Journal

Thursday, July 2, 2009 3:17 PM CDT

this morning I wrote this on Facebook.


I could sit down on the edge of a cliff and dangle my feet in the anticipation of what I will here next week or I can get up and run the other way into the sunshine and enjoy the moments and not let the cliff strip my moments away. I am trying very hard to run the other way and not get swept in the fear of what it is I might hear. With the sunshine today I am swept into the sunshine, enjoying the day with little boy

I don't write to hurt people or make people think things are all so horrible but this is life and "its our life" (wonder where you hear that from). Our life is far more real than that show. But that statement is true. It is our life. I wake with each new day with anticipation of what is next. Are we blessed with the knowing or the unknown. ... Either way it is like a knife cut in your heart. Do you know how hard it is to enjoy so much when so much is hiding right around the corner. So its like sitting on the edge of a cliff and turning around and running towards the sunshine. The smile is always there but the fear is deep inside.


Peace to the cliff I am sitting on but the shine I will run to.
Tesa

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