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Laurie & Tony, Just today I sent you the email about Brian and couldn't help but think about Jessica, also. I know your hearts still ache from the loss, and ours do, too. Know that we still hold Jessica within us and remember what a wonderful and sweet girl she was and will always be.
Pat & Dallas
Lakeville, MN USA - Thursday, April 30, 2009 11:56 AM CDT
Thinking of Jessica, you and your family today. You are in our prayers.
Burel Lane <blane@integra.net>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Wednesday, April 30, 2008 8:43 AM CDT
I came across Jessica's journey through Christi Thomas' page.

What a beautiful lady. I am sure the wound still hurts and feels fresh even now. My thoughts are with you.

Ada Dever <adadever@yahoo.com>
SAN DIEGO, CA usa - Friday, March 2, 2007 1:14 PM CST
Howdy Tony, Laurie, Josh, and Jazzmyn. Greetings from Iraq. I just stumbled onto this page. Weird. Nothing but fond memories of yall. Keep your heads up, stick together, & take one day at a time. Love ya.
Mr. A Dhaemers <aarondhs@yahoo.com>
Tikrit, Iraq - Monday, November 20, 2006 6:23 AM CST
We think of you so often!

Love, Angela
PS: Christi will be having her bday tomorrow at a horse stable. You'll certainly be in our thoughts!

Christi's Mom <Email@ChristiThomas.com>
Tiffin, OH - Thursday, May 11, 2006 11:35 AM CDT
Here is a hug. I may not have lost a child but I lost my best friend, my mom.

I understand what you mean by a shell of a person. Feel free to email me if you ever need someone.

Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.org/mn/deemartinson <jennifer.miles@thomson.com>
Minneapolis, MN United States - Tuesday, August 16, 2005 2:23 PM CDT
I am sorry you are having much a hard time. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers. Many Blessings~
Becky and Ashlyn www.caringbridge.org/sd/ashlyn <beckjo70@hotmail.com>
Mitchell, SD - Friday, July 15, 2005 3:08 PM CDT
Laurie,

I thought of you when Kylie said this, and thought I would let you know how right you are when you say the most important things must be felt with the heart.

Kylie has a friend in school who's 1 year old little brother has Lukemia. Kylie told me last week that he isn't doing very well. She stated that her friend Brandon gets sad when people talk about it, but they must not notice because they don't stop brining it up. I explained that people don't always know what to say to a person, but they want that person to know they are thinking of them and care about them. She looked at me and said that you don't have to SAY anything, just give them a hug or a pat on the back. They know your thinking of them, but not brining up the sad stuff. You put a journal entry on the web site at one point stating how much children could teach us. I have always believed that, and Kylie's statement about Brandon is just a reminder. We all still think of you, your family, and Jessica very often.

There are no, nor ever have been, any words anyone can say to ease the pain of losing Jess, so I will take the advice of my 9 year old and simply send you a hug.

All my love, Amy

Amy Castleberry <amy.castleberry@cerner.com>
Oakdale, MN USA - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 9:01 AM CDT
It is so good to see Jazzmyn with us in GRACE Singers! Our prayers are with you always and now will include additional ones for a very special girl going to grow up with a very apecial family.
Shari Howell and family
- Thursday, March 10, 2005 11:07 AM CST
Great New Year's advice!! I'm sorry I didn't get a chance to see you while I was home, but I hope you are doing well and are managing in that freezing weather! Thank you for the reminder to appreciate the people we love. Take care - you are in my prayers! Love, Katie
Katie Crosbie <kcrosbi@clunet.edu>
Thousand Oaks, CA USA - Sunday, January 16, 2005 2:25 AM CST
Laurie,Tony,Jazzmyn and Josh,

Lorie and I are sending our love, and letting you know we still think of you very often.

Take care of each other.

Amy and Lorie

Amy Castleberry
Oakdale, MN USA - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 8:56 AM CST
Dear Laurie, Tony, Josh and Jazzman,
I know there are no perfect words or deeds that we can do to ease your pain and loss. We will continue to pray that you will be given the strength you need for each day and that new rays of hope may comfort you. Love Sue and family

Sue Olson <olsonkev@frontiernet.net>
Madison, Mn USA - Monday, January 3, 2005 12:39 AM CST
Your words are always so beautiful and touching. I am so glad to have met you. I do not sign in often, but I do read and think of you all. I am praying for you all.
Love,
Kim

kim, Jim, Taylor and Logan www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
MCCALLA, Al - Thursday, December 30, 2004 10:30 PM CST
You are in my thoughts and prayers. Wishing you peace.
Vicky Morgan <vpm1@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC USA - Friday, December 24, 2004 3:16 PM CST
Hi Laurie,

Just sending you a note to let you know I think of you and your family often. Are you planning on attending anymore grief groups? Let me know if you are. I'd like to keep in touch. Happy Holidays!

Sandy Jergens <sandyjergens@frontiernet.net www.caringbridge.com/mn/masonjergens>
Watertown, MN - Friday, December 3, 2004 12:43 AM CST
Sending you hugs,
Love, Angela

the Thomas Team <Email@ChristiThomas.com>
Tiffin, - Monday, November 29, 2004 11:07 AM CST
What nice signs from Jessica. We hope you have a nice Thanksgiving - we are thankful to know your family and that we got to know Jessica. You continue to be in our thoughts & prayers.
Crosbies <crosb009@umn.edu>
Lakeville/T.O., MN/CA USA - Sunday, November 21, 2004 2:47 PM CST
Thinking of you every day. We are so sorry for what you have to go through on a daily basis, and we are very thankful that you have found the strength to go on and to continue to be there for Josh & Jazzmyn. Your family has been through so much - your courage is inspiring. You are all amazing. We love you!!
Crosbies <crosb009@umn.edu>
Lakeville/Thousand Oaks, MN/CA USA - Friday, October 8, 2004 5:31 PM CDT
Thinking of you

With love, tears and prayers,
Angela and the Thomas Team

Angela Thomas <Email@ChristiThomas.com>
Tiffin, OH - Friday, October 8, 2004 5:05 PM CDT
Laurie,Tony,Jazzmyn and Josh

Lorie and I thought about you a lot yesterday. Your entry in the journal was inspiring. God bless you all.

Amy and Lorie

Amy Castleberry <amycastleberry@vitalworks.com>
Oakdale, mn USA - Thursday, October 7, 2004 3:29 PM CDT
To Laurie, Tony, Josh and Jazzmyn:
What a beautiful love letter you've written today to Jessica. Thank you for sharing so openly your depth of love, and loss, as a parent missing your child.
I'm pretty sure I can also see God's healing hand at work.
Our hearts reach out to you today!
Love, Beth and Robert Brooks

Robert and Beth Brooks <RBrooksLMN@aol.com>
Lakeville, MN - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 1:37 PM CDT
Dear Lauire, Tony, Josh and Jazzman, Yes, we remember too well what happened a year ago today to change your life. I know there isn't much we can do or say to take your pain and heartache away, but I hope you know you are in our thoughts and prayers often. We hope that our prayers will gradually bring healing to you. I also read in a book recently that Jewel suggested to me that this is our temporary home and that we will all be together in our eternal home. I do believe that the spirits of those we love continue to guide us, touch us and inspire us. Love Susan and Family
Sue Olson <olsonkev@frontiernet.net>
Madison, Mn USA - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 1:21 PM CDT
To my family of Tony, Laurie , Josh and Jazzmyn: I send my heart to you today. I cannot believe that 365 days have gone by and that life has still gone on without Jessica. I will forever miss her and cherish the memories of our little angel. No family should know the heartache of losing a child, and I hold mine closer knowing how fragile life is. When you visit her graveside today, tell Jessica "Hi and we miss her!" With all our love, Randy, Gail, Erik and Laura Quarberg
GAIL QUARBERG <gquarberg@centralcontainer.com>
CRYSTAL, MN - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 10:44 AM CDT
Hi to all: Yes, we remember Jessica's spirit and she can remind us to live each day to the fullest. Thinking of her personality and love for life can inspire us all to live and learn from her example. She will continue to be a blessing for our family and all she knew because of who her spirit is. Her physical presence is missed, but we know her spirit continues to live and influence us. We think of you all often- Love Sue
sue olson <olsonkev@frontiernet.net>
Madison, Mn USA - Thursday, September 30, 2004 12:46 AM CDT
Laurie and family,

Lorie and I just wanted to let you know we still think about you all the time, and keep you in our prayers.

Take care of each other,

Amy and Lorie

Amy Castlebeerry
Oakdale, MN USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 10:11 AM CDT
Hi
My name is Jenna and I came across your website. I am sorry to hear about your loss, and I know that Jessica, is a very specail angel looking down on who loved her, and miss her. I will keep Jazzmyn and the rest of you in my thoughts and prayers.
GodBless You!
Jenna
www.caringbridge.org/canada/jenna

Jenna <hockeykid@telus.net>
Kamloops, BC Canada - Friday, September 3, 2004 1:43 PM CDT
Hi Nielsens! I hope you are having a great time on vacation. I am back at school, and the R.A. training has been really fun - just a crazy schedule and not much free time!! Thanks for again sharing your feelings with such honesty ... you are always in my thoughts & prayers. Take care! Love, Katie
Katie Crosbie <kcrosbi@clunet.edu>
Thousand Oaks, CA U.S.A. - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 2:29 AM CDT
Your updates are always so true to life and touching. Thank you for sharing your precious Jessica with us and your words. I can not know what you are feeling, but I am glad that you tell us so that we can pray for specifics. You are an amazing woman, an amazing family. I hope that you all are having a great time in "the cabin" and that wonderful memories fill you all. I do so well remember this time last year. I was not stuck in an elevator, rather I was stuck in NYC. We were to go home on Friday night, but that didn't happen. That was also my first time to meet the wonderful Nielsen family. May God continue to hold you all. My prayers and love are with you.
Kim

kim, Jim, Taylor and Logan www.taylorwatts.org <kwatts20@marykay.com>
MCCALLA, Al - Thursday, August 19, 2004 4:41 PM CDT
Hi Laurie,

Thanks for signing Mason's guestbook. Of course I remember you and your extreme love and pain for Jessica. The wish list you posted explains so much about our new lives since our children have been called to be with Jesus in His paradise. I will post this too on Mason's website. Hopefully it will help others understand my new me. I hope you are all having a good summer. Take care! When things settle down I will give you a jingle. I'd like to keep in touch. God bless
Sandy Jergens
Watertown, MN USA - Wednesday, July 21, 2004 7:56 AM CDT
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sandy jergens <sandyjerg@aol.com>
- Wednesday, July 21, 2004 12:52 AM CDT
Nielsens, we are sure that Jessica had a wonderful birthday celebration in Heaven, and that she got to participate in all the things on your list along with the other angels. We give thanks for her 13 years of life, and we are so glad to have gotten to know such a remarkable person. We miss her. We know that nothing can ever make up for such a great loss, but we pray that things will somehow start to get easier. You are in our thoughts and prayers always. Love, Crosbies
Crosbies <crosb009@umn.edu>
Lakeville, MN 55044 - Sunday, July 11, 2004 0:21 AM CDT
Laurie and Family- Just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you often, and especially today. I know today must be a very hard day for you. That was a beautiful list of ways to honor Jessica - thank you for sharing it!
I also am guilty of lurking on your page - I read it very frequently even though I do not leave messages, but please know that your family is in our thoughts and prayers. Your strength and courage is quite amazing - thank you for sharing your feelings so honestly with all of us.

Mary Mroz <gm.mroz@comcast.net>
- Friday, July 9, 2004 9:35 AM CDT
Hey you guys. I Miss ya'll. Everything is going pretty well out here in San Diego. The weather is finally warming up. They have what is called May gray and June gloom which means that it is cloudy all the time! Yuck. I only have a 1 1/2 months left out here and then may go back to Phoenix or try Florida. Who knows. Will Keep you posted. Just wanted to send you a quick note to say I was thinking about you and praying for you. I Love you. Talk to ya soon. Love, Kari
Kari Dhaemers <blondie_kld@yahoo.com>
San Diego, CA USA - Thursday, July 8, 2004 1:30 PM CDT
Laurie, I am one of those awful people that lurks on your page and never signs the guestbook--I just love that beautiful picture of Jessica. I know what you mean about the people that avoid you, most of my family is like that! I hope Jessica will help you find a way to remember her special day. Bless you all,
Jennifer Click and Evan and Carolyn Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Tuesday, June 29, 2004 9:51 PM CDT
Hello Family! We love you guys very much!
We do think about Jessica alot. We have a pic from last summer w/ Laurie, Jazz, Jessica and Kylee (and sparky). It is hanging in the kitchen and we look at it every day. We remember those last few July 4th's we've spent at Lakeville H.S. (i think) when we would sit and watch the fireworks (and get wet bottoms from the dew). I know she will be right there with us watching this year. Once again, Love you very much and pray for you often!

Shane, Marie, & Kylee <mdhaemers@priceitrite.com>
St Paul, Mn USA - Monday, June 21, 2004 1:18 PM CDT
With continued love and prayers!
ANgela Thomas <email@ChristiThomas.com>
Tiffin, OH - Monday, June 14, 2004 3:14 PM CDT
What a nice, nice entry. We think of Jessica and your family on a daily basis, and we will be sure to remember her especially on Memorial Day. You are right - we should think of it as a day to remember people who fought various battles ... and you know all-to-well how difficult is the battle with cancer.
We are sure that you are not going insane; what a nice truth to know that Jessica is still walking with you and guiding you. She will continue to teach us lessons even though she is no longer with us ... and we know she must light up the heavens. It will be great to see her again someday - and until then, we will have to take comfort in the fact that she is still here with us, in our hearts and all around us. Thank you, Laurie! A blessed Memorial Day to your family!!

Crosbies <crosb009@umn.edu>
Lakeville, MN United States of America!! - Friday, May 28, 2004 11:19 PM CDT
With continued love and prayers,
Angela Thomas <email@ChristiThomas.com>
Tiffin, OH - Friday, May 28, 2004 2:30 AM CDT
Hi Laurie--
I've missed talking to you recently. I've been under the weather off and on most of May (as has our computer). Sorry to hear that you've gone through some dark days this month. Only hope that things are looking up for now. I like your new Mother's Day tradition. And a new colt--that's a blessing! I'll give you a call when I have a voice to speak with.

Beth Brooks <rbrookslmn@charter.net>
Lakeville, MN - Thursday, May 20, 2004 10:10 AM CDT
I got chills when I read the new colts registered name, what a beautiful gesture to honor Jessica. I know she is smiling! I am glad that you had a nie mother's day, you deserved as did the family. May God continue to hold you and walk with you.
Love and Prayers,
Kim Watts

kimwatts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
mcCalla, AL - Tuesday, May 18, 2004 9:46 AM CDT
CONGRATULATIONS!!! So glad to hear the exciting news!
Bob & Carol, Katie, Nicole, and Allison Crosbie <crosb009@umn.edu>
Lakeville, MN USA - Monday, May 17, 2004 1:53 AM CDT
Dear Laurie, Tony, Josh and Jazzman, I was sorry to hear that you have had so many tough things to deal with lately. I'm sure you wonder "How much More" I will be praying that there are brighter days ahead the next couple weeks. We hope that your dr apppointments for your forehead go ok and they get it all cleared up- We will also be hoping that your horse will hang in there and the foal will be ok- Don't forget that there are many still holding you in thought and prayer. Sue
Sue Olson <olsonkev@frontiernet.net>
Madison, Mn USA - Monday, May 10, 2004 12:03 AM CDT
Enough is enough. I wish I had a magic potion to take away all the pain that has been layed on your table. You have so much going on that is out of your control and it seems so unfair. I am praying as aways, but I am sending extra prayers and lots of hug and love your way to help you through this rough spot. I can not imagine your pain, but I am hear to listen and pray with you anytime.
God Bless,
Kim Watts

Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
Mc Calla, al - Sunday, May 9, 2004 11:04 PM CDT
We love you!!!!
Crosbies <crosb009@umn.edu>
Lakeville/T.O., MN/CA USA - Sunday, May 9, 2004 1:29 AM CDT
With continued love and prayers. May God be with you, especially on Sunday without your precious child beside you.
With love and tears, Angela <zzartset@bright.net>
Tiffin, OH - Friday, May 7, 2004 2:42 AM CDT
Just thinking of you!
Thomas Team Mom
Tiffin, OH - Monday, May 3, 2004 10:26 AM CDT
I just wanted to stop by and let you know that not a day goes by that I don't think of you all and the days we spent in NYC with and without lights:) I am praying for you all.
Love and Prayers,
Kim Watts

Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
Mc Calla, Al - Wednesday, April 28, 2004 1:05 PM CDT
Hi Nielsens! I hope you had a great time at the MN Horse Expo. I'm sure, like many things, it was hard to go for the first time without Jessica, but I was glad to see that you were going to try to enjoy it for her sake. I hope all is well with you. Things at college are getting crazy - only about three weeks left! Time sure has flown by; I can't believe my freshman year is almost over. I think of your family all the time and send my love and prayers often (and this 98 degree heatwave - hopefully Minnesota will start to warm up soon!!). Take care! Love, Katie
Katie Crosbie <saluteourveterans@hotmail.com>
Thousand Oaks, CA USA! - Monday, April 26, 2004 11:19 PM CDT
Hi Nielsens! I hope you had a great time at the MN Horse Expo. I'm sure, like many things, it was hard to go for the first time without Jessica, but I was glad to see that you were going to try to enjoy it for her sake. I hope all is well with you. Things at college are getting crazy - only about three weeks left! Time sure has flown by; I can't believe my freshman year is almost over. I think of your family all the time and send my love and prayers often (and this 98 degree heatwave - hopefully Minnesota will start to warm up soon!!). Take care! Love, Katie
Katie Crosbie <saluteourveterans@hotmail.com>
Thousand Oaks, CA USA! - Monday, April 26, 2004 11:19 PM CDT
Hi Laurie and Tony,
I enjoy having you in the support group on Thursday nights. I have read a lot of Jessica's history. What an incredible child you have. I'll see you tomorrow night.

Sandy Jergens <sandyjerg@aol.com www.caringbridge.com/mn/masonjergens>
Delano, MN - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 4:19 PM CDT
So very touching to read about last year's Easter. Jessica was a very special person and again leads me to believe that God only chooses the very best to call home early. WIthout a doubt, Jessica is just that!!
All my love, Angela
Tiffin, OH - Tuesday, April 20, 2004 9:08 PM CDT
I have come across your page from another caringbridge site of my friend's daughter. I have been reading your posts for a while and I am so amazed at your strength and unfailing devotion to Christ. It is people like you that your stories stay with us, and is a comfort and gives us hope that we too can endure anything.

My daughter is fighting a rare autoimmune disease, that is attacking 3 different organs. We are in and out of the hospital all the time. I too have asked WHY? I think I have gone crazy at times asking why and what prurpose is this to serve. Yet so many have told me how we are an inspiration to them, even though we don't see it. It has been during this time that God has also been so close, and I know that closeness only comes through suffering. You have such a sweet relationship to Christ that is evident. You are still so strong in spite of your most precious gift being torn from you. I can only hope if the same is expected of me, I can have the strength and grace that you have had. You are a stranger to me but know that your witness through what you have endured is part of the "WHY". My hope for you and your entire family is for God to let his richest blessings fall on you, and that His amazing comfort will envelop you always and buffer your pain with His love and peace until you will see Him and your sweet precious Jessica face to face.

Cindy Smoot <Cindy@dibimail.com>
royse city, TX USA - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 9:00 PM CDT
Dear Laurie, Tony, Josh and Jazzman, Hope you had a nice time with grandma, grandpa, Helen's and Diane's there. Sure you enjoyed getting to meet Brayden. I hope that as the days get warmer and their are more signs of spring your hearts may be alittle lighter. Sue
Sue Olson <olsonkev@frontiernet.net>
Madison, M n USA - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 12:03 AM CDT
Hi All, Hope you had a great Easter. Dallas gets to see you but it seems like I am at home or work when he stops to visit. We'll get together soon. It's almost time for smores and campfires. I'm thinking we really need some Farkle or that chicken game pretty soon!
Pat

Pat Larson
Lakeville, MN USA - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 9:09 AM CDT
Here's hoping that your wonderful family has a very blessed and happy Easter! Thanks for the inspiring words once again.
Crosbies <crosb009@umn.edu>
- Saturday, April 10, 2004 10:14 AM CDT
Just stopping by to let you know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. Take care and God bless.
Morgan's Page

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Friday, April 9, 2004 11:19 PM CDT
Thinking of you and lifting you all up in prayer every day!!!

Love, Angela

Thomas Team Mom <zzartset@bright.net>
Tiffin, OH - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 12:34 AM CDT
Oh, I wish there was something I could say to somehow take away some of your pain - but I know there is nothing. I remember talking to you, Jessica, and Jazzmyn at church during Spring Break last year and hearing you all talk about your fun Girls Week. I think the girls had put up a tent or something that they were excited about. I'm sure in a way you are grateful for such fun memories of good times (she always had a great attitude and a good sense of humor, even when she was not feeling well!), but that must also make it doubly hard to think about what you are missing now. I am so sorry.
I went to see "The Passion of the Christ" when it first came out, and the film places such an emphasis on Jesus' mother, Mary, and how she is feeling throughout the whole awful ordeal. You know, I was thinking of you the entire time. I agree that you two must have experienced similar emotions. You said, "I know there is no comparison..." but I think there is. Watching your child go through pain and having him or her taken from you must always bring about similar pangs. As horrible as it must have been for Mary to watch her Son go through such pain, she knew exactly what the purpose of it all was - she had known since before His birth that He would be the Savior of the world. Jessica's passing, on the other hand, came so unexpectedly and we have no way of understanding it all. It is not fair that she was taken from you, and I have no comforting words to offer - just that I thik of your family always, and I am so glad that I got the chance to get to know Jessica. I don't know how you do it, but I greatly admire your faith and strength. I'm sure the pain will never entirely go away, but I hope things somehow get easier or look brighter. With love, Katie

Katie Crosbie <kcrosbi@clunet.edu>
Thousand Oaks, CA USA - Saturday, April 3, 2004 10:55 AM CST
I continue to have this page on my favorite list. I guess there are people out here (like me) who need you. We need to see you survive. We need to hear you speak of hope in knowing that there is more to life than here on earth. The joy that you bring to my ears as I read your entry to say, "Someday I will again....."

I pray God continues to hold you for the rest of your life here on earth.

www.caringbridge.org/tx/hannah

Brenda Glenn (mom to Hannah) <wsu@wt.net>
Magnolia, TX USA - Saturday, March 27, 2004 11:55 AM CST
Your family crossed my mind today. I think of you often and remember what a sweet girl your Jessica was. She will never be forgotten -- an inspiration to us all. I will pray for the Lord to bless your family and grant you His strength each and every day.
Morgan's Page

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Thursday, March 25, 2004 8:29 PM CST
Dear Laurie, Tony, Josh, and Jazzman,
Just to let you know that I have found all of your journal entries so sensitive and insightful. I am amazed at how you are able to look at each situation, and find God at work and can be hopeful and faithful through all this. You have touched me deeply by how you have expressed your feelings and your faith. We continue to keep you in our thoughts and prayers. love Sue and all

Sue olson <olsonkev@frontiernet.net>
Madison, Mn USA - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 12:12 AM CST
Sign us up for horseback riding! We love and miss you guys so much! God be with you!!!!
Love, Angela
Tiffin, OH - Monday, March 22, 2004 1:48 PM CST
Hi Nielsens! It is always good to read updates. The horseback idea sounds wonderful . . . your horses seemed to bring so much joy to Jessica, and to spread that joy with other cancer kids would be a beautiful tribute to her. I greatly admire your faith and how you are continuing to find ways to make a difference. I think of your family always. Love, Katie
Katie Crosbie <kcrosbi@clunet.edu>
Thousand Oaks, CA USA - Saturday, March 20, 2004 1:38 AM CST
Sending you love and prayers!
Angela Thomas
Tiffin, OH - Sunday, March 14, 2004 7:06 PM CST
Hi All, Sorry to hear that you haven't been feeling well- I'm sure your immune system is wore down and you might catch things easier. Hope you will be feeling perkier soon. Looks like winter wasn't quite ready to leave us- We got 5" last eve- But it sounds like you got more and more at the folks. IT looks pretty anyway and suppose the moisture will be good. Well better close and get ready for my students- Take Care Love Sue and all
Sue Olson <olsonkev@frontiernet.net>
Madison, Mn USA - Friday, March 5, 2004 8:13 AM CST
Your words are so wise. I have been thinking of your family a lot lately and wondering how you are managing. It must take so much strength! I wish you didn't have to go through such pain; I cannot even imagine how hard it is. I am so inspired by your faith and conviction...and I can only imagine how glorious it will be when you are reunited with sweet Jessica in Heaven. I hope Minnesota will get some nice spring weather with new flowers and no snow soon. I'll send some California rays in your direction!! With love and prayers, Katie
Katie Crosbie <kcrosbi@clunet.edu>
Thousand Oaks, CA USA - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 10:31 PM CST
Dear Laurie, Tony, Josh and Jazzman,
I was glad to hear that your mom could come up for a few days to visit, help go through cards, ect. I'm sure it was good for all of you to be together again for awhile. I got a letter from your mom yesterday and she said she was glad she was able to spend some time with all of you. We hope that are the days brighten with nicer weather that your spirits might brighten alitttle also. Spring is a hopeful and uplifting time of year so hope that it will lighten your hearts alittle. Take Care Sue and all

Sue Olson <olsonkev@frontiernet. net>
Madison, Mn USA - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 12:10 AM CST
Dear Laurie, Tony, Josh and Jazzman,
I was glad to hear that your mom could come up for a few days to visit, help go through cards, ect. I'm sure it was good for all of you to be together again for awhile. I got a letter from your mom yesterday and she said she was glad she was able to spend some time with all of you. We hope that are the days brighten with nicer weather that your spirits might brighten alitttle also. Spring is a hopeful and uplifting time of year so hope that it will lighten your hearts alittle. Take Care Sue and all

Sue Olson <olsonkev@frontiernet. net>
Madison, Mn USA - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 12:10 AM CST
Dear Laurie, Tony, Josh and Jazzman,
I was glad to hear that your mom could come up for a few days to visit, help go through cards, ect. I'm sure it was good for all of you to be together again for awhile. I got a letter from your mom yesterday and she said she was glad she was able to spend some time with all of you. We hope that are the days brighten with nicer weather that your spirits might brighten alitttle also. Spring is a hopeful and uplifting time of year so hope that it will lighten your hearts alittle. Take Care Sue and all

Sue Olson <olsonkev@frontiernet. net>
Madison, Mn USA - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 12:10 AM CST
Another beautiful entry! thank you for sharing! God bless you!
Love, Angela Thomas
Tiffin, OH - Thursday, February 19, 2004 10:27 PM CST
Thinking of you today and everyday. Sending lots of love and prayers.
Kim watts

Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
Mc Calla, Al - Thursday, February 19, 2004 6:23 PM CST
Thinking of you today and everyday. Sending lots of love and prayers.
Kim watts

Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
Mc Calla, Al - Thursday, February 19, 2004 6:23 PM CST
Once again, I cannot imagine the heartache you face each day. Even when joyful memories and new events come along, there are always the reminders and knowledge of how much Jessica would have enjoyed sharing them with you. I'll give you a call this week.
Carol Crosbie
- Wednesday, February 18, 2004 8:04 AM CST
We were delighted with the generous fund raiser that came from KTJH. One more way of showing how many lives Jessica touched.
Crosbies <ccrosbie@farmingtonk12mn.us>
- Wednesday, February 18, 2004 7:57 AM CST
God bless you all. Thank you for keeping this site updated. We love you!!
Crosbies <crosb009@umn.edu>
Lakeville/Thousand Oaks, MN/CA USA - Wednesday, February 18, 2004 1:49 AM CST
Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers tomorrow, Valentine's Day--it should be changed to "Jessica Nielsen Day" as she had and still has a huge heart full of love. Missing you Jessica, and your dear parents and sister and brother too. Love, Grandma Squisher
The Grandma Squisher
- Friday, February 13, 2004 10:11 PM CST
My friends and I think the "V-a-l-e-n-t-i-n-e" theme in that Bible verse is so cool. I have never noticed that before!!

Jessica's favorite colors of pink & purple will be all over this Valentine's Day and will serve as a reminder of all the love and beauty she brought into this world.

Thinking of your family all the time, and wishing you a happy Valentine's Day,
Love, Katie

Katie Crosbie <saluteourveterans@hotmail.com>
Thousand Oaks, CA USA! - Thursday, February 12, 2004 3:25 AM CST
What a nice Valentine's Day message!!
Crosbies <crosb009@umn.edu>
Lakeville, MN USA - Wednesday, February 11, 2004 2:27 AM CST
It was good to talk to you today Laurie. Our students and staff here at Kenwood Trail Junior High are keeping Jessica's memory here alive with a donation to Cancer research (specifically neuroblastoma). Our $1000 donation, in honor of Jessica, was raised by student council by selling lollipops and then additional money was added by the school, as well. All of us here at KTJH, send our positive thoughts and best wishes to the Nielsen family!
Beckie Bierman - Jessica's Dean <rhbierman@isd.194.k12.mn.us>
Lakeville, MN USA - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 9:20 AM CST
I agree that Jessica is sending you signs that she is okay and one day you will be together in a much better place - painfree in every way for all of you. Sending you much love and many prayers as you walk this lonely, dark, scarey, and painful road without your beautiful and precious Jessica.
Love, Angela
Tiffin, OH - Friday, February 6, 2004 4:42 AM CST
Hi Nielsens! It was nice to see the sunshine images alongside Jessica's picture. Laurie, I think the vision you had of Jessica is absolutely beautiful and precious. It is so comforting for me to know that she came to you and that she really is happy and healthy in Heaven with God.
I hope your family is doing well (despite the freezing temperatures I keep hearing about . . . ouch!!). It was so fun to see you over Christmas break (Tony, sorry you had to work!). My time in Minnesota went fast, but it is nice to be back in California and in the swing of things again (not to mention the added bonus of warm weather here...). I think of your family all the time. You guys mean so much to us! Take care, and I will talk to you sometime soon. Love, Katie

Katie Crosbie <saluteourveterans@hotmail.com>
Thousand Oaks, CA USA - Monday, February 2, 2004 2:51 AM CST
Dear Laurie, Tony, Josh and Jazzman,
I'm sure it is very hard to read the cards and notes, but hope that it help to know how much others care, and pray it will help heal alittle at a time. It's hard to have any positive or happy thoughts esp in the dead of winter. Hoping that spring will come soon and bring hopeful and encouraging signs.

Sue Olfon <kskkaolson@frontiernet.net>
Madison, Mn USA - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 12:37 AM CST
Dear Laurie, Tony, Josh and Jazzman,
I'm sure it is very hard to read the cards and notes, but hope that it help to know how much others care, and pray it will help heal alittle at a time. It's hard to have any positive or happy thoughts esp in the dead of winter. Hoping that spring will come soon and bring hopeful and encouraging signs.

Sue Olfon <kskkaolson@frontiernet.net>
Madison, Mn USA - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 12:37 AM CST
Dear Laurie, Tony, Josh and Jazzman,
I'm sure it is very hard to read the cards and notes, but hope that it help to know how much others care, and pray it will help heal alittle at a time. It's hard to have any positive or happy thoughts esp in the dead of winter. Hoping that spring will come soon and bring hopeful and encouraging signs.

Sue Olfon <kskkaolson@frontiernet.net>
Madison, Mn USA - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 12:37 AM CST
All our love,
The Thomas Team

Angela
Tiffin, OH - Thursday, January 22, 2004 6:19 PM CST
You are always in our thoughts and prayers . . . these are difficult days, and your strength and courage are so admirable. We think back on all the times that we marveled at Jessica's bravery . . . we know where she got it from! You are one amazing family. We love you!!
Crosbies <crosb009@umn.edu>
Lakeville/Thousand Oaks, MN/CA USA! - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 8:23 PM CST
Dear Laurie and Tony: I do remember now that your wedding was in the winter and it was cold- I also remember dad walking you down the aile-I'm glad we have been able to share so much with you through the years, We have had many happy times as a family, but have had our share of saddness, too. I guess that is what binds us together is sharing all those times over such a long span. I hope that you can continue to lean on eachother, draw strength from eachother, and in time share happy moments and memories yet to come. Think of you often. Love Sue and family
Sue Olson <kskkaolson@frontiernet.net>
Madison, Mn USA - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 7:57 AM CST
Happy Anniversary!! Congrats on the good news!!
Sending love and prayers!!
Kim

Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
Mc Calla, Al - Monday, January 19, 2004 0:14 AM CST
Happy anniversary!! What a wonderful tribute to your married life and your family. Don't let Tony get too cocky about the great things you've shared about him!! Thank heavens the mole was just a mole and nothing else to worry about. Hope you get to celebrate in some special way. Talk to you soon. Always thinking about you.
Crosbies <ccrosbie@farmington.k12.mn.us>
- Wednesday, January 14, 2004 3:38 PM CST
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!!! What beautiful and awesome words in the journal entry today--You and Tony are truly an amazing couple, a perfect match, brought together by God. (And married in January--very cool indeed.) And three beautiful children too--I know Jessica is so incredibly proud of you two. Take care!
Grandma Squisher(still can see Jessica laughing so hard at that!)
- Wednesday, January 14, 2004 10:14 AM CST
With continued prayers and much love,
The Thomas Team Mom - Angela

A. Thomas
Tiffin, OH - Tuesday, January 13, 2004 2:46 AM CST
Laurie,
I think of you everyday and check in often to see how things are going. I appreciate you keeping the site updated there are so many of us checking in on you and your family and praying for your peace.
Several months ago I had a spot removed from my face and the numbing meds. made a wrinkle disappear for a day or two. What a happy surprise!
Sending you a hug,
Vicky

Vicky Morgan <vpm1@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville , NC USA - Friday, January 9, 2004 4:30 PM CST
Hope all went well on Tuesday and you are feeling better. I am praying everyday for your healing mentally and physically, and emotionally.
Love and prayrers to you all.
Kim

Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
MC CALLA, Al - Friday, January 9, 2004 11:20 AM CST
Hoping and praying that all goes as planned today!! Love, Crosbies
Carol, Bob, Katie, Nicole, & Allison <crosb009@umn.edu>
Lakeville, MN USA - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 10:50 AM CST
Hi Tony, Laurie & kids, Thanks so much for your help while we were gone. What a blow to get back and learn about your new trouble. I'd thought the New Year would be easier for you but it looks like a challenge for you already. We will be praying for you on Tuesday and believing that all will go well. Love and hugs to everyone. Pat & Dallas
Pat & Dallas Larson <pmlarson@isd194.k12.mn.us>
Lakeville, MN USA - Monday, January 5, 2004 10:51 AM CST
I am so sorry to hear that the "C" word has invaded again. I will be praying so very hard on Tuesday and that it never comes back. You do not deserve this, but you are sooo strong, I know you will do great.
Much love and many prayers,
Kim Watts

Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
MC CALLA, Al - Sunday, January 4, 2004 7:41 PM CST
We all hope and pray that this bout with cancer will be a cakewalk compared to Jessica's battle! You're strong and you know God is with you always. When Jazzmyn is ready to tackle a band instrument...let us know of course! Three weeks and counting to baby...
Shari Howell and family
Lakeville, MN USA - Sunday, January 4, 2004 6:56 PM CST
We just wanted to stop by and let you know that we are thinking of you today and everyday. God bless.
Morgan's Page

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Sunday, January 4, 2004 11:28 AM CST
Ugh!! We are sooo sorry!! This is just not fair!!! We are thinking of your family every single day. Wish there was something we could say or do. You are in our prayers now and you will be especially on Tuesday. With love, Crosbies
Carol, Bob, Katie, Nicole, and Allison <crosb009@umn.edu>
Lakeville, MN USA - Saturday, January 3, 2004 12:52 AM CST
Thinking of you!

Love, Angela

Angela Thomas
Tiffin, OH - Friday, January 2, 2004 7:25 AM CST
Thinking of you!
Love, Angela
Tiffin, OH - Thursday, December 25, 2003 7:25 PM CST
Laurie, I saw this poem on another website and thought it was nice . . . we are thinking of all of you and of Jessica this Christmas Eve. Lots of love from our home to yours.

I Will Be There
Written by Sharon J. Bryant

Mom, tomorrow I will be there
Though you may not see
I'll smile and remember
The last Christmas, with you and me

Don't be sad mom
I'm never far away
Your heart has hidden sight
My memory will always stay

I watched as you touched the ornaments
Sometimes a tear was shed as you did
I touched you gently on your shoulder
And on tiptoes I proudly stood

I'm only gone for a little while mom
I'm waiting for the day to be
When God calls out your name mom
We'll be together, just you wait and see

But until that time comes
Carry on as you did when I was there
I tell the angels how much I love you
There are angels here everywhere!

I stand behind you some days
When I know that you are sad
I want you to be happy mom
It would make my heart so glad

So on this Christmas Eve, Mom
Think of me as I will be thinking of you
And touch that special ornament
That I once made for you

I love you mom and dad, also
I know you know I do
And I'll be waiting here for you
When your earthly life is through
Love, Your child in Heaven



Crosbies <crosb009@umn.edu>
Lakeville, MN USA - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 3:10 PM CST
Laurie, Tony and Family, Just checking in on the webpage as Laurie's entries always have some insight. I pray you have a comforting Christmas this year. All is well with Jonathan and we are ready for Christmas. Hugs and Kisses from The Watson's
Brenda Watson <bcw@mts.net>
Teulon, Manitoba, Canada - Tuesday, December 23, 2003 10:36 AM CST
Hi Nielsens! We had such a nice time yesterday . . . it was so much fun to spend time with you all! Here's wishing you a blessed Christmas. You will be in our thoughts and prayers always - we hope you have safe travels! Love, Crosbies
Bob, Carol, Katie, Nicole, and Allison Crosbie <crosb009@umn.edu>
Lakeville, MN USA - Monday, December 22, 2003 10:46 PM CST
Hi, Nielsen family-
Our thoughts are with you at this Christmas season. Thank you for continuing to share Jessica's beautiful smile on this website, and your feelings, too. Laurie, didn't get to visit with you much last week; hope to do that after school break. Take care.

Beth Brooks <rbrookslmn@charter.net>
Lakeville , MN - Saturday, December 20, 2003 7:01 PM CST
We think of your family often and we are praying that you will feel the strength of the Lord during the holiday season. It is a beautiful tribute to Jessica's memory that you are donating Christmas money to neuroblastoma research. Perhaps in the future, there will be a cure for this horrible disease. Until then, we will keep praying for the children who are still fighting and for the families of the angels who are watching over us! Take care and God bless.
Morgan's Page

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 3:13 PM CST
With love from the Thomas team,
Angela and all

Just checking in and wanted to sign an official "hello!" this time! Take care of YOU too!!!

Angela Thomas
CHOP, PA - Monday, December 15, 2003 1:03 PM CST
Hi Nielsens! I just wanted to say that I am thinking of you and that I think you are incredibly strong to have gotten through Thanksgiving by being thankful for the time you shared with Jessica. This Christmas will undoubtedly be difficult . . . I wish there was something I could do that would make it easier. I am coming back to Minnesota on Friday and I would love to see you over Christmas break (I'm home for a month)! Hope to see you very soon. With love and prayers, Katie
Katie Crosbie <saluteourveterans@hotmail.com>
Thousand Oaks, CA U.S.A. - Sunday, December 14, 2003 3:33 PM CST
Hey there Tony, Laurie, Jazzmyn, and Josh--thinking of you and popping in to say hello, wondering what snowfall looks like from heaven. I LOVE that Jessica believed in Santa Claus--it just proves once again how much hope Jessica always had, and still has, and she is the definition of the childlike faith and innocence. (Childlike, NOT childish) And while the word "No" is usually in every child's vocabulary at some point, it was not evident in Jessica's--always saying"yes I can" and pressing on. I am forever in awe of Jessica's bravery, courage, and attitude-- traits given to her by God through the example of her wonderful parents, and the support of the best sister and brother she could ever ask for. Here are some wise words from a grieving parent--they were said many years ago,but have stuck with me:"Time in heaven is measured differently than here on earth-years and months, hours and days aren't the same. While it may be months and years before I get to hold my child again and say I love you, for him(or for her in Jessica's case), it will only feel like a few moments ago that my child felt my arms around them, and heard me say I love you." Just a thought. Praying for you.
The grandma Squisher <thowx1@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, December 13, 2003 11:43 AM CST
Dear Laurie, Tony, Josh and Jazzman,
It was nice to spend Thanksgiving Day with you and all our family. I could tell you were just trying to get through the day- and did not know what else to do that might help. I hope being with everyone helped alittle. I know the next few weeks will be extremely hard and I doubt if you'll have the usual Christmas spirit or excitement- none of us would if we were in your place. Please remember that we hold you in our thoughts and prayers each day. We still plan on being in Apple Valley on the 13th so if you feel up to joining us that would be nice. I'll talk to you before then- Take Care- Sue and all

Sue Olson <olsonkev@frontiernet.net>
Madison, Mn USA - Thursday, December 4, 2003 12:08 AM CST
You are always in my thoughts and prayers and I only wish I knew of something comforting to say. I, too, have been thinking of Jessica as our choir rehearses Christmas songs about angels. I picture her sweet little face as she looks into the loving eyes of the Father and joins in the carols of the rest of the angels. I'm sure Heaven is rejoicing with Jessica, but I know that doesn't make it any easier for those left here, especially you - her family who loved her so dearly. I am so sorry. Much love, Katie
Katie Crosbie <saluteourveterans@hotmail.com>
Thousand Oaks, CA USA - Thursday, December 4, 2003 10:18 AM CST
thinking of you!!
Love, the Thomas team
CHOP, PA - Wednesday, December 3, 2003 12:46 AM CST
We know Thanksgiving must have been a difficult day for you all . . . we also know that Jessica was with you in all of your hearts and minds . . . we are thankful for your friendship and are praying for you and thinking of you daily!! Lots of love, Crosbies
Crosbies <crosb009@umn.edu>
- Saturday, November 29, 2003 3:17 PM CST
Thinking of you as the holidays approach, and wanting to know that I thank the Lord for each of you-Tony, Laurie, Josh, Jessica, and Jazzmyn. I know Jessica is thanking the Lord in person for each of you. Take care, Grandma Squisher
Squisher
- Tuesday, November 25, 2003 1:38 PM CST
All my love,
Angela

Angela Thomas
Tiffin, OH - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 12:25 AM CST
Hi, Laurie--
Thanks for letting me join you for women's group.
Sorry to hear that you had another extra hard day.
Doesn't seem fair right now that your happy memories of Jessica have to be overshadowed by your deep sense of loss. But you loved her so much, and you miss her so much! Hope that this has been a better day for you.
I'm so glad that you'll be with your families for the Thanksgiving holiday. I'll pray for many happy stories and memories of Jessica as you gather, with less pain in the telling.
Take care. Love, Beth

Beth Brooks <rbrookslmn@charter.net>
Lakeville, MN - Friday, November 21, 2003 3:42 PM CST
Dear Laurie, Tony, Josh,and Jazzman, It was good visiting with you yesterday. Hope you enjoyed you pizza outing with your friend. I'm so thankful that you are surrounded by such caring and concerned friends. We think of you often and send love and prayers your way . Olsons
Sue Olson <olsonkev@frontiernet.net>
Madison, Mn usa - Thursday, November 20, 2003 12:06 AM CST
Hi Tony, Laurie, Jazzmyn & Josh,
Thank you so much for sharing your hearts with us. We worry about you but want you to know that we are trying to share the burden of your loss. We miss Jessica, too, and think of her so often as we go from one day to the next. See you soon, maybe we can roast some marshmallows!
Pat & Dallas

Pat Larson
Lakeville, MN USA - Wednesday, November 19, 2003 8:51 AM CST
Dear Tony and Laurie,
Sending loving thoughts your way today and everyday. I pray for strength for my family and for yours, especially as the holidays approach. We will be thinking of you even more on these special days as we cherish the memories of our two beautiful little girls and hold their smiles in our hearts forever!
Your Friend, Cathy

Cathy Taylor <mattyncatty@aol.com>
Sellersburg, IN - Monday, November 17, 2003 8:01 PM CST
Laurie,Tony,Jazzmyn, and Josh,

Lorie and I think of you daily. We continue to visit Jessica's page in order to hear your updates on how you are doing. Please remember we think of you daily and continue to keep you all in our prayers.

Take care of yourselves!!

Amy and Lorie

Amy Castleberry <amycastleberry@vitalworks.com>
Oakdale, MN USA - Monday, November 17, 2003 10:05 AM CST
All my love,
Angela and the Thomas Team

Angela Thomas
Tiffin, - Friday, November 14, 2003 5:35 PM CST
What an amazing family. Your updates touch me to the very core as does your family. I was lucky enough to have met all but Josh and he sounds wonderful too. I am still sending lots of love and prayers to you all as you deal with this. I hope you can feel all the love.
Love and prayers,
Kim Watts

Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, al - Friday, November 14, 2003 3:27 PM CST
Dear Laurie, Tony, Josh and Jazzman,
Want to remind you that we think of you daily and send prayers for the support you need for each moment. I read how you compared a trip to each person's going home- You are so insightful and full of faith and are able to help
Josh and Jazzman deal with their loss. Remember there are many who keep you in their thoughts and prayers. SUe

Sue Olson <olsonkev@frontiernet.net>
Madison , MN - Wednesday, November 12, 2003 12:22 AM CST
I am so sorry I am just now signing in, but I wanted to let you know that I will continue to lift you and your family up in this time of grief. Praise God for your testimony and for being there with you through what I'm sure is the most difficult time of your lives. Blessings in Christ.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Monday, November 10, 2003 9:14 AM CST
Hi Nielsens! It is 1:15 AM and I have been up studying for a midterm, but I just wanted to write you a quick note to say that I am always thinking of you and that it was soo nice to talk to Tony the other night. I will have to try back another time so I can talk with Laurie. I cannot even begin to imagine the pain that you are all experiencing right now - I appreciate the honesty and wisdom that you write your journal entries with, Laurie. The last one was sad, yes, but you most certainly do not need to apologize for that!! Your family is being so strong and faithful, it is unbelievable. I only wish there were answers to all these pressing questions. I hope to talk to you soon, and hopefully each day things will get a little easier . . . though I know nothing will ever be able to take away your pain. I miss Jessica! Love, Katie
P.S.) Thank you for continuing to update the website . . . it is nice to be able to see how you are all doing.
John 16:22: "So you have pain now; but I will see you again, and your hearts will rejoice, and no one will take your joy from you."
P.P.S.) I realized that my geography wasn't 100% when I was trying to explain to Tony where in CA Thousand Oaks is . . . I'll have to send a little map or something!! =)

Katie Crosbie <kcrosbi@clunet.edu>
Thousand Oaks, CA USA - Friday, November 7, 2003 3:19 AM CST
Just popping in to say hello and am thinking and praying for you. That picture of Jessica that is on the top(or is it the front?) of the webpage sure is beautiful! Sending an email hug to Jazzmyn, Josh, Laurie, and Tony in honor and memory of your dear daughter Jessica.
Cathy the grandma-squisher
- Thursday, November 6, 2003 10:21 PM CST
Hello! Thanks for again sharing your beautiful entry with all of us! We love you!!
Fondly,
Angela (Writing from the floor at CHOP where the first MIBG is currently going into Christi's veins. Thanks for all of your help in preparing us (and Christi) for it. God bless you my dear sweet friends! I love you! www.ChristiThomas.com

Angela Thomas
Tiffin, OH - Tuesday, November 4, 2003 2:47 PM CST
Dearest family, How I pray that the deep dark feelings that you have will somehow be soothed by friends, family and GOD. We struggled here at work last year when one of our dearest friends passed away. One of our co-workers in his quiet wisdom addressed our concerns that the only way he can see it is that God knew our friend and Jessica had already in their young age developed the ability to enter heaven and be an angel and that he leaves many left on earth in hopes that they will develop the faithfulness and love of our GOD that will grant them eternal life. I know this doesn't make jessica's leaving any easier and I know that there is no way I can even come close to the despair you are all experiencing. I pray for God to quietly sit on your shoulders and spread his peace and understanding to you all. All my love and prayers, val
val <VASaarloos@cwgins.com>
Luverne, , Mn Rock - Tuesday, November 4, 2003 10:25 AM CST
Don't EVER apologize for anything you write in the journal--your incredible words, so honest and true are very appreciated--and to be able to express them is a huge gift. I wish Jessica was at the Nielsen dinner table, smiling and laughing, but I am thankful she'll never have another hive, or any pain ever again. Just wish so much she was hiveless and painfree with all of you...I truly believe that Jessica is experiencing true and pure joy, and knowing how happy she was with each of you present with her, I just know she somehow has part of each of you with her in heaven right now. Jessica's a great negotiator--she probably has her own horse barn in heaven, where she can ride and ride, and not worry about her platelet count. Take care, and praying for each of you.
Grandma Squisher
- Monday, November 3, 2003 7:20 PM CST
Just wanted you to know that Taylor and I and our entire family send you many prayers and much love. I can not imagine the pain, but I know God will get you through it all though it seems impossible. I am so glad to have had the opportunity to have met you all in NYC, I only wish we had met on vacation instead. Again, all our prayers are with you. God bless!!
Love,
Kim, Jim, and Taylor Watts

Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, al - Monday, November 3, 2003 11:51 AM CST
Your all in my thoughts and prayers this week.
Tammy Mohn (Godmother to Little Rachel Hansen) <Tjem6263@aol.com>
Lakeville, MN - Thursday, October 30, 2003 5:34 AM CST
Here is a BIG hug from California!! I can't imagine what you guys are going through right now . . . poor, sweet little Jazzmyn!! My heart breaks for all of you. I love you!
Katie Crosbie <kcrosbi@clunet.edu>
Thousand Oaks, CA USA - Wednesday, October 29, 2003 4:02 PM CST
I just wanted to say that you all are continually in my prayers. God bless all of you.
Andy Carlson <andy@stjohnslutheranchurch-lakeville.org>
Lakeville, MN USA - Tuesday, October 28, 2003 2:25 PM CST
Dearest family,
You are constantly in my thoughts and prayers. I cannot imagine the sorrow that must encompase your every day. Laurie, your story to Jazzmyn was so beautfully told and is a tribute that God is working through you. I'm so glad that the awful dreams do not consume you everynight and that you might begin to get some restful sleep in the near future. I wish I could take away all of your pain but understand that is simply not possible. I pray for your peace and God's understanding that yes you will sing and dance again with Jessica, the Jessica without any pain and suffering, the Jessica made whole.
I love you so much, Val

Val, Chad and Kjerstee <VASaarloos@cwgins.com>
Luverne, Mn Rock - Tuesday, October 28, 2003 1:34 PM CST
I have been reading your caringbridge page for awhile now and have been praying for you all.

I just felt the need to write today and let you know yesterday we had a celebration of life for my goddaughter Rachel Hansen (3 and also of Lakeville). At the service Jodi Hansen read names of children and a candle was lite for each one. Jessica's name was read and mention that she has moved on to be in the arms of the Lord. There were other cancer patient children there and they came up and lite their own candles. It was a very emotional part of the service.

So just a note to let you know you and Jessica were being prayed for yesterday. One of the songs Jodi sang yesterday was called "Somebody's Praying Me Through This" by Allen Asbury. If you haven't heard it I highly suggest it.

May the Lord be with each and everyone Jessica loved.

http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachelhansen

Continuing to pray......for all the families of the children with cancer.

Godmother to Rachel Hansen (Tammy Mohn) <Tjem6263@aol.com>
Lakeville, MN - Monday, October 27, 2003 7:44 PM CST
Laurie, the words you wrote "we lived through each other" hit home very hard and makes me more determined to everything we can for Jonathan so he can win this battle. We are testing this week and I will update his page when we have results. Take care and be kind to yourself. Hugs from the North. Brenda
Brenda Watson <bcw@mts.net>
Teulon, Manitoba, Canada - Monday, October 27, 2003 11:06 AM CST
Tony and Laurie,
I know we can never fully understand why God would allow a precious young lady like Jessica to be taken from us. But I know God had a plan for Jessica's life - Jessica touch many hearts directly and indirectly through you two. You two were Christ to Jessica during these years as she taught many how to love and give of themselves at a new level.

Will it be hard? Yes. Will you continue to miss her? Always!

Grieve the loss of Jessica in this life but rejoice in the time you did have with her. After you have grieved, remember to move ahead with your lifes for yours and your family's sake.

Our prayers and love is with you and your family.
Paul and Rita Frenz

Paul and Rita Frenz <paulfrenz@usfamily.net>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Sunday, October 26, 2003 9:00 PM CST
We were terribly saddened to hear of your loss. I do, however, understand what you mean about angels walking among us. I doesn't become easier but we learn to "cope" differently. I will continue to pray for all of you and I will see you soon.
Doug, Kathy and Billy Schnee <Kms1@buckeye-express.com>
Toledo, Ohio U.S.A. - Saturday, October 25, 2003 10:47 PM CDT
Dear Laurie, Tony, Josh and Jazzman, We want to remind you that we think of you each day and pray that you are given the strength you need for each task.Love Susan and family
Susan Olson <olsonkev@frontiernet.net>
madison, mn USA - Wednesday, October 22, 2003 9:29 AM CDT
Hi all,
I am continuing to pray for you all and hope you are finding the peace and strength you need. I know it must be so hard, but know that many are praying for you. I have a dear friend that lost her child in June to AML, she has just put a letter that someone gave her on her page. It is written to her daughter in a way that looks like her son wrote it. It is about things that Austin liked to do, but it is still very true and may make Jazzmyn feel a little better. There site is www.caringbridge.org/al/austin
Please let us know if we can help at all. Many prayers are being said here in Alabama for you all.
Love,
Kim, Jim, and Taylor Watts

Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
MC CALLA, Al - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 10:21 PM CDT
Laurie, Tony, Josh and Jazzmyn--
With time, Jessica's joy for this life will come back into your hearts and fill them again, nugget by nugget. For now, know that she, more than anyone but God, understands and forgives you for your feelings of loss and all of your questions.
We'll keep checking on you and praying for you. I'll give you a call this week.

Beth and Robert Brooks <rbrookslmn@aol.com>
Lakeville , MN 55044 - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 4:27 PM CDT
Hello Tony and Laurie: I wish I could give you some words of encouragement, but unfortunately there are none. No words can describe what you are experiencing and have yet to experience. Yes, there are times when you will laugh again and not even realize it, but it is so hard. When I read your words, the pain is so real. I have found that keeping Hannah's caring bridge site has helped me. There are so many wonderful people out there who love and care for you and when you can open your heart and let them in, I think it helps them, as well as yourself. I do not want to sound negative, I just want you to know that I truly KNOW and FEEL your pain. If you ever, ever want to talk, please call. We will never forget JESSICA or your family.
Love and Friends,
Matt, Cathy, "Hannah" & Alex Taylor
812-248-9169

Cathy Taylor <mattyncatty@aol.com>
Sellersburg, IN - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 3:05 PM CDT
Hi Nielsens . . . just wanted to let you know that I think of you many times each day and you are always in my prayers. I can't imagine what you are going through; you are being so strong and faithful! I wish I could have come home . . . but my heart and mind were there. Keep hanging in there - you guys are great! Lots of love, Katie
Katie Crosbie <kcrosbi@clunet.edu>
Thousand Oaks, CA USA - Friday, October 17, 2003 1:27 AM CDT
To my wonderful Tony, Laurie, Josh and Jassmyn......I still love coming to Jessica's website. I am amazed at how many people Jessica touched in her too short life. Her love and laughter will live on as we remember all the joy she brought to one and all. Randy said he believes that Jessica really was an angel sent from God to touch the hearts of all who knew her. Her funeral was standing room only and I hope she was looking down from Heaven to see all the people who loved her! I will never take my loved ones for granted again. I will tell my children how much I love them, and I will take every opportunity to hug them. From Jessica I have learned that every day with my children should be treasured and appreciated. Knowing all of the Rye's and Nielsens has been wonderful and fun! I love all of you! I am so amazed at the love and strength you all shared with one another. Over and over I heard "Thank goodness for family!" I hope you are all able to continue reading this website to see how many people were touched by little Jessica. See you soon! Love Gail, Randy Erik Laura

GAIL QUARBERG <GQUARBERG@CENTRALCONTAINER.COM>
MINNEAPOLIS, MN - Wednesday, October 15, 2003 3:45 PM CDT
Laurie, Tony, Josh and Jazzymn,

You are still in our prayers daily as we remember your dear little girl and our dear friend. Danielle wrote an essay that encapsulates her faith and her hope. I would like to share it with you sometime. I do not have it with me or I would write it out now. We are so grateful that God put you in our lives and us in yours. He is all wise and very good. Love and prayers, Joanne

Joanne Ranch <joesmom55044@yahoo.com>
Lakeville, MN Dakota - Wednesday, October 15, 2003 12:47 AM CDT
I am sorry that it's taken me so long to write. I have just been at a loss for words. I was watching a video that we played at Hannah's funeral yesterday and it was of Hannah and Jessica on our way to the Statue of Liberty. I guess I felt like that after Hannah passed away that I wouldn't have to see or hear of another child dying. I just keep wanting to hear that all the other children are doing well and are beating this terrible disease. I am so sorry for your loss, Jessica is a beautiful and loving young lady and I am honored to have had the chance to meet her as well as the both of you. I admired you all so much. You were always on top of everything. I can only hope that you find comfort in knowing that Jessica will NEVER have to suffer again. I pray that you will always feel Jessica's love all around you and your children. My son Alex summed it up for me a few weeks before Hannah passed away. I was trying to explain to him that sissy was probably going to go to heaven before too long so God could make her well. He stood up and walked around the dinner table and in his 5 year old voice said, but daddy I'm going to miss her! I feel comforted knowing that our children are with God and are PERFECT. I just know that I miss my daughter. I will pray for you to find peace and comfort. I just wish there was more I could do.
All Our Love, Matt,Cathy & Alex Taylor

Matt Taylor <mattyncatty@aol>
Sellersburg, In Clark - Wednesday, October 15, 2003 5:41 AM CDT
Again I felt the compelling heart-tug to visit this site and let you know I am still praying for your family. The loss you are feeling is more incredible than I can imagine right now, but I know you also feel a sense of peace knowing that Jessica is in the most wonderful, pain-free place with Our Father in Heaven. Peace be with you all until you are together again in the Kingdom of God!

Most sincerely,

Kandi Robinson <dabrat@cvtel.net>
Hastings, MN USA - Tuesday, October 14, 2003 10:00 AM CDT
Love and prayers,
The Thomas Team

Angela Thomas
Tiffin, OH - Tuesday, October 14, 2003 9:33 AM CDT
I too heard of your loss from Jonathon Watson's site. Many you find comfort in knowing that your little angel is at peace and without suffering. Your great memories will help carry you through your pain. Peace be with you!
Cate Boyko
Bloomington, MN - Tuesday, October 14, 2003 7:44 AM CDT
You do not know us, but we heard from Jonathan Watson's site that your beautiful daughter had gone to be with God. We are so incredibly sorry for your loss and will be praying for strength and for peace. Each day from now on you will be a day closer to being reunited with Jess in Heaven. God bless,
Tracey,Steve, Quinn and Callum Ager xoxo
Calgary,Ab,Canada, - Tuesday, October 14, 2003 1:59 AM CDT
My thoughts and prayers are with you all. I am a friend of The Taylor's. Cathy had shared with me that she met you all in New York. I used to be Hannah's nurse. I will prayer for your family's strength and comfort at this very difficult time.
Tracy Wortham

tracy wortham
new albany, in usa - Monday, October 13, 2003 8:04 AM CDT
Dear Jessica's family ~
We are so sorry to hear of Jessica's passing from earth, we just hope you can find comfort knowing the peace she will experience for an eternity in heaven. May God's loving comfort help you through this difficult time.

Phil & Becky Lysdahl ~ Allison, Luke & Sarah (Andrew Karp's cousins)
St. Francis, MN - Sunday, October 12, 2003 9:01 PM CDT
We are so sorry for your loss..Our prayers will continue and we are asking everyone we know to pray for you too.

That is a beautiful picture on Jessica's page.
May God be with you and hold you ever so tight.

With Love, Tears, and continued thoughts,
The Hammer's

www.caringbridge.com/mn/danielhammer
Lakeland, MN - Sunday, October 12, 2003 5:58 PM CDT
Jessica was such a sweet girl! We are soooo sorry that you lost her. Her bright smile always brought joy to anyone she came in contact with! If you need ANYTHING at all, feel free to call us. You are in our prayers. We love you!
Allison Crosbie
Lakeville, MN - Saturday, October 11, 2003 10:52 AM CDT
Jessica was such a sweet girl! We are soooo sorry that you lost her. Her bright smile always brought joy to anyone she came in contact with! If you need ANYTHING at all, feel free to call us. You are in our prayers. We love you!
Allison Crosbie
Lakeville, MN - Saturday, October 11, 2003 10:50 AM CDT
Jessica was such a sweet girl! We are soooo sorry that you lost her. Her bright smile always brought joy to anyone she came in contact with! If you need ANYTHING at all, feel free to call us. You are in our prayers. We love you!
Allison Crosbie
Lakeville, MN - Saturday, October 11, 2003 10:49 AM CDT
Jessica was such a sweet girl! We are soooo sorry that you lost her. Her bright smile always brought joy to anyone she came in contact with! If you need ANYTHING at all, feel free to call us. You are in our prayers. We love you!
Allison Crosbie
Lakeville, MN - Saturday, October 11, 2003 10:49 AM CDT
Jessica was such a sweet girl! We are soooo sorry that you lost her. Her bright smile always brought joy to anyone she came in contact with! If you need ANYTHING at all, feel free to call us. You are in our prayers. We love you!
Allison Crosbie
Lakeville, MN - Saturday, October 11, 2003 10:48 AM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss. God now has his Special Angel. Always remember it is never goodbye, it is until we meet again. My thoughts and prayers go out to your family. Your angel is flying above you.
Amy
Jeffersonville, In - Saturday, October 11, 2003 10:28 AM CDT
Laurie and family;

Brenda called me tonight to give me the news of Jessica's passing away. The first picture that came into my mind was the two of you playing that game, Tetra I think it was called, with a determination to master the game. The words SPIRIT and LOVE immediately come to mind. My prayers are with you. Brenda and Jonathan's friend Leslie

Leslie Udell <ludell1@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Man Canada - Friday, October 10, 2003 8:57 PM CDT
Your family is in our prayers during this difficult time. Heaven has a beautiful angel!! We know the trying times you have gone through and hope that the love of your family and friends will comfort you. May God keep you in the palm of his hand.
Melissa & Cameron Paulson-- Andrew Karp's aunt and uncle http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/andrewkarp
Richfield, MN - Friday, October 10, 2003 11:13 AM CDT
We are very sorry for your loss and will continue to remember your family in prayer.
Helen & Austin
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, October 10, 2003 10:35 AM CDT
Laurie, Tony and Family,

I heard via the NB support group of Jessica's passing and as I went to my favourites and clicked on her webpage, I was praying so very hard that it was not true. I will always remember her infectious smile and how her eyes seemed to twinkle all the time. She was so good and patient with Jonathan during that long, long Easter weekend at RMH in NYC as she helped and shared with him during the easter egg hunt. May God hold you all close during this most difficult time.

Love The Watson's

Brenda Watson <bcw@mts.net>
Teulon,MB, Canada - Thursday, October 9, 2003 3:43 PM CDT
Laurie, Tony, Jazzmyn and Josh,

The news of Jess came as almost a physical blow. To hear of the fight she gave, makes a person wonder how somone so small can be so strong. Children remind us every day about what the important things are in our lives and Jess's fight was a prime example. There are no words a person can say to comfort you in this horrible time, but my thoughts and prayers are always with you. I said a prayer to my Grandmother last night to find Jess and introduce herself. Jess will LOVE her cookies!!

God bless you all,

Amy Castleberry


Amy Castleberry
Oakdale, MN - Thursday, October 9, 2003 1:07 PM CDT
Laurie, Tony, Josh and Jazzmyn,

My heart goes out to all of you during this most difficult time. May sweet and joyful memories of Jessica provide you comfort.

Deb Larson <drlarson@vitalworks.com>
River Falls, WI - Thursday, October 9, 2003 11:43 AM CDT
I was so sorry to hear of your loss. Your family has been through so very much in these past years. You will all continue to be in my thoughts and prayers and may God keep you All in his tender care.


Chris Larson
- Thursday, October 9, 2003 11:34 AM CDT
Came across your site this morning after visiting the site of the son of a very dear friend and was moved by your story, literally moved to tears. Tears in part for the loss that you have experienced, but mainly from the Grace and Beauty of your home page and how you are dealing with this event in your lives. Your faith is an inspiration, your maturity at a level rarely seen, and your love obvious. Just wanted you to know that your "story" touched one more person way off in distant Alabama, and in no small way, helped encourage my faith in the love that individuals can have for one another and the deep faith that people can truly have. My thoughts and prayers with you this day.....Denny
Denny <dsmith@iohsinc.com>
Birmingham, AL - Thursday, October 9, 2003 10:24 AM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss.
Cathy Rusyniak
Rockaway, ny - Thursday, October 9, 2003 10:08 AM CDT
Words cannot express the sorrow I feel for you all. Jessica was such a brave young lady and a fighter. You have all been through so much and now you have a beautiful guardian angel watching over you. Heaven has a very special angel. Our prayers are with you and your family.
Glenda, Jennifer and Andrew Lind <glind98@hotmail.com>
Lakeville, MN - Thursday, October 9, 2003 9:49 AM CDT
Dear Jessica's family,
I just got to know about your precious Jessica through Christi Thomas' web.site.
my heart is breaking for you, for your immense loss, for your pain, for your desperation.
I am so sorry I did not have the chance to pray for her for I did not know of her before. I am priviledged of meeting today such a great fighter, such an incredible girl. The entries on her guest-book paint a sunny colourful character, so loving, so inspiring, so radiant her soul and so sweet. She was a true fighter who fought so hard and so valliantly against such a terrible, beastly disease. Reading Christi Thomas' mum's journal I understand you went through a roller-coaster of events, diagnosis, treatment, NED status and now this. I am so sorry for all your precious daughter/sister had to go through, for all you had to watch her go through. She is now fully healed, enjoying Eternity in a pain-free world, so special, so beautiful. She's now seen the Savior's eyes and experienced His special embrace; I am sure Jesus prepared a very special welcome for her at the gates of Heaven, most probably a beautiful white horse took her there, where she'll be waiting for you, arms spread, when you are all reunited. Go baby, ride in the sky, away from pain, sorrow, fear, hospitals. You have now defeated your beastly disease and are riding free across Heaven's plains and hills, your blue eyes so enthousiastically taking in all the beautiful colours and flowers and LOVE spread all around. Your precious girl will keep watching over you, helping you put together the pieces of your heart, helping you survive without her through the road that's left for you to walk on this earth. For one thing is sure : next time you hold her again in your arms, that will be for Eternity.
May our Lord help you through the next path in your life without your precious daughter/sister. I believe, too, that the Lord needed a very special Angel to help him up there, put things right down here. My heart's with you, brave, forever grieving family.

Sabrina <morini@agriflex.it>
Forlì, FC Italy - Thursday, October 9, 2003 9:36 AM CDT
We are very saddened by your news about Jessica, she's such a special girl and will always be remembered that way. I really enjoyed the time I got to spend with her in our Sunday School classes together, and your right God is lucky to have her to help him now. Thank you for sharing your words on Jessica's progress with us all.
Your a very special family and you have our deepest sympathy

Dick Sandy Tricia and Troy Neumann
St Johns, Lakeville, MN - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 11:31 PM CDT
We are very saddened by your news about Jessica, she's such a special girl and will always be remembered that way. I really enjoyed the time I got to spend with her in our Sunday School classes together, and your right God is lucky to have her to help him now. Thank you for sharing your words on Jessica's progress with us all.
Your a very special family and you have our deepest sympathy

Dick Sandy Tricia and Troy Neumann
St Johns, Lakeville, MN - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 11:30 PM CDT
With tears in my eyes and a heavy heart, I know that God has his reasons. May your family find comfort and peace. Jess was a very special girl, and it was and is a privelge to have known her.
Kristen Bailey
St Francis, MN USA - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 3:34 PM CDT
My prayers go out to your family.
Nora Lindell
Cannon Falls, MN - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 3:13 PM CDT
I'm so very sorry.
Brian, Chanda & Jake
- Wednesday, October 8, 2003 2:57 PM CDT
Tony & Laurie--

I was shocked, saddened, and cried many tears over the news of Jessica. I have no words of wisdom, no words to take the pain away, and certainly no words to fill your empty arms and heart. I only know that she was a brave young lady and I am honored to have met her both at Children's and in New York. I've always felt a certain connection with you because of New York and because of Lakeville. We will be having a candle lighting service at Rachel's Praise Service and we will light a candle in memory of Jessica.

In Christ--

Jodi & Rachel Hansen <http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachelhansen>
Lakeville, MN - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 2:38 PM CDT
I am so sorry to hear that Jessica has left our world, however I know she is in a better place, and I am thankful for the opportunity to have prayed for her. I will continue to pray for your family and friends, you are so lucky to have such a special guardian angel watching over you all. Take care, and God Bless You All!

Sincerely, Kandi (Sturlaugson) Robinson

Kandi Robinson <dabrat@cvtel.net>
Hastings, MN USA - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 2:20 PM CDT
my sympathy cannot be expressed in words that will be understood by anyone but God. i love you all so much, and will be there soon to help ease your pain.

hope this helps.
Exodus 23:20

ashley albright <always_fattie@yahoo.com>
baltic, sd - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 1:48 PM CDT
Peace be with you all.
Cindy and Matt Johnson <cindyjohnson@vitalworks.com>
Coon Rapids, Mn 55448 - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 1:22 PM CDT
Dear Laurie, Tony & Family

I am so Saddened to hear about Jessica. Just a few short weeks ago, we saw you at the Camp Snoopy Make a Wish event. This disease is so Horrible, you just never know what the next day will hold for our precious babies. It was such a comfort to meet another family in NY from our home state Mn., it was always nice to see your smiling faces as we would meet in the halls at the clinc. Our family will hold you all very close in our Hearts and Prayers. May God give you the strength to find comfort and peace, as you remember all of the wonderful memories you hold dear of Jessica. She will be with you forever.

Love & Prayers
The Robinson Family from Mn
Kelly & Tom
Bryan, Sydney
Sam & Carl

Kelly Robinson <www.caringbridge.org/mn/carcar>
Franklin, Mn - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 12:58 AM CDT
Laurie, Tony, Josh and Jazzmyn,
God bless you all. We are so sorry and sad to lose Jessica. We had such a special time with you and are so grateful we were able to spend time with your family when Jessica was feeling good. Maica and Rebecca still talk about riding horses, going fishing and going to the water park or just playing tag in front of your house, and seeing the new kittens in the barn. It was a special time we will never forget and will cherish always in our hearts and memories. I know Jessica is in heaven and looking down on us now. You are in our hearts and prayers as always. Love David, Maria, Maica and Rebecca

David Rye <davidrye@hotmail.com>
Madrid, Spain - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 11:16 AM CDT
Dear Laurie and Tony, Matt and I were so saddended by Jessica's death. We were praying so hard for Jessica to be healed here on earth. We know God works in mysterious ways and he had other plans for Jessica just as he did for Hannah.
I am so glad we got to know your family, even it was for a short time. I feel as if we have always known each other. I know Hannah was happy to see Jessica walking through the gates of Heaven. I wonder if they are talking about Chicken Rotisserie or the day we went to the Statue of Liberty. They are together and just like Hannah, Jessica met her goal of being CANCER FREE IN 2003!!!
These days will be hard, but we will be praying for strength for your entire family. Isn't it a wonderous feeling though if you stop to really think about it, your child is in Heaven and is an Angel? WOW To me it just makes sense and I feel honored to have my child up there with so many dear loved ones and mainly our Heavenly Father and his Son. This just gives me goose bumps, or duck bumps as Hannah used to say. We love you all and will continue to pray for strength for your family.
Matt and Cathy Taylor
www.caringbridge.org/in/hannahb

Cathy and Matt Taylor
- Wednesday, October 8, 2003 8:58 AM CDT
Dear Nielsen Family, I was shocked and very saddened to hear about your loss. Jessica was a beautiful young lady and I am so glad that I was able to meet her and your family in NY. Please know that you are in our thoughts and prayers.
Virginia and Jay Barnett <www.caringbridge.com/md/jaybarnett>
RMDH, NY - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 1:57 AM CDT
To the Nielsen family,
Our hearts have been so full of sadness since we learned of Jessica's passing today.
Please know you are in our prayers..
We are so very sorry for your loss.
Love and Prayers,
The Hammer Family

www.caringbridge.com/mn/danielhammer <hammertime311@comcast.net>
Lakeland, MN USA - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 11:26 PM CDT
Even tho i never met you guys...i am deeply saddened with your loss of your beautiful daughter. i have been keeping up with her for a while now and i was stunned to hear the news, but now she has no pain, no cancer, and no more hospital visits. May you find peace!

susie

susie <luckygoat30@hotmail.com>
ohio - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 10:43 PM CDT
Tony, Laurie, Josh, Jazzmyn, you all are VERY LOVED and in everyones', including my prayers.

Amanda Rye
Sioux Falls, SD - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 8:41 PM CDT
Dear Laurie, Tony, Josh, and Jazzman: I cannot find the right words to tell you how sorry we are for you. I know in my mind that Jessica is safe in the arms of Jesus and will no longer be in pain, but my heart is crying out for you and for her life cut short. You have been so strong and faithful through all of this and I will pray that you will be lifted up by the love of friends, family and our Lord. Know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. Jessica was a blessing given to all of us-- her spirit will remain in our hearts forever. Love Susan , Kevin, Karin, Kallie and Aaron
Sue Olson
Madison, Mn USA - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 8:17 PM CDT
Laurie, Tony and family, I am so sorry to hear of the news. I have thought of you often and will keep you in my prayers. God bless you.
Dawn & John Cowle
Plymouth, MN USA - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 7:17 PM CDT
Oh, my dear, sweet Nielsens!! I don't even know what to say . . . I have been in a state of disbelief all day. Every time I think about it I get teary-eyed. Jessica was an amazing little girl and I feel so blessed for the privilege to have gotten to know her. She displayed SUCH beauty and grace as she courageously fought this awful disease. She made a huge difference in my life, and I will miss her dearly. Her time on earth was too short - there are so many things I still wanted to do.
I wish there was something I could say that could somehow ease your pain. Jessica was such a special person, and you were the best family she could have ever wished for. You did all the right things for her - she had the best doctors possible working with her, and she knew how much you all loved her. Josh and Jazzmyn, you two meant the world to her - that was always evident. You were both so supportive and understanding of everything, and I'm sure that made things a lot easier for her.
The heavens must have rejoiced when Jessica entered the pearly gates yesterday. It is comforting for me to know that she will always be watching over us, and that we will get to be welcomed into heaven by that sweet little girl. I am so sorry . . . this is going to be such a difficult time. Thank you for sharing your precious daughter/sister with us - it was a pleasure spending time with her and getting to know her. We all loved her, and we love all of you too! You will be in our prayers - lots of kids at CLU are thinking of you and praying for you as well. I love you!! In peace, Katie

Katie Crosbie <kcrosbi@clunet.edu>
Thousand Oaks, CA USA - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 6:40 PM CDT
Dear Tony, Laurie, Josh & Jazzmn
Our thoughts and Prayers are with all of you.
Monday night is our prayer meeting night and during the quite time one of our members had a beautiful message. The Lord was saying "I am coming soon:" and along with that was a mental image of Jesus in radiant light, riding a white horse and shining like the sun. The sense that Charley got with that vision was that Jesus was lifting each of His people and putting them in front of Him, holding them firmly. Leading His army of saints off in victory. (that was about 8:30 pm)

When we got home (about 9:45) we got a call from Dale, He told Ray that Jessica had passed away about 8:30.

Ray and I know how Jessica loved her horse. We believe that Jesus had a special treat for her when He took her home. She is now a "special saint" interceding for us with the Lord.

Love Uncle Ray and Sandy

Ray & Sandy Rye <sanrayrye@aol.com>
Eau Claire, WI USA - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 6:30 PM CDT
I am so sorry to hear about Jessica. I am one of Taylor Watt's nurses from Birmingham, Alabama and I got your website off of his. I just wanted to let you know you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Jill <JHBpianonurse@msn.com>
Birmingham, AL - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 6:16 PM CDT
So very sorry to hear of Jessica passing.But now she is in a better place.May God Bless you and your Family.
Deborah Roll <Rolldda@yahoo.com>
Lockport , Ny USA - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 4:52 PM CDT
We are so sorry to hear of Jessica's passing. There are really no words that can offer you comfort right now, but please know that we will be praying for your family. Just hold to the fact that Jessica is now in perfect health and someday you will see her again in a place where cancer does not exist. I am sure that does not remove the hole that has been left in your hearts. Jessica was such a special girl and now she is a very special angel.
Take care and God bless.

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville , NC - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 2:54 PM CDT
We will miss Jessica! I can still see her dressed up in "bible time" clothes in Sunday School with a huge smile on her face!
May she find rest and peace with God.

Tony and Laurie--What wonderful parents you are. You provided so much love and strength to Jessica in her illness these past years.
Josh and Jazzmyn--Jessica couldn't have asked for a better brother and sister. You have both been so unselfish and strong while Jessica was ill.

May your family find the strength that you need now in God, your families, and friends.
All of our love and prayers--Beth and Robert Brooks, Thomas and Heather

Beth and Robert Brooks <rbrookslmn@aol.com>
Lakeville , MN USA - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 2:11 PM CDT
Jessica always had a smile . She was such an inspiration to everyone who had the privledge of knowing her. You are all in my thoughts and prayers.
Lorie Claughery
- Tuesday, October 7, 2003 2:00 PM CDT
The bravest and most cheerful soul we have ever had the privilege to meet. Jessica always was and now forever will be the perfect angel. Peace be with you all. May you find comfort in the love and hugs of many friends and family reaching out to you now.
Annette, Roger, Garrett, & Tyler Frey <frey4@msn.com>
Rosemount, MN USA - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 1:54 PM CDT
Jessica will always be in our hearts. We will miss her very much. God Bless You!!!
Shari Howell
- Tuesday, October 7, 2003 1:40 PM CDT
I'm so very sorry. Please know we're praying for you all during these darkest days. Angel Jessica was a TREMENDOUS young lady and it was my priviledge to get to know her and you all.

All our love,

The Thomas Team <www.ChristiThomas.com>
Tiffin, OH - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 12:24 AM CDT
Tony, Laurie, Josh, and Jazzmyn,
I wanted to let you know that my thoughts and prayers are with you and the rest of your family at this time. Your family's strength and perserverence is untouchable. Jessica's uplifting spirit through all of this has touched many people and she will be missed. I know that God is holding her safe at this time. God bless you and your family!

1 Corinthians 13

Andy Carlson, St. John's <andy@stjohnslutheranchurch-lakeville.org>
Lakeville, MN USA - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 11:34 AM CDT
My thought and prayers are with you.
Rick Haffely
- Tuesday, October 7, 2003 11:17 AM CDT
Ken and I feel so badly for you and your family. What a long journey you have been on. Jessica was an inspiration.

Much love,
Barb and Ken Miles

Barb Miles <barbmiles@vitalworks.com>
Hudson, WI 54016 - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 11:10 AM CDT
Nielson family,
Even though we only met you all once and shared a room in the day hospital for 2 weeks, I am at such a loss. Jessica was a joy as was it a joy to watch her and her sisters love for one another flow through the room. I am so saddnend to hear of her passing. She was a fighter and I can not even comprehend or think of words to say. I will say you are all in our every prayer and thought as you head through the next step in the journey. I hope God is helping you all find the peace you need right now. God bless you all.
love and prayers,
Kim, Jim, and Taylor Watts

Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
McCalla, Al - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 10:57 AM CDT
JESSICA WE LOVE AND MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH....GOD GAVE US YOU TO COME INTO OUR LIVES TO CHANGE US FOR THE BETTER. WHEN THEY TALK ABOUT ANGELS WALKING AMONG US, THAT IS WHAT YOU WERE TO US. WE WILL TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOUR MOM, DAD, AND JOSH AND JAZZMYN. YOUR BATTLE IS OVER AND YOU WERE SUCH A VERY GOOD LITTLE SOLDIER. YOU WILL LIVE IN OUR HEARTS FOREVER. ALL OUR LOVE, ALL OUR STRENGTH...GAIL, RANDY, ERIK AND LAURA
GAIL QUARBERG <GQUARBERG@CENTRALCONTAINER.COM>
CRYSTAL, MN USA - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 7:40 AM CDT
Hi Jessica! I am so glad that you are starting to feel better. You are so strong and brave, keep pushing through. I hope you X-Ray turned up with a positive result and that you wil continue to recover. Homecoming was really fun and we won 57-0, it was quite a game. There were a lot of people there, but it was god to see all ym LAkeville buddies. The night flew by. I hope your time inthe hospital flies by as well and that oyu will soon be back on track to comtinue fighting. You are in our prayers. Say hi to your Mom and Dad, and Josh and Jazzmyn for me. Lots of love, Chelsea :)
Chelsea <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Monday, October 6, 2003 7:57 PM CDT
Hi Jessica Lynn,
I hear you are feeling much better! For that I am happy for you. It is high time!!!!!!!!!!!!! One thing you don`t have to have these bugs flying all over you, I went to the mailbox today and one landed on me, and bit me!! He will not bite anyone else!! I mailed Josh a birthday card so he would get in time. Bob and I are going on a bus trip tomorrow and will not be home until late Friday. When you are well enough to eat LEFSA I`ll make you some, ok? I better practice before that so it will be edible.
Do you and Dad have the Rummikube game up there ? I bet you could win some games, you are pretty sharpe ! Tell Josh and Jazzmyn HI from grandma and grandpa Bob. They have been in school so I don`t get to talk to them when mom calls.
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU !!
Grandma

Lorraine Nerison
Renner, SD - Monday, October 6, 2003 5:28 PM CDT
Jessica,
Hi girl! How are you feeling today? Better I hope. We are awaiting our HAMA results to see if we will be returning to the Big Apple this Sunday. I want to go, but at the same time I don't want to go. I am praying you get better soon and can go home. I know you must feel so much better at home. Tell mom Taylor and I said Hi. Maybe we will see you in NYC again, but with power this time!!
Love and Prayers,
Kim and Taylor Watts

Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
MC CALLA, Al - Monday, October 6, 2003 5:16 PM CDT
Hi Jessica I miss seeing you in Church i hope your feeling Better :)

Heather Brooks <Rbrookslmn@Aol.com>
Lakeville, Mn U.S.A. - Monday, October 6, 2003 4:30 PM CDT
Happy New day Sweetie! I hope that this Monday is finding you a feeling a little better!! Laura and I were at your house as you well know. I got to finally see the HUGE Barn that you built! WOW!!! Is there ever alot of room there now! I have never seen so many cats around as there are in your barn!! Good thing you have dogs that really get along with cats! WE had a great time with your Mom, even though she was not feeling too good, it was a great time visiting with everyone. Did your Mom tell you we brought you a present, and one for Jazzmine? Just some girl stuff.....when you are feeling better she will bring it to you. I got to see your room with all the new comforters and sheets your Grandma brought! Wow do they ever make your room cute as a bug's ear! I love the colors in the quilts! Laura helped Jazzmine get her summer clothes put away and her winter ones back to her drawers. Little did - we know that it was going to be in the middle 70's this week! Laura says it is so hard to dress in the morning! It is cold then and by afternoon it is hot out!
------You would not believe the lady bug beetles that are out by your house! I found out that many people had swarms of them at their house also! On TV the news said that the only way to get rid of them was to vacuum them away! A few people did that and now they have a smelly squshed bug smell all through their house!!!! UGH!!!!
Well honey, I have to get going now, but I will write again soon. Give your Dad out love and when you are out we will come to see you! I hope that is soon!! I will make you some special cookies again!! MISS YOU HONEY!! love Gail, Randy Erik and Laura

GAIL QUARBERG <GQUARBERG@CENTRALCONTAINER.COM >
CRYSTAL , MN USA - Monday, October 6, 2003 1:58 PM CDT
Hi, Jessica! I am glad to hear that things are going a little bit better. I know you'll be up and about again soon! Stay strong!
Andy Carlson, St. John's <andy@stjohnslutheranchurch-lakeville.org>
Lakeville, MN USA - Monday, October 6, 2003 12:34 AM CDT
Dear Jessica,

We are happy to hear that you are feeling better and that your body is recovering from the infection and its side-effects.
It must have been a very difficult week for you last week. I hope that you will be back to normal soon and able to eat all your favorite things. In the meantime, a few popsicles are a treat I'm sure.

I gave Copper an apple yesterday from my friend's orchard. She loved it, but there must be something about apples that really kicks in the saliva glands on horses because she was slobbering all over me! Do you give your horses apples? If so, I'm sure you've had a few sticky hands afterwards too!

We are praying that you are feeling better every day and are able to go home soon!

Love Bobbie and Ed

Roberta Nerison-Low <rnlow@umich.edu>
Ann Arbor, MI US - Monday, October 6, 2003 10:39 AM CDT
Hi Jessica! Good news!!! (finally - you are making us worry!) I'm so glad that you got your get well card so quickly! Everybody here is praying for you, and we are so glad to hear that you are making improvements! Keep fighting!
Beckie Bierman - your KTJH Dean
Lakeville, MN USA - Monday, October 6, 2003 8:59 AM CDT
Hi Jessica, I was so HAPPY to see you were doing better when I checked your webpage this morning. Please know that we will keep praying for you and that GOD will take good care of you. Tell Mom and Dad we said Hi! Take care, Hannah's Daddy (Matt)
Matt Taylor <mattyncatty@aol>
Sellersburg, In Clark - Monday, October 6, 2003 5:06 AM CDT
Dear Jessica,
My prayers are with you - continue to gain strength and recover. The GRACE Singers say hello to you.

Deborah Helland <greggndeb@aol.com>
Lakeville, MN - Sunday, October 5, 2003 10:29 AM CDT
Jessica, keep up the good work! You are such a trooper - I am so glad to hear that things are looking up somewhat. Your "bag lunches" don't sound too tasty, but hopefully you'll be onto regular food and home soon. You are AMAZING!! We all love you!! Love, Katie
Katie Crosbie <kcrosbi@clunet.edu>
Thousand Oaks, CA USA - Sunday, October 5, 2003 0:49 AM CDT
Hi Jessica!
We are so glad to hear that things are going a little bit better! We pray that they continue to go that way and that you are able to come home soon. We'll continue to say extra prayers for you! See you in church!

Allison Crosbie
Lakeville, Mn USA - Saturday, October 4, 2003 8:42 PM CDT
Hey Jessica! Way to get rid of that extra water weight--what I would give to shed pounds like that--keep up your excellent-beyond-belief attitude going, and I am planning on jogging with you around 8th floor come Monday am...you can decide how many times around...I am praying for you, and shall see you Monday am!
The Grandma Squisher
- Saturday, October 4, 2003 8:24 PM CDT
Hi Jessica, We are reading about your progress every day and we know that you are on the mend right now!!! Pleezzee get well soon so you can still go out for a ride on your horse. I know we will be having some warm weather soon and you will enjoy the Indian summer. We are thinking about you all the time and praying that you will get well soon!! Love to you always,
Dallas & Pat

Dallas & Pat Larson <dplarson@minn.net>
Lakeville, MN USA - Friday, October 3, 2003 11:57 PM CDT
Hi Jessica,
The report from your mom looks much better today. Keep up with your healing process. We will continue to pray for you.

Shirley Peterson <pete8925@aol.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Friday, October 3, 2003 10:28 PM CDT
Hey there jessica!!! hope ur feeling betta!!!! i've been meaning to call you for the last week...but i've been sooooooooooo busy with school and church and volleyball!!! it seems like i always either have a game or have tonnnns of homework!!!!! i'm sorry!!! butt yah....we've been pertty good in volleyballl....i think we've only lost one game!! but yah...i'm at grama's house right now cuz my internet at home doesn't work.....tear tear....but yah... i have to go to augustana tomorrow (saturday) to march with my band. that should be funn...because we get to watch all the high school bands field compete after we march in a parade!!! but yah...well hope ya feel better sooon!!!! luv ya LOTZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hope to talk to ya lataz!!!!!

luv ya
*Mel*

Melanie Rye <angel_bunny_11@hotmail.com>
Hartford, SD USA - Friday, October 3, 2003 10:01 PM CDT
Hey there girl! I sure do love you and hate to have you in the hospital. Maybe you need your "favorite" aunt to come up there and take care of you!!! (Your favorite aunt is ME of course!!!) I have talked to Grandma and Helen trying to keep up with you and everything but tonight (TGIF) I finally went and found your website address so I could check up on you. I am sorry you have had to go through so much "junk" but stay encouraged. We love you and God does too. He has been right there with you. I don't know why he has allowed you to have to go thru this but remember that he has promised never to give us more than we can bear. I have to keep telling myself that sometimes too. Kylee's 1st birthday is November 2 so we are going to try to come up that weekend. We will have to stop and see you and everyone. Better close now as you will be worn out reading this "book". Love ya lots!!! Diane
Diane D.
Sioux Falls, SD - Friday, October 3, 2003 8:16 PM CDT
Jessica,
I'm so glad to see the update. You have constantly been on my mind and in my prayers. I'm leaving Sun. for NYC with Morgan and Allison for round 5. Do you wanna come share the room with us again? I bet some of that good old Sloan lunch would be just what you need! Your Mom is probably ready for her favorite eggplant parmesan. I'll keep praying and you keep getting better OK

Vicky Morgan <vpm1@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville , NC USA - Friday, October 3, 2003 7:30 PM CDT
Hey, Jessica! Hang in there. I am praying for you constantly and I really hope that you start to feel better as soon as possible. You're an incredible person and I am thinking of you. Love ya! --Andy
Andy Carlson, St. John's <andy@stjohnslutheranchurch-lakeville.org>
Lakeville, MN USA - Friday, October 3, 2003 1:25 PM CDT
Hello Jessica,
We are so sad to hear that you've been having such a tough time. Please know that we have been and will continue to PRAY for you and your family. God Bless You All!
Love, Hannah's Dad (Matt)

Matt Taylor <mattyncatty@aol>
Sellersburg, In Clark - Friday, October 3, 2003 5:20 AM CDT
SOMEBODY IN CALIFORNIA LOVES YOU!! =)
Katie Crosbie <kcrosbi@clunet.edu>
Thousand Oaks, CA USA - Thursday, October 2, 2003 11:48 PM CDT
Hi Jessica, I was thinking about you again tonight and saying another prayer for you. I just hope and pray that you are feeling better and that your problems are being solved there in the hospital so that you can come home soon. I was looking at your photo page again tonight and I'm sure Uno and your horse all miss you as well as your family. I like animals too and I have 2 cats that keep me company. One of them really likes to go outside but I know she would run away so I keep her on a leash and somehow today she got tangled up with a squirrel. I suppose she would have tried to kill it (cats are natural hunters) but luckily for the squirrel it managed to get away and boy did it run fast. So that was my excitement for the day! Or maybe I should say that was my cat's excitement for the day. Well it is getting late but I just wanted to say hi again and to remind you or the many many people who are praying for you from many places. We love you alot altho I guess God is the one who can love you the most cuz he is God!
Smiles and blessings and hugs to you.
Margaret Havemeier - St. Johns

Margaret Havemeier <marghave@frontiernet.net>
Lakeville, MN USA - Thursday, October 2, 2003 10:27 PM CDT
Jessica~
We are so sorry to hear that your back in the hospital. All of us hope you are doing better very soon! Everybody's praying for you lots! We'll see you in church!
Love,
Crosbies

Allison Crosbie
Lakeville, Mn USA - Thursday, October 2, 2003 9:04 PM CDT
Hey there, Jessica and family! Guess what? Every GRACE Singers rehearsal we have prayer requests and you come up every time! It's almost a contest to see who gets to ask to pray for you first! I'm still holding out to give those clarinet lessons! Of course, with the baby set to arrive the end of January, you may have to contend with a demanding newborn for my time...Hang in there- we're praying hard and often for you!
Shari Howell
- Thursday, October 2, 2003 5:36 PM CDT
Dear Jessica and all- Sounds like you had another long day yesterday with all the tests. I hope that you are feeling better today and no signs of fungus. Hopefully, all the stuff going on with your pancreas and kindeys straighten around soon too. You are such a brave girl- and such a trooper. Not too many people have your strength. We are proud of you. Try not to get discouraged- there are so many people who love you and are sending prayers- we hope that helps lift your spirits. Grandpa Bob has been out chisle plowing all day but will quit in a little while so he can go with to Aaron's football game. Hope to hear good news tomorrow from you. Love Olsons
Sue Olson
Madison, Mn USA - Thursday, October 2, 2003 2:58 PM CDT
HELLO MY DARLING NEILSEN'S!!! I thank you for calling to our home and letting us know about Jessica. You have been on my heart lately and now I know why. I will plug in my HOT - LINE - TO - HEAVEN, and get those prayers going!!!!
I an so very sorry that you have MORE to go through! You are always battling something. I can help on week-ends if you need us to come down, either to watch the kids, or just come down to clean or anything! It is never too little
to ask, just pick up the phone and call...My work is 763-425-7444, and we will be there.. I love and miss you all so very much, the prayers will be coming loud and strong!! Please keep up the web info, we will read it every day!
Call me for anything, I mean it! Love and hugs, Gail and all the Quarberg's

GAIL QUARBERG
CRYSTAL, MN USA - Thursday, October 2, 2003 1:29 PM CDT
Hey Jessica, hang in there. Chelsea has been keeping me updated with your progress and you're in our thoughts and prayers often. Laurie, if you need any help with ANYTHING, please feel free to call. We have time to help while you spend yours rallying Jessica's spirits. May God's peace be with you all in knowing that He's walking with you.....
Julianne
- Thursday, October 2, 2003 12:23 AM CDT
Dear Jessica,
Sherry Howell told me at choir last night about your new round of difficulties. I am praying that your health will improve and that you will soon be back home. Stay strong in your faith. Love to all your family.

Shirley Peterson <PETE8925@aol.com>
Prior Lake, Mn USA - Thursday, October 2, 2003 8:00 AM CDT
Dear Jessica- I am sorry to hear about the difficult time that you're having right now. I'm praying for you-that your pancreas and kidneys start to function more normally again,that your immune response grows stronger, and that you're able to get some rest. I'm praying for your doctors-that they have the wisdom to treat your current conditions in the most effective way. And I'm praying for your family-as they stay with you and provide you with added strength.
Robert, Heather, and Thomas are saying their prayers for you too. I'll check back later today to see how things are going for you.

Beth Brooks <rbrooksLMN@aol.com>
Lakeville, MN USA - Thursday, October 2, 2003 1:07 AM CDT
Hi Jessica! I just got back from our Wednesday evening chapel service here at college. During the service, I told everybody about how brave and strong you are, and we had a long prayer time where everyone prayed silently for you, and then at the end during the out-loud prayers, we prayed for you again as a group. Everyone said they will continue to think about you and pray for you during the days ahead. So there's people all across the USA who care about you!! You are GR8!! Love you lots!!
Katie Crosbie <kcrosbi@clunet.edu>
Thousand Oaks, CA USA - Thursday, October 2, 2003 0:54 AM CDT
Dear Jessica, We were so sorry to hear about your pnuemonia and complications. We will be praying for you. Grandpa is here to help do some plowing- we both just read your update and were disappointed to hear that you had such a rough day. we will pray that tomorrow will be a better day.
Sue Olson
Madison, Mn UsA - Wednesday, October 1, 2003 8:37 PM CDT
Dear Jessica, We were so sorry to hear about your pnuemonia and complications. We will be praying for you. Grandpa is here to help do some plowing- we both just read your update and were disappointed to hear that you had such a rough day. we will pray that tomorrow will be a better day.
Sue Olson
Madison, Mn UsA - Wednesday, October 1, 2003 8:37 PM CDT
Dear Jessica, We were so sorry to hear about your pnuemonia and complications. We will be praying for you. Grandpa is here to help do some plowing- we both just read your update and were disappointed to hear that you had such a rough day. we will pray that tomorrow will be a better day.
Sue Olson
Madison, Mn UsA - Wednesday, October 1, 2003 8:35 PM CDT
Dear Jessica, We were so sorry to hear about your pnuemonia and complications. We will be praying for you. Grandpa is here to help do some plowing- we both just read your update and were disappointed to hear that you had such a rough day. we will pray that tomorrow will be a better day.
Sue Olson
Madison, Mn UsA - Wednesday, October 1, 2003 8:35 PM CDT
Dear Jessica,

We shared our concern for you in class this evening with seventh graders. Some of them knew you well! Ashley Koch, Allison Crosby, and others. Here's hoping you are feeling better soon!

Love in Christ,

Gregg Helland, pastor
Lakeville, MN USA - Wednesday, October 1, 2003 7:47 PM CDT
Hi Honey,
Just want to send a note before I leave work. We are praying for you, that your pancreas and kidneys start doing the job that they are supposed to and that you are able to eat and enjoy doing the things that you deserve to do. You are such a trooper and an inspiration for all who know and love you. I'm praying that tomorrows update will be a encouraging one and that our prayers have been answered.

Love,

Sturlaugsons

Nadine Sturlaugson
Lakeville, MN USA - Wednesday, October 1, 2003 4:41 PM CDT
Hi Jessica, it's been a while since I wrote, and I apologize. I was talking to my Mom today and she updated me on your condition again. I will keep you on my prayer list and make sure you are on our prayer chain at my church here in Hastings. You have a wonderful faith, and I trust the Lord has powerful plans for you! Don't give up, God isn't finished with you yet! Take care. Much love and hugs from this "stranger." (Joe and Nadine Sturlaugson from St. John's in Lakeville are my parents)

In His unending Love, Kandi Robinson

Kandi Robinson <dabrat@cvtel.net>
Lakeville, MN USA - Wednesday, October 1, 2003 3:56 PM CDT
Jessica and Family. Prayers are coming your way from the Karp Family. We continue to praise the good days and pray for comfort on the difficult ones.
Tom, Angela and Andrew Karp <karptj@aol.com>
RMDH Computer Lab, NYC - Wednesday, October 1, 2003 1:23 PM CDT
Jessica, it sounds like you are dealing with so much right now. Please know that you are in our thoughts and prayers.
Take care and God bless!
Morgan's Page

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Wednesday, October 1, 2003 1:12 PM CDT
Hey Jessica! Sorry you are back on 8th...boo hiss...I am at home feeling much better after 14 hours of sleep--chased the threatening cold far far away. Sounds like your pancreas went on strike against the TPN. Probably if it had a chance, your pancreas would be picketing with a sign that says, "Just say no to TPN!" Can you think of anything more silly than a picketing pancreas? I think not. So on behalf of your pancreas, take a walk down the hall with a sign requesting No TPN-your mom, dad, and siblings could join in too--make it a family gathering!! Then allow the neutropenic genius(that'd be you) a vacation from TPN--that's my vote. Eat an energy bar instead...that'd work ok. I'll be praying hard for your pancreas, kidneys, and well...I'll just pray for the entire you to feel entirely new!! See ya tomorrow!
The Grandma Squisher
- Wednesday, October 1, 2003 12:02 AM CDT
Hi Jessica, Boy, it sure isn't fair that you have to go through all of this. We are so sorry. Hopefully, this will end VERY soon, and you'll be back to feeling better, eating, and sleeping. We are all praying for you.
Crosbies
- Wednesday, October 1, 2003 11:06 AM CDT
Jessica, you sweet girl! We are all praying for you and think you are doing such a wonderful job with all this icky stuff you're having to deal with! You are doing so great - we hope you are feeling much better today and that the doctors and nurses are able to come up with some positive answers soon. We also pray that your kidneys and pancreas turn out just fine. We're all behind you, sweetheart! Keep up the good work!
Crosbies
- Wednesday, October 1, 2003 9:56 AM CDT
Hi Sweetie,
I sent you a mail today so I will just say Hello tonite.
Keep on fighting, you can do it!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love you
Grandma and grandpa Bob

Lorraine Nerison
Renner, sd - Tuesday, September 30, 2003 9:46 PM CDT
Jessica! I am thinking about you non-stop here at KTJH!!! I can't wait to hear some good news from your mom. EVERYONE is sending their positive thoughts and praying that you will get well soon. I can't even imagine all the suffering you are going through - not eating or drinking without pain has got to be the worst! You keep fighting, everybody is routing for you! I'll be checking in on this website daily to see your improvements! Lots of love!
Beckie Bierman - your KTJH Dean
Lakeville, MN USA - Tuesday, September 30, 2003 10:54 AM CDT
XOXOXO from California! I'm sending "plenty of sunshine heading your way" -- sounds like Zippity Do Dah!! Hope you are feeling a million times better. Keep it up! Love, Katie
Katie Crosbie <kcrosbi@clu.edu>
Thousand Oaks, CA USA - Tuesday, September 30, 2003 10:37 AM CDT
Cowgirl Jessica,
Hey, Pardner,
Why don't you jump on your horse and get her to kick that pneumonia in the butt. Hang on for the ride and head back home. We will see you soon at the "ranch".
Luv Ya.
Dallas & Pat

Dallas & Pat Larson <dplarson@minn.net>
Ladeville, M USA - Tuesday, September 30, 2003 8:25 AM CDT
Hi Jessica Hope you are felling better soon I just got back from an elk hunt and we rode and packed the horses back into the wilderness about 20 miles. I was thinking about you on the ride, how much you would enjoy all the pretty country and especially the ride. You Take care and we'll talk to you soon. Love you Dale & Jill
Dale & Jill Rye
Renner , SD USA - Tuesday, September 30, 2003 7:16 AM CDT
Jessica,

Wishing you a great day from the buckeye state! :)

susie

Susie <luckygoat30@hotmail.com>
OH - Monday, September 29, 2003 10:53 PM CDT
Oh Jessica, I am so sorry that you had to be admitted. I prayed so hard you wouldn't. I know you will be better soon and back home. Just be sure to do all they tell you to, I know you always do. I am praying for you.
Love and Prayers,
Kim Watts

Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
MC CALLA, Al - Monday, September 29, 2003 10:39 PM CDT
Jess,
So sorry to hear you've had a set back...Have been asking Alix where have you been? Danielle didn't know either from what I hear. Alix did find out today about the pneumonia-will have Alix write soon-know you prefer to hear from her. But wanted to let you know your in our prayers every night! Hugs from the Woodruff family....

Ann Woodruff <Cwoodann2@cs.com>
Lakeville, MN Dakota - Monday, September 29, 2003 10:35 PM CDT
Jessica,
You are number 1 on my prayer list tonight. I pray the morning light will bring you healing, peace and strength. You are a sweet young lady and you have many people praying for you and thinking of you.

Vicky Morgan <vpm1@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville , NC USA - Monday, September 29, 2003 10:18 PM CDT
Jessica, it sounds like you are having a pretty hard time right now, but please know that you have friends in North Carolina praying very hard for you to start feeling better soon.
Take care and God bless!
Morgan's Page

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Monday, September 29, 2003 8:53 PM CDT
Jessica, you are doing so great. I can't believe what you are putting up with - you have so much strength - such a fighter! I am very proud of you, but I'm so sorry that you're having to deal with this and be sick. That must be so hard; I wish I could be there and come see you. Stay strong . . . you have all of our love and prayers. You are so awesome!! With much love and prayers, Katie
Katie Crosbie <kcrosbi@clunet.edu>
Thousand Oaks, CA USA - Monday, September 29, 2003 6:19 PM CDT
Hi Jessica,. Sorry to hear the bad news but we are all still praying for you and hope you begin to feel better again soon. You are always in our thoughts. Keep up the hard work and you'll be back in no time. School has been quite normal except we have a lot of homework. In band, I am switching to trumpet relatively soon, so maybe you will see me in a different section when you return! School soccer is pretty fun and a lot of my friends are on the team. We haven't lost a game yet. Homecoming is coming up too, so I made my homecoming pants and they have a LOT of glitter on them. My mom won't even let me wear them inside the house at all! Well, I'll talk to you later, and we will keep praying for you, Chelsea
Chelsea
- Monday, September 29, 2003 5:43 PM CDT
Hi Jessica & Family
I am so sorry that you are having such a hard time. Please know that many people care, and are praying for you. I really believe that better days are ahead for you soon. I know you have a hard time believing that at times like this, but you are such a inspiration for all us, with your strength and faith. I pray that by the time you read this things will be looking up. Love & prayers,
The Sturlaugsons

Joe & Nadine Sturlaugson
Lakeville, MN Dakota - Monday, September 29, 2003 3:43 PM CDT
Hi Jessica,
We are thinking of you and glad that you are such a strong girl:) We are praying that you will have a very speedy recovery so we can play Chickenfoot soon. Enjoy the popsicles and movies and get plenty of sleep. We will see you soon:) Love, Brenda and Brad

Brenda
Lakeville, - Monday, September 29, 2003 3:16 PM CDT
Hi Jessica!
I am thinking of you and praying that you feel better soon. I really enjoyed reading your journal entries, thanks for turning them in to me. You are so creative and have such a strong spirit! I look forward to seeing you in class again as soon as possible!

Mrs. Anderson
- Monday, September 29, 2003 2:49 PM CDT
Jessica,
It's Kim and Taylor from NYC. I am so sad your mouth is hurting, but just think that was the last round of that yucky chemo. I hope to see you again soon. Are you heading to NYC again anytime soon? We go back on Oct. 12th. Thank goodness that is our last round until we start the 8 week cycles rather than 3, I am ready for that. I hope you are still home and not in the hospital. I am praying for your counts to rise and mouth to heal.
Love and prayers,
Kim and Taylor Watts

Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
MC CALLA, Al - Sunday, September 28, 2003 8:38 PM CDT
THanks for your update! I'm so sorry to hear about this lastest pain. When will it end?
Love, Misses, and many prayers for you all, Angela (Thomas Team Mommy) <www.ChristiThomas.com>
Tiffin, OH - Saturday, September 27, 2003 11:42 PM CDT
Oh Jessica! I'm so sorry to hear that you've been in pain - that sounds terrible! I am certainly praying that you are feeling much better ASAP!! That's no fun at all. You are such a brave girl, I can't even believe it. If I was even half as strong as you are, I would think I was tough. You just keep hanging in there . . . you're doing great despite all the side effects of treatment. You are in my prayers always. With LOTSA love, Katie
Katie Crosbie <kcrosbi@clunet.edu>
Thousand Oaks, CA USA - Friday, September 26, 2003 8:22 PM CDT
I love you, Jessica! You're in my thoughts and prayers all the time, sweetheart! Keep being amazing! Love, Katie
Katie Crosbie <saluteourveterans@hotmail.com>
Thousand Oaks, MN USA - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 2:16 AM CDT
Hi Jessica! It sounds like u r doing well and had some fun last week. I think it is really nice weather for riding right now 2. I rode yesterday morning and it was beautiful outside and the perfect temperature. I hope that u will b done with your chemo 4 good. That would b cool. Have a good weekend. ttyl, Chelsea
Chelsea <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Sunday, September 21, 2003 11:36 AM CDT
Jessica, Glad to hear things are going along smoothly for you and that you had a wonderful vacation. Last round of Chemo??!! How good is that! We think of you often and you are always in our prayers.


The Watson's, Ken, Brenda, Jonathan and Kent <bcw@mts.net>
Teulon, Manitoba, Canada - Thursday, September 18, 2003 10:35 AM CDT
We will join you in praying that these will be the last few days of chemo that Jessica ever has to endure. May she have complete healing and good health for many many years.
Take care and God bless!
Morgan's Page

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Thursday, September 18, 2003 6:05 AM CDT
I love you Jessica!! =)
Katie Crosbie <saluteourveterans@hotmail.com>
Thousand Oaks, CA USA - Thursday, September 18, 2003 1:52 AM CDT
You're in my prayers Jessica!! Keep strong, and keep the faith!! wwww.nikkichannel.net
nikki <pookielocks@yahoo.com>
ohio usa - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 12:45 AM CDT
Hi Jessica, Laurie and Tony! It's Hannah's mommy and daddy. Just wanted to say hello and say it is great to hear you are doing so well. We are so glad to hear you have been able to go back to school some. You just jeep staying strong. You are always in our in our prayers. We love you guys! Take Care!!!
Matt and Cathy Taylor <mattyncatty@aol.com>
- Sunday, September 14, 2003 9:17 PM CDT
Hi Jessica!! I hope all is going well for you and that you had a fun time at the Camp Snoopy event. That sounds like an exciting outing! I am having a good time at college. There is a LOT of reading assigned for homework, which isn't so much fun, but the people here are really nice and there's lots of fun activities planned.
The weather is generally nice, although it gets cold at night. We won't have snow in the winter, though, so it will be nice to be back in Minnesota for a month around Christmas time. It will be fun to see you again then! Have a great day, and keep hangin' in there!! You're awesome! Love, Katie

Katie Crosbie <kcrosbi@clunet.edu>
Thousand Oaks, CA USA - Sunday, September 14, 2003 1:25 PM CDT
Jessica,
Thank your Mom for the up-date. Had been wondering if you were able to get back to school (kept forgetting to ask Alix!) Know she has tried to email you several times, but was using the mailstation address & it kept returning to us. Have the one at the bottom of the web site now in our address book. So, glad your able to be back in school! And not having to return to NY! Don't worry about school, you'll do great! Maybe we can schedule at time when you can come & do a sleep-over with Alix? Take care!

Ann Woodruff <cwoodann2@cs.com>
Lakeville, MN - Monday, September 8, 2003 12:18 AM CDT
Goooooooooooooo, Jessica! We love you!! Just wanted to wish you well in school.
The Thomas Team, Angela <www.ChristiThomas.com>
Tiffin, - Sunday, September 7, 2003 6:53 PM CDT
HI JESSICA AND ALL,
I AM SO GLAD YOU GOT TO GO TO SCHOOL JESSICA. WHAT GRADE ARE YOU IN? I HAVE FORGOTTEN. IS IT 7TH OR 8TH. ANYWAY I AM GLAD YOU ARE DOING SO WELL. DID YOU HAVE ANY LUCK CATCHING ANY FISH IN THE CREEK? WAS THERE ENOUGH WATER TO GO TUBING? I HOPE SO OR YOU WOULD BE DRAGGING YOUR YOU KNOW WHAT ON THE BOTTOM OF THE CREEK. YOU WILL HAVE TO LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU DID WHEN YOU WERE OUT THERE. YOU HAVE BEEN IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS EVEN THOUGH YOU HAVEN'T HEARD MUCH FROM ME. I LOVE YOU ALL.
HELEN

HELEN
BALTIC, SD - Sunday, September 7, 2003 1:23 PM CDT
Hi Jessica! I think it is really cool you came to school this week. I know I saw you in English and band, but did I have any other classes with you? I hope you had fun at school, I like the first few weeks too, before they give lots of homework!Who is your favorite teacher so far? I like all the teachers okay, I haven't been at school long enough to know who is exta-nice. At least we don't have any mean teachers. That is good. The border on you home page for this website is realy cute. I love the butterflies. Sounds like everything is going well for you, and I hope thigs continue to do so. Have a totally awesome day!!!
Chelsea <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Sunday, September 7, 2003 11:33 AM CDT
Hi Jessica! I think it is really cool you came to school this week. I know I saw you in English and band, but did I have any other classes with you? I hope you had fun at school, I like the first few weeks too, before they give lots of homework!Who is your favorite teacher so far? I like all the teachers okay, I haven't been at school long enough to know who is exta-nice. At least we don't have any mean teachers. That is good. The border on you home page for this website is realy cute. I love the butterflies. Sounds like everything is going well for you, and I hope thigs continue to do so. Have a totally awesome day!!!
Chelsea <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Sunday, September 7, 2003 11:33 AM CDT
It is good to read that Jessica is enjoying some of the normal anxieties for kids her age. I am sure she will adjust quickly. Good luck with this round of chemo! We will be checking in on you guys frequently to see what the next step will be.
Take care and God bless!
Morgan's Page

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 8:41 PM CDT
Jessica, I'm so glad that school is going well - only one time of locker difficulties, that's impressive! Lots of kids had problems with that in junior high and even high school . . . and I couldn't get my mailbox open here! I'm in COLLEGE and I was having problems!! =) So once is awesome. I have to go figure out my schedule, but I hope school is wonderful for you. Have a great day! Love, Katie
Katie Crosbie
Thousand Oaks, CA USA\ - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 7:22 PM CDT
Hi guys!! It is us, Kim and Taylor, we shared a room with you at the day hospital in NYC. I hope you got home eaily with the blackout. Our Friday flight was canceled and we went home home Saturday night. I have been wondering if you had a web site. I was glad to come across it on MOrgan's page. We were HAMA neg. I have no idea how, I totally expected to be positive since we had no pain. I hope it is working even though there is no pain, that is a pretty good deal. We wish you the best of luck with this last round of chemo!!!
kim, Jim, and Taylor Watts

Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
MC CALLA, al - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 4:21 PM CDT
Hi Jessica!! I am so glad that you had a good time on your vacation - you certainly deserved a break!! I am at college now, and everything is very busy, so this is the first chance I've had to get to a computer! But I've been thinking about you & praying for you lots! I hope your first days of school go well. It's perfectly normal to feel nervous for them - I still have the jitters sometimes, and I've been here for a few days now!! The weather is nice here and the activities planned on campus are lots of fun. I have met many nice people. It is weird to think that I won't be home until Christmas, but I will be looking forward to seeing you then. You'll have to keep me updated so I know how everything's going! Have a great day! Love, Katie
P.S.) I got sunburned yesterday; no California tan yet!! =)

Katie Crosbie <saluteourveterans@hotmail.com>
Thousand Oaks, CA USA - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 12:30 AM CDT
Dear Jessica,
I have been reading the zillions of e-mails sent to you. This is technology with heart. How beautiful to read the wonderful messages offered to you. There is always someone somewhere praying for you every day. And now I will offer one from me for you to God. Truly, from a St. John's member. and, a few words from Mother Teresa. Joy is prayer; joy is strength; joy is love; joy is a net of love ...

JoAnn Wedin <josieglenn@aol.com>
Burnsville, MN USA - Friday, August 29, 2003 10:20 AM CDT
Jessica and family,
Welcome back from vacation in the Hills. Sounds like you had a great time. That is one vacation spot I miss going to. School starts here on 4 Sept and Maica and Rebecca are excited as well. We are going to go get them this weekend and bring them back to Madrid Sunday. Since Monday is a holiday we are going to Warner Bros Park and then relax a bit before getting into the routine of school, homework and work. Take care and you are always in our thoughts and prayers. Love, Dave, Maria, Maica and Rebecca

David Rye <davidrye@hotmail.com>
Madrid, Spain - Friday, August 29, 2003 5:35 AM CDT
Glad to read that you had a nice, restful vacation. Jessica, we hope this is a wonderful school year for you. You will be in our thoughts as you begin this next round of chemo.
Take care and God bless.
MORGAN'S PAGE


Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Thursday, August 28, 2003 7:26 AM CDT
All our love to our hero and our hope! God bless you all!
Your NB Fighting Friends, Christi & Crew <www.ChristiThomas.com>
Tiffin, OH - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 10:05 PM CDT
Dear Jess and all Nielsens! I am so happy to hear the GREAT news about your great news and the wonderful results from New York! I was so worried when I knew you were out there during that black out! Did it affect you at all? Randy and the kids made it home safe and sound last week. Laura was a little disappointed that the driving is so boring! Thank God I sent along a calling card so she could get her fill of her phone time in every night! We are not going to be able to make it down to your house on Labor day! I am so sorry, but Mom needs to be at my sister's house and it is too difficult to bring her so many places that week end. I promise that we will get together after Jessica is done with her next wave of treatment, and she is able to have guest's visit your home. In the meanwhile we are all continuing to keep you in our prayers! Remeber the people who lived across the street Bump and Peggy? I told you that Peggy passed away last May, well Bump passed away last week also. Cecelia is such a trooper, she had to start classes at the U this week too. Her Grand parents are staying at the house to keep up her home. I go over to visit them as often as I can. They have been so strong through it all. Well I hope this note gets to all of you! I will try and call from my sisters house this week-end to say Hi! It is my turn to take a long holiday week- end with my Mom. Love to all......Gail

GAIL QUARBERG
CRYSTAL, MN USA - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 8:23 AM CDT
Hi Jessia! We have been keeping up with your progress and keeping you and your family in our prayers.We especially kept all of you in our prayers while you were in New York during the black out. We hope you have a wonderful time in the Black Hills. It must be beautiful. God Bless you. Uncle Ray, Sandy and family
Ray Rye <sanrayrye@aol.com>
Eau Claire , WI USA - Sunday, August 24, 2003 10:34 PM CDT
Jess, Sorry to hear you got stuck in the elevator during the black out. As we watched the news coverage that night we wondered if anyone we knew was at RMH. Enjoy your trip to the Black Hills. And take care of Mom and Dad.

Brenda, Ken and Jonathan

Brenda Watson <bcw@mts.net>
Teulon, Manitoba, Canada - Thursday, August 21, 2003 5:34 PM CDT
Have a wonderful vacation, Nielsens!! We hope you have a fun & relaxing time! Glad everything went well in New York (aside from the "power issue")!! Have a great time.
Crosbies
- Monday, August 18, 2003 8:05 PM CDT
What a crazy experience! I thought about all of other families as soon as I heard that the power was out. We made it out on Thursday morning so thankfully we avoided everything. I am glad that you are home now and I am hoping that you enjoy your time together.
Take care and God bless!
MORGAN'S PAGE

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Sunday, August 17, 2003 1:36 PM CDT
Hi, Jessica and Jazzmyn! I am soo glad to hear that this week is going well. Looks like Jazzmyn brought all the goodness of Minnesota with her to New York for you! You should both be smelling mmm mmm good when you come back, with all that Bath & Body Works lotion and such! I hope today was another good day for you, and that you two are thinking up lots of fun things to do. You'll have to show us your hula once you're home!! We're all praying for you guys!! Love, Katie & all
Katie Crosbie <saluteourveterans@hotmail.com>
Lakeville, MN USA - Thursday, August 14, 2003 10:50 PM CDT
Hi there girls,
Hope this finds ypu packing and getting ready to go home tomorrow. I was thinking that today was Friday and I was worrying because of the power outage this afternoon. Hop that doesn't affect your trip tomorrow.
Sounds like you had a great luau. That would have been great fun. I wish I could have been there to play with you all too, did you have fun Jessica and Jazzmyn? I bet you did. It is time for me to go relax for a while since we did not get home until after 8:00 and I started answering E-mails since then. Talk to you when you get home.
Love, Helen

HELEN
Baltic, S.D. - Thursday, August 14, 2003 9:30 PM CDT
Hi Jessica- So glad to hear that your week has been going well- Bet it is fun having Jazzman there to play with and be with you. Sounds like the Hawain day and the Bingo was fun. we just went over to our neighbors to see their puppies- they were so cute- the kids think we need one- but we already have two dogs!! So won't be getting them- they forget they grow out of that cute puppy stage quickly. Have a good trip home and have a great time at cabin. Sue and all
Sue Olson
Madison, Mn USA - Thursday, August 14, 2003 9:07 PM CDT
Hi Jessica and Jazzmyn and Laurie, did you have Lobster any more out there? Josh and I had pizza tonight and it was good. You know that sister of mine (Helen) who took 2 whole weeks at the cabin thinks I should get home pretty soon cuz she is working soooooooo hard in the garden!!!! Don't believe that girls. And "I am" slaving away here. Know what??? There are actually potato and tomato plants in all those weeds in the garden. I was so surprised to find them. Just kidding. There are actually some potatoes under the ground as I found them when I pulled all the weeds. I can hardly wait to give you hugs and kisses. I am glad your week is much better. I bet it is cuz Jazzmyn is there to be with you and hold your hand and play video games with you. Gotta go back to "slaving" so will see you Friday. Love ya, Love ya, Love ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Diane
- Wednesday, August 13, 2003 11:08 PM CDT
Hi Jessica and All,
This is a quick note as it si like bedtime now.I was going to watch soapies but decided to check you all out instead. That sister of mine did call me tonight (Diane) and told me how she has been slaving away at your house. Poor Diane.Ha ha. Although she does have to start school soon, I guess I should feel bad for her. What do you think?????????Let me know.
I am so glad your treatments are getting better. Keep up the good work. It will be Friday before you know it and you know what that means, RIGHT, RIGHT! hAVE A GREAT TIME AT THE CABIN. i SURE DID. LOVE YOU LOTS.TAKE CARE NOW.
LOVE AUNT HELEN

HELEN
Baltic, S.D. - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 11:18 PM CDT
So, Jessica, ready for some intensive clarinet playing now? In my lessons, students should be ready for nothing but torture and misery--of the musical kind. Heaven forbid that anyone would think band is fun! Hope to torture, I mean, see you soon!
Shari Howell
- Tuesday, August 12, 2003 9:37 PM CDT
Hi: Glad to hear that you all had such a fun weekend- Bet you were glad to have Jazzman and your dad there also. Happy to hear treatments went so well yest- hope it stays that way for the rest of the week- Bet you are looking forward to getting out to the cabin- Take Care Sue
Sue Olson
Madison, Mn USA - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 2:33 PM CDT
Good Morning to all of you in NY. Wish I was there with you,especially yesterday. I know you had fun seeing the Empire State Blg, taking the ride in Central Park. Were the horses nice like yours? You better have lobster one more time before you come home if you feel up to it as you know they are MUCH more expensive here. It is a beautiful morning here but is supposed to warm up alot more the rest of the week. Just think, a week from today I have to be to work. Boo Hoo!!!!!! And you will be at the cabin---BOO HOO again!!!! I know that you will enjoy yourself. Josh was saying yesterday that he hoped it rained at least 3 inches this week so the creek would be full enough to tube in. I will have to call Helen to see how it was out there. You take care of yourself. I know you are happy Jazzmyn is there to play video games with and to give you hugs. I love you and am looking forward to seeing you when you get home on Fri. (I suppose I better get home then, as Grandma might be "pickled" herself from making all those pickles!! ) Love you much!!!!!!!!!!!!
Diane
- Tuesday, August 12, 2003 9:27 AM CDT
Dear Jessica,
We are so thankful to hear that your treatment went well today! That is so awesome!! Hooray! Great news. You definitely deserved a day of feeling good -- especially with Jazzmyn there right now! It must be fun to have her there, and to be able to "show her around" the city! You're probably an ol' pro about NY by now! Hope tomorrow's treatment is just as good as today's. Keep up the good work! Love, Crosbies

Crosbies
Lakeville, MN USA - Monday, August 11, 2003 11:04 PM CDT
Hi Jessica and all,
Yes the email did get in .It was addressed to Jessica and laurie. It is way back there now, anyway I was glad to hear you could go sightseeing, but sad there was no spoon for the Empire State bldg. Oh well I guess I do have a lot. I am glad to hear your treatment went well today. You are a strong girl, maybe as strong as King Kong!!!!!
I canned green beans today, I am glad Helen is home so she can help!!!
Will close for now. I love you, I love you, I love you, I beat.
Love you, grandma

grandma
Renner, SD - Monday, August 11, 2003 6:39 PM CDT
Hi Jessica,
This is Jazzmyn - I am having alot of fun out here with you, especially in the playroom with the video games!!!! I hope you having fun with me, too!

Love,

Jazzmyn
- Monday, August 11, 2003 3:11 PM CDT
Just checking in to say hello! I never made it back to chat with you today. Christi's chemo finally arrived and then I didn't want to leave her!
Love, Angela (Christi's Mommy)
- Monday, August 11, 2003 1:46 PM CDT
Hi there Jessica and all, I had a great time at the cabin but I didn't know what was going on with you until I got home yesterday. I am sorry you are back in N.Y. again for more treatments. I hope they are going well. Whats this about eating lobster. Did you know that is my favorite? Well it is. I am so jealous. Gary and Darva and I met up out in Deadwood and we had dinner together. We had all you can eat crab legs. It was very tasty yummmmmmmmm. I think we cleaned them out of crablegs ha ha we did pack it in good!!
I found a little something for your and Jazzmyn's birthday gifts and I was going to leave them at the cabin but I ended up bringing them home with me so now I have to figure out a way to get them to you. You hang in there and keep doing good. I know it is hard sometimes but I know how strong you are. I love you lots. Don't eat up all the lobstertails, save some for the rest of us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh and have a good time at the cabin I left you guys a couple of fish to catch. LOve you again.

Aunt Helen
Baltic, SD - Sunday, August 10, 2003 11:37 PM CDT
Dear Jessica- Glad to hear you have had acouple relaxing days and able to enjoy some treats. Bet you were glad to have your dad and Jazzman come out to join you. Hope you are able to enjoy your time together. Had a nice visit with grandpa and Lorraine. Take care- You continue to be in our thoughts and prayers. Love Sue and all
Sue Olson
Madison, Mn US - Sunday, August 10, 2003 7:30 PM CDT
Hey hey hey, good news, another week of treatment done and gone! Its good 2 hear u r feeling better today (yesterday). Do u know yur schedule 4 school yet, some1 must've picked it up 4 u! Any more news from NY? How much longer r u stayin this time? Well, I hope u do well with the rest of the treatments. I am goin 2 camp next week, so I'll write 2 u again when i get back! So long!

Chelsea <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Saturday, August 9, 2003 10:13 AM CDT
Hey hey hey, good news, another week of treatment done and gone! Its good 2 hear u r feeling better today (yesterday). Do u know yur schedule 4 school yet, some1 must've picked it up 4 u! Any more news from NY? How much longer r u stayin this time? Well, I hope u do well with the rest of the treatments. I am goin 2 camp next week, so I'll write 2 u again when i get back! So long!

Chelsea <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Saturday, August 9, 2003 10:13 AM CDT
Dear Jessica,
I am so glad that you had a better day of treatment and that you will hopefully have a nice, relaxing weekend. We are driving up north to visit my grandma and help re-paint the barn! Your ice cream treat was definitely well-deserved - that's always a good medicine!! It is so great that Jazzmyn will be able to come see you this weekend! I bet you two will have fun together. Well, I should probably go finish packing, but I will be praying for you to have a wonderful weekend. You are awesome!!! Lots of love, Katie

Katie Crosbie
Lakeville, MN USA - Saturday, August 9, 2003 0:13 AM CDT
Hi Jessica, hope you will have a good weekend away from treatments and the hospital. Heard you and Mom had
"Lobster" and Baskin Robins ice cream but in reverse order!!
Always have dessert first I always say then see if you have room for the other stuff!!!! Right??? We have been
"slaving" away here, especially me. You believe me right!?
We have done a few things but I am sure glad the "raspberries" are almost done and that I only had to pick the tail end of them. That was my favorite job last year if you remember right. I love you and wish you were here so I could beat you at "Uno Attack"
Take care and remember you are special. I know so and so does Jesus. Love ya lots!!!!!!!!!!!

Aunt Diane
- Friday, August 8, 2003 10:59 PM CDT
Hi Jessica,
I heard about your bad news earlier in the week and now I hear the good news. I am so glad. We continue to pray for you and I will continue to keep Jazzmyn at the piano.

Shirley Peterson <pete8925@aol.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Friday, August 8, 2003 9:25 AM CDT
Hi Jessica, Congratulations on once again fighting the battle courageously. I can't believe how strong God has made you-you are truly an inspiration for all of us-please remember that!!!!!!!
Val, Chad and Kjerstee <VASaarloos@cwgins.com>
- Friday, August 8, 2003 8:32 AM CDT
Hi Jessica- So glad to hear that you are feeling better and got to get discharged. Hope the other treatments go as well as the last one. Do you get a break from the treatmnets over the weekend? Hope so. We are heading down to SF today to see everybody and do some more school/college shopping. Karin leaves for college on the 20th-only a week and half away!!! She is excited- I'm not!! Well-better close- Love Sue and all
Sue Olson
Madison, Mn US - Friday, August 8, 2003 8:27 AM CDT
Hi Jessica! Your treatments sound tough! But I am very glad that they are improving a bit. I just got a message from your Dad about the rest of your August plans and it sounds like you are going to be very busy! Don't worry about school yet - we can confirm our plans when you return from Rapid City! When you do return to school, you will be a Shooting Star (just like Chelsea!). This is your schedule: English, Civics, Math, Health/PE, Homeroom - Ms. Hansmeyer, Earth Science, Wheel classes, Choir. We can always do some switches if you want to come 1/2 days or over the lunch hour! I'm looking forward to seeing you! Best of luck with all the yucky stuff!!
Beckie Bierman - your KTJH Dean
Lakeville, MN USA - Thursday, August 7, 2003 12:48 AM CDT
Hi again, Jessica! Sounds like u had rough day, but some good news 2. We went to school 2 get our schedules the other day and I am a Star. What r u??? :) I REALLY don't want school 2 start again! R u still gonna b able 2 come 2 the first few days? WEll, I hope 2 c u soon, luv Chelsea
Chelsea <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Thursday, August 7, 2003 10:18 AM CDT
Hi Jessica! I'm really sorry to hear that your treatment is not going as smoothly as we had hoped. You are such a brave girl!! We are all praying for you and hope that you are feeling better!
Nicole Crosbie
Lakeville, MN 55044 - Wednesday, August 6, 2003 10:32 PM CDT
Oh Jessica!! I wondered where you were! I'm so sorry! This stinks! Please know we're praying for you!!
Love, Angela (Christi's Mommy) <www.ChristiThomas.com>
Ronald McDonald House, NYC - Wednesday, August 6, 2003 4:42 PM CDT
Hi Jessica,
I hope you are feeling much better today! I can not wait until you come home. I am starting to get some of the stuff ready to go to the cabin. I am making sure that all the fishing gear is in perfect working condition. Especially your pole. I have been very busy the last few days working around the barn and working with the horses. The kittens are very spunky and are waiting for you to come home and play with them. I will talk to you later. Bye

Josh Nielsen
Prior Lake, MN USA - Wednesday, August 6, 2003 3:54 PM CDT
Dear Jessica,

I can't believe how brave you are! You are an inspiration to the rest of us. We hope you have a much better day today and are able to get out of the hospital very soon!
Love Bobbie and Ed

Roberta Nerison-Low <rnlow@umich.edu>
Ann Arbor, MI U.S. - Wednesday, August 6, 2003 1:58 PM CDT
Jessica and Laurie,
Just a short note to let you know I am thinking of you. I did talk to Diane this noon, she wondered if I was sick of the garden already, and I am, but I will keep it picked. My legs are gettin used to bending forward!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hope you get out of there soon!!!!
Love you , Grandma

Lorraine
Renner, SD - Wednesday, August 6, 2003 1:28 PM CDT
Hi sweetheart! Boy, what a time you've already had! Goodness! I'm sorry things haven't been easier. It was fun to talk to you before you left. Like I told you, you're the bravest person I've ever met! I had to go to the doctor to get a T.B. "shot" for college - it's just a little prick, not even really a shot - and I can't imagine you having to get so many tests done all the time! I know you are being very tough & cooperative - it's a bummer that they aren't able to give you all the shots through your line. I bet those doctors and nurses don't like having to give you these painful treatments any more than you like getting them! But you know it's all to hopefully make you better. We are all thinking about you and praying for you. You are soo special!!!
I hope you have an okay hospital stay, that the infection goes away, that the hives hit the road, and that today is a much easier day for you.
With love, Katie
P.S.) Remember what I told you about not doing anything "dangerous," like blowing your nose!! =) Haha!

Katie Crosbie <saluteourveterans@hotmail.com>
Lakeville, MN USA - Wednesday, August 6, 2003 10:46 AM CDT
Dear Jessica, Sorry to hear that you had such a rough couple days. Hope you are able to fight that nasty infection off really quick. We are keeping you in our thoughts and prayers. Olsons
Sue Olson
Madison, Mn USA - Wednesday, August 6, 2003 7:13 AM CDT
Sorry you had such a bummer of a day Jessica--wish I had some really cool advice...wait...I just might...it is sort of basic common sense, but what you could do is hide in the closet in your room after stuffing the bed with pillows so it looks like you're there...then when no one is looking, head for a door with an exit sign..there's gotta be one there, since we have them on 8th floor. And make sure you are getting lots of Vitamin M(that is code for M&M's) as while there is not much research done yet, there is a strong theory that M&M's are an excellent treatment of choice for hives, boredom, and hunger. Keep on fighting Jessica--you can do it, I know ya can!! Take care!
Cathy Thow
Plymouth, MN - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 9:11 PM CDT
Hi Jessica,
You continue to be in our prayers, for your continued cancer free reports, tolerance of the treatments and much better times at the clinic and back at the house!! Sounds like "Murphy's Law" was in full force yesterday. Hope today goes much better. Keep up your good attitude and know that many care for you and are praying for you.

Nadine Sturlaugson
Lakeville, MN USA - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 1:45 PM CDT
HI,
I just took a shower.Tell MOM that I didn't wrap the present yet but I will today "OK"!!!
LOVE YA LOVE YA LOVE YA JAZZMYN!!!!!












































Jazzmyn Nielsen <tljjjnielsen@msn.com>
Prior Lake, MN U.S.A. - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 12:19 AM CDT
Dear Jessica, Laurie and Tony,
Sorry to hear you had such a long and tiring day- hope today and next few days go better for all of you- wish you could have sent that downpour to Minn,- we could have that rain!! Hope you are able to go on the bus tour and that it will be a nice break for you- Take care- Sue and all

Sue Olson
Madison, Mn US - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 7:42 AM CDT
Hey Jessica!! How are things going in New York? I'm praying for you, that things will go well. How long will you be there? Hope your nose is feeling better too. You and your mom should go see Seabiscuit while you're there. Great movie. Take care!!
Cathy Thow
Plymouth, MN - Monday, August 4, 2003 12:25 AM CDT
Hey Jessica! Sorry I didn't getback to you on your email for so long, thanks for sending it! Wow! Too bad about you nose and having to go back to NY again. I hope the treatments work well and you start feeling better very soon, we're praying for you!How are all the kitties getting along? Did you give away anymore yet? There were quite a few running everywhere last time I was over!!! Wishing you the best, Chelsea

Chelsea <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Monday, August 4, 2003 11:34 AM CDT
Dear Jessica,
I'm sorry to hear that you are dealing with a broken bone in your nose. I hope your flight to N.Y. went OK yesterday and that the changes in air pressure did not cause you any additional discomfort. Good luck with all your treatments this week. We are all thinking of you and hoping everything goes well. I hope you can enjoy Central Park in between treatments when you are feeling OK.
Love Bobbie and Ed

Roberta Nerison-Low <rnlow@umich.edu>
Ann Arbor, MI U.S. - Monday, August 4, 2003 11:24 AM CDT
Dear Jessica- We were awfully sorry to hear about your sinus and nose problem. Boy- that sure came on quick- hope it leaves just as quickly. Hope you are feeling better before you leave tomorrow- we will be keeping you in our thoughts and prayers and hope things go well for you got there. Glad that you and Diane have had a chance to have some fun together before you leave. Take Care- Sue
Sue Olson
Madison, Mn US - Saturday, August 2, 2003 7:45 AM CDT
Jessica,
I am glad to hear that you are hanging in there! You are an inspiration to us all! We all love you here at St. John's and we have you in our hearts and prayers. Stay strong and remember that God is always at your side. Peace, Love, and Christ!
Andy

Andy Carlson, St. John's
Lakeville, MN United States - Friday, August 1, 2003 0:48 AM CDT
Hi Jessica: Not sure if you are still home or out on NY. We hope your treatments go well- with few or no side effects. We had a nice visit with Bobbie and Ed. Bobbie took us up to see Mackinaw Island- which was very pretty and unique. We biked around the island. We also canoed down a river near their house. So we got plenty of exercise. We got to meet their dog Bonnie and meet her horse Copper. They were both cute. We'll we checking in with you to see how things are going- better go. Love Sue and all
SUe Olson
Madison, Mn US - Thursday, July 31, 2003 7:55 PM CDT
Hi Jessica,
I have been looking at your web page and thought I should write to you. I think you and Jazzmyn are having fun together and I think the cats are getting attention. Bekah was here on Monday and she got to play with ours. She just sat down and talked to them and they were not afraid. Is aunt Diane at your house? She will keep you busy.
And did she bring a gift of bread ? Bekah and I baked almost all day Monday so you could have some raisin bread to take with you. I hope you like it.
I am going to a Bridal Shower tonite at the church. I was at the church this morning -The stained glass windows are in and do they ever look nice- they are so pretty!!!
I think you will agree.
Love you very much
Grandma

Lorraine
Renner , SD - Wednesday, July 30, 2003 4:47 PM CDT
Hi Sweetheart! Thank your mom so much for letting me know what is going on with your treatment! I am so happy everything that you are going through is really helping!!! I know that you will beat this and it will all be over soon!
You are in out prayers daily, and we pray for all of you to have the strength to go through the rest of the treatment in New York. When all this is over ( or whenever you want) we Quarberg will come down again for a barbeque at your house. Randy Erik and Laura are leaving on the 9th for their motorcycle trip. They will be gaoing to Canada and down to New Hampshire, Maine, and New York. I'm glad that they will have this trip, I need time to help my mom, she is not doing that well. Besides Randy has all these house repair projects that he thinks I,m going to do while they are gone.....Yuck! I will be checking your web site while you are gone and will always write you. Good luck my little darling! Happy Happy 13th Birthday!!! We will talk soon....Love Gail Q.

GAIL QUARBERG <GQUARBERG@CENTRAL CONTAINER.COM>
CRYSTAL, MN USA - Wednesday, July 30, 2003 1:39 PM CDT
Jessica, Glad to hear you are at home and getting plenty of rest. More 3F8's eh!! FIGHT ON!!! Jon and I wish we could be there to hang out with you and your Mom. Be sure to say Hi to Cat and Lytisha for us. And don't over eat at Dallas BBQ. We will be thinking of you. Take Care.

The Watson, Brenda, Ken, Jonathan and Kent

Brenda Watson <bcw@mts.net>
Teulon, Manitoba, Canada - Wednesday, July 30, 2003 7:58 AM CDT
Jessica, it was nice to talk to you last night. I hope your doctor's appointment goes well today and isn't too long. I also hope that you are feeling energetic!! Talk to you soon!
Katie
Lakeville, MN USA - Monday, July 28, 2003 4:40 PM CDT
Jessica dear . . . You are amazing. That's all I have to say. :)
Katie Crosbie
Lakeville, MN USA - Friday, July 25, 2003 3:14 AM CDT
I guess that congratulations are in order for being HAMA negative (as crazy as that sounds). I am glad that Jessica has such a positive attitude about treatment. I am not sure Morgan would be as positive if she were older like Jessica.
I just found your site a few days ago. I am glad that I can now follow Jessica's progress.
We are leaving for NY on Sunday. Truthfully, I am dreading it but I know that it is necessary.
Take care and God bless.

MORGAN'S PAGE

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Thursday, July 24, 2003 6:36 PM CDT
Keep fighting you can beat this, Im praying for you
Rosa Bloom
- Thursday, July 24, 2003 1:08 PM CDT
Hi,Jessica!!!I am so glad you are my sister!! Geuss what I had for breakfast "lucky Charms" rhey were very good.......
This is grandma writing now
Hi Jessica Lynnnnnnnn
How are you today? We are busy getting Jazzmyn ready to catch the plane. We didn`t expect it would be today so she had planned to stay here today and go back to Bekah`s house for another day, she really had fun there. Yesterday and the day before she was at grandma Nielsen. I guess I`ll have to wait until another time for her to stay here. She did sleep here but we did not have any time for games or such.
Bye for now.
Grandma and Jazzmyn

grandma and Jazzmyn
Renner, SD - Thursday, July 24, 2003 8:34 AM CDT
Jessica ~ so glad to hear that you are home again and seem to be doing well. We will be praying that you will feel like your old self in no time! Keep it up -- you are doing great. We can't believe how strong you are. Feel better soon! Love, Crosbies
Crosbies
Lakeville, MN USA - Tuesday, July 22, 2003 0:16 AM CDT
Dear Jessica and family- We were so sorry to hear you had gotten an infection and felt so bad with it- and that you had to be hospitalized- Thankful to hear that the antibodics are working and you got to go home. I'm sure it was a bummer to get sick again when you've been feeling better and getting good reports. we pray that this is a temporary set-back and that you'll regain your strength and health soon. You are such a trooper - you and your folks amaze me with your inner strength and ability to stay upbeat most of the time- You have made us all more aware of how look for the good- even if it doesn't seem so great at times- We admire that and have learned alot from such a brave and determined little girl- or should I say tennager. Hope each day finds you feeling better so you can get back to being fun loving teenager. Girls and I will be in cities Wed eve before we fly out to Bobbie's so will try and call- Love you all and continue to keep you in our thoughts and prayers.
Sue Olson
Madison, Mn LQP - Monday, July 21, 2003 6:22 PM CDT
Hey Jessica,Greetings from Uncle Gary and Aunt Darva.We are in Rapid city for the Life Light music festival and heard that you were in the hospital with a high fever.Thank the Lord it was caught in time, so that those antibiotics could do their work. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!(It's a good thing Eleanor has e-mail.)
Gary and Darva Rye
Gillette, WY - Monday, July 21, 2003 5:02 PM CDT
Way to go Jessica on getting out of the hospital in record time! If temperature-spiking were an Olympic event, you'd have gotten the gold for sure--makes my head hurt to think of a temperature that high!! And with chills to boot. No fun at all. While bacteria in the bloodstream are no fun, at least you know what the reason for the fever is--tell those antibiotics to work well. Take care-wish I could have been your nurse there, but the commute would be a little far, and I am just now getting over this icky sinus infection/respiratory infection...aren't antiobiotics great! Take care!!
Cathy Thow
Plymouth, MN - Monday, July 21, 2003 4:40 PM CDT
Hi Nielsens. I hope Jessica is doing better today. Just wanted to let you know that we are all thinking of you. I was at the 8:00 church service, and Pastor Helland made an announcement about Jessica and we all prayed for her. Everyone is concerned, and we're hoping things are going better today. Keep being strong, Jessica! You are one "tough cookie." Be sure to keep those doctors and nurses in line at the hospital! Do you know how much longer you'll be there? Hopefully you'll be able to come home soon. Much love, Katie
Katie Crosbie <saluteourveterans@hotmail.com>
Lakeville, MN USA - Sunday, July 20, 2003 2:37 PM CDT
Dear Jessica, we are all soo sorry to hear about your fever! That must really be frustrating. I'm sure you are anxious to get home. You are in our prayers and we hope that they will be able to get everything under control and you will be able to go home soon. I'm sure the doctors and nurses at the hospital like seeing your smile, but your horses like it more! Get well soon! All our love and prayers, the Crosbies
Crosbies
Lakeville, MN USA - Saturday, July 19, 2003 9:59 PM CDT
Hi Jessica! Sorry to see you have a fever...that's no fun! I have been sick at home with a major cough and cold. Make sure to get waited on hand and foot while you are in the hospital though. Take care, I'll be praying for you!!
Cathy Thow
- Friday, July 18, 2003 3:53 PM CDT
Happy birthday, Jessica11
Love, angela thomas (Chrisiti's MOmmy) <www.christithomas.com>
NYC, - Friday, July 18, 2003 4:27 AM CDT
Jessica, Happy belated birthday. We just found your website recently. We hope you are feeling great and things are going well for you.

MORGAN'S PAGE

Jerry, Allison, Morgan, & Holden Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Thursday, July 17, 2003 2:02 PM CDT
Dear Jessica,
Happy belated birthday!! I feel so badly that I didn't visit your site before your birthday so I could have greeted you on time. I am so happy to hear that your tests came back with no sign of the cancer and continue to pray that they remain cancer free. I hope the oral treatment is not too bad.
I have a grandson who will be thirteen on the 5th of Sept.
That is a big milestone in life and I hope you enjoy your teenage times.
Wishing you and your family all the best and continuing to hold you all in our prayers,


Nadine Sturlaugson
Lakeville, MN USA - Monday, July 14, 2003 9:51 AM CDT
Hi, Jessica! I found your site in Christi's Clubhouse. I just wanted to say:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR JESSICA
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
Have fun being 13!

Amanda <mrlynr1110@aol.com>
- Friday, July 11, 2003 11:46 PM CDT
Jessica, Laurie and Family, We are thrilled to hear that all test results are negative. YOU GO GIRL!!! We will not be returning to MSK for any more antibodies the hardest thing about that is that we will miss seeing all the people we have become close to there. But Jonathan is recovering well from his surgery and we will start chemo on July 22.
BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESS, Brenda, Ken and Jonathan Watson

Brenda Watson <bcw@mts.net>
Teulon, Manitoba, Canada - Friday, July 11, 2003 7:51 AM CDT
Hey Jessica! I finally read the update! Its great everything was negative, and in case I forgot to tell you yesterday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Your party was so fun, thanks for having me. Got to Go, Chelsea
Chelsea <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Thursday, July 10, 2003 10:35 AM CDT
Happy 13th Birthday!! Congratulations on becoming a teenager and continuing to beat this disease!!
www.nikkichannel.net

nikki <pookielocks@aol.com>
ohio usa - Thursday, July 10, 2003 10:14 AM CDT
Happy Days. Jessica I am so glad to hear the great news of you being cancer free. All of our prayers are being answered/ I also have a great big BIRTHDAY WISH for you HAPPY 13th Birhtday to you. Tell your mom aand dad to give you hugs and kisses from me, O.K.? I have your b-day card here still, I did'n quite get it in the mail on time, but I will get it to you soon. Very soon??!!! hope you have a great time at the water park with your friends and family.
Also I have to say this to your whole family," I love you guys". You did a good job of hanging in there when the going was so tough, I'm proud of you ALL.
Love,HELEN

HELEN <ryegirl_22@yahoo.com>
Baltic, S.D. - Wednesday, July 9, 2003 9:39 PM CDT
Hi Jessica Lynn,
I have wished you a HAPPY BIRTHDAY already , but will wish you a HAPPY 13th again. You sounded so excited when I talked to you this morning. I am sure you will have a REALLY FUN TIME at the water park. I will call to have you tell me about all the fun!
I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH.
Love Grandme.

grandma
Renner, SD - Wednesday, July 9, 2003 3:32 PM CDT
Jessica,

HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY FROM DAVID, MARIA, MAICA AND REBECCA. WE WERE SO HAPPY TO HEAR THAT YOU ARE CANCER FREE AND HOPEFULLY COMING TO THE END OF THIS LONG ROAD. HAVE A GREAT TIME AT THE WATER PARK WITH YOUR FRIENDS AND HAVE A GREAT BIRTHDAY. 13 IS A VERY SPECIAL AGE AND MAICA IS LOOKING FORWARD TO BEING A TEENAGER AS WELL IN DECEMBER. SHE IS ALMOST AS TALL AS I AM AND IS SPENDING THE SUMMER WITH HER GRANDPARENTS IN ZARAGOZA. EVERY DAY IS AT THE POOL WITH HER'S AND REBECCA'S SPANISH FRIENDS AND COUSINS. TAKE GOOD CARE AND HAVE A GREAT SUMMER. LOVE, UNCLE DAVE AND AUNT MARIA, MAICA AND REBECCA.

David Rye <davidrye@hotmail.com>
Madrid, Spain - Wednesday, July 9, 2003 12:55 AM CDT
Hi Jessica,
This is my 1st time visiting your webpage and I wanted to wish you a really Happy 13th Birthday! Have A Great Day!
With many best wishes,

Ellen
Brooklyn, NY USA - Wednesday, July 9, 2003 5:00 AM CDT
Dear Jessica,
Have a wonderful, fantastic, amazing thirteenth birthday. You definitely deserve a FUN day! I hope you can blow all your birthday cake candles out in one breath! I also hope that the weather cooperates so you can have perfect water park sunshine. YOU'RE A TEENAGER!!!! CONGRATS!!! Don't do anything too outrageous! Just kidding. Happy birthday, sweetie!

Katie Crosbie
Lakeville, MN USA - Tuesday, July 8, 2003 10:35 PM CDT
Have the happiest birthday ever, princess!!!
Love, The Thomas Team <www.ChristiThomas.com>
Tiffin / NYC, OH/NY USA! - Tuesday, July 8, 2003 4:43 PM CDT
Way to go Jessica!!!! That is FABULOUS news and we are all proud of you! We miss seeing your mom here at work and read all your updates regularly. I hope you have a great birthday party and the weather cooperates for you! Hang in there with the chemo!
Mary Mroz
- Monday, July 7, 2003 2:49 PM CDT
Dear Jessica,
Our e-mail has not been working for a long time, I still dont know if is or not. Just had to try,because I check into your site often, and today I saw the GREAT news! Hope you have a wonderful l3th birthday!

Karen Mettler <dkamjmettler@valleytel.net>
Eureka, SD - Monday, July 7, 2003 11:49 AM CDT
Jessica! I am soo happy for you! Praise God indeed! That is fantastic news. You must be thrilled. What a birthday present!! I know the oral chemo still won't be a "walk in the park," but things are definitely looking up. How exciting! Happy 4th of July! I hope you go do something fun to celebrate the holiday AND your good news. You definitely deserve it!
Katie Crosbie
Lakeville, MN USA - Friday, July 4, 2003 10:38 AM CDT
We're praying hard for GREAT test results!!! Best wishes!!

Love your NB Family, Angela (Christi's Mom)

Angela Thomas <www.ChristiThomas.com>
Tiffin / NYC, OH/NY USA - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 6:47 AM CDT
Hurray Jessica! I am so glad that your HAMA was positive -- that is great news. I'm sorry to hear that you were sick in NY, and I can't believe how long you had to go without food! I could never do that! I'll bet by that time even your LEAST favorite food would have tasted good!
My first trip to South Dakota was fun . . . I got to see the Corn Palace and go four-wheeling, as well as go to a town street dance! You've probably been to SD lots of times ~ don't your grandparents live there?
I will be thinking of you and praying that all the rest of the test results come back great. I had to get a menningitis shot last week for college, and I was a little scared, so I just tried to pretend I was brave Jessica and tried to think of what you would do, and that made me feel better. You are so tough to go through all those tests and everything -- one little shot was hard enough for me!
I will talk to you either tomorrow or the next day. You are great!!

Katie Crosbie
Lakeville, MN USA - Monday, June 30, 2003 1:11 AM CDT
Hi Jessica,
I hope you are feeling better than when you were in NY. That was bad!!!!! No more of that !!
I here you and Jazzmyn broke some dishes .Were they the ones we bought at the Good Will store? Guess I will have to visit the Good Will store here in Sioux Falls to get you some more.
We are going to the cabin tomorrow, we are nearly all packed. It will be fun, I hope. We will come back on the 7th of July. Just 2 days before your birthday. I am sorry we will not be at your birthday. I know you will have fun with all your girl friends. Eat a big piece of cake for me. What kind are you having?
Bye for now. Oh yes did Jazzmyn wear her pants like Bekah`s yet.
Love you very much.

Love Grandma

grandma
Renner, sd - Sunday, June 29, 2003 2:08 PM CDT
Hi Jessica,
Just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you all.I am not sure if you are back in NY but I think that is where you said you would be at this time. Did you take any of those cute little kittens with you. They were all so precious. It would be hard to choose a favorite. I enjoyed our visit and ice cream. Jessica keep sweet.
Nancy

Nancy Krause <churchnursenjk@aol.com>
brooklyn park, mn - Wednesday, June 25, 2003 12:44 AM CDT
Hi Jessica! It was nice to talk to you the other day -- you sounded great! I'm sorry you have to do more tests; that's never fun. But at least it's not snowing in NY now, and it's for a shorter period of time than before. So when you come back you can really enjoy your summer! As I was telling you on the phone, I'll be in South Dakota this weekend, but after that we will have to get together sometime. God bless you and your family as you travel the Big Apple!! Love ya!
Katie Crosbie <saluteourveterans@hotmail.com>
Lakeville, MN USA! - Tuesday, June 24, 2003 0:25 AM CDT
Hi Jessica! What are you doin this summer? I haven't been very busy. We got a flyer in our mailbox for Country Pleasure Farms, have you ever heard of them? They are a lot closer to my house than Golden Ridge, so we are thinkin I might ride there instead. It's a nice spread. I bet you've been ridin lots! I love this nice summer weather(except last night's storm!) Do you have any new kittens? too cute! Hope you're havin a great summer so far! See ya, Chelsea
Chelsea <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Monday, June 23, 2003 4:16 PM CDT
Hey Laurie and Jess (and maybe Tony) Hope all is going well in NYC. Have you been to Dallas BBQ yet? Jonathan and I and Ken (Dad) will be arriving at RMH tomorrow. We get to LaG around 5 so we hope to see you in the evening sometime as it sounds like you are leaving on Wednesday. I'll call your room.
Brenda Watson <bcw@mts.net>
Teulon, Manitoba, Canada - Monday, June 23, 2003 9:04 AM CDT
Hi Jessica and family,
Just wanted to pen a note to let you know that you continue to be in the prayers of the Sturlaugson family.
I hope you have a good summer with lots of horseback riding and all the things you enjoy the most.

Joe and Nadine Sturlaugson
Lakeville, MN USA - Tuesday, June 17, 2003 2:09 PM CDT
hey jessica!!!! or i mean "heduu" i had lotz of funn @ ur house last week!!!! i'm glad i came up with grandma!! i just got back from camping with my church group..audrey, erika, n' jason in Yankton!!! it was lotz of funnn!!! smores n' stuff....we went swimmin a lot too!!! i got burnt kinda bad!! :D oops!! but it was funn!!! we also tried to put food coloring in jason's hamburger but he just took the colored hamburger out!!! darn it! (guess it wasn't too smart to put blue food coloring in a hamburger!!) we were gunna put yellow food coloring in his orange juice but he ended up never having orange juice for breakfast!!! just milk!!! soo that was kinda poopy!!! we wanted to do a lot of pranks on him!! talk to ya lataz
mel <angel_bunny_11@hotmail.com>
SD - Sunday, June 15, 2003 6:19 PM CDT
Hey! No more school!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so glad that school is done for this year. Now we are eighth graders. I was going to have some kids over to swim but because it was so rainy, me and Erin just went to a movie instead. Bummer! What have you been up to? It's been a week; have you gotten to ride again? I rode a few days ago and it was fun. I don't know what I am going to do all summer! MAybe we can get together some. Bye for now :)
Chelsea Backer <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Friday, June 6, 2003 6:08 PM CDT
hey jessica!!! watcha been up to??? i'm coming to ur house on Monday!!! with grandma n' bekah is coming too!! i can't wait...i haven't seen u all in a long time!! yah..i look just a bit different!! ;) ;) :D haha...well yah...i've been really really bored @ my house lately! i've had a few friends over too...but it gets boring stayin @ the same house for 3 weeks n' doin almost noting!! hehe i'm excited for the camping trip that is next saturday n' sunday!!! i think it'll be funn!!well i betta go...i think my computer is gunna freeze up on me soon!! :S talk to yaz lataz! e-mail me sumtime...did i ever e-mail u back the last time??? lataz
luv ya
Mel

MeL
hartford, sd - Friday, June 6, 2003 11:56 AM CDT
Hi! I hope you are having a great day. There's only one day of school left; YIPEE!!!!!!!!!!!
Chelsea
- Thursday, June 5, 2003 4:43 PM CDT
Hi Jessica! When do you get to end school? Is it on Friday like we do? Are you going to ValleyFair with the red team on Friday? The white team already went, so we get to take finals on the last day of school; how fun. We got our yearbooks today in s-team and all rushed around having everybody sign them. Are you getting one? The yearbooks are kinda cool this year; the cover says 2003 in silver sparkles and i like glittery stuff! Wouldn't it be cool if grass had sparkles in it! Ok, maybe not! Today I am busy studying Geography becaus e that is my hardest subject! i cant wait until schoolis done:):):):):):):):(:):):)hehehehehe!!!
Chelsea Backer <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Tuesday, June 3, 2003 3:38 PM CDT
Hi from Canada. Sounds like you have been having a great time lately Jess. We arrived home from NYC on Saturday and will return sometime during the week of June 16. Jonathan will have surgery to remove a nasty bit of tumor that has shown up again in his abdomen. Then we will do our 4th round of 3F8's. Let me know when you guys will be there. For now take care of those platlets and get that school work done. Hope to see you soon.

Love Brenda and Jonathan

Brenda Watson <bcw@mts.net>
Teulon, Manitoba, Canada - Tuesday, June 3, 2003 3:21 PM CDT
Hi! What have you been up to? Thsi weekend is beautiful; the pool feels great. Maybe you mcan come over and swim sometime. I am really happy that there is only one week of school left, then summer!, but too bad we have to do finals. There was a soccer tournament thisweekend and my team did really well. It was fun! Well, I have to go, Chelsea
Chelsea Backer <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Sunday, June 1, 2003 5:31 PM CDT
Hi! Have a great day!
Chelsea
- Saturday, May 31, 2003 10:26 AM CDT
Hi Jessica
I just read your website. I am glad for you that you will not be going to NY but not that your counts are down. Work to get them back up will be on your menu for the days ahead. I am about to go to Curves. Dorothy and I go 3 times a week. Have a good day I will be praying for you to have a Super day!!!!!!!!!!!
Love, Love Love Love Grandma
I for got to tell you, we have several kittens in our barn, I told Bob we will have to buy catfood by the truckloads when they all begin to eat. !!!!!!!!!!

Lorraine
Renner, sd - Friday, May 30, 2003 7:58 AM CDT
Jessica- it sounds like some good news that you get to do treeatments in minnesota now instead of new york! i can't wait util school gets out either, there will be so much more time to do things and HAVE FUN!!! How are all your animals? A few days ago, Pepper caught a rabbit and brought it inside the fence so it she dropped it, it would be trapped. We thought that was smart until she let go of it and the rabbit jumped through the fence and Pepper couldn't. Pepper was very surprised and upset because she had to watch her bunny run away while SHE was still trapped inside the fence! I be your cats are a bit smarter that that :) See ya later, Chelsea
Chelsea Backer <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Thursday, May 29, 2003 3:42 PM CDT
Hi Jessica, I haven't said Hi to you so thought I would. I hear you have new kitty's.Congrats. dO you have more than one batch? I need to go see grandma's new ones too.
I was glad to hear about your skate-a-thon. Bet you had a good time. Did you have sore feet? I know I would have. Did mom and dad skate too? I'm jealous that grandma is coming up to see you and I won't be able too. Oh well maybe later on this fall. It is hard to say as of right now. Gotta go now. Love you lots.

HELEN <ryegirl_22@yahoo.com>
Baltic, SD - Wednesday, May 28, 2003 8:53 PM CDT
Hi! It's sunny out!!! We got to go to the lake with Alika and swim in the pool some because it is nice and warm this weekend. I hope summer is here to stay this time. Today my grandparents came over to stay for a few days. That will be fun. I can't believe there's only eight days left of school. I am excited to get out for the summer. How are your horses and are there any new kittens? If there are, they must be fun to cuddle with. Hope you keep feeling good, Chelsea
Chelsea <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Tuesday, May 27, 2003 4:06 PM CDT
Hi Nielsens!
I was more than happy to plan the Skateville event. I wish more people had been able to attend, but everyone's schedules are so different that it's hard to find a date that will work for everyone. I'm glad that so many people are making donations even if they couldn't come -- I brought one in from Student Council last week, and the American Legion Auxiliary and another member of the congregation gave me checks to bring in to the bank on Tuesday. When I brought the Student Council check to the bank, the teller told me that some days they don't get any mail except for donations for Jessica's fund! That is great! One of the ladies who works in management there told me she had just made a personal donation to the fund as well. So that's really nice to hear. It seems that people's thoughts and prayers are always with Jessica and your family.
I hope you have a great Memorial Day weekend and that Jessica is feeling well. When schedules aren't so hectic, Jessica, I would love to come make thank-you cards with you sometime! You stamped such pretty cards last time! Talk to you later!
Love, Katie

Katie Crosbie <saluteourveterans@hotmail.com>
Lakeville, MN USA - Saturday, May 24, 2003 9:45 PM CDT
Hi Jessica,
How are you? I hear you had a good time at the skating party. I am glad for you. I never did learn to skate but it looks like fun. How are your kittens? we found ours and the mother cats are doing the same as yours, both mothers are feeding them so they should get big fast.
I hear Josh is driving now, is he a good driver? I bet he is.
I will be coming to your house the day after Josh and Jazzmyn get out of school. So I`ll see you then.
Love Grandma

Lorraine Nerison <nerislora@yahoo.com>
Renner, sdnerislora@yahoo.com - Saturday, May 24, 2003 8:45 PM CDT
Hi Jessica! Glad to see you in church last Sunday. Next year Mrs. Brott- the Praise Singers' director- will be thrilled to have you in a red shirt too! She's pretty darn mean as far as directors go, but I think you could handle her, ha-ha! Dana is on a roll learning her colors- she's doing pretty well at it when she wants to. It's funny though, because sometimes she calls every color the same name...today it was blue, yesterday it was red. Tomorrow it will probably be purple! Bye for now!
Shari Howell
- Friday, May 23, 2003 11:44 PM CDT
Hello Jessica! I am glad it is finally sunny outside. When are you going to come to school for lunch again? Are you going to go to Valleyfair with the red team when they go? That would be fun. The white team is going on Friday and I can't wait. I have a few things to say about the soccer tournament now that I look at what I wrote. To start with, Prior Lake's coach and players weren't quite as harsh as I made them out to be when I was telling you about the game. Everybody wants to win and will go to sdifferent extents. Our players really weren't hurt at all. Mostly, our players just had minor injuries that were more from working hard in the game than Prior Lake's style of playing. My situation with at the end of overtime with the girls just consisted of a lot of shouting and less physical fighting that I first said, and we stopped without the ref's help. I don't want you to think badly of soccer, it isn't always that way :) I didn't know how many Lakeville teams were actually in the tournament and nobady I know that plays Lakeville made it to finals, but there must have been more teams. Sorry for exaggerating and making stuff up a bit. I got carried away with my story and it wasn't the whole truth! :) Soccer is really fun!!! :) Have an enjoyable week, Chelsea
Chelsea <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Wednesday, May 21, 2003 3:25 PM CDT
Hey there Jessica!!!! howv'e ya been?? i just got outta school on tuesday(May 20th)!!!!! soo i'm excited for summer!! i have a busy summer planned!! goin to shetek luthern camp with my best friend audrey! vaction bible school @ church i plan to be teacher there w/ audrey! n' i s'pose i'll be campin a lot too!! and i'm also goin campin with the people that were confirmed with me! i think we're goin the 14-15 of June!! which is comin up! soo that will be funn!! it's gunna be kinda of a confirmation retreat!! Oohhh n' we have lil' kitties @ our house!! they're sooo cute!!! there's 2 orange ones, n' about 6 black ones!!! the mother cats just hid them though! me n' bekah have been tryin to find them for awhile!!! n' Amanda graduated May 17th we had a big partay!! it was really really funn! cuz @ night there was a big bon-fire! not many people stayed for that but just enough people to make it funn!!! sooo wat have you been doin lately!????? you should e-mail me sometime if u get time!!!!!!! my e-mail is angel_bunny_11@hotmail.com!!! hope to talk to yaz lataz!! maybe we can come up this summer and see you n' josh n' jazzmyn n' ur mom n' dad!!! that would be funn!!! TALK TO YAZ LATAZ!!! buh bye!!
luv ya alwayz n' foreva
¤Mel Mel ¤
-----e-mail me!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D-----

Melanie rye <angel_bunny_11@hotmail.com>
hartford, sd usa - Wednesday, May 21, 2003 11:45 AM CDT
Hi! my soccer team played well in the rest of the tournament. We won enough games to make it to finals which is awesome! Unfortunately, Prior Lake also made it to finals and they are trained to foul and the coach would rather have his players be taken out of the game as long as they injured one of our playes to win. They play really dirty and cheat. It is hard to describe how dishonest and just plain horrible they are. We played to lose against them a few days ago because we were distracted by their behavior. It was a very tough game, trying to keep clam and collected while all the fouls were going on. Four of our players were hurt badly enough they couldn't walk or play in the rest of the tournament. We tied the championship game 1-1. We had to find a winner cuz it is the championship so we did 2 overtimes and 3 shootouts. I got in a fight with two girls on Prior Lake team and it got pretty nasty. They were swearing up a storm and pushing me around while I shouted back and kicked and shoved both of them. A few of my teamates started to help me and if it weren't for the ref stopping the fight, it would have been a riot. during the last of three shootouts, our goalie let one in and we lost the tournament. We were all very disappointed and it is hard to take a loss to a team like Prior lake. I wish it could've been a fair and friendly game, but i guess that's traveling soccer for you! Even though we didn't win, we did Lakeville proud cuz we were the only Lakeville team of al the ages and levels to ake finals. Also, we played as honest of a game as we could and didn't fall to their tricks and meaness. I hope we put them in their place. Have a great day cuz i really have 2 go all of a sudden love, chels


Chelsea <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Monday, May 19, 2003 4:26 PM CDT
i love you kiddo!!!!
GAIL QUARBERG <gquarberg@centralcontainer.com>
- Saturday, May 17, 2003 8:59 PM CDT
Hi Jessica! It was really fun to see you today at Skateville! You sure can skate fancy! I'm glad you were able to teach your dad a thing or two about the art of rollerblading. =) You looked great ~ I loved the bandana! It was also fun to meet your math teacher and some of your other friends. I hope you enjoy all those tasty "Jessica cookies." Thanks for sharing . . . mmm!! I'll probably see you tomorrow in church. I hope you have an awesome weekend and enjoy this beautiful weather we've been having! It's almost summertime!!! Great to see you -- keep up with the smiles! =) Love, Katie
Katie Crosbie <saluteourveterans@hotmail.com>
Lakeville, MN USA - Saturday, May 17, 2003 7:24 PM CDT
Hi! I am super busy this weekend and have been all week. my soccer team won our leauge game on Thursday 4-0, and I scored two of the goals. Tonight, we played Prior Lake in the DakotaRev tournament Game 1, and lost 3-2. I scored a goal, but at the expense of my ankle! I ran through some sand and twisted it in the league game, and then today I made a sliding goal. I was sliding so fast that my already hurt ankle jammed into the goalpost. Now it really hurts! I am still going to try to play in Games 2,3,and 4 on Saturday and Sunday. I hope my team places well in our first tournament this year so we get our confidence up. I went to the barn also and rode Boston. We worked pretty hard and he was tired, but I think we both learned a few good lessons. At track on Thursday, we went running on the trails behind Kenwood and sice it has rained so much they were totally covered in up to two feet of muddy water in some parts. (there is a huge swamp back there) It was really fun to dive through the water and get all muddy. OUr coach did too, and took a group picture of all the muddy kids after we had a mudball fight! I hope that one doesn't go in the yearbook! We all had to take showers afterwards because we were so smelly and gross. Well, that's what I did the last few days, what were you up to? Did you get to come to school anymore? I hope you have a ton of fun at your skae party and wish me luyck on the rest of thew tournament! Love, Chelsea
Chelsea <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Friday, May 16, 2003 7:57 PM CDT
Hi Jessica
I think it is time I write a note to you. I really enjoyed spending last week with you. Have you done any more in your room. I looked at our Good Will today. They did not have any shelves. Brian said on Sunday to draw a picture of it and take measurements and Dave MacTaggart could make one for you. Brian says Dave likes to do things like that.
Is that a good idea or what? Today I went to town. I needed to shop for groceries etc. Yesterday I mowed the back yard and ditch. The didtch is hard. It rained again tonite so I will not be mowing tomorrow. How does it go with the chemo? Does it bother your stomach? I hope not. I`ll say a bunch of prayers for you Jessica , more than usual. I hope you will have a good time at the skating party.
I love you
I love you
I love you.
Grandma

grandma
Renner, sd - Tuesday, May 13, 2003 9:05 PM CDT
Hey! How are you? I see the page is updated. Tell your mom she didn't have to mention me writing a lot of notes. It's fun to write to a friend. Too bad I couldn't ever seem to catch you to say "hi" at school. When will you be coming to school again? I am really busy this weekend, but I owuld really like to get together if you are feeling good. It's so nice to the see the sun again! The weather is just beautiful today. I am going to take Alika for a nice walk after I write you a note. She will really enjoy that after being cooped up al week. I hope it stays nice for the rest of this week so I can ride ride outside when I FINALLY get to go back to the barn and ride again. Just riding outide makes all the difference to the horses :) Well, I'm gonna go now, so have a nice day!
Chelsea <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Monday, May 12, 2003 3:17 PM CDT
Hi Jessica! I hope you are having a fun day with your family on mother's day as we are. To bad the weather is determined to keep up a steady rain, though! I went to a pet fundraiser and walk yesterday to help raise money for the humane society. Alika really liked seeing all the other dogs and had to say hello to everyone there. my mom and I estimated there were about 150 other dogs there as well as a rabbit and one very brave cat!!! There was lots of stuff to do there, like watch a herding demonstration where a shepherd herded ducks into a box. For a minute, the ducks got away and ran quaking through the crowd of dogs; all the 150 dogs tried to chase and eat the ducks. I also entered Alika in a couple little contests just for fun. She won a bug bag of bones for getting 3rd place in the Fluffiest Dog contest. She thinks that was the best award on the whole prize table! Half of them are gone already. Fortunately, the rain did hold off that morning so she could stay fluffy. Everbody there (the people) loved Alika because she is so pretty and unique. My favorite was a HUGE Irish Wolf Hound whose head was the same height as mine. HE had to look down on Alika, who was not even half his size! When he tried to lick my face, he could do it without even straining his neck while standing on all four paws. That is the biggest dog I have ever seen! Therre were lots of other cute pets too. hafta go now, Bye!
Chelsea <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Sunday, May 11, 2003 1:03 PM CDT
Hi! I know you might have just gotten a card saying basically the same thing, but the computer kinda got wscrewed up and im not sure if it went through! I can';t come to the fundraiser because of a soccer tournament, but it sounds like a lot of fun. I missed seeing you again at school today if you made it...oops! g2g,Chels
Chelsea <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Thursday, May 8, 2003 4:28 PM CDT
Hi! Too bad your internet wasn't working. That's why the page wasn't updated in so long! :) What days were you at school??? Nobody told me you were coming and I didn't see you anywhere! Please tell me next time you are coming! By the way, what house are you in, red or white? I'm in white, but maybe we still have lunch together. too bad I missed you. Mrs. Bierman told me about the Skateville thing taday, and it sounds like a lot of fun. I will try to see if I can make it there. I have another track meet tomorrow and I am doing a bunch of events. I have to leave for soccer in about ten minutes and still have to eat dinner, but I really like having a practice or game every evening. I am so busy with school, track, refing soccer games, and traveling soccer that I haven't been to the barn since last Wednesday! Looking at my calandar, I won't have a second to get back there until the 14th. Bummer, but I guess that's what happens when I overload my schedule! I am glad it is finally getiing warm and sunny instead of warm and rainy! Oops, I have to get my practice jersey on and leave for soccer. Talk to ya or see ya later! :)
Chelsea <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Tuesday, May 6, 2003 4:20 PM CDT
Just checking in. It really is good to be home isn't it. We arrived home on Friday and I have been playing catch-up ever since. Jon starts baseball tonight and is looking forward to it. We are due to return to MSK on May 16 as long as Jon is not HAMA positive. (very good possibility that he is though) Sounds like it will be a fun time at the fundraising. Hope all goes well and Jess gets over her cold by then. Talk to you soon.
Brenda Watson <bcw@mts.net>
Teulon, Manitoba, Canada - Tuesday, May 6, 2003 8:18 AM CDT
Hi! I don't really have much to say because there is no new news on your webpage and you are at home. Do you have to go to New York again? If so, when? Let me know so I can write you some notes if you are away from home again. Track and soccer were both canceled today because of the thunderstorms, so I have extra time. Unfortunately, I have a lot of homework to go along with a lot of time. Well, I just wanted to check in with you. Have a good day!
Chelsea <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Monday, May 5, 2003 2:48 PM CDT
Hi Jessica-I have been really busy so I didn't have anytime to get on the computer this week. Looking at the old journal entry, you should be home by now, so have fun being back! There is another new horse coming next week named Magic. Jenny is going to lease him. Then I will be able to ride BJ and Farina! That should be fun. It's been beautiful weather for riding outdoors, and I even went swimming yesterday! The pool hasn't been heated a whole lot by the sun, so it was a chilly 64 degrees. Soccer and track are continuing to be fun. Yesterday track was really hard, though, because we ran six miles, did 200 crunches(situps), and then 100 pushups! That was the hardest practice I have been to yet! At least we gottoday off to help even things out. There was a field trip to the MN Zoo today. It was fun and fortunately warm and sunny. The school is renting the 7th grade french horn players new french horns to rent. They are much less damaged and are double horns so they sound better. I really like playing it. Actually, I should go practice now. Got to go, Chelsea
Chelsea <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Friday, May 2, 2003 4:47 PM CDT
Jessica, I have not sent you anything for a while.I know that you are home now. What do you have to do now that you are home? I hope everyone is fine at home.I bet dad, Josh and Jazzmyn are happy to have you and mom at home. I bet the horses missed you too. Send me a note when you get some free time.Love you lots.HELEN
HELEN A <ryegirl_22@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, April 29, 2003 9:05 PM CDT
Hi Jessica! Sorry I haven't written in a while. We forgot to give you the jelly beans, chocolate- covered peanuts, and more chocolate before you left so we kept our promise and sent them to you. I hope it brightens your day! I hope your feeling better. We read on your web page that you weren't feeling too good. We are still praying for you. Emily and mom went to Camp St. Croix so I was left with the boys. They're worse than babies! I had to make sure that Dad brought a lunch to work and cook supper for them. I didn't have any extra time. I made up time by doing several tasks at the same time. I made pizza, stirred the ice cream sauce, and played my oboe all at the same time (although my oboe got interupted way too much)!
I have a new respect for what Mom does. Today, I gave my birds a bath. They absolutely HATE baths. The leaking water from our bathroom pipe was too cold for them and they could get out to easily so I put some warm water in the sink and put them in there. They couldn't get out because it was a bowl sink so Sunshine climbed up on top of Skylark. Skylark did not like that arrangement at all so he pecked at her. When I took them out, Sklark puffed up his feathers as big as he could and kept them that way for a long time. Sunshine got the message that he was mad and quickly backed off. Skylark looked soo funnt that I sat there and laughed at him. He looked short and fat! Soon they were best friends again and they kissed each other to verify it. They're so funny! Well, I see ya later. It's time for supper. Bye!

Danielle Ranch <joesmom55044@yahoo.com>
Lakeville, MN U.S.A. - Friday, April 25, 2003 7:56 PM CDT
Hi again! No more horse news today (good thing for you) because I was at the track meet. I got 4th in the hurdles and did better than last time. I was the anchor (4th person) in my relay team andaccomplished pulling us up to a solid third. The first two teams were too far ahead to catch. My 200M was going really well until I tripped over something during the race! I still managed second place, almost first by a hair, and got my best time even though I fell! The rest of the Lakeville team was successful also. It is very nice here today and I enjoyed being outside. I see you haven't had time to update your journal, so I will take that as a good thing that you are having so much fun in New York that there isn't time to go online! I do not have much else to say. Good luck with your treatments adn we'll be looking forward to having you back soon! Until later, Chels
Chelsea <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Friday, April 25, 2003 7:32 PM CDT
Dear Jessica and Laurie, I want to wish you a good trip home,I know you will not get to read this til you get home, I don`t have email to be able to receive or send. It is weird!!! I am hooking up with Baltic, prices are cheeper and it is home town. Anyway, have a good day and remember I love you. Grandma
Grandma
Renner, SD - Friday, April 25, 2003 8:45 AM CDT
Hi Jessica! You may not get this before you leave, but I thought I write a quick note anyway. My computer has been weird and wouldn't put me through to you website. Hope you had a great Easter! I'm looking forward to seeing you in a few days! Have a great trip home! Love, Pam
Pam Severson
- Friday, April 25, 2003 8:22 AM CDT
Hey Jessica! My internet was totally down the last few days, so I couldn't write. We just got it fixed a couple hours ago. My track meet went pretty well; I got 1st place in the 200M (my best event), and 3rd in the 100M hurdles. The hurdles were funny because there were more than I am used to, so I got tired when there were still two left. I had to bunnyhop the last two and my coach didn't like that! HAHA We got back home around 9:00, but it was a lot of fun because there are a lot of Kenwood kids that I like talking to on my team. Our next meet is Friday the 25th. I will be running the 200M, 4 by 100M relay, and 100M hurdles. I decided to cut down on the vents some because I was very busy last time. Tuesday's meet was in Canon Falls, but this next one will be a home meet at Lakeville High School! I'll tell you how that goes this weekend. I also have some soccer tournaments coming up that should be fun. Our first one is the AV United, I think, and that is in mid-May. I love soccer and can't wait. Meanwhile, we are practicing often and can finally practice outside instead of at the indoor fields at SoccerBlast. I still have not been able to ride BJ, another girl is riding him, though, and they get long okay. I'm not sure if I would really want to ride him or like him anyway. At first, he seemed so like Jeff that I was determined to be his rider. Now I don't realy think we would hit off as well as he does with Jenny. I guess that's a good lesson for me about judging by first sight...sometimes! What I mean is that when Farina came to the barn last week, I saw her and thought she was beautiful and really wanted to ride her. I did, she's everything I hoped for and more. A lot more! She has the smoothest gaits I have ever felt on any horse in my entire life. I used to brag about JEff's gaits, and as much as it hurts to admit it, she is every bit what he was. Her trot is so smooth that your butt never leaves the saddle and it feels like you are floating on air. You would have to ride her to appreciate it. She is and Arabian, but very big for her breed and under 10 years old. My instructor says Farina is too wild for a lot of people to handle and ride(not me) so the barn owner might decide to sell her. That sounds great, like I would be able to have her, but she also said that Farina is a very valuable horse because of her build, gaits, spirit, and temperment, so she will probably end up being a $100,000.00 broodmare! Wow that I get to ride that valuable of a horse. I can only imagine what Farina could do in a show ring or on a cross-country jump course-she would be a joy to compete with. So, I guess that when I though BJ was perfect for me, he really wasn't. What I found inside a dusty brown mare was more that any horse has ever given to me. (I do still love Jeff a lot, though. I wish Farina could be bred to him because their colt would have been a sight worth seeing!) I sure have typed a lot about the horses, but that's where the story rests for now. You can bet there will be more long letters about the stables very soon. I can't wait until you come home! We will keep praying for you. Love Chelsea
Oh, and if you're wondering why I always write aboutwhat I am doing, it's because I want to give you something to think and laugh about. (Plus, I'm not a very good note writer, I have to just type whatever comes to hand)! Get it? Comes to hand not mind HAHA! I like lame humor:) Buh-Bye

Chelsea <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Thursday, April 24, 2003 8:16 PM CDT
Hi Jessica!! Of all the people to run into today, fancy bumping into your dad! We can't wait for you to come home. I hope you are still feeling well and will have a great trip home. Hopefully we will have good weather for your homecoming. It is pretty nice today, but windy. But we'll order sunny skies for when you come home.
=) Safe travels!!

Katie Crosbie <crosb009@umn.edu>
Lakeville, MN USA - Thursday, April 24, 2003 3:49 PM CDT
Dear Jessica, I just read your website update, I am so happy for you!!!!!!!!!! no hives, no tightness or anything. I am so proud of you too , you are so brave!!!!
Bob is at the Hills elevator again today so I even had to do the cat chores. I went to Dales to let the dogs out and they sure get excited when I drove in Lady stood and talked to me. She is a neet dog. One More Day and you will be going home. We love you very much. Love Grandma and Grandpa Bob

Grandma and Grandpa Bob
Renner, sd - Thursday, April 24, 2003 11:54 AM CDT
I was a member of the St. Johns Luthern Church until about a year ago,(my husband and I moved due to our jobs) but I was back in town for easter and saw your web site in the bulliten and wanted to say HI! We are thinking of you and your family and hope you will be home soon!

Hugs and Kisses and all our prayers,
Jennifer and Darren Deplazes

Jennifer Deplazes <jdeplazes@breezypointresort.com>
Pine River, MN USA - Thursday, April 24, 2003 9:00 AM CDT
Jessica! I'm glad you had a good day today -- I bet that was a relief! It sounds like you have been able to do some fun things on this trip to NY . . . I wish all you HAD was fun activities, but it sounds like you are doing a great job with the treatments (as usual!). I am so excited that you will be coming home soon! It will be fun for everyone to see you again. Well, tell Ronald McDonald hello! =) Love, Katie
Katie Crosbie <crosb009@umn.edu>
Lakeville, MN USA - Wednesday, April 23, 2003 7:12 PM CDT
DEAR MOM,DAD,and JESSICA,
MOM,my watch is lether so it is brown with the trebel clef on it.JESSICA it is nosy,Grandma is using the meat tender riser.MOM,dad and JESSICA,to imbraes you,i got a bunny that is made out of PECANS and CARMEL covered in MILK CHOCLATE,and I still have some left,and I will save some for you guys,I only ate the ears though.MOM,I have been playing my songs,too.Guess what,dad was traning FERCELS and he got her in the traler,but she started to back out of the traler!I am over both of my reading and math min.I have 145 for math and for reading I am at 345 and for math my goal is 120 and for reading my goal is 30000000,ha ha ha ha ha ha
Hi,from grandma(VERA)
FROM ,JAZZMYN,Josh,Grandpa,GRANDMA BYE,SEE YOU SOON

Jazzmyn Nielsen <tljjjnielsen@msn.com>
Prior Lake, mn USA - Wednesday, April 23, 2003 5:33 PM CDT
DEAR MOM,DAD,and JESSICA,
MOM,my watch is lether so it is brown with the trebel clef on it.JESSICA it is nosy,Grandma is using the meat tender riser.MOM,dad and JESSICA,to imbraes you,i got a bunny that is made out of PECANS and CARMEL covered in MILK CHOCLATE,and I still have some left,and I will save some for you guys,I only ate the ears though.MOM,I have been playing my songs,too.Guess what,dad was traning FERCELS and he got her in the traler,but she started to back out of the traler!I am over both of my reading and math min.I have 145 for math and for reading I am at 345 and for math my goal is 120 and for reading my goal is 30000000,ha ha ha ha ha ha
Hi,from grandma(VERA)
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFRRRRRRoooooooooommmmmm,JAZZMYN,Josh,Grandpa,GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA BYE,SEE YOU SOON

Jazzmyn Nielsen <tljjjnielsen@msn.com>
Prior Lake, mn USA - Wednesday, April 23, 2003 5:28 PM CDT
Hi Jessica and Laurie, I just read your website and decided to enter a note. How was the pizza? Good? I am going to the Lions club pancake feed at noon today, they are so good. Bob is working at the Hills elevator so he is busy. He really likes to be there. Monday I took Brian`s girls and Audrey,Melanies friend, to shop. It was fun and I really was tired. I am not used to walking so far! It was good for me tho`.
How did the Tetris game turn out Jessica? It looks like fun when I have watched you play at your house. I hope today is as good as yesterday, you will winging your way home in 2 days. I am happy you do not have tests this time !!!!!!
See you soon.
Love Grandma

Grandma
Renner, SD - Wednesday, April 23, 2003 10:47 AM CDT
Hey Jessica! How are things going? How is NYC? I heard you got to go to Central Park, that must have been fun. I am getting really excited for prom this weekend, I have one this weekend and next weekend and I have a really cool dress. It is hot pink with lots of sparkles-I will have to send you a pic sometime. Well better go! Love ya, Karin
Karin Olson
Madison, Mn 56256 - Tuesday, April 22, 2003 10:17 PM CDT
Hi Jessica,
Glad to hear that you haven't had any hives today- hope that holds for the rest of the week. I know you are anxious to get home. It has been nice spring weather here in Minn the last couple of days. Aaron and I head to Mankato on Fri for the Regional Science Fair, Sat- Karin goes to Dawson's prom and later Sun we head to Moorhead so she can register for college classes on Mon.. Hope you find all your horses fine when you get home- we put ours out on grass and they sure are happy. Take Care Sue

Sue Olson
Madison, Mn USA - Tuesday, April 22, 2003 10:12 PM CDT
hey jessica, hope you had a good easter. im glad you had good day and will be coming home soon. Hope tomarrow is a bit nicer for you so you can go out and see some sites.
Kallie

Kallie olson <tennis_06_chica1@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, April 22, 2003 10:07 PM CDT
Hi, Jessica! I hope you had a Happy Easter! I hear you're a big television star now, huh? I'm sorry I didn't get to see it! We are all missing you here at St. John's and I hope to see you soon. Stay strong!
In Christ,
Andy

Andrew Carlson <andy@stjohnslutheranchurch-lakeville.org>
Lakeville, MN - Tuesday, April 22, 2003 1:45 PM CDT
Hi, me again, sorry I messed up entering my ast note and it's in there twice. Oops!
Chelsea <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Monday, April 21, 2003 6:33 PM CDT
Hi again! How was your Easter? Mine was pretty good. We went visiting all day, but I had fun. We went to my grandma on my Dad's side first for chatting and breakfast, and then to my cousin's on my Mom's side for lunch. My cousins live on a HUGE farm. IT is spring, so there were lots of cute baby lamb, goats, and all the other animals. THEY DON'T HAVE HORSES, THOUGH!!! I have two three year old cousins that were really fun to play with, take for walks, and show the baby animals...they were scared! Did you get the online Easter card I sent? If you didn't, please check, or else I screwed up sending it! I have to go do homework right now, but I will write soon. Actually, I might not be able to write tomorrow, because I have my first track meet! It is in Canon Falls against a bunch of other schools, and they are expecting us to get back at 8:00, the EARLIEST! Last time, they didn't get back until 10:30. I don't think I'd be up writing you a note then! Track is going better though, and I am getting used to all the running and feel rreally "in shape"! In the track meet, I am doing the shotput, running long jump, 200M dash, 4 by 200M relay, and hurdles! I will be one busy girl! Well, I will talk to you soon, Love Chels
Chelsea <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Monday, April 21, 2003 6:31 PM CDT
Hi, Jessica! I'm sorry I haven't written yet -- we were up north visiting my grandparents, plus we've been having some internet difficulties! I hope you got my message on your answering machine on the Saturday before you left. It was probably a little bit hard to hear, because I was calling from my cell phone in a back room at the high school. We had our last weekend of musical performances last weekend, so I was calling in between scenes. Our musical was called "Crazy for You," and I had to wear a very short, curly blonde wig. It was pretty funny looking -- I'll have to show you pictures sometime!
It was fun to see you a few weeks ago when I got to learn how to play that fun game -- what was it called -- Kerplunk or something? That was a tricky game! You also decorated such beautiful cards!
I am sorry to hear that those pesty hives are back That is no fun at all. But you're practically famous now, having your picture taken and all! That is so cool! I bet it was very exciting. I hope you got to watch yourself on the news or something.
I hope you had a nice Easter . . . I know it's tough to be away from home, but you are doing such a great job and are making all of us so very proud of you! Hopefully it will seem like the blink of an eye and you will be on the plane coming back home to us all! I hope the weather is sunny for you all next week, and that the Easter Bunny found you all the way in the Big Apple. Keep it up! With love, Katie

Katie Crosbie <crosb009@umn.edu>
Lakeville, MN USA - Monday, April 21, 2003 0:01 AM CDT
Hello Jessica,
I hope you had a great Easter. We had a good time too. We went to Randy & Tami's and had lunch. It was great. We stayed a while and had home made pie. In church this morning all of the pews were full to the brim. We had to sit in the narthex on chairs. We were not the only ones back there, there were about 30 more people sitting with us. Mrs. Langguth stopped by the house while we were gone and dropped off a few things for everyone. I hope every thing is going just the way it should. I can't wait until you get home.

Josh Nielsen
Lakeville, MN U.S.A. - Sunday, April 20, 2003 6:38 PM CDT
Hi Jessica! This letter will be shorter than I intended it to be becasue I had it all typed a few minutes ago and then I clicked the wrong button at the bottom and erased it all! I had some fun yesterday, more than I would at school, but I wsted the majrity of the day sleeping and doing homework! I'm tired too. Your email worked fine and onlycame once, so don't worry about it. Sorry i forgot to write yesterday. I TOLD you I was very subject to forget things. Oops! It is also cold and rainy here, but I am hopeful that it will warm up soon. Sounds like fun to go to the Easter celebration and see an actor. If you knew what channel you were going to be on, I would watch it and tape it for you! As for your question about if being on TV with an actor makes you a celebrity, I think you are one already for being so brave. I don't like all the flashign bright cameras and stuff the reporters bring either. Sounds fun anyway. No, I haven't been able to ride BJ yet, but maybe soon. My instructor did, however, say she wanted me to start riding the new mare, Farina, next week. That should be fun. Farina tends to be a little"on the forehand", but had a very smooth canter, nice personality, good confirmation and build, and is fairly large for a mare, but not fat. I don't know what breed she is. When I learn more about Bj and FArina and ride them, I will keep you updated. I don't know that much about BJ except that he reminds me a lot of Jeff and makes me miss him, so I want to ride him. I feel conected to BJ somehow through Jeff and it's very important that I get to ride him soon! Wow, here I go again, blabbing on about my horses when I'm sure you would rather hear about something else. I hope you have a wonderful Easter too and can come home soon. I will try to write a quick note tomorrow, but I'm not sure if we are going visiting or not, so well see. Have a GREAT day!:)!:)!:)!:)!:)!:)!:)!:)!:)!:)!:)!:)!:)!:)!:)!:)!:)!:)!!
Chelsea <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Saturday, April 19, 2003 12:31 AM CDT
Hi Jessica, Bet you can't guess what I'm doing.I'm making some home made bread.UMM, can't wait until it is done.
Andrea and Victoria are here to visit me this morning.I don't think that Tori will eat lunch for all the stuff she ate here. So far she has eaten kix,cookies,grapes,and part of my toast and drank all of her juice. Now they are on their way home to go see Puggy the dog. We sure got some nice rain yesterday.I printed your picture of you,Josh and Tere Bear and took it to work and showed it off. Everyone thought it was so cute with Tere Bear smiling right along with you and Josh. Got a lot of compliments on how nice of a horse you had.There was one girl in particular that turned green with envy.I'm happy that you are all done with your first week. Hope that the second one goes good and fast.I think of you so often.Lots of love. HELEN

HELEN A
Baltic, SD USA - Saturday, April 19, 2003 12:08 AM CDT
Dear Jessica- Laurie and Tony- I'm here at the folk's and Grandma and I were checking our page to see what is new. Sorry to hear that those nasty hives have been showing up. I'm glad you are 1/2 way done and hope next week flys by fast. That was pretty neat that you got to dye eggs with celebrities!! Hope you can see yourself on the news- Grandma said that you got to see Central Park- bet it is pretty this time of the year. It has been raining alot here the last couple days- heavy rain today too- but we need it so won't complain. I suppose I better sign off and hit the road home- I came down to help Aunt SHirley get her stuff moved in at apt in Hills. I stopped by to see dad and Lorraine - but better head out- Hope you have a nice weekend and enjoy your Easter activities.Take Care SUe and all
Sue Olson
Madison, Mn LQP - Friday, April 18, 2003 5:39 PM CDT
DEAR JESSICA,
LLLLLLOOOOOVVVVVEEEEE you and you love me to !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hi,,Mitch,actually won 1 game,can you beleve that!!!
I saved some cookies for you & me!!

Jazzmyn Nielsen <tljjjnielsen@msn.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Friday, April 18, 2003 4:10 PM CDT
Hi Jessica! Sounds like the weather in New York is as schizophrenic as it is here! We're a little under the weather ourselves- I think Dana's temporary nickname should be "snot-nose". I spent much of today chasing her around the house with a kleenex! I hear the NY Easter Bunny is almost as cool as the MN one, but I'm sure the MN bunny will wait for you to get home because you're worth it! Take care and God's blessings this Easter!
Shari Howell
- Thursday, April 17, 2003 9:21 PM CDT
Hi! Wow, IT looks like I'm getting the most accurate update ever becasue you mom was just on like ten minutes ago! I just got back from a tiring soccer practice. We had a good crimage at the end, though, and I scored two goals. One was a sliding shot!( where you charge the goalkeeper and slide down onto your knees as you shoot with one leg straight out and parallel to the ground and the other tucked underneath you. You usually end up in a tangle on the ground with the goalkeeper, but hey, it works!) Sorry, sliding shots are kind of hard to explain. That's too bad it had to rain and be cold today. It looks like you're getting the miserable weather we had yesterday. Ha! It sounds like you had fun riding in the carriage and seeing that castle/tower thing. I like sightseeing, especially when you got to see the horses. I did read that they weren't too hot, though. While you're holed up there in New York, i'm afraid we're having to do the same thing here. More rain and they're even calling for a few inches of SNOW! Just two days ago it was so HOT track practice had to be canceled! Like 90 someting degrees and humid! I will try to write you a little note every day, but don't depend on my old brain, it doesn't like to remeber things very often. Best wishes for tomorrow, and hopefully you'll find another note from me! See-ya, Chels
Chelsea <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Thursday, April 17, 2003 6:21 PM CDT
Hi Jessica and Laurie,
I read your update. Sounds nice there, your lucky, it's very cold here today.I,m glad to hear that things are not going to bad there. Hope it stays that way for you. Looks like you got a bunch of caring friends everywhere.
Oh to go to Central Park. I would love to go there someday. I bet it is really beautiful this time of year with all of the trees in bloom. I hope your flight was noneventfull. Is that all one word? HAha!! We will be thinking of you this weekend as we celebrate Easter. You are in our prayers. Hope this next two weeks fly by for you. Love you lots!Helen

HELEN A
Baltic, SD USA - Wednesday, April 16, 2003 10:08 PM CDT
Hi Jess, it's me again. I just got back from the barn. No such luck with BJ, he's still on recovery break at another barn for a few more days. I was really hoping to "take him for a spin"! Instead, I rode a fiesy grey mare named Gotta Dance who is a challenge. We worked through the fist half-hour, fighting the whole time, but by the end, we were working together much better. I sure learned a lot from riding her today. Maybe if I can find another horse to lease, we can go trail riding together sometime. Hope you're having fun away from rainy Minnesota. I could think of a lot more things to write to you about, but I really should go now because I have to help make dinner. We're going to have soup on this chilly and rainy night! Hopefully that will warm me up some because I am really cold from all that time in the unheated barn! Keep getting better, I'm praying for you every day. Chels
Chelsea <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Wednesday, April 16, 2003 6:12 PM CDT
Hey, What's up? I'm going to the barn to ride for a while this afternoon, and I'll let you know about how the new horses have settled in. Did I tell you about them? Their names are Black Jack, F....., and M..... I'm not sure how to spell their names because they are French or some other language. If I already wrote to you about that, you probably know that Black Jack looks and acts exactly like Jeff, he reminds me of him a lot, so if BJ is settled down enough from his traveling, I might be able to ride him! I hope so, BJ's cool! It is really rainy today, so I can't be outside as much. We are disecting worms in science-that sure fits the day! Oops, I better go change into my schooling sweats(english riding pants) because I have to leave for the barn pretty soon. have fun out there in New York. Love, Chels
Chelsea <backertj2usinternet.com>
- Wednesday, April 16, 2003 3:22 PM CDT
Hi Jessica!
We had a great time with you this past weekend. It was such a treat having you in our home. It was so warm on Monday, the girls were barefoot, in shorts. Now today it is raining and cold. They say it might even snow tomorrow. What a tease! We are praying for you. Love, Mrs. Ranch. I am writing this at Mr. Ranch's office. Our computer screen won't work so I can't use the one at home until we get that figured out. Bye!!

Joanne Ranch <joesmom55044@yahoo.com>
Lakeville, MN - Wednesday, April 16, 2003 1:50 PM CDT
Jessica!
Just a quick note to say hello! I am hoping you are enjoying the beautiful weather and some of the sites in New York (although I wish you were on vacation and not there for treatment!!!). I just heard from your mom via e-mail that you might miss a little of 8th grade, too. Do not worry about that! Because I promise you will love KTJH, even in 8th grade. (And by the way, you are stuck with me for 8th and 9th grade! Yippee!) Best of luck with your upcoming treatments - I think of you often and pray for a speedy recovery.

Beckie Bierman - your KTJH Dean
Lakeville, MN USA - Wednesday, April 16, 2003 8:17 AM CDT
Hi Jessica!

I am glad to hear about your "sunny' visit to New York. I hope you are feeling fine. It has been fun seeing the great math work you have done this year. Hopefully, we will be able to spend some time together yet this year or next year. Even if it is just for a short visit. Students in your class have asked about you. You made a real impact on them.

I hope you and your family have a nice Easter.

Beverly Nehring
Lakeville, MN Dakota - Wednesday, April 16, 2003 7:46 AM CDT
Dear Jessica,!
Hi there, I changed the computer sceensaver a whole bunch of times today. Today I changed it to 3D mazes. Guess what I beat Grandma in a game of Arizona Rummy 61 to 1. I had the one point and Grandma had the 61 points. I have been keeping up with my math and reading and I have been playing my piano everyday (thats for Mom's benefit). I have a writing assignment that I need more paper for, so I need to get that paper tomorrow and get the rest of the writing done. And I still have not broken my ankle in my new shoes yet LUCKILY!!!!! I am reading the book the Unicorn's Secret(the Silver Thread). I like it alot and I am also done with it. Grandma has made some bananananana bread and we will save some for you. LLLLLLLLOOOOOOVVVVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEEEEE U
JAZZY WAZZY CU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jazzmyn Nielsen <tljjjnielsen@msn.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Tuesday, April 15, 2003 8:26 PM CDT
Hi Jessica,
I just wanted to let you know that you are never far from my thoughts and always in my prayers. I hope when you are feeling better,you'll be able to stop in and see us sometime.
Happy Easter to you and your family - hang in there!

Deb Larson <DebLarson@Vitalworks.com>
VitalWorks, Mpls, MN - Tuesday, April 15, 2003 6:43 AM CDT
Hi Jessica Lynn,I said prayers for you tonite and decided to write a short note. Remember I Love You, I Love You and I Love you very much. Goodnite for now.
Grandma Rye Nerison <nerislora@aol.com>
Renner, S.D. - Monday, April 14, 2003 10:35 PM CDT
Hi Jessica! Just wanted to say hi and I miss you. Hope everything is going well. I'll be checking your website! It's supposed to be in the 80's today and then snow this week. Weird! Love, Pam
Pam Severson
- Monday, April 14, 2003 10:54 AM CDT
Hello from the Weplers'!
Rick Wepler <Jessica, I hope you have a good trip to N.Y.. We will be praying (Jan, Grace, Molly, and myself), that your chemo is successful. We miss seeing you at church. Get back soon!>
Credit River, MN USA - Monday, April 14, 2003 8:29 AM CDT
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII,
Did you open the picture????????? If you did isn't it good!
How do you spell,cross that Rail Road,with out any R's,how do spell it??

Jazzmyn Nielsen <tljjjnielsen@msn.com>
Prior Lake, mn U.S.A. - Sunday, April 13, 2003 6:38 PM CDT
Hellooooooooo Jessica! Congrats on completing radiation, and how wonderful for you to spend time with your friends--bet they miss you a TON while you are in New York. I shall be thinking of you and praying for you and the family, especially this weekend as you fly out there--I'll try not to squish any grandmas at work this weekend. Take care! Cathy
Cathy Thow
Plymouth, - Wednesday, April 9, 2003 12:19 AM CDT
Hey Jessica- How are things going for you? I'm glad you got to come over last weekend. That was fun. I read your update in the journal entries. That stinks that you had to keep doing school while we were all off. That would make ME really mad! During spring break, we went to Mexico. It was pretty fun! The best thing, though, was that me and my penpals from Colorado who went to the same hotel, got to ride! We all rented some cute, young, speedy ponies for an hour and some extra minutes. We had to have someone go with us, though, and we were really surprised to find that our "guide" was a 12 year old Mexican boy. They sure start working early!!! My pony's name was "Horse." Very creative, I think one of the other horses was named Pony!!! It was silly to learn the names, though. Anyway, it was REALLY fun because he let us do everything we wanted to. My favorite part was when the four of us lined up and raced for a half mile down the beach through the surf! The horses were going so fast that my eyes were watering like heck. I was really happy, though, that things are extremely cheaply priced in Mexico. It cost less than a lesson at Golden Ridge. Don't tell anyone at GRS, but I thought Mexico was WAY!!! more fun! You're so lucky that you can ride anytime you're at home. Since Jeff died, I went back to GRS for lessons again. It's not as good as Jeff, but it's a comfort to ride anyway. At least I know I convinced my parents to lease a horse once, so it should be easier next time, right? :) I started track today, nd on top of soccer, that makes me really busy, becasue track is from 3-5, and soccer is a few hours in the evening...both every weekday. Today in track we ran for 40 minutes, nonstop. I am so tired and sore!!! I honestly thought I was going to die from all that running. Whew! I just wanted to do track to get back in shape for soccer adn more competitive riding this summer. I sure hope I get used to it, or I'll be seriously considering quitting. 45 minutes on the first day, I mean, come on!!! Just kidding, I like keeping busy and active. Speaking of busy, I have to get kramming on the Mollusk and Echinoderm science test that's this Wednesday. Hope you keep feeling better, and I'll be sure to write you lots of little notes when you go back to New York! See-ya,
Chels

Chelsea <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Tuesday, April 8, 2003 6:32 PM CDT
Hi Jessica: I just read some of your entries and sigantures. You are one very loved girl. We (at the dental office) are so proud of you and admire your courage. We are anxious to hear how New York goes for you. I'll be reading and updating Dr. Hedin for you. Good luck next week. I hope your weather is better and so are you!!!!! Take Care Stacy
Stacy Shaw - your favorite Dental Assistant!!! right? <SJRSHAW@aol.com>
Farmington, MN USA - Saturday, April 5, 2003 6:48 PM CST
HEY JESS JUST GOT BACK THE OTHER DAY FROM SPRING BREAK VACATION. MY DOG WAS HAPPY TO SEE US AND EVERY ONES GREAT UST STOPPED IN TO SAY HI SO "HI"
ALIX WOODRUFF
- Thursday, April 3, 2003 4:10 PM CST
Hi Jessica, I got my internet all programmed into my computer today.I'm so excited that I can look up your web page any time that I want to now. I sent your mom a note but I figured you needed one of your own.I see that Maica wrote you. I need to get her address so that I can write to them too. I have been wanting to ride horse so bad.I have even been dreaming it. I heard that you caught your "critter"that had been crawling in your ceiling. That is a good thing to. Maybe you could have let your kittys go up there and they could have had some dessert!!!Instead of "mousse" they could have had "mouse".
We saw Brian and Elaine,Amanda, Melanie and Bekkah today. We went over to their school today and had ham dinner while the girls played with the rest of the band. It was very nice. Andrea and Victoria came with us. How is Sparky doing? I bet he likes spring. Is Terebear doing good too? Have you been riding her when you ride? Has mom gotten bucked off lately? Time for me to get ready for bed.I am so glad that you are doing better and getting caught up on your homework. Did you have good time while the boys were away? What did you do? You hang in there, keep up the great job you are doing at getting better.I love to hear it.Gotta go love you lots!!!aunt Helen

Helen A <ryegirl_22@yahoo.com>
Baltic, SD USA - Sunday, March 30, 2003 9:26 PM CST
Hello everyone! How's it going? I'm having a good time here. Last weekend, my family, friends, and I went to a town in spain called "Jaca". It was facinating. We saw all kinds of views. Around the 12th to the 20th of April (spring vacation), my family and I are going to Zaragoza to visit my grandparents and have some fun - lots of fun. And, from what I've heard, you guys are probably having much more fun than I am. And I sure hope you are. Well, "see ya later"!
Maica Rye
- Sunday, March 30, 2003 12:40 AM CST
Hey there Jessica! I finally managed to look you up! I'm kinda procrastinating at the moment. I have 3 papers to write, all of them late by now. You've sure been on my mind and in my prayers these days. It was great to see you guys last Sunday. Hope you're having more success than I am at catching up on schoolwork. The girls week sounds like great fun. God's Peace to you.
Dawn <dquame@luthersem.edu>
Saint Paul, MN USA - Friday, March 28, 2003 0:46 AM CST
Hello Jessica! You don't know me but my grandmother, Grace Berg, told me about you. My name is Dustin Crawford and I live in San Diego, California. June 1'st, myself and my girlfriend Angie Grohs, will be running the San Diego Rock'N'Roll Marathon. We will be running it to raise money for the Leukemia and Lymhoma Society. If it is ok with you, I will run in your honor and put your name on my Jersey when I run the marathon! We have our own web page that tells all about our fundraising and training for the marathon. You will find your name on the web page with the other people that we are running for, just scroll down on the main page. www.angelfire.com/sports/marathon Make sure to keep checking even after the marathon so that you can see my jersey and all of our victory pictures. If you want to write me you can email me at dustinkentcrawford@hotmail.com.
Dustin Crawford <dustinkentcrawford@hotmail.com>
Coronado, CA USA - Thursday, March 27, 2003 8:26 PM CST
hey, how are you doing today? I don't know if you know Kelsey Bertamus, but she is spending the night and she likes horses too!!! (A LOT) In case you hadn't figured it out, I am the normal font and Kelsey is the caps and (). Is your family going to get new baby horses again this spring? They were sooooooo cute last year! (I KNOW YOU DON'T KNOW ME, BUT I REALLY HOPE YOU GET BETTER!!). (THIS IS A NEAT WEBSITE!!) Well, just wanted to drop you another note, keep on getting better and I'll write again soon, love *Chels* and (KELSEY)
Chelsea, (KELSEY BERTAMUS) <backertj@usinternet>
- Friday, March 21, 2003 9:53 PM CST
Sorry-I was just reading through your old guest-book entries, and I guess my one way back about Jeff didn't really come in--its all screwed up. I hope you got the just f it anyway...he broke his femur bone so they had to put him down :(...yadda yadda yadda...yeah, well I really have to go now, buh bye:)
Chelsea <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Thursday, March 20, 2003 4:05 PM CST
Hey Jessica- I have been really busy this last week so I haven't had a chance to write you a email, call, or play. Sorry!!!some of the things I have been really busy with are school, horses, and cleaning my room! Boring :) my parents helped me redo my rome all horses becuase I kinda outgrew the little kitties! You'll have to come see it soon. At school, it is about three days from the end of the quarter, so there is a bunch of tests and the teachers are trying to cram lessons in that we missed for various reasons. Just for example, I'm sure you heard about that two hour late start we got when it was so foggy on Monday! Have you gotten to ride your horses lately? I am still really sad about my Jeff dying, but yesterday I went back to Golden Ridge, where I used to take lessons. There is a really friendly mid-aged Quarter-Horse that I used to ride all the time named Boston Jet Stop. I rode Boston bareback foran hour. It was really fun becuase some other girls I like to talk to rode also, so we were exchanging jokes about eachother's horses and stuff. We were laughing really hard becuase when Boston came down from a canter to a trot,he was trotting to the side, not forwards! I almost fell off, becuase he was trotting out from under me :) Jenny's horse likes to buck and he's an escape artist, so sometimes we get a laugh out of that too. I just love riding with other people. I I ever get another horse, maybe we can go riding together! I really like cantering or hand-galloping bareback, but I don't think trotting is quite as fun. It's a bumpy gait when I'm bareback. Do you like to ride bareback on your horses? I'm not sure, but you seem like the adventuresome girl who would!!! Wow, I've been typing for a long time, I better go. It sounds like you are doing really well and still feeling good. Hope we can get together again soon! Bye for now, *Chels* :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)
Chelsea <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Thursday, March 20, 2003 3:59 PM CST
HEY JESS I GOT MY BRACES ON AND THEY HURT. U PROBABLY THINK IT WOULD BE NOTHING BUT IM A WIMP ESPECAILLY WHEN IT COMES TO MY TEETH. HOW HAVE U BEEN? U NEED O PUT A UPDATE UP ON THE COMPUTER. MAYBE WE CAN SEE EACH OTHER SOON. I DON'T HAVE MY COLD ANYMORE! I THOUGHT WE WOULD BE ON A ROLE WHEATHER WISE BUT MOTHER NATURE COULDN'T STAND ONE MORE DAY WITHOUT COLD,RAIN AND WORMS! YUCK! IM SO JEALUS @ 2 PEOPLE WHO JUST GOT BACK FROM HAWAII AND CANCOON! (KIMBERLY STOKES AND A GUY NAMED SHAY DRANEY) ITS NOT EVEN SPRING BRAKE YET!
FRIDAY IS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL AND THEN ITS SPRING BRAKE! MY COUSIN WAS SUPPOSE TO COME OUT HERE FROM DENVER AND I HAVN'T SEEN HER FOR 2 YEARS BUT THEY GOT SNOWED IN WITH 3 FEET OF SNOW AND THEY DON'T HAVE SNOW MOBILERS! AS U'V SEEN MOYTHER NATURE HAS NOT BEEN KIND TO ME TODAY. WELL I HAVE TO GO TO CHURCH.....BYE

ALIX WOODRUFF
- Wednesday, March 19, 2003 5:54 PM CST
Hey Jessica! It was nice seeing you on Sunday. I am really wanting to come and hang out with you, but my roommate's got the flu and he's giving it to me now. But once this passes, I'm definitely out to see you. I hope you're feeling well and I am always praying for you, as are all the youth here at St. John's. We love you lots and I'll hopefully get to hang with you soon!
Love, Andy

Andy Carlson <andy@stjohnslutheranchurch-lakeville.org>
Lakeville, MN USA - Wednesday, March 19, 2003 4:29 PM CST
Hi to all- Glad to hear you are feeling good Jessica and up to joking around with Jazzman. Sounds like you had a fun party. We have a banquet tonight for danceline so don't have to cook- YEH!! Agape's sang at our church on Sun so was fun to have them there- then we had a benifit brunch for a family in our church. Karin went shopping in Alexandria with some friends on Sat- and when she got home she realized her purse was missing!!We called the mall twice and no luck- then yest- Taco BEll called and they had found it and will mail it- SO we are glad for that!!We hope to get to SF some weekend soon to see Grandpa and Grandma and to look for graduation dress- WE finally found a prom dress in Marshall so that is done. Hope we don't get the snow they are predicting!! We will start calving soon so hope weather warms up- Better close- hope you don't have too many days left of the yucky tasting medicine/. Take care Olsons
Sue Olson
Madison, Mn USA - Tuesday, March 18, 2003 9:54 AM CST
Hi Jessica,

Sounds like you had a great party last week! Now that the weather is better you've probably been out to see the horses some too. Hope you continue to feel well and have good "counts". We think of you often and are happy to hear the good results from your last treatment! Love and Best Wishes, Bobbie and Ed

Roberta Nerison-Low <rnlow@umich.edu>
Ann Arbor, MI - Monday, March 17, 2003 2:10 PM CST
Jessica!! It was great to see you in church today -- I'm glad your family sat by us! You looked gr8!! Your hair sure grew quickly -- it looked really nice. I just took a break from all my make-up homework to get updated on your web page ~ you're definitely a person who can relate to how it feels to be behind with homework!! I bet you're working on it right now! I will give you a call sometime soon. Keep it up!! Love, Katie
Katie Crosbie <crosb009@tc.umn.edu>
Lakeville, MN USA - Sunday, March 16, 2003 7:34 PM CST
Hey Jess its Alix Don't mean to be rude but i have nothing to say except that iM GETTING BRACES tomorrow just letting u know that ur in our prayers
Alix
- Sunday, March 16, 2003 7:12 PM CST
Dear Jessica, I have just been reading about your good reports that you are having. That is just great and glad you having fun at the parties. Laughter is good medicine for the soul. When you take that uky chemo, think about the best tasting candy you like and convince yourself that is what the chemo taste like. Worth a chance. Teehee.
You guys are finally warming up in Minnesota ( I watch your weather all the time). Pretty soon you can go outside most everyday and play. I keep the choir at Parkland Baptist Church informed of how you are doing. They are all so happy your are doing so great. Keep it up!!
Talk to you later. Love you, Gladys,(Brenda's Mom)

Gladys Karna <karobie@plateautel.net>
Clovis, NM USA - Saturday, March 15, 2003 7:42 AM CST
Hey Jess, Sorry I havn't emailed u lately. I wrot u a note but it didn't get to u because the page- could- not- be- displayed page came up and My note didn't go through. I have a very big week ahead of me. On the 16th its my sis. birthday, 17th im getting my braces on, and on the 19th my cousins coming till the 25th. Tomorrow I have to sell candy bars for camp and tonight @ 6:30 @ night -6:00 in the morning my church is going sking @ Buck Hill but my mom is piking me up @ 2 in the morning so I can get some sleep. Thats all I have to say, Try to write to u soon
Alix <cwoodann2@cs.com>
Lakeville, MN - Friday, March 14, 2003 4:52 PM CST
Hi to all at your house. We are happy to hear your good news these last few days. We continue to keep Jessica and the rest of you in our prayers. Many people from our church and our Prayer group continue to pray as well.
Laughter is a good medicine, keep it up!!!
Love from great uncle Ray, Sandy and family

Ray & Sandy Rye
Eau Claire, - Wednesday, March 12, 2003 9:15 PM CST
Hi- Jessica- Just a quick note while I'm at school- just got a chance to read the updates- SO GLAD TO HEAR YOUR GREAT NEWS! We are so thankful for the doctor's expertise and for all the prayers that have been answered. Hope you enjoy meeting with friends when you can and have a great celebration!!!Better get back to my student (who was suppose to be working on his own) I heard some noise and asked him what he was doing and he answered annoying you!! so better get him back on track!! He said to say hi to you Olsons's
Sue Olson
Madison, Mn LQP - Tuesday, March 11, 2003 9:33 AM CST
Hey there all you Nielsen's! Just a little note from your Aunt Helen. I came over to Grandma's house after church to look some stuff up on the computer so I thought I'd better look you up too and send you a little note.It is so cold here today.Like 5 above only BRRRRRRRRR!they say it is to be 40's by Wednesday or Thursday I hope they are right because I am freezing my butt off and you know how big my butt is!!! Any way Tom's guards guy called on friday and said that they are having some trouble getting his security clearance so as of right now he doesn't have to go anywhere.YAY. We are all happy about that.How does it feel to be home? I bet that it is great to be all together again.How are the horses Jessica? Are they going to be ready for us to ride this summer?I sure hope so. So your going to have a party I hear.What is on the menu cake and cookies? Yummy.Well I was very happy to hear the good news about there not being any cancer cells in the bone marrow. GOOD JOB!!! Well have a great party and remember I love you all. See you all later. LOTS OF LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!Helen

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Helen A.
Baltic, SD - Sunday, March 9, 2003 2:42 PM CST
Hi Jessica,
I am baking buns today, I wish you were here to help them. Have fun at your party tonite, I know you will, your entire family deserves a party. Do you have the streamers up ? I think the balloons went flat. Have fun.
Love you,
grandma

grandma
Renner, SD - Saturday, March 8, 2003 1:45 PM CST
Hi Jessica from Uncle Gary and Aunt Darva. We are staying over night at Eleanor and Melvins' home in Rapid City. We just came down from the cabin where it was 42 degrees. now it is 10 and snowing. we want to go shopping tomorrow.We are oh sooo glad you are doing better. Your web sight is fantastic. We are praying for you to come through all this completely! Gary heard that Tony and Josh are coming to big wonderful Wyoming to go snowmobiling. We just got losts of new snow. 6 inches at our place alone. Gary even tried to innertube down our north butte. We would like to hear from them if they come through.
Gary and Darva Rye
Gillette, WY - Friday, March 7, 2003 8:22 PM CST
Hey Jessica!!! I am so sorry that I didn't get to talk to you on Thursday when you were at school. I was in a band lesson, and my homeroom teacher wasn't quite sure where I was, so I didn't know you were at school until you had already left. I am so bummed! I haven't seen you for a long time. oh, and just if you were wondering, Erin has mono and that's why she couldn't see you either. She's been home from school for a few weeks already!!! Lucky her! So, be sure to post it on your website here if you're coming again so I can be sure to see you. Hope you're having fun being back home. See-ya :)
Chelsea <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Friday, March 7, 2003 4:01 PM CST
Hey Jessica! I'm glad to read that everything is going well right now! One of these days I'll swing by and attempt to strengthen my Monkey Ball skills, okay? Keep flexing those muscles and staying strong....Love, Andy
Andy Carlson, St. John's <andy@stjohnslutheranchurch-lakeville.org>
Lakeville, MN U.S.A. - Thursday, March 6, 2003 11:34 AM CST
Hi, Jessica! It was so nice to talk to you yesterday -- you sounded great, and I was glad to hear that you are feeling well. On behalf of all of us Minnesotans, welcome back!! We missed you!! I hope you don't spend too much time doing homework ~ and be sure to go tell those horses of yours that you are home again! :) I will give you a call in a week or two after I get home from West Virginia. Then we have to get together sometime! Enjoy your week. Congratulations -- you're done with this round!! I'll keep praying for you, that your radiation and oral chemo will be a piece of cake. "You go, girl!!" =) Love ya!
Katie Crosbie <crosb009@tc.umn.edu>
Lakeville, MN U.S.A. - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 4:49 PM CST
Hey Jess,
I'm glad to hear that you are home after all of the treatment!!! yeah!!!I hope you got all the stuff I sent you I'm sure you were very busy at the hospital, and thats just fine!!!! I can't wait to see you again.

Erin
Lakeville, MN USA - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 3:39 PM CST
Hey Jessica! Glad to hear you got back home! So did you get to do some sightseeing in New York? Hope you were able to do some fun stuff while you were there, it's a fun city. I saw your pic by the Statue of Liberty...when I was there I didn't get to get that close! Well I gotta go finish some homework! Hope things are going good and you are enjoying your time at home! Love ya, Karin Olson
Karin Olson <kkolson24@hotmail.com>
Madison, MN LQPV - Tuesday, March 4, 2003 8:53 PM CST
Hi Jessica- So glad to hear you are home again. I talked to grandpa this eve and said you all were getting rested up- sounds like you have lots of goodies to eat!! Lucky you!! Glad to hear your tests went well and that you have a 6 week break before going back. THe weather will have improved alot in 6 weeks so you'll get to see NY in the spring. I'm sure you'll enjoy your time at home. Greet your folks and Josh and Jazzman for us. We think of ALL OF YOU VERY OFTEN!!! Love Olsons
SUe Olson
Madison, Mn LQP - Tuesday, March 4, 2003 8:26 PM CST
WELCOME HOME JESSICA!!!!!!! I am so excited for you and the rest of the Nielsen family, as you all must be so glad to be back together again! Way to go! You keep snacking away on all those goodies--hope ya stop up on 8th to say hi if you have time after a clinic visit or something---You are a trooper and a hero. Take care!
Cathy the grandma-squisher
Plymouth, MN - Tuesday, March 4, 2003 6:23 PM CST
Hi Jessica! Ready for a good laugh? Last Thursday, Dana decided she was ready for the big bed full-time. Well, we thought she was asleep, only to find out she was really digging in to the diaper rash ointment... When she got tired of it she banged on her door. I opened it and found she had coated herself from the top of her head to the bottom of her neck in it,along with her hands and feet. She looked a little like a "Night of the Living Dead" ghost! However, the Pooh pajamas she had on didn't make her look too scary. I do have pictures and will bring them to church sometime soon. Hope to see you there next Sunday! Shari Howell
Shari Howell <howellksd@juno.com>
Zinc Oxide Alley, MN - Tuesday, March 4, 2003 4:56 PM CST
Hi Jessica--
Glad to hear that you were able to come home this past weekend! Sounds like you were very strong during your treatments; praying that the next six weeks go well for you also. So is New York City every thing they say?? Look forward to seeing you and your family soon.

Beth Brooks and family <rbrookslmn@aol.com>
Lakeville , MN - Tuesday, March 4, 2003 12:38 AM CST
Hey! Me again. My mom talked to yours this morning, but I hear we were both still waking up. I'm home from school today becuase I don't feel very good. Well, I just thought I would write you a note saying I'll call today or tomorrow after I have a few more hours to wake up!!!
Chelsea <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Tuesday, March 4, 2003 8:57 AM CST
HI JESSICA...IT'S STACY FROM DR. HEDIN'S OFFICE...I SAW MOM AND JOSH TODAY AND HEARD ALL ABOUT YOU, YOUR LATEST TREATMENT AND WHAT'S UP AHEAD FOR YOU. EVERYONE THERE AT THE DENTIST OFFICE IS SOOOOOOOO PROUD OF YOU FOR PUTTING UP WITH ALL THE 'MEANIE' STUFF THEY ARE DOING TO YOU. BUT WE KNOW IT IS ALL FOR THE BEST. AND WE'RE PROUD OF YOUR GREAT GRADES AND HARD WORK WITH THE TUTOR, TOO. WE ALL SEND OUR LOVE AND MY FAMILY IS SAYING EXTRA PRAYERS FOR YOU TONIGHT. I HAVE A 7 YR. OLD AND AN 11 YR.OLD (BOTH GIRLS) SO WE ALL WISH YOU WELL......SLEEP TIGHT AND KEEP THOSE HIVES AWAY.....PS. I LOVED THE PICTURE OF YOUR HORSE, BUT I THINK HE NEEDS TO SEE A DENTIST TO FIX THAT SMILE HAHA BYE JESSICA I'LL WRITE LATER STACY SHAW(YOUR FAVORITE DENTAL ASSISTANT, RIGHT?)
STACY SHAW <SJRSHAW@AOL.COM>
FARMINGTON, MN USA - Monday, March 3, 2003 7:47 PM CST
Hey Jessica! Happy Homecoming for you I hope!!! I think it's really great you got to come home. Saturday must have been a really good day for you. How has your week been going. Don't you just hate Mondays, though. It's hard to start another week at SCHOOL!!! :) Well, that was the main reason I emailed you, but I kinda wanted to tell you about what happened to my horse, too. Actually, I just found out less than an hour ago. He was out in a pasture playing with some other horses and, as you already must know, it snowed a few inches this morning and was below freezing temperatures. So, anyway, he was playing in the field and slipped on a patch of ice and fell down. As you know, that is hard on a horse. So he broke his femur bone and had to be put down. I am really sad because this was my first horse, and I had only owned him for two full days, plus a few hours today. Actually, it's kinda like whole drama story, because he was my favorite horse and I rode him a lot at my old barn. Then, he got injured and went into recooperation for a ton of months. After that, the barn owner sold him because he wasn't bring in money during lessons anymore because he was hurt. then, magically, I find him at a barn not five minutes away from my house and somehow my parents let me lease him. (They've always been firmly set on me not leasing a horse for the last few years. Now Jeff is all better and I go to the barn this saturday to ride him and sign the papers. Then, after we've had warm weather for a few weeks, it gets all snowy and icy and my horse slips on the ice and dies. How weird is that! Anyway, to make a long story short, even though you kinda got the long version anyway, my horse had to be put to sleep and I am very sad about it. It seems like when things are too good to be true, they usually aren't for very long. Wow, I've really taken up a lot of space in your guestbook, so I'm sure you're bored, and I have to go , anyway. so, I bet I could be in the World Records book for shortest term of a horse ownership. Well, I hope you have fun being back at home! See ya, Chelsea
Chelsea <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Monday, March 3, 2003 5:20 PM CST
Hi, just wanted you to know that we were thinking of you and praying for you. Apparently you are home already. You have arrived just in time for the deep freeze temperatures!
Deb and Dan Newman <newmanltc@aol.com>
Lakeville, Mn USA - Sunday, March 2, 2003 2:44 PM CST
Hi Jessica! I've read what you've been up to in New York, you are one amazing, strong and very brave lady. Just wanted you to know that every Sunday I pray that God will take care of you and your family. I saw your Mom in church today so I hope that means your home also with your family
again. Take care kiddo

Sandy Neumann, <NEUMASM83@HOTMAIL.COM>
lakeville, MN - Sunday, March 2, 2003 1:44 PM CST
Jessica, I'm so excited that you are home!! You will probably be exhausted today, so I'll try to call you on Wednesday and see how you're doing. I am going to visit a college in California tomorrow, but I'll be back on Wednesday . . . but on Thursday I'm leaving for a school in West Virginia. I hope your flight back was great, and I bet you are loving being home. Wonderful job, girl -- you are amazing!! Love ya! --Katie
Katie Crosbie <crosb009@tc.umn.edu>
Lakeville, MN U.S.A. - Saturday, March 1, 2003 6:18 PM CST
Hi! I just have enough time to say that I'm really glad you're done with the treatment and are coming home. I went to talk to the people about my horse and everything will be fine. I'll hope to see you at school soon, but until then, Best wishes
Chelsea <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Saturday, March 1, 2003 1:19 PM CST
Hi Jessica,
I have had hardly any homework this week. My concert was awesome. My solo when perfectly. I saw someone video tapeing me during the whole concert. I think it was Laura's dad. I played cards with Grandma last night and today after school and beat her every time. I saw a mouse in your room with my own two eyes, so Mom cant say I am hearing things. It was small but it still a mouse. We put a piece of sticky tape up there with some peanut butter on it. Lets hope this is a stupid mouse and he tries to go and eat the peanut butter. Last night we went to Perkins to get pie. I got a piece of heath pie. My number in the mornig was 411. That is very bad. I met Patrick at Perkins too. We talked a little and then we went home. I cant wait until you get home. I really miss you. Talk to you later. Bye.

Josh Nielsen
Lakeville, MN U.S.A. - Friday, February 28, 2003 5:42 PM CST
Hi Jessica I'm excited to hear that you will be coming home soon. We all miss you a lot. We especialy miss you at school!!! I can't wait to see you again!!! I'm excited to hear that you might come to school before spring break!!! I can't wait. Well I have to go now but I'll write to you again very soon!!!
Erin:) <peanut4490@aol.com>
Lakeville, MN USA - Friday, February 28, 2003 2:09 PM CST
Hi Jessica, My prayer book today says it all for you and your family. As I keep you in my prayers keep this saying in mind as you face today and tomorrow. " your suffering may make an angel weep into her wings, BUT it will never make her walk away." All my love. Val
Val, Chad and Kjerstee
- Friday, February 28, 2003 1:42 PM CST
Hi Jessica,

How is your pottery project coming along? Sounds like a good hobby! Did you make something with geometric designs? I seem to remember that you like the geometric patterns. I hope you are having better weather in N.Y. these days.
Maybe even a little sunshine? By this time tomorrow you will be winging your way home and by tomorrow night you'll be sleeping in your own bed again! Maybe Lorraine will even have some homemade bread waiting for you!
Best of luck today! Love Bobbie and Ed

Roberta Nerison-Low <rnlow@umich.edu>
Ann Arbor, MI - Friday, February 28, 2003 1:15 PM CST
Hi, Jessica! Sorry to hear about those pesty hives. Almost done! I'm sure you will do GREAT tomorrow -- it sounds like a big day, and not much fun . . . but like your doctors say, you are SO strong and brave, and you can do it!! We're all thinking of you lots, and you're always in our prayers. Keep it up for one more day!
It sounds like you've got some goodies waiting for you when you get home. I bet you're excited!! Well, have your mom and dad give you a big hug from me! :) Love, Katie

Katie Crosbie <crosb009@tc.umn.edu>
Lakeville, MN U.S.A. - Thursday, February 27, 2003 8:42 PM CST
Hi Jessica! I'm so excited that you get to come home on Saturday! I know it's been a rough several days, but it will be worth it. You are an amazing girl and I'm proud to be your teacher! I'll be thinking of you tomorrow and hoping for a good (and "hiveless") day. Can't wait to see all of you. Call when you get back! Love, Pam

Pam
Richfield, - Thursday, February 27, 2003 8:39 PM CST
Hi Jessica, my mom was telling me about you and the many things you have endured at such a young age. My heart goes out to you and your family, and I want you to know that my family and I are praying for you, as is my whole church in Hastings (MN). My parents go to your church in Lakeville, Nadine and Joe Sturlaugson.

I am sorry to hear about your hives, I know they are miserable to deal with. I am also excited for you that you will be home soon and surrounded by all those who love you and miss you.

Take care, travel safe and feel the love of God surrounding and protecting you always!

Kandi Robinson <dabrat@cvtel.net>
Hastings, MN - Thursday, February 27, 2003 7:43 PM CST
Hey! Too bad about the hives. That must really be a pain in the neck. Hehehehehehehe!!!! I'm glad you're coming home possibly Saturday. Great! I'm really looking forward to you coming to school sometime. Unfortunately, there hasn't benn ANY snow here, but today we did have 45 degree weather for a nice sunny change. After being in the negatives, for so long, I almost felt like it was warm enough to go swimming!!! (sorta) It seems like we're both kinda counting down towards the same day-Saturday. That's when you get to come home and when I sign the papers for my fist horse. I'm excited for both of us. I have to go now because, sadly enough, I actually have more than a half hour of homework sitting in my backpack making me feel guilty for putting it off so long...well, I'll write again in a few days. Keep on getting better!!! Chelsea :)
Chelsea <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Thursday, February 27, 2003 4:32 PM CST
Hi Guys,

Grandma called me this morning to let me know you will be coming home on Saturday. Yeah!!!!!! The weather here is mild and should be for the next few days. Snow is melting. I imagine that Josh is getting excited about the coming snowmobile trip.

Tyler and Mitch had diving and swimming sections in Rochester yesterday. There were 21 divers and Mitch had to make the top 16 to make finals on friday nite. He placed 12th so he is very happy. You should of seen his "I made it dance" on the pool deck. He will finish competing on fri nite and then he will be done.

Tyler swam in 2 events, the 50 yd freestyle and the 100 yd backstroke. He placed in the top 8 in the free which means he will swim friday nite for a medal and also try to make state cuts. He had a hard time in his backstroke with his start and lost his footing. He placed 10th for consolation rounds and will have to actually swim state time to make the cuts. He could be done fri nite or possible have one more week to swimming at the U of M.

All is well. Everyone is getting ready for spring break and vacation. Take care and I will see you when you get home. Love, Donna

Donna Nord <dnord03@aol.com>
Lakeville, MN - Thursday, February 27, 2003 11:53 AM CST
Hi Jessica and mom and dad too, We have a gorgeous day here today. I just pressed Josh`s pants fto wear for the concert tonite. He is excited, only one thing, the whole band will have practiced only 22 or 3 times together. We are sorry to hear that you had a lot of hives yesterday. We hope the thought of coming home will outweigh them. We will have your favorites for supper reeeady for you plus other things.Bob and I are meeting a friend of his for lunch at Cracker Barrell I have never met them before, sso, I`ll be in for inspection to see if I meet thheir expectations. I talked to Dale and Jill last nite , Dale is getting better. He has had a very bad cold. I suppose he will be up to his old tricks again. You know!!!!! We Love you!!!! grandmal
Lorraine Nerison
- Thursday, February 27, 2003 10:40 AM CST
Hi there, Jessica!! I'm so glad to hear that you're almost done with treatments and will soon be coming home. I'm so sorry about the hives -- ouch!! I've never had them, so I don't really know what you're going through, but it sure sounds yucky! I think you should go on "Survivor" when you're all done with this -- you can handle anything and everything!! We are all so proud of you!
This week, the high school is working on a fundraiser for you and your family. A big group of students went and talked to all the classes about you, so you have lots more thoughts and prayers coming your way! I told them all what a great trooper you are, and there were lots of comments about how brave you must be.
Everyone back here is super excited for you to come home! Once you're back, you'll have to show me the crafts you're making in NY -- sounds really cool!! Remember when we made the paper meche (spelling?) vase? By the time we do another craft, you'll have even MORE excellent art skills! You'll have to teach me -- after all, you've had training in New York! New York produces only the best!! Hope you're feeling better!! Love, Katie
P.S.) Since you're staying at the Ronald McDonald house, I think they should serve you French Fries and milkshakes whenever you want. Maybe you should suggest it to them!! :)

Katie Crosbie <crosb009@tc.umn.edu>
Lakeville, MN U.S.A. - Wednesday, February 26, 2003 9:10 PM CST
Hi Jessica- Sorry to hear you had a tough day with the hives- Hope you were still able to go finish your art project. So glad you only have 2 days left- I know you are all anxious to get home- I talked to Aunt Viv and Uncle Don a couple days ago- and they asked about you- Vivie said she had checked websight and tried to send a message- but was afraid it hadn't gone through. But wanted to you know how much they are all thinking of all of you .
Take Care- Sue and all

Sue Olson
Madison, Mn LQP - Wednesday, February 26, 2003 6:12 PM CST
Hello Jessica. How is "Hivy Ivy"? Had a moment at school and thought I would write a short message to my favorite Hivy Ivy!!!!! Hope those things are better and you will be home soon. I want to come to the cities and see you and also Kylee. She will be 4 months March 2. You take care of your mom and dad and tell them hello from me. Will try to call you this weekend if it works out. Love ya Lots!!!
Diane
Sioux Falls, SD - Wednesday, February 26, 2003 1:42 PM CST
Good morning Jessica & family,
Just wanted to touch base and let you know that you are all still in our thoughts and prayers.
I can relate to the misery those hives are - about a week ago I woke up covered with hives - I thought the skin of my face was peeling - it was so hot! Apparently something I ate though don't know what. I hope you are down to none today. They are miserable.
I hope you are not quarintined today - a room can get pretty boring.
I know you are getting tired of these treatments but you're soon done and we're praying for good reports.
It sounds like you have horses and good times to look forward to when you come home. Hope you can get back to them soon.



Nadine & Joe Sturlaugson
Lakeville, MN Dakota - Wednesday, February 26, 2003 8:56 AM CST
Hi Jessica! Only three more days of treatments! Yay! I wish I had something interesting to say, but my life is pretty boring. You have to come back soon and liven things up for me! I have six kids at the hospital, so that keeps me out of trouble. Well, hang in there. Have fun with your pottery and keep those doctors and nurses in line! I'll see you soon!
Pam Severson
- Wednesday, February 26, 2003 8:35 AM CST
Hi Jessica,
I finally don't have a lot of home work. It is very cold here every day. There is no snow in the forecast. I cant wait until you get home. I keep getting kicked off the line so I better get going. Love ya.

Josh Nielsen
Lakeville, MN U.S.A. - Wednesday, February 26, 2003 8:28 AM CST
Hi Jessica,
I hope everything is going good for you. We had our state danceline compition this weekend. We didn't do to good we go 12 place out of 12 in our section but o well we had had tons of fun antway. Hope you feel better soon.

Kallie Olson
- Tuesday, February 25, 2003 6:21 PM CST
Hey! I was glad to finally get away from my homework to write you a little note. It's great you're feeling better and are having a lot of fun over there in snowy New York. I would be really bummed too if I had to stay in my room. It's doubly bad when you have to miss a horse/rodeo event! Too bad. Speaking of which, last sunday afternoon, we went to the Lippanzer stallion show. You know, the big white horses that do tricks and all that? (Oops! I can't believe I just informed a girl who's had horses since she was born what a Lippanzer stallion is!) Anyway, the show was really fun and we were all amazed by the rearing and jumps all the horses did. Plus, we had really good seats through my dad's work. my favorite horse was a really pretty, pure white with sparkles in his mane and tail, horse who did a kinda jazzy dance. He could change leads every stride and he even swung his head while he was doin it so it looked like he was dancing! At the end of the show, all the horses came out and bowed. They were so cute! Yeah, so you're probably getting bored and I have some math HOMEWORK which really sucks, but I got to go. Oh yeah, and my regular and jazz bands have their concerts tonight. Uh-huh, and I was wondering if you have IM(instant messaging) because that would be fun. We'll keep praying for you and I hope you get to come home soon. See ya :)
Chelsea Backer <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Tuesday, February 25, 2003 3:58 PM CST
Hey Jessica! You sure do have mail. Only one hive !! Great .
Dale would say that, he has his bees in Texas so he won`t be doing that for awhile. He called yesterday to say he will be going to Texas in 2 weeks and will stay a long time working bees.
Today I made a favorite of your family--Kringles! I hope you still like them. Your freezer is full of things and the flour bin is getting empty! We are looking forward to you coming home too. Looking to see you again.
On Sunday I sat on the couch all covered up with mom`s blanket and I fell asleep ,of course I snored and Jazzmyn thought that was so funny. She will soon be home from school. She wore her MICHIGAN shirt today. I don`t know if she has worn it to school or not but she wanted to and it was -2 degrees. It wolud make it her feel cozy.
I love Youv
I love you
I love You!!!!!!!!
I beat this time!!!
Love you Grandma and Grandpa

Lorraine
Renner, SD USA - Tuesday, February 25, 2003 3:49 PM CST
Hi Jessica, Laurie and Tony, So happy to hear that treatments are going better- Hope those hives go away all together soon. Sounds like you have been able to do and see some fun things. I'm sure it helps make your stay easier. Well, we enjoyed State Dance line- Girls looked good - but did not place in finals. Sunday we had company over for Karin's 18th birthday- can't believe she is that old already. We also attended one of her Agapge services- they sounded really peppy. Aaron had a BB game after school yest- he scored 14 points so was thrilled- also had a band concert in eve so was a long day. The next few days we have to finish our Science Fair project- always LOVE those!! Actually, it isn't going too bad- experiment actually worked- Well- better go- Take Care hope to see you at home soon. Love Olsons
Sue Olson
Madison, Mn LQP - Tuesday, February 25, 2003 2:38 PM CST
Hi Jessica, let's celebrate, bring out the band, balloons, and champagne, you are down to one hive!!!!!! I sure hope your explorations this past weekend were fun. I'm sure you can hardly wait to get home to all of the goodies grandma has made-do you suppose grandpa bob has been in the kitchen too????? I wonder- take care, all our love,
Val, Chad and Kjerstee
- Tuesday, February 25, 2003 11:32 AM CST
Hi Jessica and family,
I just caught up on all your entries. You sure have been through a lot. Keep up your spirits. Everyone here is rooting for you. I am sure all of the prayers help too.
It sounds like the weekend was a break for you. I can not spell or even pronounce all of the art work you saw. I am much better at medical terms. I bet you coud not believe the weather you got in on. Just like being in Mn.
Jessica, keep praying and know that You are so special. We are all so proud of you.
Blessings, Nancy Krause Parish Nurse

Nancy Krause <churchnursenjk@aol.com>
Brooklyn Park, mn - Tuesday, February 25, 2003 10:13 AM CST
Hey there Jessica! Way to go with only 1 hive...you are such a trooper. I am visiting my parents in California at the moment, and a few days ago experienced my first earthquake(not much of one at all but was to me!) Sounds like you're getting to see all sorts of neat things there--hope you're taking lots of pictures....did you get the temptation to sign your autograph on any of the paintings? Something I've always wanted to do, but have never had the nerve.(hee-hee) You take care!!!!
Cathy Thow a.k.a. Grandma-squisher
- Tuesday, February 25, 2003 2:16 AM CST
Hi Jessica, Tony and Laurie- Glad to hear you had a good day! Today Dana turned two. Her big party will be on Saturday. (I've got a lot of work to do to get the house cleaned enough for 22 people!) We got her a Clifford Happy Birthday balloon and her "boon" by far is her favorite gift! We have to keep it in our bedroom, though, because one of her cats loves to eat the ribbon. (Don't ask me why...)Yesterday we went to visit a friend from church whose yellow lab gave birth to 10 adorable puppies a month ago. Awfully cute and all the black and chocolate puppies are looking for good homes. (I'll stop now, Tony and Laurie!) Take care! Shari and family
Shari Howell
Birdwell Island, Clifford - Monday, February 24, 2003 11:39 PM CST
Hi Jessica--
Glad to hear that today went well for you!
Sounds like you're adding a little "culture" with your treatments--fun to be a tourist as well as a patient?
We'll continue to keep peeking in on you; hope your tests will be scheduled soon--sure that your looking forward to getting home.
Sending you our best and praying for you!
Robert and Beth Brooks, Thomas and Heather

Beth Brooks <rbrookslmn@aol.com>
Lakeville, MN - Monday, February 24, 2003 9:59 PM CST
Hi Jessica,
Glad to hear that you had a nice weekend despite the rain!
I'm even happier to hear that your treatment went so well today. Maybe your body is adapting to it! Wouldn't that be great! We had about six inches of snow this weekend, so we did a little cross-country skiing yesterday. This was our only chance to ski so far this winter! There just hasn't been enough snow until now. I think it all went to New York! If you get a chance to go Museum hopping, check out the Museum of Natural History near Central Park. It has something for everyone!
Love Bobbie and Ed

Roberta Nerison-Low <rnlow@umich.edu>
Ann Arbor, MI - Monday, February 24, 2003 7:02 PM CST
Hi Jessica!
Have you been trapped by all the snow that got dumped in NY last week? My son and his wife were in Florida, supposed to come home on Monday and couldn't get out until Wednesday. Bummer - to get stuck for a few more days in the sunshine state!
How did you like Picasso's works? Pretty weird, huh? I never did understand what all the fuss was about!
Your Mom has done a great job in keeping your site updated. It's nice to be able to find out how you are doing through the marvels of technology. We think of you so often here and keep you in our hearts and prayers.
Stay strong and have faith.

Deb Larson
VitalWorks, MPLS - Monday, February 24, 2003 2:52 PM CST
Hello Jessica,
You probably do not know who we are, we are the Rye's down in Ft Myers Florida! Jeff (your moms cousin),(uncle Rays son)wife Amy, Daughters Raquel 12yrs old and Danielle 11yrs old. Hey this is Raquel I am ur age and I want 2 know if u have aol instant messanger, if so what is ur sn (screen name). I hope that u r doing well with all of the surgeries and medication that they r treating u with, oh and i hope that u don't get 2 bord and have some fun if the doctors and nurses will let u. Well g2g (got 2 go) that is my lingo well i will write u some other time and right now my sister Danielle is gonna type somethin 4 u 2 read well bubyas. Hey Im Danielle but you can call me Dani I dont really no wat 2 talk about so type back 2 us and giv us somtin to talk about next time ok seyu.
LOVE FROM ALL

Jeff, Amy, Raquel, Danielle Rye <luckyrwe@yahoo.com>
Ft. Myers, FL USA - Sunday, February 23, 2003 9:30 PM CST
Hi Jessica!
How are you doing today? I hope you're doing good. You are in my prayers. How do you like staying in New York? I am really jealous of you because you get to be in New York, that is so cool! and you even got to see the statue of liberty, sounds like a lot of fun.
Smile, :) God Loves You!
love, Amanda

Amanda Rye <milkandcukies@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, February 23, 2003 6:32 PM CST
Hi Jessica Lynn.Uncle Dale&Aunt Jill here.Glad to hear you are doing fine. Was reading in your journal that your hive are stinging like a 1000 bees.well, perhaps I can help you with that. Just send me your adress and I'll ship you some Bees so you can compare??!!! What do you think?? Love you Dale & Jill
Dale & Jill Rye <deadeyerye@eastplains.net>
Renner, SD USA - Sunday, February 23, 2003 6:09 PM CST
Hey Jess sorry I haven't e-mailed u lately I didn;t know your e-mail adress and my mom finally found it in her coat pocket since Christmas time! Pathetic huh.I read your jurnals and finally am caught up.I have been really buisey and today seems to be theonly relaxing day for a long time. PLUS I GOT A PUPPY! That makes things a lot harder and buisser. His name is Morgan and he's a cocker spaniel bichon so hes got big paws long ears and curly/wavy golden brown hair and big brown eyes. We got him @ the pet ranch in the burnsville mall out of nowere and my dad just happened to flying for six days and didn't know about it till four days later when he finally called. I have to go our company has arrived. Talk to u later, Alix
Alix Woodruff
Lakeville, MN - Sunday, February 23, 2003 5:49 PM CST
Hi Jessica, Laurie and Tony,
Glad to hear you get a break for the weekend- hope you are up to doing some sightseeing. I was glad to hear the hives haven't been so bad -hope they go away all together!!We were in Ciites yest for state danceline competition- they girls danced very well- but did not place in the finals- but were still happy to be there. Today I washed clothes and painted the bathroom. It is VERY COLD here so hope it warms up before you come home. Hope this week goes well and fast and you'll all be home before you knowit. We continue to keep you in our thoughts and prayers. Love you Olsons

Sue Olson
Madison, Mn LQp - Saturday, February 22, 2003 7:58 PM CST
Hi, Jessica! I'm so sorry to hear about the hives -- that's not any fun! I hope they get lost soon. Hopefully you have been on some exciting "adventures" this weekend and will get through those tests quickly! As long as you're in New York, maybe you could audition for a Broadway show or two!! =) Keep being so strong! I hope you are able to come back soon! Love, Katie
Katie Crosbie <crosb009@tc.umn.edu>
Lakeville, MN U.S.A. - Saturday, February 22, 2003 7:12 PM CST
Hi Jessica,
I went to the library to pick up books on elements. They didnt have very many. I think Laura took them all home with her. I saw her there but was stupid enough not to say hi. All I found was 1 book. It is sunny here. This morning it was snowing a little. Then the sun came out. It kept on snowing and it looked cool with the sun shining on it. Later all the clouds were gone but the flakes kept falling out of no where. Talk to you later. I have to go.

Josh Nielsen
Lakeville, MN U.S.A. - Saturday, February 22, 2003 1:36 PM CST
Hey! You've sure got a lot of messages since I was on last week! I'm glad your treatments are going well and you'll get to come home soon. Great news!!! I've had a fairly uneventful week, but I'm looking forward to March 1st when the lease on my horse starts. I'm glad you get to do some touring over there in New York, but I'm kinda jealous there is so much snow there. g2g, luv Chelsea :)
Chelsea Backer <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Saturday, February 22, 2003 11:14 AM CST
Hi Jessica, Laurie & Tony! I was glad to see your picture with the statue of liberty. It proves you are getting out and about a little bit. Sure hope you can keep doing some of those New York things and I loved seeing all the pictures your mom and dad took last time around. Hopefully you will be feeling great this week-end and will get to the artsy-fartsy art show. Don't forget about us country folk back in Minnesota! Dallas has been going out to the farm to check on the horses and other animals, but I think he really likes your Grandma's cooking! Those cookies and fresh bread are the best.
You are such a brave person. Keep on being that way, because soon you will be back here with us and getting on with life the way we know it should be. Just think about riding your horses in the summer time and playing with those kittens. Take care. We think about you and pray for you every day.
Love you,
Pat & Dallas

Pat Larson <dplarson@minn.net>
Lakeville, MN USA - Saturday, February 22, 2003 9:48 AM CST
Hi Jessica et al...Nasty thing those hives are! Well, if you need a different perspective, try watching the Many Adventures of Winnie the Pooh! Besides VeggieTales, it's Dana's favorite. Which means, of course, that we watch it together EVERY DAY. (Toddlers do NOT tire easily!) Well, in the movie Pooh tries very hard to gather more honey, only to find the bees in the hive "just aren't the right sort of bees" and go after him big time. Hope to see you home soon!Lots of love form Shari, Keith, Dana and her buddies, Pooh, Piglet, Eeyore, Bob and Larry etc.
Shari Howell
Hundred Acre Wood..., POOH - Saturday, February 22, 2003 1:48 AM CST
Hi Jessica! Sorry to hear about those hives. Yucky! Hopefully you will get a well-deserved break from them this weekend. It sounds like you have some cool things planned. Enjoy the break now because when you get home I'm going to have to crack the whip on that homework! (Just kidding). Well, I hear whining upstairs so I'd better see what the problem is! Hang in there!
Love ya! Pam

Pam Severson
Richfield, MN - Friday, February 21, 2003 7:19 PM CST
Hi Jessica,
How are you doing? I hear that have had hives every day. That is awful!!! Most of our snow is gone. I have had a lot of homework every night this week. Jazzmyn does something to her messages that causes a BIG space in between the rest of the message. She puzzles me. Got to go eat. It was good talking to you. Talk to you later.

Josh Nielsen
Lakeville, MN U.S.A. - Friday, February 21, 2003 6:29 PM CST
Dear Jessica,
We all love you! On Friday we went to Perkins(I guessed how to spell that). Grandma made some Peanutbutter Blossms.
(I had only 1, isen't that amazing!)I lllllooooovvvvvveeeee you,I lllllooooovvvvveeeee you,I lllllllllllooooooooooovvvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeee yyyyoooouuuu!
Your the number 1 sister and the bravest in the world!
Your Loving sister,
Jazzmyn


















Your loving sister
Lakeville, mn USA - Friday, February 21, 2003 5:42 PM CST
Hi Jessica , How are you today? We have cloudy weather here today. We have two big containers of chocolate chip cookies in the freeze for you. Also Jazzmyn had some Candy Kisses so she said to make cookies from them too. So we have Peanut Blossoms! She even helped to unwrap them.. We have fun doing things together for the most part. Sometimes she says "well" then I know she doesn`t want to. I talked to aunt Diane last nite. They were going out for supper so wwwe didn`t ralk very long. We are hoping you can get those tests scheduled for another time. We want you home.
I Love You
I Love You
I Love You

grandma
RennerSD, SD USA - Friday, February 21, 2003 3:56 PM CST
Hi Jessica, I'm so sorry to hear about the hives. They can be so miserable but it sounds like as always you are being our hero and teaching us so much about coping with life with a smile. I'm so proud of you and hope that you can find something fun to do this weekend in New York. I'm keeping you in my prayers that you will be home in your own bed before you know it and that you can find something enjoyable to remember about your experience in New York. All our love.
Val, Chad and Kjerstee
- Friday, February 21, 2003 3:35 PM CST
Hi Jessica, Laurie and Tony!
What a neat thing internet can be!
I have looked at the pictures. To think that you have been at the Statue of Liberty!
I hope you can reschedule your appointments, and come home. I pray for you all, for doctors, nurses and for strength and healing for Jessica. You are real heroes!
I'm on my way out to ride the horses again, so will check in later to get the latest news. Overcast and dreary today here in MN. Be well, and God's peace to you all!
Terje & Co

Terje Ness <terjeness@earthlink.net>
Hastings, MN - Friday, February 21, 2003 12:34 AM CST
Hi Jessica,
I hear you've done well this week, despite those nasty hives. Thank goodness they go away relatively quickly! I hope you are able to relax at night and enjoy your time away from the hospital. We have a sunny day here today and mild temperatures (mid-40's!) but that is going to change tomorrow and then we will be back to the deep-freeze. I've been visiting Copper this week and she says to tell you hello! Take care, we love you! Bobbie and Ed

Roberta Nerison-Low <rnlow@umich.edu>
Ann Arbor, MI - Friday, February 21, 2003 8:48 AM CST
Hi Jessica, We have been checking on your progress and tho it has been quite an ordeal for you it sounds like alot of progress is being made. We continue to keep you and your family, doctors and ALL who are about helping you in our prayers. We all love you. Our prayer group on Monday nights and our "Primetimers" group are all keeping you in prayer as well. Hugs and kisses to you and your family. Love Uncle Ray, Sandy & Raymond

Raymond Rye <sanrayrye@aol.com>
Eau Claire, wi USA - Thursday, February 20, 2003 8:59 PM CST
Hi Jessica-Laurie and Tony- Just want to remind you how often we think of you- only one more treatment this week then you get the weekend off- sure you are looking forward to a break- Aunt Viv sent me a cute e-mail yesterday of dancing bears- I hope I can figure out how to forward it to you- I'll probably need the girl's help!! Take Care Love Olson's.
Sue Olson
Madison, Mn LQP - Thursday, February 20, 2003 12:38 AM CST
Hi Jessica!!! Glad you have the 20 inches of snow out there.
Just leave it there when you come back. We made a flying
trip down to Texas this last weekend. The weather was very nice and they were planting flowers. Flowers in Feb. imagine that. Caleb is sooooo cute and a very good baby. Jonathan and Zachary have grown up so much. You take care of Mom and Dad there so they don't get lost in "the big city"!!!! I'm glad you got to see the Statue of Liberty last time. It is so cool. You be good now and hurry back to see your "favorite aunt"!!!! Love you and will talk at ya later.

Diane Dhaemers
Sioux Falls, SD - Thursday, February 20, 2003 11:43 AM CST
Hey, Jessica! I hope you feel right at home in New York with all that snow! I'm sorry I missed you on Sunday, but I can't wait until you come back! You know, I think I might have to practice my Monkey Ball skills so it will actually be a competition next time. I just wanted to let you know that all of us at St. John's are thinking about you all the time and we love you a lot! Take care and tell all those New Yorkers that the snow they got ain't nothing! Love always, Andy
Andy Carlson, St. John's <andy@stjohnslutheranchurch-lakeville.org>
Lakeville, MN U.S.A. - Thursday, February 20, 2003 1:46 AM CST
St John's greetings to u Jessica, and your mom and dad, from Dave and Alice Anton. Our families are scattered but their prayers and good wishes are with you daily. Our snow is melting fast..Nice to see you and your sister and mom and dad on your way into 2nd service Sunday the 16th. Take care.
Dave and Alice Anton <agta43@aol.com>
Burnsville, MN USA - Wednesday, February 19, 2003 11:55 PM CST
Hello Jessica, Laurie, and Tony,
Sounds like the process is going well. Psyche yourself up, Jessica. The end to a normal life is in sight. Today, I had coffee and chocolate chip cookies with Laurie's uncle as he introduced himself to me. (We were kinda celebrating my birthday today.) I stopped for a moment and wondered if he should be staying with Gramma!!!Then he told me the story of how he became your step-grampa. It threw me for a moment, then I kinda remembered someone telling me this some time back. We had a nice visit while Gramma was making fresh bread. I told her that I hadn't seen anyone make bread since my mother stopped baking bread maybe 15-20 years ago. It brought back pleasant memories. I didn't stay long enough to sample the end result. Maybe tomorrow I will drop in for coffee and taste nearly-fresh bread. I hope your mom has learned from Gramma how to make bread so you can or maybe already have enjoyed the experience of freshly baked bread.
I found a neat e-mail card that you should click onto
http://www.americangreetings.com/view.pd?i=311353992&m=3254&source=ag999
Have you picked up the New Yawk accent yet?
Do they serve hambergers at the Ronald McDonald's House?
Will you be going to the opera while in New Yawk? Just kidding!
God's speed.
Dallas & Pat

Dallas & Pat Larson <dplarson@minn.net>
Lakeville, MN USA - Wednesday, February 19, 2003 6:55 PM CST
Jessica,
Hi from David, Maria, Maica and Rebecca in Madrid. Sounds like you are having alot of problems with snow in New York!! We had snow here also yesterday. Just enough to make a few snowballs and snow angels. Maica and Rebecca got the night off from homework to enjoy our first snow of this year. It was fun to watch it come down even though it only lasted a few hours. Maica is doing great in school and was on the high honors list. She got mostly A grades and a couple of B's. She is also playing on a basketball team and having lots of fun with that. She is getting really tall and is up to my nose already. Rebecca is also doing well in school and is taking ballet and tap dance. She loves to dance. We have been working pretty hard and have not had a chance to go anywhere this winter. Maybe next year. We think of you every day and hope you hurry up and finish your treatments and go home. Say hi to your Mom and Dad and also Josh and Jazzmyn. We love you alot. Dave Maria, Maica and Rebecca.

David Rye <davidrye@hotmail.com>
Madrid, Spain - Wednesday, February 19, 2003 1:26 PM CST
Hi Jessica-
Wanted to let you know we are thinking of you- I hope treatments and tests will go ok and you can get through them ok-
Sounds like you are still knee deep in snow. It is really nice here today- but sounds like it could get yucky again for the weekend. We are heading to Cities on THur or Friday for danceline competition so hope roads are ok. I'm at school now so better get back to work- I have 4th graders for math and have to measure how long 1/10 of a mile is- tricky!! Take Care- Tell your folks hi- Love Olson's

Sue Olson
Madison, Mn LQP - Wednesday, February 19, 2003 12:32 AM CST
Hi Jessica! I've been thinking about you often and hope everything is going well. You just keep those doctors and nurses on their toes, especially regarding those finger pricks! I can't believe all the snow you have there! I miss you sweetie! Hang in there and say hi to your mom and dad for me. Love, Pam
Pam Severson
- Wednesday, February 19, 2003 9:06 AM CST
Dear Jessica,
We want you to know that the Sturlaugson's from St Johns are praying for you and your family.
We are an ecumenical family - we have a daughter in Phoenix who worships at a Baptist Church and a daughter in Hastings who has joined a Methodist Church and you have the prayers of their Church members also.
I hope we see you in Church again soon.

Joe & Nadine Sturlaugson
Lakeville, MN Dakota - Wednesday, February 19, 2003 8:57 AM CST
Hi Jessica! I'm glad they stuck in your website again in the church bulletin. I think the munchkin in our house got off with the last one! Speaking of the munchkin, Dana will be 2 next Monday. She 's awfully cute and has a great arm, so when you get better, you'll have to come over and play catch with her. Little pink footballs I'm sure will be just her thing! Hope you get rocket boosters on that wheelchair as you navigate through the snow! Bring some back for us, huh? Take care and lots of thoughts and prayers from us. Keith, Shari and Dana Howell
Shari Howell <howellksd@juno.com>
- Tuesday, February 18, 2003 10:22 PM CST
Hey Jessica,
Just thought i would let you know im thinking of you. Hope everything is going fine for you. Last week in dance praticce I sprained my ankle really bad they thought it was broken, and this was my fourth time on crutches. I relly hate them.
kallie oslon

Kallie Olson <tennis_06_chica1@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, February 18, 2003 8:11 PM CST
Hey,Just thought i would let you know im thinking of you. Hope everything is going fine for you. Last week in dance praticce i sprained my ankle relly bad they thought it was broken, and this was my fourth time on crutches. I relly hate them.
Kallie Olson
- Tuesday, February 18, 2003 8:07 PM CST
Jessica-
It was so good to see you on Sunday at St. John's with your family! I said that I would work harder at letting you know when we check up on you, so here I am. Glad to hear that your first day of treatment went pretty well; praying for you today. Who would have thought that you would have to go to New York to see your first big snowstorm of the season?? Take care and we'll keep "looking" in on you!
Beth Brooks and family

Beth Brooks <rbrookslmn@aol.com>
Lakeville, MN - Tuesday, February 18, 2003 1:27 PM CST
Hi, Jessica!! I hope you are feeling better today. I tried calling you before you left for NY, but the line was BUSY! You must have been chatting up a storm with someone.
You are doing such a great job with everything! Whenever I have to do something hard, I just think of how brave you are and that makes it easier.
It's a good thing those New Yorkers have some Minnesota folks to help them out of the snow. You know how to handle it!! I hope you brought boots and snowpants with! We had to go snowshoeing today in phy. ed. It was cold and not very fun, but there's not at ALL as much snow here as there is in New York. Ours is melting pretty fast! Well, I'm at school right now, and the bell just rang, so I'd better get going. Keep up the good work! You rock!! =) Lots of love, Katie

Katie Crosbie <crosb009@tc.umn.edu>
Lakeville, MN U.S.A. - Tuesday, February 18, 2003 12:25 AM CST
Dear Jessica,

Just a short note from your St. John's Family, to remind you, that we are always thinking of you!

Jill Fiereck <jill@stjohnslutheranchurch-lakeville.org>
Lakeville, MN - Tuesday, February 18, 2003 11:34 AM CST
Dear Jessica, We want you to know that you are in our prayers often! What a couragous person you are!!! As you are beginning this new treatment, we just celebrated our 6 yr. old nephew's final treatment. Our hope is that you too will be celebrating your final treatment soon! All our love, The Spitzners from St. John's Church
Sandy, Jim, and Kelly Spitzner
Lakeville, MN - Monday, February 17, 2003 6:45 PM CST
Hey Jessica-How are you??? Here's a late Happy Valentines Day! Sorry I forgot to write on the real day. I have been trying to get ahold of you on the phone, but since that wasn't working, i decided to write you a quick note. I stopped by today because we were snowmobiling right by your house. I was disappointed to find we just missed you as you left yesterday! we went out on the trail for a few hours today, but it was hard because there is not much snow here. A lot of dirt showed through and made our ride very bumpy. I saw the picture of you, your brother, and your horse in this online picture album. That's a really cute photo. I'll try to remember to send you a photo of my horse, too. You're lucky you get to go to New York. It sounds like a really fun place. How cool you got to see the Statue of Liberty. Oh, when you go to school or get home or whatever, it would be fun if you could tell me what house you are in at school and where your locker is. My locker is #004 in the D locker bay. I wonder if we have any classes together? Anyway, I hope you are feeling better and I'll write again some other day this week. We're praying for you. Good luck,
CHELSEA

Chelsea Backer <backertj@usinternet.com>
- Monday, February 17, 2003 3:30 PM CST
Dear Jessica,
Hi , How are you today? Do you have a lot of snow there? We saw on the tv that the Capital has lots. Not much fun ! Kelsey and her dad stopped to get your address, she didn`t know you were in New York. They were on snowmobiles. Josh was out snowmobiling all afternoon yesterday. I was realy wondering where he was ,but he was having. Last nite we had a couple of games of Rummikube. I sort of let Jazzmyn win. She is quite a player. We are just playing it cool today, not doing much of anything. Grandpa and I lllooovvveee yyyooouuu very much. I`ll write more another time

Grandma <nerislora@.com>
Renner, sd usa - Monday, February 17, 2003 2:09 PM CST
Hi Jessica, Laurie and Tony- Hope you had a good trip out- Sounds like it is really snowy and blustery out there. Are NY blizzards are bad as Mn blizzards? I kinda wonder- you'd think the tall buildings would block some of the wind. Hope it isn't too hard to get back and forth to hospital and RD House. We have the day off- kinda blustery here too. We hope your first day of treatment went ok- I'm sure it is a relief to get started and understand how it all works. Think of you often and will try and keep updated now that I finaly figured out how to get onto the sight. Take Care Sue and all

Hey Jessica! This is Karin, just thought i would send you a quick note to let you know I am thinking about you and hoping everything is going well. We had our Sections for danceline yesterday and our team advanced to State so that is this weekend and I can't wait. Should be fun! Well gotta run, TTYL Karin

Sue Olson <olsonkev@frontiernet.net>
Madison, Mn LQP - Monday, February 17, 2003 1:57 PM CST
Hi Jessica, I miss u already. I heard that u got 12in of snow or more. Yesterday I went snowmobiling for 5 hours. My legs are really sore!!! Sparky misses u a lot too. He runs around looking for you. We might bake some cookies today. We should try to send them to u. I'm affraid that the people at the post office would eat them before u would recieve them. I'll tell u how good the cookies taste in my tummy. I'll talk to u later, but in the mean time dont get lost in all that snow.
Josh Nielsen
Lakeville, MN U.S.A. - Monday, February 17, 2003 1:16 PM CST
Hey there Jessica! Hope you are not up to your eyeballs in snow out there in New York....and they say Minnesota gets so much snow....hope it is the pretty kind that looks like crushed diamonds, and not the fine powdery stuff that blows around and gets in your face. Thanks so much for the picture of you and your adorable dog who is such a squeege(a squeege is defined as anything/anyone who is snuggly, sweet, and fun to hug and squeeze) I'm praying for you each day that treatment will go well. Take care, and will sign in again soon! Cathy, the grandma-squisher
Cathy Thow
Plymouth, MN - Monday, February 17, 2003 9:53 AM CST
Hello JESSICA! Your e-mail information was in the church bulletin. I bet your web site guest book will be full to the MAX. Wonderful! The prayers given for you also must be overwhelming God's line. Even though I have not met you personally, I have been praying for you and your family. You are so very impressive! The web site and e-letters are beautiful, fun, inspiring for all who visit. We all are with you, Jessica. Growing in numbers, growing in caring.
JoAnn Wedin <josieglenn@aol.com>
Burnsville, MN USA - Monday, February 17, 2003 9:13 AM CST
Hi Jessica!
It is Sunday night and Mom said I could E-mail you before I went to bed. So I get to stay up later on account of you. Thanks!! Emily has a sleepover tonight because there is no school tomorrow so I get the whole room to myself. YES!! I am looking forward to that. Hope it is warmer in NY than it is here. We are thinking about you and praying for you as you start your new treatment. I wish I could make it easier for you. You are so strong and brave. I will read and write everyday hopefully. Love, Danielle

Danielle Ranch
- Sunday, February 16, 2003 9:23 PM CST
Dear Jessica,
I hope you had a fun Valentine's Day -- I'm glad you got to be at home! You are going to become an expert suitcase-packer by the time this is all done! I hope all goes well with your next visit to New York! If you're at home tomorrow, I will give you a call and see how you're doing. Thinking of you often and keeping you in my prayers, Katie Crosbie

Katie Crosbie <crosb009@tc.umn.edu>
Lakeville, MN U.S.A. - Saturday, February 15, 2003 7:06 PM CST
Hi Jessica - this is a very cool website! Glad you are back home and feeling better. We think of you everyday at Lake Marion and miss your smiling face. Zoey says hi - she's still a naughty kitty!!
Cheryl Biegler <cabiegler@isd194.k12.mn.us>
Lakeville, MN - Thursday, February 13, 2003 11:45 AM CST
Hi Jessica. You don't know who I am, but I am praying for you. I am a sophomore at Albion College and recently had Katie Crosbie spend the night as a prospective student. We went to Bible study together and she put you on her prayer card. Please be encouraged that your family of God, brothers and sisters, is praying for you that you may enjoy the fullness of God's grace as we receive one blessing after another (John 1:16). I pray that you will continue to seek the One and Only, Jesus, through these times and grow stronger each day in Him. Have a beautiful day!!

On my knees in Jesus' Matchless Name for you,
Daniella Frank

Daniella Frank <DDF10@albion.edu>
Albion , MI USA - Thursday, February 13, 2003 9:57 AM CST
Hi Jessica and family,
I am having trouble recieving the info on the web site. It is scrambled.I did see those great pictures though. Sounds like New York and the hosp there is a happening place. I will write more when I can read your entry. Blessings Jessica.

Nancy Krause <churchnursenjk@aol.com>
Brooklyn Park, mn usa - Tueday, February 11, 2003 3:03 PM CST
Hi Jesica. Sorry to hear you had an uncomfortable time in New York, although you did get to see some sights. Can't wait for you to get home and I can visit again and try to beat you at that monkey game! We can also play Pass the Pigs again. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Chaplain Mark

Mark Clem <mark.clem@childrenshc.org>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Tueday, February 11, 2003 2:17 PM CST
This is the sqweezed grandma calling to wish you were here with me today. I pray for you everyday. Also I am very happy that you saw the Statue of Liberty. Isn`t she grand!!!

Grandma and grandpa Bob <nerislora@aol.com>
Renner, SD USA - Monday, February 10, 2003 9:19 PM CST
Dear Jessica! I can't wait until you come to Kenwood - I promise no finger pricks (those are the WORST!). I LOVE your photo album - you have such a happy family and friends (and horse!). I've never seen a horse smile like that - he/she must love you and Josh very much. I hope that you are feeling well enough to come to school in March, even if it is for part of the day. I would love to see you here (you are going to love Junior High!). Best of luck with all the yucky stuff - and just concentrate on getting strong! We are all thinking of you and praying for you here at KTJH.
Beckie Bierman - your KTJH Dean
Lakeville, MN USA - Monday, February 10, 2003 1:57 PM CST
Hi Jessica
Wow the Statue of Liberty! Just wanted to let you know you and your family are in our thoughts and prayers.

Heidi and Linda Moe <heidim@genzryanco.com>
Lakeville, MN US - Monday, February 10, 2003 1:11 PM CST
Hi Jessica, I hope you enjoyed seeing the Statute of Liberty. New York is Kjerstee's favorite city and I hope you can experience some of that joy along with your hospital stay. Keeping you in our prayers and sending all our love.
Val, Chad and Kjerstee
- Monday, February 10, 2003 8:45 AM CST
Hi Jessica! I am so glad to hear that you are feeling better and that we may be seeing you in March. I hope all goes well in New York...hopefully, there won't be any more finger pricks. It sounds like you are seeing some fantasic sights! We're thinking of you here at Kenwood!
Anne Roy (your English teacher :-))

Anne Roy
- Monday, February 10, 2003 8:31 AM CST
Hi Jessica... It's been a while since I visited your website! We had a nice reminder all about it in our church bulletin this morning. I'm glad you still have it. It is nice to be able to check to see how things are going with you. You are in all of our prayers. It's neat you got to see the Statue of Liberty. Much more fun than finger pricks! I hope you are still drawing horses. I have not painted horses for a while. I'll have to get busy. I have a new studio in our new house...kind of like the one in our previous house that you visited. We just live maybe 7-8 miles south of you now. It was a long year building the new house, seeing as how we do the work ourselves. I hope your treatment goes well in New York and you enjoy seeing the city, too. Love, Rollie
Rollie Brandt <rolliebrandt@yahoolcom>
Webster, MN USA - Sunday, February 9, 2003 7:00 PM CST
Hey there Jessica and Laurie! Those tests/biopsies did not sound like fun at all, and perhaps you should buy one of those fake hands, or fill a glove with water so when they need to do a finger prick(which i still don't understand why they had to but whatever), you could give them the fake fingers instead. Just a thought. Hope you are taking lots of cool pictures there in New York. Bet Lady Liberty was just beautiful! I am praying for you! take care, Cathy
Cathy the grandma-squisher
Plymouth, MN - Sunday, February 9, 2003 4:55 PM CST
Hi Jessica! I hope New York is treating you well. I just wanted to say we all are missing you and we can't wait until you come back! I've never been to New York, so you'll have to tell me all about it. I hope to get to see you soon!
Andy Carlson <andy@stjohnslutheranchurch-lakeville.org>
Lakeville, MN United States - Sunday, February 9, 2003 12:00 AM CST
Hi Jessica, Guess who? How is New York. I would love to go there some day.We all have been thinking of you and your family and praying for you. Victoria says LOVE YOU!
can't hardly wait to come and see everyone in April.Give mom and dad a big hug from me and they can give you one from me.Ihave to go meet Grandma for Emma Thompsons 100th birthday party!
Can you imagine to be 100 years old? I love you very much and will try to write again.I saw the pics.I sure do like Tear Bears big smile!!! Love Aunt Helen

Helen Albright
Baltic , S.D. U.S.A. - Saturday, February 8, 2003 2:23 PM CST
Hey Jessica!! I got a chance to look at your pictures that are posted on this page, and they sure are cute! When the weather is warmer, I'd like to "meet" some of your horses!! Hope all is going well with you and that you had a safe trip out there.
I just got done with a play at school where I had to be a "skater punk" from New York. I had to talk with an accent and spray-paint my hair purple, pink, green, orange, and blue!! Maybe you will have picked up the accent, too, by the time you come home!!! We could have some funny-sounding conversations!
You are in my thoughts & prayers!! Stay tough! =) Love, Katie

Katie Crosbie <crosb009@tc.umn.edu>
Lakeville, MN U.S.A. - Saturday, February 8, 2003 1:42 PM CST
Hi, Jessica!! I was glad that I got to talk to you before you left for NY. I am writing to you from Ohio -- I am at a scholarship competition right now. So we're both in different states!! I had to change flights a couple of times -- I was at a school in Michigan first. I bet you're an old pro at navigating your way around airports!! I hope you have had safe travels and that you will be able to do a little bit of sightseeing sometime, like you had mentioned. You are in my thoughts and prayers -- I'm sure you will do just great! The doctors are lucky to have such a nice patient!! I'll try to write/check for updates on your web page again sometime before I leave to go back to Minnesota. I will be at a couple of different schools in Ohio until Monday. Keep smiling ~ you are soo brave!! Talk to you sometime soon. Love, Katie Crosbie
Katie Crosbie <crosb009@tc.umn.edu>
Lakeville, MN United States - Friday, February 7, 2003 3:59 PM CST
Hi Jessica Laurie and Tony
I hope all is going well there. We heard there is to be several inches of new snow there. I hope it is not where you cause your walk in Central Park could be a bit wet.
We love you !!!!!

Grandma

Lorraine <nerislora@aol.com>
- Friday, February 7, 2003 12:05 AM CST
Hi Jessica!

I am glad to hear you are feeling better. Hope all goes well in NY. You are lucky that you were not home this morning. The temp is about about 12 below.

The pictures of you, Josh and your critters were cute.

You are in my prayers.

Beverly Nehring (your math teacher at KTJH)
Lakeville, MN Dakota - Friday, February 7, 2003 7:22 AM CST
Hey Jessica,
Have you acquired a New Yawk accent yet? I just saw the picture of you, Josh, and Tere Bear. How the heck did you get her to smile? Don't suppose you ever knew Mr. Ed, the talking TV horse? Maybe Tere could be on TV and be Mrs. Ed, the smiley horse. You'll have to teach me the technique to get a horse to smile. I'll give you a nickel if you can. Ha-Ha!! Going to get to 15 below tonight, so I suspect the cold will get to NY in a day or so. So keep warm! See you next week.
Dallas and Pat

Dallas <dplarson@minn.net>
Lakeville, M USA - Thursday, February 6, 2003 11:12 PM CST
Hi Jessica (also your mom & dad), We talked to your parents last night and found out that you are headed to New York right now! You will do fine with this treatment, I know, and we are keeping you in our thoughts and prayers. I heard that Sparky got a hair cut so I sent a little quilted blanket home for him. Maybe he will wear it when he goes outside to do his stuff. I want to see some pictures of your New York adventure when you get home. Thinking of you every day.
Love, Pat & Dallas

Dallas & Pat Larson <dplarson@minn.net>
Lakeville, MN USA - Wednesday, February 5, 2003 9:56 PM CST
I'm glad things are looking up for you. I hope your flight out to New York goes smoothly, here in Mankato, MN it is snowing, and I undstand it is snowing in MSP right now, but your dad tells me it is clear in New York. Well good luck out their, and get well. Maybe someday we can all go out to Colorado and Ski again.
Todd Oestreich <jetlag@prairie.lakes.com>
North Mankato, MN USA - Wednesday, February 5, 2003 11:29 AM CST
Hi Jessica from Dave and Janet's family! We just read the latest and are so very glad that you are improving. You and your family are always in our prayers! Hope to see you again this coming summer!
Love from Janet, Dave, Mali and Josh

J. Embree
Rapid City, SD - Sunday, February 2, 2003 4:37 PM CST
Hi, Jessica!! We're glad to hear that your counts are improving -- that sure is exciting! It was nice to talk to you the other day -- you're always so optimistic about everything, and that's great to hear! I hope you are still feeling well and that I will be able to see you one of these days! Talk to you soon, Katie Crosbie & family
Katie Crosbie <crosb009@tc.umn.edu>
Lakeville, MN U.S.A. - Sunday, February 2, 2003 8:25 AM CST
Hi Jessica! Guess who just got a computer!! Give up? it's your great uncle Ray and Sandy (also cousin Ray) in Eau Claire Wisconsin. We just read the update on your progress and want you to know we have been and will continue to keep you in our prayers. Keep on fighting, we're with you all the way. Even if we can't be at your side.
Love you and may God Bless you and your family.

Great Uncle Ray , Sandy and family <sanrayrye@aol.com>
Eau Claire, WI USA - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 07:33 PM (CST)
Dear Jessica,
We are thinking of you and you are always in our prayers.

Dan, Karen, Allison, Michael, and Jeffrey <dkamjmettler@valleytel.net>
Eureka, SD US - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 08:50 PM (CST)
Hi Jessica, it is good to hear that you are getting stronger everyday. Hopefully with your increased appetite and strength those platelets will start behaving themselves too. Give them a good talking to from me okay!!!! Tell your family Hi. All our love.
Val, Chad and Kjerstee
- Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 09:40 AM (CST)
Hi Jessica,
We heard about your website in church the other day and even though we don't know you well, we are praying for you and your family. Hope you are doing better soon.


The Walkers <beckiewalker@hotmail.com>
Lakeville, MN Dakota - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 06:07 PM (CST)
Hi Jessica, I hope you are much improvedtoday. Just keep on eating mom and dad out of house and home ~!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We love you. Grandma

Grandma Nerison <nerislora@aol.com>
- Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 12:26 PM (CST)
Hi Jessica,

This is a letter from frigid Ann Arbor, Michigan. We are having Minnesota weather here this week!
Hope you are feeling better today and stronger each day. We think of you often and send you our love.

Bobbie and Ed

Roberta Nerison-Low <rnlow@umich.edu>
Ann Arbor, MI U.S. - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 01:32 PM (CST)
Praying for you daily.
Bruflodts from St Johns Lutheran
Lakeville, Mn Scott - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 11:15 AM (CST)
Jessica,
I hope today is going well. You are such an inspiration for the rest of us. Continue to fight hard. There is a verse in Romans that says, "If God is for me who can be against me? Always remember he is always right there with you. I will continue to hold you and your family in my prayers. Take care

Linda Devitt <LynnDevitt@charter.net>
Lakeville, MN Dakota - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 08:05 PM (CST)
hi Jessica, this is Alice and Dave Anton, just want to send u greetings from IDAHO...We are visiting our family...

Take good care of your quilts. Our prayers a good thoughts are with you and your family

Dave and Alice Anton <Agta43@aol.com>
Burnsville, Mn USA - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 07:24 PM (CST)
Hello Jessica,
You have been in our thoughts and prayers and it was great that St. John's shared your website address in the church bulletin today.

We'll keep checking in on you and we hope to see you up and around soon!

Love,

The Brooks Family

Heather, Robert , Beth and Thomas Brooks <rbrookslmn@aol.com>
Lakeville, MN USA - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 06:55 PM (CST)
Hi Jessica,
You probably can't picture who we are, but we are part of your family from St.John's. We want you to know that you and your family have been in our thoughts and prayers. Hope to see you back in church soon.

Roger & Judy Tews <Rogertews@attbi.com>
Burnsville, MN - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 05:11 PM (CST)
HI Jessica, Y ou don't know me but I am a member of your family's church here in Lakeville. I've been aware of your health problems for several years now and just wanted you to know that I have been praying for you during this whole time and will continue to do so. Even if God didn't want me to pray I think I still would. I am a Mom and a Grandmother and when I see children who are ill, I just have to pray because I want them all well.
I hope today is a good day for you and your family and that tomorrow is even better. I know you have been through alot but always remember that NOTHING can separate you from God's love - no illness in the whole world. A Bible verse that has meant alot to me during difficult times was Psalm 46:1 - (This isn't exactly how it's written but how I remembered it when I needed it) God is my refuge and strength. A very present help in trouble. Therefore I WILL NOT FEAR, though the earth should move and the mountains fall into the sea.
God be with you this day and every day.
Margaret

Margaret Havemeier <marghave@frontiernet.net>
Lakeville, MN USA - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 10:48 AM (CST)
Dear Jessica;

Psalm 139:5 says, "You hem me in-- behind and before; you have laid your hand upon me." And in v.10 of that same psalm, we're told..."your right hand will hold me fast."

You are in our thoughts and prayers.

Christine Gilbertson
Tacoma, WA USA - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 06:56 PM (CST)
Hi Jessica... Just wanted to let you know you and your family are in our prayers. We love you! Shane, Marie & Kylee Dhaemers
Shane, Marie, & Kylee <dhaemers@wwdb.org>
St Paul, MN USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 07:29 AM (CST)
Hi Jessica! We are so glad to hear that you are back home from the hospital today. That's definitely a good sign -- we've all been praying for you! Hope tomorrow isn't too long of a day. Keep being as brave as you are. Hope to see you later on tomorrow!! Love, Crosbies
Katie, Nicole, Allison, Carol, & Bob Crosbie <crosb009@tc.umn.edu>
Lakeville, MN U.S.A. - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 11:25 PM (CST)
Hey Jessica,
My mom just sent me your website address. I hope that your fever is getting better and that your counts are starting to come back up. I am glad to hear that you had a great Christmas. I wish that I could have been there to see all the presents and eat some of that good food. I had to work. It was a good day though I got to see Santa and Mrs Claus when they came in to see all the patients. That was really neat! I hope that you had an okay New Years. I had to work again but it was alright. Well I better go I am at work so I should probably start working instead of playing on the computer. Have a good day! Get better soon. I love you and am praying for you.
Love, KaRi


KaRi DhAeMeRs <blondie_kld@hotmail.com>
Arkadelphia , AR - Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 11:31 AM (CST)
Jessica, Sounds like you had a great time at Christmas. We spent it in Madrid this year and while we didn't get any snow this year we have some now. The mountains are covered as is most of the country. Maica and Rebecca say hi and get well soon. Maria and I and the whole family are praying for you every day to get better. Take care, get strong and we will write again soon. Love, Dave, Maria, Maica and Rebecca.
David Rye <davidrye@hotmail.com>
Madrid, Spain - Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 04:21 AM (CST)
Hey Jessica!!!! How ya doin' lady? Ya know, you've got a lot of people prayin' for ya! You're gonna make it through this and live the rest of your life "happily ever after" just like in the stories....*lol* Sounds like you got to do a lot of fun things for Christmas! That's awesome!! Well, I love ya girl...and I'll talk to ya later.
~Love and prayers,
Crystal~

Crystal Dhaemers <crysakaturtle@hotmail.com>
Sioux Falls, SD USA - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 12:19 PM (CST)
Hi Jessica,

We are thinking of you and hoping you are feeling better today. I mailed you a photo of Copper (and you on board) just the other day, so you should be receiving it soon! Remember how chilly it was that day, we were all bundled up and the wind still blew through us! But we had fun anyway! Take care of yourself now. We'll be talking to you again soon.
Love Bobbie and Ed

Bobbie and Ed Low <rnlow@umich.edu>
- Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 03:16 PM (CST)
Jessica,

How is one of the bravest girls around doing? From your Mom's e-mail, I bet you are not feeling so great right now.... Being the fighter you are, I bet you will have this fever licked in no time and will be back at home.

Even though I've only met you a couple of times, I pray for you everday (the rest of your family too!) I always think of pictures of the beautiful girl on your Mom's desk at work.

Take care of yourself, and I will checking your site frequently to hear about how well you are progressing.


Jill Dornbush <jilldornbush@vitalworks.com>
New Richmond, WI USA - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 10:27 AM (CST)
Hi Jessica!

I'm so sorry to hear that you are back in the hospital. Hopefully, you won't be in long and when you do get out, there will be snow to welcome you home!

Stay strong and know that you are being thought of, and prayed for.

Deb Larson
VitalWorks/ Mpls, MN - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 09:50 AM (CST)
Hi Jessica, and Merry Christmas to you!
Your web page is a 'cool' idea!
I'm glad to read of all the fun things you are able to experience, and we pray you keep growing stronger.
I got an email from your dad today, and understand he works with the horses. Great!
I am working at a horse breeding and training farm, not far from Hastings. Not quite as nice as your arena, but good enough. I am currently training a beautiful paint stallion! I wonder if you spend any time with the horses......Say hi to Zandy, and give her a pet from me.
Be well,
Terje

Terje Ness <terjeness@earthlink.net>
Hastings, MN USA - Friday, December 20, 2002 at 10:46 AM (CST)
Hi Jessica, We haven't seen you since Thanksgiving so it was good to read the update on how you are doing. Sounds like you are doing some things that are fun and hope that you are getting stronger each day. Didn't you love Jazz's pictures from Thanksgiving? It was so great to be able to have you and the rest of your family here. Hope we can see you soon.
Pat & Dallas Larson <dplarson@minn.net>
Lakeville, MN USA - Sunday, December 15, 2002 at 09:12 AM (CST)
YIPPIE SKIPPIE!!! =) Jessica, I am soo glad that you are out of the hospital and are coming home. I bet you're excited!! We can't wait to see you back in Lakeville. Great job through everything -- what a brave girl you are!! Hope you're feeling okay and are looking forward to Thanksgiving. I sure am thankful that everything went well!!! Have a great trip home -- see you soon!!
Love, Katie Crosbie & family

Katie Crosbie <crosb009@tc.umn.edu>
Lakeville, MN U.S.A. - Monday, November 25, 2002 at 05:56 PM (CST)
Hi Jessica! I hope you are doing well and looking forward to Thanksgiving. Third hour geography is looking forward to you joining us when you are feeling better.
Take care

Meghan Leibold
Lakeville, MN U.S.A - Monday, November 25, 2002 at 04:28 PM (CST)
Dear Jessica,

I am excited that you are just about ready to hop the plane and head back to us in Lakeville. God bless your journey home and your continued recovery from this procedure. And the success of the procedure!

Gregg Helland, pastor
Lakeville, MN USA - Monday, November 25, 2002 at 04:01 PM (CST)
Hi Jessica!
Congratulations! It sounds like you handled the treatment well and that you are looking forward to going home!
I hope you feel much better very soon.
Happy Thanksgiving to you and your family,

Deb Larson
Minneapolis, - Monday, November 25, 2002 at 12:42 PM (CST)
Good morning Jessica,
By now you are probably on you way home. I know that you can't wait to get there. I just wanted to wish you a blessed Thanksgiving. I am glad that everything went well and that you can get back to the rest of your family.

Thinking of you often,
Nancy Krause

Nancy Krause
Brooklyn Park, Mn Henn - Monday, November 25, 2002 at 10:04 AM (CST)
Hi Jessica,

I just checked your website, and hopefully you are no longer in the hospital. It sounds like things went well and that you were the "little trooper" you've always been. I hope your appetite is back in time for Thanksgiving. I love you! Can you feel my hugs????
Mrs. Arlt

Mary Arlt <mearlt@isd194.k12.mn.us>
Lakeville, MN Dakota - Monday, November 25, 2002 at 09:51 AM (CST)
Hi,
How are you doing,Jessica.I am doing great. The kittens are doing good.What movies have you been watching while you are there.I hope you are doing good.We love you guys(very much).I hope you can come home soon.We love you,We love you,We love you,We love you.We all love you,you know!!!!!!!!! Jazzmyn

Jazzmyn Nielsen <Dnord03@aol.com>
Prior Lake , MN USA - Sunday, November 24, 2002 at 07:05 PM (CST)
Hi Jessica,
How are you feeling? I cant wait until you get to come home!!! The horses are just as friendly as ever. Stormy has been gloomy and I think she misses you.The little kittens are not so little any more. Saturday Mitch and I brought popcorn over for the kitten and the dog. They loved it!!! See you soon. GOOD LUCK!!!

Love Josh

Josh Nielsen <dnord03@aol.com>
Prior Lake, MN US - Sunday, November 24, 2002 at 09:09 AM (CST)
Jessica,

Everyone here is fine. Hope you are having a good day. Josh and Jazzmyn will look at this tomorrow and I will have them send you a message. Take care and we hope to see you guys on Tuesday sometime.

Love,
Donna

Donna Nord <dnord@aol.com>
Lakeville, mn - Saturday, November 23, 2002 at 10:28 PM (CST)
Hi Jessica, It sounds like your treatment is coming along great! Pretty soon you'll be home again and then we should probably go out and find some lutefisk! (Maybe not...) It was fun going to the church dinner, wasn't it? And the campfire afterwards with the marsmallows was probably the most fun. It is so great to get to read about how you are doing each day. Keep that spirit up. We'll see you when you get home.
Love always, Pat & Dallas

Pat Larson <dplarson@minn.net>
Lakeville, MN USA - Saturday, November 23, 2002 at 10:06 PM (CST)
Jessica, We are praying for you and your family. I hope you are doing well with your treatments. Tell your mom and dad to call me. This is Marie's Mom Kathy. If they don't have my number have them call Marie. Love to all of you! P.S. Have her give you my cell phone number too.
Kathy Schnee <kms1@buckeye-express.com>
Toledo, Ohio U.S.A. - Saturday, November 23, 2002 at 05:52 PM (CST)
Hi, Jessica!! It sure was fun to talk to you on the phone the other day. You sounded great -- I'm so glad that things are going well. Almost done, too! Keep being as brave as you are . . . you are so awesome!! See you when you come home!!
Love, Katie Crosbie & family

Katie Crosbie <crosb009@tc.umn.edu>
Lakeville, MN U.S.A. - Saturday, November 23, 2002 at 02:04 PM (CST)
How are you doing Jessica? I heard you're feeling much better and I damn hope it's true. You're the best sickness-killer I've ever seen. I hope I'll get to visit you soon. Our last visit was the best time ever! And do me a favor, will you?...get better as soon as you can and get out of that hospital feeling happy-go-lucky. I'd like to hear from you soon, not that I want you to get out of bed at one o'clock in the morning and go tip-toeing to the first computer you find just to send me an email. But anyway, that would make me cetain that you're OK. Well no offense, but I've realy gotta go. Keep in touch Jessie and have fun!
ME!!!! (Maica Rye) <davidrye@hotmail.com>
Madrid, Spain - Saturday, November 23, 2002 at 01:13 PM (CST)
Hey there Jessica!! I am praying for you and the rest of your family, and was happy to see the levels are dropping like they are supposed to. May the time go really really fast so you can come home soon. Would love it if you stopped up on 8th to say hi sometime. Jackie and Linda say hello too! Take care, Cathy
Catthy Thow
- Saturday, November 23, 2002 at 11:30 AM (CST)
Hello Jessica! I am Mrs. Roy, your English teacher. I want you to know that I think of you often and hope that all is going well with your treatments. I can't wait for you to join 8th hour! We all look forward to seeing you when you are feeling better. :-)
Anne Roy
Lakeville, MN - Friday, November 22, 2002 at 03:11 PM (CST)
Hi Jessica and family,
I was glad to see that you have you web page up and running. I have been praying that you would receive all good things from our heavenly father. It looks like you have many friends who care about you. Please add me to that list. Keep srong, and remember we want to help if we can.
Would you like me to go out and talk to your horses? I bet they miss you.
Remember Pizza on me when you get home.
Nancy Nurse

Nancy Krause
Brooklyn Park, mn henn - Friday, November 22, 2002 at 12:15 PM (CST)
Hello from your"favorite" aunt!!!! Hope all is going well with you. I will have to come up sometime when you get home. I am sorry we never got to stop by the last time we were up. We are going to go to Shane and Marie's tonight so Kari can see the baby. Be good now and remember to "eat"! Love you very much!!!! Diane
Diane Dhaemers
Sioux Falls, SD - Friday, November 22, 2002 at 10:09 AM (CST)
Jessica, Just took a look at your site and saw you had your treatment. Hope you are feeling better. Maica and Rebecca say hi. They are about done with school for the day and I plan on going home soon too. I am looking out my office window at the mountains near Madrid and they are full of snow. It has really been raining here and snowing in the mountains. It is really beautiful in the morning with the sun shining off of the snow. Take care and I will get Maica to give you a note this evening if she doesn't get home too late. She has an afterschool activity. Love and kisses from Dave, Maria, Maica and Rebecca
David Rye <davidrye@hotmail.com>
Madrid, Spain - Friday, November 22, 2002 at 10:09 AM (CST)
Just got back from Rapid.Was helping a fellow beekeeper.Thought I'd check the mail and holycow I'm about 19 messages behind.I see your doing fine.Been thinking about you & the fun we had at Josh's confirmation.So you never know when Uncle Dale will show up to make good on his promise to tickle you.Be good,love you.Uncle Dale&Aunt Jill. BIG GUY SAYS YOU'LL BE FINE
Uncle Dale&Aunt Jill <deadeyerye@eastplains.net>
Renner , Sd USA - Friday, November 22, 2002 at 06:35 AM (CST)
Hi, Jessica! You are one spunky lady, and I really admire that. You are in my prayers every day. Keep the Faith and keep up the good attitude and humor!
Mary Sue Palazzari <hobbyfarm@earthlink.net>
Elko, MN - Thursday, November 21, 2002 at 04:11 PM (CST)
hi Jess its morgan I just wanted to say hi and hope u feel better
well
se ya l8er
morgan thelen

morgan thelen <icebabby08@netscape.net or thelenpt@frontiernet.net>
- Thursday, November 21, 2002 at 03:57 PM (CST)
Hi Jessica! I had a few minutes while the kids were gone and I checked your website. I am so proud of you. You are one strong girl! Please know that I think of you all the time, and you are always in my prayers. Take Care, Ms. C
Mary Chamberlain
Lakeville, - Thursday, November 21, 2002 at 01:43 PM (CST)
Hi Jessica. I hope you are feeling better and better each day. Hey, are able to play a game of Pass The Pigs? Well, we'll play it when you get home! Here is something you might enjoy, I got it from my daughter Lisa. God islike FORD, He as a better idea, God is like COKE, He's the real thing, God is like HALLMARK CARDS, He cares enough to send the very best, God is like TIDE, He gets the stains out others leave behind, God is like GENERAL ELECTRIC, He bring good things to life, God is like SEARS, He has everything, God is like SCOTCH TAPE, You can't see Him, but you know He's there. God is like ALLSTATE, You're in good hands with God, God is like DIAL SOAP, Aren't you glad you use God, Don't you wish everybody did? God is like the US POST OFFICE, Neither rain, nor sleet, nor ice will keep God from His appointed destination. Wasn't that cute. Well, gotta go, I'll write agin next week. Thinking of you , Chaplian Mark
Mark Clem <mark.clem@childrenshc.org>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, November 21, 2002 at 11:06 AM (CST)
Jessica, Hope you are feeling better each day. We are praying for you.
Brian, Elaine, Melanie, Bekah, and Amanda <beryehartford@aol.com>
Hartford, SD - Thursday, November 21, 2002 at 09:39 AM (CST)
Hi Jessica!

I am your math teacher at KTJH. I just wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. I hope all goes well with your treatment. The class and I can not wait until you join us.

I have been very impressed with the quality of the work you have done in math. It has been AWESOME! You are going to be such an asset to the class.

Have a nice Thanksgiving. See you soon.


Beverly Nehring
Lakeville, MN - Thursday, November 21, 2002 at 08:30 AM (CST)
Dear Jessica - This is such an exciting way to keep in touch! I think of you often and I can't wait until you are here at KTJH - you are going to love it and do so well in all of your classes. (especially lunch - everyone's favorite class :)) Good luck with your treatments - I will log in again soon to see how you are doing.
Beckie Bierman - Dean of Students - KTJH
Lakeville, MN USA - Thursday, November 21, 2002 at 07:16 AM (CST)
Hi Jessica,

I too work with you Mom and have heard a lot of wonderful things about you.
I'm sorry you have to go through the treatments but if that's what it takes to get better, you can do it! Keep thinking about the great things to come...and know that a lot of people are praying for you.

PS
We had a bit of snow here last night. Is there snow where you are?

Deb Larson
- Thursday, November 21, 2002 at 06:26 AM (CST)
Hey there Jessica! I love that you are throwing footballs at the doc there, and keeping everyone on their toes! The more tricks the better! You take care, and just know that everyone on 8th floor is thinking of you and praying for you. Never forget how incredibly awesome you are!!! Take care!
Cathy Thow
- Wednesday, November 20, 2002 at 08:54 PM (CST)
Hello Jessica,

We've never met, but I work with your mother. I'm sure you're just as bright and vibrant a person as she and wish you all the best. I have kids too and we've talked about the bravery and strength you've shown. I look forward to meeting you when you feel better.

Steve Davenport, VitalWorks
- Wednesday, November 20, 2002 at 12:15 PM (CST)
Good Morning Jessica,

I know you are having a very busy morning today. We are thinking about you today. I think you are so funny to throw a football at your doctor! Did you fall when he tied your shoes together?
I wonder if it is sunny where you are - it is beautiful outside here - blues skies and very sunny. If it stays sunny on the weekend I hope to take Bay Boy to the park!
Love, Brenda and Brad

Brenda B.
Lakeville, MN - Wednesday, November 20, 2002 at 08:31 AM (CST)
Jessica,

You keep going! You are a very special girl! Praying for you and your family! Wishing you the very very best!
Love
Kristen

Kristen Bailey <kristenbailey@vitalworks.com>
St Franics, MN Anoka - Wednesday, November 20, 2002 at 08:23 AM (CST)
Jessica,

My name is Jill and I'm a friend of your mom's from VitalWorks. Just wanted to let you know that I will be thinking and praying for you as you start your treatments.

I will keep checking the journal so that I know how you are progressing.

Keep thinking positive!

Jill

Jill Dornbush <jilldornbush@vitalworks.com>
New Richmond, WI - Wednesday, November 20, 2002 at 07:59 AM (CST)
Hi Jess, Its alix woodruff. hope u get well soon !!!!!!
LOVE YA.......ALIX

Alix Woodruff <cwoodann2@cs.com>
Lakeville , MN USA - Tuesday, November 19, 2002 at 08:55 PM (CST)

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