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Hello Ruthie
This is Ed and Racquell form Werbe Racing ...Do you rember us ? I had lost the link to your page forever then I took out my trusty lap top after a couple of years (So I could travel ) and while I was gone I found Seths sight on my lap top ...I didnt think that Seth would effect me today as her did all them years agao ...do you know after I found Seths sight I also found some pics that you had sent of Seth to Ed and I then I found Rebeccas G pics to that when Tom was there for her parents wedding ...I must admit that I am now starting to go through everything from when Lady Di was with us on earth ...I was going to write you in snail mail ( I am alot better with Snail Mail but I didnt know how to start your letter or your card ...Ed and I do alot of snail mail all the time ...for alot of CBers friends and family but I didnt know how to start the letter so now when you all recive mail from Ed and I you wont be so suprized
I must must tell you when I found Seths pics it threw me off but not for to long though you see with Di she gives me things to digest or puts things in my life for me to see ...most people think I am nuts but it is the way that I deal with the loss of Diane ...learning to live with out Diane has been the hardest lesson that my heart is having a hard time grasping
I do belive that I found Seths pics becasue of Diane ...I always wonder what Diane is doing and to be honest I often wonder if Diane is with all our other angels like seth that have took flight ...you see Ruth Diane loves children so much ...so I take that as a sign that Diane is with all the angels that we have gone to heaven and that Ruthie is the best presnet or sign Diane could give me
Ed and I had to sign we had to let you know how we lost the sight then opened my lap top to find it then the pics of Seth ..By the way ..the pic I found is the one on the front page and now Seths pic is sitting here in Dianes shrine ...so now Seth and Diane continully show me that I need to keep keeping on....
Ed and I just wanted you to know that we never forgot of you all (we lost the sight ) and Diane along with your Son brought us back !!
Amazing what ANGELS can do !!!!!
All Our Love & Hugs Too
ED & Racquell
Along With Angel Diane
Werbe Racing <PPrincess2424@aol.com>
So Glad To Have Seths Sight Again , Thanking God For Angels That Show Us The Way www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Monday, July 31, 2006 8:47 AM CDT
Ruthie, Scott and family,
Thinking of you today and always. Hope you are well. Have a wonderful summer filled with special memories.
Susan and Scott Stein <hilltophedgies@msn.com>
Layton, UT - Thursday, July 6, 2006 7:57 PM CDT
I may be late on the dates, but I would never forget you guys... I hope Seth's birthday was one full of special memories and many blessings. And of course I thought of Emily yesterday as she turned 6 (along with my daughter). You must be up to your eyeballs in Bratz too!!!
I think of your family often and wonder how you are.
Take care and God bless you,
Randa <randaleiper@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, June 25, 2006 6:02 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Sweet Seth. I know you are having the best birthday with all your Angel friends. Ruthie, please know I'm thinking about you guys tonight. I hope your evening is a peaceful one with lots of great memories of your beautiful Seth.
Carol Mack (Mom2Angelz Meghan & Taylor) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com (ELM/Everybody Loves Meghan)>
Titusville, FL USA - Wednesday, June 21, 2006 9:03 PM CDT
Happy Birthday in Heaven, Seth. Thinking about all of you and sending continued prayers.
Lots of love...
Terry {Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw"} http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL - Wednesday, June 21, 2006 8:37 AM CDT
My heart and prayers hold you tonight. The memory of the righteous is a blessing (Proverbs). May God remember Seth and may your memories be always blessed with her presence.
In His Love,
Yolanda Rogers
http://www.galatians5.com
Mom to Anna
Alt Springs, FL USA - Tuesday, June 20, 2006 6:07 PM CDT
Hi Ruthie, Scott, Emily, & Ethan,
It's Gloria Gold from TNT (Disney '03, '05, & now staff). Ed (from our Patient Services Dept.) sent me home w/ a print-out of your journal from Seth's diagnosis to present. It's amazing to me to know the impact such a little boy I never had the chance to meet has made on me. His pictures are everywhere at work, I have one on my desk there. I keep a small one by my phone at home (you guys know how much I love to talk so I see that one alot!) & he & his beautiful family are never far from my thoughts & prayers. That goes for all of us at TL&LS. Just wanted you to know that. We wish you much love & strenghth always. Looking forward to seeing you again soon. Marc seconds that emotion!
Gloria Gold <mammacat22@bellsouth.net>
Royal Palm Beach, Fl USA - Sunday, March 19, 2006 4:09 PM CST
Congratulations on the Half Marathon yesterday Ruthie! Terry told me you looked great at mile marker 10! Hope the cold up here wasn't that unbearable for the participants (I heard the volunteers were frozen solid with their arms outstretched). Scott may be done with the full marathon by now this morning, and I hope he did well too! Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers.
Carol Mack (Mom2Angelz Meghan & Taylor) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com (ELM/Everybody Loves Meghan)>
Titusville, FL USA - Sunday, January 8, 2006 9:25 AM CST
Keeping you guys in my thoughts and prayers during this difficult season.
Take care and God bless,
Randa <randaleiper@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, December 28, 2005 5:39 PM CST
Hi Ruthie-thinking of you guys this morning. Hope you are well-have a merry christmas-lots of love-Adri Pumphrey
Adriana Pumphrey
jupiter, fl usa - Saturday, December 24, 2005 9:35 AM CST
Thinking of all of you and wishing you a very Merry Christmas!
Lots of love...
Terry (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw" forever and ever) http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Saturday, December 24, 2005 8:41 AM CST
Thoughts of Seth and you guys are never far...
Hope the season is a happy one full of special memories.
Take care,
Randa <randaleiper@hotmail.com>
ottawa, ontario canada - Thursday, December 8, 2005 7:47 PM CST
Dear Ruthie and family,
I was remembering another time in life and thought of you. I hope the best of the Christmas season finds you and sustains you.
Love, Robyn
caringbridge.org/ca/quito <yodelgado11@yahoo.com>
San Diego, - Thursday, December 8, 2005 0:58 AM CST
Lot's of prayers and knowing hugs on Seth's Homegoing anniversary.
Yolanda Rogers, Mom to Anna <galatians5@truevine.net>
Alt Springs, FL USA - Wednesday, November 30, 2005 8:00 PM CST
Thinking of all of you and your beautiful Angel Seth and sending extra prayers on this difficult day.
We love you!
Terry & Jeanette {Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw" & Mommy} http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Wednesday, November 30, 2005 6:47 PM CST
Thinking of you guys today, and especially you Seth. We miss you very much!!!
Love,
Aunt Dori, Uncle Todd, Shayn & baby Trent
Dori Neary <tjndmn@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, November 30, 2005 3:14 PM CST
Hi Ruthie,
I was thinking of your family today, and wanted to let you know.
Love Always,
Robyn (caringbridge.org/ca/quito) <yodelgado11@yahoo.com>
San Diego, CA USA - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 8:05 PM CDT
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viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, September 3, 2005 11:02 AM CDT
It has been a very long time but have been thinking about you lately and wanted to see how things were going. I often wonder if Seth and Glenn ever met up and had their conversation about trains. I can't even begin to tell you how many times I think of the both of them when I hear a train. We are fairly close to train tracks and often in the evenings when Tom and I are sitting on the deck we hear the train go through and mention their names. It is a way of staying close to those who have touched our hearts.
Lynne Mann <Lynnencfan@earthlink.net ~~http://heartlandramblings.blogspot.com/>
"Heart of Carolina", NC - Monday, August 22, 2005 7:34 PM CDT
May you continue to seek and receive God's peace and understanding in your lives and may His Holy Spirit comfort and heal you. Thank you for your inspiration.
Mark Montgomery <monty127@msn.com>
Tequesta, FL 33469 - Monday, July 25, 2005 4:13 PM CDT
Hi Ruthie and family. Just stopping by to let you know I'm thinking of you and hope all is well with your family.
Kelley Fitzgerald (www.caringbridge.com/ny/lindsay)
Rochester, NY - Monday, July 11, 2005 1:42 PM CDT
I am so sorry I didn't get by here on the 21st. Happy Birthday cha-cha-cha Seth. I hope you had a great birthday train ride. Ruthie, sending you a hug. Hope you all are doing "well".
Carolyn Mack (Mom2Angelz Meghan & Taylor) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com (Everybody Loves Meghan)>
Titusville, FL USA - Friday, June 24, 2005 7:11 PM CDT
Thinking of you and sending extra prayers today. Happy birthday in Heaven, Seth. All of us love you and miss you very much. You will remain in our hearts FOREVER!
Much love...my dear friends...
Terry (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw" forever and ever) http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 5:36 PM CDT
Happy Birthday in Heaven Seth. Keeping you all in our thoughts & prayers
Chris & Gooch
- Tuesday, June 21, 2005 4:48 PM CDT
Happy Birthday in Heaven, Seth!!
Thinking of you all!!
Love and hugs,
Eva <KWfan4ever@yahoo.com>
www.caringbridge.org/mi/rodneyreeves, - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 2:35 PM CDT
Thinking of you today, on Seth's birthday.
Alison
Oak Hill, VA - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 0:55 AM CDT
Dropping by with lots of love and prayers on the eve of Seth's birthday. May our Lord's awesome presence be made known to you in a very special way.
In His Love,
Yolanda Rogers
http://www.galatians5.com
Mom to Anna <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Monday, June 20, 2005 7:39 PM CDT
Ruthie:
Soo good to hear from you. What a cutie pie Ethan is... and Emily is such a beautiful big sister. I bet she is missing Seth more than words could ever describe. I can totally understand how she wants to be sure that Ethan grows up to be a big boy.
We are still coping... sometimes it feel that that's all there is to us... we just cope. We try to move on but then the pain hits and it sends a stinger through the household and boy does it burn. Something good has to come out of it, right? As long as God is somehow glorified through all of the pain our children had to endure then we're ok... right? Boy, it still does not seem real. Just the other day a friend said, "Remember how many lives Noelle and Nicholas touched." I really did not want to hear that. I just responded with, "I don't care, I just want them back." Obviously this Mom has never lost a child and could never understand the neverending pain we feel each and every day.
Nathan's doing ok. He seems to have recovered the fastest... I think. He has his good days and bad days but mostly good days. I've started wathcing an infant boy; he's about a week younger than Gabrielle. Nathan adores him. I think Nathan would have rather had another little brother but would never admit it. Nathan's turning 13 in two months... I am very nervous! He still plays sports galore and is trooping through Scouting... he's still a Life Scout. I think he's not going to pursue his Eagle for another year. He really wants to go to Philmont next summer. (It's a Boy Scout reservation in New Mexico. The boys go for three weeks and live off of God's country.) You can't go if you already have your Eagle Scout, so I guess we have one more year of Scouting plus an Eagle project to go.
Gabrielle is great. I have to admit that I am scared to death that something's going to happen to her. We've had her to a ped ophthalmologist for her blocked tear duct. I was very nervous about her "wandering" eye. Everything turned out ok... Thank the Lord. But I still worry about this and that with her... I wonder if I'll ever feel completely safe with any of my children again. Gabrielle's a couple days short of being 11 months old now and we still marvel at her each and every day. She is nowhere near trying to walk but carries her own in tearing up the house!
Van's still out of work. It's been almost nine months now. When his position was first eliminated from the company they offered him a different position within the same office. I'm glad that he did not accept it because now they've been eliminated too. It breaks my heart to see that he's getting very discouraged at this point in the job search. I wonder why so much pain keeps coming our way. God has a plan, and we just have to be patient and wait upon His timing. I guess I just don't understand, "Why". The good thing is that Van's spent a whole lot of time with Gabrielle since she's been born. And let me tell you what, they are so close. A total blessing!
I'm ok. I really want to go back to school. I don't want to miss out on Gabrielle but I also want to be ready for Nathan to go off to college. (When he leaves for college Gabrielle starts Kindergarten!) Anyway, I really want to teach children with special needs. I guess that having Nicholas, who was born with "something" going on, and having Noelle, who lost her independence due to the tumor and medications, has really made me realize that this is the area that I want to be. Using our pain to help others has to be the way for me to go. So, if it's God's will then maybe I'll be in school soon!
I hope you all are getting along ok. We would love to see recent pictures of the kids and hear how you're getting along.
It's kind of awe striking to see how God uses such horrific circumstances to put the people in our path that He does.
Take care Ruthie. We will continue to keep your family in our prayers. We often think about Seth and his love for trains.
Wendy (Forever Loving Mommy to Noelle & Nicholas) <wbaber@triad.rr.com>
Winston Salem, NC USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 3:54 PM CDT
Thinking of you, Laura
.org/ca/coltonmeyer
ca - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 6:30 PM CDT
Thinking of you guys...
Wondering how Emily is doing...
I'll never forget Seth.
You guys take care,
Randa <randaleiper@hotmail.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Wednesday, May 11, 2005 7:53 PM CDT
Thinking of you on this difficult day and sending love and continued prayers.
I love you guys...
Terry (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw" forever and ever) http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Sunday, May 8, 2005 11:58 AM CDT
Ruthie I hope things are going well there. Hoping you are able to enjoy Mothers Day.
Chris & Gooch
- Saturday, May 7, 2005 2:02 PM CDT
Hey there! I just wanted to stop by and say hello. I still think of you often, Laura
Colton and family
ca - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 8:49 PM CDT
HAPPY EASTER LOVE WWW.POSTPALS.CO.UK
Post Pals <info@postpals.co.uk>
- Friday, March 25, 2005 2:08 PM CST
Thinking of you... Colton and family
Laura
- Saturday, March 12, 2005 12:08 AM CST
Thinking of you.
love and prayers~
Jennifer Parenti <parenti@netzero.net>
Orford, NH USA - Thursday, March 3, 2005 3:42 PM CST
Hi Bunkleman family. I check back often, but haven't signed the guestbook in awhile. Just wanted to let you know that I think of you and Seth often. I will never forget all of the pictures you have shared of his precious little face. When I close my eyes I can see his face so clearly, even though I was never fortunate enough to actually meet him. God bless!
Kelley Fitzgerald (www.caringbridge.com/ny/lindsay)
Rochester, NY - Thursday, February 17, 2005 8:04 AM CST
I don't know who you are but when I was in the willsons page I saw the name Seth and I click on it and I read what happend,I'm really sorry about that he was such a cute little boy.Well I'll check in to see how things are going with your family.
Sofia <littlesultan18@aol.com>
Greenacres, FL U.S.A. - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 2:30 PM CST
Hi Ruthie and family,
I got a Thomas the Tank train set a few weeks ago, I have thought of you and Seth often.
Love,
Robyn, caringbridge.org/ca/quito <yodelgado11@yahoo.com>
Escondido, CA - Friday, January 28, 2005 2:13 AM CST
I met a lady Teri Forbush whilst on a recent holiday in Orlando. We got talking and she told us about Seth. We lost our beautiful son Anthony aged ten and a half to Leukaemia on 07/04/2001. I have visited Seths site and will go back again to read more of your journals.Our experience since Anthony died is that only parents who have lost a child truly understand the pain and anguish involved. I wish you all the love in the world for you and your beautiful family who Seth will always be a part of and will look down and care for you all.
Manus Martin <manus.martin@ntlworld.com>
Derry, Ireland - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 7:44 PM CST
Ruthie: I noticed your guestbook entry on Janie's webpage and saw that Scott is running in the Disney Marathon this weekend. Let me know if you're planning on being up here. I'll be at the Pasta Party Saturday night and possibly, at the Victory Party on Sunday night. Let me know, I'd love to see you there. Good luck Scott on your run!!! If I can get myself up that early (ugh) I'll be there cheering on "Seth's Dad"!!!!!
Carol Mack (Mom2Angelz Meghan & Taylor) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, FL USA - Thursday, January 6, 2005 6:43 PM CST
Merry Christmas! Much love, Kathy and kids
Kathy Charlton <ckcharlton@aol.com>
- Saturday, December 25, 2004 9:04 PM CST
Merry Christmas!! I hope that Ethan's first Christmas is a magical one. May God bless your family during this holiday season and forever. I will never forget the impact your family has had on my life - I am a changed person because of Seth and his legacy. Thank you for sharing his story.
Love,
Haley Hastings <haleyhastings@yahoo.com>
St. Simons Island, GA - Saturday, December 25, 2004 0:50 AM CST
Thinking of you this holiday season!!
Love, hugs, and forever moving FORWARD...
Eva and Rodney <KWfan4ever@yahoo.com>
- Friday, December 24, 2004 6:59 AM CST
You're all in my thoughts and prayers...
Much love...
Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 9:05 AM CST
Thinking of you all at this difficult time of the year. We know and share your pain, as this becomes another CHRISTMAS with out Colby. You know, it doesn't get any worse than this, a lost child at CHRISTMAS time. I pray that you all will find some peace and joy over the holidays. GOD BLESS. Sending lots of love from above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND CREW.
(forever missing our precious angels)
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA USA - Monday, December 20, 2004 4:32 PM CST
Thinking of you and wanted to wish you many special moments as you celebrate the coming hollidays.
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Sunday, December 12, 2004 10:46 PM CST
Hello Bunklemann family,
I haven't written in a while. Saw something that reminded me of Seth the other day (a train, of course) and wondered how you all are doing. I see that it's been quite a long time since you updated the site, hope you're all well. Peace and blessings to you, this holiday season.
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Sunday, December 5, 2004 5:31 PM CST
Hi Bunkleman family. Just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you. Sending out lots of extra thoughts and prayers during this difficult time of the year.
Kelley Fitzgerald (www.caringbridge.com/ny/lindsay)
Rochester, NY - Saturday, December 4, 2004 11:23 AM CST
Hi, I stumbled across Seths page while visiting my sons friend Jefferys page.Your story, your son has truly touched my heart.You have a special angel in Seth and all your children. I will pray for your whole family.We have a special angel as well www.caringbridge.org/ga/jennifer
God Bless
cheryl weaver <weaver_cheryl@yahoo.com>
macon, GA usa - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 8:43 PM CST
Thinking of you guys, I know the holidays and milestones are extra hard, harder than all the other days, which are already uncomprehendable to me. Ruthie, I am going to ask the Charltons to get a picture of that brick for you if you didnt get one yet....
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Wednesday, December 1, 2004 7:18 AM CST
Just want you to know we are here and you are in our thoughts. We love you very much.
Love, Aunt Dori, Uncle Todd and Shayn
The Nearys <tjndmn@yahoo.com>
Palm Beach Shores, FL USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 4:18 PM CST
You are in my thoughts and prayers...God Bless
Dee A Mullins www.caringbridge.org/wv/taylor <deemullins@adelphia.net>
Mount Sterling, KY - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 10:53 AM CST
Special thoughts and prayers going out to all of you today... I hope all is well...
Tom - DaDuck <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
KDH, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 5:03 AM CST
"Although the fig tree shall not blossom, neither shall fruit be in the vines; the labour of the olive shall fall, and the fields shall yield no meat, the flock shall be cut off from the fold, and there shall be no herd in the stalls: Yet I will rejoice in the Lord, I will joy in the God of my salvation." (Habakkuk 3:17,18) As Seth's Homegoing anniversary approaches and the ache deep in your heart vividly surfaces while others do not understand, may the awesome presence of our Lord lift you up in a very special way.
In His Love,
Yolanda Rogers
http://www.galatians5.com
Mom to Anna <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 7:16 PM CST
Seth's site was one of the first that I visited at Caringbridge other than Janie's. I think of all of you often and especially at this time. God Bless
Dan Sims www.caringbridge.org/al/janiesims
Vestavia Hills, Al - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 7:57 AM CST
I was just thinking about the anniversary coming up in a week. I still pray for you and the children fighting this terrible disease. Have a wonderful Thanksgiving. See you all again at church. :-)
Kim Barnes <barneska@adelphia.net>
- Tuesday, November 23, 2004 10:44 AM CST
Hey Scott and Ruthie,
I was just visiting Robert Charlton's page and read that Kathy and the kids are going to Camp Sunshine - that of course, made me think of you. I pray that everything is going well. I am sure that Ethan and Emily are growing like weeds. I was looking at the pictures from your August post, and you can see in Emily's face how much love she has for her brother. He looks so much like Seth it takes my breath away. I also wanted to mention to you that I have continued my random acts of kindness. The impact Seth has had on my life is greater than words can ever describe. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to love your boy. The lessons he has taught are greater than any I will ever learn. May God bless your family.
Love,
Haley Hastings <haleyhastings@yahoo.com>
Athens, GA - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 10:52 PM CST
Hi guys,
Just dropping in to let you know I was thinking about you.
Love,
Aunt Dori
Dori <tjndmn@yahoo.com>
Palm Beach Shores, FL USA - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 12:11 AM CST
Ruthie the kids are gorgeous. I was sorry to see the link for your cousin Kathy. Wishing you all the best
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Sunday, October 10, 2004 7:38 PM CDT
Hi Ruthie!
I have been thinking about you lately, and now that I am back at school I have been able to check your page. The pictures are just beautiful of all 3 sweet kids! I enjoyed seeing baby Ethan. I hope you are all doing well and you are always in my prayers!
Lindsay Scott www.caringbridge.org/tx/leannescott
College Station, TX - Tuesday, September 28, 2004 11:21 PM CDT
Hope you are doing well. You continue to be in my prayers.
Elizabeth <thegoodwinfour@aol.com>
Richland, WA - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 5:03 PM CDT
Just checking in with you all. I'm glad to hear you are doing the Disney marathon...I am doing the Mercedes Marathon for TNT in February. Keep us updated on your training!
Janet Sims, www.caringbridge.org/al/janiesims <janetsims@juno.com>
Birmingham, AL - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 8:40 AM CDT
Hoping the storm treated you and all our FL CB friends kindly... anxiously waiting for you to check in...
Tom-DaDuck <Werberacing@aol.com>
KDH, NC www,caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Monday, September 6, 2004 5:41 PM CDT
Love the new pictures of baby Ethan. I do think that he has a very strong resemblence to Seth. I have no doubt that Emily is an awesome big sister. She had a great teacher in her big brother Seth on how to be the older sibling! I just stopped by to let you know that I am thinking of you and praying for you as hurricane frances approaches. May God keep you safe and free from harm and destruction.
Love,
Debbie Nagy
St. Louis, MO - Friday, September 3, 2004 2:32 AM CDT
Hi guys! Love the pics!!!!! Beautiful. Sitting here hoping y'all have decided to relocate with yet another big bad hurricane knocking on your door. Wishing y'all well... Take care and be safe.
Tom-DaDuck <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
KDH, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Thursday, September 2, 2004 6:04 PM CDT
The pictures are beautiful----congrats to the family! Thanks for sharing the news. I think of you all often. Kelly
kelly smith <kellysmith751@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, August 22, 2004 4:14 PM CDT
Well it has been a very long time. WE still think of all of you often. Know that you are all in our prayers.
Can't wait to walk LIGHT THE NIGHT!!!!
Tim & Suz & Madison TOO!!! <tsmack1@earthlink.net>
Lake Worth, FL USA - Friday, August 20, 2004 8:27 PM CDT
Scott and Ruthie...You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. God Bless.
Dee A Mullins www.caringbridge.org/wv/taylor <deemullins@adelphia.net>
Mount Sterling, KY - Friday, August 20, 2004 6:48 PM CDT
You are absolutely right, they are golden...keep up the good work. Blessings-Peace, Kathy
Kathy Charlton <ckcharlton@aol.com>
- Thursday, August 19, 2004 9:25 PM CDT
Wonderful photos!!! It's great to get an update and hear that things are going well. Hugs!
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Thursday, August 19, 2004 7:26 AM CDT
Three beautiful pictures of three beautiful blessings. Thanks for sharing how you are doing. I keep you in my prayers, with thanks for all you are doing to fight childhood blood cancers; and for love, grace, and peace as you miss your sweet boy.
Elizabeth <thegoodwinfour@aol.com>
Richland, WA - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 9:55 PM CDT
Reading your latest entry really gave me a shot where I needed it.I sometimes take all the good fortune in my life for granted,and forget the pain and grief others live with on a daily basis.Makes me feel mighty selfish and self absorbed.
May God bless you and your family.
Gayle <karmasunn01@aol.com>
WLFD, CT USA - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 11:10 PM CDT
The two of you absolute amaze me with your endless energy to battle childhood cancer. I think you're both awesome and I'm so proud to have you as friends.
The pictures are beautiful!
Much love...
Terry (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 6:19 PM CDT
Thank you so much for including me in your family update. Congratulations on your new baby!
With your permission, I would like to include your update in the next LAMENTATIONS online.
Dinah Taylor <dinah@cumberlandcollege.edu>
- Tuesday, August 17, 2004 5:03 PM CDT
Scott and Ruthie,
The pictures are wonderful, and so are your activities. All the gold in Athens can't compare with the rewards and work it takes to make our families whole. Thinking of you,
Love, Robyn
Quito's Mom <caringbridge.org/ca/quito yodelgado6@aol.com>
San Diego, CA - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 10:59 AM CDT
It's so nice to hear more about the wonderful Bunkelman family. I am thinking of you guys. My Eleni saw the pictures of Emily and asked me "Who's that?" and I told her that her name was Emily and her birthday was the exact same day as hers and so she asked me if Emily turned 4 on her last birthday and I told her that she had and Eleni thought that was so cool. Now she wants to know if they can be friends. I told her it would have to be a long distance relationship. The whole idea was lost on her. Oh well. Other than that I hope all is well with you guys. Take care
Randa
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 9:45 AM CDT
I AM SO BLESSED TO BE HERE WITH RUTHIE, SCOTT,EMILY & BABY ETHAN. I NOT ONLY GET TO SEE NEW PICTURES, I GET TO HOLD & PLAY WITH EMILY & ETHAN. THEY ARE SUCH A JOY. FROM HAVING TO STAND IN LINE TO GO TO THE BATHROOM(LIKE SHE DOES AT SCHOOL) TO HAVING TO READ "DRECTIONS" BEFORE MAKING COOKIES. SHE KEEPS US GOING.
GRANDMA <WALJER@MSN.COM>
WEST PALM BEACH, - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 8:50 AM CDT
I was so moved by your visit here to CSC. Thank you for opening your heart to us.
Michelle Hall <michelle.hall@cscpbc.org>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Monday, July 26, 2004 10:14 AM CDT
Hi y'all. Hope you are getting some sleep and enjoying each other. We're hoping so see some new photos soon. God bless you all. Peace, Joy and Love
Bill and Cindy <Nudgemar@aol.com>
Raleigh, NC - Wednesday, July 21, 2004 4:16 PM CDT
Im sending all my love to you all,
Love
Viks
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, July 17, 2004 1:00 PM CDT
Hey Ruthie & Fam...How are you? How is motherhood going the 3rd time around? I loved the pic's you sent to me with the "fuzzies"...I can totally relate. I love the badge you sent with Seth's pic and the poem on the back. That is great. I so appreciated everything. So far, baldness is going better than I anticipated. I was so dreading this point, BUT I'm stuck here, so I'm going to make the best of it. Hope you are in good spirits. You have a great family. I saw the pictures of little Ethan and he is so cute. Emily is a beautiful little girl. Check out my web when you get the chance. I posted new pic's of the kids and Gordon & I(when I still had hair!). Well, thanks for keeping in touch. Hey, I saw your mom yesterday! She is looking great after the train hold-up(tehehehehe). Well, take care, Love,Kathy
Kathy Goodman <goodkat1@msn.com>
Orlando, - Tuesday, July 13, 2004 7:00 PM CDT
congrats on your new addition to the family!!! I bet Seth is so proud!!! Love to you all, Laura
colton's mama
- Monday, July 12, 2004 1:09 PM CDT
Congratulations on your newest bundle of joy! It's so wonderful to hear good news from the families that go through so much. I pray that your new one will bring you many extra smiles. Have a wonderful day!
Christy Porter
Christy Porter
Palm Springs, CA USA - Sunday, July 11, 2004 10:09 AM CDT
A belated Happy Birthday to Ethan! What a beautiful baby boy! Congratulations!
Mary
Tumbleweed Foundation <MaryKitchen@TumbleweedFoundation.com>
- Tuesday, July 6, 2004 11:34 PM CDT
Dear Bunkelmann's;
You've all been in my thoughts quite a bit lately. I couldn't help but think of Emily on her birthday, as both of our daughter's turn 4 on June 24. And of course, with Seth's birthday just a few days before, you were all on my mind. I guess I don't have the right words, but I just wanted you all to know that.
I hope all else is well and that I especially hope that baby Ethan is a good sleeper for you all.
Take care and know that you are all in my thoughts and prayers.
Randa
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Tuesday, July 6, 2004 10:25 PM CDT
JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW THAT WE ARE PRAYING FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY!!!
caringbridge.org/wv/fredafox
ruth <BLUEEYED_FEMALE@MSN.COM>
hinton, wv - Wednesday, June 30, 2004 11:56 AM CDT
Thinking about you all. I'll have to come back to the 8:45 to see the newest member of the family! Keeping you in my prayers! Kim
Kim Barnes <barneska@adelphia.net>
- Monday, June 28, 2004 3:42 PM CDT
Sending Big Birthday Hugs to Heaven for you Seth.
Chris Ullrich - Bella's Grammy <c_ullrich@msn.com, www.caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma>
- Tuesday, June 22, 2004 11:31 PM CDT
Wishing you all well, I know Seth had a wonderful birthday celebration in Heaven and is smiling down on all of you
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Tuesday, June 22, 2004 1:52 PM CDT
thinking of you on seth's birthday. congratulations on the baby. i'm sure seth will send you his love and protection. many thoughts and prayers, angelique parker
www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Tuesday, June 22, 2004 12:53 AM CDT
Congratulations on the arrival of your new son! We hold you in our hearts and prayers tonight, the eve of Seth's birthday asking our Lord to continue to abundantly bless your lives with His comfort, His peace, His hope.
Yolanda Rogers <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Sunday, June 20, 2004 7:41 PM CDT
Happy Father's Day, Scott! I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you on this special day. What an awesome father you are to your three beautiful children.
With love,
Haley Hastings <haleyhastings@yahoo.com>
St. Simons Island, GA - Sunday, June 20, 2004 5:00 PM CDT
Congratulations to you all on your new arrival! Another beautiful son. We are happy to hear that you are all doing well and praying that God will continue to give you the strength to get through this difficult month. We are praying for many years filled with much happiness. We think of you often!
Tippy and Ron
Tippy and Ron Missick <sunni85@adelphia.net>
Jupiter, Fl USA - Thursday, June 17, 2004 9:24 PM CDT
Hello! Hope you all are doing well. We were hoping for some new photos of the family. As if you had time for anything besides sleeping with a new baby. You must be looking forward to getting back into your own home.
We love you.
Bill and Cindy <Nudgemar@aol.com>
Raleigh, NC - Thursday, June 17, 2004 9:45 AM CDT
Dear Bunkelmann family;
I love the picture of Emily with her 2 brothers. What a beautiful family you have. I'm sure you are enjoying your newest bundle of joy and getting plenty of sleep!!! Take care of yourselves.
Randa
- Sunday, June 6, 2004 9:43 AM CDT
Although Ethan never met his big brother i know he will grow to be very proud of him. The photos are wonderful and Ethan is gorgeous. God bless you all.
Laura
~X~
laura <take_my_breath_away_@hotmail.com>
St. Albans, herts UK - Friday, June 4, 2004 1:30 PM CDT
Congratulations!!!!!! What a beautiful picture of the children together. Ethan is so precious!!!!! such a tiny little guy, they get big so fast. Enjoy making lots of new memories and instilling the old, may the good Lord bless each of you.
Terri Granger <terrigrng@aol.com>
Loxahatchee, FL - Friday, June 4, 2004 11:44 AM CDT
Beautiful pictures of the children all together!!!!!! Wonderful idea! Congrates to all and know that we keep your family in our prayers. I pray that some peace is with you! Peace and Prayers, 4/j's
Julie <JulieSample1@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.org/fl/jeffery, fl usa - Thursday, June 3, 2004 6:56 AM CDT
Congratulations on your sweet baby. I had followed Seth's site as a friend of Jake Griffin. We are just thrilled that you have new happiness in your life. Your family looks wonderful.
Thank you so much for writing a note on our site for my baby Will. www.caringbridge.com/fl/willson. We must have been in St. Mary's at the same time... Will is doing better each day. Gail's visited Will yesterday from Early Intervention Program. It was great to get a call that he tested well so far. We will be a part of the porgram there moving forward. I look forward to perhaps meeting you during our journey. Until then, I know that your Seth must be proud as punch, and smiling down from heaven at his new brother. God bless you.
Mary Kay Willson <mk@mkminc.com>
Lake Worth, FL USA - Thursday, June 3, 2004 1:27 AM CDT
Congratulations to all of you. Ethan is as gorgeous as his siblings. Ruthie were you ever able to get the picture from Camp Sunshine? I bet they would take one if you/we called there... I doubt we are going to be making it this summer
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Wednesday, June 2, 2004 7:07 PM CDT
Congratulations to the whole family. Ethan is adorable!!
Linda Gozza <gozman001@aol.com>
- Wednesday, June 2, 2004 6:30 PM CDT
How proud big sister looks. Congrats on the birth of your baby boy Ethan! God Bless you all
Love and prayers~
Jennifer Parenti <parenti@netzero.net>
ORFORD, NH USA - Wednesday, June 2, 2004 11:52 AM CDT
Congratulations! He is a very beautiful baby!
Cindy Wright
Tennessee, - Wednesday, June 2, 2004 10:44 AM CDT
What a beautiful baby! I'm sure his big brother is smiling down on him from heaven. Three beautiful children; what special gifts from God.
Elizabeth <thegoodwinfour@aol.com>
Richland, WA - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 9:20 PM CDT
Dear russie-I was wondering when this wonderful day was coming! congratulations on the birth of Ethan Seth (great name!)We are very happy for you and this beautiful new start. Always thinking of you-adri, gerald and zachary
adriana pumphrey
jupiter, fl usa - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 9:06 PM CDT
Dear Ruthie and Scott,
I just saw your beautiful addition to your precious family - God's blessings to you all. Can't wait to see him in person!
Love, Susan
Susan Nero <snero561@aol.com>
WPB, FL USA - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 8:34 PM CDT
Congratulations! Ethan sure is a beautiful baby! I know there is a special Angel in Heaven sending butterfly kisses to those beautiful baby cheeks. Sending hugs your way!
Carol Mack (Mom2Angelz Meghan & Taylor) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, FL USA - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 7:51 PM CDT
I have been checking often and waiting for the wonderful news of Ethan's arrival. So glad to hear that the baby and Ruthie are doing well. Congratulations to all of you! He is a beautiful baby - just like his big brother and big sister. I know that Emily is enjoying her new role and that Seth and Ruth's dad are smiling down on the whole family. Wishing you "Peace" in the coming weeks.
Mikie and Emily (www.caringbridge.org/tn/emily) <smithers@bellsouth.net>
Bartlett, TN - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 6:13 PM CDT
Hello Ruth, Scott and Emily- I have been checking the page often waiting for the good news!!! Congratulations to you all. What beautiful pictures - such a blessing.
Diane Mathis <Stubby3620@aol.com>
Boynton Beach, FL - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 11:20 AM CDT
What a lucky little boy to be born into such a warm and loving family! You all take care of each other! Congratulations!
Kim Barnes <barneska@adelphia.net>
Lake Worth, FL - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 7:46 AM CDT
Congratulations on the birth of your second son. I really like the picture of your children, they are all so gorgeous, but am so sorry that Seth didn't get to be there in person. We will be going through similar in a few days time when our new little one is born and his younger big sister will only be there in a photo frame. As you say another new normal - one with joys in it, but not the joys there might have been.
Wishing Ethan a long, healthy and happy future with your family.
Harri T, Mum of angel-girl Lowri 8 Oct 98 - 23 Sept 02 <timvdw@kcbbs.gen.nz>
Auckland, New Zealand - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 4:21 AM CDT
Congratulations!!!! You have a beautiful family - all five of you! I am so happy you are going through a life change that will bring such joy. God bless you all.
Suzanne
Suzanne Cabrera <MOCabrera@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL - Monday, May 31, 2004 9:35 PM CDT
congrats. Good work Ruthie. Ethan looks so beautiful. The picture of all three of your children is so precious. Look forward to seeing the new addition. Love to you all.Peace Kathy
The Pacheco's <pachecos@gate.net or www.caringbridge.org/fl/kylep>
Lake Worth, Fl USA - Monday, May 31, 2004 7:09 PM CDT
Congradulations Bunkleman Family, on your newest arrival!!! God has many blessing in store for you all, please enjoy them, and remember your always in our prayers. Peace and Prayers, 4/j's
Julie (jeffery and joseph's mom) <JulieSample1@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.org/fl/jeffery, fl usa - Monday, May 31, 2004 10:11 AM CDT
What beautiful children! Can't wait to meet Ethan and give his big sister a hug. Hope you're all getting some rest.
We love you.
Bill and Cindy <Nudgemar@aol.com>
Raleigh, NC - Monday, May 31, 2004 9:47 AM CDT
Ethan is a beautiful addition to your family of five. I know as he grows up he will treasure the stories and memories you tell him of his big brother, Seth. God bless always.
Love,
Debbie Nagy
St. Louis, MO - Sunday, May 30, 2004 11:41 PM CDT
Congratulations!!! I am so, so happy for your family. The new baby is GORGEOUS!!! I will be thinking of you as we come into June. I imagine it will always be a difficult month with many mixed emotions. Give Emily's new little brother a big hug and a kiss from me. I will always remember Seth even though I never had the pleasure of meeting him in person. Jake and Seth....playing with trains together in Heaven (their own little island of sodor..peep peep). Thank you for everything you guys.
With Love,
Susan...mommy forever and ever to Jakey Bear
Griffin
- Sunday, May 30, 2004 10:13 PM CDT
Congratulations on your baby boy Ethan. He is beautiful!!! DeLaine Stricklin
DeLaine Stricklin <wildrew@bellsouth.net>
Jupiter, FL USA - Sunday, May 30, 2004 9:55 PM CDT
Congratulations!!! Ethan is absolutely beautiful!!! Emily seems so proud to be a big sister, (or little girl, whichever she prefers). Seth must be smiling down from heaven, loving his little sister and new little brother. Take good care of yourselves and God bless you.
Randa <randaleiper@hotmail.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Sunday, May 30, 2004 9:23 PM CDT
CONGRATULATIONS! I am finally getting the knack of doing this. It is all greek to me, but I am learning. Anyway, we are soooo happy for all of you. Ethan is so precious & Emmie looks so happy. I know Mom & Dad are happy & from Heaven, Seth is giving his approval. We love you and are so very happy for you. Love, Aunt Rita
Rita Clapp <ritacla@juno.com>
Haines City, Fl. - Sunday, May 30, 2004 9:11 PM CDT
CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR NEW BABY BOY!!!!!!!!!!!! I wish I could have made it to the hospital to see you all. I am so happy for all of you!!
Love
Tammy
Tammy <tammy.leemon@att.net>
Riviera Beach, FL USA - Sunday, May 30, 2004 7:58 PM CDT
WOW! Another beautiful Bunkelman is here! CONGRATULATIONS! Love from the Charltons...:)
Kathy Charlton <ckcharlton@aol.com>
- Sunday, May 30, 2004 7:50 PM CDT
Ruthie and Scott...Baby Ethan is just gorgeous! CONGRATULATIONS!!! I'm so very happy for all of you and I can't wait to hold him!
The picture of your three children is absolutely beautiful. I love all of you very much.
Terry (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Sunday, May 30, 2004 7:40 PM CDT
CONGRADULATIONS!!!!!!!! You have a beautiful baby Scott, Ruthie and Emily. Looking at Seth's picture Ethan looks like his big Brother. Emily sure does look proud of her baby brother. Best of luck to all of you. you are all on my mind alot. I still have Seth's picture on my computer desk.
Mrs. Diane <dlove17@bellsouth.net>
west palm beach, Fl USA - Sunday, May 30, 2004 7:18 PM CDT
Congratulations on the birth of your second son! He's a beautiful baby and is sure to give you unending joy and happiness! Although I am a stranger, I have followed your journals with interest and especially since I, too, am blessed to have a son named Seth! What a beautiful name for such beautiful children! All the best to your family.
Janice (Mom to Seth)
Boca Raton , FL USA - Sunday, May 30, 2004 7:14 PM CDT
Hello, just dropping by to send a hug to you
Love Viks on behalf of everyone at Post Pals
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Sunday, May 30, 2004 4:36 PM CDT
The photo of baby Ethan and his big sister Emily, holding Seth's photo, is priceless. What a beautiful baby!! I'm sure Emily is thrilled to be a big sister, and that from Heaven, Seth is very happy to see his new brother. I'm tickled for all of you!!!
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Thursday, May 27, 2004 5:03 PM CDT
Hi ya'll! Hope everyone is doing well this morning. We're looking forward to seeing pictures of Ethan and hope you're all resting well and enjoying your newest blessing. We love you.
Bill and Cindy <Nudgemar@aol.com>
Raleigh, NC - Thursday, May 27, 2004 7:12 AM CDT
Hi Ruthie, Scott, Emmy...Baby Ethan to be and Aunt G!!
Just checking in on the baby status! I want to thank you SO MUCH for the link you put for my page. I LOVE the notes...so uplifting. Thank you...thank you! My first week back @ work started off slowly, but as of yesterday, I'm feeling almost 'normal'! I never knew that normal could feel so good. There are moments that I actually feel that nothing is wrong. Amazing! I guess all the prayers let me know that I AM in God's hands...and in that there is immense comfort. I cant' wait until they take out the 10 lymph nodes they are thinking about removing. If there is a chance they are bad, take 'em out! Things are going well. I've soooo enjoyed all the meals that came my way over the past few weeks. I've been eating like a princess and actually gained some weight. Yay! I feel better and look better. Anyway...I keep checking your website for the news of Ethan's grand entrance. Keep us posted. Love you guys!! Cousin Kathy
Kathy Goodman <goodkat1@msn.com>
Orlando, FL - Friday, May 21, 2004 8:08 AM CDT
Hello Ruthie, Scott and Emily. Hope all is well with you guys and baby Ethan is on his way out into this wonderful world!!
Dawn M <dmissbach@nc.rr.com>
Wake Forest, - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 9:00 PM CDT
Hi Scott and Ruthie......
Just stopping by to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers!
I know you must be getting very excited with Ethan's arrival coming all too soon!!
Wishing you both the very best!
Love and (((HUGS)))
Eva.........Werbe Racing <KWfan4ever@yahoo.com>
www.caringbrige.org/ks/dianekeel, - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 11:21 AM CDT
Just saying hello from NC and sending hugs and prayers to all. Looking forward to photos of Ethan when he arrives.
Love you!
Bill and Cindy <Nudgemar@aol.com>
Raleigh, NC - Tuesday, May 18, 2004 11:39 AM CDT
Hey guys,
I just wanted to stop by and say hello before I leave for Nicaragua. Another random act of kindness - I'll be doing mission work down there for 9 days. I am headed back to Boggy Creek this summer, as well. I am so excited about Ethan's pending arrival. I know that Seth will celebrate his birth from heaven. I hope that you have a wonderful weekend!
With love,
Haley Hastings <haleyhastings@yahoo.com>
Athens, GA - Thursday, May 13, 2004 10:25 PM CDT
Little Ethan's arrival is sure to be a joyous occasion. I hope that having him here helps you through those difficult anniversaries; I know they still won't be easy, but pray that your new little child helps ease some of the pain of missing Seth. You are ever in my prayers.
Elizabeth <thegoodwinfour@aol.com>
Richland, Wa - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 11:27 AM CDT
Ruthie, Happy Mother's Day...
Janet Sims, www.caringbridge.org/al/janiesims <janetsims@juno.com>
Birmingham, AL - Sunday, May 9, 2004 9:55 PM CDT
Mothers Day Prayer
I Pray for you that on this special Mothers day,
God fills your heart in a truley beautiful way.
And may, He in His reach from heaven above,
Flow the wonderful family spirit, of His love.
I pray He grant, truley sweet and Angelic care,
That you may know, He is, always there.
I pray within God's great vast Love for you
In life, daily onward, In all that you may do,
You feel His love, His strength, His peace,
This Mothers Day blesses a spiritual release.
Have a Blessed Mothers Day
Chris Ullrich - Bella's Grammy <c_ullrich@msn.com, www.caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma>
- Sunday, May 9, 2004 9:05 AM CDT
Happy Mother's Day, Ruthie. All your children, on Earth and in Heaven, are so lucky to have you as their Mommy.
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Saturday, May 8, 2004 2:20 PM CDT
Happy Mother's Day, Ruthie! Seth, Emily, and Ethan are so blessed to have you.
Lindsay Scott www.caringbridge.org/tx/leannescott
- Friday, May 7, 2004 9:11 AM CDT
Hi Ruthie. It has been awhile since I left an entry in the guestbook, but I wanted you to know that not a day goes by that I don't think of Seth and your family and I check in on the site quite frequently. I am so glad that things are going well with your pregnancy and that little Ethan will be joining your family soon. Your family is always in my thoughts and prayers. God Bless!!
Kelley Fitzgerald (www.caringbridge.com/ny/lindsay)
Rochester, NY - Friday, May 7, 2004 7:35 AM CDT
Hello wonderful family. Thank you for letting me know you all updated the page...how exciting to knowing that Ethan will be here soon. He is arriving in your lives at the perfect time...his presence will I hope ease some of the pain of the memories of the loss of Seth. I know it will all be intensely bittersweet. Bless you Ruthie for being such a wonderful MOM! Happy Mother's Day! Love, Kathy
Kathy Charlton <ckcharlton@aol.com>
- Thursday, May 6, 2004 8:54 PM CDT
Hello! I hope you are all well! Ruthie, I am sure you are so anxious to have your little guy, as I am with mine, though I have 7 more weeks! I pray that you have an easy delivery and can be home soon with little Ethan!
God bless you all!!
Miss Court-tee, Mr. Ben, & Elijah (due June 23) <gatoralum24@hotmail.com>
Martha's Vineyard, MA USA - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 8:33 AM CDT
Hi Ruthie, Hi Scott, you are very special to us. Your courage and strength is admirable. You are so right when you say you are a family of five. Seth's passing does not make him any less a part of his family. Thank you for your inspiration and we have been all touched by your loss. We are also rejoicing with you on the expectant birth of Ethan.
take care and stay well.
Rosa Pena <penar@lls.org>
- Wednesday, May 5, 2004 8:32 AM CDT
How can I call you?
cathy lewis <magnoliafl@yahoo.com>
wpb, fl usa - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 7:28 AM CDT
Hi Seth's Family,
I am a close friend of Kathy's and I found your website through hers. Kathy told me about Seth when he was sick and has talked about him many times. I had never seen his beautiful little face until today. I especially love the picture of him and Emily. As a parent myself, I cannot imagine your pain and heartache. I am so sorry. God Bless your family.
Janette Stone <janetics3@aol.com>
Orlando, FL usa - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 5:51 PM CDT
Hello,
I would like to start with how very proud of you I am, and I'm sure Seth is very proud of you also. It takes alot of courage and strength to pick yourself up and dust off after having to say goodbye to someone so special as Seth, but I hope that you also know that all of you are so very lucky to have such a special angel to look over you. Ethan is not a replacment for Seth but a new begining for a deserving and very loving family.I'm sure that Seth is very happy in heaven bragging to the other angels about his baby brother. I would like to give you all a great big (((HUG))) from Kansas it is wonderful to know that you continue to keep moving FORWARD...
Diane (Pita's Piggy) with Team Werbe Racing <pitaspiggy@yahoo.com>
Leavenworth, Ks - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 4:32 PM CDT
Hi,
Just thinking about you and hoping that all is well. We can't wait to meet Ethan and see the rest of the family again. Hopefully, the remodeling will be finished and we can visit you in your "new" home.
Love and hugs,
Bill and Cindy <Nudgemar@aol.com>
Raleigh , NC - Monday, May 3, 2004 12:33 AM CDT
Hello all,
Hope you all are enjoying the spring flowers. I just wanted to stop by to send you a great big (((HUG))) from Kansas. And always remember to keep moving FORWARD...
Diane (Pita's Piggy) with Team Werbe Racing <pitaspiggy@yahoo.com>
Leavenworth, Ks - Wednesday, April 28, 2004 6:29 PM CDT
Hi there...just dropping in to say HI and see how things are going. Hope all is well, as it gets closer to Ethan's arrival. Have a great weekend.
Tom-DaDuck <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
KDH, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Friday, April 16, 2004 1:08 PM CDT
Congratulations on your family addition! We lost our youngest child Christopher in 2001 to Ewings Sarcoma, a rare and deadly juvenile cancer with only about 400 cases diagnosed each year. Unfortunately, I was diagnosed with uterine cancer 3 wks after he passed & had to have a complete hystorectomy. No, you can NEVER replace a lost child. I understand what you mean completely. They are a part of your very being & no one or no thing can ever take their place in your hearts. Chris was the only child we had together as this is the 2nd marriage for both of us. I wish you both happiness and joy in your new child. And most of all, I wish you long cancer free lives for all your family. Peace.
Patty Thompson <thom5550@bellsouth.net>
W Palm Beach, FL USA - Monday, April 12, 2004 11:19 AM CDT
Hello you wonderful little family, just stoppin by to say how HAPPY we are for you, all!
Peace and Prayers,
4/j's
Julie (jeffery and joseph's mom) <JulieSample1@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.org/fl/jeffery, fl usa - Sunday, April 11, 2004 7:54 PM CDT
Thinking of you this Easter, Love everyone at Post Pals
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, April 10, 2004 5:03 PM CDT
Just checking in to let you know you guys are on our minds. We love you!
Todd, Dori & baby Shayn <tjndmn@yahoo.com>
PBS, FL - Friday, April 9, 2004 8:12 PM CDT
I found this site for a reason I think. I´m writing from Iceland. Your dear Seth went to heaven the same day as my mother 30 nov 2002. I apologise for any misspelling,english is not my language. In God´s peace
Ragnheiður Hilmarsdóttir <ragghh@simnet.is>
Reykjavík, Iceland - Friday, April 9, 2004 12:26 AM CDT
Hello sweet family. I am just thinking about you all this day and wanted you to know...I trust that you all are well...stay well! Much love, Kathy
Kathy Charlton <ckcharlton@aol.com>
- Wednesday, April 7, 2004 11:29 AM CDT
I am proud to know Seth and your entire family through Seth's Caringbridge site. Your comments hit home. We will FOREVER be a family of seven and I will FOREVER be proud to be known as Janie's dad.
Thank You
Dan Sims, www.caringbridge.org/al/janiesims
Birmingham, Al USA - Sunday, April 4, 2004 1:10 PM CDT
Hi ya'll,
Just thinking about you and enjoying the photos again. We found some photos of Emily and Seth recently that had been packed away with the move. Our Easter train is out and brings such warm memories of Seth. He thought we were really cool people to have an Easter train.
We hope Easter brings you much joy, love and peace.
Bill and Cindy
Raleigh, NC - Friday, April 2, 2004 11:20 AM CST
Hi ya'll,
Just thinking about you and enjoying the photos again. We found some photos of Emily and Seth recently that had been packed away with the move. Our Easter train is out and brings such warm memories of Seth. He thought we were really cool people to have an Easter train.
We hope Easter brings you much joy, love and peace.
Bill and Cindy
Raleigh, NC - Friday, April 2, 2004 11:20 AM CST
" It is that simple but it is not easy." I believe I understand what you are saying.
karen
birmingham, al - Wednesday, March 31, 2004 8:36 AM CST
I read your message today about your loss of Seth and the soon-to-be birth of your son, Ethan. I think in spite of what your family has been through, that your outlook is very healthy. Yes, you do have a family of 5 and no one will replace Seth. I'm sorry for your loss but I know God still continues to bless your family. Blessings to all of you.
Michele Golay <shel7969@yahoo.com>
Ephrata, PA USA - Monday, March 29, 2004 12:43 AM CST
Ruthie & Scott...Seth could never be "replaced" or forgotten. He holds a very special place in all of our hearts...forever. You're both such awesome parents and such wonderful people.
Thanks for sharing the pictures. Emily is such a beautiful little girl. What a smile! One that, truly, warms the heart.
You're all in my continued prayers...
Much love...
Terry (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 6:58 PM CST
Seth was such a handsome little boy and so adorable. I can't believe how beautiful Emily is. This is my first time to this web page, I came from Gooch's site. I will say a prayer for your whole family. take care~
Cathy Bowman <chope2769@aol.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Monday, March 22, 2004 7:55 PM CST
I enjoyed your pictures, how wonderful. I'm praying for your family.
love and prayers~
Jennifer Parenti <parenti@netzero.net>
Orford, NH USA - Thursday, March 18, 2004 12:21 AM CST
Most certainly not, no child could ever replace the "Trainman Seth". He was a one of a kind and will always be part of your family. You are so right Scott, Seth has very special privledges where he is at, he is with God above. People often speak without thinking, especially in difficult circumstances or when they feel uncomfortable. Your suggestion of expressing sorrow and happiness when appropriate is a good one. There really are no words that can ease the pain of losing a child. I will come back frequently to check and see if Ethan has arrived. Until then, I will be praying for an easy, safe and healthy delivery of your newest family member.
Love,
Debbie Nagy
St. Louis, MO - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 11:57 PM CST
Praying for the "peace that passes all understanding" to be with you as you anticipate the birth of Ethan and mourn for your sweet Seth.
Loved the picture of Emily and her teacher in the photo album. What a smile!
Elizabeth Goodwin <thegoodwinfour@aol.com>
Richland, WA - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 9:24 PM CST
Hi Emmie, Ethan and parents,
thank you for the update and sharing your experiences with us. Thank you for reminding us that Seth does have special privileges. How beautiful. We have a dear friend, Valerie Ochs, who is a nurse at St. Mary's birthing center, so I know that you'll continue to receive good care. Hope you can come and visit us sometime. You have an open invitation.
Love, Bill and Cindy
Martinsons <Nudgemar@aol.com>
Raleigh, NC - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 3:26 PM CST
I have been reading Seths site for a long, long time, but never signed the guestbook before (shame on me). The March 15th entry struck so many chords with me that I had to write and say hi. I lost my youngest daughter Lowri to Wilms tumor in September 2002, 2 weeks before her 4th birthday, and am now expecting another baby in June at the grand old age of 42. What you have said about the emotions of this situation and the things people say to you are so true and so well put. We always wanted four children, and I will have my four children when this one arrives, I am just so sad that I didn't get them all on earth at the the same time. Wishing you all the best for the birth of Ethan, and sending you (((hugs))) of understanding.
Harri <timvdw@kcbbs.gen.nz>
Auckland, New Zealand - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 3:05 PM CST
HAPPY ST. PATRICK'S DAY!!!! Wishing you all much happiness today and always.
May the road rise to meet you.
May the wind be always at your back.
May the sun shine warm upon your face.
May the rains fall soft upon your fields.
And until we meet again,
May God hold you in the hollow of His hand.
Da-IrishDuck <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
KDH, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 2:28 PM CST
Dear Seth's Daddy, & Mommy,
Your latest journal entry bought me to tears. I was especially moved when you wrote,
"We are a family of five, and one of us has special privileges." How true!
My eyes look up to the heavens and I smile as I imagine the special privileges your very special Seth is enjoying as he plays in the Light of the Lord.
I'm thinking that you are having another child because there is a baby, a sweet little boy named Ethan, that is waiting to be, that needs to be, and is supposed to be, a part of your family. This is his time to be here, to make your family more complete, not to 'replace' Seth, because no member of a family can replace another. Ethan is coming to take his own place, his rightful place, in his family, as your newest baby, the little brother of Seth and Emily. Ethan is going to be loved and treasured as each of your cherished babies have been. May the Lord make His Face to shine upon all five of you.
Wishing all of you great joy as you await Ethan's arrival and comfort in your sorrow as you continue to mourn Seth's absence.
Love, Ginny <prayers4angels@aol.com>
- Wednesday, March 17, 2004 1:45 AM CST
Hi Ruthie, Scott, Emily, and Ethan! I just wanted to say hello, and I hope all is well. I loved seeing the pictures in the photo album, especially the one of Emily and Miss Leslie! Emily looks so happy, as I am sure she is being there! I miss you guys, and continue to pray for you!
Miss Court-tee, and Elijah (due June 23)
Courtney Higgins <gatoralum24@hotmail.com>
Martha's Vineyard, MA USA - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 8:38 AM CST
Scott, You have a gift for expressing yourself. What a wonderful thing to have. I'm sure that this ability has been a big part in your healing. Thanks for the update. By the way, I know exactly who that "ederly woman" is. I think you're right, she means well. Please know that most people don't think you're "replacing" Seth. We know that there is plenty of room in a family filled with love.
Kim Barnes <barneska@adelphia.net>
Lake Worth, - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 7:56 AM CST
Dear Scott and Ruthie:
The most recent entry that Scott wrote expressed so clearly the deep emotions that you feel as Ethan's birthdate draws near. I love you all and am thinking of you.
Jenniffer St.John
Lake Worth, FL USA - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 7:36 AM CST
Hi Ruthie and family,
thanks for your update, it is nice to see Seth's smiling face. The picture of him and Emily made me cry. He is missed alot. Love to you, Robyn
Quito's Mom <caringbridge.com/ca/quito>yodelgado07@aol.com>
San Diego, - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 1:51 AM CST
Just stopping by to say I'm thinking of you.
Janet Sims,mom to Angel Janie, Janie’s Page <janetsims@juno.com>
Birmingham, AL - Monday, March 15, 2004 12:50 AM CST
We took our little boy to the National Rail Museum in the nearby city of York, to see Thomas the Tank Engine and Friends two weekends ago. Seth was on my mind a lot that day, and I just wanted to let you know he is not forgotten.
Hope you are all well, getting ready for the new baby. Big hugs to everyone!
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Saturday, March 13, 2004 10:23 PM CST
Hello sweet Family...I have been thinking of you all. I am hoping and trusting that this finds you all feeling fine...remembering you and your sweet boy...Love, Kathy
Kathy Charlton <ckcharlton@aol.com>
- Wednesday, March 10, 2004 1:41 PM CST
Hello, Friends...Hope this early March day finds you well. Spring has been teasing us this week, after last week's big coastal storm and the snowstorm inland. We just had tons of wind and rain. What's the countdown now? 4 months? I hope all is going well on that front. Take care, all.
Tom-DaDuck <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
KDH, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Thursday, March 4, 2004 5:24 PM CST
Good Afternoon:
I hope all is well. I have not been able to check on you guys in a while, but you are all in my prayers. Every morning when I get up and get dressed I put on my gold pin with the train for Seth. My husband is now wearing a gold pin for me.
I pray all is well and look forward to hearing about the new baby. Much love and many prayers,
Wendy Ruth
Wendy Ruth Paxton <wendy.paxton@carolinashealthcare.org>
- Tuesday, March 2, 2004 4:29 PM CST
Hello sweet family...just thinking of you all tonight. Ruthie, how are you feeling? Spring is coming, the symbol of new life beginning again...God bless you all. Love, Kathy
Kathy Charlton <ckcharlton@aol.com>
- Saturday, February 28, 2004 9:25 PM CST
Thinking about you guys and hope everything is going well for you all. You're always in my thoughts and prayers.
Carol Mack (Meghan's Mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, FL USA - Friday, February 27, 2004 7:34 PM CST
Thinking about you, Bunkelmann Family! Hope things are going well!
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Monday, February 23, 2004 11:25 PM CST
Congratulations on your marathon run. When my 4 year old nice was diagnosed with ALL, a lady who is now my friend joined Team in Training and ran her 1st marathon to honor my niece. I have followed Seth's Caring Bridge site for quite a while and prayed so much for him and your family. Since my niece was diagnosed with leukemia 3 years ago, my uncle was diagnosed with leukemia and lost his battle and my aunt was diagnosed in Aug and lost her battle yesterday. My aunt prayed for Seth and ironically he will greet her in Heaven. I am planning to run the Disney marathon next year and will wear Seth's name along with many other Angels I have "met" via Caring Bridge the past 3 years. God Bless.
Cathy LaMarre <cathy.lamarre@irctt.com>
Boone, NC - Tuesday, February 17, 2004 1:24 PM CST
Peace be with you. Our thoughts and prayers are with you
Clara
Charlotte, NC - Tuesday, February 17, 2004 7:25 AM CST
Just stopping by to say Hi! Hope all is well with all of you
Tom-DaDuck <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
KDH, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Monday, February 16, 2004 5:42 PM CST
Happy Valentine's Day to all of you. Thinking of you and sending lots of love.
Terry (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Saturday, February 14, 2004 7:58 PM CST
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY, Ruthie, Scott and the entire family!
I wish a wonderfully, 'sweet' day for all of you!
Love and ((((HUGS))))
Eva <KWfan4ever@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, February 14, 2004 8:23 AM CST
Just stopping by to say WOW! on the marathon! I know how hard it is on your body...but worth the pain when compared to what children and adults go through every day as they suffer from blood related cancers. Still, enduring a marathon is beyond explanation! (I'm still hurting from the Marine Corps Marathon from October!!)I know your thoughts of Seth carried you through every mile...whether you ran, walked, limped, or hobbled! Congratulations ! Your family is so sweet and dedicated...I am lucky to know you through CaringBridge...
Janet Sims, mom to Janie, www.caringbridge.org/al/janiesims <janetsims@juno.com>
Birmingham, AL - Friday, February 13, 2004 2:02 PM CST
I just wanted you guys to know that I think of you so often even though I sign in so little. And, when I think of you, I lift you up to the Lord in prayer. My nephew, Alex, loves trains just like Seth did and so whenever I am playing with him or thinking about him and his trains, it brings your precious little Seth to mind. Please know that I am continuing to think of and pray for you during what I know are difficult times. Blessings and love to you in Christ.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Monday, February 9, 2004 2:50 PM CST
Scott and Ruthie and family, I'm so happy for you all, and thank you from the bottom of my heart, for being there and helping so many families with your story. I will never, never, forget you all, you were the first family that I every saw on the caringbridge site. Peace and Prayers to you all, 4/j's
julie (jeffery and joseph's mom) <JulieSample1@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.org/fl/jeffery, fl usa - Friday, February 6, 2004 11:12 PM CST
Scott and Ruthie:
I am so proud of you guys. I am so sorry I was unable to make my appearance for the marathon, but on January 15, 2004, I was diagnosed with Lymphoma and are world is still trying to get into the groove of doctor's appointments instead of running schedules. Boy, running is much more fun. I thought of you guys too much during the week of the race. I am so proud of you! I believe next year my husband and I both will be running/walking in the Disney event.
Ruthie: I received a card today from Zac's mother. She told me about all they have been going through and it breaks my heart. If you know of anything I can do for them, please let me know. Thanks for your help. Please remember how much I am praying for you all and keep me posted on the baby. Much love and too many prayers to count,
Wendy Ruth Paxton <wendy.paxton@carolinashealthcare.org>
- Friday, February 6, 2004 9:29 AM CST
Scott and Ruthie,
First off, I must say congrats on the marathon! What an accomplishment - I know Seth is so proud of his daddy! Secondly, I was driving home today and saw a bumper sticker that said "practice random acts of kindness". Of course it made me think of you! I know that I can look back in the journal history for a refresher on last year's suggestions, but it would be awesome if you could post your list again. That way those who are new to Seth's site can carry on this tradition - because if they are anything like me, the average New Years Resolutions have long since been forgotten. I am hopefully going to volunteer at Boggy Creek again this year. I am also going to go on a mission trip to Nicaragua in May. I know I've said this before, and I'm sure I'll say it again, but thank you for the wonderful values you and your son instilled in me. I love the new pictures - Emily is so beautiful! I hope that you have a wonderful week!
with love,
Haley Hastings <haleyhastings@yahoo.com>
Athens, GA - Tuesday, February 3, 2004 10:12 PM CST
Wow!! lots of money! Thank you God, and all of you for all your work! Hope all is going well, just wanted to stop by and say Hello, it's been awhile. "just keepin tabs"
Peace and Prayers to you all, 4/j's
Julie (jeffery and joseph's mom) <JulieSample1@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.org/fl/jeffery, fl usa - Tuesday, February 3, 2004 10:07 AM CST
Congratulations on completing the run and raising so much money. You are completely awesome!!!
Linda G <gozman001@aol.com>
- Saturday, January 31, 2004 9:30 AM CST
What JAN said!!!!!!!
Not only is the Trainman Seth proud of you, but we, your friends are as well. Congrats to TeamSeth and all the participants for putting so much into such a worthy cause. I hope the pregnancy is going along smoothly, Ruthie. Only 5 short(?) months to go ;) Take care...hope to hear from you guys again soon. God Bless!
Tom-DaDuck <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
KDH, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Saturday, January 31, 2004 6:47 AM CST
AWESOME!!!
Jan Cairnes <cairnes@bellsouth.net>
- Friday, January 30, 2004 10:44 PM CST
Congratulations on all you are doing to find a cure for blood related cancers. I'm sure Seth and his Grandpa are both very proud of you all.
You are in my prayers.
Elizabeth <thegoodwinfour@aol.com>
Richland, WA - Friday, January 30, 2004 6:50 PM CST
Scott and Ruthie...Congratulations on the Disney Marathon. I'm so proud of both of you!
Much love...
Terry (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.cairngbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Thursday, January 29, 2004 3:38 PM CST
Congratulations on the successful marathon. We are really proud of you and all that you are doing to help others. Love the photos. Please give Emmie a hug from us.
Bill and Cindy <Nudgemar@aol.com>
Raleigh, NC - Thursday, January 29, 2004 1:12 PM CST
SCOTT AND RUTHIE,
I HAVE BEN CHECKING EVERYDAY FOR A NEW UPDATE , I AM SO GLAD YOU UPDATED. WE THINK OF YOU ALL DAILY YOUR ALWAYS IN OUR PRAYERS.
SOUNDS LIKE THE RACE WAS A GREAT SUCCESS! AND I KNOW MR.TRAIN MAN WAS SO PROUD OF ALL OF YOU. EVERYONE IS!!
AUDRA SCHMIDT
www.caringbridge.org/fl/tymichaelschmidt <grlwndr68@hotmail.com>
HOBE SOUND, FL COLD IN FLORIDA?? - Thursday, January 29, 2004 11:27 AM CST
Glad for the update!!! Congrats on completing the marathon, and yes, Seth is ALWAYS very proud of his family. I'm glad to know you are all doing well. Big hugs, and update again soon!
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 10:15 PM CST
I wanted to visit Seth's website to see if there were any updates. I am the one who writes the newsletter, LAMENTATIONS, and I didn't have your email address. With your permission, I would like to add Seth's website on our website. www.cumberlandcollege.edu/lamentations/joininginmemory.html
How precious he is!
Dinah Taylor <dinah@cumberlandcollege.edu>
WIlliamsburg, KY USA - Sunday, January 25, 2004 5:33 PM CST
Ruthie: Thinking about you and hoping everything is going well. You're in my thoughts.
Carol Mack (Meghan's Mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, FL USA - Sunday, January 25, 2004 1:03 PM CST
Hi Ruthie, Scott and Emily - Just stopping by to say hello and let you know I was thinking of you.
Diane Mathis (Mitchell's mom) <Stubby3620@ao.com>
Boynton Beach, FL - Saturday, January 24, 2004 8:56 AM CST
Hoping things are still going well. Think of you, and of little Trainman, often!
Warm wishes and best regards,
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Friday, January 23, 2004 6:04 PM CST
Dear Bunkelman family...I have been thinking of you all so much lately. I suppose you cannot read my thoughts, so I knew I needed to check the page and leave a note...Scott that was the most beautiful letter I have ever read; I am sorry I missed being a part of that ceremony-I would have been blessed to be there that night...I hope you are recuperating from the run and I did not realize that Ruthie had to forego her walk--may you all continue to be blessed and continue to find peace as you learn to navigate this life we have all the while knowing that your Seth is sharing the same moon, just from a different vantage point. Much love and thoughts of you all-Kathy
Kathy Charlton <ckcharlton@aol.com >
- Sunday, January 18, 2004 2:55 PM CST
Thinking about you, Bunkelmann Family!!
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Friday, January 16, 2004 6:32 PM CST
Hi guys,
Sharing in your pain and emptiness, and also in your joy of a new addition. Missing our precious angels soooo much!!! We'll keep you all in our thoughts and prayers. Sending lots of love from above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND CREW.
(forever missing our precious angels)
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA USA - Thursday, January 15, 2004 10:56 AM CST
Hello friends...Just stopping by from cold NC to say HI and see what's new with the family. Take care!
Tom
KDH, NC - Monday, January 12, 2004 3:47 AM CST
Hi Bunklemans!
I am sorry that I have not signed in forever. Life took a hold of me, but I never forgot about the beautiful family that changed my life. I am so happy for you and the new baby. What a wonderful name you have chosen for him. Seth's legacy will forever live in on in Ethan, and all those who have known him.
I got to thinking today about how last year, my new years resolutions revolved around my random acts of kindness. I am going for a repeat this year. I am a different person because of those things...thanks to you and Seth. I'm not sure where God will lead me this year, but know that whatever I will do, I am doing because of you.
I think today was the day that you did the half-marathon. I am sure that it was a wonderful experience. I can't wait to hear all about it.
With love,
Haley Hastings <haleyhastings@yahoo.com>
Athens, GA - Sunday, January 11, 2004 10:17 PM CST
Hi All,
I wanted to let you know how famous you all are - especially Seth. Mr John (from pre-school) and I volunteered at the beer truck at Clematis By Night tonight to raise money for the Leukemia Society. I told everyone why I was volunteering (Seth, of course!) and so many people said that they had seen his parents at the kick-off or on TV and had heard Seth's story. He touched their hearts and they gave generously - I was getting $5 and $10 tips on a $2 beer. Seth's purpose here on this earth becomes more evident each day. I will report back with the final amount raised but I actually had $20s falling out of my apron (but rescued thanks to Mr. John!)
His song will be sung, if we do the singing - praise God!
With love and prayers,
Suzanne
Suzanne Cabrera <MOCabrera@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL - Thursday, January 8, 2004 9:04 PM CST
Hi Bunklemans, Angela has not forgotten Seth. Preschool is one of her best memories.
We wish Ruthie all the best through her pregnancy.
I'm jealous-newborns...ahhh
Happy New Year!
Krenz
- Tuesday, January 6, 2004 11:58 PM CST
Oh my, that entry leaves me here with tears streaming wishing for you to have your son back. Beautiful words you wrote. I was so happy to hear that your newest addition is coming along wonderfully. Please know that you are all in my thoughts and prayers. God bless, Eileen
www.caringbridge.org/il/ej
- Tuesday, January 6, 2004 2:10 PM CST
Scott,
Your update was very moving. Hoping only good things for you guys in 2004. You deserve that. Peace.
Bo Mathis(father of DOUBLE M)
www.caringbridge.com/fl/champ <saveit24@aol.com>
boynton beach, fl - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 1:01 AM CST
Hi,
I linked to your web site through someone else's web site and I'm so glad I did. What a wonderful, wonderful thing you wrote...I'm sitting here with tears in my eyes and wishing your son was still there with you. I'm so sorry for your loss. Best wishes to your family as you continue on in this new and changed life you have. You'll be in my thoughts and prayers. Sincerely, Sharon in Minnesota
Sharon <moibray@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Monday, January 5, 2004 11:22 PM CST
Thank you for sharing the beautiful reading...
Ruthie: I can certainly understand your disappointment in not crossing the "starting line" as a participant in the Disney Marathon this Sunday. But you ARE participating - look at all that you've done to make this a most memorable event for many people. Look at the number of people who would never have known about Team in Training without you AND how many people that committed never actually BELIEVED that they could accomplish such a feat until you convinced them otherwise. You will complete a Team in Training event one day. I only wish that I were running Disney this time so that I could give you a well-deserved medal.
Jenniffer St.John <stjohn@palmbeach.k12.fl.us>
Lake Worth, FL - Monday, January 5, 2004 1:36 PM CST
Hello from your neighbors!!!! Always thinking of you!!!!!
neighbors <****@hotmail.com>
- Friday, January 2, 2004 9:29 PM CST
Thank you for the updates and sharing with us. May you have a blessed and peace filled New Year.
Love, Bill and Cindy
Bill and Cindy <Nudgemar@aol.com>
Raleigh, NC - Thursday, January 1, 2004 2:04 PM CST
Wishing you Peace, Love and joy in 2004!
TOm <Werberacing@aol.com>
KDH, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Thursday, January 1, 2004 7:19 AM CST
Scott, that was one of the most touching things I have ever read. It made me cry to remember your sweet little boy, and all of the wonderful things he would say. My husband, Ben remembers coming into the preschool and having little Seth say, "Hi, I'm Seth Bunkleman. What is your name?" He mentioned that out of the clear blue the other day when he saw Seth's picture in our living room. I just wanted you guys to know that that sweet angel touched more people than you realize! He is truely missed. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. God bless you and that new little angel you have created! Have a wonderful New Year!
Miss Court-tee <gatoralum24@hotmail.com>
Martha's Vineyard, MA USA - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 1:29 PM CST
Hope you all have a wonderful New Year, with many blessings and much happiness. HUGS!
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Monday, December 29, 2003 10:28 PM CST
What beautiful thoughts... Thinking about you all and wishing you a happy, healthy and wonderous new year!! Keep the pictures coming - they're beautiful.
Dawn M <dmissbach@nc.rr.com>
Wake Forest, NC - Saturday, December 27, 2003 7:32 PM CST
Hi guys,
Just sitting here reading what Scott wrote, it is beautiful. We missed Seth this holiday. Always thinking about him and you as well we love you.
Love,
Aunt Dori, Uncle Todd & baby Shayn
Dori Neary <tjndmn@yahoo.com>
pbs, fl - Friday, December 26, 2003 11:49 AM CST
I thought about Seth yesterday. He was wearing a birthday hat and celebrating with the guest of honor. Merry Christmas and may this coming year be filled with happiness and hope.
Kim Barnes <barneska@adelphia.net>
Lake Worth, FL - Friday, December 26, 2003 9:18 AM CST
CHRISTMAS GIFTS
IF I COULD GIVE YOU LOVELY GIFTS
TO MAKE GLAD YOUR CHRISTMAS DAY,
I WOULD NOT GIVE YOU A SINGLE ONE.
I'D TAKE SOME THINGS AWAY.
I WOULD TAKE AWAY ALL YOUR SORROWS
ALL PAIN AND DOUBT AND FEARS.
I'D TAKE AWAY THE LONELY HOURS
THAT WOULD COME THROUGHTOUT THE YEAR.
I WOULD TAKE AWAY ALL UNKIND WORDS
THAT MAKE YOUR HEARTACHES DEEP.
I'D TAKE YOUR WORRIES AND YOUR CARES,
THESE I WOULD NOT KEEP.
YOU SEE INSTEAD OF LOVELY GIFTS,
"IF I ONLY COULD"
I'D TAKE AWAY FROM YOU ALL THE BAD THINGS
AND LEAVE ROOM FOR ALL THE GOOD.
Author Unknown
Memories and Bonding are treasures that can never be taken away.
After reading this, I can not properly express how I feel.
I am very deeply touched.
Wishing you and yours a very Happy Holiday.
Hugs and Hope, Love and Prayers to you from us, QOL.
Cheryl <carpathienblue@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, December 25, 2003 0:55 AM CST
Scott, Ruthie, Emily, Ethan, and Seth (in heaven),
Merry Christmas! I'm so glad to hear all is well with Ruthie and the baby. May the new year bring you many joys.
Laura and Reilly
- Wednesday, December 24, 2003 8:11 PM CST
MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!!!! Scott, I just read your entry and I have to say it brought tears to my eyes. You wrote it very well. I'am sure Seth and Wally are both looking down on all of you. Yes Scott Seth hears your every word. It's so hard to believe it has been over a year since my little buddy left us. and Wally also. CONGRADULATIONS on another son. Ruthie, you take it easy now ( ha ha) like us mothers can do that. May God Bless you all. Merry Christmas and Happy New Years!!! I'am no longer at Dunkin Donuts.Now at Subway by where books a millon use to be. Ms. Diane
Diane Love <dlove17@bellsouth.net>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 8:10 PM CST
Mr Bunklemann, your letter to Seth is the most beautiful thing I think I have ever read. I'm speechless.
It's wonderful to read that the baby is so healthy. I hope this Christmas is filled with much love and good memories for you all. Blessings and warmest wishes.
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 7:43 PM CST
Stopped by to spread some holiday cheer around. May our HEAVENLY FATHER wrap his loving arms around you all and grant you some strength and peace during this special season. GOD BLESS. Sending lots of love from above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND CREW.
(forever missing our precious angels)
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 7:55 AM CST
Ruthie, Scott & Emily...Praying for peace in your heart this holiday season.
Much love!
Terry (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 4:58 AM CST
Greetings, Ruthie, Scott, Emily, and baby ;) I hope this holiday season is finding all of you well and healthy. Please give us an update... it's been a while. Merry Christmas! †
Tom-DaDuck <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Tuesday, December 23, 2003 8:09 PM CST
Ruthie, I feel like I don’t know what to say or how to say it, and in reality know there are no words to say to lessen the pain and grief for you. Then I feel it’s like adding salt to the wound, that my child is doing well. That’s most certainly not meant to you personally, but I used to look at healthy kids when Ron was first diagnosed and wonder what was so great about them, why not one of them instead?, and I have no doubt in your shoes I would really need a break from seeing everyone else's healthy kids, or kids doing well. I know you parents who have faced the unthinkable loss all revel in another child making it and doing well, but it still has to hurt. I look at the kids who dont make it and try to find the defining line, the one thing to comfort me into thinking "okay, well it wont happen to us because"... and too often there is no dividing line. I don’t really know what the point of this is, but I do wish you well and a peaceful holiday season, and most of all an uneventful (unless its good events) 2004, filled with good memories of your loved ones.
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Tuesday, December 23, 2003 8:46 AM CST
Have a blessed Christmas!
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Monday, December 22, 2003 2:08 PM CST
A quick note to let you know that I've thought obout you all often. May Seth's spirit be with you this holiday season. LOL Kim
Kim Barnes <barneska@adelphia.net>
Lake Worth, FL - Monday, December 22, 2003 12:35 AM CST
Thinking of you guys this Holiday season. Hoping for a family update soon
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
KDH, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Monday, December 22, 2003 10:07 AM CST
I'm stopping in to let you know that you remain very close in thought and prayer. I am so sorry I don't get to sign in more, but I wanted you to know that you are never forgotten. Blessings to you during this difficult time for your family.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Friday, December 19, 2003 9:23 PM CST
Thinking of you, Bunkelmann Family! Hope you have a beautiful Christmas.
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Friday, December 19, 2003 6:34 PM CST
Dearest Family
I gently wrap warm thoughts of you
in my little christmas prayers
For Heaven to smile on you
For Angels to watch over you
and the love of Jesus to fill your heart
God Bless You And Your Family This Holiday
Chris Ullrich - Grand daughter dx with AML M5 <c_ullrich@msn.com, www.caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma >
Hemingford, Ne USA - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 12:24 AM CST
Thinking of you.
Elizabeth
- Monday, December 15, 2003 9:16 PM CST
What absolutely beautiful children you have. I love the pictures of Seth and Emily in the photo album! I am sending holiday wishes your way for a season filled with hope, love, joy and peace. God Bless.
Eileen www.caringbridge.org/il/ej---ALL are welcome for a visit!
- Tuesday, December 9, 2003 0:29 AM CST
Just stopping by to say hello. I hope that this finds you well. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
With love,
Haley Hastings <haleyhastings@yahoo.com>
Athens, GA - Monday, December 8, 2003 12:49 AM CST
Thinking about you today...
Janet Sims <janetsims@juno.com>
Birmingham, AL - Saturday, December 6, 2003 5:21 PM CST
Hi Guys... Just popping in before I go wander off for a nap... working again tonight. Been hoping for an update.... Hope all is well this Early December with everyone...
Tom-DaDuck <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
KDH, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Saturday, December 6, 2003 4:42 PM CST
Dearest ones...I caught you all on the news last night. What a beautiful family you are. I am so proud to know that the fight against this cancer has some of the bravest fighters on its side...I have been thinking of you all so very much lately. I hope you are holding up-I know that you are...take good care of each other. Love, Kathy
Kathy Charlton <ckcharlton@aol.com >
- Friday, December 5, 2003 1:03 PM CST
What a fantastic photo of Emily with Santa. Gosh she is really growing up, isn't she? Sure does make me smile!
My son Ryan is 2 years and 4 months old now, and he's into trains so so so much. He has 3 train sets already, and he's getting another one from the grandparents, for Christmas. He can't get enough! Makes me think of Seth.
Hope you are all doing well. I'll keep in touch!
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Thursday, December 4, 2003 3:16 PM CST
Dear Ruthie, Scott and Emily,
I did think of you yesterday a number of times when I saw the date on something. Somehow, I never managed to get to the computer though. I know it must have been a difficult day for you, but I hope and pray that the new life soon to be does give you some comfort. Seth the Trainman can never be replaced and will always be remembered. Praying for you now and during the holidays especially. God bless you always.
In His love,
Debbie Nagy
St. Louis, MO - Monday, December 1, 2003 9:39 PM CST
Thinking about your little Trainman today....
Big hugs for all of you,
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Sunday, November 30, 2003 9:34 PM CST
Hey Scott, Ruthie and Emily- I wanted to let you know that you are all in my thoughts and prayers today, and always.
Diane Mathis (Mitchell's mom) <Stubby3620@aol.com>
Boynton Beach, FL - Sunday, November 30, 2003 8:24 PM CST
Dear Ruthie and Scott, I wanted you to know that you are in my thoughts. I continue to keep your family in my prayers, but even more so this past week and today.
Debbie <thepullons@prodigy.net>
Tequesta, FL - Sunday, November 30, 2003 7:21 PM CST
Ruthie: Thinking so much of you (especially today). My thoughts and prayers are always with you but I want you to especially know that I have thought about you and your family all day today (actually, it's been all week knowing this day was coming so fast). Hugs to you all.
Carolyn Mack (^^Meghan's^^ Mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Tears in Titusville, fl usa - Sunday, November 30, 2003 7:14 PM CST
Ruthie, thinking of you, not that everyday isnt hard,but today moreso....
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Sunday, November 30, 2003 6:45 PM CST
Hi Girlfriend:
Sending you lots and lots of GREAT BIG Hugs and Kisses!
All of our Love,
Denise, Michael and Dylan
Denise Baker <Baker 110@Adelphia.net>
- Sunday, November 30, 2003 6:26 PM CST
Ruthie & Scott...Thinking and praying for both of you on this very difficult day. I went to the cemetery today--what beautiful flowers at Seth's beautiful stone.
Much love...
Terry (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Sunday, November 30, 2003 5:03 PM CST
Thinking of you all as you face this difficult day. Know that there are many thoughts and prayers for you!
Love and ((((HUGS))))
Eva <KWfan4ever@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, November 30, 2003 1:12 PM CST
My very special thoughts and prayers are with you today - so many raw emotions must be going through you all today ((hugs)) from North Carolina
~~I believe the stars in the sky are openings where our loved ones shine down and let us know they are happy~~
Lynne - living, laughing and loving and moving FORWARD w/angel Glenn <LynneNCfan@earthlink.net>
Clayton, NC - Sunday, November 30, 2003 12:33 AM CST
Thinking very warm, special thoughts for all the Trainman's family today. God bless you †
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
KDH, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Sunday, November 30, 2003 6:54 AM CST
Just wanted to wish you all a Happy Thanksgiving and let you know that we are thinking of you and praying that the upcoming week will be bearable. I will continue to pray for you all. Much love,
Wendy Ruth Paxton <wendy.paxton@carolinashealthcare.org>
- Friday, November 28, 2003 9:11 AM CST
Happy Thanksgiving!
Thinking about you today, as always.
With love,
Haley Hastings <haleyhastings@yahoo.com>
Athens, GA - Thursday, November 27, 2003 3:20 PM CST
Wishing you a very special 
May you share some very special memories on this day giving Thanks.
Tom-DaDuck <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
KDH, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Thursday, November 27, 2003 1:56 PM CST
Wishing you and your family a very blessed Thanksgiving.
http://lightingchildrenslives.org
Melanie Davila- Lighting Children's Lives <positivestories@aol.com>
- Thursday, November 27, 2003 12:29 AM CST
wishing you and your family a Happy Thanksgiving!!!
cindy valverde <cin71630 @bellsouth.net>
royal palm beach, fla usa - Thursday, November 27, 2003 11:31 AM CST
HAPPY THANKSGIVING - with love from above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND CREW. (forever missing our precious angels)
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA - Thursday, November 27, 2003 10:15 AM CST
Hoping you have a Happy Thanksgiving.
Hugs and Hope, Love and Prayers to you from us.
Cheryl <carpathienblue@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, November 27, 2003 9:37 AM CST
Wishing your many blessings this Thanksgiving.
Elizabeth (www.caringbridge.org/wa/aidangoodwin)
- Monday, November 24, 2003 7:21 PM CST
Been thinking about you folks. Hope all is still going well with the new baby. Have a wonderful Thanksgiving!
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Monday, November 24, 2003 4:35 PM CST
Well guys, how did the scavenger hunt go? It sure sounds like it was gonna be a blast. Hope the weather was good... Just wanted to stop in and say HI to everyone...
Tom-DaDuck <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
KDH, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Sunday, November 23, 2003 9:26 PM CST
Thinking about you and praying for you this month and during the holidays.
Love,
Debbie Nagy
St. Louis, MO - Saturday, November 22, 2003 11:00 PM CST
You are in our thoughts and prayers. We feel so blessed that you've shared your journey with us and are truly thankful for your witness through difficult times. Seth and Wally will always hold a place in our hearts. Much love to a very special family.
Bill and Cindy
Raleigh, NC - Saturday, November 22, 2003 2:53 PM CST
Just wanted to say hello...thinking of you all alot lately. I hope you are well. Much love to you all. Kathy Charlton
Kathy Charlton <ckcharlton@aol.com>
- Wednesday, November 19, 2003 5:06 PM CST
Just checking in on you guys. I hope all is well. It sounds as if you are all very busy.
Have a great weekend.
Wendy Ruth
Wendy Ruth Paxton <wendy.paxton@carolinashealthcare.org>
- Thursday, November 13, 2003 3:41 PM CST
Hello sweet family...just dropping by and thinking of you all today. Much love, Kathy
Kathy Charlton <ckcharlton@aol.com>
- Thursday, November 13, 2003 12:59 AM CST
HOWDY from Texas!
This is Leanne (www.caringbridge.com/tx/leannescott) I was just thinking about you and I actually was looking through old entries when I ran across an entry you sent me. I started smiling... it was the one about where we each received a new name according to the third letter of our first name and the 2nd and 4th letters of our last name... you got it out of a book! How fun!! I started to do my friends names... heehee... :) well, I hope you all are doing well, it sounds like you are busy over there! I met this girl on a trip, Ali, and one of her friends was diagnosed with osteosarcoma in her right hip February 24,2003. She is awaiting the time when she goes to be with her Savior... along with Seth... (she has a caringbridge website it is www.caringbridge.com/tx/hannahgrace)--- that was if you ever found time out of your busy schedule to look at... but anyway, she found a really cool Scripture that I wanted to share with you: Where can I go from your Spirit? Where can I flee from your presence? If I rise on the wings of the dawn, if I settle on the far side of the sea, even there your hand will guide me, your right hand will hold me fast. If I say, "Surely the darkness will hide me and the light become night around me," even the darkness will not be dark to you; the night will shine like the day, for darkness is as light to you. Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting. (Psalm 139:7,9-12,23-24) I will let you go now. Much love,
PS Emily looked so cute at Halloween!! what a precious angel!!
Leanne Scott (www.caringbridge.org/tx/leannescott)
Tomball, TX USA - Tuesday, November 11, 2003 8:10 PM CST
Well, I know I haven't posted in a while. (sorry) I just wanted to let you guys know that I am thinking about you and I'm still here.
Love you,
Aunt Dori
Dori Neary <tjndmn@yahoo.com>
Palm Beach Shores, FL - Tuesday, November 11, 2003 7:39 PM CST
Ruthie, CONGRATS on the new baby!! We will pray for you to have a wonderful, event-free pregnancy! We also are excited about the fundraiser coming up. Sounds like it will go great! We wish you much success!
I must say, I love the pictures you posted. I know how you missed Seth this Halloween....I missed Janie so bad. I saw a little girl at our school carnival the night before Halloween and she was wearing the exact same Snow White dress Janie wore last year. How I cried...and then smiled at the little girl who gave me a little piece of Janie...even if it was for just a brief moment.
I know you have some difficult days coming. I will be thinking of your family....
Janet Sims, mom to Janie-forever 5 yrs old, www.caringbridge.org/al/janiesims <janetsims@juno.com>
Birmingham, AL - Friday, November 7, 2003 10:32 AM CST
Ahhh---another event, too far away----I'll be there in spirit with y'all. Sounds like a lot of fun for all involved. Love the new pics... Emily sure is a cute little gal ;)
Tom-DaDuck <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
KDH, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Friday, November 7, 2003 7:34 AM CST
Good morning, Bunkelmann family! The event you have planned for the LLS sounds so EXCITING!!!! If I am in town, I will definately come by to watch the fun.
I love the pictures of your beautiful children.
Love, Jenniffer
Jenniffer St.John
Lake Worth, FL - Friday, November 7, 2003 7:28 AM CST
Wow. Looking at the new pics, I can't believe how healthy Seth looked, yet as you noted, a month later he was gone. Unreal. Just unreal. I can't imagine what a rough time of year this is for you. Wish I could hug you all.
Emily is sooooo big now!! She is just gorgeous. And I know that new baby is going to be a knockout, too. You Bunkelmann's make beautiful children!
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Thursday, November 6, 2003 8:16 PM CST
Just wanted to let you know we are thinking about you. Congratulations on the baby. I had to laugh when you talked about knowing what causes it :) I hope Emily is doing well at pre-school. The twins need to visit one of these days. I am keeping your rapidly expanding household in my prayers.
Suzanne
Suzanne Cabrera <MOCabrera@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL - Thursday, November 6, 2003 6:45 PM CST
Hello sweet family. Thinking of you all today as always with warm thoughts and lots of love. I hope that you are well. Ruthie, I trust no news is good news and that you are feeling fine...stay close, hoping to see you all soon. Love Kathy
Kathy Charlton <ckcharlton@aol.com>
- Wednesday, November 5, 2003 10:40 AM CST
*****CONGRATULATIONS!!!*****
How nice to hear the news about the pregnancy! I am so very happy for you - you all deserve to have such joy in your life. Best wishes!
Eileen
- Tuesday, November 4, 2003 6:45 PM CST
Congratulations and best wishes!!!
Bo Mathis(father of DOUBLE M)
www.caringbridge.com/fl/champ <saveit24@aol.com>
Boynton Beach, Florida - Tuesday, November 4, 2003 1:28 AM CST
Congratulations Ruthie! AWESOME NEWS!! Waddle on girlfriend!!
Thinking of you always!
xO
Chanda & Jake <courtneychanda@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, November 2, 2003 6:40 PM CST
Happy Halloween! Hope you have a safe and swell time tonight!
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Friday, October 31, 2003 2:55 PM CST
Thinking of you, Bunkelmann Family!!
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Wednesday, October 29, 2003 7:19 PM CST
Hello friends...just checking in. You have been on my mind much these past days. Take good care of each other. Love, Kathy
Kathy Charlton <katherino1@aol.com >
- Tuesday, October 28, 2003 10:21 AM CST
Great news, Ruthie and Scott~~~I'll be praying for a problem-free pregnancy.
Hope your mom has gotten settled in, and you've been able to get some of the boxes put away.
That scavenger hunt sounds neat---can't wait to read about it. I, too, wish I lived closer...I love games like that, especially for a worthy cause.
Take care...
Tom---DaDuck <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Saturday, October 25, 2003 9:28 PM CDT
Ruthie & Scott...CONGRATULATIONS!!! What a lucky child to have two such loving parents!!!
Much love...
Terry (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Saturday, October 25, 2003 6:58 PM CDT
Ruthie - What wonderful news! Congratulations from the Mathis family. When I saw you at POST last week, I heard Annette ask how you were feeling but I figured it was the flu that you had - this is MUCH better than the flu!!! Congratulations again...
Diane Mathis <Stubby3620@aol.com>
Boynton Beach, FL - Saturday, October 25, 2003 5:52 PM CDT
Ruthie:
Great news! More beautiful children coming to this world. You guys do make cute kids. Keep us posted!
Have a great weekend. Much love and many prayers,
Wendy Ruth
Wendy Ruth Paxton
- Friday, October 24, 2003 2:20 PM CDT
Hello Ruthie and Scott,
Congratulations on all the news. This time it was tears of joy. We miss all of you. If the house gets too crowded while waiting for the addition, you can send your mom up to visit us. How blessed this new baby is to have such a wonderful family. You are in our prayers and hearts.
We love you.
Bill and Cindy <Nudgemar@aol.com>
Raleigh, NC - Wednesday, October 22, 2003 12:44 AM CDT
Congratulations! May your life be richly blessed by this child as it already has been by your first two children.
The Scavenger Hunt sounds so fun. I wish we lived closer and could participate. What a wonderful idea.
You are in my prayers.
Elizabeth
Richland, WA - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 10:32 PM CDT
Congratulations on the Big News! I am so glad that I checked in with you learned that you are having a baby. That is wonderful! We will be praying for a healthy baby.
Take care and God bless.
Morgan's Page
Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 5:01 PM CDT
Congratulations on all of the new additions in your life.
Our prayers continue to be with all of you.
Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.org/mn/deemartinson/ <jennifer.miles@thomson.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 2:15 PM CDT
What wonderful new for you guys...a mom and a baby coming. That is such a blessing. We look forward to seeing you guys at the WPBF reunion!!! A pregnant Ruthie!!! YEA!!!! I know the "wild woman" will use all that energy to keep Ruthie is shape for the marathon.... Love you guys...we think and pray for you often!!! LOVE to the whole "getting bigger by the moment" Bunkelmann Family
Jo <writejo@planetparrot.net>
Deerfield Beach, FL - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 8:43 AM CDT
I am so happy for all of you!! I know Emily will be a fabulous big sister and a child couldn't ask for more devoted or special parents. Take care of yourselves and ENJOY!!! I know Seth is smiling ....
Dawn M
- Monday, October 20, 2003 7:02 PM CDT
CONGRATS!!! I think it is wonderful. A baby will be a blessing for you both and Emily will be a great sister.
Laurie Schultheis (Amanda's Mom) <ed5054@msn.com>
- Monday, October 20, 2003 6:54 PM CDT
Hi Ruthie!
Congratulations on your news!! I am so excited for you. You are such a special, wonderful family, and it is so good to know that there will be ANOTHER one of you! You are in my prayers and thoughts often.
Lindsay Scott www.caringbridge.org/tx/leannescott
College Station, TX - Monday, October 20, 2003 3:30 PM CDT
What lovely news about the baby. Happiness and health to you and your family.
Gloria McShane, ALL parent <gmcshane@btinternet.com>
Darlington, England - Monday, October 20, 2003 3:21 PM CDT
Congratulations!! I can't think of a luckier baby!
Kim Barnes <kbarnes@pbpost.com>
Lake Worth, FL - Monday, October 20, 2003 8:17 AM CDT
I can not even tell you how BIG the smile on my face was as I read your journal entry (-: I am so thankful that another wonderful Bunkelmann will grace this planet.
Jenniffer St.John <stjohn@palmbeach.k12.fl.us>
- Monday, October 20, 2003 7:46 AM CDT
Congratulations!! I am so happy for all of you! What exciting news! I can only imagine how excited Emily must be! I know how much she loves being a sister!!! May God continue to bless you always. I wish you the best in all that you do. My prayers are with you.
Love,
Miss Court-Tee
Courtney Higgins <gatoralum24@hotmail.com>
Martha's Vineyard, MA USA - Monday, October 20, 2003 7:44 AM CDT
Ruthie and Scott, Cogratulaions on your wonderful news. Boy, you guys sure know how to pack a lot of emotion into one year, don't you?! :) You are both amazing. Can we by any chance get a video of that marathon waddle?
Sue Davis-Killian
- Sunday, October 19, 2003 7:37 PM CDT
Ruthie:
That is the most fabulous news! I am so happy for you guys...you go girl. I am not pregnant but I could not do the run so I really give you credit.
Thinking of you,
Susan and Big Jake
.
., - Sunday, October 19, 2003 2:03 PM CDT
Hello precious family---WOW! You have taken being busy to a whole new level--you have been busy! What amazingly wonderful news. I can truly imagine how blessed you feel, and know that you are...it is a very emotional time for you all this I know. Stay strong, the fundraiser sounds wonderful. Can I help? Let me know. Take good care. Much love and Congratulations! XXXXOOOO Kathy
Kathy Charlton <katherino1@aol.com>
- Sunday, October 19, 2003 12:03 AM CDT
Dear Ruthie and Scott,
Wow! That is awesome news!! I am so happy to hear about the new baby on the way. What a wonderful blessing he/she will be. I know that it has to be bittersweet, but life does go on. I am sure that the baby will soon learn how special his big brother, Seth, was. I will be praying for you to have a healthy pregnancy. God bless.
Debbie Nagy
St. Louis, MO - Saturday, October 18, 2003 6:13 PM CDT
Ruthie and Scott,
I am SO happy for you!! I can close my eyes and picture your beautiful angel Seth with a huge grin on his face. Sending lots of warm, loving thoughts and prayers to your beautiful family!
Kelley Fitzgerald (www.caringbridge.com/ny/lindsay)
Rochester, NY - Saturday, October 18, 2003 4:48 PM CDT
I'm so happy for you!! God Bless you!!
Kasey Gunde <Kasey.Gunde@delta.com>
US, NC US - Saturday, October 18, 2003 9:32 AM CDT
WEll, may I say, Thank God, your having your third child! What a wonderful thing, now the "wild woman" will have someone to love, as only a sister could! I'm so happy that Emily will have another brother, or maybe a sister to share clothes and stuff with. I pray that the baby is unbelievably healthy, and just as beautiful as Seth and Emily are. God bless you all, and it just seems right for your Mom to be with ya'll huh. Don't work to hard on the house, Ruthie. Greek~ Allocalla It'll all be ok. Peace and Prayers to you and yours, from us, 4/J's
Julie, Jeffery & Joseph's, Mom <JulieSample1@aol.com>
jax, fl usa - Friday, October 17, 2003 11:02 PM CDT
Ruthie,
I am so happy for the two of you. I just can't tell how much. You two are incredible and I barely know you. I envy the way you two held eachother through all of this. Unfortunately, Joe and I were not so lucky. Anyway, Congrats. You two deserve some well needed happiness.
Love,
Suzanne (Joe Joe's mom)
Suzanne Matuella
- Friday, October 17, 2003 8:31 PM CDT
Congratulations! I was so excited when I read your update. Good luck with the boxes. We've been living in our house for 12 years and there still boxes in the attic I haven't gone through ;} I would love to participate in the fundraiser at City Place. I'll start scrounging up a team.
With Love and Prayers
The Cabreras (Suzanne, Maurice, Alex and Rachel)
Suzanne Cabrera <MOCabrera@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL - Friday, October 17, 2003 8:03 PM CDT
Ruthie: AHHHHHHH! I'm SO happy for you!!!!!! I'm about 15 weeks now and am due in April. I know how bittersweet this is. Laughed so hard about the advanced maternal age....I am too...although I'm definitely not running, walking or waddling any marathons.....I can barely get out of bed as it is, funny how big you get soon after the first one or two :o) Anyway, CONGRATULATIONS! I know there are two Angels watching from above and smiling at their new babys coming. Have fun with those darn horse pills (I forgot how horrible those prenatal vitams really were)!
Carolyn Mack (Meghan's Mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, FL USA - Friday, October 17, 2003 7:51 PM CDT
I'm very happy about your news!! It's amazing how, despite great loss and heartache, life goes on... I know Emily will be an awesome big sister, and your new baby will hear all about the special life of her big brother, too. And how nice that your mother will be right there to share it all with you!
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Friday, October 17, 2003 5:45 PM CDT
Hi Ruthie and Scott,
I just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of your family. I hope that all is well.
Love,
Haley Hastings <haleyhastings@yahoo.com>
Athens, GA - Thursday, October 16, 2003 9:06 PM CDT
Where are you?????? We're missing you guys and your updates on how your doing.. Please update soon... We ALL miss you.
Your caringbridge friends
- Wednesday, October 15, 2003 10:53 AM CDT
Hello Bunklemann Family,
Just thinking of you!
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Thursday, October 9, 2003 10:20 AM CDT
Hi GUys----just checking in....Love the pics of Seth's Train from the walk! Hope all is well with everyone there. Last couple weeks here have been interesting, with the hurricane and all. Things are slowly getting back to something...
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
KDH, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Sunday, October 5, 2003 10:32 PM CDT
LOVE the pictures!!!
Yesterday I took my boys to a "farm equipment/railroad" museum.. I thought of John Russell when I looked at all that farm machinery- and I thought of Seth when I saw the trains...
I bet he's riding the best trains there are right about now. Peace and blessings to your family, Love, Laura
.org/ca/coltonmeyer
- Sunday, October 5, 2003 9:32 PM CDT
Ruthie and Scott...
Thank you for sharing the great pictures of the Seth Train!! You all did a wonderful job!!
For all you do, thank you!
Love and ((((HUGS))))
Eva
- Saturday, October 4, 2003 6:05 PM CDT
Wonderful photos! Thank you for sharing them and for continuing to share how you are doing. I keep you in my prayers.
Elizabeth
Richland, WA - Thursday, October 2, 2003 9:07 AM CDT
Ruthie:
I am just sitting here reading about all that has been going on and your family is so strong and wonderful. I continue to pray for your all daily and have been training for a race. You all are never far from my thoughts and prayers.
Much love, Wendy Ruth
Wendy Ruth Paxton <wendy.paxton@carolinashealthcare.org>
- Wednesday, October 1, 2003 10:04 AM CDT
Ruthie and Scott - thanks again for sharing a part of your lives with us who go around these CB sites. The pictures are so precious of the train yet bitter sweet. I feel a special attachment to Seth because of my husbands love for trains and memories of our son and Glenn playing with them. I have to believe that Glenn and Seth have found each other up there in heaven and are building one massive train layout. I smile just thinking about that possibility. Thoughts and prayers continue to you both and your family.
Lynne - proud member of TeamWerbe Racing <LynneNCfan@earthlink.net - caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel>
Clayton, NC - Saturday, September 27, 2003 11:44 AM CDT
Ruthie and Scott...I was just at Meghan Mack's site and read about her picture being on Seth's train at LTN. It was such a crazy, emotional night that I never did get to see the train close up. I didn't realize, until right now, that you had pictures of children on it. I'm able to make out Meghan, Katia and my own little Angel Jalen. I'm sitting here in tears. You two are just so awesome. You both never cease to amaze me. I'm so proud to call both of you my friends.
Much love...
Terry (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Friday, September 26, 2003 7:31 PM CDT
It's great to read about the turnout and support for Light The Night. Team Seth ROCKS!!!
I know I haven't left many entries on here lately, but I do think of you all. I'm glad to read that you are doing well. HUGS to each of you, and to Seth in Heaven.
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Friday, September 26, 2003 6:55 AM CDT
Hello Ruthie, Scott and family, How did the walk go? It sounded like it went beautifully. I wish I were able to be there with you and support Team Seth Train! What an inspiration you all are! I always pray for you and think of you often. I started my radiation last week and it's going alright so far, just a little pink and tired. I'll come by again and visit soon. May God wrap you in His loving arms. What a sight that was to see all those balloons going up to Heaven? Must have been spectacular!!! Your new friend, Deirdre
Deirdre Samiotis <www.caringbridge.org/ct/deirdre>
East Hartford , Ct - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 4:38 PM CDT
Ruthie, Scott & Emily,
What a great turnout for Light the Night!! There were so many people there showing their support, how terrific. You did a fantastic job with the Team Seth Train, and we certainly had a great time singing "Seth's been working on the Railroad. I know we turned a few heads!
You both are so dedicated and it is very inspiring to be with you. I look forward to seeing you soon.
Take care,
Karen (aka Trent and Cameron's Mom)
Karen Leonard <kgtcleonard@netzero.net>
West Palm Beach, FL - Monday, September 22, 2003 1:44 PM CDT
Ruthie, Scott & Emily...Looking forward to seeing you tonight at LTN.
Thinking of you and sending lots of love...
Terry (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Friday, September 19, 2003 7:42 AM CDT
I was thinking about you today. I think of you so often and pray for you just as often as I think of you. You have a special place in my heart because of Seth's love for trains. I'll have to email you about something that's on my heart about that. Anyways, please know that you are loved and not forgotten and neither is your beautiful little boy. I can never see a train without thinking of you all. Blessings in Christ.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Thursday, September 18, 2003 3:53 PM CDT
Ruthie, I just wanted to stop by and check on you guys. Our LTN Walk (Memphis)is this Thursday night. We have a Team Emily. As I walk with my Emmie, I will also be thinking about your beautiful little boy and saying a prayer for your family. Keep up the good work with your training! Peace and God Bless!
Mikie from ALL-KIDS (www.caringbridge.org/tn/emily)
- Tuesday, September 16, 2003 10:04 PM CDT
Ruthie - Just stopping by to say Hello and to let you know that I will be volunteering to help with our 'Light the Night" here in Raleigh NC on Sept 20th - (hurricane Isabel permitting). While my husband did not have leukemia or blood related cancers - he did have cancer and any involvement in this battle I feel helps his memory too. Your ways of coping with Seths loss helped me to deal with losing my husband and I feel honored to be able to give something back.
~~I believe the stars in the sky are openings where our loved ones shine down to let us know they are happy~~
Lynne - proud member of TeamWerbe Racing <LynneNCfan@earthlink.net - caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel>
North Carolina, - Monday, September 15, 2003 8:05 PM CDT
Hello Scott and Ruthie, I just wanted to stop and say hello. I have been praying for strength for you and your family. I am happy to hear that training for the race is going well. I wish I could participate in the race. I started my radiation today, the 1st of 40 treatments. So even if I lived in Fl, I wouldn't be any good. I still haven't got my energy back from the chemo. Well I hope things are going ok for you, and as always, I will pray for you. Your new friend, Deirdre
Deirdre Samiotis <www.caringbridge.org/ct/deirdre>
East Hartford, Ct - Monday, September 15, 2003 2:55 PM CDT
Ruthie....
Thank you for allowing me to honor Seth at our Relay for Life! I agree with you, we must find a way to stop this monster that is taking from us!!
I wish you all the best!
Love and ((((HUGS))))
Eva <KWfan4ever@yahoo.com>
Marcellus, Michigan - Friday, September 12, 2003 8:49 PM CDT
Hi guys.... stopping by to look for an update, but I guess things like school and work and training sorta get in the way ;-) Wow, Emily sure is getting big fast! She's such a cutie!
I sure hope all of you down there are keeping your eyes open for Isabel. That's one mean looking storm right now. I know we're watching it closely up here in NC.
I'm going to be in KC next weekend!!!! I'm heading out there to visit Diane, Racq and Ed, and our new CB friend Crystal. Then it'll be off to the track to watch Ed race on Saturday. I'm really looking forward to getting out there again. Never know what Racq has planned ;-)
Hope y'all have a great week ahead!
DaDuck <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
Hurricane Harbor, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 1:03 AM CDT
Ruthie - just stopping by to say HI and let you know I am still thinking about you and your family and praying for the healing process to continue. I believe our angels were with WerbeRacing on Saturday night and helped them to a top 5 finish and they are with us everyday.
~~I believe the stars are openings where our loved ones shine down to let us know they are happy~~
Lynne - loving wife of Glenn - now my guardian angel <LynneNCfan@earthlink.net - caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel>
Clayton, NC - Sunday, September 7, 2003 10:19 PM CDT
Just writing quick to let you know that I am still thinking of you and praying for you every day!
God Bless you all!
Miss Court-tee (as Seth would have said) <gatoralum24@hotmail.com>
Martha's Vineyard, MA USA - Friday, September 5, 2003 2:21 PM CDT
I just wanted to say hello. I hope everything goes well at the doctors. You guys have gone through enough! You don't need any more stuff going on!
The pictures of the staute and the bricks are very beautiful. And your daughter is just breathtaking.
Prayers, Love and Hugs to you from us.
Cheryl <carpathienblue@yahoo.com>
- Friday, September 5, 2003 0:57 AM CDT
Hello dear friends...just thinking about you all this morning. Ruthie, what a pleasant surprise to see you and Emily that day. Take good care. How lovely that brick in Seth's honor. Love, Kathy
Kathy Charlton
- Wednesday, September 3, 2003 8:30 AM CDT
Dear Ruthie, Scott, and Emily, thank you so much for signing my guestbook, it was nice seeing a new friend! I am so sorry about the loss of your precious Seth. He was a beautiful little man. My heart goes out to you and I will definately put you on my prayer list. Please know that our Lord will never leave you or forsake you. Your little angel will always be with you. I'm happy to hear that Emily started preschool. Please also tell your sister Dori, that I am praying for her, for I went through the same thing. She can get through this, she has a wonderful support system. I will be checking in on you again, please write to me and let me know how your doing. Your new friend, Deirdre
Deirdre Samiotis <www.caringbridge.org/ct/deirdre>
East Hartford , Ct - Monday, September 1, 2003 6:30 PM CDT
Just stopped by to let you know that we share your pain and emptiness. Don't think that it will ever go away!!! Take care and praying for peace and serenity for you all. Sending lots of love from above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND CREW.
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA - Monday, September 1, 2003 10:32 AM CDT
Scott and Ruthie...It was nice seeing you on Friday at Kelsey Park. Emily is getting so big and is so beautiful! I hope she's feeling better. Thank you for taking pictures of Jalen's brick for us. I'm glad Seth's and Jalen's bricks are close in proximity because I know that our boys are buddies playing together in heaven.
Much love...
Terry (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Sunday, August 31, 2003 6:02 PM CDT
Hi Ruthie and Scott,
We were happy to see a new update even if my eyes are filled with tears. Emily is growing up so quickly. How blessed the school is to have her there. Give Dori a hug for us. You are all in our prayers.
Love you all!
Bill and Cindy Martinson <Nudgemar@aol.com>
Raleigh, NC - Sunday, August 31, 2003 4:05 PM CDT
It's so good to read your update. I am glad to know that you're all able to keep moving forward. Never ever forgetting Seth, but moving forward. Emily is getting so big!! It's great to hear that she's enjoying her school (I know all about the shared germs, lol....my son brought home the flu his first week at the childcare center).
Seeing Seth and Jalen's bricks gave me a little catch in my throat. Special, beautiful children who will always be loved and who will always be missed.
Peace and lots of hugs,
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Sunday, August 31, 2003 2:44 AM CDT
Thinking of you; praying for your sister; remembering Seth always.
Hugs,
Tracey xo
canada, - Thursday, August 28, 2003 11:00 PM CDT
Hi Scott and Ruthie,
I just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking about y'all. Your family is in my prayers.
With love,
Haley Hastings <haleyhastings@yahoo.com>
Athens, GA - Thursday, August 28, 2003 8:02 PM CDT
Thinking of you all.
Big hugs,
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Thursday, August 28, 2003 5:32 PM CDT
Hope all is going well with training, and that your sister is doing well.
Elizabeth
Richland, WA - Tuesday, August 26, 2003 6:50 PM CDT
Scott and Ruthie...Just wanted to say hello and let you know that I'm thinking of both of you. I'll see you this Friday morning at the Christmas Box Angel statue.
Much love...
Terry (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Tuesday, August 26, 2003 5:14 AM CDT
Hi. Just wanted you to know that you are on my heart today. I think of you often and lift you up in prayer. Blessings to you as you continue to work through this horribly difficult time in your life. Love to you in Christ.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Sunday, August 24, 2003 1:15 PM CDT
Ruthie - just wandering around the caring-bridge sites to see how everyone is doing. Still keeping you and your family in my prayers. I'm coming up on 5 months (Saturday) - in some ways it doesn't seem that long and in other ways it seems like an eternity but rest in the belief that Glenn is up there with Seth and all the other angels watching over us. Please keep Diane in your prayers - she is having a rough time now and could use them as does all of Team Werbe.
~~I believe stars in the sky are openings where our loved ones shine down to let us know they are happy~~
Lynne - loving wife of Glenn - now my guardian angel <LynneNCfan@earthlink.net - caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel>
Clayton, NC - Thursday, August 21, 2003 8:56 AM CDT
Ruthie-
Just wanted to drop in and say hello. I have been thinking about you and I hope you are doing well and hanging in there. We also hope and pray that everything is okay with your sister. Sending our love your way!
Much love, Michelle, Erik, and Cam
Michelle Jorgensen (Cam's mommy)
- Thursday, August 21, 2003 8:07 AM CDT
Just checking in. I continue to pray for the best possible news for your sister, and for your family as you miss Seth and your dad.
Elizabeth
Richland, WA - Monday, August 18, 2003 10:13 AM CDT
Scott and Ruthie,
I just wanted to stop by and say hi. I will say extra prayers for Dori and your family ~ I hope and pray that her test results come back okay. Your family is such an inspiration. My two weeks at Camp Sunshine are living proof of that. Without your encouraging words I can honestly say that I don't believe I would have ever discovered the true value of volunteering. Although I have always tried to give back, now I feel that I have a purpose in doing so. Not only do I want to make a difference, I know that I need to. It has become somewhat of a 'life line' for me. School starts on Monday, and I will go back with an entirely different prespective than I have in years past. The experiences associated with my random acts of kindness have blessed me in ways I never thought possible. Thank you for changing my life for the better. May God bless your family.
With love,
Haley Hastings <haleyhastings@yahoo.com>
St. Simons Island, GA - Saturday, August 16, 2003 5:24 PM CDT
Hi! Thanks again for the gift certificates and the cookies! Zac is putting on lots of weight!
See you soon!
Love always, Natalee & Zac
- Saturday, August 16, 2003 8:20 AM CDT
I think of Seth everytime I hear those trains- and I always will... Laura
ca/coltonmeyer
- Friday, August 15, 2003 12:33 AM CDT
Touch Of An Angel
I felt an angel's touch today,
in the midst of my despair.
Twas sent by God, Himself, to say,
"be still and know I'm there."
To lead through days of darkness,
and light your way with love.
Be still and know, deep in your heart,
I'm reigning from above.
I'll lift you when you stumble,
I'm with you all the time.
I understand and share your pain;
remember child of mine,
The end is coming quickly;
the Lord shall soon appear.
To resurrect the righteous ones,
I love and hold so dear.
And bring them home, into a place,
where broken hearts are healed.
And promises I made to you,
will finally be fulfilled.
This life is but a spot in time,
a place for lessons learned.
Heaven holds the key to all,
your broken spirit yearns.
I sent an angel down today,
to show my words are true.
You're never far, beyond the arms,
of all God's love for you.
All material copyright @Judy Van Meter
You are in my heart and prayers. If you ever need someone to talk to or lean on, please email me. May God draw near and give you strength and hope and allow you to feel the touch of your angel.
Love and hugs
Judy
Website: http://www.catchanangel.com
Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Friday, August 15, 2003 7:01 AM CDT
Ruthie - my thoughts and prayers continue for you and your family as you still grieve the loss of Seth and his grandaddy and now while you wait the uncertainty of your sisters diagnosis. You continue to be an inspiration to me and others.
~~I believe stars in the sky are openings where our loved ones shine down to let us know they are happy~~
Lynne - loving wife of Glenn - now my guardian angel <LynneNCfan@earthlink.net - caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel>
Clayton, NC - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 1:25 PM CDT
Dori is in my prayers, as are the members of your family as you raise funds and awareness for the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society. It is a wonderful thing you are doing in memory of your sweet boy.
Elizabeth (www.caringbridge.org/wa/aidangoodwin)
Richland, WA - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 10:32 AM CDT
Ruthie,
You are in my thoughts and prayers always and I'm sending lots of prayers and positive thoughts that all turns out well for your sister. My mom just had the same type of scare and it turned out to be okay. Saying prayers it will be the same for Dori.
Kelley Fitzgerald (www.caringbridge.com/ny/lindsay)
Rochester, NY - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 8:44 AM CDT
Ruthie,
You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Miss Leslie must be a VERY special teacher and blessing; what incredibly lucky children to have someone like that.
I truly admire all your efforts to find a CURE.
Happy Belated Birthday Ruth:)
Hugs,
Tracey xo
Canada, - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 2:29 AM CDT
Ruthie, I pray for you guys daily and will be adding Dori to my list. Hope that her results are back soon and that they are ok. Good luck with your training and fundraising efforts.
Mikie from ALL-KIDS (www.caringbridge.org/tn/emily)
- Monday, August 11, 2003 4:44 PM CDT
Scott,
Saw your pictures on the Notables section this morning. I am sure Seth is very proud of you both. Here is my address, please send me a letter and Michele and I will gladly help in your fund raising.
Brian and Michele Steele
6478 Wetland Drive
Lake Worth, Florida 33467
Brian Steele <bksteele@msn.com>
Lake Worth, Fl - Monday, August 11, 2003 2:40 PM CDT
Just stopping by to say "hi"... I will keep Dori in my prayers. Thank you for the pictures of her, Todd and Shayn... she is growing up SO FAST!! Your family is always in my prayers.
Much love
Teri Forbush
Jupiter, FL - Monday, August 11, 2003 12:05 AM CDT
Ruthie...my thoughts and prayers are with your sister, Dori. Your niece, Shayn, is gorgeous! Thank you for the pictures.
Much love,
Terry (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Monday, August 11, 2003 7:36 AM CDT
Girl, Girl, Girl... I only have positive thoughts and feelings for Dori. I know it's going to be benign and you will all find the strength to get through this. She has two very powerful angels pulling strings for her. Keep the faith and keep up the good fight. You and Scott are a shining example of God's power that allows us to overcome adversity and pain and take something good away from something so bad. You are all in my prayers and thoughts.
Smiles and love...
Dawn M
- Sunday, August 10, 2003 10:56 PM CDT
Hi Scott,
Denise contacted me a few months ago when Dianna graduated. She told me what has been happening the last 20 years with your family. Hard to believe it has been that long. I was very sorry to hear of your loss. It makes me appreciate how healthy my children have been. I wish there was something I could say or do to make it easier for you and your family. Consider this a big hug from Wisconsin.
Char
P.S. The 3rd Street neighborhood in Fond du Lac has changed very little.
Char Fatke <cfats@charter.net>
West Bend, WI usa - Saturday, August 9, 2003 8:48 PM CDT
Blessings to you as you continue on thru the grieving process. We are praying for you and sending lots of love from above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND CREW.
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA - Saturday, August 9, 2003 6:14 PM CDT
Ruthie, I want you to know that I haven't forgotten about you. Even though I haven't signed in for a while, I have never stopped thinking of you and praying for you. My nephew has a big train that goes around the ceiling of his room, through his closet, into the bonus room and then back making all the "real" train noises, etc. Every time I go to their house or even think about that train, or a train of any sort, I think of your Seth and I lift up prayers for you. Blessings to you as you continue to grieve. Know that you are cared for, prayed for and loved. Blessings.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Thursday, August 7, 2003 11:49 AM CDT
Ruthie...I'm so sorry that you had a difficult birthday. As always, my thoughts and prayers are with all of you. Hope to see you on Friday at Kelsey Park.
Terry (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Monday, August 4, 2003 3:56 PM CDT
Thanks so much for sharing your emotions and trials with all of us. I can't even begin to imagine the constant pain you feel every day, but you are working through it in such a wonderfully positive way. We are all so very proud of you and our hearts and prayers go out to you with much love! This is the first time I've signed in...and again, want to thank you for adding me to your e-mail group. You are very special people who have much to share and teach us all.
P.S. Father John's sermon at the 7:30 mass talked about people just like you who see a vision that moves and strengthens your faith. If you haven't had a chance to meet him or talk to him yet, I hope you take a moment to introduce yourselves. He's a pretty neat guy with alot of wisdom to teach and share. I couldn't help but think of you when he was speaking!
Love you all!
Lisa Flinn <lisa.flinn@prudential.com>
- Monday, August 4, 2003 8:48 AM CDT
Scott, Ruthie and Emily,
I can only imagine the kind of week you must have had. I know how emotional those graduation ceremonies can be. I am sure that Miss Leslie poured her heart out. I only wish that I could have been there to hear all of the wonderful things that she said about your little Seth. I miss all of those little kids so much. I am so happy for you that Emily will be going there, too. It is truely a wonderful place!
Take care and God Bless you always!
Miss Courtney <gatoralum24@hotmail.com>
Martha's Vineyard, MA USA - Monday, August 4, 2003 8:26 AM CDT
I am so overcome when I read your page. I still can't belive you have been robbed twice from this cancer monster. You are both amazing promoting the Leukemia & Lymphoma Society. We do a lot of work for them also and I know how draining it can be. I can't imagine how you get through it. My little Ryan (9 years old) actually names every child he knows who has passed away from this dreaded disease. He also mentions those still in the fight. He really makes an impact. It's hard to hear a 9 year old speak about things that a child should never know. We just hope and pray that some day there will be enough money raised to find a cure. Anyway, I was thinking of you and wanted you to know.......you're always in my thoughts and prayers.
www.caringbridge.org/ky/ryans.hope
Michele, Ryan's mom
Hebron, ky - Sunday, August 3, 2003 11:08 PM CDT
Dear Ruthie, Scott & Emily,
It was so wonderful to see you at the graduation, you both show a tremendous strength by even being able to go. We all know what a terrific place RCCA is and Miss Leslie did a beautiful job describing the days we had there with Seth. I can't wait for Cameron & Emily to have the same experience. Only 10 more days!!!!
We think about you every day and pray for days that find you a little peace.
See you soon,
XXXXXXXXXX
Karen, AKA Trent's Mom <kgtcleonard@netzero.net>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Saturday, August 2, 2003 9:41 PM CDT
Ruthie, You and Scott are amazing. I can only imagine how difficult each day is for you guys; but, you are making sure that Seth has a legacy worthy of him. And, you are working to help the rest of us going through this horrible disease. I can't think of anyone better to be National Spokepeople for how important this effort is.
I think of Seth daily and say a prayer for your peace and comfort. I pray that he and his grandfather are enjoying all of the riches Heaven has to offer.
God Bless!
Mikie from ALL-KIDS (www.caringbridge.org/tn/emily)
- Saturday, August 2, 2003 8:59 PM CDT
We Will Walk By Day, We will Walk By Nght, We will Walk in the rain, Or even on a beautiful day. We will walk in Memory of That little engineer who was such an inspiration to us all!!! May God continue to hold all of you up. YOU ARE SO VERY MUCHED LOVED.
AS Mom in heaven would say...GOD BLESS
Tim & Suzanne McAuliffe
Lake Worth, FL - Saturday, August 2, 2003 4:37 PM CDT
Hi Ruthie, Scott and Emmie,
Wish we could have been there to hear Scott's talk. You all are an inspiration. We miss you all.
Love and prayers
Bill and Cindy
Raleigh, NC - Saturday, August 2, 2003 3:11 PM CDT
You can still make me cry so well, Ruthie. I thank you for that! I love the picture of Seth, how cool someone was to think of putting a railroad track around the frame! His teacher is a wonderful person, that's the kind of teachers we need to help our children through the school years. I haven't ever heard ya'll speak, but if ya'll speak anything like you write, you should be speakers for our children. Emily is so pretty with her little shirt with Seth on it. God bless you all, Peace and Prayers, 4/J's
Julie (jeffery's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/jeffery <JulieSample1@aol.com>
jax, fl usa - Friday, August 1, 2003 11:54 PM CDT
I know it wasn't your happiest birthday but I wanted to wish you a happy birthday anyway!!! I am very happy to see you both involved in such positive activities! Much love to you all and your Mom. She's a special lady to us as is your Dad - God Bless him!
Jan Cairnes
- Friday, August 1, 2003 11:39 PM CDT
Hi Ruthie and Scott,
It was so good to see you at the RCCA graduation. I know it must have been difficult. I am sorry I didn't get to talk to you more but I felt like I was being pulled in a million directions. I wanted to hear more about the brick at Kelsey Park. I was there when the memorial was dedicated and our two bricks were among the first. We have one for Allison from Alex and Rachel and another one that says "Cabrera Angels". This brick is for the four children we lost to miscarrages - Jacob, Zachary, Grace and Hannah. We find great comfort at the park and often meet other parents. We bring the kids and place white carnations in the hands of the angel and then run all over the place, especially to the fountain. They also have a beautiful candle lighting ceremony every December. Let me know when the brick is in - we'll always bring an extra carnation for Seth when we go. I am also going to raise money for the walk and give it to Lori. Once again - thank you for coming today!
With love and prayers,
The Cabreras
Suzanne Cabrera <MOCabrera@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL - Friday, August 1, 2003 9:37 PM CDT
YES, SCOTT DID AN AWESOME JOB ON TALKING AT THE KICK OFF FOR LIGHT THE NIGHT. HE WASNT JUST TALKING, HE WAS SHARING FROM HIS HIS HEART.I'M SURE HE TOUCHED MANY HEARTS.
JERRY ATWELL (SETH'S GRANDMA)
WEST PALM BEACH, - Friday, August 1, 2003 9:35 PM CDT
Hey Ruthie and Scott,
Well, I just finished my first week at Camp Sunshine, and I had a blast. Words can't really describe the experience I had here. Everyone was amazing. The only downfall was the fact that I somehow ended up with a cold, but I couldn't care less because of the good times that I have had. Also, you were right about the food...I must have gained 5 pounds! I hope that your family has a wonderful weekend.
With love,
Haley Hastings <haleyhastings@yahoo.com>
St. Simons Island, GA - Friday, August 1, 2003 9:18 AM CDT
Hi Ruthie!
Hope the training is going well! Just wanted to check in and see how you all were doing:) Keep up the good fight!
Hugs and HOPE;)
Tracey xo
Canada, - Friday, August 1, 2003 1:19 AM CDT
RUTHIE, JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I AM THINKING & PRAYING FOR YOU, ESPECIALLY TODAY. LOVE, MOM
JERRY( MOM & GRANDMA ATWELL)
W .P.B., - Thursday, July 31, 2003 8:16 AM CDT
I came across Seth's site today through another caringbridge page and I would just like to say that your story truly touched my heart. What a beautiful little angel you have. I would like to share with you a poem that I recently wrote for a friend of mine...
Thank You Dear Lord... By; Rachel K. (aka Storm844@aol.com)
We thank you tonight, dear Lord, for all the wondrous things,
we thank you for our son, dear Lord, who’s earned his angel wings.
We loved him oh so much Dear Lord, we had to let him go,
It’s you who’ll love him now Lord, of that we surely know.
We tried while he was here Dear Lord, to keep him free from harm,
please take his tiny now Lord and make him safe and warm.
His favorite drink was juice Dear Lord, be sure he gets enough,
and if he falls and skins he knees Lord... do not worry, this kid’s tough!
He loved to read “Where the Wild Things Are,” he just learned his ABC’s
He’s allergic to milk and peanuts Lord, and he’s terrified of bees.
He has a couple nicknames Lord, which I’m sure he’ll let you know,
and a couple of scars from his illness Lord, which I’m sure to you he’ll show.
I know he’s doing better Lord, but I’m sure he’s missing Earth,
So please take these things to heart Dear Lord... save them for what they’re worth.
When he’s going to sleep each night Dear Lord, tuck him tightly into bed,
and don’t forget the stories Lord, and a goodnight kiss upon the head.
And if he starts to cry dear Lord, if he puts up a fuss,
please take him in your arms dear Lord, and sing to him of us.
Tell him that we loved him Lord, and so it came to be,
that when you called him home dear Lord... we had to set him free.
Tell him we’ll think of him Lord, and talk to him each day,
and we know that he is listening, Lord, each evening when we pray.
With this brand new strength Dear Lord, we’ll greet each sun and moon,
knowing in the end, Dear Lord, we’ll see him someday soon.
For when our times all come Dear Lord, for us we know he waits,
and when we get to heaven Lord, he’ll greet us at the gates.
He’ll run to us and hug us tight and once again we’ll be,
Together in each other’s arms... our happy family.
Rachel <storm844@aol.com>
Lexington, KY USA - Thursday, July 31, 2003 0:12 AM CDT
Sounds like you are busy! That is a good thing.
Take care.
Aisalynn's page
Cheryl <carpathienblue@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, July 29, 2003 11:50 AM CDT
Hi everyone,
Just wanted to come by and let you know I'm thinking of you :)
~*Girlie's Page*~
~*Janice's Page*~
Hugs & kisses,
XOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Monday, July 28, 2003 10:57 AM CDT
Ruthie, the Seth's Mommy (goes to a CaringBridge page that has the message 'That CB page does not exist')and Seth's Daddy (goes to a BellSouth business page) links don't work.
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Saturday, July 26, 2003 4:42 AM CDT
Hi Guys! Thanks for the open invite to walk with all of you. Unfortunately, our walk here in the area is the next night out in Raleigh. Good Lord willing, I'll be out there Sept 20th again like last year. However, just like last year, Seth and all our angels and friends near and far will be part of us as we walk along. Racquell and Ed were planning on coming out for it again as well, but with him in a points race this year, it looks like they'll be walking out in Kansas City this year. Don't worry, Seth, and our others won't be forgotten. Rather, they will just be remembered in more places ;)
Hope everyone is doing well down your way. Say hi to our mutual friends... you know, the Kathys and Joes and Scotts and... ;) Take care. Oh---don't know if you've been to Diane's lately to follow the saga of me, (the DUCK), against all the silly women sissy-trolls, but it's been a fun read. With your permission, I'd like to recruit Seth over to my side, and join up with Jared, Colton and Bronson, and Dylan, as we fight against the darkness of the one known as Evil Eva ;) Have a great day and weekend!
THe Innocent duck <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
KDH, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Friday, July 25, 2003 7:04 AM CDT
Dear Ruthie and Scott,
I just wanted to let y'all know that I am thinking of your family lots. That's wonderful that you are going to run a marathon. I was going to do it, but could not train with my team this summer...maybe next spring. On Saturday I leave for my 2 weeks at Camp Sunshine. I am so excited! All in part due to your random acts of kindness - I can't thank you enough. Have a good weekend!
With love,
Haley Hastings <haleyhastings@yahoo.com>
St. Simons Island , GA - Thursday, July 24, 2003 7:51 PM CDT
Ruthie, Scott & Emily...Just wanted to let you know that you're in my thoughts and prayers.
Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Thursday, July 24, 2003 2:00 PM CDT
Just wanted to drop by and let you know we are thinking of you. 26 miles..wow! Now I really feel out of shape. I think a race like that would take me approximately 26 days to complete. Do they allow that??
I love your address for seths site. Trains are Jakes favorite also. He has almost all of the thomas trains.
With Love,
Susan and Big Jake Griffin
www.caringbridge.com/page/jakegriffin
jupiter, fl usa - Thursday, July 24, 2003 9:17 AM CDT
DEAREST BUNKELMANN FAMILY,
Just stopping by to send you some love and thoughts on this day and everyday. We know your pain all to well and also wish that these horrible diseases could be stopped once and for all!!! Praying for you all from high above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND CREW.
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA - Wednesday, July 23, 2003 10:01 PM CDT
Ruthie & Scott And sweet Emmie. Please know you are so "LOVED"!!!!
T&S McAuliffe
Lake Worth, FL - Wednesday, July 23, 2003 9:54 PM CDT
Ruthie,
I greatly admire the determination that both Scott and yourself possess, as you continue to fight against this hideous disease and strive to find a cure. Best of luck in all your endeavors. Keeping you and your family in our prayers and remembering Seth always,
hugs,
p.s. over one year smoke free now!! And YES, I AM proud of myself;)
Tracey,Steve, Quinn and Callum xoxo
Calgary, Ab, Canada, - Wednesday, July 23, 2003 1:57 AM CDT
Ruthie and family - I found a saying the other day that I would like to pass onto you. It will help me in dealing with my husbands' death (4 months tomorrow) and I hope when you look into the night-time skies it will put a smile on your face too - "I believe stars in the sky are openings where our loved ones shine down to let us know they are happy". I just have to believe that they are up there looking down on us and trying to tell us that it is OK to smile - to look FORWARD but to also remember all the good times. May God continue to bless you and your family - my prayers are with you.
Lynne - loving wife of Glenn - now my guardian angel <LynneNCfan@earthlink.net>
Clayton, NC - Tuesday, July 22, 2003 5:42 PM CDT
Ruthie,
When I look back at pictures of Mitch, pale, no hair, thin, or bloated from the steroids, at the time you don't realize how your child looks. Seeing those pictures of Seth make me realize what a little warrior he was and how strong and courageous you guys were. My best wishes to you all.
Bo Mathis(father of DOUBLE M)
www.caringbridge.com/fl/champ <saveit24@aol.com>
Boynton Beach, Fl - Monday, July 21, 2003 3:56 PM CDT
Please send out the pledge cards or drop some by the Church and we will help anyway we can! You are loved........
Connie Vassalotti <conniehnj@hotmail.com>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Monday, July 21, 2003 9:06 AM CDT
Hello Ruthie and family,
Seems you've invested 100% of your time to the "cause", Thank you, from the bottom of my heart. What happened to your family is awful, and your fighting back. I feel so weak sometimes, the cancer parent fatigue is driving me crazy. I want our lives back. This sucks that we've had to meet this way. Your family is always in our prayers! I hope your Mom is well, and please tell her, we pray for her too.
Peace and Prayers,
4/J's
julie (jeffery's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/jeffery <julie2064@wmconnect.com>
jax, fl usa - Sunday, July 20, 2003 11:57 PM CDT
I found Seth's web page on Gooch's site and just wanted to send you a hug. I lost my 16 year old Jennifer 8/13/94 following a valiant 7 month battle with AML and my heart breaks for you. God has brought me far since I lost Jen but I will never ever forget what it was like to be where you are right now.
Seth is such a beautiful child and I know how much you miss him It isn't fair and there is no way we can ever begin to understand why, why, why? If you ever want to talk, kick, scream or cry I am just a click away.
May God draw near and fill your life with love, peace, joy and faith, but most of all hope. You will hold your precious child in a world much better than this. But next time it will be forever.
With love and prayers,
Judy
Dear Mom and Dad
Author Unknown
Dear Mom and Dad,
I know this is a rough time for you. So I will be as gentle as I can
be. First of all, thank you for so many tears, particularly those
shared with another that you love. They are a gift to me, a precious
tribute to your investment in me. As you do your mourning, do it at
your pace only. Don't let anybody suggest that you do your grief work
on their timetable. Do whatever it takes to face directly the reality
of what has happened, even though you may need to pause frequently and
yearn for my return. Do this with courage and my blessings. Know that
sometimes inertia is the only movement possible. Give your best to
keeping a balance between remembering me and renewing your commitments
to life. It's okay with me if you go through minutes, hours and even
days not thinking about me. I know that you'll never forget. Loosening
me and grabbing hold of a new meaning is a delicate art. I'm not sure
if one comes before the other or not, maybe it's a combination. Be
with people who accept you as you are. Mention my name out loud, and
if they don't make a hasty retreat, they're probably excellent
candidates for friendship. If, by a remote possibility, you think that
there is anything that you could have done for me and didn't. I
forgive you, as my Lord does. Resentment does not abide here, only
love. You know how people sometimes ask you how many children you
have? Well, I'm still yours and you are still my parents. Always
acknowledge that with tenderness, unless to do so would fall on
insensitive ears or would be painful to you. I know how you feel
inside. To be included as your child honors me. Read, even though your
tears anoint the page. There is an immense library here and I have a
card. In Henri Nowens' "Out of Solitude", he writes, "The friend who
can be silent with us in a moment of despair and confusion, who can
stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not
healing, and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a
friend who cares." Mom, I don't know where you are spiritually now,
but rest assured that our God is not gone. The still small voice you
hear in your heart is His voice. The warmth that sometimes enfolds you
is Him. The tears that tremble just beneath your heartbeat is Him. He
is in you, as I am. I want you both to know that I am okay I have sent
you messages to ease your pain, they come in the form of flowers that
bloom out of season, birds singing, voices and visions and sometimes
through your friends and even strangers who volunteer as angels. Stay
open but don't expect the overly dramatic. You will get what you need
and it may be simply an internal peace. You are not crazy, you have
been comforted. Please seek out people bereaved longer than you. They
are tellers of truth, and if they have done their work, are an
inspiration and a beacon of hope whose pain lessened dramatically and
one more wisdom before I close. There are still funny happenings in
our world. It delights me to no end when I hear your spontaneous,
uncontrolled laughter. That, too, will come in due time. Today, I
light a candle for you. Joined with your candle, let their light shine
above the darkness.
Affectionately,
Your Angel child.
PS: I'll see you later.
http://www.catchanangel.com/index.html
Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
Cookeville, TN - Sunday, July 20, 2003 7:28 AM CDT
Those we love
remain with us,
for love itself
lives on,
And cherished
memories never
fade because a
loved one's gone.
Those we love
can never be
more than a
thought apart,
For as long as
there is memory,
they'll live on
in the heart.
Please know that I continue to keep you and your family in my prayers. Seth's marker is absolutely beautiful--what a wonderful job that was done with it! Blessings,
Eileen-Hugs and Hope Club Member
- Saturday, July 19, 2003 1:41 AM CDT
I just looked at the picture of Seth's marker... IT is such a nice one.. what a nice tribute Tony did a great job. I know we don't want to have to have markers for our sons (My son's was put on his grave on his birthday)and I wish there was anything we could do to have them back. Your family is in my prayers, I almost feel I know you from your journal entries
Sharon <mopgal@hotmail.com>
- Friday, July 18, 2003 5:56 PM CDT
Hi guys!
You can count me and Zac in...we would love to participate. We will do the Light the Night for sure, and barring any unforseen complications, try to do the Disney marathon. Thanks!
Love you guys...Natalee & Zac
- Wednesday, July 16, 2003 8:56 AM CDT
Hi Bunkleman family! It was really touching to see Seth's school pictures. I remember that day fondly. Seth was such a blessing to all of us at RCCA. I miss him terribly. He still smiles at me from his little frame in my living room. I was recently married to Mr. Ben, who was also very fortunate to know Seth. He wanted me to tell you how special he thinks Seth was. Our thoughts and prayers continue to be with you.
Miss Courtney <gatoralum24@hotmail.com>
Vineyard Haven, MA USA - Wednesday, July 16, 2003 8:40 AM CDT
Ruthie, Scott and dear Seth up in Heaven,
Just a note to say hi, we appreciate your entries on Ryon's web site. I think of you guys often, Seth's pic is on our fridge. It's nice to see you guys are involved in the Light the Night. A good friend organized a large group from my work that walked in honor of Ryon last Sept. and my sister in Buffalo also organized a large group of her friends and have walked in Ryons honor the past two years. This year they are walking again in Ryon's honor and a new little 3 yr. old she met with ALL. I saw your entry on Taylor's website. I know Taylor and Neena, she was transplanted a few days after Ryon was discharged to outpatient from the transplant unit. She has been through hell and back again! I am so proud of your strength and courage, Seth is smiling on you both from heaven. God Bless, Dolores & Joe; Ryon, Jarrod and Joey Rommel
The Rommel's <datz-phat@mail.com>
jupiter, Fl. USA - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 7:12 AM CDT
Scott, Ruthie Miss Emmie,
Madison will walk for "TEAM SETH" Oh yea, So will Suz and Tim!!! It will indeed be an honor.
Tim & Suz <tsmack1@earthlink.net>
Lake Worth, FL - Monday, July 14, 2003 8:09 PM CDT
Ruthie: We're walking again this year in Cocoa and Orlando for Light the Night up here on behalf of Meghan. It's a very moving experience and sadly for you and I as well as our family and friends, a very difficult experience. Last year Meghan walked with us, this year she will not. I figure she, along with Seth and the the many, many children that have joined them up in Heaven will have the best seats in the house. I wish you luck on your walk and if you need any fundraising tips let me know, I'd be glad to share some of my experience with you. Our team captain also spoke at our kick-off this year in Orlando and it was very difficult for her. I was not ready to get up and speak because I could not get one sentence out, let alone Meghan's name. Anyway, you're always in my thoughts....Meghan loved trains too...I'm sure not quite as much as your angel engineer :) Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Carolyn Mack (Meghan's Mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, FL USA - Monday, July 14, 2003 5:32 PM CDT
Ruthie, I've reading your journal for a long time now. I think it is so great that you have so many people working with you. Good Luck and God Bless to all of you!
Dee A Mullins <deemullins@adelphia.net>
ky - Monday, July 14, 2003 11:26 AM CDT
Ruthie and Scott, As always thank you for your continued support of The Leukemia & Lymphoma Society. Your family is a true inspiration! I think of Seth often, he lights up my day.
With Warnest Regards, Claudia Kirk Barto
Palm Beach Gardens, FL - Monday, July 14, 2003 9:00 AM CDT
Dear Scott & Ruthie:
WOW! I am so happy that you will be doing a TNT event!!! I will speaking at the Info. Meeting tomorrow night at the Summit Library, too.
I KNOW you will be an incredible inspiration to the Team members.
Love, Jen
Jenniffer St.John
- Monday, July 14, 2003 7:11 AM CDT
Dear Ruthie,
I wish I could be there to hear your speech on the 30th. I'll be sending my love, and saying a prayer for you. Love, Robyn
Quito's Mom
- Monday, July 14, 2003 3:45 AM CDT
Hi, I found your link on Jalen's site. It is so wonderful of you guys to give a speech at the kick off party for the Light the Night Walk! I walked in the Relay For Life this year. I wish I could walk in the Light the Night Walk too, but I live in Georgia. Maybe there will be one here sometime. I sure hope so! I will keep you in my thoughts & prayers!
Amanda <mrlynr1110@aol.com>
- Sunday, July 13, 2003 10:19 PM CDT
Dear Ruthie, Scott, Emily, and family,
The marker is beautiful; and that image of the train is so cool! We know that Seth must absolutely love it.
Hope to see you soon - our thoughts and prayers are with you always.
Helen & Gene
Helen & Gene Bogart <gene@genebogart.com>
Boca Raton, FL USA - Sunday, July 13, 2003 8:22 PM CDT
What great pictures! Seth has beautiful eyes. I'm glad he has the stone you guys wanted for him. And I hope your support group is working out.
Laura Shwallon
Pittsburgh, PA - Sunday, July 13, 2003 6:42 PM CDT
Such beautiful blue eyes Seth had. You must miss those eyes very much.
anonymous
- Sunday, July 13, 2003 6:20 PM CDT
just popping in to say HELLO
mary
- Sunday, July 13, 2003 9:21 AM CDT
Hello Seth's loving family,
I think that God led me to click on Seth's page this day. My daughter, Katie, died a few years ago after battling cancer (sarcoma) for 5 years... (age 9 to 14) Wow... your journals are truly touching, and although I wept as I read, (and I did read for 2 hours...) my heart feels calmer and more at peace now than before. You are so correct in your views on grieving, what "others" think is normal, and that things only become more tolerable- not better or easier.
*Thank you* for your raw honesty in expressing what so many of us who grieve for our absent children feel, deep down inside! Your Seth was a beautiful boy, and you have made me feel that I knew him well. He, along with my Katie, are sure to be brightening the atmosphere of Heaven forever!
God's blessings on you and yours, and my deepest sympathy on the loss of your beautiful son and caring father. What losses to endure in the course of one year! You are true warriors...
Sherry Cleveland <southernhalo_14@hotmail.com>
GA USA - Thursday, July 10, 2003 2:04 PM CDT
"Gods Finger Touched Him And He Slept"
*HUGS*
- Wednesday, July 9, 2003 9:42 AM CDT
Ruthie,
Thank you so much for adding a square to Lindsay's "Quilt of Love". I hadn't been to see it in awhile and happened to look at it today. That was so thoughtful!
Seth's marker is truly beautiful and just as special as I know he was. I still think of him and your family everyday and keep you close in heart and prayer.
Kelley Fitzgerald (www.caringbridge.com/ny/lindsay)
Rochester, NY - Wednesday, July 9, 2003 8:55 AM CDT
Boy, did those pictures make me smile!!!!!!!! THey are great!! THinking of you!
Mulieros
mary
- Monday, July 7, 2003 8:04 PM CDT
Hello from Raleigh! Love the photos. I'm glad that Emmie is teaching Shayn the ropes. They are so cute!!! Grandma is very patient. The marker is beautiful. You are all loved very, very much.
Bill and Cindy <Nudgemar@aol.com>
Raleigh, NC - Monday, July 7, 2003 7:33 PM CDT
What a beautiful tribute to a beautiful child. Scott, I think of you and your family often. Just remember, NEVER, NEVER, NEVER, GIVE UP!!!
Brian Steele <bksteele@msn.com>
Lake Worth, Fl - Monday, July 7, 2003 5:00 AM CDT
Ruthie,
Seth's marker is so beautiful, thankyou so much for sharing that. How wonderful it was installed so soon, I know it's so precious to you. That Tony sounds like one heck of a man:) The photo's are so precious...my gosh, the pics of baby and Emily are the sweetest, sweetest thing and the girls are absolutely gorgeous....as is Seth, with his thick, shiny hair and his crisp shirt and jeans, your Angel is the most beautiful Angel of all. I am so sorry for your pain.
Hugs,
Tracey xo
calgary, Ab, canada, - Monday, July 7, 2003 2:12 AM CDT
Seth's marker is very beautiful! God bless Tony. What a wonderful and kind man! Just wanted you to know I am thinking of you and you are in my prayers.
God Bless,
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Monday, July 7, 2003 1:10 AM CDT
It's been alittle while, but we all understand what your going through, Ruthie, well, in a since. Seth's marker is beautiful, and thank you again for sending us Zenida's pic. of her marker. Jeffery just asked last week, when were we going to go down and see her parents. I hope we can get there soon. If you see them, please tell them Hello, for us. Emily looks so happy with her baby cuz. I pray that you all are well. Peace and Prayers, 4/J's
Julie (Jeffery's Mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/jeffery <julie2064@wmconnect.com>
jax, fl usa - Sunday, July 6, 2003 10:47 PM CDT
Hi! Thank you for updating your site. I am always thinking of you and want to know how you all are doing. The pictures are wonderful. Emily looked like she was having a great time with her cousin. The school pictures of Seth brought me back to that special time with him. The cementary marker looks great. What a nice surprise for you to see it installed so quickly. I am glad that you have this. Take care and see you soon. Miss Leslie
Leslie Kelly <lakelly@adelphia.net>
Palm Beach Gardens, FL - Sunday, July 6, 2003 9:48 PM CDT
Hi Ruthie,
Thank you for your message of support in Bryan's guestbook. I looked at your pictures, what a beautiful marker. I'm just sad you had to order one at all. Bryan is beating leukemia because he has many angels smiling down from heaven, helping with his fight. THANK YOU SETH!
Karen Banister <www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Saturday, July 5, 2003 9:49 PM CDT
I will remember Tony's name, for kindness is sometimes a rare thing these days. What a good soul that man has.
I love the pictures, all of them. Fingerpainting is so much fun! The pics of Seth in the chair are gorgeous. And the headstone.....it's wonderful. Such a personal, loving tribute to your son. Thank goodness you FINALLY had a positive experience with the cemetery! I hope everything goes smoothly with them, from now on.
Lots of hugs,
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Saturday, July 5, 2003 6:08 PM CDT
Hello Bunklemann Family,
I loved the pictures, I thought Dori was having Emily paint Shanye, maybe trying to put beauty marks on her. They are both beautiful enough and don't need any. (the little girls not Dori HA HA)We love you all so much and feel part of your family. The girls looked like they were having a great time. All of you have been on our minds and in our prayers.
I loved Seth's marker it is very beautiful. The train is very fitting for Seth. And he loves and is proud of his mom and dad. He is a well loved little boy, and is greatly missed. We love you Seth.
Love you Debbie
Debbie Reimsnyder <risun415@aol.com>
Lake Worth, FL Palm Bch - Saturday, July 5, 2003 3:26 PM CDT
Hi Ruthie!
Love the pictures! That finger painting looks like fun and Emily looks just like you. Seth's stone is beautiful. It was good to see you Thursday! You are always in our prayers and thoughts!
Love, Natalee
- Saturday, July 5, 2003 12:35 AM CDT
Thinking of you guys often especially at this very difficult time. Seth's marker is beautiful and so touching. Thanks for your story about the gentleman who made it. It is so nice to hear about people who are so caring.
Peace and God Bless!
Mikie from ALL-KIDS (www.caringbridge.org/tn/emily)
- Saturday, July 5, 2003 11:40 AM CDT
Dear Ruthie,
The little Seth that could...make this world better..., bring warmth and tenderness to our hearts...,the little Seth that could smile a smile that would light up eyes even from a photo...The little Seth that could...
You chose a wonderful way to remember him. I'm glad you had such a personal experience with Tony. Thinking of you, Love, Robyn
Quito's Mom <caringbridge.com/ca/quito>
San Diego, ca - Saturday, July 5, 2003 11:13 AM CDT
The headstone is absolutely gorgeous!!! I am so happy you have finally had a pleasant expierience with the cemetary, for I know they have caused you alot of heartache. God Bless you all.
Eileen-Hugs and Hope Club Member
- Saturday, July 5, 2003 11:01 AM CDT
I am so happy you have Seth's marker finished. I am surprised but happy they let you have a train on the stone. We wanted a ribbon on Carrie's stone and they would not allow it because it was not a religious symbol. It seemed so important at the time...
Jan Cairnes <cairnes@bellsouth.net>
west palm beach, - Saturday, July 5, 2003 10:48 AM CDT
Hi Ruthie, Scott, Emily and Seth in heaven,
The marker is beautiful. I am so glad you finally had a pleasant experience with the cemetary - it is about time you had some peace with regards to that. Keeping you all in your prayers. Give Mom our best too - we continue to pray for her as well.
The Cabreras
Suzanne Cabrera <MOCabrera@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL - Friday, July 4, 2003 10:42 PM CDT
We were just checking in after our return from NY. I am sure Seth's friends enjoyed sharing his birthday and it is a special memory for your family.
Happy Fourth of July!
MORGAN'S PAGE
Jerry, Allison, Morgan, & Holden Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Friday, July 4, 2003 1:59 PM CDT
Hope you all have a great 4th of July. Here's something Emily might enjoy:
http://www.maylin.net/Fireworks.html
HUGS!
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Thursday, July 3, 2003 9:25 PM CDT
Hi Ruthie, Scott, Emily and Seth in heaven
Just wanted to let you know we are thinking about you. Birthdays are so hard. We always have mixed emotins on Alex and Rachel's birthday. We celebrate their birthday but always remember Allison with an angel food cake with one candle. I know it makes some people uncomfortable but we can't forget our little angel. We will keep you in our prayers and hope your burden is eased just a bit with each passing day.
With love and prayers
The Cabreras
Suzanne Cabrera <MOCabrera@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL - Thursday, July 3, 2003 7:42 PM CDT
Dear Scott, Ruthie, Emily and Seth & Papa in heaven;
I know that May and June were difficult months and now that they're over, I hope you're okay. I think of you everyday and pray for your comfort. I hope Emily had a Happy Birthday and is ready for 4th of July! And as long as you've got so much extra rain out there, do you 'spose you could send some of it our way?
Dianne
Phoenix, AZ - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 5:06 PM CDT
Hello sweet family...just checking in; I have not been in here in a few days, you are never far from my thoughts...much love to you all. Kathy
Kathy Charlton
- Tuesday, July 1, 2003 8:56 AM CDT
Happy birthday Emily!!
Emilie
Murphy, TX US - Monday, June 30, 2003 5:19 PM CDT
Hi Guys,
I am just certain that Seth and Grandpa attending the birthday party at the school and at the house. Happy Belated Birthday to Miss Emily. Three is really bigger!!!
Love, Linda Gozza
- Sunday, June 29, 2003 1:58 PM CDT
Hey Ruthie-
I hope you did not take offense to my last journal . . . in fact, I thought of you so much as I wrote it. I know how much hope you had for Seth during his fight and I guess that was the point I was trying to make. I can only imagine how difficult it is for you to hope for things to be better now when you are in so much pain. I am sorry it has been a difficult week for you, as well. I wish there was something I could say to you to offer you some healing, but I know none of us has the answers. Thinking of you and your family . . . wishing it did not have to hurt you all so much. Talk to you soon.
Much love, Michelle, Erik, and Cam
Michelle Jorgensen (Cam's mommy)
- Sunday, June 29, 2003 6:55 AM CDT
You are in our prayers! Keep looking forward to the day you will be reunited w/ Zeth, in heaven! The angels will be signing!!! I've only just started to read about all of the children. A friend of mine's boy has brain cancer. Your boy, Zeth caught my eye. He was a beautiful child! Have comfort knowing he will never hurt or be sick again! We will be praying for you all!
Love in christ,
Julie
Julie Anderson <juls350@bellsouth.net>
Jacksonville, Fl USA - Saturday, June 28, 2003 7:01 PM CDT
Hi Scott, Ruthie, and Emily,
Happy belated birthday Emily! I love the birthday pictures. Just wanted you to know I'm thinking of you all often. I hope you are having a good day.
Laura (Reilly's mom)
Pittsburgh, PA - Saturday, June 28, 2003 9:53 AM CDT
Hi Ruthie,Scott and Emily
Just thinking of you all-Very nice tribute to Seth!! Happy Belated Birthday Emily!!
cindy valverde <cin71630@aol.com>
royal palm beach, fla usa - Friday, June 27, 2003 8:02 PM CDT
Thinking about you!!!
Mulieros
mary
- Thursday, June 26, 2003 8:47 PM CDT
Always praying........
Sent with big hugs and love,
Krista Iverson <krista.iverson@gepex.ge.com>
Ottawa, IL - Thursday, June 26, 2003 4:05 PM CDT
Thinking of you!
Justine Germaine <jfgermaine@hotmail.com>
Madison, WI - Thursday, June 26, 2003 3:35 PM CDT
What a beautiful tribute to Seth at the preschool. I can't imagine how hard that must have been for you, but how sweet as well.
I hope Emily had a very Happy Birthday!
You and your family are in my prayers.
Cindy <www.caringbrige.com/ga/hillarycoffman>
Cumming, GA - Thursday, June 26, 2003 1:39 PM CDT
Thank you for sharing your thoughts with all of us. I know it must be very hard for you. We love and miss Seth too. Happy Birthday Sweet boy.
Love & Kisses
Linda, Sam, and Desaray <bowers_l@bellsouth.net>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Thursday, June 26, 2003 11:32 AM CDT
Ruthie - what a lovely tribute to Seth. Happy Birthday to Emily.
Karen
Naples, FL - Thursday, June 26, 2003 8:01 AM CDT
Dear Ruthie,
I love the pictures. Those are some big shoes. Happy Birthdays. Happy to have had them in our lives. Love, Robyn
Quito's Mom, caringbridge.com/ca/quito
- Thursday, June 26, 2003 0:07 AM CDT
Happy late birthday, Emily! I tried so hard to get to the computer yesterday, to tell you that. Life got in the way, but I'm here today to say it. So, I hope and pray the you had a wonderful day. Happy Bithday Ms. Emily!! Peace and Prayers, 4/J's
Julie (jeffery's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/jeffery <JulieSample1@aol.com>
jax, fl usa - Wednesday, June 25, 2003 11:17 PM CDT
THinking of you guys..the pics are awesome! I am sure Seth caught his balloon~
Heather <hiyah75@lycos.com>
Brainerd, MN - Wednesday, June 25, 2003 7:54 PM CDT
Remembering Seth. Hey, we sent a balloon up to you from Tampa:) Happy Birthday
Visit Katia's Page and sign her guestbook:) (Leukemia AML M4)
Tracy and Katia
- Wednesday, June 25, 2003 2:31 PM CDT
God bless your family.
Cindy Wright - Tennessee
- Wednesday, June 25, 2003 7:46 AM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILY!!! I hope you had a VERY SPECIAL and wonderful, fun-filled day :) I know your big brother is looking down on you and smiling...I bet he threw a party up in Heaven for you too!!!
Girlie's Page
Janice's Page
Hugs,
XOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Wednesday, June 25, 2003 6:52 AM CDT
Well, how about that! I did get back to wish Emily a very special and happy birthday today. You are such a cutie!
Debbie Nagy
St. Louis, MO - Tuesday, June 24, 2003 5:39 PM CDT
I'm thinking of you and praying for you as always. HUGS!
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Tuesday, June 24, 2003 2:05 PM CDT
Happy Birthday, EMILY!!!!! Hope you have lots of fun today!!! Sending you superscrumptious hugs!!!!
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
KDH, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Tuesday, June 24, 2003 7:30 AM CDT
Ruthie - What a wonderful tribute to Seth and what a loving gesture on your part to continue to share your stories with us all. The poem was just lovely and I want to copy it off and put it with a picture of my husband. May God give you and your family peace and comfort during these difficult days. ((HUGS))
to my Glenn, Seth and all our angels - "If tears could build a stairway and memories a lane - I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again."
Lynne - loving wife of Glenn - now my guardian angel <gasgms@cs.com>
Clayton, NC - Monday, June 23, 2003 7:28 PM CDT
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. May God hold and keep you in his loving hands.
Gae Faraone <gfaraone@adelphia.net>
Wellington, Fl USA - Monday, June 23, 2003 5:07 PM CDT
That was just a wonderful way to celebrate Seth's birthday! And donating the books was a great present!
You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Sunday, June 22, 2003 11:14 PM CDT
Dear Ruthie & family,
I am thinking of precious Angel Seth on his birthday.. I bet God has a special birthday party planned for him up in Heaven...what a dear, brave little boy you had...keeping your family in my prayers always...
Girlie's Page
Janice's Page
Love & hugs,
XOXOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Sunday, June 22, 2003 9:50 PM CDT
Your celebration of Seth's birthday sounds so sweet. I can only imagine how difficult the time is for you but thank you for continuing to share your journey with all of us who frequent Caringbridge.
Jacqueline <leticiaci@yahoo.com>
Grand Cayman, Cayman Islands - Sunday, June 22, 2003 9:00 PM CDT
I wanted to tell you that I am thinking of you and remembering your beautiful boy Seth. Birthday's seem the hardest for me, and I pray that you found joy in all of the wonderful things that you did yesterday.
My son Jack had acute lymphoblastic leukemia, and he would be 6 in September. He will be forever 3 1/2 to me, but I always like to think of the new things that he would be doing as the years pass.
Michelle, momma to Jackson Ben <http://www.caringbridge.com/wi/jacksons.journey>
Clear Lake, WI - Sunday, June 22, 2003 9:30 AM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ANGEL SETH, Heaven's TrainMan!!
Ruthie, I can't begin to imagine just how you are feeling right now. Please know that your Seth is a beautiful little man! Thank you so much for sharing him and your lives with all of us!
Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers!!
Love and ((((HUGS))))
Eva <KWfan4ever@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, June 22, 2003 8:19 AM CDT
Dear Scott, Ruthie and Emily: I didn't want this day to go by without letting you know that I was thinking about your family and Seth. How difficult it must be for you. I read about your day at Seth's special school. What a beautiful tribute to your beloved son. Happy Birthday to Seth and Emily.
Jackie Muniz <primrose_jackie@yahoo.com>
Wellington, FL - Saturday, June 21, 2003 9:45 PM CDT
May the Lord bring you peace today.
Happy Birthday to you Seth in heaven. Let you light shine!
Amy <kkat524@yahoo.com>
TX - Saturday, June 21, 2003 9:32 PM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONEY! I MISS YOU VERY MUCH. SO MANY MEMORIES, I THANK GOD I HAVE THOSE TO HANG ON TO. WE HAD FUN BAKING BREAD IN THE SHAPE OF, OF COURSE, WHAT ELSE, TRAINS. MAKING CRAFTS & LOOKING AT LITTLE BUGS WITH THE MAG. GLASS, & TAKING NAPS TOGETHER. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH. GRANDMA
GRANDMA ATWELL
- Saturday, June 21, 2003 9:21 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Seth, look for a balloon coming from Florida just for you:)
Visit Katia's Page and sign her guestbook:) (Leukemia AML M4)
Tracy and Katia
- Saturday, June 21, 2003 8:58 PM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEET SETH! I love the pictures of the birthdays, so beautiful. What a beautiful way the preschool honored your Son. God Bless you all and keep you in his love.
Eileen-Hugs and Hope Club Member
- Saturday, June 21, 2003 8:24 PM CDT
a friend
- Saturday, June 21, 2003 5:40 PM CDT
To a beautiful boy who lives forever in our hearts and in our minds! We miss you so much words can not describe. Blow a candle out for all of us that are hurting because you are not here with us instead you are in eternal peace and happiness in heaven with papa and friends. Happy Birthday Seth.....We love you!
Uncle Todd, Aunt Dori and cousin Shayn <tjndmn@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, June 21, 2003 4:00 PM CDT
TO A FRIEND IN HEAVEN,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEET SETH,
WE ARE THINKING OF YOU TODAY ON YOUR 6TH BIRTHDAY.......
LOVE, THE HERBST FAMILY
DEANNA AND RICK
NORTH PALM BEACH, FL USA - Saturday, June 21, 2003 11:43 AM CDT
Dear Ruthie, Scott and Emily,
What a special way to have celebrated Seth's birthday yesterday. Even though I know it must have had difficult moments, I hope it brought you some peace and comfort. I hope as you remember Seth's birthday today as a family, you will feel him there right beside you in spirit. Just loved the photo page of all of Seth's previous birthdays. So CUTE!!! I still think of you all and continue to pray for your family. God bless.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRAINMAN SETH...you will never be forgotten!!!!!!!
Just in case I don't get back before Tuesady, Happy Birthday to beautiful Emily too!!
Love with XOXOXOXOX's,
Debbie Nagy
St. Louis, MO - Saturday, June 21, 2003 11:35 AM CDT
Ruthie, what a way to be spending your little boy's 6th birthday.. I am so sorry for all of you. Even little Emily cant remember her birthdays without acknowledging his right before it.. Life deals such a cruel hand sometimes. Today must be as especially hard day for you, I wish there was more we could all do for you
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Saturday, June 21, 2003 11:04 AM CDT
What a beautiful birthday tribute! Happy Birthday Seth!! Hugs, peace and love to you Ruthie, Scott and family.
Anna Losito <annalosito@yahoo.com>
west palm beach, FL - Saturday, June 21, 2003 10:39 AM CDT
Happy Birthday Seth!! Love to you Ruthie, Scott, and Emily...
Marissa Barrera
Boca Raton, Fl - Saturday, June 21, 2003 9:08 AM CDT
Happy birthday Angel Seth and happy birthday Emily! Special thoughts to you, Ruthie, and to you Scott--thanks for sharing your heart with us. I was so moved by what you wrote.
Terry (Angel Jalen's Am-Maw) www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Saturday, June 21, 2003 7:59 AM CDT
Happy Birthday, Angel Seth!!! Special thoughts to you, Ruthie, Scott, and Emily on this special day.
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
KDH, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Saturday, June 21, 2003 6:38 AM CDT
Hello Ruthie and family, Seth sure was a beautiful little boy, I suppose I can see why you were so suprized when you saw my 6'2" boy, Jeffery.hehehehe. Emily is so pretty, and she looks very healthy! Thank God! Happy Birthday Seth, may you enjoy your special day. Wish you were still here, and this message in your guest book, wasn't needed. God Bless you all, Peace and Prayers, 4/J's
Julie (jeffery's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/jeffery <JulieSample1@aol.com>
Jax, Fl USA - Saturday, June 21, 2003 2:41 AM CDT
Happy Birthday, Angel Seth!! And a Happy 'pre' Birthday to your equally beautiful little sister, Emily! Your mommy and daddy have shared the most precious photo's of you, we thank them very much:) You are still touching the hearts of so many and I know you will always continue to do so Seth. I am sure you are having the most wonderful birthday party of all in your heavenly home and that Papa is right there with you, helping to celebrate your special day. God bless, precious boy, and especially bless your mom, dad and Emily too....
Tracey, Steve, Quinn and Callum xoxo
Calgary, Ab, Canada, - Saturday, June 21, 2003 1:51 AM CDT
Great pictures as always. It just dawned on me my dad's birthday was also the 21st. What a nice tribute for a great little guy. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SETH!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILY!!!
Bo Mathis(father of DOUBLE M)
www.caringbridge.com/fl/champ <saveit24@aol.com>
Boynton Beach, Florida - Saturday, June 21, 2003 0:38 AM CDT
Happy Birthday Angel Seth, Happy Birthday Emily. I have a little girl who is three too. I hope you eat lots of cake and ice cream. My prayers are with your family.
Love-
Jennifer Parenti <Parenti@netzero.net>
orford, NH USA - Friday, June 20, 2003 11:56 PM CDT
Ruth and Scott,
I can not even imagine the pain and loss that you must feel on these "first dates" .. I have my son here so i could never say i know exacyly how your feeling ..but know that i do understand.
I love to hear of balloons being released .. that is something we do too often.. sunday (fathers day) we were in Tampa on a mini vacation a fund raiser for All Childrens Hospital ...well mike is so big and vibrant and most who dont know him or havent witnessed his fight .. would look at him and think he was a normal kid... Well Ty was elected to blow up the helium balloons for the party ... black ,red and puter..(Tampa Bay Bucs colors) .. he fills and ties the strings and is decorating for this party .. anyway in this bag there was ONE PURPLE Balloon.. Ty filled it tied the string and steped out into the grass .. he looked to the sky and said this one is for my best friend Quinten, of course this raised alot of questions.Ty answered them all and was a "ray of hope".. i am not really sure where i am going with this .. other than i know that the smallest of things can remind us or refresh us full of the life that is so missed. For Ty its a balloon, I think it sucks my 9 year old knows everything about death and heaven at the same time i know i am blessed with his knowledge and lack of fear..
Thank you for shareing your life with us.. i know its far from easy. i will pray for you all everyday... Thank you so much for always checking in on us!
Happy Birthday Train Man in Heaven...
Audra Tim Alex and Ty-Michael Schmidt <www.caringbridge.org/fl/tymichaelschmidt>
SOAKED SOUTH FLORIDA, - Friday, June 20, 2003 10:44 PM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SETH IN HEAVEN, MAY HE CELEBRATE THE DAY WITH HIS PAPA, I MISS THEM BOTH. GRANDMA
GRANDMA ATWELL
- Friday, June 20, 2003 10:10 PM CDT
I'll be thinking of you tomorrow as you honor your beloved boy. I'm sure he will be having a birthday train ride in heaven with his Papa. I keep you in my prayers.
Elizabeth
Richland, WA - Friday, June 20, 2003 9:47 PM CDT
Hi Ruthie, Scott, Emily and Seth in heaven,
I went to pick up Alex and Rachel today at RCCA and they told me about their special visitors. I heard all about the balloons, cupcakes, trains and of course Emily. The kids were so happy to talk about Seth. Seth made people happy. What a beautiful legacy for a 5 1/2 year old boy. Happy Birthday, little buddy! We miss seeing you but we know your here in our hearts.
With much love,
Alex, Rachel, Suzanne and Maurice
Cabrera Family <MOCabrera@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL - Friday, June 20, 2003 9:08 PM CDT
Happy Birthday to Seth in Heaven, and Happy early Birthday to beautiful Emily. Wonderful photos of Seth!
I'll be thinking of you all,
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Friday, June 20, 2003 8:39 PM CDT
Seth was blessed to have such a loving family. You have put together a beautiful memorial site for him. I cried as I read the words Seth's Daddy wrote. His love and spirit lives on in your family.
My son Danny joined Seth in heaven this past month - he also had Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia. I know these special angels are busy doing God's work in ways we cannot even imagine.
May God Bless You wih the strength of Seth's Spirit each and every day.
Thank you for sharing Seth with us.
Danny's Dad
David Lucio <cow1boy92@earthlink.net>
Rancho Cucamonga, CA USA - Friday, June 20, 2003 2:17 AM CDT
To Seth's loving family,
While I can not begin to imagine the sadness this Saturday,
June 21, will bring to all of you as you face what would have been Seth's 6th birthday,
I would just like to express how very sorry I am for your loss of your beautiful son.
I continue to pray hard,,,, very hard, for a cure for all childhood cancers.
With tears, sympathy and prayers,
Tammy
- Thursday, June 19, 2003 6:00 PM CDT
Stopped by to let you know I am thinking of you all today. I know the next couple of days are going to be nearly unbearable. I'll keep you in my prayers.
Kim Barnes <kbarnes@pbpost.com>
Lake Worth, Fl - Thursday, June 19, 2003 3:49 PM CDT
Cheryl <carpatheinblue@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, June 19, 2003 3:04 PM CDT
Happy Father's Day
You have Emily and Seth is gone...
I have Katie and Dana with Emily Ann being gone....
I cry for all the sick children,
I smile for all the children in remission
and I will always miss
but will never forget all the children who have left us.
I am a Cancer Dad
^HUGS^
Emily Ann's Daddy
<davidd@comporium.net ----------- www.caringbridge.com/page/emiann>
RockHill, South Carolina
Rainbow of Hope, 5200 Family and Cancer Sucks Club members
- Wednesday, June 18, 2003 10:02 PM CDT
Thank you for sharing your heart, Scott. And I loved the pictures; they are precious! May the Lord continue to help you get through the rough spots with His Love. Ruthie, my sincere sympathy to you and your Mom on the loss of your Dad. I'm sorry for being so out of touch these days.
Love, Susan
Susan Nero <snero561@aol.com>
W.P.B., FL USA - Tuesday, June 17, 2003 7:08 PM CDT
Thank you for sharing that with us. The pictures you posted are just beautiful. ..happy belated father's day.
prayers-
Jennifer Parenti <Parenti@netzero.net>
orford, NH USA - Tuesday, June 17, 2003 8:19 AM CDT
Belated Happy Father's Day to Scott
Thoughts and prayers for your family. I found Seth's page through another caringbridge site and just wanted to sign and say that Seth and your family has made an impact in my life.
Jacqueline <leticiaci@yahoo.com>
Grand Cayman, Cayman Islands - Monday, June 16, 2003 8:58 PM CDT
Scott...thank you for sharing your heart. That was simply beautiful. Just as beautiful as your son, and loving family. Take good care, much love to you all. Kathy
Kathy Charlton
- Monday, June 16, 2003 5:08 PM CDT
Hello, sweet family. I have been so moved by you entry. God Bless you all.
Peace and Prayers, 4/J's
Julie (jeffery's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/jeffery <JulieSample1@aol.com>
jax, fl usa - Monday, June 16, 2003 3:10 PM CDT
Scott,
I think it is so awesome that you can express yourself so clearly. When my parents lost my brothers, my dad bottled it up inside. I knew it was eating at him but he just couldn't talk about it. There is something very healing that happens when you share yourself like that, For the writer and the reader. Stay strong. Love to you always.
Linda G
RPB, - Monday, June 16, 2003 11:08 AM CDT
I am in awe everytime I open your web-site. Once again your words and feelings about your precious son have inspired me to love my child even more (if that is possible) and remember how special they are to us. I remember a friend of mine who is a priest once told me that if you can just touch someones life once a day, look at how many rewards you would have. You both do that on a daily basis to many many people and you might not be looking for those rewards now, but I am positive you will benefit on judgement day.....
Jackie
- Monday, June 16, 2003 4:47 AM CDT
SCOTT,
HAPPY FATHERS DAY, THINKING OF YOU ALL DURING THIS TOUGH MONTH, OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU TODAY AND ALWAYS..........AND ALL THE DAYS TO COME.
THE HERBST FAMILY <DLHERBST@AOL.COM>
NORTH PALM, FL USA - Sunday, June 15, 2003 9:17 PM CDT
Dear Scott,
Your Father's Day entry was beautiful. You are the best daddy Seth could have ever had....and he knew it!! I am praying for you on this difficult day as your heart aches for your little trainman. My heart aches for you.
Debbie Nagy
St. Louis, MO - Sunday, June 15, 2003 7:54 PM CDT
Happy Father's Day, Scott
Visit Katia's Page and sign her guestbook:) (Leukemia AML M4)
Tracy Solomon
- Sunday, June 15, 2003 11:28 AM CDT
SCOTT, FROM THE FIRST TIME I SAW YOU WITH SETH, I KNEW IN MY HEART, THAT YOU WOULD BE A GOOD DADDY. TIME & YOUR LOVING CARE OF YOUR CHILDREN CONFIRMED THAT. I AM SAD FOR YOU AT NOT HAVING SETH. I AM HAPPY FOR YOU THAT GOD GAVE YOU A BEAUTIFUL SUNSHINE IN "EMILY". YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN LIKE A LOVING SON TO ME. I DONT LIKE TO USE THE WORD"IN LAW" BUT, SOME MIGHT THINK IT WEIRD THAT MY DAUGHTER MARRIED MY SON. I COULDNT FEEL ANY CLOSER IF YOU WERE MY SON, HOPE YOUR MOM DOESNT MIND SHARING YOU WITH ME. I LOVE YOU DEARLY, MOM A.
MOM A.
- Sunday, June 15, 2003 10:25 AM CDT
Scott,
Hi there my name is Ally and I found your link through another link..I want to tell you...I am grieving mom, I lost my daughter Anna a year ago..this past mothers day was my second without her...I had her first angel date 3/20/03...
Scott, today I know will be hard for you...my heart is going out to you..I will not tell you I am sorry for your loss because I know how I myself hate for someone to tell me those words..They did nothing wrong therefore, they have nothing to be sorry about!! my heart hurts with you today, your first fathers day without your beautiful angel.
Scott, I hope you find some peace and comfort today..try to do be kind to yourself and do something special for yourself..and Scott if you need a friend I am online and would love to chat with you.
hugs,
Ally
Ally <angel_wings_flutter_softly@yahoo.com>
Powder Springs, GA USA - Sunday, June 15, 2003 9:13 AM CDT
Scott,
I just wanted to wish YOU
a HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!
I feel it in my HEART
that Seth is smiling down from
up above at YOU today!!!
Lots of Love, The Gates FamilyVisit Christina's Site (Leukemia AML)
Sherry <cher9293@aol.com>
Lakeland , FL USA - Sunday, June 15, 2003 8:21 AM CDT
Scott,
THinking of you on this day!!!
You are a WONDERFUL father!!!
love those pictures Ruthie!!!!
mulieros
mary
- Sunday, June 15, 2003 7:04 AM CDT
What a beautiful entry Scott. Thanks for sharing with us, your Caringbridge family. I do hope the day brings many warm and cherished memories to you as you continue to be a father to Emily and a loving husband to Ruthie. God bless you, and ALL fathers today, and always. †
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Sunday, June 15, 2003 6:56 AM CDT
Happy Father's Day Scott:) Your entry was incredibly beautiful, incredibly sad and touched me deeply. Thankyou for sharing your joy and your pain and your Seth with us, it is an honor. I wonder, is there anything so sweet as a Daddy and a son sleeping together?? Ruthie, I am so sorry your Dad has to be in Heaven, I'm sure you miss him more than words can say. And of course, forever missing Seth. Our prayers will be with you this Father's Day, and you are forever Seth and Emily's Daddy. God Bless you all.
Warmest wishes to you,
Tracey, Steve, Quinn and Callum xoxo
Calgary,Ab, Canada, - Sunday, June 15, 2003 4:01 AM CDT
Happy Father's Day, Scott. Hope you feel a smile or two spread across your face at the sight of your beautiful daughter Emily. I know Seth will be so close in your thoughts, too. HUGS to you all.
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Sunday, June 15, 2003 1:53 AM CDT
What a beautiful entry Scott. God Bless you and your family. My heart breaks for you all.
Eileen-Hugs and Hope Club Member
- Sunday, June 15, 2003 0:38 AM CDT
Happy Fathers Day Scott!!! Just wanted to say your entry tonight was very touching and the pictures are beautiful. The love and strength that you and Ruthie have and share on this website is awsome. You give so much strength to others who read your website. I know I have gotten alot from you. I'am very honored to gotten to know you and your family.
Diane Love------ Ms. Diane <dlove17@bellsouth.net>
west palm beach, l USA - Saturday, June 14, 2003 10:31 PM CDT
Just wanted you to know we are thinking about your family-especially Mom.
The Cabreras - Maurice, Suzanne, Alex and Rachel
Suzanne Cabrera <MOCabrera@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL - Friday, June 13, 2003 10:39 PM CDT
Thinking of you!
Mikie from ALL-KIDS (www.caringbridge.org/tn/emily)
- Thursday, June 12, 2003 9:25 PM CDT
Dear Scott, Ruthie, and Emily,
I am so happy to hear that you had a wonderful time at Camp Sunshine. I can honestly say that I can't wait to go. The experience you spoke of makes me want to go that much more....especially since I am going there "blindly" - I don't know anyone who has ever been, and I am going alone for 2 weeks. I don't know if I told you this or not, but I am going to volunteer at Boggy Creek next week for the kidney session. All this volunteering is thanks to your random acts of kindness ~ I can't thank you enough.
Have a wonderful week.
With love,
Haley Hastings <haleyhastings@yahoo.com>
St. Simons Island, GA - Thursday, June 12, 2003 7:57 PM CDT
Hi Ruthie, Scott, Emily and Seth in heaven....
GREAT PICTURES!!!! It was nice to hear about your time at Camp Sunshine!! Thinking about you and Jerry (all of your family)!
your friends and neighbors,
Mulieros
mary
- Wednesday, June 11, 2003 8:48 PM CDT
I somehow stumbled on your beautiful website and was drawn to your compelling story. Seth was such a beautiful child and as I have a 2.5 -year-old named Seth, I was particularly fascinated by the fact that both Seth's love trains! Please accept my sincerest sorrow and my wishes that your family never knows from tragedies again!
Janice
Boca Raton , FL USA - Wednesday, June 11, 2003 6:01 PM CDT
Dear Ruthie and Scott,
I know this is a very hard month for you and you are all in my prayers. I think of you often and pray for you. All of you incredible parents are an inspiration and give me the strength to face the next suffering child and their families. I also get strength from all the beautiful little angels like Seth and Jalen. I pray God can ease your pain. All my love Peggy L.
Peggy Ladd <thadho@bellsouth.net>
- Tuesday, June 10, 2003 8:39 PM CDT
Ruthie, Scott and Emmie,
You are in our thoughts and prayers. Your family has set an example of love and endurance that is an inspiration to us all. Loved the photos. Emmie is growing up so fast. Thanks for sharing with us.
Love, Bill and Cindy
Bill and Cindy Martinson
West Palm Beach, - Tuesday, June 10, 2003 8:28 AM CDT
Thinking of you and your family during this time and always. Glad to hear of your positive experience at Camp Sunshine...I love that name. Hope to be speaking/writing with you to hear of your plans for June at RCCA. Have you and your family in our thoughts. Love, Miss Leslie
Miss Leslie <lakelly@adelphia.net>
Palm Beach Gardens, FL - Monday, June 9, 2003 6:51 PM CDT
My dear friends...I can almost feel the pain that you are suffering during this time. I do not mean to minimize your pain at all by saying this...but, I am so sorry that this is such an awful month. Just awful...so many anniversaries; my month is February--and April; and now November...does it ever end? You are so brave, truly the bravest of anyone I have ever known. You both are wonderful parents, friends, and a blessing to all of those around you. Much love and peace, and yes, Amen to your words that a cure for childhood cancers be found! Love, Kathy
Kathy Charlton
- Monday, June 9, 2003 6:43 PM CDT
Always praying.......I'll never forget Seth!!
God bless you all.
Sent with big hugs and love,
Krista Iverson <krista.iverson@gepex.ge.com>
Ottawa, IL - Monday, June 9, 2003 3:38 PM CDT
ruthie:
I am so sorry to hear about the loss of your father recently. I am also sorry about the loss of your beautiful little boy. I can not imagine what it must feel like. It is something I fear more than anything in the world but at the same time I can not even fathom the heartbreak. The circumstances that we have met under "suck" as scott would say(Jalens Viewing) but at the same time it was nice to meet so many people I have only known of online.
The camp pictures are great, that fireplace is so cozy looking and your little girl is so beautiful. The picture of her sleeping on the hard floor after a fun day of play is so great!
With Love,
Susan and Jakey Bear Griffin
www.caringbridge.com/page/jakegriffin
jupiter, fl usa - Monday, June 9, 2003 2:42 PM CDT
Great photos! We LOVED Camp Sunshine when we went. It did more for Zac than I could ever put into words. I'm glad you had a good experience. How in the world can Emily just crash out on that hard floor? That's adorable!
Love you guys!
Natalee & Zac
- Monday, June 9, 2003 1:21 PM CDT
Dear Ruthie,
The details of a year ago are haunting. Hard times, things we didn't want. The thing worth fighting for - life. Every moment precious. Love to you, thank you for sharing, Robyn
caringbridge.com/ca/quito <yodelgado07@aol.com>
- Monday, June 9, 2003 3:32 AM CDT
Hi, honestly. I laughed when I saw Emily's picture. Hyterical, looks like a picture I would take.
I am Angela Krenz' Mom from rcca.
That school is so special, we forget no one.
Heard through the grapevine Emily will attend. GOOD FOR YOU!!
Christine
christine
- Sunday, June 8, 2003 10:35 PM CDT
I've been thinking about you all.
Big hugs,
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Sunday, June 8, 2003 8:23 PM CDT
im very sorry for your loss. i lost a son when he was 1 month old. i know your pain of losing a child. please stay strong and your family will be in my prayers..
www.babiesonline.com/babies/t/travoncg
sheri howe <mom2mattandtray@yahoo.com>
virginia beach, va usa - Saturday, June 7, 2003 10:19 AM CDT
Ruthie,
I PROMISE to remember and we WILL keep praying!!!
With love and hugs,
Tracey and family xoxo
Calgary,Ab, Canada, - Thursday, June 5, 2003 1:58 AM CDT
Ruth,
You have my deepest sympathy in the loss of your Dad recently.
Life is a journey that everyone travels and sometimes we're lost in the depths of the night. Yet even in darkness our hearts will be lifted, tears will be ended, and hope will shine bright. For out of the place where our grief is the deepest, up from the valley and toward the height, through every shadow, we walk in His presence, gently and graciously led by His light. God's promises are true and truly meant for all of you in this sad time.
God Bless all of you and kisses to Seth and PaPa. We rejoice knowing that we will be with them again in heaven.
Give Emily a kiss and hug from Kaden and I and we will keep you in our prayers.
Love in Christ,
Jerrri and Kaden <pakrfan1@msn.com>
Sioux Falls, SD USA - Wednesday, June 4, 2003 10:14 PM CDT
hey Ruthie, I hope your hangin in there, havent heard from you in awhile. I won't be stingy, I know you've had alot on your plate. Just miss ya. I know, we only met once in person, but you've been such and inspiration for me and my family, I feel I've know you 4-ever. Peace and Prayers for ya'll, 4/J's
Julie (Jeffery's Mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/jeffery <JulieSample1@aol.com>
Jax, F USA - Wednesday, June 4, 2003 9:23 PM CDT
DEAR RUTHIE AND SCOTT,
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR CHECKING IN ON TY-MICHAEL.
I AM SO SORRY TO READ ABOUT BABY JALEN,I THINK CANCER SUCKS SO BAD .. I CANT BELIEVE HOW MANY OF OUR CHILDREN HAVE LOST THIS FIGHT ..AND HOW MANY NEW ONES ARE BEING DX EVERYDAY..
CANCER SUCKS
CANCER SUCKS
I WILL PRAY FOR PEACE AND COMFORT IN YOUR LIFE.SO MANY LOSSES AT ONE TIME. MY HEART IS WITH YOU
LOVE
AUDRA
www.caringbridge.org/fl/tymichaelschmidt <grlwndr68@hotmail.com>
HOBE SOUND, FL - Wednesday, June 4, 2003 4:54 PM CDT
I read your entry in precious little Jalens guest book..and just wanted to say that I'm praying for much strength to get through this difficult time in your life also..Sounds like the last 6 months have been so difficult for you..I lost my dad several years ago and I have to say it wasn't easy to endure..but thankfully, I know where he is and know that the day will come when we will all be reunited with him again..that helps when the lonely days come around..Sincerely Carolyn J {Quilts of Love}
Carolyn <carolynj52@ilovejesus.net>
Oklahoma United States - Wednesday, June 4, 2003 3:22 PM CDT
To Scott and Ruthie....from all of us on the night shift at St Mary's hospital....lots of love and prayers to you both,especially Ruth on the loss of her father....we all remember you always .Seth lives in our hearts and in the wonderful memories of a little boy who brought so much love and joy to all of us...many times during the night we hear the train whistles and think of Seth,our beloved "Trainman",may God bless and lots of love to Emily.
St Marys Medical Center....pediatric heme/oncology unit
West _Palm Beach, Fl. USA - Tuesday, June 3, 2003 11:25 PM CDT
Ruthie and Jerry - My heart just breaks for you both with the losses you had to endure this past year - son/father - grandson/husband. CANCER SUCKS BIG TIME. Ruthie - you were so kind to reach out to me when I lost my husband a little over two months ago to this wretched disease and I never got around to thanking you - I am now. I come to your site on a regular basis to keep grounded but post very little. It is just so difficult to find the words. I do know that if there is a railroad up in heaven - my Glenn, Seth and your Dad are having a blast. I don't know why God chose to take them when he did but at least they are all in good company and one day we will join them to. I truely believe that. My prayers are with you both during this very difficult time.
To Glenn and all our angels - "If tears could build a stairway and memories a lane - I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again."
Lynne - loving wife of Glenn - now my guardian angel <gasgms@cs.com>
Clayton, NC - Tuesday, June 3, 2003 9:24 PM CDT
Thinking of you!
mary
- Tuesday, June 3, 2003 8:22 PM CDT
I pray for you as you grieve for your loved ones. The pain of losing them I know is strong and I hope the memories somehow can shadow it and dull its sharpness. God Bless.
Ivy
ivy www.caringbridge.org/wa/cameronboyd <poisenivj@aol.com>
lynnwood, wa usa - Tuesday, June 3, 2003 8:13 PM CDT
So very sorry to hear about the passing of your father. How much can one family take??? You are always in our prayers. Take care and I will pray for your mom and sister also.
www.caringbridge.org/ky/ryans.hope
Michele, Ryan's mom <finckfam@fuse.net>
Hebron, ky USA! - Tuesday, June 3, 2003 7:27 PM CDT
Dear Ruthie,
I just wanted to write to give you my deepest sympathy for the loss of your father as well as your dear son. It is too much pain for one year, and I pray God will give you strength to get through each day.
Janine (mom to Steve who had AML) www.caringbridge.org/page/stevenielsen
Janine Nielsen
Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, June 3, 2003 6:56 AM CDT
Hi! Just wanted you to know we are thinking of you and praying for you!
Love Natalee & Zac
- Monday, June 2, 2003 12:21 AM CDT
Ruthie,
I'm so sorry to hear of the passing your father. Your family has had to endure so much in the last year. I hope you can all find comfort in your faith and each other. Please know that our thoughts are with you and your family.
Much love,
Dianne
Phoenix, AZ - Monday, June 2, 2003 11:49 AM CDT
I am offering my sympathy in the loss of your father. But, oh can't you just picture the joyous reunion between Seth and his grandfather.
God Bless.
MORGAN'S PAGE
Jerry, Allison, Morgan, & Holden Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Sunday, June 1, 2003 7:42 PM CDT
Hello there. What a beautiful entry... I think the memorial for the 19 children was such a neat idea... to symbolize that they live on. You are right- it does not seem like six months. And with your father too... you have had to deal with so much lately. Just know that Laura - way out here in Cali- remembers Seth each night- in the middle of the night, with the screams of each passing train.
caringbridge.org/ca/coltonmeyer
- Sunday, June 1, 2003 6:15 PM CDT
I am so sorry that I didn't get to Camp Sunshine last weekend to meet you. I'm Zac's friend and I live close to camp but my father in law had open heart surgery and I was kept busy wth that.
Sorry to hear about your Dad but I'm sure Seth was glad to see him. My grandmother passed away a year after my son did and about a month before she died, she called me at work to tell me that Adam(my son) was sitting in her living room with her. His visit comforted her greatly. Of course, I left work in a hurry and rushed to her thinking the end was near but she was quite lcid and matter of fact about the experiance. Adam simply assured her that it would be OK. The vening that she passed away I was sitting with her and she promised to take of my son in heaven and wanted me to take care of her son on earth(my dad). We're both keeping our promises.
Anxious to hear about Camp. This is their first bereavement time and they're looking for feedback. They asked me to go but it's been 15 years and I am divorced from Adam's dad and my other son is 19 so I didn't feel I had a family yo go with. I should have gone as a volunteer but ...oh well. Maybe next year
Take care and take one day at a time. You're a wonderful family and so blessed to have had Seth
Sharon Dube <dubes@mmc.org>
gray, me - Sunday, June 1, 2003 5:01 PM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss. I keep thinking of Seth and his grandpa being together now, arm in arm, and heart to heart. His funeral sounded like it was a great tribute to a brave and wonderful man. My thoughts are with you and I will pray that you will feel some peace during your time of grieving. With love, Lori Ann
Lori Ann Rusinko
Lake Worth, Fl - Saturday, May 31, 2003 10:19 PM CDT
JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT, WITH TEARS, I AM THINKING ABOUT YOU THIS WEEKEND. YOUR DAD'S FUNERAL DID SOUND LIKE SOMETHING OF WHICH HE WOULD BE PROUD. I AM SO GLAD THAT SETH AND HE ARE TOGETHER AGAIN.
DAVID WEIR
TAMPA, - Saturday, May 31, 2003 1:40 PM CDT
Ruthie and Jerry,
We are so sorry for your loss. Our thoughts are with you.
Kathy, Tom, Victoria and Samantha
Montclair, NJ - Saturday, May 31, 2003 11:28 AM CDT
I am so sorry to hear about our dad..my thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Heather Grell <hiyah75@lycos.com>
Brainerd, MN - Saturday, May 31, 2003 10:20 AM CDT
Ruthie, Scott, Jerry and Emily,
I am so sorry to hear about your father. I couldn't help but getting the picture in my head of Wally scooping up Seth in his arms. The happy reunion. Please tell you mother our prayers go out to her.
Linda Gozza
RPB, - Saturday, May 31, 2003 8:48 AM CDT
Ruthie,
I have to say that journal entry was very moving. I can't believe it's been six months. I'm so, so sorry for you to have to go through this whole nightmare. Reading about your father and the service and his bravery was sad but also touching. He's a hero and people don't realize it was guys like him that stuck his neck out for our freedom. You must be very proud. Once again, I'm truly sorry for all you've had to go through. God bless you.
Bo Mathis(father of DOUBLE M)
www.caringbridge .com/fl/champ <saveit24@aol.com>
Boynton Beach, Fl. - Saturday, May 31, 2003 3:46 AM CDT
My heart breaks for you all, in yet another loss of your loved one. The picture of Seth and your father together, must be so precious to you.
I'm so glad you will be going back to the Camp next year. It sounds as though you found a group of people who can really understand your particular sense of loss and sadness.
You will be in my thoughts and prayers,
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Saturday, May 31, 2003 1:57 AM CDT
"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."
That saying you have is so very true. I haven't been to this page for a little while but I am glad I came by today. I read some of your past journals and a lot of things you said really hit home. I don't think God choses to give anyone cancer. I can't believe that or my heart would never be the same. I think God allows things to happen but does not MAKE bad things happen. I look around and think, "Why does it seem the best people get sick?" That doesn't make since to me. It will never make since to me. I am so sorry for the passing of your father. May God be with you and your dear Mom. Your daughter is beautiful and I love the picture of Emily and Seth together. I am sure you treasure that picture! Love, Tracy and Katia
Visit Katia's Page and sign her guestbook:) (Leukemia AML M4)
Tracy and Katia
- Friday, May 30, 2003 4:14 PM CDT
Dear Ruthie and Family-
You and your family are in my prayers.
-Dayna
Dayna Ruemke <druemke@psebrenham.com>
Brenham, TX USA - Friday, May 30, 2003 4:07 PM CDT
Ruthie, Scott, Jerry and family,
Be proud of you "peacemaker" I think of Wally at the cookie parties in his "ALL RED" outfit..... and I smile!!
Thinking of you !
Mulieros
mary
- Friday, May 30, 2003 3:10 PM CDT
Ruthie, I was so saddened by your latest entry. Words are never enough...nor hold the answer. Please know you are ever in our thoughts and prayers.
Jo & Jon <writejo@planetparrot.net>
Deerfield Beach, - Friday, May 30, 2003 8:59 AM CDT
Dear Ruthie & Jerry,
I am so incredibly sorry to hear that your dad and husband is now in Heaven...I can assure you that he is now in a much better place and he is not alone as Seth was probably standing up there waiting for him. What a wonderful picture that is. Please know that you have all my love and prayers...I pray that God will wrap his loving arms around your whole family during this difficult time...I pray that He will grant you the strength and courage that you will need to go through this...know that you will all be together again one fine day and when that day comes, it will be forever and ever. You guys keep strong...I am thinking of you!
Girlie's Page
Janice's Page
Love & prayers,
XOXOXOXO
Janice <wine_chic@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Friday, May 30, 2003 8:01 AM CDT
Just wanted you to know I stopped and said a prayer for your whole family today....
Stacy S
WPB, FL - Friday, May 30, 2003 6:33 AM CDT
Dear Ruthie
I was listening to a campsongs tape, one of the songs was "this train is bound for glory..." I thought of Seth and came to tell you of the moment. But like the time I found out about Seth, I gasped when I read your news. I am sorry for your loss. I wish you and your family had not heard these same words before. I wish you hadn't heard the poems, or become familiar with pain. But that is not your path,---or mine. Most of all I pray for that peace that passeth understanding. Love, Robyn
Robyn Delgado
- Friday, May 30, 2003 1:48 AM CDT
Ruth,
We are so sorry the loss of your Papa. We will keep you, your family and especially your Mama in our prayers as you grieve the loss of this special father.
Tracey, Steve, Quinn and Callum xoxo
Calgary, Ab, Canada, - Friday, May 30, 2003 0:28 AM CDT
I am so sorry to hear about your dad. You are all in my prayers.
Elizabeth
richland, WA - Thursday, May 29, 2003 11:38 PM CDT
Jerry, Ruthie and family
Was just thinking of you and logged in and I am so sorry to about your husband Jerry and your dad Ruthie. My deepest sympathy to you and your family. God has challenged you this year and I pray you continue to be strong to get through this difficult time. God Bless you and your family. My thoughts and prayers are with you. love cindy
cindy valverde <cin71630aol.com>
royal palm beach, fl - Thursday, May 29, 2003 9:41 PM CDT
Ruthie, Scott, Emily, and Jerry,
I am so sorry to hear you lost another beloved family member. I know he is in good company in heaven.
Laura (Reilly's mom)
- Thursday, May 29, 2003 9:37 PM CDT
Ruthie and Scott, just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you and as always praying that things will get better. Our prayers are with you. Love, Mary and Matthew
mary moore <moorefun7@juno.com>
wellington, fl palm beach - Thursday, May 29, 2003 7:30 PM CDT
I have never lost a child, but did lose 2 out of 3 parents in less than a year. The only way I made it through was with lots of prayers and the Lord carrying me--there was only one set of "Footprints" for a long time. I will keep your whole family in prayer.
A stranger from Indiana
- Thursday, May 29, 2003 8:57 AM CDT
Ruthie, I know there are no words to comfort you at this time. My heart sank when I read your last entry. I pray for you, your mom, Scott and Emily. I wish I could do something to alleviate your pain, but know that your entire family is never far from my thoughts and prayers. I sat here tonight trying to put the finishing touches on my donation letter for Team in Training, I was stuck. I was (negatively) thinking that I must have been nuts to believe I could raise the dollars or complete the training for such a challenging event like the Disney triathlon, so I decided to log on to Seth's website to see his face smiling back at me (my favorite pic of him). He is my inspiration. He reminds me that no matter how tough the training will get it is worth it. My promise to him and to your family is that I will do my best to help you, Scott and Emily one day see the end to this horrible disease. I don't write often, but I check the website daily from work (on breaks) and at home. I live out and Wellington and conveniently located near Seth's grave and his little oak tree at the park. Please use me for whatever you need. Love, Jackie
Jackie Muniz <primrose_jackie@yahoo.com>
Wellington, FL USA - Wednesday, May 28, 2003 10:41 PM CDT
Dear Jerry, Ruthie and family,
What can be said? I have prayed that the Guardian angel Michael come and wrap his wings around your family for strength and protection in the past and now more than ever. You are all in my thoughts and prayers. Ruthie, your father is in my prayers. God Bless you and your family.
Love,
Amy
Amy Gallagher <agallagher75@aol.com>
Lantana, FL USA - Wednesday, May 28, 2003 8:34 PM CDT
Ruthie - I am so sorry. I will continue praying for your family.
Karen
Naples, FL - Wednesday, May 28, 2003 5:51 PM CDT
Ruthie-
Just stopped in and wanted to let you know that we are thinking of you and wishing there was some release from all of this pain. I am so deeply sorry about your Dad . . . you are in our hearts.
Much love, Michelle, Erik, and Cam
Michelle Jorgensen (Cam's mommy)
- Wednesday, May 28, 2003 3:45 PM CDT
Jerry, Ruthie, Scott and family,
You are in our thoughts and prayers during this difficult time. Find comfort in knowing that Wally is in no pain and at peace with Trainman Seth in heaven.
God Bless you all!
Pam, Dan, Angelina and Anthony Giust
The Giust's <pamgiust@mindspring.com>
Lake Worth, FL USA - Wednesday, May 28, 2003 9:24 AM CDT
My heart goes out to your family.
Cindy Wright
Sparta, Tennessee - Wednesday, May 28, 2003 9:07 AM CDT
Just dropping by to let you know that I have your all in my thoughts. I HATE CANCER!
God bless you all,
Wendy Ruth
Wendy Ruth Paxton
- Wednesday, May 28, 2003 7:05 AM CDT
Jerry- So sorry to hear about the loss of your husband. God has a special job for him up in heaven. Just think of how happy he must be now to be in the arms of God. My prayers are with your family. Again, I am so sorry for your losses this year. Cancer is such a terrible thing. My heart goes out to you..prayers are headed your way.
Love
Jen Parenti <Parenti@netzero.net>
orford, NH USA - Wednesday, May 28, 2003 6:44 AM CDT
Hello dear family of friends, I'm saddened to hear of yet, another loss for ya'll. Mrs. Jerry, our condolenses to you, and Ruthie, girl, hold on there, and keep your self centered, and know that our family will continue to pray for some peace for your family. Man, life has gone so crazy, what's going on??? Things used to be so much more pleasant, I didn't even know anyone who died till I was 18yrs. old. We've only had a hand ful of deaths in our family since I've been alive, now all I see is death. Peace and Prayers to you all, and remember we're all here praying for you. 4/J's
Julie ( Jeffery's Mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/jeffery <JulieSample1@aol.com>
Jax., Fl USA - Wednesday, May 28, 2003 0:33 AM CDT
Ruthie & Jerry -- So very sorry to hear about Wally. I updated Mom (Yvonne Best) the other day and she said she will certainly miss his great 'upbeat' smile greeting all on the way to mass as he had done for soo many years. You all are in our prayers. "Cancer does suck" as we found out ourselves at the end of last year. Your journal writing appears to be such an outlet for you,that I certainly hope that it does help you.
Barbara (Best) Wheeler <bjjwheels@aol.com>
WPB, FL - Tuesday, May 27, 2003 9:50 PM CDT
Damnit!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CANCER SUCKS!
Ruthie & family~
most sincere condolences. I'm so sorry. I'm praying for you all.
Chanda & Jake
- Tuesday, May 27, 2003 8:35 PM CDT
Ruthie & Jerry - My spirit and prayers are with you all.
Dawn M
Wake Forest, NC - Tuesday, May 27, 2003 8:21 PM CDT
Ruthie, Jerry and all of your family,
We art thinking about you as we always do.... Peace to Wally.
the Mulieros
mary
- Tuesday, May 27, 2003 5:43 PM CDT
Please accept or most heartfelt condolances for all of you. We can only continue to pray for you all. Please know that you all are so very much loved. May God and Seth welcome Wally into Heaven with outstreched arms. And give you the peace that only he can give you.
In prayer,
Tim & Suzanne
McAuliffes'
Lake Worth, FL - Tuesday, May 27, 2003 5:41 PM CDT
Dearest Jerry, Ruthie, Scott and Emily.....
My heart breaks for all of you. Please accept my most heartfelt condolences and my deepest sympathy. I have a poem that was sent to me when we lost my grandmother, and I'd very much love to share it with you!
God's Garden
God looked around His garden
And found an empty place
He then looked down upon the earth
And saw your tired face
He put His arms around you
And lifted you to rest
God's garden must be beautiful,
He always takes the best
He knew that you were suffering
He knew you were in pain,
He knew that you would never
Get well on earth again.
He saw the road was getting rough
And the hills were hard to climb
So He closed your weary eyelids,
And whispered "Peace Be Thine."
It breaks our hearts to lose you
But you didn't go alone.
For part of us went with you,
The day God called you home.
Love, ((((HUGS)))), and prayers to all of you, especially during this most difficult time!
Eva Shimmons <KWfan4ever@yahoo.com>
Marcellus, MI - Tuesday, May 27, 2003 3:04 PM CDT
Hello friends...Ruthie,and family, I am so sorry for your loss. Words do not even begin to convey the feelings I have knowing your pain all too well at this time...cling to one another--truly allow comfort to flow amongst and between each of you. It will give you courage and strength. Much love and thoughts to you all...Kathy
Kathy Charlton
- Tuesday, May 27, 2003 3:02 PM CDT
Dear Ruthie and family,
I am so sorry about your dad. Words cannot explain how sorry I am. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers, now and forever.
With love,
Haley Hastings <haleyhastings@yahoo.com>
Athens, GA - Tuesday, May 27, 2003 2:52 PM CDT
I am terribly sorry for all that you have gone through this past year. Ruthie and Jerry, and everyone in your family for your losses. We continue to pray for your family every day and wrap you in hugs all the time. Hang in there....
Love Natalee & Zac
- Tuesday, May 27, 2003 12:33 AM CDT
I am truly sorry for the loss of your father and Jerry of your husband.
Please accept my deepest sympathies.
Jennifer Miles <jennifer.miles@thomson.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, May 27, 2003 12:06 AM CDT
Words cannot express my sorrow. I cotinue to pray for your family, as always. I wish you peace.
Love,
Marissa
Marissa Barrera <missy407@hotmail.com>
Boca Raton, Fl - Tuesday, May 27, 2003 9:33 AM CDT
Ruthie, I struggle to come up with the words to express how sorry I am that your family is enduring yet another loss. Please know that I am thinking of you, Scott, Emily, your mom and the rest of your family at this difficult time. I pray that God finds a way to grant you some peace and comfort during this time and the days ahead. Give the "wild woman" a hug from "thrill ride Emmie".
Mikie from ALL-KIDS (www.caringbridge.org/tn/emily)
Bartlett, TN - Tuesday, May 27, 2003 9:17 AM CDT
Oh Ruthie, I was so sorry to hear about your Dad's Passing. I will keep you all in my thoughts and prayers. If I can help in any way, Please call me. 254-9233.
Much Love
Linda Bowers and Family
Linda Bowers <bowers_l@bellsouth.net>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Tuesday, May 27, 2003 9:00 AM CDT
My heart breaks at the fact that your family has endured another horrible loss. I am so sorry. Keeping your family in my thoughts and prayers.
Kelley Fitzgerald (www.caringbridge.com/ny/lindsay)
Rochester, NY - Tuesday, May 27, 2003 8:35 AM CDT
Dear Jerry, Ruthie, Scott and Emily:
Words cannot express my sadness when I read Ruthie's update. My heart goes out to you all.
Jenniffer St.John
- Tuesday, May 27, 2003 8:30 AM CDT
Ruthie, Jerry and Family:
I am so sorry for your loss. It is simply unspeakable. I will continue to have your family in my prayers and thoughts. Please remember how many people are fighting for you guys. Much love and many prayers,
Wendy Ruth
Wendy Ruth Paxton <wendy.paxton@carolinashealthcare.org>
Rock Hill, SC - Tuesday, May 27, 2003 8:19 AM CDT
Sad day. I'm so sorry for your loss. You'll remain in my prayers.
Kim Barnes <kbarnes@pbpost.com>
Lake Worth, FL - Tuesday, May 27, 2003 8:00 AM CDT
I am so sorry for the loss of your father. I lost my own last year and know how difficult it is. Your family is in my prayers.
Take care,
Susan
Susan Bernhardt
Zimmerman, MN - Tuesday, May 27, 2003 7:53 AM CDT
I am very sorry to hear about your family's loss. We have you all in our thoughts and prayers. Love, Miss Leslie
Miss Leslie
Palm Beach Gardens, FL - Tuesday, May 27, 2003 7:29 AM CDT
I am so sorry to hear of your Fathers passing. My family
(Laura Kelly & Daughters) also send out their condolences to your whole family. Your Father was a precious man and we were blessed to have known him. May God continue to comfort you in your time of need.
Jackie Kekacs
- Tuesday, May 27, 2003 5:09 AM CDT
Oh Ruthie, I'm sorry to hear about your Dad. Hugs to all of you, and Jerry especially, for your loss.
You'll be in my thoughts and prayers.
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Tuesday, May 27, 2003 2:36 AM CDT
we are so sorry to here about your Dad our prayers are with you and your family.you have had so much hardship in the last year.are hearts are heavy for you and your family.are prayers are with you and family.God bless you.uncle Ray & aunt Jan
Ray Meyer <Rpmeyer512@cs.com>
Algonquin , IL. McHenry - Tuesday, May 27, 2003 1:11 AM CDT
Ruthie, Jerry and all the family,
Words fail me. I am so sorry for you loss. I will continue to pray for all of you.
With love and prayers
Suzanne Cabrera
Suzanne Cabrera <MOCabrera@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL - Tuesday, May 27, 2003 0:38 AM CDT
Loss of words...
Very special thoughts and prayers.
Tom
- Monday, May 26, 2003 11:38 PM CDT
I went to visit Seth twice already. Today Tracy and I went and added another plant and I put a little wind spinning thing in it. I will be checking on it tomorrow and if it is gone, I will be right in that office.
Hope to see you soon.
God Bless,
Jeanette (Jalen's Mommy)
www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <tru2200@aol.com>
RPB, FL - Monday, May 26, 2003 10:51 PM CDT
Ruthie, even though we've never met in person I do feel like I've gotten to know you at least a little over the past months. It breaks my heart that you are dealing with such pain. No, God does not cause these things to happen. God is the perfect parent and what parent would strike their child with a disease? He is our example of how to be parents in every way. Anyone who says that a parent would bring harm upon their child in any way is mistaken. And, I'm sorry for the people who have said "if your faith were stronger you wouldn't be hurting". Unfortunately, I think most of us who have dealt with a difficult situation involving illness have heard that or some variation of that from our "christian friends" -- i obviously use the term loosely--it reminds me much of Job's friends. I've been told that I wouldn't be sick if I had more faith to get healed. Some people just don't get it--try as they might, we'll just have to keep praying that God would open their eyes and keep them from hurting anyone else with statements like that. I want you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers and your entire family will continue to stay there. Please don't hesitate to let me know if there's anything more tangible I can do for you. Blessings and lots of love to you.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Monday, May 26, 2003 2:51 PM CDT
Dear Ruthie,
You don't know me but I am writing to you from Melbourne, Australia! I found your site through one of the other CB sites and just had to come by and say hello..I am so extremely sorry for your loss of your beautiful son, Seth. I LOVE that photo of him on the page...he really was so beautiful. Although I did not get the chance to follow his journey, I can just imagine how amazing he was and how strong and brave he was. I am also so sorry to hear that your dad is so ill...I will be praying my hardest for him and your mom too. Last september, I lost my mom to Ovarian Cancer. The big "C" really is the most horrible disease and it takes away the ones we love the most. It's been 8 months since my mom passed away and people say that as time goes by,it will get easier. Well it hasn't gotten any easier but I'm sure it will..and I'm sure it will be easier for you too. I guess it is just different for everyone. I just started a caringbridge page in memory of my mom, please come check it out :) In the mean time, I will be down on my knees praying for a miracle for your dad. I also pray that God grant you the strength and courage that you need to go through this difficult time.. having lost a parent, I know there is nothing more important than faith in God, and His love. Keep strong..
Girlie's Page
Love & prayers,
XOXOOXXO
Janice <wine_chic@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Monday, May 26, 2003 2:37 AM CDT
Sending lots of prayers for a safe trip and hope that you find you are glad you went. Sending lots of warm, caring thoughts and prayers for your mom and dad too.
Kelley Fitzgerald (www.caringbridge.com/ny/lindsay)
Rochester, NY - Saturday, May 24, 2003 3:34 PM CDT
I really feel for you. We did hospice with my mother, until she passed away. Please e-mail me if you ever want to talk... love, laura
www.caringbridge.org/ca/coltonmeyer
- Saturday, May 24, 2003 2:32 PM CDT
Keeping you safe in our prayers, Ruth. Have the best time you can muster in Maine. We'll be sure to keep sweet Seth in our prayers too,
hugs,
Tracey, Steve, Quinn and Callum xoxo
Calgary, Ab, Canada, - Saturday, May 24, 2003 1:15 AM CDT
Keeping you safe in our prayers, Ruth. Have the best time you can muster in Maine. We'll be sure to keep sweet Seth in our prayers too,
hugs,
Tracey, Steve, Quinn and Callum xoxo
Calgary, Ab, Canada, - Saturday, May 24, 2003 1:15 AM CDT
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away.
Stacy
WPB, FL - Friday, May 23, 2003 9:48 AM CDT
I hope you find Camp Sunshine a healing respite from all your pain. We continue to pray for your family.
Thanks for adding a square to Zac's quilt. He loved it!
Much love and peace...Natalee & Zac
- Friday, May 23, 2003 9:31 AM CDT
How much more can a heart take? I look in the mirror everyday and say that over and over.....No one should ever have to suffer like all of our families sufering with loved ones SUFFERING! I'm digging deep Ruthie..I'm trying to pray alot about my situation and stay full of hope and have peace in my own heart. I'll do the same for you and your family too.
Fondly...
Chanda & Jake
- Thursday, May 22, 2003 5:43 PM CDT
Dear Scott and Ruthie,
I am so sorry to hear about your dad, but I pray that your time in Maine will be just what you need to help heal your pain.
God Bless!
Miss Courtney <gatoralum24@hotmail.com>
Martha's Vineyard, MA USA - Thursday, May 22, 2003 2:48 PM CDT
Dear Scott & Ruthie;
I'm so sorry to hear of the latest news on Ruthie's father. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. I hope you will have a good trip to Maine, it is such beautiful country. With much love, Dianne
Dianne
Phoenix, AZ - Thursday, May 22, 2003 12:17 AM CDT
Ruthie, Scott & Emily:
I pray that you all will find some sort of peace during this trip to Maine. I pray that the Lord will watch over your every moment and allow you to feel His presence while you are away. I pray that God will allow Seth to send you special messages while you are remembering his every moment while he was with you. And I pray that the Lord will wrap His loving arms around your parents and hold them tightly while they face such difficulty.
www.caringbridge.org/nc/noellenicholas
In Him,
Wendy Baber <vbaber@triad.rr.com>
Winston-Salem, NC - Thursday, May 22, 2003 8:39 AM CDT
Ruthie, Scott & Emily:
I am happy to hear that you made the decision to go to Maine - I know it was a difficult one.
Have a safe trip - I will be thinking of you.
Love, Jen
Jenniffer St.John
Lake Worth, FL USA - Thursday, May 22, 2003 7:12 AM CDT
Hi Ruthie! Wishing all of you a safe and relaxing weekend. I know how difficult it is to leave your Dad at the moment, but I'm sure, knowing the neighbors you have, that he will be in strong and excellent hands while you're gone. Enjoy the quiet moments, and I hope you come back with amny new memories. God Bless....and Prayers continuing for your Dad and Mom. †
Tom <Werberacing@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Wednesday, May 21, 2003 10:52 PM CDT
Ruthie, I'm sorry to hear about your Dad's prognosis. Wish I could give you a big hug. You'll be in my thoughts and prayers.
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Wednesday, May 21, 2003 8:35 PM CDT
Ruthie, Scott, Emily and Seth in Heaven .. Jerry and Wally..
Thinking of you ... all of you!!!It is hard to write a message so I will think my pleasant thoughts of good memories of your family. with love
make the most of camp sunshine!!!!
mulieros
mary
- Wednesday, May 21, 2003 7:53 PM CDT
Your family is in my prayers.
Elizabeth Goodwin <thegoodwinfour@aol.com>
Richland, WA - Wednesday, May 21, 2003 7:03 PM CDT
I am so happy that your dad can go home. It makes such a difference to be where you are comfortable. I am sorry for you and your family. I will keep praying that your are given the strength to endure.
Linda
RPB, - Wednesday, May 21, 2003 6:31 PM CDT
Ruthie - I am so sorry. I'll be praying for all of your family.
Karen
Naples, FL - Wednesday, May 21, 2003 3:57 PM CDT
Dear Ruthie and Scott,
I am so sorry to hear about your father. Your family remains in my thoughts and prayers.
with love,
Haley Hastings <haleyhastings@yahoo.com>
Athens, GA - Wednesday, May 21, 2003 2:20 PM CDT
To the Bunkleman's & Atwells - I am so very sorry to hear about Wally's latest prognosis - it is just not fair how much your family has had to endure. I wish there was something I could do or say to make it all better - but I know I can't. Don't ever give up hope, miracles happen everyday-it's important to try to keep faithful and stay positive, as much as we understand what a struggle that is right now. Just know that you are continually in my daily thoughts and prayers. Please don't hesitate to call me if you need anything, even if it's just to vent. I am glad you have decided to go to Camp Sunshine - I hope and pray that it will be a wonderful experience. Love and Hugs, Anna
annalosito@yahoo.com <annalosito@yahoo.com>
West Palm Beach, FL Palm Beach - Wednesday, May 21, 2003 11:58 AM CDT
Ruthie, it is just not right that you and your family should have to endure so much heartache at one time. My thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Sue Davis-Killian
- Wednesday, May 21, 2003 10:50 AM CDT
Peace -- Ruthie, Scott, and Emily, as you face this most current struggle. And prayers for strength for your mom as well.
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
KDH, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Wednesday, May 21, 2003 10:19 AM CDT
Ruthie,
your family remains in my thoughts and prayers.
Greg Quattlebaum <greg@quattlebaum.org>
West Palm Beach, FL United States - Wednesday, May 21, 2003 10:04 AM CDT
May the awsome power of Jesus be with all of you, at this time of true test of faith. We will keep praying for you. We wish there would be something we could say or do to ease the sorrow and pain all of you must be going through. We have kept you all in prayer for quite some time and rest assured, we will continue. We love you guys and all that you do for us. even if you don't realize it. As Mom would say, God Bless.
Tim@ Suzanne
WPB, FL - Wednesday, May 21, 2003 9:52 AM CDT
The man with the cancer sucks club is RIGHT!!
Kim Barnes <kbarnes@pbpost.com>
Lake Worth, FL - Wednesday, May 21, 2003 8:55 AM CDT
Ruthie, Scott and family:
I am so sorry that your father is suffering. My love to you all.
Jen
Jenniffer St.John
Lake Worth, FL USA - Wednesday, May 21, 2003 8:52 AM CDT
Ruthie:
I am so sorry. Yes, I will continue to pray for you and your family. Please know that there are many, many people that care for you. Much love and many prayers,
Wendy Ruth
Wendy Ruth Paxton
Rock Hill, SC 29732 - Wednesday, May 21, 2003 8:46 AM CDT
I am so sorry Ruthie and family...news such as this is devastating...Love, Kathy
Kathy Charlton
- Wednesday, May 21, 2003 8:25 AM CDT
Hi!
Just wanted to let you know that you and your entire family are CONSTANTLY in our prayers! We also pray that you will be able to go to Camp Sunshine. It was definitely a life changing experience for us~especially Zac.
Much love, prayers and hope, Natalee & Zac
- Wednesday, May 21, 2003 6:33 AM CDT
Hello there...I just wanted to check in on you all. I do hope your father turns the corner. I also hope that you all get to get up to Maine. I am sure that would be much needed trip away and a time for continued healing...Much love to you all. Kathy
Kathy Charlton
- Tuesday, May 20, 2003 10:10 PM CDT
Hi ruthie --Just wanted to let you know I still think and pray for your family. That was a nice entry very touching. I will continue to pray for your father. You and your family continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. Take Care!!
cindy valverde <cin71630@aol.com>
royal palm beach, fl - Tuesday, May 20, 2003 8:51 PM CDT
Ruthie,
Thnak you so much for sharing your thoughts. I heard the same things when Allison died "God needed another angel" or "She is in a better place". It was all I could do not to scream and remind them that a child's place is in her mother's arms. Even those of us who have lost a child experience it differently but we all share the same need to make some sense of it all. I hope when we get to heaven our children will tell us all the suffering seemed like just a second in the infinity of God's love and our time with Him. But during our time on earth we need comfort and understanding and I felt that when I read your journal entry.
With love and continued prayers
Suzanne - Allison's Mommy
Suzanne Cabrera <MOCabrera@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL - Tuesday, May 20, 2003 5:58 PM CDT
Hello Ruthie-
I loved your journal today. I loved it because you spoke your mind and let your feelings flow. You have every right to question your faith -- to me you are enduring the most frightening, horrendous pain anyone could withstand. You are only human after all and I think you would be kidding yourself if the questions and thoughts you posted today did not come to you. Thank you for sharing your heart . . . and please know that my heart is with you. Glad to hear your dad is doing a bit better today. Much love to you, Scott, and Emily.
Michelle, Erik, and Cam
Michelle Jorgensen (Cam's mommy)
- Tuesday, May 20, 2003 4:26 PM CDT
What an incredible entry. It brought me to tears. Keep the faith. God will always be there for you.
About your Dad. I've never told you this before - but I have always felt a small connection to your Mom and Dad. They were Jim and my Marriage Encounter couple. We went to their house. They gave the church the thumbs up for us. That was 13 years ago this July. I'll keep your family in my prayers - especially your Dad.
P.S. Have fun and try to enjoy yourself at Camp Sunshine!
Kim Barnes <kbarnes@pbpost.com>
Lake Worth, FL - Tuesday, May 20, 2003 8:45 AM CDT
Ruthie:
You are so strong - what an incredibly moving entry. You make us all so thankful for what we have.
I know you will make the right decision about Camp Sunshine.
Love, Jen
Jenniffer St.John <stjohn@palmbeach.k12.fl.us>
Lake Worth, FL USA - Tuesday, May 20, 2003 8:30 AM CDT
Ruthie:
What a wonderful entry. I am glad you are able to express your feelings. Please know that your family is in my prayers daily. Much love and many prayers,
Wendy Ruth
Wendy Ruth Paxton
- Tuesday, May 20, 2003 7:34 AM CDT
Glad to hear that your dad is doing a little better. Keeping you and your family in our thoughts and prayers. Love, Miss Leslie
Miss Leslie
Palm Beach Gardens, FL - Tuesday, May 20, 2003 5:16 AM CDT
Ruthie-- You are so right. God didn't do this to our beautiful children. He is there to help them through it and that is exactly what he is doing.
God Bless,
Jeanette ( Jalen's Mommy )
www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen
- Monday, May 19, 2003 11:17 PM CDT
Ruthie: I'm so sorry to hear your dad is not doing well. I keep you all in my prayers.
Carolyn Mack (Meghan's Mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, FL USA - Monday, May 19, 2003 8:21 PM CDT
Ruthie, Scott, Emily and Seth in heaven..
Thinking of you and all of your family, peace to Wally.
Mulieros
mary
- Monday, May 19, 2003 8:10 PM CDT
God Ruthie...how much more heartache can you guys take. I'm praying for your Daddy to not suffer and I'm praying for all you to have alot of strength and peace in the days ahead...
XO
Chanda & Jake
- Monday, May 19, 2003 5:16 PM CDT
Ruthie, Scott, Emily & Seth in Heaven....
How much must one family endure?
I continue to hold you up in prayer daily... I can't even imagine the pain and darkness that you must encounter. I hope that every now and then, moments of hope and small beams of light also creep into your life.
May your Dad find relief from his suffering, and may God surround each member of your family with his loving arms.
Love to you all,
Teri
Jupiter, - Monday, May 19, 2003 2:49 PM CDT
Ruthie,
Sending lots of prayers your dad's way and cyber-hugs for you and your mom.
Kelley Fitzgerald (www.caringbridge.com/ny/lindsay)
Rochester, NY - Monday, May 19, 2003 8:31 AM CDT
ps- Good luck with dad... you have been through it. Sending HIGE hugs your way...
laura
- Sunday, May 18, 2003 9:47 PM CDT
Hi there! Just stopping by to say hello... hang in there. Love you, Laura
ps- I am jealous of your song- I don't have my speakers hooked up, but I want a song on my site again and I don't know how to do i.
You all take good care! We are reminded of Seth EVERY DAY we hear the trains...
Laura
- Sunday, May 18, 2003 9:46 PM CDT
Hi Ruthie... Thanks for stopping in at Diane's. We at Team Werbe offer our thoughts and prayers your Dad's way. Someday, we're gonna beat this Monster and have your wish, and that wish of many others never be needed again.
Sure, I've posted it on some of the other pages, but we all have different visitors, special friends, those who can't make the huge circle that Caringbridge encompasses...so I'll post it here, too, hoping you don't mind, since there's a little more to add after talking to Racquell today. Too funny about the buttons...I just packed up some for her, too, and she said "Good, I sure can use some!".
For all of Seth, Emily, Ruth and Scott's friends, a couple years of frustration came through last night at the track. Despite some minor pre-race problems, Ed finally did what we all believed in... He got a CAREER BEST 4th place finish. Ptior to this, his best had been an 8th, the night that Tyler passed away. OK, it's not a win... that will come. BUT, the good thing is, they have the top 5 cars/trucks come in to what is called the bull-pen. Now, here we are, totally unsponsored, with all these kids names, "our Angels", and the various causes we support. More than a few eyebrows were raised. I'll have an interview with Ed and Roy that I did put together later...
But the fact remains... for those of dealing with cancer....well no one says it better that Mr. Scott F..... CANCER SUCKS. All these childhood diseases SUCK. Last night, maybe we made just one more person aware of how much it all SUCKS. If so---then, well, the great finish was secondary. Awareness was gained. Someone else got to thinking, maybe. And although delayed a week, next Saturday, twice the awareness will be spread, because I was promised that the problem with the #61, Roy's ride would be fixed, and he'd be on the track as well. Minor problem there, but we had to focus on the Truck for last night.
Ruthie, I wish your Dad and all of you well, in whatever plan the good Lord has in store.
God Bless †
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Sunday, May 18, 2003 8:39 PM CDT
Hello Ruthie and family, I was just cruzing by to let my sister see your site, she gets booted every time she goes there, and saw the news about your Dad. I'm in awe of your stableness tonight, God has given you a great gift. Please know that your Dad, and your family will be in our prayers, for as long as we're able to go to the Lord in prayer. Peace, 4/J's
Julie (Jeffery's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/jeffery <JulieSample1@aol.com>
Jax., Fl USA - Sunday, May 18, 2003 8:05 PM CDT
I am so sorry for the pain you are having to endure. My prayers to your Dad and your family.
mary <zackysmom@city-net.com>
Pittsburgh, PA - Sunday, May 18, 2003 5:57 PM CDT
Oh Ruthie,
You have had to bear so much pain, more than anyone should have to go through. I am sorry and please know that you are always in our prayers.
Much love and hope
Natalee
- Sunday, May 18, 2003 5:26 PM CDT
Hope your father finds some comfort, soon. Hope you're ok, too.
Many hugs,
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Sunday, May 18, 2003 2:29 PM CDT
Still thinking about you all and praying for your dad to find comfort and hopefully a cure. It's hard for me to fathom what you must be going through, but know that my prayers are with you all for strength and understanding. You're right CANCER SUCKS!! My sister-in-law was just diag with breast cancer - but HOPEFULLY it was caught early enough to be treated and "cured".
Keep the faith and STRENGTH!!
Dawn M
- Sunday, May 18, 2003 12:57 AM CDT
I continue to think of you often. I wrote when you first lost your child having heard thru Natalie Howland.
I, too, know the pain of losing a son.
You are correct, no Mother's Day or any holiday or just any old day will ever be the same. At times the loss feels overwhelming, at times it's bearable.
I know when Adam died I asked his doctor how long it would be before I felt I could truly function, smile or participate fully in the world. He told me to give myself 6 months to grieve however intensly I needed to and if, after 6 months, I still felt I might not be able to go on with my life, to call him.
Well, maybe it was all in my mind cause he planted the 6 month idea there but, sure enough, by the time 6 months came around, I wasn't sobbing every day. I still sobbed often but not daily. As more time went on, the uncontrolable grieve contued to lessen.
It's been almost 15 years now and I have to admit that I sometimes still sob with grief so deep that I can't believe it. But...I have found that I have to let myself go through the pain. I am fortunate that I have some lovely home videos of Adam. Sometimes I watch them and sob, sometimes I watch them and laugh.
I miss him every day. I speak of him almost daily. He is still such a huge part of my life. I was so afraid that I would somehow "forget" the sound of his voice and laughter, the twinkle in his little eyes, etc but I have not. I have down moments when I feel he is so far away but those moments pass quickly for me now. I have found ways to draw him so close to me after all this time that I want you to know that it will happen for you also.
He will NEVER be completely away from you. As Zac says:"TaKe a picture". These moments will last your lifetime now matter how empty you feel right now.
I, too, had another child to take care of. I was so blessed cause it helped me through it. I could not lie in bed all day even if I wanted to. My other son Brent was 4 and needed me. Brent is now a remarkable young man of 19 you still talks of his brother, still remembers and is the person he is in part becasue of his brother.
I have been so fortunate. I always try to keep things in perspective. I would not trade one moment of my son's illness and death. I had a chance to say Goodbye, not all mothers are as fortunate. SOme lose their children to SIDS or send their children off on a school bus and have them never come home.
Watching him suffer was not easy but I still am thankful that I had that time with him. I gained alot of self confidence thru the experiance. I KNOW I CAN DO ANYTHING!
So can you! You are a remarkable person and your children are blessed to have you for a mother. How fortunate you are that the Lord blessed you to take care of such a remarkable boy!
Take care and God Bless
Sharon Dube <dubes@mmc.org>
Gray, Me - Friday, May 16, 2003 6:58 PM CDT
Hello!
I stop in and check on you all often but don't always sign. Know that I'm thinking of you all! We also live near a train track..we live on the conn. River and across the river in Vt we can hear it from time to time and my kids have to stop what they are doing so they can hear the faint "choo choo" sounds. Thinking of Seth.
Take care now
Love and prayers
Jen Parenti <parenti@netzero.net>
Orford, NH USA - Thursday, May 15, 2003 7:20 AM CDT
Guess what? Seth would love our new house! We just bought our first home... and it is only two blocks from the train tracks!!! Is that cool? In the middle of the night, sometimes the whistle wakes me- and the windows might shake-if it is a big train. One might think it would be bothersome, but it is one of the most relaxing sounds in the world. I feel like I am in a fantasy land of trains... and then I think of Seth. The trains are just a sign he lives on... take care, Laura
Colton's mama
- Wednesday, May 14, 2003 8:47 PM CDT
hi neighbors...
just stopping in to say HELLO!
mulieros
mary
- Wednesday, May 14, 2003 8:25 PM CDT
Hello. I cannot imagine how difficult Mother's Day was for you. I also cannot imagine the problems you are dealing with in regard to the cemetary. You must be at peace with everything involved with this situation, so can understand your thoughts.
I will check back on your family again soon. I have adopted several CaringBridge sites and visit each one every once in a while.
I continue to think of you and your famiy. God Bless.
Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Tuesday, May 13, 2003 3:22 PM CDT
My heart breaks for you. I am so sorry that you are having such a difficult time with the cemetary. I will pray that they do what they are supposed to do so that you do not have to suffer the pain of moving him. Love you.
Linda Gozza <gozman001@aol.com>
- Tuesday, May 13, 2003 12:48 AM CDT
Ruthie,Scott and Emily,
What a beatiful tribute to a sweet young boy. The quilt is wonderful. We continue to pray for your family. I thought about all the Mothers of Children with Cancer on Mothers day. It stinks. Peace Kathy
Kathy Pacheco & Kyle Pacheco <caringbridge.org/fl/kylep>
Lake Worth, FL - Tuesday, May 13, 2003 7:35 AM CDT
Hi Ruthie, Scott and Emily,
I visited Seth's quilt tonight; it is beautiful! I'm sure Seth was so excited to see the balloons heading up toward Heaven.Even though he is not here physically, I believe you can still create special memories with him -- like sending him the balloons. Just know that he is with you, and he's a part of whatever you do. I truly believe that. God bless you! Love, Susan
Susan Nero <snero561@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Monday, May 12, 2003 8:11 PM CDT
Dear Scott, Ruthi & Emily:
I was so happy to see all of you at the Team in Training Fall Kick-off on Saturday!
Scott - Come on, soldier - run the Marine Corps Marathon with us (-;
I am so sorry that Seth's resting spot is not worthy.
Should you decide to move your son, although I don't have much, I will be happy to contribute to the expense.
Love you all, Jen
Jenniffer St.John
Lake Worth, FL - Monday, May 12, 2003 10:27 AM CDT
Ruthie:
I thought about you and prayed for you yesterday. I am so sorry about the cemetary. Please know that we are praying for you. Much love,
Wendy Ruth
Wendy Ruth Paxton
- Monday, May 12, 2003 7:58 AM CDT
Ruthie and family, I'm so upset for your family and the cemetary. The young girl is Zenyda huh? I know her Mom is so upset over the problems out there too. I need to call her soon. Oh my gosh, how do you make the decission to un-earth your child. Please know that your situation, and your family is in our prayers, I hope that God gives you an answer to your dilima, soon. Peace and Prayers, 4/J's
Julie ( jeffery's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/jeffery <JulieSample1@aol.com>
jax., fl. usa - Monday, May 12, 2003 0:37 AM CDT
Scott and Ruthie,
I am sorry that it has been a while since I last wrote, but I have been faithfully visiting Seth's page. So much has happened, including the end of my semester. I head back up to Athens on Tuesday so I can take one summer class, but I'll be back home in June.
Last Tuesday, I went to the Team in Training meeting in Athens. I signed up to run the Dublin Marathon on October 27. I'm not a runner, so the next six months are going to be difficult, but I know that I can do it. The rewards from accomplishing it are endless.
The new pictures are beautiful, as always. Have a wonderful week!
With love,
Haley Hastings <haleyhastings@yahoo.com>
Athens, GA - Sunday, May 11, 2003 11:10 PM CDT
Hi Ruthie, Scott, Emily and Seth in heavan,
I wanted to let you know we are thinking of you today. I thought about you when visiting Allison's grave and was actually thinking how lucky we were to have Allison buried at Woodlawn Cemetary after hearing what you have been through. Queen of Peace was recommended, but we wanted someplace close to our home. We were warned that the City of West Palm Beach is responsible for caring for the grounds so we shouldn't expect too much, but we do have green grass and everything we leave for Allson is treated with respect and never touched. We always spruce things up but that is usually limited to shining the headstone and trimming grass that has grown a bit higher around all the flowers, pinwheels and statues we have placed. There are no restrictions on what can be placed at the gravesites and I can't say I've ever noticed any problems or eyesores. I feel so bad for you that you can't enjoy the same peace at Seth's grave. It should be a place of comfort, not frustration. If you do decide to move to another cemetary, I would be honored to contribute to that effort. Just ask for what you need. You have so many people in your corner ready to help.
On a happier note - I took Alex and Rachel to Books-A-Million where they favorite activity is playing with the train set that is on display. They were picking which train was "theirs" on the track and heard them say that the Thomas Tank Engine was Seth's. They were talking as though they were expecting Seth to come out from behind the bookcase. I certainly felt his presence. We are still singing his song!
With love and prayers,
Suzanne, Maurice, Alex and Rachel
Suzanne Cabrera <MOCabrera@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL - Sunday, May 11, 2003 11:05 PM CDT
Ruth,
The photo's are just beautiful, so, so lovely. I think your Mother's Day tribute to Seth was beautiful too. You are a wonderful mommy to two gorgeous children, one here and one up in Heaven. I'm sorry this was such a hard day for you. Keeping you all in our prayers,
with love,
Tracey, Steve, Quinn and Callum xoxoxo
Calgary,Ab, Canada, - Sunday, May 11, 2003 10:58 PM CDT
Just letting you know I'm thinking about you!!!
Dori <todori@adelphia.net>
PBG, FL - Sunday, May 11, 2003 10:44 PM CDT
There is no place on earth good enough to bury Seth - that's the part that hurts so much. We know Seth is not at Our Lady Queen but with our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ, in an wonderfully beautiful place called heaven where the grass is always green!!!
Jan Cairnes
- Sunday, May 11, 2003 9:37 PM CDT
I just wanted you to know that I was thinking of you today. Ruthie, the new pictures are beautiful. I can see why you love that one of Seth and Emily. It is priceless. Peace and God Bless!
Mikie from ALL-KIDS (www.caringbridge.org/tn/emily)
Bartlett, TN - Sunday, May 11, 2003 9:08 PM CDT
Oh Ruthie,
Those pictures...gosh my heart is breaking for you. You know what I see when I look at Seth's pics? In my mind, I see him looking down at you right now, blowing you kisses, smiling that dazzling smile. You were, and you ARE, a wonderful Mommy to Seth and Emily, both.
Tight tight tight long distance hugs,
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Sunday, May 11, 2003 8:57 PM CDT
Ruthie,
Happy Mother's Day! I know this has not been an easy day for you but please know that you (and the rest of your family) are in our thoughts and prayers.
MORGAN'S PAGE
Jerry, Allison, Morgan, & Holden Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Sunday, May 11, 2003 7:28 PM CDT
RUTHIE, JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I AM THINKING OF YOU TODAY & I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH. IF THERE WAS ANYTHING I COULD DO TO TAKE EVEN PART OF THE ACHE IN YOUR HEART AWAY, KNOW THAT I WOULD DO IT. WE PRAY FOR YOU, SCOTT & LITTLE EMMIE & TO SETH IN HEAVEN. LOVE, MOM
GRANDMA ATWELL (MOM)
- Sunday, May 11, 2003 2:51 PM CDT
Hi Ruthie. Thinking about you and wishing you a Happy Mother's Day tomorrow. Emily and Seth have the best mommy in the whole world and I know they would agree.
Kelley Fitzgerald (www.caringbridge.com/ny/lindsay)
Rochester, NY - Saturday, May 10, 2003 9:11 PM CDT
Hope you have a peaceful Mother's Day, and that you are able to focus on your lovely daughter Emily, as well as the wonderful memories I know you have of Seth. You are the mother of TWO beautiful children, and nothing will ever change that.
Hugs,
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Saturday, May 10, 2003 5:03 PM CDT
Hey Ruthie, its so scary to see that last photo in the album here, from October, and think that about 6 weeks later Seth was gone. There is no warning, no preparation is there.... its sickening. Try to muddle through tomorrow as best you can.....
Chris ~ Gooch's Site
- Saturday, May 10, 2003 4:16 PM CDT
Ruthie,
Wishing you the best on MOTHER'S DAY!
Bo Mathis (father of DOUBLE M)
www.caringbridge.com/fl/champ <saveit24@aol.com>
Boynton Beach, Fl. - Saturday, May 10, 2003 7:47 AM CDT
Ruthie: I hope you have a peaceful Mother's Day Sunday. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Carolyn Mack (Meghan's Mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, FL USA - Friday, May 9, 2003 5:04 PM CDT
Thinking of you all..
XO
Chanda & Jake
- Friday, May 9, 2003 1:38 PM CDT
Dear Bunkelmanns, Just passing thru to touch base and let you know that there are people out here thinking about you all. May God grant you the peace and serenity that you need to go on in life without Seth. And Seth, you keep a watchful eye on the family. Sending love and prayer your way.
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA - Thursday, May 8, 2003 5:43 PM CDT
Hi Bunkelmanns!
Thinking of you all - I mailed about 6 of the POST Team articles to you. I hope this is enough. I will continue to keep you all in my thoughts and prayers - especially as Mother's Day approaches. Try to think of it as just another day (one that the greeting card companies created.) YOU'RE A MOTHER EVERY DAY- OF TWO WONDERFUL CHILDREN!
Kim Barnes <kbarnes@pbpost.com>
Lake Worth, - Thursday, May 8, 2003 10:54 AM CDT
inspiration from you. There are times when I am feeling kinda blue and just reading your words can change my mood. Thank you for that.
Jackie
- Wednesday, May 7, 2003 5:13 AM CDT
I still continue to pray for you and your entire family daily. Here's a tip for the cemetary: On the plastic pot that you have on Seth's grave, write in big black permanent marker "PLEASE DON'T STEAL FROM MY CHILD"..... This has worked in the past for our family.
Your writings are beautiful and I get so much
Jackie
- Wednesday, May 7, 2003 5:04 AM CDT
Just popped in to say hi. Keep giving 'em %$#@! at the cemetary. Maybe someday it will sink in!
Isn't Genna just the coolest? I have loved her from the minute I met her.
Love Natalee & Zac
- Tuesday, May 6, 2003 12:20 AM CDT
I love those pictures!
I wish so badly that there was something that I could do about that cemetery. It bothers me so much that they care so little. As soon as we get home, Jalen and I will be placing flowers out there. I can't wait. Stay strong!
God Bless,
Jeanette (Jalen's Mommy)
www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <tru2200@aol.com>
Royal Palm, Fl - Sunday, May 4, 2003 11:53 PM CDT
Hello ya'll, and Thank you Ruthie, your posts always make me thankful for what I have, still. I'm feeling so bad for your loss, God, even trying to sit here and just think of how you and Scott must feel, hurts. Our prayers are with you all. Happy Mothers day too, if I don't get back here by then. Peace, 4/J's
Julie (jeffery's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/jeffery <JulieSample1@aol.com>
Jax., Fl USA - Sunday, May 4, 2003 8:26 PM CDT
Hi Ruthie
Just thought I'd say hi to you. The pics are precious.
My heart breaks too knowing your loss of Seth. Just the
thought of who he's with now gives me some comfort. I believe in Christ & his love. Take care
cathy -Shawns mom <cjshuttlemom@aol.com>
fp, fl usa - Sunday, May 4, 2003 7:10 PM CDT
I check on your site and have for a long time but have never signed your book. I am so sorry for your most terrible loss. Seth and Emily are absolutely beautiful children. My daughter has NHL stage 3. I wish I had something to say that would be meaningful, but I don't...its all so sad and there are no words to desribe the depth of any of this. Maybe that is why I haven't stopped to sign. I am sorry. May you find peace to travel the rest of your path until you can hold Seth in your arms again. I believe for him, it will be but a blink of time because his clock is an eternal one. My daughter and I have talked about the sadness of losing people dear to us, children. I thought for a long time how to give her some comfort in losing her friend because she said her sadness wasn't for herself but for the Mom and Dad. So, I thought of heaven and how I believe the children there don't miss us because the "clock" is so different. Before they can miss Mom and Dad, you are there with them. Life on earth, though sometimes it passes too quickly seems so slow when you are in pain. You will always and forever be a Mom to two beautiful children.
Sara Edwards <edwarto@aol.com>
Tampa, Fl - Friday, May 2, 2003 7:16 PM CDT
Hi Ruthie, Scott, Emily and Seth in heaven,
I have to tell you about something really special that happened at the RCCA pre-school. The graduates were invited to go sing at the Spring Luncheon that the RCCA holds at the Beach Club in Palm Beach. One of my friends attended and told me about the kids singing and asked me why they sang "Seth's been working on the Railroad" and wanted to know if it had any special meaning. I told her Seth's story and she reminded me she was one of the donors that raised money for the Light Up the Night walk in Seth's name. What a small world. I asked the kids about it when I picked them up and they said "Of course we sang the Railroad song with Seth's name in it - that is the right way to sing it!" It sure is!!! His song is being sung - Praise God.
With love and prayers,
The Cabreras - Maurice, Suzanne, Alex and Rachel
Suzanne Cabrera <MOCabrera@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL - Friday, May 2, 2003 6:17 PM CDT
My thoughts and prayers are with all of you at this most diffcult time. Our Zoe, age 4, has satge 4 nueroblastoma. It is a fight we never expected and visiting these sites shows me what courage those who have walked this journey before and with us have. I can only hope to be as brave as uplifing as you all are. Thank You for sharing your story. Peace to you.
www.caringbridge.org/il/zoejowolsfeld
Candyce Wolsfeld <cywolsfeld1@insightbb.com>
Spring Valley, IL 61362 - Friday, May 2, 2003 6:09 PM CDT
Dear Scott, Ruthie, and little Emily,
As I sit here at my computer surrounded by masses of papers and books in preperation to study for finals, I have goose bumps all over as I think of little Seth. Everytime I hear Eric Clapton sing that song, where ever I may be, in my mind, I see Seth's picture.
I am sorry that I have not signed your guestbook in the longest time. But, do know that I think of your family often. I hope that you have the most wonderful time at Camp Sunshine ~ I can't wait until July 27th when I go up there as a volunteer.
With love,
Haley Hastings <haleyhastings@yahoo.com>
Athens, GA - Friday, May 2, 2003 5:43 PM CDT
Hi guys. I haven't signed in for a little while, but wanted to let you know that you are never far from my thoughts and prayers. I especially keep those in mind that have some kind of connection to Duke because that is my "home away from home" and your family is included because you were planning to come here for Seth. I am so, so sorry for all that you have to go through. I obviously don't know what it's like to lose a child but I can understand why mother's day would be so hard for you. I miss my dad at all holidays but Father's day is likely the hardest. As far as the gravesite, of course the devil is just trying to steal whatever he can as that is his specialty. You are right, it wasn't a human being who did that, it was Satan himself working through someone. I pray that they will see the gravity of what they have done and repent. And, I will pray for God to heal you from yet another painful thing that your heart has had to endure in the last several months. One last thing I want to mention is the smoking. That's one of those funny/not funny things. When I was an undergraduate at Duke, I found all the shortcuts through the hospital to campus because it helped me get from clinic to class faster and easier. Inevitably, I would find people right outside the clinic doors--doctors, nurses and other medical professionals puffing away right in front of the sign outside the door that clearly read "NO SMOKING". What's wrong with that picture?!?! I often felt like saying, EXCUSE ME, I'M TRYING TO LIVE AND BREATHE HERE (I also have allergies and asthma). COULD YOU GIVE THE SMOKE A BREAK. Dr. K told me that cigarette smoke affects blood counts. I'm sure a lot of people don't know that. I hope that someone will read it and STOP. These kids go through enough, they don't need someone who's smoking to make it worse--maybe I need to post that on my site! I will continue to keep you guys in my thoughts and prayers continually. Blessings.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Friday, May 2, 2003 4:42 PM CDT
Dear Ruthie and Scott,
I am sorry yesterday was so difficult. I know there is nothing anyone can say to make it any better, except to say I will pray for you to find comfort, peace and strength to go on without sweet Seth.
Debbie Nagy
Manchester/ St. Louis, MO - Thursday, May 1, 2003 5:16 PM CDT
Hello! We're always thinking of you and praying for you. I wish there was more I could do to help ease your hurt. Just know we're around if you need us...
Jessie got to go home today!
We love you!
Natalee & Zac
Z & N
- Thursday, May 1, 2003 9:48 AM CDT
Your family is always in our continued prayers.
Jennifer Miles <jennifer.miles@thomson.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, May 1, 2003 8:52 AM CDT
Thinking of you all. BIG hugs from way across the ocean.
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Thursday, May 1, 2003 2:42 AM CDT
Always keeping you all in thoughts in prayers up here in NC, Ruthie. Take care and God Bless †
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Wednesday, April 30, 2003 11:34 PM CDT
Ruthie
I don't see you as I use to but you are always in my heart and prayers.......I visit her often just to keep you all close......Much Love, Kathy
Kathy Morman
- Wednesday, April 30, 2003 11:20 PM CDT
I KNOW TODAY IS VERY HARD FOR YOU. I FEEL FOR YOU BUT DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY OR DO, BECAUSE THERE REALLY ISNT ANYTHING I CAN SAY OR DO TO EASE YOUR PAIN. JUST KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU ALL DEARLY & WHEN YOU HURT, I HURT FOR YOU.
LOVE, MOM
SETH'S GRANDMA, JERRY
- Wednesday, April 30, 2003 10:28 PM CDT
Ruthie.....I got your much needed hug today at the hospital from Traci. This disease just knows how to turn your life upside doesn't it? Anyways....bless you and Scott today on another 30th day the loss of our sweet angel Seth. He was such a spirit on foot I will always remember and that charming little voice. God Bless you Seth! Well I am home for the first time while Jess is at the hospital with Bryan. She was suppose to come home but that fever bug got in her way again. I do think though tommorow will be the day....But as we all do...one day at a time. Goodnite my friends and goodnite Seth, Robert and my little Nicole in Gods arms. Love always, Tricia
Tricia Doyle
- Wednesday, April 30, 2003 9:21 PM CDT
Thinking of you guys and praying...
Chanda & Jake
- Wednesday, April 30, 2003 8:51 PM CDT
Thinking of you both on this memorable date.
Miss Leslie
Palm Beach Gardens, FL - Wednesday, April 30, 2003 8:33 PM CDT
Hi Ruthie,Hi Scott, Hi Emily and Seth in heaven,
Just a quick note to say HI and ask that you please let us know if there is anything we can do up this way (for your house) while you are gone.
Collin was telling a freind about Seth while asking for a squirt gun in the same breath, at the time it was raining. Our friend said... "he must be listening, this rain must be Seth squirting us". Collin was convinced! We all think about him, and smile!
call us or e-mail if we can be of some help while you are gone.
Mulieros
mary
- Wednesday, April 30, 2003 8:23 PM CDT
I am so sorry you are having a bad day. I pray you find peace. Love you
Linda G
- Wednesday, April 30, 2003 8:13 PM CDT
I think of your family often and want to just hold you in my arms and comfort you and make things better. I pray that you find peace. Love, Mary Moore
mary moore <moorefun7@juno.com>
wellington, fl usa - Wednesday, April 30, 2003 8:01 PM CDT
It breaks my heart to hear about all of the trouble you are having with Seth's final resting place. People never cease to amaze me, and it is often a negative amazement. People can be cold and heartless and I am sorry that you are having to deal with those people. But, there are many good people out there too. Try to wrap yourself in the love of all of those people who support you.
MORGAN'S PAGE
Jerry, Allison, Morgan, & Holden Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Wednesday, April 30, 2003 6:36 PM CDT
Hey guys,
I know this day is an especially hard day. It seems like an eternity since Seth left us yet it hurts like it was yesterday. Todd and I miss him and we want you to know we think about him often and talk to him alllllll the time! We love you and are still here for you!
Todd and Dori Neary <todori@adelphia.net>
PBG, FL - Wednesday, April 30, 2003 2:56 PM CDT
My Mom smoked for over 40 years, and my grandmother smoked for over 50 years. They both quit about 10 years ago. I am SOOO happy they did, and they are too!!!
I have a friend whose wife died of ovarian cancer, and he smokes. I asked him HOW he can smoke, after watching her suffer the way she did through surgery, chemo, etc. ?? (She was only 31 when she died) All he says is...."you only live once, so smoke 'em if you got 'em." THAT mentality I simply cannot understand.
I say, you only live once and you never know when that day will come, so DON'T WASTE YOUR HEALTH AND YOUR LIFE!!
Hugs to you all,
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 9:13 PM CDT
Hi Ruthie,
I was thinking about you guys alot today...just like every day! I read Kathy Charlton's entry and can't believe how brave and courageous and strong you were to head to the beach in honor of their son. I am sure that they appreciated it so very much and it is a testimony to your faith and sweet heart how you could support others even in your own grieving. My prayers are with you this week!
Lindsay Scott www.caringbridge.org/tx/leannescott
College Station, TX - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 9:07 PM CDT
Hi Ruth,
Seth's photo on the front page is just one of the sweetest things I have ever seen...along with the music, I cry everytime I open this page.
Thankyou for sharing those last photo's, they are so precious and my heart breaks for Emily and her loss....I am so sorry for the loss of your precious Seth.
The reason I write (I don't think I have signed, although I do check in) is because I wanted to let you know that I 100% agree with you re: the smoking issue. I didn't begin smoking till the age of 21 (don't ask...stupidity)and continued for about 11 years, with one or two minor efforts to quit. I did quit for my first pregnancy, but began 3 weeks after my son was born. Then four years later, I immediately quit when I found out I was two weeks pregnant with son number 2...and managed to stay quit for 3 years! Then, like an idiot, I started again and went for a little less than a year..in the meantime, I had found Hugs and Hope and begun to write to a special little darling Caleb with ALL...one day I realized, this is RIDICULOUS! Here are all these sweet children who never did a single thing to deserve this monster cancer attacking them, and like a complete fool, I am doing it to myself! Completely unacceptable, but the drug, it holds you so strong and makes you not think rationally. Anyway, thanks to the inspiration of Caleb, Chase, Luke and so many others, I just up and quit and it's been over 8 months now! And I am NEVER going back..for my sake, my children's sake, my husband and families sake and in honor of all these children who are fighting and who have lost the battle to this evil monster cancer. So I hope you take comfort in the knowledge that some people DO GET IT and as long as you keep trying, you will save more and more people from this hideous disease. I'll keep trying too...
with love,
Tracey (and Steve, Quinn (8) and Callum (4) xoxoxo <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, Ab, Canada, - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 4:11 PM CDT
Hi Ruthie,
your journal entry touched my heart. I hope your trip to camp helps. I can feel your vulnerability and your strength. Thanks for sharing. Love Robyn
Robyn Delgado <caringbridge.com/ca/quito>
San Diego, - Monday, April 28, 2003 2:40 PM CDT
Sweet friends...what an amazing blessing to see you all tonight...to come down that pier carrying Matthew and looking up to see you there. To think that was your first trip back to the beach since Seth left you...you are BRAVE! Watching Emily helped me understand how it is that you must and can be so brave. She is full of life and love and laughter...I know how you cherish all that she is even more now, this I also understand first hand. Thank you for sharing that special time with us; thank you for remembering our Robert as you do...for being strong, faithful parents and friends to us, and so many...you SHINE! Much love and warm thoughts to you all...please call Jess if you ever need a babysitter, she really meant it. Love you, Kathy
Kathy Charlton
- Sunday, April 27, 2003 11:17 PM CDT
Ruthie I am glad to see the grass is growing better, and yes, its sickening but it happened at my moms cemetary too, things seem to just disappear. Its such a shame. I hope you do find some comfort at Camp Sunshine. The Amtrak ride was a great choice for his wish, it really was. I am so sorry he never got it.
Chris ~ Gooch's Site
- Sunday, April 27, 2003 11:00 PM CDT
Ruthie, Thanks for the update. This week has been a very hard week. Dont know why we have just really missed Adam alot this week. I guess it is going to get worse before it gets better. We are very active in our relay here. Adam actually recieved the courage award in 1999. Last year he also recieved an award for the whole state for your courage award. We recieved it for him after he passed away. We will be having a pasta dinner next monday for the relay. Anything we can do to raise money. We also are commited to finding a cure for this awful diesease. I dont know if we will ever see it in our life time though. Keep plugging along through he days. Sorry about the issues are so bad at the cementary. Adams stone should be coming in soon. They say before memorial day. God bless
Ruth Trombino <alandruth@myexcel.com>
- Sunday, April 27, 2003 8:53 PM CDT
Thank you Scott for stopping by the Car Wash today. We are saddened to know that you had to endure the loss of your youngson Seth. We can onlyhope that some day this horrible disease will have a cure. You are wonderful people to help share our "Relay for Life" and we thank you from the bottom of our hearts.
May God bless your family every day!
If you have a chance, we would love for your family to come to the opening cermonies on May 9th.
Sincerely,
Denise Mullen & Katie MacLeod and all our team!
Denise Mullen <damullen@al.com>
North Palm Beach, FL Palm Beach - Sunday, April 27, 2003 8:14 PM CDT
Ruthie and Scott,
You have the most beautiful children. I'm crying, because there is such a sweetness about that last pic of Seth and Emily together, sharing the Mickey pillow. She must really miss her big brother. I know you all do.
Hopefully, the cemetery situation will continue to improve.
Hugs to all of you,
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Sunday, April 27, 2003 7:49 PM CDT
Hey Guys!
Thinking of you all.
Jake LOVES The Magic School Bus!
XO
Chanda & Jake
- Sunday, April 27, 2003 7:23 PM CDT
I am so upset to hear about the cemetery. I have no idea how someone could do that. I am so sorry that you have to deal with that. I love you guys!
God Bless,
Jeanette (Jalen's Mommy)
www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <tru2200@aol.com>
Royal Palm, , Fl - Sunday, April 27, 2003 3:17 AM CDT
Hello to all of you....Just sending {{{{{BIG HUGS}}}}} and prayers your way.... I will continue praying for your family and I just want you to know that even if you never find out who the SCUM was that took all of Seth's wonderful things, THE GOOD LORD KNOWS AND HE WILL MAKE THEM PAY!!!!!May God Bless You and Yours Always....KEEP THE FAITH....
Janet Scheeley(Jeffery's Aunt) <CHEROKEE0530@AOL.COM>
Ft. Pierce, Fl - Sunday, April 27, 2003 0:41 AM CDT
Hey Ruthie and family, I'm so mad at whatever is happening in that cemetery. God will take care of them. I can only imagine what you must feel like. Our children depend on us to care for them, even in death. It is an never ending circle for us. Please try and not let this event take over your thoughts for too long. You are needed here with all of us too. I'll check back in soon. Take care of yourselves, and May God give you a much needed Blessing. 4/J's
Julie (jeffery's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/jeffery <JulieSample1@aol.com>
jax., fl usa - Friday, April 25, 2003 0:07 AM CDT
I learned of your site from another link. I am so sorry for your loss. And I cried reading your entry about the robbing of the Easter items. God help the soul that did that. I will pray for you and your family. You are so right, grieving is a process that each of us must go through at our own pace. No one can tell you how to do it. I pray God gives you the power to get stronger everyday. God Bless you all.
Eileen-Hugs and Hope Club Member
- Wednesday, April 23, 2003 9:52 PM CDT
hello ruthie, emily and scott. it's been some time since i've written--no good excuse at all. i still enjoy reading about seth and his family. i'm hurt also by what was done to seth's gravesite--unbelieveable--cruel and so insensitive! i wonder how you all are doing from time to time and i am able to come to this website and find it. i'm not good about checking other sites or writing in their guestbooks. i think about many children--think about how i was able to be a part of so many special children's lives--how precious they are. i remember seth and emily in the back office--trying to amuse emily--or trying to keep seth occupied. guess my job was more important that i thought it was. not sure why i just wrote all that. just reflecting, i suppose--since my job now is a rehab aide at jupiter pavilion--a nursing home and sub-acute facility. not much interaction--and none with children! i want you all to know i feel comforted when i'm able to read about the bunkelmann's and ruthie's dad. you're in my thoughts and prayers, always...kelly
kelly <kellysmith751@hotmail.com>
juno beach, fl usa - Tuesday, April 22, 2003 8:10 PM CDT
hi Ruthie, Scott Emily and Seth in heaven
Hearing about Seth's site makes me angry too.....hard to imagine what the need must be for that person...thinking of you !
HAPPY 7th ANNIVERSARY!!! (belated)
Hi to Gerry and Wally!
muliero's
mary
- Tuesday, April 22, 2003 12:31 AM CDT
Oh Ruthie, my heart is breaking for all you continue to endure on top of the loss of your beautiful son. How could someone do something like that. I continue to think of Seth everyday with a huge smile in my heart at what an incredible little boy he was. Your family is constantly in my heart and prayers.
ps - I love the picture of Emily reading with your glasses. It is way too precious!
Kelley Fitzgerald (www.caringbridge.com/ny/lindsay)
Rochester, NY - Tuesday, April 22, 2003 8:43 AM CDT
Ruthie - I am so sorry! I don't even know what to say. A friend used to say that sometimes you can only remember that not everyone was raised the way that you were. I know that provides no comfort. It just makes me so sad that you have had this on top of a broken heart. Please know that we are praying for you.
Karen <kchilutti@swfla.rr.com>
Naples, FL - Tuesday, April 22, 2003 4:21 AM CDT
OK, I think it's time the gloves come off. This intentional disrespect of Seth's grave, his memory, and of you, has gone FAR ENOUGH.
A few other people suggested a little while back that some unexpected publicity might be in order. I have to agree. It's time someone does a news report about local cemetaries, and focuses on your cemetary...and just HAPPENS to mention the condition of the graves, and the grave robbing.
To me, a cemetary is sacred ground. Seth is buried in sacred ground. And someone is, to use your well-chosen word, *violating* the sanctity of that place. I think you would be doing a public service, and I bet that the other families who have been reluctant to speak up about similar experiences would be very grateful.
It's awful that you have to deal with anything like this, on top of losing Seth. Hopefully, a resolution is not far off, and you can have peace of mind knowing that this will never happen again.
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Tuesday, April 22, 2003 1:45 AM CDT
Dear Ruthie,
I am so sorry that some cruel person took all the beautiful Easter items from Seth's grave. God help this person that did such a horrible act, I cannot even imagine how miserable a person this must be. I don't blame you for feeling violated, you have a right to feel that way. It makes me so angry that someone would do such a thing to a child's grave. I hung a beautiful crystal cross on a shepherd's hook by my dad's grave and it was stolen, but I found some comfort hoping it would maybe help the person that took it, even if it was wrong to take it. I cannot see any reason to take the items that were taken from Seth's grave except to cause you pain. I will pray for this person, even though I find that even hard to do!! I will continue to pray for you to find some peace and resolve in this situation. Take care and know that many love and care for you.
In Him,
Debbie Nagy
Manchester/St. Louis, MO - Monday, April 21, 2003 10:48 PM CDT
RUTHIE, I AM SO SORRY ABOUT THEM STRIPPING SETHS LITTLE GRAVE. I SAT HERE CRYING READING THE JOURNAL. I CANT BELIEVE ANYONE PROFESSING TO BE CATHOLIC OR CHRISTIAN, DOING SOMETHING LIKE THIS. IF IT IS WHO WE THINK IT MIGHT BE, THEY HAVENT HEARD THE END, IF NOT FROM ONE OF US,THEN GOD WILL TAKE CARE OF THEM, ESPECIALLY WHEN IT COMES TO LITTLE CHILDREN. WE HAVE TO TURN THEM OVER TO GOD. LOVE, MOM
GRANDMA ATWELL
- Monday, April 21, 2003 10:47 PM CDT
Ruthie, as I read recent posts, I sometimes get so angry. First the 'watering system' problems, and now this latest. I'm sure my frustration level no where meets what you and Scott and little Emily must feel. But even here in NC, I do feel for what you guys are going through.
It's sort of a special memory day here as well. The only Caringbridge child I've met in person would have turned 10 today. Sweet Becca, from Virginia Beach. I met her at her parent's wedding in December, shortly before she passed away. Interesting how once you lose a love one, how the numbers game seems to play a big role in things.
Ed is busy rebuilding the motor on Team Werbe's Truck, and it looks like we'll be back on the track this weekend for all our angels and causes. We did miss one race so far, but we're only 69 points out of first place!!! And, we did raise a little money for FFB and Colton's cause ;-)
You guys continue to be strong!
God Bless †
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
KDH, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Monday, April 21, 2003 10:42 PM CDT
I just love the pictures! Thinking of you all. Hoping for a cure. Love to you and your family.
Dianne
Phoenix, AZ - Monday, April 21, 2003 3:21 PM CDT
Hi my friends,
Happy Easter and Happy Anniversary. In my opinion if you are breathing, you are doing fine...hang in there and don't worry about how you're handling your grief. Our hearts go out to you every day.
Love, Natalee & Zac
Natalee & Zac <http://caringbridge.org/fl/zachowland>
- Monday, April 21, 2003 10:14 AM CDT
Hello Ruthie, Scott and Emily
I am back from Utah (or as Devyn says Tutah,) I tought of you often. I missed the kids madly. I looked for you yesterday morning at mass, I saw your parents - your Dad looked really well! I'll keep you in my prayers. I'm sure that the next couple of months will be very hard as we approach Seth's Birthday. Stay strong, keep communicating, pray and breathe.
Kim Barnes <kbarnes@pbpost.com>
Lake Worth, FL - Monday, April 21, 2003 9:32 AM CDT
Hello Ruthie, Scott and Emily
I am back from Utah (or as Devyn says Tutah,) I tought of you often. I missed the kids madly. I looked for you yesterday morning at mass, I saw your parents - your Dad looked really well! I'll keep you in my prayers. I'm sure that the next couple of months will be very hard as we approach Seth's Birthday. Stay strong, keep communicating, pray and breathe.
Kim Barnes <kbarnes@pbpost.com>
Lake Worth, FL - Monday, April 21, 2003 9:32 AM CDT
Dear Scott & Ruthie:
Congratulations on your wedding anniversary! Your devotion to each other is evident to all in the way you both write.
I drop by here to visit Seth - his smiling face inspires me so. I'm sorry that I don't always say, "hello" to the rest of the family...sometimes I don't feel as though I have anything to add that will comfort you. I think of you and send you my love.
I have 2 marathons coming up - April 27 - Oklahoma City Memorial Marathon and June 1 - San Diego Rock 'n Roll. Both events will benefit the Leukemia & Lymphoma Society. I will put Seth's picture on the mirror in my hotel room to remind me of why I am there.
Jenniffer St.John <stjohn@palmbeach.k12.fl.us>
Lake Worth, FL USA - Monday, April 21, 2003 8:09 AM CDT
Ruthie:
Way to go girl. You need to grieve in your fashion. No one can tell you how to handle it. HAPPY ANNIVERSARY. Much love,
Wendy Ruth
Wendy Ruth Paxton
- Monday, April 21, 2003 7:46 AM CDT
Hi Scott, Ruthie, Emily and Seth (we know you hear us from heaven!),
Just wanted to let you know we were thinking about you today. Every Easter (and every holiday and most weekends) we visit our little Allison's grave. This year we brought her an easter bunny statue, easter lilies and pin wheels (we love the pin wheels because they seem to spin very hard before we leave - we know it is our angel blowing us kisses) Alex and Rachel were commenting that Allison was probably playing with Seth and they were probably both having a good time with our kitties who both died this past year. They are so innocent and open when they talk about heaven and ask lots of questions about their sister. We pull out the album and look at her pictures and answer their questions with openess. Many people seem uncomfortable that we keep Allison in the present, not wanting to think about something as disturbing as a child dying. Like you, our child's life and death is a part of us. We feel the same as you do - tough if they don't want to hear about Allison. She is our daughter and we will grieve for her any way we feel is appropriate. We read a quote we loved after Allison died - you may have seen it in one of the pamphlets about losing a child. It goes....
"His song will be sung, if we do the singing."
We will sing often for Seth.
With love and prayers
The Cabreras - Maurice, Suzanne,Alex and Rachel
Suzanne Cabrera <MOCabrera@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL - Sunday, April 20, 2003 6:26 PM CDT
One day you will find forgiveness for people who don't understand what you are going through. Remember, only those that have walked before you can possibly know the indescribable pain of the death of a child and we all pray that no one else ever understands.
Jan Cairnes <cairnes@bellsouth.net>
- Sunday, April 20, 2003 6:20 PM CDT
hello Ruthie and Scott,
Happy Easter, and my prayers are with you. and to Seth, I love you and miss you buddy! Cuga, Cuga, Choo, Choo!!
love ya, Genna
genna
- Sunday, April 20, 2003 11:06 AM CDT
Happy Easter to all of you!
Karen
Naples, FL - Sunday, April 20, 2003 8:43 AM CDT
Happy Anniversary!
No one can tell you how to handle your situation. Do whatever you need to do to be able to make it through each day. You are constantly in my thoughts. Seth's picture is on the bulletin board as you walk into the PICU doors and I talked to it many times. You guys are great parents and Seth is watching over you every minute of the day. Have a great Easter.
God Bless,
Jeanette ( Jalen's Mommy )
www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <tru2200@aol.com>
Royal Palm, Fl - Sunday, April 20, 2003 1:22 AM CDT
Wishing you guys a happy anniversary and hoping your beautiful daughter has a great Easter.
Bo Mathis(father of DOUBLE M)
www.caringbridge.com/fl/champ <saveit24@aol.com>
Boynton Beach , Fl. - Sunday, April 20, 2003 0:20 AM CDT
Dear Ruthie and Scott,
Please don't let other's judgement of how you are handling the loss of Seth bother you. Whoever these people are that have made you feel this way should be ashamed of themselves. You have to handle your loss in your own way and nobody else can do that for you, because they were not Seth's parents. He was your child, not theirs, and the pain and loss is yours, not theirs!! I continue to check on you and pray for you. I too enjoy seeing Seth's picture on the web site, he has/had such a beautiful smile and the most wonderful eyes. I hope that you feel the love of God this Easter and His continuing presence in your lives. May the promise of the resurrection of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ, give you peace and hope knowing that Seth WILL live again.
In Him,
Debbie Nagy
Manchester /St. Louis, MO - Saturday, April 19, 2003 10:54 PM CDT
You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Visit Davin's web page
God Bless!!
The Rucker Family
Rushell, Shauna, Davin, & Tuesdey <r.rucker@attbi.com>
Garland, TX USA - Saturday, April 19, 2003 9:49 PM CDT
What Sue said!!
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Saturday, April 19, 2003 7:23 PM CDT
Ruthie, I cannot imagine that anyone would ever take exception with the way that someone else deals with the death of a child. How dare they!? I think you are doing great and are very brave for keeping all of us informed on your progress. I appreciate the reminders to cherish every minute I have with my children. You go girl!
Sue Davis-Killian
- Saturday, April 19, 2003 3:39 PM CDT
I think you guys are handling things the way YOU should be. Everyone is different. My prayers will be with you and your family during this holiday. Congratulations on your anniversary. It is also nice to see Jalen's name on your website. Now thinking back, I remember seeing Seth's link at the bottom of Jalen's site. I sent out an email to over 250 people asking for prayers so Jalen has gotten a lot of prayers! I can't imagine what you go through but Seth is a beautiful little boy! I love to see that little picture on the front page. I drop by but I don't always sign the guestbook and I am sorry. Don't ever think you are forgotten about. Love, Tracy Solomon
HAPPY EASTER!!!
Visit Katia's Page and sign her guestbook :) (Leukemia AML M4)
Tracy Solomon
- Saturday, April 19, 2003 3:38 PM CDT
Happy Easter to you all!
I've been checkin in on you all for a long time now and I have to say when I read your journal entries my heart just aches. I don't think there is a right or wrong way to grieve and everyone goes thru it differently. You guys need to handle it how you need to--that's they right way for you. Please know you are in my prayers
Heather Grell <hiyah75@lycos.com>
Brainerd, MN - Saturday, April 19, 2003 1:28 PM CDT
HI SCOTT, RUTHIE AND EMILY,
WISHING YOU A HAPPY EASTER AND LOTS OF PEACE AND LOVE!!!!!!!
DEANNA, RICK, ERICA AND ELIZA <DLHERBST@AOL.COM>
NORTH PALM BEACH, FL USA - Saturday, April 19, 2003 10:43 AM CDT
Hi Bunkelmanns,
Looks like Emily is taking a liking to the Easter Bunny!
Down around the corner, thinking of you this Easter.
Hello to Wally and Gerry!
Mulieros
mary
- Saturday, April 19, 2003 9:02 AM CDT
Dear Ruthie,
your post was touching, especially about Seth and the gifts, such sweet memories. His first train on Easter... This Easter holds much more meaning for me than any other year (so far), I am looking forward to the Sunrise. I'll remember you when I'm watching it. Love, Robyn
Robyn Delgado <caringbridge.com/ca/quito>
- Saturday, April 19, 2003 2:25 AM CDT
Ruthie..... sometimes I am just not sure what to say, as I dont want to pretend to even begin to imagine what you are going through. But I wanted to drop by and extend my condolences and wishes that Seth is pain free and at peace, looking over you all.
Chris ~ Gooch's Site
- Saturday, April 19, 2003 1:10 AM CDT
Ruthie-
My dear friend . . . I think the way you deal with Seth's passing is amazing and perfect. Do not ever think otherwise. And in turn, you are a beautiful person who comes to this site and shares her feelings with the world. You share your feelings about the worst nightmare that I believe any soul could endure and that was losing Seth. . . I feel your pain in your writings and I want to be able to do something, to offer some encouragement, and to find some understanding in the confusion of it all. I admire and respect both you and your husband for all you have endured and for continuing on when I know you must hurt so much. . . thinking of you often. Kisses to that beautiful girl, Emily.
Much love, Michelle, Erik, and Cam
Michelle Jorgensen (Cam's mommy)
- Friday, April 18, 2003 9:43 PM CDT
Hello Ruthie, Scott, Emily and Seth in Heaven,
I know it will be a tough Easter without Seth. Hope Emily, and you all, have a special, blessed day. I can't wait to see a pic of Emily with her little basket!
Many hugs and much peace,
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Friday, April 18, 2003 4:22 PM CDT
Hello Ruthie and Scott,
We're thinking of you and Emily as we prepare for Easter. We hope your problems with the cemetary are over soon.
May you have a blessed Easter and find comfort in knowing that Seth is celebrating with Jesus.
Love,
Bill and Cindy
Cindy and Bill
- Friday, April 18, 2003 9:20 AM CDT
Hi there... I am sorry for the way your son's resting area is. I suggest you call in the TV crews... I will be thinking of your son on Easter. Love to you, Laura
caringbridge.org/ca/coltonmeyer
- Thursday, April 17, 2003 11:31 PM CDT
Good Afternoon Ruthie:
Just stopping by to let you know I am thinking of you and your family. I pray that this first Easter is a blessed one. I know it will be difficult and many tears will flow, but I pray that there will be much sunshine this Sunday and many pictures of Emily taken. She is truly about the cutest thing. I may have to send my kids down to Flordia --they look more like your kids than they do mine. Always thinking and praying about you. Much love and many, many prayers,
Wendy Ruth
Wendy Ruth Paxton <wendy.paxton@carolinashealthcare.org>
Rock Hill, SC - Thursday, April 17, 2003 3:18 PM CDT
Just stopping by to say hi and let you know you are remembered in our prayers.
My calendar is marked!!
Love,
Natalee & Zac
Natalee & Zac Howland
- Thursday, April 17, 2003 1:33 PM CDT
I have been following your journey. The situation you are experiencing with the cemetery is absolutely unacceptable. As painful as it might be, I suggest that you post some pictures of this precious spot and inform the cemetery that you are doing so.
Kathy Larson
Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, April 16, 2003 8:02 PM CDT
Ruthie - I am glad that you were able to experience Relay for Life, but sad about your reasons for doing so. The Naples Relay was April 4 and 5 and it was my second year. I wouldn't miss it! We also had a lot of excited young people participate (sadly, I was not one of them). I think you have a very valid point about the support group. I hope that you will start to see some progress with the grass and sprinklers. I'll be praying for you this week!
Karen <kchilutti@swfla.rr.com>
Naples, Fl - Tuesday, April 15, 2003 8:29 PM CDT
You are in my prayers. May you find some peace and joy this Easter week.
Elizabeth (www.caringbridge.org/wa/aidangoodwin)
- Tuesday, April 15, 2003 12:59 AM CDT
Ruthie, Scott and Emmie,
Hey Emmie, it's me, MADISON. Just want to know if I can walk for seth with my "bone" headed owner Tim and my Lovely other owner, Saint Suzanne.? I was laying around this morning and Tim faxed over the reg cards. They said they actually were early for 8:45A mass(HUH!) saw Mommy and Daddy but didn't get a chance to say hi. I still put my paws together for Seth. Sure wish I could have licked him like i do for those I care about. Well gotta go eat...IT's a Dog's Life!!
Ruthie and Scott I went out top the cemetary and completely agree with you guys. It's a shamew. But I believe this will be taken care of sooner or later. Take care and as Mom would say...GOD BLESS!!!
Tim & Suzanne McAuliffe <tsmack1@earthlink.net>
West Palm Beach, FL - Tuesday, April 15, 2003 8:30 AM CDT
I bet if you paid out of your own pocket (even though you shouldn't have to, I know) to have a sod/turf company come in and install some nice, fresh, beautiful green turf over Seth's grave, the cemetary would see the contrast between that, and what THEY call acceptable. Then, even if you had to keep watering it yourself, at least you would have some real weed-free and lovely-to-look-at grass to work with.
I don't know if you could get away with it, but it's an idea!
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Tuesday, April 15, 2003 7:36 AM CDT
HI y'all,
I just wanted to thank you for continuing to check in to Leanne's website! I appreciate it so much and she just loves reading your messages in her guestbook. I hope that your precious family has a peaceful Easter and enjoys celebrating the resurrection of Christ together. I am praying that the problems at the cemetery will miraculously disappear, so that this burden will be taken off your shoulders SOON!
Lindsay Scott www.caringbridge.org/tx/leannescott
- Tuesday, April 15, 2003 1:19 AM CDT
Hi there Ruthie! Good point on the 'weedkiller' to kill off St. Augustine grass. If it weren't so hot there in the summer, a good seeding of KY Fescue would do the trick. And hmmmm--- the sprinkler system being 'winterized'? Isn't that what they do up this way in the colder climbs----drain the water pipes so they don't freeze?
I've seen only one support group around here, but it's mainly for people dealing with the disease, and arranging transportation for outpatient chemo. I wish you luck in your search for that, as well.
Well, Team Werbe and all the causes got off to a shakey start on Saturday. Ed drove well, was 3rd in his heat race, Started mid-pack, and was passing for 2nd place when a fan belt broke. This led, unfortunately, to a blown motor :( Ed was busy rebuilding it on Sunday. We're off this weekend, so we've got 2 weeks to find the $$$ and get the new motor built. . On the brighter side, apparently Ed has the new truck dialed in really well. According to Racq's post (she's still out west with her dad) Ed could put the truck anywhere he wanted, and he was floating on a cloud out there. So, with 18 more races to go, it's looking really good for him and the team. Since we missed the first race, it's not so bad being 69 points out of first (where the leaders all have 2 races) AND... if anyone has joined the Penny-A-Point drive for Colton and the Foundation Fighting Blindness... Ed raised 40 cents for his 40 points. It's not much, I know, but it's still another good cause to be involved in. Link is on Diane's page.
There IS something new up here in NC this week ;-) ---- the SUN!!! ;-) a solid week of rain--a storm that brought 90+ winds, ocean overwash, and lots of roof damage all last week.
Hope everything else is well down there. Take care, and God Bless †
Tom <Joma992@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Tuesday, April 15, 2003 0:02 AM CDT
Ruthie and Scott - I do understand your need for a support group unique to your situation and I encourage you to form one. We had to do this when our Carrie died and it was a great source of comfort - helping ourselves and helping others. I encourage you to involve at least one professional (more if you can find them willing); at least in the beginning, and to gather a large group to work together so you can share the responsibilities so they don't become overwhelming. It helps if you can find a national organization to align yourselves with for organizational support. My other recommendation would be to give yourself a year before you embark on this new journey - it will be both empowering and exhausting but you will probably need more energy then you currently have.
Your mother is incredible. She stands so strong and protective while she grieves for both the loss of her grandson and the loss of naivety for her precious daughter and son. She is a saint!
Jan Cairnes <cairnes@bellsouth.net>
West Palm Beach, - Monday, April 14, 2003 10:31 PM CDT
Ruthie, Thank you for the update. I agree with you and never thought about it but yes we do not only need to recover from the loss of our children but also from given the diagnos of our child having cancer. I am very sorry for all the problems you are having at the cemetary. Today they poured the foundation for Adams stone. My husband came home from work and told me this. I will be glad when it is in because now we have a place to lean things up against when we place things there. My husband was really bummed though he said now it seems so permenant that Adam is gone. Some days are really hard and some days are easier. I wish he was still with us but I on the other hand am very glad that he is now out of pain and the suffering had ended and he is in a happy place. Once again thank you for the updates.
Ruth Trombino
- Monday, April 14, 2003 9:05 PM CDT
Hi Ruthie, Scott, Emily and Seth in Heaven,
First, BIG HUGS. I wish so much that you didn't have to go through everything that you're experiencing right now. But wishes don't make it any better, really. So all I can offer are long distance hugs from across the big pond.
Second, I agree that you guys need support from other parents and families who have lost children to CANCER. When I had my miscarriages, people who had lost children or who had lost other loved ones tried so hard to offer words that would comfort me. And their efforts were much appreciated, believe me. But it was only when I talked to other women who had experienced the sadness of miscarriage, that I felt someone really understood what I was going through. Follow your heads and your hearts on that.
Wishing you all peace and hoping that every day, you and your family discover a little more joy.
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Monday, April 14, 2003 7:10 PM CDT
Thinking about you today - while I'm still in Utah (or as Devyn says "Tutah")
Kim Barnes <kbarnes@pbpost.com>
Lake Worth, FL - Monday, April 14, 2003 4:58 PM CDT
I agree with Emily. Every time I pull up your website, I think, "what a cute boy" myself. She has a good eye! I've never met you, but I check on your website, and think of your family often. I hope that you're having a beautiful spring, and that every day you find things to smile about.
Amy
NC - Monday, April 14, 2003 10:38 AM CDT
Jalen loved the toys and the balloon. And I loved the cookies! Thanks again for all that you do. Hope to see you soon.
God Bless,
Jeanette (Jalen's Mommy)
www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <tru2200@aol.com>
Royal Palm, Fl - Friday, April 11, 2003 12:25 AM CDT
Dear Ruthie and Scott,
Thank you so much. I am so glad we were able to see you on sunday. Thank you for understanding me and helping me to know how to react to the loss of our children. I really am so afraid i will say something wrong.. but there isnt a "right" thing to say.. so i take your advice..to just let you know we are here and i am always thinking of you
scott Emily and Seth.
You said how its so hard to belive that we met before ..With Scott filming Ty-Michaels promo for Make a wish foundation. .. Ty wasn't so easy that day but he was hysterically funny. I think he gave Scott a good workout!!
One day after Seth was dx I was up visiting Z-man and ty was running wild on O2-Peds ..Scott came and talked with me and he told me of Seth and his recent DX. He then told me that when he filmed michael he never dreamed he would one day be in his shoes. He said that Ty gave him a positive outlook and he knew that Seth was going to be ok. I hear those words in my head over and over.. I wish there was sonething that we could do to make this nasty cancer go away forever and stop stealing our children. I say our children because i fell in love with so many children and all but a few are gone from this earth .. playing with seth,fishing with Robert and definatly Rideing the rollercoasters with my man Quinten.
I dont know why or how some kids are able to survive and others are not, all of this is a total mystery to me. I have a battle everyday with myself and with God.. im sure you have heard it all now ... let go let god.. god will only give you as much as you can handle.. etc etc etc.. I simply say that CANCER SUCKS!!!
I am so so sorry for your loss. And i am definatly here if you ever need anything.!
sending love your way
Audra
www.caringbridge.org/fl/tymichaelschmidt <grlwndr68@hotmail.com>
hobe sound, fl - Friday, April 11, 2003 1:46 AM CDT
Well, since I'm so far away, I'd be GLAD to send you some of this NC rain. A cold drizzly, windy day here in NC is supposed to be the best day of the week !!!!Arrrrrrgh.
Racq wanted me to pass along that she'll be MIA for a few days. Her stepdad and cousin were in a car accident this evening. Dad is OK, but cousin Cory is in ICU with 2 broken legs, and other injuries. She'll be out in CA for a few days til things settle down there.
Ed was really sick last weekend, and Racq wouldn't let him race. He's better now, and he and Roy are busy getting the car ready now. If all goes well, Racq will be back Sat for the race, Ed will race for our causes, kids, angels and adults, and will be back busting with good news again soon! Soon, Team Werbe will be on the track with BOTH rides, pushing awareness, and trying to stay outta Trainman's way!
God Bless!
Tom <Joma992@aol.com>
KDH, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Tuesday, April 8, 2003 11:04 PM CDT
Would be honored to water Seth's site! He is always in my thoughts. The most precious beautiful face- he is truly an angel.
Michela Perillo-Green <Tashp1@aol.com>
Wellington, FL - Tuesday, April 8, 2003 8:59 PM CDT
Ruthie: I think about you all often. Please know you're in my prayers. I know exactly how you feel. We're missing something (something huge) and it's not right. Our children shouldn't be growing up without their brothers and sisters. I'm dreading the Easter Bunny pictures myself (although Meghan was always leary about characters and most times wouldn't go near them)....anyway, I should at least have the chance to hear her scream NO at them. Anyway, please know you all are in my prayers.
Carolyn Mack (Meghan's Mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, FL USA - Tuesday, April 8, 2003 8:14 PM CDT
To Angel Seth and Family,
Wow, what a very good looking boy! I just know Seth is up with my special angel buddy, John Russell. Please know my support, love and prayer are with you all for now and forever. God bless you all...thinking of you all...
Love,
Shannon
www.caringbridge.org/page/johnrussell
Shannon <shannm07@hotmail.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Monday, April 7, 2003 11:15 PM CDT
I wish I lived close enough to help with the watering. It would be an honor.
You are in my prayers.
Elizabeth Goodwin (www.caringbridge.org/wa/aidangoodwin
Richland, WA - Monday, April 7, 2003 0:10 AM CDT
Hello Ruthie, Scott and Emily,
I have just gotten my email working again. I'm am so sorry for all the trouble you have had at Seth's grave site. I would love to help water when you go to camp and when ever needed. I have been out of touch with you and I am very sorry for that I have been checking in with your mom and seeing how everyone is doing. I would see you all at church but I didn't get out fast enough to say hi. Thank you for my pin your mom gave it to me. We just want you to know that we think and pray for all of you everyday. There is a special place for your family in our hearts and we love you.
Love & God Bless you all
Rudy & Debbie
Debbie Reimsnyder <Risun415@AOL>
Lake Worth, FL Palm Beach - Sunday, April 6, 2003 8:07 PM CDT
Dear Ruthie,
Thanks for the update. For us, when the "3 months day" for Quito came and I was talking to Quito's best friend Michael, Michael said "It has only been 3 months?!, --this is going to be a really long time", I feel like you and Michael too, sometimes it seems like yesterday, and then the opposite when I look to the future. Love to You and Scott and Emily, Robyn
Robyn Delgado <caringbridge.com/ca/quito>
- Sunday, April 6, 2003 7:57 PM CDT
Hi! Just thinking about all of you. Glad that you had some fun times with Emily and your mom's birthday as well as good news about your dad. Thinking of you often. Love, Miss Leslie
Miss Leslie <lakelly@adelphia.net>
Palm Beach Gardens, FL - Sunday, April 6, 2003 7:45 PM CDT
Hi everyone!
Zac and I would be honored to water Seth's grave for you!!!!
We loved Camp Sunshine when we went. The therapist there is amazing...
We love you guys!
Love Natalee & Zac
Natalee & Zac <Howlandwelsh@aol.com>
02 Peds, - Sunday, April 6, 2003 7:06 PM CDT
I have no problem doing some watering for you(and if I go there and see something I don't like,believe that I will speak up). That's if I ever get to go home. We are going on 4 weeks that we have been in hospitals. I wouldn't trade it for the world though. Stay strong.
God bless.
Jeanette (Jalen's Mommy)
www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <tru2200@aol.com>
Royal Palm, FL - Sunday, April 6, 2003 12:49 AM CDT
Hi Guys-
Glad to see that the cemetary is starting to cooperate - however, Scott--you may want to let them know where you work, betcha they wouldn't want the publicity! It's terrible that you have had to deal with that, too. The new pictures are great - thanks for posting them, got a kick out of them. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers daily....Hugs and Love, Anna
Anna Losito <annalosito@yahoo.com>
west palm beach, FL - Sunday, April 6, 2003 12:24 AM CDT
Hi Ruthie, Scott and Wild Woman,
I would be happy to water the grass while you are away. Let me know the dates and I will take care of it. I am sorry that the cemetary is doing nothing to ease your pain. I Love you guys!
Linda Gozza <DTA003@aol.com>
RPB, - Sunday, April 6, 2003 10:07 AM CDT
Glad they are working on Seth's site.
DeAnna <www.caringbridge.org/ga/chasesmiracle/>
Ga USA - Saturday, April 5, 2003 6:43 PM CST
You have the sweetest little child... love that pic! Laura :)
ca/coltonmeyer
- Saturday, April 5, 2003 12:00 AM CST
Hi Scott and Ruthie,
I haven't signed on in a while, so this is the first I have heard about your cemetary problem. I am sorry to hear that you have gone thru so much with them. I am also glad that you have been able to get thins done around there too. I guess I am pretty lucky that the cemetary where my mom and dad are, they take good care of it.
Ruthie, I hope that your parents are doing well and I hold them in my prayers each night.
Take care of yourselves and May God Be With You.
Patti Taylor <NHRAFORCEFAN1@AOL.COM>
Kings Mtn, NC USA-God Be With Us - Saturday, April 5, 2003 10:39 AM CST
To let you know my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family
Gae Faraone <gfaraone@adelphia,net>
Wellington, Fl USA - Saturday, April 5, 2003 7:00 AM CST
thinking 'bout you!
the mulieros
mary
- Friday, April 4, 2003 8:33 PM CST
Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you. Sending lots of love and prayers your way.
With love,
Haley Hastings <haleyhastings@yahoo.com>
Athens, GA - Friday, April 4, 2003 3:50 PM CST
JUST PASSING THROUGH TO SEND {{{{HUGS}}}} AND PRAYERS YOUR WAY...HANG IN THERE!!!! THROUGH CHRIST ALL THINGS ARE POSSIABLE!!!
JANET (JEFFERY'S AUNT) <CHEROKEE0530@AOL.COM>
FT PIERCE, FL - Thursday, April 3, 2003 8:26 PM CST
Scott and Ruthie,
I'm so glad your problems with the cemetary are being addressed and taken care of and so sorry that on top of all you are feeling, you even had to deal with something like that. I love the new pictures. Everytime I see new ones, I feel like I get to know Seth a little more. Such a beautiful child, my heart breaks everytime I see his beautiful smile. Sending lots of loving thoughts and prayers your way. God bless!!
Kelley Fitzgerald (www.caringbridge.com/ny/lindsay)
Rochester, NY - Thursday, April 3, 2003 9:27 AM CST
Scott and Ruthie,
Sorry to hear about the cemetary. That's the type of b.s. you should never have to worry about. Hopefully it'll get straightened out. Thanks so much for writing about Mitch and his event. Much appreciated. Great pictures. Take care.
Bo Mathis(father of DOUBLE M)
www.caringbridge.com/fl/champ <saveit24@aol.com>
Boynton Beach, Florida - Wednesday, April 2, 2003 8:11 PM CST
dear ruthie and scott,
thinking of you and praying for you,emily and your family.
lots of love, adri pumphrey and family
adriana pumphrey
west palm beach, fl usa - Wednesday, April 2, 2003 1:08 PM CST
Hello,
I just wanted to tell your sweet family hi. I am so so glad that FINALLY progress is being made at the cemetery. No one should ever have to go through all that your family has just to get the respect that you and Seth deserve. I wish I could fly there this evening to take care of it (permanently!) myself so that y'all could spend your days in other ways. Thank you so much for continuing to check in on Leanne. I appreciate it so much! The new pictures are so adorable!!
Lindsay Scott
College Station, TX - Tuesday, April 1, 2003 8:03 PM CST
Scott and Ruthie,
I am so glad that the cemetary is finally doing what should have been done long ago. I hate the fact that you had to work so hard to get them to respond. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers.
With love,
Haley Hastings <haleyhastings@yahoo.com>
Athens, GA - Tuesday, April 1, 2003 3:24 PM CST
Scott - you have a wonderful way with words.
I am happy to hear that the cemetary is responding FINALLY. My mother and I do most of the maintenance of my father's grave. It's a sad situation when the perpetual care is almost nonexistant.
Love to your delightful family - Jen
Jenniffer St.John <stjohn@palmbeach.k12.fl.us>
Lake Worth, FL USA - Tuesday, April 1, 2003 2:16 PM CST
I'm so glad that things are finally getting fixed at the cemetery. Finally! I know hard each day must be for you. I just want you guys to know that if there is anything that I can do for you, don't hesitate to ask.
P.S...Thanks for the carepackage. We got it today. Jalen enjoyed taking everything out of the bag.
Jeanette (Jalen's mommy) www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <tru2200@aol.com>
Royal Palm, FL - Tuesday, April 1, 2003 2:14 PM CST
Ruthie,
You have a BEAUTIFUL family and Seth as well as your selves are in our prayers.
Love
The Tollefsons
Stacy Tollefson <mouse1@bellsouth.net>
Boca Raton, FL USA - Tuesday, April 1, 2003 12:49 AM CST
Hi guys just stopping in for a short hello and to let you know I was thinking about you!
Aunt Dori <todori@adelphia.net>
PBG, FL - Tuesday, April 1, 2003 10:47 AM CST
So glad things are getting done at the cemetery. I have kept your family in my prayers
Gos Bless
Jennifer Parenti <parenti@netzero.net>
Orford, NH USA - Tuesday, April 1, 2003 9:38 AM CST
Thinking of you guys...And so happy to read that Seth is finally being respected the way he should be!
Chanda & Jake
- Tuesday, April 1, 2003 8:47 AM CST
You all are in my thoughts and prayers, and I pray that your family will acquire peace and serenity (jack-colby's daddy forever and ever and ever)
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby
UNIONTOWN, PA USA - Monday, March 31, 2003 10:32 PM CST
Hi Scott, Ruthie, Emily and Seth in heaven,
Seth was a little person but..... wow what BIG memories we all have of him!!!!
THinking of you!!
the mulieros
mary
- Monday, March 31, 2003 8:18 PM CST
Scott, Ruthie, and Emily,
My prayers are always with you. I am so happy that Emily will be going to RCCA! What great news! I know that she will be happy there, and Seth would want her to be there, too. God Bless.
Miss Courtney <gatoralum24@hotmail.com>
Martha's Vineyard, MA USA - Monday, March 31, 2003 9:09 AM CST
Scott and Ruthie- I am so sorry of the problems you are having with the cemetary. That is just something that you should not have to be dealing with at all. I think of your family often and little Seth. I can still hear his little giggle when we were in the exercise room that day when he was playing basketball. He reminds me a lot of my twin brother when he was little. Thanks for mentioning Mitchell Mania in your website. That was so thoughtful of you. Mitch seems to be much better this week and as for my leg, we won't know what is going to happen now until May when another CT scan is done. Again, thanks. Your family is in my prayers.
Diane Mathis <Stubby3620@aol.com>
Boynton Beach, FL - Sunday, March 30, 2003 10:29 PM CST
Dear Ruthie and Scott,
I'm glad you are finally getting some results at the cemetary. The new pictures are way too beautiful. What darling children. The smiles are contagious, I'm smiling now as I think of them. Love, Robyn
Robyn Delgado <caringbridge.com/ca/quito>
- Sunday, March 30, 2003 9:34 PM CST
Today is the British Mother's Day, so Happy Mother's Day to Moms everywhere!
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
stationed in the UK - Sunday, March 30, 2003 2:43 PM CST
Good Morning, I just read your entry from yesterday and am so glad to hear you finally got some satification from the cemetery. What you are having to deal with at the cemetery is totally unnecessary! I think of Seth often as I am sure most people do. Have you mentioned to the cemetery that you work for a news station?????? Just a thought. I'm glad everyone is doing OK. Please call me if you need a baby sitter for wild woman. Love you all.
Tammy <tammy.leemon@att.net>
RB, FL USA - Sunday, March 30, 2003 7:19 AM CST
Ruthie and Scott:
I wanted to come by to let you both know that you all continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. I looked at your new photos... we, too were at Disney in December of 2001. We were there with Noelle on her Make-A-Wish Trip.
Scott, I read your entry last week and did not respond. I guess because Van and I have faced somewhat similar issues with the cemetery that Noelle and Nicholas are buried at. I go there several times per week as well. Each time I go I water grass, plant seed if needed, rake up debris, pick up rocks. You name it, I do it (because they don't do a very good job). We were told that new management is in... to us, that means nothing. The old manager quoted me a price on the installation of a bench before he was "let go." The new manager said that he did not want to get in the middle of "old business," in my terms... he was wriggling around trying to convince me to pay a much higher price for what I know was absolutely ridiculous. I had it out with that poor man his first week on the job. I ended up going over his head to to the district manager. I asked the district manager if he felt that the cemetery had not gotten enough money from us. We had just bought 5 plots AND paid for two funerals AND bought two markers ALL within 4 months and 4 days of one another FOR our CHILDREN. (Now, we did buy one marker, the bench and paid for the funerals all from different companies; but the cemetery did make plenty from as as did the other companies.) I was able to get the origonal price quoted to me for the placement of the bench. It is such a shame that we have to go through so many obsticals just to appropriately grieve for our children.
I did tell the district manager of the cemetery where Noelle and Nicholas are that this is all I can do for them now... and I will make their sites look as nice as I can. I also told him that if I continue to face such obsticals that I would go back to work and make it my life's mission to have them moved to a different cemetery and I meant it.
I sure will be praying that everything clears up with Seth's site very soon and stays that way.
www.caringbridge.org/nc/noellenicholas
Yours in Christ,
Wendy Baber <vbaber@triad.rr.com>
Winston-Salem, NC - Saturday, March 29, 2003 8:57 PM CST
Ruthie, I saw Kathy P's post - yes Smile Quilts does Memorial Quilts. If you contact Ruth a/k/a Sprite she will do it for you, the page is here.. http://www.smilequilt.com/memorials/
Angel Chris
chrisrusso_@hotmail.com
- Saturday, March 29, 2003 5:51 PM CST
To Seth's brave and loving family;
I've spent the last hour reading (and crying over) your postings about your beautiful Seth's, all too short, battle with cancer. I cannot begin to imagine the depths of your despair and grief over your loss of your precious Seth, (we are blessed with a lovely, healthy 14yr old daughter, Lauren,) I can only say how truly sorry I am for your pain. I will remember your family in my prayers.
"The Lord bless you and keep you; The Lord make His face to shine upon you... The Lord turn His face toward you and give you peace." Numbers 6:24-25
I will also pray that the cemetery will resolve all these problems very soon so that you can find some measure of peace and comfort when you visit your son’s resting place.
Love, prayers, and extra hugs for your darling Emily,
Sandra
Las Vegas,, NV USA "One Nation, Under GOD" - Saturday, March 29, 2003 4:37 PM CST
I like the Words From An Angel poem very much. It's really touching.
Thinking about you all!
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Saturday, March 29, 2003 9:31 AM CST
Words from an Angel
I have not turned my back on you,
So there is no need to cry.
I'm watching you from Heaven,
Just beyond the morning sky.
I've seen you almost fall apart,
When you could barely stand.
I asked the Lord to comfort you,
And watched him take your hand.
He told me you are in more pain,
Than I could ever be.
He wiped his eyes and swallowed hard,
Then gave your hand to me.
Although you may not feel my touch,
Or see me by your side.
I've whispered that I love you,
While I wiped each tear you cried.
So please try not to ache for me,
We'll meet again one day.
Beyond the dark and stormy sky,
A rainbow lights the way.
SS
- Friday, March 28, 2003 1:32 PM CST
Ruthie,
I was really glad to get to visit with you on Wednesday. The email address for the quilts is www.smilequilts.com. You must have a quilt made for your dear sweet Seth. Speak with you soon. Peace Kathy (thanks for your kind words about my sweet young man)XO
Kathy Pacheco <caringbridge.org/fl/kylep>
Lake Worth, FL - Thursday, March 27, 2003 11:28 PM CST
Ruthie and Scott,
It breaks my heart to think of the torment you've experienced through Queen of Peace. It is appalling. Receive comfort, though, by knowing that no matter what the grass looks like, Seth is at peace. And you are amazing parents!
Love,
Barb Abernathy <just_do_it@earthlink.net>
- Thursday, March 27, 2003 8:43 PM CST
LOL! Running, not runny...... geez, how many hours ago did I post that and I just now noticed my goof?
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Thursday, March 27, 2003 12:28 AM CST
UNREAL! Get EM' Guys! I wouldn't stand for that crap either. This is the LAST thing you need to deal with right now. I'm thinking of you guys and praying for this to be resolved quickly and respectfully!
XO
Chanda & Jake
- Thursday, March 27, 2003 10:52 AM CST
I agree with Chris. The cemetary sounds like it's runny a very shoddy business and a SHADY one at that, if it's letting the workers steal flowers from the graves to sell and pocket the money. That sounds 'slightly' illegal (not to mention immoral) to me!!!
I hope things get better for you, and soon.
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Wednesday, March 26, 2003 11:32 PM CST
Scott, I was very upset reading your post. But reading Jackie, underneath me, makes me think you guys need to go to the newspapers. This is far more than a one time incident. No one, including the cemetery wants bad publicity. This is ridiculous.
Chris ~ Gooch's Site
- Wednesday, March 26, 2003 6:46 PM CST
After reading your entry on Sunday about Queen of Pease Cemetary, I felt obligated to let you know that unfortunately, your not the only one. My family has been in a 4 year battle with them since my fathers passing. It has been a nightmare to say the least. It all started 3 1/2 weeks after his burial when they dug up his grave by accident and had his casket on a flatbed truck to be shipped off to virginia. If my Aunt hadn't come at the moment to visit, my father would have been long gone. The person they were supposed to dig up was on the other side of the cemetary. Go figure? The battles with the fake flowers, unkept grass, taking plants off graves and having them given to maintenance men to sell on weekends at flea markets, is more than we can bear anymore. We had to let go and let God so we could keep out sanity. If my father hadn't insisted on being buried there, we would have moved him along time ago.
I just wanted you to know that I hear you and I feel your pain. Hang in there and do what you need to do to get the job done.
Jackie
WPB, FL USA - Wednesday, March 26, 2003 11:28 AM CST
Hello . . .
I am so sorry that you all are going through such troubles with the cemetery . . . as if you need to be stressed about making calls and getting things done in the first place. And you are so completely right -- Seth's site should be beautiful and perfect, just like him. Hope that this week has been better for you all . . . sending love, love, love.
Much love, Michelle, Erik, and Cam
Michelle Jorgensen (Cam's mommy)
- Tuesday, March 25, 2003 1:04 PM CST
Just stopping in to say HI again. It's Tuesday now, and I sure hope you've had some positive results from the cemetary. I agree with everything you've said, and the comments of others. NONE if this is necessary, or should have happened in the first place. Hope all is resolved soon.
Tom <Joma992@aol.com>
KDH, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Tuesday, March 25, 2003 9:45 AM CST
Hi Scott, Hi Ruthie, Hi Emily, Hi Seth in heaven..
hoping you are getting some action from the cemetary. Let's us know if we can help in any way!!
Mulieros
mary
- Monday, March 24, 2003 9:08 PM CST
I am so sorry. Hang in there and don't let them win. We will keep you guys in our prayers.
Much love,
Wendy Ruth
Wendy Ruth Paxton <wendy.paxton@carolinashealthcare.org>
- Monday, March 24, 2003 9:56 AM CST
I am so sorry that you have to endure that level of ignorance. It absolutely should not be this way. I am sure a visit to the office will serve to "enlighten" them as to what they need to do to correct the problem. Mama always said, "You can't do nothin' bout stupid!"
Linda Gozza <dta003@aol.com>
RPB, - Monday, March 24, 2003 8:36 AM CST
Scott and Ruthie - I'll be praying for a swift resolution to all of those issues. You shouldn't have to be fighting these battles. Keep the faith!
Karen <kchilutti@swfla.rr.com>
Naples, FL - Monday, March 24, 2003 5:46 AM CST
The Cairnes Family is thinking about you today and everyday. May tomorrow bring you Seth's name plate and water. Such small things to ask for but yet so big when they aren't there. Lot's of love, hugs and prayers.
Jan & Ed Cairnes
- Sunday, March 23, 2003 11:02 PM CST
Sound away anytime.Hopefully tomorrow is full of some improvement in the way things are being handled.
Ruth Trombino
- Sunday, March 23, 2003 10:23 PM CST
Dear Scott, Ruthie and Emily,
I'm so sorry you're having to deal with such insensitive people at the cemetary. You would think that people in the cemetary business would understand that it's hard enough to lose a loved one, especially a child. No-one should have to go through what you are experiencing. I sincerely hope they listen to your concerns and realize that they are only compounding your grief by treating your family, Seth's grave and Seth's memory in such a manner.
Hugs to all of you,
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Sunday, March 23, 2003 8:52 PM CST
Hello, Ruthie and family, I'm so glad that Jeffery and I got to come by and see you before we moved. I'm sorry it was so rushed, but we had already been to the car, and ready to go to visit Zenyda's parents. Talk about a rushed day. Any ways, I hope ya'll are well today, and please keep in touch with us. Thank you for being there even in your time of need. Peace and Prayers, 4/J's
Julie (jeffery's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/jeffery <JulieSample1@aol.com>
ft.pierce, fl usa - Sunday, March 23, 2003 6:42 PM CST
Scott, Ruthie, and Emily,
I just wanted to stop by and let you know that I continue to think of and pray for your family. I am so happy that you are going to go to Camp Sunshine. I think I told you before, but I will be there for two weeks at the end of July and first of August. Spring break is almost over for me, but I am looking forward to getting back to school. I volunteered at a state park in South Carolina for the week, and now I am home. I continue to try to do random acts of kindness - thank you so much for the inspiration.
Sending you lots of love,
Haley Hastings <haleyhastings@yahoo.com>
Athens, GA - Saturday, March 22, 2003 10:28 PM CST
Just stopping by to let you know I am thinking of you. I hope you have a great weekend.
Many prayers and much love,
Wendy Ruth
Wendy Ruth Paxton <wendy.paxton@carolinashealthcare.org>
- Friday, March 21, 2003 8:49 AM CST
I am sure you will enjoy the camp. God bless you. I just wanted to come by and check on you and visit Seth's page. Love, Tracy
Visit Katia's Page and sign her guestbook :) (Leukemia AML M4)
Tracy Solomon
- Thursday, March 20, 2003 2:24 PM CST
Hi guys! Scott, another powerful Journal. Between you and Ruthie, it's great to learn more and more about the Seth some of us never met, other through this and other boards. It's so good that you can share the happy and sad times as part of your recovery time, and I hope you'll continue to do so. Love the new pictures, too. The kids are so cute!
Have a great week, and God Bless. †
Tom - with temp email ;-) <Joma992@aol.com>
KDH, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Thursday, March 20, 2003 7:47 AM CST
Hi Scott and Ruthie,
I just wanted to check in and let you know that I am still thinking and praying for you. I have a daughter 13 and I can't imagine going thru life without her. Even though we have our problems and arguments, I wuld rather have them than nothing at all. My heart goes out to you. I am glad that you are going to the two camps this summer. I hope that you will find some comfort there. Ruthie, I hope that things with your mom and dad are going well. Please let them know that they are in my prayers also.
Patti Taylor <NHRAFORCEFAN1@AOL.COM>
Kings Mtn, NC USA - Wednesday, March 19, 2003 9:41 AM CST
Dear Ruthie and Scott,
Your update was touching. You are in my thoughts and prayers. This was in the book, "Longing for My Child"--"I washed the car today. It was so lonely. There was nobody to squirt me with the hose or squeal with delight when he plunged his hands into the bucket of soapy water. Nobody said with pride, "Look at what a good job I am doing on this side, Daddy."
I think I'll just take the car to the car wash next time. I miss him so much."
You are doing such a good job of "keeping love's banner floating o'er you..." One day at a time. Love, Robyn
Robyn Delgado <caringbridge.org/ca/quito>
San Diego, ca USA - Wednesday, March 19, 2003 1:50 AM CST
Just checking in to let you know I am thinking about you and your family. I too remember that birthday party a year ago, never ever thought it would end up like this.
You are doing so many wonderful things in Seth's memory, I am sure he is very proud of you.
You are in my prayers daily. I miss you!
God Bless,
Randee Gabriel
Loxahatchee, Florida USA - Tuesday, March 18, 2003 7:33 PM CST
I remember the My Gym party. I was there. I would have never guessed in a million years we would sit here exactly one year later without him. Your courage to live and not just be alive is awesome. Thank you for continuing to share your life with us. Love you,
Linda Gozza <dta003@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Tuesday, March 18, 2003 7:20 PM CST
We have a friend that ran the marathon in Disney this year. She raised over 4000 for the Society. She hadnt run for over 20 years but once she saw what Adam had gone through she said she could do it. She was only up to about 7 miles at the time of the marathon. The day of the marathon she ran the whole 12 miles without stopping. She said it was because my son Adam was there with her the whole way.
Ruth Trombino <alandruth@myexcel.com>
- Monday, March 17, 2003 10:33 PM CST
You guys are just amazing. I know how hard it is to go on... trying to live rather than just exist in life. Thank you for sharing your feelings and your goals. But mostly, thank you for sharing your memories of Seth.
God sure has put some wonderful people here to help we greiveing parents through another day. Milestones seem to come so fast for many of us. We try to savor what good we can from our "bad" situation. Today is the one year anniversary of Nicholas' Homegoing. I can truly say thank you to the Lord our God for allowing us to feel our little man's spirit in such a wonderful way this special day.
Our family will continue to keep all of you close in prayer as you remember when....
www.caringbridge.org/nc/noellenichoals
Yours in Christ,
Wendy Baber <vbaber@triad.rr.com>
Winston-Salem, NC - Monday, March 17, 2003 8:23 PM CST
Hello Rutie, Scott and Emily,
Just wanted to stop by and say “Happy St. Patrick’s Day”! Thinking of you all often.
Peace, Joy and Love sent your way always
The Rommel's <datz-phat@mail.com>
Jupiter, Fl USA - Monday, March 17, 2003 5:04 PM CST
Hi Ruthie, Scott & Emily,
Just wanted to say hi and let you know we're thinking of you ALWAYS! We love you and always remember your family in our prayers. Zac even asks God when he prays to "Say hi to Seth and Amanda for me." God Bless and we'll stop in to see you.
Love, Natalee & Zac
Natalee & Zac <Howlandwelsh@aol.com>
Lake Worth, - Monday, March 17, 2003 11:55 AM CST
Thinking of you this St. Patrick's Day.
Elizabeth Goodwin
- Monday, March 17, 2003 10:50 AM CST
Hey,
love the NEW front door!!!!!!
mary
- Sunday, March 16, 2003 9:04 PM CST
I got to your website through Zac Howland's. I volunteered at Camp Sunshine in Maine last September and met Zac and his family and have been keeping in touch.
My heart goes out to you and your family. I, too, know the loss of a son to cancer. Adam was diagnosed on July 6, 1988 with a stage III liver tumor. He was 8 months old. Even with surgery and chemo, we gave him back to the Lord on December 6, 1988 at 13 months old.
I have waited several years to volunteer because I didn't think I was "ready". When I arrived at Camp, they assigned me to a family to have meals with and help them relax at Camp. The packet they handed me said "The Clark Family". My son's last name is Clark. Coincidence?? I don't think so. Fate?? Most definately.
Your rollercoaster ride description of life is very accurate. I always said that on July 6 I felt I was hit by a truck and the truck just kept running over me, over and over again. It has been almost 15 years. My son would be turning 16 this October and I still miss him terribly but....I am forever grateful for the love I received from so many people, for the gift of Adam's life, for the strength of my own spirit that I never knew I had till I was challenged beyond what anyone should ever have to endure, and for my other son, Brent, who was 4 when he lost his brother and is now a young man of 19 with a terrific personality and strong spirit given to him through his trials with his brother.
This is a wonderful website. You are very fortunate to be able to be in contact with so many people to aid in your loss.
I continue to have a happy life. My horrible days are fewer and farther between compared to the initial grief stages. I have found helping others to cope has, in turn, helped me heal.
I feared that Adam would be forgotten. He has not been. His name is mentioned frequently, his pictures are everywhere, his spirit is with me and others constantly.
Just before my grandmother passed away 12 years ago, she called me to tell me that Adam was with her. She literally insisted she could see him. His spirit helped her relax and face death without fear.
I know that my child was in heaven waiting for your son to join him. I have no doubt in my mind that all our children are in peace and watch over us as we watched over them while here on earth.
May you find comfort to get through the tough times and use your memories to hang on to the joys of your child. The pain lessens, it does not go away. But I have found that I'm glad that it has not gone away. It helps me keep life in perspective.
Take care
Sharon Dube <dubes@mmc.org>
Gray, Me USA - Saturday, March 15, 2003 9:55 AM CST
Hi Ruthie,
Checked out your new pictures and Wow, Emily is way too cute. You and Scott are definitely going to have your hands full when she gets older! So glad your mom and dad are doing well. I'll be keeping them in my thoughts and prayers along with the rest of your family.
Kelley Fitzgerald (www.caringbridge.com/ny/lindsay)
Rochester, NY - Saturday, March 15, 2003 8:32 AM CST
Dear Ruthie and Family,
I loved your post with your insights and the work/poem. May God Bless you. Love, Robyn
Robyn Delgado <caringbridge.com/ca/quito>
San Diego, - Saturday, March 15, 2003 5:31 AM CST
Just wanted you to know I stopped by to check on you. I just wish...............I love you. Thats all.
Linda Gozza <DTA003aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, - Friday, March 14, 2003 10:17 PM CST
HI Ruthie, Scott and Emily! Hope this finds all of you well! Thanks for sending a tiny piece of warm weather up this way. It's been crazy----75-31-55-46-70 ----Yikes... must be spring or something! Hope you're settling back into work easily, Ruthy. Speaking of, I've gotta get in gear here and head out soon---just wanted to stop in and say hello. Take care!
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
KDH, NC www.caringbridge/org/ks/dianekeel - Thursday, March 13, 2003 1:21 PM CST
Hey Ruthie, we're coming back to Dr. G's next Monday, will you be at work? I hope we can come in an say hello, Jeffery wasn't in the best shape last Monday, so we didn't come by. He just wanted to get back in the car and come home. I hope your having a good week, so far. Our prayers are with you and your family, everyday.
Peace, 4/J's
Julie (jeffery's mom)www.caringbridge.org/fl/jeffery <JulieSample1@aol.com>
ft.pierce, fl usa - Wednesday, March 12, 2003 10:33 PM CST
Hi Bunkelmanns
THinking about you !
The Mulieros
mary
- Wednesday, March 12, 2003 7:32 PM CST
Dear Ruthie and Family,
Just stopped by to let you know that you and your family are in our thoughts and prayers always. Hoping that you all find peace and serenity during these troubling times. PEACE BE WITH YOU (jack-colby's daddy forever and ever)
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby
UNIONTOWN, PA USA - Tuesday, March 11, 2003 9:29 PM CST
I think of you often; you are in my prayers.
We sent some of Aidan's art work into the NCCF, too. I love to buy the calendars, shirts, and notecards they put out with the kids art. I believe that in addition to honoring the children, it is one more way I can help fund the research that is so desperately needed so that no one has to go through what you are living right now.
Grace and Peace,
Elizabeth Goodwin
Richland, WA - Monday, March 10, 2003 10:19 PM CST
Good Monday morning to you, Scott, Ruthie & Emily!
Sorry I wan't able to make the Leukemia & Lymphoma Society picnic so that I could see you. I was out-of-town or you know that I would have been there. It's always a treat to see your lovely family.
Scott, the article that was submitted to the newspaper was so moving...I printed out what Ruthie sent me and shared it with people at work. It takes alot of courage to express one's self so openly. Thank you.
I think of you each day and send love your way.
Always, Jenniffer
Jenniffer St.John
- Monday, March 10, 2003 8:00 AM CST
...We "have withstood a living hell"... We "have walked through fire"... We "have endured that which is beyond endurance"... and We "have kept on going." "Sometimes one step forward" does mean "two steps backward."
Oh Ruthie, Susan Abbott sure has it right. Her book, "Lessons" sounds like a book that we all need to read. Knowing that I MUST go on in the midst of this never-ending pain brings one special thought. Noelle's birthday is on March 4th... and that is exactly what we must do; "MARCH FORTH". As long as we take our Father's Hand, He will surely lead us in the right direction. He is even riding that ever-dreaded roller coaster with us.
Take care Ruthie and as always thank you for sharing. Your sharing about Seth helps me so much. I wish I had the chance to meet him. I just know he was one special boy... just look at his parents!
www.caringbridge.org/nc/noellenicholas
Yours in Christ,
Wendy Baber <vbaber@triad.rr.com>
Winston-Salem, NC - Sunday, March 9, 2003 7:15 PM CST
I hope each day gets more "tolerable" with time. You are in our thoughts.
*~hugs~*
Lynn Rae <lynnrae@cloh.net>
Ironton, OH - Sunday, March 9, 2003 2:57 PM CST
Hi Ruthie. We are home for now and going to be on the floor Monday. Please stop by if you can. We would love to see you. God bless.
Jeanette ( Jalen's Mommy ) www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <tru2200@aol.com>
Wellington, FL - Saturday, March 8, 2003 10:29 PM CST
I hope you know we are still here and thinking of you daily. Thank you for the update and photos. When I saw Emily at the train table, I imagined Seth right next to her.
I agree with your view of the grief cycle as being on a rollercoaster. Some days I'm doing okay in my rollercoaster...then, when I least expect it, I'm plunging down a dark, long passage...only wanting to jump off. And as quickly as it comes, it leaves. Then I may have a few days that I feel like I can "tolerate" another minute, another hour, another day.
Please know your journals are helpful to so many of us grieving parents. Even if you write something happy or sad or both, the updates are heartfelt and inspiring. So many are praying for you guys. We just want you to know we are here and we care.
Janet Sims-mom to Janie, forever 5 years-old www.caringbridge.org/al/janiesims
Birmingham, AL - Saturday, March 8, 2003 10:01 PM CST
Hi Ruthie, Scott and Emily,
Thanks for the update. I imagine the rest of your lives, you will always have little moments when your emotions catch you off guard. Those moments are necessary, though. You must release strong emotions as they happen. If you keep them in, at some point you'll just blow up. And believe me, I know from experience that it ain't easy to clean all-pent-up-and-freakin'-out-whacky-scary-basket case-emotional wreck-Mommy/Wife off the ceiling. Trust me on that.
I love the new pics. Emily is such a beautiful child, just like her big brother Seth.
Hugs to you all,
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Saturday, March 8, 2003 9:00 PM CST
Thanks for the prayers on Morgan's behalf. Thank you for sharing your feelings. I know that this is not always an easy thing to do. Seth was precious and is still touching so many people.
MORGAN'S PAGE
Jerry, Allison, Morgan, & Holden Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Saturday, March 8, 2003 8:06 PM CST
Thank you for sharing Seth and your family with the world. I have no words to ease this journey you are on. May God bless you as you continue to raise Emily with memories of her big brother surrounding her. My prayers are with you and your entire family. hometown.aol.com/lostmyjosh/joshua.html
Kelly <lostmyjosh@aol.com>
Grand Rapids, MI - Saturday, March 8, 2003 11:14 AM CST
As a woman could never describe the birth of her child with words, so she cannot ever describe their death. Only someone who has been there could understand and even then it still remains wordless. My heart is heavy with your grief because it is heavy with mine and I shed tears for your sorrow for I also shed them for my own. We pray our Lord might shower you with His comfort, peace and, most of all, hope.
Yolanda Rogers, http://www.galatians5.com; <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Saturday, March 8, 2003 8:27 AM CST
I am so sorry for the loss of your angel. You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers!
Heidi <momof3@chartermi.net>
Grand Haven, MI USA - Saturday, March 8, 2003 7:31 AM CST
I was so touched by the picture of Seth dressed up as a firefighter. Such a handsome little boy. I am so sorry you had to lose him to this dreadful disease. You must miss him so much.
Thank you for sharing your precious angel with us.
Love, Marianne, Rashid's mom
http://www.rashid.nl
Marianne <mariannepoulie@hotmail.com>
Amsterdam, Netherlands - Saturday, March 8, 2003 4:17 AM CST
Just wanted to let your family know that you remain in my thoughts and prayers.
With love,
Haley Hastings <haleyhastings@yahoo.com>
Athens, GA - Friday, March 7, 2003 10:37 AM CST
Hi guys! Just stopping by for a second to check up on you and see if anything is new. Still wish you'd send some of that warm weather up this way. I'm sick of the cold, gray, and gloomy. Please????? ;-)
Have a great weekend. Hope all are doing well! God Bless!
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Friday, March 7, 2003 9:25 AM CST
Thinking of your family today.
Courage,
Dana
Dana Doctor Zackie's web link
- Thursday, March 6, 2003 3:06 PM CST
Hi Ruthie! Thanks for sharing that article...I was very moved. It was so great to see you. You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers always. Thanks again for connecting us with so many terrific people.
Love, Natalee & Zac
Natalee <Howlandwelsh@aol.com>
Lake Worth, FL - Thursday, March 6, 2003 9:10 AM CST
Good Afternoon Ruthie:
I was just sitting at my desk doing work and thought about you. You are probably sitting in a hospital working a job just like me. Anyway, just thought I would let you know you are on my mind and in my heart. Have a wonderful, beautiful, fun day and don't forget to give your little one a big kiss. I surprised my daughter yesterday with a huge kissy fest as she describes it.
Many prayers,
Wendy Ruth
Wendy Ruth Paxton <wendy.paxton@carolinashealthcare.org>
- Wednesday, March 5, 2003 11:32 AM CST
Hi Ruthie:
I must admit that when I read Scott's update the first time it was on Seth's site I felt that Scott was speaking for so many of us grieving parents. Scott was able to get in touch with his deep feelings of love and loss and expressed himself in such an amazing way. I know that every single parent who has ever lost a child knows exactly how Scott is feeling. Thank you all for continuing to share with so many of us. I have been praying for you and your family and will continue to do so. One of my specific prayers has been that God would allow you to feel some sense of peace as you have returned back to work.
www.caringbridge.org/nc/noellenicholas
Yours in Christ,
Wendy Baber <vbaber@triad.rr.com>
Winston-Salem, NC - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 7:21 AM CST
Hi Girlfriend!
Thinking of you, as always!! Sending lots of "Big Hugs" and prayers your way!!
Love,
Denise, Dylan & Michael
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Tuesday, March 4, 2003 9:55 AM CST
Hope y'all are doing well today. Just wanted to let you know you are still constantly in my thoughts and prayers.
May God's amazing love surround your family this week!
Lindsay Scott www.caringbridge.org/tx/leannescott
College Station, TX - Tuesday, March 4, 2003 9:45 AM CST
Hi Bunkelmanns!
Mulieros
mary
- Monday, March 3, 2003 8:38 PM CST
hi, hope all is well Ruthie. You haven't said how work is going? I'm glad to hear that your Mom's heart is holding on, and what kind of cancer does your Dad have? I talked to Zenydia's Mom and Dad yesterday, and you know, thier nephew in Tx. has been dx. with some kind of cancer. They gave him about 6mths to live. Our children dying with cancer is devistating, the family being hit again..... there are no words, somehow you just figure your family has been through enough, and your exempt. Just venting alittle. Peace and Prayers Bunklemann's, 4/J's
Julie (jeffery's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/jeffery <JulieSample1@aol.com>
ft.pierce, fl usa - Monday, March 3, 2003 5:51 PM CST
Thanks for the continued support that you give our family by checking Morgan's site and praying for her. It touches my heart each time I see an entry from your family.
We continue to hold you in our thoughts and prayers.
MORGAN'S PAGE
Jerry, Allison, Morgan, & Holden Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Sunday, March 2, 2003 10:02 PM CST
Good Afternoon Ruthie:
I went to a book signing yesterday for the benefit of McKenzie (she is at Duke Medical) and we bought a book for my kids and a book for Seth's library. I plan to drop it in the mail to you this week if that is okay. Let me know if you would like for me to send it somewhere else. It is a sweet book. I hope you guys are having a blessed weekend. The weather here is gray.
Much love and many prayers,
Wendy Ruth
Wendy Ruth Paxton <wendy.paxton@carolinashealthcare.org>
- Sunday, March 2, 2003 1:36 PM CST
Ruthie,
So glad your mom's tests came out negative. Lindsay asked if we could leave a message on Seth's website. She wants to tell you that she likes Seth's pictures and that she is really sad that he died. That he is a very nice little boy and that we will continue to come to the website for updates. She also says to tell you she will be keeping you in her thoughts and prayers. Pretty amazing little girl, isn't she?
Kelley Fitzgerald (www.caringbridge.com/ny/lindsay)
Rochester, NY - Saturday, March 1, 2003 8:49 PM CST
Praying for you. Praying for peace.
Elizabeth Goodwin
Richland, WA - Saturday, March 1, 2003 4:08 PM CST
Hi Ruthie and Scott,
Thank you for sharing with us. I'm glad that more people have heard what Scott had to say. Have you sent a copy to the PBPost? Everyone should read it and pray for peace.
You are in our thoughts and prayers.
We love you all.
Cindy and Bill
- Saturday, March 1, 2003 3:25 PM CST
Hi Ruthie
I am so glad that your mom's blood work came back ok. I also hope and pray that things go well for your dad. I hope that you and Scott are doing better and finding comfort and healing. The article was very touching and I wish that the gov. would do more to find cures instead of trying to kill.
Take care
Patti
Patti Taylor
Kings Mtn, NC USA - Saturday, March 1, 2003 9:28 AM CST
Ruthie, hugs & prayers....
Chris ~ Gooch's Site
- Saturday, March 1, 2003 7:39 AM CST
That is so awesome that they put Scott's plea in the paper. If we could only get the powers that be to hear him.
Linda Gozza <gozman001@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, fl - Saturday, March 1, 2003 7:39 AM CST
Ruthie and Scott,
That was beautiful piece writen by Scott. Hopefully, it will cause a few people to stop and think about what our world could be like if resources were spent in more positive ways.
I check in on your web site at least once a week and cry in empathy for your heartache. Know that we all care.
Sue Davis-Killian
Lake Worth, FL - Friday, February 28, 2003 11:01 AM CST
WOW! What an awesome thing (to be published!) You are sure doing a great job of raising people's awareness! Keep up the good work!
Kim Barnes <kbarnes@pbpost.com>
Lake Worth, - Friday, February 28, 2003 8:17 AM CST
Hello friend . . .
What a beautiful story about Scott's entry appearing in a newspaper in Arizona. I, too, wonder so often why our world is in such a state. Call me naive, but I do believe peace is possible.
I read on your last entry about the Brio train set that was put out in memory of Seth. That is just too beautiful and the funny thing is I stopped 201 on Wednesday to say hi to Maxine on the way to Dr. Gowda's. Cam ran right over to that train and started playing (he has one at home, too) and I wondered if you had brought that in, if it had been Seth's. I remarked to Barbara Abernathy that there is not a day that goes by where I do not think of Seth and Robert and you all, the grieving families. Sending you warm thoughts and love, love, love. Also, glad to hear your mom is okay after the scare.
Much love, Michelle, Erik, and Cam
Michelle Jorgensen (Cam's mommy)
- Friday, February 28, 2003 8:15 AM CST
HI RUTHIE, SCOTT AND EMILY,
THE GIRLS AND I WENT TO DUNKIN DONUTS AND HAD TWO PINK DONUTS WITH SETH IN MIND THE OTHER DAY. ERICA ALSO TOLD HER CCD CLASS AT CHURCH, THAT SHE WOULD LIKE TO SAY A PRAYER FOR HER FRIEND SETH, AND THEY PRAYED TOGETHER. I AM SO HAPPY THAT SHE THINKS OF HIM OFTEN, I KNOW I DO. WE ARE PRAYING FOR YOUR MOM AND DAD, AS WELL.
DEANNA, RICK, ERICA AND ELIZA <DLHERBST@AOL.COM>
NORTH PALM BEACH, FL USA - Friday, February 28, 2003 7:53 AM CST
Keep up the great work. It starts with one person to get the word out about peace. Scott wrote those words from his heart and they were powerful. Thank you for your words and thank God for all the caring people out in this world. We must stand together, pray together and hold hope together.
Much love and always with prayer,
Wendy Ruth
Wendy Ruth Paxton
- Friday, February 28, 2003 7:45 AM CST
I came across your webpage for your precious Seth and am just in tears. I am so very sorry for your loss. I have an online childrens memorial...and would be honored to add a star in memory of Seth if you would like one.
My thoughts and prayers will be with you and your whole family....Praying that God's love will be a source of comfort and strength to you - now and in the days ahead…
God bless
Laura/Heavenly Lights Childrens Memorial
http://www.heavenlylights.homestead.com
Laura/Heavenly Lights Childrens Memorial <heavenlylights@charter.net>
mn - Thursday, February 27, 2003 10:52 PM CST
I JUST READ THE UP DATE FOR TODAY & SORRY I DIDNT COMMENT WHEN SCOTT WROTE THE LETTER EARLIER. IT IS FANTASTIC!! I THINK ALL NEWSPAPERS ALL OVER SHOULD RUN THE LETTER & STORY ALSO. AND NOT ON THE INSIDE PAGE, BUT ON THE FRONT PAGE, NOT BECAUSE HE IS MY SON IN LAW, BECAUSE ALL SHOULD READ IT.
ALL THE ENTRIES BY BOTH, RUTHIE & SCOTT ARE VERY TOUCHING & INFORMATIVE. GOD BLESS YOU, JERRY
JERRY ATWELL (SETH'S GRANDMA)
- Thursday, February 27, 2003 9:24 PM CST
Well said, Scott.
Hugs,
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Thursday, February 27, 2003 9:15 PM CST
Hi there. I hope your week is settling down a little bit. I'm so sorry to hear about your mom and I will keep her in my prayers. I can't wait to see a picture of the train table and plaque in your office. Take care of yourself.
Christi <hamilton.fam@cox.net>
Dove Canyon, CA - Thursday, February 27, 2003 9:06 AM CST
Dear Ruthie,
The two worst offending and most uttered platitudes regarding a child's death are 1) "It was God's will," and 2) "God never gives us more than we can bear."
I have written in Gabbie's journal that "God never gives us more than we can bear" does not mean what people think it means. It means that He will never give us something that would make us turn to Satan and away from Him. He does, however, allow unspeakable and unbearable things to happen in this life where pain is concerned. And you are right, He is there to give us strength through the UNBEARABLE pain of losing a child.
People who say "God never gives us more than we can bear" sometimes even say it with an attitude that we can bear the loss of our children but they could not. That is simply not true. The loss of a child can happen to ANYONE and God is not allowing it only to happen to strong people.
What did Seth and Gabbie have? Cancer. And that cancer was unbearable by their physical bodies and they died.
Next time someone says that to you, ask them if Seth's little body was able to bear the cancer.
God allows the unbearable...but He promises to be there with us and keep us in His hands if we already belong to him.
Sorry...I've simply heard that line too many times and had to write.
God bless,
The Paquettes: Monica, John, Aubrey & Saint Gabbie
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, - Wednesday, February 26, 2003 12:00 AM CST
Hehee---I'm Baaaaaack.... the names have been changed to protect the innocent (me). It's so good to wander the CB pages, and not only see the familiar names, but all the new ones as well. I'm lucky. I've made so many friends from the various sites, have met a few, and email or talk to others on a regular basis. Not all of them have a sick family member, or friend, or a CB page. But they're all about for the same reason. They genuinely care.
Now I don't know the cemetery situation, but imagine this one. Mom and Dad wanted to buried in an above ground crypt, which was fine with us kids. We lost Dad in 1992, and Mom in '95. The cemetery doesn't allow a place to place flowers/wreaths/etc on the walls of these crypts. last time I was there, I placed 2 roses in the crack of their 'stone' and dang if someone (groundskeeper?) didn't snatch them out within 24 hours. So, instead, each year, I do a little bit of garden just for them. Might be a flower, might just be a pretty plant like a coleus, but it's THEIR spot in my garden.
Racquell asked me the other day to write another poem for Diane's Journal page. It took some time, but it's there now ;-)
I'm glad we didn't get the yucky weather they called for overnight. it was supposed to be snow/sleet/freezing rain, but so far, just a few drops of rain before the main storm gets here later in the week. Sorta screws up work. Besides, the boss is on the road somewhere with all the tools, nails and airhoses, and doesn't have his cell phone with him so I can find out where he is.(that helps, huh?) And with heavier rain in the forecast for the rest of the week...Arrrrgh and yuck. Oh well...
Take care, everyone!
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
KDH, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Wednesday, February 26, 2003 9:37 AM CST
Ruthie, You guys are in my thoughts all the time. I just stopped by to see how you were doing. Goodness, your Mom's illness, as if you haven't been thru enough already!! I wish I was closer and could something to help you out but I will do the one thing I can - pray! I will be praying for all of you including your Mom to get better.
Peace!
Mikie from ALL-KIDS (www.caringbridge.org/tn/emily)
Bartlett, TN USA - Tuesday, February 25, 2003 9:46 PM CST
Ruthie,
Just wanted you to know I was thinking about you. I'm so sorry that your Mom is having some troubles and I'll be saying extra special prayers for her tonight.
Kelley Fitzgerald (www.caringbridge.com/ny/lindsay)
Rochester, NY - Tuesday, February 25, 2003 9:34 PM CST
Hi Scott, Hi Ruthie, Hi EMily,HI Seth in heaven
Thinking of you!
Mulieros
Mary <muliero@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, February 25, 2003 7:50 PM CST
Hi Ruthie,
You and your family are in my prayers.
Take care "girlfriend".
leona Tearr
Stuart, FL USA - Tuesday, February 25, 2003 3:41 PM CST
Hi Ruthie, My prayers are with you and your family. You are an amazing person. I don't know if you remember me. (Carole Widdoes it's Dowling now) I met you at PBAC. (too many years ago to mention) Then you got me a job working at Burdines. (I worked in the bakery) That is where I met your wonderful dad. I know there isn't any words that I can say that you probably haven't heard all ready. I just want you to know that I am thinking and praying for you and your family.
Carole Dowling <lilcarole@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, Fl - Tuesday, February 25, 2003 10:57 AM CST
I was just remembering. Two days after Kyle was born my Mother-In-Law passed away. (She never got to hold him - still breaks my heart.) Anyway, I remember Kyle looking into the corner of his room and laughing and smiling when he was teeny-tiny (this happened many times.) I couldn't get his attention away from whatever he was seeing. I swear that Grandma is his guardian angel and he was looking at her. They say children have the ability to see what we have been told we cannot. Listen to Emily when she doesn't know you are listening. You never know what you will hear.
P.S. We have a picture of Jim's mom in the living room. One day, when Kyle was about 2, he pointed to the picture and said Grandma. Neither Jim nor I had ever showed him the picture before. He just knew!
Kim Barnes <kbarnes@pbpost.com>
Lake Worth, - Tuesday, February 25, 2003 10:06 AM CST
I don't think the cemetary should have a DOGGONE thing to say about what you want on Seth's headstone. I mean, for goodness sake, you're not putting anything obscene on there!!!!!! Your little boy liked TRAINS. What the heck is wrong with those people, that they can't see how much that would mean to you and to the memory of your sweet, innocent, loving little boy?
I just do not understand some people, good grief.
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Monday, February 24, 2003 7:27 PM CST
I found your lovely site via Gooch's site. My heart breaks for your family. I hope that you don't mind the thoughts, prayers and good wishes of someone who doesn't know you. I really believe what you said - that God does not have a part in all of this. I remember getting the email telling me that a dear friend's daughter had relapsed. She had ALL at 2 1/2, had 2 1/2 years of chemo, followed by a couple of good years. She relapsed with a strange combination of ALL and AML. I know I screamed when I read the message. When I looked up through my tears I could see that the sky had quickly darkened and we were having one of those Florida torrential downpours (I'm in Naples). I knew that I was not the only one crying - I think God can cry, too. Claire just finished her second round of chemo and is still doing well.
I'll keep praying for your family, your mother and your return to work. You are very brave. I admire your courage and your strength. I hope it helps to know that even strangers care.
Karen <kchilutti@swfla.rr.com>
Naples, FL - Monday, February 24, 2003 6:11 PM CST
Hi Ruthie and Scott;
I think of you and your family often and want you to know how much you mean to me. I learn something everyday when I read your thoughts on the web-site, or from others who have signed your guestbook. Thank you for helping us to understand what you are going through. Just know that you are loved and cared for. With love,
Dianne Howard
Phoenix, AZ - Monday, February 24, 2003 3:42 PM CST
I am so sorry to hear about your mom. I will keep her in my prayers along with your dad. I can't imagine how you are feeling right now. It's hard enough to deal with the loss of your little Seth. Now to have the fear of your parents on top of that. It's so hard to understand why you have to go through so much. Just know that we all care about you and are storming the heavens in prayer for you!
www.caringbridge.org/ky/ryans.hope
Michele, Ryan's mom
Hebron, ky - Monday, February 24, 2003 11:19 AM CST
Ruthie, Hopefully your Mom is just experiencing stress-related heart issues.I'll continue to keep your family in my prayers. Also, I love the picture of the boys napping. I especially love that Seth has his Pooh pillow right there, but finds Daddy more comfy.
Kim Barnes <kbarnes@pbpost.com>
Lake Worth, - Monday, February 24, 2003 9:09 AM CST
Your words are too true. Please know that we are praying for you and Scott and the rest of your family. May God be able to comfort you all through these times. I am so sorry to hear about your mother. We will continue to pray for her.
I love the new pictures. Your boys napping is too cute. Emily needs to be in commericals - she is beautiful.
Much love and prayers,
Wendy Ruth
Wendy Ruth Paxton <wendy.paxton@carolinashealthcare.org>
Rock Hill, SC - Monday, February 24, 2003 7:19 AM CST
Ruthie, I cried as I read your last entry. You're right about the statement "God never gives you more than you can handle", it is a bunch of ?>/"%$. I pray that God continues to give you stength and courage. I cannot imagine how difficult it was for you to return to work.
I will keep your family in my prayers.
God Bless,
Randee Gabriel
Loxahatchee, Fl. USA - Sunday, February 23, 2003 9:51 PM CST
Hey Woman - Just when you thought your plate was FULL... You must have the strength of 5000 people to keep going and doing - although you probably don't feel like it at times. Your drive and perserverence are truly inspiring and awesome. Any time you feel overwhelmed - remember all the prayers and good thoughts that are coming your way. FEEL THE VIBE!! And you're right - I don't believe for a moment that God puts cancer or any other illness in our lives - but He does give us the strength to deal with it by putting special people in our lives but you already know all that and my dear - you truly complete the circle of giving and caring. You've been through and unbearable loss and yet you find the strength and courage to be there for others who need support- I admire you Ruthie and Scott and Emily - you truly inspire me to be a better person and mother.
Dawn
- Sunday, February 23, 2003 9:44 PM CST
Thank you for your entry today. I have a child with Cancer and struggle sometimes with trying to understand the why's of such pain and suffering. You are right, God DID NOT give this to our children because cancer is the "evil". He is fighting with us on their side trying to get them through and us too. Thank you for writing that. It really gave me a perspective to hold on to. I am so very, very sorry that Seth is not here on earth with you and your beautiful family. He is a VERY handsome young man. I will ask God to protect your Mom and Dad and to help you and your husband each day as you try to get through. My daughter has non-hodgkins as well.
Sara <edwarto@aol.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Sunday, February 23, 2003 6:35 PM CST
Ruthie:
Thank you for sharing with us. I just wept as I read each and every word of your entry. I felt as if I were with you on your first day back at work. When our children die our world just stops, but the world of so many others continues at a normal pace. Trying to get back in the mainstream of life after such a heartbreaking situation brings on more emotions than we could ever describe to anyone. I too, am so grateful that the Lord puts people in our path to grieve with us. I am thankful for the many people who talk to us, who are geunuinely concerned about us and yes, sometime I am even thankful for the people who make those "hard to understand" comments... I think that at least they are not ignoring the fact that Noelle and Nicholas did indeed exist and that I lost two both of them.
I know that it must have made you feel so honored to see what your co-workers did in Seth's memory. I bet that Seth looked down from heaven and grinned from ear to ear. I just know that he is excited that other children can now enjoy one of his favorite activities.
Thank you again for sharing... and encouraging me to continue to share. You are a light in such a dark world to so many people.
Our family will continue to pray for your family.
www.caringbridge.org/nc/noellenicholas
Yours in Christ,
Wendy Baber <vbaber@triad.rr.com>
Winston-Salem, NC - Sunday, February 23, 2003 6:19 PM CST
Hi Ruthie,
Oh the pictures are so precious! And so is your family...I am so sorry you seem to be going through such a rough time. Thank you for continuing to update the journal, it helps me know how to be praying for you and your family. I hope that you had a very relaxing weekend and that this week is full of blessings for you!
Lindsay Scott www.caringbridge.org/tx/leannescott
College Station , TX - Sunday, February 23, 2003 5:36 PM CST
Hello! Thanks so much for checking in with us and for your continued prayers for Morgan. I am sorry that your first few days back at work were so hard. I will continue to pray for the Lord to give you comfort.
MORGAN'S PAGE
Jerry, Allison, Morgan, & Holden Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Sunday, February 23, 2003 1:44 PM CST
Hello Ruthie and family, I feel so much of your pain. Sometimes I read so much of this devistation in the caringbridge family's lives, and others out there on the news etc.... and I tell Jeff that I'm going to stop writing on the pages, and stop updating Jeffery's page, and stop going to the tumor boards, and stop talking to people who's children are being killed by cancer. Then, I realize that I need all of your stories, your lives have touched so many, and I can truly feel all of the pain. Somehow it keeps me strong. Able to go on for another day. One day I'd like to get on the web and not look at people's lives, but for now, it's what keeps me going. Your to strong Ruthie, I would have gotten another job somewhere, good luck with that one, soldier! May God be with you and your parents as well, what on earth is going on? I'm glad Emily is doing ok. Keep her well, and you and Scott too. Peace,
Julie (jeffery's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/jeffery <JulieSample1@aol.com>
ft.pierce, fl usa - Sunday, February 23, 2003 10:13 AM CST
That is the most beautiful little boy I've ever seen.
Angela
St. Louis , MO - Sunday, February 23, 2003 0:34 AM CST
Hi Ruthie,
I like the new pictures. We have the same winnie-the-pooh pillow case 'your boys' are sleeping with. Seth is a very cute little boy and you got some great pictures.
Laura (Reilly's mom)
- Saturday, February 22, 2003 10:26 PM CST
Ruthie - on the cemetery - I know you wanted a train on Seth's stone - I wanted a ribbon on Carrie's - but they would not allow it - only religious symbols - we fought for a long time but they wouldn't change their minds even thought I went through the entire cemetery and noted each grave that had other than a religious symbol. My research actually added fuel to the fire because after that they were even more determined that I would not have a ribbon (someone had not followed the policy when the other stones had been allowed). I also wanted Carrie to be buried next to Ed's Mother instead of his father. They have a policy to bury people in the same way they stood before the alter when they married. I did get them to relent on this item! I'm sorry you have to go through this - I know nothing I can say will ease your determination (nothing anyone said deterred mine!) but I will tell you that I don't believe Carrie is at that cemetery anyway! I thought I would be more attached to the cemetery but when I had her dug up and reburied I gained a peace that she was not there - can't explain that one! Anyway - I always thought that when she was reburied and when the stone was perfect and when this happened and when that happened I would feel better. Sadly - I did not feel any better after any one of those things. I was still really sad and really devastated. I finally came to realize I was not going to feel better about her death - I was just going to eventually learn to live without her one moment at a time. I still miss her desperately - 15 years later! I had to change my doctor because I couldn't bear to go into his office and see "the file" and look at him - I didn't go for 5 years after her death and when I did go I sobbed uncontrollably. I see St. Mary's everyday - today I can look at it and not cry - tomorrow maybe different - no promises. You are CORRECT, God did not give Seth and Wally cancer and God did not give your Mom a heart problem but God will walk (and carry) you through the process of learning to put one foot in front of the other and carry on - Seth would want you to be happy - and eventually you will find happiness - but there will always be sadness for your great loss. Our prayers are will your entire family.
Jan Cairnes <cairnes@bellsouth.net>
West Palm Beach, FL - Saturday, February 22, 2003 9:31 PM CST
I just saw the new pics. Your two children are beautiful, and the one of Seth and his Daddy sleeping takes my breath away. Oh sweet, sweet child.
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Saturday, February 22, 2003 9:14 PM CST
Hi Ruthie,
My heart breaks as I read your latest update. I just wish I could hug you. Everything probably sounds like a cliche by now, so I won't say anything for fear of sounding glib. Just always remember that we're all here for you and your family. I hope your Mom will be ok.
Long distance hugs,
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Saturday, February 22, 2003 9:06 PM CST
WWEEEELLLLLLLLL, how was work????? I prayed that you'd do well, and not be to overwhelmed. Did Miss Emily miss you terribly? Thank you for the advice about going to see Zenyda's grave site, and the wonderful idea about writing a note on a balloon, he just laughed about the idea, but I think he's interested. Going to the cemetery helped him so much, I wish he could have went sooner. We went by Seth's grave and prayed for him to be a strong angel in the Lord's army for your family, and to always be there when you need him. I'll talk to ya later, I hope all is well! Peace,
Julie (jeffery's mom) www. caringbridge.org/fl/jeffery <JulieSample1@aol.com>
ft. pierce, fl usa - Saturday, February 22, 2003 5:33 AM CST
Dear Ruthie,
Thank you for all you are doing to help yourselves and others. You are on my mind, and in my prayers. Love, Robyn
Robyn Quito's Mom
- Friday, February 21, 2003 4:27 PM CST
Scott, Ruthie, Emily & "Angel Seth",
Just checking in to say "hi". I LOVE the new pictures on your site... and the music too :)
Ruthie, my thoughts are with you, and I am keeping you in my prayers as you return to work. I can't even imagine what the hours (and minutes) there must feel like.
Thank you both for sharing so freely with us, this very personal part of your world. When I visit here, I not only feel closer to you, I feel surrounded the great "force-field of love" that has been created here by all of the people who care so deeply for you. Coming to your web site is welcoming and comforting... like a warm blanket on a cold night.
Love
Teri
Teri Forbush
Jupiter, FL - Friday, February 21, 2003 11:48 AM CST
I am wearing my gold pin with the green train for Trainman. Many prayers and thoughts.
WR
Wendy Ruth Paxton <wendy.paxton@carolinashealthcare.org>
Rock Hill, SC - Friday, February 21, 2003 8:24 AM CST
Ruthie.We hope your dad responds to the new treatments.we are looking forward to the new webe site [ teamseth.com] got it marked in my favorites as this site is .we check it 2 to 3 times a week.are prayers are with your family as always .Uncle Ray and aunt Jan
Ray Meyer <rpmeyer512@cs.com>
Algonquin , IL. McHenery - Thursday, February 20, 2003 11:25 PM CST
Ruthie
I am really sorry to hear about your dad. You must feel the weight of the world on your shoulders lately.
Ruth, I know, I used to find solace in Ronnie's having ALL, as opposed to neuroblastoma, etc.
We have lost too many kids period this past year, to ALL and everything else.
Childhood cancer is at epidemic proportions. "They" might not want to admit it, but it is.
All forms of cancer are rapidly increasing, its disgusting. And people like you are left in its aftermath.
Seth was not a statistic, he was a beautiful little boy with a whole life ahead of him.
Chris ~ Gooch's Site
- Thursday, February 20, 2003 9:17 PM CST
I am Sharisse Roberts' mother. She works at RCCA during the summers and in past years during the year as a volunteer. She is presently attending college to become a Recreation Therapist with a concentration to work with special needs children. She connected me with your website once Seth became ill last summer.
I have kept up with it because I know how much it means that others in this world stop and care. You are both so open, so honest and so deep. You truly are rare people because so many run and hide when life gets soooo tough. There might be no way to understand the loss of Seth because it doesn't follow reason or rhyme. We humans think that our intellect must be satisfied on all life's journey.
I know it's a very deep movie, but I recently saw, "The Hours" and I have to tell you that it helped me a great deal in facing my loss in December of my dad who I was so close to my whole life.
In my dad's last 48 hours of his life, I recalled your comments about Seth, "I was with him when he came into this world and I held him as he took his last breath". It was clear as I recalled your statement what I wanted to do as my dad passed out of this world and took his last breath. I comforted him, I loved him and I sang to him. I was blessed to see him die easily and quickly. His last words ever in this world were, "I love you, too" - just 3 days before he died. I thank you for sharing - it helped me know what I wanted and could do as a loving, caring daughter. Being an example is awesome!
I cared for my dad the past 6 years after he had a MAJOR stroke. It was very hard but I loved every minute that I had him here even with all the difficulties that came as a result of his stroke. I treasure every single minute that I had him in life and he will be with me forever!
The one line in "The Hours" that was soooo powerful for me was, "Death has a way of valuing our time in this world". It is a profound statement, I feel, because it does help to put death in perspective to help you go on and make your time on this earth valuable and special. Death is inevitable! But the key question for me is what is life and what do we do with it. Far too many people do little to make a difference in their world or even in their own life.
From reading your messages, it is obvious that both of you are onto the most key part of life - what do we do now to live! Losing Seth cannot be painted in any terms except sad, sad, sad, unfair, unfair, unfair, heartbreaking, heartbreaking, heartbreaking. All your expressed emotions about this loss is sooooo real and so valuable.
I fully understand leaving Seth's toys just where he put them last. It is comforting; it is a tribute; it is powerful memories.
One of my friends gave me a great idea that maybe will be comforting to you, as it is for me. He and his wife started a tradition of planting a very special tree for the relatives they have lost - their mom's, their sister and their brother and their dogs. They even put their dog's collar in the tree so that they could hear the sound when the wind blows. I'm designing just such a garden now for my dad and my mom in my front yard so that each day as I come and go, their garden will be there to comfort and remind me daily of all I have lost and all I have had in my lifetime.
Maybe you could plant a memorial garden right where Seth's toys are in the backyard and let his toys fill the memorial garden to celebrate his life and memorialize his death.
Someone once told me "to the depths that you feel saddness and pain is the height that you can feel joy and love!" I believe this. Know that your feelings of sadness are worthy and deep and meaningful for you and for ALL of us! Through your website and your journaling we all are blessed to know how to endure and share and feel about loved ones we lose whether very young like Seth or very old, like my dad at 93!
Thanks for keeping your website active and for sharing ALLLLL you feel and are coping with. It is the most valuable way for all of us to relate - deep and honest!
Leta Roberts <leta.roberts@bigfoot.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL USA - Thursday, February 20, 2003 6:05 PM CST
Thinking of you.
Elizabeth Goodwin
Richland, WA - Thursday, February 20, 2003 12:15 AM CST
Hi Ruthie,
Great minds definitely think alike. Love your new background! I'm sending lots of good thoughts and prayers that the "group meetings" you are trying are able to help you in some way and also that Candlelighters finds Seth's ribbon. Keeping your Mom and Dad in my thoughts and prayers also.
Kelley Fitzgerald (www.caringbridge.com/ny/lindsay)
Rochester, NY - Wednesday, February 19, 2003 9:43 AM CST
Thanks for the update, Ruthie. How proud you must be of Scott...Scott, I am grateful that you are giving a voice to a father's pain. I know it is a bit of self-defense, or survival for you...I too received the jersey; it is beautiful...I do hope that they tell me about some of these functions, I would be proud to go. I used to hear from several of the team members...not much anymore...they are remarkable in what they do for others. I hope you get your ribbon...it will come soon, I believe that. Man, life just does not quit does it, your Dad is still fighting as well. That must be so hard. I know from experience with my own father...but, it did not come on the tail end of all of this...
What a head of hair that beautiful Seth had...I love to see his pictures; I can still hear his little voice, even though I only heard it a few times...I can almost see him and Robert walking along, hand in hand as Robert did with his little brother here...I must show Matthew pictures of Seth so that he sees who Robert is with in heaven...he would be glad to know that Robert has someone like a little brother there with him. Take good care, and thank you for being so faithful to so many...Love, Kathy
Kathy Charlton
- Wednesday, February 19, 2003 8:13 AM CST
HI all,
Just checking in...I am keeping you in my thoughts. Seth is on my favorites list. I check it almost daily. You sound so strong. God Bless!
gina geddings, mommy of angel Morgan <mimor2@comcast.net ~~ www.caringbridge.com/sc/morganspage>
- Tuesday, February 18, 2003 10:43 PM CST
I am so sorry for your loss...I cannot even imagine what you must feel...trials like these can only be faced with the Love of God...
We just went through a transplant at Duke after a relapse in of ALL in a sactuary site...I am really inspired by your strength...you are an amazing woman...I hope that you find what you need in the Hearts group...pizza sounds good to me :)
We will add you all to our prayer list and our list of favorites :)
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody (www.forcody.org) <codman@cox.net>
- Tuesday, February 18, 2003 10:25 PM CST
Hey Scott and Ruthie,
I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking about and praying for your family. I hope that you gain as much from your meetings as the other family has. How is Emily doing? Also, thank you for sharing your beautiful family pictures.
I have some good news to share with you. It is now official, I will be volunteering at Camp Sunshine for two weeks this summer. I'm going to be there from July 27 - August 7 as a counselor for the 9-12 age group. Week 1 is oncology and the second is diabetes. I am so excited - I can't stop smiling. Only 6 months 'til I go. I hope that your family gets to go up there, too. From what I have read and heard about it, it is a wonderful place. I owe my inspiration for doing this to you, and your random acts of kindness.
May God bless you,
Haley Hastings <haleyhastings@yahoo.com>
Athens, GA - Tuesday, February 18, 2003 6:19 PM CST
Sitting here thinking about you, Scott, Miss Emily and Seth. I am so glad to hear you are doing all the things you are doing. And glad to hear of your love with Scott through this hard time. God Bless you all. We miss you and will hopefully see you soon. Lots of love, Tricia Doyle
Tricia Doyle
Lake Worth, FL - Tuesday, February 18, 2003 2:34 PM CST
You are in my thoughts and prayers today.
Kim Barnes <kbarnes@pbpost.com>
Lake Worth, FL - Tuesday, February 18, 2003 1:55 PM CST
Hi Ruthie,
I will pray that Hearts of Hope will be something meaningful for you and Scott and that you will meet some true and faithful people to help you endure the road ahead. Just dropped in to see if you'd changed the update, enjoyed the new pictures. Praying for you.
Love in Christ,
Debbie Nagy
Manchester, MO - Tuesday, February 18, 2003 12:21 AM CST
Just wanted you to know I am thinking of you this week as you head back to work. You're in my thoughts and prayers. Take care.
www.caringbridge.org/ky/ryans.hope
Michele, Ryan's mom
Hebron, ky - Tuesday, February 18, 2003 9:47 AM CST
Thank you Ruthie for checkin in and offering to help Jeffery. Your life has been blessed. You are a very special person, you and your husband. I only hope I can be half as understanding as you are. Please take care today at your job, don't over do it. And have some much needed fun too. Hope Emily is doing well, did ya'll find someone for her to talk to? I know she's young and some places weren't able to help you all at one. just thinking about her, cause I've been thinking about Joseph (my baby,14yrs.). I just can't imagine what I would have been like, had I lost my sister or brother. Alexandra's mother touched on the fact that their other children had to watch her suffering so, it's just not right. God have mercy on us, Peace
julie (jeffery's mom)www.caringbridge.org/fl/jeffery <JulieSample1@aol.com>
ft.pierce, fl usa - Tuesday, February 18, 2003 9:29 AM CST
Hey friends . . .
I am so happy to hear you are seeking support. I cannot imagine how hard it must be to share and rehash painful times. I hope that somehow it will help to heal your hearts a bit . . . I know they will probably never feel fully healed. Ruthie, I have my appointment this Thursday with the EIP at 1:30. Thank you for all of your support with this . . . I have a feeling it will all work out. Cam is doing so well. Just wanted to drop in and say hi and let you know I am sending you love.
Much love, Michelle, Erik, and Cam
Michelle Jorgensen (Cam's mommy)
- Monday, February 17, 2003 9:50 PM CST
Hello Scott, Ruthie, Emily and Angel Seth,
GREAT pictures!!!!!!
Sounds like you are very busy!
Hoping to see you soon!
THinking of you!
your friends an dneighbors,
Mulieros
mary <muliero@hotmail.com>
- Monday, February 17, 2003 9:32 PM CST
Hey Ruthie & Scott~
Thinking of you all and hoping your hearts will be comforted with all the prayers going up for you guys. Will check back in later..
XO
Chanda & Jake
- Monday, February 17, 2003 5:42 PM CST
Good Afternoon Ruthie:
I have had you on my mind and thought I would drop by to let you know how much I am thinking of you. I hope your day at work is smooth. Take it at your pace.
Speaking of pace, I have been training despite the crazy weather here in the Carolinas. My husband may actually try to train with me. I hope all goes well for you.
Much love and thoughts,
Wendy Ruth
Wendy Ruth Paxton <wendy.paxton@carolinashealthcare.org>
Rock Hill, SC - Monday, February 17, 2003 1:13 PM CST
hello Ruthie and Scott,
Just a hello...I returned to work Jan 20th, its still an adjustment but it is good to see everyone; I am enjoying your journal entries and Beautiful pictures of Seth...my sister did the Disney Marathon the last two years, she had a difficult year with an unexpected divorce and the marathon was really good for her, I admire you, Ruthie so much for all you are doing...lot's of love, Kris
Kris Rouse <tenethealth.com>
West Palm Beach , FL USA - Monday, February 17, 2003 10:54 AM CST
I wish things could have been different and you were at Duke with us right now! I would have enjoyed meeting in person. But, the Lord had other plans for your son and while it probably does not make any sense to you right now, someday you will see Seth again and it will all make perfect sense at that time. But, I know that this does not make the wait any easier. We really do appreciate you checking in with us and for lifting Morgan up in prayer.
MORGAN'S PAGE
Jerry, Allison, Morgan, & Holden Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Sunday, February 16, 2003 9:31 PM CST
Hi Ruthie and Scott,
Just wanted to let you know that we continue to remember you in our prayers. Alex and Rachel never see a train without mentioning their buddy Seth. There is also a beautiful picture of Seth right near the door at school which they point to and say "There's Seth, he's not here right now because he is in heaven but we'll see him later." I love the way children can talk about things so openly. I continue to pray you will have good days or even good moments.
Suzanne, Maurice, Alex and Rachel
Suzanne Cabrera <MOCabrera@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL - Sunday, February 16, 2003 9:09 PM CST
Good Morning, everyone! I'm sure glad I don't live a couple hundred miles north of me today. That's a lot of snow they're getting up around DC. I think all my friends up that way are gonna stay home and watch the race. I'll be perfectly content to watch the pretty pictures on the TV ;-) Of course, it's supposed to do the usual coastal storm thing here later today. I hope they're wrong. They have a coastal flood warning out for later today and tonight, and Winds are supposed to get up to 35 knots, and seas 8-12 feet. Probably will be lots of erosion and overwash. Glad I don't live right on the beach. Between the overwash, and the expected 2" of rain, I'll bet there will be a puddle or 2 later today. I guess that's better than the ice storm they're having inland.
Hope things go well for you as you head back to work tomorrow. Also wishing good things for your Dad, and strength for your mom as you continue to battle. As Lynne says, just keep looking FORWARD!. Have a great day! Maybe you can put in a word to the Trainman, and have him hold off the rain for us NASCAR fans ;-)
Sunday Hugs to all of you!
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Sunday, February 16, 2003 8:14 AM CST
Dear Ruthie,
It was nice to be able to put a face to such an inspirational woman. I have followed Seth's site since early fall. I continue to pray for God to give you strength everyday to deal with the loss of Seth. I pray for Scott and Emily too, but being a mother myself, I cannot even imagine the pain you have to endure each day as you meet each new day. I pray that as time goes by, somehow, it will become a little easier to face each day. I will pray for you as you return back to work. The pictures of Seth were adorable beyond words. God bless you and comfort you and give you peace.
Love in Christ,
Debbie Nagy
Manchester, MO - Saturday, February 15, 2003 10:45 PM CST
Ruthie and Scott, I have to join everyone else in telling you the pictures are so great. My daughter Anna and I just kept looking at them. Seth...what a precious child!!
Janet Sims-mom to Janie, forever 5 years old www.caringbridge.org/al/janiesims
Birmingham, AL - Saturday, February 15, 2003 9:47 PM CST
Good morning, hope ya'll have a great week end, you'd better catch some zzzz's so you'll be able to work next week. Will Emily go to daycare? Maybe she too, is ready to step back into life, a choice that we all have to make. And that thing about life getting easier....... it just gets longer, so..... I hope to met you before we move, and I will keep the site going too. You have been a big part of my own life change process, Thank You Ruthie!
Julie (jeffery's mom)www.caringbridge.org/fl/jeffery <JulieSample1@aol.com>
ft. pierce, fl usa - Saturday, February 15, 2003 10:00 AM CST
Your new pictures are absolutely precious! Thanks for sharing them with us. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. I will be thinking of you next week as you start back to work. Take care and God bless you all.
www.caringbridge.org/ky/ryans.hope
Michele, Ryan's mom
Hebron, ky - Friday, February 14, 2003 10:48 PM CST
Stopping in to say hello. The new pics are wonderful...being that I have never met you it was nice to see a pic of the two of you! You continue to be in my prayers. I hope it works out so you can go to the camp.
Heather Grell <hiyah75@lycos.com>
Brainerd, MN - Friday, February 14, 2003 10:24 PM CST
Ruthie: Thank you so much for visiting my daughter Meghan's website. Meghan joined Seth last Friday in Heaven. I don't know how I will survive this, but know I must for we have Meghan's big brother Tommy Lee who is 5 here with us looking to us everyday for answers. His heart is broken and he really doesn't understand why. Meghan's death has been so very hard on him. I want you to know, I appreciate your stopping by and sharing a kind word with me when you, yourself are in such pain. Anyway, thank you again, and I look forward to hearing from you again.
Carolyn Mack (Meghan's Mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, FL USA - Friday, February 14, 2003 9:03 PM CST
Aidan received a train book for Valentine's Day today, and I thought of your dear Seth. I hope you feel all the love being sent by family, friends, and strangers this Valentine's Day. You are in my prayers.
Elizabeth Goodwin (www.caringbridge.org/wa/aidangoodwin)
Richland, WA - Friday, February 14, 2003 8:00 PM CST
Just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you today.
Hug each other, hug often. Make an "Emily sandwich" she'll love it!
Kim Barnes <kbarnes@pbpost.com>
Lake Worth, FL - Friday, February 14, 2003 12:31 AM CST
Happy Valentines Day in heaven sweet angel Seth
{{hugs}} to you Ruthie
Chris ~ Gooch's Site
- Friday, February 14, 2003 11:27 AM CST
Dear Scott and Ruthie:
This is the first time I have visited Seth's website. I plan to return often.
Love to your family on Valentine's Day.
Always, Jenniffer
Jenniffer St.John <stjohn@palmbeach.k12.fl.us>
Lake Worth, FL USA - Friday, February 14, 2003 10:37 AM CST
Hi Ruthie and Scott,
The new pics are precious. I love the one of Seth at the table asleep.
I hope that things go well for your dad. I wasn't aware that he too was dealing with cancer. I will remember him in my prayers also.
Take care and never forget how many people love and are praying for you each day. Even strangers like me. Thanks again for the package that you sent.
Try to have a good Valentines. I know today will be hard but we are all with you and holding you in our hearts.
Patti Taylor
Kings Mtn, NC USA - Friday, February 14, 2003 8:52 AM CST
Just wanted to say hello this morning. You are in my prayers constantly!! May the love of Christ fill your hearts as you trust in Him...I am confident you will be blessed over and over because of your precious faith.
Lindsay Scott
College Station, TX - Friday, February 14, 2003 8:49 AM CST
Ruthie:
Thank for my package. I received it last night and the pictures took my breath away. Seth and Emily are beautiful. Seth is a true angel. I am praying for you and your return to work next week. I will continue to keep you in my daily prayers. Also, while I am at it HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY. I hope this weekend is a good for you and your family. Enjoy your husband and don't kiss on Emily too much.
In God's Love,
Wendy Ruth
Wendy Ruth Paxton <wendy.paxton@carolinashealthcare.org>
Rock Hill, SC - Friday, February 14, 2003 7:59 AM CST
Just checking your page and wanted you to know I stopped by and was thinking about you. I read your journal twice. God Bless You. Love, Tracy
http://caringbridge.org/fl/katia_leukemiapage/
Tracy Solomon
- Friday, February 14, 2003 6:56 AM CST
Hi Ruthie and Family:
Just a short note to let you know that I am thinking of you. Many prayers.
Wendy Ruth
Wendy Ruth Paxton <wendy.paxton@carolinashealthcare.org>
Rock Hill, SC - Thursday, February 13, 2003 12:11 AM CST
Hi Ruthie,
I loved your new pictures, the last one of Seth all tuckered out brought tears to my eyes. I think it must be one of the most beautiful pictures I've ever seen. Sending lots of loving thoughts and prayers for you, Scott and Emily.
Kelley Fitzgerald (www.caringbridge.com/ny/lindsay)
Rochester, NY - Thursday, February 13, 2003 8:50 AM CST
Hi. Well im finally home. I wanted to tell you that i loved that envelope of "goodies" you gave me. The pictures were up in the hospital room for everyone to see. And Jalen kissed them every day. It was so cute. Now the pictures are hanging on Jalen's dresser for us to smile at every day. Talk to you later. God bless.
Jeanette <www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen>
Wellington, FL - Thursday, February 13, 2003 0:01 AM CST
Hi Ruthie,
Those pictures are just great. My favorite is the one of Seth all tuckered out. That's absolutely priceless!!
Thinking of you all so often. Lots of prayers and hugs,
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
UK - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 5:22 PM CST
Ruthie, Scott and Emily
Just a little note to let you know I think of you often and you are always in my prayers. I hope Hearts and Hopes is everything you need and more Love Tracey and Josh
Tracey Atwood <jtjbatwood@hightstream.net>
Boca Raton, Fl - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 4:32 PM CST
Hey Ruthie~
You are so gracious...writing from your heart. It tears me up because I feel so much pain in your words. I hope the counseling goes well and you guys will be able to attend regularly. I love the poison control remark, I laughed out loud on that one. I swear we might be twins. My husband accuses me of that very same thing...hmmmmm.......Anyway, just checking in and wanted to leave you with we are thinking of you and hoping everyday ahead is filled with a little more peace than the last...XO
Chanda & Jake
- Wednesday, February 12, 2003 4:27 PM CST
Just a note to let you know you are on my mind!!!
Love ya...
Aunt Dori
Dori Neary <todori@adelphia.net>
PBG, FL - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 1:05 PM CST
I believe the photo of Seth tuckered out at Disney could be the greatest photo ever. I will continue to keep you and your family in my daily prayers. Don't worry about the 26 miles - it will be a piece of cake. I am planning on being there -- if my body can take it I will attempt to run. I started my training on Monday and we got off to a good start. Since I can't train with you in person -- maybe we can train as cyberspace buddies.
Please take next week slowly and there are no rules. You need to handle it the way you need to and let everyone follow your lead. Just remember we are all praying for you and if you need to talk, cry, scream, whatever -- pick a date and time and do it.
Much love,
Wendy Ruth
Wendy Ruth Paxton <wendy.paxton@carolinashealthcare.org>
Rock Hill, SC USA - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 8:40 AM CST
Hi....Have been keeping up with your postings and feeling alot right with you all right now. I miss you all and I pray to God and our Angels "Seth" and "Nicole" for some kind of peace in all our lives. God Bless! Tricia
Tricia Doyle
Lake Worth, FL - Tueday, February 11, 2003 10:05 PM CST
Ruthie, Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you guys and will be praying for you. Good luck on your return to work. I know that it will be difficult but I pray that God brings many happy memories to mind that bring you comfort as you go thru your days at St. Mary's.
Mikie from ALL-KIDS (www.caringbridge.org/tn/emily)
- Tueday, February 11, 2003 9:14 PM CST
Dear Scott, Ruthie, and Emily;
I think of you all daily and hope that you are doing okay. Take care of each other. I love you all.
Dianne
Phoenix, AZ - Tueday, February 11, 2003 4:12 PM CST
Once again, I was just checking your page after I checked on Kyle's (so glad Kathy put the link there) and your words have so much meaning that I had to post a note and let you know. I wish everyone could read your message, Scott, but more importantly, I wish everyone would LIVE it. I'm so sorry that your family had to suffer the loss of your beautiful Seth. Although I will never meet him, his presence did touch me and my friends who have learned about your family through your website. I hope your suffering eases, your writing continues, and your message is known worldwide by whatever means possible. Keep the faith and we will continue to pray for the peace that should be.
Judith George <green1@strato.net>
Bowling Green, FL USA - Tueday, February 11, 2003 7:54 AM CST
Your precious son Seth came to mind today, as he often does, when Aidan got excited about seeing a train on the way home from church. I have visited your website often, and keep you in my prayers as you miss your sweet Seth.
Love,
Elizabeth
Elizabeth Goodwin (www.caringbridge.org/wa/aidangoodwin)
Richland, WA - Sunday, February 9, 2003 11:27 PM CST
Hello. Thinking of you all especially since the two-month "anniversary". Seth is still remembered so fondly especially in our class. Students still call out Seth's name when we acknowledge those who are not in school on a particular day. Just wanting to let you know. Miss Leslie
Miss Leslie
Palm Beach Gardens, FL - Sunday, February 9, 2003 6:02 PM CST
Hi Scott! I agree with you totally. My husband has been a member of the National Guard for 18 years and it's definitely looking more and more that it is inevitable......that we are going to be thrust into the midst of a war....whether we like it or not. Back in August, all but about 30 something of his unit was activated to go and guard the National Security Agency. They gave my husband a hardship at the time, as we were facing Autumn's transplant (Oct. 31st), however we feel sure that they will too be called up soon.
I pray that God will guide our leaders in making GOOD decisions, however above all, I pray for HIS will NOT OURS! I'm not a psycho, but I will tell you that I believe that He is coming back to get ALL of us really SOON! Oh what a GLORIOUS reunion that will be, for ALL of us! God bless and keep you guys SAFE! I will be checking back in from time to time, but want you to know that you are ALL in our thoughts and prayers daily.
www.caringbridge.com/nc/ourtweetangel
Love In Christ's
Sherri (Autumn's Mom) <BAAsMOM2@msn.com>
Kings Mountain, NC USA - Sunday, February 9, 2003 4:01 PM CST
Hello,
Just checking in... I will talk to you later.
Love GENNA
genna bailey <AngelEyez6501aol.com>
- Sunday, February 9, 2003 3:09 PM CST
HI,
What a great letter. Really enjoyed reading it. Isnt it sad but true that more money goes to killing than healing. You are all in my thoughts. gina
gina geddings, mommy of angel Morgan <mimor2@comcast.net ~~ www.caringbridge.com/sc/morganspage>
- Sunday, February 9, 2003 10:56 AM CST
hello Bunkelmann's! it's me, kelly, just a quick note to say "hello" and a late note of much thanks for the beautiful pictures of Seth.Thank you all! Just real busy with school, working at Jupiter Pavilion as a rehab aide, and loving my little puppy, Jasper. thoughts and prayers of you all, love, kelly
kelly smith <kellysmith751@hotmail.com>
juno beach, fl usa - Saturday, February 8, 2003 8:55 PM CST
Just wanted to sign in and let you know that you are constantly in my thoughts and prayers. I will keep checking on you. Love and lots of hugs to you and your family!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, February 8, 2003 11:28 AM CST
Ruthie, Scott and Emily, Just dropped by to see how you are doing and to let you know I was thinking of you and Seth. Scott's journal entry was very moving. I wish your family and the rest of the world - Peace!
Mikie from ALL-KIDS (www.caringbridge.org/tn/emily)
Bartlett, TN USA - Friday, February 7, 2003 9:19 PM CST
We are just checking in to see how things are going. Your words are so true. Thanks for the words of encouragement you left for us! Your family is still in our prayers.
MORGAN'S PAGE
Jerry, Allison, Morgan, & Holden Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Friday, February 7, 2003 7:51 PM CST
Scott & Ruthie~
First of all isn't writing a wonderful way to express ourselves? I love it. I remember how bad I hated it in school, but now it's my life-line....isn't that funy? I love to write and express my feelings NOW....maybe I just didn't appreciate it then, well (DUH) I know I didn't. I appreciate your thoughts on today's journal entry. Nicely done! You are correct, one kind turn deserves another. You guys are in my thoughts and prayers. and I wanted to stop by and check in on you. I'm hoping you have a peaceful and comforting weekend.
Chanda & Jake
- Friday, February 7, 2003 6:23 PM CST
Wow, you are so awesome to be thinking about so many others now. I have following Seth thru another website. My heart goes out to you. I have become so in touch with the pain these little ones go thru after spending so much time on the bone marrow unit with my little niece www.hopeformarrow.org I also lost my uncle 2 weeks ago to cancer. He carried his cross for 11 years. I will continue to pray for your family.
Cathy LaMarre <lamarreca@irctt.com>
Boone, NC 28607 - Friday, February 7, 2003 11:19 AM CST
I wish I could read your entry. The graphics at the left are running over your words. I went to the other sites you have linked. They were like that too. Could it be because of the new banner at top? You might want to mention it to the Caring Bridge People that us Mac folks are missing out. Someone here said it was a problem with the script for the page.
Kim Barnes <kbarnes@pbpost.com>
Lake Worth, FL - Friday, February 7, 2003 9:05 AM CST
How do you follow up on that journal entry? Your words are beautiful. In God's Love,
Wendy Ruth
Wendy Ruth Paxton <wendy.paxton@carolinashealthcare.org>
Rock Hill, SC USA - Friday, February 7, 2003 8:03 AM CST
Amen!!!!!!
Dawn Missbach
Wake Forest, NC - Friday, February 7, 2003 7:49 AM CST
As the parent of a young Marine, and adopted parents of two more, I want to thank you for your request for peace. Let us keep our hearts lifted to God and ask His mercy and grace for us as parents, for our nation, and for the world. Prayer is a powerful tool that He has given us. Let us continue to pray and use this weapon, rather than ones of mass destruction.
May you all be filled with His peace that passes all understanding. May you be filled with His Spirit and know that at all times, He is in control.
In Jesus' name, we pray.
Sue Ostrowski
Mosinee, WI USA - Friday, February 7, 2003 7:11 AM CST
Good Friday Morning, Ruthie, Scott, and Emily! Another ugly rainy morning here in eastern NC.
Excellent journal on Thursday, Scott. I'm sure you're speaking for many many people. And, personally, I didn't think it sounded 'political'. Just a simple collection of shared thoughts we all are concerned about ;-) Nothing wrong with that! And even more, nothing wrong with sharing with friends.
Hope Emily has gotten over her latest bout of sniffles, and that work is going well for Ruthie. Take care, and God Bless! †
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Friday, February 7, 2003 5:17 AM CST
Scott that was vary well said.I agree with what you said.My heart goes out to you and the many familes that have and going through the suffering which you have .Wish I could say some thing to help to take the pain you and your family are going through god be with you. Uncle Ray and Aunt Jan
Ray Meyer <www.rpmeyer512@cs.com>
Algonquin , IL McHenry - Friday, February 7, 2003 2:13 AM CST
Hi Scott,
What an awesome journal entry! Thank you for the important reminders to pray for peace. Very powerful and eloquently written. Again, Seth and this website is a wonderful vehicle for bringing us all together as loving, caring, compassionate human beings. As we have seen, this website touches so many people, and the power of prayer increases with numbers. So, along with everyone you have touched tonight, I too, will say extra prayers not only for peace in the world, but for peace in your family's hearts, also. May each passing day bring you a little more serenity and strength. Oh, and by the way - I'm sending my extra prayers straight to the "trainman" - Seth, maybe he has more of a direct line, maybe even some extra pull being the sweet little angel that he is... Love & Hugs, Anna
Anna Losito <annalosito@yahoo.com>
West Palm Beach, FL - Friday, February 7, 2003 1:12 AM CST
Hi Scott and Ruthie,
I agree with you 100% - we do need to focus on healing instead of killing. There is all this talk of world peace, but how many people must die before we can accomplish it? If we combine all the intelligences in the world, then I am positive that there would already be a cure for cancer.
I wanted to keep you updated on my random acts of kindness. I joined ChemoAngels (www.chemoangels.com) as a card angel. I would love to be a Chemo Angel, but as a college student, I just can't afford it. I'm an "angel-in-waiting," and I can't wait to get my buddy. I also sent in my volunteer application for Camp Sunshine - a summer camp for seriously and terminally ill children in Maine. I also have an application for Boggy Creek...I just have not filled it out yet. Hopefully I will be able to volunteer at one of these camps for a couple weeks this summer. I would gain so much more than from a regular summer job.
Your family remains in my thoughts and prayers. May God bless you.
Haley Hastings <haleyhastings@yahoo.com>
St. Simons Island, GA - Thursday, February 6, 2003 11:08 PM CST
Scott,
This is the first time that I've signed your guestbook, but I've followed your story since November. I am so sorry for your loss.
Your post today is perfect! Kudos to you for taking a stand and writing it so eloquently. Speaking as a Canadian, we often look at Americans the way you stated. You reminded me that the U.S. is filled with peace loving people. Thank you.
My heart is with you and your family.
Aili and Bryan <http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/bryankinney>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Thursday, February 6, 2003 9:53 PM CST
Hello:
I hope your days are getting better. Also I wanted to know more about the Team in Training for the Disney Marathon. I am well versed on running and the Team in Training concept; however, I wasn't sure when the Disney Marathon was or if there is a Team in Training for Seth. If so, I would like to run on his behalf as well. My husband is the track coach at Winthrop University in Rock Hill, SC and is a former track runner at Florida State (he is from Jacksonville, FL). I am also a former track runner and I have been tossing around the idea of training for a marathon and I could not imagine a better team than one for Seth. If I have enough time to train before the marathon I would love to join and begin the process. If not, I will look for another race and run in his honor as well as run on behalf of wonderful little girl here in the Carolinas named McKenzie. She is currently at Duke Medical fighting this horrible disease. And, as ZMan's dad puts it "Cancer Sucks". Please let me know if you have any information. Much love,
Wendy Ruth Paxton
Wendy Ruth Paxton <wendy.paxton@carolinashealthcare.org>
Rock Hill, SC USA - Thursday, February 6, 2003 1:08 PM CST
Hi Ruthie,
As usual, just stopping by to check your site. I had also heard about the fake CaringBridge Web site but did not see this one. There was a longer-running fake one last year that actually started because of Gabbie's TV segment on the local news in Minneapolis-St. Paul.
I can see why you are worried about going back to work at the hospital. That would be very, very difficult.
Thinking of you in these very hard times.
God bless,
The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey & Saint Gabbie
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, - Thursday, February 6, 2003 10:53 AM CST
HI Bunkelmanns,
Just stopping in to say HELLO!!! thinking of you!
Mulieros
mary <muliero@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, February 6, 2003 8:00 AM CST
Good Morning. I have had you and your family in my prayers so often. The Warner Brothers photo is unreal. What a wonderful gift in Seth's memory. He is so beautiful and I believe his heart is shining strong daily. He is watching over you guys and will be with you always. Take care and know that many people are with you daily. Much love and in His Grace,
Wendy Ruth
Wendy Ruth Paxton <wendy.paxton@carolinashealthcare.org>
Rock Hill, SC USA - Wednesday, February 5, 2003 9:08 AM CST
I love the pictures. I think Emily and my little one, sydney, look an aweful lot alike. I hope this note find you all well, I think of you often.
Laurie Schultheis (Amanda's Mom)
- Tueday, February 4, 2003 10:11 PM CST
just checkin in to see what's going on Ruthie, I got your letter, and I will come in and see ya. We have an apt. on 2/17, so we'll just miss you, but will come soon. Have a wonderful Day to you and your family!!! :)
Julie (jeffery's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/jeffery <JulieSample1@aol.com>
Ft. Pierce, Fl. USA!!! - Tueday, February 4, 2003 3:25 PM CST
Hello Ruthie,
Thank you so much for your encouraging words and prayers. I wish that I had the courage to write in your guestbook everyday,I read it everyday and always pray for you Scott and emmie. I have followed your page since day one your family has really touched my life and ty-michaels.
I am sure Scott told you that he filmed a commercial that Ty was in and how wild and hysterically funny he was.That was my first meeting with Scott and just one other time at st.marys. I wish i could have stayed and talked with you longer.
I wish i had some magic words that would heal your broken heart,this i can not do. I pray for your family to find peace and love and to wake up everyday and think of something beautiful. Seth is an awesome child I will never forget his battle ,and i will never forget all of you!
I also want to thank you for getting me out of my pity party mood sunday. We are grateful for all the blessings with Ty-Michael ..i think i just get sidetracked when i think of this new life ..Life with Cancer !
sending love and prayers your way
Audra
www.caringbridge.org/fl/tymichaelschmidt <grlwndr68@hotmail.com>
- Tueday, February 4, 2003 2:29 PM CST
Ruthie, I have been here many times and wanted to write you. But, I wanted to find the "perfect" words to let you know how I have been changed by you and your family. It has been such a profound change in my life; I wanted to be able to express it accurately and somehow give you some comfort. I finally got it through my head that there are no perfect words. Who am I to comfort you?! I just pray that God somehow brings you some measure of comfort. You were the first person who has fought this battle to sign my Emily's guestbook. You can't imagine how that helped me. And, when I read about Seth (and your Emmie), I got to know them. I am so glad I got that privilege (at least in the cyberworld). Seth is a remarkable person. When I close my eyes, I see that beautiful picture, those incredible eyes and that wonderful grin. It is NOT fair. He was here for such a short time. But, when I reflect on my life, I hope that I touch one person as much as he touched me. If I do that, then I have lived a life that brought someone closer to God and that means something. You have provided so many of us with such a gift with your words. Thank you!
Your "wild woman" and mine sound alot alike. We call our Emmie "thrill ride Emily" half the time because of her wild streak. I cried when I read your latest entry about her singing "You are My Sunshine" and ya'll doing the Happy Dance. What a wonderful picture.
God bless your family and Peace Be With You!
Mikie from ALL-KIDS (www.caringbridge.org/tn/emily)
Bartlett, TN USA - Monday, February 3, 2003 2:08 PM CST
Ruthie and family- Your journal entry brought tears to my eyes. I cannot even imagine the pain you are going through. I wish there was something that could be done or said to make you feel better, but unfortunately, I know there isn't. But please know you have friends and family all around you that are there for you. If there is anything in the world I can do for you, please let me know.
Diane Mathis (Mitchell's mom) <Stubby3620@aol.com>
Boynton Beach, FL - Monday, February 3, 2003 11:35 AM CST
Just wanted to let you know I am thinking about you. I will pray for a smooth transition as you head back to work. Take care.
Michele Finck, Ryan's mom~~www.caringbridge.com/ky/ryans.hope
Hebron, ky - Monday, February 3, 2003 10:38 AM CST
Ruthie,
My heart aches so much for you as I read your newest post. I cannot even begin to imagine the pain you are feeling. I think of you often and pray for your family's peace and eventually, healed hearts (as much as they can be, as I know it will never be complete). I wish everyone could see your post and know that the "best kind of cancer to get" does not mean 100% survival rate. It's so frustrating when everyone automatically assumes "oh, she'll be just fine" (which I've heard many times) when they hear a child has ALL. We're only 10 months into treatment and a lot of people, including family, just can't seem to understand why I'm always worried still. Thank you for being so supportive to all of us still dealing with this "beast" even as you are still so newly grieving yourselves. You are truly amazing and when I close my eyes I can see Seth smiling down on you and Scott and so, so proud.
Kelley Fitzgerald (www.caringbridge.com/ny/lindsay)
Rochester, NY - Monday, February 3, 2003 7:54 AM CST
Hello Ruthie, Scott and Emily,
I wanted to drop you a note to let you know that we were here. I love the picture for Trainman. Thank you for the imput for the 'Club'. You are amazing people..I look up to you because of your strength to carry on each day.
Remember the Club.. we are here to help you.
CSC!!!!
www.caringbridge.org/fl/zacharyfinestone
Scott, Rebecca and Zachary Finestone <srfinestone@hotmail.com>
Jensen Beach, FL USA - Sunday, February 2, 2003 9:31 PM CST
Scott and Ruthie,
The two month anniversary of Seth's death did not go unnoticed. I too was well aware of the significance of that date. It seems so fresh and the memories so raw. Yet, I have a peace now that I didn't before. I know now that Seth is resting in God's care and loving every minute of heaven.
I know your grief is overwhelming at times. But I also know the strength and courage within both of you. I know that you persevere for Seth and Emily's sake. I know there are days you wish you didn't have to, but you do. You are amazing people and you were blessed to have known another amazing person even if only for such a short while. We were all blessed to have known him. He will live forever in us. He is not forgotten and neither are you.
Much love,
Barb Abernathy <just_do_it@earthlink.net>
Jupiter, FL USA - Sunday, February 2, 2003 9:00 PM CST
Ruthie~
My heart just breaks for you. I cannot imagine nor can anyone reading this imagine what you are going through unless their life has taken that path. I'm so sorry and I will pray for your strength and comfort in the days ahead without Seth. Life is SO UNFAIR! I'll pray for your transition back to work to be easy on your heart. Take each day one at a time and know that we are all thinking about you during these difficult days.
Brian, Chanda & Jake
- Sunday, February 2, 2003 11:06 AM CST
Hi Everyone!!! Wow, it's late/early. Another beautiful update, Ruthie. So little time filled with so many memories. They will keep you strong ;-) My best to all of you, and God Bless!
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC - Sunday, February 2, 2003 1:30 AM CST
Ruthie and Scott, I think I do not write to you here very often because it is so hard...our lives are truly paralleling each others; I do not begin to say this to diminish or disrepect your individual grief. I have learned that we grieve as individuals...I am grateful to know that you two come together and cling to one another to get through this. I just sat in my bed a few night back and looked over Robert's birth certificate, and health check-up record for his 4 yr old check up...all the immunizations, all the shots, we too did everything...and Robert was the healthiest of kids. Strong, athletic, smart...never even on antibiotic or any medicine before he got ALL--the most curable...his cure rate was 90%. None of that matter in the end...except that I find peace of mind knowing that we DID do everything that was humanly possible to provide a safe, healthy, loving home...cancer sucks, plain and simple. For me it is one of those things that will truly never be understood here on earth. I blame cancer! I hate cancer! I do not know where it came from, and I feel like it was a "thief in the night" that literally crept in and decided to land on my sweet Robert. It may have "stolen" him from us here on earth, but, it could NEVER snatch Robert from the hand of God! So...we are left with all the questions, pain, wondering; all the first left unfinished. Our boys had an amazing ability to touch the lives of many; change many; live an amazing but way too brief life here...somehow, we must find our way as well. I know you all can do that, and will. I will be praying for sweet Emily--I know how it must worry you, believe me I know that feeling too...Take good care, and I think of you all the time...I truly would like to get together. Much love, Kathy
Kathy Charlton
- Saturday, February 1, 2003 11:01 PM CST
Good Evening Ruthie,
You entry that I read tonight,was so touching. Going back to work may help, but don't do it too soon, especially since you spent so much time there with Seth. I will be thinking and praying for you.
I hope that you have receive the book I sent and I hope that it will help some.
Take Care
Patti Taylor
Kings Mtn, NC USA - Saturday, February 1, 2003 8:19 PM CST
Hi Ruthie. I can't ever come to this website without shedding a tear. My heart truly goes out to you. I can't imagine how you feel. Just know that im here if you ever need someone to talk to. You know where to find me. Stay strong and God bless
Jeanette <www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen>
Wellington, Fl - Saturday, February 1, 2003 12:47 AM CST
Good morning Ruthie, I was just checking in on ya'll and as usual, your entry has touch me. Maybe it is time for work, don't rush yourself though. I don't know how the men keep on going to work every day, it seems so unfair, like the world could stop for us or something! But it doesn't. Life will always keep on moving. Thank you for checking in on Jeffery's web page, that really means alot to me. Maybe when you do go back to work I'll come and say Hi to ya when we see Dr. Gowda. check in later. Peace
P.S. it takes all kinds of peps to make the world go round, but how could someone dare say that their child has cancer, I'd be afraid, I'd be very afraid!!!!!!!!!!!!
Julie (jeffery's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/jeffery <JulieSample1@aol.com>
Ft. Pierce, Fl USA!!! - Saturday, February 1, 2003 11:02 AM CST
I am so, so sorry for the loss of your beloved son, Seth. I will keep you in my prayers.
A Friend
- Friday, January 31, 2003 at 11:38 PM (CST)
Ruthie:
Putting our pain into words is the most diffucult thing that we parents can do. And yet no one can really understand that pain unless they have suffered a similar loss. Keeping focus on our blessings provides the much needed ointment to easy our pain.
This morning I realized that tomorrow is another first for us. It is our first anniversary without our sweet Noelle and precious Nicholas. I could hardly believe that we are right upon another "first". Aren't first supposed to be exciting? Well, I realized that I was getting way down, so I decided to write the kids a letter... as if they were just away for a short time. I cannot believe how much it helped me. My husband said that he will write them as well. And tomorrow for our "first" anniversary without Noelle and Nicholas, we plan to place our letters in a helium filled balloon and send those letters up and away. We have no idea who will receive our letters, but they are bound to see how much love each one is filled with. Maybe some "seeds of love" will be planted. I know if Noelle were here she would say, "Mommy, God knew before you even thought to write a letter the exact person who will receive it!"
"But I am trusting you, O Lord, saying, "You are my God!" My furture is in your hands." (Psalm 31:14-15)
Take care Ruthie, and thank you for sharing.
www.caringbridge.com/nc/noellenicholas
Wendy Baber <vbaber@triad.rr.com>
Winston-Salem, NC - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 09:01 PM (CST)
Wow! Some people just don't think before they speak. But please remember too that there are also many many people out there who are full of compassion and are thinking and praying for your family daily. Lean on those people and the Lord for support!
Thanks for checking in on Morgan and for your words of encouragement.
www.caringbridge.com/nc/morganbarnes
Jerry, Allison, Morgan, & Holden Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 08:17 PM (CST)
Hi Ruthie and Scott,
Wanted to let you know we have been thinking about you guys. The pictures look great!!!
Love,
The Giust's
Pam Giust <pamgiust@mindspring.com>
Lake Worth, FL - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 12:40 PM (CST)
Ruthie and Scott,
We're so sorry that you have to deal with such rude people on top of everything else. Scott's right about doing random acts of kindness to help balance things. Please don't let those idiots out there get you down. Maybe if you yell or cry when talking to them, God let's them be an outlet for some of your pain at that moment.
Bill and I still talk about the impact that Seth had, and still has, on us. Seth will always be remembered and loved. We were all truly blessed to have known Seth and to know the wonderful family that God chose to take care of him.
Love and peace,
Cindy Martinson
- Friday, January 31, 2003 at 10:06 AM (CST)
Hi Ruthie, Hi Scott, Hi Emily and Hi Seth in heaven.
Thinking of you!
Mulieros
Mary <muliero@hotmail.com>
- Friday, January 31, 2003 at 09:58 AM (CST)
Hi, guys just letting you know we're thinking about you. We know this is an especially hard day for you and you are not alone in missing Seth. We miss him terribly and always will. Just remember we love you and are always here!
Love,
Uncle Todd & Aunt Dori
Todd & Dori Neary <todori@adelphia.net>
Palm Beach Gardens, FL - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 10:18 PM (CST)
JANUARY 30,2003. IT HAS BEEN TWO MONTHS SINCE GOD RECEIVED LITLE SETH INTO HIS LOVING ARMS. IT REALLY SEEMS SO MUCH LONGER. IT SEEMS FOREVER SINCE I SAT ON THE HOSPITAL ROOM FLOOR PLAYING LEGOS WITH HIM AND TOLD HIM THAT I LOVED HIM AND HE SAID , "I LOVE YOU TOO GRANDMA." I STILL TELL HIM THAT I LOVE HIM.
GRANDMA ATWELL
- Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 09:30 PM (CST)
Hi Mr. and Mrs. Bunkelmann,
Please be encouraged to read Chapter 14 (even again if you did already!) of the Gospel according to St. John titled 'words of comfort.'
May the Almighty God of grace and unfailing love give you His peace and patience through the intercession of Mary, Our Lady of Perpetual Help!
"Your word is a lamp unto my feet and a light for my path." from Psalm 119.
I read that you are reading, so I'd like to encourage you more. The Lord has helped me a tremendous amount through reading Scripture: grace and wisdom for the soul. Couple it with Eucharistic Adoration to spend some time in an awesome way!
David Prasso <dcdprasso@yahoo.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL USA - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 04:32 PM (CST)
I'm so sorry for the loss of Seth..he is a beautiful boy...I loved the pictures. I'm sorry that those people had to speak to you in such a manner..some people just don't think. Know that your family is being prayed for from way up here. Take care now and God Bless you.
Jennifer Parenti <parenti@netzero.net>
Orford, NH USA - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 07:10 AM (CST)
just stopping in to let you know that we are continually praying for your family!!! as dificult as it is... we will pray for those ignorant people that you have to deal with!!!..beautiful pictures...stay strong in your faith and know that GOD is with you... i love the peoms you write ...everytime i read your site i think about "FOOT PRINTS"... these are the times GOD is carrying you and your family!!!! God bless and keep you!!!!!!!
Janet (Jeffery's aunt) <CHEROKEE0530>
fort pierce, fl usa - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 09:57 PM (CST)
"We are not here to see through one another, we are here to see one another through."
Dianne
Phoenix, - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 01:58 PM (CST)
Dear Scott and Ruthie;
I want you to know how truly sorry I am for your pain. My thoughts are with you and your families every day. You are such beautiful people, with such beautiful hearts, I am honored to know you. I love to visit your web-site, and am glad to see a recent picture of Emily. What a cutie-patootie! Thanks for sharing yourselves with us. Signed--Poopsie BubbleHead! (I loved that e-mail!)
Dianne Howard <dianne@acrhq.com>
Phoenix, AZ USA - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 01:26 PM (CST)
Hi Ruthie:
I hope this week is off to a better start than last. The new pictures look great! Thank you for sharing them with all of us. I will continue to pray for all of you.
www.caringbridge.org/nc/noellenicholas
Wendy Baber <vbaber@triad.rr.com>
Winston-Salem, NC - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 12:41 PM (CST)
Hi Ruthie.
I love the new pictures. I don't think I've ever seen a more beautiful smile or prettier blue eyes!
I'm so sorry you've had to deal with people who don't know how to show compassion (or just don't care to....and I won't say what I'd like to about that). Please know that there are those of us out here, who have never met you, that have grown to love your family and Seth and care very much about how you are feeling.
Kelley Fitzgerald (www.caringbridge.com/ny/lindsay)
Rochester, NY - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 12:14 PM (CST)
Hey Ruthie~
SOME people are so insensitive! I MEAN DUH! You'd think they'd catch a clue. It breaks my heart that some people are so cold. It may be that they just don't know what to say, so they think they are safe by not saying anything at all?? Who cares about them anyway? I’m sorry you have to deal with that kind of crap while you are heart broken and grieving. My thoughts are with you and your family.
PS.. I love the photos
Chanda & Jake
- Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 10:09 AM (CST)
The new pictures of Seth are beautiful. I have followed your web site for months, but don't know if I ever signed your guest book. I am trying not to be a "lurker", even though sometimes it is difficult to know what to say. I know that I can always tell you that I am praying for you. I am so sorry that you had to deal with the "insensitives" of the world. They need our prayers more than our anger, but the anger is DEFINITELY justified!!! Unbelievable best describes your entry about them. Obviously, they have never dealt with anything even remotely related to what you and your family have had to deal with. These people tend to be so shallow and as I said before, the best we can do is lift them up in prayer. I know that is difficult to do, just like we should pray for people like Osama Bin Laden. God calls us to do this and I have to admit it is hard to be obedient to that request. Continue to be strong in the Lord and He will always be faithful to you. Blessings to you always.
Love in Christ,
Debbie
Manchester, MO - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 09:35 AM (CST)
Unbelievable. In all your grief you have to deal with such inconsiderate people. I am really sorry for that on top of everything else you are dealing with.
Chris ~ Gooch's Site
- Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 10:19 PM (CST)
Just stopped in to see how you guys were doing and to tell you that Seth's picture is on the wall at St.Mary's. Jalen's is going to be going right next to it. Stay strong and God bless.
Jeanette <www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen>
Wellington, FL - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 01:10 PM (CST)
Hi Ruthie,
Just stopped by to say, my thoughts and prayers are with you! I too cannot understand how some people can be so.....hard-hearted. However, I would bet my life, that if your shoes were on their feet.....that they would be quick to change their tune! Just be thankful that we do NOT have to answer for their's, we only have to answer for our own. It seems that ALL the world has become about NOTHING but MONEY! That's what has gotten this world in the shape that it's in today! However, I really don't think it's going to be much longer and we will be joining our loved ones in Heaven! O WHAT A GLORIOUS DAY THAT WILL BE!
Well.....we now have a mutual friend.....my friend since 8th grade and now my next door neighbor came over yesterday talking to me about Seth. Her name is Patti and it seems she is sending you a book to help you through. She is a great girl (woman) and seems to have been captivated by Seth. She said she knew there was a reason for her holding onto this book.......and she believes that it was for you. God is soooooooo VERY, VERY AWESOME and He always seems to provide the things He knows we will need! Even though, sometimes they come from the most unpredictable places.
Well, our thoughts and prayers are with your family! God bless and keep you ALL safe!
www.caringbridge.org/nc/ourtweetangel
Love In Christ
Sherri (Autumn's MOM) <BAAsMOM2@msn.com>
Kings Mountain, NC 28086 - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 12:35 PM (CST)
Hello Ruthie, Scott and Emily,
I'm sorry that you had to deal with some real idiots. It makes me wonder what their qualifications where to secure their job, "ruthless". Just post the phone numbers and we can all give them our thoughts. I have a few things in my mind, but I have to make sure I don't plug them into this meassage. Thinking and praying for you guys always.
Choo... Choo... Chugga... Choo...
Joe Rommel <datz-phat@mail.com>
Jupiter, Fl USA - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 11:54 AM (CST)
Hi Ruthie, Scott and Emily,
Just a note to let you know that I am think of all of you. You are in my thoughts and prayers as always. Much love and good wishes! Linda B
Linda Bowers <Linda.Bowers@tenethealth.com>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 11:13 AM (CST)
I am so sorry to hear of all the grief people are giving you in the mist of your loss. How sad people can't take time to just listen.
God Bless You, and know we continue to pray for you.
Lynn
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 12:36 AM (CST)
Your son is and always will be beautiful. I am sorry people were so cruel to you on the phone. Thank you for taking the time to share your life with us.
Heather McMurray <mcmurray@interlynx.net>
Grimsby, Canada - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 06:37 PM (CST)
When a friend of mine was pregnant I told her - "so you think you know what love is. You love your husband, your family, your friends. Just wait. The love you feel for your child is an all encompassing love that you can physically feel." Anyone who can treat you so coldly must not have children. Either that, or they've had their hearts removed. By the way, I can think of a new use for an IV pole ;-)
Kim Barnes
Lake Worth, FL - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 11:32 AM (CST)
Hi Girlfriend! I still check in on you guys everyday. I've not be posting lately (you know me, always running my mouth but not really saying much). I'm trying to be a "good listener" these days. I couldn't help but post about all of the unthoughtful people you've had to endure lately. Sounds like you're "just not getting that loving feeling" from these people. I just wanted to make sure you knew how much we love you, and think of you, and pray for your family!!! I'm sending you lots of "warm fuzzies" to try and make up for all of the "cold pricklies" you've encountered. Lots of "GREAT BIG HUGS" for you all!!
Denise, Michael & Dylan <Baker110@Bellsouth.net>
- Monday, January 27, 2003 at 10:15 AM (CST)
Ruthie, I am flabbergasted at the unfeeling people you have had to deal with! Whenever I encounter someone whose behavior is so out of whack (whether they are unreasonably angry, totally unfeeling, etc), I just think what a miserable, loveless, uncaring life they must have. Although you are in the deepest imaginable pain now, you have a life filled with love. That will sustain you forever.
Sue Davis-Killian <daveki@earthlink.com>
Lake Worth, FL - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 09:35 AM (CST)
Ruthie - I am so sorry for all of those rude people you have had to deal with! It just amazes me how mean and cold hearted people can be. As for the bank issue and the check.....IDIOTS!!! Nothing else is needed to explain that situation. I am so sorry for all you and your family are going through. I think of little Seth often.
Diane Mathis <Stubby3620@aol.com>
Boynton Beach, FL - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 09:18 AM (CST)
Ruthie,
As Cathy always says....You can't do nothin' bout stupid! I am sorry that people are staring at the steering wheel and not the road. They hit more people that way. Love ya
Linda Gozza <dta003@aol.com>
- Monday, January 27, 2003 at 07:14 AM (CST)
Howdy ya'll! (Just a little Texan hello!)
Hi, this is Leanne Scott and I just wanted to let you know that I have been thanking and praying for you. You have comforted me, and just please know that every time you sign in to my guest book I just think how God has blessed me with your little messages. Just know that God is always there for you, in the good times and the bad. Thank you for continuing to check up on me, you are a blessing to not only me, but many others. How do I know this? Just by how many people continue to sign in to your web page, leave messages, and I also know by how much you have made me smile with your messages to me. Again, I could not thank you enough. May God hold you so very close to His heart, and know that you are a blessing to all. Love to you.
Leanne Scott
Leanne Scott (www.caringbridge.org/tx/leannescott)
Tomball, TX - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 04:50 PM (CST)
Ruthie and Scott-
I can't believe how cold-hearted some people are! Have they lived their lives under a rock or something? There is no explanation for that kind of behavior. I am so sorry that you had to experience it.
I continue to pray for your family. The new pictures of Seth and Emily are beautiful.
God Bless,
Haley Hastings <haleyhastings@yahoo.com>
Athens, GA US of A - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 12:43 PM (CST)
Hi Ruthie and Scott,
I can not believe that some people in this world can be so cold hearted. I too would like to give those people a piece of my mind.
I have a book from a company I used to work for. It is called Beyond this Day. It is a book with all types of reading to help with the mourning process. It deals with all types of loses. It also has Helpful Organinzations for you to contact during this time. I would like to send it to you. If you would like to have it, please email me your address and I will get it to you. I feel that there was some reason for me to have an extra one and now I think I know why. To help someone thru a time in their life and I believe that someone is your family. If not, on my next note I will include some of the things that it has in and hope that it may help.
I also want to tell you that your poem was the most beautiful thing that I have read in a while. I says so much.
Take care and Just keep remembering Seth may be gone, but he is with you always. You have a special Angel in heaven to watch over you.
Patti T
Patti Taylor <NHRAFORCEFAN1@AOL.COM>
Kings Mtn, NC USA - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 11:18 AM (CST)
Hello Ruthie
Frist off I say all us caringbridge Pals get a bunch of rubber bands and shoot them at those no brain people (Thats is the nicest I can say about these people ) I am appaled at the treatment of you ...I will tell you what I am usally a kind loving person but if I got ahold of these people I would rip there tounges out for how they have treated you !!!
Ruthie I am so sorry that they did that to you...I wish I could pour some cooth into some people ...I cant but I want you to know that I am right here for you ...I always will be no matter what !!
Sent With Hugs & Kisses
Ed & Racquell
Racquell <TeamWerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kansas City , Kansas Racing For CaringBridge & You - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 09:28 AM (CST)
Ruthie - thank you for sharing. Sometimes we get so angry with people that don't understand and then we pray they NEVER will. Because to understand means they would have had to experience the death of a child. We pray no one else has to experience such pain. Even well meaning people are at a loss for the right words or even any words and they cover they awkwardness by sticking to business and staying out of the emotional side. Sometimes you just want to shake them and scream, "my child is dead and you want to talk about something as trivial as IV pole." Realizing they cannot possibly know your pain can give you tolerance for their ignorance.
Jan Cairnes <cairnes@bellsouth.net>
- Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 08:41 AM (CST)
Ruthie,
That poem is really something. I read it and got a lump in my throat. It's hard to believe how insensitive people are nowadays. People just don't think when they talk and it's a shame you have to deal with it. I love the picture of your daughter. I had to do a double take because I thought the baby was a doll. Take care.
Bo Mathis (father of DOUBLE M)
www.caringbridge.com/fl/champ <saveit24@aol.com>
Boynton Beach , Florida - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 07:55 AM (CST)
Ruthie...Can you say such a pain! I think that God knows if idiots like that call me or get in my path I will just mow them over!! I could not imagine wasting my tears on the likes of them...your words touch my heart as always...I am so sorry that in the midst of all this you have to deal with such turkeys! Yes, normal on the dryer, is the only normal! I like that...I love the poem as well. I too called Hope for Hearts, they gave me the same tone and dates...good thing are grief can wait for their schedule! I am not sure I will follow through, maybe for the kids. I could barely speak with the lady on the phone...she was so whisery, and institutional...it is all a new way, never normal, normal-- well, it is gone. I may never achieve that again and if these types of people are indicative of normal, well, I certainly will not be joining them! I am so proud of the way you all are sharing your story, and being honest and strong...my thoughts are with you constantly. Love, Kathy
Kathy Charlton
- Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 07:31 AM (CST)
Hi Ruthie and Scott:
Thank you for sharing. You know, I know exactly how it feels... people just don't have a clue do they? The morning that Noelle went home the company that we were renting her hospital bed called and said that they were sending someone out to get it. I told the lady that they needed to wait because Noelle was still in that bed... we just weren't ready to call the funeral home yet. (Noelle had not even been gone for an hour, but the call came anyway)
The lady told me that I would need to take that up with Hospice because they called her and told her to send someone to pick the bed up and she was doing that. I told her that she could send anyone that she wanted to, that if Noelle was still here they would just have to wait outside until we were ready. The lady just hung up on me; like I was inconveniencing her. Boy, does she need a different job or what? You know what is so crazy about this? We decided not to use Hospice for Noelle's homegoing. We called her radiation/oncologist to come over. He is a WONDERFUL Christian man and and a WONDERFUL docotor. He only called Hospice to let them know that Noelle had passed. I was going to call everyone that needed to be called, but ALL I wanted was a little time with her.
Well, let's not get on that soap box... we can pray for these people to have more sympathy and compassion.
"Finally, all of you, live in harmony with one another; be sympathetic, love as brothers, be compassionate and humble. Do not repay evil with evil or insult with insult, but with blessing, because to this you were called so that you may inherit a blessing." 1 Peter 8-9 (Keep reading this, it's a great passage.)
www.caringbridge.org/nc/noellenicholas
Wendy Baber <vbaber@triad.rr.com>
Winston-Salem, Nc - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 07:06 AM (CST)
Hello Ruthie and family, It's hard to believe that it's been eight weeks, seems like just a few at most, since Seth's gone home. I know you must miss him terribly, I miss him, and I didn't ever meet him in person. All I know is that God will help us all get through this. Peace and prayers to all three of you. I hope that Emily is doing ok. It seems like the world should stop or something, doesn't it. bye for now, julie
Julie (jeffery's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/jeffery <JulieSample1@aol.com>
Ft. Pierce, Fl USA!! - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 12:04 AM (CST)
Hi, just wanted to let you know we were thinking and talking about Seth today and thinking of you.
Love Christine and Angela Krenz
Christine Krenz <cjkrenz@aol.com>
West Palm beach, FL USA - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 11:54 PM (CST)
Hi Ruthie & Scott - I am so sorry you have had to come in contact with such insensitive people. Sorry to say, they will always be out there. But, please just keep in mind that for every 1 insensitive person you meet, there are at least 20 wonderful, sensitive, caring friends who only wish you peace and love. The new pictures of Seth, Emily and Shayn are beautiful, thanks for sharing them with us. Prayers & Hugs, Anna
Anna Losito <annalosito@yahoo.com>
West Palm Beach, FL - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 10:36 PM (CST)
THANK YOU FOR SHARING THE NEW PICTURES & UPDATE. THE UPDATE IS BEAUTIFUL & THE PICTURES ARE PRECIOUS. IT IS HARD TO BELIEVE SOME PEOPLE ARE SO INSENSITIVE & COLD EVEN WHEN YOU TELL THEM OF YOUR LOSS OF A PRECIOUS CHILD.
GRANDMA ATWELL
WPB, - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 09:46 PM (CST)
Ruthie-
I am appalled at what I just read on your site. I am such a sensitive (and maybe a bit naive) person and I cannot fathom anyone being so hearltess to you in those situations regarding the fact that Seth is gone. It is horrible to me that there is such hatefulness and cruelty like that in the world. I am truly sorry that you have had to endure such situations on top of the tremendous pain you feel every day. I want you to know that I would do anything to take that pain from you . . . thinking of you all the time. Love you guys.
Much love, Michelle, Erik, and Cam
ps-thank you for always checking on Cam and still finding the heart and time to lift us up and leave messages. It means a great deal to me.
Michelle Jorgensen (Cam's mommy)
- Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 09:25 PM (CST)
Stopping in to say hello and to say I was thinking of you all.
Heather <hiyah75@lycos.com>
Brainerd, MN - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 09:21 PM (CST)
Rithie and Scott, Just want you to know you are in our thoughts and prayers.
Love,
The Gabriel's
Steve, Randee, Anthony and Kelsey
Randee Gabriel
Loxahatchee, Fl. USA - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 07:50 PM (CST)
Thank you for your words and insight...it is good to hear from you Scott. You are a strong man...I know because you are living with the most unbearable of pains...take good care, and love to all of you...Kathy
Kathy Charlton
- Friday, January 24, 2003 at 08:17 PM (CST)
Just checking to see how you all are doing. I think it is great that you are keeping the site up and running. A lot of people out here care and want to show you that they do. Thanks for inviting us in to share your grief and pain.
I hope that you are resting enough and seeing the sun shining and the clouds blowing across the sky. Soon there will be flowers springing up and new leaves on the tress. Enjoy what you can and never forget that there are people in this world that really care.
Hugs and smiles for all
Rae <terry.lawrence@worldnet.att.net>
Tulsa, OK - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 07:53 PM (CST)
Hi Scott and Ruthie,
My name is Patti and I am a friend of Sherri Malpass, Autumn's mom.
I read your journal entry today and it touch my heart.
I wanted to say hi and that you are in my heart and prayers. I will continue to pray for you, that God may help you heal.
Take care and may God be with you.
When my mom and dad past away, I went outside and named a star for each one of them. It gives me something to look at when I talk to them. Maybe you can name a star for Seth.
Keep up the faith and look to him for comfort.
Patti T
Patti Taylor <NHRAFORCEFAN1@AOL.COM>
Kings Mtn, NC USA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 07:28 PM (CST)
Just stopped in to let you know that you are all in our thoughts and prayers. '
www.caringbridge.org/nc/ourtweetangel
Love IN Christ,
Sherri (Autumn's mom) <BAAsMOM2@msn.com>
Kings Mountain, NC 28086 - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 05:48 PM (CST)
God Bless your family. Thank you for sharing your story.
Clare
Charlotte, NC - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 04:40 PM (CST)
An Act of Kindness for a Broken Heart
By Meladee McCarty
My husband, Hanoch, and I wrote a book, Acts of Kindness: How to Create a Kindness Revolution, which has generated much interest across America. This story was shared with us by an anonymous caller during a radio talk show in Chicago.
"Hi, Mommy, what are you doing?" asked Susie.
"I'm making a casserole for Mrs. Smith next door," said her mother.
"Why?" asked Susie, who was only six years old.
"Because Mrs. Smith is very sad; she lost her daughter and she has a broken heart. We need to take care of her for a little while."
"Why, Mommy?"
"You see, Susie, when someone is very, very sad, they have trouble doing the little things like making dinner or other chores. Because we're part of a community and Mrs. Smith is our neighbor, we need to do some things to help her. Mrs. Smith won't ever be able to talk with her daughter or hug her or do all those wonderful things that mommies and daughters do together. You are a very smart girl, Susie; maybe you'll think of some way to help take care of Mrs. Smith."
Susie thought seriously about this challenge and how she could do her part in caring for Mrs. Smith. A few minutes later, Susie knocked on her door. After a few moments Mrs. Smith answered the knock with a "Hi, Susie."
Susie noticed that Mrs. Smith didn't have that familiar musical quality about her voice when she greeted someone.
Mrs. Smith also looked as though she might have been crying because her eyes were watery and swollen.
"What can I do for you, Susie?" asked Mrs. Smith.
"My mommy says that you lost your daughter and you're very, very sad with a broken heart." Susie held her hand out shyly. In it was a Band-Aid. "This is for your broken heart."Mrs. Smith gasped, choking back her tears. She knelt down and hugged Susie. Through her tears she said, "Thank you, darling girl, this will help a lot."
Mrs. Smith accepted Susie's act of kindness and took it one step further. She purchased a small key ring with a plexiglass picture frame - the ones designed to carry keys and proudly display a family portrait at the same time. Mrs. Smith placed Susie's Band-Aid in the frame to remind herself to heal a little every time she sees it. She wisely knows that healing takes time and support. It has become her symbol for healing, while not forgetting the joy and love she experienced with her daughter.
Wendy Ruth Paxton <wendy.paxton@carolinashealthcare.org>
Rock Hill, SC USA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 01:35 PM (CST)
Hi Bunkelmanns
Love and peace to you!!
Mulieros
mary <muliero@hotmail.com>
- Friday, January 24, 2003 at 10:52 AM (CST)
Thank you so much for sharing your lives here. I know it must be extremely painful for you. I wanted you to know that I care for you and will continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers in the difficult days ahead. Blessings!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 10:42 AM (CST)
Seth is such a handsome little boy. Thank you for sharing your love, pain and sorrow with all of us. Understanding "why" is virtually impossible. Leaning on the Lord is the only way we parents can make it through this tragic time in our lives.
Thank you both for helping us to realize how important it is to share our grief on Noelle and Nicholas' web-site. And thank you for sharing their story with your friends.
We will continue to pray for you and for Seth.
"These trials are only to test your faith, to show that it is strong and pure. It is being tested as fire tests and purifies gold - and your faith is far more precious to God than mere gold. So if your faith remains strong after being tried by fiery trials, it will bring you much praise and glory and honor on the day when Jesus Christ is revealed to the whole world." (1Peter 1:7)
www.caringbridge.org/nc/noellenicholas
Wendy Baber <vbaber@triad.rr.com>
Winston-Salem, NC - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 08:36 AM (CST)
Your words are so moving and so wonderful to hear a dad express himself. It needs to happen more often for dads. It's too much to keep inside. My husband used to keep things in just to protect me, but now he lets it out. You're a wonderful family and Seth and Emily are blessed to have you for their parents. I pray for you everyday and think of you often. Take care and God bless!
www.caringbridge.com/ky/ryans.hope
Michele Finck, Ryan's mom~~www.caringbridge.com/ky/ryans.hope
Hebron, ky - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 11:26 PM (CST)
Hi Scott and Ruthie,
I see Ruthie is not the only one in your family blessed with the ability to put thoughts into words so beautifully.
I pray for your contentment and peace for your family.
Love, Susan
Susan Nero <snero561@aol.com>
WPB, FL USA - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 11:17 PM (CST)
Scott and Ruthie~
We don't know each other but Seth's story caught my eye from somewhere and the moment I pulled up your sight I was drawn to the picture you had of him on site. Your journals continue to draw me to the site as well..I cannot even begin to fathom how you are feeling. There are a lot of people checkin on you thru the site..it is very evident that your sweet little boy and your family have touched many lives. Please know that you are in my prayers.
Heather Grell <hiyah75@lycos.com>
Brainerd, MN - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 09:06 PM (CST)
Scott and Ruthie,
You are living my personal nightmare. But reading about Seth, I saw how much you accomplished for and with him. This is inspiring me to think of the possibilities out there for us.
Laura Shwallon
Pittsburgh, PA - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 08:47 PM (CST)
You guys never cease to amaze me. You are fighting such an important fight for Seth and he continues to influence my life through you. I have made a personal committment to donate my platelettes - (if they'll have me). I'll let you know how it goes. Hugs!
Dawn Missbach
Wake Forest, NC - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 08:13 PM (CST)
Popping in to say Hi again! Scott, I saw your entry last night while checking the sites, but then Caringbridge went down for a while, and I never made it back to reply. I'm just happy that you and Ruthie are able to express yourselves like you do, and share your thoughts with your friends, some of which you'll never meet, other than in type. Keep on, my friends, and continue to share. God Bless †
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 02:38 PM (CST)
Scott, I think you did a great job of expressing yourself.
I think you also communicated what so many other parents cant put into words.
My son is still on treatment for ALL, and 2 3/4 years into it,
I cant even fathom you guys losing Seth in like 6 short months.
Theres no preparation for something like that though, so I guess time doesnt really matter.
The only solace is that he IS in a better place now.
Chris ~ Gooch's Site
- Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 11:49 AM (CST)
Scott,
I was so happy to hear your "voice". You have long been on my mind and in my prayers. Please know that I think of you everday when I drive on Prosperity Farms Rd. May God take you under his wing and bring you through this dark time.
Linda Gozza <DTA003@aol.com>
RPB, - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 09:38 AM (CST)
Scott and Ruthie,
I am so sorry for your loss. Our family also suffered the loss of a precious child. My neice,Janie Sims, had ALL,got a SCT on 12/19/02.She went to Heaven on 01/04/03.
Thank you for your journal entry. It has helped me to understand in a small way, how my brother and sister in law are feeling.
I will pray for your comfort and strength in the coming days and months. You have a precious son.
God Bless
Alice
Birmingham, AL USA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 11:30 PM (CST)
Scott and Ruthie, I just wanted to say thanks for keeping up Seth's website. I check in sometimes at school and the kids ask me about Seth and I enjoy telling them about him and all that he did. I also enjoy showing Seth's pictures. I think that even though my students don't know him they have a little special place in their hearts for my little friend. I just wanted to let you both know that I think about Seth and his sweet little smiling face constantly. I hear his little voice talking to me when I came to visit him in the hospital and I still see him putting those stickers on the construction paper. And everytime I go to get smart I think about my crusade to find Thomas the Train wrapping paper to make that mail box because I knew that would make Seth happy. Thanks again for keeping us updated.
Love
Tammy
- Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 08:37 PM (CST)
Aunt Jan and I think of you and your family every day,
our prayers are with you as always.
Uncle Ray and Aunt Jan
Ray Meyer
Algonquin, IL - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 08:23 PM (CST)
Scott and Ruth,
I just want you to know how much we pray for you and wish we could take this awful pain away. Take the time you need and hold onto eachother. Joe and I became so distant through the ordeal with Joe Joe. We were coping differently and forgot about eachother. No one needs this on top of what our families have gone through. Love eachother, talk, hold on to eachother and never take eachother for granted. Seth will hold you in his arms now. He will carry you like in the poem Footprints. Love ya. Suzanne and Joe Matuella
Suzanne Matuella <susunole@aol.com>
Lantana, fl usa - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 06:47 PM (CST)
Mr and Mrs Bunkelmann,
Your words move me to tears. Every time I read one of your entries, it makes me hug my own little boy that much tighter. I wish so much that Seth was there so you could hug him. I'm sure your arms miss holding him.
I know your lovely daughter brings joy and comfort to you, even in these desperately sad times. Let her little spirit shine a light for you, to help guide you through the darkness.
Gosh, I wish I could hug you both right now.
Juliet Moore <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
Littlethorpe, Ripon, North Yorkshire, UK - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 04:12 PM (CST)
Feeling your pain. I lost my little girl on January 4th. She was 5 years old. The pain, the grief, too big for words.
Janet Sims www.caringbridge.org/al/janiesims
Birmingham, AL - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 03:23 PM (CST)
Scott,
Wow, what a beautiful journal entry. You expressed your thoughts wonderfully.
Ruthie,
I am always thinking of Seth and your little family. I pray for you and Scott always and hope that the thought of having so many people who really love your family will comfort you, even though it will not ease your undieing saddness and pain, I hope it will comfort you.
Love, Genna
To my buddy TRAINMAN,
You will always have a place in my heart. I love you buddy.
Love, Miss Genna
Genna Bailey <AngelEyez6501@aol.com>
Boynton Beach, FL - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 12:58 PM (CST)
Hi, guys it's Uncle Todd and Aunt Dori,
I believe what you said Scott everything does not happen for a reason! Otherwise we could probably make better sense of Seth illness. Please know that eventhough we may not talk every day or every other day we are here for you if you need to talk, or cry or just hang out and do nothing! We will always be here no matter what you need just call. We know sometimes being alone without phone calls and without questions and comments is easier, but just know we are thinking about all of you and Seth. We miss him alot too! Please call if you need anything or if you don't need anything. We love you very much!
Dori & Todd
- Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 10:11 AM (CST)
Hello from the cold east coast. Yes the days are long and hard here also. We miss Adam so much but are going on with life. Our other son Austin really keeps us going. Some days are just harder than others. When I lay in bed at night all I can think about is Adam. I wonder if that will ever go away or goes on for ever. We also look forward to the day that we see Adam in heaven. Always know that we are thinking of all the parents that also have lost children to cancer. There are others also that we know that are going to lose their children and I wish they didnt have to .
We will continue to pray
Ruth Trombino <alandruth@myexcel.com>
Westerly, RI - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 10:01 AM (CST)
Hello Scott, Ruthie, Emily
Scott thank you for sharing your thoughts. We think and pray for all of you daily. Sorry I haven't been on I had computer problems. We love all of you and Seth. My uncle died the Sunday before Christmas with cancer and I couldn't make the trip but when I prayed for him I introduce Uncle Tom to Seth and asked Seth to show him around. Rudy and I are here for you just keep that in mind.
Love you Rudy and Debbie
Rudy and Debbie
Lake Worth, FL - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 09:23 AM (CST)
Wow. You moved me to tears. Here I sit at my computer (at work) with tears on my cheeks. The burdon of grief is not yours alone. We share it with you. The pain I feel for your loss feels like a weight on my chest. I'm sure the weight you are feeling must be like a Buick. With the support of your family and friends we can disassemble that car piece by piece so that you may breathe again.
Kim Barnes <kbarnes@pbpost.com>
Lake Worth, FL - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 08:22 AM (CST)
Scott & Ruthie,
Just wanted to let you both know, You are so truly loved!! We pray that God will help you ease the pain of the loss of that litlle train engineer of yours, sweet Seth. It's really kind of strange, but everytime we hear a train or hear it's horn, we like to think that it just might be Seth's way of syaing he's OK. Not suffering anymore. I really cannot say I feel what you feel, I know I might just feel a little of what you feel with the loss of Mom. We were told when we went up to see Mom on thanksgiving, That hospice has a good support team after the loss of a loved one. Who knows, maybe that will help.
Until next time, may God continue to hold you in the palm of his hands,
Much love, Tim & Suzanne
Tim & Suzanne McAuliffe <tsmack1@earthlink.net>
Lake Worth, FL - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 07:35 AM (CST)
Hello Ruthie & Scott, It's me again--Mrs. Diane the Dunkin Donut lady. Scott you did a great journal. It was great to hear from you this time. Ruthie and You are always on my mind. My Lil'Buddy Seth is with me daily. Each time I serve a Pink Frosted donut i still wish it was Seth that i was serving it to but as always i serve it to my customers with a smile. but no one knows how much that smile means now.I have Seth's picture on my computer desk so i see his face all the time. I also still shed tears and miss him but I know i will see him again just as you all will. I know you are all still struggling but as time goes by things will fall into place better for you . Please always remember if you ever need anything i will always be here for you. My love and Prayers to all of you. Mrs Diane
dlove17@bellsouth.net
west palm beach, Fl USA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 07:21 AM (CST)
HI Bunkelmanns
Thinkin' bout'cha!
Muliero
mary <muliero@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 08:54 PM (CST)
Hey Ruthie, Enjoyed your post. I am also Tulefel Appleshorts, Kyle and Colette are Boobie Appleshorts and Ed turn out to be Oprah Appleshorts. This certainly brought laughter to my gang. Thanks for cheering us up. Hope all is going well. Think and pray for your family everyday. Peace
Kathy Pacheco & Kyle Pacheco <caringbridge.org/fl/kylep>
Lake Worth, FL - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 07:47 PM (CST)
Just wanted to drop a note of "hi" and thank you for the beautiful journal entries! In this busy world where people don't take the time to just "be together"... it is WONDERFUL to have a chance to "hear from you"! I keep your family in my prayers each day... that God will continue to hold your hands... dry your tears... and pass messages along to you from your blessed angel, Seth.
Love
Teri
Teri Forbush
Jupiter, - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 04:22 PM (CST)
Hi Bunkelmanns,
I am praying for you always! I wanted to share with you this verse that I am praying over your sweet family: "May you experience the love of Christ, though it is so great you will never fully undertand it. Then you will be filled with the fullness of life and power that comes from God." Ephesians 3:19 May the Lord grant you such peace this week!
Lindsay S. www.caringbridge.org/tx/leannescott
College Station, TX - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 03:46 PM (CST)
Hi Ruthie and Scott,
Thank you so much for sharing your journey with us. It's a very special and treasured gift. I think you could write a book someday that would help others in their grief too. Don't always listen to the advice of others, but what's best for you. If you need time alone, then that's what you need. I miss seeing Emmie. Next time she visits Grandma, I hope to see her. Tell her that we can take a walk.
Love and prayers,
Cindy <Nudgemar@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 12:19 PM (CST)
Just letting you know I am thinking of you and always praying for your family.....
www.caringbridge.com/ky/ryans.hope
Michele Finck, Ryan's mom~~www.caringbridge.com/ky/ryans.hope
Hebron, ky - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 09:58 AM (CST)
Hi Ruthie,
Just stopping in to say I'm thinking of you.
Kelley Fitzgerald
Rochester, NY - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 08:04 AM (CST)
Ruthie,
I wish that I could wave a magic wand and make it all go away.....however I am definitely not a magician. I won't even lie and say that I understand the things you are feeling, however my heart bleeds for you! Just know that ALL those things that remind you of Seth, maybe a way of letting you know that he still lives inside of you!
I will continue to keep you and your family in my prayers and know that I am here for you if you need me! God bless and give you PEACE!
Love In Christ
www.caringbridge.org/nc/ourtweetangel
Sherri (Autumn's mom) <BAAsMOM2@msn.com>
Kings Mountain, NC 28086 - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 02:42 AM (CST)
I am thinking of you, praying for you, and here for you always for anything that you need. Please don't hesitate to call on me. Your entire family is in my prayers as you walk this difficult road. Blessings.
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 10:45 PM (CST)
Ruthie,
I just love the picture of Seth. What a beautiful child. My heart aches for you. I'm so sorry. I wish I had words of wisdom to help you through this, but all I know to say is that you have our prayers and thoughts. I can't imagine your pain. Thank you for sharing your heartfelt words.
Debbie Little <www.caringbridge.org/tn/littlecaleb>
Dickson, TN - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 10:38 PM (CST)
Ruthie & Scott - Thank you so much for sharing your personal thoughts with all of us, these journal entries are so touching. (I hope you are printing out all your journal entries - I think it is the beginning of an amazing and inspirational book that can touch so many more). I am simply amazed at your love and ability to inspire so many, amidst the confusion and sadness. I was surprised when I saw the count of how many you have touched with your special words on this website - but then again, I should really not be surprised...I can see why God picked you to be Seth's parents. Sending you peace & hugs...Anna
Anna Losito <annalosito@yahoo.com>
West Palm Beach, FL - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 08:50 AM (CST)
Just dropping by again to say HI to y'all, and let you know you're in my thoughts and prayers.
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 05:43 AM (CST)
Was thinking of you all and wanted to let you know that.
Heather Grell <hiyah75@lycos.com>
Brainerd, - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 08:27 PM (CST)
hey Ruthie,
I feel so much empathy for your family, I am so moved by all your entries! Thank you for caring about all of us out here on the other side, in each journal update you have been able to say something that personally relates to me. Almost like the preacher:)lolol and that thing about time healing all wounds, well for me, time just stands still at this point, but I can't imagine that is does any thing but make you older, right? It can't hold you or comfort you in any way, time can't even talk to you when your alone and need to talk. So what do they mean? I try to embrace my pain, and make it apart of everyday, then somehow it doesn't seem like it has control over me. We will make it, God will never leave us. We pray for your family every night, and I just want you to know that you have touched our life and we have learned so much from you to help us with our own cancer battle. God has used your family as a much needed tool for the world.
May peace be in your life soon!
Patiently waiting for our miracle,
Jeff, Julie, Jeffery and Joseph
Julie (jeffery's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/jeffery <JulieSample1@aol.com>
Ft. Pierce, Fl USA!!! - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 02:11 PM (CST)
Just letting you know that I am thinking of you and praying for you.
www.caringbridge.com/ky/ryans.hope
Michele Finck, Ryan's mom~~www.caringbridge.com/ky/ryans.hope
Hebron, ky - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 01:58 PM (CST)
Oh my goodness, Ruthie, your words could not ring truer to my ears...I have decided that time cannot move fast enough for me...yes, solitude is a good thing sometimes...I agree. Because even if we are in a crowded room, we can still feel so alone...alone with our thoughts of our precious boys...God bless you and stay close to him. Kathy
Kathy Charlton www.caringbridge.org/fl/robertmitchel
- Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 10:54 AM (CST)
OH RUTHIE,
I just love that picture, I copied it. I have one like it but Seth was not looking at the camera. Thanks for putting the pic on your site.
Love, Seths Buddy Miss Genna
Genna Bailey <AngelEyez6501@aol.com>
boynton beach, fl - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 09:26 PM (CST)
Ruthie and Scott,
I always look forward to your update when I check my e-mail, it always warms my heart when I see one. The poems open my heart and give me such a different look at life. One that I cannot understand because I have never had to live through what you and your family are going through now. I wish that there was something I could say or do to make it easier for you. You have always done that for not only my family but so many others in Early Intervention. I want you to know that your family is in my thoughts and prayers daily. I cannot make it better for you as I wish I could, but I pray that God heals your pain through time.
Prayers and Love,
Randee
Randee Gabriel <rr.gabriel@att.net>
Loxahatchee, Fl. USA - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 09:19 PM (CST)
A (((hug))) from afar...
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
across an ocean, UK - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 06:56 PM (CST)
Hi,
Just checking in to say hello!
God Bless you all!
Lynn
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 04:43 PM (CST)
Scott & Ruthie, You two are incredible!!! With the passing of my Mom, due to cancer, I can feel only a little bit of what you guys have been enduring these past few months. It is easy to say that time heals all wounds, a broken heart, but unless you've experienced it. It's just so hard to comprehend. It is said that time is a constant that we have no control over. This is true. But just how we use our time is truly up to us.
The both of you have made a decision to make a devastating situation into a positive one. One that will help all of those with cancer, make it seem somewhat more bearable. Suzanne and I (even Madison!!) will continue to pray for you guys. Today and always.
God Bless...Tim & Suzanne
tsmack1@earthlink.net <tsmack1@earthlink.net>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 10:55 AM (CST)
First, what is the book you are reading? That was very funny. I am glad you were able to go to the art show and what an honor it must have been to see Seth's artwork. Maybe you can scan it and post it. I stopped by to show someone Seth's picture on your website. I pray for your family often and am touched by your deep concern for others. Love, Tracy
Katia's page LEUKEMIA AML
Tracy Solomon
Tampa, FL - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 04:33 AM (CST)
It's always a pleasure to see "bunkleman family update" in the memo of my email. I am sorry that Emily is having such a rough time. Time..... Just wanted you to know that I was thinking of you. I will try to stop and see Amanda at Blockbuster tomorrow. Have I told you how incredible you are lately?? Love you.
Linda Gozza <gozman001@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 06:41 PM (CST)
Ruthie,Scott and Emily,
I was delighted to see you at Kylefest.I hope you had a good time. Thanks for your support. I think about you folks daily. I know this must be a tough road to travel. I pray that this road with eventually get easier. Peace Kathy
Kathy Pacheco & Kyle Pacheco <caringbridge.org/fl/kylep>
Lake Worth, FL - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 02:02 PM (CST)
I wanted to let you know that my prayers remain with your family. I hope that Emily feels better soon. Also, the new pictures are wonderful. I wanted to tell you that my random acts of kindness continue - I have signed more guestbooks, "adopted" 3 kids, and I want to volunteer at a local hospital in either the pediatrics or oncology floors. May God bless your family.
Haley Hastings <haleyhastings@yahoo.com>
Athens, GA USA - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 01:07 AM (CST)
What beautiful photos...just dropping by to say hello. HELLO...Kathy
Kathy Charlton
- Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 10:04 PM (CST)
Hey guys-
Ruthie, I am so happy you are journaling. I know it must be a great vent for you in many ways and it allows people like myself to feel a part of your world. I know it is undeniably hard and sad much of the time . . . my heart aches for your family when I read your updates. I am sorry you lost Seth. I do not understand why at all, but I do believe there is good in the world and some strange purpose to it all. It is a bizarre but wonderful world. I remind myself of that when I look at Cam and I wonder what is going on inside of his body. He looks so perfect. We love you and I think of you every single day . . . you take care.
Much love, Michelle, Erik, and Camh
Michelle Jorgensen (Cam's mommy)
- Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 09:28 PM (CST)
Hope this gives you a smile or two......
What is your new name?
Sometimes when you're feeling stressed out you need some silliness to break up your day. Here is your dose. Follow the instructions to find your new name. The following in an excerpt from a children's book, "Captain Underpants and the Perilous Plot of Professor Poopypants" by Dave Pilkey.
The evil Professor forces everyone to assume new names.
Use the third letter of your first name to determine your new first name:
a = poopsie
b = lumpy
c = buttercup
d = gidget
e = crusty
f = greasy
g = fluffy
h = cheeseball
i = chim-chim
j = stinky
k = flunky
l = boobie
m = pinky
n = zippy
o = goober
p = doofus
q = slimy
r = loopy
s = snotty
t = tulefel
u = dorkey
v = squeezit
w = oprah
x = skipper
y = dinky
z = zsa-zsa
Use the second letter of your last name to determine the first half of your new last name:
a = apple
b = toilet
c = giggle
d = burger
e = girdle
f = barf
g = lizard
h = waffle
i = cootie
j = monkey
k = potty
l = liver
m = banana
n = rhino
o = bubble
p = hamster
q = toad
r = gizzard
s = pizza
t = gerbil
u = chicken
v = pickle
x = tofu
y = gorilla
z = stinker
Use the fourth letter of your last name to determine the second half of your new last name:
a = head
b = mouth
c = face
d = nose
e = tush
f = breath
g = pants
h = shorts
i = lips
j = honker
k = butt
l = brain
m = tushie
n = chunks
o = hiney
p = biscuits
q = toes
r = buns
s = fanny
t = sniffer
u = sprinkles
v = pickle
w = squirt
x = humperdinck
y = brains
z = juice
Thus, George Bush's new name is Goober Chickenshorts. Get it??
Juliet Moore (aka Boobie BubbleBuns) <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
across the pond in the , UK - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 07:43 PM (CST)
Hi Ruthie,
I loved the new pictures!
Time is neutral--nothing is healed by time but all processes take time. Actually, hearing "time will make it better" is starting to get on my nerves. Tell me, when did time heal a starving child if no food was given?
Anyway, for all the negativity I seem to possess I still firmly believe God will get us through the pain. Probably not out of the pain but through it. We can grow but we may be tremendously changed.
God bless,
The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey & Saint Gabbie
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 11:54 AM (CST)
Hi Ruthie,
I loved the new pictures you just put up, especially the one of Seth in his toy box. What is it about our little ones that makes them take all the toys out of the box they belong in, so they can climb into the box and play, not with the toys, but the box. It brought back memories of when my kids used to do that and put a huge smile on my face. Thanks. Take care and know that your family is always in my prayers.
Kelley Fitzgerald
Rochester, NY - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 09:26 AM (CST)
OUCH OUCH OUCH OUCH!!!!! Just reading about Emily's boo boo makes MY fingernails hurt! Poor baby.....I hope she heals fast.
Tom, the lyrics you wrote really touched me. I would say well done, but I recognize the pain they were a product of. I've been there myself, and I remember only too well. Whether one keeps the word 'dreams' or substitutes the word 'memories', it still hits very deep.
Peace,
Juliet
Juliet Moore <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
Littlethorpe, Ripon, North Yorkshire, UK - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 09:25 AM (CST)
Thanks for the head's up, Ruthie. And for those folks who feel that "It'll be OK, life goes on", or other meaningless comments, all I can think of is this. Maybe I'm way off base, not having a child. But I think a good analogy, to me, anyways (For what it's worth), is like when a relationship breaks up, and you really know it's over. You just don't go like nothing happened. Like you said, some people need time, some people need LOTS of time. There isn't a rulebook written on how long is long enough.
I wrote this following a breakup of a relationship I had many years ago, yet it seems to apply to a degree here. It's from a song I wrote called "Dreams Die Hard"
Dreams die hard
If only there'd been one or two
Maybe that way I could sit here and say
That I could get by without you
But the dreams are as many as grains of sand
As countless as the stars
Like the drops of rain in a hurricane
Thats how many dreams there are.
Now, substitute the word memories for dreams...and take your time healing as only you know you can. Take care... and feel free to share this with your friends if you wish.
Take care.
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 11:37 PM (CST)
Just checking in...who knew we had so many tears in our small bodies? Guess that is why they tell us to drink 8 glasses of water a day...Take good care, Kathy
Kathy Charlton
- Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 07:57 PM (CST)
Ruthie & Scott,
Hi, just checkin' in to see whats new. Sending a hug your way!! Love, Genna
genna bailey <AngelEyez6501@aol.com>
BOYNTON BEACH, FL - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 07:10 PM (CST)
Hello Bunklemann Family,
Hope things are as 'even keel' as they can be for you. I've had some deep deep sadness in my own life, and I remember how difficult it was sometimes to stay focused on the everyday 'good' stuff. I'll bet Emily is a big help there....she's so beautiful, and I can just imagine how much her little smile lights up a room!
Anyway, just wanted to say I'm thinking of you guys,
Juliet
Juliet Moore <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
Littlethorpe, Ripon, North Yorkshire, UK - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 07:08 PM (CST)
Hello Scott Ruthie Emily and Seth in heaven,
THinking of you!!!!!!
the Mulieros
mary <muliero@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 10:04 AM (CST)
Hi Ruthie and everyone! Hope things are going well for all of you. One thing I do like about coming to these boards, is seeing the friendships that have formed. I especially like to hear about all of you that seem to get together down there in Florida from time to time. I DO hate the reason these friendships have formed, and that will never change.
Racq, Ed, and Roy have been keeping me busy with team stuff, naturally. Hard to beleive the season isgetting that close already.
Y'all take care, and enjoy your warm weather. I'm gllad I'm not some of these folks with feets of snow and single digits...
Hmmm -- What state to visit next..I think I'll pick VA
God Bless
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 10:07 PM (CST)
Hello Ruthie, I hope ya'll are doing well this week. I was browsing through your guest page and came across the poem about the Surviving Dad, and just lost it, there's just something about a man crying that brings me to my knees. Thanks for sharing your life with us, did you know, You and Scott were picked to be Seth's parents for a REASON! I was just telling Jeffery that I am so proud to be his and Joseph's Mom, that I know NOW why I was put on this earth, the picture is clear. Peace,
Julie (Jeffery's mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/jeffery <JulieSample1@aol.com>
Ft. Pierce, Fl USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 08:36 PM (CST)
Hello Scott, Ruthie and Emily,
I noticed today that you need more "bandwidth" on your site. Song is not playing because of to many hits! Scott, I hope that your able to get your computer back up! Prayers are being sent your way.
Thinking of the Trainman... Chugga...Choo..
Joe Rommel <datz-phat@mail.com>
Jupiter, fl USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 12:35 PM (CST)
Ruthie, Scott and Emily,
Just stopping in to let you know I am thinking of you. I love the poems you have been putting up. It's so hard for those of us who have not lost a child to really know what you are feeling, but your posts help to give us a glimpse. Thank you for sharing with us. I feel very honored to have been able to get to know you and Seth thru this website. God Bless!!
Kelley Fitzgerald (www.caringbridge.com/ny/lindsay)
Rochester, NY - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 08:52 AM (CST)
Thinking of you and your family and sending love and ((((((((((HUGS))))))) your way from Michigan
Linda Jorgenson <www.caringbridge.org/mi/dylanjorgenson>
Ironwood, MI - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 09:28 PM (CST)
Hi, I check up on you guys often..the poems you have posted are so awesome! I have passed them on to several people. Someone else posted that they can just feel the love ouring from your page..it is so true! Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Heather Grell <hiyah75@lycos.com>
Brainerd, MN - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 09:28 PM (CST)
Just want you to know that my deepest prayers are with you, and this is the time to lean on your friends and family for emotional recovery. Try to find comfort knowing that Seth is safe in God's hands...
In case you haven't found the source for naming a star, it's at www.starfoundation.net
Sunny Quinn <sunnyq@airwav.com>
Jupiter, FL USA - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 05:18 PM (CST)
Ruthie and Scott
Just wanted you to know that you remain in our thoughts and prayers. Here's praying that God will continue to keep you in His loving arms!
www.caringbridge.org/nc/ourtweetangel
Love In Christ,
Sherri <BAAsMOM2@msn.com>
Kings Mountain, NC 28086 - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 10:52 AM (CST)
Hi,
The poem is wonderful! May God Bless your family!
Lynn
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 09:56 AM (CST)
Hi there. I see your posts in multiple guestbooks and just wanted to leave you a quick note. Your family is in my prayers--
I got a thing in the mail for the Team in Training and I'm debating whether to go for it or not. You see, exercise is a four letter word to me...BUT, I think, these kids endure so much, I can surely endure whatever training is necessary. My only hold back is my kids. I have 3 girls, 4 and under--including an infant, so my time is not my own right now. I'll let ya know what I decide. We're definitely doing Light the Night tho!
I hope today brings many happy memories and much peace.
Christi <hamilton.fam@cox.net>
Dove Canyon, CA - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 09:34 AM (CST)
Hi Scott, HI Ruthie,
thinking of you!!
Mulieros
mary <muliero@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 09:56 PM (CST)
I just stopped by to see how you are doing and as usual I go away with inspiration from you. That poem is beautiful! I just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you and praying for you. Take care and God bless!
www.caringbridge.com/ky/ryans.hope
Michele Finck, Ryan's mom~~www.caringbridge.com/ky/ryans.hope
Hebron, ky - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 08:30 PM (CST)
Ruthie, I first visited Seth's page several days ago, from a link on Chris Russo's site. What a lovely little boy, and how bitter this disease is. From "over the pond" I send you and your family peace and gentle thoughts.
Gloria McShane, mother of Maximilian, 18, T-ALL with CNS <gmcshane@btinternet.com>
Richmond, North Yorkshire (James Herriot country), England - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 05:18 PM (CST)
Just stopped in to say hi and that I am thinking about you all. Hope you got my e-mail.
Jeanette <www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen>
Wellington, fl - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 04:17 PM (CST)
Well, well, well.... Ruthie has been at it again. Seems like I've gotten 47,836 emails from her with other links to visit this week. I'll probabbly get around to all of them about the time Racquell gets around to finishing up her project ;-)
We had an all evening decal call yesterday. Good thing I took notes, as fast as she was talking. And I'm glad I save emails, as many orders as she gives me. I'd never remember them all. We did get much resolved, however, so I guess it was worth talking to her ;-) Now if I can find the notebook... ;-)
Hope all is well with everyone down there in FL. When you get time, shoot some of your warmer weather up the coast to NC, please. It's the least you could do for abusing my email box ;-) Take care and God Bless †
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 03:02 PM (CST)
Just checked your website after seeing it posted on Gabbie's. I can feel the love just pouring out of the screen...your love for Seth, his love for you, and the love of so many friends and family. Sending much love and special energy to you to boost you all on those difficult days.
Natalie Martin-Rak (www.caringbridge.com/fl/lina) <vladanat@attbi.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 01:36 PM (CST)
Ruthie
Hello...I do not know what I am here to say but I will try and get it out that is forsure ...Let me frist say Thank You Ruthie for sending those Pics of Seth ....I cant get over how inncoent and young he was and how he put his hand inmprints in our hearts !!!
Ruthie your son touched our lifes and taught us a couple of vaulble lessons...I will tell you I rember every lesson that each of these children teach us ...and use them for the rest of my life!
Ruthie I had never told you this before but I am making a caringbridge scarp book of all the children & Diane ..I was going to email you and tell you about this but you beat me to the punch line with your arrival of snail mail ....I am going to use all that you sent me ...I will put Trains all around Seths page ....Eventullay we will be making scarp books for all our CaringBridge familys and sending them all out ...I hope to have done by Christmass !!!
Ruthie you are amazing and I want you to know that alot of is think you are ...
I will Help with this Fight anyway that I can and I will put Trains on both Vechiles in honor of you Son Seth !!
Stay Strong !!! Keep On With You Fight !!!!
Sent With All Our Love Hugs & Kisses
Ed & Racquell
Racquell <TeamWerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kansas City , Ks Racing For CaringBridger - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 09:30 AM (CST)
Ruthie - just wanted to Thank-you for sharing all the poems with us. I have sent several on to friends. Your journal continues to inspire me and make me think about things in a way I wouldn't have before. I've checked out several other web sites and feel like I've made some new friends. I've stopped to "visit" with Seth a couple of times. You all continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.
Betsy Cohen
- Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 03:12 PM (CST)
I finally found it.. she is an amazing writer
My Dad is a Survivor
My dad is a survivor too
which is no surprise to me.
He's always been like a lighthouse
that helps you cross a stormy sea.
But, I walk with my dad each day
to lift him when he's down.
I wipe the tears he hides from others;
He cries when no one's around.
I watch him sit up late at night
with my picture in his hand.
He cries as he tries to grieve alone,
and wishes he could understand.
My dad is like a tower of strength.
He's the greatest of them all!
But, there are times when he needs to cry...
Please be there when he falls.
Hold his hand or pat his shoulder...
And tell him it's okay.
Be his strength when he's sad,
Help him mourn in his own way.
Now, as I watch over my precious dad
from the Heavens up above...
I'm so proud that he's a survivor...
And, I can still feel his love.
Copyright 1998 Kaye Des'Ormeaux
Dedicated to all dads who have lost a child & was forced to survive
chris and gooch
- Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 10:51 AM (CST)
Hi! Just dropping a note to let you know I appreciate it when I get an email that reads Bunkleman update. I know a couple of people that are running in the marathon. I would be happy to support you. As always, Love you
Linda Gozza <dta003@aol.com>
royal palm beach, fl - Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 01:44 AM (CST)
Ruthie, Are you going to the marathon in disney? We have a friend that left today to run in it in memory of Adam. Let me know and I will tell you how to watch for her.
Ruth <alandruth@myexcel.com>
- Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 12:27 AM (CST)
I just want to say hi & thank you for sharing Jalen's page with so many wonderful people. Stay strong and God bess.
Jeanette www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <tru2200@aol.com>
Wellington, fl - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 08:01 PM (CST)
Hi there Ruthie, my email pal!
Glad we got all that sorted out last night ;) Again, a beautiful journal, as they always are, and that poem/post from Chris and Gooch... as Jeff Gordon would say --- "AWESOME". Hang in there, girl. God will lead the way for you. Meanwhile, keep being you, sending crazy emails at crazy hours, and fighting this disease we love to HATE. I do know this ... even when there's little to say, your "HI" speaks volumes to so many families and kids. Take care, and who knows, I bet the odds of email tag again are pretty good;-) God Bless †
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC www.caringbridge.org/ks/dianekeel - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 04:55 PM (CST)
Hi Ruthie,
I love what you wrote in Wednesday's journal entry. It is so true that this is life-long grief. We just learn to carry the pain...it's always there.
Hebrews 12:1 stresses the Christian must finish the "race." That race isn't a jog or a 10K--it's a marathon and more. When runners train for a marathon, they painfully breakdown muscle tissue. The muscle tissue rebuilds and becomes stronger. But ask an elite marathoner and they will tell you that while they are stronger and faster, the race is still very painful. The look on the faces of front-runners (and most marathoners) is pained but focused.
I do believe we will become stronger. But strong people still feel pain!!
Oh yes, and when we battle our children's cancer, we are running a marathon. When they die, we are asked to run another marathon without any rest from the first marathon.
Keep journaling!
God bless,
The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey & Saint Gabbie
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 04:37 PM (CST)
"My mom is a survivor"
My mom is a survivor,
or so I've heard it said.
But I can hear her crying at night
when all the others are in bed.
But like the sands on the beach
that never wash away...
I watch over my surviving mom,
who thinks of me each day.
She wears a smile for others...
a smile of disguise!
But through Heaven's door I see
tears flowing from her eyes.
My mom tries to cope with death
to keep my memory alive.
But anyone who knows her knows
it is her way to survive.
As I watch over my surviving mom
Through Heaven's open door...
I try to tell her that angels
protect me forevermore.
I know that doesn't help her...
or ease the burden she bears.
So if you get a chance, go visit her...
and show her that you care.
For no matter what she says...
no matter what she feels,
My surviving mom has a broken heart
that time won't ever heal.
~ by Kaye Des'Ormeaux
10/15/98
All Rights Reserved
chris and gooch
- Friday, January 10, 2003 at 03:06 PM (CST)
Hi there. What a sweet journal entry...and what a tribute to your son. I hope I never come across a person so callous as to tell a grieving parent to "Get on with life". I'm not sure what I would do, but it would get ugly! I hope and pray that you find remembrances of Seth in every day! God bless.
Christi Hamilton <hamilton.fam@cox.net>
Dove Canyon, CA - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 01:14 PM (CST)
Just wanted you to know that, once again, you have touched my heart with your beautiful words about your beautiful child. God bless you and your family.
Judith George <green1@strato.net>
Bowling Green, FL - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 12:13 PM (CST)
I wish there was something I could say to ease your pain but I know there isn't. I just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you all and praying for you.
DeAnna <www.caringbridge.org/ga/chasesmiracle/>
Ga USA - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 11:32 PM (CST)
Ruthie, Thank you for those beautiful, sad, and moving words. I am grateful that you are sharing your healing process with so many. You are indeed a special family and I am proud to know that our boys would have been such buddies here if they had the chance...but, I am even more certain they are buddies in heaven. Enchanting all of those around them with their sweet smiles and gentle ways...God bless you, Kathy
Kathy Charlton
- Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 09:17 PM (CST)
Ruthie, Scott, and Emily, I have absolutely no words to say, except to let you now that I (and I'm sure everyone who reads your words) weep with you. Know that we all share your sorrow. We grieve for Seth, but most of all we grieve for your family and the horrible pain you are enduring. My prayers are with you as you figure out how to live your life without Seth.
Sue Davis-Killian
Lake Worth, FL - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 08:54 PM (CST)
Dear Scott & Ruthie,
I just wanted to let you know that while I was "out west" the other day I stopped by to visit with Seth. It was nice to have a few moments alone with him. He was a very special boy, and although we have not spoken much, I wanted you to know I continue to think about Seth and your family often.
Lou Muliero <muliero@hotmail.com>
North Palm Beach, FL 33408 - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 03:57 PM (CST)
Ruthie, Scott and Emily,
I'm sure the pain in your heart is so immense your can hardly bear it. As you look back and dream of past days, that atmosphere is so abundantly relaxing I'm sure. After you awaken from those dreams, the river of tears must flow uncontrollably. God sees and feels each tear, and he will not waste a single one of them. I'm praying and hoping in time you will somehow find a brighter tomorrow. I do understand how difficult it is for you to really smile. But remember love has no boundries, not even in Seth's passing. And through Gods great promise you will meet again.
Watch this Interview with God. I also posted on my site.
Missing you trainman...Chugga..Chugga..Choo..Choo...
Joe Rommel <datz-phat@mail.com>
Jupiter, Fl USA - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 12:14 PM (CST)
RUTHIE, SCOTT, EMILY AND DEAR SETH,
LOVE THE NIGHT TIME....ALL THE CHRISTMAS LIGHTS ARE DOWN, EXCEPT SETH'S TRAIN..........WHAT A TRIBUTE...AND SO VERY SPECIAL. HOPE YOU LEAVE IT UP FOR A WHILE.....THINKING OF YOU ALL DAILY..
LOVE, DEANNA, RICK ERICA AND ELIZA
DEANNA HERBST <DLHERBST@AOL.COM>
WESTWIND DRIVE, NORTH PALM BEACH - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 11:42 AM (CST)
There is a moment for every parent, (especially every mother), when they look down upon their child and realize that they would do ANYTHING, and I mean ANYTHING, to preserve and nourish this beautiful, warm, snuggly, giggly, unpredictable, (sometimes) temperamental and utterly wonderful gift. It's a combination of pride, and joy, and fierce protectiveness, and determination, and tenderness, and the deepest kind of love one can have. To be honest, it's inexpressable. I have felt the clarity and realness of that moment with my own little boy (and have felt it many more times since that first).
Ruthie, you all loved Seth with every ounce of yourselves, even if you weren't conscious of it. It was, and is, just something a family DOES. A family loves, and accepts, and gives, and takes and enjoys. Seth knew all that and more, from all of you. He knew he was loved, and even though he was young, deep inside he knew you did everything you could for him, body, heart and soul. I know you all miss him so much. Don't let anyone tell you 'it's time to move on'. All the cliches people use are well-meant, but sometimes words are not very helpful. Grieve as long as you need to, in whatever way you need to. No-one else but you knows how long and how deeply you need to feel everything you're feeling.
Peace and best wishes,
Juliet Moore
Juliet <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
a little village in the , UK - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 09:03 AM (CST)
I just wanted to say that I love the poems you have on Seth's webpage now. They spoke volumes to me right now. Although it has been 12 years since my little Tyler passed away, the hurt is still there. The poems really say what I have been wanting to say for so very many years.
Please know that you are in our daily thoughts and prayers....
www.caringbridge.com/ky/ryans.hope
Michele Finck, Ryan's mom~~www.caringbridge.com/ky/ryans.hope <finckfam@fuse.net>
Hebron, ky USA! - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 08:22 AM (CST)
Ruthie, Your posting could not have been better said. It was beautiful. I so understand each word you expressed. It was just yesterday that I shared with someone that I was still grieving the loss of Nicole way down deep inside, 5 years later this Friday the 10th of January. May God keep you and all of us in his care. Much Love, Tricia Doyle
Tricia Doyle
Lake Worth, FL - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 07:29 AM (CST)
Hello Ruthie and Scott
Just looked in on your family. We love you, thank you for sharing and pouring your heart out. Seth will never be forgotten by the people who he touched their lives
Love Debbie
Debbie Reimsnyder <Risun415@AOL.Com>
Lake Worth, FL - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 05:31 AM (CST)
Dear Ruthie,
Your entry brings me to tears. You are able to put into words what a lot of grieving parents cannot. All though we do not know what you and your husband are going through at this time please know that you are both in our prayers.
Vange and Shawn Austin <eaustin@midmaine.com www.caringbridge.org/me/elijah>
Augusta, ME USA - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 11:35 PM (CST)
Im not sure if you remember me. My son is Jalen. He has AML and is at St.Marys. I attended the prayer service at St.Marys and talked with you for a while after on the oncology floor. Well I am so surprised and happy that I finally found this page. I was just looking at other people's pages and happened to see Seth's name. I think about him soo much and wish that I could have gotten to know him. His tigger moment will always stand out in my head and how he went "boing" all the way down the hall. It's funny because I was in the POST office yesterday and pointed to Seth's picture with my son. It is such a beautiful picture as im sure all of them were. Well continue to be strong and I hope to see you again one of these days. God Bless. Jalen's page is http://caringbridge.org/fl/jalen/
Jeanette Snyder <tru2200@aol.com>
Wellington, Fl - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 11:08 PM (CST)
Hey Girlfriend!!
Remember the first time we met. I believe it was shortly after Emily was born. You came to the house in Wellington to see Michael & I (and of course Dylan) and we were sharing our kid stories. You had the pictures of Seth and Emily with you that day. You know, the one where Seth is laying on the bed snuggled next to Baby Emily. And I was just telling Michael last week when we got our pictures that I remembered the first time I saw those pictures of the kids together at the beach. We were at Dylan's annual re-evaluation with Dr. W. and you had just gotten them back. It was right before Thanksgiving I think. I remember laughing about how hard you said it was to try and get them both to look in the same direction. I think of you guys everyday!!! I remember all of those times that you were more than Dylan's coordinator but were also my friend. And you shared yourself with me (although I know I usually did most of the talking). I cherished our friendship and the fact that you did share Seth with me. I wish the boys had known each other as well as we both knew about the two of them. They REALLY had alot in common. Even though I never got the chance to spend alot of time with Seth personally, I still feel like I know him because of how you shared him with me. Remember hunting around town for the right marshmellows!! What I remember the most was you saying, "Seth is my heart". I've heard you say it a hundred times, all even before Seth got sick. I guess I've been totally at a loss for words (I know, no laughing, I'm serious) because when I think of your pain I can't bare the thought. I can't bare the thought of your suffering and I'm never able to think of something positive or good to say to make you feel better. So you see, once again, this is all about me. But, as always, you are the one making me feel better. Your post tonight gave me the courage to say what I've been thinking about. You could not be more right. Seth is, and was, the best and most positive, wonderful, feel good, little man. I know that he is still your heart!! Thanks for sharing him with us -- thanks for sharing your heart with us.
XXOO
Denise
- Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 10:39 PM (CST)
Please think about contacting Rosemary at
Childrenofdome@cs.com
they have a lot of resources she can send you and one is their book about how all different people dealt with losing their child.
Just ask her to send you a packet. It may help somehow. At least you will know what you are feeling is perfectly normal and there is no "right" time to get thru the stages of grief....
chris
Gooch's Site
- Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 08:55 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie,
Thank you for posting your thoughtful message on Nathan's website. We looked at Seth's caringbridge website... and our hearts were saddened again. Seth is adorable. We are so sorry for your loss. We are thinking of you.
Mindy Schewe (Nathan's mom)
Harleysville, PA - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 07:42 PM (CST)
Hi Ruthie,
Just stoppong in to let you know I'm thinking of you. Everyday I go to this website, not because I think you'll update everyday, but I just like to look at Seth's picture each morning and say good morning to him. It makes me very sad, but at the same time, just looking at that beautiful face and smile really warms my heart. I know he is smiling that beautiful smile down on all of you.
Kelley Fitzgerald (www.caringbridge.com/ny/lindsay)
Rochester, NY - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 07:05 PM (CST)
Your family remains in my thoughts and prayers. I remember when I was little, my brother and I would sing that song over and over on every car trip - now when ever I hear it, I will think of Seth. May God continue to bless you and give you strength.
Much love,
Haley Hastings
Haley Hastings <haleyhastings@yahoo.com>
Athens, Ga USA - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 03:41 PM (CST)
Dear Girlfriend,
I want you and Scott to know that there isn't a minute of the day go by that our family thinks, prays or speak of Seth and your family. We love our picture you gave us and it is hanging on the wall. The day I took Adam to Dr Bayham all I thought about in the office was Seth. I just can't express my feeling enough to you. We have a train ornament on the Christmas tree that was Adam's and when we were decorating Adam said this could be Seth's Train. I gave him a big hug and said thank you Seth would like that. I am here for you, Scott, Emily, if and when you need anything, if it is just taking the girls to the park or just need a good ear. We love you all very much!
Love Debbie & Rudy
Debbie Reimsnyder <risun415@aol.com>
Lake Worth, FL - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 11:03 AM (CST)
That was a really nice update. I am not sure why, because of course we all wish you werent in this situation, but it rang very true.
And of course Seth was quite an amazing boy.
Chris ~ Gooch's Site
- Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 10:54 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie,
How courageous of you to share what you have learned with others! We have been praying for you and your family though I don't believe we have ever signed your guestbook. Please know our prayers are with you.
Vange, Shawn, Elijah, Brynne, and Kiara Austin <eaustin@midmaine.com >
Augusta, ME USA - Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 08:30 PM (CST)
Ruthie, Scott, Emily,
Hello, Just checking in, You are always in my prayers!!
Love, Genna
GENNA BAILEY <AngelEyez6501@aol.com>
- Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 07:38 PM (CST)
Hi! I just wanted to come by and let you know I am praying for you and your family daily. I check your page daily to see what message you will leave next. Your words are so uplifting. You are suffering with the worst pain there is and yet you still inspire all of us from the sideline.
I too, have lost my first son Tyler to a rare heart disease and his birthday is January 21st. He would've been 12 years old this year and the pain is still there, not as deep as 12 years ago, but definitely still there. My son Ryan just finished his chemo for ALL Leukemia, so I have that fear to live with also. It's so hard at times. Every sniffle, cough or ache I assume the worst. I hope one day the fear will ease. Well, enough about me. I really wanted to stop by to say thank you for sharing your journey with us. I will check on you often. Take care and God bless you and your family!
www.caringbridge.com/ky/ryans.hope
Michele Finck, Ryan's mom~~www.caringbridge.com/ky/ryans.hope <finckfam@fuse.net>
Hebron, ky USA! - Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 06:32 PM (CST)
What is happiness? I'm sure that it is hard to imagine ever being happy again. On those occasions you find yourself feeling at peace or perhaps even smiling or laughing, I can imagine how it must feel like a betrayal to the boy whom you love and miss so fiercly. However, I read recently that happiness is a journey, not a destination. Continue to take that trip and follow the tracks, because along the way you will find a place where you can be - although differently - happy again. Peace.
Kim Barnes <kbarnes@pbpost.com>
Lake Worth, FL USA - Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 09:27 AM (CST)
Dear Ruthie and Scott,
I wanted you to know that I check the website to see how you are doing. Today I checked it and read that most beautiful poem. How true it is that He only lends us to each other. How brave are you to let him go when He calls. This whole experience has changed my life forever. It has been so difficult to watch my friend suffer such a pervasive loss. I hope that you are comforted by all the love that surrounds you everyday. I love you.
Linda Gozza <gozman001@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 07:53 AM (CST)
Dear Ruthie and Scott,
I do not know what it is like to lose a child, however I do know that what it's like to stare death in the face on a daily basis....and it's NO "walk in the park." Therefore, I can ONLY sympathize with you. I do want to share a poem that was given to me right before Autumn went to Charleston for her transplant. I pray that it will give you some comfort too! Just know that I continue to keep you guys in my thoughts and prayers!
For ALL Parents
I'll lend you, for a little time,
a child of Mine," He said,
"for you to love the while he lives
and mourn for when he's dead.
It may be six or seven years,
or twenty-two or three,
But will you, 'til I call him back,
take care of him for Me?
He'll bring his charms to gladden you,
and should his stay be brief,
You'll have his lovely memories
solace for your grief.
I cannot promise he will stay,
since all from earth return,
But there are lessons taught down there
I want this child to learn.
I've looked the wide world over
in search of teachers true,
And from the throngs that crowd life's lands,
I have selected you.
Now will you give him all your love,
nor think the labor vain,
Nor hate me, when I come to call
to take him back again?"
I fancied that I heard them say, "Dear Lord, Thy will be done!"
For all the joys thy child shall bring
the risk of grief we'll run.
We'll shelter him with tenderness,
we'll love him while we may,
And for the happiness we've known,
forever grateful stay.
But should the angels call for him
much sooner than we've planned,
We'll brave the bitter grief that comes
and try to understand!
(Association of Marian Helpers)
PS: I had held on to it with ALL intention that I would post on Autumn's site, when and if God decides to take her home, however I felt motivated to share this with you after reading your post. Just keep looking up, Ruthie.......you're NEVER alone!
Sherri Malpass <BAAsMOM2@msn.com>
Kings Mountain, NC 28086 - Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 12:58 AM (CST)
Hi Ruthie,
Still thinking of your family all the time. I agree that the club we are in comes with the highest dues of all. Someone once mentioned to me the marytrs that smiled as they were burned at the stake. I thought about that...and then wondered how much they would have smiled if it had been their children burned at the stake. (Not that our children were burned...but we did have to watch them suffer.) I can't think of a greater sacrifice...our children.
Keep your eyes on the Lord.
God bless,
Monica Paquette
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, - Monday, January 06, 2003 at 05:04 PM (CST)
Hey guys...good to read that you all are going on and facing this new way of living so openly. I wish I would have known about the Team in Training meeting, I would have gone. I have been to two different events for them and I want to inspire them all to keep fighting and raising money as well. Give me a call next time, if you do not mind, apparently the foundation will not call us...who knows, maybe they figure we do not want to participate. Take good care, and God bless you all. Kathy Charlton
Kathy Charlton <ckcharlton@aol.com>
- Monday, January 06, 2003 at 01:17 PM (CST)
Ruthie
Hello !! I am here to tell you that Ed Tom and I are here to fight with you and everyone else who is fighting!!! I Just want you to know Ed Tom Roy and Myself use our Race Car to fight& bring awarness to any of our CaringBridge Pals plights !! We Will Not GIVE UP!!! We fight for the parents the children the family the friends we fight for each and everyone of them
Tyler Rebecca Seth Robert are all guiding us ..They Keep Us Strong to Win The Fight !! We are for a CURE!!!! We Are In For AWARNESS!!! We Are For Resurse (Didnt spell that right)
Tom Ed & I will always use Our Race Car For A BillBord !!
Know We Are Here Fighting With You
Cancer Sucks
CHARGE!!!!!!!!!!!
All Our Love Sent To You
Stay Strong And Keep Looking Forward !!!
Ed&Racquell
Racquell <TeamWerbeRacing@aol.com >
Kansas City , Ks Racing For CaringBridge - Monday, January 06, 2003 at 08:39 AM (CST)
You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers. I cannot say that I know what you are going through, cause cancer has never hit our family the way that it has you and so many other families that I know through all of these (way to many) CB sites. I just want to thank you for allowing me to be part of your journey, and that you are sent love from Michigan!!!!
Linda Jorgenson <www.caringbridge.org/mi/dylanjorgenson>
Ironwood, MI - Sunday, January 05, 2003 at 11:50 PM (CST)
Thanks so much for sharing. We are thinking of you.
Mulieros
mary <muliero@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, January 05, 2003 at 08:37 PM (CST)
I was just thinking about you--as I often am--and wanted to take the time to sign in and let you know that you're loved and prayed for. I'll keep checking in on you. Blessings to you and thanks for visiting my site too--it means a lot!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Sunday, January 05, 2003 at 08:36 PM (CST)
Hello Ruthie,
And so the healing begins! Ya'll are so excellently informed, (thanks post ladies!) and I'm so glad that you are able to pass on your knowledge to us. At least you are trying to still live life, I guess we really have no choice, huh? We are trying so hard to enjoy every day that we have with our boys now, seems like doing nothing at all is enjoyable. We are truly blessed to be given extra time with Jeffery, and hope to embrace every moment of the time that we can (even if we're just sitting and watching.) I'll pray that your hearts will be healed as quickly as possible, and your memories stay painlessly vivid! God bless your family and friends!
Peace,
Julie (www.caringbridge.org/fl/jeffery <juliesample1@aol.com>
Ft. Pierce, Fl. USA!!!! - Sunday, January 05, 2003 at 01:36 AM (CST)
There are lots of great suggestions on your New Years' list. I can think of some I want to try already. Thinking of you with hugs in mind.
Laura and Reilly Shwallon
- Saturday, January 04, 2003 at 11:33 PM (CST)
Untitled Document
I have just read Seth's full history and a lot of your guestbook listings.
You are truly an amazing family. I was in tears reading the back journals and
my heart goes out to you. Seth seemed like a wonderful and strong little boy.
Our little daughter Katia is currently in remission from Leukemia AML. I hope
if you can you will stop by her webpage. These children's stories should be
heard for a few reasons. Number one, they are awesome little children! Number
two, their story can help other parents or kids dealing with cancer. Number
three, it opens up people's hearts and minds to the tremendous effort made to
fight this horrible disease! Thank you for sharing your story with others. Tracy
Solomon (Katia's mom - DX April 2002)
Katia webpage
Tracy Solomon <tmsol87@aol.com>
Tampa, FL - Saturday, January 04, 2003 at 10:39 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie, Scott and Emily,
It was so good to talk to you today Ruthie. Of coarse your words once again brought tears to my eyes. I feel very blessed to have been one of those who cared for Seth. I know in my heart that his very short time here has a meaning and a message. You and Scott are already creating a meaning and a message with your strong and beautiful love that you each carry in your hearts and spread with your words. Your strength and courage have always been an inspiration to me and many others I'm sure. May God Bless you and give you the strength to travel on your difficult journey. Love with all my heart Peggy
scott
Peggy
Fl - Saturday, January 04, 2003 at 03:25 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie, Scott and Emmie,
Thank you for the New Year resolutions. We will work on as many as possible. I love the photos. Seth and Emily will always be on our fridge for inspiration and the smiles that their beautiful faces bring. May you find peace and healing in the new year. We love you.
Cindy <Nudgemar@aol.com>
WPB, FL - Saturday, January 04, 2003 at 12:22 PM (CST)
Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking about you. I have been working on my own random acts of kindness - thanks again for the inspiration. Through your own kindness, hopefully I will touch the lives of others. My prayers are with you and yours.
God Bless,
Haley
Haley Hastings <haleyhastings@yahoo.com>
St. Simons Island, GA USA - Saturday, January 04, 2003 at 12:19 AM (CST)
HI Bunkelmann's Just wanted to drop by and let you know that I was checking up on you guys. I will try to fulfill some of those Acts of Random Kindness, some will be hard to do as there's no chillen's yet. But I am sure that I can pray for all of those children you mentioned and I would also like to walk with "team Seth" in the light the night walk later this year. Please keep me updated as I'm sure you will. And thank you for the beautiful picture of Seth and Emily. I will treasure it always. Hope Emily is feeling better. Peace and much in this new year!
Tammy Leemon <tammy.leemon@att.net>
Riviera Beach, FL PBC - Friday, January 03, 2003 at 07:39 PM (CST)
So sorry for your loss, but I know with your faith He will sustain you. Love the pictures of Seth at the beach.
Debbie
Manchester, MO - Friday, January 03, 2003 at 07:17 PM (CST)
Hello Ruthie, Scott and Emily,
Just stopping buy to let you all know you are in our thoughts and prayers everyday! I’m sure your going through
so many different emotions all the time. I saw on the news last night a boy who had lost his mom a while ago.
He spoke of how often she just pops into his thoughts so he just talks out load to her. He said that he wasn’t
sure if she was right next to him. But if she was, how he could imagine her joy from the conversations he was
having with her. Talk to you soon.
Peace, Joy & Love always
Seth is working on the railroad all day long....
The Rommel's <datz-phat@mail.com>
Jupiter, Fl USA - Friday, January 03, 2003 at 12:14 PM (CST)
So----- I post to Sweet Ruthie (via Seth, of course) yesterday, mention some things that I can't do, and a few things I hate to do. All this while trying to crack Scott's code. I'm frustrated trying to solve the code, which I did with a little help, and I come across an email from Miss Ruthie, titled "Something you hate to do". This woman is relentless, people! Being a guy, and knowing the wrath of the fairer sex, I complied with her wish, that I go post to a new site. It's OK, Ruthie... there's room in Seth's Engine for this new-found friend. Then, I get another mail... From Ruthie ;-) Was the same mail, just 4 hours later. Told ya---she's ruthless! THEN, (after passing along this new site to a friend), this crazy friend from OK ( you probably know her as Cheryl) sends me 2 more links to other sites. So, I guess yesterday was pretty much a 'site'seeing day. Now, the only way out of all this is to either find a cure for cancer now, or convince Scott to invent a new calander, where the days are at least 72 hours long, so we have time to post all the things we want to post to our friends. Personally, I'll take the cure and short days.
A party and bowling huh? Sure sounds like fun. Hope y'all have a great day! God Bless! †
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC - Friday, January 03, 2003 at 11:21 AM (CST)
Beautiful website...I too belong to Holy Name of Jesus Church. I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my Mother as well, from MDS-RAEB Refractory on December 5th. I am hopeful that knowing that Seth is in the caring arms of Jesus and The Blessed Mother, will help you through this most difficult time. Our family will continue to pray for your family. God Bless!
Ronna Felber <MrsFelber@Aol.com>
West Palm Beach, Fl USA - Friday, January 03, 2003 at 08:01 AM (CST)
My sister is Julie Sample... I have spent the last few hours reading of your son and his battles.. wishing to God that i could say or do something to take your pain and suffering away!!!(wishing to God that noone ever had to experience the MONSTER OF HELL!!(CANCER)
Precious Seth is in the BLESSED ARMS OF GOD and he is in the thoughts and prayers of many.. as is your ENTIRE family... I want to thank you for touching my sisters heart in a way that i can't... I know how hard it is for me to watch her go threw this terriable desease with her son Jeffery...but can only IMAGINE what it is like for a parent to experience it all firsthand...I have read Seth's guest book.. and I have to say that I agree with all of them on the RAOK.... WHAT A GREAT BLESSING IT WILL BE FOR ALL THAT READ YOUR SITE AND DO JUST ONE OF THESE THINGS.....You stand strong in your faith and know that God will carry you and your family threw ALL THINGS!!!!I PRAY THAT THE LORD WILL KEEP HIS LOVING ARMS AROUND YOU AND YOUR FAMILY ALWAYS!!!!
In our prayers always!!!Have A Blessed New Year!!!
Janet Scheeley <CHEROKEE0530@AOL.COM>
Ft. Pierce, Fl - Friday, January 03, 2003 at 01:35 AM (CST)
Hello..checkin in to see say hi and to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. I absolutely love the pics~they are so catching and captivating. RAOK..what a wonderful entry. Thank you!
Heather Grell <hiyah75@lycos.com>
Brainerd, MN - Thursday, January 02, 2003 at 10:49 PM (CST)
Hey Ruthie,
Resolutions?????????? who needs em! I'm all for random acts of kindness myself. I'm so glad you stopped by and signed in. Very nice to meet you. I'm sorry Seth is no longer here on earth, I'm sure heaven is his magic railroad. Keep his memory alive, he's beautiful. Both your children are beautiful! Jake LOVES trains too. He's a Thomas maniac, along with about a million other things.... go figure...Take care and please keep in touch. HAPPY NEW YEAR
Chanda & Jake
- Thursday, January 02, 2003 at 06:37 PM (CST)
Well Ruthie.... right off the top, I gotta tell you I can't do # 3, 7, and i think it's 13... As a cancer survivor, I'm not allowed to donate blood or marrow. As far as the Light The Night walk, I'll be with the race team in Raleigh again this September, supporting Diane Dunn and her efforts working with the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society. I'd love a trip to Florida, but it's just not practical, yanno ;-) I have a feeling that Scott's gonna need to get just a "FEW" more buttons soon, dont ya think? I heard there are a couple orders being placed soon for 'several' CSC pins. ;-)
I think I can, will or have covered most the other "acts of kindness". I've still got 363 days to go on these. I think I can fulfill your request in that timeframe ;-)
Like I just posted to Kathy, it's really great to see you continue to help others, while enduring your own situation. One of our friends, Vicki, (Tyler's mom) closed out her site on New Years... in order for her to move on to the next chapter of her life with her daughter. I hate 2 things -- well 3, if you count Cancer. NOT being able to post to someone I've posted to for months, and FINDING another brand new site that draws me in to post. Especially when it's a child.
Well, my rant is done, and I'll keep your "acts" in mind as the year passes by. Take care, and God Bless †
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC - Thursday, January 02, 2003 at 11:42 AM (CST)
Hi, guys just letting you know Uncle Todd and I are still here for you and if you need anything let us know. You are on our minds constantly.
Dori Neary <todori@adelphia.net>
PBG, FL USA - Thursday, January 02, 2003 at 09:56 AM (CST)
Hello sweet family...just checking in. Ruthie, you are such a witty gal! Just read your note to old Scott and it gave me a chuckle. Yo Pres! He needs all the boost to his ego he can get! HA...take good care, hope to talk with you soon sometime. Kathy
Kathy Charlton
- Wednesday, January 01, 2003 at 11:07 PM (CST)
Ruthie, hello again. I've signed your book once, our nurse sent it to me, to help with our son. I did get him a page up, please stop by and visit. Although Jeffery has brain cancer, it's still cancer, and we all need each other. Your page helps me so much, I check in just about everyday to see your words, even though some make me cry, I love to hear what you have to say. And reading the wonderful enteries that your friends and family put there, just make me feel, not so alone. Thank you for wisdom, and for sharing your courage with us all. I pray that your (new normal) will come quickly, and your lives will less stressful.
Patiently waiting for our miracle,
Julie Sample ~~ www.caringbridge.org/fl/jeffery ~~ <JulieSample!@aol.com>
Ft. Pierce , Fl USA!!!!!!!! - Wednesday, January 01, 2003 at 02:33 PM (CST)
Lots of love and prayers headed out your way...
God Bless you
Love
Jennifer Parenti and family <parenti@netzero.net>
Orford, NH USA - Wednesday, January 01, 2003 at 01:30 PM (CST)
Ruthie - What a wonderful journal entry. I love every one of the Acts of Kindness you suggested. I still think of Seth's little giggle when he was in the exercise room playing basketball. I will never forget how much fun he had that day. My thoughts are with you and your family.
Diane (Mitchell's mom) <Stubby3620@aol.com>
Boynton Beach, FL - Wednesday, January 01, 2003 at 01:05 PM (CST)
The pictures of Seth and Emily are so sweet, and so heartbreaking at the same time. Whoever took them captured the real essence of 'childhood'.
How DARE cancer rob Seth, or ANY child, of his or her chance to play on the beach, to ride a bike down the street, to blow bubbles into the air, to make mud pies? It makes me so angry! I think about little Cam so often too, and all the other children who have had to deal with that awful robber of innocence, that stealer of childhoods, that thief of loved ones. I hope and pray that soon there will be a cure. No more sick kids, no more funerals!!!!!
Mr Bunkelmann, thank you for your nice email. As I said in my reply, it's a shame that sometimes it takes a sad event to bring people together. But it's the bringing people together part, that helps in the aftermath. I hope so, anyway.
Wishing you and your family much joy in this new year. Blessings to you all!
Juliet Moore <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
Littlethorpe, Ripon, North Yorkshire, UK - Wednesday, January 01, 2003 at 10:55 AM (CST)
Hi there. I just wanted to thank you for signing in again. Yes I completely understand when you don't get the time to stop by and sign in. I certainly appreciate it when you do. Please know that you are constantly in my thoughts and prayers. Let me know if there's anything at all I can do for you guys. I'll be right here. Blessings to you in the coming year.
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Wednesday, January 01, 2003 at 01:52 AM (CST)
Dear Ruth, Scott, and Emily, Sending prayers your way and hoping the New Year brings your family peace and comfort. I learned of your site from my sister Dolores (Ryon Rommel's mom). Thank you for asking everyone to pray for Ryon. I'll follow your lead-random acts of kindness-in memory of Seth and all the other children. God Bless your family, Cytnhia Burkett
cynthia d. burkett <fourfootniner@buffalo.com>
lockport, ny usa - Tuesday, December 31, 2002 at 11:26 PM (CST)
To all of you- Ruthie, Scott, Emily, and, In Heaven, Seth-
I wish you peace and love for the new year.
Marissa
Marissa Barrera <missy407@hotmail.com>
Boca Raton, Fl - Tuesday, December 31, 2002 at 11:18 PM (CST)
I saw this on your web site, I think it is sung my the Dixie Chicks. I am keeping you in my Prayers.
Godspeed (Sweet Dreams)
written by: Radney Foster
Dragon tales and the Water is Wide
Pirates sail and lost boys fly
Fish bite moonbeams every night
And I love you
Godspeed little man
Sweet Dreams little man
Oh, my love will fly to you each night on angel's wings
Godspeed (Sweet Dreams)
The rocket racer's all tuckered out
Superman's in pajamas on the couch
Goodnight moon we'll find the mouse
And I love you
Godspeed little man
Sweet Dreams little man
Oh, my love will fly to you each night on angel's wings
Godspeed (Sweet Dreams)
God bless Mommy and matchbox cars
God bless Dad and thanks for the stars
God hears "amen" wherever we are
And I love you
Godspeed little man
Sweet Dreams little man
Oh, my love will fly to you each night on angel's wings
Godspeed Godspeed
Godspeed (Sweet Dreams)
Jennifer
- Tuesday, December 31, 2002 at 04:18 PM (CST)
Love and Peace to you Scott, Ruthie and Emily and trainman angel Seth.
thinking of you ,
The Mulieros
mary <muliero@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, December 31, 2002 at 01:50 PM (CST)
Hello Ruthie. I saw the link to your page on Lindsay's page and wanted to stop by and read these wonderful acts of kindness Kelley was talking about. I was first impressed with the beautiful smiling little boy at the top of the page... what an angelic little face Seth had. I am so sorry for all he, and your whole family, had to go through. Your acts of kindness are a wonderful idea (my personal favorite is the first one) and I hope everyone who reads them will do them. We will certainly try. Hugs from across the pond.
Ava Aznar-Fidalgo, www.caringbridge.com/europe/maria (Maria is 6 and was dx. with ALL in October) <madrilenos96@hotmail.com>
Madrid, Spain - Tuesday, December 31, 2002 at 12:42 PM (CST)
Ruthie and family, you don't know me but I'm an (old)friend of Kathy Pacheco and her family. Visited your website thru the link on Kyle's page. Your sorrow and loss sadden me more than I can say, but your courage and continued thoughts of goodness motivate me just as much. I loved your Random Acts of Kindness resolution and will pass it on to all the folks I know. Kind of a "pay it forward", I guess. Know that you've been in my and my son's prayers and will continue to be. Your love for your children and family and those who have suffered, win or lose, inspires me. Keep the faith and hope 2003 is a much better year for you and yours.
Judith George <green1@strato.net>
Bowling Green, FL - Tuesday, December 31, 2002 at 12:05 PM (CST)
With all the people who come here to post, whose lives you have all touched,
I wish there was something we could all do for you so your lives wouldnt feel so empty.
I wish you peace & I hope you somehow hold onto all the good memories and find solace in them.
chris
Gooch's Site
- Tuesday, December 31, 2002 at 11:23 AM (CST)
Dear Ruthie, what a beautiful entry...you said much that is on my mind. I thank you for signing in and checking in on us faithfully...this is absolutely unimaginable! I looked at Jeff the other night and said...whoever thought that we could handle this must be nuts!! Sorry, Lord, I do not mean to disrespect...but, this is beyond the scope of humanness...take good care, and talk with you soon. Kathy
Kathy Charlton...Robert's MOM
- Tuesday, December 31, 2002 at 09:20 AM (CST)
Hi Bunkelmann Family,
Living overseas, I don't get to hear a lot of American music and I really miss it a lot. I've never heard 'Godspeed/Sweet Dreams' by Radney Foster. The lyrics are magical, and very meaningful. Even having never heard the song, I love it already.
I hope the new year brings all of you many many blessings.
All the best,
Juliet Moore <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
Littlethorpe, Ripon, North Yorkshire, UK - Tuesday, December 31, 2002 at 08:02 AM (CST)
Godspeed (Sweet Dreams)
written by: Radney Foster
Dragon tales and the Water is Wide
Pirates sail and lost boys fly
Fish bite moonbeams every night
And I love you
Godspeed little man
Sweet Dreams little man
Oh, my love will fly to you each night on angel's wings
Godspeed (Sweet Dreams)
The rocket racer's all tuckered out
Superman's in pajamas on the couch
Goodnight moon we'll find the mouse
And I love you
Godspeed little man
Sweet Dreams little man
Oh, my love will fly to you each night on angel's wings
Godspeed (Sweet Dreams)
God bless Mommy and matchbox cars
God bless Dad and thanks for the stars
God hears "amen" wherever we are
And I love you
Godspeed little man
Sweet Dreams little man
Oh, my love will fly to you each night on angel's wings
Godspeed Godspeed
Godspeed (Sweet Dreams)
my Prayers are with you at this Holiday season...
- Monday, December 30, 2002 at 09:16 PM (CST)
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.I will try your RAOK idea.It is a wonderful idea. From the pictures I can tell that Seth was a very special child and a gift from God. MAY GOD BE WITH YOU!!
stephanie newman
piney creek, nc - Monday, December 30, 2002 at 08:57 PM (CST)
Hello Scott, Ruthie and Emily,
I can’t imagine how hard Christmas must have been for you all. I thought of Seth and Robert a lot. I read your list
and have almost done everyone one of them. Still I feel it’s not enough. I watched a movie recently that has been
out for a while, just never saw it. It was “City of Angels”. Guess what the main angels name was, that’s right Seth! If you have not watched it, I recommended it. I think every time I sign on from now on I’ll leave a train in memory of the train man. I hope you don’t mind? I think Seth would like it.
Sending our prayers & love your way
Chugga, Chugga, Choo, Choo
The Rommel's <datz-phat@mail.com>
Jupiter, Fl USA - Monday, December 30, 2002 at 07:00 PM (CST)
Hi Ruthie,
I looked at the pictures of Seth you have just put up and I could not help, but keep trying to swallow against the lump that rose in my throat and the tears in my eyes and heart. Such a beautiful little boy and just so, so unfair. I know God has his reasons for everything and I trust in Him, but it is so hard sometimes. My heart aches for all you are going thru and wish there were some way to help ease that pain, but I know there is not. Your R.A.O.K are such simple things that are truly so important. I pray for the day when no parent ever has to hear the words "your child has cancer" and no child ever has to suffer thru what ours have. I pray that many people see your list of R.A.O.K. and follow thru on many of them. Thank you for thinking of them. Mostly I pray that the memory of Seth's sweet, sweet smile brings you comfort in the days to come and I know he is smiling down on you and so proud of you for all you are doing to help others, while still trying to deal with your own grief. Thank you!
Kelley Fitzgerald, Lindsay's mom (www.caringbridge.com/ny/lindsay)
Rochester, NY - Monday, December 30, 2002 at 06:38 PM (CST)
RUTHIE AND SCOTT,
THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH FOR THE PICTURES OF SETH AND EMILY. I HAVE SHOWED EVERYONE HOW SWEET AND BEAUTIFUL HE IS. ERICA SPEAKS OF HIM IN THE PRESENT, SHE MUST KNOW HE IS STILL HERE WITH US. WESTWIND DRIVE WILL NOT BE THE SAME WITHOUT HIM. WE MISS HIM...................
LOVE THE HERBST FAMILY
DEANNA RICK ELIZA AND MOST OF ALL ERICA
DEANNA HERBST <DLHERBST@AOL.COM>
NORTH PALM BEACH, FL USA - Monday, December 30, 2002 at 06:38 PM (CST)
Hello, i am the cousin of Ryan Grumish who is 19 years old & also had leukemia. Thankfully he is in remission now. He too knew Matthew Hallemier. He also met Alexandria while in St. Louis. He has been so brave the whole time & I am so very proud of him. I Pray everyday for him to stay healthy. Ryan & I just lost our Grandmother in February so I will Pray now for you too. With Love & Prayers, Jennifer
WWW.RYANGRUMISH.COM
Jennifer <greenboys4@aol.com>
Bradley, IL - Monday, December 30, 2002 at 05:08 PM (CST)
You are truly an inspiration. How easy it would be to curl up and ask why me? But no. Instead you have chosen to help others. I will most definitely be following many of your suggestions for R.A.O.K. Starting with an extra long "hard hug" for my entire family - followed by a kid sandwich (Jim and me hugging with one or both kids in between.) And of course the prayers will continue and blood donations too! Your resolutions ARE easy to keep! Keep the faith. LOL
Kim Barnes <kbarnes@pbpost.com>
Lake Worth, FL USA - Monday, December 30, 2002 at 08:30 AM (CST)
Thank you so much for taking the time out of your life to sign Autumn's page. You are right, we do ALL need to know that we're NOT alone in this journey that God has chosen for us to take. As you know, although we understand that in ALL things we're to give THANKS, circumstances don't always make it easy for us to do so. I have often said that I am a strong person, however when it comes to staring death in the face everyday, even strong people fall flat on their face sometime. I don't think the people who log into our children's site even have a clue to how much their little words of encouragement mean to us and how much comfort we find in them!
Most people don't even REALLY understand what we go through day to day (and I pray they NEVER have to), but things as simple as a little note, a phone call, and most importantly a prayer can make the BIGGEST difference. Your "Random Act of Kindness" is BEAUTIFUL and I believe that Seth would truly be proud of his mother! I also believe that, like me, God knew what it would take to get you to where you're at now. Just TRUST that He also knows where He's going to need you to be, to get where you'll be tomorrow.
Three and a half years ago, when Autumn was diangosed, they told us that our lives had changed forever. Man, that was truly the understatement of the century. It took me looking at things from a divine point of view, to truly understand "Why my daughter?" Instead of asking that question now, my point of view is this.......God CHOSE her! And because He chose her, I now understand that God had a VERY SPECIAL plan in mind when He thought of her! And although I may NOT understand until I get THERE just what that plan is, I know that my God does NO wrong!
Keep looking up! and NEVER forget, HE is ALWAYS there for YOU! I have come to terms with Autumn and understand that He may chose to take her HOME tomorrow. Although my heart will definitely bleed, I will find comfort in the fact that she will be in a place where there's NO more tears, NO more sorrow, NO more chemo, NO more radiation, NO more CT scans, NO more pain. She will be FACE TO FACE with my Lord and Savior......in HIS arms. What better place to be??? If He does decide to take her before me, it ONLY means that she is promoted first!
I pray that my words do not add to your sorrow, but rather you find comfort in them! God lay these words on my heart and I asked that He guide me. I know it may be hard, and it maybe too soon, however try not to look at what was taking from you but Thank HIM for what you had. Hold on to your memories and NEVER let go. Seth was chosen by GOD Himself.....believe that whatever his mission here......Seth ALREADY fulfilled it. I always say..."If Autumn's ONLY purpose in life was to bring one person closer to God, she already done that one trillion times over.....starting with ME!
God bless and keep you ALWAYS. If you ever need to talk......just know I'm here. :) I apologize for taking up your page...really didn't mean to write so much. I do have a song that I wrote about 7 months before Autumn's diagnosis that I would really like to share with you, however in lieu of writing a novel, I'll save it for later.
Love In Christ,
Autumn's MOM www.caringbridge.org/nc/ourtweetangel
Sherri Malpass <BAAsMOM2@msn.com>
Kings Mountain, NC 28086 - Monday, December 30, 2002 at 12:50 AM (CST)
Dear Mrs. Ruthie & Family,
I'M ATARA HASLEM, PAT HASLEM'S DAUGHTER. I'M HERE TO LET YOU AND YOUR FAMILY KNOW THAT I AM PRAYING FOR YOU AND I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST. I KNOW SETH WAS AN AMAZING YOUNG BOY BY THE HIS BIG WIDE SMILE THAT I'M SURE COULD BRIGHTEN AMYONE'S DAY. PLEASE KNOW THAT GOD HAS THE MASTER PLAN AND WHEN ALL ESLE FAILS KNOW TO SEEK HIM. I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST AND I WILL CONTINUE TO KEEP YOU AND YOUR FAMILY IN MY PRAYERS.
ATARA HASLEM <dezire21_2003@yahoo.com>
GREENACRES, FL USA - Monday, December 30, 2002 at 12:16 AM (CST)
Ruthie,
What a great entry. You are so right in all you said. My best to you and yours for 2003.
Bo Mathis(father of DOUBLE M)
www.caringbridge.com/fl/champ <saveit24@aol.com>
Boynton Beach , Florida - Monday, December 30, 2002 at 12:06 AM (CST)
I have never signed your guestbook, but I have visited Seth's site often during the past couple of months. I found his page through another caringbridge site. I was deeply saddened to hear of his passing. I pray that you find comfort and strength during this difficult time.
I wanted to thank you for sharing your random acts of kindness. Here is my updated list of resolutions for 2003: Although I have visited a few caringbridge sites, I have only signed a couple of guest books...I now vow to do it more often. I can't give platelets, but I will continue donate blood as often as they let me. I will make sure my name is on the bone marrow list. This is just the beginning to my random acts of kindness, but I thank you for the inspiration.
I will continue to pray for your family and Seth - I know that he is up there soaring in the sky with is new wings.
Haley Hastings <haleyhastings@yahoo.com>
St. Simons Island, GA USA - Sunday, December 29, 2002 at 11:57 PM (CST)
Just to let ya know, we're doing many of the raok.
DeAnna and family <www.caringbridge.org/ga/chasesmiracle/>
Ga USA! - Sunday, December 29, 2002 at 11:12 PM (CST)
Hello,
I did not have the honor of meeting Seth. I saw your message to Gina G. on Morgan's page. I am one of the social workers that worked with Morgan and her family at the Medical College of Ga.
My heart and prayers go out to you and your family. I am sorry for your loss.
I wanted to say thank you for your listing of Randon Acts of Kindness. What a blessing to give to others.
Godspeed,
Amy F.H. Green, LCSW <amgreen@mail.mcg.edu>
Augusta, Ga USA - Sunday, December 29, 2002 at 11:00 PM (CST)
Ruthie & Scott - Thank you for sticking with the updates, I think about you all the time, praying for your pain to subside...I must say that I am simply amazed at your strength, especially after reading today's journal entry. A genuine thank you for this inspiring update today...I know how hard it must be to keep your spirits lifted, the entry in today's journal is simply awesome and an example of what special people you really are. You have taught me a few lessons in hope, faith, love & strength. I will be taking on several of your items listed - but at the top of the list, I too will pray that you all "heal well," as Scott so eloquently put it. May 2003 be filled with serenity and peace for everyone. Love & Hugs, Anna
Anna Losito <annalosito@yahoo.com>
West Palm Beach, FL 33413 - Sunday, December 29, 2002 at 10:27 PM (CST)
Thank you for signing Hillary's guestbook. I am just brought to tears and my heart aches for you in the battle your son (and family)have faced these past few months. I can't imagine your pain, but I will pray for comfort for all of you. I love Emily's picture with Santa. And your opening picture of Seth is beautiful.
Cindy <www.caringbridge.com/ga/hillarycoffman>
Cumming, GA - Sunday, December 29, 2002 at 07:26 PM (CST)
Hello Ruthie, Scott and Emily,
Thinking of you ! Your Christmas note was beautiful, what a fantastic angel Emily has. Peace and blessings to you during the holdays.
The Mulieros
mary <mulerio@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, December 29, 2002 at 07:05 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie, Scott and Emily
You are all in our prayers and thoughts this holiday season; I loved the photo of Emily with Santa...I hope she had a happy Christmas...Seth's website is truly beautiful, just like him, all the love and caring expressed is wonderful. love alway, Kris Rouse and family
Kris Rouse
Lake Worth, FL Palm Beach County - Sunday, December 29, 2002 at 06:30 PM (CST)
PRAYING FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY THIS HOLIDAY SEASON..YOUR ANGEL WILL BE CELEBRATING THE BEST CHRISTMAS EVER IN HEAVEN!! JUST THINK ABOUT THE GOOS TIMES YOU HAD WITH HIM!!
summer l. gee <SUMMERGEE22@HOTMAIL.COM>
lincolnton, nc usa - Saturday, December 28, 2002 at 09:15 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie, Scott and Emily,
Wishing you peace in this holiday season. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and we continue to light candles for Seth.
With love, The Hollis Family
Maureen Hollis <kelleyeh@aol.com>
Wellington, FL USA - Saturday, December 28, 2002 at 06:08 PM (CST)
Russie, I wanted to send you and scott this ornament i
found that said do not cry for me for i am spending xmas with jesus this year. It was so beautiful that i wished it would have said more. Now that I read tom's poem, I believe it came from there. I was planning on going to a christian bookstore to do a little research and tom did it for me! We are thinking of you and I am so glad you still have this website. I hope that it helps with your healing. Love, Adri
adriana pumphrey
wpb, fl usa - Friday, December 27, 2002 at 10:43 PM (CST)
It has been 26 years since I lost my little girl who was only 3 1/2; but this brought it all back. Since she died right before Christmas, please tell Tom that his poem is beautiful and especially comforting to me at this time of the year; even now.
My heart goes out to you and your family. I know your Aunt Barbara. And she has talked about you all since his problem began. So I feel as if I am a friend. I hope you will not be insulted for me to feel that way. Losing a child makes complete strangers blood brothers..
I can tell you that in about 20 years it does get easier - but you never forget and you never ever feel complete as a family. Hopefully, as I could see by the smile on his face, you have had alot of happy times and they will help you deal with your loss. I will continue to pray for your family and hope that God's peace will come into your hearts to ease your pain. That and the faith and love you have for one another will help you continue to grow,live and laugh with one another. Basically to continue to be. And that is what you need to continue to love one another.
Again, my thoughts and prayers are with you.
I wish you well and God's strength to get through this.
Michelle Wieber <MichelleWieber@hotmail.com>
Haines City, FL USA - Friday, December 27, 2002 at 06:41 PM (CST)
Praying for peace for you & your family. The Santa picture of your daughter is very cute. Sending prayers your way.
Candice Behm <candice333@netzero.net>
Portland, OR USA - Friday, December 27, 2002 at 05:17 PM (CST)
Ruthie,
I was shocked to see that Seth had died. When I first saw your signature in our guestbook, it went through my mind the last entry I had read, I quickly thought of the boy who loves trains and that he seemed to be doing as expected, I had to read the signature again and again. I am so sorry for you. My son died the morning of Christmas Eve, 2 days ago, I don't think the reality has set in yet. I imagine it would have been harder with your time. My heart aches for both of our families. God Bless Us. Love, Robyn
Robyn Delgado,Mom to Quito <caringbrige.com/ca/quito>
- Thursday, December 26, 2002 at 03:13 AM (CST)
Merry Christmas Scott, Ruthie and Emily. I am sure this is a very tough time for you but remember Seth is with you always in your heart and as he looks down upon you all. Great poem. Just want to let you know you're in our prayers and thoughts. Take Care
cindy valverde <cin71630Aaol.com>
royal palm, fl - Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 08:18 PM (CST)
Hi Bunkelmann Family,
I saw a card once that said 'It is only in the darkness that we can truly see the stars.' When I was a child, the concept that the stars are always out there, even during the day when we can't see them, just boggled my young mind. But it's true. The stars are ALWAYS there.
Seth is your own special star now. Always up there, always watching over you, even if you can't see him. And oh how he shines at night. Don't be afraid of the dark. Seth's light will shine down to guide and comfort you.
Peace and best wishes,
Juliet Moore <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
Littlethorpe, Ripon, North Yorkshire, UK - Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 07:39 PM (CST)
Hi Ruthie, Scott and Emily - Just stopping by to wish you a very Merry Christmas. I know the holidays have got to be very difficult but know you are making them enjoyable for Emily. You are in my thoughts.
Diane (Mitchell's mom) <Stubby3620@aol.com>
Stubby3620@aol.com, FL - Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 06:41 PM (CST)
Merry Christmas Ruthie, Scott & Emily,
I was thinking of you and the family, I thought I would check out the web site. The poem was beautiful Tom is a special friend. Thank you for sharing. We love all of you and are in our prayer everyday.
Love you Debbie
Debbie Reimsnyder <Risun415@AOL>
Lake Worth, FL Palm Beach - Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 06:39 AM (CST)
Dearest Ruthie, Scott, and Emily,
Your darling Seth has joined the Light of the World; call on him to lighten your sorrow, to lift your burdens, and to bring you peace. He is your direct line to Heaven. His access to Jesus is far easier than ours. Seth will lift you up to Him. May your Christmas be one of remebering happy times and may your aching hearts feel comfort in knowing that Seth is in the best hands, free from all hurt and all sadness.
Margie Ferrin <madfer@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Tuesday, December 24, 2002 at 10:19 PM (CST)
Hello Ruthie, Scott and Emily,
I'm glad you are keeping up with the website. It lets us know how you're doing. I was reading your entry Ruthie today and I was thinking the other day how difficult this holiday season must be for you all. I think the poem says it all though. Know that you are all in my thoughts and prayers.
Amy Gallagher <agallagher75@aol.com>
Lantana, FL 33462 - Tuesday, December 24, 2002 at 08:22 PM (CST)
Hi Everyone!!! Wow, Christmas Eve already. I know I should be sleeping now (gotta be at work in 4+ hours) but I had to get this off to you first ;-) It was sent to me in memory of a dear friend I lost this spring. I hope it brings you some comfort. Merry Christmas, and God Bless †
My First Christmas In Heaven
See the countless Christmas trees around the world below,
with tiny lights, like Heaven's stars, reflecting on the snow.
The sight is so spectacular, please wipe away the tear,
For I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.
I hear the many Christmas songs that people hold so dear,
But the sounds of music can't compare with the Christmas choir up here.
I have no words to tell you, the joy their voices bring,
For it is beyond description to hear the angels sing.
I know how much you miss me. I see the pain inside your heart,
but I am not far away. We really are not apart.
So be happy for me dear ones. You know I told you dear,
And be glad I'm spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.
I send you each a special gift from my heavenly home above,
I send you each a memory of my undying love.
After all "love" is the gift more precious than pure gold,
It was always most important in the stories Jesus told.
Please love and keep each other, as my Father said to do,
For I can't count the blessings or love he has for you.
So, have a Merry Christmas and wipe away that tear,
Remember, I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC - Tuesday, December 24, 2002 at 05:13 PM (CST)
I checked in on you today to see how you are doing. Know that you are on the minds of so many who care about you. Your faith will get you through this incredibly diffucult time.
Reading the story about the rival stations reminds me again -- there are angels among us.
Kim Barnes <kbarnes@pbpost.com>
Lake Worth, FL USA - Tuesday, December 24, 2002 at 11:20 AM (CST)
What a wonderful thing for the radio stations to do. The tears are flowing as I type this. I check in often to see how you are doing..I don't really don't know what to say other then I keep you guys in my prayers.
Heather Grell <marqo75@yahoo.com>
Brainerd, MN - Monday, December 23, 2002 at 10:31 PM (CST)
Hello dear friends. Thinking of you much these days...God bless you with peace and love...Kathy
Kathy Charlton
- Monday, December 23, 2002 at 10:19 PM (CST)
What a great story of sharing and caring. In this day and age, it's a rare commodity. I can only imagine how you, Scott and Emily feel at this time of year. I was at the funeral of another Caringbridge child we lost on Friday, And I just couldn't find any words of comfort to say to them. The best I could muster was "God Bless You". I had just met all her sisters and brothers last week, and I was shocked when I showed up today and they all called me by name. That took some of the gloom off the day for me, and made the trip back home a little easier. I Have to work tomorrow night and Christmas day, so I doubt I'll make back to post til late in the week. So, until then Happy Holidays, and May God be with you in this special season. †
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC - Monday, December 23, 2002 at 06:17 PM (CST)
What a wonderful act of kindness and cooperation between the two stations. Bless those people for understanding that some things are more important in life, than who gets to be #1 for a fleeting moment. Bless bless bless those people.
Peace to you all during the holidays.
Juliet Moore <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
Littlethorpe, Ripon, North Yorkshire, UK - Monday, December 23, 2002 at 01:02 PM (CST)
Hi Ruthie, Scott and Emmie,
You continue to be in our prayers. We wish you a blessed Christmas. Even though it won't be "merry", Emily will help you get through it. We cry as we read how God has used Seth to bring people together. He'll always be our special angel.
May God bless you. Love, Bill and Cindy
Cindy Martinson <Nudgemar@aol.com>
WPB, - Monday, December 23, 2002 at 01:01 PM (CST)
Ruthie,
Thankyou for posting am site. Keep in touch.
Peace love and happiness!
Love GENNA
genna bailey <AngelEyez6501@aol.com>
boynton beach, fl - Monday, December 23, 2002 at 09:26 AM (CST)
MY DEAREST SETH, TIME HAS BEEN HEAVY & DIFFICULT SINCE YOU LEFT US. I KNOW YOU ARE HAPPY & WELL. AUNT RUTH VANDERSPOOL SENT A CARD & I WILL NEVER LOOK AT STARS THE SAME AGAIN. IT SAID STARS ARE OPENINGS IN HEAVEN WHERE THE LOVE OF OUR LOST ONES POURS THROUGH & SHINE DOWN UPON US & LET US KNOW THEY ARE HAPPY. TIME HAS BEEN HARD AT TIMES BUT I KNOW YOU WOULD WANT US TO BE HAPPY, SO I TRY & MOST TIMES I DO OK. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE OUR SPECIAL LITTLE ANGEL. GRANDMA A.
GRANDMA ATWELL
WPB, FL - Sunday, December 22, 2002 at 10:07 PM (CST)
Ruthie & Scott and of course, our sweet Goddaughter, Miss Emmie,
You have all been in our thoughts and prayers.
While I was up in Virginia, I asked Mom to please look and take care of Seth Too when she arrived in Heaven. She smiled and I knew she would do just that. It is our sincerest wish that you all can enoy this most blessed season. Please know of our love for all of you.
Wishing and hoping you have a most blessed an sacred Christmas,
Madison Gives 2 PAWS UP for all of you!!
Tim & Suzanne <tsmack1@earthlink.net>
Lake Worth, FL USA - Sunday, December 22, 2002 at 09:34 PM (CST)
Hello Bunkelmanns'
We are thinking about you!! THanks for keeping in touch with all of us through the site. My goodness, Seth is a little boy who made a BIG impression on this world!! How great!!! God bless you !! We are here if you or your family should need anything!
The Mulieros
Mary <muliero@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, December 22, 2002 at 07:53 PM (CST)
Glad to hear you made it to Disney. I am sure Miss Emily was so excited to see everything. Seth was there with you and will always be.....We talk about him all the time over here especially with the train village. I was with Genna the other day and she had is picture in her room of Seth and I was so touched. She cared deeply for him as all of us did. Please have a peaceful holiday in honor of your wonderful child Seth. P.S. If you can would love to see you again at the display. Come Christmas Eve if can, Much love, Tricia
Tricia Doyle
Lake Worth, FL - Sunday, December 22, 2002 at 08:16 AM (CST)
I know this is a very trying time of year for your family. I hope you have a peaceful Hoilday.
Laurie Schultheis (Amanda's Mom)
- Sunday, December 22, 2002 at 06:59 AM (CST)
Ruthie,
Sending peace and best wishes to you and your family during the holidays.
Bo Mathis (father of DOUBLE M)
www.caringbridge.com/fl/champ <saveit24@aol.com>
Boynton Beach, Florida - Sunday, December 22, 2002 at 04:27 AM (CST)
Hello sweet family...Ruthie, I know exactly what you mean about wanting to tell everyone about Seth; and that you have a son as well as a daughter...I still say I have 4 children. It is an undeniably, unbelievable thought to consider and express...I am proud that you all went to Disney in spite of the pain. Seth, would be happy to see you there with Emily. You all encourage me so much to keep together...it is not easy, in a way, this pain seems so lonely, yet, each of us is feeling it. Keep in touch, and take good care...Love, Kathy
Kathy Charlton
- Saturday, December 21, 2002 at 09:21 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie, Scott, and Emily
I just wanted to drop a note to tell you that you are in thoughts and prayers. I wish with all my heart that there was something I could do to take the pain away. Robert's mom was right when she said they told her it takes time. It does take time. You can't pretend like the hurt is not there you just have to bring yourselves through it and I know that you will for Seth, Emily and yourselves. You and Scott are very strong individuals. Hopefully your next trip to Disney will be a little better. You have to let your heart have time to heal. Congratulations to Dori and Todd with their new baby! Please send the picture of Seth and Emily.
Tammy Leemon <tammy.leemon@att.net>
Riviera Beach, FL USA - Saturday, December 21, 2002 at 02:29 PM (CST)
Hi Ruthie, Scott and Emily,
You know, it just occurred to me that in Heaven this time of year, the celebration of Jesus' birth must be incredible!As beautiful as our Christmas lights and music are on earth, they must be even more so in Heaven. How special for Seth to be experiencing this time of year among such beautiful sights and sounds that we could only imagine. And some day, when we are all together in Heaven, Seth can give us a tour during Christmas, by train of course, of the best lights and music in Heaven. Blessings and peace, Susan
Susan Nero <snero561@aol.com>
WPB, FL USA - Saturday, December 21, 2002 at 05:45 AM (CST)
Hi Scott and Ruthie,
I'm so glad that you made that trip to Mickey's World. Sounds like it was hard but Seth was still there with you. I had an exciting week too as I spent most of it in St. Mary's as a patient (due to asthma). I thought about Seth a lot and the amount of time all of you spent there. I think he stopped by to see me too. Can we connect next week? Love to hear from you.
CONGRATS TO TODD AND DORI!!!!!!!!!! Welcome Shayn!
Love,
Barbara Abernathy
Jupiter, FL USA - Saturday, December 21, 2002 at 12:02 AM (CST)
Dear Mr and Mrs Bunkleman and Miss Emily
I am so very sad for the loss of Seth, a very brave and beautiful little boy. My prayers and thoughts are with you and your family. Seth has a very special place in my heart.
Maureen Storey @
Dr Bret Baynham's office
Maureen Storey <mojoern@aol.com>
Jupiter, FL USA - Friday, December 20, 2002 at 01:37 PM (CST)
Hello Scott, Ruthie & Emily,
Sorry for not signing the guestbook for a while. We’ve been dealing with a few issues ourselves. The other night while in toy’s r us We passed the train dept. Of course we will always see Seth when looking at any trains. I started heading towards another part of the store when this boy came flying around the corner. He stopped, looked around as if he was lost. Next thing he screams out for his brother "Seth." I about fainted! I said to my self, "how nice to have a Seth running around The train dept. in toys r us store."
Hey Ruthie, I had a complete melt down with my PC too! Took me all last night and
today to reload all the window applications and other programs. Wish I had a John Vighetto to have helped me. Lost all my animation, my digital photo’s and other important documents! Not really sure if it was a corrupt file or virus.
Keeping your family in our thoughts and prayers.
The Rommel's <datz-phat@mail.com>
Jupiter, Fl USA - Thursday, December 19, 2002 at 09:07 PM (CST)
Just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you all. I'm amazed at the incredible strength and grace you show. Seth must be very proud of you all. I am so glad that you have so many beautiful memories of your little man and I pray they will help sustain you and continue to you comfort and joy. Hugs...
Dawn Missbach
- Thursday, December 19, 2002 at 08:54 PM (CST)
Mr. and Mrs. Bunkelmann,
Please, read chapter 14 of the Gospel of St. John.
Stay positive, remember the Cross is a big '+' plus sign...
Yours in prayer,
Dave Prasso (from Our Lady Queen of the Apostles parish) <dcdprasso@yahoo.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL USA - Thursday, December 19, 2002 at 01:49 PM (CST)
Scott, Ruthie & Emily,
Just stopping by to say "hi". I'm glad you're keeping the website! Congratulations to Dori and Todd... what a beautiful baby girl.
You (and your entire family) continue to be in my constant thoughts and prayers.
Love
Teri
Teri Forbush
Jupiter, FL - Thursday, December 19, 2002 at 12:50 PM (CST)
Just thinking about you all...and checking in. Much love to you all, Kathy
Kathy Charlton
- Wednesday, December 18, 2002 at 10:41 PM (CST)
Just letting you know that you are in my constant thoughts and prayers........
www.caringbridge.com/ky/ryans.hope
Michele Finck, Ryan's mom~~www.caringbridge.com/ky/ryans.hope <finckfam@fuse.net>
Hebron, ky USA! - Wednesday, December 18, 2002 at 09:49 PM (CST)
I am heartbroke upon hearing the news of your son. I never met him, or you for that matter, but learned from my Uncle Ray Meyer about his passing. He always kept me imformed of Seth's progress, and I never lost hope. Words cannot descibe my grief for your loss. May God give you peace and strength all the days of your life.
Scott Cane and family <nightcrawler59>
Algonquin, il U.S.A. - Wednesday, December 18, 2002 at 05:57 PM (CST)
Hello Ruthie and Scott,
If you need anything just let us know, I called last week to see if we could come over, but Dori was going in to have the baby. Shayn is very beautiful. Emily will be thrilled to play babies with her. Let's do lunch sometime when you feel up to it. I will give you a call. I think and pray for all of you everyday and everytime I see a train tears come to my eyes, thinking of Seth.
Love you all Debbie, Rudy, and Kids
Debbie Reimsnyder
Lake Worth, FL Palm Beach - Tuesday, December 17, 2002 at 06:00 AM (CST)
Hi- we wanted to say hello and let you know we are thinking of you. The Pumphrey family
adriana pumphrey
wpb, fl usa - Tuesday, December 17, 2002 at 05:06 AM (CST)
Ruthie,Scott,and Emily
You are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Genna Bailey <EvilAngel6501@aol.com>
Botnton Beach, fl - Monday, December 16, 2002 at 07:47 PM (CST)
HI RUTHIE AND SCOTT,
WANT TO SHARE WITH YOU WHAT A SWEET OLDER COUPLE, WHO LIVE ACROSS THE STREET FROM US, DID JUST THE OTHER DAY. I SEE THEM EVERY DAY WALKING THEIR DOG AND WOULD GIVE THEM UPDATES ABOUT SETH. SOON AFTER I STARTED TELLING THEM ABOUT SETH THEY SHARED WITH ME THAT THEY HAD LOST A SON WHO WAS 6 ... 30 YEARS AGO. MANY MORNINGS TEARS WOULD STREAM DOWN THEIR FACES AS STORIES ABOUT THEIR SON WERE TOLD. MANY HUGS WERE EXCHANGED AND SOON THEY WERE HUGGING ME TOO AS I TALKED ABOUT SETH EACH MORNING. A FEW DAYS AGO WE RECEIVED A CARD FROM THE CHILDREN'S SPECIALIZED HOSPITAL FOUNDATION IN MOUNTAINSIDE, NJ STATED A DONATION FROM THEM HAD BEEN MADE IN SETH'S NAME. IT TOUCHED OUR HEARTS. SETH TOUCHED MANY HEARTS AND LIVES AND CONTINUES TO DO SO. NICHOLAS AND OLIVIA TALK ABOUT HIM A COUPLE TIMES A DAY. WE ARE ALWAYS THINKING AND PRAYING FOR YOU AND EMILY AND SENDING HAPPY THOUGHTS AND BIG HUGS YOUR WAY. LOTS OF LOVE, MARI
MARI FASULO <nickbones1@adelphia.net>
JUPIER, FL USA - Monday, December 16, 2002 at 09:46 AM (CST)
Ruthie,I just want to thank you and Scott for sharing your strength with us these last couple of weeks..Now let us share our strength with you. Shayn is beautiful and a symbol of all the good that's out there. Prayers will always contine to be with you.
Betsy Cohen
- Sunday, December 15, 2002 at 09:54 AM (CST)
Hello Ruthie and all! Just stoppng in to let you know you're still being thought of. I'm glad it was a false alarm for Dad. Hope things continue this way with him for a long time. Take care and God Bless †
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC - Sunday, December 15, 2002 at 07:46 AM (CST)
Hi Ruthie, Scott and EMily,
You are in our prayers...
the Mulieros
Mary <muliero@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, December 15, 2002 at 06:36 AM (CST)
HI Ruthie and family,
Thank you for visiting Leanne's website. Your family is such an inspiration to mine, and your faith is so evident and encouraging. I pray for you daily, and each of you are always in my thoughts. May you have such peace over the holiday season and a sweet time with your precious family.
Lindsay Scott <Leanne's website: www.caringbridge.org/tx/leannescott>
College Station, TX - Sunday, December 15, 2002 at 01:54 AM (CST)
Ruthie,
Thanks for visiting our website -- well, actually it's my brother's memorial website. I am so saddened to read about your recent loss. Allow yourself time to heal and mourn your darling Seth. Don't let anyone rush you. I can not imagine the pain and sorrow as a parent. My thoughts are with you and your family. I hope you get through the holidays okay, the "firsts" are always the most difficult. May God bless you and your family as he wraps his arms around you for comfort.
Vicki Hoffman <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Saturday, December 14, 2002 at 12:16 AM (CST)
What a beautiful young man! I am so sorry for your loss.
I lost my grandson James to T-cell ALL Leukemia 12/19/00.
My prayers and thoughts are with you.
Blessings,
Bonnie grandma to ^i^ James dx t-cell ALL 112/15/98 ~ Angel Wings 12/19/00 <http://www.caringbridge.com/page/jamiebowman>
Columbus, Ohio - Friday, December 13, 2002 at 06:12 PM (CST)
Dear Scott and Ruthie,
I enjoyed reading your latest journal entry. Shayn is beautiful!! Holidays can be very difficult, and I hope everything goes well in the days and weeks to come. I enjoyed meeting Emily - she will definitely keep you busy throughout the holidays. Please know that I will also keep your parents in my thoughts and prayers. Everytime Julie and I meet with a "FOCCUS" couple, we remember their loving guidance. Call on me if you need anything.
Greg Quattlebaum <greg@quattlebaum.org>
West Palm Beach, Fl United States - Friday, December 13, 2002 at 11:01 AM (CST)
Dear Ruthie and Family, Thank you for visiting my son Ryan's webpage and praying for him to stay in remission. I checked Seth's webpage to wish you well and was heartbroken to see that he has passed away. I too have lost a child, my oldest son Tyler died of a rare heart disease. My third child (Ryan) was diagnosed with ALL Leukemia on what would've been Tyler's 8th birthday. I believe that Tyler is Ryan's angel watching over him and protecting him from this cancer monster.
I am so deeply sorry for your loss. Please know that we will be praying for you to find some peace and comfort during this most difficult time. Sending prayers and hugs from Kentucky.......
www.caringbridge.com/ky/ryans.hope
Michele Finck, Ryan's mom~~www.caringbridge.com/ky/ryans.hope <finckfam@fuse.net>
Hebron, ky USA! - Thursday, December 12, 2002 at 10:08 PM (CST)
ruthie, scott and emily
Just thinking about you!!
Cindy valverder <cin71630@aol.com>
royal palm beach, - Thursday, December 12, 2002 at 09:28 PM (CST)
I just wanted to let you know that I would love to have a copy of the picture.
Kevin
Kevin Campbell <Kevjay7066@aol.com>
Stuart, FL USA - Thursday, December 12, 2002 at 06:52 PM (CST)
thinking of you !!
Mary M.
Mary <muliero@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, December 12, 2002 at 06:00 PM (CST)
Hi- I am glad you decided to keep up the web page. I know that this holiday season and every other holiday will be difficult for you all. I remember after my brother passed away (I was 7) I would feel guilty for smiling or having fun. Then one day my mother sat me down and told me that if I stopped enjoying life than she would have lost another child and she didn't want that to happen. It gave me permission to live and almost a mission to protect my mother from another loss. It's funny, but I don't think I ever told anyone that story. Well, enough for now. I will keep in touch and let you know when we are going to do the radio plug for the blood drive.
Linda G <DTA003@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Thursday, December 12, 2002 at 12:58 PM (CST)
Oh.......those pictures. I'm all choked up.
Especially during this holiday season, I wish your family peace and wonderful memories of Seth. How I wish I could hug you all.
Juliet Moore
Juliet Moore <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
Littlethorpe, Ripon, North Yorkshire, UK - Thursday, December 12, 2002 at 10:29 AM (CST)
Ruthie and Scott,
Just wanted to let you know I think of you often, I cannot even begin to imagine what you are going through. You are in my thoughts and prayers every day. If I can do anything for you let me know.
Congrads to Dory.
Peace be with you,
Randee
Randee Gabriel <rr.gabriel@att.net>
Loxahatchee, Fl. USA - Thursday, December 12, 2002 at 12:12 AM (CST)
Ruthie,
Just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you and your family. Thank you for sharing Seth with us thru this website. I never met Seth, but I feel like I have gotten to know him thru his mothers love, which is so evident on this page. His beautiful, sweet face will be forever etched in my heart. God Bless!!
Kelley Fitzgerald
Rochester, NY - Wednesday, December 11, 2002 at 09:17 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie and Scott
Not a day has gone by that you have not been in my thoughts and prayers. My prayers have been for God to give you continued strength and love and that you may somehow be able to share in the joy of Christmas with Emily. I can only imagine the unbearable pain of losing a child. Both my mother and mother-in-law have lost a child and our familes were given comfort by Proverbs3:5-6. Trust in the Lord with all your hear and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him and he will direct your path.
With continued thoughts and prayers, Justine and Family
P.S. If there is anything we can do for you please let us help you.
Justine Fyfe & Family <Imdamaged2@aol.com>
W. Palm Beach, FL USA - Tuesday, December 10, 2002 at 07:56 PM (CST)
Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking about you guys. Prayers and caring thoughts are with you always.
Call if you need anything.
Love,
Marissa
Marissa Barrera <missy407@hotmail.com>
Boca Raton, Fl - Tuesday, December 10, 2002 at 06:12 PM (CST)
Ruthie and family,
I just reread your journals and it hurts to see this happen to such a nice family. We are so sorry that this is happening to you. Seth IS very special.
God bless,
The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey & Saint Gabbie
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, - Tuesday, December 10, 2002 at 03:04 PM (CST)
Ruthie and Scott...I think of you all the time. I find myself doing things that I did with Robert all the time...and thinking of him everywhere I go. I sort of carry him with me...I feel him all around me. I know your hearts hurt so bad the pain must make you sick...it is good that you are continuing on for your sweet Emily. People keep telling me that it will get better with time...this I do not see. I think the way for me to get through, is to try to find a new way to live. I have been waiting to see if you updated your page. I am glad you have someone to connect with. I will keep you close in my heart...Kathy
Kathy Charlton
- Monday, December 09, 2002 at 10:07 PM (CST)
I am very much praying for you and thinking about you guys. Blessings to you. I will continue to check up on you constantly and please know that you are never far from my thoughts and prayers.
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Monday, December 09, 2002 at 09:06 PM (CST)
Hi Bunkelmanns
Just signing in to say HELLO, thinking about you!! We go the LONG way home now so "we" can see your great train.
Thanks for sharing!
We are done the street should you, or your family need anything.
The Mulieros
Mary <muliero@hotmail.com>
- Monday, December 09, 2002 at 09:01 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie: I was very to sorry to learn of Seth's passing. Teresa told us about it when we got back to her house on Friday prior to returning to Indiana. We can relate to your sorrow as we lost our youngest son in 2000, although he was 40 years old; it is still very hard to lose a child. I don't know if you remember me or not; but I used to play basketball with you and Teresa at her house on Pioneer and Jog road. I am her uncle Jim. God bless you and your family at this time of the year and believe me it will be difficult during the holidays; but you have the memories to cling to and remember all the cute things that he said and done. God will see you through it even when you don't think you can go on. Take care and hopefully we will get to visit with you and your family when we come back to Teresa's in January. GOD BLESS you and your family.
Jim Sheets
Fairmount, in USA - Monday, December 09, 2002 at 10:52 AM (CST)
Dear Bunkelmann family:
Thinking of you during this difficult time. I hope that you hear good news regarding your dad after his doctor appointment. I hope that your sister has an easy time on Tuesday if not before then. Take care. You and your son are always on my mind. Miss Leslie
Miss Leslie <lakelly@adelphia.net>
Palm Beach Gardens, FL - Sunday, December 08, 2002 at 09:08 PM (CST)
Dear Mr & Mrs. Bunkelmann I learned of Seth's passing on Saturday morning when I called PICU to check on his condition. I was truly saddened when I learned the news. Once again those awful words "I don't know what to say have come to mind". I do know that Seth was a lucky boy to have had just wonderful & loving parents. I was truly honored to have had the opportunity to care for your son & to have met you both. I was also happy to learn that all of your family was present and that your were able to hold your son and say goodbye. I know how difficult that must have been. I now pray not for your son but for your family that in time Seth's memories will bring you happiness and not sorrow. That you will be able to enjoy future holidays with your beautiful daughter without the pain. I do no from the loss of my mother that the pain never goes away butg lessens and with time you will smile when you hear his name again. I just want you to know that on January 12, 2002 during the Disney Marthon myself and my son's will be running 26.2 miles in the honor of Seth and your family. I pray that there will be a cure for this horrible disease so that other families will not have to suffer that you have. God Bless you all. Tina Panczak
Tina Panczak RN St. Mary's Hospital <www.airbysoco@aol.com>
Jupiter, FL - Sunday, December 08, 2002 at 08:13 PM (CST)
My deepest sympathy goes out to your family on the loss of your beautiful son, Seth. Although I don't know your family personally, I thank you for welcoming so many of us into your life and sharing your son with us through this website. Seth will always be with you. I hope that you can find peace and comfort in your memories of your time together.
Stacey deLucia <SdeLuc823@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Sunday, December 08, 2002 at 05:57 PM (CST)
My heart breaks for you. I cannot begin to imagine what you are feeling. I will pray that your family finds peace and joy this holiday season, and that somehow, you find simple things to celebrate, and many things to make you smile. My husband and kids are setting up our train around our Christmas tree, and I thought of Seth. God bless you!
Christi <hamilton.fam@cox.net>
Dove Canyon, CA USA - Sunday, December 08, 2002 at 05:19 PM (CST)
RUTH AND SCOTT AND LITTLE EMMIE (WHAT A PRECIOUS LITTLE GIRL
I WAS SO IMPRESSED WITH SETH'S SERVICES. I ONLY WISH THAT I
COULD HAVE KNOWN HIM PERSONALLY. HE HAD TO BE A WONDERFUL
GIFT TO HAVE TOUCHED SO MANY LIVES. THIS IS A REFLECTION OF
HIS PARENTS, TWO VERY SPECIAL PEOPLE. NO WORDS CAN EXPRESS
HOW I TRULY FEEL. LOVE AUNT B.
BARBARB ADAMS
- Sunday, December 08, 2002 at 09:24 AM (CST)
Ruthie, Scott and Emily,
Your family is in our prayers. We have been remembering Seth and the brave fight he fought with you all on his team. He was a lucky little boy to have such a loving & caring family.
God Bless you all,
Nonie Perone, RN , St. Mary's PICU <PeroneN@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Sunday, December 08, 2002 at 02:24 AM (CST)
I just wanted you to know that you are still very much in my thoughts and prayers. Blessings to you and I will continue to check in on you.
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, December 07, 2002 at 08:19 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie, Scott and Emily. I am heart broken to hear of Seth. You are in my prayers. Candace Antezana
Candace & CiCi Antezana <candacecane96@hotmail.com>
Jupiter, FL P.B. - Saturday, December 07, 2002 at 10:59 AM (CST)
Ruthie, Scott, and Emily,
Just wanted to say hi and let you know that I am, and everyone at EIP/CDC is thinking about you and sends love and peace. Call if you need anything.
Love, Marissa
Marissa Barrera <missy407@hotmail.com>
Boca Raton, Fl - Saturday, December 07, 2002 at 08:56 AM (CST)
Hello friends. Just wanted to tell you I was thinking of you all tonight. Much love, Kathy Charlton
Kathy Charlton
- Friday, December 06, 2002 at 10:55 PM (CST)
Hi Scott, Ruthie and Emily,
Thinking about you!
Mary M.
Mary <muliero@hotmail.com>
- Friday, December 06, 2002 at 07:40 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie, Scott & Emily, Sometimes it's hard to put heartfelt feelings into words. Know our thoughts and prayers are with you all. Seth was a great little conductor with strenth and courage he met his course. He never gave up the fight till he had reached the other side of the mountain. There he has met my Dad (Uncle Jack). Together, they will continue to play trains. All our love Debbie, Dave, Chad & Ryan, AuntRuth, Gary, Jill, Erin & Megan
Debbie Wickesberg <Debwick2@aol.com>
Saukville, WI U.S.A - Thursday, December 05, 2002 at 09:22 PM (CST)
Ruth and Scott,
We are sorry for your loss, our prayers and thoughts are with you and your family.
Pete and Glenda Mercurio <akjaw@bellsouth.net>
West Palm Beach, Fl USA - Thursday, December 05, 2002 at 06:48 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie, Scott and Emily,
May your faith and your many friends and family be a comfort to you now. I wish you peace.
With love and prayers,
The Hollis Family
Maureen Hollis
Wellington, FL USA - Thursday, December 05, 2002 at 05:23 PM (CST)
Hi Ruthie, Scott, Emily and Seth,
Just wanted to say HELLO, Collin was very excited and impressed with the train on your roof! Seth continues to make us smile!!
Thinking of you.
Your friends and neighbors,
The Mulieros
Muliero <muliero@hotmail.com>
NPB, - Thursday, December 05, 2002 at 12:01 PM (CST)
RUSSIE, I want you to know that I asked the closest person to me to watch for Seth come in the gates...my grandmother who is in heaven assured me she will take care of seth as if he were her own. I deeply mourn her and cannot imagine what you are feeling. She is TRULY alive in me and I feel her watching just as Seth will continue to live and be with you...just a little further than you would like. God decided that Seth would be a gift for a short time, but with a big impact. How lucky we both were to be chosen to have these people in OUR lives! You know that my family and I are here for you always.....I have not stopped thinking about and praying for Seth and your family. He is with God in eternal peace and happiness. Take tremendous comfort in that. Lean on your faith and all the support of your friends and family. You have alot!!!!!! I will continue praying for all of you and will keep checking in with Maita (my grandmother and guardian angel)on how your guardian angel is loving his new healthy, happy life. I love you-adri
adri pumphrey
west palm beach, fl usa - Thursday, December 05, 2002 at 10:19 AM (CST)
Our sympathies on the loss of your son. We have 4 grandchildren and can't imagine loosing any of them so such a dreaded disease. May the peace of the Lord be with you in the days, weeks and years to come.
Bob & Judy Amon <jlamon@stargate.net>
Union City, PA USA - Thursday, December 05, 2002 at 09:47 AM (CST)
Ruthie, Scott, and Emily...My prayers are with you and your family. I believe that it was meant to be that Seth was here for a short time. And how blessed he was to have had you both for parents. I am so sorry for your loss!!!
Mary Kate Mundell (Graham)
Niantic, CT USA - Thursday, December 05, 2002 at 07:53 AM (CST)
Scott & Ruthie,
We wanted to express our sincere sympathy with the loss of Seth. We pray that god has opened up the gates of heaven to Seth. He, as well as both of you, are a true testament to our faith. We can't even imagine what you are going through. Just know you have our love and prayers to help you get through this.
Suzanne & Tim McAuliffe <tsmack1@earthlink.net>
West Palm Beach, FL - Thursday, December 05, 2002 at 07:53 AM (CST)
Although we do no know each other, my son attends school at the RCCA where Seth's name was mentioned everyday & I volunteer at St. Mary's child development program - Seth became part of our daily conversation. I cannot imagine your grief & I know there are no magic words of comfort I can offer you but my thoughts & prayers are with you. There is another angel in heaven.
Susan Keller
- Thursday, December 05, 2002 at 05:34 AM (CST)
Please accept my sincerest sympathy to you and your family. We are friends of The Charlton's and I have been checking on your site for updates. So sorry to hear the sad news , but be prepared, Seth is soaring with Robert over all those who prayed for him and loved him. Everytime the wind is blowing, it is the boys checking things out. Robert can look after Seth and go fishing and railroading together.
May perpetual light shine upon your darling little one as God shows him and Robert the ropes. Many prayers are coming your way.
Barbara D'Uva and family
Barbara D'Uva <mema07@bellsouth.net>
West Plam Beach, Fl 33406 - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 07:38 PM (CST)
Ruthie, Scott and Emily
My thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Dawn Missbach
Wake Forest, nc - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 07:35 PM (CST)
To Seth's Beloved Family, You don't know me, I am a friend of Tammy Friedberg. She told me of Seth's story and although they are only words, we offer our deepest condolences. Approximately 4 1/2 yrs ago as my daughter was being born in one hospital in Miami, my father was dying of cancer in another hospital in Aventura. At the time, this was an extremely spiritual event as mother & daughter we checked out of Mount Sinai 15 hrs after birth and my daughter laid on my father's chest and while his last breaths were getting softer and her little breaths were getting deeper, as if his spirit and power was going into her. We later attended many Kabbalah classes teaching spritualty in which we learned or experienced that G-d puts people on this earth to do something special and that once it is accomplished, it is time for them to return to their creator. Take comfort in knowing or understanding that Seth was very special to all that he knew or touched and although I didn't know him, I am sure that he made a fantastic accomplishment for him to leave so soon. It is one of the most horrible things to lose a child but even without knowing you and your family, I believe that you all have grown by this. G-d bless you all!
Have you seen the movie, "What Dreams May Come" with Robin Williams & Cuba Gooding Jr? I felt comfort in this movie as it made me feel that my father is now alive in what he dreamed of most.
Randi Meshel <rhmeshel@aol.com>
Hollywood, FL - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 07:08 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie,
Just found out about Seth's passing. My deepest sympathies to you and your husband. My prayers are with you. God Bless and be strong for one another. God is happier with your beautiful son by his side.
Jennifer Ross <jennifer@wrmf.com>
Lake Worth, Fl USA - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 06:33 PM (CST)
Hello sweet family, we are thinking of you tonight as we have much these past days...I did not stay until the end of Seth's service; it was beautiful and I am so grateful to see so many there with you all. Much love, Kathy and the Charlton family
Kathy Charlton
- Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 06:17 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie and Scott,
I am so sorry for Seth's passing. There can be no greater pain on earth than to say good-bye to a child. While you don't know me, I hope you don't mind if I briefly mentioned Seth's name on my daughter's journal entry (she died in May from neuroblastoma). I did not include your last name nor did I reference the Web address.
However, I wanted to offer to you a journal entry dedicated to Seth if you are interested. I have done that with several children and like to share the stories of others--no matter how sad those stories may be. Just contact me if you are interested.
I cannot say it is bearable. I will only say that God gets me through each unbearable day.
Seth's nickname, "Seth Loves Trains," breaks my heart. These children are EVERYTHING that is important in life.
God bless,
The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey & Saint Gabbie
(http://www.caringbridge.com/mn/gabrielles.prayers)
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 06:14 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie and Scott,
The loss of ones child has to be the worst pain anyone can endure. May our Blessed Mother, Our Lady Of Sorrows, console and bless you. As she consoled and held her most precious son to her heart, she now holds Seth in her embrace. A perfect little light has gone out here on earth but will shine forever in Heaven. God Bless you and give you strength.
Rosalie Bruno (Marissa's Mother) <brunoroe@aol.com>
Boca Raton, Fl - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 05:29 PM (CST)
Ruhtie, Scott, and Emily
My thoughts and prayers are with you. I am sincerely sorry for the loss of Seth. May the light of cherished memories guide you during this time of need. In deepest sympathy.
Michelle Smith (easter seals) <lanieriley@aol.com>
Palm Beach Gardens, FL - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 03:06 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie, I wish you well and hope that you will take the time to rest and get your strength back. You are a source of inspiration for all of us. Your son was a very special child who was blessed to have very special parents. I read one day that " God did'nt promise us a smooth ride,just a safe landing". May Seth rest in peace. I hope to see you soon....Take care.........
Carole lapointe <FLCARTIER@aol.com>
Palm Beach Gardens, FL USA - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 02:03 PM (CST)
Hi, Ruthie, Scott, and Emily and Caringbridge friends. I know how difficult these recent days have been, and I hope that you, and those close to you will in time find some inner peace and healing. You can be assured that Seth will not be forgotten during the coming Holiday season.
Ruthie, re: the email... As soon as I locate a decent decal, I'll either post it here, or send it to you in an email for the family's approval ;-)
You are right. His battle isn't finished yet, just like Robert's isn't and Tyler's isn't, and the thousands more out there we've never met or talked/typed to.
Wishing all of you a peaceful Wednesday from a very chilly North Carolina!
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 07:39 AM (CST)
Ruthie,
I've never actually met you, but my family has been a client of the CDC for many years (since 1996 when my oldest son, Daniel was diagnosed with autism). I've seen you come and go, many times with a pregnant belly. As a mother myself, I can only imagine the terrible grief that you and your family are feeling right now. My family and I send our deepest condolences to you and yours. I'm sure that Seth is looking down on you from Heaven and enfolding you with the deep love that he has for his family. Remember him with joy because that's the way that he would want to be remembered by the people he most cherished in his too short life. He will watch over you and wait for you. You are not truly without him.
With our deepest sympathy,
Myra and Bob Sherman and family
Myra Sherman <bobmyra@msn.com>
Boynton Beach, FL - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 09:30 PM (CST)
Although I never have met any of you, Seth's Aunt Denise, in Arizona has talked to me about this loving family, and her special Nephew. I am so sorry for all the pain you all have at this time, and cannot imagine what you are feeling. Yes, Seth is in a beautiful, peaceful place, and he will always be remembered. All of you are in my prayers, and please know Aunt Denise loves you all. Aunt Denise is a very special lady, and if you read this Denise, I am here for you.
Dodi Roberts
Arizona Labor Force, Inc
Dodi Roberts <Dodi.duck@cox.net>
Chandler, Az USA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 09:03 PM (CST)
Ruthie, Scott and Emily,
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family!!
cindy valverde <cin71630@aol.com>
royal palm beach, fl - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 09:02 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie, Scott and Emily,
May the love that surrounds you and your faith in God get you through this very difficult time. We are so sorry. Our hearts break for you. We will continue to pray for your peace and strength.
Jim and Karen Moore
Jupiter, FL - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 08:31 PM (CST)
Thank you so much for letting Seth be a part of my life. He is the definition of "One of a kind"
Becca
- Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 08:22 PM (CST)
I was always so deeply touched by you and your care in my children, especially Anthony. My heart breaks with such pain for your unthinkable loss... May God send peace and comfort in your darkened time... Forever, Seth will sleep in the arms of angels.... Sincerely Tina Daddi
Anthony, Tina, Anthony and Nikolas Daddi
Royal Palm Bch, Fl USA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 07:49 PM (CST)
hello, our favorite nurse at CMS, Christine, told me about your web site for your son. Our son, Jeffery has brain cancer, I believe we shared the same doc, Gowda. The pain I feel now for your loss is almost unbearable, we to will understand, unfortunately. I pray that you and your family will be able to stand tall and have the strength and courage to live your lives as best as possible, Seth has returned to his home with God, and is at peace now. Your friend in Christ,
Julie Sample <juliesample1@aol.com>
Ft. Pierce, Fl - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 07:35 PM (CST)
Dear Seth's Family;
I am so sorry to hear that Seth had to leave you to be with God now. It just seems much too soon but he will always be your son, shining down from Heaven. I know that it is hard to face the holidays without him but someday you will feel that joy again, Seth would want you to. May God guide you through this difficult time. Take care, God Bless!
Christine Steed <CSteed2001@hotmail.com>
Port St. Lucie, FL USA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 06:47 PM (CST)
I AM SURE THERE R TRAINS IN HEAVEN AND GOD NEEDED SETH AS ONE OF HIS CONDUCTORS, HE WAS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL YOUNG MAN AND I AM SURE GOD SAW IN HIM SOMEONE HE NEEDED TO MAKE SURE HIS TRAINS RAN SMOOTHLY AND ON TIME!!! MY PARENTS R FRIENDS OF RITA AND CHESTER, MY FRIEND ANN SENT SETH HIS TRAIN QUILT, I WILL LET HER KNOW ABOUT SETH.
WE WISH U AND YOUR FAMILY PEACE, AND FAITH THAT SETH IS FINALLY IN A BETTER PLACE!!
GOD BLESS
THE LARES
LINDA LARE
BANGOR, ME - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 05:05 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie, Scott, and Emily,
Please know that your family is in our thoughts and prayers at this difficult time.
Kristi, Maurice, Collin & Kristopher McCord
Kristi McCord <collinm@infi.net>
Greensboro, NC - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 04:30 PM (CST)
Ruthie, Scott, Emily, Wally, and Jerry,
Just wanted to express our sorrow at your loss. It's obvious as I scan this guestbook how special you all are in the response you have gotten. God must have thought you all very special too as he picked you to care for his child knowing it would be far too short for all of us here. It would take special people in his life to make the most of that short time, and he knew you would all be the best for that job. God Bless you all,
Love John, Lynne, Danny, and John Thomas
John, Lynne, Daniel, and John Thomas DeStefano <destefaj@bellsouth.net>
West Palm Beach, Fl USA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 04:15 PM (CST)
Scott and Ruthie,
I am so sorry for your loss. I wish there were the proper words to say..something that could ease your pain,however i know there are no such words nor anything that could ease the pain in your hearts and home! Please know you are in our thoughts and prayers .Thank you for shareing your little Seth with us! peace to your family tonight and all the many days ahead.I know little Seth has a big smile on his face , his smile will remain in all of our hearts forever!
Audra Tim Alex and Ty-Michael Schmidt <grlwndr68@hotmail.com>
Hobe Sound, fl - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 03:52 PM (CST)
To the family of my wonderful little friend, Seth, whose spirit lightened my life while working with him at the Rehabilitation Center.
Gregory Lembo <carolembo@aol.com>
Palm Beach, FL USA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 02:50 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie and family,
You are in my prayes.
Leona.
Leona Tearr <ltearr@arcwpb.org>
Stuart, FL America - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 12:12 PM (CST)
Scott, Ruthie, Emily and Seth,
May all of this love that surrounds you.....comfort you.
Love and peace,
The Mulieros
Muliero <muliero@hotmail.com>
NPB, - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 10:58 AM (CST)
Dear Ruthie and Scott, Know that you are in my prayers during this most difficult time. As you yourself have stated Seth is no longer in pain - he is at peace. I don't think that it makes it any easier for you especially during the holiday season. God bless you.
Sr. Jude Ruggeri <judeascj@aol.com>
Palm Beach Gardens, FL USA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 08:48 AM (CST)
Dear Ruthie and Scott,
Our thoughts, prayers and love are with you at this difficult time. May your wonderful memories of your darling Seth comfort you.
Your Easter Seals Family <mreid@fl.easter-seals.org>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 08:31 AM (CST)
Dear Ruthie, Scott and Family,
My prayers will continue for your entire family. May the light of God shine in your hearts as a reminder of the light Seth brought to your lives. May you all be blessed with Peace, Love and Light.
Linda Manners <artemis964@aol.com>
Jupiter, Fl USA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 08:02 AM (CST)
Dear Ruthie,Scott and Emily, I've been working here for a long time and dealing with the passing of my little ones for what seems to be forever and this never gets any easier. I can't imagine what you are going through but I do know every time we lose one of our kids, it takes a piece of my heart. I just hope I have more to give. I'll miss that little face sooo much. My heart goes out to you all and please call if you need anything. Love Monique
monique simpson <moniquesimpson1@aol.com>
jupiter, fl usa - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 07:36 AM (CST)
Hello,
We will lift your family to God today and every day, we pray for your strength today and all the days to follow.
Lynn
PA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 07:24 AM (CST)
My heart is broken for you and your family. Seth is with all the angels now, and at peace. Seth will continue to smile and shine down on you all.
( I am an aunt of Cam Jorgensen)
Jeanette Jorgensen Blaylock <jeanette.blaylock@stdreg.com>
Richmond, VA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 06:59 AM (CST)
Dear Ruthie, Scott and Emily,
My heart is broken for your loss. I continue to pray for your peace and know that Seth is resting in Jesus's arms.
Emily Sager <Emg2145@AOL.com>
Jupiter, FL USA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 06:50 AM (CST)
Scott, Ruthie and Emily, We are praying for all of you and Seth too. He is smiling down at us right now as he rides that big old train in the heavens. God Bless you all. Love Cindy and Family
Cindy Wieberdink <Teddybird2@cs.com>
Rathdrum, Id USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 11:53 PM (CST)
I never had the pleasure of meeting Seth. But his smiling face always brightened my day when I'd see his picture in Scott's office. We were supposed be talking about work, but I'd secretly check to see if there were any new pictures. What a beautiful boy! And it will always amaze me how someone so small could be so strong. Such courage in one little boy! My love, heart and thoughts are with your family.
Julie Rosborough
Palm Beach Gardens, FL USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 10:44 PM (CST)
Our prayers and thoughts are with you.
Alan, Karen (Eldridge), Jason and Austin Whisnant <akjaw@bellsouth.net>
Royal Palm Beach, Fl USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 09:03 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie, Scott, And Emily,
Memories from the heart... This is Seth's gift that will keep on giving. We are praying for you and your family.
Paula Healy And Family
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 08:45 PM (CST)
Ruthie, Scott and Emily,
Our deep condolences to you all. You are in our prayers and thoughts.
Love,
Paige and John Chandler Stuhr
Paige Stuhr <Shrinkstuhr@bellsouth.net>
Jupiter, Fl Palm Beach - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 08:39 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie and Scott,
I am so sorry for your great loss. You and your family remain in my thoughts and prayers.
With deepest sympathy,
Margaret Petry
Margaret Petry
Boca Raton, FL USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 08:38 PM (CST)
Scott,Ruthie & Emily,
I was so sorry to hear about Seth. He is now free of all pain. Like you said Ruthie, everyone here is now suffering. I can not imagine the pain that you must be feeling. I can only say I am sorry and you all are in my prayers.
Terry Wood <Arteach52@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL Palm Beach - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 08:01 PM (CST)
Seth was created by God.
A bright, shining Light in the Mind and Heart of God.
A spiritual bundle of joy and love.
He has always been this way; he remains so now, and always.
The loss of his physical presence is our loss, not his.
He has no need to miss us, as we are still here to him, as always.
He feels and cherishes the love of his family and friends, as he always has.
What has been created by God cannot be threatened.
What has been created by God exists always.
Seth was created by God.
To Ruthie, Scott, Emily, and Seth, too,
Our heartfelt thoughts and prayers are with you.
Gene & Helen Bogart <gbogart@bellsouth.net>
Boca Raton, FL - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 07:39 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie & Family - Though I am a total stranger to you I have been praying for Seth and your family for months. Missy has been keeping me up on all of his triumphs and set backs. My deepest sympathy to you all during this very difficult time. May you trust in the good Lord to hold him in his arms and cherish the little angel that he has called home way too soon.
Nancy Booth <nbooth220@aol.com>
Boca Raton, FL USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 07:28 PM (CST)
Hey guys I'm really sorry about Seth. I just wanted to say that I will always be here for you and if you ever need any help with anything. I was glad that I got to meet you and Seth he was a great friend for me and their will always be a place for him in my heart. Well I just want to say I'm sorry and you have me support if you need anything.
Love always Kevin Campbell
Kevin Campbell <kevjay7066@aol.com>
Stuart, FL USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 07:00 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie, Scott and family,
My heartfelt condolances go out to you and your family. You have been always in my thoughts and prayers although I have not been such a good correspondant via email. May all of your precious memories of Seth bring you comfort through this difficult time. Seth has touched so many lives and we are very fortunate to have had the opportunity to know him. The strength that you all have shown during this last six months is inspirational to us all. Love, Kelley
Kelley Comiskey <kacomiskey@yahoo.com>
W. Palm Bch., FL - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 05:17 PM (CST)
Words cannot express how sad I feel right now. It is always difficult to know what to say under these circumstances, anyway. The only thing I can think of is that "God takes them when he wants them." Our Lord and Savior has very special plans for your little angel in Heaven. May Peace be with you, as my thoughts and prayers are.
Linda Bush <floridamarlins1997@yahoo.com>
Orlando, FL USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 05:06 PM (CST)
I am so sorry for your loss. I am so happy to have had the chance to know Seth while i was working at the Preschool this past summer. He will be missed, and i wish i could be at the service tommorrow. Ill be there in spirit and my blessings are with the family.
Sharisse Roberts <Reesie626@aol.com>
Springfield, MA USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 04:59 PM (CST)
Ruthie, Iam so sorry. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.Love Angie and Bobby Seelman
Angie Clarity <BADMCB@aol.com>
Palm Beach Gardens, FL usa - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 04:31 PM (CST)
Dear Scott, Ruth, & Emily:
I did not get to know you but I did know of your Seth through Jeff and Kathy Charlton (my son and wife). No words can express my sorrow for you, yet I know what I felt when Robert left this life, It is so difficult to encourage you, but know that God and his spirit can bring you through this, it will take time; but know that Seth and Robert are in a beautiful place free of pain, and as the Bible says, this world is not our home, we're just passing through. So we will point the way for others to make heaven their home and have a grand reunion one day. "Even so, Lord Jesus, come". Our thoughts and prayers are with you. We will honor Seth tomorrow evening with you. Jane Charlton Pike
Jane C Pike <ejpike@bellsouth.net>
Jupiter, FL USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 04:31 PM (CST)
Your family is in my prayers! I hope you are able to find God's peace in the midst of your sadness! God bless you!
Christi Hamilton <hamilton.fam@cox.net>
Dove Canyon, CA USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 03:03 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie and family:
We are so sorry to hear of your great loss. You have all been in our thoughts and prayers for sometime now and will continue to be. Although we have never met Seth in person, just one look at his picture and his smile and he is in our hearts too. We are glad to see that you have such a large support system. You have certainly helped so many people including our family and we wish that you find comfort in those who can help you. Our deepest sympathies.
Stacy, Jeff, Sydney and Jagger Leach <Stacy@Leach.com>
- Monday, December 02, 2002 at 03:02 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie, Scott, Emily & Family,
We are so saddened to hear that Seth has let us. He truly was a sweet little boy with a warm & happy smile. He was extremely lucky to have you as parents to make each of his days here mean so much. I am so thankful for our last visit together with him and the hugs that he and Trent exchanged. We will all miss him tremendously and pray that you will find comfort in your memories.
Lots of love,
Karen, Gary, Trent & Cameron Leonard
Karen Leonard <kgtcleonard@netzero.net>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 02:18 PM (CST)
Seth and his family are in my thoughts and prayers. I remember so well, the day that Ruthie brought Seth (an infant) to St Marys for a little visit with my new grandson (Alton Pullon). May our gracious Lord comfort you.
Sandy Pullon (Debbie Pullon's mother-in-law)
North Palm Beach, FL - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 02:14 PM (CST)
Scott, Ruth & Emily,
I am so deeply saddened at the passing of little Seth. He proved to be a valiant and courageous little soldier in his fight with cancer. Your family was blessed to have had an angel sent to you to love and be loved. I pray that your Father in Heaven will comfort you in your time of sorrow and that you will be blessed with the same courage and strength that Seth had during his trials. Much love to you!
Elaine Mathis
- Monday, December 02, 2002 at 02:10 PM (CST)
We at PreK ESE are deeply saddened by the loss of the "darling" Seth. He had touched the lives of so many of us. Ruth, Scott, and Emily, you are in our prayers.
Kathy Leith and
The PreK ESE Team
Kathleen Leith <leith@palmbeach.k12.fl.us>
West Palm Beach, Fl USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 02:01 PM (CST)
Dearest Ruthie, Scott, Emily and Family,
All of our thoughts and prayers are with you. Please know how many hearts are touched by your loss, and how many prayers are with you. Our love and support always.
Love, Lynne,Wayne and Dylan
Lynne Menaker <pkgracing@aol.com>
North Palm Beach, fl - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 01:33 PM (CST)
Ruthie, Scott and Emily:
We are deeply saddened by your loss. May you feel our love and prayers.
Love, your friends in Child Development-
Lori, Wendy, Donna, Linda, Margaret, Kathy, Susan, Mary, Carmen, Renee, Dottie, Mariella, Jayne, Yolanda, Marjorie, Nicki and Marcella.
The Staff of St. Mary's Child Development Center <shamrothl@aol.com>
Jensen Beach, Fl. USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 01:14 PM (CST)
Ruthie and family - My thoughts are with you. Seth is now an angel in a happy place. Joan Hooks
Joan Hooks <joanmhooks@yahoo.com>
Stuart, FL USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 12:43 PM (CST)
Man, I went away for Thanksgiving and I come back to find that you've lost your precious little boy. I am sorry that I haven't been to your page until now. I am shocked and very saddened for you. I can only imagine how hard this is for you. I want you to know that you will continue to be very much in my thoughts and prayers. Blessings to you and I will be checking back often.
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 12:22 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie & Scott,
My family and the staff at the Leukemia & Lymphoma Society feel so sad to hear that Seth has passed away. I remember the day he walked into our office and he had so much energy and talked non-stop. His zest for life was so contagious.
Only you both can know what this feels like. You and your family will continue in our prayers and believing that God is watching over you now and always and that Seth is busy in heaven making sure the trains are all in working order.
Kind regards, Rosa Pena
Rosa Pena <penar@fl-wpb.leukemia-lymphoma.org>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 11:44 AM (CST)
Dear Ruthie, Scott and Emily,
All of our thoughts and prayers are with you. You are in all of our hearts. If you need anything, please call on us. We love you,
Linda, Sam, Des and Richard <bowers_l@bellsouth.net>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 11:44 AM (CST)
Hi Ruthie & Scott,
Just wanted you to know that our prayers are with you. We love you guys and think the world of you both.
Heaven has the cutest angel now.....and you have your very own guardian angel. He'll never be far from you, because you'll always carry him in your heart.......
When your ready.....let's go out sometime and celebrate Seth's life........
If you need anything.....please let us know.
Love,
Tim & Suzanne McAuliffe <suzannemack@hotmail.com>
Lake Worth, FL USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 11:33 AM (CST)
Dearest Ruthie, Scot and Emily,
You have all been so brave in these trying times. Your hearts are broken and only you can feel this greatest of sadness. My heart goes out to all of you. Knowing Seth is in the arms of Jesus, is at peace with no more pain is comforting. My love and prayers continue to surround you and your family. May your long healing process be bearable; please call me if you need to express your feelings, I will always be there for you.
Love, Diana
Diana Moore <DianaMFox@aol.com>
Wellington, FL USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 11:13 AM (CST)
There are no words of comfort that we can offer but to tell you all that you are in our prayers and thoughts. You are a remarkable family, and Seth was, and is, a part of each of you....he was a remarkable little boy. May God bless each of you until you are once again joined with Seth in heaven. You are all loved, Connie and Richard Vassalotti
Connie and Richard Vassalotti <connie@hotmail.com>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 10:49 AM (CST)
Peaceful thoughts for you and your family during this time of loss. May your loving memories of Seth and the knowledge he is now at peace carry you through.
Lise Landry <liselandry@unitedwaypbc.org>
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 10:48 AM (CST)
My thoughts are with your entire family. Great sadness came over me on Saturday when I heard the news from Teri.
Words may offer little comfort to all of you right now, but I hope you are comforted by the memories of Seth and the realization that he is happy, having fun and without pain in heaven. He will always be watching over you. The love you gave him will always be in his heart, just as he will always be in your heart!
Dianne Laubert <diannelaubert@unitedwaypbc.org>
Palm Beach Gardens, - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 09:54 AM (CST)
Ruthie and Family,
My hearts and prayers are with you. I was so devastated when my mom told me what happened; but from your journal on the opening page, you all seem to be looking on the more positive side. He is no longer in pain, and now the three of you have your own personal guardian angel.
Kelly Simcich <ksimcich@earthlink.net>
Jupiter, FL Palm Beach - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 09:39 AM (CST)
Our hearts to have been broken and we ache for all of Seth's family and loved ones. Your strength and courage have been a tremendous inspiration to many. I do not know how people survive what they sometimes must but I pray that the future holds for all of Seth's loved ones, days of lighter hearts, soaring spirits and laughter.
With the sincerest regards and prays,
The Gorman Family
Lisa, Tommy, Zack and Skylar
Lisa S. Gorman <lgorman@townofpalmbeach.com>
Wellington, fl palm beach - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 09:12 AM (CST)
Your family is in my thoughts and prayers. I am so very sorry for your loss, and pray that you will continue to have the tremendous strength during this time that you have shown throughout Seth's courageous fight.
Leslie Langbert
Palm Beach Gardens, FL - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 08:54 AM (CST)
Dear Scott, Ruthie, and Emily. I know there is not a thing anyone can say that will take away your pain. If I could find a way to do that I would in a second. I pray that God will give you the strength to face the future and the peace found in knowing that Seth is with Him. Love to you all.
Pat Kindig
- Monday, December 02, 2002 at 08:46 AM (CST)
Dear Ruthie and family...although you don't know me I've been praying for your family and asking about Seth for weeks on end. I work at CCMO and talk regularly with many who know you and care deeply for you. God Bless you all. I will continue to keep you in my prayers. Even though I never had the pleasure of meeting Seth he has touched my life and reminded me of the many things I had lost sight of in the hussle and bussle of life.
Joan Kieffer
Loxahatchee, Fl Palm Beach - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 08:33 AM (CST)
Dear Ruthie & Family~
I wanted to send my condolences to you and your family. I am truly sorry to hear about Seth's passing. He always reminded me of the little boy from "precious moments". Please know that you are in my thoughts and that I will be thinking about all of you.
Tammy Friedberg (Ted/Lori's office) <wrapdlight@aol.com>
Coral Springs , Fl 33076 - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 08:32 AM (CST)
May our Lord and Savior Jesus touch your hearts and bring you peace and comfort.
Seth and your little family have touched my heart so deeply. When next I hear the
rolling thunder I will think of Seth riding on a large train. The smile I will get will
be of no match to his.
May Jesus bless you and give you hugs.
Troy
Troy A. Gustafson <troy.gustafson@disney.com>
Groveland, Fl Lake County - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 08:29 AM (CST)
Ruthie and Scott,
We got back in town last night and there was a message from Joan Johnsen informing us that Seth was in heaven. I am so very truly sorry. I just cannot imagine the pain you must be going through. I have always thought that losing a child would be the worse thing anyone would have to go through. Being a mother, I feel there must be this awful emptyness. I have lost both parents and I remember how badly I felt when my father died at the age of 55. So, I have some frame of reference and I want you to know that you are both in my thoughts and prayers. If there is anything I can do, please call me. My home number is 304-7729 and my work number is 671-5702.
Much love,
Sherry
Sherry McClung <sherry.mcclung@morgankeegan.com>
Greenacres, FL - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 08:24 AM (CST)
DEAR RUTHIE, SCOTT AND EMILY: WE ARE SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS. I KNOW YOU'RE HAPPY SETH IS IN HEAVEN BUT NOT TO BE ABLE TO HOLD HIM MUST BE THE HARDEST THING TO BEAR AND WE PRAY FOR GOD'S LOVING ARMS TO COMFORT YOU IN YOUR GRIEF. IT HAS BEEN AN HONOR TO HELP IN OUR LITTLE WAY AND RUTHIE, I HAVE NEVER MET A STRONGER WOMAN. I ADMIRE AND RESPECT YOUR GRACE IN THIS DIFFICULT TIME. GOD BLESS YOU ALL
CILL AND JARED SMITH <CILLSONG@AOL.COM>
LAKE WORTH, FL - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 08:20 AM (CST)
Scott, Ruthie and Emily - I logged on Sunday morning and was filled with sorrow. I know there are no words that can comfort you right now in your time of sorrow, but know that I will continue to pray for your family. Ruthie, the night I visited Seth, I wasn't sure if I should go because I thought I would be in the way. I'm so happy that I had the opportunity to meet your special and brave little boy. I know he is at peace in heaven with the other little angels watching over your family. God Bless.
P.S. Your friends at CSC had a blood mobile scheduled to come this week for Seth. Know that all of us plan to keep our appointment to donate in honor of Seth.
Jackie Muniz
Jackie Muniz <primrose_jackie@yahoo.com>
Wellington, FL USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 08:19 AM (CST)
Ruthie and Scott, Our hearts break for you. Seth touched us with his courage and love of life. You are in our thoughts and prayers as we thank God for the gift of Seth. May God hold you in His arms and give you courage and strength.
We love you all.
Bill and Cindy <Nudgemar@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 08:15 AM (CST)
Knowing that seth is now in a better place helps the sorrow I felt when finding out he had passed. Thoughts and prayers go out to the entire family and please know that seth will remain in our hearts forever.
Allison Barksdale <allibeth68@yahoo.com>
Hyattsville, Md USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 07:56 AM (CST)
God Bless you and your family. There are trains in heaven! You and your family are in our prayers.
Fran and Pat Henderson <donotbeafraid@catholic.org>
Jacksonville, FL Duval - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 07:24 AM (CST)
My deepest sympathies to your family.Seth fought the brave fight and he is the engineer on a golden train in heaven!
Holly Davis R.N.
- Monday, December 02, 2002 at 07:06 AM (CST)
Ruthie and Scott...
I wish I knew the words to say at a time like this. I guess I just wanted to write to let you know how deeply Seth touched my life for the short time that I knew him. He was an amazing kid and I know that heaven is just a little brighter now because he is there. My thoughts and prayers are with you all. I just wanted you to know that...
Nikki (the FAU student...'Aunt Dori's friend') <nik_n_james@hotmail.com>
Stuart, FL - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 11:01 PM (CST)
Scott, Ruthie and Emily, our thoughts are with you at this difficult time. Seth's time on earth, although short was full of love and his departure was for a greater purpose. Seth's world will continue to be full of love, he is free and no longer in pain. We know he will live forever in your hearts and wonderful memories.
Cliff and Mary Jane Thomas and Family
Jupiter, FL - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 10:52 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie, Scott & Emily,
We were so deeply saddened to hear about the tremendous loss of your sweet, dear Seth. He was such a special child and quite an amazing little boy. You must be so proud to be his family. May your faith help guide you during this most difficult journey in life. Please know there are so many people that care and if there is anything that can help ease your pain, we are all just waiting and hoping to be of any help or comfort.
God Bless you all!
Love the Lampropoulos Family
Candy Lampropoulos <zoelamp@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL Palm Beach - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 10:24 PM (CST)
Our hearts ache for your loss. We pray for God to give you the strength and love to get through this devasting time. Your website is beautiful, thank you.
Love, Ann and Kelly Simcich
Ann Simcich <asimcich@bellsouth.net>
Jupiter, FL USA - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 10:07 PM (CST)
God has taken an angel from us. He shared Seth with you and the rest of us for these few years to bless our lives, which he truly has done. The same strength that has helped you through the illness will continue to help you through the loss. Our prayers are with you. God Bless You All!
Bill & Vivia Minkel <vbminks@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 09:40 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie and Scott,
It was with the deepest sorrow that I learned of Seth's passing. Everytime I saw Seth, he gave me the gift of making me smile. I will always smile when I think of him.
I wish you peace and comfort in your memories.
Lori Wasserman
Boca Raton , Fl - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 09:28 PM (CST)
I remarked several times that morning how beautiful Seth looked. Now I know I was in the presence of Saint. It was a gift to see him and touch his hand while we prayed.
Thanks for the Seth button, Ruthie. I will wear it proudly.
Nancy Mercier <jonesbch@bellsouth.net>
west palm beach, fl pb - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 08:51 PM (CST)
Our deepest and sincerest sympathy to all of you. We know Seth is now home and celebrate his new life in Christ. We have not met you yet but are in Marriage Encounter and parishioners at Holy Name. If we can help in any way,please let us know.
Carol and Sid Patrick <patrick@pisnoops.com >
Lake Worth, Fl 33467 - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 08:41 PM (CST)
Although I have never met you or Seth, since I have been reading your entries for the past month or so, I feel like I know you all personally. I cannot even imagine what losing a child would be like but I do want you to know that my prayers have been with you for the past month or so & will continue as you go through this time of grief over such a tragic loss. You all have been so strong through all of this, you are truly an inspiration. Thank you for sharing with us & letting us be a part of this with you. As I said, my prayers are with you. Your sister in Christ, Jocelyne Carrigan
Jocelyne Carrigan <jocelyne7402@yahoo.com>
Lake Worth, Fl USA - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 07:41 PM (CST)
Sweet Ruth, Scott & Emily.. We have had all of you in our prayers for some time now to the point that praying for Seth has become part of little Sean's automatic bed-time prayer. Tonight I told Sean that he doesn't need to ask God to help Seth get well anymore because Seth is with God now and he is healthy and happy and doesn't have anymore sickness and pain. Sean thought for a moment before finishing his prayer and then he finished it by saying "Thank you God for listening to all of my prayers and finally making Seth feel better!" Our hearts go out to all of you and we will keep you in our prayers through this trying time. The strength in your words and updates posted on this sight have been so impressive, so very strong that I have admired your strength and love through all of this. You have truly been an inspiration to me and I wish you nothing but joy, happiness and loving memories from this time forward! I can picture Seth now with a giant smile on his face as he sounds the train horn........ God Bless all of you!
Denise McNeill <dukejim@aol.com>
Jupiter, FL USA - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 07:40 PM (CST)
We are so deeply sorry. Thank you so very much for sharing such a wonderful & amazing little boy w/ everyone. We feel so blessed to have known him (& blessed to know you also)..... we all now know 1 more angel in heaven. You all are in our every prayer. All our love & prayers,
Tiffany,Rhys & Logan Hollyman
Tiffany Hollyman <Tah7@hotmail.com>
Palm Beach Gardens, FL USA - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 07:33 PM (CST)
So sorry to hear about your loss. Our thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Kristin Roenfeldt-Remchuk <veiram@aol.com>
Palm Springs, FL USA - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 07:04 PM (CST)
My thoughts and prayers go out to all of you at this time. Although we have never met I have followed Seth's Story for some time now. Everytime I would pull up your site and see his picture it would make me smile. I don't know what else to say other then you will be in my prayers. Trains in Heaven?? You bet and I am sure that Seth is driving the longest train he can find!
Heather Grell <marqo75@yahoo.com>
Brainerd, MN - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 06:39 PM (CST)
Seth's smile and courage touched us all in a special way. My prayers continue to be with your family. Betsy Cohen
Betsy Cohen <talktob@aol.com>
West PalmBeach , Fl Fl USA - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 06:20 PM (CST)
Ruthie, Scott and Emily,
Words can't express how sad we are to hear about Seth leaving this world. We're holding you three in the light and hope you can all find some peace in this difficult time.
Jo, Steve, Jakob and Isabela Posti <joposti@yahoo.com>
Lake Worth, FL USA - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 06:19 PM (CST)
Scott, Ruthie, and Emily,
I am think of all of you and praying for you in this very, very difficult time. Trains have new meaning for me now and when I see or hear one I will always think of little angel Seth. I Love You,
Jeannie Campbell <jeanniecampbell@yahoo.com>
Tequesta, FL - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 06:05 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie, Scott and Emily,
I am so sorry for your loss. Words cannot express what we feel at this time. Seth was the most remarkable little boy I ever met. His strength and his courage were so wonderful to witness. He strength often made me feel small. Thank you for the oportunity to know him to share a small part of his life. I know that he is at peace and my prayers are for your family as always. You are all in our hearts and prayers. Love Brenda
Brenda Amos-Moss <AcreageBAM@msn.com>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 05:29 PM (CST)
Ruthie and Scott,..It is clear that during Seth's short time here he accomplished so much for those who knew him and loved him,..we could only hope to have that impact on others in a whole life time,...in your grief and sorrow,..may your memory of him comfort you,....may the union of love between you and Seth,..keep you in good stead during the periods of deepest sorrow,......................
he chose you as you chose him to share this time with,........you have truly been blessed,... my heart is with you,...in memory of Seth,.the trainman
Love Roxanna <Roxannach@aol.com>
- Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 04:55 PM (CST)
Dear Bunkelman Family,,,
Please accept my deepest and most sincere sympathies for the loss of your beautiful son, Seth. My heart breaks for you. I cannot even imagine what you must truely be feeling, as I've not been there.
Thank you so much for sharing your beautiful Seth with the rest of the world. I know Seth is in heaven playing with his trains, while young Robert fishes!
God Bless you all....
Eva Shimmons <KWfan4ever@yahoo.com>
Marcellus, MI - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 04:30 PM (CST)
DEAR RUTHIE & SCOTT, JUST AS MARY WAS HAND PICKED TO BE THE MOTHER OF JESUS, YOU WERE PICKED TO BE THE MOM & DAD TO A LITTLE ANGEL, YOU NAMED SETH. HE WAS BLESSED TO BE YOUR SON & YOU WERE BLESSED TO HAVE HIM. WE ALL LOVED HIM DEARLY HERE ON EARTH & WILL CONTINUE TO LOVE HIM. WE HAVE SO MANY WONDERFUL MEMORIES OF HIM MAKING TRAIN BREAD & HIS FAVORITE CUPCAKES & CRAFT "SPRISES" FOM MOMMIE. HE IS VERY SPECIAL & I FEEL BLESSED TO BE HIS GRANDMA. WE LOVE OUR LITTLE EMMIE "WILDWOMAN" & WILL CARRY ON WITH HER AS SETH WOUILD WANT US TO DO. HE WAS SO LOVING OF HIS SISTER & WOULD GET UPSET WHEN HE THOUGHT YOU WERE LEAVING HER HERE WHEN IT WAS TIME TO GO HOME. ALL OUR LOVE , GRANDMA & PAPA
GRANDMA & PAPA ATWELL
WEST PALM BEACH, FL - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 04:11 PM (CST)
We're so sorry to hear of your loss. Your family will be in our prayers and thoughts.
Beth & Brett <bpetlev@bellsouth.net>
Wellington, FL - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 03:17 PM (CST)
Dearest Ruthie and Family, I am so very sorry to hear about Seth. I can not begin to imagine what you must be experiencing. I am amazed to see this beautiful website and the amount of support you appear to have in your lives in this most difficult time. Words can not express how much we are feeling for Seth and your family. You are in our thoughts and our prayers. The Gerardi Family.
Lisa and Vincent Gerardi <lgerardi@adelphia.net>
Wellington, Fl USA - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 02:48 PM (CST)
Someone just passed these words along to me and thought it was appropriate to pass on to you: "If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it." Peace & Love
Anna Losito <annalosito@yahoo.com>
west palm beach, - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 02:38 PM (CST)
We are so sorry.we are glad you shared the special train man with us.We Are glad we got know him on his web site and thank you for sharing are special greatnephew with as.we prayed for him your family every day.we will keep praying your family and Ruthie`father.god bless YOUR FAMILY .
Uncle Ray and Aunt Jan
Ray Meyer <rpmeyer512@cs.com>
Algonquin , il. usa - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 02:37 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie, Scott and family - My heart goes out to you-I am so sorry to hear about Seth. There are simply no words - only prayers. I believe that God has a special place for this little Angel as he has touched so many lives, some without even knowing it. I pray that God gives you the strength you need to get through this difficult time and may His love comfort you and give you peace. I'm here for you if you ever need me. Love & Hugs, Anna
Anna Losito <annalosito@yahoo.com>
west palm beach, FL - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 01:53 PM (CST)
My prayers are with you
wanda baldwin
Palm Beach Gaedens, Fl - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 01:48 PM (CST)
Ruthie, Scott, Seth and Emily,
I envisioned God saying to the Angels, "I will get this little one myself. I have a special place for him." I know that Seth is finally home and that he is so grateful to you for taking care of him while he was here. He couldn't have picked a more loving family. My tears are for you, the loving family that he couldn't take with him. Please know that I keep you close to my heart and I love you all.
Linda Gozza and Family <gozman001@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 01:42 PM (CST)
Your family is in my thoughts and prayers.
Rae <rfbocritter@yahoo.com>
Tulsa, OK - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 01:00 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie and family,
I am so so sorry to hear of your loss. Such a beautiful child here on earth and I'm sure an even more beautiful angel. I never met Seth, but my heart is so heavy with sadness for all he had to endure and the grief your family is feeling right now. I will continue to keep your family in my prayers and I just know that Seth's beautiful face is smiling down on all of you as you try to make your way thru this difficult time.
Kelley Fitzgerald
Rochester, NY - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 12:50 PM (CST)
Our thoughts and prayers are with you in your time of mourning. Be comforted by God the Father who knows what it is like to lose a child. Know that your family at Holy Name will be praying for you and will be there if you need anything at all
George, Cyndi, Spencer, Haley, Dylan and Logan Lower <guitplyr@aol.com>
- Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 12:36 PM (CST)
I'm so sorry for your loss. I remember how when I found out Seth was going to be in my class I bought all the trains and train books I could find. Everytime I take a train out in the classroom, I think about Seth. He had a loving heart and always brought a smile to my face when he entered the room. I also remember Ruthie our conversations during those nap times. I'm here for you. You are all in my prayers.
Ms. April (Haverhill Baptist) <preschoolapril1@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 11:43 AM (CST)
I am so sorry for your loss. I remeber Seth and his sweet voice always happy. I am sorry we will miss his service as we will be out of town. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Laurie Schultheis (Amanda's Mom)
West Palm Beach, FL - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 11:20 AM (CST)
It was with great sadness that we heard of Seths passing.
We are so sorry for your loss.
When we started to tell Angela, the first thing she said was "he like trains so much". Angela decided to send Seth a note tied to a balloon. It was a sweet gesture. She definitely remembers him fondly.
May God carry you through.
The Krenz Family (from,Pre-school) Jerry, Christine, Angela, Chloe,Julia
Christine krenz <cjkrenz@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL Palm Beach - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 11:01 AM (CST)
There are no words. The lump in the back of my throat, the pit in my stomach and the ache in my heart speaks volumes to me. I don't begin to know what you are going through right now. I will continue to pray for our sweet little "Trainman."
Kim Barnes and family <kbarnes@pbpost.com>
Lake Worth, FL USA - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 10:29 AM (CST)
Your son's beautiful spirit has touched the lives of so many people beyond those you know. I'm sure he was and continues to be an angel. Sorry for your loss and pain.
Coleen L.
- Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 10:14 AM (CST)
Scott, Ruthie and family. Rick and I are deeply saddened at this time. Our thoughts and love are with you all. Although words are hard to find at this time, please remember you are in our hearts. Su and Rick Ross
Su Jackson Ross <milestrane@adelphia.net>
North Palm Beach, fl USA - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 10:11 AM (CST)
We were saddened this morning when we heard about Seth. We are truly sorry for your loss. Our thoughts and prayers are with you always.
The Cerreta family
Cerreta <heidee@prodigy.net>
west palm beach, fl. 33415 - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 09:59 AM (CST)
Ruthie, Scott and family,
Though we never met Seth, he and Emily's picture has always been on our fridge, and my family knows all about him.
Words cannot express the sorrow we feel for your family-- just know that we love you all and are thinking of you and Seth.
Love, Dina, Rory, Ryan & Tyler
The Fletchers <rdfletch@bellsouth.net>
Pleasant Garden, NC - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 09:31 AM (CST)
our prayers have been with you all along - and will be with you now
jeff and marilyn whitney <JWHITNEY99@HOTMAIL.COM>
palm beach gardens, fl usa - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 08:10 AM (CST)
Dear Scott, Ruthie, and Family,
It was with great sadness that we read about Seth in today's Palm Beach Post. Tom and I realize that we did not have a chance to meet your wonderful son as he was born after Tom's time at WPBF.
You may not know that our daughter was diagnosed with Stage IV Hodgkins lymphoma in 1996 and underwent treatment at Shands in Gainesville. Like you, we learned a whole new vocabulary (blood counts, chemo drugs, etc.). . . .things we never wanted to know and wished we did not know.
Please know that we share your sadness on the loss of your dear son. Our prayers are with you and your family as you try to regroup after such a valiant fight. There really are no words to adequately express our feelings. Those who have been there know this.
Love and prayers to your family,
Tom and Kathy
Tom and Kathy Foos <kjf0420@telocity.com>
Tequesta, FL Palm Beach - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 07:48 AM (CST)
Scott, Ruthie & Emily,
We can not express enough how sorry we are for your loss. Seth was a very special little boy. Find strenght in his memory and comfort knowing he is no longer in pain, but at peace with God. He will be missed.
The Muliero's - Lou, Mary, Aubrey & Collin <muliero@hotmail.com>
North Palm Beach, FL USA - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 06:06 AM (CST)
Ruthie and Scott,
It's very late and I find myself unable to sleep. My thoughts turn to Seth and I remember. I remember the joy he brought to others and the courage he showed in his fight. I know he wants us to have joy and courage too. He lives on in our hearts.
Love,
Barb Abernathy <abernathy1@telocity.com>
Jupiter, FL USA - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 03:18 AM (CST)
Dear Bunklemann Family:
Our family was sorry to hear of your loss. As we began our celebration of the season of Advent, you were struggling with Seth's last hours.
Although you do not know our family, we will continue to pray for you all as we sing every Sunday. I am reminded of these wonderful words put into song by Michael Card: "Our God is with us. And if God is with us who can stand against us? Our God is with us, Immanuel." We know that God is carrying your family now in this difficult time. May his loving touch remind you of Seth's loving touch.
We plan to donate a small blue train, Thomas the Tank Engine, to the Toys for Tots in Seth's name. We hope that other families may choose to express their love for your family in this way as well! Our prayers are with you in this difficult time. Love, The Taylor Family of Holy Name of Jesus Church in WPB, FL.
Pat Taylor <BePrepared8788@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 12:23 AM (CST)
Seth... Such a beautiful angel on earth... and now, such a beautiful angel in heaven! Scott, Ruthie & Emily... may God's strong arms carry you when you cannot walk, and may his love surround you always.
Teri
Jupiter, FL - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 11:05 PM (CST)
Ruthie and family, I can't even begin to express how very sorry I am for you. There can not possibly be a greater pain than that of losing a child. My prayers are with you and your family in this very difficult time.
Sue Davis-Killian
Lake Worth, FL - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 10:32 PM (CST)
Seth,
"Remember When"
Remember when Uncle Todd got his new truck, and you would't get out? We'll never forget!
Remember when Aunt Dori was just "chopped liver"? We will never forget!
Remember your 5th birthday party and all the balloons? We will never forget!
Remember building train tracks for Thomas and friends? We will never forget!
Remember feeling Aunt Dori's belly when the baby was moving and telling her it was a little girl? You were right and we will never forget!
Remember all of the french fries you and Aunt Dori shared together? We will never forget!
Remember playing hide and seek with Uncle Todd and always telling him where you were hiding? We will never forget!
Remember wrestling with Uncle Todd at grandma's house and Aunt Dori always telling Uncle Todd to be careful? We will never forget!
Remember playing in the pool in grandma's back yard and there was never enough water in the pool? We will never forget!
Remember how you always would take you cloths off when you would get into the house? Don't worry, Uncle Todd feels the same way!
Remember how you touched our hearts and brightened our lives? We will never forget!
Remember how you made us laugh? We will never forget!
Remember how you made us love you with your sweetness, kindness, and amazing politeness? We will never forget!
Dearest Seth,
We will never forget how you touched our lives and have brought not only us but everyone around you joy. You are one amazing little man. Our hearts have never felt such pain and there has never been such a void. Seth, we promise you we will always remember!
We love you,
Aunt Dori and Uncle Todd
Aunt Dori and Uncle Todd Neary <Todori@adelphia.net>
Palm Beach Gardens, FL - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 09:49 PM (CST)
We are so so sorry for your loss. Please know that you and your family are in our thoughts and prayers
Tracey & Josh
Tracey Atwood <jtjbatwood@hightstream.net>
Boca Raton, Fl - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 08:56 PM (CST)
No words... just lots of prayers!!!
Cheri & Katelynn
Nelson, BC Canada - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 08:00 PM (CST)
I wish to express my deepest feelings to your family..I know you have the greatest love and i want you to know my love extends to you and the family...My prayers,and thoughts remain with you forever...knowing that seth's beautiful spirit will guide us all....
Scott E.Sanders <SKYQUEST@BELLSOUTH.NET>
west palm beach, fl 33401 - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 07:26 PM (CST)
Hi. I am so sorry to hear of the news about Seth. Words cannot express the sorrow that I feel for your family. Our preschool class knew Seth for such a short time; however, those times will be held very dear to my heart. He was a precious child; we have fond memories of him. My family and I pray for you and yours throughout this time. Love, Miss Leslie
Leslie Kelly <lakelly@adelphia.net>
Palm Beach Gardens, FL - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 06:53 PM (CST)
Dear Scott, Ruthie and Emily,
We are so saddened by Seth's passing. Please know that we are here and just a phone call away. We know that Seth is in Heaven basking in the glory of the Lord! You are in our thoughts and prayers
Love
Tippy and Ron
248-8306-anytime!
Tippy (Duffy) Missick <sunni85@adelphia.net>
Jupiter, FL USA - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 06:03 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie and Scott,
My heart truly aches for you and your family. I have only recently learned of your little boy's website, and have been praying for him and your family. May you find comfort and strength in the arms of our Heavenly Father.
“The Trainman” did make it over the hill, only it wasn’t a hill, it was a mountain, and on the other side of this mountain there was a kingdom … The Kingdom of Heaven.
Love and prayers,
Maria King <Bubbadetiroks@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, Fla - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 05:52 PM (CST)
Jeremiah 31:13
I will turn their mourning into joy,
I will comfort them, and give them gladness for sorrow.
Dear Ruthie, Scott and Emily,
Our family was so sorry to hear about Seth. Your family will remain in our prayers. God truly blessed us all with your Seth. Though his years here were not many, his memories will last us all a lifetime.
Love & Prayers Always,
Jessi, Jay, Alexander Jay, Andrew John & Anthony Jacob Alvarez
Twenty-Third Psalm
The Lord is my Shepherd:
I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: He leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul: He leadeth me in the Paths of righteousness for his name’s sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the Shadow of death. I will fear no evil: For thou art with me: thy rod and Thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table before me in the Presence of mine enemies: Thou anointest my head with oil: My cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow Me all the days of my life: and I will Dwell in the house of the Lord for ever.
Jessi & Jay <TXAJFL@AOL.COM>
Lake Worth, Fl - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 05:24 PM (CST)
Words to a song seem to fit here "All Gave Some and Some Gave All"
SSarneckey
NC - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 05:07 PM (CST)
I only found out about Seth from Tom today and am so sorry that the first time I could visit was to express my sympathy. I lost my father to leukemia 7 years ago and the pain is still there. Wishing you comfort in your memories and the knowledge that he is in heaven now, where you will all one day be reunited. God bless,
The Commish <commish@comporium.net>
Rock Hill, SC - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 04:52 PM (CST)
Please know that our prayers are with you. We know that Seth is safe in our Lord's lap watching the trains go by. With peace and love.
Pete & Jackie Perez <petejackie10@aol.com>
Lake Worth, Fl USA - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 04:45 PM (CST)
If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you
And share with its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue.
If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own
A place to find serenity
A place to be alone.
If I could take your troubles
I would toss them into the sea
But all these things I'm finding
Are impossible for me.
I cannot build a mountain
Or catch a rainbow fair
But let me be what I know best
A friend that's always there.
A Friend
- Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 04:37 PM (CST)
Some people come into our lives and quickly go~~~
Some stay for a while and leave footprints on our hearts ~~~
and we are never ever the same~~~
My prayers and thoughts are with you all.....
Love,
Kathy <MormanK126@aol.com>
Jupiter, Fl - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 03:36 PM (CST)
What a lovely, lovely child. I am going to put his picture with his sister(?) and the pumpkin up on the door of my kitchen cabinet where I will be able to see him several times a day. I am absolutely positive, of course, that he is heaven, and if no one minds, after allotting him a suitable period of sheer joy in the presence of the Lord God, I will ask him occasionally to put in a good word for me the next time he sees Jesus.
(Rev.) Joe McKenna <jrmckenna@gwi.net>
Portland, ME USA - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 03:23 PM (CST)
Your family is in our thoughts and prayers..
Lynn
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 02:56 PM (CST)
I am so very sorry to hear about Seth's passing....Please know that you are in our thoughts and prayers
Linda Jorgenson and Family <www.caringbridge.org/mi/dylanjorgenson>
Ironwood, MI - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 02:39 PM (CST)
TO MY FRIEND SETH
I AM GOING TO MISS YOU ALOT!!!!!!!!!!!
LOVE ERICA
ERICA HERBST
NORTH PALM BEACH, FL 33408 - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 01:26 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie, Scott and Emily,
We are very sorry to hear of Seth's passing. Know that our thoughts and prayers are with you always.
The Giusts
Pam Giust <pamgiust@mindspring.com>
Lake Worth, FL USA - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 12:56 PM (CST)
I'm so sorry for your loss.I'm sure that Seth was a little angel on earth,and now he's a little angel in heaven.Just remember that he isnt suffering anymore.Your family is in my prayers.
Misty Fandel <backstreet_angel_24@hotmail.com>
Garner, IA 50438 - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 12:41 PM (CST)
Ruthie,
My heart is breaking for you and Scott. Seth was an angel on earth and now he is in heaven. Everyone that knew him was blessed to have had him touch their lives in such a special way.
Please know that your family is in our thoughts and prayers.
Love, Randee
Randee Gabriel <rr.gabriel@att.net>
Loxahatchee, Fl. USA - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 12:36 PM (CST)
You don't know me- I visited you a few months back. Your little boy has been in my prayers. You are so strong- and so right... he is in Heaven now- and won't have anymore pain- no hurt... I know that you will be reunited with him again one day. I thought of him just yesterday as I was in Grocery Outlet. There was a huge train set, going around a Christmas tree. I thought about how much he would like it. Your little boy's life has NOT been in vain. He is the angel of trains now... God bless your family as you work through this pain. Lots of love, Laura
www.caringbridge.org/ca/coltonmeyer
- Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 12:06 PM (CST)
Scott, Ruthie and Emily,
We are truly saddened by your loss, it is heartbreaking. We will miss Seth. We know he is safe with all the angels in Heaven now. He will give you the strength you need to get through this difficult time, as you were there for him. Thinking and PRAYING for you all in this time of sorrow. With much love and our blessing,
Deanna and Rick Herbst <dlherbst@aol.com>
North Palm Beach, FL 33408 - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 12:04 PM (CST)
We have been praying for Seth and your family. Wendy has been praying for Seth every night. We will continue to pray for your family.
Love,
Bruce, Nickie, Jackie and Wendy White
Nickie White <nwhite621@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL Palm Beach - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 11:59 AM (CST)
Our prayers are with you and have been through the last five or six months.
Les and Nancy
- Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 11:18 AM (CST)
Dear Ruthie, Scott and Emily,
GOD BLESS SETH AND GOD BLESS YOU!!!
We are here .....
Mary, Lou ,Aubrey and Collin
Muliero <muliero@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 11:08 AM (CST)
I know you don't know me, but I've been praying for Seth for a while now. I'm Michelle Jorgensen's (Cam's Mommy) cousin, living overseas in the UK. Today my husband and I rode a train with our 16 month old son, to a city called York. There is a Train Museum there. I have a bag full of things that I bought for Seth in the gift shop. I was going to ask for your address, and mail them to Seth on Monday. As I'm typing this, the bag is sitting next to me on the floor near my leg.
But now, I'm looking at the screen with tears in my eyes. Oh little train man....you fought so hard to get up that hill. I am so sad that it was just too steep.
Seth, when I read my son the story of the Little Engine That Could, I will remember your sweet face, and I will remember your courage.
Mr and Mrs Bunkelmann, I would still like to send the things for Seth, but I would totally understand if you feel it would be a bad idea. No questions asked. Sure do wish I could hug you right now. My tears and prayers are with you across the miles.
Juliet Moore
Juliet Moore <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
Littlethorpe, Ripon, North Yorkshire, UK - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 10:56 AM (CST)
My heart is broken and I long to hear Seth's sweet voice. I am so sorry and am crying many tears. I will keep Seth in my heart and see him in all the future blessings that God will bestowe. Your son was a pure blessing from God and now he is sitting as his most powerful angel. My heart breaks also for the sorrow you must be experiencing. I pray that soon all our sorrow will be replaced once again with the Joy that Seth gave us all through his smiles, playful words, and pure childlike love. All my love as always,
Lori Ann Rusinko
- Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 10:47 AM (CST)
Ruthie, Scott & Emily,
We are very sorry to hear about Seth. He is in God's arms and at peace. You have a very special Angel in Heaven watching over all of you. You all were so strong during all of this and so supportive of Seth, you gave him your courage and strength. Ruthie and Scott you are the true meaning of what a PARENT is. You were there for Seth and Emily through all of this. Thank you for sharing your Seth with all of us. I never had the chance to meet him but I loved him and met him through your special words. You are all in our prayers and I know God will help you through this very difficult time.
Love
Debbie (Meyer) McLeod & Family <mcl1420@hotmail.com>
Woodstock , IL - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 10:43 AM (CST)
Ruthie and Scott- We are truely sorry for your loss. Seth was a wonderful,smart boy. We will keep you in our hearts and prayers.
Love
Tammy & Ed
Tammy Leemon <tammy.leemon@att.net>
Riviera Beach, FL Palm Beach - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 10:36 AM (CST)
We were so sorry to hear of Seth's passing this morning. We are sure he is riding that train in heaven as we speak. You are in our thoughts and prayers. May God Bless You and Keep You.
Luv always,
The Salernos
The Salerno Family <melbarty@aol.com>
Lake Worth, Fl - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 10:32 AM (CST)
A Mother’s Prayer
Mary, you have tender arms,
Arms that open wide.
Enfold this little child for me
Who had to leave my side.
Be to him what I was to him,
Speak softly in his ear.
He is so new to heaven
He may feel a little fear.
O Mary, for thy broken heart
Turn darkness into light,
And guard for me the little babe
Who comes to you tonight.
Jan Cairnes <cairnes@bellsouth.net>
West Palm Beach, FL - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 10:30 AM (CST)
Scott & Ruthie - there is no greater sadness or loss than the loss of your child. I wish there were something that could be said to ease your pain. Know for sure that Seth will not be forgotten and there will come a day when we will celebrate his life and not his death. You will be carried through.
Because of Jesus,
There is comfort for sorrow
And hope for the heart…
For his love is with you
And will never depart!
Jan & Ed Cairnes <cairnes@bellsouth.net>
West Palm Beach, FL - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 10:24 AM (CST)
Dear Ruthie, Scott and Emily,
We are SO,SO sorry about dear little Seth. He fought such a strong battle, and your faith through the whole time was awesome. He is at peace with our Lord, and with no more suffering. Our prayers, now, are for you all, that God may comfort you during this very difficult time. Our thoughts, prayers and love are with you.
Love, The Shephard Family
Beth Shephard
Lake Worth, FL - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 09:40 AM (CST)
I am so very sorry.
Jo <jvon557@aol.com>
Crestview, FL - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 09:27 AM (CST)
I'm so sorry to hear of sweet Seth's passing. I will remember him as a Christmas angel. Love always.
Kelley Hollis <kelbell188@aol.com>
Wellington, FL USA - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 09:14 AM (CST)
Scott, Ruthie and Emily- I am so sad to hear that Seth passed away. This just breaks my heart.
Diane (Mitchell's mom) <Stubby3620@aol.com>
Boynton Beach, FL - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 09:11 AM (CST)
so very sorry to hear of the loss of such a beautiful child. Prayers will be with you from Kansas.
wildcat from rpmwarrior.com <purplewildkitty@yahoo.com>
Liberal, KS - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 09:08 AM (CST)
MAY GOD BE WITH YOU † † †
Words are so hard to come by at this moment. For the short time I've come to know the trainman, he strength and courage and the will to fight was there to the end. It IS good to know, however, that we have yet another ANGEL among us. Be strong, and the prayers will continue for you and the family.
Tom, and the entire Team Werbe Racing team.
Tom Mann <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 08:52 AM (CST)
Ruthie,Scott,Emily, I'am very sorry to hear that Seth passed away this morning. He was a true fighter. I will deeply miss him as he was my favorite customer at Dunkin Donuts. The rest f us at Dunkin Donuts will also miss him . Every time I serve a pink donut I will serve it with a smile as I usually do but from now on that smile will have a more special meaning. Seth will always be in my heart. My love and sorrow go out to you and your family
Mrs. Diane--- Dunkin Donuts
Diane Love <dlove17@bellsouth.net>
west palm beach, Fl USA - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 08:50 AM (CST)
Dear Scott and Ruthie,
WE ARE DEEPLY SADDENED AND SORRY FOR YOU ALL. I DO NOT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY...You did all that you could, and now sweet Seth is in heaven and I know sweet Robert is right there for him, as a big brother...God be with you in a powerful way. All our love, Jeff and Kathy Charlton
Kathy Charlton
- Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 08:44 AM (CST)
Ruthie and Scott,
Seth may not have been with us for a long time but his wonderful parents did all they could to make sure it was a good time.
Our thoughts are with you.
Kathleen Devlin and Thomas McLoughlin
- Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 08:30 AM (CST)
I am so, so sorry for your loss.
chris
Gooch's Site
- Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 08:28 AM (CST)
Ruthie and Scott,
God needed a special little angel and he picked a very special boy. There are tears in my eyes but joy in my heart that he is in God's arms. He will give you little signs that he is fine - my little angel Allison always does. Whether it is a breeze kissing your cheek or a cloud in the shape of a train, you will know he is there and with you all the time. God is watching you in your journey of grief and one day you'll wake up and the warm memories of Seth will outweigh the grief. Seth will also be a very strong presence in Emily's life and she will look to "myseth" whenever she needs an angel's touch and he'll always be right there.
God bless your very special angel.
With love and prayers
The Cabrera's - Suzanne, Maurice, Alex and Rachel
Suzanne Cabrera <MOCabrera@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 08:22 AM (CST)
Ruthie, Scott...Our prayers and hearts are with you. We were so blessed to know Seth. He was such a strong little "engine" trying to fight this horrible disease. I will always remember his voice calling Jessica at the hospital. And how strong both of you were through all of this. God Bless you both. Love Tricia and Greg's family too.
Tricia <Supportjess@aol.com>
Lake Worth, FL - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 08:22 AM (CST)
Dear Scott, Ruthie and Emily,
Know that our thoughts and prayers are with you today and always. Even though we just met I could tell how much Seth
loved you, and how much he was loved by you. We cry out to God and ask him to bring you strength and peace to your hearts as you struggle with the loss of your son, Seth.
The Rommel's <datz-phat@mail.com>
Jupiter, Fl USA - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 08:07 AM (CST)
Dear Ruthie and Scott
Our thoughts and prayers are with you. Seth is with God now and may you find peace.
With love from the Hollis family
Maureen Hollis
Wellington, FL USA - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 07:23 AM (CST)
Dear Ruthie, We are praying for you. Seth was such a precious child and touched so many peoples lives. He brought joy to everyone who knew him. Please know that we are here for you and will do anything for you.
Debbie <ThePullons@Prodigy.Net>
Tequesta, FL United States - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 06:30 AM (CST)
Dearest Ruthie & Scott,
Our hearts are with you during this time of grief!
All our Love, The Bakers
Denise, Michael and Dylan <Baker110@Bellsouth.net>
- Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 06:10 AM (CST)
We are so sorry. I am now praying for you and for God to comfort you and guide you at this time. You are all in our prayers. Seth is very special, and at peace.
Our love always,
The Barrera's
Marissa Barrera <missy407@hotmail.com>
Boca Raton, Fl - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 05:14 AM (CST)
Dear Ruthie,Scott and Emily,
I am so sorry to hear that Seth has passed, but I know in my heart he is in a much better place...no more pain, no more fear. May God's love comfort you all at this difficult time.
Love and Prayers, Susan and Family
Susan Nero <sznrnro@yahoo.com>
West Palm Beach, Fl USA - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 04:37 AM (CST)
I'm so sorry to hear about Seth. It's so unfair that our kids have to fight this battle. Words can't express how sad I am for Seth and you guys.
Bo Mathis(father of DOUBLE M)
www.caringbridge.com/fl/champ <saveit24@aol.com>
Boynton Beach, Florida - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 02:41 AM (CST)
Dear Ruthie & Scott,
My thoughts and prayers are with you in this difficult time. You have been wonderful parents to Seth and were with him every step of his too-short journey. Your courage in his final hours is a testament to your love for him. Know that I believe every decision you made for him (EVERY ONE) was made in love. You made decisions that were hard for you but were in Seth's best interest.
He was an amazing child who touched so many people in ways only he could. His laugh and sweet voice were a delight. We all loved him too. I will never look at trains the same way again. Please lean on others during this time and let us help you through. We will carry each other.
It was an honor to know and love Seth Bunkelmann. Though he is gone from this earth, our love for him will last throughout eternity.
Godspeed Seth.
Barbara Abernathy <abernathy1@telocity.com>
POST Team, FL USA - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 01:58 AM (CST)
Hello dear friends. WE are thinking of you and your angel Seth. We are praying for his healing and an ANC of 500...children are amazing and we trust our Lord to take good care of Seth, and Emily, and you two. Much love and thought of you all, the Charltons...
Kathy Charlton
- Friday, November 29, 2002 at 10:59 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie, Keep clinging to your faith and trust in Him who can and will work miracles. We pray for Seth constantly.
Debbie <ThePullons@Prodigy.Net>
Tequesta, Fl United States - Friday, November 29, 2002 at 08:48 PM (CST)
Hiya Trainman!!! Hang in there, buddy. Glad the results came back negative, Ruthie. Hope they can figure out the problem without causing much more pain for the little guy. If I weren't a former cancer patient, I'd be giving blood, platelets, and marrow. But I can't. So I do things away from the hospital setting to raise awareness. I just hope that those who can donate will, especially during this Holiday season. Take care everyone, and God Bless †
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC Where Tyler swims with the porpoises - Friday, November 29, 2002 at 07:15 PM (CST)
Seth and Family:
Hang in there! We are all pulling for you. This is a tough time and you can do it! Katherine and I keep you in our thoughts and prayers. Mom and Dad, keep up the good work. You are both amazing! We all appreciate so much the time that you spend to inform us all of what is happening with Seth. God bless you both. Love, Miss Leslie
Leslie and Katherine <lakelly@adelphia.net>
Palm Beach Gardens, FL - Friday, November 29, 2002 at 06:34 PM (CST)
Seth hang in there man. Hope you get well soon. Will chek the website reguraly.
Will be praying for you.
Steve AKA Ridge <tennesseeridge2000@yahoo.com>
Greeneville, Tn USA - Friday, November 29, 2002 at 06:17 PM (CST)
Hey guys- I was so glad to see an update on Seth. Great news that the belly tap was negative. That is just wonderful. Those shots he is getting in his legs should kick in any time now to get those white blood cells growing and then Seth will be home soon.
Diane (Mitchell's mom) <Stubby3620@aol.com>
Boynton Beach, FL - Friday, November 29, 2002 at 05:38 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie, Scott, Seth and Emily,
you all are in our thoughts and prayers many times throughout the day. Seth is positively the little engine that can, could and will.
Love the Tancig Family
kathryn tancig <dikachsa4@aol.com>
jupiter, fl usa - Friday, November 29, 2002 at 05:12 PM (CST)
Hang in there buddy.We love you.
freedom
- Friday, November 29, 2002 at 04:09 PM (CST)
Seth, Ruthie, Scott and Emily,
This Thanksgiving your family has been on my mind, in my heart and in my prayers. I am very thankful for the CaringBridge website and you Ruthie for keeping me updated on Seth's condition. Keep positive thoughts and I will keep praying for all of you. God Bless You!
Jeannie Campbell <jeanniecampbell@yahoo.com>
Tequesta, FL Palm Beach - Friday, November 29, 2002 at 02:37 PM (CST)
One minute at a time. Remember what you know in your heart. Hang in there! He can do this.
Love and prayers for all of you,
Marissa
Marissa Barrera <missy407@hotmail.com>
Boca Raton, Fl. - Friday, November 29, 2002 at 12:18 PM (CST)
hang in there pal.
humper6
- Friday, November 29, 2002 at 11:01 AM (CST)
Ruthie, Seth and family: I'm praying for you all. Hang in there tough guy!
Sue Davis-Killian
Lake Worth, FL - Friday, November 29, 2002 at 10:44 AM (CST)
Dear Seth, Ruthie and Scott, You are all constantly on our minds and in our prayers. We love you all so much... Lori Ann and Eric, Georgia, Nikita and Smokey
Miss Lori and Eric <rusinkosatthebeach@peoplepc.com>
- Friday, November 29, 2002 at 10:39 AM (CST)
Seth & family,
We are praying very hard for you and your family. We pray for your counts to go up quickly and strength for you and your family. Hang in there. We know you can get through this. Your strength & courage is awesome! I check your site every day for updates. YOU CAN DO IT SETH!
Debbie McLeod & Family
Woodstock, IL - Friday, November 29, 2002 at 09:40 AM (CST)
Thinking about and praying so hard for sweet Seth......keep fighting, little man.
Juliet Moore
Juliet Moore <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
Littlethorpe, Ripon, North Yorkshire, UK - Friday, November 29, 2002 at 08:26 AM (CST)
Good morning. Today is another day and Seth's bone marrow is another day stronger. He draws from your strength. You can draw from ours. There are many friends and family here waiting to help. We can only love and pray from afar. Even though you are at "ground zero" every minute, you are just as often in our thoughts and prayers. Keep the faith.
Barbara Abernathy <abernathy1@telocity.com>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Friday, November 29, 2002 at 08:07 AM (CST)
Hi Ruthie, Scott, Seth and Emily,
I'm thinking lots of positive thoughts for you all.
Love, Gloria.
Gloria Keogh <GloinFla@msn.com>
Royal Palm Beach, Fla PB - Friday, November 29, 2002 at 08:05 AM (CST)
Ruthie, Scott, Seth and Emily,
Thinking of you!!!
The Mulieros
MAry <muliero@hotmail.com>
- Friday, November 29, 2002 at 07:48 AM (CST)
Hi Ruthie, Scott, Seth and Emily:
Please know that our thoughts and prayers are with you during these difficult days and always.
Love to all, Maureen Hollis
Maureen Hollis
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Friday, November 29, 2002 at 07:20 AM (CST)
Hi Ruthie,Scott,Seth and Emily,
We have been lighting candles at church and talking to God quite a bit. If you feel the weight of the world on your shoulders, remember the weight is God arms around you, holding you tight. I can't imagine a little boy that touched more hearts and inspired more prayers.
With our love and prayers...
The Cabrera's
Suzanne Cabrera <MOCabrera@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL - Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 10:19 PM (CST)
Hi Seth, Happy Thanksgiving, we are praying for you this weekend. Erica and Eliza want you to feel better soon...We are asking God to give you the strength you need to overcome this. With all our prayers and blessings........
Deanna and Rick Herbst <dlherbst@aol.com>
North Palm Beach, FL Palm Beach - Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 09:39 PM (CST)
Hi Ruthie - I hope today has brought you good news. I'm hoping and praying for a speedy and lasting turn around for Seth. I'm in awe of all the people that your little man has pulling for him. He must be one strong and couragous young man. KEEP ON CHUGGING...
Dawn Missbach <dmissbach@nc.rr.com>
Wake Forest, NC usa - Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 08:43 PM (CST)
Dear little Seth-
How I will pray for those counts to begin to soar . . . I have been thinking of you all more than ever. I do hope as I write this things are looking up. You can bet you are getting more positive energy than you can handle from Cam, Erik, and I. We want you to stay strong and pull through. I check on my "little train man" every day . . . keep chugging, angel.
Much love, Michelle, Erik, and Cam
Michelle Jorgensen (Cam's mommy)
Lake Worth, FL - Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 07:55 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie,Scott,Seth and Emily: We pray that God will just surround Seth with his healing angels. We also pray that you feel the presence of God sustaining you during this time.
The Pullons <ThePullons@Prodigy.Net>
Tequesta, Fl United States - Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 03:36 PM (CST)
Hiya, Seth! Wishing you all the good things on this Thanksgiving Day. Hang in there, Trainman! God Bless †
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC - Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 12:55 PM (CST)
Ruthie,
Kyle and I were on the 2nd floor on Tuesday for some Chemo. We were surprised not to see you but we understand Seth was still up in PICU. I and many others will pray for his speedy recovery to this set back so we can have him back with us on 2 !!! Can I add your website to ours?Peace Kathy
Kathy Pacheco & Kyle Pacheco <pachecos@gate.net>
WPB, FL - Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 12:34 PM (CST)
Hello Ruthie, Scott, Seth and Emily,
Know that our thoughts and prayers are with you today, tonight, tomorrow and always. Praying for stength, peace
and comfort for the entire family, and nothing short of a
complete healing of Seth's body.
The Rommel's <datz-phat@mail.com>
Jupiter, Fl USA - Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 11:17 AM (CST)
Hey Seth. How ya doin buddy? My name's Kelley. My mom works with your mom. I just hope that you feel better sweetie and have a happy Thanksgiving. Love always, Kelley
Kelley Hollis <kelbell188@aol.com>
Wellington, FL USA - Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 09:56 AM (CST)
HAPPY THANKSGIVING to your family. I'am very to hear Seth isnt doing so well but he is a fighter. At our dinner table today we will pray for him and for his family.. We all miss you at Dunkin Donuts Little Buddy. I love you Sweety. Mrs. Diane
Diane Love <dlove17@bellsouth.net>
3143 Saranac ave west palm beach, Fl USA - Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 09:50 AM (CST)
Dear Ruthie, Scott, Seth & Emily,
On this day of thanks I want you to know how much you are loved. I think of you every moment of everyday. I pray constantly for Seth's full recovery. I called Mom, in South Carolina, and told her to get the girls in her prayer circle busy praying for higher ANC counts. Mom inturn called her bestfriend and now her Church's prayer room is praying for Seth as well. Prayer will lift Seth's ANC counts!! Today I'm sure they will rise above 500 and we will all be thankful and we will all praise the Lord!!
Much Love from our family to yours!!
Denise, Michael & "The Wild Man" Dylan
- Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 08:29 AM (CST)
Ruthie and Scott,..giving thanks today for Seth's incredible spirit...my hope, love and prayers for Seth on this Thanksgiving day
your friend roxanna <Roxannach@aol.com>
- Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 08:27 AM (CST)
RUthie, Scott, Seth and Emily,
May god bless!!!!
We are thinking of you!!
your friends and neighbors,
The Mulieros
Mary <muliero@hotmail.com>
NPB, FL - Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 07:53 AM (CST)
Ruthie & Scott,
Our thoughts and prayers are with you and Seth. We are praying for the ANC to show up! We're at Quantum until Sat. morning if you need anything.
Scott, Rebecca & Zachary <srfinestone@hotmail.com>
Jensen Beach, FL USA - Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 07:37 AM (CST)
Seth, our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Gae Faraone <gfaraone@adelphia.net>
Wellington, Fl - Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 06:21 AM (CST)
Ruthie,
You are right- If anyone can get through this it is Seth. He is such a fighter. We are all praying.
Love, Marissa
Marissa Barrera <missy407@hotmail.com>
Boca Raton, Fl. USA - Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 06:14 AM (CST)
Happy Thanksgiving to you all......Seth, get stronger fast so you can sit up and suffer through all the leftover turkey, like the rest of us!!
Hugs and prayers for you all,
Juliet Moore
Juliet Moore <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
Littlethorpe, Ripon, North Yorkshire, UK - Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 06:12 AM (CST)
Seth, sweetpea, you be strong! You are a beautiful child! Be strong! We are rooting for you!
Chris <redbudchevy888@aol.com>
Fallston, MD USA - Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 12:29 AM (CST)
Hello Seth, Just a Nice Thanksgiving Wish that You get better Real Soon!
Brian Giovanazzi
South San Francisco, Ca. USA - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 11:20 PM (CST)
Hi Seth. Just wanted to wish you a Happy Thanksgiving and let you know that you are in my prayers. I have a friend who loved trains so much he drew pictures of trains on everything. Now he works for CSX and gets to drive them. Keep on fighting and we will be looking for you at the controls soon. GOD BLESS you and your family.
Steve Rushing RPM Warrior <srushing474@carolina.rr.com>
Waxhaw, NC USA - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 10:50 PM (CST)
Hi Ruthie, Scott, Seth and Emily,
Tomorrow is Thanksgiving, and my prayer is for special blessings to come your way. I heard that song, "He's my son" the other day, and thought of you...I will always think of you when I hear it. God bless each of you; you are all so special! Love, Susan
Susan Nero <snero561@aol.com>
WPB, FL USA - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 07:10 PM (CST)
OUR LOVE AND THOUGHTS FOR SETH ARE CONTINUOUS.
DON AND VINNY SCHAEFER <DVSCHAEFER@AOL.COM>
PALM BEACH GARDENS, FL PB - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 03:15 PM (CST)
Seth I want you and your family to know that we are praying for you. I hope you have a Happy Thanksgiving and that you feel better real soon.
Sister Jude
Palm Beach Gardens, FL USA - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 03:03 PM (CST)
Hi Seth,
We hope that you and your family have a special day on Thanksgiving and we will be keeping you all in our prayers.
Beth and David DesJardins
- Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 01:19 PM (CST)
Hi Seth, what a super train you painted for your ceiling tile. I can see you are quite an artist. Trains are one of my favorite things too. Long ago, many men from all over the world came to America and built the train tracks all the way across America, connecting the east and the west. They worked very hard, day and night and it took a long time. They had a race to see who would get the farthest across, you know they kinda met in the middle and they had the biggest party ever. People could then visit and get food, animals and supplies from one place to another and this is one thing that made our country great. We are very lucky that they did this so long ago and we can still watch the big trains with their powerful locomotives chug through the many towns across the USA. Some day soon I wish you could ride from town to town on a train and show us how brave and strong you've become after all you have been through. You are a special child and God loves you very much and will watch over you and your family forever. My thoughts and prayers for you and yours each day. Take Care and God Bless you all. Happy Thanksgiving.
Ally <Ally2431@excite.com>
Hollis, ME USA - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 12:37 PM (CST)
Happy Thanksgiving Seth and family! Hang in there!
wildcat @ RPM.Warrior.com <purplewildkitty@yahoo.com>
Liberal, KS - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 12:27 PM (CST)
Seth,
Happy Turkey Day!!!!!
cheryl <cgmyers@swbell.net>
tulsa, ok usa - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 12:23 PM (CST)
Hi Seth! I have a friend Solak, on a NASCAR forum RPM Warrior, who gave me your address. He always takes time to let people know who needs Prayers!! You will be in my thoughts and Prayers from now on. God Bless you little guy, Happy Thanksgiving!!
Al (Split2nd) <split2nd34@hotmail.com>
In USA - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 12:22 PM (CST)
You are a brave little boy Seth! Just know that I am thinking of you and praying for you everyday. Hang in there, you can beat this! I see you love trains, so do I. I even bought a house because it was right close to the train tracks and I love to watch them go by. Now everytime one goes by I have someone else to think about ...
Frank4-the24 <FrkNLdk@aol.com>
Remington, Va 22734 - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 11:59 AM (CST)
You are a beautiful young man Seth. May God Bless you. Prayers are going out for you from our house.
Amanda <missbobbiek@yahoo.com>
Warren, MI USA - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 11:37 AM (CST)
May God bless Seth and the whole family. Our prayers will be with you.
Linda
Linda
Tn - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 11:20 AM (CST)
Seth and Ruthie, know that there are lots of people out there who are praying for you everyday. You are not alone in this fight.
rubbinsracin-John Thomas <y2jt@iwon.com>
Florence, SC USA - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 11:14 AM (CST)
You have a great Thanksgiving there little guy!!! Thoughts and Prayers for you this holiday season!
Bryon Callen(BC#3) <bryon_12@yahoo.com>
Merrimack, NH USA - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 10:57 AM (CST)
Hello Seth & Family,
We are very sad to hear that you are going through an extra rough time right now. We know you are a fighter and we pray each day that you will be stronger. You are a very special little boy and we are glad to see that there are lots of other people praying for you as well. We hope you are feeling better real soon!! Trent says hello and we wish you all a very Special Thanksgiving!! Take care.
Love, Trent, Karen & the Leonard Family
Karen Leonard <kgtcleonard@netzero.net>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 10:29 AM (CST)
Prayers and thoughts are with you.
Cindy Woodall <cmw031@cs.com>
Toronto, ON Canada - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 10:28 AM (CST)
Hey Seth, you big stud!!! You hang in there and have a great Thanksgiving and Christmas!!! All of us crazies at RPMWarrior.com are thinking about you and praying for you Bud!!!
Kenny Mitchell (aka Spanky) <kmitchell@sjcehd.com>
Stockton, CA US - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 10:26 AM (CST)
Ruthie,
Hello from Oklahoma. I got your addy from Tom. Seth is ADORABLE!!!! The picture of him on the main page with his head cocked sideways is precious!!! You have another person (me!) that will be praying for Seth to get those white cells kicked into gear! Thank you for sharing your child. It takes a very strong person to be able to update strangers to the condition of their child. Thank you! Know that you have all our best wishes, prayers and love!
Cheryl <cgmyers@swbell.net>
tulsa, ok usa - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 10:20 AM (CST)
Hello Seth,I heard about you from Tom in N.C. so I wanted to stop in and wish you well. My prayers are with you and your family.
Jimmie <jimmie@nook.net>
Nome,Alaska, - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 10:19 AM (CST)
Hi Bunkelmanns
Thinking of you!
and thanking god for the strength that he has given you!!!
Your freinds and neighbors,
The Mulieros
Mary <muliero@hotmail.com>
NPB, FL - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 09:56 AM (CST)
Hi Ruthie, Scott and Seth,
I am so happy to hear that you are seeing good signs. We are all praying for you all, and know the power of prayer. So, we will keep the prayers and good thoughts coming your way. Please let us know if we can do anything to help in any way. Lots of love, Beth
Beth Shephard <bks@fdn.com>
Lake Worth, FL - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 09:50 AM (CST)
God Bless you little one ....
Snow
- Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 09:19 AM (CST)
Best wishes to you all.You are on a tough path & I hope the best for you & your son.
Lancester <Lancester440@hotmail.com>
Vernal, Utah - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 09:18 AM (CST)
Ruthie and Scott, I am here in Orlando praying for Seth and for you and Scott. Your little train is chuggin on up that hill in PICU and we are happy to hear that this morning. And I love the new motto..its cute. I hope you and Scott are doing well. Much love coming our way from my family and Greg's too. Will keep in touch. Tricia
Tricia Doyle <Supportjess@aol.com>
Lake Worth, FL - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 09:17 AM (CST)
Seth you are the MAN!!! Keep up the counts ... ENJOY the holidays ...
jeff (Heroclover) <heroclover@earthlink.net>
Miamisburg, Ohio USA - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 09:15 AM (CST)
hi Seth!
A friend told me a little about you, and I wanted to say hi!
Thought you might like a little poem by Edna St, Vincent Millay:
The railroad track is miles away,
And the day is loud with voices speaking,
Yet there isn't a train goes by all day
But I hear its whistle shrieking.
All night there isn't a train goes by,
Though the night is still for sleep and dreaming
But I see its cinders red on the sky,
And hear its engine steaming.
My heart is warm with the friends I make,
And better friends I'll not be knowing,
Yet there isn't a train I wouldn't take,
No matter where it's going.
Hang in there buddy!
Craig
Craig
Pittsburgh, PA - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 09:15 AM (CST)
Hi guys!!! I just wanted to pop in and leave you a little bit of "SUNSHINE" today. I will be thinking about you all over the holidays. Hope everyone had a nice evening and can have a pretty good day today.
Sending some sunshine, smiles, hugs, kisses, and many thoughts your way.
Rae <rfbocritter@yahoo.com>
Tulsa, OK - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 09:13 AM (CST)
Hiya Trainman, and family! Glad to hear the fever is down, Ruthie! Now if we can just get those white cells up some, and the O2 levels as well...As you said, you've got lots of positive signs, as small as they seem to be. Thanksgiving will be different for you this year, obviously, but you have so much still to be thankful for. I wish you all the best, under such trying times. Happy Thanksgiving, ALL of you, and all of you that post here. And keep that train Chugging along, Seth. I know you can, I know you can! God Bless †
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC Where Tyler swims with the Porpoises - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 08:26 AM (CST)
Hey Seth, We all know YOU CAN!! Be strong and keep climbing that mountain. Our prayers and positive energies are being sent your way. Lots of Love little one.
Ana, Sofia & Andres (cam's friends)
lake worth, - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 12:42 AM (CST)
Ruthie and Seth,
Sending lots of love, thoughts and prayers that Seth's ANC begins to come up. It must be so hard for you to sit and wait. Know that there are a lot of people out there thinking of and praying for Seth and your family. Seth, you keep on plugging up that hill! I KNOW YOU CAN! I KNOW YOU CAN!
Kelley Fitzgerald (Lindsay's mom, ALL-Kids)
Rochester, NY - Tuesday, November 26, 2002 at 11:14 PM (CST)
Ruthie and Seth-
"I KNOW you can!"
"I KNOW you can!"
"I KNOW you can!"
Seth, little angel, I KNOW you can do this . . . I know you have the wonderful, strong spirit to fight this infection and pull through -- low white counts and all. We are just thinking of you and sending all kinds of positive energy your way. You are doing everything you need to do so far with all of those wonderful statistics . . . keep it up, Seth! Praying for you all and thinking only the BEST for Seth as always!
Much love, Michelle, Erik, and Cam
Michelle Jorgensen (Cam's mommy)
Lake Worth, FL - Tuesday, November 26, 2002 at 10:35 PM (CST)
I have sent E-mails and Seth's Website address to everyone I know so that he may be put on many prayer lists! You are all in the fight of your life and please know you are not in this alone -- you are in the thoughts and prayers of many people! Your courage and strength are admirable!
D. Laubert
- Tuesday, November 26, 2002 at 08:31 PM (CST)
KEEP FIGHTING, SETH!!!!!
Lots of thoughts and prayers for you all,
Juliet Moore
Juliet Moore <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
Littlethorpe, Ripon, North Yorkshire, UK - Tuesday, November 26, 2002 at 08:07 PM (CST)
Ruthie- I am so sorry to hear of Seth being in the PICU and all the problems with infections,fever, etc. I know how scary it is to have a child with a 0 ANC high fevers and them not knowing what is causing the fever. Mitch had pnemonia in February with a 0 ANC and Dr. Mateo was called in too. It was very,very scary and I,too, thought we may lose Mitch to some infection. So, unfortunately, I do know how you feel. I am glad the emergency surgery went ok and I am sure he is on the way to a speedy recovery.
Diane Mathis <Stubby3620@aol.com>
Boynton Beach, FL - Tuesday, November 26, 2002 at 06:45 PM (CST)
I did aphaeresis yesterday!! It's VERY EASY!! The hardest part is not being able to move your arms, but you do get an hour or so to watch a movie.
Kim Barnes <kbarnes@pbpost.com>
Lake Worth, FL USA - Tuesday, November 26, 2002 at 03:44 PM (CST)
Dear Scott, Ruthy, Seth, and Emily. Just a quick note to let you all know that our thoughts and prayers are with you. Hang in there.
Pat Kindig
- Tuesday, November 26, 2002 at 01:03 PM (CST)
Ruthie, Scott, Seth and Wild Woman:
Wow, It has been some week for your family. Thank God for family. I will continue to pray for a full recovery for Seth and Mom is on the line in NY with her Rosary. I hope that Thanksgiving brings you all some relief.
Linda Gozza
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Tuesday, November 26, 2002 at 10:55 AM (CST)
good luck and prayers go out to you. God Bless and protect you.
louise morris <ljubica4@aol.com>
greenacres, fl palm beach - Tuesday, November 26, 2002 at 07:36 AM (CST)
Dear Ruth and Scott, I wanted to check in on your Seth tonight...I am so sorry for all the "stuff" that he is going through; yes, thank the Lord Dr. Bufo came in; he is wonderful, and so are those nurses...I have thought of you all much this week. I will try to get some folks in place to donate platelets for Seth...I know these are scary times; you know I do. I will uplift your sweet boy to our Lord and trust that he will be safe in His hands. God bless you both and give you that extra strength that only can come from God...love, Kathy Charlton
Kathy Charlton <ckcharlton@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, - Monday, November 25, 2002 at 10:22 PM (CST)
I would like to offer a prayer to you and your son. Happy thanksgiving.
Barbara Mills <lightingfire27@netscape.net>
Moorseville, NC USA - Monday, November 25, 2002 at 08:47 PM (CST)
Ruthie and Seth-
Seth, little angel, how I hope you are feeling better and your body is fighting that infection. . . Ruthie, my goodness, I have not been online in a couple of days and was so shocked by all that has transpired. You all have been through Hell and back the last couple of weeks and have endured so much. I am so sorry. If there is anything I can do, please let me know. I am at home finally and we have some tests to do this week on Cam before we decide on treatment. Thinking of you all and sending lots of "FIGHT" for Seth. I hope the infection clears soon.
Much love, Michelle, Erik, and Cam
Michelle Jorgensen (Cam's mommy)
Finally in W. Palm, FL - Monday, November 25, 2002 at 08:05 PM (CST)
Ruthie and Scott,..what an amazing son you have,..he has a very special place in this life,..and has had such impact on those around him,...so many are so fortunate to be graced by his presence,..,...i cannot imagine what this time has been like for you,..and i know each day is miracle,..my prayers for Seth during this critical time,..and my love to you roxanna
Roxanna R. Childs
Lake Worth, F.US - Monday, November 25, 2002 at 08:01 PM (CST)
I WISH YOUR FAMILY THE BEST, I HAVE DONATED 15 GALLONS OF
PHERISIS OVER THE YEARS,WHERE ARE YOU LOCATED, IN CASE I'M A MATCH
ANDY SIEGEL <JUST ENOUGH DOG@AOL.COM>
JACKSONVILLE, FL - Monday, November 25, 2002 at 07:31 PM (CST)
Ruthie - I am passing the word around about the need for donors - please post the specifics as to where I can direct people to go so Seth can benefit. I was also sent this message from Father Marco today in response: "Hi!Every First Thursday at 7:30 we have at Holy Name Of Jesus Church, The Healing Mass with anointing to the sick.
I invite you to come on December 5, at 7:30 for the service; it is bilingual. May Our Lord Jesus give you healing and hope.Peace! Father Marco De Leon
Anna Losito <annalosito@yahoo.com>
West Palm Beach, FL usa - Monday, November 25, 2002 at 06:16 PM (CST)
I was soooo touched when I saw Seth's picture. I have a four-month old neice and just the thought of something like this happening to her brought me to tears. I do not know Seth or his family, but I do know a mutual friend who is very special to me. I have often thought about donating platelet, though I never have. I certainly will this time.
Linda <floridamarlins1997@yahoo.com>
Orlando, FL 32822 - Monday, November 25, 2002 at 06:03 PM (CST)
Hi there, Seth and Family...
I am a total stranger who heard about Seth through a dear friend. I will pray for him and for all of you who are worried and struggling with the decisions you face and the anguish that is surely ever present. I hope you will have the delight of a complete turnaround -- know that it happens every day! My father has been fighting cancer for a year now, too...and all I can say is laugh every day and KEEP THE FAITH!!! Many blessings -- Seth will be in my prayers with top billing! Stefanee Stafford
Stefanee Stafford <stefanee@connextron.com>
Fort Lauderdale, FL USA - Monday, November 25, 2002 at 10:37 AM (CST)
I wish we could carry some of this burden for you. We are praying and sending love and healing for Seth. May you feel God's presence and peace.
Cindy and Bill
- Monday, November 25, 2002 at 07:57 AM (CST)
GOODMORNING RUTHIE,SCOTT,SETH AND WILD WOMAN!
I KNOW YOUR DAYS AND NIGHTS IN THE PICU ARE SO SCAREY. I KNOW THAT YOU ARE IN GOOD HANDS WITH ANTHONY BUFO AND DR.MATEO. I CONTRIBUTE HALF OF TY-MICHAELS REMISSION TO BUFO HE DID A WONDERFUL JOB TAKEING CARE OF MY SON AND I WASNT TOO SURPRISED TO READ THAT HE CAME BACK FROM VACATION TO DO SETHS SURGERY.HE IS THE MOST DEDICATED SURGEN I HAVE EVER KNOWN.. HE PERFORMED AND/OR ASSISTED IN 14 OUT OF 15 SURGERYS FOR MY "WILD MAN" TY-MICHAEL.DR.BUFO WAS ALWAYS WONDERFUL AND WILL ACTUALLY STOP AND TALK TO YOU FOR AN HOUR (WHAT OTHER DR. WOULD) IN THE HALLWAYS IF YOU BUMP INTO HIM ,ANSWER ALL YOUR QUESTIONS AND NEVER LEAVE YOU WONDERING,HIS STRAIGHT UP ADDITUDE IS AWESOME! NEVER FEAR WHEN BUFO IS NEAR!!
I HOPE THAT LITTLE WARRIOR SETH WILL START TO FEEL BETTER SOON, HE IS A STRONG LITTLE MAN WITH TWO GREAT PARENTS AND A WILD WOMAN SISTER CHEERING HIM ON! ALSO I THINK THAT WITH THESE CARINGBRIDGE SITES YOU/WE/US HAVE A WAY TO SHARE OUR FEELINGS AS WELL AS SUPPORT! WE WILL CONTINUE TO CHECK IN ON YOU . OUR PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU ALL !
AUDRA SCHMIDT
www.caringbridge.org/fl/tymichaelschmidt
audra tim alex and ty-michael schmidt <grlwndr68@hotmail.com>
hobe sound , fl USA!! - Monday, November 25, 2002 at 05:21 AM (CST)
My goodness, Seth, Ruthie and all! What a end to the week for y'all. I sure hope that things got a little better today for all of you. You've had to make so many tough choices lately! I sure hope that this fever will be gone soon so the past plans can get back on schedule.
By the way, Seth, I had a really nice letter from your friend's mom, Deanna Herbst. Sounds like you're surrounded by lots of good people!
Seth, you take care, Mr. Trainman! Hang in there, and know there's lots of good people thinking and praying for you. God Bless †
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC - Monday, November 25, 2002 at 12:47 AM (CST)
Thinking about and praying for Seth, and all of you.
Juliet Moore <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
Littlethorpe, Ripon, North Yorkshire, UK - Sunday, November 24, 2002 at 11:33 PM (CST)
Hello Ruth and family,
I am so sorry to hear that Seth is in the PICU and things have been so scary for you. Sending lots of prayers and good healing thoughts that Seth starts feeling better soon and that his ANC begins to come up and help him fight this infection. Hang in there mom. Sending lots of big hugs for you.
Kelley Fitzgerald (www.caringbridge.com/ny/lindsay)
Rochester, NY - Sunday, November 24, 2002 at 09:56 PM (CST)
Hello Ruthie,Scott, Seth and Emily,
We are always thinking of you, your neighborhood misses you!! We miss you!!!!!!
Love,
THe Muliero's
Mary <muliero@hotmail.com>
NPB, FL USA - Sunday, November 24, 2002 at 09:37 PM (CST)
Hello Seth and family. I felt so sad reading about what Seth and you both have gone through this weekend. I am so thankful that Seth did well with the surgery. I plan to give blood (my first time) this week. During this time, I am so thankful that you are there for Seth and taking care of each other. I wish that there was more for us to do for you. Please let me know if you think of anything! We will keep you in our prayers. I am going to go hug Katherine now! Love and squeezers, Miss Leslie
Leslie Kelly <lakelly@adelphia.net>
Palm Beach Gardens, FL - Sunday, November 24, 2002 at 09:04 PM (CST)
My precious Bunkleman family, How very upsetting to hear about little Seth's latest dilemma. My goodness, how much can that precious lil' fella' endure? It must be very scary and upsetting, for you, to watch your precious son having to feel so bad to "get better"! I pray that you truly feel the warmth of God's love and caring for you. He does have His arms around you all.You are in my thoughts and prayers sooooo often. Call on me if I could be of any help, in any way. Love and hugs, MomMom Joan alias your prayer warrior, Joan Johnsen
Joan Johnsen <jollygasser@msn.com>
Lake Worth, Fl USA - Sunday, November 24, 2002 at 07:39 PM (CST)
Dear Seth, Ruth and Scott,
All our love and prayers are with you
Peter, Tina, Diana, Tess, Catherine and Andrew Mazzella <mazzella@bellsouth.net>
West Palm Beach, FL U.S.A. - Sunday, November 24, 2002 at 07:39 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie, Scott, Seth , and Emily,
I am so glad Seth pulled through the surgery ok; how scarey for all of you to be going through this.I have heard that through our trials in life, God makes us stronger; you guys are going to be "super human" by the time this is through.I pray you continue to lean on HIM for strength. God bless each of you!
Love, Susan and Family
Susan Nero <sznrnro@yahoo.com>
WPB, Fl West Palm Bch - Sunday, November 24, 2002 at 07:22 PM (CST)
Hi Ruthie and Scott,
I was so upset when I read the news that I just had to go off and cry for awhile. When I cry I always pray and suddenly I felt some calm. God let me know in his own way he has not forgotten Seth and is right there with him. I don't know what his plans are but I know we can trust him. I also was devastated that there was no blood products for Seth. I already made some calls and will send out an e-mail "blast" to everyone on my home and work list. I already had one person call back (Seth's blood type, CMV neg!) and he will be at the blood bank first thing Monday morning. I promise I will get others there if I have to drive them myself. You are in my prayers and on my prayer chain so I hope you feel the comfort of the prayers that are going on all the time. Please let me know if there is anything you or Seth needs.
With love and prayers
Suzanne, Maurice, Alex and Rachel
Suzanne Cabrera <MOCabrera@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL - Sunday, November 24, 2002 at 10:12 AM (CST)
hello ruthie scott and seth,
I am hopeing to hear that seth is feeling better. as a parent who has walked the cold floors on o-2-peds i know exactly how your feeling ! I think your given something new each day to make a decison on ..just enough to keep you on the edge of sanity! Have faith that you are strong and seth is a fighter. Every decesion you make is always in his best intrest even if you dont know it yet!We all become family as no one else really understands... this is our new normal..trust that it will get better!
thinking of all of you
ty-michaels mom
www.caringbridge.org/fl/tymichaelschmidt
audra tim alex and ty-michael schmidt <grlwndr68@hotmail.com>
hobe sound, fl - Sunday, November 24, 2002 at 08:34 AM (CST)
Dear family
From one cancer family to another, we wish you all the strength and courage you need to get through this nightmare called cancer.
Lori Howard and family <www. caringbridge.org/il/jackryan>
Aurora, IL usa - Saturday, November 23, 2002 at 10:27 PM (CST)
Dear Seth, Ruthie and Scott,
I'm sorry I haven't been able to visit lately, but I'm always thinking of all of you. With all my love, Miss Lori
Lori Ann Rusinko <rusinkosatthebeach@peoplepc.com>
Lake Worht , FL Palm Beach - Saturday, November 23, 2002 at 11:53 AM (CST)
Hi Seth,
Just stopping in to check on you. I'm sorry you had to go back in the hospital again, but sometimes it just can't be helped. I'm sure they'll have you feeling much better in no time and you'll be able to go back home. I'm keeping you and your family in my prayers. Keep smiling that beautiful smile of yours.
Kelley Fitzgerald (Lindsay's mom) www.caringbridge.com/ny/lindsay
Rochester, NY - Friday, November 22, 2002 at 10:34 PM (CST)
Sorry to hear things aren't going well, this web site is the only way that I hear about how Seth is doing. Hope things get better soon. Call me if you need something, you know that I'm at the hospital Sat and Sun.
Feel better Seth.
Love
Tammy
Tammy Leemon <tammy.leemon@att.net>
Riviera Beach, FL Palm Beach - Friday, November 22, 2002 at 01:42 PM (CST)
Hey friends . . .
I spoke to nurse Karen and she had told me Seth was admitted again for fever. I am so sorry to hear that and I hope he is getting better. Know we are thinking of you and hoping that all goes well with the upcoming aspirations. What a scary road cancer leads us down, but what amazing life lessons we all learn in the meantime, don't you think? Hope all is well and you are hanging in there. . .
Much love, Michelle, Erik, and Cam
Michelle Jorgensen (Cam's mommy)
Durham, NC - Friday, November 22, 2002 at 01:18 PM (CST)
You are ALL loved and in our prayers. We know that God doesn't give us more than we can handle....BUT, I think He has forgotted that you are all small people. May God bless you with His Love, Always
Connie and Richard Vassalotti <conniehnj@hotmail.com>
Lake Worth, FL USA - Friday, November 22, 2002 at 08:06 AM (CST)
You guys are going through an incredibly rough time---and doing as good of a job as you possibly can with EVERYTHING. I will keep praying for you every step of the way. Please let me know if there's anything else I can do.
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Thursday, November 21, 2002 at 10:31 PM (CST)
Hi Seth and Ruthie...it's Nikki. Just wanted to let you know that I was thinking about you guys. I also wanted to thank you for all the help that you have given me in the past 3 weeks. You don't know what a tremendous blessing you have been to me!! Thanks again...I'll be sure to keep this bookmarked to get all of the updates. Good luck!! :)
Nikki Youngquist <nik_n_james@hotmail.com>
Stuart, FL - Thursday, November 21, 2002 at 04:33 PM (CST)
hi Ruthie, I just want to let you know that I'm thinking about you and your family. I always think of you when I go to the Palm Beach Gardens Mall because we use to see each other there. I read religiously your emails and print them for the therapists. We will continue to support you as much as we can . We just had a bake sale.. We did pretty good. Ruthie, take care. The first floor people!!!!!!!!!!!
Carole lapointe <Flcartier@aol.com>
Palm Beach Gardens, fl usa - Thursday, November 21, 2002 at 02:38 PM (CST)
Hello to all. We're sorry that Seth had to go back to St.Mary's. His Grandma told us how much he wanted to go home. You'll be home before you know it. If there's anything we can do, let us know. Seth's grandpa looks quite dashing with his "long hair" and beard! Your very special family is in our prayers. Love, Bill and Cindy
The Martinsons <Nudgemar@aol.com>
- Thursday, November 21, 2002 at 12:39 PM (CST)
Dear Seth, Ruthie and Family--My thoughts and prayers are with you! Please know that everyone at The Arc is praying for you and for your recovery...!!!!
Michele T.
Michele Thompson
WPB, fl usa - Thursday, November 21, 2002 at 09:48 AM (CST)
Hi Ruthie & Family,
I'm sorry I can't donate (with all the meds I'm on) but I just want you to know you are contantly on my mind and in my prayers. If there is anything I can do for you, even if you just need an ear to vent to, or even just to babysit while you take a break, please don't hesitate to call me. (662-5400) I truly believe you will all make it through this, you have a lot of people praying and pulling for you guys. Faith, Hope & Love to you all - Hugs, Anna
Anna Losito <annalosito@yahoo.com>
West Palm Beach, FL - Wednesday, November 20, 2002 at 10:31 PM (CST)
HI Bunkelmanns
I was soo excited to see you cars in your driveway this morning....
Mary M
mary muliero <muliero@hotmail.com>
NPB, - Wednesday, November 20, 2002 at 10:30 PM (CST)
Just wanted you to know that we are continuing to pray for all of you. If there is any way we can help, we're just across the street.
Les and Nancy
North Palm Beach, - Wednesday, November 20, 2002 at 07:45 PM (CST)
Hi, Seth and Family:
I hope you are feeling much better. I got your email last Thursday but did not get to donate until last night, hope it helped you or another child in need. I am a nurse at Children's Medical Services in Fort Pierce but most of all I wanted you to know I am the mother of Justin Steed. In 1998, when he was 7 years old he went to be with God forever. He now with many others, is God's helper to make all children well again. The Oncology staff at St. Mary's was our family too for 17mths of Leukemia treatment and I will never forget how wonderful they are and what great hands Seth is in. I can't say that I know exactly how you feel but I have walked in your path. Please feel free to email or call me anytime (772) 708-1428 for any questions or just to talk when you feel like no one understands. I also found out that I can donate platelets every 2 weeks if needed, please let me know and I will be there. Take care and God Bless, your family is in my prayers and tell the folks at St. Mary's that I said Hi.
Christine Steed <CSteed2001@hotmail.com>
Port St. Lucie, Fl USA - Wednesday, November 20, 2002 at 06:38 PM (CST)
Hi Seth,
This is Alex and Rachel (Mommy is doing the typing). We miss you so much at school. We can't wait until you are better and playing with us again. We tell God to make you better every night. We know he listens. He is good at that. We also told our angels (guardian) to go over to St. Mary's Hospital and watch you. Love Alex and Rachel
Suzanne Cabrera (Alex and Rachel's Mom) <MOCabrera@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, - Wednesday, November 20, 2002 at 05:34 PM (CST)
Hey friends . . .
Wow -- I cannot believe all you have gone through in the past weeks and I know how hard it is to be in the hospital. I can't imagine how you are processing all of this - new protocol, learning about a new cancer, Seth's GI predicament, and transplant. Have I just told you how amazing you all are and how well you are doing? I pray you are released soon so Seth can recoop at home. . . I am so happy you are coming here to Duke for transplant. It is such a wonderful place and you will be in the best hands! Sending our love to all of you in this very trying time. We are so proud of you Seth for fighting so hard and being such a precious boy! Ruthie, know I think of you all every day and please let me know if there is anything I can do to help.
Much love, Michelle, Erik, and Cam
Michelle Jorgensen (Cam's mommy)
Durham, NC - Tuesday, November 19, 2002 at 09:10 PM (CST)
Seth and Ruthie,
I am so sorry to read of Seth's relapse and the new dx. My daughter Lindsay has Leukemia and although it is a tough road, it can be conquered. I will be saying lots of prayers for your family that Seth remains strong and the treament they have planned for him will help him to lead a long, healthy, happy life. Sending lots of hugs!
Kelley Fitzgerald
Rochester, NY - Tuesday, November 19, 2002 at 05:43 PM (CST)
Hiya Seth, Ruthie, and everyone. Just taking a few minutes to stop by and say HI and see if anything's new. Sure wish I was in Florida right now. we had frost right here on the beach in NC last night. It took forever for it to melt off the car this morning so I could see anything! I guess winter is trying to show up early :(
Hope you have a great day!!!
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC Where Tyler swims with the Porpoises - Tuesday, November 19, 2002 at 09:42 AM (CST)
Ruthie and Scott,
Please allow me to send you this prayer that saw me through some very unhappy times.
Remember this when you feel forlorn,
There never was a night that had no morn,
No matter how dark the night has been, When morning comes it is light again!
Remember this when you start the day,
" God's help is only a prayer away"
Some sunny morning, there'll be a dawn
When all your troubles and cares are gone!
God Bless you all. Loretta Mark & Elisa {Lou Muliero's Family}
Loretta Smith <smitret@aol.com>
Port Saint Lucie, Fl - Monday, November 18, 2002 at 08:43 PM (CST)
Dear Seth,
Hi,I hope you feel better soon.We are all praying for you.I can't wait to see you at church.
Love, Eilish & Keelin
EILISH MURPHY <themurphys109@juno.com>
LAKEWORTH, FL USA - Monday, November 18, 2002 at 07:02 PM (CST)
Just want you to know that Seth and Granpa are in our prayers. They are also on the prayer list here at Sacred Heart in Brevard, NC. And our son Mark in Tallahassee has them on his prayer list and we're sure he has others praying also.
Roger (Wally's cousin) and Betty Dunn <rw_bjdunn@hotmail.com>
Brevard, NC USA - Sunday, November 17, 2002 at 04:15 PM (CST)
We so enjoyed seeing your Halloween pictures and reading your update website. We will continue you in our prayers and thoughts. God will see you through!
Love to all,
Richard & Eileen Baisley
Richard & Eleen Baisley <bais39@att.net>
Greenacres, FL - Sunday, November 17, 2002 at 03:44 PM (CST)
I am glad to see that they found the reason for his abdominal pain. I had that when I was pregnant with my son Matthew. That happens when all the good bacteria in the digestive tract is depleted. I know that he can get through this. We are praying for your family. Love, The Taylor Family
P. Taylor
- Sunday, November 17, 2002 at 01:43 PM (CST)
Hi there Seth,
You keep up the great work and keep getting stronger. Before you know it this will be all over soon, you will be healthy and playing with Emily. God is there with you with his arms around you and mommy and daddy. Prayer is the power to all and I believe in it. Love you Hugs and Kisses
Rudy, Debbie, Luke, Andrew, Adam, Hannah
Rudy Reimsnyer
- Sunday, November 17, 2002 at 10:35 AM (CST)
Hi there. Just thinking of you this morning and wanted to say "hi". Missing Seth and hoping he's having a good day. See you tomorrow.
Miss Barbara
Barbara Abernathy (POST) <abernathy1@telocity.com>
West Palm Beach, FL usa - Sunday, November 17, 2002 at 07:55 AM (CST)
Hi Seth,
Michelle's (Cam's Mommy) cousin here, just checking how you and your family are doing. I'm thinking about you so much! Hope you feel better soon!
I'll keep checking on you,
Juliet
Juliet Moore <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
Littlethorpe, Ripon, North Yorkshire, UK - Sunday, November 17, 2002 at 06:24 AM (CST)
Hi! I'm just checking in. I agree--definitely tell the folks up at Duke what's on your mind. THEY WILL LISTEN! I guess you've already been in touch with Jayne and/or June, and they're both very sweet and will help you as much as they possibly can. And, like I said before, I've been going to Duke for treatment at least monthly (and for several years weekly) for 15 years. If there's ANYTHING I can help with come time for you to head this way (or even before) PLEASE let me know. In the meantime, you know that you have my thoughts and prayers. Blessings to you and know that I'm here. I'll check back soon.
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, November 16, 2002 at 10:46 PM (CST)
Hi to you!! Just saying hello!! Thinking of you!!
The Mulieros
Mary Muliero <muliero@hotmail.com>
NPB, FL USA - Saturday, November 16, 2002 at 07:59 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie and family,
We just recived this information about your family. We will certainly keep you in our prayers!! We had no idea what you have been facing. It sounds like you have some positive support among the doctors and family. Victoria is on the way to recovery from her open-heart surgery. She is doing remarkably well. We will add your name to our prayer list at our church and we will discuss how we can help you!
Love,
Ellen, Steven and Victoria Viau
Ellen and Steven Viau
- Saturday, November 16, 2002 at 02:23 PM (CST)
Dear friends...sweet little angel Seth, I am so glad to read that you are feeling better. I am so proud of you for going out to that playroom, and trying to eat crackers...Scott and Ruthie, it sounds like you all have made your decision and are headed to Duke. That is a very good decision. I have a very "old" friend from my childhood that would love to meet you and help you in any way that she can, ask the Rommel's they met her...she works there. God bless you as you continue to provide Seth and Emily with all the best that two wonderful parents can provide. We are thinking of you all...Kathy and Jeff Charlton
Kathy
- Saturday, November 16, 2002 at 01:18 AM (CST)
Hiya Seth, the Trainman! How's things going with you? Are you getting any of the rain we've got up here in NC? It's supposed to be a miserable weekend here, with a coastal storm, and wind, and rain. I guess it beats snow, huh? Take care, and I'll check back for an update.
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC - Saturday, November 16, 2002 at 12:46 AM (CST)
Hi Seth, I am a friend of Michelle and Cam and I come and check on you whenever I check on Cam. I just wanted to tell you that every time I come to your site, I fall in love with your picture. You are such a beautiful boy. You look like an angel. And I loved your Halloween pictures too. You stay strong and get well. When Michelle comes home, I hope I get to meet you. Fell better little one. Lots of love and healing wishes to you.
Ana <anacigana1@aol.com>
Lake Worth, - Thursday, November 14, 2002 at 10:55 PM (CST)
Hi Seth, just checked in to see how my Lil'Buddy is doing. think about you and your family all the time. glad to see you're alittle better. we have a donut date remember. tell mmmy to stop by Dunkin Donuts and i will send you a pink frosted donut. Love you bunches lil' man. Mrs Diane
Daine Love----------- Dunkin Donuts <dlove17@bellsouth.net>
west palm beach, Fl USA - Thursday, November 14, 2002 at 10:22 PM (CST)
you are in our prayers
jeff and marilyn whitney
Jeff Whitney <JWHITNEY99@HOTMAIL.COM>
pbg, fl usa - Thursday, November 14, 2002 at 09:01 PM (CST)
Hey dear Bunkelmanns-
I have been thinking of you all so much and especially your little angel. You have been through a lot the past few weeks and I know the stomach thing must have you concerned as well. The great news is you have Dr.G, who I love and trust more than any doctor Cam has ever had, even here at Duke (and they are amazing here, too). Dr. G will do what is best for Seth. I pray that he has no problems with the GI tube and is feeling much better soon. Hang in there, friends. . . everything will work out somehow. Keep that amazing attitude Ruthie -- you are a very special person. Sending WELLNESS to Seth.
Love, Michelle, Erik, and Cam
Michelle Jorgensen (Cam's mommy)
Durham, NC - Thursday, November 14, 2002 at 03:02 PM (CST)
Ruthie,Scott& SETH,
Im sorry to hear of your bad news,Seth is a strong boy and i know he will be ok,if we can do anything to help we are always here, You are in our prayers!
Love,Genna and family
Genna Bailey
- Thursday, November 14, 2002 at 12:51 PM (CST)
I will keep your family in my prayers.....
Dede Bethel <dbethel@wackehut.com>
West Palm Beach, FL - Thursday, November 14, 2002 at 11:35 AM (CST)
Ruthie, you are constantly in my thoughts and prayers. Seeing Seth yesterday broke my heart. I came home and held both of my kids and thanked god for their health and abilities. Please, if I can do anything let me know. You have always been there for me, do not hesitate to call for anything. Prayers and Love, Randee
Randee Gabriel
Loxahatchee, Florida USA - Thursday, November 14, 2002 at 09:21 AM (CST)
Hiya Seth! Just wanted to pop in and say hello to you again! Did you get the package from the race team yet? I hope so! ;-) Have a great day, and I'll be checking back for updates. Take care, and God Bless †
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC Where Tyler swims with the Porpoises - Thursday, November 14, 2002 at 08:44 AM (CST)
Hi Seth, Just stopping by to say hello. I can't come visit because I have a cold. I think I caught it from my son Wen. You saw his picture when you came by the office before Light the Night.
Speaking of cold...it's really chilly outside today. Everyone has on their sweaters and jackets to stay warm.
Okay, keep all the nurses on their toes! Take care of your mommy, make her rest a little.
Your friend, Claudia at The Leukemia & Lymphoma Society
Claudia Kirk Barto
West Palm Beach, FL US - Thursday, November 14, 2002 at 08:06 AM (CST)
Hi Seth,
THanks for letting me "hang out" with you for a little while today!!!! Ruthie, I was glad to see you. Thinking of you and your family "hi to Wally and Gerry".
Scott,meander down anytime!
Mary and Lou
Mary Muliero <muliero@hotmail.com>
NPB, FL USA - Wednesday, November 13, 2002 at 09:36 PM (CST)
Ruthie, Scott, Seth and Emily,
We want you all to know that we think about you everyday. You are in our prayers. We will take good care of Scott when you are gone. I am lining up people to cook for him while you are gone. We are also on alert for airprot runs. Give Seth a big hug and kiss. Christian said he asked God last night to take care of his friend. Then he very confidently said, "God said he always takes care of his children." Out of the mouth of babes.
All our love,
Linda, Cathy, Laura, Kerry, Lisa, Yani and Christian.
Your Friends at Developmental Therapy <DTA003@aol.com>
Palm Beach Gardens, FL USA - Wednesday, November 13, 2002 at 11:20 AM (CST)
Hi Bunkelmanns
It's the Mulieros here to say HELLO!!!! THinking of you, remember we are just a hop skip and a jump, or a short skooter ride, brisk walk, or a few long pogo stick jumps away.
Mary Muliero <muliero@hotmail.com>
NPB, FL USA - Wednesday, November 13, 2002 at 08:55 AM (CST)
Ruthie, Scott you are wonderful parents and are doing a great job taking care of your precious Seth. I have faith that your faith will get you through this new journey of ups and downs. Please know that you are loved by many and we are here for you. Seth, Jessie says hello and misses ya. Love Tricia
Tricia Doyle www.caringbridge.org/fl/jessicadoyle <Supportjess@aol.com>
Lake Worth, FL - Wednesday, November 13, 2002 at 08:08 AM (CST)
I am glad to hear that Seth if feeling better. I have met you at Dr. Gowda's office and at Genna's party. Seth is a great kid, full of spark and a joy to be around. My thoughts are with your family as you begin the long journey ahead.
Laurie Schultheis
Amanda's Mom
Laurie Schultheis <ED5054@MSN.COM>
- Wednesday, November 13, 2002 at 07:46 AM (CST)
You have chosen the RIGHT PLACE! I know I'm a little biased, but Duke really is one of the best places in the world to be. Just think, they have the Dr. (MY DOCTOR) who pioneered cord blood transplantation that is now saving more lives for countless kids who would have never lasted long enough to find a matched unrelated donor. If you cannot find a match Dr. K can almost certainly find you a cord match should that be needed! She's always told me that there will be one there waiting for me within three days if I EVER needed to go to transplant--she'll find me one! We are nowhere near that right now but have been a couple of times in the past. Hopefully we'll never be there again. But, TOTAL confidence is what I have in the Lord to get you what you need and He works in awesome ways through the folks at Duke. Sue is an awesome NP and is a strong Christian as well. Please don't hesitate to let me know if you need ANYTHING at all. I am more than happy to help. I am in Durham quite often. Technically I've lived there for 8 years and am just taking a hiatus to spend a little time with my mom since my dad died. But I know my way around and I've been treated at Duke for 15 years. Please call on me if you need me. I really mean that. Ok, I will let you go, I know you have lots of things to do, but I just wanted to drop a note of encouragement. I know that you know that God will see you through whatever you have to face. Hold on to Jesus, He's holding on to you. Blessings and I will definitely keep checking back!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 11:41 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie and Scott,
You have all our most heartfelt prayers. We are sorry to hear about this new obstacle in your path. God bless you and keep you and get you past this. The next time you need to be in three places at one time, please remember us. We are at your beckon call. We wish you all the best in NC. We love you.
The Moore's
Jupiter, FL - Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 08:28 PM (CST)
Hi Ruthie,Scotty and sweet Seth,
You have all been on my mind so much today. Ruthie I read your note and I was interested in the red blood part. My blood type is O like Seth's although I'm negative I think he could still use my blood. I would be honored to give some and I'd like to know who I can contact. I'll try and find out where I can donate tomorrow at the station. Until then..my love and prayers are with all of you. I'll check back later..
Caroline
caroline scollard <cscollard@hearst.com>
- Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 06:59 PM (CST)
Hello Seth, Scott and Ruthie,
My heart sank the other day Ruthie when we met, and you informed me Seth had relapsed. I’m sure this took several days to sink in. Ryon too experienced lots of vomiting and absolutely no eating! He was being feed with TPN. Lots of those nasty mouth sores. Things will get better. Remember, they need to shock Seth back into remission before transplant can happen. Once he reaches remission, then set your sights on the transplant. Remission will be your first goal. We look back and recall all the horrible things that had to be done to get Ryon into Remission. You WILL get Seth past this point. God will carry you.
Scott, I too had a very tough time dealing with our sons situation. I’m certain you must be feeling and dealing
with many, many different situations you never dreamed of. You got blind sided, just as we did. But God will
carry you through this. Because we are powerless. And as a man this is a bad situation to be in. We want to
control everything. Your FAITH and TRUST is the only thing you need. We will hold your family in our pasture
of prayers. We will be asking for wisdom, knowledge, courage, strength, grace and most of all a complete Healing
of Seth.
We will be checking in often. If you need us to talk about Duke and what to expect we would be more than
happy to help in this area. Where we stayed, Who the Doctors are, Outpatient clinic, Transplant unit, Places to eat.
What to pack, Where our kids went to school. Anything please call…..745-0788 leave message if we don’t answer.
Joe, Dolores, Ryon, Jarrod and Joey Rommel <datz-phat@mail.com>
Jupiter, Fl USA - Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 06:59 PM (CST)
ruth, I am here to lend a hand or an ear if you need to talk. we are calling some families who have been through a bone-marrow transplant to see if they will talk with scott. i will let you know when we get an answer. Dana Foote- Connor Moran
dana foote <connormoran@aol.com>
west palm beach, fl usa - Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 10:01 AM (CST)
Ruthie and Scott,
I was out of town this past weekend and just learned of Seth's relapse. I cannot begin to tell you how sorry I am. I just cannot imagine the pain and stress you are having to live with. You are all in my thoughts and prayers.
love,
sherry mcclung
Sherry McClung <sherry.mcclung@morgankeegan.com>
West Palm Beach, fl - Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 08:43 AM (CST)
Hey,
I just checked the website and found out about the relapse. I am stunned. There are no good words to say at a time like this, except that others have done this before you. This path is not untrod. It is unfortunate and difficult. It requires bravery and devotion, but you have both in abundance. You will do what is necessary.
I am in Washington, DC and feel so far away. I would rather be there with Seth playing trains on the floor. I hope while I've been gone, I haven't been replaced again as his "best friend".
I will be at work Wednesday morning so expect to hear from me. I will be checking in. Remember all of us who are here for you.
Love,
Ms. Barbara (Abernathy) POST <abernathy1@telocity.com>
Washington, DC USA - Monday, November 11, 2002 at 11:44 PM (CST)
Ruthie, Seth, and family, I am so sorry to hear about Seth's relapse. Seth, you sound like a very brave and strong little boy! I am sure that your Mom and Dad are very proud of you! I am keeping all of you in my thoughts and prayers.
Sue Davis-Killian
Lake Worth, FL - Monday, November 11, 2002 at 10:01 PM (CST)
Hi Bunkelmanns
We are here for you!!!
Your friends and neighbors,
The Mulieros
Mary Muliero <muliero@hotmail.com>
North Palm Beach, FL USA - Monday, November 11, 2002 at 09:49 PM (CST)
Hi Seth and Family, sure do miss you at Dunkin Donuts Big Boy. I see your not feeling so well. maybe mommy can stop by the donut shop and i will give her a donut for you. Mrs Joann that works with me said you have a pin for me to wear on my uniform. I would be very honored to wear the pin buddy. I sure will miss you while you're gone. you have to get better so you can hurry back and we can have a donut together. I love you sweety. feel better soon. my prayers are with you and your family Seth. give mommy and daddy and great big huig for me.. Your Friend Mrs. Diane
Diane Love <dlove17@bellsouth.net>
3143 Saranac ave west palm beach 33409, Fl usa - Monday, November 11, 2002 at 09:31 PM (CST)
Dear Ruthie and Scott...... Remember always that COUNTLESS prayers for your peace and strength ....are being made at every moment.... of every day.
Nothing is impossible with God.
Viki and Tim Regan
- Monday, November 11, 2002 at 06:56 PM (CST)
Hi Ruthie,
Our daughter has been going to Duke every 6 months for nearly 10 years. She has an incurable invasive non-malignant disease. We love the university and the hospital. Call me if you need info about where to stay, what the hospital is like. Where to go for peace while you're there...I'll be glad to talk to you or Jeane-Marie can talk to Seth...let me know...prayers, Cecelia Crouse
Cecelia Crouse
West palm Beach, Fl USA - Monday, November 11, 2002 at 06:12 PM (CST)
Hi, Seth. Miss Leslie wasn't happy to hear the news that you got from the doctor. I am thinking about you all of the time. I am so happy that you used your words with your doctor to tell him what you wanted him to do. You are a brave boy. Keep your mommy and daddy real close. I love you, Miss Leslie.
Leslie Kelly <lakelly@adelphia.net>
Palm Beach Gardens, FL 33410 - Monday, November 11, 2002 at 02:30 AM (CST)
Hi guys, we are friends of Michelle and Cam and we just wanted to let you know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. Seth be strong and be positive... Feel better little one. Much love
Ana, Sofia & Andres <anacigana1@aol.com>
Lake Worth, FL - Monday, November 11, 2002 at 12:35 AM (CST)
Ruthie I pray that scott & seth have a sound,sleepy,peaceful nite.I left the hospital @ 10:30pm & seth seemed comfortable.I love you guys & will pray everyday for seth.See you Tuesday.Love Tracy.
tracy berisha <trcytrck@aol.com>
rpb, fl usa - Sunday, November 10, 2002 at 11:23 PM (CST)
Hi Ruth, Scott, Seth and Emily,
I just wanted to tell you that you continue to be in our thoughts and prayers. I truly believe in the awesome power of prayer. And let me tell you that God has a constant flow of prayers coming His way for your whole family. I think you are all so, SO brave! I can't imagine what you are going through, and I know everything is going to be fine, but the journey is not going to be an easy one. But you have so many people who love you and are here for you. You mentioned you know you are going to need help, but don't know exactly what kind right now. When you do need help, please don't hesitate to ask. If you need help with Emily, I know that she doesn't know me well, but I would be more than happy to help you. Please take care of yourselves, so that you can take care of each other. We send lots of hugs, and lots of prayers. God bless all of you. Love, The Shephard Family; Beth, Keeler, and the kids.
Beth Shephard <bks@fdn.com>
Lake Worth, Fl - Sunday, November 10, 2002 at 09:02 PM (CST)
Hello,
I would first like to say i hope all goes well with seth and that he is a good strong fighter. i know this cancer is pretty new to you guys and life changed in a second. i know and understand that lost in space look where nothing makes since .. i will pray that you all find some peace and understanding.
Scott, i know we have only met twice... once when you filmed ty-michaels make a wish commercial and right after seth was dx. i know that there were the hands of god working here.. ty-michael showed you that no matter how sick they are they are still little kids who love to play and be kids. i am so glad that you were the one to film him so you can see and know that there is light at the end of this tunnel.when we met the second time on o-2-peds i knew for a fact that ty was placed in your path for you to see the strength that our children have,i feel so bad that he has now relapsed and hope that gowda brings him back into remission very quickly. we will pray for you everyday! scott i also understand how and why you can be so depressed,i personally do not have my childs strength or understanding. i am mad at this cancer and the suffering of our children. it is ok for you to get mad upset depressed whatever emotion you may encounter .this isnt a walk in the park and fighting for your childs life isnt something you planed.none of us signed a permission slip and o parent should have to make the daily decisions that we/you/us have to make! remeber that seth needs you at his side right now and that you are strong enough to fight right along side of him! again i think god put ty infront of your camera to prepare you in a way. so you could see the future and the life that these children will fight hard for.
ty says "you can help make wishes come true now pay me the big bucks" remeber that day on the days that are too hard to go on or hold your head up.
we are praying for your entire family.
audra schmidt
audra tim alex and ty-michael schmidt <grlwndr68@hotmail.com>
www.caringbridge.org/fl/tymichaelschmidt, - Sunday, November 10, 2002 at 08:33 PM (CST)
I just wanted to pass along my prayers and thoughts to all of you..Anything you need,please ask...Please know that all the love in the world goes to you....through all your friends....We are here for you!!!!!!Anytime.
Scott Sanders <Skyquest@bellsouth.net>
- Sunday, November 10, 2002 at 07:28 PM (CST)
Hi Guys,
I am so sorry to hear the news of Seth's relapse and new diagnosis...let God be your strength, and remember He is being bombarded with prayers 24 hours a day, 7 days a week for all of you.
Love, Susan Nero and Family
Susan Nero <snero561@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, Fla USA - Sunday, November 10, 2002 at 07:24 PM (CST)
Hi guys. I'm so sorry to hear that Seth has relapsed. I know that's not fun and in fact VERY scary. I also know who has you in the palm of HIS hand. I'm sure you guys will be able to make the best decision for Seth and your family, but I'd love to recommend Duke (think i'm biased? :) In all seriousness, Duke is a WONDERFUL place and if there's anything I can do to help you guys if you decide you want to come up here, please don't hesitate to ask. I may be able to help find some temporary housing or some money to help with expensive through my Non-profit if you need them. And, of course I'll definitely be praying hard. Please let me know what I can do for you. God bless you as you face this next trial. I'll keep checking back for updates.
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Sunday, November 10, 2002 at 06:48 PM (CST)
Ruthie- I was so sad to hear the news of Seth relapsing. Mitch has leukemia, so if there are any questions you want to ask me, go right ahead. I can help you with whatever you need. I can help you with the chemos and side effects. Whatever you need, please just let me know. Please give Seth a big hug! We will see you at Dr. Gowda's soon, I am sure.
Diane Mathis (Mitchell's mom) <Stubby3620@aol.com>
Boynton Beach, FL - Sunday, November 10, 2002 at 05:54 PM (CST)
I'm sorry to hear that Seth has relapsed...I'll continue to pray for him and your family.
Seth..your pictures are adorable :0)
Heather Grell <marqo75@yaoo.com>
Brainerd, MN - Sunday, November 10, 2002 at 03:52 PM (CST)
HI Seth, Ruthie, Scott, Emily, Gerry & Wally,
The latest picture of Seth on the website is simply adorable-what a handsome little guy Seth is! I just want you to know you are all in my thoughts and prayers everyday. Please hang in there, I know it's rough, especially with the latest update - just remember, MIRACLES HAPPEN EVERYDAY-Keep the faith...Love & Hugs, Anna
Anna Losito <annalosito@yahoo.com>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Sunday, November 10, 2002 at 03:05 PM (CST)
Hi Seth,
I've read about you on my cousin Michelle's website for her son Cameron. Sweetie, just know that so many people are praying for you and sending you lots of love, even if we don't know you very well. You are a special little boy, and you have the most beautiful smile. I hope that you feel better soon.
Juliet Moore
Juliet Moore <ukbrowneyes@hotmail.com>
Littlethorpe, Ripon, North Yorkshire, UK - Sunday, November 10, 2002 at 02:43 PM (CST)
Hi Seth, you are the bravest boy, I know. Our family is praying hard that you get strong and get better real soon.
Seth you are loved so much I know that God has his arms wrapped around you and mommy and daddy. Ruthie and Scott, Rudy and I there for you if you have anything you need. Your whole family is in our prayers every day and we love all of you. The power of prayer is amazing. Love you Debbie, Rudy and kids
Debbie Reimsnyer <risun415@aol.com>
Lake Worth,, FL Palm Beach - Sunday, November 10, 2002 at 06:11 AM (CST)
Hi Seth,
I hope you are feeling better today. My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family.
Mike Sokol <mikesokol@adelphia.net>
Jupiter, FL - Saturday, November 09, 2002 at 04:36 PM (CST)
Hi Seth, I read about you on the Dale Jr Pitstop and I just wanted to say hello and let you know that my thoughts and prayers will be with you and your family. You are such a cutie. Hugs to you sweetie. Take care and by the way the drawing of your train was great. God Bless.....
Deb
Wake Village , TX USA - Saturday, November 09, 2002 at 01:26 PM (CST)
hi seth,i read about you on the dale jr pitstop.i hope that you are having a much better day today.keep thinking positive and remember that there are alot of people rootin for ya.keep fightin kiddo!
god bless and take care.
hugs to you and your entire family
kathy evans <kevans8@charter.net>
franklin, ga usa - Saturday, November 09, 2002 at 12:40 PM (CST)
Hi Seth,
Tom (Werbe racing) told us all about you over at the Dale Earnhardt Jr Pitstop. He told us how cute you are and he sure didn't exagerate! I will be thinking of you and your family, and maybe if you are feeling up to you can watch Dale Jr race on Sunday. Have a great day Seth
Angela <afwife771@yahoo.com>
NC USA - Saturday, November 09, 2002 at 11:00 AM (CST)
Hey Seth! Read about you on the Dale Jr's Pit Board. Hope you get better fast! Maybe if you feel good this weekend you can watch Dale Jr race on Sunday. We'd love to get another NASCAR fan-got to get you guys when you're young!Take care, little guy!
Shari Hoover
New Haven, IN USA - Saturday, November 09, 2002 at 09:32 AM (CST)
Hi Seth! Tom (Werbe racing) told us all about you over at the Dale Earnhardt Jr Pitstop. He told us how cute you are and he sure didn't exagerate! We are all praying for you and hope to see you well and at a race real soon!!
Janet <scjrfanjnd@dalejr.net>
Myrtle Beach, SC USA - Saturday, November 09, 2002 at 09:28 AM (CST)
Just wanting to let you all are in my thoughts and prayer.
Stephanie Hurst <bud8vols@yahoo.com>
Maryville, TN - Saturday, November 09, 2002 at 09:27 AM (CST)
Hiya Seth! Wow, sounds like you've all had a really busy week. Hope you're feeling much better real soon.
Ruthie, Scott, Emily, you guys hang tough. There's many people out here praying for all of you, even if they don't come sign the guestbook. Believe me, word gets around fast ;-)
Ruthie, when you can find a moment of spare time, shoot me an email, please. Hope y'all have a great weekend!
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC Where Tyler swims with the porpoises - Saturday, November 09, 2002 at 08:18 AM (CST)
HI,
My name is Lindsay Scott and i noticed that you signed onto Leanne's website...we appreciate that so much. I am so hurting for your sweet family tonight...I didn't know why I decided to get on Seth's website at this late of an hour, but after reading the update, now I know. I am praying for y'all as I write this. My sister Leanne has leukemia, and my parents definitely know the routine you are about to go through, so if you have any questions or need any advice they would be more than happy to help; please feel free to email me/them. I just cannot understand how hard this must be for you but I do know that our God is bigger than it all; which is hard to believe, but true. I am praying, EXPECTING God to heal Seth completely. He is a God of Wonders! Blessings to your sweet family.
Lindsay Scott <LindsayS@tamu.edu>
College Station, TX - Saturday, November 09, 2002 at 03:09 AM (CST)
Love and prayers to the entire family and especially to you Seth.
Rick and Su Ross <milestrane@adelphia.net>
North Palm Beach, fl USA - Friday, November 08, 2002 at 02:55 PM (CST)
Hi Seth! Ryan, Cory, and I came to the hospital to see you today, but you were in the recovery room. We all know you are an extremely strong little boy, and your gonna be better soon. Ruthy, and Scott...Hang in there! We're all praying for you here at the station. We love you!
Randi Cook <Rcook@Hearst.com>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Friday, November 08, 2002 at 01:31 PM (CST)
hi guys seth is so adorable and will be in our prayers he is a strong little boy and so are his parents we love you, wally i want to come see you and as soon as my surgery is over and the dr gives me the ok we will be there please know our love and prayers are with you love gene and ruthy
ruthann marrs <foxxynanny@aol.com>
coral springs, fl usa - Thursday, November 07, 2002 at 06:42 AM (CST)
Hiya Seth!!! WOW--- I see Racquell told you the news! Yep, it's true! We'll have the car AND the truck on the racetrack, promoting all our Caringbridge friends and their families. Looks like I'm gonna be busier now than I was before! Wish the days were 96 hours long so I could get it all done ;-) Oh well
Glad things are looking up for your Dad, Ruthie. Sure am glad you are staying on top of things there, as busy as you already are.
Til next time, Take care, and God Bless †
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC - Thursday, November 07, 2002 at 04:35 AM (CST)
Hey Seth
I am just up here to be passing the Team news onto you and your family.Seems the Team Princess (and Teammate ) Rebacca has given her ok for RacinCowBoy to take over the wheel in the Race Car since we are building a Race Truck for next year :) Do you know what that means buddy ? Means you children are going to have double the fun next year :)
How Bout That???
Hugs Sent Your Way
Ed and Racquell
Racquell <TeamWerbeRacing@aol.com >
Kansas City , Ks Racing For CaringBridge - Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 06:53 PM (CST)
Hello Seth! You were definitely the CUTEST Tigger I have ever seen. I am glad you had so much fun on Halloween, and all of that right before and after a spinal, what a trooper you are! Lindsay and I are saying lots of prayers for you and your Grandpa. Take care!
Kelley and Lindsay Fitzgerald, www.caringbridge.com/ny/lindsay
Rochester, NY - Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 08:45 AM (CST)
Hi everyone!
I just saw Seth and Emily in their costumes - too cute! And I also saw the ceiling tile Seth painted. Seth, you are quite an artist! I'm sorry to hear that your leg is bothering you; you hang in there. You all are being lifted up in prayer by so many people everyday.
God Bless, Susan Nero and Family
Susan Nero <snero561@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Sunday, November 03, 2002 at 08:02 PM (CST)
Hello Scott,Ruthie,Seth,and Emily
Just wanted to say hello from the Picketts.
Loved the pictures of Winnie and Tigger, you guys were
so cute. Maryssa was Austin Powers, Shane was Spider-man,
and Ariana was the Itsy Bitsy Spider. We love you guys and
we hope too see you at church. You are in our thoughts and
prayers.
Love,
Michael,Tina,Maryssa,Shane,and Ariana
Michael Pickett
West Palm Beach, - Sunday, November 03, 2002 at 10:33 AM (CST)
Seth
Hello ! How are you doing ?This is Racquell with Werbe Racing !! I am sorry that I have not been here I have been so busy with everything that is going on over here in Kansas. Plus Ed and I are fighting this winter cold. Ed wants to know if you have recived your package from us ? Did you give your Dad the other shirt? Ed and I want you and Dad to have shirts so you both know that Werbe Racing is 150% behind our teammates ( yes your part of our team !)
Hugs Sent Your Way
Ed and Racquell
Racquell <TeamWerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kansas City , Ks Racing For CaringBridge - Sunday, November 03, 2002 at 08:44 AM (CST)
Hello Seth, Ruthie & Scott,
Typical Boy, changing gears all the time. I’m sure Seth was hit as Tigger. I liked the new picks.
I haven’t seen Alfreda in quite sometime. We will pray for good results from MRI. My wife knows
Dr. Baynham. Sorry to hear the breathing treatments we’re not a good experience. It’s not fun
Puking, just make sure you land that stuff on Dr. Gowda. We are keeping you in our thoughts
and prayers.
The Rommel's <datz-phat@mail.com>
Jupiter, Fl USA - Saturday, November 02, 2002 at 05:43 PM (CST)
The Halloween pictures are toooo cute! Uncle Todd and I are glad you are doing so well. So keep hanging in there.
Love Aunt Dori & Uncle Todd <todori @adelphia.net>
PBG, FL USA - Saturday, November 02, 2002 at 08:01 AM (CST)
Hi Seth & Family, It was really GREAT to see you yesterday at Dunkin Donuts lil'man. We are always looking forward to you and mommy and Emily to come in and visit with us. Of course I'am always looking forward to the hugs you give me and that outrages smile i always see on your face. You really make my day sweety when i see you. your halloween pics are awsome. It was very nice to finally meet your lil' sister also. she is very pretty. you help mommy take good care of her. cant wait to see you again. Sorry i havent been there when you have come in but i have been helping out on the morning shift also. i will send you my schedule so that next time we wont miss one another. Be good and Be strong. Remember we're still getting married when i grow up. Ha Ha.. love you bunches Mrs Diane
Diane Love <dlove17@bellsouth.net>
West Palm Beach , Fl Palm Beach co - Saturday, November 02, 2002 at 07:50 AM (CST)
Hi! Just wanted to drop you a note of encouragement. I was directed to Seth's site from another site. His picture was so cute! I just wanted to tell you that my son was diagnosed with Non-Hodgkin's Lymphoma on Christmas Day, 1989 when he was 4 yrs old - Stage 4. He is now 17 yrs old and doing great - PTL! NEVER give up the fight! Love & Prayers!
Cindy Rector <CinRec@aol.com>
Boonville, IN USA - Saturday, November 02, 2002 at 02:03 AM (CST)
Hi guys! I just recently found your site. Seth..you are such a cutie! Sound like you had fun in your parade..can you believe we didn't even have a trick or treater? Too bad you don't live close..you could've come and knocked on our door lots of times and got all the candy I had :) I'll continue to check up on you! Tell your Grandpa that someone from Minnesota (Brainerd) says hello and that I hope he has a great weekend! You guys too!
Heather Grell <marqo75@yahoo.com>
Brainerd, MN - Friday, November 01, 2002 at 09:34 PM (CST)
Wishing Seth a Happy Halloween
Lori Wasserman
- Thursday, October 31, 2002 at 11:58 AM (CST)
Tell Seth that Skylar says "Hi". She was watching the graduation video from RCCA this past weekend so we were talking about her school friends from her "old" school. She misses her old friends but has adjusted well. Oh, and tell Seth that she is going to be Princess Barbie for Halloween. She was going to be a witch but changed her mind (after I bought the costume). Typical girl.
Seth, just know that you and your family are in our thoughts and prayers everyday. Hang in there.
Skylar Gorman and family <lgorman@townofpalmbeach.com>
wellington, FL Palm Beach - Wednesday, October 30, 2002 at 01:54 PM (CST)
Hiya Seth! Hope things are going well today for you. I,m usually asleep this time of day, since I work nights, but they're doing some sort of woke on the place where I live, and the hammering woke me up. Good thing I have tonight off. Love the new pic on the front page here!
Racquell will be back posting soon! Her dad's visit is over today, and he'll be going home later today.
Hope things are going well for you, and everyone else, and that you have a really Happy Halloween!
Tom <WerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC - Wednesday, October 30, 2002 at 11:57 AM (CST)
Yo seth!!! It's me Madison Tim & Suzanne's Wonder(or should I say WONDERFUL) puppy!! Just thought I'd tell ya what I am going to dress up as on Holloween... YOU!!! I know it's kinda scary, but I have a pumkin hat that suzy keeps trying to get me to wear. I would much rather wear a...train engineer hat. You don't happen to have an extra one do ya??? I am even thinking of dressing up as Dr. Gowda. Maybe I can go get some treats with you.. You don't think they will be able to tell, ya know, I'm a Dog do ya?
I also want you to know that I've been praying so hard for you and Grandpa my paws are almost stuck together. Hey don't tell anyone but I hid my flavored bone from Suzy & Tim. Cause they get mad when I slobber all over it. Well I gotta go so I can say my puppy prayers for you and Grandpa!!
Ps maybe we can share some puppy chow sometime.
O O O
O O
Madison
Madison <tsmack1&earthlink.net>
Lake Worth, VI yours - Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 09:19 PM (CST)
Hey you all -
First let me sat that the picture you posted at the top of the site just brought the sweetest smile to my face -- wow, he is a special kid and just SO cute. I hope and pray that the test results show no problems with Seth's legs. I know how concerned you all must be, but just keep up that amazing, positive attitude. It CAN make the difference. Thinking of you all and hope you have a Happy Halloween hunt! Glad you liked the idea . . . let me know how it goes!
Much love, Michelle, Erik, and Cam
Michelle Jorgensen (Cam's mommy) <largo142@aol.com>
Durham, NC - Monday, October 28, 2002 at 08:15 PM (CST)
Hey Seth, Scott and Ruthie,
I'm so glad Seth enjoyed the steam train I left for him. This inspired me to leave this
modern train for him to look at today. Hope this message finds you feeling well and
active! Your in our thoughts and prayers everyday. Including your Grandpa too. Stand Strong Seth...God Loves you!
Ryon Loves Skateboarding
The Rommel's <datz-phat@mail.com>
Jupiter, Fl USA - Monday, October 28, 2002 at 10:33 AM (CST)
We are keeping both Seth and Wally in prayer but will pray a little harder tomorrow, Thursday and Monday. Glad to hear Seth is up for Halloween. I never would have guessed an engineer! At least he is easy. Sorry to hear your dad is feeling so poorly. will double my prayer efforts for him and your mom. Lots of love,
Sherry McClung <sherry.mcclung@morgankeegan.com>
West Palm Beach, FL - Monday, October 28, 2002 at 07:50 AM (CST)
Hello Guys,
Just stopped by to see how everyone is doing. You sound like you are quite busy. Who knows we could get to see each other when we are down for our next week of chemo (Nov 4-8). Best of luck.. have a great halloween. Zach is going to be Harry Potter.
Scott, Rebecca and Zachary Finestone <www.caringbridge.org/fl/zacharyfinestone>
Jensen Beach, FL USA - Sunday, October 27, 2002 at 08:20 PM (CST)
Hello Seth, Scott and Ruthie,
I certainly enjoyed speaking with you tonight. I’m sure we will be able to help each other out
In the future also. I’m praying & hoping Seth’s leg will be healed. Remember, God is the greatest
Physician this world will ever know. He strikes at the core of the disease, and heals it! With
No relapses. Trust and keep that faith.
So I’m leaving Seth the first of many trains on his page for him to enjoy. This ones a steam
train. I guess I’ll have to educate myself so I can explain a little history behind each one.
Stand Strong…God Loves us all!
Ryon’s Site, Please Come and Visit
Lots of free animation here
Joe Rommel <datz-phat@mail.com>
Jupiter, fl USA - Sunday, October 27, 2002 at 08:15 PM (CST)
Hi Folks,
Hope you're all holding up well. Cancer can be so frustrating in that it's not like medical problems like a broken arm. With stuff like that, there's a definate end to the problem. Cancer can kind of hang around like the demise of a villian in a bad horror movie. They get shot... but they they pop up as if nothing was wrong....only to attack once again. But like a bad movie, you have to have faith that cancer does eventually end and that there won't be a sequel. And it's a tough concept to think that once you appear to be cured, you have to wait five years to know if the cure is complete. I had a lot of time dealing with this idea. Eventually I decided that's it's best to hope for the best and believe that things will get better. If bad news is coming, it will find you. Better that it finds you enjoying life than living in worry. Every day I think I learn something new and good about life and every day it seems like I learn that there's no way to predict and control many of the bad things in life. Perhaps the answer is learn to embrace both.
Ken Okel <ladeluge@yahoo.com>
Palm Beach Gardens, FL USA - Saturday, October 26, 2002 at 06:38 PM (CDT)
Hi,
I saw your message in my son's guestbook and came by to visit. What darling pictures at the zoo and pumpkin patch. I hope the leg pain is just from chemo. I'm sure someone else has already mentioned this but I'll say it anyway, from your journal entries, I know Seth loves trains, but the way it got broken up on our page was that your page was called Seth love Strains. It looked so sweet. You are in our prayers. Love, Robyn
Robyn Delgado <caringbridge.com/ca/quito>
San Diego, CA - Saturday, October 26, 2002 at 04:31 PM (CDT)
Seth & Ruthie
Good Morning to you both !! How are you doing ?Me I am getting ready for my Dad to get here from Phonix Az for my birthday !!! I can hardly wait to see my Dad !! Seth Ed and I sent you a package in the mail yesterday :) so youll have to keep an eye out for your package in the mail ok ??
Ruthie - Ed and I will get yours and your daughters shirts out in the mail next week ...I didnt have sizes so I sent a shirt to seth and a large shirt with other stuff for Seth I will fix you up with a shirt :) I hope you all are having a good day and that you are keeping Faith and Hope right there with you ....Know that Ed and I are here for you as well as the rest of Werbe Racing
Lots Of Hugs And Love Sent Your Way !!!
Ed & Racquell
Racquell <TeamWerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kansas City , Ks Racing For CaringBridge Children - Saturday, October 26, 2002 at 08:35 AM (CDT)
Hi Ruthie and Seth- I am so sorry that I didn't see you guys at Dr. Gowda's office the other day! We were pretty rushed that day with a million things to do. I still remember Seth playing basketball in the "workout" room and remember how much fun he was having. Maybe a little basketball hoop like the one at the hospital would be a great gift from Santa Clause! Just an idea. Mitch will be in the hospital on Tuesday for a spinal tap - maybe we will see you there.
Diane Mathis - Mitchell's mom <Stubby3620@aol.com>
Boynton Beach, FL - Friday, October 25, 2002 at 08:13 PM (CDT)
Hello Seth, Scott, Ruthie and Emily,
Sorry to hear that your leg is not feeling up to par. But our Dear Dr. Gowda will watch over you like an angel! Your
Mom emailed me, she wants to place a picture of you on the journal page. No problem. I'll ship off the info in lttle bit. And if she can't figure it out she can call me. We have now placed you on our pray list. For now I just want to wish the entire family a Safe & Happy Halloween!
When my wife gets done stiring the pot below send her home.
I'm hungry, thanks.
Stand Strong Seth, God Loves you....
Joe Rommel <datz-phat@mail.com>
Jupiter, Fl USA - Friday, October 25, 2002 at 03:47 PM (CDT)
HI Seth, Emily, Ruthie and Scott,
It is great to see Seth out and about. Sorry we have missed you at church. We'll see you this Sunday and can't wait to get lots of baked goodies!!!! Your in our thoughts and prayers always!!!!
Pam, Dan, Angelina and Anthony Giust
Pam Giust <pamgiust@mindspring.com>
Lake Worth, FL USA - Thursday, October 24, 2002 at 01:52 PM (CDT)
Hello Seth !!
How you doing Buddy ? I got your email :) I wrote back so you need to tell Mom to check email :)
Well today it is gloomy and Rainy here in Kansas City (it has been Raining for a couple of days now). So I see that you like Trains...You know my Brother In Law (Don ) also loves trians. I live right infront of a train track in Kansas it is right next to the Kansas River :) It is cool Ed and I always wave to the drivers ...and somtimes we even get AMTRACK TRAIN go by. Thats in early morning though !! I will tell you what I will take some Pics and send them to you ok ? how bout that ?
I will leave you with that thought then I will wish you a awsome day !!
Hugs Sent Your Way
Ed and Racquell Werbe
Racquell <TeamWerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kansas City, Ks Racing For A Cause - Thursday, October 24, 2002 at 10:57 AM (CDT)
HI SETH
JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW THAT WE JUST VISITED YOUR GRANDMA AND GRANDPA BUNKELMANN IN ARIZONA AND THEY CAN'T WAIT FOR YOUR VISIT IN ARIZONA WHEN YOU ARE BETTER. WE JUST SAW THEM YESTERDAY (OCT 22).
AUNT DORIS & UNCLE BILL BUNKELMANN
BILL & DORIS BUNKELMANN <Dbunkelmann@prodigy.net>
WEST BEND, WI - Wednesday, October 23, 2002 at 10:27 PM (CDT)
We pray for your family Wally and Seth and I know what they are going through. I have my good and bad days but mainly good. I have 3 more chemos and then we are not sure where we go from there to keep me in remission. One day at a time. We just returned the NC mountains and it was beautiful. 1500 miles of driving was a little bit of a push so I am doing a lot of resting this week. We will call Jerry and try to get by to see Wally soon.
All our love and prayers,
Bob & Bobbie Hundley
Bobbie Hundley <bhundley@webtv.net>
WestPalm Beach, FL USA - Wednesday, October 23, 2002 at 02:07 PM (CDT)
Hello Seth
How are you doing ? My Name is Racquell and I am Toms Manager for Werbe Racing :) Tom gave me your page in a Im today :) ( I am glad he did ) Ed is the Driver of the #60 Race Car and we Race For Causes / Cancer /Caringbridge/and Colton :)
Tom,Ed and Myself have alot of Team Mates off of CaringBridge sights to name a few ...Gooch ,Dylan ,Jared ,Colton,Robert,Becca...
Do you wanna be part of our Team Seth ? If you do you let me know and I will send you a welcome Package ok ?? Werbe Racing would be honored to have you as a teamate :)
Now when your a team mate somtimes you kids make the deccisions for the Team ....Ed always asks all the teammates ...Like the last Race we Raced we asked the Teammates if we were going to Race the last race witch was 30 laps ....well the kids wanted Ed to Race so He Did and Brought in a 7th place whooohooo ...so you see Seth you will be very much a part of the Team if you want to
Think about it and let us know
Lots Of Hugs Sent Your Way
Ed & Racquell Werbe
#60 Struck
I70 Speedway
Odessa Mo
Racquell <TeamWerbeRacing@aol.com>
Kansas City , Ks Racing For A Cause - Wednesday, October 23, 2002 at 10:21 AM (CDT)
Hello Bunkelmann's!
Sorry we have not left a message in a bit . . . I guess we have been adjusting to the new phase of radiation! It just makes my heart so happy to hear of all the fun things you all have gotten to do with Seth -- we LOVE the zoo, too! Cam and I used to go all the time and I am with your daughter . . . I love the otter exhibit. I hope and pray that the pains Seth is having amount to being nothing and that he can tolerate the increae in the chemo again. I know what it is like to notice all of those little things and let your mind wander to that place . . .it is truly the one way that the cancer will never really be gone from our lives, even in remission. Sending SO much love to dear Seth and extra kisses to those precious legs to stop that pain. You all take care and we are thinking of you!
Much love, Michelle, Erik, and Cam
Michelle Jorgensen (Cam's mommy) <largo142@aol.com>
Durham, NC - Tuesday, October 22, 2002 at 09:03 PM (CDT)
Hello Ruthie, Scott, Seth and Emily,
I am so glad Seth is starting to get out. He is looking happy and very blessed. Our whole family has been in our prayers everyday, I am sorry we haven't been to church at 8:45. We have gone to lifeteen mass the pass Sundays because of one thing or another. I will give you a call and set up a time we can come and visit. We love you and please give each another a hug. Love and God Bless you all.
Debbie,Rudy, Luke, Andrew, Adam, Hannah
Debbie <Risun415@AOL.com>
Lake Worth, FL Palm Beach - Tuesday, October 22, 2002 at 10:01 AM (CDT)
Our prayers and love go with you all. God bless you and keep you in his love and care.
Anne & Bob Lanoue
- Tuesday, October 22, 2002 at 08:22 AM (CDT)
Glad to hear Seth is getting a chance to go out and do some things. He is in my thoughts and prayers. Saw Wally a week ago and he looked tired and frail. Will try to stop in for a visit soon. Thanks for the updates!
Sherry McClung <sherry.mcclung@morgankeegan.com>
West Palm Beach, FL - Tuesday, October 22, 2002 at 07:52 AM (CDT)
Hi Seth,
We love all the photos! You look so happpy and full of life!I can tell God is right by your side so keep up the hard work and good spirits! I am praying for you & your family and hope that you will soon get back to school with your friends!
With Love,
The Puhl Family
Kara Puhl <Fit4Life123@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL USA - Monday, October 21, 2002 at 09:22 PM (CDT)
Hi Bunkelman Family,
The new pictures are so beautiful! Seth looks so happy. What a blessing he is, with all that he has been through, and yet he is such a joyful little boy! Thank you for the update, it's great to hear how well Seth is doing. We will continue to keep all of you in our prayers, your mom and dad too. Sorry we have been missing you at mass; we went to Sat mass last weekend. Hopefully we will get to see you soon. You all take care and we pray that things continue to go well on the road to complete recovery!
Much Love, The Shephard Family (Keeler, Beth, Elizabeth, Michael, Sarah, and David)
The Shephard Family <bks@fdn.com>
Lake Worth, FL USA - Monday, October 21, 2002 at 08:55 AM (CDT)
Hi ya'll! The new photos are so cute. Hugs to the kids and mom for the prayers and cards. Emily has a way with green markers. Thank you for the smiles and making others feel loved!
We're off to Roanoke and will be looking for train stuff for Seth. You are in our thoughts and prayers. Hugs to all!
Bill and Cindy <Nudgemar@aol.com>
- Sunday, October 20, 2002 at 10:35 PM (CDT)
Ruthie, I check your updates often. I want you to know that I am keeping your family in my thoughts and prayers.
Sue Davis-Killian
Lake Worth, FL - Sunday, October 20, 2002 at 08:24 PM (CDT)
Hiya Seth!!! been a couple days, but sometimes work gets in the way, yanno? Hey--- Since I've just recently hooked up with this page, I haven't followed the whole story about you and trains. I've got these 2 friends from online, ya see. One them, his dad is a railroad engineer. And the other friend is an engineer himself. So, I was wondering if there was anything special you DON'T have in your train collection. Because I'm sure these 2 guys could come up with something unique for you. Joe told me the other night... my dad has lots of old stuff just laying around the house. So, let me know, and I'll pass the word along to them.
Hope things are going well with you, Seth. I'm going to go up and see my Caringbridge friend Becca later this week. She's up in Va. Beach, only about 90 minutes from me. and I get 2 days off this week. Wish I had time to visit all of you in person, but for now, it'll have to be in type, I guess.
Have a wonderful Sunday, Seth.
Tom <SolakNC@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC - Sunday, October 20, 2002 at 07:24 AM (CDT)
hello to the Bunkelmann's! Sorry I haven't kept in touch but I just came to this web site for a visit and I'm so happy to hear things are going well for both Seth and Ruthie's dad. I miss seeing you at Dr. Gowda's, Seth! I don't see you all anymore but you're in my thoughts often.
kelly smith <kellysmith751@hotmail.com>
juno beach, fl usa - Thursday, October 17, 2002 at 04:43 PM (CDT)
I just got your page from another site and wanted you to know that I will be adding you to my thoughts and prayers. I'll be back to read the entire history very soon. In the meantime, know that God has etched a place for you in my heart. Blessings!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Thursday, October 17, 2002 at 10:14 AM (CDT)
Hi Seth!!!
This is Tom. I got your page from Robert's who I got from Dylans, who I got from from Colton's who I got from Jared's Who I got from Tyler's... And then there's Becca who I met a totally different way, only to find out she's a Caringbridge child as well ;-)
I live in NC, but do Public Relations work for a race team in Kansas City. I'm sure Racquell will wander over here and tell you about the race team. We carry the Leukemia/Lymphoma logo AND the Caringbridge logo, as well as several other causes.
Just wanted to say Hi to you, and I'll be checking back on you, so stay healthy and keep upt the good fight!!!
Tom Mann <SolakNC@aol.com>
Kill Devil Hills, NC - Thursday, October 17, 2002 at 07:39 AM (CDT)
Hey guys . . . LOVED the new pics! God, he is just so cute. He is the type of kid that I am prone to just grab and love on . . .it was so nice to see a picture of Genna, too. She looks great and we just love her. What an amazing teen -- Ruthie, please tell her we said hi and we think of her all the time. If she has a web site, can you send it to me. And we are so happy that Seth has good counts and got to be a boy and venture out into the world! Ruthie, we would love to get together with you sometime when we get home . . .I think Seth and Cam could be great friends, even with a little age difference. Sending lots of POSITIVE ENERGY and WELLNESS to that adorable child! Glad all is well with you and hope your dad finds a way to manage the pain . . .
Lots of love, Michelle, Erik, and Cam
Michelle Jorgensen (Cam's mommy)
Durham, NC - Wednesday, October 16, 2002 at 10:10 PM (CDT)
Hi Guys,
Just a short line to let you know we still have not forgotten all of you, and we have been keeping you in our thoughts and prayers. We love you all lots!!
The DeStefano Family
John, Lynne, Daniel, and John Thomas DeStefano <destefaj@bellsouth.net>
West Palm Beach, Fl Palm Beach - Wednesday, October 16, 2002 at 05:25 PM (CDT)
Dearest Seth,
GREAT JOB!! I'm so glad to hear that you are feeling better and that you even got to go to the mall. (That's my favorite place too!) I loved the picture of you and the doggie!! Dylan (my little boy) said it was the biggest doggie he had ever seen. I also liked last week's picture of you and your Daddy swinging, and everyone at the Golf Tournament. I think your Mommy looked very pretty. I think your Mommy is GREAT!! Your Mommy helped Dylan get better when he was really sick!! I think she is an Angel!! I know you think she is pretty great too!!
Oh yeah, What are you going to be for Halloween? Dylan is going to a Fire Fighter.
Keep up the good work!!! We are all praying for you and your Grandpa!!
All of our Love & Prayers!
The Bakers
Denise, Michael & Dylan
Denise Baker
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Wednesday, October 16, 2002 at 05:18 PM (CDT)
I'm so sorry I missed you all at church. (We went Saturday night.) Keep fighting. We'll keep praying.
Kim Barnes
Kim Barnes <kbarnes@pbpost.com>
Lake Worth, FL USA - Wednesday, October 16, 2002 at 09:03 AM (CDT)
Hey,
Thanks for posting on Steven's Page. Seth can have his own guestmap by registering at www.bravenet.com. Paste the link they send to you in one of the Link description boxes on Seth's caring bridge site Steven is 17. He loves football, golf, hunting, fishing and playing the bass guitar. See his bands site at www.nonamebrandmusic.com. Hang in there Seth. Better days are coming.
God Bless you and your family
Lyle (Stevens Dad)
Click Here to go to Steven's page
www.caringbridge.org/ne/steven
<stevenv85@hotmail.com>
Clay Center, NE - Tuesday, October 15, 2002 at 01:06 PM (CDT)
Hello sweet Bunkelmann Family! What a beautiful bunch you are...thank you for all the love, prayers and support for Robert! It is so special to have support from special people like you. Will be praying for Seth's continued remission! Forever! God bless you and give you peace...Kathy Charlton
Kathy Charlton-Robert Mitchel's Mom-www.caringbridge.org/fl/robertmichel
- Monday, October 14, 2002 at 09:58 PM (CDT)
I HAVE SO MUCH TO BE THANKFUL FOR DONT KNOW WHERE TO START. I AM THANKFUL THAT I GET TO SEE YOU ALL MOST EVERY DAY. I AM THANKFUL THAT SETH LOOKS BETTER & IS GETTING BETTER EACH DAY. HIS SMILE WILL WARM THE HEARTS OF EVERY ONE WHO SEES HIM. LITTLE EMMIE & HER SHANANIGANS, & "WHA HOPPEN GRANDMA" & "WHAT A MESS" WHEN SOMETHING LIKE COLORING THE KITCHEN FLOOR WITH A PERMANENT GREEN MARKER, LIKE I DID IT. MAKES ME LAUGH. GOD BLESS YOU ALL. WE LOVE YOU ALL, PAPA & GRANDMA
JERRY (GRANDMA) ATWELL
WPB, FL - Monday, October 14, 2002 at 09:04 PM (CDT)
Just stopping by to say "hi" to my best friend. Missed seeing you. I'm having Seth and train withdrawal. Stop in when you can.
Barbara Abernathy - POST Team <abernathy1@telocity.com>
West Palm Beach, FL US - Monday, October 14, 2002 at 08:57 AM (CDT)
Hi Seth
You and your family are in my prayers!
leona/ARC <ltearr@arcpbc.org>
Stuart, FL Martin - Friday, October 11, 2002 at 01:25 PM (CDT)
Hi Ruthie and Scott,
Thanks for the updates and new photos. Seth looks so cute! You are in our prayers always. We hope to find Seth some train stuff in Roanoke, Va, a real rail transportation center. Is there anything about trains that he doesn't know?? I hear that he teaches his Grandma all about trains. Isn't it about time that he starts enjoying NASCAR? lol
We love you all.
Bill and Cindy
- Friday, October 11, 2002 at 09:28 AM (CDT)
Hey Bunkelmanns-
LOVED the new pics ... Seth is such a dear, sweet boy. I know I have not spent any time with him, but he has a special quality about him that I cannot describe. Ruthie, I love that you incorporate so many aspects of your life into the web site. It is such an important way to remind us all that life exists outside of cancer and that happiness and sadness occur simultaneously everywhere. So happy that Seth is doing so tremendcously and that his BM aspirate came back clean. Praying for Seth's continued progress and remission forever. You all take care!
Much love, Michelle, Erik, and Cam
Michelle Jorgensen (Cam's mommy)v <largo142@aol.com>
Durham, NC - Thursday, October 10, 2002 at 09:14 PM (CDT)
Hi Ruthie, Scott, Seth & Emily
Just wanted to let you know how much I've enjoyed Seth's website and the updates. (Emily's "traveling art show" is a hoot!) The pics from the tournament are precious, and it seems as though Seth has gotten a lot of color back in his face, he's looking cuter than ever - really great to see. All of you, including Gerry & Wally are in my prayers every single day. Please don't hesitate to call me if there is anything I can do to help out-anytime. Love & Hugs, Anna
Anna Losito <annalosito@yahoo.com>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Tuesday, October 08, 2002 at 10:00 PM (CDT)
Hey sweet Seth and family --
Just wanted you all to know we have been thinking of you and hope all is well with the new part of your protocol. . . just talked to Nurse Karen there at St. Mary's and she said that Seth is doing really well and that his mom is a special woman! We couldn't agree more. Keep trucking, Seth!
Sending our love, Michelle, Erik, and Cam
Michelle Jorgensen (Cam's mommy)
Durham, NC - Tuesday, October 08, 2002 at 08:58 PM (CDT)
Ruth, I was just catching up on some of the history in your journal. I read an entry where you said your Mom is stronger than you. All I can say, is that apple didn't fall far from the tree. You are both amazing women. Keep up the good work. We'll keep your family in our prayers.
LOL - Kim, Jim, Kyle and Devyn Barnes
Kim Barnes <kbarnes@pbpost.com>
Lake Worth, FL USA - Thursday, October 03, 2002 at 01:57 PM (CDT)
Hey Seth!!! It's me!!! Madison. Just wanted to let you know how proud we all are of you. (This includes my owners) You are an amazing young man. Kinda like my SCOOBY DOO! I still am waiting to meet you. Maybe my owners can at least send ya a picture of me!! I am real cute. Just like you. Don't tell anyone else I said that, 'cuz I don't like hurting anybody's feelings. Why can't everyone be a dog like me? I put my paws together everynight and say my puppy prayers for you and the rest of your family. Gotta go to bed. Luv Madison
Madison <tsmack1@earthlink.net>
Lake Worth, FL - Monday, September 30, 2002 at 08:53 PM (CDT)
WE HAVEN'T GOTTEN TO MEET SETH YET, BUT FEEL LIKE WE KNOW HIM THROUGH PRAYERS. JARED AND I PRAY FOR A VERY SPECIAL RELATIONSHIP WITH JESUS FOR SETH. HIS HUGS CARRY THAT PEACE AND JOY THAT ONLY HE CAN GIVE. WE PRAY FOR STRENGTH AND TRUST FOR YOU. GOD BLESS YOU AND HOLD YOU IN HIS ARMS.
CILL and JARED SMITH (AND MOM AND DAD, DICK AND LORAINE) <CILLSONG@AOL.COM>
LAKE WORTH, FL - Monday, September 30, 2002 at 09:51 AM (CDT)
Hi Guy's hope all is well. Miss you soooo much. Kiss the kids for me. You are all in my thoughts and prayers.
Linda Bowers <bowers_l@bellsouth.net>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Monday, September 30, 2002 at 08:32 AM (CDT)
Hi guys, havent spoken to you guys for a couple of weeks i think, anyway thanks for the update on seth,glad to know that hes coming along fine,i keep you guys in my prayers, i know that seth is a fighter and with gods blessings he will pull through this and whatever else may come his way,i miss you guys kiss seth and emily for me,god love you all and i do too, take care and god bless everyone. love brenda and kids.
brenda <katieg93@aol.com>
- Sunday, September 29, 2002 at 03:52 PM (CDT)
Hi Seth and family, I just read your last update. I am glad that you are going to be starting phase 3 of your medicine. That means that you come back to school soon. Keep up the good work! Your teachers and classmates miss you. Thanks to your mom and dad for keeping all of your friends and relatives informed of your progress. They are just wonderful. Give them extra "squeezers"! Mrs. Bunkelmann, my family is praying for your family, especially your dad. Take care, Love, Miss Leslie
Leslie Kelly <lakelly@adelphia.net>
Palm Beach Gardens, FL 33410 - Saturday, September 28, 2002 at 10:17 PM (CDT)
My thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Lisa Levesque
Palm Springs, FL Palm Beach - Saturday, September 28, 2002 at 05:26 PM (CDT)
We'll keep our fingers crossed that Seth is able to have his treatment on Tuesday.
Kathleen Devlin
, - Saturday, September 28, 2002 at 12:46 PM (CDT)
Thank you for the update on Seth and your Dad. I am sure that you get tired of repeating everything. Hope the weather is okay for golf tourney. Will prayer for sun. Better yet, ask Fr. Seamus to pray for sun. He always did okay with Festival weather! God Bless.
Larry and Karen Bernier
Wellington, Fl. USA - Friday, September 27, 2002 at 02:46 PM (CDT)
Hey Bunkelmanns-
So glad to hear about all of the wonderful participation in the walk . . . I would have loved to be a part of that! Ruthie, I understand completely how frustrating the COG studies can be . . . it can be annoying that so many phone calls have to be made. I know because Cam is also on one and there were many times this year when we had questions on whether or not we needed to make changes and had to wait (and worse yet, you don't even get to speak to the study coordinator yourselves). I can offer you some solace though on feeling on the edge ... first, it is completely UNDERSTANDABLE! When anything kind of strays from the norm, we all get on edge . . . we had many scares this year with Cam and you know what -- they were all just that -- scares! I have learned that Cam will probably never respond, progress, or even act like other children, BUT . . .I feel in my heart of hearts that at the end of all of this awful treatment lies remisssion and a life of health for him. I think the same will be for Seth -- just continue to be the strong, patient, loving mommy I know you are and he will come through it and those counts will get their heads on straight and climb high! I don't know if you read our site today, but the quote I picked out is perfect for you now -- "Where there is great love there is always miracles" (and I know you love your son tremendously!)
We will be thinking of you all tomorrow when you get your counts checked and of course, your father as well. You all hang in there and tell Dr. G we said hi!
Much love, Michelle, Erik, and Cam
Michelle Jorgensen
Durham, NC - Thursday, September 26, 2002 at 10:27 PM (CDT)
Seth and your dad have been in our prayers.
Pete & Jackie Perez <petejackie10@aol.com>
Lake Worth, fl 33467 - Thursday, September 26, 2002 at 04:02 PM (CDT)
Hi Seth and family - It's Alex and Rachel from school. We miss you very much and can't wait till you are back. We think of you every time we play with trains. We also pray for you every night and tell God to watch over you. Take care, buddy!
Alex and Rachel Cabrera <MOCabrera@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 11:11 PM (CDT)
Hi, Bunkmann fam., Seth just wanted to let you know that uncle Todd and I had fun a the walk and were sorry you could't be there! Maybe next year! We're very happy you are home and feeling better
Love, Uncle Todd and Aunt Dori <todori@adelphia.net>
PBG, FL USA - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 10:26 AM (CDT)
Hi, I am Scott's cousin in Wisconsin. We have been following Seth's journal entries since they began. What a wonderful way to keep everyone informed of Seth's progress. We are very happy that Seth is doing well and enjoy every new picture that is posted! Seth is in our thoughts and prayers everyday.
Kathy, Paul, Rachel and Alison Redig <redig@ameritech.net>
West Bend, WI USA - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 07:50 PM (CDT)
Hi Seth,
You probably will not remember us but we had the priviledge of spending time w/ you many Sundays in the nursery during mass, a few yrs ago. We just wanted to say hello & tell you that you and your family are in our prayers and it is so wonderful to read that you are doing better. This website is such a great idea! You are an inspiration to us all! God bless you and your family. With love,
Tiffany, Rhys & Logan Hollyman
Tiffany Hollyman <hyssadude@msn.com>
Palm Beach Gardens, FL USA - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 05:21 PM (CDT)
Hi Seth
I was thinking about you this morning and thought I'd visit your website......What a Great Website......Mommy and Daddy are keeping us all up to date on your progress. I miss our visits so come by and see me some time.Your always in my prayers.Love,Kathy
Kathy Morman
Jupiter, Fl - Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 06:13 AM (CDT)
Seth and family,
I'm so glad to hear he's doing better. WE will keep you all in our prayers.
Julie (Scott's cousin) & Kieth Kriewaldt, David, Laura & Elizabeth <jkriewaldt@hnet.net>
Kewaskum, WI 53040 - Thursday, September 19, 2002 at 11:09 PM (CDT)
Sweet Seth and family-
WOW! I am so happy to hear the words REMISSION in your update! Believe me when I say I know this does not mean a cure and I know you are not out of the woods yet, but it made my heart SO happy to read that! I am just so thankful that Seth has achieved this status . . . I know as "cancer" mommies, we truly grasp all the great news that we can. I am so sorry you had to endure such a long stay at the hospital recently -- it just isn't fair for our amazing young boys, is it? But, you are home now and Seth can enjoy that for a time. We are thinking of you all and Ruthie, it is funny that I have only met you a few times but you always stood out as someone with a lot of faith and positive energy and someone I knew I liked! Also, we send our blessings to your father and hope that all goes well with his treatment. Take care of yourselves and YEAH for Seth!
Much love, Michelle, Erik, and Cam
Michelle Jorgensen (Cam's mommy)
Durham, NC - Thursday, September 19, 2002 at 10:11 PM (CDT)
Hi Seth & Family,
What wonderful news I had to read today on your web site. I am so happy you are out of the hospital and doing well. We are holding you and your family in our prayers. Your pictures are great! Take care.
Love Debbie McLeod & Family
Debbie <mcl1420@stans.net>
Woodstock, IL - Thursday, September 19, 2002 at 09:24 PM (CDT)
Hello Seth, Wow, I'm so happy to hear that your back home. I check your website everyday to read of your progress and to look at your sweet face. My husband Eric and I will be walking for you on Friday. All your friends at school chipped in to raise lots of money to help fight your disease. You are loved so much. I wish that we could walk together. Love, Miss Lori
Lori Ann Rusinko <rusinkosatthebeach@peoplepc.com>
Lake Worth , Fl Palm Beach - Thursday, September 19, 2002 at 07:35 PM (CDT)
It's wonderful to hear that Seth is in remission, God willing he will improve daily. Our prayers are with you.
Uncle Bill and Aunt Doris <Dbunkelmann@prodigy.net>
West Bend, Wi - Wednesday, September 18, 2002 at 11:26 PM (CDT)
Hi Seth and family. I was just checking your site before going to bed. My nightly ritual. I was so happy to read that you are at home now. I love your pictures. You look so big, Seth. You are really growing! Your doctor and Nurse Tracey look very nice. I can see that you really like them. I miss sitting with you at school like you were in those pictures. I miss you and your mom and dad. Good luck on your walk. Miss Lori has worked really hard to get the word out. Take care, Seth. Love, Miss Leslie :)
Miss Leslie <lakelly@adelphia.net>
Palm Beach Gardens, FL USA - Wednesday, September 18, 2002 at 10:18 PM (CDT)
Hi Ruthie, very interesting website. I am glad Seth is doing well. I love the pictures. Seth and the rest of you are in my thoughts and prayers. god bless.
Love. Nalinie Lalta
Nalinie Lalta
Palm Beach Gardens, FL USA - Wednesday, September 18, 2002 at 10:13 AM (CDT)
Seth and family-
Just checked in on you all and glad to hear things are going well. Seth sounds like he is happy and handling his treatments like a strong boy. We hope all of you are doing okay and able to remain sane through such a thing as cancer treatment! You sound upbeat as usual and we Jorgensens tend to gravitate toward the optimists! Thinking of you all and dear Seth . . .
Much love, Michelle, Erik, and Cam
Michelle Jorgensen (Cam's mommy)
Durham, NC - Saturday, September 14, 2002 at 10:13 PM (CDT)
Hi Seth,
We're praying that you get out of the hospital soon and can visit your Grandma and Grandpa. You can join Emily and I for our walks. Thanks for showing me your computer games. Maybe you'll let me play the games with you sometime!
Give your mom and dad a big hug from us.
Cindy Martinson
West Palm Beach, Fl - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 02:53 PM (CDT)
Hi Ruthie,Seth & family
I just wanted to let all of you know that you are in my thoughts and in my prayers. May God bless all of you and comfort you through all the good and difficult times.
Patty brocious <pagb@bellsouth.net>
Royal Palm Beach, Fl USA - Monday, September 09, 2002 at 09:57 PM (CDT)
Hi Seth, Ruthie, and family. I keep chekcing on your progress, because you are always in my thoughts. I am pulling for you all!
Sue Davis-Killian <daveki@earthlink.com>
Lake worth, FL Palm Beach - Monday, September 09, 2002 at 07:52 PM (CDT)
Hi Seth... Emily... Scott and Ruthie! Just wanted to let you know I've been "clicking-by" your web site to check on your progress!! I LOVE the picture of you in the Thomas Train! Hope you're back home again real soon! Love Teri
Teri Forbush
- Monday, September 09, 2002 at 01:40 PM (CDT)
Good Morning Seth! This is Lisa Gorman, Skylar's Mom. We found out how to contact you through one of the teachers at Skylar's new school. When we walk in in the morning she lets us know how you and your family are doing. Skylar and I talk about you when we are driving to school. We both say our prayers. Skylar has always had an Angel that she actually talks to. I asked her if she would let you have her Angel to give you and your family strenght and hope and to make you feel better. She said yes. So you may not be able to see her, but the Angel is there. Just believe. The Gorman's
Lisa, Tommy, Zack and Skylar Gorman <lgorman@townofpalmbeach.com>
Wellington, FL Palm Beach - Monday, September 09, 2002 at 08:02 AM (CDT)
What a great website. Glad I am able to keep up to date on what is going on. Just wanted you to know I am thinking of you all and will keep you in my prayers.
Amy Bokelmann <Amybokelmann@cs.com>
Jupiter, FL USA - Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 09:41 PM (CDT)
Dear Ruthie,
I hope to be able to walk as a large group representing Seth on Sept 20th. I am looking forward to my husband Eric meeting you and Scott. All Seth's friends miss him and hope to see him soon. I continue to pray for your healing my friend. I love you...
Lori Ann Rusinko <rusinkosatthebeach@peoplepc.com>
Lake Worth, Fl - Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 08:24 PM (CDT)
Hey Guys,
We found out about this website from Ruthann and John D. Good pictures. Wally, you don't look that bad for an old guy. Actually, you look pretty good for an old guy.
This website is a terrific idea. Never heard of it before.
You know, as always, all of you are in our daily prayers and daily masses. We'll be calling you soon, so get prepared.
May the Good Lord bless you and your loved ones.
Jack & Alice Pierce
Jack & Alice Pierce <jp6878@juno.com>
Lake Worth, FL USA - Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 10:18 AM (CDT)
Hi Guys,
Just found out about your website from Ruthann Marrs. This is a great idea, it helps all of us who don't see you near as much as we would love to, let you know that our physical absence in no way diminishes our spiritual connection which we maintain through prayer and fond thoughts. We really miss you guys lots!!!
John, Lynne, Daniel, and John Thomas DeStefano <destefaj@bellsouth.net>
West Palm Beach, Fl Palm Beach - Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 09:28 AM (CDT)
Hey, Ruthie, I've just read your last report on Seth and I'm glad he is doing well. I too hope he can get to school real soon. I'm keeping you and your family in my thoughts. My mom's church group has Seth in their prayer group as well.
G. Keogh <GloinFla@msn.com>
RPB, Fl 33411 - Friday, September 06, 2002 at 08:13 AM (CDT)
HI HONEY, IT WAS SO GOOD TO HAVE YOU HERE TODAY, YOU WERE SO GOOD. LOOKING TO HAVING YOU HERE AGAIN SUNDAY, LOVE GRANDMA
GRANDMA
WEST PALM BEACH , FL USA - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 10:03 PM (CDT)
Hi Seth, you don't know me, but I know you. Your daddy has told me how brave you are for such a little guy. I think of you often throughout the day and pray for you to get better. I pray for your mom, dad, sister and grandpa too. Your courage keeps me going when I'm having a tough day and feel like wimping out. I just know Jesus will see you through this. Scott, just a note to let you know that at my new job, there is a team of 15 people walking for Light the Night. I joined the group, so I will be there walking especially for Seth. Yes, I am still riding 100 miles for him in Oct. Take care of yourselves and I will always keep your family in my prayers.
Jackie Muniz <primrose_jackie@yahoo.com>
Wellington, FL - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 09:42 PM (CDT)
Seth and Grandpa,
I really like this website. I can keep up with Seth's progress without bugging Scott at work all the time. I am praying for you and your family. Thank God for all the modern technology both medically and electronically.
Love and lots of prayers, Jeannie
Jeannie Campbell <jeanniecampbell@yahoo.com>
Tequesta, FL Palm Beach - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 04:19 PM (CDT)
Hey Seth, My name is Madison. You know Tim & Suzanne McAuliffes' dog, Just wanted to see how you are feeling. I really want to meet you. Tim & Suzy say you are really nice. They say we are related cause of Emmie. I sure do hope so!!! We have a couple of things to bring to you and whenever my owners get time, they will bring them to you!!
Well, I hear them calling for me 'cause it's dinner time. I wonder what they are feeding me...YUCK!!! PUPPY CHOW AGAIN!!! I will keep my paws together and keep praying for you and Mom & Dad and even that younger sister of yours!!!
OOO
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Madison.
Madison <tsmack1@earthlink.net>
Lake Worth, FL USA - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 02:58 PM (CDT)
hi guys, you both look great it has been to long. we are praying for you both and want you to know we are here if you need anything. our families have been thru alot together and god is helping you both now and we pray he will carry you both in his hands we love you and will see you soon,i miss your hugs wally love gene and ruthann
ruthann marrs <foxxy nanny @aol.com>
coral springs, fl broward - Wednesday, September 04, 2002 at 08:01 PM (CDT)
Hello Seth and Family!!
We just wanted to let you know that we are thinking about you and we pray for you to be feeling better real soon!! Trent asks about you often and we will be sending you some pictures out soon. We hope that we can all get together when you are up to it. Take care, we miss you.
Love,
Trent and the Leonard Family
Karen Leonard <kgtcleonard@netzero.net>
West Palm Beach, FL - Tuesday, September 03, 2002 at 03:03 PM (CDT)
Hi Ruthie,Seth, Scott, and Emily, I just heard the news about Seth and Wallie. My heart goes out to all of you. I will keep you in our prayers daily. I'm going to put your family on the prayer list here in TN. This web site is absolutely wonderful. I love the pictures. Seth you're on good looking guy. Give your mommy and grandma big hugs and kisses for me. Lots of love, Shelly
Shelly Reinhard <rreinhard837831@comcast.com>
Ooltewah, Tn USA - Saturday, August 31, 2002 at 07:56 PM (CDT)
dear Ruthie,we think of you and your family. We hope that you are also taking care of yourself...I will keep Seth in my prayers....take care
carole Lapointe
palm beach gardens, fl usa - Friday, August 30, 2002 at 11:39 AM (CDT)
Hi Ruthie,
I have missed seeing you at church, I was sure everything is all right just having visiting time with your Aunt. Rudy and I will be out of town leaving Thursday Aug 29, I will continue to get on the web to check on Seth and Wally. If you need anything before I go or when I get back let me know. I want to get more info on the golf tournament and the light of walk. I will let others know also. Give everyone a big hug. Love Debbie & Rudy
Debbie Reimsnyder <risun415@aol.com>
Lake Worth, FL WPB - Tuesday, August 27, 2002 at 09:59 AM (CDT)
Hi Seth, We have never had the pleasure of meeting yet. I am your fathers cousin. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. I really love this web site your Mom has done. I read it every few days to see how you and your family are doing. Take care.
Love Debbie (Meyer) McLeod & Family
Debbie <mcl1420@stans.net>
- Monday, August 26, 2002 at 09:58 PM (CDT)
Hi Seth! sure miss our saturday conversation when you and your dad comes up to buy lotto tickets,i miss you showing or telling me what you did that day,your smiles and you calling me ms brenda seth, i know that god will bring you through this battle that you are facing right now with bells on, why, because you are a fighter seth,i miss seeing you and emily on saturdays, even though i know you guys wont be there, i still look up thinking you guys would just surprise me, i love and miss you seth,god loves you.keep on believing ruthie,scott and emily that god is watching over our seth for us and giving us the strenght each day for him.love you all, brenda at publix and my kids, nikita and atherly. GOD BLESS.
Brenda Ferguson <katieg93@aol.com>
806 9th st Apt #48 lake park, Fl USA - Monday, August 26, 2002 at 08:42 PM (CDT)
Hi Seth,
You dont know me really but you know my mom. Im Kaylin, Brenda's daughter. I hope you get and feel better.
Much love,
Kaylin
Kaylin <KKprincessKK@msn.com>
Palm Beach, Fl United States - Sunday, August 25, 2002 at 07:53 PM (CDT)
Hi Seth, You don't know me but I am your Daddy's cousin and I live in Idaho. Someday I hope to meet you. You little guy are in me and my family's prayers everyday. I don't know you but I love you like I love your Daddy. Love Cindy, Stuart, Misty and William
Cindy Wieberdink <Teddybird2@cs.com>
Rathdrum, Id USA - Sunday, August 25, 2002 at 06:11 PM (CDT)
What an honor to know such famous guys...Wally and Seth...appearing on their own web site...I'm impressed and will certainly ask for your autographs when I come by...put the coffee on LIVER LIPS...guess who's coming for a cup and a hug.
Nancy Mercier <jonesbch@bellsouth.net>
west palm beach, fl usa - Saturday, August 24, 2002 at 11:55 PM (CDT)
Seth, We're glad that your weight is going up. You'll get back "on track" very soon. Give your mom, dad and sister hugs from us. Love and Prayers.
Cindy and Bill <Nudgemar@aol.com>
- Saturday, August 24, 2002 at 06:02 PM (CDT)
Hi Seth and family!!! It was so nice to see your pictures. I am sorry that I didn't get to see you before I moved, but this website will be good to keep up to date! I miss you very much. I hope that I can talk to you soon! Take care and God bless you all!
Miss Courtney <gatoralum24@hotmail.com>
New Bedford, MA USA - Friday, August 23, 2002 at 09:40 AM (CDT)
Hey Seth!!! Guess what??? We got a puppy!!! He is really cute. Keeps licking both of us. YUCK!!!. He really wants to meet you. since we talk so much about you. I bet he would even go on a train ride if you ask him to. I'll dress him up as the conductor. His name is Madison. And we can tell he loves you and wants to meet you!!
Emmy's Godparents <tsmack1@earthlink.net>
Lake Worth, - Friday, August 23, 2002 at 09:27 AM (CDT)
Prayer is so very powerful!!! May God give you all strength that you will need as you go through this. REMEMBER.....Believe in miracles!!! They do happen.
We love you guys!!
Tim & Suzanne McAuliffe <tsmack1@earthlink.net>
Lake Worth, FL USA - Friday, August 23, 2002 at 09:11 AM (CDT)
Dear Seth, I can't tell you how much I miss you. I think of you everyday and send out a prayer for your healing. All your friends at school say hello and always want to sing "Seth's Been Working on the Railroad" during music time. I sure would love to see you lead us in that song again very soon. I miss sitting with you during rest time and I miss how you always used to try to sneak all your resting things into your cubby before it was time to get up. I miss lacing your shoes and I miss hearing your voice telling me all your great ideas and stories. I love you very much and can't wait to see your sweet face again. Keep that great smile on your face and always hug your Mom and Dad. See you soon. Miss Lori
Lori Ann Rusinko <rusinkosatthebeach@peoplepc.com>
Lake Worth, Fl USA - Thursday, August 22, 2002 at 06:32 PM (CDT)
This is a great way to let me know how all is going with Seth, mom, dad, and of course Emily. I do miss seeing you all at Dr.Gowda's office but I know Marissa is there for support. Hopefully the pokes, etc. are becoming more familiar to Seth and less scary. They're yucky! I'm glad there is a site for Seth--I bet it saves on the phone calls! Take care--choo choo choo, Seth. love, kelly
kelly smith <kellysmith751@hotmail.com>
juno beach, fl usa - Thursday, August 22, 2002 at 05:34 PM (CDT)
Hi Seth, It was sure nice seeing you at the ranes pavillon recently. I miss seeing you and hearing about the trains. Elysa
Elysa Foster <fosterm@adelphia.net>
Wellington, Fl U.S. - Thursday, August 22, 2002 at 04:57 PM (CDT)
Hi Seth, Emily, Ruthie, and Scott!
This is a great site - the photos are very cute...and you have to love the name "seth loves trains"! All of you are in my prayers :-)
Hallie
- Wednesday, August 21, 2002 at 08:25 PM (CDT)
HI, Seth. You have been in our prayers for a while. You may not have met us but Jon-Mark used to work with your Daddy at WPBF. Teri told us all about the good fight...keep it up.
Much love and Lord bless, Jo & Jon-Mark
Jo & Jon-Mark <writejo@planetparrot.net>
Deerfield Beach, FL - Wednesday, August 21, 2002 at 07:43 PM (CDT)
Hey, Seth. I think you're the best. I know your Dad. He's a great guy. I know that he is very proud of you. I hope to have a chance to meet you one day. Take care.
Sherry Weinschenk <sweinsc@hcdpbc.org>
West Palm Beach, FL Palm Beach County - Wednesday, August 21, 2002 at 09:30 AM (CDT)
Hi Seth. It's been great having you back at Dunkin Donuts. I never forgot about you. You're my lil' sweety. I'll make sure I always have at least 1 pink frosted donut for you big boy. You keep getting stronger and make sure you eat all your food and take all your medicines, so that maybe some day you and i can go for a train ride together. to you and your family my prayers are with you. I will bring my camera to work so we can take pictures together. All my Love Diane--( Dunkin Donuts) xoxoxo to all of you
Diane <dlove17@bellsouth.net>
West Palm Beach, Fl USA - Tuesday, August 20, 2002 at 10:41 PM (CDT)
GREAT WEB SIGHT!! I LOVE THE PICTURES. THIS IS A GREAT WAY TO KEEP UP WITH YOU AND KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON. I'M THINKING OF YOU AND PRAYING FOR ALL OF YOU EVERY DAY. GIVE SETH A BIG HUG FROM ME. I KNOW HE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW ME. I'M GOING TO KEEP IN TOUCH A LOT MORE.GIVE YOUR DAD A HUG FOR ME. I WISH I COULD BE THERE FOR MORAL SUPPORT.I MAY HAVE TO COME DOWN AND ALL OF YOU SOME WEEKEND. LOVE YOUR CUZ, DIANE
DIANE <wbmason1@yahoo.com>
HAINES CITY, FL AMERICA - Tuesday, August 20, 2002 at 07:27 PM (CDT)
It is great being able to get updates on Seth (& Grandpa).
Thanks for the pictures. These are the first we have been able to get of him
Rita Clapp <ritacla@panax.com>
Lincoln, Me. USA - Tuesday, August 20, 2002 at 01:28 PM (CDT)
HI Seth, Ruthie, Scott & Emily,
We are praying for you everyday!!! Seth, what a great picture with your Grandpa!!!
Love, Pam, Dan, Angelina and Anthony
Pam Giust <pamgiust@mindspring.com>
Lake Worth, FL USA - Tuesday, August 20, 2002 at 09:28 AM (CDT)
Seth:
I know I haven't seen you in a long time since I moved way out here on the West Coast, but my thoughts are with you, and hope you get better really soon. Give your Mom, little sister and your Dad a big hug for me!
Mark Turner <mturner2@pacbell.net>
Newport Beach, CA United States - Tuesday, August 20, 2002 at 01:37 AM (CDT)
All of us back here in Wisconsin are praying for you Seth. The Web page is wonderful so we can see pictures of you and know how you are doing.
Uncle Bill and Aunt Doris <Dbunkelmann@prodigy.net>
West Bend, Wi USA - Monday, August 19, 2002 at 11:34 PM (CDT)
Keep up the positive attitude Seth! You'll be back to your old self soon! I'll be rooting for you.
Julian
Lake Worth, FL United States - Monday, August 19, 2002 at 07:43 PM (CDT)
We think of you all often and of course you are in our prayers. Love the pictures! Thanks for keeping everyone posted.
Love, Dina, Rory,Ryan & Tyler
Dina Fletcher <rdfletch@bellsouth.net>
Pleasant Garden, NC - Monday, August 19, 2002 at 07:22 PM (CDT)
Are prayers and thoughts are with you love uncle Ray & Aunt Jan
Ray & Jan Meyer <rpmeyer512@cs.com>
algonquin, il usa - Monday, August 19, 2002 at 01:46 PM (CDT)
Hi! Thanks for the update on Seth and the rest of the family. Are you ready for some eggplant parmigiana yet? We love you!
All your friends at DTA Linda, Cathy, Laura, Yani, Kerry and Lisa
- Monday, August 19, 2002 at 01:17 PM (CDT)
It sounds like you are all doing your best on the roller coaster ride that is cancer. Every day can bring new challenges and small victories. I think the key is to celebrate every day for what it is...the good and the bad. And to remember that tomorrow is a blank page, one that you can write though hard work, determination and hope. May you all go from strength to strength. You're in my prayers. Love, Ken Okel
Ken Okel <ladeluge@yahoo.com>
Palm Beach Gardens, FL USA - Monday, August 19, 2002 at 01:06 PM (CDT)
Hi Girlfriend!! We love you guys and are praying for your family everyday!! Great news about your sister!!
Hi Seth. Dylan says, Hi, too. We hope you are feeling better!! Dylan told me to tell you to eat all of your food and take all of your medicine so you can get strong and can play with your friends at school. I know that Mrs. Leslie and Mrs. LoriAnn miss you alot!!! We miss you too!!! Maybe when you feel better we can all go to "Lion Country Safari". That would be fun!! Give mom a big kiss and a hug!! See you soon.
XXOO
Denise, Dylan and Michael
Denise Baker <Baker110@Bellsouth.net>
Royal Palm Beach, FL USA - Monday, August 19, 2002 at 10:30 AM (CDT)
Hi guys. Hope all is going well. You are all in my thoughts and prayers. If you need anything, just call. Love Ya, Linda B
Linda Bowers <radekfan@prodigy.net>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Monday, August 19, 2002 at 10:22 AM (CDT)
You and your family are in my prayers. God Bless....
Gwendolyn Williams
- Monday, August 19, 2002 at 10:17 AM (CDT)
Ruthie and Scott,
This is a great idea. We worry that your mom gets tired of answering all those phone calls! The four of you are in our prayers always. We love you. Bill and Cindy
Bill and Cindy Martinson <Nudgemar@aol.com>
W. Palm Beach, FL USA - Monday, August 19, 2002 at 10:04 AM (CDT)
Hi All, It's Kim (Kyle and Devyn's Mom) I was terribly worried when I didn't see you at the 8:45. My friend who is very involved with the youth group at HN sent me this web site. I'll continue to pray for your whole family. I picked up a book about trains for Seth, if you send me your home address, I'll send it to you. Otherwise I'll look for you next Sunday. LOL Kim
P.S. My web address is kbarnes@pbpost.com, phone # 820-4283
Kim Barnes <kbarnes@pbpost.com>
West palm Beach, FL USA - Monday, August 19, 2002 at 09:59 AM (CDT)
Ruthie,
You, Scott, Seth and Emily are in our thoughts and prayers. Hang in there.
love,
Jim and Sherry McClung <sherry.mcclung@morgankeegan.com>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Monday, August 19, 2002 at 07:55 AM (CDT)
Hi Seth,Ruthie,Scott&Emily,
Just got off the plane from seeing you and miss you all so much. The first thing I did was to check out your web site
GREAT!!! job Ruthie. ALL ABOARD SETH'S EXPRESS our Love and Prayers are with you.
Love Debbie <Debwick2@aol.com>
Saukville , WI USA - Sunday, August 18, 2002 at 07:37 PM (CDT)
Ruthie, Scott, Seth and Emily,
We are glad to see Seth is getting stronger, Erica says, she misses seeing him outside. If you need anything, we are here, and you are in our prayers.....Your neighbors,
Deanna, Rick, Erica and Eliza
Deanna Herbst <Dlherbst@aol.com>
North Palm Beach, fl Palm Beach - Sunday, August 18, 2002 at 07:03 PM (CDT)
Ruth, Scott, Seth and Emily,
What a great idea! I hope all goes well and you get to start back on therapy this week. I hope also that you get this message. Having a few problems with my server. You have become very good at the photo gallery and the one of Seth and your Dad are awsome. Love you all, you are always in my thoughts and prayers. Love Brenda
Brenda Amos-Moss <AcreageBAM@msn.com>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Sunday, August 18, 2002 at 09:07 AM (CDT)
HI Guys, I was so glad to see this web site. I helps keep me up to date since I'm not at CDC everyday. I hope is going as well as it can. I think about you all the time. Again, let me know if there is anything I can do.
Love
Tammy
Tammy Leemon <tammy.leemon@att.net>
Lake Park, FL PBC - Sunday, August 18, 2002 at 07:19 AM (CDT)
Great website!! Seth's pictures look great. We are here for you our new friends. Hope all goes well next week. Love, The Doyles
Tricia <supportjess@aol.com>
Lake Worth, FL USA - Saturday, August 17, 2002 at 10:24 PM (CDT)
Hi, Seth and family. I like your website. I am going to share your first entry with all of your friends and teachers at school. Keep eating and work hard so you can come to school for a visit and then to stay. Take Care. We miss you!
Miss Leslie <lakelly@adelphia.net>
Palm Beach Gardens, FL USA - Saturday, August 17, 2002 at 09:35 PM (CDT)
Ruthie and family, Thanks so much for this web site. You are all amazing! Good Luck - I'm keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
Sue Davis-Killian <daveki@earthlink.com>
Lake Worth, FL USA - Saturday, August 17, 2002 at 08:10 PM (CDT)
Great web site! My you're a handsome guy.
Ann <MainiacAnn@aol.com>
Mechanicsburg, Pa - Saturday, August 17, 2002 at 03:54 PM (CDT)
Hello Seth
You are looking great on that bike, Get better soon, We are all praying for ya, Take care of mom, dad and Emily. Ruthie I think this web site is great. If you need any thing give me a holler. The boys are back in school and I only have Hannah
Rudy and Debbie <risun415@aol.com>
Lake Worth, FL USA - Saturday, August 17, 2002 at 03:29 PM (CDT)
Great site Tootie! What a great idea. I will post at work.
Hi, Seth...Hope to see you soon!
My love to all of you.
Marissa
Marissa Barrera <msbarrera@adelphia.net>
Boca Raton, Fl USA - Saturday, August 17, 2002 at 02:12 PM (CDT)
I AM SO HAPPY THAT WE WILL BE ABLE TO KEEP UP ON SETH'S PROGRESS & SEE ANY PICTURES THAT MIGHT BE IN THERE.
THANKS!!
RITA CLAPP <ritacla@panax.com>
LINCOLN, ME. USA - Saturday, August 17, 2002 at 09:59 AM (CDT)
Dear Scott,Ruthie,Seth,and Emily
Our love,thoughts,and prayers are with you all.
love Aunt Gert and Pam
Gert Hamelin <Imsewtired2@aol>
Spokane, Wa Spokane - Saturday, August 17, 2002 at 09:22 AM (CDT)
THIS IS GREAT! PAPA & I PRAY FOR YOU SETH & YOUR MOM, DAD & EMILY TOO. WE LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH
THIS IS A GREAT IDEA. SETH, PAPA & I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH & PRAY FOR YOU & YOUR MOM & DAD & SISTER TOO.
PAPA & GRANDMA
WEST PALM BEACH, FL UNITED STATES OF AMERICA - Saturday, August 17, 2002 at 06:22 AM (CDT)
What a great website - thanks for keeping up with all the updates, they've been wonderful. My thoughts and prayers are with all of you every day. If there is anything I can do, please don't hesitate to give me a call. (662-5400)Hugs, Anna
Anna Losito <annalosito@yahoo.com>
West Palm Beach, fl usa - Saturday, August 17, 2002 at 01:18 AM (CDT)
Uncle Todd and I are so proud of you! You've been such a trooper. Same to you mom and dad and wild woman (you know who you are, haha)
Aunt Dori <todori@adelphia.net>
PBG, FL USA - Friday, August 16, 2002 at 09:52 PM (CDT)
Great web site! My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Randee Gabriel <rr.gabriel@att.net>
Loxahatchee, Fl. USA - Friday, August 16, 2002 at 08:56 PM (CDT)
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