Our Angel Lori 11/29/78 - 3/30/81

~~Welcome to our Child's Web Page. It has been provided to keep people updated about our family. Pictured above you will meet our daughter Lori who passed away of a malignant brain tumor. She is gone from this earth, but NOT forgotten. She left us with lessons to carry us through life.~~

Journal

Sunday, March 30, 2008 8:14 AM CDT

Hello everyone. Today as you can tell by the date atop this page.....is The anniversary of Lori's passing away..........Today like all the other days when her anniversary date comes up, is very hard. Its filled with all the emotons. You get shakey for no reason. You are sad. The sadness so deep you feel the physical pain that comes with it. But then For me, I realize that although she is gone in the physical sense, she is still here in the spirit. To ignore that would be to not ever honor her. I have spoken often of the "signs" that we receive from her. The bond between Heaven and Earth is so strong. I learned early on when I received my first sign from Lori one month after she passed away. I was happy about the sign but happier that my husband was there to witness it with me. Something that would have made a believer out of the strongest doubter.Everytime I falter and ask "why" I must remember where she IS. Know that her spirit lives and we are a part of that everyday. The mind and heart wants what it cannot have sometimes, so thats the biggest hurdle. The biggest obstacle....the logical mind. It is there always wanting to "reason" things out..........I must choose to think and feel with my soul. It is really a choice, you know? Sometimes we have to tell our logical brain to SHUT UP!! lol. To take a back seat to this one. There's a new sherrif in town and its called soul baby!! Im thinking with my soul today. :0) I will go to the cemetary and place flowers and pin-wheels' because I cant stop my heart from feeling the way it does. Oh silly heart, though no visible strings, you try to play upon my soul. To join it in a dance unwelcome as it may be, you come anyway. And perhaps it must be as this for the soul does need an occassional kiss...........Loving you with all that is me today and always Lori, Mommy~*
Lori-Ann Please click on this tiney pic of Lori to see her video montage. Thanks. Come away, O human child!
To the waters and the wild
With a fairy, hand in hand,
For the world's more full of
weeping
Than you can understand.
*~The Stolen Child. By: W.B. Yeats~*

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Lori's last days on picture page. May be disturbing to some...........Sorry.

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