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Mason was diagnosed with stage IV Neuroblastoma September 2002 and gained his angel wings April 27,2005
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Letting Go
The angels gathered near your bed so very close to you
For they knew the pain and suffering that you were going through
I thought about so many things; as I held tightly to your hand Oh How I wished you were strong and happy again
But your eyes were looking homeward to that place beyond the sky Where Jesus held his outstretched arms it was time to say good-bye
I stuggled with my selfish thoughts for I wanted you to stay So we could walk and talk again Like we did just yesterday
But Jesus knew the answer And I knew he loved you so So I gave to you life's greatest gift
The Gift of Letting Go
Now my heart will carry memories Of the love you gave to me Until we meet againin Heaven Where the best is yet to be
Journal
Wednesday, April 8, 2009 3:40 PM CDT "It has been said that time heals all wounds. I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens but its never gone"
Amen-
This month 4 years ago I lost a part of my heart and soul. I gave up my son without any choice in the matter to be with Jesus. To go home to a place where there was no cancer, no pokes, no more black hosptials. But that left me with no Mason, days that do go on no matter what, and a heart that is forever broke.
I have been thinking of writing many times but have been lost for words, what else can I say besides how much I miss him being in our lives and how much we love him.?? There is not one day that goes by that I dont think of him, there is always that little reminder.
I have so many vivid memories of his last few days with us. Some in color/most in black and white. I remember him winning big just days before on the pull tabs that he loved dearly, how he knew that it was not the same Root Beer (ha ha) how HOPE came to visit, how blessed we were to have the family surround him and tell him how much he was loved. What amazing thing that I will never forget he said before passing, but most of all I will never forget his LOVE he left us all with!!! and I know he felt that love right back.
Mason-
We love you buddy, we miss you so very much!! We had to let you go but only because we know that we will get to see you again and that day will be forever. Im so thankful that I am left with such memories, beautiful pictures of you and a heart/soul that is better because of you!! Love you
Mom
Thankyou to everyone that comes to this page. It means alot to me when you remember our Mason and his journey.
Love
Masons mom, Amy
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