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Mark,
Today I miss my friend...and why I chose to look up her words tonight on her caring bridge I don't know. I think of her often and hope you are healing and finding joy. Even reading comforts me as her talent was beyond her words. God Bless Always.
Kimberly Rupp-Montpetit <JKMontpetie@msn.com>
New Londond, MN USA - Thursday, November 12, 2009 10:13 PM CST

HI Mark

It was so touching to see the update on the website on the anniversary of Deborah leaving us. We love you very much and are so pleased you are happy and enjoying life with Susan. I am sure this is what Deborah wanted for you. She will always be in our hearts with wonderful memories. Hope to see you soon.
Kay
Kay Ortscheid <denniskayo@msn.com>
Woodbury, MN USA - Thursday, March 19, 2009 11:53 AM CDT

Mark,
I am so pleased to get an update. I think of you often and am so pleased that your art and your loving goes on.Deb would have relished in that.
I just mentioned a wonderful lesson Deb gave me during a talk I gave last week. Still misty-eyed but celebrating her presence,
penny wheeler <penny.wheeler@allina.com>
minneapolis, MN - Monday, March 16, 2009 10:12 PM CDT

I do check every so often Because I never want to forget Deb and just seeing her pic. picks me up. I'm really happy to hear you are doing well. Uncle Ray had told us you had a new woman in your life and I am so happy to hear that. It only means your relationship with Deb was so strong and you miss the love you shared. She is a very lucky lady.
Sharon Zeller <sharon.zeller@deancat.com>
- Thursday, March 12, 2009 10:12 AM CDT

Mark, I am glad that you add to Deborah's site whenever you possibly can. I continue to look at the site and even talk to Deborah. I know that she is listening and still there for us. May god be with you and if you ever need anything at all, know that the nurses at ANW still care.
Amy Schoeneman <aschoeneman@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 10, 2007 7:22 PM CST

Hi Mark: Darlene Montgomery here. I wanted to say how wonderful if was that I wound up in Chanhassen the weekend of Deb's memorial service. I felt the divine hand must have been involved that I should feel so compelled to fly from toronto for that weekend when I acatuallly didn't know Deb had translated although she had emailed 8 weeks ago or so to let me and others know that she felt it was coming. It was wonderful to see you and to be in the company of Deb's friends and loved ones and to see your wonderful slide presentation. How incredibly moving.
Darlene Montgomery <lifedreams@idirect.com>
Toronto, ON Canada - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 1:38 PM CST

Mark,

Thank you so much for all you do for Deb. There are not many who would be as dedicated as you are despite the fact that she is such a great person. I count myself lucky to have known her and to have spent time with her and with her family. Much love to you both.
Carol Ward
Springfield, MO USA - Thursday, February 9, 2006 12:46 AM CST

Oh Deb, my warm hearted embracing friend! I'm hoping by writing this that you are able to feel my love that goes out to you. Thank you for your friendship, kind words and encouragement. Most of all thank you for sharing you with us. Until we meet again, I love you! Corinna Orth
Corinna Orth <corinnajean@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, February 8, 2006 4:04 PM CST

Dear Deb and Mark, I hope you are feeling well enough to read this message, but if not, just to refresh Mark, I am the Pediatritian that worked at ANW that worked with you. was falsely accused of sexual misconduct by a patient 2 years ago. That trial is now over in my favor but I still have a few more legal hurdles to go through before getting back to practice. Through my ordeal, you were always concerned and caring about me, despite your terrible ordeal. You are such an example to others as to how to face adversity and the unfairness of life with dignity and courage. I don't understand why such bad things happen to good people, but I can only hope there is a reason for such things.

You are in my prayers, as you are in my daughter Heather's prayers, and in my wife Kathy's prayers. If it is meant to be that you move on to a better place, then Heaven will be better for your presence, and Earth will be better for what you have done for those here.

God Bless,

Jim McLeod
James D.McLeod <jdmcleod@earthlink.net>
Golden Valley, MN USAjd - Friday, February 3, 2006 10:28 PM CST

Mark , Thank you so much for your update. I am thinking of You and Deb. God Bless, Diane
Diane Moore <dbmoore@centurytell.net>
Eldorado Spgs , mo usa - Thursday, February 2, 2006 7:33 PM CST

Hi Deborah and Mark,
This email is long overdue. You are truly one of the most amazing people I have ever met. You have touched so many people; my family being amongst the lucky ones. I remember the day that my dad called me and asked me who you were -- you had taken the time to email him with love and support during his struggles. You have never met him; yet you reached out to him and felt his pain. Your gesture towards him were so immense...you truly touched our hearts with your words, thoughts and prayers. And I just want you to know that everytime I saw you at work I felt so much love and support from you -- and this is all during a time when you were suffering. You remind me of my dad in a way -- your strength and his are so amazing to me. The day that the jury returned the not guilty verdict -- while I cried for almost 8 hours straight and my mom prayed for 8 hours straight, he talked to his supporters -- friends, family members, patients. I was in awe of him the same way I have been in awe of you during this time. My entire family will continue to pray for you, Deborah. Your life has touched all of us. I thank you from the bottom of my heart for reaching out....my love and prayers continue for you.
Fondly,
Heather Sullivan
Heather McLeod Sullivan <h_m_sullivan@yahoo.com>
Edina, MN USA - Thursday, February 2, 2006 2:19 PM CST

My name is Lisa Lartius and I had to take this moment to share a story with both of you. I am a new staff coordinator at the Birth Center at ANW. Deb,I had few interactions with you during my first few months working here, and they were always very pleasant. One day, in particular, was rather stressful and I found myself complaining about things like having to eat lunch at my desk, etc. Then you came in to see me. You shared your bad news about the cancer growing and how your time on this earth was very limited. After you left, I felt embarrassed about my complaining of senseless, trivial things. Upon hearing your bad news, I didn't know what to say. All I could think of was to say nothing and give you a hug. At that moment I realized we were supposed to cross paths, for me to learn something from you. Deb, you truly impacted me that day with your positive attitude in spite of the looming hardship. That night, I called those who are near and dear to me and shared my day and that moment with them. So, I thank you, Deb for what you have given me. Wishing both of you peace and love.
Lisa
Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, February 2, 2006 7:01 AM CST

Dear Mark and Deborah,
I'm happy to hear that your stay at NC Little is so comforting and supportive in these challenging moments.
On Sunday at the Temple of ECK I had the opportunity to share an insight/gift that your love and openess brought home to me during your stay at Fairview:
"As we reach out to the community, sharing our love for all life, we're not only sharing the precious HU song and other spiritual tools that may assist others in their journey back home -- We're also helping expand our own support system, as ECKists, for our times of need."
Thank you for all the love and service you continue to give, by just being.
With love and gratitude,
Cesar <cesargat@hotmail.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, February 1, 2006 5:01 PM CST

Deborah, I'm not sure if you remember my visit when you were at Fairview earlier this month, but I sure enjoyed spending that time with you. You said something like "great, I don't see you for a long time and then I sleep...but that's ok with us, isn't it?" Of course it was. Some friendships are effortless, and lifelong. You have been such an inspirational person and nurse to me-you have taught me much my friend. I pray for your comfort, and peace. Mark- I am thinking of and praying for you too.
Sandy Hoffman <shoffman31@msn.com>
Blaine, MN US - Wednesday, February 1, 2006 3:10 PM CST

Dear Mark and Deb, My dear friend and colleague Sandy Hoffman sent me your web site. My heart is full as I write this note. The day I met you, Deb when you began at ANW in the 80's is still very much in my mind. Your passion and joy and beauty and love for nursing was conveyed to each patient and family you touched. Your smile and tenderness were a gift for your patients and to each of us who worked with you. Your spiritual strength and compassion were always present and sources of great healing and care. I am grateful to hear you both are receiving compassion and care at NC Little Hospice and that this profound time for you is being supported with love. My prayers and love to both of you. Mary
Mary Koloroutis <mkoloroutis@chcm.com>
Urbana, Il USA - Wednesday, February 1, 2006 2:58 PM CST

Deborah, My thoughts and prayers are with you. GOD BLESS YOU. With much love, Lisa
LIsa Thompson <lisadt51@hotmail.com>
St. Paul, MN USA - Monday, January 30, 2006 10:59 PM CST

Deb, You are the greatest. Such an inspiring and loving soul you have! Although the years and miles have kept us apart, my love for you has nevered waivered! You and your family will always be my family! I wish I could be there to give you the biggest hug. Take care my friend and much love to you.
Carol Ward <cward1234@hotmail.com>
Springfield, MO USA - Monday, January 30, 2006 12:37 AM CST

Hi Deborah,

We met a few times at the Temple of ECK. I wanted to say I am sending you lots of love and good wishes. You are a beautiful shining soul with great courage! Love in ECK, Suzanne
Suzanne Percoskie <suzzzannep@aol.com>
Minnetonka, MN - Sunday, January 29, 2006 8:38 PM CST

Hi Deborah,
Ardi Keim gave me your web address. I pray that you may know God's will and continue to live with courage all the days of your life.
When I was younger, I used to wonder how to know God's will. I came to understand that He tells us His will in the Words He wrote.
I have linked to you on my blog, Jan 29, 2006. The address is http://carolsbookblogs.blogspot.com
Carol <suzanne652@lycos.com>
- Sunday, January 29, 2006 7:50 AM CST

shalom, peace
you have been given a gift and it seems you are using it to the fullest. Know that you are greatly loved, and very significant.
david <brilheaint@yahoo.com>
Big Bear Lake, ca usa - Saturday, January 28, 2006 8:40 PM CST

Deborah,
I lost my husband at the age of 26 to Cancer 4 years ago. I have felt him with me and know he is still watching over me and my daughter. God and heaven do exist, I wish you a peaceful and painless journey.

Jodi, nursing student <jdowell@austin.rr.com>
Austin, TX United States - Saturday, January 28, 2006 3:55 PM CST

Debrorah, I just came to know and love you after I read about you from my friend Windfall Woman. I thank you for sharing the beauty of your soul with us. May you always feel the love that you spread being returned as you continue your journey. I send you special love and prayers for peaceful times.
Vickie <alwaysvictoria@bellsouth.net>
GA USA - Saturday, January 28, 2006 3:28 PM CST

Me again. Your Jan. 24 entry is so touching I had to share a link to it on my Share Tree blog (http://sharetree.blogspot.com/2006/01/way-to-go-deborah.html). Thank you for your love and light.
--Ardi (also known as ardist)
Ardi Keim <keim0009@pro-ns.net>
- Saturday, January 28, 2006 2:39 PM CST

Deborah, I learned of you through your friend, Ardist. May God bless you and shine His face upon you.
Windfall Woman <windfallwoman@aol.com>
USA - Saturday, January 28, 2006 7:05 AM CST

Hi Deborah,
You are a brave soul, and a light to all. Thank you for the love you share.
Ardi & Marily <keim0009@pro-ns.net>
Crystal, Minn. - Friday, January 27, 2006 5:32 PM CST

Dear beautiful Deborah,
What I am filled with now, as I think of you,is the tremendous amount of love that I've always felt coming out of you when we would briefly pass each other and share our greetings as Soul to Soul. I will always enjoy your light and gentle thoughtful caresses of divine love. In Eck, Sheila Bontreger (Sudit) : - )
Sheila Bontreger (Sudit) <hu925@yahoo.com>
Chanhassen, mn usa - Thursday, January 26, 2006 7:06 PM CST

Deborah - Though I worked with Mark for several years when I was with Hadley, I only met you once. It was last spring when we had lunch with you and Mark at Dangerfield's in Shakopee to discuss licensing opportunities for Mark's artwork. I was so impressed with your positive attitude and bravery and have been following your journey through this website since then. I admire you greatly. My thoughts are with you and Mark at this difficult time.
Chris Hansen <hansencs@earthlink.net>
Delano, MN USA - Thursday, January 26, 2006 1:04 PM CST

Deb, we are all thinking of you and hope that you are able to get home soon. Our thoughts are with you and Mark
lori gove <ngoves@msn.com>
crystal, mn - Wednesday, January 25, 2006 8:05 AM CST

Deb, I think of your beautiful handwriting and the reflection of what a beautiful person you are and will always be. Dorothy
Dorothy Walden-Woodworth <waldenwoodworth@aol.com>
Woodbury, MN USa - Wednesday, January 25, 2006 7:50 AM CST

Deborah,
Your journal is inspirational. I've had friends who were dealing with illness who needed to hold their experiences close. I've learned a lot from your courageous sharing of this journey, which not only effects me but all the loved ones I touch in my life. So my dear, what I want you to know is that the ripple of your life is not pebble sized, but rather mega-boulder sized. This from someone who only met you once- so glad I got that opportunity. I wish you great exhilaration on the next leg of your journey.
Heidi Rahlmann Plumb <heidi@naturetonurture.com>
San Francisco, CA USA - Tuesday, January 24, 2006 10:43 PM CST

Deb,
I remember hiking up that steep trail in Yosemite with you and Mark and I can picture the way Mark held his arm out for you to hold on to for support and love. I hope you can feel my arm and Heidi's arm and so many others being held out for you now.
Love, Bill
Bill and Heidi Plumb <plumbnest@sbcglobal.net>
San Francisco, CA USA - Tuesday, January 24, 2006 9:58 PM CST

Hi Deborah,
I Want to add my thoughts about how you influenced me at work. You were my mentor on the night shift when I first started at ANW. I remember your good advice and the times you encouraged me to make my own decisions and observations. You gave me confidence and security. I respect you and have used you as a roll model also. God bless you Deborah! Thanks for the fun and interesting conversations. I will pray for you and keep you in my thoughts as always.

Nancy Beekman (Abdul-Wahab) <nbeekman@comcast.net>
Eagan, Mn - Monday, January 23, 2006 12:38 AM CST

Deb- Its so good to hear you are home were you belong.You have been in my thoughts and prayers these last few weeks. I am so sorry for what you are going through but want you to know how much your presence is missed here in the MAC. If you are feeling up to it any time I will come and visit with you, my Switzerland photo album is tucked away for your viewing at any time. We miss and love you here in the MAC!
Bobbi <bjdavidson@hotmail.com>
minneapolis, mn us - Thursday, January 12, 2006 6:51 PM CST

Dear Deborah-
I am so happy that you are home now with Mark and Tammy and Butch and Sheila (I know Maseka is with you too!). Thinking of you and praying for your comfort and peace as you continue on this journey. I love you so very much Deborah. You have a permanent place in my heart. I know you know that. Grace (your "little button") says "hi" and misses you too. You know I am only a phone call away- please call if you need anything or feel up for talking. Miss you. Love, Mary Beth (a.k.a. Maribel)
mary beth larson <marybeth.larson@allina.com>
- Thursday, January 12, 2006 12:48 AM CST

Hi Deborah,

Greetings my friend. I know that you are blessed to be home spending time with Mark and Tammi and for that we are all thankful for the gift of simple things that so many times we take for granted. I hope your pain is eased and mind clearer each day as you reap the benefits of life in your own space on your own terms. Know that you are with many friends everyday as we carry you in our hearts. You are with me every hour, sometimes making me smile and sometimes bringing tears to my eyes but mostly reminding me of what a blessing your frinedship is to me and that is something that can never be lost. It is a part of both of us forever. TOday is a gift, may it be a good one.
Your friend,

Kay
Kay <denniskayo@msn.com>
Woodbury, MN USA - Thursday, January 12, 2006 10:20 AM CST

I'm thinking about you today and how much you mean to everyone who knows you. You have a reputation for being thoughtful and kind, patient and understanding. Your gift for making others smile has touched so many lives in so many beautiful ways. I have learned so much about you through your writings and by reading your questbook and I hope someday I can make other people's lives richer and be able to melt someone's frown and replace it with a smile the way you can. I am thinking of you today with respect, admiration, and am so proud to be a part of your family and to call you my cousin. I'm glad to hear you are home and with your wonderful husband in his loving care. I continue to get updates from your dad through uncle Jerry and I look at your web site every day for new entries.
I LOVE YOU CUZ,

SHARON
SHARON ZELLER <szeller@deanmch.com>
INDEPENDENCE, MO US - Thursday, January 12, 2006 8:13 AM CST

You are in my thoughts and prayers Deb. I'm so glad you are out of the hospital. Know that we are all thinking of you here at MICC and miss you deeply. Please take care and if you find the strength and energy we would LOVE to hear your voice. Take Care
Tanya Dupey <tdupey8890@charter.net>
- Wednesday, January 11, 2006 3:49 PM CST

Hi Deb
I was glad to see an update here. I am getting a status report from Kay, but was glad to hear something from you. I am happy that you can be home, and I want to help. Please have Mark call when he needs to run errands, etc. and I would be glad to come and stay with you. Also if you need me to get anything at the store, I can do that too. I am off Thursday, but I think that maybe your sis is still there. Hopefully I can see you next week. Love ya, Barb
Barb Nickolay <barbara.nickolay@allina.com>
Chanhassen, MN - Wednesday, January 11, 2006 11:46 AM CST

Hi Deb,
Yes, we shared some stories of your influence on all of us at staff meeting on Friday---hope that was OK. I have been overwhelmed by the many stories told to me this past week by nurses you precepted and mentored---you may not be physically working in the MAC these days, but your spirit certainly is, and patients are recieveing better care because of it.
Missing you, and thinking of you much, Linda Scott
Linda Scott <linda.scott@allina.com>
Bloomington, MN USA - Saturday, January 7, 2006 5:52 PM CST

Hi Deb D!
Were you feeling the love this morn around 0740? We had a staff meeting and Linda Scott shared this about you. Several of the MAC staff told her how much you influenced their learning with your knowledge, and how well you showed how to care for the patients and their families. It was very emotional and touching. I was proud to be your friend, especially then. So girlfriend, know that your co-workers are thinking of you alot. And missing you! i hope that you can get home soon XOXO Barb
Barb Nickolay <barbaranickolay@allina.com>
- Friday, January 6, 2006 7:20 PM CST

Deb D and Mark- you are both in my thoughts and prayers alot these days. I am at work and everyone is asking about you. I wish that I could tell them that you are pain free and home relaxing. Let me know if you are feeling like a visit. I will wait to hear from you. Love Barb
Barb Nickolay <barbaranickolay@allina.com>
- Wednesday, January 4, 2006 10:38 AM CST

Hi Deb,
I just got an update on you at work and was told of this site. I'm so sorry you've had so much pain and a very bumpy journey. I pray for comfort and peace for you and Mark.

Joan Thomas <joanthomas@mn.rr.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Monday, January 2, 2006 6:17 PM CST

Deborah, You have been in my thoughts and many many prayers. May you and Mark have the strength to endure all that is happening at this time. Remember that you are truely, truely loved.
Amy Schoeneman <aschoeneman@yahoo.com>
Jordan, MN - Monday, January 2, 2006 10:47 AM CST

love and heavenly host of prayers,your friend of angelic ways yvonne howell
yvonne Howell <dbmoore@centurytell.net>
Eldorado Spgs , mo usa - Sunday, January 1, 2006 5:14 PM CST

Dear Deb,
As has been my habit for so long now, I just looked at your journal for news of your odyssey and of your life with Mark. I'm so sorry for your loss of Maseka, for the pain you just experienced, and for your latest health news. I get lost in the busy-ness of work and raising Henry, but am ever mindful of how blessed we've been and how precious and beautiful the world is. Having the privilege of reading your journal has been a source of beauty, strength and inspiration for Heidi and I and I haven't told you often enough. I'm humbled by your extraordinary grace. As always we hold you in our thoughts.
Love, Bill
Bill Plumb <plumbnest@sbcglobal.net>
San Francisco, Ca USA - Friday, December 30, 2005 11:39 PM CST

Deb, just got done viewing your site. You are so eloquent in your writings! Please know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. Thinking of you, Marcia
Marcia Dally <mlt314@comcast.net>
Eagan, MN Dakota - Friday, December 30, 2005 2:58 PM CST

Deb, I was so sorry to read about Masika. You must feel lost without her. I have been keeping up with you through this site. I'm so sorry that you are feeling so terrible right now. You have fought for a long time, Deb. I'm so glad to call you my friend. You've been wonderful to me through the years. Take care of yourself. Love, Lisa
Lisa Thompson <lisadt51@hotmail.com>
St. Paul, MN USA - Thursday, December 29, 2005 2:02 PM CST

Dearest Deb,
You have loved and cared for others as they experienced their own health storms. Observing your great gift of nursing enriched my nursing career. Thank You!
My love, my prayers, and my sympathy to both you and Mark for
the loss of Masika. Love, Jan
Jan Terhaar <janter@visi.com>
Eagan, MN - Thursday, December 29, 2005 1:50 PM CST

Deb and Mark, I am so sorry about the loss of Masika, your heart must be broken.
I am glad you are home in your own surroundings. My thoughts are with you both. Debbi Lantz
debbi lantz <deblantz@mn.rr.com>
edina, mn usa - Tuesday, December 27, 2005 10:29 AM CST

Deb, You are extrodinary, unlike anyone else I've ever known. I thank you for shining your light in my direction. For It is me that has grown as a person having the honor of calling you my friend.
I Love You,
Diane

Diane Moore <dbmoore@centurytell.net>
Eldorado Spgs , MO usa - Monday, December 26, 2005 7:17 PM CST

Deborah, Hoping you had a peaceful Christmas. I am so sorry to hear of your set back. It has been so nice to see you at work and that you were able to do that! You will be missed in the nursing field---at least for now! Take Care. Thinking of you, Connie
connie <creighton-holley@prodigy.com>
- Monday, December 26, 2005 6:31 PM CST

I TALKED TO YOUR DAD LAST NIGHT. I READ YOUR DECEMBER 10TH JOURNAL ENTRY THIS MORNING. IT WAS A BEAUTIFUL BUT SAD STORY. THOSE OF US WHO ARE BACK AT THE LODGE WAITING FOR YOU WHILE YOU ARE OUT IN THE STORM CAN'T HELP BUT WORRY EVEN IF YOU ARE OUT THERE EATING TRAIL MIX AND MARVELING AT NATURE. WE (I) CAN'T BE AS CALM ABOUT NOT KNOWING WHERE OR HOW YOU ARE AS YOU ARE AND IF YOU ARE SAFE FROM THE STORM OR IN THE MIDDLE OF IT. I MENTIONED BEFORE BUT IT DESERVES REPEATING I AM AMAZED AT YOUR COURAGE AND ATTITUDE. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH.
JERRY NEGUS <JNEGUS@YAHOO.COM>
- Tuesday, December 20, 2005 11:38 AM CST

Deborah:
It has been an impressive journey I've travelled with you these 13 years now. I'm in awe of your love of life, yourself, God and everyone you meet. Even the challenging ones you seem to touch in wonderful, loving ways.
You are my role model when it comes to people I'd like to be like. Thank you for letting me share this journey with you. I love you.

Marco
Mark <mark@aart.org>
- Monday, December 19, 2005 7:30 PM CST

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

<<>>>>!!

Katrina Ziegler <kmjis5@earthlink.net>
Tucson, AZ United States - Tuesday, December 13, 2005 4:26 PM CST

Hi Deborah,
I have been keeping an eye on you through this site for quite awhile now. Your trip sounded fun. There is nothing like getting out in nature to feed the soul. I love to go to Ely every year, to a rustic resort on Burntside Lake. It's my nature fix. Watching the sunset is religious for me, and they are glorious there. I am working from home now for Blue Cross and it is such a contrast to Abbott. Little to no stress. It gets tedious at times and the pay is less but the lack of stress is one benefit. You may remember I needed a colonectomy from ulcerative colitus which I think was stress related. Also, I got divorced. That was a major stress. It's been 3 years now and a good thing. My sons, Kamal and Adam are still at home. (21 and 17yo) Shaymaa, my 19yo daughter is a tattoo artist on Maui. I'm going to see her in 2 wks. I miss seeing and talking to you. You were always entertaining! Take care and I will check on you and continue to include you in my prayers and send you my strongest good will.

Nancy Beekman (Abdul-Wahab) <nbeekman@comcast.com>
Eagan, Mn USA - Tuesday, October 4, 2005 9:27 AM CDT

Hi Deb, I remember you and Tammy staying with us in the garage house on Hays - we don't need to mention how long ago that was. Family always keeps me updated since I am usually on the road to or from somewhere. The kids recently got me a notebook to take on the road. I would love to hear from you sometime...I am planning a fun trip to KC in Nov., to visit Edie and Sharon, wish you were here. Your progress is incouraging, both of my kids are in school and have more medical knowledge than I, so they interpet. I Love you - Robin
Robin Redford <robin_redford@yahoo.com>
Palestine, Tx USA - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 12:49 AM CDT

I continue to keep in touch with you through your writing even though you don't know it. I saw Robin over the week-end. Do you remember Robin, Aunt Margie Redfords daughter.
She does craft shows for a living and sells Jewelry.
I've been talking to Uncle Jerry about coming to visit you
sometime. Maybe in the fall when the trees are pretty but not when it is cold. Give me some thoughts on that.
I love you cuz very much. Mom is alway asking how you doing so i check you web page and print it off for her.
Sorry it has been so long since my last entry. I guess I forget you are not keeping up with me because I have no web page. We'll chat soon I hope.

Sharon <szeller@deanmch.com>
Indep., mo - Thursday, July 28, 2005 9:25 AM CDT

Deb,
Long time no hear from. Got an update on things from Bill M. Happy to see your smiling face and it doesn't look like you've changed. We(Jill Uptegrove and myself) enjoyed your latest entry. Doesn't surprise me to see your yard, the flowers, or to hear that your back is sore. Not a new problem, just ongoing, right? Remember the good old days...working 11-7, and the fun we used to have. Don't think that the 11-7 crew around here knows what "fun" is...or maybe they do. Seems like they call in sick alot!!! I've found the joy of nursing now to be in county health. We do women's clinic (I really do issue condoms and birth control) and my children cannot believe it!!! There are always WIC days...should be another meaning for that as I usually dread it. And the joys of immunizing children the day that Kindergarten starts...parents have the whole summer to get that done, and they FORGET??? I can guarantee that the kiddies who get shots the first day of school don't forget that day real soon. Doing sanitation inspections for daycares and restaurants is always interesting...you know where you want to send your children and where NOT to EAT!!! I draw the line when it comes to Septic installation and inspection. I know my limitations!!! Out of room. Love, Jenean. Phil. 4:13
Jenean Ehlers <nean_e@yahoo.com>
Stockton, MO USA - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 2:41 PM CDT

Hi Deb: I saw you so briefly at the Springtime seminar. I always enjoy seeing you and Mark and I find you both such warm and loving souls...It's been intensely hot here in Toronto and very busy but not to busy to smell the lilacs and rub the bellies of my two kitties. Read your entry today as I was clearing out my email box and found an email from a year or so ago. So HI!! and lots of love to you.
Darlene Montgomery <lifedreams@idirect.com>
Toronto, ON Canada - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 9:00 PM CDT

HI DEB, WE JUST WANTED TO SAY HOW MUCH WE LOVE YOU BOTH AND THINK OF YOU WITH LOVE AND HEALING THOUGHTS EVERY DAY. YOU ARE AN INSPIRATION TO ALL AND LIGHTS OF GOD. LOVE, SHEILA AND ERNIE
SHEILA <GOLDHT@AOL.COM>
ALTON, IL USA - Thursday, February 17, 2005 6:19 AM CST

Hi Deborah- talk about agitation! Mechanically challenged is right. Seems that those things happen in bunches. Thinking of you...
Sandy Hoffman <sandy.hoffman@allina.com>
Blaine, MN US - Monday, February 7, 2005 11:45 AM CST

Hi Deb,

We have been out of pocket for a few weeks and I haven't had a chance to check in with you. Sorry to hear about your trip to the hospital but hope this email finds you feeling much better. Lots of love, Carol
Carol Adam <cward1234@juno.com>
Springfield, MO USA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 1:56 PM CST

Hi Deb,
Just wanted to say it was nice riding with you to Cannon Falls yesterday. We had a really nice chat. I'm always thinking of you and praying for you, Deb. Hopefully you will tolerate this new Chemo well and it will bring your tumor marker way down.
Thanks for bringing my jacket back.
Love, Lisa
Lisa Thompson <lisadt5@hotmail.com>
St. Paul, MN USA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 10:16 AM CST

It was so nice to talk to you recently! Tried to send an e mail but it wouldn't go through! Hope you are hanging in there with all of the treatments. Have a wonderful Thanksgiving!
Sandra Hoffman <sandy.hoffman@allina.com>
Blaine, MN - Friday, November 19, 2004 12:46 AM CST

HI Darlin'!!

SO HAPPY I got a chance to spend some quality time with you and share my space here in Tucson with you. So Good to have seen you and see how full of life and spirit you are. You are an inspiration to me. Thank you for your friendship and kindered spirit. Hope the trip back is smooth. I know spirit is guiding you to be where you are suppose to be always. Will remember you and our ride in Sabino Canyon everytime I pass there now. Sending you Love...healing and strength. Glad you so picked up on the horse whispereing.
One Love
Kat
Katrina <kmjis5@earthlink.net>
Tucson, AZ USA - Friday, September 17, 2004 7:03 PM CDT

Hi Deb,

Tell your parents I said Hi! Glad to hear you are enjoying Arizona. I have begged my husband to move there but for now (I'm still thinking positively) he says No! The mountains are so wonderful, I miss them when I am away! We were in Colorado about a month ago and plan to go back in October. Hopefully one of these days soon we will be traveling to Arizona and I would love to see your parents while there. Glad to hear you are feeling up to helping your parents in their move. Take care, Carol
Carol Adam <cward1234@juno.com>
Springfield, MO USA - Monday, September 13, 2004 12:43 AM CDT

I'm thinking of you daily and pray the marker will below 20 soon. Much love, CA
Carol Adam <cward1234@juno.com>
Springfield, MO USA - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 9:18 AM CDT

Hi Deb: It's been a while and just had a nudge to check in on you since you've been in my heart and mind for a while. I read your most recent entry. So much has happened in your life since I last visited. You are teaching me so much about appreciation. Nothing like mortality to do so. It has been such a time of transitions lately and I've seen so much change around me. The flowers are in bloom everywhere here in Toronto and I so enoy my own garden. Please say hi to Mark too.
Darlene Montgomery <lifedreams@idirect.com>
Toronto, ON Canada - Friday, June 25, 2004 11:39 PM CDT

Hey Girlfriend...... Good job on the marker sweetie! The tulips are beautiful... Get back to that yoga sister and do some dancing if your feet can glide you around some.
Biking sounds good too now that the weather up there is shedding some warmth. I miss you and keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Those natural cycles of getting a little blue is something we all deal with....only our individual circumstances vary. Light some candles... brew your favorite tea....and curl up with a good book. I Love you.

Katrina <kmjis5@earthlink.net>
Tucson, AZ USA - Thursday, May 27, 2004 4:41 PM CDT

Hi Deb,

Your new entries sound like you are happy and feeling great. I'm soooo glad for you. I am working at Blue Cross now. I am the queen of my cube! You gals looked great at the Melting Pot. What a difference girl friends make! I sure miss seeing you from time to time. You are a wonderful person. Take care and God bless.
Nancy Beekman <nancy_beekman@bluecrossmn.com>
Eagan, MN USA - Wednesday, May 12, 2004 3:39 PM CDT

Hi Deb,

Glad to hear you are feeling better and yes, Spring is so wonderful. Everything seems to be coming alive here in the Ozarks and it's just such a beautiful time of year. Enjoyed the pics you posted. I didn't recognize all of the people in the first pic but you and Kandy sure looked cute!! Take care and continue to enjoy life, Carol
Carol Adam <cward1234@juno.com>
Springfield, MO USA - Friday, May 7, 2004 7:00 PM CDT

GREAT NEWS TO HEAR ON YOUR MARKER- CONGRATS!!!!!
Carol Adam <cward1234@juno.com>
Springfield, MO USA - Friday, March 19, 2004 10:28 AM CST

Hi Deb,

You look great in the new pictures. Glad to hear you're feeling encouraged. I am also glad for Spring!!! God has truly blessed you and will continue to do so. Much love, Carol
Carol Adam <cward1234@juno.com>
Springfield, MO USA - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 9:44 AM CST

Hi Deb, I read your latest entry and I do remember feeling those dark moments myself. However, I believe unless we experience some of those moments, we cannot feel true happiness when it comes. If you do not realize the bad, the good will not be as sweet. Hang in there, much love, Carol
Carol Adam <cward1234@juno.com>
Springfield, MO USA - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 12:15 AM CST

Hi Deb,
Glad to hear you are home. How is the weather compared to Germany? The older I get, my bones are saying, "Move South!" I'm sure your parents are enjoying their weather. You are always in my thoughts and prayers on a daily basis. Keep smiling!!
Carol Adam <cward1234@juno.com>
Springfield, MO USA - Tuesday, February 24, 2004 10:50 AM CST

always so good to keep up with you. You know Mary prays for you every day. I try to once in a while... just so God won't forget who you are.
Glad that Mark is with you. Maybe you can get him to paint... we are about ready to paint here... incase things are slow.

With all our love,
frbill and Mary

father bill <fatherbill@eldo.net>
- Sunday, January 25, 2004 10:18 AM CST

Just talked to your mother. Mary wanted me to check the site. Will send you a note after Jan 1
frbill and mary <fatherbill@eldo.net>
- Monday, December 29, 2003 7:02 PM CST

Hi Deb,

Read your latest entry today and you seem very upbeat!! Glad that you are back in the USA. Got a card from your parents- great to hear from them. Hope your holidays are wonderful.
Carol Adam <cward1234@juno.com>
Springfield, MO USA - Monday, December 22, 2003 1:20 PM CST

Hi Deb,

Just read your entry and hope you are feeling better. You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers daily. I hope your holidays are wonderful and that you are pain-free.
Carol Adam <cward1234@juno.com>
Springfield, MO USA - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 10:56 AM CST

Hi Deb,
Just read your latest entry. I do hope that you are feeling better from the bladder infection. I miss you at work. I'm glad you are back home. Hope to see you soon.
Love, Lisa
Lisa Thompson <lisadt51@hotmail.com>
St. Paul, MN USA - Saturday, December 13, 2003 2:39 PM CST

Hi Deb: Darlene Here from Toronto. Just checking in and saw you have been to Germany again. What a journey you have had. I always look for you and Mark at seminars and was glad to see Mark and spend a few moments. I guess you have snow now in Minnesota. Nothing much here yet but the air is extremely cold tonight and a few flakes. I was reading about your kitty. Sounds a lot like mine. He's an absolute baby to me but can become a retch with others. Here's a poem for you by Rumi.

I will never leave this house of light, I will never
leave this blessed town
for here I have found my love and here I will stay
for the rest of my life.
If this world turns into a sea of trouble
I will brave the waves and steer my mind's ship
to the safe shore of love.

If you are a seeker looking for profit, go on
and may God be with you,
but I am not willing to exchange my truth,
I have found the heart and will never leave
this house of light.

Love,
Darlene
Darlene Montgomery <lifedreams@idirect.com>
Toronto, ON Canada - Thursday, December 11, 2003 9:31 PM CST

Hi Deb,

I'm glad that things seem to be going well. Helping others is always good for the soul. I'm so glad that you have such a great partner in Mark and the support he gives you.
Take care.

Carol Adam <cward1234@juno.com>
Springfield, MO USA - Monday, December 8, 2003 10:23 AM CST

Deborah, Glad to hear things seem to be going well for you.
Hope your trip home is good. Hope to see you soon.
Connie <creighton-holley@prodigy.net>
- Friday, December 5, 2003 1:25 PM CST

Hi Deb,

Thanks for your e-mail updates. I think of you daily and your messages are very encouraging. As I read of what you are going through, it brings back feelings about my ovarian cancer that I haven't thought about in a long time. I'm so glad you are getting to experience the countryside and the beautiful scenery while you are there. I have nothing but good thoughts and hope about your recovery and continue to know that you are deeply loved. Give your family my love when you talk with them.
Carol Adam <cward1234@juno.com>
Springfield, MO USA - Wednesday, December 3, 2003 11:00 AM CST

Hi Deborah, I just read your note from 11/28 and showed it to Jodi and Amy S. We are wishing you the best of the best outcome. Take care.........Carol
Carol A
Minneapolis, MN USA - Saturday, November 29, 2003 3:29 PM CST

Hi Deb,

My prayers are constantly with you and I am excited for you about your next trip to Germany. I appreciate your updates in your journal and although we are separated by many miles, I am always thinking of you.

Take care,
Carol Adam <cward1234@juno.com>
Springfield, MO USA - Friday, November 21, 2003 5:23 PM CST

hey you, it's me I thought I would send you a note. Thanks for our conversation and tea this morning, sitting on the sofa watching the first snow of the winter with me
Love me
Nisha Mooney <nishamooney@hotmail.com>
- Monday, November 3, 2003 10:26 AM CST

Hi Deb,
You have been in my thoughts and prayers always. I enjoyed reading about your healing journey. Although I am in the "basement" now at work and do not see my friends in OB very often, I have been following your progress. You are an inspiration to us all with your optimism and courage. God is surely with you and blessing you every day. I sure hope to see you soon. Your friend, Joan
Joan Mattila <jmattila@mn.rr.com>
Bloomington, MN USA - Monday, October 27, 2003 12:50 AM CST

deb, i am so happy about your latest lab results!!!!! i think of you often.
jillmarie stevens <jillmariestevens@hotmail.com>
fridley, mn usa - Saturday, October 25, 2003 8:27 PM CDT

Praises To The Most High !! Germany seemed to be worth the trip! God Bless You and Mark! Wonderful News. Love You! XOXO!!

Kat

Katrina <kmjis5@earthlink.net>
Tucson, AZ USA - Tuesday, October 14, 2003 11:41 PM CDT

I am so happy for your good news. I know that God truly loves you and has many good things in store for you.

I know that the power of prayer does work!!!
Carol Adam <cward1234@juno.com>
Springfield, MO USA - Thursday, October 9, 2003 4:41 PM CDT

Glad to hear the chemo is not as hard on you. You have such a great attitude and as always, I'm very proud of you!
Carol Adam <cward1234@juno.com>
Springfield, MO USA - Saturday, October 4, 2003 9:25 PM CDT

That Plumbing experienced had me rollong in laughter!
Gawd Girl.....So what Markiss and I would have done!! lol!! :) Happy you are home safe! My prayers and Blessings Sweet Sister for this next chemo tx to be less intrusive! Sending You LOVE and Calmmmm.... {Muah!} Katrina
Katrina <kmjis5@earthlink.net>
Tucson, AZ USA - Tuesday, September 30, 2003 9:27 PM CDT

Glad you are back home!!! You are in my nightly prayers and will be until you are 100% clean!!
Carol Adam <cward1234@aol.com>
Springfield, MO USA - Monday, September 22, 2003 12:29 AM CDT

So glad you are back and sorry you have been so miserable! I bet it feels great just to be home. Have been thinking of you. Hope we can talk soon. Sandy
Sandra Hoffman
- Friday, September 19, 2003 9:34 AM CDT

Deborah, I have been driving by your house frequently and have been thinking of you often. I am glad you have been accepted by the program and the whole body treatments are going well. Have a good trip back. Debbi
Debbi Lantz <deblantz@mn.rr.com>
Edina , mn usa - Friday, September 12, 2003 8:26 PM CDT

HI Sweetie!! So Happy about your trip!!! Hmmmm... all that hands on energy from Healers!! Well... ya can't go wrong any way you look at it there! Keep me posted!! ( ( ( ( ( ((( HUGS ))) ) ) ) ) ) Katrina

Katrina <kmjis5@earthlink.net>
Tucson, AZ - Friday, September 12, 2003 2:30 AM CDT

Deb-The best to you on your trip. I had been on vacation and then just out of touch and just heard of your recent plans to go to Germany for treatment. I caught up on your journals. You have such a wonderful way of writing and such a wonderful attitude about life. You will be in my thought and prayers. Take care of yourself. Connie
Connie Creighton-Holley
- Thursday, August 21, 2003 5:10 PM CDT

Deborah, Its 10:30am on Thursday and I have been praying for you. I pray all goes well today and hope to here some good news soon. I wish you the very best.
Amy Schoeneman
MN - Thursday, August 7, 2003 10:43 AM CDT

Deb, you swarming bundle of love and energy, I wish you continued positivity and oodles of healing!

Ryan Mooney
Minneapolis, MN - Thursday, July 17, 2003 10:16 AM CDT

Hello Deb, It was so nice to see you at work today and looking so healthy. I hope that everything continues to be "puzzeling" and that you continue to do well. Keep that gardening going!! Take care, Connie
Connie Creighton-Holley
- Wednesday, July 9, 2003 8:54 PM CDT

Hi Deb,
It's wonderful to hear your scans are clear! I feel very optimistic about you. It surely was sweet of Mark to get you bowls to replace the broken ones. I think of you often and pray for your full recovery and send you positive karma. I hope to see you at work soon.

Love ya
Nancy Beekman <nbeekman@comcast.net>
Eagan, Mn - Monday, June 9, 2003 10:20 PM CDT

Hi Deb D
I thought that I was working on Tues but I am not. So I hope that you are on the schedule and can get the chemo. O/w I work the next Tues so I will see you then. And maybe your mom too. Hope that you are feeling better! Barb
Barb Nickolay
Chanhassen, mn - Monday, June 9, 2003 1:42 PM CDT

So happy to know you are doing well. Glad you had that
release too.
Namaste
Katrina
I read this poem and thought of you.

One day you finally knew
what you had to do, and began,
though the voices around you
kept shouting
their bad advice-
though the whole house
began to tremble
and you felt the old tug
at you ankles.
"Mend my Life!'
each voice cried.
But you didn't stop.
You knew what you had to do,
though the wind pried
with it's stiff fingers
at the very foundations,
though their melancholy
was terrible.
It was already late
enough and a wild night,
and the road full of fallen branches and stones.
But little by little,
as you left their voices behind,
the stars began to burn
through sheets of clouds,
and there was a new voice
which you slowly
recognized as your own,
that kept you company
as you strode deeper and deeper
into the world,
determined to do
the only thing you could do-
determined to save
the only life you could save.

- Mary Oliver

Dance on Deb. Love you.

Katrina <kmjis5@earthlink.net>
Tucson, AZ USA - Sunday, June 8, 2003 1:50 AM CDT

Hi Deborah,

So glad you got good news from the scans. Have been thinking of you alot and looking forward to our pedicure date this week. It will be fun to have Cheryl and you for a whole hour to chat and relax with and have pretty toes to show for it. See you Thurs.

Kay
Kay Ortscheid
Woodbury, MN USA - Monday, June 2, 2003 10:59 AM CDT

Deborah,
So glad to recieve your note, and read the latest one here! You have a great attitude that we should all learn from- look for the good in each day, be grateful for what we have, and stay positive! In the middle of the big move- it's exhausting but good. Hope to be in the apt by the end of next weekend- then I can start picking out things for the new place! Take care and we need to plan breakfast!
Sandy
- Monday, June 2, 2003 7:43 AM CDT

Hi,
Just talked to you on the phone. I gave everyone the news you are feeling good. Alot of us have been wondering and we will be happy to see you here at work. Hello from Dr. Pfleghaar and Amy S. and Kari and Lori Roll and Rachel and Deb Greer.
Nancy Beekman <nbeekman@comcast.net>
Eagan, Mn Dakota - Saturday, May 31, 2003 6:13 PM CDT

Happy Belated Birthday, I hope it was a wonderful day for you.I want you to know that I've been thinking about you. Wishing you Health and Happiness. I was talking about you today at work with Debbie Johnson. She comes to the Nursing home about once a month. She went back to school and is a P.A. now and works with a DR. Bent out of Stockton. Her thoughts are with you also.
The poor town of Stockton is so devastated. So much destruction, so many people homeless , Yet the clean up is progressing much faster than I would have Dreamed. Lucy's folks were hit hard and my heart go's out to Kathleen and Hestel. I haven't talked to Lucy this week but I know she is coming back on Fri. Debra's boys went over and helped last Sunday with their chain saws, Their is much work to be done. The community is so willing to help one another. May they all be blessed. And may you be blessed also as God's will be done. I Love you , Diane
Diane Moore
Eldorado Spgs.., MO USA - Thursday, May 15, 2003 5:14 PM CDT

Deborah,
Good to talk with you yesterday and glad your birthday day was good- how did the salmon turn out? Sorry I couldn't hear you very well. I dropped my cell ph off to be reconditioned this a.m. It is gorgeous out again today- ENJOY!! See you very soon. Much love, mb
mary beth
- Thursday, May 15, 2003 12:19 AM CDT

Hi Deborah,

I was dissappointed to miss you yesterday but glad things went quickly for you with the new treatment and hoping that you are feeling well so you can enjoy these nice spring days.
Saw Barb and Jan today, they both looked busy so didn't talk long. Need to get to report, will try to be in touch later.

Kay

Kay Ortscheid
Woodbury , MN USA - Wednesday, May 7, 2003 1:58 PM CDT

Dear Deborah-
So great to spend time together last week. When the weather gets better- let's do another "play date" with Grace. She loves spending time with her aunty Deborah as does her mommy. You are an amazing woman my dear friend- so strong and so at peace. Again, I really believe that He takes us on journeys we need to take- even though they are so so hard. You & Mark are always in my thought and prayers. Love you- MB
Mary Beth Larson <marybeth.larson@allina.com>
Edina, MN - Monday, May 5, 2003 10:25 AM CDT

Hi Deborah,

Yesterday turned out to be quick attempt to get together with Barb and you for lunch and ended up being a long sit in contruction never getting more than 6 miles from home in an hour and half of time. With cell phone almost dead I was glad to reach Barb after 20 minutes of sitting and after an additional 20 minutes and not being more than another mile, we decided to cancel lunch. Since we hadn't heard from you I guess we thought you hadn't received our messages. My phone went dead and after three more construction delays at other sites on my round about way back home through Cottage Grove I called it day to have lunch at home. I had Riley and my walking shoes along hoping to take a walk with you but needless to say that didn't happen. Sorry we all missed each other. Hopefully another time. Mary Beth left a message that you were getting together in the evening but I couldn't face another attempt through the construction and evening rush hour traffic. I did accomplish alot at home. Closet cleaning and sewing were both very satisfying to work on. Hope to see you very soon. Take care.

Kay
Kay Ortscheid
Woodbury , MN USA - Friday, May 2, 2003 8:19 AM CDT

My Dear Friend,
Well Deb..it is of no surprise girflfriend you write with this information having yesterday watched with anxious eyes on the coyote that crossed my path as I hiked. Deb and that coyote connection again. Hmmmm. The Native Americans say the coyote is the spirit of the trckster. Like this cancer that is playing tricks in your body. It is in God's plan for you. The challenges are in how your Spirit perceives and processes the messages of the physical. I sense in your fatigue and rest you are given a door for ongoing meditating and prayer .There is an inner prayer wheel in you, which keeps a circle of light around you . All of our prayers are in it for you to gain strength. I read in your journal and you are strong, even if your body during these times is not. There is much light around you from friends and loved ones.. Keep faith in that my sister. Your Docs will guide you in the physical and God, friends and family are there for you in the Spiritual. There are no easy answers in this journey. You are doing the best anyone could do. I send you love and prayers of peace....XXOO I love your smile.
Eternally your friend
Katrina

Katrina Ziegler <kmjis5@earthlink.net>
Tucson, AZ USA - Friday, May 2, 2003 2:29 AM CDT

HI Deb,
Very nice picture of you on the website. Dean and I are praying for you and you are in our thoughts and hearts. You are a strong and beautiful person and I pray for your healing and return to a healthy life. May God bless and be with you.
I love you Lucy
Lucy Billingsley
- Thursday, May 1, 2003 2:31 PM CDT

Deborah:

You've been so amazingly strong through this. You have our support and love on your journey to healing.

Love in Eck,
Rose
Rose Goehring <rose@GOMAstudio.com>
St. Paul, MN USA - Thursday, May 1, 2003 9:43 AM CDT

Deborah- I am so sorry to hear about the worrisome lab results. You have been in my thoughts and prayers. I hoped you would join me in Atlanta at the conference at the last minute. Please let me know what I can do to help. Thinking of you..........
Sandra Hoffman <sandy.hoffman@allina.com>
- Thursday, May 1, 2003 8:38 AM CDT

Sending the love that you are. I love your photo on the home page. Thank you.
My advise: a lot of cat therapy, (as in the feline variety), and a regular dosage of humor, (as in the Mark variety), and regular bathing in the Eck.

David Goehring <David@GOMAstudio.com>
St. Paul, MN USA - Thursday, May 1, 2003 8:19 AM CDT

hi Deb, Just wanted to say we love you and you inspire me. In the light and sound, Sheila and Ernie
sheila and ernie
- Tueday, February 4, 2003 8:42 PM CST

Congrats on your tests
Positive mind helps healing
You are inspiring
Big Love from The Plumbs
San Francisco, CA - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 05:09 PM (CST)

Hi Deb D
I am glad to hear the news about the CT and the tumor marker. What a relief for you! I will see you on Tues, Wed, and Thurs. this week. I am sorry that I won't be able to help out with giving you a ride. Chuck and I are carpooling as we have only one vehicle. I will fill you on that when I see you. I am wondering when your first shift back will be. See you on Tues. Barb
Barb Nickolay
- Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 03:02 PM (CST)

Deborah,

SURPRIZE, SURPRIZE, it is me your computer idiot friend. Acouple times a year I do confront my fears and irritations and sit in front of this glaring screen. This year I need to at least search out afew new uses for this thing that consumes so much of a whole room. I am so fortunate to be able to see and hug you on a regular basis so have always felt less inclined to rely on this wonderful website. I send my love to you this day and will talk to you soon.
Kay Ortscheid
Woodbury, mn USA - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 07:26 PM (CST)

currently talking to your mother who is giving me the wrong info on your web page... but I finally got it. I'm doing well now...and Mary is getting over the plague or whatever it was. Will be checking in often now that we know where you live in cyperspace
himself <fatherbill@eldo.net>
EDS, mo - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 06:19 PM (CST)

deborah I really enjoyed seeing you on Mon. Your enthusiasm for complementary therapy's is so refreshing. I hope this year will bring you many blessings, as you have blessed my life. love you kathy
kathy Juul
mpls , mn hennepin - Friday, January 03, 2003 at 04:39 PM (CST)

Hi Deb, it's me Gary. Hope this finds you well.
I miss you.
Lori and I think happy thoughts about you and MN often.
Gary
Boston, - Thursday, December 19, 2002 at 06:37 AM (CST)

Hi Deb, I just got back from a vacation in Louisiana and heard your news. I hope all is going well for you. I hope to get by to see you and bring a meal. Take care we are all praying for you. Mo
Maureen Tomb <Motomb2@msn.com>
- Sunday, December 08, 2002 at 12:14 AM (CST)

dear deb, i just read all the beautful info you wrote on your web site and i think you should start the chaplain duty right away, you are talented and good, you basically lifted my spirit.guess what ?i'm more positive than i have ever been in my life i love you dear.may the good God always be with you and speedy recovery is all i wish you,hope to see you soon at work .My prayers will always be with you and Mark. Remain blessed in the lord .we miss you at work and can't wait to see you back.bye for now jacy, N
JACY ,N <QTJC@GO.COM>
- Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 04:25 AM (CST)

Hi Deborah,
I miss seeing you here at work. I remember the nights we spent together working when I first started at Abbott. You were such a great teacher! I'm sorry you are having to go through chemo again. I know it is such a consuming it is because my good friend went through it. I know you can handle it with help from your friends and loved ones. If I can do any thing let me know. I will try to bring food at some point but I'm such a lousy cook that you may be better off without it. Maybe I can do some soup. I'll look into it. I am greatful you have this web site so I can keep track of you without getting in your face.I know how tired chemo can make you. I will be checking on you......Love and prayers, Nancy Beekman (Abdul-Wahab)
Nancy Beekman
Eagan, Mn Dakota - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 06:17 PM (CST)

Hi Deb
Laurie, Bobbie, and I all just read your last journal entry. You are such a positive person with a great outlook. I am so proud of you. It's not the same in the MAC without my other evening buddy (not that we get to work with each other very much!). I am thinking about you and praying for you. I miss you
Always, Raquel
Raquel Busse
- Saturday, November 23, 2002 at 05:43 PM (CST)

Hello my Dear Friend,
I am so Happy you have this site so I can keep up with you from far away. You truly are an inspiration of strength and courage. Tonight as I drove home from my new job...back home towards the mountains, I saw the moon rising in the foothills. So BIG and luminous and
bright. You popped into my mind as I drove... and so I naturally concluded that of course this was a sign that you were in a place of light and peace. So after getting the kiddies dinner I checked this site and sure enough.....You validated that. I so love that when stuff like that happens. As I write you now.... I can hear a pack of wild coyotes howling ...loudly. I have chills all through my body as I hear them in the distance. It's the first time since I have moved hear that I have heard them like that...( I have been hearing about their presnce for awhile now from the neighbors) They sound VERY close DEB. It's true about them and the moon.... So cool to share that with you at this moment. RIGHT NOW.
You are in good healing hands Deborah . Say Hi to Penny for me...Kay, Laurie, Jan...Thank You for sharing your journey, your inner wisdom and strength... gives me strength and inspiration. I miss you mucho. You are in my thoughts and prayers daily. Your spirit is here too in the lands I now you love.Sending you much love and light. May God Guard and Guide you and all you love
Katrina
XXOO
That was so cool Deb..Still have tingles.

Katrina Ziegler <kmjis5@earthlink.net>
Tucson, AZ USA - Friday, November 22, 2002 at 11:46 PM (CST)

I miss you already Deb, it's not the same with you gone. Your presence is strongly missed already, I hope for you to get better soon so you can rejoin us at work. We will have to get together when I return from Switzerland so I can share all of my pictures with you! Hope to see you soon.
Bobbi <bjdavidson@hotmail.com>
Mpls, MN USA - Wednesday, November 20, 2002 at 05:54 PM (CST)

God Bless you my friend. Your wisdom and strength are refreshing. My thoughts and prayers are with you now and every day. May God grant you courage, peace and love. Always thinking of you...Kimberly
Kimberly Rupp-Montpetit <KJMontpetit@msn.com>
Maple Grove, MN USA - Tuesday, November 19, 2002 at 10:34 PM (CST)

Debbie,
When I spoke to Mom on Saturday she told me your news. I cried! I too said why? Why are You making my Debbie go through this again.
My prayers are with you and Mark. You are truly an inspiration to us all. With all your courage, faith and love of God, life, friends and family you will conquer this monster.
I love you Cuz.
Sharon
Sharon Zeller <szeller42@hotmail.com>
Indep, Mo - Tuesday, November 19, 2002 at 09:06 AM (CST)

Way to go Deb! I haven't visited your site in a long time but you are never far from my thoughts. So happy to share in your excellent report. I actually worked Monday night on Sta 64. Things sure look different. Loved the pictures-you look great. If you ever need a walking partner; Maggie and I are ready for the call.
Mary Meester <Mary.C.Meester@healthpartners.com>
Minneapolis, Mn USA - Friday, March 01, 2002 at 01:36 PM (CST)

Testing......this is a test.....is it working.....Hey Deb! It was great talking to you last night and I was overjoyed with your good news, bless your heart!! I'm so glad you were able to take a road trip and I just happen to know first hand that those along the way enjoyed it a whole lot too! I am looking forward to that opportunity soon. I'm at work, so just wanted to touch base, let you know I love you and and very happy for you! Love Deborah Raye
Debbie Heigele <heigeled@yahoo>
Cuba, MO Crawford - Thursday, February 28, 2002 at 03:43 PM (CST)

Yes TRANSFORMATION!!! You go Girl. We are all right there- a wave of love to lift you and play with you and invite all the health that is for the good of the whole for this last round.
Thank you for the Rumi treat! It is good to remember the balance. Oh and ILOVE you I love you I LOVE you!
See you soon, Sharon
Sharon
- Saturday January 26, 2002 4:09 PM CST

Hi Deborah, This is the first time in a long time that I have had a chance to read your letters. After reading about the mouse I have to tell you that we have had mice decide to visit our house this winter. I noticed some droppings and tried to believe they were old. When I went to clean up the area it kept growing. We have shelving at the bottom of the stairs to the basement and I found many remains of something on each shelf. I was most irritated to have to clean more than I planned.
When I went to remove a box from the top shelf, it started to slip from my hand(one corner of the lid was torn) and as it was falling two mice jumped from the box. By the time my mind caught up with my eyes they were long gone. Right next to the box was a bag. I had forgotten that I put grass seed there, so the mice had a nice home with the grocery store next door. Needless to say, what grass seed remained was quickly disposed of, but so far the mice are still keeping me company.
I wouldn't mind so much, but they don't clean up after themselves and refuse to stay in one place. They are also selective in their diet. I have offered the (on a trap) peanut butter with chocolate, peanut butter with cheese, peanut butter with grass seed and peanut butter with sunflower seeds. I finally caught my second one last night.
I'm not sure how many family members I need to escort from my home. I have invited a friend's cat to come for a sleepover this weekend. I am told he likes to go mouse hunting. Wish me luck. Take care. Carol Aydinalp

- Friday January 25, 2002 7:07 PM CST

deborah, I enjoyed the mouse episode.I wonder if it will listed to Mark about the kind and gentle approach.
I never will tell people I live in Edina,in fear of ramifications. However, when it snows I couldn't be happier. They plow the minute the snow hits. The roads are so good, you need to reorient your driving skills when you get on Mpls streets. take care debbi
deblantz@mn.rr.com
edina , mn usa - Saturday January 19, 2002 11:29 AM CST

Hi Deborah Rea! A very good New Year to you and Mark. Your journal entries are such a joy to read. You have the heart of a lion. I wish you good progress and peace of mind. Vic
Vicki Brown <bvbro@iland.net>
Clinton, Mo USA - Wednesday, January 09, 2002 at 12:49 AM (CST)

Hi Deb D! Happy New Year! I hope that you are feeling well. I am going to the MICC on Monday so I will stop in and see you on the other side. Love Barb
BarbNickolay <nickolay@scc.net>
chanhassen, MN - Saturday, January 05, 2002 at 08:03 AM (CST)

Deborah, Words can not express how much I miss you. I am so glad that you have this wonderful web site. It is truely a beautiful way to express yourself. May you and Mark have a wonderful New Year. I will be in contact with you when I get back from Chicago so we can do lunch. Love ya, Amy
Amy Schoeneman <aschoeneman@yahoo.com>
Jordan, MN - Wednesday, December 26, 2001 at 08:21 PM (CST)

Hi Deborah!
I hope your holidays have been wonderful so far!! Everything here at work is rolling along. Although, like I've said before...you are missed! I have pictures of the kids I'll be sending out (a little late, ya think?) and I'll send you one. Have a wonderful New Year's and we'll talk soon!
Lori D <lorijd37@hotmail.com>
Maple Grove, MN - Wednesday, December 26, 2001 at 07:31 PM (CST)

Merry Christmas to you and Mark,
I hope you are feeling well and can enjoy the holidays. I'm thinking of you and you are in my prayers. Connie

- Monday, December 24, 2001 at 02:22 PM (CST)

Hi Deborah,
Just thinking of you, and wanted you to know how much you are missed! I'm glad everything is going OK. Things are changing around here with all the construction going on, but it is starting to look very nice in the "new" MAC. The family is fine, although teenagers at the very least are...is the right word challenging?! I check on your website often and I'll send a message again soon. God Bless.
Lori Darden <lorijd37@hotmail.com>
Maple Grove, MN - Sunday, December 09, 2001 at 04:56 PM (CST)

Hello Deborah, I have just finished catching up on your journal. I envy your writing ability. Although I have not written for quite some time I want you to know that you are frequently in my thoughts and prayers. Take care, Connie
<creighton-holley@prodigy.net>
stillwater, mn - Sunday, December 09, 2001 at 04:24 PM (CST)

Hi Deborah,
My computer at home is up and running so I will be able to keep updated on your progress. It was great to read your enteries. You are a wonderful writer. Oops, must go! Here comes my patient. Love and Prayers, JanT

Jan Terhaar <janter@visi.com>
- Sunday, December 09, 2001 at 02:01 PM (CST)

Been a while since I've written, sounds like all is going ahead beautifully. Your spirit continues to soar, you're in my thoughts and prayers, continually as you are to many. Glad the weather has stayed fabulous for you..Carole
Carole
Mpls, - Sunday, December 09, 2001 at 01:54 PM (CST)

Hi Deborah, Kathryn and I (Raquel) are just sitting here in the MAC wondering how you are. I love the pictures you have on the web site! I think that your hat is very stylish! Have a good day. We're both praying for you.
Love, Raquel & Kathryn
Raquel Busse <busraq@bethel.edu>
Arden Hills, MN USA - Friday, December 07, 2001 at 01:27 PM (CST)

hi deb i heard you had a bad week last week from the chemo. i hope you are bettere. i think of you everyday day and send super positive toughts. by the way i love your hat. you are missd.
jillmarie <jillmariestevens@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, December 04, 2001 at 02:47 PM (CST)

Hi Debbie Rae ! Have just gotten caught up on your progress. Am so glad to hear your spirits are still soaring. You describe your surroundings in a way that makes me feel like I'm just around the corner. Love the hats! They suit you, they always did. You always had a "flair" for chic. Your eye for detail is unsurpassed. Be aware that kindred spirits are sending you light and love. Vic
Vicki Brown <bvbro@iland.net>
Clinton, Mo. USA - Tuesday, December 04, 2001 at 07:44 AM (CST)

Hi Deborah....just finished reading your entry..I love the hat!!! Although after the snow we have had, did your pansies survive for a photo opportunity?? Everything is moving right along in the MAC...we now have a window in the MAC and if you peek in across the hall, you can tell how things are going to look even though the construction is on going..well, another patient is coming up from ER, so I'll sign in again soon...remember you are always in my thoughts and prayers.....
Lori D
Maple Grove, mn - Tuesday, November 27, 2001 at 06:56 PM (CST)

Hi Deborah...just read your new entry..with the new snow that fell, did your pansies make it in a photo? I love the new hat..Everything is moving right along in the MAC, we even have a window in our lobby now...and now if you peek in on the construction of our new addition, you can tell what it is going to look like...anyway, I hope your treatment went well yesterday, you are in my thoughts and prayers always...I'll sign in again soon
Lori D <lorijd37@hotmail.com>
Maple Grove, MN - Tuesday, November 27, 2001 at 05:18 PM (CST)

Hi Deborah!!! I just finished reading your last entry...with all the snow that fell...were you able to get a picture of the pansies in your flower box? I hope everything went well with your treatment yesterday..love the new hat!!!! Everything moving right along in the MAC, we even have a window in the lobby now!! And across the hall, you now can get a good idea of how it is going to look when the construction is done. Well..another patient just came in...but I just wanted you to know I'm thinking of you and you are always in my prayers....take care
Lori D <lorijd37@hotmail.com>
Maple Grove, MN - Tuesday, November 27, 2001 at 05:11 PM (CST)

Hi, and Happy Thinksgiving, It truly has been a wonderful day in Mo. The weather was just right a little windy but we were able to enjoy the outside and be compfortable sitting on the porch. Bill and I had my family out to our house for the noon meal. There was a great turnout of aunts ,uncles and cousins. I feel very blessed to have my family around me at Holidays. I was glad to hear you were feeling back to normal. Liked the pictures of the hat party. I felt like I would have fit right into the crowd. You are blessed with friends. I just wanted to wish you a good Thanksgiving and a wonderful holiday season to come. Love You ,Diane
Diane Moore <dbmoore@centurytel.net>
Eldorado Spgs.., Mo USA - Thursday, November 22, 2001 at 10:10 PM (CST)

Hi Deborah! Just a quick note to say hello and Happy Thanksgiving. Your website is so neat! I love the pics. You look great in hats!!! Hope to see you soon. Love, Rebekah
Rebekah Rook <rmrook@aol.com>
- Monday, November 19, 2001 at 09:45 PM (CST)

Good morning! I love your cat, Sheila. She is gorgeous. Love Kathryn
Kathryn Henry
- Wednesday, November 14, 2001 at 02:32 PM (CST)

Hi Deborah! I'm glad the weather is holding for you to get out on the walks you are taking...and I'm glad you are feeling so well....I enjoy the updates and I pray that everything keeps on going well. You are in my thoughts and prayers....in all of ours here...hope you feel the love we all are sending your way....
Lori D
Mapl, - Monday, November 12, 2001 at 07:16 PM (CST)

Hi Deborah, I haven't been at work much lately so I like being able to keep caught up on how you are doing. I just want you to know that I think of you often. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Take care and keep up the fight. Fondly, Eileen.
Eileen Kern <dskern@pro-ns.net>
Bloomington, MN - Sunday, November 11, 2001 at 01:35 PM (CST)

Hello Deborah Darlin! Yes......I do remember singing with you and Jonathan Edwards, and several other artists on those casette tapes and albums we collected throughout the years together. I loved singing with you, ah...just to have a day to sit down with you and do it again. So..you think you lose it if you don't use it? I think it just sounds different, but I don't think you ever lose something you truly have a passion for. We did blend pretty well, didn't we, shoot..we sounded great!! One of my most inspiring moments with you was sitting in a friends yard and listening to you sing Bonnie Raitt's "Making me Wild for ya Baby" by yourself, no music behind you, no nothing, just your voice with a whole lot of feeling behind it....WOW! Anyway, isn't memory lane wonderful?? I love you! I also love your pictures, what a great bunch of friends you have with you in your Hat Party picture, looks like you all were having a fun time, I love the hats!! You look great Deb! We usedto wear hats alot, remember??!!! Take care darlin!
Debbie Heigele <heigeled@yahoo.com>
Cuba, MO - Tuesday, November 06, 2001 at 08:53 PM (CST)

Hi Deborah, just signing in to say hello...I'll give you a call with some MAC updates soon...

Dorothy WW
- Tuesday, November 06, 2001 at 03:33 PM (CST)

Hi Deb, this is Jill...it was great to see you the other day..you were glowing! I'm glad everything is going well..although I miss your special touch here in the mac, as we all do...miss you
Jill Stevens
- Monday, November 05, 2001 at 09:00 PM (CST)

hi deborah! It was good to hear your voice today, even thought it was a quick call...I love reading your entries, getting the scoop on how things are going...let Gods love carry you through this and remember all the love we are sending your way....and I can't say it enough..you are missed!!!! Thinking of you always...
Lori D
Maple Grove, - Monday, November 05, 2001 at 08:57 PM (CST)

Hi Deborah, I'm glad that I was able to see you today. I spoke with Lori as I was leaving work and asked her to call you tonight regarding the candles. Hope everything goes the way you want. Take care. Carol
Carol
- Monday, November 05, 2001 at 07:49 PM (CST)

Lots of special thoughts coming your way today, as you undergo another round of chemo. Your photo album is so neat. Isn't the web wonderful? You are enriching so many lives by sharing your life story with us. The love for you is just overflowing in this guest book.....do you feel it? You are truly blessed, my friend. I love you.
Cathy McKay <mikeandcathym2@home.com>
Dallas, TX - Monday, November 05, 2001 at 11:11 AM (CST)

Hi Deborah, I understand I missed seeing the "new cute Deborah" with the "new do". Everyone was telling me how cute your hair was and how nice the color.l'm sorry that I have missed you the times you came to work. Please know that I am thinking of you and looking forward to seeing your smiling face. Take care. Carol A

- Saturday, November 03, 2001 at 06:17 PM (CST)

Hey Deb, I was thinking of you today and checked out your website. It's amazing. You are such a caring person and it's evident in all the friends that care for you. My thoughts and prayers are with you daily. Much love, Karen
Karen Franz <KFranz6506@aol.com>
Sioux Falls, SD USA - Wednesday, October 31, 2001 at 11:46 AM (CST)

Hi Hon, I just wanted you to know that I'm thinking about you and Mark.There hasn't been an entry for you in the last week . That says to me you aren't feeling up to the task. Your bound to be drained both physically and emotionaly. This is a battle you are fighting and I feel with all my heart you'll win! Just know that even tho the miles seperate us there isn't a day that go's by that I don't think about you . I wish I could send you strength.I do send you my love, Diane
Diane Moore <dbmoore@centurytel.net>
El Dorado Springs, MO USA - Tuesday, October 30, 2001 at 05:59 PM (CST)

Hi Deborah, I think of you often. And you certainly are in my prayers. Your art work is wonderful!!! Maybe you will just have to become a fulltime artist!! But then we would miss your loving touch at the hospital. Take Care of yourself. Connie
<creighton-holley@prodigy.net>
stillwater, mn - Sunday, October 28, 2001 at 05:16 PM (CST)

Debbie,
I just got back from seeing Aunt Margie in Oklahoma and she says Hi. I am going send your web page to her so she to can keep ing touch. We know the treatments are hard on you but we also know what the rewards will be.
Thank you for the updates because we love you and want to know every thing is going well. LOVE YOU and we to will keep in touch.
Tell Mark we said thank you for taking care of our Deb.
Love,
Aunt Edie and Sharon
Aunt Edie <szeller@hotmail.com>
indep., mo us - Wednesday, October 24, 2001 at 07:35 PM (CDT)

Hello Deb, Your attitude is amazing! Thoughts and words will be so powerful in your healing. I just attended a w/e seminar in the 1st level of Healing Touch...if you're willing, I'd love to come and visit you. Drop me a note on regular email with your reply if you're up to it. Keep your spirits up and know we are thinking of you and praying for you. Love, Molly
Molly Winkels <bmwinkels@juno.com>
Lake Elmo, - Wednesday, October 24, 2001 at 07:34 PM (CDT)

Hello Deb I miss your warm voice when I have to call the MAC in the evenings now. I also miss your smiling face around the unit. I love tour website and the photos. Hope Mr Taxol is doing a good job and you are adjusting to the side effects. Keep your spirits up and you will be amazed at how it improves your response to treatment.I will be checking on your progress through Sta 64 and also this site now that I know about it. Love and prayers always Flora MacC.

- Wednesday, October 24, 2001 at 11:48 AM (CDT)

Hey you Girly-girl,
Love your site. You are so cute!!!!!What a life of leisure(Gets old fast though I bet)We are thinking of you always and can't wait till you are back here with us(so I can tease you)but until then keep getting plenty of rest(get some for the rest of us too)Love you Jan Steile

- Wednesday, October 24, 2001 at 11:43 AM (CDT)

Good morning! It's a good thing that e-mail doesn't ring cuz I'm sending this @0650. Again, your writing style amazes me. You paint such a vivid word picture that the chemo is like a viable being. Thank you for taking the time to send me a sympathy card for my loss of Tora. Always thinking of others, Deb. Love, Kathryn
Kathryn Henry
- Monday, October 22, 2001 at 06:57 AM (CDT)

Deborah, my Forever Buddy,
Way cool site! Everyday my thoughts, prayers, and energy are speeding your way....sure hope you've been wearing a catcher's mit. I know of your powers of channeling, my friend. There's no doubt in my mind that you are leading the chemo troops to battle and will be victorious in short order. I have always loved your outlook on life and am so happy that you are surrounded by so many people who are loving and caring for you. Our friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble... Thank God for our friends. I love you, woman. Now quick, go put on that mit, 'cause here comes one huge hug........GOTTTTTTTYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAA!!!!
Cathy McKay <mikeandcathym2@home.att.com>
Dallas, TX God Bless America - Saturday, October 20, 2001 at 09:34 AM (CDT)

Hi Deborah, I was introduced to your book today by Lori Suess. I have not called you because I returned from my High School reunion and babysat one grandchild and then went to Mayo to see a friend this past week. i have read your updates and feel that I have some idea of where you are at.
I hope you have a quick recovery from the chemo side affects and plenty of time before the next session. May you have many wonderful days ahead. Talk with you later. Carol A
Carol Aydinalp <carolyad@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, October 18, 2001 at 05:19 PM (CDT)

Dear Deborah and Mark, I have been thinking of you daily and am so happy to hear you are doing well...you are in my thoughts and prayers...I'll bring cookies anytime, just say the word!!! (or anything else you need)..You can't know how much you are missed in the MAC...

Lori D
Maple Grove, MN - Thursday, October 18, 2001 at 10:58 AM (CDT)

Dear Deb and Mark, It was nice to see you both on Monday and see you were tolerating the Chemo. YOu are in my thoughts today. I finally figured out this was not an e-mail site , but an internet site. Debbi
Debbi Lantz <deb.lantz@voyager.net>
Edina, mn usa - Wednesday, October 17, 2001 at 04:26 PM (CDT)

Hi Deb...Was thinking of you today and thought I should check in on you...I love your photo album and this link is wonderful...You are a gem and as usual, are shining bright...Just know we are all out here thinking and praying for you...Wishing you strength and peace...Vicki Brown
Vicki Brown <bvbro@iland.net>
Clinton, Mo USA - Sunday, October 14, 2001 at 06:24 PM (CDT)

Dear Deb and Mark,
What a treasure to share in this caring bridge. I am so happy that you are doing well under the circumstances and that you sound ready for the next step. Wow, I am SO GLAD you listened to your body, Deb, and were well attended to. How are you, Mark? Thanks for calling me in late September. We are well here in Montana - about 8" or snow on the ground since 8 a.m. today! I will check in periodically and uphold your continued attunement to the Love that is all things. Susan
Susan Sanford <susan_sanford@hotmail.com>
Big Sky, MT USA - Thursday, October 11, 2001 at 07:16 PM (CDT)

Hello,I just wanted you to know that I was here checking on you . I surely hope you are doing as well as your journal sounds. I like the new picture. You are one of many flowers in the photo.Thanks for the lovely card. I didn't expect it but I should have known that you would do something so proper and sweet. I pray that God will watch over you and your wonderful Mark. I know he is trying to be strong for you right now. God Bless you both,Diane
Diane Moore <dbmoore@centurytell.net>
El Dorado Springs, mo. USA - Wednesday, October 10, 2001 at 05:45 PM (CDT)

Hey! You should be a writer! It's like I sneaked into your room, opened your bedside table and read your private journal. Wonderful way say invite the chemo in to do its healing. Jan G is sending you some delicious soup made just for you (not rejects like she brings us - burned cookies,etc.) Jan & Jill said I'm not supposed to write a book so talk to you later. Kathryn
Kathryn Henry
- Wednesday, October 10, 2001 at 03:20 PM (CDT)

Hi Deb, This is Molly. Kay shared your story with me recently and I'm thinking of you and praying for you every day! I see from the guestbook that your journey has been bumpy but most importantly, supportive in love and healing wishes. It's great to see you-the pictures are great. I wish you, Mark and Maseka well...I'll stay tuned! Much LOVE from Molly and family.
Molly Winkels <bmwinkels@juno.com>
Lake Elmo, MN USA - Wednesday, October 10, 2001 at 10:55 AM (CDT)

Hey Debbie!! I love the picture w/you and all of your pretty flowers, I'm so glad you are enjoying them. It's great you were able to get outside and play a little too, these days have been beautiful, I love fall, I tend to get a bit nostalgic for some reason, kind've warm and fuzzy! I will be calling you one day to hear your sweet voice some time soon if that is ok, I think it's wonderful how you seem to be gaining strength both physically and in spirit. God bless you, talk to you soon, I love you.....Deborah Raye
Debbie Heigele <heigeled@yahoo.com>
Cuba, MO - Tuesday, October 09, 2001 at 09:46 PM (CDT)

Hi, More huge steps ......thinking about you everyday! I'd love to drive you to any clinic appts. Just say the word. See you this week??? I'm on for healing food......love and hugs Deb Greer
Deb <Dsgreer@attglobal.net>
- Tuesday, October 09, 2001 at 08:32 PM (CDT)

Deborah, It's been way too long since I have seen or talked with you. You had been in my thoughts, when I heard your story. My prayers and love are with you now.
Wishing you peace and healing, Love Jackie
Jackie Wallmow <JackieonTulip@mn.mediaone.net>
Coon Rapids, MN - Tuesday, October 09, 2001 at 03:47 PM (CDT)

Deborah,
It's a great new picture and you look beautiful ! I hope and pray for continued healing. Love, Panda
Panda Olson
- Tuesday, October 09, 2001 at 01:01 AM (CDT)

Deb, You have been in my thoughts constantly since your folks called us. You are a very strong young lady with a very positive attitude keep up the good work. Dean and I just wanted you to know that you have our love and prayers. We will be checking on you. Take care.
Betty Stutesman <bstutesman@kellerscreamery.com>
Springfield,, Mo greene - Monday, October 08, 2001 at 01:49 PM (CDT)

Deborah, Thanks for sending me the web site. I do not know what I was doing wrong, but what a great way to keep in touch. After reading your page, I enjoyed seeing the guestbook. You have so many friends sending love and prayers. See you soon. Love, Jan
Jan Ginn
- Sunday, October 07, 2001 at 06:31 PM (CDT)

Hi Sweetie...You are in my prayers and heart everyday .Oprah has a great article in her October issue about woman with cancer and their challenges with chemo....Good read. Lots of other good articles too. Have Mark pick it up for you next time he's out and Enjoy. Call me if you need anything. I'd love to cook or run errands for you again if you need it. Let me know. Good to see you smiling.
Love Ya, Katrina
Katrina <kmjis5@earthlink.net>
Mpls., MN USA - Friday, October 05, 2001 at 11:28 PM (CDT)

Deborah; I am the last to know anything around here, but I finally found out, I guess working .4 is the reason. I do miss your smiling face in the MAC and look forward to seeing you soon. You have been in my prayers as you wonder down this new road God has sent you on. TAke care and read lots, look forward to your updates. Julie B-J Sta. 63
Julie B-J <Jlbjohnson@aol.com>
Bloomington, MN Henn - Friday, October 05, 2001 at 10:47 PM (CDT)

Hey Deb, it's Nina (from the Perinatal clinic). Sorry to hear about this big bump in the road of life. It's heartening to read the other entries, and obvious you have the love of many friends to aid you in your recovery. Add my concern and prayers to that group, too!!! Take care!

Nina Norum <haysr-norumn-associates@worldnet.att,net>
mpls, - Friday, October 05, 2001 at 05:33 PM (CDT)

Hi Deborah, this is a great site. Being on-call I don't get caught up on new info enough. I just wanted you to know that I'm thinking of you and praying that all goes well for you. Take care of yourself and keep taking advantage of times for REST. Fondly, Eileen
Eileen Kern <dskern@pro-ns.net>
Bloomington, MN USA - Thursday, October 04, 2001 at 01:46 PM (CDT)

Hi Deb D I was glad to read your latest entry. Kay had updated me some, but I was worried about your incision. I will call soon. Get lots of rest. Love and prayers, Barb
Barb Nickolay <nickolay@scc.net>
Chanhassen, Mn USA - Thursday, October 04, 2001 at 06:49 AM (CDT)

Hi Honey,
Just wanted you to know that I'm thinking of you. I hope your Dr's appt went well for you and that you are in good spirits. I know you are a strong woman but don't be afraid of letting someone help you, that could be your blessing for them. You are a precious light in my life and I'm very thankful for our friendship.I'm glad to hear your up a bit that sounds like a good thing. You take good care of yourself I know Mark will be helping you too. I love you Deb.
Lucy <deanbean@pcis.net>
Highlandville , MO USA - Wednesday, October 03, 2001 at 09:39 PM (CDT)

Deb & Mark, We are sending lots of love your way. Can you feel it? Keep your wonderful attitude and your sense of humor. Love and blessings, Sheila and Ernie
Sheila and Ernie Aehle <goldht@aol.com>
Alton, Il - Saturday, September 29, 2001 at 09:27 PM (CDT)

Dear Deborah and Mark, You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. I appreciate the caringbridge website for keeping me posted, especially since I am too far away to be a hands-on sister-in-law,sister, and friend! I am glad to hear you have so many friends and colleagues supporting you during this time. Take good care of yourselves, both of you and I will look forward to hearing more another day. Love,Cheryl and family
Cher;yl Dunham <duncrrn@aol.com>
Kennewick, WA USA - Saturday, September 29, 2001 at 12:46 AM (CDT)

Deb & Mark
So glad to hear that you are doing well. This web site is so cool! Maybe your uncle Jerry and I can get up to see the two of you. It shouldn't be too hard to get a flight now after what happened. As you know, you have to live your life and not be afraid, continue embracing the day and make sure that your loved ones and friends know how much you mean to them. I hope that you realize that the two of you are important to our lives. Keep up the great recovery and the chemo will all be over before you know it. P.S. I have something that you might need.
Your "Aunt" Rebecca
Rebecca Hierholzer <rhierholzer@yahoo.com>
Leawood, KS USA - Friday, September 28, 2001 at 03:28 PM (CDT)

Hi Deb,
I know you are having a whole bunch of wonderful revelations and lessons in the light and love of God on your journey. I am wishing you and Mark all the very best, and look foward to seeing you real soon.
Michael Stern <DRMICHAELSTERN@HOTMAIL.COM>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, September 28, 2001 at 02:47 PM (CDT)

Hi Deborah...SO Happy to hear you are doing good. Thanks for letting me know you were ok. You are in my prayers and meditations....I send you light and much love from all of our family. Jamal says he expects still to see you at a BBall game this fall season...Optimistic and strong energy for you from him.I still have the lasagna for you both in the freezer. I will bring it over for your October 1st meal. All organic...YUM.I know you have alot of energy around you so I will keep tabs through this great website.I will call you before I come to drop off the food. Love you and God's eternal love guard and guide you.....Katrina
Katrina <kmjis5@earthlink.net>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, September 27, 2001 at 05:17 PM (CDT)

Dear Deb and Mark, What a wonderful idea the "Caring Bridge" is. My prayers are with you both as you move forward through your recovery. Hugs Deb Greer
Deb Greer <dsgreer@attglobal.net>
Mound, mn usa - Wednesday, September 26, 2001 at 03:06 PM (CDT)

Dear Deborah, I just heard and am so glad to be able to communicate with you thru this website. I am grateful to God for your healing and your faith. You are a blessing and I pray that God will bless you with continued healing.You and Mark will be in my prayers. Love, Panda
Panda Olson <pasolson@earthlink.net>
Ham Lake, Mn USA - Tuesday, September 25, 2001 at 10:25 PM (CDT)

Deborah:
I got this beautiful web page from your Aunt Edie.
Although I havent seen you since you were a child,after reading your guestbook entries I just had to say somrthing to you. You have great Faith. Keep your eyes on God and he will give the will to do anything you wish. God bless you as you recover.
Much love
Cousin Bob and Sharon Morse from Mo.

Bob Morse <bobalu1236@aol.com>
Grain Valley, Mo USA - Tuesday, September 25, 2001 at 09:28 PM (CDT)

Hi Deb,
This is a wonderful idea. A perfect way for all of us to check in on you and you can concentrate on healing and resting. Your strength, courage and faith is as always admirable. What a blessing for early detection. You remain in our thoughs and prayers. I'm very glad you have Mark I know he loves you and will be there for you and that eases me a great deal. God bless you both. I'm thankful for our years of friendship, the growth and changes we have shared have been numerous and I thank God for the blessings of wonderful friends. You rest easy my precious friend. Thank you for sharing the light of your life through the years.
In love as always
Lucy Billingsley
Highlandville, Mo

In love

Lucy Billingsley <deanbean@pcis.net>
Highlandville, Mo USA - Tuesday, September 25, 2001 at 07:17 PM (CDT)

Hello Deb and Mark, I don't know which one of you came up with this idea ? But it is wonderful as are both of you.I've always admired you but never more so than now.What character and what faith.You really know how to set an example.I want to thank you very much for sharing this expierence with me and your many friends.You are enriching my spirit you always have. I Love you and value your friendship more than I can express, Diane.
Diane Moore <dbmoore@centurytel.net>
ElDorado Springs, Mo USA - Tuesday, September 25, 2001 at 06:05 PM (CDT)

dearest debra.... i have been off for a while and just found out about "journey". I's ironic you said life is a jouney not a destinaton because that it what i live by. I'mso sorry. i have you in my prayers and i believe a complete recovery is the end result. if ever you need anything please call. 763 792 1708 or e-mail me i care deeply for you and wish the best. please hang in there and remeber evrything is for a reason. love jillmarie....
jillmarie stevens <jillmariestevens@hotmail.com>
fridley, - Tuesday, September 25, 2001 at 05:57 PM (CDT)

Deborah,
What a great way to let us know how you are doing and for us to let you know how much we love you.
Aunt Edith and I want you to know you are always in our hearts and prayers especially now.
Sounds like you have everything under control, and with Gods help, Mark and a great medical team
the only thing you have to do is recover. Stay focused on the end result which will be good health and a long life
with all the family and friends that love you.
We WILL keep in touch.

Sharon Zeller <szeller42@hotmail.com>
Independence, Mo USA - Tuesday, September 25, 2001 at 03:08 PM (CDT)

Dear Deb, Thanks to our mutual colleague and friend, Sandy I am aware of your journey. I think this is an incredible way to let you know you are in my thoughts and prayers. I am so glad I was able to give you a real hug when I saw you this summer...know that I continue to extend my hugs, prayers, and healing thoughts! I look forward to hearing from you . My warmest regards always.

Mary Koloroutis <mkoloroutis@chcm.com>
Urbana, Il USA - Tuesday, September 25, 2001 at 02:48 PM (CDT)

Deborah-I wish I was half as tune with my body as you are with yours! Sorry to hear about the cancer, but I know with your positive attitude, strong faith and fabulous friends, you will heal quickly.
Carole Halverson <cjhalverson@cs.com>
Medina, MN - Tuesday, September 25, 2001 at 01:52 PM (CDT)

Little Debbiecakes,
Thanks to some good friends we share in common, I have been keeping up with the events in your life. Know that you are in my prayers every day! Sending lots of love to South Minneapolis---Peggy
Peggy Stoks <stoks@visi.com>
Lino Lakes, MN USA - Tuesday, September 25, 2001 at 10:45 AM (CDT)

Hi Deb D and Mark! I love this web page. I am so glad to know you and hopefully I can be a part of you healing. You are a wonderful person. Your strength will help in the days ahead. love, BarbN
Barb Nickolay <nickolay@scc.net>
chanhassen, mn - Tuesday, September 25, 2001 at 10:30 AM (CDT)

Dear Deb:
I'm sorry to hear about the cancer, though it already sounds like you're on track to healing. You move fast girl! I know from our conversation at the art gallery, that you knew change was coming. While I know you were concerned, I could see an amazing strength pouring out of you. This ofcoarse is just you...
While this kind of thing comes with a fair amount of physical discomfort, the "gifts" will equal and likely exceed the trouble. I know it did for me.
You've spent your life commited to caring for others. I guess it's time for others now to care for you. When I was in that situation, I was comforted in being able to surrender to the care of others. It was a nice experience. Thus, if there is anything you'd like Rose or I to do for you or for that wild dude Mr. Mark, just pick up the telly and we'll be right over. If you want to continue our conversation, please know I'm available. But I will wait until y o u are ready to chat. Thinking max positive things to you.
Much love, Dave G.
David Goehring <David@GOMAstudio.com>
St. Paul, MN USA - Tuesday, September 25, 2001 at 09:01 AM (CDT)

Deborah and Mark- you have been in my thoughts constantly. I am sending positive energy your way. I am glad you are setting boundaries and doing what you need to for healing and focus. You know your friends are here whenever you need them....you need only say the word. What a wonderful idea to do a web site.

Take good care.......................
Sandy Hoffman <slapham1@msn.com>
Lino Lakes, MN USA - Tuesday, September 25, 2001 at 08:46 AM (CDT)

Dear Deborah and Mark, Praise the Lord for such a good report so far on your journey! I have had you in my thoughts and prayers every day. Hope you received a surprise from the Northwest while you were in the hospital! We look forward to more good reports. Hope you have received my phone messages. Love, Cheryl and family
Cheryl Dunham <duncrrn@aol.com>
Kennewick, WA USA - Tuesday, September 25, 2001 at 12:10 AM (CDT)

Debbie, I am so glad to hear your spirits are high, my thoughts and prayers have been with you. Thank God you are on the road to recovery now. Hopefully in no time,you can hike alot more trails, enjoy the beauty around you, and listen to the storms come rolling in for a long time!! Your picture album is great! I'll talk to you soon. Rest, regroup and enjoy your husband!
Debbie Heigele <heigeled@yahoo.com>
Cuba, MO - Monday, September 24, 2001 at 09:29 PM (CDT)

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