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Happy 16th birthday my son.
Jeff Cowan <jeffccowan@gmail.com>
Maple Grove, MN usa - Sunday, July 23, 2017 10:01 PM CDT

Chris Grover
Deborah Gassert
Cloquet , MN USA - Tuesday, March 13, 2012 12:06 AM CDT

Would like to check on Tracy Peterson's progress.
Gail Svinicki <gsvinicki@yahoo.com>
Daggett, MI US - Monday, August 22, 2011 12:31 AM CDT

think this is a wonderful venue for people to keep in touch with others on caring bridge!
debbie britt <jlbritt@charter.net>
huron, tn usa - Sunday, November 7, 2010 8:04 AM CST

Bobbie Clayton
Sue Snyder <dustdevil405@msn.com>
Tucson, Az. USA - Wednesday, May 26, 2010 3:55 PM CDT

Hi Charlie Bear, I have a friend that is going on an unexpected journey with his son, and it's making me think a lot about you. You are always in my heart, baby boy! We continue to love you infinity. love mommy
kathy cowan
- Thursday, April 15, 2010 12:45 AM CDT

Dear Betty and Matt, our prayers are with you! We love you
Eric & Danica Enlow <etribonian@aol.com>
South Korea, - Monday, November 9, 2009 8:47 PM CST

prayers for sam norton
judy rogers <bigjjj1938@msn.com>
sarasota, fl sarasota - Saturday, September 19, 2009 5:51 AM CDT

Hi Glenda,
Glad to hear some encouraging news!Just want to say thanks to your friends and family for the effort they put out for the event this past Saturday. You are surounded by some very special people that love you very much. I also want you to know I considered it an honor to participate in the ride to help you and I just hope what we did made a difference in your life. God bless you and hang in there!
Henry Lynn <letsride1@charter.net>
Montgomery, Al USA - Monday, August 17, 2009 4:12 PM CDT

Charlie - Happy birthday. I cant believe that I found your journey about two years ago. I have not forgotten you since that first look at your pictures and your mothers most heartfelt and heart wrenching journal. I miss you too. I am hoping you are having a happy day. I too wonder what you would look like if you were here with your family. Kathy - thank you for letting me be a part of Charlies wonderful life in a small way. I wish you and your family health, happiness and peace for the coming year.

your friend, Amy
Amy Alpert <aalpert1@nyc.rr.com>
Forest Hills, NY USA - Saturday, July 18, 2009 5:21 PM CDT

Happy Birthday, Charlie! I just saw your mommy's post on SMA Support and wanted to come by to tell you I hope you had a wonderful celebration in heaven! It's hard to imagine what you look like as a big eight year old boy, you were such a precious little guy here on earth. I hope you showered your family with extra love today. I know they love you infinity. Happy birthday, big boy! Kathy, you are in my prayers.
Liz, mom to ^Kalair^, Arturo, & Amira <kalairsmom@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, July 15, 2009 8:59 PM CDT

Happy 8th birthday in heaven, Charlie Bear! It's hard to believe that it was 8 years ago that we were blessed with having you in our lives. Our SMA/KFAN fundraising event is on your birthday this year. I can't think of a better way to spend the entire day than working hard to spread awareness and raise funds for research for stupid SMA. We continue to keep you close to our hearts, and will always miss you terribly. Love infinity special boy.... mommy
Kathy Cowan, mommy to SMA angel Charlie <kathycowan@comcast.net>
Maple Grove, mn - Wednesday, July 15, 2009 4:01 PM CDT

Thinking of and praying for Glenda Pogue and her family
and friends. May comfort and guide you all thru this difficult time. Hello to all of you.
Vicki C. Silas <vcsalabama@bellsouth.net>
Deatsville, AL USA - Tuesday, July 14, 2009 7:39 AM CDT

hello
Chris Danuser <cdanuser@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 15, 2009 11:33 AM CDT

Wanting to stay in touch with Sandi Dean
Patricia Wall <trish_wall@yahoo.com.au>
Byron Bay, NSW Australia - Thursday, June 11, 2009 6:51 PM CDT

Dear Lara,
I wanted you to know my prayers are with you daily. You are such an inspiration to me.
Kathi Holllie

Kathi Hollie <khollieangel @ comcast.net>
Hanover, PA US - Friday, May 29, 2009 2:47 PM CDT

I just read your journal about Charlie. It touched me deeply. My prayers are with you and your family. I love looking at the photos. He is a beautful baby.
Pattie Turner
Sykesville, MD USA - Tuesday, April 21, 2009 4:16 PM CDT

My prayers are with Andrew and his family throughout this very difficult and trying ordeal. In God's Grace..
Karen Richey <hippichicklr@yahoo.com>
Jerome, Id. U.S.A. - Sunday, April 5, 2009 2:30 PM CDT

Rebecca Haley we are praying for y9u and also for your family.
Libby Williams <cew1958@bellsoouth.net>
Pace, Fl. United States - Tuesday, March 17, 2009 10:58 PM CDT

I was checking on the progress of Matthew. Hope everything is going well. I'm a concerned neighbor. God Bless.
Nancy Walker
High Point, NC Davidson - Wednesday, February 18, 2009 11:35 AM CST

magga dey here
magga <magga@hotmail.fr>
lome, kara togo - Tuesday, February 17, 2009 7:34 PM CST

hey i am so proud you are ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Alyssa Lash <alyssalash@bellsouth.net>
athens, al us - Monday, February 9, 2009 4:27 PM CST

This is Laura. I was just sent this link to reach all of you. My prayers have been with you.
Laura Rosecrance <laura@allproperty.org>
Wheeler, Wi usa - Monday, February 9, 2009 2:20 AM CST

Charlie Bear - i am hoping that you spent a quiet day in heaven on January 24, 2009 as your 7th heaven day was upon us. I know you helped your family through this day, you are the kind of child that would do this. Funny, i feel your spirit too. I am sure you are shining down on your family knowing that they love you madly.

I hope all is well with you little boy

your friend - amy
amy alpert <amy.alpert@troutmansanders.com>
forest hillsq, ny usa - Tuesday, January 27, 2009 2:17 PM CST

Just thinking, and remembering our short time with you. To this day I look at your pictures and it amazes me how you could be created to be a perfect, beautiful baby boy on the outside, but so damaged on the inside. I'm happy to know that you are now PERFECT both inside and out! Love you infinity! Mommy
Kathy Cowan, mommy to Angel Charlie bear <kathycowan@comcast.net>
Maple Grove, MN - Wednesday, January 21, 2009 9:30 AM CST

We love you Baby Boy! We continue to think about you every second of every minute of every day! We can hardly believe your 7th Angel Day is upon us! How can that be? We miss you terribly, but are comforted knowing that you are sitting on our shoulders. Love you infinity. Mommy
Kathy Cowan, Mommy to Angel Charlie
Maple Grove, MN - Thursday, January 8, 2009 8:40 AM CST

I WOULD LIKE TO COMMEND YA'LL FOR THIS AWESOME SITE.I KNOW HE IS STILL WITH YOU.AND NO DOUBT KNOWS HE IS A VERY LOVED LITTLE BOY.I ONLY WISH I WOULD HAVE KNOW HIM.GOD BLESS YOU AND KEEP YOU SAFE.SLEEP WITH ANGELS ON YOUR PILLOW.
DEBORAH JENNINGS <DEBORAHJENNINGS3@YAHOO.COM>
JOHNSONVILLE, SC WILLIAMBURG - Tuesday, December 30, 2008 7:27 PM CST

MERRY CHRISTMAS LITTLE CHARLIE! i think of you often, still.
amy alpert <aalpert1@nyc.rr.com>
forest hills, ny usa - Friday, December 19, 2008 10:32 AM CST

Thought of you today... saw on a friends facebook page that she had signed an SMA petition - so I quickly followed. Is it surprising that I still remember Charlie's web address by heart :)
Ann Stuckey <astuckey@milwaukee.org>
Delafield, WI - Monday, December 1, 2008 8:50 PM CST

Hi Charlie Bear!! Love you and miss you every single day!
Kathy Cowan, mommy to angel Charlie
Maple Grove, MN - Friday, November 14, 2008 3:41 PM CST

You son was so handsome. We just lost our baby girl to SMA as well, I was just looking at other families for some strength. Thank you for sharing the pictures of him, take care.
Donna Taylor <cimms11@yahoo.com>
Toledo, OH - Sunday, October 26, 2008 4:36 PM CDT

hope you get well soon sorry to hear about your accident.
rhonda gullickson <rjgklg@amerytel.net>
- Thursday, September 25, 2008 5:28 PM CDT

Hi Charlie Bear....please just send me strength and watch over our family! We need it right now! Love you infinity baby boy!
Kathy Cowan, mommy to angel Charlie
Maple Grove , mn - Friday, September 5, 2008 10:11 AM CDT

Happy 7th Birthday in heaven Charlie bear! We were so happy that we were able to come up to your special place and share it with you. It was challenging have the SMA/KFAN event this weekend, but that just gave us more time to focus on you...our angel. Many hugs and kisses coming to you from earth! We love you infinity.
Kathy Cowan, mommy to angel Charlie <kathycowan@comcast.net>
Maple Grove , mn - Monday, July 21, 2008 10:48 AM CDT

happy birthday charlie. I think of you often. Your months here on earth are an inspiration. you are missed in this world and i know everyone is loving having you in the other!
amy alpert <aalpert1@nyc.rr.com>
forest hills, ny usa - Friday, July 18, 2008 8:59 AM CDT

It's almost your 7th birthday, baby boy! Can't wait to celebrate and send you balloons!!!!
kathy Cowan, mommy to Angel Charlie
maple Grove, mn - Sunday, July 13, 2008 8:40 PM CDT

Hi Charlie Bear ~ you have a new angel in heaven with you. I hope when Grammy got there you gave her a big heavenly hug. I know she went to Wendy first...but take care of her and make sure she sends Madison and Kim lots and lots of loveable signs. Love you more than words can say! Mommy
Kathy Cowan, mommy to angel Charlie
Maple Grove , MN - Monday, June 23, 2008 9:09 PM CDT

Hello,
Just read your entry from May 2008....for what ever reason this poped up on my computer just now. What comes to mind of heart the loss of the 4 boy scouts this week in Omahaw.....so yes your sweet charie bear saw what has new play matess today.....Love Hugs and Prayers to All In Jesus Name we Pray and they are with my Brother Brent.
Debbie Burton <dburton31@hotmail.com>
Wittensville, KY USA - Saturday, June 14, 2008 12:52 AM CDT

Love you more than words can say, Charlie Bear! Please show those new angel babies around the beautiful heavens. I need a few signs from you that things good!!! Infinity baby boy! Mommy
Kathy Cowan, mommy to angel Charlie
Maple Grove , mn - Wednesday, May 28, 2008 8:29 AM CDT

Hi Pumpkin pie, baby boy! Mother's Day was very nice! Your sisters do a good job of taking care of me, I'm very lucky. Just thinking of you, and trying to figure out how we can celebrate your birthday with you, this year! Love you infinity.

Kathy Cowan, mommy to angel Charlie
maple grove, mn - Monday, May 12, 2008 11:19 AM CDT

hi jonnae, hope today was a good day!we think of you daily our prayers are with you!
sherry s <sherrynross@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, April 30, 2008 4:36 PM CDT

hi jonnae, hope today was a good day!we think of you daily our prayers are with you!
sherry s <sherrynross@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, April 30, 2008 4:32 PM CDT

Kathy - i only hope that whichever of your daughters was ailing that this situation was temporary and will never visit your home again! I too think of charlie often. your little guy touch me in a way i cant explain.
amy alpert <aalpert1@nyc.rr.com>
forest hills, ny usa - Wednesday, April 2, 2008 3:54 PM CDT

I love you Charlie Bear! I can't believe I had the strength to get through your sister's episodes, and to get her help in time. She was the spitting image of you when you decided to go to heaven in our arms. I cried a river that day, and could have cried a river this day, too. You kept me strong, and only let me cry a creek. I love her with all my heart, and cannot imagine losing another one! I miss you with everything I have! Never leave us baby boy! Charlie, you are the best angel in the heavens!!! Love you infinity! Mommy
Kathy Cowan, mommy to angel Charlie
maple grove, MN - Sunday, March 30, 2008 9:06 PM CDT

Hi Charlie bear! It is through tears that I write to you, once again. I cannot believe that another Minn SMA baby has been brought to heaven. Please welcome Owen Wilson's baby sister!!! Please celebrate her little life, and teach her to bring those special signs to her family, that she is ok! We love you infinity baby boy!!!! Happy Easter!!! Mommy

kathy Cowan, mommy to Angel Charlie
Maple Grove, Mn - Saturday, March 22, 2008 11:56 PM CDT

Happy Valentine's Day baby boy!!! We hope you like the sparkly red hearts we wrapped around your stone! You can see them forever in the distance! So much love is coming to you today, as it does every single day! We love you infinity! Mommy
Kathy Cowan, mommy to angel Charlie
Maple Grove , mn - Thursday, February 14, 2008 12:20 AM CST

i am remembering little charlie bear today and your incredible family strength which you shared with us throughout your ordeal, years ago.
happy angel day mr. charlie bear! i am thinking of you especially today.
amy alpert <aalpert1@nyc.rr.com>
forest hills, ny usa - Thursday, January 24, 2008 2:45 PM CST

Thinking of you guys.
Geri-Anne
- Tuesday, January 22, 2008 9:48 AM CST

Hi Baby boy, thanks so much for the sweet dream last night! and thank you for having your sister be able to share SMA nd you with her classmates. That is such a big step for her! We continue to think about you every single second. Your 6th Angel Day is coming. It's so hard to believe!!! You continue to be in our hearts!
Kathy Cowan, mommy to angel Charlie
Maple Grove , mn - Tuesday, January 15, 2008 12:33 AM CST

Just thinking of you, baby boy! We love you infinity!
kathy Cowan, mommy to Angel Charlie
maple Grove, mN - Friday, January 11, 2008 10:29 PM CST

Hi Charlie Bear! Merry Christmas, and Happy New Year! We had such great family time up at the cabin! It was nice to come and visit with you. We could tell by all the animal tracks, that you've had some friends come and visit. We continue to think about you every second of every minute of every day. We know you watch over us non-stop. You have a beautiful new cousin! Another boy!!! Hugs and kisses to you baby boy! Your Angel Day is around the corner, and we'll be back for another visit. Love mommy
kathy Cowan, mommy to Angel Charlie
Maple Grove, MN - Tuesday, January 1, 2008 8:47 PM CST

Hi Cowans - I may not write, but I think of you guys often. I know nothing will ever erase that empty space in your hearts but I hope you find comfort in knowing that you are still thought of often. Abby is now in 7th grade as is Melissa, it is so hard to imaging that so much time has passed. I see you keep reading entries so I thought that it was a good time to just let you know we pray for you. Blessings to you all.
Terrie Scharf and the Scharf Family <scharft@comcast.net>
Eden Prairie, MN USA - Sunday, December 2, 2007 3:39 PM CST

Hi Charlie Bear! The Holidays are here, along with the hustle and bustle. Please know that like Amy, we stop and look for your star often! You shine brightest, whereever you are!!! We love you baby boy!
Kathy Cowan, mommy to angel Charlie
Maple Grove , MN - Wednesday, November 28, 2007 11:25 AM CST

my daughter and i just got back from barbados, a present for her aveda cosmotology school graduation. the night sky was so dark and the stars so close to the earth. i just was sure i saw charlie bear's star and wished him heartfelt love!
amy alpert <aalpert1@nyc.rr.com>
forest hills, ny usa - Monday, November 12, 2007 3:52 PM CST

Hi Cowans,

Just thinking of Charlie and you all today and wanted you to know! Lots of love from the east coast!
Laurie Potter <info@Marshallpotter.com>
Douglas, MA USA - Sunday, November 4, 2007 1:07 PM CST

Hi Sweetpea! We are coming up to visit this weekend, and are so excited. On our agenda is carving pumpkins! See you soon!

Kathy Cowan, mommy to angel Charlie
Maple Grove , mn - Monday, October 15, 2007 10:44 AM CDT

during the last week in September, 2007 channel 4 (nbc) had a segment on the morning news about a girl, i forget how old, who has type II SMA.! i was thrilled to see the coverage of this horrific disease on national television and the accompanying interview with her and her mother and hope that more awareness comes from the "outing" of this disease on national television. She is a wonderful girl who has published some books about her dog and the adventures he goes through in day to day life - adventures she cant have herself. YEA!!!! and cudos to channel 4 and all the people who tirelessly raise awareness.
amy alpert <aalpert1@nyc.rr.com>
forest hills, ny usa - Monday, October 1, 2007 10:56 AM CDT

Hi Charlie Bear! Your best buddy in heaven Marshall, is a big brother again. This time to a healthy baby brother named Anders Mathew Charles. We are so excited we are jumping out of our skin. Murphy is loving her baby brother, and mom and dad are just loving him to pieces. Please say a prayer for this SMA family. They are so special to us, and are feeling very blessed today! Love you baby boy!
Kathy Cowan, mommy to angel Charlie
Maple Grove , MN - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 3:47 PM CDT

God bless you and your family. It breaks my heart to pieces to read Charlie's page, because you can feel the love he had been given by his family. He is such a sweet angel and I will love to meet him in heaven some day. I pray for your strength.
Misty
Kirby, AR U.S. - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 11:40 AM CDT

Hi Baby boy!!! This week brings back yucky memories of 6 years ago. 6 years ago you and I spent most of Labor Day weekend in the ER trying to draw blood from your little body, to get the ugly SMA diagnosis. The beginning of a long road of pain started 6 years ago this week. I miss you SO very much, and am so happy that you are in a very safe place, in heaven. I can't wait until we meet again!!!! Love you infinity Charlie bear!!!!
Kathy Cowan, mommy to angel Charlie
maple grove, MN - Wednesday, September 5, 2007 2:37 PM CDT

Salve sono la mamma della Letizia SMA1 SONO CAPITATA COSI PER CASO NELLA VOSTRA STORIA GRAZIE PER TUTTE LE COSE BELLE SCRITTE .MARIANGELA http://www.letiziasma.blogspot.com/
MARIANGELA TALAMO <letiziaolivieri@gmail.com>
MARINA DI RAVENNA , RA - Wednesday, August 8, 2007 11:56 AM CDT

happy birthday (yesterday) kathy! it was my father's birthday also. i will never forget your family and that special baby charlie bear.
amy alpert <aalpert1@nyc.rr.com>
forest hills, ny use - Friday, August 3, 2007 2:16 PM CDT

Charlie sounds like a wonderful blessing you had in your life for a short time. Cherish the memories and God will help you thru one day at a time. We can take comfort in knowing that our children are in heaven and free of all pain and suffering. God bless you and your family.
Pat W <pwest@ccpeds.com>
Farmington, MO USA - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 1:00 PM CDT

I came across this site today and was extremely touched. I can't imagine the pain that you have been through. I will pray for you and your family to find comfort in all the days to come.
Jessica Horton <horton1068@bellsouth.net>
- Monday, July 30, 2007 11:33 PM CDT

I am so sorry about your loss. One thing I have learned as I go through my son's illness is that we are blessed to have been chosen to be the parent of these special children. Charlie was a beautiful child....I believe he is your gaurdian angel watching over you. God Bless,
Belia Cepeda
CP: MarcosGetWellPage
Belia Cepeda <belcep@yahoo.com>
Edinburg, TX USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 8:30 PM CDT

Your Family truely was blessed with someone so special. God bless your family and remember...Charlie is always watching over you.
Kelli <kelli_geffert@hotmail.com>
Austin, Mn USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 9:46 AM CDT

"And they brought young children to him, that he should touch them: and his disciples rebuked those that brought them. But when Jesus saw it, he was much displeased, and said unto them, Suffer the little children to come unto me, and forbid them not: for of such is the kingdom of God. Verily I say unto you, whosoever shall not receive the kingdom of God as a little child, he shall not enter therein. And he took them up in his arms, put his hands upon them, and blessed them"
�Mark 10:13-16.
I believe that all little children have a special place in heaven, and I know they are so loved.
Denise
VA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 10:34 PM CDT

I am very sorry for your loss. You can tell by looking at his pictures that he was happy and loved by many. My 4 yr old son, Cason, was thought to have SMA1 at birth, but was later dx with myotubular myopathy, another fatal childhood disease that falls in the MD umbrella. I pray that God continues to give you strength and that one day there will be cures for these neuromuscular diseases and no other parents will have to endure this kind of pain.
Dana A. Lofton <casonsmiracle@aol.com>
Jacksonville, FL Duval - Sunday, July 29, 2007 4:55 PM CDT

I VERY SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS. CHARLIE IS A VERY CUTE LITTLE ONE.HE TOUCHED MY HEART.
CRYSTAL WEINHOLD <WWW.CRYSTALANDSTEVEN@COMCAST.NET>
WESTMINSTER, MD US - Sunday, July 29, 2007 4:22 PM CDT

I can almost envision little Charlie, sitting on God's lap, playing 'pattie cake.' Happy, laughing and joyful, in that perfect place. May God bless your entire family.
Heather McClaren <FaithfulLove2@yahoo.com>
Crozet, VA USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 9:42 AM CDT

Charlie is a beautiful baby. What lucky parents you are to have God bless you with him.
My son passed away May 3,2004. He was 37. Sick for 6 months with leukodystrophy.
It is a terrible hurt to lose a child. Only those of us who have, can truly understand.

Bless your family.

Jan
Jan <Janzvan1@aol.com>
Cary, NC - Friday, July 27, 2007 3:06 PM CDT

What an amazing story. I have two boys 2 and 5. I could not even begin to imagine what you have been through. You are an incredible family. My thoughts are with you.
Jill Liley <jillian_44@hotmail.com>
Aurora, CO United States - Friday, July 27, 2007 1:39 PM CDT

My heart goes out to you and your family. That is an experience i couldn't imagine going through..your family is very strong. I hope everything continues to get better and a little easier for you. ps i love those pictures, charlie is a cutie! You can definatley see that he had quite a personality.
Jessica Ross <rossj2@wellmark.com>
Ames, IA United States - Thursday, July 26, 2007 2:23 PM CDT

my heart goes out to your family,i just read your story....so much love!!! God bless you all.
pixi Lott <pixilott@fltg.net>
ovid , ny usa - Thursday, July 26, 2007 6:57 AM CDT

MAY THE LORD KEEP ON BLEESING YOUR FAMILY AND ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT BABY CHARLIE IS IN A BETTER PLACE
SILVIA <mrsslanda@yahoo.com>
MIAMI, FL USA - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 11:02 PM CDT

God bless you and your family. I was just now introduced to Caringbridge through some people who used to work with me, they just had triplets - 3 girls, last Friday, July 20, 2007 and all 3 are under the 2 pounds, 9 ounces weight. They are doing okay and progressing every day.
So while I was on this website I clicked on Charlie's Story and read it, through tears, and I am writing this through tears. We do not know why things happen, we do not know the purpose of everything, but God planted us here for a reason and a purpose. It is okay to ask God "why" He gives us miracles through babies, and "why" is the baby taken from us. That one is a very hard thing to come to grips with. Believe in God, make sure you have accepted Christ Jesus so when the time comes for you, you will be in Heaven and will be united with your baby for Eternity. Then you will know and understand the whole purpose of this. I am very sorry for your loss. I lost a very dear friend 8 years ago to Lou Gehrig's disease, he was just a few months shy of being 50 years old, he succumbed to it almost 3 years to the date of his final diagnosis. ALS is a horrible horrible disease, the mind is still just as sharp as a tack, but the body is in such agony. I am thankful for your son that he did not have to go through all the pain and suffering. It's such a hard thing to see happen. Chuck believed in God and he kept his faith through all of it, to the very end, there wasn't a day he was without a smile, he made us feel better. I know I will see him again in Heaven one day. You take care, God bless you and I pray that things are going okay for you. Paula Foster, Urbandale, (Des Moines)Iowa
Paula Foster <pfoster@denman-cpa.com>
Urbandale, IA USA - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 11:30 AM CDT

God Bless you and your family, Charlie was a beautiful baby and an angel indeed.
Lisa Moore <gothooreswife@hotmail.com>
clarksville, TN USA - Tuesday, July 24, 2007 4:34 PM CDT

I just wanted to let you know how much you touched my heart with Charlie's story. I pray all is going good for you and your family now and always know Charlie was and will forever be an angel.
Miranda Stephens <clannerclanner@yahoo.com>
Marianna , FL US - Tuesday, July 24, 2007 9:30 AM CDT

What an angel. My heart aches for your loss of precious Charlie.I pray God will give you peace that surpasses all understanding. I have 6 month old with possible Nf1 I was looking for other families with this disease and i came across your page. God-Bless You
Jenni Giroux
davisburg, Mi USA - Monday, July 23, 2007 11:55 PM CDT

I didn't get to finish my comment. I just wanted to say that I am so sorry for your lose. I also have a little angel in Heaven also. I lost my little girl in June of 1998.She was 2 and 1/2. She was hit by a truck. Charlie was a precious little boy. I enjoyed reading his story. It touched me in many ways. Thanks so much for sharing his story with us.
Rosemary Wates <rowates@hughes.net>
Converse, LA US - Monday, July 23, 2007 11:24 PM CDT

I fount Charlie's site while searching for another little boys site.
Rosemary Wates <rowates@hughes.net>
Converse, LA US - Monday, July 23, 2007 11:18 PM CDT

HI, My name is Wilda Woehler from Kamiah Id. I found your site when I was cheaking on Alex's Hagon's progress I send my deepest sympathy to all of your family.Since I've seen the out going response this site is giving to Alex's family I'll use this if any one I know have to be stuck in a hospital and away from all there family and friends.
P.S. god bless you all
Wilda Woehler

Wilda Woehler <dwt3@ bmi.net>
Kamiah, Id USA - Monday, July 23, 2007 4:20 AM CDT

Thank you so much for sharing your Charlie with all of us. He has touched us in so many ways. God bless you and your family and may God be with you forever. He is PRECIOUS.
Lindsey McCarty <lindseybmccarty@msn.com>
Cordele, GA USA - Saturday, July 21, 2007 7:47 PM CDT

God Bless you all, Forever!
Sky
New York, NY USA - Friday, July 20, 2007 6:28 PM CDT

I found your sight through a little girl I know. My heart goes out to you and your family. Let the heavenly father bless you everyday with signs of charlie everywhere you go. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Your family is very inspirational with how positive you are. all my love.
Lacie <Daisy22222@earthlink.net>
Las Vegas, NV - Friday, July 20, 2007 4:54 PM CDT

Happy belated Birthday Charlie!!!! I'm sure mommy and daddy released some balloons in to the sky for you and celebrated with cake!
Candice
- Friday, July 20, 2007 2:54 PM CDT

Thank you for sharing Charlie's story. I only learned about Caringbridge today. My preterm nephew has a story that has just begun. The site is baby Jedd. This is a wonderful service. Your little Charlie is so beautiful. Again, thanks for sharing.
wilma day <wlmaday@comcast.net>
TN USA - Friday, July 20, 2007 1:29 PM CDT

I found Charlies Sight and have read it from the start...I am SO sorry for your loss!! How heart wrenching it must be to loose a child. My heart goes out to your whole family. Charlie was a cutie. May God truly bless your family.
Tonya Kleppelid <tklep@midrivers.com>
Circle, Mt - Thursday, July 19, 2007 10:40 PM CDT

hello and greetings from pennsylvania! my son and i saw the picture of charlie after checking our friends caringbridge site....we were touched by his incredible story....what an absolute cutie pie! you will be in our prayers tonight, happy birthday charlie bear :-) chris, jeff and ryan
christina tomaszewski <stern@pghmail.com>
oakdale, pa usa - Thursday, July 19, 2007 9:16 PM CDT

My heart goes out to your family in the loss of your 'Precious Baby Boy.' May God bless and do 'KEEP LOOKING UP' There you will find the rainbow.
Marylou <boomer17@cox.net>
Waterloo, NE USA - Thursday, July 19, 2007 7:49 PM CDT

Happy Birthday, Buddy! I'm thinking of you with much love today.
Kathi Bertoldie
Ozark, mo usa - Thursday, July 19, 2007 2:42 PM CDT

We all love you, Charlie. You are an angel looking over all of us.
Kathi Bertoldie <kathi.bertoldie@jqh.com>
Ozark, mo USA - Thursday, July 19, 2007 2:40 PM CDT

I found Charlie's site while looking at a site for a girl who is fighting so hard right now. You have (he's always with you) a beautiful boy! I also have a little angel boy in Heaven. Our son was stillborn 7 yrs ago and yes he's always with us! I'll say a prayer for your family! I always find peace knowing that my Brady is in the arms of the angels!
Kim <kst@centurytel.net>
- Thursday, July 19, 2007 1:24 PM CDT

May you continue to feel the presence of your sweet baby boy as he joins w/our God in taking care of you 'from a distance'. Thank you for sharing your heart(s).
Anne <grandmananna53@gmail.com>
Rome City, IN USA - Thursday, July 19, 2007 12:16 AM CDT

"A small child will lead them....."
God bless your family and KEEP LOOKING UP!!

Ever in His peace,
Tina Thomson <ecrythomson@comcast.net>
Pittsgrove, NJ USA - Thursday, July 19, 2007 10:26 AM CDT

hey i just read about baby charlie and i just wanted to let yall know that yall did have a spiecal angle and to let you know that my family is going throw a hard time to we found out in thanksgiving i have a 10 year old cuz with tummors in her brain so if yall woulf plz pray for her and my family also if yall will go to her sit and visited it is on caringbridge to her name is victoriapatterson and she is the angle of your family and lifes now.but she has allways been our angle. snd i know it had to be hard for the other kids yall have too to go throw the knowing and the lose of him victoria's brother is going throw it and he will be 8 next month she just truned 10 in june on the 10 so if yall would just visited her sit and keep praying and beliving with my whole family that a mirical will happen. thanks very much and i am sorry to hear the bad news. but keep up the faith. love yall even throw we don't really know each other amber and joe
amber and joe <goclemson2003@yahoo.com>
jackson county , al usa - Wednesday, July 18, 2007 6:58 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Charlie from your friends in Winona!
Barb Marg <gbmarg@hbci.com>
Winona, MN 55987 - Wednesday, July 18, 2007 6:03 PM CDT

We do not know each other but I have been scanning through the caringbridge website because I have a friend that has cancer and has a caringbridge site and I came across Charlie's site. You are a very strong person and I admire you. Best wishes, Robyn
Robyn Murphy-Erickson
Forest Lake, MN USA - Wednesday, July 18, 2007 10:33 AM CDT

Happy Birthday in heaven to our Angel Charlie! Like many other mom's to angels, I can't believe you are already 6 years old. I remember the day you were born like it was yesterday. We are up north, with you, today -- thank you for sending the sunshine. But can you cut back the humidity? We are getting ready for your picnic, and the girls are so ready to celebrate "Charlie Day"!

Have fun in heaven baby boy, and thank you for sending us all your Charlie Signs this past week.

Love you Birthday Angel Charlie Bear!!!!!
Kathy Cowan, mommy to angel Charlie <kathycowan@comcast.net>
Maple Grove, MN - Wednesday, July 18, 2007 10:03 AM CDT

I don't know you personally but I just ran across Charlie's webpage. You have been blessed by having your sweet boy in your life. Look at those beautiful eyes!! He is looking over you now and waiting for you to join him in Heaven. You will be with him again soon. Families are Forever. Happy Birthday Charlie!
Alex
St. Louis, MO usa - Wednesday, July 18, 2007 9:34 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLIE BEAR!!!! im sure you will be spending it with your family - who looks after you down here while you look after them from above. i miss you too dear. love, amy
amy alpert <aalpert1@nyc.rr.com>
forest hills, ny usa - Wednesday, July 18, 2007 9:20 AM CDT

I don't know your family but am so sorry that you lost your precious little one. He looks like such a little sweetheart!! May God be with you.
Steph Ashburn <jc082600@rushmore.com>
Rapid City, SD USA - Wednesday, July 18, 2007 8:42 AM CDT

Happy Birthday tomorrow Charlie.
I am so sad reading your story that I just could not bear to finish it. You were a beautiful child and I feel overwhelmed with grief for you and your family. I'm sure you are loved and missed more than words can say. What a beautiful angel you must be.
Bethany Guerra <bethanyg@accidentfund.com>
Holt, mi - Tuesday, July 17, 2007 2:19 PM CDT

Just wanted to let you know that your family is still in my thoughts and prayers. I have 4 children of my own and can not imagine a day without any of them. Every time I look at your site and read your entries, is with great sadness that you only had this sweet boy for such a short time. Your family is an inspiration to me. Happy early birthday, little Charlie!!
Amanda <amanda.williams@talecrisplasma.com>
Calhoun , LA - Tuesday, July 17, 2007 10:00 AM CDT

Like many, I ran into your website due to someone's illness. I've been here several times and each time I get the same feeling of sadness not only for the loss of such a small child, but also what your family must have gone through and is still going through. I hope you will continue to maintain this site . From what I've been told by my friend on board, it really makes her day to see guests signing in even if she dosn't know who they are. Happy birthday kid, and keep on looking after your family.
steve ash <ASHABBS@AOL.COM>
pleasantville, NY USA - Tuesday, July 17, 2007 8:46 AM CDT

after looking again, "Happy Birthday" tomorrow! *-*
Karen <kissybertha@yahoo.com>
Wanatah, IN USA - Tuesday, July 17, 2007 6:05 AM CDT

I came across Charlies site while looking at my nephew's site God bless you and your family, what a wonderful way to remember him.
Karen <kissybertha@yahoo.com>
Wanath, IN USA - Tuesday, July 17, 2007 5:48 AM CDT

Thank you for sharing Charlie's story with us and keeping his memory alive. I came across your site after reading the latest update about another little girl who's 5 with a brain tumor. I started tearing up there, and by the time I got to your site and read about Charlie, I was sobbing. Thank you for putting my small life's problems into perspective and being thankful for the precious things I should be! Charlie Day will be thought of by me as well!
Julie Lee
Golden Valley, MN USA - Monday, July 16, 2007 11:33 PM CDT

this is a wonderful site
dina sullins <dina.sullins@innerharbour.net>
- Monday, July 16, 2007 9:37 AM CDT

Hello Charlie Bear and Family
Was thinking of you on this morning, wanted to wish you an early birthday as it is coming up soon and I am sure your family is going to have a "Charlie Day" planned for it. Take care Cowan Family and Charlie keep watching over them as you have been.

Nikki Komraus
Nikki Komraus
Rockham, SD USA - Monday, July 16, 2007 9:00 AM CDT

my name and everything
Christina Cloud <christina_cloud@hotmail.com>
Ft. Totten, ND United States of America - Sunday, July 15, 2007 6:41 PM CDT

so sorry to hear about Charlie, this is my first time hear and just wanted to let you know you weren't alone. my daughter passed away when i was 7 months pregnant and she lived for just 2 min. and touched my life tremendously. she had spina bifida, now i have another daughter in children's hospital going thru extensive surgery trying to correct the spinal deformity she was born with as well.
Erica L. Hester <sunshinegirl_30@yahoo.com>
Hartford, AL. usa - Sunday, July 15, 2007 5:01 PM CDT

what a darling angel.my journey with my son has lasted 34 yrs he was born with cerbral palsy. may god bless you always!!!!such a gift from god....
aline williams <suthrnangel3426@yahoo.com>
laurel, ms usa - Saturday, July 14, 2007 10:21 PM CDT

Just came across your site. Reading with tears in my eyes he is such a beautiful boy. Hes a beautiful ANGEL.
Renee Olson <rolson6723@comcast.net>
Clinton Township, MI USA - Saturday, July 14, 2007 10:02 AM CDT

I just came across your page and it has really touched me. When reading the entries I probably used up half a tissue box! I couldn't even begin to imagine what it was like for your family going though SMA. It's amazing that you (and your family) remained positive through the worst times. Your family and Charlie are a real inspiration to me. Thanks!
Rachel Joram
Rochester, NY USA - Friday, July 13, 2007 11:50 PM CDT

Your baby boy was (is) one beautiful baby. You were blessed to have him for 6 months and 6 days. May God be with you as you go on with your two other children and with one always in your heart. My prayers are with you.

Ann in Tennessee
- Friday, July 13, 2007 8:57 AM CDT

I came across Charlie's story while browsing through and was so touched. I, too, lost a little boy some years ago. If only I had a web site like this it would have been a blessing.
Darlene Robinson <drobi31966@aol.com>
Hawthorne, Fl. USA - Friday, July 13, 2007 7:41 AM CDT

just a short quick little something - last night as i was picking up a bag of little puppy goodies i have in my pantry i turned the bag over and the name of the pup on the bag was "Charlee Bear". hows that for coincidence? made me very happy.
amy alpert <amy.alpert@troutmansanders.com>
forest hills, ny usa - Thursday, July 12, 2007 4:02 PM CDT

I found charlie's story while looking at another child's and would like for your family to know we will always pray for your family and Charlie's memory everyday!
Amy Morgan <amymorgan45@peoplepc.com>
Hurlock, Md USA - Thursday, July 12, 2007 12:02 AM CDT

I also ran across Charlies story viewing CaringBridge for a friend. Thank you so much for sharing your story. My thoughts and prayers are with Charlie and the family.
Jen <jenjenlbaker@yahoo.com>
Stewartville, MN USA - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 3:43 PM CDT

I also, came across Charlies story viewing CaringBridge for my friend. Thank you so much for sharing your story. Charlie was a beautiful little boy! My prayers will be with Charlie and his family.
Jenny <jenjenlbaker@yahoo.com>
Stewartville, MN USA - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 3:37 PM CDT

I RAN ACROSS CHARLIE'S STORY TODAY..I'M VERY SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS.I HAVE LOST BOTH MY PARANTS AND NOW THEY ARE ANGELS.THEY ARE ALSO MY HEROS.SO THAT IS WHAT YOUR LITTLE BOY IS(AN ANGEL)I WILL KEEP YOU IN MY PRAYERS.
FAYE HUNTER <faye112456@yahoo.com>
West Union, SC OCONEE - Tuesday, July 10, 2007 9:26 PM CDT

I ran across Little Charlie's story today while I was looking at another child. I am truly sorry, for your loss. At least you know that this beautiful little boy is with you always!! God bless you and your family!!!
Amanda Williams <amanda.williams@talecrisplasma.com>
Calhoun, LA USA - Tuesday, July 10, 2007 5:27 PM CDT

I came across this site today~ thank you for sharing Charlie Bear with us. He is a beautiful baby. He had in a short time- what many who live long never get nor give--that being LOVE!
I'm sure your son-
Charlie Bear-and my grandson-Jeremy Muffin are too peas in a pod together!
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/jeremyjones

Becky- Jeremy's G-Maw Oehmen <jeremymuffin@att.net>
St. Louis, MO USA - Tuesday, July 10, 2007 7:53 AM CDT

I was thinking of you and your Mommy today Charlie. You must be doing a good job of watching over everyone! You are such a special angel for so many people.
Barb Marg <gbmarg@hbci.com>
Winona, MN USA - Monday, July 9, 2007 12:06 AM CDT

I came across the beautiful picture of Charlie today when I was on the site for a nephew who is in the hospital, so I had to read your journal. It touched my heart. You see we lost Amy over 30 years ago and Todd nearly 29 years ago, to SMA. I understand your pain in losing a child. After all these years it still hurts. I do have wonderful memories of two beautiful children with the biggest eyes just like Charlie's.It is amazing how many lives can be touched by a child. Thank you for sharing. I see all of them running and skipping in heaven.
Sally Williamson <swill@filertel.com>
Buhl, ID USA - Monday, July 9, 2007 11:23 AM CDT

I'm so Sorry for your loss!
We send prayers
Sheena <sheenarenee040@hotmail.com>
Cedar Rapids, Iowa Usa - Monday, July 9, 2007 11:22 AM CDT

I am Thinking of Charlie today.

Sylwia Bednarska
Trenton, NJ U S A - Monday, July 9, 2007 8:36 AM CDT

Sorry for your loss, but this site is a great memory of him.
kristi lee
Jamestown, nd usa - Sunday, July 8, 2007 9:49 PM CDT

HI Cowan Family, I could not sleep so picked up my just arrived issue of Guidepost Magazine. I read the story about Caring Bridge Net.. So thought I would look it up. I came across your site. What a testament of beauty from ashes your family's journey is to all who read about your precious Charlie! Even in the wee hours before dawn, your sweet boy is touching others lives with hope and encouragement.. Thank You, Muchly
Terri Lynn Harkness <scarsn2stars@gmail.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Saturday, July 7, 2007 7:42 AM CDT

Hi Charlie Bear -- people who come to visit your website are so very, very thoughtful and passionate. I know you are watching over their loved ones, because that is what you do best. Thank you so much for being with us on our family vacation. I knew if I looked hard enough, you would show me a sign. No more obvious sign in the world than "Charlie is Here!" It brought such a big smile to all of us! We love you, and think of you each and every single day! Love infinity baby boy!!!!!!!!
Kathy Cowan, mommy to Angel Charlie
Maple Grove, MN - Friday, July 6, 2007 7:30 PM CDT

Charlie was so adorable in his picture. There is always a reason for everything, and now, Charlie is sitting in heaven looking down on all of us! God Bless, and continue to pray, and talk to God please!!!!!!!!! He will protect and comfort you, no matter what happens in your life, God is there!
Taylor
Tampa, FL US - Thursday, July 5, 2007 11:43 PM CDT

I have read your very touching story about your son Charlie. With tears in my eyes I could hardly read, I just wanted you to know that I just finished singing all of Charlies favorite songs and with the pointer in my computer I was carrasing little Charlies face. I wish there was something I could say to aliviate the pain you feel. I just want to send you and your family a big hug and to baby Charlie......a Big Kiss..... all the way to Heaven. God Bless!
Rosa Hernandez <rhernandez@avc.edu>
Lancaster, CA USA - Thursday, July 5, 2007 3:29 PM CDT

What a beautiful story and a beautiful angel. Charlie's story has touched my heart.
Kelly VanHaneghan
- Thursday, July 5, 2007 3:04 PM CDT

Your story has touched my heart. I will aways think of charlie.
Stacy Bundy <thug_luvin_2001@yahoo.com>
Menomonie, WI USA - Thursday, July 5, 2007 8:31 AM CDT

hello i just came across your sons page looking for some type of support group for parents of children with sick babies. my daughter is 7 month old and since birth has been failing to thrive she was 6.14 oz at birth and she now weighs 10.0 oz the doctors said she is at a 7 week old babys size. she has been hospitalized 3 times she is always going to the doctors and in the three times she was at the hospital 12 days each time and we still have no awnsers as to why she is ftt! we are heading to stanford now. so in saying all that i found your little charlie and his very cute smile he is so presious and a great gift God gave you for the little time he was given to your family it was so nice to see charlies sight thank you for the encouegement of his cute smile.
crystal brazil <brazils@frontiernet.net>
ca - Wednesday, July 4, 2007 12:13 AM CDT

Charlie is so beautiful! I created a webpage for my niece on caring bridge because she is ill and I stumbled onto baby Charlie's story. I was taken by his picture. I have a 6 month old baby boy named Nathan. My heart goes out to you and your family. You are so brave and so strong I am in awe and admiration of you. Just the very thought of what you have gone through brings me to tears. It is a strong reminder that we are only borrowing time here. I often look at my son and say to Jesus "I know he isn't mine Lord, I know he is yours, I thank you for choosing me to be his mother, for allowing me this honor". Baby Charlie is an angel. And even in his short time he came to do God's will. God bless you always.

Sincerely,
Martha Lucio
Martha Lucio
Cedar Park, Tx USA - Tuesday, July 3, 2007 10:12 PM CDT

Your child is absolutely adorable! His smile is so cute! Your story will help many others! A prayer goes out to your family tonight. May your son watch over you. And may you celebrate the joy he brought to your life.
A Friend in Iowa
- Sunday, July 1, 2007 11:11 PM CDT

I was on my friends carigbridge site and decited to look at some other ones. Yours was one of the first ones that i saw. Your son's eyes cought my heart. Oh what an angle. Thank you for sharing his story with me. You have no idea how it impacted my life.
Anna
- Saturday, June 30, 2007 12:07 AM CDT

We just read your story of your precious Charlie. We have been on the caringbridge site since Nov 06. My husband, John, was diagnosed with myelogenous leukemia, was in UAB Hospital in Birmingham, AL for 44 days. The rounds of chemo did not kill the cancer cells so we returned home Dec. 12, 2006 to live with leukemia. At that time he was given 6 to 8 weeks to live. That was more than 6 months ago! God touched him on Dec. 26 with our Christmas miracle. We go to receive blood transfusions about every 2 to 2 1/2 weeks and we are thanking God for each "extra" day HE has given us together. We will be praying for your family. If you would like to check our site it is, www/caringbridge/visit/johndunn.
With our love and prayers for you,
John & Sarah Dunn
Sarah Dunn <jsdunn58@aol.com>
Crane Hill, AL USA - Saturday, June 30, 2007 11:22 AM CDT

I happened upon Charlies web site today... Looking at his big bright eyes brought tears to mine... My son is almost 5 months and can't even bring myself to think of what I'd do if we lost him... Bless you and your family. Oh my how beautiful he is.

You welcome to visit our site... Visit : gabrielespinoza

LeAnn Stark <mom24nomore@aol.com>
Council Bluffs, IA USA - Friday, June 29, 2007 5:03 PM CDT

Charlie had the cutest smile I have ever seen!
KATHRYN MC
WESTLAKE, LA - Friday, June 29, 2007 12:44 AM CDT

What a cutie! You and your family are so lucky to have had God's Charlie for 6 months and 6 days. You now have a direct link to Heaven, God has truly blessed you!
Angie Johnson
Charlotte, nc - Friday, June 29, 2007 9:01 AM CDT

your beloved Charlie bear boy well forever be in your hearts ,,, thoughts ,,, minds ,, remember than one day u well see him again ,, in a dream or later as we past too the be with all the special angles ,,,your son,s storie has touch me in a way i can,t put into words ,,, he is being well cared for and watch bye god and his othere angles ,,, i have a best friend who has cancer in a few places with no hope in site to help keep her here with us ,,, i told her when she goes to be with god to look for charlie bear ,, and give him some special hugs and kiss,s from her ...also his loving fmaily ,,, is rely something to keep their love for charlie alive and true ,,,,, best wishes for them all ,,,, you are all a great family ,,,,
jenny stephenson <jstephenson60@hotmail.com >
chowchilla , ca United states - Friday, June 29, 2007 3:00 AM CDT

What a sweet little boy I:m sure he is watching over you .god bless you all
Lori Cox <sabbalicasgirl@yahoo.com>
albion , ny - Thursday, June 28, 2007 10:08 PM CDT

Hello Charlie Bear,
Was just thinking about you and your family today and decided to drop a note. I come back to your site often to check things out, and can see you are still touching people's lives.You and your family have made a lasting impression on my family and we cherish every day with each other and our three children.You are truly a "Golden Angel" Take care Cowan Family and enjoy "Charlie Day" that is coming up!!

Nikki Komraus
Nikki Komraus
Rockham, SD USA - Thursday, June 28, 2007 1:21 PM CDT

I am so sorry to hear about Charlie.But I know that he is with his Heavenly Father now and he will be eternally happy and is no longer suffering.
Morgan
GA USA - Thursday, June 28, 2007 1:01 PM CDT

I READ ABOUT CARING BRIDGE AND HOW IT BEGAN, IN A GUIDEPOST MAGAZINE TODAY. GOD IS SO GOOD. I WENT ON LINE AND FOUND CHARLIE'S STORY. HOW PRECIOUS. MAY THE LORD BLESS YOU ALL!
I LOST A GRANDSON,(CODY) WHO WAS BORN,9/11/2002 AND WENT TO BE WITH JESUS ON 9/16/2002. JUST 5 DAYS OLD.I STILL CRY AND MISS HIM VERY MUCH.MY SON AND HIS WIFE HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH ANOTHER BEAUTIFUL SON, GREYSEN THIS YEAR IN MARCH.GOD IS GOOD! MY PRAYERS GO OUT TO YOU. GOD NEEDS BABY ANGEL'S TO SEND LOVE TO OUR HEARTS SO WE MAY SHARE WITH OTHERS HOW PRESIOUS LIFE IS. BE BLESSED.
VALERIE B, <YESHUA7@ACEGROUP.CC>
HOKAH, MN USA - Thursday, June 28, 2007 3:11 AM CDT

my heart is heavy for you and my prayers will be for you to make it through this difficult time.
Many hugs and kisses

janet schlein <jaschlein@aol.com>
austin, texas usa - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 7:03 PM CDT

I am sorry for your lose but never forget he is with the angles now and will always be with you in spirit
barbara martin <barbara.martin@aquarium.org>
newport, or - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 9:54 PM CDT

Hello. I was on checking my sons site and I saw your story. I am so sorry for your loss.
My first and only son was born 3 months early and weighed only 12 ounces. He is doing well. It is stories like yours that keep me going. Just knowing that my family is as loving and supportive as yours makes me feel like there is hope.
Brian <atkinson14ba@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, June 26, 2007 9:46 AM CDT

god bless you charlie. you will always be in our hearts
stephanie byers <stephanie_tckr@yahoo.com>
desmoines, ia united states - Monday, June 25, 2007 10:45 AM CDT

Hi Charlie Bear! I continue to think about you endlessly. The girls have now cleaned out your room from their toys, and it's reminding me of when we were redoing it prior your arrival. I remember standing there looking at it and visioning a brand new baby in that room. What a thought. Who knew it would be filled with medical equipment, and a desk for round the clock nurse. It will "always" be Charlie's Room. I smiled when I heard Abby's friend over the other day and said "what happened to Charlie's Room". You forever will be in our hearts and on our minds...daily. Love you pumpkin pie!!! Your birthday is around the corner, and the girls are already looking forward to Charlie Day, and your picnic (OK, so I'm the one that is mostly looking forward to it this year!:)). Keep shining over us each day!
Kathy Cowan, mommy to angel Charlie
maple grove, MN - Monday, June 25, 2007 9:59 AM CDT

I was on this site signing a guestbook for a friend of mine when I ran across Charlie's story. I am so deeply sorry for your loss, but also so glad Charlie got to experience the love that is so obvious in your family. God Bless you.
Laura
St. Louis, MO - Sunday, June 24, 2007 10:34 PM CDT

I was on this site reading about my cousin and I stumbled across baby Charlie's site. You don't know me, but all I have to say is you and your family have tremendous strength. I know that baby Charlie is up in Heaven with no sickness. Your journal entries have brought me to tears, and when times get tough for me and my family, I will now think of what you and your family endured. God has chosen one perfect family for Charlie, and he has touched many many hearts. God Bless.
Destrie Johnson <lesndesi@yahoo.com>
Carrollton, IL USA - Sunday, June 24, 2007 9:05 PM CDT

Thank you for sharing your story. Little Charlie has blessed me today and your family. It is comforting to know that since we have the Lord we will all be reunited in heaven someday. Thanks, Shaye.
Shaye Yarbrough <syarbrough@mebtel.net>
Semore, nc United States - Sunday, June 24, 2007 1:57 PM CDT

I was reading my cousins webpage on this site and I came across your familys story. My heart goes out to you all and my prayers are with you as something like this never fully leaves your memory. I have a daughter myself and I could not imagion the process you al have been through. God gave a took your precious gift for a reason and some day when you are in heaven and reunited it will all be clear then. Thank you for sharing your story with us all. God Bless your family.
Dawn McGuire <imsmartnblonde@yahoo.com>
Simi Valley, CA United States - Sunday, June 24, 2007 1:49 AM CDT

Dear Cowan family
My heart gos out to you.This is the first time i am on this site I continue to cry. I can't even imagine what you are all going through. I know it must be very hard not think about your little boy everyday. The pain will NEVER go away, but remember he is always with you everywhere you go, someday you will see him again in a different life. Peace and Prayers to you...

Lesley
IA US - Friday, June 22, 2007 5:40 PM CDT

Dear Cowan Family, I hate to here about baby Charlie. But know that GOD is taking good care of him and he feels a lot better now. I have cried for three days thinking about what I do have and how blessed I am that out of 3 small children only one was sick. We made it though and you guys will too! GOD is in control and did it for only one reason... he liked Charlie and made him his special friend. Keep your head up and know that someone is always thinking about you!
Heather Pearce <BigBeefy@triad.rr.com>
Kernersville, NC USA - Friday, June 22, 2007 10:28 AM CDT

I came on this site to check the update on a 4 year old neighbor boy--and decided to check things out--I can't believe I'm crying--my heart feels.....painful. I don't know why but I thought I would check out your photos--needless to say my eyes met charlie's--and I started to bawl like a baby! My 3 children are at grandpa & grandma's for the weekend--but right now I wish more than ever they were here with me so I could hug them and tell them how much I love them! My heart goes out to you--and you will be in my prayers tonight! I wish I had the words to tell you....to ease your loss! But as long as he is remembered--he lives inside each one of us! He is a beautiful little angel! My heart has been touched forever!

God Bless all of you! JD Paige
JD Paige <z71redroot@yahoo.com>
Eagle Lake, MN USA - Friday, June 22, 2007 0:04 AM CDT

Thank you for sharing! What a blessing he was! Charlie will always be with you in your heart.
Gaynell <gay_nell@hotmail.com>
Shenandoah, TX USA - Thursday, June 21, 2007 1:30 PM CDT

Thank you for sharing your story about your beautiful son and family. May Charlie continue to watch over each of you from heaven. God bless you!
Robin
Metairie, LA - Monday, June 18, 2007 7:20 PM CDT

I found out about caring bridge from a friend who had her own site! He is so cute!! You and your family are in my prayers!!!
meredith hampton <flip_chick7676@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 18, 2007 1:31 PM CDT

Found Charlie's story because our Sunday paper just ran a story on the CaringBridge site. Hope there is some solace in knowing Charlie is looking down on all of you with the same love you bestowed on him.
Nancy
Oconomowoc, WI USA - Monday, June 18, 2007 9:27 AM CDT

We just lost a little girl kennis nix today. Was looking at website and seen your precious little boy. May GOd continue to bless each of these families that face something no parent should have to face, losing a child. May God bless all of you. the thomasons anniston alabama
donna thomason <thomasond@cableone.net>
anniston, al calhoun - Friday, June 15, 2007 11:08 PM CDT

What a beautiful baby!! God's Blessings to your family!!
Sarah S
Grand Forks, ND USA - Friday, June 15, 2007 11:51 AM CDT

Thanks for sharing
Jennifer McKeough <mckeough13@cableone.net>
- Thursday, June 14, 2007 10:46 PM CDT

Looking at Charlie's picture you can tell he was loved! What a precious baby and gift. My prayers are with your family.
Judy B
Broomfield, CO - Wednesday, June 13, 2007 12:31 AM CDT

Hey Charlie Bear,
Was thinking about you today..I keep you and your family in my prayers

Kathy Baltierra <kbaltierra@yahoo.com>
Hemet, ca usa - Tuesday, June 12, 2007 7:43 AM CDT

What a beautiful little angel! Your faith and strength are truly an inspiration. Thank you for sharing Charlie's story. My thoughts and prayers will be with you and Charlie. God Bless!
MacKenzie
Beavercreek, OH USA - Monday, June 11, 2007 11:40 PM CDT

Charlie was one of God's precious little angels sent to you and your family to love and adore for just a season. And I admire you for the strength that you seem to have in just the few years that it has been. It has been 16 years since my baby "Trey" went to heaven and after reading all that you've wrote I might just now be at that stage and it has been 16 years. God bless you and your family.
Danielle Whitt <daniellewhitt@charter.net>
Chesnee, SC USA - Monday, June 11, 2007 4:52 PM CDT

God Bless You.
Shelty Moss <sheltymoss@etcmail.com>
Talking Rock, GA USA - Monday, June 11, 2007 3:12 PM CDT

I loved reading about Charlie and looking at those eyes of his.
Jocelyn Whitaker <whitakers99@yahoo.com>
San Antonio, TX USA - Thursday, June 7, 2007 11:15 PM CDT

I just read Charlie's story for the first time. I couldn't get through it without crying. As a mother myself, I just stopped and thanked God for my two beutiful girls. Your story is a true inspiration. My sister-n-law has leukemia and has a site on Caring Bridge as well. She was first diagnosed in March of 2006. Her first round of Chemo placed her in remission for about 7 months. To our dismay, it came back in full force May 08, 2007. To date, she is not in remission. They will be performing another Bone Marrow Byopsy on Monday. Please place her in your thoughts and prayers. I will be doing the same for you and your family. Sincerely, Angela
ANGELA CLEVELAND <angela_cleveland@colemaneyecenter.com>
CARROLLTON, MS UNITED STATES - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 4:04 PM CDT

You guys are so brave for going through all this! I cried when I read Charlies storie! I am glad he is not suffering anymore! God bless you guys and your Family!
Rebecca <jarrett03@yahoo.com>
Moorhead, MN - Tuesday, June 5, 2007 2:38 PM CDT

Charlie sounds like he touched your lives deeply. My love is with him and your family..
Dayna
- Monday, June 4, 2007 4:53 PM CDT

I really enjoyed reading this story and Charlie sounds like a terrific and strong baby with great parents, I'm sure
May God be with you
Nancy Sampson <Macheala2004@yahoo.com>
11 Shailer Drive, CT US - Monday, June 4, 2007 1:24 PM CDT

Our thoughts are with your family. Thank you for taking the time to share.

Sarah
Tallahassee, FL - Sunday, June 3, 2007 6:47 AM CDT

YOU NO GOD MAKES NO MISTAKES.AND CHARLIE IS A BEAUTIFUL BABY.MY SON IS IN THE HOSPITAL AT HOPKINS AND THEY DONT NO WHATS WRONG WITH MY SON AT ALL.BUT GOD DO.THEY SAY HES A PUZZLE.ON MARCH 27/2007 I WAS TAKING MY SON RASHAD ON A APPT. AT THE HOSPITAL AND WHILE ENTERING THE DOOR HE DIES IN MY ARMS AND A LEADER OF THE SECURITY TEAM AND A ANOTHER GENTLEMEN PERFORMED CPR ON HIM AND BROUGHT HIM BACK.I ASKED THE DOCTORS YOU NO WHY THIS HAPPEN AND THEY SAID THEY DONT NO.YOUR SON IS A PUZZLE.BUT THROUGH IT ALL I STILL TRUST GOD NO MATTER HE DO CAUSE IN HIS WORD HE SAID MY SON IS HEALED BY HIS STRIPES.SO MY SON BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL FROM MARCH 27/2007 UNTIL PRESENT.WITH NO KNOWN DIANOSES.SITTEN THER WITH A BIG BELLY FULL OF FLUID AND A CHEST TUBE IN EACH WITH A TRACH IN HIM ON THE VENT.WITH FLUID AROUND HIS KIDNEYS AND LIVER AND LUNGS AND IN HIS LUNGS.IN PAIN MY 21MONTH OLD SON CANT EVEN TALK ALL I CAN DO IS PRAY AND KEEP HIM CALM .SO YOU BE ENCOURAGE YOU'R SO IS YOU'R BLESSING AND A CHILD OF GOD NO MATTER WHAT.YOU NO GOD GAVE YOU THE STRENGHT FOR YOU'R SON BEFORE HE WAS EVEN THOUGHT OF BY YOU .YES IT'S GOONA HURT BUT PLEASE I DONT NO IF YOU'R RELIGOUS OR NOT BUT PLEASE PRAY DAY AND NIGHT AND SAY LORD I THINK YOU.GOD BLESSYOU AND YOU'FAMILY.
TYANI PITTMAN <TYANIPITTMAN@YAHOO.COM>
ABERDEEN, MD US - Saturday, June 2, 2007 9:28 PM CDT

Although it has been several years since God called Charlie to be with him,I am sure the pain still feels like it was yesterday. There will always be the memories of the beautiful smiles, laughs, and joys that Charlie brought to you everyday. My son Jacob died March 5th of 2001. He was almost 2. Our stories may not be the same but we share the same horrible ending. You are a very strong woman and have a very strong family. Thank you for sharing Charlie's story. I will continue to pray for your wonderful family. The Bible promises we will be together someday. Know that there are alot of people thinking of you and wishing you well.
Laura H.
Rural Hall, NC U.S.A. - Friday, June 1, 2007 10:04 PM CDT

God bless you and your family.
Tasha Watson <tasha17watson@yahoo.com>
Gray , Ga USA - Friday, June 1, 2007 7:53 PM CDT

I just finished reading your last entry about that precious little son of yours named Charlie and I just wanted to say that it takes a special mom to put into words how your heart feels and I loved reading every detail about your son.

God bless you all and I have a brother that Im sure is looking out for little Charlie up there. :)
JIll <jillk43@bellsouth.net>
Anderson, SC 29621 - Thursday, May 31, 2007 3:01 PM CDT

God Bless you and your family! You will always be in my prayers.
Angela Hunt <hunta@bbandt.com>
Piedmont, SC Anderson - Wednesday, May 30, 2007 3:12 PM CDT

what a Wonderful web sight
Caroyle Wilson <geetzie_2000@yahoo.com>
Mountain Lake, MN U.S.A. - Monday, May 28, 2007 10:06 PM CDT

Please feel better soon
Erin
- Sunday, May 27, 2007 8:49 PM CDT

What a precious little angel! My prayers go out to you and your family.
Tammy Masters-Mawhinney <tbmasters31@yahoo.com>
Kenbridge, VA USA - Sunday, May 27, 2007 2:43 PM CDT

Your family was truly blessed to have had Charlie in your lives. His short life has had a lasting impact on many lives and will for years to come.
Karen Gray <jkgray@logonix.org>
Macomb, IL USA - Saturday, May 26, 2007 2:10 PM CDT

I honestly don't know what to say. I cried when reading about your son. It's never easy to lose someone you love especially a child. My mom just told me about this site and I checked it out and read your stories and they touched my heart. My thoughts and Prayers are with your family always.
Stephanie Warrington <steffeeo@yahoo.com>
Hudson Falls, NY USA - Saturday, May 26, 2007 2:07 PM CDT

God has given your family so much strength through your incredible loss. Charlie is just beautiful and I'm sure there are many, many wings holding him as I type this entry. What a brave family you are. My sympothy and love to you all. I guess you all know what it means to "live each day like it were your last." I mention that because I just had a niece with a heart transplant and she was a very sick little girl - she was "riding the fence" as the doctor put it. One very special and unselfish family Kept our little Tessa alive while just losing a very special little angel in their life. What a strong and special family you are. Gods Blessings to you ALL!
Melanie
- Friday, May 25, 2007 10:13 AM CDT

Charlie, what a beautiful baby. God is with you and my prayers are with your family.
Elaine/Angel_Wings <eshattuck1@cox.net>
- Thursday, May 24, 2007 11:07 PM CDT

HELLO. I KNOW WE DON'T KNOW EACH OTHER BUT I JUST GOT DONE VIEWING YOUR WEBSITE FOR CHARLIE. HE IS ONE GORGEOUS LITTLE BOY. I WAS ACTUALLY VISITING A WEBSITE FOR ONE OF MY FRIEND'S LITTLE GIRLS, GABRIELLE WYSOCKI. SHE IS FOUR AND BEING TREATED FOR CANCER AS IS MY MOTHER. I AM SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS BUT YOUR POSITIVE MANNER AND THE RITUAL YOU DO WITH YOUR FAMILY IS SO WONDERFUL. HE IS WITH YOU ALWAYS AND YOU ALL HAVE ONE EXTRA ANGEL LOOKING OUT FOR YOU. MAY GOD BLESS YOUR FAMILY.
JENNIFER GALIHER
NEWARK, OHIO USA - Thursday, May 24, 2007 3:03 AM CDT

I don't know you, but Charlie is the cutest little man! He is in God's hand, whole again, healthy and soring with my Angel, Andrew Collins. God Bless your family and keep you strong until you are able to hold your baby in your arms once again.
Debi Collins <debi.lynne@hotmail.com>
Fayetteville, NC USA - Wednesday, May 23, 2007 10:49 AM CDT

I was very touched with Charlie's story. I am sorry to hear about your lose. You do not know me, I was just looking through other stories and found this one. I will continue to pray for you and your family. Just remember one day you will get to see him again and he will NOT be sick. He will know who is family is. May God Bless each and every one of you.
Dawn Jeffery <mjeffery@scottsboro.org>
Scottsboro, Al Jackson - Tuesday, May 22, 2007 3:57 PM CDT

Dear Carlies Family:
I fell in love with Charlie when I first read his journal. My heart went out to this brave family. Just know that God is still taking care of him and I am sure he is the brightest little angel in God's heaven. God bless all of you. You are so loved. XGrandma XXXXXOOOOO
Eula Lee Rampi <elr352nsm@Juno.com>
Leesburg, Fl. USA - Tuesday, May 22, 2007 10:09 AM CDT

God Bless You All and Your Beautiful Angel. You are in my Prayers! Your story will continue to touch the lives of others for years to come. God Bless You!!!

Wendy Philyaw
My son's site is www.caringbridge.org/nc/blainephilyaw
Wendy Philyaw <wendy.philyaw@talecris.com, www.caringbridge.org/nc/blainephilyaw>
Smithfield, NC USA - Wednesday, May 16, 2007 10:22 AM CDT

What an inspiration Charlie is to us all! God Bless your Family and know that your sweet little angel is with you everyday.
Jaimie Wies <glfchic622@aol.com>
Tyler, TX 75709 - Tuesday, May 15, 2007 8:40 PM CDT

Hi my name is sheila i'am 16 yeard old and i was wondering how do i sign up for this just email me please

Your son is so cute but when i was little i use to have chunkey cheeks like Charlie.
sheila <sheila_reinhard@hotmail.com>
Tecumseh, Mi Tecumseh - Tuesday, May 15, 2007 4:50 PM CDT

Cowan Family,
God Bless you all, thank you for such an aspiring story of faith and love. Charlie has touched many lives and will continue to do so. You have a great family.
Kathy <kathy@twincitiesrealestate.net>
Isanti, MN USA - Tuesday, May 15, 2007 4:05 PM CDT

Charlie, You are still touching lives more than you will ever know. I have a 6 month old now and just bawled like a baby reading your story of strength. It is so comforting to know you are with God and smiling right now as we are thinking of you.
Carrie
Olathe, KS - Tuesday, May 15, 2007 10:50 AM CDT

Dear Kathy and family:

I sat last night and read through Charlie's page and what a testament to God's love! I found it strange how I came upon little Charlie Bear's page. I had received an email of a baby that has undergone some surgeries that I know indirectly from family. I enjoy hearing her progress and think what a great system this caringbridge is for EVERYONE!
Then I came upon little Charlie's page. I admire your hope and faith and could feel the love of your family, friends and perfect strangers like me. I also felt compelled to email as we lost our nephew on July 30, 2001 and he was from Beresford, SD (as I saw you have family as well from, small world.) He passed away of a degenerative disease called Canavan's Leukodystrophy. At his funeral I found out I was pregnant with our first child, what an amazing circle of life. Of course our littel guy received Samuel (his name) as his middle name. We now have 3 beautiful children and thank you for your strength as it has changed me as well. I also love your recent notes to Charlie in the guest book, Charlie was a big life in such a little body!

We visit a cabin in MN as well, the Alexandria/Glenwood area during the summer to get out of the heat in AZ. We love to get up there and spend time with extended family, as there is no place like it!

Our love to you and all of your beautiful family!

Maren Ettesvold
Phoenix, AZ

Maren <marene@sendoutcards.com>
Phoenix, AZ - Monday, May 14, 2007 10:20 AM CDT

I want to thank you for sharing your angel with me. I lost my first son when he was three days old to Vater's syndrome. I will remember you in my prayers and thoughts daily. Maybe My son, Ethan and Baby Charlie are playing on the golden streets of Heaven together.
Kelly Payne
Gadsden, Al USA - Monday, May 14, 2007 10:09 AM CDT

Hi. I know you dont know me but I just wanted to let you know that I was touched by Charlie's story. Just recently I lost my best friend to cancer. Her name is Kelly Muldoon and she also has a caringbridge site. She was 12 years old and we all miss her dearly. I hope that you and your friends and family will always stay in touch with eachother through caringbridge. It really makes a difference. I know that I always look forward to seeing what Kelly's family has written on their site. Well stay strong and keep writing. God Bless.
Katie <jessefanatic@msn.com>
Tampa, FL - Saturday, May 12, 2007 7:07 PM CDT

I was just looking at my sister's (eraleehilton) website & decided to go to other ones. This one really stood out. A baby was born on April 29, 2007 that may be my grandson. We are going to get Paternity test done. In the meantime, I have looked at that healthy child as a possible grandson & very easily could love him with all of the love a grandmother is supposed to. Now, your loss has made me realize, it does not matter if someone is related, you can still love that child, regardless because I do...I will be thinking of you & praying that God's love is with you always.....
Joyce <joycecroxton@bellsouth.net>
- Saturday, May 12, 2007 8:07 AM CDT

God Bless your family and your beautiful angel! You are all in my prayers.
Crystal Oliver
Gadsden, Al US - Saturday, May 12, 2007 4:35 AM CDT

I am very sorry to hear about your loss. I know it is hard to lose a small child. I had a cousin that passed away in 1998 at 3 month old, he had Hypo plastic left ventricle disease. I hope you stay strong. Your feelings towards the subject will always be hard to deal with, but everyday it does tend to get alittle better. Your angel charlie is in a better place now, and you will see him again someday. Stay strong. My prayers are with you and your family.
Sarah Walcheski <lilstarkiss_23@yahoo.com>
Milaca, MN - Saturday, May 12, 2007 0:21 AM CDT

Hi Pumpkin Pie Charlie! I just wanted to leave a note for you because I'm just so excited that I'm coming to be with you on Mother's Day! You have touched my heart in a way that no one else will ever be able to! It will be nice to spend some time with ALL my beautiful children! We miss you baby boy! Please send me a sign this weekend -- sunshine would be good!:)
Kathy Cowan, mommy to angel Charlie
maple grove, MN - Thursday, May 10, 2007 12:59 AM CDT

I just read about your Charlie and I got goosebumps. I empathize with you as I too am walking the same path. I have very recently lost my baby girl at the young age of 8mos22days. My heart goes out to you and your family for this is a painful road to travel. God bless you and yours.
Tracy <autumn@usa2net.net>
Astatula, Florida 34705 - Thursday, May 10, 2007 9:03 AM CDT

I was deeply touched by your story of sweet Charlie. He is a beautiful gift from God. Like you said, he is an angel. God wanted him in heaven with him and he chose you to give Charlie to him. I came across your website when I was looking at my friends site. She has cervical cancer and it's not looking good. Anyway, her name is Stephanie Vasofsky. If you want to look at her site type in stephanievasofsky. Once again, I was touched by sweet Charlie.

Lindsey <lmscott@memphis.edu>
Memphis, Tn U.S - Wednesday, May 9, 2007 10:19 PM CDT

This is my first visit to Caringbridge and yours is the first entry I've read.
My husband Matt was diagnoised with lung cancer at the end of January.
We're in the middle of a journey we never expected to take and, like you
have received so much love and support that we are daily humbled. Bless
you and your family as you move on and gain strength from your precious
memories.
Janie Brown <mbjb1204@bellsouth.net>
Mobile, AL USA - Wednesday, May 9, 2007 8:51 AM CDT

My eyes cry but my heart sings. You were blessed with memories that will last a lifetime. Those cannot be taken away. I lost my boyfriend to cancer at 30 yrs. old. April 27th 2006. All I can say is... He is home and so is Charlie. They are both beautiful angels that watch over us.
mellisa <llisa_@hotmail.com>
naples, florida us - Tuesday, May 8, 2007 10:13 PM CDT

Your family is in my prayers
Jennifer Ezell
Keithville, LA USA - Monday, May 7, 2007 12:58 AM CDT

Hi-I just wanted to write and tell you I just read all of Charlie's journal. I am a nurse at Minneapolis Children's in the NICU, and am having a very unusual quiet day.
I just wanted to thank you for sharing Charlie's journey, and for letting me have a chance to get to meet him and know him here today on his caring bridge page.
He is STILL touching lives.
Cindy
Minneapolis, MN USA - Sunday, May 6, 2007 4:49 PM CDT

Hello. my name is Allison Theisen. I read your journal entries and cried. There is a little girl I know with cancer, and she and charlie will be in my prayers tonight.
allison theisen <allison97@comcast.net>
- Thursday, May 3, 2007 10:18 PM CDT

After reading all of your entries mom, I know that you have kept Charlie alive through your words and memories. I can imagine Charlie standing close by you each day watching over each one of you, making sure you take the right path. Just know that each time you dream about him he is communicating with you. I believe this with all my heart. Dreams are the doorway between those gone before us and now. This I know from experience. Keep your hearts and minds open always and you will feel your loved one nearby. Draw upon this for your strength. You have touched so many lives little Charlie. Thank You family for sharing your story. It is touching how you have shared your life and sorrows with us all. May you find joy and peace each day of your life.

sherrye howell <r655@bellsouth.net>
batesville, ms usa - Thursday, May 3, 2007 4:51 PM CDT

Sorry to here about the lost, Charlie is a Angel looking down on you now... Your in my prayers
April Thompson <tastkat@localnet.com>
lincoln, me usa - Wednesday, May 2, 2007 9:42 PM CDT

You are an amazing family and I hope others will gain strength from reading your story. God works in many mysterious ways! Your family will be in my prayers for years to ccome!
Angela <anglalynn@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, May 2, 2007 12:29 AM CDT

I'm praying for you and your family.
God Bless.
SB
- Wednesday, May 2, 2007 7:13 AM CDT

I'm praying for you and your family.
God Bless.
SB
- Wednesday, May 2, 2007 7:08 AM CDT

I was interested by Charlie's story because some friends of mine just had a baby diagnosed with SMA type I. They are in the midst of fighting that battle now. Thank you for your encouraging words and the strength that you are showing in honoring Charlie's life.
Brittany
Clarks Summit, PA - Tuesday, May 1, 2007 11:10 PM CDT

charlie's story was very touching and brought tears to my eyes
he i at least lucky to have spent his time with such wonderful, caring people as the family that god gave him
m
- Monday, April 30, 2007 11:02 PM CDT

Dear family,
I saw Charlie's story, and it touched my heart. He has beautiful blue eyes, and such sweet smile. I am truely sorry to hear about your loss!
God Bless!
Hailee
Fort Kent, ME 04743 - Monday, April 30, 2007 4:56 PM CDT

While visiting this website to write a note to one of our soldiers injured in Iraq, I read the story about your beautiful son, Charlie. What a blessing he must have been to you all. God Bless your family.
Jody Alpers <jalpers@risd.k12.nm.us>
Roswell, NM USA - Friday, April 27, 2007 4:51 PM CDT

Your beautiful angel, Charlie, is looking down on all of you with a great big smile on his face. Thoughts and prayers are with you and your entire family always.
Christina
Burlingame, CA USA - Thursday, April 26, 2007 9:50 PM CDT

I am sitting here with tears in my eyes after reading about your little Charlie. I have eight grandchildren with the last one being an eighteen months old adorable baby girl whom we thank God that she is healthy and I hope and pray that we never have to go through the sadness you have been through.
Margaret Goodman <ameg@baonline.com.au>
Murray Bridge, South Australia Australia - Thursday, April 26, 2007 8:16 PM CDT

Dear Cowans - I read Charlies story about 2 months ago. I felt a very strong connection to you kathy and charlie. My friend had started a caringbridge page for her daughter who has ewings sarcoma. She had a stem cell transplant from her brother and is doing really well now. Unfortunately, during this time my friend developed breast cancer and within 1.5 years passed away (june 30, 2006). She has been my friend since the seventh grade (many, many years!) and reading her journal over and over comforts me.

That is how i got to Charlies site. Of course I wept throughout. Your writing was so poetic and full of emotions - i felt i was there. And I kept coming back to Charlie's spot and looking at this pictures. The one of the whole family is incredible.

I decided to read the guestbook entries after another while and think part of the reason for my "connected" feelings are 1. charlie was born on my nephews birthday (granted, not the same year) 2. your birthday is the same as my fathers 3. my sisters name is Abbe and 4. my friends name is kathy.

I hope you wont mind if charlie bear is my star and angel too. I never really believed in angels before this but i now know they exist. he is so sweet. and thank you for sharing him.
amy alpert <amy.alpert@troutmansanders.com>
forest hills, ny usa - Thursday, April 26, 2007 3:45 PM CDT

Dear Family,
My thoughts and prayers will continue to be with you all the time. I was very touched about little Charlie's story. May God Blessings Continually Rain

Bless you, Lillian
Lillian Boykin <lillian.boykin@carefirs.com>
Washington, dc - Wednesday, April 25, 2007 4:35 PM CDT

Hi I'm Kelli. Your story really made me cry and it is so inspirering to me. Just a couple months ago my neice Adrianna was diognosed with A.L.L and she has been so strong through it. At first we almost lost her her organs were shuting down on her and she was very weak. She is doing so much better and in going through treatment for it. If you would like to check out her site here it is: www.caringbridge.org/visit/adriannawagner Please check it out and Pray for here. I know how tough it is to lose a new baby Adrianna's sister passed when she was only 2 days old she had a heart problem. So I know its not easy and I will still pray for your family no matter what. You guys have such an inspiring story about your son and it is great that he lives on in your memory forever Sami live within our memories forever keep it up and keep believing.

Kelli Tandy <coyota_06@yahoo.com>
Joplin, MO United States - Wednesday, April 25, 2007 2:02 PM CDT

Your story is so inspiring! Although I don't know any of you personally...it really made me cry. You all seem so strong...I don't know how you do it. May God truly bless you!
Mandie
MN - Tuesday, April 24, 2007 7:02 PM CDT

My heart aches for your loss...I cannot even begin to imagine having to give up someone so precious after having him for such a short time...
Dawn Ferguson-Kramer <wildchilddf@hotmail.com>
Fountain, MN USA - Tuesday, April 24, 2007 2:23 PM CDT

I JUST READ CHARLIE'S STORY AND AM DEEPLY SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS. MY GRANDDAUGHTER WAS DIAGNOSED WITH CYSTIC FIBROSIS IN JULY 2006. SINCE THEN MY DAUGHTER AND SON IN LAW HAVE BEEN VERY ACTIVE IN RAISING MONEY TO HELP FIND A CURE. KARLIE HAS A TEAM IN THE CF GREAT STRIDE WALK THIS YEAR AND IT IS CALLED KARLIE'S ANGELS. MAY GOD RICHLY BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY AND MAY YOU ALWAYS FEEL THE PRESENCE OF YOUR PRECIOUS LITTLE CHARLIE.

GOD BLESS,
MARGARET
MARGARET HARRIS <MHARRIS@HOVO.COM>
WILLIS , VA USA - Tuesday, April 24, 2007 11:48 AM CDT

Thank you for sharing Charlie's life with us! My
granddaughter lost her daughter to NEC in Aug. of 2007.
She lived only 18 days but it is incredible how much we loved her!!! I know you miss Charlie and his wonderful smile and expressive eyes but I feel better knowing Little Mia has such a good-looking young man to watch over her in Heaven! May God bless you and your precious family and you will always be in my prayers!
Brenda Abbott <abbottbc@bellsouth.net>
Fort Payne, AL USA - Sunday, April 22, 2007 11:58 PM CDT

What a beautiful little Angel !
Janice Wright
Evergreen, CO USA - Saturday, April 21, 2007 2:14 PM CDT

Thank you for letting me share your heartfelt story of your beautiful little Charlie's life....I lost a son soon after his birth long ago....they didn't have sites like this then...I wish they had....I still feel the pain of his loss....I too would often look up at the stars and think of him....now I know that he is not alone...they are both wishing on a star
Gail Swanson <gpswanson06@yahoo.com>
Chicago, Il U.S.A. - Saturday, April 21, 2007 5:46 AM CDT

Charlie is a beautiful little angel. Prayers to you and your family.
Linda <linrue62@gmail.com>
Fort Walton Beach, FL USA - Thursday, April 19, 2007 9:17 AM CDT

My heart goes out to your family, but what a lucky baby Charlie was to have a family that loved him so much. My prayers are with your family. May everyday get easier.

Martha
Melbourne,, FL United States - Saturday, April 14, 2007 9:52 PM CDT

I AM VERY SORRY FOR YA'LLS LOSS AND HOPE FOR MANY WONDERFUL THINGS TO COME FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY..FOR (INFINITY):)
LAUTRIE HEETER <CHRISCHEZ9901@AOL.COM>
JEFFERSON, TX USA - Saturday, April 14, 2007 11:22 AM CDT

Reading your story has made me appreciate all the days that I have with my babies; even when things seem to go wrong. May God bless you and keep you.
Sarah Bergeron
Baton Rouge, LA - Saturday, April 14, 2007 3:18 AM CDT

That is one beautiful little man! Soulful eyes that are now flying on angels wings. God bless you and your family.
Tandi Turner <tturner@isbe.net>
Springfield, IL USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 10:17 AM CDT

I know you still miss your baby. May God bless you and your family.
Susan Vertz <susanvertz@yahoo.com>
Kansas City, KS USA - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 10:02 AM CDT

I am sadden by the loss of your little Charlie Angel, but God loves us all, and I know only to well"the loss of a child" I lost my darling Genie to MD. May God Bless your family..
Connie Milton <connie72443@aol.com>
Jacksboro, TX USA - Tuesday, April 10, 2007 7:49 PM CDT

Hi I am sorry to hear about charlie my newphew was 6 months old and the found a brain tumor and it was cancer he is now one and still fighting cancer i know charlie is looking after all the sick kids down here. God bless you and your family caringbridge site name konnorjackson
heidi cronizer <hcronize@twcny.rr.com>
durhamville, ny united states - Tuesday, April 10, 2007 1:29 PM CDT

Praying for your family.
Patti <Baybeezrme@aol.com>
West Monroe, LA USA - Monday, April 9, 2007 8:51 AM CDT

God has blessed your family, even as your time with Charlie was short, you were able to give and recieve LOVE from a very special little angle who was sent your way. May God keep peace in your heart and give you HIS strength to smile with memories. I am a flight paramedic doing critical care transport of sick and injured people. I was blessed by your story, your courage and your faith. God knows what we can handle and helps us in our times of need. Your story helps other to understand that and allows other to view LOVE even in tragedic circumstances. Thank you for sharing your angle with us...even those who did not know you, but have found comfort in your hope.
Jo Ann Van Der Kroon <jcflymedic@hotmail.com>
Tucson, AZ USA - Saturday, April 7, 2007 2:34 PM CDT

Just heard about Caringbridge on TV last night. What a neat idea! Feel so bad for you and your family. What a horriffic loss! My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. One of my daughters works in Ped. Intensive Care at Johns Hopkins Hospital in Baltimore. I've heard of these diseases through her. There are many miracles out there today, thank God, and so very sorry Charlie was not one of them and able to survive. God Bless.
dee arrington <deetennis@comcast.net >
Ellicott City, md. USA - Saturday, April 7, 2007 10:59 AM CDT

GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. I AM SURE THAT CHARLIE IS LOOKING DOWN ON YOUR FAMILY WITH A BIG BOY SMILE. THANK YOU FOR SHARING YOUR FAMILES STORY. GODSPEED
TABITHA
OCALA, FL US - Saturday, April 7, 2007 2:27 AM CDT

God bless you and your family as God has blessed you with Charlie. You will be reunited again, someday. Remember, he will always be with you, he is an "Angel". God loves you.
Laura Cochi <ccochi@rochester.rr.com>
Webster, NY USA - Friday, April 6, 2007 8:49 PM CDT

God Bless your sweet little baby Charlie and your family. I'd like to think he is an angel now watching over all of us. Thank you for sharing his story, it has touched my heart.
Amanda Wood <amandaj_wood@yahoo.com>
Wilmington, NC US - Friday, April 6, 2007 6:56 PM CDT

Being a brand new Grandmother, you have left me with tears running down my face. May God bless and keep you and your family safe and warm.
cathy mueller <cathyjmueller@hotmail.com>
- Friday, April 6, 2007 6:04 PM CDT

Our hearts go out to you and your family. May many Angels watch over you and send many blessings your way.
Pete & Penny Herrera
Wichita Falls, Tx US - Friday, April 6, 2007 5:36 PM CDT

Kathy you and your family have been so blessed. Charlie Angel was a gift from God for you take care of him and love him even if only for a short time. I lost my son last year. He had Muscular Dystrophy and wasn't suppose to live to 20 years old. But we had him 39 years. We always had the thought in the back of our minds, we encouraged him and strengthened him and he became his own person. Although for many years he could hardly walk, then he went to crutches then to the wheelchair. Not many people could understand him because his vocal cords were paralized. But he had a big heart and loved children. We hsve a 21 month old boy named Jordan (in our church) that has meningitis and we are all praying for him, he has been in a coma for some time now. There was approx 4 childen brought into the hospital in one week with meningitis. All children are Angels. I didn't mean to ramble but your story was so touching and I do know the feelings that go along with the joy. God will bring you out of the darkness into the light, and you will see his goodness. Micah 7:9 God bless
betty@macquarrie.us
Betty MacQuarrie <betty@macquarrie.us>
Farmers Branch, TX USA - Wednesday, April 4, 2007 11:04 PM CDT

This story really touched me. I am sincerely sorry for your loss. I have a cousin on this site and saw Charlies story. God bless you and remember Charlie is in a safe and happy place.!! :)
Chaska <chaska.guemmer@sendit.nodak.edu>
Hankinson, ND USA - Wednesday, April 4, 2007 12:26 AM CDT

WOW. I'm so moved by your story. I pray that this and every Easter you will find renewed faith that your Charley Bear is in the most beautiful, perfect place. God Bless You.
Renae
- Tuesday, April 3, 2007 2:02 PM CDT

What an angel your beautiful little boy is. Im so sorry for your loss, you and your family will be in our thoughts and prayers. Thank you so much for sharing your beautiful story with everyone. This site is so wonderful to be able to share stories with other and not feel so alone. Im a good listener if you ever need to talk. I also created a page for my cousin Maureen's little girl. www.caringbridge.org/visit/jessicakohut
Bless you all
Jennifer
Long Island, NY US - Tuesday, April 3, 2007 1:16 PM CDT

I'm so sorry about Charlie, but you have to remember that he's in a MUCH better place. GOD is watching over him and He always will. GOD has a plan in all of this even though it does'nt seem like it. I'm so sorry,and I will keep ya'll in my prayers
Love, Rachel

Rachel
- Monday, April 2, 2007 4:37 PM CDT

I just want to encourage you that GOD has Little Charlie right by his side. I have a little brother in Heaven also and look forward to the day I can see him again as I know you are to see Charlie. That is so wonderful how you and your family send balloons to him. Take Care and May GOD Bless you and your family.
John Ward <ndndude464@yahoo.com>
Spiro, Ok USA - Monday, April 2, 2007 2:03 PM CDT

Hey Charlie Bear its me again...I still see that you are touching peoples lives every single day...I think of you often and keep you and your family in my prayers..
Kathy Baltierra <kbaltierra@yahoo.com>
hemet , ca usa - Monday, April 2, 2007 3:14 AM CDT

Your Angel Charlie is a very special little boy... his too short life continues to touch those of us who are drawn to this page even now... more than five years after he was called to Heaven. His beautiful smile and piercing eyes will be in my heart for a very long time... his big sisters must be very beautiful young ladies and a wonderful source of pride for you I am sure... I know that Charlie is looking down on his special family and praying for you all. May his memory and the memories of all the littlest of Angels always be eternal.
Kathy Dounelis <kathydou@optonline.net>
Aberdeen, NJ USA - Saturday, March 31, 2007 10:28 PM CDT

God is merciful and is keeping Charlie safe while he awaits you.
Kathryn Lewis <klewis7272@verizon.net>
Philadelphia, PA USA - Saturday, March 31, 2007 9:08 AM CDT

Charlie was lucky to have you in his life just as you are lucky to have shared in his! You will see him again one day! I have no doubt!
Lisa Wiesbrook
Aurora, IL USA - Friday, March 30, 2007 10:43 PM CDT

As most of the other entries said I just happened upon Charlie's story. Thank you so much for sharing your memories. We should all be so lucky to love and be loved like Charlie is.
Christie
Taylorsville, Ky - Friday, March 30, 2007 3:41 PM CDT

What beautiful eyes Charlie had!! Thanks for sharing your story, it's a great way to show others how to grieve, yet celebrate life at the same time. What a blessing that your little treasure was with you for 6 months! I'm sure Jesus is taking great care of him now! God Bless, Judy
Judy
- Friday, March 30, 2007 1:40 PM CDT

HI THAT WAS A SAD STORY WELL GOD WILL KEEP THEM ALL SAFE AND HAPPY WELL I HAD A BABY BORN LITTLE AND IT WAS NOT FUN IT WAS SCARY AND IT ALL WAS FINE WELL ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS BELIVE IN GOD AND DO ALOT OF PRAYERS AND STAY ALL TOGETHER FOR THE FAMILY WELL TALK TO YOU ALL LATER GOD BLESS YOU ALL
SABRINA PAPPAS <BIGMAMASABIE@YAHOO.COM>
COALVALLEY, ILL USA - Thursday, March 29, 2007 9:17 PM CDT

I have three wonderful boys and your story made me appreciate them very much. We need to show our children every day how much we love them as I'm sure you did with Charlie. Time can sometimes be too quick but what matters most is what we do with the precious time that we have with our loved ones.
Jennifer Clark
Louisville, KY USA - Thursday, March 29, 2007 9:14 PM CDT

At first I thought I would not sign your guestbook because what I would say you have heard from so many others but after reading your journal and some of the recent signings I knew that by signing and letting you know that someone else has read about Charlie Bear that I am paying tribute to you all. God bless you, your family and your beautiful boy, Charlie. What a remarkable woman you are.
Tina <tina@twinger.com>
- Wednesday, March 28, 2007 10:32 PM CDT

Hi again, Charlie Bear! I now know why you came to me in those dreams a few nights ago! I was SO blessed to share you, and your story, yesterday not just one time, but 2 times. What a proud mommy I am of you!!! I love you and miss you by the minute. I simply cannot wait until we can be together again. Love you infinity!
Kathy Cowan, mommy to angel Charlie
Maple Grove , MN - Wednesday, March 28, 2007 1:07 PM CDT

Hey I'm so moved ny Charlies story. Right now I'm activly donating to caring bridge because 2 of my friends have lukemia and one has a deadly staph infection called MRSA. I stumbled across Charlie's story and cannot believe how moving it was! tears are still streaming down my face. I have no children of my own as I am only twelve but I have a certain soft spot for todlers and babies. Your family and Charlie will remain in my prayers forever more and I can only imagine what you went through.
Hannah Steen <hannahbanana3618@aol.com>
Katy, Tx. United States - Tuesday, March 27, 2007 4:07 PM CDT

I, too, stumbled across Charlie's website. I don't know what to say other than I am exceptionally moved by Charlie and your whole family. I've just finished reading the entirety of your journal entries for Charlie --beginning to end. As I read this I still have tears streaming down my face. I have an 11 year old son, a 3 year old daughter and am 7 months pregnant. I do cherish my children and show/tell them how much I love them daily (to the point I probably annoy them) but I will hug them just a bit tighter and longer from now on. I'm so sorry for your loss but so grateful for the gift of Charlie to our world and, sadly grateful for the angel he has become. I will continue to think of and pray for your family and Charlie. I have the utmost admiration for you and your family. You've lived what we as parents dread, and come out shining.
J <irishreds9@comcast.net>
DE USA - Monday, March 26, 2007 9:02 PM CDT

Came across your site and Charlie a beautiful little boy,
God is now taking good care of him. Know you have treasurer
all of your 6 months and 6 days with him, the best days of your life.
May god Bless all of you.
Ellen Pringle <epri307@aol.com>
Newark, DE USA - Monday, March 26, 2007 8:44 PM CDT

I was so touched by your son's site. I found it when I was checking my daughter's site. She is six months old now, so it made me appreciate her even more. The Lord truly blessed you with your little boy; I wish you hope, joy and peace and a blessed Easter season.
Sharon Verbeten
De Pere, WI - Monday, March 26, 2007 7:06 PM CDT

Hi Charlie Bear! We continue to hold you in our hearts every single day! Thank you for sending me those special dreams last night. I may need to go to your Aunt Stella and have her decipher one of them. I'm not sure about that one, Pumpkin, but you now have my full attention! I think about you every second, of every minute, of every day beautiful boy. Please continue to watch over your daddy, and your two big sisters -- they continue to keep me on my toes! Love you infinity little boy!
Kathy Cowan, mommy to angel Charlie <kathycowan@comcast.net>
Maple Grove , MN - Monday, March 26, 2007 11:57 AM CDT

I happened to see your beautiful website when I was checking in on my son's website. Your story is amazing thank you for sharing Charlie's journey with us/// I am so sorry for your families loss....
Amy from Minnesota
Amy <johnandamy82@hotmail.com>
DL, MN USA - Monday, March 26, 2007 3:15 AM CDT

Hey, my little cousin was in caring birdge hospital for a week for epilepsy, it was one of the most scary times of my life. Charlie was a beautiful, beautiful baby. His eyes really caught me. I can only imagine what its like to lose a baby, i am very sorry, very sorry for your lose. but i do beleive he is in a better place.
kimmy <timothey65@yahoo.com>
international falls, mn us - Sunday, March 25, 2007 3:29 PM CDT

I certainly didn't know your Gorgeously Handsome son, Charlie but I can tell by reading that he left a "Giant Mark" on the world.He has deeply touched so many hearts and reminded everyone through his sacrifice and yours of the fragility of life. May we all stay humble with gratitude for the privilege of life and God's gifts.
Betty Mann <bjmann@carolina.rr.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Sunday, March 25, 2007 9:20 AM CDT

I happened upon your son's page, and thought I would send a note to say how beautiful he is! I am so sorry for your loss. Bless your family!
Terri Speer <speer3@insightbb.com>
Oolitic, IN USA - Sunday, March 25, 2007 3:03 AM CDT

my deepest sadness goes out to you and your family. It has been a while since your son departed bkut remember he always live on no matter what. He was an angel and still is an angel. Sorry for your lost.
maggie <medaliao@aol.com>
elizabeth, nj union - Friday, March 23, 2007 10:27 PM CDT

Dear Cowan Family, What a beautiful angel you have. I'm deeply saddened for your loss. I came across your journal when I was checking updates on my dear friend. Her 13 mon old daughter just had a brain tumor removed and have found out that it is cancerous. Please pray for her and her family. I wanted to share with you how I have created the same "balloon" traditions. My parents passed away together on 3/28/2006. I sometimes have a hard time comming to terms that I am an orphan at age 33. I have 2 young beautiful daughters (age 5 & 16 months)that keep me going every day(not to mention my wonderful husband). This past Sunday was my moms b-day so I took my girls to pick out balloons. Tears filled my eyes as we stood in our backyard and my 5 yr old belted out as loud as she could(so grandma would hear her!!) the happy b-day song then we kissed each balloon(a bazillion times!)before we sent them up in the sky to Grandma in heaven. I'm sure Grandma Rosie has taken Charlie under her wings and will keep an eye on him till ya'll meet again. Thanks for the inspiration and knowing that time will heel all. I chose a special song to play at the funeral--you should listen to it sometime. It is by a Christian singer named Chris Rice called "Untitled Hymn/Come to Jesus" my daughter loves to sing it all the time for Grandma. God bless your family and I'll look for the bright Charlie star.
kim magnuson <jkmagnuson@sbcglobal.net>
pearland, tx usa - Friday, March 23, 2007 0:00 AM CDT

hey i was visitin the caringbridge site to offer my best wifhes n good luck to another family but came across yours n just couldnt move on without writing something for you. i cant say i understand wat u've gone through but i am sure i couldnt havebeen able to muster half the strength u showed. i wish u all the good luck in life....tak care:-)
charu sharma <charu_88@rediffmail.com>
chandigarh, india - Thursday, March 22, 2007 10:36 AM CDT

I was on here at work looking at another site and seen Charlies. God Bless You and Your Family. It just breaks my heart. But we also know know God has a BEAUTIFUL Baby Boy ANGEL in his arms to watch over you.
Lori <loralyn5@yahoo.com>
Covington, IN USA - Wednesday, March 21, 2007 12:45 AM CDT

I came across Charlie's website Sunday as I was visiting another Caringbridge site. Tears streamed down my face as I read your story. I was so saddened to hear of your loss. Your family came to my mind tonight and I thought I would visit again. I know that with each passing year we learn to deal with our heartaches but it never gets easy. Sometimes the pain is still so real that it seems like only yesterday. My prayer is that God will continue to help you all during those rough times. God bless you all.

Kristi Matthews
Kristi Matthews <kristimatthews@earthlink.net>
- Tuesday, March 20, 2007 10:11 PM CDT

ITS 2007 AND I AM JUST READING THIS CRYIN AT WORK IAM SO SORRY. I WAS READING ABOUT A 3 YEAR OLD WHEN I CAM ON THIS STORY. MY HEART BREAKS FOR YOU.

GOD BLESS YOU AND REMEMBER CHARLIE IS A ANGEL IN HEAVEN
LOVE MARY
MARY HICKS <maryboo1955@yahoo.com>
PRAIRIEVILLE, LA U.S.A - Tuesday, March 20, 2007 8:57 AM CDT

Hello to Charlie's family!
I don't know too what drew me to read your journal entries and look into your story...but after finishing them all, I believe, as you do too, that is Charlie's star that had shine and showed me the way to your journal. He was leading me to meet you and hear about him, his and your love for him.
I honestly could not stop crying all the way while reading your recordings. As a mom of a two year old boy diagnosed before birth with a rare genetic disorder, Trisomy 18-mosaic, my heart goes to you and your family. Your are a great inspartaion for me and an encoragment I need. Thank you for sharing your story and your feelings, thank you for meeting me with Charlie. I feel stronger by knowing him and you, and your family. Love is everything; it is the only thing that keeps us nourished.
All my love to you and your family and�all my heart to your little angel.
Love,
Milena, CA, USA

Milena Popov <popov_milena@yahoo.com>
Milpitas, CA USA - Monday, March 19, 2007 11:11 PM CDT

This story was soo... touching for a baby that age. I feel soo.. bad!
Danielle Matz <PrincessDCM@OptOnline.Net>
- Monday, March 19, 2007 8:07 PM CDT

I don't know what drew me to Charlie's page today but I was drawn to read every one of your journal entries...
My heart was so touched by the sadnees and pain that you had to endure as a mother but uplifted by the strength with which you were somehow able to get through...
I hope all in your family continue to heal, grow and embrace the special gifts that the existance of Charlie brought into your lives...
I will be looking out for his star in the Florida skies...
Marjorie
Naples, FL United States - Monday, March 19, 2007 11:40 AM CDT

I had a son die too so I know how ya'll feel but now you have your own special angel to look over you.
Betty Callis
Dickson, TN usa - Monday, March 19, 2007 10:57 AM CDT

Cowan family,
I first read of Charlie about two years ago and tonight see that he continues to inspire people. Please know that I continue to pray for your angel Charlie and your family. Blessings on you for relating your Charlie stories.
Elena
Arlington Heights, IL USA - Sunday, March 18, 2007 10:33 PM CDT

I was looking on the internet and came across Charlie's Website. I just wanted to tell you you had a beautiful boy. When I first saw his picture his smile melted my heart. I'm so glad you found God's love through this tough time, I'm sure Charlie's up there smiling down on you.

God Bless,
Brittany
Brittany Radford
dripping springs , tx us - Sunday, March 18, 2007 10:21 PM CDT

Hi Angel Charlie. You are still the brightest star in the sky! We love you infinity!
Kathy Cowan, mommy to Angel Charlie
Maple Grove, MN - Thursday, March 15, 2007 8:23 PM CDT

i have cancer to but i know it will be ok.
Andrea Saavedra <andyangel11@yahoo.com>
helotes, tx - Thursday, March 15, 2007 6:41 PM CDT

God rest your sweet lil baby
Kari Johnson
Whitefish, MT USA - Thursday, March 15, 2007 5:43 PM CDT

Your son was beautiful - the all-time favorite picture is priceless, as was every moment you had with him. Prayers to all of you as you continue the journey with Charlie Angel watching over you.
Tara <rudser2001@warpdriveonline.com>
- Tuesday, March 13, 2007 3:25 PM CDT

HI MY NAME IS RACHEL I AM 26 MOTHER OF 4 I HAVE 3 GIRLS AND ONE BOY AND IM PREGNANTWITH MY 5 AND ITS ABOY .I NNO IT DONT MEAN MUCH BUT I HAVE READ EVERYTHING ABOUT CHARLIE AND I CANNOT EXPLAIN HOW MUCH GOD HAS LET ME FEEL YOUR HURT .JESUS LOVES YOUR FAMILY SO MUCH AND TIME HEELS SO MUCH YOUR LOSS HAS PROBABLY SAVED ALOT OF PEOPLE.ITS SURE SAVED MINE AND OPENED MY EYES JESUS LOVES YOU.AND I WILL KEEP YOU IN MY PRAYERS 4EVER RACHEL GEORGE.
rachel <rachelgeorge06@comcast.net>
acworth, ga - Monday, March 12, 2007 8:39 PM CDT

What a wonderful family and celebration of Charlie's life you've documented. I am a mother and work in labor and delivery. I cried as I read your one year remembrance. I have a coworker newly diagnosed with a sarcoma so was curious what this caring bridge sight was. God Bless you all and especially Charlie!!!!!
Terri Blando
Plymouth, MN USA - Sunday, March 11, 2007 9:31 PM CDT

I didn't know Charlie but his story on Caringbridge touched my heart since my 2yr old nephew just left PICU at Childrens in St. Louis. He was on life support for over two weeks and we've just heard that he indured brain damage through his medical ordeal, not to mention his rare genetic disorder. It's heart braking!!! I pray that your family continues to remember and cherish the days you spent with Charlie and that your story continues to encourage others. I don't know what will happen with my nephew or how long we'll have him. I did learn that no matter the outcome, we will have him forever. Thank you.

Luz Rodriguez <luzmcalle@yahoo.com>
Saint Peters, MO 63376 - Friday, March 9, 2007 1:23 PM CST

I JUST CAME ACROSS CHARLIES SITE WHILE VISITING ANOTHER, AND I HAD TO SIGN HIS GUESTBOOK. HEAVEN IS SURELY A LITTLE BRIGHTER WITH CHARLIE THERE. GOD BLESS YOU AND YOURS.
CRYSTAL CARPENTER
ORMA, WV US - Thursday, March 8, 2007 5:00 PM CST

I think that it is wonderful that you are able to remember, cherish, and be thankful for the amazing times that you were able to share with your son. His story is truely touching.
Kristine
MN - Thursday, March 8, 2007 4:50 PM CST

I just found your site as I was visiting another little boy's site. I am so sorry for your loss. I visited your pictures and Charlie was a very sweet, handsome looking baby boy. I thank God that he got to know his family a little bit before going home with the Lord. It is hard to hear that God makes no mistakes but one fine day you will all meet again.
Brenda Cunningham <brenda.l.cunningham@delphi.com>
Warren, OH USA - Thursday, March 8, 2007 1:19 PM CST

Just found your site, and saying prayers for you all. Sorry about the loss of your precious boy. It's all part of God's plan and He doesn't make mistakes. Your boy is still with you, you just can't see him!
Sheila
WI - Thursday, March 8, 2007 12:25 AM CST

I think it is wonderful how everyone comes together to help each other on this website. I learned of this from a baby in our town who has tay-sachs her name is Molly Grace Jordan. May God be with you and all the families on here.
Melanie
Corbin, KY United States - Wednesday, March 7, 2007 2:07 PM CST

GOD BLESS YOU ALL....BABY CHARLIE IS TRULY HOME....I PRAY GOD'S FAVOR OVER YOUR LIVES AND HEART'S....I THANK GOD FOR LETTING YOU CARRY LITTLE MAN, AND GIVE BIRTH TO HIM AND FUFILL GOD'S PLAN FOR HIS LITTLE LIFE...YOUR LIVES WILL BE FOREVER BLESSED....I LOVE YOU ALL.......WHEN YOU FILL SAD,JUST LOOK UP AND SMILE....
Jo Lynne Sutherland <jlswys5505@yahoo.com>
Montgomery, Tx. USA - Tuesday, March 6, 2007 12:39 AM CST

I peek in on Charlie Angel's site every so often since setting up my husband's. Charlie sure keeps things in perspective. Hope your family is doing great.
Kathy Desmond
S. Windsor , CT - Sunday, March 4, 2007 6:06 PM CST

hi my name is nicole and i just wanted to let you know that i am praying for your family through this difficult time.I lost my 6 month old nephew Isaac Pierce in may.I was looking at his pictures on caring bridge and came across your beautiful son.God Bless
nicole <keefamily@frontiernet.net>
godeffroy, ny - Sunday, March 4, 2007 0:26 AM CST

To the Parents & family of Baby Charlie, My what an adorable baby, I know you miss him terribly. His pictures are beautiful. I'm writing because I now have a great-grandson in Riley Hospital in Indpls., In. He was born Feb. 19, 10lb. 3 oz. and at 8 hrs old, he had to have a heart cath, and at 8 days he underwent Open Heart surgery, and this CaringBridge is so wonderful to keep in touch with my grandaughter. He's doing well, thank God. God bless you & your family.
Barbara Keen <keenmktg@hrtc.net>
Knightstown, IN. USA - Saturday, March 3, 2007 1:57 PM CST

I think your son is beautiful. I often come on caring bridge to visit friends websites...my curiousity was peeked when I saw his little blue eys looking at me. Just someone from Duluth
Tara
- Friday, March 2, 2007 6:53 PM CST

Thank God for Charlie he is beautiful he puts my life in a different light. I thank you for letting his light shine.
Taffie Dudley
Bristol, CT USA - Friday, March 2, 2007 10:52 AM CST

Thank you for sharing this part of your life with us. May God continue to give you the "peace that passes all understanding."
Evelyn Blurton
Madison, MS USA - Friday, March 2, 2007 8:56 AM CST

Charlie's story is such a beautiful story. Its a beautiful thing to see the love and support that comes from people that you have never met. You're story has truly touched my heart. I have no doubt that Charlie's legacy will live on forever. May God bless you and your family, he has once by giving you Charlie and I know he will continue to do so. Thank you for sharing Charlie's story, God bless!
Sarah Rowe <SarahERowe@comcast.net>
Raymore, MO USA - Thursday, March 1, 2007 8:10 AM CST

I just learned of this website about a month ago, when my 12 year old niece was diagnosed with ALL (leukemia). She lives in Austin, Texas, and I'm in Memphis, TN. I've been able to keep up with her ups and downs through this website.

I just took the opportunity to look through other stories, and yours stole my heart. Thank you for sharing your story. It truly means a lot to me, as well as to others.
Kelly Collins <kcollins@scsk12.org>
Memphis, TN USA - Tuesday, February 27, 2007 2:33 PM CST

Thank you for sahring your story. I just learned of this web site from an article in my local paper about Brayden Breaux. This an amazing web site!! God bless you and your family. Charlie is a little angle that will be with you always!!
Yaka Giroir <giroirm@bellsouth.net>
Houma, La. - Tuesday, February 27, 2007 1:29 PM CST

Thank you for sharing your little boy's story with all of us. It has meant so much to be able to see all the support.
Randi Stock <kndtsmmrandi@aol.com>
La verkin, utah United states - Tuesday, February 27, 2007 11:57 AM CST

You have so much love and such strong faith. I know Charlie is your angel, and while I can't say why he had to suffer in this material world, or you did, I know he is happy and free and in a better place, and that your immense love for him has made a huge difference in this world. Love is all that matters, and we are all here for a relatively short time, and I thank you for the great love you have shown to Charlie and to others. Be strong and know how important your love is ... and how much Charlie loved you.
e m
- Monday, February 26, 2007 0:21 AM CST

May God bless you and your family. What strength Charlie and your family and friends showed. Charlie has his pair of wings now and is watching over you. Thank you for your story. A young 16 year old girl from my community was in a serious car accident along with 3 other youngsters that lost their lives, slightly over 1 week ago. A caringbridge site was made for the survivor to keep us all updated. That is how I learned over your site. So, from El Paso, Illinois, your family is in my thoughts and prayers as well. Keep the strength.
Lenette Trantina <allen_lenette@yahoo.com>
El Paso, IL USA - Sunday, February 25, 2007 8:13 PM CST

May the peace and love be with you forever.
Pam Lanning <pamlanning@yahoo.com>
Crooksville, Oh US - Sunday, February 25, 2007 5:46 PM CST

What a beautiful and precious baby....Charlie!
Praying that GOD will hold you all close and that the GOD of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in HIM!
Anne Love <annelove412@comcast.net>
Hattiesburg, MS US - Saturday, February 24, 2007 8:25 PM CST

I just learned of the caringbridge site. We have a student from our school that we are all praying for and I thought I would look to see who else needed a prayer. I see that you all still keep up with your guest. I will keep your family in my prayers. To lose such an angel. He was so beautiful. You have a beautiful family. Let God keep you all close.
Susan
Susan Goglia <sgoglia@lcisd.org>
Richmond, Tx Ft. Bend - Saturday, February 24, 2007 9:32 AM CST

I KNOW THAT YOU ARE VERY BLESSED. FOR SEE AN ANGEL IS THE GREATEST GIFT YOU CAN EVER HAVE. YOU HAVE A PERSONAL ANGEL TO WATCH OVER YOU. MANY OF US ARE LUCKY TO HAVE AN ANGEL GIVE US A HAND FROM TIME TO TIME BUT YOU AND YOUR FAMILY WILL ALWAYS HAVE SOMEONE WATCHING OUT FOR YOU.

GOD LOVES YOU AND EVERYTHING YOU DO FOR HIM.
YOUR FAITH IS STRONG.
WITH LOVE,

MEAGAN
MEAGAN <FLYGURLFROMLA@AOL.COM>
LA - Friday, February 23, 2007 5:05 PM CST

Sorry to hear about your loss I just lost my son to cancer William He was 16 years old. God bless you. Take care.
Donna Mcinnes <dreamjoy_mcidonna@yahoo.co.uk>
Wingham, ONT Canada - Friday, February 23, 2007 9:16 AM CST

Sorry to read about your loss, of your beautiful angel Charlie. I lost my nephew at two days old, He died on Valentine's Day 2004.It does seem like yesterday as the pain returns and is so vivid. But we are thankful to God as you are to have had the time we did with our little Gabriel. Hopefully the two boys are having a great time in heaven and not being too rowdy! God Bless
connie <rndennert@wi.rr.com>
mukwonago, wi - Thursday, February 22, 2007 11:18 PM CST

I just learned about this website and Charlie's story. This is the most amazing story I have ever read, i cried through out almost the whole story. God Bless you all and most of all GOD BLESS CHARLIE!!
Amanda Schmidt <aschmidty69@hotmail.com>
Saint James, MN USA - Thursday, February 22, 2007 8:17 PM CST

I am SO sorry for what happened to Charlie, he was a VERY BEAUTIFUL baby. I will be praying for your family and others.
Grace Basinger <bballgrace2011@aim.com>
Columbus Grove, Ohio United States - Thursday, February 22, 2007 5:35 PM CST

I just now learned about this site, from a friend who's niece has been diagnosed with lukemia. Sorry about charlie, sorry I wasn't able to be there for you in your time of sorrow. But I want you to know I'll be keeping you in the same prayers as other families and patients.
Teresa Mize <motee66@hotmail.com>
Kirbyville, Mo Boone - Thursday, February 22, 2007 4:19 PM CST

he was sooo beautiful. i cannot imagine what you all have been through and i'm sure are still going through. this story has touched me so much!!! i have an 8 month old at home and i cannot imagine. you all are so strong. keep your heads up. thanks for sharing your touching story.
erin <www.lovebug_777@hotmail.com>
billings, mt - Tuesday, February 20, 2007 0:48 AM CST

Hi Cowans -

I was thinking about you guys which again drew me to Charlie's site for probably the thousandth time. It is truly amazing - but not at all surprising - how many people Charlie's story has touched. My memories of Charlie and those great big, beautiful eyes are still so vivid. I consider myself truly blessed to have known him.
Ann Stuckey <astuckey@milwaukee.org>
Delafield, WI - Monday, February 19, 2007 2:26 PM CST

my prayers are with yall
Beth <BethBiddle@hotmail.com>
magnolia, ar usa - Sunday, February 18, 2007 4:33 PM CST

I just read your situation, and I will silently say a prayer for you. As my grandma says, God listens to everybody, but especially chidren (I'm 11). I hope God blesses you with the little miricle of children to come. It is very hard to lose someone you created, you are a part of. I, of course, have not had any kids, but my mom had 3 miscarriages before she gave birth to myself and my 7 year old brother. I visit this site because my grandma was just diagnosed with cancer. I hpe God has good plans for you in the future.

Lexi Swick
Lexi Swick <lxeswick@bellsouth.net>
Summerville, SC US - Friday, February 16, 2007 12:18 AM CST

I ran across your site as I was looking thru the caringbridge site. A good friend of mine, her 15 year old daughter was just diagnosed last thursday with Cronic Leukemia. I read your whole Journal entry through tears streaming down my face, you were truelly blessed with a wonderful beautiful Little Angel who will always be looking down on you & your family. God & Heaven are so lucky to have such a wonderful Angel with them now. Just remember you will see your Little Charlie Bear again one day. Everytime I look into the sky at night & gaze at the stars I will always look at the little dipper and know that Your Little Charlie Bear will always be looking back. May God be with you & your family always. God Bless!!!!
Rita Draher <draher@bellsouth.net>
Snellville, GA USA - Friday, February 16, 2007 10:19 AM CST

My prayers go out to you and your brave family. What you have written about your beautiful baby and the 6 glorious months and 6 wonderful days you had with him is a wonderful celebration of his life. I am sure he is 'contacting' you and always nearby. Know now that he is healed and very happy, and your love carries him on.
I happened to find your journal entry while reviewing journal writings of dear friends whose 27 month old son had surgery this morning for bilateral kidney tumors (after weeks of required chemo).
At this time I don't know the outcome of the surgery and prognosis as it has not been posted yet....
Please say prayers for Noah Meyer....you are wonderful courageous people.
gretchen hart-vonKeller <grethart111@msn.com>
Trinidad, CO United States - Thursday, February 15, 2007 6:28 PM CST

Happy Valentines Day!!!!!!!!!!!

CHARLIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOUR SISTER MAGGIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Maggie Cowan
Maple Grove, MN U.S.A - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 8:58 PM CST

Your story is very touching. I cry when i think about Charlie- just the thought of having to go through that. Im very very sorry. Charlie is in a better place now with no pain and suffering. A good friend once told me that your loved ones are always around you. "All the pain and suffering is gone now, Every restless tossing past, Charlies safe at home in heavan at last."
Lindsey
A-Town, WI USA - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 9:26 PM CST

While reading about this site I stumbles upon your site. May God bless you and your family as the days go by knwoing the pain of your loss. I lost my husband at 39 years old and I understand the sadness you feel. God speed to you for peace and serenity.
Leslie Scafedi <kostewicz@comcast.net>
Lower Burrell, pa usa - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 8:32 PM CST

I was trying to get to someone's caring bridge site and somehow stumbled upon Charlie's..My deepest sympathy goes out to you and those that knew and loved your little boy..Charlie knows the great unknown now and someday you will all be united..Find comfort in all the memories you hold near to your heart of little Charlie..God Bless him and all of you..
Anita
San Clemente, ca usa - Monday, February 12, 2007 3:32 PM CST

Charlie was born on the same day as my twin boys. As I saw that my heart sunk to the pit of my stomach. I can not begin to imagine my life without them. You must be a very strong woman. I pray that God will continue to give you strength and that the memory of Charlie will live forever.
Robin
San Angelo, TX u.s. - Monday, February 12, 2007 9:31 AM CST

Your site about your son really touched my heart. But we dont have worry we will see him again healed by the masters srong hand. He was a very handsome young man happy looking fellow. May the lord continue to heal your hearts of the loss. But will be reunited again soon and very soon. Love friend in christ ,
Pamela Torrence
Pamela Torrence <miracles06@mchsi.com>
Sylvester, Ga USA - Sunday, February 11, 2007 8:46 PM CST

The courage and strength that you and your family possess is overwhelming. Charlie was such a beautiful lil' man and their is absolutely no doubt that he is in heaven smiling down. Thank you for sharing Charlie's story, praying for you and your family always!
Jessie <jnash2@telus.net>
Grande Prairie, AB Canada - Saturday, February 10, 2007 10:53 AM CST

hi..i jsut found your story..its so sad that you lost your beautiful precious baby boy..i have two teenagers and a 10 week old baby boy..i cant even begin to imagine what you went through...
janette
pakenham, vic australia - Friday, February 9, 2007 10:53 PM CST

I just stumpled across this website and found myself on Charlie's page, God has a beautiful angel!! I lost my niece when she was 4 so I can relate to were you are coming from. Losing a child is something we will never be able to understand, but at least we have the promise we will be with them again. I will be praying for your family because it has been almost 3 years since Mary Kate died and not a day goes by we don't think about and miss her and I know you understand that better than I ever can. I pray God bless you and your family!
Kimberly
- Thursday, February 8, 2007 9:43 PM CST

People are still being touched by your beautiful little boys life and by your sweet willingness to share him and your struggles with us. thank you and God Bless you and lift you up when you need to be carried! God is Good.. All the time!
Heather <heather_stam@yahoo.com>
spring hill, tn usa - Thursday, February 8, 2007 9:25 PM CST

charlie is a beautiful boy...i know the pain of losing a child , and now a grandchild. God does ease your pain in time. thank you for sharing ........
donna <gary_and_donna@hotmail.com>
kc, ks U.S.A. - Thursday, February 8, 2007 3:54 PM CST

Cowan Family,
I find myself coming back so often to look at those beautiful eyes of Charlie Bear. I think of him often when our children speak of there angels in heaven watching down on them. Your family has a special angel watching over you and you can see that through the signs that he has sent. As I have mentioned before your family is an inspiration to others and I remeber to cherious each moment with our three children each and every day, not knowing what is to come the next. Continue to think of your family often and little Charlie Bear!!!! Take Care.
Nikki Komraus
Rockham, SD 57470 - Thursday, February 8, 2007 1:43 PM CST

Charlie is such a beautiful boy!!! We actually share the same birthday and finding his site is another sign of his as I was visiting another friend's site on Caring Bridge, and for the first time went to Caring Bridge's main page and was reading stories and Charlie's was the first one I read.... My thoughts and prayers are with you all...
Shannon
Queens, NY USA - Thursday, February 8, 2007 8:16 AM CST

What a beautiful smile! I can just picture him smiling down on you now... I have a sweet little nephew in St. Judes right now fighting Neuroblastoma and I came across Charlie's story while visiting his website. (Brady Burford) I have a three 1/2 year old little girl and another baby due in July. I, as a Mother, can not imagine what your heart has endured and I pray that many happy thoughts continue to flood your memory so that there is no room for sadness... so you know that Charlie is still right here with you... always will be....
Stephanie Kennon <daisyangel28@yahoo.com>
San Antonio, TX United States - Wednesday, February 7, 2007 2:24 PM CST

I can't say i understand but in a way i do.My son is 6months and has a rare disease called NOMID,and there is no cure.It's devistating but god gives us only what he knows we can handle.God bless your entire family.And if you would like to know more about my son,just type in Skylar Rohner.Again god bless you all.
Christina Rohner <www.crohner@wi.rr.com>
Racine, WI USA - Monday, February 5, 2007 9:41 PM CST

As a mother of a 3 month old I can't imagine what your family went through and is still going through today. God Bless You!
Sharon B. Hale <tomandsharonhale@msn.com>
Tuscaloosa, AL USA - Monday, February 5, 2007 2:48 PM CST

I've just started a website for my husband who is undergoing chemo for NHL. Writing the updates is so helpful to me as I organize my thoughts and think of the many friends and family who rely on these updates - thank you for your thoughts on your son's journey - you are an inspiration!
Judy ODwyer
Newark, OH US - Monday, February 5, 2007 8:03 AM CST

I was on the care bridge site cheaking on my brother and i couldnt help but notice your beuatiful son.i cried over and over again. god bless you and your family.
jillian <cutesweetsense@yahoo.com>
hudson, florida america - Sunday, February 4, 2007 7:53 AM CST

Wow!!!
John Bullington <revboy14@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, February 3, 2007 9:11 PM CST

What a beautiful son! As the grandmother of 3 beautiful boys, 6, 2, and 5 months, I can not imagine what your family went through. I find comfort in the thought that God loves them better than we do. God Bless you and yours.
Linda
GA USA - Saturday, February 3, 2007 2:33 PM CST

I have visited before and find myself still coming back to sign in and let your family know just how much you have inspired so many people. I hope you are all staying warm over there in Minnesota as it is absolutely freezing here in South Dakota. I'm sure it is not much better there. Angel Charlie is absolutely GEORGEOUS!!!! God Bless you and your WONDERFUL family.
Thinking of you always................................
Ashley
Ashley Zens <azens@amfam.com>
Zell, SD - Wednesday, January 31, 2007 2:46 PM CST

Charlie is an angel in God's arms and he is looking down over you. He was such a beautiful spirit and is still now.
Sharon Allert <brwneyedgirl1961@yahoo.com>
Kenner, La U S A - Wednesday, January 31, 2007 11:19 AM CST

I just wanted to say your little boy was beautiful and i know he is still just as beautiful and is always with you! your in my prayers
Cyndi <jordensmommy1@yahoo.com>
brainerd, mn USA - Wednesday, January 31, 2007 9:13 AM CST

Memories do last a lifetime!

The Rohm Family
Kathy Yowell-Rohm
Charlottesville, VA USA - Tuesday, January 30, 2007 10:28 PM CST

just want to say you are very stronge parents and you have a handsome little boy and I say have because he will always be with you .God bless you and you and your family I just dont know what I would have done
FELICIA GRANADOS <chicfeathers@yahoo.com>
Norwood, n.c Stanly - Tuesday, January 30, 2007 8:50 PM CST

Touching story. May God bless all of you. You definitly have been touched by an ANGEL.
Donna Mitchell
Marshalltown, IA Marshall - Tuesday, January 30, 2007 1:20 PM CST

god blessed you with a beautiful baby boy, thank you for sharing his story and yours.
christina guidry <bkscowgirl67@hotmail.com>
poland, in usa - Tuesday, January 30, 2007 8:09 AM CST

Words will never replace such a beautiful baby. I hope that the good memories warm your heart . I send big hugs and I pray you will all see each other in heaven.

Liz
Liz Moores <linzimoores@hotmail. com>
Carterton, uk - Tuesday, January 30, 2007 1:52 AM CST

I am a first timer to Charlie but what exceptional parents you seem to be! I have grandchildren and when I read Charlie's story I could not help crying and thinking of my little ones....you are in my prayers and please keep Charlie's memory alive and ongoing! We outsiders need to read about him and appreciate what we have! May God bless all of you for a wonderful job and many memories of your little 'angel'.....
Donna <dgabor@co.wabasha.mn.us>
Lake City, MN Wabasha - Monday, January 29, 2007 3:38 PM CST

I saw Charlies picture on the website, and just had to let you know how beautiful he looked. I'm so sorry for your loss, my thoughts and prayers are with you. God bless you,
Mary Roberts <mlr1040@aol.com>
Jacksonville, FL USA - Monday, January 29, 2007 12:44 AM CST

GOD BLESS YOU ALL ALWAYS
PEGGY <peggy50@cableone.net>
ADA, OK USA - Sunday, January 28, 2007 10:44 AM CST

Thank you to everyone that has visited Charlie's website. I'm so sorry for those of you that have been in our situation, but I hope your angels are visiting you like our angel visits us. We are spending a few days at our cabin, where Charlie rests, so we can visit him as much as we want. Today we went bowling, and the ball that I happened to choose had the name "Charlie" engraved in it. I am not joking! It warmed our hearts to know that he was there with the rest of his family enjoying fun times together. We miss, and love you Charlie Bear. Warm thoughts to all your visitors!
Kathy Cowan, mommy to Angel Charlie <kathycowan@comcast.net>
Maple Grove , MN - Friday, January 26, 2007 8:11 PM CST

God Bless you and keep you in his loving comfort. Your little boy had a smile that would melt a stone heart. All the words in the world don't heal a broken heart but know that your son brought a smile to me today.
Holly Bertolani <sh@shparish.com>
Hainesville, IL USA - Friday, January 26, 2007 2:53 PM CST

This is my first time on your site. Your baby boy is so beautiful. I just lost a baby boy on November 1,2006 and I am struggling everyday with grief. I have 3 other kids that help,but I'll never forget my infant son. I went through 9 hours of labor and then he wasn't alive. His heart had stopped and there was nothing we could do. He was so perfect looking and so innocent and even though I have no earthly memories with him,I remember him in the womb so very much alive. I will be praying for your family and would you please pray for mine
Sara Cranford <lnzmommy@yahoo.com>
New London, NC - Thursday, January 25, 2007 10:37 PM CST

I just have to say a little prayer for you and to tell you how precious your little boy looks in his pictures. I can't help but shed a tear when I read stories like yours. I am so, so incredibly sorry for your loss.
Priscilla Hedlin
Ausitn, TX USA - Thursday, January 25, 2007 1:49 PM CST

Hi Kathy,Family and Angel Charlie:

We just read Charlie's story and looked at his pictures. He is a really cute little boy. It is sad how we both as mothers are griefing with the passing of our precious babies. Our daughter Nicoletta was 6 1/2 months when she passed away. She had Type 1 and she passed away November 28, 2005. It has only been a little over a year, but each day is hard because our other 3 kids ask about Nicoletta everyday. They are 7, 4 and 3 and they really don't understand why she isn't coming back. Our daughter's website is www.our-sma-angels.com/nicoletta. I hope to talk to you again soon. Love Always, The Genna Family.

Lisa Genna <LRGenna@hotmail.com>
Palm Bay, FL USA - Thursday, January 25, 2007 8:18 AM CST

I just saw Charlie's photo on SMA Support's Guestbook and I wanted to tell you what a beautiful baby boy he was/is. Angel Days are so difficult but like you I still feel very blessed to have had such beautiful babies, Eric and Jessica. I hope Charlie's signs to you are endless today! They sure do come in handy.
Karen Slavik <jems03@tampabay.rr.com>
Spring Hill, FL USA - Wednesday, January 24, 2007 5:30 PM CST

Happy 5th Angel Day in heaven Charlie Bear! I am in awe that is has actually been 5 whole years that we have been without you! You have made such an impact to our lives, and you continue to impact people that have never even met you. Your smiling face is STILL on the home page of Caringbridge.org because your story has touched so many lives. We love infinity, baby boy! Your aunt brought us a stepping stone that reads, "Those we have held in our arms for a little while, we hold in our hearts forever." How perfect! We absolutely cannot wait until we hold you again! Catch our balloons! PS thank you to everyone who continues to be touched by Charlie (and Marshall!!!!).
Kathy Cowan, mommy to Angel Charlie
Maple Grove , MN - Wednesday, January 24, 2007 1:55 PM CST

Hi Kathy, My thoughts and paryers are with you as you celebrate Charile Day!!! What a sweet angel. Thank you for sharing your sweet Charlie you have no idea all the lives you've touched. P.S. Im the "stalker" on Marshall/Murphy's site.
Kari Eveland <evelands@sbcglobal.net>
Ballwin, MO USA - Tuesday, January 23, 2007 2:59 PM CST

Hey Cowans,
I'll be thinking of you on Charlie Day ... take care of each other.
Sandra Hibbard
- Tuesday, January 23, 2007 11:17 AM CST

Hi Charlie,

We're thinking of you and your family as your angel day approaches. I didn't know your mom and dad 5 years ago, but I know that these days were filled with pure sadness as they tried to prepare a goodbye to you.

I'm so thankful that you (along with Marshall) have connected your mom with me. She was one of the very first SMA parents I ever spoke to and I will never forget the caring and understanding in her voice; the constant support over emails and cards, as we prepared to bid our Marshall goodbye and allowed him to join you in the spiritual world.

And to this day, we continue to get emails from people who found us through YOUR site. You continue to do your special work, Charlie Bear! You are always loved and never forgotten.

Love,

Laurie
(Mommy to Marshall, 8/16/02-12/22/02 SMA Type I www.marshallsmiles.com)

Laurie Potter <info@marshallpotter.com>
Douglas, MA USA - Sunday, January 21, 2007 5:31 PM CST

May God continue to bless and give comfort to you and your family.
Emaly Bartel
Akron, OH USA - Sunday, January 21, 2007 9:45 AM CST

God bless you and your tiny angel watching over you.
Katharine Hammond <kat11711@aol.com>
Lexington, KY - Saturday, January 20, 2007 10:42 AM CST

I just was on this site for the very first time. My grandson Brandon who just turned 10 is terminally ill. To make a long story short my daughter-in-law gave me this site to look up for her. But I couldn't pass up that beautiful babies face that I was looking at. I had a good cry for myself and decided to sign the guest book. I can tell you this yes there are angels I've seen them and they are what got me through a rough time in 2003 when my son Sal became the first causualty in Irac. Yes there certaintly are angels. God Bless you and your family. I'm so sorry for your loss, believe me.
truely yours Phyllis

PHYLLIS MARTINO <PMARTINO1@COX.NET>
RIVERSIDE, R.I. USA - Friday, January 19, 2007 4:10 PM CST

My love and prayers go out to you. Caringbridges is a fantastic thing. I have read about so many amazing people. What a great way to share with the world.
Janice Smithson <janicebs@earthlink.net>
Oxford, NC Granville - Friday, January 19, 2007 8:37 AM CST

Hello,
Just read of you sweet son Charlie. Love Hugs and Prayers for you all
Debbie Burton <dburton31@hotmail.com>
Wittensville, KY Johnosn - Thursday, January 18, 2007 10:03 PM CST

Hi I appreciate all your entries. I am now at the beginning of my road with my son Andrew. He is 15 months old and has trisomy 21, and is also being diagnosed with Juvenile Rheumatoid Arthritis, along with possible other disorder. the last 15 months have been in and out of just about every specialists office and hospital stays just about every other week in the beginning and now we were able to go 3 months before another 2 weeks in the hospital. Andrew is a hard case. He does not have the normal syptoms and test results for diagnosis of anything specific but has a little of concern in a lot of different areas. I just thought I would write, this is all so new to us still, we have had so many illnesses and surgeries with him that it is very overwhelming and I feel angry. We love our baby drew so very much, it is so hard to see him in pain. Thanks for your website access. Love Beej
Beej Hahn <Gregandbeej@charter.net.>
Sheboygan, WI USA - Tuesday, January 16, 2007 10:40 AM CST

Hi Charlie Bear. Many, many thoughts are of you these days. We are remembering where we were 5 years ago. 5 years ago today, you left us for a short while, but then came back. I know that you knew your mommy and daddy needed just a little more time to say good bye to you. We love you, and miss you every second. Love you infinity Charlie bear. We are starting to plan Charlie day!!!!!
Kathy Cowan, mommy to Angel Charlie
Maple Grove , MN - Tuesday, January 16, 2007 8:51 AM CST

Thank you for letting me read about Charlie. The tears were just running down my face. He is a true angel. I also have a baby boy that has been diasnosed as terminally ill due to a rare seizure disorder. He is on many machines and his lungs aren't doing so good. I also have a site set up for him. It really has helped me to share his story. I would love to hear from you. You can visit him at www.caringbridge.org/visit/brycedaniel
Brandi Vidales <missbl@gmail.com>
Gilbert, AZ United States - Monday, January 15, 2007 10:42 AM CST

You have a shining star in Heaven!!! God Bless your hearts and souls. Amen
Millie Roach <rosett1951@aol.com>
Fayetteville, AR USA - Saturday, January 13, 2007 10:52 PM CST

TO THE LOVING PARENTS AND FAMILY OF BABY CHARLIE, I JUST READ YOUR STORY AND FELT AN OVERWHELMING URGE TO WRITE YOU. I AM A 29 YR OLD MOTHER OF A FOUR YEAR OLD BOY AND A 5 MONTH OLD GIRL. I AM DEEPLY SADDENED BY YOUR LOSS. MAY YOU FIND COMFORT KNOWING THAT HE IS WITH THE CREATOR, WHOM I BELIEVE TO BE A VERY LOVING GOD. CHARLIE IS TRULY A PRECIOUS ANGEL. MAY HIS LOVE SURROUND YOU ALWAYS. I PRAY THAT THE MEMORIES OF SPECIAL TIMES YOU WERE BLESSED WITH CHARLIE COMFORT YOU ALWAYS. LOVING THOUGHTS, KARMEN LEBLANC
P.S I FOUND YOUR SITE BECAUSE I HAVE A COUSIN WHOSE 5 YEAR OLD SON IS FIGHTING LEUKEMIA AND THEY HAVE A CARINGBRIDGE SITE AS WELL. I CHECK-IN SEVERAL TIMES A DAY AND AS I SAID BEFORE, FELT AN OVERWHELMING URGE TO READ BABY CHARLIES STORY. GOD BLESS YOU AND YOURS!
KARMEN LEBLANC <BRAXTON23@VERIZON.NET>
LOUDON, NH 03307 - Saturday, January 13, 2007 8:18 PM CST

I just wanted you to know my heart goes out to you, my great neice lost her 6 week old son due to a heart defect BUT it for sure we will all see our babys again....if you can find my great great nephews guest book his name is brady ray! GOD BLESS
Donna <duckiesweb@yahoo.com>
Eddyville, Ky usa - Saturday, January 13, 2007 7:53 PM CST

I was very touch about Charlie. I lost a Son to a car accident years ago and sometimes it is like it was yesterday. He will always live inside my heart!!!
Patty West <sinceregirl4u@aol.com>
Dothan, Al USA - Friday, January 12, 2007 10:17 PM CST

I came across your page on the main site. I am deeply sorry for your loss. Charlie was a very special boy to have touched so many hearts so deeply. You and your family will be in my thoughts.
Crystal
Pleasantville, NJ US - Friday, January 12, 2007 9:31 AM CST

Dear Parente,
Charlie's life story is the first I have read and I am moved by the strength God has given to love your little boy well. May GOD be with you richly in the coming year.
Cindy Horbochuk <horbochuks@yahoo.com>
Port Angeles, WA USA - Wednesday, January 10, 2007 9:09 PM CST

This is my first time on Caringbridge. My sister just made a page for my 17 month old nephew Bryce Vidales. He has been diagnosed with a terminal condition called Otahara Syndrome. Thank you so much for allowing me to visit Charlie's page. It was very touching. I am so glad my sister found a website like caringbridge. Your son is a beautiful boy. What a loving family you are.....
Andrea Larson <andrea_larson2004@yahoo.com>
Chandler, AZ 85248 - Wednesday, January 10, 2007 8:34 PM CST

This is my first time on this site and Charlie's story is the first I have read. I sit here in tears, feeling sorry for myself over having to share joint-custody of my youngest daughter (6) with her father. NO MORE. I will NEVER know the pain you have/you are feeling for the loss of your son, but I can empathize. You have taught me in a few loving ords of your son to stop being selfish and be grateful that I still have my daughter and the ability to see her and hold her whenever I choose. Afterall, she is his daughter too. thank you for your story. In another way, this has helped me to come to a decision of my engagement. I have had doubts about accepting the proposal, because (my now fiance') lost his daughter at the age of 7 weeks, I was always afraid to ask questions out of fear of saying something wrong, but I feel (that from reading your words) that he would probably feel more comfortable talking about his daughter Haley Kaye..I give you and yours the credit for taht as well.. God Bless, Jennifer Whalen and Daughters (Emily and Carley)
Jennifer Whalen <jlw_76@yahoo.com>
Foley, AL USA - Tuesday, January 9, 2007 7:20 PM CST

Hi KC and Jeff, this is aunt Deb and cousin Katie. She had a great time staying with you guys on Saturday night. Charlie is always in our thoughts. I know this time of year is always more difficult with Charlie's anniversary approaching, but you know we are here for you and we love you sooooo much!!!!
Deb and Katie Ubben <dubben@usfamily.net>
Bloomington, MN - Monday, January 8, 2007 12:39 AM CST

What a wonderful family.We lost our son at 10 months due to SIDS and the pain will always remain.I bet mikey and Charlie are buddies up in heaven.How strong you are to reach out to others.
Nichole Richardson <paposmom@yahoo.com>
La Pine, Or United States - Monday, January 8, 2007 12:32 AM CST

WOW!!!! One truly amazing family to have loved a beautiful angel and to have been loved by a beautiful angel!
Elena Porter <m.porter1@cox.net>
Pensacola, FL USA - Sunday, January 7, 2007 9:50 PM CST

Hi Charlie Bear! Your cousin Katie is visiting, and she is your age. Your aunt and I were expecting you both at the same time, which made it very difficult when you went to heaven. Having Katie here is like a breath of fresh air, kind of. We keep saying "what if Charlie were still here, would he be asking all these questions and trying to write his name?" It has taken us almost 5 years to spend one-on-one time with her, but I'm glad I didn't do it sooner. We were really able to enjoy her now. Your sisters are great with her, as I know they would be with you. You are always in our hearts, and we think about you every second, of every minute, of every day! Love you infinity baby boy!
Kathy Cowan, mommy to SMA Angel Charlie
Maple grove , Mn - Sunday, January 7, 2007 10:31 AM CST

Charlie was a very bless little boy to have had such a wonderful loving family. God bless you all with loving memories of him,as your little angel in heaven.
Autumn and Marie Fillmore <autumnfillmore@hotmail.com>
Claireville , N-B Canada - Sunday, January 7, 2007 9:49 AM CST

Thank you for sharing Charlie with those of us that visit Caring Bridge. I have read many stories filled with love, strength and courage and each time I marvel at how you have the ability to cope, and each time it strikes me again, God lives in your hearts and you have chosen to shine that light and share it with others. YOU are a blessing. May God continue to give you peace and cherished memories of your beautiful boy, Angel Charlie.

Amy Borg <MotherBorg@msn.com>
Valparaiso, IN USA - Saturday, January 6, 2007 11:21 PM CST

God Bless you and your family. I lost husband 5 years ago and I have a 12 yr old that without her i can not imagine breathing another day if she would happen to be taken away from me at such as a young age. Be Strong and know he is always smiling down from heaven on you and probaby laughing at you and the thing you do!!!!
Carmen Campbell <Aleycat1998@aol.com>
Hamilton, Ohio USA - Friday, January 5, 2007 5:31 PM CST

My thoughts and prayers are with you. I have never lost a child but I did lose my husband almost 4 years ago and remember how the guestbook made such a difference for me.
Peace be with you
Kathy Ehler <kath@ehler.org>
Davidson, NC USA - Friday, January 5, 2007 4:33 PM CST

What a beautiful story. Your son is truly an angel in heaven with God. I enjoyed the journal and the pitures were precious. You have a beautiful family. Thanks for sharing.
April Bolt <cat3@bellsouth.net>
Anderson, SC - Friday, January 5, 2007 1:12 PM CST

Bless you. THis is the first I have seen of Charlie's story but know that I will carry it with me forever and share.
Leann <LEANNKOMM@YAHOO.COM>
Vancouver, WA United States - Friday, January 5, 2007 12:35 AM CST

I am truely sorry for your loss! Remember your son is always with you in your hearts and in the joyful memories he left behind, God Bless Your Family!
Tammy <tammy123_4@msn.com>
Vancouver, WA - Friday, January 5, 2007 8:02 AM CST

My heart aches for you...Yet, I have joy knowing your little Charlie is in Jesus' care.
Shannon Chandler
Erie, IL - Thursday, January 4, 2007 12:41 AM CST

May GOD bless you and your family. I can't imagine looseing either of my children ages 6 and 10. But he will always be your little guardian angel and is sitting at the throne of the father now! Kim Jones. Liberty, Kentucky
Kimberly Ann Jones <kimberlya.jones@ky.gov>
Liberty, Ky Casey - Thursday, January 4, 2007 12:25 AM CST

Your life story has melted my heart. What a precious little angel.... May your Family continue to receive strength.
Jill
Cleveland, TN USA - Thursday, January 4, 2007 1:54 AM CST

I am sorry to hear about Charlie but his love will live on in your lives as well as ours. May God bless you.
Rippy family <mmlr@blomand.net>
Altamont, tn USA - Wednesday, January 3, 2007 11:13 PM CST

I have a nephew that has Zellwegers syndrome. He is twelve weeks old and having a very hard time. Everyday is a fight to survive. I am so sorry to read about Charlie. Looking at your pictures there is no dought he was and still is such a joy in you and your families life. This is such a great way to keep the memories alive for us all. I will pray for you and your family. Our love is with you.
Billie Jo Maestas <bmaestas@lowndescounty.com>
Valdosta, GA - Tuesday, January 2, 2007 3:14 PM CST

Happy New Year Charlie Angel....I found your site when i came into Caringbridge to send a message to a friend that is in the hospital now ...you are so adorable...big beautiful eyes...and i know they melt your mom's heart...she is such a loving person and has not forgot you for a single day....
brenda morrris <BRENDAMORRIS_213@YAHOO.COM>
Hephzibah, ga USA - Tuesday, January 2, 2007 3:23 AM CST

Happy New Year my angel Charlie Bear! We visited you quite a few times over last weekend, but thought about you much more. We are anxiously awaiting your 5th angel day, and Celebrating Charlie. We will come to visit you, my sweet boy. Thank you for continuously watching over me, daddy, Abby and Maggie. We love you infinity!

kathy Cowan, mommy to Angel Charlie
Maple grove , Mn - Monday, January 1, 2007 6:38 PM CST

I lost a cousin a few years ago. She left behind 3 boys who she loved more than life. I am sure Charlie is in heaven with a VERY SPECIAL ANGEL NAMED BERNICE looking after him. She loved children so much and I know thats why god called her home at a young age to be with all the little angels in heaven. GOD BLESS YOU ALL . BRENDA
Brenda King <littlebear@pmtnet.net>
Hurt, VA USA - Monday, January 1, 2007 4:30 PM CST

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