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Laura,
Hi there!! My name is LeAnn and this is my
first time here!! But well woth stop by!! I
agree with the article from Cure!! Yes caregivers
do experince something others wouldn't understand.
How they care, take care of the patient/family member.
Yes it has changed alot of lives and for some it
has opened their heart to something truly amazing!!!
God Bless!!!!
Prayers and Hugs,
LeAnn

Dear Laura,

Just stopping by to let you know you are in my heart and prayers and we have not forgotten Ryan. May God draw near and fill your heart with strength and grace, but most of all, hope.

There is constant joy abiding
In Christ my Lord and King;
Of His love that passeth knowledge
My heart and tongue shall sing.

He is all in all to me,
And my song of songs shall be,
Hallelujah, O my Savior,
I am trusting only Thee.

When my path is veiled in shadows,
And clouds above me roll,
I can smile amid the tempest,
His glory fills my soul.

I can see his bow of promise
Through tears and trials deep;
I can hear His voice like music,
That lulls my care to sleep.

I shall yet behold the praise Him,
And dwell in perfect peace
In the golden land of beauty,
Where cloud and wave shall cease.

Sending a ton of prayers your way.
Love and hugs
Judy

Catch An Angel

We really do understand love --- and know that it never fades... Hoping that everything's doing okay and sending lots of *hugs* your way,

Dearest Laura,

Wishing you all a holiday filled with warm and loving memories,joy and peace but most of all hope in the reunion that awaits us all in Heaven.

I see the countless Christmas trees
around the world below
With tiny light, like Heaven's stars
reflecting on the snow.

The sight is so spectacular,
please wipe away that tear,
For I am spending Christmas
with Jesus Christ this year.

I hear the many Christmas songs
that people hold so dear
But the sounds of music can't compare
with the Christmas choir up here.

I have no words to tell you
of the joy their voices bring
For it is beyond description
to hear the angels sing.

I know how much you miss me,
I see the pain inside your heart
for I am spending Christmas
with Jesus Christ this year.

I can't tell you of the splendor
or the peace here in this place
Can you just imagine Christmas
with our Savior face to face?

I'll ask Him to lift your spirit
as I tell Him of your love
so then pray for one another
as you lift your eyes above.

Please let your hearts be joyful
and let your spirit sing
for I am spending Christmas in Heaven
and I'm walking with the King.

By Wanda Bencke~
May God bless you.
Love and hugs
Judy

- Monday, November 22, 2004 10:42 PM CST

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Laura,
From the moment I met you, I have always admired your sincerity & kindness. God has equipped you with so many talents, adorned you with so many gifts, embraced you with so much love. YOU ARE AMAZING!!:) May He continue to show you the way as you continue to beautify the lives of everyone you encounter.
It's so good to have you back in Indy! :)

Lora (AKA- the other Lora)
Lora Rogers Guernsey <lrogers@loradesigns.com>
Mooresville, IN USA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 1:23 PM CST

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Dear Laura,

Just to let you know you are in my heart and prayers.
Love and hugs
Judy



Judy Crawford <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
Cookeville, TN - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 9:19 AM CST

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What beautiful pictures! Thank you for sharing them with us. Thank you for signing my grandson's guestbook.

Hope you had a good trip to Florida. Sending continued prayers of comfort and peace...
Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Sunday, November 14, 2004 12:59 AM CST

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Hi Laura,
Mom said that you have a cat. Get rid of cat at once and get a weenie dog or two. Please don't tell mom we were on the computer. She thinks we're in the crate.
Wuf,
Bella and Buster Brown - the Banister Weenie Dogs <karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Friday, November 12, 2004 8:10 PM CST

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Laura,
Love the new pictures! Hope all is going well in your new home and with school. You sound very busy these days. If Steve decides to go into nursing, you will have to give him some pointers!
Erika <www.cb.org/nm/stevetode ... erikatoady@wmconnect.com>
- Thursday, November 11, 2004 11:18 AM CST

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Laura, your journey of love and pain has touched many lives and lifted spirits. Thank you for sharing your sensitive thoughts and emotions as you loved Ryan through his battle. You are strong and resilient, wise beyond your years. Please pursue nursing with all your heart and mind, we need people like you in the profession, those who have experienced medicine from the patient/family perspective. You will be an awesome advocate for patients and families!
MM
Memphis, TN - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 10:53 AM CST

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Unaware of Ryan's "Graduation" until today, I just wanted to thank you for the privilege of being touched by Ryan's life. Though I never met him he has left a profound impression on my heart. May God continue to bless and strenthen each of you.
Darla Driggers <darladriggers@fbcorlando.org>
Orlando, FL USA - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 9:40 AM CST

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Laura~ I was directed to your page thru Steve Todes, and had to just drop a quick line to you. What a true inspiration you are. You have been thru more that anyone your age should have to go thru, in fact, most people don't have to experience this much in a lifetime. Nursing is a perfect profession for you, you already know the ropes, and you know what makes a good nurse and a bad nurse. I have not ever had to experience the nightmare that you have been thru, but I know that God could choose to strenghten my faith in Him at anytime, thru my husband, children or myself. I guess it would be selfish to ask Him not to, because if that is what God sees as best for me, then I will take the good, bad and ugly as it comes. But the one thing that I really wanted to pass on to you was this; there is no time frame for healing. I have worked in the medical field for a few years (I'm not saying how many, as I don't want to show my age, just kidding) but everyone heals at their own pace. You will find that in your medical career as well. And nobody can tell you how to feel, to get over it, to be better, or anything of the sort. That healing time is all up to your soul, mind and body. Take all the time you need, being ever so mindful that the good Lord is right there with you, and will carry you thru the tough days, and there will be those days. Lean on the Lord, let Him give you comfort and strength. My heart does ache for you, as you didn't have the pleasure of spending years and years together. I know that is probably most hard, knowing that you should have done so much more together, but God will see you thru, in time. Be patient, and wait on Him. He loves you so much more that you can ever know, and will provide all the comfort and healing that your sorrowing heart and spirit need. Stay close to God, He will protect you, even in the darkest of times. Good luck in your studies. I know how tough the nursing program is. I will continue to hold you in my prayers, and my heart.
Debbi <rinkrat_18@hotmail.com>
MN USA - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 7:31 PM CST

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Thanks for sharing the pictures. You two look so happy. I hope those memories stay with you forever. Have a good trip to Florida. I hope everything else is going well for you.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Monday, November 8, 2004 8:33 AM CST

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Dear Laura~
What fantastic photos! I especially like the one of you two by the London Bridge. Thank you for sharing the memories. He loved life (and you!) so very much! love~alicia
Alicia Weisenbach <aweisenb@gwu.edu>
Arlington, VA - Sunday, November 7, 2004 0:32 AM CST

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You know, I may just have to get a weenie dog myself like Karen said below. Not sure how that would go over with 3 cats though. Anyways, Laura, I love the pictures. I'm so happy to hear you're doing well. Thinking of you always!
Alyssa
http://www3.caringbridge.org/ny/lyssi/, NY USA - Saturday, November 6, 2004 8:26 PM CST

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Laura,
I just had a brilliant thought for you. Now that you're moved into your new place... just what you need to make it complete.... a weenie dog! Take it from me, they are wonderful and full of spunk! Just a suggestion from a weenie dog fanatic! :) Glad to hear things are going well.
Hugs,
Karen (and of course Bryan, Bella and Buster Brown) <Karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Thursday, November 4, 2004 9:55 PM CST

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Dear Laura~
I was just looking at the photo gallery again and started laughing when I spotted the "Call me" poster on Ryan's wall! Do you remember our first summer at GLMC? When he, Little Ryan and Fred all had their numbers in the windows with hopes that girls might call. And we did! :) What great memories!! Hope your classes are going well and the unpacking is coming along. You're in my thoughts.. ~alicia
Alicia Weisenbach <aweisenb@gwu.edu>
Arlington, VA - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 9:29 PM CST

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Laura,

I came to your site through a link on another. What struck me was the date of Ryan's second transplant. That was the day my daughter, Allie was born. It was the happiest day of my life. I knew nothing of leukemia, only the happiness my child brought. Sadly, I learned about leukemia all too quickly when that same child was diagnosed with AML on May 4,2004, at only four months old.

Allie passed away on Sept 13,2004 at 8 months 27 days old.

I don't know why it is that our babies (yours may have been older, but he was still your baby) had this wretched disease. Thanks for the defiition of charisma. Those that fight something like leukemia usually exude some amazing characteristics.

Take care. I will be thinking of your family,
Jenny Scott
www.scotthousehold.com
Jenny Scott <jscott665@hotmail.com>
Allen, TX - Sunday, October 31, 2004 9:56 AM CST

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Laura,
You are such an inspiration to so many. I think and pray for you often. God's blessings to you and your new endeavors. I know Ryan is right there with you in your new journey!

Jody Poolman <jodypoolman@hotmail.com>
Charles City, Ia - Friday, October 29, 2004 8:14 AM CDT

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Laura:
Glad to see an update from you! How exciting that you moved into a new house. That will keep you plenty busy! I am happy that your life is filled with good things...you are such a help to others you only deserve the best!
Liane Wasson (www.caringbridge.org/fl/tinawasson) <Liane1373@aol.com>
Saint Augustine, FL - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 8:32 AM CDT

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Hi Laura!
Your house looks really great, and I am so glad that you are getting all settled in your classes. Just wanted you to know that I think of you so very often ,and will always keep you in my prayers! I love checking your web site here, and so enjoy the pictures of Ryan that you share. have a great halloween!
Love, Lynn P.

Lynn Pangrace <Lspan@adelphia.net>
Avon, OH - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 9:15 PM CDT

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Dear Laura,
Thank you so much for continuing to keep us updated and for sharing all the wonderful photos. I love seeing the places you and Ryan visited. I also think your definition of charisma hits the mark perfectly in describing Rye. Hope you have a happy halloween! love~alicia
Alicia Weisenbach <aweisenb@gwu.edu>
Arlington, VA - Monday, October 25, 2004 2:34 PM CDT

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"Charisma". I like that word. I hope that you are enjoying your new home and your classes. Keeping you in my prayers.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Monday, October 25, 2004 8:22 AM CDT

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I'm glad you have good birthday memories to get you through Ryan's Special Day. Your new home is really nice. Enjoy!
Kathy H. <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
Thousand Oaks, CA - Thursday, October 14, 2004 10:42 PM CDT

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Hope you are all moved into your casa and enjoying it! Thinking about you!
Erika <www.cb.org/nm/stevetode ...erikatoady@wmconnect.com>
- Thursday, October 14, 2004 12:29 AM CDT

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Just checking in with you. I know you will enjoy your new house it looks lovely. I think about you always. Big hugs from Olive and myself!
Lori Seikkula <lseikkula@tvi.edu>
Albuquerque, nm - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 3:58 PM CDT

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Hi Laura and Happy Birthday Ryan. My birthday was yesterday. Today is my brothers birhtday he turned 26. I am glad you are moving into your new house.

www.caringbridge.org/mn/dustin
Kris, Angel Dustins Mom <buser_lady@yahoo.com>
- Friday, October 8, 2004 12:36 AM CDT

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Ryan, we miss you tons in New Palestine. I had to hop on your website today as I would never forget your birthday. I always remembered yours and Carrie's as we all have birthdays on the 8th!
Barbi Radtke <bsradtke@indylegal.com>
New Palestine, IN USA - Friday, October 8, 2004 11:27 AM CDT

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Laura, I will be thinking about you and praying for you today on Ryan's first birthday in Heaven.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Friday, October 8, 2004 8:20 AM CDT

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Hey Laura!
Thanks for the update - I'll light a candle for Ryan on Friday. You new house is gorgeous, you're going to love making it yours. Congrats!
Karen <Karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San diego, CA USA - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 7:59 PM CDT

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Congratulations on getting to move into your new house this weekend! I bet you are very excited, although I'm sure you wish Ryan were here to share in the excitement. I will be thinking about you and praying for you on Friday so that you can get through Ryan's first birthday in Heaven.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Tuesday, October 5, 2004 8:38 AM CDT

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Wishing Ryan a happy birthday a few days early from his view in Heaven. love~alicia
Alicia Weisenbach <aweisenb@gwu.edu>
Arlington, VA - Saturday, October 2, 2004 3:31 PM CDT

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Hi Laura! Glad to hear you're well into your studies! I hope the beauty of fall gives you extra peace this year.

Ginny and da Mills Brothers
Ginny Mills
Mooresville, IN - Friday, October 1, 2004 8:27 AM CDT

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Laura,
Thank you so much for continuing to share your life and memories with us. Your entries fill an emptiness and show that Ryan continues to live on in all of our hearts. Your strength and love are an inspiration. Please know that you are in our thoughts. love~ Alicia
Alicia Weisenbach <aweisenb@gwu.edu>
Arlington, VA - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 9:55 AM CDT

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The song you posted is a beautiful song. And the pictures you posted are wonderful as well. I bet you are very excited about your house! Praying for you daily.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 8:46 AM CDT

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Dear Laura:
Bert & I continue to pray for you. It is so hard to believe that Ryan has been gone for more than 7 mos. I love your engagement photo. You both look stunning.
I still can't believe sometimes Ryan and our Abigail are in Heaven.
Love,
Suzanne
Suzanne Ortiz
Chesapeake, VA - Thursday, September 16, 2004 1:57 PM CDT

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Laura I just wanted to say I think of you and Ryan everyday and how you helped Kristin. You are always in my thoughts and prays. I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. I know as well as you do they are both watching over us and smiling down upon. We are all sending love towards you.
Lauren Bradford <lildevil3202@yahoo.com>
Lake City, Fl USA - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 9:36 PM CDT

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I've ready your story and forgive me for being blunt, but why did you two never get married?
Teri
Indianapolis, IN - Monday, September 13, 2004 3:54 PM CDT

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Hi Laura, just checking in to see how you are doing. It is good to hear the updates. Good luck with school.

Jessie Rittmeyer (O'Brien) <jethie99@aol.com>
Indianapolis, IN USA - Monday, September 13, 2004 2:10 PM CDT

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Hey Laura!
So glad to hear that you're staying busy and that your house is almost done. I miss being in school and even studying and pulling all-nighters in the library. Keep up the hard work, you're doing great!!
Love,
Karen <karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 1:48 PM CDT

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Laura, keep up the good work with the school and I just know you'll get into the nursing program. I've never met you, but know that you will make a great nurse. You've been on the receiving end and know what makes a good nurse. That's wonderful to hear about your house as well. You'll have to post pictures.

I pray that you made it through the day today. I'm sure that it was tough knowing it would have been 5 years of being engaged. And, to hear about Brad as well. May God surround you with love and peace.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Saturday, September 4, 2004 10:05 PM CDT

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Hi Laura! Glad to hear you are doing well and good luck with school! I love the photos. Sending hugs your way.
Alyssa
http://www3.caringbridge.org/ny/lyssi/index.htm, NY USA - Saturday, September 4, 2004 9:56 PM CDT

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Happy Belated Birthday Laura!

I hope this semester goes well for you.

Lots of love,
Aili <amalm@sfu.ca http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/bryankinney>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Thursday, September 2, 2004 6:01 PM CDT

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Hi Laura! Just checking in on you to see how you're doing. I've been praying for you and the other friends of Tina's that have had to go through this battle. You are all an inspiration to me. You've been through so much and you still are so positive and such an encouragement to others. Your family must be so proud of you. I know Ryan is! Thank you for all that you do. You will remain in my prayers.
Julie Burkert <JewlsDCheer@yahoo.com>
St. Augustine, FL - Thursday, September 2, 2004 4:44 PM CDT

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Laura,
Thanks for checking in with us again. I appreciate your note and support. I am glad to see that you continue to keep a positive attitude about you despite the sadness of your loss. I believe attitude plays a big part in how we get through ANYthing.....not that we shouldn't feel bad on bad days, but just not "live" there!!

I think of you often, and even though I don't write every time I visit the website, I continue to send my best thoughts your way.

All the best to you,
Niki Daubach (mother of Brian website at: www.caringbridge.org/co/brianspage) <ndaubach@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 8:49 PM CDT

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Thank you for visiting our web site. I appreciate your kind words. May God give you peace and comfort.
Jacqui and Katja Sufka <j_sufka@yahoo.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Friday, August 27, 2004 9:12 PM CDT

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Laura, you are one strong young woman that has seen more heartache than some see in a lifetime. Hope that your nursing career is fulfilling. Your caring and compassion for your fellow mankind will certainly be an asset. Good luck in your future endeavours. Love and best wishes are being sent your way!
Mary Lou Thomson
Exeter, Ont Canada - Thursday, August 26, 2004 12:56 AM CDT

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Hope things are going well for you. I check the site every day to see if there is a new update and love it when you post new pictures. Have a great day.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Thursday, August 26, 2004 8:36 AM CDT

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Laura,

I came acroos your site from another site and read your journal history. I am so sorry for all the heartache that you have had, but it sounds like you and Ryan had a very special relationship. You were both so blessed to have each other. I know how hard it is to watch someone you love suffer, but you were amazing through it all. Ryan was so, so lucky. May time ease your pain and your faith in the Lord pull you through each day.
God Bless
Michelle Petrow www.caringbridge.org/nj/jaclynpetrow
Michelle Petrow <mdpetrow@aol.com>
Scotch Plains, NJ - Sunday, August 22, 2004 10:18 PM CDT

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Hi Laura,
Just wanted to drop in and let you know I am thinking of you. Hope school goes real well.

Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 10:43 PM CDT

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Hey Laura,
Wow! It is hard to believe that it has been six months. I am sure for you it feels like it has already been an eternity. I am praying that school goes well. You are going to be awesome! Take care and God Bless!!

Sending lots of love,
Tina Roehling <tinaroehling@yahoo.com>
brenham, tx - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 9:02 PM CDT

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Hey Laura... August 11th (acutally the 10th just before midnight)was 6 months to the day that Mike went into intensive care and everytime I think of that I think of you two. Time seems to fly by fast some days and crawl others. Although we have lots of wonderful memories that help us through the days...

Take care Laura. Glad to see you're doing well!
Kristyn Darling <kd.mail@sympatico.ca www.caringbridge.com/canada/mike>
Mt. Carmel, On Canada - Sunday, August 15, 2004 12:35 AM CDT

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Dear Laura, thank you again for keeping my Jordan in your thoughts and prayers. I remember when Ryan passed and i was devastated for you, it just isn't fair. I hope that you are doing as good as you can. You are a very strong person and I wish you well. I feel the same connection that you have, it's hard to explain. Jordan is still with us, but the docs say he's in a coma and his eyes are becoming fixed and dilated. It's hard to watch my baby go through this even though he's not in any pain. If you want to email me personally, feel free. Again thanks! Love and hugs, Susan
www.caringbridge.org/ia/jordangrosclaude
Susan Grosclaude <Grosclaude@msn.com>
Marion, IA USA - Saturday, August 14, 2004 9:38 PM CDT

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Hi Laura, It was so good to see you at the reunion. I am so sorry that Ryan didn't make it but, he was truly a special person as you are. I saw the picture of you and Dr. Reddy and I have the same picture of y'all. Please continue to keep me in your prayers. I am 2 years 7 months out from unrelated bone marrow transplant and so far doing good. I often wonder why God has taken all of these young people and left me here at 58 years of age. Only God knows and I know that we are not to question him so I will be thankful for whatever he has for my future. I would love to hear from you as how things are going for you. Take care and may God Bless You each and every day.
Daryl Ann Lane <lane5026@bellsouth.net>
Albany, GA USA - Saturday, August 14, 2004 11:17 AM CDT

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Hey sweetie,
I can't believe it's been 6 mo. You have come so far, and we are all so proud of your strength and courage. Laura, you are truely an amazing woman.
Love,
Karen <Karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Friday, August 13, 2004 5:24 PM CDT

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Laura-
I have read about Ryan's journey. My heart aches for you. I lost my older brother a few years ago to the same leukemia. We too were at MD Anderson on the same protocal, same doctor, and everything. My brother never did acheive remission. He was 32. Please e-mail if you want to hear more of my story or just want to talk about yours. You are in a minority at your age to have dealt with such a huge loss. I pray for peace in your heart.
Britt <nwspinel@smsd.org>
Shawnee, Ks USA - Thursday, August 12, 2004 10:53 AM CDT

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Hi Laura, it's good to see an update from you. Six months - that's hard to believe. I can remember sitting at my desk reading the website the day Ryan became an angel. I'm glad that you are doing things that you feel you need to do and that will help you to always remember Ryan. May God be with you in all that you do.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Thursday, August 12, 2004 9:51 AM CDT

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Hey girl,
Dropping by to say hi and let you know I'm thinking of ya. Hope you're staying cool!
Karen <Karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Sunday, August 8, 2004 4:39 PM CDT

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Dear Laura:
I love the new photos. It is really hard to sort through a loved one's possessions. I finally unpacked some boxes from Texas. The boxes we shipped have just sat there for 4+ months.

When Abigail's best friend, Madison, had her birthday, Caroline (another friend that was very close to Abigail) came to visit. Caroline had moved 3 years ago but they remained close to each other.

With their help, I was able to sort through 3 boxes, giving most of the stuff to them. They were so unlike typical 8 year olds. They carefully looked at each possession and decided, who should get what.

Give Kids the World is a wonderful organization, we stayed there for Abigail's Make-A-Wish. I know Ryan would like that you donated items to them. I pray for your healing and peace. God bless you.

Always,
Suzanne
www.caringbridge.org/va/abbyallies/
Suzanne Ortiz
Chesapeake, VA - Friday, August 6, 2004 7:09 AM CDT

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Hey there Laura, sweet pea,
Sorry I haven't written in a while - I've had a set-back myself and was in the hospital for a while, then recovering, now hopefully things are leveling off again. Leaving shortly to go to my 2nd follow-up visit and anticipate no bad news.
I found Angel Abigail's site and wrote Suzanne a few words of encouragment, and then found Amanda's site through Abby's site, so I was able to write her a few words of encouragement. See what you've done! You've turned me into a caringbridge junkie! And for that I am enternally grateful.
It was also nice to receive your e-mails, I'm hoping to write to you soon after things settle down a bit. In the meantime, I could use a few prayers myself. Particularly that the devil will stop attacking me, for heaven sake!
You seem to be having a good bit of excitement; I hope all goes well for you with the new school. I think you picked the PERFECT profession for you. Whomever you look after will truly be blessed to have you in their lives. You are an inspiration to so many, so many you'll never know until God calls you home and richly rewards you.
Gotta scoot for now, lunch break is over but wanted to jot this down while I had half-a-second to let you know I am still thinking of you often and continue to lift you up in prayer for God to take you into his comforting arms and give you peace at the very time you need it the most.
My home computer is almost ready to be back online (my son, bless his heart, graduated from college in the I.T. profession and has had my computer FOR-EVER upgrading it. I just want it back so I can use it again, for crying out loud!)
In His Love,
Marla Guidry <mguidry@alliance-engineering.com>
Katy, Tx USA - Thursday, August 5, 2004 12:17 AM CDT

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Hi Laura,
Your new pictures are so cute. I love the one of you and Ryan's dad! I am glad that you will be moved into your new home soon and starting back at school. It sounds like you are making the most of your summer and having a good time.
I think about you all the time and love that you are keeping us updated on a regular basis.

Love,
Erika www.cb.org/nm/stevetode
RR, NM - Thursday, August 5, 2004 8:48 AM CDT

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Laura, the pictures are great and I'm glad that you had a good time, even if it was hard at times. I'm sure Ryan is happy knowing that kids will get to enjoy his video games. Best of luck to you with your home and school.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Thursday, August 5, 2004 8:05 AM CDT

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Glad to hear you are doing well Laura. I think of you both often and I wish you luck with the new patio home and beginning the classes. I enjoy looking at all your photos too! Sending hugs your way. =)
Alyssa <gemtwirler@hotmail.com>
http://www.caringbridge.org/ny/lyssi/, NY USA - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 9:16 PM CDT

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Hi! I am glad you were able to go to the Reunion it sounds very inspiring. I had someone tell me that Andrew made me a better person. Well, love just seems to do that to people. Thinking of you.
Lori <lseikkula@tvi.edu>
- Friday, July 30, 2004 11:54 AM CDT

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Dear Laura:
My prayers for healing and peace are always with you. I think of you a lot. Here is a poem that made me think of Ryan.

Perhaps they are not stars in the sky,
but rather openings
where our loved ones shine down
to let us know
they are happy.
-- Eskimo Legend

Love,
Suzanne
www.caringbridge.org/va/abbyallies/

Suzanne Ortiz
Chesapeake, VA - Friday, July 30, 2004 7:23 AM CDT

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Hey Laura,

I'm so glad to hear that the trip to Florida was such a success and that you met with so many wonderful people!

Lots of love,
Aili <amalm@sfu.ca http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/bryankinney>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Saturday, July 24, 2004 11:18 AM CDT

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Laura, I hope that you had a good trip to Florida. Praying for you always.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Thursday, July 22, 2004 8:12 AM CDT

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Hello My name is Jenna and I came across Ryan's page. I am sorry to hear about his passing, and your loss. I know that he is an angel looking down on who loved and cared about him.
You are in my thoughts and prayers.
caringbridge.org/canada/jenna
Jenna <hockeykid@telus.net>
Kamloops, BC Canada - Monday, July 19, 2004 6:53 PM CDT

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Dearest Laura,

Just to let you know I am thinking of you and your precious Ryan and praying you find peace, joy, and hope. I also want you to know Ryan has not been forgotten!

Love and hugs
Judy
Catch An Angel
Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Monday, July 19, 2004 10:08 AM CDT

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Laura,
Ryan does have beautiful eyes :) I hope you're having a wonderful time on your trip... take care and I'll be looking forward to an update!

~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~

Love,
XOXOXOXOXOXO
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Monday, July 19, 2004 6:41 AM CDT

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Hoping your trip is going well, sweetie.

Karen <karen@sdsu.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Sunday, July 18, 2004 3:38 PM CDT

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Hi Laura,
Just checking in...hope everything is going well with you.
I like the pictures...I agree, Ryan is a cutie!
Lori Wightman <thewightmans@aol.com>
Amherstburg, Canada - Wednesday, July 14, 2004 6:15 PM CDT

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Laura, praying for you during your visit to Florida.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Monday, July 12, 2004 8:23 AM CDT

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Laura,
Stopping by to say hi.
Hope you're having a great weekend.
Bry and I are thinking of coning to Indy for Thanksgiving this year to see his dad - I'd love to take you to lunch or dinner if you're around!
Karen <karen@sdsu.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Saturday, July 10, 2004 2:36 PM CDT

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Dear Laura,

It's okay to be "okay". Sometimes others don't think we should be and still others desperated pray we will be. I know Ryan is so proud of you and all you have yet to accomplish.

Just wanted you to know I am thinking of you and my heart and prayers are with you.
Love and hugs
Judy
Catch An Angel
Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Friday, July 9, 2004 0:15 AM CDT

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Hi, just thinking of you and Ryan. I am so glad I got to know him and you. I hope to see you soon. Sean is getting so big, time just flies.
Even though I don't write in the guestbook you both are still on my mind and in my heart.

Love Corrie.
corrie van schaik <corrienon1@aol.com>
orlando, fl u.s - Wednesday, July 7, 2004 8:27 AM CDT

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Laura,
Just dropping by to say hi.
I'm so proud of how far you've come.
You are an amazing young lady - Ryan knew that and so do all of us. Thanks for continuing to share thoughts and feelings with all of us, and memories and pictures of Ryan.

I'm so excited about you getting back into school - I know you're going to enjoy it very much, and do really well at it!!
Karen <karen@sdsu.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Sunday, July 4, 2004 12:11 AM CDT

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A friend compared the 4th of July (celebration of freedom) to a true celebration by our loved ones who have truly earned their freedom from the pain and suffering of this world. I want you to know you are in my heart and prayers always. I hope Ryan and my Jen are celebrating their freedom together.

With love, hugs and prayers
Judy
Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Friday, July 2, 2004 7:44 PM CDT

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Hey Laura... I'm glad things are going okay for you. I think we are at a similar stage right now. I know exactly how you feel when you mentioned listening to the radio and the songs. I too am changed because of all this and I also know I will be all right. I can go on and will but there are days I don't think I want to but I do it. It's hard but we are doing it aren't we? So proud of you for doing it on your own - you are amazing! Take care........kd
Kristyn Darling <kd.mail@sympatico.ca www.caringbridge.com/canada/mike>
Mt,. Carmel, ON Canada - Tuesday, June 29, 2004 11:23 AM CDT

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Dear Laura...Thank you for signing my grandson's guestbook. So glad to hear that you're going to be starting nursing school. Best of luck!

Sending prayers of comfort and peace...
Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Sunday, June 27, 2004 6:38 PM CDT

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Dear Laura:
I think of you often. When Abigail died, I changed profoundly. I continue to grieve beyond words. I am glad that you have chosen to go to Nursing school. God knows we need compassionate, skilled nurses to care for our most precious loved ones. You will be an awesome nurse. I just know it.
Love and prayers coming your way,
Suzanne
www.caringbridge.com/va/abbyallies/
Suzanne Ortiz
Chesapeake, VA - Sunday, June 27, 2004 9:34 AM CDT

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Good morning, Laura --

It is nice to see the update from you and to hear the exciting news about the nursing school. While there may be a few challenges along the way, when you have a passion about something, it isn't a labor at all - rather an insatiable curiosity! Enjoy your time of learning even more how to be of help to people.
Libby Gladden <libeye@bellsouth.net>
Norcross, Ga USA - Sunday, June 27, 2004 8:43 AM CDT

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Laura...I wish you all the best in your new pursuit into nursing. I am sure it will be hard and rewarding!!! Many thoughts sent your way!!
Caryn Hursey <cidarling@yahoo.com>
Fishers, IN USA - Wednesday, June 23, 2004 8:52 PM CDT

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Laura,
It is nice to hear you are doing okay. Think of you and Ryan often. Best of Luck in nursing school. Ryan and Abby will be with you all the way. God Bless.

The Gwaltney's <gene.gwaltney@prosoft-eng.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Wednesday, June 23, 2004 11:40 AM CDT

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Laura, it is so nice to see a new update from you. I think about you and pray for you all the time. Best of luck with school in the fall. I know you will make a great nurse. Ryan will be with you through it all - watching over you from Heaven.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Wednesday, June 23, 2004 8:16 AM CDT

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You will be okay Laura. And congratulations on going back to school! I'm so excited for you! Sending warm hugs your way. =)
Alyssa
http://www.caringbridge.org/ny/lyssi/, NY USA - Tuesday, June 22, 2004 9:31 PM CDT

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I just heard about Ryan and what he had been going through. I looked at the pics and journal entries and I just kept thinking God sent him an Angel when he introduced you to Ryan. We went to school together at Zion Lutheran in New Palestine, Indiana. He was always a sweetheart and made me laugh. My thoughts and prayers are with you and Ryans family. Good luck in medical school, I think you have a bright future in front of you.
Julie Daksiewicz <jed_angel2001@yahoo.com>
Indianapolis, IN - Tuesday, June 22, 2004 3:15 PM CDT

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Hi Laura,

I stumbled upon your site (you and Ryan's) as I was flipping through someone elses pages. Angel's like Ryan are one's whom I know are helping looking after myself. The love that the you two share seems just so amazing. My sweetheart is a Ryan too:) We both are survivors as well and appear to be doing well. Thank you for sharing your thoughs on the caringbridge site. I will continue to follow up on how you are doing as well and keep you in my prayers.


Margaret <mltse@shaw.ca www.caringbridge.com/canada/margaret>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Tuesday, June 22, 2004 1:58 AM CDT

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Hi Laura,
Sorry that I have kind of "lost touch", although I do think of you often. I think it is great that you are going into nursing. The day I came to Houston to meet you and Ryan, I saw how well you tended to him. You are such a loving and nurturing person, you will make an awesome nurse!!

Love,
Tina Roehling <tinaroehling@yahoo.com>
Brenham, Tx - Monday, June 21, 2004 2:03 PM CDT

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Hello, found this site from Jordan's. We will be keeping you in our thoughts and prayers.
Katie, Jacques, and Ian Beavers <gr8mommy@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ne/ian>
Omaha, NE USA - Friday, June 18, 2004 4:31 PM CDT

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Just stopping by to let you know that your are in my thoughts and prayers.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Friday, June 18, 2004 8:12 AM CDT

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You are a remarkable young woman. I am sure that Ryan is very proud of you for reaching out to so many other people. I take comfort in knowing that a man like Ryan was there to greet my little Ross on February 28th. Maybe he will be there to meet Trevor also one day.

Trevor and Angel Ross's mommy
www.caringbridge/org/tx/joinerboys
Janet Joiner <jjoiner@incode-inc.com>
Lubbock, TX USA - Friday, June 11, 2004 10:38 PM CDT

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Your "Love Story" is inspiring. I admire your dedication and compassion. I'm sure Ryan felt it too. I hope you are doing ok.
Tricia <TriciaBxNY@aol.com>
- Thursday, June 10, 2004 10:10 PM CDT

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Hey Laura,
Just thinking about you today. Hope all is well! It's funny...sometimes I walk around the pond and imagine you and Ryan walking around holding hands and talking...I know that it's dumb, but I do it anyways! :)
Erika <www.caringbridge.org/nm/stevetode...erikatoady@wmconnect.com>
- Thursday, June 10, 2004 8:53 AM CDT

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Hey Laura,
Just stopping by to say hi.
Love that new pic of Ryan... the day that picture was taken must have been a fun one.
Thinking of you-
Karen <karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 10:58 AM CDT

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Dear Laura:
The photos of Ryan you posted are wonderful. I love it when I "discover" a new photo of Abigail that was lost in a pile or someone gave to me. It is sobering to realize that photos that were taken is all there is and ever will be. I cherish all those wonderful reminders of Abigail as I know that you do of Ryan. The greatest gift anyone can give me is a photo or video that has Abiagil in it, or a drawing (or even a copy of it) that she did. These things are so special. I still think of Abigail's and Ryan's plans to walk around the pond in Houston! I know that they have met and at times do walk together. I pray for your healing. It is horrible to lose the love of your life.
Love,
Suzanne
www.caringbridge.org/va/abbyallies
Suzanne Ortiz
Chewsapeake, VA - Monday, June 7, 2004 7:19 PM CDT

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HI,
I AM SOOOO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS. MY DAUGHTER ALSO HAS LEUKEMIA (ALL)SHE IS NOW 3yrsold. WAS DIAGNOSED AT 2 1/2yrs old. HOPE YOU VISIT HER SITE. STAY STRONG AND GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. XOXOXOXOX LOVE, DEE
DEE & BROOKE :) www.caringbridge.org/nh/brooke <denise69ferrara@hotmail.com>
N.H - Saturday, June 5, 2004 9:29 PM CDT

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Hi Laura,
I just thought I stop in and say hi. I really enjoy it when I pop in and there are new pictures of you and Ryan.
It's odd, really...I didn't meet either one of you but whenever I stop in and hear stories of your life together of see pictures it's so comforting and relaxing and peaceful.
Just another way that Ryan's making the world a nicer place, I guess.
I'll be thinking of you both at our Relay on the 25th.
Lori Wightman <thewightmans@aol.com>
Amherstburg, ON Canada - Saturday, June 5, 2004 2:43 PM CDT

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Laura~ Just thought I would check in and let you know I'm thinking about you. Thank you for all the words of encouragement you write to Tina on her website...it's so encouraging, not just to Tina but to everyone. I pray for you! You've managed to help so many people because of Ryan. God bless you! Stay strong!
Julie Burkert <JewlsDCheer@yahoo.com>
St. Augustine, FL - Saturday, June 5, 2004 10:16 AM CDT

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God Bless you Laura. }}}}HUGS{{{{{{
Kasey Gunde <topgund@aol.com>
Mount Holly, NC US - Saturday, June 5, 2004 6:17 AM CDT

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So so handsome! And Laura you actually look a little bit like one of my teachers, hehe. She has straight hair though.

Thinking of you two as always!
Alyssa
http://www.caringbridge.org/ny/lyssi/, NY USA - Thursday, June 3, 2004 5:40 PM CDT

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Truly an amazing fight! A wonderful young man. I am truly sorry for your loss. My daughter too was amazing, hopefully they have met and are playing among the stars.
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, June 3, 2004 3:04 PM CDT

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Thank you for listing Andrew's site and thank you so much for the card. He is doing well and may be released Saturday. I think about you a lot and I always hope you are handling life and everything it has thrown at you with grace. Sounds like the work you are doing is rewarding to you and they couldn't have a better volunteer in my humble opinion. Take care!
Lori <lseikkula@tvi.edu>
- Thursday, June 3, 2004 10:10 AM CDT

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Dear Laura,

Please, don't ask me if I'm over it yet
I'll never be over it
Please, don't tell me he's in a better place
He isn't with me
Please, don't say at least he isn't suffering
I haven't come to terms with why he had to suffer at all
Please, don't tell me you know how I feel
Unless you have lost a child
Please, don't ask me if I feel better
Bereavement isn't a condition that clears up
Please, don't tell me at least you had him for so many years
What year would you choose for your child to die?
Please, don't tell me God never gives us more than we can bear
Please, just tell me you are sorry
Please, just say you remember my child, if you do
Please, just let me talk about my child
Please, mention my child's name
Please, just let me cry.


http://www.catchanangel.com/
Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
Cookeville, TN - Thursday, June 3, 2004 7:40 AM CDT

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Hi Laura - I am so glad to have happened upon your site. How wonderful to share your angel. I am kind of on the opposite end of the spectrum... my daughter was dx with cancer 2/03... she's fighting hard and we keep praying for that miracle. Thank you so much for sharing your site. When I update links, would it be okay to share this with my friends/family??? Love and (((hugs)))
Tami, mom of Celeste <blessingsbyceleste@hotmail.com>
pgh, pa - Wednesday, June 2, 2004 1:30 PM CDT

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Hi Laura,
I'd been away from the computer for a week and when I came back, saw the new pics you had posted of Ryan. Thank you so much for those, such a handsome man, with a great smile. I think of you and Ryan so often throughout the day and pray for you both regularly. I'm glad to hear you like working at the desk in the ER. I know that your compassion for others helps each and every person that you come in contact with. You and Ryan are truly never far from my thoughts.
As always I send my daily love, prayers and hugs from Houston.
JoAnn Baker <bakerjo1@hotmail.com>
Houston, Tx - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 4:59 PM CDT

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Hi Sweetie...
I am glad that you are enjoying your volunteer work, I think it will be very rewarding for you!
I beacme a Chemo Angel after loosing my father-in-law to cancer, I was his caretaker and he fought a long hard 3 year battle... being a Chemo Angel has been so rewarding for me, I have met so many wonderful people....
Take Care of yourself ~
Think of you often!!!
Lots of love,
Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 4:42 PM CDT

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Laura, I think of you and Ryan all of the time. I can't thank you enough for your cards and postings. I don't know why I have such a pull to you when I think or pray. I too, when I have the chance again, I'd like to do something with the knowledge that I have. I think it's awesome what you doing at the hospital!!!
Lots of love to you and Angel Ryan. Susan
www.caringbridge.org/ia/jordangrosclaude
Susan Grosclaude <Grosclaude@msn.com>
Marion, IA USA - Monday, May 31, 2004 11:01 PM CDT

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WHAT A BEAUTIFUL
YOUNG MAN!!!

we stumbled upon
your website.

soooo much love
soooo much faith

sending you lots of love

craig, lauren, and helen

CRAIGGY
craig <trula1@comcast.net>
- Sunday, May 30, 2004 9:50 PM CDT

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Laura...Thinking of you and sending continued prayers of peace and comfort.
Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Saturday, May 29, 2004 9:54 PM CDT

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Laura, It is so good to hear you are doing well and enjoying the hospital. The pics of Ryan are wonderful. I found some recently from when we were in middle school and high school. We all look so young, it is crazy how time has changed us. You are always in my thoughts and prayers.

Jessie O'Brien <jethie99@aol.com>
Ft. Wayne, IN USA - Friday, May 28, 2004 2:39 PM CDT

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I love the new pic's. What a wonderful surprise. May God bless you as you minister to the patients at the hospital.
Love, Ryan's Mom
Susan Petrek <spetrek@osceola.k12.fl.us>
Celebration, Fl USA - Friday, May 28, 2004 1:52 PM CDT

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Dear Laura,

The pictures of Ryan are wonderful. I know how difficult this time is for you and just wanted to send you a ton of hugs. If I can help in any way I am just a click away.

Love, hugs and prayers,
Judy
 
Click on the angel to visit my web site:  Catch An Angel

Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
Cookeville, TN - Friday, May 28, 2004 1:12 PM CDT

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Laura:
Good to hear from you again! I enjoy seeing the new pictures of Ryan and reading about what you are up to. I am happy to hear that the volunteering is going good~ I am sure you are a natural at your job.
Please keep your positive attitude and spirits up! They are contagious! I'll keep checking on you....
Love, Liane
Liane Wasson (www.caringbridge.org/fl/tinawasson) <LWandtayden@aol.com>
St. Augustine, FL - Thursday, May 27, 2004 11:32 PM CDT

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Laura:
Continuing to check in and glad you are doing okay...we are neighbors now...we moved to Fishers, IN a week and a half ago! Praying for you...
Caryn Hursey <cidarling@yahoo.com>
Fishers, IN USA - Thursday, May 27, 2004 6:57 PM CDT

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Laura, I'm glad you are enjoying the volunteer job at the hospital. I hope that it continues to go well for you.

Thank you for continuing to share Ryan with us. The love that you two shared was obviously so special and something that some people never experience.

Praying for you.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Thursday, May 27, 2004 8:10 AM CDT

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Laura,
Glad the hospital volunteering is going well, and that you're enjoying! Love checking and seeing new pics and stories about Ryan. Wish I could have known him in person.
Hugs,
Karen <karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Wednesday, May 26, 2004 6:33 PM CDT

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Hi Laura!
Just wanted to say Hi and to let you know that I frequently visit your site and really enjoy hearing about how you are doing.I love the new pics of Ryan and you! i think that your plans of working in hospitals is a great one and I know that God has given you a special heart to work with patients that are there - and to their hurting families! You are and will continue to be in my prayers! So glad that i got to meet you in Orlando. Please say hello to your parents for me also - they are such wonderful people! Take Care and God Bless you!
Love, Lynn Pangrace
Lynn Pangrace <Lspan@adelphia.net>
Avon, OH USA - Sunday, May 23, 2004 9:40 PM CDT

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Hi Laura,
Just dropping by to wish you a great weekend.
Hope it's sunny and warm and that you're outside in the fresh air.
Lots of love,
Karen <Karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Saturday, May 22, 2004 3:29 PM CDT

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Hi Laura,
I'm just making some rounds and saying some "hi's".
Thanks for letting us know about Alex's Lemonade stand...I emailed her Dad and he said we could put Alex's picture and info on our Relay tent.
I hope you are having some good days with this nice spring weather.
You and Ryan are both in my thouhgts often,
Lori Wightman <thewightmans@aol.com>
Amherstburg, ON Canada - Friday, May 21, 2004 7:28 AM CDT

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I love the new pictures! So cute! I know what you mean about being comfortable in hospitals. After our new children's hospital is finished being built, I plan to go back and do a lot of volunteering myself. Just wanted to let you know I'm always thinking of you both. Sending love and hugs your way!
Alyssa
http://www.caringbridge.org/ny/lyssi/, NY USA - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 9:19 AM CDT

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Dear Laura~ I still check the website everyday and am glad to hear you are keeping busy. The hospital sounds like a great opportunity for you to share yourself and your caring abilities with others who need it. Ryan was always grateful for the sacrifices you made to care for him, and I am sure others will be just as appreciative of your loving heart and warm spirit. I cannot imagine what you are going through, but know that you continue to be in our thoughts and prayers. Love~alicia
Alicia Weisenbach <aweisenb@gwu.edu>
Arlington, VA - Tuesday, May 18, 2004 6:27 PM CDT

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Laura,
Just checking in, I'm glad to hear about your volunteer position. The Mooresville grapevine is up and running and the newest bit of news is about our upcoming five year reunion (aren't we ancient!!!)it's supposed to be held sometime this summer. I'll keep you posted as the news trickles down to me. Glad to hear you're in good spirits. Good luck with your school plans (think about a career in nursing, you'd be a great addition and we need more of you!)

Have a great day!
Megan Lynch <mklrn1203@yahoo.com>
Indianapolis, IN USA - Tuesday, May 18, 2004 4:52 PM CDT

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Hi Laura,
Wanted to let you know that I still check on you. I love the new pics you posted and that's wonderful news about you working in the E.R. I think you'll be a fabulous addition, with the caring and loving personality that you have. You continue to amaze me with all you do and say.
As always I send my love, prayers and hugs from Houston.
JoAnn Baker <bakerjo1@hotmail.com>
Houston, Tx - Tuesday, May 18, 2004 8:33 AM CDT

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Hi Laura -- I'm glad to read that you are doing good and using your experience to help other people. Thanks so much for your continued prayers and all your help through Steve's transplant. I really appreciate all that you have done for us!
Erika Tode <www.caringbridge.org/nm/stevetode...erikatoady@wmconnect.com>
- Monday, May 17, 2004 9:40 AM CDT

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Hey there. So glad you are doing well. I think of you so often. Congrats on the ER job. You'll be great at it! You are one amazing person. Take care and I'll talk to you soon.......kd
Kristyn Darling <kd.mail@sympatico.ca www.caringbridge.com/canada/mike>
Mt. Carmel, On Canada - Sunday, May 16, 2004 8:31 PM CDT

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Hi there, thank you again for sending Jordan a card and signing our guestbook, it means the world to me! Thanks a million for caring for us! Susan
www.caringbridge.org/ia/jordangrosclaude@msn.com
Susan Grosclaude <Grosclaude@msn.com>
Marion, IA USA - Saturday, May 15, 2004 8:09 PM CDT

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Hi Laura,
Just checking in...volunteering sounds like something you would be good at.
You and Ryan are often in my thoughts...I like the new pictures.
Lori Wightman <thewightmans@aol.com>
- Friday, May 14, 2004 8:35 PM CDT

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Hi Laura,
Love seeing the new pictures of you and Ryan.
Since I never had the pleasure of knowing him personally, your stories about him are really great to read. Thank you for sharing your cherished memories of such an amazing man. Keep putting one foot in front of the other, sweetie.
Karen <karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Friday, May 14, 2004 7:02 PM CDT

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Love the new home page picture, he looks SO happy! I hope you are doing okay. I like the stories you tell about your life with Ryan, you had something very special with him and the romantic in me never tires of hearing your stories. Hope you have a wonderful weekend.
Lori Seikkula <lseikkula@tvi.edu>
Albuquerque, NM - Friday, May 14, 2004 11:16 AM CDT

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Laura, the pictures of Ryan are great. Thanks for sharing. If all people could experience the love that you and Ryan experienced, the world would be a much better place. Good luck with the volunteering and school. Praying for you always.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Friday, May 14, 2004 8:24 AM CDT

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Laura~
Just checking up on you! I think it is wonderful that you are going to volunteer in a hospital. Using your experiences towards something good is always good. You seem so nurturing and you should be a natural caring for others like you cared for Ryan.
I also saw that Steve and Ryan had the same room at MD. That is such a coincidence! That should be comforting to Steve through his transplant tomorrow.
I hope you are taking good care of yourself...please continue updating. I check Ryan's page regularly!
Love, Liane
Liane Wasson (www.caringbrodge.org/fl/tinawasson) <LWandTayden@aol.com>
St. Augustine, FL - Thursday, May 13, 2004 10:52 PM CDT

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Hey Laura,
Just dropping by to say hi.
I saw your message in Steve's guestbook - how wierd that he has the same room as Ryan. I'm sure Ryan is looking down and watching over Steve and sending him tons of strength. Hope your week is going well so far and that you're finding some sense of peace.
Lots of Love,
Karen <karen@sdsu.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Monday, May 10, 2004 10:21 PM CDT

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Hi Laura!
Just popping by to say hi and that I am thinking of you! Hope you are doing ok. Tina is day 12 post now and is supposed to get to go to the apartment Monday. Our first milestone! Thanks for posting on her site...you are such a wonderful person to offer your support to so many after all you have been through.
Love, Liane
Liane Wasson (www.caringbridge.org/fl/tinawasson) <LWandTayden@aol.com>
St. Augustine, FL - Thursday, May 6, 2004 11:37 PM CDT

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Hey Laura! Its James. I love the photo album, and I think its a great idea. I miss you alot- its like my big sister moved away. Hope to see you soon over the summer. I'll skip summer school just for you (Algebra really isnt that important anyway). Well i love you, and the tele-tag is fun so talk to you soon!
Love James Petrek
James Petrek <spetrek@aol.com>
Orlando, FL United States of America - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 9:00 PM CDT

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Laura~

You don't know me, but I'm a friend of Tina Wasson's. Your story is so touching and left me in tears. No one can ever take away all your special memories and he will always be with you in your heart. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Thank you for you love and support of Tina!
Julie Burkert <JewlsDCheer@yahoo.com>
St. Augustine, FL - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 11:22 AM CDT

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Dear Laura:
I am heart broken for you. I think of you often and how hard you worked to tried to save Ryan, and how you stood by him in body, heart and soul. Isn't it horrible that love can't keep our loved ones here? I wanted Ryan and Abigail to take that walk around the lake at the apartments in Houston, Tx so much.
Love to you,
Suzanne
www.carinbridge.com/va/abbyallies
Suzanne Ortiz <nanya@aol.com>
Chesapeake, VA - Monday, May 3, 2004 7:49 AM CDT

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Dear Laura~ I think of you and Ryan often and the summer we all met at Butler. He was brought into our lives for a reason, and I think the love and friendships you have formed through caring for him are one of those reasons. Know that he still loves you and would only want the best for you. You have his love and the love of friends throughout the country to keep your spirit strong. love~alicia
Alicia Weisenbach <aweisenb@gwu.edu>
Arlington, VA, - Friday, April 30, 2004 10:20 PM CDT

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Dearest Laura,

From one grieving mom to another - I thought you might just need a hug today. so from my heart to yours (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Laura)))))))))))))))))))))))

Love and prayers,
Judy
 
Click on the angel to visit my web site:  Catch An Angel

Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
Cookeville, TN - Thursday, April 29, 2004 2:13 AM CDT

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Wow,
Laura, I just wanted to check in and see how you're doing. You are an amazing person. That email you shared, that was from Ryan, absolutely cut to my heart. What a man! What a loss. You are so blessed to have that kind of love in your short time together. I'm envious.
God Bless You. You are such a neat person and it is so neat that you continue to write. It is a wonderful form of therapy for you. I respect you so much.
Love,
Jody
Jody Poolman <jodypoolman@hotmail.com>
Charles City1, IA - Wednesday, April 28, 2004 4:05 PM CDT

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Laura, I love that song by MercyMe. It's beautiful, just like the love between you and Ryan. Praying for you always.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Wednesday, April 28, 2004 8:07 AM CDT

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Hi Laura, Just dropping in to say hi.
Hope you're having a week filled with sunshine, fresh air, and lots of love from family and friends.
Love and hugs,
Karen <karen@sdsu.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Tuesday, April 27, 2004 11:58 PM CDT

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Hey girl,
Just checking in to see how you are doing.
I loved reading about you and Ryan and the love you shared.
It sounds so special and wonderful!

Thanks for keeping us in your prayers! I really appreciate all of your support.
Erika <www.caringbridge.org/nm/stevetode ...erikatoady@wmconnect.com>
- Monday, April 26, 2004 11:25 PM CDT

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Hi Laura,

I know exactly what you mean when you say "I did what I had to do and I'd do it all over again"...when you love someone that much, there's no other choice.

Thinking of you,
Aili <amalm@sfu.ca http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/bryankinney>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Sunday, April 25, 2004 0:46 AM CDT

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Hey Laura,
Thanks for sharing so much of Ryan with us.
You really are a strong young lady!
Love and hugs,
Karen <karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Friday, April 23, 2004 1:11 PM CDT

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Oh my gosh, melt my heart! What a wonderful man!! And what a wonderful person you are for sending Jordan a card, it meant a lot to me. Love, Susan
www.caringbridge.org/ia/jordangrosclaude
Susan Grosclaude <Grosclaude@msn.com>
Marion, IA 52302 - Thursday, April 22, 2004 8:29 PM CDT

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Ryan was such a sweet and caring person. I remember while he was going under treatments at Shands, he was always so positive, like he didn't have a care in the world. He knew that God would give him his best, and now Ryan is in Heaven, where time, pain, and tears do not exist. We will miss you Ryan. Bless Laura and your family.
Ashley L. Jacobs, fellow patient at Shands Hospital <birdie112@cfl.rr.com>
Patrick AFB, FL USA - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 9:50 PM CDT

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What a special guy and what a special girl you are!
Kristyn Darling <kd.mail@sympatico.ca>
Mt. Carmel, On Canada - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 1:44 PM CDT

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Laura I second the writing of a book--you really should--you had something that most people will never have--a wonderful man that loved you so very much and enjoyed every moment that you had together...please do think about sharing such a wonderful story---his letter brought tears to my eyes that someone, a man, could express his true love for you! You are so very strong and by all the guests signing truly loved by so many more than you will ever know! Keep your strength and your head high! You are truly an angel in so many peoples lives--you have touched so many by your story--thanks for sharing....
Pam <PRussell@adavlite.com>
Clearwater, FL USA - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 1:32 PM CDT

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Hi Sweetie...
All I can say is WOW! Ryan loved you so much and that is HUGE! You guys had a such a wonderful life and I am so sad that Ryan is now in Heaven...He is the kind of guy that any girl would give the world for and just think he was all yours...I know it has got to be so hard for you, but I know that you are thankful for the time that you had with him...you are very lucky to have been loved as much as Ryan loved you even if it was for a short while, it will be something that you can always cherish with all your heart!
Sending lots of hugs!
Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Tuesday, April 20, 2004 1:42 PM CDT

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Hi Laura. This is the first time I have posted here but I have visited your page many times.

I think you should write a book. What an incredible story you have to tell. Most of all, what an incredible love story it would be. There are few in this world who experience a love like you experienced with Ryan. His love will sustain you in everything you do for the rest of your life. You should try and share it with the world.
Rebecca <sonnibrook@sbcglobal.net>
Prairie Village, KS USA - Tuesday, April 20, 2004 11:01 AM CDT

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OK Im crying. That is so beautiful. What a lucky girl you are to have experienced that kind of love with someone, even if it was for a shorter time then you wished. Some aren't lucky enough to find what you and Ryan had ever. You are so young and have been through so much, but time will heal and knowing Ryan would only want the best for you will someday help you move on....move on but never forget.

Thinking of you...praying for you. Thanks for checking in on Tina's site. We are down to -4 days.
Love, Liane
Liane Wasson <LWandTayden@aol.com (www.caringbridge.org/fl/tinawasson)>
St. Augustine, FL - Monday, April 19, 2004 11:45 PM CDT

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Thinking about you and praying for you always....
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Monday, April 19, 2004 8:34 AM CDT

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Hi Laura,
You're right, time does help us look at things differently. In time, laughter will replace part (not all) of the tears.
But grieving is in stages, so this all takes times. You are in my thoughts and prayers as you make this new journey in life. The new pics are great!
Kathy H.
TO, CA - Sunday, April 18, 2004 3:13 PM CDT

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Laura,

I haven't been here in awhile.....partly out of being gone so much, and partly out of sadness.....but I am glad to see you still posting...you're right, it is probably great therapy!! I'm glad you are hanging in there, but I know it must be so hard. The two of you are such a cute couple!! It was nice to read a little history about you.....meeting when you were 13!! I'd love to hear more about your first meeting, your dating days and the dreams and plans you made for your life together.....even though that won't carry out here in this world, I bet there are lots of people who would like to know the things you talked about, the plans you made, etc. Maybe it will help to talk about that too....maybe not. It might hurt too much though.....whatever feels right. I just want you to know that we, as your readers and supporters, still like to hear what you are thinking, how you are doing and we like being here to listen while you vent when you need it.

Wishing you all the best, always!!
Niki (mother of Brian, 7 1/2 yrs old, and current survivor of JMML) <ndaubach@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne USA - Friday, April 16, 2004 8:14 PM CDT

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P.S. Just love the pics you posted... WHAT A HANDSOME MAN! (And you're not bad looking yourself, sweet pea) Thanks so much for sharing them with those of us who have never met you.
Marla Guidry <mguidry@alliance-engineering.com>
Katy, Tx USA - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 5:05 PM CDT

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Hi Laura - although we never met, I feel as if I've known you for a long time. You have such a way with expressing yourself with words, what a gift to us all. My heart is still heavy for your loss. I know you realize how truly blessed you are to have so many loving, caring people lifting you up in prayers and with words of encouragement on a daily basis. What a legacy Ryan has left behind! I wanted you to know that I still think of you often and pray that God will give you the peace that passes understanding. Repeat those words in your head, "peace that passes understanding", and truly grasp the meaning behind them. What more can you ask for on this earth? God bless you and yours -
Marla Guidry <mguidry@alliance-engineering.com>
Katy, Tx USA - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 5:01 PM CDT

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Thinking of you always!!
Lots of love & hugs ~
Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 2:12 PM CDT

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Dear Laura
I came about your wed site through another caringbridge site i keep track on. Honey i am so sorry for your lost, but i will say that you were both pleased to know the love that you to shared:) How lucky was that
Please know you are in my prayers And i pray also for your days to get better
With Lots of Angel Hugs Marty
Marty <AngelTears1793@aol.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 1:42 AM CDT

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Dear laura,
I haven't been writing to you for a while, but I am still thinking of you and Ryan. It must be very hard for you to try to pick up your life again. I would like to see you again. So when ever you are in Florida please come by.

Much love Corrie
corrie van schaik <corrienon1@aol.com>
orlando, fl u.s - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 2:51 AM CDT

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Hello Laura,
I wanted to wish you a Happy Easter! Thinking of you often.

Love,
Tina Roehling <tinaroehling@yahoo.com>
Brenham, Tx - Sunday, April 11, 2004 9:38 PM CDT

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Sending Easter wishes your way and letting you know I am thinking of you today. Take care........kd
Kristyn Darling <kd.mail@sympatico.ca www.caringbridge.com/canada/mike>
Mt. Carmel, On Canada - Sunday, April 11, 2004 7:26 PM CDT

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Happy Easter Laura!
Thinking of you and Angel Ryan on this day.
Lots of love,

Karen, Bryan, Bella and Buster-Brown <Karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Sunday, April 11, 2004 11:47 AM CDT

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HAPPY EASTER!!


Vicki Hoffman ~ www.caringbridge.org/ca/mike <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim, CA - Sunday, April 11, 2004 10:45 AM CDT

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Thinking of you today. God bless you :)
Kasey Gunde <topgund@aol.com>
Mount Holly, NC US - Sunday, April 11, 2004 7:22 AM CDT

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Laura,
Thinking of you always. Your journal update touch my heart and soul. Happy Easter and Dr. G says hello. God Bless You!
Kevin Ribble www.caringbridge.org/tx/kevinribble <texsparman@aol.com>
Pearland, TX - Sunday, April 11, 2004 6:05 AM CDT

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Thinking of you at Easter. Sending you love and prayers.
Hugs,
Sharon
Los Angeles, CA - Sunday, April 11, 2004 4:28 AM CDT

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Hi Laura!

I haven't been signing the guestbook as much as I want to lately, but I just want you to know I think of you often. Sending love and hugs your way. =)
Alyssa
http://www.caringbridge.org/ny/lyssi/, NY USA - Saturday, April 10, 2004 9:17 PM CDT

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Just checking in on you. I finally have a bit of time to catch up. This quiet time makes me think and then I start to cry. But I know I need that too. Just wanted you to know I am thinking about you.
Take care.....kd
Kristyn Darling <kd.mail@sympatico.ca www.caringbridge.com/canada/mike>
Mt. Carmel, On Canada - Thursday, April 8, 2004 5:15 PM CDT

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Laura,
You continue to be so strong...you are just so amazing.
Thank you for helping me deal with Steve's upcoming transplant even with all that you are going through! I appreciate all of your encouraging words and continued prayers :)
Erika www.caringbridge.org/nm/stevetode <erikatoady@wmconnect.com>
- Thursday, April 8, 2004 9:46 AM CDT

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Laura~
I continue to check on Ryan's site quite often to see how you are doing. You are such an inspiration~ your strength is amazing and really shows the true love you felt for Ryan. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and checking in on Tina. Your posts in her guestbook mean alot to me!
Liane Wasson (www.caringbridge.org/fl/tinawasson) <LWandTayden@aol.com>
St. Augustine, FL - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 10:55 PM CDT

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thank you for sharing this with us. i hope you find pease in all the wonderful memories you must have. i continue to check ryans site every night. my you be at pease. you are not alone. thank you for sharing ryan with us. prayers coming at you from CT.
Emily <rnerin77@hotmail.com>
enfield, CT USA - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 10:08 PM CDT

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I cannot begin to describe the comfort I find in continuing to read every update and see pictures of Rye the way I remember him: happy, caring, full of life, and smiling. Thank you for sharing your memories~ his spirit is still here with us. love~ alicia
Alicia Weisenbach <aweisenb@gwu.edu>
Arlington, VA 22201 - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 11:36 AM CDT

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Laura,
Your entry brought tears to my eyes.
Thank you for sharing that moment with us.
I pray every day for your healing and comfort.
Love and Hugs,
Karen <karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Tuesday, April 6, 2004 5:43 PM CDT

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Laura, thank you for continuing to share Ryan with us. Your journal entries truly reflect the love the two of you shared. Praying for you always.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Tuesday, April 6, 2004 8:33 AM CDT

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Laura,
You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. God bless you.
Hugs,
Sharon
Los Angeles, CA - Tuesday, April 6, 2004 1:45 AM CDT

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Laura,
I came across your site from another site. I read your entire journal and I'm sitting here crying. I can't even imagine losing the man that I love. I don't know if I could have your composure and strength. The love you and Ryan shared is stronger than anything on this earth. I am amazed by your courage, strength and hope that you give to others by sharing your story. Ryan seemed like a wonderful man, full of life. I truely believe in soulmates and I know that you and Ryan will meet again someday. I'm keeping you close in my thoughts and prayers. You are so brave.
Teresa <teresaflett@hotmail.com>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Monday, April 5, 2004 9:02 PM CDT

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Laura,
I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking about you and that you are constantly in my thoughts and prayers. Thank you so much for sharing these wonderful pictures of you and Ryan. I know he is greatly missed!

Lots of love,
Tina Roehling <tinaroehling@yahoo.com>
Brenham, Tx - Sunday, April 4, 2004 2:53 PM CDT

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Hey Laura! Your site dedication to Ryan, is gorgeous! He was a beautiful person, and lucky to have someone like you in his life, untill the end. I know he watches over you smiling, every minuet! Have a nice day:)

Renee
Renee <jonos_princess@yahoo.com>
Ohio - Sunday, April 4, 2004 0:25 AM CST

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Hey Laura,
Thanks for posting about the pictures! Lori and I really appreciate it. Hope this week is starting out well for you - keeping you in my prayers.
Lots of love,
Karen <Karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Monday, March 29, 2004 1:33 PM CST

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Laura,
The pictures of beautiful! I'm keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Saturday, March 27, 2004 1:07 AM CST

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Bless you....
Kasey Gunde <kasey.gunde@Delta.com>
Mount Holly, NC US - Friday, March 26, 2004 4:33 AM CST

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What happy pictures! Looks like he had a lot of fun with you. Hope you are doing well. Just checking in.
lori Seikkula <lseikkula@tvi.edu>
- Thursday, March 25, 2004 4:57 PM CST

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Hi Laura...
I think of and pray for you often, and hope you are doing okay. Thanks for the update and the new pics. I just came back from visiting Tina in Houston for 3 days. I was glad to get to see where she is living while out there. We are about to start the countdown to transplant...April 23 is the day.
Keep your chin up and I will check on you again soon! Keep updating!
Love, Liane
Liane Wasson (www.caringbridge.org/fl/tinawasson) <LWandtayden@aol.com>
St. Augustine, FL - Thursday, March 25, 2004 3:24 PM CST

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Thinking of you all of the time, I hope you are doing "OK". You are such a strong person, Ryan was very blessed to have you by his side. Take care! Susan
www.caringbridge.org/ia/jordangrosclaude
Susan Grosclaude <grosclaude@msn.com>
Marion, Ia USA - Thursday, March 25, 2004 3:02 PM CST

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Laura,
Thanks for sharing those pictures of Ryan with us.
He has what I'd call a "contagious smile" - as his smile automatically makes you smile too. Love that top pic of you both together all dressed up. Hang tough sweetie, we're all thinking of you and praying for peace and comfort.
Lots of love,
Karen <karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Thursday, March 25, 2004 10:58 AM CST

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Hey, I came to your sign from a link in the guestbook to Kristyn on Angel Mike's sight. I was/am a family friend of Mike's and just wanted to offer my support in these tough times.
Carissa Pertschy <carissapertschy@hotmail.com>
London, On Canada - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 9:19 PM CST

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Laura...continuing to check in often and thinking of you!!
Caryn Hursey <cidarling@yahoo.com>
Peoria, IL USA - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 4:24 PM CST

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Laura, it's Lindy Neuhaus in Houston. What precious pictures of you and Ryan. We think about you so much and are sad that we didn't get to see you before you left Houston. Please know that if you ever get back here, that you have a place to stay and we would love to see you again. Please continue to keep us posted on your life! love, Lindy and Larry Neuhaus
Lindy Neuhaus
Houston, Tx USA - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 3:31 PM CST

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Laura,
Oh my...what a cutie!
Praying for your continued healing!
Hope that you are finding some type of comfortable
routine. Thinking about you :)
Erika <www.caringbridge.org/nm/stevetode / erikatoady@wmconnect.com>
- Tuesday, March 23, 2004 8:58 AM CST

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Laura, I often wonder how YOU are doing. I wish so much you could just be enjoying the love of Ryan. Thank you for the pictures posted. They are very nice and yes, Ryan-very very handsome!!


~~Katia's Story~~
(AML Relapsed August 2003-BMT February 2004)



Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Monday, March 22, 2004 7:44 PM CST

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Laura,
Just dropping by to say hi, and let you know I'm thinking of you and Angel Ryan.
Lots of love,
Karen <karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Monday, March 22, 2004 2:02 PM CST

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Laura-

I read this every day. Just wanted to let you know that I think about the both of you all the time. Welcome back to Indy! Jess and I both miss you, so when you get some free time, email one of us! I know there are a million things going on in your life. It's good to stay busy but it's also good to remember.
Emily Allen <TrinitySky27@yahoo.com>
Mooresville, In 46158 - Sunday, March 21, 2004 10:12 AM CST

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Dear Laura,
Although we never physically met, you will forever be bonded to us by our struggle down virtually the same path in caring for our loved ones. From staying at the same apartment building, traveling down to the same medical center every day while we were in Houston, to knowing that we fought some of the same battles along with Abigail and Ryan in their quest to beat leukemia. They both shared a bravery and passion for life that we are blessed to have shared. Suzanne and I think of you often as well in the midst of our pain in losing Abigail. Your strength and perserverance also brings to us hope to carry on in memory of our special loved ones. May God bless you and hold you. Your freinds in mourning.
Bert and Suzanne Ortiz <ltbert@aol.com>
Chesapeake, VA - Sunday, March 21, 2004 6:52 AM CST

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Laura,
You were in my thoughts today so I thought I'd drop in.
I hope you let us include Ryan's picture in our Relay for Life tribute...check Karen and Bryan's site for details.
You are often in my thoughts as I'm sure you are in many others.

Lori Wightman <thewightmans@aol.com>
- Saturday, March 20, 2004 1:03 PM CST

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Laura...Hold your beautiful memories close and know that Ryan will always be with you.

Praying for peace and comfort...

Much love...
Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Saturday, March 20, 2004 6:14 AM CST

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Laura,
I can't believe it has already been a month. You are and will be continually in my prayers.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Friday, March 19, 2004 9:37 AM CST

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Dear Laura Marie,
And Bob, Susan and James;
This is a follow up to my note to you and the Petreks on Feb.13th. I note you have many wishers of sympathy which I am sure you will cherish for a long time. It is good to know that you have many well wishers standing by your side.
I noted too you had several heart felt poems to comfort your soul. But I have not seen the one that I feel means so much to life. I hope that you did receive it from one of your friends. It was sent to me by a friend when my first wife died of stomach cancer 23 years ago. The last three verses directed me to the rest of my life. I hope I am not intruding into your privacy, but that I help you move on. Here it is: "Safely Home"

I am home in heaven, dear ones;
Oh, so happy and so bright!
There is perfect joy and beauty
In this everlasting light.

All the pain and grief is over,
Every restless tossing passed;
I am now at peace forever,
Safely home in heaven at last.

Did you wonder I so calmly
Trod the valley of the shade?
Oh! but Jesus'love illuminated
Every dark and fearful glade.

And He came Himself to meet me
In that way so hard to tread;
And with Jesus' arm to lean on.
Could I have one doubt or dread?

Then you must not grieve so sorely,
For I love you dearly still;
Try to look beyond earth's shadows,
Pray to trust our Father's Will.

There is work still waiting for you,
So you must not idly stand;
Do it now, while life remaineth-
You shall rest in Jesus'land.

When that work is all completed,
He will gently call you Home;
Oh, the rapture of that meeting,
Oh, the joy to see you come!

May a new Peace and Joy take over your life, The lives of our friends Bob, Susan and James; and the members of your family.

Jim Hopp <jjhandbbh@sbcglobal.net>
Indianapolis, IN USA - Thursday, March 18, 2004 8:24 PM CST

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Thinking of you and wishing I could give you a big hug.
Next time we come to Indiana to visit Bry's dad we'll for sure drive out to where are and give you a big hug in person. Until then, remember how many people love you and Angel Ryan, who continues to look down on all our leukemia fighters.
Lots of love,
Karen <Karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 7:43 PM CST

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Just letting you know I am thinking about you. Take care...
Kristyn Darling <kd.mail@sympatico.ca www.caringbridge.com/canada/mike>
Mt. Carmel, On Canada - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 5:47 PM CST

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Laura,
Just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of you.

Megan Lynch <mklrn1203@yahoo.com>
Greenwood, IN - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 2:39 PM CST

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Hi Laura,
I pray that things are getting better for you, and the pain of Ryan's passing eases just a little each day. You will NEVER forget him, he will always be with you. I so wish I had some words of wisdom to pass on to you, yet I can only send you my love and concern and prayers. You are truly a special woman, so strong yet so very tender, and wise beyond your years. Many will learn from you in the future. I know I have, and we've never even met face to face. God bless you always
JoAnn Baker <bakerjo1@hotmail.com>
Houston, Tx - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 10:37 AM CST

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Laura, you are in my thoughts often. I hope one night your tears will stop and you will only have fond memories of the precious time you had with Ryan. Bless you, you are such a sweet person.
lori seikkula <lseikkula@tvi.edu>
Albuquerque, NM - Monday, March 15, 2004 5:48 PM CST

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Hi Laura,

Please give your kitty an extra hug from Bryan and I.

Love you tonnes,
Aili <amalm@sfu.ca http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/bryankinney>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Sunday, March 14, 2004 10:25 PM CST

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Hey girl,
Just checking in!
Glad that you are finding some happy times in your day :)
Nightly tears are expected...just as long as you have some laughter with friends and family (& Kitty)!
Erika <www.caringbridge.org/nm/stevetode - erikatoady@wmconnect.com>
- Sunday, March 14, 2004 9:06 PM CST

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Laura,

Still thinking of you from Montana, my heart aches for you and I wish, as I know you do, that things could have turned out differently. My family continues to hold you in our prayers.
kz caringbridge.org/mt/trevorzuroff <gmzuroff@bresnan.com>
Glendive, MT - Friday, March 12, 2004 6:43 PM CST

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Laura,
Its has got to be so hard for you sweetie, Ryan was your life. You are such an awesome person!
Its ok to cry!!
Cancer really sucks!!
We are leaving on March 20th, to head to Texas to spend some time with Abby, Bert & Suzanne... I so hope that my princess holds on until I get there!
Sending all my love & prayers to you... its gonna be tough to go on without Ryan, but you are a strong person and I am sure that Ryan is watching over his love!
Lots of Love
Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Friday, March 12, 2004 5:44 PM CST

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Laura, You are an amazing person. I think about you and Angel Ryan all of the time. I'm glad you have great friends to help you! Love, Susan
www.caringbridge.org/ia/jordangrosclaude
Susan Grosclaude <grosclaude@msn.com>
Marion, Ia USA - Friday, March 12, 2004 5:41 PM CST

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Hey Laura,
Just dropping by to say hi.
Been thinking about you, hoping you're well.
Hugs,
Karen <karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Friday, March 12, 2004 10:53 AM CST

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Laura~
What an amazing young woman you are. Your strength is a reminder to us all of what it means to truly love someone, whatever the cost. Life is short, but not meaningless, and your time with Ryan will carry over into every aspect of your future experiences in a positive way.

Thank you for "checking up" on Tina and for the messages in the guest book. It really means alot. I am glad you had time with Jay and Jennifer~ they care so much about you. I will be in Gainesville this Thursday and will be meeting Jennifer for the first time. We are having lunch and I am so excited! Tina loves the both of them so much and I know I will too!

Take care Laura and I will keep checking on you too!

Much Love,
Liane
Liane Wasson (www.caringbridge.org/fl/tinawasson) <LWandTayden@aol.com>
St. Augustine, FL - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 10:05 PM CST

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Hey James!
I know how it feels to have someone leave you physically, but they are always there no matter what any certificate says or anybody else. An i know im not always there to be your crying shoulder as much as i wish i could be... but your not alone, Ryan will always be with you in your heart, and as long as you know that you will never cry or morn by yourself. I love with all my heart James and Laura and your family... I pray for you all of the time and always will. MUWA!
Sarah McCauley <punkrawker_nirvana_chick@whoever.com>
Celebration, FL United States - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 9:04 PM CST

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Laura, I was just stopping by to see how you were doing. Hope everything continues to go as smoothly as possible. I'm still here...fighting everyday with Keala. I don't know how you handled this for nearly four years. You are a much stronger person than I am. I sent out an email earlier today about Keala; just an update. Drop me a line when you get a chance...if you feel like it. Talk to you later.
Hobey
- Tuesday, March 9, 2004 2:18 AM CST

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Laura and the Petrek Family, I have and will continue to pray for you. God's Blessings, Joni
Joni Taulbee <taulbeej@osceola.k12.fl.us>
Celebration, FL U.S. - Monday, March 8, 2004 8:58 AM CST

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Laura, you're doing great! It's hard to wake up and face each day and you are doing that so well. One day at a time...

Take care and talk to you soon......kd
Kristyn Darling <kd.mail@sympatico.ca www.caringbridge.com/canada/mike>
Mt. Carmel, On Canada - Sunday, March 7, 2004 8:27 PM CST

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Hi Laura,
Just wanted to say hi.
I've been thinking about you.

Lori Wightman <thewightmans@aol.com>
Amherstburg, ON Canada - Sunday, March 7, 2004 7:57 AM CST

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Laura-
Dropping by to say hi, and let you know I'm thinking about you.
Sending lots of love and strength,
Karen <Karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 1:57 PM CST

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Laura...Sending thoughts and many, many prayers your way.

Much love...
Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Friday, March 5, 2004 7:42 PM CST

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Laura, just wanted to stop by and see how you are doing. I pray for you every day for peace and comfort. I hope that your trip to Gainesville was a good one. May God continue to be with you on your journey of life with Ryan as your guardian angel.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Thursday, March 4, 2004 8:46 AM CST

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Hey Laura,
Just dropping by to say hi.
HOpe your visit with Jay and Jennifer is nice.
Thinking of you constantly.
lots of love,
Karen <Karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 4:46 PM CST

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Laura and family - think of you and praying for you every day. Life is hard but God is good.He knows your sorrow. "For we know that if our earthly house of this tabernacle were dissolved,we have a building of God, an house not make with hands, eternal in the heavens." 2 Cor 5:1. where Ryan and all those who left this earth are dwelling as they place their life in God's promise of salvation thru Jesus Christ as their Savior. what a wonderful asssurance to know he is safe in Jesus' arms. We love you all. Aunt Judy and Uncle Bob
bob kime <bobkime@springmail.com>
fairview park, oh - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 9:01 PM CST

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I continue to pray for Ryan and all of those who loved him so dearly. He has touched so many lives... some of whom he never even met. It is truly amazing to see one spirit lift the hearts of many. Please know that my family and I continue to think and pray for you all. love~alicia
Alicia Weisenbach <aweisenb@gwu.edu>
Arlington, VA - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 8:08 PM CST

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Laura,
I am so glad that you have been able to find some closure in different areas of the life you shared with Ryan.
You remain in my thoughts and prayers. I feel that Ryan has become an angel for every one who continues to fight this disease.

Have fun with Jennifer and Jay! :)

Love,
Erika & Steve Tode <erikatoady@wmconnect.com (www.caringbridge.org/nm/stevetode)>
Rio Rancho, NM - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 5:12 PM CST

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Thinking of you and Ryan as always.

Lots of hugs!
Alyssa
http://www.caringbridge.org/ny/lyssi/, NY USA - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 4:25 PM CST

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Hi Laura - just letting you know I think of you and Ryan a lot. I ask the Lord to continue to bless you (Bob, James and Susan also) and watch over you in this difficult time. Thanks for the updates on how you are doing and your plans. I know Ryan is watching over you lovingly and he would be so proud of you. God Bless You. Love Aunt Dorothy
dorothy Mannarino
Brooklyn, NY USA - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 3:48 PM CST

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Healing hugs to you every day Laura. You are an incredible young woman, and I wish you only the best as you move on in your new life journey......
remembering your Ryan,
Niki Daubach (mother of Brian, current survivor of JMML) Brian's page <ndaubach@cox.net>
- Tuesday, March 2, 2004 12:44 AM CST

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Laura & Families:
Thinking of you daily. Donated to Caring Bridge in Ryan's memory so another family can utilize their services. God Bless!
Caryn, Jamie, & Sara Hursey <cidarling@yahoo.com>
Peoria, IL USA - Monday, March 1, 2004 7:22 PM CST

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Hi Laura~
You do not know me, but I know a friend of yours (Jennifer). My name is Liane and my 29 sister in law Tina is battling Ph+ALL. I don't know if you ever got to meet her in Texas..she is there waiting for her BMT (we live in St. Augustine). I wanted to write (this is the first time I have visited Ryan's page) to tell you how sorry I was to hear of Ryan's passing. Jennifer had told me about the two of you when Tina first got to Texas the beginning of February, and since then you both have been in my thoughts and prayers often. The saddness of this news has touched me personally, as I am sure it has to every person out there with a friend or family member fighting cancer. Sounds like he was quite the fighter though, and you sound like a very strong young lady. I have just created a page for Tina (www.caringbridge.org/fl/tinawasson) to keep everyone updated on her fight. I wish you the best Laura...Love, Liane Wasson
Liane Wasson <LWandTayden@aol.com>
- Monday, March 1, 2004 11:06 AM CST

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I have been visiting Ryan's site since October 2003 and I don't think I have ever signed the guestbook. I was so saddenned to hear that he had passed. My whole family and I were rooting for him. Know that I am praying for Laura and his family and friends.
Amanda Barrington www.caringbridge.org/va/amandabarrington <buffbirdstellstories@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, February 29, 2004 11:50 PM CST

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Hi Laura,
I just thought I'd pop in and let you know that you and Ryan were in my thoughts today.
Lori Wightman <thewightmans@aol.com>
- Sunday, February 29, 2004 8:31 AM CST

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Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. Take care
Michelle <bdworman@aol.com>
Hurst, TX USA - Saturday, February 28, 2004 9:49 PM CST

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Hello Laura,

I just wanted to drop a note and let you know you remain in my thoughts and prayers every day! My son and I are going to Washington D.C. next week to participate in mission day for The Leukemia & Lymphoma Society. We are going to share our story and the stories of others, like Ryan who have battled with cancer. I know that Ryan and all of the other special angels will be watching and cheering us on during these important meetings. Laura, you are an amazing young woman, Ryan was blessed to have you at his side. God Bless!
Jodi Froehlich <froehlic@dwave.net>
Wausau, WI - Friday, February 27, 2004 4:47 PM CST

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Oh Laura Laura Laura Laura Laura. I know from experience that even late notes can be appreciated, and I've been wishing I knew of a way to comfort you! Christopher, Jared and Derek were all very very sad to hear about Ryan. Especially Derek. He wondered if now he should marry you and I said we didn't need to worry about you ever being alone! Please see how God has blessed you with Ryan being a part of your life. He has become incorporated into who you are and lives a bit here on Earth that way. You are who you are because he is part of you.

I wanted to send something you could use. Is there anything you need? If a massage or other spa treatment would feel good, why don't you email the name of a club nearby where I could buy a gift certificate?

My advice will sound trite, but it is not. For the next year or two, take extra B complex, drink more water, and FLOSS. Most infections hit you when you're run down and more of them than you know make it in through your gums. You and Angel Ryan are still going through this together, and more than anything he wants you to take care. I would be happiest if you would try yoga or some other meditation to help your soul adjust, heal, and learn how to proceed.

When my father died last fall I knew he was at peace. I hope that same feeling came to you about Ryan. A friend of mine thought her mother would be there to welcome Daddy and I liked the thought of that. Perhaps he'll run into Ryan and they'll share God's joy and talk about their loved ones.

Send your address. Take care. Love xxoo, Ginny, Fred and da boys
Ginny Mills <vamills@worldnet.att.net>
Mooresville, IN USA - Friday, February 27, 2004 2:26 PM CST

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Laura & Ryans family~
Thinking of you and praying that you are all ok...
Thank you for putting Abigail's link on Ryans page... she needs all the prayers that are coming to her....
Lots of Love from Minnesota~
Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Friday, February 27, 2004 12:51 AM CST

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Absolutely beautiful!
Alyssa
http://www.caringbridge.org/ny/lyssi/, NY USA - Friday, February 27, 2004 10:53 AM CST

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Dear Laura and the Petrek Family,

Although you don't know me or my family, we would like to extend our sympathy, sorrow,and condolences to your entire family on your tremendous loss. We have such admiration for all your strength and faith. My mom, your Aunt Dorothy, has told us so much about all of you. We wish our family could have met all of you and Ryan before he left us. My mother continues to speak with much love about all of you and especially Ryan. Ryan, must have been too good for this world, because I know that only the good die young! My family and I would like you to know that you all are in our prayers. We can not imagine how hard it has been and continues to be for all of you. My husband lost his mother this past summer suddenly, and we are still continuing to deal with the absence and loss. However, she had a full life at age 69,yet we still feel it wasn't long enough. ( 23 years old is unimaginable!)
We hope to get to meet all of you one day. We want you to know that along with my mom, who loves all of you so very much, we pray for all of you during this extremely difficult time. We hope and pray that Ryan's spirit will continue to live on and effect everyone in "his inspirational way", as he did while he was with you (US). We pray that God will bless you all and help you to somehow deal with this sorrowful time. Our prayers and love go out to all of you.

With much love and sympathy, Debbie, Michael, Kristen, Nicole and Sam Careccia
Debbie Careccia <carecci1@optonline.net>
Chester, NY USA - Thursday, February 26, 2004 9:15 PM CST

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Dear Laura,
Just wanted to let you know that we continue to pray for you and your family. We are neighbors of Abby, Suzanne and Bert. Thanks for asking for prayer for them on Ryan's page. We know Ryan is looking over Abby at this time. God Bless.
The Gwaltney's (Abby's neighbors) <gene.gwaltney@prosoft-eng.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Thursday, February 26, 2004 10:42 AM CST

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This poem was sent to me by my friend Debbie, Lakota's mom. I hope it touches your heart as it did mine:

I've seen you almost fall apart,
When you could barely stand.
I asked the Lord to comfort you,
And watched him take your hand.
He told me you are in more pain,
Then I could ever be.
He wiped his eyes and swallowed hard,
Then gave your hand to me.
Although you may not feel my touch,
Or see me by your side.
I've whispered that I love you,
While I wiped each tear you cried.
So please try not to ache for me,
We'll meet again one day,
Beyond the dark and stormy sky,
A Rainbow lights the way

Thinking of you with love and hugs,
I am both saddened and honored to remember your angel Ryan on my heroes page.
Judy

 
Click on the angel to visit my web site:  Catch An Angel

Judy Crawford <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, February 26, 2004 5:59 AM CST

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Laura,

That is so beautifully said!!! Just from knowing you and Ryan for a little while, you guys have been such an inspration to me and Stacey. I have to agree with Karen and believe that Ryan is now our cheerleader, cheering on those of us who still fight this battle!!!

You continue to be in my prayers and in my thoughts often. Hang in there!!
Tina Roehling <tinaroehling@yahoo.com>
Brenham, Tx - Wednesday, February 25, 2004 10:30 AM CST

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Laura,
That was beautiful...Thank you for sharing it.
What a special man your Ryan was and is.
Lori Wightman <thewightmans@aol.com>
Amherstburg, ON Canada - Tuesday, February 24, 2004 6:11 PM CST

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Laura,
Ryan's service was beautiful and so well recited.
You both remain in my heart and in my prayers!

Love,
Erika Tode <erikatoady@wmconnect.com (www.caringbridge.org/nm/stevetode>
Rio Rancho, NM - Tuesday, February 24, 2004 2:35 PM CST

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Laura & Families...What a beautiful selection of the service you chose to share with us. We are thinking of you often.
Caryn Hursey and Family <cidarling@yahoo.com>
Peoria, IL USA - Tuesday, February 24, 2004 1:00 PM CST

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Laura,

Please know that myself and my family are thinking of you and Ryan everyday. Death is not the end of a life but the beginning of a journey with God. The love you and Ryan share has touched more lives than you could imagine. Please take comfort in that, if nothing else.
Megan Lynch <mklrn1203@yahoo.com>
Indianapolis, IN - Tuesday, February 24, 2004 12:41 AM CST

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Laura,
Thank you for sharing with us the beautiful service delivered at Ryan's funeral. The travel distance kept us from being there with your family. We appreciate you sharing the words spoken at the service. It shares the rememberance, the grief and the peace. Our thoughts and prayers will continue to be with you.

Nancy and Tom Wills
Zionsville, IN - Tuesday, February 24, 2004 11:58 AM CST

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Laura,

Ryan, Mike and my Mike are all WINNERS!! I hope they have all found each other up there in paradise. He only takes the good people. Just wanted to drop by and say Hello and let you know that I'm thinking about you. Hang in there.

Hugs,
Vicki - Anaheim <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Angel Mike Hunter’s Website , - Monday, February 23, 2004 11:33 PM CST

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dear Laura, Bob, susan and James; What could be better than to be with God all the time. even though it started so early in Ryan's life.His earthly house was destroyed but he has a building from God..eternal in the heavens. He is in one of thouse mansions God has prepared.May the Lord be a constant source of comfort for the days ahead. We pray every day for that peace that passes understanding. Tears are necessary for healing. the Lord has given you much strength so far and will see you through the days. the service was so very special and all the young men and women and friends a testimony to Ryan's life. It was good to meet new family to us. We all love you very much. When we got back to Cleveland we heard our next door neighbor died of a heart attack at age of 54, and Dale's best man at his wedding was killed in auto accident to avoid hitting a deer, leaving a pregnant wife and 2 children, and a deacon of our church, in his 40's is dying of cancer. So we have had a sorrowful week but the Lord's love is sufficient. On top of that our church is going thru a major split. Again we love you and pray much for you. Uncle Bob and Aunt Judy
Bob and Judy Kime <bobkime@springmail.com>
fairview Park, OH - Monday, February 23, 2004 10:07 PM CST

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Laura,
Thinking of you today, and hoping that you're doing ok.
lots of love,
Karen <karen@sdsu.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Monday, February 23, 2004 8:55 PM CST

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Hi Laura - I had a safe trip back to New York last week arriving home with no problems. I loved meeting you and your lovely family and want to thank you for the special care you gave to Ryan. You are a dear, precious special person to me and everyone. My heart & prayers are constantly with you during this difficult time. The services for Ryan were truly a beautiful celebration and I can just see Ryan in Jesus' loving arms knowing no more tears, pain or sorrow. Jesus truly used Ryan's earthly struggles to bring all of us closer Him. It is a testimony of itself to have seen all the young people present for his services who were touched by having known you and Ryan. Continue to Praise the Lord in all things for He knows what is best for us. I know it is difficult to accept it now (as it is for me also) as things did not turn out to be the way WE all wanted, but remember what Jesus, our example, prayed in Mark 14:36 to the Father prior to his crucifiction: "Father, all things are possible to You...neverless, I want Your will, not mine." We like to hear that we can have anything, but Jesus prayed with God's interests in mind - Laura I know you prayed with God's will in mind. Please have comfort in that for He loves you very much.
My daughter, Debbie, sent me the following prayer which I would like to share with you. You came to mind when I read it:

This morning when I wakened and saw the sun above,
I softly said, "Good morning, Lord, Bless everyone I love."
And right away I thought of you and said a loving prayer,
ThatHe would bless you specially and keep you free from care
I thought of all the happiness a day could hold in store,
I wished it all for you because No one deserves it more.
MAY GOD BLESS YOU FOREVER. love - AUNT DOROTHY
dorothy mannarino <dorothy.mannarino@msnyuhealth.org>
Brooklyn, NY USA - Monday, February 23, 2004 2:05 PM CST

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Laura, I was glad to see that you posted an update. I've been thinking about you and praying for you and will continue to do so.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Monday, February 23, 2004 8:28 AM CST

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Hugs and prayers from Pittsburgh, PA.
Chris A.
Pittsburgh, PA - Sunday, February 22, 2004 3:07 PM CST

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Still checking in and praying for you and your families.
Caryn Hursey <cidarling@yahoo.com>
Peoria, IL USA - Saturday, February 21, 2004 6:41 PM CST

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My heart go out to you and your family....A caring friend in Minnesota
Jill <swimfan21@budweiser.com>
- Saturday, February 21, 2004 3:29 PM CST

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Laura,
Thinking of you and sending prayers for strenghth and comfort in the days to come.
Sharon
Los Angeles, CA - Saturday, February 21, 2004 3:05 PM CST

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I am so sorry I'm just now getting by but I wanted you to know that you continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. I'm so sorry that you have to endure so much pain and so glad that you have the Lord by your side. Blessings and love to you in Christ.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Saturday, February 21, 2004 1:28 PM CST

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Laura, I have not met you personally, but I feel as if I know you through the feeling you've poured into this page. I've been following Ryan's progress since December when my little sister was diagnosed with ALL. I feel so connected to other caregivers. My heart sank when I read the Feb. 13th entry and it's taken this long to get around to writing in your guestbook. Keala, my sister, has been having some rough times and it's been really hard on our family emotionally. I'm sure you understand what I'm talking about. They emotions I feel as I read each of your entries aren't easily conveyed in words. I cry each time I think of you and Ryan and I don't even know you. But I can't help it. In the short two months I've been visiting this page, I feel like I've gotten to know you. Please know that I pray for you daily. Prayer is something I've recently taken up, but it's something that helps me get through the days. May God give you peace in knowing that Ryan is pain free and strength to make it through this rough time. My heart goes out to you and your family as well as Ryan's family. I'm deeply sorry for your loss. -Hobey

www.caringbridge.org/mo/keala
Hobey Kennedy <khode_ten@juno.com>
Honolulu , HI USA - Friday, February 20, 2004 10:54 PM CST

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Laura I want you to know I think of you often and Ryan as well. Ryan's spirit will continue to live on.
Alyssa
http://www.caringbridge.org/ny/lyssi/, NY USA - Friday, February 20, 2004 10:33 PM CST

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Laura,
Hey I just want you to know that even though Ryan and I havn't always been on the best-of-terms, but we started over in the Hospital a few weeks ago.Know that I will be here for you as a friend, and brother, always and forever.
Love you
James Petrek
James Petrek <Spetrek@aol.com>
Orlando, Fl US - Friday, February 20, 2004 10:31 PM CST

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Laura,
I read Ryan's obituary today. I was so impressed with who he was and all of his wonderful accomplishments. Ryan sounds like he was such a talented person who was able to do anything in life that he put his mind to. I continue to think about you both everyday and keep you close to my heart and in my prayers. As Karen wrote, I hope that Ryan continues to watch over all of those who are fighting Leukemia and inspiring others to beat this disease.

With love,
Erika & Steve Tode <www.caringbridge.org/nm/stevetode / erikatoady@wmconnect.com>
Rio Rancho, NM - Friday, February 20, 2004 8:55 PM CST

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Laura,
So happy to see your entry.
Please know that Ryan will always live in your heart.
He will continue to watch over all leukemia warriors.
He is in a good place now, and will forever be the definition of what it means to be beautiful.
Karen & Bryan <Karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Friday, February 20, 2004 8:34 PM CST

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Dear Laura and beloved family of Ryan~
My heart continues to ache for you all. As a dear friend, I feel blessed to have had the opportunity to have had Ryan as a part of my life for the past 10 years. While his life ended sooner than we all would have wished, he spent it blessing the lives of those around him. His optimistic view of the world, his love of people, his curiosity and courage, his trustworthiness, and his humor. His heart. As the pastor stated so well... he never asked "Why me?" He took his diagnosis with dignity and fought with all his might. I know he appreciated the daily support he received from you all, as well as the outpouring of love and prayers on the website. He loved life and loved his friends and family. Though it is hard to imagine what the world will miss by his passing, heaven will be blessed with another angel. with love~ alicia
alicia weisenbach <aweisenb@gwu.edu>
arlington, va 22201 - Friday, February 20, 2004 6:47 PM CST

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Laura,

Your message today hits very close to home and brought tears to my eyes. It is very true. The range of emotions are truly incredible - anger, pain, suffering, happiness, frustration, excitement, sadness....down to the why us. But it's something completely out of any of our control, and I guess that's what is so hard to accept. I continue to grieve with you and am thinking about you often.

BIG cyber {{hugs}},
Vicki - Anaheim, CA <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Angel Mike's Website, - Friday, February 20, 2004 6:22 PM CST

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Laura,

I just wanted to let you know that we are so sorry to hear about Ryan. You and his family will be in our thoughts and prayers in the weeks to come as you try to cope with your grief. I was so shocked when Melissa emailed me about his passing. She had sent me the web page address before and I had just checked in to see how things were going on the 10th. Just as you know he is in God's arms where there is no more suffering, you can rest assured that you will meet him there again someday. I have been so amazed by the strength you and Ryan have both shown over the last couple of years. I knew we grew them strong in Mooresville, but I didn't realize how strong.
Rita Floyd (Melissa's grandmother) <ritarkf@earthlink.net>
Mooresville, IN usa - Friday, February 20, 2004 12:21 AM CST

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Laura, please know that I continue to pray for you and Ryan's and your families/friends. I found out about Ryan from Abigail's website (she and my daughter are Brownies together). You and Ryan have touched us all. God Bless!
Sue West <gilbywest@hotmail.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Friday, February 20, 2004 11:24 AM CST

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Dear Laura and to all of Ryan's family,

I am so very sorry to hear of Ryan's passing. Please add me to the long list of people from around the world who are praying for you all, wishing that you can rediscover some joy and peace in life soon.

Love and sorrow,
Terry Josephson, Julianna Banana's dad <tjosephson@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Friday, February 20, 2004 0:03 AM CST

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Laura,
Stopping by to let you know that you're in my thoughts and prayers.
As always I send my love, prayers and hugs from Houston.
JoAnn Baker <bakerjo1@hotmail.com>
Houston, Tx - Thursday, February 19, 2004 1:49 PM CST

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Laura,
Just dropping by to tell you you're in my thoughts.
lots of love,
Karen <karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Thursday, February 19, 2004 11:01 AM CST

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I just want you to know that I'm keeping you in my prayers.Joni
Joni Taulbee <taulbeej@osceola.k12.fl.us>
Celebration, FL U.S. - Thursday, February 19, 2004 8:53 AM CST

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HI GUYS -- I LOVE YOU
CONNIE OSBORNE <CONOSB52@AOL.COM>
NEW PALESTINE, IN USA - Thursday, February 19, 2004 8:42 AM CST

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May God Bless you and keep you safe in his loving arms. Thoughts and prayers are with you.
~PEACE~
Clara
Charlotte, NC - Thursday, February 19, 2004 6:34 AM CST

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To Ryan's family and Laura,
Sending all of you prayers of comfort in your sorrow.
With great sadness and tears flowing for your loss,

Ginny
- Thursday, February 19, 2004 2:58 AM CST

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Dear Laura,
I only just found out that Ryan had passed away...I am so sorry. I wish I knew sooner. Please know that you are in my heart...nothing I can say will ease your pain so I just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of you. He truly was a fighter and he has finally won his great battle. Stay strong...he is forever watching over you...

~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~

Love,
XOXOXOXOXO
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Thursday, February 19, 2004 0:18 AM CST

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Good evening to you, Laura, and to all of Ryan's family and yours --

When we lose someone dear to us, it is never easy - especially the time that follows the visitations and services memoralizing their lives. Know that you all remain in our thoughts and prayers and will continue to do so. Be kind to yourselves right now and provide the opportunity for the healing that needs to take place. You all have fought a valiant fight along with Ryan and did the very best that you could do for him. Now is the time to take some time for yourselves in honor of his life and yours.

Libby Gladden <libeye@bellsouth.net>
Norcross, Ga USA - Wednesday, February 18, 2004 9:01 PM CST

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The angels gathered near your bed
So very close to you
For they knew the pain & suffering
That you were going through.

I thought about so many things
As I held tightly your hand
Oh, how I wished that you were strong
And happy once again.

But your eyes were looking homeward
To that place beyond the sky
Where Jesus held His outstretched arms
It was time to say good-bye.

I struggled with my selfish thoughts
For I wanted you to stay
So we could walk & talk again
Like we did - just yesterday.

But Jesus knew the answer
And I knew He loved you so
So I gave to you life's greatest gift
The gift of letting go.

Now my heart will carry memories
Of the love you gave to me
Until we meet again in Heaven
Where the best is yet to be.

~ Anonymous ~

Vicki - Anaheim, CA
Angel Mike Hunter's Website , - Wednesday, February 18, 2004 7:22 PM CST

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Laura,
Thinking about you and Ryan today. I hope you are able to get some sleep and remember to eat! You have to keep up your strengh:) You and Ryan are in my heart, my thoughts, and in my prayers!

Much love,

Erika Tode <erikatoady@wmconnect.com (www.caringbridge.org/nm/stevetode)>
- Wednesday, February 18, 2004 5:50 PM CST

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Laura,

You are in my thoughts and prayers. Although we have never met, I have been insprired by your faith and strength. God Bless.
Jodi Froehlich <froehlic@dwave.net>
Wausau, WI - Wednesday, February 18, 2004 3:17 PM CST

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Laura
You and the family have been in my thoughts and prayers.
Call me anytime if you need to.
My deepest sympathy to you.
Pam Groce www.caringbridge.org/sc/bethanygroce <pamgroce@yahoo.com>
Spartanburg, SC usa - Wednesday, February 18, 2004 3:04 PM CST

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I felt an angel's touch today,
in the midst of my despair.
Twas sent by God, Himself, to say,
"be still and know I'm there."

To lead through days of darkness,
and light your way with love.
Be still and know, deep in your heart,
I'm reigning from above.

I'll lift you when you stumble,
I'm with you all the time.
I understand and share your pain;
remember child of mine,

The end is coming quickly;
the Lord shall soon appear.
To resurrect the righteous ones,
I love and hold so dear.

And bring them home, into a place,
where broken hearts are healed.
And promises I made to you,
will finally be fulfilled.

This life is but a spot in time,
a place for lessons learned.
Heaven holds the key to all,
your broken spirit yearns.

I sent an angel down today,
to show my words are true.
You're never far, beyond the arms,
of all God's love for you

I wrote this poem shortly after I lost my Jennifer. I want you to know I am thinking of you with love, and pray you feel the touch of an angel today!
Love and prayers,
Judy


Click on the angel to visit my web site: Catch An Angel

Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, February 18, 2004 2:11 PM CST

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Laura,

I hear everything second hand from Jess which is usually how it goes (i.e. Fred's Death). I remember when we all met "The Ryans" at Butler Band Camp back in the 7th grade. Ryan T. from the "LBC" and Ryan P. from New Pal. :) It was so neat that most of us have been able to keep in touch. You're so strong Laura and you always have been, but don't forget that it's okay to fall apart as well. That's what all of us are here for. You were an Angel for Ryan and he made you strong too. Keep your head high knowing that Ryan was such a fighter because you were by his side. God has a new journey for him to undertake and I'm sure it is a glorious one. Ryan is very special to all of us and will be missed. You are also very special to us Laura and you are missed. Blessings and prayers are surrounding all of you.
Emily Allen <TrinitySky27@yahoo.com>
Mooresville, IN USA - Wednesday, February 18, 2004 1:37 PM CST

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My dearest Susan, Bob, James and Laura - You all have been in my head and my heart all day. I pray that knowing Ryan is in the loving hands of our Lord will help get you through this sad day and the sad days to come. If I can help in any way, please let me know. I will call you soon. Love, Connie
Connie Osborne <conosb52@aol.com>
New Palestine, IN USA - Tuesday, February 17, 2004 11:49 PM CST

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I am so sorry for your loss. You are in my prayers
Tyson, Christine & Drake Warner <huntingnut2002@msn.com>
Tamarack, MN - Tuesday, February 17, 2004 9:52 PM CST

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Hi Laura and Ryan's family-
You all have been in my thoughts today.
How lucky Bryan is to have Ryan as his guardian angel.
lots of love,

Karen <karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Tuesday, February 17, 2004 6:19 PM CST

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Thinking of you all & sending you lots of prayers from Minnesota.....
Love & Hugs
Chemo Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Tuesday, February 17, 2004 12:17 AM CST

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Dear Laura, and Ryan's family,
My thoughts and prayers are with all of you today and in the days and weeks that follow. May God hold you close during this time.
As always I send my love, prayers and hugs from Houston.
JoAnn Baker <bakerjo1@hotmail.com>
Houston, Tx - Tuesday, February 17, 2004 10:35 AM CST

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Prayers and Positive thoughts to you and your family.

Hugs and Prayers
Deneen
www.caringbridge.org/page/tiffanie


Deneen Gethouas <dgethouas@state.pa.us>
Enola, PA USA - Tuesday, February 17, 2004 9:38 AM CST

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Just stopped by to send you rainbows!!!

http://www.flowgo.com/funpages/view.cfm/933

Love and hugs
Judy
http://www.catchanangel.com/
Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, February 17, 2004 9:16 AM CST

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Laura and family,
My thoughts and prayers will be with you today and in the days ahead.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Tuesday, February 17, 2004 8:23 AM CST

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Dear Friends,

Praying for you today. MaryEllen
MaryElleen <kokomomary@peopelpc.com>
Laurel, - Tuesday, February 17, 2004 7:15 AM CST

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Laura and all of Ryan's family,
You are in my thoughts today.
Thank you for sharing Ryan with us.
Lori Wightman <thewightmans@aol.com>
Amherstburg, ON Canada - Tuesday, February 17, 2004 7:13 AM CST

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I had the pleasure of meeting Ryan a few years back during a visit to the west coast with his father. I have also had the privilege of getting to know Ryan through the stories told by his loving father. I have not had the honor of meeting Laura, but I know from all of the stories that she is also a very special person. I offer my praise, my respect and my love to Ryan's memory, to Laura, to both of their families and all of their loving friends.
Dale Henningsen <dalehenningsen@ozemail.com.au>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Tuesday, February 17, 2004 4:10 AM CST

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Laura,

We just got home, and the first thing I wanted to do was leave you a message. Just wanted to let you know that we're thinking of you.


Karen & Bryan <Karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Tuesday, February 17, 2004 0:37 AM CST

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Hi Laura,
I am so very sorry to hear about Ryan. I'm praying that the precious memories of Ryan lend you strength during this sad and difficult time.
Kathy H.
1000 Oaks, CA - Tuesday, February 17, 2004 0:18 AM CST

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Laura,

I am thinking about you guys this evening and felt compelled to log on and drop you another message. I pray for peace and comfort for you tomorrow at Ryan's memorial. It will truly be a celebration of Ryan's life, as short-lived as it was, he was VERY loved by lots of people. The love you two shared was very special, it was something we could all witness, even those of us that have never met either of you. Well, I'll be thinking even more about you over the next couple of days. Listen to your emotions and don't be afraid to let them show. Ryan is watching us all from above...with a smile.

Hugs to you Laura,
Vicki ~ www.caringbridge.org/ca/mike <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim, CA - Monday, February 16, 2004 11:10 PM CST

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Dearest Laura~ I just wanted to stop by and let you know that I'm thinking about you and your families right now during this difficult time. I can't imagine what you are going through, but I hope you know that there are lots of people out here that care and are thinking about you. Please let us know how you are doing. Remember that Ryan will always be with you. You have a loving guardian angel that you can lean on whenever you feel the need.
Lisa
Seattle, WA - Monday, February 16, 2004 8:57 PM CST

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Laura-
I don't even have the words to express how saddened I am to hear of your loss. You are a wonderful person with tons of support behind you as you can see from all of the entries. I know that somehow you will find the strength to make it through this.
Love,
Nicole
Nicole Bolus <nbolus17@hotmail.com>
Brownsburg, IN - Monday, February 16, 2004 2:32 PM CST

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Having read many of the notes from those who knew Ryan, his family and Laura, there is little to say that has not already been said. All of us that got to know the Petrek family through Ryan's illness and his coming to Houston have been blessed. We have seen what faith and trust in Christ really mean as we have seen it lived out in these lives. We pray that knowing that Ryan is now experiencing the unspeakable joy of heaven and being with the Lord will somehow comfort those who miss him so much.

There will be a reunion one day and the mysteries of life and death will be revealed, but for now you have our prayers for God's comfort and peace. Sincerely, Your new friends at TSCS, Inc
Bob Griffith <bgriffith@tscsinc.com>
Houston, TX USA - Monday, February 16, 2004 12:35 AM CST

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I wanted to let you and your families known that I'm thinking for you today. Laura may God bring you comfort and strength and please know that Ryan is your personal guardian angel in heaven. You all continue to be in my prayers.
Sharon
Los Angeles, CA - Monday, February 16, 2004 12:19 AM CST

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Am thinking of you today and wishing I was with you. I pray that you all have peace in your heart that Our Lord did what was best in taking Ryan home. But even in knowing that, it is still very hard and sad. I love you.
Connie Osborne <conosb52@aol.com>
New Palestine, IN USA - Monday, February 16, 2004 10:30 AM CST

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Laura,
I am praying that you find some comfort and peace on this very difficult day.

With love,

Erika & Steve Tode <erikatoady@wmconnect.com / www.caringbridge.org/nm/stevetode>
Rio Rancho, NM - Monday, February 16, 2004 10:23 AM CST

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With Deepest sorrow.......you will be in my thoughts and prayers!
Love,
Michelle
Michelle Phillips <jusm4us@hotmail.com>
St. Paul, VA - Monday, February 16, 2004 9:45 AM CST

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Laura,
I wanted to let you know that I am constantly thinking of you and Ryan's family. I pray that God will give you the strength to get through the coming days and that you will feel his presence. All of us in the Cancer Wives Club are thinking about you so much and remember that when you are ready that we are all here for you. I know that I speak for us all when I say that we miss talking with you and we love you!!!!


Tina Roehling <tinaroehling@yahoo.com>
Brenham, tx - Monday, February 16, 2004 9:21 AM CST

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We are cousins of Mike & Kristyn and have followed your courageous battle of this disease. I am so sorry to hear of Ryan's passing and we pray in time for a healing heart for you. Your love for him, poured out in every word, in every journal entry. I will continue to keep you and your families close in thought and prayer.
Paula & Al <adunner@hotmail.com>
Zurich, ont canada - Monday, February 16, 2004 7:24 AM CST

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Laura, My deepest sympathies are with you. I am so overwhelmed with sadness for you, your family, and Ryan's family. Ryan is an awesome guy and he will be with you forever. I am so glad that I got to spend time with you two in Florida. As much as I thought there were many visits to follow, I am just so grateful that I was given the opportunity to know Ryan for the time that I did. You two inspire me, and your spirits are uplifting. You are SO strong Laura, I love you! I hope to see you very soon.
Amy Watson <amywatson32@hotmail.com>
Mooresville, IN USA - Sunday, February 15, 2004 10:33 PM CST

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To Ryan's Family,
I am so deeply sorry for the loss of your son, Ryan. Rest assured in knowing that he is in the loving arms of his Heavenly Father where you will be reunited one day. No more needles, pain, or suffering, just glory days for him. I too know the pain you are feeling as I lost my 4 yr. old to AML on Jan 20, 2003. I invite you to visit his website www.caringbridge.org/tx/adamculliver

I will keep your family in my prayers.

Donna R. Culliver <misstex@worldnet.att.net>
Brenham, Texas USA - Sunday, February 15, 2004 9:48 PM CST

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you have my deepest sympathy, may God comfort you in your time of need, and may your friends and loved ones help you day by day, sincerely ginny
ginny cieply <ginnycieply@hotmail.com>
beverly hills, FL USA - Sunday, February 15, 2004 8:42 PM CST

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I am so sorry for your loss. I will keep you all in my prayers. Please know that Ryan is in Heaven now and you will meet him again one day. He is healthy now and with God and my friends. Love Chance

Chance-Big Bro to Craig, Connor, and Mitchell
Chance <harleyga@bellsouth.net>
Ga USA - Sunday, February 15, 2004 8:26 PM CST

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So much sadness for so many wonderful people. Laura, you and Ryan looked so wonderful together. I am so very sorry for your sad loss.
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, February 15, 2004 7:08 PM CST

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Laura and Family,
I've never met you or Ryan but I'm sorry to hear about your loss. My the Lord give you peace and comfort.
Barbara Wright <danbarb@cox.net>
Virginia Beach, VA USA - Sunday, February 15, 2004 6:37 PM CST

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Laura & families: I am so sorry for your loss! I am praying for you and that you are able to find peace in this very difficult time. God Bless!
Caryn Hursey <cidarling@yahoo.com>
Peoria, IL USA - Sunday, February 15, 2004 2:27 PM CST

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Laura!!!!!!!

Oh my gosh! I am shocked!! I am shaking.....I don't understand what happened after the entry on the 10th.....I have kept checking for the latest with no new entry, and now when I finally come back again, I was expecting more good news about how his bili was continuing to come down and how Ryan getting stronger......I DID NOT EXPECT THIS!! I am so sorry....I am so, so sorry. I thought he was on his way back one day at a time to surviving this ordeal. I can only imagine what you must be feeling, and I hope that you will let me know if there is anything I can do.....it sounds so cliche, but I am here if you need me. You both fought this battle so hard TOGETHER!! You were together in it completely, and I know that he will be with you forever in your heart, your mind, your soul and your memories. His battle and his strength touched me deeply.....I still can't even believe this.

I'm sorry....it's such a shock. Please know I am thinking of you. All the best to you ALWAYS!!
Hugs,
Niki Daubach <ndaubach@cox.net>
- Sunday, February 15, 2004 1:29 PM CST

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I am so sorry to hear of Ryan's passing. I have been to this site a few times, but had not signed yet. I was suprised by the latest entry. Ryan fought an amazing battle and never gave up. Laura, you are an amazing woman, he would not have made it this far without your love and amazing care you took of him.
I pray that you will find comfort in the memories you have together. I pray for peace and comfort for you.
Lisa Kingsbury <dldarakingsbury@msn.com>
Sandy, UT - Sunday, February 15, 2004 1:27 PM CST

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Laura,
My husband and I just left Kristyn & Mike at the hospital where she told us about the loss of Ryan. We too had been following your story and were shocked and so sad for you. Ryan's courageous battle with you by his side is such an inspiration. Your angel will be watching over you now and forever.
Catherine Lovie <jclovie@hay.net>
Shipka, On Canada - Saturday, February 14, 2004 11:39 PM CST

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Hi there, I've been thinking a lot about you and now I know why. I felt guilty for not being able to see you when we were at MDA. Jordan was pretty sick and a lot of days couldn't make it out of the hospital with out being sick! I'm so sorry for your loss, it breaks my heart. You guys fought such a battle together, you will forever be in my thoughts and prayers! Susan
www.caringbridge.org/ia/jordangrosclaude
Susan Grosclaude <Grosclaude@msn.com>
Marion, IA USA - Saturday, February 14, 2004 10:35 PM CST

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I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. Please accept my sincerest condolences. May God, your family and friends continue to comfort you during this most difficult of times.

Much love...
Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Saturday, February 14, 2004 7:24 PM CST

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Laura, I don't know you or your family, but I found your site today. I'm praying that God will give you a "super natural" sense of peace and comfort in the days ahead. Ryan's website is a great testimony to your love and trust in God and I thank you for that. I grieve with you.
Lynda Odum <bobodum@bellsouth.net>
atlanta, ga usa - Saturday, February 14, 2004 7:17 PM CST

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Dear Laura,
My prayers are with you. You have inspired me and I pray that God holds you close. Remember Ryan and how much he loves you.
God Bless,
Jody
Jody Poolman <jodypoolman@hotmail.com>
Charles City, IA - Saturday, February 14, 2004 6:42 PM CST

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Hi Laura & family,
I only found Ryan's site the other day. I am so sorry. My heart aches for you. I can't begin to know how you feel. Please know that God is with you. I pray he will give you strength to face the days ahead. I wish I could give you a Big Hug and just be there to hold your hand. God Bless you sweetie.
Love Susie, Trey’s granny <sharingthoughts@hotmail.com>
Dry Fork , Va. - Saturday, February 14, 2004 6:11 PM CST

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Laura and Ryan's Family,
I have been praying for you since I found out Ryan became an Angel. Even though I have never met you, you have both touched my life. Laura, your love and support for Ryan has been an example to all of us. And Ryan's courage to fight has been an inspiration as well. Please know that you will continue to be in my prayers. May God wrap his arms around you and give you comfort in this time of saddness.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Saturday, February 14, 2004 5:02 PM CST

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Dearest Laura;
May God give you peace and stength. I know that Ryan is well, at the side of our Lord. He is now an Angel. I know he will be forever your angel. May God bless you, and keep you strong.
Love, Connie
Connie <athena916@yahoo.com>
Ponce, PR - Saturday, February 14, 2004 4:41 PM CST

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Dearest Family
May God give you strength and peace.
Our Prayers are with you all.

Chris Ullrich - Bella's Grammy <c_ullrich@msn.com, www.caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma>
- Saturday, February 14, 2004 4:25 PM CST

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Hi Sweetie...
I am feeling so sad for you , with it being Valentines Day today...it breaks my heart to know you won't be with your love Ryan.....His death has really hit me hard and I feel so sad for you and his family, even though I have never met you, I want you to know that you & Ryan have touched so many lives....
Please try to stay strong Laura ~ There are so many people that are praying for you!!
Lots of Love & Hugs from Minnesota~
Chemo Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Saturday, February 14, 2004 12:58 AM CST

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Oh Laura! My heart breaks for you. Ryan was such an inspiration to me and will always be one. Please know I will be thinking of you. *hugs*
Alyssa
NY USA - Saturday, February 14, 2004 11:41 AM CST

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Laura...just a quick note to let you know that I am thinking of you.

Get strength from all of your family and friends who surround you...and remember that we (the 'club') all wish we could be there in person and wrap our arms around you.

Lots of love,
Aili <amalm@sfu.ca http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/bryankinney>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Saturday, February 14, 2004 11:41 AM CST

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My heart breaks for the loss of your precious son Ryan. I have been where you are and know what lies ahead. Your son is a beautiful, strong young man who touched more life in his short time on earth than most people do in a lifetime. You will be in my heart and prayers. Please know if I can help in any way I am just a click away.

Love and hugs
Judy

 
Click on the angel to visit my web site:  Catch An Angel

Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, February 14, 2004 11:37 AM CST

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I am writing to see if anyone attending Ryan's services could suggest a hotel in close proximity of the funeral home. Any suggestions would be much appreciated. Thank you. Laura, I will see you Tuesday. You are all in my prayers. Love~Alicia
Alicia Weisenbach <aweisenb@gwu.edu>
Arlington, VA - Saturday, February 14, 2004 9:38 AM CST

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I am very sorry for your tremendous loss. Thoughts and prayers are with you.
Maria <mariaw19@hotmail.com>
NJ - Saturday, February 14, 2004 8:56 AM CST

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Laura and families. My heart goes out to you all. You can be so very proud of Ryan and all your efforts to get him through this terrible disease. He did all he could - more than most could endure. He was a fighter to the very end. We are so very proud of him. Our thoughts and prayers go out to you all.

Laura... take care, you have done so much to help Ryan. Without you his journey through his illness would have been unbearable. Be proud of yourself that you were there in so many ways. My heart is so sad for you.
Kristyn Darling <kd.mail@sympatico.ca www.caringbridge.com/canada/mike>
Mt. Carmel, On Canada - Saturday, February 14, 2004 8:53 AM CST

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Laura and all of Ryans family and friends, We wanted to express how sorry we are to hear of Ryans passing. We are sure Ryan fought to stay with you in body as long as he possibly could but will forever be with you in your hearts and in spirit. God Bless all of you and carry you thought this difficult time. If God brings you to it , he will bring you through it.
Saralee's Great Grandma Alice, Great Aunt Linda and Great uncleRod <lilyburt7@msn.com>
Faribault, mn Rice - Saturday, February 14, 2004 8:29 AM CST

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Dear Laura --

Like others who have written here, I've never met either you or Ryan. I've never even posted here before and I regret that for I've been following Ryan and his progress for some time now. Please know that I will continue to keep you and Ryan in my heart and prayers. Ryan is fine now for he is with our Lord and Savior and you will be the same for HE will provide you with the comfort and love you will need.
Libby Gladden <libeye@bellsouth.net>
Norcross, Ga - Saturday, February 14, 2004 6:36 AM CST

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Dear Laura,
Words cannot describe the shock and heartbreak of news of Ryan's loss. May the Lord bring you comfort in knowing that he is now at peace and leukemia/pain free. You are an awesome young lady and caregiver and I know Ryan must have truly appreciated all that you provided him in these months of transplant. We continue to fight and your strength brings us all hope and inspiration. I'm so sorry we never got to go on our walk with our two heroes together around the lake here in the apartment, but he walks with God now and I have a feeling that the lake there is so much more magnificent and peaceful. God bless you and Ryan's family through this greiving period.
Bert, Suzanne and Abigail Ortiz (www.caringbridge.com/va/abbyallies) <ltbert@aol.com>
Chesapeake, VA In Houston, TX right now - Saturday, February 14, 2004 6:33 AM CST

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Dear Laura,
My heart feels like it is broken and I don't even know you and Ryan. The only words of comfort that I know are that Ryan is now healed and with Jesus and can now watch over you. You are such an inspiration to all of us -- of your love and compassion for Ryan all of these years. May you find God's comfort during this time. All my love and prayers,
Vickie Whicker
NC - Saturday, February 14, 2004 6:05 AM CST

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Dear Laura,

I was very shocked when I heard the news.
I feel like I got to know you very well through all your updates. Your writing was so inspiring and came straight from your heart. I admired how you were with Ryan every step of the way.
I heard once said that God picks the once he loves most first. And Ryan was much loved. You were the love of his life. I cannot even imagine how empty you most feel, like amputated from your other half. Just treasure the memories; they will stay with you for ever.
I will see you Monday, if you need any help with anything; please don’t hesitate to ask me.

Much love Corrie

corrie van schaik <corrienon1@aol.com>
orlando, fl u.s - Saturday, February 14, 2004 4:31 AM CST

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Laura,

I am so sorry about Ryan's death. I lost my soul mate 3 and a half years ago (I'm 17!) to brain cancer and I still miss him everyday. My thoughts and prayers are with you and if you need please e-mail me. God bless

Emily

Forever with Michael
Emily W <kgew@usinternet.com>
Deephaven, MN USA - Friday, February 13, 2004 11:06 PM CST

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Laura,
I am so sad to hear that Ryan has passed. I can't even imagine what you are going through. Please call any one of your friends in the Cancer Wives (& girlfriend) Social Club for anything that you might need in the following weeks. I hope that one day you will feel comfortable to be with us again so that we can continue to remember Ryan, but also to comfort you. Ryan fought this disease incredibly hard and he will never be forgotten. You have both touched so many lives, it's unbelievable how many lives the two of you have changed forever. Ryan made an admirable choice because he now has a new body that is disease free and he will never suffer anymore pain.

With Love and Sadness,
Erika and Steve Tode <www.caringbridge.org/nm/stevetode (erikatoady@wmconnect.com)>
Rio Rancho, NM - Friday, February 13, 2004 10:31 PM CST

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Dear Laura Marie,
While we never met you, we feel as though we know you very well. Our good friends, Ryan's parents, have told us much about your loving care for and of their son. Your Love of him and your faithfulness to his care and his needs through his long illness surely gave him the strenght he needed to endure his terible trial here on earth. Your obvious Faith in our Creator and Savior must have given you the strenght to help him in his ordeal. In addition we know that you have also given strength to his family. Our hearts and prayers go out to you, his family and yours; and may Ryan now rest in peace.
And now Laura, a special prayer for you! "May you never lose the strenght of character that you have built within yourself through this trial in your youth. May you find that path in your life that God has chosen for you, and use your strenght to follow that path to a wonderful, successful and happy life. May God continue to Bless you."

Ryan's Father just recently told us of this Web Site or we would have written sooner.
Jim and Bernice Hopp <jjhandbbh@sbdglobal.net>
Indianapolis, IN USA - Friday, February 13, 2004 10:09 PM CST

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Dear Laura, Please know that many of us are praying for you. We are deeply saddened that Ryan is gone from you, but we know that he is in the Lord's arms now. I pray that the Lord will wrap His ever-loving arms around you so that you know His peace.
Anita Thebo <Anrthebo@knology. net>
Prattville, A:L - Friday, February 13, 2004 9:50 PM CST

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I have been following along for the past several weeks and have been moved by your obvious love and devotion to the man of your dreams. I am in utter disbelief of what I have read tonight. I feel for you---for the memories you won't be able to create. Hold on to the memories you do have, and the love you shared. You'll be together in a better place someday...nothing will come between you then. Sickness isn't welcome where he now lives. I'm sure he will be watching his loving family, Laura, her family, and the countless friends that you so lovingly speak of on this site. God be with you and give you what you need to get by.
Prayers for comfort from Wisconsin.
Jennelle Wolf <wolfman1@svtel.net>
Elmwood, WI - Friday, February 13, 2004 9:13 PM CST

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Laura I am sorry to read abut Ryan but may God be by your side. I'll keep you in my prayers.
LEXY’S WEBSITE
Pat Newton <pnewt4@aol.com>
Nederland, Tx - Friday, February 13, 2004 8:47 PM CST

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To Laura and Laura's family and the family of Ryan, I have been following this site for three weeks now, and when I came to the site today I was so shocked and saddened to hear of Ryan's death. I really thought that Ryan was improving according to Laura's entries, and I must say his death was a shock. Ryan is on an Angels wing right now flying to a better and beautiful place where he will suffer no more. He will always be pain free except for that special place in his heart that he held for you, Laura. May God help you through the next difficult months to come. It is soooo true GOD ONLY TAKES THE BEST!
LISA <thefabulousfive@earthlink.net>
AUSTIN, MN - Friday, February 13, 2004 8:47 PM CST

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Laura,
I am so sorry to hear of Ryan' passing. May God send you comfort, peace, and strength in the days to come. You will be in my prayers and thoughts.
Ryan fought an incredible battle with courage and so did you.
God bless.
Sharon
Los Angeles, CA - Friday, February 13, 2004 8:45 PM CST

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Laura and family...

I am sorry to hear of Ryan's passing. I lost my 12 year old son Brandon this past August due to complications from a bone marrow transplant so I know excately what your going through. May you find peace in the days ahead. My thoughts and prayers are with you. God Bless!!

http://www.caringbridge.org/va/love4brandon
Tina (angel brandon's mom) <msniteyez@aol.com>
harrisonburg, va - Friday, February 13, 2004 8:35 PM CST

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My sheep hear My voice, and I know them, and they follow Me. And I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish; neither shall anyone snatch them out of My hand. John 10:27. All of my thoughts and prayers are with you. I love you guys. Feel the Angels wings around you!
Connie Osborne <conosb52@aol.com>
New Palestine, IN USA - Friday, February 13, 2004 8:10 PM CST

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There are many of us quiet followers it seems who all were deeply saddened by the news of Ryan's passing. I am so sorry. God will guide and carry you through the days to come, let Him. Our prayers will remain with you.
kz <gmzuroff@bresnan.net>
glendive, mt - Friday, February 13, 2004 7:22 PM CST

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OH LAURA, I AM SO SORRY. I DID NOT EXPECT THIS. I REALLY DON'T HAVE TOO MUCH TO SAY RIGHT NOW AS MY JAW JUST DROPPED WHEN I READ THIS. I AM SO VERY SORRY AND MY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU RIGHT NOW. I WILL JUST PRAY FOR GOD TO GIVE YOU WHAT YOU NEED. LOVE, TRACY AND KATIA
TRACY AND KATIA
- Friday, February 13, 2004 6:05 PM CST

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I have been checking on Ryan for about 2 months and am so shocked that he has passed. Laura - you deserve only the best in your life as it seems you had with Ryan. I hope somehow you can go on...

Though I dont know either of you - you have touched my life
Cindy Rachmilowitz <cbr1958@mac.com>
Staatsburg, NY USA - Friday, February 13, 2004 5:43 PM CST

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I have been following Ryans page for a long time now. I am deeply saddened by your loss. Ryan was giving his all to fight an unspeakable battle. Life doesnt always prove to be fair--Ryans passing is proof of that. We know he is in a much better place but that still doesnt take away from the hurt you all are feeling. God Bless you Laura-- And God bless Ryans family and friends.
Brandy <jbford@accessky.net>
Roundhill, KY USA - Friday, February 13, 2004 4:41 PM CST

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Laura, Laura's family, Ryan's family and all your friends:
I never met any of you in person, but I've been following your story since Abby's dad listed the webpage. I am so very, very sorry for your loss. I pray that God will watch over you all and comfort you during this time.
Sue West <gilbywest@hotmail.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Friday, February 13, 2004 4:41 PM CST

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Laura,
I was shocked to hear that Ryan had passed. There are no words to say how sorry I am. Just know that Ryan is in a better place and cancer free now with a perfect body.
Amanda Barrington <buffbirdstellstories@yahoo.com>
va beach, Va USA - Friday, February 13, 2004 4:33 PM CST

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Laura and Family:

I am so saddened to hear of Ryan's passing. I can't imagine the pain you're feeling, but I wanted to let you know that my thoughts and prayers are with you. God bless you and your families.
Justine Kessler
Madison, WI - Friday, February 13, 2004 4:18 PM CST

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Laura, I am so sorry. I know there are no words to comfort you right now, in this time of incredible unfairness and grief, so I will just express my deepest condolences on your loss and the loss of all of us not fortunate enough to have met Ryan personally.
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~ <Chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Friday, February 13, 2004 3:56 PM CST

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My thoughts are echoed in the e-mail I sent you Laura, but I felt compelled to leave a message also in Ryan's Guestbook.

"If you ask me how I want to be remembered, it is as a winner. You know what a winner is? A winner is somebody who has given his best effort, who has tried the hardest they possibly can, who has utilized every ounce of energy and strength within them to accomplish something. It doesn't mean that they accomplished it or failed, it means that they've given it their best. That's a winner." by Walter Payton

Ryan is truly a WINNER in my book!!! My heartfelt thoughts are with you all during this difficult time.

Love & hugs,
Vicki Hoffman - Anaheim, CA <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Mike Hunter's Website, - Friday, February 13, 2004 3:48 PM CST

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Sorry to hear about Ryan,s Passing.May God watch over you and your family in this diffcult time.
Dave and Sandy Bulson.( Sara Richards Grandparents from Ct.) <dbulson2@netzero.net>
Lebanon, Ct. - Friday, February 13, 2004 3:26 PM CST

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Laura and family,
I am so, so sorry to hear of Ryan's passing. I know that nothing I could say can help ease your pain.
Let it be some comfort to you that the strength and courage and determination that Ryan showed throughout his fight has touched my life.
While I never got to meet the two of you, I want you to know that you both touched my heart in such a way that my life is better for having "known" you. I am sure that this is true for many others who visited your website.
My heart goes out to you, Laura and to Ryan's family. Please know that you are all in my prayers.
Lori Wightman <thewightmans@aol.com>
Amherstburg, ON Canada - Friday, February 13, 2004 3:14 PM CST

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I have only been following Ryan's site for the past couple of weeks, but I started to cry when I read that he had passed. I am so, so, so sorry and can not even begin to imagine the pain that you, his family, are going through. I will be praying for you!!
Jodi <jodisgreen@aol.com>
Roselle Park, NJ USA - Friday, February 13, 2004 3:09 PM CST

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I am at a loss for words. How can one begin to describe the loss of such an incredible young man and dear friend? I had been checking the wesite the past week, looking for an update. Just today, did I think to look at the guestbook... and was in tears to read of the sad news. I have no doubt that he is in heaven, wishing for us to understand that he is now free from pain, and able to watch over us all. Please keep us updated on any needs you may have. I know Rye would not want any of us to cry, but it's impossible to stop the tears. love from his indiana buddy~alicia
alicia weisenbach <aweisenb@gwu.edu>
arlington, va 22201 - Friday, February 13, 2004 2:57 PM CST

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Laura,
I came across your website several weeks ago and I had been checking on Ryan's progess on a daily basis. You are truly an inspiration to EVERYONE! Your love for Ryan was shown in each journal entry. You were both soooo very blessed to find each other and go thru this journey together. I am sure he found comfort in passing on to the next great place in your arms.
Laura Ritenour <ritenourlaura@hotmail.com>
Richmond, VA - Friday, February 13, 2004 2:52 PM CST

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Dear Sweet Laura,
He shall soar on wings of an eagle. I am so very sorry to hear about your loss. I am Saralee's aunt. My sister Chris has been keeping our family updated on Ryans conditions. I only wish I could understand your pain to ease your hurting heart. Words are of no meaning at this time. May God bless you and your family.
Patrice Johnson
Patrice Johnson <Patrice.Johnson@metriscompanies.com>
Scanlon , MN USA - Friday, February 13, 2004 2:38 PM CST

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Oh Laura,
I am so very very sorry to read of Ryan's passing. I am in shock, and I can only imagine how you and his family are feeling. Words escape me, I can only sit here and cry. May God hold you close in the difficult days ahead.
JoAnn Baker <bakerjo1@hotmail.com>
Houston, Tx - Friday, February 13, 2004 2:00 PM CST

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Dear Laura,
I have been following Ryan's journey through this webpage.
My heart goes out to you and Ryan's family. I pray for our Lord Jesus Christ to grant you all peace and comfort in your grief. May His perpetual light shine upon you all.
God bless,
Janice
Grandma to Andrew caringbridge.org/ca/andrew <jannield@comcast.net>
Costa Mesa, CA - Friday, February 13, 2004 1:50 PM CST

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I was so sorry to read about Ryan's passing. May you continue to be strong and always feel Ryan's love.
Shannon
Chesapeake, VA - Friday, February 13, 2004 1:31 PM CST

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My heart goes out to Ryans family and to Laura. At this very difficult time. Ryan is pain free now and your pain gets worse. Trying to learn to live with out him. It is not easy. But you are very strong. I understand what you are going through I lost my 14 year old son on 10-1-03. I think it is hard to lose a child at any age. It is tougher for me now then it was 4 1/2 months ago. I was numb then now the numbness wore off. Laura you were so supportive and there with Ryan. Your love for Ryan showed and he truly loved you.

www.caringbridge.org/mn/dustin
Kris, Angel Dustin's Mom <buser_lady@yahoo.com>
- Friday, February 13, 2004 1:12 PM CST

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Oh Laura Sweetie,
I am so sorry to hear about Ryan... there are no words that I can even think to say to you that will comfort you!
You are such a wonderful caring person, please try to stay strong.... I know this has got to be so hard for you, I just wanna cry... he was doing so well it seemed!
This is so unfair, he had such a long life ahead of him!
Please give the rest of his family my sympathy....
LOTS OF LOVE & HUGS FROM MINNESOTA~
Chemo Angel Sheryl


Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Friday, February 13, 2004 11:05 AM CST

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May God be with you all during this difficult time. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
The Gwaltney's (Abby's neighbors) <gene.gwaltney@prosoft-eng.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Friday, February 13, 2004 9:51 AM CST

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Yesterday was a very sad day here at Alliance Engineering when the news spread of Ryan's passing. Truly our hearts are heavy with grief. Laura has been such an inspiration to us all, I felt like I knew Ryan personally from the insight Laura has revealed through her journal entries. I have a 22-yr-old son... the first time I saw Ryan's photo I could see my son's smile on Ryan's face... my heart goes out to you, Bob, and the rest of your family. Although you know Ryan is with our heavenly Father, your sadness must be immeasureable. Me and my family are praying for God to give you the comfort that passes understanding.
Bob and your family, Laura and your family, all of Ryan's many friends, we lift you up in prayer and especially pray that God will wrap you in His loving arms and hold you tenderly during this sad time. Ryan has only left his body; his spirt lives on in each of you.
My heartfelt condolences to all of you -
Marla Guidry & Family <mguidry@alliance-engineering.com>
Katy, Tx USA - Friday, February 13, 2004 9:41 AM CST

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We are new to your page and have never signed before. We are so deeply saddened to read, in the guestbook, that Ryan is now an angel. We are truly sorry for your loss of such an amazing young man. May God be with you all during this difficult time. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.

Love,
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Friday, February 13, 2004 8:23 AM CST

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I was so saddened to hear that Ryan had passed away. My thoughts and prayers are with his family, fiancee, and friends.
Debbie Crawford <dkcraw52@wmconnect.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Friday, February 13, 2004 5:25 AM CST

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I just heard that Ryan is now an angel looking down on us. I'm so sorry for your loss. I will continue to pray for all of you as you face the hours and days ahead. Try to remember that Ryan will always be with you and will watch over and protect you. You will be together again.
Lisa
Seattle, WA - Thursday, February 12, 2004 7:15 PM CST

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Dear Family and friends of Ryan,

Though I never got to meet Ryan personally, I am encouraged by our God who says, "Do not be afraid, nor be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go." I look forward to meeting Ryan someday in heaven, where I know he now is with our Lord and, he is no longer suffering. Ryan has a new body; a perfect body, just as my sister who over 30 years ago, was killed by a drunk driver. Maybe they've met already?:)

My heart goes out to Ryan's family. Lean on God. He's always there.


Diana Paulson <paulsond@osceola.k12.fl.us>
Kissimmee, FL USA - Thursday, February 12, 2004 1:57 PM CST

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Dear family, God will give you the strength and courage you need to get through this tough time. Look to him for all your needs. Ryan is in a better place. May God be with you all.
Barbara Thompson
Kissimmee, FL 34758 - Thursday, February 12, 2004 11:55 AM CST

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I am so very sad. May God comfort you at this time. Joni Taulbee
Joni Taulbee <taulbeej@osceola.k12.fl.us>
Celebration, FL U.S. - Thursday, February 12, 2004 9:11 AM CST

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Hi Ryan and Laura,
I just came across your page. I have a 5yr. old grandson that has Neuroblastoma. I'm use to reading sites of children. We seem to forget that these diseases attack adults too. I am so sorry you had had to endure so much. As Laura said you are truly an amazing man. Please know you will be in my thoughts and prayers. I pray you will get the test results you want.
God Bless you & your family.
Susie, Trey's granny <sharingthoughts@hotmail.com>
Dry Fork, Va.

Trey’s page

- Wednesday, February 11, 2004 8:14 PM CST

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I hope all good things come your way. I think it is about time for a good and lasting end to this ordeal. You give strength to others,I don't know how you do it. I wish I had some words of wisdom but you already have more courage than anyone I have known. Keep up the good fight. Thoughts and certainly prayers are with you.
Carol Goetschius <tgoeetschius@aol.com>
Celebration, Fl. Osceola - Wednesday, February 11, 2004 2:33 PM CST

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Dear Bob, Laura, and family,
We at MKM are so very sad at your loss. We thought he was making progress. But the Lord called him home--he is now a new angel in heaven. And, angels can always walk beside you and comfort you. In the evening breezes that brush you, it may be his wings. That is how you will know he is near you forever.
May your souls receive the grace of holy light, sent by Ryan. We all mourn with you that he passed so suddenly from his struggle against a terrible disease. He couldn't have asked for more, to have all of you fighting by his side as you said goodbye.
Sincerely,
Linda Woodward
Linda Woodward <lindawoodward@mindspring.com>
Sugar Land, TX US - Wednesday, February 11, 2004 1:15 PM CST

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Ryan, Laura, Susan and Bob;
Sounds like positive momentum is swinging your way again! Glad to hear it! I have just played "catch up" with Ryan's recent progress on your homepage. I heard an acronym the other day it was P.U.S.H.: Pray Until Something (Good) Happens. We are PUSHing an keep you in our thoughts and prayers daily. We pray for Ryan's comfort and continued improvement. Miss seeing you guys!
Dona Lee <dona.lee@celebration.fl.us>
Celebration, FL USA - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 10:13 PM CST

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Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Cindy and Pat
- Tuesday, February 10, 2004 10:11 PM CST

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Prayers and positive thoughts are sent your way.

a friend
- Tuesday, February 10, 2004 7:07 PM CST

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Hey guys... sounds like things are still progressing. I'm so happy for you. I think of you guys every day. Keep up the great work and soon all your hard work and determination will pay off.
Take care.
Kristyn Darling <kd.mail@sympatico.ca // www.caringbridge.com/canada/mike>
Mt. Carmel, Canada - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 11:26 AM CST

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Hey guys,
Sounds like thinks continue along in the right direction.
Keep up the great work Ryan!
You too Laura, you're an amazing woman!!!
Lots of love, hugs and prayers,
Karen <karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 11:20 AM CST

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Dear Ryan and Laura,

My name is Hans Beentjes and I live in the Netherlands. I heard a lot of you because Albert, a friend of your father Bob, keeps me informed about your situation. Sometimes we meditate together for you and send you healing energy.
Yesterday I spoke to your father on the telephone and he told me what happened to him. You all are very blessed and this was shown to your father. I will keep on praying for all of you and hope to see you one day when I visit Florida.
Greetings to all of you,
Hans
Hans Beentjes <sylviaenhans@wanadoo.nl>
Heemskerk, NH Netherlands - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 10:33 AM CST

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Laura,
Wow! So many of your words create vivid flashbacks in my memory! I will continue to pray for you all-especially for healing of Ryan. Continue to hang tough, and hold on to your faith.
Love in Christ,
Patti
Patti McGowan <knack4golf@worldnet.att.net>
Orlando, FL USA - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 4:39 AM CST

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I was away for the weekend, but glad to return to find that Ryan is still fighting... and doing so well! He is amazing... and so are all of the thoughts and prayers being sent to you. We love you both... love~alicia
alicia weisenbach <aweisenb@gwu.edu>
arlington, va 22201 - Monday, February 9, 2004 11:00 PM CST

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Hey Ryan and Laura,
Praying for good test results today!

Love,
Erika <(erikatoady@wmconnect.com) / www.caringbridge.org/nm/stevetode>
Rio Rancho, NM - Monday, February 9, 2004 9:34 PM CST

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hi laura and ryan---you guys are such troopers. we can all take lessons from you, laura with your messages to the "support group". we are behind you 100%-- so continue to hang in there. love, aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in usa - Monday, February 9, 2004 8:34 PM CST

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Dear Laura,Ryan, Bob and Susan,
The news just keeps getting better all the time! We continue to keep you in our prayers and thoughts many times a day. Love you all very much and we are so THRILLED to hear of Ryan's progress! Now let's get that liver up to par!
Love, Lynn
Lynn Pangrace <Lspan@adelphia.net>
Avon, OH USA - Monday, February 9, 2004 7:21 PM CST

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Thinking of you ~
Sending lots of prayers & hugs from Minnesota!
Chemo Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Monday, February 9, 2004 11:42 AM CST

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Laura and Ryan, I'm one of the people who signed up to donate blood at the mobile blood donor coach at Alliance Engineering last Friday. I wanted to tell you that there were people who didn't even work for Alliance that came from both buildings to donate just from seeing the poster hanging in the hallways. There was one lady in particular who is a platelet donor who is going to donate platelets for Ryan - she also donated blood on Friday - and she did not even know Ryan's particular circumstances. I filled her in briefly and was sad that she had just missed Bob's visit to the coach. Angels are surrounding you! You are so blessed. Unfortunately after 25 minutes of poking and my veins rolling then collapsing, I was not able to give blood on Friday (but my husband did!). I can try again on Tuesday. Apparently my veins are still weakened from extensive blood work of my own, but I will keep trying. So many people are pulling for you, Ryan. Truly you are blessed beyond your own comprehension. Laurie, keep the faith and know that God is watching over both of you.
Marla Guidry <mguidry@alliance-engineering.com>
Katy, Tx USA - Monday, February 9, 2004 9:26 AM CST

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Laura and Ryan, sounds like things are heading in the right direction. Keep up the fight, it's difficult but does eventually pay off. Best wishes,
Becky Frahm <bfrahm@don8bld.org>
- Monday, February 9, 2004 8:46 AM CST

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Ryan,
You are a true fighter! It is so good to read that you are sitting up and improving a bit every day. You are in my prayers!
Kathy H.
Thousand Oaks, CA - Monday, February 9, 2004 0:24 AM CST

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You guys are doing FANTASTIC in this battle against the beast! Can't believe it's already been 53 days since transplant. I am sure it seems like years for you guys. Tremendous progress is being made. Way to go Ryan!!

Hugs,
Vicki Hoffman <vhoffman@yahoo.com ~ www.caringbridge.org/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Sunday, February 8, 2004 9:44 PM CST

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HI LAURA AND RYAN - LAURA, YOU ARE SO DILIGENT. WHAT A BLESSING YOU ARE FOR RYAN AND HIS FAMILY. A PRAYER THAT ALL THE TESTS TOMORROW HAVE WONDERFUL RESULTS. YOU ARE BOTH IN MY HEART. LOVE, CONNIE
Connie Osborne <CONOSB52@AOL.COM>
New Palestine, IN USA - Sunday, February 8, 2004 9:39 PM CST

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As always, I am thinking and praying for you guys often. I see God working so wonderfully through Ryan and in Ryan. May he continue to do so.
Anita Thebo <anrthebo@knology.net>
Prattville, AL - Sunday, February 8, 2004 9:17 PM CST

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Ryan and Laura,
will be praying for great results tommorrow. Glad to here Ryan is up in chair. That is huge!!! Will continue to pray for great things to come. Platelets are on their way. Mom and Ann have to finish anitbiotics 1st. Folks will be driving down next weekend to donate since had to wait. Kevin
kevin ribble <texsparman@aol.com>
pearland, tx us - Sunday, February 8, 2004 8:35 PM CST

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I am so happy to hear that Ryan just keeps getting better. This is such a great update! I think that his liver is finished playing around and now it will get down to serious business.
Erika & Steve Tode <erikatoady@wmconnect.com>
www.caringbridge.org/nm/stevetode, - Sunday, February 8, 2004 7:11 PM CST

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Nothing like a cheery, positive journal entry to make my day!

Lori Wightman <thewightmans@aol.com>
Amherstburg, on Canada - Sunday, February 8, 2004 6:04 PM CST

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sunshine smiles, love and comfort to you. love aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in usa - Sunday, February 8, 2004 3:00 PM CST

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What a great report from today!! Sounds like things are stabilizing a bit. So glad to hear! Both of you keep hanging in there and continue the perserverance. It is definitely paying off. Hope you have a great weekend, resting at ease. You too Laura!!

Love & hugs,
Vicki Hoffman - Anaheim, CA <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
www.caringbridge.org/ca/mike, - Saturday, February 7, 2004 7:06 PM CST

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hi laura and ryan--so glad to read today's update. you are so comprehensive with the medical updates. thanks. we are thinking about you so much. our love to you. aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in usa - Saturday, February 7, 2004 6:59 PM CST

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Keep improving Ryan!
Maybe that stern talk I had with your liver worked!!
Keep up the hard work, we'll keep praying.
Laura, I hope you will treat yourself to an ice cream cone or a breath of fresh air outside. Keeping hanging in there girl, you guys are doing great!
Karen <Karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Saturday, February 7, 2004 3:26 PM CST

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Hi, you don't know me. My name is Andrea, I live in New Jersey. My fiance, Christopher, passed away a year and a half ago due to complications from a bone marrow transplant. My heart goes out to you. My fiance's mother actually told me about this website and I cried as I read all of the journel entries. I know it all, from the anxiety before transplant to all of the meds and other terms that are involved with transplant. I am now praying for Ryan's recovery and for your strength, Laura. As I read your entries, I almost relive the whole experience. Its the hardest thing in the world to see the love of your life, your future, suffer so. However, I feel God does not give you anything that you can't handle; and now I am a better person for what I went through. I appreciate life to the fullest. Christopher will forever be my hero and inspiration, and I thank god everyday that he was in my life. Please feel free to e-mail me about anything. Take care of yourelf.
Andrea <dredre98@aol.com>
Colonia, NJ - Saturday, February 7, 2004 12:31 AM CST

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dearest laura and ryan--our thoughts and prayers for comfort are for you and the families. we are so glad that caring friends are supporting you. love aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in usa - Saturday, February 7, 2004 6:28 AM CST

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Hang in there. Laura, you need rest too. We are traveling and may be out of touch for a bit with limited access to email. We will think about you constantly.
Much love
Aunt B & Uncle D
- Saturday, February 7, 2004 4:47 AM CST

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Hi Ryan & Laura,

Thinking about you tonight and sending BIG {{HUGS}} from California. Keep making progress....making that long road shorter and shorter.

Hugs,

Vicki Hoffman - Anaheim, CA <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Mike Hunter’s Memorial Website , - Friday, February 6, 2004 9:26 PM CST

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Hey Guys! Hey buddy, Its Adrian, its my first time getting a chance to look at the site(im never online) but now im glad to know I can see how ry's doin. I'll be checkin on you guys periodically. I love you guys, and you know your in my prayers daily. I really can not wait to see you two. And Ryan, hang in there. I know that it isn't an easy fight, but if anyone can do it, it's you. I've never met anyone with as much will, guts, and heart as you. You never fail to amaze me. And Remember bud, just because we arent there doesn't mean that we aren't w/you. I love you... we all do. We'll be seeing you back on your feet in no time.
Adrian Mancinelli <Scorpelli@cfl.rr.com>
Orlando, FL USA - Friday, February 6, 2004 8:24 PM CST

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dearest laura and ryan---smiles,hugs,comfort,prayers, and love to you. aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in usa - Friday, February 6, 2004 6:12 PM CST

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Baby steps are good!
I like baby steps!
Besides I wouldn't put it past Ryan (and you too, Laura) to be making huge strides before you know it.
Good thoughts coming from...
Lori Wightman <thewightmans@aol.com>
Amherstburg, ON Canada - Friday, February 6, 2004 3:56 PM CST

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To read Ryan's progress made my day!
Keep up the progress Ryan!!
Laura, at this point I think you could ace Med School!!
Karen <karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Friday, February 6, 2004 2:46 PM CST

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Hi Ryan & Laura - PRAISE THE LORD for His MIRACLES! We have all been waiting for this wonderful news. I continue to pray for a complete healing and am so happy to hear that the bilirubin is FINALLY dropping! Ryan, you are on your way and Laura, keep the faith. GOD BLESS YOU. Love, Ryan's Great Aunt Dorothy.
Dorothy Mannarino <dorothy.mannarino@msnyuhealth.org>
Brooklyn, NY USA - Friday, February 6, 2004 12:49 AM CST

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hi ryan and laura.what great news keep up the good work. i will continue to pray for the both of you and your family. laura i hope you dont mind but i have been puting ryans web page on my daughters, i think we can never have to many prayers going out. stay strong and keep fighting... god bless you both..... love chris and saralee
chris j <caringbridge.org/mn/saralee cjtwins125@hotmail.com>
wright, mn - Friday, February 6, 2004 12:27 AM CST

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What a wonderful thing to read about first thing in the morning!!!! Keep up the good work Ryan! We will continue to pray for improvement.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Friday, February 6, 2004 8:18 AM CST

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Excellent progress again... keep up the great work you two. We think about you every day!
Kristyn Darling <kd.mail@sympatico.ca www.caringbridge.com/canada/mike>
Mt. Carmel, ON Canada - Friday, February 6, 2004 7:24 AM CST

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A popsicle, sitting, lowered bili and a SMILE. Wow, that makes us all smile. YEAH. Thanks for the updates and know our thoughts are with you. Much, much love
Aunt Bonnie, Uncle David and Sam
- Friday, February 6, 2004 5:59 AM CST

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Yeah, Yeah, and tripple Yeah! I am so happy to hear the good news. Ryan is AMAZING! And Laura, you are WONDERFUL!


Erika Tode <(erikatoady@wmconnect.com) / www.caringbridge.org/nm/stevetode>
- Thursday, February 5, 2004 7:28 PM CST

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hi laura and ryan--we continue to think about you. feel the love vibs from indiana and all over the world. aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in usa - Thursday, February 5, 2004 6:53 PM CST

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I so happy that Ryan had a good day. Keep up the good work, Ryan! You both continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.
Sharon
Los Angeles, CA - Thursday, February 5, 2004 6:46 PM CST

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I loved reading that Ryan smiled!!! What great news!! And Laura, I totally agree with you about how nothing can gross you out now. I feel the same way =P
Alyssa
http://www.caringbridge.org/ny/lyssi/, NY USA - Thursday, February 5, 2004 5:27 PM CST

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WONDERFUL NEWS!!!
Lots of Hugs & prayers from Minnesota~
Chemo Angel Sheryl


Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Thursday, February 5, 2004 5:19 PM CST

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Great news!
Keep up the good work, both of you!
Nothing but best wishes,
Lori Wightman <thewightmans@aol.com>
Amherstburg, ON Canada - Thursday, February 5, 2004 4:57 PM CST

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Laura and Ryan,
I pray that the next time you move in the hospital, it's to the 1st floor because you're leaving!! Hang in there guys... You can and WILL get thru this.
Lots of love, hugs and prayer,
Karen <karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Thursday, February 5, 2004 1:55 PM CST

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Good move to the 11th floor. Our thoughts and prayers are with you constantly. We send our love.
Aunt B, Uncle D and Sam
- Thursday, February 5, 2004 5:41 AM CST

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Dear Ryan and family,

I am so glad that you are all there and I am thinking of all you. This is such a long journey and we‘re not there yet but heading for the right direction. All the prayers and positive thinking must have had an influence on Ryan’s remarkable strength and will to live.
You are all in my hart, much love Corrie

corrie van schaik <corrienon1@aol.com>
orlando, fl us - Wednesday, February 4, 2004 11:46 PM CST

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Ryan and Laura,
Just wanted to check in and see how things were going. Moving to 11th is great start. Mom and Dad are coming to donate platelets as well as father-in-law so Ryan can get direct donation. Sorry I didnt make it back by tues....by the time I was done with testing I had to pick up my daughter at school. Would love to try and come up this weekend to meet if still willing to allow me. Praying for you Ryan.
Kevin Ribble http://www.caringbridge.org/tx/kevinribble/index.htm <texsparman@aol.com>
Pearland, tx usa - Wednesday, February 4, 2004 11:09 PM CST

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hi ryan and laura.it sounds like the 11th floor is a good place to be at this time.. keep fighting i know you can do this you have come a long way... and laura those talks are never easy but its nice to know what the doctors are all thinking.and everyone is on the same page..my prayers are with you and your family.. take care love chris and saralee
chris j <caringbridge.org/mn/saralee cjtwins125@hotmail.com>
wright, mn - Wednesday, February 4, 2004 8:30 PM CST

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Laura, Ryan and Family,
We are keeping in touch with your progress reports. Our thoughts and our prayers are continual. We talked with Dwight this evening. Roz, we are thinking of you too!

Nancy and Tom
Zionsville, IN - Wednesday, February 4, 2004 7:42 PM CST

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Hey Ryan and Laura,
YEAH!! So glad to hear you got moved to the 11th floor. You have made great progress even though you have had to take small steps. I will be praying for the liver function to start to go back to normal.
Lots of love,

Tina
Tina Roehling <tinaroehling@yahoo.com>
Brenham , Tx - Wednesday, February 4, 2004 6:47 PM CST

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Ryan will continue to stay strong and keep fighting. He is not one to give up. Sorry Laura that you have had to endure those types of "talks" with the medical team. I suppose they have to do it, but they are so emotionally draining on everyone involved. So stay positive with the same vengeance against this horrible disease. More prayers are headed to Houston for the both of you. Just remember...baby steps.

Hugs to you both,
Vicki - Anaheim, CA <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Mike Hunter's Website, - Wednesday, February 4, 2004 6:33 PM CST

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HEARTFELT LOVE AND ENCOURAGEMENT TO YOU. LOVE AUNT MIRIAM AND UNCLE NED
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in usa - Wednesday, February 4, 2004 4:41 PM CST

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You both continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.
Sharon
Los Angeles, CA - Wednesday, February 4, 2004 1:25 PM CST

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Laura,
I am so happy to hear that Ryan continues to do well. I pray everyday for Ryan, as well as all of those dealing with a cancer diagnosis. It must be such a relief for you to be with him more, and nice for him to have more visitors. Nothing is better than consistant encouragement.
Erika Tode <(erikatoady@wmconnect.com) / www.caringbridge.org/nm/stevetode>
- Wednesday, February 4, 2004 12:29 AM CST

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We continue to pray for you and your families.
The Gwaltney's (Abby's neighbors) <gene.gwaltney@prosoft-eng.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Wednesday, February 4, 2004 10:26 AM CST

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Ryan, Laura, Bob and Susan;
Praying for a turnaround with Ryans liver - and major healing for him. Let us know if we can do anything else from home,

Dona Lee <dona.lee@celebration.fl.us>
Celebration, FL USA - Wednesday, February 4, 2004 7:29 AM CST

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Ryan and Laura, I am so happy to know that you are fighting this and getting stronger. We will all keep praying that Ryan's liver gets better too. My prayer are with you and your families. You are on our prayer chain at church. God is good and he is with you. Remember all things are possible through Jesus Christ. God Bless you.
Diane Zibrin, Celebration Fl
Diane Zibrin <deezee514@aol.com>
Celebration, Fl USA - Wednesday, February 4, 2004 7:11 AM CST

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we are thinking lots about you. support and love to you. aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in usa - Wednesday, February 4, 2004 5:17 AM CST

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Dear Ryan & Laura,
It is so great to hear that things are starting to stabilise for Ryan...c'mon Ryan's LIVER!!!!!!!!! GET WELL SOON!!!!!! I'm saying some extra prayers for you guys... Ryan, I think you're doing an awesome job and fighting a great fight...keep up your faith and hang in there! You are taking baby steps to recovery and that's all that matters...stay strong you guys :)

~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~

Love,
XOXOXOXOXO
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Wednesday, February 4, 2004 1:01 AM CST

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hi laura and ryan----we are all anxious to receive the latest news. you are all in our daily thoughts, prayers, and well wishes. rest and see, hear and feel the beauty of life. we surround and rally support to you. love aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in usa - Tuesday, February 3, 2004 6:02 PM CST

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Hi Ryan and Laura -I add my prayers to Barbara's that "...By His Stripes we are Healed." (Isaiah 53:5). We believe, Lord, that You will heal Ryan's liver and see Ryan through a complete healing. His progress is awesome! Thank you Lord and May Ryan and Laura be comforted by Your Word. With Love to all - Great Aunt Dorothy (PS - I just realized that I was your GREAT AUNT!)
Dorothy Mannarino
Brooklyn, NY USA - Tuesday, February 3, 2004 1:26 PM CST

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Hello Ryan and Laura,
My prayers are with you both. Be Strong and keep praying. God is in control,and nothing is impossible to him. I am believing for a miracle. Father, Your word tell us that "He was wounded for our trangressions, He was bruised for our iniquities, the punishment that brought us peace was upon Him, and By His Stripes we were healed." (Isaiah 53:5)I speak healing in the name of Jesus. Thank you Father.
Barbara Thompson
Kissimmee, FL USA - Tuesday, February 3, 2004 12:10 AM CST

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Dear Laura and Ryan, You have our continued thoughts and prayers. We admire your stamina and courage. Laura please take care of yourself too. Love
Aunt Christine and Uncle John
Stevens Point, Wi - Tuesday, February 3, 2004 9:59 AM CST

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Laura,
I sent you a personal e-mail with some very specific suggestions. Make sure you check yoour personal e-mail. I'm praying for you , Ryan, and your families!
Love in Christ,
Patti McGowan
Patti McGowan <knack4golf@worldnet.att.net>
Orlando, FL US - Tuesday, February 3, 2004 7:06 AM CST

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Hey guys,
I continue to be amazed with Ryan's progress...now if that stubborn liver will just do the right thing! That is great news that Ryan is almost out the door and on to the 11th floor!
Erika Tode <www.caringbridge.org/nm/stevetode / erikatoady@wmconnect.com>
- Monday, February 2, 2004 10:20 PM CST

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Laura, do you know we thrive on your daily visits with all of us. We keep checking everyday, until you have updated us on what is going on. Thank you for being so diligent. I am glad to hear the good and will continue to pray for improvement where needed. Love to all !!
Connie Osborne <conosb52@aol.com>
New Palestine, IN USA - Monday, February 2, 2004 9:34 PM CST

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Good night from the Darr's and James. He arrived safely last night and is doing great. We love having him here with us. We are praying for improved liver function for Ryan. God bless you as you continue to fight the good fight...
Julie Darr <darrjulie@aol.com>
Celebration, Fl USA - Monday, February 2, 2004 9:03 PM CST

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Progress, progress, progress... that is what we like to here. Keep up the great work you two. You'll be on floor 11 and then out the door in no time! Take care......kd
Kristyn Darling <kd.mail@sympatico.ca>
Mt. Carmel, ON Canada - Monday, February 2, 2004 8:00 PM CST

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hi laura and ryan---we are so glad to hear that ryan is talking lots. oh my, there have been many changes in the last few days. hang in there and continue to lean on each other to potentiate the forces. love to you. aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in usa - Monday, February 2, 2004 7:17 PM CST

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Ryan & Laura..
Greetings from a very snowy Minnesota....12+ inches and still snowing... we are so ready to head to Houston and beable to see My Princess Miss Abigail, but we are just hanging out to make sure that she is strong enough and her counts are good enough to have visitors!
Would love to meet you both while we are in town, but not sure when we are coming quite yet!
The prayers will continue to be with you and hope the liver situation will improve.. Ryan has come such a long ways...Thanks to you & the love that you have for him, you are a wonderful person Laura... Stay strong !!!
Lots of Love & Hugs from MN
Chemo Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Monday, February 2, 2004 6:53 PM CST

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Ryan & Laura: You do not know me, but I found your site from another caring bridge family I follow. During my daughters nap today (she is 5 & 1/2 months) I read all of your journal entries. I just wanted you to know I was thinking of you and think you are both so brave to be going through this (not much other choice, huh :) ). You are in my thoughts and prayers and I will keep checking back! Hope its okay that I posted on your site!

Love,
Caryn

P.S. I would be a bone marrow donor or a blood donor in a minute, but they will not accept my blood due to MS. I wish I could though!!
Caryn Hursey <cidarling@yahoo.com>
Peoria, IL USA - Monday, February 2, 2004 6:11 PM CST

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Hi Ryan and Laura...Wonderful news and we will continue to pray for that liver. My daughter, Hannah,age 3 1/2 was DXW/NBIV on 06/02. We live 30 miles outside Houston. My husband, Tim, is a Gideon. An email was sent to us last week from the West Camp president asking to donate blood. We are very moved by your story and can relate to all you have been through as we have walked the same path. When I get weak from the flesh there is only one thing I can do and that is: Feed my faith and the doubts will starve. God have mercy on Ryan and continue to give you, Laura, the strength to get through one day at a time.
Brenda Glenn (mom to Hannah) DXW/NBIV 06/02 www.caringbridge.org/tx/hannah <wsu@wt.net>
Magnolia, TX USA - Monday, February 2, 2004 5:28 PM CST

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I pray for your healing and recovery and I pray for your family and loved ones who obviously see you as a special light in their lives.May God bless you and give you strength.
Frank Henry <Frank.henry@woodgroup.com>
Houston, Tx USA - Monday, February 2, 2004 3:07 PM CST

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Ryan and Laura;
Just checking in to say hello and the prayers are coming. Our thoughts are with you throughout the day. We are praying for your comfort and the healing of your liver. God is good!
Epp, Dona and Deven Lee <dona.lee@celebration.fl.is>
Celebration, FL USA - Monday, February 2, 2004 2:40 PM CST

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Laura & Ryan,
So good to hear of progress...but I know the liver can be trouble. Bethany's bilirubin went all the way to 38, then started falling back to normal. We tried reflexology, and just placing our hands on the body at the site of the liver. I know it sounds weird, but it seemed to help. Can't hurt anyway! I check on you daily, and I am praying for you both & the families.

Pam Groce <pamgroce@yahoo.com>
Spartanburg, SC USA - Monday, February 2, 2004 11:47 AM CST

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Hey Laura and Ryan!
Keep up with steady progress, I know you can, Ryan!
We'll keep our prayers going strong.

Karen <karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Monday, February 2, 2004 11:26 AM CST

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Been praying for you and your love ones. God is in control. You've been on
our prayer list at church since we first found out. We all feel you're so strong.
May God bless you.
Teresa McClure
Connersville, IN USA - Monday, February 2, 2004 7:24 AM CST

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Dearest Ryan and Laura,
Hoping that liver will follow suit soon and start healing and improving. We love you both and hold you close in our hearts and prayers.
Aunt B, Uncle D and Sam
- Monday, February 2, 2004 6:00 AM CST

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hi laura and ryan---we are thinking about you. hang in there. please continue to draw from each other's strenghts. be positive. love aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in usa - Monday, February 2, 2004 4:53 AM CST

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Yes we are new to each other seen Ryan web site on anothers site. I have to work all nite so Praise be to God I get the honor to pray and Praise God for Ryan VICTORY! Seen alot of cancers but the best I have seen its nail to the cross were our JESUS put it. One thing is for sure he said it is finished.The Holy Spirit showed me how mighty the back of cross is for today and the here and now. JESUS was beaten and whipped for all diseases and pain nail it to the cross and those nails will never come out.I Praise God for the cross and mighty working power of raseing JESUS from dead and his shed blood for my salvation and foregivness of my sins. But when I needed a complete healing for my loved ones its the nails I think of! This didnt happen over nite for me but I pressed on God more and more and allways reminded him its his word he wrote so he must honor it!! So please take this in love and not preaching. May you get a revelation like I have been blessed with. Love in Christ!
www.caringbridge.org/mn/rosie <jesusislord@juno.com>
- Monday, February 2, 2004 0:41 AM CST

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Ryan,
I can't believe how strong you are and what your body is enduring...I'm speechless!

Laura,
You are such an incredible woman...you remind me of how much we can endure and still hold ourselves with grace.

Ryan's liver,
Be a good liver and start behaving!

Lots of love,

Aili <amalm@sfu.ca http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/bryankinney>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Sunday, February 1, 2004 11:45 PM CST

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Laura & Ryan, I am so thrilled that things are looking so good. We just have to do some talking to that old liver and get it to straighten up. We need to continue talking the the Big Man Upstairs and get that liver healed up.

You are always in my prayers.

Anita Thebo <anrthebo@knology.net>
Prattville, AL - Sunday, February 1, 2004 9:35 PM CST

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Wow! I have been gone all weekend and am thrilled to see continued progress :) Hang in there guys...
Erika Tode <(erikatoady@wmconnect.com) / www.caringbridge.org/nm/stevetode>
Rio Rancho, NM - Sunday, February 1, 2004 9:20 PM CST

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So glad things are still going well...still improving. I'm praying that his liver will recover too. Stay strong guys!

Talk to you soon....kd
Kristyn Darling <kd.mail@sympatico.ca>
www.caringbridge.com/canada/mike, ON Canada - Sunday, February 1, 2004 9:10 PM CST

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Laura,
It's so encouraging to hear of all the improvements. You are right though, that liver is a toughie!! I hate to keep bringing Brian up, but he went through that too!! That gvhd is so tough, it really takes it's toll on the body. If it doesn't kill you, it generally helps ward off the leukemia in the long run....so, it's kind of a good thing/bad thing. Just keeping it in check is important. Brian's liver function studies were so bad for so long, we were really worried.....but, as you know, I will remind you, he came back from it, so there is always hope. I know you believe...I just wanted to remind you again....never give up. Keep your faith and spirits high!

Trying to stay warm here in snowy/cold Omaha! I bet you're nice and warm there!
Take care,
Niki <ndaubach@cox.net>
- Sunday, February 1, 2004 9:07 PM CST

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Dear Ryan and Laura~It is so comforting to know that things seem to be looking up in Houston. As frustrating as it is to have everything improving except the liver functioning, your faith has shown that prayer can overcome many challenges... liver included! Hopefully the weather is a bit warmer in TX than in other parts of the country (IN and DC included... brrr!). Take care and know you have an incredible prayer chain for recovery. Love~alicia
Alicia Weisenbach <aweisenb@gwu.edu>
Arlington, VA - Sunday, February 1, 2004 7:52 PM CST

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So happy to hear the good news from your updates Laura! I check the site several times daily, and want you to know that it is so inspirational to read all the comments from everyone, and you must know that you are truly encircled by prayer! Love you all lots!
Love, Lynn, Ted, Brad, Karl and Lauren
Lynn Pangrace <Lspan@adelphia.net>
Avon, OH USA - Sunday, February 1, 2004 3:02 PM CST

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Yahoo indeed. The news is excellent. We appreciate the updates.
Our love and prayers,
Aunt B
- Sunday, February 1, 2004 11:17 AM CST

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I discovered your page through the leukemia society website. I have been following your journey for a week or so now. My husband also has ALL. He was diagnosed in April and has just begun maintenance. I know you are facing trying times and I draw strength from your strength. I know God is using YOU every minute of every day to be a witness for the power of faith! You are doing that for me as I pray for you right now and also pray for the unknowns that all of us fighting this disease have ahead. We can do it! Fortunately, we don't have to do it alone.
I just wanted you to know that you are making a difference.
God bless you and keep you,

Tracy Holland <tbh@scottsboro.org>
Scottsboro, Al USA - Saturday, January 31, 2004 11:05 PM CST

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Bryan wanted me to say hi and tell you both that he's really excited that Ryan is doing so well. Ryan, don't forget that you have lots of other fighters out there rooting for you!!!
Karen <Karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Saturday, January 31, 2004 8:57 PM CST

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I love that..."No, thanks."
That was my best giggle of the day.
Keep up the good work, Ryan...and we'll all keep praying.
Lori Wightman <thewightmans@aol.com>
Amherstburg, ON Canada - Saturday, January 31, 2004 8:00 PM CST

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Laura and Ryan,
LOVE CONQUERS ALL!!! You two are an amazing team! God is so good. I am so happy for you. Enjoy your days together, feisty or not!!
God Bless,
Jody
Jody Poolman <jodypoolman@hotmail.com>
Charles City, IA USA - Saturday, January 31, 2004 7:01 PM CST

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Just a short note to tell you that we are thinking and praying for each of you and trust the progress will continue. We understand that your parents may be there. If so, please relay our thoughts.


Susan and Gary Reichanadter
Mooresville, In - Saturday, January 31, 2004 6:52 PM CST

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HI LAURA AND RYAN---WE JUST TALKED WITH YOUR MOTHER, LAURA. WE ARE SO APPRECIATIVE OF ALL THE NEWS. WE ARE SO PROUD OF YOU AND YOUR SPIRIT. HANG IN THERE. LOVE TO YOU. AUNT MIRIAM AND UNCLE NED
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in usa - Saturday, January 31, 2004 5:43 PM CST

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I love you laura! Hang in there babe!
Mags <mladd@purdue.edu>
W. Lafaytte , IN - Saturday, January 31, 2004 12:15 AM CST

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Hi Ryan & Laura,
Just happened upon your web page, and wanted
to give you encouragement. You're doing a great
job and Ryan is too. I wish you both the best of
luck with his treatment, and hope you're home soon.
We also live in Fl., on the east coast. I have a son
about the age of Ryan that is a cancer survivor and has just married. Also another son,
10,who is battling this too. I look at your
story and think of you often, hoping
that Ryan is pulling through and getting back to you soon.
god bless you both and praying for a speedy recovery.
Sincerely, Cathy
Cathy Reed <cjshuttlemom@aol.com, cb.org/fl/shawnreed>
Ft. Pierce, FL - Saturday, January 31, 2004 10:15 AM CST

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It sounds so much like Ryan "Hey I am under alot of stress!" I hope that this fiestiness is a sign of healing. Are Susan and Jimmy still their? If so tell them and Bob and Ryan I said Hi. And I love them. Hugs and Prayers from below 0 Indianapolis.
Connie Osborne <conosb52@aol.com>
New Palestine, IN USA - Saturday, January 31, 2004 8:21 AM CST

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Great news. Your news on "fiesty" made us smile. Hang in there and know you are loved.
xxoo
Aunt B
- Saturday, January 31, 2004 4:54 AM CST

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I'm so glad to hear things are getting better. You guys just hang in there and be strong. Your love and support for each other through everything has been amazing. I think of you both every day and my prayers are with you. Love Angie.
Angie Coleman <angcoleman23@hotmail.com>
- Friday, January 30, 2004 9:06 PM CST

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ryan keep up the fight. you are in are prayers (i hope they are warm when you get them...)hang in there laura. love chris and saralee
chris j <caringbridge.org/mn/saralee cjtwins125@hotmail.com>
wright in mpls now, mn - Friday, January 30, 2004 8:47 PM CST

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Fiestyness is good! I know my mom was happy when I started getting fiesty. YAY RYAN!
Alyssa
http://www.caringbridge.org/ny/lyssi/, NY USA - Friday, January 30, 2004 8:28 PM CST

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We are so glad to hear that Ryan is doing at least a little bit better.
We do give blood as often as we can, but I'm sorry to say neither of us is type AB.
Ed and Sheila Bishop <evsvbishop@aol.com>
Youngstown, OH USA - Friday, January 30, 2004 8:25 PM CST

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Hey Guys,
Back to say hi.
So glad to hear Ryan is feisty.
Cancer can never harm the spirit!
Way to go Ryan!!
Karen & Bryan <Karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Friday, January 30, 2004 8:04 PM CST

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dear laura and ryan----double thumbs up with the good news!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love you dearly---aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in usa - Friday, January 30, 2004 5:57 PM CST

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Laura,
Quick note before I get back to making dinner.....HOORAY!! I am so pleased to come and visit Ryan's webpage today and to find such happy news!! What a relief! One complication down, so now on to the rest! Little by little, step by step (and some of those steps will be backwards again before they move forward more permanently), you will knock out all those complications....at least that is my hope and prayer...it is very possible and I will be watching as it happens!!

I've got to run, but just wanted to say hi and hooray!!
Doing a happy dance for you here in Omaha! (or is that just my body shaking from the below 0 weather we are going through?!! hee hee)
Healing hugs to Ryan and hugs to you too!
Niki Daubach <ndaubach@cox.net>
- Friday, January 30, 2004 4:48 PM CST

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Laura,
I am so excited to hear about Ryan's progress. YEAH!!! It is amazing what prayer can do. Sometimes it is hard to totally trust in God, but He is the Great Phyiscan and the Ultimate Healer. I can't wait to get to come down to Houston and visit again.


Tina Roehling <tinaroehling@yahoo.com>
Brenham, tx - Friday, January 30, 2004 4:26 PM CST

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What a turnaround! Prayers DO work! We will keep them coming!

Epp and Dona and Deven Lee <dona.lee@celebration.fl.us>
Celebration, FL USA - Friday, January 30, 2004 3:44 PM CST

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I'm just in awe of the progress Ryan has made. It is truly a miracle. You and Ryan continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.
Sharon
Los Angeles, CA - Friday, January 30, 2004 12:15 AM CST

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Dear Friends, Praise God ! What great news! I can't wait until Iam able to share it with my church and many friends. As I said before
ALL THings are Possible with God. Love to All MaryEllen
Mary Ellen <kokomomary@peoplepc.com>
Laurel, - Friday, January 30, 2004 11:51 AM CST

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GOD TRULY ANSWERS PRAYERS!! PRAISE THE LORD FOR HIS MIRACLES. HE IS AN AWESOME GOD - it's wonderful to hear that Ryan is awake, aware and talking. Ryan, just don't give the nurses too hard a time (speaking as an RN). We'll continue to keep you in constant prayer for a complete HEALING and know that the Lord can and will do it! God Bless everyone. Love to all. Aunt Dorothy
Dorothy Mannarino <dorothy.mannarino@msnyuhealth.org>
Brooklyn, NY USA - Friday, January 30, 2004 10:49 AM CST

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Excellent news yet again!!! Great job Ryan. Keep up the good work. You're getting there day by day and hour by hour. Laura - you're a trooper, a pilar of strength for Ryan. Can't wait to read your update tomorrow!

Talk to you soon.....kd
Kristyn Darling <kd.mail@sympatico.ca>
www.caringbridge.com/canada/mike, On Canada - Friday, January 30, 2004 10:45 AM CST

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Wow, what great progress Ryan!
The power of prayer and healing is amazing!
Laura, I bet you almost fell over when you walked in the room and saw him sitting there w/out the vent!
YAY!!!!
Karen <karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Friday, January 30, 2004 10:38 AM CST

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Praise God! I am thrilled to hear the great news about Ryan's progress. You are both being remembered in prayer in Albuquerque.
Megan <mmwalsh@swcp.com>
ABQ, NM - Friday, January 30, 2004 10:08 AM CST

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Good Morning from Chilly Minnesota ...
Its 15 below this morning and I think our high is supposed to be 10 below...Brrrrr...
Anyways ~ WHAT AWESOME NEWS!!!! I bet you were in shock huh? That is so cool and it gives me to chills to think of how happy you must be with all the improvement Ryan is having! Lets just hope everything else falls into place now! With all the prayers you are getting how can it not!
I know this must be so hard on you to Laura... but you are the best for fighting right along with Ryan ~
Hugs from MN~
Lots of love
Chemo Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Friday, January 30, 2004 8:53 AM CST

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Praise God!!!!!! Prayer is such a powerful thing and I am so happy to hear that Ryan is doing so much better. Go Ryan!
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Friday, January 30, 2004 8:16 AM CST

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Laura and Ryan,
PRAISE GOD!!!!!!! Such wonderful news, it has surely made my day.I have every faith that Ryan will continue to move FORWARD. Thank you Laura for the updates so we know specifically what to pray for.
As always I send my love, prayers and hugs from Houston.
JoAnn Baker <bakerjo1@hotmail.com>
Houston, Tx - Friday, January 30, 2004 7:42 AM CST

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Laura, Ryan hasn't been forgotten in Rushville or Connersville, Indiana. I have had teachers, especially those that worked with Susan, praying for him. He hasn't been far from my thoughts and prays either. Prayers are answered. You letters have been wonderful and always positive. Thank you so much for you positive attitude. You are as remarkable as Ryan. God bless all of you. Lou Starkey
Lou Starkey <lstarkey@fayette.k12.in.us>
Rushville, IN USA - Friday, January 30, 2004 7:00 AM CST

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Wow! That is amazing news. We are stunned and thrilled. Our thoughts and prayers are with you constantly.
Much, much love,
Aunt B and Uncle D
- Friday, January 30, 2004 6:15 AM CST

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Ryan and Laura,
Wonderful news...you two are truly amazing.
Lori Wightman <thewightmans@aol.com>
- Friday, January 30, 2004 5:27 AM CST

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Hey Ryan and Laura,
Just checking in and letting you know that I am thinking about you!!!
Tina Roehling <tinaroehling@yahoo.com>
Brenham, Tx - Thursday, January 29, 2004 9:26 PM CST

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dear laura and ryan~I am so happy to hear that things at MDA are stable. after the turbulant week, you definately deserve good news. Know that I am praying for your continued strength and spirit. Give Rye a 'thumbs up' from all of his fans from the caringbridge community. love always~alicia
Alicia Weisenbach <aweisenb@gwu.edu>
Arlington, VA 22201 - Thursday, January 29, 2004 8:33 PM CST

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Hi guys...
Just checking in to let you know that I am thinking of you...how cool it is to see all the people that you have supporting you both...prayer is a awesome thing!
Hope all is well today!
Hugs from Minnesota ~
Chemo Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Thursday, January 29, 2004 6:54 PM CST

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hi laura and ryan---sure hope things are going fairly well today. we think about you all the time. in fact just by reading all the journal entries, many people are pulling for you. love to you. xoxoxoxoxoxox aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in usa - Thursday, January 29, 2004 6:06 PM CST

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Ryan and Laura,
I'm glad to read that Ryan continues his FORWARD motion. My prayers will continue for him to gain strength each and everyday.
As always I send my love, prayers and hugs from Houston.

JoAnn Baker <bakerjo1@hotmail.com>
Houston, Tx - Thursday, January 29, 2004 4:33 PM CST

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I am praying for you and your family.
Amy
St Paul, MN - Thursday, January 29, 2004 3:06 PM CST

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Hang in there, Ryan! You are amazing...my continued prayers for an awesome recovery.

Laura...you are so wonderful! You also hang in there! Ryan is such a fighter!
Erika Tode <(erikatoady@wmconnect.com) / www.caringbridge.org/nm/stevetode>
- Thursday, January 29, 2004 11:30 AM CST

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Amazing and wonderful news on Ryan's progress. My heart goes out to all of you. Our prayers are with you.
Love, Aunt B and Uncle D
- Thursday, January 29, 2004 11:25 AM CST

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PRAISE THE LORD FOR RYAN'S STEADY MIRACULOUS IMPROVEMENT! Thank you Jesus for the continued faith and strength you are providing daily to Laura and to Ryan's family during this difficult time, as we all continue to seek God's face every day and cry out to Him. I, too, join my voice with everyone else, your family and all your friends at Caringbridge, in lifting Ryan up in continuous prayer and rejoicing in the Lord. GOD BLESS YOU ALL.
Aunt Dorothy <Dorothy.Mannarino@MSNYUHealth.org>
Brooklyn, NY USA - Thursday, January 29, 2004 10:59 AM CST

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Ryan and Laura (and families)- We know of your webpage from the posting that Abigail's dad put on hers. We've been following Ryan's progress ever since. We pray for you every day. Remain strong and keep the Faith.
Sue West & family <gilbywest@hotmail.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Thursday, January 29, 2004 10:02 AM CST

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Dear Loved Ones,

Ryan's verse for the day:

Ps 28:7 The LORD is my strength and my shield; my heart trusted in him, and I am helped: therefore my heart greatly rejoiceth; and with my song will I praise him.

I am rejoicing in the stabilized condition Ryan is in.
My prayers are continually with you all and we know God's
healing hand is on Ryan and with the Doctors.

I pray your day will be courageous and strong in the Lord.

Love,

Aunt Kathleen
Aunt Kathleen <kathleen825@earthlink.net>
Eustis , Fl - Thursday, January 29, 2004 7:44 AM CST

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Laura,
Just wanted to let you know that I am adding Ryan to my prayer list and will get word out as much as possible for donations of platelets. Am currently AML2 PSCT Oct 2002 at MD Anderson and continue to be followed at BMT and live here in area. Have appts next monday, tues, wed at hospital and if there is anything I can do to help let me know. When we set up blood drives out of area for me. We made cards up with blood bank where I am originally from so people could donate and gave them my patient ID # at M.D. Anderson and they would credit my acct as you might say so I received fresh platelets. You can e-mail me at texsparman@aol.com if you would like to chat and could give me Ryans patient ID and blood type so I can try and get some local folks to come up and direct donate to his #.
Kevin Ribble www.caringbridge.org/tx/kevinribble/index.htm <texsparman@aol.com >
Pearland, tx usa - Thursday, January 29, 2004 2:40 AM CST

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Just thinking about you both and lifting you up in lots of prayers!
Tina Roehling <tinaroehling@yahoo.com>
Brenham, tx - Thursday, January 29, 2004 0:37 AM CST

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We found your site through someone else. We've been following your story for a while. Our prayers to you for continued improvement and steps forward. Best wishes.
Amy and Al Zirk
Amy and Al Zirk <allenz1@charter.net>
Madison, WI - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 9:53 PM CST

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sooo glad to hear of Ryan;s miraculous progress. May the Lord continue to reveal His power through this time. We continue to pray for your strength too Laura and your close family. THANK YOU FOR KEEPING EVERYONE SO INFORMED. WE LOVE YOU. Aunt Judy/Uncle Bob
bob and judy kime <bobkime@sprintmail.com>
Fairview Park, oh - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 9:36 PM CST

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Ryan, Laura, Bob, Susan and James;
We have been out of town on business (mostly business!) and just returned home a little while ago. I havent checked email in a few days or been on the Internet. SO glad to hear what sounds like promising news. We think of you all alot and pray for you often throughout the day. Please call us if there is anything we can do from here. Epp and I just gave blood on 1/18 and I could kick myself for not thinking about donating it in Ryan's name. Do you know how often you can give platelets? I will call the center here and find out. I will be in touch with you by phone soon. May God Bless and keep you all.

Epp and Dona and Deven Lee <dona.lee@celebration.fl.us>
Celebration, FL USA - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 9:18 PM CST

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Laura and Ryan-
A good day!
What more can we ask for?
Hang in there... one day down, one closer to cure.
Karen <Karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 9:01 PM CST

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Hi, I found his web site on another one. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I know all to well the GI problems. Keep your faith.

www.caringbridge.org/mn/dustin
Kris, Angel Dustin's Mom <buser_lady@yahoo.com>
mn - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 8:55 PM CST

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You're in our thoughts and prayers everyday. I check Ryan's page to see how things are going every day.

Liz & Gary Burns <algb1991@aol.com>
Ocala, FL USA - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 8:44 PM CST

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Another stable day - how wonderful. Keep taking it one day at a time...Thinking of you guys all the time.
Kristyn Darling <kd.mail@sympatico.ca>
www.caringbridge.com/canada/mike, On Canada - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 8:41 PM CST

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Hi we just found your web site thru Saralee's. We have become hospital pals. We are here a long way from home. Just wanted to tell you that we will be keeping all of you in our prayers!! My son Marshall is 10 and has been through a lot in the past five months with transplant but God had heard our prayers and I know he will hear yours!!! Take care, Kelly
Kelly Bennett mother of Marshall(10,FA) Amelia (3,FA) &Nathan 6 months <tkman5@hotmail.com www.caringbridge.org/la/marshall_n_amelia>
Covington (minneapolis for now), Louisiana - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 8:09 PM CST

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I heard about your page from Saralee's page. We are friends with her dad. Our prayers go out to you and your family. Hang in there and god bless.
Christine Warner <huntingnut2002@msn.com>
tamarack , MN - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 7:57 PM CST

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oh laura--sorry for the typo with your name with the previous entry.... aunt miriam.....i am so human....
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in usa - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 5:55 PM CST

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oh, laurra and ryan---the caring bridge's logos are so right: be there and helping others be in touch and informed. heartfelt comfort and feelings to you. love aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in usa - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 5:53 PM CST

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Hi there, we should be at MDA sometime on Monday. I'm hoping to start the chemo Monday instead of Tuesday. (Hoping? I know sounds crazy)We will be in the clinic so if you have a minute I'd like to see you. I'd also like to donate platelets if I can. I understand the need for blood and platelets. When Jordan had both BMT's he sometimes needed both twice a day and he didn't have the GI bleeds that Ryan has. Good luck, keep fighting Ryan and maybe I can help you in some way! Susan
www.caringbridge.org/ia/jordangrosclaude
Susan Grosclaude <Grosclaude@msn.com>
Marion, IA USA - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 5:25 PM CST

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It is good to hear some positive progress...God is looking down on you, Ryan, and all of your loved ones! You continue to be in my thoughts. We all love you and are pulling for you back at home! I know we are all being selfish for wanting to keep you here to ourselves but I just can't help it...you are such a wonderful person and none of us are ready to let you go...so hopefully God's plan for you is what we are all hoping it is...for our sake!
Love you,
Toni
Toni Osborne <Tiger804@aol.com>
New Palestine, IN - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 2:17 PM CST

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To Susan and family,
We will continue to pray for strength and courage at this tender time in your lives. We hope Ryan pulls through soon. Love Savi, Veronica, Gabe and Peggy (tutors)
Savi Braun <brauns@osceola.k12.fl.us>
CELEBRATION SCHOOL, FL 34747 - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 1:04 PM CST

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Our continued thoughts and prayers.
Much, much love,
Aunt Bonnie and Uncle David
- Wednesday, January 28, 2004 8:51 AM CST

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GOOD MORNING LOVED ONES !!!!

RYAN'S VERSE FOR THE DAY.................

1Ch 16:11 Seek the LORD and his strength, seek his face continually.

I pray that all will be well today and the Dr. will be able to help Ryan with his GI tract. It is wonderful to hear of his appetite. I pray for God to continue to strengthen him.
What a testimony he will have!!What marvelous works our
Living God has done.
Love,
Aunt Kathleen
Aunt Kathleen <kathleen825@earthlink.net>
Eustis , Fl - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 7:29 AM CST

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I am praying for Ryan's recovery and really happy about the progress he is making. May God wrap His arms around both of you and grant you strength and comfort.
Sharon
los Angeles, CA - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 11:20 PM CST

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You are both in our thoughts every day. We wish you strength and love.
Sara and Josh <joshandsara@rcn.com>
New York, NY USA - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 10:27 PM CST

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Yahoo!!! Another great day with baby steps forward. Remember as long as the steps are forward it doesn't matter how big they are - It's progress.
You guys are doing great - keep up your strength and determination.
Kristyn Darling <kd.mail@sympatico.ca>
www.caringbridge.com/canada/mike, Canada - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 10:01 PM CST

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hi laura and ryan---you are in our heart and prayers. hang in there. love aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in usa - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 6:00 PM CST

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Wonderful news...faith is such an amazing thing.
I'll keep praying.
Lori Wightman <thewightmans@aol.com>
Amherstburg, ON Canada - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 5:30 PM CST

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Laura,

I found your page through Karen's page for Bryan. I'm sorry Ryan is having a tough time right now. I've been checking your page for the last few days, and am keeping you and Ryan in my prayers. My little girl Melanie has ALL too - luckily she's done really well with treatment so far, but we know how quickly things can change. Can I just say that I hate this stupid disease?! The people you get to "know" though are remarkable - and that's part of what keeps me going. This Caringbridge community is awesome!

Take care,
Kathi - Melanie's Site <mom2melanie@chartermi.net>
Cadillac, MI - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 4:45 PM CST

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My family has started praying for Ryan and his family every night since Robert (Abby's dad) posted his website. I am passing along the address to have more people pray. The power of prayer is powerful. God bless you and give you strength and continued hope.

Iris Kerwin (Abby Ortiz's aunt)
El Paso, TX USA - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 1:45 PM CST

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Dear Ryan, Laura, Bob, Susan and James,
We continue to pray for God's miraculous healing and pray that you feel the prayers and love from all the people who are praying for Ryan and all of you! OUR GOD IS AN AWESOME GOD!!!!!!!!!! Wish I could be there to be of help in some way! You are in my thoughts constantly. Love you all very much, Lynn and family.
Lynn Pangrace <Lspan@adelphia.net>
Avon, OH USA - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 12:46 AM CST

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Ryan and Laura-
I just wanted to let you know that even though I am not there anymore, you both are always in my thoughts and prayers. I am awaiting jury duty right now, and thankfully there was a computer room here. Remember there is no stronger medicine than love, for this is God's greatest gift, in which we can feel strong enough to overcome any advisary. Laura, Thank you very much for the mention the other day in the journal, you know I would do anything for the two of you. Ryan, my dear friend, stay strong, don't forget to do your breating excercises, and know that we all love you and look foward to hanging out with you real soon.
Joel <Andross97@aol.com>
Orlando , Fl - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 10:14 AM CST

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Oh Dear Laura and Ryan,

I have not been to visit your website in a while and I am so sorry. A part of me feared what I would find when I came, knowing what it is like to face leukemia and transplant and all their complications.....now that I am here and have caught up a bit, I see that most of those things have happened. The roller coaster is draining, but you still have to ride on it don't you? I'm not sure you ever get used to it, you just hold on for dear life until the ride finally comes to a stop.......hopefully it will come to it's stop yrs down the road after a gradual slowing of ups and downs.......this whole process is horrendous, but the love and support you receive throughout are the most precious gifts.

I will remind you once again, when things look down and out, think of Brian......don't ever count Ryan out no matter how grim things look.....he has the strength to hang in there and fight, so you keep yours up as well. Like you said, if there is another plan, there is not much you can do about it. The only thing you have control over is your faith and hope and courage and sharing them with all those you love.

I am glad to see that Ryan has made some recovery and is showing signs of improvement. That is so encouraging, and shows how strong his will to survive is.

All the best to you both. I will try to keep a closer watch on you now. Let me know if there is anything I can do to help.

Niki Daubach (mother of Brian, now 7 1/4 yrs old, survivor of JMML) website: www.caringbridge.org/co/brianspage <ndaubach@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 9:44 AM CST

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I am speaking with Ryan's father now as he donates platelets, it is such a pleasure to meet him and to find out more about Ryan. My prayers are for you and with you.
Dorothy Reed <draglin@mdanderson.org>
Missouri City, Tx - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 9:27 AM CST

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Laura, Ryan and Families,
We are following your up-dates constantly! Our thoughts and prayers are with you always. God bless all of you!

Nancy and Tom
Zionsville, IN - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 8:51 AM CST

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We pray everyday for some small improvement on the way to wellness. Ryan is remarkable =) Stay strong! I have put Ryan's name in at our church's prayer group, and at my cousin's (who is a priest) church in West Virginia. The whole world will soon be praying for Ryan. I know God is listening. Love to you all --
Connie Osborne <conosb52@aol.com>
New Palestine, IN USA - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 8:16 AM CST

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Dear Loved Ones,

Good Morning !!! Ryan's verse for the day !!!!!

ISAIAH 40:29 He giveth power to the faint; and to them that have no might He increaseth strength.

I am so thankful for the good news and pray that the GI bleeding will cease.
Rachel & Anna sang "On Wings As Eagles" sunday night and dedicated it to Ryan. We are so thankful for the progress.
We love you all so very much. Heidi sends her love too !!
We will continually be praying for renewed faith in God as our substanance, healing, strength and courage to fight this battle.

Love,

Kathleen
courage

Aunt Kathleen <kathleen825@earthlink.net>
Eustis , Fl - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 7:27 AM CST

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Obviously lots of smiles across the country!!! You are all amazing!!! Hang in there -- know that everyone continues to pray and think about all of you...

John and Lynne Weisenbach <weisenbach@uindy.edu>
Indpls, IN - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 6:12 AM CST

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You never leave our thoughts and prayers.
Much love,
Aunt B and Uncle D
- Tuesday, January 27, 2004 5:54 AM CST

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Way to go TEAM RYAN!!

Vicki Hoffman <vhoffman@yahoo.com ~ www.caringbridge.org/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Monday, January 26, 2004 11:53 PM CST

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laura, i am so happy for you i just read your update.its hard at times to be so happy when you dont know what will be next, just hang in there it sounds like you and ryan are very strong. my prayers are with the two of you and your familys. love chris and saralee
chris j <cjtwins125@hotmail.com caringbridge.org/mn/saralee>
wright, mn - Monday, January 26, 2004 10:58 PM CST

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Ryan,
WOW! You are really a strong person and I'm praying that you will keep improving!

Kathy Haws
1000 Oaks, CA - Monday, January 26, 2004 10:53 PM CST

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Ryan,

I'm so happy to hear that you're doing better. I have to say, I'm not surprised at all, I always knew you were undefeatable. You are, by far, the strongest of our group and for that, and a million other reasons, I admire you. You're always there to give me strength and hope when I need you and I'm honored to return the favor. You are always, ALWAYS in my prayers and I know God has great plans for you, so keep your head up and take strength from those around you. I send love, prayers, hope and more prayers to you and Laura and just wish I could be there with you to hold your hand and help you both through. I pray that you never forget that your friends and family are all here for you, and together we will overpower this demond.
I love you.
Shannon Vodola <Gidget67@aol.com>
Orlando, FL USA - Monday, January 26, 2004 10:39 PM CST

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What wonderful and miraculous news! Hearing that Rye is giving a 'thumbs up' brought a huge smile to my face and warmed the heart. Our prayers for his recovery continue... love~alicia
Alicia Weisenbach <aweisenb@gwu.edu>
Arlington, VA - Monday, January 26, 2004 9:06 PM CST

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Praise God for He is good and gracious to those who trust His perfect will! I am thrilled with your latest news! Keep strong for each other! Susan, know that we, at the office, are praying for all of you! Love your family and know that your family here is sending daily prayers your way!


Diana Paulson <paulsond@osceola.k12.fl.us>
Kissimmee, FL USA - Monday, January 26, 2004 7:42 PM CST

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What excellent news!!!!!
Keep up the fight - you're doing absolutely great!
Take care........kd
Kristyn Darling <kd.mail@sympatico.ca>
www.caringbridge.com/canada/mike, - Monday, January 26, 2004 6:32 PM CST

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Laura and Ryan - this is Marla again, I heard about you through my work at Alliance Engineering and have been pulling for you to remain strong through these trying times. I want to share with you some thoughts - please always remember that God has a plan for each of His children. Having recovered from a horrific event several years ago and coming back to beat the odds, I am a living testimony that miracles DO happen when God's will is done. Praise God. I recall telling my loved ones the worst thing that could happen to me is I'd die, and actually that could be the best given my earthly condition and knowing in my heart what was waiting for me after this life. God had plans for me and threw me back, much to my chagrin at the time. (Thy will, not mine...) Always know in your heart to focus on letting God be God in your life, which you are doing an outstanding job at right now - everything else will fall into place. Your courage and faith is truly inspirational to all whose lives you have touched with your messages. God be with you and your family, your loved ones, and all the other people out there whom you've never met but are reaching out to you at this time. I've sure by know you believe there is a very good reason you are receiving these messages from 'strangers'...
Marla Guidry <mguidry@alliance-engineering.com>
Katy, Tx USA - Monday, January 26, 2004 5:45 PM CST

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LAURA AND RYAN---WE ARE THINKING ABOUT YOU. HANG IN THERE. LOVE AUNT MIRIAM AND UNCLE NED

ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in usa - Monday, January 26, 2004 4:47 PM CST

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Praise God indeed! Great news Laura! We'll continue to pray for Ryan's recovery. It certainly is a roller coaster ride, as you had said before, but it so good to read it is now swinging in your favor.
Bert, Suzanne and Abigail Ortiz <ltbert@aol.com (www.caringbridge.com/va/abbyallies)>
Chesapeake , VA In Houston for now - Monday, January 26, 2004 3:19 PM CST

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Great News!!! We continue to pray for you and your family.
The Gwaltney's (Abby's neighbors) <gene.gwaltney@prosoft-eng.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Monday, January 26, 2004 3:09 PM CST

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Thank the Lord! Your strength and devotion to life, health and God's will are remarkable. You are both truly admirable. Prayers continue to be said in Albuquerque.
Megan
Albquerque, NM USA - Monday, January 26, 2004 3:08 PM CST

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I just wanted to let you know that I check in daily and am constantly thinking about you. Stay strong and positive and I am sure more good things will keep happening.

Nicole Bolus <nbolus@indiana.edu>
Brownsburg, IN - Monday, January 26, 2004 3:00 PM CST

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YIPEEE!!!!
Keep fighting Ryan!!
You're doing great!!
Karen <Karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Monday, January 26, 2004 11:36 AM CST

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AWESOME NEWS!!!
Stay strong, you have lots of prayers heading to Houston everyday!!
Lots of love & hugs ~
Chemo Angel Sheryl

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Monday, January 26, 2004 10:53 AM CST

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WOW!!! God is soooo good.

I am praying very hard for you both
Anita Thebo <anrthebo@knology.net>
Prattville, AL - Monday, January 26, 2004 10:52 AM CST

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Laura and Ryan,
I found your page through a series of links from other pages. I am praying for you both.
Your Friend,
Carolyn
www.caringbridge.org/va/fisherc <oshelrina@aol.com>
Chesapeake, Va USA - Monday, January 26, 2004 10:40 AM CST

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PRAISE THE LORD!! You are TRULY a miracle - and I BELIEVE IN MIRACLES! Isn't the power of prayer awesome. Laura, you are someone to be emulated; your loving spirit is ever so present and you are an inspiration to all of us. May God continue to bless you and Ryan. I know He has great things in store for you. My prayers are with you.
Aunt Dorothy <dorothy.mannarino@msnyuhealth.org>
Brooklyn, NY USA - Monday, January 26, 2004 10:14 AM CST

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Dear Ryan,
I met your father on Thursday, January 22 as he was working on our computers and Timberline system. He is very proud of you! As a cancer survivor myself, I admire your strength and willingness to fight...your positive attitude and will to live will carry you through this dark time...Your life will be long and full of much happiness...You will touch everyone you meet and they will be lucky to know you!
Keep being strong...
Brenda Cheney
Brenda Cheney <BMCBRENDA@aol.com>
Houston, TX USA - Monday, January 26, 2004 10:12 AM CST

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Glad to hear that Ryan is improving. Praise God, from Him all good things flow. The entire choir at First Baptist Kissimmee is praying for Ryan. I pray that the improvements continue at a steady rate and that the new doctor is guided by God's hand.
Art Tweedie <tweediea@osceola.k12.fl.us>
Kissimmee, Fl USA - Monday, January 26, 2004 10:12 AM CST

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Dear Ryan
I pray that you have a healthy recovery for you and your family. I pray for the Doctors and nurses that they give you the best treatment.
Juanita

Juanita K. Wilkins <juanitakwilkins@aol.com>
Houston, Tx USA - Monday, January 26, 2004 10:10 AM CST

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Fabulous news! I am so happy to hear of Ryan's progress. Prayers are answered! Joni Taulbee
Joni Taulbee <taulbeej@osceola.k12.fl.us>
Celebration, FL U.S. - Monday, January 26, 2004 9:49 AM CST

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I am so happy to hear that wonderful news! You two are such an inspiration to me. Sending love and hugs as always.
Alyssa
http://www.caringbridge.org/ny/lyssi/, NY USA - Monday, January 26, 2004 9:01 AM CST

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My Dear Friends,

Praise God!!! What great news. ALL things are possible with God!!!!!!!!! MaryEllen
Mary Ellen <Kokomomary@peoplepc.com>
Laurel, - Monday, January 26, 2004 8:42 AM CST

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Laura, reading your updates on Ryan every day truly touches my heart. Your faith shines through as you talk about what you have been through and what you may face. My heart breaks for you. I have been praying for you and Ryan and have added you to prayer lists at my church. May God continue to watch over you and give you and Ryan both the comfort and peace that you need. I was so glad to read today's update to see that Ryan is doing better! The power of prayer is truly awesome.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Monday, January 26, 2004 8:38 AM CST

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This is terrific news!!! I am so happy to hear of Ryan's great progress. God is so good. Keep up the faith.
Tina Roehling <tinaroehling@yahoo.com>
brenham, tx - Monday, January 26, 2004 8:10 AM CST

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I'd like to second that "Woohoo"!!
What wonderful news!
I'll keep praying for continued success in Ryan's treatment.
...and thank you, Laura, for sharing your lives with us.
Lori Wightman <thewightmans@aol.com>
- Monday, January 26, 2004 7:43 AM CST

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God Be With You......
Linda Palaia <llpvep@aol.com>
Pelham, NH usa - Monday, January 26, 2004 7:36 AM CST

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Woohoo!

Keep the good news coming....sending all of my love.
Aili <amalm@sfu.ca http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/bryankinney>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Monday, January 26, 2004 1:57 AM CST

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This news today made my weekend!! I am sure you all are just as excited about Ryan's progress. He is such a trooper, and we are all so proud of him. Please let him know. Stay strong Laura, you are just as diligent in this battle, as Ryan is. You guys are doing wonderful -- and make such a GREAT team!!

Sending Calif hugs,
Vicki Hoffman <vhoffman@yahoo.com ~ www.caringbridge.org/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Monday, January 26, 2004 0:25 AM CST

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I AM SO GLAD TO HEAR THE WONDERFUL NEWS! Laura, your latest update has moved me to tears...I am so happy to hear that Ryan is dramatically improving. Is Ryan's new Doctor Kebriaei? If so, she is very nice. Steve and I met with her while we were at Anderson. Let me know.

Happy day and many more to come!

Erika and Steve <(erikatoady@wmconnect.com) www.caringbridge.org/nm/stevetode>
- Sunday, January 25, 2004 11:58 PM CST

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Ryan,
You are in my thoughts and prayers!
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Sunday, January 25, 2004 10:53 PM CST

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Just wanted to let you know that Ryan has candles burning in his name in a DC cathedral... I have been checking for updates and am hoping that he is having a better day than yesterday. We are all praying for his strength and comfort. love~alicia
Alicia Weisenbach <aweisenb@gwu.edu>
Washington, DC - Sunday, January 25, 2004 10:28 PM CST

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Dear ones -- Just keep trusting the Lord and we are praying and trusting with you. Whatever God chooses to do, it will be His perfect will in His great love. You have already seen many miracles thru all this. Laura you are so strong and we know it is only thru God's grace and mercy that you can do this and we pray He continues to give you that strength. We are greatly encouraged by your latest report.Don't give up. We love you
Uncle Bob and Aunt Judy <bobkime@sprintmail.com>
Fairview Park, oh - Sunday, January 25, 2004 9:35 PM CST

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"betta dayz are comin homeboy, keep ya head up" 2pac
my name is justin, i'm joel vodola's cousin, and am very moved by your story. get better soon
Justin Boxwell <BuiltToExcel@aol.com>
MIlford, CT 06460 - Sunday, January 25, 2004 9:27 PM CST

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Just wanted you to know I've been thinking about you guys all day...hoping and prayer for a better day tomorrow.
Take care.....kd
Kristyn Darling <kd.mail@sympatico.ca>
www.caringbridge.com/canada/mike, Canada - Sunday, January 25, 2004 7:35 PM CST

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Laura, you're a piLLar of STRENGTH to go through each and every day. I know many who would have failed at your task. Your unswerving faith and devotion to Ryan is a model to us all. You are MY hero! Mrs. V. & I were headed home last night and as we drove down Town Center Blvd. we saw the BRIGHTEST shooting star either of us had ever seen. As we were in separare cars at the time we both jumped on the cell phones to each other and said quick make that wish for Ryan! Love and prayers.
Joel Sr. <BigKubota@aol.com>
Orlando, FL Unityed States - Sunday, January 25, 2004 5:44 PM CST

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Thank God that Ryan continues to hold on! Where there is a will to survive their is courage and strength. Ryan is proving his will to live. We think about you and Ryan everyday.

{{{{Big Cyber Hugs}}}}

Erika and Steve Tode <www.caringbridge.org/nm/stevetode erikatoady@wmconnect.com>
Rio Rancho, NM - Sunday, January 25, 2004 4:03 PM CST

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Laura,
Bryan and I said some extra prayers this morning in our Heavenly Father's house. I am confident that he is watching over Ryan with love.
Karen <Karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Sunday, January 25, 2004 2:40 PM CST

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to all--we too are thinking about you. love, prayers, and comforting words are sent your way. aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in usa - Sunday, January 25, 2004 2:33 PM CST

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Laura and Ryan;
Prayers and good thoughts are coming your way. Ryan is in God's good hands. May He heal and strengthen him daily.


Epp and Dona Lee <dona.lee@celebration.fl.us>
Celebration, FL USA - Sunday, January 25, 2004 11:26 AM CST

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My Dear Friends,

With God ALL things are possible. Hold on to this truth.
Love MaryEllen
MaryEllen <Kokomomaary@peoplepc.com>
Laurel, - Sunday, January 25, 2004 7:44 AM CST

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You are all in our thoughts constantly.
We send our love.
Aunt Bonnie and Uncle David
- Sunday, January 25, 2004 6:45 AM CST

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A much better day today! My prayers for progress will continue, as always. Wishing for even a better tomorrow.

Hugs,
Vicki Hoffman - Anaheim, CA <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Mike Hunter’s Memorial Website , - Saturday, January 24, 2004 11:01 PM CST

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I was waiting all day for this update. It looks like good news.I think about you all day. I wish you all the best , much love Corrie

corrie van schaik <corrienon1@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Saturday, January 24, 2004 9:38 PM CST

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No problem Laura...we'll concentrate on saying lots of prayers and you concentrate on being there for Ryan. You are both doing so well. Together we will get Ryan through this. He is a fighter and the rest of us are willing to battle the fight for him. Sounds like he is still making baby steps and that alone is progress. Keep up all the good work. Take care and we will talk soon........kd

Sending lots of hugs and prayers your way!
Kristyn Darling <kd.mail@sympatico.ca // <A href"www.caringbrigdge.com/canada/mike">www.caringbridge.com/canada/mike</A>>
Mt. Carmel, ON Canada - Saturday, January 24, 2004 9:26 PM CST

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Dear Laura & Families,
Gary, Andrea's dad called me Moday & today to update me... I just wish I could give you a really big, long hug right about now. Ryan & you are always in my thoughts & prayers daily. You sweetie have been so amazing to me for so long since the day we first met when Ryan was getting CR that summer. As Ryan & Kristin had their BMT together,(1 week apart) you again reinforced my faith & strength that they both would get through. Just to watch your angelic face so full of courage & hope was refreshing. I know that this is the time none of us who have had to have meetings or face a minutes thought that we may lose wants to endure. Just remember that miricles happen and you are Ryan's. Right now I can hear Kristin saying that same thing she did when she got the news that she had relapsed and was going to have a BMT "I'll never give up mom, it's just one more step." I pray for many more baby steps for Ryan and I know neither of you will give up!
With much love!

Laura Bradford <<a href="http://www.caringbridge.com/fl/kristinhofmann"> ^i^ Kristin's page</a><clb1017@msn.com>>
Lake City, - Saturday, January 24, 2004 7:35 PM CST

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It is wonderful to hear that Rye is doing better today! I am sure he is glad to be surrounded by his friends and family. Laura, thank you again for you daily updates. I check several times a day, waiting to hear how he is doing. As always, Ryan and both of your families are in my thoughts and prayers. love~alicia
Alicia Weisenbach <aweisenb@gwu.edu>
Washington, DC - Saturday, January 24, 2004 7:30 PM CST

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Sending many hugs and love your way!!!

Alyssa
http://www.caringbridge.org/ny/lyssi/, NY USA - Saturday, January 24, 2004 7:03 PM CST

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we are thinking about all of you. please know that we are always here to help you in any way. love to you. aunt miriam and uncle ned

ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in usa - Saturday, January 24, 2004 5:36 PM CST

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Susan, Bob, James and Laura,
We wish we had words to comfort, but just know that we care.
Susan, Ben, Larry and Sarah Smith
Susan Smith <soozslick@aol.com>
New Palestine, IN - Saturday, January 24, 2004 3:41 PM CST

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Susan, Bob, James and Laura,
The news of Ryan saddens my heart. Yet I know that all things are possible with God. I also know that God's plan may not be our own. Now we must pray for God to decide what is best for Ryan; And for the strength to embrace that decision. You know I love you.
Connie Osborne <conosb52@aol.com>
New Palestine, IN - Saturday, January 24, 2004 2:39 PM CST

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Oh Laura,
I will maintain my belief that Ryan will beat this...I will maintain my continuous prayers for Ryan and for you...and I will maintain my fervent hope that both you and Ryan can feel the waves and waves of prayers that are coming your way. Let that be some comfort to you.

Lori Wightman <thewightmans@aol.com>
Amherstburg, ON Canada - Saturday, January 24, 2004 1:19 PM CST

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Dear Loved Ones,

GOD IS ABLE !!!!Our God is able to work miracles and promises us strength, comfort and consolation, for He is our consolation. We are in continual prayer for His promise of grace and help in time of need, and the "Peace that surpasses all understanding". Peace, peace, marvelous peace, coming down from the Father Above.

My desire is to let you know how much I love you all and
care so deeply. Please call me if you are in need of anything. Susan, if you need me there I'll come. If not,
I'll be in continual prayer.

I love you all so very much.

Love,
Aunt Kathleen
Aunt Kathleen <kathleen825@earthlink.net>
Eustis , fl - Saturday, January 24, 2004 10:52 AM CST

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Hey Laura,
Just dropped by, hoping for some good news.
I still believe he can overcome.
I belive in prayer, and will keep on praying for Ryan.
lots of love,
Karen <Karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Saturday, January 24, 2004 10:29 AM CST

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Dear Bob, Susan, James and Laura
We are praying for a mircle and most of all for God's peace and healing.We love you all.
Lynn and family <lspan@adelphia.net>
Avon, OH USA - Saturday, January 24, 2004 10:21 AM CST

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My Dear Friends,

I can'think of the words to express my heartache for all of you. I will be lifting you up in prayer continually.I am
here if you need me for ANYTHING !!! Just trust in the Lord.
I know how hard that is, remember I have been there. But the Lord is the ONLY one that can help you .He is always there waiting for us. Remember, I am here,Love Mary Ellen
MaryEllen <Kokomomary@peoplepc.com>
Laurel, USA - Saturday, January 24, 2004 10:07 AM CST

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Dear Susan and family,
My heart is so burdened for your family. Laura's devotion and great faith has to be such a comfort to you. I'll continue to pray for God's will to be done because Ryan belongs to Him.
Sylvia Teel <teels@osceola.k12.fl.us>
Kissimmee, FL USA - Saturday, January 24, 2004 9:39 AM CST

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Laura & Ryan,
I am praying for you daily, for God to wrap you in His loving arms and to give you strength and healing
Anita Thebo <anrthebo@knology.net>
Prattville, AL - Saturday, January 24, 2004 6:49 AM CST

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Dear Laura, Ryan, and families,
I haven't written in a few days , but please know that I've been checking your updates and praying for you all throughout each day. Your description of "the meeting" is all too fresh in my memories. We actually had "the meeting" several times. I know that there is very little that anyone can say to eliminate your pain and fears at this stage - but I pray that your burdens will be lightened by others praying for you all & in effect sharing them. I also wanted to share with you all two main scriptures that helped me face each day of Bethany's journey (and the days that in her case followed). The first was given to me by "Brother Jim" whom I know Ryan's parents know -it is Isaiah 41:10:
So do not fear for I am with you;
Do not be discouraged nor dismayed , for I am your God.
I will strengthen you and help you;
I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
And the second regarding Hope from our assistant minister Jimmy Knott (from one of his sermons during Bethany's illness)- Romans 5:2b-4:
And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perserverance, character; and character, hope.
I pray that Christ will prepare each of you to be at peace with any outcome - however I also pray even more strongly that each of you will maintain your hope and fight for life until God calls you home.
Love in Christ,
Patti McGowan

Patti McGowan <knack4golf@worldnet.att.net>
Orlando, FL USA - Saturday, January 24, 2004 6:45 AM CST

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Our hearts are full of compassion and we pray for everyone's comfort. Tears and words don't adequately express our feelings. Know you are loved.
Aunt Bonnie, Uncle David and Sam
- Saturday, January 24, 2004 5:43 AM CST

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we love you. aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in usa - Saturday, January 24, 2004 5:23 AM CST

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Laura,
My thoughts and prayers are with you and Ryan. May God bless both of you.
Sharon
Los Angeles, CA - Saturday, January 24, 2004 1:32 AM CST

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Hi you don't know me but I sure want to tell you that you are brave and so very strong. Reading your entry brought tears to my eyes. Wish I could give you a BIG hug and help you. I have no idea what it is like to have a partner with Cancer,But my best friends little girl is in remission. My thoughts and prayers are with you in this trying time
Kim <Skimmy_4@hotmail.com>
Castlegar , B.C. Canada - Saturday, January 24, 2004 1:07 AM CST

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Oh Laura, my heart is heavy reading about what you have gone through today, having to discuss and make decisions on things you shouldn’t be. But you know what, I am not giving up on Ryan – I’m praying in full-force asking for a miraculous turn for the best. The burden on you must be so difficult Laura, on this emotional roller coaster ride. I am glad that the other Cancer Wives were able to meet you and spend some time with you and Ryan. I just wish Karen and I could just jump in the car and make the trek from California. My boss is headed to Houston next week and I just wanted to sneak in his suitcase to be there with you guys. This is very tough, trust me I know, but continue to forge ahead tomorrow is another day and it may produce more positive results.

BIG cyber hugs to you Laura,
{sniff..sniff}
Vicki Hoffman - Anaheim, CA <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
^i^ Angel Mike Hunter’s Website , - Friday, January 23, 2004 11:42 PM CST

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Laura,
I know that Ryan is your life, but you must remember that you are his too. He will be with you forever. You will never be alone. God loves you both so much. You were chosen to be his wife. You can go on in your life knowing that God is carrying you. It is very clear to all of us that your faith and love for God has brought you through each day of this struggle with such grace. You should be very proud of yourself. You are an amazing woman and God is so proud of you.
I don't believe that God will "take" Ryan away from you, but rather, he will save him from his struggle. God does work miracles even if it means that Ryan will leave this world. But he will be "saved" and that means that he will be "saved" for you. Ryan will always be with you on this earth and ultimately you will be together in eternity. That is God's promise to all of us through the sacrifice of his own son, Jesus Christ.
My prayers and hope are with you every second of each day.
Jody
Jody Poolman <jodypoolman@hotmail.com>
Charles City, IA - Friday, January 23, 2004 10:13 PM CST

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Dear Laura,
I will continue to pray.
Hang on sweety.
Sending all the love possible,
Karen <Karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Friday, January 23, 2004 10:01 PM CST

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Dearest Laura;
My heart,love and prayers are with you and Ryan. Miracles do happen, and I'm praying that God will make it happen. I know you and Ryan are soul mates. I will keep on praying so that the outcome will be a positive one. God bless you both!
Love, Connie (Miguel's mom)
Connie <athena916@yahoo.com>
Ponce, PR USA - Friday, January 23, 2004 9:55 PM CST

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Laura you are right it is in God's hands now. You and Ryan and the doctors and nurses are doing all you possibly can to help Ryan get through this. You are fighters and will continue your fight - Amazing is what two are. Remember Laura, Miracles do happen...

Take care - sending lots of hugs and prayers your way.
Kristyn Darling <kd.mail@sympatico.ca>
Mt. Carmel, Canada - Friday, January 23, 2004 9:23 PM CST

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Laura,
It is with such sadness that I read your journal entry today. I am going to continue to pray for a miracle and that Ryan will defeat the odds. I enjoyed our visit on Wednesday and feel so blessed to have gotten to meet both you and Ryan!!! You are both incredible. In talking with you, I see wisdom beyond your years and I see how much you love Ryan.

My prayers are with you. Don't forget that God is a God of miracles and through Him ALL things are possible! Hang in there. You and Ryan have so many people that love you guys and are praying for his recovery.
Tina Roehling <tinaroehling@yahoo.com>
Brenham, tx - Friday, January 23, 2004 8:45 PM CST

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This is the news we hoped you would not have to share -- but there can be no doubt that your love, and the love of family and friends is continuing to help Ryan. I hope you know that you are all surrounded by people who care and who continue to pray for all of you. He is in God's hands - there can be no better place.
John and Lynne Weisenbach <weisenbach@uindy.edu>
Indianapolis, in - Friday, January 23, 2004 8:36 PM CST

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Laura,
My heart is heavy as I read today's journal entry. I know that Ryan is a strong person and miracles do happen. Trust that God is holding Ryan in His loving hands and will make the right decision for him.

Love,
Erika & Steve Tode <www.caringbridge.org/nm/stevetode www.erikatoady@wmconnect.com>
Rio Rancho, NM - Friday, January 23, 2004 8:16 PM CST

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Laura and Ryan,
I hope that a miracle happens for you all and Ryan makes a complete turnaround. My prayers are with you all. Don't give up hope.
Amanda Barrington <buffbirdstellstories@yahoo.com>
Virginia Beach, VA USA - Friday, January 23, 2004 7:51 PM CST

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Laura...my heart is breaking for you. There is still hope, and we're clinging to that!

Love, strength and hugs,
Aili <amalm@sfu.ca http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/bryankinney>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Friday, January 23, 2004 7:47 PM CST

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It is so difficult to be so far away. Laura~I cannot imagine what you may be feeling right now. All I can offer is my love, thoughts and prayers. You know as we all do, that Ryan would never want you to have such a difficult decision/time as what may lie ahead. He is strong, but at the same time, he has fought a long, and hard battle the past 3 years. He is one of my oldest and dearest friends, and one of my heroes. It is amazing to see the lives he has touched. When he was first diagnosed, I remember he told me that he wanted to write a book about his journey. I believe you have done that for him. Through your this website, your daily entries/update, photos, and words from loved ones and strangers alike... you have shared his story. Thank you. Knowing Ryan's spirit, I too am not giving up hope. He is always one to surprise us all and overcome the odds. I have no doubt that his medical team is providing state-of-the-art care and he is resting comfortbly. The other thing I know is to never underestimate the power of prayer. Looking at the number of times his site has been visited (10,000+) and knowing we are all praying for his strength and comfort, is overwhelming. Please let him know how much he is loved and how much he means to us all. love always~alicia
Alicia Weisenbach <aweisenb@gwu.edu>
Arlington, VA - Friday, January 23, 2004 7:47 PM CST

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Laura,
We're pained by the news we hear. Keep courage and have faith. All of you are in our hearts and prayers.

Aunt Christine & Uncle John
Stevens Point, WI USA - Friday, January 23, 2004 7:37 PM CST

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Ryan (my "2nd son") & Laura,
I appreciate the journal so when I don't talk w/Joel I can still get updaates. Great Job! Please remember that when babies walk, sometimes they fall ... but they always get up and walk again. Our love and prayers are with you tonight, last night and every night. We look forward to your return to Central Florida and your faces around our dinner table once again. (Give Joel 2 blinks so I know you heard me:-)
Mr. V. (Joel Sr.) <BigKubota@aol.com>
Orlando, FL United States - Friday, January 23, 2004 7:26 PM CST

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dearest laura and ryan---our continued thoughts,love,comforting feelings and prayers are sent to you and the families. oh, please continue to draw on the support of those that are around you. we all want to assist you. love aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in usa - Friday, January 23, 2004 6:23 PM CST

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Ryan and Laura;
Really happy to hear the positive news! Yesterday my entire Bible Study class at Community Presbyterian prayed for you. You are in our thoughts and prayers throughout the day. God Bless you,

Dona Lee <dona.lee@celebration.fl.us>
Celebration, FL USA - Friday, January 23, 2004 2:48 PM CST

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Hello Laura and Ryan,

To say that I send you prayers and love is an understatment of my feelings. Since we moved to Florida Ryan has been a part of our family and as such, as close as another son as I could have.I always picture Ryan, Joel, and Adrian together playing video games and talking big to each other over who is better and who is going to win.Ryan, you were usually more quiet but concentrated and the smile on your face when you won brightened a whole room. I pray that I see that smile again in my house. You at ease and just having fun. After all the trials you are going through now, you more than anyone deserve some fun, worry free playtime. I pray as I always do,several times a day for your full recovery.Like the video games, I know there is a quiet warrior behind that calm veneer who will never give up. Draw your strength from those around you who love you more than words can say. We are and always will be with you.
Love,
Mrs. V
Marlene <dsnywnder@aol.com>
orlando, Fl 32824 - Friday, January 23, 2004 2:32 PM CST

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That's great! I check your website several times a day and am thrilled with your progress! Prayers will continue to be said...
Megan (Erika & Steve's friend) <mmwalsh@swcp.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Friday, January 23, 2004 10:56 AM CST

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Dear Ryan, and the rest of my dear family.
GIVING ALL THE GLORY TO OUR GREAT AND AWESOME GOD !!!!!
Grandpa sends his love and GREAT CONCERN !!!!
We are delighted at the good news. P T needs to do a good job, Rachel & Anna are still waiting for you to take your nieces to Disney. YOU PROMISED !!!!!!!
We love you and are continuing praying for your recovery.
We pray your baby steps are strong and healthy throughout
the day. And
SUSAN...............CALL YOUR FATHER !!!!!!!!
Love, Aunt Kathleen

Aunt Kathleen <kathleen825@earthlink.net>
Eustis , fl - Friday, January 23, 2004 10:55 AM CST

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Dear Laura and Ryan,
Praise God for ALL of those baby steps!!!! I am so happy and excited to read about the improvements Ryan is making. My prayers will be for those baby steps to continue their FORWARD motion. Thank you Laura for all the updates, you are so unwavering in your love for Ryan, you BOTH are so fortunate to have each other.
As always I send my love, prayers and hugs from Houston.
JoAnn Baker <bakerjo1@hotmail.com>
Houston, Tx - Friday, January 23, 2004 8:07 AM CST

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Ryan and Laura,
Super!!
What more can I say?

Lori Wightman <thewightmans@aol.com>
Amherstburg, ON Canada - Friday, January 23, 2004 6:29 AM CST

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YEAH!!!!!
Great update, filled with good news!!!
As Bryan and my favorite movie character said it ("Bob Wiley" played by Bill Murrey, in "What about Bob?" said)... "I'm not slacking. I'm doing the work. I'm baby stepping." GO RYAN!
Baby steps are good as gold in this battle!
Ryan I'm so glad your best bud is there for you, I'm sure that he's helping so much!!
Laura, my prayers continue with you all.
lots of love,
Karen <Karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Thursday, January 22, 2004 10:16 PM CST

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Ryan.xxx
When Joel introduced me to you years ago,my first thought
was,What a nice young man you were. That was such an under-
statement. Your courage and strengh are such an inspiration
to everyone who knows you and have heard of you. It hasn't
always been easy for you, but BRAVERY seems to be your second name.
When I seen you in Nov. at the Yatch Club and gave you a hug,I was so happy to see you.
As I was walking away, I could hear all your laughter,and
was so happy for you all.
I will continue to pray for you Ryan, your family,and Laura.
May God bless you and bestow on you all his goodness.
I hope to see you and your smile the next time I visit Joel.

Joel's Nana Joan Auclair and Grampa Jean Auclair
Nana Joan Auclair <Lallysboathouse4@aol.com>
Milford, Ct. U.S.A. - Thursday, January 22, 2004 8:33 PM CST

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Baby steps are excellent!!! - they reinforce the fact that you are moving in the right direction. Keep up the great fight Ryan and Laura you are one amazing person - you are a pilar of strength for Ryan.
Keep pluggin away guys... you are doing great! Together we will all get Ryan through this. Take Care.....kd
Kristyn Darling <kd.mail@sympatico.ca >
www. caringbridge.com/canada/mike , ON Canada - Thursday, January 22, 2004 8:32 PM CST

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Ryan & Laura...
Just wanted to stop by and let you know that I am thinking of you tonite and will keep saying those prayers along with everyone else...
If you happen to get a chance to meet Abby & her family, please give them a GIANT hug from me...tomorrow is Abby's transplant day and I really think Bert & Suzanne could use a hug :o)
I will be going out of town tomorrow for the weekend, but will keep you both in my prayers and will check back on Sunday evening....
Lots of Love & hugs
Chemo Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Thursday, January 22, 2004 7:45 PM CST

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laura and ryan---glad to read all the latest updates. you are awesome. love, prayers, touch and spirit certainly make a positive difference. love to you. aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in usa - Thursday, January 22, 2004 6:15 PM CST

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Thanks Laura for the constant updates. I am sure your days are full and we appreciate you taking the time to keep us all updated on Ryan. Remember to take each day as it's own, and celebrate the progress made each and every day. Ryan is very strong-willed and his determination plays a big part in all of this. Keep up the momentum!!

Vicki - Anaheim, CA <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Mike Hunter's Memorial Website, - Thursday, January 22, 2004 4:09 PM CST

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With God all things are possible!Hold on to this truth.
Love to All of you. Mary Ellen
Mary Ellen Jones <kokomomary@peoplepc.com>
Laurel , In USA - Thursday, January 22, 2004 3:27 PM CST

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Hi Ryan and Laura,
We are sending prayers from Southern California. We check in on you every day to see if they are being answered. We have a special connection (Angel Mike) in Heaven so I'm sure our requests are getting attention. Laura, I know how hard it is to be strong but Ryan needs your constant support. You are doing an awesome job and you will have him home again soon. Appreciate the smallest improvement because it will lead to something bigger. We're all routing for you.


Barbara Hunter-Auxier (Mike Hunter's Mom) <bauxier@earthlink.net>
Fullerton, CA - Thursday, January 22, 2004 11:26 AM CST

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Dear Laura & Ryan,
I am so encouraged by the baby steps of improvement.
I will keep praying!
You are both on my mind a lot, hang in there.
Love IN Christ, Pam Groce
Pam Groce <pamgroce@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, January 22, 2004 8:09 AM CST

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Dear Ryan and precious family,

GREAT IS HIS FAITHFULNESS !!!!!
God's mercies are new every morning !!!!

I am so thankful for the progress that Ryan has made....
Martin, Rachel, Anna & I are in prayer throughout the day for our Dear Ryan and you all. We pray for continued strength and healing, each moment is so very important.
God's strength is made perfect in our weakness....what a comfort that is. We will continue in prayer and know God is at work in a great and mighty way. We are looking forward to the day we can say Ryan is a walking miracle,and to know his testimony will be of God's mighty works.

Please tell Ryan I love him and PLEASE give him a hug for me !!!

Love,
Aunt Kathleen


Aunt Kathleen <kathleen825@earthlink.net>
Eustis , fl - Thursday, January 22, 2004 7:43 AM CST

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Ryan,

We are your buddy Joel's aunt, uncle & cousins. We would like you to know that we are praying for your complete recovery and we hope that all our prayers on your behalf will be answered very, very soon. God bless you for your courage, your strength and your will to survive. There is so much love, encouragement and positive thinking surrounding you right now, and I hope that it inspires you to continue to fight this. Your parents and family are also in our thoughts and prayers and we hope that if there is anything at all that we can help with that they will let us know. Stay strong Ryan and believe! With Love, Prayers and Good Thoughts,
The Boxwell Family,
Robin & Blaine
Blaine III
Justin
Brianna
& angel Robbie
xoxoxoxoxo
The Boxwell Family <CrownJewel@aol.com>
Milford, CT USA - Thursday, January 22, 2004 7:04 AM CST

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Laura and Ryan,
Who would have thought that the word "stable" could sound so beautiful. I am so glad that some positive steps are being made no matter how tiny they are.
I will continue to hope and pray for you both.
Lori Wightman <thewightmans@aol.com>
Amherstburg, ON Canada - Thursday, January 22, 2004 6:55 AM CST

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Hello Ryan. I found the link to your page on Abbey's webpage. Sending you Aussie hugs and strength to help you through. Good luck tomorrow.

Deb
Deb Bingham <tartok@arach.net.au>
WA Australia - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 11:13 PM CST

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Hey Ryan. I wish more than anything I could be there with you right now. You are the strongest of us all. I thank God for that and for the unyielding love that Laura has for you. Most of all, I thank Him for giving me a second chance to get to know what an amazing person that you are. That has nothing to do with cancer, nothing to do with the unimaginable challenges that you face everyday. You were that way when I first met you back in Drama class. I was just too naive to see it.
You told me recently that you looked up to me in school. I hope that you know now that it is you that I look up to. I have seen your quiet, accepting faith bring together our group of friends; rekindle people's beliefs; inspire forgiveness; and move us all towards the men and women that God wants us to be. You leave me in awe without even trying.
Now you are on the threshold of defeating an enemy that would have leveled any one of the rest of us. For you and Laura and your family and those of us that have been lucky enough to call you friend, it has never been a question of if you would get better, but one of when. That time is drawing very near. I love you. Come home to us.



Paul Alexander Chauncey <xanderchauncey@yahoo.com>
Orlando, FL - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 10:43 PM CST

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Praise God for Ryan's progress today! We continue to pray for you constantly, and all my fellow teachers and students at my high school send prayers for you also. I check the website constantly, and was so glad to hear from you tonight! God Bless you and send you all a peaceful and healing rest tonight.
Love, Lynn,Ted, Brad, Karl and Lauren
Lynn Pangrace <lspan@adelphia.net>
Avon, OH USA - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 9:44 PM CST

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Dear ones - How great the Lord is! In our daily devotional it said that faith knows that God is working behind the scenes. May He continue to work as only He can in a supernatural way. We rejoice with you in all the encouraging little improvements although right now they are tremendous. If you need us to donate, please let us know any way we can help. Our love to Laura, ryan and family. Our prayers continue.
Uncle Bob and AuntJudy Kime <bobkime@sprintmail.com>
fairview Park , oh - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 9:15 PM CST

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THANK GOD FOR GOOD NEWS! I am so happy to hear that Ryan had a great day and is moving in the right direction. YEAH!

Love,
Erika <erikatoady@wmconnect.com/caringbridge.org/nm/stevetode>
- Wednesday, January 21, 2004 8:19 PM CST

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Ryan and Laura Marie and Families -- I really like the positive news. Baby steps is a good way to look at things right now. But breathing on your own is a hurdle. I pray that the spinal tomorrow shows only good things. Maybe we are beginning a healing process. Feel the love that surrounds you. Love, Connie.
Connie Osborne <conosb52@aol.com>
New Palestine, IN USA - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 8:15 PM CST

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Ryan, I love more than you know and I will always pray for you.You are just an amazing guy and I am just waiting to see you again and detail our cars together. Maybe watch a little star wars. Keep strong. My thoughts love and prayers are with you.
Alex V <iiquidshadows@aol.com>
Orlando, FL - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 7:37 PM CST

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That is wonderful that Ryan is breathing now on his own. Laura you are just wonderful and everyone appreciates your positive and compassionate spirit and all the updates. Our thoughts and prayers are with you all. Blessings.
Aunt B
- Wednesday, January 21, 2004 7:33 PM CST

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Ryan never ceases to amaze me with his strength. Reading that he is back to stable and breathing on his own is great news! Thank you for the continual updates. Your website is now the first page on my computer and I check it throughout the day for updates. Laura~thank you for being such a inspiring woman through your love and strength. I know how much Rye loves you, and your support (of him & his friends & family) is sincerely appreciated. Please tell Ryan that he is inspiring to all of us and we are praying for his recovery and continued faith. Love~alicia
Alicia Weisenbach <aweisenb@gwu.edu>
Arlington, VA - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 7:16 PM CST

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Hi Ryan and Laura,
We are friends of Jay and Jennifer, they have shared your situation with us. We wanted to let you know that you are in our prayers. Let God's strength bear your burdens and His power heal your illness.
Scott and Kristine Clark <clark1007@myexcel.com>
DeSoto, TX - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 6:42 PM CST

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hi laura and ryan. i found your web page from another caringbridge. i will be praying for you and your family. it sounds like you are a very strong young man and have a lot of fight in you. laura i know how hard it is to look at your loved one on a vent, and to have a nurse not know what they are doing.hang in there god is with you and your family.take care and god bless you. love chris and saralee
chris j <caringbridge.org/mn/saralee cjtwins125@hotmail.com>
wright, mn - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 4:39 PM CST

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What Cancer Cannot Do

We do not know the origin of the following lines. We do know they are important for every cancer patient everywhere, not to mention their families, their friends, and their co-workers:

Cancer is so limited ...
It cannot cripple love.
It cannot shatter hope.
It cannot corrode faith.
It cannot destroy peace.
It cannot kill friendships.
It cannot suppress memories.
It cannot silence courage.
It cannot invade the soul.
It cannot steal eternal life.
It cannot conquor the Spirit.

These lines were supposedly published at one time in an Ann Landers column.

Ryan, you have been in our prayers since we first learned of your illness. We know how it feels since both of us also have cancer. You have been an amazing patient. God must have given you courage, strength, and hope for each new day. You have the most supportive family and friends in the world. Remember that God is in control now and forever.
Jim Davis
Celebration, FL. USA - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 4:21 PM CST

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I just found your site today for the first time and felt compelled to browse through the journal history. I have been married for 6 years, yet together with the man of my dreams for 12 years. I see alot of similarities between you, Laura and Ryan. You truly seem to be soulmates and I think that you are such a beautiful person for standing by Ryan. He's very fortunate to have your support and along with your faith I hope he beats this horrible cancer. I will be keeping you and Ryan in my thoughts and prayers.
Danielle
Santa Clarita, CA USA - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 3:36 PM CST

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Ryan and Laura,
Both of you are in my heart and in my prayers. God must be hearing your name a lot Ryan. People from all over are pulling for you! The family says hello and they all love you. Keep up your strength and hope.
Love Toni
Toni Osborne <tiger804@aol.com>
New Palestine, IN - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 1:45 PM CST

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Ryan and Laura,
The strength and love the two of you possess is awe-inspiring. The power of prayer is definitely at work here...how can it not be.
All best wishes and thoughts of healthy days ahead...

Lori Wightman <thewightmans@aol.com>
Amherstburg, ON Canada - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 12:35 AM CST

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Hey guys-
Just dropping by to see what's going on.
Ryan, all this will be figured out soon and you'll be back on track in no time. Bryan wanted me to tell you hi, and let you know he's sending some healing energy your way.

Karen <karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 11:02 AM CST

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Hi Ryan - I'm your Dad's Aunt Dorothy from New York. I just received your e-mail address from your Dad and would like to add my prayers along with all your wonderful family and friends' prayers for your complete recovery. You are in God's hands which is a wonderful place to be for He says in Isaiah 41:10 "Fear not; for I am with you; be not dismayed; forI am your God; I will strengthen you; yea, I will help you; yea, I will uphold you with the right hand of My righteousness." Hang in there. I know God's blessings are with you and Laura. You are so lucky to have such a wonderful, caring relationship with Laura and your photos are awesome. My prayer is that she be comforted and remember that God loves her dearly. Know that your six Petrek Aunts and Uncles keep in close touch with each other and pray for you. It looks like like you are in good hands in that hospital. God Bless you and Laura. Continue to praise Him. Regards to James and your Mom and Dad. Love Aunt Dorothy

Dorothy Mannarino <Dorothy.Mannarino@msnyuhealth.org>
Brooklyn, NY USA - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 10:34 AM CST

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It was good to read the news that Rye's gvhd seems to be under control. Though I am finding it difficult to imagine Rye under such conditions, I am sure he is still fighting with all his might. My prayers continue to be for his strength, hope, and most of all, comfort. He would be so happy to read about all of the lives he is touching, and how many people love, care and are praying for him. May God give you all the strength and love to endure this challenging time. love~alicia
Alicia Weisenbach <aweisenb@gwu.edu>
Arlington, VA 22201 - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 10:21 AM CST

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Hi Ryan, sorry you did not here from me for a long time,my life did change alot and when i am in orlando i almost always stay only for the night,also i don't have anymore your ore your dads telepfonenumber.I am sorry to here your condition did change again and wish you the best and hope you still likes the camaro, also i always remember the good time we always had together and special the shows we did with the goldenmermaid. I hope we can meet each other in the near futere.
egbert
velp, netherlands - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 9:44 AM CST

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Laura,
I found Ryan's website through another caringbridge site and feel compelled to check on Ryan every day. My prayers are with you and Ryan as you go through this difficult time in your life. Praise God that you are able to be by his side and comfort him, and may the many prayers offered for the two of you bring comfort to you.
Briana Roehling <brianaroehling@hotmail.com>
Pflugerville, TX - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 8:08 AM CST

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Sending lots of hugs and prayers your way. Keep up the great work guys.. .....kd
Kristyn Darling <kd.mail@sympatico.ca // www.caringbridge.com/canada/mike>
Mt. Carmel, On Canada - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 8:07 AM CST

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Good morning Laura and Ryan,
Dropping by to say HI and let you both know you're in my thoughts and prayers. I pray today brings more improvements to Ryan's condition. Laura it's good to know you have family and friends there with you.
As always I send my love, prayers and hugs from Houston.
JoAnn Baker <bakerjo1@hotmail.com>
Houston, Tx - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 7:50 AM CST

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Laura,

Thank you for taking the time to post updates, as we are all concerned and praying for you both. Your strength during this all is truly amazing and commendable. Keep up the great support for Ryan -- I'm sure he appreciates you more than words can even say.

Hugs from CA,
Vicki Hoffman - Anaheim, CA <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Mike Hunter’s Website , - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 0:16 AM CST

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Ryan,
I'm thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers! Hope you have a great nurse tonight, someone who is gentle and nice!
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 10:08 PM CST

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Ryan
I love you and you continue to be in my every thought!

Toni Osborne <tiger804@aol.com>
New Palestine, IN - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 8:27 PM CST

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dear laura and ryan---thinking about you. heartfelt caring thoughts to you. love aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in usa - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 6:26 PM CST

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Dear Ryan,

You have a very loving and caring family and friends... I aspire to be a part of the same...Though I am from India, I beieve all Gods are the same... I also believe that good things happen with good people...Everytime I pray for my family, I am praying for you... Remember Ryan, you still have many more dreams to realize and reach the epitome of success...so get up as early as possible and get going...
Take care
Vikram

MKM Engineering, Inc.
Vikram Karandikar <karandikarv@mkmengineers.com>
Houston, - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 4:56 PM CST

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Ryan,
Just wanted to give you a shout and let you know that you've been on my mind a lot lately. I've been keeping up with you through my mom, so if your nose has been itching, that's an easy mystery to solve...we've been talking about you!!! Keep those spirits up and know that my thoughts and prayers are focused on you.
Love,
Kristy
Kristy Osborne <kwatts76@yahoo.com>
Dallas, TX 75220 - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 2:26 PM CST

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Ryan and Laura,
I check on ya'll every day. I am glad that the GVHD is under control. I hope that Ryan gets off the vent and out of the ICU soon. Sending prayers your way.

Amanda Barrington <buffbirdstellstories@yahoo.com>
virginia beach, Va USA - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 1:53 PM CST

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May the prayers of many angels around the world and in heaven keep you and bless you.

Your Dad, Bob, has been such a help to us at TSCS.
Laurie Holliday (TSCS, Inc.) <lholliday@stic.net>
San Antonio, TX USA - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 1:52 PM CST

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Hey Ryan and Laura-
Hope today's tests start showing some improvements.
Laura, you continue to amaze me with your strength.

Karen <karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 12:16 AM CST

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We'll keep praying.
Floyd D. Campbell <fcdccampbell@sbcglobal.net>
Houston, TX USA - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 10:51 AM CST

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Laura and Ryan,
I am praying so hard for Ryan's discomfort to ease.Laura, I can't thank you enough for keeping us updated on Ryan's condition. With everything else you are going through, you are still thoughtful enough to update. You are truly an amazing young woman, so strong and full of God's love.
As always I send my love, prayers and hugs from Houston.

JoAnn Baker <bakerjo1@hotmail.com>
Houston, Tx - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 10:43 AM CST

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Ryan and Laura,
We are keeping the prayers coming and thinking of you often!
Stacey and Tina Roehling <tinaroehling@yahoo.com>
brenham, tx - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 8:42 AM CST

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My Dearest Ryan and Laura,

Another day to see how faithful our God is and how by trusting in His Son we have His grace and mercy that is new every morning. I pray that you will feel His comfort and strength and peace for today. I am also in continual prayer
for your healing, for we all know the "Great Physician" and
God can do marvelous works throughout the day. My heart breaks to see you having to go through this, if it wasn't
for our faith in His Son, how could we stand?

Laura, Please tell Ryan that I love him so very much, and
care so deeply for him. Please sing the "old hymns" to
him if you are able to, they have great comfort in them.
Moment by Moment I'm Kept in His Love,
Great is thy Faithfulness,
Day by day with every passing moment, strength I find to meet my trials there.

I do love you all and am praying for each of you.

Love,

Aunt Kathleen
Aunt Kathleen <kathleen825@earthlink.net>
Eustis , fl - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 8:40 AM CST

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Ryan, Our prayers are with you. Abby is our neighbor. Both of you are special people. God Bless.
The Gwaltney's <gene.gwaltney@prosoft-eng.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 8:39 AM CST

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Laura and Ryan, we are all thinking of you. Fondly, Mrs. Taulbee's 3rd grade class.
Joni Taulbee <taulbeej@osceola.k12.fl.us>
Celebration, FL U.S. - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 8:26 AM CST

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Ryan & Laura
I got your web page info from Abbys page and had to come by to tell you that I will add you to my prayer list...

Ryan~ You keep fighting, it sounds like you a strong young man and you have a beautiful gal by your side waiting for you to get better!

Laura~ You seem like such a wonderful and caring person.. you keep fighting also..take time for yourself and stay strong!!

Lots of hugs & prayers to you both!
Chemo Angel Sheryl




Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 8:24 AM CST

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A LITTLE GOOD NEWS =) WE ARE PRAYING FOR THE DAY ALL GOOD NEWS TAKES OVER THE PAGE. MAY GOD'S ANGLES WATCH OVER YOU AND BRING YOU BACK TO US. LOVE, CONNIE
CONNIE OSBORNE <CONOSB52@AOL.COM>
NEW PALESTINE, IN USA - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 8:14 AM CST

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Ryan, I was referred to you by both Bryans and Abby, so you must be one amazing guy! I am so sorry to see all you are goign through and find a little comfort in that the GvHD is coming under control better, I hope everything else falls into place for you soon. Keeping you in our thoughts and prayers,
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~ <Chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, January 20, 2004 7:44 AM CST

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Laura,
Your strength and courage is so important to Ryan's recovery. Hopefully, he'll be over this bout soon now that it seems the GVHD is under control. We hope the side effects from the meds subside quickly. You are doing a tremendous job Laura. God bless you both as we lift you in prayer.
Bert, Suzanne and Abigail (caringbridge.com/va/abbyallies) <ltbert@aol.com>
Chesapeake, VA - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 6:27 AM CST

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Laura and Ryan,
May you be filled with God's comfort and peace.
Heartfelt compassion and love.
Aunt Bonnie, Uncle David and Sam
- Tuesday, January 20, 2004 5:00 AM CST

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Dear Laura, Ryan, & families -
You remain in my prayers...continually.

Patti McGowan <knack4golf@worldnet.att.net>
Orlando, FL - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 0:25 AM CST

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Laura,
Thank you for taking the time to update us through this difficult time. "You can trust God right now to supply all your needs for today. And if your needs are more tomorrow, His supply will be greater also." - Quoted from Words of Comfort.

Lots of love and continued prayers,
Erika and Steve <erikatoady@wmconnect.com/www.caringbridge.org/nm/stevetode>
- Tuesday, January 20, 2004 0:13 AM CST

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Ryan;
Keep up the good fight. We are on your side and praying for you. We keep thoughts of you and your family in our hearts. God bless and keep you,
Dona Lee
Epp, Dona and Deven Lee <dona.lee@celebration.fl.us>
Celebration, FL USA - Monday, January 19, 2004 11:37 PM CST

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Thinking of you both and sending lots of prayers your direction!

Vicki - Anaheim, CA <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Mike Hunter’s Website , - Monday, January 19, 2004 11:26 PM CST

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Thinking and praying for you. I am checking the website hourly and hoping 'no news is good news.' We all love and care about you... love~alicia
Alicia Weisenbach <aweisenb@gwu.edu>
Arlington, VA 22201 - Monday, January 19, 2004 11:14 PM CST

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Dear Ryan,
I want you to know how much your dad loves and cares for you. I want you to know that all of MKM Engineers is praying for your speedy recovery and is sending angels to your bedside to see you through this. You are so handsome, young, and strong. We pray you will keep your strength and fight this terrible disease. You are so very brave to have gone through two bone marrow transplants so far. I can't imagine the kind of courage and faith that took, but you and your family had it.

May God bless you in these hours and may you find comfort in all the prayers that are being said for you,

Linda Woodward
LInda Woodward <lindawoodward@mindspring.com>
- Monday, January 19, 2004 9:16 PM CST

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We have a large group praying for you at TSCS.
Mike Winkelmann <mwink@tscsinc.com>
Houston, TX USA - Monday, January 19, 2004 9:09 PM CST

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Warm thoughts and prayers to you from Wisconsin.
Jodi Froehlich <froehlic@dwave.net>
Wausau, WI - Monday, January 19, 2004 8:29 PM CST

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we just keep thinking about you. love aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in usa - Monday, January 19, 2004 7:30 PM CST

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You are in our thoughts and prayers.
The Stepusins <nestepusin@hotmail.com>
Celebration, FL - Monday, January 19, 2004 6:33 PM CST

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Love, Hugs and many, many Prayers are continuing to be sent your way as we begin the new week. Just wanted you to know that!
Love, Lynn, Ted, Brad, Karl and Lauren
Lynn Pangrace <lspan@adelphia.net>
Avon, OH USA - Monday, January 19, 2004 6:07 PM CST

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As others have said, thank you for taking precious time to keep those of us far away in touch -- you have been in our prayers from the onset, even though many of us haven't communicated directly until now. Know that your journey and your courage is an inspiration -- God is watching over you and has Ryan in His hands...

John and Lynne Weisenbach <weisenbach@uindy.edu>
Indianapolis, IN - Monday, January 19, 2004 5:55 PM CST

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Laura and Ryan - I received an urgent prayer request today on my e-mail at work and could not help but respond. There are so many people here at Alliance Engineering that are lifting you up in prayer, loving, caring people who have never met you but share your love for our Lord and are moved by your determination and faith. Always know that God's will is pure and simple, and it is by God's will that so many strangers are praying for you during this trying time. Accept this heartfelt brotherly love that is being poured over you and know that you are truly blessed. May it comfort you always. You will be in my thoughts and prayers and I hope someday to meet both of you in person to give you a big ol' Texas hug! (I'm told I give good ones... *smile*)
Marla Guidry <mguidry@alliance-engineering.co,>
Katy, Tx USA - Monday, January 19, 2004 5:28 PM CST

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dearest laura and ryan--we are anxious to receive the latest updates. so many of us feel so helpless and wish we could could do something to assist you guys. our support is via prayers, mental thoughts, shoulders to lean on, cards, e -mails and calls. feel the concern. aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in usa - Monday, January 19, 2004 5:11 PM CST

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Ryan, though we have not met, I saw your Dad briefly at the office today and sent my prayers and hopes for your recovery. You know hope to a Christian is more than just wishing, it is based on God's promises. We are praying for your healing.

By the way we met your Mom at the company Christmas party, what a treat that was for us. Your old man is also one of the best and you brought him to us at just the right time.

Keep chunkin'. Bob Griffith
Bob Griffith <bgriffith@tscsinc.com>
Houston, TX USA - Monday, January 19, 2004 4:42 PM CST

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Just wanted to let you know that we at Texas State Construction Systems in Houston have been thinking of you all and praying for you and Ryan.

It is amazing how someone can inspire even those he has never met!
Rob Griffith <rgriffith@tscsinc.com>
Houston, TX USA - Monday, January 19, 2004 4:12 PM CST

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Dear Laura & Ryan - Please know that our thoughts and prayers are with you both. God is with you and so is our love. - The Weisenbachs
Christy Weisenbach <cweisenb@butler.edu>
Indianapolis, IN US - Monday, January 19, 2004 12:42 AM CST

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It can be seen and it can be felt ... God's caring love is surrounding Ryan this very moment! Our thoughts and prayers are with Ryan and family.
Family at Alliance Engineering <rmarshal@alliance-engineering.com>
Houston, Tx - Monday, January 19, 2004 12:31 AM CST

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Hey Laura!
Loved your new pics!
You two are too cute together!
Tell Ryan to hurry up and get better... so you guys can go on another cruise!
Glad the doctors and nurses are keeping such a good handle on everything. Laura you hang in there!
Karen <karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Monday, January 19, 2004 11:15 AM CST

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Dear Laura and Ryan,
Thank you so much for faithfully updating this website. It is truly helpful to all of your friends and family. We feel helpless, so please know that our thoughts and prayers are with you always. We know you have courage, faith, strength and love. Laura, we are glad your mother is there with you. Give her a hug for us.
Love, Nancy and Tom
Nancy and Tom <wills_nancy@hotmail.com>
Zionsville, IN - Monday, January 19, 2004 10:36 AM CST

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THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE UPDATES. I CANNOT BEGIN TO UNDERSTAND HOW HARD IT MUST BE. BUT WE WAIT EVERYDAY TO SEE HOW OUR RYAN IS FAIRING. PRAYERS AND LOVE SURROUND YOU. I HOPE THAT YOU CAN FEEL SOME OF IT.
Connie Osborne <CONOSB52@AOL.COM>
New Palestine, IN USA - Monday, January 19, 2004 8:54 AM CST

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Our heart reaches out to you. Laura, your strength and love is amazing. We struggle to find the right words. We pray for God's closeness to all of you. Thank goodness Ryan is not in pain and he feels the love from so many. We lift you in prayer.
Love, Aunt Bonnie, Uncle David and Sam
- Monday, January 19, 2004 7:09 AM CST

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This website is truly amazing and so are you Laura for keeping a clear head and updating. There must be hundreds of people who come to this side. We all have one thing in common we love Ryan. And we are all holding our breath and following every update you give us. I am thinking of all of you.Bob.Susan, James, Laura and Ryan. And you are all in my heart.
You have been so strong Susan. Also my parents wish you all the best and are thinking of you. Thanks for being part of my life.
Much love Corrie.

corrie van schaik <corrienon1@aol.com>
orlando, fl United States - Monday, January 19, 2004 3:36 AM CST

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Laura,

Your strength shines through your writing....like I've said before....you are truly full of grace.

Ryan is obviously so, so loved,
Aili <amalm@sfu.ca http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/bryankinney>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Monday, January 19, 2004 0:22 AM CST

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It is comforting to hear that Ryan is not in pain. I am sure his spirit is high, having you all close by his side. Though I am far away in miles, please know my love and prayers are with you all. I also want Laura to know how much we appreciate her updates and the great new photos on the website. My heart is aching for you, but I have no doubt that Rye's spirit is still strong. He is a model of strength, determination and incredible faith. Please know that I am here if you need anything... love~alicia
Alicia Weisenbach <aweisenb@gwu.edu>
Arlington, VA 22201 - Monday, January 19, 2004 0:13 AM CST

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Just wanted to let you know you are in my thoughts and prayers. I've forwarded your website to others and asked them to pray as well.
Megan Walsh (Erika & Steve Tode's friend) <mmwalsh@swcp.com>
Albuquerque, NM - Sunday, January 18, 2004 11:10 PM CST

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Laura and Ryan,
hey guys! i'm hoping today has been good and that ryan you are feeling better. i've said many prayers today.

lots of love
Karen <karen@sdsu.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, ca usa - Sunday, January 18, 2004 10:15 PM CST

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"Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you where ever you go." Josh.1:9. In a situation like this can you imagine how terrifying it must be without Christ. I do not mean to make light of your situation but our faith in Christ brings light, hope and joy in the darkess moments. We are praying and we are praying for a miracle. This is a time when one can really learn what it means to "trust in the Lord with your whole heart."

Bob's friend and colleague,

George Roland <g.roland@earthlink.net>
Houston, Tx - Sunday, January 18, 2004 9:08 PM CST

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Dear Laura, Thanks so much for the Christmas card. I think about you guys all the time. My heart is broken for you and Ryan. I hate that Ryan has to go through this awful ordeal again. I know what you and Ryan's family has gone through is very rough. Please know that I am praying for healing of Ryan's body and for you too. You guys are so special to me. Many, many wonderful memories I have of you. Remember Hershey bar and Ryan's Ativan high. Or was it Demerol. It's not important. I can not imagine seeing Ryan in ICU on a ventilator so I know days are hard for you like never before. Ryan is so strong. If anybody can pull through, it's Ryan. Stay strong Laura. God's in control and he's got you both in his hands. I love you. Please give Ryan my love.



Carol Preston <cpreston@lwol.com>
Brooker, FL USA - Sunday, January 18, 2004 7:29 PM CST

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Laura and Ryan,
Thank God that He can be strong for us when we just can't do it ourselves. I continue to pray for you both, as well as, your mom, Susan, who loves you greatly! Keep the faith! God loves you greatly too!


Diana Paulson <paulsond@osceola.k12.fl.us>
Kissimmee, FL USA - Sunday, January 18, 2004 7:13 PM CST

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We are praying for you and think of you often.
Epp and Dona Lee <dona.lee@celebration.fl.us>
Celebration, FL USA - Sunday, January 18, 2004 6:14 PM CST

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Praying for you guys! I think about you a lot. We may be heading down to MDA again in a couple of weeks. If you need a break or something let me know. We'll be in the clinic for 5 days and hopefully not inpatient. (No offense) We just want little discomfort for Jordan. He's been in the hospital way too much in the last 3 years! I will check on you soon. Keep the faith!
Love, Susan
www.caringbridge.org/ia/jordangrosclaude
Susan Grosclaude <Grosclaude@msn.com>
Marion, IA USA - Sunday, January 18, 2004 5:17 PM CST

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I've been thinking of you both all day...
I'm still praying and hoping.
Lori <thewightmans@aol.com>
Amherstburg, Canada - Sunday, January 18, 2004 5:07 PM CST

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It's already after 5 p.m. and there is not an update. I am worried. I am going to try to call the Hospital. I am praying every minute. I love you all.
Connie Osborne <conosb52@aol.com>
- Sunday, January 18, 2004 4:13 PM CST

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Dear Friends,

With GOD, All things are possible!!! Susan, you know what I told you Friday. If you need me I am here, that goes for anyone there. It is so hard but keep your thoughts focused of the Lord and that HE can do. He is the great one!!I love you all. You are in my Prayers. Love and Prayers, MaryEllen
Mary Ellen Jones <Kokomomary@peoplepc.com>
Laurel, In USA - Sunday, January 18, 2004 3:53 PM CST

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Dear Susan and Family,
Today is Sunday, the 18th and I don't find any entry update from anyone which makes me feel really uneasy. But nevertheless, I'll continue to pray for you and your family and most of all that God's will be done. You're a very strong family unit and just continue to lean on the Lord for each day's new need.
Sylvia Teel <teels@osceola.k12.fl.us>
FL - Sunday, January 18, 2004 3:28 PM CST

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Stay strong guys - you're doing an amazing job!
Sending lots of hugs and prayers your way...kd
Kristyn Darling <kd.mail@sympatico.ca // www.caringbridge.com/canada/mike>
Mt. Carmel, on Canada - Sunday, January 18, 2004 1:08 PM CST

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dear laura, ryan, and families- we are amazed at your contined endurance, courage and faithfulness. you are the ultimate mentor to all. look at the hundreds of entries on your web page with encouraging words and many friends that seek information to learn more about you. you are truly remarkable. you are loved by all. aunt miriam and uncle ned

ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in usa - Sunday, January 18, 2004 10:44 AM CST

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Dear Laura, Ryan & families,
I am moved to tears when I read your journal entries - especially your experiences in ICU. Just a little over a year ago we were engaged in the same roller coaster fight for Bethany's earthly life. I know it doesn't feel like it now - but take it from someone who's been there with a loved one - no matter what happens you WILL be ok. As Christians we hold a winning ticket - even when it doesn't feel like it or look like it to the rest of the world.
Having said that - I am praying for you all to stay strong, hold on to your faith, and keep fighting for a full recovery!
Love in Christ,
Patti McGowan
Patti McGowan <knack4golf@worldnet.att.net>
Orlando, FL USA - Sunday, January 18, 2004 6:33 AM CST

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Laura and Ryan,

Stay strong and focus on your love for one another.

Constant positive thoughts,
Aili <amalm@sfu.ca http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/bryankinney>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Saturday, January 17, 2004 9:43 PM CST

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Laura & Ryan, I have been visiting the site for a few weeks now. I try to visit every day. I found your site through Katia's after you had signed her guestbook one day, Laura.

My thoughts and prayers are with you each day. May God wrap His everloving arms around you both.
Anita <anrthebo@knology.net>
Prattville, AL - Saturday, January 17, 2004 9:10 PM CST

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In the book Tuesdays with Morrie, Morrie says "this disease knocking my spirit, but it will not get my spirit. It may get my body, but never my spirit."
The spirit that you all continue to show through the most trying times possible is amazing. There is no doubt that God is with you -- our prayers for all of you continue...
John and Lynne Weisenbach
Indianapolis, IN - Saturday, January 17, 2004 9:01 PM CST

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Laura,

Awwww...your journal entry brought me to tears too!! Like you said, Ryan is fighting his best fight and he is not going to give up. I can't tell you aren't either -- way to go! Praying for a little help from God's magical hands to heal our friend Ryan. I'm 1000+ miles away, but if there's anything I can do for you guys, let me know. I'd be glad to send some care packages from California. Don't hesitate to lean on me during this rough time. Ryan is a winner!!

Love & hugs,
Vicki Hoffman - Anaheim, CA <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Mike Hunter’s Website , - Saturday, January 17, 2004 8:43 PM CST

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Laura,
You are so right when you say if it is not one thing it is another. I am so very sorry that Ryan is having such a hard time! I am praying for you both. God is a God of miracles and He is the ultimate healer. With Him ALL things are possible. Take care of yourself and remember that you and Ryan have a ton of people who love you and are praying for you. Hang in there!!! I wish that there was more that I could do for you.
Tina Roehling <tinaroehling@yahoo.com>
Brenham, Tx - Saturday, January 17, 2004 8:01 PM CST

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Dear Laura,
Ever since Rye told me that you were moving to FL after his initial diagnosis... I knew that he was blessed to have you in his life. As many times as you say that he is your hero, I will say the model of love you both demonstrate is one of heroic standing as well. The love you both share, through the good times and hardships, is truly amazing. I have no doubt that he is fighting with all his might, and I pray that he is without pain and suffering. He is blessed to have such a wonderful fiance, family, and hundreds of friends throughout the country. Please know that we all love you both, and we are here for whatever you need. Take care and know everyone is thinking and praying for you and Ryan... lots of love~alicia
Alicia Weisenbach <aweisenb@gwu.edu>
Arlington, VA - Saturday, January 17, 2004 6:14 PM CST

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laura and ryan---we just read the latest journal entry. you have much strenght and willpower. we are all 100% behind you and your decisions. laura, tears are okay--they help to wash away some of the fear. please remember you are never alone. love aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford, in usa - Saturday, January 17, 2004 5:27 PM CST

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Hey Laura,
I don't know what to say to you at this time.
You are so strong and courageous.
I'm continuously praying for Ryan.
Please know that you and Ryan are more loved that you'll ever know. Stay strong Laura, I know you can do it.
Love ya,

Karen <karen@sdsu.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Saturday, January 17, 2004 5:16 PM CST

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Dear Sweet Laura,
You are such a good and honest person. Ryan is soooo very fortunate to have you in his life. Don't despair over anything. Each day that you and Ryan share together is a gift. It just so happens that these days are filled with so much uncertainty. But none-the-less, you are together and that is a gift. None of us know what tomorrow will bring, but, if we worry about tomorrow we lose today, right? Just keep making every day happy for your beloved husband. You're doing great and I am so proud of you for being so strong and positive. You truly inspire me.
You're in our prayers.
God Bless and lots of love,

Jody Poolman <jodypoolman@hotmail.com>
Charles City, Ia - Saturday, January 17, 2004 4:43 PM CST

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Dear Laura, Susan, Bob and James~
May God grant you all, and Ryan, strength and peace. He is a fighter... and we all love him for it. I am sure Rye is grateful to have such a strong and loving network of friends and family. You all are in our thoughts and prayers.... love~alicia
Alicia Weisenbach <aweisenb@gwu.edu>
Arlington, VA 22201 - Saturday, January 17, 2004 2:13 PM CST

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Ryan and Laura and Ryan's Parents,

It was good to meet you at the hospital. I am continuing to pray for you and you will be placed on our church's prayer list! God Bless You!!!

Skip Holman
Skip Holman <skiph@txucom.net>
- Saturday, January 17, 2004 1:26 PM CST

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So good to hear about the progress! We will keep praying for him.
Pam Groce <pamgroce@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, January 17, 2004 1:07 PM CST

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We are so happy to read about ryan's progress! James is a good communicator and we enjoyed reading his entry. Laura,Bob, Susan, and James - you are in our continued prayers, as is Ryan. I have activated several prayer chains for Ryan, and I visit this site several times a day. What a blessing to hear he is doing better. We love you all! Our God is a great God and hears all our petitions. My Mom also sends her love and prayers to you all.We keep in touch almost daily about Ryan.
Love, Lynn, Ted, Brad, Karl, and Lauren
Lynn Pangrace <Lspan@adelphia.net>
Avon, OH USA - Saturday, January 17, 2004 10:42 AM CST

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We're all following your progress - and, of course keeping you, Laura, and your family in our prayers (the entire St. Mary's congregation in Indianapolis is praying for you)...
Indianapolis is covered in a sheet of ice right now, but there's one plane that will get out of the airport - a blue one with a horseshoe headed to Boston with a bunch of Colts on it! :)
Again, we wish you healing, comfort, and peace...

John and Lynne Weisenbach
Indianapolis, IN - Saturday, January 17, 2004 10:24 AM CST

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Ryan, Laura, Susan, Bob and James;
Our thoughts and prayers are with you. If there is anything we can do at the homefront, let us know.
Glad to read James' entry - he can be such a positive influence!
Hope to see you all home and safe and sound and healthy,
love,
Dona (and Epp and Deven)

Dona Lee <dona.lee@celebration.fl.us>
Celebration, FL USA - Saturday, January 17, 2004 9:52 AM CST

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Hi Guys,
I'm checking in everyday (sometimes more than once) and I'm praying for you even more than that.
Keep up the good fight, Ryan!
Lori Wightman <thewightmans@aol.com>
Amherstburg, ON Canada - Saturday, January 17, 2004 7:05 AM CST

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Dear Laura, Ryan, & families,
I'm praying for you daily - even though I don't always sign in - I check the site. Keep the faith & keep fighting - you can do this!
Patti
Patti McGowan <knack4golf@worldnet.att.net>
Orlando, FL USA - Saturday, January 17, 2004 4:12 AM CST

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Hi Ryan & Laura,

You know you're both in my constant prayers. I just hope that Ryan gets over this real soon and starts feeling better. I'm sure having family in town will make a big impact on him. Keep up your spirits and faith.

Hugs,
Vicki Hoffman - Anaheim, CA <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Mike Hunter’s Memorial Website , - Saturday, January 17, 2004 0:43 AM CST

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Thank God for good news! Laura...you are an incredible person! I only hope and pray that I will be as strong as you have been when Steve has his transplant. Ryan...you are an amazing person! I will continue to pray for your continued recovery and complete cure!
Erika Tode <erikatoady@wmconnect.com/www.caringbridge.org/nm/stevetode>
- Saturday, January 17, 2004 0:34 AM CST

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Hi Ryan,
Heard about you from Bryan's website. You sure sound like a true fighter! Keep it up! I'm keeping you in my prayers!
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Saturday, January 17, 2004 0:12 AM CST

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We think of all of you. And wish you all the best. I am glad that everything is looking a little bit better. I am checking your webpage every day. Much love to all of you Corrie
corrie van schaik <corrienon1@aol.com>
orlando, fl United States - Friday, January 16, 2004 7:30 PM CST

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dear loved ones -
God hears and answers prayers thru the great medical team that are doing their best for Ryan. Praise for the response from Ryan and pray he continues to improve. We pray for you Laura as you are so close and have to bear all his crises too. We pray for added strengh - give Bob and Susan and James our love. thanks for all the updates. Our love and fervent prayers unceasing.




Uncle bob and Aunt Judy Kime <bobkime@sprintmail.com>
Fairview Park, OH - Friday, January 16, 2004 5:55 PM CST

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Laura & Ryan,
Good to hear that things are a tiny bit better. I'll keep sending best wishes and all my prayers to you both.
Keep fighting Ryan!!
Lori Wightman <thewightmans@aol.com>
Amherstburg, Canada - Friday, January 16, 2004 4:51 PM CST

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Dear Laura and Ryan,
I just read your entries and want you to know that I will be praying for you both. God is good and everything that He does is a miracle. May the Lord bless you both with His peace, comfort and strength.
Nanci Walsh
Nanci Walsh <walshn@snoqualmie.k12.wa.us>
Snoqualmie, Wa USA - Friday, January 16, 2004 3:56 PM CST

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wishing you the best of luck,stefanie
stefanie van schaik <corrienon1@aol.com>
orlando, fl united states - Friday, January 16, 2004 3:38 PM CST

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"WITH GOD ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE"
Dear Loved Ones,

We are rejoicing for the improvement that has been made today. Ryan and all of you are in our prayers continually.
Please tell Ryan I love him very much and to keep leaning into to God loving arms, He promises to keep us in His perfect peace. Ryan, Keep praying and leaning !!!!!!
WE LOVE YOU !!!!!!!!!!

Aunt Kathleen, Rachel & Anna
Aunt Kathleen <kathleen825@earthlink.net>
Eustis , fl - Friday, January 16, 2004 3:28 PM CST

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Hi Laura and Ryan,
I am keeping you in my thoughts. It is a tough time for you right now, keep on fighting the good fight! I'm glad to hear that Ryan is semi respondent, that means he's coming out of it!! peace!
Lori <lseikkula@tvi.edu>
Albuquerque, NM US - Friday, January 16, 2004 12:13 AM CST

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Hi Guys.... keep your chin up. Little baby steps mean a whole lot of progression in the world we've been living. Keep up the good work. You'll get there one tiny step at at ime. We think about you constantly.
Hoping to hear more good news...Take care......kd
Kristyn Darling <kd.mail@sympatico.ca www.caringbridge.com/canada/mike>
Mt. Carmel, ON Canada - Friday, January 16, 2004 11:09 AM CST

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Hello Ryan and Laura, Susan and Bob and Jimmy - I pray that this weekend brings the family together in strength for Ryan. We pray everyday that your hope will not fade. God Bless You All !! Love, Connie ***GO COLTS!***
Connie Osborne <conosb52@aol.com>
New Palestine, IN USA - Friday, January 16, 2004 10:52 AM CST

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Hi guys,
Just wanted to check in and see how you both are doing. Thank God Ryan is doing better today!

Sending prayers and {{{{Hugs}}}}
Erika <erikatoady@wmconnect.com/www.caringbridge.org/nm/stevetode>
- Friday, January 16, 2004 9:23 AM CST

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Ryan and Laura,

We got a link to your site from Erika & Steve. We will surely keep you all in our prayers. God bless you both.

Ron, Christina & Cristian
Ron, Christina & Cristian <quinatas@wmconnect.com>
El Paso, TX USA - Friday, January 16, 2004 8:54 AM CST

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Just thinking about you tonight...hoping everything is alright.

Lots of love,
Aili <amalm@sfu.ca http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/bryankinney>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Friday, January 16, 2004 0:02 AM CST

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Hey guys...
Just dropped by to see how things are going.
Saying extra prayers for you guys tonight.
Lots of love and healthful vibes!
Karen <karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Thursday, January 15, 2004 7:53 PM CST

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thinking about you love aunt miriam and uncle ned

ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford, in usa - Thursday, January 15, 2004 7:31 PM CST

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Dear Ryan and Laura,
On sunday me james n stefanie all went to Island Of Adventures we all had a blast. I was thinking about how you and Laura are doing and i wish you both strength and hope.
~*!Much Love Sabine!*~
Sabine VanSchaik <AngelGirl1314@aol.com>
Orlando, Fl Orange - Thursday, January 15, 2004 6:20 PM CST

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Dearest Ryan and Laura
Our prayers are with you! We just want you to know that you are in our daily thoughts. We pray for God to grant wisdom to the team of doctors that treat Ryan and make decisions regading his care. We pray for widsom for the nurses that carefully monitor his progress and note changes in his condition. We pray for strength and courage for his family that surrounds him. We pray for God's healing mercies on Ryan.
Laura, thank you for taking the time to keep up with this guestbook. You are a remarkable young woman of God. We monitor this site daily now. Please give my love to Ryan's dad Bob. He, Susan and James are also uplifted in our prayers.
Love, Lynn Pangrace
Lynn Pangrace
Avon, Ohio USA - Thursday, January 15, 2004 4:00 PM CST

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Hugs, love and prayers. Our hearts reach out to you.
Aunt Bonnie, Uncle David and Sam
- Thursday, January 15, 2004 8:38 AM CST

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dearest laura and ryan --it is another day and rest asssured that many families and friends are supporting you. "cherish one moment at a time" is a good plan for all of us. love aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford, in usa - Thursday, January 15, 2004 6:36 AM CST

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Dear Laura & Ryan,
I am praying for you (and your families)- for your specific prayer request, and for God to give you all a very special measure of strenghth, patience, persistence, and peace.
Love in Christ,
Patti
Patti McGowan <knack4golf@worldnet.att.net>
Orlando, FL USA - Thursday, January 15, 2004 3:02 AM CST

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Laura and Ryan,

We are sending all of our strength to Ryan....may your body feel the positive thoughts of all the people thinking of you!

From TOO far away!
Aili and Bryan <amalm@sfu.ca http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/bryankinney>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Thursday, January 15, 2004 1:58 AM CST

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You know very well that I'm still praying for Ryan's health and recovery from this latest bout. I hope they can get everything more stabilized. Love the term "output" -- who would have ever thought we'd be measuring and be thankful of the volume of output. The things that have to be monitored! That is a good sign however and I hope Ryan keeps outputting and outputting!! Laura, you also take care of yourself. You are so strong and brave for your honey. Great work!

Vicki Hoffman - Anaheim, CA <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Dearest Rye and Laura~
May God give you both peace of mind, strengh, hope and patience and courage. Know that there is no end to the prayers and love being sent to you both... love, alicia
Alicia Weisenbach <aweisenb@gwu.edu>
Arlington, VA 22201 - Wednesday, January 14, 2004 6:44 PM CST

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hi laura and ryan--you have done an excellent job outlining today's situation. thank you laura. the medical team and all their support staff continue to do a very excellent job of giving from the heart and mind to help you. all of us are pulling for you. love,care and prayers to you. aunt miriam and uncle ned


ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford, in usa - Wednesday, January 14, 2004 5:47 PM CST

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Ryan... we're praying for you and hoping to see you well soon. Abigail is pulling for you as you lead the way through this second transplant. She goes in tomorrow to start her regiment for her second and needs you to go on walks around the pond over here at the apartment when she breaks out as well. God bless you and give you strength. Keep fighting on... we are!!!
Bert, Suzanne and Abigail Ortiz Abigail's page <ltbert@aol.com>
Chesapeake , VA ...In Houston for now! - Wednesday, January 14, 2004 5:24 PM CST

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Hi Laura and Ryan,
I have been keeping up with Ryan since ya'll have been at MDA. I hope that he will overcome this setback. I hope that it is not a GI bleed or GVHD complications. I will pray that Ryan comes off the vent today.
Amanda Barrington <buffbirdstellstories@yahoo.com>
virginia beach, Va USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2004 5:04 PM CST

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Thinking of you two as you go through these tough days - you can do it! Keep up the good work.....kd
Kristyn Darling <kd.mail@sympatico.ca>
Mt. Carmel, ON Canada - Wednesday, January 14, 2004 12:29 AM CST

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You are both in our thoughts and prayers. We love you.
Sara and Josh Ross <joshandsara@rcn.com>
New York, NY USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2004 12:04 AM CST

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Laura and Ryan,
Laura..I emailed my phone numbers to you with instructions to call if either of you need ANYTHING!!! Please do not for one minute hesitate to call if there's something I can do to help.
I pray that Ryan is responding to treatment and that he is gaining his strength back. You are both in my thoughts and prayers so much throughtout the day.
As always I send my love, prayers and hugs from Houston.
JoAnn Baker <bakerjo1@hotmail.com>
Houston, Tx - Wednesday, January 14, 2004 11:50 AM CST

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I am very concerned and sorry about this setback.
Please know our prayers are with you both.
Much love, Aunt B
- Wednesday, January 14, 2004 6:33 AM CST

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So sorry to hear about this setback....Hang tough, Ryan.
If anyone can overcome this it's you with Laura by your side.
Sending lots of prayers,
Lori
Lori Wightman <thewightmans@aol.com>
Amherstburg, ON Canada - Wednesday, January 14, 2004 6:02 AM CST

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Hugs, love, and blessings are being sent your way right now!

Love,
Erika <erikatoady@wmconnect.com/www.caringbridge.org/nm/stevetode>
- Tuesday, January 13, 2004 11:53 PM CST

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Thinking of you both as always! You'll get through this! *hugs*
Alyssa
http://www.caringbridge.org/ny/lyssi/, NY USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2004 9:18 PM CST

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Dearest Ryan and Laura - I pray that the Angles of Our Lord wrap their arms around you both and carry you safely on this journey. May His strength keep you steady. May your faith keep you strong. Love, Connie Osborne
Connie Osborne <conosb52@aol.com>
New Palestine, IN USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2004 8:03 PM CST

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As always, Laura & Ryan, you are in my prayers! Keep fighting and trusting in God! He is in control! :)
Scott <spyderman_615@yahoo.com>
Mooresville, IN - Tuesday, January 13, 2004 6:51 PM CST

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oh laura and ryan---needless to say we are so glad that your hospital has an icu and excellent medical technology to assist with ryan's care. we are all thinking about you love aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford, in usa - Tuesday, January 13, 2004 6:41 PM CST

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Ryan & Laura,
Hang in there Ryan.
It will only get better from here.
Sending all my strength your way for a quick recovery.
I wish there was more I could do from so far away.

Karen <Karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2004 5:55 PM CST

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You are both in my thoughts and prayers. Please know that people all over the country are praying for you every day!
Megan <mmwalsh@swcp.com>
Albuquerque, NM - Tuesday, January 13, 2004 5:47 PM CST

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Dearest Laura and Ryan,
We send out love and hope that you are gaining strength and the nausea is gone, or at least in check. Please rest and know you are loved. Love,
Aunt B, Uncle D and Sam
- Tuesday, January 13, 2004 4:40 PM CST

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Laura & Ryan,
I am gleaning from the other guestbook entries that all is not well with Ryan. I am praying for you both! We tried to make the ICU a tranquil place for Bethany. We dimmed the lights and played Enya, also had reflexologist & massages for her from outside daily. Just a thought, rub his feet when you can and just touch him. Healing loving touch cannot hurt anything. May be a nurse there that does healing touch. You should ask.
Love to you both!

Pam Groce <pamgroce@yahoo.com>
Spartanburg, SC - Tuesday, January 13, 2004 2:45 PM CST

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Dear Laura and Ryan,
I'm sorry to hear Ryan isn't feeling well and hope it eases soon for him. Please let me know if there's something I can do to help either one of you. The home made pudding offer still stands. :) Thank you Laura for keeping us updated on Ryan, you are an amazing young woman.
As always I send my daily love, prayers and hugs from Houston.
JoAnn Baker <bakerjo1@hotmail.com>
Houston, Tx - Tuesday, January 13, 2004 7:48 AM CST

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Hey guys...just thinking about you! Laura- my lame cell phone...I didn't get your message until yesterday when we were in Galveston! I had plenty of time to grab some coffee while Steve was being tested. I must have walked the halls of the 8th floor 100 times on Friday:)
Lots of love,
Erika <erikatoady@wmconnect.com/www.caringbridge.org/nm/stevetode>
- Monday, January 12, 2004 11:56 PM CST

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dearest laura and ryan---we look forward to your updates. thanks for doing such a good job of communicating. we sure do need each other. love to you aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
bloomington, in usa - Monday, January 12, 2004 10:55 PM CST

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You should show a photo of your Dad,Bob, a man of God who loves his son dearly and who is strong in faith; my friend,my brother in Christ and a colleague doing wonders on our project. The website helps me know how to pray for you daily. I am praying for you now about your critical situation: dropping blood pressure and intensive care. We cry out for God's help. God bless.
George Roland <g.roland@earthlink.net >
Houston, Tx USA - Monday, January 12, 2004 4:40 PM CST

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Hey guys-
Hope today is the first day of a great week for you both!
Ryan, I hope that nasea gets better!!!
Laura, you're such an inspiration.
Lots of love,
Karen <karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Monday, January 12, 2004 2:10 PM CST

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Dear Ryan and Laura,
Your spirits are amazing. We send our warmest thoughts and Love
Aunt B, Uncle D and Sam
- Monday, January 12, 2004 1:48 PM CST

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Dear Laura & Ryan,
Press on, I'm praying for you and your families.
Patti
Patti McGowan <knack4golf@worldnet.att.net>
Orlando, FL USA - Monday, January 12, 2004 9:39 AM CST

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Laura & Ryan,
The strength that the two of you possess just amazes me. You are in my thoughts often.
Best Wishes for a continued recovery.
Lori Wightman <thewightmans@aol.com>
Amherstburg, Canada - Monday, January 12, 2004 7:20 AM CST

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Dear Laura and Ryan, We are thinking about you every day and we know how you are both very so strong and brave. Laura, what a great care giver you are and so often without others aware. We our prayers and concerns are with you always. Love
Uncle John and Aunt Christine
Stevens Point, Wi - Sunday, January 11, 2004 7:08 PM CST

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laura and ryan--we must be slipping in our old age because we thought the two year anniversary was tomorrow and not today. we will try to be better with our memories in the future. we are so proud of you and all you do so well. love aunt miriam and uncle ned

ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford, in usa - Sunday, January 11, 2004 4:58 PM CST

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Laura and Ryan...Hang in there...hopefully they will figure this out very soon and you both will be feeling better! I'm sorry that we did not get to meet, but my guess is that we will be back in Houston soon!
Love,
Erika and Steve <erikatoady@wmconnect.com\www.caringbridge.org/nm/stevetode>
- Saturday, January 10, 2004 10:32 PM CST

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Hi Ryan and Laura - Thanks for the update. With all that is going on in your lives, I'm sure that updating the webpage is not always top priority, but it is appreciated. Hope Monday brings some news so that your treatment can go forward. Stay strong. Love Connie
Connie Osborne <conosb52@aol.com>
New Palestine, IN USA - Saturday, January 10, 2004 3:31 PM CST

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You both continue to be in my daily prayers. May God give you strength and comfort during this trying time. Lots of love--alicia
Alicia Weisenbach <aweisenb@gwu.edu>
Arlington, VA - Friday, January 9, 2004 9:34 PM CST

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dearest laura and ryan sure wish we could help in some way to get you guys over the rough days. be patient and look forward with hope,continued courage and positive spirit. love to both of you. aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in usa - Friday, January 9, 2004 6:31 PM CST

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Ryan and Laura,
Dropping by to say "Hi" and let you know I'm thinking about you both and praying that Ryan's discomfort eases soon.
As always I send my daily love, prayers and hugs from Houston.
JoAnn Baker <bakerjo1@hotmail.com>
Houston, Tx - Friday, January 9, 2004 9:32 AM CST

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Hi Ryan and Laura, Thanks for posting on our site. Sorry I have not got in touch with you down here. It's been long days sitting in the clinic hour after hour and getting used to their ways. Have you had both transplants here? We had our two in Iowa and not sure if we will have a 3rd one or not. We'll have to wait and see. Good luck to you both and keep in touch! Love, Susan
www.caringbridge.org/ia/jordangrosclaude
Susan Grosclaude <Grosclaude@msn.com>
Marion, IA USA - Friday, January 9, 2004 8:03 AM CST

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Hi Ryan and Laura,

Uncle Sonny and I are so glad you are coming along fine. Uncle Sonny spoke to your mom and James the other day and got the whole scoop...Keep up the good work.

Love, Aunt Janice, Uncle Sonny, Brandon & Carrie
Janice Petrek <jpetrek@hotmail.com>
Parma, OH USA - Friday, January 9, 2004 7:26 AM CST

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Laura - Thank you so much for posting the daily updates. We read them even when we don't write anything. I hope we will get to meet you someday!
Ryan - We are still rooting for you. So are about a zillion other people!
Ed and Sheila Bishop <EVSVBISHOP@aol.com>
Youngstown, OH USA - Thursday, January 8, 2004 9:36 PM CST

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I understand the one step forward and ten back, like it feels at times. But we know if we stay strong and focused we do eventually take huge steps forward. Keep pluggin away guys. You've come so far and should be very proud of yourselves. Things will get better and hopefully soon...

Take and care. I'm sure we'll chat soon.......kd
Kristyn Darling <kd.mail@sympatico.ca www.caringbridge.com/canada/mike>
Mt. Carmel, on Canada - Thursday, January 8, 2004 8:14 PM CST

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Counts are looking GREAT!! Sorry to hear about the yucky tummy though. I think it's all the exercising, it would make me nauseated too I'm afraid...LOL! So Ryan don't over do it and rest up so you can get outta that place. Something about the comfort of being home. Keep making the strides that you are -- it will happen!!

Vicki <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Mike Hunter's Memorial Website, - Thursday, January 8, 2004 6:55 PM CST

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laura and ryan ---sure sounds like it has been a rough day for both of you. sure wish we could be physically present. however, please remember all of us are surrounded you in spirit. thank goodness for family and friends. let us all look forward to tomorrow. please rest your souls tonight. all for now. love aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in usa - Thursday, January 8, 2004 5:51 PM CST

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Hi Laura and Ryan,

I am glad that Ryan's wbc count is looking good. I want to tell you both that you are in my prayers. This has been such an ordeal for you both, but I hear such courage and strength in your writing. Keep the faith and remember that God is always by your side!!

If you guys need anything, please let me know. I would love to help in anyway. I live a little over an hour away. I think that we will be down in the Medical Center on the 24th for an appt at the Scurlock Tower. Would love to meet you guys.

Tina Roehling <tinaroehling@yahoo.com>
Brenham, Tx - Thursday, January 8, 2004 3:43 PM CST

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Hi Laura and Ryan,
Laura it was so good to talk with you yesterday:) I know that you are very busy, but please call me if you need anything or just if you want to talk! I'm glad to hear that Ryan's WBC looks good! We are always keeping you both in our prayers!
Lots of love,
Erika and Steve Tode <erikatoady@wmconnect.com>
Rio Rancho, NM - Thursday, January 8, 2004 1:55 PM CST

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Enjoy that appetite. Glad the medicine is helping. We send our love. I recommend naps for all.
Hugs,
Aunt B
- Thursday, January 8, 2004 8:15 AM CST

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Hi Ryan & Laura,

Bouncing back from transplant does seem to be a slow process, but take each step at a time. I am so proud of the progress you've made thus far Ryan. Still can't believe your exercising....darn, what is MY excuse....LOL!!

All the very best,
Vicki - Anaheim, CA <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Mike Hunter’s Website , - Thursday, January 8, 2004 1:35 AM CST

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Hi!
Smart Doctors!! Remicade does work...and...I really believe that limiting dairy products will help alot. Elijah became lactose intolerant for a time and now he's back to normal.
It sounds as if everything is moving in the right direction. Great counts!!
You guys amaze me! You are both so strong and positive! You are an inspiration to me.
Prayers and Love,

Jody Poolman <jodypoolman@hotmail.com>
Charles City, IA - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 9:08 PM CST

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Hello dear ones: Happy belated New Year. Our computer was shut down for a small week and so glad to see all the improvements - praise the Lord! Despite the things that are causing some discomfort at least you know that is part of the process and those too shall pass. Keep up the exercise as much as you can as you gain strength.
Its soooo cold here down to 5 above- and a beautiful full moon and no cloud cover makes it so cold. Just a few days ago it was almost 70.
we went to see your grampa Joe on New Years day and he of course didn't know us. Was in bed and stayed there - is as meek as a lamb. We prayed with and for Him - we mentioned you and seemed to remember he had a family but very vaguely. He looked good, healthy physically but only remembered somes names of towns and people in Czechoslovakia. Pray for him.
we send our love and prayers. See you soon
Love, Aunt Judy a nd Uncle Bob
Bob and Judy <bobkime@sprintmail.com>
- Tuesday, January 6, 2004 8:28 PM CST

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hi laura and ryan---we had not checked for updates for a couple of days and what good news reading all the updates now. sure glad to see the counts trending upward. your medical team is awesome. please take good care of yourselves--ie laura, take a nap when ryan rests. your mental and physical support are so vital to each other. love to you aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in usa - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 5:41 PM CST

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Hey Ryan -- Its good news about your numbers coming up -- Once they have your insides balanced I know you will feel much better. Hang in there cutie. Hugs and prayers Love, Connie
Connie Osborne <conosb52@aol.com>
New Palestine, IN USA - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 5:22 PM CST

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Sounds good so far. The counts look good.
I'm praying for you.

Pam Groce <pamgroce@yahoo.com>
Spartanburg, SC usa - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 2:30 PM CST

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Dear Ryan and Laura,
Counts are looking good! :-)
We send our love and prayers.

Aunt B, Uncle D and Sam
- Tuesday, January 6, 2004 1:41 PM CST

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Laura and Ryan,

I am a friend of Erika and Steve Tode and found your website through them. I just wanted to let you know that you are in my prayers and thank you for providing support for others going through this challenging situation. You both are amazing!
Megan Walsh <mmwalsh@swcp.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 12:50 AM CST

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Thinking of you guys! (eat Ryan, eat!)
Joni Blakely <BlakelyJoni@aol.com>
Groton, CT - Monday, January 5, 2004 3:03 PM CST

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Dear Laura (& Ryan),
I'm praying for you daily now in these challenging days. If at all possible get Ryan to do laps (walking) around the bed or the hospital floor. I don't know if they are big on that or not - but they were at Emory. And - try to instigate a DAILY visit from physical therapy!
Another thing that we did to keep Bethany's spirits up (& the entire floors) is we got a local Christian Improv. Comedy team to come in and perform -Just get on the internet or in the phone book -you'll be amazed at how people are willing to help. It will also keep YOU up too!
Love in Christ,
Patti McGowan
Patti McGowan <knack4golf@worldnet.att.net>
Orlando, FL USA - Monday, January 5, 2004 5:05 AM CST

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Hi Laura and Ryan,
I'm sure the doctors will get your GvHD under control. Elijah got grade 3. He had all three, skin, gut and liver. They used prednisone, remicade (for the gut) and diclusimab (sp) for the liver. It worked great! I hope that's what they're using for you!
I think about you every day and you are both in my prayers!
Oh and by the way, did you see the Iowa Hawkeyes beat the Florida Gators on New Years Day?! (sorry, I just had to put that in!)
God Bless you both.
Jody Poolman caringbridge.com/ia/elijahpoolman <jodypoolman@hotmail.com>
Charles City, IA - Sunday, January 4, 2004 7:23 PM CST

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Ryan and Laura;
We just got back from visiting family in NC. It was a great week on the ocean and we had a wonderful time. The offer is still open for you to go there for a vacation sometime after you leave Texas. It is a very peaceful place and we have open weeks in April and May and then again in the fall, if you get a chance to and would like to go there. Just let me know.
Hope the meds are helping you to feel better. Glad to hear you are getting up to exercise - that is a good sign! thanks for keeping in touch - we will do the same,
Epp and Dona Lee
Celebration
PS. The Indianapolis Colts just romped over Denver - I hope they win the SuperBowl!
Epp and Dona Lee <dona.lee@celebration.fl.us>
Celebration, FL USA - Sunday, January 4, 2004 7:06 PM CST

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Hey guys-
Sounds like things continue to move forward, and that the doctors have a good handle on everything. Ryan and Laura, you guys are doing GREAT!!!
Karen <karen@sdsu.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Sunday, January 4, 2004 5:32 PM CST

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hi laura and ryan --- sunshine thoughts and hugs to both of you all for now love aunt miriam and uncle ned

ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in usa - Sunday, January 4, 2004 12:43 AM CST

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Laura,
I know you have a lot going on with Ryan right now. I hope he is hanging in there.....I am thinking of you both and praying that he does ok through this ordeal. I wanted you to know that one of my "JMML family" has been sent to Houston for a new chemo that might help buy their little boy (Jordan, 5 yrs old) some time til they can maybe try a THIRD transplant......he is there at MDA too, so she may be looking for you just for support.....if you have your hands full, I am sure she would understand, but I also know how much she would appreciate a face, a voice, a hug, from someone who is in a similar situation......her name is Susan G. and her son has the same kind of leukemia that Brian had.....they are still struggling to get him to remission and survival.

Thank you. Her son's webpage is: http://www.caringbridge.org/ia/jordangrosclaude/index.htm if you want more info on him.

All the best to you and Ryan.
Hugs,
Niki Daubach <ndaubach@cox.net>
- Saturday, January 3, 2004 11:17 PM CST

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hi laura and ryan--what good news again. the care is enhanced by your attentive nature, laura!! way to go. ryan, you sure have the best gal. and, you guys need each other--you make the world go around. all for now. love aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in usa - Saturday, January 3, 2004 5:28 PM CST

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Laura - You will be able to be a medical doctor after this. ever consider it? Thank you for the explanation =) It helped to understand what it is ryan is going through. Ryan -- What an ordeal. Your strength in caracter is amazing. You keep up the good work. We will keep praying. Love Ya
Connie Osborne <conosb52@aol.com>
New Palestine, IN USA - Saturday, January 3, 2004 11:01 AM CST

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It's so great to hear that Ry is doing better. We hope that this new year is filled with nothing but good news for all of us fighting ALL...together!

All of our love,
Aili and Bryan <amalm@sfu.ca http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/bryankinney>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Saturday, January 3, 2004 2:09 AM CST

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Dear Laura & Ryan,
I just wanted you to know that you are both in my prayers. We met at Gainesville. I'm Miguel's mom. I was so sorry to hear you relapsed. Anyway, what counts right now is that you're on your way on getting better. And I know you WILL make it this time. There are a lot of people praying! And I know Miguel is cheering for you.
God bless you both.
Connie
Connie Delgado (Miguel's mom) <athena916@yahoo.com>
Ponce, PR - Friday, January 2, 2004 10:01 PM CST

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Dear Laura & Ryan,
HAPPY NEW YEAR guys!!! It is so great to hear that today is going well and that Ryan is making small tiny steps in the right direction...you will always be in my prayers... I don't know what it's like to actually be there and go through a transplant, but I do know from all the other Caringbridge sites that the road after transplant is only the beginning and that it is a tough road to go down... so you can be sure that you'll always have an extra prayer from me. Keep fighting that great fight!

~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~

Love,
XOXOXOXOXO
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Friday, January 2, 2004 5:47 PM CST

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Hi Ryan & Laura,
Glad to hear that your GvHD is responding to the steriods. Great news that you're off the PCA too, what a trooper you are! And what's this.....to the GYM...way to go Ryan!! You are a remarkable person...keep up your strength & determination.

Vicki - Anaheim, CA <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Mike Hunter’s Memorial Website , - Friday, January 2, 2004 12:04 AM CST

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Dear Ryan and Laura,
Thank you so much for the updates. Your care and spirit are amazing. I am not sure I fully understand the GVH, but I know you are being watched carefully and treated well. Hooray on the engraphment! I am so impressed that you were able to exercise some to keep your strength up. Blessing to you both and much, much love
Aunt B
- Friday, January 2, 2004 10:15 AM CST

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Hey Ryan and Laura - caringbridge is such a wonderful site. It allows all who think of you to find out what's going on. It sounds like you are getting very good care, and that the doctor's are on top of what it going on. I pray that this new crossroads will be taken care of by the steroids. Keep up the moving and stretching. I think of you everyday and pray that this will work. Stay strong! You have alot of people who love you.
Connie Osborne <conosb52@aol.com>
New Palestine, IN USA - Thursday, January 1, 2004 8:28 PM CST

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Hey guys,
Just stopped by to wish you a Happy 2004.
Let this be the year healing and remission!

Karen & Bryan <karen@sdsu.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Thursday, January 1, 2004 5:42 PM CST

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laura and ryan--thanks for today's update. we think about you all the time and glad for the latest news. stay positive . love aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in usa - Thursday, January 1, 2004 4:45 PM CST

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Happy 2004 Laura and Ryan!!

Laura, I'm so glad you're feeling better!
Ryan, ENGRAFTMENT! Yipee!!!!

May 2004 bring continued cures and remission to all our friends fighting this fight with us.

Lots of love,
Karen and Bryan <karen@sdsu.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 9:59 PM CST

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hi laura and ryan---what good news reading all the latest updates!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! prayer works and good medicine and family and friends' support the progress. love to you aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in usa - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 7:36 PM CST

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Hi guys!

Laura, sorry to hear you've been under the weather. Glad to hear the "bug" is out of your system though so you can be back with Ryan. And how about that news -- ENGRAFTMENT!! Woohoo...I'm thrilled for you guys. As his counts rise, some of those other side affects will diminish. I'm toasting to you two this New Years Eve. Hope yours is special in some sort of way. Make it all it's worth!! Both of you take care. I'll check back real soon -- thanks for the update.

Vicki Hoffman - Anaheim, CA <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Mike Hunter’s Memorial Website , - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 5:05 PM CST

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Hi Laura and Ryan,
I'm so happy to know that engrafement is taking place! I'm sure Ryan will start feeling alot better now.
Did you find out what his blisters are? Elijah got shingles so I hope they're culturing those to rule them out. I'll be interested to know.
God Bless You both! Happy New Year!

Jody Poolman <jodypoolman@hotmail.com>
Charles City, IA - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 3:45 PM CST

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Dear Laura Marie and Ryan,
We are so glad to see the" official engraftment report". Sending you our love!! xoxo
Love,
Mom and Dad <mungo@ccrtc.com>
Coatesville , IN - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 1:45 PM CST

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Hi Ryan & Laura,
My name is Patti McGowan, perhaps better know to you as Bethany's Aunt, (Pam's sister). Ryan, I go to your parents church in Orlando (First Baptist - and I first met your parents there when they learned of your illness, & Bethany was in the middle of her battle). I've never written, but I pray and will continue to pray for you both & your families often.
Love in Christ,
Patti
Patti McGowan <knack4golf@worldnet .att.net>
Orlando, FL usa - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 6:05 AM CST

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Dear Laura and Ryan, You are in our prayer and being held ever to tightly in our arms. We care deeply. (I have had recent problems with making entries) With our love,
The Gauders
Stevens Point, W - Tuesday, December 30, 2003 8:18 PM CST

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Hi Ryan and Laura! I have wanted to send you our families greetings, love and prayers for a while now. We all want you to know that you are constantly in our prayers. I even have the whole high school where I am a teacher pray for you during our chapel times twice a week. We all know that God answers prayers and His mercies are forever. Aunt Mary sends you her love also. She is right over my shoulder and is helping me to type this to you! Although we have never had the opportunity YET to meet Laura, we know that she is a Godsend to your life and are looking forward to meeting her. Your Uncle Sonny keeps Mary informed with any major changes in your life Ryan! God bless you and remember that each day gets better and the healing process gets stronger. God is our strength and HE still is the greatest physician of all! Love, your cousin Lynn Pangrace. (Brad sends you special greetings and wants you to know he keeps you in his prayers nightly.)
Lynn Pangrace <Lspan@adelphia.net>
Avon, OH USA - Tuesday, December 30, 2003 4:09 PM CST

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I know how tough this is. I actually had mucositis and I didn't even have a BMT. It's awful. But you know what? You get through it. And I'm here to cheer you on! GO RYAN! You hang in there too Laura! *hugs for both of you*
Alyssa
http://www.caringbridge.org/ny/lyssi/, NY USA - Tuesday, December 30, 2003 2:02 PM CST

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Hi Guys!
Hoping that all is going well!
Karen <Karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Monday, December 29, 2003 3:32 PM CST

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Ryan, You are always in our prayers.
Mary Williams <marywilliams@midstatessolutions.com>
Lakeland, FL USA - Monday, December 29, 2003 2:04 PM CST

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dearest laura and ryan---thinking extra special thoughts about and to you. continue to stay positive and be believers. all for now--love aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in usa - Sunday, December 28, 2003 5:06 PM CST

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Dear Ryan and Laura,
Darn those fevers and all the other icky symptoms. Please know we love you and care so much. You are in our prayers.
Love,
Aunt B, Uncle D and Sam
- Sunday, December 28, 2003 8:57 AM CST

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laura and ryan,
we have been reading your journal daily. we are awed by your strength throughout such an ordeal. you are both in our prayers.
josh and sara ross
new york, ny usa - Sunday, December 28, 2003 8:19 AM CST

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Hey Guys,
Hope by the time you read this the fever is down and under control! You guys are doing great!!!
lOVE,
Karen and Bryan <karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Saturday, December 27, 2003 9:46 PM CST

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Laura and Ryan,
I've been keeping a prayerful watch over both of you from day to day. My son, Elijah had a bone marrow transplant in October of 2002. He was diagnosed with ALL PH+. The PH is the Philadelphia Chromosome. That nasty chromosome made his ALL very high risk and a sibling matched bone marrow transplant was his best chance for survival. God gave us that match through Elijah's brother, Isaac. And...so far, so good.
Anyway, I remember getting ready for that BMT and it is a HUGE thing!! But two? I am so amazed at your strength and courage. Both of you. You both have great attitudes and that will get you through to a complete recovery!
I am proud to have come across your page, you give me great strength. Thank you.
God Bless You Both.

Jody Poolman caringbridge.com/ia/elijahpoolman <jodypoolman@hotmail.com>
Charles City, IA - Saturday, December 27, 2003 8:40 AM CST

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Hi Ryan,
God is with you. We are praying and "pulling" for you.
God grant you health and happiness.

Dot and Jim Davis
Celebration, FL - Friday, December 26, 2003 9:29 PM CST

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Happy Day after Christmas - hope today is better than yesterday and tomorrow even greater than today. With the Lord each day is good even if you don't feel like it. He is doing a great work in you. We had the most beautiful white Christmas in Cleveland - it started to snow around 3 pm and continued thru the evening with the kind that sticks to the branches, a truly winterwonderland. But short lived as the sun came out this afternoon and all the sled hills melted. Our best wishes to Bob, Susan and James. Aunt Mary is in town and she send her love and prayers too. We will continue to pray for strength and healing and we love you very much. Laura too. Til next time, Aunt Judy and Uncle Bob
IKime <bobkime@springmail.com>
Fairview Park, Oh usa - Friday, December 26, 2003 7:28 PM CST

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hi laura and ryan----hang in there. lots of friends and family are 100% behind you. love to you aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in usa - Friday, December 26, 2003 5:52 PM CST

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Thinking of you and praying for you.
Larry, Susan, Sarah, Ben Smith <Soozslick@aol.com>
New Palestine, IN - Friday, December 26, 2003 7:37 AM CST

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Hey Guys,
Merry Christmas!
I hope your time spent with family was great!
Ryan I hope the doctors get this stomach stuff straightened out soon.
That's so cool that a guy 10 years post bmt stopped by. What an inspiration! And what a nice guy to stop by on Christmas. I guess you never forget, do you? Ryan, I bet you and Laura do that on your 10 year post bmt too.
Love,

Karen and Bryan <karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Thursday, December 25, 2003 11:15 PM CST

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Merry Christmas Ryan and Laura -- Please tell Bob, Susan and Jimmy Merry Christmas for me also. It sounds like things are pretty unpleasant right now. Our prayers are with you. I hope the tests reveal something that is treatable, and comfort returns. Much Love, Connie
Connie Osborne <conosb52@aol.com>
New Palestine, IN USA - Thursday, December 25, 2003 9:30 PM CST

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Merry Christmas! We are thinking of you both this holiday. Hopefully Rye's stomach problems end soon.... he is in our prayers. Take care!
Alicia Weisenbach <aweisenb@gwu.edu>
Indianapolis, IN - Thursday, December 25, 2003 8:36 PM CST

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Ryan and Laura,
Best wishes to both of you on this snowy (here in Canada) Christmas Day.

Lori Wightman <thewightmans@aol.com>
- Thursday, December 25, 2003 12:59 AM CST

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Hi Ryan and Laura - It's Christmas Eve and I am baking cookies and thinking of you. I know you have alot of support and prayers. I pray that you will start feeling better soon. Love Connie
Connie Osborne <conosb52@aol.com>
New Palestine, IN USA - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 7:23 PM CST

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hi laura and ryan---we are so thankful to hear that ryan's nausea and pain are better controlled. you sure have a wonderful, caring healthcare team. and, you laura are a wonderful nurse,care giver and best mate for ryan. both of you try to get a little rest. love to you. aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in usa - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 6:43 PM CST

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Ryan & Laura,

May the joy of this season permeate our hearts, renew our spirits and allow us to recognize the good that is possible in each day and in each person. May we be willing to communicate with listening ears and open hearts - embracing our similiarities and celebrating our differences. May you find bright spots of joy in each.

Thinking of you both over the holidays. Hope you are surrounded by friends & family. Wishing you a happy & healthy 2004 -- CANCER FREE!!

Holiday hugs,
Vicki Hoffman - Anaheim, CA <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Mike Hunter’s Memorial Website , - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 3:34 PM CST

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Ryan,
I'm new to your site. I came here via my buddy Bryan's site. Just know that I am thinking of you and I will be back to check on you often. Keep positive and I know you will make it through this. You're doing great!
Alyssa
http://www.caringbridge.org/ny/lyssi/, NY USA - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 11:13 AM CST

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Hey guys,
Laura thanks for the update. Glad that Ryan is dopey as opposed to in pain! Bryan isn't feeling too good either - but so far no fevers. We woke up to snow this morning, it's so pretty, I wish I could send some your way for something pretty to see from the window.
Hang in there you guys-
Karen <karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 9:30 AM CST

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Laura,
I know exactly what you are feeling and doing. I will be praying for you both. \
Keep up the good work.
Love in Christ, Pam
Pam Groce <pamgroce@yahoo.com>
Spartanburg, SC USA - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 8:22 AM CST

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Dear Laura and Ryan,
Our constant love and prayers are flowing your way. Love and Hugs
Mom and Dad <mungo@ccrtc.com>
Coatsville , IN - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 8:18 AM CST

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This message is for you today Laura. Sorry to hear what Ryan has been going through over the last couple of days. I know how hard it must be on YOU too. It's a feeling of somewhat helplessness, knowing that you can't directly make him feel better and/or relieve some of his side affects from transplant. Just keep by his side as you are and keep his spirits up. You've got one of the most toughest jobs ahead.....but I might add you're doing a terrific job thus far!! Thanks for keeping all of us updated, we really appreciate it. Wishing you both the very best!

Hugs,
Vicki - Anaheim, CA <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Mike Hunter’s Memorial Website , - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 1:17 AM CST

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Hey Laura and Ryan,
I'm sorry today hasn't been so good.
I'll check back tomorrow, hoping that god will provide some relief overnight.
love,
Karen <karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Tuesday, December 23, 2003 9:01 PM CST

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Hi Laura and Ryan,

Have ventured to my brother's home in Colorado for the holidays. I am keeping an eye out for you every day. Please know that even though the days are not pleasant, it is another day towards your recovery. I will continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers. I wish that I could take some of the pain so that you would be able to rest more confortably. I count it a blessing to know you and to have your strength and courage as a role model for me when I think that things are tough in my live. God Bless.
Susan Harris <harriss@osceola.k12;fl.us>
St. Cloud, FL USA - Tuesday, December 23, 2003 7:48 PM CST

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hi laura and ryan---we just read today's update and we just marvel at your energy to keep everyone up to date via the journal entries. we all appeciate the updates and say thanks. sometimes a single day is just too big to digest everything so for those days break them into hours and/or minutes to tackle situations. angels'wings are wrapped around you. all for now love aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net>
stanford, in usa - Tuesday, December 23, 2003 5:37 PM CST

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Dear Laura and Ryan, Your are in our prayers, thoughts and concerns. The power of touch is so very great; please accept ours in a special way. Laura you get an extra hug from me. Aunt Christine (Uncle John)
Aunt Christine
Stevens Point, wi - Tuesday, December 23, 2003 5:29 PM CST

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Ryan,
I want you to know your in our thoughts and prayers. Now get feeling better!
Always here for a friend,
Ben
Ben Smith <TRex151@aol.com>
New Palestine, IN USA - Tuesday, December 23, 2003 3:36 PM CST

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Hi Ryan & Laura,

Just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking about you guys. I am sorry you haven't been feeling the greatest. This too will pass. You are so strong. Hang in there, it will all be over soon and you won't even be able to remember all this pain and discomfort. Keep up the great progress Ryan!

Vicki Hoffman ~ Mike Hunter’s Memorial Website <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim, CA - Tuesday, December 23, 2003 1:19 AM CST

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Hi Ryan - It sure sounds rough !! You are in our thoughts and prayers daily. Thank you so much for the Christmas card. It is incredible that you took the time when you have so much on your plate right now. Hope that you are feeling much better by Christmas. I pray that God's Love will shine down apon you and bring you comfort and peace. Tell your family I said Hi!
Connie Osborne <CONOSB52@AOL.COM>
New Palestine, IN USA - Monday, December 22, 2003 6:00 PM CST

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Hi Laura and Ryan,
I am sorry that your having such a rough time, just hang in there. I also want to let you know that lady is doing fine here. We all love her. Best wishes to all of you. Corrie
corrie van schaik <corrienon1@aol.com>
orlando, fl U.S - Monday, December 22, 2003 4:58 PM CST

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Hi Laura and Ryan,
I am sorry that your having such a rough time, just hang in there. I also want to let you know that lady is doing fine here. We all love here. Best wishes to all of you. Corrie
corrie van schaik <corrienon1@aol.com>
orlando, fl U.S - Monday, December 22, 2003 4:57 PM CST

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Laura and Ryan,
Sorry to hear about your rough day and here's to hope and prayers that it was the worst and now everything will just get better as you go.
It sounds like there are lots of people pulling for you, Ryan, me included.
Lori Wightman <thewightmans@aol.com>
Amherstburg, On Canada - Monday, December 22, 2003 11:55 AM CST

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Dear Laura and Ryan,
Our hearts go out to you. Sorry you had a bad day. Your faith, love and hope helps more than ever during the rough days. We send our love.
Aunt B, Uncle D and Sam
- Monday, December 22, 2003 10:23 AM CST

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Hey guys!!
So glad to see things are going smoothly. Sorry about the mouth and throat stuff, Ryan. We're having a great time here in Indiana, but we're freezing!!! Keep great updates coming!!!
Karen and Bryan <karen@sdsc.edu / caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego - But in Indy, CA/IN USA - Sunday, December 21, 2003 7:26 PM CST

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L&R,

Merry Christmas....we hope that the holidays are relatively pain-free and family-filled.

Love always,
Aili and Bryan <amalm@sfu.ca http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/bryankinney>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Sunday, December 21, 2003 6:19 PM CST

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hi laura and ryan-----by having rough days it sure helps one to put this in perspective and truly appreciate the days that one feels better. those better days are just around the corner. continue to stay positive all for now love aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net>
stanford, in usa - Sunday, December 21, 2003 6:09 PM CST

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Dearest Ryan andLaura

the Lord is watching very closely over you. He knows all you are going thru and since His ways are not our ways the healing is going His way even if we don' understand. We thank Him for His eternal watchcare over you as this time in your life too shall pass. As we reflect on His birth and His great love for us, to leave Heaven in order to die for us, we do focus what He has in store for us i n eternity. We are praying much for you and wish you a very blessed Christmas. All our love,Aunt Judy and Uncle Bob


Bob and Judy Kime <bobkime@sprintmail.com>
fairview Park, OH - Sunday, December 21, 2003 4:02 PM CST

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Ryan and Laura,
I've not met you yet, but I know your mom, Ryan, from work in Osceola County. She is so proud of your courage and witness! Please know that many prayers are headed your way from Kissimmee!!! Tis the season for miracles! God bless you both!
Diana
Diana Paulson <paulsond@osceola.k12.fl.us>
Kissimmee, FL USA - Sunday, December 21, 2003 3:40 PM CST

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Hello Laura and Ryan! I received your Christmas card in the mail today, which I was glad because I did not have your current address. I was so excited to hear from you guys. I will continue to pray for you guys and look forward to the day we can see each other again. I miss you guys. Hope all is well! Have a wonderful Christmas!!
Mandy and Ken Smith <smitkr@yahoo.com>
Danville, IN USA - Saturday, December 20, 2003 6:08 PM CST

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hello laura and ryan---so glad to catch up on all the lastest news. laura , you compose such explanatory and heart warming updates. you are both so special!!!!! hang in there. love aunt miriam and uncle ned
NED A ND MIRIAM MALONE <yogi@bluemarble.net>
stanford, in usa - Saturday, December 20, 2003 5:46 PM CST

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Ryan and Laura,
My name is Amanda Barrington and I got a bone marrow transplant at Texas Childrens Hospital in Houston. I am from Virginia Beach and this city is so huge. It's ridiculous!!! I can't wait to go home in January. I am on day +120. Ryan, the days get better and it will soon be over.
Amanda Barrington <buffbirdstellstories@yahoo.com www.caringbridge.org/va/amandabarrington>
Houston soon to be Virginia Beach, TX USA - Saturday, December 20, 2003 11:44 AM CST

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Ryan and Laura;
Glad to hear that things sound like they are going well. Although I am sure Ryan would like to feel better! Hope the healing is quick and full! We keep you in our prayers and in our hearts. Hope this Christmas is a very bright one for you all!
love,
Dona Lee
Dona Lee <dona.lee@celebration.fl.us>
Celebration, FL USA - Saturday, December 20, 2003 10:11 AM CST

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Hi Ryan & Laura! Congratulations on Day 2 of your transplant. How exciting! There will definitely be ups and downs, but the miracle that surrounds them will outshine everything else. We keep you both in our thoughts and prayers. Thanks for leaving the heartwarming messages in Mike's guestbook. Hope you have a Merry Christmas. You definitely have a great start for a Happy 2004.

Barbara Hunter-Auxier (Mike & Vicki's Mom) <bauxier@earthlink.net>
Fullerton, CA - Friday, December 19, 2003 6:51 PM CST

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Congratulations Ryan on a successful transplant!! It sounds like everything went very well.....now saying prayers for a quick engraftment. I don't remember what's worse the mouth sores, or the concoction they have you rinse with. I remember Mike hated that mouth rinse....the worst of two evils. It's a little discomfort, but definitely well worth it in the long run. So always remember that!! You have great support from everyone around the country -- that is fantastic. Your Guestbook is filled with tons of well-wishers....very cool. Well take care of yourself....and HI Laura!!

Vicki, Anaheim CA <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Mike's Memorial Website, - Friday, December 19, 2003 12:16 AM CST

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Dear Laura and Ryan,
We found a poem that seems to relate to you:
Rainbows are people whose lives are bright, shining examples for others. Shine on, shine on. The world needs more people like you....Maya Angelou
Your courage, strength, caring, love, positive focus are remarkable!
We love you xoxo

Mom and Daddy <mungo@ccrtc.com>
Coatsville, IN USA - Friday, December 19, 2003 11:58 AM CST

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Hi Laura and Ryan,
I found your site on Karen and Bryan's site and I just wanted you to know that I am praying for you. My husband also has ALL and he is in need of a SCT. Your uplifting messages are very inspiring for me. I am so glad to hear that Ryan is doing well!

Erika Tode <erikatoady@wmconnect.com>
Albuquerque, NM - Friday, December 19, 2003 11:38 AM CST

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Ryan & Laura,
Last year when Bethany was in the hospital at Christmas, we had a IV pole decorating contest for the floor. There was not really a prize, but it was fun. Bethany would not let me decorate hers, so the nurses got me one of my own. Ha!
The families & patients & nurses all seemed to enjoy it other than Bethany. She thought I was a little nuts. I guess I was after 6 months there.
Anyway, I'm praying for you so much! love Pam
Pam Groce <pamgroce@yahoo.com>
Spartanburg, SC USA - Friday, December 19, 2003 8:43 AM CST

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dear laura and ryan---we just got home from work and read the update on the computer. thank heaven for wonderful donors,friends, family, medical teams, each other and e-mail support. it is all so awesome. take a big deep breath and look at life's miracles. love aunt miriam and uncle ned
NED A ND MIRIAM MALONE <yogi@bluemarble.net>
stanford, in usa - Thursday, December 18, 2003 5:22 PM CST

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I found your link on Karen & Bryan's site. I know I've stopped in before but to be honest I don't know if I've ever left a message. Either way you've both been on my list for hope and prayers.
Congratulations on the transplant and I'll be thinking of you both often.
Grow cells, grow, grow, grow !!!
Lori Wightman <thewightmans@aol.com>
Amherstburg, ON Canada - Thursday, December 18, 2003 3:10 PM CST

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This has got to be the most exciting and anxious time for you both. I constantly think about you and Ryan's transplant and pray for a successful result
Uncle David <radman1227@aol.com>
Indianapolis, IN - Thursday, December 18, 2003 1:07 PM CST

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Hi Laura & Ryan,

I saw your link on Katia's address book and thought I would stop by and meet you. Congratulations on the transplant and I pray that it is successful.

Take Care & Stay Strong,

Laura Hinkle <lhinkle@carolina.rr.com>
Weddington, NC USA - Thursday, December 18, 2003 12:59 AM CST

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Glad to hear the transplant went off without a hitch. I'm crossing my fingers, toes, and eyeballs (again) that the rest of the 100 days go as smoothly. I'll be praying for the new cells to grow and the nasty infections to stay away! Have a wonderful and glorious holiday season!
Megan Lynch <mklrn1203@yahoo.com>
Camby, IN USA - Thursday, December 18, 2003 12:42 AM CST

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Wow!!!!!!!!!! not sure what I did wrong but didn't mean to send it 3 times. I'll be thinking of you. Joni
Joni Taulbee <taulbeej@osceola.k12.fl.us>
Celebration, FL U.S. - Thursday, December 18, 2003 11:39 AM CST

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Dear Laura and Ryan, I am so glad to hear that things continue to go well. I know how sensitive this time is due to your white count, and I also am very familiar with the power of prayer. God bless you both and may the magic of Christ's love fill you during these holidays. Fondly, Joni Taulbee
Joni Taulbee <taulbeej@osceola.k12.fl.us>
Celebration, FL U.S. - Thursday, December 18, 2003 11:34 AM CST

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We are thinking about you Ryan. We wish you happy holidays!
Mrs. Taulbee's class <taulbeej@osceola.k12.fl.us>
Celebration, FL U.S. - Thursday, December 18, 2003 11:28 AM CST

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Ryan and Laura,
I'm so happy to read that transplant went well. Both of you were on my mind as I fell asleep, and once again when I woke in the morning!! Many prayers are being sent your way!!!
GROW CELLS GROW, GROW, GROW!!!!!!!!!!!
As always I send my daily love prayers and hugs from Houston.
JoAnn Baker <bakerjo1@hotmail.com>
Houston, Tx - Thursday, December 18, 2003 7:45 AM CST

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Hey guys,
Just checking back to see how today went.
So glad today went smoothly.
Ryan you are such a trooper!
Laura, Ryan is so lucky to have you!!

Karen <Karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 11:51 PM CST

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Yea for a successful transplant! Congrats to Rye for having the strength and determination to prevail a second time, and to Laura for her constant love and support. You are both in my prayers.
Alicia Weisenbach <aweisenb@gwu.edu>
Arlington, VA 22201 - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 8:44 PM CST

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Blessings and love to you both, the donor and your medical team.
Love, Aunt B
- Wednesday, December 17, 2003 3:00 PM CST

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hi laura and ryan---yes, today is another very big day. that is why they refer to it as the "present". this is transplant day and there must be a flurry of activities and thoughts whirling around. we are thinking so much about you guys. everyone sends prayers and special thoughts to you. hang in there -- loving arms are wrapped around you. love aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net>
stanford, in usa - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 2:52 PM CST

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Hi,
Ed and Sheila Bishop here reminding us all that a powerful faith can do and has done remarkable things, and to mention that as your faith and your new marrow take hold and make you strong again we'll be looking forward to a nice visit with you.
See ya.
E & S
Ed and Sheila Bishop <evsvbishop@aol.com>
Youngstown, OH USA - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 2:22 PM CST

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GOOD LUCK RYAN!!

We are sending loads of good thoughts, love and strength to you and Laura.

Ryan...soak up those new cells!

New marrow....grow, grow, grow!

Laura...be strong girl, you are beautiful and amazing!

All of our love,
Aili and Bryan <amalm@sfu.ca http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/bryankinney>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 2:20 PM CST

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**HAPPY RE-BIRTHDAY RYAN**

Thinking about what you are going through today. What an emotional time, huh?! It's such an exciting time though. Just knowing that some stranger is willing to go through the steps of donating cells for you Ryan, is really cool. God has blessed that person and will continue to do so for their unselfish act. What a neat feeling they must have. I became a registered donor a couple of years ago and hope someday I can repay the favor for someone in need. It is truly a blessing. Hope you both have gotten through the day and are now resting up and regaining your strength. Ryan keep up your positive attitude! Hope you are resting comfortably. Anxiously looking forward to those new cells engrafting.

Hugs,
Vicki, Anaheim CA <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Mike's Memorial Website, - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 1:11 PM CST

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Hey guys,
Thinking of you two today.
Love, hugs, prayers, good vibes, all coming your way!!

Karen <karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 11:12 AM CST

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Ryan and Laura,
Stopping by to let you know know you are in my thoughts and prayers as transplant nears.
Please let me know if there is anything at all I can do for either of you, I'll even make Ryan home made pudding if you tell me which kind he likes best!!
As always I send you both my daily love, prayers and hugs from Houston.
JoAnn Baker <bakerjo1@hotmail.com>
Houston, Tx - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 11:08 AM CST

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Ryan & Laura,
Really praying for you and your transplant. You are both in my thoughts.
Love in Christ, Pam Groce
Pam Groce <pamgroce@yahoo.com>
Spartanburg, SC usa - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 10:22 AM CST

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Ryan and Laura,

All my love and prayers are with you!! I admire both of you so much for your strength, love and devotion to each other. Stay strong and this will all be over soon! Love you guys!!!!! xoxo.
Angie Coleman <angcoleman23@hotmail.com>
Mooresville, IN 46158 - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 9:31 AM CST

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Ryan and Laura,
Just wanted you to know that everyone who works in your mom's new office is sending daily prayers your way. You are a very special family and we wish you all the very best. We'll be looking for updates and keeping you in our thoughts and prayers. May God bless you all.
Sharon Kelley <kelleys@osceola.k12.fl.us>
Kissimmee, fl - Tuesday, December 16, 2003 10:02 AM CST

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Ryan & Laura,
We are praying for you, and also the donor. We know that the Lord will see you through this difficult time. We will be praying especially hard on Thursday. We know that whatever the outcome, He will be in control. We all send our love and ferverent prayers. We are praying for your family too.
All our love,
Aunt Judy & Uncle Bob
Bob & Judy Kime <bobkime@sprintmail.com>
Fairview Park, oh U.S.A. - Monday, December 15, 2003 9:17 PM CST

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Hi Ryan & Laura,

You guys are in my every thought and prayer as we enter transplant week. Continue to be strong Ryan. And Laura, I really want to stress to keep yourself HEALTHY!! I remember my kids coming down with something two weeks after my brother's transplant and we couldn't be together at Christmas for fear that he would catch the bug. It was the worst being by ourselves! So be sure to keep yourself well rested and eating good too so you can be right there with Ryan 24x7. Wishing you all the best -- I'm sure everything will go so well. Looking forward to Day +100.

Hugs,
Vicki, Anaheim CA <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Mike's Memorial Website, - Monday, December 15, 2003 6:52 PM CST

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Hey guys-
I'll be keeping my fingers, toes and eyeballs crossed as "transplant day 0" draws near. I've been doing my best to spread the word through the "Mooresville grapevine" so there should be plenty of thoughts and prayers coming your way! Laura Marie- We've jumped over hurdles and made it through some pretty tough situations during junior high, high school and afterwards. This is just another obstacle to climb over and conquer. So put on your climbing shoes and keep the faith. As always, you are both in my prayers!
Megan Lynch <mklynch@iupui.edu>
Camby, IN USA - Monday, December 15, 2003 10:41 AM CST

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Hi Laura & Ryan,
Just here to let you guys know that I'm thinking of you both especially Ryan as he goes through all he has to go through to prepare for transplant...I can't imagine how hard it is and it's only the beginning...Ryan, you are so incredibly brave and strong! I know Caringbridge has so many little kids fighting for their lives and of course they are extremely brave and strong for fighting, but it doesn't mean that just because you're a full grown man fighting this disease that it doesn't make you brave or strong...you are definitely BOTH!!! Keeping you in my prayers...

~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~

HO HO HO! MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Lots of love,
XOXOXOXOXO
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Monday, December 15, 2003 7:23 AM CST

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Hey guys,
Good luck this week.
You both are in our prayers!
Laura take a bubble bath and a deep breath. This will be a success.
Ryan remember how much you are loved, and how many people are praying for you and thinking of you!!
Karen <karen@sdsu.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
SD, CA USA - Sunday, December 14, 2003 8:37 PM CST

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Dear Rye and Laura--
As I was reading the past journal entries, I cannot help but be grateful to God for giving you both amazing strength, spirit and love. Good luck this week! You are always in my prayers. Love, Alicia
Alicia Weisenbach <aweisenb@gwu.edu>
Arlington, VA 22201 - Sunday, December 14, 2003 6:55 PM CST

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Ryan
My name is Lou Kulturides and I am a friend of Kathleen and like you to know I am praying for you. I know God has His hand on your life and He will take care of you. I was born with a serious heart defect and have had 2 open heart surgeries in the past 27 years. Two years ago had a pace maker implanted and am facing further procedures on my heart. But God is on the throne and in His infinate mercy and grace He has kept me. May encourage you to keep trusting in Him who keeps us and cares for us. Looking forward to see God's will work in your life.
God Bless you,
Lou K
Lou Kulturides <ofthespirit@aol.com>
Eustis, Fl USA - Saturday, December 13, 2003 11:38 AM CST

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Good Morning Ryan,

It is another day when God WILL provide all the faith and strength you need. He promises us comfort and strength
in our time of need and He is faithful who has called us
out of darkness into His marvelous light.

We are on our way this afternoon to pick up Heidi and maybe go the the Gaylord Palms to freeze to death and see what we
spent so much money moving away from (ice and cold).

I want you to know how much I love you and cherish all the
too few memories I have when you visited me. You were so very cute and ssssssssssoooooooooooo sweet. Even when you carved your name on my paneling in the den. Every moment with you are the nicest memories I have and how dear they
are to me. Ryan, you are a very special young man and are
dearly loved by all.

Love,

Aunt Kathleen
Kathleen Mallasch <kathleen825@earthlink.net>
Eustis , fl USA - Saturday, December 13, 2003 10:41 AM CST

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Dear Ryan,

We love you and all of our prayers are continually lifted up for your transplant to go well. We miss you and loved seeing you at Thanksgiving. I will miss our Family Day at Christmas time this year, we were going to the "Holyland Experience" the day after Christmas. God willing you and Laura will be here next year.
Love,
Aunt Kathleen

Rachel says: Hi ! rye I love you !!!!!!!!!!

Anna says: Hi Ryan, How's it going ? I love you and tell Laura Hi. Be nice to James............He's on his way!




Kathleen Mallasch <kathleen825@earthlink.net>
Eustis , fl USA - Friday, December 12, 2003 8:59 PM CST

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How exciting -- as the BIG transplant day nears!! Don't let these next couple of days get you down Ryan, it's just preparation for the RE-BIRTHDAY!! It brings such joy that a donor was found and how gracious that person is to offer a part of themselves to you. WOW ~ you're double special now!! Hope you guys have a good and restful weekend as you get prepared for transplant.

Take care,
Vicki Hoffman ~ Mike's Memorial Website <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim, CA - Friday, December 12, 2003 5:06 PM CST

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We're delighted to hear that things are going well at the moment, and will continue to keep all our fingers and toes crossed for you.
Ed and Sheila
Ed and Sheila Bishop <EVSVBISHOP@aol.com>
Youngstown, OH USA - Friday, December 12, 2003 2:59 PM CST

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OK Ryan, no fevers!
I'm doing my "No fevers for Ryan" dance.
People are staring.

Have a good weekend you two.
Sending lots of good vibes and prayer your way.
Karen <karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Friday, December 12, 2003 1:29 PM CST

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Glad to hear that the transplant countdown has started and is going well so far. You both have such tremendous courage and strength! As always you will both be in my thoughts and prayers.
Megan Lynch <mklynch@iupui.edu>
Camby, IN - Friday, December 12, 2003 11:20 AM CST

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Hi Ryan and Laura,
Stopped by to say HI and to wish you well and let you know that you are both in my family's thoughts and prayers. We'll be neighbors soon in a way as we travel to Texas Children's Hospital for my daughter's (Abigail) second full transplant with a matched unrelated donor in January. We spent Christmas in Houston during her first transplant and still managed to get St. Nick to stop by. Here's hoping for a quick engraftment in your stocking Ryan! God bless! P.S. Thanks for your nice email Laura. We draw lot's of strength from all the voices of encouragement as I know you both do as well.
Bert, Suzanne, and Abigail Ortiz <ltbert@aol.com / www.caringbridge.com/va/abbyallies >
Chesapeake, VA - Friday, December 12, 2003 8:25 AM CST

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Ryan and Laura;
We are keeping you in our thoughts and prayers. Prayers DO work! Hope this Christmas is a very happy one for both of you and the beginning of something wonderful.
Keep up the good thoughts! We will, too!
Dona Lee
Your Celebration Neighbor
Dona Lee <dona.lee@celebration.fl.us>
Celebration, FL USA - Friday, December 12, 2003 8:21 AM CST

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I hope you feel the love of so many who love you and lift you in prayer as we all count down to transplant. XXOO
Aunt B
- Thursday, December 11, 2003 2:10 PM CST

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WE ARE ALL THINKING OF YOU RYAN! LOVE MRS. TAULBEE'S 3RD GRADE CLASS
JONI TAULBEE <taulbeej@osceola.k12.fl.us>
CELEBRATION, FL US - Thursday, December 11, 2003 12:14 AM CST

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Hey guys-
Hope all is going well this week.
Bryan and I are thinking of you both and keeping you in our prayers.
Karen <karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Thursday, December 11, 2003 11:43 AM CST

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I wish you the best and will keep you in my prayers. We (Fran and I) will put you on our prayer list at church. May God be with you.
Millie Tripp <trippm@osceola.k12.fl.us>
St. Cloud, FL US - Thursday, December 11, 2003 10:27 AM CST

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We heard the good news that you are still in remission. We have two churches here in Orlando and one in East Liverpool Ohio that are praying for you. Praise the Lord for answered prayer. We just heard the news tonight that you are back on the list for transplant on Tuesday. We think of you often and send our best.
Aunt Vi and Uncle Bill Shollenberger <spetrek@aol.com>
East Liverpool, Oh - Wednesday, December 10, 2003 7:34 PM CST

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Ryan and Laura,

Just wanted to let you know that you will constantly be in my thoughts and prayers. Ryan,I am saving a dance for you the next time you are home and come to Paradise Ballroom or USABDA. For anyone who is not aware, Ryan (not to mention the rest of his family)is quite an accomplished ballroom dancer.

Love,
Susan Harris
Susan Harris <harriss@osceola.k12.fl.us>
St. Cloud, FL USA - Wednesday, December 10, 2003 3:32 PM CST

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Just talked with your Dad and I am thrilled to hear that the current tests show you are still in remission and that the nerve damage appears to be temporary. I was also pleased to hear that you have an extremely comfortable room with a lovely view of the Houston cityscape. I am so excited about this transplant. I will be there Sunday night, and I am bringing plenty of read aloud books. (I have a surprise for Laura.) Love Mom
Susan Petrek <spetrek@osceola.k12.fl.us>
Celebration, FL USA - Wednesday, December 10, 2003 12:34 AM CST

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Hi Laura & Ryan,



I found your website on Bryan's and wanted to come and say hi...I will keep you both in my prayers as Ryan prepares for transplant...keep up your faith and keep fighting!

~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~

Love,
XOXOXOXO
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Wednesday, December 10, 2003 5:47 AM CST

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hi ryanand laura
we were out of town during Thanksgiving, glad to read all your updates. we are continuing to pray fervently for a successful transplant - The Lord will never leave or forsake you so you have the best physician and may He be your great source of encouragement. We love you, say hi to your dad. We are praying for your family too. All our love, Aunt Judy and Uncle Bob
"Bob and Judy Kime <bobkime@springmail.com>
Fairview Park, oh - Tuesday, December 9, 2003 8:57 PM CST

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hi laura and ryan---so glad that your computer is with you so all of us can check in with you to obtain updates. love, prayers, and strenght to you, your full health care team, your families and all your support network of friends. we care about you dearly. aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net>
stanford, in usa - Tuesday, December 9, 2003 5:38 PM CST

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Dear Ryan and Laura,
We are thinking about you constantly - hoping and praying all goes smoothly and successfully. We love you both so much. Hugs,
Aunt Bonnie, Uncle David and Sam
- Tuesday, December 9, 2003 2:42 PM CST

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Hi Ryan & Laura,

Thinking about you guys and what's in store for you in the next couple of days, if not months. My most positive prayers are headed your direction. I'm sure the transplant will go well. Keep us posted, when you have time. Take care of yourselves.

Hugs,
Vicki Hoffman ~ Mike Hunter’s Memorial Website <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim, CA - Tuesday, December 9, 2003 0:45 AM CST

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I am new to your page, but I did want to say that you are both in my prayers. You both seem like such amazing people and I hope all will go well so you can maybe be home in time for the holidays.
Pam and Becki Ebeler www.caringbridge.org/mo/rebeckaleigh <momwith2cfgirls@aol.com>
Festus, MO - Tuesday, December 9, 2003 0:30 AM CST

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Dear Laura and Ryan, With thoughts, prayers, hugs and concern we are with you. With our love,
Uncle John and Aunt Christine
Stevens Point, WI - Monday, December 8, 2003 3:32 PM CST

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Laura and Ryan- I hope and pray that everything goes well with the transplant. I am glad that you had a wonderful Thanksgiving. Good luck with everything and stay strong. I think of you often.
Nicole Bolus <nbolus17@hotmail.com>
Brownsburg, IN - Monday, December 8, 2003 3:28 PM CST

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Ryan and Laura--I only get a chance to check this every once in a while, and there is always so much news! I was glad to read the good news this time with the transplant! I hope and pray everything goes well. I love you guys!!!
Jessica Gee <jegee@indianapolis.edisonschools.com>
- Monday, December 8, 2003 11:24 AM CST

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Hey guys-
Good luck this week! We'll be thinking of you. I put your url on Bryan's web site so hopefully that will get some more prayers out there!!
Karen and Bryan <karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Monday, December 8, 2003 11:00 AM CST

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We have been keeping in touch with your Mom and Dad, Laura. We are thinking of you and sending our prayers and best wishes for a remarkably smooth transplant and recovery! Blessings to you!
Nancy and Tom
Zionsville, IN - Saturday, December 6, 2003 8:57 PM CST

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hi laura and ryan----life has been on the fast track this week . thus, we just stopped and read all the latest developments. looking forward to the transplant and then the steps of dealing with this disease. we will all continue to be with you in spirit . this adds strenght to your days. love to both of you aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net>
stanford, in usa - Saturday, December 6, 2003 3:27 PM CST

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Hey guys...

GREAT NEWS!!!! I'm so happy that the transplant has been approved, and that there are plans to move forward with it. I'm so thankful too, to hear that there are so many doctors working to make sure that every part of Ryan is well.

I hope you guys have a relaxing weekend together.
As always, you all remain in our thought and prayer!

Karen & Bryan <karen@sdsu.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Friday, December 5, 2003 8:00 PM CST

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Dear Ryan and Laura,

Yesterday evening we had a very nice dinner with your mother and James.
We talked about you and she showed me your pictures. Even though you have changed I still see the same eyes of you. The Ryan who has that spirit and the will power.
I hope that this long journey will come to an end so you and Laura can start a new beginning. Laura must have been one of the best things happening to you. We think about you and pray for you especially for the next weeks when you will get the transplant. I was hoping to see you during Thanksgiving but I heard that you were to week.There are many people thinking of you that must give you some extra strength. You are always in my hart and mind. I will see you in 100 days.

Love Corrie.
P.s Also the best wishes to your dad.
Corrie van Schaik <corrienon1@aol.com>
orlando, fl U.S - Friday, December 5, 2003 7:18 PM CST

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Glad to hear the transplant was approved! I hope you both had a terrific Thanksgiving. Keep the good news coming!
Have a glorious day!
Megan Lynch <mklynch@iupui.edu>
Camby, IN - Friday, December 5, 2003 10:41 AM CST

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Dear Laura and Ryan,
Glad to hear that you saw a little snow in Indiana, because you won't see much in Houston! Martin and I think of you two alot and wish you the best and a wonderful recovery with the upcoming transplant.
Love,
Susan and Martin
Susan Steinbis <susancbmemw@hotmail.com>
Houston, TX USA - Thursday, December 4, 2003 11:53 AM CST

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Dearest Laura Marie and Ryan,
Hi there! Your e-mail site is wonderful- -Angie C. just told me about it. I am so happy that a donor has been found. I still wear the ring that you so sweetly gave Jen one Christmas. I will continue to check in on you both and continue to pray for Ryan's strength and health. Can't believe that Sept. 4th was your engagement anniversary! I remember when Jenna told me every little detail of how Ryan was going to propose, etc. You two are so blessed to have each other. Take care, with lots of love, Sherry T.
Sherry Tipmore <number1boxman@netzero.net>
Camby, IN U.S. - Sunday, November 30, 2003 6:15 PM CST

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Hey Guys-
Hope you both are having a wonderful holiday weekend!!
We'll be thinking of you two this week as I know it will be tough!

Karen and Bryan <karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Sunday, November 30, 2003 3:10 PM CST

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Hey Ryan -- You look pretty good with no hair!! It is good news about the surgury. You know you and your family mean the world to me. Your visits when you came back to Indy were very special. I hope you have a wonderful visit with your family and pray that the new surgury will be a huge success. I will start reading your web page on a daily basis so that I can keep up with your progress. Love Connie
Connie Osborne <conosb52@aol.com>
New Palestine, IN - Thursday, November 27, 2003 11:17 PM CST

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Hi Ryan & Laura,

Thinking of you both this Thanksgiving and wishing you all the best. Enjoy this weekend with family & friends. Looking forward to a recap when you get back. Have fun!!

Regards,

Vicki Hoffman ~ Mike Hunter’s Memorial Website <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim, CA - Thursday, November 27, 2003 0:08 AM CST

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Ryan and Laura,
I wanted to drop by and wish you both a very Happy Thanksgiving. Hope you have a wonderful time with your families. God bless you both

JoAnn Baker <bakerjo1@hotmail.com>
Houston, Tx - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 10:04 AM CST

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hi laura and ryan---sure appreciate all the latest updates. and what good news about the transplant dates and anticipated events. as with all big events and challenges it is best to break them into small projects so it just does not seem so overwhelming. see you real soon.. lots of love to you. aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net>
stanford, in usa - Sunday, November 23, 2003 4:41 PM CST

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~~KATIA'S PAGE~~

TRACY AND KATIA <TMSOL87@AOL.COM>
- Saturday, November 22, 2003 7:00 PM CST

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Hey Laura and Ryan!
So glad that things are going well!! Bryan and I continue to pray for you all and think of you daily!
Karen <karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Wednesday, November 19, 2003 1:10 AM CST

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Ryan and Laura,
My heart is overcome with happiness reading your journal entry. I pray for continued good news and with God's hand guiding you both I know the outcome will be a positive one. I also pray for the donor, such a totally unselfish man to give of himself like that to help another. God surely lives in him. I'm also thrilled that you both will go "home" for Thanksgiving, and what better day to give THANKS for all the blessing that have come your way and the many more that will soon come to you both.
As always I send my daily love, prayers and hugs from Houston.
JoAnn Baker <bakerjo1@hotmail.com>
Houston, Tx - Tuesday, November 18, 2003 5:41 PM CST

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Praise God, the date has been set!! I will lifting you all up in prayer very, very ,very much that week. MaryEllen
Mary Ellen Jones <kokomomary@peopelpc.com>
Laurel, In USA - Tuesday, November 18, 2003 3:30 PM CST

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Laura and Ryan,

First a donor, now remission! Keep the good news coming! Hope you've survived the rain in Houston. Wish I could say the weather in Indy is better but it looks like we're in for a wet and windy day! Have a wonderful Thanksgiving!
Megan Lynch <mklynch@iupui.edu>
Mooresville, IN USA - Tuesday, November 18, 2003 1:22 PM CST

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Super news. Blessings galore.
Love, love and more love
Aunt B and Uncle D
- Tuesday, November 18, 2003 9:02 AM CST

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Hi Ryan and laura = Our love and many prayers and happy that you can be with family over Thanksgiving. We know it means much to them. Its hard for the separation. This thanksgiving is especially special for the way the Lord is caring for you. To God be he Glory great things He has done == we love you, Aunt Judy and Uncle Bob
Bob Kime <bobkime@sprintmail.com>
Cleveland, OH USA - Saturday, November 15, 2003 9:52 PM CST

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hi laura and ryan---oh my you sure know how to add extra smiles to our day. as ryan's mom said it is another miracle and it is centered around you. we think about you often love aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miram <yogi@bluemarble.net>
stanford, in usa - Saturday, November 15, 2003 5:10 PM CST

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Rye..Your Dad just told me the GREAT news. You will be home in Celebration for a whole week! I am so blessed! All our wonderful neighbors support me so much and take such good care of James and I. God has truly provided for all our needs. We are living from one miracle to the next. From the miracle of Bob's job, the wonderful facility in Texas, my new position, wonderful support and guidance from our church, which is so timely, I truly believe that God is in perfect control of our situation. Love Mom
Susan Petrek <spetrek@osceola.k12.fl.us>
Celebration, Fl USA - Friday, November 14, 2003 12:02 AM CST

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Hey guys-
Great news!! What's better than the word remission?! Seriously, there's nothing better than that. Hang in there you guys, and enjoy the Texas fall!
Karen and Bryan <karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Thursday, November 13, 2003 8:05 PM CST

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Hey Guys-
Hope the PT is going well, and that the BMB shows no leukemia!

I bet you both are excited to be going home (Florida AND Indiana) soon! Bryan and I are going to be in Indianapolis for 10 days over Christmas. We're both really excited to wear our coats again :)

Karen <karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbansiter>
San Diego, CA USA - Tuesday, November 11, 2003 6:30 PM CST

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Hi Ryan & Laura,

GREAT NEWS!! A donor has been found! I know it's rather old news by now....and I can't believe I missed the announcement! Shame on me. As I started to write a entry in your guestbook I noticed others passing along their congrats. Had to go back into your journal to get caught up. Wow ~ what relief that a donor has been found. Definitely a blessing. Just praying now that the leukemia hasn't reared it's ugly head again. Keep us posted on the results of the BMB. Glad to hear that you are planning on going "home" for the holidays. I bet everyone will be thrilled to see you both. Keep your head up and keep smiling.

Hugs,
Vicki Hoffman ~ www.caringbridge.org/ca/mike <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim, CA - Monday, November 10, 2003 6:01 PM CST

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Laura and Ryan-
It is so good to hear that you found a donor. Good luck with everything. I hope you have a great Thanksgiving.

Nicole Bolus <nbolus17@hotmail.com>
Brownsburg, IN - Monday, November 10, 2003 3:11 PM CST

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Ryan and Laura;
Congratulations on your great news! Your mom told me about it on Halloween night and I have been quite remiss in emailing you since. You are on so many prayer lists in Celebration, alone. I know that all of these prayers will be answered. Keep up the strength! We think of you often.


Dona Lee <dona.lee@celebration.fl.us>
Celebration , FL USA - Monday, November 10, 2003 11:33 AM CST

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Hi from ClevelandOH
Sorry we haven't writtensooner-Uncle Bob and I ( Judy) were involved in planning and organizing our Missionary Conference at Church,3 days of meetings. The Lord blessed in a very special way because our church is without a pastor and and the ass't. pastor was voted down so there is some dissension. We are praying much for you daily and praise for the donor. The Lord is watching over you. we love you.Say hi to your dad.
Bob & Judy Kime <bobkime@sprintmail.com>
Fairview Park, OH USA - Sunday, November 9, 2003 9:32 PM CST

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hello laura and ryan--- we are so happy to hear the news about a donor. yes, what a blessing. stay positive. love aunt miriam and uncle ned

ned and miriam malone malone <yogi@bluemarble.net>
stanford, in usa - Sunday, November 9, 2003 1:06 PM CST

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It is just go great that you have found a donor. So what is the schedule for transplant? Does Ryan receive chem in Florida and then return to Texas for the final transplant?
Congradulations.
Love and Prayers
David R
David Ross
Indianapolis, In USA - Friday, November 7, 2003 9:18 AM CST

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CONGRATULATIONS!!!!! What glorious news! Glad to hear that you've settled in your new place. Enjoy the weekend....you've earned it!

Love always,
Megan
Megan Lynch <mklynch@iupui.edu>
Camby, In 46113 - Friday, November 7, 2003 7:57 AM CST

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Laura and Ryan,

Just checking in to see how things are going with you guys. I am a little behind, so I am guessing by the latest news that the plan is definite to go for a new donor vs. past donor......CONGRATS! I hope that this opportunity brings about the remission you are waiting for.......PERMANENTLY!!

I'll keep checking in on you guys. Keep hanging in there!
Niki Daubach (mother of Brian, 7 yrs old, current survivor of JMML, a rare leukemia) webpage: www.caringbridge.org/co/brianspage <ndaubach@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne USA - Thursday, November 6, 2003 9:57 AM CST

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Praise God!! I am so happy to hear the good news. Will keep you all in my prayers. MaryEllen
Mary Ellen Jones <kokomomary@peoplepc.com>
Laurel, IN usa - Wednesday, November 5, 2003 3:40 PM CST

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Hip Hip Hooray. We are thrilled about the donor. Take it easy. Love to both of you.
Aunt B & Uncle D
- Wednesday, November 5, 2003 1:38 PM CST

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GREAT NEWS!!!!! I'm so happy for you both!! Hope you are having a good week and getting settled in your new place!
Karen <karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Tuesday, November 4, 2003 6:28 PM CST

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Laura and Ryan,
Praise God!!! What wonderful news about finding a donor!! Also glad that Ryan is having a little bit of relief and feeling a tad better. Please let me know if there's anything I can do for either one of you, especially since I'm right here in Houston.
As always I send my daily love, prayers and hugs from Houston.
JoAnn Baker <bakerjo1@hotmail.com>
Houston, Tx - Tuesday, November 4, 2003 4:34 PM CST

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Hey guys..

Just checking in to say hi. We've been moving and then staying in our half-moved house for 3 days because of the "fire-storms" as they're calling it. It's been pretty scary, but we're fine and the house is standing - I couldn't ask for more.

Hope the move went well and that you're getting settled in your new place. Ryan I hope your functions are going down, and that your doctors visits this week bring good news.
Karen <karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Thursday, October 30, 2003 8:11 PM CST

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Laura and Ryan,
Sorry to hear about your encounter with Kayexalate (the yucky caramel elixir). It may smell like caramel but I've heard from my patients at IU (IU Hospital) that it sure doesn't taste like it! Glad to hear that you found a new apartment. I start my apartment search tomorrow, wish me luck! Good luck with the move!
Have a great day!
Megan
Megan Lynch <mklynch@iupui.edu>
Mooresville, IN 46113 - Thursday, October 30, 2003 12:00 AM CST

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Laura and Ryan,
Sorry to hear about your encounter with Kayexalate (the yucky caramel elixir). It may smell like caramel but I've heard from my patients at IU (IU Hospital) that it sure doesn't taste like it! Glad to hear that you found a new apartment. I start my apartment search tomorrow, wish me luck! Good luck with the move!
Have a great day!
Megan
Megan Lynch <mklynch@iupui.edu>
Mooresville, IN 46113 - Thursday, October 30, 2003 11:59 AM CST

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DearLaura and Ryan, Not a day goes by that both of you are not thought about in a very special way. We care and please know that we are mentally and spiritually with you. It was so nice to be with your Mom and Dad Laura; we had a fun time with lots of activities--I can not recall if PU or UW won! Actually, the band would do better playing the game than the suited players. Please call if you need to talk; you have a wonderful support/medical team with you too. Love Aunt C and Uncle J
John and Christine Gauder <gauder@charter.net>
- Wednesday, October 29, 2003 3:48 PM CST

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Ryan and Laura,
Our love and prayers are with you.
Aunt B, Uncle D and Sam
- Wednesday, October 29, 2003 1:39 PM CST

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Ryan,

Man you have a lot of friends!

No one knows what it is that they can and cannot do until they try......You are a hero to all of your friends and a living miracle. Stay safe and happy, hope to see you soon!



Patty Holden <paradiseballroom@aol.com>
Kissimmee, Fl USA - Tuesday, October 28, 2003 11:27 PM CST

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Hi Ryan and Laura,
Are you liking this cool weather we're having in Houston? Most folks I know love it when it gets like this, but I actually prefer it when it's in the 80's. You're right, the weather this weekend was definitely good for staying indoors. Bet you got alot of stuff packed for the move to the new place. I hope all is well with the two of you and when I told my daughter in law about Ryan, she said she'd add him to her prayer list also.
As always I send you my daily love, prayers and hugs from Houston.
JoAnn Baker <bakerjo1@hotmail.com>
Houston, Tx - Tuesday, October 28, 2003 12:50 AM CST

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hi laura and ryan---just checking the computer and we do not see our last two entries. maybe i did something incorrectly . thus, trying it again. we are thinking oodles about you and especially thinking about your friday appt.. take one day at a time...it is a present all for now aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford, in usa - Monday, October 27, 2003 5:26 PM CST

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Hi Ryan and Laura,

Happy Belated Birthday, Ryan! I finally got the right address for you. I talked to James and got it right. We are always thinking of you and Carrie and Brandon ask how you are doing often.

Love,
Aunt Janice and Uncle Sonny
Janice Petrek <jpetrek@hotmail.com>
Parma, OH USA - Sunday, October 26, 2003 6:29 PM CST

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So glad to be able to talk via email. HAPPH BIRTHDAY -you're catching up to your Aunt Judy and Uncle Bob. We love you and pray for you every day. Isn't it wonderful Rob and Carol and 4 grandkids move into their newly built home in Harrisonburg VA after a l-1/2 year of construction. Its beautiful set in the middle of a 90 acre farm with a mountain view all around - they are in the Shenandoah Valley. they send their love and regards. We are praying that the Lord will give you extra special strength for the days ahead. We are enjoying beautiful fall weather in Cleveland with the leaves peaking this week. That bad word SNOW is in the forecast for next week. Give Laura our love and warmest regards. We love you very much--

Aunt Judy & Uncle Bob <bobkime@sprintmail.com>
Fairview Park, OH U.S.A. - Friday, October 24, 2003 10:40 PM CDT

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Hello Ryan and Laura,
Wanted to drop by and let you both know I'm thinking of you and praying for you. Hope all is well for the two of you, and that you're enjoying the weather in Houston this week.
I send you both my daily love, prayers and hugs from Houston.
JoAnn Baker <bakerjo1@hotmail.com>
Houston, Tx - Thursday, October 23, 2003 1:53 PM CDT

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Laura and Ryan;
Hope things are cooling off out there. We are still having some pretty warm weather, but it feels good to me. Things are going well with us as we now have both dining room AND kitchen table and chairs - hope you will be able to visit us over the holidays - if you will be coming home for the holidays.
I have been remiss in reading your update page and will do so shortly - probably should have done it before sending this email.
I am 0 for 2 with the baseball championships, having rooted for both the Cubs and the Red Sox. I am now rooting for the Florida Marlins which will most certainly result in the defeat to the Yankees. I am not having very good luck this year. ( One year We voted for Gore, rooted for the Mets in the World Series (they lost) and then rooted for the NY Giants in the Super Bowl (guess what - they lost, too!) - Deven was very depressed as her choices reflected ours and she took a lot of ribbing at her school. Especially when she was the ONLY one in her class who voted for Al Gore. Oh well, you have to go where your heart is even if it means following a loser once in awhile.
take care,
have renewed your place on the Community Presbyterian prayer list as well as maintaining it on my Bible Study prayer list. You have alot of prayers coming your way - that will most definitely be a good thing.
Keep in touch when you can,
Your neighbor,
Dona Lee
PS. Took Susan out to the Comedy Club the other night a couple of weekends ago. We all had a good time, although some of the comedians were very amateurish. She talked me into a "Hurricane" and it was a good thing that Epp was driving both of us home. We were not drunk, but it is hard to drink a Hurricane and come away totally unaffected!
Dona Lee <dona.lee@celebration.fl.us>
Celebration, FL USA - Wednesday, October 22, 2003 9:25 AM CDT

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Hi, I have not been here in awhile and am so glad that he is doing better. I wish you all the best. Also, happy belated birthday. It is wierd to think of yourself as getting older isn't it. I remember back in high school when you guys were dating for awhile and how you met at music camp. I knew you and Laura were a good match. I have only met you once or twice but you are a great couple. I am so happy that you found each other and are going to get through this. All my love.
Sara Stirn <Sstirn712@aol.com>
Mooresville, IN USA - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 11:54 PM CDT

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Hey Laura and Ryan-

Well you're in the right place for salty foods!! Chips and Salsa (if you don't have mouth sores) - and greasy tex-mex?! Tortilla soup? It's all packed with salt! Can you tell I'm hungry? Ryan, hopefully you can get a good line put in soon so you won't have to be stuck with so many needles. Hang in there you guys...
Karen <karen@sdsc.edu / www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 7:25 PM CDT

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Ryan and Laura,
Just found your site from another Caringbridge site and wanted to let you know, I will add Ryan to my prayer list. Ive added your page to my favorites and will stop be often to check on you both. God bless
JoAnn Baker <bakerjo1@hotmail.com>
Houston, Tx - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 3:50 PM CDT

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Laura and Ryan,
First of all, I want to wish Ryan a happy late birthday, I looked at the pictures and they were great. I have been meaning to sign your guestbook for quite some time now but am just now getting around to it. Laura, I think that it is absolutely amazing how well you keep the web page updated with everything else that you and Ryan have going on. You two are both such an inspiration! I am 24 and was diagnosed with ALL September a year ago. It has and continues to be a long hard road, but I do not have to tell ya'll that. I am currently in remission and hope to stay that way. I am not sure what God's plans are for me but for now I am putting one foot in front of the other and trying to complete my senior year of college. You both are in my thoughts and prayers and I wish you the best of luck. I plan to keep up with your progress through the internet. If there is ever anything that I could do to be of any assistance please feel free to contact me. God bless you both.
Holly Trupia <htrupia@yahoo.com>
Macon, GA USA - Monday, October 20, 2003 9:41 PM CDT

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Happy belated birthday Ryan!

I don't have a lot of time to write right now, but just wanted you to know that I am trying to get back to checking in on all my online friends.....Laura contacted me with questions about second transplants since my son has been through two as well.....not sure how much help I was, but now I have an interest in keeping up with you guys and knowing how you are doing. I know this is such a tough road, but do your best to keep up your spirits, and your strength and your faith. Never give up.

All the best to you both!
Niki Daubach (mother of Brian, 7 yrs old, and current survivor of JMML) website: www.caringbridge.org/co/brianspage <ndaubach@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne USA - Monday, October 20, 2003 8:39 AM CDT

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Ryan, sorry to hear that you haven't been feeling up to par. Hopefully getting that body rehydrated will get you back on track real soon. Just checkin' in on you guys. Are you baseball fans....rooting on your own...the Marlins? They are my pick for the World Series. Of course, my team (Anaheim Angels) won last year and I was able to go to all the home games. It was quite electrifying!! Not sure if it will ever come around again in my lifetime though...LOL! So go Marlins!!

Take care,
Vicki <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Saturday, October 18, 2003 9:17 PM CDT

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Hey Laura and Ryan-
Keep going with those fluids Ryan! I hope you guys are relaxing and having a good weekend!! We are just staying around the house, and packing for our big move into the house!
Karen <www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Saturday, October 18, 2003 4:12 PM CDT

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dearest Laura and Ryan--you are in our hearts and prayers today. walk tall and be believers.. it works!!!! love to you, aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net>
stanford, in usa - Saturday, October 18, 2003 12:35 AM CDT

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Dear Ryan and Laura, Thank goodness your bone marrow and weight is doing so well. Love is powerful, good medicine. We appreciate all the updates. We hold you close in our hearts. Much Love,
Aunt B, Uncle D and Sam
- Wednesday, October 15, 2003 3:30 PM CDT

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hi laura and ryan--greetings to both of you. start each and every day with thankfulnes. hang in there...everyone is pulling for you. love aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net>
stanford, in usa - Sunday, October 12, 2003 7:09 PM CDT

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Happy Belated Birthday to Ryan.

Wishing you both lots of love and strength.
Aili and Bryan <http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/bryankinney>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Sunday, October 12, 2003 2:54 PM CDT

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Hey guys-

Loved the b-day pics! Ryan you made out with that beautiful cake! Have a great weekend, we have Light the Night tomorrow night and we'll be thinking of all our friends battling the leukemia beast.

Karen <www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Friday, October 10, 2003 8:11 PM CDT

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Happy Birthday Ryan.you are already 23. It didn't seem so long ago when you were living next door. I hope you are doing ok. How is it to live in Texas?
Your mother keeps me up to date. Hope to see you soon ,were thinking of both of you.
Love Corrie

Corrie van Schaik <corrienon1@aol.com>
orlando, fl U.S - Thursday, October 9, 2003 12:06 AM CDT

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Happy 23rd Birthday!!
Dana Sanford <pooh_n_tigger200@yahoo.com>
Jackson, Mi - Thursday, October 9, 2003 11:18 AM CDT

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HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Katia's Site
TRACY AND KATIA
- Wednesday, October 8, 2003 4:52 PM CDT

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Just saw you mom and she told me about the latest events on your end. You two are in our thoughts and prayers and we're still all pulling for you.

Things are going okay. Staying busy since this is SAT weekend and this week is makeup FCAT for high school kids. Be in Ft. L most of next week.

Keep up the good fight. Hope to see you both soon.
Bob and Sharon <thewiz@maxthetest.com>
- Wednesday, October 8, 2003 1:52 PM CDT

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN!!!
Karen & Bryan <www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 11:12 AM CDT

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Happy Birthday Rye!
We love you and all miss you! James found a perfect "Itchy and Scratchie" item at MGM. We are sending it on to you. Have a great day!
Love Mom
Susan Petrek <spetrek@osceola.k12.fl.us>
Celebration, FL USA - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 10:27 AM CDT

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happy birthday wishes to ryan! laura and ryan enjoy your day! love aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone malone <yogi@bluemarble.net>
stanford, in usa - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 7:01 AM CDT

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Hey Laura and Ryan-
Hope today goes well with all the appointments! As always, praying for your perfect donor Ryan. I hope you guys are able to do some fun things tomorrow to celebrate Ryan's birthday and that you're feeling great, Ryan! Laura, loved that new pic - I'm so envious of that beautiful curly hair!
Karen <www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 2:08 PM CDT

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** HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY RYAN **

I know I am a day early, but I'm afraid that tomorrow may slip away from me. So I wanted to be sure to wish you the greatest day and I hope you have a special celebration planned. Enjoy your day tomorrow!!

Wishing you the HAPPIEST birthday EVER!!
Vicki Hoffman <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 9:06 AM CDT

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Good morning Laura and Ryan,
We continue to pray for the best donor!! Please continue your walks outside as God's world of nature can be so uplifting! Laura, gotta love that picture of you and Maggie on the photo portion of the journal! :-) Ryan, keep your faith and courage strong!, we all care about you and Laura so much.
Love you Mom and Daddy <mungo@iquest.net>
Mooresville, IN - Monday, October 6, 2003 9:02 AM CDT

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Great website--http://www.free-smoothies-recipes-elite.com/
We particularly like the peach and strawberry-banana. Maybe we can make some tomorrow when we see you.
Jay and Jennifer Langdale
Gainesville, FL - Saturday, October 4, 2003 9:22 AM CDT

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Hi Laura & Ryan,

Ohhh....a Domestic Goddess for a day! I guess it's good for all of us every now and then. Sounds like you both are holding up okay. Keep us posted on what the docs have to say on Monday. We're thinking about you and check in often.

Mike Hunter’s Memorial Website

Hugs,
Vicki Hunter-Hoffman
Anaheim, CA - Saturday, October 4, 2003 2:11 AM CDT

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Dear Ryan andf Laura,
It is Sheila and this character I have heard referred to as Uncle Ed, and I would say that it goes without saying that you are in our thoughts (and prayers). We were saddened when we heard news of your reversal of fortune , but I somehow had a hunch you would beat the odds--people with strong faith surrounded by loving family and friends with strong faith such as yours always seem to do. I admire your courage. I admire Laura's courage. I very much admire your father's and mother's wonderful support. I look forward to seeing you all.
Ed and Sheila Bishop
Youngstown, OH USA - Thursday, October 2, 2003 8:56 AM CDT

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Hey guys-
Great news on the bone marrow results!!! Laura, both of our boys have birthdays in Oct - Bry's is Oct 14th. As usual, he wants video games :)

You guys stay out of trouble and have a great rest of the week!
Karen and Bryan <www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Wednesday, October 1, 2003 7:54 PM CDT

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I AM SO GLAD YOU ARE RESPONDING SO WELL TO CHEMO. I REALLY HOPE THEY FIND YOU A MATCH. DROP BY KATIA'S PAGE WHEN YOU CAN AND SEE WHAT IS GOING ON. IT SEEMS MOST OF THE TAMPABAY AREA IS JUMPING IN ON FINDING A MATCH AND IF YOU WATCH THE BUCS VS THE COLTS ON MONDAY NIGHT FOOTBALL, YOU WILL BE SEEING SOME MENTIONS OF KATIA:) I REALLY PRAY WE FIND A MATCH FOR HER ALSO. WE ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER RYAN SO KNOW WE ALWAYS PRAY FOR YOU:) LOVE, TRACY
PS I REMEMBER BEING 23 A LONG LONG TIME AGO;)
~~Katia's Site (Leukemia AML-Relapsed 8-26-03)
Fighting to win!!!~~

TRACY AND KATIA
- Tuesday, September 30, 2003 10:24 PM CDT

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dearest laura and ryan---we sure think about you often.
the sun is shining over you. rays of hope are beaming toward you along with family and friends' support. thanks again for all the updates. love--aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net>
stanford, in USA - Tuesday, September 30, 2003 7:08 PM CDT

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Sending Ryan prayers and good thoughts from the "Buckeye State".

Blessings,
Bonnie, grandma to ^j^ James dx T-cell ALL 12/15/98 ~ 12/19/00 <www.caringbridge.com/page/jamiebowman>
Columbus, Ohio - Tuesday, September 30, 2003 1:37 PM CDT

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Ryan and Laura;
We keep you both on our prayer list and think of you often. Hope it is cooling off out there a little!
Saw your Dad this weekend. He was working the whole time he was here, it seemed.
Not sure if you watch football, but our household had a bad "Tennessee weekend" = Epp's USC lost a disappointing game to the University of Tenn. and my Steelers got stomped by their Titans. However, our Carolina Panthers seem to be on the upswing.
Will keep praying for your donor to show up soon.
There is joy in this day,
Hope lots of it comes to the both of you,
Love,
Dona Lee
PS. When you get a chance, email me your address and I will drop a note once in a while. Even though email is convenient, I like to send a card now and then.
Dona Lee <dona.lee@celebration.fl.us>
Celebration, FL USA - Monday, September 29, 2003 4:56 AM CDT

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Laura and Ryan,

I will be lifting you up in prayer as you make theis decision.
God will give you the wisdom and guidance you seek.
Fall is in the air here in south central Indiana. The leaves in the top of the trees are starting to turn, theres a nip in the air and all the area festivals are starting to
to take place.Take care and God Bless Mary Ellen
MaryEllen Jones <kokomomary@peoplepc.com>
Laurel, IN USA - Sunday, September 28, 2003 9:01 AM CDT

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Dear Laura and Ryan;
I vist Kristins site from time to time and was linked to yours and was sorry to hear about Ryans new battle. Please know that you are both in my prayers and that I know what you are going through since our Cindy went through much the same. Before we lost our Cindy she vowed to pray for all who battle this disease so I know she is in prayer for you.So keep the faith and remember if God is for us who can be agaist us.Better Days are ahead.
God Bless you Both Mrs. Virginia Martinez
Virginia Martinez <shcsret26@msn.com>
Pensacola , fl usa - Saturday, September 27, 2003 9:39 PM CDT

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Hey Laura and Ryan-
Hope you guys have a great weekend exploring more of Houston. Ryan glad to hear you're tolerating so well. Laura, what a lucky guy Ryan is to have you!
Karen <www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Friday, September 26, 2003 9:46 PM CDT

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Dear Ryan and Laura,
Thanks for all the updates. You are constantly on our minds and in our hearts. We love you and pray for the best. Hugs and love,

Aunt B, Uncle D and Sam
- Friday, September 26, 2003 7:42 AM CDT

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dearest laura and ryan----thank you for all the updates. we appreciate the news that you share. you know we all want to do something to help. your families and friends are here to assist in any way. right now our "help" is by prayers, support and encouraging words.. love to you. ---aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <YOGI>
bloomington, in USA - Thursday, September 25, 2003 7:02 PM CDT

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Laura & Ryan,
Still praying for you and for a donor. Sounds good so far!
I visited Florida last week and thought about you.

Pam Groce (Bethany's Mom)
- Thursday, September 25, 2003 10:56 AM CDT

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THANK YOU FOR COMING BY AND CHECKING ON KATIA:) PLEASE KEEP ME POSTED VIA EMAIL ABOUT THE HAPLO. WE ARE LOOKING INTO THAT WITH KATIA RIGHT NOW WHICH MEANS WE WOULD HAVE TO GO TO ST. JUDE. I REALLY WANT TO KNOW WHAT YOU GUYS ARE FINDING OUT AND MAYBE THAT CAN HELP US MAKE A DECISION. THE DOCTORS HERE ARE TRYING TO FIGURE OUT IF WE NEED TO TRANSPORT NOW ALTHOUGH WE HOPE SOMETHING CAN BE DONE HERE SO WE CAN BE KEPT TOGETHER AS A FAMILY. BUT, WE WILL DO WHATEVER WE CAN TO GIVE KATIA THE BEST EVER CHANCE:)
LOVE, TRACY


~~Katia's Site (Leukemia AML-Relapsed 8-26-03)
Fighting to win!!!~~

TRACY AND KATIA
- Thursday, September 25, 2003 10:18 AM CDT

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Hi Laura & Ryan,

Just droppin' in to check to see how you BOTH are doing. Things may be going a bit slower than preferred, but remember it is definitely worth the wait. You want to find the PERFECT match for Ryan. I was a bit disappointed when I was only a 4/6 match for my brother, but then realized it was in his best interest to find an exact match. Good luck in your hunt. I am on the Registry and would *love* the opportunity to help someone out. Keeping my fingers and toes crossed for you (my eyes were getting tired...lol!).

Hugs from California,
Vicki Hoffman <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 11:37 PM CDT

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Hi Ryan and Laura,
Praise God,things sound postive. Always remember God is in control. MaryEllen
Mary Ellen <kokomomary@peoplepc.com>
Laurel, In 47024 - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 5:06 PM CDT

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Ryan and Laura;
We are keeping you on our thoughts and prayers. Our Bible Study at Comm Pres has you on our powerful prayer list.
Waiting is hard - keep the faith!
love,
your neighbors,
Epp, Dona and Deven Lee
Dona Lee <dona.lee@celebration.fl.us>
Celebration, FL USA - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 2:48 AM CDT

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Hi Ryan, Just wanted to let you know that I have put you on
our church prayer chain and the people of Peace will be
praying for you. We love you and miss seeing you. I am so
glad your Mom wrote so that we could say hello to you. Wish
we could come visit you. Say Hi!to James for me.

Dave is here and says we will both be praying for you.
We are at the library doing this. You will be glad to
know that you are the first one we have contacted via
Internet.
Lil and Dave Hays
Connersville , IN USA - Monday, September 22, 2003 7:41 PM CDT

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Hey Ryan!!
It is your old friend back in New Pal! I just got a letter from your mom and I could hardly wait to get in touch with you. The whole family is thinking about you and has you in our prayers...we love you and hopefully will get a chance to see you soon...it has been WAY too long! The weather is just starting to cool off here I hope you are enjoying that Texas weather! :) Hope you can get in touch soon during my whole childhood you were there and I would love to catch up on things! Love you always Toni!
Toni <Tiger804@aol.com>
New Palestine, IN - Monday, September 22, 2003 4:31 PM CDT

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Hey Guys-
Sounds like they are taking exceptional care of you Ryan. I know the waiting is tough, but hang in there. Thinking of you two often and saying lots of prayers.
Karen & Bryan <www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Monday, September 22, 2003 10:52 AM CDT

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hi,laura and ryan so good to read the latest update regarding the appointment today. glad the blood tests are good. we think about you frequently and look forward to our next "in person" visit..love to you aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net>
bloomington, in USA - Thursday, September 18, 2003 7:22 PM CDT

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I'm so glad to hear that things are going well for both of you! My mom and dad send you both their thoughts and prayers. Know that you are both always in my prayers.
Love, Megan
Megan Lynch <mklynch@iupui.edu>
Mooresville, IN US - Thursday, September 18, 2003 11:23 AM CDT

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Dear Laura Marie and Ryan,
Continue to gain strength from each other. We love you!
We continue to lift you in prayer.
Love
Mom and Dad <mungo@iquest.net>
Mooresville, IN - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 8:32 PM CDT

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Hey Laura and Ryan-
Glad to hear that you guys are having a great week! Continuing to pray for you guys and send positive thoughts your way!
Karen and Bryan <www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 8:17 PM CDT

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Ryan and Laura,

Glad to hear the Good News from Monday and Tuesday.
God Bless you both. MaryEllen
Mary Ellen Jones <kokomomary@peoplepc.com>
Laurel, IN USA - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 6:33 PM CDT

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Dear Ryan and Laura,
The news is good. Thank you both for this wonderful medium to keep us all informed. I am thrilled with the hearty appetite, and also the ability to move into a larger place.
We all love you and keep you close in our heart. Hugs galore.
Aunt B and Uncle D
- Wednesday, September 17, 2003 3:58 PM CDT

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Hey guys:

Thanks for the call and letting us know that we are TV stars. I guess something positive came of all the pie we ate. We had to do some extra exercise for a week after the contest to break even with the weight and get back into our clothes.

Glad to hear from you and get an update on your Texas lifestyle. Our thoughts are always with you and I continue to speak with my sister who is also helping you.

Bob and Sharon
Bob Alexander <thewiz@maxthetest.com>
Celebration, fl usa - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 6:53 AM CDT

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Dear Rye and Laura--
Just wanted to let you know that you are both in my thoughts and prayers... Take care and keep strong.
love-alicia
Alicia Weisenbach <aweisenb@gwu.edu>
Arlington, VA - Monday, September 15, 2003 11:12 PM CDT

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HELLO, LAURA AND RYAN WE SURE DO APPRECIATE ALL THE UPDATES. THANK YOU SO MUCH. KEEP THE POSITIVE SPIRIT, FAITH, AND WILLPOWER..YOU ARE SUCH AN INSPIRATION TO ALL. HANG IN THERE LOVE AUNT MIRIAM AND UNCLE NED
NED A ND MIRIAM MALONE <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford , in USA - Sunday, September 14, 2003 7:34 PM CDT

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Laura and Ryan, I just wanted to come by and check on you:) I hope those fluids will help keep you hydrated. They have given Katia something before that is a powder that you just mix in water. It is electrolytes and it is a very easy way to take them in. Anyway, I am glad you are doing well and the nervous system is handling the vincristine. Love, Tracy


~~Katia's Site~~
Tracy and Katia
- Saturday, September 13, 2003 8:13 AM CDT

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Hey Laura and Ryan,

Great new pics! Glad to hear that this was a good week for you guys, all things considered. Hope Houston is cooling off!
Karen and Bryan <www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, SD USA - Friday, September 12, 2003 9:14 PM CDT

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Rye and Laura,

Greetings from Laurel, In !!!!!!!!!!Ryan, I hope you don't mind if I call you that, but that is all I ever heard your mother call you. ( well most of the time) You two are in my prayers , the prayer list at church and school. Yes I said school. After school on Wednesdays a few of the staff members meet for prayer. I thank God that there are options
of treatments for you. I know that they are very unpleasant
but God will help you through. Love MaryEllen
MaryEllen Jones <Kokomomary@peoplepc.com>
Laurel, In 47024 - Friday, September 12, 2003 5:49 PM CDT

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Laura;
Sorry I didnt say hello to you in my last email. Hope you are keeping cool out there. Texas will make you feel like you it is chilly here in Florida!
Take care of yourself,
warm regards,
Dona Lee (neighbor across the street in Celebration)
Happy Birthday again. Not that I follow it, but I am a Virgo, too.
Dona Lee <dona.lee@celebration.fl.us>
Celebration, FL USA - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 8:30 AM CDT

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Ryan;
I am trying to figure out how to use the guestbook and send an email that makes sense! Your Mom is so excited that you sounded so great over the phone! We keep you in our hearts and on our prayer lists - they really work. We never got the major rain that they warned us about ad nauseum for the past several days. Since everyone cancelled their activities in lieu of it, Henri decided NOT to come to Orlando. I guess it gave the weather people something to talk about as there was no MAJOR storm to worry about! Having lived so close to the ocean for so long, we are very sensitive to storm watches and warnings. You can never really relax until it has passed on for a few days!
Hope Texas is treating you well. James and Deven seem to be getting along very well. We are so greatful that she has adjusted to Florida. She used to tell us that we were ruining her life, which made us feel bad, but we understood. Now she LOVES it here!
Tell Laura we said hello. Hope to have dinner with you when you return home and are up and at 'em again.
Kindest regards,
your new neighbor,
Dona Lee
ps. We have a beach home at Ocean Isle,NC. When you and Laura get back and when you are up to it, you are welcome to use it. It is available most of the time from now until Christmas and then from Mid-April until end of May. Just let us know and we will reserve it for you.
Dona Lee <dona.lee@celebration.fl.us>
Celebration, FL - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 8:26 AM CDT

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Thank you for visiting Jalen's page. Please know that you're in our thoughts and prayers.
Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 4:54 AM CDT

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Just checking in to let you know that we appreciate your up-dates and we continue to keep you in our thoughts and prayers. It sounds like you have been blessed with awesome doctors! Take care! Nancy & Tom
Nancy and Tom
Zionsville, IN - Monday, September 8, 2003 9:21 PM CDT

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I took me ages, but I finally found a way to check up on you and say hello Ryan. Sam and I both miss you so much and keep you in our prayers. It is so wonderful to hear that you are feeling better. All our love !!!
Kristy Leeth <stellarfaerie_100@yahoo.com>
Tampa, Fl USA - Sunday, September 7, 2003 8:57 PM CDT

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Dearest Laura and Ryan,
We are back from our vacation from out West. At every beautiful site we stopped and thought about you and lifted you in prayer. We are so thrilled with your good reports and options. We send our love. XXOO
Aunt B and Uncle D
- Sunday, September 7, 2003 2:02 PM CDT

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Steroids rule!!

Here's to some good meals for good friends.
Aili and Bryan <http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/bryankinney>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Saturday, September 6, 2003 4:59 PM CDT

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Hey guys! Have a great weekend, hope you're both feeling well. Have some good tex mex for us - we're both so hungry :) Ryan I hope your stomach is feeling better. Laura I hope you're hanging in there, and taking a few minutes for yourself. Talk to ya'll soon!
Karen & Bryan <www.caringbridge.org.ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Friday, September 5, 2003 11:40 PM CDT

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Hi laura and Ryan,
I heard your doing ok again. I think of you all the time.
I would like to see you again , stop by when you are in Orlando. Sean is getting so big , his first birthday is november 7.I wish you all the strength in the world and congratulations with your anniversary. You are very lucky to have found each other.Much love from your old neighbor Corrie.
corrie van schaik <corrienon1@aol.com>
orlando, fl u.s - Friday, September 5, 2003 9:12 AM CDT

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Thank you so much for visiting Katia's page and sharing your story with us. We will be praying for you throughout this treatment. We are all in this together. Love, Tracy (Katia's Mommy)
~~Katia's Site~~
Tracy and Katia
- Thursday, September 4, 2003 10:16 AM CDT

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Laura and Ryan,
Wonderful news about the different treatment options. Rye, it was great hearing your voice last night. I loved the visit home to Celebration. You sound so strong and positive. Congrat's on the 4 year engagement. Laura wonderful job on the updates. Thanks Mom
Susan Petrek <spetrek@osceola.k12.fl.us>
Celebration, Fl USA - Thursday, September 4, 2003 8:56 AM CDT

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Good morning Laura and Ryan, We really have not vanished and our thoughts and prayers are with you today as well as these past three weeks. A bit like fall here, some leaves are turning color, low temperatures are 43-55 with highs in the 70's. Please e-mail, call if you need to talk or share. We are so very proud of how you are both handling a difficult situation.
Uncle John and Aunt Christine
- Thursday, September 4, 2003 7:45 AM CDT

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Happy Engagement Anniversary! If you go to Galveston tomorrow, eat at Gaido's (3800 Seawall Blvd). We went there two years ago and had one of the best meals of our entire lives. It's been continously voted the best seafood restaurant in the South. If you stay in town, check out the butterflies at the Natural History Museum. They are beautiful! We are glad Ryan's counts are good. Let's get him feeling better so we can see you somewhere other than clinic!
Jay and Jennifer Langdale
Gainesville, FL - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 8:50 PM CDT

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Hey Ryan & Laura! Karen told me Laura had set up the site. I think I "met" her on the Leukemia Boards. I'm sorry to hear Ryans not feeling so great. I hope you find a lot of support and encouragement here, CaringBridge is a great place. My son just finished his treatment for ALL yesterday. I'm still a little in shock that he's done. Well I hope this finds you both doing well & gearing up for a good weekend.
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Wednesday, September 3, 2003 2:22 PM CDT

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Hey guys,
Good luck this week. Ryan feel better and Laura hang in there and stay strong. Thinking of you both often.
Karen & Bryan <www.caringbridge.org.ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 10:04 PM CDT

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Dear Laura and Ryan,
Good Morning.....so glad that yesterday was without N and V
We know that love is a powerful motive for healing!
Bless you We love you

Mom and Dad
Mooresville, IN - Sunday, August 31, 2003 9:18 AM CDT

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Hi guys,

I'm so sorry to hear about the N&V. Bryan had horrible N&V for months with his chemo...it is so hard to see your baby that sick. I'll be thinking of you both and hoping that the antinausea meds work.

I asked Bryan if he could think of any 'helpful hints' for the nausea. He said that nothing beats lieing down and try some watermelon cut up into small pieces.

Lots of love,
Aili and Bryan <http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/bryankinney>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Friday, August 29, 2003 7:44 PM CDT

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Hey Laura and Ryan,

Ahhh yes I remember shaving Bryan's hair too. The first day we shaved him a mohawk (we figured it was the only time in his life he'll ever be able to legitimatly have a mohawk) and then when that was falling out we did the little cicle at the top of his head and I put a pony tail holder in it (he looked more like a tellatubby than anything else!). The nurses in the hospital kept coming in our room and laughing.

Anyhow, hope you guys have a wonderful holiday weekend! As always, keeping you both in my thoughts and prayers.
Karen & Bryan <www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Friday, August 29, 2003 10:45 AM CDT

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Hi Laura & Ryan,

Boy that "R" word is so wonderful to hear! Glad that you guys are back in the comfort of your own home....it's got to be a good feeling surrounded by friends and family. Ryan, hope you're feeling a bit better by now. And hey -- bald is in! It's a sexy thing now.....LOL! Guys with heads of hair are doing it for the "look". I'm sure you look great! Gotta get some pictures up on the website. Laura, hope you are enduring through this all okay. You both are quite troopers. Take care of each other.

Hugs,
Vicki Hoffman <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Thursday, August 28, 2003 8:32 AM CDT

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Dear Ryan and Laura,
We very much value all the journal entries and updates. Blessing to you both and we are thrilled with the remission. Those chemo side effects are nasty. Blessings and love to you both.
Aunt B and Uncle D
- Thursday, August 28, 2003 8:02 AM CDT

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we are so appreciative of all the updates..thank you very much. encouraging words,positive feelings, love and medical technologies are cheering for you. hang in there! love aunt miriam and uncle ned

ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net>
stanford, in usa - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 5:49 PM CDT

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Hi Ryan and Laura! It is good to hear the chemo is working. You are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Jessie O'Brien
Indianapolis, IN USA - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 7:36 AM CDT

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Dear Laura and Ryan,
Glad you are able to be in Orlando for awhile visiting family and friends before the next round of chemo.
Our prayers and love to you both...
Mom and Daddy
Mooresville, IN - Tuesday, August 26, 2003 9:09 PM CDT

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We saw the whole family and had a birthday party at our house for Gramma Gloria. Your parents looked great and it was fun. We all think of you both and I am glad you have some time off to recuperate. The caringbridge site is wonderful and timely.
Uncle David
- Tuesday, August 26, 2003 3:00 PM CDT

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Finally an internet connection! I loved seeing you guys last week. stay strong and positive!
All you do and how well you do it always amazes me Laura - I love you!
Maggie Leigh
- Sunday, August 24, 2003 8:01 PM CDT

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Hey Ryan and Laura,

Glad to hear the word REMISSION!!!!! Enjoy your much deserved trip home!! As always, saying lots of prayers for you.

PS: Bryan's hair came back and it is very curly!! He just got it cut very short because before it was trying to feather 80's style...
Karen Banister <www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Saturday, August 23, 2003 11:02 AM CDT

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Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking about you both.
Nicole Bolus <nbolus17@hotmail.com>
Brownsburg, IN - Friday, August 22, 2003 12:22 AM CDT

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dearest laura and ryan----we are thinking alot about both of you. as ryan's parents wrote it is good to hear that you like hospital food.. during this stage in your lives feed the body and mind and spirit well. these efforts do make a difference. love to you aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net>
stanford, in usa - Thursday, August 21, 2003 6:24 PM CDT

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Hello Ryan & Laura
Think of you both each morning when I run. Keeping you in my prayers.
Alias Mickey Mouse - Nancy T
Nancy Thompson
- Wednesday, August 20, 2003 2:26 PM CDT

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Thank you for your call last night! Your voice sounded so strong, positive and wonderful! Great news! You are in our thoughts and prayers! Houston is definitely the place for you to be. Every prayer has been faithfully answered. God is good. Glad you like the food at the hospital. Hope you can come home for a visit! Love Mom and Dad
Susan Petrek <spetrek@osceola.k12.fl.us>
Celebration, Fl USA - Wednesday, August 20, 2003 2:16 PM CDT

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Hey guys...
Just stopping by to say hi. Hope you guys are having a good week and you are both well. Bryan had his first haircut (since the start of chemo on Jan 1) this past weekend. Woo Hoo!

Stay cool, hope Houston is treating you guys well!
Karen Banister <www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Wednesday, August 20, 2003 10:37 AM CDT

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hello,laura and ryan---you are such an inspiration to family and friends. we are so proud of you!!!! keep the positive vibrations flowing. love aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford, in usa - Monday, August 18, 2003 6:58 PM CDT

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Yeah!! That is wonderful news! I will continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers. I know Ryan will get stronger everyday. Lots of Love.

LUV Sara
Sara Stirn <Sstirn712@aol.com>
Mooresville, IN USA - Monday, August 18, 2003 3:03 PM CDT

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HOORAY -- blasts are down!! That is terrific news. Keep up the great progress Ryan, you are definitely headed in the right direction.

Vicki Hoffman <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Monday, August 18, 2003 1:55 PM CDT

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The news in EXCELLENT. xxoo
Aunt B and Uncle David
- Monday, August 18, 2003 7:25 AM CDT

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we are so thankful to read the reports. and,what good news! thanks again for the updates. hang in there. stay positive.
love--aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net >
stanford, in usa - Sunday, August 17, 2003 6:16 PM CDT

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YAY! Keep the good news coming.

All of our love,
Aili and Bryan <http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/bryankinney>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Sunday, August 17, 2003 5:55 PM CDT

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That is wonderful news! When Jay saw you yesterday leaving clinic he said you did not look too happy and we worried that the news was not good. Whew! Give us a call if you want to get together. We plan on going to a museum on Sunday.
Jennifer and Jay Langdale
Houston, TX - Saturday, August 16, 2003 11:18 AM CDT

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Great News Try not to let the girls cheat in the card game, hang in there Ryan, Love Dwight
Dwight Ladd <mungo@iquest.net>
Mooresville , In USA - Friday, August 15, 2003 6:10 PM CDT

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Awesome news!!!!!
Karen Banister <www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Friday, August 15, 2003 1:44 PM CDT

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Hi Ryan and Laura,

Just checkin' in on you guys (or is it now y'all...LOL!) to see how things are going. Hugs and prayers from California...where it's been very warm! But at least we have electricity (knock wood!). Take care of yourselves and keep smiling.

Vicki Hoffman <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
East Anaheim, CA - Friday, August 15, 2003 11:38 AM CDT

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Hi guys. The last few days have been emotionally intense with reminders of how precious family, friends and faith are to life. Our thoughts are with you. Blessings and love,

Aunt B and Uncle David
- Thursday, August 14, 2003 3:24 PM CDT

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hello to you guys. it has been rather busy around here so we now want to stop and look at our lives, say thanks and share the love with friends and family. as you know so well that is what it is all about. thank you so much for all the updates. love,hugs and continued prayers to,for and with you. aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone
stanford, in usa - Wednesday, August 13, 2003 6:30 PM CDT

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hello to you guys. it has been rather busy around here so we now want to stop and look at our lives, say thanks and share the love with friends and family. as you know so well that is what it is all about. thank you so much for all the updates. love,hugs and continued prayers to,for and with you. aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone
stanford, in usa - Wednesday, August 13, 2003 6:29 PM CDT

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Just to let you know we are still thinking of both of you and sending our best wishes and our prayers.
Tom and Nancy
Zionsville, IN - Wednesday, August 13, 2003 3:22 PM CDT

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Ryan and Laura, I am terribly sorry to hear that the cancer has relapsed. You may remember me, I am a 22 year patient up at Shands whom also had a stem cell transplant. I often ask the nurses there if they have any news about you. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. God bless you.
Ashley L. Jacobs <birdie112@cfl.rr.com>
Patrick Air Force Base, FL USA - Wednesday, August 13, 2003 10:09 AM CDT

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To our dear Laura and Ryan,
We love you so much! So glad you are "feeling" the strength, caring, love of your family and friends.
Mom and Daddy
Mooresville, IN - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 10:32 PM CDT

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Hope all is well.

All of our love,

Aili and Bryan <http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/bryankinney>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Monday, August 11, 2003 10:20 PM CDT

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Sending our love and healing prayers.
Aunt B
- Monday, August 11, 2003 3:58 PM CDT

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Hey guys,

Just dropping by to let you know we're thinking of you!


Karen & Bryan <www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Sunday, August 10, 2003 6:23 PM CDT

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Dear Ryan and Laura- Your pictures are adorable and I have them hanging up in my room here at summer camp! A day never passes without thinking of you guys. You're always in my prayers. Stay strong!! xoxo.
Angie Coleman <angcoleman23@hotmail.com>
Mooresville, IN USA - Saturday, August 9, 2003 10:59 PM CDT

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Laura and Ryan,

My thoughts and prayers are with you. I wish you both the very best!

Love,
Megan Lynch
Megan Lynch <mklynch@iupui.edu>
Mooresville, IN US - Saturday, August 9, 2003 12:15 AM CDT

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Hi Ryan and Laura~
You are two of the most couragous people I know. You are forever in my thoughts and prayers.
Jessie O'Brien <jethie99@aol.com>
Indianapolis, IN USA - Friday, August 8, 2003 2:05 PM CDT

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Dear Laura and Ryan,
Hope your day was good......many of our friends are thinking of you, praying for you. Keep your positive focus!
Love and Hugs......XOXO
Mom and Daddy <mungo@iquest.net>
Mooresville, IN - Thursday, August 7, 2003 8:24 PM CDT

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dearest laura and ryan--we are so appreciative of the updates about both of you. we are pleased to receive details about all the events. we are so glad that you have positive attitudes and are believers. these traits make a world of difference. love to both of you aunt miriam and uncle ned
ned and miriam malone <yogi@bluemarble.net>
stanford, in usa - Thursday, August 7, 2003 7:49 PM CDT

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Ryan and Laura,

How's the new place?

If we can be of any help with info just let us know...I'm pretty handy at finding research on different protocols/treatment/etc.

All of our love,
Aili and Bryan <http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/bryankinney>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Thursday, August 7, 2003 6:39 PM CDT

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Dearest Laura and Ryan,
Thank you both and also Roz for the updates. It is a wonderful way to help us stay informed because we all think about you constantly. Hugs and hugs and more hugs. Love you both.
Aunt Bonnie and Uncle David
- Wednesday, August 6, 2003 6:52 AM CDT

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Hi Laura & Ryan,

Hope you guys are getting settled into your new place and are making it a "home". Thanks Mom for taking the time to give us all an update. We love following along with what is going on with the family. My prayers are with you Ryan as you search for a matching donor. I am an active member of the National Marrow Donor Program and would very much welcome the oppty to aid someone in need. Maybe you'll be lucky with a family member. Now as far as GvHD, it's not all bad. You'll want to experience some minor GvHD to show that your immune system in battling, but it definitely has to keep controlled to avoid complications. We never saw any GvHD with Mike, not that that means anything, but makes you wonder. So keep us posted as things move along. Hope the weather is somewhat tolerable in Houston. It's been kind of muggy here in SoCal -- 90 degrees....with 60% humidity, which is just something we're not used to here! Well, my prayers continue with you two (and your families). Keep up the positive spirit *Ü*

Vicki Hoffman <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 1:19 PM CDT

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Hey Laura and Ryan,

So glad to read your mom's update, Laura. Hope you guys are liking your new place... any thunderstorms yet?? We have some friends in town this week that also live in Houston and they are freezing. It's in the 80's but they are used to 100's!! Stay cool and stay strong, Bryan and I pray for you every day.
Karen & Bryan <www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Monday, August 4, 2003 11:49 PM CDT

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Good afternoon Ryan and Laura, We are back from the backpacking trip in Wyoming. Not one day passed without you in our thoughts, prayers and conversations. We have a site dedicated to you. We will forward to you as soon as we get the photos off the camera. With love and concern,
Aunt C and Uncle J
- Monday, August 4, 2003 3:31 PM CDT

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You are in our thoughs and prayers
Mike & Louella Ladd @ MAYHILL FARMS <ladd@tctc.com>
Attica, In U.S. - Sunday, August 3, 2003 7:49 AM CDT

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Ryan & Laura,
We're all following developments -- and obviously keeping you in prayers...we'll soon have a group of 5-8 year olds at St. Mark's praying for you! :)
Please give your mom and dad our best as well...
Lynne Weisenbach
Indianapolis, IN - Saturday, August 2, 2003 12:09 AM CDT

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Laura and Ryan- I think good thoughts for you two every day. Love you guys and can't wait to see you soon!
Maggie Leigh
your little sister :-)
Mooresville, IN - Friday, August 1, 2003 7:42 PM CDT

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Dear Laura and Ryan, Ryan I have been offering my Masses and prayers that you may have a complete recovery. It was so refreshing meeting the two of you on the Southwest flight. Laura you are a precious person and of course Ryan you are a very special young Man. Hope to see you one day in New Orleans. Give me a call. (C.M. Goodwin-Kenner,La) Love and Prays,
Rose Marie Goodwin
Kenner, La. Jefferson Parish - Friday, August 1, 2003 6:43 PM CDT

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Hi! My name is Michelle Janson and I got your site address from Laura Bradford (Kristin's mom). I lived in Texas when my husband was stationed there and she thought I might be able to give you some good places to go. Unfortunately, I lived in San Antonio so I'm not familiar with Houston. However, I am familiar with the heat! Don't worry the rain will come at some point and when it does it will flood. Hopefully, you will have returned home by then. I am really sorry to hear that you are now going through this. You seem to have a great and positive outlook and that helps a lot! I've had a liver transplant myself and I know that hospitals get old. I will keep you both in my prayers and if you need anything that I can help with, do not hesitate to contact me.
Michelle Janson <nika_cheyenne@yahoo.com>
Williston, FL - Friday, August 1, 2003 5:05 PM CDT

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Ryan & Laura,
I am keeping up with you and watching this site. Sounds very good so far! I am encouraged.
I'll be praying for you.
Pam Groce www.caringbridge/org/sc/bethanygroce <pamgroce@yahoo.com>
Spartanburg, Sc usa - Thursday, July 31, 2003 9:07 PM CDT

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Our thoughts and prayers are with you.

Roz (Mom) gave us the link to this website - nice job.


Ron and Julie Kern
- Thursday, July 31, 2003 8:28 PM CDT

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Dear Ryan & Laura, we just received your recent news from Kristin Hoffman's mom (Laura Bradford) and wanted to say hello. We visited Kristin at Shands during her ordeal, and have stayed in touch with her mom off and on. Our daughter, Shannon, battled AML for 15 months and had a BMT in Boston, but only survived about 2 months after that. We formed a non-profit entity in her memory to help other leukemia patients, to host bone marrow drives, and to increase funding for research: www.shannonmosherfoundation.org. If we can be of any assistance to you, please just visit the site or contact us via email: stuartmosher@aol.com. May God grant you both an extra measure of love, grace and mercy during this challenging time. In His love, Stuart & Teresa Mosher.
Stuart Mosher <stuartmosher@aol.com>
Ocala, FL USA - Thursday, July 31, 2003 8:15 PM CDT

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Bryan and I are betting that you two become Texans for life!! Sorry to her that you guys haven't experienced a Texas thunderstorm yet. They're very exciting!
Karen & Bryan <www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego - wish it was Dallas, CA USA - Thursday, July 31, 2003 4:18 PM CDT

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Dear Ryan & Laura
I am so glad that you are at MD but wish that the reason was not so. I wish I had been brave enough to make the step that you have. I am so glad that Laura has started this CB page for you. You both have always been in my thoughts & prayers since we met 2yrs ago. Like Vicki & her mom said I know you have two pretty good angels rooting for you! I know if Kristin has any pull your path will be victorious!
Love & Big Hugs
Laura mom to ^i^ Kristin 8/6/02 ALL <www.caringbridge.com/fl/kristinhofmann >
Lake City, Fl USA - Thursday, July 31, 2003 3:34 PM CDT

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Your faith, courage, strength and knowledge are an inspiration! We continue our prayers for you each day.
Nancy and Tom
Zionsville, IN - Thursday, July 31, 2003 11:05 AM CDT

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Thanks for the update. I am so glad you have viable options.
What are you doing is Houston. It must be impossibly hot.Is there anything there to do>\? Let us know.
uncle david
- Thursday, July 31, 2003 9:07 AM CDT

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Hi Laura & Ryan,

Thanks for the great update -- wonderful job providing us all with what is going on with Ryan's treatment and your new life in Houston. Things are moving in the right direction. I'm so glad you like your Oncologist, she sounds very aggressive towards fighting off this darn Leukemia. You mentioned the Light the Night Walk, Mike is the Memorial Honoree (2nd year), and has the largest friends/family team that is nationwide. So we will proudly be walking in his memory, but will also be walking in honor of all of you still battling this disease. We are on the Leukemia Society's LTN Board and plan to make this event VERY successful. Raising funds for research and to aid families; and also to raise awareness of the blood cancers. Hopefully you guys can join in from Houston. Anyway, keep up the great progress Ryan, and keep up the fantastic updates Laura!! Will check back often.

Hugs,
Vicki Hoffman ~ www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim, CA - Wednesday, July 30, 2003 5:24 PM CDT

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Laura and Ryan,
Glad to see the options available. From your descriptions I'm very impressed with MD A. Bryan and I are praying for you guys !
Karen & Bryan <www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Wednesday, July 30, 2003 9:59 AM CDT

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Ryan and Laura...I am sorry I haven't kept in touch with you lately. I am glad to see that you have this webpage--it is very nice! You are both in my thoughts and prayers!
Jessica Gee <jjgee81@hotmail.com>
Greenwood, IN - Wednesday, July 30, 2003 9:24 AM CDT

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Thanks for the update...just checking in and letting you know we're thinking about you both!
Aili and Bryan <http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/bryankinney>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Wednesday, July 30, 2003 1:29 AM CDT

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Dear Laura and Ryan,
We will be thinking of you as you begin chemotherapy tomorrow. Love and Hugs
Mom and Dad
Mooresville, IN - Tuesday, July 29, 2003 9:42 PM CDT

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Dear Ryan & Laura ~
Know that you have a network of support here in Indy. We're keeping you in our prayers.

Christy Weisenbach
Indianapolis, IN USA - Tuesday, July 29, 2003 4:11 PM CDT

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Rye and Laura--
You two never cease to amaze me with your constant faith, love and strength. Though I sometimes find myself questioning why such things happen to such wonderful people--I know love and prayer will are all we need. Please know you are in my family's daily thoughts and prayers. We love you!
Alicia <aweisenb@gwu.edu>
Indianapolis, IN - Tuesday, July 29, 2003 2:34 PM CDT

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Dear Ryan and Laura,
Your updates are so meaningful. Thank you. It sounds like you are getting good care. Our hearts are filled with love and concern.
Aunt B
- Monday, July 28, 2003 8:29 AM CDT

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Hey Laura and Ryan,

Bryan and I just wanted to check in and see how ya'll were doing. We're looking forward hearing what treatment plan they recomend.

Here's a few restaurants that Bry and I highly recommend:
Pappadoes (tex-mex)
Ninfa's (tex-mex)
Spring Creek BBQ
Sonic (burgers, drive up)

Take care, and stay cool!!
Karen & Bryan <www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Saturday, July 26, 2003 1:39 PM CDT

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Thanks for the constant updates. We are praying for you and thinking of you both, constantly
love
uncle david
- Saturday, July 26, 2003 10:14 AM CDT

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Laura and Ryan,
Your mom and dad called to tell us of your news and your travel to Houston for Ryan's treatment. Our thoughts and prayers are with you each day. You have a positive attitude and certainly a strong faith and love for one another. Your mom and dad are so proud of your ability to handle all situations with maturity, love and faith. Blessings to you, Nancy and Tom Wills
Nancy and Tom Wills
Zionsvillie, IN - Friday, July 25, 2003 5:00 PM CDT

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Dear Laura and Ryan, Our thoughts and prayers are with you. Please know that we care deeply. This next week when we are backpacking in the Wyoming mountains we dedicate a scenic view to you.
Aunt C and Uncle J
Stevens Point, Wi - Friday, July 25, 2003 11:56 AM CDT

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Wow! Things are speeding along down there...we are so happy to hear that you like MD Anderson and that the docs are offering many treatment options.

Sending you both tonnes of love,
Aili and Bryan <http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/bryankinney>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Friday, July 25, 2003 1:29 AM CDT

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Hi Laura & Ryan,

Glad to hear everything is going so well in Houston. Thanks for taking the time to update us, as we all have been praying and thinking of you guys. It sounds like the tests are progressing and you should be getting results back soon. I remember watching my brother get a BMB and yeeoocchh!! I'm not sure if I could be brave enough. So kudos to you Ryan....without meds too!! You still have support from the West side of the country. Keep us posted! Get some rest.

Vicki Hoffman ~ www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim, CA - Thursday, July 24, 2003 11:30 PM CDT

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Hey guys-

Hang in there and stay strong. Glad you liked TexMex - we miss it so much! Whenever we're in Tejas all we do is EAT!! I remember on Bryan and I's first date, he wanted to take me to this great restaurant. So we went to Pappadoes. He'd told me it was TexMex and when we sat down the menue had only fish. There were no chips and salsa on tables. I was worried. To make a long story short, we went next door to Pappacitos - one of our now favorites. I guess the lobster on the Pappadoes sign didn't give Bry the tip off. :)

Stay strong, and try to have fun in H-town when it's possible. Bryan and I still have some of our very best friends in Houston, so if you guys feel like you want company let me know. They are all also praying for you guys.


Karen & Bryan <www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Thursday, July 24, 2003 9:09 PM CDT

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Hi Laura,

It was good to hear from you I have been wondering how things were going. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers!

Luv ya,
Sara Stirn <Sstirn712@aol.com>
Mooresville, IN USA - Thursday, July 24, 2003 3:27 PM CDT

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Hey Laura and Ryan,

Bryan and I were just checking in on your update. Glad to hear that you guys are being well taken care of.

Bryan and I went to college about 90 miles north of Houston, in College Station, TX, at Texas A&M (where we met) and we KNOW how hot it is!!! Stay cool, and remember we're praying for you every day.

Your friends,
Karen & Bryan <www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Thursday, July 24, 2003 1:01 AM CDT

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Dear Laura and Ryan,
Continue to love life, continue to love each other, continue to persevere through its challenges. You are always in our prayers.
Love, Mom and Dad
Rosalyn and Dwight
Mooresville, IN - Wednesday, July 23, 2003 9:13 PM CDT

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HUGS AND KISSES TO YOU BOTH FROM THE PARELL FAMILY. WE'LL PRAY FOR YOU.
TOM PARELL FAMILY
MARTINSVILLE, IN - Tuesday, July 22, 2003 9:36 PM CDT

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Big day. Keep the faith.
Love, Aunt Bonnie and Uncle David
- Tuesday, July 22, 2003 12:56 AM CDT

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Hey Laura and Ryan,

Bryan and I are thinking of you two today. We know MD Anderson will take the best care of you Ryan. Looking forward to hearing what they have to say. Hang in there you guys.

Karen Banister <www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Tuesday, July 22, 2003 12:30 AM CDT

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Hi Laura & Ryan,
Vicki shared your Caringbridge site with us today. Just wanted to drop a short note to let you know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. We have pull with a special angel named Mike - I'll ask him to keep an eye on you. A positive attitude goes a long way in fighting this darn cancer. Keep your spirits up and when you can, smile. We'll be checking back on your progress.
Barbara & Bryan Auxier (Mike Hunter's Parents) <bauxier@earthlink.net>
Fullerton, CA USA - Monday, July 21, 2003 8:24 PM CDT

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Hi Laura & Ryan,

Glad to see that you found your way to CaringBridge -- thanks for sending me the link. You will find this service invaluable. I am thankful that our families have found each other, because we definitely are all in this battle together. The support of everyone really does help get through the roller coaster ride that life with cancer seems to take you on. Sorry to learn of your recent relapse Ryan, but I know that you have gotten some sound advice and some great treatment recommendations....and more to come!! MD Anderson is known to be an excellent facility and I'm anxious to hear what they have to say tomorrow. You will be in my thoughts on Tuesday. Ryan, just remember to keep your spirits up and remain focussed...and keep the desire to fight. I can already tell that you both are troopers and are tough go-getters. The attitude really does make a difference. I also enjoyed looking at your pictures here -- what an adorable couple you are! Please know that many people across the country are thinking about you and will be checking your website quite often to see how things are going. I'm taking the liberty of forwarding your site addy to my parents, who have communicated with you via e-mail. Hugs to you both!


Vicki Hoffman <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Monday, July 21, 2003 4:49 PM CDT

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Dear Laura and Ryan,
Hope you get some helpful direction at MD Anderson. It is a superb place - you are in good hands. You have so many people out here lifting you in prayer. Much love,
Aunt -B- now with 2 ears! :-)
- Monday, July 21, 2003 9:38 AM CDT

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we wish you all the wonders that medicine and faith can bring. you are so blessed to have one another. we keep you in our thoughts and prayers.
sara and josh <spalecek99@yahoo.com>
new york, ny usa - Monday, July 21, 2003 7:25 AM CDT

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our dear laura and ryan.we send you are daily love and encouragement. you have quite a cheering section. youare strong and positive. our love, grandpa and grandma terrill
paul and gloria terrilldan < >
danville, ind. - Sunday, July 20, 2003 9:03 PM CDT

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our dear laura and ryan.we send you are daily love and encouragement. you have quite a cheering section. youare strong and positive. our love, grandpa and grandma terrill
paul and gloria terrilldan < >
danville, ind. - Sunday, July 20, 2003 9:02 PM CDT

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Dear Laura and Ryan,

I just want you guys to know that you're in my prayers. Your love for each other will pull you through this - i'm counting on it!! Ryan I found your love letter from 7th grade a few weeks ago.. haha. I'll email soon Laura!! Be strong!! Love u guys.
Angie Coleman <angcoleman23@hotmail.com>
Mooresville, IN USA - Saturday, July 19, 2003 10:13 PM CDT

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Laura and Ryan,

Glad to hear you guys will be up at MD Anderson next week. We both look forward to seeing how things go and what coarse of treatment they will recomend.

Keeping you both in our thoughs and prayers!
Karen & Bryan <www.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Saturday, July 19, 2003 2:21 PM CDT

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Ryan and Laura,
We lift you in prayer everyday.
Know that you are so loved.
Aunt Bonnie and Uncle David
- Friday, July 18, 2003 3:58 PM CDT

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Dear Laura and Ryan, Our sincere prayers and concerns are with you. We care deeply and please know that you are in our daily thoughts. I just read an article on the importance of touching--it is necessary for life, it is communication and has great psychological benefits, etc. Know that we have this website, your photos, and memories to help all of us with touching since we cannot be physically present with you. Love
Uncle John and Aunt Christine
Stevens Point, WI 54481 - Friday, July 18, 2003 10:00 AM CDT

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Hi Ryan and Laura,

We wish you all the strength in the world...and know that we will be checking in on you everyday.

You are not alone in this.

Love and strength,
Aili and Bryan <http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/bryankinney>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Friday, July 18, 2003 1:27 AM CDT

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Oh how fun! Great idea, Sweetie! Fred and the boys say hi! Jared lost his second front tooth in three days and this is the tooth fairy's third night to try to remember to leave some cash. Aargh!!! So sorry Ryan's nasty cells are back. You guys were right on it, though, so Someone's obviously looking out for you! We'll check back.
Ginny Mills
Mooresville, IN USA - Thursday, July 17, 2003 9:18 PM CDT

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Hey Laura and Ryan!

This page is great! I'm so glad you set this up. It will be easy for Bryan and I to follow your guys' progress. Hang in there you two - Bryan and I know how tough this time is. We will keep you in our thoughts and prayers!

Karen & Bryan Banister <ww.caringbridge.org/ca/bryanbanister>
San Diego, CA USA - Thursday, July 17, 2003 8:43 PM CDT

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dear laura and ryan,
we gift to you courage, strength, our support, and our love!
mom and daddy
- Thursday, July 17, 2003 6:19 PM CDT

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Hey guys! Tim and I had a blast w/ you this past spring in Naples. Hope to visit YOU sometime. Love ya both! Best wishes, you're both in my thoughts. :o)
Amy Watson <amywatson32@hotmail.com>
Camby, IN USA - Thursday, July 17, 2003 4:26 PM CDT

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Laura & Ryan,
Glad to see the web page, I'll be praying for you.
Pam Groce <pamgroce@yahoo.com>
Spartanburg, SC USA - Thursday, July 17, 2003 2:52 PM CDT

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