Welcome to Jenna Marie's web page. In late April 05 Jenna complained of seeing double. She was diagnosed with a Pontine Glioma (inoperable brain stem tumor) on 5/5/05. We headed to St Jude Childrens Hospital where she received 31 rounds of radiation and a clincal trial chemo (Iressa). Her tumor remained stable for over a year. In the summer of 06 a second tumor started to grow in the left frontal horn. We changed chemos, and it stabilized for about 4 months. Jenna then started a brand new chemo but the secondary tumor continued to grow. In November 06 we stopped all chemo and started on a homeopathic therapy. Jenna earned her golden wings at 10:41 Friday morning February 2, 2007. She will be missed FOREVER!

Journal

Wednesday, May 27, 2009 4:39 PM CDT

I had a dream about Jenna 2 nights ago and I haven't been the same since. It was the best dream, it didn't feel like a dream it was real. I felt her, touched her and kissed her. When I realized however that I was dreaming, I forced myself up, because it was torturing me. I feel like I lost her all over again.
She came back....she was just here. I just grabbed her face and kissed her so many times. She asked where her dad was, she wanted him to make her ham and eggs. I kept telling everyone "I have the best surprise ever!" She wouldn't wait for them to come in, she would walk towards them. Everyone was screaming with happiness and just holding and kissing her. I remember saying "Oh my God I have never been this happy in my whole life" I was so happy (that is not even the right words of what I actually felt) Then I realized...I was dreaming and this wasn't really happening. I woke up hysterical, my husband didn't know what was wrong with me. I couldn't even talk. Since then I feel like....I don't even know.
I am happy I dreamt this, because I got a chance to hold and kiss her and see her absolutely beautiful smile, but I am missing her so so much and longing for the day when I can do this forever.
*I love you my Jenna so very much & I miss you so much more if that is even possible*

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