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To; Dan Berdas: All the guys at Raquetball are wishing you the VERY BEST !!! You're a GREAT GUY and we will pray for your speedy recovery. Ken Johnson & the Guys
Ken Johnson <Ken@cbburnet.com>
Eden Prairie, MN USA - Wednesday, September 18, 2013 11:13 AM CDT

looiking for Dan Berdas
Ken Johnson <Ken@cbburnet.com>
Eden Prairie, MN USA - Wednesday, September 18, 2013 11:10 AM CDT

Hey guys! It's Lauren Rivers from the RMH back in '02 i believe. My older brother, Caid, had A-plastic Anemia. I don't know if you remember me, but I was thinking about little Addison "batman" and decided to google his name. I'm really glad I came across this website. I'm now in my freshman year in college and hope to go get my doctorates in pediatric psychology and help out other kids. I hope y'all are doing well!! Much love :)
Lauren Rivers <Tennisg92@aol.com>
Orange Beach, AL USA - Thursday, April 12, 2012 0:05 AM CDT

Hi Deb, Checking out our caringbridge friends, Me and Warren been at the hospital all week, with his Girlfriend she has a 3 year old son who was just diagnosed with kidney cancer, once they shrink the tumors they are sending him to Childrens hopsital.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/kajj
Kris <buser_lady@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, January 29, 2011 8:07 PM CST

Hi Debbie,
There is family checking your posts and waiting for you to include them in the childrens' lives. We've all been interested and concerned about you, Ashley, and Austin. We are amazed at how quickly they are growing up. We know you are a good mother. Please be assured that only good is intended and you should not have to feel alone on those special days.
I'm not letting this message appear in the guestbook because of the sensitive nature.
Much love,
Carol
Carol Chubiz
St. Paul, MN USA - Tuesday, November 23, 2010 8:19 PM CST

Dear Deb, Ashley & Austin: You are all never far from our thoughts as well as Addison. We have his Batman sticker very visible. You were all so prominent to everyone at the RM House and still are. We're always thinking of you.
The Volzs <ldvolz@msn.com>
Earlham, Iowa - Sunday, April 25, 2010 7:40 PM CDT

Happy Heavenly Birthday, sweet little AJ.
We love your Cassie blanket you left with us. Bailey is NEVER without it.
Watch over your mom, your sister and brother......we know that you do.
God Bless you guys.
Terri & Bailey Peterson <terri4design@mac.com>
Ramsey, MN United States - Friday, April 9, 2010 7:36 PM CDT

Happy birthday Addison!

Tell Mamie and Jesus I love them.

www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy
Huntsville, AL USA - Thursday, April 8, 2010 9:36 PM CDT

Love and Miss you guys! Happy New Year!
Kris Decker <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Sunday, January 3, 2010 1:35 PM CST

Hi Toivolas, Merry Christmas, I know this is a tough time, Life can suck sometimes. It is hard to go on without our precious children.

www.caringbridge.org/mn/dustin
Kris, Angel Dustins Mom <buser_lady@yahoo.com>
- Friday, December 25, 2009 0:08 AM CST

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!! Everyone we met on our daughters jounery is always in our hearts. I just have been terrible these last few years in keep everyone informed. Think I'll make it my New Years resolution to do better. We are doing fine. Hope all is well with you.
Osterbur's <ktjcak@gwtc.net>
Wood , SD US - Tuesday, December 22, 2009 9:37 PM CST

Just a short message to say I am thinking of you this Christmas.

Love

Vikki
www.postpals.co.uk

Vikki George <viks@postpals.co.uk>
United Kingdom - Wednesday, December 16, 2009 5:33 AM CST

I am still here too!!! :) I had Mr. Toivola as my 5th grade teacher at Mora High School. I have been following Addison's story since it first began. I am very sad about all that precious little boy had to go through. You are a very strong mother though and I know that God is helping you in every way he can. I love that you update Addison's caringbridge website still. I check it ALL the time to see how you and your children are doing. Your family is always on my mind. I want you to know that you are all in my thoughts and prayers everyday. Have a wonderful holiday!!
Kendra Andersen Danielson <kendra0328@msn.com>
Ramsey, MN United States - Wednesday, December 2, 2009 9:52 AM CST

I'm still here!
Dede Bye-Fitzmaurice <dede.fitzmaurice@bestbuy.com>
Minneapolis, mn - Tuesday, October 20, 2009 2:19 PM CDT

Deb, the challenges of being a single parent are immense, and parenting a teen is not for the faint of heart I have decided. You set a good base for your children, which you have; you show them unconditional love, which you have; and you teach them right from wrong. They know these things because they've teen taught them their whole lives. Looking back at my own teen years I've learned that kids learn in different ways. We want them to be miniature, mature adults with good decision making skills. But those expectations are too high. They learn through trial and error, and learn what to do with the pain they've experienced in their lives. It is that pain they've lived through that eventually makes them strong and capable, although the road to get there can be precarious.....and scary (just speaking from personal experience!!!) What we can do is continue to offer our unconditional love and support and try to find some humor in the dark moments for them. It's a tough row to hoe, that is for sure. God does have special plans for all of you. even though it's hard to see the silver lining in the dark clouds some days. You have faith and the right attitude. You're doing an amazing job and sometimes a self-pat on the back is in order! I hope the seminar continues to give you courage and confidence. I know I need that most days, too!
Thinking of you all and keeping you in my prayers each and every day. God Bless you and He WLLL continue to walk along side - even on the days you don't think He is there...He is there. He is always there. Along with many prayer friends who continue to lift you each and every day.
Terri & Bailey Peterson <terri4design@mac.com>
Ramsey, MN usa - Wednesday, October 14, 2009 7:59 AM CDT

I think of you every day and we are never too busy with our own lives to be there for our greatest friends. I am always here if you ever need to talk. I'm only a phone call away! I am having troubles of my own with my teenager, so we probably have some ideas and support to give eachother! Don't ever be afraid to pick up the phone and give me a call! We love and miss you guys! Take care, and we'll talk soon!
Kris Decker <kristindecker@yahoo.com, www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells>
Red Wing, MN - Monday, October 12, 2009 7:04 PM CDT

Hi Toivolas, Six years is a long time, but times it seems like yesterday. Sure miss all our friends from the RMH, That was our home away from home.
www.caringbridge.org/mn/dustin
Kris, Angel Dustins Mom <raider_fan89@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, September 16, 2009 3:14 PM CDT

Deb, Ashley & Austin,
We're thinking about you today and holding you close in our prayers, as we do each and every day. There is not a night that goes by that we don't think of AJ as Bailey grabs her Cassie blanket and pulls it up over her to snuggle with. She never sleeps without it, and it's brought to every sleepover she goes to. It is and always will be her favorite and it's been like "Peef" (if you know that Christmas story) - time seems to have stood still because it has not worn down at all and has no blemishes on it. It looks as beautiful today as it did the day you delivered it to our room on 5B and we got to meet you for the first time. It was just a few weeks before Addison passed away. You'll make it through this year - you have so much love between all of you and for Addison that we know he's smiling down on you today -- again. And it's one year closer to seeing him for all eternity. God bless you guys.
Terri & Bailey - www.caringbridge.org/mn/baileygrace <terri4design@mac.com>
Terri, MN usa - Wednesday, September 9, 2009 1:28 PM CDT

Hi Addison!

We're a year closer to seeing what you look like in Heaven.

Tell Mamie and Jesus I love them.

www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy
Huntsville, AL USA - Tuesday, September 8, 2009 8:32 AM CDT

In my thoughts and prayers..
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Thursday, September 3, 2009 2:28 AM CDT

You are all in my thoughts at this time. Sending positive thoughts your way. I will even bring positive thoughts to MN. I will be there from the 12-13
lisa <lisahlisah973@yahoo.com>
West Milford, nj - Wednesday, September 2, 2009 11:38 PM CDT

Happy birthday Addison!

As we prepare to celebrate Easter, we rejoice to know that we can share the cake on your ninety-ninth and ten thousandth birthday where there is no pain, fear, or sadness.

Tell Mamie and Jesus I love them.

www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy
Huntsville, AL USA - Wednesday, April 8, 2009 10:34 PM CDT

We think of you all every day, but especially tomorrow you will be in our thoughts. We love and miss you all.
Happy Birthday Buddy Addison! We all love and miss you so much. Especially your Buddy Lucas. You meant the world to him and he still talks about you all the time. The picture of the two of you hangs in his bedroom and also in our living room. You were an amazing boy and will be in our hearts forever! We love you!
Kris, Josh, and Lucas <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Wednesday, April 8, 2009 6:26 PM CDT

Hey Deb,

I had your Addison in my thoughts and wanted to share that with you. I've always felt this connection to your little Batman with our family's fight starting when Addison found his peace. Strange I know, but at the time I literally felt like he was passing the torch to us. We never met, but Addison will always be in our family;s heart.

I hope this finds you comfortable and recovering.

Take care,
Terry Josephson, dad to Julianna Banana

Terry <tjosephson@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, MB Canada - Wednesday, April 8, 2009 1:27 PM CDT

Hi Deb, I know how hard it is going to be for you. Addison would be 10 when we met him at the Ronald McDonald house he was so young and cute of course. July 13 Dustin would be 20 I am not looking forward to that date at all. Just know we are thinking on you on his birthday and every day.

www.caringbridge.org/mn/dustin
Kris, Angel Dustin's Mom <buser_lady@yahoo.com>
- Monday, April 6, 2009 4:57 PM CDT

Deb, I hope your recovery and healing goes well and the time away from work is not too stressful financially - and hoping that you have benefits during this time that will carry you through. As someone who doesn't carry benefits through work these days I know how very scary it is to not have an income for that long. But I know the Holy Spirit will carry you through - He always does. And you have so many people praying for you, and Ashley and Austin. Feel the strength of those prayers and know that we are always with you in spirit as well! And we know little AJ is watching over you very closely - his spirit never leaves you alone. God Bless you! Keep us updated.
Terri & Bailey - www.caringbridge.org/mn/baileygrace <terri4design@mac.com>
Ramsey, MN usa - Sunday, March 29, 2009 7:24 AM CDT

Hope all went well with the surgeries. Four at once? That has to be horrible. Praying your health is ok. A while ago you were speaking of it but when all was quiet I thought all was ok. You are all in my thoughts.
lisa
- Saturday, March 21, 2009 12:15 AM CDT

Happy New Year! I too hope that the new year is a good one. I hope that your luck with the 9's continues! We love and miss you so much, but I don't know about moving up there! Ha! You need to move this way! Love you guys!
Kris <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Thursday, January 1, 2009 3:50 PM CST

I am so sorry that you are having such a hard time Deb. I really do wish that we lived closer at times like this. I wish I could be there for you. I am only a phone call away if you ever need anything. We miss you guys so much. Let me know if there is anything I can do.
Kris <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Sunday, December 28, 2008 6:53 PM CST

Addison's spirit is always right with you. That is a permanent, eternal bond between mother and child that even death cannot break. He was right with you Christmas day in spirit, as he is always each and every day out of these past 5 years and 3 and 1/2 months. We were thinking of you over Christmas and keeping you, as we always do, in our prayers. We just hold you a little tighter over these holidays, milestones and seasonal changes. We that you always feel the strength from those prayers of so very many who still care very deeply about all of you and that you can feel lifted on some of those days that can be so tough and long. Merry Christmas in heaven, sweet little AJ.
Terri & Bailey - www.caringbridge.org/mn/baileygrace <terri4design@mac.com>
Ramsey, MN usa - Sunday, December 28, 2008 12:29 AM CST

I hope you guys have a good Christmas! We will be thinking of you! We love and miss you!
Kris <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Tuesday, December 23, 2008 10:19 PM CST

Just a message to say we will be thinking of you this Christmas.
Love Everyone at Post Pals
www.postpals.co.uk

Post Pals <info@postpals.co.uk>
- Monday, December 22, 2008 10:36 PM CST

I haven't been keeping up on things at all. sorry for that. Clinton survived his bike inccident adn graduated from WYO tech in May, worked at the Ranch he had worked at during High School till last month. He his now working as a mechanic at a Assmen Implement. Joshua is still stationed at McChord AFB in WA. Kristina is enjoying 1st grade and playing basketball at this time. Kenny is Still Ranching and I'm still working out of the Home. Just incase I don't get my card done Merry Christams and the Best for the New Year!
Tammy Osterbur and family <ktjcak@gwtc.net; www.caringbridge.org/sd/alisha/>
Wood, SD - Wednesday, December 3, 2008 9:06 PM CST

Thanks Deb...we did have a pretty good Thanksgiving. I hope you guys did also. Please tell Ashley "Happy Belated Birthday" from all of us!!! We love and miss you guys so much!
Kristin <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Sunday, November 30, 2008 1:12 PM CST

Happy Halloween in Heaven, AJ/Batman! We hung our bat for you again this year. At Bailey's party Sunday we had lots and lots of people ask about you and read your story on our storyboard of friends. Happy Halloween to you, Deb, Ashley and Austin.
Terri & Bailey - www.caringbridge.org/mn/baileygrace <terri4design@mac.com>
Ramsey, MN usa - Friday, October 31, 2008 6:38 AM CDT

It doesn't even seem possible that 5 years has gone by. We miss our buddy just as much now as we did the day he left us. He was such a special part of all of our lives and will always be one of our greatest memories. My love is with you, Ashley, and Austin today.
Kris <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Tuesday, September 9, 2008 7:45 PM CDT

Thinking of you more today than usual. I think Batman sent me a reminder, as today is the first cool day we've had in a long time. I think the high only got into the 80s, and this morning it was in the mid 60s. I hope you can feel my thoughts with you, and wish I could see you to give you a great big old Southern hug! Give the kids my love, and know that you are ALL in my thoughts often.
Staci Nash (www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash) <ladybugmom@insightbb.com>
Bowling Green, KY - Tuesday, September 9, 2008 7:44 PM CDT

((HUGS))
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Tuesday, September 9, 2008 1:40 PM CDT

Hi Addison.

Five years is a long time for us on Earth, especially when we can't see our children.

It must seem like a very short time to you, because there is probably no way you could have experienced all of the exciting things to do, see, hear, and feel, even though you never have to take time out to rest or take medicine. But maybe you've spent most of the time on Jesus's lap, or sitting at His feet listening to stories of when He was a little child.

We look forward to the time when you can tell us what you've been doing and we can join you in exploring Heaven. Even though we'll have eternity, we may not see everything, but it will be enough.

Tell Mamie and her Grandma and Jesus I love them.

www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy <george.f.adams@us.army.mil>
Huntsville, AL USA - Monday, September 8, 2008 8:45 PM CDT

Deb, Ashley & Austin,
We're keeping you close in our prayers, as we do each and every day, and especially tomorrow. While we know the milestones are just as painful as so many moments out of any day and event, we will keep you close in thought as that 5 year mark arrives. Wow. You have survived 5 years without Addison. That means that you can continue to and to rejoice in each day that you have here left on Earth. Because once that glorious day arrives when you are reunited, it will be for eternity. And this passage of time will become really just a blink of the eye. So remember and enjoy your earthly memories of AJ, and feel lifted by the many, many caring friends you have out here in "CaringbridgeLand" who also remember a terrific, sweet little boy who forever left an imprint on our hearts. Addison is still remembered, still missed, and he always will be. And Bailey still sleeps every night with his "Cassie" blanket and packs it on every one of her sleepovers. In fact we introduced AJ to a brand new family who never knew him when Bailey spent a week on their houseboat up on Rainy Lake last month. They asked about her blanket and she told them all about Addison. God Bless you guys and keep you strong in each day of your lives.
Terri & Bailey - www.caringbridge.org/mn/baileygrace <terri4design@mac.com>
Ramsey, MN usa - Monday, September 8, 2008 1:46 PM CDT

I think so often about Anna and when I do I think about all the other grieving parents I know and lift us all in prayer. We so need our Lord's comfort, peace and encouragement. I pray you are held closely in His arms as Addison's Homegoing anniversary approaches.

"I send my weary heart to all; Who shed those tears of pain; With caring tears from my own eyes; my message to you will be; my friend, I pray for thee." (from the poem "I Pray for Thee" , in the collection of prose and poems "If I Could. . .", all by Paul McCutcheon, oldguy05@hughes.net

Yolanda Rogers, Mom to Anna <weloveanna@embarqmail.com>
Alt Springs, FL USA - Monday, September 1, 2008 7:00 PM CDT

I thought of you today as the weatherman announced the weekend would be cooler with high temps only reaching the low to mid 90s. At times like this, I wish for the frozen tundra!!
Staci Nash (www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash) <ladybugmom@insightbb.com>
Bowling Green, KY - Friday, August 1, 2008 10:04 AM CDT

We would definitely love to do that. I will let you know when things settle down around here and I feel okay leaving my dad. I am just very worried about him right now. We can't wait to see you guys. It will be nice to get away. It was a lot of fun the last time we were there. I will keep in touch and let you know when we can come up.
Kris <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Friday, July 18, 2008 11:13 PM CDT

Thank you Deb. I really appreciate it. We miss you guys so much. I wish we lived closer. I sure could use a hug from you about now. Lucas is really having a hard time with this also.
Kris <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Thursday, July 17, 2008 10:30 PM CDT

You know you are in the frozen tundra when it is still in the 40s during the month of June and July! Here in the tropical south, we are lucky if it gets down in the low 70s at night!! =) I miss you all, and think of you often. One of these days we are going to road trip back up to the tundra. Until then, know you continue to remain in my thoughts and prayers!!
Staci Nash (www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash) <ladybugmom@insightbb.com>
Bowling Green, KY - Thursday, July 10, 2008 3:14 PM CDT

We love and miss you guys! I wish the weather would stay warm up there so we could come and spend the day at the beach again....that was a blast! I sure would like to get together with you again. Baseball is just about over so our summer will soon be free!!!
Kris <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Wednesday, July 9, 2008 9:18 PM CDT

Hi Deb!!

I hope you are having a beautiful day! The weather is suppose to be gorgeous this weekend! We deserve it after the long winter and spring we had! Do you have big plans for the 4th? We were suppose to go to my Mom's house in Cook, but instead we are spending it with friends. We will go to my Mom's another weekend....hopefully then the water will be warmer so the girls can go swimming. My Mom said the water is still chilly! (She lives right on Lake Vermillion...so swimming is a must! giggle!) Wishing you and the kids a very Happy 4th of July! Take care and have a great day!

www.caringbridge.org/mn/missmadelyn
Connie Powell <Roco595@aol.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Thursday, July 3, 2008 6:32 AM CDT

HEY EVERYONE, HOW ARE YOU? I KNOW IT'S BEEN AWHILE, SORRY....HOPE YOU ARE ALL DOING WELL. JUST REMEMBER THINGS WILL GET BETTER. GOD IS ON YOUR SIDE. BLESS YOU AND MISS YOU.

LAURA
WINDSVILLE, MN - Friday, June 6, 2008 2:45 PM CDT

Happy belated birthday Addison!
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Wednesday, April 16, 2008 10:38 AM CDT

Dear Toivolas, We still think of you guys and do check on you all. I know exactly how tough it is. It sure hasn't gotten easier.

www.caringbridge.org/mn/dustin
Kris, Angel Dustins Mom <buser_lady@yahoomail.com>
- Tuesday, April 15, 2008 4:37 PM CDT

We love and miss you guys. I will start working on the batman border right away....you'll have it back in no time. Our buddy was having the biggest batman birthday party in heaven that anyone has ever had. We think of him every day and miss him even more. Talk to you guys soon. We still want to get together and release some more batman balloons with you.
Kris <kristindecker@yahoo.com, www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells>
Red Wing, MN - Monday, April 14, 2008 6:13 AM CDT

Dear Deb, Austin and Ashley,

We think of you often and miss your visits. Maybe this summer we can get together like old times.

Much love,

Aunt Dede, Uncle Walt and Cousin Owen
Dede Bye-Fitzmaurice <dede.fitzmaurice@bestbuy.com>
Minneapolis, mn - Thursday, April 10, 2008 3:40 PM CDT

I am glad you updated. I have checked your care page everyday. I am sorry you are having such a hard time, but please believe in God and he will take care of things.
God Bless
Mary <maxi@cpinternet.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Thursday, April 10, 2008 10:59 AM CDT

I read your story of Addison and your family. My prayers are with you all. Addison's story will always remain with me. I am so sorry that this loss had to happen to you, and I feel your pain as my son John passed away on 1-23-08. Nothing will ever take the place of our children, absolutely nothing. I pray God will give you and Dave a miracle of healing between the two of you; as Addison would want you two together. If that cannot be I will pray that you will find peace in what time you had together. God bless all of you.
Vivian Grooms <vgrooms@hotmail.com>
Denton, Tx USA - Wednesday, April 9, 2008 5:01 PM CDT

Happy Birthday, Addison!

Birthdays are kind of sad when our children are not with us, but we know your party in Heaven will be more glorious than anything we can imagine.

www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy <george.f.adams@us.army.mil>
Huntsville, AL USA - Tuesday, April 8, 2008 10:27 PM CDT

Hi Deb, Ashley & Austin,
I'm thinking of you guys today, as I do so often! I had a blast from the past and decided to visit Saralee's page, which I haven't visited in probably close to a year. I clicked on her photos and saw the magnificent tattoo in honor of Addison! Wow! Does that rock, or what? I hope things are settling down some for you guys and getting better. I keep praying for you, and quite often I yell at God and ask him "what's up?!?! Enough already!" Let us know how you are all doing - you are in our prayers every night.
Terri & Bailey - www.caringbridge.org/mn/baileygrace <terri4design@mac.com>
Ramsey, MN usa - Monday, February 4, 2008 2:07 PM CST

Wishing you a gentle holiday season.
Jenn Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Wednesday, December 19, 2007 9:43 AM CST

Deb, Ashley and Austin,
I am so sorry things continue to be so tough for you. Your circumstances and difficulties are in my prayers constantly. I'm praying for 2008 to be better, and for peace in your hearts and God's Grace and mercy to be showered into your lives. Please know that there are so many who are praying for you, and who continue to keep Addison alive in our hearts, and always will. We hope you are staying warm and enjoying all the snow this year (that is, when you are not shoveling it, or driving in it!) Bailey's "Cassie" Dragontales blanket is wrapped around her warmly every single night. She does NOT go to sleep without it, and she will never forget who picked it out for her. She LOVES her blanket. May God Bless you this Christmas season of Miraclesl with comfort and ease your burden and load.
Terri & Bailey - www.caringbridge.org/mn/baileygrace <terri4design@mac.com>
Ramsey, MN usa - Saturday, December 8, 2007 8:02 AM CST

16 inches of snow? At one time?? My world would COMPLETELY shut down if that happened, and you wouldn't be able to buy bread or milk for months!! =) Hope you all managed to stay WARM! I think you've sent us some of your tundra air ~ the wind chill this morning was 20 degrees. I actually had to warm my car up before going to work. Reminded me of my MN life, and the wonderful people I met there that continue to warm my spirits! I miss you, love you, and think of you often. I hope things are looking up for you all!
Staci Nash (www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash) <ladybugmom@insightbb.com>
Bowling Green, KY - Monday, December 3, 2007 9:09 PM CST

Just stopping in to say hi and to let you know that I'm thinking of you and the kids. Please tell Ashley happy belated birthday for me. I seen on the weather channel that MN. was expecting 16 inches of snow...kinda curious if you got hit hard out there in the frozen tundra? I will continue to keep you in my prayers.

Much Love
Tina (Angel Brandons Mom) <luvnangelbrandon@yahoo.com>
Harrisonburg, Va - Monday, December 3, 2007 3:20 PM CST

I just wanted to say that you ALL continue to be in our thoughts and prayers, even so many years after our meeting. Whenever someone around here complains of it being cold, my mind takes me back to the Frozen Tundra of the world, and the wonderful family I had there. I miss you all, and wish I could see and keep in touch with you better!
Staci Nash (www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash) <ladybugmom@insightbb.com>
Bowling Green, KY - Saturday, December 1, 2007 7:05 PM CST

I just wanted to stop by and wish Ashley a happy belated birthday. I have been sick since last Wednesday and finally went to the dr. today. I have a double ear infection and sinus infection. Can you believe at my age I have an ear infection? Anyways, I hope she had a great birthday...wow, 13 already? You are right, time sure flies. Love and miss you guys. Hope all is going well.
Kris <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Wednesday, November 28, 2007 8:50 PM CST

Hi Guys, it Aunt Dede!

We were in town to visit my parents for MEA. I was driving around with my sister in law and my twin 4 month old nieces (trying to put them to sleep) and we ended up at the Hibbing Cemetary.

We stopped to pay a vist to AJ. It's the first time that I have been there since the day of the funeral. While my heart broke looking at his sweet face and seeing all the Batman memorbilia, I was also full of joy knowing that he is a much better place.

Miss you all!

Dede Bye-Fitzmaurice <dede.fitzmaurice@bestbuy.com>
Minneapolis, mn - Sunday, October 21, 2007 10:22 AM CDT

Your family is in my prayers.
Jennifer, a Texas prayer bear <texasprayerbear@yahoo.com or sassy_girl913@yahoo.com>
Bridgeport, Texas - Sunday, September 23, 2007 11:09 AM CDT

Hi Deb!

Wow, four years. Please know that I keep you and your family close to my thoughts and prayers. Every time I see a Batman, I always think of Addison. I do often check your site to see how you all are doing, but rarely sign in to say hi. I am sorry! I will try to do a better job of that.

Good Luck at teaching Sunday school! I know the children are blessed to have a teacher as loving as you!

Please know that I am thinking of you!! Sending you big hugs!!!
Connie Powell www.caringbridge.org/mn/missmadelyn <Roco595@aol.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Saturday, September 15, 2007 9:16 AM CDT

Hi,4 years, wow! It doesn't seem like it's been that long. Aj will always be in our memories as the adorable little guy running around in the batman pj's. I bet we wouldn't even recognize Austin and Ashley now. We think of you guys a lot. Hang in there - keep your memories close.

The Langgaards <lang5@iowatelecom.net>
Guthrie Center, IA - Tuesday, September 11, 2007 12:19 AM CDT

Deb...
It's hard to believe it's been 4 years since AJ and Brandon's passing. You are right... It really does get harder every year. Please know that I think of you and the kids often. Sending you and your family lots of hugs from Virginia. Miss you.

Love

Tina Eshbaugh <luvnangelbrandon@yahoo.com>
Harrisonburg, Va - Tuesday, September 11, 2007 10:31 AM CDT

Hi, Addison!

Four years doesn't mean much in Heaven, but you need to help your family realize that they are four years closer to being with you forever.

I know your mommy will do a good job as Sunday school teacher. She wants everyone to have a chance to meet you when their work here is finished.

I've just come from the funeral home, where I learned that Aunt Willa's daughter told her before she died to give Mamie a kiss for us.

www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy <george.f.adams@us.army.mil>
Huntsville, AL USA - Sunday, September 9, 2007 9:37 PM CDT

Deb, thinking of you and the children today. Hard to believe it's been 4 years. I do check in here and there and do not always sign! I'll be sure to give you a "hi" when I check in. Glad AJ continues to give you signs!
Lisa Post <ltjpost@yahoo.com>
Shelton, CT - Sunday, September 9, 2007 3:27 PM CDT

We miss them always but these days have such a cutting edge... May our Lord hold you close and may you know His and Addison's presence in a very special way as his Homegoing anniversary approaches.

Yolanda Rogers, Mom to Anna <weloveanna@earthlink.net>
Alt Spgs, FL USA - Saturday, September 8, 2007 8:12 PM CDT

Deb,
Please let Austin know that we wish him a very happy birthday. I wish we could be there to do it ourselves.
I hope you know that we are always here for you. You guys all mean so much to us. We miss our little buddy Addison now just as much as we did the day that he went to heaven. He will never be forgotten as he is in our hearts forever. We love and miss you.
Kris <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Wednesday, August 29, 2007 8:28 PM CDT

I was driving to work this morning, thinking that very same thing as you talked about. This is the last of the time you had with AJ that last year, when he was unfortunately the sickest. This time of year I think about how hard it is for you, and for the kids, and wish that it didnt have to be so hard. Deb, we love you all, and miss you.
Tessa and Ali <tessa@r-e-b-o.com>
- Thursday, August 23, 2007 11:27 AM CDT

HI! We miss you all so much and think of you all very often - you are all unforgettable.
ldvolz@msn.com <ldvolz@msn.com>
earlham, ia - Sunday, August 12, 2007 9:53 PM CDT

"Hi Guys!" We miss you so much. I can't wait to see you again. Lucas's surgery went well. You'll have to read his page. I updated it the other day. There's a cute story about after the surgery on there. Talk to you soon. Miss you tons!!!
Kris <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Wednesday, August 1, 2007 10:20 PM CDT

Hi Deb,

Wanted to say Hi!!. I have been thinking alot about Nathan lately too (some sad days) and often think about all the kids at the RMH. The want doesn't go away although I seem to be adjusted to him not being seen except in pictures. But something what I think I would give to kiss him one more time. I know that you know... I love the batman ribbon. That is way cool. Addison would love it.
Rhonda Frachiseur (http://www.caringbridge.org/tx/nathan) <stamp_with_rhonda@yahoo.com>
Allen, Tx - Tuesday, July 17, 2007 7:55 PM CDT

Hi Deb, Ashley & Austin,
It sounds like the kids are enjoying their summer. I know how hard that is to continue to follow the sites of all these precious kids and watch so many lose their battles after fighting so hard, like Addison did. It is so hard to continue checking on everyone, but I think it is harder NOT to. We continue to pray every day for you, Ashley and Austin and we always will. THanks for including the little ones on your prayer list that you do. Do any of the kids you mentioned have caringbridge sites? I will include them in my prayer list.
Terri and Bailey - www.caringbridge.org/mn/baileygrace <terri4design@mac.com>
Ramsey, MN usa - Monday, June 18, 2007 1:20 PM CDT

Hi Deb, Ashley & Austin,
We're thinking about you today and hoping you have kicked off a fun summer. It's pretty hot down in our neck of the woods, so I'm trying to stay indoors frequently because I don't "do" hot! Have a great week and remember that you are in our daily prayers today and always.
Terri and Bailey - www.caringbridge.org/mn/baileygrace <terri4design@mac.com>
Ramsey, MN usa - Tuesday, June 12, 2007 7:13 AM CDT

Hi Guys!!! Just stopping by to say "hi" and see how you were doing. We miss you so much. I can't wait to get together sometime this summer.
Talk to you soon!

Kris <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Thursday, May 31, 2007 4:25 PM CDT

With Much Love
Miss Shannon & Miss Samantha "Froggy" <humphity@gmail.com>
Always Missing & Remembering *AJ* - Sunday, May 13, 2007 4:14 AM CDT

Happy Belated Birthday Deb,
Wanted you to know I was thinking of you and the kids, we sure miss you lots.
Tessa and Ali <tessa@r-e-b-o.com>
- Monday, April 23, 2007 1:06 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Deb, I hope you have a great day. I think about you often and hope things are going well for you, Ashley and Austin.
Take Care and have a wonderful Birthday!!
Bobbi Jo
Hibbing, mn - Friday, April 20, 2007 8:25 PM CDT

I bet our buddy was having a huge batman birthday party in heaven yesterday. We love and miss you and the kids, Deb. We have to get together again soon. We have a lot of catching up to do. Miss you!!!

"We love and miss you Buddy Addison! You are in our thoughts daily. You were so special to us. We will always treasure the time that we were so fortunate to spend with you. We will never forget those special times."
Kris <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Tuesday, April 10, 2007 8:23 PM CDT

Hi Deb, Ashley & Austin,
You are in our thoughts today... May you be comforted by fun memories of beautiful times with AJ.

Love,
The Geary's
Allison Geary <dag09394@msn.com>
Aurora, CO - Monday, April 9, 2007 11:24 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
Take care- you'll be getting very special angel hugs today so make sure you take time to feel them!
www.caringbridge.org/visit/gailspickers
Trish <hwy35@nexusisp.com>
Canada - Monday, April 9, 2007 3:01 PM CDT

Debbie and Family.
Today will be hard, but you guys are strong and you'll get through it. Addison has been with you everyday, and will always be by your side. He will always be in your heart and will always be in mine. I love you guys.
Brittany
Brittany
Gilbert, MN U.S.A. - Monday, April 9, 2007 0:34 AM CDT

Hello Deb....

This is my first time visiting....I came across Addison's site through Mamie Adams site and I just want you to know that you're going to be included in my prayers! I've spent some time going through your journal and I am teary-eyed...I WAS sobbing through a little bit of it, but I keep remembering what George wrote in the guest book entry...He's so right, because of Easter, you WILL get to see Addison again!! I will be thinking of you and Ashley and Austin as you celebrate one amazing boy's birthday tomorrow...Just think, Addison is still touching other people's hearts....he just touched mine! God bless you!
Dawn H. <Mybitofsunshine@aol.com>
- Sunday, April 8, 2007 4:07 PM CDT

Happy Easter!

Because of Easter we can see our children again, and live with them forever without pain, fear, or sadness.

Mamie will be excited to help Addison celebrate his birthday tomorrow.

www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy <george.f.adams@us.army.mil>
Huntsville, AL USA - Sunday, April 8, 2007 8:24 AM CDT

With Much Love
Miss Shannon & My Baby Bunny <humphity@gmail.com>
Always Missing & Remembering *AJ* - Saturday, April 7, 2007 5:02 PM CDT

HAPPY ST. PADDY'S DAY!!!

With Much Love
Irish Sammi & her Irish Mommy <humphity@gmail.com>
Always Missing & Remembering *AJ* - Saturday, March 17, 2007 9:26 AM CDT

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viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Monday, March 12, 2007 11:18 AM CDT

Hi Deb,

Thank you again for following Mary's journey! It has certainly been bumpy so far but we are praying for a soft landing.

Love
Kristina, Mary's mom

Kristina Eisnor <ronsie@comcast.net>
Berkley, MA 02779 - Saturday, March 10, 2007 11:16 AM CST

Hi Deb, Just was thinking about you. Wondering how your doing, so I do check in now and then.
Mike Hukka
Rosemount, MN USA - Friday, February 23, 2007 8:41 PM CST

Happy Valentine's Day!!!

With Much Love
Miss Samantha Therese & her Mommy <humphity@gmail.com>
Always Missing & Remembering *AJ* - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 9:22 AM CST

Hi Deb...
Thought I would sign in to let you know that i'm thinking of you and the kids. I check the site quite often, but don't always get to write, but please know that I have'nt forgotten about you. Thank you so much for the card/picture of "little angel AJ." You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.

Much Love
TinaEshbaugh (angel brandons mom) <luvnangelbrandon@yahoo.com>
Va - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 8:40 AM CST

Hi Deb,
We're checking in on you and the kids and keeping you in our prayers every day. I'm guessing you are all keeping INDOORS as much as possible these days, as we are. Brrr! This cold snap can end just about any time now. Thank you for sharing Matty's page with us. I'd had it bookmarked a long time ago and when I had to replace my computer last spring I lost a lot of my bookmarks. And thank you for sharing so many others' sites as well. God Bless you guys, and keep you all safe and strong.
Terri & Bailey - www.caringbridge.org/mn/baileygrace <terri4design@mac.com>
Ramsey, MN usa - Thursday, February 8, 2007 6:39 AM CST

Hi, Deb,
Just signing in to let you know we still think about your family a lot...
Kim Langgaard <lang5@iowatelecom.net>
Guthrie Center, IA - Tuesday, February 6, 2007 12:05 AM CST

Thanks again for the pic. Enjoy the winter fun and may the New Year be good to each of you.

Your Friends in South Dakota
The Osterbur's <ktjcak@gwtc.net>
- Tuesday, January 16, 2007 10:16 PM CST

10 inches of white stuff, I am SOOOOOO jealous! I would love to see that much at once, just one time. However, I don't really want to trade my 60 degree weather to have it hang around! =) I thought of you on New Year's Day, as I was taking down Christmas decorations in a T-shirt and shorts! We miss the Frozen Tundra friends, but DEFINITELY not the weather!

Sending lots of Southern warmth your way, and hoping that 2007 is a great one for you and the kids. By the way, we LOVED the Christmas card. What a great idea. I can't believe how much Ashley and Austin have grown, and the angel import of AJ was FABULOUS!

We love and miss you!
Staci Nash (www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash) <ladybugmom@insightbb.com>
a very warm town in , KY - Sunday, January 7, 2007 11:01 PM CST

With Much Love
Sammi & her Mommy <humphity@gmail.com>
*AJ* is forever in my heart - Monday, January 1, 2007 7:44 AM CST

I see the countless Christmas trees around the world below
with tiny lights like heaven's stars reflecting on the snow.

The sight is so spectacular please wipe away that tear
for I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.

I hear the many Christmas songs that people hold so dear
but the sound of music can't compare with the Christmas choir up here.

I have no words to tell you of the joy their voices bring
for it is beyond description to hear the angels sing.

I know how much you miss me, I see the pain inside your heart
for I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.

I can't tell you of the splendor or the peace here in this place
Can you just imagine Christmas with our Savior face to face?

I'll ask him to lift your spirit as I tell him of your love
so then pray for one another as you lift your eyes above.

Please let your hearts be joyful and let your spirit sing
for I am spending Christmas in heaven and I'm walking with the King.

With Much Love
One Good Little Girl & Her Mommy <humphity@gmail.com>
Always Remembering *AJ* - Sunday, December 24, 2006 9:34 PM CST

Dear Mr. Hallmark,

I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear,
A rather strange idea, I see everything from here,
I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card,
A card of love for my parents, as this day for them is hard,
There must be some mistake I thought, every card you can imagine,
except I could not find a card, from a child that lives in heaven,
they are still a parent too, no matter where I reside,
I had to leave, they understand, but oh the tears they cried,
I thought that if I wrote to you, that you would come to know,
that though I live in heaven now, I still love my parents so,
they talk with me, and dreams with me, we still share laughter too,
memories are our way of speaking now, would you see what you can do?
my parents carry me in their heart, their tears they hide from sight,
they plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells,
they writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease there pain as well,
so you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth,
I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth,
they need to be honored, and be remembered too,
just as the children of the earth will do,
thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you will do your best,
find a way to tell them, how much they mean to me,
until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity.

I know Christmas must be so hard for you although I can't comprehend how difficult it must be.

All my love,

Viks

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Friday, December 22, 2006 8:22 AM CST

Deb, I found this poem on another child's website that I would like to share with you.

Christmas Time

It's Christmas time my family,
Yes, it's that time of year.
I'm not sure what it's like down there,
but it's heavenly up here.

There's lots of toys and lots of games.
A cake and presents too.
There's only one thing missing,
And that one thing is you.

But please don't cry my mommy,
Don't fret my daddy please.
Your presents will still reach me,
On this lovely Christmas Eve.

Cause I have a great big stocking,
Which is hung beside my bed.
The angels made it for me,
And it's beautiful velvet red.

And if, while you are sleeping,
You feel a touch upon your cheek.
Or maybe a gentle breeze blow by,
It is an angel, so do not weep.

Any thoughts you have for me,
Or messages of love,
The angels will collect them from you,
And bring them up above.

They will put them in my stocking,
When I am fast asleep.
And when I wake on Christmas morn,
I'll have them all to keep.

And so my precious family,
As you can plainly see,
Anything you want to say,
The angels will bring to me.

I know that it is hard for you,
To be happy when your heart is broke.
With a tear stained hanky on your lap,
And a great big lump in your throat.

But remember why we celebrate Christmas,
Remember the birth of Christ.
For it is because of him
I have eternal life.

In Memory of Our Buddy Addison.
We Love and Miss You.
Kris <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Thursday, December 21, 2006 5:25 PM CST

Hello Deb,
My name is Carrie and I just found your site off of your post on another CB site. I am originally from Grand Rapids, MN so when I saw you were from Gilbert and saw your last name, it sparked me to take a look. I am so sorry that you and your family had to endure the fight against heptoblastoma. I am a faithful follower of Jake Raborn's site as well as Matty's. These kids and their families absolutely amaze me. I have a deep admiration for the strength and perserverance it takes to battle such a horrible beast. I have a 21 month old son that I love and cherish every second of every day and even more after discovering how quickly life can change.
I just wanted to drop you a note to tell you that your Addison was and still is a handsome little guy and he will never be forgotten. Please take care, enjoy the holiday season and know that your family will be in my prayers.
Carrie Kleman <dukeandcarrie@netzero.net>
Avon, MN - Tuesday, December 5, 2006 3:56 PM CST

Deb and kids...
Thought I would stop in to say hello. Hope everyone is doing ok. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you. Miss you. Take care.

Lots of love
Tina Eshbaugh <luvnangelbrandon@yahoo.com>
- Monday, December 4, 2006 1:41 PM CST

Hi Deb,
I still check in on your website postings. Please know we are still thinking about you all. I hope you have a wonderful thanksgiving.
Beth Bizal <bbizal@warpdriveonline.com>
- Tuesday, November 21, 2006 5:56 PM CST

hello

i just wanted to say happy holloween to all of you

thinking of you often
love jessie R <smilinjessie@aol.com>
www.caringbirdge.com/pa /jessiespage, pa usa - Tuesday, October 31, 2006 3:49 PM CST

Thank you for posting about my little Mary! She is resting well after surgery and our surgeon did the almost inthinkable - he removed all of the tumor. Of course we are still on pins and needles waiting for the AFP roller coaster to start, but we will not complain. Thank you for continuing to care about other HPB children! It takes a very special person to travel down this road and to keep going down it again and again with others!

P.S. - Mary's carepages site is just her last name - Eisnor. So it is www.carepages.com - site name = Eisnor.

Love,
Kristina, Mary's mom
Kristina Eisnor <ronsie@comcast.net>
Berkley, MA - Friday, October 20, 2006 11:45 AM CDT

So sad to read of Jake's passing. As requested, I will keep his family in my prayers. I have added Matty too. You are so sweet to continue to stay involved and care for all these innocent children. It is hard to walk away, isn't it? That is why I continue to check on them all and pray too.
Lisa Post <ltjpost@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, October 18, 2006 5:08 PM CDT

Hey Deb & family,
I am so sorry to hear you already have snow in the Frozen Tundra of the world. I have thought of you often today, as it is in the mid 40's with frost expected here tonight. Fortunately for me, this cold spell should only last a few days before it starts warming up again. I am so sorry to hear about Jake. I will continue to lift his family up in prayer, as I do for all the wonderful families who have become part of mine in this journey. You continue to be an inspiration to me for many reasons, and I often find my heart yearning for the warmth and love my Frozen Tundra friends provided me during the coldest time of my life. I miss you all terribly! We think and speak of AJ and your family frequently, and we hope you can feel some of the Southern love we send your way!
Staci, Slim, Will, and Presley (www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash) <ladybugmom@insightbb.com>
Alvaton, KY - Thursday, October 12, 2006 9:06 PM CDT

Hi Deb and family. I found your site through Mr. Jake Owen Raborn and am a better person after reading about your journey. Your son, AJ, was and still is a bueatiful angel who has touched so many. Keep the faith- for his (AJ) will be the first face you see when the time comes. He WILL be there waiting for his momma to hold him again. BELIEVE-
Margaret
West Saint Paul, MN USA! - Wednesday, October 11, 2006 8:49 AM CDT

I found your site from Brandon's site and am glad I visited. My son is a Hepatoblastoma survivor and it pains me to keep finding sites of other children who have battled and lost this terrible disease. I have followed Jake's story for a long time and their latest news fills me with sadness. I will add your family to my prayers as you continue to deal with the loss of Addison.

Amiee - Zach's mom
www.team-martin.com
Shane, Amiee and Zachary Martin <amieemartin@charter.net>
Flowery Branch, GA USA - Friday, October 6, 2006 4:25 AM CDT

Remembering your sweet son, always.
Kristen B.
Raleigh, NC - Thursday, September 28, 2006 3:13 PM CDT

Has it really been three years since AJ passed? I know that the time seems to fly and drag at the same time.

I have to say that AJ's smile was amazing!

I will add Jake to my prayer list.

Thanks for stopping by. I needed to hear exactly what you said.
Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.com/mn/deemartinson <jennifer.miles@macys.com>
Minneapolis, MN US - Wednesday, September 27, 2006 8:54 AM CDT

Deb, I will add Jake to my prayer list. Glad to hear he was doing better today.
Lisa Post <ltjpost@yahoo.com>
- Monday, September 25, 2006 10:20 PM CDT

Deb, Ashley and Austin...

Thought I would drop in to give you a quick hello. Please know that I'm thinking of you always. Thanks so much for sharing those caringbridge websites. Many prayers to all of you.
Tina Eshbaugh <luvnangelbrandon@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, September 21, 2006 5:19 PM CDT

You are so right, Addison and Jake look like twins! Maybe that's why I was always drawn to his site despite not being a MN or ND kiddo like I normally follow.

Hugs,
Connie Frisby-Griffin <cdlfg@adelphia.net>
Colorado Springs, - Sunday, September 17, 2006 7:54 PM CDT

Addison has been living with Jesus almost twice as long as our little Mamie. They are no doubt so busy swimming or swinging or doing things we cannot imagine, that neither one has probably noticed any passage of time. On that wonderful day when we see them again, we will be able to understand how short our time of separation is compared to eternity together.

www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy <george.f.adams@us.army.mil>
Huntsville, AL USA - Friday, September 15, 2006 10:39 PM CDT

Hi Deb & family,
I just wanted to let you know that Bailey STILL sleeps every night with Addison's "Cassie" blanket you made her. And when we go anywhere, Cassie comes with. The blanket is very special to her and she talks often about AJ. Last week while in the hospital she related to one of the nurses about the bats she had bought for Addison the day he passed away. She was going to bring them down to his room and the nurses told us of his passing. A few days later we hung the bats around her room. She was showing the nurse at the hospital last week how we hung the bats and if she knew AJ. (We were at Children's/St. Paul though - she gets her hospitals mixed up). We pray often for you. We hope you feel the strength of all the prayers from so many who knew and loved your sweet little boy and feel lifted from all of those prayers. God Bless you all.
Terri & Bailey - www.caringbridge.org/mn/baileygrace <terri4design@mac.com>
Ramsey, MN usa - Wednesday, September 13, 2006 7:41 PM CDT

We love and miss you Buddy Addison.

Hosted by Sparkle Tags
Kristin, Josh, and Lucas <kristindecker@yahoo.com, www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells>
Red Wing, MN - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 6:28 AM CDT

Hey Deb, Ashley & Austin: We're always thinking of you guys and miss you very much. Batman is everywhere and I ALWAYS think of all of you and the incredible Addison when I see something Batman.
Donna Volz <ldvolz@msn.com>
Earlham, IA - Monday, September 11, 2006 5:23 AM CDT

I am so sorry I missed posting on Addison's Homegoing anniversary yesterday. I am certain our children are whole now and in the presence of our Saviour where together they wait for a blessed reunion. May our Lord bless you with His comfort, peace and hope in a very special way.

In His Love,
Yolanda Rogers
http://www.galatians5.com
Mom to Anna
Altamonte Spgs, FL USA - Sunday, September 10, 2006 2:13 PM CDT

Deb & Kids,

We are thinking of you today.

Much love,

Owen, Walt & Dede
Dede Bye-Fitzmaurice <dede.fitzmaurice@bestbuy.com>
Minneapolis, mn - Saturday, September 9, 2006 9:33 AM CDT

Thinking of you especially knowing that this week marks 3 whole years. It must be hard for A.J.'s siblings as well. I will keep you all in my prayers.
Lisa Post <ltjpost@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, September 7, 2006 10:17 PM CDT

Hey Frozen Tundra friends! I think of you often, but especially this time of year. I am glad to know you guys are doing well. I hope to update Presley's website soon. I miss you terribly, and wish I could give you a big ol' Southern hug. Of course, you might get a bit sweatty as it is still in the upper 80's here! =) I'll take it over those negative temps ANY day! I love you much, and hope you feel the prayers that I send up for you and your family. Everytime I see a Batman I say a special prayer for you, Ashley, Austin, and AJ. I know he hears them, and I hope you feel them!
Staci Nash (www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash) <ladybugmom@insightbb.com>
Bowling Green, KY - Thursday, September 7, 2006 8:11 PM CDT

Just stopped by for a quick visit. will try to update the web page soon. Start a new job on Monday. I'll get to work form home when I'm done with training. I reed you're e-mails and get my chucles I don't always respond, but glad you think of us. Will write you late with more details. In the mean time take care, God's Speed,
Osterbur's <ktjcak@gwtc.net>
- Wednesday, September 6, 2006 4:24 PM CDT

Debbie, I just finished reading your entire journal from day one (it took a couple of days). I found your site through an entry you left with annajane from oklahoma in which our family is praying for. I can honestly say I could relate to you're journey with the beast we call hepatoblastoma. My son was diagnosed with this monster on October 4, 2004 and thank god is doing well now. His site is caringbridge.org/fl/brandon. I could tell by reading your journal what a great mom you are and what an awesome child addison was. I am deeply sorry for youre loss. Our family will pray for you're continued strength
David Butzberger <Butz2469@aol.com>
West Palm Beach , Fl - Wednesday, September 6, 2006 4:12 AM CDT

Thank-you for sharing your heart. I pray that you would continue to have sweet memories of your precious angel and that your pain would be less. Anxiously await your time to be with him again. I cry for my niece Anna who is battling her cancer. I don't want her to be in anymore pain. I don't want to see her AFP go up and up. These are all things I know that you too prayed for. Thanks for sharing.
Anna's Aunt Shonda
- Monday, August 21, 2006 10:26 PM CDT

Hi Deb, I have had trouble updating and visiting pages and havent spent the time to figure it out. I was so delighted to see that you had written in Joshy's journal and I was so sad to have missed you. We have had bad problems with our business partner and friend of 20 years. It is to private to get into, but long horrible story short, we have to move to the Chicago area to help patch up the damage done. Our other partners live there and the Illinois office needs Jim's strengths to keep us all going and to help move things forward. We plan to move this Christmas break (2006) It is so hard to uproot especially since we feel like we just recovered somewhat from Joshy's ordeal and caught up in school and all of that mess. As you always say, God is great..I just sure as heck dont get His ways at ALL! I miss you and I can almost hear your strong voice of soothing comfort and strength encouraging me that everything is going to be all right.. I still think you are one of the most amazing women I have ever met! Please lets try to connect!!! Love Lisa Abbott
Lisa Abbott <weezielee@hotmail.com>
- Monday, August 14, 2006 11:29 PM CDT

I was posting this picture of Cassie's site, and thought I would swing by your page to say "hello". I'll be thinking of you on the 9th

Lots of love

Viks

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Monday, August 14, 2006 5:01 PM CDT

Deb,
I love the batman ribbon on the website. It is great. Andrew would have loved that. I haven't checked up on you all in a while, but came across your address in Andrew's guestbook from a while back. Hope you are getting more comfortable with your new life. I know everyday and even every minute of every day, Andrew is still on my mind. I am sure you feel similarly. It has been nearly 5 years since his death and I find that incredible. We only knew him 3 1/2 years and he has been gone 5. That tells me what an important boy he was. I am sure you feel the same about Addison. Hope the family is healing and all is going well in your lives. We are on a temporary job in Australia and are eating up the sun and beaches. Take care.
valerie Price mom to Angel Andrew and terrific Trey <valerie_price@hotmail.com www.caringbridge.com/tx/aprice>
Brisbane/Spring, tx Australia/USA - Sunday, August 13, 2006 10:59 PM CDT

Thanks for signing the guest book back in May. Ihaven't been very good at updating these days. ALisha is "Sweet angel is messed everyday. Joshua will be home this month before he heads to South Korea. Clinton is getting prepared for football. Krisitna turned 5 on the 31st of this month. Kenny is busy with cattle things and his fire chief duties. Had a few fires that were and education for him. I still working at the home. Take care.
Osterbur's <ktjcak@gwtc.net>
- Thursday, August 3, 2006 2:55 PM CDT

Sorry to hear of your aunt's passing. I know you take comfort in knowing A.J. has another loved one with him. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Lisa Post <ltjpost@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, July 27, 2006 10:21 PM CDT

Saying a little prayer that your aunt is comfortable and will have a very peaceful passing when the time arrives. It must be so hard to lose yet another close family member, but it also must be a comfort to know that Addison's heavenly family will forever be with him. God Bless.
Lisa Post <ltjpost@yahoo.com>
Trumbull, CT - Thursday, July 20, 2006 2:33 PM CDT

With Much Love,
Shannon, Jim & Our Patriotic Girl <humphity@gmail.com>
Always Remembering *Addison* - Monday, July 3, 2006 1:27 PM CDT

I haven't been by in a while but did want to say Hi. Thanks for coming by Nathan's site. I guess even without alot of activity we'll still out here and will always be connected somehow. My thoughts will be with you as you find your way with MS. I will also pray that it is a mild case.
Rhonda (http://wwww.caringbridge.org/tx/nathan) <brawnygrl@yahoo.com>
Allen, TX - Tuesday, June 27, 2006 1:44 PM CDT

With Much Love,
Shannon, Jim & Miss Samantha <humphity@gmail.com>
Always Remembering *AJ* - Saturday, June 17, 2006 5:48 PM CDT

Well Deb, if you are at all inspired by anything that I write, I hope you know and appreciate what a deep and significant impact that your Addison has on those words! And I mean that sincerely. My daughter was just coming into this cancer world as your son was leaving it...Addison was THE hero and THE story that I needed to meet and to hear at the exact moment in my life that I needed it. I was heartbroken, depressed, emotionally numb and functionless for weeks with Julianna's diagnosis. Then one time in the middle of the night, I remember coming across the picture that you shared of your sweet little guy, finally at peace, and surrounded by all his favorite Batman stuff. It was the most sobering and overwhelming moment that I had since the doctor told me that Julianna had cancer. It was the first time I think I truly understood what a monster I was up against...and it was my quintessential ralleying moment. Anything that you may see in me, anything that you may feel in what I wright, know that it all started with your Addison.

Take care,
Terry, Julianna Banana's dad <tjosephson@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Tuesday, June 13, 2006 0:16 AM CDT

Deb, praying for a mild case and also prayers for your friend Janet. Stay strong. Stay positive! A.J. will look out for you as our special angels always do!
Lisa Post <ltjpost@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 30, 2006 4:36 PM CDT

Deb-
Hi just looked in on your site. I didnt know about your health issues, I am so sorry for your pain and struggles. I will be praying for you. Your Addison is so precious and I know how much you miss him. I do! I think of you so many times, and living across the hall from you all. Also about our meeting in the hall way at the hospital, when we knew our sons were going to die. Its just something you dont forget. My heart goes out to you and your children. Thanks so much for visiting my site too, even though I dont update regularly, I did finally today, with new photos too. I would like to send a card to JANET. I didnt know about all her trouble. We were there in 05 and she was still at RMH.
Hang in there girl, and keep looking up!! Lots of love to you. One mother to another....
Christie
Christie Smith <smithrus5@wcrtc.net>
Henryville, IN USA - Sunday, May 28, 2006 7:41 PM CDT

Deb~
I just found your site after visiting one for jakeowen. It is a beautiful tribute to your son and family. I am encouraged that you decided to keep it going after his passing. I too lost a child to cancer and have a site up for her that I've kept going.
www.caringbridge.org/ma/jillsjourney
Please stop in and visit if you like. We are closing in on her one year anniversary and I've often thought about closing the site but I've found I like writing a note now and then. Thanks for letting me share a piece of your life.
Debbie Beach <beachfamily@comcast.net>
Milton, Ma - Sunday, May 28, 2006 10:21 AM CDT

I found your website today and wanted to let you know that I will keep you in my prayers.

katieeliselambert.org
Judy Lambert <swtflwr66@aol.com>
- Friday, May 26, 2006 8:17 PM CDT

Praying for you!
Tina & Lance <lancejrmommy@comcast.net>
- Friday, May 26, 2006 1:29 PM CDT

praying for you!

Mandy (Angels on Earth)
mamtooryan
- Friday, May 26, 2006 1:25 PM CDT

Deb

It has been a long time since I wrote to you but we still think of you often. Trevor still asks about Addison and we talk about him. We are praying for you to be healthy! I ask my little Austin if he still remembers "Big Austin"! Trev does but Austin was pretty little when we were at the House. Our prayers are with you and the kids.
Deb Bartunek <bartman@rap.midco.net>
Rapid City, SD - Thursday, May 25, 2006 11:42 PM CDT

Hi Deb,

I will be praying for your test results. I think about all the times at Ronald McDonald a lot. Hope all goes well.

Shannon Gatewood (caringbridge.org/mn/mandy) <jsgatewood@yahoo.com>
Princeton, MN - Thursday, May 25, 2006 10:44 AM CDT

Deb! You are always in my prayers, but I will be saying many more for you now. A.J. is watching over you I just know it!
Love,
Jennifer & Allison
Jennifer Restemayer <jennmarie@bis.midco.net>
Bismarck, ND USA - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 10:38 PM CDT

Deb,

I hope you test results come back good. We are lifting you up in prayer!!! Take Care
Stacie <jpouh@charter.net>
waupaca, wi usa - Tuesday, May 23, 2006 11:59 PM CDT

Deb,

I along with many others are praying for you. I am sure your Angel Addison is very close right now. He will take care of you.
lisa <lisa@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 23, 2006 10:41 PM CDT

Dear Deb, I'm so glad I popped into A.J.'s site tonight to read your request for prayers. I will certainly keep you in my prayers! You have been through enough as it is...I pray you don't have to deal with serious medical issues for yourself. God Bless
Lisa Post
Lisa Post <ltjpost@yahoo.com>
Trumbull, CT - Monday, May 22, 2006 7:40 PM CDT

Deb ~ Happy Mother's Day!
Love,
Jennifer Restemayer
www.caringbridge.org/nd/allison

A Mother's Day Wish From Heaven

Dear Mr. Hallmark,

I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear
A rather strange idea, I see everything from here.
I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card
A card of love for my mother, as this day for her is hard.

There must be some mistake I thought, every card you could imagine
Except I could not find a card, from a child who lives in heaven.
She is still a mother too, no matter where I reside
I had to leave, she understands, but oh the tears she�s cried.

I thought that if I wrote you, that you would come to know
That though I live in heaven now, I still love my mother so.
She talks with me, and dreams with me; we still share laughter too,
Memories our way of speaking now, would you see what you could do?

My mother carries me in her heart, her tears she hides from sight.
She writes poems to honor me, sometimes far into the night
She plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells
She writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease their pain as well.

So you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth
I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth
She needs to be honored, and remembered too
Just as the children of earth will do.

Thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you�ll do your best
I have done all I can do; to you I�ll leave the rest.
Find a way to tell her, how much she means to me
Until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity.

Jennifer Restemayer <jennmarie@bis.midco.net>
Bismarck, ND USA - Sunday, May 14, 2006 10:47 AM CDT

Deb As you know you are always in our toughts and prayers as this month on the 21st Alisha would be 15. We Kristina and I picked out to little fairy's to place at her resting place. As you miss your little one we too feel the ache in our hearts. It's funny what triggers the heart sings and brings back memories or tiggers the tear ducts and one can't stop them. Take care Beautiful and have a happy Mother's Day!!

Osterbur's <ktjcak@gwtc.net>
- Friday, May 5, 2006 11:33 PM CDT

I am thinking of your family.
Ruth <blueeyed_female@msn.com>
Hinton, Wv US - Tuesday, May 2, 2006 11:51 AM CDT

I'll always remember your son and the lessons he taught us while he was here. I'm sorry for your pain.
Take care,
Kristen B.
Raleigh, NC - Wednesday, April 26, 2006 8:43 AM CDT

Just stopping by to let you know my thoughts and prayers are with you. God bless and *warm hugs* ><>�<><

*Jennifer C* from Angels on Earth <coopsie78@gmail.com>
Eugene, OR USA - Saturday, April 22, 2006 3:49 PM CDT

I have been coming to Addison's page for a long, long time now...I can't even remember how long. You wondered if anyone was still out there; I am here, and will always remember Addison. He was and is still very special...don't ever doubt that anyone recognizes that. I know I do. I am praying for you and hoping that your pain be gentle, and that some extra special moments come your way.
Love,
Randa <randaleiper@hotmail.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Thursday, April 20, 2006 8:30 PM CDT

Deb~ many Many prayers to you and your family! Happy Belated Birthday ^^AJ^^ I hope you had a grand celebration in Heaven! Love,
Jennifer Restemayer
Jennifer Restemayer www.caringbridge.org/nd/allison <jennmarie@bis.midco.net>
Bismarck, ND USA - Wednesday, April 19, 2006 10:29 AM CDT

I just want you to know that we think of all of you every day and miss Addison and think of him every day also. We had a big scare last Friday (check my update) and I know that Addison was with us. He still looks out for his buddy. I prayed so hard and with the help of Addison, God answered my prayers. It was a scary time this weekend, but we didn't forget about his birthday. Now that things are all settled down we are going to buy a Batman balloon and let it go, just like we did last year in memory of our buddy. Lucas has been talking about doing that for the past 2 weeks. We love and miss you all so much and can't wait to see you again.
With love
Kris <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Thursday, April 13, 2006 10:41 PM CDT

Hi Deb. I still check in now and then. Mike Hukka
Mike Hukka <hukkagen@aol.com>
Rosemount, MN USA - Thursday, April 13, 2006 9:15 PM CDT

Hi Debbie,

I thought I would let you know I still check up on you guys and still think about Addison too. It's hard to believe it has been two and one half years since we lost our children. I still have a hard time with lossing Mandy to Cancer but just keep trying to find some good out of it. I will be praying for you guys.
Shannon Gatewood (caringbridge.org/mn/mandy <jsgatewood@yahoo.com>
Princeton, MN USA - Thursday, April 13, 2006 4:47 PM CDT

I am still here reading! I have been silent, too much going on here and no words about where to start. But I have been thinking of you often, and I check AJ's page on a regular basis. I miss you guys!
Chris Myrah <chrismyrah@frontiernet.net>
Rosemount, MN USA - Monday, April 10, 2006 4:48 PM CDT

Dear Deb, Ashley & Austin: Thinking of you always but especially today on A.J.'s birthday. We miss you and hope that someday we can get together.
Lauren, Donna, Brandon, Collin & Keenan Volz <ldvolz@msn.com>
Earlham, IA - Sunday, April 9, 2006 9:03 PM CDT

hey its nice to know you guys are doing good. i plan on getting a tattoe in memorey or aj. but docs said i have to wait one more year. my mom and i cant remeber are password so i have not been able to up date my page. but we are doing really good moms doing her thing and i am living with my grandparents and selling partylite still not able to get a real job with all the smoke. i got a new puppy his name is stitch and hes keeping me really bizzy. health is good have trouble with breathing but thats only problem at this time. hope to here from you guys soon miss ya lots. love always saralee and chris

saralee richards <scrappydoo_20@hotmial.com>
cromwell, mn us - Wednesday, March 29, 2006 2:59 PM CST

With Much Love
Shannon, Jim & Our Little Leprechaun <humphity@gmail.com>
Always Remembering *AJ* - Friday, March 17, 2006 8:07 AM CST

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