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Paige had Neuroblastoma.
She
was diagnosed when she was 5 and earned her angel wings when she was 11
January 21,
1993- November 8, 2004













“My Mom Lies”

Author Unknown


My Mom, she tells a lot of lies

She never did before.

From now until she dies,

She'll tell a whole lot more.


Ask my Mom how she is

And because she can't explain,

She will tell a little lie

Because she can't describe the pain.


Ask my Mom how she is,


She'll say, "I'm alright".

If that's the truth,then tell me,

why does she cry each night?


Ask my Mom how she is,

She seems to cope so well.

She didn't have a choice you see

nor the strength to yell.


Ask my Mom how she is,

"I'm fine, I’m well, I'm coping".

For God's sake Mom,
just tell the truth

just say your heart is broken.


She'll love me all her life,

I loved her all of mine.

But if you ask her how she is,

She'll lie and say she's fine.


I am Here in Heaven.

I cannot hug from here.

If she lies to you don't listen,

Hug her and hold her near.


On the day we meet again,

We'll smile and I'll be bold.

I'll say, “You’re lucky to get in here, Mom

With all the lies you told!"




Journal

Wednesday, November 23, 2016 12:20 AM CST

This holiday season has been really hard this year. I guess it's because I realized that you have now been gone from me for 12 years. That is longer than the time I had with you. How can that be? You are such a part of my heart! I still think about you every moment of the day.
I can't seem to get out of the funk that I have been feeling since Halloween. I feel like I'm going through the motions to keep everyone else happy. I'd really like to just stay in bed at home. I guess it helps to do for others because it keeps me busy. I will continue to "fake it til I make it."
I know that this feeling will not be as strong eventually. I just need to keep busy.

Hospital Information:

Patient Room: Heaven

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E-mail Author: petersonS2@sbcglobal.net

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