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Thank you so much for sharing Sarah's story with everyone. I have been following it for over a year now, You really do have a way with words.. "We have a lot of choices in our lives, but sometimes all we have is the choice of how to react to what life brings." thats a quote that I will always keep in mind.
Take Care!!!!!

Annie <kinseydivine@gmail.com>
TN - Tuesday, November 8, 2005 4:09 PM CST

Jennifer- I really enjoyed reading your letter, you have such a way with words, its amazing. I believe you are very strong and its so good that your in touch with your feelings, many people arent. I know what you mean about living being both happy and sad all the time, Im the same way since losing my Mom, its been almost 2 years for me and I broke down crying in bed last night (it just happens and probably always will). I will miss coming here and reading but I completely understand why you cant keep this up forever. You all will always be in my thoughts and I hope we can get together sometime or just talk on the phone someday when your feeling like it. Love to all of you!! Take care of each other.
Julie Pochy <chococats2@juno.com>
Roseville, CA USA - Tuesday, November 8, 2005 1:44 PM CST

Jennifer- Thank you for the update. It was heartfelt, painful and hopeful all at the same time. You are such a strong woman. I feel lucky to have known you during part of your journey with Sarah. This might sound crazy, but I already miss updates and new pictures. I have an understanding as to why you need to stop updating and I respect that decision...This might be harder for me to let go of, than for you! When I came to visit you I remember you speaking a little about how sick Sarah actually was and that for many, her death came as a surprise. The same is true for me and I have told you many times before, I didn't realize Sarah was a CWC at ROCK camp, I assumed she must be a sibling of a CWC. She was so full of life and happy. It is remarkable to me, I look at the pictures from ROCK camp all the time. I made a collage, so it is on the wall in my bedroom at home. It makes me smile to see her similing, to know she must have been in pain and knowing that she had been through more than most adults have been, but she was strong and so very, very brave--she simled through the pain. I love Sarah. I knew her for eight hours and I know I will love her for the rest of my life. I hope stopping this journal aides in your journey back to a 'normal' life, if such a thing is possible. Please know that I will keep you, Marco, Keith, Jenna and Sarah in my thoughts and prayers for as long as I am living. I hope you will stay in touch via e-mail when you get the chance too. I will hope to get to Florida to see you all some time in the near future. Sending you my love,
Kyle <gundykl128@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, November 8, 2005 9:13 AM CST

Jennifer-
I just wanted to write and let you know that I have been thinking about you and Marco and the kids a lot lately. I miss you guys. We had ice cream tonight (with my family) and I was telling them all about you guys again and how Jenna picked out the ice cream and all the good stuff to go with it...I was really wishing I had some of those fixings tonight! We always want what we don't have, don't we...
I hope you are all doing okay. I know you aren't updating as much anymore and that you plan to stop at some point, but I must confess that I check this site at least once every day, sometimes several times in a day. It makes me feel good to see the pictures of her. I love, love, love that chair they made for her, pink and purple, it's just wonderful. I didn't know Sarah very well, but I know she loves that chair! It is a chair fit for a princess!

Keith and Jenna-
Did you guys have a good Halloween? Did you eat lots of candy? Don't forget to share some with mom and dad!! What did you guys dress up as? I work in a day care center here in Connecticut three days a week and we had a huge party for Halloween and all the kids dressed up and all the grownups too, it was so much fun. I went as Tinkerbelle, I LOVE her! Some of the babies had the cutest costumes ever. One was dressed up like Tigger and another was a pumpkin. There was even a baby dressed up like Pumbaa from the lion king, that little boy was so cute! Anyway, I hope you guys had lots of fun. Can you give mom and dad a hug from me? I miss you all.
Love, Kyle
<gundykl128@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, November 6, 2005 10:52 PM CST

Dearest Jennifer and Family, I just want to say Hi and hope Jenna and Keith had a great Halloween! Auntie Jodi, Lil'Lexi and me went to the mall for her to go trick or trick and she started to cry and scream which she doesn't ever do, we rushed her to the Dr. office and she had ear infections and broncitis ? Know I did not spell that right ,but I think you know what I mean, anyway Uncle Kris got it and of course Grandma me (Mama) got it, what a deal. Ha Ha . The weather is getting colder everyday and rainy days. Yuk! I wish it would be 80 degrees all the time. Right!!! Please take care and let me know if you ever come this way. Love and Prayers Always, Jay
JAY SMITH-JODIS MOM, LEXI"S GRAM <jrsmith@surewest .net>
Granite Bay, Ca U S A - Saturday, November 5, 2005 12:07 AM CST

Just dropped by to say Hi and I'm thinking of you. I learned about your website from the yahoo support group. What a beautiful angel Sarah is. What a horrible journey we must go through. I'm here if you ever want to talk. It has only been 3 months for me but I think we all need to stick together. Hugs to you and your family.

Karen
Leahs mommy forever
www.leahsjourney.com
Karen James <pkkl714@hotmail.com>
MI - Tuesday, November 1, 2005 11:51 AM CST

Hello to all of you and have a safe and fun Hallowen Celebration! I was a pirate for a party I attended; we always have a little pirate somethig in our closets to throw together!
Take care of yourselves and each other.
Auntie carol & moki
Lots of love to all of you too!

Caroline Pochy <ceepochy@peoplepc.com>
San Francisco, CA USA - Monday, October 31, 2005 5:05 PM CST

I know your not updating as much but I check here often since I think about you guys all the time! Wanted to wish you a Happy Halloween and hope you can have a really good time together. Looks like were going to have nice weather, no rain or anything. Keith and Jenna-Hope you get to eat lots of candy!! YUM. Have fun
Julie Pcchy <chococats2@juno.com>
Roseville, CA USA - Monday, October 31, 2005 11:07 AM CST

Hello there Jennifer,
We just wanted to say hello and we hope you all have a great Halloween. Joey is going to his first "big" kid party... I am not sure I like the growing up thing so much. Today is Taylor's birthday she is 9 years old today... time sure does fly! Well have a great holiday and we are always thinking about you guys.
Love and Prayers
Dawn and Taylor Torres <dtorres73@cfl.rr.com>
Merritt Island, FL USA - Saturday, October 29, 2005 2:34 PM CDT

Thank your Jennifer for taking the time to read our website for our darling daughter Bethany. i find it amazing that other parents who are going throught the same as me, can find it in their hearts to be so giving of their compassion to others. Your daughter is beautiful.

Kim From PBT Angels <contact@bethanyclift.co.uk>
- Wednesday, October 26, 2005 7:19 PM CDT

Hi friend...thank you fo rcoming and taking the time to sign Hadley's guestbook. That was so very sweet of you...especially giving what a hard time you have to be having with Sarah's birthday. I will never understand why our beautiful children have to go through any of this. I actually honestly hope I never do. Again...thank you for checking in on Hadley...it was very kind of you! Hang in Mama and know that I'm 'here' if ya ever need anything. When Jen's Tori passed away I told her a million times...if ya need to yell, cry, laugh whatever...call me. I have no expecataions of you and you don't have to be strong for me! I think we raelly do all need to stick together and guide eachother down this path that CAN be very lonely.

With Love and HOPE
Hadley*, Keegan and Liam's Mama

www.caringbridge.org/ca/hadleyfox
Angela <FoxFamilyFive@sbcglobal.net>
Alameda, Ca USA - Sunday, October 23, 2005 1:21 AM CDT

Keith and Jenna-
I just wanted to write and say hello. I was thinking about those ice cream sundaes we ate at your house when I came to visit. That was such a good idea Jenna, very, very yummy! I hope you both are enjoying school and having fun this year. Sarah's garden looks beautiful, you guys and your mom and dad did a wonderful job with it, Sarah would have loved it. Hopefully I will get to see you guys again next time I am in Florida. For now I am stuck in rainy, soon to be snowy (yuck), Connecticut... maybe I will just move in with you guys, at least it is nice and warm in Florida most of the time!
Have a wonderful week and tell mom and dad I said hello please.
Love, Kyle (Sarah's friend from ROCK camp) <gundykl128@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, October 18, 2005 9:57 PM CDT

Dear Jennifer and Family,
Just wanted to say hello and we are always thinking about you. Wasn't it nice this morning a little cooler(thank god!). Well I hope that you are having a good weekend. Take care,
Love and Prayers
Dawn and Taylor Torres <dtorres73@cfl.rr.com>
Merritt Island, Fl USA - Sunday, October 16, 2005 1:28 PM CDT

Jennifer and family-
I was thinking about Sarah all day today. I have no idea why. It's ironic too since I only knew her for 8 hours and not very well, but I couldn't get her out of my head today. I was working in NYC at school and I just kept sneaking away to go find a computer and check on you guys. Of course the site never changed, but somehow it made me feel better just to see it here... i can't really explain that feeling.
I hope all is going well for you guys. Sarah's garden sounds wonderful, all the butterflies and it was very thoughtful of you to burry Pet with her, I think she would have really liked that. Listen to me! Like I need to tell you what your own child would like! Good grief!
Have you changed the rooms around in the house yet? I was wondering how Sarah's shelf was coming along in the new guest room. I hope all is well. Please give Marco, Keith and Jenna my love. I hope to see you again next time I fly to Florida (i think i need to start taking out loans so i can afford to volunteer!!!)
Anyway, love and prayers. I miss you guys
Love, Kyle <gundyKL128@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, October 15, 2005 11:20 PM CDT

Dearest Jennifer and Family, Hi there to all. Hope you are doing well. Getting ready to visit Lil Lexi and Auntie Jo. Guess Aunt Carol and Karen are coming tonite and stay the weekend with them. Please take care and better get going, just wanted to say Hi and Love you all. Love and Prayers Jay
JAY SMITH-JODIS MOM, LEXI"S GRAM <jrsmith@surewest .net>
Granite Bay, Ca U S A - Friday, October 14, 2005 4:11 PM CDT

I miss you guys...
Love, Kyle <gundykl128@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, October 4, 2005 10:31 PM CDT

Dearest Jennifer and Family, I'm sorry I haven't written in a while, but I haven't been feeling well and I just get kinda slow at things. When I take Lily the puppy out at nite I always look up to all the stars and Sarahs is always shining so brightly, I know all my family in the heavens is watching over her closely for you. Jennifer I still say you are one in a million Mom,wife, and person. Please tell the kiddos Hi from Lil' Lexis Mama and Auntie Jo's Mommy, she still calls me Mommy after 35 years. She something else. HaHa. I love it. Please come visit, we always have room for you. Love and Prayers Jay
JAY SMITH-JODIS MOM, LEXI"S GRAM <jrsmith@surewest .net>
Granite Bay, Ca U S A - Friday, September 30, 2005 10:37 AM CDT

Dear Jennifer,
I just wanted to say hello and I can only imagine how you felt on Sarah's birthday. You have every right to be sad and think WHY?, I wonder that all the time.You will probably never know WHY?, but I guess just remembering that beautiful and oh so special little girl is a wonderful memory(but it's not the same). I didn't get to know Sarah like Taylor did but I see how much Taylor loved her as a friend and to this day still talks about her, and it makes Taylor happy. I have told you this before but Sarah touch my little girl in more ways that I even know.Sarah was a VERY special little girl and that we will never forget. I am glad the garden is doing so well. We had a bug problem so we had to dig the up those and get new ones.(I don't use bug killers). But that was fine with Taylor she likes getting new plants. I hope that you guys have a great week and take care.
Dawn and Taylor Torres <dtorres73@cfl.rr.com>
Merritt Island, FL USA - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 2:10 PM CDT

I guess I missed Sarah's birthday. September is full of birthdays for us, including mine and Steven's.

We send our prayers for your family, and we will hold you all close to our hearts.
Kathleen, mom to Steven and aunt to angel Kyra
San Diego, CA USA - Monday, September 26, 2005 11:02 AM CDT

Jennifer and Family,
Just wanted to let you know we were thinking about you all and Sarah yesterday on her birthday.I didn't get the chance to get to mail you our thoughts, but didn't want to not have you know that we were thinking of you all.Take care Debbie Don and Racheal Mayer
Mayer Family <bestsoultion@cfl.rr.com>
Merritt Island, Fl Brevard - Wednesday, September 21, 2005 12:42 AM CDT

Hello Family,
I am thinking of all of all you and sending lots of extra love on this special day of Sarah's Birthday. With the sadness that comes, I have lit a candle next to her picture in celebration of all that she was while with us and all that she is and will continue to be in my life as well as all the countless lives she has forever inspired and touched in so many ways...
I take this moment, close my eyes, and draw a deep breath filling me with all of her essence and spirit of the love that is her.
Bless you, sweet beautiful Sarah, I love you.
Caroline Pochy <ceepochy@peoplepc.com>
San Francisco, CA USA - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 4:51 PM CDT

Dear Jennifer, Marco, Keith and Jenna,

My heart is with you on this special day. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers,as I always do. The garden sounds so beautiful.

Love, Julie,Roger,Ezra and Noah
Julie Davis-Jaffe <Julie_Jaffe@yahoo.com>
Sacramento, Ca USA - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 3:49 PM CDT

Just wanted to let you know that we are thinking of you on this special day. Kris, Alexis, and I are sending hugs and kisses to all of you.
Love, Jodi <www.kpochy10@hotmail.com>
Roseville, Ca - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 3:39 PM CDT

HiJenn & Family---Thinking about you lots on this special day. I will miss reading your thoughts, you did such a wonderful job with this website and in every aspect of this journey--Sarah was soo lucky to have you through this & so is the rest of your family. You've touched my life in so many positive ways--I'm honored to be able to call you my friend. I can't wait to see the garden when it is done, it looks terrific already. God bless you and your family, especially today, and always. Love, Cheri & family
Cheri Ganzer <gganzerjr@cfl.rr.com>
Merritt Island , FL USA - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 11:11 AM CDT

you are all always in mine and sarah's thoughts and prayers - especially today - may God bless you and bring you His peace that passes all understanding ...
Jen Waszmer <jwaszmer@hotmail.com>
Merritt Island, Fl - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 9:58 AM CDT

Jennifer-
I completely understand your reasons for ending the website, its really alot to keep up with, and it has nothing to do with the memory of Sarah (that will remain in your heart), not too long ago we didnt even have internet (wonder how we all got by without it) I will be thinking of you on Sarah's Birthday, I really dont have the perfect words, but just wanted you to know we love you all!!
Julie Pochy <chococats2@juno.com>
Roseville, CA USA - Monday, September 19, 2005 11:48 PM CDT

Dear Jennifer and Family,
I loved the pictures that you posted... they are great! I am sad to see this web site end but you and your family always come first. I guess that no matter if there is a web site or not Sarah's Love and Memory will always live on. I know that tomorrow is her birthday, and we will thinking of her and you guys.We added some new plants to our garden for Sarah this weekend. Taylor still talks about her... she really touch all of our lives.Well I just wanted to say thank you for sharing your love and strength. Your whole family is amazing, but you Jennifer.. there are no words to describe your courage. Happy Birthday Butterfly Angel We All Love You and Miss You!
Love and Prayers
Dawn and Taylor Torres <dtorres73@cfl.rr.com>
Merritt Island, FL USA - Monday, September 19, 2005 7:34 PM CDT

Jennifer, Marco, Keith and Jenna:

I haven't posted on Sarah's site for a long time, but I do want to now - especially since Jennifer may not continue to use it. It has been a wonderful way to keep us informed of Sarah's progress and then your family's struggles through the healing process.

It has been an honor and a pleasure knowing your family, and I will be thinking about you as you celebrate Sarah's life Tuesday.

Love, Trudi

Trudi Harger <trudiharger@juno.com>
San Jose, CA USA - Monday, September 19, 2005 4:21 AM CDT

Jennifer,
As sad as we will be when this site is gone, we understand your needs come first. Thank you for sharing your Sarah with us. I walked Relay in Los Altos, unfortunately I didn't get to meet your sister (mabey next year). I cannot wait to see the pictures of your Garden. What a labor of love! Much love to you and your family.

Joy
Joy McCarthy <joymcarthy@aol.com>
San Jose, CA USA - Thursday, September 15, 2005 2:03 PM CDT

I've been reading your site for several months, but I'm not sure if I've ever posted in the guestbook. I found Sarah's site through another CB webpage and was immediately smitten--my younger sister is also named Sarah, and has sworn since she was very little that "you're not a REAL Sarah unless your name has an H on the end." I don't doubt that your Sarah was a "real" Sarah and then some!
Like others have said, I would miss reading your page, but this website is for your benefit first and your "audience" second. Although I would miss reading, I would much rather go from here with the memories I have formed of your beautiful daughter than have you keep hurting yourself for anonymous readers' sakes. I often save pictures of Caringbridge kids and make desktop collages of them; my screensaver flashes random pictures from my collection, and it always makes me smile when the picture of Sarah with her pink-and-white face paint flashes across the screen. Regardless of your decision about your website, Sarah and your family will remain in my prayers. May God bless you all.
Lauren <dramauknow@yahoo.com>
Winston-Salem, NC USA - Thursday, September 15, 2005 8:55 AM CDT

I've posted in your guestbook a couple of times, but I have been following the site for a long time. Whatever you choose to do, it is your decision, and my prayers will be with you one way or the other. I do want you to know that I for one don't get "tired" of hearing about how you're feeling. It helps me to know how to pray for you. But I totally understand why you might not want to continue it as well. Anyways, your family is in my thoughts and prayers. Take care of yourself.

Kevin
Fort Worth, TX USA - Wednesday, September 14, 2005 3:53 PM CDT

The efforts you have made to keep the website updated have been wonderful for everyone reading it. It has served me as a reminder to "send good vibes" your way when I can. But this is not about everyone else reading the website, it's about you and your family. Makes sense that you want to use time saved here to spend with Marco, Keith and Jenna. We will all find other ways to not forget. Please know that I will be thinking of you guys long after this website goes away.
Bryan Essaf <Flying108@adelphia.net>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Wednesday, September 14, 2005 1:09 PM CDT

Jennifer, I think that the tree and plaque are beautiful and sad all at the same time. You have a wonderful group of people around who suport and love you. I have been having a hard time feeling at peace with the loss of yet another child. I miss Sarah and I don't need you to keep the site to do so. If it's not helping you, then it's just time to let it go and have your wonderful memories. Danny has'nt looked at web-site in some time. He just has his picture of Sarah in his wallet. He will still talk aboput her and bring her name up. If he can remember how special she was, so will everyone else. It was really good talking to you the other day. We let time go by to long. I am hoping to get to your house on Thursday. I will call you soon.
Love and rememberance for always, Cindy
Cindy and Danny <whitakerdnc72@netzero.net(www.caringbridge.org/fl/dannyw)>
- Wednesday, September 14, 2005 10:53 AM CDT

Hey Jennifer,that is a beautiful picture of two sisters that love each other.Thinking of you and your family everyday.You are in are hearts and prayers.

Denise Henderson <DDCharmed@aol.com>
Merritt Island, Fla USA - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 7:41 AM CDT

HI JENN---LOVE THE PICTURE--THEY LOOK SO MUCH ALIKE IN THAT PICTURE. I WALKED BY THE BUTTERFLY GARDEN THIS MORNING--IT LOOKS ABSOLUTELY TRANQUIL. YOU CAN TELL THAT YOU ARE TAKING YOUR TIME & PUTTING YOUR HEART & SOUL INTO IT--IT CERTAINLY DOES SHOW.
CONGRATULATIONS ON 19 YEARS--YOU MUST HAVE GOTTEN MARRIED WHILE YOU WERE STILL IN DIAPERS!!(HE!HE!HE!) COFFEE AGAIN SOON?. LOVE, CHERI
CHERI GANZER <gganzerjr@cfl.rr.com>
Merrit Island, FL USA - Monday, September 12, 2005 10:55 AM CDT

Dear Jennifer,

I love the pictures and can imagine how hard it was to take the first day of school photo without Sarah. Taking pictures on the first day of school is a tradition in our house, too. Even though Matthew is still here, I know it is something that can't be taken for granted.

You are so, so often on my mind.

Love,
Andrea

Andrea Passarella <andrea@passarella.com>
NJ - Sunday, September 11, 2005 3:07 PM CDT

Hello Jennifer,
It was really great to share words with you on the phone. I love you and all that you are so so much!!! I am smiling with the thoughts of seeing all of you!!!
Many hugs and more to Keith and Jenna and of course my wonderful brother, kisses sent on the wings of butterflies to you Sarah...
Love, Light, and Blessings to all

Caroline Pochy <ceepochy@peoplepc.com>
San Francisco, CA USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 2:27 PM CDT

Thinking of you today.
Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Friday, September 9, 2005 2:29 PM CDT

always praying for more peace in your hearts...
Jenna Marcella and family
dan marcella <dcmarc@comcast.net>
Hanover, MD USA - Friday, September 9, 2005 9:32 AM CDT

Sarah and all your children were and are beautiful. You are blessed.

Your family remains in my prayers.

Kathleen, mom to Steven and aunt to angel Kyra
San Diego, CA USA - Friday, September 9, 2005 0:01 AM CDT

Jennifer-
It looks as though Cindy has beat me to the punch here! I tried so hard yesterday to make it to a computer but I just couldn't get to one...yesterday was my first day of graduate school, and as Cindy said I was in Florida for ROCK weekend again and just got back late Monday night and because I'm commuting to NYU my four hours of classes and my six hour round trip travel make Tuesdays (and Thursdays) an all day adventure just for two classes! Anyway, that's no excuse. I remember when I came to visit that you had asked when my birthday was and we were both excited to realize that we shared September 6th as a special day so I knew all day that I had to come wish you and Marco and happy anniversary but it just didn't happen... so HAPPY ANNIVERSARY, a day late, but better than never I suppose!
Anyway, I was really sorry to read your last update. When I first signed on and saw the picture of just Jenna and Sarah I was wondering why you had a picture that didn't include Keith; however, your entry made it clear that the picture you selected was just what you all needed to see, the love between two sisters, two best friends. My heart is breaking to know that Jenna's heart is broken.
This past weekend I was able to attend the funeral of Danny's friend David. I had met David only once and for only about five minutes but he made such a huge impact on me in just those five minutes that I can't even imagine the pain those people who were able to talk to him, hear him laugh, see his eyes sparkle and see that smile I've only seen in pictures must feel. To know that someone can change your life forever in just a few short minutes, imagine what they can do in their lifetime, no matter how short, to those lucky enough to be with them.
I think I mentioned that to you too when you were showing me some pictures of Sarah; how much it hurt me to know that she was gone and to realize that I only knew her for one day and my heart was breaking, I couldn't imagine how you and your family were feeling having had her for so many years.
David's funeral gave me a small piece of the broken heart I hear so many childless mothers talking about. While I of course, have no real concept of the pain you and your family are going through, this was my first funeral for a child and it was really very hard for me to process what David's family must be going through. Through all my training, through meeting with families after they have lost their child and getting to know families like Dannys' I thought I knew what I was getting myself in to, but I just didn't and Sunday I learned just how hard this is and I'm just an 'outsider.'
I have talked before about how strong I think you and your family are and about how amazing it was to spend time with you and your children, to see first hand what a remarkable family you have; this Sunday, I think I finally realized just how strong you all must be.
I suppose for me, this was a good experience, though as I told Cindy, it is one I would like, more than anything, to never have to experience again in my lifetime. But, I feel like David's family and friends have opened my eyes and my heart a little bit more, they allowed me to see inside this world that no family should have to see. And while I only experienced a minute section of that world I think it will forever change the way I approach my practice and my client base.
Since I met with you and your family and I heard a little more about Hospice and how they help families I have been considering specializing in peds Hospice as a Music Therapist. I think, having following David's journey and having learned so much about the program from you and Marco, that it is wonderful and that I might be able to do some good there. I told my professors yesterday that I would like my specialization to be in peds oncology and peds Hospice; they support my decision and I'm so fortunate to have that support.
Anyway, I've been going on and on here for a little while, I just wanted to say thank you, I guess, though that doesn't seem like enough... it is through your family that my eyes were first opened to peds Hospice and I think I can make a difference, at least I hope I can.
Please give my love to Marco and Keith and espically to Jenna. This might not help, but I remember you telling me that Sarah used to love singing a Jonny Denver song (did I get that right?), maybe Jenna would like to learn and sing that song? Maybe doing something that Sarah loved, but not something that Sarah used to do with Jenna, would help her. Maybe something like that would make her remember Sarah and remember how much she loved her without bringing her down too much. Have her eat some cantalope or set the places at the table with the names or play musical chairs when you are out to dinner somewhere...maybe doing those things because they remind her of the love Sarah had and the passion that you all have as a family would help Jenna to focus on that love and passion and not so much on how she misses having Sarah with her. I'm not sure what I'm trying to say here...I guess what I mean is to try and keep Sarah there, with you, even though that may not be the case. Maybe none of this will help, but I just thought it might so there it is...
Anyway, please know that I'm thinking about you and praying for your family. My grandmother says to say hi, she was really impressed with you guys, she is always asking me about you and wondering how you are doing. Sending my love.
Love, Kyle <gundyKL128@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, September 7, 2005 9:14 AM CDT

Jennifer, Looking at the pictures of Sarah and Jenna has brought tears to my eyes. I'm so saddend for the loss of a sisters love to her young life. It really isn't fair and I just don't understand why this is such a reality to so many people. I'm also glad that Jenna has such a wonderful Mother to share her pain, fears, and sorrow. I know that you can pull eachother thru. Keith looks so grown up. It's hard to believe that time has gone by so fast. I hope that you and Marco did something special for your anniversary, I don't mean cry together. I hope that we talk soon, I miss you. Kyle was just here this past weekend, it was Famlies ROCK weekend already. She sends her love. As do I.
Cindy <whitakerdnc72@netzero.net(www.caringbridge.org/fl/dannyw)>
- Tuesday, September 6, 2005 10:58 PM CDT

Dear Jennifer and Family,
Just wanted to say hello and We hope that you had a nice Labor Day weekend.You are always in our thoughts and prayers!
Love and Prayers
Dawn and Taylor Torres <dtorres73@cfl.rr.com>
Merritt Island, FL USA - Monday, September 5, 2005 8:26 PM CDT

thinking of you and praying for you always ...
Jen Waszmer <jwaszmer@hotmail.com>
Merritt Island, - Thursday, September 1, 2005 2:38 PM CDT

Thinking of you guys, hope all is well.
Love, Kyle <gundyKL128@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, August 31, 2005 8:38 PM CDT

Jennifer, your entry tonight touched my heart. Every picture you put up of Sarah is cuter than the last. You are going to make it, I wish I had something to say to make it easier. Stay strong!!!!
Ellen and Sammi Robertson www.caringbridge.org/mi/sammijean <Scanmom@hotmail.com>
Wyandotte, mi - Wednesday, August 31, 2005 6:52 PM CDT

Jen, I have been thinking of you. I have been thinking of Sarah alot lately. Danny asked me if Sarah would help David to get settled into Heaven. I told him that I was sure she would. How are Keith and Jenna doing? How's Marco? Give me a call when you get a chance. We already bought a house and we are getting iot ready to move into. I am trying to be excited about it but it's been really hard.
Cindy <whitakerdnc72@netzero.net>
- Tuesday, August 30, 2005 9:34 AM CDT

Dear Jennifer,
Just wanted to say hello and thoughts of all of you are in our minds and hearts. Hope the school year is going okay so far!Well take care and as always...
Love and Prayers
Dawn and Taylor Torres <dtorres73@cfl.rr.com>
Merritt Island, FL USA - Monday, August 29, 2005 8:53 AM CDT

Hi Jennifer, Marco, Keith and Jenna

Your vacation looks like fun. I feel bad that I have not written in your guestbook in so long. It's amazing how fast time flys. I saw Jodi, Kris and Alexis yesterday. We had lunch with them and then we went to the mall and the kids rode the Merry Go Round. Well I have to go. My son is missing one of his Thomas the Tank Engines (D199 is the name of the train - Ezra wanted you to know which train). I just hope we can find it, so we can all go to bed. Have a wonderful week and know that we think of you often.

Love, Julie
Julie Davis-Jaffe <Julie-Jaffe@yahoo.com>
Sacramento, Ca USA - Sunday, August 28, 2005 10:27 PM CDT

Dearest Jennifer, Jodi was over yesterday and updated me on the website. Jennifer I'm very proud of you and the strengh God has given you. I cry when Jodi and me talk about it and when I read the website. You are the quite a woman,mother and wife. Please always stay with strengh, courage and the love you have. I know Sarah is always with you and watching over you and with her beautiful smile and telling all the angels, Hey "this is my mommy" she is so proud as we all are. Keep all the Happy Thoughts it really works wonders. Please take care and will write soon. Keep the pictures coming! Love and Prayers Always Jay
JAY SMITH-JODIS MOM, LEXI"S GRAM <jrsmith@surewest .net>
Granite Bay, Ca U S A - Wednesday, August 24, 2005 11:12 AM CDT

Know we are thinking of you.
Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Tuesday, August 23, 2005 5:36 PM CDT

Dear Jennifer,
Your entry was great, I always love hearing that you are healing I know that will be a life long process. Yesterday was the 14 Year anniversary of my daddy passing away, so I totally understand. You can heal and live your life but the hurt and sadness never go away. I miss him so much and I just think about all the good memories and that makes the hurt not so bad. She is and always will be a beautiful little girl.Thank you for sharing your thoughts and your love with all of us.The pictures of your vacation are beautiful... the kids seem to be doing good and that is important. I hope they are liking school.Taylor is happy to be back at school and so is Joey. This is his last year at Lewis Carroll and I am having a hard time thinking about next year and "letting go". I still have 3 more years with Taylor "thank god"! Well take care of yourself and the family.
love and Prayers
Dawn and Taylor Torres <dtorres73@cfl.rr.com>
Merritt Island, Fl USA - Tuesday, August 23, 2005 1:49 PM CDT

What a beautiful beautiful little girl.
I often check your site but have never left a message... until now. Im so sorry for your loss.
Shelly <shelly.davis@atkearney.com>
Sydney, Australia - Tuesday, August 23, 2005 0:35 AM CDT

Jen, I know it's been a while since I last signed your guestbook, but I still check up on you. I miss Sarah too. You know she is still all around you. She's the wind on a still morning, or that butterfly out of nowhere. That's what Danny said last week at the park. Just out of the blue this butterfly was fluttering around us and Danny said look mom, there's Sarah. I don't know why he thought of her, he just did. I wonder what goes thru his mind. He's only six, but it seems he's lived a lifetime. He said that because the butterfly came out of nowhere and just hung aroung us at the picnic tables. Guess what we were having at our picnic, one of Danny's favorites-cantelope. We love you and still think of ya'll often. Love, Cindy
Cindy <whitakerdnc72@netzero.net-(www.caringbridge.org/fl/dannyw)>
- Monday, August 22, 2005 9:44 PM CDT

Jennifer-

You don't know me, and I don't really know you. However, through a group I am a member of, I heard of your daughter's battle. I followed her fight for many months, and was deeply saddened to learn of her death. For more reasons than I can say, I haven't written until now. Though I will not even pretend to know the terrible pain that you are going through, I will say that I have known deep grief. You are right to say there is no way around it except to go TRHOUGH it. You and your beautiful family will be in my prayers during this tough time.
Kevin
Fort Worth, TX USA - Monday, August 22, 2005 8:31 PM CDT

Jennifer-
I can't think of much to say to make you feel better, that you haven't already thought of yourself. So, in light of that, I'm just going to tell you that I love you and I know how strong you are; so, even if you think you can't make it another day or even just another minute of that day, please remember that I know you can (and I suspect there are many others out there who know you can as well)!

My friend Patricia, who will be celebrating her 6th year cancer FREE on October 7th, says that sometimes she wakes up and the 'window' of her mind is covered with mud so thick she literally can't see out of it. At that point she decides how hard she wishes to work to get that mud off her window. And though there will be days when the rain will pour and the window will cloud again, each time she is building a muscle memory; a pathway through the mud so that each time it is easier and easier to clear the window and start (or finish) the day, one step at a time...

I love quotes since they often say what I want to say but am unable to put into words. I came across a quote a long time ago and spent quite a bit of time trying to locate it just now! In this case, I think this qoute was written specifically with you in mind... "True heroism is remarkably sober, very undramatic. It is not the urge to surpass all others at whatever cost, but the urge to serve others at whatever cost." -Arthur Ashe

'Hero' is a funny word, espically in America where we tend to reserve it for fighter fighters and police officers; people who visiblly put their lives on the line each day. I define a 'hero' differently. You are a hero Jennifer. You put your life on the line for Marco, Keith, Jenna and for Sarah's memory each and every day you wake up and take that first baby step. You have proved this by knowing when you're grieving and being able to set aside time to be with those feelings, to deal with those days that get you down and still continue to move through the darkness and get out of bed each day to continue taking those baby steps. Regardless of how you feel, or what might be running through your mind, you are always there for Keith and Jenna; and that makes you a wonderful role model and a hero in the eyes of all who know you.
I guess I had more to say than I thought I did! :)
Love and prayers to all,
Kyle <gundyKL128@hotmail.com>
- Monday, August 22, 2005 1:07 PM CDT

Dear Jennifer,
I know you are having a difficult day and I want you to know that I am thinking of you. The "six months" part hadn't occurred to me, but over the weekend I was thinking about Sarah's approaching birthday. Keep working on the baby steps, and don't torture yourself on what you didn't do. You did your best then, as you are continuing to do your best now, and we are all very proud of you!
With love,
Carrie and family
Carrie Gerace <geracec@bellsouth.net>
Merritt Island, FL - Monday, August 22, 2005 11:54 AM CDT

Dearest Jennifer and Family. Just a line to let you know I'm thinking of you all and very jeolous of your trip. It looks like sooo much fun. I had shoulder surgery about a month ago and I'm suppose to take it easy for 2 months, yeah right. I'm not the type to sit around. Ask "Lil" Lexi she just loves her MaMa. She calls Jodi Mommy and me MaMa its so wonderful she loves me that much. She is such a good baby. I still hope you all can make a trip to Ca and like I said you have place to stay. Tell all Hi and please take care. Love and Prayers Jay
JAY SMITH-JODIS MOM, LEXI"S GRAM <jrsmith@surewest .net>
Granite Bay, Ca U S A - Saturday, August 20, 2005 9:13 PM CDT

I enjoyed reading about the fun time you had on your trip, horseback riding seems really neat! It sounds like you all are doing really well with the healing process, your really an inspiration. I hope Keith and Jenna enjoy school this year. Ashley and Cassandra started on Aug. 8th, really early this year, they both seem to like their new schools, especially Ashley in Jr. High. Well, I just wanted to say a quick hello and that Im thinking of you guys. Love Always,
Julie Pochy <chococats2@juno.com>
Roseville, CA USA - Wednesday, August 17, 2005 1:06 PM CDT

Hi Jennifer,
I just wanted to let you know that I missed you when you were away, and I'm glad you're back! The new pics are beautiful. Even though we already talked about your trip, seeing it in writing is just as difficult. It seems that those "firsts" without Sarah will never end, and I'm sorry for that. Again, I'm always so impressed with how open & brave you are in sharing your emotions. You are an inspiration to so many people (me included!)....thanks.
Love, Sharon
Sharon Burrows <jsbk@bellsouth.net>
Merritt Island, FL - Tuesday, August 16, 2005 3:22 PM CDT

Hi everyone
I love the vacation pictures and all the stories behind them. It sounds and looks like you guys had a great time. Jennifer, it was so great to talk with you at the gym the other day. I enjoyed hearing about your trip and just to say hi. Hopefully I see you soon.
g. sidor <wopski@bellsouth.net>
merritt island, fl usa - Saturday, August 13, 2005 8:37 PM CDT

Jennifer and family-
Hey! I'm so glad you had such a good trip. The pictures are beautiful, did Jenna ever manage to get that horse to stop eating and start moving!! I have a card for you all but I didn't want to mail it while you were away so I'll get it out in the next couple of days. I can't get over how much Sarah looks like Jenna in that picture you have of her on the main webpage. She looks older there then she did when I met her...
When I visisted, I mentioned a little boy I'd been following (fl/jacob), if you haven't been to his site, he is really struggling now. The chemo I told you he was on didn't work and they are now trying another one that has really taken its toll on Jacob (and his three brothers, his mom and dad). I think, having faced somewhat similar situations with Sarah and your own family, that you might be just the right person to pray for Jacob and his healing and freedom from his cancer...
With love to all,
Kyle
Kyle Gundel <gundyKL128@hotmail.com>
New Milford, CT USA - Saturday, August 13, 2005 12:58 AM CDT

Hey Pochy's. .
I was walking the other day and jus' out of no where a beautiful Monarch butterfly was flying around me and then landed on my shirt, it made me smile and I said out loud to my self "Sarah" the butterfly stayed for a minute then flew away. I had happy feeling inside for awhile after that.
The pics. from your vacation are great! That part of our country is beautiful. .
I think about you all often.....
shellie <shellie77@earthlink.net>
san francisco, ca usa - Saturday, August 13, 2005 10:19 AM CDT

Just a quick note to say hi and try to offer any kind of encouragement. Life can get so busy with all the back to school activities etc. We think of you often and pray that you are filled with the peace that passes understanding. Please feel free to let us know if there is ever anything that we can do for you. Much love as always, The Emerson family
Saffrone Emerson <saffrone@bellsouth.net>
Merritt Island, FL 32953 - Saturday, August 13, 2005 0:26 AM CDT

Jennifer and Family,
Hope you had a great start back at school. Keith has started Jr. High what a intense school year for kids. I know both of my older children went through those years of uncertainty and where do I fit in. A very awkard time for both of you. My Daughteris finished with colledge for a year now and Shaun this is his 2nd year. Boys are harder he still needs mom and Shannon has always been very independent. So if you need any advise I've been there done that!!! and it all works out in the end.I'm glad I got to see you at the pool this summer.Racheal had fun with Jena and thinks she's real nice. As always we keep your family and Sarah in are thoughts. Debbie Mayer and Family.
Mayer Family <bestsoultion@cfl.rr.com>
Merritt Island, Fl Brevard - Friday, August 12, 2005 10:44 AM CDT

Good morning Jennifer,
Just wanted to say we are thinking about you all.I am kinda sad that school is starting, I love it when the kids are home, I know you feel the same. I know this year has been so hard on you and the family but you are an inspiration to Taylor and myself.Your strength and courage is so powerful, we will never forget and always remember your love and caring. I hope you have a great first week of school and always know your in our thoughts and prayers.
Love and Prayers
Dawn and Taylor Torres <dtorres73@cfl.rr.com>
Merritt Island, FL USA - Saturday, August 6, 2005 9:27 AM CDT

HI POCHY FAMILY! WHAT A TERRIFIC PICTURE OF SARAH. I'M GLAD GOING THROUGH SARAH'S THINGS BRINGS GOOD MEMORIES FORWARD AS WELL. THANKS FOR LETTING US IN ON WHAT IS GOING ON IN YOUR LIFE. HOW LUCKY YOUR KIDS ARE TO HAVE SUCH A SELF-LESS MOM. I LEARN SO MUCH FROM YOU EVERY TIME I READ YOUR JOURNAL. THANKS!
CHERI GANZERm <gganzerjr@cfl.rr.com>
Merrit Island, FL USA - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 10:07 PM CDT

Dearest Jennifer and Family, Life goes by so fast and then the day is over and I still have so much to do. I'm very sorry I haven't written. Jennifer I'm sooo very proud of you, your right to think the happy thoughts always, it will make life be ok. I sure hope you all will still come to Ca, your always welcome with us. Please take care and give all hugs for us. Love and Prayers Jay
JAY SMITH-JODIS MOM, LEXI"S GRAM
Granite Bay, Ca U S A - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 11:47 PM CDT

Just thinking about you guys. Love ya, Cindy
Cindy <whitakerdnc72@netzero.net-(www.caringbridge.org/fl/dannyw)>
- Monday, August 1, 2005 8:32 PM CDT

Dear Jennifer and Family,
Just wanted to say hello and hope you have a great last week or so with the kids before school starts. Have a wonderful weekend.
Love and Prayers
Dawn and Taylor Torres <dtorres73@cfl.rr.com>
Merritt Island, FL USA - Saturday, July 30, 2005 10:04 AM CDT

Hi Jennifer and Pochy family,

I'm glad that the healing proccess is getting a little bit easier. I enjoyed the picture of Sarah flying her kite on the beach. She looks so happy. I think of you often and wish I could see you and give you a big hug. You are all in our prayers everyday. Lots of love and have a wonderful time planting Sarahs garden.

Love Naomi Bliven and family
Naomi <htwoobug@earthlink.net>
San Jose, Ca USA - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 11:56 PM CDT

Hey Jennifer and family,
The picture of Sarah at the beach is precious.
Your family is in our prayers everyday.
Fallon planted a sunflower garden with butterfly decorations
dedicated to Sarah.
Your summer sounds busy,it's going by too fast.
Take Care and see you soon,
Love,Denise & Fallon
Denise Henderson <DDCharmed@aol.com>
Merritt Island, Fla. USA - Monday, July 25, 2005 10:51 AM CDT

hi jen - been thinking about you alot lately - wanted to stop and talk when i saw you the other day - but instead i just waved and continued driving - wish i hadn't - i am really excited to see the progress on sarah's garden - maybe i'll stop by soon to ask for a tour - you continue in my thoughts and prayers - God bless you
Jen Waszmer <jwaszmer@hotmail.com>
- Monday, July 25, 2005 8:30 AM CDT

Pochy Family,
It's good to hear the healing process is taken affect in your life today. I'd like to share with you some words, that help me deal with the many changes that have occure in my life today.
Imagine looking through a kaleidoscope, spotting a most beautiful pattern and then becoming deeply upset because it has gone, and you may never see it again. You have to be in the moment. You have to enjoy what's before you while it is there and trust that what's coming up next, though it may be different, will be of equal value and beauty. Something is moving on in your world now. Something else is getting ready to arrive. Embrace it.
Time is your friend, not your enemy.
Always thinking about you all,
Renee Marie
Renee Marie <rrayray777@aol.com>
Turlock , Ca USA - Sunday, July 24, 2005 11:52 AM CDT

Jennifer, I am so happy that some of the fun, pleasant moments are overtaking the sad ones. The pictures are all so cute, of all three of your kids. Your dad and grandmother used to tell me how cute they all are, and they were right. Enjoy the rest of the summer with your fun activities.
Alicia Baker Lovens <ablovens@aol.com>
Castro Valley, CA - Saturday, July 23, 2005 11:07 PM CDT

Hi Jennifer and family, glad to hear ya'll are doing some what better, and enjoying your summer, thanks for the laughs (Jenna) good luck picking out the plants for your garden, I'm sure it will be beautiful! hugs and kisses from Texas!
Tammy DeBlaay (friends of Allie) <tammydeblaay@hotmail.com>
Haltom City , TX USA - Saturday, July 23, 2005 7:30 PM CDT

Dear Jennifer and Family,
I'm glad to here that you are smiling again!Those two kids are very precious and with there love you will get though!I can understand why you haven't been in the garen, do you think it can get any hotter? I always think about Sarah, Taylor has one wall of her room that is the "Sarah Wall", she says she will never take it down. It's so wierd that a young child can make such a big impact on the world and that is what Miss Sarah did. She will always be in our hearts and forever in our minds.Well only 2-ish more weeks till school, I wish the summer was longer, I love being with Joey and Taylor ( they grow up too fast).Well Jennifer take care and enjoy the rest of the summer.
Love and Prayers
Dawn and Taylor Torres <dtorres73@cfl.rr.com>
Merritt Island, Fl USA - Saturday, July 23, 2005 9:10 AM CDT

Jennifer-
Thanks for updating and letting us know how you are doing-I, a complete strange, check up on you from time to time- I love seeing the different pictures of Sarah- It's good to hear you are able to have a good laugh here and there- My prayers are with you.
In His Grip-
Kim <kas412@sbcglobal.net>
Bartlett, iL - Thursday, July 21, 2005 1:18 PM CDT

Hello family,
I always like seeing what pictures you post on Sarah's website. Keith and jenna are changing so much! I can understand the slow down and healing steps that are taking place as time passes.
Bittersweet, are the memories and feelings that first come to me when I see pictures of Sarah. Who she is and how she lives on in so many peoples hearts keeps the sadness in a kind of balance. There is no way to be done or overwith everything and the healing will be a lifelong process. I am in such admiration and respect to you all on the continuing courage and strength you find within yourselves and bring out in each other. I believe Sarah's gifts keep on openning and reopenning our lives almost every day, hour, or minute, in some way or another, conscious or in our subconscious and can always bring positve thoughts and inspiration in those times. I miss her, and I miss all of you and look to seeing the garden in person soon. I was on a weekend trip in Point Reyes and was sitting down in a green pasture just breathing in the beauty, when a small colorful butterfy landed right in front of me and sat there for a long time. I could reach out and touch it. I called out to her, Sarah... It made me smile and left me feeling very blessed. Thank you Sarah...
Love and Light,
Auntie carol
Caroline Pochy <ceepochy@peoplepc.com>
San Franciso, CA USA - Thursday, July 21, 2005 11:57 AM CDT

May you have a great day making fantastic memories! Thanks for sharing your story and your daughter with the world.
JIll
MN - Thursday, July 21, 2005 9:03 AM CDT

Hi Jennifer!
Just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you and the kids. Haven't seen you in a long time, I guess you guys don't come to the gym anymore. Hope to see you soon!
Beth Smith (kid-fit) <rbsnbes@yahoo.com>
Cocoa, Fl usa - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 9:08 PM CDT

Hi Jennifer,
Just wanted to say that I am so very sorry for your pain. I cannot imagine losing a child. To much of the world you are living our worst nightmare. I am so glad that you can honestly confront your grief. My prayers are with you.
Bernadette Bowman <BBBowman88@aol.com>
Doylestown, Pa - Monday, July 18, 2005 9:30 PM CDT

Dear Jennifer and Family,
Just wanted to say hello and hope you are having a good weekend. Can't believe school starts in less than a month...time goes by too fast. Well take care!
Love and Prayers
Dawn and Taylor Torres <dtorres73@cfl.rr.com>
Merritt Island, Fl USA - Saturday, July 16, 2005 7:49 PM CDT

Hi Pochy Family,
I can't sleep tonight, (which is very rare-because I can sleep through anything) but I wanted you to know that I am thinking and praying for you guys. Take care of yourselves.
g. sidor <wopski@bellsouth.net>
merritt island, fl usa - Friday, July 15, 2005 2:48 AM CDT

We are thinking of you today.
Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Thursday, July 14, 2005 3:29 PM CDT

I just want you to know that my thoughts and prayers are with you.
Rachel <rachel.cass@gmail.com>
Dallas, TX - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 10:53 PM CDT

Hey Jennifer, I was just sitting here looking at pictures from Christmas and came across ones from Ft. Wilderness. They made me happy and sad. I know it's not much consolation. I think back to what a wonderful time the kids had playing with the animals and each other.Danny goes in for an MRI on Monday. I feel like my insides are churning. Please call me when you get a chance.
Cindy <whitakerdnc72@netzero.net-(www.caringbridge.org/fl/dannyw)>
- Saturday, July 9, 2005 9:08 PM CDT

Dear Jennifer,
Hello there Pochy family! I agree it is so hot,I can't believe it. Our garden is good, lots of butterfly, cocoons,and eggs. Taylor is so excitied. We finally got to the zoo, it was amazing. I am glad you all are doing good, One day at a Time.... Take care and stay cool!
Love and prayers
Dawn and Taylor Torres <dtorres73@cfl.rr.com>
Merritt Island, Fl USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 2:31 PM CDT

Dear Jennifer-
I wish I had a way to make your pain go away. I can't even begin to imagine how you feel. You are a very strong woman and I believe that though this suffering you will help countless others. I don't even know you but everytime I see a butterfly I think of you and your precious angel Sarah. Keith and Jenna are truly blessed with having you for their mother. Many people are praying for you and the family. Thank you for allowing us to share your life through the website. Tomorrow will be better.
Lynn Helms
Rockledge, FL USA - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 12:14 AM CDT

Hi! I can't believe time passes so swiftly. It seems like yesterday when we were in your backyard in the little plastic pool with the kids! I am so glad you moved in down the street and we had children the exact same age! I will always remember your family as you were. Keith and Jenna little and Sarah a baby! I know life moves on, but please know that Sarah's memory is alive and well in not only your heart, but our's as well. We love and miss you guys!
Traci
Traci Inman <traciinman@hotmail.com>
Flower Mound, Tx USA - Sunday, July 3, 2005 5:27 PM CDT

Hello Family,
Sometimes I log onto this site just to see what new pictures are up and not write anything. I don't know, it's just like I come here to connect somtimes without words.
I love the picture of Sarah's 4th of July float! She is the crowd, the parade, the music, the colors, the light!
Just wanted to say I am thinkig of all of you and Sarah too!
A whole lotta love from my heart to all of you!
Love Carol & Moki
Caroline Pochy <ceepochy@peoplepc.com>
San Franciso, CA USA - Sunday, July 3, 2005 11:00 AM CDT

Hi Jennifer, I just read your update, I know how you feel, really I do and Im so sorry about how your feeling, I guess only time can help, and how much time that will be nobody really knows......... Im happy to hear that Keith and Jenna are doing so well, I think kids are very good at bouncing back, not that they dont miss Sarah alot, just they are so young, maybe they take it all in differently, not sure. I hope you all enjoy 4th of July, we dont have any plans yet ourselves. Take care and hope we can talk someday soon!
Julie Pochy <chococats2@juno.com>
Roseville, CA USA - Thursday, June 30, 2005 7:45 PM CDT

Dear Jennifer,
I'm glad to hear your doing okay. I know what you mean about letting Keith grow up, this is Joey's last year at Lewis Carroll and I am having a hard time thinking about letting-go. Noone ever said it would be so hard. I know you are so proud of Keith and Jenna, they are what keep you going, I'm sure! Well take care and always know we are all thinking about you... Everyday!
love and Prayers
Dawn and Taylor Torres <dtorres73@cfl.rr.com>
Merritt Island, Fl USA - Thursday, June 30, 2005 1:32 PM CDT

Jennifer and Family,
It's been a little while since I checked in on Sarahs sight. We've been asking about you and how your summer is going through Jenny and Melissa. We all still think about you all so very often. I hope we can get to see you sometime over the summer on our travels. Your days seem hard to deal with at times in your journal. I only hope that someday peace will come over you and you can enjoy life again. Although it will never been the same without Sarah by your side but she will always be there in your heart and on your mind. Take care Debbie Mayer
Debbie Mayer <bestsolution@cfl.rr.com>
Merritt Island, Fl Brevard - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 1:13 PM CDT

HI JENN--JUST WANTED TO SAY HELLO--MISS YA!! KEEPING UP WITH YOUR LIFE VIA MELISSA. I THINK ABOUT YOU, SARAH, & THE REST OF YOUR FAMILY ALOT. THANKS FOR SHARING YET ANOTHER BEAUTIFUL PICTURE OF SARAH (& HER VERY PATRIOTIC BIKE!)--SHE MUST HAVE BEEN A REAL HIT THAT DAY. TALK TO YA SOON!! LOVE YA, CHERI XXXOOO
CHERI GANZER <gganzerjr@cfl.rr.com>
Merritt Island, FL USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 0:29 AM CDT

Hi Jennifer and family,

I feel bad I have not written in a while. You and your family are always on my mind. I wish you comfort and support. Thank you for the update. I love the pictures.

Love, Julie
Julie Davis-Jaffe <Julie_Jaffe@yahoo.com>
Sacramento, CA USA - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 12:25 AM CDT

Just checking in on you and your family. Wanted you to know I am thinking of you. The dinner arrangement sounds wonderful.
Michelle *~*~ Friends of Allie~*~* <chellrome@bellsouth.net>
Lake Mary, FL - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 10:34 AM CDT

Dear Jennifer and family:
Just checking in to say hi and let you know I still think of you all, and will continue to pray for you.
Deedra <Tmcg6@aol.com>
Merritt Island, FL USA - Sunday, June 26, 2005 6:47 AM CDT

Dear Jennifer and Family,
Just wanted to say hello and that we are always thinking about you guys.Hope that your summer is going good, we just got back for Key West, the kids had so much fun. We saw some beautiful butterflies, and as always thought of the Butterfly Angel! Take Care!
Love and Prayers
Dawn and Taylor Torres <dtorres73@cfl.rr.com>
Merritt Island, Fl USA - Friday, June 24, 2005 6:17 PM CDT

Hey Jennifer,Marco,Keith,& Jenna, I just wanted to check in on you guys. It has been such a busy summer so far we hardley have time to do anything. Is your company still there? We are still in the midst of trying to sell our house. Call me if you need anything or just want to get together.
Cindy <whitakerdnc72@netzero.net-(www.caringbridge.org/fl/dannyw)>
- Wednesday, June 22, 2005 8:58 PM CDT

Should have told you this when I wrote yesterday but didn't think of it... I am going to be in Florida for almost a week before I go volunteer at Camp Boggy Creek. I will be there early afternoon on July 13th and am leaving for camp the morning of July 19th. I would love to come take Keith and Jenna out for ice cream or take them swimming or to the park or something. I don't know how close you all are to Danny and Amanda's house but I could take them all together too. Just let me know if that is something you might be interested in. If you would like my cell phone number please just e-mail and I will leave it for you there, I don't feel comfortable posting it on the computer!
Love to all.
-Kyle
Kyle <gundyKL128@hotmail.com>
New Milford, CT USA - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 8:47 AM CDT

Thinking of you always
Kyle <gundyKL128@hotmail.com>
New Milford, CT USA - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 5:35 PM CDT

Hi Guys
What cute monkeys you have in Florida!! I still hope to come and visit in August. Thinking about you all and hoping your having a good day.

Mona <softball816@sbcglobal.net>
San Jose, Ca USA - Thursday, June 16, 2005 3:49 AM CDT

Hi Pochy family just wanted to tell you to hang in there and just know sarah is always looking down on you!!!!!:):):):):):)
Amanda Lucht <gomustangs4ever@earthlink.net>
Merritt Island, Florida America - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 6:42 AM CDT

Dear Jennifer and Family,
Just thought I would say hello and we all hope you are having a good summer. Taylor was just talking about Sarah when we were outside exploring frogs.She was talking about a story that Sarah wrote about Strawberry Shortcake and that made Taylor want to write one about frogs in her journal. Even though it has been several months Taylor still talks about Sarah, she has really touched Taylor's life, as she has with everyone! Take care and as always...
Love and Prayers
Dawn and Taylor Torres <dtorres73@cfl.rr.com>
Merritt Island, Fl USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 11:00 PM CDT

Hi Jennifer!
Glad you are enjoying your family visitors, I am sure it helps to have something to look forward to. You have been on my mind the last couple of days and I wanted to say hello. Maybe we can go to the beach when your visitors are all gone. Take care and have a great day!
Carrie Gerace <geracec@bellsouth.net>
Merritt Island, FL - Monday, June 13, 2005 9:27 AM CDT

You don't know me but we are suffering a similar journey. Sarah is a beautiful angel. My thoughts and prayers are with your family.
Karen James <pkkl916@hotmail.com>
Livonia, Mi - Saturday, June 11, 2005 7:53 AM CDT

Hi ya Pochy's . . Keith and Jenna are growing up fast. Great lookin'kids. Happy kids. . And I know Sarah is smiling at us all. . I'm always thinking about you guys .
shellie-bellie <shellie77@earthlink.net>
San Francisco, ca - Friday, June 10, 2005 2:14 PM CDT

Hi! We have been raising a few catipillars that Wendy Orona gave us and today, one of them hatched from its cocoon. It was a really a beautiful monarch and iy reminded me of Sarah. So that's what I named it. It feels good to know that the real Sarah is flying free just like the butterfly.
Allie Gerace <urmyfriend@bellsouth.net>
MY, FL USA - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 1:50 PM CDT

Hey guys, I've been thinking about ya'll lately. I love the picture of Sarah with the lizard. Amanda loved it too. She says hi to Jenna and Keith. I'm glad you have your family there to keep you busy. I hope to hear from you soon.
Love,Cindy
Danny&Cindy Whitaker <whitakerdnc72@netzero.net{www2.caringbridge.org/fl/dannyw}>
- Sunday, June 5, 2005 9:15 PM CDT

Hello All!

I think of you so often. And I know that I have been horrible about keeping in touch. Even though my life is consumed with cancer these days and all that comes along with it, there is NEVER a day that I don't think about you, your precious Sarah, your loss, and how I wish I could make things better for you. Please know how much I care and worry about each of you. I know there is no way to make a terrible situation positive but I hope you realize that you have helped others learn how to cope with this terrible disease.
It's been too long... hope to see you soon.
Penni & Drew <pitstop0810@bellsouth.net>
Merritt Island, FL - Saturday, June 4, 2005 6:57 PM CDT

Hey There Jennifer~ The yearbook page is so special, the photo with the lizard is one of my favorites and I still have it saved on my computer. Your "I miss" entry made me cry...I did that same sort of thing about my dad. {you remember my dad...you'd be surprised how long my list actually turned out!:) }
Okay, now about turning the bad things into �magnificent gifts� by considering them in a constructive perspective...nope I sure havent!! Quit reading those HORRORscopes...turn to the comics, they don't involve any major thought and won't stress you out or keep you up at night! Okay, seriously, I'm thinking about you always and hope that each days finds some little way to bring a smile to you face.
Love Ya,
Mona

Mona <softball816@sbcglobal.net>
San Jose, CA USA - Saturday, June 4, 2005 2:46 AM CDT

Hi Jennifer:

The year book is a wonderful tribute to Sarah. What a proud and bittersweet moment that must have been to see it for the first time.

I think of you, Sarah and your family often. How are you? Really? Sarah touched so many lives.

My thoughts and prayers are always with you.
Gina (Drew's Mom) <OneAngelsMommy@aol.com>
Montpelier, VA - Friday, June 3, 2005 4:01 PM CDT

Jennifer- I went out for a 10 mile run on Monday and had butterflies with me for most of the run. I usually run on main roads but decided to take the back roads this time and found it to be quite peaceful; no cars and lots of butterflies. It was nice.
I put together a collage of pictures (finally!) from ROCK camp and put the prayer card you sent up of Sarah in there and hung the whole thing up on my wall. My mom says I need to stop volunteering because I'm running out of walls to hang pictures of my campers on; I told her to build me a bigger room!
I will be in Florida in mid-July. I'm going to try my best to see Danny and Amanda while I'm there. I'd love to come and treat Jenna and Keith to ice cream or something. I know they don't really know me but it would be great to do something nice for them. I will have to keep you posted on my plans and maybe we could work something out...
I hope this finds you well. You are in my thoughts and prayers always. With love, -Kyle
Kyle Gundel <gundyKL128@hotmail.com>
New Milford, CT USA - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 9:46 PM CDT

Dearest Jennifer, Thank you! Just meeting Sarah once I miss her very much!!!!! I'll always cherish those moments and the time with her. Memories are so wonderful. I know she is watching over you and the family. Please take care and remember to visit CA we have plenty of room for you all and just 5 min from Auntie Jo's and Lil' Lexi. Love and Prayers Always Jay
JAY SMITH-JODIS MOM, LEXI"S GRAM <jrsmith@surewest .net>
Granite Bay, Ca U S A - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 11:36 PM CDT

Dear Jennifer,
I just wanted to say hello and we all hope you guys are having a good summer so far. Our butterfly garden is going crazy, if you need milkweed seeds I have a ton, I can send them to you. My mom said that she saw you a couple of days before school got out, to tell you the truth I was nervous when she said that she saw you (The Dream). I just felt so bad, but now I feel that even though I had this dream and God knows you should have,it was so beautiful to see your beautiful little girl. Well I hope that you and Marco and the kids have a great summer and I am so glad that they had the page for Sarah, it was so Special, just like her. Take Care
Love and Prayers
Dawn and Taylor Torres <dtorres73@cfl.rr.com>
Merritt Island, Fl USA - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 7:51 PM CDT

Hi, you don't know me that well, and i only met Sarah once, at the park about 2 years ago, with the Orona's. She was really sweet and i miss her also.
all my love,
Tori Gerace
Tori Gerace <t10rose@bellsouth.net>
Merritt Island , FL US - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 1:56 PM CDT

Jennifer,
This is my first time signing, although I have been visiting for a few months now. My aunt lives in Viera so I am a frequent visitor to Cocoa Beach and Merritt Island. I keep you, Marco, Keith and Jenna in my thoughts and prayers daily.
The yearbook page is beautiful and a loving tribute to a brave and precious little warrior. I especially love the poem about the butterfly... beautiful, just like Sarah.

Nicole <metaphor82@aol.com>
GA - Sunday, May 29, 2005 0:20 AM CDT

I absolutely LOVE that yearbook page! It made me feel so warm inside to see it. I really love the full picture of Sarah in the pink pants, I hadnt seen that one before, she is so beautiful!! It was a wonderful idea. Thanks for sharing it on this website. Love to all,
Aunt Julie, Uncle Erik, Ashley & Cassandra <chococats2@Juno.com>
Roseville, CA USA - Friday, May 27, 2005 6:57 PM CDT

Hello Pochy family how are you I just you want to know that I know how you feel!
amanda
merritt island, florida usa - Friday, May 27, 2005 7:27 AM CDT

WHAT A BEAUTIFUL PAGE OF PICTURES CAPTIONING SARAH'S SPECIAL LIGHT OF LIFE. SHE SHINES THROUGH AND BRIGHTENS UP THIS WORLD WITH LOVE. SHE TRULY IS A MIRALCE THAT KEEPS GROWING AND CHANGING THE COLORS IN MY LIFE'S EXPERIENCE EVERYDAY.
I LOVE THIS COLLECTION OF DEDICATION AND CANT WAIT TO BE ABLE TO PRINT THIS ONE UP.

I LOVE YOU ALL...
Carol
Caroline Pochy <ceepochy@peoplepc.com>
San Franciso, CA USA - Thursday, May 26, 2005 10:10 PM CDT

HEY JENN--WHAT A BEAUTIFUL PAGE IN THE YEARBOOK. I WONDER IF I CAN STILL GET ONE--KAYLA ASKED ME ABOUT BUYING ONE & I COMPLETELY FORGOT. THANKS FOR SHARING IT WITH US--THAT PICTURE OF SARAH WITH THE LIZARD IS BEYONG BEAUTIFUL--ACTUALLY ALL THE PICURES WERE TERRIFIC. HOPE ALL IS WELL WITH YOU. TALK TO YA SOON. LOVE, CHERI XXXOOO
CHERI GANZER <gganzerjr@cfl.rr.com>
Merritt Island, FL USA - Thursday, May 26, 2005 9:31 PM CDT

Jennifer- I just got your card; thank you so much for your kind words. I'm so glad you liked the pictures. My favorite one is with Sarah leading the kids out the door of Mickle-the-Pickle's room to theatre, she just looks so full of life and energy and wonder and excitment...children are amazing aren't they! The yearbook page for Sarah is so beautiful. Sarah was such a pretty child and I love the picture of her with the lizard. The whole page is just wonderful. I hope this finds you well. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers always.
With love,
Kyle Gundel <gundyKL128@hotmail.com>
New Milford, CT USA - Thursday, May 26, 2005 9:25 PM CDT

Dear Pochey family I really never knew sarah but I know how it feels to lose a loved one.My Oma(grandma) died when I was 5 years old she was my favorite grandma and died of cancer so I know how every one feels.I knew her and the condition she was in through a little girl (almost my sister)named Sage Emerson.So if you get this message thenyou know I'm thnking of you and angel sarah.

Amanda Lucht <tanklucht@earhtlink.net>
Merritt Island, FL America - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 7:01 PM CDT

oh jen - so much to miss - and so much time to spend missing ... wanted to thank you so much for giving sarah a picture of her and sarah - she carries it with her - meant more to her than i can explain - i think of you everyday - and watch for you to say hello - hope you have a blessed summer ...
Jen Waszmer <jwaszmer@hotmail.com>
Merritt Island, - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 5:26 PM CDT

Hey Jennifer. You were on my mind. It has been a while since we last spoke. You are always on my mind. I think of Sarah everyday. I think you guys are so wonderful and brave. I'm glad that Sarah loved roller coasters. Danny will ride, Amanda won't. Go figure. Thank goodness tomarrow is that last day of school. YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!! Thinking of you always,Cindy
Cindy Whitaker <whitakerdnc72@netzero.net{www2.caringbridge.org/fl/dannyw}>
Winter Garden, Fl - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 9:36 PM CDT

Hi Jennifer,

Thank you for sharing your thoughts and pictures. Your family is always on my mind. Every time I see a butterfly I think of beautiful little Sarah. My son Noah always blows kisses to her pictures when we are at Uncle Kris and Aunt Jodi's. Take care and no that you are in my thoughts and prayers.

Love,
Julie, Roger, Ezra and Noah
Julie Davis-Jaffe <Julie_Jaffe@yahoo.com>
Sacramento, CA USA - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 11:02 AM CDT

Thanks for sharing your list, Jennifer...it makes me want to write one about Michaela. It's always in the back of my mind, but putting it down on paper would be good...thanks for sharing -- I missed out on not knowing her.
Theresa (mom to Angel Michaela) <ray_gaetjens@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, May 21, 2005 10:12 PM CDT

I miss her too Jennifer. I hope that you all are doing well. We miss seeing you guys. I've been thinking about you guys lately.
Cindy <whitakerdnc72@netzero.net(www2.caringbridge.org/fl/dannyw)>
- Saturday, May 21, 2005 2:04 PM CDT

Jennifer,
Sorry you haven't heard from me in awhile. I opened up Sarah's website yesterday for the first time, in a long time. It has taken me awhile to process Sarah being gone. I haven't forgotton about you guys. I recently loss somebody dear to me and coping with that has put me in whirlspin. I read your words "I miss Sarah" It again made me very sad.
I keep a small altar in my room, and light a candle for little Sarah every chance I get.
Love you guys,
Renee Marie
Renee Marie <rrayray777@aol.com>
Turlock, Ca USA - Friday, May 20, 2005 11:48 PM CDT

Hi Jennifer;

It has been awhile since I wrote to you, I am sorry. I do stop by often and read your entries. I think of your whole family often. My thoughts and prayers are with you all.

I am so sorry you are hurting so badly. Please know I am still here, call me, email me.

Hugs to you all.
Gina (Drew's Mom) <OneAngelsMommy@aol.com>
VA - Friday, May 20, 2005 11:32 PM CDT

Jennifer,
Thinking of you and Sarah-Marco, Jenna and Keith.
Your journals always make me cry, but I guess that's okay.
I miss Sarah dancing. And eating snacks in the morning(granola bars and pasta). I miss her cute drawings. And her funny stories of the family. I miss her following me around the classroom("my little duckling" I called her).
I miss looking for butterflies and caterpillars with her.
I miss her hugs.
But I miss seeing her with you the most.
I like the pictures of the garden.

Jenny Lampkins <DLAMP1513@aol.com>
MI, FL usa - Friday, May 20, 2005 8:24 PM CDT

Jennifer just read your last entry, I wanted to let you know we are thinking of you with lots of tears. I hope you get lots of hugs from Keith and Jenna.
Love,Denise,& Fallon
Denise Henderson <DDCharmed@aol.com>
Merritt Island, Fla USA - Friday, May 20, 2005 3:20 PM CDT

Dear Jennifer,
I haven't written in awhile because I find it so hard for me to. I am going to tell you this and I hope you don't get upset. Remember when you said that you couldn't dream about Sarah, well right before you wrote that entry I had a dream about Sarah. It was so really I woke up crying.This is the dream: I had taken Taylor and Joey to a beautiful open field and we were looking for Butterflies, they were all over and all the sudden the kids ran off to chase one and I was just watching them, and then Sarah came skipping up to me. I just looked at her and started to cry, I didn't know what else to do and she said to me, Taylor's mommy please don't cry I am okay, I am too busy playing and laughing, I am okay I promise! I just stood there not believing my eyes, she looked so happy and beautiful, I just smiled and said we missed her and loved her, and she just said I know, I see you all.And then she just turned around and skipped away singing. I woke up in tears, not knowing what to do I told my mom about it and she just started to cry. I just wish that you had that dream, I know how important it would be to you! I feel like saying that I am sorry but if you would had seen the smile on her face,it was SO beautiful!I wanted to tell you this in person but I don't think I could have, Jennifer it was so real. I know that you miss her so much and I wish there was something I could do but I don't know what that could be. So again if there is anything I can do please ask. We are always thinking about you and the family. Take care!
Love and Prayers
Dawn and Taylor Torres <dtorres73@cfl.rr.com>
Merritt Island, Fl USA - Thursday, May 19, 2005 3:49 PM CDT

Jennifer,
Just read you entry and tears welded up in my eyes. This week Racheal has been in trouble at home and I realy was fed up with her. Although after reading your entry I realized what things I would miss about her and come to realize that what she did was no longer a bill deal and I can't wait to see her today after school. I think with all the testing this week she probly just had enough and is ready to be a kid again and just play and explore.Funny how Sarah has left a impact on all us mothers and you sharing your feeling about her has made all of us take another look at life. No matter where the journey of life takes us we all will remember the little girl with the big beautiful smile who left us with so many life lesssons. Take care Debbie Mayer
Mayer Family <bestsoultion@cfl.rr.com>
Merritt Island, FL Brevard - Thursday, May 19, 2005 10:24 AM CDT

Jennifer- I've been thinking about Sarah a lot lately so it's ironic to me that you put up that list of things you miss about Sarah when I was, just last night, thinking about something I miss about Sarah. While I never experienced this with Sarah personally, I remember you saying in a journal how she used to move from chair to chair at the dinner table until she had everyone just where she wanted them... my youngest brother is now 18 and last night my family and I went out to dinner to celebrate his completing his first year of college. Each of us sat down and then each of us was shifted from seat to seat to yet another seat until he had arranged us all as he pleased. I just had to smile and laugh...funny how that little piece of Sarah got in to my brother yesterday. It made me feel good. I don't know if I've expressed that well or not but it was as if she just checked in to say hello... I hope this finds you well. I am thinking of you and your family always. With love,
Kyle Gundel <gundyKL128@hotmail.com>
New Milford, CT USA - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 6:37 PM CDT

Hi Jennifer-
You express your feelings so well about how much you miss Sarah......I was touched by reading it. I feel that it must help you somewhat to write down (or type) your feelings and I think thats wonderful, although I know nothing can take away the tremendous sadness in your heart and life. Love Always,
Julie Pochy <chococats2@juno.com>
Roseville, CA usa` - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 6:14 PM CDT

Hello Jennifer,
I just got home from work and thought about you guys, so here I am. I can really feel your words about Sarah. I read each line and can draw a picture in my mind...Even though I am here on the west coast I am brought right into the memories and moments you shared with Sarah. Thank you for your courage and vulnerability in letting all of us know and remember how wonderful and amazing she was and continues to be. A small, slight smile spreads across my face mixed with the sadness and loss of her magical light that brighten up anyone or anything blessed by her being. A true and precious gift, of love, that is Sarah. I love you Sarah...
Love,light,& Blessings to you all.
I love you all.
Love Carol
Caroline Pochy <ceepochy@peoplepc.com>
San Franciso, CA USA - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 5:29 PM CDT

Dearest Jennifer, Today I read your new entry, It makes me think of the losses in my life, I'm 58 years old and still ask questions why???. Jodi says I get depress very easy, its hard to explain. I lost my mom at 5yr, dad at 19yrs and then in 1990 I lost my only brother, he always told me he would take my dads place, I was so extremely close to my dad. Then Johnny my brother who I adore dies on me. So I know its not losing one of my children and they say its the hardest!!! Jennifer I hold on so tight to my girls and grandkids, sometimes I think I suffocate them with love. But there all I have in this world. I think of my parents and brother all the time and cherish the memories of them. I don't remember anything about my mom, but often wonder what she was like and if I'm like her. I know one thing I love all people and you always have a special place in my heart, Sarah was so beautiful, I will always think of her here swimming and taking care of her. Beautiful memories are my peace. Please take care and say Hi to the kiddos and Marco. Love and Prayers Jay
JAY SMITH-JODIS MOM, LEXI"S GRAM <jrsmith@surewest .net>
Granite Bay, Ca U S A - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 3:21 PM CDT

Jennifer, just wanted you to know that I visit the journal often. It helps all of us, I think, that you are so open to sharing your feelings. I laugh, I cry, and I pray a lot for all of you. My son, Neil, is in Keith's scout troop now, and I hope he is able to be with Keith during summer camp... He is really enjoying that group of guys. And I happen to know he is carrying a small torch for Jenna - shhh! I'm not supposed to know. Thanks again for posting such beautiful pictures and thoughts of Sarah, and my heart is with you and Marco!
Pam Martin <pamanderic@earthlink.net>
Merritt Island, FL US - Monday, May 16, 2005 4:23 PM CDT

Photos are in the mail. You should have them on Thursday according to the mail person I spoke to, but they tend to lie to me so that information might not be true... :)
Kyle Gundel <gundyKL128@hotmail.com>
New Milford, CT 06776 - Monday, May 16, 2005 3:54 PM CDT

Jennifer-
The new pictures of the butterfly garden and Keith and Jenna are beautiful, it looks really peaceful there. It sounds like the camp for Keith and Jenna was a lot of fun, I bet it is good for them to meet other kids going through similar situations. As usual, I have laughed, cried and pondered life in general and the ever popular 'why...' questions after reading your journal entry... you amaze me Jennifer, you really do.
On a side note, I have finally been successfull...to be mailed tomorrow are 16 absolutely beautiful pictures of Sarah and her friends from ROCK camp and 2 random pictures of myself with Danny so that you can see who I am, though I don't expect you to remember me :) There is a series of pictures of Sarah dancing with some friends, just to help you out...the girl in the pink striped shirt is Sophia, the girl in the blue and green stripes is Sarah H. and Elizabeth is in all yellow. I hope you like the pictures, I know it may be hard to see them at first, but Sarah had so much fun that day. We had Mickle the Pickle (clown) twice [those are the group shots], Sarah was line leader to theatre, we had art and music and we danced and sang and laughed and played...everything a kid could ever want to do, we did and I know she enjoyed herself. I am so glad that Sarah was a part of my life, if only for a day, it was a day well spent.
With love,
Kyle Gundel <gundyKL128@hotmail.com>
New Milford, CT 06776 - Sunday, May 15, 2005 6:11 PM CDT

Hi from Colorado!
I still read your journal to see how you all are doing. It's very sincere and I like that. Hope you guys are doing well. It's been many years, but I started going to church recently to get my 2 boys some "religious education". While they are off doing the Sunday School thing I attend the normal services and have used that time to think about your family (instead of trying to actually sing....I'd scare everyone away if I did that....). Anyhow, you have a friend in Colorado that continues to think of you guys. See ya! -Bryan

Bryan Essaf <Flying108@adelphia.net>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Friday, May 13, 2005 11:52 AM CDT

This is my first time to your page,rambling is healthy!
Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, Ab Canada - Friday, May 13, 2005 10:59 AM CDT

Hello Family,
Jennifer, reading your journal entries makes me miss the conversations we use to have on the phone. We would talk about everything and nothing and never run out of something to say. I look forward to that time again... I know it will be when it will be. I would like to see some of Jenna's paintings. Maybe she could paint me a picture and I could frame it and hang it in my home?
Keith and Jenna sound like complete opposites! Must keep life interesting and amusing for you and Marco, and probably for each of them as well.
I am glad to hear your "Blah,Blah,Blah,"rambling, because its like really being there with you in your daily life's schdule and carring on a conversation with you.
I Like the story behind Sarah's school picture. You guys always put her best interest first. And you knew her so well. I miss her...She is smiling all around my home. :)
I miss you all and send my love.
Love Carol

Caroline Pochy <ceepochy@peoplepc.com>
San Franciso, CA USA - Thursday, May 12, 2005 8:15 PM CDT

I love reading your journal entries, Jennifer. "Talking" to someone cleans the soul and clears the mind. You have managed to keep your sense of humor in spite of the events of the past year. Amazing.

Deedra M.

Deedra <Tmcg6@aol.com>
Merritt Island, FL USA - Thursday, May 12, 2005 6:46 PM CDT

I swear I left for 15 minutes... :) Can you believe that would be right when you call?

Sigh, such is life, eh?

Talk to you soon.
Kimberly & Angel Emerald <emislema@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, May 11, 2005 10:19 PM CDT

Hey Pochy family,I was thinking about you guys today. I don't know why but you have really been on my mind lately Jennifer. I'd love to hear from you. I did join a support group, I've only been once. I like it. No pressure. I'll talk to you later. Thanks for the e-mail, it was very touching.
Cindy Whitaker <whitakerdnc72@netzero.net{www2.caringbridge.org/fl/dannyw}>
- Wednesday, May 11, 2005 1:58 PM CDT

Jennifer,
We love to go bike riding. Usually we take a ride to bagle world and eat breakfast so all the calories I burned while biking I gained back eating. Anyways are family has a great time together doing it. We love Sarahs school picture.always a beautiful smile. Thinking about breakfast I called Melisa today we are trying to get a group of moms that might want to take time out and go to breakfast this Monday morning May 16th. If you think you can make it tell Melissa or call me 453-6473. I figure its the last call before kids are home for the summer.just wanted to let you know you were in our thoughts this mothers day as well as most other days.Hope to her from you Debbie and family
Mayer Family <bestsolution@cfl.rr.com>
Merritt Island, Fl 32953 - Wednesday, May 11, 2005 1:49 PM CDT

Hey Jennifer~I was thinking about you on Mother's day....remembering back to when you first got married and Marco said he wanted 10 children and you said (something like) how about 1 !! Then I remember that when you had Keith, you totally changed your mind (not about the 10...just more than 1!!). I've always been impressed with what an amazing mom you have become...who'd have thunk it! :) I loved the rambelings of your last entry, I found so many passages that made me think "that's so Jennifer!", I love that about you. It made me see that you are still hanging in there, and doing okay (not great, but okay). It will sneak up on you, but sometime soon, you will be doing "good", then someday, you will get back to "great" (Keith and Jenna will make sure of that). Look, it's catching...now I've begun to ramble! I hope you have a good day today and find many reasons to smile. :)
Love Ya~ Mona
Ramona Ray <softball816@sbcglobal.net>
San Jose, CA - Wednesday, May 11, 2005 2:02 AM CDT

i saw your link through 'rory's' page--and came to visit..i am sorry to hear of sarah....may she shine down upon you forever....

i posted a candle at Rorys page and
will here also in honor of Sarah in honor of her legacy and fight........

"Perhaps they are not the stars, But rather openings in heaven, Where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know they are happy"

~inspired by an eskimo legend~

UNTIL THERE IS A CURE..
CHRIS
~Chris~ ( Wisconsin Angels/WI Friends of Allie) <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton,WI, - Wednesday, May 11, 2005 1:58 AM CDT

BRAVO JENN!!!! VERY COMICAL--THANKS FOR THE ENTERTAINMENT-- I TOTALLY ENJOYED IT. LOVE, CHERI XXXOOO
CHERI GANZER <gganzerjr@cfl.rr.com>
Merrit Island, FL USA - Tuesday, May 10, 2005 10:29 PM CDT

Just wanted to let you know that I love you, Jennifer...

Ramble away, it is my pleasure to read!

:)

Kimberly & Angel Emerald <emislema@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 10, 2005 7:37 PM CDT

HEY JENNIFER I'M SURE YOU KNOW I MEANT TO SAY HAVE A GOOD MOTHERS DAY..... IM SORRY 'BOUT THAT. .
shellie-bellie <shellie77@earthlink.net>
- Tuesday, May 10, 2005 6:46 PM CDT

yesterday i wanted to write - couldn't think of what to say - today i passed by sarah's butterfly garden - and i found the courage - i was blessed to read your latest entry - your strength and honesty and humor always bring tears to my eyes, a smile to my face, and inspiration to my heart - and to think i come here to try and lift you?! - any time you want to ramble jen - i am here to listen - thank you for sharing - God bless you today and always ...
Jen Waszmer <jwaszmer@hotmail.com>
Merritt Island, Fl - Monday, May 9, 2005 9:51 PM CDT

Hey Jennifer I'm glad you had a Mother's day. I was thinking about you guys yesterday, you all have a great family.!
shellie-bellie <shellie77@earthlink.net>
San franicsco, ca - Monday, May 9, 2005 10:22 AM CDT

My heart aches for you and your sweet family. All my very best...
Lisa <loumicsmom@comcast.net>
Dallas, TX USA - Sunday, May 8, 2005 1:27 PM CDT

Jennifer,
I am thinking of you today on Mother's Day and know this day will be difficult. I just wanted you to know my family is thinking of you and wishes the best for today. I feel so lucky to be a mother and you and the way you are choosing to live your life define what a strong, honorable mother truly is. Jenna and Keith are very lucky children to have a mother like you.
Happy Mother's Day
Tina Herman

Tina Herman <taherman3@cfl.rr.com>
Merritt Island, FL. USA - Sunday, May 8, 2005 1:01 PM CDT

Jennifer- Wanted to wish you a HAPPY MOTHERS DAY, I know you are missing Sarah, but Im sure Keith and Jenna will make the day special for you!! So many days are hard and today is definetely one of those days. Im missing my Mom as well, I should go and take something to her grave, but dont know that I want to start crying, and I know I would. Its raining here today, hope you are at least having good weather for your day. Thinking of you always, Love to all of you.......
Aunt Julie, Uncle Erik, Ashley & Cassandra <chococats2@juno.com>
Roseville, CA USA - Sunday, May 8, 2005 12:06 AM CDT

Thinking of you and praying you enjoy your time with your family this Mother's Day...
Kathleen, mom to Steven and aunt to sweet angel Kyra
San Diego, CA USA - Sunday, May 8, 2005 1:12 AM CDT

Jennifer,
That little beautiful girl will NEVER be forgotten, she runs through my mind everyday and 20 years from now I am positive she still will. I know that those kids (Keith and Jenna)are so proud to have you for a mom. You are awesome! I hope you do have a great summer. I can't wait for the summer to come myself. I love it when the kids are home. Well girl take care of yourself and your beautiful family.
Love and Prayers
Dawn and Taylor Torres <dtorres73@cfl.rr.com>
Merritt Island, Fl USA - Saturday, May 7, 2005 9:31 PM CDT

Jennifer-
I just wanted to let you know that I was thinking of you and sending you and your family my love and hugs. I hope you are able to have a good day tomorrow with Keith and Jenna. Sarah with be with you all, as she always is. You are a wonderful mother and I hope you are able to make the best of this day, hard as it may be...
Love and prayers,
-Kyle
Kyle Gundel <gundyKL128@hotmail.com>
New Milford, CT USA - Saturday, May 7, 2005 7:19 PM CDT

Jennifer, I love the picture of Sarah. I love all the pictures of Sarah. I wish there was something comforting to say to you.But, nothing I say will change anything. Just know that there are people that care for you. I did want to thank you for sharing your thoughts and concerns with all of us. I can make a promise to you. I will never forget Sarah. Her memory,for me,will forever be in my thoughts. Danny still talks about Sarah. He even told his classmates that "I have a wonderful friend in Heaven,her name is Sarah". He took out his picture of Sarah and showed his whole class. I cried because it was so touching. I know that Danny will always remember her. I hope that the time this summer with Keith and Jenna will be helpful and somewhat healing. I am ready for school to be over too. Danny has been crying and throwing fits. He said that school is over for him. I have also used the "police will arrest mommy for not sending you to school. I will pray for you guys. I also dont want to forget Marco. We have been thinking about all of you. Love, Cindy---Danny says hello!!
Danny&Cindy Whitaker <whitakerdnc72@netzero.net{www2.caringbridge.org/fl/dannyw}>
- Saturday, May 7, 2005 7:16 AM CDT

Marco, Jennifer, Keith and Jenna...

Wanted to just say you are on my mind and I visit often. As I mentioned earlier, I am the Captain of a Relay for Life team and will be offering a luminaria in Sarah's name. Our Relay is 11-12 Jun.
If you would like it to say something special..just email me with the words and I will get it done. If not, it will say..."You will never be forgotten".

Know that you and your family are in my heart.
Pam Vilha