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Hi Amy and Family:
Just wanted to say “hello” from dry Minnesota, where we got a drop of rain today to wet down the driveway, but not fill Peavey Lake (which is down 10 feet), nor fill the pond for the horses.
I had a young man from the church over to the house yesterday to help me clean out the storage shed. We worked all day and moved “a thousand boxes” but I don’t know if I made any headway. What is it about us humans? We spend all our free hours (which could be spent honoring the Lord/others and living in His Word) shifting our “stuff”. I have a booth in an antiques mall and I have enough Rubbermaid containers to fill an entire antiques mall. “Lord, this is my prayer. Let me divest. Let it go.”
I want to share something from my heart. One day recently I wrote about the transporting bliss of two horses running in the early morning mist. The next day one of those horses was dead. Samantha died that next day from a fall onto a pile of rocks. In a cruel twist, her bridle caught in the rock pile and strangled her.
God knows the time for all of us, and He knew Samantha’s lifespan. Nonetheless, Lem and I feel a terrible loss. Our lives are diminished by her death. She was a beautiful glossy-coated Arabian mare filled with the joy of life. She was spirited. Most importantly, she was a companion to Jack, who is in mourning and pining away.
For the last two weeks, I have been preoccupied with what to do about Jack. He belongs to my cousin, Pam, who cannot cope with this right now. Alice Walker, the poet who wrote “The Color Purple” wrote a book of poems called “Horses Make the Landscape More Beautiful”. I will never forget an essay she wrote about a horse that, alone, pined away unto death. I have been grieving so, and worried about that poor old horse, who does not understand the loneliness of that green field.
Lem, bless his heart, is also sentimental about animals and we’ve talked about getting horses to keep Jack company.
Tonight I think we finally have it resolved. My sweet friend, Myra, has two horses she wants to sell/share with us. My dear cousin, Ronnie, has a field he will rent for a month or two until we get our pasture fenced – and a stock trailer to transport Felicity and Jezzie (short for Jezebel …what am I in for?) to the field with Jack. Within the next week, we’ll have a field of three horses, and will be underway on a new fenced field. Lem is talking about a few beef cattle.
This will complicate our lives, yet in Genesis, God told us to care for His creatures. (I remember Lindsay’s and Taylor’s joy at feeding carrots and apples to Samantha and Jack on a warm dusky summer evening not too long ago). Myra and I will try the method of the “Horse Whisperer” to see if we can’t bond in a profound new way with Jezzie, Felicity and Jack.
And I’m looking forward to seeing the spirit renewed in a dispirited old horse who wanders obsessively around a large mound of dirt in a green field.
Much love to you all as you are reunited as a family again. Hope your summer is blissful. Remember, the slumber room above the garage is in readiness for five girls who want a mini vacation.
Love, Marilyn
Marilyn Phillips <marilynphillips515@yahoo.com>
Hillman, MN USA - Monday, July 23, 2007 11:31 AM CDT
Mackenzie
Today should be a very happy one with
the whole family back together again.
Hope you get to do something extra fun!
prayers and love from
mrs pam
- Saturday, July 21, 2007 7:33 AM CDT
Praising God with you! We are so happy!!! We will keep praying for Mackenzie! What an incredible journey!
Peggy Ekstrom <Pege125@aol.com>
Mundelein, IL USA - Friday, July 20, 2007 10:20 PM CDT
So great to hear that Mackenzie is doing well!! All the best and continued healing!
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Friday, July 20, 2007 7:36 AM CDT
Wonderful News! I am so happy! I will continue my prayers and remain delighted for the 100%!! Hugs and Prayers - Marti (your Prayer Bear)
Marti Retzer <AlmnTrFrms@aol.com>
Chico, CA USA - Friday, July 20, 2007 0:48 AM CDT
Go Go Super Donor cells. HA HA! God is good. He is performing a miricle in little Mackenzie! SO happy for you!!!
Lori <the7rohrbachs@verizon.net>
- Thursday, July 19, 2007 8:05 PM CDT
YEAH!!! We are so happy to hear such good news! We hope all continues to go well! Love you tons!!! Love,Frank, Kelly, and Addie
Kelly Lesniak <kmlesni@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, July 19, 2007 1:43 PM CDT
I am praising God and thanking Him for the great news. I am glad the other girls are having fun and you can tend to Mackie.
Great is His faithfulness!
Jane Klingenberg <jane.klingenberg@gmail.com>
- Thursday, July 19, 2007 9:44 AM CDT
WOW, WOW,WOW!!! 100% Engraftment??? That's awesome! It's everything we've been PUSHIN and PULLIN for! Leukemia is definitely losing this time. Nothing is too tough for God! Glad to hear that all is well and that the other girls are occupied up at Papa's cabin. Everytime I think of that place, I remember the summer we visited and the kids filled that rubber boat with crayfish! Looking forward to the days when you can be up there with them. Miss you, Aim....can't wait til you're home! Love, Heidi
Heidi Shor <humblecarpenter@comcast.net>
- Thursday, July 19, 2007 9:05 AM CDT
WOW, comes to my mind reading that Mack is now 100% engrafted....thinking of the day when you meet the family who donated the cord blood....that journey will be SOOO amazing.
Glad to hear Mack's counts are up! I'm enjoying riding this wave to recovery with you and your family, thanks for keeping us all posted.
Susan Frew <sfrew@d115.org>
- Thursday, July 19, 2007 7:02 AM CDT
I'll pray for you always!
Samantha
Chicago, IL USA - Wednesday, July 18, 2007 4:38 PM CDT
GOD IS SOOOO GOOD!!! PRAISE HIM FOR ANSWERED PRAYERS!!!
sheri frye <sherif1@chesnet.net>
chesnee, sc usa - Wednesday, July 18, 2007 4:29 PM CDT
Aim-
Thanks for the update! Praise the Lord that she is 100% grafted. I am so happy. Plus her numbers are lookin good.
It is now just those icky steroids! Can't live with them or without them! But she will feel so much better when the puffiness and mood swings go away. I can tell you from experience and when I look at pictures of myself when I was that puffy it looks nothing like me. I am glad she is at the point where they can start weaning her off.
Miss you,
Jodi
Franklin, TN - Wednesday, July 18, 2007 1:15 PM CDT
Hi Amy....It is such a joy to read your post. I thank God daily for His mercy and grace and for lifting Mackenzie up and bringing her back to health. My prayers of thanks are also for the wonderful family who donated the cord blood. What a gift. Enjoy this time and know that we continue to pray for you, Mackenzie and your entire family. Give my love to your Mom too!
Eileen G. <egoo0@allstate.com>
Arlington Heights, IL USA - Wednesday, July 18, 2007 8:32 AM CDT
Hi Everyone!
I haven't posted in a while, but you KNOW that I'm still checking in every day. Just thought today was a good day to pop in and say Hi to all my peeps!
Amy, I am so in awe that you are out of that hospital and on your own and that she is 100% engrafted and feeling great. I am sooooo grateful to God!!!!!!!! Is she still shockin' the Docs?? Is it normal to be doing so well this soon after transplant? Maybe you could fill us non-medical folks in on what they watch for, typical post transplant info etc.
Love you soooooooo...and all my peeps too!
Big summer time hugs,
Beth
bt <itsabeautifulday@myhouse.com>
holland, mi - Wednesday, July 18, 2007 7:11 AM CDT
Dear Amy and Mackenzie,I think we are truely seeing a miracle here!!!! will keep on praying,Love Ute
ute katovich <utekat@att.net>
schaumburg, il - Tuesday, July 17, 2007 10:25 PM CDT
YES!!! 100% Engraftment!!!
Continuing to pray for healing and comfort. Praying for you, Amy, for stamina and patience.
Nancy
Commerce, MI - Tuesday, July 17, 2007 7:38 PM CDT
Praise be to God!!! The MIRACLE is unfolding!!! Such wonderful news!!! My prayers continue to be with you all.
Kristi Matthews <kristimatthews@earthlink.net>
Ninety Six, SC 29666 - Tuesday, July 17, 2007 7:04 PM CDT
PRAISE GOD!!!!
CONTINUED PRAYERS FOR YOU FAMILY
KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK MACK
Bonny Vogt <sweetgranny05@columbus.rr.com>
Pataskala, Ohio USA - Tuesday, July 17, 2007 6:19 PM CDT
Dear Amy and friends:
Just checking in so I can keep in touch with all of you. I didn't get a chance to visit with Linda when I was in New York: it would have been fun to celebrate a new friendship and the miracle of Mackie's remission. (I'm sorry, Linda). And we will pray for Pastor Louie - it's a privilege.
Amy and Steve - hope we get a chance to hug you here in Minnesota before the summer is gone. We're thinking about you in your busyness - and continuing to uplift you all in prayers. And crying everytime we see the video of our little soldier marching out of the hospital.
Marilyn (P.S. Debbie from Tennessee - you crack me up with your songs! You need to go on An American Idol!)
Marilyn Phillips <marilynphillips515@yahoo.com>
Hillman, MN USA - Monday, July 16, 2007 3:52 PM CDT
Dear Prayer Warriors - My dear pastor, who we call by his name - Louie - is in the hospital. He took ill last week and the doctors found that he had a parasitic illness from a tick, but not Lyme's disease. Now I've just had the latest update:
"I just spoke to him at 12noon and he's not doing too well. He's taken another turn for the worse and he's very weak and on oxygen. He has something else besides the lymes disease. I asked him about visitors and phone calls and he said he'd rather just rest until he feels stronger, so I told him I would email everyone and relay this info. and that we're all praying for him. He said he appreciates that.
Karin"
Please pray for healing! By the way, Karin is one of my church family who regularly prays for Mack!
Much love,
Linda
Linda Matson <Linnyrulz@yahoo.com>
NY - Monday, July 16, 2007 11:28 AM CDT
Mackenzie and family,
CONGRATS on being home and FINALLY out of the hospital. That is a huge step in your journey. Just wanted to let you know that you still have continued prayers from Minnesota and I'm soooo proud to hear of the good news!!!
God Bless,
Megan
Megan <hagelbagel0740@hotmail.com>
Stillwater, MN - Monday, July 16, 2007 0:20 AM CDT
Amy & Steve
Thank you so much for sharing the video with all of us. What a wonderful day that was. Mack is always in our prayers.
Susan Frew <sfrew@d115.org>
Mundelein, - Saturday, July 14, 2007 10:04 PM CDT
Hi Mackenzie and family! My name is Kelsey. I'm Kristin Smith's daughter. She was looking at this page earlier today and oh my gosh, Mackenzie is just precious! I'm so glad the bone marrow transplant has been a success, so far. I'll try to check on how she is doing every week! Take care and God bless!
Kelsey Smith
Lafayette, IN - Saturday, July 14, 2007 3:44 PM CDT
What a great video! We're so happy for the wonderful changes in your lives! Enjoy!
Deb, Claire, & Cait Schneider
Deb Schneider
Lake Forest, IL - Friday, July 13, 2007 10:37 PM CDT
Hey Aim!
Think it's time to write another little song.
It's been days and that's too long!
You know we've all learned it from the best! ;)
You can hear it all, you've pasted that test.
Now, ya friends with anybody else willing to share?
Keeping things to yourself isn't always fair! :0
Music can be a key to letting your feeling show.
So take a listen, and here we goooooo...
LUBBIN ... (you can sing it to your favorite beat ... stop laughin this is neat!)
Lubbin' those counts, they are on the rise!
Lubbin' the video, Mack's cute in her little disquise!
Lubbin' that girl and her tiny little feet!
Lubbin' you selling that sand - not taking a defeat!
Lubbin' Steve and all he's had to learn.
Lubbin' how each of you is taking a turn.
Together you're all the hardest working team the world's ever seen.
No wonder sweet Mack is back on top and starting to beeee-aaam! :)
Today is so great I'm even lubbin' the chess club!
Remembering your other girlies as more for us to lub!
Best of luck at the hopal today!
I'm passing the time with you and remembering to pray.
Mack is His miracle
And lubbin' Him for that is all we have to sa -aaaayyyyy.
Ta-da! MISS YOU!!!!!!!
Sending LUBBIN' HUGS filled with nothing but happy memories for the past, present and future,
debbie <lubbinisoeasy2dowhen wearelaughing@nothin.com>
gtown, tn - Friday, July 13, 2007 2:58 PM CDT
I watched the video of Mackenzie leaving the hospital - WOW - I felt that I experienced seeing a miracle! It felt so good to have tears of JOY come streaming from my eyes. I am so happy to read that all has been going so well for everyone. My prayers are there with you, always. Mackenzie, you are one brave, little girl and you have proven that miracles can happen.
Eileen Moldenhauer <EMolden@d115.org>
Johnsburg, IL USA - Friday, July 13, 2007 11:46 AM CDT
Dear Mackie:
How I want to scoop you up in my arms and cover you with kisses when I hear your sweet voice and see you walking out of that hopal. Did Mr. Blue come home with you?
I love you so much and remember when you rode your bike down that hall to go to the gift shop with me a long time ago.
I am so glad that you are having fun.
Love you so much,
Janie <jane.klingenberg@missinmack.com>
- Friday, July 13, 2007 8:35 AM CDT
Oh, Amy...I can't stop crying after watching that beautiful video. I can't imagine the depth of joy that you must've felt watching Mack toddling out of there, so happy and perky! Many continued blessings to you all. I think of your little girlie every day of my life, and pray that she will continue to be a part of us all as she continues to grow, heal, and thrive.
Enjoy every moment with her! God is SO good, Amy!!
Love, tina
Tina Bibergall <tinabibergall@hotmail.com>
Bartlett, IL USA - Thursday, July 12, 2007 11:00 PM CDT
Hi Amy,
Thanks for the video...it made me feel like I was actually there, part of the action, cheering Mackie on in person rather than from miles and miles away! So sweet to hear how happy and chatty she is....she's developed quite the vocabulary since I've last seen her. I'm grateful you've been "sprung" and are enjoying visits with family and friends. I know when your postings become few and far between NOT to worry, because it's a sign that all is going well for you. Hope you're able to soak up the summer sun and lounge by the pool in between your doctor visits. Can't wait 'til you're back home for real. Love you! Heidi
Heidi Shor <humblecarpenter@comcast.net>
- Thursday, July 12, 2007 9:37 PM CDT
DEAR Amy and family,I am so excited that you are out of there!!Hallelujah,I love the little video.what a talker,Will keep on praying,Love Ute
Ute Katovich <utekat@att.net>
schaumburg, il - Thursday, July 12, 2007 8:27 PM CDT
Thanks for sharing this special moment. She's so dang adorable! =) I hope God watches over her and heals her for good. I hope she never has to spend another moment living in the hospital. May your family be together as one. Mack, you're the sweetest, cutest and brightest little girl I know. Keep being stronge babe! You're an example of that Miracles do happen when you believe!
Ravy
Aliso Viejo, CA USA - Thursday, July 12, 2007 12:24 AM CDT
Addie loved the video!! So great to see Mack and so happy she is out of the hospital! We hope we get to see you soon! We love you tons!!!! Love, Frank, Kelly, and Addie
Kelly Lesniak <addielovesmack@cantwaitformacktoholdher.com>
- Thursday, July 12, 2007 10:55 AM CDT
Loved the video. Glad things are going Ok. Keeping all of you in my prayers.
Margie Miller <margiemm54@aol.com>
Winter Springs, FL - Thursday, July 12, 2007 9:55 AM CDT
AAWWW! She is so cute! What a special moment!
Lori <the7rohrbachs@verizon.net>
- Thursday, July 12, 2007 9:20 AM CDT
What a precious bit of video! It was great seeing and hearing Mackie. You are in our prayers always!
Laurie Dickinson <bpdljd@aol.com>
Long Grove, IL USA - Thursday, July 12, 2007 8:49 AM CDT
Tears welled in my eyes as I watched your precious little girl in her video. She is such a trooper and such a miracle. You all bless my heart more than you know. I am so thrilled that you all are enjoying life outside of those four walls. May God continue to pour out his blessings on you all. My prayers continue to be with you. God bless you all.
Kristi Matthews <kristimatthews@earthlink.net>
Ninety Six, SC - Thursday, July 12, 2007 6:36 AM CDT
Hi there: This video is a keeper! I'm sitting here bawling.
Steve, she must get her talkativeness from you!
What a sweet insight into a simple normal moment that has raised our hearts. So glad you're "free, free, free" from the hospital and that God's healing power is surging through MacKenzie. We serve an awesome God.
Amy, our prayers are with you as you continue to bear the care burden. Have a wonderful reunion with your girls. I know you miss them so. Love, Marilyn
Marilyn Phillips <marilynphillips515@aol.com>
Hillman, MN USA - Thursday, July 12, 2007 6:09 AM CDT
Thanks Johnson's for the best video I have seen. That was so precious - something we have been waiting forever for. And if we were waiting for it, I cannot imagine how you were waiting. God bless you guys for being Mack's parents. We know that no news is good news from you guys so just stay focused on Mack and the families needs. You can rest assured the prayer warrior are busy praying- those numbers were great and we will be praying for higher numbers. Take care and we love you. Blessings, Colette
Colette Grussing <grussingcg@yahoo.com>
Clara City, MN - Thursday, July 12, 2007 5:40 AM CDT
I hope you are all so busy enjoying your family that you are too busy to update:-)
Continued prayers coming your way for a long, healthy life for Mack.
Jessica
San Bernardino, CA USA - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 11:56 PM CDT
Hi Johnson Family,
I assume all is well, we havent heard for a while. Hope Mackenzie is habing the time of her life!!holy moly I am free!!!Thank you JESUS!!!Cant wait to see new pictures!!!
Sweet home CHICAGO here we come before you know it!!!!
Angel hugs to Mackenzie, Love Angel Pat
Pat Donile
- Wednesday, July 11, 2007 9:12 PM CDT
Just checking in, hope all continues to go well. Hugs to that precious little angel.
Gary and Andrea <andrea.pack09@gmail.com>
Littleton, CO 80127 - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 6:00 PM CDT
I imagine Mackenzie just running & running, and it makes my heart feel so good! Can't wait to see some pics!
Jen <happiness@havingyourfreedom.com>
Wauconda, - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 2:51 PM CDT
I have been at the Fancy Food Show, Linda. 32,000 people, 8,000 exhibits, 500 bottles of wine later... (The country of Georgia). I can hardly walk. It would be fun to meet you. 218-330-2481.
Amy, I love your Caring Bridge site...it's given us so many new friends. And we continue to uplift you and all the kiddles in love and friendship. Hope you're having just the most wonderful July. Love, Cousin Marilyn
Marilyn Phillips <marilynphillips515@yahoo.com >
NYC, NY USA - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 6:08 AM CDT
OT - Marilyn - you're here in New York???
Linda Matson <linnyrulz@yahoo.com>
NY - Tuesday, July 10, 2007 9:08 AM CDT
Hi Mackenzie: I bet every day is a new discovery, isn't it? What fun. We love you so much. Marilyn
Marilyn Phillips <marilynphillips515@yahoo.com>
Noo Yawk City, NY USA - Tuesday, July 10, 2007 6:08 AM CDT
Mack, I am sooo happy for you, I have been away in Missouri on vacation and was sooooooooo excited to come home tonigt and read your update and that you are out of those 4 walls. Have a great time we love you!!
Gary and Andrea <andrea.pack09@gmail.com>
Littleton, CO 80127 - Monday, July 9, 2007 7:34 PM CDT
Hope you are all just soaking up being out of the hospital . Praying for you all! So glad things are going well.
Lori <the7rohrbachs@verizon.net>
- Monday, July 9, 2007 6:04 PM CDT
I've visited a few times and have been so touched by your family. I'm so glad that Mackenzie is heading home, maybe we'll take over her room on the unit! We head to Cincy next week to start the BMT process.
Sending hugs and prayers your way...
The Smith Family
Lafayette, IN <kristinsmith@insightbb.com>
- Monday, July 9, 2007 8:12 AM CDT
Hi Amy,
We're back home and praising the Lord at your exciting news! Wish I could have been there to cheer her out of that hospital room too! Enjoy being together as a family!!!
Much love,
Beth
bt <tarnows@charter.net>
holland, mi - Sunday, July 8, 2007 12:44 AM CDT
Mackenzie,Great News!!!!!,Just stopping by to say hi and hoping you're having a wonderful summer.
God bless,love & hugs,Linn,Daniel & ArielThe Marrero's <gillinn7@msn.com>
port orchard, wa usa - Sunday, July 8, 2007 11:46 AM CDT
Dear Amy and Family--I was so very happy to see that Mackie was discharged from the hospital. God really hears our prayers. He obviously has great things ahead for Mackenzie!! We will continue to pray for continued good news and labs that are WNL for her. I don't think I will ever think of Independence Day the same again! It sure has a new meaning. God Bless you ALL!!!!!
Neal and Kay Robyn <krobyn@brainerd.net>
Hillman, MN USA - Sunday, July 8, 2007 2:49 AM CDT
Wow, how WONDERFUL is this news! I am thrilled beyond words that Mack is out of the hospital and at "home" with Mom. Thank you Jesus for all these exciting blessings. Love to all!
Allison Kelly <apflanz-kelly@sbcglobal.net>
Avon, IN USA - Saturday, July 7, 2007 5:46 PM CDT
Hi Mackenzie,
I'm just thinking about you right now and praying, knowing you have a busy day planned back at the hospital. Have fun sharing your beautiful smile and sparkly self with all of your friends there today. Then have even more fun going back to that big old apartment and hanging out with your family! Sending a hug too from all the Koblers :-)
Kathie <Relbok6@aol.com>
- Friday, July 6, 2007 1:14 PM CDT
Wow! Talk about a whole new meaning for Independence Day!
I sit here in awe of the miracle God continues to deliver to Mackenzie and your family. Can't imagine what it's like for Mac to feel fresh air after 6 months! God is gracious!
Janet Albrecht <jalbrecht22@comcast.net>
Wheeling, IL 60090 - Thursday, July 5, 2007 11:56 PM CDT
4th of July will never be the same for you. Who knew the Cincy had such "huge" apt.s (teehee). What wonderful news...thanks so much for taking the time to share with us. Continued prayers for Mack...come on MORE healthy cells so you can come home to "sweet home chicago"!
Susan Frew <sfrew@d115.org>
- Thursday, July 5, 2007 10:56 PM CDT
Awesome Awesome God! We are absolutely jumping for joy with you. God your mercies are amazing...keep pouring them down. Celebrating with you guys. We love you and worship God for his amazing power and faithfulness.
Beth Rech <tazziebeth42@sbcglobal.net>
Arlington Heights, IL - Thursday, July 5, 2007 3:06 PM CDT
Amy, What great news! So happy for you and Mack and your family, it's just the beginning of great things to come. I thought of you when I heard this song on my dc;
1,Morning has broken
Like the first morning,
Blackbird has spoken
Like the first bird.
Praise for the singing;
Praise for the morning;
Praise for them, springing
Fresh from the Word.
2.Sweet the rain's new fall
Sunlit from heaven,
Like the first dewfall
On the first grass.
Praise for the sweetness
Of the wet garden,
Sprung in completeness
Where his feet pass.
3.Mine is the sunlight,
Mine is the morning,
Born of the one light
Eden saw play.
Praise with elation,
Praise every morning,
God's re-creation
Of the new day.
Celebration of Mack's new healthy beginning, Praise God.
Can't wait till your really HOME with kids and family and friends.
Jeannie,
Jeannie P. <j.pflanz@insightbb.com>
Corydon, IN USA - Thursday, July 5, 2007 2:51 PM CDT
Amy
Today is Kaitlin's birthday....that's where I first
"met" you when you would update for Kelli.
Mack...holy moly! so happy that you are so happy!
mrs pam
- Thursday, July 5, 2007 1:14 PM CDT
Hi Amy:
Everything feels new! It is a new fresh start to a new cancer-free life. Two birthdays for MacKenzie: October 7th and July 4th. We are high-fivin' it with you and you could hear our shouting all across Peavey Lake yesterday as we celebrated MacKenzie's freedom. We love you all. Let us know what we can do to help in any way. Marilyn
Marilyn Phillips <marilynphillips515@yahoo.com>
Hillman, MN USA - Thursday, July 5, 2007 12:07 AM CDT
I'll always remember July 3rd as a very special day....day of freedom...freedom from sickness and disease and freedom from the same 4 walls.....every year we have 2 "independence days" to celebrate...in fact, let's make it a 2 day holiday every year!!! Your sister in Christ!!
Julie Sampson <julieandtodd@comcast.net>
- Thursday, July 5, 2007 11:35 AM CDT
After so much waiting, the blessings are now rolling in one after another. Can our God be any more wonderful?? I'm looking forward to the day when I can finally meet Mack, to see her walking "free-free" and to share some "lub!"
Linny <Linny@praiseHimpraiseHim.com>
NY - Thursday, July 5, 2007 9:32 AM CDT
holy moly! Lubbin' dis update. :)
jk <praisinGod@myhouse.com>
- Thursday, July 5, 2007 9:18 AM CDT
Amy thank you for always keeping us up to date on how Mack is doing.I am so happy for you guys and you are always in my thoughts everyday.Waiting for the day we can get together and the boys can run around with her.Have a beautiful day.Love ya,Jill
Jill <Jileebean70@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, July 5, 2007 7:38 AM CDT
Hi Amy,
Thanks for taking the time to fill us in on your day. Your words made me smile. What an amazing gift!
Enjoy every minute of being together. Who needs fireworks...I'm guessing Mackenzie's smile right now is brighter than any explosions in the sky! Joining you in praising God for His goodness!
Kathie <Relbok6@aol.com>
- Wednesday, July 4, 2007 10:09 PM CDT
To GOD be the GLORY!!!We thank you dear LORD for what you have done for our JOHNSON family!!! Wait until she really gets to come home to Chicago, Then she really can say this place is huge!!! Hugs to you Mackenzie!!!
Love Angel Pat
Pat Donile
Zion, il - Wednesday, July 4, 2007 9:06 PM CDT
How wonderful, what a glorious day!! My eyes fill with tears as I read what little things all of us take for granted each and every day--to be out of the hospital and with your family and in your own space. My prayers continue strong daily for all of you. Sandi
Sandi Wilson <wilson2653@sbcglobal.net>
Howell, Mi - Wednesday, July 4, 2007 7:49 PM CDT
What a wonderful 4th of JUly present. Keeping all of you in my prayers.
Margie Miller <margiemm54@aol.com>
winter springs, fl - Wednesday, July 4, 2007 3:40 PM CDT
PRAISE BE TO GOD!!!! I am so overjoyed for you all. I wish you a VERY Happy Fourth of July!!! My prayers will continue to be with you all. Way to go Mack!!
Kristi Matthews <kristimatthews@earthlink.net>
- Wednesday, July 4, 2007 11:57 AM CDT
Amy:
I was praying for you on my walk, knowing another holiday in the hospital is a bummer. Got home and read your update. I am celebrating and praising God. I feel like there's fireworks exploding in my heart and mind. Can't wait to share the great news with our family today. If only I could do a cartwheel, I'd go outside and do one in Mack's honor!
Thank You, Jesus!!
Jane Klingenberg <jane.klingenberg@gmail.com>
- Wednesday, July 4, 2007 11:28 AM CDT
Mack
you definitely give "freedom" a new meaning.
yippee!
God bless America and God bless you!
Happy 4th of July!
prayers and love from
mrs pam
- Wednesday, July 4, 2007 9:17 AM CDT
Dear Happy Family!!! What a wonderful 4th of July with our little firecracker exploding out of the hospital. We are so happy for you and Mack is truly an inspiration and demonstration of living the life in total. We will keep you in our prayers as you live the next pages of life.
Uncle Dale and Aunt Jo <dmcarthur3@cox.com>
Tucson, AZ USA - Wednesday, July 4, 2007 7:45 AM CDT
TO GOD BE THE GLORY.
Blessings, Colette
Colette Grussing <grussingcg@yahoo.com>
Clara City, MN - Wednesday, July 4, 2007 0:45 AM CDT
Oh Amy, I'm so happy for all of you! God is good...God is great....God is amazing!!! Dennis and I talked about driving out there just to see Mack leave the hospital and to honk and wave and make a big scence!! I'm sure you and your girls have that covered. Wow! Praise God!!
Thank you Lord!
Lisa Romero <SEEAH@SBCGLOBAL.NET, suckers4mackenzie@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, July 4, 2007 0:10 AM CDT
An Independance Day indeed!! Freedom from the hospital ! I am so happy for you ! We will pray for no fevers so she may stay out! PTL.
lori <the7rohrbachs@verizon.net>
- Tuesday, July 3, 2007 11:05 PM CDT
YIPPEE!!!!! Sooooo happy for you all to be out of the hospital! We will continue to pray that she handles the "outside world" well, without getting fevers or any illness so that you don't have to get readmitted. Have an awesome Independence Day!!!!
Sara P. <saralj11@hotmail.com>
Elk River, mn - Tuesday, July 3, 2007 10:03 PM CDT
HAPPY FREEDOM DAY!!!!!!!!!!
Cindy Aldrich <elliottsmama@comcast.net>
Sandwich, IL - Tuesday, July 3, 2007 9:31 PM CDT
WOOO HOO Mack I am So excited for you... big hugs headed your way..
Rita Hawks <jeffandrita@cox.net>
Gilbert, AZ USA - Tuesday, July 3, 2007 9:03 PM CDT
The strangest thing happened tonight. I was coming home from clinical, and I was certain I heard the sound of celebrating coming from the East. Now I know why! Happy Independence Day Mack! You are free-free indeed.
Enjoy every minute of being with your family at the apartment.
Hooray for you! Hooray for God!!
Kathie <Relbok6@aol.com>
- Tuesday, July 3, 2007 8:36 PM CDT
Wheelin and dealin? Hmmmmmm......sounds like Mackie's Mommy has been hard at work! Congratulations on your newfound freedom! This time Mackie really is "free free!" So happy to hear that you will be spending the 4th outside of those confining hospital walls. I'm wondering if you can see some fireworks from your building??? Wow, Independence Day will never mean the same thing for the Johnson family again!!!! Rejoicing with you tonight Aim, and thanking God for his merciful provision.
I'm off to clean...we're having our big 4th bash with the neighborhood again. I'm feeling I'm getting off pretty easy this year....Bob did the shopping, Steve cooked desserts. I'm just in charge of cleaning toilets. Hey, have I been demoted??? Love, Heidi
Heidi Shor <humblecarpenter@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, July 3, 2007 7:48 PM CDT
Dear Mackenzie,Amy and family,What wonderful news,what a great holiday to get out of there,fireworks and all,I follow your entries every day and just keep on praying.I am so happy for all of you,god does have his own agenda and timing.I cannot even imagine how tired and cooped up you must have been feeling these past few month,thinking about you always,love Ute
utekatovich <utekat@att.net>
schaumburg, iL - Tuesday, July 3, 2007 7:20 PM CDT
WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!WAY TO GO MACK
A Family in Wauconda
Wauconda, IL USA - Tuesday, July 3, 2007 7:19 PM CDT
We are exultant and praising the Father Above who sees all and heals. Thank you, Gracious Father in Heaven, who sees the weakest among us and in your mighty mercy, gazes lovingly and tenderly on our little Mackenzie and her faithful family. We love you Lord. Marilyn
Marilyn Phillips <marilynphillips515@yahoo.com>
Hillman, MN USA - Tuesday, July 3, 2007 7:08 PM CDT
I don't even know you all, but have been following Mackenzie's story for many months now....I am so happy for you all. What a wonderful day!! Enjoy your time at home, and hopefully soon you'll be back in your real home! Sending much love and many prayers,
Christy
Christy Newman <tryin2behappy@gmail.com www.caringbridge.org/visit/chloenewman>
- Tuesday, July 3, 2007 7:01 PM CDT
Happy Independence Day Mack!!! We join you in rejoicing and thanking God for all he has done to bring you and your family this far. We will continue to lift you all up in prayer for continued healing and protection. Unfortunately, we are usually in clinic on Monday and Thursday's, but will look for you if we are there on Tuesday's or Friday's! Don't forget to call us when you can bring the other girls out to swim :)
Enjoy your time together at "home",
The Rumpings - Tom, Mei Ling, Hannah, Sarah, Caleb and Baby!
Mei Ling Rumping <mlrumping@cinci.rr.com>
Kings Mills, OH United States - Tuesday, July 3, 2007 6:25 PM CDT
AMEN!!!! Amy this is such good news! God is Good! so happy for your family. I so remember the feeling of going home after a long, long, long, stay.lol God bless you and enjoy each other now togeter again as a family.
Amy if you get a few moments her's my son's website.
http://angelfire.com/hero2/angelpages/gordy1.html
Takecare and God bless
Tracy (gordysmom)
Tracy Guzman <nanaguz3@yahoo.com>
San Antonio, tx. usa - Tuesday, July 3, 2007 6:22 PM CDT
GREAT NEWS!!!!!!!!! We will continue to pray. Have a great 4th!!! Love, Frank, Kelly, and Addie
Kelly Lesniak <kmlesni@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, July 3, 2007 5:27 PM CDT
Praise the Lord above for all he has done. Happy Independence Day INDEED!! We will continue to PUSH and PULL for Mack!!!! MUCH LOVE to you all!! Enjoy your FREEDOM!!
Love,
The Wagner's
Brandy <bsw1019@ptd.net>
Blandon, pa 19510 - Tuesday, July 3, 2007 5:26 PM CDT
WOO HOO!!! Praising the LORD for answered prayers! Amy I havent been on for a whie but I check in every day and pray for our sweet Mackie,ANGEL HUGS
LOve ANGEL PAT
Pat Donile
Zion, il - Tuesday, July 3, 2007 5:24 PM CDT
Haven't checked your site in a while as we were out east doing college visits for Xanny; can you believe that? So happy freedom is on the horizon for all of you. Come 0n Marrow! Coming back to work?????? We would welcome you with open arms. All in God's timing....love to all the Johnson clan!!
Karen <Ktejan@comcast.net>
Kildeer, il - Tuesday, July 3, 2007 11:45 AM CDT
Dear MacKenzie: It's foggy here in Minnesota today but soon it will be the 4th of July and fireworks will light the sky in the night. These fireworks are to celebrate your victory over cancer (as well as America's birthday).
I bet it was fun to play with your sisters. Remember what you said "I will never forget my sisters." Soon you'll be playing with them at your home and won't that be fun again? No more silly old hospital.
Wish we could hug and kiss you, but soon, but soon. Love, Marilyn
Marilyn Phillips <marilynphillips515@yahoo.com>
Hillman, MN USA - Tuesday, July 3, 2007 9:38 AM CDT
Mackenzie
I wasn't able to get your guestbook open yesterday,
but I kept praying for you to reach 500! And then when
I was browsing an Antique Mall, I found a pin that said
500 club...so naturally I had to get it for you because it
won't be long until you are a member of that club! It's a
bowling pin (not sure what 500 is in bowling) but it can just
be for you "striking" 500!
prayers and love from
mrs pam
st Louis, mO - Tuesday, July 3, 2007 9:02 AM CDT
Hi Amy,
I apologize for not being able to post, but have carried all the Johnsons in prayer. I've been thinking about you especially as my clinical time on 4W unfolds, praising God every step of the way for Mack's healing.
May you see and feel His presence in the midst of this countdown of waiting. The anticipation must be greater than waiting for Christmas as a child. I'm guessing we will be able to hear the whoops of joy all the way in Illinois!
Praising Him for the good work He continues to do in and through you.
With a big hug, Kathie
Kathie <Relbok6@aol.com>
- Monday, July 2, 2007 10:40 AM CDT
This morn my computer devotion made me think of you Amy. MY BROTHERN, COUNT IT ALL JOY WHEN YOU FALL INTO VARIOUS TRAILS, KNOWING THAT THE TESTING OF YOUR FAITH PRODUCES PATIENCE. ( JAMES 1:2-3 *NKJV )
We all have times in our lives when our patience and our
endurance seem to be running low. Times that we may
even think that we can't take it anymore. When that happens to you remember that our Heavenly Father is a GOD OF PATIENCE AND COMFORT. ( ROMANS 15:5 ) He is always
there for us, and will lead us out of our problems if we practice patience.
You are so close to going home. Can't imagine that antsy feeling but the Lord has gotten you through all this and you have not waivered. You and your family are a wonder. We had the pancake Breakfast Brunch at church and were blessed with special guests Mary,Lee, Sarah and kids. What a joy to see them. We have some happy news to report. With just eating a few pancakes we were able to raise $1400 which will probably be split in 2 and shared evenly with our other stem cell transplant friend. She just got home on day 100. She also has amazed her docs. What is common with both? The support of family and friends and the devotion in trust in the Lord. There is no other way.
I just read Marilyn's entry with Katie's walk. Katie and I had just been talking prior to that walk about the bugs and Adam and Eve and it was a joy she took that lesson to heart. I'm surprised (and maybe she did) tell about when our Lord comes again there will be no ticks or mosquitos to bother us. Us in MN will rejoice in that.
We will rejoice with you when discharge happens also. Was so good to hear Grandma Mary tell us on Sunday that the number had jumped to 340. Patience. We are thinking of you and waiting also for that day to happen.
Sending our love!
(Sis in Law to Peavey Lake Marilyn)
Judy, Rod and Katie
Judy Hayes
Hillman, MN USA - Monday, July 2, 2007 7:59 AM CDT
Aim:
I was just reading your posting, re: insurance, etc., and did a big sigh and leaned my head on my hand. Elliott looked over and said: "Is something wrong?" I said no. He said "Is Mackenzie okay?" I said yes. Then I realized, "Yes, Mackenzie is okay!! Nothing is wrong!!" I know, as you do also, that God will provide. He has provided abundantly throughout this journey and Lindsay's. We will not trust in horses and chariots, but in the name of the Lord our God.
I'm sure it's pretty quiet with all the big girls in WI right now. Steve (aka Sarge), that sure was a big job taking down and moving all of Mack's stuff.
When Sadie was a baby, she had ll meds on some days and 9 on others. I made myself a little chart (handwritten!) and just checked them off throughout each day. Thankfully you are a fully competent nurse, far more qualified to care for Mackie than I was for Sadie.
Randy got home from China last night, so I am feeling thankful for a safe return for him.
There is a wonderful little wren who has built a nest about ten feet from my patio door. He just sings his little heart out every morning. Sometimes he perches on the fence about four feet from the house... so close I can see his throat vibrating as he sings. He must've known I was talking about him, because he just jumped on the fence to serenade me right outside the door. I don't know if I would feel like singing, if I was him, because his home is a little decorative birdhouse, about 6 in. x 4 in. and no windows... just a teensy hole to enter. It never stops his singing. The wren reminds me of you. Although your "home" is a little, sterile hospital room, you just keep on singing, giving praise and glory to God.
ILY. Praying, for as long as it takes,
jk <jane.klingenberg@gmail.com>
- Sunday, July 1, 2007 9:31 AM CDT
Hi Amy:
Just a quick note to say that we continue to uplift you all in our prayers and praise to the heavenly Father above.
Last night Katie and I were taking a walk and as she brushed a mosquito away from her face, she said "I wish Adam and Eve had not eaten that apple! Then we wouldn't have mosquitos and flies." (She's six.)
'And all the pain and suffering." I said.
"Yes, like my foot." (She had stubbed her toe.)
"But the cancer is gone from MacKenzie!" she exclaimed.
Oh Father in Heaven, may the little children lead us.
As has Mackenzie in her spirit of tenacity and hope. We are so blessed.
Have a wonderful weekend with your wonderful family. Love, Marilyn
Marilyn Phillips <marilynphillips515@yahoo.com>
On Peavey Lake, MN Home Sweet Home - Friday, June 29, 2007 6:34 AM CDT
Hi Amy,
Do you have that sassy hair cut yet? I'm hoping that you are already sitting in your jammies on your very own bed waiting to snuggle in. We're heading out of town for a few days tomorrow, but just wanted you to know that I'll be taking you all along in my heart and mind and will talk to the Father often about you.
Blessings and hugs as you see your ies off again and safe travels as you head back to Cinci. Hope you and Steve can have some quiet time together.
Much love,
Beth
bt <tarnows@charter.net>
holland, mi - Thursday, June 28, 2007 8:59 PM CDT
Amy,
So wonderful to read the news about Mackenzie's counts! I will continue to pray for good results for Mac and your family. Amy, I cannot even imagine not sleeping in my comfy bed for 6 months. The things we take for granted! I know you will get a peaceful, calm, long sleep for sure! So happy for your family that things are on an upswing. Thank you gracious Lord for the many miracles, large and small, that you have allowed us to witness through this sweet family. Amen!!!
Janet Albrecht <jalbrecht22@comcast.net>
Wheeling, IL 60090 - Thursday, June 28, 2007 5:08 PM CDT
Just read the wonderful news!!! Keep going Bone Marrow!! I am heading out of town for a week or so and will be so excited to get home to check on updates and praying that Mack was discharged to the apartment, your family will continue to be in my prayers! Hope your girls have a great time on vacation with grandma and grandpa! Love to all of you.
Andrea Pack <andrea.pack09@gmail.com>
Littleton, CO USA - Thursday, June 28, 2007 9:39 AM CDT
The word we concentrated on was PERISH. Now that we've got that one out of the way, I think we need to meditate on DISCHARGE =)
Happy weekend to all!
Much Love,
Linda
Linda Matson <linnyrulz@yahoo.com>
NY - Thursday, June 28, 2007 9:27 AM CDT
SUCH WONDERFUL NEWS!!! I will continue to pray!!
Kristi Matthews <kristimatthews@earthlink.net>
- Wednesday, June 27, 2007 10:28 PM CDT
Dear MacKenzie:
This morning the horses were running with wild abandon in the green fields alongside the road. It was early, a bit cold, and a bit of fog hovered over the ground.
Running for the pure joy of it. Then they both stopped suddenly and discovered the grass covered with the morning dew. And put their heads down.
I noticed that my cousin, Ron, had put a big salt lick into the field and that reminded me of a time when your grandmother, Mary and my sister and I would walk out into the fields behind the barn of your great-grandparents, Dessie and Harry Leander. There we would find the black and white Holsteins who would come up to us to sniff, and then wander off. There was a dirty salt lick in that field too, and we dared one another to lick it. “Oooh, it will have cow spit on it!” we’d tease. But inevitably, I would take the bet. Didn’t taste too bad, but made me powerful thirsty.
Now we know that getting germs as kids is a good thing. In those days, it was just about as far as our daring would take us. (None of us would drink from the watering trough—it usually had green scum and a sheen of cow spit on it, too.)
You would have loved that farm. So many great nooks and crannies to explore. The best fun was to climb the wooden ladder (straight up the side of the barn) into the hay loft and then climb up to the highest part and jump into the loosely piled hay. The first jump was scary, but then we did it over and over. Our nostrils were black with hay dust when we were done, and we were sweaty and sticky. You would have thought we were abandoned kids. Hard to imagine your Grandma Mary having that kind of fun, isn’t it?
When Lindsay and Taylor were here, Grandma Mary told me that all you kids really want them to move to a farm so you can see the animals and run around and play. When you get out of the hospital they’ll bring you out to Peavey Lake and we’ll take you up to Cousin Ronnie’s farm. Just up the road. He usually has lots of kittens and new calves – and always great places to explore. That will be fun, and you will become a farm girl for a day. Love, Marilyn
“All things bright and beautiful,
All creatures great and small,
All things wise and wonderful,
The Lord God made them all.”
(Cecil Frances Alexander (1818-1895 Irish poet)
Marilyn Phillips <marilynphillips515@yahoo.com>
On Peavey Lake, MN God's green earth - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 7:35 PM CDT
Amy,
I read your latest entry and I turned to God. This may sound odd, but I prayed for him. And boy did he have a lot to say. I prayed for God because it must be so difficult for him to watch those he loves so dearly to suffer. I prayed for God because how frustrating it must be for Him to be so close to you and for you not to see Him. I prayed for God because no matter how fast he wipes away your tears, they keep coming. I prayed for God because he can see the end to your sadness, sorrow and suffering and you can't. I prayed for God because he loves you so much and his heart aches for you. I prayed for God because we have all made such a mess of the beautiful world he created for us. Death and disease and suffering were not his idea. He wanted to protect us from all heartache and pain. We are exposed to this stuff temporarily. But he will spend eternity showing us his way which is beautiful, loving, kind, and FUN!!!!!!!!
Hang in there Amy!!!!! He's got you. He's got you in the palm of his hand and he is NEVER letting go!!
He loves you so much!
Lisa Romero <SEEAH@SBCGLOBAL.NET, suckers4mackenzie@yahoo.com>
Round Lake, IL - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 2:25 PM CDT
thinking of you and your sweet girl today, you are aamazing and such an inspiration to me, i would never be able to go through what you are eith such grace! prayers for your entire family.
jennifer <jenjoe6@verizon.net>
riverview, FL usa - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 2:16 PM CDT
We don't tell you often through the guestbook entries but please know that we are continually praying for you guys and read your updates each day!!! We look forward to your homecoming.
The Plunketts <Plunk524@sbcglobal.net>
Libertyville, IL USA - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 8:21 AM CDT
Amy, I can not even imagine what you all are going thru, but it amazes me that you usually are on such a high note. It proves that you are keeping God close. But even still, we all have those days where circumstances can get us down. We have to remember that we are human and God does understand our feelings. I will pray extra hard that God will help you thru these rough days. My prayer is that Mack will continue to do well and that you will all be discharged soon.
Kristi Matthews
Kristi Matthews <kristimatthews@earthlink.net>
- Tuesday, June 26, 2007 8:09 PM CDT
You amaze me. As I have said before, I was in a lesser of your situation, getting my son through his leukemia treatments. My stays were usually three days at a time and I nearly lost it from them. You have every reason to vent and we have a responsiblity to listen and lend support. And if anyone here does not think so, they should not be here. I found caringbridge to be the single most helpful tool in getting through the past four years. Use it to help you and let us try to support you the best we can. I am very proud of you. You are some kind of mommy! Hang in there sweetie. If you need to vent or cry or whatever and need an audience, just email me. I will listen :)
Cindy Aldrich <elliottsmama@comcast.net>
Sandwich, IL - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 8:04 PM CDT
What an inspiration you have been to me. I first heard of Mack's story back in Dec 06 on myspace. My 7yr old is in maintenance chemo for brain cancer. We had an unexpected 2week stay in the hospital back in april, your encouraging words and strong faith helped me thru it.
You and your family are in our prayers
Lots of Love
Stephanie Gunnoe
Stephanie Gunnoe <jgunnoe@comcast.net>
Fl usa - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 2:39 PM CDT
Good one Steve, That was a lot of good calorie free food for thought. Blessings
faithful prayer for ali <prayer@prayersformackandalialso.com>
- Tuesday, June 26, 2007 1:51 PM CDT
Heard about this guy one time. Seems he was confined to small quarters too -- dark and damp as I recall. I'm pretty sure I heard he had no phone, internet, cable, etc. My guess is he got fed what he was fed and when he was fed. You know what the guy did? He sung psalms and spiritual songs and wrote about contentment in his spare time. Boy do I have a lot to learn!!!
Ali's Dad <notpaul@lotstolearn.com>
Transplant City, MI Wolverine/Hawkeye Country - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 1:35 PM CDT
LOOOOOVE YOUUUUUUUUU SOOOOOOOOO!!! Sure wish I could wait in line for you, pick up food and rearrange the frig, get buzzed in etc. etc. for a few days in your place to give you a break.
Hugs and encouragement to keep on keepin' on. Your peeps are praying for you as you run the race set before you...just wish it was a sprint instead of this iron man triathalon!
much love,
Beth
bt <tarnows@charter.net>
Holland, mi - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 1:03 PM CDT
Hi Amy,
Some times it's good to vent. God needs to hear all that we say and know how we feel so He can pick us up and carry us to the next day. At night He can hear us give Him "Thanks for the day" and tomorrow is always brighter. Isn't it wonderful that we wake up and we have a tomorrow? Those tomorrows will go by fast. Keeping the faith and as always saying many prayers that your tomorrow will be much brighter.
As I travel the highways I'm now looking for those MACK trucks and Thanking God and praying for a healthy Mackenzie.
Jeanie P. <j.pflanz@insightbb.com>
Corydon, IN USA - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 11:55 AM CDT
Dear Amy
I never post and I am not religious but I just have to say how much I admire your courage and determination in the face of a terrible challenge. My son is in remission from stage IV lymphoma so I know somewhat what you are going through. Having said that you are going through so much more than I ever did and that was a lot. I know you must get terribly down and you have every right to vent. Please do so. At the end will be walking through your front door with your daughter and I have no doubt you will feel utmost joy. I look forward to reading about it. You and your family truly deserve it.
good luck!
Karen Stirling <finstir@aol.com>
Branchburg, NJ USA - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 11:51 AM CDT
Amy,
You have every right to be irritated!!! You have had to be so strong for so long that eventually things will catch up to you and take its toll. Vent, vent, vent!!! Then put on your pretty face as you look at your beautiful daughters and resume your role of a Woman of Faith!
I oftentimes feel overwhelmed with just the regular hussle and bussle of our everyday responsibilities, especially being a good mother, wife, educator, caretaker, ect... So, you have sooo helped me to put things into perspective and all the things that are before us that we thank God everyday for, so you go and do the same, hug your girls and husband, and rejoice in the beauty of what you have created and the blessing of having your family together (finally!) and as you had stated the good spirits of Mack.
I admire you so much in that you have been so courageous in this horrible fight, and the way your family has made so many sacrifices for the health of Mack. Enjoy having your family in one place and hang in there.
Praying for an abundance of new healthy cells!!!
Jessica <millerfam94@aim.com>
San Bernardino, CA USA - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 11:21 AM CDT
Dear Amy: Here is today's meditation from Henri Nouwen:
"Have courage," we often say to one another. Courage is a spiritual virtue. The word courage comes from the Latin word cor, which means "heart. A courageous act is an act coming from the heart. A courageous word is a word arising from the heart. The heart, however, is not just the place where our emotions are located. The heart is the centre of our being, the centre of all thoughts, feelings, passions, and decisions.
When the flesh - the lived human experience - becomes word, community can develop. When we say, "Let me tell you what we saw. Come and listen to what we did. Sit down and let me explain to you what happened to us. Wait until you hear whom we met," we call people together and make our lives into lives for others.
The word brings us together and calls us into community. When the flesh becomes word, our bodies become part of a body of people." (Daily Meditations from Henri Nouwen)
I thought this captured the reality of the life we share with you. You feel free to sweat the small stuff because the Big Stuff has been taking care of! Actually those small annoyances of life are symbols of the returning normalcy of life for you and your family, I think. PTL!
I am so impatient (I come by it naturally: I was born a human being) and I want to lash out when things get in the way of my purposeful intent.
Maybe it's a part of growing up (finally) that I am now sometimes able to take a deep breath and look at the situation with fresh eyes.
Yesterday I stopped for gas at the station right on Mille Lacs Lake. One of the awful secrets of this large inland lake is the swarms of lake "flies" that descend on everything for a period of a few weeks in the summer.
So my annoyance turned to a real attitude when I had to brush them away from my face, the door handle and off the gas hose. Yuck.
I could feel it building - the frustration and anger. How dare those....blankedy blank....well you know the rest. But we had been studying moments of joy in Sunday School and I thought to study their fragile beauty instead of smushing them. Their pale golden gossamer wings had a delicate filigree design. The slight cylinder of their dragon-fly-like body was a lemony yellow and they had long quivering antennae which waved gracefully, seeking food.
With such a brief lifespan, it's hard to imagine why the Creator made them. But then I saw the gulls poised in mid-air, picking up breakfast "to go". "To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under Heaven."
We serve a wondrous God. It stayed with me all day.
Much love from Peavey Lake. Marilyn
Marilyn Phillips <marilynphillips515@yahoo.com>
Hillman, MN USA - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 10:00 AM CDT
Dear Amy, I am so sorry you are down today but am thankful you are still focused on mirroring our Lord and Savior. Eileen's entry has to make you thankful for who God made you to be. I think those Dr's were thinking the same as her boss until you got into their heads with the tools God gave you. Eileen's entry just has to knock the devil back several feet!!!!! Thanks Eileen for sharing. Amy, continue using the brain for God's glory. I am praying for your family everytime that wristband gets in the way of my comfort. Hot humid weather can make it annoying but I am so proud to tell people of "the miracle" God has performed. Blessings, Colette
Colette Grussing <grussingcg@yahoo.com>
Clara City, MN - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 9:46 AM CDT
Amy
You made me think of Dr. Doolittle and his
PushMe-PullYou or was it the other way around?
continued prayers for Mack from
mrs pam
- Tuesday, June 26, 2007 9:33 AM CDT
Hi Amy....I'm so excited for all of you. God has been so good through this long journey and you will never know how many peoples lives have been touched and changed because of your faith and commitment. You may not know this, but I am the Executive Assistant to the Corporate Controller of Allstate. I have kept him updated on Mackenzie from day one. He was the former CFO of United Health Care. All along he kept telling me that it would be unlikely she would survive. I reminded him that I believe that God is the author of life and with much prayer Mackenzie could and would indeed be healed. Well when I showed him your last entry, he was speechless. It was like a dawn awakening that there is a higher power and against all odds she indeed won the battle. So you see, this journey is far reaching and long lasting. Praise God for His unconditional love and grace to all of us.
Have a great day.
Eileen G. <egoo0@allsate.com>
Arlington Heights, IL USA - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 7:49 AM CDT
Steve & Amy,
Happy Anniversary! I will never forget the day of your wedding and we were so late in getting Skye and Jamie there for pictures. We also had driven a convertable so their hair was messed up when we got there and then it had to be all fixed up again. Oh man! And now they have both graduated from High School. So you must be married for 13 years now. WoW!
I work every other weekend at an assisted living and there is this wonderful Christian lady(MaryJo)who is a resident. I keep her updated on Mackenzie. About 2 months ago, while I'm working, she asked if "we could just pray for Mackenzie right now" So we did. It was so cool.
MaryJo asked me then if I would write to you and tell you
that she believes in miracles and that she prays for Mackenzie's miracle. I haven't seen her for 2 weeks now and I can't wait to tell her about the great news of Mackie's
counts. MaryJo will rejoice and praise God right along with all of us. Susie
Sue Smith <all6smittys@usfamily.net>
Newport, MN USA - Monday, June 25, 2007 10:37 PM CDT
Sweet Dreams Amy,
COME ON BONE MARROW!
Closing our eyes tonight with thoughts and prayers bringing sweet Mack one day closer to skipping out of the hopal and reminding us of all the wonderful things we take advantage of every day... like "da bwirdies singing." :)
Kinda blue missing you all SOOOO MUCH!! Tried snapping myself out of it by picturing your smiles, growing contentment, ease, and peace. Thought how nice it must feel to have Steve and the girls so close again. :) Also found myself tickled thinking about "that something special" that makes each one of the Johnson girlies so "one of a kind!" ... Cracking up because Big Daddy Podunk can't stop pretending to be Lexie! (think he's smitten?) ...
Ok, now I'm feeling pretty good again! Hope you are too!
Sending Kodak moment HUGS that are never,never enough,
ms podunk <iamsoproudofyou@4lotsofreasons.com>
- Monday, June 25, 2007 10:36 PM CDT
Hi Amy and Steve:
Our Lakeview Community Church congregation continues to celebrate our miracle of healing. You should see those old men and old ladies do the metaphorical "high fives" when we talk about MacKenzie. Very hard to get our smiles through the door of the sanctuary -- have to go sideways!
Had a wonderful visit with your cousins in Newport, MN yesterday. Much food, laughter, teasing, and tears as we all celebrated your miracle, together in the bosom of family. Wish you could have been there. Sweet family.
Your Aunt Ruth and Uncle Wayne ("ruthnwayne") recalled that it was at Larry and Lori's party for their 50th wedding anniversary three years ago (2003) that you were first concerned about MacKenzie's low grade fever.
I have a picture of you sitting in the shade of that large tree off the deck in that beautiful backyard on the lake. You have MacKenzie in your arms and are sheltering her as she nestles into you. You're visiting with Cousin Marilyn from Wyoming. Laughter of children in the distance as they play, screaming and yelling. A perfect afternoon.
This long journey was not foreseen that that point. Amid the laughter of children and the fellowship of family and friends, you held your youngest child in your loving arms. What we did not see was those larger, infinite arms around the two of you. He -- All Knowing - knew the journey on which He would take you and Steve and your family. You knew only a mother's care and love.
And yet, aren't we all immeasurably blessed by the walk we've taken together? This is what is meant by the blessing of suffering (I guess....it's still a mystery to me. We need Pastor Wayne to explain it to us.) We've grown alongside you, however, and will continue to walk with you as we watch our little friend grow into the future God has prepared for her.
Have a blessed week. Marilyn
Marilyn Phillips <marilynphillips515@yahoo.com>
Hilllman, MN USA - Monday, June 25, 2007 9:25 AM CDT
GOOD Morning Steve and Amy and all the girls. Isn't it amazing how long you have all been suffering and WAITING and how quickly God can change a situation. We are so excited for you good news and Mack's counts improving everyday. You all have shown such faith, trust and patience in God's perfect timing, will and plan for your and Mackenzie's life. It's fairly easy for any of of to claim God's promises, yet a whole different story to live a life walking by faith and not by sight. We are soooo excited for all of you. Good news has been a long time coming. Can't wait to be swimming at Papa Hays' pool together soon. In the meantime we won't stop praying, praising and rejoicing with you. All our love, Kurt, Kim, Amanda and Casey
Kim Schuring <kandkschuring@aol.com>
Gilberts, il usa - Monday, June 25, 2007 8:09 AM CDT
Amy & Steve,
Just getting back from vacation and what wonderful news to come home to....."leukemia has perished!!! Are you kidding me?! That is so awesome and has left me in awe....a miracle indeed. I shared the news with my congregation yesterday....there wasn't a dry eye in the place. So happy for you and your family and especially for Mack! Will continue to pray for Mack's organs and that her counts continue to rise.
Susan Frew <sfrew@d115.org>
- Monday, June 25, 2007 7:31 AM CDT
I praies "GOD" for her complete healing...Thank you Jesus!!
She will always be in my prayers and I know many others that I will tell and they too wil do the same !!!
Always In "HIS" Love ,
Emee Jewett
Mary Jewett <emee73@bellsouth.net>
Portland, Tn Sumner - Sunday, June 24, 2007 11:08 PM CDT
Hi Amy
Just wanted to let you know that I have a big smile on my face when I read the entries lately!! Gotta run and do stuff. Keep having lots of fun and praying for the day to come soon when Mack can go HOME!
Allison Kelly <apflanz-kelly@sbcglobal.net>
Avon, IN USA - Sunday, June 24, 2007 2:03 PM CDT
Hi Steve and Amy: We are so excited about the progress that our little Princess is making! Home soon, we pray. This afternoon we are heading down to Susie and Tom Smith's house for a graduation party for Jamie...wish you could celebrate with us, but know that those days are coming. Much love from Cousin Marilyn
Marilyn Phillips <marilynphillips515@yahoo.com>
Hillman, MN USA - Sunday, June 24, 2007 7:53 AM CDT
Her counts are climbing PTL!! I am praying your road is now down hill from here. I went on a bike ride today and me being a tad nuts decided to take my three youngest with me( who by the way can not ride bike and therefore must be in a baby seat and two in a buggy) .Well I thought i can do this decided to go a little further than normal. Let me tell you not a wise decision when you are out of shape. So I started to go up .Oh Brother I could not even make it half way up. I had to get off and push the bike by the time I got to the top my face was beet red I was breathing so loud I could not even control it . So I took a little rest and kept going! Had a little hill down which was a nice coast to my destination ( All the while in the back of my mind still thinking I had to return this way sigh) .Well On the way back didn't that nice coast of hill get me. I puffed my way back up pushing the bike with the three kids back up the hill. Feeling much like a workhorse :) Do you know how great it felt to get back to the top of the other hill? Heaven because it was nothing but downhill from there . I Pray it is nothing but down hill from here for you and your Family Amy. :)
Lori <the7rohrbachs@verizon.net>
- Saturday, June 23, 2007 8:38 PM CDT
We continue to pray here fearlesly..I am counting the days until you all walk out them doors as well.
We love you ......
www.ourlittleprincess2002.com
www.myspace.com/ourlittleprincess2002
Barbie and Rachel
Barbie <barbnjim98@aol.com>
Algonquin, - Saturday, June 23, 2007 10:39 AM CDT
Hi Amy and Steve and girls:
I shared MacKenzie's story yesterday with an art director and copywriter (and good long-time friends). We were all choked up at the immense realization of God's greatness and mercy to you specifically, but also to all of us as we witness something beyond our living comprehension.
These large miracles catch our attention in a profound way. Oh that we could also see the small miracles everyday and celebrate our Creator...the miracle of a good night's sleep (Lem), the miracle of low blood sugar counts (Mom), the miracle of extra time to get a report done (me) But the miracle also of a perfect peach, birdsong, and hugs from good friends.
For three long years, we've been praying for a friend who had breast cancer that went into remission and then returned. She died on Thursday afternoon, leaving her husband (who also lost his first wife to breast cancer) in inexpressible grief.
Two years ago his Dad died the same week his 32 year old son died of natural causes. We don't know why God burdens some people with this heartache, but I know Aaron Hall has grown closer to the Lord through this experience. Please keep Aaron in your prayers, as he grieves.
God has so blessed us all. He's blessed the MacKenzie Community online in so many ways. We love you all. Marilyn
Marilyn Phillips <marilynphillips515@yahoo.com>
Hillman, MN USA - Saturday, June 23, 2007 8:21 AM CDT
Please know that there is a family in Brookfield, Massachusetts lifting all of you up before our Heavenly Father and thinking of you and praying blessing in the midst of your storms. We are honored to know of you and love that you are brothers and sister and joint heirs in Christ. We'd love to show you our ocean someday. . . open invitation!!! In His Love, Your extended family!!! : )
Lydia Lucas <lml3b@yahoo.com>
Brookfield, MA Worcester - Saturday, June 23, 2007 7:50 AM CDT
Dear Amy & Mack & whole Johnson family! Just wanted to say we are SOOOOOO happy for Mack's counts and God's precise and perfect timing. I have received more inspiration and love from "knowing" your family, as you have ever rec'd from mine. We love you and will never stop PUSHING & PULLING for Mack. So glad your family is back together. We love you guys!!!!
Tammy, Tom, Kristen & Daria Bauer <tammyb2@comcast.net>
IL - Friday, June 22, 2007 9:18 PM CDT
Dear Amy,
I just wanted to say this is great news! I know you and your family are jumping up and down thanking the Good Lord for all of your blessings. my heart is with you on that too. As a mom I remember how we felt when my son Gordy's counts started to come back. I also remember how hard it was to be locked up in the bmt unit.we got so bored lol. I will keep on sending my prayers, I know everyone helps.
God Bless and Hugs to you and your family
Tracy (gordysmom)
Tracy Guzman <nanaguz3@yahoo.com>
san Antonio, tx usa - Friday, June 22, 2007 7:20 PM CDT
Hey Mackie just stopping by to say We are still praying for you! Hope you are having so much fun with your family!
Lori <the7rohrbachs@verizon.net>
- Friday, June 22, 2007 6:30 PM CDT
Hey Amy,
My school did a fundraiser for your daughter and you and your family! We raised a lot of money. We actually had a big assembly all about her. My assistint princeapal actually chatted with you a couple of times! I try and read your updates everyday about Mackenzie! I really do hope she is okay!
My mother has Breast Cancer and just today (!!!!) finished her LAST (hopefully) dose of chemotherapy!! I'm sure you and your family can't wait until you, your family and Mackenzie reach this point my mother is at! It's a great feeling!
Well anyways, I really hope that everything does work out.
Keep updating and writing; and I'll keep sending prayers your way!!! Send E-mails my way if you want to talk or whatever you need!
Thanks for your time,
Elaine
Elaine <maddmonkey31@sbcglobal.net>
Fox Lake, IL U.S.A. - Friday, June 22, 2007 2:41 PM CDT
continued prayers from
mrs pam
- Friday, June 22, 2007 9:44 AM CDT
Hi Amy,
It is so good to hear the joy and love in your words. I'm so grateful that you are surrounded by your family again after all those long nights of waiting. Praying for all your intentions, praising God too for all His tender mercies. May they continue to rain down upon all the Johnsons. Love to all!
Kathie <Relbok6@aol.com>
- Thursday, June 21, 2007 10:05 PM CDT
Hey Amy,
Wow, Lindsay rode all the Kings Is. coasters!! Those are some serious coasters. I am so happy to hear that Mack's counts are going up. What a relief. I am very happy to hear of all the great blessings coming out of Cinci. I can't believe you guys didn't have to wait in any lines. It's virtually unheard for that park. Another blessings. Anyway, happy, happy, happy for all!!! Love to all. p.s. I am a working fool in case you're wondering if I fell off the planet!
Allison Kelly <apflanz-kelly@sbcglobal.net>
Avon, IN USA - Thursday, June 21, 2007 5:24 PM CDT
Praying that the counts are up even more today. So glad to her you all had a great time at the park the other day Im sure it feels great to get out of the "4 walls" Please give Mackenzie hugs and kisses from Colorado we love you all!
Andrea, Lilly and Alex Pack <andrea.pack09@gmail.com>
Littteton, CO USA - Thursday, June 21, 2007 3:45 PM CDT
So glad to hear that you ALL had a good day. Hard to imagine that just a few weeks ago there were huge question marks about even the next day. There are many "miles" to go, but God has brought you so far and will continue to see you through. C'mon bone marrow!
PUSHing and PULLing,
Thomas, Anna, Daniel, James and Peter
Thomas Ensign
Barrington, IL - Thursday, June 21, 2007 1:28 PM CDT
Goooo back! I pray those counts keep going up, up, up and you are out of that stinkin hospital soon!
Jennifer <kidscancercrusade@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, June 21, 2007 10:15 AM CDT
Isn't it wonderful for this time of total peace? It's like the chains have been broken and everyone's spirit is running free (lol - free-free!!) Such a healing has taken place, bigger than we even imagined. All of the burdens and worries have been lifted. What a wonderful God we serve. His blessings are more vast than we could ever imagine.
Linda Matson <linnyrulz@yahoo.com>
NY - Thursday, June 21, 2007 7:36 AM CDT
Prayin', prayin', prayin' for all y'alls. I'm finxinto go to bed now, but wanted you to know that you remain so very special to me and are always in my prayers.
Debbie, I wanted to thank you for the kind compliment and word of encouragement you posted a while back. It came at a good time. Did you just go camping with Aim and her lovelies??? I'm so jealous.
Much love to you all,
Beth
Bt <tarnows@charter.net>
Holland, MI - Wednesday, June 20, 2007 10:31 PM CDT
Hi Amy:
We are uplifting you all to our Heavenly Father who has you in the palm of his hand and is riding that roller coaster with you (as he has all along).
Today I met the serious 6-year old son of a work colleague and he gravely told me and his Mom about a young child who had cancer and died. He had been watching the TV with the babysitter. (Jake was born at just over 25 weeks and was only 13 oz. at birth. He has a grown-up's appreciation for the preciousness of life, which he knows somehow in his bones.)
I shared MacKenzie's story with him. To see his face light up at the end of the story...both his Mom and I were nearly in tears.
The Legend of Princess MacKenzie will be told over and over for centuries.
We love you all very much. Marilyn, Lem and Lois.
Marilyn Phillips <mpp515@aol.com>
Hillman, MN Our precious Republic, may we keep her - Wednesday, June 20, 2007 9:37 PM CDT
Whoa Jane,
Keep it up! I can almost hear a southern accent sprountin' from way down here! ...
Think ya'll are ready for lesson #2: FIXINTO
Here, I use it in a couple of sentences:
Mack is fixinto go to the apartment. We are fixinto celebrate!
COME ON BONE MARROW!
Sending sweet dream HUGS of happiness and joy to "all ya'll!
debbie <sandnmytoez@aim.com>
germantown, tn - Wednesday, June 20, 2007 8:35 PM CDT
Aim:
Well, I am almost teary-eyed thinking of and picturing Mack walking out the Children's door.
So glad all y'all (remember, that's plural!) had such a great time at Kings Island.
Marilyn, thanks for another "snippet" into your day and life. Again, I'm blessed.
Sending love and prayers, Amy, for as long as it takes!
Jane Klingenberg <jane.klingenberg@gmail.com>
- Wednesday, June 20, 2007 7:57 PM CDT
Sweet dreams Johnsons!
Prayers tonight hoping those cells have gotten comfy and started makin' lots of babies ... prayers tomorrow, they'll make a bunch more ... Hey! Think I'll stick with that until Mack's marrow is full of enough healthy cells to send her and her little kitchen packin' right down the block!
Hope everybody had a great time at King's Island. Amy, I'm keepin my eye on you! Ya know I lub ya'!
Sending enough HUGS to wrap around each one of those gorgeous girlies twice! (Plus an extra for T from Super)
debbie <sandnmytoez@aim.com>
germantown, tn - Tuesday, June 19, 2007 9:34 PM CDT
Steve, Amy and the girls~
Hey!! It's Megan from Minnesota...or known as "Big Megan"...I miss you guys!!! How are you all doing?!? Amy, let the girls know that I was sad when I didn't get to see them the last time they were in MN, but next time, I will bring them shopping or to a movie!! I'm so glad that they were able to find some marrow for Mackenzie...my prayers are with you! Well, I hope to hear from you soon!!
Megan Rodin <megangel_13@yahoo.com>
Milaca, MN USA - Tuesday, June 19, 2007 8:06 PM CDT
Jane, you are so sweet.
I am nowhere in the same league as Garrison Keillor. He's brilliant at capturing small town Minnesota and its people, and I think he cares for us all, in his own Liberal, Secular Humanistic way.
However, he is gifted, and he comes from a religious family, which has grounded him in a curmudgeonly love for people.
I met him once. He was very friendly. People in Minnesota have mixed emotions about him, however. Somehow they think he's making fun of them. (Maybe Collette can weigh in here.)
For me, I am just home so seldom that when I am in this little patch of ground that God has gifted me and my family, my heart exalts... and exults. Today my AOL account was giving me heartburn and the only cure was a walk with Bud (who couldn't believe it!).
We went to the farm to visit my brother's dogs who are kenneled while the family is on vacation. The three of them tussled and played, making a pinwheel of tangled bodies, chewing on one another's ears and jawboning one another.
I found Rod's strawberry patch and there were a few red jewels under the leaves. I picked them for Lem but then passed Jack and Samantha on our way home.
I always thought that camels were unique in their ability to sort out what's in their mouth and spit out the rest. Samantha was able to de-stem the strawberry and neatly spit out the berry. Jack, on the other hand, gravely ate the whole thing. There is nothing like the soft warm muzzle of a horse's lips in your hand.
Nothing except the Lord of all things Wise and Wonderful who made them all.
Happy Tuesday evening. Thanks for listening. Marilyn
Marilyn Phillips <mpp515@aol.com>
Hillman, MN USA - Tuesday, June 19, 2007 7:21 PM CDT
Hi Aim:
If the weather is as nice at Kings Island as it is in Hamilton, you should be having a gorgeous day. Prayers for fun and safety for you, Sherri and the kids.
I'm riding a few with you from here! :)
Collette, I'm putting my "thinking cap" on to give a pwaying house tip or two to Steve. Although, it's probably far from his mind today if Dave's with Mack right now and Steve is on the links! :)
Great idea.
Marilyn, you are quite the poetic writer. Although I haven't read Garrison Keillor's (sp?) stuff, I somehow think you're in his camp. Thank you.
Jane Klingenberg <jane.klingenberg@gmail.com>
- Tuesday, June 19, 2007 1:29 PM CDT
Amy-
I think it is just that TN is that beautiful! :) Hee Hee! (So happy to live there now. I feel like I can breathe! )
I am glad you had a great time! I'm sure your girls did too! Ya'll definitely needed that.
Still praying and thinking of you often!
Have fun with Dave and Sherri!
*Did you like my ya'll? I am trying. I probably spelled it wrong. :)
Love ya-
Jodi
Franklin, TN - Tuesday, June 19, 2007 1:28 PM CDT
Letter to MacKenzie
This morning you followed a plumpish, frump (or a frumpish, plump!) old woman down the road. She is dressed in baggy pants, an old shirt, and a red cowboy hat and she’s walking purposefully, looking neither right nor left.
But then the magic of the perfect morning in God’s perfect creation slows her down. To the right the wind gently moves through the sea of marsh grass, turning the leaves silvery. An assertive birdsong warns her away from the bluebird house – and the tiny nest within.
It rained steadily last night and there was a strong wind. This morning the gravel glistens with newly uncovered agates shining in the path. Some as small as a baby’s toenail, others as large as a farmer’s thumb. Each one gathered as a praise offering to the Lord, the Creator of all things great and small. 63 agates sit in a pottery bowl next to the computer. Sixty-three praise songs to Jesus as a “Thank You” for your life, MacKenzie.
We love you dearly and say “Good morning, Tuesday. Good morning, MacKenzie.”
The old woman and the dog, Bud.
Marilyn Phillips <mpp515@aol.com>
Hillman, MN USA - Tuesday, June 19, 2007 8:17 AM CDT
What an awesome God we serve! We can't even speak about the miracle for Mackenzie without tears. But it is so wonderful to shed tears of JOY for all of you. God is good all the time, and so amazing in his grace and mercy. Our hearts are full of praise for Jesus and his touch of tenderness on Mackenzie. His touch heals you all, his arms hold you all, and his heart of love has been revealed to you all. All praise and adoration to our all powerful, merciful God. His eyes have seen you, and he has heard the thousands of prayers for Mackie, and he has given the miracle. We say "thank you Lord". We continue to lift you all up in prayer - for strength, faith, total healing, and grateful hearts filled with joy. Love, Brian and Marg
Marg Hays <marghays@ameritech.net>
East Dundee, Il USA - Tuesday, June 19, 2007 7:42 AM CDT
To all prayer warriors: Let's each give poor Steve a different tip on playing kitchen the right way. I can only imagine what some of you will come up with. Mine will be send her to the market to get items on her bike. (Every kitchen needs lots of play food.) We have a "little tykes" red and yellow car (I think everyone had those twenty years ago) and I would send Anneka in her car to buy groceries. I washed all the windows in the sun porch and she never noticed I was working. Everytime she came back with a bag of groceries, there would be a little somethings wrong such as the lettuce looking a little old. She was only more than happy to go get fresher lettuce etc. Steve could probably get a whole golf magazine read when she was shopping. Okay, let's hear some others.
I reported on "the miracle" at prayer time in church and two other people I never realized were also keeping up with Mack - there were only half dozen of us in the prayer room at the time. Just think of all the people God has touched thru you Amy. No wonder you are exhausted. Praying fervently for the report of new cell growth. Blessings, Colette
Colette Grussing <grussingcg@yahoo.com>
Clara City, MN - Monday, June 18, 2007 10:53 PM CDT
So thankful for your wonderful weekend. Thank You, Jesus, for the special time for Amy and the girls.
jk <jane.klingenberg@gmail.com>
- Monday, June 18, 2007 10:38 AM CDT
Happy Father’s Day Steve!
If you enjoyed dinner even half of much as we enjoyed your family … that’s some really good bb-q! Your girls are beautiful, delightful, funny, imaginative, charming, well behaved and effortlessly fearless …except when it comes to flying insects, but then we saw they are all also very fast runners and have extremely healthy lungs! It isn’t hard to see where Mack get’s her shining spirit and zest for life!
Not even sure if ANY river is wide enough for Amy to totally stretch those wings – but she did an awesome job trying!!! Boy, if there were ever two parents who deserved a day in their honor it would be the two of you … just hope your day turns out to have 18 holes, an accurate swing, and really funny looking shoes.
Enjoy your time with Sherri, Dave and the gang. Come on bone marrow!!!! – We wanna do it again, with all ya’ll!
With sincerest appreciation for your double duty daddy/daughter weekend,
The Po-dunk family <itwasSOfun@thinkinboutnextime.com>
- Sunday, June 17, 2007 10:18 PM CDT
Dad's never do play kitchen quite right do they ? HAHAHHAH ! too cute! Glad you had fun with the girls Amy!
Praying for those counts!!!!!
loti <the7rohrbachs@verizon.net>
- Sunday, June 17, 2007 8:44 PM CDT
Hi Steve- We just wanted to wish you a very Happy Father's Day!!!! We hope you and Mack are enjoying daddy/daughter time. Love, Frank, Kelly, and Addie
Kelly Lesniak <kmlesni@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, June 17, 2007 12:47 AM CDT
Hi Steve,
Happy Father's Day to you and your "quiverfull." It takes someone very special to be the Daddy of 5 girls. How blessed they are to have you as such an awesome reflection of God's love.
Enjoy the day with sweet Mack!
Kathie & the Kobler clan <Relbok6@aol.com>
- Sunday, June 17, 2007 12:36 AM CDT
Hi Steve and Amy:
I can just imagine how MacKenzie feels, knowing her sisters get to go camping in Tennessee. But she has her Dad all to herself and that's even better.
Hope you're having a great weekend together and that Mackie continues on her journey of recovery. "There shall be showers of blessings..."
A little rain this morning in Hillman - the ground is fresh after yesterday's heat wave, and the peonies are bending under the raindrops. Their fat pink blossoms hug the ground, but send a delicate sweet fragrance all over the grass. Another one of God's glorious mornings.
Hope you guys have a fun-filled day. Love, Marilyn, Lem and Lois
Cousin Marilyn <mpp515@aol.com>
Hillman, MN God's Green Earth - Sunday, June 17, 2007 7:31 AM CDT
What a tremendous and mighty God we serve. How wondferful that He has touched and healed. I will continue praying for all of you. God bless you for the witness you have been to all of us.
Sarah Summerour <tbkmsf@hotmail.com>
Oakwood, GA USA - Saturday, June 16, 2007 9:37 PM CDT
This is for Steve. I haven't met you yet, but you certainly are a Father of the Year in my book!! Have a wonderful day!
Blessings,
Linda
Linda Matson <Linnyrulz@yahoo.com>
NY - Saturday, June 16, 2007 10:26 AM CDT
Mackenzie
I hope you and dad have a fun weekend together!
prayers and love from Missouri
mrs pam
- Saturday, June 16, 2007 9:54 AM CDT
Hi Steve:
Just wanted you to know I'm praying for you this weekend. I'm sure you and Mackie will have some good Daddy-Daughter times together. You better remember to wear Mr. Blue, or she'll charge you a buck a time. I don't want to say who started that little profit-making business for her which preys on the forgetfulness of middle-aged, sleep-deprived caregivers. :) Okay, you're not quite middle-aged, but I certainly am.
Thinking about you and praying this a.m.
With love,
Jane Klingenberg <jane.klingenberg@gmail.com>
- Saturday, June 16, 2007 9:36 AM CDT
This is a message for Steve...I hope you have a great Father's Day and weekend with little Mackenzie. Thank you so much for sharing your little angel with us we love her so very much. Love to your family from Colorado.
Andrea <andrea.pack09@gmail.com>
Littleton, CO USA - Friday, June 15, 2007 10:29 AM CDT
I am so excited for your little Mackenzie and your family. You don't know me. My grandaughter, Gracie is in Childrens and her mom and dad keep me updated on your little one. Know that even lots of folks you have never met have been praying for her ..know that the angels are surrounding you and Mackenzie!
Pat Giesting <pgsmile@fuse.net>
Cincinnati, oh hamilton - Friday, June 15, 2007 8:07 AM CDT
We are so excited to hear the good news! What an awesome God we serve! Amy your faith and strength has been amazing. Thank you for sharing and for keeping us updated. We will keep praying for an infection free, quick recovery. The Diekemas
Ruth Diekema <ruth.diekema@charter.net>
Holland, MI - Thursday, June 14, 2007 10:23 PM CDT
Debbie's got company comin' !!
Marilyn Phillips <mpp515@aol.com>
Hillman, MN 56338 - Thursday, June 14, 2007 4:37 PM CDT
What a miracle!!!! I am so thrilled for Mackenzie and your family--there couldn't be any better news. I am glad you are getting some time with the girls. maybe I will meet up with you in the mountains--we are leaving for the Smokies this weekend! have a wonderful time away from the hospital!
Jill <Tinkrbellrn@sbcglobal.net>
- Thursday, June 14, 2007 4:07 PM CDT
I knew there were more miracles waiting for your little one. I'm so happy for you! Maybe you'll be home in time for this years charity kickball tournament. Sign the family up on the Kid Power team if you want to join us! www.chicagokicksforkids.org
Danielle with Kid Power <dvillari@theyouthcampus.org>
- Thursday, June 14, 2007 3:53 PM CDT
Have a great time on the camping trip. It's a great time to bond with the girls after these long months away and a great time for macky and daddy time. Cant wait to check back in Sunday night to hear all about the adventure. Love from Colorado.
Andrea <andrea.pack09@gmail.com>
Littleton, CO USA - Thursday, June 14, 2007 3:20 PM CDT
It feels so good to EXHALE! What a wonderful way to begin the summer!
Walking on Sunshine!
in Wauconda, IL - Thursday, June 14, 2007 1:40 PM CDT
As my Bible Study girls say when He answers a prayer...RING THE BELL...and ring it loud! That is awesome Amy...Mack, you are one tough chickie...way to be an example of a fighter and joy to us all.
Amy Saylor <alsaylor@hotmail.com>
Bellevue, WA USA - Thursday, June 14, 2007 1:23 PM CDT
"It is a good thing to give thanks to the Lord,
and to sing praise to your Name, O Most High;
To tell of your loving-kindness in the morning
and of your faithfulness in the night season."
psalm 92
Thanks be to God for Mack's miracle!
mrs pam
- Thursday, June 14, 2007 11:49 AM CDT
Way to go Mack! And thank you God for healing this precious little girl. Mack, you are my hero! You make me smile and feel great about life. And Amy, you are an inspiration to me as a mother. You are amazing and your girls are lucky to have you. I cannot tell you how much you have touched my life. I continue to pray for you daily. You are truly amazing people. Way to go baby girl. YOU ARE A TRUE HERO! Much love to you from Wapakoneta!
Staci Cotrell <maggiemae84@hotmail.com>
Wapakoneta, Oh United States - Thursday, June 14, 2007 11:24 AM CDT
Amy,
I'm thinking about all the kids down the line in the future that might be impacted by Mackenzie's healing....all those little cancer patients that the docs might otherwise give up on treating when things look impossible. Your perserverance, and Mackie's sunny disposition through all of this surely will have repercussions of major proportions in influencing the way the docs think about treating patients that seem to be out of options. I told you she would do BIG things. Our great God has awesome plans for your little girl. Just look what she's done so far!
Oh, and yes worship with David Crowder last night at Willow was awesome. Seemed like a little taste of heaven here on earth, to hear all those people praising God at once in that big place. I think the last time I went to a service like that I sat with your Mom...can't remember who was playing that night...maybe Darlene??... but it was the same experience. So awesome to feel the Holy Spirit's presence in a moment like that.
Hugging you from here, my friend! Love, Heidi
Heidi Shor <humblecarpenter@comcast.net>
- Thursday, June 14, 2007 9:57 AM CDT
I am so happy Mackenzie is healed. I know a person who has cancer and they can see that God is right here, He can heal. I am so thankful! :) *GOD IS GREAT!!!*
Caroline Bullington
Mundelein, Il USA - Thursday, June 14, 2007 9:42 AM CDT
I had not heard the news till now, was still on my knees for you last night but had not read the site you had already posted. Just finished reading now, told Frank and we are Both crying tears of joy. God is so Good. I find it so interesting that at the moment you really gave it up to him WHATEVER the result would be HE gave you his miracle. I can't wait to hug you and Mackenzie when you get back. THANK YOU PRECIOUS LORD. Two miracles in one family, Amy you are truely one of Gods' chosen!
Karen <Ktejan@comcast.net>
Kildeer, Il - Thursday, June 14, 2007 9:34 AM CDT
Wow!
No words
just awe, wonder, amazement and love!!!!
For you and for God,
Lisa
Lisa Romero <SEEAH@SBCGLOBAL.NET, suckers4mackenzie@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, June 14, 2007 8:47 AM CDT
Hi Amy,
I had the privilege of attending a David Crowder Band worship service last night with sweet Heidi beside me. We were both in tears by the end of it, thinking of the praise ascending to Him on behalf of the glorious work He has done in Mackenzie.
"Turn your ear
To Heaven and hear
The noise inside
The sound of angels awe
The sound of angels songs
And all this for a King
We could join and sing
'All to Christ our King!'
How constant
How divine
This song of ours will rise
Oh, how constant
How divine
This love of ours will rise
Will rise...
Ohh praise Him!
Ohh praise Him!
He is Holy!
He is Holy!
Turn your gaze
To Heaven and raise
A joyous noise
Oh the sound of salvation come
The sound of rescued ones
And all this for a king
Angels join to sing
'All for Christ our King!'
Oh la la la la la la..
Oh la la la la la la..
Oh la la la la la... laaa laa laa laaa!
How infinite and sweet
This love so rescuing
Oh how infinitely sweet
This great love that has redeemed
As one, we sing...
Hallelujah,
Hallelujah
He is Holy,
He is Holy"
Kathie <relbok6@aol.com>
- Thursday, June 14, 2007 8:42 AM CDT
Aim:
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