhmpls.com> Minneapolis, MKN - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 7:06 PM CDT We are here for you. I mailed you a package (well Myron mailed it) so hopefully it will get there today or tomorrow. Hope you guys can enjoy it. I am sure you can relate to it. We love you. Love, Tracy and Katia Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com> - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 4:58 PM CDT Just stopping by to send some more prayers your way and let you know we're thinking about your entire family. Carol Mack (Mom2Angelz Meghan & Taylor) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com> Titusville, FL USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 3:31 PM CDT Katja, I am so very sorry to hear the news in your latest jounal entry. Always remember that no matter what the outcome of this whole situation may be, GOD WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU. Your prayers will be answered, just not the way we here on earth would like. In Heaven, there will be no more pain, no more needles, no more suffering, but most importantly, NO MORE CANCER. In Heaven there is no pain Katja, only happiness. You will be able to play and run through the fields of Heaven. You are a beautiful, strong and brave little girl Katja and don't ever let anyone tell you otherwise. You have not lost your battle, with God on your side, you have won. Enjoy your earthly time that you have left with your family and when it is time for the angels to call you home be strong, don't be scared, for you will have some of the most beautiful angels that have gone before you to welcome you to your eternal home where you will patiently be awaiting the arrival of your loved ones. Sending prayers and love your way. God Bless Katja and family. Michelle <mwolfe@ffadlaw.com> Rossville, GA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 1:12 PM CDT I am so sorry for your family. Enjoy your time together. Blessings from Pittsburgh, PA. Chris A. Pittsburgh, PA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 12:41 AM CDT To Katja and family, I have been following Katja's story as it is similar to my daughters story. Delaney is an angel in heaven due to AML leukemia. She, like Katja, was courageous, magical and beautiful. My heart goes out to you during this time. Delaney's website: www.caringbridge.com/ca/delaney Amy and Bob, parents of Angel Delaney, Kevin, and Shelley <Wright_Amy@hotmail.com> San Diego, CA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 11:55 AM CDT Aaron,Jacqui,Katja,& Evan, There are no words for me to say except we're here for you when ever you need us. Katja may be losing the battle, but spending time with her these past few weekends she has shown us alot of courage, she doesn't complain about having to drag her meds with her whereever she goes, she doesn't complain about not being able to do things other kids get to do,she is simply enjoying the little things she can do! She has a wild imagination when she plays with her dolls and bears. She is a great artist.She drew a lovely butterfly with rainbows and a big star for her Grammy Diane. Most of all she likes to tease and laugh, and I think her favorite person to do that to is Uncle Don. She is a special person to us, and who cannot help but love her when she gives you those big brown eyes and that cute little smile! Katja you continue to amaze us! Don and I send you a big hug!!!!! Linda <dsnemeth@charter.net> New London, Mn - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 11:47 AM CDT We are very saddened by the news. We are thinking of your family and praying every day. Mike, Tamra, Zach and Ben Trenary Stewartville, MN - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 11:19 AM CDT Katja and family, Good Afternoon! I am so sorry that the doctor's didn't give you any good news. I am praying for a miracle. God Bless. Always in my prayers. Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com> Belcamp, MD USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 11:08 AM CDT My heart pours out for you all. I want to help in some way. Please let me know what Katja's wishes are. Post them on your site. She is so adorable and you are all so wonderful. One the day you were born... God held the stars Within His hands And watched as they twinkled and shined. He tried to find two of the best He observed, But He couldn't quite make up His mind. Then suddenly two of them danced in the air, And the rest of them took to the skies. On the day you were born, You were blessed with the stars that were chosen To shine in your eyes. Written by Desiree Derosier-Kaczor Sandy Jergens <sandyjergens@frontiernet .net www.caringbridge.com/mn/masonjergens> Watertown, MN - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 11:00 AM CDT I am in tears reading your last entry. I will continue to pray for you all everyday like I always have. I pray that the Chemo gives you more precious days together. Spending each day to the fullest. Enjoying every moment. I am asking God still for a mircle for Kat. Please know that we all love you guys out here and we are all praying so very hard for you. Jennifer Hines <Creativejenny@comcast.net> Coon Rapids, MN - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 10:11 AM CDT Praying for you all! Hope Bauer-Winscher <winscher@fallsnet.com> Pierz, MN USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 9:48 AM CDT I'm so sorry. Enjoy every moment together. Our thoughts and prayers continue to be with all of you and especially with Katja during this very hard time. Bob, Dawn, Skylar & Madelyn Dawn Soderberg <Dawn.soderberg@wellsfargo.com> Hudson, wi St. Croix - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 9:38 AM CDT We are so saddened to read the latest entry. We will keep you close to our hearts, and in our prayers. Jennifer & Georgia <txjenni01@yahoo.com> Grand Prairie, TX USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 9:26 AM CDT Praying for your family during this difficult time. Rebecca Parra <beccaparra@hotmail.com> Milwaukee, WI - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 9:09 AM CDT Praying for you and your family. As hard as it may be, try to enjoy every minute of this time you have. Strangers in Sartell <stephanieannlawrence@yahoo.com> Sartell, mn - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 8:15 AM CDT I am just heartbroken. You all will remain in my prayers. God bless you donna rohm <mtwhitney42@hotmail.com> reno, nv usa - Monday, September 6, 2004 9:07 PM CDT I'm so sorry, you are all in our prayers. Dina & Joe Zwilling Sauk Rapids, MN - Monday, September 6, 2004 6:38 PM CDT Words can't express how we feel. Please know that we will do anything to make your lives easier during this difficult time. If you need a babysitter for Evan, or help with shopping, meals, no task is too big or too small. Please take care of yourselves and give sweet Katja a big hello from us. Mike, Lynette, Samson, Danielle and Lila Mansour <mcandman@astound.net> St. Cloud, MN USA - Monday, September 6, 2004 5:52 PM CDT So sorry to hear your latest news. We will continue to pray for Katja and her family. Barb, Rick, Nathan & Alex <brboeckman@bctelco.net> Foley, MN - Monday, September 6, 2004 5:26 PM CDT I am so sorry at hearing your news it was such a shock to me. I will pray for you to have precious time together and always for a miracle. laura <take_my_breath_away_@hotmail.com> St. Albans, herts UK - Monday, September 6, 2004 2:29 PM CDT I am so sorry. I will be praying for a miracle for beautiful little Katja. Taylor <xxjadedheart@hotmail.com> York, PA USA - Monday, September 6, 2004 11:50 AM CDT I am so sorry for the devestating news you received. I hope God gives you good quality time to enjoy your precious little girl. Bless Connie F-G <cdlfg@sprynet.com> Wichita Falls, TX - Monday, September 6, 2004 7:11 AM CDT I am so sorry about your news. It saddens us tremendously. We will continue to pray that Katja will feel well enough to enjoy her remaining days with her loved ones. Please know that you are in our thoughts and prayers each and every day. Laura Masica (Duncan's Mom) <lmasica@msn.com> - Sunday, September 5, 2004 10:50 PM CDT I am so, sorry. My prayers are with you and your family. Lisa Vait <Samlis@myexcel.com> Clearwater, MN USA - Sunday, September 5, 2004 7:24 PM CDT My heart aches for you, I will be praying for you all in these hard days ahead. Marna <marnafrick@yahoo.com www.caringbridge.org/nd/reesefrick> Watford City, ND - Sunday, September 5, 2004 7:17 PM CDT So, so sorry....for all of you. I can't imagine the heartache you feel right now. I pray for God to be with you and comfort you in the days ahead. Whatever you do, do it knowing you've given her your all. Cherish your time together...all of you. Judy Hackett and family <shawnett@msn.com> Rice, MN USA - Sunday, September 5, 2004 2:15 PM CDT Hi, my name is Chassity and Im 15. I have Neuroblastoma and Im preparing for a transplant hopefully soon. I got your website from Katia's page who I got from someone else. I want you to know that I will be praying for Katja and her family through this hard time you are having. Just keep faith in God for a miracle. www.caringbridge.org/va/chassity Chassity chassity <xochassxo@aol.com> the plains , va - Sunday, September 5, 2004 12:17 AM CDT I am very sorry for the pain you are going through. I pray that the Lord comforts you and gives you strength to face the future. Katja has touched many lives. I will continue to pray for a miracle. Much Love, Cheryl H. <pray_4kids@yahoo.com> Georga - Saturday, September 4, 2004 11:16 PM CDT Sufkas, I hurt for all of you. I was so praying for a third transplant with Evan's cord blood. I can't imagine the pain you are in to know there is no chance for a transplant. What an awful thing to be put through. Words cannot express how sorry I am. May God guide you in your grief and please know I am here for you. I'm so sorry--Shari and family Shari Gohman <gohman4@juno.com> - Saturday, September 4, 2004 9:10 PM CDT We continue to pray for your family and for a miracle for Katja. Patti Welander <batmom@hotmail.com> Leroy, IL - Saturday, September 4, 2004 8:00 PM CDT Our hearts break for you and we pray that you find the strength and courage that you need during this time. You are in our thoughts and in our prayers. God Bless you all. Steph www.caringbridge.org/nd/josh <jochim1@westriv.com> Flahser, ND - Saturday, September 4, 2004 5:14 PM CDT So very sorry to hear your bad news. Please know that I am praying for Katja and for you all from the other side of the world. Alice <neilandalice@aol.com> London, England - Saturday, September 4, 2004 4:20 PM CDT Sending my prayers to you all after this devastating news. May peace be with you all. I will continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Carol Mack (Mom2Angelz Meghan & Taylor) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com> Titusville, FL USA - Saturday, September 4, 2004 2:56 PM CDT Gods love is measureless. I hope you are letting it operate in your life as you are facing this. Praying for you family... Wendy Frazier <wkfrazier@msn.com> Savage, MN - Saturday, September 4, 2004 11:32 AM CDT My heart breaks for you. We will continue to pray for you. Jody Pasell <bjpas@astound.net> Sartell, MN - Saturday, September 4, 2004 11:21 AM CDT My heart breaks for you. We will continue to pray for you. Jody Pasell <bjpas@astound.net> Sartell, MN - Saturday, September 4, 2004 11:20 AM CDT No words will do. Please feel my humbled anger and sadness. I continue to pray diligently for a miraculous healing. Laurie Randel Morgan's Page <laurie.randel@randelfamily.com> Cedar Park, TX - Saturday, September 4, 2004 11:00 AM CDT I'm so sad to hear your news. We'll continue to pray for your family. Julie Shanoff <hometeam4@astound.net> SR, MN - Saturday, September 4, 2004 10:14 AM CDT To echo the thoughts of so many others, I am so very sorry to hear of Katja's prognosis and your family's heartbreak. I don't understand this disease called leukemia. You remain in my thoughts and prayers........Hugs, Laura and Angel Ryan <MousieLadd@aol.com/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan> - Saturday, September 4, 2004 9:52 AM CDT I am so sorry to read this latest news and pray for your strength and courage to get you through this time. Garnette Hampton Garnette Hampton <swtfreesia1@aol.com> - Saturday, September 4, 2004 8:49 AM CDT I am visiting from Katia's page. I am so very, very sorry for such horribly devastating news...I know words don't can't even say it but please know Katja and you both are in my heart and prayers. Stephanie Moore <patrick.moore@insightbb.com> Louisville, KY - Saturday, September 4, 2004 8:49 AM CDT So very sorry for you all. A horrific situation to be in. Praying that you find the strength needed. love www.caringbridge.org/sd/gemma <luigitumminelli@virgilio.it> SICILY,ITALY - Saturday, September 4, 2004 4:52 AM CDT I am so sorry for the devasting news. I'm praying for a miracle for Katja. Debbie Little - - www.caringbridge.org/tn/littlecaleb <littlecaleb@hotmail.com> Dickson, TN - Friday, September 3, 2004 11:54 PM CDT Prayers continue to flow from Kansas for Katja as well as your entire family.Our hearts ache for you all ! Ryan's Grammie Kathi and family kathijacobs@kc.rr.com overland Park, KS - Friday, September 3, 2004 11:13 PM CDT I am so sorry...so very sorry. Katja had touched my heart. I check her journal every day, and spend some time praying for her. Oh how I want a miracle for this sweet little lady. Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net> - Friday, September 3, 2004 10:22 PM CDT There just aren't words to express how or what we feel. Our prayers are for you tonight. We are so sad to hear this news. May God give you some peace in the days ahead. Please give Katja a hug. Leanne Klett & Family Sauk Rapids, MN - Friday, September 3, 2004 10:20 PM CDT My heart goes out to you as you did not get good news. No words that I can say will take away the pain you feel. All that I can say is that JESUS understands and he is wrapping his loving arms around you as a family right now. I found your site off of LaKotas site.Please do what you need to do to enjoy her.I WILL KEEP YOU IN MY PRAYERS AS YOU PERPARE FOR THE FINAL DAYS. FOLLOW YOUR HEARTS AND DO YOUR BEST. I WILL BE PRAYING THAT YOUR FINAL DAYS WILL BE A GOOD MEMORY. Julie <Julie@discover-web.com> Valley City, N.D. - Friday, September 3, 2004 9:33 PM CDT My heart is aching for all of you. I'm so sorry to hear this. Please know that beautiful Katja is SO special to so many of us. Keeping all of you close in prayer... Much love... Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, FL - Friday, September 3, 2004 8:22 PM CDT I AM SO SORRYYYY Please known you are in my prayers Hugs Marty Marty <AngelTears1793@aol.com> Louisville, Ky USA - Friday, September 3, 2004 8:05 PM CDT I am so sorry............... Vicki Jones <vlj322@mn.rr.com - www.caringbridge.org/mn/gabesjourney> Minneapolis, MN - Friday, September 3, 2004 7:36 PM CDT We love you and continue to pray for all of you. Margaret & John <h2ojems@hotmail.com> Sauk Rapids, MN - Friday, September 3, 2004 7:22 PM CDT I am so sorry to hear this news. Katja has touched so many hearts and there are so many prayers going up for her. I pray for that quality of life but I will always always pray for a miracle. Myron asked me tonight how Katja was and I said there hadn't been an update yet. I had to come back and check. Katja is very important to us. There will be a package in the mail tomorrow for all of you. It was supposed to go out today but... (no excuses-it was not picked up this morning) so, I want you to have it for each of you. If there is anything we can do for you, please let me know. Love, Tracy and Katia Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com> - Friday, September 3, 2004 7:00 PM CDT Dear Katja, Keeping you in my prayers. Lord,look upon Katja with eyes of mercy, may your healing hand rest upon her, may your lifegiving powers flow into every cell of her body and into the depths of her soul, cleansing, purifying, restoring her to wholeness and strength for service in your Kingdom. Amen. Lilly <Softshoe514@aol.com> RI - Friday, September 3, 2004 2:59 PM CDT Hello Sweetie, Stopping by to let you know that your in our prayers. Sending lots of prayers your way.+++++++++++++++ Love LaKota and her mom,Debbie God be with you. ~*~ LaKota~*~  http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Thursday, September 2, 2004 11:01 PM CDT My heart is heavy with your news, but I believe in miracles. You are all in my thoughts and prayers, Rod & Jeanie Zank <rjmazpaz@cs.com> Burnsville, MN Dakota - Thursday, September 2, 2004 7:44 PM CDT Praying for you and your family! Lindsey F <contactlinds@faithmail.com> Yorba Linda, CA - Thursday, September 2, 2004 6:52 PM CDT Hi Katja and family, I found your website through Mathew Odette's site and wanted to send a few positive thoughts and prayers your way. I hope today is a cheerful, sunny, and feel-good kind of day for you! God Bless, Linda & Jim Conway, Allyssa, Kyle, and Brooke <conways@astound.net - www.caringbridge.org/page/brookeconway> Sauk Rapids, MN - Thursday, September 2, 2004 3:21 PM CDT Hi Sufkas!! I visit Katja's website daily and both Ron and I are so saddened to hear of Katja's latest challenge. Keep the faith. She has gone through so much and has accomplished so much. We pray for her daily and I try to keep people informed here at work. It is times like these that make me wonder why she is not spared and I was. Take care of yourselves and God will keep you safe. Love to all of you. Elaine and Ron Elaine Henkemeyer <palhenk@astound.net> Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Thursday, September 2, 2004 3:10 PM CDT Katja Aaron, Jacqui, Evan, I'm so thankful we got to spend some time with you on sunday. I'm so glad katja got to ride. You are such special family and I pray so very hard that God is planning something that will make us all amazed. I pray the meds will wean off with ease and get her towards a treatment option. I hope to talk to you soon and if Kat wants to ride again- let me know-- anytime--she is such a sweetheart. Once again I really enjoyed your company-- Lots of hugs and prayers, Shari Shari Gohman <gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, - Thursday, September 2, 2004 8:33 AM CDT Jacqui, Aaron, Katja and Evan, You are all in our prayers and especially Katja.We pray that Katja will be able to do all the things she wants to do when she gets bigger. We will continue to pray for Katja and your family.God Bless. Dawn, Bob, Skylar and Madelyn Dawn Soderberg <Dawn.soderberg@wellsfargo.com> Hudson, w St. Croix - Thursday, September 2, 2004 8:02 AM CDT Don't know how long I'll be offline due to this hurricane, but please know that I'll be keeping all of you close in prayer. Much love... Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, FL - Thursday, September 2, 2004 5:22 AM CDT Daily prayers continue to be sent for you. You all are in our daily thoughts and prayers. Sherree Sherree <crsmieko@aol.com> Rice, MN - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 10:45 PM CDT Katja, we are praying for you each and every day! Your whole family continues to be in our thoughts. Laura Masica (www.caringbridge.org/mn/duncanmasica) <lmasica@msn.com> - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 8:34 PM CDT I am LaKota aunt Lisa. I am praying that Katja get more time, so that she can get off her meds and move forward towards her new treatment. My prayers are with you and your family. Lisa vait <samlis@myexcel.com> Clearwater, MN USA - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 8:31 PM CDT Hi Katja, I'm a friend of Bryce Sylla's Mom and thought I would send you a quick note too. Just to let you know you have been included on my prayer list - it's way too long. God Bless you little angel and get lots of hugs & kisses. Sounds like your family is helping you have some fun this summer - that's great. Jean Osweiler <osweiler.jean@co.la-crosse.wi.us> holmen, wi usa - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 10:48 AM CDT Just to let you know that I am including Katja in my prayers as well as all you in her family. I am a great-aunt to Mason Jergens and I have some idea of what you are going through. God bless you. Sister Miriam Ardolf, Saint Benedict's Monastery <mardolf@csbsju.edu> St. Joseph, MN USA - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 8:44 AM CDT Dearst Katja +Family, Please keep your faith my friend You will never know when Our Sweet Lord is going to perform another beautiful miracle for his children,Katja my be that miracle.I pray for more time,I pray for a new treatment plan,I pray Katja grows up to make this world a better place,I believe these children that have horrible illness' are here to teach each of us something very important that we have not learned yet they are angels sent from God. My jasmine also 5yrs had her transplant this year also and every child I meet all have that same beautiful peaceful look about them I don't know how they all look so beautiful with all their bodies go through.Thats why I say they are sent from God. God be with your family All my Love to you June+Jasmine <juneruss@sbcglobal.net> caringbridge.org/mo/jazzy, - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 6:28 PM CDT You do not know me, but I wanted to leave a note anyways to let you know that I am lifting your family up in prayer. I can't imagine how difficult this is for everyone involved. I will continue to check on you here and lift you up to the Lord in prayer. Blessings. Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org> Lexington, NC - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 5:52 PM CDT We are praying for you and your family! We found your site from Katia's site. God bless you all and may God bring you strength and healing! Liz Larson and family <ljlarson@tconl.com www.joshuasjournal.org> Omaha, NE US - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 5:25 PM CDT Just wanted to let you know that lots of my families prayer are flying your way. I am hoping God is with you diring this time. In God Loving Hands Jennfier hines <creativejenny@comcast.net> Coon Rapids, MN - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 11:55 AM CDT We are keeping you all in our thoughts and prayers, and continue to check in on you daily. May God be with you during this difficult time. Staci Nash <slimandstacinash@aol.com> Bowling Green, KY - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 11:23 AM CDT GOd be with you and your family keep the faith we shall pray for you all. What an aborable child My heart goes out to you all Stay Strong ALL our Love and Prayers Buffy Mckenzie <buff1172@aol.com> port richy and Ft Myers , FL - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 10:47 AM CDT Just wanted to drop you a note to let you know we were thinking of you and praying for a miracle. In the mean time enjoy each adventure. Nice fish, Katja. Lots of prayers THe Coe's <jillco8@cox.net caringbridge.org/va/trevorco> - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 10:25 AM CDT We continue to pray for Katja's miracle cure and for time, luck and wisdom for the doctors. Laurie Randel Morgan's Page <laurie.randel@randelfamily.com> Cedar Park, TX - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 10:11 AM CDT Keep your familiy strong and keep the faith. God fixes all things. Regardless of the time situation we are currently facing, it is all done in God's time. We are praying for Katja and your family to help you through these times. She is such a cutie!!! Love, Reese <stephen.ferguson@macdill.af.mil> Tampa, FL US of A - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 6:43 AM CDT katja, is a beautiful little girl, I love the picture on the main page. Im sorry she has relapsed yet again, How devistating, ANd im sorry she cant start kindergarten. Im praying for much more healthy times to enjoy and make wonderful memories, Until a cure or other treatment is available. Dont give up ,believe God is able. ANd pray for Gods will. Your in our thoughts and prayers. Kim IN - Monday, August 30, 2004 11:35 PM CDT Dear Jacqui, Please know that my prayers are always with you and may God give you the strength to deal with this tough reality. Leela. Minnetonka, MN USA - Monday, August 30, 2004 11:23 PM CDT Dear Katja, Jacqui, and Family, Our tearful thoughts and prayers are going with you. We pray for God's strength and comfort to accompany you during this storming journey. May Lord's healing hands to ease any pain Katja is suffering. We would like to hug Katja tightly in our arms. Benjamin, Paulina, Erin (Forever Family with ~Esther~) <Mercy2Live@yahoo.com> Dayton, OH US - Monday, August 30, 2004 10:55 PM CDT I hope this message helps or maybe you have already tried this but I just wanted to suggest Myotarg, it is a experimental drug that seems to be helping alot of AML patients. My daughter was on it and it brought her blast count down to 0. Please suggest it to your doctor and see what they say. I just came across your website so I am not familiar with your daughters situation. I hope I don't upset your family but I felt I should just mention it. I will pray for your daughters healing. God Bless DML - Monday, August 30, 2004 8:21 PM CDT Thinking of all of you and keeping you close in prayer. God bless... Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, FL - Monday, August 30, 2004 7:44 PM CDT Katja and her family our in our prayers! She will be constantly on our minds. I recieved this web site by Katia's, We hope for the best! Robin Fedie <robin@fedie.com> Minneapolis, Mn - Monday, August 30, 2004 2:54 PM CDT Praying for some extra smiles and fun for you all today! Know that we are all thinking of you and praying for you. Be well. Christy Christy Porter Palm Springs, CA USA - Monday, August 30, 2004 2:48 PM CDT My heart is so sadden by all of this. First of let me tell you that our prayers are with you, we are praying so hard that Katja gets the miracle that she needs. No child should ever have to fight for their life with any disease's or anything, it is just beyond me why they have to endure so much. They should be out playing, not having a worry in the world, maybe worrying about what next toy, or book or ect they should get next, not worrying about doctors, blood work, surgery, the pain that they are in and ect....., and us parents, we should never have to see our children go through any of this dreadful disease,or anything that involves them fighting for their life. Please know that we are here for you if you ever need anything. I don't have any magic words that I can say to comfort you at this time, But I have a hands that will hold you up if you ever feel like falling, I have a shoulder that you can rest your head on to cry, I have ears to listen if you need to talk, I have arms to give a hug if you need one, and prayers that I say for Katja and her love ones. Sending lots of prayers your way. ++++++++++++++++++++++ You just go sweet friend, and do what ever Katja wants to do, she has been through so much, she deserves every bit of it, plus more. Always know that we are here for you. Love LaKota and her mom, Debbie God be with you. ~*~ LaKota~*~  http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Monday, August 30, 2004 11:06 AM CDT We're praying for time for Katja and for strength for your family during this difficult time. Kelly Fagerstrom and family www.caringbridge.org/mn/abe The Fagerstrom's <kellyfagerstrom@hotmail.com> Bemidji, MN - Monday, August 30, 2004 10:49 AM CDT We will pray today at noon Mass for a miracle for Katja. We will pray for strength for your entire family. Our hearts ache for all of you. Love, Ryan's Grammie Kathi kathi jacobs <kathijacobs@kc.rr.com> overland park , KS - Monday, August 30, 2004 10:35 AM CDT Praying for you so hard. Asking God to give you strength and to fight. Always Praying.. Jennifer Hines <creativjenny@comcast.net> COon Rapids, MN - Monday, August 30, 2004 7:42 AM CDT Thinking of you from this side of the ocean. HUGS & PRAYERS coming your way. Sabrina <morini@agriflex.it> Italy - Monday, August 30, 2004 6:42 AM CDT Mathew stood on the deck tonight and prayed, he held his little hands so tight and prayed that God and Jesus would make him well, He told me he loves Jesus and asked him to forgive him. I do not understand why our children have had to walk this path, I can only pray and hope God hears our cries and will answer our prayers. We love you! Mathew and mom <jlodette@stcloudstate.edu> - Sunday, August 29, 2004 10:31 PM CDT Dear Family, You are in my thoughts and fervant prayers! God Bless you! Cindee Cindee <syndleeg1@aol.com> Portland, OR - Sunday, August 29, 2004 10:16 PM CDT We are praying so hard for each of you. Praying for more and more time. Love, Tracy and Katia Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com> - Sunday, August 29, 2004 9:18 PM CDT Just wanted to stop by and tell you that I'm praying for all of you guys. My heart just aches for the whole family. God Bless you for being such awesome parents. Thank you for updating and sharing Katja with everyone. I'm a better person for hearing your story. Love & Prayers, Amy Nasworthy <mnasworthy@tampabay.rr.com> St. Petersburg, FL USA - Sunday, August 29, 2004 8:52 PM CDT Just wanted to let you know we are praying for your little princess. My husband had a bmt June 16, 2004 here at MD Anderson in Houston. We live in La. and have been away from our 6 and 17 yr old since June. God somehow gives us the strength to endure what we must. God Bless You All, Hugs, Cin Our caring bridge is la and johnny cin bulger <kingbee3rd@earthlink.net> St. Rose, La - Sunday, August 29, 2004 5:32 PM CDT Thinking of you guys today. Just checking in to say hello and that our prayers are for you in church this morning and what this next week will bring. Much love, Liz Jacobs <wearejacobs6@aol.com> Shakopee, MN - Sunday, August 29, 2004 9:33 AM CDT Hello Katja, We are friends of Bryce and Kim Sylla. She has talked to us about all the turmoil you are going through and asked us to keep you in our prayers. You are such a beautiful little girl and we are praying that God gives all the doctors the wisdom and skill to heal you and all the other little boys and girls that need his help. You must have lots of courage and strength to do all you have had to do! And know Katja, you and Bryce and all your friends our are heros!!! Please know you are in our prayers! Chris Vehrenkamp <Vehrenkamps@aol.com> Ettrick, WI USA - Saturday, August 28, 2004 2:42 PM CDT Just to let you know that you are, as always, in our prayers. Ed & Kori Sanders <buud@hutchtel.net> Hutchinson, MN - Friday, August 27, 2004 7:51 PM CDT Our thoughts and prayers are with you. May God give you the strength that you need during this difficult time. Jochim Family www.caringbridge.org/nd/josh <jochim1@westriv.com> Flasher, ND - Friday, August 27, 2004 8:35 AM CDT Wow -- I cannot imagine the turmoil in your minds right now. It broke my heart to hear your words that Katja may not get to enjoy her baby brother and doing all the things she so wants to do. I hope that the GVHD gets under control and things miraculously improve. Again, my thoughts are with your entire family. Shiela ~NY~ USA!!! - Friday, August 27, 2004 7:42 AM CDT Just wanted to let you know that I am praying for you and your precious family. LeAnne <thecogdills@msn.com> Lufkin, Tx USA - Friday, August 27, 2004 1:14 AM CDT Aaron, Jacqui, Princess Katja and baby Evan, I'm so sorry for the tough decisions you are needing to make-nobody should have to make a decision like that. Why you are faced with this awful disease in your princess is so puzzling to me as a Christian. We Know God is there- he gave you that beautiful girl-I just know that praying has got to do it. I'm glad there are still some options for her- look at her last time 10% chance to get into remission and the little miracle girl did it. I hope that something will come into your hands and hearts that will work. I'm sorry I missed you the other day I will try again soon. I hope she has pain free happy days--- Lots of prayers and hugs--Love, Shari Shari Gohman <gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, - Thursday, August 26, 2004 8:59 PM CDT Praying for you and for all the decisions that need to be made regarding treatment. Briana Roehling Pflugerville, TX - Thursday, August 26, 2004 9:35 AM CDT Hugs to you all, may God grant you all the strength to continue to be strong and brave on this journy. Mathew and mom <jlodette@stcloudstate.edu> - Thursday, August 26, 2004 9:06 AM CDT Katja & Family, I am prayihng so hard the GVH does not get out of control so that she can be off of them a month and be a part of the clinical trials. I am pryaing so very hard for you. I am praying that God gives you strength to get through these next few days. Jennifer Hines <Creativejenny@comcast.net> Coon Rapids, MN - Thursday, August 26, 2004 9:02 AM CDT Praying for you sweetie. Stay strong and keep fighting. You and your family are constantly in my thoughts and prayers. Much love and GOD BLESS. Michelle <mwolfe@ffadlaw.com> Rossville, GA - Thursday, August 26, 2004 8:03 AM CDT YOU ARE FACING PROBABLY THE HARDEST DECISION YOU WILL EVER HAVE TO MAKE. I AM PRAYING THAT GOD WILL GIVE YOU THE STRENGTH AND WISDOM TO MAKE THE DECISION THAT IS RIGHT FOR YOUR PRECIOUS DAUGHTER AND FOR YOUR FAMILY. DURING THE DAYS OUR GRANDSON, A NEUROBLASTOMA SURVIVOR, WAS GOING THRU TREATMENTS, THE ONE THING I ASKED FOR FROM FRIENDS, FAMILY, AND STRANGERS WAS PRAYERS. LOTS AND LOTS OF PRAYERS. SO I AM AND WILL BE SENDING LOTS AND LOTS OF PRAYERS FOR YOU ALL. MAY YOU FIND CALM ASSURANCE FROM OUR LORD. CHRISTY MICHAEL <CMIC181149@AOL.COM> BALDWYN, MS USA - Thursday, August 26, 2004 0:34 AM CDT I am sure you guys are doing all you can do and beyond and you love Katja so so so much. I am praying for the right things to fall into place for Katja. I can't imagine all the many things going through your mind right now and I really hope the pain will be held back. I really hope the trials will work and the GVH will not get out of hand. I know your fears and my prayers are with EACH of you. WE love you guys. Love, Tracy and Katia Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com> - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 7:49 PM CDT It is impossible to know how you are all feeling right now so, I ask GOD to embrace you and give you strenght, patience and wisdom. New trials or new drugs can come into the market and may help or cure Katja. Like Angel Jordan kept saying: "keep swimming" - you are surrounded by an ocean of LOVE ! Warm hugs from Brasil. Rose <jjsqueff@senado.gov.br> - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 12:45 AM CDT We are praying for each of you. I think you literally stay on my mind most of the day:) Love, Tracy and Katia Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com> - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 12:32 AM CDT Dear Aaron, Jacqui, Kat and Evan: You are so in our thoughts and prayers. We still pray God will grant a special miracle and heal a little princess who is loved by so many people. Your website is a wonderful tribute to a caring group of people from all around the world who continue to pray and uplift all of you. You all amaze us so very, very much. We are so proud to call you family......May God continue to give each one of you strength, courage and love. Happy Anniversary Aaron and Jacqui........... Aunt Darlene and Uncle Mel Mel and Darlene Hackett <melarry farms@msn.com> Rice, Mn USA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 11:01 PM CDT HAPPY ANNIVERSARY AARON & JACQUI, Hope you were able to do something special for your anniversary. I enjoyed my little hike with Katja today. She was so insisted on picking some flowers for her mom. I don't think the flower park will miss them,and she was pretty choosy on the ones she wanted.If I do say so myself she had a very nice arrangement. I hope to spend somemore time with Katja when your up to it. Love Linda Linda <dsnemeth@charter.net> New London, Mn - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 8:07 PM CDT Praying for you all from Fargo, ND. Trisha Cyr <tcyr@marykay.com> Fargo, ND - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 11:07 AM CDT Dear Friends We had a little friend Taylor H who used Gleevec with ALL and it gave her some quality time in between transplants. Prayers being sent your way.. Friend VA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 10:55 AM CDT Sending love and prayers to all of you. We all love you, Katja!!! God bless! Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, FL - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 10:21 AM CDT Dear Katja and Family, Our prayers are with you .We continue to ask for God to keep you in his loving arms. Kelly Malquist <Kellygreenmom@aol.com> St. Cloud, MN USA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 7:18 AM CDT I can only imagine the weariness of your hearts. On our knees we are crying, screaming, and pleading with you. Laurie Randel Morgan's Page <laurie.randel@randelfamily.com> Cedar Park, TX - Monday, August 23, 2004 6:22 PM CDT God Bless you Katja, you are a little angel. Life is so unfair for her. My families prayers and thoughts are with you all. Congratulations on Evan. Julie Hommerding <jules222@hotmail.com> St. Joseph, mn usa - Monday, August 23, 2004 4:19 PM CDT Kat, We had such a fun day with you yesterday at Great Grandparents Sig and Lorraine's house. Anyone out there who wants to take on a card shark, Katja would be the one. She beat me and cousin Nicole 3 to 1 fair and square. Nicole and I were going to the dump all the time. Way to go Katja!!!! Then we got into a target shoot( with beenie animals,) and guess who was the target? None other than Uncle Don, who got blasted by Nicole and Katja. I think you know who the winners were. (Nicole & Katja) We were all laughing so hard we had to stop. But, Katja gathered the animals and was ready for round 2!!!! I hope we didn't tire you out to much, im looking forward to getting together again when your up to it. Big Hugs Uncle Don and Linda Aunt Linda <dsnemeth@charter.net> New London, Mn - Monday, August 23, 2004 11:53 AM CDT Praying for God to guide the doctors to locate a treatment for Katja, and to give you all strength for the day, and peace for the night. If we know that He hears us, whatever we ask. We know that we have what we asked of Him. 1 John 5:15 He promises to answer... I promise to pray... Rhonda <rhondabill@aol.com> Springfield, MO - Monday, August 23, 2004 11:32 AM CDT Sufkas, I am praying so hard for you right now. My heart is breaking for you. I am sending you all the hugs I have to give. I will continue to pray that some treatment will come along in time to save your sweet girl. Kat, I love your picutres. They are great. Stay strong girl. In Gods loving Hands Jennifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net> Coon Rapids, MN - Monday, August 23, 2004 10:13 AM CDT Sufkas, hope you are hanging in there. Must be so tough. I loved the fishing pictures and captain katja in charge of the boat!! Please God send a miracle. I will keep praying. Hope you are doing well. Love, Shari Shari Gohman <gohman4@juno.com> - Sunday, August 22, 2004 9:21 PM CDT Dear Katja and The Sufkas Family, We want to tell you that you are such a wonderful girl we have ever met. Reading your journal makes our hearts broken. Sweetie, we are saying a special prayer for you. We also pray God to give your family strength and peace. Your family are in our thoughts. Benjamin, Paulina, Erin (Forever Family with ~Esther~) <Mercy2Live@yahoo.com> Dayton, OH US - Sunday, August 22, 2004 7:42 PM CDT Hey Katja and Family! Im so sorry to hear that Katja has relapsed, just here to send our prayers and to let you know Katja and the family is in our thoughts. Make sure to stop by Lindsay's site and give a "hello" Best wishes, Angela, Chris, Benny, Stefan, Luke, last but not least Kody and Bear our 2 crazy puppies. Angela <esmkz28@aol.com> memphis, tn - Sunday, August 22, 2004 1:31 PM CDT My heart goes out to Katja and all your family. Whoever said life was fair? As Tracy mentioned Gleevec, presently being used with Allie Scott, http://www.scotthousehold.com/ following an unsuccessful cord transplant. If another remission could be achieved for Katja, you wrote a while ago that Evan's cord is a 6-6 match. My thoughts are with you in the hopes of Katja's turnaround and well-being. Godspeed, Jill Jill Rosenfield Miami, FL - Sunday, August 22, 2004 7:09 AM CDT Hi Katja, I came across your website tonight through another site, and I just had to tell you just how adorable you are. You will always be in our thoughts and prayers. Lots of hugs Tracy, Denver, and Breilly http://www.caringbridge.org/mi/denverjackson Tracy <tjdenbri715@yahoo.com> Belleville, MI USA - Saturday, August 21, 2004 10:48 PM CDT As you have said, there are not words to express...just know how much we all care about you. Each day I place all of you, especially Katja, into His hands and ask for healing and strength according to His will. May He be with you continually, as He has been up to now. My prayers continue for all of you. Andrea Uphoff <jimandrea@astound.net> St. Joseph, MN - Saturday, August 21, 2004 7:59 PM CDT Katja Sweetie, You hang in there and know that the greatest dancing, we can do is the dance of life. You must be that angel and dance to your miracle and never give up. I hope you like this poem I pasted. My prayers are so with you and remember together we will dance to that miracle we both need. For we are angels with heaven's wings sending us in flight. I am a sick poet but I write poetry for the world. I even have friends, animals from all over the world even a lion. I know you are a great angel. I love the picture of you. You are so beautiful. Together we will dance that miracle mile. Love Ya Muahhhhhh Many Hugs And Kisses Praying For Your Miracle Angel Luvyapoet Simply Enchanting Angels SEA URL: http://seangels.org PURITY’S ROSE In the twilight an angel pranced, Illuminated by fireflies nature’s special light. On her feathered wings moonbeams danced, Her feet touched not the ground, her body very light. In her hands she carried a rose of purity, A flower as none has ever seen. So perfect without blight, blossom without infirmity. She held it gently in her fingers lean. The Father had sent her to gather the valuable possession, Being very careful with her choice, she chose. The rose of purity had been the perfect selection, Not a petal must be crinkled of the delicate rose. Carrying it to The Father she gave to him with a smile. He was very happy making her a corsage, Saying, “My chosen angel this rose is without defile, In it only truth is carried never a mirage.” Smiling He left her in the moonlight to dance, Knowing He has bestowed more than a flower. He had given her a responsibility perchance, She would always use for goodness, the ultimate power. Dorothy E. Scott © Copyrighted 2002 Little Bit Of Verse Angel Luvyapoet ; http://www.geocities.com/dorothy_poet <poetry99@txol.net> Ranger, Tx. USA - Saturday, August 21, 2004 5:23 PM CDT Please know you are in our Daily Prayers!!!! (((((BIG HUGS))))) Chris Ullrich - Bella's Grammy <c_ullrich@msn.com, www.caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma> - Saturday, August 21, 2004 3:57 PM CDT Hello, I work with Jenifer Odette and always keep tabs on how Katja is doing. So sorry about the latest news, I will continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers. God Bless, Lindsey Lindsey Johnsen <joli0301@stcloudstate.edu> St. Cloud, MN USA - Saturday, August 21, 2004 3:26 PM CDT I am so very sorry to hear of your sad news. I always loved seeing Katia when she came to the clinic. Even though I am no longer there I watch for updates. Please know that me and my family are praying for her and your family. Stacy Sherrill (Former Peds Short Stay) <nascarfansx4@charter.net> Waite Park, mn - Saturday, August 21, 2004 11:58 AM CDT I CAN'T GET ALL OF THIS OUT OF MY MIND. I WANT SO BAD FOR KATJA AND KATIA TO MEET. I LOVE YOU GUYS AND I WILL CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR MORE TREATMENT OPTIONS. HAVE THEY EVER THOUGHT OF TRYING GLEEVAC? JUST A THOUGHT. LOVE, Tracy and Katia TRACY AND KATIA <TMSOL87@AOL.COM> - Saturday, August 21, 2004 10:16 AM CDT I visit your daughter's website frequently but have never left a message but at this time,thru total disbelief upon her recent relapse,I want to tell you that I am praying for all of you. I can not even begin to imagine your pain. Tricia <TriciaBxNY@yahoo.com> - Friday, August 20, 2004 11:13 PM CDT I have followed your story for many months now though Katia's site, although I do not think I have ever posted. Like so many others, my heart aches for you and your beautiful daughter. I am so very sorry to hear of her relapse, and I pray for your guidance and comfort. Laura and Angel Ryan <MousieLadd@aol.com/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan> - Friday, August 20, 2004 10:28 PM CDT All I can say is that my heart goes out to you. I am very sorry. I don't know what else to say. I will be out of town for a week, but will continue to pray for your family. I will check to see how all of you are when I return. God bless you. I hope your week is filled with little blessings. Much Love, Cheryl H. <pray_4kids@yahoo.com> Georgia - Friday, August 20, 2004 7:58 PM CDT Jacqui...No, sometimes life is not fair...not at all. Please know that you're all in my thoughts and my heart is just breaking for you. Each and every day, my co-workers ask me how Katja is doing. We've all come to care about her VERY much. Sending constant prayers for beautiful Katja and for all of you...Much love... Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, FL - Friday, August 20, 2004 7:43 PM CDT Dearest Katja & family, I cannot begin to tell you how much my heart is breaking for your family, especially your precious Katja...I'm so sorry for the latest news. Please know that all of you remain in my prayers and that I'm constantly praying for Katja's healing. She is a beautiful little girl, with so much spirit...that will never change. Keep your faith, and keep fighting!! Don't give up! Sending lots of love your way... ~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~ Love, XOXOXOXOXOXO Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com> Melbourne, Australia - Friday, August 20, 2004 6:34 PM CDT Your family is always in our thoughts. One of us checks the site every day. We are all praying for you every day, and hope you can receive strength through your faith, family and friends. Bless you all. Mike, Lynette, Samson, Danielle and Lila Mansour <mcandman@astound.net> St. Cloud, MN USA - Friday, August 20, 2004 6:07 PM CDT So sorry to hear about the return of Katja's leukemia. I feel your pain. Our son, Joe's, leukemia returned for a second time after transplant in May of 2003. Because he was out of cure options, we focused on quality of life. He was given an experimental immunotherapy called Combotox at Children's Mn. Besides keeping the leukemia at bay, it gave him 3 more wonderful months with us. The therapy only attacks the leukemic cells, leaving the healthy cells alone. Maybe you've already been told of it. I'll be thinking about you and praying for you. Cathy Rossini <trossini@comcast.net> IGH, MN - Friday, August 20, 2004 5:03 PM CDT I am so sorry about every bit of news you guys have had these past days. You know, I can't tell you if I'm devastated, furious, or just bitter! I know you guys have walked this leg before, but I would feel so much better if I could do just a day for you. Please, let Katya know her baby Ryan says hello. Make sure it's nice and loud, though, as he's pushing 3 with gusto!! I would really like to come down and say hello sometime in the next few days. I'll be sure to call. Until then, know you all are filling my heart now, with prayer, concern, and love. Go Vancomycin, Go staff, GO KATYA! We need no mistakes here. Let's get some real news soon and be on our way to tapering!! Much love, Liz Jacobs Liz Jacobs <wearejacobs6@aol.com> Shakopee, Mn - Friday, August 20, 2004 4:29 PM CDT Katja & Family, Still praying so hard for you. I am thinking of you guys non stop and hoping and praying that God is with you during this difficult time. Peace Jenifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net> Coon Rapids, MN - Friday, August 20, 2004 1:39 PM CDT There are no words of comfort that I can think of at this time. I am so very sorry to hear the latest news and will keep you all in my thoughts and prayers. Take Care and God Bless, Renee www.caringbridge.com/ny/my2angels <Rcurk@aol.com> - Friday, August 20, 2004 11:02 AM CDT Our hearts ache for you all. May God give you the strength you need to continue onward. May he also give the doctors the knowledge they need to make the right diagnosis and decisions. Leanne Klett & family Sauk Rapids, MN - Thursday, August 19, 2004 8:59 PM CDT Hello Katja and family! I have read about you on Bryce S's site. So I thought I would check your site too. You are a very beautiful little girl, and very strong too, from what I read! keep being strong and keep your head up! I will add you to my daily prayers when I pray for Bryce. Angie P <angiep3@msn.com> cottage grove, mn - Thursday, August 19, 2004 7:57 PM CDT I am so sorry to hear the awful news. I am praying for you all. Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net> IN - Thursday, August 19, 2004 6:11 PM CDT This news is devastating. We are praying . . . Laurie Randel Morgan's Page <laurie.randel@randelfamily.com> Cedar Park, TX - Thursday, August 19, 2004 4:20 PM CDT I am praying for your healing, and have asked others at my church to pray for you Katja. Your Grandma has shared the need. God give you and all your family strength. Christine Hunter <christine.hunter@med.va.gov> Apple Valley , MN USA - Thursday, August 19, 2004 4:15 PM CDT Katja, I have been thinking of you all day princess. I am praying that you keep fighting so hard and make all those bad cells go away! Praying so hard for you and your family. Jennifer HInes <creativejenny@comcast.net> Coon Rapids, MN - Thursday, August 19, 2004 3:31 PM CDT I am so sorry the leukemia is back. Your daughter sounds like such a strong fighter. I pray that she continues to fight -- and win -- this battle. Shiela ~NY~ USA!!! - Thursday, August 19, 2004 3:30 PM CDT Princess Katja, You and your family are in my prayers and in my heart. Lilly <Softshoe514@aol.com> RI - Thursday, August 19, 2004 2:48 PM CDT I am so sorry about the relaspe. I am praying for you. Laura ~X~ laura <take_my_breath_away_@hotmail.com> St. Albans, herts UK - Thursday, August 19, 2004 2:08 PM CDT Sufkas- I'm so sorry it has been confirmed-what to say except I will pray and hope that there is a plan that will work next. Love and prayers Shari Shari Gohman <gohman4@juno.com> - Thursday, August 19, 2004 1:39 PM CDT Hi Katja sweetie! I hear that you've been feeling down and many times before have bounced back, so I hope that you will surprise everyone again and do the same. You are such a bright light in this world that at times when dimmed you still show your true spirit for all to see. Stay strong and smiling and many angels will be around you always whenever you have need of us :)  Angel of the Forest, Simply Enchanting Angels (http://seangels2.org) - Thursday, August 19, 2004 11:36 AM CDT Dear Family, As I sit here and write to you there are tears streaming down I am so very sorry you all have to endure this horrible cancer again,my daughter Jasmine had her transplant in January and I know the fear you faced with each Drs visit,oh Lord my heat is jusy breaking for you,I will never understand why they can find cures for other illness' but not for cancer.Any time I have a minute of quiet time I start thinking about how many families are going to get the news of cancer it just makes parents feel helpless,I hope your Drs find a treatment plan that will be Katja's miracle.Please know Katja will be in mine and my family's prayers daily.May God hold you all close and keep you all strong. June + Jasmine <june russ@sbcglobalnet.com> caringbridge.org/mo/jazzy, - Thursday, August 19, 2004 11:25 AM CDT You are all in my prayers. Persis <persis@rmhtwincities.com> - Thursday, August 19, 2004 11:19 AM CDT There really aren't any words to say right now, other than your all in my thoughts and prayers. I know Jesus is right there with Katja. Love & Prayers, Amy Nasworthy <mnasworthy@tampabay.rr.com> St. Pete, FL USA - Thursday, August 19, 2004 10:31 AM CDT Katja, Got your name from Lakota's webpage. We will add you to our daily prayers. You are such a beautiful child, you look like a princess. Hang in there, Jesus is watching over you. Hugs, Cin Our caring bridge is la and johnny. My husband had a bmt on June 16, 2004. We are here at MD Anderson in Texas, but we live in La. Please keep us in your prayers! Cin Bulger <kingbee3rd@earthlink.net> St. Rose, La - Thursday, August 19, 2004 9:40 AM CDT We are keeping you all in our thoughts and prayers.... Heather, Jared, Robin and Jaxon caringbridge.org/mn/jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com> Eagan, MN - Thursday, August 19, 2004 9:38 AM CDT praying for you in sartell, mn Steph Lawrence <stephanieannlawrence@yahoo.com> Sartell, mn - Thursday, August 19, 2004 9:26 AM CDT Please know that you and your family will be in my prayers. Briana Roehling Pflugerville, TX - Thursday, August 19, 2004 9:12 AM CDT Katja, I am praying so hard for you right now sweetie. You and your family. I want you to know that no matter what the outcome of this situation is Katja, God will take care of you. Try to remain strong and fight Katja. You are a very beautiful girl and I pray that you beat this horrible monster. With much love and God Bless. Michelle <mwolfe@ffadlaw.com> Rossville, GA - Thursday, August 19, 2004 8:02 AM CDT Katja & Family, I am sorry to hear about the devastaing news that the cancer has returned. I will ocnintue to pray and ask God to be with all of you. To lay his helaing hands upon Katja to give her strength to fight so hard, like she has never fought before. My thoughts, prayers and with you. Jennifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net> Coon Rapids, MN - Thursday, August 19, 2004 7:37 AM CDT I am so sorry to hear that this awful disease has returned. I will continue to lift up your family in prayer that God will give you the strength and help to win this battle. "Fear not for I am with you Be not dismayed for I am your God I will strengthen you I will help you I will uphold you with my victorious right hand." Isaiah 41:10 Nancy Gibby Gainesville, FL - Thursday, August 19, 2004 7:26 AM CDT I am Lakota's Aunt, Your beautiful daughter will be remember in my prayers also. May God Bless her and her family now and forever. Auntie Susie <JJTURTLE9@aol.com> - Thursday, August 19, 2004 6:26 AM CDT I'm SO very sorry to hear this news. Sending continued prayers for all of you. Please give Katja a kiss for me. Much love... Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, FL - Thursday, August 19, 2004 4:45 AM CDT I will be praying for Katja and her family during this trying time. May she get better with each passing day until she is leukemia free. Debbie Nagy St. Louis, MO - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 11:19 PM CDT I am so sorry to hear this news. I am praying! Kathy H. T.O., CA - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 10:46 PM CDT I am continuing to pray for Katja. Cheryl H. <pray_4kids@yahoo.com> Georgia - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 10:02 PM CDT I WILL BE PRAYING FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. GOD DOES INDEED ANSWER OUR PRAYERS AND I WILL PRAY THAT YOUR BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER WILL BECOME CANCER FREE. MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS CHRISTY MICHAEL <CMIC181149@AOL.COM> BALDWYN, MS US - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 9:25 PM CDT I am so sorry to hear about your terrible news. My son is in remission from AML right now but we're ever mindful of relapse and our hearts are broken when others have relapsed. We will add you to our prayer list. Love and Prayers, Amy & Micah Micah's Caring Bridge Page Amy Friend <amyjoy78@hotmail.com> Mountain Lake Park, MD USA - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 8:31 PM CDT I AM SO VERY SORRY TO HEAR THIS NEWS. I HAD PRAYED SO HARD TODAY THAT THIS WOULD NOT BE THE CASE. PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF THERE IS ANYTHING YOU NEED. I AM UPDATING THE PRAYER REQUEST ON KATIA'S PAGE. LOVE Tracy and Katia TRACY AND KATIA <TMSOL87@AOL.COM> - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 8:16 PM CDT I'm so very sorry to hear that the leukemia is back. My thoughts and prayers are with you all as you continue your battle against this awful, awful disease. Carol Mack (Mom2Angelz Meghan & Taylor) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com> Titusville, FL USA - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 7:37 PM CDT I'm so sorry to hear the news. We will be praying for a miracle for Katja daily.  Angel Whispers, founder of Simply Enchanting Angels <aw@seangels.org> Sun City, CA - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 7:12 PM CDT I have been following Katja's story for awhile, though have never left a message. My heart breaks at your terrible news. Please know that others are thinking of you and praying for your little girl. You're right...sometimes there are no words. Amy, R.N. <aleah_gb@yahoo.com> Madison, WI - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 6:47 PM CDT Greetings and lots of prayers from your family in Oregon. We have been following the website all through this, although not writing other than to Darlene. I only wish we could be closer to give you more support. Know that you are loved and prayed for. Aunt Barbara Barbara Zank <knazb@netzero.net> Eugene, OR USA - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 6:37 PM CDT Ugh! Our hearts are very heavy for you now. We will pray hard that God will give you grace and strength and wisdom for the days ahead. May He comfort and guide you. I'm so glad Katja knows she is so deeply loved. You two are great parents. Shannon Ede <shannon@edefamily.net> Round Rock, TX - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 5:13 PM CDT Oh Katja, I'm SO sorry that the leukemia has come back. I'll be sending lots of prayers & positive thoughts your way from California. Love, Pat <patricia.manning@comcast.net> antioch, ca usa - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 4:32 PM CDT Hello Katja - I got your website from the Sylla's. I'm sorry to hear the latest news....I want you to know you and your family are in my prayers!! Wendy <wsuchla@fastenal.com> Trempealeau, WI - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 3:49 PM CDT I'm so sorry to hear about the cells. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Mystical Angel(Simply Enchanting Angels) - http://www.seangels.org <mystical_shadow_mistress@yahoo.com> - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 3:06 PM CDT Dear Katja and family, I am SO VERY SORRY to hear that the cells are the bad ones, so very sorry. We will continue to pray for you all. Bless, Terry, Mary, Nicholas and Julianna Banana <tjosephson@shaw.ca> Winnipeg, Canada - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 2:57 PM CDT I am so sorry about the l cells. I will continue to keep all of you in my prayers. donna rohm <mtwhitney42@hotmail.com> reno, nv usa - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 2:48 PM CDT I am praying for your sweet family. Cheryl H. <pray_4kids@yahoo.com> Georgia - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 2:28 PM CDT We're sorry to hear about the luekemia cells. I can't imagine being where you are at right now. We will continue to pray for you each and every day! laura mascia (Duncan's mom) <lmasica@Msn.com> - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 2:10 PM CDT i'm so sorry to hear your horrible news. man, why couldn't she get a break and let her be cured of this horrible disease for once and for all???? i always try to look at things from the positive side and would think that ok, there's something that someone is supposed to learn or experience thru all of this but God only knows what it is. the only thing i can do is pray for all of you and pray that the doctors can come up with something to do that will help her get better again. i certainly will be praying for strength for ALL of you and for God to comfort you and guide you on what steps to take next and the courage to make it thru all of it. i sure wish you'd have gotten better news! Lori <ljwilbur@yahoo.com> Albany, OR - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 1:36 PM CDT Please Lord, Let there be NO LEUKEMIC CELLS. Katja, We are praying very very hard for you sweetie,stay strong little one,you are loved by alot of people,and alot of people are praying. May God Bless and Hold You Close Lots of Love June + Jasmine <mr8507@aol.com> caringbridge.org/mo/jazzy, - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 1:00 PM CDT Dear Jacqui, I'm praying!!!! I again wish I could be there with you. Even though miles separate us, I am with you in spirit and heart. Zachary and I were talking last night about you and whats the difference between Ups and Downs and Capezio, etc. I told him that I am not good at keeping in touch with old freinds, but that you have always had a special place in my heart. I pray for your family always. I hope things will turn out good for all of you. Love, Karla Karla Borchardt <rborch@qwest.net> Salem, OR USA - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 12:27 AM CDT Katja, we are thinking of you and praying for you and your family. Katie, Hayley, and Hunter (ALL-Kids) <dugan2b@yahoo.com> Franklin, MA - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 11:40 AM CDT Katja and Family - We continue to pray for no leukemia in the future results. We pray for wisdom for all of you that are making decisions for treatment. We love you guys! May God give you all strength and comfort. Love Kim Kim, Scott, Devin and Dillan <kj-nelson@bethel.edu> Stillwater, MN 55082 - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 11:02 AM CDT Katja, I am so very sorry to hear that you are back in the hospital. I come by every day to check on you but have to admit that I never sign in. I am praying so hard for you and your family right now sweetie. Praying for NO LEUKEMIA CELLS. Stay strong Katja and keep fighting. With much love and GOD BLESS. Michelle <mwolfe@ffadlaw.com> Rossville, GA - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 9:53 AM CDT Hi Kat and family- I'm sorry for your troubled times and that you are in the hospital again. Sorry I have been out of the web loop- computer broke. I will pray hard that it is NOT luekemia cells. What a blessing that would be. I too hope your feelings are wrong. I hope to hear good news soon. Sounds like you had a great time at Shelly's cabin that's great-something you all needed. Lots of love sent your way-Shari Shari Gohman <gohman4@juno.com> - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 9:13 PM CDT I have followed Katja for awhile now. My thoughts and prayers are with all of you. I hope and pray that there are no l...cells. May God bless us all donna rohm <mtwhitney42@hotmail.com> reno, nv usa - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 8:00 PM CDT Sending lots of prayers your way.+++++++++++++ We are praying real hard that it is NOT leukemia cells. Always in our prayers. Love LaKota and her mom,Debbie God be with you. ~*~ LaKota~*~  http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 6:53 PM CDT As John and I read these last few entries, our hearts grew heavy. We love you all so very much and are praying that Katja continues to fight and gets well again. Also, our prayers are for you to find the strength to get through it together. You are a wonderful family and you are forever in our hearts. Margaret & John <h2ojems@hotmail.com> Sauk Rapids, MN - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 6:43 PM CDT I so hope to that it is all a BIG mistake. Will be hoping and praying for good news, and of course will be checking in often. sending you lots of love Sandra www.caringbridge.org/sd/gemma <luigitumminelli@virgilio.it> SICILY,ITALY - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 4:48 PM CDT WELL WE ARE PRAYING FOR JUST THAT!!! WE PRAY NO LEUKEMIA CELLS. PLEASE NO LEUKEMIA CELLS.... Tracy and Katia TRACY AND KATIA <TMSOL87@AOL.COM> - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 3:39 PM CDT Dear Princess Katja, I found your site while visiting Katia and Lakota. I am sending you big hugs, feel good wishes and lots of prayers. Watch O Lord, with those who wake, or watch, or weep tonight, and give your angels charge over those who sleep. Tend your sick ones, O Lord Christ. Rest your weary ones. Bless your dying ones. Soothe your suffering ones. Pity your afflicted ones. Shield your joyous ones. And for all your love's sake. Amen Saint Augustine God bless Katja and her loving family. Lilly <Softshoe514@aol.com> RI - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 3:33 PM CDT My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family,Katya Dream Angel from SEA - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 3:20 PM CDT Let´s concentrate all prayers on the BMT that can still work and win... while keeping the GHVD under control ! Lots of positive thoughts and warm hugs from Brasil. PS.: I really hope you, parents, are taking care of yourselves too, a pill for all the pain and stress is a necessary measure to keep the sanity and health to continue the battle or even therapy. Please, don´t hesitate to use extra help for you. Rose <jjsqueff@senado.gov.br> - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 1:53 PM CDT Dear Jacqui and all, I am praying!!!! My heart is with you all during this time as always. I wish I could be there with you. I will keep praying for healing for Kat and for strength and grace for you and Aaron. You are not alone. Love, Karla Karla Borchardt <Rborch@qwest.net> Salem, OR USA - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 11:16 AM CDT This morning when I wakened, And saw the sun above, I softly said, "Good morning, Lord, Bless everyone I love." And, right away I thought of you, And said a loving prayer, That He would bless you specially, And keep you free from care. I thought of all the happiness A day could hold in store. I wished it all for you because No one deserves it more. Cheryl H. <pray_4kids@yahoo.com> Georgia - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 10:17 AM CDT I come and read your journal everyday and stop and pray for all of you. I am asking God to be with you and to provide the Doctors with the guidance they need. Also that God lay his sttrong healing hands on Katja and allow her new blood to fight like it has never fought before. Find strength in the Lord and in all of us out here. We are all praying for you and your entire family Jennifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net> Coon Rapids, MN - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 7:40 AM CDT I read your journal and think of all of you often. I look forward to brighter days for your family, and hope that God has a miracle in store for you. You are in my thoughts and prayers always. Keep smiling that beautiful smile Kat. Nicole Nemeth <nnemeth@css.edu> Plymouth, MN - Monday, August 16, 2004 9:37 PM CDT We are praying for beautiful Katja and your entire family. We are so sorry that she is going through all of this pain again. Patti Welander (mom to James) http://www.caringbridge.org/il/jamesw <batmom@hotmail.com> Leroy, IL - Monday, August 16, 2004 5:39 PM CDT Dear Aaron, Jacqui, Katja and Evan: It is so difficult to read the last two journal entries but we refuse to lose hope. You are all so very special and we wish there was more we could do to help you through this. We will continue to pray for our little princess and trust God to once again amaze us by what this wee one can endure. Please call on us to help out in any way we can, we are here for all of you. We are very thankful Kat had her special day at the cabin and her day of playing with Abbie too. They are so special to watch as they imagine and create their little fantasy world. Our love, prayers and support go out to each of you. Aunt Darlene and Uncle Mel Mel and Darlene Hackett <melarryfarms@msn.com> Rice, Mn USA - Monday, August 16, 2004 5:23 PM CDT We are sending our love and prayers your way and will be seeing you soon. Love ~ Kim and Bryce Sylla kim sylla <kimsylla@hotmail. com caringbridge.org/wi/brycesylla> ettrick, wi usa - Monday, August 16, 2004 5:00 PM CDT Get well soon Katja! This world needs a wonderful person like you!! Stay stong!! Jill R. <martyandjill@yahoo.com> Wesley Chapel, FL - Monday, August 16, 2004 3:54 PM CDT Thinking of all of you! Laura Sufka <lasufka@yahoo.com> Minneapolis, MN - Monday, August 16, 2004 2:41 PM CDT My heart aches for all of you. I'll continue to pray for brighter days ahead. Karla McHugh (friend of Mathew Odette) <mchugh10@frontiernet.net> Lakeville, MN - Monday, August 16, 2004 10:51 AM CDT Father in heaven have mercy on this precious family. Bring peace in the midst of chaos and your comfort and strength to make all the decisions that need to be made. Hold them close.Amen. Shannon Ede <shannon@edefamily.net> Round Rock, TX - Monday, August 16, 2004 10:27 AM CDT I'm glad Katja had fun at the cabin. We're very sad about the recent test results and continue to pray for your family. Ann and Mike Moilanen <moilanena@centracare.com> Rice, MN - Monday, August 16, 2004 9:26 AM CDT Hi Katja and her Family :) I am just fluttering by to give you all a big (((hug))) and to let you know that I am thinking about you and I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.  Angel WhisperingStar Simply Enchanting Angels SEA URL: http://www.seangels.org Angel Whispering Star <angelwhisperingstar@hotmail.com> Uppsala, n/a Sweden - Monday, August 16, 2004 9:24 AM CDT Today, as everyday, I am praying for your family. I hope you find comfort in knowing that so many people are praying for Katja. So many people care. Much Love & Many Prayers, Cheryl Cheryl H. <pray_4kids@yahoo.com> Georgia - Monday, August 16, 2004 9:14 AM CDT Praying hard for Katja in Illinois. We believe in God's miracles. The Marczuk Family carepages.com - care page name: JamesStevenMarczuk Sharon Marczuk <squeeks6896@msn.com> Sugar Grove, IL 60554 - Monday, August 16, 2004 8:59 AM CDT I have not visited your page before but want you all to know that you are always in my prayers. I am stopping by from Katia's page and follow you on that page.Praying for miracles. Janice janice johnson <janiceann39@yahoo.com> pa - Monday, August 16, 2004 8:17 AM CDT I come to you again from Katia's site. I am sorry that Katja is having such a difficult time. Saturday sounded so lovely. :o) I hope last night and today go more smoothly for you. Shiela ~NY~ USA!!! - Monday, August 16, 2004 8:14 AM CDT thinking of you... you are in our prayers! stephanie lawrence (Odette family relatives) <stephanieannlawrence@yahoo.com> sartell, MN - Monday, August 16, 2004 7:54 AM CDT Our hearts ache for you. Please know that we are praying for a miraculous healing. We understand how hard this is for your entire family. Remember, His strength is PERFECT when our strength is gone! Keep the faith! John and Liz Jacobs (Ryan's Mom and Dad) - Sunday, August 15, 2004 11:46 PM CDT I stop by Katja's site every day, and I am heartbroken to read of all the latest complications. I cannot imagine what it would be like as a parent. I am praying for her to experience a miracle, wisdom for all of those making decisions, and a huge measure of grace and strength as you wait for additional test results. Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net> - Sunday, August 15, 2004 9:14 PM CDT What a lovely day, catching a fish and all. My heart was so sad yesterday when I read about the biopsy results. Now my heart is once again breaking. I am glad that you had a lovely day in between all of this pain. What a magnificent child you are Katja. I wish for you, many more lovely days. Sandy Peck <sandy.peck@med.va.gov> St. Cloud, MN USA - Sunday, August 15, 2004 9:12 PM CDT The Gazdziks are praying for you tonight...for strength, clarity of thought, and the ability to focus on the love you have in each other. May God truly carry you and guide you. All our love to you. Gazdziks St. Cloud, MN - Sunday, August 15, 2004 9:07 PM CDT Thinking of you all during this devistating time.MAny prayers go out to you all . The Rogers <paularrogers@chater.net> Albertville, mn - Sunday, August 15, 2004 9:04 PM CDT My heart aches for all that you're going through. You are all in my continued thoughts and prayers. We love you, Katja!!! Much love... Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, FL - Sunday, August 15, 2004 5:46 PM CDT What a blessed Angel she is...I am sorry you are facing this part of your journey. I pray you find better days very soon. Your daughter is so CUTE. I love those photo's of her princess outfit. She could be my Markie's female twin. She is beautiful beyond words...ever the glowing princess. Know that you are cared for..prayed for..held in our hearts. cathy charon <cathy.charon@herbank.com> san jose, ca santa clara - Sunday, August 15, 2004 5:27 PM CDT We pray for strength for Katja and your family. You'll be in our thoughts every day. The Fagerstrom's www.caringbridge.org/mn/abe Kelly Fagerstrom <kellyfagerstrom@hotmail.com> Bemidji, MN - Sunday, August 15, 2004 5:20 PM CDT I AM SO SORRY ALL OF THIS IS GOING ON. I AM PRAYING THAT THE DOCTORS WILL COME UP WITH SOME WORKABLE OPTIONS, THAT KATJA WILL FEEL WELL AND THAT A DECISION ON TREATMENT WILL BE FOUND. I ALWAYS ALWAYS PRAY FOR MIRACLES! LOVE, Tracy and Katia TRACY AND KATIA <TMSOL87@AOL.COM> - Sunday, August 15, 2004 5:19 PM CDT I am sorry to hear things are not going very well for Katja. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.  Desert Angel Simply Enchanting Angels http://www.seangels.org NV USA - Sunday, August 15, 2004 4:01 PM CDT Katja is in my thoughts and prayers. Angel Crystal <angelcrystal@charter.net> VA USA - Sunday, August 15, 2004 3:42 PM CDT I just came by from Katia's site. Tracy had an update there. It saddens me to hear the latest news about your baby girl who has already endured so much. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Love, Beth www.caringbridge.org/oh/heidi Beth Leppo <beanieb@neo.rr.com> Mansfield, OH USA - Sunday, August 15, 2004 9:31 AM CDT  I am sorry to hear of the latest news. I will pray for Katja's miracle and maybe for some extra smiles and happiness for you all today. I hope today is a good one. Angel Wings from Simply Enchanting Angels My site: Angel Dreamz Angel Wings Palm Springs, CA USA - Sunday, August 15, 2004 9:03 AM CDT Dear Sufka family... I've struggled with what to write tonight... I am so very sad to hear of Katja's setback. Your pain is very clear in your 'voice' here. My biggest joy is my children, my biggest fear is to be in your shoes. Please know that I will be praying for Katja and for your family with everything that I have. Katie, Hayley, and Hunter (ALL-Kids) Franklin, MA - Saturday, August 14, 2004 11:09 PM CDT Our hearts are breaking as we read Katja's journal. We are praying for complete healing on earth for Katja. Remember that your always in our prayers. Sending lots of prayers your way.++++++++++++++++ Love LaKota and her mom,Debbie God be with you. ~*~ LaKota~*~  http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Saturday, August 14, 2004 10:22 PM CDT Jacqui, Aaron, Katja and Evan We are thinking of you often and hoping for a miracle. Cynthia and family Cynthia Preyde <jhuy1@tampabay.rr.com> - Saturday, August 14, 2004 8:52 PM CDT Praying for a healing miracle. Sharon - Saturday, August 14, 2004 7:46 PM CDT I love you, my baby (big) girl. You know I am always thinking of you. We will have to get together and play go-fish again!! Your big cousin, Taunya <brta0101@stcloudstate.edu> St. Cloud, MN - Saturday, August 14, 2004 4:34 PM CDT I updated the prayer request on Katia's page and I just find it so hard to put into words what I feel right now (that is not usual for me). I am praying for you guys, all of you. Katja has been through so much and I want to see her running around like a typical little girl, causing chaos and just being free. I wish so bad that one day your Katja and our Katia could meet and just talk about how they beat the living crap out of cancer!! Love, Tracy and Katia Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com> - Saturday, August 14, 2004 1:55 PM CDT I am praying for a miracle for Katja. I know that your family loves the Lord and trusts Him. Just grab onto your faith and don't let go. Lean on your family and friends and know that your all loved and in our prayers. We are storming the gates of Heaven for Katja!! Love & Prayers, Amy Nasworthy <mnasworthy@tampabay.rr.com> St. Pete, FL USA - Saturday, August 14, 2004 1:37 PM CDT What a terrible blow to have been dealt again, I am praying for a miracle for Katja. Marna Frick <marnafrick@yahoo.com www.caringbridge.org/nd/reesefrick> Watford City, ND - Saturday, August 14, 2004 1:33 PM CDT You and Katja are in my prayers - "That he would grant you, according to the riches of his glory, to be strengthened with might by his Spirit... And to know the love of Christ, which passeth knowledge, that ye might be filled with all the fullness of God. Now unto him that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that worketh in us" ~Ephesians 3 God is able to do far more than we can imagine. God bless you. Much Love and prayers from Georgia, Cheryl H. <pray_4kids@yahoo.com> - Saturday, August 14, 2004 12:42 AM CDT Dear Katja and family, I feel your devastation and hope and pray for finding a different path to conquer the bad cells. May your strength and courage prevail throughout this horrific ordeal. Peace and love, Jill Jill Rosenfield <jillybirder@aol.com> Miami, FL - Saturday, August 14, 2004 11:53 AM CDT Dear Sweet Angel Katja and Family, there are no words to express the pain only rain that falls and floods our hearts today let the rain carry it away carry it away carry it away All my love, Auntie Tracy Tracy Zank <tzank@umn.edu> Golden Valley, MN USA - Saturday, August 14, 2004 9:50 AM CDT It seems so unfair for Katja to have gone through what she has gone through and still not have been able to beat the cancer. I'm praying for the miracle that will give her the life she deserves. Love and prayers to all of you. Julie John, Julie, Natalie, & Mac Shanoff <hometeam4@astound.net> Sauk Rapids, MN - Saturday, August 14, 2004 9:42 AM CDT Bless your hearts. I am so sorry that the news was what it was. We will be praying fervently for a miracle for Katja and your family. 2Chronicles 20:12 "For we have no power to face this vast army that is attacking us, we don't know what to do, but our eyes are on YOU." shannon ede <shannon@edefamily.net> round rock, tx - Saturday, August 14, 2004 9:16 AM CDT Katja and family, I am visiting from Katia's site and just wanted to tell you that you all are in my thoughts and prayers. I pray that you get your miracle...I wish I could say more but words just don't do it...just know you are in my prayers. Stephanie Moore <patrick.moore@insightbb.com> KY - Saturday, August 14, 2004 8:56 AM CDT Aaron, Jacqui, Katja, Evan: We have been reading everyday waiting for the good news. Our hearts ache this morning at your news. Our prayers are for strength as you make difficult decisions for your precious little one. Terry & Howard Sylvester <SaukRapids@aol.com> Sauk Rapids, MN - Saturday, August 14, 2004 6:57 AM CDT Sweet Katja, and family, You are in my prayers! I will pray for your miracle. I am so sorry for the news that you got today. I hope you have a nice weekend at your Granny's. Big (((hugs)), Cindee mom to Joseph (caringbridge.org/or/sonjoseph) Cindee <syndleeg1@aol.com> Portland, OR - Saturday, August 14, 2004 1:09 AM CDT I'm just so frustrated for you all as I read your entry. I am praying your patience and faith remain remarkably strong in the wake of this news. I wish for nothing more than a "normal" existence for you, for awhile at least. It certainly doesn't seem like too much to ask! I'm sure this is all fitting into a master plan however. Keep the faith. Beth Fenstad St. Cloud, - Friday, August 13, 2004 10:57 PM CDT Katja and family - I am so sorry to hear about the test results. We are praying for a miricle, and for a wisdom for the Doctors to make good decisions for you. We are also praying for more strength and peace for you all. Love- Kim and family Scott, Kim, Devin and Dillan Stillwater, MN USA - Friday, August 13, 2004 10:37 PM CDT Dear Katija My heart is broken after reading your mommy's journal entry today. I pray that your dr's can come up with a plain that will work for your little body. Have fun at Granny's Hugs Marty Marty <AngelTears1793@aol.com> Louisville, Ky USA - Friday, August 13, 2004 9:53 PM CDT Dear Katja, Beautiful sweet angel I will be praying very hard for Drs to come up with some sort of treatment that you little body can handle,Mom and Dad I pray for comfort for you both to get through this while still having faith in our Lord.Miracles do happen please don't give up May God Bless You June Russ <mr8507@aol.com> caringbridge.org/mo/jazzy, - Friday, August 13, 2004 9:17 PM CDT Hello. I have been following Katja's story for awhile now. My heart sank as I read your entry today. I followed her story starting with the recent transplant. I know words can not help but I would just like you to know that Katja is in our prayers. My heart just breaks for you as a mom who also has a daughter(4) in remission right now. God bless Katja and all the children in this terrible fight. Mila <Shalen@shaw.ca> Vancouver, Canada - Friday, August 13, 2004 9:12 PM CDT We'll pray for your miracle. Let us know if we can help you in any way. Mike, Lynette, Samson, Danielle and Lila Mansour <mcandman@astound.net> St. Cloud, m USA - Friday, August 13, 2004 8:19 PM CDT All of you are in my thoughts and prayers. God will be with you all the way. I am praying for the miracle you need. donna rohm <mtwhitney42@hotmail.com> reno, nv usa - Friday, August 13, 2004 8:17 PM CDT you are in my thoughts and prayers Barbara <Bobiejlea@aol.com> Waynesville, NC - Friday, August 13, 2004 7:59 PM CDT Katja, You continue to be in our prayers daily. Mike, Tamra, Zach and Ben T. Mike <trenpt@yahoo.com> - Friday, August 13, 2004 2:40 PM CDT Katja, I woke this morning thinking of you and your family. I am praying for you. Cheryl H. <pray_4kids@yahoo.com> Georgia - Friday, August 13, 2004 8:58 AM CDT You are in our thoughts and we are hoping for good news. Margaret Ciacciarelli <mmchick@comcast.net www.Mighty-Max.com> - Thursday, August 12, 2004 10:51 PM CDT The Pasell family is praying for you. Jody Pasell <bjpas@astound.net> Sartell, - Thursday, August 12, 2004 6:23 PM CDT Hi Everyone, I'm praying so hard that you are feeling better, and things will start improving for you. Katja, I was with Great Grandma Nemeth yesterday and she said you are quite the card player!!!! Looks like you got a beautiful dress for your Birthday! You are a little PRINCESS. I'll keep praying for good results on Friday. Big hugs from Uncle Don and Aunt Linda Linda <dsnemeth@charter.net> New London, Mn - Thursday, August 12, 2004 10:59 AM CDT Thinking of all of you often and praying like mad!!!! Sandy Jergens <sandyjerg@aol.com wwww.caringbridge.com/mn/masonjergens> Watertown, MN - Thursday, August 12, 2004 9:43 AM CDT Hello Katja. :) This is my first visit to your page. I learned of you from Katia's site. What a beautiful little blessing you are. I am so sorry you are having a tough time right now. --Many people are praying for you though, and God hears our prayers! I hope your counts are on the rise and that you will be feeling better real soon. I am praying for you, your family and your doctors. God bless you Katja. I hope your day is FULL of tiny blessings. Much Love & Many Prayers from Georgia, Cheryl H. <pray_4kids@yahoo.com> - Thursday, August 12, 2004 9:06 AM CDT Dearest Katja, Evan, and Proud Mommy and Daddy Sufka, As always, you are so near to my heart and in my prayers. May G-d's strength be with you throughout these trying times. The prayers of all your friends and family members being sent to this page are an uplifting and joyful reminder of the beauty of humanity. Be strong Kat!!! I love you so much.... All my love, Auntie Tracy Tracy Zank <tzank@umn.edu> Golden Valley, MN USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 10:21 PM CDT you are in our prayers and thoughts always. COme on counts get busy, that is enough of this. Lets all get healthy and go play! mathew and mom <jlodette@stcloudstate.edu> - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 6:08 PM CDT I'll be thinking about you all. I hope everything starts to get better. Keep your chin up!! Jill <martyandjill@yahoo.com> Wesley Chapel, FL - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 2:35 PM CDT I am visiting for the first time, via Katia's page. I've noticed your name in Katia's guestbook before. It's amazing how similar these two little girls are. I sure hope that you are able to get through this week, and find out what is going on with Katja's numbers. The picture on your home page is just BEAUTIFUL!!! My best wishes to your family. Shiela ~NY~ USA!!! - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 11:25 AM CDT I come from Katia's page. You all are in my prayers. Amy <jessibubba@comcast.net> Pittsburgh, PA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 10:38 AM CDT Praying for your precious Katja. We believe in God's Miracles. The Marczuk Family carepages.com (care page name: JamesStevenMarczuk) Sharon Marczuk <squeeks6896@msn.com> Sugar Grove, IL 60554 - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 9:08 AM CDT Our thoughts and prayers are with you. I love the pictures. Darius, Marna, Zane, Zach, & Reese Frick <marnafrick@yahoo.com www.caringbridge.org/nd/reesefrick> Watford City, ND - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 8:47 AM CDT I will be keeping both you and your family in my prayers Katja. I also have to say, though I'm sure it's been said over and over just how beautiful that picture of you is in that fairy outfit and then to see how proud you are of your little brother...your beauty just keeps on showing through and through! Terri Snyder (Angel Jalen's Great Aunt) <tsraine@aol.com> - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 6:27 AM CDT Sending prayers that your counts are on the rise! Much love... Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, FL - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 4:40 AM CDT Praying for Katja's counts to begin to rise again. Debbie Nagy St. Louis, MO - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 2:38 AM CDT I'll be praying for you. Katja, I love the picture of you in your Cinderella dress and magic slippers... What a precious princess you are! Denise <haunstetter@msn.com> Valrico, FL - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 11:33 PM CDT Well, I am praying this is something that passes but with an explination that will ease your minds. I am adding a prayer request on Katia's page. Love, Tracy and Katia Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com> - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 8:58 PM CDT Praying for God's grace to sustain ya'll during the wait...I pray the issues get resolved quickly. I know the anxiety you live with and I pray God's peace can penetrate it. We will continue to keep all of you in our prayers. Shannon Ede <shannon@edefamily.net> Round rock, TX - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 7:32 PM CDT Hello sweetie...Hope you're feeling better this week. Thinking of you and your family and sending lots of love and prayers. Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, FL - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 5:29 PM CDT Katja so you wan to meet bob? well lets make a date, can you come to our house? or do we come to yours? YOu tell us. Mathew and Michael and dad took a trip to the bank today to deposit all the piggy bank money. They had it in big buckets when they left so I am wondering if the bank people got it all counted. ahahhaah Did you like Mathew's new white hair. hahahah I bet your is getting long too. We miss you as well we got to see our friend Bryce and COle on Monday, biopsy day fun fun. I am so glad we are all home now but I do miss being together. Bingo especially heheheh be good sweetie jen <jlodette@stcloudstate.edu> - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 5:05 PM CDT Dear Aaron, Jacqui, Katja and Evan: Much love to each of you. The baptism photos are great. The look on Katja's face with her lit candle seems to portray so much love for her little brother. I bet she's the best big sister there ever was. Hope we can come real soon for a visit. We are all praying very hard for the biopsy on Friday and that the results will be wonderful. You are such a neat family and we will continue to pray for your strength to get thru each new day and we pray Evan will sleep nights very soon so each of you gets the rest you need. He is growing so fast! What a little sweetheart! God bless you all. Love you all, Aunt Darlene and Uncle Mel Mel and Darlene Hackett <melarry farms@msn.com> Rice, Mn USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 2:00 PM CDT Hey Katja! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, SWEETHEART :) I hope you had a wonderful, special day. I just wanted you to know that I'm praying for you...thinking of you always! ~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~ Love always, XOXOXOXOXOXO Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com> Melbourne, Australia - Monday, August 9, 2004 6:52 AM CDT Still praying for and thinking of you all. We hope the echocardiogram results are good and that the biopsy goes well..... Hang in there. Evan will soon figure out when to sleep and when to play. Thoughts, Prayers, and Blessings! Leanne Klett & Family <lklett@astound.net> Sauk Rapids, MN - Sunday, August 8, 2004 3:54 PM CDT Thank you for keeping all of us updated. I check on all of you a couple of times a week. I am so glad you are all home together. Katja and ewan look so sweet. I am happy for your family and wish you well on the upcoming biopsy, Friday. I will be thinking of you, Katja. Sandy Peck <sandy.peck@med.va.gov> St. Cloud, MN USA - Sunday, August 8, 2004 11:22 AM CDT Hello Katja, We are praying that the bone marrow biopsy shows everything good. Sending lots of prayers your way.+++++++++++++ Love LaKota and her mom,Debbie God be with you. ~*~ LaKota~*~  http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Sunday, August 8, 2004 0:26 AM CDT HAPPY birthday princess !!!! You deserve all the happiness in the world and you WILL have... it is coming... your full recovery and a great life ahead ! Lots of love from Brasil. Rose <jjsqueff@senado.gov.br> - Thursday, August 5, 2004 2:51 PM CDT What great pictures of your wonderful family! You are truly a testimony of human strength by the grace of God. I admire you all very much and pray for you often. We are coming to MN at Christmas and hope to see you then. Love, Karla and all Karla Borchardt <Rborch@Qwest.net> Salem, OR USA - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 12:23 AM CDT Happy Birthday Katja - you are a princess! The pictures of the childern and your family are beautiful. I pray that the results show nothing but good news for Katja. Dawn Soderberg <Dawn.soderberg@wellsfargo.com> Hudson, wi 54016 - Tuesday, August 3, 2004 9:22 AM CDT HAPPY, HAPPY, HAPPY Birthday KATJA! We continue to pray for you and your family. It is nice to see the fun pictures of Princess Katja and her little brother Evan. We hope and pray the the results in a couple of weeks are good. Thinking of you often. God Bless Scott, Kim, Devin and Dillan Kim, Scott, Devin and Dillan Nelson <sk-nelson@comcast.net> Stillwater, MN 55082 - Monday, August 2, 2004 10:17 PM CDT Happy Birthday Katja!!! From your friend Devin who shares the same birthday! :) We have a good date for a birthday, don't we. :) I turned 11 today. Hope you enjoyed your day today. I bought a new Playstation 2 game (with some bithday money)...MVP Baseball 2004... It's a blast! - Devin Devin Nelson <sk-nelson@comcast.net> Stillwater, MN 55082 - Monday, August 2, 2004 10:06 PM CDT Happy Birthday Katja! I am happy to hear things are going in the right direction with Katja. I am sure you had a wonderful Sunday. I hope things keep going well. We will keep praying for the upcoming biopsy. Happy Birthday again! Love, Karla and all Karla Borchardt <Rborch@qwest.net> Salem, OR USA - Monday, August 2, 2004 1:59 PM CDT Hope you had a wonderful birthday, Katja. We love you! Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, FL - Monday, August 2, 2004 11:51 AM CDT Happy belated birthday Katja!!!!! Hope you had a blast:o) My birthday is tomorrow (8/3)!!! As a fellow Leo just let me tell ya that we rock:o) Much love and God Bless. Michelle <mwolfe@ffadlaw.com> Rossville, GA - Monday, August 2, 2004 7:53 AM CDT Happy Birthday! Happy Birthday! Happy Birthday! Make sure you have a great time with lots of cake and presents. We love to check the web site and see your progress. You are a tough cookie, Katja. Stay strong and keep getting better every day! Mike, Lynette, Samson, Danielle and Lila Mansour <mcandman@astound.net> St. Cloud, MN - Sunday, August 1, 2004 3:41 PM CDT HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATJA!!!! LOVE, Tracy and Katia TRACY AND KATIA <TMSOL87@AOL.COM> - Sunday, August 1, 2004 3:40 PM CDT Happy Birthday Sunshine, I hope you get every pony you do not have. I really hope you will get off the steriods soon that would be the best gift. We love and miss ya. Eat lots of cake. hugs mathew odette <jlodette@stcloudstate.edu> - Saturday, July 31, 2004 11:39 PM CDT Dear Katja, hope you are feeling much better and stable by now and that you keep your 100 donnor cells for the next 100 years or more. Have a wonderful weekend. Rose <jjsqueff@senado.gov.br> - Saturday, July 31, 2004 10:29 AM CDT Hugs to all of you! Now we are feeling better and you are in a race,,, this is crazy. We miss you guys, hope we will be able to visit soon. Need some laughs with our friends. hugs Odette's jen <jlodette@stcloudstate.edu> - Thursday, July 29, 2004 8:54 AM CDT We are praying for each of you:) Katja, I know you feel pretty lousy at times but we know you can get through this and anything in your path. Love, Tracy and Katia Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com> - Wednesday, July 28, 2004 8:43 PM CDT Hi Katja, I am thinking of you and sending a big hug! You are in my prayers. Kathy Haws Thousand Oaks, CA - Wednesday, July 28, 2004 1:05 AM CDT You have a beautiful family! You're in our prayers. Julene St. Louis, MO - Tuesday, July 27, 2004 8:00 AM CDT Jacqui and Aaron, Thanks for the update. Hope you had a nice evening and anniversary celebration at Anton's on Friday evening (I'm assuming you were able to do that.) I'll put your prayer requests on our church prayer chain. You two are so awesome! Hugs to Katja and Evan! Love, Ev Evalie Nemeth <denemeth@msn.com> Rice, MN USA - Monday, July 26, 2004 9:05 AM CDT Hi Katja! I am Katia Solomon's sister Tatiana! I just wanted to tell you Iwill be praying for you all! Tatiana Solomon <littlewolf9211@aol.com> - Friday, July 23, 2004 10:51 AM CDT I have been following Katja's progress for a while from Katia's website. You have such a beautiful family. I wanted to say 'hi' and let you know that your in my thought's and prayers. I love to hear about all the cute things Katja does!! She is quite an amazing little girl. Thanks for sharing your lives. Love & Prayers, Amy Nasworthy <mnasworthy@tampabay.rr.com> St. Pete, FL USA - Thursday, July 22, 2004 1:50 PM CDT I just want to let you know that I check this website daily for updates and continue to keep all of you in my prayers. The pictures of your family are beautiful! It looks like Katja is a big helper with Evan. I hope we all can get together sometime soon. Madelyn would really enjoy playing with Katja. Take Care! Dawn Soderberg <Dawn.soderberg@wellsfargo.com> Hudson, wi St. Croix - Tuesday, July 20, 2004 6:59 AM CDT hello we miss you guys, I understand the normal wanting of a summer day. do you think ever???? hugs to you all mom and mathew mathew <jlodette@stcloudstate.edu> - Monday, July 19, 2004 10:11 PM CDT Hi Katja! I loved the new pictures. I bet you're an awesome big sister! Sending lots of love and continued prayers to all of you. Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, FL - Sunday, July 18, 2004 6:03 AM CDT I JUST EMAILED MYRON YOUR FAMILY PHOTO AND THE ONE OF KATJA FEEDING THE BABY:) WHAT AN AWESOME FAMILY PICTURE! YOU GUYS HAVE BEEN SO GREAT TO US,KEEPING IN TOUCH AND ALWAYS WONDERING HOW OUR KATIA IS DOING WHILE YOUR LITTLE KATJA IS GOING THROUGH THE SAME THING. YOU ARE A BLESSING TO US. LOVE, Tracy and Katia TRACY AND KATIA <TMSOL87@AOL.COM> - Friday, July 16, 2004 8:29 PM CDT We follow your progress and think of you often. You are in our prayers. Katja, you are a beautiful little hero. We would like to meet you sometime. We would like our daughter, Isabelle to meet you to show her an example of how strong little girls can be. She also listens to us read your updates and look at your pictures. God Bless You. Chris, Rebecca and Isabelle Rogholt <RebeccaR@astound.net> Sauk Rapids, - Thursday, July 15, 2004 11:55 AM CDT HIYA. I am sure Katja will be all over the place shortly:) She is going to have to keep her new little brother entertained and let you guys get some sleep. Thank you for your emails and your concern for our family during these very busy times of your own. God bless you!! We finally got to see Tomas today. He is back here at ACH from Minnesota. She said you are amazing people! Someday we will all meet:) Love, Tracy and Katia Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com> - Wednesday, July 14, 2004 5:13 PM CDT You create wonderful and upbeat images of your family life! We enjoy the stories and the pictures are wonderful. I will stay tuned for more about your comedian and vampire. Ann Moilanen <moilanena@centracare.com> Rice, MN - Wednesday, July 14, 2004 1:22 PM CDT Jacqui, Aaron, Katja, and Evan: I enjoyed the new pics, and the update. What a great family photo, and what a beautiful new baby boy! Mike and Missie are still adjusting to parenthood; Ariana has been a little challenging. Grandpa Herman calls her "CrabbyApples". You all continue to be in our prayers. I wish you a nice, normal summer day soon!! Love, Ev Evalie Nemeth <denemeth@msn.com> Rice, MN USA - Wednesday, July 14, 2004 12:34 AM CDT Katja & family! Wow those are some really wonderful pictures! Everyone looks great! I am praying that the ocutns rise and GVH subsides. Just image what next summer will like? I busy 1 year old running around with a big sister chasing him at the beach! Your day will come to enjoy your summer. I know that God will give you that. Jennifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net> Coon Rpaids, MN - Wednesday, July 14, 2004 7:13 AM CDT Hi Katja, I'm glad to see that you are getting stronger. I really like the photo of you feeding baby Evan. I will continue to pray for you and your family. Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net> - Tuesday, July 13, 2004 9:22 PM CDT Stopping by to say that we are thinking of you, and sending lots of prayers your way.++++++++++++ Love LaKota and her mom,Debbie. God be with you!!!!!!!!!! ~*~*LAKOTA~*~ I found this poem on another web page, thought I would share it with you. WHY US Most women become a mother by accident, some by choice, a few by habit. Did you ever wonder how mother of children with cancer are chosen? Somehow, I visualize God hovering over the earth selecting his instruments for propagtion with great care and deliberation. As He observes, He instructs his angels to make notes in a giant ledger... "Armstrong, Beth, son, patron saint Matthew" "Forest,Marjorie, daugher, patron saint Cecilia" "Rutledge, Carrie,twins, patron saint Gerard. He's used to profanity" Finally, he passes a name to an angel and says, "Give her a child with cancer." The angel is curious. "Why this one God? Shes's so happy." "Exactly, similed God. "Could I give a child with cancer a mother who does not know laughter? That would be cruel." "But does she have patience?" asks the angel. "I don't want her to have too much patience or she will drown in a sea of self pity and despair. Once the shock and resentment wears off, she will handle it." "I watched her today," said God. "She has that feeling of self-independence that is so rare and necessary in a mother. You see, the child I'm going give to her has its own world. She has to make it live in her world and that's not going to be easy." "But Lord, I don't think she even believes in you," said the angel. "No matter. I can fix that. This one is perfect, she has just enough selfishness." The angel gasps, "Selfishness? Is that a virtue?" God nods. "If she can't seperate herself from the child occasionally, she'll never survive. Yes, here is a woman I will bless with a child less than perfect. She doesn't realize it yet, but she is to be envied. She will never take anything her child does for granted. She will never consider a step ordinary." "I will permit her to see clearly the things I see...ignorance, cruelty, prejudice...and allow her to rise above them." "And what about her patron saint?" asks the angel, his pen poised in mid-air. God smiles and says "A mirror will suffice." http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Tuesday, July 13, 2004 1:18 AM CDT Congratulations on your new baby boy. I'll bet Katja will be the best big sister. We just heard the news so will call and see if we can't get together for a short visit. Love, The Lambs Dell Marie/Sam Lamb Rice, MN U.S.A. - Monday, July 12, 2004 8:27 PM CDT Hi Everyone, Just wanted you all to know that you are being prayed for and thought of often. I hope Katja is having some good days and able to enjoy the summer somewhat. God Bless Sandy Jergens <sandyjerg@aol.com www.caringbridge.com/mn/masonjergens> Watertown, MN - Monday, July 12, 2004 10:11 AM CDT Still thinking about you everyday and hoping that you are feeling better. Jennifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net> Coon Rpaids, MN - Thursday, July 8, 2004 2:48 PM CDT Hello! Happy Freedom Day! There is no place like home on a holiday. I remember spending holidays in the hospital too. Those are precious memories. Luke is doing well and thinking about getting his port taken out. He has been afraid of the surgery for 4 years. He claims he can remember much of the first surgery and that it hurt. We are all fine. Hope you get some sleep soon! Love, Karla Karla Borchardt <rborchardt@qwest.com> Salem, OR USA - Wednesday, July 7, 2004 2:14 PM CDT Dear Aaron, Jacqui, Katja and Evan: We will keep praying that Evan gets his days and nights straightened out so you can all get the sleep you need. Abbie and Katja were such joys to watch as they played together. We pray we can have another play day real soon. Who knows, I may even get brave enough to try some "black beans". . . . . . . . Our love and prayers are with each one of you and we pray Katja will be weaned from the steroids very soon so you can all resume a somewhat normal routine at your house. God bless and be with you all. You are in our hearts. Aunt Darlene and Uncle Mel <melarry farms@msn.com> Rice, Mn USA - Monday, July 5, 2004 5:54 PM CDT Wishing you everyone a happy 4th of July. Congratulations on your bundle of Joy, Evans. Love LaKota and her mom,Debbie God be with you. ~*~ LaKota~*~  http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Sunday, July 4, 2004 7:14 PM CDT I always love to come by your page and see that photo on the front. Katia loves to see you as a fairy:) So, I pray you guys are getting a bit more sleep right now (wishful thinking probably). We think of you guys all the time and Katja, we are praying for you to continue improving each and every day:) Love, Tracy and Katia Tracy Solomon <tmsol87@aol.com> - Thursday, July 1, 2004 8:36 PM CDT Jacqui, Aaron & Katja, CONGRATULATIONS on the new bundle of joy!!!!! I know I'm just a tad late, but I only managed to come by and learnt of Evan...he is GORGEOUS!!! So perfect!! I'm so glad you are all home as a family enjoying each other. Katja, keep fighting sweetheart. Show your little brother just what an amazing sister he has...I know he will grow up to know just that. I'm sending all of you lots of love from Down Under :) ~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~ Love & prayers, XOXOXOXOXOXO Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com> Melbourne, Australia - Thursday, July 1, 2004 6:26 AM CDT Thinking of you today. We're wishing we could do more right now for you, but for obvious reasons we're a little swamped. Soon, we'll be able to "play" together. I'm not working until January, so we'll have to enjoy some nice long fall walks and days at the park. We're so touched that in the midst of your craziness you still find time to pray for our adoption of Ariana and visit our website. You are truly an amazing family! Jenni and Kaz Gazdzik and Ariana in spirit :) St. Cloud, Mn - Tuesday, June 29, 2004 10:05 AM CDT Thinking of you today. We're wishing we could do more right now for you, but for obvious reasons we're a little swamped. Soon, we'll be able to "play" together. I'm not working until January, so we'll have to enjoy some nice long fall walks and days at the park. We're so touched that in the midst of your craziness you still find time to pray for our adoption of Ariana and visit our website. You are truly an amazing family! Jenni and Kaz Gazdzik and Ariana in spirit :) St. Cloud, Mn - Tuesday, June 29, 2004 7:47 AM CDT Do I sense a busy household with a few days since an update?? I'm guessing YES with a new precious boy and a healing busy 5-yr-old! We are checking in to say hi and to let you know we think of you often. Much love, Liz Jacobs <wearejacobs6@aol.com> Shakopee, MN - Monday, June 28, 2004 2:19 PM CDT Congratulations guys! We have been waiting a long time to see your precious addition. He's beautiful! Glad to hear all is going in the right direction with Katja as well. Keep in touch. We miss you all terribly. With Love ~ Kim, Cole and Bryce Kim Sylla <kimsylla@hotmail.com caringbridge.org/wi/brycesylla> Ettrick, WI USA - Sunday, June 27, 2004 12:31 AM CDT What can I say but Congradutations on both counts, on Katja and her determination to get better and on your beautiful little boy. What a treat. I am so happy that you have some good news for a change. Maybe this will be the turning point for you guys. I continue to pray for your family and hope that all you guys have now is peace and joy. Elaine Henkemeyer <palhenk@astound.net> Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Friday, June 25, 2004 10:27 AM CDT Kay & Family, Well I am sure that baby Evan is keeping mommy on her toes. Just wanted to let you know that I am praying for you. Praying that Gos is watching over Kat to live a long healthy life on earth. Praying that Evan is doing well. God Bless you all, Hugs Jennifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net> Coon Rapids, MN - Wednesday, June 23, 2004 10:10 PM CDT Jacqui, Aaron, Katja ~ Congratulations on your new son and baby brother. Evan is beautiful! The pictures are wonderful and I'm sure that Katja will be a helpful big sister. I hope we can get together sometime this summer. Take Care, Dawn Dawn Soderberg <Dawn.soderberg@wellsfargo.com> Hudson, wi St. Croix - Tuesday, June 22, 2004 1:48 PM CDT Dear Katja, the least I can say it you are DELICIOUS , AMAZING and so much SPECIAL> Lots of kisses from Brasil. rose <roselane.gomes@ibama.gov.br> - Monday, June 21, 2004 2:59 PM CDT What a gift from God to have Evan be a 6/6 match for Katja! What a blessing to know that you have that. I am so glad that everything is going well and that hopfully soon hosipital visits will soon slow down. God Bless Jennifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net> Coon Rapids, MN - Monday, June 21, 2004 7:23 AM CDT Congratulations! Katjas is going to be a wonderful big sister! Margaret Ciacciarelli <mmchick@comcast.net www.Mighty-Max.com> - Sunday, June 20, 2004 11:07 AM CDT Dear Aaron, Jacqui, Katja and Evan: We're so happy for all of you. What a precious little "big" boy you have. Katja, Abbie loves the picture of you holding your new baby brother. You look so happy and proud and you should be. Hope we can see you all real, real soon. What a wonderful "Father's Day Gift" for Aaron..... Much love to all of you and your precious family. You are a continued blessing to all of us. Love ya bunches, UNCLE MEL, AUNT DARLENE AND MISS ABBIE Darlene and Mel Hackett <melarry farms@msn.com> Rice, Mn USAm - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 3:04 PM CDT Congratulations on the birth of your beautiful son and Katja's brother! Sending continued love and prayers... Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, FL - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 9:38 AM CDT Congratulations on this trip to the hospital! He's absolutely beautiful! Briana Roehling Pflugerville, TX - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 9:23 AM CDT Congratulations! Katja and Daddy sure look proud to be holding that gorgeous baby boy. What an amazing, beautiful and inspirational family. Congratulations! Rebecca Parra <beccaparra@hotmail.com> Milwaukee, WI - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 9:06 AM CDT Congratulations! What a beautiful baby! Another addition to an already wonderful family. Mike, Lynette, Samson, Danielle and Lila Mansour <mcandman@astound.net> St. Cloud, MN USA - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 7:48 PM CDT CONGRATULATIONS!! Welcome Evan... big sister Katja looks SOOOO proud!! I couldn't help smiling looking at the photos. :) Katie, Hayley, and Hunter (ALL-Kids) Franklin, MA - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 2:26 PM CDT What exciting news! We are soooooo happy for you guys! What an exciting time fore Katja... she will do great being a big sister! We are thankful that all are doing well! Love & God Bless! Kim, Scott, Devin and Dillan Nelson <kj-nelson@bethel.edu> Stillwater, MN 55082 - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 1:07 PM CDT Congratulations on the birth of your son and Katja's brother! This is good news. Thank you for sharing the pictures. Katja looks so content being the big sister. Her beautiful smile is very evident. God bless. Elizabeth Deckert Sauk Rapids, MN US - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 12:49 AM CDT Congratulations! I read the news in the paper today and immediately went on line for the pics- and you didn't fail me. Thanks for the update. And what a handsome little bro for Katja he is! I'm excited that you can have such a positive reason to be in a hospital again. Best of luck with all the activity. Beth Fenstad St, Cloud, - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 8:53 AM CDT Wow! Congratulations!!! Evan is absolutey beautiful! Kat looks like she is overjoyed to be a big sister! How exciting! God has blessed you with this little boy! Katja will now have better reason not to get fevers now!! Congrats again! What a blessing! Jennifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net> Coon Rapids, MN - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 7:16 AM CDT Katja,Mommy & Daddy.... Sorry its been so long snce I've signed in, I do come here every day and check on you and say a little prayer each night! CONGRATS on the new baby.. what a cutie he is !! Katja, you are going to be a wonderful big sister... I love the picture of you, daddy & baby.. its very precious! I'll check back soon~ Lots of Love & hugs from Southern MN Angel Sheryl Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com> Winnebago, MN - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 7:09 AM CDT CONRATULATIONS!!!! What a wonderful reason to be in the hospital this time.What a beautiful baby and Katja you look as pretty as ever, have fun with your new baby brother. Darius, Marna, Zane, Zach, & Reese <marnafrick@yahoo.com www.caringbridge.org/nd/reesefrick> Watford City, ND - Monday, June 14, 2004 9:19 PM CDT Congratulations, Katja, on becoming a big sister! We know you will be such a helpful and loving sister! Jenni and Kaz Gazdzik St. Cloud, MN USA - Monday, June 14, 2004 9:23 AM CDT So happy you're home...YEAAAA!! I guess our prayers are heard. Blessings to all of you. Leanne Klett <lklett@astound.net> Sauk Rapids, MN - Sunday, June 13, 2004 11:20 AM CDT Want you to know that we are thinking of you. Love LaKota , Debbie & Steve God be with you!!!!!!!! ~*~ LaKota~*~  http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Saturday, June 12, 2004 9:01 PM CDT SO glad to hear that you're home once again! Thinking of all of you and sending continued prayers... Much love... Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, FL - Saturday, June 12, 2004 7:02 AM CDT Jacqui, Aaron, and Katja What a blessing to be home again! Wow, this sure is a roller coaster ride for you guys. We continue to pray for you guys all the time. Hope you have a great week! Kim, Scott, Devin and Dillan Nelson <kj-nelson@bethel.edu> Stillwater, MN 55082 - Friday, June 11, 2004 7:52 AM CDT Katja! So glad you are home! Hope your labs will look good and I hope you have NO MORE HOSPITAL STAYS! Prayers always Jennifer HInes <creativejenny@comcast.net> Coon Rapids, MN - Thursday, June 10, 2004 6:46 AM CDT Hi Katja, Glad to hear you're home now :) I'm praying for you always, sweetie...keep fighting! ~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~ Lots of love, XOXOXOXOXO Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com> Melbourne, Australia - Thursday, June 10, 2004 2:29 AM CDT Hi Katja, I also arrived here thanks to Miss LaKota. I read your journal from start to finish this afternoon and I have to say that you are an amazingly brave and tough little girl. We will add you and your family to our prayers. Katie, Hayley, and Hunter (ALL-Kids) Franklin, MA - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 5:27 PM CDT Hi Katja and family! We are so bummed to hear that you are back in the hospital. Hopefully the change in her steroids is all that was needed and that you will be back home soon! We are counting the days with you for when Katja's little brother arrives. We love you and are praying for you!! Shelly, Jim, and girls Shelly Illies <isillies@charter.net> sartell, MN usa - Tuesday, June 8, 2004 7:13 PM CDT Hi! I am LaKota aunt Lisa I will be praying that everything goes good for you and your family. Lisa <samlis@myexcel.com> Clearwater, MN U.S.A. - Tuesday, June 8, 2004 1:29 PM CDT Hello my name is Rachael and I got your site from LaKota's web page...I just thought I would stop in and let you know that I will be praying for you. I hope that God sends his miracle's to you. God Bless. Rachael Haskamp <Rachiee2003@hotmail.com> Alexandria, MN - Tuesday, June 8, 2004 11:49 AM CDT Kat, I said extra prayers for you last night. I know you are going to be a big sister here pretty quick so I wanted to make sutre that God knew you needed to make your hospital visit a short one. Your mom, and new babay brother will certianly need your help. Sending you lots of prayers today and everyday. Jennifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net> Coon Rapids, MN - Tuesday, June 8, 2004 7:12 AM CDT We hope your stay isn't more than three days! Great news about the biopsy results. Thanks for the updates. Ann Moilanen <moilanena@centracare.com> Rice, MN - Monday, June 7, 2004 8:04 AM CDT Kat, I am praying for you. I hope your stay is only 3 days. We know you just wanted to keep those doctors on their toes! Hope your fever has susided. By the way? Are you still eating loads of Bacon? Jennifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net> Coon Rapids, MN - Monday, June 7, 2004 7:21 AM CDT Hello darling! Hold on beauty, God bless you, we will pray for your fever and all other stuff. You are brave girl Beba <knikola@eunet.yu]> Novi Sad, Serbia - Monday, June 7, 2004 4:24 AM CDT Hi Sufkas!! So glad to hear everything is going well. We will pray for white count to go back to normal. Sorry It's been a while since I've sent a message- our computer has been having an attitude. Take care-keep up the good work. Love, Shari Shari, Joe, Kaitie, Jordan Gohman <www.gohman4@juno.com> - Saturday, June 5, 2004 8:11 PM CDT Hello from Shakopee! So glad to hear you are home. I know it's such an adjustment to just get moved back into your home and find places for everything. Big hugs to Katya from us. We are so thankful you are seeing progress with this 2nd transplant and healing is coming. Much love, Liz Jacobs <wearejacobs6@aol.com> Shakopee, MN - Thursday, June 3, 2004 1:17 PM CDT It is a big step being home, but it is a day at a time and sounds like there is some adjustments. Take care, you all are in our thoughts and prayers. Love Jeannie and Rod Rod and Jeannie Zank <rjmazpaz@cs.com> Burnsville, MN Dakota - Thursday, June 3, 2004 9:03 AM CDT It was so nice to see your message from last week. I'm so glad to hear that you are all finally home together and that Katja is doing much better. God bless ~ Dawn Dawn Soderberg <Dawn.soderberg@wellsfargo.com> Hudson, wi St. Croix - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 10:58 AM CDT Jacqui, Aaron and Katja, I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohappy for all of you!! There's no place like home! Sandy Jergens <sandyjerg@aol.com www.caringbridge.com/mn/masonjergens> Delano, MN - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 10:30 AM CDT Thinking of all of you and sending continued love and prayers... Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, FL - Sunday, May 30, 2004 10:26 AM CDT So good being home right? Be blessed darling and your family also love Beba <knikola@eunet.yu> Novi Sad , Serbia - Friday, May 28, 2004 6:40 AM CDT It was sure nice to see you three in the comfort of your home! I especially enjoyed Katja's coy smile that I've missed for so long. I pray that things continue to go smoothly so you can enjoy the beginning of Evan's life together at home. Jenni Gazdzik St. Cloud, MN USA - Thursday, May 27, 2004 6:45 PM CDT Yea! Great news to hear you are all back at home. Like they say there is no place like home. Take care. Love Jeannie & Rod Jeannie & Rod Zank <rjmazpaz@cs.com> Burnsville, MN Dakota - Thursday, May 27, 2004 3:25 PM CDT Jacqui, Aaron, and Katja- What wonderful news!! It is so incredible that you are finally able to be home where you all belong! Congratulations Katja, on being such a tough little fighter! You are such a miracle. God has many wonderful plans for you, so continue to get strong and healthy to take care of your baby brother. You have much to teach him about life. Phyliss Kerfeld <pkerfeld@gw.stcdio.org> St. Cloud, MN - Thursday, May 27, 2004 12:19 AM CDT Jacqui, Aaron, and Katja- What wonderful news!! It is so incredible that you are finally able to be home where you all belong! Congratulations Katja, on being such a tough little fighter! You are such a miracle. God has many wonderful plans for you, so continue to get strong and healthy to take care of your baby brother. You have much to teach him about life. Phyliss Kerfeld <pkerfeld@gw.stcdio.org> St. Cloud, MN - Thursday, May 27, 2004 12:18 AM CDT I love your picture of relief spelled HOME. Leah was the same way when we came home from transplant. She ran through the house checking everything out, especially her newly redecorated room thanks to church friends. It is sucha blessing to have them back home and happy to be there. We'll be praying for all your adjustments and for continued strength and recovery. www.caringbridge.org/va/leah Blessings, Carrie Holdcraft <choldcraft@yahoo.com> Sterling, Va - Thursday, May 27, 2004 11:07 AM CDT Congrats!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so happy for you. It is great to hear things are going so well for all you guys! Thank God!!! You continue to be in our prayers every day! God Bless you all! Annie Ann Oikari <mnpackerfan65@yahoo.com> ST Cloud, - Thursday, May 27, 2004 9:48 AM CDT I am crying tears of happiness for you all! God has truly been watching over you and answering ALL OUR PRAYERS! What a blessing!! May God continue to watch over you and bless you. I pray for your pregnancy as well and hope your boy will be healthy and enjoy being a little bro to Kat! Jennifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net> coon Rapids, MN - Wednesday, May 26, 2004 4:29 PM CDT Sufkas!! Yeah!!! HOME!!! Your entry brought a lump in my throat. You all deserve this wonderful feeling so much. I too hope it never leaves. I am so happy for you-what a road you have traveled to come to this point. I bet the wait for baby will be so much sweeter now. Many blessings to you and enjoy your own stuff!!!! Love Shari Shari Gohman and Family <www.gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, - Wednesday, May 26, 2004 2:57 PM CDT What wonderful news!! Praying that all goes well with the "new routine". Briana Roehling Pflugerville, TX - Wednesday, May 26, 2004 1:29 PM CDT Yippee! Congrats on getting home- enjoy! Beth Fenstad - Wednesday, May 26, 2004 1:02 PM CDT Congrads.... must feel wonderfull to be home !!!!!!! We will say extra prayers that this go well !!!!!! Kelly Malquist <Kellygreenmom@aol.com> ST. CLOUD , mn - Wednesday, May 26, 2004 10:52 AM CDT You are all in our prayers. May God continue to give you each the amazing strength to continue the fight. We admire your faith, hope, and determination. Looking forward to more good news... Love, Jon, Leanne, and Anneka (I worked with Jacqui at Tech HS and we are members at Living Waters) Leanne Klett <lklett@astound.net> Sauk Rapids, MN - Tuesday, May 25, 2004 9:55 PM CDT Congratulations on being able to go home, we are so excited for you. We will be back for Reese's 1 yr. checkups next week and will hopefully be staying at the RMH. Sorry we missed you but am so happy that you're home!! Darius, Marna, Zane, Zach, & Reese <marnafrick@yahoo.com www.caringbridge.org/nd/reesefrick> Watford City, ND - Tuesday, May 25, 2004 9:31 PM CDT Dear Jacqui, Aaron and Katja, I'm glad to hear that Katja is out of the hospital and that you were able to go see Shriek 2 - that's awesome! I pray that you will get better real soon.You and your family have been through so much. As always I will continue to pray hard for each one of you. I hope to hear that you are able to go home soon. Take Care and stay strong. Dawn Soderberg <Dawn.soderberg@wellsfargo.com> Hudson, wi St. Croix - Tuesday, May 25, 2004 3:04 PM CDT Dear Katja, We are praying that you will soon be back home. I'm jealous that you've seen Shrek2. I can't wait. We live in a rural area, and it takes a while for the good movies to arrive. Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net> - Monday, May 24, 2004 8:26 PM CDT Hey Pretty Girl, Stopping by let you know that you are in our thought's. Sending lot's of prayers your way.+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ I'm glad that we got to meet you, and your mom, and father, and grandma. God be with you my friend's. Love LaKota and her mom, Debbie ~*~LaKota~*~  http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Monday, May 24, 2004 6:03 PM CDT Hi guys: What a roll of emotions for the news you have gotten this past week. It is wonderful news about Katja's bone marrow biopsy preliminary results and the possibility of going home soon ~ but sorry for your other bad news in the family. We are thinking of you as always and sending prayers your way. Bryce will be pretty jealous when he hears you saw Shrek 2. Way to go Katja!!!! :) Love you guys ~ Bryce and Kim Kim Sylla <kimsylla@hotmail.com www.caringbridge.org/wi/brycesylla> Ettrick, WI USA - Saturday, May 22, 2004 10:20 AM CDT We hope everything goes smoothly with the biopsy. You're in our thoughts and prayers. Ann Moilanen <moilanena@centracare.com> Rice, MN - Friday, May 21, 2004 8:10 AM CDT Katja & Family, Still thinking of you every single day and praying for you. I am glad you are out of the hospital and enjoying your freedom. God bless and have a nice weekend. Jennifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net> Coon Rapids, MN - Friday, May 21, 2004 7:20 AM CDT Hi Jacqui, I just wanted you to know that I continue to pray for Katja and it sounds as though things are getting better. I bet Katja is anxious to be a big sister. I hope this is the best summer ever. Cathy Cathy Whitfield <catherine.whitfield@isd742.org> St. Cloud, MN US - Thursday, May 20, 2004 9:07 AM CDT Hi Sufka family, glad to hear everything is going better. We continue to pray for you and look forward to you getting better and coming home. Mike, Lynette, Samson, Danielle and Lila Mansour <mcandman@astound.net> St. Cloud, MN USA - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 9:42 PM CDT Hi Kat and family!! Glad you are out and about!! Hope you are getting a chance to roam around the RMDH! That is such a nice place. I hope she continues to eat. Too bad they can't make that medicine taste better-after all it's for kids. I hope her mood swings improve after they start to taper her. That can't be fun for anyone! Poor girl. You guys are a truely remarkable family. Keep up the good work and we will keep up the prayers. Love, Shari Shari, Joe, Kaitie, Jordan Gohman <www.gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, - Friday, May 14, 2004 10:04 AM CDT I'm so happy to hear that you are finally out of the hospital and that things are going well. It's also nice to hear that all that icky stuff will be done in July. Enough is enough! We love you all and miss you. Can't wait until Baby Boy joins you. Margaret <h2ojems@hotmail.com> Sauk Rapids, MN - Thursday, May 13, 2004 6:29 PM CDT Hi To All, I'm so glad to hear you guys are out of the hospital. It was so nice to see you on Wed. Jacqui, you look great for all you've been through. Katja,I hope you can start eating and feeling better soon. We're praying for good results on your upcoming tests. Stay strong, We Love You, Don And Linda Linda Nemeth <dsnemeth@charter.net> New London, Mn - Thursday, May 13, 2004 6:18 PM CDT I AM SO GLAD YOU FINALLY GOT OUT!!! I AM SURE YOU WILL IMPROVE VERY QUICKLY:) GOT TO LOVE THOSE STEROIDS! THE PROBLEM IS WE DO HAVE ONE OF THOSE TEENAGERS WITH PMS ALSO AND THEN KATIA ON STEROIDS, NOT A GOOD MIX. POOR MYRON AND ALL HIS WOMEN AT HOME! WELL, I AM SO SO GLAD YOU ARE OUT AND YOU CAN JUST BE YOUR WONDERFUL LITTLE SELF. I AM SO GLAD TO HEAR YOU ARE OFF THE TPN AND EATING AGAIN. VERY WONDERFUL. KATIA FUSSES EVERYTIME IT IS MEDICINE TIME SO I DON'T EVEN PREWARN HER ANYMORE. SHE HEARS ME CRUSHING HER PILLS AND ASK WHAT I AM DOING. SHE KNOWS WHAT I AM DOING BUT SHE JUST WANTS TO START FUSSING. THESE POOR KIDS AND ALL THEY HAVE TO GO THROUGH. THEY TRULY ARE SO SPECIAL. SO KATJA, WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO BE DOING WITH ALL YOUR FREETIME? DO YOU LIKE WALKS, PLAYING, COOKING, WHAT? I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE SOME PICS OF YOU AT RMH DOING WHATEVER IT IS YOU LIKE TO DO:) LOVE, TRACY AND KATIA Katia's Site Tracy Solomon <tmsol87@aol.com> - Thursday, May 13, 2004 6:10 PM CDT Katja...I just want you to know that looking at your beautiful face, truly warms my heart. Thinking of you today and sending many, many prayers your way. Much love... Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, Fl - Thursday, May 13, 2004 1:19 PM CDT Katja and family You do not know me, but I hear alot about you through my mom,LaKota Grandma and I also work at the Rejoice Luthern Church in Clearwater. I am glad that you are doing better and my prayers and thoughts are with you and your family. Lisa <samlis@myexcel.com\> Clearwaater, Mn U.S.A. - Wednesday, May 12, 2004 4:27 PM CDT hello. my name is Paulina. I know you great aunt Linda from New london. Our prayers are with you. I have a granddaughter who has heart problems and has had one heart surgery at 3 1/2 weeks and another one in July. Her web site is www.caringbridge.org/mn/karlyann. Our daughter and son-in-law stayed at the Ronald mcdonald house in January and will be there again in July. What a wonderful place. I will be keeping tabs on you all though your site and from Linda. Again our prayers are with you all. Take care and remember prayer does wonderful things. Paulina and Donald Wold <dpwold@hotmail.com> Belgrade, mn - Wednesday, May 12, 2004 6:30 AM CDT Jacqui, Aaron, Kat and family, 96 hours sounds great but the still being in there stinks. I bet she's had it!! I would be spitting out bad-bad words if I were her by now-poor girl. I'm sorry your mother's day was spent in the hospital. I hope they let you out soon. I feel your frustration and I will pray for you to get the heck out of there. Lots of hugs and kisses to Kat and all of you, Love Shari Shari Gohman and Family <www.gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 10:07 PM CDT Sorry you are back in the hospital! I understand how the docs can talk out of both sides of their mouth. And isn't that TPN frustrating! We've done this a million times and we keep telling our docs that Jordan won't eat because it makes him full and sick. I hope that the GVH is just the right amount to keep all the bad cells away!!! Take care, Susan www.caringbridge.org/ia/jordangrosclaude Susan Grosclaude <Grosclaude@msn.com> Marion, IA USA - Monday, May 10, 2004 10:29 PM CDT Hi Jacqui, Aaron, and Katja! We are so sorry to hear that you are still in the hospital and that you are having yet more issues to deal with. We were praying for your family to be out of there by Mother's Day or sooner. Give Katja a hug and kiss for us and we will keep praying hard for things to turn around. LOVE, Shelly, Jim, and girls Shelly Illies <isillies@charter.net> sartell, MN usa - Monday, May 10, 2004 3:28 PM CDT Darling Katja, thinking of you during these difficult days. Praying that you will soon be out of hospital. Lots and lots of hugs from this side of the ocean. Sabrina <morini@agriflex.it> Forlì, FC Italy - Monday, May 10, 2004 8:49 AM CDT Sounds like tougher day than usual. Know that you and your family are in the thoughts and prayers of many. Hang in there. Love Rod & Jeannie Rod & Jeaqnnie Zank <rjmazpaz@cs.com> Burnsvillke, MN Dakota - Monday, May 10, 2004 8:31 AM CDT Hi sweet Katja, I wanted to come by and let you know that I'm thinking of you and just praying endlessly for you, sweetheart...keep fighting... ~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~ Hugs, XOXOXOXOXO Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com> Melbourne, Australia - Monday, May 10, 2004 8:17 AM CDT I'm just stopping by to let you know that I am praying you will be released to RMH tomorrow. Stephanie and RachelJoy <sstrom@quik.com> - Sunday, May 9, 2004 11:14 PM CDT ~ Jacqui, Aaron and Katja ~ Happy Mothers Day Jacqui! I hope that your day was well. I am still praying for Katja and that she can check out soon to the RMH! Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, MN - Sunday, May 9, 2004 9:04 PM CDT ~ Jacqui, Aaron and Katja ~ I want you to know that you are in my every thought and prayer. I pray for all of you everyday! I hopw that Katja gets through this soon and can return to the RMH and play free. Dear Lord, Lay your habds upon Katja and give her body what it needs to grow the right cells, and allow the GVH subside. Give her family strength and courage. Be with them Lord. Blessings Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rpaids, MN - Friday, May 7, 2004 3:29 PM CDT Jacqui, Aaron and Katja ~ Even though I haven't written in this guestbook for awhile I want you to know that I do check it often. Each one of you are in my daily thoughts and prayers. I pray that Katja will get through this very soon and be able to be a typical 4 year old again. She is a fighter and will win this battle very soon. God Bless! Dawn Soderberg <Dawn.soderberg@wellsfargo.com> Hudson, WI St. Croix - Friday, May 7, 2004 12:04 AM CDT Hi Katja,Jacqui,Aaron, I'm glad they figured out the problem I hope it is all resolved very soon. Sorry I couldn't be there on Wed. I had to work. I was so glad Shelly and I got to visit last week though. It was good to see you and Kat and Diane. Hang in there--seems like all you've been doing is hanging huh? You guys have so much patience-and love. Take care--hope you are out of there very soon. Love Shari Shari Gohman and Family <www.gohman4@juno.com> - Friday, May 7, 2004 10:34 AM CDT Dear Jacqui, Aaron, Kat and Baby: Was so good to see you on Wednesday Jacqui. Pregnancy becomes you, you looked so radiant......Glad you finally have some answers and we will continue to pray that each day will get you a little closer to getting out of the hospital and back to the Ronald McDonald House. Abbie is ready to come for another play day. Our love to each of you as we await some good news. You are so special and so strong. Love you very much. Aunt Darlene and Uncle Mel Darlene and Mel Hackett <melarry farms@msn.com> Rice, Mn USA - Friday, May 7, 2004 10:25 AM CDT KATJA- WE ARE THINKING OF YOU AND PRAYING FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. STAY STRONG AND KNOW THAT ALL YOUR FRIENDS AND TEACHERS FROM KIDS COUNTRY ARE KEEPING YOU IN OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. KIDS COUNTRY SARTELL, MN - Friday, May 7, 2004 8:50 AM CDT Jacqui, Aaron, and Katja Just wanted to let you guys know we are continuing to pray for you all. It was so nice to see you guys last week. We pray that the medicine will all work together to kick this! You are in our thoughts and prayers. God Bless! Hope to see you guys soon. Kim, Scott, Devin and Dillan Nelson Stillwater, MN USA - Friday, May 7, 2004 7:52 AM CDT Bless your hearts. You have been through so much. Praying God's grace to cover you and the doctors as they make decions regarding Katjas meds to do the major balancing act they need to do now. We were transplanted a year ago March for AML too at MDAnderson. Glad she has such great, loving and knowledgable parents to fight along side of her. Shannon Ede <shannon@edefamily.net> Round Rock, TX - Thursday, May 6, 2004 6:29 PM CDT I pray and think about you guys everyday. I hope things start to go better for you--I will continue to pray. Katja has to get better if she is going to come over and pick raspberries and strawberries this summer! : ) Stacy Pederson <spederso@gw.stcdio.org> St. Cloud, MN USA - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 3:33 PM CDT Good luck today guys. Your right, we need to make a pack to get out of here. Here's to health. We're thinking of you all. Kim and Bryce Kim Sylla <kimsylla@hotmail.com www.caringbridge.org/wi/brycesylla> Ettrick, WI USA - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 10:43 AM CDT We're still here praying for your miracle! Just letting you know that we're checking in. Katja, the girls miss you! Today Kaz left Athena outside too long and she became bored and dug in my empty flower bed. Dirt was flying everywhere before we could stop her. She even got her head into the action-- her nose was covered in black dirt. And the worst part was that she was smiling through it all. Katja, if you were here, you would have been right there in the dirt with her and smiling, too. Here's some smooches from Athena--right in your ear, too. :) Gazdziks St. Cloud, Mn USA - Monday, May 3, 2004 8:28 PM CDT I am praying so hard for you Katja! I hope your fevers have gone away! Jennifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net> Coon Rapids, MN - Monday, May 3, 2004 4:30 PM CDT Hello darling, i hope that you labs came out good and that fever went off. Love and prayers on your ways Beba <knikola@eunet.yu> Novi Sad, Serbia - Sunday, May 2, 2004 12:00 AM CDT Hi guys: Things have to turn around soon! We think of you often and hope that we can all get back to the RMDH really soon. Hang in there Katja...your truly are an angel sent from above! :) Love you guys ~ Kim and Bryce Kim Sylla <kimsylla@hotmail.com www.caringbridge.org/wi/brycesylla> Ettrick, WI USA - Friday, April 30, 2004 8:41 AM CDT Come by to check on you often but never sign the guest book. Thought I would give it a try. Praying that you feel better soon. Sure hope the doctors can figure out what is going on in their. God Bless. Michelle <mwolf@ffadlaw.com> Rossville, GA - Friday, April 30, 2004 8:31 AM CDT I am so sorry I seem to have disappeared but I have been keeping up with things. WOW, I wish they could figure this out. I loved reading all her good reports. These girls need to get out of hospitals (healthy) and be acting up like kids their age should be. Please know we are praying for you guys. Love, Tracy and Katia Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com> - Thursday, April 29, 2004 7:22 PM CDT Hope things turn out VERY WELL SOON. Lots of good vibrations from Brasil. rose <rosecb@ipav.com.br> - Thursday, April 29, 2004 1:48 PM CDT Our hopes and prayers are that Katja gets back on track soon. I am sad to hear of her struggles. Keep in mind that many prayers are coming your way.Thinking of you Love Rod and Jeannie Rod and Jeannie Zank <rjmazpaz@cs.com> Burnsville, MN Dakota - Wednesday, April 28, 2004 3:18 PM CDT Hello Katja & Family: You are such a beautiful little Fairy Princess! I am a new visitor and will check on you often Little Sweetie! I hope you start feeling better real soon and the fevers go away. You are a little Miracle Child, and I know you will feel better soon. Sending Love & Big Hugs to you! : ) Dear Family: Please know my thoughts and prayers are with you and your precious little Katja. I pray God will bless you with strength, courage and wisdom, and renew your hearts and spirits with calm, peace and serenity, knowing you are all safe in His loving arms. : ) Love, Prayers, and Big Hugs, Joyce & Husband Angel Mike (AML-M5) Joyce Milus <jmilus1@san.rr.com> San Diego, CA - Wednesday, April 28, 2004 12:30 AM CDT Katja, I am praying so hard for you princess. I am asking God to lay his healing hands upon you and let this "bug" leave you so that you may return to the RMH. I am asking him to give you strength, peace & Love. Always praying for you. Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids,, MN - Wednesday, April 28, 2004 6:53 AM CDT I'm so glad I stopped by this evening! I thought Katja was at home and doing well. I have already begun praying for her and will check back tomorrow. Stephanie and RachelJoy <sstrom@quik.com> - Tuesday, April 27, 2004 11:32 PM CDT It seems when it rains it pours! I am sorry to hear that Katja is continuing to feel icky. I pray that they find the culprit and get that pretty little face out of the hospital soon. I imagine you feel the same. Always in my thoughts and prayers, Cassandra <cmraven@msn.com> Albuquerque, NM - Tuesday, April 27, 2004 10:47 PM CDT Sufkas, I can sense your frustration-So sorry this is not going away. I wish we could help in some way. Prayer is all we can do-I wish there were more. You guys are troopers-Shows us all what a family is all about-- Love you Shari- Give Katja a kiss and tell her it's from Shari. Kaitie asks about Kat all the time and prays for her. We love you guys- Shari Shari, Joe, Kaitie, Jordan Gohman <www.gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, - Tuesday, April 27, 2004 9:57 PM CDT Hi I come from Katia's site. I hope you start feeling better. I am praying for you. Amy <jessibubba@comcast.net> Pittsburgh, PA - Tuesday, April 27, 2004 9:03 PM CDT Hi Katja, Jacqui, and Aaron. I haven't checked in on you in a week and a half or so. The news sounds like one of those good news, bad news things. The latest bone marrow biopsy results certainly sound encouraging. The infection and fevers, however, are a worry I am sure. Just don't lose sight of all the positive energy and prayers we send your way constantly. Wishing you the best. .......Randy Randy and Kathy Arnold <rkarnold1@charter.net> St. Cloud, MN USA - Tuesday, April 27, 2004 7:46 PM CDT I have come across so many people on the internet that have faced so many difficulties, it's kind of scary for me. My 4-year old son was diagnosed with AML on November 21st last year and he was put into remission in January or February. The past 5 months are kind of a blur. My heart breaks for you! How terrible to have had to deal with relapse twice. I will pray for you and I hope that you never have to hear the word relapse again!! http://www.caringbridge.org/md/micahfriend Amy Friend <amyjoy78@hotmail.com> Mountain Lake Park, MD USA - Tuesday, April 27, 2004 5:28 PM CDT Katja, I am praying so very hard for you! I hope that your fevers end and you can go back to the RMH. THinking of you each and everyday! Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, MN - Monday, April 26, 2004 7:34 AM CDT Kat and family, so sorry to hear you are still sick. It's so hard to believe that they can't pinpoint it. How frustrating. I will pray for this stuff to stop. It's so unfair for you to be going through even more problems. I will pray for this to heal and for all of you to be home in time for baby. I hope you can try and stay positive even though it has got to be difficult-that girl is a miracle!!! Lots of love and prayers---Shari Shari, Joe, Kaitie, Jordan Gohman <www.gohman4@juno.com> - Sunday, April 25, 2004 8:30 PM CDT Katja sweetie pie, You are in my thoughts and prayers honey. I love you! Love, Auntie Tracy Tracy Zank <tzank@umn.edu> Golden Valley, MN USA - Sunday, April 25, 2004 3:08 PM CDT We're going heavy on the prayers for Katja's health- What a frustrating rollercoaster for you as parents too. Prayers for your perseverance as well. Go Kat- you fighter you! Beth Fenstad - Sunday, April 25, 2004 12:01 AM CDT Hi guys, our prayers are with you during these trying times. Darius, Marna, Zane, Zach, & Reese Frick <marnafrick@yahoo.com www.caringbridge.org/nd/reesefrick> Watford City, ND - Saturday, April 24, 2004 8:35 PM CDT Hi Sufkas! Glad to hear they found the reason for her fevers and sickness. WOW!! 100%!! can't get any better than that. That's great. I hope you can get out of there tomorrow and start playing again-poor girl. I will pray for the antibiotics to do their magic and get you guys out!! Hang in there-you're an inspiration to us all--Love Shari Shari, Joe, Kaitie, Jordan Gohman <www.gohman4@juno.com> - Friday, April 23, 2004 10:43 AM CDT Jacqui, Aaron, and Katja We are so thankful that you found the reason for the fevers. What a blessing for the preliminary tests to be 100 donor! "The person who trusts in the Lord will be blessed." Jeremiah 17:7 Scott and Kim Nelson (and boys) <kj-nelson@bethel.edu> Stillwater, MN USA - Friday, April 23, 2004 8:36 AM CDT We're glad the culprit for the fevers is found and Katja is on the mend. For whatever reason, I felt an overwhelmingly strong need to pray for you and your AML family last night. You are on our minds and in our prayers daily, but it just felt like you all needed an extra dose of prayer last night, so you got it. I also asked Mom Gazdzik to do what she can. After all the prayers Katja said for her, she'll return the favor and we know she has a direct line. We'll pray that the preliminary results are accurate and stay that way and for the sinuses to clear up. Keep the faith! We love you. Jenni Gazdzik St. Cloud, MN - Thursday, April 22, 2004 5:22 PM CDT Dear Aaron, Jacqui, Katja and Baby Boy: So sorry Katja is not feeling well. We are praying very hard for all of you and the medical team too so that this problem can be solved and you can go back to Ronald McDonald very soon. We are praying for your other little friends too. Hope each one of them gets good news real soon. We have Grandma Rain in her "prayer chair" and she seems to be feeling better since her bout with sinus infection. Grandpa Sig and Grandma Rain send their love and keep praying for all of you. God loves you and so do we........................ Take care and we pray for Jacqui and her wee one through each trying day. Love, hugs and kisses from all us. Aunt Darlene and Uncle Mel Darlene and Mel Hackett <melarry farms@msn.com> Rice, Mn USA - Thursday, April 22, 2004 10:49 AM CDT Oh phooey! I was hoping to read that you were on your way out of the hospital. I will continue to pray that these complications go away for good and you can get out of there. Stephanie and RachelJoy <sstrom@quik.com> - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 9:24 PM CDT I'm sorry to hear that Kat is back in the hospital. I hope to hear that she will be out of there real soon. As always you are all in my thoughts and prayers:)Take care and God Bless! Dawn Soderberg <Dawn.soderberg@wellsfargo.com> Hudson, WI St. Croix - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 10:57 AM CDT Hang in there, guys! I know you are ready to go on! Hugs to you all. Much love, Liz Jacobs <wearejacobs6@aol.com> - Tuesday, April 20, 2004 11:09 PM CDT Hi Katja and family!!! So glad to hear that it is most likely viral. Not that any more pain is a good thing but just that it is not BMT related is a load off. I hope you can bust out of there Wed. Jacqui I hope you are doing fine in your pregnancy. Take care and God Bless you, Shari Shari, Joe, Kaitie, Jordan Gohman <www.gohman4@juno.com> - Tuesday, April 20, 2004 9:30 AM CDT Hey there, Well I am praying for the bust out on Wednesday! And praying even harder that you will be HOME reall soon! You are amazing Kat! Keep up the good work! Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, MN - Tuesday, April 20, 2004 7:26 AM CDT Sorry to hear you had to go back in the hospital. At least you are on 5B and not on tranplant floor. Keep eating- that's great! Are you still going through a lot of bacon? I love bacon too! Before you know it you will be out again skipping down the sidewalk. I'll pray for this! Sandy Jergens <sandyjerg@aol.com www.caringbridge.com/mn/masonjergens> Delano, MN - Monday, April 19, 2004 1:13 PM CDT "Hi" Katja and family! Sorry to hear that you had a bad spell and are in the hospital. I am praying that it was just a reaction to your test and that you are out of there soon. God does have a plan for you and is watching over you every day! It is great to hear that you are eating - Keep up the good work. Love you, Auntie Karen Karen Nemeth <jstplncrzy@juno.com> Leesburg, Fl. U.S.A. - Monday, April 19, 2004 9:54 AM CDT Hi Sufkas, So sorry to hear you are ill and in the hospital again. There are so many flus going around that has got to be it. Still-- no fair. I will pray for the little sweetheart to get better and to get out of there and back on the road to recovery. Hope to hear good results too. Take care, Love Shari and family. Shari, Joe, Kaitie, Jordan Gohman <www.gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, MN - Monday, April 19, 2004 9:30 AM CDT Hi Katja! So sorry to hear that you are not feeling well and are back in the hospital. We are praying very hard for you to feel better and for great biopsy results. We all miss you and would love to see you soon! Take Care Sweetie!! Love, Shelly, Jim, and girls Shelly Illies <isillies@charter.net> Sartell, MN usa - Sunday, April 18, 2004 10:22 AM CDT Hey Sweetie, Sorry to hear about your pet fish. Sending lot's of prayers your way. +++++++++++ Love,LaKota and her mom,Debbie God be with you. ~*~ LaKota's Page ~*~ http://www.carinbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <sdl@astound.net> St.Cloud, MN - Friday, April 16, 2004 9:43 PM CDT Kat! Still thinking about you everyday and praying so very hard for you! Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rpaids, MN - Friday, April 16, 2004 12:25 AM CDT Hello Beautiful Friend's, Sending lot's of prayer's your way. ++++++++++++ LaKota will go in April 19th for the 5 day's of testing before the transplant, then April 27th she will have the transplant. "Please pray that this will be the miracle LaKota need's on Earth for a long Healthy Life on Earth. "THANK YOU. Love,LaKota, and her mom,Debbie God Bless you my friend's. ~*~ LaKota's Page ~*~ The Lord him self goes before you and will be with you; He will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid, do not be discouraged." Deuteronomy 31:8 http://www.carinbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <sdl@astound.net> St.Cloud, MN - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 12:19 AM CDT Hey gang! Katja, so great to hear you continue to do better with each passing day. Creatine is a closely watched word around our house too. So glad to hear you are enjoying the freedoms at RDMCDH. I can't even smell bacon without thinking of you! I'll bet you're getting excited to meet your baby brother! What a glorious day that will be. Praise God your Easter was more joyful than your Christmas. We miss you all and continue to lift you up in our prayers. Blessings, upon blessings be poured out to you and your family. Another Easter miracle! Hugs and Love! Teri, Rick and Maryn Bierman <rtmbierman@astound.net> Sartell , MN USA - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 8:49 AM CDT Dear Aaron, Jacqui, Katja and Baby Boy: So good to hear all went well for your Easter. Grammy Diane tells us you had a great time and success with the Easter egg hunt. Way to go Miss Katja. We had a busy, fun filled day, Easter egg hunt, Bingo and all. As usual there was too much food and I had way too much chocolate. We will all be praying that Friday brings wonderful news with the biopsy and that counts will keep improving and you'll all be back home real soon. We hope to return real soon for another fun filled Polly Pocket day at the Ronald McDonald House. What fun we all had. Thanks for sharing a special day with us. God Bless and be with you all. We love you so very much. Great Aunt Darlene and Great Uncle Mel Darlene and Mel Hackett <melarry farms@msn.com> Rice, Mn USA - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 8:20 PM CDT We missed seeing you for Easter, but we all held you in our thoughts and prayers. We love you all and can't wait until you're all at home waiting for Baby Boy Sufka to join you. Margaret <h2ojems@hotmail.com> Sauk Rapids, MN - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 1:45 PM CDT Katja! I am so happy to hear that you had a wonderful Easter! I still have you in my prayers every single day! Blessings, Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, MN - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 9:08 AM CDT Jacqui, Aaron, Katja and Baby Brother, It was a wonderful weekend spent with a great family. We had so much fun with the two Easter egg hunts. We also played with the new Polly Pocket water park and slide. Uncle Paul was great help putting everything together and Kris had a lot of fun watching the turtles, log ride and dolls go down the slides. Katja is one heck of a trooper and adjusts so well to everything going on in her life. What a blessing she is to all of us! Katja got some very special presents from the Easter Bunny and had such fun with the new cat - it is amazing! I am anxious to see you all this weekend. Love to all of you, Grammy Diane <dsufka@hotmail.com> St. Cloud, MN - Monday, April 12, 2004 1:29 PM CDT HEY BEAUTY, NICE TO HEAR THAT YOU ARE DOING GOOD. LOVE TO HEAR THAT. KEEP UP YOU ARE IN OUR PREYERS, LOVE BEBA <knikola@eunet.yu> NOVI SAD, SERBIA - Sunday, April 11, 2004 1:32 PM CDT Hi Kaitja, My name is Taylor. Do you remember me from Kinder House? I check the computer every day to see how you are doing. I hope you are feeling better every day. I am in 2nd grade now and today is Easter and I am in the choir at church and we are putting on a play. I am Jesus' Mother Mary in the play. I hope I remember my lines. Love, Taylor Taylor Pasell <BJPAS@Astound.net> Sartell, mn USA - Sunday, April 11, 2004 10:36 AM CDT Katja, Aaron, Jacqui, & Baby Brother- I am SO HAPPY to read that you are all doing well, and that this Easter is filled with answered prayers and blessings!!! You have all been through a very tough Winter, but the Spring is bringing forth new life all around you! I will continue to keep you in my prayers. Katja, you are such a strong little girl! I am so proud of you for working so hard to get well! God Bless! Phyliss Phyliss Kerfeld <Pkerfeld@gw.stcdio.org> St. Cloud, MN - Saturday, April 10, 2004 11:08 PM CDT Hello Kajas and Family, My name is Jenna and I came across your site. Katjas, you are a real inspiration and a brave trooper! You have an awesome smile, and you are beautiful on the inside and on the outside. You are in my prayers. www.caringbridge.org/canada/jenna Jenna <hockeykid@telus.net> Kamloops, BC Canada - Saturday, April 10, 2004 1:45 AM CDT We are glad to hear that you are out of the hospital. Way to go! Laura Masica (www.caringbridge.org/mn/duncanmasica) <lmasica@msn.com> - Friday, April 9, 2004 2:27 PM CDT Hello Kat! Just stopping by to wish you a super Easter and I hope things are going well! I stil think about you and pray for you every single day! God Bless Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, MN - Thursday, April 8, 2004 9:56 AM CDT Hi beauty, so nice to know that you are doing just fine of your own. Keep up going. We are glad to know that you all are just fine, love Beba <knikola@eunet.yu> Novi Sad, serbia - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 10:39 PM CDT Hello Sufkas!!! Sooooooo wonderful to hear that things are going good. Sleepin in is so great for you all with all that you have been through. I'm so glad that things are going your way and being able to be in Polly Land I'm sure was just breathtaking. I bet she is getting excited for her baby brother to come. Thank you God for giving you the gift of a miracle and a beautiful baby boy on the way. Katja is a hero in my book-to endure all the pain and the unknowns. I'm so glad to hear she is eating-what a relief. I hope you have a blessed Easter with your loved ones and I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers as always. Love, Shari Shari, Joe, Kaitie, Jordan Gohman <www.gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, MN - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 8:55 PM CDT Stopping in to say Hello !!!!!!!!! Happy Easter to you and your family. We have been gone for a few day's, sorry about not getting back sooner and signing the guest book. Sending lot's of prayer's your way. +++++++++++++++++ Love, LaKota and her mom, Debbie ~*~ LaKota~*~ God be with you. Daughter your faith has made you well, go in peace, And be Healed of your disease. Mark 5:34 http://www.carinbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <sdl@astound.net> St.Cloud, MN - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 8:21 PM CDT I can really appreciate your message in relation to the original Easter story. It is a miracle, and to think we are seeing a miracle in our children, absolutely brings God face to face. Such great news to know Katja is feeling like playing and even skipping a clinic day. Pulling away from the blood counts sheet is so very hard. Prayers for an uneventful Easter week. Much love, Liz Jacobs <wearejacobs6@aol.com> - Monday, April 5, 2004 9:45 PM CDT Your message was uplifting. I am happy to hear that Katja is doing better every day. Wishing you a wonderful Easter. Take Care. Love Rod & Jeannie Rod & Jeannie Zank <rjmazpaz@cs.com> Burnsville, MN Dakota - Monday, April 5, 2004 3:42 PM CDT Good MOnday morning to all of you! I am glad to here that you had a nice day off from the clinic! I amhoping and praying that you have a wonderful Easter and you will be surrounded by family and friends. Sending you lots of hugs and well wishes! In God Grace Jennifer HInes <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, MN - Monday, April 5, 2004 7:45 AM CDT Beauty you don't belong there as any child, keep smiling and keep be happy, we pray for you and hope for you, love BEBA <knikola@eunet.yu> NOVI SAD, SERBIA - Sunday, April 4, 2004 11:33 AM CDT Hello Sunshine, Sending lot's of prayer's your way. +++++++++++++++++++++ Have a beautiful weekend!!!!!!! Love LaKota and her mom, Debbie God Be With You My Friend. ~*~ LaKota's Page ~*~ Don't forget to be kind to strangers. For some who have done this have entertained angels without realizing it. --Hebrews 13:2 http://www.carinbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <sdl@astound.net> St.Cloud, MN - Friday, April 2, 2004 9:07 PM CST "Greetings", Katja and family from Florida! I have been keeping up with the news from my computer in Florida and from my daughters and I am so excited to hear that Katja is out of the hospital and at RMDH! Katja, you are an inspiration to all of us and a blessing. You are the bravest little girl I have ever known and we are all proud of you! God really has you in His hands because you are truely doing so well - keep up the good work! I will be back in Minn. the first of May and hope to come and visit you - hopefully you will be home in St. Cloud. Take care and I will write again soon. Karen Nemeth <jstplncrzy@juno.com> - Thursday, April 1, 2004 10:02 AM CST Happy April Fools Day! Well I am sohappy to see your update and that things are going well. Always in my Thoughts and prayers! Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, MN - Thursday, April 1, 2004 9:48 AM CST Hope youenjoy this fine day here in Minneapolis! It is going to be gorgeous! Get out and smell the fresh air! praying for you! Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, MN - Thursday, April 1, 2004 7:35 AM CST Jacqui and Aaron - Sooooo thankful and happy that Katja was able to move to the RMH!! What a blessing! Even if we don't get time to write often, please know that you are in our thoughts and prayers constantly, and we keep up with reading your entries. Kim Nelson <kj-nelson@bethel.edu> Stillwater, MN 55082 - Wednesday, March 31, 2004 3:43 PM CST Katja & Family! Praying so very hard for you every single day! I can not wait to see the pictures and am so thankful to God that you will be able to enjoy the Spring outside! You have truly been blessed! Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, MN - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 2:29 PM CST Katja and family, I am so excited for all of you that you are out of the hospital at last!! Yeah!! I can't wait to see all the new pictures of her free and running around and playing. What a true blessing this is. Your family gives me such inspiration with the strength and love that you all share!! Lots of Love!! Shelly & family Shelly Illies <isillies@charter.net> Sartell, MN usa - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 12:30 AM CST FREE FREE FREE!!! YEAH FOR YOU! I AM SO GLAD YOU ARE HAVING FUN WITH YOUR FRIENDS AND COUSINS THAT COME TO SEE YOU:) YOU ARE SUCH A SWEET LOOKING LITTLE GIRL. KATIA SENDS A BIG LADYBUG HELLO TO YOU:) LOVE, TRACY  (AML Relapsed August 2003-BMT February 2004) TRACY AND KATIA <TMSOL87@AOL.COM> - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 8:49 AM CST Aaron, Jacqui, and princess Katja, What wonderful news that she is unhooked and free to play and dance and be a little girl again. We were in Florida for a week-so I did not get to check the site. I am so happy for all of you!!! Jacqui-sorry to hear that you were sick. What a terrible thing to be sick when you are caring for Kat. So glad you are better. I hope you have a wonderful Easter there- i would think they do something special there at the RMDH. Good things are coming for you I can feel it!!!! I know you are enjoying this time and I hope to read about more good stuff soon! Love and lots of prayers, Shari Shari, Joe, Kaitie, Jordan Gohman <www.gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, MN - Monday, March 29, 2004 10:30 PM CST How happy you all must be to be out and home again. The pictures are so precious and show's what a strong little girl Katja is, not to say how darling also. We continue to pray for your health. Love, Dell Marie and Sam Lamb Dell Marie and Sam Lamb <tonto@cloudnet.com> Rice, MN USA - Monday, March 29, 2004 9:54 PM CST Hello Sweetie, Hope that you are having a wonderful evening?????? Sending lot's of prayer's your way. +++++++++++++++++++++++ We have a little friend that is at the RMDH, maybe you know him, Mathew Odette. Love,LaKota, and her mom,Debbie God be with you. ~*~ LaKota~*~ God's Wings An article in National Geographic several years ago provided a penetrating picture of God's wings. After a forest fire in Yellowstone National Park , forest rangers began their trek up a mountain to assess the inferno's damage. One ranger found a bird literally petrified in ashes, perched statuesquely on the ground at the base of a tree. Somewhat sickened by the eerie sight, he knocked over the bird with a stick. When he gently struck it, three tiny chicks scurried from under their dead mother's wings. The loving mother, keenly aware of impending disaster, had carried her offspring to the base of the tree and had gathered them under her wings, instinctively knowing that the toxic smoke would rise. She could have flown to safety but had refused to abandon her babies. When the blaze had arrived and the heat had scorched her small body, the mother had remained steadfast. Because she had been willing to die, those under the cover of her wings would live. "He will cover you with his feathers, and under his wings you will find refuge." (Psalm 91:4). Being loved this much should make a difference in your life. Remember the One who loves you and then be different because of it. Please pass this on to others you care about and don't drive faster than your Guardian Angel can fly. May Jesus be the Lord of your heart and mine! http://www.carinbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <sdl@astound.net> St.Cloud, MN - Monday, March 29, 2004 6:58 PM CST Hey girl! Are you tearing up the halls of the RMH!!! I am so excited! Can't wait to see those new pictures of you dancing all over! Stay strong and don't over do it! Sending you, hugs, love, and prayers always! Jennifer Hines <joverby45@Yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, MN - Monday, March 29, 2004 2:37 PM CST Out of the hospital. Wonderful! SO happy you are on your way. We haven't forgotten you and keep you in our prayers. Much love, Liz Jacobs <wearejacobs6@aol.com> - Sunday, March 28, 2004 2:24 PM CST This is such exciting news.. and yes oh yes.. she is looking too good for the hospital.. You guys have an absolutely fantastic Easter! Pam <pterfehr@aol.com> - Sunday, March 28, 2004 1:35 PM CST What absolutely adorable pictures. You're a beautiful little girl, Katja! Sending love and many, many prayers... Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, FL - Sunday, March 28, 2004 7:51 AM CST Great news! Margaret Ciacciarelli <mmchick@comcast.net www.Mighty-Max.com> - Saturday, March 27, 2004 8:52 PM CST What wonderful news. I have been following Katja from Katia's site and praying for you through this tranpslant. I am so excited for you and how well Katja has done. My daughter, Leah, was dx with ALL in Nov. 2001 and relasped in May 2003. She had a BMT on Nov. 3, 2003 and came home 21 days later and now almost 5 months later is thriving and doing great. We praise God for His work in her life and the miracle we have been given. We will continue to pray for Katja's complete recovery and pray for her to remain cancer-free as we pray for our Leah. I know that once you've relpased that thought never really goes away. We know and trust that God's ways are perfect. Many blessings, www.caringbridge.org/va/leah Carrie Holdcraft <choldcraft@yahoo.com> Sterling, Va - Saturday, March 27, 2004 8:04 PM CST Congratulations!!! YOU GO GIRL!!! Best wishes & hope it's ALL GOOD from here!!! {{{Hugs}}} Chris A. Pittsburgh, PA - Saturday, March 27, 2004 6:02 PM CST Congratulations, Katja & family! I hadn't checked in to your website for a couple of weeks, but have thought of you daily. What a great morale booster to be busting out of there and settling into the RMDH. It looks like Spring in more ways than one! Continued best wishes and prayers coming your way. .......Randy Randy Arnold <rkarnold1@charter.net> St. Cloud, MN USA - Saturday, March 27, 2004 4:30 PM CST Aaron, Jacqui, Katja and Baby: Wow Wow Wow..........Way to go Miss Katja. You are one very amazing little girl. We are so happy for all of you. May your stay at the RMDH be wonderful and your recovery quick and complete. God has truly blessed us and we are all so very excited. Keep us updated and we will keep praying for a wonderful future for your very special family. Love you all, Aunt Darlene and Uncle Mel Darlene Hackett <melarryfarms@msn.com> Rice, Mn USA - Saturday, March 27, 2004 9:56 AM CST Congratulations on your escape!! I am so happy to see this happen but continue to pray that things will stay on the upward trend and this IS her cure! Always in my thoughts and prayers, Cassandra <cmraven@msn.com> Albuquerque, NM - Friday, March 26, 2004 11:37 PM CST Wait to go Katja, what an amazing girl you are!!!!! We will keep praying for great things ahead for you. Marna <marnafrick@yahoo.com www.caringbridge.org/nd/reesefrick> Watford City , ND - Friday, March 26, 2004 9:27 PM CST Hi Katja, I was so glad to here you were out of the hospital today. Praying everyday for you to get better and stronger everyday. Amy <jessibubba@comcast.net> Pittsburgh, PA - Friday, March 26, 2004 9:17 PM CST CONGRATULATIONS! All of Katja's fans are celebrating with you today! The spring chick has sprung! Beth Fenstad St. Cloud, - Friday, March 26, 2004 3:15 PM CST I'm so glad you're finally out of the hospital:) Katja is one strong fighter! Jacqui and Aaron you are both incredible parents and I'm so proud of all of you for staying strong and getting this far. Things will get more and more better each day going forward. I'm sure GOD has wonderful things planned for all of you including baby. Continue to keep us in touch! In my thoughts and prayers always ~ Dawn Soderberg <Dawn.soderberg@wellsfargo.com> Hudson, wi St. Croix - Friday, March 26, 2004 2:19 PM CST Way to go Katja!!!!!! Keep up the great work sweetie! Andrea Martini alexupdate.com <amartini@glencove.com> Gig Harbor, Wa - Friday, March 26, 2004 1:23 PM CST Great news! We rejoice and thank God with you! Evalie Nemeth <denemeth@msn.com> Rice, MN USA - Friday, March 26, 2004 12:27 AM CST Yippee!!!! Kat I am jumping for joy and have goose bumps all over! God has truly blessed you and your family! I am so thankful!!!! I am overjoyed I can hardly type! Enjoy your time at the RMH and I am sure you are ready to tear the place apart! Congratulations and God Bless!!1 Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, MN - Friday, March 26, 2004 11:19 AM CST Hey there guys! I am excited to here about when the bust out will be! Keep those counts a climbing kat! I bet it was all that bacon! You are an amazing gilr and God and really been watching over you and your family! I will continue to pray so very hard for you! Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, MN - Friday, March 26, 2004 6:58 AM CST What great news. I come from Katias page. I check in on you everday but don't always sign. You all are in my thoughts and prayers. Amy <jessibubba@comcast.net> Pittsburgh, PA - Friday, March 26, 2004 6:51 AM CST Hospital bust out? I hope so!!! :) Always in my thoughts and prayers, Cassandra <cmraven@msn.com> Albuquerque, NM - Thursday, March 25, 2004 11:38 PM CST Hello Sunshine, Stopping by to let you know that you are in our thought's and prayer's. "YAH" glad to hear the count's are starting to come up. Have a beautiful friday. Sending lot's of prayer's your way. +++++++++++++++++++++ Love LaKota and her mom,Debbie God be with you. ~*~ LaKota~*~ "The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand, nor the kindly smile, nor the joy of companionship; it is the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when he discovers that someone else believes in him and is willing to trust him with his friendship." - Ralph Waldo Emerson http://www.carinbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <sdl@astound.net> St.Cloud, MN - Thursday, March 25, 2004 9:18 PM CST Hey little girl, you are amazing !!!!!!! Keep like that and pretty soon you will going HOME not only Ronald Mcdonald´s house. Hugs and kisses from Brazil. rose <rosecb@ipav.com.br> - Thursday, March 25, 2004 2:05 PM CST OH MY GOSH!!! THE LORD HAS ANSWERED ALL OUR PRAYERS!!! YEAH!! ROnald McDonald HOUSE HERE WE COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Kat I am so proud of you! You are just so amzing! I kept the faith and you have done so well! I will pray now for your road all the way home!!! Plus you have to prepare to be a big sister soon! That is a lot of work and you will need to start helping your mom get ready! Jennifer Hines <Joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rpaids, MN - Thursday, March 25, 2004 2:00 PM CST Dear Katja: I love you and am so happy. Some day soon I will come and play with you at the Ronald McDonald House. I am still at my grandma's house. The mama cat looks like she will have her babies any day now. I wonder if any of them will have funny tails like she does. Hope to see you real soon. Your Polly Pocket Friend, Abbie Abigail Psyck <melarryfarms@msn.com> Rice, Mn USA - Thursday, March 25, 2004 1:53 PM CST Yeah! Great News! I'm thrilled to hear that Katja's counts have taken a huge increase and that you will be out of the hospital very soon. I'm sure you all can't wait to get out of there. I look forward to hearing more good news going forward. Take Care Dawn soderberg <Dawn.soderberg@wellsfargo.com> Hudson, WI St. Croix - Thursday, March 25, 2004 11:22 AM CST Aaron, Jacqui and Katja, What great news for all of you! We have been waiting for the time when the ANC would start climbing. I hope everything is going great today and the plans are starting to bust out of the hospital. I look forward to playing at Ronald McDonald House again. Maybe we can even get the juke box fixed and dance in the pool room. Let me know if I need to deliver more bacon. Love you all, Grammy Diane <dsufka@hotmail.com> Sartell, MN USA - Thursday, March 25, 2004 7:45 AM CST What amazing news! God works in amazing ways and all of our prayers have been answered! Thank you Lord! I am so happy I have the goose bumps all over when I read your good news! I will pray that those counts continue to go up so that you "Bust out" happens this weekend! I will ask the Lord tocontinue to bless you and your family! Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, MN USA - Thursday, March 25, 2004 6:42 AM CST Dear Aaron,Jacqui, Katja and Baby Boy: What absolutely great news. Way to go Kat. Abbie jumped for joy when she heard you soon will be at the Ronald McDonald House. She remembers visiting and playing with you there. God is great and we will continue to pray for more miracles along your path ahead. Glad you are feeling better Jacqui. You sure didn't need to go through what you did. You are all so brave. . . . . . . . . . Love and prayers to all of you. We will anxiously await each update from the website or Grammy Diane. Love Aunt Darlene and Uncle Mel Mel and Darlene Hackett <melarryfarms@msn.com> Rice, Mn USA - Thursday, March 25, 2004 6:36 AM CST That is why the news copter was flying by today. hahaha If you would like we can give you a ride tomorrow ... hahha If you beat us out I will just die of laughter. IT is so fun getting to know you and we look forward to the wings. YOur new and goofy friends odettes jtmmbc <jlodette@stcoudstate.edu> - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 11:23 PM CST one word - YIPPEE!!!!!!! Love you all Margaret <h2ojems@hotmail.com> Sauk Rapids, MN - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 11:03 PM CST Wow! Nice counts! Keep em up so you can get out of there :) Always in my thoughts and prayers, Cassandra <cmraven@msn.com> Albuquerque, NM - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 10:56 PM CST I have never signed your guestbook, however, I look for your update regularly. I have you on my "favorites" on the computer and pray for you always. You are soooooo adorable Katja. I can not tell you how very happy I am that you might get to go to the RM room. Way to go babe!!!! :0) You'r dad is right..... GOD IS GREAT!!!!! Tonya Cotton <Avery091@aol.com> Clearwater, Fl - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 8:55 PM CST Well, what wonderful new's. It is so wonderful to hear that our pray's are being answered yet again!!!! So are we supposed to be watching the news for escapies this weekend? Anyway, we are just so happy to have things go in your favor and staying that way!! Again all of our prayers are with you. Love you all. Paul, Jenny, Lydia and Alayna. Paul,Jenny,Lydia and Alayna <nsassy945@astound.net> SAUK RAPIDS, MN USA - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 8:30 PM CST What a beautiful picture!!! I'm glad to hear 100% donor. That's a GREAT feeling. Susan www.caringbridge.org/ia/jordangrosclaude Susan Grosclaude <grosclaude@msn.com> Marion, Ia USA - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 1:05 PM CST I couldn't be any happier to hear that the donor's cells are at 100% - all the prayers are working! Now we have to all continue to pray that Katja's ANC will increase and stay at at least 500 so she can get out of the hospital and into the Ronald McDonald House. As always, I will continue to pray that this will happen soon! Katja, Jacqui and Aaron you are all in my thoughts and prayers. Dawn soderberg <Dawn.soderberg@wellsfargo.com> Hudson, WI St. Croix - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 10:49 AM CST Dear Katja, mom and dad, I am so happy to hear that the donor's bone marrow has taken over 100%, that's wonderful news. Now if we can keep you supplied in bacon so that you can build up your little body, we'll be half way home. I can't believe you have already gone through the 60 pieces of bacon I bought the other day and have almost eaten up the 60 pieces your great aunt bought. I am so glad they have the already ('almost') cooked variety at Sam's Club, and that we can just zap it in the microwave oven at the hosp. What a God send, otherwise we'd have a problem, since that's all you want to eat now. I know that you all are getting very bored with the hosp. and are anxious to get to the RMcD house. I am praying that all the other health issues will work out for Katja, and that you will soon be released from the hospital. Things are definitely looking up these days. Love and kisses, Grammy Darlene St. Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 8:35 AM CST Not so sure what that means about the cellularity, but congratulations anyway! Always in my thoughts and prayers :) Cassandra <cmraven@msn.com> Albuquerque, NM - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 0:37 AM CST may the lord bless you and keep you may there be some hopeful days to to remove the pain of the dark ones ray gregoire <rgregoirejr@hotmail.com> so haven, mn - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 11:26 PM CST And eating bacon, hehheehehe Tom was going to pick you up a pound or two from the meat market, I laughed and said ... and where is she going to fry that? heheheh your waiting 2 neighbors mathew and mom caringbridge.com/mn/mathewodette <jlodette@stcloudstate.edu> - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 8:45 PM CST Hi! I finally got your Caringbridge address back on my list of favorites, and checked out the recent pictures--and what wonderful pictures they are. I passed the address on to our prayer partners at church so they can get updates whenever they want. I'm very thankful that you are all holding your own. Do you think Katja would think the bacon from Thielen's Meat Market in Pierz is as superior to all other brands as we do?? Just wanted to say "Hi" and let you know that you are often in our thoughts and prayers. Hope you can break out of the hospital room soon!! Evalie Nemeth <denemeth@msn.com> Rice, MN USA - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 5:12 PM CST Hi Sufka Family!! Jacqui, We are very happy to hear that you are feeling better. Hopefully the hospital food service will be more careful so nobody else gets sick! That's awful! We will pray for Katja's ANC to rise so that you can get out of there very soon!! Give her a big hug for us! All of you take care! Love, Shelly, Jim, and girls Shelly Illies <isillies@charter.net> Sartell, MN usa - Monday, March 22, 2004 8:27 PM CST Praying that things are still on the upswing and that baby and mom are doing well, too. Blessings, Barb Condecon Found your site through Katia Solomon Barb Condecon <cowmum2003iowa@aol.com> Council Bluffs, IA USA - Monday, March 22, 2004 7:19 PM CST Praying for more good news and a higher ANC. Cirque du soleil is always a good option for babies, ahaha. Many hugs from Brazil. rose <rosecb@ipav.com.br> - Monday, March 22, 2004 8:43 AM CST Kat you are such a fighter! I am so happy to hear that your counts are wonderful and they are talking about sending you home! What great news! Sounds like your baby brother is keeping your mom awake with all those backflips! We all can not wait for the day that he comes into the world! I am praying for you every single day Kat! Every single day! Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, MN USA - Monday, March 22, 2004 7:11 AM CST Nice to hear good news for a change that little girls a real fighter ! hope to hear more good news soon thanks Rod ZZZ Rod <rjmazpaz@cs.com> - Saturday, March 20, 2004 1:46 PM CST Hi Katja, Great news today!!! I am so glad you getting out of the hospital soon. Keep up the good work! I check the journal entries every day to see how you are doing. Tell Grammy Darlene hi for me. Karen J Karen Johnson <kjinstitches@yahoo.com> Duluth, MN - Friday, March 19, 2004 5:39 PM CST Hi CUITE ~ Just wanted to stop by and let you know that I am thinking about you... We are leaving for vacation in the morning early, but I will check on you when I get back in 2 weeks ok... I will send you a special suprise when I get back, Lots of love & hugs from Southern MN XOXOXOXOXOXO Angel Sheryl Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com> Winnebago, Mn - Friday, March 19, 2004 3:15 PM CST Hi, Glad to hear you are closer to getting home. I found you through Katias site. Just wanted you to know you all are in my prayers. Amy <jessibubba@comcast.net> Pitssburgh, PA - Friday, March 19, 2004 2:48 PM CST Hi there. Cycolsporine is also the worst tasting stuff and we switched to Tacrolimus because it was available in a capsule that we could sprinkle into sherbert. Does CSA come in pill form that you could do that? We were never allowed to take CSA because it COULD stimulate Jordan's cancer. We try to get everything in pill form to crush and Ben and Jerry's Chunky Munky has also worked well in the past. Good luck, I dislike oral meds very much, it's such a challenge. Susan www.caringbridge.org/ia/jordangrosclaude Susan Grosclaude <grosclaude@msn.com> Marion, Ia USA - Friday, March 19, 2004 2:24 PM CST Kat! Wow I hadn't check out your photos in a while and I love seeing that beautiful smile on your face! You are an angel! Well I hope you had a wonderful night! I am pryaing so very hard for you!!! You are one strong fighting girl! Kepp up the good work! Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, MN USA - Friday, March 19, 2004 6:59 AM CST YAHOO! But won't you miss the Zamboni nights?! I think I know the answer to that! Give Katja a big smooch from the girls. We'll see you after our trip! Love and miss you all! Jenni Gazdzik St. Cloud, Mn - Thursday, March 18, 2004 11:13 PM CST Thank God!! What a relief!! We are truely greatful to hear your news!! We will keep our prayers daily! Love Always, The Nemeth's Paul,Jenny,Lydia and Alayna <nsassy945@astound.net> SAUK RAPIDS, MN USA - Thursday, March 18, 2004 8:04 PM CST Yeah 500!!!!!! The ball is rolling!! I'm so happy for you guys and so amazed at you katja!! What a trooper you are to come through again with flying colors. Well, keep up the good work and I'm gonna check into bacon stock!!!!!!! Take care and lots of hugs and prayers! Love, Shari Shari, Joe, Kaitie, Jordan Gohman <www.gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, - Thursday, March 18, 2004 7:48 PM CST hi bacon lady keep up the good eating honey. We in 213 are very proud of you. Mathew and mom caringbridge.com/mn/mathewodette <jlodette@stcloudstate.edu> - Thursday, March 18, 2004 5:59 PM CST So Happy to see the great journal entry! Yippee!!!! Homward bound! You Rock Katja! You go Girl! God Is really behind you and will help you stay strong! I am so excited I am jumping for joy! Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, MN - Thursday, March 18, 2004 4:09 PM CST I'm so happy to hear the fantastic news! You'll be out of the hospital before you know it. I will pray that everything will continue to move forward like it has been for Katja. As always thinking and praying for all of you. Take Care ~ Dawn soderberg <Dawn.soderberg@wellsfargo.com> Hudson, w St. Croix - Thursday, March 18, 2004 3:19 PM CST Very excited to hear about Katja's counts!! Can't wait till you get to go home!! Laurie Randel Morgan's Page <laurie.randel@randelfamily.com> Austin, TX - Thursday, March 18, 2004 3:10 PM CST That is awesome!!!! Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com> - Thursday, March 18, 2004 2:56 PM CST Great news! I remember waiting and waiting and waiting for the WBC and ANC to increase, just a little. When it finally happens it's such a great feeling. It's like a huge weight is lifted off your shoulders. We will continue to pray. I certainly believe in the power of prayer Sandy Jergens <sandyjerg@aol.com www.caringbridge.com/mn/masonjergens> Delano, MN - Thursday, March 18, 2004 11:11 AM CST Hello Beautiful ladie'S Stopping by to let you know that you are in our thought's and prayer's. I love that picture of Katjas, on the front page...."So beautiful" Sending lot's of prayer's your way.++++++++++++++++++++++++ It's was snowing here.....UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank Goodness the sun is out now......................"YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love,LaKota and her mom,Debbie. Have a wonderful day. God be with you. ~*~ LaKota's Page ~*~ http://www.carinbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <sdl@astound.net> St.Cloud, MN - Thursday, March 18, 2004 9:19 AM CST Kat! Oh no! I can't beleive you ran out of bacon! I am sure it will be refilled much sooner than later! I am praying for your coutns to go up and praying for a check out so that you can go to the Ronald McDonald house! Always in my thoguths and prayers! Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, MN USA - Thursday, March 18, 2004 7:14 AM CST OH! Just mentioning that Zamboni word brings back horrer thoughts of 11:00 pm. Is there any other way they could clean the floors of a PEDIATRIC floor than that thing coming around right when everyone has finally fallen asleep?! You guys hang in there. We are so very glad that Katya is well and eating bacon. I love it myself! Much love, Liz Jacobs <wearejacobs6@aol.com> - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 3:03 PM CST Jacqui, Aaron and Katja, i have been keeping up on your progress and I am so thankful things are going good. We keep you in our prayers. it is now spring here in Or. Lots of colorful blooms! It makes the rain of the past few months not seem so bad. Suffering through hard times whether it is rain or cancer can certainly make you savor the good times can't it? Remember that verse from Psalms? - Sorrow may endure for a night, BUT JOY COMMETH IN THE MORNING!! We love you - hang in there with the bacon, zamboni and all. Love, karla karla borchardt <Rborchard@qwest.com> Salem, OR USA - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 1:51 PM CST Dear Aaron, Jacqui and Katja: Oh how I wish we could see all that twirling and dancing going on in your room. It certainly would be a sight for all of us to behold. Wow, keep it up girl with all the bacon and chicken. I get hungry just reading your entries. Jacqui, we're praying you are doing well and taking special care of yourself. Please let us know if you need anything at all. Lots of love is being sent your way and we hope those counts just continue to go up so you can be on your way to the Ronald McDonald House. Hang in there, you are loved and we're waiting for God to finish the miracle he's started in healing our precious little Katja. Love you all Aunt Darlene and Uncle Mel Darlene Hackett <melarry farms@msn.com> Rice, Mn USA - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 11:17 AM CST Hi Katja, Jaqui and Aaron! It was so good to hear a first hand report from Lisa about how well you are playing. You are all in our prayers for those increasing WBC and your next leg of the journey at RMDH. Jesus is present with you and with all of your neighbors. We know you are all in His care. Thank you for seeing the miracles in each day. Live in the moment! We cannot wait to see you all again! Jaqui, I hear you are looking "adorable"- take care! Teri , Rick and Maryn Bierman <rtmbierman@astound.net> Sartell , MN USA - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 10:26 AM CST Katja! So glad to here that your counts are rising! I have been praying so hard for you while I have been out of town! Dancing and Twirling seems like the right medicine to me! Kepp up the good work girl! You are such a fighter! I am praying for you always~ Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, MN usa - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 7:27 AM CST Wow - keep eating like that and your mommy will have to hire a chef du cuisine for you !!!! Well you deserve the best, so why not ??? Lots of kisses from Brazil. rose <rosecb@ipav.com.br> - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 1:24 PM CST I'm glad to hear that Katja's counts are going up and that she is eating much better - WOW 16 pieces of bacon for such a little girl that is truly amazing (I love hearing these types of things)! Keep up the great work of eating lots of protein this will give you more strength and help you get better quicker. Sending you lots of hugs and kisses your way. Dawn soderberg <Dawn.soderberg@wellsfargo.com> Hudson, W St. Croix - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 11:26 AM CST Were glad to hear your counts are up. You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers. Hang in there! Dan, Karen, Aleck and Madison Kirscher <kkirsche@gw.stcdio.org> St. Cloud, MN - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 7:58 AM CST Dr. Atkins would be proud. Keep up the great job of eating and getting better. We love you and miss you. Margaret <h2ojems@hotmail.com> Sauk Rapids, MN - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 5:56 AM CST Katja looks great and the protein simply indicates that she is a true Central MN girl- helping out the farmers no doubt. I am impressed with her strength, her continued progress, and all of your positive attitudes. Like you noted, there are many tragedies and miracles occuring every day- you are seeing them first hand and many of us are following Katja's miracle through you. Thanks for sharing and know that you are kept in prayers. Beth Fenstad - Monday, March 15, 2004 7:50 PM CST Hi I found you through Katias site. Praying all continues to go well. Katja keep up the good work. Amy <jessibubba@comcast.net> Pittsburgh , PA - Monday, March 15, 2004 6:38 PM CST Hi Katja and Mom, It was such a great weekend. It was wonderful to have Katja unhooked for a few hours on Saturday and Sunday. She enjoys being free so much. Decorating cookies was great fun on Friday - Katja could not wait for Aunt Kris to get to the hospital so had to decorate some of the cookies early in the day. Kris enjoyed helping later in the evening. Katja did a great job of eating this weekend - she was really into protein for sure. Playing Pollys was so much fun and hearing Katja's great imagination work through those little people is always a treat. We also had a wonderful nurse who found a web site to get us all the names of animals, the name of their young and the name of their groups - we had a great time reading them and laughing at some of them especially the mosquito having a baby called "tumbler or wriggler" - that made us laugh a lot. I hope the week is super and the white count really starts to climb. Call if you need anything. I will miss seeing you but look forward to the end of the week visit again. Love, Grammy Diane <dsufka@hotmail.com> St. Cloud, MN - Monday, March 15, 2004 8:49 AM CST Congratulations for the good numbers, Katja. We all love you and are praying for your fast recovery. Many hugs from Brazil. rose <rosecb@ipav.com.br> - Monday, March 15, 2004 8:45 AM CST Katja keep up the good work.Jacquie & Aaron I know this is a great struggle, keep up the prayers and the good attitude, Our thoughts and prayers are with you all. Love Rod and Jeannie Rod & Jeannie Zank <rjmazpaz@cs.com> Burnsville, MN Daokata - Monday, March 15, 2004 8:33 AM CST Katja, you look SO GOOD!!!!! Keep up the good work! Andrea Martini alexupdate.com <amartini@glencove.com> Gig Harbor, Wa - Sunday, March 14, 2004 4:59 PM CST Katja, Helo Sunshine! I am so glad to hear that things are getting a bit easier for you and that the Ronald McDonald House seems to be getting closer in your future. I look at your website often and love all of the beautiful pictures of you. You certainly are a beautiful and special little girl, you have so many people who love you and can't wait to see your pretty little smile in person. I can't wait myself for you to get better so that we can play again the next time the Nemeth's get together! All I have to say is that you better bring your Polly's!!! Hope you have a good night and things continue to get better for you. You are always in my prayers. Sending lots of love your way. Nicole Nemeth <nnemeth@css.edu> Duluth, MN US - Saturday, March 13, 2004 10:37 PM CST Hi Katja, We are so glad to read that your counts keep getting better and better. Stephanie and RachelJoy <sstrom@quik.com> - Friday, March 12, 2004 1:21 PM CST I'm so glad to hear that Katja's counts are increasing. Stay strong, things will get better. Thinking and praying for you always! Dawn soderberg <Dawn.soderberg@wellsfargo.com> Hudson, WI St. Croix - Friday, March 12, 2004 7:37 AM CST Katja! I am glad to see that your counts went up. It must be all these prayers we are sending your way!!! Keep up the good work! Have a wonderful weekend! I hope allis well when I am able to check in again on Tuesday! Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, MN usa - Friday, March 12, 2004 7:03 AM CST Katja Well it was so nice to finally meet you in person. YOu are such a beautiful little girl. I must say you and Mathew would get along very well with you taste in cartoons. hehhe I will visit more often now that I do not care about the rules around this place. YOu keep growing them cells and I will yell at Mathews cells and we will all get to the RMDH and play! Mathew and MOM caringbridge.com/mn/mathewodette <jlodette@stcloudstate.edu> - Thursday, March 11, 2004 3:31 PM CST Katja! I am continueing to Pray for you and your family! Keep eating as much as you can so that you can gain weight! You are a strong girl and I know you will get through this! Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, MN usa - Thursday, March 11, 2004 6:20 AM CST Dear Aaron, Jacqui, Katja and Baby: We read your entry today and are so happy that the initial news is good . . . . We will keep praying that God will continue to work his miracles for all of you. . . . you are all so deserving. Keep your positive attitudes up. Your website is so special and we thank you for working so hard to keeping us all informed so we know how to pray. Love all of you so very much. Mel and Darlene Hackett <melarryfarms@msn.com> Rice, Mn usa - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 5:38 PM CST The frosting off a brownie has always been my favorite. Mixed with hot chocolate, you've got the best treat ever. Thank you for keeping us informed of all the progress no matter how slow it seems. We continue to pray for all of you. Margaret <h2ojems@hotmail.com> Sauk Rapids, MN - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 12:14 AM CST I'm glad to hear the good news! I pray that it will be downhill from here and that Katja will soon be out of the hospital and well on her way to a full recovery. My thoughts and prayers continue to be with Katja and your family. Dawn Soderberg <Dawn.soderberg@wellsfargo.com> Hudson, WI St. Croix - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 11:29 AM CST Hi Sufkas!! Sounds like things are going well- not as quick as last time but I think that means this time it will stick. It must be exhausting for you though being stuck in a room trying to keep yourselves occupied. What a trooper she is. I hope the bike gives her something new to do. How are things with baby? I hope great. Does Kat touch your tummy all the time and talk to her brother? I bet she's got the name picked out---I'm so excited for your wonderful family. Good things are ahead. Lots of love and prayers-Shari Shari, Joe, Kaitie, Jordan Gohman <www.gohman4@juno.com> - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 8:58 PM CST Thinking of you guys and I some glad to hear all the good news! i hope that tommorrow bring you more good news. I AM always thinkging and praying for you! Jenniver Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, mn - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 8:37 PM CST God's plan must surely be to make this transplant the best, so He's taking his time and making it work. Hang in there. As I read the postings each day I am amazed by the strength and love you have as a family. God Bless you all. Margaret <h2ojems@hotmail.com> Sauk Rapids, MN - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 6:42 AM CST Thinking about you guys. I know the waiting is so hard. Don't forget to get on that bike yourselves. That is definately something I would love to have had with Ryan. GO, GO, GO!! Much love, Liz Jacbos <wearejacobs6@aol.com> - Monday, March 8, 2004 1:43 PM CST We think of you all every day and you are included in my prayers and at church, where many prayers are coming your way. Hang in there. Love Jeannie & Rod Jeannnie & Rod Zank <rjmazpaz@cs.com> Burnsville, MN Dakota - Monday, March 8, 2004 12:51 AM CST Just want you all to know we are praying and thinking of you every day. Katja - great to hear you have an appetite. We will pray specifically for the WBC to increase. Hang in there!!! God bless you!!!!! Sandy Jergens <sandyjerg@aol.com www.caringbridge.com/mn/masonjergens> Delano, MN - Monday, March 8, 2004 10:40 AM CST Katja- you are still in our prayers, little princess!!! We will continue to pray for your counts to increase and for food to taste yummy again! God's peace to you all! Teri , Rick and Maryn Bierman <rtmbierman@astound.net> Sartell , MN 56377 - Monday, March 8, 2004 8:55 AM CST Kat, I am continueing to pray for you and your family. I am asking God everyday that your white count makes a slow ans steady rise. I know we all wish it would rise faster but God does know what is best and wants you to take it easy and be in the safe arms of the doctors and nurses that he has sent to heal you. Always thinking you... Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, MN USA - Monday, March 8, 2004 6:23 AM CST Hello Katja and family, We have been very happy to see that our prayers are being answered, very SLOWLY but answered!! Every day we are checking the site for good news and new pictures!! The girls won't go to bed before knowing what it is exactly they need to be praying for!! We are hoping to get there to see you guy's as you are able to have visitors again !! We have just been so apprehensive with all the cold and flu stuff going on. But... we have waited long enough and the time is never going to be perfect. So, please let us know when it is ok for a visit!!!!! We love you all. God bless and we will continue our prayers each and every day !!! Love Alway's, Paul, Jenny, Lydia and Alayna Jennifer,Paul,Lydia and Alayna Nemeth <nsassy945@astound.net> SAUK RAPIDS, MN USA - Sunday, March 7, 2004 7:06 PM CST Aaron, Jacqui, & Katja, It's wonderful to read that things are going in the right direction! Keep it up because Jack wants to meet the girl he keeps seeing on our computer - he says she looks "so nice". We're keeping you in our prayers. Ed, Kori, Katie, Jack, & Ben Ed & Kori Sanders <buud@hutchtel.net> Hutchinson, MN - Sunday, March 7, 2004 3:11 PM CST Hi Katja, I've been reading your site for a while. When I was a little girl, the only way I would drink milk was with a coffe syrup added. When we moved from up North to the South, I really missed my coffee milk (they don't sell that product down here). I am glad you are doing well, it will be great when you are able to go home. ((hugs)) Debbie Eubanks <aupetptc@aol.com> Peachtree City, GA - Sunday, March 7, 2004 10:56 AM CST So glad to hear that you have abump in your White count! You keep up all the good work! Thinking and praying for you everyday! Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, USA - Sunday, March 7, 2004 10:28 AM CST Dear Aaron, Jacqui and Katja: What a beautiful new photo of you and Mommy. So nice to see your lovely smiles. Thursday Abbie and Alyssa were with us and out of the blue Abbie asked,"when can we go and see Katja?" We stopped right then and there and prayed together that your white counts will start to climb with great leaps and bounds so we can come for a "Polly Pocket Playday" very, very soon. We love you all so very much and pray that God will continue to give you the strength you all need for the challenges of each new day. You are one very special family. . . . . . We pray you'll soon be at the Ronald McDonald House. Love and kisses Aunt Darlene and Uncle Mel Mel and Darlene Hackett <melarryfarms@msn.com> Rice , Mn USA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 11:45 PM CST Wow! I have been reading your page for a couple months and never knew that there was a baby brother in the future! Congratulations! All the more reason to get those counts up and get out of the hospital :) Always in my thoughts and prayers, Cassandra <cmraven@msn.com> Albuquerque, NM - Saturday, March 6, 2004 11:28 PM CST Katja ~ What a beautiful picture of you and mom. You are becoming such a young lady and as always adorable! I'm glad to hear that everything is going well. I pray that you will feel more up to eating food real soon and that your white cells will continue to increase. I will also pray that we will hear nothing but positive results from the biopsy on Tuesday. Continue to hang in there and you will be able to leave the hospital soon. As always you,your mom and dad are in my thoughts and prayers. Love Always ~ Dawn Soderberg <Dawn.Soderberg@wellsfargo,com> Hudson, WI St. Croix - Saturday, March 6, 2004 11:23 PM CST Hi Jacqui, Aaron, & Katja. I hope you were able to find a little beauty in the snowfall yesterday. I suppose it would be just as likely that looking out the window makes staying in that hospital room another day that much harder! What a test of patience, waiting for those white counts to start that steady climb upward, along with those platelets. I pray that the rebound you are looking for is just around the corner, and that you will soon be able to return to the Ronald McDonald House. Just across Ontario Street from the Ronald McDonald House is the apartment where Kathy and I stayed for our three-month "vacation" two summers ago, while I was finishing my stem cell transplant procedures. It was a good place to us in retrospect, but I won't want to be returning there again! I know you understand that!! Best of luck; not a day goes by without Katja crawling into our thoughts and prayers. .......Randy Randy Arnold <rkarnold1@charter.net> St. Cloud, MN USA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 8:22 PM CST Dear Katja, I hope you have a nice day. Would you like to be my pen pal? I am four years old like you. I like sunflowers. I am sitting next to a fire right now and it's giving me warm. I hope you're sitting next to a fire right now. Goodbye....but I really don't know you for sure. I'm friends with your Auntie Tracy. Noah Noah Zarn <tzank@umn.ed> Park Ridge, IL USA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 6:31 PM CST Katja, Jacqui and Aaron - It is good to hear things are continuing to improve, even if they are moving slower than anticipated. We think and pray for you all often. May God bless you all today! Love - Kim Kim Nelson Stillwater, MN USA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 11:07 AM CST Dear Katja, It was so great to see you doing so well on Thursday. It was so great to hear your comment, " I love you gramma", and when I said "I love you too, you're the best!" you said "No, I'm not the best kid gramma" and I said, "Oh yes you are, because every gramma thinks that they have the best grandchildren, and to me you are the best." With that there was no more discussion, you just accepted it. But for you to even say that shows that you are always thinking of someone else and not just of yourself. Anyway, I wanted to say how much fun I had spending the afternoon with you and all the other days we've spent. We will have to have another game of Go Fish soon. Maybe you'll let me win one game! It was so nice of Pastor Larry have a communion ceremony in your room for us all, and to have the special prayers. Love, Grammy Darlene Darlene Z St. Paul, MN USA - Friday, March 5, 2004 9:51 PM CST Hi there cutie... Just stopping by to let you know that I am thinking about you... I will continue the prayers for you! Hugs from Southern Minnesota Angel Sheryl Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com> Winnebago, Mn - Friday, March 5, 2004 5:31 PM CST Dear Sufka's We are happy to hear things are continuing to go well. We are praying that it continue. Hope the counts go up so you can roam the halls soon! Love, karla Karla Borchardt <Rborchardt@Qwest .net> Salem, OR USA - Friday, March 5, 2004 5:14 PM CST Katja, Aaron and Jacqui, You all continue to be in my thoughts and prayers several times throughout each day. I'm praying for a fast recovery. I can't wait to get you and Madelyn together for a playdate sometime soon. Take care and God Bless ~ Dawn Soderberg <Dawn.soderberg@wellsfargo.com> Hudson, WI S - Thursday, March 4, 2004 1:02 PM CST Praying daily (actually several times a day ;o))for Katja's white counts to return and for her to remain free of infection!! Praying for complete engraftment and total health for your beautiful, precious baby! Laurie Randel Morgan's Page <laurie.randel@randelfamily.com> Austin, TX - Thursday, March 4, 2004 8:05 AM CST Katja! I am so glad to hear of all your improvements! You will be running the halls in not time their princess! Stay strong and I can't wait to see your new artwork! My love and prayers always! Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, MN USA - Thursday, March 4, 2004 7:09 AM CST Hi there Katja~ I got your web link from Miss Madelyn's page... What a cutie you are... I love the picture on the front page, it reminds me of my little princess Abby, she is in Houston Texas right now fighting for her life...feel free to stop by her guest book and say hi~ www.caringbridge.org/va/abbyallies I hope you keep up the appetite and keep getting better and better every day... I will add you to my prayer list... Be back soon~ Lots of hugs from Southern Minnesota Angel Sheryl Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com> Winnebago, Mn - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 4:58 PM CST Hey all just a short note to say you are in my thoughts and prayers. Katja, Fruity Pebbles one of my favorites!! I don't write often but I do check this site daily. Take care of yourselves God Bless. Annie Annie Oikari <mnpackerfan65@yahoo.com> Sauk Rapids, - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 12:03 AM CST Hello Sunshine, Sending lot's of prayer's your way.+++++++++++++++++++++ Thank you so much for your prayer's for LaKota, They mean so much to us. Thank you for your friendship. God be with you. Love,LaKota and her mom,Debbie ~*~ LaKota's Page ~*~ "When it hurts to look back and your scared to look ahead you can look beside you and your friend's will be there." http://www.carinbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <sdl@astound.net> St. Cloud, MN - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 0:33 AM CST Katja, I am so pleased to see that you ate Fruity Pebbles! How great is that! I am praying so very hard for you and that your cells begin to grow grow GROW!! God is AWESOME and I am sure he will be bihind you and your continued journey! I asked him everyday to be with you and your parents and that new little brother who is on the way! I ask that he be with you to give your strenthg and courage in your hardest hours, and most of all that he lay his healing hands upon you so that you can go home! I think of you every day Miss Katja! You are a very special little girl! In Gods Loving Hands, Jennifer Hines (Ally my Dog is here too sniffy the keyboard) <Joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, MN USA - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 8:50 PM CST Aaron, Jacqui and Katja, I just wanted you all to know that we are keeping you all very close to our thoughts and prayers. I got a big smile on my face when I read that Katja ate some Fruity Pebbles! (Yummy!!) I hope her appetite keeps increasing........along with her counts!! Sending Katja great big hugs!!! Bob, Connie, Allie and Madelyn (www.caringbridge.org/mn/missmadelyn) <Roco595@aol.com> St. Cloud, MN - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 6:33 PM CST Katjas, you have to get your mom out running, she was scared to race Mathew this morning. hehehehe Hope soon you can race Mathew that would be way more fun. haha mathew and mom caringbridge.com/mn/mathewodette <jlodette@stcloudstate.edu> - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 3:58 PM CST Katja and Jacqui, We pray that today is going much better for you and that Katja's white cell counts are on the rise. We hope you are able to get to the Ronald McDonald House very soon!! It is truly amazing that she is putting together 100 piece puzzles. Wow!! She's such a smart and talented little girl! All of you take care!! Lots of Love and Prayers!! Shelly, Jim, and girls Shelly Illies <isillies@charter.net> Sartell, MN usa - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 1:47 PM CST Katja and Jac, So sorry to hear that things kind of fell apart yesterday. I pray they are going better today. We had so much fun this weekend and Katja is quite the smart one when it comes to putting puzzles together. She really liked the Mulan 100 piece puzzle. I am so glad to hear that she is still trying to eat even if it is small bites. Let me know if there is anything I can bring for her. I look forward to seeing you both this weekend. Grammy Diane <dsufka@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 11:58 AM CST kat! Sounds like you are keeping the doctors busy! I love your new modeling pictures! They are absolutely wonderful! I am hoping and praying that you are feeling better enough to eat some food. Thinking of you always. Jennifer Hines <Joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, MN USA - Monday, March 1, 2004 8:34 PM CST Katja, you are an amazing kid... keep like, eating as much as possible and putting a big smile on your mommy´s face. All your fans are so proud of you. Lots of kisses from Brazil. rose <rosecb@ipav.com.br> - Monday, March 1, 2004 1:47 PM CST Hi Kat and family!! Sounds like everything is going good! I'll pray for white count to go up so you can go to the ronald mcdonald house. That would be such a nice change for all of you. Hope things keep going as well. Way to go Katja!!! You are an inspiration to us all! I hope food can taste good to you soon. Love, Shari Shari, Joe, Kaitie, Jordan Gohman <www.gohman4@juno.com> - Monday, March 1, 2004 8:23 AM CST WOW KATJA, YOU ARE A GENIUS!!! I AM SO GLAD YOUR BLOOD PRESSURE IS UNDER CONTROL. SOMEDAY WHEN YOU AND KATIA MEET, YOU WILL HAVE TO TEACH HER THIS PUZZLE THING. SHE WON'T DO MORE THAN THOSE BIG 6 PIECE PUZZLES. ALL IN DUE TIME I GUESS. YOU MUST HAVE A LOT MORE PATIENCE. WELL, WE ARE PRAYING FOR YOU. KATIA GRINS EVERYTIME SHE PRAYS FOR YOU BECAUSE YOU HAVE THE SAME NAMES. I GREW UP WITH ANOTHER TRACY AS MY BEST FRIEND. THEY CALLED US THE TRACIES:) I AM SO PLEASED FOR YOU AND YOUR COUNTS WILL START RISING! LOVE, TRACY AND KATIA ~~Katia's Story~~ (AML Relapsed August 2003-BMT February 2004) TRACY <TMSOL87@AOL.COM> - Sunday, February 29, 2004 2:20 PM CST Boy it sure sounds like you have had your ups and downs. We were gone for a while so I just caught up on the news. We continue to pray for a speedy recovery and hope things continue to improve. Let me know if there is anything I can do. Take care and God keep you in his prayers. Elaine and Ron Henkemeyer <palhenk@astound.net> Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Sunday, February 29, 2004 1:31 PM CST I'm so glad to hear the good news about Katja's blood pressure being stable and that her white blood counts have increased. Katja is definately an incredible little girl! As always, I will continue to keep all of you in my prayers. Dawn Soderberg <Dawn.soderberg@wellsfargo.com> Hudson, WI St Croix - Sunday, February 29, 2004 7:56 AM CST Thinking of you! Come on WBC! Laurie Randel Morgan's Page <laurie.randel@randelfamily.com> Austin, TX - Saturday, February 28, 2004 7:50 AM CST I'm go glad to hear that Katja is doing better and much more energized. WOW- a 100 piece puzzle at the age of 4, thats fantastic! I will continue to keep all of you in my prayers and pray that Katja's white counts increase. Dawn Soderberg <Dawn.soderberg@wellsfargo.com> Hudson, wi St. Croix - Friday, February 27, 2004 8:21 AM CST We'll be praying for increased WBC. Have a peaceful day! Hugs, prayers, and love to you all! Teri , Rick and Maryn Bierman <rtmbierman@astound.net> Sartell , MN 56377 - Friday, February 27, 2004 7:42 AM CST Katja you are so brave and strong for one so young. You and your parents have been through some difficult times. Our prayers and thoughts are with all of you. Dell Marie and Sam Dell Marie/Sam Lamb <tonto@cloudnet.com> Rice, MN USA - Thursday, February 26, 2004 3:54 PM CST Sending prayers your way today. Our daughter, Leah, 4 on Feb. 11, had a bone marrow transplant on Nov. 3, 2003. She has done great, but had some issues along the way, including high blood pressure for which she still takes norvasc. We will keep you all in our prayers for healing and strength. www.caringbridge.org/va/leah Carrie Holdcraft <choldcraft@yahoo.com> Sterling, Va - Thursday, February 26, 2004 10:35 AM CST I pop over to your page a lot during the day but I want to sign more often. I hope they will get this pressure steady. Katia is having the same issues. Hers raises when she has to take the medicine also so it almost doesn't make sense but... a lot of things don't make sense. Katja, stick your grounds on that room! I agree:) Love, Tracy ~~Katia's Story~~ (AML Relapsed August 2003-BMT February 2004) Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com> - Wednesday, February 25, 2004 10:07 AM CST Katja, You tell everyone that you are not leaving! You go girl! Way to take a firm stand at such a young age! LOL! I continue to pray for you and send you good wishes of strength and love. Don't forget to set outside today. Its going to be 40! The fresh air will be good! As always, Much Love & Prayers flying your way! Keep up the good work Kat! You are an awesome little girl! Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, mn USA - Wednesday, February 25, 2004 7:22 AM CST Hello Sufkas!! Sounds like things are going great! GOD IS GOOD!!! Hope she gets her appetite back soon. That would be so great if you beat the discharge record. I have such a good feeling about all of this. With all that she has overcome. I know Dad is helping up there-if you recall the .34 count that she went down to a while back before the bmt- ask Diane about 34!! Darlene got the shivers when I told her-- I know Diane will know about the 12:34 and all the 34's. I thought that was a definate sign and so did Darlene so then I don't feel like I'm reaching fo things that aren't there!! Anyway enough babbling about the sign. I'm just feeling such a presence over you that I know everything will come out good!! Lots of love-Shari Shari Gohman and Family <www.gohman4@juno.com> - Tuesday, February 24, 2004 8:11 PM CST Praying for Katja to continue to improve and feel great!! NO MORE CANCER!!! Hope is stronger than fear!! Laurie Randel Morgan's Page <laurie.randel@randelfamily.com> Austin, TX - Tuesday, February 24, 2004 9:46 AM CST Dear friends, I had surgery on my shoulder on Friday to repair a ton rotator cuff and tendon. While it is strenous and frustrating to have to type with one finger I am also thankful I can still check on all of you. I was nervous about the surgery but could feel the prayers of many of you and felt at peace as I went into surgery. Thank you for your prayers. The real point to my email is not my surgery. I swore during Jen's illness I would never take anything for granted but as life goes on it is easy to revert to old habits. I am facing several weeks of limited use of my left arm, but am thankful this will soon pass. There are many who face a lifetime of disability due to the ravages of these horrible diseases. My anxiety was nothing in comparison to the fear many of you face on a day to day basis. My heart goes out to you. HUG YOUR CHILD AND TELL THEM HOW SPECIAL THEY ARE. Remind them they touch our hearts and souls and set us on a straighter path. Lastly, our children are true heroes. They face pain, suffering and uncertainty with far more courage and strength than many of us possess. And certainly with more grace than I have. In many ways my surgery was a blessing. As I struggled with pain this weekend I thought of the pain my Jen and all of your children endure without complaining and I was in tears and ashamed. I am reminded we still take too much for granted. Nothing is guaranteed to us in life so we must take advantage of every moment and every blessing. I am also humbled. I was touched by the cards and emails from so many of you who took time from your own struggles to pray for me and touch my heart with your love and support. You ARE in my heart and prayers and I remember lessons I learned in the past. Today you and your children reminded me to count my blessings. I am praying for bountiful blessings and miracles for each of you. With much love, Judy  Click on the angel to visit my web site: Catch An Angel Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com> - Tuesday, February 24, 2004 5:47 AM CST Great news! How nice that Katja can understand some things better. That really will make a difference when she realizes the cause and effect connection in regards to her inpatient time. Kaz enjoyed dinner with Aaron tonight. We're glad Aaron was able to check out the construction project here. We all know how much he likes to see what's behind the walls. :) It's a disaster--dust everywhere and I can't find a thing. Oh well, by the time you all get home, we'll be able to treat you to a nice dinner in our new kitchen and then you can use the new bathroom for whatever you wish?!? Take care and lots of love to you! Jenni Gazdzik <jnkgazdzik@charter.net> St. Cloud, MN USA - Monday, February 23, 2004 10:23 PM CST Hello how are ya mom? I dont think I got to visit with you today to ask you the silly question. Hope things keep going well and we all get out soon. Lets all beat the 27 mark!!! your silly new friends M and M mom <jlodette@stcloudstate.edu> - Monday, February 23, 2004 9:00 PM CST Hooray for uneventful!! I suspect few people in this world can appreciate the blessing of boredom in these types of circumstances more than you. Keep those counts rising! .......Randy Randy Arnold <rkarnold1@charter.net> St. Cloud, MN USA - Monday, February 23, 2004 7:44 PM CST Wow! It is so good to hear how well Katja is doing. I hope that God continues to heal her so that she can go home very soon. Take Care & Stay Strong, Laura Hinkle <lhinkle@carolina.rr.com> Weddington, NC USA - Monday, February 23, 2004 6:45 PM CST Thinking of you and senidng my prayers your way! Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, mn USA - Monday, February 23, 2004 4:27 PM CST Wow a white count of 200! It is on the rise that is great! I am so happy and praying that you start to eat a little bit so that you can go and live at the RMH! I am pryaing for you everyday and thinking about you and your family! Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, mn USA - Monday, February 23, 2004 11:45 AM CST Sending you lots of Love and Prayers this warm monday morning! Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, mn USA - Monday, February 23, 2004 7:02 AM CST Hi all! We will continue to pray for an appetite and for the strength to eat. Prayers for your advice to the doctors to be well received will also be coming your way. Have a peaceful day! Teri, Rick and Maryn Bierman <rtmbierman@astound.net> Sartell , MN USA - Sunday, February 22, 2004 3:00 PM CST Thinking about you sweet one! Glad you are not feeling too terrible and we're praying for your appetite & strength to continue to improve! Laurie Randel Morgan's Page <laurie.randel@randelfamily.com> Austin, TX - Saturday, February 21, 2004 9:23 AM CST  sending you all the love from Wisconsin ashley <alarock2000@yahoo.com> Wabeno, WI US - Friday, February 20, 2004 7:18 PM CST Hi Sufkas! Sorry it's been awhile since we last wrote. It was wheelchair week. Maryn is now fitted with a specialized seat fit for a princess. She truly has her own throne! Glad to hear your little princess is hanging in there. And I am sorry to hear that the speed of medicine remains the same (3 hours for an antibiotic!!!) You are great advocates for Katja - and you really have to be. We'll be praying for those platelets and increased WBC. I just know God is going to deliver you all from this valley to give him praise and glory. Katja, we just want to send you a great big hug!!!! Our love and prayers to you all! Teri, Rick and Maryn Bierman <rtmbierman@astound.net> Sartell , MN USA - Friday, February 20, 2004 4:56 PM CST Kat, So glad that your tummy was wanting food and that you were "thining" about eating. That is just so great! I will continue to think about you all weekend and hold you in my prayers! Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, mn USA - Friday, February 20, 2004 3:33 PM CST I'm glad to hear that Katja is getting more interested in wanting to eat I pray that she will feel more up to it soon. Your family continues to be in my prayers and I think of all of you everyday. I check this site everyday and always look forward to the updates you provide. Dawn Soderberg Dawn Soderberg <Dawn.soderberg@wellsfargo.com> Hudson, Wi St. Croix - Friday, February 20, 2004 1:07 PM CST Katja, I am so happy to see that you had a good say and were able to play this afternoon. I will conitnue to put you in my prayers, like always, every single day. God Bless Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, mn - Friday, February 20, 2004 6:27 AM CST Hi- Thinking of you today-hoping you can have another restful night. I hope the antibiotics work their wonders so there is no more problems. I will pray for that. Thank you so much for updating us and keeping us informed. Take care-Love, Shari Shari Gohman and Family <www.gohman4@juno.com> - Thursday, February 19, 2004 8:10 PM CST You all are doing a fabulous job of being Katja's advocates!! Praying for continued strength and endurance and for complete health for Katja. Laurie Randel Morgan's Page <laurie.randel@randelfamily.com> Austin, TX - Thursday, February 19, 2004 4:54 PM CST I am so glad to see that you are resting peacfully and having sweet dreams. I continue to think about you everyday and pray that your body is accepting your new blood! Always with you sweet katja~ Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, mn USA - Thursday, February 19, 2004 2:12 PM CST Hi Katja and family, I think and pray for you all daily. Stay strong and keep the faith. God bless, Sandy Sandy Jergens <sandyjerg@aol.com www.caringbridge.com/mn/masonjergens> Delano, MN - Thursday, February 19, 2004 1:16 PM CST Katja & Family, I am praying so very hard and hoping that you had a good night. You are always in my thoughts and prayer and I hope that today is a good day. Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, mn USA - Thursday, February 19, 2004 7:28 AM CST WOW, I AM PRAYING TOMORROW WILL BE A MUCH BETTER DAY FOLLOWING A PEACEFUL NIGHT TONIGHT. KATIA AND I SAID A LITTLE PRAYER JUST NOW FOR ALL OF YOU. I WISH NOBODY HAD TO FACE THIS. LOVE, TRACY TRACY AND KATIA <TMSOL87@AOL.COM> - Wednesday, February 18, 2004 9:14 PM CST Sufka family, Sorry to hear things aren't going well today. I hope you can sail over this bump in the road quickly. What a scary couple of days for you. I hope you get some relief soon. Love and prayers to you all--Shari Gohman Shari, Joe, Kaitie, Jordan Gohman <www.gohman4@juno.com> - Wednesday, February 18, 2004 8:38 PM CST Sorry to hear Katja had a rough day today. We can't imagine what it's like for you on this rollercoaster. When I have a quiet moment during the day (in the midst of sixth grade chaos) I send prayers your direction. I pray you never feel alone! Know that we, on the "outside", aren't taking anything for granted in honor of your struggles. You teach us all so much by your example and strong faith. We will continue our daily prayers for Katja's healing and strength for you all. Jenni Gazdzik St. Cloud, Mn - Wednesday, February 18, 2004 7:51 PM CST You are in our prayers every day. God Bless all of you. Annie Annie Oikari <mnpackerfan65@yahoo.com> Sauk Rapids, - Wednesday, February 18, 2004 7:48 AM CST Still pryaing and thinking about you every single day! I hope that you are feeling a little better to eat. Asking God to be with you and your family. Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, USA - Wednesday, February 18, 2004 7:42 AM CST Praying that Katja starts to feel better real soon - please, tell her, that the world needs her beautiful smile - angels are surrounding her to make her improve each day !!! lots of kisses and hugs from Brazil. Rose <rosecb@aps.com.br> - Wednesday, February 18, 2004 7:35 AM CST Hi, I am thinking of you and the rest on 4A and 5B, My son was in that hospital from April to October. He never made it down to 4A. He stayed on 5B. Stay strong and keep fighting. www.caringbridge.org/mn/dustin Kris, Angel Dustin's Mom <buser_lady@yahoo.com> - Wednesday, February 18, 2004 0:32 AM CST Our family continues to keep Katja and your family in our thoughts and prayers each day. God Bless, Dawn, Bob, Skylar and Madelyn Dawn Soderberg <Dawn.soderberg@wellsfargo.com> Hudson, wi St. Croix - Tuesday, February 17, 2004 2:23 PM CST Katja, Jacqui,and Aaron, Our family continues to pray for strength and good news for you. Reading your updates has become part of our daily routine. It is wonderful to hear the news about the new baby brother Katja wished so hard for! May God continue to watch over him and Katja so they might grow up together in such a warm and loving family. Continued prayers to you! Keep up the good work Katja! Jennifer, Shane, and kids <jennifera@co.morrison.mn.us> Randall, MN USA - Tuesday, February 17, 2004 1:34 PM CST I continue to prya for you every single day! You are an amzing little girl and keep up all the good work! Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, mn - Tuesday, February 17, 2004 11:52 AM CST Dear Sufka family, It's very good news to read today's journal. I pray for Katja's continued strength and recovery. ' sorry her mouth and throat are sore - that must be so very uncomfortable. I pray she can eat/drink real soon. Take care and God bless. Elizabeth Deckert Sauk Rapids, MN US - Tuesday, February 17, 2004 11:45 AM CST You are in our prayers Katjas, our family, friends and our church family at Hope UMC in Duluth are are all praying for your recovery, for you and for your Mom and Dad. Love and prayers from us all. Linda, Bob, Pugliese and family, Duluth, MN Linda Pugliese <Linda.duluth@charter.net> Duluth, MN USA - Monday, February 16, 2004 8:08 PM CST I pray for you and your family to conquer this cruel disease. I know that you can do it. I just saw all of your pictures and said that you look like a true fighter. Good luck and God bless. Kelle <d_kelle@hotmail.com> - Monday, February 16, 2004 6:15 PM CST Katja, Sorry to hear that you are feeling under the weather with those icky sores in your mouth. I am praying for you everyday. I will pray even harder to for you today and that God give you a good day. In His Hands, Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> coon rapids, mn - Monday, February 16, 2004 7:12 AM CST Yuck, I hate to hear when the little ones are having problems with their mouths with the sores :( I pray that they go away quickly and she can resume her road to remission :) In His Strong Love, Cassandra <cmraven@msn.com> Albuquerque, NM - Sunday, February 15, 2004 11:56 PM CST Katja looks great, hope things continue to go well. We're saying lots of prayers. Marna <marnafrick@yahoo.com www.caringbridge.org/nd/reesefrick> Watford City, ND - Sunday, February 15, 2004 5:57 PM CST Great job Katja! Beth F. St. Cloud, - Sunday, February 15, 2004 8:51 AM CST What a beauty! Happy Valentine's Day! Praying that all continues to go well!! Laurie Randel Morgan's Page <laurie.randel@randelfamily.com> Austin, TX - Saturday, February 14, 2004 11:14 PM CST Happy Valentines Day!! Glad to hear she is still snacking and that her blood pressure is under control. I hope and pray for things to continue to go so well. She is so amazing how she can go through all this and still be singing songs and playing Pollys. I hope you are feeling well Jacqui. Aaron I hope you are doing well also. You are such an amazing family! Keep up the good work Katja!!! Write to you soon--Love and prayers-Shari Shari, Joe, Kaitie, Jordan Gohman <www.gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, MN - Saturday, February 14, 2004 10:55 PM CST Happy Valentine's Day to you all! Glad to hear you're still eating a little Katja. Perhaps you can put in a request for some strawberries!! We know the liquid gold (TPN) situation well. We'll be praying that you continue to have an appetite and that the TPN rounds be few. Our prayer lists are praying for you and your recovery. You certainly are our little angel sent from God. You'll never know how many lives your fight has touched. Peace to you and your Mommy and Daddy during this leg of the journey. Teri, Rick and Maryn Bierman <rtmbierman@astound.net> Sartell, MN USA - Saturday, February 14, 2004 4:09 PM CST Hi Katja, Jacqui, and Aaron. As I write this on Day +4 (and Valentine's Day), I hope that today is giving you positive signs of another step toward that dream we all hold for your family. I think about Katja and her perseverance every day. I believe faith makes anything tolerable, even the most unpleasant of things. Take care. -----Randy Randy Arnold <rkarnold1@charter.net> St. Cloud, MN USA - Saturday, February 14, 2004 11:39 AM CST HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY ALL Grammy Darlene St. Paul, MN USA - Saturday, February 14, 2004 10:36 AM CST Although I don't sign here often, I check your page at last 10 times a day and I really really appreciate your updates, as you know:) Katja, I am so proud of you. You are going to get through this and someday you and Katia can play together and share success stories:) Love, Tracy and Katia Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com> - Friday, February 13, 2004 8:25 PM CST Just writing to let you know we are checking in daily and praying whenever you cross our minds--OFTEN! Jero and Athena send their love, too. We sure miss you! Jenni and Kaz St. Cloud, MN - Friday, February 13, 2004 7:59 PM CST Hang in there. Thoughts and prayers are coming your way. Rod and Jeannie Zank <rjmazpaz@cs.com> Burnsville, MN Dakota - Friday, February 13, 2004 11:11 AM CST Jacqui, Aaron, and especially Katja! I am praying hard for big miracles in your life. You have touched so many hearts, and have so much yet to do. Get strong and well soon. You all have so many people praying and hoping that all goes well and you have a speedy recovery. May God continue to bless you all, and keep you strong. Phyliss Kerfeld <pkerfeld@gw.stcdio.org> St. Cloud, MN - Friday, February 13, 2004 10:02 AM CST Katja, I continue to pray for you and that you get your appitite back so that you can eat a little. I ask God everyday that he be with you and your family to give you strength. I hope you have a wonderful Valentines day! I am sure you will have many people who will want to be your valentine! Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> coon rapids, mn - Friday, February 13, 2004 7:29 AM CST Dear Katja, today it is a really glorious day here in Italy, blue skies and bright sun. Although it is obviously quite fresh, still it makes us all feel as if Spring had started ! I am sending you a really really big hug together with a piece of our beautiful Italian day; may it brighten up your hospital room and warm you up a little. I love your slide-show, my favourite picture is the one under the autumn leaves and also the one of you riding that beautiful horse. I admire you for your courage...sitting on a horse feels very far from the ground and horses always seem so big and powerful to me. You are indeed a very brave girl, a tough fighter. Go Katja ! A biiig hug to you and to your whole family standing by you in this fight. LOL Sabrina <morini@agriflex.it> Forlì, FC Italy - Friday, February 13, 2004 2:43 AM CST Sending lots of prayers your way. Brenda <brurka@shaw.ca> EDMONTON, AB CANADA - Friday, February 13, 2004 1:34 AM CST Your family is in my thoughts and prayers as you go through this rough time. Cassandra <cmraven@msn.com> Albuquerque, NM - Thursday, February 12, 2004 11:09 PM CST Thanks for the updates- I am both sorry to hear the "fight" is on and thankful that Katja is still able to fight so well. I'm sure this is a real test to all of your spirits. "Hang in there" is more than a cliche', but all I can think of at this point. My thoughts and sincere prayers for strength go out to all of you. Beth Fenstad St. Cloud, - Thursday, February 12, 2004 10:59 PM CST Hi Everyone! We are so glad to hear that Katja's transplant went well so far! Great on the Arby's roast beef too! Isn't it amazing the things we take for granted in our everyday lives. Keep your spirits up and stay strong. Everyone is praying for you. Shawn, Judy, Tyler, Tanner, Logan and Noah Judy Hackett <shawnett@msn.com> Rice, mn USA - Thursday, February 12, 2004 1:48 PM CST Hello, We are so glad to hear things are going good. We miss seeing you in church. We can't wait to see Katja in church again so she can make us smile! We will keep you in our prayers. Love Steve and Teresa Szymanski Teresa Szymanski <zmanski51@charter.net> Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Thursday, February 12, 2004 12:07 AM CST Great to hear you are still eating! May god give you strength and rest these next few days. I will be praying for you and also for the bmt doctors. You are in the best place surrounded by the best medical professionals but it doesn't hurt to pray for them too. May God give them the wisdom and knowledge while caring for you. sandy jergens <sandyjerg@aol.com www.caringbridge.com/mn/masonjergens> delano, mn uSA - Thursday, February 12, 2004 11:06 AM CST To my dearest, sweetest niece Katja, I feel the warmest and surest presence of your love and strength on your new birthday. You are definately one of the "fightingest" people I know and are an inspiration to all of us who live our daily lives wondering why we complain about the most minor of life's inconveniences! When I feel down, all I need to do is recall your beautiful spirit and what you have already brought to us in this world, and I am reassured of the beauty of life. I love you with all my heart Sister Sludge! You are a gift from God. Love, Auntie Tracy Auntie Tracy <tzank@umn.edu> Golden Valley, MN USA - Thursday, February 12, 2004 10:33 AM CST We will keep praying. Glad to here Katja is doing pretty good for the moment.Take Care. We are sending our love. Rod & Jeannie Zank <rjmazpaz@cs.com> Burnsville, MN Dakota - Thursday, February 12, 2004 9:31 AM CST I'm so glad to hear that Katja is eating and continues to do well. Katja continues to be in my thoughts and prayers each day. I also pray that mom and dad will stay strong. Take care and know that I'm always thinking of you. Dawn Soderberg <Dawn.soderberg@wellsfargo.com> Hudson, wi USA - Thursday, February 12, 2004 9:25 AM CST Hi Katja and family!! We are so excited to hear the news that a new baby boy is expected! How wonderful!! Katja is going to be the greatest big sister ever to her new brother. We are so happy and relieved that the transplant is going fairly smooth so far. We hope and pray things continue to go well for Katja. The girls wanted to wish Katja a "HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!" They wanted to make her something and send it up to the hospital. I didn't think she could have cards or crafty things in her room quite yet? I will have them send them later. We will continue to pray day and night for Katja and your whole family. Love to all of you! Shelly and family Shelly Illies <isillies@charer.net> Sartell, MN usa - Wednesday, February 11, 2004 9:35 PM CST Hello all!! So happy to hear all is going well!! What an amazing girl. She is an inspiration to all of us!! I will continue to pray for her and your family. Hope you all are hanging in there. Love and prayers- Shari. Shari, Joe, Kaitie, Jordan Gohman <www.gohman4@juno.com> - Wednesday, February 11, 2004 8:08 PM CST Kaja- Praise God for a successful transplant! We couldn't be more thrilled. I will continue to update our prayer chains and we will continue to lift you and your mommy and daddy and baby brother up in our prayers. Keep eating and healing! Love and prayers! Teri, Rick and Maryn Bierman <rtmbierman@astound.net> Sartell, MN USA - Wednesday, February 11, 2004 7:31 PM CST I have not had a chance to meet you yet, Katjas but I have chatted with your mom in the hall. I am thinking you and my Mathew would have a good time together. I know if he could he would love to zip out of his room and play with you. Keep eating Great job!!! Mathew and mom caringbridge.com/mn/mathewodette <jlodette@stcloudstate.edu> stcoud, mn - Wednesday, February 11, 2004 5:07 PM CST I just saw your cancer website on my way to someone elses and wish you the very best. You are loved. God Bless you !! Janis <jamesjan@cheqnet.net> Superior, Wi USA - Wednesday, February 11, 2004 4:59 PM CST I'm THRILLED that things are looking so good so far! (-: Continuing our prayers for you all~ Julie Shanoff <UsborneBooks@astound.net> SR, MN - Wednesday, February 11, 2004 4:34 PM CST Katja! Wow a 1/4 of a KING size sandwhich! You go girl!! Keep up the good work! I continue to pray for you everyday and ask God to be with you. For him to lay his helaing hands upon you and let you new marrow do its job and that your body gladly accepts it! I continue to pray! I am so proud of you! You are a trooper! Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, mn - Wednesday, February 11, 2004 4:27 PM CST Dear Katja, I hope your transplant went well. And I hope you have a Maltese someday. I hope your operations went well too. And I hope everything goes well. My name is Mr. Martian Michael Lawrence Engebretson and I am nine (hundred) years old From: Your friend, Michael Michael Engebretson and Tracy Zank <tzank@umn.edu> Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, February 11, 2004 3:49 PM CST Aaron, Jacqui, Katja and Baby I wish I could have been present for the transplant yesterday. I am so thankful for Pastor Larry and his presence. It was also good that Aunt Kris, Uncle Paul and Grammy Darlene could be there to witness such a wonderful event. Katja now shares her new birthday with my Dad who turned 80 years old yesterday. There were wonderful prayer warriors around the world praying yesterday and I believe the prayers will be answered and Katja will start recovering and have a successful engraftment. I will see you this weekend. My love to all of you. Grammy Diane <dsufka@hotmail.com> - Wednesday, February 11, 2004 7:41 AM CST Hi there Katja. I got your site from another little girl named Katia, who also had a transplant. I am glad things are looking better for you this time around. I bet it makes your mommy feel better. I hope you continue to do just as well thru the transplant. I know you will have some rough days ahead, but hopefully you will be home quickly. Take care. Mila <shalen@shaw.ca> Vancouver, Canada - Wednesday, February 11, 2004 3:44 AM CST Congratulations on the transplant! Sounds like everything is smooth, for the most part. I pray that it continues that way! Always in my thoughts and prayers, Cassandra <cmraven@msn.com> Albuquerque, NM - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 10:34 PM CST Happy transplant day! Best wishes! Margaret Ciacciarelli <mmchick@comcast.net www.Mighty-Max.com> - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 9:04 PM CST Katja! I am happy that your transplant wemt well! Happy Re-Birthday! I hope Lion King 1 1/2 was super funny! Disney movies are my favorite!!! I will continue to pray for you and pray that your body accepts the new marrow! In Gods healing hands, Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rpaids, MN - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 8:06 PM CST i'm so glad this was a better experience for Katja. i will pray for her to continue to feel ok and for the cells to start growing.....GROW CELLS GROW!!!!!! Lori <ljwilbur@yahoo.com> Albany, OR - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 6:49 PM CST I'm so glad to hear that everything went well. Happy 2nd Birthday Katja! I continue to pray for a speedy recovery. Take care and God Bless! Dawn Soderberg <Dawn.soderberg@wellsfargo.com> Hudson, w 54016 - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 4:22 PM CST Dear Katja, I am praying that all goes well today with the transplant and that you have a quick and healthy recovery so you can help Mom and Dad take care of your new little brother when he arrives. Your Granmda Darlene has told me what a strong and wonderful girl you are. Remember that God loves you very much and He is watching over you all the time. Karen Johnson <kjinstitches@yahoo.com> Duluth, MN - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 3:48 PM CST Its 2:52 and I'm thinking of you all. Sandy Peck <sandy.peck@med.va.gov> St. Cloud, MN USA - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 2:51 PM CST The blessing of the Lord be upon you. Psalm 129:8 It is 2:12 and I am hoping and pryaing that your body is welcoming your new blood! Happy RE-Birthday Kat! Thinking of you and your family and sending my blesings your way.. In His Hands, Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, mn - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 2:09 PM CST Kat, I am still thinking and praying for you, your transplant itme is comingup so fast. I pray that is goes well and I will ask God to be with you and that your body accept the Marrow as you own. Thinking of you.. Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, mn - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 12:35 AM CST You are all in my thoughts and prayers constantly. God is with all of you every moment of each and every day. May He give you all strength, rest and acceptance. I love the pictures of Katja, mom and dad on the home page. What a great looking family you are. sandy jergens <sandyjerg@aol.com www.caringbridge.com/mn/masonjergens> delano, mn - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 11:53 AM CST Dear Katja, Jacqui and Aaron, I am sending this prayer from a book that your Uncle Reverand L K Zank gave me once. Lord Jesus Christ, Who didst take into Thine arms, the little children coming unto Thee, and laying Thine hands upon them saying, Have regard, we beseech Thee, our prayer in the sickness and danger of this our beloved child. Mercifully bless Katja and restore her with the medicine of Thy grace. Take Katja, O Good Shepherd, into the arms of Thine everlasting mercy and guard her, that all our fears on account of her danger may be turned into joy at her recovery; and grant us now a quiet spirit that we may entrust our child to Thee in all confidence and faith; for Thine own Names's sake. Amen This is a time that we need many prayer's for our darling little Katja. She is so strong and we know she will make it through the transplant and soon be on the road to recovery. Grammy Darlene Z St. Paul, MN Ramsey - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 10:02 AM CST Kat, I will praying all day for you. I hope it goes well.. Always in my thoughts and prayer... Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, mn - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 7:27 AM CST I am adding your beautiful Katja to my prayers today...I pray God's blessings on you in the coming days and always. Natalie Butler <jandnat@aol.com> Tampa, FL - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 6:37 AM CST Dear Katja, I have just met you through Katia Solomon's web.site. I am notifying our prayer groups in Italy and Wales/UK to pray for you from today, and especially today as it will be such a very important day for you. Go baby go, grow cells grow. Our hearts are with you from today and with your family. HUGS from ITALY. Sabrina <morini@agriflex.it> Forlì, FC Italy - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 3:42 AM CST My thoughts and prayers are with you on transpalnt day. Grow cells grow! Sharon Los Angeles, CA - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 2:20 AM CST To Katja, Awww you're such a cutie! Especially the picture on your main page, it's so beautiful, especially with the scenery! I wish I had pictures of me with that scenery when I was little, lol! But anyway, I wish you the best of luck with your transplant, sweetie :) I'll be checking in on you often Ashley <lady_rosedust@yahoo.co.jp> - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 1:09 AM CST We'll be joining you in prayer tomorrow afternoon. My sixth graders and I are doing Pennies for Patients, so I'll mention it to them, and they'll be sure to say a prayer for you, too. Plus, I'm convinced their innocent prayers go straight up! Gazdziks St. Cloud, Mn - Monday, February 9, 2004 10:44 PM CST Congratulations on the baby news!!! We will be thinking and praying for you tomorrow and in the days ahead. Reese has been on those chemo drugs also so we can definitely relate with how Katia is feeling. Well he got his port out today & all went well. His platelet count did drop some so they are going to do a repeat CBC in 2 wks to check that again. It makes me a little nervous but we're hoping it's just a virus that made it drop. Take care everyone and we'll be praying for brighter days ahead. Marna <marnafrick@yahoo.com www.caringbridge.org/nd/reesefrick> Watford City, ND - Monday, February 9, 2004 10:14 PM CST I will be sure to keep Katja and your family in my prayers expecially tomorrow. This will be a big day and I am so happy that she is getting her transplant. I will continue to follow her and continue to pray for all of you. Take Care & Stay Strong, Laura Hinkle <lhinkle@carolina.rr.com> Weddington, NC USA - Monday, February 9, 2004 9:25 PM CST Hello Sufka family! Glad to hear she turned the corner of being very ill. I will pray very hard tomorrow. I hope you have a safe and uneventfull BMT day. Hope you are staying strong and taking care of yourselves too. God has given you a miracle! Hope to hear all is well soon. Love and prayers-Shari and family. Shari Gohman and Family <www.gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, MN - Monday, February 9, 2004 9:23 PM CST Congratulations on the news of a new baby boy! I'm so happy for all of you and glad that Katja got her wish. Many many prayers coming your way for a successful transplant tomorrow. GOD BLESS!!! Much love... Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, FL - Monday, February 9, 2004 9:06 PM CST We are thinkig about you guys as you head into tomorrow and the transplant. The rashes and fevers you described is exactly what Ryan did on ATG. I actually tell anyone that ATG is one of his allergies now, along with the morphine, because his reaction was so bad. If I remember, he felt much better just a few days post transplant. Hoping for the same with Katya. Will be praying at 2 tomorrow. Much love- Liz <wearejacobs6@aol.com> - Monday, February 9, 2004 9:05 PM CST Hey! My name is Brooke, and I live in MN. I was just looking at some websites and decided to go to yours! I just wanted to let you know I am thinking about you and I will pray for you! Stay strong!! I will check your website a lot to see how you are doing! Stay strong! The Transplant will go just great!! Happy early birthday.....sorta like a birthday! hehe Brooke brooke <edinagirl01@hotmail.com> - Monday, February 9, 2004 8:29 PM CST Dear Aaron, Jacqui, Katja and Baby Boy::::::::::::What wonderful news, a baby boy. We are very happy for you and that Katja got her wish. We pray hard that all of her wishes will become reality very, very soon. We will be praying hard and long during transplant time tomorrow and will keep Great Grandma Lorraine in her special prayer chair too. The prayer chains on our end are alerted. Our love and prayers to each of you. What a blessing your website continues to be. You are such a special family and we are very proud and amazed at your continued courage and strength. We love you very much. May God send many of his angels to guard and protect you all in the days ahead. With our love, Aunt Darlene and Uncle Mel Aunt Darlene and Uncle Mel <melarryfarms@msn.com> Rice , Mn Benton - Monday, February 9, 2004 7:07 PM CST Hi Katja and family, Wish you much sucess on your transplant tomorrow! And of course, a speedy, uneventful recovery!! I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers...not just at 2 pm tomorrow, but until I "hear" that you are cancer-free and back at home with your Mommy and Daddy! God Bless You. Jenifer Hayes <jenndahouse@aol.com> Seattle, Wa USA!! - Monday, February 9, 2004 3:43 PM CST We continue to pray for an end to Katja's cancer and that she has a speedy recovery once the transplant is done. We love you. Margaret <h2ojems@hotmail.com> Sauk Rapids, MN - Monday, February 9, 2004 2:00 PM CST Hi Katja! And Jacqui, Aaron and little boy Sufka! We continue to pray expectantly for Katja and you all. Tomorrow will be a day of on our face praying!!! We so wish we could do more, but know the value of each and every prayer. God has answered our prayers and I pray for a continued hedge of protection around your family and for peace in the storms of hospital living. Claim your miracle! And give her a great big hug for us! Teri, Rick and Maryn Bierman <rtmbierman@astound.net> Sartell , MN USA - Monday, February 9, 2004 11:23 AM CST Kat, Jaqui, Aaron and BABY BOY!!! So glad to hear she got her wish and glad to hear all is well with baby. So sorry she is so sick. It is unimaginable what you are going through. I pray for this to go quickly and she can be at home and full of P and V!! I loved to hear that she was spunky. Now not so much anymore--I hope she rebounds fast. I hope to hear things are going better in your next entry. Until then--Hugs and kisses and all of our love and blessings. Love, Joe Shari and Family. Shari, Joe, Kaitie, Jordan Gohman <www.gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, MN - Sunday, February 8, 2004 10:10 PM CST I'm so glad to hear that Katja's dream of having a baby brother came true, congratulations to all! We continue to pray hard for Katja,Jacqui and Aaron every day. May God send you special angels that bring you peace and comfort during this painful time. Dawn Soderberg <Dawn.soderberg@wellsfargo.com> Hudson, WI 54016 - Sunday, February 8, 2004 11:15 AM CST Still thinking about you adn hoping you feel better! Congrats on getting you dream of having a baby brother! Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, - Saturday, February 7, 2004 9:01 PM CST Well it is your turn now, Katja and we are praying very hard for you. I pray you don't get too sick from all this chemo going in you and that your Cord blood will do the job and you can have your Dalmation Puppy IN YOUR OWN APARTMENT SOME DAY! That will be a dream come true for you and a lot of people:) Love, Tracy PS Katia is doing well, no fevers and minimal vomiting. Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com> - Friday, February 6, 2004 9:03 PM CST So glad Katjas got her wish for a baby brother! Congrats to all of you. We are glad to hear she is doing well so far and hope it continues through that nasty ATG. Margaret Ciacciarelli <mmchick@comcast.net www.Mighty-Max.com> - Friday, February 6, 2004 8:05 PM CST I am still praying for you! I hope everything is going well! Sending lots of prayers your way!! Jennifer Hines - Friday, February 6, 2004 7:03 AM CST Glad to hear things are going well so far. Zach says a prayer every night for Katja and wonders when he will get a chance to play with her. We all continue to pray daily for Katja and the entire family. Mike Trenary <trenpt@yahoo.com> - Thursday, February 5, 2004 3:02 PM CST Our thoughts and prayers are with you daily. We will pray that Katja will have a speedy recovery. God Bless. Dawn,Bob, Skylar and Madelyn Dawn Soderberg <Dawn.soderberg@wellsfargo.com> Hudson, wi 54016 - Thursday, February 5, 2004 2:38 PM CST Dear Katja! I hope this entry finds you still feeling well and hungry....Hopefully the mail will come and brighten your day.. : ) Still praying for you everyday and asking God to put his healing hands upon you so that your countdown to your transplant go well! In his loving hands, Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, mn - Thursday, February 5, 2004 8:09 AM CST Hi Katja and family, I will be praying for the transplant to go smoothly and bring full and complete healing for Katja. I would like to invite you to visit Smile Quilts http://smilequilts.com and see if we can make a virtual on line Smile Quilt just for you. If you would like a Smile Quilt, just have your mom fill out the request form and we would be happy to send some smiles and hugs your way. Sending you lots of hugs and I will be keeping you in my prayers. Hugs, Angel Sprite  Smile Quilts Angel Sprite <smilequilts@smilequilts.com> Eckert, Colorado USA - Thursday, February 5, 2004 3:11 AM CST Dear Katja, I have to smile when I see the entry just before mine! Albany Oregon, is about 20 mins. away from us here in Philomath!! Small world. We too, are surrounding you and Katia with prayers and hugs as you begin your transplants. Stephanie and RachelJoy <sstrom@quik.com> - Wednesday, February 4, 2004 6:06 PM CST i'll be praying for you and the upcoming transplant. May God grant both you and Katia successful transplants with many many years of great health......so many in fact that you're both old grandmas in your rocking chairs before you know it!!!! i'll be praying for mommy and daddy too and that God will grant you peace, comfort, strength, hope, guidance and courage as you go thru this tremendously scarey yet exciting time. only good news ahead for your family! Lori <ljwilbur@yahoo.com> Albany , OR - Wednesday, February 4, 2004 11:45 AM CST Hello! Thinking of you as you settle back in downtown. Sounds as if you are all keeping your heads up high. Katja feeling well still helps I'm sure. Here's to new clean marrow! Much love, Liz Jacobs <wearejacobs6@aol.com> - Tuesday, February 3, 2004 11:01 PM CST So glad to hear that you arrives safely. The roads were very bad yesterday. Glad to here that the Chemo went well! We are on day -8..right?? I will praying for you every step of the way. Dear Lord, Please be with kat as she starts preparing for her transplant. Give her strenthg and courage. May she always have a smile on her face. I ask that your Angels wrap their wings of love around her family and give them strenthg as well. We ask this in your name. In Gods Loving Hands Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, mn - Tuesday, February 3, 2004 3:40 PM CST Dawn sent me your web page, please know that all of you are in our prayers, especially your dear little girl. I will again add her to our church prayer chain, we have prayed for her in the past. Love and prayers, Linda, Bob, Rob and Scott Pugliese Linda Pugliese <Lindaduluth@charter.net> Duluth, MN USA - Tuesday, February 3, 2004 11:33 AM CST Jacqui,Aaron,Kat,and baby too...I am praying for you today and everyday! We will allbe counting down the days with you until her transplant! May God lay his healing hands upon you Kat! In his hands, Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, mn - Tuesday, February 3, 2004 6:21 AM CST Glad for the update. You all are in our thoughts often. Sounds like the hickman was a challenage. Glad that it is in , hopefully it will work for a long time. We will continue to pray for the best process possible. Love rod and Jeannie rjmazpaz@cs.com <rjmazpaz@cs.com> Burnsville, MN Dakota - Monday, February 2, 2004 6:19 PM CST Our Prayers are with you, GOD Bless. Melvin And Alberta Salo <albertas@prodigy.net> Circle Pines, MN - Monday, February 2, 2004 3:48 PM CST Jacqui,Aaron,Kat,and baby--I will pray very hard for the lord to bless you and keep you in his care. I pray for all to go well and for her to amaze all of us again with her strength and amazing ability to overcome anything--what a little lady!!! I hope for all of this to be succesful and for your family to have a normal happy life. May God watch over you and give you strength-- All our love and prayers, Shari and Family. Shari, Joe, Kaitie, Jordan Gohman <www.gohman4@juno.com> ClearwaterMN, - Sunday, February 1, 2004 7:26 PM CST I am glad that in the end your surgery went well and your new hickman is in place. I am going to pray for you so hard! Know that my family is always praying for you and thinking of you always! Stay strong! You are an amzing little girl! Jennifer Hines <joverby@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, MN - Saturday, January 31, 2004 9:35 PM CST Katja! I did it! I cut off all my hair and gave it to Lock Of Love in honor of YOU, Angel Taylor Johnson, & Katia!!! Check out these links Before the Hair Cut After the Hair Cut Hair Being Donated All in the name of LOVE! I am praying for you everyday! In His Hands, Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, mn - Friday, January 30, 2004 2:55 PM CST Hi guys! Our love and prayers to you all. We will be praying the countdown for you. No new news for us with Maryn, all tests have been a dead end. So. we just maintain. Great to hear Katja is growing! We continue with so many others to lift you up in prayer daily!!! We pray for the new little one as well. Hugs and Angel Kisses! Teri , Rick and Maryn Bierman <rtmbierman@astound.net> Sartell , MN USA - Friday, January 30, 2004 11:17 AM CST OK- I never thought you'd outgrow a hickman!! As we all continue to learn from each other, we will lift you guys up and pray that nothing new and surprising comes about and that these next few weeks will do exactly as they are supposed to. We'll come to visit for sure, but until then, big hus to your girl! Much love, Liz Jacobs <wearejacobs6@aol.com> - Thursday, January 29, 2004 2:17 PM CST Jacqui, think of you and your family and the difficult challenges you have had and are still facing with Katja's illness. You are all in my thoughts and prayers that a full recovery will be coming. Until then, know you are supported in all that happens getting there may involve. Katja seems like such a cool gal. Remember to enjoy and remember to take care of yourself and your husband too. Jackie Wise from Morrison Jackie Wise <jackiew@co.morrison.mn.us> - Thursday, January 29, 2004 12:11 AM CST Hi Aaron, Jacqui, Kat, and baby-- Glad to hear you have more time at home and that she is able to play with Abby. Darlene said it was such a precious sight. I'm glad that your plans are still going forward-sorry to hear that she has to have her hickman replaced-I know that won't be an easy time. I hope everything is good with the baby too. ---Lots of love and prayers and hugs and kisses sent to you as you prepare to re-admit on sunday. Love, Shari Shari, Joe, Kaitie, Jordan Gohman <www.gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, MN - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 8:28 PM CST Extra time at home is a huge plus! That is great! I continue to pray for you everyday and will be doing the transplant countdown with you!! Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, MN - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 7:53 AM CST Praying for your beautiful baby & for strength and endurance for the whole family!! Laurie Randel Morgan's Page <laurie.randel@randelfamily.com> Austin, TX - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 9:16 AM CST Hello, I stop by and read the updates often, but have not signed.. I just wanted to let you know that your family will be in our thoughts and prayers... I will continue to stop by and I will be sure to sign more often.. I absolutely love the photo on the front page... What a beautiful little girl... Visit Christina's Site (Leukemia AML)(Cord Blood Transplant Sept 2nd 2003) Lots of Love and Well Wishes, The Gates Family Sherry <cher9293@aol.com> Lakeland, FL - Monday, January 26, 2004 8:35 PM CST Wow! REmission! That is great! I am so excited for you! I have been watching your site but this is the first time I have left you note. I pray for you and your family everyday. I am so glad that you are in remission! Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com> Coon Rapids, MN - Monday, January 26, 2004 4:34 PM CST We will be doing the countdown with you, praying all the way for this to be a success. I always feel so inspired by the strength you have shown as a family. We love you! Margaret <h2ojems@hotmail.com> Sauk Rapids, MN - Monday, January 26, 2004 2:47 PM CST What a great weekend we had playing Polly Pockets with Cousin Abbie. It was fun spending time with Great-Grandma Lorraine and Great-Grandpa Sig as well as Aunt Darlene. The girls also frosted cookies - it was such fun for everyone. Katja has been feeling good and playing so hard. We pray she has a good day today with all the tests and will have an easy transition to admission for transplant. We believe we will get our miracle and Katja will have remission from the leukemia and have a long healthy life ahead of her. She has enjoyed doing art work and spent some time drawing and making valentine cards this weekend, too. It is great to see her playing with her friends again and having so much fun. She is the best. Grammy Diane <dsufka@hotmail.com> - Monday, January 26, 2004 8:53 AM CST Good luck with everything this week. Margaret Ciacciarelli <mmchick@comcast.net www.Mighty-Max.com> - Sunday, January 25, 2004 10:12 PM CST Aaron, Jacqui and Katja, I justed wanted you all to know that I am keeping all of you in our thoughts and prayers!! Katja is truly an inspiration to so many people!! She has touched many hearts and lives!! May God continue to be with you all, especially during the next phase of treatment. ((Big Hugs for Katja!)) Connie <Roco595@aol.com> St. Cloud, MN - Saturday, January 24, 2004 6:39 AM CST Hi Katja. I came across your site from Katia's and I wanted to stop by and wish you the best of luck in your upcoming hurdles! I'll be praying for you! Love, Maddie www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie <madelinepaguyo@yahoo.com> - Thursday, January 22, 2004 7:28 PM CST Hello, Thanks for keeping us updated. This sounds good that you have a plan for Katja. I will forever keep her in my prayers. Take care and God bless. Elizabeth Deckert Sauk Rapids, MN US - Thursday, January 22, 2004 1:59 PM CST Hi Guys! We continue to pray for the smooth and effective running of the plan before you. Let God carry you through every step of this challenging leg of the journey. Your warriors will be praying without ceasing. What a testimony you all have. Love and Blessings! Teri , Rick and Maryn Bierman <rtmbierman@astound.net> Sartell , MN USA - Thursday, January 22, 2004 1:44 PM CST Glad to hear things are moving forward for you, we will be sending lots of prayers your way. Darius, Marna, Zane, Zach, & Reese Frick <marnafrick@yahoo.com www.caringbridge.org/nd/reesefrick> Watford City, ND - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 10:10 PM CST Glad to hear there is a plan in place. What a testimony to Katja's (and your family's) strength. Katja sounds like she is doing even better this time around than last. We will be praying for her continued perseverence. God Bless Beth Fenstad St. Cloud, - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 3:54 PM CST Aaron & Jacqui, I'm so glad that Katja is healthy enough to have the transplant. You are in my thoughts always; I am amazed at how strong you all are. Blessings~ Julie Shanoff SR, MN - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 10:01 AM CST Hi Guys, I am so thrilled to hear that things are going well, and Katja will be able to go through transplant. I wish you all the best and will continue to pray for her. My prayer is to see this child beat it and grow up to be whatever she wants to. We will continue to keep ourselves updated with Katja's progress. Leela & Priyanka - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 9:08 AM CST Hi Guys, Great news!! We want you to know we are always thinking of you and saying extra prayers for that sweet little girl. love and hugs chris and tim Tim and Chris Sisto <timchris@att.net> OH USA - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 5:41 PM CST Congratulations. That is great news. God is so good. Heidi Matthews <newmommy2000@yahoo.com> Siler City, NC USA - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 2:26 PM CST It was wonderful having Katja home for the weekend. She is such an amazing little girl who keeps us all in stitches. God has given us another chance at a life without leukemia for our precious little one and we pray believing that he will carry us all through the process. Katja continues to love playing in her toy room, making cards for family and friends, watching movies and just having fun. I just love seeing her so active and funny. I want to thank everyone for the ongoing prayers and support for our family - they mean so much to us! Grammy Diane <dsufka@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 8:00 AM CST HiGuys! What wonderful news! Praise God!!! He is answering our prayers. We continue to pray for the next steps. Enjoy every minute at home!!! Teri, Rick and Maryn Bierman <rtmbierman@astound.net> Sartell , MN USA - Sunday, January 18, 2004 6:26 PM CST Hi Aaron,Jacqui,& Kat, I am so happy for you, that the New Year is starting out right for you guys. Remission is a wonderful word!!! I am so glad you get to spend some time at HOME together before the next step. I bet Katja is thrilled to be home too. We know we can't come to see her, but give her a big HUG for us!!! We'll continue to pray that things will continue to improve everyday. Love Don & Linda Linda Nemeth <dsnemeth@charter.net> New London, Mn - Sunday, January 18, 2004 12:32 AM CST Congratulations on the REMISSION! I pray that she stays there :) IN His Strong Love, Cassandra <cmraven@msn.com> Albuquerque, NM - Saturday, January 17, 2004 11:45 PM CST Kat, Aaron and Jacqui--- Such great news!!! Thank you Jesus! Remisssion is a wonderful word-like music to all our ears. Will keep praying for the next steps to go well. Love to you all! Shari. Shari, Joe, Kaitie, Jordan Gohman <www.gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, - Saturday, January 17, 2004 2:09 PM CST The news is wondeful. Glad to hear you are at home. You are always in our thoughts and prayers. God be with you. Love Rod and Jeannie Rod & Jeannie Zank <rjmazpaz@cs.com> Burnsville, MN Daota - Saturday, January 17, 2004 9:47 AM CST We are so happy with your news! Nancy and Leo <yayagumbo2002@yahoo.com> Dallas , TX - Saturday, January 17, 2004 8:56 AM CST Hi Sufkas! We will continue to pray! Glad to hear the test results are all falling into place. God is good!!!! Teri, Rick and Maryn Bierman <rtmbierman@astound.net> Sartell, Minnesota USA - Friday, January 16, 2004 6:08 PM CST Katja,Jacqui,Aaron and baby- I,m so glad that you are home. You are such an amazing family!! What you have overcome is a testimony to the love you share in your family. What a strong special girl. I hope your news was good today. Hope to hear soon. I don't know if Shelly and Mom told you -but I really wanted to come that day to see kat, but I've had a cold for about 2 weeks or more- I really wanted to visit with her. Well, I'll keep praying and God bless you as you enjoy your beautiful girl at home!!!! Shari Shari, Joe, Kaitie, Jordan Gohman <www.gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, MN - Thursday, January 15, 2004 9:54 PM CST I'm praying for the news you want to hear today and Friday. All of you are in my prayers always. Take care and God bless. Elizabeth Deckert Sauk Rapids, MN US - Thursday, January 15, 2004 12:45 AM CST Will pray for your healing! My husband has AML, too. OUR God is Great! www.caringbridge.org/tx/gregk Mim <mim@advantexmail.net> TX usa - Wednesday, January 14, 2004 4:12 PM CST Home sweet home! Congrats! Beth F - Wednesday, January 14, 2004 12:59 AM CST Yahoo!! I've had goosebumps the size of oranges these last several days when I think of Katja. God is good! We pray for good results in the upcoming days and for continued hope! Welcome home! Gazdziks St. Cloud, MN - Wednesday, January 14, 2004 5:58 AM CST Katja, Aaron, and Jacqui--- Wonderful news to hear of your progress and so glad you were able to get home. I'll be hoping and praying now that the transplant you've been awaiting is just around the corner. --------Randy Randy Arnold <rkarnold1@charter.net> St. Cloud, MN USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2004 9:48 PM CST Thank the Good Lord that you're home. The strength you have shown as a family is amazing. We love you and continue to pray for you. Stay strong. Margaret <h2ojems@hotmail.com> Sauk Rapids, MN - Tuesday, January 13, 2004 8:52 PM CST Katja, Jacqui, and Aaron - Praise God!!! What an incredible testimony you are living. I stand in awe of the power of prayer and all the little miracles our Katja is receiving. And, we pray that she will continue to receive these miracles in the form of a successful transplant, complete remission, and the role of "Big Sis". Hugs and Prayers! Teri , Rick and Maryn Bierman <rtmbierman@astound.,net> Sartell, MN USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2004 5:27 PM CST Jacqui, Aaron, and Katja - We continue to pray for you all daily. Part of the boys prayer is that "Katja's cancer would go away forever", they also pray for her to get stronger. We pray for all of the many decisions that you guys face every day, and for strength. And we also pray for Doctors and their wisdom for leading you. We are thankful for the good news that you received this weekend. We hope you will be home soon. You are in our thoughts and prayers! Hope you have a great week. Kim, Scott, Devin and Dillan Nelson <kj-nelson@bethel.edu> Stillwater, MN USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2004 2:11 PM CST My prayers are with all of you as you keep your ongoing fight against this disease. Keep your spirits strong and prayers in your heart. I learned of your site throught my Mom who works in the Audiology Department of the VA in St. Cloud and also through Katia's caringbridge site as well. Becca Raisanen <scoops2br_@hotmail.com> Annandale , MN USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2004 12:25 AM CST Wonderful news! We hope that your family goes home soon and that Katja's treatment continues to be successful. Ann Moilanen <moilanena@centracare.com> Rice, - Tuesday, January 13, 2004 9:44 AM CST Excellent news! I was so impressed to see the word "home" in your entry. I am happy for you and astonished at what has to be a testimony to the power of prayer and will. Take these positives and use them as stregth during this strenuous battle against an awful disease. I am praying for Katja's continued fight and eventual victory! Beth Fenstad <bfenstad@charter.net> - Monday, January 12, 2004 10:43 PM CST Katja, Jacqui, & Aaron, The power of prayer is astounding! Just a few weeks ago, when things were looking their worst, Cheri called from the church office and asked that the TNT group really lift you all up in prayer. God is good! Our prayers will continue for a successful transplant, and a permanent remission so that Katja can return to "normal" life. Chris, Jen & Benjamin Kiewel Sartell, MN - Monday, January 12, 2004 11:05 AM CST Just to let you know I am thinking of you and praying everything goes well. Love and hugs Sarah xxxx Sarah Little <sarahlittle250@hotmail.com> Whitehaven, Cumbria England - Monday, January 12, 2004 3:49 AM CST Hello I am very new to your story. I got this site from visiting Katia's site. Her mom said you needed some extra prayers. I am going to do just that. I will pray for Katja. I also hope things start looking better for her and no more issues pop up. I will continue to follow your story and pray for you. Take care. Mila <Shalen@shaw.ca> Vancouver, Canada - Sunday, January 11, 2004 3:51 AM CST Hello I'm new to your site and will be stopping by to check on you. Hoping all will go ok. I love the picture of you on your site. It's pretty for a beautiful little girl. Sleep well. Hugs Marcella Marcella <mrivers@gowebco.com> Hernando, Fl - Friday, January 9, 2004 9:13 PM CST Hi! I sat down this evening to go through the past ten days or so of journal entries to check up on Katja. It sounds like you are getting some encouraging news. Little miracles carry a lot of weight, I'd say! I marvel at how amazingly puzzling this type of journey can be!! The fingers here will stay crossed, and the prayers will keep flowing. Thanks for keeping all of us out here who are pulling for Katja posted. .......Randy Randy Arnold <rkarnold1@charter.net> St. Cloud, MN USA - Friday, January 9, 2004 8:48 PM CST We are praying for all of you that things are slowing down and you will be on your way to a very successful transplant:) Love, Tracy and Katia Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com> - Friday, January 9, 2004 6:10 PM CST Hi Katja! We're still praying for you all! Hopefully we'll get to see you next week! Teri, Rick and Maryn Bierman <rtmbierman@astound.net> Sartell, MN USA - Friday, January 9, 2004 11:03 AM CST Aaron and Jacqui, You are in my thoughts and prayers! Angie Elwell <apookarella@aol.com> St. Paul, MN USA - Thursday, January 8, 2004 8:24 PM CST Katja, We want you to know we are thinking of you. We are glad to hear about your progress. We had a lot of fun looking at your video of Disney. It looks like you had a lot of fun with your mom and dad. We love you! Chris and Tim <timchris@att.net> OH USA - Thursday, January 8, 2004 6:25 PM CST Dear Katja, Visiting your web site and seeing your slide show brought back happy memories of the trip RachelJoy and I took to WDW in December. It is such a magical place. I'm praying that 2004 will be a year of healing and many more fun adventures. Stephanie and RachelJoy <sstrom@quik.com> - Wednesday, January 7, 2004 11:36 PM CST My heart is happy once again. Your perseverance is awesome to watch. I am so happy for all of you. Who would believe you could all do this? May 2004 be a healing year for your family. Sandy Peck <sandy.peck@med.va.gov> St. Cloud, MN USA - Wednesday, January 7, 2004 4:22 PM CST I am excited about the good news. The prayer are working. Take care and sending our love. Rod & Jeannie Rod & Jeannie Zank <rjmazmaz@cs.com> Burnsville, MN Dakota - Wednesday, January 7, 2004 2:56 PM CST Hey Katja! Glad you had a nice christmas. Hope plans for the transplant are still going well. Hope this new year brings happiness, health and fun! Good luck with everything! I will be back soon to check up! Laura ~X~ Laura <take_my_breath_away_@hotmail.com> St. Albans, Herts UK - Wednesday, January 7, 2004 1:53 PM CST Katja,Jacqui,Aaron and baby, So wonderful to hear the great news of going forward to a transplant. I know it will be a very rough time once again but it's a miracle in itself. I can understand how you are cautiously happy. It will still be a rough road ahead but thank God for that road. I will pray for that match to come quickly and for your transition back to fairview to go smoothly. Our prayers have been answered to give that girl a fighting chance! She is such a precious girl. So smart! God has big plans for her!!! Jacqui I hope you let us know if you need help with anything. You need to take care of yourself with another beautiful baby on the way! I will keep you in my prayers and praise the lord! One step at a time.... Love to you all! Shari- Shari, Joe, Kaitie, Jordan Gohman <www.gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, MN - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 9:20 PM CST One miracle at a time! As Willa Cather put it so well, "Where there is great love, there are always miracles." We're sure the emotional struggles between feeling hopeful and being afraid to are tough. May God bless you with serenity and comfort. Our love to you all..we're with you in spirit every day! Thanks for the updates. The Gazdziks St. Cloud, MN - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 7:59 PM CST Hey that's awesome news!!!! We will be praying that you can get to transplant soon and that it goes smoothly. Darius, Marna, Zane, Zach, & Reese <marnafrick@yahoo.com www.caringbridge.org/nd/reesefrick> Watford City, ND - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 7:22 PM CST Hi Katja, Jacqui and Aaron! Praise God for the good news!!! We continue to pray for you all every day, every time you come to mind. God is hearing our prayers. I can understand your cautious hope. The roller coaster of the journey can be so exhausting. Keep riding out the bumps in the road. You have so many people praying for you all. Rest and take strength in those prayers. We have a neuphrology consult on the 14th (st.paul kids of all the places), but perhaps we can stop in for a visit. We cannot wait to see you again, until then, lots of e=hugs!!!!! Teri , Rick and Maryn Bierman <rtmbierman@astound.,net> Sartell, MN USA - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 7:20 PM CST HI KATJA, GLAD TO HEAR THINGS ARE GOPING A BIT BETTER... WE ARE PRAYING FOR YOU, WE ARE PRAYING FOR THE MIRACLE FOR 2004.... GLAD TO HEAR YOU ARE ABLE TO PLAY A LITTLE.... AND ARE EATING... STRAWBERRIES SOUND REALLY GOOD!!!!!! KELLY MALQUIST <KELLYGREENMOM@AOL.COM> ST. CLOUD , MN USA - Monday, January 5, 2004 3:08 PM CST It was so much fun spending the past four days visiting with you. We played Polly Pockets of course but also did some crafts and made some cards, too. Thanks to Shawn, Judy, Tyler, Tanner, Logan and Noah we have some great crafts to work on. You are the most amazing little girl and always make my day and a lot of other people, too. You are wise beyond your years. I hope you have a great week, keep up the walking and deep breathing and I will see you real soon. Take care of Mom for us, too. Love you lots Grammy Diane <dsufka@hotmail.com> - Monday, January 5, 2004 10:08 AM CST Aaron, Jacqui, and Katja- We are encouraged by your good news, but we will keep praying for a miracle in 2004. We miss seeing all of you! You are in our prayers daily. We love you and miss you! Jeff, Lisa, Bailey, and Maliah <lisaanemeth@aol.com> - Sunday, January 4, 2004 8:06 PM CST Hello, I just wanted you guys to know I have been thinking about you and am keeping Katja and your family in my prayers. My dad use to always tell me to keep my head up. Keep your heads up and stay positive! Love, Teresa Szymanski and family. Teresa Szymanski <tas6505@charter.net> Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Sunday, January 4, 2004 7:08 PM CST Sufkas- Just checking in on you all. We will continue to keep you in our prayers. Teri , Rick and Maryn Bierman <rtmbierman@astound.,net> SARTELL, MN USA - Saturday, January 3, 2004 10:40 AM CST Katja- All of your friends and teachers at Kid's Country are thinking of you and praying for you. We check your web site often and want you to know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. We were excited to read you good news. God Bless Kids country <tajones@cloudnet.com> Sartell, mn benton - Friday, January 2, 2004 3:19 PM CST I just got home from Park Rapids where I can report that things are going well with Rob. He had an aortic aneurysm in his abdomen. He went into the hospital about 9:30 last night, the surgery went well and he was awake and alert when Dan and I left at about 8:30 this am. He will most likely be in the hospital in Park Rapids for about a week. We continue to keep you in our hearts. Stay strong. Margaret <h2ojems@hotmail.com> - Friday, January 2, 2004 10:47 AM CST I am originally from Park Rapids and if you need anything for your grandpa, please let me know. I can get in contact with friends who can help him out. He's in good hands up there; my dad has utilzed the medical facility up there way too much recently. Wishing you total healing for Katja in 2004. Know you are receiving prayers from stangers and we do care about you and your family. God bless you, Connie Frisby-Griffin Connie F-G <cdlfg@sprynet.com> Wichita Falls, TX - Friday, January 2, 2004 10:34 AM CST Happy New Year Sufkas! What wonderful blast news! We continue in our prayers and petitions for Katja and all of you. Will add Grampa to our list! Our tests came back negaitve, so we will continue to be mystified by Maryn. Looks like we'll probably be down at the U next week to meet the neuphrologist and have him read her ultra sounds. The new photos are beautiful! Thank you for sharing them! We cannot wait to see you all again. Until then, we're on our knees! God's perfect peace to you all! Teri , Rick and Maryn Bierman <rtmbierman@astound.net> SARTELL, MN USA - Friday, January 2, 2004 9:39 AM CST Sufkas - good news. We are happy to hear the promissing news. I brought Zach in to work today and he wanted to see a picture of Katja since he has been praying for her. He couldn't believe she had a Bunny tuck her in at night. We will continue to pray that 2004 continues to go in the right direction for Katja and for your entire family. Mike and Zach Trenary <trenpt@yahoo.com> - Thursday, January 1, 2004 4:49 PM CST Dear Aaron, Jacqui, Katja and Baby: We are so over joyed with the good news today of the 2% blast cells. . . . . . We pray for all of you daily and truly believe we have received a miracle. All our little grandkids include Katja in their daily night time prayers and we believe God listens so intently to them. We are praying for wonderful things to happen for your family in 2004 and are so happy for all of you and the news of the upcoming baby. Thanks for being so faithful in sharing with all of us. We love you so very much and are looking forward to coming for a visit and Polly Pocket Party when the time is right. Happy New Year from all the Hacketts and Psycks. We love you dearly. Aunt Darlene and Uncle Mel <melarryfarms@msn.com> Rice, mn usa - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 9:48 PM CST Katja, Aaron, Jacqui!!!!!!! How wonderful to hear that her blasts are at 2%!!!! Yeah it's working! We just got back from Vegas today and yesterday at the hotel I talked to Shelly on the phone and she told me about how sick she was and about the hospice set up and I could have kicked something. I was so thrilled to come home and jump on the internet and see good news. I know you still have alot of icky stuff to go through but this is a huge step in the right direction. I hope you have a happy new year and we'll keep praying. Tell Katja we said hi and that we love her. God Bless and keep up the good work!!!! Lots of love----Shari. Shari Gohman and Family <www.gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, MN - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 9:13 PM CST Dear Jacqui and Katja, I just visited your page after a few days and was really thrilled to know that the treatment was effective for now in bringing the blasts down. I will continue to pray that Katja's pain is managed well, and she can walk around the 8th floor and visit the others patients and cheer them like she did with Priyanka. Take care and hope that you continue to keep your strenght just like you always have. Leela. - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 7:40 PM CST Katja, I am so glad to read your promising news! We have been praying for you at the Ronald McDonald House. Happy New Year...Paula Paula Noonan <pnoonan@rmhmpls.com> Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 6:54 PM CST Happy New Year As I just read your e-mail, I am happy to hear a little uplifting news. I know theres a long road ahead,but Katja always seems to amazae everyone despite how sick she is. She is one strong little girl. (Grandma Lorraine) and I were together yesterday and she said if I e-mail you to tell you she prays for you everyday and hopes you'll get stronger so you can call her again sometime. She says you are a very special little girl. Grampy says HI too, and is praying for you too. Stay strong, We love you, Don and Linda Linda Nemeth <dsnemeth@charter.net> New London, Mn. - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 5:13 PM CST Thanks for the poem. I'm one of those that never knows what to say. Mike and I log on every day for updates and pray for Katja's recovery. May the New Year bring your family many prayers and blessings. Ann Moilanen <moilanena@centracare.com> Rice, MN - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 11:27 AM CST We are on the eve of a new year. My wish for you all is that good health will return and you are given the stength to continue in a peaceful manner. My thoughts and prayer are with you. Jeannie Zank <jzank@mssociety.org> Burnsville, MN Dakota - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 9:48 AM CST Your relatives in Oregon are still praying for Katja and all the family. Your cousin Laura teaches at St. Paul's Lutheran school where your Uncle Lawrence was a pastor and all her students (1st grade) pray for Katja daily. My church prays for her daily too. We love you and wish we could do more to help, but have asked everyone to pray and right now, that's the most important thing we can do. I check the web site daily for info and am in contact with your mom frequently. Love and Prayers, Aunt Barbara Barbara Zank <knazb@netzero.net> Eugene, OR USA - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 9:33 AM CST Aaron, Jacqui, and Katja, Tell Katja that Matthew said "She is beautiful" when he seen the picture at the begining of the web site. I get a daily update from my mom, stacie, or Darlene, and am sick that she is having to go through so much pain and tratment. It is not fair for a child to have to go through this. Being a parent I often think of how this is affecting you, and pray for your strength. I wanted to let you all know we think about you, and pray for all of you daily. The kids are always asking how Katja is doing. Take Care. Jessica Jessica, Joe and kids <jjreis@fallsnet.com> Little Falls, - Tuesday, December 30, 2003 9:03 PM CST Hi Katja! Aaron and Jacqui too1 Just checking in on how you are doing. We're all still praying and we'll add prayers for the pain to subside. There is nothing more painful as a parent than having to watch your child in pain and not being able to make it go away. We'll be praying that the Lord sustain you and Aaron as well. Keep praying and keep fighting! I might be down later in the week, so I'll call and see if it's a good time for a visit. Let me know if there is anything you need done on or from the home front. HUGS!!! Teri , Rick and Maryn Bierman <rtmbierman@astound.,net> SARTELL, MN Stearns - Tuesday, December 30, 2003 8:31 PM CST Katjas and family, We think about you and check in on you every day. I hope strengh can travel over the interent, because you can borrow some from us anytime. It always helped us to know people were checking in and thinking about us. Margaret Ciacciarelli <mmchick@comcast.net www.Mighty-Max.com> - Tuesday, December 30, 2003 7:45 PM CST We are praying for you little Katja. I pray the pain will subside and the medicine will not make you so drowsy. I know your parents miss your smiles so much. God bless. Love, Tracy and Katia Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com> - Tuesday, December 30, 2003 11:32 AM CST Katja, I continue to pray for you and your family. I know that miracles do happen, so will continue to pray that you have one of your own! Be strong, and know that God will help you all through the toughest times. If you need anything, please just ask... God Bless and Keep you all- Phyliss Phyliss Kerfeld <pkerfeld@gw.stcdio.org> St. Cloud, MN - Tuesday, December 30, 2003 7:43 AM CST Hi Everyone, My heart just breaks for you guys, and especially Katja.That precious little girl has gone through so much. I pray just once, things would start to turn around for you guys.I admire your strenght,maybe its because we are one big family who stands besides each other through thick and thin. We love you guys and are here for you if you need anything. Please give Katja a big KISS for me and tell her I miss her very much!! Linda Nemeth <dsnemeth@charter.net> New London, Mn - Monday, December 29, 2003 6:46 PM CST You're in our thoughts & prayers daily. Stay strong and keep the faith. Darius, Marna, Zane, Zach, & Reese Frick <marnafrick@yahoo.com www.caringbridge.org/nd/reesefrick> Watford City, ND - Monday, December 29, 2003 6:40 PM CST Sufkas- thanks for the updates and know that we keep you in our thoughts. I'm hoping you find some comfort in all those around you. Katja has shown great stregth before and I know she will again. It's bound to be a long excrutiating wait while the doctors and God do their work on Katja's sick little body. Hang in there- do what you can to get through- maybe get a trashy novel or something to give yourselves a diversion every once in awhile:). Once again- stay strong. Beth Fenstad - Monday, December 29, 2003 4:34 PM CST Hey guys, keep the faith. You are a tough family and Katja is a tough little girl. We will keep on praying and asking God to spare this little girl from any more pain and suffering. You are in our thoughts constantly. Have a Happy New Year. Elaine Henkemeyer <palhenk@astound.net> Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Monday, December 29, 2003 2:24 PM CST Take care. My thoughts, prayers and heart are with you.Rod and I think of you all often , Please know if there is any thing we can do, Please just ask. Love Rod and Jeannie Jeannie Zank <jzank@mssociety.com> Burnsville, MN Dakota - Monday, December 29, 2003 9:19 AM CST Greetings Katja, Jacqui and Aaron! I just wanted to let you know that we are all praying for you and I have my prayer warriors on their knees! Stay strong in the Lord. We are praying for your Christmas Miracle and inexplicable healing in 2004. We received a Christmas Miracle of Hope for Maryn, a neuphrologist at the U of M thinks he may know the source and cause of Maryn's kidney and urinary problems. We will begin a test on Sunday which will take 24 hours and then have an ultrasound on Tuesday. We are praying for out of whack levels of calcium and creatine to confirm his suspicions. Then he has a plan of attack that doesn't require surgery again. Praise God! Keep hanging in there. We can't wait to see you again! Teri, Rick and Maryn Bierman <rtmbierman@astound.net> Sartell, Minnesota USA - Saturday, December 27, 2003 9:39 AM CST May Katja's choir of angels surround her with healing. Know that we remembered you in prayer during our Christmas festivities with our family. You are included in many circles of prayer--never doubt its strength. May you be blessed with many small and big miracles in your days ahead. Our love to you! Gazdziks St. Cloud, MN - Friday, December 26, 2003 12:24 AM CST Katja -- we had such a great time tonight playing with your Polly Pockets, and dressing all of them up and having a beauty and talent contest. Then making all of them sing their song for the talent portion. You have such a fantastic imagination. Your songs were great. ( I wonder if Dad will notice the guy your dressed up in a dress, she said you always wear mom's ball gowns.) We sure had alot of laughs while your mom and dad were out and about. I hope the new medicine they are trying tonight for your blood pressure helps, and that you don't have any side effects. You are so brave. I love you sweetie. May the angels watch over your tonight and every night. Angels guide us through our day, Making sure we find our way. Angels guard us through the night, Keeping us safe 'til morning light. Grammy Darlene St. Paul, Mn USA - Thursday, December 25, 2003 10:24 PM CST Merry Christmas and best wishes. Margaret Ciacciarelli <mmchick@comcast.net www.Mighty-Max.com> - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 10:48 PM CST Hi Jacqui, Katja and family. I have checked out your journal entries this morning to get up to speed on how things are going. It's so wonderful to hear about your Christmas celebration. Christmas is always such a special season of hope and wonder. The kind of journey you are on now can only be imagined by those of us who have not been there. It is one thing to be the patient, and no small thing at that! To experience cancer with your child is something I cannot imagine. I marvel at your resiliency, just as I marvelled at the young people I saw while at Fairview. They exhibit such great perspectives we as adults can learn from in the face of life and death adversity. That is truly a gift from heaven, and I can tell from your journal entries you have seen that. Cancer is terrible, but I truly believe it also brings great gifts not otherwise ordinarily available to us in a lifetime if we are open to receiving these gifts. I thought of Katja while lighting the candle of hope during the SCCH Christmas program yesterday afternoon; I'll continue to pray for that miracle we are all hoping for. -----Randy Randy Arnold <randall.arnold@isd742.org> St. Cloud, MN USA - Tuesday, December 23, 2003 7:46 AM CST Hello Katja! Ryan sure loved seeing you in your room on the 8th floor the other day. We never thought we would see you AND Nemo there!! We hope your days are happy. Please give your mom and dad big hugs from our family. Much love, Liz Jacobs <wearejacobs6@aol.com> - Monday, December 22, 2003 9:40 PM CST Hello, I don't know if you remember me -- you were the first family I knew in St. Cloud with a child with leukemia after we found out my son Jonathan had cancer. I remember meeting you at the clinic as well as at some of the CentraCare stuff. I' ve been following Katja's website since transplant. I have no words of wisdom for you, but I am praying for you guys and for Katja. I wish you weren't having to go through all of this. Melissa Lindsey www.caringbridge.com/mn/jonathanlindsey Melissa <paperandink@cloudnet.com> St.Cloud, mn USA - Monday, December 22, 2003 3:43 PM CST Dear Sufka family, My thoughts and prayers are with you. It was good to hear that you had an early Christmas. Many caring people near and far are concerned for each of you and, yes, we are praying for the Christmas Miracle - we pray for Katja to be healed. We also pray for strength for all of you on this road to recovery. You're in our thoughts and prayers every day. God bless and take care of you. Be blessed this Christmas and God bless you with a good and joyous New Year. Elizabeth Deckert <deckee@hotmail.com> Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Sunday, December 21, 2003 0:01 AM CST You are so good to recommend that Santa come to celebrate an early Christmas with Katja. We pray every day that God places a special miracle under your "tree". We've been praying especially hard all week. You are never alone and may you always feel lifted up by the prayers of many people who care. We are grateful for your updates as you are on our minds constantly. We love and miss you! The Gazdziks--Jero and Athena, too! St. Cloud, MN - Friday, December 19, 2003 10:31 PM CST Aaron and Jacqui, our thoughts and prayers are with you and Katja. Nancy and Leo <yayagumbo2002@yahoo.com> Dallas, TX - Thursday, December 18, 2003 5:05 PM CST Our thoughts and prayers are with you as you travel this winding road. Cinda and Marlee <jclouden@sherbtel.net> Becker, MN - Thursday, December 18, 2003 10:43 AM CST I just want you all to know that I think of katja often, and lift her up in prayer. May she find strength and comfort in the Lord as she struggles with this illness. I have come to know and love Katja and her family through e-mails from our Prayer Team at Gloria Dei Rita Legge Pearland, Tx USA - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 10:52 PM CST Members of the Prayer Notes Ministry at Gloria Dei Lutheran Church in Houston have been praying for this precious angel. We have appreciated the updates from Elizabeth and Carol. The Sufkas-mother,father,grandmother-continue to be placed in our prayers; we pray for their strength and inner peace.I ask that our Almighty God look in mercy upon Katja. May the Lord's healing hands touch this dear child to ease the suffering and likewise touch the family with solace and comfort. Mary Lee Bergquist Friendswood, TX USA - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 10:34 PM CST Hello, I'm Deb Wilson one of Carol McGee's friends at Gloria Dei. Carol has been asking us to pray for Katjas for quite a while now. I just wanted you to know that I will be lifting your sweet child up to our Lord Jesus for healing, and your family as well. Deborah Wilson <dwilson2@sleh.com> Houston, Tx USA - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 4:28 PM CST Where do I start. I am heartsick hearing of the latest developments. Someone once told me God does not give us more than we can handle. I think in this case, he is pushing it. Ron and I continue to pray for your family. I will contact the Poor Clares and ask for their prayers. Is there anything I can do? Please count on your friends to help lighten the load. Love to all and have as much of a Christmas as you possibly can. Elaine Henkemeyer <palhenk@astound.net> Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 4:00 PM CST To Katja, her Mom & Dad, her grandma Diane, and all her family members and friends, Our prayers & thoughts & concerns are with you all today. Although so far away, you are here in our hearts and our minds. "The Lord bless you and keep you; the Lord make His face shine upon you and be gracious to you; The Lord turn His face toward you and give you peace". (Numbers 6:24-26) Carol O'Toole Magee <Kirbylady@houston.rr.com> Seabrook, Tx USA - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 2:46 PM CST Sufka Family, We will continue to pray nightly that Katja goes into remission. We are all thinking of you. Mike, Tamra, Zach and Ben Trenary <trenpt@yahoo.com> - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 2:28 PM CST Jacqui and family, I read the latest news and my heart aches for all of you. My family will continue to pray for you. Reading about Katja really helps to put my trivial problems in perspective. It makes me realize what is really important. Hope that you are able to have a good Christmas and I will be thinking of you. Tanya Mortenson <tanyam@co.morrison.mn.us> St. CLoud, MN Stearns - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 8:27 AM CST Dear Sufka family, Yes, there is a fighting chance and Katja is worth hanging in there for. I'm praying for God's special miracle to cure her. I just sent a request to Gloria Dea Christian Church in Houston, TX asking their prayer groups to pray for Katja's remission so treatment will be a success. (They have visited this website before and I pasted your latest journal entry in my email request so they are totally aware of the circumstance.) It is true you are in MANY peoples prayers - many. God bless each of you. Stay strong and take care. Elizabeth Deckert Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Tuesday, December 16, 2003 11:04 PM CST Aaron, Jacqui, and Kat, Read your entry today and can't put into words how we feel. It may seem like you're backed up against the wall right now; but a ten percent chance means that she still has one. And she has been such a fighter through all of this! Keep your heads up and come back ready to fight with all your might. There is still hope and there are so many prayers being sent your way.......... If there is anything you need, want, or if you need help at the hospital, call us. We can remember how long the days, nights, weeks get and will help out in any way we can. Love to you all, Shawn, Judy, and boys Judy Hackett <shawnett@msn.com> Rice, mn u - Tuesday, December 16, 2003 10:03 PM CST So sorry to read the news today. We are rooting for you. Katjas is such a beautiful, strong girl. Th picture on your web site is breath taking. Margaret Ciacciarelli <mmchick@comcast.net www.Mighty-Max.com> - Tuesday, December 16, 2003 9:58 PM CST Katja, Aaron, Jacqui, I am so sorry for your bad news. I am at a loss for words. I think the move to children's is a smart one. They seem so much nicer to deal with and really treasure katja the way they should. I wish I could help in anyway. I would love to send her something for Christmas. If you can think of anything at all big or small please call me or e-mail me or let Diane know. I'm praying to Jesus and Dad like crazy. I know her spirits are up and that shows what a fighter she is and such a special girl. We all love her so much. I'm praying for the miracle you all need. Please..... Let me know if I can do anything or mail anything to you. I hope to hear good news soon---thank you for keeping us updated in your troubled times. We love you guys so much. Shari Shari Gohman and Family <www.gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, MN - Tuesday, December 16, 2003 9:05 PM CST We are so sad to hear that things are not going well. You are all so important to us and it hurts terribly to know you are suffering. We will pray really hard for you and also if there is anything we can do please call. 253-1286. Love the Mansours. Mike, Lynette, Samson, Danielle and Lila Mansour <mcandman@astound.net> st. paul, MN usa - Tuesday, December 16, 2003 6:41 PM CST Hi Katja!! I read today that you are not doing so well, I wanted to let you know that Im sending some prayers up Gods way for you. I think the Song " I hope you dance" has s much power to it, and expresses how so many people feel about you Katja! I hope you never lose your sense of wonder You get your fill to eat But always keep that hunger May you never take one single breath for granted God forbid love ever leave you empty handed I hope you still feel small When you stand by the ocean Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens Promise me you'll give fate a fighting chance And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance I hope you dance I hope you dance I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance Never settle for the path of least resistance Living might mean taking chances But they're worth taking Lovin' might be a mistake But it's worth making Don't let some hell bent heart Leave you bitter When you come close to selling out Reconsider Give the heavens above More than just a passing glance And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance I hope you dance (Time is a wheel in constant motion always) I hope you dance (Rolling us along) I hope you dance (Tell me who) I hope you dance (Wants to look back on their years and wonder) (Where those years have gone) I hope you still feel small When you stand by the ocean Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance I hope you dance!!! JIll <Lululax918@aol.com> Buffalo, NY - Tuesday, December 16, 2003 5:31 PM CST Aaron, Jacqui, & Katja, We just read your updated news, and our hearts hurt for all of you, for the decessions that have to be made and all Katja has been through and still has to go through. She has been such a strong little trooper through all this. She is such a special little girl to us all. Even tho shes so sick, she sure comes up with some little comments and her big smile she melts my heart. We are praying hard for some uplifting news and support to stay strong. We're here if you need us? Love Don and Linda Linda Nemeth <dsnemeth@charter.net> New london, Mn - Tuesday, December 16, 2003 4:03 PM CST My heart is breaking. Enjoy this little dumpling. I hope I open the website to find that she is doing better. In the meantime, endure and treasure each precious minute. If I can bring anything like food, videos, DVDs, books, let me know. You know that I will be there. Sandy Peck <sandypeck@astound.net> St. Cloud, MN USA - Tuesday, December 16, 2003 2:21 PM CST I just read the news, and I am devastated. I am so sorry you have to endure this difficulty- remember there are a great number of people praying for you. We all hold out in the knowledge that Katja is strong, her parents are strong, and miracles do happen. Beth Fenstad <bfenstad@stcloud.k12.mn.us> - Tuesday, December 16, 2003 12:49 AM CST It's so hard to read such news for Katja. We have never given up our prayers for you all. I am so glad you have support both at the U and Children's. I know you will make excellent decisions for Katja. It's so evident of your love for her. Much love, Liz Jacobs <wearejacobs6@aol.com> - Tuesday, December 16, 2003 0:49 AM CST Aaron, Jacqui,& Katja, We are so much praying that whatever choices you have to make in the next few days, you will make them knowing that you are doing the absolute best for Kat that you are able to do. No matter what, remember it's in God's hands and he will guide you in your decisions. We hope that you all stay strong and hang in there! We pray for you all each and every day. All our love, Shawn, Judy, Tyler, Tanner, Logan and Noah Judy Hackett <shawnett@msn.com> Rice, mn USA - Monday, December 15, 2003 10:17 PM CST To all-- we need some miracles and some heavy duty praying for our precious Katja. It dosen't look like she will be able to be home for Christmas as everyone hoped, because of the most recent news from her biopsy today. Pray hard---- we need a miracle. Grammy Darlene St. Paul, MN USA - Monday, December 15, 2003 9:39 PM CST Katja, Jacqui, and Aaron- Our family continues to pray for a Christmas miracle during this trying and difficult time. We're hoping the holiday season brings you some joyful news and keeps your spirits bright!! Jen, Shane, and all the kids <jennifera@co.morrison.mn.us> Randall, MN USA - Monday, December 15, 2003 9:35 AM CST Katja had a busy weekend. She got a visit from Aunt Kris and Uncle Paul on Friday and Saturday. She was so excited to see them and play with them. She beat Kris and Paul playing Candyland and Hi Ho Cheeryo. She is such a sweetheart and is doing pretty well for a 4 year old who is confined to a small room. We pray the biopsy today will give us good news and her counts will start to rise so she can be home for Christmas. She is the greatest granddaughter a grammy could ask for. We continue to play with the Polly Pockets and some animals she brought from home - what an imagination she has! Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers. Grammy Diane <dsufka@hotmail.com> - Monday, December 15, 2003 7:48 AM CST Good Morning: I check your site on a very regular basis and now feel the need to let you know that I am praying for you guys. Katja's picture is absolutely precious. My heart aches for you at this time of year not knowing the future for your beautiful little girl. Terry & Howard Sylvester from Living Waters <SaukRapids@aol.com> Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Monday, December 15, 2003 6:28 AM CST Keep fighting Katja!!!! We're out here praying for strength for all of you. Sandra Maimbourg www.alexupdate.com <smaimbourg@sbcglobal.net> - Sunday, December 14, 2003 11:01 PM CST You are in our prayers more than ever. Keep fighting. Julie Shanoff <hometeam@astound.net> SR, MN - Sunday, December 14, 2003 10:30 PM CST Good grief! I marvel at your strength and your ability to endure the awful uncertainty of this illness. Just like everyone else, I wish so much that there was something we could do to relieve Katja and you from this- enough already! I will keep praying, and I thank you for the update. Remain positive and prayerful and she will prevail. Beth Fenstad St. Cloud, - Sunday, December 14, 2003 6:27 PM CST Thank you so much so signing Max's guest book. Grace loved to watch the pictures on your site. We will be following you and hoping for the best for your family. You have such a beautiful little girl. Margaret Ciacciarelli <mmchick@comcast.net wwww.Mighty-Max.com> - Sunday, December 14, 2003 5:27 PM CST Katja, Aaron and Jaqui, I'm so sorry this scary news came. I hope and pray that the doctors can figure out what is going on in that poor little body. I can't even imagine what you are going through. It is so unfair. Please take care of yourselves and I will pray to Jesus and my Dad to help you. God bless You--Shari Shari Gohman and Family <www.gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, MN - Sunday, December 14, 2003 3:47 PM CST Jacqui, Aaron, and Katja, Sorry to hear you are under the weather, hope you all feel better soon. Our thoughts and prayers are with you daily. God Bless you all. Annie, Jim, and Heather <Oikari@astound.net> Sauk Rapids, - Saturday, December 13, 2003 1:23 PM CST Hi katja, Jacqi, Aaron- sorry to hear there are more problems for katja and your family. I pray for her to get her counts back and for the flu to leave you poor guys alone. You have enough going on-so sorry. I will also pray for her biopsy to go well and give you the results you need. Need anything give me a call. Lots of love sent to you---Shari Shari Gohman and Family <www.gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, MN - Friday, December 12, 2003 10:13 AM CST I pray you are home soon. I love your front page picture and the slideshow. How beautiful you are! Have a joyous Holiday Season. God Bless, Eileen www.caringbridge.org/il/ej - ALL ARE INVITED TO VISIT. THANKS - Tuesday, December 9, 2003 8:24 PM CST I'm just crawling into bed and wanted to check in so I know how to direct my prayers tonight. You are really figting a day to day battle, aren't you?! You have so many wonderful people remembering you in prayer...miracles will happen! Our love to you all. Jenni Gazdzik St. Cloud, MN - Friday, December 5, 2003 10:41 PM CST Hi Jaqui, I continue to pray for Katja, and know that she can beat this again. With love, Leela - Friday, December 5, 2003 5:55 PM CST Thanks for the update. We continue to think about Katja and hope that she is able to remain at home over the holidays. I'm guessing she enjoys the holiday lights as much as my kids do. Beth Fenstad - Tuesday, December 2, 2003 3:18 PM CST We are praying for you sweetie:) I pray the chemo does the trick. Love, Tracy and Katia Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com> - Tuesday, December 2, 2003 10:54 AM CST Hello Katja, Aaron & Jacqui: We are so glad to hear what the Lord is doing! What a blessing to go to DisneyLand! It sounds like you all had a great time and what a blessing for the grandparents too! Grammy Diane shared how much she enjoyed herself! We are thankful that Katja is home and feeling better. Hey Katja, my mom could sure relate to your recent hospitalization. She was recently in the hospital too and didn't like the constant blood draws either! She says she is starting to feel like a pin cushion! :) We pray for you every Tuesday and Thursday at 12 o'clock and are trusting God to help you every step of the way! With love from the VA Prayer Group. Deb Schreiner <deborah.schreiner@med.va.gov> - Monday, November 24, 2003 9:36 AM CST  TRACY AND KATIA <TMSOL87@AOL.COM> - Saturday, November 22, 2003 8:50 AM CST Glad to hear that Katja is again fighting and the new procedure is underway. It also sounds like you're home again- where you should be- hopefully the warmth of home (even in MN) will help the healing as well. You'll be in our prayers. Take Care. Beth Fenstad - Wednesday, November 19, 2003 6:36 PM CST Dear Katja, Aaron, & Jacqui-- Great news to hear that Fairview U has changed their protocol, which opens the door for the use of the experimental treatment. We will take one miracle at a time, right?? I'll be sending as many hopeful and prayerful thoughts as possible. Good luck! ......Randy Randy Arnold <rkarnold1@charter.net> St. Cloud, MN USA - Monday, November 17, 2003 1:26 PM CST Hi Katja This is Grampy, I'm at Don and Lindas and looking at your cute pictures!!!! I hear you're taking a new medicine and I sure hope it taste o.k.and works. Grandma aND i WILL KEEP PRAYING FOR YOU and send all our Love. Hope to see you soon. Grandma says HI too. Grandpa and Grandma Nemeth <dsnemeth@charter.net> St Cloud, MN - Sunday, November 16, 2003 9:00 PM CST Hi Katja, I'm Linda's sister Carol and she finally gave me your web page and I was able to open it. I absolutely love the fairy outfit and hearing about your trip to Disneyland. I know you had the most fun ever. I'm also glad that your Grandmas got to go and enjoy it with you. We continuously pray for you at Graham Church. God be with you and your family in this new treatment endeavor. Love, carol Carol Schumann <carolschu@msn.com> Rice, Mn Usa - Sunday, November 16, 2003 5:30 PM CST I am speechless at what I read. Hers and your endurance absolutely amaze me. Ron and I continue to pray for your family and we are happy she was eligible for the study. God Bless all of you. Elaine Henkemeyer <palhenk@astound.net> Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Sunday, November 16, 2003 5:04 PM CST Hi Kat! I was so excited to see your pictures from Disney World. It looked like so much fun. I can't wait to see you again so that we can play :0) See ya soon! Nicole Nicole Nemeth <nnemeth@css.edu> Duluth, MN - Saturday, November 15, 2003 6:09 PM CST Hello This is my first time to this site. I am Shelly and I do grandma Dianes (and aunt Darlenes) hair. You are a wonderful strong family with a beautiful daughter. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Shelly <shelfruth@hotmail.com> - Saturday, November 15, 2003 4:42 PM CST Hi Jacqui, Aaron, and Katja, I just received information about your website and I enjoyed viewing it. It looks like all of you had a great time at Disney World. Katja, I love the fairy princess outfit. Best wishes for success and I keep you all in my prayers. Cathy Whitfield Cathy Whitfield <snow@cloudnet.com> Sauk Rapids, MN America - Friday, November 14, 2003 12:44 AM CST Hi Aaron,Jacqui,and Katja, Thinking of you today as you are in the hospital watching over katja as she begins the clinical trial. Praying for all to go well. Wow what a slide show!! Joe and I just sat here glued to the computer screen. What wonderful pictures. All of you make such a beautiful family. Hope to hear from you soon. We love you and hope you will be back to polly-pocket land soon. Lots of prayers----Shari Joe, Shari, Kaitlyn, Jordan Gohman <www.gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, MN - Friday, November 14, 2003 10:03 AM CST Hi Katja, How are you doing? We miss you. Call us and say hi! Then we can come over and visit you! We will keep you in our prayers...God Bless You! Stay strong!! We love you lots and lots! Love Grandpa Rob and Gwen :-D Gwen Sufka <gsufka@yahoo.com> Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Thursday, November 13, 2003 8:36 PM CST We're "Wishing Upon a Star" for you all! We are so happy that Katja qualifies for the treatment and pray it goes smoothly and is tremendously successful. Always know of our continued thoughts and prayers. The Gazdziks St. Cloud, MN - Wednesday, November 12, 2003 5:37 PM CST What wonderful news! Thank you so much for the update as we have been watching closely to see what the road ahead looks like. Please know we think of you guys every day. Go, Katja, Go! Much love, Liz Jacobs <wearejacobs6@aol.com> Shakopee, Mn - Wednesday, November 12, 2003 2:02 PM CST Hello to all of you! I love the latest pictures of Katja! We really enjoyed our recent visit, I truly miss all of you. I wish we lived in the same city. I think of all of you and pray for Katja every day. I promise I will continue to do that. Please call if you need anything, or if you just want to talk. I love you all very much! -Love, Julie Julie Moravchik <jmoravchik@wdio.com> Duluth, MN USA - Tuesday, November 11, 2003 5:30 PM CST Dear Aaron,Jacqui & Katja, We enjoyed seeing the smile on Katja during the trip, how exciting for everyone! We give you strength through our prayers and thoughts of kindness. We are touched by your family. Kathy said how precious the fairy photo was and she is so right. Take Care, Marv,Lois,Kyle,Andrea,Maria & Dean Rothstein and The children at Kiddie Bank Daycare McKenzie,Amber,Erika,Emmie,Megan,Isaac,Jack & Eli Lois Rothstein <mlrothstein@cloudnet.com> Cold Spring, MN USA - Tuesday, November 11, 2003 9:45 AM CST Thank you so much for sharing such a great slide show. I thoroughly enjoyed the background music, the star background and the joy seen in Kat's eyes - how fabulous!!!! She really did have tons of fun. As always Katja is in my prayers. Take care everybody. Elizabeth Deckert <deckee@hotmail.com> Sauk Rapids, MN US - Friday, November 7, 2003 4:13 PM CST Dear Katja,Aaron and Jacqui: What a wonderful update for all of us to read about and share your great trip to Florida. The photos of Katja are absolutely wonderful. So much happiness, joy and sparkle in those special "milk dud" eyes of Katja's. Our prayers continue to be with all of you and we pray for a miracle to happen real soon. Wish we could do more for all of you and take away your pain and uncertainty. You are one very special family and we love and admire your strength throughout this journey you've had to take. God bless each of you and know we're always here for you whenever you need us and for whatever you need. With all our love. Aunt Darlene and Uncle Mel <shawnett@msn.com> Rice, mn USA - Wednesday, November 5, 2003 4:22 PM CST Hello to you all. I know this waiting has to be hard. Please know we are continuing to pray for peace and a fullness of time as you get through your next days. Hoping an answer waits you early next week. Much love, Liz Jacobs <wearejacobs6@aol.com> - Wednesday, November 5, 2003 1:46 PM CST What a great slideshow! Katja looks beautiful and like she had a wonderful time. I hope the new treatment will be your answer. You're in our prayers. Julie Shanoff <hometeam@astound.net> SR, - Sunday, November 2, 2003 10:00 PM CST Fantastic Pictures, Katja!! We sure do miss you. I hope you had a fantastic time at Disney. It's our most favorite place in the world. Take care and get better really soon!! Much love, Ryan Jacobs <wearejacobs6@aol.com> - Friday, October 31, 2003 10:30 PM CST Our trip to Orlando was wonderful. We all had so much fun and laughter - just seeing Katja's eyes light up at all the events was worth everything to me. I could not have had such a wonderful experience without such a terrific group of family members who provided the financial support for me to go. I have the best parents,sisters, sisters-in-law, brothers, brothers-in-law, nieces and nephews a person could ask for. We continue to pray that Katja will have an opportunity to try one of the drugs available on clinical trial. She is full of energy and playing hard every day. I miss sleeping in the same room with her and Auntie Kris as on the trip. I hope everyone enjoys seeing the slideshow and other pictures as much as I have. I want to thank everyone for the thoughts and prayers that go out for my family. We love you all so much. Grammy Diane <dsufka@hotmail.com> - Friday, October 31, 2003 10:46 AM CST What a wonderful trip. I am so glad you were able to share this fun, carefree family time. You all certainly deserve it. I am also pleased to hear there are some new possibilities for treatment on the horizon. I'm sure the uncertainty of it all is miserable, but I am encouraged by your positive attitude and the strong faith you and so many others have for your strong little fighter. Katja will prevail. Prayers go out to you always. PS The slide show is terrific! Beth Fenstad <bfenstad@charter.net> - Thursday, October 30, 2003 8:45 PM CST Katja, Jacqui, and Aaron- What a wonderful slide show! We could tell that Katja and your family were having a great time. Katja looks so happy and carefree. We continue to pray for another clinical opportunity for Katja to participate in and end this terrifying ordeal. Take Care! Jen, Shane, and kids <jennifera@co.morrison.mn.us> Randall, MN USA - Thursday, October 30, 2003 12:50 AM CST Dear Katja, Jac and Aaron, I want to thank Aaron's cousin and family for making it possible for me to join Katja at Walt Disney World. Without their generous contribution, I would not have been able to go. What angels you are. Katja had such a wonderful time. It was so great to see her having such a great time. Now we have to pray that she responds to whatever treatment the doctor's decide on. We need alot of prayers. Grammy Darlene St. Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, October 29, 2003 8:28 AM CST Hi Everyone, I just read your update,and hoping things continue to improve so there will be some uplifiting news, that there is some new treatment that will help Katja. I babysat Myja last night and Becky had some pictures of Katja holding Myja, she sure had a big smile and looked so proud to hold her. You know me and pictures, I can't wait to see all of them of your trip. I am so glad Katja had such a wonderful time I bet she is still talking about it. As always I'll be praying for you and we send lots of hugs and love!!!1 Uncle Don and Linda Linda Nemeth <dsnemeth@charter.net> New London, Mn. - Tuesday, October 28, 2003 5:57 PM CST So glad to hear that there are options for katja. Sounds like you are staying positive and that is great. Good to hear that the doctors are really trying to get this done. We all can breath a little easier knowing that there are things out there still available-just have to find the right one. I will keep praying--God Bless-Shari and family. Shari, Joe, Kaitie, Jordan Gohman <www.gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, MN - Tuesday, October 28, 2003 4:32 PM CST We're hoping the petition is heard at Fairview so you can continue treatment there. We're happy to hear that there are some other options, too. We continue to pray for God to carry you through this. May you feel His presence these days throughout your decision making. Gazdziks St. Cloud, MN USA - Tuesday, October 28, 2003 6:25 AM CST Dear Katja, Aaron and Jacqui, I am so glad you had a wonderful time in florida. I imagine it was such a sight to see that beautiful little face smile and giggle after all that brave little girl has endured. I'm so glad you had the opportunity to go. I pray for you every day and so do Kaitie and Jordan and Joe. I hope your tests went well today. I hope you know how much we all love you and we are praying for added strength and for the Lord to make her well again. I hope she can continue to have happy days. GOD BLESS YOU>>>>>>> Love Shari Shari, Joe, Kaitie, Jordan Gohman <www.gohman4@juno.com> Clearwater, MN - Monday, October 27, 2003 4:45 PM CST Your message brings tears to my eyes. The goodness of people and the Make a Wish Foundation has to be overwhelming... kisses straight from heaven! I can sense Katja's excitement here two doors down. You've been on our minds during this last week. We've been wondering about the fun times you and Katja were experiencing. It sounds like it was out of this world! I'm sure it was priceless to see Katja's smiles. What a blessing these memory making times are. We continue to pray for God's blessing on you all and for proper liver functioning and as always, miracles! We love you all! Jenni and Kaz Gazdzik St. Cloud, MN - Saturday, October 25, 2003 8:20 AM CDT Welcome back!!! WE were all so happy that you were able to go for your trip and make it home safe and sound!! Boy are my girls ready to see and hear all about it! We are happy to hear of some good new's again. We will continue to pray even harder for her to get the numbers she need's for Monday! We love you all. Paul,Jenny,Lydia and Alayna <nsassy945@astound.net> sauk rapids, mn USA - Friday, October 24, 2003 10:40 PM CDT We're so happy you had a fabulous time at Disneyworld! I'm sure all the fun and laughter will help heal her body. We hope you all got a much needed break from worry and could really enjoy yourselves. Mike, Lynette, Samson, Danielle and Lila Mansour St. Cloud, MN - Friday, October 24, 2003 6:21 PM CDT Welcome Home!!!! Sounds like you had a wonderful time in Florida. I'm so glad you got to stay an extra day so you could do more things. Katja, I bet you wore your Grandmas out? I can't wait to hear all about it and see all the pictures!!!!!I'm also praying for all of you that things will change for you guys on Monday with good results. Thanks for keeping us informed, we miss and love you guys lots!!!!!! Uncle Don & Linda Linda Nemeth <dsnemeth@charter.net> New London, MN - Friday, October 24, 2003 2:52 PM CDT Katja & family, Wow, I'm so very, very happy to hear that you had a spectacular vacation. Don't worry, I'll be praying hard for Katja's Liver improvement so you can try out the latest medication. I really look forward to seeing pictures. Take care and God bless you. Elizabeth deckert <deckee@hotmail.com> Sauk Rapids, MN US - Friday, October 24, 2003 2:33 PM CDT Katja - I loved reading about your Magical Disney Trip! I am so thankful that you were able to enjoy that! We continue to pray for you many times each day. Devin and Dillan think about you, and pray for you often also. I have added you to our office prayer list. We pray together in our office twice per week. Our family will be praying even more between now and Monday. God has blessed your family with so much love, and so many people praying for you. Remember God is in control, and will continue to give you comfort. Jacqui and Aaron, we are praying for you guys too. We know you have so many decisions to make all the time. We pray for rest, comfort, and clearness of mind for you guys. Kim and Scott Nelson (Devin and Dillan too) Stillwater, MN USA - Friday, October 24, 2003 9:46 AM CDT Dear Katja, I hope you're getting better and on Halloween you can put on your costume. Love, Adeline Engebrtson (age 4) Dear Katja, I wish I could see you. I wish you had a bunny. Love, Lily Engebretson (age 4) Lily and Adeline Engebretson <tzank@umn.edu> Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 4:36 PM CDT Dear Katja, I hope you are getting better with your cancer. And I hope it's going away. I hope you fun in Florida. Love, Mr Martian (Michael Engebretson and Tracy Zank) Michael Engebretson, age 8 <tzank@umn.edu> Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 4:30 PM CDT Still thinking about you guys... Thanks for the update. I know the trip this coming weekend will be bittersweet as you wait for news concerning her latest biopsy. Praying you will be able to enjoy it all with Katja and find time to laugh together. You are never far from our thoughts. Much love, Liz Jacobs` <www.caringbridge.org/mn/ryan> Shakopee, MN - Saturday, October 18, 2003 11:19 PM CDT Katja and family, You don't know me but I am very good friends with you Auntie Rachel. She has told me a lot about you and from what it sounds like you are a very stong girl! I know how hard this is on the family because I've been their with my Grandpa, and sadly things didn't work out how I had hoped and we lost him in March of 2000. I hope this time around, everyone gets their wish and you become a healthy little girl again! My best wishes go to you and your family. Much love to all of you! Erika Sauk Rapids, MN 56379 - Thursday, October 16, 2003 4:16 PM CDT I will continue to pray and know that you all will have a really fun trip. Take care and a big hug... With love, Priyanka and leela. Leela. B. Minnetonka, - Thursday, October 16, 2003 1:35 PM CDT Hi guys! We'll be praying all your prayers are answered. Enjoy Disney! It's our dream that one day Maryn will be stable enough to survive a trip to Disney as well. I am sure it will be a magical time for you all. I've heard that the Make A Wish trips are all royal treatment. God Bless you all! Teri , Rick and Maryn Bierman <rtmbierman@astound.net> ST CLOUD , MN USA - Wednesday, October 15, 2003 9:45 PM CDT Have a wonderful time at Disney. Hopefully the sun and fun will bring all Katja's values just where they should be. We'll be praying for you all. Mike, Lynette, Samson, Danielle and Lila Mansour St. Cloud, MN - Wednesday, October 15, 2003 7:03 PM CDT Katja, Jacqui, and Aaron- I am praying for you all, and hoping that God will keep you all safe and strong as you face yet another hurdle. If there is ANYTHING that I can do to help, PLEASE let me know! Take this time to enjoy your visit with Mickey Mouse and his family! I hope that you find some magical powers in the Magic Kindom, and that you will come back stronger than ever. Love- Phyliss Phyliss Kerfeld <Pkerfeld@gw.stcdio.org> St. Cloud, MN USA - Wednesday, October 15, 2003 5:13 PM CDT Have a wonerful trip and if you need someone to watch Elvis, let us know! You are always in our prayers. The Gazdziks St. Cloud, MN - Wednesday, October 15, 2003 5:08 PM CDT Katja- Enjoy Mickey and gang! And of course don't forget to see all the princesses. Beth Fenstad - Wednesday, October 15, 2003 1:44 PM CDT We hope your visits with the physicains and discussions about alternate treatments are encouraging. We keep thinking and praying for your family. Ann Moilanen <moilanena@centracare.com> Rice, MN - Tuesday, October 14, 2003 8:34 AM CDT You are such a beautiful and brave little girl. We will keep you in our thoughts and prayers. Kara & Tony Rogers St. Cloud, MN - Monday, October 13, 2003 2:59 PM CDT My boys and I are praying like mad for you, Katja and your family. You are a special little girl and so very strong and resilient. May God be with you every step of the way - we are all with you too. Sandy Jergens (Mason's mom), Zach and Adam sandy jergens <sandyjerg@aol.com> delano, mn wright - Sunday, October 12, 2003 12:43 AM CDT Jacqui,Aron and Katja, We read your page and keep up with Katja to see how she is doing.Our Family wonder each day and send her our Prayers. We know what a hard time this is for Your Family and Do wish we could do something, But we know it`s in Gods Hands. We send our love and Prayers to you. Melvin And Alberta Salo <albertas@prodigy.net> Circle Pines, MN USA - Saturday, October 11, 2003 10:49 PM CDT Dear Katja, We are sadden by the news that things are not going as planned. We just want to let you know your friends and teachers at Kids Country are thinking about you. We will keep you in our thoughts and prayers. We miss you! Your friends at Kids Country Kids Country Sartell, MN - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 3:31 PM CDT Dear Aaron, Jacqui and Katja: We are so sorry things are not going well for Katja at this time. Our thoughts, prayers and love are with all of you today and always. You are such a special family and we will continue to pray daily that God will give you the strength you need to face each day. Katja looks so good and we have so enjoyed the play times her and Abbie have had together and their love for the Polly Pocket dolls. What a two some they make with their wonderful imaginations. Your Website is truly wonderful and we thank you for all your efforts in keeping people updated. I am at Shawn and Judy's reading it right now. Who know's, maybe old Lener will get brave enough to have and use a computer some day too. Aaron, Jacqui and Katja we are here for you whatever you need, whenever you need anything, please, please let us know. We love you so very much and want to help out in anyway we can. Life is not fair, but God is good. Aunt Darlene and Uncle Mel Rice, mn USA - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 1:45 PM CDT We are without words as this must be a very frustrating and scary time for you. Please know we are thinking of you and praying for the perfect answers for Katya. Much love. Liz Jacobs <www.caringbridge.org/mn/ryan> Shakopee, MN - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 1:05 PM CDT You're right--this doesn't make any sense--not that any of it does!?! We never would have guessed these results after seeing Katja energetically chase our girls around on Friday. We'll ask God to carry you through yet another challenge. Gazdzik St. Cloud, MN - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 4:59 PM CDT Hi Everyone, We are so sorry that things are the way they are right now. It is so unfair that any child should have to go through what Katja is. We are praying and praying that the trial drugs buy her the time you need for another transplant. Keep your chins up and remember we all love you! Judy, Shawn, Tyler, Tanner, Logan, and Noah Rice, mn USA - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 1:56 PM CDT Dear Jacqui, I know how you are feeling at this time. Not knowing where this road takes us is the hard part of this game. Hang in there...I continue to pray for your baby!! With love, Priyanka and Leela. Leela Bhakta Minnetonka, MN - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 9:22 AM CDT Wow- what a rollercoaster you three are on. I too was expecting much more positive news. I can't say I understand much of the medical terminology; all I can say is our prayers will continue as needed, for your strength as a family as well as for Katja's health. God be with you. Beth Fenstad - Monday, October 6, 2003 8:15 PM CDT Hello, We were so happy to hear of the great new's!! Yes let's not count our chicken's too soon, but what a wonderful thought for the rest of time!! We'll continue to pray!! Love Alway's, The Nemeth's Jennifer,Paul,Lydia and Alayna Nemeth <nsassy945@astound.net> sauk rapids, MN USA - Sunday, October 5, 2003 9:02 AM CDT YAHOO! Finally we get to read a bit of good news. We'll watch for more good news next week. She's a fighter! I'm sure it's because you've got people in heaven and earth praying for miracles. God Bless you all! Jenni and Kaz Gazdzik St. Cloud, MN - Friday, October 3, 2003 6:31 PM CDT Hi Guys, What a great picture! She looks so grown up. We are glad to hear her count was high. That is awesome!! We will say some extra prayers. Love ya Chris and Tim Chris and Tim Sisto Springboro, OH USA - Friday, October 3, 2003 5:43 PM CDT Jacqui, Aaron & Katja, I am keeping Katja in my prayers and bring her name up during our TnT (20s & 30s group) prayers when the Spirit moves me, usually when there is a less positive post. I am one of those sheepish folks who visits for updates often but doesn't share words of encouragement here in the guestbook. This latest update brings a great new hope to those of us who have been praying for the whole family. I pray that the biopsy does in fact show that Katja has beaten this terrible disease, this time for good! Will keep all of you in our TnT prayers on Monday night for good news on Tuesday! Chris Kiewel <livingwaterboy@yahoo.com> Sartell, MN - Friday, October 3, 2003 5:17 PM CDT Katja, Jacqui and Aaron We were happy to see the wonderful picture. Katja is definitely photogenic. We continue to pray for all of you. Mike, Tamra, Zach and Ben Trenary Mike Trenary <trenpt@yahoo.com> Stewartville, mn - Thursday, October 2, 2003 12:22 AM CDT THAT IS A BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL PICTURE!!! WHERE DID YOU GET THAT DONE? WE ARE PRAYING FOR YOU SWEET KATJA! LOVE, TRACY AND KATIA ~~Katia's Site (Leukemia AML-Relapsed 8-26-03) Fighting to win!!!~~ TRACY AND KATIA - Tuesday, September 30, 2003 10:18 PM CDT Hi Katja, That picture is absolutely beautiful. I pray everyday that your little body continues to try hard and heal itself. With love, Priyanka and Leela. Leela Bhakta Mtka, MN - Tuesday, September 30, 2003 9:13 PM CDT Hi Katja, Jacqui and Aaron, We were so happy to see your beautiful pictures. Carolyn especially likes the dancing picture and of course the fairy picture. We are thinking about you all the time. Have peaceful thoughts. Carolyn, Naomi & Mike Palmer <mikenaomipalmer@comcast.net> Maple Grove, MN - Tuesday, September 30, 2003 6:38 PM CDT I'm hoping that your majical powers will help keep you strong and help you triumph. You are the most beautiful fairy princess I've ever seen. Stay happy and give Mom & Dad a big hug. Margaret & John <h2ojems@hotmail.com> - Monday, September 29, 2003 4:29 PM CDT Dear Katja, Aaron, and Jacqui, Your grandmother Diane,(my very best friend), has been e-mailing me for some time now. I just wanted you all to know that we pray for your recovery, and surround you in loving light every day. Your wonderful pictures are inspiring. Blessings to you and your family, and a hello to Great Grandma and Grandpa Lorraine & Sig for me too. Hugs Linda Linda Campbell <LCampbell@Lakeview.org> Cottage Grove, MN USA - Monday, September 29, 2003 11:31 AM CDT Hello Sufka family, It was good to sign in and see Kat's latest pictures. How very beautiful she is. I LOVE that fairy princess picture. The others at the mall look like she had fun. Myself and many others continue to hold all of you in our prayers. God bless Katja and may she win this battle. Take care. Elizabeth Deckert <deckee@hotmail.com> Sauk Rapids, MN US - Sunday, September 28, 2003 8:59 PM CDT Hi Katja, I'm at Don and Lindas and saw your cute fairy picture with your pretty dress on, you look so cute!!!!! Hope you had lots of fun at your Halloween party. Hope your tests keep improving so you can come tricks and treating to my place. Grandpa Sig and I keep praying for you and miss you a bunch!!!! Love Great Grandma Lorraine Take Care we love YOU Lorraine Nemeth <dsnemeth@charter.net> St. Cloud, Mn. - Sunday, September 28, 2003 8:30 PM CDT Beautiful pictures! You've once again captured Katja's spunk and zest for life on film (or should I say in pixels?!) It warms our hearts to see that smile on her face. We hope you had a decent week and are hanging in there. The Gazdziks St. Cloud, MN - Sunday, September 28, 2003 7:31 PM CDT Hello Sufkas! Thanks for keeping all of us up to date with these journal entries. Hope it helps you to put it down in print as the language can be confusing. Please know that you are regularly in my prayers and the prayers of your church home, Living Waters. Grace and Peace (another way of saying "wholeness" and "healing")in these days!!!! Pastor Larry Pastor Larry Strenge <pastorlarry@livingwaterssr.org> Sauk Rapids, Mn USA - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 10:21 AM CDT Jacqui,Aaron and Katja, Please know you are always in our thoughts and prayers, especially at this time. You are all three so special. I look at the picture of Katja on our refrigerator every morning and think of you all. Please call if we can do anything. Buzz, Mary Beth and Jesse Cripe <cripeski@AOL> Rice, MN USA - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 6:55 AM CDT I haven't checked in for a while and see that there have been some changes. I'm happy to hear that Katja is eating and being her wonderful self. I'm always praying that Katja beats this nasty thing and can live a happy life with her great parents. We love you all. Margaret & John <h2ojems@hotmail.com> Sauk Rapids, - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 3:41 PM CDT We are so sorry to hear that the news is not all positive. Please let us know if you need anything (in addition to our prayers). Katja is a spunky girl- she will conquer this with your help and love. She couldn't ask for better parents. Mike, Lynette, Samson, Danielle and Lila Mansour St. Cloud, MN - Friday, September 19, 2003 8:03 PM CDT You're in our thoughts and prayers. If you ever need anything or an ear to listen, let us know. Were praying for some good news for Katja. Karen and Dan Kirscher St. Cloud, MN - Friday, September 19, 2003 2:57 PM CDT We are thinking of all of you and how difficult this must be. I cant even begin to imagine what you are going through. We keep thinking positive thoughts for all of you. take care. Heidi Heidi Wagner <Heidi.wagner@med.va.gov> St. Cloud, mn usa - Friday, September 19, 2003 11:25 AM CDT Our prayers are with you. Chris, Rebecca and Isabelle Rogholt Sauk Rapids, MN - Friday, September 19, 2003 10:39 AM CDT We wish we could take this burden away from you. We lift up our prayers--for health, strength, and MIRACLES! The Gazdziks St. Cloud, MN - Thursday, September 18, 2003 11:00 PM CDT Well, I was just introduced to your site by Connie. Our 3 year old daughter, Katia, has AML diagnosed April 2002, finished chemo September 2002 and relapsed August 26, 2003. We are currently back in the hospital. Her CNS had 93% Leukemia Cells, Marrow 23% and Blood 8%. She also has signs in her eyes (there was a tumor in the right eye before) and also in her brain. So we are undergoing a lot of chemo, then 2 weeks of brain and eye radiation, more chemo, full body radiation and then transplant - if we find a donor. I share all of this with you to say, I know the hell you are facing. Your beautiful girl (she is adorable) is home having fun and doing great and you just don't want to take that away from her. You just want to give her a normal, happy life. It is horrible always having to worry about the R word. I hated the fear of relapse but when they called me and told me, I felt worse than I did the first time they told us she had Leukemia. I thought, "She already went through all of this and she hated it. She loves home and now I have to tell her in some way she can understand, we have to face it again but this time she will be a lot sicker and in the hospital a lot more. I don't know. I try to just pursue finding a cure, helping others, remain positive and work on building the national marrow registry but this is my baby (youngest of 3 girls) and I hate the thought of her suffering. We have been back in treatment for 23 days, her beautiful hair is all gone again (this time she cried over losing it) and she is wiped out, sick and just seems pretty depressed most of the time. The sad thing is she probably thinks this is "normal" like every 3 year old does this. She knows no other. Please know that you can email me, I know you probably have a lot of people you normally deal with but we are both dealing with Katia/Katja and they are both fighting for their life. They are almost the same age so.... With love, Tracy ~~Katia's Site Leukemia AML - Relapsed 8-26-03 Fighting to win!!!~~ Tracy and Katia - Thursday, September 18, 2003 9:11 PM CDT This is definitely not the news I was hoping for; I just want this disease to leave you three (and so many others) ALONE! Your strength as parents and Katja's wonderful spirit are quite impressive. We will continue the prayers as always. Beth Fenstad - Thursday, September 18, 2003 8:36 PM CDT As my heart breaks while I read your update, I still know that God is in control. We are praying for you and that Katya's marrow kicks it in these next few days to fight off any cells that shouldn't be there. Bless you guys. Much love, Liz Jacobs <www.caringbridge.org/mn/ryan> Shakopee, MN - Thursday, September 18, 2003 2:46 PM CDT We have you on our minds and in our hearts and want to let you know you're in our thoughts tonight. We're praying for good news, strength, and for whatever you and Katja need most today. Remember, you're not alone! Gazdziks St. Cloud, Mn - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 7:21 PM CDT Katja We all continue to pray for you every day. Devin and Dillan continue to pray for strength for you, and for the cancer to go away! They are very diligent prayer warriers for you. :) I had not read the web site in a few weeks, as life has been too busy, I am sorry to hear about what ups and downs you guys have been going through. We pray that Katja continues to improve. God's blessings to you guys! Kim Nelson Stillwater, MN USA - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 3:52 PM CDT Thinking about you all and waiting great results from Monday's procedure. Go Katya! Much love, Liz Jacobs <www.caringbridge.org/mn/ryan> Shakopee, MN - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 10:26 AM CDT Hi Everyone, I'm glad to hear Katja is eating better, and am praying everything else will improve for you guys too. I heard Katja got to see her new cousin Myja, and even got to hold her last night. I can't wait to see the pictures.Nicole said Katja enjoyed holding Myja so much !!!! Lets pray that things keep improving so we can have somemore family times together. Thanks for the updates and the cute pictures! We'll keep praying for good results on Monday. Don& Linda Linda Nemeth New London, Mn Kandiyohi - Saturday, September 13, 2003 1:45 PM CDT We are glad to here Katja is eating. We miss you guys! give her a big hug for us. Talk to you soon! love ya chris and Tim chris and tim sisto Springboro, OH USA - Saturday, September 13, 2003 10:37 AM CDT Jacqui, Thanks for the note on Ryan's site. And, I'm glad to be updated about Katja. I know the worst part is the waiting. Especially when you know what to worry about. Our prayers are for your peace and you filling your days until her next biopsy. You know we are the best place and they will know just what to do - And, I expect it just might be to continue on your meds, enjoy your time at home healing and making those weekly appts at the clinic for they will all be perfect cells you find! Bless you guys. Katja, I hope Ryan and I can see you again at the clinic. He loves giving you five! Much love, Liz Jacobs <www.caringbridge.org/mn/ryan> Shakopee, MN - Saturday, September 13, 2003 9:11 AM CDT Hi guys. Haven't read the entries in a while and am shocked and saddened to hear of Katja's problems again. Enough already. Just be sure to take care of yourselves as she will need you and you will need each other. Ron and I will continue to pray for a speedy recovery. Love to all. Elaine. Elaine J. Henkemeyer <palhenk@astound.net> Sauk Rapids, MN United States - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 9:10 PM CDT Beautiful pictures! That's the biggest birthday cake we have ever seen! Hope you are enjoying the warm days of summer. Remember, you're all welcome to come play at our home anytime. Mike, Lynette, Samson, Danielle and Lila Mansour St. Cloud, MN - Monday, September 8, 2003 10:32 PM CDT Dearest Katja (a.k.a. Little Sister Sludge): You take up so much room in my heart that I had to start fillling my pockets up with your sweetness. I miss seeing you, playing with Hornsly and Hornsdy, laughing at Spider Monkey Daddy, smelling coffee and rolling around in it like Elvis, and all the other fun I have with you! I promise to come and visit you soon - as soon as I get healthy. Say "HI" to Mom, Dad, Elvis, and all your pals in the toy room. Keep strong honey. I love you so much and send you mega-sized Papa Bear hugs! Kisses! XXOO Auntie Tracy (a.k.a. Big Sister Sludge) Golden Valley, MN - Sunday, September 7, 2003 9:39 PM CDT Dear Sufka family, You are on our minds and in our prayers. VA St. Cloud Prayer Group, several prayer groups in TX, and friends in TX & FL & NY all are keeping you in their prayers. There is a concerted prayer circle going on right now and will continue for as long as needed. We're all concerned for each of you. Take care and God bless you. Elizabeth <deckee@hotmail.com> Sauk Rapids, MN US - Saturday, September 6, 2003 8:26 AM CDT Praying for more good news and your strength. Beth Fenstad St. Cloud, - Friday, September 5, 2003 9:23 PM CDT Thank you for keeping us up to date. We're still thinking about you every day and visiting the web site. We'd love to see pictures of Katja's birthday! I'm sure it was very special to be able to celebrate at home this year. Keep strong, guys. Mike, Lynette, Samson, Danielle and Lila Mansour St. Cloud, MN - Friday, September 5, 2003 8:05 PM CDT The prayer circles are still surrounding you! Don't ever doubt that power! The Gazdziks St. Cloud, MN - Thursday, September 4, 2003 10:24 PM CDT Hi Aaron, Jacqui,and Katja! I just wanted to stop in and say "Hi" I know it has been a while since we last talked and things have been really busy for you all. If you have some down time and would like to chat give me a call and we can get together. I pray for all of you and hope to hear from you :) 492-6684 Angie Witte <ivegotseoul@aol.com> Sauk Rapids, MN - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 4:24 PM CDT  Katja, I just wanted you to know that we are keeping you close to our hearts, in our thoughts and prayers!! (((Sending you big hugs!!))) Have a very happy day!! Connie, Bob, Allie and Madelyn <Roco595@aol.com> St. Cloud, MN - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 6:58 AM CDT Thank you for the continued updates. I look forward to reading any news. Hang in there. Remember that you have lots of people praying for you. We love you. Margaret <h2ojems@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 1:57 PM CDT Just wanted to let you know that I continue to keep Katja in my prayers, as well as her mom and dad. She is such a little trooper and we are all so proud of her. Give her a tight squeeze for me and call if you need anything. (612-868-9951) LAURA SUFKA <lasufka@yahoo.com> MINNIEPOLIS, MN USA - Thursday, August 28, 2003 9:54 AM CDT We're praying that things turn around for Katja. Thanks for the updates and call us when you can come over to visit/play. the Shanoffs <hometeam@astound.net> Sauk Rapids, - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 8:41 PM CDT Hi guys, just checking in and to let you know we are still thinking about you all and hoping things continue to get better. It has been such a long journey since the horrible news in March and although the road is still long we are all faithful for a full recovery. Thanks for the updates. Mike, Lynette, Samson, Danielle and Lila Mansour St. Cloud, MN - Tuesday, August 26, 2003 9:00 PM CDT I Pray for you all" and I no what you are going through' It Is NOT fun...I can say I no ther Is a God!! and He makes the calls... we can just pray and ask him to please be with us and help us be strong as we go down the path he has gave us'God be with you all'Love Linda Sutliff Roberts MOM. Linda Sutliff <Sutliff4@prodigy.net> Wyoming, MN - Sunday, August 24, 2003 9:34 PM CDT Thanks for the updates. Although things may not have changed much, we're gratefull for the continuous information. Enjoy your mini vacation! Ann Moilanen Rice, MN - Thursday, August 21, 2003 10:14 AM CDT Everytime I visit this site and hear of the improvement Katja is making, it thrills me. Katja is a very special young lady with very special parents. Celebrate all of your victories and remember that God and a lot of people love you! Margaret <h2ojems@hotmail.com> Sauk Rapids, MN - Monday, August 18, 2003 10:48 AM CDT Hey guys!! I am so glad you have continued to update us on this website! I am so happy to hear Katja is improving, even if it is slowly. We pray for Katja every day and hope that soon she can get back to a normal routine. Take care! Hope Bauer-Winscher <winscher@fallsnet.com> Pierz, MN USA - Monday, August 18, 2003 10:19 AM CDT Hi Everyone, I was so glad to hear you guys were home!! I know Katja has had some good days and some rough ones, lets just pray it all goes up hill from here. Katja Don told me to tell you Luke bought us a huge rubber duck for our hot tub its as big as life size so I hope you fell better in the days ahead to come and check it out!! We miss you and those big brown eyes and smile!!!! Soon you'll have a new cousin and I now it will be as special to me as you are to your Grandma. We pray Katja continues to improve everyday, Love Don and Linda Linda& Don Nemeth <dsnemeth@charter.net> New London, Mn Kandiyohi - Saturday, August 16, 2003 5:15 PM CDT Sufkas- Thanks for the updates. With our girls so close in age, my interest in Katja and your family's crusade is strong. I continue to pray that Katja's improvements now become even more rapid and you can get into a more normal pattern of life here in St. Cloud. I hope Katja and you can enjoy some more of summer while it is definitely here (90 degrees and all). Beth Fenstad St Cloud, - Thursday, August 14, 2003 8:22 PM CDT Aaron- I check the web page often- so you don't have to keep telling the same story over and over. I keep praying for your family and pray that Katja starts eating soon. Cathy Town St. Cloud, MN - Thursday, August 14, 2003 3:04 PM CDT My family is very happy to hear the good new regarding Katja. Every time we drive by your home Keyanna and Tiarah ask if Katja is home yet...now the answer is finally yes!!! Katja, you looked beautiful as a flower girl. Hope to see you soon. Tanya and Family Tanya Mortenson and Family <tanyam@co.morrison.mn.us> St. Cloud, MN Stearns - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 4:17 PM CDT Welcome Home. In plenty of time to celebrate Katja's 4th birthday. Thank you for keeping us updated through this whole ordeal. God Bless all of you Margaret <h2ojems@hotmail.com> Sauk Rapid, - Wednesday, July 30, 2003 4:50 PM CDT Tim and I are glad to here you got to go home. We have been waiting to hear about this day. We are especially glad she is eating. Take care love ya chris and tim chris and tim sisto springboro, oh usa - Sunday, July 27, 2003 8:24 AM CDT You are all in my thoughts and prayers daily. Polly Brown <pabrowncmc@msn.com> Waite Park, MN USA - Wednesday, July 23, 2003 9:59 PM CDT Hurray!!! You are all heroes. Job well done! Welcome home. Aaron, I remember you saying that you hoped to be home for Katja's birthday in August. You made it with time to spare. Enjoy the rest of the summer. Sandy Peck <sandypeck@astound.net> St. Cloud, MN USA - Wednesday, July 23, 2003 5:25 AM CDT It is great to hear such wonderful news! Love you all! Elizabeth Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Tuesday, July 22, 2003 11:07 PM CDT Congrats on the good news! I am glad to hear your family will be HOME soon! Happy packing! Beth Fenstad St. Cloud, - Tuesday, July 22, 2003 10:12 PM CDT Dearest Katja, Jacqui and Aaron--- I hope you are nearing the end of your long vigil. At times it has been trying, but hopefully you will be home soon and things can get back to normal. Maybe she can beat the 100 days they said she would have to stay from the time of transplant. This has been a trying time for all concerned. It seems like she has turned the corner now and our prayers are being answered. All we need is a little more patience. I am asking that everyone who reads this to please pray for Katja's great aunt Barbara, for a distant cousin Robert and a friend of the grammy's (Carol) who are suffering with cancer now too. Grammy Darlene <dz7@webtv.net> St. Paul, MN Ramsey - Friday, July 18, 2003 8:23 AM CDT Hi guys! Great news about the pizza. Even though we don't sign the guestbook often, we check the website every day to see Katja's progress, look at her cute pictures and offer a prayer for her. Keep fighting, we're all behind you. Mike, Lynette, Samson, Danielle and Lila Mansour St. Cloud, mn - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 7:31 PM CDT It was great to see all of you on Sat. and to find Katja in such a great mood. Stephanie and I wish our visit could have been longer. We hope Katja continues to eat and grow stronger and can come home soon. Love you all lots. Margaret <h2ojems@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 11:06 AM CDT Jaqui and family- I continue to follow Katja's progress and think of her daily with prayer and well wishes. Please know that you have many praying for Katja's health and your strength as a family. Beth Fenstad St. Cloud, - Sunday, July 13, 2003 9:52 PM CDT Hoping the problems with eating have been taken care of. The pic's. are wonderful and say alot for Katja, she's a trooper. Our prayers are with all of you. Dell Marie and Sam <tonto@cloudnet.com> Rice, Mn U.S.A - Saturday, July 12, 2003 8:42 PM CDT The pictures of Katja at the Church for Aunt Kris' wedding are so wonderful!! She had fun cruising down the aisle with her basket of petals and seeing Kris and Paul all dressed up. We are so proud of our little one and she is trying to eat again. I am anxious to spend some time with her this weekend - I miss her so much! Grammy Diane Grammy Diane - Wednesday, July 9, 2003 9:35 AM CDT HI Katja, You looked so beautiful & happy in that gown. Good luck with the healing process... Priyanka & Leela Leela Bhakta Minnetonka, MN - Saturday, July 5, 2003 8:06 AM CDT Hi Everybody, It was so good to see Katja and everyone on Sat. Katja did such a good job showing me how you throw the flower petals at Kris's wedding. She is such a little trooper. She loves our hot tub and told me she wants to come and swim with our rubber ducks!!!! I'm praying for her to get better so she can do that. We all miss those big brown eyes and smile. Hope things will soon get better so you can be home soon. Love you, Don and Linda Linda Nemeth <dsnemeth@charter.net> New London, Mn Kandiyohi - Monday, June 30, 2003 3:19 PM CDT So very happy to hear of the positive progress. Daily prayers continue to be sent your way. Sherree Kruize <skruize@marykay.com> Rice, MN - Wednesday, June 25, 2003 10:32 PM CDT Katja and family You are healing, minute by minute. Rest, play and endure while your body heals. Breathe in and breathe out. Endure. You know that laughter and play help healing. You are in this for the long haul. Settle in, relax. All is well. Love, Sandy Sandy Peck St. Cloud, MN USA - Tuesday, June 24, 2003 9:29 PM CDT Dear Sufka family, I will concentrate my prayers for Katja's stomach problem to be treatable so she can start eating and gain strength. I will also pray that her next biopsy yields very joyful positive news. Also, each of you deserve to have a beautiful, relaxing, happy weekend for Kris (Katja's paternal aunt) & Paul's upcoming wedding. Thus, I pray for God to bless you with a perfect weekend for the wedding and that Katja enjoys the pictures and remains safe. Take care & God bless. Elizabeth Deckert <deckee@hotmail.com> Sauk Rapids, MN US - Monday, June 23, 2003 3:12 PM CDT Hello, It pleases me to read that Katja's fever went away - thank God! It's good to hear she's starting to eat, even if it's only a little bit. I continue to PRAY she does well. I pray you all have a wonderful, happy, blessed weekend for the wedding and that all goes well with everyone. Take care and God bless. Elizabeth Deckert <deckee@hotmail.com> Sauk Rapids, MN US - Thursday, June 19, 2003 4:24 PM CDT HI KATJA AND FAMILY... HOPE THE FISHING GAME WAS FUN ALONG WITH NEMO.... YOU DO NOT KNOW US BUT WE ARE PRAYING FOR YOU... WE ALL HAVE BRACELETS MY DAUGHTER MADE WITH A HEART ON, TO REMEMBER YOU IN ALL OUR PRAYERS... MY TWO CHILDREN AND ONE OTHER WERE WONDERING IF THEY COULD BE YOUR CARD BUDDY.... HOPEFULLY YOU HAVE BEEN GETTING THEIR CARDS ALREADY... GOD BLESS KELLY MALQUIST ST.CLOUD, MN USA - Wednesday, June 18, 2003 2:27 PM CDT Happy Father's Day, Aaron! Know you're in our thoughts and prayers today as always. Kaz and Jenni Gazdzik St. Cloud, MN - Sunday, June 15, 2003 9:14 AM CDT Hello Sufka Family, You are ever on our minds and in our hearts. Every day we check this site for updates. Let us know how today went - we believe Grandma D said you may have bone marrow biopsy results today. We pray specifically for Katja's tummy to prepare for eating, that she continually regain strength, that she becomes cancer free-never needing any other bone marrow, and most of all that she be allowed to be a little girl, who plays a lot and has tons of fun. We pray specificially that Kat's parents and entire family start to enjoy seeing Katja be healthy & laughing from her play time. Take care and God bless all of you. Elizabeth <deckee@hotmail.com> Sauk Rapids, MN US - Friday, June 6, 2003 3:17 PM CDT Praise God for Katjas improvements. The Lord continues to be with you and your family. Our prayers continue for healing, comfort and strength. You remain everpresent in our hearts, as does our Lord. Blessings and peace be with you. Glenda TX - Friday, June 6, 2003 12:20 AM CDT Dear Sufka's Family, Just to let you know we are out here offering up our prayers, hopes & dreams for little Katja to become Cancer free. Jesus is with this child and will give her the strength she needs. Katja we are cheering for you here in Texas. Carol OToole/Texas/GDLC Seabrook, Tx USA - Friday, June 6, 2003 9:06 AM CDT Dear Sufka family, Just wanted to drop a note and let you know that we check up on Katja everyday, and are holding you all close in thought and prayer. We are really hoping and praying for 100% engraphment on Friday!!! Take care, Leah, Chris, and Christopher <imperialbeek@aol.com> Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Wednesday, June 4, 2003 9:08 PM CDT I continue to pray for all of you! I am happy to hear Katja is out of the hospital and finally home. But I know it's a continuing battle. I am here for you and I love you all very much. I want to call, but I'm not sure if you want phone calls right now. Call me if you get a chance. I would love to come and visit, once you're up to it. love, Julie Julie Moravchik <jmoravchik@wdio.com> Duluth, MN USA - Tuesday, June 3, 2003 2:59 PM CDT We're so glad to hear of Katja's improvement! We will keep you all in our prayers. We think about you every day. Mike, Lynette, Samson, Danielle and Lila Mansour - Monday, June 2, 2003 9:29 PM CDT Hi Katja, Aaron & Jaqi - this site is wonderful. It is a pleasure to see the updates & see Katja's happy, smiling face. What a love she is . I, my friends & prayer partners are continuing to lift you all up to the Almighty. He is so awesome! Just stay close to Him and He will carry you through. In Him, Judy Judy Rossel - Monday, June 2, 2003 6:46 AM CDT Hi Katja, Aaron & Jaqui: My name is Deb Schreiner and I coordinate the VA Prayer Group at the St Cloud VA. I just found this website and am so excited to hear all that God is doing! He is so FAITHFUL! Katja, you are very special to Him and it's obvious that you are letting Jesus shine right through you! We pray for you all every week (Tuesdays & Thursdays) and also with my church prayer group that meets on Wednesdays. We are also praying for Diane's mother. What lovely pictures of all of you! Diane has been keeping us posted, but I was very excited to find out about this website. I will share this with the rest of the VA Prayer Group. Looking forward to hearing more good news regarding your healing and recovery and eventual going home!! We will continue to pray for you! God bless you all! VA Prayer Group <Deborah.Schreiner@med.va.gov> St Cloud, MN USA - Friday, May 30, 2003 11:24 AM CDT Sufka's: Like so many, I too check your website daily and celebrate with you that you are now OUT and Katja is doing well. I pray for all of your strength, but you sure do seem to be doing well there too- Congrats! Your story has provided me with perspective and hope for cancer survivors of all ages and sizes. I'll keep praying; you keep the faith and the hard work as well. Beth Fenstad St. Cloud, - Thursday, May 29, 2003 10:00 PM CDT What a special birthday present for you, Jacqui, for Katja to be discharged today! I'm sure seeing her playing freely and being a kid is a blessed birthday gift. We continue the prayer chains for Katja's health and your peace of mind. Glad to hear the good news. The Gazdziks St. Cloud, MN - Thursday, May 29, 2003 5:40 PM CDT You guys look great! We'll keep praying and hope to see you soon. Carter is waiting for Katja to come home so we can schedule a play date! Ann Moilanen <moilanena@centracare.com> Rice, - Tuesday, May 27, 2003 9:34 AM CDT DEAR KATJA, ITS YOUR FRIENDS IN TEXAS. HOW ARE YOU THIS MORNING? WE ARE THINKING OF YOU TODAY AND WANT YOU TO GET BETTER. YOU ARE VERY BEAUTIFUL AND JESUS LOVES YOU. HAVE A NICE MEMORIAL DAY. CAROL & FRIENDS / TEXAS CAROL OTOOLE <THECRUSER@HOUSTON.RR.COM> 4219 KIRBY OAKS S, TX USA - Monday, May 26, 2003 6:51 AM CDT She is a fighter! Hang in their girl! Our prayers are with you, and Mom, Dad. Dell Marie and Sam Lamb <tonto@cloudnet.com> Rice, Mn - Sunday, May 25, 2003 7:19 PM CDT Your news today lifted our hearts. Thank God. Great Grandpa and Grandma Sufka send their hellos as well as their prayers to help make you strong and healthy. We all love you. Margaret, John, Elizabeth & Stephanie <h2ojems@hotmail.com> - Sunday, May 25, 2003 10:09 AM CDT KATJA, AND MOM & DAD, Dear Friends, It is Wednesday May, 21st-2003 and I want you to know we are thinking & praying for you all. May Jesus be with Katja. Some trust in chariots and some in horses, but we trust in the name of the Lord our God. Psalm 20:7 Carol O'Toole GDLC Texas CAROL O'TOOLE <thecruser@houston.rr.com> SEABROOK, TX - Wednesday, May 21, 2003 2:37 PM CDT I dont know how you all do it. You are a very amazing family! Im going to request prayers in church on Sunday. You are in my thoughts and prayers everyday. Take care, Heidi Heidi Wagner <heidi.hoffman@med.va.gov> st. cloud, mn usa - Wednesday, May 21, 2003 10:27 AM CDT Before we crawl into bed each night, we check to see how the Sufkas are doing so we know how to direct our prayers. We think so often of how Katja prayed for Kaz's mom during her long illness and hope to return the favor. God does wondrous things! Even though we may be going about our daily lives, we never forget about you. When mowing the lawn tonight, Don & Donna and Simon all inquired about you. I guess we're the neighbors online, so we are keeping them all abreast of your news. They're all concerned and sending their prayers. At least you have an excuse now if your grass doesn' t look like the putting green of our mutual neighbor. :) Give Katja a smooch from us! The Gazdziks St. Cloud, MN - Tuesday, May 20, 2003 9:20 PM CDT HELLO KATJA, AARON, & JAQUI, JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW I CONTINUE TO READ ABOUT THE PROGRESS DAILY. I'M SO PROUD OF ALL OF YOU...THE BATTLE IS LONG BUT ALL SIGNS POINT TO VICTORY. KEEP UP THE SPIRITS. I WILL CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR ALL OF YOU. LAURA SUFKA <lasufka@yahoo.com> MINNIEPOLIS, MN USA - Friday, May 16, 2003 1:45 PM CDT Hi Katja! My name is Jackie and I work with Kori Sanders. She has told me a little about you and I wanted to check out your web site. My 2 year old cousin Carl was diagnosed with Neuroblastoma last August and since then, I've come to realize there sure are a lot of little troopers like you out there!! If you would like to visit Carl's website it is www.caringbridge.org/mn/carcar. I'm sure they would love to hear from you. Right now Carl and my Aunt Kelly are out in New York at Memorial Sloan Ketterling Cancer Center. You are such a little dolly!! Please know you are in my prayers. Hopefully you'll be back to your old self soon. God Bless Jackie Retzlaff <jack_rob826@hotmail.com> Cosmos, MN - Friday, May 16, 2003 7:51 AM CDT Hi Katja!! I am praying for you and hope that you are growing stronger every day! Keep working on getting well. You are such a brave little girl! Phyliss Kerfeld <pkerfeld@gw.stcdio.org> St. Cloud, MN USA - Wednesday, May 14, 2003 8:16 AM CDT We are praying for you all! It must be so difficult to sit by and watch your vibrant young Katja as she struggles physically. We pray that you and Katja are blessed with courage, strength, and peace when you desire it most. She will prevail with God's help. May the angels watch over you tonight. We love you all! The Gazdziks St. Cloud, Mn - Tuesday, May 13, 2003 10:41 PM CDT Hi Sufka family! I don't know if you'll remember us, but we met at the Tree of Hope and again at Katja's benefit. I just wanted to check in and see how things were going. Yippee to having a white count! That is awesome. Hopefully things will get better quickly. You are in the same room that Christopher was in for his transplant! As hard as it is right now, it will seem like distant history someday soon. Hang in there, and let us know if you need anything. Prayers and love, Leah, Chris, and Christopher Beack <imperialbeek@aol.com> Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Tuesday, May 13, 2003 10:19 PM CDT Hang in there. Keep believing in the power of God and know that everyone is praying for you. Thanks for all of the updates. We check the site daily to see how things are progressing. We love you and pray for a speedy recovery for Katja. Margaret, John, Elizabeth & Stephanie <h2ojems@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, May 13, 2003 2:09 PM CDT Hi, Katja! We miss you and hope you're staying healthy. We took (dragged) Mom and Dad past your house today and said a little doggie prayer so you have a happy day with your special Mommy on Mother's Day. We wanted to say hello to Elvis, but figured we better not taunt him too much. We'd love to kiss and lick your face all over until you felt better. We're sorry to hear that your belly hurts. Our tummies feel better when Mom and Dad pet them--try that. We'll put our paws together tonight as usual for you and your family. God bless you! Jero and Athena Gazdzik St. Cloud, MN - Sunday, May 11, 2003 11:43 PM CDT So glad to hear that things are progressing for Kat. I read the updates all the time and just wanted to let you know that I think about you guys daily! God bless you all and stay strong. Hope Bauer-Winscher <winscher@fallsnet.com> Pierz, MN US - Friday, May 9, 2003 8:39 AM CDT Jac, Aaron, and Katja, It was great talking to you. We were so relieved to hear that katja is doing well. She sure is an amazing little girl. I really loved seeing your pictures in the album. They are so cute. I almost didn't recognize you Aaron:)Wow! You look great!! We will say an extra prayer for you all. love ya chris and Tim Chris and Tim Sisto Springboro, OH USA - Wednesday, May 7, 2003 6:25 PM CDT Jacqui, Aaron and Katja We continue to Pray for Katja. Devin and Dillan are sure to mention her in their prayers each time they pray. What a blessing that Katja continues to be so strong. We also pray for strength and comfort for all of you. God's blessings to you. :) Scott, Kim, Devin and Dillan Nelson <kj-nelson@bethel.edu> Stillwater, MN - Tuesday, May 6, 2003 2:24 PM CDT Katja, Jacqui, and Aaron- We are happy to hear that the BMT went well and that Katja continues to show her best "trooper" qualities despite the unfortunate side affects of the meds and procedures. The kids look forward to the updates about Katja and continue to keep her in their prayers. Stay strong and take care!!! Jen, Shane, Cory, Tony, Nicole, and Aaron Andres <jennifera@co.morrison.mn.us> Randall, MN USA - Tuesday, May 6, 2003 10:09 AM CDT Hi Katja, Aaron and Jaq, We are so happy to here that things are going so well. We think of you guys all the time and you are always in our prayers. Steve, Jen, Ben, Jake, Ryan And Abi Erickson <Mystery@frontiernet.net> Balaton, mn - Monday, May 5, 2003 8:14 PM CDT  Good Morning Katja!! I am so happy to hear you are doing so wonderful!! We all have been keeping you and your family close to our hearts and in our prayers. You are such a brave little girl!! We are sending you giant hugs!! Have a bright and beautiful day!! Connie, Bob, Allie and Madelyn <Roco595@aol.com> St. Cloud, MN - Monday, May 5, 2003 5:26 AM CDT Hi Katja, Aaron, and Jaqui, We're so happy everything has been going so good for Katja! We continue to keep all of you in our thoughts and prayers. You are a fabulous family! God Bless! Karen and Roger Sufka <rsufka@chartermi.net> Iron Mountain, MI USA - Friday, May 2, 2003 9:59 PM CDT We will be praying for you this afternoon! Colleen Peterson Forest Lake, MN - Friday, May 2, 2003 11:13 AM CDT Hi guys. We'll be praying for a successful procedure and a quick recovery. Ann Moilanen <moilanena@centracare.com> Rice, - Friday, May 2, 2003 9:28 AM CDT Grammy Diane is so proud of you, Katja. You are such a bright and creative little girl. We had so much fun over the weekend and you truly are an amazing person. I hope and pray you continue to have a good week. I plan to visit you this weekend. I love you sooooooooooooooo much!!!! Grammy Diane - Wednesday, April 30, 2003 8:39 AM CDT We will hold you and yours in our prayers this week. God's blessings Sandra Fabian <fabian3@astound.net> Sartell, MN USA - Sunday, April 27, 2003 3:46 PM CDT Katja, Aaron and Jac, It was so wonderful having Katja home for the last couple of weeks. She was so full of energy and enjoyed every minute of her time away from the hospital. She is such a special little girl with a great inquisitive mind and will keep everyone at the U of M hopping. I pray she will sail through the transplant process and be out of the hospital by the end of May. I am anxious to spend some quality time with Katja in her new room and to play with the Flubber she and Daddy made yesterday. We have so many special people praying for our family and we are truly blessed and I know God will continue to shower us with good blessings. I hope the adjustment to the new hospital setting are going well for everyone. Grammy loves you, Katja, more than one could every imagine. Grammy Diane - Friday, April 25, 2003 8:13 AM CDT Katja, We are so excited to read you are doing so well. We think about you all the time. Get lots of rest and give your mommy and daddy a big hug for us. love chris and Tim Chris and Tim Sisto Springboro, mn usa - Thursday, April 24, 2003 4:51 PM CDT Sending our love down with you to Fairview tomorrow! We were all able to give Katja our hugs tonight--dogs included, but we'll miss you. We pray for a speedy and smooth process. May the sun shine in your hospital window! The Gazdziks St. Cloud, MN - Tuesday, April 22, 2003 8:56 PM CDT Our prayers are with all of you. Hang in there!! Dell Marie and Sam <tonto@cloudnet.com> Rice, Mn USA - Tuesday, April 22, 2003 7:48 PM CDT  Hi Katja!!! Happy Easter!! Did you color your eggs yet? I bet your eggs are the most beautiful ones!! I am sure the Easter Bunny will bring you lots of sweet treats for a very special girl!! Have a very Happy Easter! ((Sending you big hugs!)) Connie, Bob, Allie and Madelyn <Roco595@aol.com> St. Cloud, MN - Saturday, April 19, 2003 9:50 AM CDT Hi there littleone,Just want you to know our family`s are praying for you and We know our prayers are answerd. I am Little Robert Sutliff`s Grandma.You are such a pretty little angel.Take care we love you. Alberta & Melvin Salo <Albertas@Prodigy.net> Circle Pines, MN USA - Tuesday, April 15, 2003 11:34 PM CDT I am so happy for you, Katja! I read through the other journal entries. You and your family have so much support as you go through this hard time in your life. Now, your job is to rest, play, laugh a lot because laughter lets your body heal, and endure, little one. You are our hope for the future. Sandy Peck <sandy.peck@med.va.gov> St. Cloud, MN USA - Monday, April 14, 2003 8:20 AM CDT  Aaron, Jacqui and Katja, I am SOOOO happy for all of you!! What a great update!! We are keeping you all close to our thoughts and prayers!! Katja, This Princess is especially for you! She is blowing you big kisses because you are so special!! Have a great day! Connie, Bob, Allie and Madelyn <Roco595@aol.com> St. Cloud, MN - Wednesday, April 9, 2003 7:03 PM CDT  Good Morning Katja! Just stopping by to wish you a bright and sunny day!! It was so nice to see you on Saturday. You are such a beautiful girl!! Have a happy day!! Connie, Bob, Allie and Madelyn <Roco595@aol.com> St. Cloud, MN - Tuesday, April 8, 2003 6:23 AM CDT Katja I miss you. Your friend from Kids Country, Kaylee Kaylee Lodermeier <P.lodermeier@worldnet.att.net> St Joseph, MN 56374 - Monday, April 7, 2003 7:56 PM CDT Our thoughts and prayers are with you all. Randy and Jodi Burton Sauk Rapids, Mn. USA - Wednesday, April 2, 2003 9:08 PM CST Jacqui & family- thanks for the chance update at the store yesterday (I hope you found the hotpack), and especially thanks for giving me the webpage. I was encouraged by the positive news in regards to her BMT match and her continued renewal of strength. Our prayers will be with you as Katja continues her journey. Beth Fenstad St, Cloud, MN - Tuesday, April 1, 2003 9:20 PM CST Hello! I think this is a great website for this little girl who has Cancer. My prayers are with the family. <>< GOD BLESS ><> Amy <Gymnastics321@aol.com> Sauk Rapids, MN MN - Monday, March 31, 2003 1:37 PM CST Great news to be home and doing well to this point. Tamra, Zach, Ben and I will continue to say prayers. We are there with you in thought. Mike Trenary Rochester, MN - Monday, March 31, 2003 11:49 AM CST Welcome home! It's so nice to see life in your home again. We were shocked to see both vehicles in your driveway when we walked the girls past your house tonight. There was an extra jump in our step! Prayer is a wonderful thing and we'll continue to ask for God's grace to be upon you all! The Gazdziks St. Cloud, MN - Sunday, March 30, 2003 0:20 AM CST We're so happy to hear the good news and the good numbers! Know of our continued prayers and support! Our dinner table is always open to you when you're home for your short visits...feel free to stop by and we'll feed you! We check your site numerous times daily and adore the new photo you've added. It captures Katja's personality and sparkle so well! Jenni and Kaz Gazdzik St. Cloud, MN - Thursday, March 27, 2003 8:27 PM CST Hi guys, We were all thinking about you a lot yesterday. We hope you got wonderful news from the U. Anything you need please let us know. We both got screened for bone marrow donation at SCSU. Love always and God Bless. The Mansours Michael Mansour <mcandman@astound.net> St.Cloud, - Wednesday, March 26, 2003 8:56 PM CST Just wanted to say "Hi." and let you know that I and my family and friends are keeping you all in our prayers. Margy Bailey <mbailey@bentonstearns.k12.mn.us> St. Cloud, MN - Tuesday, March 25, 2003 1:45 PM CST Hi Aaron,Jacqui and Katja, I just heard that Living Waters is having a Spaghetti dinner/silent action on April 6th, from 4:00-7:00 at the Sauk Rapids American Legion for Katja. I thought I'd spread the word (Carla and Mike Daniels sent me an email). Carter wants to know when he can play with Katja again. We're always thinking of you. Ann Moilanen <moilanena@centracare.com> Rice, MN - Monday, March 24, 2003 3:37 PM CST Katja- We were so happy to hear that they found a match. We miss your smiling face at Kids Country and can't wait until you are able to come back. Stay strong and know that all of your friends at Kids Country are thinking about you everyday and keeping you in their thoughts and prayers. Tracy Jones Tracy Jones <Tajones@cloudnet .com> Sartell, mn Stearns - Sunday, March 23, 2003 8:41 PM CST What great news on the 2 viable donors for Katja. I've been praying my heart out for both Katja and my friend's husband. Bruce is slowly improving too. Praise the Lord for answered Prayer!!! Jacqui- sorry I didn't connect with you earlier this week. I think I came down with what Maryn is battling right now. We got Maryn's fever to break on Tuesday, but she is still really struggling to breathe...as am I, so we won't be around physically, but we will certainly be interceding for you all. Call if you need anything! Teri, Rick and Maryn Bierman Teri Bierman <rtmbierman@astound.net> Sartell , MN USA - Friday, March 21, 2003 6:45 PM CST So happy you found a match for Katja. Dar let me know yesyerday. Katja is always in my prayers. Prayers are answered. I have heard so much about her and how smart she is.Her Grandmother is so proud of her as I am sure you both are. Donna Malmstedt Donna Malmstedt Hugo, Mn Washington - Friday, March 21, 2003 2:58 PM CST Katja, Aaron & Jacqui It is wonderful that they have found a match! Everyone at Kids Country is praying for you and your family Katja. We will always have your locker and seat ready for you when you're ready to come back. We miss you and we think about you every day. God Bless you Katja! Matt Kasowicz <kazzyk7@hotmail.com> St Cloud, MN USA - Thursday, March 20, 2003 10:02 PM CST Aaron , Jacqui, & Katja! I was so excited to hear the news today!! WOO HOOO!! When your Mom came in and told me, it brought tears to my eyes! I will continue to keep you all very close to my heart, in my thoughts and prayers!! Katja, you continue to inspire and touch so many people! You are such an amazing and brave little girl!! Please tell your Mom and Dad to give you a big hug from me!! God Bless you all!! Connie, Bob, Allie and Madelyn Powell <Roco595@aol.com> St. Cloud, MN - Wednesday, March 19, 2003 10:01 PM CST Jacqui and family, We are so very happy to here a donor was found. We will continue to keep you in our thoughts and prayers. Hang in there! Mary Beth and Buzz Cripe <cripeski@aol.com> Rice , MN USA - Wednesday, March 19, 2003 9:49 PM CST It was wonderful to read that a match was finally found! We will keep all three of you in our prayers and look forward to continuing good news! Ed & Kori Sanders <buud@hutchtel.net> Hutchinson, MN - Wednesday, March 19, 2003 2:49 PM CST Aaron , Jacqui, & Katja You are in our prayers, and in our hearts. Please let us know if there is anything we can do. Paul and Jenifer Jensen <puppyluvjensen@netscape.net> Waite Park, MN - Tuesday, March 18, 2003 10:29 PM CST Aaron, Jacqui and especially Katja, We were so happy to see you all on Sunday. It was wonderful to see a smiling, playful Katja. Let us know if you need anything. We will get registered as marrow donors as quickly as we can. Katja, we hope you got your doggie's fur to change color! Mike, Lynette, Samson, Danielle and Lila Mansour <mcandman@astound.net> St. Cloud, MN - Monday, March 17, 2003 4:44 PM CST Jaqui, Aaron, and Katja- I just got the news. I was in the cities on Friday and had this overwhelming feeling that I needed to go to MCHC, but just dismissed the urge because I couldn't imagine why. I was also trying to visit a friend whose husband is being treated for serious pulmonary complications to his chemo at the U of M. Nothing seemed to fall into place on Friday. It was one of those weeks around here. Oh well. I am so sorry to hear you all are going through this again. Of course we will add you to our prayers. We will pray for complete healing and claim the victory Christ has already won. Hang in there you guys. Jacqui, I will be around Tuesday night if you need anything or if you want to get together. You can fill me in more on the details then too. Our email address has changed from Charter to Astound.net. I fear we might not be too far behind you right now. Blessings to you all and we will lift high the cross. Hang in there!!! Teri, Rick and Maryn Teri Bierman <rtmbierman@astound.net> Sartell, MN Stearns - Sunday, March 16, 2003 10:39 PM CST Hi Katja! How is your new pink bunny doing? Did you decide on a new name, or are you going to keep "Fruit-of-the-loom"? Did you know that it is a magical bunny? It is full of love and prayers to help you feel better! All you have to do is give it a big squeeze when you feel yucky, and it will release a dose of love and prayers just for you! Get well soon. You and your family are in my prayers. May God bless you and keep you strong. Phyliss Kerfeld <pkerfeld@gw.stcdio.org> St. Cloud, MN USA - Sunday, March 16, 2003 7:42 PM CST Hello Jacqui, Aaron and Katja: Your special little angel is added to our prayers every day. Having a little one year old grandson, we can only imagine what you are going through. I have been on the bone marrow transplant list for years, so I am sorry that I did not match. I hope that one will be found. Prayers and Hugs: Terry & Howard Sylvester from Living Waters Lutheran Church Terry & Howard Sylvester <SaukRapids@aol.com> Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Sunday, March 16, 2003 4:17 PM CST Dear Katja, Aaron, and Jacqui, Just to let you know you are in our thoughts and especially in our prayers. I will light a special candle for you at mass today. Lots of love to you. Karen and Roger Sufka <rsufka@chartermi.net> Iron Mountain, MI USA - Sunday, March 16, 2003 10:07 AM CST Hi Jac, Aaron, and Katja, Tim and I are praying for you. Please know we are with youin spirit. If there is anything we can do please let us know. Love you chis Chris Sisto Springboro, OH usa - Saturday, March 15, 2003 7:02 AM CST Hey,guys, hang in there. Summer is coming and so are better times for the three of you and your family. I know that there are a lot of people pulling and praying for you, that power is awesome. Katja, get better, I want to see this great smile that I've heard so much about. Hugs to all. Mark Mark Braun <mbraun2@isd742.org> St. Cloud, MN USA - Friday, March 14, 2003 8:19 AM CST I just received the news about Katja, I am so sorry!! I will continue to keep all of you in my prayers, and I will come to see you all very soon. Call me if you get a chance, or if you need anything! I love you all very much, and I miss you! I promise, I will pray very, very hard. love, Julie julie moravchik <jmoravchik@wdio.com> duluth, MN USA - Thursday, March 13, 2003 5:51 PM CST Dear Aaron,Jacqui and Katja Our thoughts and prayers are with you and for Katja's recovery once again. We are hopefull and praying for strength and courage for all three of you to have a successfull treatment and outcome. That special girl now has such special needs and we hope with so many people praying for her, that somehow it helps to know how much caring and Love there's out here for all of you. Sending our Love Marlen & Arnie Marlen & Arnie Salo <salomarnie@aol.com> Cloquet, MN USA - Thursday, March 13, 2003 11:42 AM CST my prayers are with you and your family you probably don't know me but I am Alberta's sister and I know prayer works just keep the faith through this tough time GOD BLESS YOU Diane Weiser <dweiser@arvig.net> frazee, MN - Wednesday, March 12, 2003 6:49 PM CST hey hunny! get better fast...you have the will to get through it, you're a very strong little girl and i love you very very much.! Rachel Sufka (auntie) <iluvaquaboyz109@yahoo.com> Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Wednesday, March 12, 2003 4:27 PM CST Aaron, Jacqui and Katja, We are friends of Tracy. Our hearts go out for you. Katja, keep that smile on your face! Tanya and Salah Tanya Fuad and Salah Barwari Minneapolis, mn - Tuesday, March 11, 2003 9:55 PM CST Best wishes and prayers to Katja and family!!!!! Marty <msg2blu@webtv.net> Lindstrom, mn usa - Tuesday, March 11, 2003 3:45 PM CST Aaron, Jacqui and Katja, Please know we are keeping all of you very close to our hearts, in our thoughts and prayers. Katja, we are sending extra special strength, energy, love, and courage to a very brave girl who is going to get rid of all those nasty cancer bugs. (((We are also sending you GIANT HAPPY HUGS!!!))) I hope you were able to watch movies tonight in your hospital room! It can be very boring in those hospital rooms!! What are some of your favorite Disney movies??? I know you would have a blast playing with my little girl, Madelyn. She is almost the same age as you. Maybe one day soon, we can get you two together to play. God Bless you all!! If there is anything we can do to help, please let us know. I will be in touch soon. (www.caringbridge.org/mn/missmadelyn) Connie, Bob, Allie and Madelyn Powell <Roco595@aol.com> St. Cloud, MN - Monday, March 10, 2003 10:42 PM CST DEAR KATJA and FAMILY, TEXAS loves you and we are praying for your recovery. God is with you...and your family. carol otoole/Gloria DEI CHURCH carol otoole seabrook, tx USA - Monday, March 10, 2003 6:30 PM CST Katja, Jacqui and Aaron, We were saddened to hear on Saturday that you are again battling after seeing everyone so happy and energetic at church last sunday. You will be added to my daily prayers and the prayers of Cody and Rodney as well. Let me know if you need anything. Sherree Kruize <crsmieko@aol.com> Rice, MN USA - Monday, March 10, 2003 10:48 AM CST Jaqui, Aaron, and Katja, Our family is saddened to hear the news about Kayja. We have included Katja in our family's thoughts and prayers, as well as our church community. Both Nicole and Tony have brought intentions to their school masses this past week praying for strength and courage for your family. We wish your family well and pray daily for a positive and speedy recovery for Katja. Shane, Jen, Cory, Tony, Nicole, and Aaron Andres <jennifera@co.morrison.mn.us> Randall, MN U.S.A - Monday, March 10, 2003 9:22 AM CST Hi Sweetie! You are in my prayers and thoughts and heart and mind and being and words and.............well, you're everywhere with me in these trying times. Be strong and happy - you always are - and say "HI" to your mom and dad, and all those crazy dinosaurs you let into your room! I will see you soon, honey bear. Love, Auntie Tracy Tracy Zank - Monday, March 10, 2003 8:05 AM CST To Katja's family: I am praying for Katja's recovery, and for comfort and strength for those that love her. She is a beautiful child and, I'm sure, a source of joy to all who know her. She is in my prayers, as well as in the prayers of many in my church - Gloria Dei Lutheran - in Nassau Bay Texas. Joyce Matthews <jatmat@imrtech.com> League City, TX USA - Sunday, March 9, 2003 2:05 PM CST Katja, Jaqui, & Aaron: You are all in our thoughts and prayers. Please let us know how we can help in any big or small ways. We love your smile & Living Waters "style" Katja!! Love, Emma, Jessica and Dave Gunderson Sauk Rapids, MN - Saturday, March 8, 2003 10:51 PM CST Jaqui, Aaron, Katja, Diane & family, My entire family is praying for all of you. I heard from NY, TX, FL, WI, N.Ireland & MN relatives & they are all making special prayer requests. My sister Carol attended a prayer group meeting tonight & called me long distance so I could hear Katja's prayer request & their songs. It was heart warming & reassuring. Carol said the Pastor made a special prayer request for Katja at their Ash Wednesday service and her name will be mentioned at every service. God bless all of you. Take care. Elizabeth Deckert <deckee@hotmail.com> Sauk Rapids, MN U.S. - Saturday, March 8, 2003 8:42 PM CST TO THE SUFKA FAMILY WE WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT KATJA IS IN OUR DAILY AND EVERY-MOMENT THOUGHTS & PRAYERS. MANY PEOPLE ARE PRAYING FOR HER NOW. OUR CHURCH GLORIA DEI AND NASSAU BAY BAPTIST CHURCH HAVE HER IN THEIR PRAYERS. WE ARE PASSING HER NEEDS TO MORE CHURCHS IN THE TEXAS AREA. GOD IS GOOD. GOD BLESS YOU ALL, CAROL O'TOOLE GLORIA DEI LUTHERAN CHURCH NASSAU BAY, TEXAS CAROL O'TOOLE <COTOOLE2000@HOTMAIL.COM> SEABROOK, TX USA - Saturday, March 8, 2003 1:36 PM CST I just heard about Katja today and I feel so bad for you all. I will be praying very hard for Katja to get through this. If you need anything or just need to talk, call me anytime! Hope Bauer-Winscher <winscher@fallsnet.com> Pierz, MN 56364 - Friday, March 7, 2003 4:16 PM CST Jacqui and Family, We are thinking of you and praying for Katja. Keyanna and Tiarah were sad when they heard the news. They want to her to get well soon so they can play at the park again. Take Care. Tanya and Family St. Cloud, MN USA - Friday, March 7, 2003 3:54 PM CST You guys are in our prayers. Hang in there. Brent Nielsen and Elisa <scubacentral@hotmail.com> Bloomington, IN USA - Friday, March 7, 2003 3:40 PM CST Aaron, Jacqui, & Katja, We want you to know that all of you are in our thoughts & prayers. Ed, Kori, Katie, & Jack Ed & Kori Sanders <buud@hutchtel.net> Hutchinson, MN US - Friday, March 7, 2003 3:29 PM CST Jacqui, Aaron and Katja, You are in my thoughts and prayers. Hang on to hope and faith. We're all praying and wishing for a positive outcome. Take care. Linda Linda McGowan <racndragon@aol.com> Clearwater, MN U.S. - Friday, March 7, 2003 2:17 PM CST Jacqui, Aaron, and Katja: We continue to pray for all of you. We are praying for healing, strength and comfort. The boys continue to pray for Katja quite freequently even since the last time. She is one that always comes to their minds in prayer. :) The Nelsons, Scott, Kim, Devin and Dillan <kj-nelson@bethel.edu> Stillwater, MN 55082 - Friday, March 7, 2003 2:11 PM CST Jacqui, Aaron, and Katjas. We're here for you, thinking of you, pulling for you. Anything we can do, consider it done. You have all our thoughts, prayers, and you certainly may have any strength that we can provide, deliver, etc. In any shape or form. This really isn't fair and I hope that you will hang in there and knpow that you have all of us with you, really. Mark Mark Braun <mbraun2@isd742.org> St. Cloud, MN USA - Friday, March 7, 2003 2:06 PM CST Dear Sufka Family, Hang in there. We are getting aggressive sending out the prayer requests. Already last night I received a call from TX that the Gloria De Christian Church in Kema, TX said, "Let's get on this fast." They requested, because they remembered, Katja's web site and a few details, which I already got out to them. Katja is being prayed for by the HUGE church congregation at services, as well as by the "Ministry of Note Writers" prayer group that from their websites get a chain letter going (They will write you supportive notes, as I gave them your addresses.), also, the "Women of Action" prayer group, and the "Care" groups, all from Gloria De in Kema, TX. I also emailed relatives in N. Ireland and Wisconsin, & NY, as well as many other friends asking for prayer and for bone marrow donars. Others here at the VA are coming up with ideas for action, at this moment. God be with you. Take care. Elizabeth M. Decker, VA Medical Center <deckee@hotmail.com> St. Cloud, MN U.S. - Friday, March 7, 2003 1:54 PM CST Jaq, I hope this finds Katja doing better. Best wishes and my prayers are with you. Jeff Guith - Friday, March 7, 2003 1:51 PM CST We are all praying for you and want you to know that our love is with you. Many of us were able to get registered as donors at the last donor drive. We believe that there is another one scheduled at SCSU later in March. Would it be OK if we share information at work and in the community about Katja to encourage participation in the drive? Shelly Stasiewicz <shelly.stasiewicz@med.va.gov> Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Friday, March 7, 2003 1:28 PM CST Jacqui, Aaron & Katja~ We keep you in our hearts and prayers as you once again hold onto hope. Stay strong. Patrick, Sheri, Zachery & Zoe Bailey <Iresh68@hotmail.com> Eagan, MN - Friday, March 7, 2003 1:25 PM CST We are praying diligently for a bone marrow match and a speedy recovery. If there is anything we can do, please let us know. God bless you little darling and your Mom and Dad. We love you. Elaine Henkemeyer <palhenk@astound. net> Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Thursday, March 6, 2003 7:20 PM CST Hi again, I shared you letter with your cousin Laura, and she immediately said she would be tested for marrow donation. She also suggested that Matt, her brother would be willing also. He lives in K.C. I will talk to him tomorrow and probably Veronica, my daughter in law will volunteer too. I only wish I could, but I will pay for any tests we can do to perhaps get a match. If they are selected and need to go to MN, I will pay for their trip too. That I can do. Love and prayers, Aunt Barbara Barbara Zank <zbarb@msn.com> Eugene, OR USA - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 9:58 PM CST Katja- You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers. We are sorry that you are sick again. If there is anything we can do to help you or your mom and dad, please let us know. Kara and Tony Rogers <carpros@charter.net> St. Cloud, MN - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 9:26 PM CST We are thinking of you and pray that this will have good outcome in the end. Holly Zabinski St. Cloud, MN - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 3:57 PM CST Hi Jacqui - I am thinking of you all and especially Katja. I send you loving, healthful and supportive thoughts. You are in my prayers!! With Love and Best Wishes! Wendy Wendy Hennes - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 3:48 PM CST Katja, In honor of the time we spent this weekend reading the "I Spy" books... I spy a brave girl fighting her cancer, who is surrounded by prayer, love, friendship and family. We love you all! We pray that you're blessed with peace and comfort when you need it most. The Gazdziks: Jenni, Kaz, Jero and Athena St. Cloud, MN - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 3:37 PM CST I wish you and your family the best. Good Luck and let us know if we can do anything. Amy Mrosla - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 3:28 PM CST It's Wednesday p.m., we're on our way to Chapel and you're ALL in our prayers - will wait to hear more from you tomorrow! Kay & Don Kuchinski Sauk Rapids, Mn - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 3:26 PM CST Just wanted to let you know were all thinking of you. If there is anything we can do let us know. Heidi Wagner <heidi.wagner@med.va.gov> St. Cloud, Mn USA - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 3:25 PM CST Jacque & Aaron, I'm so sorry to know that Katja is again having this cancer. She is such a darling little girl. I will again be with you in prayer and specifically pray for a donor for bone marrow. I am adding her name to our prayer meeting. Many have prayed for Katja before and followed her treatment. Know that you are being prayed for from friends in Oregon, Katja and your family. Love, Aunt Barbara Barbara Zank <zbarb@msn.com> Eugene, OR USA - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 1:58 PM CST Aaron and Jacqui, I am willing to be a potential bone marrow donor if needed. Our thoughts and prayers are with your family. Ann Moilanen Rice, MN - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 1:42 PM CST Hi Katja, Get well soon! I am looking forward to meeting you. I have heard from your mom that you're one special girl. I heard from Phyliss you're good at Hacky Sack. I would love to play hacky sack with you too. Get well soon! Karen Kirscher <kkirsche@gw.stcdio.org> St. Cloud, MN - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 1:29 PM CST Hi Katja! I hope you get better fast! Maybe when you get all better, we can play "Hackey-Sack" again. I know you are really, really good at it! Come home soon! We are all praying for you and sending you lots of hugs and good wishes! Love- Phyliss Phyliss Kerfeld <Pkerfeld@gw.stcdio.org> St. Cloud, MN USA - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 1:19 PM CST My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family ....take care of yourselves as well as your baby girl !!! Beth Brouns - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 1:19 PM CST Our thoughts and prayers are with Katja and the entire family. God Bless. Dawn Soderberg <Bobdawnsoderberg@aol.com> Hudson, WI St. Croix - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 1:06 PM CST |
|
