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Amy....God is so faithful and good. I'm thrilled to hear that Mackenzie is up and running again. I'm also inclined to agree with you. God is going to show us all just how powerful and mighty He is. I believe that REMISSION is not just a word but will be a reality. Praise God through whom all blessing flow. I continue to praise and pray for continued healing and strength and that your testimony and faithfulness will touch the hearts of those who may not know our Lord but learn to trust Him as much as you do.
In His Love
Eileen G. <egoo0@allstate.com>
Arlington Heights, IL USA - Monday, April 23, 2007 12:41 AM CDT
I am praying for your little princess!
Tanja <t_wagener@yahoo.com>
- Monday, April 23, 2007 12:38 AM CDT
In my margin, next to today's devotion, I had written in a previous year's reading: "We do not have because we do not ask". Coming with you boldly before the throne.
Waiting with you today.
jk <jane.klingenberg@gmail.com>
- Monday, April 23, 2007 12:19 AM CDT
Amy!
I WORSHIP HIM! I BELEIVE HIM! My heart is pumping, my hands are clentched, tears of conviction fill my eyes, and I am down on my knees with my eyes to the sky ... come on remission! Come On Remission! COME ON REMISSION!
You know, maybe we aren't able to measure all His blessings, but there sure are tangible ways to see them - it's never been easier to picture just exactly what Mack's up to right this minute, and WOW that's a heavenly feeling!
Love to you, love to Diana, love to my prayer sisters, and much love to sweet Mack!
Sending Mackie HUGS that are focused on an ABUNDANT, ABLE, BOUNTIFUL AND GENEROUSLY ABLE GOD
Debbie <sandnmytoez@aim.com>
germantown, tn - Monday, April 23, 2007 12:17 AM CDT
Praying, praying, praying and then praying some more...anxiously awaiting your update later this afternoon. Your entry this morning was awesome.
Love you,
Jeanette
Jeanette <ourGodisawesome@praiseHim.com>
Mundelein, IL - Monday, April 23, 2007 12:15 AM CDT
Amy, Steve, Diana & Family,
We are so thrilled to hear the good news! As you know, we understand all the ups and downs and how difficult it is. You have all been such an inspiration to us and thoughts of you and your faith have often kept me going during our difficult times. We continue to lift up Mack in our prayers and know that God can see her (and you) through this! Our entire church prayed for you yesterday and I have many others praying as well - COME ON BONE MARROW! I'll try to stop by later today - we are in rehab right now in 484.
Praying for a miracle!
Mei Ling
Mei Ling Rumping <mlrumping@cinci.rr.com>
Kings Mills, OH United States - Monday, April 23, 2007 7:13 AM CDT
I feel a shout comin' !! I feel a prayer risin !! I feel a joy, joy, joy, joy down deep in my heart!
Sending love and prayers from Amsterdam this morning. Will be in prayer over the Alps and over the Urals and Over the Caucasuses...closer to God's ear, pleading for our girly girl. Love Marilyn
Marilyn Phillips <mpp515@aol.com>
AmsterdamViennaTibilisi, Georgia - Monday, April 23, 2007 6:21 AM CDT
So happy she is feeling great again. I'm continuing to pray for wonderful results tomorrow from the bone marrow testing - and that her counts hurry on up there!! Hugs and Prayers - Marti (your Prayer Bear)
Marti Retzer <almntrfrms@aol.com>
Chico, CA USA - Monday, April 23, 2007 3:56 AM CDT
This entry had me laughing out loud because I can just picture this little fighter! She is amazing, if ever anyone were to doubt the power of prayer or the presence of miracles they would only have to come here and read about Mack! What an incredible, strong, feisty, beautiful girl she is. Prayers for fantastic results on her bone marrow. GO MACK!!
Helen <helenwith6@aol.com>
Devon, England - Monday, April 23, 2007 1:23 AM CDT
Praying for the test tomorrow! Praying so hard for remission!! Echoing Amy COME ON BONE MARROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lori <the7rohrbachs@verizon.net>
- Sunday, April 22, 2007 10:39 PM CDT
Hi AMY,
Praying for Mack,Asking GOD to wrap his loving arms around her!!!Macki, is such a fighter. God we ask that you give ALL medical personal the wisdom they need for Monday!!!
Thank you JESUS!!!!Give Mack a BIGGG HUGGG for me!
Love to all!!! Pat from Zion
Pat Donile <patdonile@comcast.net>
Zion , Il. - Sunday, April 22, 2007 9:40 PM CDT
Love you all! There are no words to express our hurt for what you are dealing with, but just know we are praying like crazy!
All Things Are Possible!
GOD IS IN CONTROL!
You are not alone!
Jodi
Franklin, TN - Sunday, April 22, 2007 9:01 PM CDT
I went to buy some plants yesterday. I love to put them into my garden and rejoice as the colors come forth and life springs from the ground. And the plants made me think of Mackenzie. I'll put them in the ground and they'll be nurtured and spring to life. I think of Mackenzie all the time, you've all become such a part of my day. This was a rough weekend in so many ways, but the Lord taught me a mighty lesson. I feel so undeserving of the blessings He's given me. When I question or mope about something, He always sends me a loving message in some form. I'm learning to appreciate the subtle moving of the Holy Spirit. Blessings to you, my sweet Amy! Tomorrow is a new day and we've got our armour on, if we need to fight another battle. We're all here for Mack!
Much love!
Linda <Linnyrulz@yahoo.com>
Coram, NY - Sunday, April 22, 2007 8:47 PM CDT
Hi Aim,
Just checking in...again..not sure how many times I've been here already today..grin
Still here
Still praying
Still loving you all so much it hurts
I'm with Jane...so glad we have a faithful and trustworthy God who knows all about tomorrow already.
Rest in Him
Sweet dreams,
Beth
bt <tarnows@charter.net>
holland, mi - Sunday, April 22, 2007 8:34 PM CDT
Spring is bursting out all around us today. You can almost watch the buds opening and the trees turning greener by the hour.
Praying for you today, for the gifts of new life, renewal, and hope. Praising God for the mercies and blessings He has already given, and for those that are to come.
Kathie <Relbok6@aol.com>
- Sunday, April 22, 2007 5:34 PM CDT
Dear ones:
Praying with you today, waiting tomorrow's results, knowing God sees around our corners and waits for us there.
Love you so,
JK <jane.klingenberg@gmail.com>
- Sunday, April 22, 2007 1:29 PM CDT
Dear Amy,
I've been sending up many prayers for you, Steve, Mackenzie and your family. Praying for good biopsy results, complete healing, and peace and calm that only the Holy Spirit can provide. I read this psalm this a.m. and thought of you. Psalm 28 6-7 Praise be to the Lord, for he has heard my cry for mercy, my heart trusts in him, and I am helped.
Janet Albrecht <jalbrecht22@comcast.net>
Wheeling, IL USA - Sunday, April 22, 2007 10:31 AM CDT
Good morning Mackenzie,
I have been praying so much for you these past couple of days. Remember, with God, ALL things are possible! I love you very much and I am glad you are feeling good. And you got to spend a day with your boyfwend! How awesome is that???
Love you sweetie,
Jeanette
Jeanette <Ilovemackenzie@withallmyheart.com>
- Sunday, April 22, 2007 8:07 AM CDT
Amy,
Sending you loads of prayers we are all thinking of you in the NICU. Can't believe all that's been happening the last few days. things are same here(lots of B.S.)Good Luck!
Love ya man Chris Lotzer
CHRIS LOTZER <klotzer870@comcast.net>
- Sunday, April 22, 2007 7:58 AM CDT
Mackie I love you.
Kara <karamel1992@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, April 21, 2007 10:49 PM CDT
Dearest Aim,
I'm hoping you are sound asleep in Steve's arms right now. Maybe not with all that's going on...more than likely one of you is sleeping in a reclining chair next to her bed. I'm heading off to bed myself.......praying for you all, with overwhelming love in my heart for a precious little one sleeping in a hospital bed in Cincinnati and the family who loves her...immediate and internet wide.
Hugs to you all,
Beth
bt <tarnows@charter.net>
holland, mi - Saturday, April 21, 2007 9:43 PM CDT
Amy, we are praising the Lord for Mackenzie tonight and are uplifting you all in prayer. We lay you at His feet. Love, Marilyn, Lem and Lois
Marilyn Phillips <mpp515@aol.com>
Hillman, MN USA - Saturday, April 21, 2007 8:57 PM CDT
Praising the Lord for His continued mercy and ever presence with you! So glad to hear that the sparky little personality is back!
Remaining in prayer for Mackie's Miracle,
The Yosts
Laura Yost <mlje8@netzero.net>
Island Lake, IL USA - Saturday, April 21, 2007 8:14 PM CDT
praying really hard...
michele(nurse in ny)
- Saturday, April 21, 2007 5:55 PM CDT
Amy,
I sent out last night's journal entry to over 100 people to ask them to pray. One of my friends, a non-believer wrote me back and said she fell apart when she opened that email and she prayed for Mack. She said she fell on her knees! Look at all the lives Mack is touching! My wild, crazy, non-believing friend on her knees praying will definitely get God's attention. I am with you and praying hard for you all day long. Please know you are not alone. I wish we could all be there with you today, arm in arm...facing this together.....in person as we are in prayer!!!!
I love you very much,
All my strength, all my love and all my prayers,
Lisa
Lisa Romero <SEEAH@SBCGLOBAL.NET, suckers4mackenzie@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, April 21, 2007 3:14 PM CDT
Amy....I continue to pray and lift you before our Father in Heaven as well as so close to my heart. Hang in there my friend, I know He won't give you more than you can handle. Keep casting all these burdens unto HIM...HE cares for you and they are not too big or overwhelming to Him. He is personal, present loving and faithful. He formed, redeemed knows and owns you......you are HIS, she is HIS. He is with you this moment!
My heart is too,
Beth
bt <tarnows@charter.net>
holland, mi - Saturday, April 21, 2007 3:12 PM CDT
Aim:
Continuing to pray and spreading the word to everyone (practically) that I see to pray today.
Love you so much. Knowing God holds you all in His arms comforts me when I so want to be there.
Sending huge hugs and heartfelt love,
Jane Klingenberg <jane.klingenberg@gmail.com>
- Saturday, April 21, 2007 2:48 PM CDT
Praying for you and your family. I pray everyhting goes well with the testing and you can proceed with treatment. May God be your strength in this time of waiting.
Melissa Watts <sammidrew@alltel.net>
- Saturday, April 21, 2007 2:45 PM CDT
Amy, you are right...none of us can understand what you are going through. Amy, you are my sister in Christ and through reading, daily, what is going on in your life, I feel like we are friends. My heart is so sad for all that you are facing. I am praying, and know that our almighty God will carry your family through a VICTORY! We are your team. With Love,
Julie Sampson <julieandtodd@comcast.net>
- Saturday, April 21, 2007 2:23 PM CDT
We are praying for your family today - for good news and God's peace to surround you in a special way.
Keith & Sally Hulsman <soccer_t15@yahoo.com>
Hamilton, MI - Saturday, April 21, 2007 1:38 PM CDT
My heart and prayers are with you and your whole family. You are precious in God's sight and I know He is hurting and caring right along with you. Please keep me posted if you would at:
MinnieE72445@aol.com
Minnie Duncan <MinnieE72445@aol.com>
Fulton, Ca USA - Saturday, April 21, 2007 1:35 PM CDT
Your entire family is in my thoughts and prayers today. May God's will be done in Mackenzie's life.
Rachael <speedsk8hawaii1988@gmail.com>
Kailua, HI - Saturday, April 21, 2007 1:01 PM CDT
Dear Amy and Steve and family:
We're walking alongside you today, lifting our hearts and minds to Lord Jesus Christ. We know God's will is perfect, and His ways are not our ways. We love you. Marilyn and Lem
Marilyn Phillips <mpp515@aol.com>
Hillman, MN USA - Saturday, April 21, 2007 12:47 AM CDT
I also wish I had checked in earlier, but am lifting you all in prayer for this day. Lord, you know what we don't know, so you know all that the Johnson/Meyer family needs from you in this moment. Carry them through, each one according to your abundant mercy and grace.
Syd <sydphelps@gmail.com>
Summerfield, FL - Saturday, April 21, 2007 11:50 AM CDT
I wish I had checked in earlier but I'm storming the heavens with prayers.
Margie Miller <margiemm54@aol.com>
Winter Springs, FL - Saturday, April 21, 2007 11:31 AM CDT
Praying for remission!
God Bless your family!
Love & Prayers
The Taylor family
- Saturday, April 21, 2007 11:19 AM CDT
"I took you from the ends of the earth, from its farthest corners I called you. I said, 'You are my servant'; I have chosen you and have not rejected you. SO DO NOT FEAR, for I am with you; do not be dismayed for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." Isaiah 41:14
Father I pray that you will uphold Mackenzie, Amy, Steve, and their family with your righteous right hand today. Let them not fear and remember that you are with them. Father we pray for your protection and your will to be accomplished. In Jesus Name, Amen
Michlyn Newman <knewman@mninter.net>
- Saturday, April 21, 2007 10:45 AM CDT
JESUS, SWEET JESUS, we are crying out to you for healing for Mackenzie. Lord you are powerful and able. To you alone we look for life, peace and health. Breathe healing into this sweet little girl. Lord protect her. Bring remission. Bring balance into her body, mind and soul. Lift up the countenance of her Mom, Dad and sisters. Carry them Lord. Grant them your peace which surpasses all understanding. Give us faith to trust in you Lord. Healing, Lord we are crying out for Healing. Lord, remember the cries of your servents. We love you Lord. Amen.
Laura F <lfixsen@comcast.net>
Shoreview, MN - Saturday, April 21, 2007 10:32 AM CDT
We are all storming the gates of Heaven. Lord, hear our prayers! You probably know that the meaning of "Mackenzie"
is "child of the wise leader." How true is that?!
Sending cyber hugs your way. Keep the faith and BELIEVE in Mack's earthly healing. HE will deliver.
Always BELIEVING,
Anissa
Anissa Parsons <parsons4@charter.net>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Saturday, April 21, 2007 10:10 AM CDT
DEAR SWEET MACK...AMY AND FAMILY,
AS YOU ARRIVE AT THIS VERY IMPORTANT DAY YOU ARE IN MY CONSTANT THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. PRAYING FOR REMISSION...
END TO ALL INFECTION...STRENGH...COMFORT AND PEACE OF MIND.
SURELY ALL OF GODS BLESSING WILL BE WITH YOU TODAY...SENDING MUCH LOVE AND MANY PRAYERS...ALWAYS PEGGY~~~
PEGGY DAVIS <peggy50@cableone.net>
ADA, OK USA - Saturday, April 21, 2007 9:54 AM CDT
We're with you, dear children of God, praying that He will give you grace and peace.
Lord God, Emmanuel, please help Lisa, Steve and the girls to experience your presence with them in these difficult hours of waiting. Great Physician, we ask that you will lay your healing hand on Mackenzie.
With love and prayers,
Thomas, Anna, Daniel, James, and Peter
Thomas Ensign
Barrington, IL - Saturday, April 21, 2007 9:52 AM CDT
Courtney's Pray It Forward Prayer Warriors are storming the gates of Heaven with prayer for you! We believe in MIRACLES!
Happy moments, PRAISE GOD.
Difficult moments, SEEK GOD.
Quiet moments, WORSHIP GOD.
Painful moments, TRUST GOD.
Every moment, THANK GOD
Wishing you God's rich blessings,
Debbie (www.freewebs.com/courtneynicole)
Debbie <courtsangels@aol.com>
Santa Paula, CA USA - Saturday, April 21, 2007 9:44 AM CDT
My family and I just want you to know that we are praying so hard for Mackenzie this morning. We pray for that wonderful news of remission. May god give you blessings today and everyday.
Much Love
The Scotts
Leigh Anne,Marty, and Austin. www.caringbridge.org/visit/austinscott
Leigh Anne Scott <leighsatterfield@yahoo.com>
pelzer, sc greenville - Saturday, April 21, 2007 9:42 AM CDT
Praying for you this morning....
Diane
Cincinnati, Oh - Saturday, April 21, 2007 9:13 AM CDT
We are praying!!! Our love to you all!
Wynias <wynia4@comcast.net>
Woodbury, MN - Saturday, April 21, 2007 9:00 AM CDT
Adrian, Michigan is behind you all the way! We are praying non-stop for Mack and know that God will see her through. We love you and pray for you!
Dawn <dawnydawn@douganddawn.com>
Adrian, MI USA - Saturday, April 21, 2007 8:59 AM CDT
Adrian, Michigan is behind you all the way! We are praying non-stop for Mack and know that God will see her through. We love you and pray for you!
Dawn <dawnydawn@douganddawn.com>
Adrian, MI USA - Saturday, April 21, 2007 8:59 AM CDT
My sweet friend,
You were first on my mind this morning. I am praying continuously as I go about my work today. May you feel Him soooooooo close today.
Sending so much love to you all,
Beth
bt <tarnows@charter.net>
holland, mi - Saturday, April 21, 2007 8:55 AM CDT
It is 0951 Saturday morning, all of us here in the Cardiovascular Care Unit at Floyd Memorial Hospital are praying for your baby girl today. May the Lord's peace fill your heart Amy. Love, Regina Hottois
Regina Hottois <regina.hottois@insightbb.com>
New Albany, IN USA - Saturday, April 21, 2007 8:53 AM CDT
praying for that bone marrow transplant and complete healing! your faith is unbeleivable! I don't know that I could be that strong at a time like this.....
gina horne <ginahorne@simplepc.net>
greenwood, sc us - Saturday, April 21, 2007 8:44 AM CDT
Amy,
Read your entry this morning. My 5 year old daughter Denver and I just prayed for Mackenzie. Denver likes to look at Mackenzies pictures. On the website, she is wearing a purple Madagascar nightgown. Denver has the same exact one. She is wearing it this morning. Not a big deal, but it made me really happy. It brought me a lot of comfort and security. Like we are connected. So many people feel that way. God probably has a headache from the thousands and thousands of prayers for Mack this morning. We are with you every step of the way. Most importantly, so is God. He is there with you Amy right now and always. He loves you so much. He loves Mackenzie so much too. He is with you, he is holding all of you in the palm of his hands. He is wiping away your tears. He feels your pain and he hears your cries. Of that I am absolutely certain.
We are here for you and we love you.
Denver and Lisa
Lisa Romero <SEEAH@SBCGLOBAL.NET, suckers4mackenzie@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, April 21, 2007 8:36 AM CDT
Standing vigil with you this morning, beloved friends. Please tell Mackie that I miss her so much.
With deep love and fervent prayers
Jane Klingenberg <jane.klingenberg@gmail.com>
- Saturday, April 21, 2007 8:36 AM CDT
Weeping may tarry for the night,
but joy comes with the morning.
—Psalm 30:5
I know I've sent this verse before, but today it's so real. We have all wept through the night, but this is the morning when we'll rejoice with joy. I claim this for Mackenzie.
With His enduring Love,
Linda
Linda Matson <Linnyrulz@yahoo.com>
Coram, NY - Saturday, April 21, 2007 8:24 AM CDT
Praying this verse for you this morning. "Do not be anxious about anything." ~Philippians 4:6.
May His presence & peace be with you and all who surround Mackenzie today in a mighty way.
Blessings to you in your waiting...
Kathie <Relbok6@aol.com>
- Saturday, April 21, 2007 8:09 AM CDT
Amy and Steve,
We are praying with complete confidence that God will take care of Mack. We pray that He continues to shower you with His grace and mercy. We pray that His plan is to hold your sweet baby girl in His hands and command the leukemia to leave her little body. He has done so much for her and she has been so willing. She has continued to thrive beyond what seems humanly possible. She has trusted in Him (as you have lead by example) and makes each new day a gift. We blindly place our trust in Him knowing that the outcome has already been determined. Praying that His will is to let her be healed and continue to affect the lives of so many. Praying that she continues to be the miracle so many of us have needed.
Once again, I want to remind you of the lyrics from Mack's movie.
"Amazing grace
How sweet the sound
Amazing Love
Now flowing down.
From hands and feet
that were nailed to the tree
as grace flows down
it covers me!"
Praying that this grace covers you all and brings peace tonight.
"When I'm alone,
lost or afraid,
when it's too dark to see.
I will remember the promise of God
these are His words to me
"Do not fear for I am with you
Do not be afraid
Do not fear for I am with you
Believe in the promise I've made
Do not be afraid"
"God's always with me
right by my side
no matter where I may be
He sees in the dark
He hears when I cry
These are His words to me
"Do not fear for I am with you
Do not be afraid
Do not fear for I am with you
Believe in the promise I've made
Do not be afraid"
Praying that you and Mack remember the promise He made...He will continue to care for Mack. She will continue to be the miracle who has changed the lives of so many!
Remaining in prayer with you,
The Yosts
Laura Yost <mlje8@netzero.net>
Island Lake, IL USA - Saturday, April 21, 2007 0:10 AM CDT
My dear Amy,
I am here too...the Lord made sure I would be. Truly He did. I checked your sight earlier and then was away from home most of the afternoon and evening. I just left my friend's house (scrapbooking) at midnight and probably would have gone home to bed, but just before I left I sat down by her computer to put my shoes on and she asked if I had seen an email a guy in our small group had sent. I said no, so she quickly opened up her email to show me. There at the top of her inbox was an email from Jane. The subject line was SOS for Mackenzie. I said, "Wait a minute, click on that one!"
Our Lord loves you Amy, and He loves your daughter. He is with you and He made sure I'd be with both you and Him!
I love you, I'm praying, We're all here....
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Beth
bt <tarnows@charter.net>
holland, mi - Saturday, April 21, 2007 0:08 AM CDT
Amy,
Corinthians I, 2:9
"Eye has not seen, Ear has not heard, Mind has not conceived what things God has prepared for those who love him." Your love for God is beautiful and an inspiration for all and is in every page of your journel. Trust in your love for God. Faith, Hope, and Love. The Holy Spirit is there with you, "Footprints in the Sand" I BELIEVE. PUSH and PULL, Your in my prayers. Jeannie P.
Jeannie Pflanz <j.pflanz@insightbb.com>
Corydon, IN. USA - Saturday, April 21, 2007 0:08 AM CDT
Steve, Amy, and Johnson Girls. Brian and I send our love and want you to know that we have been praying countless times daily.We are faithful believers in the power of prayer and have solicited our friends to join our requests for healing for Mackenzie! Bless you this night and prayers for her procedure tomorrow morning. Peace, Donna Short
DShort <DShort474@aol.com>
Lake Forest, IL USA - Saturday, April 21, 2007 0:00 AM CDT
Praying with hope, praying with love...
Kathie <Relbok6@aol.com>
- Friday, April 20, 2007 11:15 PM CDT
Sending our hugs and prayers!!!
Miller's
Wauconda, IL - Friday, April 20, 2007 11:05 PM CDT
I love you Mack! I'm praying for you.
Kara <karamel1992@yahoo.com>
Mundelein, IL - Friday, April 20, 2007 11:00 PM CDT
Amy,
His mercies are new every morning.
Waiting, hoping, praying with you and for you tonight.
Heavenly Father, Mackenzie is in need of a miracle NOW. Please hear our prayers! We thank you for Mackenzie's life...for all that you've done for her...for all that you have yet to do. Amen, we DO believe!
Love, Heidi
heidi shor <humblecarpenter@comcast.net>
- Friday, April 20, 2007 10:47 PM CDT
Dear Amy,
This is Linda's sister, Gina. I don't know if you have heard Linda speak of me, but I am also holding your family up in prayer. I can not imagine what it is like to be in your shoes, but we are all sisters in the big picture ans when it comes to matters such as this, we all share your pain. I am recalling a lesson I had recently, to be still and to let God take control. You have been a constant example of this. Please know that I too, am here for you and prayers for MacKenzie are abundant amongst my Clay Aiken groups.
Gina PAolino <geemaree144@aol.com>
Ronkonkoma,, NY USA - Friday, April 20, 2007 10:45 PM CDT
I'm here, Amy. I'm here. I'm hanging on every word... I know what you saw is real. I believe. I love you all so much. My heart is with you right now.
Heavenly Father! Let your miracle be seen by all of the praying souls that have come before you for Mackenzie. Fill her small body with life and let her continue to be a witness to your almighty power. You have told us that with you we can do all things and we walk with you now, we stand before you and sing praise for your knowledge and your command of all. Life Mackenzie up - and let the illness and suffering fall away from her. In your precious name, and covered by your Son's precious blood, we beg you for this healing! Amen, amen, amen!!
Linda <Linnyrulz@yahoo.com>
Coram, NY - Friday, April 20, 2007 10:18 PM CDT
Amy:
I am with you my beloved friend. In prayer. In spirit. Wish I could just hug you right now so much.
jk <jane.klingenberg@gmail.com>
- Friday, April 20, 2007 10:14 PM CDT
Hi Linda:
Yes, "Streams" is "Streams in the Desert". I can only answer for myself, but I do not always read the actual date's entry. I tend to just read the next one, and God always seems to have just the right one for me whenever I read it. :)
One thing about this devotional book, much of it is focused on suffering. It resonates with people who are suffering, and how God uses pain and suffering in our lives. Not everyone can relate to that, but if you can, it's an incredible book. I am on my second copy. My dog ate the cover off the first one, and then it broke in half. Although my dear friend bought me a new one, in hard cover, I still like to use the "original", because I have so many notes in the margins.
There you have it, my "take" on SITD.
Jane
Jane Klingenberg <jane.klingenberg@gmail.com>
- Friday, April 20, 2007 7:57 PM CDT
What a wonderful day and wonderful memories!
Praying for Mack's remission and earthly healing!!!
*Friends of Heroes*
Jenn B. <jenn@friendsofheroes.org>
- Friday, April 20, 2007 3:45 PM CDT
I've been wanting to ask you all this for a while. You always mention your devotions in "Streams." Is this "Streams in the Desert?" I would love to join you - maybe we can all do a daily devotion together? Can you let me know if that's the right book and where you are? I think my mother-in-law has a copy, as my local Christian bookstore didn't!
Thanks!
Linda Matson <Linnyrulz@yahoo.com>
Coram, NY - Friday, April 20, 2007 1:14 PM CDT
What a great day you must have had! I have been reading your site for weeks and praying for you daily. I will be storming the gates of Heaven this weekend with prayers for your remission. I also sent out a prayer request to Courtney's Angels Pray It Forward Prayer Warriors. Have a blessed weekend! I BELIEVE!
Debbie Manning <courtsangels@aol.com>
Santa Paula, CA USA - Friday, April 20, 2007 11:16 AM CDT
Wow!!!!!!
Mackenzie can certainly pick 'em!
I LOVE ACE!!!!!!
What an amazing man! Ace, you have a new fan forever...and I've never even heard your music. (Sorry, I have little kids and we watch Sesame Street and Barney.) I will go out and get your CD now, so I can brag that I have an autographed picture of you and so that I can tell eveyone I know how awesome you are.
Mack, you are such a special little girl. You bring out the best in everyone around you!! People like you are very rare, sweetie! I love you and I'm so glad to know you.
I will be praying with all my might for the next 4 days for complete remission!!!!!!
I was driving in the car the other day praying for you...and in my head I saw "COME ON REMISSION!!!" like I've seen Amy type so many times. I just shouted it out. I scared the heck out of my kids and husband. But, the holy spirit was at work in me.
Have a great day Johnson family!
We love you and will be praying for you constantly!!!
With love,
The Romeros
Lisa Romero <SEEAH@SBCGLOBAL.NET, suckers4mackenzie@yahoo.com>
- Friday, April 20, 2007 10:56 AM CDT
My name is Staci, One of my best friends, Amy has a son with ALL his name is Jesse. Amy has been keeping me updated on your story and you are such on an insperation. You are the most amazing little girls I have ever known. You have touched my heart. You keep fighting little one! You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Amy, stay strong and as a mother myself, my heart goes out to you. All my love and prayers. Staci
Staci Cotrell <maggiemae84@hotmail.com>
Wapakoneta, OH United States - Friday, April 20, 2007 9:27 AM CDT
How exciting for Mack to spend the day with Ace. Like you said Amy, how nice of him to give his time. Praying for the big day....REMISSION! Have fun with Steve and the girls.
Susan Frew <sfrew@d115.org>
- Friday, April 20, 2007 9:09 AM CDT
Amy...I am praying at every opportunity. God Bless Ace for his tender heart and commitment of time to comfort and cheer up a little girl. We continue to pray for no more infections and a blood clot that will desolve with no complications. You hang in there. My love to your Mom too.
Eileen Goodmiller <egoo0@allstate.com>
Arlington Heights, IL USA - Friday, April 20, 2007 8:45 AM CDT
What a joy to read about Mack's fun day with Ace. I'm thankful for that! Praying with you today.
Sending a heartful of love,
Jane Klingenberg <jane.klingenberg@gmail.com>
- Friday, April 20, 2007 7:53 AM CDT
Hi Amy,
I'm late to be and early to rise today, with prayers for healing offered up for Mackenzie at all times.
I came across this short video clip about a very special father & son team. My husband actually told me about them. As I watched these two, it made me think of you and Mackenzie...of your faithful, patient presence, carrying her through this journey.
It also made me think of our heavenly Father, who longs to do this for each of us. Speaking for myself, I'm so stubborn sometimes, not allowing God to do this for me. Oh to be more like Rick, celebrating the joy in the journey.
May you find just that today, peace, joy and God's presence and strength...just enough for your Friday.
p.s. here's the link:
http://www.ignitermedia.com/products/iv/singles/9/Together-Team-Hoyt
There is also another excellent clip on the main page called 99 Balloons...which is how I found this website in the first place
Kathie <Relbok6@aol.com>
- Friday, April 20, 2007 6:48 AM CDT
Jane - me, too. Checking all day, praying for the best! God bless Mackenzie!
Linda <Linnyrulz@yahoo.com>
NY - Thursday, April 19, 2007 11:28 PM CDT
Hi Mackenzie,
I just got home from the hospital, and finally had a chance to open up the newspaper. Guess whose picture was on the front page of the Herald today, looking as handsome as always? Your good friend Ace!! Guess where he was? In Libertyville...not too far from you house (and my house too)!! Guess what he was doing? Singing for some girls who won a contest by sending in emails to an ice cream company to have Ace come and visit them!
So my goodness, we should have been emailing that company all this time. If we only knew...I would have met up with him and driven him to Cincinnati myself if I knew he was so near by. Then you two could have spaghetti together. I'll have to send you the article from the newspaper.
Thinking of you tonight little one, and sending a hug to you and Mommmy and Grandma too!
Kathie <relbok6@aol.com>
- Thursday, April 19, 2007 11:03 PM CDT
Aim:
I think I have checked in 85 times today ... okay, maybe more like eight. Thinking, hoping, praying, loving you from here.
xoxoxoxo
jk <jane.klingenberg@gmail.com>
- Thursday, April 19, 2007 9:18 PM CDT
Amy,
Hoping, praying, waiting with you. You're all in my thoughts many times throughout the day. Come on remission! Waiting for that resurrected bone marrow....Love, Heidi
heidi shor <humblecarpenter@comcast.net>
- Thursday, April 19, 2007 7:47 PM CDT
Amy,
Hello! I have been so encouraged by your faithfulness and perseverance. I have this thought that when you get to heaven you're going to see this incredible story in completion and just be amazed. Keep fighting the good fight. Greater is He that is in you than he that is in the world!
Michlyn Newman <knewman@mninter.net>
oakdale, mn - Thursday, April 19, 2007 7:33 PM CDT
I have been praying for God to touch Mack and heal her. I have learned so much from reading your journal entries, Amy. I am beginning to have SO much more faith.
Romans 3:22-23
This righteousness from God comes through faith in Jesus Christ to all who believe. There is no difference, for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God.
Robin
CA - Thursday, April 19, 2007 5:05 PM CDT
Amy,
Glad to hear you found the source of the fever, ironically, my Dad is being admitted to Condell today for the same infection in his blood.
Many prayers that Mac feels better.
Susan <sfrew@d115.org>
Mundelein, IL 60060 - Thursday, April 19, 2007 11:51 AM CDT
HI AMY-
I AM SENDING THIS FROM WORK AND WONDERING HOW MANY OFFICES MACKENZIE'S BEAUTIFUL FACE HAS LIT UP THEIR COMPUTER SCREEN. PRAYING TODAY FOR THOSE GRAM POSITIVE RODS TO GO AWAY. PRAYING FOR THE ANTIBIOTICS TO CONTINUE TO DESTROY THE INFECTION AND MACK TO FEEL MUCH BETTER. LOVE TO ALL,
ALLISON KELLY <APFLANZ-KELLY@SBCGLOBAL.NET>
AVON, IN USA - Thursday, April 19, 2007 9:46 AM CDT
Good Morning Amy,
So glad they found the culprit and that the antibiotics seem to be doing the trick. Praying for that pesky clot this morning and for remission. Giving thanks for His faithfulness, your faithfulness, your mom's faithfulness and for Mack's...hmmm what's the word I'm looking for....how about zest for life that keeps her focused on the postitive and always looking at the bright side of things. Praying for Steve and the s too. The sun is shining here today and the sky is a beautiful deep periwinkle blue. After the last few cold, windy, gray days it is a welcome spirit- lifting sight. Hoping you have some sun in Cinci as well and can sit and soak up the warmth of it for a few minutes today. If you do....imagine it's a big warm comforting hug from me.
Much love my friend,
Beth
bt <sogladthesunisshining@myhouse.com>
holland, mi - Thursday, April 19, 2007 7:58 AM CDT
Thanking God for the quick ID of the fever culprit. May healing find its way to every cell within her body. May wisdom and peace in decision making come easily for her care team. May the extravagant, peace-filled love of Christ be with you Amy, and all who enter into Mack's room.
God is good...all the time.
Praying this today for you from Psalm 37...
"Trust in the Lord and do good;
dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture.
Delight yourself in the Lord,
and he will give you the desires of your heart.
Commit your way to the Lord;
trust in him and he will do this:
He will make your righteousness shine like the dawn,
the justice of your cause like the noonday sun.
Be still before the Lord and wait patiently for him..."
~Psalm 37:3-7
Kathie <relbok6@aol.com>
- Thursday, April 19, 2007 7:53 AM CDT
Dear Amy and MacKenzie and all caregivers who watch over our sweet friends:
I strongly sense God working in that little body and things that are mysterious to the doctors are commonplace to God. The Great Healer.
You were in my thoughts and prayers all day yesterday and I love the mind-picture of Mackie in the playroom. PTL!
Just yesterday the ice on Peavey Lake disappeared completely, right on time with God's annual plan for Spring. That's the vision I cling to: the cancer and blood clots melting away just as God has planned. He asks us bold in our pleas and I claim tht promise.
We heard the Canadian geese overhead this morning, honking their way North. These simple blessings we take for granted.
My heart goes out to you when I think of your four walls there, in the middle of a hospital setting, in the middle of a large city. God will reward your faithfulness, Amy, and my hope is for a totally healed Mackie -- surrounded by her sisters -- in her own playground at home. Soon.
God bless you. Love, Marilyn
Marilyn Phillips <mpp515@aol.com>
Hillman, MN USA - Thursday, April 19, 2007 7:01 AM CDT
Saying prayers and sending hugs.
~~Friends of Heros~~
Lois
NJ - Thursday, April 19, 2007 6:46 AM CDT
Sweet dreams Amy,
Closing our eyes thinking steroids are a lot like fish and house guests … after awhile they really start to stink!
Thankful tonight those grumpies moved on and took the fever with. Our bed time prayers ask for continued protection, and for the blood clot to harmlessly disappear from Mack’s little veins. Sincerely hoping day 85 turns out to be the beginning of the very best days since coming to Cincy!!!!
Hang in there sweet Mack!
Sending yippie HUGS so close, you’d think they could be real!
Debbie <sandnmytoez@aim.com>
- Wednesday, April 18, 2007 10:09 PM CDT
Grateful tonight that the fever just decided to show up instead of making you wonder and wait. Now the antibiotics can be started and go to work. Praying they will find their way to every naughty bug. Praising Him too for the blessing of Mack feeling good enough to go to the playroom.
Praying for the resolution of that clot as well as for remission.
Thinking tonight specifically for all those cells hard at work within her sweet body. God knows each and every one in need of healing. Praising Him for that thought too.
May you have a peace-filled night!
Kathie <relbok6@aol.com>
- Wednesday, April 18, 2007 10:02 PM CDT
Hi Aim-
Praying for Mackenzie tonight -- for the clot to dissolve, for her to feel better. I read a quote today from Elizabeth Elliott and it made me think of you and what you guys have been going through: "As humanity, we see only the imperfect underside of the beautiful tapestry that God is weaving of our lives. What the caterpillar calls the end of the world, the Creator calls a butterfly." Keep trusting the Creator -- he knows exactly how the tapestry is going to turn out and He promises it will be beautiful.
I love you!
J.
Jeanette <me@missingyou.com>
Mundelein, IL - Wednesday, April 18, 2007 9:21 PM CDT
Hi Mackie:
I am so glad you got to go to the playroom today. I bet you took good care of all your pets. Were they sleeping on their shelf? I bet Fluffy ate all the pizza and vegetable soup you could find. I miss seeing you and your "pets". I love you soooo much.
Janie <jane.klingenberg@gmail.com>
- Wednesday, April 18, 2007 8:41 PM CDT
Amy I don't know you but I really hope you get a few moments to read these e-mails. because wow! what love I see your baby getting from all the people who visit. I can almost picture the prayers and love surounding you both. hold on too that and remember prayer is powerful and your not alone. I too am praying for mac and for you I know what your going threw. I have been where you are so I understand.
Tracy
(praying for remission and clot to dissovle)
Tracy Guzman <TGUZMAN001@satx.rr.com>
San Antonio, tx usa - Wednesday, April 18, 2007 6:59 PM CDT
We are praying for Mackenzie, particularly through todays challenges. We heard about Mackenzie from Sherri Meyer. Our daughter had a bone marrow transplant in Sept 2006, so if you would like to talk to someone who has (and still is) going through the process we would be happy to talk to you.
David Richards <Q12007@motorola.com>
Mundelein, IL USA - Wednesday, April 18, 2007 5:09 PM CDT
Amy,
Praying specifically for any threat to Mackenzie's body to be destroyed, no spike in temp...God please protect her lungs and body from all infections. Continuing to pray for bone marrow recovery and healthy cells.
We are all here for you pushing and pulling for Mackenzie.
Susan Frew <sfrew@d115.org>
- Wednesday, April 18, 2007 1:44 PM CDT
Amy, we are continuing to pray for protection for Mack and that God will dissolve this clot and remove it from her body. We are praying that whatever she is brewing will also disappear. God is in control and we know how much he loves and cares for your family and for Mack.
Joyce <cdncrafter@yahoo.ca>
Brampton, Canada - Wednesday, April 18, 2007 1:29 PM CDT
Amy, Steve, Mackenzie, girls, Dennis and Diana,
I am writing just to put words to our thoughts and concern that we have every day for all of you. Please know that even though I don't write often, we never go a day without thinking of you and praying for Mack's recovery and all of your strength, comfort, peace and trust. Praise God that we all know He is in control and loves Mackenzie even more than any of us (which is a TON). We are trusting God for the outcome and praying He answers with remission. Give Mackenzie a long hug from all of us. You are all so dear to us and we love you more than my words are able to convey.
Kurt, Kim, Amanda and Casey
Kim Schuring <kandkschuring@aol.com>
Gilberts, IL USA - Wednesday, April 18, 2007 1:24 PM CDT
Dear Mackenzie: I am praying, right now, that your body will be strong and fight-off any problems that are trying to attack it at this very time. Also, praying for your bone marrow aspiration to show REMISSION!!!!! Remember, God loves you - and so do I.
Eileen Moldenhauer <emolden@d115.org>
Johnsburg, IL 60050 - Wednesday, April 18, 2007 12:55 AM CDT
Hi Amy,
I haven't posted many words lately....I log on and can't seem to find the words to express my heart. I read all the posts and my dear "sisters" have often said so much of what I'm thinking and feeling already. Hence my short and to the point entries...Hugs....I love you...etc. Hoping you can feel my heart as much as I feel yours, whether many words or just a few.
Always thinking about you, always loving you, always praying for you all...with all my heart,
Beth
bt <tarnows@charter.net>
holland, mi - Wednesday, April 18, 2007 12:43 AM CDT
Amy as always praying so very hard here.....
Please know althought I can't visit much due to my own daughter and our own jorney with Leukemia I am always thinking of you guys.
www.ourlittleprincess2002.com
Barbie <barbnjim98@aol.com>
- Wednesday, April 18, 2007 11:09 AM CDT
Praying for remission, and more A neg platelets! :)
Ashley Hast <ashley@fumcgladewater.org>
White Oak, TX - Wednesday, April 18, 2007 9:36 AM CDT
Count it a joy, Dear One
When life gets hard.
God is doing something huge!
He is also proving
That you are NOT a fake.
Be brave, Mighty Warrior.
Your God is with you!
When waves are crashing,
Stand to your feet,
Throw your head back
And feel the wind of the Spirit!
God is painting a masterpiece
With multi-colored trials.
Go forth and display
Divine special effects
To the great glory of God.
YOU CAN DO IT!
This is from Beth Moore's blog!!!
We love you and are praying for you!!
Praying for remission!!!
Lisa Romero <SEEAH@SBCGLOBAL.NET, suckers4mackenzie@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, April 18, 2007 9:12 AM CDT
"I am the Lord, the God of all mankind. Is anything too hard for Me?" Jer. 32:27
We know God is big enough to handle every concern, as serious as each one is, because nothing is too hard for Him. He has shown us that over and over during Mackie's journey these past three or so years.
Praying hard again today,
love you
jk <jane.klingenberg@gmail.com>
- Wednesday, April 18, 2007 8:48 AM CDT
Good morning Amy!
Thanks for your update. I'll be praying for that jugular vein blockage, for wisdom & discernment for her care team, for patience in the waiting, and for no owies with that shot. May God continue to reveal Himself to all in mighty ways...
Kathie <Relbok6@aol.com>
- Wednesday, April 18, 2007 8:42 AM CDT
Hang in there Aim-
Those steroids are terrible! Remember she probably feels yucky on them too. The steriods are almost done!!!
You are doing great! Don't count the days. Remember to take your rejuvinating breaks. (Even if it is 10 minutes of something encouraging)
I was so jealous that Jon talked to you the other day when I wasn't around! I will try to at some point.
Miss you!
Praying all the time for you all.
Love-
Jodi
Franklin, TN US - Tuesday, April 17, 2007 11:28 PM CDT
Night Amy,
Thankful there's only one more dose of steroids.
Prayers tonight begin with hopes today was a good day.
Sending "come on remission" HUGS,
Debbie <sandnmytoez@aim.com>
- Tuesday, April 17, 2007 10:11 PM CDT
I agree I feel as though I know you! And Mackenzie and family has opened a world up to me that I have for years ignored and frankly would have put me in depression before. I used to not talk about cancer. Would not want to see people Iknow who had cancer. But through your trials and willingness to share your hearts with us. I can visit people with cancer and I am on fire to help in any way I can. Thank you again Amy for allowing us " strangers " to be a part of your lives. I believe prayer can move mountains!! Praying always!!
Lori <the7rohrbachs@verizon.net>
- Tuesday, April 17, 2007 5:59 PM CDT
amy and steve the knight of columbs and all of wauconda and the churcs are praying all for her to get better
Eugene zbikowsik <caseycampblue@yahoo.com>
wauconda, il lake - Tuesday, April 17, 2007 2:40 PM CDT
Linda, I feel it too. When friends at home hear about this experience, and ask if I’ve met Mackenzie, Amy, or any of the people I talk about … my answer always gets a look like, "Poor Debbie, she's gone nuts!" :)
But, I find myself comparing it to how people who are blind or deaf have a heightened sensitivity to compensate for whatever is missing. Just because we can’t see each other – we feel. It doesn’t change how much we’ve come to care about the Johnson’s or even the “sisters” whose names happen to fall between our own.
Marilyn painted another beautiful picture below. Thinking it goes a long way to accurately explain how we’ve been able to become the blessed family we are.
HUGS to all of you,
Debbie <sandnmytoez@aim.com>
- Tuesday, April 17, 2007 10:17 AM CDT
Hi Amy, Mackie and team in Cincinnati and around the world:
Amy, I was thinking about you in the middle of the night last night. I thought to myself: "I bet when Amy was a little girl she dreamed about helping people with her hands. She dreamt of dressing in white and comforting people in hospitals, ministering to them with her words and her helpful hands."
And here you are - ministering to tens of thousands of us through your words, your heart, your faith. What you didn't know was that God's plan was a broader nursing ministry than one-to-one as an individual care nurse.
He said "Amy has a gift that's too big to be contained in one hospital. I will send her angels - girls named Lindsay, Taylor, Kali, Lexi and Mackie. I will give her a wonderful family - a sweet patient husband, loving parents, helpful neighors and friends. And then I'll help make her ministry of hope and helpfulness broader than just Illinois...even bigger than the U.S. I'll help make her Mission of Hope a message that will reach vastly more. And give Amy the heart to communicate her hope, the Hope that is in the life eternal as expressed in My Son, the Son-of-Man, Jesus.
Amy, I thank God for you. Your "Well done! Though Good and Faithful Servant" is well deserved.
We are continuing to lift Mackie and y'all in faith and hope today. May God continue to heal Mackie. I pray that your stay in Cincinnati will be soon over, as REMISSION comes. May God continue to bless you. Love, Marilyn
Marilyn Phillips <mpp515@aol.com>
Hillman, MN 56338 - Tuesday, April 17, 2007 9:11 AM CDT
Hi Mackenzie,
Did you know, that everytime I sign onto your Caringbridge page, the first thing I see are your three pictures at the top of the page? The one of you on the right, with your smile and bright eyes always makes me smile right back.
I had a looonng day, and signed on tonight, just to see your smiley face.
Thanks for being you!
p.s. Give Mommy & Grandma a great big hug...
Kathie <Relbok6@aol.com>
- Monday, April 16, 2007 11:32 PM CDT
Hi Amy. My friends Reba & Sherri told me about you & your sweet little "Mack." My little boy is a cancer survivor. His name is Grant. He was also diagnosed in 2004, but he was diagnosed with Non-Hodgkins Lymphoma. He just finished his treatment at the end of December 2006. We praise God for this wonderful healing & miracle. At one time, it almost felt impossible for him to be in remission, but he was finally healed with the power of prayer & much faith. I will keep all of you in my prayers. Always know that God still delivers miracles. I feel in my heart that your miracle will be delivered very soon.
God bless you & your family-
Kara Pflum - The mother of a cancer survivor!!
Kara Pflum <tkgk14@peoplepc.com>
- Monday, April 16, 2007 9:26 PM CDT
Dearest friends!!
I've been away for a few days, but joined you all with my heart and soul on Saturday for some moments of prayer. Mackenzie is always in my thoughts! I've grown to love this page and to read all of your inspiring words. I feel so blessed that the Lord has brought me here and given me new "sisters" and prayer partners. I wish I could express the love I have for all of you. Reading your prayers and comments to Amy has become so much a part of my day. So many times there are things I feel and I find that one of you has written down my exact feelings, my conversations with the Lord, and some of the answers I've found!! If THAT doesn't prove to me that this is the place we should be, I don't know what else I need to look for. Blessings to you all and a special thank you, not only to Amy, but to all of you wonderful prayer warriors for helping me in my walk of faith. I've never met any of you face-to-face, but I know we all stand together praying in the most intimate of settings.
And I BELIEVE that Mack is being healed. I truly do.
Love to you all,
Linda
Linda Matson <Linnyrulz@yahoo.com>
Coram, NY - Monday, April 16, 2007 8:03 PM CDT
Hmmm...today must be the day for errors in posting. Thanks, Amy for calling to razz me and remind me how OLD my brain is getting. Yes, we work with Joy at NWCH, not at CMH....sorry Joy!
glad your OOOOOLLLLD friend Heidi was able to give you more than one good laugh today. Love, Me :)
Heidi Shor <olderthandirt@comcast.net>
- Monday, April 16, 2007 7:34 PM CDT
ChristianYou.com - Post Truth
lori <the7rohrbachs@verizon.net>
- Monday, April 16, 2007 5:35 PM CDT
Gonna say my good night early Aim -
Thinkin’ maybe Mack and mommy could snuggle inside that tent and fall asleep watching reruns of The Brady Bunch.
come on remission! Come on Remission! COME ON REMISSION!
Sending HUGS that believe tomorrow will be a better day,
Debbie <sandnmytoez@aim.com>
- Monday, April 16, 2007 4:35 PM CDT
I apologize for all the errors in my post. The page "wouldn't let me" go back and correct. It was downright ornery today and I needed to pray as I was typing for all the problems I was encountering in the post.
jk <jane.klingenberg@gmail.com>
- Monday, April 16, 2007 10:03 AM CDT
Hi Aim:
Well, if George Mueller hadn't died in the 1890s, I would think he had written this "Streams" entry about you:
(April 15)
"I trust in your word." Pslam 119:42
"he strength of our faith is in direct proportion to our level of belief that God will do exactly what He has promised. Faith has nothing to do with feelings, impressions, outward appearances, nor the probability or improbability (or statistics/percentages!) of an event. If we try to co uple these things with faith, we are no longer resting on the Word of God, because faith is not dependent on them. Faith rests on the pure Word of God alone. And when we take Him at His word, our hearts are at peace."
"God delights in causing us to exercise faith. He does so to bless us individually, bless the church at large, and as a witness to unbelievers. (The countless reading Mack's website.) Yet we tend to retreat from the exercising of our faith not welcoming it. When trials come, our response should be, 'My heavenly Father has placed this cup of trials into my hands so I may later have something pleasant."
"Trials are the food of faith. Oh, may we leave ourselves in the hands of our heavenly Father! It is the joy of His heart to do good to all His children...
"Are you genuinely able to say, from your knowledge of God and your relationship with Him, that He is indeed a beautiful Being? (Yes, Amy, you are!) If not, let me graciously encourage you to ask God to take you to that point, so y ou will fully appreciate His gentleness and kindness, so you will be able to say just how good He is, and so you will k now what a delight it is to God's heart to do good for His children.
"The closer we come to this point in our inner being, the more willing we are to leave ourselves in His ihands and the more satisfied we are with all of His dealings with us. Then when trials come, we will say, 'I will patiently wait to see the good God will do in my life, with the calm assurance He will do it."
"In this way, we will bear a worthy testimony to the world and thereby strengthen the lives of others."
You are doing this, my friend. Keep on keepin' on.
With love and prayers, for as long as it takes,
jk <jane.klingenberg@gmail.com>
- Monday, April 16, 2007 10:01 AM CDT
Hi Amy,
What a privelege to carry Mackenzie in prayer every day, but in a special way this weekend. I took an hour at work Saturday evening in the chapel, and it was a beautiful and peaceful time (for the most part....more about that story later). At one point when I was praying, I felt this sense of peace and warmth wash over me, and a sense of SO many people around the globe joining us to lift up Mackenzie. What a faithful army of warriors God has gathered to help you....some good old friends, some family members, and some complete strangers who came simply because they were touched by the gripping honesty of your words and prayers here. It gave me a picture of Moses trying to keep his staff raised in both hands to keep the battle on the side of the Israelites. You are like Moses...and we have come alongside you to help you keep your hands lifted.
About three quarters of the way through my hour in the chapel, I'm sitting there with my eyes closed praying, sort of in a zone and shutting the rest of the world out....all of a sudden this huge horn HONKS!! and lights start flashing....I must have jumped about six feet out of my chair thinking "Hallelujah! Jesus is a comin!" But alas, it was only the stupid fire alarm. Had me going for a second there. Hope that vision of me startled out of my pants gave you a good laugh too. I was glad that I was the only one in the chapel at the time and only God was there to see my scared reaction. I sat for the rest of the time with the lights flashing waiting for the "all clear" to be called, giggling at myself.
I found this verse before I left for the night, and it seemed so appropriate for the waiting we do this week....
"But the eyes of the Lord are on those who fear Him, on those whose hope is in His unfailing love, to deliver them from death and keep them alive in famine. We wait in hope for the Lord, He is our help and our shield. In Him our hearts rejoice, for we trust in His holy name. May your unfailing love rest upon us, O Lord, even as we put our hope in you." (Psalm 33: 18-22)
Hugs to you and Mackenzie today! A special thanks to Joy Czernicki at CMH who listened to the prompting of the Holy Spirit and organized the prayer vigil and had the hospital chaplain praying at the start and the ending of it. Amy, you and I are blessed to work with people like her! Love, Heidi
Heidi Shor <humblecarpenter@comcast.net>
- Monday, April 16, 2007 8:40 AM CDT
Kristine,
Joining our prayer family in sending you love, prayers and HUGS,
Debbie <sandnmytoez@aim.com>
- Monday, April 16, 2007 7:23 AM CDT
p.s. Jane your post made me smile...
Kristine, I've been praying for you too!
May God reveal Himself to you in a might way, and bless you for sharing your heart and prayers with Mackenzie!
With deep respect, and a hug...
Kathie <Relbok6@aol.com>
- Sunday, April 15, 2007 11:37 PM CDT
Hi Amy,
So I had a wish around noon today. I wished I could see the view from heaven, of all who gathered in Jesus' name over the past 24 hours for Mackenzie. I wished I could see the power of those prayers, more precise and powerful than any flow of chemo into a vessel or refined beam of radiation. I wished I could have watched those prayers make a beeline, front and center to His throne.
Thank-you to everyone who made the prayer vigil possible. It was a powerful, humbling experience. I must admit, when I saw your prayer list, I was very concerned about being asleep during the wee morning hours as I really, really wanted to especially pray for all the big sisters. But an interestingly timed back spasm took care of that concern, and I actually watched every hour of the night go by, giving the perfect chance to pray for each of the girlies. What a privilege indeed.
Good to know that God never sleeps, but is ever watchful, present, and making a perfect way through the wilderness for Mackenzie. Blessed be His name!
Kathie <Relbok6@aol.com>
- Sunday, April 15, 2007 11:32 PM CDT
Dear Amy,
This is the first time I have viewed Mackenzie's webpage after hearing about her illness in a Bible Study recently. With God ALL things are possible and I truely believe that God HAS/IS showing you and others that from reading your latest journal entry. You are walking by faith and sharing by faith what God has spoken to you! I join along side you and pray by faith that God will totally heal your daughter. From one mom to another, nikki
Nikki Meraz <nikmeraz@hotmail.com>
Chicago, IL USA - Sunday, April 15, 2007 11:07 PM CDT
Praying like crazy! Think of you often throughout my days.
Love you guys!
Jodi
Franklin, TN US - Sunday, April 15, 2007 10:34 PM CDT
oops ... left out the most important part of my post!
COME ON REMISSION! COME ON REMISSION! COME ON REMISSION!
Guess I get to send an extra HUG - or two,
Debbie
- Sunday, April 15, 2007 10:02 PM CDT
LOVE YOU........
Beth
bt <tarnows@charter.net>
holland, mi - Sunday, April 15, 2007 9:42 PM CDT
The sweetest of dreams Amy – you certainly have blessed ours,
Look at these posts my dear friend! This big, loving army camped together at the foot of the cross on behalf of Mackenzie … and we all left with gifts! Tonight, Jeanette also spoke for me when she said, “Thank you for helping me to build my own faith through this journey. It is an honor and a privilege to come alongside your family in this.”
Needless to say, it was a powerful 24 hours. Just as the vigil was coming to an end, our worship director sang an original song. For all of us holding on to little purple bracelets, its lyrics made for a very profound closing statement. Thought I’d share the chorus:
“There is hope.
So hold on, there is hope.
I’m standing here to tell you – there is hope.
And He knows just what we’re going through,
And what the future holds.
Because Jesus lives – there is hope.”
Once again, tangible ways He can get us to do a “double take.” Thank you Amy.
Sending HUGS that are very much richer and fuller,
Debbie <sandnmytoez@aim.com>
- Sunday, April 15, 2007 9:40 PM CDT
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BEIIEVE" BELIEVE!!!!! BELIEVE!!!!!!!
THANK YOU JESUS!!!!!!
Love Angel Pat
pat donile
Zion, Il. - Sunday, April 15, 2007 9:19 PM CDT
Lisa Romero's entry was awesome. Could not have said it better myself. Amy, how awesome are you!?!?!?!?!?! You are an angel from heaven. You have been sent here by God to teach and inspire. You are so knowlegable, so beautiful, so full of the most perfect unwavering faith in our God. Long after Mackenzie is healed, I will be making a trek to kinkos to print up all these entries, both from you and the wonderful earth angels who sign this guestbook every day. You have no idea what you do for us, for me, I couldn't even explain it if I had too. I am a bubbling mess when you pray to our Lord. I was taught by nuns how to pray, way a long time ago, but either I have slept too many nights since then or just didn't pay very good attention, I'm not sure, probably a little bit of both, but your prayers rank right up there with the pope, in my opinion. Except better, in my opinion (don't tell him I said that) because I can relate. As a mom, as someone about your age, as a nurse, I can relate. I LOVE reading your prayers, I have to scrunch my eyes all up and have complete silence and try very hard, and not half of your "special prayer magic" pours through my veins. Now, when I'm reading your entries, your most heartfelt prayers, I think "yes, that's it! that's how I want to say it! like that! like that!" I'm hoping God lets me ride on your coat tails until I can get as good as you. You are so so so so so wonderful. And these people who have entered in this guestbook, oh how I wish I could meet them. Quite simply, you and yours ... and all of us ... we're the best! Don't you think? I love you so much. Regina Hottois
Regina Hottois <regina.hottois@insightbb.com>
New Albany, IN United States - Sunday, April 15, 2007 9:01 PM CDT
To Kristine, who posted April l0th:
I have not stopped thinking about you since you posted on Mack's page. I am praying for you right now, asking God to meet your every need. He sees you and holds you in the palm of His hand. I know that Hospice is an incredibly caring and supportive organization. I pray God's peace and presence over you tonight.
With caring prayers,
Jane Klingenberg <jane.klingenberg@gmail.com>
- Sunday, April 15, 2007 8:25 PM CDT
A friend just sent me your link and I wanted to let you know how touched we are by your faith and courage. We will be in Cincinnati in the next couple of months for our son Conner's bone marrow transplant. Hopefully we'll see you all there!
Sending hugs and prayers...
Kristin
Cure For Conner
Lafayette, IN <kristinsmith@insightbb.com>
- Sunday, April 15, 2007 5:42 PM CDT
Hi Amy (and family),
It was so cool praying for Mackenzie and all of you this weekend. Not that I haven't prayed for you every day for the past 3+ years, but having specific prayer requests and knowing that I was joined by so many people praying for the same things at the same time was just a great experience. I miss you so, so much! One of these days, I am just going to show up in Cincinnati. Amy, your update on Friday was so awesome. I felt such peace just reading that. The Chapel just started a new series on Uncertainty, and Scott's message today made me think so much of your situation -- I will try to send you the CD. His message was based on Matthew 14:25-33 where Peter sees Jesus walking on the water, and goes toward him but then gets scared and begins to sink. So he calls out to Jesus and Jesus reaches out his hand and saves him. He talked about how the world is full of uncertainty, but we don't have to have all of the answers, all we need to do is know someone who does. One of the verses he used was 2Chronicles 16:9 - "For the eyes of the Lord range throughout the land to strengthen those whose hearts are fully committed to him." Amy, you have shown through this journey of uncertainty that you have peace because you are fully committed to Him -- and He is all you need. He knows everything that was, is and is to come and as long as you stick with Him, everything will be okay. Thank you for helping me to build my own faith through this journey. It is an honor and a privilege to come alongside your family in this. I am thrilled that Mack continues to feel good and is having fun throughout this whole ordeal -- that is definitely evidence of God's grace!
I love you and miss you and I'm praying for Mackenzie!
Love,
Jeanette
ps: Jane, I heard "You Raise Me Up" this morning too and I thought of your journal entry! It was the first time I'd heard it in quite a while
Jeanette <feelslikespring@finally.com>
Mundelein, IL - Sunday, April 15, 2007 5:10 PM CDT
Aim:
I don't think I told you this, but I heard "You Raise Me Up" twice while driving home from Cinci last Sunday. I thought: "That's weird. I don't hear that song too often anymore." And I remembered posting the words on Mack's page so long ago. I just realized today that you have it on the web page. :)
Praying for your "good byes" with Steve and the girls later today. Know those hurt more than leg shots sometimes.
Love you
jk <jane.klingenberg@gmail.com>
- Sunday, April 15, 2007 8:42 AM CDT
I believe that the Holy Spirit has given you good news. Amy we are continually praying and the Gethsemane Garden group are still praying for Mack daily. God will surround your family with his love and his care.
Joyce McAloney <cdncrafter@yahoo.ca>
- Sunday, April 15, 2007 7:40 AM CDT
What a miracel your girl is! Everytime I come here to check up on her it's like reading about a living testimony of how faith can move mountains. She is like a giant isn't she? I am praying for her and for you, may the miracles keep coming! Helen.
Helen <helenwith6@aol.com>
Devon, England - Sunday, April 15, 2007 7:09 AM CDT
Congratulations Mack on finishing Chemo!!!! That's HUGE!!! Praying for you extra hard sweetheart, COME ON REMISSION!!!! Keep kicking the cancer's butt!!
Megan
Stillwater, MN - Sunday, April 15, 2007 1:14 AM CDT
Hi Amy and Steve and kidlets:
Thinking about you and praying for you specifically this weekend. Amy, I share your HOPE. I have never thought that God would NOT heal Mackenzie and am looking forward to sharing in the joy of total remission and complete healing.
I know how it must feel as if we are "daring God" in this, but in fact, we are acting on our faith, which gives hope.
I found this daily quotation from Henri Nouwen to be a specific inspiration today. It is clear to me that you scrape yourself, your ego, your humanness-- down to the bone, and share that marrow with us. And we are grateful to be a part of the struggle with you.
I am looking forward to that glad morning when the doctors realize that they can do no more because MacKenzie is completely healed and they kick you out to go home to Wauconda. And the celebration will resound around the world. All your friends singing for joy. Love, Marilyn, Lem and Lois
"Laying Down Your Life for Your Friends
Good Shepherds are willing to lay down their lives for their sheep (see John 10:11). As spiritual leaders walking in the footsteps of Jesus, we are called to lay down our lives for our people. This laying down might in special circumstances mean dying for others. But it means first of all making our own lives - our sorrows and joys, our despair and hope, our loneliness and experience of intimacy - available to others as sources of new life.
One of the greatest gifts we can give others is ourselves. We offer consolation and comfort, especially in moments of crisis, when we say: "Do not be afraid, I know what you are living and I am living it with you. You are not alone." Thus we become Christ-like shepherds."
Marilyn Phillips <mpp515@aol.com>
Hillman, MN USA - Saturday, April 14, 2007 9:44 PM CDT
Pushing & Pulling and Praying & Believing right alongside you! Amy your faith is amazing and SO inspiring...Mack you are simply amazing in EVERYTHING you do! Love you all!
Tammy
Cary, IL - Saturday, April 14, 2007 8:39 PM CDT
Praising God for your faith and hope!! Praying and believing with you. Love you!
Peggy Ekstrom <pege125@aol.com>
Mundelein, IL USA - Saturday, April 14, 2007 8:30 PM CDT
Hi Amy-
Wow, I believe you and I must admit that my heart also believes that Mackenzie WILL BE HEALED. I feel spiritually drawn to that conclusion. I know HE has the power to do it. I am praying for healing and also giving so much thanks for His mercies during these months. Our Heavenly Father is such a wonderful provider. We can rest knowing that He is in charge and He loves Mackenzie so. Amy, cling to His promises and do not let go. Lots of love to all, Allison
Allison Kelly <apflanz-kelly@sbcglobal.net>
Avon, IN USA - Saturday, April 14, 2007 12:43 AM CDT
We are praying for you all day today. We hope that you, Steve, and the girlies are all enjoying your time together. We miss you tons and love you even more!!! Love, Frank, Kelly, and Addie
Kelly Lesniak <welovethejohnsons@allthingsarepossible.com>
- Saturday, April 14, 2007 11:53 AM CDT
Amy,
You came into my life about 10 years ago when my daughter was so blessed to have you as a neighbor in Arlington Heights. Your strength, your love and unwavering faith in our God is an inspiration to all. Your words of faith are so strong that they touch my soul and give me strength for the day. God is There for All who Believe. It will be an honor to take part in the 24 hour prayer vigil for Mackenzie. I will also be giving God thanks for making you and your family a part of our lives.
Jeannie Pflanz <j.pflanz@insightbb.com>
Corydon, IN. United States - Saturday, April 14, 2007 11:04 AM CDT
Amy
I have followed your story for a long time, but never felt I had enough of the right words to say to you and your family--I can't even begin to thank you for sharing with us your commitment to our God. Nor can I tell you how many times I have came to the computer and just cried--and felt so overwhelmed with your faith. Little Mack is the most beautiful little girl I have every seen, both inside and outside. I pray daily for her and your family. Today will be a day that all of us will be on our knees hourly remembering all of you in our prayers-I too believe that Mack is healed. Amy, just know that you have had such a effect on my life and my faith--and God has spoke to me many times through you. Bless you all and enjoy the day, smile and know all of us are there today with you.
Sandi <wilson2653@sbcglobal.net>
Howell, Mi - Saturday, April 14, 2007 9:24 AM CDT
Amy,
Our God is an awesome God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It is so amazing to see all he is doing for Mackenzie and your entire family right now. Amazing!!! Your faith is mind-boggling. I am in awe of your faith. In turn, I am in awe of our God, whom I come to know better and better every day because of your journal entries. Thank you so much for opening up your life, your heart, your faith...on this journey. It has meant so much to me to be a part of this with you. I can't even tell you what you have all come to mean to me...especially you and Mackenzie. I can't believe I could love a little girl so much who I have never met. Thank you for allowing us to share in your journey. Most of all, thank you for bringing me closer to God and opening my eyes to his wonders, and powers and love. I remember the first time I met you, you said how faithful God was. And I was like, what? It confused me. I had never heard God refered to as faithful. But, we have been on our own painful walk this year with our children, and God has been just that FAITHFUL in every way. Thank you for teaching me that. God has used you BIG TIME in my life. You will never really know how much! But, trust, I am thanking God for you and your family and Mackenzie!!!!!
We love you all!!!!
Lisa Romero
BY THE WAY....WE STILL HAVE SUCKERS!!!! CLICK ON THE BANNER ON THE MAIN PAGE FOR ORDERING INFO!! WE HAVE PAYPAL. AND T-SHIRTS TOO!!!!
Lisa Romero <SEEAH@SBCGLOBAL.NET, suckers4mackenzie@yahoo.com>
Round Lake, IL - Saturday, April 14, 2007 8:26 AM CDT
edit....boy I'm slow and tired. You RAISE me up. You RAISE me up.
Oh my goodness. See, told you the sound had been off...
Gives me a reason to send a hug too.
p.s. Debbie, I like the pocketful of prayers. I have one too now!
JustcallmeJan <ishouldlistenmorecarefully@yourRAISEmeup.com>
- Saturday, April 14, 2007 7:59 AM CDT
Sooo, the sound has been turned off on my computer. I just entered the webpage to copy down the prayer vigil times and specifics so I can carry them with me throughout the day. I was in tears by the time I finished, imagining Mack's army coming together before the throne, and the power of those prayers being lifted up in faith and love. Wow!
Then, I came to the guestbook, and for the first time, heard the music that is playing..."You lift me up..."
Yes, that is what we have the privilege to do...
Thank-you Amy for your convicting words spoken with faith and love. They made me think of the psalmist, writing of lifting high the banner of faith, proclaiming God's glory.
Thank-you for sharing Mack's journey with us. Know how very much you are loved.
Kathie <relbok6@aol.com>
- Saturday, April 14, 2007 7:56 AM CDT
Morning Amy,
Woke this morning still feeling all the power in your beautiful prayer. So thankful for God's grace, mercy, and the tangible ways He can get every one of us to do a "double take."
Looking forward to spending 24 hours connected to all of our prayer partners. Before we get started, just can't help wondering one teeny, tiny, little thing... what are they puttin' in that hopal spaghetti?
Love you so.
Sending HUGS armed with a faithful heart and a pocket full of prayers,
Debbie <sandnmytoez@aim.com>
- Saturday, April 14, 2007 7:55 AM CDT
Dear Mackenzie and family,
We dont know each other, but I wanted you to know we pray for you daily and read your journal every chance we get. We came accross your care page through Ali's care page. We dont know Ali either, but we were connected to her page through Katie Heintz. It is amazing how God's grace works in connecting people through these care pages that we would normally not know.
Your post from yesterday is truly uplifting to anyone who reads it. Your strong faith is a blessing to all of us who read your journal.
Through God, we have much love for Mackenzie and your entire family even though we have never met.
Please know we are lifting Mackenzie up in prayer each and every day.
Keep Believing Katie Style!!
Love and prayers,
The Ludka's
Florence, Mikeala, and Mikenna Ludka <fludka@hotmail.com>
Traverse City, MI USA - Saturday, April 14, 2007 7:31 AM CDT
Amy,
Beautifully said. Our mighty God has to be pleased with you. I pray that a lesson can be learned for all your prayer warriors. You have set an excellent example of obedience before us. Now we must get ready for the 24 hour prayer vigil. Blessings, Colette
Colette <grussingcg@yahoo.com>
Clara City, , MN - Saturday, April 14, 2007 4:25 AM CDT
amen and amen.
Jane Klingenberg <jane.klingenberg@gmail.com>
- Friday, April 13, 2007 10:56 PM CDT
God we join Amy in believing that you have healed Mackenzie. We say All things are possible with you Lord, we give you the glory and praise. We pray in the powerful name of JESUS and say be gone every cell of cancer clear her entire body and bones. We praise you for the many answers and miracles you have been doing in Mackenzie's body, thank you for your gifts of mercy and how well Mac feels. Glory to YOU!
Beth Rech <tazziebeth42@sbcglobal.net>
- Friday, April 13, 2007 10:26 PM CDT
AMY! You go girl!
Count me in! I’m standing next to you, just one in this huge army - serving “a God who MAKES ALL THINGS POSSIBLE.” I ready to go with you, just one of many warriors - giving every ounce of HOPE and TRUST over to HIM. We do BELIEVE. We do have FAITH, and you are so right – we CAN win this battle! COME ON REMISSION!
Sending healing HUGS that “wiwey lub” thinking about Mack riding that bike,
Debbie <sandnmytoez@aim.com>
- Friday, April 13, 2007 9:57 PM CDT
I'm praising the Lord for Mack's little "wegs" that are bike riding today. The phrase amazing grace comes to mind.
Stephanie and RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Friday, April 13, 2007 9:49 PM CDT
Funny you should say that About how you feel about Mackenzie. My husband said he had a feeling God was going to heal her this was a month or two ago and he never says that kind of thing. He said I don't know why but I just think God is going to heal her.
Praying and Believing God will!!!!
Lori <the7rohrbachs@verizon.net>
- Friday, April 13, 2007 9:41 PM CDT
Amy,
Tonight my prayers are only of gratitude to thank God for healing Mackenzie.
Tracy
Tracy Kruft <tkruft@ameritech.net>
Wauconda, IL United States - Friday, April 13, 2007 9:31 PM CDT
WE ARE ALL PRAYING FOR SWEET MACK AND YOUR ENTIRE FAMILY. YOU ARE ALL IN OUR HEART AND THOUGHTS. SENDING MUCH LOVE AND MANY PRAYERS...ALWAYS PEGGY~~~
PEGGY DAVIS <peggy50@cableone.net>
ADA, OKLA USA - Friday, April 13, 2007 4:44 PM CDT
"The eternal God is your refuge,
And underneath are the everlasting arms:
He will thrust out the enemy from before you,
And will say, "Destroy!"
~Deuteronomy 33:27
Powerful stuff!
Praying with hope, praying with love...
Kathie <Relbok6@aol.com>
- Friday, April 13, 2007 2:22 PM CDT
Mackenzie, Amy, Steve, Taylor, Lindsay, Kali and Diana - hope you all have a great weekend together. We are so excited to have Lexi with us, but wish we could have you all home and over for some cousin-fun. Tyler and Haley kept asking, during our whole trip, when do we get to go back to Cinci to see Mackie and when are our cousins sleeping over again. We miss you all so much. I guess we will get our fill of Lexie this weekend and then hopefully time with everyone else soon. We have continued our daily prayers for Mackenzie - and all of you. WE figured we covered you even more with a 5 hour time change on our vacation. We will pray for good and happy emotions from Mack - so she can enjoy her sisters, health for everyone over the weekend, and special cherished memories being created. Love you all and can't wait to see each one of you.
Love - Sherri (for Dave, Tyler and Haley)
Sherri <Sherri@cfmins.com>
- Friday, April 13, 2007 11:02 AM CDT
Hi dear Mackie:
I hope that your "owies" on your legs are over by now. I wish I could give them kisses. I'm sending some over Mommy's computer for you, okay?
Love you lots. Have fun playing with the big sisters again this weekend.
xoxo
janie
jk <jane.klingenberg@gmail.com>
- Friday, April 13, 2007 10:52 AM CDT
hello miss mackenzie and family
Its great!!! to see you doing so well with so many days of zero counts. I remember those days. Im sure your just as strong as you are cute! I just want your mom and family to know I'm praying for you and by the looks of your web site so are many others and there's power in prayer!! any way I just wanted to say you have one of the coolest web sites I've seen.
God Bless you
Tracy
Tracy Guzman <TGUZMAN001@satx.rr.com>
San Antonio, tx USA - Friday, April 13, 2007 1:23 AM CDT
Well, if things are on schedule, Mack should have only a few more minutes left on the 36 hr infusion.
love you. praying
Jane Klingenberg <jane.klingenberg@gmail.com>
- Thursday, April 12, 2007 7:49 PM CDT
You are a strong girl! It's amazing to think that someone so tiny can make someone so big learn such a valuable lesson! You will be in my thoughts and prayers. God Bless you Mack.
Mary <m_benson22@hotmail.com>
Gillette, WY 82718 - Thursday, April 12, 2007 4:57 PM CDT
We've set up a Tastefully Simple online-party with all profits to go to the Hope for Mackenzie fund. The 'party' starts today and will 'close' on May 15th, 2007. Who doesn’t like the tasty yummies that Tastefully Simple has? All you have to do is go to the following website:
www.tastefullysimple.com/web/jblack
The site is pretty easy to navigate. Janine Black has been my Tastefully Simple consultant for a few years, so I know she's very trustworthy.
For those of you unfamiliar with Tastefully Simple, they offer pre-packaged convenient gourmet food products that are great for every day cooking, gifts for Mother's Day, Graduations, etc. They make great thank you gifts for clients and employees. They are great for people who love to cook or hate to cook. Everyone eats!! All you have to do is add a couple of ingredients & you’re set.
Shop from the convenience from your home. Use your credit card and the products will be sent directly to your home or office. For your order to benefit Mackenzie, please make sure to look for the comment section when placing your order & put in: "Hope for Mackenzie."
If you have any questions about your order, you can contact Janine Black direct at: (847) 949-9520 or tsjanine@yahoo.com.
The “Party” will close on May 15th, 2007. All orders placed off of this website by May 15th will help raise funds for Mackenzie.
Collette&TayBear <TryingToHelpWhereIcan@LuvMackie.com>
Wauconda, IL - Thursday, April 12, 2007 4:38 PM CDT
Amy, try to get some rest. We have your family covered in prayers and will continue to do so. Don't let yourself get run down. Thinking about you especially today for some reason.
Joyce <cdncrafter@yahoo.ca>
- Thursday, April 12, 2007 12:33 AM CDT
Praise the Lord for his mercies!! Mackenzie is a living miracle. Thank you Father for holding Mack close to you as she goes through this chemo with flying colors. Fill her marrow with the perfect, pure blood of Jesus, and speak the word, "Remission" loudly!!
I still have lots of wristbands available for anyone who hasn't yet bought one. They're a small, but very loud, way to say you support Mack in her battle. Just click on the link on the main page to order! I'm proud to say we've been able to get some money to the family this way.
Linda Matson <hopeformack@yahoo.com>
Coram, NY - Thursday, April 12, 2007 9:14 AM CDT
Morning Amy,
Opened my eyes today sharing Jane’s exact thoughts and prayers ...
Sending love filled HUGS of Hope for Mackenzie.
Debbie <sandnmytoez@aim.com>
- Thursday, April 12, 2007 8:21 AM CDT
Aim:
How my heart longs to be back there with you guys. Asking God to carry you again through a new day.
With much love,
Jane Klingenberg <jane.klingenberg@gmail.com>
- Thursday, April 12, 2007 7:12 AM CDT
Sweet and peaceful dreams Amy,
Kept you and Mack very close to my heart today while practicing my part in honoring each of your requests for Saturday's vigil. Hoping you can feel the waves of love and support all the way from Memphis to Cincinnati.
Continued prayers that Mack’s new port is doing the job without complications and the next 36 hours are going to slip by so fast the side effects won’t even have a chance to make an appearance.
Will close my eyes tonight with thoughts of Steve and the girls arriving safely inside of room 535 …. a whole hour and a half earlier than expected.
Sending HUGS that wrap HIS healing arms of protection around Mackenzie,
Debbie <sandnmytoez@aim.com>
- Wednesday, April 11, 2007 10:36 PM CDT
More hugs, more prayers and more love...hoping no news is good news.
Do you find nights to be the hardest or do you welcome the chance to lay your head down at the end of the day? I've often wondered as my heart seems to ache most for you in the evenings and I'm especially stirred to pray.
I must admit that I was playing the part of Grumpy today with all of the weather we were having. Sure hope it's not so bad in Cinci.
I'm off to bed..hope you are all sleeping soundly already.
With my heart full of love,
Beth
bt <tarnows@charter.net>
holland, mi - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 10:05 PM CDT
Dear Amy and Mackie:
We will be a part of the prayer vigil this weekend. It's a privilege. I often think of Lindsay, Taylor, Kali and Lexi and how they, too, share the burdens of this illness, each in her own way. Your whole family has been chosen by God for this special burden of suffering.
Our thoughts and prayers are with you this week, as we raise our arms and pleas to the Creator of the Universe, knowing that He is faithful and true.
I will lift mine eyes unto the hills from which cometh my strength. Love to all. Marilyn
Marilyn Phillips <mpp515@aol.com>
Hillman, MN USA - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 9:44 PM CDT
Dear Johnson Family,
My name is Sara Warman and I am in a Bible study at Willow Creek your sister/sister-in-law Sherri Meyer. She has told me so much about you guys and what you are all going thru. Mackenzie, you are a sweetie pie and you are in my thoughts and prayers!
I am participating in a triathlon this June in Wisconsin with Team in Training and would like to honor Mackenzie with my efforts. Please let me know how I can participate in her honor. Sincerely, Sara Warman
Sara Warman <mgwarman@aol.com>
Barrington, IL USA - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 9:04 PM CDT
Thought you might like this song . I am sure you have heard it.
Lori <the7rohrbachs@verizon.net>
- Wednesday, April 11, 2007 3:43 PM CDT
Hi Amy,
Wow, you should see it here....if it was April 1st I'd say it's a BAD April Fool's joke! The snow has been coming down like crazy all day, huge wet flakes. It turned to rain around 2:30, and now everything is very wet and slushy and sloppy. The poor grass and little plants that were starting to grow! They must be in shock. Well, enough about our crummy weather. Sure hope you're seeing some sun today through those big windows in your room....
I'm so thankful to hear that all went well with Mack's "new tubies". Sounds like a few hairy moments in the OR, but God was faithful in watching out for her, thank you Jesus! It's so good to hear reports from you and Jane about how active and happy Mackenzie is. I'm amazed at how God is blessing you with so much joy in your journey there. Jane says your Mom is the "unsung hero" there...I belive it, as I've seen how lovingly she cares for Mackie, and how attached and comfortable Mack is with her. Way to go Zsa Zsa...keep up the good work taking care of your girls! Wish I could be there to give you all big hugs...
Looking forward to hearing news about Miracles in the Marrow! Love, Heidi
heidi shor <humblecarpenter@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, April 11, 2007 3:19 PM CDT
Hi Amy and Mack,
WOW, we got so much snow today! It's so pretty! I hope your feeling fine today. Thinking of you always.
Susan
Susan Frew <sfrew@d115.org>
Mundelein, IL USA - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 2:57 PM CDT
" O Lord, listen to my prayer.Open your ears to hear my urgent requests. Answer me because you are faithful and righteous." Psalm 143:1
Praying
Lori <the7rohrbachs@verizon.net>
- Wednesday, April 11, 2007 2:55 PM CDT
Hey Snow White -- pick another dwarf!
Don't even ask how I got there -- but that's the way my mind works after reading your last update...
Doc -- I once had a wise young lady tell me to go where God leads and leave it to Him. I'm not supposed to play Doc either!
Grumpy -- Don't do that one either. I'm in charge of all the bad qualities!
Happy -- Kinda' makes me think of a couple songs. "Count Your Blessings" (no infections, good spirits, every day with gift of child!) and "Don't Worry, Be Happy" (just because we all know it and like the tune!)
Sneezy -- Don't even think about it in an immune compromised patient's room!
Bashful -- If you do that one, none of us will be sure whether it's really you or not!
Sleepy -- Sounds like that was not you already. Gotta' be alert for the young lady!
Dopey -- Definitely do not do that! Again, I'm in charge of that negative quality!
Guess that leaves you to be happy! Isn't it a pain having expectations to be content, have joy, and give thanksgiving no matter what?
Still praying for you, princess, and family!
sda <noprincecharming@thisaintnospring.net>
Snow City, MI - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 1:59 PM CDT
Hi Amy...So grateful that everything went well for Mackenzie in the OR. I'm sure they were nervous but the Lord was right by her side. It is such a blessing to know that the Lord hears our prayers and petitions on behalf of Mackie. I'm continuing to pray for healing and strength. I'm also praying that the Lord would continue to encourage you and protect you from negative thoughts or discouragement. It's at those times that we are so vulnerable to the Satan's attacks. You hang in there and know that others will uphold you in prayer.
Pleaes give my love to your Mom as well. I'm praying for her on a daily basis also. You are very blessed to have her.
In His Love,
Eileen Goodmiller <egoo0@allstate.com>
Arlington Heights, IL USA - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 8:16 AM CDT
Hugs and prayers and so much love.............
Night dear ones,
Beth
bt <tarnows@charter.net>
holland, mi - Tuesday, April 10, 2007 9:57 PM CDT
Amy and Mack,
We just wanted to tell you that your family is in our prayers. Always. And, while we can't make it to the hospital for the prayer vigil, we will be praying every hour for the needs requested. Praying for Mack's organ's to make it through this chemo with no problems.
Vicki Bush <vicki.bush@yahoo.com>
Deer Park, TX USA - Tuesday, April 10, 2007 9:02 PM CDT
Hi Amy,
You are still heavy on my mind as this evening unfolds. I met another Momma today in the hospital hallway, who shared her ups and downs on the journey of caring for her child.
The words of her heart echoed your own.
So I found this lament, written by Ann Weems. A lament that follows the cries of the psalmists...brave enough to pour out feelings to God, all while trusting in His promises.
I'm sharing it tonight for all Mommys who give every ounce of themselves, and who cry out in faith to the One who promises to count all their tears...
"Lament Psalm Fourty-one
O God, can't you do anything
for your wounded ones
who walk the earth
in mournful resignation?
We are the ones
who carry our burdens
in silence.
We wear the masks
of everyday politeness,
trying bravely to
hold back the tears
that so readily come.
We walk in loneliness,
not wanting to mar
the joyful lives
of the others.
We are the ones
who cry in the night,
the ones whose hearts pound,
whose stomachs knot,
whose heads split in pain.
We are the ones
who are paralyzed
by fear or shame.
We are the ones
who walk around
with our lives
in upheaval,
hoping against hope
that the worst
will not come.
We are the ones
who kneel before you
now
to pray for your mercy.
Can't you do anything
for us?
Couldn't you at least
take care
of a few of us?
We would be grateful,
for we have compassion
for one another.
You are our God;
we learned mercy
from you.
Wrap your arms
about your wounded ones,
O God, O God,
keep us from harm
for we walk
each day
in the hope of your healing
mercy."
~Ann Weems
Kathie <relbok6@aol.com>
- Tuesday, April 10, 2007 8:58 PM CDT
Reread my post, and hoping the intent wasn't lost in translation ... Just understanding your frustrations with "a system" - not for a second questioning the doctors abilities or concerns.
Sending HUGS that BELIEVE,
Debbie