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Welcome. Our Meechie fought an honorable fight, and won by entering heaven on Dec 4th 2007 Just 11 days before his 8th birthday. Please read his journal to see how stoically he fought.
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Wednesday, May 7, 2008 9:54 AM CDT Hello. It's been quite a while since I last updated. Sorry. We are all doing fine. The boys, are now starting to ask when can we do the things that we quit since Meechie got really sick. They have been wanting to go to IHOP. This was Meechie's favorite place to eat, and my heart just isn't ready to go there, without Meechie. I hate having them feel like they can't do stuff, but I guess in time this will get better.?
I do have to ask for prayers. Ahren apparently has something not quite right with his heart. He had started complaining of chest pain right about the time Meechie really started to fade away. I thought maybe Ahren was just under stress. Well, it has continued and he had some heart tests done. The Cardiologist at Children't wants to see him. I have not stepped foot in this hospital since May 17th 2007 when his team told us for sure that our options were very limited, and none of them would save our little man's life. Now, I must walk back into that hospital with another child. How? I have not even traveled that route, but once when my dad was in the hospital and Rob drove. I even switched salons. Too many many memories of conversations between me and Meechie., and how every trip magically when passing Burger King, he would always say, " Mommy are you hungry", Me: "No, not really, are you?". Him: "Yeah", Me "Okay" 3 years of these trips, just me and him. I don't know how I will make that trip now with Ahren..............
Also, I have been delaying in telling anyone, but we have found out about 1 month ago that we are expecting. Hmmm.... Not quite sure how that happened. Of course, we know the action that would cause it, but the dates are just all way off. Anyway, Sunday I started bleeding, and Monday I had an appt. The baby looked fine, but I have a subchorionic hemorrhage? Anyway I have to take some progesterone, and basically my Dr said it boils down to whether or not this little one is meant to be.... I figure to be due around CHRISTMAS, the Dr, whom I believe is wrong is saying New Year's. Much much emotion about being due in Dec, but I have to keep in mind that GOD has his perfect timings. I can't help but remember how Meechie in one of his coherent ramblings one weekend said" Mommy, you just keep having all these babies", Does he think it time we have something more to occupy us? Has he gone on ahead and made intercessions, on our behalf? I must admit that I had some abnormal results from my yearly exam and had needed a biopsy. With the cancer in my family, I had accepted that Muffin would be the baby, and one of us would shut our "factories"-Rob's term. down. I guess GOD proved otherwise huh? Oh, btw my tests were all fine. I got the results just 2 days before the news of the new little Robinson. Don't know if my age has anything to so with it, but this little one is taking me for quite the loop. I am feeling miserable lately. Oh well, that miserable feeling is reassurance. Just a few more weeks of it hopefully.......
Your prayers as always are greatly appreciated. The pic above is Meechie's very first photo shoot at 1 week old........ My how time flies.....and these change....The once unthinkable happens........I wish us a BLESSED journey through this vapor of life. Until next time, GOD BLESS, Dani
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