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Happy Birthday Gabriel! The weather has been interesting since last night. I remember your Momma telling me that you always wanted to be able to change the weather, you did a great job, even though Bandit and I were a little scared last night because of the huge gusts of wind. I love you always and forever, and you make me pause in my thoughts quite a bit. Love you, Auntie Vicki
Auntie Vicki <vljlaj@yahoo.com>
Minneapolis , MN - Saturday, April 2, 2016 5:29 PM CDT
My darling Gabriel, I think of you every day and miss seeing you grow up!
Regine Prenzel-Guthrie
Northfield, MN USA - Saturday, April 2, 2016 11:51 AM CDT
Gabriel,
You continue to be my inspiration! I love you and miss you!

Love Auntie Vicki

Auntie Vicki <vljlaj@yahoo.com>
Minneapolis , MN USA - Monday, August 3, 2015 11:52 AM CDT
Gabriel, you are always with me. I love you. You guided me to where I am today! Thank you! Love you. Auntie Vicki
Victoria Jones <vljlaj@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, July 31, 2014 6:52 PM CDT
Dear sweet Gabriel, you continue to bless my life everyday.
I miss so in the physical world, but know you are always here when I need to work things out. All my love, Auntie Vicki

Auntie Vicki <vljlaj@yahoo.com>
Minneapolis, Mn USA - Friday, August 2, 2013 6:02 PM CDT
Gabriel Help me find the strentgh
auntie Vicki <vljlaj@yahoo.com>
- Friday, August 3, 2012 8:03 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Gabe,I love you <3

auntie Vicki <liaison0102@yahoo.com>
Mpls, mn usa - Monday, April 2, 2012 11:55 AM CDT
I love you,and know that you are here when you can be. You give me strentgh and calm. I love you!
Auntie Vicki <liaison0102@yahoo.com>
Mpls, mn usa - Monday, April 11, 2011 9:31 PM CDT
So sorry for your loss, I did not know him, But I am sure he was loved by many.
Thomas Breen <thomasbreen18@hotmail.com>
Mound, MN U.S.A. - Sunday, April 3, 2011 2:23 PM CDT
Gabe,

I have been lost for about a year. Trying to find my place,back in peace and light. It has been hard. We miss you so much everyday,the joy, beautiful smile, and insight you brought. I love you forever.....Auntie Vicki

Auntie Vicki <liaison0102@yahoo.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, January 3, 2011 8:17 PM CST
I've been thinking about you a lot lately. I miss chatting with you, dear one. hugs.
Auntie Pam <pamela@umn.edu>
Saint Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, November 17, 2010 10:39 AM CST
My mother passed away a year ago from complications of a stem cell transplant. My heart goes out to your family. Their bodies are put through such trauma and you think it is for a better life but then it wasn't.
Finicia Elswick <finicia_compton@hotmail.com>
Pikeville, KY USA - Saturday, March 27, 2010 11:44 PM CDT
for ira ferguson , i spent over 20 years 15 of them here in minnesota ,looking for you ,only to find out today (8/29/2009) that GOD took you home,you where my brother growing up in omaha,nebraska, we had a lot of fun,and singing in church was a blast ,i love you my brother ira.
john <wraggs1@gmail.com>
- Saturday, August 29, 2009 11:23 PM CDT
One of my favorite poems:
This world is not conclusion, a sequel stands beyond; invisible as music, but positive as sound. Emily Dickinson

Thinking of you and remembering Gabe...

Love, joy, peace, and to you all,


Christine <prayerbedes@charter.net>
Northfield, MN - Sunday, August 2, 2009 3:22 PM CDT
Happy Birthday to you Gabe, I wish I could have met you, you have inspired many with your strength. Your story has touched my heart deeply.
Janie Machacek <janiemach@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, April 2, 2009 8:07 PM CDT
Happy 21st birthday Gabriel. I love you and miss you very much!
Auntie Vicki <vljlaj@yahoo.com>
Mpls, mn - Thursday, April 2, 2009 7:41 AM CDT
Although I didn't have the blessing to meet you or know you Gabe, I know how you have touched the lives of people who are very important to me. I wish I had had the chance to know you...Happy Birthday sweetie...Jan Lambert
Jan Lambert <janlambert2008@yahoo.com>
Bloomington, MN US - Tuesday, March 31, 2009 5:54 AM CDT
Thinking about you today. I miss you so much.
Love,
Auntie Pam

Pam Guthrie <pamela@umn.edu>
Saint Paul, MN USA - Thursday, March 26, 2009 1:08 PM CDT
IT'S STILL HARD TO BELIEVE........I CAN'T TEASE AND POKE AT HIM.I MISS MY BROTHER.........AND MY NEPHEW.....
WES FERGUSON <justmad2day@yahoo.com>
TACOMA, WA USA - Thursday, December 18, 2008 9:21 PM CST
Just thinking about everyone.
Hadija Steen <lil_dija@hotmail.com>
St. Paul, MN United States - Sunday, November 23, 2008 1:33 PM CST
Love to you today and always! You are in our thoughts and hearts! Big Hugs to Mikala from your Philly family, miss your beautiful smile and eyes...see you in your brother...and your brother in you...know that you are loved so very much!
Tony, Joni and Malcolm (boo) <jonellh@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA USA - Saturday, November 22, 2008 7:12 AM CST
If it wasn't for Ira, I wouldn't have met all of you. Although our physical selves leave, the spirits remain. Thinking especially of you today Mikala.
Much love

Jessica <redanjul2003@yahoo.com>
- Friday, November 21, 2008 6:15 PM CST
You all are in my thoughts today.


Auntie Pam <pamela@umn.edu>
Saint Paul, MN USA - Friday, November 21, 2008 1:12 PM CST
I was just thinking of Gabe, Alison, and Mikala today.


Michelle <michellerl77@yahoo.com>
Minneapolis, mn usa - Saturday, August 2, 2008 1:51 PM CDT
Just stopping by to be here for a moment, to be quiet.

love,

Auntie Pam

Pam Guthrie <pamela@umn.edu>
- Thursday, July 24, 2008 9:43 AM CDT
Hi Gabey Baby and Family! It's such a wonderful feeling for us to be able to talk to you, Gabe, openly amongst each other. Thank you Vickie for keeping our conversation going! With the help of this site, I can better picture Gabriel's broad shoulders, bright smile and big eyes as a handsome 20 year old. All the lovely Angelina's in heaven must be swooning. Happy Birthday! I tell everyone about you wherever I go. Thank you and your family for the continued guidance and affect you have in my life. Love, Titi Jessie
Jessica Huennekens
Las Vegas, NV - Tuesday, April 8, 2008 9:48 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Gabe! Sorry it's late. College has been very busy. I know that if you were here you'd be kicking my butt in the Japanese final! Haha. I miss you, love you and wish you were here and I'll be thinking of you when I am in Japan next semester.
Caitlin Klein <Skittles_chan@hotmail.com>
St. Paul, MN USA - Saturday, April 5, 2008 7:47 PM CDT
Happy 20th Birthday Gabe. Just stopping by to show respect to one of the nicest people i have ever met. God Bless.
Clinton Travis <ctrav1on1@aol.com>
Lakeville, MN - Saturday, April 5, 2008 12:55 AM CDT
Happy Birthday Gabe. Thanks for finding ways to include us, I feel so honored that Annika and I were able to help celebrate your 20th birthday.

p.s. I know that you know this but your family is amazing :).

deborah and annika <dbangs@gmail.com>
minneapolis, - Friday, April 4, 2008 0:38 AM CDT
Thoughts of you... I miss our time and can not shake the pain.
Forever my first boy.
Love Uncle Chuck

Charles <CBJ310@HOTMAIL.COM>
Mpls, MN USA - Thursday, April 3, 2008 10:28 AM CDT
Happy birthday big guy. You've been on my mind and I sure miss having you around.

Much love.

Max Plenke <mmp001@drake.edu>
Des Moines, IA Estados Unidos - Wednesday, April 2, 2008 3:56 PM CDT
Happy happy birthday! Wow I can't believe you are 20. I speak about you every day! Love you so much and remember when the nurses brought you in dressed like a bunny!
Alison Guthrie <aliguthrie@hotmail.com>
Minnapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, April 2, 2008 11:46 AM CDT
Happy 20th B-day Gabe. Hope the angels are putting on a great party to celebrate with you. Have a great one!

Thanks Vicki for the reminder.

France <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, On Canada - Wednesday, April 2, 2008 10:11 AM CDT
Happy Birthday, Gabe!
Auntie Pam <pamela@umn.edu>
Saint Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, April 2, 2008 8:06 AM CDT
Happy Birthday Gabe!
cathy rossini <trossini@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, April 2, 2008 7:55 AM CDT
Thanks Vickie for the email. I often think about Ira and Gabe.


Pastor Mark <pmministries2004@yahoo.com>
Atlanta, GA COBB - Tuesday, April 1, 2008 10:46 PM CDT
Wishing Gabe a happy birthday
I will never forget him

Ruth Trombino <artrombino@cox.net>
Westerly, RI - Tuesday, April 1, 2008 10:09 PM CDT
Gabe's giggle voice was in my head this morning.

Auntie Pam

Pam Guthrie <pamela@umn.edu>
Saint Paul, MN USA - Thursday, December 6, 2007 12:09 AM CST
Hi Vicki. Thank you for the phone call earlier this summer. I'm recovering well. I misplaced your phone number, so please give me a call when you have time. I'd like to hear how you and Alison are doing.
Cathy Rossini <trossini@comcast.net>
- Sunday, September 16, 2007 3:43 PM CDT
Hello Vicki, sorry I'm so late posting. I've been away on vacation and away on business. Also, as most of the kids I follow don't post as often, I don't check as often either.

Wow! 5 years, how time flies. I hope you had a wonderful evening watching the DVD created for Gabe's anniversary. I wish you all the best and lots of peace and happiness.

God Bless

P.S. Gabe came with me on vacation to Alaska. I wore his shirt many times as it was the perfect shirt for the weather up there.

France Albert <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Tuesday, September 11, 2007 7:52 AM CDT
i hope gabe is having a great life now love cousin Mac.
mac
minneapolis, mn usa - Saturday, August 4, 2007 9:05 AM CDT
May our Lord hold you extra close and may His and Gabriel's presence be extra real and comforting as his Homegoing anniversary approaches.

Yolanda Rogers, Mom to Anna <weloveanna@earthlink.net>
Alt Spgs, FL USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 6:41 PM CDT
Mikala,

We don't know each other but your Aunt Vicki visited my daughter's Caring Bridge site recently and told us about Gabe's site. It saddens my heart when children die from cancer or other diseases that are curable. I want to encourage you today to see the good in Gabe's life and celebrate that. Saying goodbye to him was so difficult for you and your family but God's comfort is there for you if you but ask Him for it. We too have been through difficult times with our daughter but she is doing well. She too had AML but we were so blessed that she was able to receive a transplant. It has been a bumpy road in the meantime with 2005 being a very tough year for us but today Rosie is doing well. She is 15 1/2 and will be in remission for four years in mid September. You can read about Rosie's story if you want. I want to encourage you, Mikala, to focus on the good times you had with Gabe, on the life he was able to live, and on the memories you have to take with you as you continue to live. Remember Gabe by thanking God that he is no longer in pain or sick anymore. I will pray for you that you will know God really cares about you and how you are feeling. Have a wonderful day today and keep looking up.

Linda Peterson (www.caringbridge.org/mn/rosie) <sonbeamsdaycare2003@yahoo.com>
Cologne, Mn USA - Wednesday, July 4, 2007 8:17 AM CDT
Thank you for sharing this with me Vicki! It is a beautiful and thoughtful tribute!
Tammy Vetter <tjvetter456@yahoo.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Saturday, June 30, 2007 6:49 PM CDT
Hello One and All

I stopped by to be quiet for a moment.

Love,

Auntie Pam

Pam <pamela@umn.edu>
St Paul, MN USA - Monday, June 25, 2007 11:48 AM CDT


hey i was just showin some luv!!

jaimee <jai.sanders@yahoo.com>
mpls, mn us - Wednesday, May 30, 2007 1:10 PM CDT
How beautiful! Wow, that was a lot of sea shells and so pretty. Mikala is quite the young lady now. Yes, Vicki, you are so right about time flying by. We have to enjoy every minute.

I find this saying quite inspiring : "There are infinitely many ways to lose a day... but not even one way to get one back". Tom DeMarco

I try hard to appreciate every minute and live in the moment. I send you all my love and wish you a very happy summer.

God Bless.

France Albert <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Wednesday, April 25, 2007 7:42 AM CDT
Holding you close in prayer as Gabriel's birthday approaches. We know our pain never really goes away, and resurfaces with renewed strength tearing us apart with those same memories that hold us together. Receive warm, knowing hugs from one who knows you pain.

Yolanda Rogers, Mom to Anna <weloveanna@earthlink.net>
Alt Spgs, FL USA - Sunday, April 1, 2007 5:17 PM CDT
Hi Gabe,
This is Amy Zubia. I'm not quite sure if you remember me because I haven't seen you in so long. All I wanted to say was that we all miss you very much and you will always be in our hearts! And so will Ira. Rest In Peace :]

Amy Zubia
Northfield, MN USA - Tuesday, February 27, 2007 6:50 PM CST
Mikala,
I am feeling sad tonite, Life is so bittersweet and so short. I am so sorry for your loss. My sadness for you is uncomprehensible, ( I know that spelling is wrong but you know what I mean). You are such a wonderful girl,A wonderful daughter and sister. A super duper cousin and niece, I am so sorry.
When Gabe died I didn't get it But I kept thinking and trying to figure it out,because I knew if I didn't then I would be sad about him forever and I didn't want to do that.
He comes into my head many days, I smile and know that his life changed that way I live and the way many others live.
He left a legacy and not many 14year olds do that.
Your Dad, wow. He and I have known eachother for along time. He called me " big sister" I can hear him laughing right now, saying "alright". I miss him. My words can not take away your pain and not understanding why. I don't understand why. I know my job and hope is that I can support you whenever you need me,when you feel lost or sad and your mom won't cut it. I am here for you to lean on forever and whenever. I love you so,

Auntie Vicki

Auntie Vicki <vljlaj@yahoo.com>
Minneapolis, Mn - Wednesday, December 13, 2006 10:16 PM CST
Vicki, Alison, I love you guys very much. I know that I only met/saw Gabe once, but he's been a big part of my wonderful 3 year old Annika's life, and in turn mine. Annika talks about Gabe often, I'm not sure why, but she does. I've never written in your guest book, but felt that it was time to let you know that I check in often and think about Gabe and the stories that I've heard or read often, I so wish that I could have met him, his love shines through all of you so much and in turn rubs off on us, thank you, to you and to him. many many hugs and tons of love to you, alison, mikala, mac, logan, charles and everyone that ever had the remarkable pleasure of knowing this wonderful soul, you all give me such strength and courage to tackle life as it comes to me, thank you all. {{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}}
deborah <dbangs@gmail.com>
minneapolis, mn - Thursday, September 7, 2006 0:39 AM CDT
Gabe,
I know you already know this but It is Mikala's first day of school tomorrow. I was thinking about you and what you would be doing right now. I love you,give me a dream!!!!

auntie vicki <vljlaj@yahoo.com>
Minneapolis, mn - Monday, August 28, 2006 10:08 PM CDT
Hello my dear son. We miss you and as you know think of you eery minute of the day you are always in our minds and hearts love Mom
alison Guthrie <aliguthrie@hotmail.com>
maple wood, MN USA - Tuesday, August 22, 2006 10:01 PM CDT
Of all the sorrows known to us, this is the only one I am aware of that grows deeper and more intense with time and is ever ready to spring up keener, sharper at every corner. Praise God who has touched our sorrow with hope!! May His comforting presence, His unexplicable peace, His blessed, blessed hope and His strengthening joy be with you and in you in a special way as Gabe's Homegoing anniversary approaches

In His Love,
Yolanda Rogers
http://www.galatians5.com

Mom to Anna
Alt Springs, FL USA - Wednesday, August 2, 2006 7:51 PM CDT
I don't know what happened but tonight I went to update the site and it said it does not exsist.
I will try to fix it.

Auntie Vicki <vljlaj@yahoo.com>
Minneapolis, - Saturday, July 8, 2006 7:34 PM CDT
Hello all, I to was diagonised with AML sept 2005 and am now in remission. I have not yet read the journal but plan to read today.
Wanda Atwell <wlatwell@ctc.net>
Davidson, nc usa - Monday, May 22, 2006 8:45 AM CDT
Hi Gabe,

Hatties son passed away today, please welcome him home.

I love you sweetheart

Alison Guthrie <aliguthrie@hotmail.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, May 12, 2006 1:13 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Gabe. Hope you had a fantastic time. God Bless.
France <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Monday, April 3, 2006 7:09 AM CDT
Happy Birthday. I still have the valentine you gave me in 2nd grade! It's taped to my wall. You always made me be Storm on the playground. hehe. I hope your 18th is a great one. Last night we had a little birthday party for you. :)

I hope everyone is doing fine. It has been a while since I last talked to you all. I know today is a hard one to think about. But, it should be fun. Filled with cupcakes and streamers. I hope to keep in better contact. Much love.

Hadija <lil_dija@hotmail.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Sunday, April 2, 2006 10:20 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Gabe. I think of you often and of your wonderful family. I wish for them sweet memories and peace and love.
Lisa Wutzke-Bleth
Bismarck, ND - Sunday, April 2, 2006 1:16 PM CDT
Happy 18th Birthday darling Gabe! I miss you so much! I hope you are doing something special today for your B-day, I would think you are probably cooking for your heavenly friends! laughing and just being the wonderful you that you are! I love you with all my heart, Mom
alison Guthrie <aliguthrie@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, April 2, 2006 10:18 AM CDT
HaPpY almost BiRtHdAy GaBe!! I will make you stroganoff and peas ok? luv, jess
Jessica <redanjul2003@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 30, 2006 10:38 PM CST
My thoughts and prayers continue to be with you. I am especially proud to be friends with your mom/grandma Mariea. She is such a special person and has a very special family. May you feel the hugs and support of many on Gabe's 18th birthday.
Mary <mamy@carleton.edu>
Northfield, MN Rice - Thursday, March 30, 2006 4:53 PM CST
A wonderful woman I work with Susan Payne gave me two vases of pink carnations today, I mentioned to her that when Gabe was born my mother had given me pink carnations.
It is so important to love one another and show kindness each and every day!

Alison Guthrie <aliguthrie@hotmail.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, March 30, 2006 10:33 AM CST
Happy Birthday Gabe...you are loved and remembered always!
Leela Rao
- Wednesday, March 29, 2006 10:26 AM CST
Hello to all! Happy early Birthday to Gabe!!! :) I have to think of something nice to do in his honor...hmmmm...ill get back to guys! Peace and Love to you all!

Brittany

Brittany Elftmann <BrittE226@aol.com>
Heights, MN USA - Tuesday, March 28, 2006 8:58 PM CST
Hello, my name is Clinton Travis. I was a class mate of Gabes. Every once in a while a flashback of Gabe pops into my head, and i remember the times i spent with him. For me it is still hard to come to grips with the fact that Gabe is not here with us now. It is hard to look at his pictures without feeling some kind of emotion. It takes great strength to deal with the death of a loved one, and as sunday soon approaches i pray for the family and the friends of Gabe. I pray that they continue to have the strength to carry on. Gabe taught me that no matter what your postion in life is, no matter what obstacles are in your way, Always have a positive outlook. Gabe will always be in my thoughts. He was a outstanding person and even a more outstanding friend. (Gabe, i miss you dearly. And i know that you are sitting at the right hand of the Lord)
R.I.P

Clinton Travis <Ctrav1on1@aol.com>
Lakeville, MN USA - Tuesday, March 28, 2006 8:03 PM CST
Gabe's family has touched so many other lives with kindness and laughter.
Jeff Feldman <Jeff@jeffFeldman.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, March 28, 2006 8:49 AM CST
Alison, It has been great fun to get together lately for the reunion planning. It is also sad when we talk about our loved ones that have left us. Even though we lost contact after RP, Gabriel, Mikala and you were often in my prayers. Forgive me for not being there when Gabriel passed away. I know how special he was to all of his family and I have fond memories of him coming into your office at RP after school.

My belief in life and death comes a lot from a song Jackson Browne wrote in the 70’s called For a Dancer. He writes about paying “attention to the open sky, you never knowing what’s coming down”. I see this as God over seeing us and allowing good and not so good things to happen. Browne continues with saying he doesn’t understand “what happens when people die”. Something many of us stumble with. But then he describes what the person would want us to do: Dance. I feel he uses as a metaphor for ‘to live’.

You, his family and friends all showed Gabe how to live and in turn he showed us how we should live. Even though his life was cut short he was able to influence and affect many others. Brown talks about this process in the verse:

Just do the steps that you’ve been shown
By everyone you’ve ever known
Until the dance becomes your very own

Gabe danced a beautiful dance.

Into a dancer you have grown
From a seed somebody else has thrown
Go on ahead and throw some seeds of your own
And somewhere between the time you arrive
And the time you go
May lie a reason you were alive
But you’ll never know

Alison and family, I am so sorry for your loss. God allows things to happen for a reason and we will never know the reason why. Please rest assured the he is in a happy place and when the time comes, we will all be reunited again.

“Go on ahead and throw some seeds of your own” Jackson Browne, For a Dancer, ~1974

Todd <t.wallin@comcast.net>
Minneapolis, - Monday, February 27, 2006 4:37 PM CST
Thinking of your family.
Ruth <BLUEEYED_FEMALE@MSN.COM>
Hinton, wv US - Wednesday, February 22, 2006 12:09 AM CST
Just ran in to an old mutual friend who I met when I knew Gabe, and it reminded me of Gabe, so I thought I'd sign in and hope all is well with Mikala and Ali.

Always Dawn Moore

Dawn Moore <dmoore834@mn.rr.com>
Minnetonka, MN USA - Sunday, February 19, 2006 5:19 PM CST
You are in my thoughts and prayers as always.
Reverend Phil Hutchens <pahutchens@yahoo.com>
Minneapolis, - Wednesday, February 1, 2006 9:05 PM CST
Today this page of Gabe's is bringing together Vicky's son Logan and I. Across the miles Minnesota to Washington state. We are looking up the names of family and friends. And going to websites together as we talk on the phone.
I have been very sick with the flu. The 2nd morning when I was in bed just ready to open my eyes I felt the pressure of a kiss on my cheek. I know it was Gabe letting me know I would be ok.

Auntie Lisa <auntielisa30@hotmail.com>
Burlington, wa usa - Saturday, January 14, 2006 7:31 PM CST
i love you gabe i miss you (sorry for no uppercase letters)

cousin logan <lajmrj@mn.rr.com>
- Saturday, January 14, 2006 7:20 PM CST
May the new year bring peace, comfort, release and some joy.
Love,

Auntie Pam <pamela@umn.edu>
- Tuesday, January 3, 2006 10:11 AM CST
To Aunt Vicki and all of Gabe's family... We offer you our thoughts and prayers this holiday season. At our bereaved parents support group meeting this month, we discussed whether it was appropriate to say "merry" Christmas when that is the last thing on our minds. We settled on "peaceful." So, we wish you all a peaceful Christmas. May warm memories and the love of family and friends bring you tidings of comfort and joy.
Mark, Karen, Alex (in spirit) and Carrie Wozniak
(http://www.caringbridge.com/ny/alex/)
<mwozniak@wbfo.org>
Tonawanda (Buffalo), NY - Sunday, December 25, 2005 9:07 AM CST
Hi Gabe! I hope you are having a good time. Mikala and I really miss you!
Amy Zubia
Northfield, MN United States - Friday, December 23, 2005 11:01 AM CST
I never really met Gabe except for seeing him being wheeled down the hall to go for tests but I feel like I've always known him anyway. It is obvious that whoever did meet him never forgot him because he was very special.

I want to wish you, Ali, Mikala and all of your family a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year, lots of health peace and happiness.

God Bless.

France <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Tuesday, December 20, 2005 10:29 AM CST
Greetings once again from the Minnehaha side of things. Christmas is fast approaching, and we at school miss Gabe significantly. I'll probably be sending an email to you all in the next few days just to get some talking started up again. Hope you're all having a wonderful holiday season, and have a Merry Christmas. :)
Peter R. Gawtry <peter@gawtry.net>
Saint Paul, MN USA - Monday, December 19, 2005 3:46 AM CST
Dear Vicki, I'm convinced that Gabe is in a much better place. His body is not suffering anymore but it must hurt him to see you in so much pain. It wasn't up to you to save him, it was God's decision to take Gabe back to Heaven. There is something in this to learn but you just haven't found what yet. I hope you had a nice Thanksgiving. God Bless.

France <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, On Canada - Monday, November 28, 2005 5:32 PM CST
Thinking of you and your family at this thanksgiving time.
Lots of love sent your way

Ruth Trombino <ARTrombino@cox.net>
westerly, RI - Wednesday, November 23, 2005 9:57 PM CST
Dear Vicki, it's nice to try and picture this very nice memory you have of Gabe (the dinner of course).
I read something once and I'm hoping it might help you with your grief, it said :

"Dont' cry because it's over, smile because it happened".

Not sure anything can help ease the pain but just in case. God Bless.

France <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, On Canada - Saturday, November 12, 2005 10:20 PM CST
Dear Aunt Vicki, please know that we do think about and pray for you, Gabe, and your family. I have been having a very tough time dealing with Alex's death lately. It was sixteen months ago, but the past month or so have been harder than usual. Maybe it's because Alex's 18th birthday was last week. Sorry we don't post as much as we should, but be assured that you are NOT forgotten. And it is certainly NOT an invasion when you visit. We share similar heartaches, and belong to a club no one should be in. May God bless you!
(www.caringbridge.com/ny/alex/)

Mark, Karen, Alex (in spirit) and Carrie Wozniak <mwozniak@wbfo.org>
Tonawanda (Buffalo), NY USA - Tuesday, October 18, 2005 12:11 AM CDT
Just thought I'd let you know that I still check regularly. Sometimes, I'm at a loss for words when I read your updates because as you said, I don't think there are any words I can tell you that will help get rid of the pain. It's just wrong for a parent or a close relative to have to say good bye to a child in this way. I can only start to imagine the pain. I don't know how I would survive except with a lot of help from God. God Bless you and Help your healing.
France <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 9:36 PM CDT
Thinking about Gabe so much. Lots of prayers to everyone.
Auntie Pam <pamela@umn.edu>
st paul, mn usa - Friday, September 16, 2005 2:26 PM CDT
Dear Auntie Vicki, As we continue to grieve the loss of our son and brother Alex over one year ago, we have not forgotten that we are not alone. We've been thinking of you on Gabe's third anniversary (although we are late, as usual for us!). I agree with your kind hope that Alex and Gabe have become friends in heaven, and no doubt they have met so many others whose time on earth was so short. Although we haven't met, you and all of Gabe's family are in our thoughts and prayers. May peace be with you.
Mark, Karen and Carrie Wozniak <mwozniak@wbfo.org>
Tonawanda (Buffalo), NY USA - Monday, August 15, 2005 6:33 AM CDT
I cannot believe how quickly time passes. I remember July and August of 2002 so vividly and can see you and Ali coming and going from Gabe's room. I still think of you often. Take Care
Cathy Rossini <troosini@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, August 9, 2005 4:47 PM CDT
Wow! 3 years already. So sorry the pain is so huge. I wish I could take some away. You're always in my thoughts. God Bless.
France <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Friday, August 5, 2005 10:52 AM CDT
We remember you in prayer on the eve of Gabe's Homegoing anniversary. We know all too well the renewed intensity of the pain and yearning their special days bring. But, praise God, we also know the blessing of precious memories and, most of all, of the precious promise we have to see our children again. May our Lord shower you with His comfort and peace.

In His Love,
Yolanda Rogers
http://www.galatians5.com

Mom to Anna <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 1:43 PM CDT
I will think of you all day tomorrow.
God bless you and give you peace.

Ruth Trombino <ARTrombino@msn.com>
Westerly, RI - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 9:28 PM CDT
Thinking of you these last few days in July. I remember how much of your family was around the last few days in July. Adam left the hospital on Aug 2nd. Just one day before Gabe passed.
My thoughts are with all of you.

Ruth Trombino <ARTrombino@cox.net>
Westerly, Ri - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 10:10 PM CDT
Thinking of you and your family as August approaches.
I still check your site daily and think of you often.
God Bless

Ruth Trombino <ARTrombino@cox.net>
Westerly, RI - Monday, July 18, 2005 9:49 PM CDT
I just came upon this site and my eyes teared up. I don't know Gabe but I know he is with his loved ones always. You will see him again one day. He is around you always. Just talk to him when you feel like it. Blessed Be....
Heidi R
Toronto, ON Canada - Saturday, July 9, 2005 9:43 AM CDT
Gabriel, when I look to the stars I see your smile and remember your sweet disposition and your love for your mom and sister. You were loved very much!! I'm very glad your Auntie Vickie is keeping your beautiful memory going for us and gives us a way to express how we are feeling. Thank you Vickie!!
Lisa King & Family <lisaking@lockitch.com>
Stanwood, WA USA - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 2:41 PM CDT
I've prayed for Logan and Mac's friends Dad. How is he?
www.caringbridge.org/tx/vicky
Garland, TX USA - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 4:34 PM CDT
Just know that i still think about you often and hope things get better for you soon.
Ruth Trombino <ARTrombino@cox.net>
Westerly, RI - Tuesday, May 3, 2005 9:17 PM CDT
Happy belated birthday Gabe. Sorry I was away and did not have access to the internet.
Hope you enjoyed your balloons and candy bar. God Bless.

France <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Thursday, April 14, 2005 3:23 PM CDT
Just signing in to say hello to the family and view the web site

PM

Pastor Mark Jefferson <pmministries2004@yahoo.com>
Atlanta, GA USA - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 9:30 PM CDT
I learned about the loss of Gabriel through his Aunt Victoria visiting my late son's webpage; my heartfelt condolences to your family because once you have born a child, that child remains with you forever; I can see Gabriel's memory lives on and this site stands as a wonderful tribute to your son. Birthdays must be hard, so I hope that time has left you with beautiful memories of him.
Kathy Patria <patriakat@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, April 6, 2005 8:40 AM CDT
Happy Birthday Gabe. I think of you often. And of your family. Your spirit transcends and touches so many.
Lisa WB <lisawb@bis.midco.net>
- Saturday, April 2, 2005 6:12 PM CST
Wouldn't let the day go by without letting you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers as you celebrate the remembrance of Gabe's birth and life with you this side of Heaven. Praise God we have the OTHER side of this life to live an eternity in with our Lord and those gone before. May He fill your heart with His awesome peace and hope.

In His Love,
Yolanda Rogers
http://www.galatians5.com

Mom to Anna <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Saturday, April 2, 2005 4:46 PM CST
happy birthday gabey i love you so much and i miss you very much i cant belive your going to be 17 today!
mikala <fergusonmr@yahoo.com>
mpls, mn usa - Saturday, April 2, 2005 2:32 PM CST
Hello My darling Angel, I miss your soft voice, giggle beautiful smile and asking for. Mountain Dew ! L love you so much thank you for the gifts you send me every day. For every thought of you is filled with love and your gentleness. I share your memory with those I meet every day.

I still remember the night I went into labor, you woke me up, we lived in the house on Ontario street, just a few blocks from the hospital where you left us. Auntie Vicky as there and Omi, and your dad. You were a wonderful baby so inquisative, but you always had common sense! When you selpt with me when you were a baby you would be around alot at night and I would say stop wiggling!.

I know you are here with us. And we celebrate your life today.

Always I love you mom

Love your mom.

Alison

Alison Guthrie <aguthrie@mn.rr.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Saturday, April 2, 2005 2:10 PM CST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GABE I LOVE YOU
Auntie Vicki <vlj322@mn.rr.com>
- Saturday, April 2, 2005 7:13 AM CST
I LOVE AND THINK OF YOUR WONDERFULL SPERIT WHEN I THINK OF YOU I THINK OF A PERSON WHO I IN A BETTER PLACE. YOUR IFE MEANS A LOT TO ME
LOVE MIKALAS FRIEND JASMINE

JASMINE <ashontiejazz_17@yhoo.com>
MACOMB, MI USA - Friday, April 1, 2005 4:22 PM CST
Stopping by to say hello. Blessings to all.
Auntie Pam <guthr007@umn.edu>
Saint Paul, MN USA - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 9:31 AM CST
Vicki, Thanks for coming to Katja's page. Just wanted to send you a note to say hi and may peace be with you.
LOL, Jacqui <j_sufka@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 3, 2005 3:13 PM CST
Love you Gabe. I imagine Rachael and you have met, and have become friends. Gabe, tell Rachael to come visit me in my dreams. Thanks Gabe.
K. Mayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, February 22, 2005 8:59 PM CST
What can I say? I am at a loss for words. God Bless you and Heal you and your loved ones.
France <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Monday, February 14, 2005 7:35 AM CST
Vicki,

Rachael too LOVED Robin Williams...she loved his movie "Dead Poets Society", she especially loved watching him when he appeared on talk shows.
Another thing Gabe and Rachael had in common?....

Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, February 1, 2005 9:22 PM CST
Vicki,

I'm hoping to soon receive the drawing of the unicorn,drawn by Gabe, that you mentioned during our conversation.

It's the little things we remember that mean so much. I am thankful you keep Gabe's site ongoing...it gives me strength to keep Rachael's site ongoing too.

Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Monday, January 10, 2005 7:43 PM CST
Happy Happy Birthday little sisters mine! How on earth can you be 42??? May this year be full of wishes come true for both of you.
Auntie Pam <guthr007@umn.edu>
Saint Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 8:59 AM CST
Happy Birthday dear Vicki and Ali! I actually read this Monday morning but the words "would be updating her forever 14 nephew Gabriel's website" got to me so much that I didn't even think about your birthday. So sorry. God Bless.
France <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 7:33 AM CST
Happy Belated Birthday, Vicki... your family remains in my prayers as you try and live your lives without Gabe...

~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~

Love & hugs,
XOXOXOXOXOXO

Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 5:39 AM CST
Hi, I found your site while browsing on the web today. I read through your journal history, and learned about Gabe and the deep love that surrounds him. It is a beautiful tribute to a wonderful young man. And, yes, I understand some of the heartbreak of your family's loss. For we, too, lost our son to bone marrow transplant complications. Alex passed away six months ago, at age 16, after a nearly eight year battle with leukemia (A-L-L). We are now going through the "firsts"... his first birthday without him here, first Thanksgiving, first Christmas, and this week marks the first anniversary of his transplant. We started our Caring Bridge site for Alex when we learned he would get the transplant; we kept updating his progress, and it too is now a tribute site. As you have shared your heart with us, you are warmly welcomed to browse Alex's site at http://www.caringbridge.org/ny/alex/. May God be with you, and with all those bereaved by the death of a child, not only parents but others (including loving aunts and uncles) who will never get the answer to the question "why".
Mark Wozniak <mwozniak@wbfo.org>
Buffalo, NY - Monday, January 3, 2005 6:40 PM CST
Happy New Year
Ruth Trombino <ARTrombino@msn.com>
westerly, ri - Saturday, January 1, 2005 8:52 PM CST
Happy New Year to you and your family. Gobs of health, peace and happiness. God Bless.
France <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Friday, December 31, 2004 1:19 PM CST
HAPPY NEW YEAR GABES FAMILY! AUNT VICKI THANK YOU FOR STOPPING BYE ROSIE WEB SITE.THIS IS HER DAD DANNY. WE LOVE ALL THE PRAYERS AND SUPPORT WE RECIEVE. THIS CANCER ROAD IS DIFFICULT AT TIMES TO SAY THE LEAST.BUT IF IT WASNT I DONT KNOW IF I WOULD HAVE GOT SO CLOSE TO JESUS AND FOUND THAT PEACE THAT SURPASSES ALL UNDERSTANDING. I LOST MY MOM,DAD,LITTLE SISTER TOO CANCER AND MY ROSIE ,BIS SISTER AND HER YOUNGEST SON ARE IN BATTLE WITH THIS CANCER. SO WE THANK JESUS FOR NAILING ALL SICKNESS AND PAIN TOO THE CROSS DEFEATING DEATH ON THE CROSS AND OUR HEAVENLY FATHER RAISIND CHRIST FROM THE DEAD. ALL GLORY AND PRAISES BELONG TO THE FATHER. THANKING JESUS FOR SENDING THE HOLY SPIRIT SO WE CAN WAR AGAINST POWER AND PRINCEPALITES IN HIGH PLACES CASTING DOWN ALL UNCLEAN THOUGHTS AND DEEDS DOWN AND PUTTING ON THE FULL ARMOR OF GOD. ITS NOT BYE FLESH OR MIGHT,OR POWER BUT BYE THE SPIRIT OF LORD WE WIN AGAIN AND AGAIN. JESUS SAID IT IS FINISHED AT THE CROSS SO WE STAND AND BATH OURSELFS IN THAT PROMISE. JESUS SAID GREATER THINGS WE SHALL DO. BUT BY HIS LOVE WORKING IN ME THAT IAM ABLE TO STAND. SO VICKI THANK YOU AGAIN FOR YOUR LOVE TO OUR FAMILY. ROSIE DADDY-DANNY
www.caringbridge.org/mn/rosie <JESUSISLORD@JUNO.COM>
- Friday, December 31, 2004 10:34 AM CST
Dear Gabe,

How are you? I'm ok.Well, I just wanted to say hi and that I miss you very,very much.Everybody misses you.I hope you vist me someday like that one day. It was nice seeing you. Well, I better go. Love You.-Amy Zubia

Amy Zubia <aezubia@yahoo.com>
Northfield, MN United States - Thursday, December 30, 2004 12:51 AM CST
Dear Gabe, I just talked to Chad today! I haven't talked to him for sooo long and he was babysitting Kayla and Mac and Logan. He sounds great, I was happy to catch up with him. I try to talk to Ali when ever I can and to Kayla and Vicki. I miss you a lot even though you are always with me. I like to think about the times we spent together. I love you, Auntie Lisa
Lisa Johnson-Guthrie <auntielisa30@hotmail.com>
Burlington, wa - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 7:54 PM CST
Gabe,

What a lucky young man you are...so much love and caring from your sweet Aunt Vicki!
Hope that sometime you and my sweet Rachael can meet...
Is life easier where you are? Do you miss all that love you? Sure wish we could get answers to our questions...

Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, December 19, 2004 9:56 PM CST
Hi Vicki,
I just caught up on the journal after quite a while of not checking in. I am so sorry for your sorrow. I miss you and would love to see you. I'll call you.
Love,
Lisa (from a mile away)

Lisa
- Friday, December 17, 2004 11:58 AM CST
Aunt Vicki, Thank you so much for remembering my Adam. It means so much to me. I think of Gabe daily and will think of him when I light my candle tommorrow night.
Lots of love sent your way.

Ruth Trombino <ARTrombino@msn.com>
westerly, ri - Saturday, December 11, 2004 11:02 PM CST
I don't know if this is something that you are aware of or not. It comes from a friend of ours who lost their sweet daughter, Sarah, 6 years ago. I know that you have suffered a loss also and want you to know that others still stand with you in support. I urge all those reading this entry to please remember Gabe, Sarah and the other children that have gone to Heaven much to early. Please also remember the families and friends of these children who will not be forgotten.
Thank you.
Sara Hughes

Worldwide Candle Lighting
December 12th, 2004

The Compassionate Friends invites families grieving the loss of a child at any age and any cause, to join us on Sunday, December 12th, as candles are lit at 7 p.m. in all time zones around the world for a 24-hour wave of light.

To our friends:

In memory of Sarah, We invite each of you to light a candle to represent the love that Sarah brought and continues to bring to each of our hearts. We love you.

Barb and Bruce Flickinger

Sara Hughes <dshughes@netins.net>
Truro, IA USA - Thursday, December 9, 2004 10:29 PM CST
Hi Gabey and Family,

I just scrolled through all the entries from beginning to end. It was lovely to read all the thoughts, prayers and greetings again - a nice, gentle reminder. Thank you Vickie. His friends entries are so well written, fun and full of meaning. I wonder about all of the adventures Gabe would have continued to have with Chad and Max.

I haven't forgot about you Gabe. I have many reminders around my space specifically planted for good blessings by your spirit. I talk to you in my head sometimes and wonder if you hear me. I try to use you as an inspiration to do the right thing in times when I'm not sure.

I'm really happy for your Mom and Kayla now that they have their own house!! I can't wait to see it. They seem to be doing well, but it's hard to tell from so far away. I know they must have their hard times, but they certainly come off as strong - just as they need to be I suppose.

Love you!

Jess <redanjul2003@yahoo.com>
Los Angeles, ca - Thursday, December 9, 2004 0:28 AM CST
Thanks Giving to you and your family Vicki.
France Albert <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
ottawa, Ontario Canada - Thursday, November 25, 2004 6:56 AM CST
HAPPY THANKSGIVING TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY
Ruth Trombino <ARTrombino@msn.com>
westerly, ri - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 9:48 PM CST
Dear Vicky,

Thank you so much for caring on the website and for your entry journals! Even though I don't sign much I want to thank you it means so much to me, I don't like thinking bout the time that has gone by but it's nice to have the historty

Alison Guthrie <aguthrie@mn.rr.com>
- Friday, November 5, 2004 2:14 PM CST
Ira, my prayers are with you. Feel well soon.


Auntie Pam <guthr007@umn.edu>
- Tuesday, November 2, 2004 8:20 AM CST
How is Ira? Is he still in the hospital? Hope for some peace.
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, October 13, 2004 6:54 PM CDT
I am always thankful when I see that you are constant in your caretaking of Gabe's website...you are such a loving person. Thank you for sharing.
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, October 2, 2004 6:50 PM CDT
Way to go Logan. I'm sure Gabe is really excited up with the angels for all the hard work you did raising those funds. I hope you all had a great walk.
France <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Monday, September 27, 2004 8:08 AM CDT
Dear Vickie,

I'm sorry I've not signed for a while. Yes, the pain is forever and people should really stop treating any child's death as a temporary bump in the road.

Thinking of you.

God bless,
Monica, Gabrielle's Mama

Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 6:11 PM CDT
I feel your pain, I am so sorry...

www.caringbridge.org/ca/christophersfight

Leslie <leslieandian@sympatico.ca>
Aurora, Ontario Canada - Monday, September 13, 2004 10:12 AM CDT
I always think of you Vicki and family. How could I forget? After meeting Mikala in the hallways, having her do my nails. She is so sweet.
God Bless and Help you heal.

France <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Friday, September 10, 2004 12:11 AM CDT
That poem is so nice. Thanks for sharing it.
God Bless.

France Albert <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 7:59 AM CDT
Hi Vicki,

Thanks for visiting my page & leaving me Gabe's to visit in return. I can't express the ache in my heart that you & your family have lost someone so dear temporarily. There's never the right thing to say, no matter how much time goes by. Your love for Gabe is clear from how you write & so much love must have been returned in kind, and sometimes that heals better than anything.

Love
Sara :)
Sara's CB Page

Sara Williams <BethieAUS@msn.com>
Decatur, GA USA - Friday, August 27, 2004 11:48 PM CDT
Hi Vicki!

It's always a pleasure to see a new update. I like the picture of Gabe and Mikala when she was little, it's so cute.
Please don't give up with the Light the Night walk. It's not because I haven't sent money your way that I haven't donated to the cancer cause. I do it up here in Canada.
My son Patrick is in St-Paul right now visiting his Aunt, Uncle and cousins. I hear he's having lots of fun. He was a bit nervous about going there on his own, having to transfer plane in Detroit but he made it all on his own. I knew he could do it and I'm very proud of him.

God Bless

France <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Thursday, August 26, 2004 7:42 AM CDT
Dear Vicki,

I love the fact that you are dedicated to keeping Gabes CB site an ongoing testament to your love for him, his mother, and his sister. He must be smiling...he has such a wonderful smile!

Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, August 21, 2004 7:12 PM CDT
Dear B ,

I would love to be able to contact you. So........If you check the site again leave your e-mail. Tahnk you for signing the guestbook and I will be thinking of you.

Vicki

vicki <vlj322@mn.rr.com>
- Thursday, August 19, 2004 7:55 PM CDT
My husband has AML. He is 30 and we have three girls. He has relapsed after a rsct. I understand, and enjoyed your site, I feel the love you have for your nephew.
B Harbour
- Thursday, August 19, 2004 7:14 PM CDT
I was visiting many caringbridge sites and signing the guestbooks and came across yours. I wanted you to know that I am deeply touched by the words you have written about Gabe. It doesn't matter if you are his mom or his aunt, it matters that you love him and miss him. I think it's wonderful that you have this webpage in honor of him. I will being praying for you and your family, and may God continue to bless you.
Love and prayers,
www.caringbridge.org/tn/ashleyhaynes

Tania <thaynes@centurionstone.com>
Mt. Juliet, Tn - Monday, August 16, 2004 12:41 AM CDT
I'm sorry I was remiss in not getting this to you sooner. I can hardley believe it has been 2 years. It seems like yesterday when I ran into your mother in the lobby and she told me Gabe was dying.

I think of you all often and I hope, that while the last two years have been painful, that some healing has occurred.

I can't remember if I told you this or not, but our dog no longer chases the rabbits in our yard, he hasn't all year, perhaps they are angels...

Mary Kiener
- Sunday, August 8, 2004 8:29 PM CDT
Hi! Sorry I'm late, I just got back to work where I check all of my friends website. I once read something on "Princess Madison's" website and I hope that Madi's parents don't mind if I share this with you :

"Don't cry because it's over, Smile because it happened"

I hope it helps.

Take good care and God Bless.

France <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Thursday, August 5, 2004 7:32 AM CDT
Hi Vicki. Sorry I wasn't able to leave a message yesterday-I thought about you guys all day. Sounds like you were together with family and friends- I'm sure that was helpful. It's hard to believe Gabe and Joe were in transplant 2 yrs. ago! Say hi to Ali, and please let her know how much I think of you guys. Take Care.
Cathy Rossini <trossini@comcast.net>
IGH, MN - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 10:57 AM CDT
Thinking of you and Gabe and hoping you can find the strength to make it through the day. God Bless.
Jeff &Cari Holt (www.caringbridge.org/mn/ryanholt) <cari_holt@hotmail.com>
Buffalo, mn - Tuesday, August 3, 2004 10:25 PM CDT
To Vicki, Ali, Mikala, and everyone else in Gabe's family: I work with your sister and aunt, Pam. I am thinking of you today, as I do many many days throughout the year. You are all in my thoughts and prayers continually. I check on many kids through their CaringBridge websites, and it is simply incomprehensible to me how so many precious children and their families deal with the pain and suffering of an illness and the grief of losing a child. I will continue to keep you in my prayers. Know that you are thought of ofen. Not only is Gabe pain free and flying freely through the heavens ... he is right beside each one of you.
Cindy <singl002@umn.edu>
Minneapolis, MN - Tuesday, August 3, 2004 3:45 PM CDT
Heaven enhances what we shared in Christ here. Therefore, as the years go by, Heaven will grow closer, sweeter and continue to be a very, if not the most, important part of our lives.

By God's grace, you will do fine. You will NEVER be the same but life will continue and you will have strength you didn't know you had. The fact is that it is not our strength but His (His strength is made perfect in our weakness).

May there always be hope in your grief, joy in your sorrow and may your hearts always offer the sacrifice of praise.

I lift you in prayer tonight, the eve of Gabe's Homegoing anniversary, and ask that our gracious and merciful Lord bless you abundantly with His comfort, His peace, His hope. May His awesome presence and Gabe's be made known to you in a very special way and may the thought of holding him again in Heaven soothe and encourage your heart.

"Oh, how blessed is the promise
When our spirit is set free.
To be absent from the body
Means to live, O Lord, with Thee!"

2 Corinthians 5:8 ... absent from the body, present with the Lord.

Remember this: Gabe isn't WAS, he IS.

In His Love,
Yolanda Rogers
http://www.galatians5.com

Mom to Anna <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Monday, August 2, 2004 7:20 PM CDT
Sorry I had a typo in my message--I meant to type August 3rd. I will be spending that day at the dentist (a 2 hour appt.) Gabe will be in my thoughts all day. Much love.
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, August 1, 2004 4:37 PM CDT
The sad date of August 2nd is approaching...please let me know if I can do anything to ease the pain. Can I release a balloon, play Gabe's favorite song, enjoy his favorite foods? Please let me know!
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, July 27, 2004 8:37 PM CDT
Hi Vicki,
Just here to let you know that you and your precious angel are still very much in my thoughts and prayers...

~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~

Love always,
XOXOXOXOXO

Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Monday, July 12, 2004 6:41 AM CDT
Thank you for posting from past years! I think one message that is so important is that kids should not spend their last viable months locked into a hospital regime because of a treatment that the doctors know/or assume will not be successful. I know your Gabe, and my Rachael would rather have experienced life outside of a hospital, even though they knew they had less than a lifetime left. I hope our sweet kids are walking the street of stars and enjoying a wonderful forever together...
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Friday, July 2, 2004 6:28 PM CDT
Thank you for posting from past years! I think one message that is so important is that kids should not spend their last viable months locked into a hospital regime because of a treatment that the doctors know/or assume will not be successful. I know your Gabe, and my Rachael would rather have experienced life outside of a hospital, even though they knew they had less than a lifetime left. I hope our sweet kids are walking the street of stars and enjoying a wonderful forever together...
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Friday, July 2, 2004 6:28 PM CDT
Nice to "meet" some of Gabe's family. I can't believe how Mikala's grown from the little girl who did my nails by Gabe's room on 4E.

God Bless

France <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Tuesday, June 22, 2004 7:02 AM CDT
Hey! It's nice to see that people still post, still read and still care. April 2nd came and passed, so Happy (Very [2 months] Late) Birthday, Gabe. What kind of car are you getting? I should get back to reading this site regularly... it's been too long since I have.

~Peter

Peter Rillmon Gawtry <peter@gawtry.net>
Saint Paul, MN USA - Monday, June 7, 2004 2:11 AM CDT
Vickie,

I love that you've kept this "lovesite" for Gabe an ongoing event. I wish more people had your dedication, love, and willingness to share...you are truly an amazing woman! Thank you for sharing your goodness!

Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, June 3, 2004 6:55 PM CDT
Hi Gabe,

I need a favor,I figure you have a good chance of making it happen so here goes. We need sunshine in Minneaplois Friday and Saturday. I hope you can help.

Love Logan

Logan
Minneapolis, - Wednesday, June 2, 2004 9:57 PM CDT
Vicki thanks for stopping by Maxie's page. I never really know what to write when I do now. I just miss him and I could ramble on and on how much I hurt and need him. I love to read peoples thoughts and stories. Please keep visiting.
www.caringbridge.org/va/maxie/

Christy <maxiewithlove@aol.com>
VA - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 11:20 PM CDT
Vicki,

I wish I had the guts to get a tatoo of one of Rachael's pieces of art. Not sure if I'd do a dragon or one of her angels...If I had one done, it would have to be on my right hand. I so remember her holding my hand a lot during treatment...makes me cry to remember all her pain.

Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, May 16, 2004 7:22 PM CDT
Hi Vicki- It was nice to see you Sat. Do you have Suzanne's email address? I have her phone #, but I'd like to email her. Thanks. Hope you are having a good week.
Cathy Rossini <trossini@comcast.net>
IGH, MN - Thursday, May 13, 2004 3:45 PM CDT
Hello!

It was wonderful to meet you both this a.m. at the mom's group, although I of course wish we'd met under different circumstances. God bless your family as you mourn and walk this journey without Gabe's physical presence. I'm so glad to have heard a little about him this morning and look forward to hearing more about him in the future. He sure is a handsome guy! :)

Happy mother's day and happy auntie day too :)!

Cathy & st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose; weloveteesa@earthlink.net>
st. paul, mn - Saturday, May 8, 2004 5:04 PM CDT
I agree Vicki. I hate endings too, so did Rachael. I hate them more now, because I know that anything new I might enjoy I'll never be able to appreciate Rachael's enjoyment.
If Rachael LOVED a tv show she always videotaped it. We have every episode of Babylon 5. We used to have a lot of Buffy---don't know what happened to those. I will think of you and Gabe next Thursday when I watch the final episode of Fraiser(I have to remind myself that it's on Thursday next week).

Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Friday, May 7, 2004 4:58 PM CDT
I just found Gabe's journal and I really received so much from it. I lost my husband seven years ago and some of the grief thought is just the same. He must have been a great nephew to you. I said a prayer for you just now. I also have a question....Did Mikayla's Dad get his kidney transplant. I also have a kidney disease (Polycystic Kidney Disease) and I have had a transplant for almost 19 yrs. THANK GOD... I just was wondering about that mention that he needed a transplant. Stay strong and I hope to continue reading the great info you are putting on here.
Chloe <fca777@aol.com>
Decatur, IL USA - Thursday, May 6, 2004 3:05 AM CDT
Just stopping by to say hello. :)
Michelle E.
Clear Lake, WI - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 8:20 PM CDT
You are a person that keeps me sane. When I read your entries I know that my grief is not unique, or unusual. I will always thank you for your honesty, your loving entries, and your ability to share the truth. Thank you!
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Monday, May 3, 2004 8:56 PM CDT
Dear Vicki,

I wish that I could take some of your pain away. I can only imagine how awful it must be.

God Bless you and Ease your pain.

France <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Wednesday, April 28, 2004 8:15 AM CDT
Vicki,

You are much like my twin sister Pat. She too misses Rachael, and is often times overwhelmed with grief. Life is so unfair...giving people children that do not appreciate them, giving nieces and nephews to people that don't give a d---! Yes, very sad.

Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Monday, April 26, 2004 6:30 PM CDT
Vicki, thank you so much for the message to my son, Kris. I can only imagine the mixed feelings you must have reading about life going on for kids who have been through some of the same trials Gabe experienced and wishing that he was here to do the same. He sounds like a wonderful guy. I hope your pain can ease some knowing that so many of us read your journal and regret the fact that we never got to know him. Thank you for sharing him with us.
Kim Langgaard www.caringbridge.org/ia/kris <lang5@netins.net>
Guthrie Center, IA - Monday, April 26, 2004 8:26 AM CDT
Hi Vicki, I'm having a group of mothers over that have lost their children to cancer on Saturday, May 8th. Do you think Ali would be interested? If she is can you send me her email address? Thanks. Hope you are doing ok. I think of you often. Joe's last relapse date is coming up- May 5. It's hard to believe that was already one yr. ago and that he has been gone almost 7 months. Take Care.
Cathy Rossini <trossini@comcast.net>
IGH, MN - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 5:57 PM CDT
Hi Vicki,
Just wanted you to know I was thinking of you...and of Angel Gabe too of course... hope you had a peaceful and blessed Easter.

~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~



Love & prayers,
XOXOXOXOXOXO

Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Thursday, April 15, 2004 7:31 AM CDT
Wonderful to share memories of Gabe with all those that love him. Keep those candles of love burning .
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Friday, April 9, 2004 7:45 PM CDT
Hi Gabey! 16 ... wow. All the girls would be going crazy. Thank you for the visit at the Chinese restaraunt at Universal. Hope you got the message on the beach that your Mom and Mikala wrote on the sand. We had a wonderful time and knew you were watching over us. I MISS YOU!!
Jess <redanjul2003@yahoo.com>
Los Angeles, CA USA - Tuesday, April 6, 2004 0:57 AM CDT
Nice flowers. Glad to hear you had a great party and the bunny joined in. Hope to see pictures of Gabe's tree soon. God Bless.

France <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Monday, April 5, 2004 8:53 AM CDT
Just want to let you know we are thinking about you today on Gabes bday.
You are always in our thoughts and prayers.

Ruth Trombino <alandruth@myexel.com>
Westerly, RI - Friday, April 2, 2004 8:34 PM CST
Blessings and prayers for all of you on Gabe's birthday, and everyday. I think of this wonderful family always.
/|\

Rev. Phil Hutchens <pahutchens@yahoo.com>
Mpls, - Friday, April 2, 2004 9:33 AM CST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GABRIEL!

While you toast this day with heavenly angels, know that there are earthly angels here raising glasses and singing joyfully your memory. You are loved!

Jennifer, Jack and Franklin
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, April 2, 2004 9:19 AM CST
I'm lifting up Gabes family in prayer today as they celebrate the day they were blessed with his life.
Vicky
Dallas, TX - Friday, April 2, 2004 7:15 AM CST
Hi Gabe-chan! I really miss you, but I know your happy up there! I'm at my friends house right now, you remember Mara right? She'd like to say hi too! We're wishing you a happy 16th B-day and we know your speeding down the highways of heaven wreacking havoc right? ^_^ We'll be thinking of you. Happy Birthday friend! You are allways in my thoughts. :)
Caitlin Klein <skittles_chan@hotmail.com>
St.Paul, Mn USA - Friday, April 2, 2004 0:44 AM CST
I remember when Rachael turned 16--I teased her and said, 'Sweet 16 and never been kissed.' She told me, mom I've been kissed, but the boy had really bad breath. I so miss my Rachael...she always gave me something to think about, smile and laugh at.
Gabe, I so hope you and Rachael are enjoying your flight among the stars!

Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, April 1, 2004 6:58 PM CST
Happy Sweet 16 dear Gabriel (a day early). Hope you're having a blast with the angels.

France <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Thursday, April 1, 2004 7:25 AM CST
Thinking about you as Gabe's birthday approaches...did GAbe love birthday cakes with lots of frosting? Rachael loved the frosting more than the cake. In fact one year I stuck a candle in a can of frosting...she loved it!
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Monday, March 29, 2004 6:17 PM CST
Rachael also loved birds...her favorite wild bird was the crow and raven. She thought them to be the most intellegent of birds, because they seemed to alway know where they were flying...Rachael had distinct opinions...
I would so love to see the photos...perhaps you can someday visit here in Winona and see Rachael's artshow? Or, we can meet for lunch mid-way ?

Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, March 27, 2004 8:30 PM CST
Happy Birthday Logan. I wish you lots of health, peace and happiness for this 8th birthday of yours and for many many more to come. God Bless.

France <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Monday, March 22, 2004 7:36 AM CST
hi gabe its kayla i saw how your website is i like it a lot but the music should be superman or one of your favorite songs
love you 4 ever love,kayla

kayla <mfr@roadrunner.com>
minneapolis, mn united states - Saturday, March 20, 2004 10:40 PM CST
Thank you Vicky for keeping up the website. It is so strange to think almost two years have past since we lost Gabe. I don'[t like that time just seems to keep going by.
Alison Guthrie
Minneapolis, MN - Friday, March 19, 2004 2:16 PM CST
I found Gabe's site on another. He was truly and amazing boy. I know the feelings you all feel. I lost my 14 year old son on 10-1-03. I am still having a very hard time with this. It does help talking to other families who have been through it. They know my feelings and I don't feel like I am going crazy.

www.caringbridge.org.mn.dustin

Kris, Angel Dustin's Mom <buser_lady@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, February 18, 2004 1:18 PM CST
I so envy your ability to talk with Gabe's doctors...I truly think I would experience a major meltdown if I encountered any of them face to face. I would appreciate hearing from any of them via written communication, but to see any of them face to face...I know I'd be destroyed...maybe in time I will reach the place you are comfortable in...you have so much wisdom and kindness to share. Thank you.
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Monday, February 16, 2004 8:38 PM CST
A very nice photo! I don't think I've ever seen it before. Thank you for posting it.
I am glad Ira is out of the hospital and hopefully on the road to a full recovery.

Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, February 14, 2004 6:15 PM CST
Hi, Kayla and Ali, and Auntie Vicki et al. I just wanted to let you know I'm praying for Ira to have a speedy recovery. Blessings,
Auntie Pam <guthr007@umn.edu>
- Wednesday, February 11, 2004 9:31 AM CST
Thank you so for sharing your sister's loving feelings about Gabe. I so feel like I know him. I'm hoping Rachael and Gabe are friends!
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, February 5, 2004 2:44 PM CST
Hi Mikala,
This is Lisa (I used to live down the street from your Auntie Vickie). I am sending all my best wishes for your dad's transplant. I know he's going to make it through just great. Take care, sweetie. Love to you and your mom.

Lisa
- Thursday, January 29, 2004 2:25 PM CST
Hi Mikala,
This is Lisa (I used to live down the street from your Auntie Vickie). I am sending all my best wishes for your dad's transplant. I know he's going to make it through just great. Take care, sweetie. Love to you and your mom.

Lisa
- Thursday, January 29, 2004 2:25 PM CST
Hey Vicki, Mikala and family.

I will send good thoughts and prayers your way so that your Dad comes out with a "brand new" functioning kidney and that he gets a very speedy recovery. A close relative of mine lost a kidney last year and fortunately for him, his other kidney is working fine.

By the way, Gabe's t-shirt looks great. I'm afraid to wash it in case something happens to it.

Lots of hugs.

France <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Thursday, January 29, 2004 7:34 AM CST
That's my favorite picture of Gabe and his sister! Looking forward to meeting you finally...
Rosemary Harris (she posts on my caringbridge site) she's planning on making the trip to Winona for Rachael's show--maybe you guys could travel together. I can't recall where she lives in the cities--just thought I'd mention it...

Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Monday, January 26, 2004 2:49 PM CST
Hi Vicki. I met with Susan in Dec. It really helped bring me a sense of peace. I feel more than ever that Joe is with us. Thank you for sharing her. Best wishes for the New Year.
Cathy Rossini <trossini@comast.net>
IGH, MN - Saturday, January 10, 2004 11:30 AM CST
Oh, I am so sad to hear that John has died. He told me he was going to release a balloon on Rachael's birthday. That is the last message I received from him. Too many good people pass on...so very sad.
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, January 7, 2004 6:14 PM CST
Vicki,

May you have peaceful thoughts, restful nights and love surround you each and every minute. You are truly, one of a kind.

God bless you and your entire family,


Brenda
Champlin, MN - Thursday, December 25, 2003 8:55 PM CST
Even tho we don't know each other you have my empathy. May you be blessed with a very Merry Christmas and God give you peace. This is the season to rejoice and even tho it can easily be sad times we will LET God give us needed strength. Arlene and Dean Helling
Arlene and Dean Helling <rafterhranch@westriv.com.>
Golden Valley, N.D. USA - Thursday, December 25, 2003 10:18 AM CST
Vicki,

You have such a beautiful site! Gabe must be proud! Will you share how you created such beauty? Doesn't matter...I'm sure your sweet Gabe is loving it!
Don't you wish we mortals could share the wonder our children experience??? I know I want to experience the joy...! I so want to know JOY again...

Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, December 21, 2003 8:48 PM CST
Vicki,

You have such a beautiful site! Gabe must be proud! Will you share how you created such beauty? Doesn't matter...I'm sure your sweet Gabe is loving it!
Don't you wish we mortals could share the wonder our children experience??? I know I want to experience the joy...! I so want to know JOY again...

Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, December 21, 2003 8:48 PM CST
Vicki, thank you for always checking in on us. I know how your heart must hurt and how much all of you miss your Gabe but God has given you continued strength to reach out to others. You are truly a blessing to us and always in our hearts. May he richly bless you and yours this holiday season and may you find peace and comfort knowing that a 'very special angel' is always watching over you.
Barbara and Mikey Thompson <bcthompson@mail.utexas.edu>
Austin, TX USA - Thursday, December 18, 2003 4:28 PM CST
I read your page after you contacted me about Christmas for Max. I am a friend of Trish and her mom. I will say a prayer for you all and am so sorry about Gabe's death. It is so hard to see this AML hit these children and the struggles involved with it. May this holiday be a tribute to Gabe and all the other children that are not here this holiday. God Bless your family and I pray for your Peace. Arlene and Dean Helling
Arlene and Dean Helling <rafterhranch@westriv.com>
Golden Valley, N.D. USA - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 8:39 PM CST
I love the tree in the background. It's so pretty. I hope you can find peace soon. It has got to be so hard to loose someone so close. God Bless you.

France <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Tuesday, December 16, 2003 7:25 AM CST
What a wonderful thing that you are keeping Gabe's memory alive. No, you are not strange, for if you are, then those of us who continue to grieve and want to keep our precious child's life alive in our hears, are all strange! My daughter also died from the treatment, not the disease. The Drs. insisted that she needed 3 more months of chemo even though she begged them to let her take a six week break!! She kept telling them her body just wasnt ready for more, but they shamed her...never gave her an option! She too spent many weeks in ICU, suffering, before she died. And the autopsy showed...NO cancer cells in her body!! Oh yes, I grieve, I wail, I ask why....and I can never let her go...she is with me every day and every minute and her webpage stays on!! I have added you to my list of those I will think of and share my grief with.

www.caringbride.org/sd/amyschroeder

Rosemary Harris <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
- Monday, December 15, 2003 11:36 PM CST
Hello Vicki,

What beautiful background design for Gabe's site (the tree in blue). I've never seen anything like that.

Vicki, you do not know me but I have signed before. I truly am so very touched at how you continue to journal this way for your nephew. I have never seen an aunt grieve so much for a nephew. (I'm not being sarcastic or critical--I think it is a wonderful love you have for Gabe.)

I think of you often and pray that you find peace some day. But there is nothing wrong with grieving for Gabe. He sounds like he was an incredible and loving person. In the pictures, I can get a glimpse of why he is so deeply missed.

Sincerely and God bless,
The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey, St. Gabbie, and Noah Gabriel (http://www.caringbridge.com/mn/gabrielles.prayers)

Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Monday, December 15, 2003 10:04 PM CST
Hi Vicki: I am not sure if I have signed Gabe's guestbook before or not but I have been coming here from time to time for awhile to see how you are doing. I do not think it is strange that you continue to do things in honor of Gabe and think about him often. They are all positive ways to remember Gabe and so often you are helping so many others in your own grief. Though my son survived cancer and transplant and the aftermath, there are still quite a few children/young adults I think of every day who did not. Like Gabe, they taught me so much and are just too wonderful not to remember every day. I will keep checking on you and wishing I had gotten the privilege of meeting Gabe.
Donna <www.caringbridge.org/ia/collin ldvolz@msn.com>
Earlham, IA - Monday, December 15, 2003 2:09 PM CST
Hi Vicki,
No I don't think you are strange. I think you have really positive ways of expressing your feelings about the loss of Gabe. Some people deny the grief, some try to drink or self-medicate it away, some people get really depressed and don't want to talk about it. You try to find unity and solidarity with those who have experienced this loss, too. There's nothing wrong with that. I hope each thing that you do brings you just a little bit more peace.

Lisa who used to live down the street
- Monday, December 15, 2003 12:32 AM CST
Vicki,
You are a dear sweet person for caring as much as you do. It's too bad more people aren't like you. The world be a much better and kinder place.
I'm sure Gabe is smiling!

Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Monday, December 15, 2003 9:58 AM CST
Thinking of you today. Stopping by to say hi.
I know that your candle lighting will be special on
Sunday night. We are doing it for Jack also.

I also know how it feels to watch that visitor counter
go up and not have any guest book entries to know
who came by to see how you are. A note is always
encouraging. :)

Take care.

Jackson's mom, Michelle
Clear Lake, Wisconsin - Friday, December 12, 2003 9:24 PM CST
Hi Vickie and family,

I am still reading on a regular basis. Thinking about all of you and wishing you peace and happiness for the holidays and always.

PS: How is Mykala's dad?

Mary <mamy@carleton.edu>
Northfield, MN USA - Friday, December 12, 2003 4:31 PM CST
I will be lighting a candle in Rachael's room, and a candle in our kitchen, and a candle in Rachael's bathroom. Rachael so loved relaxing with bubbles in her tub...
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, December 11, 2003 6:33 PM CST
I'll be lighting candles this Sunday in the comfort of my Ottawa home, thinking about you and the many kids that have become angels. God Bless.

France <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Monday, December 8, 2003 10:20 AM CST
Hi gabe i miss you very much right now iam with maddy and jasmine i love you very much
Love kayla

mikala <mfr@roadrunner.com>
minneapolis, mn minnesota - Sunday, December 7, 2003 3:27 PM CST
Vicki,
I will light candles in memory of your Gabe, my Rachael and Jessica on December 14th. Thank you for sharing this information...

kathiemayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
winona, mn usa\ - Friday, December 5, 2003 8:46 PM CST
HAPPY 5 MAC! HOPE YOU HAD AN AWESOME DAY! YOUR MOM IS SO GREAT! YOU ARE A LUCKY, LUCKY KID! ENJOY YOUR DAY AND YOUR WONDERFUL FAMILY!
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo
- Thursday, December 4, 2003 5:23 PM CST
Just stopping by to say hi and wish you a Happy Thanksgiving.
Mary Kiener, caringbridge.org/ia/sam
- Wednesday, November 26, 2003 3:11 PM CST
Vicki, I have wanted to write for so long and still I am not sure what to say. I want to thank you for always leaving me sweet messages and always caring. I wish I could comfort you and tell you all will be better and it will get easier but I feel the same way you do and wish I was able to just give you a hug. I hope someday the pain and lonely feeling we have will get better. I think if we continue to tell stories and talk about our loved ones we will help our healing. Gabe sounds like a warm loving caring young man. God bless.
Deb www.caringbridge.com/mn/ajtoivola
Gilbert, MN - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 9:00 PM CST
So happy to see the collage of photos on your website. I'm thinking I need to do one with Gabe and Rachael...I so hope they are discovering the stars together!
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo
- Monday, November 24, 2003 6:16 PM CST
The back of the shirts are really neat. What a cool looking shirt.
Mary Kiener
- Monday, November 17, 2003 2:10 PM CST
Thank you so for remembering my sweet Rachael!
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo
Winona, MN - Saturday, November 15, 2003 6:38 AM CST
Well it has been a while. School is fine and every one is good. I hope every one is doing ok and tell them I say hi.

~Hadija <lil_dija@hotmail.com>
- Friday, November 14, 2003 6:32 PM CST
Just stopped to say hi.
Mary Kiener
- Thursday, November 13, 2003 5:03 PM CST
Vicki,
I have a sister that is as caring and thoughtful as you. Know that you are appreciated and loved.

Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, November 5, 2003 6:43 PM CST
Hi Vicki. I spoke with Suzanne on the phone a couple of weeks ago, and we are going to meet in Dec. She thought it would be better if we waited a couple of months. Suzanne and I spoke on the phone for 15 min., and she shared some wonderful, meaningful messages with me. Thanks for sharing her! Cathy
Cathy Rossini <trossini@comcast.net>
IGH, MN - Monday, November 3, 2003 1:15 PM CST
Dear Vicki,

First and foremost I am so touched with your love for your nephew. Your love for Gabe is very evident.

I saw your journal on the flow of tears not stopping and thought I should at least offer you something.

We lost our daughter, Gabrielle, at the age of two to neuroblastoma in May 2002. My heart was crushed and I still miss her dearly and deeply.

But someone has helped me. His name is Jesus Christ. God has graciously given me reason to keep on living. The day before Gabbie died, I told her she might have to go home to Jesus. She pointed her finger at me and asked, "Will you be dere?" I said she must go first...but assured her I would follow her someday.

I could only give Gabbie my assurance because Jesus Christ is my personal Savior.

Gabbie's question was appropriate. She never assumed I would be there, she asked. It is now my mission to share Jesus Christ with others who have lost children (or nieces and nephews).

You may not be interested in meeting me. But if at anytime you are interested, please know I am here.

I still cry for her...but have full assurance based on the promises of the Bible that we will be together again. And there is my HOPE!!

Anytime...I am willing.

A follower of Christ,
Monica Paquette (http://www.caringbridge.com/mn/gabrielles.prayers)

Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, - Sunday, November 2, 2003 2:59 PM CST
Vicki,
All I can think of is that Jessica's presence brought back memories you hadn't experienced in a long time. And, so the tears.
It's like discovering something that you'd totally forgotten existed---the memories are so overwhelming.
I've been going through a lot of that lately...memories can be painful when they catch you off guard. So sorry you are sad again...

Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, November 1, 2003 8:24 PM CST
Hi Vicki,
Oh gosh, I'm so sorry I haven't sign in for awhile now... I promise that I've been checking in as often as I can.. just can't believe I haven't signed in since August!! Well, just wanted you to know that I'm thinking of you..

~*Girlie's Page*~

All my love & more,
XOXOXOXOXO

Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Wednesday, October 29, 2003 9:37 PM CST
Oh Vicki,
..too much sadness...another loss. Please know that every day when I remember Gabe---I think of you. That means, that I think of you always. Be kind to yourself...you are loved.

katmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, October 23, 2003 7:27 PM CDT
Sorry to hear of another loss.
Mary Kiener, caringbridge.org/ia/sam
- Thursday, October 23, 2003 1:42 PM CDT
Hi,
Makala and I have been writing each other quite a bit in the last few weeks but I wanted to touch base with Gabe's website and get caught up there to. Wow, what a lot going on. Living out in Washington I don't have first hand knowledge of the walk nor did I get to watch the program on WCCO although I used to go to the live web cam on many a cold Washington morning and sit at my computor hoping that I would see Ali, Gabe and Makala walk under the cam when they lived near by. The mear chance of seeing them made me feel closer to them. John, I enjoyed reading your letters. We met once or twice in the past when I was visiting. And I could tell how much you enjoyed Makala. Funny when I think of it, Gabe's cancers were usually what brought me back to Minnesota. He made one trip out here to visit and stayed with us for a few weeks. A few months after his return he was diagnosed with bone cancer, the rest of my visits were with a Gabe who was undergoing treatment,in remission, pre-pre-diagnosis, pre-diagnosis, treatment, mom's triple bypass, more treatment... and you know what? Gabe was always the same guy. You wouldn't believe how cool he was when Omi, his Grandmother took Makala, Gabe and I to Lake Superior for several days and I had to give him shots, I was a basket case. He had the patience of a saint,"One,two, three", I'd say. Then I'd say it again until I could get up the nerve. He took everything in stride. What he wanted more then anything was to sit and visit.We used to visit a lot on the phone. Love you Gabe,Makala, Mac,Logan and Zack. Thank you for all your hard work Vicki. Love, Auntie Lisa

Auntie Lisa <auntielisa30@hotmail.com>
Burlington, WA USA - Monday, October 20, 2003 9:37 PM CDT
Dear Gabe,this is proble the first time i ever e-mailed you before but i really enjoy it i rember when me mikala my brother Tony and you were wrestling and just to tell you never want to play with my brother again! sincerly yours Amy zubia
Amy Zubia
Northfield, MN Minnesota - Saturday, October 18, 2003 7:28 PM CDT
hey gabe i miss you i remeber when i went to a phsic and i was really happy that you are all around me i find it really comforting.Amy is spending the night and amy is going to talk to you in a couple min. i love you gabey and i will e-mail you soon love kayla
Mikala <mfr@roadrunner.com>
minneapolis, mn minnesota - Saturday, October 18, 2003 7:20 PM CDT
I hope your sale today was a good one. You are wonderful!
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo
- Saturday, October 18, 2003 3:13 PM CDT
Dear Vicki: What a special auntie that Gabe and Makala has.
To share that unconditional love you have for those two children and the special love you give to your two little boys makes such a statement of who you are. I sit here thinking tonight about the crazy mixed up world that we live in and how we must love one another in order to make that change only we can do. I think what you are doing to carry on the memory of Gabe not only honors him but all of the other children who have walked in his shoes. I wish that I could be a strong person; and as my journey comes to an end, I hope that it could be with the same dignity and courage that little boy went through.
I hope that your Garage Sale is very successful. Vicki, I have been doing better and am hoping that some day next week you can come for a visit. I would surely appreciate your company again. Love, John

John Stachovich <jstachovich@mn.rr.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Thursday, October 16, 2003 9:41 PM CDT
Hi Vicki. Thanks for the message. I wrote your number down, but I cannot find it. I'd like to hear more about your visit with Gabe. I'll be home in the afternoons this week. Thanks. Cathy
Cathy Rossini <trossini@comcast.net>
IGH, MN - Wednesday, October 15, 2003 5:10 PM CDT
I can't wait to hear more about the visit. Wish I had the ability (mental, not physical) to make a trip to Mpls/St.Paul. We have no physics in Winona,MN. Can't wait for more sharing...thank you.
Kathie (Rachael Mayo's Mom) <www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo>
- Tuesday, October 14, 2003 2:15 PM CDT
Gabriel--the name of an angel. Rachael loved drawing angels. I know they must be together. Maybe Rachael is drawing Gabe!! Wouldn't we all love to see that picture.
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo
- Friday, October 10, 2003 7:06 PM CDT
I love you Gabriel
Me
- Wednesday, October 8, 2003 6:28 PM CDT
Dear Vicki: the poem that you posted yesterday is a story of parents grief. Thank you very much for sharing it with the rest of us. Hopefully with the wonderful work that you are doing on behalf of the Children's Cancer Society and the Leukemia Lymphoma Society, there won't be a need to have a Caringbridge web site. Hopefully there won't be a need to hold a garge sale. Hopefully there will be a cure so that parents who loose their child to cancer won't grieve as so many parents are doing now. Vicki, even one person can make a difference in the fight against cancer. You have become a role model and a leader in making this a reality.
John Stachovich <jstachovich@mn,rr.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 2:31 AM CDT
Thank you for sharing the beautiful poem. Sadness is so eloquent.
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo
- Monday, October 6, 2003 7:07 PM CDT
Dear Gabe's family,

I made a mental note to visit your web site after seeing the last half of your story on channel 5 a while ago. Today I finally had the time to sit and read through your past journals. And then time to leave a message.

My son Austin is treated for leukemia at the U of M too. He did not need a BMT, he has A.L.L which is (for the most part) curable with chemotherapy. Judging from the accounts of others, I agree, it is difficult to find kids that survive bone marrow transplants. Though there ARE survivors out there, it seems like a small percentage. Such difficult and harsh treatment both in preparation and recovery. But unfortunately the only other option known at the time.

In reading through your journal and seeing Gabe's mom on TV I get a glimpse of what Gabe was like. It's just unreal how wise and spiritual these kids are. And it tears me apart to see all these kids leaving too soon.

Cancer has a way of making you appreciate all the wonderful things in life, but it also makes you more aware of the sufferings of others. Please know that I am thinking of and praying for your family. Thank you for sharing Gabe's Story. You are all doing a wonderful job moving forward and raising awareness in his memory.

Many Blessings,

Sara Freking
www.caringbridge.org/mn/austinfreking
Red Wing, MN USA - Monday, October 6, 2003 10:59 AM CDT
Thanks for sharing the poem. Thinking of you.
Mary Kiener
- Thursday, October 2, 2003 9:36 PM CDT
Vicki,

What a beautiful poem. Thanks for sharing it. I'm going to print it out and hang it up in my office.

Thanks again,

Brenda
Champlin, MN - Thursday, October 2, 2003 1:43 PM CDT






GOD BLESS YOU, VICKI. You are the "Breath of Freash Air" when it comes to your crusade to help other families who had lost a child to the way that Gabe died. Even if you don't think so, you have the strength and fordatude it takes to truely make you mark in the fight for patients with blood cancers. I know that this is a true fact. After meeting you and reading your postings on Gabes Web Site it tells us that are you have the fight it takes to assure other parents and family that you are serious in helping stomp out this awful disease that is killing our young people.
I wish you all the best and will continue to keep you and your family members in my prayers. Vicki, I hope that we can meet again. Our last visit was way too short and I know that alot more needs to be said about stomping out this awful disease that is killing our babies. Also, I do know that you will return. I hope that you have gotten to read my letters that I have received from many friends around the country.

John Stachovich <jstachovich@mn.rr.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, October 1, 2003 10:54 AM CDT
It has been a privlige to know you through the entries on caringbridge--thank you. Someday we will meet--what a great day that will be. I believe that your Gabe and my Rachael have already meet...they have made quite an impact...oh god, if only we could all be so happy...
kat
- Monday, September 29, 2003 6:45 PM CDT
Dear Vicki: It was truly my pleasure to have you come and visit with me this afternoon. How can I thank you for the kind words that you expressed in today's journal entry? I was so happy to be able to share my thoughts with you regarding Gabe and myself. As I told you, within one month I had lost three friends who had a umbilical cord blood transplant. I have been thinking that maybe it is time for people like you and even myself to hold the hospital responsible for umbilical cord blood transplants.
We need to find out why they are advocating these kinds of transplants. Nothing will ever be done unless someone like you , other parents of children who passed away from the Host versus Graft Disease. And we all know that their transplants consisted of the use of umbilical cord blood.
I hope that you and your family will take this weekend off.
It's has been a emotional one for all of you, especially just walking in the Light Up The Night fundraiser. I wish you all the best of luck with the garage sale. Please let me know if you need help with it or if there is anything else I can ever do. You have been making a difference in the fight to find a cure for blood related cancers. I think that you really rock when it comes to your mission in stopping this cancer monster. Again, I surely enjoyed our visit and look forward to many many more. Now, get some rest, garage sales can drive a person lupy. God Bless You, You are a wonderful person. Gabe and Mikala are fortunate to have their Auntie Vicki. Your friend, John

John Stachovich <jstachovich@mn.rr.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 5:47 PM CDT
I wanted to let you know that I was thinking of you today, as I often do. :)
Jackson's mom, Michelle
Clear Lake, WI - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 5:13 PM CDT
Keep making a difference, keep moving, beat the sadness.
Mary
- Tuesday, September 23, 2003 8:27 PM CDT
Vicki, Remember what I said; YOU WILL MAKE A DIFFERENCE! Because of your efforts to help in the fight against cancer
what ever you do, whether it be something big, or someone giving you a $1.00 for your fight. You have to remember that you have $1.00 you didn't have before. Vicki, I know that you are hurting now, but I do believe that the hurt you are experiencing will lesson as you continue your mission to find a cure for this dreaded cancer demon. I am looking forward to your visit on Wednesday. Your friend, John

John Stachovich <jstachovich@mn.rr.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Monday, September 22, 2003 11:49 PM CDT
Vicki and Members of Gabes Wings!!! CONGRATULATIONS ON A JOB WELL DONE! On behalf of cancer patients all across the country, I thank you from the bottome of my heart and soul
for all of the positive energy you all put out tonight. I know that Gabe was leading the way as you walked around the lake. He is smiling down at each of you for the awsome job you performed in his name tonight.
Many times those raising money for such things as the Light The Night walk don't often receive the recognition for what they do. Believe tonight when I tell you that Gabe and the rest of the angels are dancing and smiling and watching all of you from Heaven. Did you see that big star in the sky tonight? I'll bet you that it was Gabe saying GOOD JOB!!
and good job from your friend John Stachovich

John Stachovich <jstachovich@mn.rr.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Saturday, September 20, 2003 11:17 PM CDT
Dear Vicki and family: As I sit here tonight,tears are flowing down my cheeks. This is the first year since 1999 that I have missed the Light The Night fundraiser. It is such a beautiful Fall day. In the past, some of the walks were cold and rainy. Oh, how I wish that I was there and able to walk with Gabe's Wings. I know that Gabe will be on the walk also. His love for his family and friends will never go away. He will be in our hearts forever. Gabe will be your best cheerleader tonight as you walk in his honor.
I think it is so wonderful of you Vicki, to devote your life to help others who died from the same thing Gabe did.
I think that feelings and tears that I have wept are feelings and tears of happiness. I say this because I know that it won't be long until I will be with Gabe and the other friends like Jacob and Marion. All three will be there to welcome me to Heaven and of course to show me around what will be the most beautiful home to all of us who enters God's Heavenly Home. Thank you, Vicki for keeping the spirit of that amazing Gabrial. There is no one that I have known, especially at the age of 14, who has touched the lives of so many people and left his imprint in the lives of so many people in this world.

I will be waiting to hear of the results of the walk. May God continue to watch over you. Vickie. May he be there while you continue your work to keep Gabe's Memory alive. May God be there for Alison and Mikala. May they know that Gabe's spirit not only lives in their hearts, but the hearts of those people he touched during his long illness.
With Love and Admiration. John Stachovich

John Stachovich <jstachovich@mn.rr.com>
Minneapolis, Minnesota - Saturday, September 20, 2003 5:32 PM CDT
Dear Gabriel,
As I am sure you know we are doing the Walk tomrrow.
I am realizing,it is very bitter sweet.I have been so excited about it,but now the night before I am so sad.
I know it is because the reality is that I would not be doing this if you were here,god I wish you were here,life would be so good.Mikala would be so much happier,so would your Mom and Omi,and Papa and Regine,and Logan and Maca and Me and and and .......................I miss you and love you

Auntie Vicki
- Friday, September 19, 2003 9:28 PM CDT
I am sure your walk will be a wonderful tribute to Gabe. I'm sure the weather will be perfect, and every step you take will be an "I Love You Gabe."
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo
- Friday, September 19, 2003 7:29 PM CDT
Hi Vicki- I saw a "sculpture" of Ali and Gabe's hands on the news story. Could you find out where they had that done? I would like to have one of my hand and Joe's. Thanks. Cathy
Cathy Rossini <trossini@comcast.net>
IGH, MN - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 4:02 PM CDT
Good Morning, Vicki: I just wanted to stop by Gabe's website this morning to see the wonderful responses to the story aired last Tuesday night on WCCO's 4 on 4 stories by Randi Kaye.

I know Gabe is looking down at us, but I think that he would be in awe with all the inspiration and the impact he left and a year later as he continues leaving his mark on his family and friends.

Vicki, I was very glad to hear that you are hoping to establish help for other patients and their families who have had a ambilical cord blood bone marrow transplant. It is really a neat thing for you to do. Because of this, Gabe's legacy will always be with us.

If there is anything that I could do as far as helping you with this project, please let me know. It would be a honor for me to be a part of it. Until we meet, Vicki, continue your wonderful work. What you are doing can make a difference. Love, John

John Stachovich <jstachovich@mn.rr.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 8:58 AM CDT
Dear Vicki,
My name is Lisa Chambers however Alison may remember me as Lisa Peyton. I was Gabe's 5 year old preschool teacher and also had Mikalah when she was 4. She would always sit on my lap at the end of the day until she got picked up! Just the cutest little girl. And Gabe, I'm am still so sad that he is gone. I can't stop crying although I know that's not what he would want. He's such a happy and loving boy. I remember thinking that he'd be a great actor some day. Being a preschool teacher for me was a blessing . All of those children that were in my class became my own (until 5 oclock). I still think of them and almost remember every student that I had in the course of the 10 years that I taught. It's hard for me to think of them as bigger now but I know they are. If you could pass this to Alison I would apreciate it. I truely am so sorry for your families loss. Gabe was an incredible little boy and he will always be in my thoughts.

Lisa Chambers <udda@msn.com>
Hudson, WI St. Croix - Monday, September 15, 2003 2:36 PM CDT
Dear Vicki: Oh how I wish that I could be able to walk with Gabe's Wings. Since I can't, I want you to know that my spirit will be with all of the remainding team members.
What a beautiful way in which to honor cancer patients, families, and care givers, Is there anything that I can do to help. It would have to be from my home.
I have been thinking of a year ago when Gabriels life was honored at the Carleton College Chapel. I need to confess to something now. It goes like this, I had my cell phone with me. Lizzy looked at me and said, John, you better shut your cell phone off. I looked at him and said that my phone won't even work at the Target on Nicollet Mall. I assured him that it will be okay. The services had begun and when it was into it, a cell phone started ringing. I almost panicked, it was my cell phone ringing. When I finally turned it off. I had a feeling that it was Gabe's spirits calling to see if everything was proceeding as planned. Pretty soon, a lady came up to tell her story about knowing Gabe. But before she did, I could see those eyes looking at me as she said, "Anyone with a cell phone, please turn them off. this isn't the time and place for them. I GOT BUSTED!!! What I really wanted to do was get up and say that the phone call was from Gabe and he wanted all of us to continue to fill our hearts with the love that Gabe bestowed on everyone who came into his life.
Gabe, what you did was to allow me to accept my cancer with dignity and grace and with the love of family and friends. Gabe, I will be up there and will be seeing you soon. Gabe,
you are my HERO, during your time here, you carried your self with dignity and grace. I only hope that I can fit in those shoes. I need to go and see my son. Thank you for letting me share in Gabe's life. Thank you, Gabe's Auntie Vicki for not letting the life of this young man go on notice Love and Peace to you, Gabe. I will see you soon.

John Stachovich <jstachovich@mn.rr.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Sunday, September 14, 2003 3:20 AM CDT
In the Wcco piece, Gabriel's mother made the comment that her biggest pet peeve was about people who complain about the smallest things in their lives. That is also my pet peeve, as I lost my husband of 23 years and father of our 4 sons due to the complications following a bone marrow transplant due to chronic mylogeneous leukemia and a long month in the UMM hospital. That was 7 years ago and today if any one isn't dying, I consider it no big thing and even dying now is accepted alot more easily. I also am outspoken when I hear people complain. I was in the dentist office and someone was complaining that her husband wore his cap in the house and I said that at least she had a husband. There is always someone, somewhere, who's situation is worse than the person who is complaining, if they would only stop to think about it. My Love and Prayers For Gabriel and his family.
Mary L. Berg <bergbgml@arvig.net>
Staples, MN Wadena - Saturday, September 13, 2003 11:09 AM CDT
Hi Vicki,
The first thing I want to say is "Bravo" on a job well done. Your sister did a awesome job informing Minnesota of the horrors of diagnosis, treatment and the afterlife of those left behind. You should all pat yourselves on the back!!!

And to Gabe...Congratulations with the success you acheived during your life on this earth. I'm sure you will never quite understand the impact you have had on so many complete strangers. And from one of those complete strangers...Thank you. Your legacy lives on!!!!!!!!!!!!

Brenda
Champlin, MN - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 4:15 PM CDT
Good Afternoon: I have still been shedding tears since the airing of Gabe's story last night. I have the picture of the three of you in a frame on the wall in my computer room.This way, I can still talk to Gabe as my days go on.
For twelve years,I have taught elementry ed. and for 12 years, I had never seen such a remarkable, amazing, young ,man. I learned alot from Gabe. I learned that he put others before him. I had called him at the hospital one night and before I could ask him how he was feeling, he was asking me how I was doing. It was truly amazing that he put his family and friends ahead of him. What a sign of becomeing a perfect gentelman. After Gabe left us for Heaven, I missed him and Makkala coming into City Market. He just beamed when he was able to do something for his sister. Most of the time, when the two of them came into the store. I would never charge him for the candy or ice cream they bought. I took the money out of my pocket to pay for it. He was just so thankful for what I did. I felt so good to be able to do that. He was that perfect gentelman at the age of 14. I loved listening to him telling stories and I loved seeing how protect his sister and I really miss that smile of his. Since I found out my prognois from the doctors, I have tried so hard to follow the footsteps of Gabe. I continue to pray for him, but also continue my prayers for Marion,Jacob, and for Ron who continues his daily fight for life. Marion,Jacob, and Ron had transplants with ambilical cord blood. I have also meet other friends at the hospital who are no longer her because of the ambilical cord blood transplants. After my relapse last September, I was given the option for another transplant, this time using ambilical cord blood. After prayer, talks with friends, and also talke with God and the angels protecting me, I told them that after 5 years, I was geting pretty tired. Since then, I have started hospice coming to the house. The day that they moved all the Hospice equipment into my house, I knew that the last chapter of my life was beginning.
I am so happy that you are taking part in the Light the Night Walk at Lake Phaelen. This will be the first one that I will miss since my diagnosis five years ago. Please know that during this walk, I will be praying for your team and please know that although I am not there in person, I will be there in your thought. Vicki, Thank you for working so hard to keep the memories of Gabe alive. You are an Angel, Vicki, I not only look forward to seeing you soon for a visit, but I want you to know that when God needs you, I will join Gabe when it becomes time to show you around Heaven. May God continue to keep watch over you. God Bless, Joh

John Stachovich <jstachovich@mn.rr.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 4:05 PM CDT
Mikala, Alison & (Mostly) Gabe,
We haven't been in touch with you for many years. You are often in our thoughts. Ashley saw the news last night and called me immediately. :( I can remember taking walks with Gabe when he was first diagnosed. Even then, he was so concerned about his sister Mikala, and how would she be able to handle his illness. We miss you all and will keep you in our prayers. He thought the world of both of you. I am certain he is watching over you now. :) May God be with you. I only wish we had seen this sooner. Mikala - do you remember all the times we would camp out on my living room floor and watch movies late into the night? You and Gabe wanted the cat with us, but were scared of Max, our dog and we had to keep him in the basement. :o Those were some special times and I am glad to have shared them with you and your brother.

Dawn & Ashley Moore <dmoor@tursso.com>
Minnetonka, MN USA - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 2:11 PM CDT
Hello--
It's 8 pm and I'm still crying over the 5 pm news. It was really hard seeing Gabe. I live next door to his Grandmother. My kids, Tony and Amy, used to play with Gabe and Mikala almost every weekend before Gabe became so ill. We miss Gabe terribly.

Michelle Zubia <mzubia@amfam.com>
Northfield, MN - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 8:16 PM CDT
Dear Allison and Mikklaw: How ironic it was to see the story about Gabe on tonight's WCCO four on four. Allison, do you remember the picture that you sent me. Anyway, it is on my wall in my computer room. I see the three of you each day. I also have a Caringbridge site where I have asked my friends and family to continue prayers for Gabe. I started receiving hospice care about two weeks ago. I have accepted the fact that I will be joining Gabe in a short time. I know that he will be waiting at Heavens doors to show me around.
When the kids would come into City Market, they were the best behaved children I ever met. I used to tell Gabe to put his money away because the treats were on me. Gabe used to reply with a thank you. It wasn't a thank you like most kids would say if someone gave them something. His thankyou was straight from the heart. I can still see him and his sister coming into the store. They radiated so much love for one another. It is too bad more brothers and sisters don't do that. I miss you too, Allison, it is because of you that your children turned out to be who they are. My Hodgkins disease returned last September. It was exactly 18 months between my bone marrow transplant and the relapse. I chose not to take anymore treatments for my cancer. I had been sick for five years and finally God gave me permission preparing for his Holy Kingdom. Thank you Allison, for allowing Gabe into the lives of so many people. Since I relapsed I have tried to follow what Gabe did when he knew Jesus was waiting for him in Heaven. My God continue to bless you and your family. You, my friend Allison, are a piller of strength and I try to draw from that inspiration.

John Stachovich <jstachovich@mn.rr.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 6:59 PM CDT
What a wonderful presention of Gabes life, loves and loss. I so want to hold this young man in my arms. I so want him to know my sweet Rachael...I truly think a wonderful connection would have been made.
Our children deserved so much more...so very sad,,,

Kathie Mayo (rachael's mom)
- Tuesday, September 9, 2003 6:36 PM CDT
I enjoyed the story about Gabe. Thank you for sharing his story. I wish all children could be that loved! Cathy
Cathy Rossini <trossini@comcast.net>
IGH, MN - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 5:49 PM CDT
I was watching the 5:00 news and heard your story. My heart goes out to you and your family. I was drawn to your story because my son has leukemia. We found out June 26, 2003. He is 15 and this is tuff on all of us because this diease has changed his life forever. He has been going through intense chemo since then. We will kick butt on this. I think your walk is a great idea and am hoping we can be there. When I went to this web page I knew how to get where I wanted to be because he (Zak) has a web page like this.
Scharline Olson <scharmom@aol.com>
St. Anthony , MN USA - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 5:34 PM CDT
To all~

I just watched Gabe's story on 'CCO- it was amazing. They had the pictures of him, and Alison and Mikala's words were oh-so-memorable, but why remember? I've got it on tape, to watch whenever I want to ;)

I saw the picture at his 8th birthday party with the entire big group of us on it- it felt great remembering that small party we had so long ago.

It was great seeing you all (albeit not in person) and I hope that Mikala's school year is a memorable one.

~Peter R. Gawtry

Peter R. Gawtry <peter@gawtry.net>
Saint Paul, MN USA - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 5:27 PM CDT
Vicki,

Your phone call last night was so very kind. I am sitting here waiting for Gabes Story to come on air. Channel 4--5:00--I'm also going to videotape it. Your efforts, love and kindness are so remarkable. What a lucky sister you have...

Kathie Mayo <www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo>
- Tuesday, September 9, 2003 4:55 PM CDT
Vicki,
I seen the previews of Gabes story last week. I am so excited to sit down tonight and watch. I will post tomorrow...


Brenda (Ryans Aunt)
Champlin, MN - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 7:03 AM CDT
I am still reading and thanks again for mentioning Adam. I am so glad he is not forgotten.
Ruth
- Monday, September 8, 2003 7:57 AM CDT
Your kindness and understanding is so very appreciated. Gabe was truly lucky to have you for an aunt.
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo
- Sunday, September 7, 2003 6:58 PM CDT
I wish we could see the story - you'll need to tell us more about it. Take care.
Mary Kiener
- Friday, September 5, 2003 6:14 PM CDT
Indeed tomorrow it is back to the grind. I was talking to Noelle this evening and she brought Gabe up and I got all reminescant and naturally, I brought myself here.
I wanted to know, would someone PLEASE re-send me the light the night walk information? I really want to attend. send it to: kwixotr@yahoo.com

anyhow, how is everyone? It's going to be very nice to see you at the LNW (sorry I needed an acronym for the walk ^_^ ). I want to suggest a song for y'all to listen to. It's "When I Look to the Sky" by Train. Lots of it is very fitting. Check it out.

that's really it. peace

Max
South End, - Monday, September 1, 2003 10:09 PM CDT
Hi Vicki,
I just wanted you to know that I think of you often and hope that you are having a good day. It is so very difficult to go on but we do find a way don't we?
We have a new bunny in our yard and whenever I see it I think of you and my Ryan of course. I love what you are doing with "Gabes Wings". It is wonderful.

Cari Holt <caringbridge.org/mn/ryanholt>
Buffalo, MN - Sunday, August 24, 2003 9:09 PM CDT
Very kind and thoughtful entry today. You mentioned the Humane Society in you entry--just to let you know the first series of Rachael's Artcards are at the printers as we speak. The Humane Society will start selling them in September.
Kathie
- Saturday, August 23, 2003 7:23 AM CDT
Thinking of you.
Mary Kiener
- Friday, August 22, 2003 9:58 PM CDT
Hi Vicki. Thanks for checking in. I accidently deleted your message instead of pressing reply so I'm signing in here. Joe is feeling great, despite failing to go into remission. We lowered the dose of his weekly chemo so he would have less side effects. We are thankful for everyday. We don't know how long he'll be with us, but he is home, happy, and full of life. How are you doing? Cathy
Cathy Rossini <trossini@comcast.net>
IGH, MN - Friday, August 15, 2003 11:02 AM CDT
Your care for GABE has been a constant---Vicki, you are wonderful!
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo
- Wednesday, August 13, 2003 9:04 PM CDT
Sometimes it is the "quiet" times and the simple things in nature that make us feel the most at peace - I feel that way too. Take care.
Mary Kiener
- Saturday, August 9, 2003 9:03 PM CDT
Goodnight,
Sweet Gabriel I hope you are in a good place.

I love you.
Auntie Vicki

Auntie Vicki
- Thursday, August 7, 2003 9:23 PM CDT
Oh, Vicki,
I echo your feelings and comments...too many kids have died after receiving cord blood transplants...too many.

Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
Winona, MN USA - Thursday, August 7, 2003 7:34 AM CDT
Ditto to your entry.
Ruth Trombino
- Thursday, August 7, 2003 0:02 AM CDT
Hi Vicki, Ali, Mikala,
Please know that I've been thinking about you. I know you more than I find it hard to believe that a year has passed since Gabe left this earth. While I don't have any words of wisdom, I am with you in your quest to make peace and find solace in the passing of an extraordinary young man.
Love, Lisa

Lisa from down the street
- Tuesday, August 5, 2003 10:30 AM CDT
Hey Vicki,



I am thinking of you and your family always...I know anniversarys are HARD...my heart is with you at the most difficult times...I just wanted to say HI and to let you all know that you'll always have a friend from Australia :) You are all always in my thoughts and prayers..

~*Girlie's Page*~
~*Janice's Page*~

Hugs,
XOXOXOXO

Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Monday, August 4, 2003 9:14 AM CDT
Hello Vicki,

just checking in on you as I do regularly. I can almost feel your pain. I wish you lots of peace and lots of love on this 1st anniversary of Gabe becoming a beautiful angel. God Bless you and your family. Give Ali and Mikala all my love.

France <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Sunday, August 3, 2003 10:13 PM CDT
I'm thinking of you today.
A reader
- Sunday, August 3, 2003 8:06 PM CDT
Checking in today. No words of wisdom. Just know that we are thinking and praying for you all today.
Ruth Trombino
- Sunday, August 3, 2003 1:27 PM CDT
Our hearts and prayers go out to you as you approach Gabes one year anniversary of becoming an angel in heaven.

Love, The Holts.

Jeff and Cari Holt <www.caringbridge.org/mn/ryanholt>
- Sunday, August 3, 2003 1:13 PM CDT
Thinking of you always, especially on this difficult day.
Cathy Rossini <trossini@comcast.net>
IGH, MN USA - Sunday, August 3, 2003 11:33 AM CDT
You are all in my thoughts today, and in my prayers.
I pray that you find peace today, and that your day is filled abundantly with special blessings.

Jackson's mom, Michelle
- Sunday, August 3, 2003 8:48 AM CDT
You are in our prayers as the first anniversary of Gabriel's Homegoing burdens your heart with an even keener and more profound pain. We know how you feel. Our Anna was born 3/1/1985 and went to be with Lord shortly after her 12th birthday. I think of her when I awake and when I go to sleep and all the time in between. This pain will never go away . . .not that I'm looking for it to do so, for in it is also the unexplicable joy of knowing she is in
heaven and the absolute certainty of seeing her again. Praise God who has touched our sorrow with hope! While I will grieve the rest of my life, it is in this time of unexpressable sorrow that I have found our Lord most precious. It is in this wilderness that He has spoken most comforting to me and the wells of heavenly consolation seem to abundantly overflow over me. I pray you will know the compassionate presence of our Lord at this time as He holds you close and that you might be blessed with His peace that passes all understanding in a very special way.

Yolanda Rogers, Mom to Anna, http://www.galatians5.com - <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Sunday, August 3, 2003 6:52 AM CDT
I know today and the coming day will be difficult...I can only imagine as our own "anniversay" looms months from now. We are thinking of you...
Mary Kiener
- Saturday, August 2, 2003 7:52 PM CDT
To Gabes Family,

Even though we have never met, please know that I cry for the loss of Gabe. I so hope that your Gabe and my Rachael have made a connection. I will be thinking of you, and hoping the anniversary of Gabes' does not cause you too much pain.

Kathie Mayo
- Saturday, August 2, 2003 6:09 PM CDT
Please,those of you that read Gabe's site.Please leave messages as his anniversary approaches.
Victoria
- Friday, August 1, 2003 10:31 PM CDT
GABRIEL m English, French, German, Spanish, Portuguese, Romanian, Biblical
Pronounced: GAY-bree-el (English), ga-bree-EL (French)
From the Hebrew name Gabriyel which meant "strong man of God". Gabriel is one of the seven archangels in Hebrew tradition. He appears in both the Old Testament and the New Testament, where he serves as the announcer of the births of John to Zechariah and Jesus to Mary. According to Islamic tradition he was the angel who dictated the Koran to Muhammad.

Found this on the internet...just thought I'd share. If you don't like it, please delete.
I never met Gabe, but I love the people who love him...




Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo
- Thursday, July 31, 2003 5:34 PM CDT
Vicki and family, I remember the last days of Gabe very well also. I just remember seeing so much family there day after day and knowing things were not good. I always remember thinking that I hoped that would never be us. Well two months later to the exact date Adam left us also. Who would have know last year at this time. Life can change so fast. It just sucks, no other way to put it. I will and do keep you and your family in my thoughts daily.
Ruth Trombino <alandruth@myexcel.com>
Westerly, RI - Wednesday, July 30, 2003 9:55 PM CDT
My heart and prayers are with you all as you approach the one-year anniversary of Gabe’s passing. I know we still feel the pain here at the loss of such an extraordinary young man. He continues to inspire us and is remembered with great love.
Rev Phil <pahutchens@yahoo.com>
Minneapolis, - Wednesday, July 30, 2003 7:46 PM CDT
I think of you every day, and hope that I can be half as brave as you are when my Rachael's anniversary approaches.
Kathie Mayo
Winona, MN - Tuesday, July 29, 2003 6:09 PM CDT
Just to let you know that I am thinking of you today.:)
Jackson's mom, Michelle
- Tuesday, July 29, 2003 2:01 PM CDT
Ali, Mikala, Vicki and crew:
Just a reminder that you are never far away from my thoughts. I remember the events of the last year so vividly and think often of the courage you have all shown. "There are many kinds of courage. Awesome kinds. And everyday kinds. Still, courage is courage-whatever kind". I wish you peace and warm memories as you approach Gabe's anniversary. Please know my heart is with you.

Jeanine
- Monday, July 28, 2003 2:08 PM CDT
Hi Vicki,

Your sister Lisa is SO right..everyone grieves differently and it is so very true that when a loved one dies, it is ALWAYS so much harder as the months go by rather than on the day he or she dies. The day my mom died, I was so sad and scared, but everything happened pretty quickly and everything was a complete blur...now, 10 months later it hurts more than anything and I don't think I have felt my heart ache and hurt this much ever before...grieving is a life long process...I don't think it will completely ever go away from those who have lost a loved one...it may be less intense on some days, but on other days it may be so incredibly intense that we feel we are heading towards a breakdown...whatever it is, we have to try and pull ourselves together and be strong... I am keeping your whole family in my prayers as we all remember Angel Gabe.

~*Girlie's Page*~
~*Janice's Page*~

Hugs & kisses,
XOXOXOXO

Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Monday, July 28, 2003 10:50 AM CDT
As August 3 approaches, think of all the good you have done in memory of Gabe over the last year. Gabe's Wings and this web page are 2 examples of that. A friend of mine told me that when her daughter died she was afraid that no one would know who her daughter was - the parrish priest replied "that's up to you". You have made it so that people who never new Gabe in life, will never forget him. Stay strong and believe.
Mary Kiener
- Wednesday, July 23, 2003 3:33 PM CDT
You are so kind and caring. Just wish you never had to experience the loss of a loved one. You give so much...you are so caring and kind!
I want to take away your pain...I know that is impossible. I want to make you feel better..I know that is also not possible. I want to meet you, cry with you, talk about our loved ones...I think that is possible. It will take time, but it is possible...

Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
Winona, MN USA - Monday, July 21, 2003 4:40 PM CDT
A wonderful entry ... thank you for sharing...thank you!
K.mayo
- Sunday, July 20, 2003 0:24 AM CDT
Whenever I see a butterfly I think of Sam because of the butterfly out at St. Patrick's the day we picked Sam's final resting place. It's sort of like Gabe and the bunny...
Mary Kiener
- Friday, July 18, 2003 6:51 PM CDT
Just stopping by to say "hi".
Mary Kiener
- Tuesday, July 15, 2003 8:46 PM CDT
Hey Vicki,
That song is beautiful...the lyrics are so touching...hope you're having a nice summer!

Girlie's Page
Janice's Page

Hugs & kisses always,
XOXOXOXO

Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 11:01 AM CDT
Once again your posts are so appropriate and touching. Gabe is so lucky to have you keeping this website current.
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
Winona, MN USA - Monday, July 14, 2003 2:36 PM CDT
Hi Victoria,
It's Brenda, Ryans Aunt. I just wanted to say that I too, LOVE that song by Garth Brooks. I have the CD and I listen to it alot. I also loved the entry you posted previously to the song. That also spoke a 1000 words. Well I just wanted to check in with you and say hi.

Thinking of you all... every day,

Brenda
Champlin, MN - Monday, July 14, 2003 7:29 AM CDT
Thinking of you.
Mary Kiener
- Sunday, July 13, 2003 9:02 PM CDT
Thank you for sharing the entry on your page today.
Mary Kiener
- Saturday, July 12, 2003 10:39 AM CDT
Thank you for stopping by Jackson's site and for your kind words and support. I appreciate you thinking of us.

I have bookmarked this site, and I am thankful to be able to read more about such a special child.

The quote from Abe Lincoln is so very true!

Blessings to you,

Jackson's mom, Michelle
Clear Lake, WI - Friday, July 11, 2003 10:23 PM CDT
Thanks for your post today. I copied it, and am going to post it on Rachael's site. The more people that read it, the better we will all be. Thank you so much.
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
winona, MN USA - Friday, July 11, 2003 4:46 PM CDT
Dear Vicky and Gabe's Family,

I saw your posting somewhere...you can't attend a child's funeral because you are from Minneapolis. We are from Mpls also so it caught my eye.

We have friends who lost a son to AML and we lost our 2-year old daughter, Gabrielle, to neuroblastoma.

We miss our children so much but rest assured that they are with the good Lord.

God bless,
The Paquettes: Monica, John, Aubrey, Saint Gabrielle, and new baby Noah Gabriel (http://www.caringbridge.com/mn/gabrielles.prayers)

Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, - Thursday, July 10, 2003 10:17 AM CDT
I read your entry this evening, and was amazed by the similarity of events. I too would rub my Rachael's feet when her blood pressure dropped during dialysis. We never experienced the kindness of a doctor rubbing Rachael's feet. We never experienced kindness from any doctors...A doctor walked into her room after Rachael coded -- she was still alive, but this Doctor walked in and said, "I thought she'd be dead when I got here." Thank you so much Dr. O.
Sounds like Gabe must have had the 'kinder and better' rotation on medical care...but still, too many kids die! Too many kids are being used as experiments. Your sweet Gabe, and so many others deserved better...

K. Mayo
- Monday, July 7, 2003 7:07 PM CDT
Thank you for mentioning Adam today. It means more to us than you will ever know. I sometimes feel like people have forgotten about him. So you remembering him means alot. I thought about Gabe today. Hope you had a good 4th.
Ruth Trombino
- Friday, July 4, 2003 8:30 PM CDT
You don't know me but I was reading your web site and seen that you wanted to do a memorial for Gabe. I have lost 2 boys and after my son Zach died i got a peacelight. It has his picture on it. This light is a solar light it take the sun during the day and lights up all night. We have one in our yard and both boys have one on there headstones. If interested go into Peacelight.com. Just keet those good memories going
Carla <nelson2711@bwig.net>
Buffalo, MN US - Thursday, July 3, 2003 7:58 AM CDT
Hello Victoria,
This is Brenda, Ryans Aunt. I just wanted to say thank you for your comments on Ryans site today. I also wanted to let you know that I have been checking Gabes site ever since the first time you wrote in on Ryans. Along time ago I read the entire journey from top to bottom. Gabe sounds like he was a wonderful kid. I love looking at that picture of him hugging his sister. It looks to me like he understood the importance of family. What a great thing for a 14 year old! I'm sorry that the bone marrow transplant didn't go the way it should have. It certainly makes a person wonder about alot of things. Gabe made it that far and passed anyway. Ryan never had the chance to get there and passed before it was an option. Ryan was a fighter and I can tell that Gabe was too. Some of the questions Jeff has are "What if he would have made it to transplant" it sounds like you guys are asking "What if we didn't do it". I think you guys did what every other parent/loved one would do. Your only motive was to save his life and let him live to follow his dreams. He knew that. He knew that you all wanted the BEST for him. I'm just sorry that it didn't work out the way it should have. I hope that someday you come to find peace with the fact that you tried and did everything you could have done. I've heard about the ugliness of Bone Marrow transplant...but in both of our cases it seems like you were damned if you did...and damned if you didn't. Please give Gabes mom and sister our love. God Bless you all and I will continue to check Gabes site every day.

With my deepest sympathy,

Brenda
Champlin, MN - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 12:35 AM CDT
Hey I know I haven't talked to any of you in a long time but I just wanted to say that when I look at this site I'm amazed one that you have continued his site with not only information about Gabe but information about other kids. I think its really great that your still doing this. I also wanted to compliment you on the "Gabe's Wings" Store thats amazing. Well just thought I would post and tell you what I think. Hope I can post later.
Thomas Hendrickson <thomaslgh@comcast.net >
Sunfish Lake, MN United States - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 10:40 PM CDT
Hi Vicki, thanks so very much for signing Mikey's webpage. It was so sweet of you to remember us and to congratulate him. I know it must be painful for you but hopefully healing at the same time. Please know that you and your family stay in my thoughts and prayers. I'm sure you as well as all of us who followed Gabe's story find it so hard to believe that it's been almost a year. You continue to be an inspiration even through your tears and heartache. I pray that God continues to grant you, your family and especially Ali and Mikala peace and comfort through beautiful memories of Gabe. I'm so sorry for the pain you've all had to endure this past year. I wish I could offer you words of comfort and healing. I wish I could answer your constant question of why. I've learned that there are just some questions that will always be left unanswered at least while we're here on this earth. God takes the special ones - there is no doubt about that. The only answer to the 'why' that I've come up with is so that they can be angels to the special kids who are left on this earth - who are still fighting this horrible disease. Gabe was and always will be an inspiration and thanks to you, you are continuing to keep his memory alive for all of us. You're in my heart! Barbara
Barbara <bcthompson@mail.utexas.edu>
Austin, TX USA - Monday, June 30, 2003 2:47 PM CDT
I went to your Gabe's wings page. It is really great!! You are a wonderful aunt. Gabe I am sure would be pleased with what you've done.
Mary Kiener
- Saturday, June 28, 2003 1:50 PM CDT
Thanks for signing Luke's page. It means alot. God Bless,
Sheila DeVolder <caringbridge.com/mi/lukedevolder>
Marshall, Mi - Friday, June 27, 2003 3:05 PM CDT
I am expecting a delivery from Gabes Wings...I am so looking forward to holding the coffee cup, and gliding the computer mouse over the mousepad...I never knew Gabe, I wish I did, but I will cherish the connection with every sip of coffee I take from the cup, and every glide of the computer mouse...thank you for the wonderful design and opportunity
Kathie Mayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
winona, MN usa - Thursday, June 26, 2003 4:25 PM CDT
Please give Mikala a hug from me...she is such a brave little girl..

Girlie's Page
Janice's Page

Hugs,
XOXOXOXO

Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Wednesday, June 25, 2003 6:48 AM CDT
Hi Everyone-- I wanted to let you know that the Annual Turtle Derby is coming up and we raised $472 for the FUMC Children's Hospital! So many of my co-workers remembered Gabe and gave a little extra in his memory. It was really lovely. (Hey, Logie, I know all about migraines-- they aren't any fun, are they)
Auntie Pam
Saint Paul, MN - Monday, June 23, 2003 8:47 AM CDT
Hey Vicki,
Just dropping in to say hi..I hope and pray your son's results come back clear...have a great summer!

Girlie's Page
Janice's Page

Love & hugs,
XOXOXOXOXO

Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Sunday, June 22, 2003 10:05 PM CDT
Your web page is an inspiration to all of us. Thanks.
Mary
- Sunday, June 22, 2003 7:59 PM CDT
I visited Gabes Wings website...how wonderful! I must find out how you got that all together. A wonderful aunt you are to Gabe...his wings must be fluttering with pride, and I bet Rachael must be drawing his picture...she so loved people with wings... I'm smiling thinking about this---I don't smile often these days, so this is a good thing. Thank you...
Kathie Mayo <www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo>
Winona, MN USA - Thursday, June 19, 2003 4:07 PM CDT
Beautiful
M
Winona, MN - Thursday, June 19, 2003 10:55 AM CDT
I saw this and immediately thought of you, Vicki and Ali:

Inspirational Poem for Grieving Mothers
Can You be a Mommy if Your Baby's Not With You?

I thought of you and closed my eyes, And prayed to God today.
I asked what makes a Mother, And I know I heard him say:

A mother has a baby, This we know is true.
But, God, can you be a mother, When your baby's not with you?

Yes, you can He replied, With confidence in His voice.
I give many women babies, When they leave is not their choice.

Some I send for a lifetime, And others for a day.
And some I send to feel your womb, But there's no need to stay.

I just don't understand this God, I want my baby here.
He took a breath and cleared his throat, And then I saw a tear.

I wish that I could show you, What your child is doing today,
If you could see your child smile, With other children who say:

We go to earth and learn our lessons, Of love and life and fear.
My mommy loved me oh so much, I got to come straight here.

I feel so lucky to have a mom, Who had so much love for me.
I learned my lessons very quickly, My mommy set me free.

I miss my mommy oh so much, But I visit her each day.
When she goes to sleep, On her pillow's where I lay.

I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek, And whisper in her ear.
"Mommy don't be sad today, I'm your baby and I'm here."

So you see my dear sweet one, Your children are Ok.
Your babies are here in My home, They'll be at heavens gate for you.

So now you see what makes a mother. It's the feeling in your heart.
It's the love you had so much of, Right from the very start.

Though some on earth may not realize you are a mother, until their time is done.

They'll be up here with me one day, And you'll know that you're the best one!

-Author Unknown

Lisa from down the street
- Wednesday, June 18, 2003 1:16 PM CDT
What you wrote today is beautiful and very peaceful. God Bless. : )
France <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Wednesday, June 18, 2003 7:31 AM CDT
Vicky,
What a wonderful, caring aunt you are to Gabe. I applaud your efforts in keeping his special spirit alive. You are so very special in the caring you extend to everyone. I hope someday I can meet you, and give you a hug. Thank you for continuing your support to all. You've extended your care to me, and I'm sure to many. You are remarkable. Thank you!

Kathie Mayo` <www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo>
Winona, MN USA - Friday, June 13, 2003 5:02 PM CDT
Our heart and prayers go out to your family. I'm Ryan Holts dad and I have the same questions that you have. Why did this happen to such beautiful children? Children with promising futures that would of made a difference in this world. Someday I hope that question will be answered for both of us.
The Holts
buffalo, mn - Thursday, June 12, 2003 9:27 PM CDT
Vickie
I can see why you miss Gabe so much. You loved him like a mother. He was a precious young man and he was taken too soon. I am so sorry that he had to suffer. You were with him all the time. Your heart was one with his. You have a beautiful site for Gabe. I know your heart is broken. May you find peace in knowing that Gabe is an angel now and is no longer suffering

Susie, Bobby's Mom http://www.geocities.com/oursweetangel2002/ <susie.eyster@faa.gov>
Kansas City, mo usa - Friday, June 6, 2003 8:37 AM CDT
Oh, Vicki,

My heart and my mind (what's left of it) echo your sentiments. It's a comfort to me to know that another person feels the same way I do. There's not a day that goes by that I don't cry those exact words about my Rachael, "I want her back..."
The bench and the inscription are truly a beautiful honor in Gabes memory.
Thank you for sharing.


Kathie Mayo <www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo>
Winona, MN USA - Thursday, June 5, 2003 6:09 PM CDT
Wow! The bench is so nice. It was very nice of the school to honor Gabe in such a way. I also can't believe how Mikala has grown, it is almost a year since I've seen her but what a very good looking young lady she is. God Bless.
France <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Thursday, June 5, 2003 1:58 PM CDT
Hi, it has been a while since I have said "hi". It was nice to see you and the crew at the honors chapel. I hope to see you all very soon again. Love always...
Hadija
- Thursday, June 5, 2003 1:40 PM CDT
Vicky,
The new photo is breathtakingly beautiful! How wonderful too that his school and classmates honored Gabes memory with the dedication of the placque and bench.

Kathie Mayo <www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo>
Winona, MN USA - Saturday, May 31, 2003 6:04 AM CDT
Today was actually a fun day- after the Honors ceremony and the bench dedication, I got a ride home with Alison and Mikala. We talked about some of the memories we had, about where some of Gabe's other friends are now, and about Gabe. Thanks guys, not only for the ride home, but for the memories. I'll see you in August, or possibly before.

"I have been, and always shall be, your friend."
~Captain Spock, Star Trek II: The Wrath of Khan


Peter R. Gawtry

Peter R. Gawtry <Peter@gawtry.net>
Saint Paul, MN USA - Friday, May 30, 2003 2:50 AM CDT
Dear Auntie Vicki, would you consider posting some of Gabe's stories here? I know I would love to read them.
blessings to everyone

Auntie Pam <guthr007@umn.edu>
Saint Paul, MN USA - Thursday, May 29, 2003 8:32 AM CDT
Tonite I am tearful looking at this beautiful picture of a beautiful brother and his sweet sister.Tonite I think about why these things need to happen,what purpose does the loss of such a wonderful boy bring .
I miss him......................

a friend
mpls, - Wednesday, May 28, 2003 10:41 PM CDT
I love the new compilation of pictures when we first enter Gabe's site. Rachael's Mom is very talented.

If I lived in Minnesota, I'd do the walk with you in September. I'll see if there is a similar thing around here. God Bless you.

France Albert <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Sunday, May 25, 2003 2:40 PM CDT
Hi Victoria,
Thank you SO MUCH for coming by my website! It was so nice to hear from you...your nephew Gabe was such a beautiful boy. I am sorry he is now in Heaven but I am sure he's happy and in a much better place right now.. anyway I just came by to say HI...keep visiting! Have a nice weekend :)

Girlie's Page

Love always,
XOXOXOXO

Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Friday, May 23, 2003 8:49 PM CDT
If God needs the help of a teenage boy...then we are all in big trouble.
K.Mayo
- Wednesday, May 21, 2003 10:05 PM CDT
I am so sorry to read that Gabe's battle with this terrible enemy ended this way. Reading his story leads me to believe he was a wonderful person who had so much to give to this world. I believe God also knew this about him and needed him in heaven to help him. Gabe will always be in my prayers. I am personally in day 66 of my BMT. My brother was a perfect match and so far things are going good.So far no sign on gvhd I'm doing lots of prayers. I will continue to look on your site for updates. God bless all your family.
Sal Maniscalco <Saxman@netcarrier.com>
Norristown, Pa USA - Thursday, May 8, 2003 6:46 PM CDT
When I reflect back over the past year or so, I know that the saying "Only the GOOD die young", is sadly too true. The most recent good ones are, Sam, Jake, Rachael, Gabe, Alex,...Unfortunately there are many more.
How long is the list of kids that have survived transplants?
I guess only the ones that die stay close to our hearts...


K. Mayo <www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo>
Winona, MN USA - Wednesday, April 30, 2003 7:02 PM CDT
I was looking at Sam's website and found yours again. We were your neighbors when Gabe died. I think of all of you often. Our son is doing well. Our prayers are with you and all the kids we met in MN. Check out Daniel's website:
www.caringbridge.org/va/danielmartin
I guess he is one of the few left!

sheree martin <www.caringbridge.org/va/danielmartin or smsdmart@aol.com>
va bch, va - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 3:08 PM CDT
Victoria,
I am so very sorry for your loss. Too many young have left us. Your Gabe, my Rachael, Jake, Sam, Alex... Too many...so very, very sad.

Kathie Mayo <www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo>
Winona, MN USA - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 1:12 PM CDT
Auntie Vicki, tell us more about your rock garden. It sounds wonderful!
Auntie Pam
Saint Paul, MN - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 8:04 AM CDT
That's a great picture of Gabe doing something he loved. Thanks for keeping us updated!
Lisa from down the street
- Wednesday, April 23, 2003 1:23 PM CDT
I hope you had a Happy Easter Weekend. I've found many times this school year that I could have used Gabe's wise advice. I truly wish that he was still here- at least in the physical sense.
Peter R. Gawtry <Peter@gawtry.net>
St. Paul, MN USA - Tuesday, April 22, 2003 5:48 PM CDT
Happy Easter to you and your family
Ruth Trombino
- Sunday, April 20, 2003 9:04 PM CDT
Happy Early Birthday Mikala,

I don't expect you to remember me but you did paint my nails last July while Gabe was in the hospital. I brought you extra nail poslish bottles, one of them was green with sparkles. I wish you were here to paint my nails some more.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY and many, many, many, ..... more. All the happiness, peace and health in the world. Take care

France Albert <francel.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Thursday, April 17, 2003 4:27 PM CDT
I love how you have done this sight to honor Gabe. He was an amazingly mature kid far beyond his years. I'll never forget how passionate he was during drama class. I'll always remember that talking to him made me want to be a better person, it was amazing to see how he could never take part in something that was not honorable. Gabe, you touched many, and continue to still.
Angie Huston <minihust6@hotmail.com>
north oaks, MN 55127 - Sunday, April 13, 2003 5:12 PM CDT
Aunt Vicki, Was it the butterfly song that they gave us when the kids went in for transplant? I love that CD. We cry all the time when we listen to it. It helped us accept Adams death, we knew we had to set him free. I actually just got the tattoo of the butterfly. It has Adams name and date of birth and date of death around it. I love it. Cant wait for the summer to come so I can show it off.
Thinking of all of you

Ruth Tromb ino <alandruth@myexcel.com>
- Wednesday, April 9, 2003 12:46 AM CDT
Hey, sorry i didn't note gabes b-day (spring break) shockingly enough, april 6th today is my b-day too, its amazing how much you can not know about a friend
Yoku Hinson <kweksma7@aol.com>
Eagan, MN U.S - Sunday, April 6, 2003 8:18 PM CDT
Hey, sorry i didn't note gabes b-day (spring break) shockingly enough, april 6th today is my b-day too, its amazing how much you can not know about a friend
Yoku Hinson <kweksma7@aol.com>
Eagan, MN U.S - Sunday, April 6, 2003 8:18 PM CDT
i'm terribly sorry i could not right this e*mail sooner but i was unable to check my mail while i was on spring break, i'm glad gabe had a fantastic birthday, and even though it's late, i really want to wish him the gr8est, and i'll be thinking about him for years to come

sincerely,
mike

mike fenn <jamminman06@yahoo.com>
minneapolis, mn usa - Friday, April 4, 2003 10:45 PM CST
What a beautiful letter to Gabe from Ali. And what a great party in celebration of his birthday! Gabe, I wish you a belated happy birthday! I send my love and thoughts to Ali, Mikala, and Auntie Vicki.
Lisa from down the street
- Friday, April 4, 2003 10:59 AM CST
HAPPY B-DAY GABE!!

we all miss ya very much and we know we'll see you again some day. Hi to Gabe's parents and good luck
PEACE!!

Mark Allen James Jr.
- Thursday, April 3, 2003 1:04 PM CST
Happy B-Day!!!! I will never forget the awsome times that we had in your years here!!! I'll miss you forever and i hope that your family is doing well, i wish them all well.
Love always and forever
Heidi

Heidi
- Thursday, April 3, 2003 9:54 AM CST
Hey man, happy birthday! You're fifteen! Get your other-world permit and go terrorize the neighborhood (I'll bet you'd suck as much driving a car as you do and racing games! HA... even though you schooled me everytime we'd play :-P) Well happy birthday homie, still thinking about you.
Max
Minneapolis, - Wednesday, April 2, 2003 11:38 PM CST
Happy Bithday Gabe! How odd that I found your page today. This is Riley Bear's mom, he was next to you in the hospital on 4E last summer. I remember your mom and sister...they love you so much and I am sure they miss you more than you can imagine. I will have Riley sing Happy Birthday to you tonight and include you in our prayers. Our prayers are with you and your family.
xoxoxoxo.....Jeanne

Jeanne Joiner <jeannejoiner@hotmail.com caringbridge.org/ok/rileybear>
Del City, OK USA - Wednesday, April 2, 2003 10:15 AM CST
Happy Birthday Gabey!!

What are you going to do today? Maybe have a party with Phil Hartman and John Candy and laugh and laugh, I can hear your giggles. As you know I think of you and miss you often
Every time I see the clock and it reads 7:11, 10:11 etc I know you are letting me know you are here! Mikala had a dream the other night that a friend Jasmine, was drawing on a piece of paper and when she looked at it it read Gabe is here! What a onderful dream! Gabe, I love you and miss you! I remember the day you were born they brought you in dressed like a bunny for Easter, AMi, had brought pink flowers for the room and for at home. I remember when you were still a baby and you fell off the sofa, I was so upset that something had happenend to you, I called 911 and they asked me how your eyes looked etc, I was too scared to look, I put you on the bed and finally had the courage to look at your little face you smiled and laugh I was exhilerated. After you were born I was so afraid if something would happen to you, or if someone would ever hurt you,would be mean to you. At some point I let go of some of that because you are and always will be so strong and courageous and smart. Many pass through life, you did always wanted to savour it, I will always admire your strength and courage. I love you my dear son Gabriel, Thank you for the gift you gave me. YOU!!!!! Love Mommy.

Alison Guthrie
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, April 2, 2003 9:58 AM CST
Happy Birthday, Gabe. I love you so much.


Auntie Pam
Saint Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, April 2, 2003 8:02 AM CST
You are in our prayers as you relive Gabe's birthdate. May the warm memories of yesterdays and the precious promise of eternity comfort your hearts.
Yolanda Rogers, Mom to Anna, http://www.galatians5.com - <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Tuesday, April 1, 2003 6:27 PM CST
Hi, this is Caitlin. I'm sorry I haven't posted in so long, I wish I had sooner. I hear Gabes birthday is coming up in about a week or two right? Well I know it's not his birthday yet, but happy birthday anyway. I miss you lots Gabe.
Caitlin Klein <skittles_chan@hotmail.com>
St.Paul, MN - Tuesday, April 1, 2003 1:52 PM CST
Dear Gabe I have been thinking of you so much these days. I miss you. I talk to you a lot and still hear your voice.I had fun at your birthday party last year, I was so happy to be there. I had fun shopping for you. You loved the gifts Kala made you. We stayed up late playing games on your laptop and watching movies. You even let me put lotion on your dry legs, I felt honored. I wear one of your sweatshirts whenever I work out and I have a tee-shirt that you let me borrow when you were 12 that I wear for painting. You are in my thoughts each day and I will do something special for your birthday this year too. I love you more. Auntie lisa
Auntie Lisa
- Monday, March 31, 2003 10:40 PM CST
Happy Early Birthday Gabe!

Hadija
- Monday, March 31, 2003 7:57 PM CST
Hi... I hope you got my email, but if not. The message with your number got deleted. I hope you guys will celebrate Gabes journey and remember it as a happy day. I hope to talk to you soon
Hadija
- Monday, March 31, 2003 10:19 AM CST
I pray you are filled with happy memories of your precious Gabriel as his birthday approaches~ I was reading Heavenly Lights and saw the name Gabriel and his age 14 and my heart just sank~ My daughter Tiffany died when she was 14 and was buried on her 15th birthday 9/7/00~ Her only sibling Eric had a son April 10, 2002 and his name is Gabriel (my grand-son~) So you see I had to visit your Gabe~ I am certain Tiff and him are great friends in Heaven~ God Bless and strengthen you~
Love IN Christ,
Dawn
In Loving Memory of
Tiffany Marie Sisson
http://www.geocities.com/tiffanys_hope

Dawn <dawnsisson@msn.com>
Dalton, GA USA - Sunday, March 30, 2003 9:33 PM CST
I'm so sorry for your loss, I know what is feels like, I to lost my son. The pain remains and empty arms can never be filled again.I take comfort in knowing they are not suffering now, but enjoying a wondeful life with God in heaven.
God Bless and keep you....

Geri Hickey <billsgirl58@nf.sympatico.ca>
Newfoundland, Canada - Sunday, March 30, 2003 5:16 AM CST
My love goes out for gabe's family. I went to gabes school-minnehaha Academy. I didnt know him well, but when i did talk to him he always had a smile on his face. When i heard that Gabe had died i cried. I didnt even know him that well, except me a him sat next to each other in art class.
I think Gabe was a blessing. He always made me smile. Gabe will truly be missed by all that knew him and plus some. I am so sorry for your loss.
~Clinton Travis

Clinton Travis <Ctrav1on1@aol.com>
MPLS, MN USA - Saturday, March 29, 2003 3:32 PM CST
Hi... If you could email me about the Light the Night walk and then maybe I could tell people at school, that would be great. I hope all is well and be glad spring is here. Have a great day

~Hadija
- Saturday, March 29, 2003 2:22 PM CST
If you do talk to Matt please let him know that the Trombinos were asking for him. He was so wonderful and such a great nurse. We only had him a few times but he was always so excellent. Thinking about you.
Ruth Trombino
- Friday, March 28, 2003 8:24 AM CST
Last August my friend and co-worker Cindy brought in a beautiful white mum plant and we dedicated it to Gabe. I have tended it all winter and was trimming off brown leaves yesterday when I noticed that it's BLOOMING! I never expected it to flower again. Thanks, Gabe.
Auntie Pam
Saint Paul, MN USA - Friday, March 28, 2003 8:03 AM CST
I came across your website and wanted to stop by and tell you how very sorry I am for your loss. Just breaks my heart. I have a childrens memorial if you would like to have a star added in his loving memory. You can take a look at my site...and if you want a star added for him...just let me know. I would be honored to add one. My thoughts and prayers will be with your family....
God bless, Laura
Heavenly Lights Childrens Memorial
http://www.heavenlylights.homestead.com

Laura/Heavenly Lights Childrens Memorial <heavenlylights@charter.net>
mn - Saturday, March 22, 2003 9:39 PM CST
Vicki, Yes I also feel guilty when I dont think of Adam all the time. I think about him almost all the time though. I feel guilty when I am out in public and I am smiling and having a good time. I also feel guilty for going on with life. But we have to. They are gone and we have to except this. I think that is the hardest part, not being able to change things. Please keep posting.
Ruth Trombino <alandruth@myexcel.com>
- Friday, March 21, 2003 10:40 AM CST
Hi..
How are all of you? It has been a while since I have been here. I hope to talk to you all soon. Hi Mikala, I hope school is going good for you, Im jealous that you got Thur and Fri off. Grrr. haha. Bye

~Hadija
- Saturday, March 15, 2003 11:28 PM CST
Good Morning. Glad to see your posting today. Keep writing.
Ruth Trombino
- Thursday, March 13, 2003 7:49 AM CST
Still checking.
France Albert <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Monday, March 10, 2003 8:03 PM CST
Hi Aunt Vicki, Of course I still check all the time. We are going through alot of the emotions that you and your family are going through. You would think as the time goes on it would get easier but I think it gets harder. I just wonder if I will ever be happy again. I feel like my life has been robbed from me. Adams life was robbed from him also. Keep in touch and thanks for continuning to write.

Ruth Tromb ino <alandruth@myexcel.com>
Westerly, RI - Monday, March 10, 2003 7:01 PM CST
Very special. He still touches people daily.
Charles Crutchfield
- Wednesday, February 26, 2003 2:19 PM CST
Hi.. I hope you had a great V-day. I thought I would tell you about something that just happened. Well we happen to be doing a little pre-spring cleaning and my mom found a box with a bunch of valentines that happen to be from 3rd grade. I thought I would look through them and see who they were from. Well one happened to be from Gabe. It was a X-men card. It had Storm on it. I had to laugh because I was always her when we would play it. I threw away the rest of the cards but Im putting that one along with the other stuff I have to remember gabe. Well, I hope all is well and I hope to see you soon.

~Hadija
- Saturday, February 15, 2003 10:34 PM CST
Happy Valentine's Day (it's not just for couples any more!) with big hugs and smoochies for all! Remember that love is the best way things change for the better. Let 'em know you care.
Auntie Pam
Saint Paul, MN - Friday, February 14, 2003 9:06 AM CST
Aunt Vicki, We do the American Cancer Societies relay for life every June and are on the committee. It does help alot to think that you are doing something for the cause. Adam loved doing and raising money for the relay so it is hard to do this year but I am doing it for him. Yes even though they are not here any more they still teach us alot. Take care

Ruth Trombino
- Friday, February 7, 2003 8:45 PM CST
How wonderful to read Lisa's story of Gabe's introduction to her new friend! Way to go, Gabe! And Lisa, thank you so much for telling us about it. Peace and blessings to us all. Love,
Auntie Pam
Saint Paul, MN USA - Tueday, February 4, 2003 8:52 AM CST
Hi... Im currently at school inbetween 6 and 7th hour. All is well, though busy here. I hope you are all doing well. I hope to keep in touch with you. I am currently in a show right now so I have been very busy. Hi Mikala... I hope all is well with you. I will try to stop by here more often.
Love Hadija
- Monday, February 3, 2003 2:14 PM CST
This is from Lisa - I live down the street from Auntie Vicki and ran the Twin Cities Marathon last fall with a picture of Gabe on my back. Some of you may remember that from earlier entries. I wanted to share a neat experience that happened to me today that shows how Gabe continues to touch people's lives. This morning I ran the St. Paul Winter Carnival 1/2 Marathon, a race I really wasn't looking forward to. A few miles into the run I kept seeing a woman who was running about my pace and she finally asked if she knew me. I didn't recognize her. After a few questions, it came to her when she finally asked me if I had run the Twin Cities Marathon. I said yes. She asked, "Did you wear a picture of a beautiful boy on your back?" I said yes. She said that she ran behind me for a while that day and Gabe made such a strong impression on her and touched her. She said his smile accompanied her through a tough part of the race. Not knowing why I wore the picture (I guess she must be near-sighted!), she asked me how he was - I told her that he had passed away at age 14 last summer. She said he must be an angel looking out over us. Then she asked how Gabe's mom was doing. I said she is amazing. Ali and Vicki, rest assured that Gabe continues to touch people's lives. He helped Kelly through her race and she REMEMBERS him! And because of Gabe I made a new friend. I'll be looking for Kelly at other races. We will both continue to remember Gabe.
Lisa from down the street
- Saturday, February 1, 2003 5:32 PM CST
Hi Vicki- still think of you and your family often. Joe's doing ok. He had a rough two week battle with shingles, but was able to start school after Christmas. Are you walking at the MOA on Sat. for the Luekemia Society? Take Care. Cathy
Cathy Rossini <tpr@aol.com>
- Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 01:13 PM (CST)
Hey... Well finals week is over *sigh* Im glad that is out of the way. And I get ready for another show to open. So much stress!! But I come here to see whats going on and I see new pics.. I really like the one at the bottom of Gabe and Mikala joking around... It makes me smile and helps everything that went wrong go away... I hope you guys have a great weekend.
~Hadija
- Friday, January 24, 2003 at 10:26 PM (CST)
How wonderful to do my daily check in and find new pictures! Thanks, Auntie Vicki! A friend of mine at the office just told me about running into a woman she knows who knew Gabe through her son. It was so nice to hear how highly she thought of him, and how much he is missed. Blessings to us all.
Love,

Auntie Pam <guthr007@umn.edu>
Saint Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 07:50 AM (CST)
What great pictures of Gabe and Mikala - they were sure close. I check the site just about everyday and enjoy reading what you're up to and how you are doing. Love, Lisa from down the street
Lisa
- Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 04:56 PM (CST)
Hello out there in the cold center of the country. We are also very cold here right now. I dont mind though. Just checking in and wanted to let you know I was thinking of you. Take care and God bless.
Ruth Trombino <alandruth@myexcel.com>
- Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 07:40 AM (CST)
Oh... And Mikala, if you ever need to talk or just want to hang out, or whatever, Ill be here. I hope you have a great week at school
Hadija
- Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 09:57 PM (CST)
Hi...
Well the holidays are over, break is over (back to school...). As we approch finals week I think about Gabe. How he will never be able to take finals, see the new addition to MA. But I guess that stuff doesnt matter that much. If you think about the big picture, yes finals do count but not as much as some act like they do. The 8th graders will be visiting North next week, so that sould be fun. I hope everyone had a good holiday and New years.

~Hadija
- Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 09:55 PM (CST)
Happy Birthday to you, Aunt Vicki and Alison, I wish you all the best. I guess it is fair for me to assume that you are twins. It makes a lot of sense, now that I think about it (eventhough we've never actually met). I wish you and your family a very happy new year, lots of health, lots of peace and a lot of wishes come true.

P.S. I still check Gabe's website regularly. Keep up the great work.

France Albert <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Friday, January 03, 2003 at 07:18 PM (CST)
hi gabe i missed you at christmas i made you candle for your present thank so much for my present imiss you plese come visit me again and in my dreams i realy want play with you again can i? ilove you gabe
kayla


mikala
mpls, mn u.s.a. - Friday, January 03, 2003 at 10:37 AM (CST)
Hi Vickie and Ali,
Happy birthday to both of you! I still check the website every day at work. Sorry I have been out of touch - you are never far from my thoughts. I wish both of you all the best for 2003 and look forward to seeing you really soon. Vicki, I may have some ideas for non-profit jobs. Take care. Love, Lisa from down the street

Lisa
Minneapolis, MN - Thursday, January 02, 2003 at 08:37 AM (CST)
Just to let you know I check in everyday. Yes I also believe that our children are given to us as gifts and when they are finished here God has a plan for them in heaven. Some of us it takes 70 or 80 years to be ready for heaven but our children must have been ready now. It hurts awful cause we miss them so much though. I also want to hold and kiss my child again. I miss his voice, his smile, his smell, and everything about him. One day I will experience him again and cant wait.
Ruth Trombino <alandruth@myexcel.com>
Westerly, RI - Wednesday, January 01, 2003 at 12:07 PM (CST)
My dream is to help my sweet sister,and family.
Get a new job with a non-profit organization.(any ideas):)
Keep making myself better(more patient,more thoughtful,more productive)

Auntie Vicki <vlj322@mn.rr.com>
- Wednesday, January 01, 2003 at 12:01 AM (CST)
I hope everyone had a great Holiday.

Hadija
- Thursday, December 26, 2002 at 07:58 PM (CST)
Blessings of the season to all of you. I think of you all and Gabe's shining spirit often. I check in here but not regularly

/|\
Phil

Phil Hutchens
- Monday, December 23, 2002 at 05:11 PM (CST)
Hi... Its Hadija. I hope winter break is going good for all. And the Holiday season for those who dont have winter break. I just thought I would tell you. At The upper school we are going to start selling ribbons in memorie of Gabe. I got the idea when I found some left over from 5th grade that we gave away. We are still in the making stage but we will try to get that up and running asap. I hope you all have a great holiday and God bless.

Love always ~Hadija
- Sunday, December 22, 2002 at 10:44 PM (CST)
Hi - just thought I would say...my thoughts are with you this holiday season. Hope you have a merry one!! I have a nephew that has cancer and has been receiving chemo for a year and a half now. The university of MN is ready at any given moment to do a bone marrow transplant. We're (the family) is really hoping it doesn't come to that.

Take care!

Carrie
White Bear Lake, MN USA - Friday, December 20, 2002 at 03:15 PM (CST)
Hi Ali, Mikala, and Vickie,
I check just about every day - and you are all in my thoughts daily. Love, Lisa from down the street

Lisa
- Friday, December 20, 2002 at 10:34 AM (CST)
Ali, Mikala, Vicki, Lisa, Maria, Regina et. al. - Christmas is a time of renewed hope. I wish for you a silent moment, in which you can reach down to the depths of your soul and witness the strength, compassion and love that gave so much joy and hope to Gabe. May the love he has for each of you bring you great joy and ease your pain this season. Warmest of blessings to you all.
Jeanine
- Thursday, December 19, 2002 at 03:11 PM (CST)
Dear Ali and Mikala,
I think of you every day. You are remarkable and I know peace and gentle healing will find you. So many people continue to pray for you. Keep the faith.

Lisa Wutzke-Bleth
Bismarck, - Thursday, December 19, 2002 at 02:37 PM (CST)
Alison, We never met although we saw each other alot in the halls in Mn. My son Adam had a transplant there in June. He has passed away also. I can say I know your pain and I really cant tell you anything to make it better. I am finding the holidays awful. I cant wait for them to be over. I wish the pain got better but it seems to be getting harder. I think about Adam in heaven and that is what gets me through every day. I hope Gabe and Adam have found each other in heaven and have become friends. Hopefully they are looking down on us. We have to keep going here for our other children. I have Austin he is 9. Take care and stay strong.
Ruth Trombino <alandruth@myexcel.com>
Westerly, RI - Wednesday, December 18, 2002 at 10:44 PM (CST)
Still checking.
France <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Wednesday, December 18, 2002 at 08:17 AM (CST)
Auntie Vicki, I still check every day. It's a part of my morning routine!
love and peace

Auntie Pam <guthr007@umn.edu>
Saint Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, December 18, 2002 at 07:42 AM (CST)
still checking
Ruth Trombino <alandruth@myexcel.com>
Westerly, RI - Tuesday, December 17, 2002 at 09:43 PM (CST)
Do not stand at my grave and weep; I am not there. I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glints on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the gentle autumns's rain. When you awake in the morning's hush, I am the swift uplifting rush Of quiet birds in circled flight. I am the soft stars that shine at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry; I am not there I did not die.

Dearest Gabriel, you are with us as we get nearer to the holidays, my soul aches for you and my tears still sting my eyes as they long to see your beautiful smile. My heart is full and I want so much to hold you. My dear sweet boy the memory of all of you is so precious, so very precious.

Mommy
minneapolis, M - Monday, December 16, 2002 at 09:54 AM (CST)
Hi... Its Hadija. Some people asked me to post this here so I will...
Dark curly hair, gone from your head.
Warm, smooth, brown skin, pale and sickly.
Giggling lips, tired and shut.
Bright wonderful eyes, overflowing with hope.
Your beauty remains through toil and hardship.
The courage and wisdom of an angel on earth.

Hadija
- Sunday, December 08, 2002 at 08:29 PM (CST)
Hi... Im sitting here with Sashi and we are just reading what you have written. Thanksgiving was good for me I hope it was for you and all your family. I am looking forward to the candle thing. I will see you there..
Hadija
- Thursday, December 05, 2002 at 11:23 AM (CST)
Still checking in on you often. Wishing all of gabe's family and friends and peaceful, joyful Holiday season. God Bless.
mary amy <mamy@carleton.edu>
- Monday, December 02, 2002 at 04:41 PM (CST)
Hi Gabe, Zack and I will be flying back soon to be with everyone for a part of the holidays. It will be a short visit but I am glad we will be there. I miss you so much. I wore your sweatshirt to a 7th, 8th grade dance that I chaperoned and after all the kids started coming I thought I would have to leave, I missed you so much and wanted you to be there with me. Then I remembered that you didn't really like dances and I had a little laugh and felt better, thanks. Love auntie Lisa
lisa
- Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 07:00 PM (CST)
I am thankful that my nephew is doing wonderful. I am thankful that you are updating this site regularly. I am thankful to be healthy, have a wonderful husband and 2 healthy, smart and handsome boys. I am thankful that I met so many wonderful people this past year. I am thankful......

France Albert <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 01:59 PM (CST)
Hi... Its been a while sense Ive been here. It is amazing what everyone is doing. How everyone can come togeather to remember such a special boy. I miss him very much and know that everyone who knew him or didnt misses him. Sometimes at school I stop and think to myself. What would Gabe be doing now, what class might he have. We talk about him at school and share memories... He is missed
Hadija
- Tuesday, November 26, 2002 at 09:11 PM (CST)
Hi Gabe, Jessica left for Kansas today, she will spend Thanksgiving with her family and the go on to Hollywood. We sent the note you wrote her in the hospital with her. I love you sweet angel, please visit me in my dreams tonight

Love Mommy

alison guthrie <aguthrie@marquetteplace.com>
minneapolis, MN - Monday, November 25, 2002 at 06:36 PM (CST)
Hello Everyone. I wanted to say that I went to try to find Gabe's tree yesterday, but I don't think I saw it. I know it's on the south campus... I said a little prayer anyway. God bless.
Auntie Pam
Saint Paul, MN USA - Monday, November 25, 2002 at 08:22 AM (CST)
Gariel,
Watashi wa Chado desu. That's about all I can write other than first grade words. I know that right now you would be telling me to learn harder. But that's impossible. I promiseed Mikala I would start teaching her Japanese after she told me she barely know any. I miss you but try not to let it show to much know that if I do you would zap me with some celestial lightining-bolt.(LoL) I'm hoping to go to an anime convention soon to see what its all about. Of course it would be a masquerade one. Well that's all for now. Thank u all who still support Gabe!!
Chad Kuntz

Chad Kuntz <jeevesdabutler@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, November 23, 2002 at 03:33 AM (CST)
Vicki, Just wanted to let you know that there are reasons for you to keep this web page going. France Albert has written to me about Adam and Joes mother Cathy has also written to me. Cathy and I write pretty much everyday. These emails help me get through the day and are another support system for me. Thank you Ruth
Ruth Trombino
Westerly, RI - Friday, November 22, 2002 at 08:16 AM (CST)
Hi Vicki- I would just like to say how much I appreciate the way you have kept this up. You are a wonderful person and your family is truly blessed,may god bless you always. Gabe is always with you! Remember daily how much he means to you and how much he loves you!!
Andrea Hamblin - co worker of Vickis
Bloomington, Mn Hennipen - Tuesday, November 19, 2002 at 09:09 PM (CST)
hi gabe, mikala and i are missing you. Sue said the plaque for your tree is ready, so we are going to plan a ceremony for it. i miss your sweet smile.
alison guthrie <aguthrie@marquetteplace.com>
- Monday, November 18, 2002 at 09:45 AM (CST)
Just letting you know that I'm still checking Gabe's site regularly and little Alex's. Once someone close to you has been hit by leukemia, it changes you forever. I certainly look at things differently now and I like to know what's happening to the other families who were hit as well. I was sad to hear about little Adam. Did Adam have a website and do you know what it is? Hang in there and God Bless you.
France Albert <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Thursday, November 14, 2002 at 09:28 AM (CST)
Hi Vicki ;-) I have to share a dream that I had last night. There were many people together for a party (you were there, Chuck, Jessica, Alison and Mikala, and a bunch of other people). The party was at this big house and at the time everyone was outside socializing. Alison had asked me to go and get something upstairs. So, I went in the house, went up the stairs and when I got to the top of the stairs I suddenly felt afraid. I was really scared! I then said to myself, well if there is anything up here that I should/would be afraid of Gabriel would protect me. I said outloud, "Gabriel, if you can hear me and its ok send me a sign." All of a sudden off in one of the corners of the room a box and some things that were on the floor moved about 3 feet. (I knew that everything was ok because Gabe was there with me) The next thing I knew Gabe was tickling me and I was tickling him and we were both laughing uncontrollably. It was so silly and so happy and so funny and "ok"...he was happy and ok! I actually woke up and was laughing outloud and had a huge smile on my face, as I do now thinking about how happy he was in my dream...
I called Ali this morning and told her of my dream. She thought that I should share it with everyone. I can't express in the right words how happy Gabe was and how happy he made me. I do know one thing - he is ok! ;-)))
love, boo boo

Maria (a.k.a. "Boo boo") <maria.peterson@usbank.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, November 13, 2002 at 12:28 PM (CST)
Hi Vicki....This website is the most touching,incredible
thing I have ever read.Your family has been blessed with Gabe to have been a part of it.This tribute to him is
beyond words.You are all in my thoughts and prayers!
Smile...Gabe's watching over all of you!

Donna Luther...Coworker of Vicki's <Lutherdj1@aol.com>
Bloomington, mn Hennepin - Monday, November 11, 2002 at 01:39 PM (CST)
Hi Vicki- I continue to think of you often. I still check in to see how you guys are doing. I was sorry to hear of Adam's passing. Do you have their e-mail address? Joe is doing ok. He some mild skin GVHD. Take Care. Cathy Rossini- greet Ali.
Cathy Rossini <tpr100@aol.com>
Inver Grove Heights, mn Dakota - Thursday, November 07, 2002 at 04:45 PM (CST)
A very natural event to have an emotional release like crying. Yoga is used to recreate balance. This also happens with healing modalities like Reiki. (By the way the offer still holds.) I think of you all a lot.
Namaste

Phil Hutchens
- Tuesday, November 05, 2002 at 09:41 PM (CST)
Auntie Vicki, it's totally normal for feelings to come up as you relax. It's also very good for you to get the less pleasant ones out in a safe environment with supportive people around. I find that I sometimes cry when I'm dancing especially if I'm really having fun. Weird, huh? But it's all good. Remeber if you're feeling overstressed to cut down on your caffeine, sugar, and alcohol, and to up your exercise, sleep, and veggies. Veggies actually help reduce feelings of stress by helping you use the amino acids that calm you! Who knew!?! Pick the ones you really like and have an extra serving! I'm eating more spinach, squash and asparagus lately. Yum.
Auntie Pam <guthr007@umn.edu>
Saint Paul, MN USA - Tuesday, November 05, 2002 at 08:49 AM (CST)
Hi... its been a while.. Ive been busy with a show im in. I heard about the tree.. i want to go see it. I have to go but Ill be back..
*keep on smilin* :)

Hadija
- Sunday, November 03, 2002 at 05:02 PM (CST)
That is such a beautiful thing you did. I'm sure Gabe is very touched.

France Albert <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Wednesday, October 23, 2002 at 04:55 PM (CDT)
Hi, I thought i'd let you know that today I went down to the south campus with some people and we planted a tree for Gabe. I believe it was a crab apple tree. It was wonderful. We prayed before it was put in the ground and told eachother some good memories of Gabe. He'll always be with us.
Love Caitlin

Caitlin Klein <Skittles_chan@hotmail.com>
St.Paul, MN - Wednesday, October 23, 2002 at 03:38 PM (CDT)
I had no idea that Marline was even sick. Did we know it when I was back this summer? Thank you for keeping the page going. The new pictures are great. Zack came in just as I pulled it up on the computer. He just got back from taking photos with a friend. I'm happy to hear that Chad was at the party, I wish I could have been, it sounds like fun. Love you, Auntie Lisa
Auntie Lisa
- Saturday, October 19, 2002 at 12:59 AM (CDT)
We still miss Gabe on 4A. He came to mind today for some reason, and I checked up on the site. Your family was by far the wildest, hippest, strongest group of people I've come to know here at work. And I think the tattoos are a wonderful idea!
"For what is it to die, But to stand in the sun and melt into the wind? And when the Earth has claimed our limbs, Then we shall truly dance." --Kahlil Gibran

I heard an idea from a Native American shaman once that helped me deal with the death of a loved one: The sun is the eye of heaven, and the brightness of the light is the strength of our loved ones love combined with all those whose spirits are unseen. The warmness on our backs is the embrace that is no longer tangible. Night, and darkness, are a time to breath and rest, for we would be consumed by the enormity and strength of their love if heaven's eye shone constant.

You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Genevieve (night ICU nurse from 4A) <gthul@hotmail.com>
- Friday, October 18, 2002 at 03:47 AM (CDT)
Hi Gabey, It is snowing, Mikala is having a halloween party . We miss you and love you.

Momma

Aliso
- Wednesday, October 16, 2002 at 05:13 PM (CDT)
Hi Gabe, It's snowing, Mikala is having a Halloween party tomorrow, We love and miss you Momma
Ali
- Wednesday, October 16, 2002 at 04:57 PM (CDT)
I love the new pictures. What a beautiful young man Gabe was! Thanks for continuing to update, Vicki.
Lisa from down the street
Minneapolis, MN - Tuesday, October 15, 2002 at 02:22 PM (CDT)
Hi, Everyone. I wanted to share this with you. My friend and co-worker, Cindy, sent this to me. I hope you enjoy it, too. Love, Pam

Right now I'm in a better place
And though we seem apart
I'm closer than I ever was
I'm there inside your heart


I'm with you as you greet each day
And while the sun shines bright
I'm there to share the sunsets too....
I'm with you every night


The rainy days that we endured
The joyful times we'd share-
Just look inside your loving heart,
And you will find them there


And when that day arrives
That we no longer are apart,
I'll smile and hold you close to me,
Forever in my heart

Auntie Pam <guthr007@umn.edu>
Saint Paul, MN USA - Tuesday, October 15, 2002 at 12:47 PM (CDT)
Hi Gabey, I miss you so much today. I want you to call me and let me know what you want to eat and what movie you want me to get you! You are so brave, I miss your face, your laugh and your smile.

Love Mommy!

Alison Guthrie <aguthrie@marquetteplace.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, October 14, 2002 at 10:01 AM (CDT)
That's really great that even today, over 2 months or so later, people are writing in here. I went to a funeral of my aunt who passed from cancer (I'm getting iratated of this DEATh stuff, agreed?) It's interresting the thought pattern after death. Denial sets in, then the shock and mourning, then some more mourning, then slowly getting used to the idea. heh... I was tempted, without thinking, to call Gabe, because I was bored, and I remembered, as I picked up the phone, "Oh ya, he's not going to answer..." His death, despite the sadness, should be a time of joy. He's gotten off this sometimes ROTTEN planet, and gone to somewhere better, if it's heaven, I don't know, but from knowing him I know it's better than here. I got an email today and I figured I may as well stop by again. :-)
Alison - thanks again, just for MAKING Gabe. Helluva job.

Max <musicnut14@mac.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Saturday, October 12, 2002 at 07:44 PM (CDT)
Hi.. Its been a while. Im listining to a copy of Gabes CD. I was listining to the song "Puff the Magic Dragon" and I remembered something about Gabe, I couldnt quite put my finger on it. I remember something about him and me and Caitlin singing it. I keep on having these half memories. I cant quite see the whole memory, no matter how hard I try. I miss him so much. Its hard when you cant remember some things that you used to do together. Its so hard...
Hadija
- Saturday, October 12, 2002 at 12:42 PM (CDT)
Hi Alison, Vicki, and family. I just want you all to know that I have been thinking a lot about you guys. I was in the car with my friend on the way home from school, the radio was on and "Let It Be" By the Beatles was playing. It made me think about you guys and the funeral and all. It's amazing how often I hear those songs without actually sitting down with a purpose of listening to them. Does that make sense? I'm not the brightest person in the world, but I try hard. :) It's amazing that it's been over two months now. It's really hard to believe. Oh and do you know what, yesterday there was a big car accident and it was my friend's mom. She sadly died this morning at like 1. It's amazing to think of all the different plans that God has in store for all of us. Well I best be going now. But, e-mail in your freetime. I would love to hear from you. -Bye
Sam Foley <foleystud@yahoo.com>
Monticello, MN USA - Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 04:43 PM (CDT)
Good morning Aunt Vickie and family,

I frequently read your updates and will continue to do so because I was touched by Gabe and his family when I visited my nephew on 4E. I continue to be touched every time I read your updates. I am with you, Alison and Mikala in spirits and I pray for your family every day.

We are very fortunate and very blessed that my nephew's transplant is so far going very well. He's passed the famous 100th day and so far, so good.

God Bless.

France Albert <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 09:20 AM (CDT)
Hey, I hope you are all doing well. Like Hadija said we are working to get a memorial for Gabe at school and will let
you know when we figure out how to set that up. I'm sorry I haven't posted in so long and so I wanted to just say hi and I hope all is going as good as can be.
^_^

Caitlin Klein <Skittles_chan@hotmail.com>
St.paul, mn - Friday, October 04, 2002 at 10:26 PM (CDT)
Ali, Mikala, Vicki and all - You have asked us to write what we liked most about Gabe. I think this quotation says what is in my heart: "Learn to be quiet enough to hear the sound of the genuine within yourself so that you can hear it in others". - Marian Wright Edelman, American writer. Gabe was as genuine as people come. He was well acquainted with his own special gifts and helped others appreciate their unique and important talents.
Jeanine
- Tuesday, October 01, 2002 at 06:09 PM (CDT)
Hi Auntie Vicki and Ali,
It's Lisa from down the street. I want you to know that I check the site regularly and enjoy reading about how you are doing. You are both so strong and brave! My own little memorial to Gabe that I will wear on Sunday (marathon day) is made if you want to stop by on Friday or Saturday to see it. Take care!

Lisa
- Thursday, September 26, 2002 at 04:59 AM (CDT)
Hi... I dont have to much time to write but ill write what I can. About the memorial. Me,Caitlin, Emily H., and Anna H. and a few others are trying to get one togeather at school. We will let you know more about that later. Bye :)
Hadija <lil_dija@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, September 19, 2002 at 09:41 PM (CDT)
Aunt Vicki, Hi this is Adams mom. I have written to you a few times. Adam was on the BMT unit when Gabe was there. We have sad news, Adam has already relapsed. Only 80 days after transplant. Im writing to you because I want to thank you for posting that little girls web page. This page gave me so much hope. She has been in remission 6 times. We will keep fighting til the very end just like you guys did. Thanks again for the info.
Ruth Trombino <alandruth@myexcel.com>
Westerly, RI USA - Wednesday, September 18, 2002 at 12:10 PM (CDT)
Hi... I dont really know what to say... I feel horrible that I missed the sale. I really wanted to come but I thought it was next week and I havent been online to check. Im glad it went well though. A few days ago I looked in one of my old purses and I found the ribbon from 5th grade. Me and Becca made for Gabe when he was sick. It made me smile but also made me said. I have to get a new pin for it but I will keep it always. God bless and with love
Hadija
- Saturday, September 14, 2002 at 09:41 PM (CDT)
Hello, i'm sorry I didn't post sooner, but I only found out awhile ago that the site was still going. I'm happy and sad that Gabe is gone. Sad because I miss him and I know you do to. Happy because I know he is with God. Though he is not here I know he'll always watch over all of us.
Caitlin Klein <Skittles_chan@hotmail.com>
St.Paul, MN - Saturday, September 14, 2002 at 05:17 PM (CDT)
Dear Aunt Vickie,
It took me a long time to read all the wonderful tributes to your precious Gabe. I cried as the time progressed through the days leading up to Aug. 3rd. I am soooo very sorry for your loss. But Gabe was met in heaven by a very special angel named Elizabeth. She was only 18 mos old when she died in a fire on April 5, 2001 but she loved to giggle and loved to use her big eyes to get someone's attention. She was there at heaven's gate bouncing up and down and waving to Gabe. By now she would be talking and I know she said to Gabe, "Welcome home, this is a wonderful place with no pain and all the love you can want."
So Vickie, our children are together and will be for eternity and someday will greet us when it is our time to leave this earth.
My love and prayers are with you.

Gladys, Elizabeth's grandmama and almost mama <gcaudill@columbus.rr.com>
Columbus, OH - Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 08:38 PM (CDT)
Dear Auntie Vicki, thank you for sharing your journal entry with us today. Dear Lord, please bless us and help us to heal this open wound. Help us to comfort each other, to express our feelings respectfully when they come up and to wipe away each other's tears. Amen.
Pam Guthrie <guthr007@umn.edu>
Saint Paul, MN USA - Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 04:31 PM (CDT)
Hi it is late and I should head off for bed but I decided to read my e-mail and visit gabe's page. Hadija I am so happy you wrote. I miss Gabe too, very much. I still send him e-mail and re-read the ones he sent me. Sometimes I set his picture up so he can watch movies with me, Does that sound strange? We used to sit up until 1:00 or 2:00 (of course he stayed up much later) watching movies or playing video games. He was a real night owl. If I wake up in the middle of the night I always say hello. As long as we remember him, he will be with us. Take Care, Auntie Lisa
Auntie Lisa
burlington, WA - Tuesday, September 10, 2002 at 01:40 AM (CDT)
Hi Gabe. Remember me? We used to play cazy games at the playground of South campus and make up weird stories. Why did you have to go? I miss you. I cant do this. Its too hard. Im not a strong person and Its hard. I want you to come back. why did you leave? I want to see you again. I wish you could come back. I know you cant... But I still wish you could, and would. I hope you know that I love you, and I always will. Good bye Gabe....
hadija
- Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 09:11 PM (CDT)
Hi... I didnt know you were still updating. I miss Gabe so much. Its so hard. I keep on looking for him in school... Looking for his smiling face, sitting by his locker in between classes. Its so hard. I dont know how I can handle it. I dont know how Mikala can do it. You are amazing! I wish I was still at south campus so I could say hi to you in the hall. I hope you like it there. Everyone up here loves you so much. We hope to see you and maybe Ill come visit you some time. I hope you have a good year. I love all of you so much. I pray for you and hope that your pain wont be so hard. May God be with you.
Hadija <lil_dija@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 09:01 PM (CDT)
Hi, It was nice to hear from you Phil. I enjoyed meeting you. You are a very positive and supportive person, we were blessed to have met you when we did. I wish you could have met Gabe too but in a way I think you have met him through all of us.
I am writing because I realised that I have been given an opportunity. I have been given the time to slow down and enjoy my son. To make some changes in how I interact with him and to tell him and show him that I love and value him each and every day. Zack is 17, Sunday night i came home and saw a tarp over my 1989 volvo Eloise (the first car I've ever named) I make my last payment on the 15th of Sept.. Zack met me at the door and I asked if he was alright, really alright. He was and so was the person in the other car. I was reminded that we never know how long we have with the people we love. I am aware of how unimportant objects are in the big picture. I was reminded that I can stay up later than I would like because Zack wants to tell me about some very cool new jazz group he heard or to hear about how registration at the college went. Aside from getting to work I need to remember that I can always spend a few extra minutes hugging him or talking to him. He'll be gone soon enough as it is.
I look at the beautiful photo that Regina sent me of Gabe meditating and I am happy for the time I spent with Gabe on the phone and in person. take a moment to let the children in your life know how special they are to you. Enjoy the moment . Lisa

Auntie Lisa
burlington, WA USA - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 09:47 PM (CDT)
Hi, Mikala! How was your first day of school? My friends at work have been asking me about you; they like you a lot and wish you could come over and visit again. Have you been to Camp Snoopy lately? Here's a hug for you and one for Sarafina. Love, Auntie Pam
Pam Guthrie <guthr007@umn.edu>
Saint Paul, MN USA - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 09:12 AM (CDT)
What a wonderful tribute to a handsome boy and beautiful spirit. The world is not quite as bright since his light went out.
Leslie <sdpa@aol.com>
San Diego, CA usa - Wednesday, September 04, 2002 at 06:00 PM (CDT)
I hold you all in light and love. You have been held in my heart and thoughts since we first met. Gabe was an incredible spirit in our world. His spirit continues on, shaping the many lives that he touched. With the turn of the wheel our lives move forward. Work and school provide different environments for remembering, for healing. It is another way to continue shining Gabe’s light into the world. A young man this special is also a reflection of the special family that nurtured him.

Namaste,
/|\
Phil

Phil Hutchens <pahutchens@yahoo.com>
Mpls, - Wednesday, September 04, 2002 at 04:13 PM (CDT)
To Gabe's family. You don't really know me but my nephew Michael was on 4E this past June/July. Michael's Mom just told me about Gabe's journey and I just wanted to send you my deepest sympathies. I can only try to imagine what you must feel like.

I read some of the entries and Gabe sure was special. I would have enjoyed meeting him before he passed away. But I will meet him one day.

Mikala painted my sister-in-law Julie's nails with little purple hearts and Julie sent me to get Mikala other colors, one of which was sparkling green. You painted my nails with it and did a great job, it lasted for weeks. Keep up the good work.

May God Bless you and help you through these very sad times.

France Albert <france.albert@gdcanada.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Tuesday, September 03, 2002 at 02:11 PM (CDT)
Hi I have never met any of you or know any of you i just recently read gabes story and i was deeply moved i pray every night for you and your family may God be with you and comfort you each and every day. Im only 15 but i can sortof feel the pain your going through my grandmother whom i live with has been diagnosed with cancer in april and she is my life i live with her and i have for about 7 years now because my mom left me and I was abused as a child but i sortof can i say i understand the pain of everyday. I love you all very much even though i dont know you. May God bless you richly
Alisha Thompson <alloy489@aol.com>
athens, tx usa - Saturday, August 31, 2002 at 08:03 PM (CDT)
To Gabes Family, Just wanted to let you know that I still read your site daily. Im Adams mom we were in the hospital when you guys were there. I still pray for you guys daily. I hope God gives you the strength as you go back to work and school. Aunt vicki, I know you ask why, I wish we knew the answers, why does any child have to suffer the way our children have. The siblings suffer so much also. They lose all the inocense of their childhood. No sibling should have to spend all the time ours have watching theirs brothers and sisters suffer. I guess all we can do is pray that we dont become bitter and we make the best out of the situation. God Bless
Ruth Trombino <alandruth@myexcel.com>
Westerly, RI USA - Friday, August 30, 2002 at 12:39 PM (CDT)
I continue to think of Gabe, and Ali, and Mikala, and Vicki and her family. This is a family of extraordinary strength and love. In their presence you feel you're a part of their family. That's how I felt during my one-time visit with Gabe. I was visiting Vicki last summer while preparing to go to our high school reunion. Gabe and Mikala came for a visit and right away I felt comfortable. I had a wonderful visit with Gabe. He was engaging, interesting, and very present. But what intrigued me the most was how still and at peace we could visit. His smile was calming and his sense of humor was infectious. And quite moments weren't awkward, they just were pauses for peace. Very comforting and easy! I will never forget Gabe.
Lisa Wutzke-Bleth
Bismarck, ND - Thursday, August 29, 2002 at 02:33 PM (CDT)
Dear Alison, I didn't really get to know you though we talked a few times and little Mikala so touched my heart with her constant vigil in front of Gabe's room. Please thank her for the best nail polish job I've ever had.I was never able to meet Gabe, but he touched many hearts as you all did. I think of you often and pray that God guides you through this time with his gentle loving hand and blesses you with His peace.
" When you pass through the waters I will be with you" Is 43:2
Much love, the Schroeders (Michael's family)

Julie Schroeder <brushcolour@hotmail.com>
St. Paul, Mn USA - Tuesday, August 27, 2002 at 05:24 PM (CDT)
Dear Alison- You and your family continue to be in my thoughts and prayers daily. I wish you and Mikala the best as you go back to work and school.
Cathy Rossini, Joe's mom
- Tuesday, August 27, 2002 at 10:41 AM (CDT)
Dear Mikala, I miss you. I love to have conversations with you on the phone. Your dreams are very special aren't they. I start back to school (work) in a few days. I was so happy to be with you this summer. I really liked swimming and being a part of tickle time. You are a special girl. I will write again soon. I love you always, Auntie Lisa Give your mom a kiss from me
Auntie Lisa
- Tuesday, August 27, 2002 at 12:38 AM (CDT)
Dear Vicki, Thank you for starting and keeping up the web page. It means so much to so many people.You are a very dedicated and loving person. Tell Mikala and Alison that I love them and I miss you all. I try to call each day but I don't always reach them. I know they are trying to stay busy. I really miss Gabe, I re-read the e-mails he sent me every few days. i'm so happy I was able to be there this summer, it was very important to me to be a part of things. I feel there were so many people at the hospital who cared for Gabe and all of us. I met so many wonderful people. Thank you all for your love and support and for continuing to share your feelings for and memories of Gabe. Auntie Lisa
Auntie Lisa <auntielisa30@hotmail.com>
Burlington, WA USA - Tuesday, August 27, 2002 at 12:33 AM (CDT)
What was the start of all this?
When did the cogs of fate begin to turn?
Perhaps it is impossible to grasp that answer from deep within the flow of time...
...But for a certainty back then,
We loved so many yet hated so much.
We hurt others and were hurt ourselves.
Yet even then we ran like the wind,
Whilst our laughter echoed
under cerulean skies

Thank u all friends and family for being there for Gabe and helping that laughter spred through the world
Chad Kuntz

Chad Kuntz <jeevesdabutler@hotmail.com>
- Monday, August 26, 2002 at 08:55 PM (CDT)
gabe now thati know imiss you so much didyou see me in the wedding you made it so nothing hapend ilove you so so much love mikala
mikala
- Saturday, August 24, 2002 at 08:25 PM (CDT)
Dear Gabe,

I ask myself how I could live down the street from your Auntie Vicki and not comprehend the magnitude of the journey you and your family have been on over the last few months.

I didn’t have the privilege of knowing you while you were on this earth, however, I feel I’ve gotten a sense of you after spending time on the website your Auntie Vicki and others created for you with such love and devotion. I am in awe of the love you inspired in the lives of so many people, from those who have known you your whole life to those whose lives your presence graced for a mere few days. They use words such as strong, brave, peaceful, wise, spiritual, sensitive, beautiful, intelligent, soulful to describe you. In your brief walk here I can see that you taught so many, by example, with your kind, gentle way and your wisdom. What a beautiful legacy to leave those who miss you so deeply.

I would be honored if you would let me do something, small as it may be, to honor you. On September 29, 2002 I plan to run the Twin Cities Marathon, a journey of 26.2 miles. Several thousand people will run it, all of whom, in addition to the physical running of the collective journey known as the course, will also experience a very personal internal journey. On that day one of the miles I run will be dedicated to you and to the love your family has for you.

Some people run whole marathons in honor of a person, and it’s not that you aren’t worthy of a whole marathon. I thought about it and it occurred to me that your mom may someday choose to run another marathon herself, the entirety of which she may wish to dedicate to you. That honor should be hers. I’ve chosen to dedicate mile 10 to you for two reasons. One, at that particular mile I will pass the neighborhood where your Auntie Vicki and her family (and I) live, a neighborhood where surely you enjoyed many happy times with your mom, sister, aunt, uncle, and cousins. Two, I will be strong at that point and I want to run that mile with strength and dignity for you. But that won’t be the only time we’ll cross paths on my journey that day. You see, they say you are an angel and I believe that. In the marathon, I usually fall apart at about mile 20. It is at that point where I feel a deep need for and connection to our superior being, as that is what gets me through those last grueling miles. To me, our superior being has always been formless, faceless. On that day, however, I will seek out your face, your beautiful angelic presence to accompany me. I will look to you - to hold my hand lest I feel alone; to pick up my feet when I put them down; to share my emotions be they fear, pain, gratitude, or joy; to breathe will and determination into my tired, weary body as I struggle to find the way to the end of my own journey.

Every journey, no matter where it takes us, is a vehicle to growth. It takes us to the next place and becomes part of the fabric of who we are. Yours has taken you to a place where your spirit is soaring. You are extraordinary.

I’ll be looking for you on that late September day, Gabe. I know you’ll be there.

With anticipation from a friend,
Lisa




Lisa
- Friday, August 23, 2002 at 08:38 PM (CDT)
Hi to all that read this. I have just gotten home from camp and am missing Gabe more. I spent a while in silence the other night thinking of him and just praising God that he gave us the assurance that our friend and loved one Gabe is in a wonderful place where there is room for all of us without pain. That just made me think and become very glad, even though I cried
Jared <red2006@yahoo.com>
- Friday, August 23, 2002 at 07:53 PM (CDT)
Ali,

I am so happy that I've made contact with you and Lisa and Vicky and your beautiful son and daughter. I met Gabe once when he was in Northfield with Pete and Regina. His beauty took my breath away.

Heather Clark Robins <hrobins99@hotmail.com>
Northfield, MN - Thursday, August 22, 2002 at 10:56 PM (CDT)
HIgabe Imiss you loveIyou see you later
love mikala
- Wednesday, August 21, 2002 at 03:17 PM (CDT)
Tomorrow, August 22, is World Healing Day. It is a lovely opportunity for all of us to say some prayers for the things that matter the most to us. The following URL will take you to the World Healing Site. If it's not clickable, then cut and paste. GB http://www.worldhealing.co.uk/
Auntie Pam <guthr007@umn.edu>
Saint Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, August 21, 2002 at 08:35 AM (CDT)
Dear Alison, Mikalya, Vickie, Pam - You have all touched my life and my kid's in ways you will never know. I listen to "Gabe's Mix" almost daily and think of all of you. Please know that you are all in my thoughts in prayers. Love, Paula
Paula Foley
Monticello, MN USA - Tuesday, August 20, 2002 at 01:59 PM (CDT)
Dear Ali, mikayla,
I returned to work to find out about Gabe the day of his funeral I was numb for at first but when I got home that evening I was listening to one sweet day by Mariah Carey and all the sudden I thought about Gabe and let my emotions go I knew that Gabe had impacted my life I just didn't know how much till that day. I just know that he was an angle put here to bless us with his many many gifts. Know that I have all of in my thoughts and prayers. I am truley sorry.

adiyam <tekie3082@hotmail.com>
st.paul, mn ramsey - Friday, August 16, 2002 at 11:20 AM (CDT)
Hi, Mikala.
I just wanted you to know that I was thinking of you. I thought that maybe we could spend some time together soon. It would be nice to put together your own book about Gabe, and I would love to help you do it. Then, you and your Mom and your aunties and your Ami and everyone else would have another way to keep Gabe close to their hearts. I bet it would be easy to write all of the silly things that you and your brother did together. There were so many. What Gabe stories make you giggle the most? I remember sitting in your Ami's kitchen in the wintertime, when Gabe went outside to knock some icicles off of the roof. He picked up one of them that was almost taller than he was, and held it up to the window to show us, while he made funny faces at us.

Robin

Robin Hart <rhart@acs.carleton.edu>
- Thursday, August 15, 2002 at 05:47 PM (CDT)
Hi Mikala,
I wanted to tell you a story about Gabe. I remember walking into Gabe's room, long before trouble started. He was worried about taking all his medications. His jaw was tight, he sat perched up in bed and he looked at me with fear that he would let other people down. We talked for awhile. The phone rang and it was you. Gabe laid down in his bed and smiled. He spoke to you so sweetly and lovingly that you would have never known the stress he was feeling just before your call. He told you he was fine and that he loved you. He then repeated that intently just before he hung up. He then turned to me and said that somehow it would work. Peace in his eyes and soul. It was obvious from my end how much he loved you and how much peace you brought him. At that moment Gabe needed that break and your call was fate. The conversation was short but beautiful. I thank you Mikala. With loving thoughts, Beth

Beth Kantor RN, Nurse Coordinator for Peds BMT <bkantor1@fairview.org>
Minneapolis, MN - Thursday, August 15, 2002 at 08:31 AM (CDT)
Mikala~
Yesterday I remembered how much Gabe loved to hear silly stories about my dogs. He would always ask me about "the girls" and laugh out loud at the crazy things they did. He would also tell me stories about Sarafina and how cute and silly she is. I hope she is giving you lots of love and kisses.

Jeanine
- Wednesday, August 14, 2002 at 08:38 AM (CDT)
What precious gifts everyone has given on this page. I'm filled with wonder at all the loving memories that each person has so willingly shared with us. It's so comforting to come to the site every day and to read about the impact Gabe has had on everyone. Gabe's capacity for love is breathtaking. May that capacity help us all to heal the wounds in our hearts. Love, Auntie Pam
Pam <guthr007@umn.edu>
Saint Paul, MN USA - Tuesday, August 13, 2002 at 08:49 AM (CDT)
Dear Ali, Mikayla, Ira, Lisa, Vicki, Regine, Margie, and family,
I just returned from Honduras to learn that Gabe will no longer be my patient each night, and I am so incredibly saddened for your family's loss. I enjoyed my time with Gabe and all of you thoroughly, I am blessed to have known each one of you. My prayers will continue to be with you as you face this tragedy. A grandmother facing a similar loss once told me, "Remember life here is kind of like eating your brussel sprouts. The chocolate cake is waiting in eternity." I look forward to seeing Gabe again someday, and hope the days here without him fly for each of you. I would love to hear from you if you have the energy. I will be thinking of you often.
Gen Holmen, RN
gholmen1@hotmail.com

Unlike most 14-year-olds, I believe Gabe would have truly appreciated the beauty and truth of these quotes I love:
"No man is an Island, entire of itself; every man is a piece of the Continent, a part of the main; if a clod be washed away by the sea, Europe is the less, as well as if a promontory were, as well as if a manor of thy friends or of thine own were; any man's death diminishes me, because I am involved in Mankind; And therefore never send to know for whom the bell tolls; It tolls for thee."
John Donne, Meditation XVII

"Death is not extinguishing the light;
it is putting out the lamp
because the dawn has come."
Rabindranath Tagore

Genevieve Holmen, RN Fairview Univ., Pediatric BMT <gholmen1@hotmail.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Monday, August 12, 2002 at 09:02 PM (CDT)
Hi, We were your suitemates for a little while and although we never actually met Gabe we admired you and your family as you visited Gabe. I know he was loved and although he won't be with you physically, he always be a part of you emotionally and spiritually. We all suffer with and for you a tiny fraction of your lose; lost dreams, lost youth, and lose of a fine young man. That's why we have to go on-so that a little of Gabe, and all the kids-survivors and losers in the war with cancer will be remembered. God bless your family!
Sheree Martin <gcagatorinminn@aol.com>
Virginia Beach, VA USA - Monday, August 12, 2002 at 04:48 PM (CDT)
Dear Vicki, Allison, & Mikayla:

I wanted to attend Gabe's memorial service (on my birthday, even!) but was committed to performing with the Oregon Bach Festival Chorus during the World Choral Symposium, and couldn't be there with you. There were so many opportunities throughout the week to remember Gabe, and to pray for God to continue to bless you with strength and comfort. The most poignant, for me, was the invitation to the Seventh World Choral Symposium, three years from now, in Kyoto. The Kyoto Choir, dressed in traditional costume, accompanied by the koto and wooden flutes, sang a beatiful melody, full of longing. My first thought was: "How Gabe would have loved this if he could be here!" But I don't think he was missing it - he now knows everything he ever wanted to learn about Japan, and so much more.

Now comes the hard part for the rest of us: going on. Sometimes it seems we should keep the wound fresh, afraid that the void he has left will somehow be filled if we stop hurting. Know that this is not so. The space Gabe made in our hearts is his forever, and cannot be filled by any other person or thing. We will not forget him. My prayer for you all is that God will sustain you, and that you will seek His grace. God bless you!

Mrs. Taylor
Mpls, MN - Monday, August 12, 2002 at 04:13 PM (CDT)
I have many fond memories of Gabe, as I have watched him grow up as a friend of Andrew's, but my favorite memory has nothing to do with Gabe's friendship with Andrew. Gabe was in my homeroom at school when he was in 7th grade. Part way through the year the students played a game called "Survivor" (named after a then-popular game show). Gabe was the only student in my homeroom who figured out that the only way to win the game to insure that all members of the team stayed alive. In order to keep the others alive, Gabe generously gave his food coupons to other students, even to the point of nearly being out of the game himself. After the first game, everyone wanted Gabe on their team! I know this was just a goofy game, but it shows how Gabe was always generous and always thinking about others before himself.

I also remember Gabe dropping little notes written in Japanese on my desk on his way out of the room. He would stop back later, grinning, to ask if I figured out what the note said. I always needed him to translate for me.

Gabe was a treasure. We will always miss him.
Mrs. Humason

Katie Humason
- Monday, August 12, 2002 at 11:17 AM (CDT)
hi gabe its kalya ilove you so so much i just rembering what we did togther love you
mikala
mpls, mn - Sunday, August 11, 2002 at 07:14 PM (CDT)
hi gabe its kalya ilove you so so much i just rembering what we did togther love you
mikala
mpls, mn - Sunday, August 11, 2002 at 07:08 PM (CDT)
We are rejoicing that Gabe is in heaven with his Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ and that he is finally free from pain. He's healthy, happy and walking the streets of gold. We'll miss him here but know that in a very short time, we'll see him again. Our prayer is that each family member will experience the peace and comfort that only Jesus can bring and in that have assurance that you will see Gabriel again. Our best to all of you. We feel priviledged to have been a part of Gabe's life, even though it was for a short season.
Pastors Steve and Nancy <naleksuk@newunionclub.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Friday, August 09, 2002 at 06:02 PM (CDT)
I am a friend of Gabe's Auntie Lisa. I have only met Gabe a few times. My thoughts and prayers are with all of Gabe's family and friends and all of the people who's lives have been touched by Gabe, there have been so many. Magic takes form in many styles, shapes and forms. Peace
Beth Williamson <beth_j_w@hotmail.com>
Anacortes, WA, WA USA - Friday, August 09, 2002 at 04:00 PM (CDT)
Hi Vicki, I have been thinking about you and your family a lot lately. I want to appologize for not attending Gabe's funeral (my oldest was sick) but do know that I was mourning and celebrating at home. My email address is below and I would like to talk with you but maybe not in this forum. Please consider emailing me. My thoughts are with you.
Beth Kantor RN, Nurse Coordinator for Peds BMT <bkantor1@fairview.org>
Minneapolis, MN - Friday, August 09, 2002 at 11:47 AM (CDT)
Allison, Mikala, Vicki, Lisa, Mariea, Regina, Margie et. al - I continue to think of you every day. I love to read the many generous and wonderful stories about Gabe on this site. It is a continuing tribute to his endearing spirit. I wish you peace in this time of trial.
Jeanine <Jeanine.Clapsaddle@Childrenshc.org>
- Friday, August 09, 2002 at 10:58 AM (CDT)
Aunt Vicki, Hi this is Adams mom. I introduced myself to you in the hall at the hospital and told you I was reading your updates. Adam was in the 4th room. We watched your family the whole time we were in there. It really seems that you guys are really close and will help each other through this very tough time. We had a very hard time watching all of this cause we new it could be our family going through what you guys are going through. We still are not out of the woods and never will be. I have to tell you I really admired Gabes sister. I have never seen a little girl so patient in my whole life. She would come to the hospital with her mom and just sit there and behave. She had unbelievable strength. I really believe she has been given a special gift. I will contine to read your updates. God Bless you and I will continue to pray for you Ruth
Ruth Trombino <alandruth@myexcell.com>
Westerly, RI USA - Friday, August 09, 2002 at 10:32 AM (CDT)
Aunt Vickie and all of Gabes family,
I am reading your updates everyday. Feeling your pain with you and your family. God give you strength. Love and Prayers.
PS: Mariea, I really miss seeing you at Carleton. Hope you continue to recover from your surgery. Thinking of you.

Mary <mamy@carleton.edu>
- Friday, August 09, 2002 at 08:34 AM (CDT)
Ali and Mikala- May God Bless You and Give You Strength To Get Through These Tough Times. You are truly blessed to have a family like the one you have. I was so sorry to hear about Gabe's passing. I never met Gabe but felt like I knew him well because I am lucky enough to work with Vicki. Every day I worked with Vicki, she would give me updates on what was going well and what wasn't. She had such passion to learn everything she could about what was going on with Gabe, sometimes I thought she was the doctor because of all the terms she was using.
Gabe will always be with you because he is an angel.

Paul E.
St. Louis Park, Mn - Thursday, August 08, 2002 at 11:42 PM (CDT)
Dear Alison and Family- I am so sorry to hear of Gabe's passing. May God give you strength. You have been in my thoughts so much. I read the updates Vicki wrote with tears streaming down my face, especially Gabe's last moments with you holding him making him feel safe. One of my favorite sayings is "There is only but one happiness in life, to love and to be loved." Gabe was so lucky to have such a caring family. I am sure he felt very safe and loved. Cathy Rossini (Joe's mom from 4E).
Cathy Rossini <tpr100@aol.com>
Eagan, MN Dakota - Thursday, August 08, 2002 at 01:45 PM (CDT)
Hi, it's Max again. Today was the day of the funeral. Today was also the first time I've REALLY cried in absolute grief since my pet duck died in 2nd grade.
Gabe meant SO much to me, I can't belive he's gone. He was one of those people you could just SIT with, not moving or anything, and you'd have the time of your life. He was such a curious and radiant guy. Darned if I know what I'll do without him.
Alison - sorry I didn't get to talk to you at the funeral. You did WONDERFULLY in with your words today. I know I'd be a blubbering mess if I had to deal with that.
Mikala - you're a strong girl, ya know that? I'll see you again sometime.
Uncle Chuck - you're so strong. It's so rejuvinating to just empty out. Gabe's so appriciative of that, I just know it.
Aunt Vicki - YOU are amazing. Making this site for everyone to remember him... it's astounding, honestly.
Gabe's kind of like Kurt Cobain now: Even stronger in the other life. Live on buddy.
-Max

Max Plenke
Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, August 07, 2002 at 10:57 PM (CDT)
Hey all. Gabe's funeral was great! it was very beauitful and touching. all of what everyone had to say was so true and beauitful. I know he would have loved it, well he did actually. i bet he was in the first set, sitting with his family. great job on putting it together. that must of been tough. the room was so full! it just goes to show how many loved ones gabe had. but that was like half of the loved ones, they wouldnt be able to fit in the same place! my thoughts and prayers are with you, good luck in the future!
With TONS of love,
Britt

Brittany <BrittE226@aol.com>
Columbia Heights!, MN USA - Wednesday, August 07, 2002 at 08:49 PM (CDT)
To Alison, Mikala, Vicki and all of Gabe's family:
Our sorrow at your loss is inexpressible. When Gabe's face lept from the page under "obituaries" yesterday, our shock at his death was renewed. We believed he was indomitable, he'd fought so hard and come so far. But his face also reminded us of the part that WAS indomitable....and so memorable: him. We sat at our table on the porch and remembered other summers in the same spot, watching him dive in to just about ANYTHING we'd put in front of him to eat. Grilled fish. African spicy chicken. Seafood kabobs. Curried rice. It got to be a challenge: What wierd thing can we feed him that he'll refuse?? We never found it. He's the only kid I've ever known who'd eat salads...and ask for seconds. We will not forget him. When we think of him we'll remember his amazing imagination, his fearlessness, his unwillingness to pity himself or complain, his love for his family, his tenderness toward Mikala...and, of course, his appetite. Our thoughts and love are with you.

Terry and Mark (Max Plenke's Mom and Dad) <terry@monahan.cc>
Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, August 07, 2002 at 01:31 PM (CDT)
Ali and Mikala,
I wish you the best. I am so sorry to hear that Gabe passed away. You have made such a wonderful impression on my life. I only wish that there was something more that I could have done to help. I am so sorry for all that you have gone through.
Love,
Rachel Grossman (Jacob's mom)

Rachel Grossman <argrossman@aol.com>
Buffalo Grove, IL USA - Wednesday, August 07, 2002 at 01:27 PM (CDT)
Alison makayla, and all of Gabe's precious family,
I won't be able to attend Gabe's memorial service because I have to work. I just wanted to tell you my thoughts and prayers are with you. I will always remember Gabe with his head under his comforter and his soft high voice on the phone. He was truly a special young man. Thank you Aunt Vicki for all your messages you put on the web site. If noone has told you it was really appreciated to those of us that could not make it to the hospital. Remember Gabe's journey is done but you need to be strong to begin your new journey Elayne

Elayne Weichselbaum
minnetonka, mn - Tuesday, August 06, 2002 at 09:20 PM (CDT)
To Gabe:
God saw you getting tired,
When a cure was not to be.
So he wrapped his arms around you,
And whispered, "Come to me".
You didn't deserve what you went through,
So He gave you a rest.
God's garden must be beautiful, {like you}
He only takes the best
And when we saw you sleeping,
So peaceful and free from pain
I could not wish you back
To suffer that again.

Ananymous

With love, Khalie, Lisa, Milt, & Nick King <Khalie: destinedkiwi@yahoo.com>
Apple Valley, MN U.S.A. - Tuesday, August 06, 2002 at 03:14 PM (CDT)
To Alison, Aunt Vicki, Mikala - Our hearts go out to you today and always. May each day bring new strength. We love you. Guy, Tabitha, Vendela, Sophia Tarrents and JoAnne Cavanaugh.
JoAnne Cavanaugh <slipperfairies3@aol.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, August 06, 2002 at 11:46 AM (CDT)
Dear Allison, Aunt Vicky and all of Gabes Family,
I am so sorry for your loss...my thoughts and prayers are with you and will be. Gabe was a friend of my son Alec for many years at MA. His gentle voice on the phone asking if Alec could come sleepover will be missed terribly. My last image of him was in the parking structure at his downtown apt waving goodbye to us. A special, magical friend.
Alec is at German camp in Bemidji and will not be back until Saturday so he won't make it to the service tomorrow. I have let him know that Gabe is gone. I hope that those of you who know Alec will call and share the experience. Thanks. In the meantime, our love to Gabe and his family and all of you who will miss this special friend.

Grace Anderson <teagarden@mn.rr.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, August 06, 2002 at 10:34 AM (CDT)
Everyone that I know has heard about Gabe.
The story I shared with them has touched moved and inspired them and also me. Mrs Margie Lewis shared a story with me that Gabe had shared
with her (during one of the many Thursday visits that she so diligently made). He told her that if he lost his leg to cancer that he would grow wings and fly. Fly on angel, fly on.... Your possibilities are endless and I got that through him. Peace amongst all family and friends. Gabe you will be missed but never forgotten. Love, Andrea

Andrea
Eden Prairie, MN USA - Tuesday, August 06, 2002 at 09:47 AM (CDT)
I don't know what to say, I am so sorry about Gabe he was the most wonderful person I had ever met. He always makes me wana smile and be happy.He was a wonderful person.God bless him.


With love Helena

Helena Dougall
- Monday, August 05, 2002 at 06:26 PM (CDT)
To Gabes Family:

I consider myself lucky to have spent quality time with Gabe. As I told the family after leaving him in the hospital one day. I felt he was the adult in the room when we were together. I know Gabe was uncle Charles hero. So many of us will miss him. If you need anything please let me know. My love and prayers to the family. Jeff Feldman

Jeff Feldman <Jfmpls@aol.com>
MPLS, MN Hennepin - Monday, August 05, 2002 at 05:40 PM (CDT)
To all concerned,

Wednesday is to be a day of celebrating Gabes life,
I am sure that Gabe would appreciate all of you putting
your differences aside and focusing on the joy and unconditonal friendship
gabe gave all of you.

God Bless,
Auntie Vicki

Auntie Vicki
- Monday, August 05, 2002 at 05:20 PM (CDT)
Hi, its me again. i love gabe so much,please know that. but alot of issues and problems have happened with some of the people that are going to be there and i know that they dont want me there. im not sure if i can go throu with it. my family will at least be there. im so sorry and gosh im just so sorry. i really hate that i cant go. sorry
Britt

Brittany <BrittE226@aol.com>
Columbia Heights, MN - Monday, August 05, 2002 at 02:54 PM (CDT)
My heart is breaking for all of you right now. I'm so sorry to hear about Gabe - I know what a special young man he was just by reading the website. I also know the tremendous amount of courage he had during the past few months and how hard he fought to beat this terrible disease. I know Gabe had so much love, support and especially prayers during his illness. I received a very sweet entry from his Uncle Chuck on our website today which unfortunately I haven't updated in a while. Please know that our thoughts and prayers are with all of you and I can only say I hope you find some peace and comfort in the beautiful memories of this special young man. We'll never understand why these beautiful brave children have to endure such pain in their young lives and it's even harder to understand why some survive and many others don't. It's a question my son keeps on his mind and my only consolation to him is that God uses him to speak for those who can't. With a heavy heart and deepest sympathy...Barbara
Barbara Thompson <bcthompson@mail.utexas.edu>
Austin, TX Travis - Monday, August 05, 2002 at 02:16 PM (CDT)
I want to share how deeply sorry I am for Gabe's passing. He was truly an outstanding young man and I am so thankful to have gotten to know him. He was wise beyond his years and had more courage than any other person I've ever known. He was a treasure, one that I will always hold dearly in my heart.
Angie Hendrickson <angelaolivia@hotmail.com>
St. Paul, MN USA - Monday, August 05, 2002 at 10:35 AM (CDT)
To Gabe's strong family~ Alison, Mikala, and all the rest,
It has been a wonder knowing Gabe and being his friend. He was a blessing to all. All that time we spent out on the playground... it was great. He was the first real friend I had at MA, back in first grade. I've known him for almost 9 years, and its been a joy. I will continue knowing him, and I am happy. I am happy because I know that one day I will meet him again, up at the pearly gates, and he'll be there just as I always did and always will remember him. He may be gone here, but he lives on in heaven with God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit. He will always have a place in my heart, always there with his word of wisdom. I'll never meet anyone like Gabe. His personality was unique. Through good and bad, he will never be forgotten. And Gabe, you were a wonderful guy.

~With Love~
Peter Rillmon Gawtry

Peer R. Gawtry <peter@gawtry.net>
Saint Paul, Minnesota United States of America - Monday, August 05, 2002 at 02:07 AM (CDT)
To Gabe's family:
This is what I know about Gabe. He came to my cottage a few summers ago with my nephew, Thomas Hendrickson. He was too polite for words. He was old beyond his years. He was very bright, very sensitive, and could grap your attention by his quiet manner. I saw my sister cry for him. I know he was hugely loved. He led a life of grace.
A brief acquaintance, moved....Penny

Penny West <penwest@ameritech.net>
Lake Forest, IL - Sunday, August 04, 2002 at 07:52 PM (CDT)
I really can't put into words what I'm feeling right now. Gabe was the first person I considered a friend at the beginning of the school year. His friendliness has changed my life forever. Although I didn't know Gabe for more than a year, I still feel close to him. My sympathy goes out to Gabe's family. You have all been so strong! It is a terrible situation which you have had to be in (no one should have to go through losing someone to cancer), and I admire your courage.
God bless.

Anna Hull
Crystal, MN USA - Sunday, August 04, 2002 at 06:03 PM (CDT)
Every one of our visits with Gaberiel and Mikala have brought me joy. Every visit with Gabe has been an adventure, some "real" on the trail, some adventures in imagination, some in spirit.

Gabe's friends, too, have been a delight. He was inclusive. All of us were welcome regardless of our color or lack of color, our beliefs, our educations. He always seemed to have something to give. He informed us all, but without lectures.

I will miss him more than I can ever say, even while his spirit is right here as I write.
Poppa

Peter Prenzel-Guthrie <pguthrie@deskmedia.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Sunday, August 04, 2002 at 05:17 PM (CDT)
Hey i just got one quick thing to say sience thats all i can think to say that these are some of the strongest people that i know well thats about it......
Thomas Hendrickson <thomaslgh@attbi.com>
Sunfish Lake, MN USA - Sunday, August 04, 2002 at 02:26 PM (CDT)
To Mikala... Hey girlie. How are you doing? I just want to say I admire how strong you are through out all of this. I think it is amazing. We all love you and are praying for you. :)
Hadija
- Sunday, August 04, 2002 at 12:48 PM (CDT)
Hi...
I dont really know what to say. Ive known Gabe for 10 years and I have so many memories it would take forever to write. In elementry me and Gabe were really close. We spent our recesses togeather, and when I would have a violin lesson during recess he would come down with me. One time I tried teaching him how to play, it was a very interesting lesson.
Gabe was the kindest person in the world. He always had a smile or a joke to tell. He was in my homeroom this past year and when he left it wasnt the same. He was quiet but when he did say something it made you laugh. We sent him things but it wasnt the same.
Gabe was loved by so many people. They will all miss him very much. I loved him and always will. God bless all of you.

Hadija
- Sunday, August 04, 2002 at 12:33 PM (CDT)
Wow ok i don't really know what to say cuz it seems like everbody else has said everything that i'm feeling. Ok so first to gabe's family. I admire you all so much! you all have to be so strong to have to have gone through this. i just wanted to tell you that even though i never met you. But thank you for showing somuch strength in the face of everything that was going wrong. Next to Gabe~ hey! first i miss you so much and i always will. you were a wonderful friend this year. Happy-go-lucky and always with a smile on your face. Thank you for being the wonderful person that you were. second i feel terrible for not coming to visit you this summer. i didn't even write and know i will never get the chance. i'm sorry for that. I always miss you you were one of the best friends i ever had. I'm so glad God though we should cross paths.
Luv always,
Jenny Couch

Jenny Couch <basketballbabe244@hotmail.com>
Minneapolis, MN United States - Sunday, August 04, 2002 at 12:28 PM (CDT)
I am just writing this in honor of Gabe. He was the most insightful and mature 14 year old I have ever met. No child should have to suffer like he did. My only consolation is that he is now in the arms of Jesus. I admire you, Gabe for who you were and what you went through. Praying Gods peace to his family.
Sarah Pappas
Minneapolis, MN - Saturday, August 03, 2002 at 11:49 PM (CDT)
Dear Gabe,
Hi honey it's Uncle Chuck. You left us today and my mind, body and soul are grieving. You were once so small, so fragile, I was afraid to hold you. But, you helped me to understand the quality of gentleness. I watched you crawl, stand, walk and to soon run. You showed me the wonder of a small boy's world. As you grew, so did your intrests. Your thirst for knowledge, for information seemed insaitable.
Soon, you stood outside my sphere of understanding. I tried to comprehend you, but there is where I feel I failed you.
It seems that god gifted you at a young age, with not only great mental aptitude, but the ability to communicate to and understand others. The latter is what I will miss most.
As I strove to teach you about the world, I became the student. I watched you go through life with a quite dignity, a flexible attitude and yet a strong resolve. You genuinely cared for all those around you. You made it your mission to give, of yourself, to others.
As the years weave their tapestry of time, my memories of you blend together. As I have thought of you these last months there are monents that stick out. But mostly, I will remember the way you handeled life's challenges the last several years.
The strength and courage you showed reverberated through your family. The compassion and understanding you showed supported us. Your solid belief in a positive outcome was our rock. Your ability to bear our pain was only overshadowed by your love for us.
You are graceful. You are strong. You are beautiful. You are wise. You are understanding. You are caring.
Yesterday, today and tommorow, you are my beacon. I will follow your illumination, it will guide me through the thick and the thin. It will be my answer when I question, my salve when I hurt, and my joy when I sorrow.
When they talk, I will listen as you would. When they ask, I will answer with integrity. I will sing your praises to my end.
You are the first child I have ever loved, I will never forget you. You are my Hero.

Love always,
Your Uncle Chuck

Charles B Jones
- Saturday, August 03, 2002 at 11:35 PM (CDT)
Also like mara said I too wish that i would have been closer friends with him this year and that it sadly teaches us that life is short so dont miss your opertunity to get to know all of the people in our class. Not as in yeah I know your name and thats all I care about but what they liked and as I learned from Gabe dont be afraid of what people think of you. Seise the day for tomorrow we will be gone. I challenge you to be like Gabe, love your life and take everything as it comes. Live in the moment. There will always be a blank space in our lives Gabe, yes do save us a seat in heacen so we can talk to you about whatever!
Jared Kraft <red2006@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, August 03, 2002 at 10:29 PM (CDT)
I really don't know what to say. I just want to post as a way to remember Gabe. I got the news from Caitlin today around 2 o'clock and was shocked. I'm still shocked, it seems so strange. All I can say for him is that he's in Heaven with God and happy, but down here, for all of us that knew him, we (I'm speaking for myself) have an empty hollow feeling in us that just sits there. I know that the hollow feeling and saddness will last, but also that I have to know and accept the fact that he's better off with God. I now wish that I had been closer to him when I had the chance, but its too late. This is a repeat of the lesson that I learned when my grandmother died when I was younger. You take forgranted what you have until its gone. Hopefully after everyone hears, we'll be able to think of all the things Gabe did and remember him and in a way feel him with us. Life won't be the same without you Gabe. I know in a way you can see this from Heaven. Remember everyone here and save a place for us so we can see you and catch up on old times when we get there.
Mara Anderson
- Saturday, August 03, 2002 at 10:00 PM (CDT)
Gabe brought his cheer and joy into every classroom and I know that his classmates at M.A. will miss him greatly as they enter high school. He was indeed an amazing boy. Your family's faith and love have been a strong witness to God's love for him and for you. Thank you for sharing this painful yet blessed journey with us. My prayers will not stop, but will continue for your family. God is faithful and holds Gabe in his strong arms.
Judy Hinck
- Saturday, August 03, 2002 at 09:46 PM (CDT)
Gabe, You and Chad were going to go on a journey together to Japan someday, instead you went on a very different journey together. You touched Chad's life in a very special way. The two of you have shared years of memories together and today Chad was able to share your last moments on this earth with you. I know that the special time you and Chad spent together this summer is something he will treasure always. Alison, your strength is amazing! It is clear where Gabe got his incredible strength from. Mikala, you have a very special place in Chad's heart. You know that you can call on him if you ever need anything. Vicki, What an incredible gift you have given to all of us with this web site. Thank you also for all the phone calls and updates this week. All of you have made Chad feel so welcome and comforted. I hope his presence helped to comfort you as well. All our thoughts and prayers continue to be with you. Heaven got a very special Angel today.
Love, Chad's Family

Laurie Kuntz
Mpls., Mn - Saturday, August 03, 2002 at 09:25 PM (CDT)
Gabe has been my classmate for 7 years, for a few of those I was very close to him, this is going to be difficult for all of us. High School just won't be the same without Gabe, he always had a smile on his face and always had something nice to say to someone, it was impossible to not like Gabe Ferguson. I am sorry that I won't be able to attend his funeral, I will be at Covenant Pines, and I am sure everyone from MA will be praying for him, maybe even the whole camp. My prayers are with his whole family, may the light of God be with you always, and remember, he is in a better place.
Simone Skraba <hockeyhotti11@yahoo.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Saturday, August 03, 2002 at 08:46 PM (CDT)
Gabe you were amazing and we will never forget you! Every day you were there ready with a smile and a laugh. Now I know you are in a better place with God and you have no more worries. As for his family you were very brave and i think you all were blessed to have him as a family member. Gabe will always live on in our class. God Bless You all
Jared <red2006@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, August 03, 2002 at 08:30 PM (CDT)
DEAR gabe I wish you didnot get sick and die my mom cryd
alot IL'L MISS YOU.
FROM NICK

NICK OZAWA KING
APPLE VALLEY, MN. USA - Saturday, August 03, 2002 at 08:29 PM (CDT)
Gabe,

God is so lucky to have you in his arms to help him guide us. I guess you two decided a good thunderstorm was in order. You are so incredibly special to so many people. Your smile lit up your whole face and everyone else's too. I loved you for your kindness, the loving way you treated your sister, your big beautiful brown eyes, your braveness, and I will miss you for the rest of my life. Your auntie Vickie said you wanted to do something big. You did. You made all of our hearts bigger and overflow will love for you and your mom and sister. Everyone who met you was changed forever. I take comfort knowing you are now free from pain and knowing we all have a special angel watching over us and guiding us until we see you again. I love you Gabe. Your auntie Lisa, Khalie and Nick's mom.

Lisa King <kingl@colonnadeproperties.com>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Saturday, August 03, 2002 at 08:02 PM (CDT)
To Allison, Mikala and the rest of Gabe's family:
I can't express how sorry we feel for you all and how much we will all miss Gabe. He was a special young man and I'm grateful for having know him. I'll always remember his spaghetti, the jedi light saber fights in the backyard, japanese sodas, splashing in the surf of Lake Michigan, and talks across the kitchen counter. Gabe, you were very special and WON'T be forgotten. All our love to you all.

Tom, Laurel and Thomas Hendrickson <laurelinmn@attbi.com>
Sunfish Lake, MN - Saturday, August 03, 2002 at 07:36 PM (CDT)
P.s: It is raining and just to let u know... It is the angels crying for Gabe and his loss.
Khalie
Apple Valley, mn - Saturday, August 03, 2002 at 07:29 PM (CDT)
Hi, Allison,Mikala, and family. I just wanted to say that Gabe tought me many things like manners, and many more. I liked him as a cousin a lot and i'll miss him alot too.
Luv: Khalie Ozawa-King

Khalie Ozawa-King <destinedkiwi@yahoo.com>
Apple Valley, MN U.S.A - Saturday, August 03, 2002 at 07:24 PM (CDT)
To Gabe's beautiful family, My heart aches for your suffering but rejoyces in the love that is so evident for Gabe and eachother. It has been my honor in knowing you and Gabe. He is the most amazing boy (a word too simple for what he is) that I had ever met. Your whole famliy has touched me and taught me. Please know how much your family is loved by 4E and myself. I am so, so sorry.
Beth Kantor, Nurse Coordinator for Peds. BMT <bkantor1@fairview.org>
Minneapolis, MN - Saturday, August 03, 2002 at 06:52 PM (CDT)
P.S. Claire that is very beauitful! I Love it! That is so great and very very true.
Britt <BrittE226@aol.com>
Columbia Heights, MN USA - Saturday, August 03, 2002 at 06:13 PM (CDT)
Hi, im so sorry for your loss. i dont know what to say,i cant think right now. i just need to think and remember gabe for the moment. i just wanted to say im so so sorry. i will be back to write more in a little bit, i just cant think straight right now and i want it to be meaningful. till then, take care.
Lots of Love,
Britt

Brittany E. <BrittE226@aol.com>
Columbia Heights, MN USA - Saturday, August 03, 2002 at 06:10 PM (CDT)
Peace, dear Gabe
Isabelle
- Saturday, August 03, 2002 at 05:46 PM (CDT)
Hi,
I have known Gabe for a long time. I think our friendship might have started in Fun-n-Friends. I'm not quite sure though. I always loved it when I would walk through the halls and Gabe would walk by and say, "hey Claire!!" and I would aways turn around and wave back. Gabe was always so nice and I will miss him. But I am praying for him and his family. I wrote a small poem to put up for my AIM away message thismorning. It isn't very good at all, but I think it pretty much gets the point across. Here it is:
I have a friend named Gabe, who will always be in my heart. Gabes new life is just beginning to start. Even though I will always be sad, Gabe's new place isn't all that bad. It's a place where all the angels roam and God will make sure Gabe has a great new home.
Its short and the rhyming is off, but, I kida like it. I am praying for everything and everyone that surrounds Gabe. Thanks.
Claire 10th grade, MA

Claire Smalley <mytwinpatunia@mac.com>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Saturday, August 03, 2002 at 05:08 PM (CDT)
I'm going to start with the family-
Allison, Makayla, and all other whom I've never met or have met and forgotten the names of:
You're all the strongest people I've ever met. This would be so difficult I can't even fathom. Gabe was such a caring fellow I know he'll be reincarnated as some perfection of God.
- Memories -
I've known Gabe since we were little munchins of the 1st grade, neither of us liking eachother for our own reasons. In fourth grade Gabe and his schoolyard chums had REALLY gotten into the whole RPG fantasy fling, and were running around the playground shooting fireballs or what have you. Gabe ran up to be and a couple friends and said in his characteristically soft voice, "Will one of you be a Wizard?" I said okay, just joking around-like, but then we spent time hanging out at eachother's house/apartments, being the dorky little kids we were/are, and just having a blast. Times passed and people changed, but I could be with Gabe and forget reality, we'd climb into a world without scumbag kids who tore us down for having an imagination (unless they were the Rogue's who took 2 6 sided dice to kill). Now that he's gone.... I can't even belive it. I know he'll never really be gone... so I'll keep talking to him.
- to Gabe -
Gabe, I know your body's gone, but you will never be gone. Remember the movie Casper? How they were ghosts because they hadn't finished what they needed to do? Well I know you haven't left because you're not finished yet. Promise to visit me in my sleep or just whilst I'm sitting in my room, okay? I'm screaming in my head because I never went to visit you, I'll miss you so much. God bless, ride on the wings of eagles all the way to the mosh pit in the sky, ya heard?
-Love you man.

Max <musicnut14@mac.com>
Minneapolis, - Saturday, August 03, 2002 at 04:16 PM (CDT)
I'm going to start with the family-
Allison, Makayla, and all other whom I've never met or have met and forgotten the names of:
You're all the strongest people I've ever met. This would be so difficult I can't even fathom. Gabe was such a caring fellow I know he'll be reincarnated as some perfection of God.
- Memories -
I've known Gabe since we were little munchins of the 1st grade, neither of us liking eachother for our own reasons. In fourth grade Gabe and his schoolyard chums had REALLY gotten into the whole RPG fantasy fling, and were running around the playground shooting fireballs or what have you. Gabe ran up to be and a couple friends and said in his characteristically soft voice, "Will one of you be a Wizard?" I said okay, just joking around-like, but then we spent time hanging out at eachother's house/apartments, being the dorky little kids we were/are, and just having a blast. Times passed and people changed, but I could be with Gabe and forget reality, we'd climb into a world without scumbag kids who tore us down for having an imagination (unless they were the Rogue's who took 2 6 sided dice to kill). Now that he's gone.... I can't even belive it. I know he'll never really be gone... so I'll keep talking to him.
- to Gabe -
Gabe, I know your body's gone, but you will never be gone. Remember the movie Casper? How they were ghosts because they hadn't finished what they needed to do? Well I know you haven't left because you're not finished yet. Promise to visit me in my sleep or just whilst I'm sitting in my room, okay? I'm screaming in my head because I never went to visit you, I'll miss you so much. God bless, ride on the wings of eagles all the way to the mosh pit in the sky, ya heard?
-Love you man.

Max <musicnut14@mac.com>
Minneapolis, - Saturday, August 03, 2002 at 04:14 PM (CDT)
I was new in the fifth grade and it was hard. I knew not one person. Right about the third day of school Gabe approched me and was encrediblely nice. He was my only friend, and as the years pased, I made more but I will never forget him and his kindness through everything he did.
Jared Kraft <red2006@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, August 03, 2002 at 04:08 PM (CDT)
Gabe was my best friend in lower school. We played all sorts of weird games of the show's or video games we'd watched or played. And i remember he was always happy and excited to be outside at school or anywhere. Another one of my memories of him is how during story or break tim he would ask Hadija and i for our hair, so we'd pull it out with no problems at all. Then he would come back and tell how much hair of ours he had. But i just want to say that Gabe meant alot to me and i will miss him forever.
Love
~Heidi~

Heidi Wendland <BlondKLH@aol.com>
Chanhassen, mn USA - Saturday, August 03, 2002 at 03:37 PM (CDT)
Hello Gabe. I am the nurse who did your first dialysis treatment those many weeks ago and many since. Even so, I am sure that you may not know who I am. You and I have never had a chance to have a conversation in all this time -- except for me to tell you that I was there once again, to begin or complete your dialysis treatment. But, I have come to know you very well from the sharings of your life stories by your mom, your aunts, Vickie and Lisa, and your sister, Mikala.

I know from them that you appreciate the diversity of this world and much of what it has to offer; that you are a spiritual being and that you have been in touch with much of what many of us try to capture in our lives and can not; and, I know that you are a beautiful person who has effected the many who have come in contact with you these past few months -- myself included.

I also know that your family love you in immeasurable terms and that they are all going to miss you terribly. But, they are strong people. You would not be who and what you are were it not for their influence in your life. Their memories of you will sustain them through the hard times ahead and for the rest of their lives.

Rest now Gabe. Sleep a sleep of peace and comfort. You are the bravest kid I have ever known.

Pat <Voyageur@mn.rr.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Saturday, August 03, 2002 at 03:13 PM (CDT)
Hello Alison (Gabes mom right?), this must be really tough on you. I know you loved him so much. I loved him lots too. He was the best friend I've ever known. I want you to know that though he has passed on, he is still here watching us all. I know he loved you lots. I'm praying for you and the rest of his family and friends. God bless you.
Caitlin Klein <skittles_chan@hotmail.com>
St. paul, MN - Saturday, August 03, 2002 at 02:57 PM (CDT)
HI GABE AND FAMILY, I HAVEN'T MET ANY OF YOU. I WORK WHERE LISA DOES. SINCE SHE TOLD ME OF YOUR STORY YOU HAVE BEEN IN MY PRAYERS DAILY. NO ONE SHOULD HAVE TO SUFFER SO MUCH. YOU MUST BE A GREAT FIGHTER, KEEP TRYING TILL GOD CALLS YOU HOME FOR THE FINAL TIME WHERE YOU WILL HAVE PEACE AND NO MORE PAIN ALL THE DAYS OF ETERNITY. UNTIL THAT TIME KEEP IN THERE AND I WILL KEEP YOU IN MY PRAYERS.
DIANE TILLISCH <BAYBARON@AOL.COM>
ROCKFORD , MN WRIGHT - Friday, August 02, 2002 at 11:22 AM (CDT)
hi gabe
how are you?I'm sorry i haven't writen an over a month i'm ashamed of myself for that.But i'm also sorry that you have to go thourgh all of this agian. you have alot of strenght and alot of people are praying for you. you are loved by alot of people you have such i sweet,kinda and careing aditude about everything.me and my family are praying for you.I miss you gabe. get better
love ya,
Kelly

Kelly C
edina, mn u.s.a. - Friday, August 02, 2002 at 10:17 AM (CDT)
Gabe! It was good to talk to your Aunt Vicki last night, and to know that your blood gasses, blood pressure, etc. were stable again. (When my first son was a premature newborn, they implanted little catheters in his ankes to check his blood gasses hourly without having to stick him every time. As he grew, the scars did too, and we always have called them his "Frankenstein scars". Just think of all the "Frankenstein scars" you'll be able to show your grandchildren!)
The sun is shining this morning, the air is cool, the birds are singing, and I keep thinking of you and Anna Hull whispering and giggling together in Choir when you were supposed to be listening and singing! I plan to go see her in "Three Little Pigs" this evening, so I'll giggle on your behalf.
This is the day the Lord has made; I will rejoice and be glad in it - especially since you are still hanging in there! Be strong! Get well!

Mrs. Taylor
Mpls, MN - Friday, August 02, 2002 at 08:55 AM (CDT)
Hey Gabe!
Well lets see here... How are ya?? I miss you tons. I still need to give you that stuff. I am so amazed at how you are doing. You are so strong. You are blowing all of us away at your strength. We are all praying for you. I hope you start to feel a little better. May God be with you every step of your journey. Dont forget He is always with you, no matter what.
God bless

Hadija
- Friday, August 02, 2002 at 07:46 AM (CDT)
Hey Gabe!! This is Liz and Claire and we just read some of your journal entrys and we think it is amazing how strong you have been!! we are praying for you and you are in our hearts!!! you are an incredible person and God is with you!! we missed your creative stories in english!! you are such a great writer!! It is so exciting to think that we are going to be in high school in september!! we are going to be FRESHMAN!!!!!!! and captains practices for soccer have started already!! this summer has flown by!! we love you and are praying for you!!!
Claire & Liz C.
Arden Hills, MN US of A - Friday, August 02, 2002 at 12:11 AM (CDT)
Since we are posting memories, here goes. I remember a few years ago when I was at Gabe's apartment and we were playing magic cards. I thought that the deck I was using was the greatest and I got really cocky. I lost horribly and from then on it was said that "cockiness killed the Peter." I also remember when Gabe beat a level of one of my vido games for me. But one of my favorites was a time, late at night, when Gabe had us all meditate. Everyone else was talking and I was sitting there meditating and Gabe was trying to get people to actually meditate, and he used me as the example. "Oh come on, meditate!" he said. "Look at Peter! he's meditating!" I also remember when he had cancer the first time around. I, out of everyone else in the grade, knew first that he had cancer. I was the first to know (at school). That made me feel important. To gabe. I went to many sleepovers at his house, and I remember the great view of downtown Minneapolis from his apartment. I remember how he introduced our little group of 5 people to this game, "Final Fantasy VII" and how we acted it out every day at recess. I remember the 2 hour phone conversations we had. Gabe was and always will be my friend. A great friend.

Peter Rillmon Gawtry

"Of all the souls I have encountered in my travels, his was the most... Human." - Admiral James T. Kirk, Star Trek II: The Wrath of Khan

Peter R. Gawtry
Saint Paul, MN United States of America - Thursday, August 01, 2002 at 10:37 PM (CDT)
Gabe & Family,

My prayers and thoughts are with you this evening! I'm thinking about all the special times you have brought to my life. My years at MA were enhanced by the memories of the spirit and determination Gabe showed everyday! Everytime I watch Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon, my love will pour out to you Gabe!

Love & God Bless,

Alexis (aka as Gabe calls me - Cell Phone Girl)

Alexis Campbell
St Cloud, MN - Thursday, August 01, 2002 at 09:52 PM (CDT)
Dear Allison, Mykala, Lisa, Vickie, Marge and everyone else who has helped Gabe through this time,
First of all, thank you for helping him, for being there to support him, love him, and care for him. Gabe's flesh may go but his spirit will always be with us and comfort us in our times of need. Many times Gabe helped our little group through our fights with one phrase that struck fear into our younger hearts, "You just better shape up or ship out at three in the morning!", we never knew where he would ship us.One of my favorite memories with Gabe was when we were first expieriencing the world of playstation R.P.G's and we acted out, (while we were playing it), what each of the diffrent characters did. Every time I think of R.P.Gs, fighting games, and Japan, I think of Gabe. Also, when I leave and go to Japan, whenever that will be, I will carry Gabe's spirit with me. So Gabe, you and I will get to Japan together!
Chad

Chad Kuntz
- Thursday, August 01, 2002 at 05:29 PM (CDT)
Ali, Vicki,mykala and all of Gabe's family. My what a journey you all have been on. Though Gabe's journey is done yours has just begun. Please know my thoughts and prayers are with you. BE strong. Elayne
Elayne Weichselbaum
minnetonka, Mn - Thursday, August 01, 2002 at 03:29 PM (CDT)
Ali, Vicki, Lisa, Pam, and families: My heart is breaking for your loss. Know that you all have been and will continue to be in my prayers. Gabe will never leave you - he will be with you and part of you always. Hold him close in your heart - until you are together again.
Cindy Singleton (friend of Pam's)
Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, August 01, 2002 at 03:22 PM (CDT)
My prayers are with all of you at a sad and difficult time. Gabe has been such a bright light to all of us and we will always see his wonderful smile, positive spirit, and courage in our heart and mind. God bless you all.
Mrs. Swenson

Mrs. Swenson
Mpls, MN - Thursday, August 01, 2002 at 03:11 PM (CDT)
Gabe,
I hope you are feeling the love and prayers we are sending your way. God be with you and your family.

Mary Amy
- Thursday, August 01, 2002 at 11:45 AM (CDT)
hi gabe your mom wanted us to post our one of our memorys of you I remmember the magic card tourmomet you had with your cousin. I had just bought a new deck and I almost won but I had to go. there is not much more I can think of to say to you but I am praying for you so I really hope you can get better soon.
Andrew Humason

Andrew Humason
- Thursday, August 01, 2002 at 10:50 AM (CDT)
Hi there, Gabe:
Just wanted to let you know I keep up with how you're doing. Know the last month and a half has been rough but hang in there. Lots of people care and are thinking and praying for you. I keep seeing you name in the guestbook and think about you up here last summer. The water today was in the 70s, know you would like it splashing in the surf. Thomas is at Blue Lake Fine Arts Camp working on painting, pottery, etc. We pick him up Sunday and check out his art projects. We miss you Gabe and look forward to see you in September. You're a big part of a lot of people's lives.
Love you,

sunday

Laurel
Holland, MI usa - Wednesday, July 31, 2002 at 10:04 PM (CDT)
Gabe-
I am sorry to hear of all the new complications you are encountering in this illness. I don't know why all this is happening, but one thing I do know: God is our creator and our healer. He hears our prayers, and He loves us more than we can ever know. We are His children. Gabe, you are in the hands of God, the mighty healer. May you feel his stregth and love and peace.
Each time I read the guestbook I am struck by how many different kids from school write to you! That is great! I know they are all worried about you -- as am I.
Again, Gabe, I am trusting God to heal you. Hang in there! You are fighting a good fight!

Mrs. Werner
Circle Pines, MN - Wednesday, July 31, 2002 at 07:48 PM (CDT)
hey gabe, im very sorry to hear the things you are going through since the time i started to write you. We will keep praying for you and I hope you get better. God bless
Jared Kraft
- Wednesday, July 31, 2002 at 07:39 PM (CDT)
Hey Gabe!
Well Im back. Kenya was ok. I have some stuff for you, I dont know when I can give it to you. I missed ya while I was gone. I didnt have your web site so I emailed your aunt. I hope You feel better soon. Ill see ya around.

Love ya ~Hadija
- Wednesday, July 31, 2002 at 04:48 PM (CDT)
Gabe, Allison, Mikayla, and all,
Pericles once wrote: "Those who can most truly be accounted brave are those who best know the meaning of what is sweet in life and what is terrible, and then go out undeterred to meet what is to come". To me, you are all brave.

Jeanine
- Wednesday, July 31, 2002 at 02:20 PM (CDT)
Gabe: James 5:15-16 says, "The prayer of faith will save the sick, and the Lord will raise them up; and anyone who has committed sins will be forgiven. Therefore, confess your sins to one another, and pray for one another, that you may be healed. The prayer of the righteous is powerful and effective."
So many of us are praying for your health, Gabe! I thank God that He covers our sins with his righteousness, so that, when we turn to Him in prayer for you, those prayers are powerful and effective. I continue to believe that God has great plans for you. May God bless you with strength to fulfill those plans!
My whole church is praying for you and your family.

Mrs. Taylor
Mpls, MN - Tuesday, July 30, 2002 at 10:30 AM (CDT)
Gabe,
I pray for you constantly. May God give you strength and guide your doctors so that your body will heal. I saw the Red Wing Blackbird again. It was in a marsh along a path where I like to walk. It sat high on the tallest reeds and sang loudly. I pray that soon you will be strong enough to sing again.
Mrs. Humason

Katie Humason
- Monday, July 29, 2002 at 07:39 PM (CDT)
Dear Gabe,
I work with your Aunt Pam and wanted you to know that I'm praying for you and wishing you all the golden, healing light you need to feel better. You sound like an incredible person who deserves all the best, yet are dealing with this horrific disease. I admire your courage, grace and strength.

Mary Owens
Roseville, MN USA - Monday, July 29, 2002 at 05:42 PM (CDT)
Gabe - I see pictures of Shaolin everyday and think of you. It is my hope that this ancient temple and it's powers brings you peace and healing. May it's many spirits guide you in your life's intended path.
Jeanine
- Monday, July 29, 2002 at 03:14 PM (CDT)
Alo Gabe...dunno if you remember me but this is Jen, Max's ex gf...we went to that movie together. Oh well...well, i think ur really cool and i hope you get better !!! Lots o ppl love ya and care for ya !! take care ! <3

Jen !
- Monday, July 29, 2002 at 12:10 AM (CDT)
Get better, Gabe. I will pray for you. Isaiah 40:31 says, "Those who trust in the Lord will renew their strength, They will soar on wings like eagles, they will run and not be weary, they will walk and not be faint."

Peter

P.S. A friend of mine has a really cool anime page. If you would like, you can find it at http://mywebpages.comcast.net/thorfinna/home.html. It is a great page and has some cool artwork in it.

Peter R. Gawtry
Saint Paul, Minnesota United States of America - Sunday, July 28, 2002 at 11:33 PM (CDT)
Hi Gabe, just checking in to say I'm still thinking about you and your family. I read your website almost everyday.
It's been a busy summer at home and at work. Hang in there and keep fighting! Elayne

Elayne Weichselbaum
minnetonka, mn - Sunday, July 28, 2002 at 07:09 PM (CDT)
Those who are strong enough to fight a curse deserve a blessing, Gabriel has many blessings, which are his family and friends. Gabriel, to his closest friends is a great leader, and to me the strongest person I know. In the Bible Gabriel was an angel that brought good news, well our Gabriel will now live up to his namesake. Gabriel is a symbol of dreams, dreams of hope and peace, he also shows us a new way to look at life. He understands that pain is a part of life and that he should not fear it. So now he lives up to that standard.
Chad Kuntz
- Saturday, July 27, 2002 at 07:08 PM (CDT)
Gabe, today I pray that God will heal all your diseases, redeem your life, crown you with love and compassion, satisfy your desires with good things so that your youth is renewed like the eagle's. (Psalm 103) I love you.
Shannon
Minneapolis, MN - Friday, July 26, 2002 at 03:28 PM (CDT)
Hey Gabe! I hear you are doing incredible! I got an N64 for my birthday (I've always been a little behind on the new game consoles) and I am almost all the way done with Zelda. Hope you get better so that it won't feel so empty at school next year... only a month away!

Peter R. Gawtry

Peter R. Gawtry
Saint Paul, Minnesota USA - Thursday, July 25, 2002 at 11:21 PM (CDT)
Dear Gabe: Hang in there, pal. We're all praying for your recovery to full and robust health. Be strong in the Lord, and He will sustain you.
Mrs. Taylor
Mpls, MN - Thursday, July 25, 2002 at 09:08 AM (CDT)
Dear Gabe and family,

I am always amazed at your strength and courage. Keep up the good work with the help of the God, doctors, nurses and all the prayers of your friends,and family. You are always a bright light in our world. May you know that God is right beside you. Love to you all, Mrs. Swenson

Mrs. Swenson
Mpls, MN - Wednesday, July 24, 2002 at 09:51 AM (CDT)
Dearest Gabe - I am a friend of your mom's. You met my daughter last summer when she was working at Inglewood. I think of you often and your mom and sister. I have a long drive to work in the mornings and it is a time when I do a lot of thinking. It is also my time to talk with God. Every day I ask him to watch over you and help you with your battle. Hang in there Gabe!
Paula Foley
Monticello, MN USA - Monday, July 22, 2002 at 03:14 PM (CDT)
Hi Gabe! I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers! I know you will get through this you are a very strong guy! All is going good here! I live in St. Cloud now! I don't like it very much! I haven't seen you in such a long time! I will talk to you later!
God Bless
Alexis Campbell

Alexis
St. Cloud, MN USA - Sunday, July 21, 2002 at 05:28 PM (CDT)
GABRIEL

Filled with wisdom beyond your years
Spiritual
Thoughtful
Armchair traveler
Mystical,magical,full of love.
Artist, writer,cook and creator
Student of life and teacher to those who meet you
You accept those around you for who they are and love them completely.
Fraiser makes you break out in peels of laughter, you create episodes in your sleep and smile.
Satin soothes your fingertips and the silken cloak disguises you in your sleep or wakefulness.
Your voice high and silly or soft and low fills my mind always.
You are with me on my walks, a bald eagle watching me closly just flown in from I know where. Or Redwing Blackbird who travels along beside me.
Adventure, fantasy, Anima and elves
Salt water, fresh water, silver and rosemary, herbs and flowers, animals and breezes you are with us always we are so blessed to have you near.



auntie lisa
Burlington, WA USA - Sunday, July 21, 2002 at 04:13 PM (CDT)
hi mr Ferg this is cooper i havent writen since forever but stuff is going good for me i whont see you next year but hope to hear from you on my email cooperjternes@yahoo.com
i hope your feelong good go to go

Cooper Ternes
lake elmo, mn Usa - Saturday, July 20, 2002 at 07:11 PM (CDT)
Hi Gabe. My name is Cindy, and I work with your Aunt Pam. I am one of the people in the office who prays for you every single night. I believe strongly in the miracles that God can create, and I know that He will bring you through this. He walks with you each and every minute. I read something a couple of weeks ago that has stuck with me ... "If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it". Know that there are many, many people you don't even know who care so much about you. We want for you to be healthy and to get back to the business of being a young man. You have been so very strong and brave throughout all of the trials you have been through - keep being strong and tough. I think of you often every day.
Cindy
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, July 19, 2002 at 03:57 PM (CDT)
Hi Gaber! I miss talking to you and hearing you laugh. Today I am praying that you will be strengthened with might through God's spirit in your inner man (Ephesians 3:16) and that you will prosper in all things and be in health even as your soul prospers (3 John 2). Love you lots.
Shannon
- Friday, July 19, 2002 at 01:33 PM (CDT)
Hey Gabe-
I have no idea if you remember me, but this is Claire. I'm gonna be a sophmore this year. I heard that you were back in the hospital and I just wanted to let you know that I will be praying for you. I really hope that everything goes well. if you feel up to it, you can write me or something. I'll try to keep writing on here. see you!
- Claire Smalley

Claire
Apple Valley, mn USA - Thursday, July 18, 2002 at 11:01 PM (CDT)
Gabe, as your aunt describes your courage and strength I can only thank God for the gift that you are and pray that he will give the doctor's wisdom to find the right treatment to help you. The joy of the Lord is your strength, and that joy shines in all parts of your life. Keep up the good fight. We love you and are praying for you always.

Mrs. Hinck
- Thursday, July 18, 2002 at 09:41 PM (CDT)
Most Precious, Amazing Gabriel you can win this war you are fighting inside your body. You can draw on all the love we feel to help you fight. You can let all the power from all our prayers in to help you fight. Your body knows how to help you get healthy again, how to use the assistance it's getting from the Docs to help it heal. I know you are exhausted, Sweet Gabe, but stay tough. You can go inside to the place of perfect health to rest and regroup, then come back out to battle. You can win this fight. Let our love help. Auntie Pam
Pam
Saint Paul, MN USA - Thursday, July 18, 2002 at 07:55 AM (CDT)
Gabe, I usually give a Psalm to my college voice students as they prepare for their senior recitals - some piece of scripture that may help them through the hard work and fear of their very first solo performance. It seems to me that you are facing some unique trials right now yourself, so I'd like to offer you a Psalm. Let your family read it to you over and over. Engrave it on your heart. Psalm 91 seems just right for you. Please accept it with my blessing, and know that I pray for you constantly.
Mrs. Taylor
Mpls, MN - Wednesday, July 17, 2002 at 06:15 PM (CDT)
Hi, Gabe.
It's Robin again. Just wanted to let you know that I am still thinking of you and praying for you. My mom and my aunt are praying for you, too, and if anyone knows the power of prayer, it's my Aunt Mignon. For a while, her doctor called her 'the Lazarus lady, because she kept beating the odds and regaining her health when she had been really sick. She tapped into her amazing strentgh and amazed everyone. I just read this quotation, Gabe, and I want you and your mom to hear it:
Hope is not pretending that troubles don't exist.
It is the trust that they will not last forever,
that hurts will be healed and difficulties overcome.
It is faith that a source of strength and renewal lies within,to lead us through the dark into sunshine.
written by: Elizabeth A. Chase

I want you to know how much hope all of us have for you right now. We're all praying. Let our prayers be a source of strength for you.


Robin Hart
- Wednesday, July 17, 2002 at 04:13 PM (CDT)
Gabe and family

I have been out of town for about a week so am just catching up. I continue to pray for healing and strength.
I do have Mikala's things from the last day of school and will see that she gets them. God bless, Mrs. Swenson

Mrs. Swenson
Mpls, MN USA - Wednesday, July 17, 2002 at 09:34 AM (CDT)
Hey Gabe!! I miss ya and am prayin for ya!!
caitlin klein <skittles_chan@hotmail.com>
St.paul, - Tuesday, July 16, 2002 at 10:24 PM (CDT)
Gabe,
Andrew and I stopped to see you today, but our timing was bad. That's ok, we'll come another time. Keep fighting, Gabe. You are one of the strongest, bravest people I know. God will give you strength when you are sure you have no strength left. We will keep praying for you.
Mrs. Humason

Katie Humason <humason@minnehahaacademy.net>
- Tuesday, July 16, 2002 at 09:20 PM (CDT)
hey gabe! im sory that i havent written to you! the website wouldnt work for me befor. well i missed you at the end of the year! i really enjoyed being in drama w/ u. i hope everything is going well. and ill keep you in my prayers! get better soon. you have a lot of strangth that i wouldnt have to keeep going. keep god in your heart. god bless you.
molly krebs <chick495@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, July 16, 2002 at 12:51 PM (CDT)
Gabe, Sorry I haven't written in awhile but have been spending a lot of time at the baseball field. My son Steven ended up in the championship game. What excitement for him even though they lost by 1 point. Keep positive thoughts and end up in the championship game of life and win. My thoughts are always with you. Elayne
Elayne Weichselbaum < cweichselbaum@mn.rr.com>
minnetonka, Mn - Monday, July 15, 2002 at 11:44 AM (CDT)
Golden Boy. Your beautiful light is so strong and so deep right now as you marshall your strength to accept the T cells that will help you get well. I know you are in enormous pain, but it is not who you are. You are shining and strong and whole. Deep in your center is a place of complete calm and comfort. You can go there to rest and regroup for the next battle. Glorious Gabe, we all love you so much. Use our strength and love, Dear one. Auntie Pam
Pam <guthr007@umn.edu>
Saint Paul, MN USA - Monday, July 15, 2002 at 11:06 AM (CDT)
Hi it is me again!
I hope your summer going great and I want you to know that I will be here for you if you need anything! You have always been a caring person! You are the coolest!! Stay Strong and God Bless!
Alexis

Alexis <Lexifreckles@astound.net>
St.Cloud, - Sunday, July 14, 2002 at 07:02 PM (CDT)
Hey Gabe!
I am so sorry that I haven't talked to you in a long time! I just recently heard about your condition from Mrs. Humason and Britt. I will keep you in my prayers! I hope that you are getting better!
Best Wishes
Cell Phone Girl(hehe)/Alexis

Alexis <Lexifreckles@astound.net>
St. Cloud, MN - Sunday, July 14, 2002 at 06:56 PM (CDT)
HEY GABE!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_^ I'm praying for you & thinking of you, i'll try and visit soon with the others. ttyl!!!
Caitlin klein <kitcat_qt@hotmail.com>
St.Paul, MN - Sunday, July 14, 2002 at 05:15 PM (CDT)
Hi Gabe. I'm a friend of your Auntie Lisa's in Burlington Washington. We met once years ago when you were out to visit. I just want you to know that I check your web site almost every day to see how you are doing. I also want you to know that you and my sister, who has breast cancer, are the main focus of my prayers every day. Hang in there Gabe and keep getting plugging along, getting a bit better each day. Take Care, Margo
Margo Frydenlund <margo_fry@hotmail.com>
Burlington, WA US - Sunday, July 14, 2002 at 01:19 PM (CDT)
hey Gabe! stay strong and we will always pray. always stay close to the Lord
Jared Kraft <red2006@yahoo.com>
wayzata, mn USA - Saturday, July 13, 2002 at 10:02 PM (CDT)
Hey Gabe its me again!
I have gotten an emaill from mrs. humason and you are again the coolest. thanks for befriending in the fifth grade when it was hard.... It meant so much to me that you wouldnt understand. Getting to know you throughout the years was a blessing. My summmer was good so far but just hanging around and i hope to see you in the futer...

Jared Kraft <red2006@yahoo.com>
wayzata, mn USA - Saturday, July 13, 2002 at 01:14 AM (CDT)
Hey Gabe!!!
How are you doin? Hope your summer has been going well and i hope to see you soon!!! We are praying for you! You are in our hearts!!! God Bless!!

Claire McGuire <Clairey06@aol.com>
Arden Hills, MN USA - Friday, July 12, 2002 at 11:22 AM (CDT)
Hey Gabe, this is my first time signing the guest book (actually this is the first dayt that aol let me sign the guest book) just shoutin' out to u, you know football season is coming soon and i may not survive it man......(we are not alone!) they're every where, big hulking monsters, with pads! (aka high schoolers) i'm so terrified.....get over this thing quick man! cause next years gonna be a blast! buh bye for now !

P.S-do they let you have sun-chips while in the hospital bed just askin'

Julian K. (good lookin) Hinson <kweksma7@aol.com>
Eagan, MN U.S.A - Friday, July 12, 2002 at 10:16 AM (CDT)
Hey!!!!!!!!!!! whats up whats up! Goodness i need to visit you! how long has it been?...FOVEVER! Geez! Partay at your place! hehe well my summers been ok, um it could be better i guess. for the 4th of july i went to Heidis, it was great fun! hehe she made me watch an old movie(ick!)hehe and tomarrow im going to beccas block partay! fun fun fun! o and my most recent guy heheh is justin! hehe im so sure you wanted to know that, hehe. hes a hottie, but i dont care as much about him as i do you! i love you man *tear* hehe but for real you the best! i know you hear that alot, but i mean it. your a great person! Get better dude! Ill be praying for you hun!!! Love ya tons! Email me!
with love,
Britt

Britt <BrittE226@aol.com>
Columbia Heights, MN USA - Friday, July 12, 2002 at 01:20 AM (CDT)
Gabe, I went to the Oregon coast on my day off from singing Bach, and saw amazing things: sea lions that weigh over a ton, cormorants - birds that live on the open sea most of the year, but come into the coastlands to nest, and red-winged blackbirds, too! (I wonder if they are related to the one feeding in Mrs. Humason's back yard.) The most amazing sight, however, was this: FOUR bald eagles soaring and circling over the beach for more than an hour together.

Last night the orchestra played music that Felix Mendelssohn wrote when he was fifteen years old, and they put such passion into their playing that the audience was spellbound. As I watched these friends perform, I was impressed with their obvious joy in what they were doing - you don't see professional musicians smile very often in performance, but they were beaming! I remembered once again that music is another way for God to speak to us when words are not enough, and I prayed you a tune for your healing. Keep getting stronger, so you can use your own voice to praise the One who made you and keeps you!

Mrs. Taylor <taylor@minnehahaacademy.net>
Mpls, - Thursday, July 11, 2002 at 02:25 PM (CDT)
Gabe, A couple days ago we had a RedWinged Blackbird at our feeders. I remember that was your favorite bird in 7th grade. The bird stayed and ate all day long. I hope he comes back again soon. We are all praying for you, Gabe. God's power is awesome and he will give you strength.
Mrs. Humason

Katie Humason <humason@minnehahaacademy.net>
- Thursday, July 11, 2002 at 07:37 AM (CDT)
Gabe, you awesome man of God,
We are praying for you and know that God is raising you up. It doesn't matter what the circumstances say, He sent His Word and healed you! Stay in the fight, you are not in the battle alone. We love you and miss you, Pastors Steve and Nancy

Nancy Aleksuk <naleksuk@newunionclub.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, July 10, 2002 at 04:18 PM (CDT)
Hello Gabe,

I continue to think about you and pray for your strength and your healing. God be with you and your family.

Mary Amy <mamy@carleton.edu>
- Wednesday, July 10, 2002 at 03:47 PM (CDT)
Glorious Gabe! I am so glad to hear you are growing stronger all the time. You are a mighty one, my dear! So many people at my job are praying for you every day and have come to love you so much. I know it's sometimes difficult to let all that love in, but it gives your spirit nourishment as food nourishes your body. Feel it making your palms tingle! Feel it flowing up your arms and filling your beautiful heart. See it fill up your room with comforting golden light, and notice how as the love from all these people fills you, your pain eases, your breath is more comfortable and your mind clears. You are a wonder, Gabe. I love you with all my heart. Auntie Pam
Pam <guthr007@umn.edu>
Saint Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, July 10, 2002 at 09:17 AM (CDT)
Gabe, I have been north by Ely this past week and am just catching up on your news. You were in my prayers every day and I pray for God's healing, strength for you and your family to meet each new challenge, insight for the doctors, no pain, a reversal of the GVHD, and for the surgery that is starting right now for a new port. I believe God can and will help us through each challenge. May you sense God's presence and the presence of your family surrounding you. We send our love. Mrs. Swenson
Willamae Swenson <swenson @MinnehahaAcademy.net>
Mpls, MN - Tuesday, July 09, 2002 at 09:43 AM (CDT)
Gabe - I so wish you could have been at Todd and Yumi's wedding last weekend - hearing the readings in Japanese made me think of you. Since it was Tanabata Day in Japan, we all had to make wishes, and I am sure that many of the good wishes were for you to continue to find the strength that you need to keep fighting. (If you don't know the story of Tanabata, I bet your Aunt Vicki would tell it to you.) Vicki told me that the tissue paper flowers we made are still decorating your room. I was glad to hear that.
Not too long ago, I went to San Francisco to visit my cousins, and we spent an afternoon shopping in Japan-town, and had some great rice sweets. When you're well enough, maybe I can ask Karen to send some goodies my way. Know that I am thinking of you, as are so very many other people. Take care.

Robin Hart <rhart@acs.carleton.edu>
- Tuesday, July 09, 2002 at 08:56 AM (CDT)
Gabe, sometimes patiently waiting is hard, but the Psalms and the Apostle Paul encourage us to do it. There's a lot to learn, letting God work miracles in his own good time. I continue to trust God's goodness as I pray for your healing. Keep singing in your heart!
Mrs. Taylor <taylor@minnehahaacademy.net>
Mpls, - Monday, July 08, 2002 at 04:35 PM (CDT)
Hey Gabe, i'm back from camp. I hope you got the package I sent from camp, and hope you liked it if you did. I can't type much more cuz I gotta go moe the lawn,oh joy...., but i'll keep checking up on you! bye! ttyl :)
Caitlin Klein <kitcat_qt@hotmail.com>
St.Paul, - Sunday, July 07, 2002 at 12:57 PM (CDT)
Hi Gabe, I'm back from vacation. Been reading your web site often. I talked to jeanine today and she said she was going to visit you. Sop sorry that this gvhd is so hard to beat. Keep positive thoughts. You're in my thoughts and prayers. Elayne
Elayne Weichselbaum < cweichselbaum@mn.rr.com>
minnetonka, mn - Saturday, July 06, 2002 at 01:28 AM (CDT)
Hi Gabe. Today is the 4th of July. As we celebrate our nation's freedom, I will be praying that your new medication will give you freedom - freedom from GVHD. You are so fortunate to have wonderful doctors who have much experience and knowledge in treating GVHD. God bless you and your family.
Mrs. Humason <humason@minnehahaacademy.net>
- Thursday, July 04, 2002 at 08:36 AM (CDT)
Gabe: Sounds pretty rough lately. Have courage and keep hanging in there! We miss you and are thinking about you lots.
Laurel Hendrickson <laurelinmn@attbi.com>
Holland, MI USA - Tuesday, July 02, 2002 at 09:51 AM (CDT)
Hi Gabe! I haven't checked your progress in a while. Sounds like you are up and down. I enjoy reading all the notes from your friends on the web. You really are blessed to have such a wonderful network of people praying for you and wishing you well. Keep fighting, Gabe. God is gracious. I was just thinking about a sign in my room this year. "Don't quit 5 minutes before the miracle happens." That gives me hope, and hope is what keeps us going, especially hope in Christ! Lots of prayers, Mrs. Werner
Joy Werner <MNJoyous@aol.com>
- Sunday, June 30, 2002 at 05:55 PM (CDT)
Last night we sang the B Minor Mass - maybe Bach's greatest work. Today we started working on a piece by Tan Dun, who wrote the music for Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon - it requires me to sing two pitches at once, like Tibetan monks do. VERY interesting. So, Gabe, even if you aren't speaking right now, listen to some music to keep your spirit in tune. I pray for you and your family.
Mrs. Taylor <taylor@minnehahaacademy.net>
Mpls, - Saturday, June 29, 2002 at 05:49 PM (CDT)
Gabe and family; I visit your site at least once a day, but rarely have any words of inspiration. Please know that you are always in the hearts of many and that you are doing good and incredible work.
Jeanine <Jeanine.Clapsaddle@Childrenshc.org>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, June 27, 2002 at 03:52 PM (CDT)
I'm sorry to hear the GVHD has returned. I was just sitting on the porch listening to the birds singing in the backyard when Matthew (3 yrs old) said to me, "Mom, God is always looking out for people." Gabe, God is truely looking out for you and will give you strength.
Mrs. Humason <humason@minnehahaacademy.net>
- Thursday, June 27, 2002 at 09:20 AM (CDT)
We are praying for you Gabe. It is good your temp is down and breathing is good. You have such a great family and we pray for them too. You are in God's hand. Mrs. Swenson
Willamae Swenson <swenson@MinnehahaAcademy.net>
Mpls, MN Hennepin - Thursday, June 27, 2002 at 08:55 AM (CDT)
Hey Gabie! lol Well Im leaving tomorrow. Its true. Im gunna be gone till the 31st of July. Ill be praying. Have a good summer and untill I get back. Peace, love and gummy worms...
Your friend ~Hadija <lil_dija@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, June 26, 2002 at 12:15 AM (CDT)
Hi Gabe how are u doing?
Things here are going great, my mom is going to sign me up for sax lessons for the summer. I am improving my magic card deck so i am getting better. The summer is going great. My mom has been to the Beach twice already! My dog got into a fight with a woodchuck the other day and my neighbor had to go out and shoot the thing (the woodchuck not the dog)! My dad and I went to Shinders and we got some fireworks that are soo cool. I miss you a lot and I am thinking about you alot
Andrew

Andrew Humason <firebug13579@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, June 25, 2002 at 01:59 PM (CDT)
Howdy Gabe,
hows it been? well i missed you in the end of the year.1st hour gym class haha that was fun. no worrys thought you din't miss that much.well when i was little my dad had cancer and i asked him for some good bible readings. and he said that John 3:16 really helpted him alot. so theres somethin to think about.Oh and the vers goes.
For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son,that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. i'll write more later PEACE OUT.....
so God bless, with lots of love

Kelly Cauble <ilovedd247@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, June 25, 2002 at 01:14 PM (CDT)
Yo Gabe,

Just sendin' you love from Cali. Hang in there. Carmell and Zumbi send love.

Uncle Keith

Uncle Keith, Carmell & Zumbi <mellcat@pacbell.net>
Los Angeles, CA - Monday, June 24, 2002 at 07:48 PM (CDT)
Gabe!! Hey, Im trying to write to you alot before I go to Kenya. Im leaving on Wed. Im kinda nervous. I wont be able to keep in touch while im there. It is really hecktic here. My house is up side down. Im trying to find out what ppl want. Last year I totally forgot about getting ppl things so this year I will remember. anything on your mind?? Well Ill see ya later:)
Love ya lots
*keep on smilin* :)

Hadija <lil_dija@hotmail.com>
- Monday, June 24, 2002 at 12:53 PM (CDT)
hi gabe how r u doing? I see u got a lot of e-mails from kids at school. well I hope u feel better soon!
Andrew Humason

Andrew <firebug13579@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 24, 2002 at 09:06 AM (CDT)
haha mines super long! whoo whoo! YES! hehe ttyl dude!
Britt <BrittE226@aol.com>
- Sunday, June 23, 2002 at 11:13 PM (CDT)
Hey Gabe Babe!!! i keep trying to read your messages but theres sooo many! people love and care about you so much! encluding me, lots of love! Well how have you been doing!? hope well! i missed you in math man! it wasnt the same without you!hehe i remember you guys passing notes, hehe opps but i should be quite ehehe. how has your summer been? i hope better then mine, mines been boring. O but i got some super news! Im not at MA no more!!! yay baby!!! gosh it sucked so baby, the teachers are so not understanding. the only thing that kept me going was my friends! thats you dude! it sucked but im free! ill miss you tons! you have to keep in touch!!! you now got my email and i think i got yours so ill be writing! hey i never got to write in your yearbook! how rude! o well,i will when i visit! well this is getting long and i got to save room for all your homies and well wishers! Hey im praying for you! im here for you, in a way i know what your going through. love ya lots, keep in touch, praying for ya, all that jazz that you know already! hehe talk to you later babe!
Britt
PS i didnt say this enought...Love ya lots!!!!! hehe

Britt Baby! <BrittE226@aol.com EMAIL ME!!!!!! hehe>
Columbia Heights, MN USA - Sunday, June 23, 2002 at 11:12 PM (CDT)
HEY GABE,
how are you? im sorry i haven't writen soon i just found out about your web site.I hope you get better. i'm praying for you. you have alot of strength and courage something i don't have. ps. sorry im not very good at spelling sorry. i'll write later i hope you get better. PEACE, may god be with you

~Kelly Cauble <ilovedd247@hotmail.com>
Edina, MN U.S.A. - Sunday, June 23, 2002 at 09:34 PM (CDT)
Gabe, I'm praying for you and your whole family - sounds like you've had a rough week, but it's good to read that you're HUMMING! Keep that "breath of God" vibrating in your bones, and His Spirit will give you strength! I'll be checking on your progress while I'm at the Oregon Bach Festival during the next three weeks. My prayers are with you daily.
Mrs. Taylor <taylor@MinnehahaAcademy.net>
Mpls, MN - Sunday, June 23, 2002 at 08:38 PM (CDT)
Hey Gabe! This will be the last time I'll get to post in your guest book for awhile since I gotta go to camp, but know I'm gonna keep prayin for ya and that I miss you and do better!! ^^
~who else? your friend caitlin ^^

Caitlin Klein <kitcat_qt@hotmail.com>
St.paul, MN U.S.A - Sunday, June 23, 2002 at 01:25 PM (CDT)
Dear Gabe, I really miss you. I'm sorry I only got to stay at the hospital one night with you before I had to head back home. I hope you liked the book I read out loud to you all night (even when you were sleeping). I hope you will be feeling better soon and that we can visit. I love you always, you are in my prayers. Auntie Lisa
Auntie Lisa <auntielisa30@hotmail.com>
Burlinton, WA USA - Saturday, June 22, 2002 at 11:42 PM (CDT)
GABE!! Hey how are you?? Man its been a while. Lets see here. I just got back from DC. It was crazy. There was a bomb threat! I am leaving for Kenya on Wed. Im kinda scared. I hope to be able to come and visit you soon. My mom sends her love to you and your family. I hear you got moved. Now you have a cool view. I will write later. Lots of love

~Hadija and Family <lil_dija@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, June 22, 2002 at 02:59 PM (CDT)
hey this is jake. I hope you feel a lot better. Iam praying for you, as well as many other people we know. Mom said she will make you some waffles when you feel like eating again. let us know when you can have visitors. we will come to see you. hope you feel better.
Jake Bauerfeld <KimandWadeJ@msn.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Friday, June 21, 2002 at 09:57 PM (CDT)
Hey hun! ^_^ Hope your doing better. I miss you and am praying for you and hope that I can visit you soon. Feel free to email me whenever you want cuz I'd love to hear from you! hehe..=) well I have to go but i'll keep praying for ya kay? ttyl!
Caitlin <kitcat_qt@hotmail.com>
St.paul, MN U.S.A - Friday, June 21, 2002 at 11:53 AM (CDT)
hey gabe i diddnt know about this for a while otherwise i would have written sooner. i have read your journal and i think you are amazing!! you took thins not only in 5th grade but this past year as well as anyone could. you are my hero!! write me as soon as you can... we will keep praying and God Bless
Jared Kraft

Jared Kraft <red2006@yahoo.com>
wayzata, mn united states of america - Thursday, June 20, 2002 at 09:08 PM (CDT)
Hi Gabe, Just thought I'd write to let you know I've been thinking about you. I'm going on vacation tomorrow so I want you to be alot better when I get Back. We're going to the Wisconsin Dells. Hope we have great weather. Tried to call you the other night, but Regina said you were in alot of pain. Hi to your Mom.
Elayne Weichselbaum <cweichselbaum@mn.rr.com>
minnetonka, mn - Thursday, June 20, 2002 at 08:58 PM (CDT)
GABE!!!!! hey dude. I've missed you sooooo much. Uand i have been in school together since kindergarten!! I really hope you get better so that you can come back to high school!!! can you belive it we're finally in high school!! But anyway i just want you to know that you have my best wishes and i can't wait to see you in september!!!
Luv forevera and always
~Heidi~

Heidi Wendland <BlondKLH@hotmiail.com>
Chanhassed, MN USA - Thursday, June 20, 2002 at 08:41 PM (CDT)
Hey Gabe!
Havent seen you for a while! We missed you at school a lot and we've been praying for you! Get better soon! Email me sometime!
~Alex

Alex J. Schmidt <Schmidt@visi.com>
Eagan, MN U.S. - Thursday, June 20, 2002 at 03:01 PM (CDT)
Hello Gabe,

Just want you to know that I'm thinking about you and praying for your health and that God gives you the strength to get though.

Mary Amy <mamy@carleton.edu>
- Thursday, June 20, 2002 at 03:00 PM (CDT)
Hi Gabe
We were so glad to hear that you had a good night. It is great to hear that you are feeling better. It has been a tough journey but you have a lot of prayer support to help you through. We will pray for a good night again tonight and continued healing. We continue to pray for your grandmothers healing and strength for your family.

Mrs. Swenson

Willamae Swenson <swenson@MinnehahaAcademy.net>
Mpls, MN Hennepin - Thursday, June 20, 2002 at 02:59 PM (CDT)
hey gabe,
how r ya doing? im sorry i haven't written to u yet, this is my first time at your website! well i guess summer is finally here. i have to start my volleyball training for next season. so im pretty busy. And on Saturday my sister is getting married so my house is VERY busy!!!! i get to be in the wedding though so it'll be fun. i just want u 2 know that im prayin for ya! and that i miss ya, and always remember u r NEVER alone. if u ever need someone to talk to there's always that one who will ALWAYS be there, he'll never stray away from u. and u can't get away from him either! keep your faith in Jesus Christ! he WILL protect u!
God Bless!!

Gretchen Dahl <babygurl141@hotmail.com>
Mpls., MN us - Thursday, June 20, 2002 at 01:25 PM (CDT)
hi gabe! i didn't know about your webpage, or i would've written to you sooner, sorry! summer is good...becuz i'm really lazy!! i've been training for cross country next year...we are doing this thing in July called Gandy Dancer and we run from Minneapolis to Duluth in 3 days (it's like 150 miles)!!! we take turns running and switch off every 2-7 miles...me, molly mac, and kenzie are all goin!! i think it'll be really fun!!!!! i've also been goin to my cabin...i'm really excited for august becuz i get to go to covenant pines!!!! i'm happy that you've been making such good progress, i'll keep praying for you!! i miss talkin to ya in art when mrs. george would always call you!! well i hope you get to enjoy summer, see ya!
p.s. how's that cute nurse that you told us about in art??? ~ owe owe!!!!

Jenny Berg <Fussygrl@aol.com>
Edina, MN USA - Thursday, June 20, 2002 at 12:08 PM (CDT)
Hey Gabe!
How are you doing? I have not written because my computer never works!!!!! They are ment to be easyer to use but they don't ever work! Anyway it is summer now and there is no school!!! Did you get the yearbook from Jenny Caitlin Anna and the rest of the group when they visted you? Mara and I had to watch what everybody wrote, or we could not give a sighned yearbook. Theank Mrs. Gaylord it was her idie to! I hope you get better and that you come back next year, Mara is not coming back next year that is sooooo sad booo hoo! Mara is also in Romina for a month she will be back on July 9th. Donner my horse is sick so I have been out at the barn a lot taking care of him. Remmber always be happy :)!!!

Love always,
Elisabeth Jones

P.S :0 she used the L word sombody will be mad Im stealing her guy!! Ha Ha HA!!!!

Elisabeth Jones <ChickChat120@hotmail.com>
Shorewood, MN USA - Thursday, June 20, 2002 at 11:27 AM (CDT)
Hi Gabe:
Sounds like you're doing a bit better today. I'm up at the cottage in Michigan now. Got Thomas to the airport in Mpls early Tuesday morning. He's off to Italy just as a strike of the european air traffic controllers is called. Could this be an omen? We miss you.....it was so much fun when you were up here last year.
Keep up the good fight!
My prayers are with you.......Laurel

Laurel Hendrickson <laurelinmn@attbi.com>
Holland, MI - Thursday, June 20, 2002 at 09:30 AM (CDT)
Hi gabe
how r u doing it sounds like you are getting a little better. Well the summer is going great so far, it is a bummer that you are not of the hospidle to enjoy it to. I will have to have my mom bring me over to see you sometime. There are some cool movies coming out soon like Men in Black Two. And Mr.Deed. I will talk to u later
Andrew

Andrew Humason <firebug13579@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, June 19, 2002 at 08:48 PM (CDT)
Hi Gabe, we haven't met, but I've heard a lot about you. I'm Robyn's mom. Her Grandma Rose added your name to our church's prayer line (651-PRAY212, http://first-covenant.org/). She updates it once a week, so we can use your web site to find out how you are doing.
Hang in there, you've got a lot of people praying for you. "Be strong and take heart, all you who hope in the Lord." Psalm 31:24NIV.

Denise Adams <ddadams@visi.com>
St. Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, June 19, 2002 at 02:24 PM (CDT)
Hey Gabe, I miss ya and am praying for ya! ^_^. I get to go to Japanese camp this coming monday, you know, the
one we were gonna go to together? yea, well I'll try and send you some good japanese candy and stuff kay? lol, maybe we can go together next year or somthing. I'm always praying for you and know that I'm here for ya kay?! hehe...well ttyl hun! =)

Caitlin Klein <kitcat_qt@hotmail.com>
St.Paul, MN U.S - Wednesday, June 19, 2002 at 12:01 PM (CDT)
Hi Gabe,
Do you remember "Gabe's Song"?.."Heaven is watching over you"...Your heavenly Daddy will hold your through this journey. We are all praying for you, and as your daddy's song said: "you are loved"....(by so many people, even those you may not know).

Cathy Angulo <Angulo-Cathy@Minnehahaacademy.net>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, June 19, 2002 at 09:36 AM (CDT)
Gabe
We are praying for your healing and comfort. God holds you in the palm of his hand. God will never leave your side.
Mrs. Swenson

Willamae Swenson <swenson@MinnehahaAcademy.net>
Mpls, MN Hennepin - Tuesday, June 18, 2002 at 05:09 PM (CDT)
Hey, Gabe! I continue to pray for you and your family and your doctors. It's officially summer now and things are calmer than during the school year. Trust in the Lord with all your heart and He will give your strength! Blessings.
Mrs. Hanschen <hanschen@minnehahaacademy.com>
Mpls, MN - Monday, June 17, 2002 at 04:16 PM (CDT)
Gabe, we lifted you in prayer in church today, and I continue to pray for you each day. Your strength comes from the Lord, so be strong!
Mrs. Taylor <taylor@MinehahaAcademy.net>
Mpls,, MN - Sunday, June 16, 2002 at 06:03 PM (CDT)
I am sorry to read of your struggles. My brother had a bone marrow transplant twice. Much has changed in the 11 since his second transplant, but at that time they said that some GVHD is good. I know it can't possibly seem good right now. God is good - He will give you strength. We are praying for you.
Mrs. Humason <humason@minnehahaacademy.net>
- Sunday, June 16, 2002 at 04:57 PM (CDT)
Hey Gabe,
How r u doing? I had alot of fun at Andrew's house yesterday!! I am hoping to visit u soon. I am praying hard for u!!!

Chad

Chad <jeevesdabutler@hotmail.com>
- Friday, June 14, 2002 at 08:44 PM (CDT)
Oh one more thing, "Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint." Isaiah 40:30-31
Mikey T <Mikeyt109@aol.com>
Austin, TX USA - Friday, June 14, 2002 at 02:26 PM (CDT)
Hey Gabe this is Mikey Thompson. I dont know if you've heard about me yet from anyone but my mom, but I went through exactly what you're going throught but the other way around. Your mom says you are a trooper, so I know you'll do fine. If you ever need anything (movie to watch, games to play, hott girls to come see how you're doin) you just send me the word ok buddy? Take care and God Bless, and remember, if any of those doctors give you trouble , 1 Timothy 4:12 **Never let anyone look down on you because you are young!!!**
Mikey Thompson <Mikeyt109@aol.com>
Austin, TX USA - Friday, June 14, 2002 at 02:23 PM (CDT)
Hi gabe, I just read your web site. I'm so sorry that everything is so tough. Just know you're in my thoughts and prayers. Jeanine said she was going to go and see you. I told her to say Hi from me. Keep up the good fight Gabe. I've put you on several prayer lists. Bye for now.

Elayne Weichselbaum <cweichselbaum@mn.rr.com>
minnetonka, mn - Friday, June 14, 2002 at 10:05 AM (CDT)
Hi Gabe, I just read a journal entry from your aunt on my son's webpage and I wanted you to know that we're praying for you. My son Michael was diagnosed with AML in 1995 when he was 10, he went through two unrelated bone marrow transplants and then was diagnosed with Osteosarcoma two years ago. He's doing very well and will be a Senior in high school this year. Transplant is probably the hardest thing you'll have to go through but with God's love, prayers, the love of your family and friends, a strong spirit and finding something to smile about everyday, you'll pull through this. If you have an e-mail address, please have your aunt send it to us and Mikey can write you. You'll be in our thoughts and prayers daily. Sending hugs and sunshine from Texas!
Barbara Thompson <bcthompson@mail.utexas.edu>
Austin, TX - Friday, June 14, 2002 at 09:05 AM (CDT)
hi Gabe how u doing? It is kind of late for me to be talking to u but Chad is over at my house so we are up late. We thought we could come and see how you are doing it is a great thing that your aunt keeps updating this page. I hope you get better soon you are in our prayers
See ya later
Andrew, Chad

Andrew <firebug13579@yahoo.com>
- Friday, June 14, 2002 at 01:15 AM (CDT)
hi gabe how u doing? I went to Shinders yesterday and bought some fireworks THEY ARE SOOOOO COOOL!!! I see that thomas talked to u it is a merical!! Well I just had my b-day and i got this really cool computer game it is a star wars game like warcraft. well i can not think of anthing to say so i will see ya later
Andrew

Andrew <firebug13579@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, June 12, 2002 at 10:42 PM (CDT)
Hey Gabe, just checkin up on ya. ^_^ Well I hope your gettin better and I want you to know i'm praying for ya bud!
Hehe....lol. I'm in abit of a weird mood...I've been sitting at home all day doing almost nothing. Sounds like fun eh? At least I don't have to deal with my sis for two weeks, shes on this french trip thing to france with mister Norlander. Sry this is so short, i'll keeping checking up on you and leaveing you lots a messages! =) bye now!

Who else? Caitlin!! <kitcat_qt@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, June 12, 2002 at 04:29 PM (CDT)
Gabe, Alison, Mikayla and all -
I saw this chinese proverb today and thought of you. "Remember, the man on top of the mountain, did not fall there". I think of you and your hard work often as it continues to inspire me. Sending you many warm wishes.

Jeanine <Jeanine.Clapsaddle@Childrenshc.org>
- Tuesday, June 11, 2002 at 06:54 PM (CDT)
Hey man sup?
My mom signed this thing at midnight mmmm im dissappionted in her... while just thought that i would write you a quick note in your guestbook but hey your guestbooks got more entrys then a trench coat has pockets...... bad joke but hey its 11:00 and a woke up at ten. while im gonna go back to my game were i get to blow stuff up..... muhahahahahaha what is this required stuff what if you dont have an e-mail have the guestbook people ever thought of that?? you think about that!

Thomas <thomaslgh@attbi.com>
- Tuesday, June 11, 2002 at 11:04 AM (CDT)
Hi there Gabe. It's almost midnight and I'm thinking of you. Keep up the good fight. We all miss you. I'm trying to get organized to leave for Michigan and Thomas is taking driver's training classes....scarey thought, huh. If you don't know already, our hearts and prayers are with
you. Have missed having you visiting. But, enough sappiness. Hope to visit again soon.

Laurel Hendrickson <laurelinmn@attbi.com>
sunfish lake, MN - Monday, June 10, 2002 at 11:46 PM (CDT)
Hi Gabe
It is always strange and quiet when all the students have gone for the summer. There are meetings with the teachers and I am beginning to put grades into the computer. We prayed for you at our faculty meeting today. You have always brought sunshine into our lives and we wish we could do more to bring it to you. We just want you to know that you are very special to us and we send our love and prayers.

Willamae Swenson <swenson@MinnehahaAcademy.net>
Mpls, MN Hennepin - Monday, June 10, 2002 at 03:44 PM (CDT)
Gabe,
I am thinking about you so much. You are very special to me and I am praying. School is over for the students, and thanks to my students my room in all cleaned out. I have meetings on Monday and I leave early Tuesday morning for South Africa where I will elicit prayers for you from everyone and anyone. Just think you have people praying for you from all over the world. It is winter in South Africa now so people are praying in the summer and in the winter at the same time. It is late and I am getting punchy-I'll keep in touch.
God bless you,
Mrs. Higginbotham

j Higginbotham <higginbotham@minnehahaacademy.net>
Mpls, MN Henn - Friday, June 07, 2002 at 09:19 PM (CDT)
GABE!!! Hey its me hun caitlin, schools over and I really miss you. science definatley hasn't been much fun with out ya. Well we visited ya today though we couldn't see ya cuz you were sleeping. We left you ALOT of things and are going to try and come back and see you soon. ^_^ If you ever get really bored I got this new anime called Orphan thats about a sorceror on a quest to turn his friend back into a human becuase she turned herself into a dragon. ((reall smart isn't she...? hehe..lol)) and he has an apretince Majik, and claeo who pretty much just tries to follow him around and has a crush on him. It's pretty funny at times because he and Her always get in fights cuz she can get really bratty. Oh, and there are two trolls who always show up who aren't too bright and really funny too watch, their also really cranky....lol, well I thinks thats enough for now. I miss you and i'll see you soon! Lots of love!

~your friend Caitlin. ((also an anime freak!! hehe...lol))

CAITLIN KLEIN!! <kitcat_qt@hotmail.com>
St.paul, MN - Friday, June 07, 2002 at 07:26 PM (CDT)
I just read the excellent news that your transplant is 100% grafted! Praise God! Today is the last day of school. It is 8th period and I am waiting for the bell so we can go on the front lawn to enjoy the sunshine, eat ice cream, sign yearbooks and say good-bye for the summer. I am ready for a break! You are in our thoughts and prayers today and everyday!
Mrs. Humason <humason@minnehahaacademy.net>
- Friday, June 07, 2002 at 02:14 PM (CDT)
Greetings, Glorious One! Today's light is silver and deep inside -- very restful and healing -- and yours for the asking! Look for it down behind your omphalos (that's Greek for belly button)When you find it, take a nap. Hugs and kisses, Darling Gabe.
Pam <guthr007@umn.edu>
Saint Paul, MN - Friday, June 07, 2002 at 07:40 AM (CDT)
hey come home soon!!
chad <jeevesdabutler@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, June 06, 2002 at 05:22 PM (CDT)
Gabe! I have TWO videos for you - one of the concert (except the last song got cut off), and one of the rehearsal in the choir room the day before (so you can hear the whole song "Shine On Me") with the Talent Show tacked on the second half of that tape (except Karen Bowmann's song got interrupted by a dead battery...I am NOT a techno person!)
Anyway, I'll send these to you TODAY, and I hope you enjoy them! The good news is that you can fast-forward through the boring parts! - you know, like when I'm talking to the class.
Keep getting stronger! God bless you mightily!

Mrs. Taylor <taylor@MinnehahaAcademy.net>
Mpls, MN - Thursday, June 06, 2002 at 08:42 AM (CDT)
Hey Gabe! It's been a long week, and it's only Wednesday! Finals are tough, but there are only 2 more days of them. I've begun playing a 4th instrument, the French Horn. Paul gave me some pointers on playing it. Also, 4 people got perfect scores on the Natiolnal Latin Exam- Me, Sam, Adrian, and Sara. Kris L. got 1 question wrong, but all 5 of us got cool gift certificates to Barnes and Noble. I wish you would have been at Valleyfair! It was Maggie's B-Day Monday, and Sam and I decorated her locker :-) Andrew's birthday is Sunday, and mine is in 2 weeks (though I'm ready to strangle someone for scheduling camp that week- we leave the day before my birthday). I hope that you have a speedy recovery so that I might see you sometime this summer!
(I'm signing yearbooks in the same way that I'm signing this letter)

Live Long and Prosper
Peter Rillmon Gawtry

Peter Gawtry <vlad_thor@yahoo.com>
Saint Paul, Minnesota 55102 - Wednesday, June 05, 2002 at 09:37 PM (CDT)
I'm almost out of school, and this is gonna give me alot more time to see friends!! Dad told me to write that. So see ya soon!!
Chad <jeevesdabutler@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, June 05, 2002 at 05:05 PM (CDT)
Good Day Sunshine (to quote the Beatles), and I hope you are getting a mighty fine dose of it, dear Gabe. I just had a conversation with Em, something that always brings a smile to my face, and we spoke about you and how happy we are to hear you've been partially released and are anticipating beaucoup (mucho) release time at the end of this week. I am very much looking forward to the end of school(next week) and being able to spend some lovely afternoons with you. Daisy would like very much to be with you, bt she is being patient and waiting for a time that is good for you. I'm afraid I can't say the same for Elle, as she has been completely out of her mind with the back yard bird distractions from the vantage point of the porch windowsill. Talk to you again soon. Love. Isabelle
isaelle shaw <isamn@webtv.net>
- Wednesday, June 05, 2002 at 10:58 AM (CDT)
Gabe, I love visiting with Mikayla in the office in the afternoons - yesterday was the Lower School track-&-field day, and of course it rained! But her face paint was great! Keep getting stronger, and they'll let you "out" more and more. I know those seizures were scary, but I also know that God's hand is on you, and everything works together for good - your continued recovery is evidence of His grace.

I got a kick out of reading Mrs. J.'s entry about the slide show. Do you remember in "Peter Pan", when Tinkerbell is fading, and Peter asks the audience to applaud so she'll revive? That's what all your applause on Friday reminded me of - all that love was electrifying!
I look for the concert video to come back to school any day now - you'll know the instant I see it!
Meanwhile, know that we do love you, and I pray for you daily. God be with you!

Mrs. Taylor <taylor@minnehahaacademy.net>
Mpls, MN - Wednesday, June 05, 2002 at 09:43 AM (CDT)
Well, today was a good day to get some rest. The weather was miserable. I don't know how many times I stepped in puddles. It's summer! I refuse to give up my sandals. Hope you got your kitty. I figured Serafina couldn't visit so this might be as a substitute until you get home for good. Take care.
Laurel Hendrickson <laurelinmn@attbi.com>
Sunfish Lake, MN - Tuesday, June 04, 2002 at 09:49 PM (CDT)
5 more days untill freedom!!!!!! Yes!!! hope you get better soon.
Andrew

Andrew <firebug13579@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 03, 2002 at 03:27 PM (CDT)
Hey Gabe congrats on getting to go out today. I'm going to a dance recital for my sisters in a few minutes. but i just wanted to see how u were doing
Chad <jeevesdabutler@hotmail.com>
Mpls, MN USA - Sunday, June 02, 2002 at 12:43 PM (CDT)
Gabe,
It is Sunday morning and you are in my thoughts and prayers. I just read Mrs. J's email and it said just what I wanted to tell you. The applause for you was thunderous, and it made me want to stand and cheer. The school is really behind you in thoughts and prayers. It is amazing that you are already able to go out. The mask info reminded me that I am supposed to pack masks for my trip. I remember the first time I had on a special hat and with attached scarf to cover my face and the lady at the coffee counter asked me what I did for a living. I told her I was a bee keeper. Maybe we could compare good "comebacks." I will be glad when finals are over, but then I have to be packed and on the plane Tuesday morning-God willing. I am excited to see Ellen and to watch the choir and dance group that Ellen and Quinton have started. God bless you.
Mrs. Higginbotham

jhigginbotham <jhigginbotham@minnehahaacademy.net>
Minneapolis, MN Hennepin - Sunday, June 02, 2002 at 06:18 AM (CDT)
Gabe,
It is Sunday morning and you are in my thoughts and prayers. I just read Mrs. J's email and it said just what I wanted to tell you. The applause for you was thunderous, and it made me want to stand and cheer. The school is really behind you in thoughts and prayers. It is amazing that you are already able to go out. The mask info reminded me that I am supposed to pack masks for my trip. I remember the first time I had on a special hat and with attached scarf to cover my face and the lady at the coffee counter asked me what I did for a living. I told her I was a bee keeper. Maybe we could compare good "comebacks." I will be glad when finals are over, but then I have to be packed and on the plane Tuesday morning-God willing. I am excited to see Ellen and to watch the choir and dance group that Ellen and Quinton have started. God bless you.
Mrs. Higginbotham

jhigginbotham <jhigginbotham@minnehahaacademy.net>
Minneapolis, MN Hennepin - Sunday, June 02, 2002 at 06:17 AM (CDT)
Hi Kiddo! It's Mrs. J. from the Lower School. The Middle School Honors Program was today. It was a long, grand affair. Lots of kids got lots of awards for very good things. Then came the final event...the slide show honoring the eigth graders. There were pictures of all of you going all the way back to kindergarten. It was amazing? We saw video of sixth grade news reports, pictures of grandparents' day, winter pictures, art pictures, hallway pictures and more! But the best part of the whole thing was that whenever a picture of you came up, your classmates cheered for you for all they were worth. They love you, Gabe, and showed it with their loudest voices and strongest cheers. Mr. Dwight said it was like their prayer for you.
Mrs. J

Carrie Johnson <johnson-carrie@MinnehahaAcademy.net>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, May 31, 2002 at 06:30 PM (CDT)
Hello, Gabe
I'm just checking in before I go to bed. I just arrived home from work, and since I was also teacing today, I am quite tired. I am so glad that you have the right meds now but I'm sorry that you're feeling groggy. I have a friend whose nickname was FOGMAN and Ithink this might be a good one for you, too. Don't be insulted by the association, since he is a graduate of Cambridge University and Harvard Medical School! We're all missing you a lot here on Elm Street. Can you feel the love?
Love, Isabelle




isabelle shaw <isamn@webtv.net>
- Thursday, May 30, 2002 at 10:33 PM (CDT)
Gabe, I was sorry to hear about your problems with your medication. I sure appreciate this web site. I check on your progress everyday, and you are constantly in my prayers. This is a busy week at school. The seventh graders are presenting their dioramas (Andrew says they aren't as good as last year : ) ), and studying for their final next week.
Mrs. Humason <humason@minnehahaacademy.net>
- Thursday, May 30, 2002 at 11:08 AM (CDT)
Gabe We keep you in our prayers and hope today you will feel so much better. We are getting ready for the honor's program, track and field, and Valleyfair (8th graders) on Friday. After that it is finals week. Everyone will be glad when that is over. God bless. Mrs. Swenson
Willamae Swenson <swenson@MinnehahaAcademy.net>
Mpls, MN Hennepin - Wednesday, May 29, 2002 at 10:47 AM (CDT)
Gabe: The concerts all went well this week. David Denzer showed up even though he had knee surgery at noon on Thursday (he said the doctor didn't ned to dig around as much as he'd thought he would), so David can identify with your joint pain A LITTLE. Anyway, the videotape is getting duplicated this week, along with a video of the talent show, for your entertainment. ( you don't even have to write up an evaluation for Choir class!)
It's so exciting that you get to go home soon! I'm so glad your counts continue to increase - keep it up! I pray for you every day. God bless you and your doctors & nurses, as well as your family!

Mrs. Taylor <taylor@MinnehahaAcademy.net>
- Sunday, May 26, 2002 at 06:25 PM (CDT)
Gabe,
It is early Sunday morning and you are in my prayers. While many people are traveling, I am having a great time getting ready to leave for South Africa, God willing, of course. The weather forecast says warmer weather next week. As you may remember my room becomes a sauna-thus I am getting anxious for the year to end before we all melt.
I miss you.
God bless,
Mrs. Higginbotham

janet higginbotham <higginbotham@minnehahaacademy.net>
minneapolis, MN hennepin - Sunday, May 26, 2002 at 08:30 AM (CDT)
Hi gabe not much to say now but I will tell you about the day. The Veitnom Vets that came were neat, the talent show was good and the long awated weekend is hear :) there is 8 more days of classes left. well my mind is kind of blank for what to say so I will see you later
Andrew

Andrew Humason <firebug13579@yahoo.com>
- Friday, May 24, 2002 at 03:12 PM (CDT)
Hi gabe I have some time this moring to do whatever so i came here to talk to you it is 8:10 and I am just about to go to school. We have some Vietnom vets coming today that are going to talk to us. Then after that we have the talent show. Well I hope you have a good day. I will talk to you after school is out and give you the coundown untill school is out. see yah later
Andrew Humason

Andrew <firebug13579@yahoo.com>
- Friday, May 24, 2002 at 08:06 AM (CDT)
Hey Gabe. I haven't talked or heard from you in forever. I've been praying for you and I miss seeing you in school. I'm gonna see Star Wars 2 this weekend (if i'm lucky). There's not much school left, summer is just around the corner. I just wanted to say hi and let you know that I'm praying for you. I hope the hospital food is edible. LOL talk to you later
-Mara

Mara Anderson <elondriel@hotmail.com>
St Paul, MN USA - Thursday, May 23, 2002 at 04:18 PM (CDT)
oops I did not mean to put that in twice I hit the add to guestbook thing twice so sorry :) see yah
Andrew <firebug13579@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, May 23, 2002 at 03:36 PM (CDT)
Hi Gabe today I just found out that there is a star wars episode 2 game coming out for game cube this fall. O did I tell you I got a Game cube I don't think I did. Well I will need to get it when it comes out. And here is the count down until school is out there is ... 9 more days left of school!!!!!!! :) We got our permission slips for Valley Fair today! I still have a ton of homework to do so I Got to go so I will talk to you tommorow!! See yah later,


Andrew Humason

Andrew Humason <firebug13579@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, May 23, 2002 at 03:34 PM (CDT)
Hi Gabe today I just found out that there is a star wars episode 2 game coming out for game cube this fall. O did I tell you I got a Game cube I don't think I did. Well I will need to get it when it comes out. And here is the count down until school is out there is ... 9 more days left of school!!!!!!! :) We got our permission slips for Valley Fair today! I still have a ton of homework to do so I Got to go so I will talk to you tommorow!! See yah later,


Andrew Humason

Andrew Humason <firebug13579@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, May 23, 2002 at 03:34 PM (CDT)
Hi Gabe,
Grandma tells me you are hanging in there. Your strength is an inspiration to all of us. Know that I think of you often. Sending prayers. Wishing you well.

Mary Amy <mamy@carleton.edu>
- Thursday, May 23, 2002 at 02:57 PM (CDT)
Well how are you doing today? This is going to be my last day at Youth Group for this year. We had our last band concert with Mr.I last night that was really fun. There is only 11 more days of school left!! :) I will see you later
Andrew Humason

Andrew <firebug13579@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, May 22, 2002 at 03:53 PM (CDT)
Hi, Gabe
I just want you to know that you are in my special thoughts and prayers. It is great to have this web site to keep in touch. I went to school with your mom and aunt and also have worked with your grandma at Carleton. I have many memories of the hospital you are at. My daughter Maura went trough an autologous stem cell transplant there. It is a special place with great doctors and nurses. Ask Dr. Orchard if he remembers Maura Stanton. He was there when we were there too. He was in his fellowship at that time. I still remember "mouth care and "micostatin" and I didn't even have to do it! Maura didn't like the color yellow after she got out of there. Do they still have you do that? I will continue to keep you all close in thought and prayer.

Christine Stanton <tcmmmjm@rconnect.com>
Northfield, MN Rice - Wednesday, May 22, 2002 at 01:23 PM (CDT)
Hi Gabe,

I keep getting reports about you from Mrs. Swenson, and I hear things are going in the right direction. I sure miss your smiling face around here.....and I miss you bugging me all the time about Japanese and why we don't offer it in the Middle School. You are in my prayers, Gabe.

Mr. Erickson

Dean Erickson <erickson-dean@Minnehahaacademy.net>
Mpls, Mn - Wednesday, May 22, 2002 at 12:20 PM (CDT)
Gabe
Thanks for the email. We are hearing good news and are so thankful. I am glad you are getting news from school. We read the news from my email to the students today. I hope your package from the kitchen was good. We will do it again on Thursday. The last day of classes should have a few parties. At the end of the day the eighth grade class will have a party in the gym until 4:30. We will try to get a video of it to send you. I will make sure you get a yearbook. Do you want someone like Andrew Humason to take it around with his and get signatures? Take care. God is at work in you. Blessings. Mrs. Swenson

Mrs. Swenson <swenson@MinnehahaAcademy.net>
Mpls, MN Hennepin - Tuesday, May 21, 2002 at 04:18 PM (CDT)
Hi gabe good news I just got an e-mail that said my paintball gun is beening shiped, it has been back ordered for a long time. Well on the other hand there is only 12 more days of school left and one of those we are at Valley Fair! Miss. Fondell has jsut canceled the rest of the tests this year exept the finnail. In math we are reveiwing all the stuff we have done all year long. In science we are making our own solar systems. We have a band concert tonight so that should be fun. I can not wait for you to get out of the hospital so we can get together but untill then I will keep sending you mesages. One other thing my mom wants to know what an ANC count is. Well I got to go so I will talk to you later.
Andrew Humason <firebug13579@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 21, 2002 at 03:35 PM (CDT)
HiGabe I called from work tonight to see how you were but your nurse was busy. I talked to Steve Lynch, Kristen lynch"s dad. He told me he thought you were doing ok. Sorry about the joint pain. I didn't know you like Star Wars. We went to see the movie this week-end the ending is fantastic. My son thought it was pretty cool except for the love scenes. I guess I'd better not say too much. Tell your mom Hi ok. I'll try to write more later. Keep up the good progress. Elayne W.
Elayne Weichselbaum <cweichselbaum@mn.rr.com>
minnetonka, mn - Tuesday, May 21, 2002 at 12:39 AM (CDT)
Hey, hope you are doing well and we are all(my family) waiting to see you come home. Even Axel is sad and lonely.
Chad

Chad Kuntz <jeevesdabutler@hotmail.com>
- Monday, May 20, 2002 at 06:05 PM (CDT)
Hi gabe
I kind of lost track of the days till school is out but I will count soon. I gave thomas's mom your web page (as you can see). I went and saw the star wars movie twice this past weekend IT IS SOOOOOO COOL but I won't tell you about it because that would spoil it for you. The teachers are just piling on the homework for these last weeks of school. It seems like they are resentless, I have homework in about every class and in some classes a ton of it too. The next men in black movie is coming out in July it looks really cool too. There is also a new bond movie coming out that I will have to go and see. Well I got to go and get started on all the homework I have to do so I will see yah later.
Andrew Humason

Andrew Humason <firebug13579@yahoo.com>
- Monday, May 20, 2002 at 03:37 PM (CDT)
Hey Gabe! Remember me, Thomas' big sis! I just got your web page from my mom and wanted to say I'm thinking of you. Get well soon because we still need to go and see that movie I promised to take you to. I know I promised to take you last summer after we got back from the lake, but better late than never, right!
Angie Hendrickson <angelaolivia@hotmail.com>
St. Paul, MN USA - Sunday, May 19, 2002 at 11:07 PM (CDT)
Gabe,
WHAT UP!!! I havn't talked to you for a long time and didn't know about this page. Yeah, I almost had to go to the hospital because of my heart. But im fine. (hehe bad typing skills) so call me A.S.A.P. or else quoting a past fourth grader...(ahem ahem)...'Ill ship you out at 3:00 in the morning'. Oh wait I forgot your up at 3:00 in the afternoon.

Chad K.

Chad Kuntz <jeevesdabutler@hotmail.com>
Mpls, MN USA - Sunday, May 19, 2002 at 07:32 PM (CDT)
Hi there, Gabe! Just found out about your web page. Hope the pain is a little better today. We all miss you.
Laurel Hendrickson <laurelinmn@attbi.com>
Sunfish Lake, mn usa - Sunday, May 19, 2002 at 10:51 AM (CDT)
Hi Gabe,
I am Regine's brother. She sent me the url of your page.
I hope you will better soon.
Greetings from Germany

Thomas Prenzel <prenzel@web.de>
Frankfurt/Main, Germany - Sunday, May 19, 2002 at 05:07 AM (CDT)
Gabe,You need to tell yor Aunt Vicki that she and I should hold a "cook-off" - her 4-cheese spaghetti agaist my mac and cheese. Just say where and when; you and Mikala being the judges! Have a good night! Love, Isabelle
isaelle shaw <isamn@webtv.net>
- Friday, May 17, 2002 at 06:56 PM (CDT)
Hi, I love to read all the things your classmates write to you. Do you know if anyone video taped the concert at your school? Maybe you could watch it if they did. The students are counting the days at the school where I teach too but we have 20 days left! We had 2 snow days so we go until the 17th now. I love you. Lisa
auntie lisa <auntielisa30@hotmail.com>
burlington, wa usa - Friday, May 17, 2002 at 09:02 AM (CDT)
Hi Gabe-We miss you, I think of you everyday and miss seeing you in fifth hour. We are making "math books" for the third graders now. Be well soon, -Mrs. Gaylord
Anna Maria Gaylord <gaylord@minnehahaacademy.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Thursday, May 16, 2002 at 04:42 PM (CDT)
I will make it quick because I have to go there is only 14 more days untill we are free!!!!!
see yah
Andrew H.

Andrew <firebug13579@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, May 16, 2002 at 03:52 PM (CDT)
Gabe! I am so glad you're eating and smiling and getting stronger. I keep praying for you every day. You should hear the Choir! Yesterday, they gave me goosebumps when they sang "How Can I Keep from Singing". I'll try to get you a tape of our concert - it's next Thursday. Keep healing, pal!
Mrs. Taylor <taylor@minnehahaacademy.net>
- Thursday, May 16, 2002 at 01:23 PM (CDT)
hi Gabe
Today was formal day at school, and tommorow is western day (Ponder will like that). We are making a solar system in science right now. This project is really big it is also confusing. There is now only 15 more days until school is done. By the way you sould have your Aunt tell us when we can come and visit you. You have 1428 hits on this web page and tons of entries in your guest book. We had a pro sax player come to school today and play a song with the band, then after that we listened to him talk and we heard him play some too. That was cool. The teachers seem to be piling on the homework for the last 15 days of school. I hope you feel better soon
Andrew Humason

Andrew <firebug13579@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, May 15, 2002 at 03:29 PM (CDT)
Gabe
It is so great to hear that you are doing great. I know that means that you are being as positive as you can and smiling. Most of us at school have never seen you when you were not smiling. I hope you can eat a little and let us know when we can help in the food department. You are in our prayers every day. Thanks to Aunt Vickie for the updates.
Mrs. Swenson

Willamae Swenson <swenson@MinnehahaAcademy.net>
Minneapolis, MN Hennepin - Wednesday, May 15, 2002 at 11:06 AM (CDT)
Hi, mein Schatz. I know you are playing Earthbound now, and you are right now in process of saving the world! Good going! But after you have saved the world--what else is there to do? Love, Regine
Regine <rprenzelguthrie@yahoo.com>
Northfield, MN Rice - Tuesday, May 14, 2002 at 03:50 PM (CDT)
Gabe,
I better start spelling your name correctly-modeling is so important. It is a beautiful day, and I am about to go for a walk-I will be praying for you. Everyone seems to be counting the days until school is out. I, on the other hand, am afraid it is coming too quickly. I am leaving for South Africa on June 11th. Take care of yourself. I miss you.
Be blessed,
Mrs. Higginbotham

janet higginbotham <higginbotham@minnehahaacademy.net>
Minneapolis, MN Hennepin - Tuesday, May 14, 2002 at 03:38 PM (CDT)
Hi Gabe we miss you hear at school. Now the countdown to the end of school is 16 days (that is not counting today). I get to go and see the star wars movie this friday, I already got tickets! In science we are learning about atoms, and we are going over our finale in History that is scary. We can not use notes on the finale either, so we have to study to get it down. Well I hope you get better soon so we can get together again. See yah,
Andrew Humason

Andrew Humason <firebug13579@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 14, 2002 at 03:14 PM (CDT)
Hi Gabe. How are you? Well school is stressful. They are loading the homework on us. I havent really been there because I hurt my back and Ive been in and out of the ER getting X-rays and stuff. I have to go back today for more. :( The meds they are giving me are making me really tired so when I was at school I just slept through every class and then went to the next class and slept some more. lol. Im glad the stem cell thing went well. We have been praying for you. It is spirit week. Yesterday was PJ day and today is backwards day. Ill keep in touch and maybe Ill stop by sometime. :) See ya and love ya
Hadija <lil_dija@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, May 14, 2002 at 12:12 PM (CDT)
Gabe, you are in my thoughts and prayers. I am still carrying around the piece of amber that I want you to have. I may just have to put it in the mail for you. I was going to try to get over to see you and some of the other kids I know there, but time has gotten away from me and I will be on vacation now for about 10 days. We're going to the woods for some camping and canoeing. We are taking both of our dogs with us and the one has never been in a canoe. Hope she dumps us in shallow water!!!! Did I forget to mention, she hates water!!!! It should be an experience. I will tell you all about it when we get home. Anyway, get well quickly and then stay well. OK? Jehn (your old nurse at Children's)
Jennifer Kuehn <Jehnk@cs.com>
Brooklyn Center, Mn USA - Tuesday, May 14, 2002 at 11:39 AM (CDT)
A solid challange will bring forth your finest abilities.
Trouble brings experience and experience brings wisdom.
A little wit and wisdom from Smart Cookies

auntie lisa <auntielisa30@hotmail.com>
burlington, wa usa - Monday, May 13, 2002 at 10:24 PM (CDT)
Hi gabe just thought you would like to know that the Middle school party is this friday night, wish you could be there. Also there is only 18 more days of school THAT IS SO COOL! see yah later
Andrew

Andrew Humason <firebug13579@yahoo.com>
- Monday, May 13, 2002 at 03:57 PM (CDT)
Hi Gabe!

Sending this from Cleveland and wishing I could deliver it in person. I hope that each day brings you more comfort and a reason to smile. :-) You are in my prayers and my thoughts. God bless and keep you.

Oh, I couldn't figure out how to send you an Anime cartoon on this site, so I included a very old poem that I know that I thought you might like. Look forward to seeing you soon.

Tony

"Each today, well-lived, makes yesterday a dream of happiness and each tomorrow a vision of hope. Look, therefore, to each day, for each day is life."

-Sanskrit poem

Tony Jones <Tony.Jones@hewitt.com>
Cleveland, OH - Monday, May 13, 2002 at 03:43 PM (CDT)
Hey Gabe! I hope that you are doing a lot better. I've really missed you at school. I'll be praying for you all week long, at the Latin trip and all. I know God will answer our prayers.
Peter R. Gawtry <vlad_thor@yahoo.com>
Saint Paul, MN USA - Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 08:00 PM (CDT)
HiGabe, Miss taking care of you. Sounds like you are doing wellso far. Take care and remember not to give those nurses to bad a time o.k. You're primaries at childrens are thinking about you. It's midnight and I just got home from work
Elayne Weichselbaum <cweichselbaum@mn.rr.com>
Minnetonka, Mn - Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 12:35 AM (CDT)

I think" I don’t think so." was an appropriate response to the Dr.’s words. I mean, after all you just had ice cream and Japanese food. I will call Sunday. Love and hugs, Lisa

auntie Lisa <auntielisa30@hotmail.com>
burlington, WA USA - Saturday, May 11, 2002 at 11:22 PM (CDT)
Good morrow, good sir,
I understand your blood type now matches your personality and character - A+ - a very positive match, I should think!
Daisy is sitting next to me, helping me type and sending very good dog thoughts your way.
Elle is taking yet another nap (they number up in the billions) but she is dreaming about you.
Love, Isabelle

isabelle shaw <isamn@webtv.net>
- Saturday, May 11, 2002 at 11:15 AM (CDT)
Gabe-
I am thinking of you and praying for you...

Mrs. Werner <werner-joy@minnehahaacademy.net>
- Friday, May 10, 2002 at 03:47 PM (CDT)
Gabe! Rev. Bestland led us in prayer for you in Chapel yesterday, knowing that you were headed into surgery as we were leaving Chapel. We continue to hold you in our prayers as you wait for your body to heal. Choir misses you! Get strong on Psalm 139, for you ARE "fearfully and wonderfully made!" More later....
Mrs. Taylor <taylor@MinnehahaAcademy.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Friday, May 10, 2002 at 11:49 AM (CDT)
Hello Gabe,
I just spoke with your gandmother, and you were pretty much the main topic:) "Ami" sounds very good. I have had a candle lit for you since I got up this morning, and it will continue to burn all day. It represents HOPE above all things . All our love to you, Isabelle, Toni, Emily, Barb, Daisy and Elle

Isabelle Shaw <isamn@webtv.net>
- Thursday, May 09, 2002 at 11:46 AM (CDT)
Hi Gabe,

It is time to go to chapel, so I have to be quick. Isn't is amazing how the human body works and how doctors have learned so much to be able to do bone marrow transplants?!! We know this is a tough time for you right now and we are all praying that God will give you strength.

Mrs. Humason <humason@minnehahaacademy.net>
- Thursday, May 09, 2002 at 11:21 AM (CDT)
Greetings of the Highest Order
Isabelle Shaw <isamn@webtv.net>
northfield, mn usa - Thursday, May 09, 2002 at 11:04 AM (CDT)
HI Sweetie, I was just on the phone with you but you are not feeling well so I will call back in the morning. I continue to be impressed at how you take the realities of all the things going on with you in stride. You help all of us to take a different look at the every day things that bother us and realize that they are not so bad. Does that make sense? Tomorrow you will be surrounded by a beautiful glow that is made up of all of the thoughts and prayers being sent to you by those who love you. Estel, Autie Lisa
Auntie Lisa <auntielisa30@hotmail.com>
Burlington, WA USA - Wednesday, May 08, 2002 at 09:19 PM (CDT)
Hi GAbe, I had a good time at the party on Sunday and met a lot of nice family and friends of yours. I liked the pictures that your grandmother had put up of you. Mikala drew my name for a door prize and I got a beautiful handblown glass hummingbird feeder. It will look very nice outside my kitchen window. We are concerned that you not have bad side effects from your treatment today. You are in our prayers. Mrs. Swenson
Willamae Swenson <swenson@MinnehahaAcademy.net>
Minneapolis, MN Hennepin - Tuesday, May 07, 2002 at 04:02 PM (CDT)
Whut it iz!

Carmell, Zumbi and I are all sending you love from Sunny California. Keep getting better. Check your email.
Love,
Uncle Keith, Carmell and Zumbi

Keith, Carmell, & Zumbi <mellcat@pacbell.net>
Los Angeles, CA USA - Tuesday, May 07, 2002 at 03:52 PM (CDT)
Hi, sweetypie:
I'm not sure whether it is kosher that I am sending you a second message on this page, but if not I'll bend the rules. I know you are having a tough time today, and I want you to know that I am thinking of you and I love you oodles and oodles forever and ever and you are in my heart!

Regine <rprenzelguthrie@rconnect.com>
Northfield, MN Rice - Tuesday, May 07, 2002 at 02:13 PM (CDT)
Hi Gabe!
Our concert went well. We have a band concert tonight with the Bloomington kids. They came and played with us and we are going to play with them at their concert.

We haven't had much homework lately.

It's not very sunny today.

We had art. We are drawing cartoons and making clay pots. We'll send you some copies of our cartoons. Next week we are going to start making our single-framed cartoons.

We are praying for you.

Love, Mrs. J's room

Carrie Johnson <johnson-carrie@MinnehahaAcademy.net>
minneapolsi, mn usa - Tuesday, May 07, 2002 at 10:56 AM (CDT)
hi Gabe

i am a friend of Regine and your grandpa Guthrie.
we met a few times, including the last time you were in the hospital. i know you are having a big surgery tomorrow and i want to wish you courage and a strong heart. i will be sending you healing energy in the form of a light sabre that will remove all that is making you sick and bring you healing light from the most powerful stars. i remember your kind eyes, your curiosity and your playful humor.
please greet REgine for me. i know how much you are loved by her and by many more friends and family. thank you for loving them so well in return.


dianna diers <dianna,diers@ramsey.mn.us>
St Paul , MN USA - Tuesday, May 07, 2002 at 10:54 AM (CDT)
Gabe I hope you feel better soon so we can get together some time. see yah
Andrew

Andrew H. <firebug13579@yahoo.com>
- Monday, May 06, 2002 at 04:25 PM (CDT)
Gabe,
It was good to talk with you today. I'm looking forward to sending you all kinds of silly e-mail to make you laugh each day. Be assured that all your hard work is inspiring every individual that spends a moment visiting this site. The isolation of the transplant unit cannot limit the power of your kind spirit to positively affect those who are fortunate enough to know you. I count myself among the lucky. Warmest wishes to you and those with you. I look forward to seeing you soon and I promise not to bring skittles with me! :)

Jeanine <Jeanine.Clapsaddle@Childrenshc.org>
- Monday, May 06, 2002 at 02:53 PM (CDT)
Gabe,
Jeanine and I are sitting here sending you our ultra super powerful Child Life vibes. Can You feeeeel it! We miss you here and look forward to seeing you and telling you in person how proud we are of you....I miss your stories. Vicki

vicki <vicki.dimian@childrenshc.org>
- Monday, May 06, 2002 at 02:43 PM (CDT)
Prayers for you & your family.
Judith Anderson <Judith.Anderson@sheldahl.com>
Northfield, MN usa - Monday, May 06, 2002 at 10:32 AM (CDT)
Hi Gabe. Anymore "magic potients"?
Just came back from the benefit. So many people had so many
wonderful things to say about you. I was soooo proud.
Can't wait to see you on Thursday. The General needs to go
this week. See you then if not before. Love, Margie

Margie Lewis <margielew@attbi.com>
Vadnais Heights, MN Ramsey - Sunday, May 05, 2002 at 10:16 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweetie, I know you are still sleeping. Since it's only 2:00 in the afternoon. Look at all these people who love you! And I thought I was the only one. You are amazing. I asked Gabe if he was scared about getting sick again, he said No there is no reason to think about it it is something I havve to do.
Alison Guthrie <aguthrie@marquetteplace.com>
Minneapolis, Mn USA - Sunday, May 05, 2002 at 01:04 PM (CDT)
gabe this is cooper i was just looking at your hit # wow over 600 people have visited your auts site i was just telling you that if you whant to call or email me that would be great. do you still hav to do the histery scrapbook man there were kids panicing all over scoole today caus it is due in like 3 days. i wont leav my phone number but you can look it up in hawk calls see you later!
i am praying for you
Cooper T

Cooper Ternes <cooperjternes@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, May 04, 2002 at 08:11 PM (CDT)
Hi Gabe! I have been trying to email you but I guess it hasnt been going through. So I got your page and I thought I would try this. How are you? Im good. We all miss you! I hope you got the cards and letters from your homeroom. We are praying for you! So much I have bruses on my knees. lol So what have you been up to? School is boring... TOO MANY HISTORY NOTES!! ahhh!!! lol. Well I hope you are doing ok. I will continue to pray for you.
Love you always
Hadija

Hadija Steen-Omari <lil_dija@hotmail.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Saturday, May 04, 2002 at 11:57 AM (CDT)
Hi Gabe, Regine let me know you have a web site and are in the hospital. I wonder if you remember being at my place and meeting Irene from Montreal. We both send you good vibes! Remember: you are more than your illness!
Mary Ruth <maryruth@deskmedia.com>
- Saturday, May 04, 2002 at 07:36 AM (CDT)
Hi Gabe,
I just want you to know that you are in my prayers every day. You will get through this just like you did before and there will be lots of good things coming your way.

Dennis Noding <denkneed@earthlink.net>
- Friday, May 03, 2002 at 07:34 PM (CDT)
Hi Gabe, I miss having you in class. Things are going pretty well. This tri, we started "homework quizzes" which require everyone to do their homework thoroughly. I gave up on the honors system for correcting homework. It was tough when we first started it but now everyone's doing their homework and actually learning more math. I can't wait to start fresh next year, I've learned a lot. I think about you everyday and pray that you are well soon and that you will be visiting me as a ninth grader. God Bless, Mrs. Gaylord
Anna Maria Gaylord <gaylord@minnehahaacademy.net>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, May 03, 2002 at 03:47 PM (CDT)
Hey gabe this is cooper Alex Norten and me got that japines umbrella for you becaus we know that you like asien stuff we miss you and are praying for you.
Cooper Ternes <cooperjternes@yahoo.com>
- Friday, May 03, 2002 at 07:08 AM (CDT)
Gab
I still miss you and pray for you a lot.
God bless and love,
Mrs. Higginbotham

janet higginbotham <higginbotham@minnehahaacademy.net>
Minneapolis, MN Hennepin - Thursday, May 02, 2002 at 03:06 PM (CDT)
Hi, Gabe! This is Mrs. J's fifth grade class. We are praying for you everyday. We've just been looking at your web site...it's really cool.

Tonight is our Lower School Spring concert, our last one before we go to Middle School. We know we'll have a blast. This is also our first band concert...we're going to do our best and hope it sounds good! The songs we are playing are: March Primo, Ironview March and Spook Mountain. Mr. Isaacs says we are playing really well for a fifth grade band. We are excited for our first year in middle school.

We learned a Bible verse in first grade we want to share it with you. " 'For I know the plans that I have for you,' declares the Lord, 'plans for welfare and not for calamity to give you a future and a hope.' " Jeremiah 29:11. May God's strength be with you.

Today we had chapel and we had a Christian rap artist as a speaker/singer. It was really cool to hear him sing/rap. He rapped with Spanish and English in it because he thinks God is multi-cultural.

We hope that you are not having too much pain. We hope that your radiation goes well. Gob bless you.

Love,
Adam, Allison, Andrea, Andrew, Anna, Brandon, Erik, Georgia, Halie, Ingrid, Isaac, Kayla, Lindsay, Lissa, Luke, Mary, Megan, Meredith, Missy, Sam, Simon, Stasi, and Mrs. J.

Mrs. J's fifth grade class <johnson-carrie@MinnehahaAcademy.net>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, May 02, 2002 at 01:50 PM (CDT)
Gabe! Got the update from Anutie Vickie. She says your glass wall is soon to be painted...what does she mean "painted" Do you get to paint balloons and clowns all over the glass wall -- or put other fun graffiti on it like..."Drop by Gabes Place"...or "for a fun time dial G A B E"? Curious here at Carleton...Jean Wakely
Jean Wakely <jwakely@carleton.edu>
Northfield, , MN US - Thursday, May 02, 2002 at 01:30 PM (CDT)
Hi Gabe,
We are thinking and praying for you today. Please know we love you and miss your wonderful smile. God bless you as you undergo your procedure today. We are praying for your recovery and the day you will return to us
with love, nurse Alice

Alice Engstrom <aaengs@aol.com>
Arden Hills, mn usa - Thursday, May 02, 2002 at 12:45 PM (CDT)
*points down* lol, Jenny will just tie me to the back of the car when she drags jme along...j/k. yea, I want to visit with you wish I would of done earlier, but didnt' know where you were. Well gotta go back to math....-_-' byez!!!
cailtin Klein <DramaQueen289@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, May 02, 2002 at 12:32 PM (CDT)
Hey i just re-read my entry and realized i haven't visited yet but i promise an my mama's grave (j/k) i'll come visit soon! i'll drag everyone along with me! THat probably made no sense whatsoever! well whatev! it made sense to me! So i guess that's something!
Jenny Couch <basketballbabe@mn.rr.com>
minneapolis, mn america - Thursday, May 02, 2002 at 12:30 PM (CDT)
Hey Gabe! i'm soooo sorry i haven't called or visited or anything in sooo long. I'm going to come visit soon. I'll get the info from Mrs. G. (she always has the latest gossip!) Anywayz, school getting boring in drama were doing THE Importance of Being Ernest. Its kinda of strange but in a good way I'm Lady Bracknell (very strict and overbearing just like me!) I got the highest score on the latest math test. I can't believe it! Kris and Anna are over at BEcketwood sinigng to the grandparents. We're doing Tennis and Golf in gym. I suck at tennis. Just today I hit the tennis ball over the fence twice plius it was freezing outside. Liz's hands turned a very dark shade of purple. Last Friday we went to Festival of nations. It was a soo much fun. I went to buy a drink and i came back to find Anna telling some guy's fortune he was hot!. So anywayz we ended up getting his number and anna's dying to see him again. So then later on in the day she walked up ot another guy (who turned out to be a 17 yr. old) and asked if she could name his puppet. SHe finally decieded on Corperation MAn. Nobody got it so then she made up a whole story about how he was an unercover FBI agent. By the end we were all in stitches! Kris and Me are planning on going to see star wars episode II when it comes out cuz are new number one hottie is Hayden Christensen. We won't be able to see it till like july though because supposedly tickets are sold out till march. oh well. i guess we'll have to survive! None of us can wait for summer, school's getting rough. I swear all the teacher's must have a bet going with each other to see who can give out the most homework! Its a major pain! I better go b4 i get in trouble for typing to long a message i still have more stuff to tell u so i'll write when i get home! give me your e-mail address i don't have it yet! ttfn,
Luv always,
Jenny

Jenny Couch <basketballbabe@mn.rr.com>
Minneapolis, MN United States - Thursday, May 02, 2002 at 12:27 PM (CDT)
Hey Gabe! It's me Caitlin, I wrote an entry today but I didnt' see it show up, so i'm making another one because I want to make sure you get one from me!
^_^
I really hope your doing well and me and everyone else really miss you. if you want you can email me and I'll reply as fast as I can cuz you are great friend and I want to keep in contact with you. I bet you prolly get bored sometimes, so I thought that if you want you can borrow some of my anime videos I just got recently. I told you about the Anime Orphen right? Well I have the first four videos of it and if you want you may borrow them to watch and see if you like the series. I know theres a lot to ask you that i'd like to know, but I don't want to make this too long...lol. So I better go. but try and email me if you can! your friend, Caitlin!!!
P.S. Your awsome Gabe, your one of the best people I know. hehe....=)

Caitling Klein <DramaQueen289@hotmail.com or Kitcat_qt@hotmail.com>
St.Paul, MN - Thursday, May 02, 2002 at 12:25 PM (CDT)
Dear Gabe,
We miss you at school. Our prayers are with you and your family. Yesterday was BLAST day. I took a group to RedWing on the train and spent the day touring RedWing. The train was pretty fun. It was surprisingly quiet, and it gently swayed back and forth (I could have taken a nap if I wasn't keeping an eye on 30 students). I am so glad your Aunt has set up this web page. You are often in our thoughts, and this way we will know what is happening with you. God Bless!

Mrs. Humason <humason@minnehahaacademy.net>
- Thursday, May 02, 2002 at 10:35 AM (CDT)
Dear Gabe-
Wish you were here with us in class. We are reading To Kill a Mockingbird. I know you would love it! I miss your cheerful presence here! I am praying for you.

Mrs.Werner <werner-joy@MinnehahaAcademy.net>
- Thursday, May 02, 2002 at 09:47 AM (CDT)
Dear Gabe, We have you in our prayers and will be glad to hear each day through Aunt Vicki's web page. I will be bringing some messages from your classmates to the party on Sunday. They have been anxious to have news and ask about you a lot. Know that we love you and care about you.
Willamae Swenson <swenson@MinnehahaAcademy.net>
Minneapolis, MN Hennepin - Thursday, May 02, 2002 at 09:38 AM (CDT)
Hi Gabe. I am a friend of your Auntie Vicki. I don't know if you remember me, but I came for a visit last July and had the honor of meeting you and your sister. I was impressed by your intelligence and kindness. You can count on daily prayers being sent your way from me and others here in North Dakota.
Lisa Wutzke-Bleth <lisawb@midco.net>
Bismarck, ND USA - Wednesday, May 01, 2002 at 01:35 PM (CDT)
Hello Dearest Nephew Gabe. We have talked about so many things -- you know! I am sending prayers and candle light to you every day. Please call if you want to chat -- you can always reach me at work. Balance and serenity... Love, Pam
Pam <guthr007@umn.edu>
Saint Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, May 01, 2002 at 01:07 PM (CDT)
Dear Gabe,
I know your grandparents from working at Carleton College. There are many people pulling for you. Just a thought: "Yesterday is history. The future is a mystery. Today is a gift of God. That's why it's called a Present." I hope you have many "Presents."

Ann Ness <aness@acs.carleton.edu>
Northfield, MN USA - Tuesday, April 30, 2002 at 05:38 PM (CDT)
Hi Gabe,
I am a friend of your Grandmother Mariea. I have heard so much about you over the years that I feel I know you too. I have even seen the pictures of the trip the two of you took to Great Britain (Scotland, wasn't it?)and how much the two of you enjoyed that trip. I will be keeping up on your progress and I am sending positive thoughts to you, you can bet on that. What a great idea this guestbook is!!

Shirley Dulski <sdulski@acs.carleton.edu>
Northfield, MN USA - Tuesday, April 30, 2002 at 04:59 PM (CDT)
Hi Gabe,
I have found a friend in your grandma. I work with her at Carleton, she absolutely inspires me. My prayers and best wishes are with you every day. Grandma tells me you are doing a great job. Keep it up.

Mary Amy <mamy@carleton.edu>
- Tuesday, April 30, 2002 at 04:41 PM (CDT)
Hi Gabe, I'm a friend of your Auntie Lisa -- she works with my son Trevor and has been the most awesome thing to happen to him since sliced bread. I wish I had an Auntie like that! Just so you know, Morgan, who is my daughter Maddie's best friend, was diagnosed with leukemia two years ago July. We've been through her whole treatment with her, and my children and I have learned a lot about the strength of family, the issue of trust, and all kinds of incredible lessons through our journey with Morgan. We'll add you to our nightly prayers (and watch out, because my kids are prayer warriors. Awesome things may happen!)
Susan, Trevor, Miranda, and Maddie <smarr@mv.k12.wa.us>
Bellingham, WA US - Tuesday, April 30, 2002 at 11:24 AM (CDT)
Dear Gabe:
I am a friend of your Aunt Lisa. She is a treasure, as I'm sure you know. In any event, she has told many of us at school about your illness and bravery. I just wanted you to know that I will be thinking of you tomorrow and the next day and the next and sending my best wishes to you. Know that there are many of us who are thinking of you.
fondly,
Kathy Becker

Kathleen Johnson Becker <kjbslp@aol.com>
Bellingham, WA 98226 - Monday, April 29, 2002 at 09:39 PM (CDT)
Hey,
This is cool. NERO, here we come! Gabe we love you and think of you every moment of the day! See you soon, talk to you sooner. Love Auntie Lisa

Auntie Lisa <Auntielisa30@hotmal.com>
Burlington, WA USA - Monday, April 29, 2002 at 10:23 AM (CDT)
Hi Gabe:
This is a slogan I learned yesterday:
You can either make it work or you can make it worse.
Let's make it work!!!!
Lots of love

Regine <rprenzelguthrie@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, April 28, 2002 at 08:48 PM (CDT)
Hi everyone. This is a good idea and a great job! Gabeis doing the best job of all!
Peter Prenzel-Guthrie <pguthrie@deskmedia.com>
Northfield, - Sunday, April 28, 2002 at 02:02 PM (CDT)

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