jaydog

(painting of jared done by shen fine art)

12/15/1998 - 10/25/2003
still living in me!!!!

jared will live on forever in mommy, daddy and allen-david

miles apart, by yellowcard

if i could i would do all of this again
travel back in time with you
to where this all began
we could hide inside ourselves
and leave the world behind
make believe there's something left to find.

nothing i can say
to bring us back to where we were
when life was not this hard
looking back it all just seems so far
so far away.

i'd give it up for just one more day with you
give it up give it all away.

we'll be miles apart
i'll keep you deep inside
you're always in my heart
a new life to start
you may be leaving but you're always in my heart.

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some sites that i have found helpful...

bereavedparentsusa.org
bereavedmag.com
growthhouse.org
moms-dads.com
griefinc.com
centering.org
healingcenter.org

--i will post more as soon as i find more.

***please visit jareds memorial at griefnet.org/memorials. it is under 2004 the first quarter. he also has a memorial at www.babysteps.com. go to remembrance rooms and then under visit memorials. he is under R for Rodrigues.***
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Journal

Friday, December 28, 2007 2:46 PM CST

Wow.
Here I am again. Still wondering how we got to this point in our lives. We made it through another Xmas without Jared. We have officially had more Xmas' with Jared dead than alive. His ninth birthday come and gone without him here to blow out his candles. We had our toy drive and acted as if it was all ok. But it isn't.
My life is failing. I sometimes feel as if I have run it into the ground. And now I continue to dig out with no light in sight.
We laugh. We joke. We breathe. We are alive. Not sure if we will ever be living.
There are events and moments but they seem unimportant now. They are just more things we do to pass the time.
I live in a waiting room. There are magazines and folks to chat with but still I wait.
This is not the life I ordered. I won't complain to the manager but I won't tip the waitress either.....

Hospital Information:

home on the other side, waiting for us.
home address: 832 midway ave.
san leandro, ca, 94577

Links:

E-mail Author: riannonkids@yahoo.com...for riannon, or gijoeboy101@hotmail.com...for allen-david

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