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- your browser may not have loaded the new page. Click here to sign the guestbook. Click here to go back to the main page. Happy Healthy New Year friends! Mary Lee <mleep@msn.com> - Monday, December 31, 2007 6:26 PM CST so glad that you had a Christmas at home with tons of smiles - just as you all deserve! Sending tons of smooches! www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose cyndi, heather, kristina and Jumpin Jax <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Friday, December 28, 2007 4:37 PM CST Hi Kyle My name is Jenna and I came across your site. It sounds like you had a great Christmas and got lots of neat gifts! You are a real inspiration and a fighter. You will be in my thoughts and prayers. www.caringbridge.org/canada/jenna Jenna <fighter_smiley@yahoo.ca> Kamloops, BC Canada - Thursday, December 27, 2007 9:10 PM CST HAVE A VERY, VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS, LINDGREN FAMILY :)! Kim MSP, MN - Tuesday, December 25, 2007 11:14 AM CST Have a blessed Christmas! HUGS ML Mary Lee <mleep@msn.com> - Monday, December 24, 2007 11:48 AM CST Hi folks, How did Kyle make out with his eye appointment today? Hopefully he is feeling okay after it, and will heal up quickly. Happy "weekend-before-Christmas" to you all! :-) Hope everybody will be happy and healthy, and having fun. Talk to you soon, love, suzanne www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbymeacham Suzanne Meacham <emeacham@nycap.rr.com> Cohoes, NY - Friday, December 21, 2007 7:32 PM CST Merry Christmas Kyle, Denise, and the rest of the clan. I hope you enjoy the Holiday Season and spend time with loved ones. We all have much to be thankful for and I am so happy for the Lindgren family. You are always in my prayers! Love, Ginny <ryanvirginia@gmail.com> Simi Valley, CA USA - Thursday, December 20, 2007 6:24 PM CST Thank you Denise for giving me Matts site, I signed his guestbook.. and I Just thought I'd check Kyles site.. We have such wonderful kids dont we?! so tough and brave! Well I hope you guys a great CHRISTMAS!!! www.caringbridge.org/visit/cynthiaaguirre Maria Aguirre <mari1228@yahoo.com> Riverside, Ca us - Tuesday, December 18, 2007 9:36 PM CST Please, please, please tell me that your weekend didn't include anyone named Bart...hehehe. I cannot even tell you how worried I've been all weekend :)!!!! How did Kyle and Riley do--was it a good weekend for them? I sure hope so. If I don't hear from you, I'm going to assume the-worst-according-to-Kim... Kim MSP, MN - Monday, December 17, 2007 6:00 AM CST Hey out there, How are you all doing? Is everybody feeling well? Up to your eyeballs in snow and/or Christmas preparations? I hope everybody is happy and doing all right. Everybody is feeling all right here. We are anticipating a big winter storm tonight. Who knows with those. They say it is supposed to be so bad, but it could pass right by, too. Maybe if I am stuck in the house, I may actually get a few things done :-) talk to you soon, love, suzanne www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbymeacham Suzanne Meacham <emeacham@nycap.rr.com> Cohoes, NY - Saturday, December 15, 2007 12:53 AM CST Hope your holidays are normal, non-hectic, fun and full of giggles and squiggles! HUGS and keeping you in my thoughts. Mary Lee <mleep@msn.com> - Friday, December 14, 2007 6:33 PM CST Praying that tomorrow's appointment is uneventful. Thinking of you! www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Wednesday, December 12, 2007 7:22 AM CST it breaks my heart too...to think of all the children who won't be celebrating the holidays with their families... so glad that Kyle is doing well www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Monday, December 10, 2007 4:50 PM CST Keeping you in my thoughts during the Holiday season and in my prayer's always. Brenda MY CHRISTMAS ANGEL <brenda@shaw.ca> Edmonton,Alberta/Canada, - Monday, December 10, 2007 11:56 AM CST hi Denise and gang, Wow, where have I been? I completely missed Kyle's birthday! Happy, happy birthday dear Kyle! I hope this year is full of healthy and happy times for you! What cool cupcakes! I never saw anything like that before. Your house looks beautiful with all of the lights on it like that. Great job! Wow, how scary about the gas leak. I'm glad it is fixed, and I hope you are feeling all right. I hope you all have a wonderful weekend. love, suzanne www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbymeacham Suzanne Meacham <emeacham@nycap.rr.com> Cohoes, NY - Friday, December 7, 2007 8:04 PM CST so glad to read that you and the kids are OK after your gas scare. In regards to Christmas...each year I buy myself something for the tree and for my stocking that the kids don't see. Christmas Eve night I put them out and sign it From Santa- who says Santa is just for kids? Plus, my kids get me gifts. It is depressing as hell to be alone for the holidays (with out a significant other) but at least we got Santa ;) LOL www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Friday, December 7, 2007 10:59 AM CST Happy Belated Birthday Kyle! cyndi, heather, kristina and Jumpin Jax <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Wednesday, December 5, 2007 1:19 PM CST Happy Belated Birthday from Iowa! Hope you had a great day! Angie V <angiev@machlink.com> Muscatine, IA - Tuesday, December 4, 2007 10:35 PM CST Hello, I have come by many times before but just wanted to share how much I love your site! you are an amazing writer, and I keep coming back for more! I love the caringbridge family and am addicted just like most of the others here! I hope you continue to do well! www.caringbridge.org/canada/89 Nakita - Tuesday, December 4, 2007 1:35 AM CST Happy Belated Birthday Kyle!!! You're right Denise, birthday's are so so so special to us cancer mom's!! Have a great day!! Chris mom to Zayla www.caringbridge.org/visit/zayla Chris Mitsdarffer <christymits@wildblue.net > Bonfield, IL - Sunday, December 2, 2007 10:35 AM CST HAPPY 11TH BIRTHDAY (BELATEDLY), KYLE!!!! I HOPE YOU HAD A WONDERFUL DAY AND THAT THE COMING YEAR IS THE BEST EVER! Give your Mom a big hug and smooch on the cheek from me and tell her I'll talk to her later on towards this evening, okay? Love to all! Kim MSP, MN - Sunday, December 2, 2007 8:24 AM CST Thank you for visting Shelby's site. You all have been through so much...it's good to see happy endings! 11 years old! Kim/Shelby's Mom Kimberley Rodriguez <myredmustang@tx.rr.com> Frisco, TX Collin - Sunday, December 2, 2007 0:16 AM CST Happy Birthday KYLE!!!!! Annmarie Stasica <astasica@gmail.com> Palm Harobr, fl USA - Saturday, December 1, 2007 11:16 PM CST HAPPY BIRTHDAY KYLE! your a double digit one! I have always liked the looks of that number! Mary Lee <mleep@msn.com> - Saturday, December 1, 2007 8:57 PM CST Happy Happy Happy Birthday Kyle!! I hope your Mom made you a HUGE cake! Love, *Nancy * Matthew * Nancy Vinson <nancyvinson@verizon.net> - Saturday, December 1, 2007 8:29 PM CST Happy Birthday Kyle! glitter-graphics.com Jen Jones <Jenjoturtle@yahoo.com> Westminster, CO United States - Friday, November 30, 2007 0:53 AM CST Denise, Come join me. I am getting my Masters in Elementary Education online and in the privacy of my own home. I just started today and I am going to LOVE it! It is an accelerated program and only lasts 23 months. Email me if you want more information. Living out here in the cornfields doesn't give me many options for colleges. Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Girls <marerush@frontiernet.net> IL - Tuesday, November 27, 2007 9:49 PM CST Hey I am not sure if I have come by before but I found your site on Davis's site ( Mary Lee)... I just wanted to say I love your site! And I hope all is well www.caringbridge.org/canada/89 Nakita - Tuesday, November 27, 2007 11:57 AM CST haha... yes, I ALWAYS filled my stocking up! With everything I liked. haha Mary Lee <mleep@msn.com> - Tuesday, November 27, 2007 8:08 AM CST ahhhh, what a special sweet boy. It is the simple things in life that can please anyone if they just open their hearts. Loved your message today...thanks for sharing. Chris mom to Zayla www.caringbridge.org/visit/zayla Chris Mitsdarffer <christymits@wildblue.net> Bonfield, IL - Sunday, November 25, 2007 10:50 PM CST glitter-graphics.com Hi, Denise and Kyle! I love the new photo of Kyle in the Santa hat!!! My sister and I did some craft shopping in a wonderful antique town this weekend and happened upon a store that was filled with beautiful inspirational posters. I found a woman whose work just hit me. Her name is Mary Anne Radmacher and my favorite is: "live with intention. walk to the edge. dare. listen hard. laugh. practice wellness. play with abandon. continue to learn. appreciate your friends. choose with no regret. do what you love. live as if this is all there is." She has created a TON of wonderful sayings that give me goosebumps! http://www.maryanneradmacher.com/index.php Sending hugs your way! Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Girls <marerush@frontiernet.net> IL - Sunday, November 25, 2007 5:43 PM CST NOW, THAT'S WHAT I'M TALKIN' ABOUT, MS. PRETTY EYES! Kim MSP, MN - Sunday, November 25, 2007 3:28 PM CST I just realized that the guestbook was back! YIPEEE!!! I am very thankful for your friendship. I hope your Thanksgiving was as special as ours www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Friday, November 23, 2007 9:41 PM CST Denise, Kyle, Riley and Ty, HAPPY THANKSGIVING Have a great day:) GOBBLE, GOBBLE...WOBBLE, WOBBLE:) Ashley Zarembka (follower of Matthew) <azarembka@yahoo.com> South Bend, IN - Thursday, November 22, 2007 9:04 AM CST Denise, Kyle, Riley and Ty-on-the-cruise~ Have a Blessed Thanksgiving you guys. There is so much to be thankful for, friends included. Love you! Kim MSP, MN - Thursday, November 22, 2007 7:29 AM CST Dear Denise, Kyle, and Riley (and Ty living it up on an ocean liner somewhere!) I hope you all have a very special Thanksgiving. I give thanks that Kyle is off treatment and doing so well. I give thanks for friends like you. Hugs to you all with love, suzanne www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbymeacham Suzanne Meacham <emeacham@nycap.rr.com> Cohoes, NY - Wednesday, November 21, 2007 10:10 PM CST HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!! Don't eat too much! Mary Lee <mleep@msn.com> - Wednesday, November 21, 2007 8:55 AM CST Hey You~ Thanksgiving is going to be wonderful for you. I can be your Butterball Hot Line if need be...hehehe. Just keep in mind all the things you have to be thankful for. Like me...HAHAHA! My 6 yo granddaughter told me the other night that if I was a store, I'd be a SuperTarget cause that's the best store--isn't that a hoot? So when you're feeling down and out, just remember--you have a SuperTarget for a friend :). Now don't you feel better already? Kim <kdanielson@earthlink.net> MSP, MN - Tuesday, November 20, 2007 10:28 AM CST Not long to go! Are you getting excited? We are! Love Everyone at Post Pals viks <viks@postpals.co.uk> - Sunday, November 18, 2007 1:17 PM CST Ya know, when I checked, your site didn't have a guestbook for me to get on! Now that I see this, did I imagine or missed or what the guestbook site? About the mouthiness... hmmm, yep, ah ha... yep again! I feeeeeel your pain! Why are some kids so darn hard? Stay firm - my "big mouth" child was the one that had to be coddled from cancer and so is still a big mouth, if ya know what I mean! Skipped those "crawling puberty" years I guess. Has no sense of authority cause he lived daily with adults and adult situations and just doesn't see there is a LINE of command! haha Enjoy your holiday! If you want to know how to make a turkey, I would be honored to help! The kids are too young to know if you screw something up or not. Get the pop up timer - fool proof! haha Mary Lee <mleep@msn.com> - Saturday, November 17, 2007 7:06 PM CST Ya know, when I checked, your site didn't have a guestbook for me to get on! Now that I see this, did I imagine or missed or what the guestbook site? About the mouthiness... hmmm, yep, ah ha... yep again! I feeeeeel your pain! Why are some kids so darn hard? Stay firm - my "big mouth" child was the one that had to be coddled from cancer and so is still a big mouth, if ya know what I mean! Skipped those "crawling puberty" years I guess. Has no sense of authority cause he lived daily with adults and adult situations and just doesn't see there is a LINE of command! haha Enjoy your holiday! If you want to know how to make a turkey, I would be honored to help! The kids are too young to know if you screw something up or not. Get the pop up timer - fool proof! haha Mary Lee <mleep@msn.com> - Saturday, November 17, 2007 7:05 PM CST Hey, Sweetie...I just had to hop over after reading ML's post from last night. I just...well, there just are not really words, are there. Just feelings. So, nothing funny today and no jokes. Just give Kyle a hug for me, and give yourself one, too. Kim MSP, MN - Friday, November 16, 2007 4:01 AM CST What do ya mean you don't have any plans for this weekend? You'll be talking to me, and that's always exciting. BWAHAHAHA. And I think you need a little bit of a different genre in books--my suggestion would be The Kama Sutra. :) No, really, go get something/anything by Elizabeth Berg, or Elinor Lipman. Lipman is a little more quirky, but good. Berg is everyday life. Or you could always read "Patty Jane's House of Curl" by Lorna Landvik. I keep trying to get SOMEBODY/ANYBODY to read that and nobody will. Or The Kama Sutra. HAHAHA. Speak of which, can I still order? :) Call me...what, are you playing hard to get? I'm around... Kim D MSP, MN - Thursday, November 15, 2007 10:49 AM CST HAPPY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TYLER!!!! I hope you have a great time on your cruise... Kim MSP, MN - Wednesday, November 14, 2007 5:31 PM CST Happy Birthday Ty! I hope you have a fabulous time on the cruise with your grandparents! Hi Denise- wow, hard to imagine your son is now 15! What an awesome way for him to celebrate. I'm glad he has the opportunity. I can see why you feel frazzled. It seems like we hear too much of kids relapsing. It makes me wonder where they get that 85% survival rate figure. It would be nice if once these kids finish up their treatment, we never had to give it a second thought. But any little thing out of the ordinary, and it makes you wonder. Sorry, I am probably not helping your thinking any; but I can relate to how you are feeling. I just wish you didn't have to worry about things like this. Or that anyone had to, actually. You know, I think all of us cancer moms should get to go on a nice, long cruise together. Be waited on by cute guys; and have nothing to worry about at all! When do we leave?! Until then, I wish Ty safe travels, and for you, Kyle and Riley to have as much fun as you can at home. love, suzanne www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbymeacham Suzanne Meacham <emeacham@nycap.rr.com> Cohoes, NY - Wednesday, November 14, 2007 11:13 AM CST Denise- Thank you for stopping by Elias' site. I have read some of Kyle's journey and see that you have had a hard road. I am so glad to hear that he is doing well now- I will pray for continued health in your family! I must admit, I never realized how much "meeting" others on the same road would mean. It is always nice to see success too! Heather Waymire <heather_Waymire@yahoo.com> Anderson, IN - Wednesday, November 14, 2007 7:53 AM CST Hey you~ Yes, I have enough of a voice to talk, so call away... Kim <kdanielson@earthlink.net> MSP, MN - Tuesday, November 13, 2007 3:49 AM CST Hello Denise, I found your site on mary lee's site... I read through some of your old journal notes and wow what you have been through. Kyle I feel for you! I am surprised I have not come by your site before... I have been on Caringbridge for almost 4 years wowly... Well I look forward to following your story. and I hope you feel better kyle www.caringbridge.org/canada/89 Nakita <naki_sekhon@yahoo.ca> Victoria, BC Canada - Tuesday, November 13, 2007 0:35 AM CST Hi Denise, Hopefully by now everybody is back home together, and all are feeling fine and having a GOOD day! love, suzanne www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbymeacham Suzanne Meacham <emeacham@nycap.rr.com> Cohoes, NY - Monday, November 5, 2007 8:13 AM CST Hey Denise, We had a blast last night...we need to go out more often! Tell Ty that we'll be back to showing up on your doorstep in about a week and a half - I'll finally be able to walk then and can handle your steps. You could put out Zoe's ramp for me though. Oh yeah, thanks for the card, but truely, there was no need for it...just being a friend and I know you'd do the same in a heartbeat. Take care! Jen Jones <jenjoturtle@yahoo.com> Westminster, CO United States - Sunday, November 4, 2007 9:36 PM CST Hello Kyle, It has been awhile but I think of you often and wonder how you are. I see you have had an eye problem... must run in the family. I get those stupid sty's all the time, but mine are not nearly as bad as what you went thru. Hopefully this means you got them over with in one fell swoop and will never be bothered by them again! Hope you had fun handing out the Play Dough on Halloween. Aunt Linda Linda Saylor <saylorranch@tdsnet.com> Granton, wi USA - Friday, November 2, 2007 8:09 AM CDT I read the journal today with tears rolling down my face.... poor Kyle! I HATE HATE HATE that our kids can't get a damn break. Please give him a huge hug from us Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Saturday, October 27, 2007 9:11 PM CDT Denise, Just checking in on you and the kids, wanted you to know that I am always here for you. Keep your chin up! www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Tuesday, October 16, 2007 10:25 PM CDT Hey, Denise, I hope you are doing all right tonight. As I was reading the last several posts, it made me think of The Wizard of Oz- it's like you got picked up and spun around in the cyclone, and now you've been dropped somewhere else (and left pretty shaken up, besides) But I'm also thinking that you are being a gift, to be able to think about what direction you'd like your life to take, and be able to move in that direction. It's different, and at times scary, but it is for the good. You're in a transition time now, but coming into a really great place in life. You have your awesome kids and loving, supportive friends surrounding you. Although I'm not physically near to support you, I'm here long-distance sending all my best thoughts and prayers for you, today and for always. Now, how about those Rockies? Nothing like an exciting play off game to lift your spirits! For awhile there, I watched them each year; I think the last ones I watched was the year the Red Sox finally won the Series. I hope the Rockies make it to the Series, and win it :-) Love to you and the kiddos... suzanne www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbymeacham Suzanne Meacham <emeacham@nycap.rr.com> Cohoes, NY - Monday, October 15, 2007 8:10 PM CDT Denise, I try and look at Jamo as my inspiration and wonder why I can't "move forward" like she has. I mean, she has chosen NOT to talk about leukemia, she has chosen NOT to let it control her day and she has NOT let it define who she is. We have so much to learn from our kids and I'm getting to the point where I don't know if I can sanely keep worrying about her relapsing. Isn't it emotionally draining? I have physical ailments from the stress (stomachaches, headaches, anxiety, panic attacks, etc.) So, how do we, as moms and dads who love our children, focus on the positive? We are in this together, Denise! I am here for you (whether you like it or not :-) )! Love, Marion www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush Marion <marerush@frontiernet.net> IL - Monday, October 15, 2007 3:54 PM CDT Denise I can relate all too well...I still have not had time to digest diagnosis never mind OT. Life takes us on a roller coaster ride with ups and downs and we just hold on for the ride- at times we enjoy, times we are scared but know that you are not riding this coaster alone. You need to look at the cars around you and you WILL see me there- screaming, crying, laughing and praying right along with you. Please do not every hesitate to call me for anything. You got Kyle through cancer; you will get through this too one day at a time- hold on tight. www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Monday, October 15, 2007 11:24 AM CDT Denise, Stay strong. If you need someone to talk with I'm here. Just a phone call away. Keep strong. We are all here for you and your family Annmarie Stasica <astasica@gmail.com> Palm Harbor, Fl USA - Sunday, October 14, 2007 10:43 AM CDT Denise, It is hard to focus on the future when so much pain and despair is around us. BUT, you have to focus on Kyle and know that he has BEAT this. I know what you are feeling and the anxiety is often hard to cope with. Yesterday I started shaking and dry-heaving. I can't stand the fact that I have no control over Jamo's health. My stress effects me physically and I'm not sure how to deal with it, either. I am here for you and I understand what's going on in your heart and mind. Love, Marion www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush Marion <marerush@frontiernet.net> IL - Saturday, October 13, 2007 8:25 PM CDT So happy to hear the dust is settling and that things are getting to a "new normal" Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Saturday, October 13, 2007 0:08 AM CDT Love the new picture with Kyle and Riley- way too cute. I was sorry to read about Matthew- I hate hearing of any of our kids having to revisit the hells of chemo, etc... I am sorry that I bleeped off the radar but with Tara passing and then everything else going on I have not had that much time but you are all in my thoughts and prayers - always. Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Wednesday, October 10, 2007 11:55 PM CDT glitter-graphics.com NO cheating on the corn maze!!! C'mon! Tom and I totally relied on our 9-year old daughter to get us out. Riley constantly screamed, "Can't we just cut through here??!?!" Seriously, have fun and enjoy five days with your kids. Fall is an awesome time. Yesterday it was soooo windy and because we live in the dense woods, it sounded like waves on an ocean. We think of you always and Kyle does look GREAT! Hugs to you!!! Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush "Corn Maze" Girls <marerush@frontiernet.net> IL - Wednesday, October 10, 2007 8:19 PM CDT Just wanted you to know that I check on you guys! Love, Marcia Marcia Westcott <mwestcott1@aol.com> Cincinnati, OH USA - Tuesday, October 9, 2007 2:38 PM CDT Denise and Kyle. So glad you got to have a fun day at the hospital as an outsider. Going to the "new" facility might be even better for you..less ties, memories, and foggy painful memories. Here is for your NEW times. All fun and full of observation only. I can't believe it's been 6 mos.!!! WoW! That is great. We are also moving along in our post chemo paranoia and prayer! lol. Take care, the pics are great of the kids, btw. Jennifer James <jjdoc2@bellsouth.net> - Tuesday, October 9, 2007 10:55 AM CDT Wow, the new hospital is amaazing! So big and modern looking. I'm just glad you don't have to spend much time at it! :-) It does look nice, but I wouldn't want to trade our hospital. It's much smaller, with the original old part, and new additions. We've been there so many times that I can name all of the hospital founders, after seeing their plaques on the wall abut a hundred times... That's fabulous that Kyle's counts are so good, and he is doing well. I hope his tummy is feeling fine and he is back to school today. I love the new pics. You look fabulous, my dear; and Riley is as cute as ever. That is cute that Abby sends webkinz things through the site. She does that on her own, so I didn't even know :-) Hope you have a wonderful day. Talk to you soon! love, suzanne www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbymeacham Suzanne Meacham <emeacham@nycap.rr.com> Cohoes, NY - Tuesday, October 9, 2007 7:03 AM CDT Hey you~Whassup? Where are ya? A little curious, here! How did Kyle and Ri do this weekend? GOOD, I hope! And say "hi" to my best friend Ty, okay? Hehehe... Kim MSP, MN - Sunday, October 7, 2007 9:08 PM CDT From one cancer Mom to another.... its hard watching our kids struggle with school.... people THINK this cancer journey is over, but in fact it continues. Our kids are weaker, paler, sicker, emotionalier (I like that non-word), sadder, happier, tougher, and struggle more than the "normal" kids. Not only are they dealing with what is left of their normal bodies and mind, but they are dealing post traumatic stresses of what they could/would/desire of themselves. These kids are SMART and they KNOW whats happening to them and how it effects them. The kids will get over it - eventually - and be better people. But man, it takes time and it does a number on the parents watching and feeling helpless as they struggle to be a teen. It's hard enough to be a kid let alone a kid with other turmoils to deal with. Kyle and you will do great. But I hope those supporting you realize that its not over.... not for a very long time... and you need all the support emotionally you can get. Just talking about it, the CB sites, are a wonderful way to vent and think and sort out the craziness of your life. Hang in there Denise. I can't say it goes away, but it gets easier to sort out... eventually. Mary Lee www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia <mleep@msn.com> MN - Friday, October 5, 2007 8:23 AM CDT Yeah, I have been meaning to speak to you about your checking-out-ness and disconnected-ness in our friendship. I'm just sayin'... MWAHAHAHA! All joking aside, I just don't think it would be possible for you to check out on your friends; you are just SO NOT THAT WAY! Speaking for myself, one thing you will never have to worry about is if you are being a good friend. You are; truly, you are! I know I already told you, but I'm so happy you chose to handle the mediation the way you did. From this day forward, it's a whole new start, with your "destiny" just waiting for you. SO MUCH to look forward to! And you know how happy I am for you. Until we talk...(in, like, 23 minutes from now--hehe). Later... Kim <kdanielson@earthlink.net> MSP, MN - Wednesday, October 3, 2007 4:35 PM CDT Hey guys...just checking in to see how you're doing, since I only cross paths with Kyle every now and then at school. Your last sentence in your update from Sunday is so true--continue to pray no matter how young or old or what kind of cancer. Gavins' sitter's husband was just diagnosed with kidney cancer...it spares no one regardless of what kind of person you are! Anyhow...just wanted you all to know I'm thinking of you and continue to keep you in my prayers! Erin Conley <erin_conley625@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, October 2, 2007 10:23 PM CDT We all just bump along one day at a time....although sometimes we add a skip or mostly we just bump, tumble or are pushed but no matter how we get through, the whole point is that we DO get through. Cyndi (Jackie's Mom) <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Monday, October 1, 2007 7:03 AM CDT Hey Denise.. Everything well work out!! Your a strong person and a wonderful mom. Keep your head up and keep on smiling. You and your family are always in our prayers. Annmarie Stasica <astasica@gmail.com> Palm Harbor, FL USA - Thursday, September 27, 2007 7:22 PM CDT glitter-graphics.com Hope you guys bounce back soon!!!! Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Girls <marerush@frontiernet.net> IL - Monday, September 24, 2007 12:29 AM CDT LOVE the new photo! I HATED not checking on you guys! Thank goodness this hotel that we are at has free internet access and my daughter is being nice letting me use her laptop (mine broke). We just got back tonight from Jackie's MAW and had a BLAST. I am so glad to read how wonderful Kyle is doing. Did you start classes yet? Jackie's site is back up! Cyndi (Jackie's Mom) <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Sunday, September 23, 2007 0:09 AM CDT OUCH. I sometimes think I'm such a clutz.... but in truth, we are so busy trying to keep up with school, the kids, the house, the pets... we don't take the time to take the time! I feel your pain and Kyles with the bloody nose.... will those feelings ever lessen? They do, but not by much. Mary Lee www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia <mleep@msn.com> - Monday, September 17, 2007 8:24 AM CDT Dear Kyle of the amazing counts, and Denise of the boundless energy! Wow, you folks are always so busy! So much going on! I haven't checked in here in the last two weeks, and wow, the catching up I had to do. I am sorry to hear about your Aunt Betty. I hope and pray she will be all right. I hope you enjoy the weekend; sounds like fun things going on. And I hope everybody stays well and has a good week. talk to you soon, love, suzanne www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbymeacham Suzanne Meacham <emeacham@nycap.rr.com> Cohoes, NY - Saturday, September 15, 2007 9:01 PM CDT Dearest Kyle. I visited this site for the first time this morning. You are such a brave and handsome young man. Continue the fight and be assured that you have yet another person praying for your continued good health. God is always watching over you. Ginny <ryanvirginia@gmail.com> Simi Valley, CA - Friday, September 14, 2007 12:03 AM CDT Hey Denise! I wish I checked your update sooner, 'cause if you made the apricot bbq sandwiches I would have been sitting at the counter waiting! I miss cropping and you and Lynn cooking me dinner! Anyway we'll be sending good vibes your Aunt's way. See ya Monday - can't wait! Hey, and what's this about you being rich! Jen Jones <jenjoturtle@yahoo.com> Westminster, CO United States - Thursday, September 13, 2007 9:37 PM CDT glitter-graphics.com Awwwwww...isn't this dog cute? And, he only has one sock on his nose. Hang in there...poor Kyle is dealing with "every day" aggravations. Hey, those should be the fun things to deal with, right?!?! Wait until those teenage years hit...UGH! PS...my legs hurt from all that dancin'! Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush "Dancin'" Girls <marerush@frontiernet.net> IL - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 8:11 AM CDT Okay, here's the thing ... there is something about the Rush girls shakin' their booty and doin' the ANC dance that is magic! See? It worked didn't it? I know; it did for us too! :) I love the new picture, BTW. It just makes me smile!Continue to feel good and hugs to Mom. Kathy ~ Julia's mom www.caringbridge.org/visit/julianesbitt Kathy Nesbitt <Lvr3kids@aol.com> Wesley Chapel, NC 28173 - Tuesday, September 11, 2007 8:48 PM CDT Are those counts BEAUTIFUL or what??? Love it!!! Relax now Denise! oxoox Nancy, Matthew's Mom Nancy Vinson <nancyvinson@verizon.net> - Tuesday, September 11, 2007 4:03 PM CDT Hi Kyle, It is nice to see great great counts! WOW! that is wonderful. You are always in our thoughts. Lourdeline <lourdelinelacson@yahoo.com> Pasig, Philippines - Tuesday, September 11, 2007 2:45 AM CDT Congratulations on the great counts today Kyle. We have been praying hard for you and will continue to do so. Tell your Mom to keep up the good work, and make sure you enjoy being ten years old. Jason & Adam <usc_law_1999@yahoo.com> Santa Monica, CA United States - Monday, September 10, 2007 9:53 PM CDT Hey, Denise, the Rush Girls have got your back! You know we do every type of DANCE out there. (We're known around town for the ANC Dance). So, as soon as Jamo gets home from school, we'll start doing some booty shaking :-) so those counts come out AWESOME!!!! Hang in there and we're always thinking of you! Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Girls <marerush@frontiernet.net> IL - Monday, September 10, 2007 1:31 PM CDT Hi Lindgrens. Prayers have been said and fingers are crossed for good counts. Sam, Doug, Chelsea and Trey Sabrina Owens Orlando, FL - Monday, September 10, 2007 12:37 AM CDT Good morning too you Denise since as the official sock hider i am sure you did not get a good morning said in your house. Hee Hee! Hope your day gets better. Good Luck this afternoon. Look forward to reading Good Counts.!! Hang in there. Love Lynn Lynn Pfannenstiel <Tiggeerr25@aol.com> Co - Monday, September 10, 2007 11:43 AM CDT I think slamming doors if you are a teenage (or preteen) boy is the the "how to honk off your parents when you are a teenager handbook"! I'm praying for great counts! Be sure to let us know the good news ASAP! Hugs! Nancy, Matthew's Mom Nancy Vinson <nancyvinson@verizon.net> - Monday, September 10, 2007 9:59 AM CDT Hey there Girly-Girl~ Um-hmmm, yup--Each Day, A New Beginning. Get it, or I'll commence with the e-mails again--HA! I can envision camping for you and the kids in the not-so-distant future; only now I think it's going to be even better. Everything is better, isn't it? And it's nothing compared to how good it will just keep right on getting. Know what I mean, Jelly Bean??? :) Kim MSP, MN - Tuesday, September 4, 2007 8:01 PM CDT Hi there long time no talk... miss you guys lots. Amen to the camping thing. I miss all of us getting together to do that too. Sorry things are the way they are. I think you know what i mean by that. Glad you all had a nice weekend. lets get together soon. Take care. Keep your chin up your doing awesome with everything going on in your life. Your tougher then you think. With each day brings new strength. Love you guys. Lynn Lynn Pfannenstiel <Tiggeerr25@aol.com> - Tuesday, September 4, 2007 11:48 AM CDT Hey there Lindgren gang! So it's back to school and everybody is getting in the groove. Sounds like miss Riley sleepy head should pick out her own outfit the night before, save you some aggrevation. Let's hope Ty keeps that outlook on smoking. And Kyle is keeping up and doing well so far, that is great! Hooray to you for heading back to class soon yourself. I know things will work out with the house soon, too. It's all good. Think of you often and wish you well! love, suzanne www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbymeacham Suzanne Meacham <emeacham@nycap.rr.com> Cohoes, NY - Saturday, September 1, 2007 11:00 AM CDT Hey there! Guess who :)!!! Not to be a pessimist, but I just have to chime in on the conversation you had with Ty. Just a little cautionary tale for you. When I was Ty's age, I used to say stuff like that to my parents ALL the time; along with exaggeratedly and disgustingly fanning the air around my face with my hand whenever they smoked around me. When in actuality I was just hoping to throw them off the trail of the fact that I was smoking like a steam engine every chance I got. At that time, they were .35 a pack! If the $5/pack price tag doesn't deter them, I don't know what will! I just don't get it; they all know better now! Just thought I'd perk up your day a little (more)--HAHAHA. And I really wish you'd stop sabotaging Riley...hehehe. Kim MSP, MN - Thursday, August 30, 2007 10:51 AM CDT Okay Denise.... Since you have millions, I was thinking you might want to travel the world visiting your LLS friends and showering them with boats. New York could be your first stop. Whatever.......I hope you chuckled. Not at her misfortune (IF it is true) but just at the concept. Again, whatever! Lisa www.caringbridge.org/ny/gabriel/ Lisa <gabjasno@aol.com> - Tuesday, August 28, 2007 9:14 PM CDT I am so glad that the kids are off to a good start- my Heather complains sometimes too with being with older kids but that's because she, like Ty, is just too smart. I am assuming that Riley is loving school thus far. Hopefully this year will be better than last for Kyle and he will be in his classes with no cancer related symptoms. I pray each day that he will get to that 5 year mark of cancer free cells where he can be declared a cancer survivor... I pray that for all our kids. But this first week of school is just one of the many milestones! WAY TO GO KYLE! CYNDI <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Tuesday, August 28, 2007 7:11 PM CDT Hi Denise, Girl, if you are really rich, could you sponsor some of Elisha medical needs? hehehehe.... Ignore her statement, don't be affected by this. Some people sometimes do things because they are sour graping. Kiss Kyle for me. Love you Lourdeline Lourdeline <lourdelinelacson@yahoo.com> Pasig City, Philippines - Tuesday, August 28, 2007 1:05 AM CDT She is grieving. We say things we don't mean when we are out of sorts - and trying to put a coherent thought down on paper and make it read what you really want it to say - well, I get misunderstood a lot. I'd like to know who the "friend" is that led her to your site tho? Anyway - only prayers for her recovery and that of her husbands. Enough said..... glad to hear things are somewhat calm on your end. Kyle will perk up with his energy and color. He's been thru 2 wringers and its so hard on the body. When school starts and he gets into the "normal" part of being a kid once again - he'll do great! Davis got pneumonia and other illnesses the first year off tx - they do struggle for awhile but then it DOES get better! IT GETS BETTER! Mary Lee <mleep@msn.com> - Monday, August 27, 2007 8:37 AM CDT Hey, rich lady...can I move in with you?!?! Hee hee...seriously, Denise, I honestly see NO truth behind this made up story. Don't always believe what you read! Give Kyle BIG hugs from us (you know who this is!!!). Love, M&J MR (keepin' it secret!) - Monday, August 27, 2007 6:15 AM CDT Denise, You handled this situation well. Maria has obviously had a difficult time and she is still hurting from her loss. Like you, I wish her the best. I’ve followed Kyle’s progress over the past year or so as my son Adam was diagnosed with leukemia in 2003. We struggled through a BMT a year later but have now been in a solid remission for over a year. Like you and Kyle, we keep our fingers crossed and our thoughts positive – one day at a time. Good luck with your divorce. My wife and I divorced earlier this year and while the process is unpleasant, we have found peace. Cancer can play havoc on a family, can’t it? I find your comments and thoughts inspiring and refreshing. Keep them coming, and thank you. Kyle seems like a fine young man. The two of you will be in my prayers and I wish you all the best. Cheers, Jason Jason <usc_law_1999@yahoo.com> Santa Monica, CA US - Sunday, August 26, 2007 11:50 PM CDT Kyle, Ty & Riley Wishing you good luck on your first day of school. I pray that this year brings you nothing but happiness and health. cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Sunday, August 26, 2007 11:35 PM CDT Hey Girly-Girl~ All I'm gonna say here is, I'm really glad you weren't home reading the guestbook last night--and that I hope a good time was had by all :). As you can imagine, I was going to comment, but nah...e-mail to follow, however! Kim <kdanielson@earthlink.net> MSP, MN - Sunday, August 26, 2007 1:46 PM CDT OUCH.... Mary Lee <mleep@msn.com> - Saturday, August 25, 2007 9:04 PM CDT Hi Denise, You dont know me but I was pointed to your website by a friend of yours. It must have been difficult for you to expereince your childs bout with cancer. Im afraid I have not been so fotunate. My kids (Ben, 7 and Alicia, 9) were killed in a car wreck 2 years ago. My husband Paul, in his greif lost his job the next year and have been out of work since. We lost our home and our car and we now live in my parents cellar. Im working 2 jobs to get us buy but we still cant get insurance. I hear that you live in a million $ home on a golf course and drive a new SUV. You must feel lucky since I hear also that you do not work. How do you pay for Kyles insurance? It must feel amazing to have a child survive cancer. I cant imagine the relief and joy you must feel every minute of every day. I knwo that you must pray every day for the fortune that has been bstowed on you and your family. God Bless! Maria B. Maria <bellatine472@gmail.com> Westminster, CO USA - Saturday, August 25, 2007 7:10 PM CDT I received a link to your page from my neice Julia's page. I have to say, people like you and Julia and your moms are such heros. Heros don't wear capes, or tights and they can't fly. The biggest hero I know is 5 years old, and she wears a princess dress. I admire your strength and courage to get though all this, I don't think I could be that strong. I will keep your family in my prayers. I know God didn't allow you to go through all this for no reason. Kyle I am positive God has a great plan for you and this is just the building blocks he is using. Laura Newman <Ibsoldout@yahoo.com> Fort Hood, TX USA - Saturday, August 25, 2007 6:34 PM CDT Were are the new photos from the first day of school? I hear you regarding anxiety- I don't know how I will cope being so far away from our hospital. I am hoping/praying to be home for the first day of school- goodness knows I have missed out on way too much of my other girls this year. On November 14th you will be able celebrate your new lives together- with endless opportunities, health and happiness. cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Saturday, August 25, 2007 8:34 AM CDT glitter-graphics.com Hey, Denise! I always seem to follow Suzanne. HI, SUZANNE!!! I wanted to harrass you and let you know that you've slacked off on your updates...hee hee!!! Hugs to Kyle! Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Girls <marerush@frontiernet.net> IL - Wednesday, August 22, 2007 10:51 AM CDT Hi Denise, I hope you had some spiritual renewal at church, and are feeling more positive. Must be going around, I felt so down and depressed several days last week, peaking on Sunday. I'm feeling better about things today, which is good. I hear you, though about some of the kids we follow. It is heartbreaking. But I'm sure it has got to help parents know that there are so many people "out there" who care and are sending up prayers and good thoughts. I know it helps me when I see that people are checking in on Abby's site. Abby will add you on the webkinz; her user name is Timmy42398. Have a good week; hugs to you all! love, suzanne www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbymeacham Suzanne Meacham <emeacham@nycap.rr.com> Cohoes, NY - Tuesday, August 21, 2007 9:22 PM CDT Denise, You know, I think that we actually suffer from Post Traumatic Stress Syndrome. We have to live our lives on the edge for so many years and then BOOM chemo is over and we are expected to just start living life "normally" again. Huh? What about the fears? What about the symptoms that send us into orbit? What about the long term side effects? It's no wonder you are feeling "down". It's ok to feel that way but you just have to keep going and not let it tear you down. You have friends that are here for you thru thick and thin, me being one of them! Take good care of YOU, Denise Love, Nancy, Matthew's Mom Nancy Vinson <nancyvinson@verizon.net> - Tuesday, August 21, 2007 9:55 AM CDT I can empathize and cry right along with you...I too am nervous about what the future will bring, about the lasting affects it will have on my children...I hate that their our families out there being robbed of seeing their children grow into adults... Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Tuesday, August 21, 2007 7:40 AM CDT Thought I would give you this quote....helped me the other day when I felt overwhelmed. hang in there! chris mom to Zayla www.caringbridge.org/visit/zayla We carry around in our heads these pictures of what our lives are supposed to look like, painted by the brush of our intentions. It's the great, deep secret of humanity that in the end none of our lives look the way we thought they would. As much as we wish to believe otherwise, most of life is a reaction to circumstances. ~ Richard Paul Evans Chris Mitsdarffer <christymits@aol.com> Bonfield, IL - Sunday, August 19, 2007 10:34 PM CDT Denise, You are like me when it comes to being involved with cancer so much. I realized, after moving, that I need to take a step back. I learned this from JAMO, of all people, and need to focus on living life WITHOUT cancer, because in reality, she does not have it in her body anymore.....and neither does Kyle. Which means that maybe, just maybe, we can attempt to take that step into "normalcy" again. I know Kyle has had a rougher road with his treatment and for such a very long time. I know that you are experiencing other stresses in your life, BUT you can cross off "CANCER" on your list! I know it's easier said than done, but from the words of Jamo "Mom, I am done with leukemia". Sending big hugs to you and your family! Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Girls <marerush@frontiernet.net> IL - Sunday, August 19, 2007 8:51 PM CDT Oh the joy of having moody teens. I've got a couple of them myself. My 13 yoDD is starting the high school, too. She doesn't start until Sept. 6th, but she has been freaking out and worried about everything for the past month now. Dear, sweet Kyle. He is so sensitive and protective. These are not things a little kid should have to worry about, but then, neither were so many of the things he went through. He is mature beyond his years. Hopefully he will find the sneaks and clothes he needs and enjoy them without guilt or worry. Hoping your second showing leads to an offer. I'll be praying that the timing will be perfect...once you sell, the right place to move to will be available for you. How's your doggie doing? Skipper learned the hard way the other day to not walk behind a kid on a swing. He took a kick to his front leg, and was limping for the next day or two. It seems to be getting better. So does Riley has time to get on Webkinz with Abby sometime soon? Abby is still on that site a lot. She can have Riley "visit" her house with her pet and try out the swimming pool. So cute! Hope you all have a great day! love, suzanne www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbymeacham Suzanne Meacham <emeacham@nycap.rr.com> Cohoes, NY - Friday, August 17, 2007 11:44 AM CDT Hi Kyle! I was just thinking of you as you enjoy your last few weeks of summer before becoming a fifth grader! Hope you're doing well and I'll see you once school starts up again! Erin Conley <erin_conley625@hotmail.com> Thornton, CO - Thursday, August 16, 2007 2:24 PM CDT Tell Ty we never fail if we try; winning is giving your all despite the odds. {{HUGS}} Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Tuesday, August 14, 2007 9:31 PM CDT Hey you! It's all going to be okay; you're all going to be fine because God has plans for the whole lot of you, and good ones, too. Is there any way for you to get Ty to realize that if he works at it for a week or two, he will probably be back up to speed in soccer? Oh, I don't envy you this at all--the trying to find the right things to say so our names don't come up too often in their future therapy. Amazingly, they grow up in spite of us. And we manage to live through it, too. The big reward is grandchildren to spoil, while watching them squirm trying to do all the right things with their kids :)! Vindictive, aren't I? HAHAHA! It'll all be okay--cause I said so. Kim MSP, MN - Tuesday, August 14, 2007 12:43 AM CDT Thanks so much for putting words to our feelings. I think my continually saying, "Cancer Sucks!" is getting a bit old! Kyle you are an inspiration to us as we battle through relapse and treatment with Julia. You guys Rock! Kahy ~ Julia's Mom www.caringbridge.org/visit/julianesbitt Kathy Nesbitt <Lvr3kids@aol.com> Wesley Chapel, NC - Sunday, August 12, 2007 8:51 PM CDT Thinking of you and sending prayers... cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Sunday, August 12, 2007 0:21 AM CDT I too have been very frustrated in this world of cancer that we were sucked into. Our children were chosen and through them many have been inspired, found hope, found God while teaching others about compassion and perserverence... yet at what price? and when do they stop paying? When will our government wake up and say 'no more children will suffer'? (sorry for the rant but we too heard today about a relapse of a friend...{sobs}) As always Kyle is in my prayers Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Wednesday, August 8, 2007 10:45 PM CDT Ya know, when you write... its like tearing the words right out of my mouth..... its like you see in my soul. I'm sorry for your friends.... Mary Lee <mleep@msn.com> - Wednesday, August 8, 2007 9:57 PM CDT Hello...thank you for visiting Isabelle's site. We will look for you both the next time we are in too. Right now we go once a week, so you might see us! Gald to hear Kyle is doing well. It gives us hope for the future! Have a great week. Erin (Isabelle's Mom) www.caringbridge.org/visit/isabellekerr Erin Kerr <erink500gt@msn.com> Aurora, CO - Tuesday, August 7, 2007 9:04 PM CDT YIPEEE! I am so happy to hear that Kyle's counts came back good. I still can't believe that soon I too will only have monthly visits to CHOP and I forgot to order Jackie's bubble!!!! LOL Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Monday, August 6, 2007 11:52 PM CDT glitter-graphics.com Oh, I forgot to mention, I have already called MY doctor to make sure I have Xanax on hand for the end of Jamo's treatment. Jamo's oncologist already told me that he can't wait to see me the first two weeks Jamo is off of chemo...he knows I'm going to be a wreck! See, even her medical team knows me too well. I'm already sweating and having stomachaches. Maybe I should double that dose, eh?!?! I'm sending a big hug to Colorado...and, yes, we will meet someday...SOON!!!!!! Love, Marion Marion "YIKES" Rush <marerush@comcast.net> IL - Monday, August 6, 2007 2:02 PM CDT Hi, Kyle & Denise! We'll be thinking of you extra hard today! I'm sure those counts will be AWESOME! As far as the vaccinations go, your doctors can run tests to show the strength of the vaccination. Jamo's chicken pox resistance was pretty high, which gave me some comfort :-) Hugs to you all and enjoy the rest of your summer! Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Girls <marerush@frontiernet.net> IL - Monday, August 6, 2007 6:57 AM CDT I am glad to hear that the boys are back and had fun. It sounds like you had a great time at your reunion-can't believe mine is next year- where has the time gone? (o'yeah- on my stomach, butt and hips! I am sorry to hear about Jasmine- I know that my girls would be fighting me to keep the dog alive as well. There are agencies out there that will help with vet costs.... In my thoughts Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Thursday, August 2, 2007 4:48 PM CDT Hi Denise, Glad the boys are safely home and you are all together again. You looked fabulous for your reunion! So glad you had a great time! My class never had a 20th reunion. Maybe next year when it will be 25 (!!!ack!!! where do the years go?) Wow, so sorry to hear about Jasmine! I hope everything turns out okay. Enjoy your week! love, suzanne www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbymeacham Suzanne Meacham <emeacham@nycap.rr.com> Cohoes, NY - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 7:44 PM CDT Hello Neecy! AND HOW ARE YOU TODAY? ANYTHING NEW? I hope that you have been finding something to keep yourself occupied so you DON'T call Kyle :). I can't wait to hear the "had so much fun" stories when he gets back. And any other "had so much fun" stories there might be....MWAHAHAHA. Going now. Kim MSP, MN - Friday, July 27, 2007 9:57 AM CDT OK, sounds like time for manicures, pedicures and SHOPPING with Riley I am sure the boys are having fun in MO and it would probably do both you and Kyle good to cut the cord for a bit...just think how you will be when he leaves for college! LOL cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Thursday, July 26, 2007 0:12 AM CDT Hi Neecy~ :) TWO of your favorite boys??? Hmmmmm??? There are other(s)??? HAHAHAHAHA! I don't know about OTHER fat chicks, but THIS fat chick RULES! HAHAHAHA! I'll quit now. Kim <kdanielson@earthlink.net> MSP, MN - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 11:20 AM CDT I understand being over protective, especially of Kyle, after all that he's been through. I hope you and Riley enjoy the girl time. I'm sure it will be fun and memorable. Enjoy the HS reunion. You don't look that old in the pictures. We're heading to Elitches Thursday. My husband asked for the day off and it's suppose to rain!?! Oh well, we at least will have some family time away from CS. I hope you have lots of fun this week. Tamara <tasaevsa@yahoo.com> CS, CO - Tuesday, July 24, 2007 10:04 AM CDT Hi, LOL!!! of course, getting old is fun!!! LOL!!! Welcome to the club!!! Actually, I am only 36 but I look 63-LOL!!! I look very old because of this problem!-LOL!!! lourdeline lacson <lourdelinelacson@yahoo.com> Pasig City, Phillippines - Tuesday, July 24, 2007 0:51 AM CDT Missed you when your site was secured. I do understand but it upsets me that such things are necessary. Happy birthday to Riley. Glad Kyle is fine. I'll be following your lead on the teen boy thing. Since Evan has been off treatment he's starting to act more and more like a 'boy' and it's bittersweet. Thanks for signing Evan's site. You're always in my thoughts and prayers. Tamara CS, CO - Thursday, July 19, 2007 12:34 AM CDT So glad to hear that the kidos are doing great. Just think of it this way you are not old...you are an antique (actually I think you are officially Classic, Antique I think starts at 50) :) LOL Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Wednesday, July 18, 2007 10:59 PM CDT Hi! The maleness... doesn't help. Sports, keep them poor, keep them busy, set tight rules (this one I'm hurting with Davis since he obviously didn't have enough rules during chemo.... he was sick most of the time and really didn't need them cause he didn't do anyting, but I'm SURE suffering for that decision now!) Actually it was Jeff being the non rule follower-upper, I was and still am the ogre! haha Anywho... take lots of prozac so YOU feel better cause if they are pistols at 14, you just may have a rough few years! Truthfully, I never liked my kids much from 7-9th grade, thank God I love them! Mary Lee <mleep@msn.com> - Wednesday, July 18, 2007 9:18 PM CDT Hi Denise, Well, as much as I always think I would like to have everybody go off somewhere and have the house to myself, I would probably be like you and miss everyone too much. The other night I was down to only two at home, and it seemed way too weird. But I could use the cleaning time! You go, girl! Good job with that! Happy birthday to Riley. I'll tell Abby. She will want to "send" her something via webkinz. I'm glad your crew is back home and things are back to being lively and fun again :-) hugs to you all, love, suzanne www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbymeacham Suzanne Meacham <emeacham@nycap.rr.com> Cohoes, NY - Wednesday, July 18, 2007 9:25 AM CDT HAPPY BIRTHDAY RILEY!!!! Denise, I am so happy that you got the much needed break Hopefully they got spoiled rotten and all their school clothes were purchased as well ;) (No password?) Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Tuesday, July 17, 2007 3:54 PM CDT Hey Kyle, Hope all is well. Haven't heard from you guys in a week. Mark Rasmussen <marasmus@comcast.net> Erie, CO USA - Monday, July 16, 2007 2:20 PM CDT Where the heck are ya, Denise? Did you finally fall asleep..for days? HAHAHA! Hope everything is going okay. Kim MSP, MN - Saturday, July 14, 2007 4:10 PM CDT I could use something for sleep too.... any news on the house? I hope that you are having tons of summer fun. www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Thursday, July 12, 2007 11:26 PM CDT Tylenol pm? I slept like a baby last night and will pray you do today. Loved the pix! Mary Lee <mleep@msn.com> - Tuesday, July 10, 2007 11:18 PM CDT I hear ya! I get up around 4:30 a.m. and can't fall back asleep. By the time afternoon rolls around I am wiped! I think I've been doing it so long that it's become habitual. I'm in my head too much! Glad to see Kyle's ANC is up, up, up! Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush "Sleepy" Girls <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Tuesday, July 10, 2007 4:40 PM CDT Man, I'm not sleeping good either! What's up with that anyway. After we talked, I was wide awake so I picked up my book "Glass Castles" and read way longer than I should have! Maybe tonight we'll sleep...maybe? HA! "Glass Castles" is a really good book and not hard to get into at all, in case you're interested :)! Kim MSP, MN - Tuesday, July 10, 2007 11:19 AM CDT Hi folks, Did you get to that movie? We saw it in the drive-in last week, and everyone liked it. How did Kyle's appointment go today? It must seem weird to only have to go so far and few between now! But a good thing! Hope you have another wonderful summertime fun kind of day! love, suzanne www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbymeacham Suzanne Meacham <emeacham@nycap.rr.com> Cohoes, NY - Monday, July 9, 2007 9:50 AM CDT We LOVED that movie!!! Although, how would you feel if you walked into a kitchen in a restuarant to learn that a RAT cooked your food???!!!! Personally, I think I would get instantly sick that Zofran or the best nausia drugs would not stand a chance in helping! (ewwwww!) I LOVE the new photos. It is so great to see Kyle (and Riley- love the action photo) just being a kid, enjoying the summer. www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Saturday, July 7, 2007 0:09 AM CDT I love seeing movies in the summertime! Our theaters are always soooooo cold that you have to bring a sweater (brrrrrrr...). I only have 2 more days of my garage sale and then I'll NEVER, EVER do it again. What a lot of work! But, we made a lot of money that will go towards Jamo's medical bills. Oh, I could tell stories about all of those! How is the house selling going? We'll be putting ours up hopefully by the end of the month! Hugs to everyone! Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Girls <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Friday, July 6, 2007 5:51 PM CDT thinking of you daily...sending hugs and prayers www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Saturday, June 30, 2007 10:33 PM CDT Dear Denise and all, Yeah, Kyle... I am so glad that the port is out and you are on the mend... and that the rest of the family continues to press on... Sorry I have not be keeping up with you all... and thank you for getting back to me... My year-end report to the FEDS for my after-school program was due this week...I finished it and sent it off by courier... whew! I feel like the weight of the world is now off my shoulders... and I can get back to the work of running the summer school... We just took 40 kids by school bus to Colo. Springs to the Olympic Training Center... Great place for inspiration! But not on a school bus - with 40 kids... LONG day. Please know that while I may not be posting... you are never far from my thoughts and always in my prayers... You are one very strong, capable woman... I know that whatever you put your mind to... you will be successful! With Love and Joy to all of you! Sherrill http://www.bvsd.org/schools/Sanchez/Dragon%20Discovery/default.aspx Sherrill Jones <Sherrill.Jones@bvsd.org> Broomfield, CO 80021 - Thursday, June 28, 2007 10:31 PM CDT Denise & Kyle ~ You are both an inspiration to others going through this nightmare. I am so happy to know Kyle is off of treatment and doing good. It brought tears to my eyes to read about your wonderful celebration after Kyle got his port out. You are a wonderful mother, I wish I had read your journal entries earlier this month so I could have helped out with your wonderful day. Only someone who has walked in your shoes would know how very important the gifts for your children are and in the "cancer world" sometimes you have to let others help you. Sending you lots of love, hugs and prayers. ~ Colbys Mom from the LLS boards Christy Clingerman Okmulgee, OK USA - Thursday, June 28, 2007 11:43 AM CDT I also love the picture on the main page--would ya just look at those dimples! Also the second picture down of "sleeping Kyle"--it's like the "little angel" side of your handsome devil :)! I'm envious of your school plans, Denise--you will do GREAT. Just look out for all that soul-searching--it can be exhausting!!!! :) HUG AND SMOOCH! Kim MSP, MN - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 7:15 PM CDT Denise, Thanks for always supporting me! I know we have a lot in common (and not all of it is leukemia!!!) You are an amazing mom and have been through a lot and now deserve to just enjoy life. You will find your happiness and put this entire experience behind you and LOOK FORWARD to a new beginning!!! YEAH!!! Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush "Moving Forward" Girls <marerush@comcast.net> IL - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 9:19 PM CDT Hey Denise, You know that verse that says God will open the windows of heaven and pour out so many blessings that there will not be room to receive them?... that is for you, girl! Good things are coming your way. It was great talking with you yesterday, and I know Abby enjoyed talking with Riley :-) love to you all, suzanne www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbymeacham Suzanne Meacham <emeacham@nycap.rr.com> Cohoes, NY - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 8:21 PM CDT Praying everything and everyone is well and hopefully you are just busy having fun with the kids!! Ashley Zarembka <swimfly684@comcast.net> South Bend, IN - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 11:22 AM CDT Kyle, Hope all is well and that you're getting stronger every day. Any new news? Mark Rasmussen <marasmus@comcast.net> Erie, CO USA - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 11:02 AM CDT Hi Denise. Today while stalking your site, I decided to actually leave you a note! Just wanted you to know I'm thinking of you in TN!! Jen Jennifer James <jjdoc2@bellsouth.net> - Thursday, June 21, 2007 6:18 AM CDT Hi Kyle & Family, We are headed to CO tomorrow. Have been on the road for the past couple of weeks in the motor home. Love the life. Way to go, Kyle, with the port and all. Sounds like you are doing so well. Denise, hang in there. We're all pulling for you and your kids. We'll be in Parker with the Bridgewater's for a couple of weeks. Have fun camping. That is our life now. Love, Jackie Nana of: www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbybridgewater Jackie Roberts <twojax1@hotmail.com> - Monday, June 18, 2007 8:51 PM CDT Ok, Ok, Ok, since NO ONE else has the nerve to ask this question...i will .... HOW DID YOU BURN YOUR BUTT??????????? Good book that is really quite hysterical and laughter is healthy is Sammy's Hill by Kristin Gore (yes, she's Al's daughter). It's a novel and it really funny. My best friend just bought me the sequel "Sammy's House". Love ya Nancy nancy vinson <nvinson@comcast.net> - Monday, June 18, 2007 11:06 AM CDT WOW!!! You have been through a lot. Starting from 3 years old and then a relapse. You are very strong. I hope you get better. You don't sound great right know. Good luck on your journey(again) fighting this terrible disease called cancer. ~Natalie~ Natalie Marie Hughes <ellebelly@littlebass.com> Satell, MN United States - Monday, June 18, 2007 10:05 AM CDT Hi folks, Have you been able to find another pig for Riley? If I get a chance, I will check around here. I just saw an ad for Hallmark stores saying they get new shipments in of the webkinz every day. Abby had mentioned before she would like the monkey one. I will take a look. As far as books, I've got a couple I picked up at the library recently that look good: 'One True Thing' by Anna Quindlen, 'Karma and other stories' by Rishi Reddi, and 'Before You Know Kindness' by Chris Bohjalian. I have read other books by him that have been very good. 'Midwives' was really good. And my sister just let me borrow the first two of a series by Jennifer Chiaverini, the Elm Creek Quilters series. She and I are both quilters; I haven't read them yet, so I don't know if they would appeal to non-quilters. Maybe you'll want to start a new hobby. That is, if you ever get time again to do that! Try to stay cool; eat a lot of ice cream; sleep in late, and all of that good summertime stuff! love, suzanne www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbymeacham Suzanne Meacham <emeacham@nycap.rr.com> Cohoes, NY - Monday, June 18, 2007 9:19 AM CDT I know that you do not know me and I am not even sure I as to how I was "sent" to Kyle's site but I check in on you all everyday. You, as most of the families I have "met" with cancer, are such an inspiration to me. Thank you for sharing your story. As for the book suggestion, I am reading "Everyday Grace". It is wonderful and may really help you at this point in your life. Good luck with everything! Judith Judith Farr <Judy_122@yahoo.com> Gonzales, LA - Sunday, June 17, 2007 7:02 PM CDT Denise, So glad to hear that things are picking up for you! You are so strong and I am so proud of you! WOW! Kyle! Way to go on getting your port out. I think Miss Abby is going to put up a fight about getting hers out. She wants it to STAY IN for as long as possible... Just in case she may need an IV for some odd reason! Silly girl! Have a great weekend! If you ever want to get together, we would love to meet you! www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbybridgewater Kristi <bridge4ofus@hotmail.com> Parker, Co - Sunday, June 17, 2007 0:06 AM CDT Hi Kyle, How are you feeling today? Hopefully getting better every minute! We are so happy for you and proud of you, too! Love the new picture on the front of your page, you look so happy! Hi Denise, Are you breathing a little easier now that the surgery is over? Sorry you wound up losing the long post. I had been looking forward to hearing how everything went. I love the picture of Riley with her new doll! I'm glad things turned out well for your celebration. love to you all! suzanne www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbymeacham Suzanne Meacham <emeacham@nycap.rr.com> Cohoes, NY - Wednesday, June 13, 2007 9:40 PM CDT I am so beyond thrilled! I LOVED the pictures. I am typing this crying like a little baby that the Little Prince made it- another victory!!!! I am so happy that you were able to honor Riley and Ty as we all know how much the siblings have to sacrifice- it is an unfortunate reality that gets overlooked at times from the outside world. Denise, you are not just an amazing Mom - you are incredible. Your kids are sooooo blessed to have you-just keep reminding them of that as they get older :) LOL HUGS< LOVE to each and every one of you. I am just SOOO happy!!! Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Wednesday, June 13, 2007 9:24 PM CDT Thinking of you guys! The pictures are terrific! Prayers and hugs! Kim MSP, MN - Wednesday, June 13, 2007 7:49 PM CDT Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Girls <marerush@comcast.net> IL - Wednesday, June 13, 2007 5:27 PM CDT hum dee dum....not saying a thing...nope not one little peep coming from MOI!!! Love ya (even though you don't listen to MOI) Nancy nancy vinson <nvinson@comcast.net> - Wednesday, June 13, 2007 1:53 PM CDT way to go Kyle! I'm so glad it's OUT and you are home....and to top it off ...Mommy had Margarita's waiting for her! WOWZER! I hope you feel much better in the morning Kyle! Love from Indiana, Nancy, Matthew's Mom Nancy Vinson <nvinson@comcast.net> - Tuesday, June 12, 2007 11:21 PM CDT Hi, Kyle! Those are some good looking counts! Congratulations on getting rid of that port. I'm praying for good health from now on. www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams Mamie's Daddy <george.f.adams@us.army.mil> Huntsville, AL USA - Tuesday, June 12, 2007 9:38 PM CDT Smash Mouth – All Star WooHoo Denise, Ty, Kyle, and Riley! You are finally done! I'm glad everything went great yesterday...not to mention all the kids loved their gifts. Keep those frozen strawberries coming for Kyle's shoulder...Denise, when they thaw out I think you should blend them and add rum, you and Stephanie can use it! Hope today is going good and not too sore! Jen Jones <jenjoturtle@yahoo.com> Westminster, CO - Tuesday, June 12, 2007 6:53 PM CDT Hey Buddy, Heard everything went relatively okay yesterday. Just wanted you to know that I've been reading your website to stay up to date with your progress. I love you and miss you dearly. I hope and pray that you recover quickly. Mark Rasmussen <marasmus@comcast.net> Erie, CO USA - Tuesday, June 12, 2007 10:56 AM CDT HELLLLLLLOOOO????? UPDATE PLEASE??????? Did the port removal go OK? How is Kyle feeling? Where the kids surprised? Were you able to get them everything that you wanted to??? DANG IT! You need to post- I am bouncing off the walls like Tigger with worry! www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose Cy ndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Monday, June 11, 2007 9:05 PM CDT Hoping everything is going smoothly out your way. Thinking of Kyle on this big day! Lauren www.caringbridge.org/vt/fergus Lauren Quinn <peckschoolhouse@gmail.com> East Montpelier, VT USA - Monday, June 11, 2007 4:37 PM CDT Good luck today Kyle! We have our clock set for 2 p.m. Denver time to stop what we're doing and pray for you. We hope you have a speedy recovery and can get back to a fun, healthy life very soon. Alicia & Sarah Webb Ten Mile, TN 37880 - Monday, June 11, 2007 1:17 PM CDT Hi all, I'm watching the clock and sending up prayers as thet time gets closer. I'll pray you through the day :-) It's a very monumental day! A time of new beginnings for you, and a wonderful sign of hope for those of us still in the fight. love to you all! suzanne www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbymeacham Suzanne Meacham <emeacham@nycap.rr.com> Cohoes, NY - Monday, June 11, 2007 11:10 AM CDT Kyle, We will be thinking of you extra hard today! We are sooooo proud of you and know you'll do AWESOME! Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Girls <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Monday, June 11, 2007 6:57 AM CDT Prayers and well wishes! I KNOW the one WAITING has it a lot harder than the one sleeping! Mary Lee <mleep@msn.com> - Sunday, June 10, 2007 8:03 PM CDT Kyle, Prayers coming from Indiana for a quick, safe and as painfree as possible port removal! What a way to close the chapter on this cancer crap FOREVER! So many people are proud of you, including me! Mom, you are doing such a great job! Keep up the excellent work!! Love, Nancy and the Gang nancy vinson <nvinson@comcast.net> - Sunday, June 10, 2007 3:16 PM CDT Kyle, just a note to let you know that I'm thinking of you and will be thinking of you especially more on Monday! I'll be sending up good thoughts and prayers for you, mom, and Ty and Riley! I look forward to hearing great news!! You're an amazing kid and anyone who is lucky enough to have their life touched by you is all the better for it--I should know, I got the chance to have you for a whole school year! love, Mrs. C :) Erin Conley <erin_conley625@hotmail.com> - Friday, June 8, 2007 11:19 PM CDT Hi Denise... hope your surviving moving hell..... and we won't even mention that other hell. Kyle looks wonderful! I LOooooove Summer! Enjoy, if you can! Mary Lee <mleep@msn.com> - Friday, June 8, 2007 9:06 PM CDT Hi Denise and gang, I love the new pics of the kids with their friends! Really nice! LOL your "whatever" pic :-) but when are you going to show off your tat? I hear you about having a freshman! My 2nd oldest daughter has her 8th grade award ceremony tonight- and dance, which has required several days of shopping for a dress, shoes and haircut. (just the fact she got a dress is shocking, this is the one who has been dressing only in black, goth style the past 2 years; I think the tide is finally turning!whew) My oldest will be a junior! Ack! They still have finals and regents. They get done a bit later than your guys do. So the virtual tour has been done. Hopefully you will have an actual relaxing weekend and be able to do something fun with the kids. You know I'm one of the many who is sending up good thoughts and prayers for Kyle's upcoming port removal, as well as the whole house selling situation, and everything else you are dealing with. Many good thoughts and prayers, indeed. love to you all! suzanne www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbymeacham Suzanne Meacham <emeacham@nycap.rr.com> Cohoes, NY - Friday, June 8, 2007 7:28 AM CDT Kyle U sound like an amazing young man. Like U my nephew has ALL. He is 15 and is currently back in the hospital in Chapel Hill, NC. I will keep U & UR family in my prayers. A bend in the road is not the end of the road....unless you fail to make the turn. Prayers for all.. Robin Best www.caringbridge.org/visit/mycool Robin Best <iamsundaze@hotmail.com> Newport, NC - Thursday, June 7, 2007 9:37 PM CDT WAHOOOOOO your summer is FINALLY here!!!!! Your house is on the market, the kids are done with school, Kyle's port comes out on Monday....you know what all this means???? YOUR FUTURE IS YOURS! The four of you have the power to do anything you want! I am so beyond happy for you. BIG HUGS www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Thursday, June 7, 2007 8:02 PM CDT This ones for you, BABY! Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Girls IL - Thursday, June 7, 2007 5:42 AM CDT Hello Denise, We don't keep in touch, but I have always tried to make some time to view Kyle's site to catch up. Sorry to hear about some of your news, glad to hear about Kyle's GREAT news! Hang in there if anyone can get through this you can. Stay positive and keep writing (I think it helps)..good or bad news. You have always found something good out of the most negative situations. Don't think about the bad statments, Its hard to believe that goes on! think about the great family and friends that have helped get you through the years and your positive attitude that got Kyle through this. You are his Superstar MOM! Kimi Berreth <kimiberreth@yahoo.com> Hudson, CO - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 8:38 PM CDT Denise, My name is Betsy from ALL-kids. I found your website through Abby's. For the last hour I've read through your jounal entries and I just want to tell you what an amazing mother you are! I am so, so sorry you were exposed to such terrible criticism and judgement. I can't imagine what you must be going through and how hard it must have been to ask for help. But an amazing mother would do that for her children... I only know you through the list, and your posts are nothing but sweet and supportive. Until I read Kyle's story I had no idea how hard it has been for you and him. And yet you seem to handle it with courage and grace. My heart goes out to you and I wish you and your family the best. Kyle is a handsome, strong young man and I bet one day he will realize his scar IS a badge of honor! God bless and take care, Betsy Hammond, Kaitlyn's mom. www.caringbridge.org/visit/kaitlynhammond Betsy Hammond <betsy_hammond@sbcglobal.net> Leroy, Ohio - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 8:10 PM CDT Denise & Kyle, I searched and didn't find any other Mark's in the guest book. So I have to assume I got mentioned on the front page. Thanks :-) I hope the port removal goes well and you recover quickly. Mark Rasmussen <marasmus@comcast.net> Erie, CO USA - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 11:00 AM CDT Denise~ What you wrote? That's precisely the spirit I was talking about... I just know there is a VERY bright future ahead for the four of you. From now on, don't let anyone cast a shadow on it! Kim MSP, MN - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 3:39 AM CDT Kyle, I cannot wait to read your Mommy's post that your port is out. You are soooo lucky to have such a wonderful Mom who will go to the ends of the earth for you... Hugs and Kisses Cyndi Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Tuesday, June 5, 2007 10:11 PM CDT To those that said nasty things to Denise....... I am the Mom of one of the kids that Denise so generously sent a gift to. My son, Matthew, also a relasped ALL child was desperately sick with a raging infection and Denise knowing how much he loves the Pittsburgh Steelers sent him a DVD all about his favorite team. Matthew was thrilled. I also know that she sent me lots of money to help Baby Donovan's family when they needed it. If Denise needs help, she has every right to ask for it on HER website. So, anyone who doesn't agree with her request, shut off your computer and walk away. Whew, I feel better..... Love ya Denise...... Nancy, Matthew's Mom Nancy Vinson - Tuesday, June 5, 2007 2:32 PM CDT Denise Look into this- grants wishes for siblings! http://www.fragilehearts.org/ Sending tons of HUGS your way www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Monday, June 4, 2007 11:02 PM CDT Hi Denise, A road trip sounds like just what you need. With each post, the amount of things you are getting done goes up each time! I don't know how you are putting one foot in front of the other anymore! How's your little man doing today? Are you taking up a collection for an off-treatment lap top? Let me know if you are. Hoping you are seeing the light at the end of the "preparing your house to sell" tunnel. love, suzanne www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbymeacham Suzanne Meacham <emeacham@nycap.rr.com> Cohoes, NY - Monday, June 4, 2007 8:32 AM CDT So Denise- are you going to be Thelma or Louise? LOL I know the whole moving stuff stinks, luckily it sounds like you have some wonderful friends/family pitching in to help you. Just think, pretty soon you will be unpacking at a home surrounded with love and health. Give the kidos hugs from me. There is not a day that goes by that I do not think of you all. www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Monday, June 4, 2007 0:28 AM CDT Hi! MAN, you'll deserve a trip! Perhaps the quietness on Kyles part is cause he's losing his home (if you know what I mean)? Things are changing and thats hard for anyone - even if he doesn't speak it out loud - he has to be mourning the fact that his life is changin. We moved 3 blocks away when the kids where smaller and they STILL talk about missing the old house. But that little piece of info didn't come out till much later. Mary Lee <mleep@msn.com> - Sunday, June 3, 2007 11:08 AM CDT Denise, I hear you on the laptop issue. My laptop died in November and I have been computerless ever since. I use Heather's laptop when I can at home otherwise I am not in touch with reality (ok- maybe it is not ALL my laptops fault...LOL). Do you know where you want to live? I remember (back in the day) when I was picking out colleges I threw a dart at the US map knowing where it landed is where I would go to school- it brought me to Colorado. Cyndi - Friday, June 1, 2007 11:30 PM CDT Denise! Happy belated birthday! I'm sorry I missed that on the day... What is it they are saying about 40 being the new 30 these days? I suppose that makes 30 the new 20, then 20 has to be the...hmmm, I'm not sure how that is supposed to work. Well, here's the view from the other side of the fence, as I will be 42 this summer; it ain't so bad. Of course, what with slipping brain cells, I have a hard time remembering what age I am anymore anyway! I hope this will be a good year for you. So are the kids nearly done with school for the year? I know some places finish up earlier than others. It is around June 20th here. Do your kids do summer camp, or other planned activities, or just let summer happen and enjoy? Thinking of you today and wishing you all the best! love, suzanne www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbymeacham Suzanne Meacham <emeacham@nycap.rr.com> Cohoes, NY - Wednesday, May 30, 2007 7:02 AM CDT HAPPY BIRTHDAY OLD LADY!!!!! (hehehehehe..I am only a year behind you..LOL) I too am hoping that the 40's will be better although I would not begrudge my 30's or the experiences I have had as through it all I gained the strength to say good-bye to people that were not that good to me and welcomed new people in my life, like you and your wonderful children. Just remember with the bad comes the good- we just need to hold on to the good and not dwell on the bad (usually easier said than done LOL) I cam FULLY relate to the soccer fiasco- been there done that. Heather was in soccer for many years and I ended up in at least half a dozen arguments over someone yelling at Heather or someone else telling their kid to hurt her to get her out of their way (what fine examples we are setting for the next generation). Needless to say I was happy when she made the switch from soccer to cheer- now I just hold my breathe and pray when she goes flying in the air that someone catches her! I know you see your house as your 'dream house' but is it really? I just know that your true dream house is waiting for you - a house full of your children's laughter, smiles, love, and good health with a welcome mat for those people that visit who love & support you and your children. Keep smiling and give those three beautiful kids of yours a HUGE hug from me! You are always in our prayers and forever in our hearts www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Tuesday, May 29, 2007 6:46 PM CDT Mmmmmmmmmm....margaritas. Hope you had a great day. Once again, I was left out of the "girls day" out. Oh, well, maybe living in Illinois had something to do with it :-) Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Girls <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Tuesday, May 29, 2007 11:52 AM CDT HAPPY BIG FAT... I mean BIG SKINNY BIRTHDAY! HOpefully you had nothing but calm, peace and.... calm, peace! I feel the same way about my 40's.... bad bad time of my life with Davis's cancer... so 50's... here I come! Mary Lee <mleep@msn.com> - Monday, May 28, 2007 9:35 PM CDT As the kids would say (and in a Napolean Dynamite voice) LUCKY! By that I mean getting to hang out with Michelle and Maddi... which is a treat I'd say you well earned after five hours (!!!) of window washing! I love the pictures from the field trip. It is so great to see Kyle among his friends, and doing something fun! Hope you all have fun the rest of this Memorial Day weekend. You need some down time to build up the energy to get through all this house-selling preparations. I'll be thinking of you all. love, suzanne www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbymeacham Suzanne Meacham <emeacham@nycap.rr.com> Cohoes, NY - Sunday, May 27, 2007 9:33 AM CDT Hey Kyle, that picture of you looks SO fun! I may not even show it to my kids, they'll be so jealous. Denise, let me just say, thank God you didn't have to clean the windows yourself! Now THAT would be exhausting! (although, I know you could have if you HAD to, and somehow you'd get the dogs involved in doing it...lol) Jen Jennifer James <jjdoc2@bellsouth.net> Memphis, - Saturday, May 26, 2007 6:44 AM CDT Kyle, You looked like you were having soooo much fun panning for gold! I have always dreamed of finding a huge gold nugget myself :O Denise, Moving is exhausting physically, mentally and emotionally, when things get overwhelming look to Kyle for inspiration. He is your human angel, your present to remind you that even in the worst scenerio's there are wonderful things to look forward to. I can't wait to read in your journal that you and the kids are settled in your new home, together, happy and healthy. You are all in my thoughts and prayers www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Thursday, May 24, 2007 10:35 PM CDT Denise, I truly believe these kids have a threshold to this whole treatment thing. Jamo is done with it, and she still has until October! They draw the line in their minds and want to just be kids! Ah, and we just want to be MOMS, too! I don't want to be Nurse or Doctor anymore. I just want to watch my kids grow old and lead healthy lives. Hang in there. Kyle is not alone with his feelings. Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush "Move Forward" Girls <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Wednesday, May 23, 2007 10:37 AM CDT Hi Denise, Kyle and gang; LOVE the new family photo! Awesome! I'm hoping Kyle is feeling more energetic today. I would be glad to come help you clean the house. Always seems easier and more fun to do it for someone else. You don't even want to know how things are looking around here... Hope your day, and your packing, goes well. Congrats to you for your bravery at having the tattoo done! Can't wait to see a picture of that! love, suzanne www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbymeacham Suzanne Meacham <emeacham@nycap.rr.com> Cohoes, NY USA - Wednesday, May 23, 2007 8:33 AM CDT Glad to hear that AVN seems to be a thought in the past?! He probably is GROWING my son still complains about those leg pains! Davis sees a cancer counselor... not all the time,but for a while he did. All the many many emotions they have to process PLUS getting older and all those hormones to fit in that process. Perhaps that will help? I know I HAVE post traumatic stress, and why not the kids? Davis struggles more now than he did during treatment with emotions, wanting to be normal, dealing with what isn't easy for him anymore, plus trying to fit into school after he has been granted special circumstances, now he really has no excuses yet he's been programmed so long with extended days, shortened assignments. Plus they are getting up in the grade levels and school is just plain hard! Enjoy your day today! Mary Lee <mleep@msn.com> - Wednesday, May 23, 2007 7:22 AM CDT I may not be 40,000 but I am proud number 40,040 and I don't know WHAT you are talking about because I hear bells, whistles, there are clowns dancing, money falling and even....ok, so I was dreaming but it would be cool if we could get caringbridge to build in that feature huh? I would DEFINITELY donate to the cause :) LOL I was just thinking about the four of you ((HUGS)) You know the saying that a box won't pack itself? Its true so I say "go make more local friends and fast!" LOL www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Wednesday, May 23, 2007 0:24 AM CDT Hello, there is a hidden message here for you, but you've got to do a little bit of work to find it. Use the coin to "scratch" the surface to reveal your message Love Viks If you have 1 minute spare today please send an email to a sick child at www.postpals.co.uk viks <viks@postpals.co.uk> - Tuesday, May 22, 2007 12:22 AM CDT DARN IT - I was SOOOO praying that it was marrow re-production and not AVN! Did they say what you can do for early AVN? Why don't you call and schedule the MRI anyway, tell them it is just to give you peace of mind? This way you know - once and for all. Maybe you won't have to go to Children's for it - do you have a radiology place in your town? If you do then Children's can fax them a script and you can bring him local....yes, now I am freaking out about his pain as well :( My poor little Prince....It must break your heart to see him like this. ((HUGS)) ((HUGS)) ((HUGS)) the girls and I should be heading to CO next year to visit a friend, we are considering an overnight stay in Denver before heading down to Trinidad hoping that we can get the chance to meet you and your gang as well as Michelle and Maddi- we will play it by ear. Where are the tattoo pictures? Please tell Kyle that I did not forget- I asked Child Life for a washable tattoo and believe it or not...they had NONE! what kind of children's hospital has no tattoo's??? I was very surprised. So, I sported a sticker for the day in his honor. www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Sunday, May 20, 2007 0:58 AM CDT Denise I am so sorry to hear that Kyle is in so much discomfort but, instead of thinking it is AVN- it could simply be his body producing marrow. Whenever Jackie's marrow is producing itself she is in AGONY- can't walk and is on pain meds. Although it is painful, it does pass. I kno it is hard to watch your baby in pain and I wish I could hug you both. Did you bring him in? Update? Hello (you are tormenting me here - you cannot leave me hanging like this! LOL) Kyle, Precious Prince - I am so sorry that you are in so much pain- have mommy give you lotion rubs and don't forget to keep your legs elevated above your heart. Sending hugs and smooches your way Ty, Are you feeling better? Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Thursday, May 17, 2007 11:18 PM CDT Kyle, I hope those leg muscles start feeling better soon! Some day you'll be a supper fast runner and this will all be a memory. If you guys are looking to move, property in Erie is relatively inexpensive compared to other cities in Boulder County. You get alotta house for the money here. Plus it's really close to Broomfield (and me)...just have to cut thru Anthem down Sheridan or Lowell. The schools are great too, everything has a small town feel. I really like your hair cut. As a kid growing up in the 70's in WI, my hair was so long people often thought I was a girl. You definately don't want that! I have many pictures if you ever want to see them. They would be good for lots of laughs! Love you more than you will ever know. Mark Rasmussen <marasmus@comcast.net> Erie, CO USA - Wednesday, May 16, 2007 12:18 AM CDT Hi Denise, I'm hoping that Kyle is feeling back up to speed today. How did your sister in law make out with the baby? A new cousin, that is wonderful! As much as I look at a little baby with wistfulness, I don't have the energy any more to actually have another one! That's a beautiful picture of Riley. And Kyle, as always, is such a "handsome devil" :-) Hoping Ty is finally feeling better. Several people I know have had that viral thing, that hangs on for a long time. Have a great day, love, suzanne www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbymeacham Suzanne Meacham <emeacham@nycap.rr.com> Cohoes, NY USA - Wednesday, May 16, 2007 7:49 AM CDT I thought we couldn't write in your guestbook! Man was I surprised! Hang in there... yep, those bumps SUCK. And its harder and harder every time they come up. Good news! The sore muscles are NORMAL! Your right - they are NOT used to the much more NORMAL activity and strenuous muscle use. I remember Davis going thru the same thing... and I hate to say it - even now, 1 1/2 years post treatment - he still struggles with his stamina.... but its getting BETTER all the time! Your right, all you want is for them to be pain free and happy since they had nothing but adult situational pain and sadness for so many years..... Their "normal" pain feels twice as big, because we watched them for so many years in discomfort. HUGS Mary Lee www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia <mleep@msn.com> - Tuesday, May 15, 2007 10:05 PM CDT Here is a happy rain cloud :-) Hope you feel better soon. Life can be so crappy.... Hugs to Kyle! Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush "Sunshine" Girls <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Tuesday, May 15, 2007 11:43 AM CDT Glad your Mother's Day was great! OT can be difficult, exciting and scarey and so many other things as you very well know. I'm praying OT is everything good for all of you. Loved the photo's by the way. Tamara Solomons CS, CO - Monday, May 14, 2007 2:10 PM CDT Denise, thank you so much for posting new photos- I LOVE them! I am so happy that you got to have the Happy Mother's Day that you were due for and to have Kyle OT I am sure made it just extra special. There is not a day that goes by that I do not think of your family...I am so glad that we 'met'. www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose PS- go out and buy some really good dead-bolt locks and steal doord because the boys and girls are going to be beating down your door- your kids are GORGEOUS (and so is your nephew)! Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Sunday, May 13, 2007 11:58 PM CDT Happy Mother's Day Denise! I hope today was special!!! Love, Nancy nancy vinson - Sunday, May 13, 2007 9:24 PM CDT Hi Denise, Your girls night sounded like all kinds of fun... wished I lived closer! Poor Ty, hope he is feeling better. We've had that viral thing going around here, too. Abby's had it, still trying to get rid of it. It was a flower planting kind of day on Friday, as that is what we did here, too. So good to finally have some nice weather to enjoy! So what are your plans for Mother's Day? Anything special or just hanging and enjoying being with the kids? Whatever you do, I hope it is a great day! love, suzanne www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbymeacham Suzanne Meacham <emeacham@nycap.rr.com> Cohoes, NY 12047 - Saturday, May 12, 2007 9:30 PM CDT Hurray for OT! Hurray for N*O*R*M*A*L Counts! HURRAY for Kyle and you and the family. Hurray for your Mom taking you out to lunch! (My goodness he didn't eat that whole sandwich did he...I'm mean with out steriods that's quite a sandwich for anyone) HURRAY FOR THE WONDERFUL JOURNEY AHEAD!!!! www.caringbridge.org/visit/evansolomons/ Tamara Colorado Springs, CO - Wednesday, May 9, 2007 2:03 PM CDT What a handsome guy! He's toooooo cute :-) I hope today's visit will prove to you that Kyle will do AWESOME, Denise. I know how nervous and anxious you are, but stay positive and focus on moving forward. You guys deserve to enjoy life and you should start RIGHT NOW!! WOO HOO!!!! Hopefully you're getting some nice warm weather! We'll be joining you in OT Life in 5 months!!!! Love! Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Girls <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Tuesday, May 8, 2007 12:23 AM CDT Wow, a post like this makes me want to frame it and hang it somewhere special! I'm just sitting here with tears in my eyes so glad to hear the fantastic news! Kyle looks GREAT, and it is wonderful to see him having a big appetite again! How cool that the clinic had a celebration for him. He should be on the front page of the paper, and lead story on the tv news. You made my day! :-) love, suzanne www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbymeacham Suzanne Meacham <emeacham@nycap.rr.com> Cohoes, NY USA - Tuesday, May 8, 2007 6:29 AM CDT The prayers worked! Normal is GREAT NEWS! Doing the happy dance here in Indiana! Love, Nancy nancy vinson <nvinson@comcast.net> - Monday, May 7, 2007 7:21 PM CDT Kyle, I am SOOOO beyond happy - I grabbed Jackie out of her bed so that we could do a jig for you! LOL YIPPPPPPEEEE!!!!! The sandwich looked VERY yummy :) and I LOVE the haircut! www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Monday, May 7, 2007 5:20 PM CDT Yippee, Yippee, Yippee!! Normal counts ~ what a great blessing indeed....We're so happy for all of you! ~Sam, Doug, Chelsea and Trey Sabrina Owens <hummingbird70@adelphia.net> Orlando, FL U.S. - Monday, May 7, 2007 4:10 PM CDT YEAH for NORMAL!!! As any cancer mom knows, normal is boring, and boring is really, really GOOD. :) Congratulations Kyle! With love, Katie (mom to Hayley, Hunter, and Taylor) <dugan2b@yahoo.com> Franklin, MA - Monday, May 7, 2007 3:56 PM CDT Praying for NORMAL NORMAL NORMAL! I'm anxious to hear the NORMAL results!! Love, Nancy nancy vinson <nvinson@comcast.net> - Monday, May 7, 2007 8:05 AM CDT Kyle, You need to crank up the music tomorrow in the car on your way to Children's and with your Mom, sing and dance your heart out (laughing at Mom can help too...LOL). Count dances work well here- I do them often and trust me, it is not just Jackie laughing...LOL I will be praying hard for you tomorrow that your counts look great and that you get a date for your port removal. Tell Mom to call me or throw me an email with the news because I will be pacing Jackie's room until I know. Hugs and Kisses Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Sunday, May 6, 2007 11:43 PM CDT My 19 month old son was dx with ALL 2 months ago. It helps to read about others.The good days and bad. Thank you for sharing your life Ruth <tossios@comcast.net> West Palm Beach, Fl USA - Saturday, May 5, 2007 2:29 PM CDT So...things are finally 'normal in the Lindgren house? LOL What I read is that your house is full of life- the way it should be. Sorry to hear that your poor animals though are feeling yucky :( Ask the dentist to test Kyle's teeth!!! :) cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Friday, May 4, 2007 2:19 PM CDT That's the best I can do for you!!! Denise, you know you'll have days like this and it's completely normal. Remember how they say that it takes 9 months to grow a baby and then you should give your body 9 months to recover from it? Well, chemo can't be any different than that. That stuff lingers in their bodies a LONG time. So, Kyle's body is just readjusting. He'll do AWESOME!!! Sending hugs to you from Illinois! The Rush <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Thursday, May 3, 2007 8:41 PM CDT Oh honey!!!... I didn't get to talk to you on IM today so I thought I'd come and see what's goin on. Well now I think I'll just call you. I think it's high time I bring my movie up there and we have some of your famous margaritas and get some "positive attraction" stuff pumped up our you know whatties. I love ya D. Love M. Michelle Butler (Maddi's Momma) <ibesellin@msn.com> Castle Rock, CO USA - Thursday, May 3, 2007 5:00 PM CDT GOODNESS!!! It's been a real long time. Probably grad. day... With what you and yours are going though, it's good to see you doing this... an amazing way to vent and to know you're not alone. I'm hoping to go to the reunion.. we'll see? I often think of a party at the Coet's... don't think we made it to the football game?! Stay strong, and remember to "Drink from the cup from which you poor." Much Love, Denny Denny Neville <dennev699@aol.com> Sebastian, FLA - Thursday, May 3, 2007 4:04 PM CDT OMG. What more can I say. Your stress level must be over the top. Do you ever just go numb from all that's served to you? Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers today...and the next day and the day after.... Tamara Colorado Springs, CO - Thursday, May 3, 2007 12:15 AM CDT Well, real tattoos are not my cup of tea; however, I will make sure that I get a washable one to wear in support on May 18th :) Kyle, you have to let me know what you are interested in so that I pick the right one since this is all in your honor. Sorry about your kitty. Luckily, he has great owners to look after him. Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Thursday, May 3, 2007 0:20 AM CDT Well hi, Denise, Kyle and gang! I didn't realize the guestbook was back in action. Glad things are going well, and you all are enjoying the juicing. That is good stuff. And now we are headed into better weather, and fresh fruits and veggies will be around more. Hope you all have a fabulous week! love, suzanne www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbymeacham Suzanne Meacham <emeacham@nycap.rr.com> Cohoes, NY USA - Monday, April 30, 2007 9:44 AM CDT Ok, I had all these funny pictures that I was going to post in your guestbook to make your laugh and I can't figure out how to get them in here :( OY! Anyway, I hope that all is well in the Lindgren household... www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Friday, April 27, 2007 9:10 PM CDT You can count Jack and me in on the tattoo celebration! We were in Mexico the first time Kyle ended treatments and we have to celebrate this time around, too! If Kyle can beat Leukemia TWICE we can all handle a little tattoo pain! Jack & Alicia Webb Ten Mile, TN USA - Friday, April 27, 2007 11:57 AM CDT Rain, rain, go away....It has been raining here in Illinois for the past 3 days. What's with that?!?!?! It's effecting my mental state (and that's a scary thing to begin with!) How are you guys? I still can't believe Kyle is done with treatment. Jamo has 5 months until her "off treatment" day and I never thought we'd get to this point. UGH! What a journey, eh?!?!? We love ya! Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush "Rainy" Girls <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Friday, April 27, 2007 7:12 AM CDT Hey Kyle - It's been awhile since I posted in the Guestbook. Can't wait to see that new hair cut! Hugs, Mary A. Taylor Share The Love Mary A. Taylor <butsie13@aol.com> - Thursday, April 26, 2007 9:06 AM CDT You still planning on that celebratory tattoo? Just so you know, you can't back out...you got me all hyped up to go. I'll keep my calendar open for after the 30th. Jennifer Jones <jenjoturtle@yahoo.com> Westminster, CO USA - Tuesday, April 24, 2007 10:07 PM CDT Denise, Here are some stats for CO: http://www.cdphe.state.co.us/pp/cccr/cccrreports.html This is National information: http://www.cdc.gov/cancer/npcr/datarelease.htm Too much...we need to prevent what is causing these cancers and raise awareness and research to cure it. Kyle, Ty, and Riley May your lives be enriched with good health and good fortune Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Sunday, April 22, 2007 2:11 PM CDT Kyle, I know that haircuts sometime need awhile to 'grow in' but just know that with your face you would look great with any style! Denise, I completed my BS in Business Administration in January 2006 as a single mom to three and somehow graduated Magna Cum Laude, trust me if I can do it- ANYONE can (LOL). You are an awesome role model for your kids. Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Thursday, April 19, 2007 1:04 PM CDT That's all. I just wanted to send you a picture of what I've been eating all week. Yes, I'm falling apart. Seven weeks of physical exercise and weight lifting and then...BOOM!!! Maybe I'm burned out from life?!?!? I love the new picture of Kyle. He looks GREAT! Hang in there, Denise. You are an AWESOME mom :-) Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush "Cupcake" Girls <marerush@comcast.net> IL - Thursday, April 19, 2007 7:24 AM CDT Kyle, Waiting to see the pictures of the new hair...were is the unveiling???? (hint, hint) Ty, What an incredible young man you sound like- you know I have a 14 year old who would be right up your alley ;) Riley, Every little girl should feel like a princess so keep wearing those heels and anything else that makes you feel like the special little girl that you are - you should have mom take you for a manicure and pedicure... Love to you all! www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Wednesday, April 18, 2007 6:59 PM CDT HI THERE--As always, thinking of you guys and sending prayers and hugs. I can't wait to see a picture of my most favorite Handsome Devil with his new 'do! And Ty? Now there's a stand-up kid! Wow, I am so impressed. As for Ri--don't blink, because sometimes it seems that's all it takes for them to be all grown-up! So glad everything is going okay there. Kim MSP, MN - Wednesday, April 18, 2007 4:31 PM CDT Glad to know Kyle is braving school with the strength he braved cancer. Denise, one of the moms from my son's clinic started a bible study. We read Call My Anxious Heart. I'm sure you'll enjoy it. I too found myself in a similiar situation after my son's chemo ended. As a nuturing parent you lost yourself in everyone elses needs. Praying you rediscover all that is good and fun about you. For the sake of your children and yourself remember to take "Denise Time." mom to www.caringbridge.org/visit/evansolomons Tamara Colorado Springs, CO - Wednesday, April 18, 2007 10:41 AM CDT Glad to know Kyle is braving school with the strength he braved cancer. Denise, one of the moms from my son's clinic started a bible study. We read Call My Anxious Heart. I'm sure you'll enjoy it. I too found myself in a similiar situation after my son's chemo ended. As a nuturing parent you lost yourself in everyone elses needs. Praying you rediscover all that is good and fun about you. For the sake of your children and yourself remember to take "Denise Time." mom to www.caringbridge.org/visit/evansolomons Tamara <tasaevsa@yahoo.com> Colorado Springs, CO - Wednesday, April 18, 2007 10:40 AM CDT Sweet Kyle, You and your family have touched me more than words can ever say. Jacqueline has two more rounds of chemo left and I can only pray that she goes through it with as much grace, dignity and strength as you did. You are the most brave young man. You took on cancer and you won-twice! that alone is an achievement like no other. There is NOTHING you can not conquer. I know school will be tough getting caught up, etc...just keep telling yourself "I can do anything" because that, you have proved the world. You are in my daily thoughts and prayers. Please give your mom a hug from Jackie and I. www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Tuesday, April 17, 2007 7:31 PM CDT I found your page through Matthew in Fort Wayne. I enjoy your journal entries and how positive and honest you are. I've added your family to my prayers, and I pray for only best for you and your strong, mature children. Have a great day. Ashley Zarembka <swimfly684@comcast.net> South Bend, IN - Tuesday, April 17, 2007 8:42 AM CDT Hi Denise, I haven't checked in for a week because Kristi, Abby & Emma Bridgewater were here in Hilton Head with us - Yea! They left for CO this morning and are now at home. You are a strong lady and deserve only the best for you and your kids. Kristi & I talked about Kyle and about him feeling icky lately. She told me how the kids bodies have to relearn how to "work" without all that chemo in them. I hadn't thought of that. What a blessing in our family that Kristi is also a nurse. I know it is different when the child with cancer is your own, but some times the nurse has these wonderful insights that help get us all through. Stay strong and know that lots of people are praying not only for Kyle to be cancer free, but for your whole family to get through this difficult period. Jackie, Nana of www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbybridgewater Jackie Roberts <twojax1@hotmail.com> Hilton Head Island, SC - Monday, April 16, 2007 8:24 PM CDT Hi Denise--So glad to hear Kyle is feeling better and able to live his life again--YAY for him! And as for you--THAT'S THE SPIRIT. Maybe I'm biased, but I truly feel that once you have stared cancer in the face--regardless of who, what, etc.--no matter what the outcome of that beast, if you can make it through that, all the rest is really nothing to worry about. Besides, it's said somewhere that the best revenge is a good life :)! I also think that in order to move forward, you have to feel the not-so-fun feelings because, if you don't, they will keep coming back with intensity. As you said, that's not to say you won't have your days, but after you've let yourself feel the worst of it, it's never again as tough. GOOD FOR YOU! And all of that support you feel...it's all still here and will continue to be! Prayers and hugs! Kim MSP, MN - Monday, April 16, 2007 7:21 PM CDT Kyle, You are an incredible young man that was a gift to God to an incredible woman. I hope you always appreciate the amazing mother that you have and wonderful brother and sister. You truly are blessed. www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose Cyndi Poeggel <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> Lindenhurst, NY - Sunday, April 15, 2007 10:30 PM CDT Hi Denise--I was thinking about you and the kids and hoping that you're all having a good weekend. SO glad the guestbook is back! Still praying that the Handsome Devil is feeling much better and is back to eating. Just my personal opinion, Denise, but at this point, I'd say that even if it's not something "healthy" as long as he can/will eat it, then it's all good. Ya know? BIG HUGE hugs for all of you, and lots of prayers, too! Kim MSP, MN - Sunday, April 15, 2007 11:32 AM CDT Hi Denise, I hope Saturday the 14th went alot better; and that Kyle is coming around with his appetite and generally just feeling better. Sorry you are going through so much heavy stuff, and at a time when you should still be on cloud nine from Kyle ending treatment... Much love and hugs to you and your beautiful children! suzanne www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbymeacham Suzanne Meacham <emeacham@nycap.rr.com> Cohoes, NY USA - Saturday, April 14, 2007 10:45 PM CDT Sure wish I lived closer to you to give a personal hug- sending a cyber one instead (((((((()))))))) You are one strong and amazing women/momma Denise! With your kids, faith and determination you will get through this obstacle too! I am praying for you and all the kids!! Chris (Zayla's mom) www.caringbridge.org/visit/zayla Chris Mitsdarffer <christymits@aol.com> Bonfield, IL - Saturday, April 14, 2007 11:39 AM CDT Hi there! I can't believe that we have been in Colorado 4 months and we have not met! It is a crime! We will for sure have to get together after our vacation! You all hang in there and stay strong! We are thinking about you and praying for you! www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbybridgewater Kristi Bridgwater <bridge4ofus@hotmail.com> - Friday, April 13, 2007 10:03 PM CDT Oh, it seems like I couldn't reach you! I'm so glad that the GB is working again. Today does stink and I truly believe in the whole 13th thing! I hope that Kyle starts feeling better soon. I just want to come over and give you a great big HUG! I wish we lived closer so we could just get together and eat chocolate stuff. YUMMY. I love Ding Dongs and Ho Hos! Thanks for emailing me and trusting me with what is going on in your life. Love ya! Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush "Ding Dong" Girls <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Friday, April 13, 2007 8:43 PM CDT So, you got yourself a Wii- huh? My daughter, kristina, has been NAGGING me for one- I guess you will have to email me a picture of yours to show her since that is the closest she will ever get to one...LOL (only kidding of course- she is going to either get that or the playstation portable thing as a surprise once we are OT for being such a great big sister but I like busting her horns...LOL) I am happy you had a Happy Easter- Jackie was not feeling the best either today- a LOT of pain. Give Mommy a HUGE hug from the Easter Bunny! Ty and Riley, I am so happy that you got to have a great Easter with both Kyle and your Mommy at home vs in the hospital - I know how hard it can be. {{HUGS}} from PA Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Sunday, April 8, 2007 10:57 PM CDT Denise, There is no doubt that you were blessed with three BEAUTIFUL children! May God Bless each and every one of them. Ty, love your haircut and braces -are they hurting you much? Kyle, Are you feeling better? Riley, You remind me of a song from Chitty Chitty Bang Bang "Truly Scrumptious" Did you ever see that movie? It is one of my daughter Jackie's favorites (she walks around singing the song non-stop!) Wishing you all the healthy and happy Easter that you deserve! {{HUGS}} from PA Cyndi and Jax www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose Cyndi (Jackie's mom) <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Sunday, April 8, 2007 11:04 AM CDT Happy Easter Kyle & family, I loved the pictures. Hopefully you are fever free this morning and at home in CO. What's with this cold weather across the country? Yuk! Jackie (Nana of: www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbybridgewater Jackie Roberts <twojax1@hotmail.com> Hilton Head Island, SC - Sunday, April 8, 2007 7:40 AM CDT WOW, Ty's haircut IS awesome--he has beautiful eyes! And dimples! All three are so, so incredibly cute--just like their Mom :)!! And what I find really impressive is that you've got color-coded cups to go with the egg dye! Lots and lots of prayers for you, Ty, Ky and Ry tonight--especially for that fever to scram. Hugs! Kim MSP, MN - Saturday, April 7, 2007 9:42 PM CDT I love you sweetheart...get better soon!!!!! Denise (Your mommy) www.caringbridge.org/co/kylel <dmlindgren@msn.com> - Saturday, April 7, 2007 8:50 PM CDT What is the story with Kyle's belly aches and how it started. Sorry to ask but my son has been off treatment 18 months and often complains of bellyaches. No one Onc. or ped can come up with an answer. It makes us NERVOUS. www.caringbridge.org/visit/evansolomons Tamara <tasaevsa@yahoo.com> Colorado Springs, CO - Saturday, April 7, 2007 8:21 PM CDT BLESSED EASTER cuties! Mary Lee <mleep@msn.com> - Saturday, April 7, 2007 4:17 PM CDT Kyle, Ty, Riley and Denise, I pray that you all have the healthy and happy Easter that you deserve. Kyle, You are walking proof that there are such things as miracles - May God continue to bless your beautiful family. www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Saturday, April 7, 2007 4:15 PM CDT HAPPY EASTER LINDGREN FAMILY!!! LOTS OF LOVE COMING FROM MICHELLE AND MADDI DOWN SOUTH ;) Michelle Butler (Maddi's Momma) <ibesellin@msn.com> Castle Rock, CO 80104 - Saturday, April 7, 2007 10:58 AM CDT hey sweetie. I'm so sorry I've been so busy lately. I just wanted to say I love you real quick. I have a continuing education real estate class tomorrow morning, I'll call you on my way home so that we can talk. I'm thinking about you and love you a ton. WE HAVE TO GET TOGETHER GIRL!!!! Gotta go she is yelling at me. Love, Michelle Michelle Butler (Maddi's Momma) <ibesellin@msn.com> Castle Rock, CO USA - Friday, April 6, 2007 1:14 AM CDT Hey, Denise and Kyle! We're always thinking of you and hope those platelets come back great. We'll be doing the "Platelet Two-Step" which, as you know, helps increase the number. (Jamo's platelets are always low and they drive me crazy!!!!!) Hang in there! Love ya! Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Girls <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Thursday, April 5, 2007 9:48 PM CDT May God Bless the stranger who reminds us that God presents himself in all forms to remind us that he is always there for us. I hope that your counts were ok...waiting for your mommy to post them (hint, hint). How is the weather in Colorado? I can't wait to move back to Colorado with Jackie - 6 more years, as soon as Kristina graduates (unless I can convince her in 3 years after Heather graduates) cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Thursday, April 5, 2007 8:57 PM CDT WOW, at times like those - you KNOW God is watching over you and taking car of you! Isn't that just the COOLEST story? Mind if I share it on my site? It gives people courage, hope and maybe, just maybe they may want to give a little more sometime! p.s. Is he cute? Mary Lee www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia <mleep@msn.com> - Wednesday, April 4, 2007 9:17 PM CDT Kyle- Congrats on being OT!!!! And ((((Denise))))- totally understand your feelings as well. The first 3 months Ben was OT, I was numb and didn't feel joyous, just scared. And after what you guys have experienced for the past 7 years, it's got to be even more difficult to relax. Thinking about you all and hoping that things get better for you soon! Lorie, mom to Ben (dx. 8/03, OT 10/06) Lorie H <lghirsh@hotmail.com> TN - Wednesday, April 4, 2007 8:24 PM CDT Hi Kyle: I was thrilled to read that you are OFF TREATMENT! Way to go - you beat that nasty cancer up! Hugs, Mary A. Taylor Share The Love Mary A. Taylor <butsie13@aol.com> - Wednesday, April 4, 2007 7:35 AM CDT Hi Kyle & family, I'm so glad that you are off treatment, Kyle. How does it feel? Probably better once you get back into the swing of school and all. Hopefully you will feel up to that SOON! I'm so sorry about the rest of your situation. Hang in there. Lots of people are checking in on you and continuing on with the prayers. My granddaughter recently moved from KS to Parker, CO. She is now getting her treatment at Denver Children's and having a tough time getting use to a new clinic. Isn't it always something! Jackie Roberts, Nana of: www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbybridgewater Jackie Roberts <twojax1@hotmail.com> Hilton Head Island, SC - Wednesday, April 4, 2007 7:25 AM CDT OK, felt like sharing a little humor with you today... we are at the RMHm as you know, well..we go down stairs for the "common" dinner and there is a wonderfully sweet Amish family (around 10 of them in total) sitting at one of the tables. We exchanged the standard smiles and hello's when it happened...my dear sweet little girl asked "Mommy, you didn't tell me there was a play tonight??!!" before I could answer her she looks right at the family and says "those are funny costumes!" needless to say I wanted to DIE but luckily they were very gracious and did not take offense... Ok, now that was bad all in itself but it gets better...this morning (on our way to clinic) a lady in the elevator asks Jackie what is wrong with her and why is she wearing a mask...her answer as she takes a step back "you have a lot of germs and I don't want to get sick" (cooties! LOL) So, in a nut shell- I think I am going to get Jackie a shirt that reads "WARNING -I am four therefore there are no guarantees of what I may say" LOL Hope I made you laugh a little... Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Tuesday, April 3, 2007 10:00 PM CDT Hey, how is life off of Chemo?!?! WOO HOO! I'm still giddy for Kyle that he got done early. How awesome. Anyway, hang in there. Denise, I know you've got a lot on that plate of yours (and I'm not talking spicy chicken wings) so take care of yourself. Let us know if you go to Rockford, cause either way is only an hour for us :-) Love ya! Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Girls <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Tuesday, April 3, 2007 4:07 PM CDT Hi Denise... so sorry about whats going on... I had no idea. As Kim said about if there is anything you need...., please email if you want to talk and I'll give ya my phone number! HUGS Mary Lee <mleep@msn.com> - Tuesday, April 3, 2007 10:14 AM CDT Hi Denise and Kyle--Hope you're having a good weekend! I was thinking about the two of you so thought I'd stop by to say you're still in my thoughts and prayers. Hugs! Kim <kdanielson@earthlink.net> MSP, MN - Sunday, April 1, 2007 5:33 PM CDT Kyle, congrats on being "done". I know you all are so happy. I hope you feel better soon and have a great spring and summer. Paula (from LLS board) Paula Maffo <Paula115@charter.net> Franklin, Ga USA - Sunday, April 1, 2007 0:35 AM CDT You have to tell me more about those homemade dog treats one day- my 12 year old would get a kick out of making them for our dog. We have a goldendoodle named Sully who is more annoying than my teenage daughter (if that is possible...lol). Cyndi (Jackie's Mom) <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Saturday, March 31, 2007 11:22 PM CDT Hey Kyle...about that stack of work I sent home for you...I've said it in the past--DON'T WORRY!!! If it's not done, I'm not gonna 'go crazy'! Enjoy your spring break, being off therapy, and playing with Tian. Your health comes first! (I'm sure you've heard that a ton of times before!) Enjoy the last few days before we head in for the final stretch! Mrs. C Erin Conley <erin_conley625@hotmail.com> Thornton, CO - Friday, March 30, 2007 3:50 PM CDT WOW he is DONE.....what a trip. I'm so happy for the both of you. You are both such strong people, I look up to the both of you. I love you guys so much. Stephanie <lucier_stephanie@ yahoo.com> Broomfield , co - Friday, March 30, 2007 10:04 AM CDT Kyle, We found you from visiting Carsons site. What wonderful news!You have been through a very long battle, and thank goodness you can have some time to just be a kid! We are going to add you to our prayer list.We will pray for your family as your journey to wellness continues. lisa Kertz Anoka, MN United States - Friday, March 30, 2007 9:42 AM CDT Happy Happy Happy DAY!!!! I am so happy for you guys Denise- what GREAT news!!!!!! Chris~ Zayla's mom www.caringbridge.org/visit/zayla Chris Mitsdarffer <christymits@aol.com> Bonfield, IL - Friday, March 30, 2007 9:16 AM CDT GREAT, EXCELLENT, CONGRATS!! THE MOMENT EVERYONE WAS WAITING FOR, ESPECIALLY KYLE AND OF COURSE YOU. IT HAS BEEN A LONG JOURNEY FOR BOTH YOU AND KYLE BUT THE NEWS COULDN'T BE BETTER, GOD IS LOOKING OUT FOR THE BOTH OF YOU!! Kimi Berreth <kimiberreth@yahoo.com> Hudson, Co - Friday, March 30, 2007 0:30 AM CDT Way to go Kyle! What great news! (I always love getting that kind of news) What a nice surprise! I know your journey with cancer has been long. We hope and pray that you have many, many years of being cancer free! Go celebrate! You guys deserve it! Thanks for stopping by Jackson's site and signing his guestbook. We will now add your site to our list to check in on. Take care, Tiffany - mom to Jackson and Faith Rohnert Park, CA - Thursday, March 29, 2007 4:30 PM CDT Hey! Just felt the need to stop by quick and say I still have a big case of you two on the mind today, and I'm smiling and saying silent WOO-HOO'S, too! I am certain you are having a very good day....Big hugs and always, always lots of prayers. Kim MSP, MN - Thursday, March 29, 2007 4:26 PM CDT Hello, I was just going through Trevor's questbook and wanted to say stop by and say hi. Wow - what a day!! Those are the good kind of surprises. Congratulations on going OT! Best of health OT Kyle. Maria, mom to Trevor - Thursday, March 29, 2007 3:55 PM CDT CONGRATULATIONS - No Mo' Chemo, Kyle!! You made it through!!! WHAT A LONG JOURNEY...BUT YOU DID IT!!! Found you from Paige's site...she is a neighbor of ours. Your story is amazing and you are truly an inspiration!! Mom, your writing is so beautiful..so raw...right from your heart and soul! Thank you for sharing with us so vividly. My 6-year-old son, Christian, is also a cancer survivor. We were blessed, however, in that he "only" had to endure 6 months of chemo! I could not fathom what you have had to endure for the past 7 years!! We will add Kyle to our daily prayers! May God continue to bless your beautiful family. HUGS, Rene' www.caringbridge.org/visit/christianlosurdo Rene' Losurdo Illinois - Thursday, March 29, 2007 11:24 AM CDT CONGRATULATIONS MR. KYLE! WOW! I was very happy and surprised to see your mom's update today. Who could ask for more than the end of treatment coming early? You are such a strong young man and you've had to endure far more than any little guy should. We'll continue to keep good thoughts about your staying healthy FOREVER coming your way. Best Wishes! Tammy Nelson Broomfield, CO U.S.A. - Thursday, March 29, 2007 10:51 AM CDT happy dance... scared dance.... worry dance... yep, I understand and you went thru this TWICE! Can't even imagine that feeling! HOW EXCITING to be done with all that! And yes, a month won't make a hoots difference. You can't beat his counts down anymore... they are down and tired. I get that, I saw that with Davis and we still struggle with his immune system (he had a strong treatment too and at the end his system was sooooo tired) Don't worry about tomorrow until you have to, and you KNOW you won't have to! Kyle is a survivor, Kyle is strong, Kyle won't look back... only forward to being normal once again! Ohhhh, if we Mom's can only do that? Its so tough! IvIg therapy: ok, I'm such a "no" haha it all on all subjects, aren't I? My nephew is immune compromised and he gets IvIg therapy every 2-3 weeks. It sucks. It has tons of side effects... you definitely don't want to go there unless its absolutely necessary. There are blood tests to check for your levels. I've had it done myself. But it is pretty much unfair to check Kyle out now.. perhaps in a year when his body recovers? That might tell you a better picture of his immune system. Anywho.... YEA I'm THRILLED for you! Mary Lee <mleep@msn.com> - Thursday, March 29, 2007 10:41 AM CDT Congratulations Kyle! I have visited your site and followed your journey for some time now. A little boy at the school that I work for has ALL. I don't know how I was referred to your site but I was and you, too, have touched my heart. I decided that I would not sign in your guestbook until you were DONE with all of this. So today, I have tears in my eyes as I type....CONGRATULATIONS to you and your family. Prayers for the future and all of the wonderful things it holds! Judith Farr <Judy_122@yahoo.com> Gonzales, LA - Thursday, March 29, 2007 10:00 AM CDT Great news!!! I am so very happy for you! My grandson, Josh has one more month of treatment for AML and then we will be holding our breath for 2 years. But I celebrate your victory today. Positive energy comming to you from CA Carol Graham (www.caringbridge.org/visit/joshuamaligro) <carolnmike@yahoo.com> San Francisco, ca - Thursday, March 29, 2007 7:09 AM CDT Congratulations Kyle! I can only imagine your joy, your happiness, and relief! Grow stronger and stronger! I heard the good news through Jacquelinerose's caringbridge site. Know you have a stranger over here applauding you like crazy! Carla Beckwith <beckwith@rochester.rr.com> Nunda, NY United States - Thursday, March 29, 2007 6:16 AM CDT Hee hee, I guess you stopped that ticker on your site right in its tracks! I think there is a lot of people all over the country (world?!) who are celebrating with you today! No more counts dances needed. Those low counts are going to come back up due to the VICTORY dance! This is just so great! love to you all, suzanne www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbymeacham Suzanne Meacham <emeacham@nycap.rr.com> Cohoes, NY - Thursday, March 29, 2007 6:13 AM CDT Denise, Congratulations to you and Kyle!! That is so cool about being done, and in such a surprising way. I hope Kyle got that new game too :)! I cringed to realize it, but Fergus is three years younger than Kyle (7 in January), and he weighs...90lbs!! Partly it's how chemo has affected him appetite and activity-wise (he is definitely carrying some extra weight that I hope will slowly come off once steroids are gone and activity goes up), partly it's because he's a gigantic 7 year old (big head, big feet, 4'5" tall...) Most people think he's 9 or 10 when they first meet him (until he starts talking or bursts into tears about something). But he hasn't seen 66 pounds in a LONG time. Yikes. Anyway, big hugs to you and Kyle--you'll have to up the pace on those party plans. I love day-dreaming about Fergus' OT extravaganza. Lauren www.caringbridge.org/vt/fergus Lauren Quinn <peckschoolhouse@gmail.com> East Montpelier, VT USA - Thursday, March 29, 2007 4:28 AM CDT Denise, I am sitting crying like a little baby as I am sooooo happy that Kyle is done- another success story, another proof that cancer will NOT win - we will, our children will! I wish we lived closer because if I did I would be banging down your door to celebrate! Kyle has touched my heart so deeply and you have become such a dear friend from a far. I can't wait to read that he is declared "cured" and that he is living a healthy, normal life. Give Kyle a HUGE hug from me and then give yourself a huge pat on the back for giving him the strength to fight. GOD BLESS! www.caringbridge.com/visit/jacquelinerose Cyndi (Jackie's Mom) <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Wednesday, March 28, 2007 11:50 PM CDT Oh, Man, it looks like the other L&L Board members beat me to it....they are sooooo quick :-) WE are so happy for you Kyle. You are one strong kid and you deserve this so much. NO MORE CHEMO....Woo Hoo Love ya! Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Really Happy Rush Girls <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Wednesday, March 28, 2007 7:06 PM CDT WOO-HOO--WAY TO GO, YOU HANDSOME, HANDSOME DEVIL, YOU!!!!! There is nothing right now that could make me any happier. Kyle, your future is so bright people are going to need shades just to look at you!!!! Denise, what more can I say--you know what I mean... Kim MSP, MN - Wednesday, March 28, 2007 7:05 PM CDT Words are escaping me I am so excited for you. What a long journey you have had. Good luck to you and CONGRATULATIONS!!!!! Kelly www.caringbridge.org/visit/ethanjudecurley Kelly <kellycurley@hotmail.com> Rochester, NY - Wednesday, March 28, 2007 6:56 PM CDT Denise and Kyle -- DONE!!!!!!! Those are great words to hear. I am so very glad that you shared that with the rest of us on the board!!! (Stay tuned -- I hope to be using the word for Sam in about a month!) That is great news, and we are very excited for you, and most of all for Kyle. Kyle -- you have been a great fighter these last 7 years. I hope your life is filled with great things, happiness, and good health. Doug Johnson (from LLS Board) <djlawman@yahoo.com> Haddonfield, NJ - Wednesday, March 28, 2007 6:49 PM CDT Hi, GUYS! I've checked 5 times to see if you updated with counts. I'm not stalking or anything...just want to get some answers :-) Love ya! Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Impatient Rush Girls <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Wednesday, March 28, 2007 4:34 PM CDT Long time lurker, glad to hear Kyle is feeling better. My pharmacist tells me that if you have an Rx in a liquid suspension, keep it in a ziploc when you are storing it, so the suspension doesn't evaporate, as that's usually why the Rx runs short, not from large doses or smaller than intended prescriptions. :) Krista Canada - Wednesday, March 28, 2007 12:16 AM CDT DUH...why didn't I think of that?!?! Jamo could not get rid of her cough and when they checked her IgG levels, she was below the "normal". That was a year ago and now she's been fine since getting IVIG.... Hang in there, Denise! Love, Marion & Jamo The Rush Girls <marerush@comcast.net> IL - Tuesday, March 27, 2007 7:20 PM CDT Hi Kyle, What gives? We don't sign your guest book very often but we do stop by from time to time. Sorry to hear you are not feeling so good. Spring break is not the time to be sick. :-( Hang in there Kyle. Nick's Caringbridge Page Tom, Nancy and Nick <nicknancytom@comcast.net> - Tuesday, March 27, 2007 2:11 PM CDT CALM....CALM....CALM Have they checked his IgG levels? Perhaps that is the problem here...he may not have ANYTHING left to fight this virus/infection. Call Dr. A tomorrow and insist they check. It's only a blood test..... Stay CALM...CALM...CALM... Love, Nancy Nancy Vinson <nvinson@comcast.net> - Monday, March 26, 2007 9:41 PM CDT Yes, I know what that cancer look looks like - and its scary when you see your child looking like that. But 100% chemo is what usually causes that look.... His body is so tired of all the onslaunt of toxins... no wonder he feels like crap.... he'll be ok Mary Lee <mleep@msn.com> - Monday, March 26, 2007 6:31 PM CDT GOOD SOLID REMISSION, Denise--FOR SURE! Ditto what Marion said. All of the many various forms of crud this year are SO bad! He may even need a different antibiotic; I am an adult (or so my age says) with no chemo and it can sometimes take me 3 or 4 different tries on antibiotics. Sometimes you have to tell them right off that the lame ones don't work and they're going to need to get out the big guns right from the start. GOOD SOLID REMISSION. And FYI, "Reign Over Me"? Sorta liked it, sorta didn't; 1 thumb up, 1 thumb down. Weird. Hugs and even more prayers. Kim MSP, MN - Sunday, March 25, 2007 3:23 PM CDT Denise, It's me...your voice of reasoning...Now, Riley, my 5-year old, has some weird "virus" stomach bug and he is soooo pale and looks terrible. At times, I tell my husband that I think he might have cancer, too. BUT, remember, when normal healthy kids are sick, they have a hard time recovering as well. Kyle, who is on so much chemo, needs more time to fight off whatever he has. And, antibiotics usually are given for 10 days to healthy kids, but when our kids are on them, they can be given up to 3 weeks. I know it's hard not to dwell on the negative, but you guys have so much to look forward to. Hang in there and keep strong. I just wish I could send a hug to you... Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Girls <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Sunday, March 25, 2007 2:22 PM CDT Hey Buddy....feeling any better? I am so sorry that I have not had a chance to check on you lately- Jackie has been pretty ucky too. I hope you are back to your old self soon. {{HUGS}} from NY www.caringbridge.com/visit/jacquelinerose cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> NY - Saturday, March 24, 2007 9:11 PM CDT Hey Denise and Kyle--Well, it's Saturday and I'm really hoping at least someone--ANYONE--there is feeling better! Denise, I really loved the mayo jar thing; I'd never read that one before. Have a good weekend, all! Kim <kdanielson@earthlink.net> MSP, MN - Saturday, March 24, 2007 12:03 AM CDT I'm so sorry Kyle is feeling poor... unlike Davis who just likes to SLEEP (teenager ya know) altho I think he is over extending himself with girlfriend, work and school. sigh... Here's hoping your house gets well soon! Mary Lee www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia <mleep@msn.com> - Friday, March 23, 2007 1:02 PM CDT Hi Kyle! I sure do miss seeing you at school and hope you're feeling better soon! Enjoy your spring break and use that time to feel better! Look forward to seeing you in April! (wow this year is going fast!) Erin Conley <erin_conley625@hotmail.com> Thornton, CO - Thursday, March 22, 2007 11:04 PM CDT Oooh, poor Kyle! I hope those antibiotics start kicking in and doing their job, so you'll feel better SOON! Wowza, Denise, 8 lbs in 1 1/2 weeks?! Took me a whole month on Weight Watchers to lose 9. Maybe I need to try your plan. I keep thinking how close you are to the finish line for treatment, and it makes me so happy! There will sure be alot of us doing the happy dance with you when that day comes! Hope to read of all you folks feeling better very soon. Hang in there! suzanne www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbymeacham Suzanne Meacham <emeacham@nycap.rr.com> Cohoes, NY USA - Thursday, March 22, 2007 8:36 PM CDT YUM....nothing like a spicy chicken sandwich to get your intestines working, eh?!?!?! Poor Kyle. That ear infection has to be painful. Michelle and I did a little "IM" online today. I must say, it was my first time (hee hee). Anyway, my computer crashed and I had to end up calling her to continue our "conversation". Hopefully things will start getting better by the weekend. I've had the windows open here in Illinois...very warm out. Love ya! Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush "Spicy Chicken" Girls <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Thursday, March 22, 2007 6:42 PM CDT RV! I have one you can have! We are planning a huge bonfire this year to burn it to the ground and celebrate the fact that we are no longer living in it! I'm glad to hear you are all on the mend. Here's to good health. Alicia Webb Ten Mile, TN USA - Thursday, March 22, 2007 11:12 AM CDT Hi There! I sure hope Kyle's ear is feeling better today. Brittany had one of those BULGING/READY TO POP ear infections not too long ago. She felt relief within one day on antibioitics. But it came back within a week of finishing. We went on another round and ta da!!!! How are you feeling Denise?? I hope you are over the gunkies too! Love Nancy Nancy Vinson <nvinson@comcast.net> - Thursday, March 22, 2007 8:39 AM CDT Howdy from sunny CA! I know ho much that ear infection hurts, I had the same thing 2 years ago. It did pop and my hearing returned a few weeks later. But it was so painful! I agree with your mother about not letting you go to play areas. Some CB kids I read about are going to stores and birthday parties and they think the masks are protecting them. My grandson Josh has AML and he cannot go home for a visit until his ANC is > 500. He can only go home and outside, no where else. The DRs are concerned that he has a brother and a sister that can bring home bugs too. I pray you feel better! Carol Josh's grandma (www.caringbridge.org/visit/joshuamaligro Carol Graham <carolnmike@yahoo.com> San Francisco, c - Thursday, March 22, 2007 7:23 AM CDT Okay, I am EXTREMELY GLAD Kyle is deciding against the ATV; I didn't want to say anything before if he had his heart set on one, but there have just been so many tragedies in our area with those things. Yeah, I am a worrywart, even though I know you'd watch him if he had one...it's just, stuff happens anyway, ya know? Poor Kyle and the ear; that used to happen to me with ear infections, too! Equilibrium off, nauseated, and the junk that comes out? Ewwww! As for you...well, I'm not gonna get going, cause you already know. All I'm gonna say is, infections don't get better on their own, even for Moms. That's all I'm saying... I'll e-mail you with lots of spring break ideas, involving frogs and the word "Budweiser." :) Kim MSP, MN - Wednesday, March 21, 2007 10:49 AM CDT I just had to make sure that Kyle was hanging out in the Antioch, IL Burger King play area. You know, that's where you can pick up the juciest and most disgusting germs out there. Well, c'mon, 9 hours of constant vomiting can't be so bad, eh?!?!?! Hoping that the doctor's appointment shows "nothing" and that it'll work it's way out soon. Love to you both! Marion & Jamo The Rush "Sassy" Girls <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Tuesday, March 20, 2007 4:06 PM CDT Awwww, Kyle, even though you don't look like you feel so good, you're still the most handsome devil I know! Get well soon so you can get back to your friends at school who are missing you!!! Denise, thanks so much for the laughs and the near-tears today. I'll be checking back for the update. By the way, how are YOU feeling now? Kim MSP, MN - Tuesday, March 20, 2007 3:11 PM CDT Oh, Kyle, you are tooooo close to finishing to pick any creepy "bug" up. Hey, maybe you and Riley (my son) have been hanging out?!?!?! He was up all night/day vomiting every 15 minutes. What fun, eh?!?!?!?! And the doctor says it's highly contagious. See, now I have to get out the Clorox wipes and wrap Jamo up in them. Then, I have to respray the entire house with Lysol. I shold of invested some stocks in those companies. Hugs to you and your mom!!! Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Girls <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Monday, March 19, 2007 7:48 PM CDT Kyle I'm sorry that you still are not feeling well - Get better soon! Hugs, Mary A. Taylor Share The Love Mary A. Taylor <butsie13@aol.com> - Monday, March 19, 2007 3:09 PM CDT Oy, not good. Prayers in progress. Please update when/if you find anything out. Kim MSP, MN - Monday, March 19, 2007 10:23 AM CDT Okay, Denise, I held off as long as I could...has the crud taken over the Lindgren household? Hope not... Kim <kdanielson@earthlink.net> MSP, MN - Sunday, March 18, 2007 3:52 AM CDT Sorry... but for me... ATV's = scary. I wouldn't buy one for nothing... but that's me and you didn't ask for THAT advice! haha. My son Darrel was thrown from one and missed a rock by inches. He's never ridden one since (he was 17 at the time) HOw about a little dirt bike? We bought a Honda 50cc and 70cc for the boys with a BIG helmet. They don't tip and they can get out of the way of people and things easier. But than I don't know your terrain and perhaps an ATV would be safer?... shiver shiver shiver We are having MAJOR school issues with Davis and I'm going crazy over it. He is failing 2 classes and has a D------ in another..... cripes! I'm not advertising that little info on his site cause he'd be upset.... who's upset? ME. Mary Lee <mleep@msn.com> - Friday, March 16, 2007 10:03 AM CDT AWESOME counts, Kyle!!! Hey, Denise, thanks for always checking in on us and signing Jamo's guestbook. I feel like we've been gone FOREVER. I need a vacation from my vacation!! Then, after getting back, Jamo has Clinic. I feel like all I've been doing is traveling :-) We had a great time and that MAW is such a wonderful organization. We just wanted to stop by and give a quick "HI". Hopefully I'll get everything unpacked by this weekend. UGH! Hugs to everyone. Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Girls <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Thursday, March 15, 2007 4:55 PM CDT Hi Denise and Kyle, Wow, that countdown really puts things in perspective! You are getting so close to the finish line! I hope everybody will soon be over all their various bugs, and be healing from surgery, etc. And I hope that your lovely weather continues, and relative peace and happiness will be yours, in the midst of all your busy days. Keeping you in my thoughts, and sending best wishes! suzanne www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbymeacham Suzanne Meacham <emeacham@nycap.rr.com> Cohoes, NY USA - Tuesday, March 13, 2007 10:08 PM CDT Oh, sorry, Denise-forgot something. You HAVE to do the range-of-motion exercises with Zoey--you HAVE to. If you don't she won't ever be able to use her leg and it might even goof up her healing process. No, it won't feel good to her to start with, but it will as you keep on doing it. Ice it for her after. Well, you don't REALLY have to do any of this-HAHA!-I'm just sayin'... :)! Kim <kdanielson@earthlink.net> MSP, MN - Monday, March 12, 2007 6:50 PM CDT Feel better, all! Hey, I'm right there with ya on the time change; it's 6:45 here and I'm ready to go to bed--HA! And that is after taking that BIG FAT nap of which you spoke! Aaaarrrgghh! Kim MSP, MN - Monday, March 12, 2007 6:47 PM CDT I don't have an anti-bug dance but I do have a cold joke for you - Here I go: A Bad Cold A woman went to see her doctor because she was suffering from a miserable cold. Her doctor prescribed some pills, but they didn't help. On her next visit the doctor gave her a shot, but that didn't do any good. On her third visit the doctor told the woman to go home and take a hot bath. As soon as she was finished bathing she was to throw open all the windows and stand in the draft. "But doc," protested the patient, "if I do that, I'll get pneumonia." "I know," said her physician. "I can cure pneumonia." Hope things are going better - Hugs to all! Mary A. Taylor (Share The Love) Mary A. Taylor <butsie13@aol.com> - Monday, March 12, 2007 9:38 AM CDT Hi guys!!!! I think i'll just try a really silly anti-bug dance for you here at home, and see if it can't reach you guys. It's beautiful here today, how about there? Today would be a great day to open up those windows and spray the heck out of the house wiht Lysol. Just know that Lysol and bleach don't mix well. Been there done that.:) I love you all and hope that you are better for good soon. love you! Michelle and Maddi Michelle Butler (Maddi's Momma) <ibesellin@msn.com> Castle Rock, CO USA - Sunday, March 11, 2007 2:34 PM CDT Denise, I don't have a sick dance but as funny as it may sound when I am sick is the time I clean the most. I open the windows and bleach the heck out of everything, wash beddings, etc...I do this even in the winter! Of course, I send the kids to my Mom's while I go nuts but it usually works. Other than that drink tons of tea with honey (if you are a tea drinker) if not then turn to the hard stuff... LOL www.caringbridge.com/visit/jacquelinerose Cyndi (Jackie's Mom) <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Saturday, March 10, 2007 10:32 PM CST Hi Denise--Here's your daily ration of hugs and prayers from me to you! I don't know about any dances, because I'm working with only one sinus passage myself! Irritating, isn't it? I hope this passes for all of you quickly, with or without the germ-be-gone dance :)!!! I need to know more about this fund-raiser guy... Kim <kdanielson@earthlink.net> MSP, MN - Friday, March 9, 2007 10:47 AM CST Thinkin' about ya, Denise...more hugs and prayers. Kim <kdanielson@earthlink.net> MSP, MN - Thursday, March 8, 2007 9:32 AM CST HUGE <<<< As for the tattoo- I think it is a great idea. ;) But that is coming from someone who has 1 small tattoo on my chest that I got when I was 18, and a huge tattoo of my 3 girls and mine and my husbands sun signs on my back. When I lost the twins I had a friend of a friend draw up a picture of twin angels hugging and outreaching their arms to hold my twin daughter's footprints. I didn't get it yet- and now I am not sure of when because of the whole relapsing thingy. Not sure if I helped here or not. Sure wish I lived close to give you a real hug, or have a nice big Margarita. love ya! www.caringbridge.org/visit/zayla Chris and Zayla <christymits@aol.com> Bonfield, IL - Wednesday, March 7, 2007 9:23 PM CST Here for ya, Denise, in any way you need or want! The four of you together--you and those great kids of yours--are so strong you will get through this with strength, love and dignity. Keep your faith as strong as it is, and these things will be assured. I am thinking of you, praying for you and, again, here for you. Kim MSP, MN - Wednesday, March 7, 2007 6:01 PM CST How about a Garfield tattoo to go with the Odie you already have? :) I'm ready for another one, come to Tennessee and we'll get one together! Alicia <alicialwebb@bellsouth.net> Ten Mile, TN USA - Wednesday, March 7, 2007 12:19 AM CST Kyle, I know that this is your website, but I'm sending a special "hug" to your mom. Thanks for sharing :-) Love, Marion www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush Marion Rush <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Wednesday, March 7, 2007 11:56 AM CST Oh no--crud from India? That should be interesting. I'm so sorry to hear that...how did Ty escape it? I SO hope, for everyone's sake, that it passes quickly! And I'm glad that you KNOW you CAN do whatever you want to do...you not only CAN do it, you WILL do it. Whatever you want! I'm older so you have to listen to me and believe me--HAHA! Just FYI, my tatt didn't hurt at all, and it's on my chest...maybe it did hurt and I just didn't notice, because it was in honor of my honey??? I'm sure it'll hurt on my foot, but I don't care because I'll think of Kyle everytime I look at it, even without his name by it! Besides, it's going to be SO CUTE (even though I'm old--HA!). Kim <kdanielson@earthlink.net> MSP, MN - Wednesday, March 7, 2007 10:10 AM CST Denise, I think it's cool that you're getting a tattoo. I'd love to get one, but I'm scared of needles BIG TIME!!! Our neighbors, whose 15 year old had osteosarcoma, all got matching tattoos of a pterodactyl with their son's name on it. He loved dinosaurs. I think they are beautiful. Have a great day and give Kyle big squeezes from us :-) The Rush Girls <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Wednesday, March 7, 2007 9:23 AM CST Hi Denise, I love the tattoo idea, wish I had the guts but I am definitely too old! How great that Kyle is so close to the finish line. I bet we will hear you celebrating all the way here in PA. Judy P. www.caringbridge.org/pa/karl Judy Pamer <kgpamer@comcast.net> Beaver, PA - Tuesday, March 6, 2007 7:07 PM CST Hey Denise, The butterly sounds great! I'd put the tattoo over my heart...seemed fitting, I guess! Glad to know you're on the downhill side of all that crappy CANCER treatment...things are looking up for Kyle and your family again! Best Wishes~ Tammy Nelson <All3Nelsons@aol.com> Broomfield, CO U.S.A. - Tuesday, March 6, 2007 1:15 PM CST Hey D! How are you today after getting some much-needed me/veg-out time? GOOD FOR YOU! I felt so sad for Kyle and his 'roid rage--poor kid. And poor Mom, too...that has to make your heart hurt, even after all this time. Just wanted to drop a line and say hi, since I've given you a new nickname...hehehe...D is shorter than Denise and I'm lazy...HAHA! Have a great day...prayers and hugs! Kim MSP, MN - Tuesday, March 6, 2007 10:15 AM CST Good Morning! I'm leaving today for a week - I'm flying into FLA with my 4 other siblings to surprise my Mom on her 80th birthday! Hopefully she doesn't keel over from a heart attack! Please don't say anything in my caringbridge site so she doesn't read it.... my Dad doesn't even know! Just wanted to say that you'll be in my thoughts even tho I won't have access to your website! Have a great week! Mary Lee <mleep@msn.com> - Tuesday, March 6, 2007 8:34 AM CST Here is your AWWWWWWWWWWW for the week! Hugs, Mary (Share The Love) Mary A. Taylor <butsie13@aol.com> - Monday, March 5, 2007 10:30 AM CST Hi all, I'm sure Zoey will recover quickly, what with having such loving caregivers! Hope you are able to get some good rest, though. It was just wonderful reading the update about how everything turned out with Kyle's tests! Oh, I am just so happy for you! Truly just makes my day! Best wishes to everyone, love, suzanne www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbymeacham Suzanne Meacham <emeacham@nycap.rr.com> Cohoes, NY USA - Monday, March 5, 2007 10:05 AM CST Okay, is it wrong to leave a Get Well for a dog on Kyle's site...I know she's not just any dog, but still? Oh well, POOR ZOEY! Anyway, hope Kyle gets over the roid rage too! See ya Friday. Jen Jones <Jenjoturtle@yahoo.com> Westminster, CO United States - Monday, March 5, 2007 1:32 AM CST don't ask how that happened I have no idea! Michelle Butler (Maddi's Momma) <ibesellin@msn.com> Castle Rock, CO - Sunday, March 4, 2007 1:43 PM CST My Darling Kyle and My Darling Denise, OK... I'm sitting here at my computer bawling, my heart filled with joy, I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!!!! Your news has made my day, my week and my month. I'm absolutely beside myself for you. When are we celebrating? How about a trip to Disney World? That would be fun huh? HeHeHe. Maddi wants Sea world - Orlando. Yeah I'm scrambling to get the funds together. I'm going to make it happen somehow. She deserves it. So do you Kyle. Send out a flyer to your classmates to take home to their parents. Maybe they'll send you. They have all known what you've gone through, (kind of) could be a good starting place. this guy at our clinic went to Hawaii, on his church. How cool, huh? Well I'm so happy to hear this news and I'm so loving you guys! Smooches to you all. Michelle Michelle Butler (Maddi's Momma) <ibesellin@msn.com> Castle Rock, CO USA - Sunday, March 4, 2007 1:41 PM CST My Darling Kyle and My Darling Denise, OK... I'm sitting here at my computer bawling, my heart filled with joy, I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!!!! Your news has made my day, my week and my month. I'm absolutely beside myself for you. When are we celebrating? How about a trip to Disney World? That would be fun huh? HeHeHe. Maddi wants Sea world - Orlando. Yeah I'm scrambling to get the funds together. I'm going to make it happen somehow. She deserves it. So do you Kyle. Send out a flyer to your classmates to take home to their parents. Maybe they'll send you. They have all known what you've gone through, (kind of) could be a good starting place. this guy at our clinic went to Hawaii, on his church. How cool, huh? Well I'm so happy to hear this news and I'm so loving you guys! Smooches to you all. Michelle Michelle Butler (Maddi's Momma) <ibesellin@msn.com> Castle Rock, CO USA - Sunday, March 4, 2007 1:41 PM CST Hi Kyle, My name is Jim and my grandson, Jacob Hernandez, has AML. We just started our journey last November and it has changed every fiber of my being. I read your journal and it gave me such hope and assurance that God is close. Keep smiling and stay strong. I hope you stay in remission. Jim Jim Kramer <kramerj@hughes.net> Steens, MS USA - Saturday, March 3, 2007 12:20 AM CST Good Morning Kyle and Denise--Just wanted to tell you to have a great weekend! Kyle, I am so glad you have been feeling good, and I hope that continues; hopefully, it won't be long before Zoey is feeling as good as you are :)!! Denise, I'll bet the smile hasn't left your face even once since hearing those wonderful words!!! Prayers and hugs... Kim MSP, MN - Saturday, March 3, 2007 10:52 AM CST A giraffe looks in my window At the same time everyday, He just appears with silly ears, When I turn on the light to play. I tell him the things I do at two While he munches and crunches the leaves, That are so very tasty too, From the tippy tops of the trees. One night he didn’t look so good, His eyes were filled with pain. I asked him, "What is the problem, the food?" He said, "I must explain!" "My knees are hurting pretty bad And my long neck is so sore. I really do like our talks, But I can't take much more! If you do a favor for me, I know how my pain will be free. CAN YOU MOVE UP TO THE SECOND FLOOR!!! Love from Post Pals viks <viks@postpals.co.uk> - Saturday, March 3, 2007 9:14 AM CST Hi Kyle~ Just checking in to see how things went at the hospital and I'd say it looks like the answer is GREAT! Solid remission and an official OT date? That is SO AWESOME. I'm proud of you for being so brave through all of this, you're a trooper! Best Wishes~ Tammy Nelson <All3Nelsons@aol.com> Broomfield, CO U.S.A. - Friday, March 2, 2007 6:16 PM CST Hey Kyle! Much congrats on your AWESOME news! You're such an inspiration! I hope that you enjoy your big Gatorade and that you're feeling better for school next week! Enjoy your weekend! Erin Conley <erin_conley625@hotmail.com> Thornton, CO - Friday, March 2, 2007 5:33 PM CST That's awesome news. I read your post on the LLS website. I am just thrilled for you Kyle and family. God Bless, Melissa (Jacob's Nana) www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacobhernandez Melissa Kramer <kramerj@hughes.net> Steens, Ms US - Friday, March 2, 2007 3:31 PM CST EXCELLENT NEWS!! I've been following your story for a long time. This is fabulous! Big BIG sigh of relief. Katherine Foley Sparks, MD USA - Friday, March 2, 2007 3:27 PM CST Mary A. Taylor/Share The Love <butsie13@aol.com> Essex, MD USA - Friday, March 2, 2007 11:32 AM CST I'm crying! No, I'm balling! They are happy tears of joy! SOLID REMISSION! Thanks be to God! Alicia Webb Ten Mile, TN USA - Friday, March 2, 2007 11:28 AM CST WOW!! So happy for you guys! So, of course, I gotta know what the sticky stuff on the side of the tube is!!!! :-). And you're right, sleeping Kyle IS awfully cute. Anyway, I'm so relieved and glad for you. How's it feel to breath a little????? Jen Jennifer James www.caringbridge.org/tn/rachaeljames <jjdoc2@bellsouth.net> Memphis, - Friday, March 2, 2007 7:48 AM CST What a great update Denise!! An official OT date!! Solid remission Woo Wee!And a picture of the infamous Dr. Albano!! By the way the pork sandwiches sound good! Love ya Babe! Nancy, Matthew's Mom Nancy Vinson <Nvinson@comcast.net> - Thursday, March 1, 2007 7:06 PM CST Oh, YEAH!!!! We are so happy for you, Kyle! May is right around the corner and no more meds :-) Hugs to everyone!! Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Girls <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Thursday, March 1, 2007 6:22 PM CST There is NOTHING in this world greater than when the doctors tell you such stupendous news! NOTHING! You deserve it, Kyle deserves it and May can't come fast enough! C O N G R A T U L A T I O N S ! I have goosebumps! Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com> - Thursday, March 1, 2007 5:19 PM CST Kyle, CONGRATULATIONS!!! I'm so happy that you are in a "solid remission". That is wonderful news! I love you very much and will always be here for you. Mark Rasmussen <marasmus@comcast.net> Erie, CO USA - Thursday, March 1, 2007 4:02 PM CST Hi, i livein Mexico, i saw Kyles pictures when he was asleep, he's sooo cute!! I pray that the battle will be over soon. Rocio <chioguenther@yahoo.com> - Thursday, March 1, 2007 12:23 AM CST Awwww...he's so cute when he's sleeping, and a handsome devil with his pretty Mama, and even when he's got his "mad" face on, he's holding back that great smile. Love the new pix. I know I say this over and over, but he is the MOST handsome devil ever. Prayers and a big hug. Kim MSP, MN - Thursday, March 1, 2007 10:21 AM CST I'm a little closer to Oprah. Before I "met" you, I was also trying to get her to do a show on pediatric cancer (considering I live in the same city as her!!) Anyway, Jamo has rubbed elbows with anchors on Channel 2 and now, Channel 7's traffic reporter called me last night to talk. She is going to call Jamo and talk to her. (She is a breast cancer survivor) Well, you know what that means, right? Channel 7 = OPRAH. Hmmmmmm.... Love ya! Marion & Jamo The Rush Girls <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Tuesday, February 27, 2007 9:47 PM CST ANC is 3800?! That is AMAZING - The highest Jackie has been since diagnosis is 750. I can't believe that you will be done with your chemo in just three months...I am so happy for you. Do you have anything special planned this time? You should make it EXTRA special since you're not only celebrating the end of chemo but the end of relapse. Keep those high numbers coming!!! www.caringbridge.com/visit/jacquelinerose Cyndi (Jackie's Mom) <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> - Monday, February 26, 2007 11:06 PM CST Yup, me too! Whenever I need non-stop laughs, I watch Napoleon Dynamite. UH...IDIOT! Would it be strange for a person my age to wear a "Pedro for President" t-shirt? HA! I am so glad Kyle is feeling better, and was able to make it to school; I don't like to hear that he's having tummy troubles. Hugs and prayers. Kim <kdanielson@earthlink.net> MSP, MN - Monday, February 26, 2007 7:10 PM CST Does it surprise you to know that we are HUGE Napoleon Dynamite fans? Jamo has a pen, mirror, notepad. We are working on getting the doll. They have one of Pedro, too. Jamo's second grade teacher went as ND and her husband was Pedro. HOW FUNNY! So, if that gives you any idea of our personalities, then we should hit it off!!!!! Hope everyone is feeling well. Love! Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Girls <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Monday, February 26, 2007 6:22 PM CST Hi Denise, Wow, it's been awhile since I checked in to your site! I had to do alot of catch-up reading! Hoping Kyle's tummy is feeling better today. Abby had her "10 pill night" on Thursday, right after vinc earlier that day, and it knocks her down for a few days. I'll be thinking of him on Wednesday, and be hoping and praying that all goes well; that he will feel fine afterward, and there will be nothing but good news. Hey, we both have hubbies overseas! Mine is still in the Solomon Islands. He returns, via Australia(!) next monday. I could so relate to an older post where your son went off to school on a bitter cold day with no coat. My 13 yo DD wears nothing but a hoodie to school every day (and this is upstate NY, it's been COLD!) 15yo DD went through the same thing last year, but wised up to wearing a coat, finally. Oh, and I have a copy of that book, Time Traveler's Wife, I can send it to you if you'd like. I haven't been in much of a reading mood lately, because fortunately, it's been a sewing mood. Trying to actually finish up some of the multitudinous (if that is indeed the correct word) amounts of quilt tops I manage to put together. (three finished in recent weeks; and I need to stop writing in parentheses so much). I will try to not be such a stranger, and keep up with your posts regularly, so I won't have to write such a long, rambling message again! all the best, suzanne www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbymeacham Suzanne Meacham <emeacham@nycap.rr.com> Cohoes, NY USA - Monday, February 26, 2007 9:22 AM CST HI Kyle & Denise, I'll be thinking about you this week as you have your tap and bone marrow. Is this the last one? I sure hope so. Seems like you dodged a bullet with the snow storm. Yea!! Stay warm. Jackie, Nana of: www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbybridgewater Jackie Roberts <twojax1@hotmail.com> Key West, FL - Saturday, February 24, 2007 6:13 PM CST Dear Kyle amd Kyle's mom, Just wanted to stop by this morning to send my good thoughts for you. Love and kisses from Italy! Olivia <summer_garden@virgilio.it> Rome, - Saturday, February 24, 2007 3:41 PM CST I wish I was as smart as Marion with this computer stuff. Hey girlfriend, it was sure nice talking to you last nite as well. And here I am, Sat. morning, (not as early as you and Mare obviously) as promised! Yes I updated, and I used word. How do you like me now???? I hope that you have a wonderful scrapbooking day. I'll talk to you soon. Kyle, dude, are your dimples getting bigger and deeper or is that just my imagination? Well I know it's not my imagination that you are getting cuter and cuter every time I see a new picture of you. Good luck in sleepy room. Love to you all. From your boyfriend, Michelle Michelle Butler (Maddi's Momma) <ibesellin@msn.com> Castle Rock, CO USA - Saturday, February 24, 2007 11:52 AM CST I just love the fact that you can add graphics. I'm soooo jealous! So, I am going to bombard you from now on with annoying pictures :-) HEE HEE! Have a great weekend and Spring is right around the corner! Are you making any plans to come to Rockford soon?!?!?!? Love, Marion & Jamo The Rush Girls <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Friday, February 23, 2007 2:54 PM CST Hey Denise--Just stopping by to say hi, and hoping that you're just too busy reading "Patty Jane..." to journal, or that you're too busy doing something else fun... Kim MSP, MN - Friday, February 23, 2007 2:13 PM CST Hi Denise and Kyle, I'm just checking in to see how everyone is doing. I love the smiling picture of Kyle. What a sweetheart! www.caringbridge.org/visit/christopheravallone Lina Stockton, NJ - Friday, February 23, 2007 9:28 AM CST hey i just found your site. i have a five year old with pre b all also. he was diagnosed august 13th 06. hope you keep doing great! you can see us at www.caringbridge.org/visit/connorbowden jason bowden <jbowden59@aol.com> boiling sorings, sc usa - Thursday, February 22, 2007 6:22 PM CST Here is your AWWWWWWWWWW for the week! Hugs, Mary (Share The Love) Mary A. Taylor <butsie13@aol.com> Essex, MD USA - Thursday, February 22, 2007 9:38 AM CST Denise, of course I haven't been checking email compulsively or scanning my spam file for "Oprah" or struggling not to pick up the phone too fast...not me I guess we're just going to have to meet some other way! Lauren www.caringbridge.org/vt/fergus Lauren Quinn <peckschoolhouse@gmail.com> East Montpelier, VT USA - Thursday, February 22, 2007 8:10 AM CST HAHAHA..oh, I'm sorry, I mean..BOOHOOHOOHOO. Cause that darn Oprah didn't pick you for the spa and to be her new BFF. See, I told ya already that she ticked me off several times, now here's another one! Cause ya know what? I'll bet she's really ONLY going to take GAYLE to the spa, and then the two of them are going to lie around and drink mimosas after getting massaged, and laugh about the people who thought they were also going to get to go. I think Oprah and Gayle could be snots. Cause if they weren't, you'd have already gotten the call. So, I think it's safe to say you can give up the hope of having Oprah for a BFF--BUT, you still have all of us. HAHAHA....or BOOHOOHOO? Another BIG HUG and prayers, too! Kim <kdanielson@earthlink.net> MSP, MN - Wednesday, February 21, 2007 7:56 PM CST Denise, We would NEVER stalk you...(hee hee). Well, May is right around the corner and it will feel even closer now that the weather is breaking. It's supposed to be 50 degrees here in Illinois. I'm opening windows and releasing those icky flu germs....... Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Girls <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Wednesday, February 21, 2007 12:21 AM CST I am so glad you got Patty Jane's House of Curl--we'll have to discuss it, because you're the first person that I've actually been able to talk into reading it! I just love it; a little bit because the setting is right here in MSP, but even without that being a draw for you, I just know you'll like it. Doesn't take much to get me excited :)! Oh, poor Kyle--what a sweetheart! I just can't help but think though that if he continues to try to "corral" Riley, the poor kid could end up in nervous exhaustion--HA????? We'll talk... Kim MSP, MN - Tuesday, February 20, 2007 6:43 PM CST Hey Denise, You make me tired just reading your recent updates - LOL. Anyway, I started reading The Time Travlers Wife this evening and have to say into Chapter 2 and it is quite an interesting book. I don't know if you have a library near by but I find it much cheaper just to check out the books that I read instead of buying them. The other reason is that I really don't know what to do with a good purchased book after I read it and have really enjoyed it. Maybe we should start a book swap!! I have read about the soldiers in Iraq adopting the dog on the internet but not the book so let us know how it is because the internet story was really great. Prayers for Kyle! Hugs, Mary A. Taylor Share The Love Mary A. Taylor <butsie13@aol.com> Essex, MD USA - Tuesday, February 20, 2007 6:31 PM CST Hi Kyle & Denise: Just stopping by to see how everyone is doing. I love the fact that everyone is mentioning good books to read - I love to read as well! I just checked out The Time Travelers Wife that was suggested here by one of Kyle's fans. I will let you know how it was. One other thing, prayers for Kyle! Hugs, Mary A. Taylor Share The Love Mary A. Taylor <butsie13@aol.com> Essex, MD USA - Monday, February 19, 2007 11:05 AM CST Hi Kyle, Hope you are doing great today. It sounds cold there. Any snow? We don't get snow here much. I wish we would get one good snow so Thomas, my grandson, could play in it. I bet you like snow too! Paula Thomas's grandma paula maffo <Paula115@charter.net> Franklin, Ga USA - Sunday, February 18, 2007 3:56 PM CST You have yourself a great time watching the cars going round and round today, Denise. And don't forget to have that margarita for me :)! Same goes for Stephanie; yeah, I'm greedy ;). Oooh, B&N/lunch/movie--what could be better! As always, MUCHO prayers for Lynn (oh, it is so hard to lose your Mom--wish I DID NOT know this!), Alexia, Joni and family (also wish I DID NOT know about this!), and of course, many extra-special prayers for your handsome devil. I really want this kid to have many, many worry-free sleepovers in the VERY near future! Take care...another BIG HUG! Kim <kdanielson@earthlink.net> MSP, MN - Sunday, February 18, 2007 1:15 PM CST SOunds like your having some fun! I like the ABC murder series (A is for Alibi, etc) and the 123 series (One for the Money, Two for the Dough, etc) can't think of either authors name! I kinda got my feelings hurt today cause someone thought I was purposely exposing people to germs at work. I exaggerate (sp) my stories cause I'm so darn dramatic, and ticked someone off! I feel terrible about it, but what can I do? You enjoy yourself girl! Mary Lee <mleep@msn.com> - Saturday, February 17, 2007 6:19 PM CST Hi Denise, I'm a lurker at your site. I'm not even sure where I came here from anymore cause I've been checking on Kyle for so long now, but I am good friends with Melissa Rasmussen, baby Donovan's mom. I had to tell you, you should totally read "The Time Traveler's Wife". It sounds crazy, but I read it every few months cause it is so much fun and totally addicting and just a neat story. It has its sad moments, but overall it's just really neat. It's a love story with twists basically. Give it a try. Everyone I know who has read it loves it! Good thoughts being sent your way! Caroline Elliot <caroline.elliot@gmail.com> Chapel Hill, NC - Friday, February 16, 2007 9:27 PM CST Denise, Oddly enough I read "My Sister's Keeper" about 2 months before Fergus was diagnosed. At the time I kept reading with tears streaming down my face. My mom asked why I was crying, and I said, "I just keep picturing what it would be like to go through this with Fergus." Kind of weird, because in the book the child with leukemia is diagnosed as a 2 year old girl with an older brother-- my daughter Norah was two then, and Fergus is my oldest. Not sure why my imaginings kept being about Fergus. Anyway, at the time the medical stuff seemed horrific to me, but when I went back and read it again last year, it seemed much less dramatic. I guess real life caught up. I manage to devour a few books a week myself--quite an achievement between working as a vet 30 hours a week and homeschooling my kids the rest of the time. I'm afraid how much I read might say something bad about my parenting, but I try to pretend I'm setting a good example. Still hoping to meet you in Arizona :) Lauren www.caringbridge.org/vt/fergus Lauren Quinn <peckschoolhouse@gmail.com> East Montpelier , VT USA - Friday, February 16, 2007 8:31 PM CST Hi Denise and Kyle. I recently read "My Sister's Keeper" and it was difficult. My granddaughter has leukemia and is doing well. Still a tough read. Maybe now is not the right time. Difficult call. Glad that all is going well right now. Jackie, Nana to: www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbybridgewater Jackie Roberts <twojax1@hotmail.com> Key West, FL USA - Friday, February 16, 2007 7:51 PM CST Hey Denise, I want to see a picture of that huge rock Kyle gave ya for Valentine's Day! Jennifer Jones <Jenjoturtle@yahoo.com> Westminster, CO United States - Friday, February 16, 2007 6:59 PM CST Hi Denise and Kyle! Glad to hear things are going smoooooothly! Okay, Denise I am a HUGE book reader- can't really read too much right now because of school, but when I am on breaks I am a reading fool. My Sister's Keeper was an incredible book- a real tear jerker, but sometimes when I am feeling low, I like reading the sad one's- helps bring on the tears and let me feel more "free"?!? If you are looking for romance, nothing beats a good Johanna Lindsey book- I have honestly read all of them (and some twice). Nicholas Sparks has alot of GREAT reads, some of my fav's are The Guardian, The Wedding, A Bend in the Road, The Notebook, Message in a Bottle- shoot, I think I really like them all. another book that I read over xmas break was The True and Outstanding Adventures of the Hunt Sisters- it is also about leukemia, so depending on your mood might be too much. If you want any other ideas just let me know. chris Chris and Zayla www.caringbridge.org/visit/zayla <christymits@aol.com> bonfield, IL - Friday, February 16, 2007 6:34 PM CST Hi Denise and Kyle--YAY for no news, as that IS good news! It's also good news that you get to have a little down time today, Denise--BREATHE DEEP :)!! It sure looks like a certain little handsome devil had a very good time at his Valentine's Day party--the big smile says it all. Prayers for all, hugs...you know the drill. Kim D MSP, MN - Thursday, February 15, 2007 12:41 AM CST Love, Marion & Jamo The Rush Girls <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 7:31 PM CST HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! I just wanted you to know that I'm thinking of you both today! Have a great day and maybe one day soon, I'll make it out there to meet you Kyle! You sure are a brave young man and you have the best mom in the world! Hugs and kisses!! Kim <kimjones_nc@yahoo.com> Ayden, NC United States - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 9:13 AM CST Mary A. Taylor/Share The Love <butsie13@aol.com> - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 7:39 AM CST Okay, you are having too much fun changing your borders on this site :) Thanks for checking in on us and Jamo just appears to have....yes, drumroll please...another VIRUS! She is 100 times better and I know the school mentioned a fever going around. Anyway, her numbers were awesome and so I can deal with this. (Hey, as long as her chemo doesn't have to stop to fight it, we're A-OK!!!) Hugs to both of you and we have no school today. What to do with 40 pre-named valentines... Love, Marion & Jamo The Rush Girls <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 6:15 AM CST I love you with all of my heart and soul Kyle! Mommy xoxo! Denise (Your mommy) www.caringbridge.org/co/kylel <dmlindgren@msn.com> - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 9:54 PM CST HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! p.s. could you please, pretty please email me with the darn border place again since its on my other computer and I can't get to it and I don't want to look at valentine borders for the next month? haha Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia <mleep@msn.com> - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 9:13 PM CST I feel bad that I haven't been by your page in awhile.Lots going on here.But that does not mean that I don't think of you for I always do.I do stop by your page to see and read the updates just haven't had time to sign your guestbook. **~ BRENDA~**MY LOVING DAD'S SITE WITH A NEW YEAR ANOTHER ANGEL <brurka@shaw.ca> ****Edmonton~Alberta~Canada****, - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 10:40 AM CST Must...get....warmer... Okay, the snow has to go. The Chicago area is getting nailed and I don't appreciate it :-) So, Jamo's got a fever thingy virus or is it a thingy fever virus...oh, whatever it is it is driving me crazy. How is Kyle's sinusitis?!?! Isn't this fun?!?!?! I hope you have a huge countdown chart going because Kyle's "get out of jail" card is coming up soon, Denise!!! I can't wait for us to use ours......c'mon October! Stay warm! Love ya! Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Girls <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 7:25 AM CST Hi Denise, You need to meet my daughter, Kristi. She just moved to Parker, CO with her husband and daughters, Emma and Abby. Check out: www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbybridgtewater You and Kristi are the same age. I know you have lots of friends and family but Kristi is wonderful. I've been praying for Kyle for quite a while now. Hang in there. Jackie Roberts <twojax1@hotmail.com> Key West, FL USA - Monday, February 12, 2007 9:53 PM CST Good Morning Denise and Kyle! I'm hoping that the antibiotics have started to do their thing for Kyle; he's got to get back to school as I would imagine his friend Tian is beside himself with worry! And lonely, too! Hope you had fun scrapping, Denise, and can work in a little relaxation time today--yeah, right!--HAHA! Prayers and hugs, as always... Kim <kdanielson@earthlink.net> MSP, MN - Sunday, February 11, 2007 3:40 AM CST Denise & Kyle & all ~ Just south of you all there are prayers going up for you. Hoping you all have some easier times soon! Bren, Cody'sMom www.caringbridge.org/nm/codya Los Alamos, NM USA - Saturday, February 10, 2007 5:58 PM CST Just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you guys! Love, Marcia (LLS Board) Marcia Westcott <mwestcott1@aol.com> Cincinnati, OH USA - Saturday, February 10, 2007 8:37 AM CST We had to go thru many antibiotics before we found one that worked. We ended up with Cipro and now thats the ONLY one he takes... no fooling around with the other ones. Hopefully you'll find the right one to get rid of this crud! Mary Lee (caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com> - Friday, February 9, 2007 10:05 PM CST Hi Denise, I am Jen's mom and thank you for your kind words regarding my art. You've all been in our daily prayers. Yes, I would be honored to do a portrait if you're interested. I would be happy to call you or you can call me at your convenience. I haven't done portraits of the grandchildren yet, but it will be coming. I'm here for you, if you have any questions, you can also e-mail me at the web-site. Take your time and give that beautifuly Kyle a kiss for me. God bless you and your family. Pamela Jaworski Pamela Jaworski <jawo5561@bellsouth.net> Lake Lure, NC USA - Friday, February 9, 2007 1:49 PM CST Hey Kyle Ray...it's your mommy! I just wanted to tell you to stop SCARING THE PANTS OFF OF ME! Although I've enjoyed having your cute face home with me all week...I really wish your teacher and friends could see your cute face too! I love you my sweet boy...glad you are *starting* to perk up! HUGS HUGS AND SLOPPY KISSES...muahhh! Mommy Denise (Kyle's mom) www.caringbridge.org/co/kylel <dmlindgren@msn.com> - Friday, February 9, 2007 12:56 AM CST Hi Kyle, I just saw your webpage. Your mother had written a note on my grandson's page. He has pre-B ALL also and is just about 3 yrs old. I hope you are feeling better. It seems this is the time of year colds are going around. Won't be long before spring and nice weather are here. Paula (Thomas's grandmother) Paula Maffo <Paula115@charter.net> Franklin, Ga USA - Friday, February 9, 2007 11:34 AM CST Hey Denise and Kyle--Just popping in real quick to say hi and I hope this is, so far, a better day all around. Hope the new antibiotics are just the ticket for you, Kyle. And now, Denise, you've got a big MINNESOTA hug to add to the ILLINOIS hug--plus, I'll talk to you more later. Lucky you...HAHAHA! Kim <kdanielson@earthlink.net> MSP, MN - Friday, February 9, 2007 10:18 AM CST Hey, Denise! I can sense the nervousness in your writing and I wish I could send a huge ILLINOIS hug to COLORADO! Is Kyle's only symptom the throat? Pediatric sinusitis is different than adult, so see what they say. Jamo experienced a dull headache and throwing up, it didn't even seem like she had a cold or the sniffles. I never even thought it would be her sinuses. Hang in there (I know it's easier said than done) and I'm here if you need to talk... Love, Marion www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush Marion Rush <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Friday, February 9, 2007 6:21 AM CST What a good looking bunch you are :) Kyle, I am sorry to hear that your throat is hurting; I hope that you feel better soon. Ty, Two of my daughters have braces - it is not as painful as you may think from what they tell me. They both needed Tylenol but that was about it - eat soft foods until you get use to it and stay away from Wonder brand bread- it sticks BAD to your braces and will make you crazy trying to get it off! Denise, Hang in there...I am keeping you all in my prayers Cyndi (Jackie's Mom) www.caringbridge.com/visit/jacquelinerose Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> LIndenhurst, NY - Thursday, February 8, 2007 9:33 PM CST Big hugs Denise!! Sorry I cant "boost" your spirits any-gotta admit I am in the gutter at the moment myself. Maybe if the weather would change, all the other "crap" would too?! ahh, just wishful thinking I am sure. hope the doctor visit went well for Kyle and the sore throat goes AWAY!! thinking and praying for you guys! I am really tired of the "panic" too lately!! Hang in there! (like you have a choice, right?) Chris and Zayla www.caringbridge.org/visit/zayla Chris Mitsdarffer <christymits@aol.com> Bonfieldq, IL - Thursday, February 8, 2007 6:42 PM CST Hi Kyle, I'm sorry to hear you're still not feeling well...that's a bummer, for sure. I know you must miss school and seeing your friends and teacher, so get well soon. We'll send more prayers your way! Tammy Nelson <All3Nelsons@aol.com> Broomfield, CO U.S.A. - Thursday, February 8, 2007 6:40 PM CST Denise... ouch. Your pain is evident... both physical and mental. Don't you just hate it during these mentally down times? Makes you feel like your going backwards! I'm sure Kyle is fighting the same crud that everyone else is ONLY because his immune systems is crap he'll execute it like none of the other kids. Puffy? Yep, those steroids sure like to do that! AND they can make you feel terrible. He'll be fine. Perhaps a different antibiotic may help? You'll feel tons better after going in to the doc and they tell you he's fine. Kyle is old enough to freak himself out with symptoms. I know Davis sure does! Braces.... if he doesn't have his rubber separators in yet (they separate the teeth for the brackets) than yes, his teeth will be sore for a few days. Tylenol! If he already has his separators in... than the braces should not be too sore, certainly not worse than the separators. Make sure you take the wax they offer cause the brackets scrape the cheeks until the cheeks get toughened up. He can put the wax on the brackets and it'll keep them from getting sore. I say, about 3-4 days of sore teeth. Keep us posted about Kyle! My prayers are with ya!! I wish I could send you a LARGE glass of wine, but than brain fog would set in and I know you don't want that! hahaha, or do you...????? Mary Lee (caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com> - Thursday, February 8, 2007 10:40 AM CST I'll say lots of prayers, Denise; the poor kid must really be feeling awful to ask to go to Children's! I cannot even imagine the stomach knot you must have. Grrrr! As for the braces; it's been a LONG time ago, but I did have them. And yes, it can hurt when they get "tightened" up and such but, back in the day, it wasn't anything to keep you out of school--HAHAHA! Sorry, Ty! But, like I said, it was long ago--so I'm sure ML can chime in on if they have come up with anything more torturous in recent orthodontia history--HA! Again, many prayers coming your way, and I'll be stalking to see what you find out....BIG HUG! Kim <kdanielson@earthlink.net> MSP, MN - Thursday, February 8, 2007 10:24 AM CST Courtesy of SparkleTags.com Mary A. Taylor/Share The Love <butsie13@aol.com> - Thursday, February 8, 2007 8:24 AM CST Denise, your welcome ANYTIME! Hey, where do you get these great borders? I'm kinda dumb about that stuff. Hope all is calm in your neck of the woods.... we had that 40 car pile up in .... 2 inches of snow! Can you believe MN's did that? It didn't help that we had below zero temps and the chemicals wouldn't work on the icy roads.... Mary Lee (caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com> - Wednesday, February 7, 2007 8:47 AM CST I wanna corn dog too. Okay, you can come with us to Disneyworld Denise! You can take lots of family pictures for us! Jennifer James <jjdoc2@bellsouth.net> Memphis, - Tuesday, February 6, 2007 11:22 PM CST Wow, Denise and Kyle, look at the fancy-schmancy new page decorations! I like it, and I will admit that you had me psyched into thinking you'd updated today--GOT ME! HAHA! I agree with ML--seven years is far too long, but there is no doubt that Kyle is kickin' its butt. And you're not doing too bad, either, Denise--good job on putting one foot in front of the other through everything. AMAZING. Have a good day, all! Kim D <kdanielson@earthlink.net> MSP, MN - Tuesday, February 6, 2007 11:16 AM CST How very sad... seven years. Thats a long time to still be messing with the beast. I'm VERY glad that Kyle is kicking butt and there is an end very soon! He IS amazing! Mary Lee (caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com> - Monday, February 5, 2007 5:55 PM CST Denise, Thanks for checking in on Kevin and making me smile. I know what you mean when the dates start to pass without notice...after all, when you have so many anniversaries they start to lose their significance. I like to celebrate each day that passes without cancer in it! Thanks a lot for sending those cold temps our way, LOL. Brrr! Lisa, mom to Brian & Kevin (www.caringbridge.com/va/kevin) <ltignor@comcast.net> Montclair, VA - Monday, February 5, 2007 4:16 PM CST Denise and Kyle--Hoping you're not frozen solid! I AM! :) Just wanted to stop by and say "hi" and hope you're having a good weekend! Kim D <kdanielson@earthlink.net> MSP, MN - Sunday, February 4, 2007 2:33 PM CST Thank you for you kind words about my web-site and thank you for being a good friend to our daughter Jen. You all have been in our prayers daily. Yes, I do portraits and if you're interested I would be honored to do a portrait of your son. Please contact me and let me know what size, oil or acrylic, action shot or formal poise, framed or unframed. Think about it and let me know and I'll be glad to call you with more details. God bless. Pamela Jaworski <jawo5561@bellsouth.net> Hendersonville, nc usa - Friday, February 2, 2007 1:33 PM CST Don't know how or when I first came across your site. I check in every once in awhile to see how you're all doing. Anyway, so happy to see Kyle's counts in the 'good' range. Just love it when counts are good. Stay warm!!! Watching the news this morning I saw it was -8 here, wind chill something like -20! Yikes. -4, -8,-20 it all feels the same to me...Artic Ice Age COLD!! Keeping you all in our prayers for good counts and warmer days. mom to Evan www.caringbridge.org/visit/evansolomons tam Colorado Springs, CO - Friday, February 2, 2007 12:57 AM CST Good Morning Denise--I FEEL YOUR PAIN, GIRL!!! We also have "negative four" right about now. Being I'm in MN, guess I shouldn't complain, but this freakin' cold is ALWAYS a shock no matter what! Did you and the kids see Charlotte's Web yet? I just really NEED for another adult to see it so I'm not the only one! I think it is so nice that Kyle has such a good friend; that always makes the hard roads a little easier to travel! So glad Ky and Ri--hehehe--are both so good in school. Then there's your teen; I'd HAHA a little bit, but teens just usually aren't a laughing matter! Don't worry about CPS coming for you; those people are also parents of teens--HA! Have a really good weekend, Denise and kids, and I'll be looking for Melissa, too! Prayers for your aunties, friends, and a certain wide-smiled handsome devil!!! Kim D <kdanielson@earthlink.net> MSP, MN - Friday, February 2, 2007 10:26 AM CST Do you have WIKI issues???!!! C'mon, Denise, "even a caveman can do it"...Hey, that would make a great commercial. (I just loves those!!!) I just wanted to harrass you. As you can see, I've already signed the guestbook below. Love ya! Marion Marion "WIKI" Expert <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Friday, February 2, 2007 6:37 AM CST The pictures are ADORABLE! Denise, I can't believe how you look just like your mom....WOW! I'm one of those kids that you can't tell. I don't look like my mom or dad. I'm glad the counts were awesome. And, May is so close. I'm so happy for Kyle! Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Girls <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Thursday, February 1, 2007 2:43 PM CST Oh Kyle - I just love the new picture - What a smile! Just letting you know I stopped by to see what was going on and I'm doing the happy dance because your counts are all in the normal range! WTG!!! Praying - Praying! Hugs, Mary A. Taylor Share The Love Mary A. Taylor <butsie13@aol.com> Essex, MD USA - Thursday, February 1, 2007 7:41 AM CST Hi Kyle and Family My name is Jenna and I came across Kyle's site. Kyle is an inspiration and a fighter. He is in my thoughts and prayers. www.caringbridge.org/canada/jenna Jenna <hockeykid@telus.net> Kamloops, BC Canada - Wednesday, January 31, 2007 1:14 PM CST I hear ya with those side effects getting worse every month! I hope counts are good today and stinky vincy doesn't mess with his pooper too much. :) :) :) :) Yes I said it ~ pooper!:) And God Bless you all with those steroids on board! Love you guys! Michelle Michelle Butler (Maddi's Momma) <ibesellin@msn.com> Castle Rock, CO USA - Wednesday, January 31, 2007 12:07 AM CST Hi Denise--I am so hoping you got to catch up on some sleep; please say it's true!!! Kyle, hope you are feeling good! Have a good day. Kim D <kdanielson@earthlink.net> MSP, MN - Wednesday, January 31, 2007 7:47 AM CST I love the picture! I hope you had a relaxing day to yourself. Wow, do you ever deserve it! Marcia (LLS Board) Marcia Westcott <mwestcott1@aol.com> Cincinnati, OH USA - Wednesday, January 31, 2007 5:36 AM CST GOOD MORNING, KYLE--YOU HANDSOME DEVIL, YOU! Today, I'm saying some prayers that you're feeling good and that you are very hungry. And that your Mom has a great day, too! That's you, Denise :)! Good morning to you, too! Kim D <kdanielson@earthlink.net> MSP, MN - Monday, January 29, 2007 9:13 AM CST Yes, I don't understand why the docs don't promote vit that are water soluable since they don't stay in the body at all. Sounds like a great thing to do with the C & E. I had to laugh, cause we were lectured about Davis NOT taking vitamins when he was done with treatment. But by that time, he was so sick of taking pills he basically told the doctors, in a loving way, to shove it! hahaha Mary Lee (caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com> - Saturday, January 27, 2007 8:37 AM CST You guys are so good to us. Jamo read her name on Kyle's page and said (in her loving, sweet voice) "Aaaawwwwww, that's so nice, Mom!". I'm at the point where every sniffle, ache, pain, sore muscle, headache, is about to throw me over the edge. I thought LTM would be a breeze. I always tell everyone in the "non-cancer" world, that the worst part of this journey is just when you think you've got some "normalcy" back, cancer comes back and kicks you in the stomach and says, "Hey, I'm still here and don't forget it!" Ugh. Give hugs to everyone...especially a big one to you, Denise! Love ya! Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Girls <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Saturday, January 27, 2007 6:57 AM CST I was told that folic acid interfers with chemo. We were told not to give vit either cause of that BUT vit C... who cares! It gets pee'd out anyway. Mary Lee (caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com> - Friday, January 26, 2007 7:36 PM CST Hey, I want off this roller coaster.... I had to go to our Family Advisory Board meeting yesterday and I cried the whole way down. The fact that Jamo is throwing up and I don't know why is killing me. I want her CT Scan to come out on Friday showing that she has a sinus infection...WOO HOO! Give me a diagnosis, please! Isn't that sad how we wish for the simplest of diseases? I'm fed up, too, Denise and it's starting to wear on me as well. I hate the waiting and wondering and waiting and blood tests and labs and etc. Hang in there. I'm here for you... Hugs to you and Kyle. Love, Marion www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush Marion <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Wednesday, January 24, 2007 10:57 AM CST I do hope that Kyle's sickness does not create havoc on his counts. I am new to this but unfortunately learning quickly. If someone sneezes around my daughter I hear myself screaming inside "don't you know she doesn't have the WBC to fight off your germs!!?" My daughter has AML, subtype is M1. I will keep checking your site for Kyle's progress...he is in my prayers http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com> LIndenhurst, NY USA - Tuesday, January 23, 2007 10:24 PM CST Kyle...I will miss you a lot at school, but you know that the most important thing is your health! I will keep the mountain goat books ready for you to research when you're feeling better! Sending hugs from your classmates and teacher :) Mrs. Conley Denise...you're such a great mom...being new at this, there are times when I question myself, but you are truly someone to admire for your strength and unconditional love and devotion to your kids! Thank you for the inspirations! Now that it's been said...you deserve a much needed and VERY well deserved break for yourself! I am praying that Kyle feels better of course, but also for you to find that time and peace that you are in need of! (even though I know that 'peace' won't truly happen until cancer is gone--FOR GOOD!) *hugs from one mom to another, and from your son's teacher* Erin Conley <erin_conley625@hotmail.com> Thornton, CO - Tuesday, January 23, 2007 10:08 PM CST Man.... leave the caringbridge sites for one day! First of all... its what I call post traumatic cancer syndrome.... you are so brave and have locked many emotions and fears away (you have to so you can survive and take care of Kyle) that one day your brain and body says no way... your going to have an emotional time now.... Its OK, feel the pain, feel the hurt, feel the unfairness of it all. Let yourself roll in self pity, let yourself roll in doubt, and helplessness. Than, as we cancer Moms all have to, pick your ass back up (I'm saying that in a haha way) and continue on... because you will. Because you can. Because we have no choice. It happened to me too, sometimes in small doses, and than one day it was in a large dose that didn't get better ... celexa was my way to calm the active mind... if ya know what I mean! Your body and mind is trying to take care of you. Its signs to take care of you. At that time, I decided to take meds (oh, I was so strong up until that point.... I DONT NEED HELP....) but I was wrong. I needed the help and it was the BEST thing I ever did for myself! Only needed it for a year, but it was enough to heal. When the docs say something like "mono's are trying to do something" my doc always said it was the body getting ready to make white cells... and it is NORMAL. Especially if he was coming down with something. Davis had throat/sinus/chest issues all the time. They're immunity system is shot. They get it faster and faster as the time goes by. Good news is - they rebound after cancer treatment is over and it gets better and better... takes a few years tho. What I'm trying hard to try to say is.... I don't hear anything that should make you be worried! But... I DO understand the worries. I DO understand the brain going into overdrive over things. I DO understand guilt, pain and helplessness. Please understand..... it has nothing to do with you or me, what we did, what we are doing or what we can handle at particular moments. Think about all we have to handle on a daily basis. Think about all the horrific stuff we have to deal with and see! Day after day after day.... Week after week after week. Year after year after year. Girl, give yourself a break! You are a wonderful super Mom who loves her son so deeply that it hurts. You want to take away his cancer, pain, needles, shot immune system... You want everything and you have no control over any of it! Because of this... that is why we say CANCER SUCKS. From one control freak Mom to another.... HUGS, more HUGS and email me anytime.... Mary Lee (caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com> - Tuesday, January 23, 2007 8:48 PM CST Can I come to the cybernite? PLEASE? :) Kim Danielson <kdanielson@earthlink.net> MSP, MN - Tuesday, January 23, 2007 8:34 PM CST Okay Denise. I'm sending you a cybernight. I'm coming over for a chick-flick, some girl-chat, a few much-needed foot-rubs (don't get the wrong idea here, just one mom nurturing another!). One 30 minute period of crying together and speaking the unspoken fears, something chocolate, facials including those little anti-swelling eye-pads, some philosophizing about faith and morals, full childhood assessment of parents and old friendships, a few sparkling but healthy beverages, (I'll let you know what those are if I can find any) and then full-on sleep after mental exhaustion. Bkfst is something very substantial and definately has cheese in it. We all love you and your spunk, and your drive, and your vulnerability. We all have to just pick up our damaged and mangled selves and march foreward for the sake of our helpless children. We have to bring all our baggage with us, but move foreward nonetheless. So, along that horrible march, when we have our poker faces on, and are trudging along, feeling oh so alone, now and again we trip and fall, and spill all our crap everywhere, AND HOPEFULLY, our friends can help us get it all back together and push us back onto the road. So, it's okay, we are with you. We're putting all your stuff back together and helping you get up and on your way for Kyle and all of your family. And you'll be alright, because God made you to be alright...once you know he's walking right beside you too. Okay. That was deep huh? Now I need a nap. Take care. Jen Jennifer James <jjdoc2@bellsouth.net> Memphis, - Tuesday, January 23, 2007 8:00 PM CST Denise... my friend. You have been there helping me understand my mom and what she is going through, letting me vent (last Thrus) and giving me advice. As i read your entry in the journal today it made me feel sad. You are the strongest person i know, and always have a smile and i admire you so much. But i want you to know you can call me anytime day or night. To talk, cry, yell what ever you need. Maybe i can help you in some small way, as you have helped me, these last 7months. You will get through this and we are all Praying for Kyle and you and your family. Take the time for yourself that you need. hope you Enjoyed your Denise day. Take care. Hugs Lynn Lynn Pfannenstiel <Tiggeerr25@aol.com> Thronton, Co - Tuesday, January 23, 2007 4:04 PM CST Denise--Even though it was husband instead of a child, it's like you crawled into my head and gave voice to much of what I've felt over the last seven years, too. It comes and it goes, even after all this time. Which, in itself, induces even more bad feelings because the world in general seems to think EVERYBODY should ALWAYS be over EVERYTHING, no matter how horrid, within six months; maybe you get a year if it's your child. I can say this. You MUST do whatever really makes you feel better--meds, journaling, working out, e-mailing or calling friends and family, all of it. Whatever works at any given time. I SO know that feeling of the deep loneliness; I would be hard-pressed to describe it or even figure out what to do about it, but I sure recognized it when you talked about it! There are days, STILL, that I'm doing good to haul my butt out of bed, put one foot in front of the other and put on my public face--and sometimes you just have to be happy with whatever you can do. Wow, I'm a huge help, huh? Just please don't be too hard on yourself because, no matter how bad it feels sometimes, you will ALWAYS come out of it, and I think we learn a little more each time. A while back, one of your friends wrote a thing in your guestbook about cancer having made her feel so insecure that she either thinks people are mad at her or that they just plain don't like her. I then had to tell a friend of mine that reading that made the light bulb go on over my head. That was exactly how I felt, without even realizing it. Insecurity was not an issue before cancer, but now it's just another thing to add to the battle. So, I guess all I can really say is, even if I don't help much, at least I can tell you that you are not alone with your feelings, and that it WILL BE okay. Somehow it will. And, in closing, I just have to tell you that I think you're really courageous in talking so honestly about the way you feel, and I thank you for helping me to see that I'm not alone with my thoughts. Kim Danielson <kdanielson@earthlink.net> MSP, MN - Tuesday, January 23, 2007 3:14 PM CST Denise, You are a strong women. Which I admire. Keep your head up and you and your family are in our hearts and prayers. I will see you in June or July. Annmarie Stasica <astasica@gmail.com> Palm Harbor , FL u - Tuesday, January 23, 2007 1:33 PM CST Hey Denise. I'm STILL thinking of those cinnamon rolls! Well, I know everyone in TN is currently sick! I'm not going to say "except me," as that will totally jinx me, so, let's say I'm sure I'm fighting something....so, now you have to recover, as well as Kyle from the crud. Carrott juice is great, but doesn't mix well with vodka....lol. And may I say, the dog poop thing is totally GROSS! Thanks for ruining my pristine white drifts of snow in Colorado visuals! lol.. just checking in on you and your fighting son! Jen Jennifer James <jjdoc2@bellsouth.net> Memphis, - Tuesday, January 23, 2007 8:51 AM CST Hi Denise and Kyle! those cinnamon rolls sound really good right now! I hope that your day yesterday (and today) was a good day! I really like the way you use positive thoughts to *try* and dictate your day- sure wish I could do that too. I hear you on the tired of the snow- but mine is I am tired of the dreary, cold weather! We just got some snow Sunday, and boy was I cursing it! Silly me thought it was a bonus to get a parking spot on the street at the hospital instead of in the parking garage (saved some $$), but it took me about 20 min to "dig out" and with no gloves, brrrrr... Hope you guys have a great week!! Chris~ mom to Zayla www.caringbridge.org/visit/zayla Chris Mitsdarffer <christymits@aol.com> Bonfield, IL - Monday, January 22, 2007 4:35 PM CST Hi Denise I'm one of the mom's on the LLS website, Just wanted to say hi to you and Kyle, he's so handsome and I love that you have a ton of animals too. My son Thomas is a huge animal lover. Hope you guys are doing well I'll check back to say hi again soon. www.caringbridge.com/visit/thomaskiesel Christine Kiesel <Christinerussin1@msn.com> Hewlett, NY - Sunday, January 21, 2007 12:04 AM CST Yum Denise, cinnamon rolls are a favorite of mine! I'm also with you about football Sundays - I love football! But I'm from Baltimore and a huge Ravens fans, so since they did make the championships, I will be cheering on the Saints today. Oh and I can totally relate to the waking up to dog barf since we have a houseload of them as well. Thinking of you all and sending loads of prayers for Kyle! Hugs, Mary A. Taylor Sharethelove.Org Mary A. Taylor <butsie13@aol.com> Essex, MD USA - Sunday, January 21, 2007 11:39 AM CST Hi Denise--I've been silently following you and Kyle now for a long time; think I originally found you through Davis's site. I just had to sign your guestbook today and tell you I hope it REALLY is a good day for you! I am just in awe of all you cancer Moms, and how inspiring you are. Even though you don't mean to be, and certainly don't want to be, given the situation. Just look at the big picture--you all ARE truly amazing. Going through the cancer fight with my husband, and having it turn out the way you least want it to, was hard enough. But to have to watch your babies go through so much. Ahhh, Denise--you deserve a REALLY GOOD day, with many HoHos if that's what it takes (or possibly a little margarita or a great glass of wine!). Besides, if Kyle gives you even just one of those great smiles of his, you're halfway there already, right? That kid has the best smile! Your family is always in my Caringbridge prayers--and now, huge prayers for strength for Baby D's and Catie's wonderful families. There is so much heartbreak and sadness in the Caringbridge world, but also so much hope and so much to be thankful for. You all make me want to be a better person. Well, I guess you can see I've conquered my shyness at signing your guestbook--hehe! Take care! Kim Danielson <kdanielson@earthlink.net> MSP, MN - Sunday, January 21, 2007 11:36 AM CST Honey, I made it to Delhi. It's 1:30 Sunday morning here and I miss you and the kids. Give them a big kiss from me and tell them I'll bring home some neat gifts. All my love... Ed <elindgren@rapidigm.com> New Delhi, India - Saturday, January 20, 2007 2:12 PM CST Hi Denise, I can absolutely relate to your mood... between the cold weather, what appears to be no let up in continued snowy weekends... and the news on the CB sites (Catie, Donovan, Michelle)... I am at a loss for words... and rather anti-social myself. Students came into my office on Thursday just to chat, which would normally be a pleasure -- seemed painful to me. One of the teachers came in and said that I looked like I wanted to cry -- and of course I did... Oh well... If I wasn't menopausal -- I'd say I had PMS... maybe that is it anyway... So with this cheery note... I will drop off for a while -- always keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers... hoping and wishing for better days ahead for all! GO BEARS!! With Love and Joy, Sherrill Sherrill Jones <Sherrill@probaglady.com> "The Arctic Tundra" formally known as BROOMFIELD, CO USA - Saturday, January 20, 2007 11:02 AM CST Yucky....crummy.....crappy....yea, I know what you mean! Hang in there, Denise. There is a light at the end of the tunnel. It's a snuggle-up kind of day here. I think it's a whopping 5 degrees!!! We will get through this and one day, we'll sit around (perhaps when we meet in Rockford??!?!) and say, "Remember when?" Love ya! Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Girls <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Saturday, January 20, 2007 9:15 AM CST Let yourself feel yucky and depressed and whatever comes... it'll pass, its normal and its OK. Mary Lee (caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com> - Saturday, January 20, 2007 8:43 AM CST Denise...you know this already a million times more than I ever could, but I know you won't mind hearing just how great your son is. I feel so blessed to have him in my classroom this year. He's such a wonderful kid and reminds me daily why I became a teacher--all without saying a word! Thank you so much for sharing him with me during the school days! Erin Conley <erin_conley625@hotmail.com> Thornton, CO - Thursday, January 18, 2007 10:18 PM CST I understand the feeling of panick when there shouldn't be any... afterall, our kids are doing well! But there will always be that panick, I'm afraid. We are Mom's first (the protectors), smart Mom's second (we watch and listen) and we know that this disease picks on the innocent. When ever Davis was on partial chemo (50-75) this is how I looked at it.... if the body is showing signs that the counts are going down, even if its at 50%.... than its working! All our bodies and all our systems work differently. I eat less (and this is waaaaay unfair) than the woman who is 47 next to me and my body metabolizes all those calories differently. I gain, she may loose... or hold status quo Our kids are different. They process and metabolize the chemo different. Some may not need as much! So please don't get worried or scared.... Kyle has as much and is processing as much of the toxic waste as he needs. His counts will tell that tale! Davis did exactly the same thing! We did NOT have to have chemo longer and he is... oh dare I say? CURED? Mary Lee (caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com> - Thursday, January 18, 2007 9:19 AM CST Denise, Man, are we on the same page or what? We had Clinic today and I was a physical wreck waiting for labs. My body usually gets anxious 2 days prior to Clinic...it KNOWS when we go. Well, he numbers weren't what I wanted to "hear" and I broke down right in front of our NP and doctor. I hate blood tests. Jamo's platelets dropped even more, but they are NOT concerned whatsoever. But, as a cancer mom, what doesn't worry us, right?!?! Now she may have a sinus infection. UGH. Hang in there. You are not alone with your anxiety :-) Love ya! Marion & Jamo The Rush Girls <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Wednesday, January 17, 2007 5:52 PM CST Hi Kyle, I hope and pray that your counts were good today. I look forward to your Mom's next posting. Some updated pics would be nice too. :-) Mark Rasmussen <marasmus@comcast.net> Erie, CO USA - Wednesday, January 17, 2007 4:46 PM CST Dear Denise and all, As a devotee of Donovan and the Rassmussen's -- I share your pain and heartbreak... I can't imagine the pain of losing a child -- it is unnatural and so contrary to everything we know as right. I hope and pray that Kyle's road to a cure stays the course and remains (relatively) smooth... Everyday when I walk into school I see 298 healthy kiddos and pray for their continued health and well being... knowing that in an instant things can change. With Love and Abiding Faith, Sherrill Sherrill Jones <Sherrill@probaglady.com> "The Frozen Tundra" formally known as Broomfield, CO USA - Wednesday, January 17, 2007 4:34 PM CST No BLAHS on Monday, Denise! (Yea, right!!!) Do you think the rash is weather related? My elbows are on fire because of the cold and dry air. UGH! We'll be at Clinic on Wednesday, too, so we'll send you good vibes. Jamo has a spinal (ICKY!). Kyle is almost done, so keep positive and try and have a good day! Love ya! Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Girls <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Tuesday, January 16, 2007 10:11 AM CST Mary A. Taylor/Share The Love <butsie13@aol.com> - Tuesday, January 16, 2007 7:59 AM CST Hi Kyle and family not sure how I found your page My grandson has the same type of ALL we found out when he was 2 and still has a year and half of treatment to go. We have lots of trouble with infections but rashes all the time and don't no why they even sent us to a skin dr. I'm so sorry for Kyle it's bad enough going through this 1x but 2x and coming to those special teenage years which is hard enough but what a nice young looking man you areWe will check onyou and send lots of prayers. Robby's Grandma Kathy www.caringbridge.org/visit/robertchandler Kathy Ulmer <bkulmer@charter.net> mo - Monday, January 15, 2007 10:58 PM CST Denise, Thanks for always checking in on Kevin and leaving a note! I do check on Kyle but I'm bad about signing guestbooks! I love the Christmas pic of Kyle. I'm sorry you've got the blahs...it's going around. Guess it's the post-Christmas blues. Take care, Lisa, Mom to Brian, 10 year ALL survivor, and Kevin, relapse survivor <ltignor@comcast.net> Montclair, VA - Monday, January 15, 2007 8:45 PM CST Howdy! Who loves you? Yupp... it would be me. You know you should write one of those daily inspirational books, so that we could read something every day that just makes us pee our pants laughing and then go on with our day. well I guess you kind of do... don't you? I just have to come here. Smooches! Michelle Michelle Butler (Maddi's Momma) <ibesellin@msn.com> Castle Rock, CO USA - Saturday, January 13, 2007 4:53 PM CST Oh and my advice... don't look in their rooms hahaha! I go in the doorway of the teens rooms, roll my eyes and shut the door. When company comes over I tell them the dogs in the rooms with the closed doors... even tho I have 1 dog, I haven't been caught at that one yet! Mary Lee (caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com> - Saturday, January 13, 2007 9:17 AM CST I AM blaming YOU for our weather! We got to a high of 13 today with an unbelieveable wind! YUK Mary Lee (caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com> - Friday, January 12, 2007 4:53 PM CST Oh, cool, Denise! I just realized you have the OLD Caringbridge format and that can take graphics. The NEW CB format doesn't allow it....BUMMER! So, here's hugs to you and Kyle! Have a great weekend. Love ya! Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Girls <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Friday, January 12, 2007 2:01 PM CST Okay, so not fair that you can have Valentine's Day on your CB page! The only choice we get this time of year is that darn snowman. I want hearts, too!!!!! Glad that Kyle had a smile (hey, I'm a poet and I don't even know it!) today. Enjoy your YOU/ME day. Love ya! Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Fam <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Thursday, January 11, 2007 12:46 AM CST Hey there! I don't have an explanation for why they have to change so much, but Maddi had 3 outfits on yesterday and then went back to the original one. Go figure. And I agree with the if you're mad at me thing. I'm so darn insecure now too, that I think everybody is either mad at me, or just plain doesn't like me. But no one will come out and say hey Michelle why don't you just stay away from me. So do you think this is part of the "crazy" that we gain when we become involved with cancer. Or do you think I was just born with this gene? ;) I'm glad Kyle is feeling better. Love to you all, Michelle Michelle Butler (Maddi's Momma) <ibesellin@msn.com> Castle Rock, CO USA - Thursday, January 11, 2007 9:25 AM CST I came to your site from Jameson Rush's. My daughter has ALL too, and I "met" Marion online soon after Jamo's diagnosis. First, don't apologize for ranting and raving! Insurance blows, banks are out for blood, and people who don't live with sick children don't have the foggiest clue what real STRESS is. We've learned that cancer is a good cattle drive - it separates the high quality friends from the "hamburger" ones. Second, good luck with your son. We'll hold him in our hearts. Best Wishes, Avalon Havan's proud mommy, Alicia Hall Alicia Hall <castlehavan@columbus.rr.com> - Thursday, January 11, 2007 9:09 AM CST HAD TO STOP BY AND LET YOU KNOW THAT I'M THINKING OF YOU. LOVE BRENDAMY LOVING ANGELS FOREVER FOR THERE HAVE BEEN TO MANY <brurka@shaw.ca> EDMONTON,ALBERTA/CANADA, - Thursday, January 11, 2007 0:25 AM CST Sounds like we've all started off the new year with sicko kiddos. I'm sick of the snow too sister! So did you ever find your cc bill for the camcorder??? Well give me a jingle when you have a chance. Love you guys. Michelle Michelle Butler (Maddi's Momma) <ibesellin@msn.com> Castle Rock, CO USA - Tuesday, January 9, 2007 11:38 PM CST Oh my gosh, Denise, are our kids conspiring against us?!?! I thought 2007 was going to be better than 2006!! Ahhhhh.....anyway, I didn't get a phone call today so maybe things went well?!?!?! Believe me, I've wanted a drink all day...... I hope Kyle feels better :-) Love ya! Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Fam <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Tuesday, January 9, 2007 3:17 PM CST So sorry to hear that all of you are not feeling well and special, special prayers for Kyle that his tummy feels better soon! Hugs, Mary Sharethelove.org Mary A. Taylor <butsie13@aol.com> - Tuesday, January 9, 2007 11:23 AM CST YIKES! Am I glad I don't live in CO! MN is still brown... if you want, you can send some over to us? We are getting the -0 windchill this week... altho I heard you had some nasty winds! Stay warm and get better! Mary Lee (caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com> - Tuesday, January 9, 2007 8:27 AM CST Hi Denise and all, I am sorry I haven't signed in for a few weeks... but I have to tell you I think I suffering from PTSD -- Post Traumatic SNOW Disorder... I am so blasted sick of snow I could scream! Me -- who spent 10 years in Chicago -- 5 years in Buffalo, NY... and 9 years in Fraser, CO... You would think I've paid my dues... but NOOOOOOOO... Everywhere I look it's white -- and the wind is whistling in my ears (even when it's not blowing outside)... Oh well... sure hope that your colds clear ups soon... I think colds are worse than most viruses... just because they linger... I have to tell you I think I caught a peek at 2 of your fellows at Costco (Christmas Eve? - I think or maybe the day before)... I was stuck in the check out lines for what seemed like forever -- and looked over and there was a kiddo with a huge smile -- and he looked awfully familiar... I kept staring trying to figure out where I "knew" him from -- since I teach school too it made the brain twirl for a while... but I figured out that it must be Kyle and your husband. Keeping good thoughts and prayers going your way... Sherrill Sherrill Jones <Sherrill@probaglady.com> Broomfield, CO USA - Monday, January 8, 2007 9:33 PM CST Hi Denise, Sorry to hear you're all sick. I typed in a message for you and think I lost the whole thing...must not have clicked on the submit button or whatever. Look in the store for Alkalol, it's in a brown bottle in the cold remedy section of Safeway. Dilute a little bit of it 50/50 with water in a cup, use an eye dropper about half full, tip your head back (trust me) and shoot it up into your nose. Sounds gross, I know, but it works and you'll feel so much better. Do it a couple times a day and it works like a charm within about 24 hours. Get the box of kleenex ready 'cuz snot will be flowin'. It will burn a bit when you do it, but it's the best thing I've found that really works. Otherwise, you could try the fun kind of alcohol and see if that works instead. Either way, you'll feel better! Oh, and about an ATV for Kyle, Scott's is a Honda, red, we bought it from Sun Honda on Washington & about 86th. Ours was about $8K brand new. Those guys are great to work with. Take care, Tammy Tammy Nelson <All3Nelsons@aol.com> Broomfield, CO U.S.A. - Monday, January 8, 2007 12:58 AM CST Hi Denise, Sorry to hear you're all sick. Not sure who else would know about this, but for those clogged noses, you need to get a bottle of Alkalol~not a bottle of alcohol (LOL), but Alkalol! Although alcohol would be more fun... They sell it in Safeway in the cold items aisle..comes in a brown bottle. It's this liquid that smells just like listerine, but I tell you, dilute it 50/50 with water, tip your head back (trust me on this one :o)) and shoot it up your nose with an eye dropper (about half full) and get ready with the box of kleenex--snot will be flowing! And then, it's so much fun, do it several times a day. It will burn in your nose a little bit, but within 24 hours, your sinuses will be cleared. Sounds nasty, but I tell you it works like a charm! Hope you're all feeling better soon. Tammy Nelson <All3Nelsons@aol.com> Broomfield, CO U.S.A. - Monday, January 8, 2007 11:40 AM CST If that laptop is still under warranty and they can't fix it than I do believe they have to replace it! We have Best Buy corporate here in MN - my niece works there. They are butt heads for sure! You should see the corporate office - it spans 3 blocks and people call it the mother ship because it resembles the Enterprise from Star Trek! Good luck on that! Glad to see that things are somewhat normal in CO.... Kyle will be just fine. We cancer Moms freak out over the little changes - cause we are so intuned to it all! My doc once said that if we took our blood and tested it as often as we do our kids, than we would be freaking over our own too.... its normal to go up and down. But I GET your fear.... and after 5 years, the fear never leaves.. it always lurks.. we've been thru too much to not have it. Mary Lee (caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com> Burnsville, MN - Friday, January 5, 2007 8:22 AM CST Ahhhh...the infamous HIGH ANC, eh?!?! Jamo had that 2 weeks ago and I freaked out! Hers was the SAME as Kyle's. I kept following my doctor around Clinic repeating myself OVER and OVER again: is that bad? I am crazy, Denise! Last night, Jamo threw up seven times because her head hurt immensely. I called the doctor during his dinner and he said she sounds like she has a migraine (of course, I get them and they run in my family!). Great, let's add that to my list of things to do! For the first time in months, I couldn't give her the 6MP! Everything was "fine" until they increased her dosage. I tell ya, this kid is sensitive to chemo. So, hang in there and know you are not alone! PHEW...I was a long-winded on this one :-) Love ya! Marion www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Fam <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Friday, January 5, 2007 6:18 AM CST Hey there... It's me the great advice giver...not that you LISTEN to me!! Your family picture is wonderful..you have a beautiful family! Thanks for mailing the check kiddo! Hey Matthew had the mystery rash all over his face, remember? They did a biopsy and everything (yes our Onc is overly cautious). The dermatologist said it was because his counts are habitually low and he was getting little bacterial infections on his face....ewwwwwww Anyhoo, he has a cream Elidil and an antibiotic gel (forget the name, but I can look if you remind me) that he uses when the rash flares up. It has helped tremendously. Gotta run! Nancy Nancy Vinson <nvinson@comcast.net> - Thursday, January 4, 2007 12:02 AM CST Okay, five months is soooooo close! It will be here before you know it. Stay positive. Denise, there are so many germs out there right now it is crazy! Jamo has this cough/cold that is freaking me out and I'm at the point where I don't know what to do!!!! Ahhhhhh.... Kyle looks COOL on that ATV. Love ya! Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Fam <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Thursday, January 4, 2007 8:42 AM CST Hey guys. I'm so glad you had a great holiday! we did as well! Thank God!!! It's amazing how differently I feel this year, from last, at the bringing in the New Year reflection time! I'm really glad 2006 is over, and hopeful that we will all have a much easier 2007! Love you guys! Michelle Michelle Butler(Maddi'sMomma) <ibesellin@msn.com> CASTLE ROCK, CO USA - Wednesday, January 3, 2007 12:30 AM CST Welcome home! Mary Lee (caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com> - Tuesday, January 2, 2007 9:48 AM CST Hi, Denise & Kyle! We are so glad that Kyle has been feeling great! Jamo is going to get an ATV, too (probably as a "get your port out" gift). Our vacation home has 14 miles of ATV trails and it backs up to our property so she can just hop on! She likes the Artic Cat in lime green. I am going to get the double-rider in hunter green. I told Tom that he'll never see me again after I get one. TOO COOL! What color does Kyle want?!?!? Happy New Year and you guys are definitely in the countdown mode to OFF TREATMENT...WOO HOO! Love ya! Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Fam <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Tuesday, January 2, 2007 9:17 AM CST HAPPY NEW YEAR! I'm praying that this year is filled with "normal", peace and fun! I also pray that you stay safe in all that snow/slush/nonplowed stuff! It's so nice to hear that Kyle is having a great time - doesn't that do your heart good? HUGS to your family! Mary Lee (caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com> - Saturday, December 30, 2006 10:39 AM CST Mary Taylor (Share The Love) <butsie13@aol.com> - Saturday, December 30, 2006 7:18 AM CST Howdy there folks! which reminds me, now that I say it in my head, of Vacation, which you are going on! At least you aren't going to Wally World. I love that big Moose, Marty Moose, Marty Moose, Marty Moose, GYUH, Yep that's me! Can you tell I've watched the movie a few times? HAPPY HOLIDAYS! SAFE TRAVELS! HAPPY NEW YEAR! HEALTHY NEW YEAR! WE LOVE YOU!!!!!!! Michelle and Hannah! www.caringbridge.org/visit/maddisynbutler Michelle Butler(Maddi'sMomma) <ibesellin@msn.com> CASTLE ROCK, CO USA - Tuesday, December 26, 2006 7:51 AM CST HEY DENSIE ... PLEASE HAVE A SAFE AND HEALTHY TRIP. LET ME KNOW WHAT I CAN DO HERE WITH THE PACKAGES IF THEY COME. I AM AT WORK.. TONIGHT AGAIN. SEE YOU WHEN YOU GET BACK. GLAD TO HERE YOU ALL HAD A NICE CHRISTMAS. TAKE CARE. HUGS LYNN LYNN PFANNENSTIEL <TIGGEERR25@AOL.CM> THORNTON, CO - Tuesday, December 26, 2006 6:41 AM CST Merry Christmas Kyle & Family! Hugs, Mary (Share The Love) Mary A. Taylor <butsie13@aol.com> - Monday, December 25, 2006 6:56 PM CST LOVE BRENDAMY CHRISTMAS ANGEL <brurka@shaw.ca> Edmonton,Alberta/Canada, - Saturday, December 23, 2006 7:33 PM CST Better you than us! hahaha We just got yucky rain.... isn't MN suppose to have snow too? It looks beautiful, but wet. I think wet is the worse. Have a super weekend! Mary Lee (caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com> - Friday, December 22, 2006 5:04 PM CST Hi Denise~! With all of that snow today, we did not get to come to Denver and close on our house. We will close by mail next week, and Chris will move out on December 1. The girls and I will move out on January 7, after Abby's treatment. I could REALLY use some information on Doc's and Hospitals. Could you fill me in??? You can email me at bridge4ofus@hotmail.com Stay safe and Stay Warm! Have a Very Merry White Christmas! Kristi Bridgewater www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbybridgewater Kristi Bridgewater <bridge4ofus@hotmail.com> - Thursday, December 21, 2006 9:27 PM CST Denise, Hmmmmmm....somebody is in a giddy mood!!!! I spoke with Michelle a couple of nights ago and we laughed so hard we were both snorting and crying. How can a simple game of Candyland with your boxer be so funny?!?!? How is Kyle feeling? The only thing happening in Illinois is the big RAIN. ICK. Your house looks huge...it goes on and on and on (kind of like my message, eh!?!?!) Have a great Holiday! Love ya! Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Fam <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Thursday, December 21, 2006 11:28 AM CST Hi Kyle and Denise, I can't believe all the snow! You probably don't feel so lucky right now, but we live in California and don't get to enjoy the snow very often. My sons, Clayton and Zachary, would love to be in Colorado with you right about now. Have a blast in the snow and make a snowman for us:) Kirsten www.caringbridge.org/ca/clayton <jones230@sbcglobal.net> Vacaville, CA - Thursday, December 21, 2006 9:58 AM CST Wow Denise! I could just hear you singing, and you weren't even off-key! Beautiful home and beautiful snow!!! I'm leaving Memphis and coming there!!! Jennifer James <jjdoc2@bellsouth.net> Memphis, - Wednesday, December 20, 2006 6:09 PM CST Hi Kyle and family, I love the picture of all the snow but sure wish it had waited a few days. The Bridgewater's are suppose to be moving to CO this week and now can't get there. On the bright side they will be coming to my house tomorrow instead. I'm in central Nebraska and all we have had is ICE - Yikes !!! Make a cool snowman and let us see the pictures. Jackie (Abby's Nana) www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbybridgewater Jackie Roberts <twojax1@hotmail.com> Grand Island, NE - Wednesday, December 20, 2006 5:28 PM CST Way to go Colorado Division of Donovan's Elves! You did an awesome job!! Stay tuned for the GRAND total raised ...I'll be announcing on Matthew's site soon! How about that snow! You'll be having a white Christmas for sure...unlike us in Indiana Boo Hoo! Love Nancy (chief Donovan Elf) Nancy Vinson <nvinson@comcast.net> - Wednesday, December 20, 2006 2:26 PM CST Howdy! From a hygienist..... buy the mouthguard. It's cheaper than root canals and fx teeth needing crowns... I see it EVERY DAY.... If you don't want to spend the 300+ on a mouthguard, Target has a guard that you can make at home to fit your teeth... Ok, this isn't TOO helpful, but its called Dr. something - why for the life of me I can't remember the name... but it comes in different sizes.(not sure if you have a Target but a similar store like walmart will do I think) It'll at least help on a temporary basis until you can pay the bigger bucks. And ya... I definitely know what your talking about - holidays should be about family and fun - not all the hub bub we turn it into! Mom's get the short end of the holiday stick! Mary Lee (caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com> - Wednesday, December 20, 2006 8:17 AM CST Hey Donovan's Elves-Team Colorado, This is Chief Elf Nancy stopping by to THANK Elf Denise and all the Colorado elves for all the wonderful donations for Baby Donovan's family! This is the Christmas spirit at its finest!! Much Love, Nancy, Chief Donovan Elf caringbridge.org/in/matthewk Nancy Vinson <nvinson@comcast.net> - Monday, December 18, 2006 9:34 AM CST Hi Kyle, Just wanted to say hi. That's great you will be done with Chemo in May! We are so happy for you. Hope that you have a very Merry Christmas. Mark, Cheyenne and Caleb <marasmus@comcast.net> Erie, Co USa - Sunday, December 17, 2006 12:10 AM CST Howdy! Glad to hear nothing much is new... isn't that nice? Can't believe the holidays are closing in.... I suppose I should trim the tree and wrap the gifts? haha Hope everything stays calm, calm and more calm! Mary Lee (caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com> - Sunday, December 17, 2006 9:00 AM CST Denise.. I just want to drop and see how you and your family is doing. Your family is in our prayers and hearts. Next time I'm in Denver we are going to the SPA>>> Annmarie Stasica <astasica@gmail.com> Palm Harbor, FL USA - Thursday, December 14, 2006 3:43 PM CST Hey Denise, I was so excited to see that Matthew made Denise's Top Ten list! Thanks for being with me on this journey! Love ya Gal! Nancy, Matthew's Mom Nancy Vinson <nvinson@comcast.net> - Wednesday, December 13, 2006 9:41 PM CST I really admire you. I've been following Kyle for a long time. He's such a handsome little boy- you take such good care of him. Thank you for letting us know about the other kids. Love, Katherine LLS Board Katherine Foley Sparks, MD USA - Wednesday, December 13, 2006 10:36 AM CST Your journal shows what a loving, caretaker personality you have! Thank you for caring, and taking the time to reach out to others.... we cancer Moms truly appreciate it and we cancer Moms unfortunately are the only ones that truly understand each other - where we are at, where we are going and how it feels! HUGS to your family! p.s. I may steal some of your journal to post on mine so we can keep the awareness going... I'm really bad at putting links on! Mary Lee (caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com> - Wednesday, December 13, 2006 10:02 AM CST Hi Denise. Thank you for including my daughter on your list. Reading Kyle's story gives me hope. You are truly an inspiration. Seeing all that you do gives me hope too. You guys have been battling this for so many years- I pray for only good things to come your way. Thanks again. p.s. I love margaritas too- I am partial to strawberry though. Bring on the tequila! Chris Mitsdarffer mom to Zayla <christymits@aol.com> Bonfield, IL USA - Wednesday, December 13, 2006 8:25 AM CST Denise, How thoughtful of you to check on so many of the other kids going through this terrible journey. I love Kyle's picture on his web page! Hope your daughter is feeling better! Happy Holidays! Marcia (LLS Board) Marcia Westcott <mwestcott1@aol.com> Cincinnati, OH USA - Wednesday, December 13, 2006 5:50 AM CST Great job again on the project Kyle! I'm impressed with your hard work!!! Mrs. Conley <erin_conley625@hotmail.com> Thornton, CO - Tuesday, December 12, 2006 9:10 PM CST Hey Denise~great awareness raising! I noticed the links for Baby D and Matthew aren't 'live'. All the others work...too weird I have the same kids in my favorites list. Must be ESP...or PMS or something! Glad to hear Kyle's counts were good...hope pukey-girl is done by now. Nasty stuff going around... Tammy Nelson <All3Nelsons@aol.com> Broomfield, CO USA - Tuesday, December 12, 2006 6:40 PM CST Oh, I love you, Denise! You keep me sane and I know that if we got together, Colorado would be in BIG trouble! "What happens in CO, stays in CO". I appreciate you having Jamo on your list of "kids". I am making it a priority to meet you guys real SOON. Love ya, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Fam <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Tuesday, December 12, 2006 5:34 PM CST Hi Denise, Thanks so much for signing Abby's guestbook! Yes, we are moving to the Denver area... PARKER to be exact. I am trying to figure out how close that is to Littleton. Doesn't look far. I don't know who our new doc is going to be... I have put the choice in my Omaha Onc's hands, (and of course our trusted nurse) I will let you know as soon as I hear anything. Abby usually goes in for 2 clinic days when she gets that monthly treatment. Once for Vincristine, and once for IVIG. I am anxious to talk with you once we get there. We will be there for good on January 8... Getting settled and unpacked! YUCK! We would LOVE to have some built in clinic friends. Honestly, leaving our treatment center is the hardest. They are family! Drop me an email if you get a chance! Glad Kyle is doing so well! www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbybridgewater Kristi Bridgewater <bridge4ofus@hotmail.com> - Monday, December 11, 2006 9:53 PM CST Hey looks good kiddo! I would give you an A for sure! De- I sure hope Riley is feeling better soon. How about some tiny bites of saltines? I'm assuming Disney on Ice was a blast! Whoooo, I think Maddux (dog) is a little gassy right now. It's choking me. Oh my gosh. I think I better take him outside real quick! see you guys later! love you a ton, Michelle and Hannah Montana Michelle Butler(Maddi'sMomma) <ibesellin@msn.com> CASTLE ROCK, CO USA - Monday, December 11, 2006 4:46 PM CST I just wanted to stop by and wish you and your family a Very Merry Christmas! Boy Kyle you are such a cutie! Jacey's Mom Jennifer <jkleiner@ameritech.net> Canton, OH - Monday, December 11, 2006 11:16 AM CST I had fun this weekend thank you for everything. Kyle thank you for letting me hang with you in the basement I had fun. hugs and kisses Stephanie <lucier_stephanie@yahoo.com> Broomfield , co - Monday, December 11, 2006 9:55 AM CST Your so sweet to mention Davis on your site..... Hope your staying warm??? Your kids are terribly adorable! Is that a sentence? haha Mary Lee (caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com> - Monday, December 11, 2006 9:10 AM CST Praying for GREAT counts!! Boy that massage sounds heavenly....Ed the wonder-hubby!! Love, Nancy Nancy Vinson <nvinson@comcast.net> - Sunday, December 10, 2006 8:18 AM CST Hi Kyle & Family, I'll be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. Maybe you will be meeting my granddaughter and her family soon as they are moving to the Denver area. Stay strong. Jackie www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbybridgewater Jackie Roberts <twojax1@hotmail.com> Grand Island, NE - Saturday, December 9, 2006 6:59 AM CST Denise, I WANT TO COME OVER THIS WEEKEND TO SCRAPBOOK TOO!!! After a few glasses of wine, I'll even do an Andre Bocelli impression! Jennifer James <jjdoc2@bellsouth.net> Memphis, - Friday, December 8, 2006 11:22 PM CST Thanks for the heads up on the movie... Mary Lee (caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com> - Monday, December 4, 2006 8:00 AM CST Hi Kyle, Hope you got to school today and were able to celebrate your birthday! Happy Birthday to you! Your "lit up for Christmas house" sounds wonderful! Wishing you and your family a very happy holiday season. All the best, suzanne www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbymeacham Suzanne Meacham <emeacham@nycap.rr.com> Cohoes, NY USA - Monday, December 4, 2006 7:15 AM CST Hi Kyle! Sarah and I were sitting here reading your website and were so jealous that you got Nan's Hot Wings! We sure miss Nan's great cooking. You look great! We hope you had a great 10th Birthday! Sarah & Alicia Webb Ten Mile, TN 37880 - Sunday, December 3, 2006 8:12 PM CST Hi! I was referred to your site by a friend of a little boy at my school. The little boy has ALL. You are all such amazing people. I have learned so much from that 13 year old....I always say that you know God is there when you learn more from kids than they do from you. After reading your entry about Kyle's friend, I have learned again. It is so refreshing to see that there are children in this world who are so true and innocent. I love it! I am glad to hear that Kyle is feeling better. I will continue to read along as he completes his journey to good health and will keep you in my prayers. Judith Farr <Judy_122@yahoo.com> Baton Rouge, LA - Sunday, December 3, 2006 7:39 PM CST Hi Kyle! Just wanted to let you know I'm hoping to see you in school this coming week! I can tell you that we all miss you lots! Hope that you had a great birthday! Erin Conley <erin_conley625@hotmail.com> Thornton, CO - Sunday, December 3, 2006 0:07 AM CST HAPPY BIRTHDAY KYLE FROM NICK AND HIS MOM AND DAD. YOU AND YOUR FAMILY HAVE BEEN A REAL INSPIRATION TO US. ENJOY YOU DAY AND GET THOSE COUNTS UP. http://www.caringbridge.com/mi/nickm <NICKNANCYTOM@COMCAST.NET> Clinton Township, MI United States - Friday, December 1, 2006 10:41 PM CST HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KYLE... HAPPY BIRTHDAY COOL KYLE...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!! BIG BIRTHDAY WISHES KYLE FROM THE PFANNENSTIELS... LYNN, KELLY, ZACK, AND BLAKE... BAILEY, AND ABBY TOO (WOOF,WOOF) HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER TODAY ON YOUR 10TH BIRTHDAY!!! SEE YOU SOON. GOD BLESS.. LOVE LYNN LYNN PFANNENSTIEL <TIGGEERR25@AOL.COM> - Friday, December 1, 2006 5:56 PM CST Hi Kyle! Happy Double Digit Birthday to you! I hope you're feeling better soon, we're always thinking of you and wishing you well! Tammy Nelson <All3Nelsons@aol.com> Broomfield, CO USA - Friday, December 1, 2006 2:03 PM CST Hey Buddy, Happy birthday. I think about every day. Mark Rasmussen <marasmus@comcast.net> Erie, CO USA - Friday, December 1, 2006 8:17 AM CST HAPPY HAPPPY HAPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY KYLE! Enjoy! Eat lots of cake! Bug your Mom... ooops, well, maybe not that! Mary Lee (caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com> - Thursday, November 30, 2006 8:59 PM CST Hi Kyle You do not know me - but a very happy birthday for today and many, many more. My prayers and thoughts will be with you. Christine M Brisbane, Qld Australia - Thursday, November 30, 2006 2:32 PM CST Nice lights! I was wondering if the head aches would come back again! Does this mean that this is going to happen every time now? Do you have the detailed explanation of how and what and why this happens? I'd love to know all that myself. Maybe I'll have to inquire on Friday at clinic. I'm sorry to hear that anyway? Does he still have it tonight? Hope he's feeling better soon. Love to you all, Michelle and Maddi www.caringbridge.org/visit/maddisynbutler Michelle Butler(Maddi'sMomma) <ibesellin@msn.com> CASTLE ROCK, CO USA - Tuesday, November 28, 2006 6:45 PM CST Dear Mrs. Griswald. You rock. Thanks for your kindness. Jennifer James www.caringbridge.org/tn/rachaeljames <jjdoc2@bellsouth.net> Memphis, - Monday, November 27, 2006 11:25 PM CST I have to say we did a great job. Ed you did a great job on the house. I cant wait to take all those lights down, but I think Im busy that day. Stephanie <lucier_stephanie@yahoo.com> Broomfield, CO United States - Monday, November 27, 2006 6:06 PM CST Thanks for stopping by Clayton's website and wishing him a happy Thanksgiving! It's funny that you signed his guestbook, because I have been watching Kyle's journey for some time now. He is an amazing kid! Keep up the fight, Kyle! Kirsten (www.caringbridge.org/ca/clayton) Vacaville, CA - Sunday, November 26, 2006 1:56 PM CST It was well worth the time! At least for me! hehehe Great job on the house - and Stephani did a fantastic job! Mary Lee (caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com> - Sunday, November 26, 2006 10:55 AM CST thank you so much for signing travis' guestbook. ykyle you are in our thoughts. travis has 5 mths of chemotherapy left and we cant wait until hes done. crystal http://www3.caringbridge.org/pa/travisall/ <mommy2mytnt@aol.com> erie, pa - Sunday, November 26, 2006 8:25 AM CST Thanks for stopping by Ben's website! Glad to hear that ya'll had such a good Thanksgiving as well. Praying that Kyle continues to do well in treatment :-). Lorie, ALL-kids, mom to Ben www.caringbridge.com/tn/benparents Lorie H <lghirsh@hotmail.com> Knoxville, TN USA - Saturday, November 25, 2006 10:23 PM CST Thanks for stopping by my daughter Sammy's website. We love meeting new people. Just wish it was under better circumstances..... It is so wild to see just how many children out there have leukemia. Just 2 and a half years ago, I was naive to think there weren't that many. Boy was I in for a surprise. It has really opened my eyes, and made me realize as a mother it is my responsibility to step up to the plate and make a difference. I just wish I had started before cancer knocked on my door. I liked reading your journal entry. It is nice to see what people reflect back on what they are thankful for. It seem's like the cancer moms and dads, really realize what is IMPORTANT!!! The little things that most people forget about. As for the cranberries, you GO!!! I still have not ventured to eat any!!! I love cranberry juice just not that holiday creation dish! My family has even elaborated the dish with some white sweet sauce... but NOPE!!! Not me!!!! LOL We will be keeping you guys in our thoughts and prayers. And continue to check back often! :) Hugs, Sammy Nichols & Family www.caringbridge.org/va/princesssammy Desiree (Sammy's Mommy) Gordonsville, VA USA - Saturday, November 25, 2006 6:09 PM CST You're a nut! But then I've said this before! I had really good cranberry stuff this year! I'll have to get the recipe and share it with you! cuz I've never had good cranberries, and I did yesterday girlfriend. Hi Kyle! How are you? And what about Tyler? Did that throat heal in time for Turkey? Well good luck decorating Mrs. Griswald. love you long time! Michelle Michelle Butler(Maddi'sMomma) <ibesellin@msn.com> CASTLE ROCK, CO USA - Friday, November 24, 2006 6:17 PM CST Kayla McClarren <monkeysrock9930@AIM.com> Bristol, Illinois United States - Thursday, November 23, 2006 11:52 AM CST I love you Kyle Ray... Mom <dmlindgren@msn.com> - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 11:29 AM CST Just reading your words brought a lump to my tummy and tears to my eyes...I am sending the tightest hugs imaginable to all cancer moms out there. Sam Owens <sabrina.owens@ocfl.net> Orlando, FL - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 11:20 AM CST Ohhhhhhh I HATE THAT! I remember those phone calls, the caller ID saying "Children"s... the sinking of your heart. Glad to hear you got thru clinic with no bumps! Enjoy THANKSGIVING! Mary Lee (caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com> - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 8:37 AM CST Hey Denise, geez that's a familiar "thought road" to travel. So glad to know that I'm not hyper, crazy, manic, paranoid, introspective, balancing on the edge of reason, soul-searching-at-the-wrong-moment, intolerant, all by myself! Praying for the princess's surgery today. Have a great Thanksgiving! We have the benefit of being able to feel thanks in a different and deeper way than most. Jennifer James www.caringbridge.org/tn/rachaeljames <jjdoc2@bellsouth.net> Memphis, - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 7:30 AM CST Hope its nothing serious with Kyle! Laughing at Riley.... man do I KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN! sigh.... Mary Lee (caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com> - Tuesday, November 21, 2006 4:22 PM CST HI guys - we love you! Michelle and Maddi Michelle Butler(Maddi'sMomma) <ibesellin@msn.com> Castle Rock, CO USA - Saturday, November 18, 2006 0:48 AM CST Hi Denise and Kyle -- and all! Hope that your enjoying the long weekend of FUN! I got to spend the weekend at the FIRST Lego League Robotics Tourney with my little Nano-Dragons from school... What a great time! (seriously)... I continue to hold you all in my thoughts and prayers -- and have to agree I was surprised too - to read that Ed Bradley had leukemia... seems nothing makes you immune from the ultimate "CRAP-SANDWICH"... Take care... Sherrill Sherrill Jones <Sherrill@probaglady.com> Broomfield, CO USA - Saturday, November 11, 2006 6:27 PM CST hey girlfriend! I feel weak too. I know exactly what you're talking about. I wonder if I could just copy and paste some of your post and put it on Maddi's site and call it an update, it would sure save me some pain right now. :) I think I should post something, but I just don't know what to say. Thanks for being 5000. and 4,995, and 4,990 and so on and so on... You too Mare I know you're reading this. should have said it on Jamo's - sorry. :) Anyway, I love you Denise. and you're beautiful baby boy. And all of you! Much love, Michelle www.caringbridge.org/visit/maddisynbutler Michelle Butler (Maddi's Momma) <ibesellin@msn.com> Castle Rock, CO - Friday, November 10, 2006 8:59 PM CST I am afriend of Morgan Fowler's and I saw your web address on there. I have read Kyle's story and just want you to know that you, too are in our thoughts and prayers. As we have watched Morgie fight this battle for almost 4 years now, our heart aches for her family and for yours, and all the others families out there having to go through this. I thank God each day for all the moments I have been given to spend with my children, and take none of them for granted. Keep your faith. Amy Bodie <bodiemom3@cox.net> Pensacola, fl usa - Friday, November 10, 2006 2:27 PM CST I pray for kyle everyday if not at night during the day stoped at a street light or doing laundry or other mom stuff. He is a part of me and last night he was a little 9 year old boy picking on his family like 9 year old boys do and when we were walking out of the restraunt he was happy jumping around and just being happy hanging with us. Im here my family is here. Kyle i hope you feel better. keep your cute smile on. Stephanie Lucier <lucier_stephanie@yahoo.com> Broomfield , co - Friday, November 10, 2006 1:53 PM CST Okay, Denise, I started reading your entry and laughing, of course, then I started crying after reading the end of it. Ahhhhh...I hate cancer!!! Why can't we protect our kids from this? Anyway, I voted (thank you). I don't know about Colorado, but Illinois has recordings that call your house and leave messages. We were getting about 10 a day. One even called at 9:00 a.m.m on Saturday. C'mon, we gotta sleep here!!! Give hugs to Kyle! When are you guys heading out to Rockford again? Love ya! Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Fam <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Tuesday, November 7, 2006 3:20 PM CST Hi The flu shot always makes me feel like crap. Hopefully that was all it was for you too. Enjoy November! Can't believe we are looking at turkey time already... Mary Lee (caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com> - Saturday, November 4, 2006 10:56 AM CST oops I came back a little soon - now I'm hogging your site. :) HMMM... I seem to remember you having a butt like J.A.'s and I finally sent the picture to Marion. Of me grabbing it! Love you guys, Michelle Michelle Butler <ibesellin@msn.com> Castle Rock, CO - Thursday, November 2, 2006 11:42 AM CST Happy Halloween to yooooouuuuuu! Happy trick or treating Kyle! Happy HoHoing Denise. And Happy Halloween to the rest of the gang too. Love you guys! Michelle and Maddi Michelle Butler(Maddi'sMomma) <ibesellin@msn.com> Castle Rock, CO USA - Tuesday, October 31, 2006 12:36 AM CST Hey, Kyle! Boo....to YOU! Eat lots of candy (you deserve it!!) Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Fam <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Tuesday, October 31, 2006 11:21 AM CST Hey Denise (or is it HO-HO HO?)! The HO-HO thing was SO FUNNY. I'll have to have them here next time you're over. Okay, so for those of you who haven't met Denise before, her ASS could take a WHOLE LOTTA HO-HO's before it EVER GOT AS BIG AS MINE IS and I don't even eat HO-HO's. She's probably a size TWO, and MAYBE weighs 100 pounds. DRIPPING WET. WITH BIG BRICKS IN HER POCKETS. And, to make you feel even worse, I think I've only seen her break out in a sweat ONCE at the gym. But, we love her anyway! And in my opinion, I do believe every PMS woman is entitled to a day of HO-HO eating (maybe even two if it's a really bad month). Just kidding Ed, you're always a good sport and I know you know you have one hell of a great wife. But, all girls will stick together over the PMS/HO-HO issue...it's a "don't go there" for men. Glad to hear Kyle is doing better! Tammy Nelson Broomfield, CO U.S.A. - Monday, October 30, 2006 4:31 PM CST BOO! We just wanted to wish you a Happy Halloween and share a joke, Why was the skeleton afraid to cross the road? It had no guts! Love from Everyone at Post Pals www.postpals.co.uk Postpals <info@postpals.co.uk> - Monday, October 30, 2006 3:29 PM CST YOU ARE A NUT, GIRL. Not a HO-HO - a nut. I have missed you so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Had a good trip - we'll have to talk about that! I'm glad Kyle is doing well. I personally don't think it has to be all or nothing. I'd go crazy if it were like that, too rigid for me. but then you saw my big Ho-Ho Hiney. :) love you guys, clinic all day today, but I'll call you sometime this week! XOXOXO, Michelle www.caringbridge.org/visit/maddisynbutler Michelle Butler(Maddi'sMomma) <ibesellin@msn.com> Castle Rock, CO - Monday, October 30, 2006 8:37 AM CST Now you need to step it up a notch and indulge yourself in a Ding Dong AND Suzy Q! Long live HOSTESS!! We love ya! Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush Marion <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Saturday, October 28, 2006 9:10 PM CDT Hey Denise, You go girl. After all you have been through, you are entitled to a little bit of HoHo happiness every now and then. I don't think organic hohos would have the same effect. Love Ya Robyn (Shaunsmom) Robyn Murphy <hmurphy@gilanet.net> Coolidge, Az USA - Saturday, October 28, 2006 4:01 PM CDT Hi Denise We have a Hostess Outlet store 1/2 mile from my house.... mmmmmm Organic living.... When Davis was diagnosed I started looking at what we ate and knew we could do so much better - especially the pesticide ladden foods. It is very expensive tho. So doing research you find out which foods are really worth buying organic, and which is what I call fluff. I thnk that going organic is a wonderful thing to do... but lets face it... a lot of it isn't all that great tasting because it DOESN'T have all the fat ladden fats and sugars in it! One could go crazy reading labels and digesting what it all means (no pun intended!) I say... give yourself a treat and enjoy! Your husband is sweet leaving your a message here.... Mary Lee (caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com> - Saturday, October 28, 2006 10:13 AM CDT Sweetheart. I was hardly disgusted that you were eating a HO HO. I thought you looked so cute with the little-girl-with-her-hand-in-the-cookie-jar look that I couldn't help but smile at you. I love you very, very much! Your Adoring Hubby <elindgren@rapidigm.com> - Friday, October 27, 2006 1:45 PM CDT I think you should have had another HO Ho just to show him who is really in charge of your life! By the way, you are so small that you could eat TWO BOXES of HO HO's and not gain a pound - so enjoy! I Loved the picture of Ry in the snow. I miss the big snowfalls! But not the cold and mess afterwards. Alicia Ten Mile, TN - Friday, October 27, 2006 1:17 PM CDT Denise, I absolutely love todays journal. I am so going home and eating a Ho-Ho. You have inspired all us women. (haha) Have a great day! :-) www.caringbridge.org/visit/noahphilpott Michelle Eldridge <meldridge@cox.net> Gilbert, AZ USA - Friday, October 27, 2006 12:57 AM CDT Hi, guys! Jamo is on steroids and after reading your post I completely understand. I've been called every word out there since Wednesday. She loves me, then hates me :-) I can't believe you guys have that much snow. Please do not send it our way...I get chilled easily. I am a whimp with the weather...I still wonder why I live in the Midwest!! Love ya! Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Family <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Friday, October 27, 2006 6:19 AM CDT Hello! I just found your website and had to say hello. I also have to admit that relapse is an incredibly scary thought for my son and I very much admire your strength and wonderful outlook. Take care! www.caringbridge.org/visit/noahphilpott Michelle Eldridge <meldridge@cox.net> Gilbert, AZ - Wednesday, October 25, 2006 4:39 PM CDT hmmmmm deep tissue massage. Does sound nice. But I remember the days when I'd roll my eyes if someone said that - who the hell has time for that? So, I still think its a great thing, but I feel kinda dumb for even suggesting it! You are who you are and will always be that caretaker. It's gift from God, but can be a curse too. I do undertand cancer, but not relapse. I will never say that "I know how you feel" because I don't. But if it helps at all to know that I really care that your going thru the hell of cancer treatment again.... and that I care that you have to go thru all the stresses of treatment again, and that I care that you must be twice as scared because the first time didn't produce a cure... just know that I'm here trying to know how you feel and to understand a little of the pain your going thru. Talk away at therapy... now I know its not PT! HUGS Mary Lee (caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com> - Wednesday, October 25, 2006 11:39 AM CDT Hi there! Just checking in! I hope things are going well out there! Any snow yet? Hugs! Nancy Nancy Vinson <nvinson@comcast.net> - Tuesday, October 24, 2006 10:25 AM CDT Okay Denise, Us STALKERS are ready for another update..get on it girly!! :) We love you guys... Doug, Sam, Chelsea and Trey Sam Owens <sabrina.owens@ocfl.net> Orlando, FL USA - Tuesday, October 24, 2006 8:24 AM CDT Hi, again. I just want to tell you that I know how you feel about taking care of yourself. Its so HARD. You live eat and breath cancer. After Davis hit his 3rd year, or was it 4th? anyway, I had a mini breakdown... I cried constantly, was moody, the happy smiley girl was missing. Doesn't help that I'm in my 40's... ya know what that means! but I caved in and took some antidepressants and it helped me alot. The docs said it was post traumatic stress... "post"? I wanted to say? I didn't talk to a therapist - probably should. I'm of the mind that the more you talk about sad stuff, the sadder you get, but talking to friends that truly care and will truly listen when I need them is my therapy. Do you find that sometimes family doesn't want to talk about it so much? That some friends... disappear, cause it is too much for them to handle? Like we want to handle it? This journal is my therapy... and I started to write a book. It'll probably go no where, but it also was my therapy. YIKES, after reading my english on this entry, you can see why it won't go anywhere! haha But do you want to know what helped me the most? Deep tissue massage! Because that was ALL ABOUT ME! I'd love to "talk" to you if you want - my email is listed below! HUGS Mary Lee (caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com> - Monday, October 23, 2006 9:00 AM CDT Hi I got your site from another. I'm sorry you have to go through this AGAIN. It is my biggest nightmare. Your son is adorable! Prayers and Hugs your way for strength and patience during steroid hell. Mary Lee (caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com> - Sunday, October 22, 2006 10:05 AM CDT Hi Denise and Kyle! Thanks so much for checking in on Hunter. It is so good to see Kyle and how well he is doing (all that HAIR!) It helps to know of others that have been down the road ahead of us. Lots of love, Katie (Hayley, Hunter and Taylor's mom) Franklin, MA - Friday, October 20, 2006 10:07 PM CDT Listen, Michelle, just because you and Denise got to meet in person doesn't give you the right to be soooooo bossy (hee hee). Anyway, I was here FIRST :-) Sounds like Kyle is doing AWESOME....what great counts he had! Hang in there, Denise! I can see the light at the end of the tunnel...and it's holding a BIG marguarita glass. Love ya, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Fam <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Thursday, October 19, 2006 4:59 PM CDT Hey Marion - quit hogging the site! :) Anyway yay for the good counts - I think it's a good count kind of week. Not bad here either! So Denise, you getting the school schedule all figured out now honey? Nice de-accessing story there too by the way. love to you all!!! GO BRONCOS!!! I just had to get that in. love Michelle www.caingbridge.org/visit/maddisynbutler Michelle Butler(Maddi'sMomma) <ibesellin@msn.com> Castle Rock, CO USA - Monday, October 16, 2006 10:03 PM CDT Hey, I'm following my own entry. GO STEELERS! I just had to get that out...they play today at 3:00 p.m. (no, not Colorado time!) Just checking in to see how Kyle is doing and if there have been any BIG movements... Love ya! Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Fam <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Sunday, October 15, 2006 7:39 AM CDT Hey, Kyle and Denise! You know how Jamo and I always do the ANC Dance to raise those numbers? Well, we've come up with the Poop Dance and let me tell you, thank goodness you are not here to actually see it :-) Hang in there, Kyle! We're always thinking of you... Love ya! Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Fam <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Wednesday, October 11, 2006 7:01 AM CDT Hi Denise, House/Dog sitting wasn't that bad...Striker just aged me by 10 years during my 4hr search for the brat! He knew he was in trouble the second he saw me and was oh so happy to be sprung from the doggie pen. Once we got back home he fell asleep and didn't wake up 'til I forced him to go out the next morning. Little Brat! As far as pooping goes, have you ever tried reflexology? I started having my massage lady give me some reflexology about every other time and she always warns to go to the bathroom before you leave. Apparently it is very good for your bladder and colon. If you get online you should be able to find a reflexology chart and you can try it yourself. Another thing you can try is Magnesium (sp?). I know from working at the assisted living that it is a small muscle relaxer, ie. the colon, and helps with constipation. Anyway good luck! -Jen Jen Jones <jenjoturtle@yahoo.com> Westminster, CO USA - Tuesday, October 10, 2006 7:14 PM CDT Put Karo Syrup in his drink. It makes Kyla Mae poop every time! Maybe it will help Kyle, too. Alicia Webb Ten Mile, TN USA - Tuesday, October 10, 2006 8:19 AM CDT Hoping that the big Poop comes soon. Sending Love Hugs and a Million Prayers. To My Child... Just for this morning, I am going to smile when I see your face and laugh when I feel like crying. Just for this morning, I will let you wake up softly, all rumpled in your sheets and I will hold you until you are ready for the day. Just for this morning, I will let you choose what you want to wear and smile at how perfect it is. Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry and pick you up and take you to the park and play. Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together. Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off and sit with you in the back yard and blow bubbles. Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the Ice-cream Truck, and I will buy you one if he comes by. Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned. Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies, and I won't stand over you trying to fix them. Just for this afternoon, I will take you to McDonald's and buy us both a Happy Meal so you can have both toys. Just for this evening, I will let you stay up late while we sit on the porch and count all the stars. Just for this evening, I will snuggle besides you for hours, and miss my favorite T.V. show. Just for this evening, when I run my fingers through your hair as you pray. I will simply be grateful that God has given me the greatest gift ever given. I will think about mothers who are searching for their missing children, the mothers who are visiting their children's graves instead of their bedrooms and mothers who are in the hospital rooms watching their children suffer senselessly, and scream inside that they can't handle it anymore, and when I kiss you goodnight, I will hold you a little tighter, a little longer. It is then I will thank God for you and ask him for nothing, EXCEPT ONE MORE DAY!! Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com> - Tuesday, October 10, 2006 2:12 AM CDT Hey Denise, if you figure out the mouthy kid stuff please pass the wisdom along. Middle son Nick is having the same problems. Maybe we can put the two of them together and just let them talk smack to one another until their jaws finally get tired. Sheesh! I LOVED seeing the picture of Kyle and Maddi together! *jealous* So glad to see him looking so robust. Let's hope all the belly aches are going away. Keep us posted. Hugs and healing, Sheri www.caringbridge.org/visit/josephmorrison Sheri Morrison <berrie_smoothie2002@yahoo.com> Plano, TX USA - Friday, October 6, 2006 11:14 PM CDT Denise, Great news on Kyle's counts. What a great success the Denver walk was. Happy to meet your family and your mother. I have never seen such a huge crowd. We didn't finish serving until 7:30 and the food was running out. Since I lived in Seattle for 5 months I have been sitting here thinking about what to recommend although we rarely ventured out of our 3 mile circle around Lake Union. There is a great little shop that makes fresh hot mini donuts in the Pikes Market. Have a great anniversary vacation. Audrey <audrey@becpos.com www.caringbridge.org/co/russ> Broomfield, CO USA - Tuesday, October 3, 2006 8:37 PM CDT Oh My gosh great photo of our little angels girlfriend! We've been missing each other on the computer this week! I miss you desperately. Ok to those of you who are reading this and wondering, "I wonder if Denise is actually as adorable as she seems???" She soooooooo is! Love the family even more now. Had a great walk! Great talks! Great hugs! Love them! Love you guys!!! OXOXOXOX Michelle Michelle Butler(Maddi'sMomma) <ibesellin@msn.com> Castle Rock, CO - Tuesday, October 3, 2006 6:32 PM CDT I love the photo! I am sooooo jealous here in Illinois. I want to meet the two best moms in the world :-) Someday, I know, we'll get together and wonder where all the time went as our kids play...as HEALTHY kids!!!! Won't that be a great feeling?!?!? Love ya! Marion www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush Marion <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Sunday, October 1, 2006 8:47 AM CDT Hi Denise, Well, better late than never, I got my donation in, just in the nick of time. I also learned that Grainger does 3-to-1 matching funds, so my $100 just turned into $400 for Kyle! You can add another $300 to your total for their matching funds contribution, now I have to fill out the form and submit it. I think their check takes about 30 days. Yippee! See you in a few hours. Hugs, Tammy Tammy Nelson <All3Nelsons@aol.com> Broomfield, CO USA - Thursday, September 28, 2006 4:56 PM CDT Kyle - your mother is completely insane! And I love her! You must have non-stop laughter when you are observing her! Love you guys! Can't wait to meet you! Michelle and Maddi www.caringbridge.org/visit/maddisynbutler Michelle Butler(Maddi'sMomma) <ibesellin@msn.com> Castle Rock, - Wednesday, September 27, 2006 10:36 AM CDT stopping by to say hello and to thank you for all the support you have given us through our struggle...I am so excited to hear that you are raising so much for a GREAT CAUSE... PLEASE IF CAN DONATE DONATE DONATE from one mother of a baby with cancer. melissa mom to baby donovan <meldardyl2000@yahoo.com> - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 8:42 AM CDT Hi Kyle, This is Caleb&Cheyenne we just wanted to say that we miss you a lot and that you can come whenever you feel like it. cheyenne & caleb <cheymakay@comcast.net> erie, co usa - Saturday, September 23, 2006 7:53 PM CDT Oh, so NOT fair that you two get to meet each other! What about me in Illinois?!?!? I feel so lonely... Take lots of pictures and tell Michelle to quit following me around these Caringbridge pages (hee hee) Love ya! Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush Marion Rush <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Thursday, September 21, 2006 7:03 PM CDT Here i am following Marion around like a little puppy dog - as usual. I haven't laughed so hard since the last time I talked to you Denise. CANNOT WAIT TO MEET YOU! love, Michelle Michelle Butler <ibesellin@msn.com> - Thursday, September 21, 2006 10:06 AM CDT PHEW, Kyle! Your mom is definitely busy. I was tired just reading all the things she did :-) Glad your counts are good and hopefully you've been feeling better. Obviously you dodged the strep throat...YEAH!!! Have a great week. Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Girls <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Tuesday, September 19, 2006 10:49 AM CDT Hi Denise. In the Catholic church, 7 is considered the "perfect" number. No, not trying to be preachy, just maybe sway your perspective a little bit. I'm sorry it's been such a long haul for you, but I sure respect the person you've become in the process. Jennifer James www.caringbridge.org/tn/rachaeljames <jjdoc2@bellsouth.net> Memphis, - Sunday, September 17, 2006 9:27 AM CDT Hello Denise and Kyle.. Thankyou for stopping by and checking on us, thank you for your friend whom told you of us as it means the world to us! I pray for Kyle to keep strength and wish you all well... HUGS Mom to a beautiful Angel, http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/dusttin/index.htm Cherrei <cherrei7@hotmail.com> Canada - Sunday, September 17, 2006 3:41 AM CDT Hi Kyle and his mom! I just came across your website. My son, Isaac is 7 and was diagnosed with a brain tumor in January 2006. It is comforting to read of others going through the same day to day struggle we are. Kyle i hope you feel better soon! www.caringbridge.com/visit/isaachatfield Karen Hatfield <wkhatfield812@yahoo.com> Coarsegold, CA - Thursday, September 14, 2006 10:59 AM CDT I just stopped by to check on Kyle.. hope he's doing better and feeling stronger every day...as for the ignorance of people who aren't walking in our shoes, please forgive them..they don't have a clue and I hope they never have to strap on our shoes and take a walk..dealing with a sick child in the hardest thing a parent ever has to do...we know that.. ignore what others just don't and can't understand.. stay strong and fight hard.. you're not in this battle alone and you never will be... Sheila <sheiladetty@yahoo.com> Chillicothe, Ohio USA - Wednesday, September 13, 2006 7:35 PM CDT I'm sorry you not only have to deal with the terror of losing your child on a daily basis but also with the small mindedness of people who constantly judge you. Just continue to be the best you can be and pray for those who feel it is their job to judge you. Pray that they learn to focus & fix the problems in their own lives and learn to have compassion for others. God is with you always! Alicia Ten Mile, TN 37763 - Wednesday, September 13, 2006 11:38 AM CDT Hi, Kyle! Tell your mom I just sent her a long-winded email. PHEW...she'll be exhausted after reading that one :-) Give her extra big squishy hugs from us and we hope you're feeling good... Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Family <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Wednesday, September 13, 2006 7:07 AM CDT Denise, I don't have experience with valium but you may want to try ativan (lorazepan) or xanax for the anxiety. Just .5mg may be enough to take the edge off when the overwhelming panic sets in. Take care and God Bless. Audrey Borski <audrey@becpos.com> Broomfiedl, Co USA - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 8:55 PM CDT Hi Kyle My name is Jenna and I cam across your website. I am sorry to hear that you are sick, and you will always be in my thoughts and prayers. You are a very brave fighter and an inspiration. www.caringbridge.org/canada/jenna Jenna <hockeykdi@telus.net> Kamloops, BC Canada - Monday, September 11, 2006 1:00 AM CDT Get better, you guys! We're hoping for a speedy recovery and that Kyle doesn't get that icky strep throat!! Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Family <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Saturday, September 9, 2006 4:04 PM CDT Kyle. Kyle, Kyle.....What a pleasure it is to take care of you, Your a Great Kid and I wish you well!!! Get Better!!!! Get into Trouble and have FUN!!!!! Mike Pylar <firemanmikep@yahoo.com> Denver, CO USA - Wednesday, September 6, 2006 10:59 AM CDT Hi, Kyle and Denise! How is everyone doing? Has Kyle been liking school? Jamo can't seem to wake up in time. Go figure! We wanted to say "HI" and that we hope everyone is feeling well. I wish I could at least get motivated to work out. I'm too tired to even think about it. Old age...stinks! Love ya! Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Family <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Tuesday, September 5, 2006 10:40 AM CDT Denise and family, Amazing fundraising for the LLS!!!! Good luck on Wednesday with the BMA. I will be praying for negative results. Those steroids are a necessary evil. Be thankful Kyle doesn't have a credit card lol. Audrey Borski <audrey@becpos.com www.caringbridge.org/co/russ> Broomfield, Co 80020 - Monday, September 4, 2006 8:47 AM CDT Hi Kyle, and Denise, It all sounds good guys. Hope you raised the most in Aug. When will you know. Be sure to let us know when to start packing for disney world. :) love you guys. michelle www.caringbridge.org/visit/maddisynbutler Michelle Butler(Maddi'sMomma) <ibesellin@msn.com> Castle Rock, CO - Friday, September 1, 2006 8:45 AM CDT Howdy, Kyle! Tell your mom that we were out of radar for six days...with a much needed vacation (WOO HOO!!!). How's the ear? Jamo starts school on Wednesday and has mixed feelings about it. I'm sure she'd rather stay home :-) Just wanted to stop by and say "HI". Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Family <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Monday, August 28, 2006 9:20 AM CDT Denise, I read your entire journal yesterday realizing it is one year's story out of six. I can relate in so many ways and in so many ways it is unbearable to even think what you face having a child so sick. I spent 51 hours in ICU with one of my children once and it literaly brought me to my knees. I remember Kyle's story being aired and I probably saw your group at Washington Park. I was serving up burritos!! I admire what you are doing so much for the LLS. Jen, Jeff, Lynn, (Holly from past years) have been a great support for me. My role is more of a volunteer now instead of fundraiser. I hope Kyle gets his trip to disneyland. I also follow many transplant stories. It helps so much to put our day to day life in perspective and makes me realize that we have been so fortunate and never take anything for granted. I will seek out your group at the walk this year. I am sure you know Claire and Jo fromt the culdesac. I am having bunco at my house on Monday, October 16. I know being a cancer mom you cannot plan too far ahead and need to be flexible but mark it down and if it is a good day in the Lindgren home and you can get away for 3 hours of fun and laughter I would love for you to come. I may even serve up your margarita recipe-- it sounds wonderful. I had to read it twice as I have never heard of putting a corona in a margarita? These 16-20 neighborhood women in the bunco group are fun and supportive. Praying for Kyle....Bless you and your husband for the challenges you face. Bless your other two children for their understanding and sacrificing. Bless Kyle for his bravery. Audrey, Russ, Derek and Curtis Borski Audrey Borski <audrey@becpos.com> Broomfield, Co USA - Sunday, August 27, 2006 10:34 AM CDT Kyle ~ I hope you are feeling wonderful again soon honey. Whoops almost wrote hiney. LOL that wouldn't be right! love you guys! Take care, don't worry too much Denise. Yeah I know that's easier said than done. I'm totally there with ya. I love you too sweetie. Michelle www.caringbridge.org/visit/maddisynbutler Michelle Butler(Maddi'sMomma) <ibesellin@msn.com> Castle Rock, CO USA - Saturday, August 26, 2006 5:43 PM CDT Hi Kyle! I hope you're feeling good today!! I just found your page and wanted to say hi!! With love, Joanne and the Dream Team ~Simply Joanne~ ~Bridge of Dreams ~ ~The Prayer Bears Website~ Ones Who Care, SOEW Joanne <joanne173@gmail.com> Singapore, Singapore - Friday, August 25, 2006 8:28 AM CDT Lindgren Family, We are Broadlands residents that received your letter. From the bottom of my heart I say "Bless you" for the work you have done for the LLS. Our family has also battled leukemia for 5+ years (husband diagnosed in 2001, BMT January 2005). Cancer free!!! We have been involved in Light the Night and Teams in Training. We walk the Boulder and volunteer for the Denver. I look forward to reading your journal and will certainly send a donation for your Denver Team. Your family and especially Kyle will be included in my thoughts and prayers. Hopefully we can meet some day. 303-877-9439 Audrey Borski <audreyborski@theborskis.com www.caringbridge.org/co/russ> Broomfield, CO 80020 - Wednesday, August 23, 2006 8:09 PM CDT Hey, Kyle! How's that ear today? I hope the pain is gone at least!!! We stopped by to say "HI" and wish you a speedy recovery! STAY STRONG and give big, big hugs to your mom. Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Family <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Wednesday, August 23, 2006 7:01 AM CDT Hi Denise and Kyle, I am so sorry to hear you are not feeling well and you continue to be in our prayers along with the the other kids and their families. I wanted to take this opportunity to speak to all those out there about the need to donate to the Light the Night Walk. Denise is doing a wonderful job, but please she needs all the support she can get, both emotionally as well as financially. There are too many families out there fighting this fight and so many have lost the fight. Our seven year old son, Shaun lost his battle a little more than a year ago. Please take a minute and imagine what is must be like for these families who are in this terrible situation. What it is like for children like Kyle who must endure the countless treatments and procedures that are necessary for the very essence of sustaining his life. We desperately need a cure for these children. So I ask, please give from your heart and give a child the gift of life. While it is too late for my son, its not too late for others like Kyle. Please! I love you Denise for all you have meant to me and my Shaun. Robyn Murphy aka Shaunsmom <hmurphy@gilanet.net> Coolidge, az usa - Monday, August 21, 2006 1:31 PM CDT Oh, Kyle, we are sorry about your ear! OUCH!!! We hope you are feeling better soon. Just wanted to stop by and say "HI" to you and your mom! Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Family <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Monday, August 21, 2006 9:28 AM CDT Hey Denise! I once remember going into full swing panic when I was SURE Rachael's pupils were too dialated several hours after sedation from procedures. I was making my sister-in-law crazy looking from me to Rachael. By the time Bret got home from work, they looked normal again and he was sure I was drunk or something. I even put in a call to surgery at the hospital to ask their opinion. (I'm sure they thought I was nuts too, but hey? what if I was onto something like a stroke or whatever???) Anyway, I understand. We must be the ever-vigilant mothers. I wonder what they'd say if you just blew off a wicked liver issue? LOL. Jen Jennifer James <jjdoc2@bellsouth.net> Memphis, - Monday, August 14, 2006 7:07 PM CDT Hi, Kyle and Denise! I bet that yellow wall strained your mom's eyes. It's like when we were kids and put the dandelion under our chin. It looked yellow, right? It's so frustrating when our kids come down with a new symptom. We are left to wonder and guess. Hang in there, Denise!!! Love ya, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Family <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Monday, August 14, 2006 1:05 PM CDT Dear Kyle, Denise and family, I hope that the 'roid rage' ends soon... Those are some nasty meds... Will be keeping all of you in my thoughts and prayers. Have a great week! Only 10+ days til school starts... Yikes, where has the summer gone? With Love and Joy, Sherrill Sherrill Jones <Sherrill@probaglady.com> Broomfield, CO USA - Sunday, August 13, 2006 6:09 PM CDT Hello Denise and Kyle, Thank you for all of your well wish‘s for Blake.. He is a true fighter like you Kyle I have been sitting hear reading all about you, I’m sure that seems strange since we have never met but know we have a very common bond and I do see what you mom sees you are a true warrior and will beat this nasty thing they call CANCER. Michelle Michelle <mrdoxsee@aol.com> Catharpin, VA 20143 - Sunday, August 13, 2006 1:01 PM CDT Hi Kyle! I'm just stopping by to say hi and let you know that I'm thinking of you! I hope you have a GREAT weekend! God bless and *warm hugs* ><>†<>< p.s. Bonsai is super cute - and I love the name! :) *Jennifer C* from Angels on Earth <coopsie78@gmail.com> Eugene, OR USA - Saturday, August 12, 2006 5:09 PM CDT hello kyle and denise just checking in to let you know I think of you guys often and just hope for the best for you guys you deserve it..Hang tough, keep the faith... melissa Rasmussem (all-kids) www.caringbridge.org/in/babydonovan <meldardyl2000@yahoo.com> - Friday, August 11, 2006 3:38 PM CDT You go, girl! WOW...I'm glad you got that off your chest :-) You deserve to do whatever you want (or don't want) to do. I'm right there behind you (holding a margarita, of course!) Love ya! Marion www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush Marion Rush <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Thursday, August 10, 2006 5:33 PM CDT Psstt....it's me again....it will be ok on the pill boo-boo. Remember the times he was totally off chemo?? Well, you were just a mere 12 hours late ..that's all BUT, don't ever ever let it happen again!! :) Love, Nancy Nancy Vinson <nvinson@comcast.net> - Thursday, August 3, 2006 9:48 PM CDT Kyle, Just wanted to say Hi to you and introduce myself. Don't know how i've missed coming here before. I hope and pray that you will get your trip to Disney World. I've promised my little girl Maddi one of those also. She has ALL as well, and chose to go meet Hannah Montana for her Make-A-wish trip but still wants to go to Disney World. Well keep on truckin' Kyle. We'll check in on you again soon. I love reading you nutty mom's updates! Michelle and Maddi Michelle Butler(Maddi'sMomma) <ibesellin@msn.com> Castle Rock , CO - Saturday, July 29, 2006 1:04 PM CDT Hey there Kyle! I recieved a box in the mail from your ever so awesome puppies. Tell them I said thank you. That was very nice of them. I am in the Army and right now I'm deployed to the Balkans with my Military Working Dog. His name is Gaston and he's 8 years old. He's little bigger than Striker, but I think you would like him. I wanted to tell you that I think you are a very brave guy. I'm really digging the bracelet you guys sent me. I want you to know that I wear it everyday. Take care Kyle. SGT Erica Misiano <erklenk@yahoo.com> Detroit, MI USA - Thursday, July 27, 2006 2:23 PM CDT Psssst, Denise........type it into Word first, then copy/paste into caringbridge!! :) Love ya Sis! Nancy Nancy Vinson <nvinson@comcast.net> - Tuesday, July 25, 2006 10:01 PM CDT Hi Denise. Well, with all the camping trips and fun you've squeezed in the summer, I'm sure you've taken advantage of the time and NOT wasted the summer! So I think you can justify these lazy days in between. 10 mos.! That's like one pregnancy! You got through several, you can get through "one more!" Seems like forever and then like a flash at the same time huh? Well, I'm checking on you guys too! And I'm the celebrity mentioned in the journal!! YAY! :-) Take care! Thinking of you here in Memphis, Jen Jennifer James www.caringbridge.org/tn/rachaeljames <jjdoc2@bellsouth.net> Memphis, - Thursday, July 13, 2006 7:03 PM CDT Hey, Lady! Kyle sounds like he's doing AWESOME! I know your fear too well. Jamo looks and acts so normal it's hard to believe that she even has cancer. We'll get through this, Denise!!! Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Family <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Thursday, July 13, 2006 6:27 PM CDT What if . . . the cancer NEVER comes back? What if . . . Kyle graduates high school? What if . . . Kyle graduates college? What if . . . Kyle has an amazing career? What if . . . Kyle gets married? What if . . . Kyle has children? What if . . . Kyle has grandchildren? What if . . . Kyle lives a VERY, VERY long, happy life? Stay positive my friend! Alicia Ten Mile, TN USA - Friday, July 7, 2006 12:28 AM CDT Hi Denise and Kyle, Hope that your weekend is "uneventful"... and that you are all able to enjoy a fantastic 4th! Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers... Sherrill Sherrill Jones <Sherrill@probaglady.com> Broomfield, CO USA - Saturday, July 1, 2006 11:31 AM CDT Hi Denise~ My goodness the road that you have travled with your little guy. I know your frustrations all too well and will say many prayers that Kyle doesnt get a fever. I too hate everything about this dreadful disease and wish that there were something a whole lot easier for our kids to go through than this. My heart goes out to you and hopefully Kyle will be able to see those fireworks just like everyone else this year!! God Bless and hugs to you and your family. lacy furbacher <tralinmom26@aol.com> - Monday, June 26, 2006 11:15 PM CDT Yet another LLS-er, stopping by to say hi, and to let you know that I'll be praying that Kyle stays fever-free. Hope that ANC shoots up soon! It definitely does sound like he's 'trying to do something'! Best wishes for a great week and a wonderful not-from-the-hospital-parking-garage fireworks viewing! Patty aka SARAH'SMOM http://www.caringbridge.org/va/crazyteen Patty <peacen05@yahoo.com> Richmond, VA USA - Monday, June 26, 2006 10:24 PM CDT Hello Denise and Kyle, Just checking to see how things are going. My thoughts and prayers are with you. www.caringbridge.org/visit/christopheravallone Lina <lavallone@msn.com> Stockton, NJ - Monday, June 26, 2006 8:03 PM CDT Dear Denise and Kyle, I am sorry I haven't written -- but I have checked in... Sorry to read that Kyle's been feeling punk -- sure hope that he is feeling better soon and is able to enjoy his cousins when they get here. Will continue to hold you all in my thoughts and prayers... With Love and Joy, Sherrill Sherrill Jones <Sherrill@probaglady.com> Broomfield, CO USA - Saturday, June 24, 2006 10:42 PM CDT Just another LLS Mom stopping by to check in on you and your family. I hope that you are all well?? Lacy lacy furbacher <tralinmom26@aol.com> - Friday, June 23, 2006 4:07 PM CDT i hope you get well soon Kyle ! We're waiting for you to start running around again and just enjoying life. Alie <pearl32@hotmail.com> malaysia - Thursday, June 22, 2006 9:33 PM CDT Hi Denise. I so get what you wrote tonight. I have often compared those spinals experiences to holding your breath, but still being able to function. You hold your breath until they come out and tell you everything is clear, and you think it's all good...for now...what about tomorrow? I think I've been able to put everything into perspective, after all, we don't know what ANY of our kids will face on any given tomorrow right? But when you know you've flirted with the end, danced with death, you live sorta scared all the time. Hard to describe. Hate to describe it. Hate to live it. I understand. Jen Jennifer James www.caringbridge.org/tn/rachaeljames <jjdoc2@bellsouth.net> Memphis, - Thursday, June 15, 2006 10:25 PM CDT Hi Kyle, Just checking in -- sure hope that your tummy troubles clear up soon... Don't want you to be tooting in the tent! Have a fun trip up in Estes... I'm taking my summer school classes up there for field trips - no overnights... But we are all looking forward to that. Only 4 more days of school for BVSD! YAHOO!! Stay strong, Kyle!... With love and joy, Sherrill Sherrill Jones <Sherrill@probaglady.com> "The Mile High City", CO USA - Friday, June 2, 2006 9:10 PM CDT Hi Denise, I sure hope nothing is broken. So, when is the big camping trip? I bet you all will have a great time! Hugs! Nancy nancy vinson <nvinson@comcast.net> - Wednesday, May 31, 2006 9:13 PM CDT Hi Denise, You are just too funny!!! It has taken me a long time to write but here I am checking up on you guys. I have to try out your margarita recipe (definitely need one around here!) I hope and pray Kyle continues to do well (and not be too late to too many places!! LOL) By the way, I did get your email and since I'm a Grey's fan as well, I didn't change a thing:) Lots of love and thanks for checking up on us! Ursula www.caringbridge.org/southamerica/alexia <ursulacastaneda@hotmail.com> Durham, NC - Sunday, May 28, 2006 8:03 PM CDT Okay Denise, you are truly a SPAZ! If you need a wake-up call in the mornings, lemme know. lol. Jen (of course I mean no offense!) Jennifer James <jjdoc2@bellsouth.net> Memphis, - Friday, May 26, 2006 10:31 AM CDT Hi, Denise! Give Kyle big hugs from us. I know you are frustrated. Such a helpless feeling as a mom that we can't take this away from our kids! He is such an inspiration to us. Stay strong and keep smiling. You are an awesome mom! Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Family <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 1:57 PM CDT Hi Kyle and family, Hoping you are feeling good today, and having fun. Those are great pictures from the zoo. Just stopping by to say hi, and wish you all the best. Suzanne and Abby (www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbymeacham Suzanne Meacham <emeacham@nycap.rr.com> Cohoes, NY USA - Tuesday, May 23, 2006 6:25 PM CDT Hello, All of you guys are in my prayers. I work at First Charter in Kings Mountain and know Zoe and April. Thanks for keeping all of us informed. Alice Kale <akale1014@yahoo.com> Shelby , NC Cleveland - Friday, May 19, 2006 4:25 PM CDT Denise I sure hope Kyle gets to turn in his project...Yuck cancer sucks.... But greys anatomy is SOOOOOO GOOOOD...I need to watch it again because literally I cant even believe they would kill denny off..."what are they thinking"?!!!! anyways continue prayers for you and kyle in hopes of him feeling better no heachaches no fevers no nothing.... melissa Rasmussem (all-kids) www.caringbridge.org/in/babydonovan <meldardyl2000@yahoo.com> - Tuesday, May 16, 2006 9:38 PM CDT Kyle, It actually looks like the giraffe is sitting on your hat! WOW...your mom is creative! We are glad that your numbers are awesome. Keep strong and we'll visit again soon! Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush Marion <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Tuesday, May 16, 2006 1:19 PM CDT Happy Mother's Day Denise! I hope your day was filled with calm, love and many hugs from your kiddos! Love, Nancy, Matthew's Mom Nancy Vinson <nvinson@comcast.net> - Sunday, May 14, 2006 7:44 PM CDT Denise, Trust your son's instincts :-) He is doing awesome! Just wanted to say "HI". We're nearing our 1 year, too. I am more affected by the month prior to diagnosis...trying to figure out what was going on. We admire your strength! Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Family <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Thursday, May 11, 2006 6:10 PM CDT Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers... so glad that Kyle is feeling better... Always, Sherrill Sherrill Jones <Sherrill@probaglady.com> Broomfield, CO USA - Sunday, May 7, 2006 10:30 AM CDT Thinking of you....Love you buddy. Mark <marasmus@comcast.net> Superior, CO USA - Saturday, May 6, 2006 11:00 PM CDT Hey, Kyle! It sounds like your mom knows you pretty well!!! Has she returned her Blockbuster movies yet? (HEE HEE) We hope you get better and keep staying strong! Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Family <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Friday, May 5, 2006 7:09 PM CDT Hi Kyle, Just wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers... hope that your fever breaks and that you are feeling better. Stay Strong... With Love and Prayers, Sherrill Sherrill Jones <Sherrill@probaglady.com> Broomfield, CO 80021 - Tuesday, May 2, 2006 10:27 PM CDT Hi, Kyle! Yummmmm....Outback Steakhouse. Get one of those Onion Blossoms. Jameson just finished her steroids on Sunday and I'm STILL making cheese omelets and 3 hot dogs a day. I think they hang around for a while after you finish them :-) Tell your mom to start using Blockbuster Online...it's awesome. No late fees and you just click on your movie and it's at your front door in NO time... Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Family <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Wednesday, April 19, 2006 4:51 PM CDT Stopping by to say hello and to wish you a happy easter...I too am bummed about greys not being on...What a tragedy!!!lol...Blessings to you and your family melissa Rasmussem (all-kids) www.caringbridge.org/in/babydonovan <meldardyl2000@yahoo.com> - Sunday, April 16, 2006 12:11 AM CDT Hi Denise & Kyle! You have some "AI" fans here in Illinois! Jameson and I are voting for CHRIS - we love him. My husband thinks ACE will win (hey, what does he know?!?!). We're glad Kyle is doing well and we check up on him often. Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Family <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Thursday, April 6, 2006 9:47 AM CDT Hey Kyle Ray...my love to you always! You are such a strong, brave, young man...I love you to pieces! My hero, my best friend, my boy...I couldn't be prouder of you! You've been doing so well and staying positive...and have I mentioned that I love you???? You know I do! Love MOM Denise www.caringbridge.org/co/kylel <dmlindgren@msn.com> - Wednesday, April 5, 2006 0:08 AM CDT Kyle, You look soooooo good! I'm glad that you guys got to get away. Give your mom extra hugs from us and stay strong. You are our inspiration :-) Love, Marion & Jamo www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamesonrush The Rush Family <marerush@comcast.net> Antioch, IL - Tuesday, April 4, 2006 7:56 AM CDT Denise and Kyle, We keeping you and your family in prayers and throughts. Annmarie Stasica <astasica@gmail.com> Palm Harbor, FL USA - Thursday, March 23, 2006 6:43 PM CST It's nice to see Kyle's hair - take off that hat once in awhile for pictures! Alicia Webb Ten Mile, TN USA - Thursday, March 23, 2006 8:42 AM CST Hey Kyle & Denise. Glad your sleepy room appointment went well. Love the pictures! You are looking great! You are in our prayers daily. Aunt Teresa <towens@teters.com> Halfway, MO USA - Thursday, March 23, 2006 8:27 AM CST I wanted to wish you both good luck in sleepy room today. I don't think I will ever forget watching the nurses inject Kyle with the drugs that made him sleep and then watching him go limp. You are two very strong people. It may not feel like it right now, but someday you will look back on this and be amazed at everything you did on a daily basis as if it were completely normal and wonder how you ever got through it. Just remember, you will get through it. Good luck with the week of steroids - I remember those days too! Yuck! Miss you guys! Alicia Webb <alicialwebb@bellsouth.net> Ten Mile, TN USA - Wednesday, March 22, 2006 9:37 AM CST Thinking of you buddy. Take care. Mark <marasmus@comcast.net> - Tuesday, March 21, 2006 5:19 PM CST Hi Kyle and family. Meeting your mom and grandmother in Mexico was lots of fun, and we feel we got to know you a little bit. We hope you' re feeling better and your treatments work well for you. All the best to you, from your friends in Peace River, Alberta, Canada DORIS PARENTEAU/ DARIEN OSTERHOLD <c140@yahoo.ca> PEACE RIVER , AB CANADA - Sunday, March 19, 2006 5:06 PM CST Dear Denise, I just quickly wanted to say thank you for your kind words to my post at Leukemia and Lymphoma Foundation Bulletin board. I trust your words to be amazed by Kai how strong he is when we are heading to this new unknown journey. Kyle is our inspiration too!! Mika <mikaboo@mindspring.com> El Cerrito , CA - Sunday, March 12, 2006 0:18 AM CST It's great to hear all is going well... as always you are all in my prayers! Cassie Montgomery <Klassekasm@cs.com> Broomfield, Co USA - Thursday, March 9, 2006 9:56 PM CST Dear confused Mommy, I hear ya sista...those counts sure can do a number on a fretful Mommy's mind. Don't worry they'll be back down and you'll be worrying about why!! Sorry, I'm not too much help am I?? Heehee I hope you have a great and relaxing trip with your Mom. You deserve it!! Take lots of pictures! :) Love, Nancy, Matthew's also confused most of the time Mom nancy vinson <nvinson@comcast.net> - Thursday, February 23, 2006 9:48 PM CST Hi Denise! Thank you so much for your email:) It was really sweet and inspiring! And thank you for including Alexia in your prayers! You have a beautiful family and Kyle truly is a fighter! I always say how kids are just so strong:) Sending a big hug to you from North Carolina, Ursula (Alexia's mom) www.caringbridge.org/southamerica/alexia <ursulacastaneda@hotmail.com> Durham, NC USA - Monday, February 20, 2006 10:42 PM CST Crystal Copeland mommy to Angel Ray-Anne (www.caringbridge.org/ca/rayanne) <crystal2175@yahoo.com> Portland, OR USA - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 11:04 AM CST Hi Denise. Just checking on you guys. I just hate those low ANC's! It makes you so paranoid! Here's hoping he recovers to normal numbers soon. Thinking of you here in Memphis. Jennifer James <jjdoc2@bellsouth.net www.caringbridge.org/tn/rachaeljames> Memphis, - Saturday, February 11, 2006 7:38 AM CST Denise, Don't be so hard on yourself your a really great mom, Kyle needs to be a dare devil it's what boys do and he needs to have fun. Love to read the updates and see the pics. Take care Judee Rasmussen Judee Rasmussen <judeeras@comcast.net> Wonder Lake , IL USA - Thursday, February 9, 2006 1:15 PM CST Great Pictures! Those were the days! I miss you guys! Alicia Webb Ten Mile, TN USA - Tuesday, February 7, 2006 6:59 PM CST Hi Kyle, remember me. We went to 1st grade together. Your mom went to cropping with my mom Saterday. Your pictures are so cute. I would love to see you some time. We will keep you in our prayers. Hope you feel better. Love Rachel Roberts Rachel Roberts <bkrproberts@comcast.net> Broomfield, CO. U.S - Thursday, February 2, 2006 2:32 PM CST YAY!! What turmoil in your heart! So glad it's over for you! Now, start rackin up the snuggle time! He ought to LOVE that! Jen Jennifer James www.caringbridge.org/tn/rachaeljames <jjdoc2@bellsouth.net> Memphis, - Sunday, January 29, 2006 4:12 PM CST hey santa (kyle) hope your doing ok havent been able to go on runescape cause my computer crashed. hope to see u soon Trey Myles (Petey) <hummingbird70@adelphia.net> Orlando, FL U.S. - Sunday, January 29, 2006 9:39 AM CST Prayers were answered!! :) Love, Nancy nancy vinson <nvinson@comcast.net> - Friday, January 27, 2006 12:23 AM CST Praying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nancy Nancy Vinson <nvinson@comcast.net> - Thursday, January 26, 2006 1:52 PM CST We wish you all the best . Stay strong !!all our love !!! John & Roula Cassiol John & Roula Cassiol <trouble48austin@aol.com> Buffalo , NY USA - Thursday, January 26, 2006 12:46 AM CST Sorry about those Broncos guys! Matthew and Greg are being obnoxious Steelers fans over this way...HELP ME!! Hugs! Nancy, Matthew's Mom nancy vinson <nvinson@comcast.net> - Monday, January 23, 2006 6:46 AM CST Hi Kyle I hope your day is going good. Im at school wishing I was over there srapbooking and bothering you. Stephaie <lil9rabbit@aol.com> Broomfield , Co - Wednesday, January 18, 2006 2:46 PM CST Hi Kyle, Karl and I love the dog pictures. Tell your Mom that we have snow here this morning in PA after a week of weather in the 60's. It is nice to see. I hope you had an awesome Christmas and wish you the Happiest of New Years. Judy P, LLS boards, mommy to Karl www.caringbridge.org/pa/karl Judy Pamer <Kevinpamer@aol.com> Beaver, PA - Saturday, January 14, 2006 9:31 AM CST Kyle, I usually just cruise around, checking out the sites of the kids fighting the fight and throw a little encourement their way.. when I saw your picture, your eyes just made me smile.. stay strong, fight hard.. my daughter is 17 with T-Cell ALL.. www.caringbridge.org/visit/katydetty Sheila Detty <kennelqueen@adelphia.net> Chiilicothe, OH USA - Wednesday, January 11, 2006 7:40 PM CST "First floor: swollen glands, runny noses, general malaise. Second floor: stomach and intestinal disorders, leukemia, skin rashes: Front porch: all other categories that do not fit into the first or second category, or those that have yet to be assessed." This has been a public service announcement.... Jennifer James <jjdoc2@bellsouth.net> Memphis, - Monday, January 9, 2006 1:32 AM CST Happy New Year! I'm not sure how I meandered into your site, but I've been watching you guys for a while. Glad things are going well. I couldn't have said it better regarding the joys and sacrifices of childhood cancer on the family, but you really captured it! I know exactly how you feel, and please know that you are not alone. It's the most bittersweet soul journey I think I could imagine. Hope this year is a blessing to you and yours. Jennifer James www.caringbridge.org/tn/rachaeljames <jjdoc2@bellsouth.net> Memphis, - Monday, January 2, 2006 10:46 PM CST Hooray for good counts and for starting LTM!! What a huge accomplishment! I love the Christmas pictures! How warm was it anyways?? Love, Nancy, Matthew's Mom Nancy Vinson <nvinson@comcast.net> - Wednesday, December 28, 2005 6:32 AM CST I just wanted to wish you a very Merry Christmas, you deserve the very best Santa can bring you. I am so glad you are feeling better. Denise, thank you for being such a good friend and for all you have done for me and my shaun over the past year. I love you. May Santa bring you a very special gift for a very special lady. MERRY CHRISTMAS! Robyn Murphy aka Shaunsmom <murphys@gilanet.net> Coolidge, az usa - Saturday, December 24, 2005 11:53 PM CST Merry Christmas Denise and Kyle and the rest of the family too! We have so much to be thankful for! Love, Nancy and the Gang nvinson <nvinson@comcast.net> - Saturday, December 24, 2005 5:13 PM CST Hooray for being home! I hope those antibiotics do their job very soon! Get some rest Mom! Oh, make yourself a Pom Martini and have one for me too! Love, Nancy Nancy V <nvinson@comcast.net> - Wednesday, December 14, 2005 9:57 PM CST You are a amazing family and my prayers are with you! If there is anything I can do please call 303.286.0163. Beki Cepeda <thecepedafamily@comcast.net> - Wednesday, December 14, 2005 8:58 PM CST Glad to hear you are back home and a little better. Keep fighting big guy! We love you! Aunt Teresa <towens@teters.com> Halfway, Mo 65663 - Wednesday, December 14, 2005 8:34 AM CST Denise, I will pray for you, as well as, Kyle. You're giving me flashbacks to feeling like a nurse with no training. Joni Hibbard <tomjonihibbard@msn.com> broomfield, co usa - Tuesday, December 13, 2005 6:00 PM CST ok Mr. Kyle let's get busy growing some Whitey's! Hooray for starting LTM! This should be a lot easier than the other YUCK you've been on! We got 8.5 inches of snow on a few days ago and it's snowing again today AGHHHHHHHH Many hugs from Indiana Nancy and Matthew nancy vinson <nvinson@comcast.net> - Sunday, December 11, 2005 9:58 AM CST Happy Birthday Kyle! We hope you had a wonderful day! The Leukemia & Lymphoma Society Staff <petrovicj@lls.org> Denver, CO USA - Monday, December 5, 2005 12:38 AM CST Happy Birthday Kyle! Hope you had fun and got lots and lots of presents and ate lots of cake. Love Aunt Linda Linda Saylor <saylorranch@tdsnet.com> Neillsville, wi usa - Monday, December 5, 2005 6:43 AM CST Happy 9th Birthday Kyle. We hope you have a very special day. Love John & Judee Rasmussen John & Judee Rasmussen <judeeras@comcast.net> Wonder Lake, IL USA - Thursday, December 1, 2005 1:20 PM CST Kyle, Happy birthday! I hope you have an awesome day. Mark Rasmussen <marasmus@comcast.net> Superior, CO USA - Thursday, December 1, 2005 10:48 AM CST Happy Birthday Kyle! This year is going to be your year. I am thinking of you and praying for you always. All my love, Heather in Pueblo Heather <hevanoff1@gmail.com> Pueblo, CO USA - Thursday, December 1, 2005 1:29 AM CST HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE BUDDY! I can't believe you are 9! It seems like yesterday you were sitting on (okay, clinging to) your Mom's lap holding your ah-ah. We miss you terribly and wish you many, many more birthdays -Preferably without Chemo, but we'll take what we can get. Love ya! Jack, Alicia & Sarah Alicia Webb Ten Mile, TN - Wednesday, November 30, 2005 11:39 PM CST Happy Thanksgiving to my Colorado friends! Don't eat too much turkey! Love, Nancy and Matthew nvinson <nvinson@comcast.net> - Tuesday, November 22, 2005 10:07 PM CST Hey Guys! Just checking in on you! Sounds like things are going along just fine! Congrats on your LTN total! Woo Wee! Love, Nancy, Matthew's Mom Nancy <nvinson@comcast.net> - Sunday, November 20, 2005 7:10 PM CST Hey Kyle, What's up with the tummy aches? I hope you get to feeling better soon! Our house is full of headaches LOL Love, Nancy, Matthew's Mom Nancy Vinson <nvinson@comcast.net> - Sunday, November 6, 2005 10:40 PM CST thank you so much for your support, prayers, and compassion for our baby donovan...Kyle is the cutest what a great smile...The mighty forces are with us and our prayers are being answered...yeah!!! melissa mom to baby donovan <meldardyl2000@yahoo.com> Indpls, IN - Thursday, October 13, 2005 5:49 PM CDT We have been dealing with low ANC too...maybe it's sumpin in the air...sigh! Loved the chicken nugget picture...what a cutie! Get busy growing those WBC,Kyle! Love, Nancy and Matthew caringbridge.org/in/matthewk nancy vinson <nvinson@comcast.net> - Thursday, October 13, 2005 9:55 AM CDT Hi to all the Lindgren's: Feel badly for not keeping in touch but want you to know that I think of you all on a daily basis. Saw you on TV and realized how much I miss seeing you all. Kyle--you look great...Denise...you don't look as tired as you keep saying you are. You are all in my thoughts and prayers. Please let me know if I can do anything for you. Chris Young <chrishum6t6@comcast.net> Longmont, CO - Tuesday, October 4, 2005 9:08 PM CDT Don't ya just hate when nothing goes right on chemo days?? major *sigh* Good luck on the walk! We had our last night and it was awesome! We recorded $9,750 but several didn't come due to storms. So, I think we should meet our $10,000 goal! YIPPEE Love, Nancy, Matthew's Mom caringbridge.org/in/matthew Nancy Vinson <nvinson@comcast.net> - Monday, September 26, 2005 7:26 AM CDT Hey Denise and Kyle, I'm sorry I couldn't be there for the walk next week! You both know my heart is with you! What an awsome job you've done raising money for a cause so close to home! I'm very proud of your whole family for such a great job!!! I'll bring home some monkeys from Costa Rica...........Love you all Nan Lee Ann Owens <LeeAnnO@msn.com> Broomfield, CO USA - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 6:19 PM CDT Denise,Kyle,Tyler, Riley, ED Our thoughts and Prayers are always with you all. You have all shown such great strength. I know it is hard and through you we have all learned some very valuable lessons. Kyle I am still not smoking Aug. 3rd is one year it is because of you that I can still not smoke. Your struggles as a young man has made me see how strong I can be. You are so lucky to have the mom you have. She is so strong and loving. We love you all and will always keep you in our prayers. Brenda, Darin, Dillon <chelseamonogramming@yahoo.com> Chelsea , AL - Friday, September 16, 2005 9:15 AM CDT Denise, Kyle, Tyler, Riley, and Ed! You have our love and prayers and we just know you will all make it through this trying time better and stronger. Kyle is guaranteed a great future since he is working so hard right now. Tyler and Riley will have wonderful futures, as well, because they are learning important lessons about empathy, compassion, giving, sacrifice, and unconditional love at such an early age. You are all blessed to have each other and this will all make sense one day. Stay healthy and safe. We love your family! Lincoln, Natalie, Dean and Valentina The Bandlow Family Manhattan Beach, CA USA - Thursday, September 15, 2005 8:57 PM CDT Denise, So sorry to hear about Kyle's arm being broken. I agree, the kids deserves some good things for a change. Let's shoo that black cloud away already! Good news on the fundraising. I'm working on mine as well. Much slower than yours though... Hugs! Nancy nancy vinson <nvinson@comcast.net> - Wednesday, September 14, 2005 10:38 PM CDT Hey there Denise and Kyle it is sooo good to see your smiling face. Denise keep up the good work with the site, it is awesome. Kyle, good luck with school and I hope that you have a great year. I love you guys and you are always in my prayers. Heather Heather <hevanoff1@gmail.com> Pueblo, CO - Thursday, September 8, 2005 11:25 PM CDT Hey Guys, Denise you have done an awesome job at keeping the site updated, I check it regularly, but I agree with Mark, MORE pictures! But I know it is hard to get pictures of a smiling Kyle when he is feeling so poorly. You guy's are always in our prayers and thoughts. Love Auntie Linda Linda Saylor <saylorranch@tdsnet.com> Granton, WI USA - Thursday, September 8, 2005 3:51 PM CDT Hi Denise and Kyle, Just wanted to let you know that I check your website daily. Thanks for all the information. Sometimes it's hard to read because it makes me so sad. Stay strong. God bless you both. Mark <marasmus@comcast.net> Superior, CO USA - Thursday, September 8, 2005 3:18 PM CDT Denise and Kyle, Thanks for posting some new pics and keeping this site up-to-date. Kyle, you look awesome! It made my day to see you playing around with a big smile! I hope things go well for you at school. Take care buddy, I love you. Mark <marasmus@comcast.net> Superior, CO USA - Tuesday, August 30, 2005 11:17 AM CDT Hey guys! Glad you had a good time in Beckenridge. Great photos! Kyle, you are quite the handsome young man! Love the website. You are in my prayers daily. Love you all! Aunt Teresa <towens@teters.com> Halfway, MO USA - Tuesday, August 30, 2005 8:35 AM CDT Hi Denise & Kyle...The site looks great and love seeing the pictures of Kyle's bright and happy face! You look great Kyle remember you are always in our thoughts and prayers!! Kathy & Ryan Kathy <kathyjlee@comcast.net> - Monday, August 29, 2005 9:26 PM CDT What wonderful pictures of you Kyle I will be praying for you Love, Grandma PS: 30 days until I get out there and go bowling!!!! Jeanne Lindgren <jeanne2751@aol.com> Rockford, Il. USA - Monday, August 29, 2005 7:59 PM CDT Always thinking of and praying for all of you. I miss you! Alicia Webb Ten Mile, TN USA - Sunday, August 28, 2005 6:59 PM CDT Kyle & Denise, You are always in our thoughts and in our prayers. If there is anything we can do please let us know. We love the site, great job Denise. Good luck with the Walk. Please keep us posted on Kyle's progress. We look forward to more pic's. Have a great time in Breckenridge. Love John & Judee John & Judee Rasmussen <judeeras@comcast.net> Wonder Lake, IL USA - Thursday, August 25, 2005 8:50 AM CDT Ok Denise, get better already. Kyle get busy growing some white blood cells would ya? Way to go on the fund raising. I formed my own team and I'm freaking a bit...Our team is Team Never Give Up. See ya! nancy, matthew's mom caringbridge.org/in/matthewk nancy vinson <nvinson@comcast.net> - Thursday, August 25, 2005 0:21 AM CDT Hello Denise and Kyle, I keep waiting for an e-mail update, thank goodness that you are reminding us to check the website. You are always in our thoughts and prayers. Kimi Berreth <kimiberreth@yahoo.com> Hudson, CO - Wednesday, August 24, 2005 12:55 AM CDT Denise and Kyle, Thanks for the updates. This page is at the top of my bookmarks. I check it out several times a day. More pictures of Kyle would be appreciated ;-) I hope the higher levels of monocytes don't last. Please keep us updated with any new information about this. You are always in my prayers little buddy. Mark <marasmus@comcast.net> - Wednesday, August 24, 2005 11:38 AM CDT Hi there Denise and Kyle, Denise I hope that your sore throat and yuckie feelings go away soon. I also hope that Kyle's counts are good and he can go to school. I love you all bunches and think of you all the time. Take care and know that you are in my prayers. All my love, Heather Heather <hevanoff1@gmail.com> Pueblo, CO - Tuesday, August 23, 2005 0:26 AM CDT Hi Denise, I hope your sore throat and kinda down yuckie feelings all get better tomorrow!! Thanks for the prayers too! I decided to form my own LTN team...I'm really nervous! I might have to pick your brain for ideas LOL Love, Nancy, Matthew's Mom nancy VInson <nvinson@comcast.net> - Monday, August 22, 2005 9:44 PM CDT Denise and Kyle, I will miss the updates via email. I'm so happy that you are on your final round of treatment. Stay strong! Michelle <mssmoljan@aol.com> Logmont, CO USA - Tuesday, August 16, 2005 9:28 PM CDT Hi, Kyle! I think of you everyday. I hope you'll be able to go back to school this fall. You and your whole family are in my thoughts and prayers!!! With love, Sue Terrill Sue Terrill Westminster, CO USA - Monday, August 15, 2005 10:17 PM CDT Hi Kyle and Family, keep on fighting. We pray for all of you each day and inform everyone we come upon about your Light The Night website. Lots of love and hugs! The Jones Family - Gil, Susie, Gary, & Jen Jennifer Jones <jenjoturtle@yahoo.com> Westminster, CO USA - Monday, August 15, 2005 9:16 PM CDT Hi Kyle and Mom too! I love the new site! I'll add it to my "favorites"! I hope you are enjoying the summer as much as we are! Love, Nancy, Matthew's Mom caringbridge.org/in/matthewk Nancy Vinson <nvinson@comcast.net> ft wayne, in - Monday, August 15, 2005 9:04 PM CDT Hi Kyle, We think of you everyday and pray for you each night. If there is anything we can do for you all you have to do is ask. Would you like some more pictures of the horses and the rest of the gang? I just took some pictures of the filly that was born on the 17th of this month, her name is Sunshine and she loves to give kisses. Love You, Auntie Linda Linda Saylor <saylorranch@tdsnet.com> Granton, WI USA - Monday, August 15, 2005 4:28 PM CDT Kyle...I have never met you but I feel like I know you! You're a strong young man and I admire your strength and courage. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. May God bless you sweetie! Denise...Love and miss you!! Stay strong! Kim Jones <kimberly.simpson@mail.sprint.com> Ayden , NC USA - Monday, August 15, 2005 3:01 PM CDT We are praying for you all every day. God answers prayers. Keep smiling, Kyle. We love you. Pat Thalwitzer <pat.thalwitzer@rf.doe.gov> Superior, CO USA - Monday, August 15, 2005 10:24 AM CDT Hi there Kyle, Denise and family. Hang in there and know that I think and pray for all of you every day! All my love Heather Heather Pearson (Evanoff) <hevanoff1@gmail.com> Pueblo, CO - Sunday, August 14, 2005 11:18 PM CDT Keep fighting little buddy! One day you will look back on all this and think "Wow. Life has been so easy since then." Our thoughts and prayers go out to your family. May you have many beautiful and fun-filled moments ahead. Joni Hibbard <tomjonihibbard@msn.com> Broomfield, CO USA - Sunday, August 14, 2005 1:22 PM CDT Hi Kyle and Denise! I wish I were in Maui like you are in your picture! Matthew's MAW trip was to Maui! We had a great time! Hugs! Nancy and Matthew Nancy Vinson <nagjam2001@yahoo.com> - Monday, January 10, 2005 9:09 PM CST Keep going little man you can do it! I'll be out there in the summer...or we could meet up in Florida! Love you all bunches Uncle Mike and family Michael Owens <mowens@alltel.net> Halfway, MO USA - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 5:17 PM CST | |||||||||||||||
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