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As the new year begins everyone's thinking about time and counting it down. So I wanted to share THE section of Scripture dealing with time. Praying as one year ends and a new one begins. Whatever this new year holds, the Lord WILL be with you!
Ecclesiastes 3:1-8 To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven: A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted; A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up; A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance; A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing; A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away; A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak; A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, December 31, 2007 8:35 PM CST
A New Year’s Prayer
May God make your year a happy one!
Not by shielding you from all sorrows and pain,
But by strengthening you to bear it, as it comes;
Not by making your path easy,
But by making you sturdy to travel any path;
Not by taking hardships from you,
But by taking fear from your heart;
Not by granting you unbroken sunshine,
But by keeping your face bright, even in the shadows;
Not by making your life always pleasant,
But by showing you when people and their causes need you most,
and by making you anxious to be there to help.
God’s love, peace, hope and joy to you for the year ahead.
Numbers 6:24-26
24 "The LORD bless you
and keep you;
25 the LORD make his face shine upon you
and be gracious to you;
26 the LORD turn his face toward you
and give you peace."
With Love and Prayers MJ/Angel_Wings
MJ/Angel_Wings <marijeighn@gmail.com>
Orlando, Fl - Saturday, December 29, 2007 4:27 PM CST
Thank you so much for your kind words. God is faithful to deliver His message just when I need it most. I was sad to read about your loss mostly because I can relate to your pain. I found it kind of funny that your children are Dakota and Riley as we had Cody and we still have Riley.
For Christmas we bought Cody's Christmas presents and gave them to other children who would otherwise have received nothing. Your entry about the two stockings struck home with me still...even though I give the gifts away and I'm sure they make a difference...the fact that I have forever lost that opportunity to make a difference for my own child is so much more apparent during the holidays.
The enemy is cunning...he hits us where it hurts the most. God is faithful and just though. He provides us...the parents who have lost children just like He did...His peace and strength. Praise God for His Glory and Mercy lives forever!
Please stay in touch. I will check back soon.
In Love & Prayer, Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Saturday, December 29, 2007 1:30 PM CST
Hello Henry, Sharon and Riley, You have been continually on our hearts and minds and were hoping you might seek some loving friendship and sunshine in Houston this Christmas. We are so happy for you and your new home and can imagine how wonderful it must be. Sharon God has really gifted you with writing, you continue to bless and inspire others! We are thinking of you and missing you! Love you guys and hope to see you sometime soon!
Donna Taylor <dtaylor099@comcast.net>
Katy, TX - Friday, December 28, 2007 8:42 AM CST
Merry (late) Christmas! Was thinking of your family during my prayer time today and I hope you all had a wonderful Christmas...I know it must be hard for you during the holidays but know that others are praying for your strength at this time and always. We will never forget Dakota and his wonderful testimony of faith. Wishing you a wonderful New Year! God Bless!
Heather Brewster <heather.brewster@mcbccabot.com>
Cabot, AR - Thursday, December 27, 2007 8:28 PM CST
Love to You
By: Anonymous
I've nothing else to offer,
So, to you, it's love I'll send.
It's nothing that I borrowed.
And it's nothing that I'd lend
It has no dollar value,
And it can't be overused;
It isn't fragile, so it can't break,
Though, often, it's abused.
I've given it to others,
But each time it's unique.
It's meaning's always different;
It depends on what you seek.
It's something you can store away
To feel when you're in need,
But never is it on display;
It's beauty can't be seen.
I'm giving it "no strings attached",
No costly warranty.
This love that I am sending
Has a lifetime guarantee.
Sending Angel_Wings Remembers hugs and prayers.
Polly from Angel_Wings Remembers <polly1511@gmail.com>
Rolette, ND USA - Thursday, December 27, 2007 4:46 PM CST
Merry Christmas!
(I know I'm a little late)
I hope you guys are enjoying your break from school (I know Mr. Henry is=>)!! I have been thinking about ya'll a lot lately and pray that God continues to bless you in all that you do!
I love you all!
Alwayz-a-prayin'
Erin Larsen
Erin <keepthefaith_09@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, December 27, 2007 4:10 PM CST
You do not know me, but I feel as though I know you. My friends Diana and Eddie Layrock have shared your story with our Sunday School class at FBC in Sheridan over the past 2 years since they have lived here. We have prayed for you and your family many times. I, too, have a 15 year old son. My thoughts will be with you this holiday season. Thanks for sharing your thoughts. They are very touching and inspiring. Have a great 2008!
Sharla Dunigan <dunigan3@windstream.net>
Sheridan, AR USA - Wednesday, December 26, 2007 9:18 AM CST
The Word says, "And without faith it is impossible to please Him, for he who comes to God must believe that He is, and that He is a rewarder of those who seek Him." hebrews 11:6
Sharon,
I loved what you posted on Dinah's site - You came to your senses... and your faith SO pleases the Father. We MUST walk by faith and not by sight - a testimony to Dakota's words - Keep the Faith...
I remind myself all the time that Dinah has just gone Home a little sooner than the rest of us...
So, so grateful to have you as my friend -
Pamela
www.caringbridge.org/tx/dinahmatthews
Pamela Matthews <gmatth1111@att.net>
Houston, TX - Tuesday, December 25, 2007 9:50 PM CST
Merry Christmas!!!
Your Neighbors on Seven Gables Rd, Austin.
Jeff, Karen & Dalton Madding --- Miss Ann <maddingjdk@classicnet.net >
Austin, AR USA - Tuesday, December 25, 2007 9:32 PM CST
Sharon, This week I brought in the toaster oven you had borrowed when in San Antonio. It hasn't been used since then, -- Remember the day I met you in the parking lot and introduced myself? I have been thinking of you this week so much and now have a daily reminder of those few days when you were here. Yesterday we heard Max speak at the advent service, which was so beautiful. Thinking of you and Henry today.
Rhonda Bell <rhondaraybell@yahoo.com>
Fair Oaks Ranch, TX - Tuesday, December 25, 2007 6:55 PM CST
Merry Christmas Sharon! You are eternally in my thoughts and prayers. I hope you know how much YOU teach all of us too. You are an amazing mother and person. Riley and Dakota are lucky to have you for their mother. I am sure Dakota is looking down on you very proud!
Love, Beth McIntyre
beth mcintyre <beth.mcintyre@entouch.net>
houston, tx usa - Tuesday, December 25, 2007 4:43 PM CST
Just wanted to wish you a Merry Christmas. My prayers are with you during this holiday time. May you find comfort in your memories, both from the past and the ones you are building today.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Tuesday, December 25, 2007 11:54 AM CST
My prayers are with you this Christmas Day as your heart aches for Dakota!
Galatians 4:4-5 But when the fulness of the time was come, God sent forth his Son, made of a woman, made under the law, To redeem them that were under the law, that we might receive the adoption of sons.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Tuesday, December 25, 2007 0:54 AM CST
Merry Christmas guys!!
I love you all & pray for you.
Hope to see you soon!
Keep the Faith
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Monday, December 24, 2007 11:12 AM CST
HE ONLY TOOK MY HAND
Last night while I was trying to sleep,
My son's voice I did hear
I opened my eyes and looked around
But he did not appear.
He said "Mom you've got to listen,
You've got to understand
God didn't take me from you, Mom
He only took my hand
When I called out in pain that night,
The instant that I died,
He reached down and took my hand,
And pulled me to his side.
He pulled me up and saved me
From the misery and pain
My body was hurt so badly inside,
I could never be the same.
My search is really over now,
I've found happiness within,
All the answers to my empty dreams
And all that might have been.
I love you and miss you so,
And I'll always be nearby.
My body's gone forever,
But my spirit will never die!
And so, you must go on now,
Live one day at a time.
Just understand-
God did not take me from you,
He only took my hand.
(Unknown)
All my Love and Prayers
MJ/Angel_Wings
MJ/Angel_Wings <marijeighn@gmail.com>
Orlando, Fl - Monday, December 24, 2007 9:34 AM CST
Henry & Sharon - I wanted to share with you something that happened to me yesterday.
I happen to have one of Dakota's pins that I keep on a jacket that is usually left at school for chilly days at the office. I had worn it while I was out running errands, and my last stop was at the nail salon in Jacksonville. A woman there noticed it, and said "You must have known Dakota." I told her that yes, I knew Dakota, and my children had gone to school with him and Riley since their elementary school days. She said she had gotten to know his story as a reporter for a local paper (don't remember which, but wasn't the DemGaz.) She was still touched by his strength, faith and ever-present great attitude.
I know you need no reminder of your son, but I did want you to know that people are still keeping the faith. Your son is still ministering to us...all of us.
Merry Christmas to you all!
Kim
Kim Cook <kim.cook@yahoo.com>
Austin, AR USA - Saturday, December 22, 2007 11:00 PM CST
Thinking of precious Dakota and holding
your family extra close in our prayers
this Christmas..
Trish/AngelWingsRemembers <Boyerangeltrish@aol.com>
Kingston, TN USA - Friday, December 21, 2007 6:48 PM CST
Wanted you all to know I am thinking of you and wishing you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year of wonderful new memories. I think of Dakota often and I miss him tremendously. Love,Stephanie
Stephanie Dunlap <dunlapsa@archildrens.org>
little rock, ar - Friday, December 21, 2007 11:42 AM CST
?My heart is so full, yet so empty"
Sharon,
Perfect words; perfect, perfect words...
Playing memories of our time at MDAnderson in my mind. Yes, God was so very, very good even in the midst of such pain and sorrow...
Rejoicing in the birth of our Savior,
Pamela
www.caringbridge.org/tx/dinahmatthews
Pamela Matthews <gmatth1111@att.net>
Houston, Tx - Friday, December 21, 2007 9:18 AM CST
Good morning Mrs. Sharon. I'm at ACE right now, writing a personal narrative. I too am reliving memories of Dak as I write this paper. At least we know he is spending another Christmas in the best place in the universe!!! Who better to spend Christmas with than the very person who this holiday is for, right? I hope you have a good day today!!!
Keep the Faith guys!!!
Christen Odom <odomc09@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Wednesday, December 19, 2007 10:58 AM CST
Thanks again for taking the time to share your thoughts with us. I pray that you and your family will have a peaceful and joyous holiday.
Mary Etta Crowder <mcrowder474@suddenlink.net>
Batesville, ar - Wednesday, December 19, 2007 9:28 AM CST
Know that I'm praying!
Isaiah 30:19b ...thou shalt weep no more: he will be very gracious unto thee at the voice of thy cry; when he shall hear it, he will answer thee.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, December 17, 2007 11:36 PM CST
Just wanted you to know I think about you all the time. Missing Dakota... looking forward to seeing him again someday. All my love...
Carrie <calhoonct@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR - Monday, December 17, 2007 9:35 AM CST
Amen and amen!! What powerful words, what encouragement.
May you, Henry and Riley have a very blessed Christmas season as you continue to keep your eyes on Jesus -
Love,
Pamela
www.caringbridge.org/tx/dinahmatthews
Pamela Matthews
Houston, TX - Thursday, December 13, 2007 8:41 AM CST
Thank you again Sharon for touching my heart and sharing your words and thoughts. You and your family remain in my prayers.
Mary Etta Crowder <mcrowder474@suddenlink.net>
Batesville, AR - Wednesday, December 12, 2007 11:07 AM CST
Keeping you in my thoughts during the Holiday season and in my prayer's always.
Brenda MY CHRISTMAS ANGEL <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta/Canada, - Tuesday, December 11, 2007 9:55 PM CST
An Angel’s Kiss
by: Peggy Bouse
We go through life so often,
Not stopping to enjoy the day.
And we take each one for granted,
As we travel on our way.
For in your pain and sorrow,
An Angel's kiss will help you through,
This kiss is very private,
For it is meant for only you.
We never stop to measure,
Anything we just might miss.
But if the wind should blow by softly,
You'll feel an Angel's kiss.
A kiss that is sent from heaven,
A kiss from up above.
A kiss that is very special,
From someone that you love.
So when, your hearts are heavy,
And filled with tears and pain.
And no one can console you,
Remember once again...
About the ones you grieve for,
Because you sadly miss.
And the gentle breeze you took for granted,
Was just an Angel's kiss.
Polly/Angel_Wings: www.groups.yahoo.com/groups/AngelWingsRemembers <polly1511@gmail.com>
Rolette, ND USA - Tuesday, December 11, 2007 5:35 PM CST
Just wanted to remind you that you are on my heart during this holiday season. May the joys of the season cushion the memories and catch the tears that come. I thought I would have the holidays 'whipped' by this year. Once again, I've discovered how necessary it is to depend on God to get through every moment. You are greatly loved!
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
katy, tx - Tuesday, December 11, 2007 4:13 PM CST
Continuing to pray.
Colossians 3:15 And let the peace of God rule in your hearts, to the which also ye are called in one body; and be ye thankful.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, December 10, 2007 11:02 PM CST
Hi Hawkin's Family,
I am just writing to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers this holiday season. We all miss seeing
Dakota's smiling face in clinic.
love,
Brandy
Brandy Grace
Benton, Ar US - Monday, December 10, 2007 5:10 PM CST
Sharon and family, You are all on my mind. Praying for you. Another Holiday is coming and I know how hard it is. This will be our first Christmas without Di Di.We'll make it with God's help, tho. He is so good. He'll carry us when we are at our lowest. We will celebrate Christmas Dec. 16th,due to, my husband, Ted having knee replacement on the 20th of Dec.
I pray God's blessings be showered on each of you this holiday season.I know that Dakota will be in each of your hearts. I think of you often and each time I do, I pray for you. MERRY CHRISTMAS and a SPECIAL NEW YEAR!!!
Joanne Baker <jotedbaker@gmail.com>
No. Little Rock, Ar. - Monday, December 10, 2007 2:12 PM CST
Dear Mrs. Hawkins, It was nice getting to know you. Thankyou for sharing dakotas Website with me, it was very heart warming. I was proud to get to show you my shirt and make your day. I like the keep the faith moto as well. I would like to visit with you again sometime. Keep the Faith :o)
Starla Barley <Trishhop01@aol.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Friday, December 7, 2007 3:00 PM CST
Hey Sunshine, It was wonderful having you here at school today with us. I was touched by getting to introduce you and Starla. Love ya lots, Jen
Jennifer Bates <jennifer.bates@cps.k12.ar.us>
Cabot, AR USA - Friday, December 7, 2007 2:48 PM CST
Am here praying right now! Saying extra prayers as you face another Christmas without Dakota!
2 Corinthians 1:3-5 Blessed be God, even the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies, and the God of all comfort; Who comforteth us in all our tribulation, that we may be able to comfort them which are in any trouble, by the comfort wherewith we ourselves are comforted of God. For as the sufferings of Christ abound in us, so our consolation also aboundeth by Christ.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, December 3, 2007 11:50 AM CST
Praying for your family right now.
John 16:33: These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, November 26, 2007 11:38 PM CST
Sharon:
Thank you for your words of encouragement and love. Your devotionals are wonderful. You, Henry and Riley are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Love ya, my sister in Christ
Sara Talbert <saralynn18@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Tuesday, November 20, 2007 2:50 PM CST
Sharon,
Just checking in on you. Praying for grace as the Holidays approach...
Love,
Pamela
Pamela Matthews <gmatth@clearsail.net>
Houtson, - Tuesday, November 20, 2007 10:24 AM CST
I'm thankful that I can pray for your family! Saying extra prayers as you face Thanksgiving without Dakota!
Philippians 1:2-4 Grace be unto you, and peace, from God our Father, and from the Lord Jesus Christ. I thank my God upon every remembrance of you, Always in every prayer of mine for you all making request with joy,
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, November 19, 2007 10:01 PM CST
I miss yall so much!
Praying daily!
Love Always,
Brandy
Brandy Dittert <brandydandy24@comcast.net>
Tx USA - Saturday, November 17, 2007 6:57 PM CST
An Angel kissed my tears away
today when I was sad
I wasn't feeling quite myself
my day had been so bad.
I felt a warmth brush by me
that quickly dried my tears
A gentle, kind, and loving touch
that seemed to hold me near.
Immediately, I felt so much better
and the day seemed brighter too
I guess that's just the way you feel
when an Angel comforts you.
~~ Anonymous
Polly/Angel_Wings Remembers <polly1511@gmail.com>
- Saturday, November 17, 2007 11:25 AM CST
Hey Mrs. Sharon!!!
My email address is keepthefaith_09@yahoo.com! I couldn't think of anything better! I love you all and remember if you need help moving I am available!!! 259-9332!!
erin
- Thursday, November 15, 2007 12:28 AM CST
even though you don't know me i will continue to pray for you and your family i know what it is to lose a family member to something as terrible as cancer but remember he is with the lord remember the good times you shared with your dearest Dokota in times your heart will heal.
Anthoneek Davis <anthoneek@yahoo.com>
Chesapeake, va u.s.a - Wednesday, November 14, 2007 5:48 PM CST
Hey guys this is your neighbors down the road, we miss seeing ya'll drive by, hope things are going well. God is so good to us to let us have good friends like ya'll and many more.
Jeff, Karen & Dalton Madding --- Miss Ann <maddingjdk@classicnet.net >
Austin, AR USA - Wednesday, November 14, 2007 5:55 AM CST
Praying right now!
Psalms 23:1-3 The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Tuesday, November 13, 2007 0:20 AM CST
Thinking of you all today. I miss seeing you and your precious Dakota. Throughout this past week, God has brought to my mind some wonderful memories of Dakota. What a blessing to have know such an incredible young man through such a rough journey. I am forever grateful for the time I spent with Dakota and you, his precious family. Praying for each of you, especially during the upcoming holiday season.
Lora P. <loraparker@comcast.net>
3-Gold, - Saturday, November 10, 2007 3:44 PM CST
Hello - I saw your name on another page & wanted to read about your brave son. The more I read, the more amazed I was at his character and courage. I can only imagine how you miss him and of course can immediately see where his incredible strength and courage came from... thank you for sharing his story. I am active on Caringbridge and Carepages because of my own little miracle, my granddaughter who was born with CHD and has forever changed my outlook on life and love. Praying for you ... Susan
Susan, Ashlyn's Nana, 4 years old, HLHS - www.caringbridge.org/visit/ashlynrose <Susan.Barker@Oconeemed.org>
Seneca, SC USA - Thursday, November 8, 2007 12:47 AM CST
No matter what happens, keep your eyes on the Lord! Know that I'm praying!
Psalms 125:1-2 They that trust in the LORD shall be as mount Zion, which cannot be removed, but abideth for ever. As the mountains are round about Jerusalem, so the LORD is round about his people from henceforth even for ever.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, November 5, 2007 11:15 PM CST
Sharon: You certainly have a way of using your words to touch people's hearts. Thank you for caring so much for others.
Mary Etta Crowder < mcrowder474@suddenlink.net>
Batesville, - Thursday, November 1, 2007 8:30 PM CDT
Sharon
I'm so glad that Streams in the Desert still continues to minister to you. Timeless truths indeed. Where would we be without the God of all comfort. You honor the Lord in your handling of this website, your family, and the memory of your precious son. I still remember seeing him for the first time at MDA. That red headed connection maybe. So much love radiated from your family and I know it still does. May Jesus hold you closer than close and continue to whisper His love amidst the pain. You bring him much glory in your living and seeking His face and leading others to Him.
Shannon Ede <shannon@edefamily.net>
Round Rock, TX - Thursday, November 1, 2007 7:47 PM CDT
Dear Dakota's family
Thank you for visiting our Jacob's page and for signing his guess book
My heart breaks for you all in the loss of your Dakota
I know that you miss him with every beat of your heart
i also know how hard he would have faught to stay here with you all
with Love Always Jacob's Mum
17th June 1991-16th June 2005
Jacob's Mum Our Aussie^i^Jacob 17/06/91-16/06/05
Australia - Thursday, November 1, 2007 3:24 PM CDT
thanks for keeping up the website and continuing to share what God lays on your heart.
be well, Tammy Gately
Tammy Gately <tammy@tulsahurricane.com>
cabot, ar 72023 - Wednesday, October 31, 2007 5:07 PM CDT
Thinking of you this week.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Tuesday, October 30, 2007 8:23 AM CDT
Hawkins Family, I was up checking on our little buddy,Job and got to thinking about you all and Dakota and Di Di. The song "Have Thine Own Way Lord"came to my mind. The words are so encouraging to me. Di Di's husband is doing good. He retired and is taking care of their 3 little dogs. He is a good christian guy.We lost her,but gained a son. Ted is having a heart workup today. If things turn out o.k; he'll have knee replacement Dec.20th. Please pray for him. Always enjoy reading your writings. I will start reading Ecc. this morning. Praying for all of you. Joanne
Joanne Baker <jotedbaker@gmail.com>
NoLittleRock,, Ar. - Tuesday, October 30, 2007 5:00 AM CDT
Know that I continue to pray!
Romans 8:18 For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, October 29, 2007 11:34 AM CDT
What a beautiful update. Just stopping by to let you know that I am thinking of ^Dakota^ and praying for all of you.
melinda/Angel_Wigns <mcgantt@bellsouth.net>
MS - Wednesday, October 24, 2007 11:10 PM CDT
Stopping by to let you know I'm still praying!
1 John 3:2 Beloved, now are we the sons of God, and it doth not yet appear what we shall be: but we know that, when he shall appear, we shall be like him; for we shall see him as he is.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, October 22, 2007 9:14 PM CDT
"The writer concludes that God's people find meaning in life when they accept that everything is from the hand of God."
Otherwise, all else is vanity...
Sobering words, Sharon. Thank you for sharing nuggets of wisdom with all of us.
Love,
Pamela
www.caringbridge.org/tx/dinahmatthews
Pamela Matthews <gmatth@clearsail.net>
- Monday, October 22, 2007 8:33 AM CDT
Praying about Truck.
Great interception at the game, Riley! I'm proud of you as always.
Praying for all of you!
Hugs,
Lis
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Saturday, October 20, 2007 7:09 PM CDT
Sharon,
I hope your dog makes it back home; I'll bet it is pretty quiet around your house.
I taught a series of lessons from Ecclesiastes not too long ago and was amazed at the depth of emotion in this book. I didn't give it nearly as much time as it deserved, so I'm looking forward to your thoughts in coming weeks.
You remain in our prayers -
Tammy Kinley
Flower Mound, TX - Thursday, October 18, 2007 10:31 PM CDT
Oh I'm sorry about Truck! It can be so heart breaking. the Lord knows exactly where he is. Praying He brings him back home!
Still here praying daily!
Psalms 119:76-77 Let, I pray thee, thy merciful kindness be for my comfort, according to thy word unto thy servant. Let thy tender mercies come unto me, that I may live: for thy law is my delight.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, October 15, 2007 10:28 PM CDT
Sharon, I will I could come and look for Truck. I'm praying that you'll find him soon! I had lunch with the Dittert girls (and a few others) yesterday. It's nice to be allowed to listen in on the conversations on ocassion! Thinking of you often!
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, tx - Monday, October 15, 2007 8:39 AM CDT
Still no sign of Truck. Thanks so much for all of you are looking and for your calls.
Sharon Hawkins <hsdr@cebridge.net>
Cabot, ar - Sunday, October 14, 2007 8:46 AM CDT
Sharon,
Praying you find Truck.
Pamela
Pamela Matthews
- Friday, October 12, 2007 9:16 PM CDT
Hawkins Family,
I was just thinking about about Dakota for some reason. I did not know him but have known about him from the news and from other kids. My daughter goes to CJHS now. and i can't imagine a day without her. you guys are such a strong family. keep up the faith
Robin Jackson <robin_dps@hotmail.com>
Cabot, Ar USA - Thursday, October 11, 2007 2:16 PM CDT
I have been thinking about dakota a lot lately!!
But just wanted to see how the family was!!
I miss every single one of yal!!
Jill Smolsky <mynameisjill13@aol.com>
Port Arthur, TX United States - Wednesday, October 10, 2007 1:13 PM CDT
Hey Sharon, Just thinkin of you all! Love you, Laurie
Laurie Sims <Lsims71@cs.com>
Lonoke, AR USA - Tuesday, October 9, 2007 8:52 PM CDT
Know that I'm here praying!
Isaiah 12:2-3 Behold, God is my salvation; I will trust, and not be afraid: for the LORD JEHOVAH is my strength and my song; he also is become my salvation. Therefore with joy shall ye draw water out of the wells of salvation.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, October 8, 2007 10:28 PM CDT
Hey guys!
For some reason, Dakota has been on my mind a lot this week! I miss him so much.
So I just wanted to check in.
Hope you guys are doing well!
Love you all!
Keep the Faith
Lindsey
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Saturday, October 6, 2007 10:09 AM CDT
Thinking of you today!
J. Odom
Cabot, AR usa - Friday, October 5, 2007 11:45 AM CDT
Good morning Hawkins family! I have been thinking about yall so much since I found out that Natalie Hightower has been diagnosed with AML Leukemia. It makes me sad becuase I've seen first hand what she's about to go through.
I love yall dearly!
Brandy Dittert <brandydandy24@comcast.net>
Tx USA - Thursday, October 4, 2007 10:31 AM CDT
Good morning Hawkins family! I've been thinking about ya'll this week. We're staying really busy with football and band. Some days I only see Gracie when she stops in for food (or money)! You are in my prayers. And remember, Sharon, add COLOR to your food! You are loved!!
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
katy, tx - Thursday, October 4, 2007 9:44 AM CDT
Dear Hawkings Family: My name is Melinda and I am a prayer warrior with Angel_Wings. Just dropping in to let you know that you are in my prayers. May God bless you.
melinda/Angel_Wings <mcgantt@bellsouth.net>
MS - Tuesday, October 2, 2007 10:08 PM CDT
Sharon,
Just checking in on you. It's been a while since you updated so I don't know how you are doing.
Love,
Pamela
Pamela Matthews <gmatth@clearsail.net>
- Tuesday, October 2, 2007 9:57 AM CDT
Know that you're in my prayers!
1 Peter 5:7 Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, October 1, 2007 10:06 PM CDT
Sweet Sharon,
I feel as if I have let the busyness of the new school year keep me from touching base with you as I should. I am very sorry for this and hope you can forgive me. I keep thinking that I'll run into you at one of Riley's games and we can get caught up, but alas, our paths have not crossed. I'll call or drop you an e-mail. :)
After Dakota won his heavenly victory, I found it very difficult to enjoy football. I found myself crying at stadiums or turning the tv off because it just was too strong of a reminder of him. This season, God has given me a peace and I can enjoy the game again. Of course, thoughts of Dakota always come with a kick off, but some of the pain and sadness has lifted--hard to explain, the beast that grief is. I know that Dakota must be so very proud of riley's efforts on the field.
Please know that you have remained in my daily prayers--I haven't dropped the ball completely at least. :) Hugs to all of you.
Know that you are loved.
Lis
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Saturday, September 29, 2007 8:29 AM CDT
The Lord heard Jonah's prayers from the belly of a fish. He hears the cries of all His people! Praying so right now!
Jonah 2:1-2 Then Jonah prayed unto the LORD his God out of the fish's belly, And said, I cried by reason of mine affliction unto the LORD, and he heard me; out of the belly of hell cried I, and thou heardest my voice.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, September 24, 2007 11:48 PM CDT
hey hawkins family!!!!!!!!!! i have missed yall so so much.. this summer was amazing and im sorry that i havent been able to write to you sooner. thank you so much for opening your doors and letting us stay with you. Mrs. Hawkins thank you so much for letting me go to dakotas grave site, it was truly inspirational and has made my relationship with god even stronger..i always heard about Dakota from the ditterts but i never got to experience it like i did this past summer. Dakota is one of the people that inspire me to be a better christian, he had a faith that i cant even understand today..He is amazing!! i think about him every day and how much love he had for the lord, like all of you do. i cant wait till the day i see you all again!!!!! god bless yall!!!!!
Maria Galindo <mapizonga@hotmail.com>
katy , tx U.S - Friday, September 21, 2007 11:40 PM CDT
What a beautiful post. Having families like you and Dakota in my life help me to appreciate motherhood all the more. Thank you for sharing- yourselves and precious Dakota. He will never be forgotten. All my love...
Carrie <calhoonct@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR - Wednesday, September 19, 2007 9:00 AM CDT
Checking in and letting you know I'm praying!
Psalms 116:4 Then called I upon the name of the LORD; O LORD, I beseech thee, deliver my soul.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, September 17, 2007 11:29 PM CDT
May the angels keep you till morning.
May they guide you through the night.
May they comfort all your sorrows.
May they help you win the fight.
May they keep watch on your soul.
May they show you better ways.
May they guard you while you're sleeping.
May they see you through your days.
May they show you new hopes.
May they still your every doubt.
May they calm your every fear.
May they hear you when you shout.
May the angels keep you til morning.
More than this I cannot pray.
And if the angels ever fail you.
Then may God be there that day.
~ Author Unknown ~
Polly/Angel_Wings www.groups.yahoo.com/groups/Angel_Wings
- Thursday, September 13, 2007 7:57 PM CDT
HELLO HAWKINS GANG!
I miss yall so much! I'm in school right now and I was just thinking of yall while I was in the computer lab with my English class! HAHA! So i though that I would write you.
I can't wait to see yall again!
Brandy Dittert <brandydandy24@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, September 12, 2007 9:59 AM CDT
Keeping the faith..and constantly thinking of you all.
Love you guys and hope everything is going well.
Emily Holder <er.holder@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Tuesday, September 11, 2007 9:21 PM CDT
Lifting your family up in prayer!
Psalms 27:14 Wait on the LORD: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the LORD.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, September 10, 2007 11:07 PM CDT
Sharon,
I still read your page. Your thoughts inspire me and help to renew a proper perspective in my life. I like to read it at night when I'm very tired and feeling like I just can't get it all done. Thanks for allowing God to use your pain for His glory and to bless the rest of us. Love you much,
Lisa Owens
Jonesboro, AR USA - Monday, September 10, 2007 8:37 PM CDT
Sharon,
Thinking of you as football season begins...
Missing my friend and praying -
Pamela
www.caringbridge.org/tx/dinahmatthews
Pamela Matthews <gmatth@clearsail.net>
- Thursday, September 6, 2007 9:45 AM CDT
Sharon,
Thinking of you as football season begins...
Missing my friend and praying -
Pamela
www.caringbridge.org/tx/dinahmatthews
Pamela Matthews <gmatth@clearsail.net>
Houston, - Thursday, September 6, 2007 9:45 AM CDT
Continuing to lift your family up in prayer!
Philippians 4:6-7 Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God. And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, September 3, 2007 11:32 PM CDT
Hey Hawkins, I think of Dakota often and miss him. I hope you all are doing well. You remain in my thoughts and prayers.- Stephanie
Stephanie Dunlap <dunlapsa@archildrens.org>
little rock, ar - Wednesday, August 29, 2007 8:19 AM CDT
My loss was so different from yours. I never got to know my son at all. I lost him at 16 weeks due to miscarriage. The only time I got to hold him was when I fished him out of the toilet where he'd fallen. When I realized who I was holding I let him fall. I'll always regret that. My husband ended up getting him out and we took him to the hospital where I had to be taken. After he died my heart hurt so much it felt like it was going to explode in my chest. There were times when I'd wonder why it hadn't yet. But to add to that watching your son go through everything Dakota did...I don't even have words......
The title of one of my all time favorite hymns is "I'm But a Stranger Here, Heaven is My Home." Oh how true! Know that I'm here praying!
Romans 8:17-18 And if children, then heirs; heirs of God, and joint-heirs with Christ; if so be that we suffer with him, that we may be also glorified together. For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Tuesday, August 28, 2007 0:15 AM CDT
Sharron, I enjoy reading your jounal entries. It proves to me daily that God is still a living God and by his Grace he gives us the streagth to go on - despite the tourmoil that life thrusts upon us. You are an inspiration to many people. We have been granted a great learning experience by watching you and your family as you go through these difficulties. I truly wised that I could stand again on the Dakota Hawkins Memorial football fields. I remember watching Dakota at the HS games and know that it gave him so much joy (as it does for many others in Cabot). Just know that many people around the world keep up with you and your family. God Bless!
TJ Wolski <wolskimom@yahoo.com>
USAF Academy, CO USA - Saturday, August 25, 2007 10:50 AM CDT
Sharon,
It is ALWAYS good to hear from you! Thank you for sharing your heart because it gives clarity to what we all are feeling but may not know how to articulate.
Resting in Him,
Pamela
Pamela Matthews <gmatth@clearsail.net>
- Thursday, August 23, 2007 7:39 AM CDT
Sharon,
As I began this unwanted journey through grief, I began reading different books on the stages of grief. My analytical side was going to work through all the "stuff" and move on. I didn't like the pain and I didn't want to be there anymore! I can remember being really angry when I was told by a grief counselor that it could take from 2 to 5 years to work through the grief process. There are no magic steps, it's a process and we will probably never completely finish it. That's not what I wanted to hear. I wanted to get back to being ME, again. I wanted the tears to stop. Gradually, I’ve learned that this IS me. The new Me that struggles at every holiday, birthday, anniversary, graduation, football game, wrestling match, band show & school activity. The new Me that stops on the 2nd of every month and remembers. The new Me that finally understands that Terry isn’t missing any of these things. But, I miss sharing them with HIM. The new Me that finally understands the enormity of the simple scripture “Jesus Wept.” The new Me that knows that I will never “get over it.” The new Me that fears being alone and still seeks to hide in my aloneness.
My sister, I lift you up in my prayers. Bruce Marchiano says “If you can take the way you feel about your own kids and multiply is a billions times, you might begin to come close to the way God feels about you.” I pray that you will feel the unending love of our Heavenly Father and the comfort that only His Spirit can give. We rest in the hope that we will stand before our Lord Jesus Christ and worship with all of those that we so desperately miss on this earth.
You are loved!
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
katy, TX - Wednesday, August 22, 2007 12:39 AM CDT
Sharon: I am happy that you have found some peace within your soul. I can only imagine what losing a child would do to a person. I still keep you, Henry, and Riley in my prayers as I check out the site as part of my weekly routine. It is always nice to hear from you. May God Bless you and keep you.
Mary Etta Crowder <mcrowder474@suddenlink.net>
Batesville, AR - Tuesday, August 21, 2007 9:46 PM CDT
Know that I'm praying!
Psalms 27:7-8 Hear, O LORD, when I cry with my voice: have mercy also upon me, and answer me. When thou saidst, Seek ye my face; my heart said unto thee, Thy face, LORD, will I seek.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Tuesday, August 21, 2007 0:15 AM CDT
Tiny Angel
Tiny Angel rest your wings
sit with me for awhile.
How I long to hold your hand,
And see your tender smile.
Tiny Angel, look at me,
I want this image clear...
That I will forget your precious face
Is my biggest fear.
Tiny Angel can you tell me,
Why you have gone away?
You weren't here for very long...
Why is it, you couldn't stay?
Tiny Angel shook his head,
"These things I do not know...
But I do know that you love me,
And that I love you so".
Author © Unknown
Polly from http://groups.yahoo.com/groups/Angel_Wings <polly1511@gmail.com>
- Monday, August 20, 2007 11:10 PM CDT
I bought you a little something! Gonna send it soon! =)=)
P.S.- bought some of that enlgish toffee cappucino instant stuff that you made for all of us girls at your house.. everytime i drink it i can see all of us girls in the kitchen at ur house! it's a wonderful memory!
brandy dittert <brandydandy24@Houston.rr.com>
Texas - Monday, August 20, 2007 1:32 PM CDT
a signed a birthday card for you at my dads office today. It will be a little late but i had to make sure i signed it! i have thought about you all day! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ~keep the faith~
p.s. yalls knew house is beautiful!
haylea bryant <haylea_bryant20@hotmail.com>
cabot, ar - Tuesday, August 14, 2007 5:57 PM CDT
I'm still hearing all about the trip to Arkansas. The kids really had a good time and keep talikng about it. Gracie has definitely claimed you as her Arkansas Mom! Gracie & I took Zac to Belton and moved him into the Dorm at Mary Hardin-Baylor. He starts football practice today in this lovely Texas heat-wave. We went through the bookstore and he pointed out all of the things Terry would have bought that said UMHB Dad. We all laughed and enjoyed imagining how Terry have enjoyed this move for Zac. Because we KNOW that we will see Terry & Dakota again, we can remember and laugh and cry with HOPE. I so appreciate the example your family has set for my kids. Even though you are many miles away, you are a part of our daily lives and conversations. "since then, you have been raised with Christ, set your hearts on things above, where Christ is seated at the right-had of God. Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things." Col 3:1-2
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
katy, TX - Tuesday, August 14, 2007 9:43 AM CDT
So how did it go Saturday night?
I was just going to share verse 18 but backed up and read some more of the chapter and had to send the rest, too. Continuing to pray!
Psalms 89:15-18 Blessed is the people that know the joyful sound: they shall walk, O LORD, in the light of thy countenance. In thy name shall they rejoice all the day: and in thy righteousness shall they be exalted. For thou art the glory of their strength: and in thy favour our horn shall be exalted. For the LORD is our defence; and the Holy One of Israel is our king.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, August 13, 2007 10:26 PM CDT
Sharon, just want you to know that I think of you all often. Miss you and you are in my prayers.
Delores (hem/onc) <deloann79@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, August 11, 2007 3:11 PM CDT
I took out everything last night that I had that Dakota gave me or anything that had to do with Dakota. I found all the emails we used to send each other in 8th grade saying how much we loved each other! I have a box full of the little things that i would like to one day go through with you. It has my plane ticket to Arkansas, the rose he gave me for Valentine's Day with earrings in them, etc. Also, I took out all the stuffed animals he gave me for Christmas, my birthday and Valentine's Day. I couldn't dare look at them before till today. They brought me saddness until after the trip.. now they bring me peace and assurance of God. I had a bible study last night when I got home and the topic of it was assurance.God assures us everyday that he is "the way, the truth, and the life" and I believe that 100 percent.
All of 7 of Dakota's stuffed animals that he gave to me go on my bed now. When I look at them I don't cry anymore.. but smile knowing I'll see him again, praising the Lord together!
Wanted to update you on the changes I have made!
P.S. the little black dog yall gave me that looks like Dakota's trouble.. well I named mine trouble too.
*Keep The Faith!
Brandy Dandy <brandydandy24@houston.rr.com>
Katy, tx - Friday, August 10, 2007 12:50 AM CDT
Please forgive me for not signing in since March 2, 2006. I have always been eager to share Dakota’s story to ears that would listen. I was always quick to remind the listener about his journey of faith. But not until this last week, with you, did I realize I’ve been telling and living the story all wrong. Now I see, understand, and have been conformed to share a NEW story of VICTORY. Although Satan would have loved to keep Dakota living in sickness here on Earth, God won that battle by claiming victory over his soul and has given away the Crown of Life along with a new body, just like his own Son’s. Thank you Father for claiming Victory in our lives, and help us to rid these strongholds that rob You of anything less! Because I now share this story of victory I can see with both my “physical” and “spiritual” eyes just what Keep the Faith really means, as story of Victory in Jesus. KTF is a story of victory and it is so evident in your KTF ministry, your new home, and the story you share. I know that when you do share this story along the way and at the benefit, that no matter if you stumble through the words or if your emotions get the best of you, none of that will matter because the story you share lasts for an eternity- and what a great impact that will make.
Thank you for living in Victory Uncle Henry, Aunt Sharon, Riley, KTF Foundation, and to all who share this story. May God’s glory shine through you all.
Christi Richards <christi@westland.cc>
Katy, TX USA - Friday, August 10, 2007 11:07 AM CDT
I had met Dakota once at chruch one Sunday, but unfortunantly I didn't get to know him, know him. He meant so much to a lot of people. I knew he was amazing, but now THIS amazing. And when Ms. Hawkins welcomed the Westland Ladies into her home with wide, open arms, I could have never felt any better and was comfortable saying, "Home sweet home." Ms. Hawkins is an amazing woman. Mr. Hawkins is awesome! And Riley is so blessed to have two amazing parents that are full of potential and faith. God gives us difficulties and struggles to test our faith in Him. I could not have done what the Hawkins family did through the Dakota situation. I love y'all dearly and am excited to see y'all in the near future and in Heaven.
God Bless,
Mazie
Mazie Martin <mazie.martintx@hotmail.com>
Katy, TX USA - Thursday, August 9, 2007 10:44 PM CDT
Dakota meant so much to me.. I loved him so dearly!! I did go into his' room last night and OF COURSE it was very emotional! I knew I had to do it, otherwise I'd regret it later. YOU ARE MY ARKANSAS FAMiLY! Mrs. Hawkins I'm so honored for you to call me the daughter-in-law from Dakota and I's relationship! I take that to the heart! I treasure that so much! Also the grave site was beautiful! I have pictures to cherish!
I want to thank you so much for opening up your home to us. We all had a wonderful late night!(Even though you beat me at pool! lol.) My second time at your house was just as good as the first time 2 years ago even though the second time was harder without Dakota being there. It made me stronger though through this. I'm really glad that all of the Westland youth group and Mt. Carmel youth group mixed so well! I prayed HARD for all us Westland girls just to have such a good time at your house! MY PRAYER WAS ANSWERED BEYOND WHAT I ASKED FOR! Everything was wonderful and cannot wait till your new house is built! i'm coming to stay for a week!!
Hopefully I see yall at Christmas or Spring Break.. but I want it to be before that!!
P.S.- I'm still laughing that Riley was asked by some boys if they could spend the night at the house becuase they founb out all the girls were staying there! Riley.. you were one lucky dog! lol.
Keep The Faith!
Brandy
Brandy Dittert <brandydandy24@comcast.net>
Katy, Tx 77494 - Thursday, August 9, 2007 9:03 PM CDT
Ya'll are an amazing family. Dakota was a lucky son to have parents like ya'll, Mr. and Mrs. Hawkins. And Riley you make an amazing brother even to me and Brandy. You all will always be part of my family like my own in texas. ('cept you're my ar-kansas bunch.) God has blessed this family trememdously and i thank Him ever day that i get to witness what ya'll do and how ya'll act. Each of you are an example to ever member of the family. The role models of the fathers, mothers, and children that God calls us to be. May God always reside in your home and among you when you are out in the world. Also that He might consider you, Riley, a man after His own heart. Thank each and ever one of you for making memories with my family and friends of Westland Baptist Church. Your church, Mt. Carmel, made this trip worthwhile. Remember don't just keep the faith, spread it around.
Riley here is a common verse for you to memorize if you haven't yet:
"Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an exmple for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith, and in purity." 1 Timothy 4:12 NIV
Carly <cditty10@yahoo.com>
Katy, TX - Thursday, August 9, 2007 2:45 AM CDT
Stopping by to let you know that I'm still here praying!!!!!!!!!
Psalms 4:8 I will both lay me down in peace, and sleep: for thou, LORD, only makest me dwell in safety.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, August 6, 2007 8:30 PM CDT
Thanks for the words of encouragement. Zac & Gracie are looking forward to heading your way. From what I hear from my kids, the Difference Makers are ready to spread some Texas joy. They're looking forward to the trip.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
katy, TX - Friday, August 3, 2007 8:31 AM CDT
God is our strength! Praying as always!
Psalms 73:25-26 Whom have I in heaven but thee? and there is none upon earth that I desire beside thee. My flesh and my heart faileth: but God is the strength of my heart, and my portion for ever.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, July 30, 2007 11:35 PM CDT
I had asked God Why me, why should I have to go through a horrible storm in my life. Through those hard storms in my life, I hold on to Jesus because he helps us through those times. We must Keep The Faith through it all. He is our light through darkest times. Much love, the Sims
Laurie Sims <Lsims71@cs.com>
Lonoke, AR USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 9:58 PM CDT
Sharon,
A good word - ministering to my soul...
Your friend,
Pamela
www.caringbridge.org/tx/dinahmatthews
Pamela Matthews <gmatth@clearsail.net>
- Saturday, July 28, 2007 10:25 AM CDT
May God bless your family and ease your grief.
TOM PARKS
N LITTLE ROCK, AR USA - Thursday, July 26, 2007 4:24 PM CDT
Love you!
Lis <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Tuesday, July 24, 2007 11:54 PM CDT
Sharon,
Just wanted to tell you that you, Henry, and Riley remain in my prayers. When I see Riley at church and how tall he has gotten it seems like he is growing so fast...I am sure he is very busy with church and football these days. I just wanted you to know that when you stopped by the church office with Roderick a week or so ago to sign him up for Siloam, I was encouraged by your steadfast faith through such difficult times. I hope your book is coming along nicely. I look forward to reading it someday. You are such an encouragement to others around you and I wanted you to know that you are the living example to me of what Keeping the Faith is all about. God bless you and your family.
Heather Brewster <heather.brewster@mcbccabot.com>
Cabot, AR - Tuesday, July 24, 2007 10:17 AM CDT
As usual you have such a gift of words! Thank you so much for sharing this!
Know that I care and am continuing to pray!
Psalms 29:11 The LORD will give strength unto his people; the LORD will bless his people with peace.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, July 23, 2007 10:37 PM CDT
Sharon,
I stop by often - just posted today. Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Does it seem like ages ago that Dakota and Dinah were in the hospital together? Thank God for memories...
Your friend,
Pamela
www.caringbridge.org/tx/dinahmatthews
Pamela Matthews <gmatth@clearsail.net>
- Wednesday, July 18, 2007 2:44 PM CDT
Know that your family is in my thoughts and prayers!
Psalms 61:1-4 Hear my cry, O God; attend unto my prayer. From the end of the earth will I cry unto thee, when my heart is overwhelmed: lead me to the rock that is higher than I. For thou hast been a shelter for me, and a strong tower from the enemy. I will abide in thy tabernacle for ever: I will trust in the covert of thy wings. Selah.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, July 16, 2007 11:05 PM CDT
Hey Mrs. Sharon!
well last night @ the william's was very entertaining you will have to ask riley about his belly flops!!!
As you know the high school just got back from x-fuge which was a blast! while i was in florida i decided to get a tattoo! (temporary) i got K.T.F. on my foot and enjoyed telling ppl what it meant!(Keep The Faith!!!)
not a day goes by that i do not think about Dakota and all the wonderful memories we shared! Even though my "tattoo" is temporary his message of "keep the faith" will never fade!
ALWAYZ-A-PRAYIN'
Erin Larsen!!
Erin
- Monday, July 16, 2007 2:05 PM CDT
Thinking of you, today. I got the opportunity to spend some time with Gracie and Carly, yesterday. As Gracie drove, I was in the backseat and watched while she and Carly enjoyed Mandisa's single "Only the World". I don't believe that I truly understood the message that song gives when I was 16. But, as I enjoyed watching the girls pony-tails bobbing up and down, I realised that these 2 young ladies get it. They've been confronted with this temporary life and understand the phrase "These's gonna be so much more than only the world for me." Looking forward to what God's has for us!
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
katy, tx - Monday, July 16, 2007 8:46 AM CDT
I chose this verse today because it shows the infinite care God takes in our lives. Lifting your family up in prayer right now!
Isaiah 65:24 And it shall come to pass, that before they call, I will answer; and while they are yet speaking, I will hear.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, July 9, 2007 10:40 PM CDT
Hello cousins! I've been thinking of all you friends there I know you will all be fine hope to see you soon. I will call soon and maybe we can go out to eat some place soon, God bless you all. JOHN
John Bishop <johnbishop1967@hotmail.com>
Tuckerman, Ar - Saturday, July 7, 2007 2:10 PM CDT
Lord, make me an instrument of your peace.
Where there is hatred, let me sow love, where there is injury, pardon, where there is doubt, faith, where there is despair, hope, where there is darkness, light, where there is sadness, joy.
O Divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled as to console, not so much to be understood as to understand, not so much to be loved, as to love; for it is in giving that we receive, it is in pardoning that we are pardoned, it is in dying that we awake to eternal life.
Saint Francis of Assisi
Sending you Angel Hugs, Praises and Prayers today.
Polly/Angel_Wings <polly1511@gmail.com>
- Wednesday, July 4, 2007 4:02 PM CDT
Lots of Dakota on my mind this week. Sad heart, missing him and worrying about all of you. Fireworks make me think of him, which is bitter sweet--love to think of him, but miss him. Praying for all of you, as I know you miss Dakota terribly. May God continue to sustain you and give you peace and hope.
I love the KTF ministry and am so very proud of you and your efforts to make it a go! Please pray about if and how I can help you with it--already committing to pray for it everyday, but please let me know what else you need.
Thinking of and praying for the Hickman's this week and remembering their dear Wild Bill. www.caringbridge.org/ar/wildbill
Love,
Lis
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Tuesday, July 3, 2007 11:37 PM CDT
Keeping the Faith!
I love you guys!
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Tuesday, July 3, 2007 3:32 PM CDT
Sharon! Got to see a pic of you! Went to the site and oh I have tears. This is such an amazing thing to do for the kids! Will definitely bookmark the site and share it with those who are in need of the services.
This verse is so simple, but oh at times it's just so very hard to do. Continuing to pray!
Proverbs 3:5 Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA U.S.A. - Monday, July 2, 2007 10:48 PM CDT
May you rest peace my friend you where a true fighter keep the faith
Roderick quinn <gulleychristel@cebrige.net>
cabot, ark usa - Monday, July 2, 2007 4:15 PM CDT
It was great to see Riley at Westland. The girls are SO excited about entertaining him last night. I'm praying for you this week!
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Monday, July 2, 2007 12:28 AM CDT
I just wanted to let you know I was thinking of all of you today. I really miss Dakota. I was just looking at some silly pictures I took of him making a monkey face and pretending to throw up in one of the hospital's pink bins. He always new how to find humor in bad situations and look at the positive side of things. He was an amazing person and continues to touch people's lives. I loved him very much and still do. All of you remain in my thoughts and prayers.
-Stephanie
Stephanie Dunlap <dunlapsa@archildrens.org>
little rock, ar - Friday, June 29, 2007 12:02 AM CDT
I MISS YALL SO MUCH! I'm so excited to see yall this weekend! I can't wait till Riley comes down this Saturday to Katy! I'm planning on sleeping during that 5 hour drive with Jimmy and Mrs. Donna up to Marshall to meet yall. Haha! I love yall so much!
Keep The Faith!
Love,
Brandy
Brandy Dittert <brandydandy24@houston.rr.com>
Katy, Tx 77494 - Friday, June 29, 2007 11:12 AM CDT
Continuing to pray for your family!
Psalms 40:17 But I am poor and needy; yet the Lord thinketh upon me: thou art my help and my deliverer; make no tarrying, O my God.
Prayer Bears
Lynn Worley <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA - Monday, June 25, 2007 11:52 PM CDT
Sharon, Just checked the Keep The Faith Foundation and it's wonderful! It really touched me. They will always be in our hearts. Miss Caleb every day. Love you all and hope to get together soon this summer, #944-9410. God bless, Laurie
Laurie Sims <Lsims71@cs.com>
Lonoke, AR USA - Friday, June 22, 2007 3:58 PM CDT
I just checked out the new site. It's really great. How exciting to know that Dakota will continue to touch lives for years to come. In "Praying God's Word Day by Day" I came across this: "Our heartbreaks really aren't anyone else's responsibility. They are Christ's. Remember, He came to bind up the broken hearted." I pray that your broken hearts will be healed by Christ's great love, knowing that the scars will always be evidence of great love both given and received.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Wednesday, June 20, 2007 3:57 PM CDT
Hi,
I just checked out the new KTF Website and it looks great. I think this is a wonderful idea and pray for God to bless the work you want to do through it. This will be a wonderful help to so many families. I know Dakota would be proud of what you are doing.
God bless,
Ann (Colton's nanna)
www.prayforcolton.com
Ann Ward <wardx3@aristotle.net>
Maumelle, AR - Tuesday, June 19, 2007 8:34 PM CDT
I stopped by to let you know that the Hawkins family is in my prayers this afternoon. God bless you all.
John M. Giblin, MD <john@clinstudy.com>
Austin, AR USA - Tuesday, June 19, 2007 2:53 PM CDT
Thinking of you today- missing Dakota. He was an amazing person- so wise at such a young age. He is cherished. Thank you for sharing him with us...All my love and prayers...
Carrie <calhoonct@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR - Tuesday, June 19, 2007 11:50 AM CDT
Praying for your family right now!
Romans 8:18 For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA - Tuesday, June 19, 2007 0:28 AM CDT
My name is really what it says.
Dakota Hawkins <heyheyheymullafukka@hotmail.com>
Kansas City, MO US&A - Tuesday, June 19, 2007 0:04 AM CDT
You are heavy on my mind tonight dearest Sharon. Lifting you in prayer and asking God to give you a peaceful rest full of beautiful dreams.
Love you.
Lis
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Friday, June 15, 2007 10:16 PM CDT
Sharon,
It has been a long time sinceI have posted but that doesnt mean that we have not thought and prayed for your guys. Taylor reminds of daily of you guys when she comes home and tells us "Guess who came up to me at school today, Mr Henry....and guess what I did ....I hugged him. Mom he still laughs about giving James licks and says I am next, he is so silly." I thank God for a Christian princple and Christian teachers. Troy thinks of Dakota every hunting season. You guys are thought of often and prayer for daily.
In Christ Love,
Penny
Penny <tpraymond@cebridge.net>
Cabot, AR - Tuesday, June 12, 2007 7:56 PM CDT
Sharon,
Once again, just checking in on you. I remember it was hardest those few months right after Dinah's one year anniversary. Know that I am praying for you...
Thanks for being my friend,
Pamela
www.caringbridge.org/tx/dinahmatthews
Pamela Matthews <gmatth@clearsail.net>
- Saturday, June 9, 2007 12:16 AM CDT
Hello there Hawkins family! It's been a hectic time here in Katy. Zac turned 18 and graduated within the same week. Now, he & Gracie are working at the same Smoothie King. (This could be an interesting summer.) Next week is youth camp. I know both kids are looking forward to this time. My house will be really quiet. Riley, Gracie keeps mentioning that are coming for a visit. We look forward to seeing you! Your family stays on my heart and in my prayers.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Thursday, June 7, 2007 8:32 AM CDT
These words are so comforting. Know that I'm here praying!
John 14:1-3 Let not your heart be troubled: ye believe in God, believe also in me. In my Father's house are many mansions: if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you unto myself; that where I am, there ye may be also.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, June 4, 2007 10:54 PM CDT
Sharon, Thought I would let you know little Job made it o.k. He is in St.Louis. Just read an update from Tina. Praise God from whom all blessings flo!!!!
Thought all of the prayer warriors would want an update.
Joanne
Joanne Baker <jotedbaker@gmail.com>
No.LittleRock,, Ar. - Tuesday, May 29, 2007 11:09 AM CDT
Remembering Dakota today, too.
Some thoughts from Scripture as we remember those who gave their lives for us this Memorial Day.
Romans 5:6-8 For when we were yet without strength, in due time Christ died for the ungodly. For scarcely for a righteous man will one die: yet peradventure for a good man some would even dare to die. But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.
Memorial Day Video (have kleenex ready!)
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, May 28, 2007 9:38 PM CDT
Thinking of you today, Sharon
Rhonda Bell <rhondaraybell@yahoo.com>
Fair Oaks Ranch, - Sunday, May 27, 2007 7:40 PM CDT
Praying for you all and hoping this summer is a good one!
Emily H <emaleexo9@yahoo.com>
Cabot, ar usa - Sunday, May 27, 2007 11:35 AM CDT
Sharon,
Just checking in on you...really I check in several times a day - just posting today!
Pamela
Pamela Matthews <g,atth@clearsail.net>
- Friday, May 25, 2007 8:43 AM CDT
Prayer warriors. Please join me in praying for Elijah Talley. http://www.caringbridge.org/cb/inputSiteName.do?method=search&siteName=elijahtalley
Love,
Lis
Lis <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Thursday, May 24, 2007 11:00 AM CDT
Stopping by to let you know that your family is still in my prayers so very much!
2 Samuel 22:31 As for God, his way is perfect; the word of the LORD is tried: he is a buckler to all them that trust in him.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, May 21, 2007 11:37 PM CDT
Hey Sharon, I don't think I have told you what a wonderful job you did with the poignant video that you made for the Keep the Faith Ministries. I felt blessed to be able to view it at The Relay for Life. I know Dakota's presence lives on through the KTF Ministries as well as in so many hearts!
Love ya, Jen
Jennifer Bates <jennifer.bates@cps.k12.ar.us>
Cabot, AR USA - Sunday, May 20, 2007 8:45 PM CDT
Sharon,
You remain on my prayer list. Thank you for sharing your heart -
Tammy
Tammy Kinley
Flower Mound, TX - Thursday, May 17, 2007 10:30 PM CDT
Dear Sharon,
You were on my heart this weekend. The joy that comes with motherhood & the pain of missing a treasured member of the family were all swirling around this weekend. We're in the midst of prom, birthdays & graduation. So, it was good to stop and reflect on how special our families are. Remembering & looking forward. . .
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
katy, TX - Tuesday, May 15, 2007 8:29 AM CDT
Praying for your family as always!
Romans 15:4 For whatsoever things were written aforetime were written for our learning, that we through patience and comfort of the scriptures might have hope.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, May 14, 2007 10:21 PM CDT
Sharon,
Happy Mother's Day to you too, my friend!
"Oh tis sweet to trust in Jesus..."
Blessings,
Pamela
Pamela Matthews <gmatth@clearsail.net>
- Sunday, May 13, 2007 3:47 PM CDT
Sweet Sharon,
I have sat here for quite some time tonight pondering
what words to leave for you this evening, but nothing profound seems to be flowing from my fingers. While I know that Mother's Day is a treasured day for you, I imagine that it is a difficult day as well. I will be lifting you up and asking God to give you an extra measure of peace and blessings tomorrow. You are always on my mind.
Special hugs to Ry and Henry. Hoping they will really pamper you tomorrow and make you feel like a royal princess.
Love you girl!
Lis
Lis <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Saturday, May 12, 2007 9:38 PM CDT
Sharon,
Just thinking of you...and praying...
Pamela
Pamela Matthews <gmatth@clearsail.net>
Houston, TX USA - Saturday, May 12, 2007 9:23 AM CDT
Sharon, you do not know me but I have followed your journey the past couple of years and continue to pray for you and your family. I know a baby to put on your prayer list, Ethan Powell. He is from Shreveport, LA, and was diagnosed with leukemia at 8 weeks of age. Ethan's mom is from my hometown. They have been at St. Jude since February. His website is ethanpowell.com. They have tremendous faith but were hit with some bad news today, leukemia is back in 18% of his body and is rising. I know you understand what they're going through. Please pray for them.
April Bevis <abevis@cebridge.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Thursday, May 10, 2007 5:50 PM CDT
Just thinking of you today.
Carrie <calhoonct@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR - Tuesday, May 8, 2007 11:10 AM CDT
You have a strong hold in the day of trouble! Praying as always!
Nahum 1:7 The LORD is good, a strong hold in the day of trouble; and he knoweth them that trust in him.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, May 7, 2007 11:48 PM CDT
To Joanne: I do remember meeting your daughter. The dream she had brings me a great peace. I'm so sorry she has taken a turn for the worse. Please let me know if I can sit with you or help in any way possible. (My email is on the homepage at the bottom.) Meanwhile, she will be utmost in my prayers. God bless you and "keep the faith."
Sharon Hawkins <hsdr@cebridge.net>
Cabot, Ar - Friday, May 4, 2007 8:43 AM CDT
Sharon, Henry and Riley, Just read your new journal entry. It fit the moment. I've been down all day and thought I'd go to Dakota's site and as usual just the right words were there. Do you remember the lady with me at Dakota's vistation, Di Di Wilson (my adopted daughter). Well she was admitted Monday, and this morning they called me from CCU and told me they needed to ask permission to give her blood. They had transfered her up there right before and had put her on the vent. Her husband is in Ohio( he drives for Wal-Mart), will be here Friday. Please pray for her. She has leukemia. She's the lady who had a dream about Dakota just the week before he left to go live with our father in heaven. She had heard me talk about him. In the dream, she told him not to be scared and she said he looked so healthy. She had never seen his picture, but was one of his prayer warriors. You are such a beautiful person to be keeping this site going. Thanks for all your entries. Christian friends Joanne Baker
Joanne Baker <jotedbaker@gmail.com>
No.LittleRock, Ar. - Thursday, May 3, 2007 9:56 PM CDT
AMEN! AMEN!! AMEN!!!
Mary Ann Ray <raybs@cebridge.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Wednesday, May 2, 2007 4:24 PM CDT
Missing my sweet nephew so much! I carry his face in my heart and his words to me as well. I will forever cherish my last weekend with him. Bethany reminds me every once in a while when I am so sad, "mom you got your weekend with him, I didn't" Bethany was coming to stay Fri. night. And we all know that he left us on Thurs. morning. sending all my love to you all. Henry, Sharon and Riley. Aunt Donna
Donna Gwinn <donnagwinn@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, May 1, 2007 4:09 PM CDT
My heart is so heavy tonight for so many (your family included)...just letting the words speak for themselves:
Psalms 139:1-6 O LORD, thou hast searched me, and known me. Thou knowest my downsitting and mine uprising, thou understandest my thought afar off. Thou compassest my path and my lying down, and art acquainted with all my ways. For there is not a word in my tongue, but, lo, O LORD, thou knowest it altogether. Thou hast beset me behind and before, and laid thine hand upon me. Such knowledge is too wonderful for me; it is high, I cannot attain unto it.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, April 30, 2007 11:35 PM CDT
Sister Sharon, Beautiful. Love you, Sister Laurie :)
Always sisters in Christ.
Laurie Sims <Lsims71@cs.com>
Lonoke, AR USA - Monday, April 30, 2007 9:49 PM CDT
Love you.
Lis <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Monday, April 30, 2007 12:16 AM CDT
The power of prayer is ever so strong when reading about Dakota and everything that he stands for!!
I see a previous comment posted earlier. Just want to request every pray warrior to lift Baby Ethan's name up to Jesus!! He needs a miracle today. www.ethanpowell.com read everything his dad is so despartly trying for his son's life. May God Bless each and every one of you
Keri S <klwales@hotmail.com>
Cabot, Ar USA - Saturday, April 28, 2007 0:51 AM CDT
SHARON, I DON'T KNOW IF YOU ARE FAMILIAR WITH A BABY BOY NAMED ETHAN POWELL. HIS DAD HAS SET UP A WEBSITE IN WHICH PEOPLE CAN GO INTO AND KEEP UP WITH HIS DAY TO DAY PROGRESS. THE WEBSITE IS ETHANPOWELL.COM. WHEN I READ IT AND READ HOW MUCH FAITH THIS DADDY HAS IN GOD FOR THIS CHILD, I THINK OF YOU. THIS FAMILY NEEDS SOMEONE WITH YOUR FAITH TO HELP THEM PRAY FOR THEIR BABY. I RECENTLY FOUND OUT ABOUT ETHAN AND READ AND PRAY FOR HIM DAILY. ALSO, I TOO WANT YOU AND YOUR FAMILY TO KNOW THAT I STILL THINK AND PRAY FOR YOU TOO. GOD BLESS YOU SHARON AND YOUR FAMILY.
RHONDA S.
STUTTGART, AR USA - Thursday, April 26, 2007 3:39 PM CDT
Thanks Haylea for that poem that came straight from your heart...You descibed him well and knew him well. Each day I do feel his sweet spirit watching over us! I see so much about Riley that reminds me of Dakota as he gets older!
"Keep the faith" is what Dakota would say to you!:) You were one of Dakota's dear friends.
Sharon Hawkins <hsdr@cebridge.net>
Cabot, Ar - Wednesday, April 25, 2007 9:49 PM CDT
hey again, I just realized after reading over what i just wrote that i put ofter instead of often pretty much every time. sorry it was a mistake. Just thought I would clear that up.
Haylea <haylea_bryant20@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, April 25, 2007 4:36 PM CDT
Hey Hawkins, well i just thought that i would share this poem with yall that i wrote about Dakota in english class. I was sitting there waiting on the bell to ring and things just started running through my head to write about and i would like to share it with you...the poem is called I Think of You Often...
I think of you often
That amaizing Smile,
That curly red hair,
Even that voice that just made my day better
I think of you ofter
About the Football games we went to,
The times we hung out at THE ROCK,
Even the time we watched movies at the Coys
I think of you ofter
How much you loved God,
How you never gave up,
How you never asked "Why me"
I think about all the peoples lives you have touched,
All the lessons you have tought people,
And how you put your whole life in Gods hands
I think of you ofter
Still tear up every now and then
Still wish that you were here
Then i remind myself,
Your right where you want to be, with Jesus
I picture you looking down on all of us and helping your mom, dad, and brother through everyday,
i picture you playing football, basketball, and riding everyone around on the gator,
I can picture you laughing and then sitting, waiting on our arrival
And untill that day I will continue to think of you ofter
Oh yes I think of you often
Haylea Bryant <haylea_bryant20@hotmail.com>
cabot, AR - Wednesday, April 25, 2007 4:33 PM CDT
Just checking in. It's been a while since I have. I hope everything is well with you guys! Love ya'll!
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Friday, April 20, 2007 12:31 AM CDT
Sharon,
Your message this week was very fitting and motivating. It called for some reflection time...Thank you for your thoughts..
:)
Tanya Spillane <sharkee99a@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, April 19, 2007 8:55 PM CDT
Sharon,
Thanks so much for your journal entry yesterday. I know you must hear this a lot, but that message was for me. There's so much going on and I needed to hear THAT message.
Love ya. Vicky
Vicky Ramage <ram05fam@ozarkisp.net>
Edgemont, AR - Wednesday, April 18, 2007 1:19 PM CDT
Sharon,
Once again, you've shared a message that I REALLY needed to hear. I've been struggling this week with what God wants me to do. I've spent the past months in recovery mode. In my Bible Study at work, we've been discussing how to turn everything over to God and do His work. So, I've struggled this week. I really believe that I'm leaning totally on God, so what work am I to do? And, I keep hearing "Wait." Thanks for sharing.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
katy, tx - Wednesday, April 18, 2007 7:59 AM CDT
Hi Hawkins, All of you have been in my thoughts today including sweet Dakota! Love, Steph
Stephanie Dunlap <dunlapsa@archildrens.org>
little rock, ar - Tuesday, April 17, 2007 1:06 PM CDT
The Seed
A successful Christian business man was growing old and knew it was time
to choose a successor to take over the business.
Instead of choosing one of his directors or his children, he decided to do
something different. He called all the young executives in his company
together.
He said, "It is time for me to step down and choose the next CEO. I have
decided to choose one of you. "The young executives were shocked, but the
boss continued." I am going to give each one of you a SEED today - one very
special SEED. I want you to plant the seed, water it, and come back here
one year from today with what you have grown from the seed I have given
you. I will then judge the! plants that you bring, and the one I choose
will be the next CEO"
One man, named Jim, was there that day and he, like the others, received a
seed. He went home and excitedly, told his wife the story.
She helped him get a pot, soil and compost and he planted the seed.
Everyday, he would water it and watch to see if it had grown. After about
three weeks, some of the other executives began to talk about their seeds
and the plants that were beginning to grow. Jim kept checking his seed, but
nothing ever grew. Three weeks, four weeks, five weeks went by, still
nothing. By now, others were talking about their plants, but Jim didn't
have a plant and he felt like a failure. Six months went by--still nothing
in Jim's pot. He just knew he had killed his seed. Everyone else had trees
and tall plants, but ! he had nothing. Jim didn't say anything to his
colleagues , however. He just kept watering and fertilizing the soil - He
so wanted the seed to grow.
A year finally went by and all the young executives of the company brought
their plants to the CEO for inspection. Jim told his wife that he wasn't
going to take an empty pot. But she asked him to be honest about what
happened. Jim felt sick at his stomach, it was going to be the most
embarrassing moment of his life, but he knew his wife was right. He took
his empty pot to the board room. When Jim arrived, he was amazed at the
variety of plants grown by the other executives. They were beautiful--in
all shapes and sizes. Jim put his empty pot on the floor and many of his
colleagues laughed, a few felt sorry for him!
When the CEO arrived, he surveyed the room and greeted his young
executives. Jim just tried t! o hide in the back. "My, what great plants,
trees, and flowers you have grown," said the CEO. "Today one of you will be
appointed the next CEO!" All of a sudden, the CEO spotted Jim at the back
of the room with his empty pot. He ordered the financial director to bring
him to the front. Jim was terrified. He thought, "The CEO knows I'm a
failure! Maybe he will have me fired!"
When Jim got to the front, the CEO asked him what had happened to his
seed - Jim told him the story. The CEO asked everyone to sit down except
Jim. He looked at Jim, and then announced to the young executives, "Behold
your next Chief Executive!
His name is Jim!" Jim couldn't believe it. Jim couldn't even grow his
seed. How could he be the new CEO the others said?
Then the CEO said, "One year ! ago today, I gave everyone in this room a
seed. I told you u to take the seed, plant it, water it, and bring it back
to me today.
But I gave you all boiled seeds; they were dead - it was not possible for
them to grow. All of you, except Jim, have brought me trees and plants and
flowers.
When you found that the seed would not grow, you substituted another seed
for the one I gave you. Jim was the only one with the courage and honesty
to bring me a pot with my seed in it. Therefore, he is the one who will be
the new Chief Executive!"
If you plant honesty, you will reap trust
If you plant goodness, you will reap friends
If you plant humility, you will reap greatness
If you plant perseverance, you will reap contentment
If you plant consideration, you will reap perspective
If you plant hard work, you will reap success
If you plant forgiveness, you will reap reconciliation
If you plant faith in Christ, you will reap a harvest
So, be careful what you plant now; it will determine what you will reap
later.
***
Sharon,
I read this and thought it was a neat illustration and it made me think of Dakota and how he sewed such goodness and reaped a beautiful reward.
Missing Dakota today.
Praying for you.
Lis <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Tuesday, April 17, 2007 9:14 AM CDT
Stopping by once again to let you know I'm praying!
1 Peter 1:18-19 Forasmuch as ye know that ye were not redeemed with corruptible things, as silver and gold, from your vain conversation received by tradition from your fathers; But with the precious blood of Christ, as of a lamb without blemish and without spot:
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, April 16, 2007 11:16 PM CDT
Hey Sharon! I am thinking about Caleb this month very heavy on my heart. I always wonder "I wonder what he,Dakota,and the other little ones must be doing" I know we will not know for sure till God calls us home but I still wonder..... Can you help me? Love for you to talk about what they must be doing at their wonderful home, heaven on your web. Love ya! Laurie
Laurie Sims <Lsims71@cs.com>
Lonoke, AR USA - Sunday, April 15, 2007 10:32 PM CDT
Hello, I am a friend of the McCully family. I just wanted to say THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH for what you have done for them!!! I also visited Dakota's page. Very emotional Journey you and your family had. So sorry for your lose!!!
Dakota is in such a better place than here; because we know that he is walking with OUR LORD and SAVIOR, JESUS CHRIST!!! God will continue to bless your family. Thanks again for what you have done for the McCully's. Love in Christ!!!
Renae Drinkwater <rendrin2@aol.com>
Bigelow , AR USA - Saturday, April 14, 2007 7:15 PM CDT
I've just read Dakota's journal. It was sad, but inspiring. I was inspired by his courage and faith.
I'm Job McCully's (www.caringbridge.org/ar/job) grandma. I'm setting with him now in PICU in Houston, Texas Children's Hospital. I can understand the pain you were going through. The pain that you now feel I have no idea. Job is hanging in there but he is still a very sick little boy. He will have his nineth birthday on May 2nd, 2007. I pray that our faith will remain strong like yours has. I feel that we will keep the faith but then I want to question God. Please Pray for us all.
Love in Christ
Glenda Osborne <gdoecc79@aol.com>
Bigelow, AR U.S.A. - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 6:27 AM CDT
touching i never thought i would cry while reading a page on the internet, at school.
TIffany <pimpmeo101@yahoo.com>
cabot, ar usa - Tuesday, April 10, 2007 7:48 PM CDT
Vivit! He lives! Know that you're in my thoughts and prayers especially today as we celebrate our risen Savior! Extra prayers as you miss Dakota!
Job 19:25-27 For I know that my redeemer liveth, and that he shall stand at the latter day upon the earth: And though after my skin worms destroy this body, yet in my flesh shall I see God: Whom I shall see for myself, and mine eyes shall behold, and not another; though my reins be consumed within me.
The Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, April 8, 2007 10:18 PM CDT
Praying for you today and everyday.
Lis <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Sunday, April 8, 2007 3:35 PM CDT
Happy Easter to the Hawkins family, so glad to get back to the site. Won't bore you with the details. The latest posting was so awesome. Thank you for your words and sharing. You are still in my thoughts and prayers. Love, Boyd
Teresa Boyd <sixboyds@adelphia.net>
- Sunday, April 8, 2007 2:07 PM CDT
I am so blessed to know you, your friendship is like pure gold and shines for all to see, it's beautiful to behold, a treasure thats been given freely. You all are in my daily thoughts, I count you as sister and brother. Peace be unto you through Christ Jesus Our Lord, until He comes to take us Home! Walking in Faith Not Fear,
In His Love, I am
Chase's Nannie
carolyn wellenberger <cwellenberger@charter.net>
rockwall, tx United States - Saturday, April 7, 2007 4:12 PM CDT
I am so blessed to know you, your friendship is like pure gold and shines for all to see, it's beautiful to behold, a treasure thats been given freely. You all are in my daily thoughts, I count you as sister and brother. Peace be unto you through Christ Jesus Our Lord, until He comes to take us Home! Walking in Faith Not Fear,
In His Love, I am
Chase's Nannie
carolyn wellenberger <cwellenberger@charter.net>
rockwall, tx United States - Saturday, April 7, 2007 4:10 PM CDT
Sharon, I know, we miss our precious ones but soon will see them again. It's great to know we will soon have a REAL home. It's hard somedays to see the little ones at Primary, sometimes I feel like I can hear Caleb call me or I can see him running on the playground. It hurts but then God lets me know how wonderful he is feeling now. Our pain is long suffering but God helps us through our hardest days. **** Cast your cares on the Lord and he will sustain you; he will never let the righeous fall. Psalm 55:22. A friend at Primary gave me this writing one day when I was heavy on Caleb, I thought of you to share it.
He Carrys Us
You don't have to carry your problems and struggles all by yourself. You can give them to the Lord. He's stronger than you. He can shoulder them with no problem. Does that mean you won't hurt? No. You'll still feel the pain but he won't let it overwhelm you. You won't have to figure it all out by yourself. You won't feel alone. You'll sense his presence. He'll put people in your life who can share his love with you. You can trust him. He'll get you through it.
Sharon, Henry, Riley, Your not by yourself and you have helped us through our hardest days. We love you and so blessed to have you as friends,sister/brother.
Laurie
Laurie Sims <Lsims71@cs.com>
Lonoke, AR USA - Saturday, April 7, 2007 1:30 PM CDT
Long section again, but oh it's so good! Praying that it gives you comfort. Know that I'm praying!
Psalms 56:8-13 Thou tellest my wanderings: put thou my tears into thy bottle: are they not in thy book? When I cry unto thee, then shall mine enemies turn back: this I know; for God is for me. In God will I praise his word: in the LORD will I praise his word. In God have I put my trust: I will not be afraid what man can do unto me. Thy vows are upon me, O God: I will render praises unto thee. For thou hast delivered my soul from death: wilt not thou deliver my feet from falling, that I may walk before God in the light of the living?
The Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, April 2, 2007 11:07 PM CDT
It was so good to get to see you on Sunday! You have been such an encouragement me. Thank you so much! We're connected through the tragedy in our lives, but also by our LOVE for Red-heads! Gracie looks forward to seeing Riley this summer.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, tx - Wednesday, March 28, 2007 9:08 AM CDT
Dear Sharon..What a beautiful reading. I copied it and forwarded it to my sister Pat in North Carolina who continues to battle cancer so bravely. Like Dakota, she continues to heed God's direction with unflinching dignity and grace despite great suffering. God bless you and your sweet family.
John Giblin, MD <john@clinstudy.com>
Austin, AR USA - Tuesday, March 27, 2007 11:04 AM CDT
According to a forward I received by email today, this verse is the exact middle of the Bible. Every time I come here I'm amazed once again at how handsome Dakota was. Still praying for your family!
Psalms 118:8 It is better to trust in the LORD than to put confidence in man.
The Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, March 26, 2007 9:51 PM CDT
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Bagdad, Bagdad Gemany - Friday, March 23, 2007 11:53 PM CDT
I'll stay where you put me, Dear Lord, I will. Oh, Sharon, what wonderful words. Missing Caleb everyday. Somedays it's a struggle for me but I look forward for that wonderful day. Like Cody says "It's a blink of an eye". Love you all, Laurie
Laurie Sims <Lsims71@cs.com>
Lonoke, AR USA - Thursday, March 22, 2007 10:41 PM CDT
Sharon,
Thank you for continuing to share. We still pray for you and your family. Dakota is continuing to be a missionary through his legacy. What an awesome Christian young man. God has blessed so many lives through Dakota.
The Layrock Family <layrockcrew@hotmail.com>
Sheridan, - Thursday, March 22, 2007 9:09 AM CDT
Sharon,
Back again in the same day...
I just had a huge Dakota breakdown in my algebra class. Tomorrow is the spring concert at my school. One of the boys is playing "You Raise Me Up" on the violin. The kids were saying that they wished they could hear the original to know how it lined up with his version. We finished our work and had a minute or two. I played the song for them and had a total melt down.
I have a special bond with this particular group of 8th graders and they already know about Dakota. I told them this song was special to me because of him and next thing I knew I had the whole class in tears. I thought you'd want to know the people who never even met your Dakota feel for you and mourn for him in a vicarrious way.
One of the kids lingered after to class and told me that she was sorry for my tears and that she'd be praying for your family. Separation of church and state always makes it a little interesting for we teachers, but this group of kids is very vocal about their beliefs and are strong witnesses for the Lord. This one student in particular is definitely a great young lady to be standing in the gap for you.
Anyway, I just wanted to share.
Love,
Lis
Lis G. <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Wednesday, March 21, 2007 2:21 PM CDT
Thanks for sharing this. The hardest thing for me is when God tells me to stay here and wait until I tell you to go somewhere else. Often I try to get ahead of Him or to second guess His plan.
Love you girl!
Lis
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Wednesday, March 21, 2007 12:02 AM CDT
"I'll stay where You've put me, I will, dear Lord;" What a statement! Oh that I will be able to say that and MEAN it everyday. I know that too often I'm guilty of "kicking against the pricks." The ways that I have grown in the past year & the things I have been taught are enormous. And, I still have to be reminded to stay where God has put me. Reminded to stop rushing about & to rest in God's great love.
Thank you, Sharon, for sharing your heart. You bring comfort to my heart when I need it most.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
katy, TX - Tuesday, March 20, 2007 9:43 AM CDT
Longer passage today because I didn't want to cut up this section. Know that I'm praying for your family right now!
Romans 5:1-5 Therefore being justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ: By whom also we have access by faith into this grace wherein we stand, and rejoice in hope of the glory of God. And not only so, but we glory in tribulations also: knowing that tribulation worketh patience; And patience, experience; and experience, hope: And hope maketh not ashamed; because the love of God is shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Ghost which is given unto us.
The Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, March 19, 2007 10:05 PM CDT
Sharon,
As I read your journal, my heart just "skipped a beat" when I saw the word "groan". Every day I struggle to hang on just a little bit longer. It's not in despair, but just desiring to be with my Lord. Yes, He is ever-present with me now and I sense His nearness, but I just want to go home, where we, as believers, belong. When sin entered this world, it took the satisfaction out of being here. We just aren't "complete". Like it says in 1 Corinthians 5:2, "For indeed in this house we groan, longing to be clothed with our dwelling from heaven." Yes, God has caused all things to work together for our good - through the life and death of our precious children...
I can't wait to read your book - I know it will be a treasure!
Pamela
www.caringbridgelorg/tx/dinahmatthews
P.S. Trying to decide on a good place to meet!
Pamela Matthews <gmatth@clearsail.net>
Houton, TX USA - Sunday, March 18, 2007 8:19 PM CDT
Hey Sharon, I really enjoyed your latest devotional and especially look forward to reading your book one day.
Love ya, Jen
Jennifer Bates <jennifer.bates@cps.k12.ar.us>
Cabot, AR USA - Sunday, March 18, 2007 3:46 PM CDT
What a wonderful website and tribute to Dakota! Our prayers are with you!
Courtney Viala <courtney.courville@kw.com>
Austin, TX USA - Friday, March 16, 2007 9:13 AM CDT
Remebering Dakota.
David Melton <DMelton321@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 15, 2007 11:35 AM CDT
Sharon and Coach, I'm honored you wanted this posted.
I wrote this on March 3, 2007. A year and a Day
Also a year and a day ago, something that was NEVER supposed to happen to our family did just that. We found out that we were expecting our 3rd child.
Our first child was born 3 months too early. GOD has cared for him and held his hand since the day he was born. He is now a wonderful little 6 year old (tomorrow) that loves life, kindergarten and thankfully GOD.Our second child was born 2 months early. Yet again, God stayed with us and our little girl is doing wonderfully.
The thing of it is, I almost died both times. The doctors performed the procedure that was supposed to make it IMPOSSIBLE for me to get pregnant. GOD decided HE knew better than we did. Our little girl arrived on time, healthy, and actually came home from the hospital with us.
The extraordinary part is happening now. Callie has a tint of red to her 5 month old head and very blue eyes! She is a truly happy baby! I hope you don't mind, but we like to think Dakota left us a little part of him with her.
Kimberly Harper <kimberly.harper@cps.k12.ar.us>
Cabot, AR USA - Thursday, March 15, 2007 10:38 AM CDT
A belated Happy Birthday, Riley! Hope you had a great day!
Stopping by to let you know how much I care and that I'm here praying. Adding prayers that the Lord would give you peace, the kind that only He can give!
Psalms 4:8 I will both lay me down in peace, and sleep: for thou, LORD, only makest me dwell in safety.
The Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, March 12, 2007 10:31 PM CDT
Thinking of you today. I was checking on little JOB(his Mom works with my granddaughter) and you all came to mind. Happy belated birthday Riley.Dakota will always be in your heart and thoughts. Precious Memories!!!! Thank GOD for those.I pray for you all each time I think of you. Di Di had another bone marrow done last week. She's not been doing too good. Her weight is way down. Pray with us for good news. In christian love, Joanne
Joanne Baker <jotedbaker@gmail.com>
No.LittleRock,, Ar. - Monday, March 12, 2007 4:15 PM CDT
Riley!
Sorry I'm late! Happy Birthday! I hope you got my voicemail in time. Too bad you couldn't come to the concert it was a blast!!!!
Alwayz-A-Prayin'
Erin Larsen
enl <don'thave1@.com>
- Monday, March 12, 2007 2:55 PM CDT
HAPPY BiRTHDAY RilEY!! HOPE iT'S WONDERFUl! lOVE YOU All!
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Sunday, March 11, 2007 5:12 PM CDT
Thinking of you today!
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Friday, March 9, 2007 9:02 AM CST
I found your son's caring bridge site on Scott Neathery's site. Its so sad to hear the struggle's your son with threw. I am very sorry to hear of your loss. This thing called AML scares me to death. I put my faith in our Father in Heaven, but. You see that but always comes back to me. I only hope to carry on the strength you have had in your familes fight with this illness.
In his love,
Michelle Council/ Sarah's mom
www.caringbridge.org/visit/sarahecouncil
Michelle Council <mcouncil@c-gate.net >
Laurel, MS USA - Tuesday, March 6, 2007 10:59 PM CST
Sharon, I can not even begin to tell you how very much your words of encouragement mean to me. You, Henry, Riley and especially Dakota went and are still going through so much because of complications from killing the Leukemia. Chase's don't even compare, but I still hate seeing my baby hurt. You are so very special. You are such a strong person and your whole family gives me such inspiration. Love you guys and thank you from the bottom of my heart. Keeping the faith, Carrie
The Wellenberger's <wellenberger@sbcglobal.net>
www.prayforchase.com, - Tuesday, March 6, 2007 7:54 PM CST
Just wanted ya'll to know that we LOVE YA'LL very much!!! Each day ya'll are in our prayers, if you need anything please let us know.
Jeff, Karen and Dalton Madding <maddingjdk@classicnet.net >
Austin, AR USA - Monday, March 5, 2007 6:24 PM CST
Just wanted to let you all know I've been thinking about all of you over the weekend. You are so right the pain never leaves, it just gets different. It's been almost 5 years since Dillon became and Angel and the pain is just as noticable as it was the day he died, but it's a different pain. You are in my thought and prayers. We will see our boys again on the other side.
Lisa Rolins(Mom to Angel Dillon) <lrolins@arvest.com>
Conway, AR 72032 - Monday, March 5, 2007 3:51 PM CST
JUST WANTED TO LEAVE A MESSAGE TO THE FAMiLY. YOU MAY NOT REMEMBER ME BUT LiNDSEY SLED AND i CAME OVER TO YOUR HOUSE TO RiDE THE "GATOR" WiTH DAKOTA. i MUST ADMiT THAT WAS ONE OF MY BEST DAYS. REMEMBERiNG HOW HAPPY EVERYONE WAS. YOUR "REMEMBERiNG" POEM, i MUST SAY, iS GREAT. iT MADE ME TEAR UP. DAKOTA AND i WERE VERY GOOD FRiENDS iN 5TH GRADE, MR. GARLAND'S CLASS. HE WAS ONE OF MY BEST FRiENDS THAT YEAR. iT'S LATE. JUST WANTED TO SAY Hi AND COMMENT ABOUT YOUR POEM. HE'S ALWAYS THOUGHT ABOUT AND PRAYED FOR AND YOUR FAMiLY AS WELL. <3
tara ruhter <tara_ruhter@yahoo.com>
cabot, ar usa - Sunday, March 4, 2007 10:29 PM CST
Love you very much and so thankful we gotten to be good friends. The Sims
Adam,Laurie,Cody and Caleb <Lsims71@cs.com>
Lonoke, AR USA - Sunday, March 4, 2007 10:14 PM CST
Thinking of you today. I know your heart is traveling through the memories of all that was happening a year ago. One year later, we celebrate the joy that Dakota continues to be in our lives. We rejoice that he is EXACTLY where God would have him be. The memories are still tender and the tears still fall. May the sweet be stonger during this bittersweet time. You are loved!
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, tx - Sunday, March 4, 2007 7:28 PM CST
Dear Hawkins family, You are in my thoughts and prayers today.It was so good to meet you at Dakota's vistation. I'll always remember him and his faith. You are special folks. Love you, Joanne
Joanne Baker <jotedbaker@gmail.com>
No.LittleRock,, Ar. - Sunday, March 4, 2007 5:33 PM CST
Sorry I didn't write yesterday
I was definatley thinking about ya'll. I made buttons for everyone to have and will bring you guys some on Sunday. Me, James Dillport, Keely Uhiren, and Lindsey Cook spent much of 5th period just talking about Dakota and how much we missed him, instead of studing for our vocab quiz.I still got a 54/60 but I don't think the others faired as well. I can't believe it's really been a year. Not a day goes by that I don't think about him. I am constantly reminded every where I go. Whether I get stuck behind a Dodge Dakota or get a South Dakota quarter I always remeber that crazy red headed kid I grew up with. All of Christen's memories of Sunday School sparked one of my own.
I don't remember what grade we were in but Doug and Melinda Thompson were our Sunday school teachers. I had probably said something sassy and they asked if I wanted to teach the lesson and I said sure if Dakota could help me. So we taught the prodigal son together and I know I probably talked more than Dakota did but I won't ever forget it.
oh! memory#2. In second grade (while we were "dating") I remeber one night at sparks Dakota was sitting by me during the lesson. He was so sweet, he held my hand the entire time and he didn't want to get in trouble so he sat on our hands!!! Now isn't that the cutest thing!!!! He was such a womanizer back then!!
Well, I will countinue to keep ya'll in my thoughts and prayers.
Alwayz-A-Prayin'
Erin Larsen
enl <iain'tgotta@email.com>
- Saturday, March 3, 2007 12:13 AM CST
Today marks a day where our hearts were grieved, but it also marks the day where the Lord rejoiced as Dakota began worshipping him face to face.
Many of the kids at school today had on their Dakota shirts, there were signs posted all around the campus telling everyone to Keep the Faith; they also joined in prayer first thing this morning. We have buttons reminding us - as if we needed to be reminded...
Dakota would smile!
Kim Cook <kim.cook@cps.k12.ar.us>
Austin, AR - Friday, March 2, 2007 10:17 PM CST
Thinking of your family today, and remembering a special young man, who taught us all, to Keep the Faith.
I'm praying for your family.
Ann Watts <bubbasoldlady@cebridge.net>
Jacksonville, AR USA - Friday, March 2, 2007 10:17 PM CST
Thinking of your family today.
Tiffany Johnston and family <tjbjohnston@yahoo.com>
- Friday, March 2, 2007 9:57 PM CST
Oh, wow... I just remembered some of the goofiest memories I had with Dakota.
Memory #1: Once when we were in Sunday School class, Dakota asked me, "Christen, how do you spell 'icup'?" I thought for a second, then said "I-C-U-P". He and the rest of the class started laughing and I re-thought the entire thing over. Turns out I basically said, "I see you pee..." I was soo going to get him for that one, but I thought that tar and feathers was a little too harsh.
Memory #2: Once again, we are in Sunday School class... (how ironic) This was a few days after Rebecca Breeding's little sister fell off of the raised stands at the High School's main gym. Our teacher was writing prayer requests and Rebecca asked if we could pray for Ciera, because of her fall. The teacher started absentmindedly writing the request down, without looking might I add. Dakota started snickering and wispered in my ear. I looked at the black board and it said "Rebecca's breeding" I said "Do you realize what you just wrote down??" Me and Dakota and the rest of the class looked again and started laughing. It was hilarious.
I just forgot the third one, but I'll remember later.
Christen Odom <odomc09@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Friday, March 2, 2007 8:38 PM CST
Dakota man where do i start i miss you so much i just dont know what to do today had been such a hard day just knowing that it has been a year it is just unbelievable man i remember all the good times we had playing paintball over at your house staying up playing ps2 and picking on ry those were the fun times and also when you came over and we had dunk contest at my house and just had a good time together but man it has been hard witout you man i remember the day you got diagnosed and i just fell to tha floor and i didnt know what to think and time just kept going by and you just kept on keeping the faith like nothing was wrong you were just glad to wake up everyday man you taught us how to really be a christian how to really be a true friend a true good person i remember i had came over to visit you one day not long before this tragic day and Mrs. Louis May was telling me about this one time when you were having an operation and the whole time through the operation you sang i can only imagine man you know what we can only imagine now you dont have to cause you are experiancing not imagineing keep it real up ther for me i love you man we still keepin the faith
lata
Corbin Kidd <ckidd91@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Friday, March 2, 2007 7:34 PM CST
Remembering Dakota and the entire Hawkins family!
All my love,
Lora P. <loraparker@comcast.net>
3-Gold, - Friday, March 2, 2007 7:19 PM CST
A day we will always remember but more than the day a young man who stole all of our hearts. Keeping you in our prayers
Floy <flmiller@classicnet.net>
Cabot, - Friday, March 2, 2007 6:43 PM CST
Keeping all of you in our prayers today and everyday.
Tanya Spillane <tanya.spillane@cps.k12.ar.us>
- Friday, March 2, 2007 6:08 PM CST
Henry, Sharon, and Riley,
I woke up with you all on my heart and have continued to lift you up throughout the day. We are preparing for my son Micah's 18th birthday party today (Dinah's donor when he was 16). And I thought, "How can this be?" Dinah will forever be 12 and Dakota 15.
But life goes on and it is as God would have it. And He is good. And He is gracious. And He loves you and me...
Please let me know when you will be in Houston. I could use a hug from my MDA friend.
Love,
Pamela
www.caringbridge.org/tx/dinahmatthews
Pamela Matthews <gmatth@clearsail.net>
Houston, TX USA - Friday, March 2, 2007 5:33 PM CST
Rembering you in my prayers....i wish i could've met him. "Keep the Faith"
EmKay Myers <soccer_swim25@hotmail.com>
Cabot , AR US - Friday, March 2, 2007 3:58 PM CST
Thinking of you today.
Christy Holt
Brookland, AR US - Friday, March 2, 2007 3:32 PM CST
I am thinking of Dakota today. You are in my prayers.
Amanda(3 gold) <jjustice79@yahoo.com>
cabot, ar - Friday, March 2, 2007 2:22 PM CST
Thinking of you today, holding you close in prayer, and letting you know we are remembering Dakota.
Vicki/Angel Wings
mom to Morgan, 13, high risk pre b cell ALL
Corson/Lamorey Family www.caringbridge.org/visit/morganelizabeth
Northfield, VT - Friday, March 2, 2007 2:13 PM CST
Thinking of you today- a very difficult day, I'm sure. Dakota was so loved and always remembered! Thank you for sharing him- I am different b/c of him. All my love...
Carrie <calhoonct@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR - Friday, March 2, 2007 1:55 PM CST
Thanking of you today....Knowing you are in a better place .... Praying for your family.. In Gods open arms.....
The Mcphersons
jennifer mcpherson <nascar_red_morgan@yahoo.com>
paragould, ar usa - Friday, March 2, 2007 12:10 AM CST
No my friend a parent never gets over
the loss of a child!I wish with all my
heart no parent ever had to go through that
pain..Remembering precious Dakota today and holding
your family ever so close in our thoughts and our prayers..
Trish/Angel_Wings <Kngboyer@aol.com>
Kingston, TN USA - Friday, March 2, 2007 11:29 AM CST
Sending lots of love today. Having special memories of sweet Dakota. May the light in Riley's eyes and smile along with the Grace of God bring a little bit of healing each day.
Laura Muscat
Seabrook, TX - Friday, March 2, 2007 10:47 AM CST
May today be filled with such wonderful memories of dearest Dakota. Keeping the Faith. Love, Carrie
The Wellenberger's <wellenberger@sbcglobal.net>
www.prayforchase.com, - Friday, March 2, 2007 10:37 AM CST
Keeping the Faith!
Brittany <danzer20042002@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Friday, March 2, 2007 9:06 AM CST
Thinking of you today.
Stacy Cates <stacy.cates@cps.k12.ar.us>
- Friday, March 2, 2007 8:43 AM CST
Keeping you family in my prayers!
Lori/Angel_Wings
Lori <lblevins@charter.ner>
Bristol, TN USA - Friday, March 2, 2007 8:24 AM CST
Thinking of the contagious smile of a polite young man whose legacy continues on and on....Our prayers continue
J. Odom
Cabot, AR USA - Friday, March 2, 2007 8:20 AM CST
Henry, Sharon and Riley,
Thinking of you today...........
Love, Tammy Stumbaugh
Tammy Stumbaugh <tammys@cotter.oursc.K12.AR.US>
Yellville, AR USA - Friday, March 2, 2007 8:15 AM CST
"Goodbye may seem forever; farewell is like the end, but in my heart is a memory and there you'll always be."
I love you Dakota, so so much!
Christen Odom <Odomc09@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Friday, March 2, 2007 8:02 AM CST
As you approach the first anniversary of Dakota's passing into the arms of the Lord, I am praying that the Lord will continue to give you comfort in his memory and the precious testimony that Dakota left for the world. As individuals, we all have an impact on other people's lives and it is our responsibility as Christians to strive each day to leave an influence of Jesus to the world. Dakota's life was just that and I am very proud to have been influenced by his testimony. May God continue to bless each member of your family and thank you very much for each of you and your continued testimony to the world.
In Christ's Love,
Sharon Hurst
Member of Faith Missionary Baptist Church of Cabot
Sharon L. Hurst <slhurst@uams.edu>
Ward, AR USA - Friday, March 2, 2007 7:46 AM CST
Dear Hawkins Family,
You are all in my heart and prayers today and always.
Brian, Mary Ann & Eric Ray <raybs@cebridge.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Friday, March 2, 2007 6:56 AM CST
May the comforts of friends and families keep you strong. Hugs,
Cheryl/Angel_Wings
MD - Friday, March 2, 2007 6:53 AM CST
If we could have a lifetime wish
and one dream that could come true
We would pray to God with all our
hearts just to see and speak to you
A thousand words won’t bring you back
We know because we’ve tried
and neither will a million tears
We know because we’ve cried
You’ve left behind our broken hearts
and precious memories too
But we’ve never wanted memories
We only wanted you
We miss you....
You and your family will be in my prayers...may you find peace and comfort today....Blessings..ConnieJo mommyto..www.caringbridge.org/visit/skylarjademaxson (Angel_Wings)(The Prayer Bears)(Ones_Who_Care)
ConnieJo Maxson <conniemaxson@comcast.net>
Monticello, IN USA - Friday, March 2, 2007 6:44 AM CST
Praying for you all during this time.
Emily Holder <Emaleexo9@Yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Friday, March 2, 2007 6:08 AM CST
Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers especially today.
Jennifer ILjazi Angel_Wings <jzee1664@optonline.net>
- Friday, March 2, 2007 2:16 AM CST
Hello Hawkins family,
I havent written in a long time but I contiue to keep up with your post. I cant beleive that tomorrow will be a year since he passed away. It doesnt seem like it was that long ago. I remember that day like it was yestarday and probably always will. The teahers wernt aloud to tell us what was going on but everyone knew. I can remember everyone looks on there face, and evreyone crying and the way school was that day. Dakota did teach everyone a very good lesson though. He tought everyone to keep going and to keep the faith. Everytime i am haveing a bad day I think of him and how he never gave up i miss him dearly and I know that yall do too.
Haylea Bryant <haylea_bryant20@hotmail.com>
Cabot, AR u.s - Thursday, March 1, 2007 9:42 PM CST
Remembering......everything! Dakota is never far in my thoughts, nor is he far in my heart....I am a better person because he loved me.......my prayers remain faithful.....always!!!!! t.-
trisa bakalekos <trisalynnae@yahoo.com>
cabot, ar us - Thursday, March 1, 2007 9:36 PM CST
I can't believe its been a year since Dakota died. I remember exactly where I was when I heard the news. Last year I was in the middle school south gt room. I remember Mrs. Dalton gasping and me and Jordan Sumler went over there and looked. iI was an email from another teacher and it said "Dakota has passed away." I don't remember what else it said but I just remember tearing up. We all knew he would pass away someday but it still came as a shock when we heard the news. I told my friends that day and they just kinda blanked out like they didn't hear me. Although it has only been a year since Dakota died it seems like so much longer. Dakota united Cabot and everyone in it because he KEPT THE FAITH.
Jordan Reed
Cabot, AR USA - Thursday, March 1, 2007 9:28 PM CST
Love you so much.
Remembering my alligator man.
Much prayer and fasting for you through tonight and tomorrow.
Love,
Lis
Lis G. <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Thursday, March 1, 2007 7:18 PM CST
thinking and praying for yall
James Dillport
Cabot, AR USA - Thursday, March 1, 2007 6:10 PM CST
Thinking of all you guys;thankful for knowing Dakota even for such a short time....Grateful for the impression and impact his young life made on all of us..Thank you ,God ,for sharing this wonderful, young man with us all.Love yall.
Bob & pricsilla <blm281@aol.com>
cabot, ar. usa - Thursday, March 1, 2007 4:49 PM CST
I've been thinking about you all a lot today.. and not one day has gone by this year without remembering something about Dakota. He was an awesome blessing to thousands of people, and it is incredible to know that I was one of those lucky people to know him. Thinking and praying for you during this time. Love yall.
Emily Holder <emaleexo9@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Thursday, March 1, 2007 4:19 PM CST
Thinking of you all, remembering Dakota and Keeping the Faith...all the while Standing on the Promises! Hugs,
Cheryl/Angel_Wings
MD - Thursday, March 1, 2007 12:51 AM CST
Still thinking of you all often and praying for each of you. What a wonderful testimony your precious Dakota IS and your entire family as well. What a wonderful legacy. God continue to bless each of you.
Diana Layrock
Sheridan, AR - Wednesday, February 28, 2007 5:15 PM CST
Sharon,
Just wanted you to know we still think about and pray your family. I haven't seen you in awhile, but I do still check your website. Ya'll are such a precious Godly family who will always mean the world to us.
God bless you always,
LaBeth
LaBeth Boroughs <lboroughs@excel-ford.com>
Cabot, AR - Wednesday, February 28, 2007 11:49 AM CST
Dearest Sharon,
Thank you for the beautiful word picture of Dakota. I believe that you are right, grief is not something that heals or that you get over. Rather, grief becomes part of you. It can help to make you stronger or it can destroy you. I know that God has used my grief to open my heart to compassion. I continue to pray that God will hold you and your family especially close this week. May you continue to show others the amazing love of God through Dakota's story and also through your own lives. The light of God's love shines brightly through each of you. I look forward to seeing you!
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, tx - Wednesday, February 28, 2007 10:24 AM CST
Dear Hawkins Family,
What a beautiful memory list. You brought a smile to my heart as your list brought back wonderful memories of Dakota.
Stay strong...keep remembering....I know I always will. Love you all!
Mary Ann Ray <raybs@cebridge.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Wednesday, February 28, 2007 6:57 AM CST
Pouring out my heart my heart to God on behalf of your family!
Ps 62:7-8: In God is my salvation and my glory: the rock of my strength, and my refuge, is in God. Trust in him at all times; ye people, pour out your heart before him: God is a refuge for us. Selah.
The Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, February 26, 2007 10:44 PM CST
Mrs.Sharon,
I just thought that I would sign the guestbook and tell as always that you're in my thoughts and prayers!
Stay Sweet and Keep Smiling as Always!
Love ya always!
Heather
Heather Williams <HeatherWilliams@suddenlink.net>
Jonesboro, AR United States - Monday, February 26, 2007 5:39 PM CST
Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers!
Emily Holder <emaleexo9@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR usa - Monday, February 26, 2007 5:35 PM CST
Just wanted to say "HI" and to say "You guys are always in our prayers".
Karen Henrichs <Henrichs1@classicnet.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Thursday, February 22, 2007 8:09 AM CST
We are praying for you Skylar and family.
Candra Livingston <jr-candra@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, February 21, 2007 2:45 PM CST
Sharon,
Always checking in on you...
Pamela
P.S. I don't know if you've been to Cheryl's website but she shared her heart about what grief does to us - really helpful
www.caringbridge.org/ga/haley
Pamela Matthews <gmatth@clearsail.net>
Houston, TX USA - Wednesday, February 21, 2007 1:25 PM CST
Hello Hawkins Family. Thinking and praying for you this day---and having wonderful memories of your precious Dakota!
www.caringbridge.org/tx/connormuscat/
Laura Muscat <Lauramuscat@aol.com>
- Wednesday, February 21, 2007 9:02 AM CST
I'm praying for your family.
Ann Watts <bubbasoldlady@cebridge.net>
Jacksonville, AR USA - Tuesday, February 20, 2007 11:02 AM CST
Our electricity was off tonight so I'm trying to get to everyone as quickly as I can. You know I'm still here praying and remembering Dakota!
Ps 46:1-5: God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. Therefore will not we fear, though the earth be removed, and though the mountains be carried into the midst of the sea; Though the waters thereof roar and be troubled, though the mountains shake with the swelling thereof. Selah. There is a river, the streams whereof shall make glad the city of God, the holy place of the tabernacles of the most High. God is in the midst of her; she shall not be moved: God shall help her, and that right early.
The Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Tuesday, February 20, 2007 0:27 AM CST
Sharon,
Thanks for sharing Dakota's thoughts on Valentine's day. I'm sure that for many years you were his special Valentine and sweet Sharon, I'm sure that in some special kind of divine way that we don't really understand, you still are and will always be his special sweetheart.
I cried tonight when I read Fry's entry in the GB. I remembered how Dakota used to have to step in and be the ref between me and Fry bantering. Anyway, I do digress...
I'm praying for you and Henry and Ry!
Love,
Lis <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 10:27 PM CST
What beautiful words. He knew so much. Thinking of you guys tonight. Love, Carrie
The Wellenberger's <wellenberger@sbcglobal.net>
www.prayforchase.com, - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 1:19 AM CST
I feel bad that I haven't been by your page in awhile.Lots going on here.But that does not mean that I don't think of you for I always do.I do stop by your page to see and read the updates just haven't had time to sign your guestbook.
Valentines...... To Heaven
This Valentine is not of the ordinary kind,
Its still filled with love...and blessings inside;
But mine has to be sent on the wings of love...
You see its destination is the Heavens above.
Its not being sent to my parents so dear,
For they are still with me each day of the year;
Its being sent to my child...who left earth so soon,
Who's now in the Heavens with the stars and the moon.
The message is the same as your valentine,
"I love you...my sweet precious child of mine;
My love is still deeper than the ocean is blue,
And its sent with hugs and kisses...from me to you."
"I know you are with me each and every day,
You listen as I talk to you...and hear what I say;
For that is one thing that disease cannot do...
...you'll always be apart of me...and me a part of you."
"I know God did not give you the awful disease,
Thank Him for His comfort He gives me...would you please?
I dont know what I would do without His undying love...
Sent to bereaved parents from the Heavens above."
"I know you are in the best of care,
But it's so hard for us left on earth to bear;
Could you put in a request from us left behind...
For God to send the knowledge..so a cure we can find."
"So that no other family has to go through this pain,
Our lives without you will never be the same;
When I get lonely I will look to the sky at night...
And see you shining down your big bright light."
**~
BRENDA~**MY LOVING DAD'S SITE WITH A NEW YEAR ANOTHER ANGEL <brurka@shaw.ca>****Edmonton~Alberta~Canada****, - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 10:27 AM CST
Am hoping my computer's fixed...dare I even write that? Whether or not it is, you know I'm praying for you and will continue to do all I can to get on here!!!!!!!!!!
Heb 13:20-21: Now the God of peace, that brought again from the dead our Lord Jesus, that great shepherd of the sheep, through the blood of the everlasting covenant, Make you perfect in every good work to do his will, working in you that which is wellpleasing in his sight, through Jesus Christ; to whom be glory for ever and ever. Amen.
The Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 0:16 AM CST
We feel it an honor to have contact with you and your family. Finding the balloon and note was such a unique experience for our youth group. It made an impact on our entire church family. We are looking forward to future contact and know that things like this are not just coincidence, but God ordained. We will write up a short account of how the boys found the balloon and note and send it later. God bless you all. Christ's love and Prayers, Rev. & Mrs. Don Clenney, Pastor: Greater Life United Pentecostal Church, Corinth, MS.
Don and Linda Clenney
Corinth, MS USA - Monday, February 12, 2007 7:01 AM CST
DakotaWin and Co.
Yesterday, I put a cd in that was unmarked and was listening as I drove to LR, then "You raise me up" came on. My eyes misted as I thought of Dakota. He is forever linked with that song in my heart, as well as "Thank you for giving to the Lord". I was going to Doug Reynolds Suzuki.
While working on the bike, I thought of the times Dakota would ask car questions and talk about cars. I never could sway him to the mustang side, he seemed to like the corvettes' (probably from Hanks' days as a bachelor!), but Dakota always put up with my mustang stories. I appreciated that. My wife hardly puts up with those!
Somedays, when I'm not so busy, I think about Dakota. I think about why he had to go. I think about what he's doing. I think about Henry, Sharon, and Riley and how I would react even today. It always brings tears to my eyes. I'm proud to have known Dakota. I'm happy he called me friend. I still miss him being around. Physically. Happy belated birthday Dakota, I'll see you again one day!
Fry the computer Guy <DakotasBud@GoHogsGo.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Sunday, February 11, 2007 11:12 AM CST
God bless you all...and keep you strong. THe foundation you are starting sounds like something Dakota would have LOVED! May you feel his heart guiding you every step of the way. I know this week must have been hard for you - I pray that you found reasons to laugh and smile...and I ask God to continue to stand by you as you heal. You are a very special family...
Happy Birthday beautiful angel Dakota...
Laurie - Angel Wings
Belford, NJ USA - Saturday, February 10, 2007 6:08 AM CST
"Birthday In Heaven"
Are there birthdays in Heaven?
Does the angel sound his horn
Announcing to everybody
That this is the day you were born?
Can the stars be your balloons
And angel food your cake
Presents wrapped in moonbeams
All the angels helped to make?
Birthdays meant so much to you
They were always a big deal
Birthday presents, lots of friends
And perhaps a special meal.
So I’ll whisper a little prayer today
Asking everyone up above
To sing you a happy birthday song
And give you all our love.
(Author unknown)
Blessings Always, ConnieJo (Angel_Wings)(Hugs&Hope)(Ones_Who_Care) mommy to www.caringbridge.org/visit/skylarjademaxson
Connie Jo Maxson <conniemaxson@comcast.net>
Monticello, In USA - Friday, February 9, 2007 3:40 PM CST
To Dakota's family,
I just wanted to let u know that Dakota will never be forgotten. The words he left with all of us, "Keep the Faith" will always be remembered.
If I can ever do anything for anyone in the family, please don't hesitate to let me know.
Friends forever,
((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))
Love Eileen Angel_Wings, OnesWhoCare
Eileen
USA - Friday, February 9, 2007 1:53 PM CST
Sharon,Henry,Riley, Thinking of you this week. I hope your week went well. What a glorious day it will be. Love you, The Sims
Laurie Sims <Lsims71@cs.com>
Lonoke, AR USA - Friday, February 9, 2007 1:15 PM CST
Close in thought and prayer. Dakota will always be remembered.
David Melton angel_wings <DMelton321@yahoo.com>
- Friday, February 9, 2007 10:15 AM CST
Your family is in our hearts and prayers.
Pat A_W www.caringbridge.org/visit/katehrischuk <denimlover@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, February 8, 2007 11:50 PM CST
Your family is in my thoughts and prayer
Jennifer Iljazi Angel_Wings <jzee1664@optonline.net>
- Thursday, February 8, 2007 9:40 PM CST
To the Hawkins Family,
Keeping you very close today and always. I am sure Heaven is alive with the celebration of Dakota's birthday. Happy Birthday Angel Dakota! Lifting your family in prayer.
Chrissy/Angel_Wings <cvanberkum@yahoo.com>
Vermillion, SD - Thursday, February 8, 2007 9:39 PM CST
Keeping you close to my heart and deep in my prayers.
today and always.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, February 8, 2007 4:52 PM CST
Sorry I'm a day late with my note. Dakota was such a wonderful Christian. His faith moved so many & I'm sure even today those who find their way to his website are lead to God in prayer.
Sharon: may you find peace this difficult week feeling both God & Dakota's love as it shines down on you, all who personally knew your son & those who got to glimpse his life thru the journal.
Charlene Bloom/Angel_Wings <cb_withowcandaw@yahoo.ca>
- Thursday, February 8, 2007 4:14 PM CST
Thinking of you and praying for you all~
Melissa/Angel_Wings <sass_27_2005@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, February 8, 2007 4:03 PM CST
Your family is in our thoughts and prayers.
Vicki/Angel_Wings
corson/lamorey family www.caringbridge.org/visit/morganelizabeth
Northfield, vt - Thursday, February 8, 2007 3:54 PM CST
May you know that your family is always in our prayers. What a special angel he is. His birthday is the same day as my son's (Tristan). He was 12yr.old. Your son was in my thoughts the whole day. It reminded me of how blessed I was that he was here. All my love and Blessings for you. Connie Jo (Angel_Wings)(Hugs&Hope)(Ones_Who_Care) mommy to www.caringbridge.org/visit/skylarjademaxson
ConnieJo Maxson <conniemaxson@comcast.net>
Monticello, IN USA - Thursday, February 8, 2007 3:41 PM CST
Thinking of you and your family. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Christy (Angel_Wings)
Knoxville, TN - Thursday, February 8, 2007 3:31 PM CST
Sharon,
Our computer was down yesterday and I was "desperate" to get to you, knowing it was Dakota's birthday. You and your family were on my heart from the moment I woke up til the end of the day. My heart just hurt - hopefully I was able to help carry you - thus allowing you to have a "good" day. I just remember Dinah's birthday being so painfully hard...
Priviledged to be your friend,
Pamela
Pamela Matthews <gmatth@clearsail.net>
Houston, TX USA - Thursday, February 8, 2007 2:25 PM CST
Thinking of your family today and
holding you close in our prayers.
Trish/Angel_Wings <Kngboyer@aol.com>
Kingston, TN USA - Thursday, February 8, 2007 10:16 AM CST
As always, my prayers have remained faithful....as we continue to focus on "the dash"...I am reminded of the red head, the smile, the faith, and the man that he had become...I am the proudest of his relationship with God...and the path that he chose to follow....he taught us all to live in a moment you would die for.....I watched and learned......did you? God determines who walks into our lives, it is up to you to decide who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go.......I refuse to let go of my precious friend.....his memory lives on....forever....
tRiSa.....
trisa bakalekos <trisalynnae@yahoo.com>
cabot, ar - Wednesday, February 7, 2007 9:36 PM CST
As always, my prayers have remained faithful....as we continue to focus on "the dash"...I am reminded of the red head, the smile, the faith, and the man that he had become...I am the proudest of his relationship with God...and the path that he chose to follow....he taught us all to live in a moment you would die for.....I watched and learned......did you? God determines who walks into our lives, it is up to you to decide who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go.......I refuse to let go of my precious friend.....his memory lives on....forever....
tRiSa.....
trisa bakalekos <trisalynnae@yahoo.com>
cabot, ar - Wednesday, February 7, 2007 9:35 PM CST
Happy Birthday Dakota! I have no doubt you are smiling down on us today and every day. Wrap your angel wings around your family and fill them with your love, your peace and the Love of God! Love you!
Mary Ann Ray <raybs@cebridge.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Wednesday, February 7, 2007 6:42 PM CST
Sharon,
This morning I got up at my old "Dakota power prayer time" and had a really neat time with the Lord, mostly focused on lifting you and Henry and Riley up, but also continuing to work with the Lord through some of my own faith issues I still roll around from time to time with Him regarding your sweet Dakota. those questions of "why
Lord, You said if we only believed..." occasionally come back to me as fresh and heart shattering as they did last March. God is sooo very patient with me. He never turns me away. He welcomes my questions and soothes my soul and gives me peace. He continues to reveal Himself to me and is always molding away at me to make me more like Him. I know that our Lord certainly did not forsake us, nor did He allow anything to happen that was outside of His perfect will for Dakota, but sometimes the enormity of it all is so very deep and so hard to wrap my mind around. And when I have these dark moments of "what if's," and "but why's" it is the very words of Dakota that I hear in my head. I think it was likely the last thing that he ever said to me and I can hear him saying it as if he were saying it right now. He asked me to pray for Zach, because Zach had been running fever.
What a beautiful friend Dakota was. He'd just gotten moved back to gold after being in PICU, he felt yucky, and had all kinds of things going on with him and he was worried about his best friend; putting others before himself and never complaining about his own situation. Then he said, "I appreciate your prayers, because I know they make a difference." Those words taunted me in March, because I wondered at the true power of my prayers; what great difference had they really made? But, when I step out of myself and my little, selfish scope of the world, I can see how in so many wonderful ways the Lord heard every single prayer that we prayed for Dakota and He answered them 10 fold. How very wise Dakota was to believe in the power of prayer and I know that his influence has brought me to a more intimate, prayer-centered walk with the Lord. God used the beautiful faith of a boy, who had a spiritual maturity that far surpassed many grown men I know, to touch and shape the lives of many people. People who Dakota may not have even known, but people who God knew and who were connected to all of you in some special way through His divine plan. And although I would love to have Dakota here with us, I know that our Lord has him safe in His paradise and I just praise God that we can all have hope knowing that we will be there with Dakota again. Just like Ry wrote in his priceless guest book entry to his big brother, "I can't wait to see you." I can only imagine what a glorious, awesome reunion that will be. How uplifting it is to know without a doubt that that day will come—seeing the very face of God and reuniting with loved ones gone before—how awesome is that? I am so very grateful to have had the touch of Dakota in my life. He will always be very special to many, many people.
I feel deep sympathy for you sweet Sharon. I pray everyday that you will sense the very presence of our Lord and that you will be encouraged and filled with a peace that can only come from Him. I love you girl. God bless you in a special way today and in the difficult weeks to come.
I am going to be late for church, but I’m quite certain that the Lord will forgive me this time…I have a big piece of birthday cake ready in the kitchen and a string of fireworks to light, so I’m off to a birthday date with an angel. J
Thank You God for the Hawkins family. Thank You for sharing Your treasure, Dakota, with us. Heal the hearts of those who mourn for him. Thank You for sending Your Son, Jesus, to die that we might live with You forever. Thank You for the promise that we will see Dakota again in heaven. We love You, Lord. You alone are worthy of our praise. May we always seek to draw nearer to You and to lean on You in our weakness. Thank You Lord. Amen.
Love,
Lis
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Wednesday, February 7, 2007 6:31 PM CST
Thinking and Praying for you all today!
Emily Holder <emaleexo9@yahoo.com>
Cabot, ar usa - Wednesday, February 7, 2007 6:28 PM CST
Your family has really been on my mind. I have enjoyed reading the entries from so many who loved and were inspired by Dakota. Praying for you today!! Your family is such an encouragement to everyone! The other day we were driving to Memphis for our son's doctor appt. We saw a sign along the way which said "Cabot" and I immediately had strong emotional feelings for your family. I have never been to Cabot and I have never met you; but, I have prayed for so long for your family that it seems like I know you. Love from Melanie Scroggins
Scroggins' family
Tulsa, ok - Wednesday, February 7, 2007 5:47 PM CST
PRAYiNG FOR YOU All
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Wednesday, February 7, 2007 5:42 PM CST
I love you Dakota and I can't wait to see you someday.
Keeping The Faith,
Riley
Riley Hawkins
Cabot, - Wednesday, February 7, 2007 4:07 PM CST
Praying for you today. Happy Birthday Dakota!
Lora P. <loraparker@comcast.net>
3-Gold, - Wednesday, February 7, 2007 2:56 PM CST
Hey Hawkins family,
Just a note to let you know that you are continually in my prayers. I feel so priveleged to have shared 9 months of Dakota's life as his kindergarten teacher. Even at the young age of 5, he was a leader and so mature for his age. When I think of Dakota, I think of energy and life-of which I'm sure he celebrates daily. Hope you guys feel
especially loved today.
Christy Melder <lmcm@cebridge.net>
cabot, ar usa - Wednesday, February 7, 2007 12:50 AM CST
Dear Hawkins family,
Holding you close in my prayers today. Happy Birthday Dakota!
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, tx - Wednesday, February 7, 2007 10:12 AM CST
No, I'm not losing my mind! Have an awesome day in honor of our "DAKOTA".
Holly <Ntransition@houston.rr.com>
Katy , Tx - Wednesday, February 7, 2007 9:33 AM CST
Sharon, the last entry was from Holly. The website put in from the wellenberger's???????????????
Holly Dittert <Ntransition@houston.rr.com>
Katy, Tx - Wednesday, February 7, 2007 9:31 AM CST
Dearest Dakota, happy birthday, friend! I knew this day would soon be here. We love you and miss you so much! I just received a text message on my phone from Brandy from the high school. Her text reads "Happy Birthday, Dakota"! See ya soon my friend!
Sharon, I love you and miss you, girl! We are all anxious for your visit! You are always in my thoughts and prayers!
Holly Dittert <Ntransition@houston.rr.com>
Katy, Tx - Wednesday, February 7, 2007 9:29 AM CST
Happy Birthday Dakota. Hawkins..you are all in my prayers today as you make it through the first birthday without your baby boy. I just can't imagine how hard it is, may God bless this day with wonderful memories of years' pasts to comfort you. God Bless, Carrie
The Wellenberger's <wellenberger@sbcglobal.net>
www.prayforchase.com, - Wednesday, February 7, 2007 9:16 AM CST
Thinking of you all today!! We love ya'll Nathan, Shannon and Haleigh
shannon lamb <slamb1277@aol.com>
palestine, tx usa - Wednesday, February 7, 2007 8:16 AM CST
Lifting you all in prayer as you continue to Keep the Faith. Thank you so much for sharing those words with us. Out of all, one of Dakota's quotes spoke so very loudly to my heart. God Bless you all.
Cheryl/Angel_Wings
MD - Wednesday, February 7, 2007 6:46 AM CST
Henry, Sharon & Riley,
How thankful we are to God for bringing your precious family into our lives. Please know our prayers are with all of you this week. You know how much we love Dakota and miss him even though I know he is having a Great Birthday in Heaven with Jesus.
Sharon, your new ministry is such a tribute to Dakota and I know he is so proud of you.
We are so anxious to see you guys and look forard to your upcoming visit. Riley, get ready to be spoiled from everyone, you deserve it.
Our love and Prayers always,
Grandmother Pat and Pa Pa Tom
Pat Marshall <tbmplm@consolidated.net>
Katy, TX - Tuesday, February 6, 2007 8:54 PM CST
Hello Henry,Sharon and Riley - Many moments spent today just praising God for your family, and for blessing us with the opportunity to love your family in this lifetime. We are all so blessed by your testimony of strength and love for things not of this world. We all have hope and know God has lavished his love upon us and thank you so much for constantly reminding us with the way you live your lives. Dakota's beautiful smile and sweet spirit will never be forgotten and so thankful you were the parents and brother God chose for such a wonderful life so well lived out. We love you guys and so look forward to seeing you soon!
Donna Taylor <donnat@alliedlube.com>
Katy, TX usa - Tuesday, February 6, 2007 7:56 PM CST
Sharon,
I don't always sign but I check in often. Your entries have helped me more than you will ever know. Hebrew 11:1 has become my all time favorite verse Faith is being sure of what you hope for and certain of what you do not see. I remember sitting in Savanna's hospital room the day after she got diagnosed and I had a journal that I was writing in and at the top it had this bible verse and it's been with me ever since.
Thank you for sharing Dakota and his life story with us. You all are always in my prayers.
Jason, April and Savanna Hamm
www.caringbridge.org/visit/savannahamm
April Hamm <hamm930@cebridge.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Tuesday, February 6, 2007 2:39 PM CST
JUST LETTING YOU THAT WE ARE ESPECIALLY PRAYING FOR ALL OF YOU IN THESE NEXT COUPLE OF MONTHS TO COME! MAY GOD WRAP HIS LOVING ARMS AROUND ALL OF YOU AND HOLD YOU TIGHT.
COREY, AMY, ALEX, LAUREN, AND LOGAN <GPTITLE5@CENTURYTEL.NET>
CABOT, AR USA - Tuesday, February 6, 2007 2:37 PM CST
Dear Hawkins Family,
I just read your latest journal entry Sharon and was so touched by your words. I know this is a particularly hard week for you all and I want you to know that you are in my prayers always.
Mary Ann Ray <raybs@cebridge.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Tuesday, February 6, 2007 2:17 PM CST
Wanted to share some selected verses from Psalm 36. Know that I'm praying!!!!!!!!!!
Ps 36:5, 7, 9: Thy mercy, O LORD, is in the heavens; and thy faithfulness reacheth unto the clouds...How excellent is thy lovingkindness, O God! therefore the children of men put their trust under the shadow of thy wings...For with thee is the fountain of life: in thy light shall we see light.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, February 5, 2007 11:42 PM CST
Tonight, I stood with my arms around my 6' 2" son as he sobbed after wrestling through 4 overtimes to win the district gold medal for the 215 weight class. AS excited as he was to win the title, the first thing he said was "I keep thinking of Dad!" So, we're celebrating & mourning tonight. I believe that Terry saw his son named the Most Outstanding Wrestler tonight. In my mind, I picture high fives all around with Terry & Dakota & Amy & Grandpa and many others. Rememberting & Praying for you, tonight.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
katy, tx - Sunday, February 4, 2007 0:41 AM CST
I have a cool verse for ya'll!!!!!!
31 But those who trust in the Lord will find new strength.
They will soar high on wings like eagles.
They will run and not grow weary.
They will walk and not faint
I was in Mardel looking for a shirt I saw the other day with 2Timothy 4:7 but they didn't have it :(
Oh Well, see ya'll in the morning!!!
Alwayz-A-Prayin'
Erin Larsen
enl <nope@still.com>
- Saturday, February 3, 2007 10:07 PM CST
Thinking of you all!
Emily Holder <emaleexo9@yahoo.com>
cabot, ar usa - Friday, February 2, 2007 10:03 PM CST
Love you!
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Friday, February 2, 2007 7:04 PM CST
Praying for you today. It's a big month. Terry's birthday was yesterday. Gracie has mentioned Dakota's birthday many times in the past few weeks. You are still very much on my heart. Tomorrow is the district wrestling tournament here in Katy. My clearest memory of Dakota was discussing this tournament 2 years ago with him. Please pray that Zac & Gracie do their best and that God will protect their bodies from any injuries.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Friday, February 2, 2007 10:46 AM CST
Hawkins Family:
First of all...thank you so very much for your entry about Chase and all the extra prayers it has sent up on his behalf. We continue to lift you all up, praying for comfort and good days without your precious Dakota. Your journal entries are so inspiring, and the new foundation sounds wonderful. I am praying extra prayers throughout this week, as Dakota's birthday approaches. God Bless, Carrie(keeping the faith as we fight this terrible disease and its complications)
The Wellenberger's <wellenberger@sbcglobal.net>
www.prayforchase.com, - Friday, February 2, 2007 10:16 AM CST
Thank you.... I will keep your family in my Prayers also, Prayer is the only way to make it through these days. Although I rarely sign the guestbook I do read the entries almost everyday, your words are very insiring. Thanks again
Chelli & Angel Lacey Mae <chellilacey@yahoo.com>
Star City, AR - Thursday, February 1, 2007 3:47 PM CST
Hey Ya'll,
Let it Snow! Just sitting around waiting on it to snow again. There isn't enough snow to sled :(! oOh well i'm just glad to be at home! I heard we might or might not be having school tomorrow!!!!LOL!
Mrs. Sharon,
For your new interest in knitting all you have to have is a set of looms from wal-mart. They come in 4 different sizes and colors and it is in the craft section. The best yarn is HOMESPUN or any kind that is "fluffy" or thick to insure that there are no holes. Instructions should come with the looms but if not just call me or bring them and some yarn to church and I'll show you!
MEMORY:
I can't remember what year it was but we were at Siloam Springs and I'm pretty sure it was the last day of recreation. Every team got in a huge relay line, the point was for you to run to the middle of the field and draw a number out of a bucket and that number led you to a storage tub full of unmentionables such as gravy and flour, mac and cheese, horse feed, peaches, hot dogs and pickles, or if you were lucky red kool-aid.
Of course I had to stick my beautiful blonde hair into a tub of mac and cheese!!!!(disgusting) And who got lucky? Dakota... he got the kool-aid. And if you remember one of the only rules at Siloam not inforced is don't get in the creek but who got in the creek? Dakota. Not that he smelled bad or had nasty food in his hair like everyone else. No he just wanted to swim and like we did for the next hour or so, catch crawfish. Now I helped but did not dare touch them. We made a good team. I pointed them out and Dakota caught them. I think that is the only rule I've ever broken in my whole life!!!!! (not)
No crawfish were harmed in the making of this memory!!!
Alwayz-A-Prayin'
Erin Larsen
enl <erin/nicole@larsen.com>
- Thursday, February 1, 2007 12:19 AM CST
Hey Hawkins family!
Man, I can not believe how time has passed. I noticed something recently... Riley is taller than me... darn it. Oh, well. I do remember the day I noticed that Dakota was taller than me. I thought it was so unfair...
Anyway, I was thinking about getting an HDH patch for my letter jacket in memory of Dak. Everyone else has a all conference or all state patch and I don't. I think it would be better for my first patch to be the HDH one.
Still praying,
Christen Odom <odomc09@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Tuesday, January 30, 2007 9:33 PM CST
Thinking about you this morning.
Rhonda Bell <rhondaraybell@yahoo.com>
Fair Oaks Ranch, TX USA - Tuesday, January 30, 2007 8:26 AM CST
Sharon,
Praying for you this morning...
Pamela
Pamela Matthews <gmatth@clearsail.net>
Houston, TX USA - Tuesday, January 30, 2007 8:10 AM CST
Your family is still in my prayers so very much.
Always turn to the Lord no matter what each may bring.
Ps 27:7-9 Hear, O LORD, when I cry with my voice: have mercy also upon me, and answer me. When thou saidst, Seek ye my face; my heart said unto thee, Thy face, LORD, will I seek. Hide not thy face far from me; put not thy servant away in anger: thou hast been my help; leave me not, neither forsake me, O God of my salvation.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, January 29, 2007 10:34 PM CST
Thinking and praying for all of you.
Lis <LiveInSpirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Monday, January 29, 2007 10:03 PM CST
I know Dakota's birthday is coming up soon and I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking about you and remembering him.
Sandi <knightsandi@aol.com>
Houston, TX USA - Monday, January 29, 2007 4:20 PM CST
I have the same last name as you so I thought I would sign your guest book :o) Hope today is treating you well
Brittany Hawkins <shizzlemcfrick10@yahoo.com>
Carrollton, tx - Monday, January 29, 2007 1:53 PM CST
Hey Sharon,
Just checking in on you---I'm so aware of the fast approaching months and seem to be thinking about Dakota and Neil every day. How we love your boys and you! The Lord will continue to see you through to have faith, courage, joy, and strength until the day you see Dakota again!
Connor is doing great, and we feel so blessed! www.caringbridge.org/tx/connormuscat/
Laura Muscat <Lauramuscat@aol.com>
Seabrook, TX - Monday, January 29, 2007 12:12 AM CST
It is just wonderful to watch how God is working through your family. No matter what happens, you continue to glorify God. Tis so sweet to trust in Jesus. Love from Melanie Scroggins
Scroggins' family
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Berlin, Berlin Canada - Saturday, January 27, 2007 7:38 AM CST
Hey Sharon, I know without a doubt that Dakota is "looking down" on you and saying, "WAY TO GO, MOM!" Don't you know how proud he is of what you are doing in his memory! You just let me know how I can help in this Jesus-driven endeavor, Keep The Faith Ministries! I love you, Jen
Jennifer Bates <jennifer.bates@cps.k12.ar.us>
Cabot, AR USA - Thursday, January 25, 2007 9:54 PM CST
Excellent way to honor those who have gone before us! And a great support for these families. Hope to get involved.
Mrs. Odom
Cabot, AR USA - Wednesday, January 24, 2007 9:30 PM CST
Sharon,
What a tribute to your son, Dakota! He would be so proud of what you are planninng to do and there's not a warmer feeling in the world than that of helping a child in need. God Bless!
Mary Ann Ray <raybs@cebridge.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Wednesday, January 24, 2007 3:54 PM CST
Hi Sharon,
I think the Keep the Faith Foundation sounds like a wonderful idea. My prayers will be with you as you get it started. Thanks for all you do to encourage others.
May God continue to bless you and your family,
Ann (Colton's nanna)
www.prayforcolton.com
Ann Ward <wardx3@aristotle.net>
Maumelle, AR - Wednesday, January 24, 2007 3:29 PM CST
Sharon, Such an inspiring entry. You've touched me, I have had some hard days missing Caleb but yes, God's grace gives us the strength to keep standing. Every day is a closer day to see them again soon, very soon. Adam and I hurt missing him but so grateful to know he's not hurting anymore. There are days it's just unbearable!!! after a good prayer and some quiet time, God gives us comfort, makes it so much better. What a wonderful ministry you are starting for these little ones, God has given you a great gift by helping others like us through the loss of Caleb. Let me know if you need any help, I would love to help you!! :) Laurie
Laurie Sims <Lsims71@cs.com>
Lonoke, AR USA - Tuesday, January 23, 2007 9:31 PM CST
Best wishes on the KTF Ministries. What a wonderful idea. I will be watching for the kick-off as I keep the Hawkins in my prayers.
Mary Etta Crowder <mcrowder474@suddenlink.net>
Batesville, AR USA - Tuesday, January 23, 2007 8:42 PM CST
Mrs. Sharon
Dude! I am on fire. This weekend was amazing to say the least. God has taught me so much this weekend! This new ministry sounds great! Sorry I gotta go I promise I'll get your knitting stuff ASAP!
Alwayz-A-Prayin'
Erin Larsen
enl <idon'thaveone@still.com>
- Tuesday, January 23, 2007 2:05 PM CST
Continuing to pray for you.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
katy, tx - Tuesday, January 23, 2007 2:48 AM CST
Still praying for your family!
This is one of my all time favorite verses when it comes to getting through hard times.
Rom 8:26 Likewise the Spirit also helpeth our infirmities: for we know not what we should pray for as we ought: but the Spirit itself maketh intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, January 22, 2007 11:10 PM CST
What a nice tribute...
Pat A_W www.caringbridge.org/visit/katehrischuk
- Wednesday, January 17, 2007 0:07 AM CST
Sharon, what an honor to bestow on Dakota's best friend and what a blessing he is to your family! Corbin's update truly touched every part of my heart. Praying for you all in the coming days. Hugs,
Cheryl/Angel_Wings
MD - Tuesday, January 16, 2007 10:28 PM CST
What a blessing it was to read Corbin's update. (Corbin, I don't know if you remember, but we exchanged a few e-mails when Dakota won his victory over cancer and you were such a comfort to me in those highly emotional days. You gave me a connection with Dakota that was so vital then. It was great to see that you are doing well and to read of your special friendship with Dakota and his family.)
My dearest Sharon, With Dakota's birthday and anniversary coming up fast, it sometimes takes my breath away just thinking about it. I'm praying that on those days that the Lord will guard your heart and bless you in wonderful ways that we just cannot even start to imagine. You and Henry and Ry remain in my daily prayers.
Today is the birthday of a dear friend to Dakota, Wild Bill Hickman. Please visit his site to offer words of encouragement to Bill's family as they celebrate his 16th birthday here as he celebrates it in heaven. www.caringbridge.org/ar/wildbill
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Tuesday, January 16, 2007 2:40 PM CST
Thanks for the wonderful update. Corbin!
Still here praying for your family, Sharon!
What a blessing to know that the Lord hears when we cry unto Him.
Ps 22:23-24: Ye that fear the LORD, praise him; all ye the seed of Jacob, glorify him; and fear him, all ye the seed of Israel. For he hath not despised nor abhorred the affliction of the afflicted; neither hath he hid his face from him; but when he cried unto him, he heard.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, January 15, 2007 10:25 PM CST
Hello Hawkins family. Please tell Corbin he did a wonderful job on updating the site. I know Tony's father and worked with him for several years. I will be keeping them and your all in my prayers!!! God Bless!!!
TJ Wolski <wolskimom@yahoo.com>
USAF Academy, CO USA - Sunday, January 14, 2007 11:16 AM CST
Hi there Hawkins family! YOu've been on my heart a lot the past few weeks. Zac and Gracie are keeping me very busy with wrestling and drum line. This is the time of year I think of Dakota the most. I remember watching him as he politely laughed at Terry's really bad jokes in the atrium at Westland. I remember watching the girls circling and giggling while they tried to get his attention. There are so many memories associated with this time of year. My prayers are with you. You are loved!
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, tx - Sunday, January 14, 2007 8:06 AM CST
Mrs. Sharon,
I just wanted to say that that lovely scarf you have been wearing is beautiful, it must have been made by someone really special~!!!!LOL!!!! I really glad Riley is LETTING you guys come on Wednesday nights. I love getting to see you and Mr. Henry all the time. You guys rock my socks!!
Alwayz-A-Prayin'
I love you guys!
Erin Larsen
Erin Larsen <notengouna@megustaespanol.com>
cabot, - Friday, January 12, 2007 2:51 PM CST
Still praying for your family!
No matter what happens in this life, the victory is already won!
I Jn 5:4-5: For whatsoever is born of God overcometh the world: and this is the victory that overcometh the world, even our faith. Who is he that overcometh the world, but he that believeth that Jesus is the Son of God?
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, January 8, 2007 11:11 PM CST
Hey guys! It's been a little while since I have signed this but I just wanted to check in and make sure everything was going okay. Me and my mom were cleaning out yesterday and found a picture of me and Dakota from the Spelling Bee in 5th grade. It brought back memories! Dakota had that bright and shining look on his face as always. He was such a joy to be around. Anyways, I just wanted to share that with ya'll. Hope to see you soon!
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Monday, January 8, 2007 5:47 PM CST
its been awhile since i last signed this but not a week goes by i dont visit the site and i always find myself crying reading all the beautiful comments and outpourings of love. i wanted you to know that not a day goes by that i dont miss and remember dakota for how amazing he was and think how lucky we all were to be apart of such an extraodinary persons life!!!! thank you all for being such an inspiration!!always praying for your family...
love
melissa
melissa james <lilmisscountryprep13@yahoo.com>
- Monday, January 8, 2007 5:28 PM CST
Mrs.Hawkins I thank God every day for the way that Dakota has touched my life because with out him I think that I would not be as close as I am with God. And I am also glad we had are little vist the other day and I will be back over soon to see you and the rest of the family but until then I love all of yall and I will be praying for yall.
P.S. I will be attending Mt. Carmel on wed.
Chad <grnhedhuntr12@yahoo.com>
Austin, AR usa - Monday, January 8, 2007 0:49 AM CST
Dear Hawkins Family,
Dakota's "dash" was exceptional and I know you are so proud of what Dakota accomplished. He will always live on in all of our hearts and that smile embedded in our minds forever. Dash on ahead, when the time is right, and see what else God has in plan for you...Love you all!
Mary Ann Ray <raybs@cebridge.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Friday, January 5, 2007 8:37 AM CST
Sharon, As always, your words are inspiring. I thank God for the touch on my life that Dakota's dash had.
Love you!
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Friday, January 5, 2007 8:00 AM CST
Hey Sharon, I am so thankful I was able to be part of Dakota's "dash"!
Love ya, Jen
Jen Bates <jennifer.bates@cps.k12.ar.us>
Cabot, AR USA - Thursday, January 4, 2007 9:50 PM CST
and what an awesome "dash" it was.....An awesome young man.....with an Awesome God.....he deserved nothing less! I miss him everyday....and I am a better person because of the love that he showed me.....I love you Sharon, and my prayers remain faithful....always, trisa
trisa morrison <trisalynnae@yahoo.com>
cabot, ar - Thursday, January 4, 2007 8:52 PM CST
Sharon, I want to thank you for all the information you gave me about M D Anderson. Staci is there now and believe it or not, her oncologist is the same man who treated Dakota! Even though Staci is 22, he wants to treat her with a pediatric protocol for the ALL, and she and her parents already feel comfortable and confident in his care, thanks in part to your glowing praise for him. I told Staci's mom, Tammy, that the Lord would place in their paths the exact people they need at the time, and He began with you and Dakota. Thank you for your kind words and loving spirit when I called you for advice.
Stacey Crumpton <staceycrumpton@hotmail.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Thursday, January 4, 2007 7:52 PM CST
I know that it's hard starting this new year without Dakota. Know that your family is in my prayers so very much!
Only the Lord knows what this new year will bring but what comfort to know that we're under the "shadow of the Almighty."
Ps.91:1-2: He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the LORD, He is my refuge and my fortress: my God; in him will I trust.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, January 1, 2007 10:28 PM CST
Continuing to pray for your family in 2007. Your faith has taught me so very much especially this last 10 months. Thank You. Happy 2007 to you all! Carrie, Matt, Chase, and Catie
The Wellenberger's <wellenberger@sbcglobal.net>
www.prayforchase.com, - Monday, January 1, 2007 0:56 AM CST
As we gathered our fireworks for this evening, I couldn't help but think of Dakota. The fireworks here in PA are quite boring (all sparkly stuff, nothing that "explodes--ha, they do not know what I can create with sparklers and duct tape), so I may have to get some better ones on our way back to AR for a proper welcoming in of the new year. I had a bugger of a time capturing time with Dak where I wouldn't bother others visiting loved ones at the 4th of July, but I just may need to slip over and disturb the peace with some black cats when I return.
I hope thatyour CHRISTmas was good. I am praying that the Lord will shower your family with many special blessings in the new year to come.
Love you girl. I tried to call a day or so ago but missed you. Catch you when we get back in a day or so.
Love,
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Sunday, December 31, 2006 2:57 PM CST
Sharon,
I spent early yesterday morning going back through your journal with Dakota. There was hope and determination, strength and resolve. Your faith in Jesus never wavered. Like an innocent child, you trusted your Father - and He is well pleased. I see a woman of God who is steadfast in her faith, though pained deeply because Dakota is not with you and your family. But you stand. And looking with a heart that is spiritually attuned, you see the King of Glory coming...and you are ready.
You, my friend, are causing others to "look" too!
Blessings,
Pamela
www.caringbridge.org/tx/dinahmatthews
Pamela Matthews <gmatth@clearsail.net>
Houston, TX USA - Sunday, December 31, 2006 11:52 AM CST
Hey Hawkins! We are thinking about you as we soon enter 2007. God's love is with us each day and helping us through our hardest days without Caleb. We look forward to that day when we see him again. It IS wonderful to know they cannot see the pain in our hearts of missing them or our sorrows. Heaven is such a perfect kingdom of our heavenly father who prepares it for the believers who accepts Christ. Caleb was so young to comprehend salvation, God said "Let the little children come to me". Dakota and Caleb are both in awe of the presence of our Lord and beautiful heaven is. We cannot phathom how beautiful heaven must be!! We love you very much!! Sims :)
Laurie Sims <Lsims71@cs.com>
Lonoke, AR USA - Saturday, December 30, 2006 8:53 PM CST
Just checking in with you guys. I continue to pray for you as we enter 2007.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
katy, tx - Saturday, December 30, 2006 12:04 AM CST
It was great to see you guys. Thank you so much for the thoughtful gift. In honor of Dakota, I chose "Faith."
Laura Mcafee <laurakaymcafee@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, December 27, 2006 9:27 AM CST
Been praying for you this Christmas season....love from Melanie Scroggins
Scroggins' family
Tulsa, Ok - Tuesday, December 26, 2006 7:12 PM CST
Your family is very present in our prayers this week.
Tammy
Flower Mound, TX - Tuesday, December 26, 2006 3:03 PM CST
Hawkins Family,
I pray that you have had a wonderful Christmas.
Mr. Hawkins,
It was great getting to talk to you this last Wednesday during testing, and hope that this is a good break for you all. I miss seeing you at school.
Hope all is well. Merry Christmas!
Emily Holder <emaleexo9@yahoo.com>
cabot, ar usa - Monday, December 25, 2006 11:22 PM CST
Merry Christmas Hawkins Family! Thinking of you and praying for you.
Pamela Matthews <gmatth@clearsail.net>
Houston, TX USA - Monday, December 25, 2006 6:01 PM CST
MERRY CHRiSTMAS GUYS! i WiLL KEEP YOU iN MY PRAYERS ESPECiAllY THROUGH THiS HOliDAY. lOVE YOU All!
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Monday, December 25, 2006 10:06 AM CST
Thinking of you all this morning. We love you!
The Johnston's <tjbjohnston@yahoo.com>
- Monday, December 25, 2006 9:26 AM CST
Thinking of you this Holiday season as we all
remember a very special young man who touched
hearts and lives all over the world and holding
you ever so close in our prayers.
Trish/Angel_Wings <Kngboyer@aol.com>
Kingston, TN USA - Sunday, December 24, 2006 6:58 PM CST
You did good- Dakota would have been so proud! I know he was with you as you came and gave you the strength to step back onto Hem/Onc. Thank you for sharing yourselves, the toys, your love, and sweet Dakota. You are in my heart this Christmas season, as I pray for joy during the trying moments... all my love and friendship...
Carrie <calhoonct@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR - Friday, December 22, 2006 2:46 PM CST
It was great to see you guys yesterday. Have a Merry Christmas!
amanda <jjustice79@yahoo.com>
cabot, ar - Friday, December 22, 2006 2:42 PM CST
We're heading out to spend Christmas with my family tomorrow. I must say it takes quite a bit of effort to focus on WHY we celebrate Christmas right now. It's so easy to get caught up in my own grief and forget the glorious gift that we were given through the birth of our Lord, Jesus Christ. My prayers are with you this weekend and through the New Year as old memories flood your heart and mind. May they be sweet and comforting as you build upon them to make new memories this year. I've discovered that a broken heart is capable of holding so much more love and compassion. May your hearts be filled to over flowing! You are greatly loved!
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Thursday, December 21, 2006 9:15 AM CST
Hey Sharon, The poem is beautiful, and I will share it with some of my friends who have lost loved ones.
Thank you for giving us this uplifting poem. I am praying that you have some peace knowing that our boy Dakota is with God The Almighty during this Christmas season.
Love ya, Jen
Jennifer Bates
Cabot, AR USA - Wednesday, December 20, 2006 9:37 PM CST
Thinking of all of you and praying you through a difficult Christmas. May God bless you and fill you with His love and peace.
Love,
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Wednesday, December 20, 2006 8:52 PM CST
Dear Hawkins Family, I have not signed in in a long time. But I have visited your site daily. Your family stays in our prayers. Sending your family lots of love this Holiday Season. God Bless your family. Love to you all, Denise James and Family
Denise James <dmjames@littlerock.org. >
Austin, Ark USA - Wednesday, December 20, 2006 11:28 AM CST
Just wanted to tell you that I love you and think of you and your precious son often
Sandi <knightsandi@aol.com>
Houston, TX USA - Wednesday, December 20, 2006 9:57 AM CST
Dear Hawkins',
Just wanted to sign in before Christmas. I don't sign in often, but I still check the page all the time. I know that this is going to be a very trying holiday for all of you. I want you to keep in mind that where Dakota is it must be like Christmas every day! What a comforting thought that should be to us as we miss those we love. I was touched by your entry this week. We are told that time heals all wounds, but there are some things that time cannot erase. Look to those memories, tell the stories, and embrace those times. Christmas is for making memories but it can be a time of recalling them as well. God bless all of you and have a wonderful time together over the break.
Gynger Edmondson
Cabot, AR USA - Tuesday, December 19, 2006 1:03 PM CST
So many prophecies in the Old Testament, pointing to the birth of the Savior.
May your eyes be on the birth of Jesus during this time when so many don't understand what Christmas is all about. I know this Christmas will be so very hard for your family. Saying extra prayers right now!!!!!!
Isa 7:14 Therefore the Lord himself shall give you a sign; Behold, a virgin shall conceive, and bear a son, and shall call his name Immanuel.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Tuesday, December 19, 2006 0:06 AM CST
I thank God for your words. Just as you said, He knows the precise moment when we need that little 'extra'. Your entry was exactly what I needed to today. I'm still praying for your during this holiday season. May the 'sweet' in the bittersweet stand out to you right now.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Monday, December 18, 2006 8:44 AM CST
Hello Hawkins. I was glad to see the prayer from Angel Wings on your site. When I read it earlier this month in the guestbook, I loved it. I knew it would mean a lot to you. I hope your holidays are filled with good memories and smiles. God bless.
Mary Etta Crowder <mcrowder474@cox.net>
Batesville, AR USA - Sunday, December 17, 2006 8:36 PM CST
Hawkins Family - I know that this is a hard time of year without Dakota with you. Put rest knowing that he is with our Heavenly Father. Make a new tradition this year - one that can be in honor of his life here on this earth. And rest knowing that the community surrounds you this time of year as well. I wish I could be there to wish you a Merry Christmas myself.
God Bless
TJ Wolski <wolskimom@yahoo.com>
USAF Academy, CO USA - Wednesday, December 13, 2006 7:27 AM CST
My continued prayers are with you and your family. May God continue to use you for his glory.
Stephanie (and Princeton) Hynes <sdwhynes@yahoo.com>
Little Rock, AR - Tuesday, December 12, 2006 1:35 PM CST
Know that I'm continuing to lift your family up in prayer!!!!!!!!
Is.43:1-3a: But now thus saith the LORD that created thee, O Jacob, and he that formed thee, O Israel, Fear not: for I have redeemed thee, I have called thee by thy name; thou art mine. When thou passest through the waters, I will be with thee; and through the rivers, they shall not overflow thee: when thou walkest through the fire, thou shalt not be burned; neither shall the flame kindle upon thee. For I am the LORD thy God, the Holy One of Israel...
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, December 11, 2006 11:57 PM CST
God Bless your family with a special blessing this Christmas. You are so so special. All the Denniston family wishes you God's special peace in your house this December. We pray for you. We love you. Grannie, Shirley, Ruby, Dorothy and all our families.
Dennistons <rfs55@yahoo.com>
Pleasant Plains, Ar usa - Monday, December 11, 2006 7:34 PM CST
Thinking of your wonderful family during this holiday season. Merry Christmas and God bless you all.
The Layrock Family <layrockcrew@hotmail.com>
Sheridan , AR USA - Saturday, December 9, 2006 8:10 PM CST
Thank you for sharing the lives of your family and Dakota with us in such a candid way. God works in the lives of others when we share what He has done in ours.
"Precious in the sight of the Lord is the death of His godly ones." Ps. 116:15
That verse has brought me much comfort in the loss of my family members. I hope it comforts you also.
I realized one day that even though I cannot imagine anyone loving my children more than I do, their Heavenly Father does! That was when I was finally able to let go of the pain.
You have a special heart, one that God will honor in special ways.
May He keep you all in His arms day and night.
C Brake <cmoshiri7100@hotmail.com>
Lincoln, NE USA - Saturday, December 9, 2006 12:03 AM CST
Praying for you.
Love,
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Saturday, December 9, 2006 7:11 AM CST
Been think of you all since this hoilday season start and we still keep you all in our prays.
David & Missy O'Neal <oneal2806@hotmail.com>
Cabot, Ar - Friday, December 8, 2006 11:51 PM CST
this poem brought us comfort & we hope it does you also.
CB & BB /Ones Who Care & Angel_Wings
I see the countless CHRISTMAS TREES around the world below
with tiny lights like HEAVEN’S STARS reflected on the snow.
The sight is so SPECTACULAR please wipe away your tear
for I am spending CHRISTMAS WITH JESUS this year.
I hear the many CHRISTMAS SONGS that people hold so dear
but the SOUND OF MUSIC can't compare with the CHRISTMAS CHOIR up here.
I have no words to tell you of the JOY their voices bring
for it is beyond description to HEAR THE ANGELS SING.
I know HOW MUCH YOU MISS ME, I see the pain inside your heart
for I am spending CHRISTMAS WITH JESUS this year.
I can't tell you of the SPLENDOR or the PEACE here in this place
Can you just imagine seeing JESUS face to face
I'll ask Him to LIFT YOUR SPIRIT as I tell Him of your love
so then PRAY FOR ONE ANOTHER as you lift your eyes above.
Please let your HEARTS BE JOYFUL and let your SPIRIT SING
for I am spending CHRISTMAS IN HEAVEN and I’m walking WITH THE KING.
Charlene & Becky <gcbbunny@sympatico.ca>
- Wednesday, December 6, 2006 9:59 AM CST
Thinking of you tonight. Praying for you and missing Dakota. I have been getting daily ads from the alligator place where I ordered him that gator sampler and each pamphlet makes me cry.
The toy drive is awesome and I'll be swinging something by to help.
Please be praying for little Eloise Owen's, who's having heart surgery this week.
Love you,
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Tuesday, December 5, 2006 8:06 PM CST
Thinking of you and sweet Dakota...
Carrie <calhoonct@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR - Tuesday, December 5, 2006 2:59 PM CST
This is my favorite verse! It's seen me through so much in my life. I pray that it gives you comfort as well!
Ps 50:15 And call upon me in the day of trouble: I will deliver thee, and thou shalt glorify me.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Tuesday, December 5, 2006 0:16 AM CST
Sharon,Henry & Riley....I think of you guys so very often.I praise God for your courage..I lift you up especially during this holiday season..God bless .....
bob & priscilla morris <blm281@aol.com>
cabot, ar. usa - Friday, December 1, 2006 4:15 PM CST
Dear Sharon, Thank you again for sharing your insight through your recent devotional. I can only imagine how hard the holidays will be for your family, and I will be continually praying for you guys. Love ya, Jen
Jennifer Bates <jennifer.bates@cps.k12.ar.us>
Cabot, AR 72023 - Thursday, November 30, 2006 11:27 PM CST
Dear Sharon,
As we are in the midst of the holiday season, I want you to know you are in my prayers. KSBJ (our Christian radio station in Houston) started playing only Christmas Carols on Thanksgiving Day. Each song is about the joy of Christmas and the celebration of Christ's birth. The very gracious gift to us for our eternal life. As the tears appear upon hearing certain songs, I am reminded that Terry & Dakota & so many others are spending their time in the very presence of our Lord. The comfort is great, but the pain remains. Remembering is definitely bittersweet.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Wednesday, November 29, 2006 2:30 PM CST
You are extra heavy on my heart tonight. Saying special prayers for you. Also, praising God for Melissa and Trissa tonight--their love for you is so apparent in their sweet words to you and I am so glad that they have been there for you every step of this journey. You are all blessed to call one another friend.
Keepin' the faith.
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Tuesday, November 28, 2006 7:48 PM CST
Dear Hawkins Family...Just an ordinary day..if there ever is such a day for any of us. So many days each of you comes to mind and I wonder how you find comfort in your loss. Yet, I know that there have been days when I thought my own pain was too much to bear and He miraculously sustained me.I don't know your pain and loss and cannot even begin to know the words to offer you. Please know that you are not forgotten for a moment...by your friends..or by the One who comforts us all.
John Giblin, MD <john@clinstudy.com>
Austin, AR USA - Tuesday, November 28, 2006 5:05 PM CST
Remembering Dakota
David Melton angel wings <DMelton321@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, November 28, 2006 1:13 PM CST
Stopping by once again to let you know that you're in my prayers so very much!
Col.3:15-17: And let the peace of God rule in your hearts, to the which also ye are called in one body; and be ye thankful. Let the word of Christ dwell in you richly in all wisdom; teaching and admonishing one another in psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, singing with grace in your hearts to the Lord. And whatsoever ye do in word or deed, do all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God and the Father by him.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, November 27, 2006 7:35 PM CST
Dear Hawkin's Family,
I just wanted to take this time to say that you are all in my thoughts and prayers. I know that Dakota is looking down and watching us all! I hope that you all know that depite the move from Cabot that we made this summer, I check in on you all and pray for you all often.
TJ Wolski <wolskimom@yahoo.com>
USAF Academy, CO USA - Monday, November 27, 2006 2:19 PM CST
Thinking of you all the time...I am blessed that you are in my life....I love you...T.mo
trisa morrison <trisalynnae@yahoo.com>
cabot, us - Monday, November 27, 2006 12:36 AM CST
Just checking on you guys! We're still a little hyped over Zac taking the gold at the Oklahoma Open! You've been on my heart this week.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Sunday, November 26, 2006 1:08 AM CST
You guys were heavy on my heart this morning. Know that I love you all and am praying for you!!
Kim Simmons <kimsim@hotmail.com>
Vilonia, AR - Saturday, November 25, 2006 8:09 AM CST
thinking of all of you today!
corey,amy, alex,lauren and logan williams <gptitle5@centurytel.net>
cabot, ar usa - Thursday, November 23, 2006 8:35 PM CST
Henry, Sharon, and Riley,
I just wanted you to know you are in my thoughts and prayers today...
Pamela
Pamela Matthews <gmatth@clearsail.net>
Houston, TX USA - Thursday, November 23, 2006 8:53 AM CST
Sending my prayers and love over Thanksgiving- and feeling VERY thankful to have known Dakota and your family. All my love...
Carrie <calhoonct@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 4:47 PM CST
hey my name is poppy granger from ragley la. you signed my son hunter harts guestbook. i lost my son on july 3, 2006 from cancer we started our treatments in little rock and then moved to houston tx childrens hospital he survied 8 months with his cancer and had a smile on his face the hole time. like you god answered our pray be healing him with a heavenly body i miss him every day and the holidays are hard but with the strenght of the lord i will get through it. i pray you and your family can get through this thanksgiving.
poppy granger <kbell@beau.org>
ragley, la us - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 12:04 AM CST
Am still here praying so for your family.
Ps.38:21-22 Forsake me not, O LORD: O my God, be not far from me. Make haste to help me, O Lord my salvation.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, November 20, 2006 10:22 PM CST
Dear Hawkins family,
You are always in my thoughts and prayers. I know this holiday season is really rough. My grief counselor always reminded me to have a plan for the really rough days and a backup plan, too. I try to focus on the wonderful blessings that we have had as a family. How blessed to have loved and been loved so deeply. You are doubly on my heart this week.
We doing a really different Thanksgiving this year. Zac will be wrestling in the Oklahoma Open. Terry would have been so PROUD to take our son to this tournament. Zac took the gold for the heavyweights in the Gator Roll tournment this weekend. Gracie took 4th for the 180 girls. She was really disappointed to miss the bronze medal, but there's always another tournament. In my mind, I can see Terry giving his dad high-fives during these wrestling matches!
I am truly thankful for your family and continue to pray for strength and peace for you.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
katy, tx - Monday, November 20, 2006 9:11 AM CST
Remembering Dakota and loving you all...
Carrie <calhoonct@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR - Monday, November 20, 2006 8:57 AM CST
Missed all of you today. Know that we remembered Dakota today. We remembered all of you and the fight that you fought and the faith that you kept. Much love,
Lora P. <loraparker@comcast.net>
3-Gold, - Sunday, November 19, 2006 8:17 PM CST
Sharon, Thank you for keeping this site up, and for the devotionals. My best friend is Angela Ward (mother of Colton)....which is how I came to know this site. I have been through a very difficult year myself. Not the death of a child, but the death of a marriage. I am reminded every day that each person's trials are specially made for that particular person because God knows us so intimately. You're willingness to share the "good work" God is doing in you means so much to me. I am encouraged to "keep the faith" and to remember my joy and peace doesn't come from my marriage, my kids, my house, my job, not from anything on this earth...but from the living well. Your sister in Christ...
Dana McCoy <mdlmccoy@sbcglobal.net>
Springdale, AR USA - Sunday, November 19, 2006 1:58 PM CST
Praying for your family!!
Pam Porter www.caringbridge.org/visit/alexporter <pam@reins-offices.com>
Cumming, GA - Friday, November 17, 2006 12:41 AM CST
Ry,
Please forgive me, but when I lie in bed and hear those early shots ring out in the distance, I always call out, "Run Bambi, RUN!" I'm glad you had fun hunting though. I hope that your school year is going well. You and Mom and Dad are often in my thoughts. I get a bit scared and teary-eyed when I think about the upcoming holidays without Dakota there to share them. We're just going to have to pray you guys through that, because I think that God and you guys hanging tight together are the only things that can possibly make it okay. We're all still nearby to try to help ease the way.
I hope to see you at a basketball game soon. I only caught 2 of the CJHS football games, but guessed that you were in the fray there somewhere. Hugs to you.
Love,
Mrs. Lis
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Wednesday, November 15, 2006 11:19 PM CST
Henry, Sharon, and Riley--just want you to know that I still check in to see how the Hawkins are doing. You are all in my thoughts and prayers.
Stacey Crumpton <staceycrumpton@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, November 14, 2006 7:07 PM CST
Know that you're still in my thoughts and prayers!
Ps 143:8 Cause me to hear thy lovingkindness in the morning; for in thee do I trust: cause me to know the way wherein I should walk; for I lift up my soul unto thee.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Tuesday, November 14, 2006 0:10 AM CST
A friend sent this to me:
Sandra felt as low as the heels of her shoes as she pushed against a November gust and the florist shop door. Her life had been easy, like a spring breeze. Then in the fourth month of her second pregnancy, a minor automobile accident stole that from her. During this Thanksgiving week she would have delivered a son. She grieved over her loss. As if that weren't enough, her husband's company threatened a transfer. Then her sister, whose holiday visit she coveted, called saying she could not come for the holiday. Then Sandra's friend infuriated her by suggesting her grief was a God-given path to maturity that would allow her to empathize with others who suffer. She has no idea what I'm feeling, thought Sandra with a shudder. Thanksgiving? Thankful for what? She wondered. For a careless driver whose truck was hardly scratched when he rear-ended her? For an airbag that saved her life but took that of her child?
"Good afternoon, can I help you?" The shop clerk's approach startled her.
"I....I need an arrangement," stammered Sandra.
"For Thanksgiving? Do you want beautiful but ordinary, or would you like to challenge the day with a customer favorite I call the Thanksgiving "Special?" asked the shop clerk. "I'm convinced that flowers tell stories," she continued. "Are you looking for something that conveys 'gratitude' this thanksgiving?"
"Not exactly!" Sandra blurted out. "In the last five months, everything that could go wrong has gone wrong."
Sandra regretted her outburst, and was surprised when the shop clerk said, "I have the perfect arrangement for you."
Just then the shop door's small bell rang, and the shop clerk said, "Hi, Barbara...let me get your order." She politely excused herself and walked toward a small workroom, then quickly reappeared, carrying an arrangement of greenery, bows, and long-stemmed thorny roses. Except the ends of the rose stems were neatly snipped: there were no flowers.
"Want this in a box?" asked the clerk.
Sandra watched for the customer's response. Was this a joke? Who would want rose stems with no flowers! She waited for laughter, but neither woman laughed.
"Yes, please," Barbara, replied with an appreciative smile. "You'd think after three years of getting the special, I wouldn't be so moved by its significance, but I can feel it right here, all over again," she said as she gently tapped her chest. And she left with her order.
"Uh," stammered Sandra, "that lady just left with, uh....she just left with no flowers!
"Right, said the clerk, "I cut off the flowers. That's the Special. I call it the Thanksgiving Thorns Bouquet."
"Oh, come on, you can't tell me someone is willing to pay for that!" exclaimed Sandra.
"Barbara came into the shop three years ago feeling much like you feel today," explained the clerk. "She thought she had very little to be thankful for. She had lost her father to cancer, the family business was failing, her son was into drugs, and she was facing major surgery."
"That same year I had lost my husband," continued the clerk, "and for the first time in my life, had just spent the holidays alone. I had no children, no husband, no family nearby, and too great a debt to allow any travel."
"So what did you do?" asked Sandra.
"I learned to be thankful for thorns," answered the clerk quietly.
"I've always thanked God for the good things in my life and never questioned the good things that happened to me, but when bad stuff hit, did I ever ask questions! It took time for me to learn that dark times are important. I have
always enjoyed the 'flowers' of life, but it took thorns to show me the beauty of God's comfort. You know, the Bible says that God comforts us when we're afflicted, and from His consolation we learn to comfort others."
Sandra sucked in her breath as she thought about the very thing her friend had tried to tell her. "I guess the truth is I don't want comfort. I've lost a baby and I'm angry with God."
Just then someone else walked in the shop. "Hey, Phil!" shouted the clerk to the balding, rotund man.
"My wife sent me in to get our usual Thanksgiving Special....12 thorny, long-stemmed stems!" laughed Phil as the clerk handed him a tissue-wrapped arrangement from the refrigerator.
"Those are for your wife?" asked Sandra incredulously. "Do you mind me asking why she wants something that looks like that?"
"No...I'm glad you asked," Phil replied. "Four years ago my wife and I nearly divorced. After forty years, we were in a real mess, but with the Lord's grace and guidance, we slogged through problem after problem. He rescued our marriage. Jenny here (the clerk) told me she kept a vase of rose stems to remind her of what she learned from "thorny" times, and that was good enough for me. I took home some of
those stems. My wife and I decided to label each one for a specific "problem" and give thanks for what that problem taught us."
As Phil paid the clerk, he said to Sandra, "I highly recommend the Special!"
"I don't know if I can be thankful for the thorns in my life." Sandra said. "It's all too...fresh."
"Well," the clerk replied carefully, "my experience has shown me that thorns make roses more precious. We treasure God's providential care more during trouble than at any other time. Remember, it was a crown of thorns that Jesus wore so we might know His love. Don't resent the thorns."
Tears rolled down Sandra's cheeks. For the first time since the accident, she loosened her grip on resentment. "I'll take those twelve long-stemmed thorns, please," she managed to choke out.
"I hoped you would," said the clerk gently. "I'll have them ready in a minute."
"Thank you. What do I owe you?"
"Nothing. Nothing but a promise to allow God to heal your heart. The first year's arrangement is always on me." The clerk smiled and handed a card to Sandra. "I'll attach this card to your arrangement, but maybe you would like to read it first."
It read: "My God, I have never thanked You for my thorns. I have thanked You a thousand times for my roses, but never once for my thorns. Teach me the glory of the cross I bear; teach me the value of my thorns. Show me that I have climbed closer to You along the path of pain. Show me that, through my tears, the colors of Your rainbow look much more brilliant."
Praise Him for your roses; thank him for your thorns!
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Monday, November 13, 2006 9:49 AM CST
What a very perplexing day in college football. I have been stunned repeatedly by the games. I may have to become a USC fan in the long run this season. I'm sure our Dakota would have had much to say about the weirdness today.
I pray that your weekend is going well. You are always on my mind.
Love,
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Saturday, November 11, 2006 10:52 PM CST
Thinking of you today!
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
katy, tx - Saturday, November 11, 2006 4:07 PM CST
Always remembering and praying.
Sandi <knightsandi@aol.com>
Houston, TX USA - Wednesday, November 8, 2006 10:52 AM CST
You are huge in my thoughts tonight Sharon. I'll stay awake awhile to pray for you and then carry happy thoughts of you down into my dreamland. Sending you big hugs.
Love you, girl.
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, Ar - Tuesday, November 7, 2006 11:53 PM CST
Stopping by again to let you know I'm here praying for you!
Ps 31:2 Bow down thine ear to me; deliver me speedily: be thou my strong rock, for an house of defence to save me.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, November 6, 2006 5:38 PM CST
Just thinking of precious Dakota today. Still praying...
Much love,
Lora P. <loraparker@comcast.net>
3-Gold, - Friday, November 3, 2006 2:44 PM CST
We are still praying for you and your family.
Love ya,
The Layrock Family
Eddie Layrock <layrockcrew@hotmail.com>
Poyen, Ar Grant - Friday, November 3, 2006 10:34 AM CST
PRAYiNG FOR YOU AlWAYS!
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Friday, November 3, 2006 10:15 AM CST
Thinking of you today.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, tx - Thursday, November 2, 2006 2:07 PM CST
Sharon,The song Precious Memories came to me as I read your entry. I am blessed to be able to come to my computer and read your messages. I am so proud to have been a part of Dakota's prayer warriors team, Him and his family and friends have helped me through some hard times. I feel like Dakota was like an (angel unaware), He was and still is a part of my every day. Through all of this I've come closer to our Heavenly Father. God has always been with me, but I am closer to him. We have two new great-grand daughters.Sept 30, Brittany arrived. She is a darling and has red hair. October 24, Hailey Anne was born. She has black hair. Her little sister who is five years old can't hold her enough. Di Di is still on that new Chemo and we're believing and praying that she will be healed and get to see her grand-daughters grow up. Her son has been in the hospital several times this year with an infection in his leg. There is not a day goes by, that you and your family doesn't come to mind. Keep up the good work, keep the entries coming. You are doing what God wants all of us to do. He wants us to be like his son,Jesus. You and your family remains in our thoughts and prayers. Love you.
Joanne <tonimae@swbell.net>
No.LittleRock,, Ar. - Thursday, November 2, 2006 4:12 AM CST
Thanks so much for the update. Zac & Gracie decided they need to be home tomorrow. So, I'm taking the day off and we are spending the day together. We will head to San Marcus in the afternoon. Zac has been invited to meet the coaches & team from Texas State University. We'll attend the game in the evening. I can imagine how proud Terry would be to make this trip. I continue to pray for you as we begin the holiday season.
Melisa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
katy, tx - Wednesday, November 1, 2006 10:36 AM CST
God will surely bring joy and comforting warmth to your heartache throughout the holidays---I just know He will!
Love and prayers to you,
Laura Muscat caringbridge.org/tx/connormuscat/ <Lauramuscat@aol.com>
Seabrook, TX - Tuesday, October 31, 2006 9:26 PM CST
Remembering Dakota!
Continuing to pray so for your family to the only true source of help in trouble!
Ps.46:1: God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, October 30, 2006 10:13 PM CST
Good Morning Hawkins family! How are you adjusting to the time change on this beautiful Sunday morning? This is one of those milestone weeks. I continue to pray that God will hold you especially close this week.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Sunday, October 29, 2006 7:55 AM CST
I found this and thought of Dakota. I do not know who wrote it.
My Purpose
I have cancer. There isn't an explanation as to why I became sick. All I know is God has a plan for each of us, and for each plan there is a purpose. Some
of us know what our purpose in life is, and others will never find it. Then there are those like me who accomplish it without ever realizing it.
My journey with cancer will not and has not been without purpose. It is through my illness that I have helped doctors understand this disease a little more
so they may find a cure. It is through my illness that I have opened the eyes of those around me to how precious life really is. Something we all too often
take for granted.
It is through my illness that some of those around me have realized that life is too short to be afraid of our feelings. My cancer has been beaten back
by the power of love. It is the most powerful of emotions, one not to be afraid of, but to be embraced. To be loved by someone unconditionally and completely
is to reach into your soul and feel warmth.
It is through my illness that I have shown there is no guarantee for the future -- only dreams for it. Whether the future is just another day or another
75 years, we should all dream big and live fully everyday.
It is through my illness that I have seen the strong cry, only to find more strength.
It is through my illness that some of us who haven't talked to God in a while have once again begun to pray.
It is through my illness that I have joined the hands of those familiar to those of strangers, to form one long chain. I have already accomplished so much
in such a short amount of time, and each day I continue to touch the hearts of many.
That is my purpose.
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Saturday, October 28, 2006 6:40 PM CDT
Thinking of Dakota tonight--football always brings him to the perfect center of my thoughts. I think I will see if I can catch the University of Spoiled Children's game tomorrow and watch it with Fry and Kota in mind. (If that reference is strange to any gb readers, look way back in the gb when Texas whipped up on Fry's beloved team and you'll see Dakota's witty and fitting new name given to Fry's losing team.)
Praying for you, sweet Sharon.
Love,
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, Ar - Friday, October 27, 2006 9:47 PM CDT
Hey Mrs. Sharon,
I just remembered something very funny. One year during VBS, after Dakota got out of the hospital for a long while, Dakota and I were in charge of the kindergarten rec time. At the end of the games, Dakota siad, "I have a new game. It is called tackle Christen." And they all tried to wrestle me to the ground. After a while I said "I have a better game... TACKLE DAKOTA!!! whoever wins gets a Coca-Cola!" then he goes "Oh, crud!" His own joke was turned against him. You sould have seen the look on his face! It was priceless! Praying always,
Christen Odom <odom1991@cebridge.net>
Cabot , AR USA - Wednesday, October 25, 2006 2:06 PM CDT
Just checking in with you! The Mighty Ram Band from Mayde Creek High School received a Division I rating last night at the regional marching contest. I must say the red-headed marimba player on the 50 yard line was VERY impressive! (Go Gracie!) They move on to the area contest this Saturday. Now, I have to figure out how to get across Houston between Zac's football game & Gracie's marching contest. God is good to keep me so busy & entertained! Still praying for you.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Wednesday, October 25, 2006 9:01 AM CDT
Mrs. Sharon
I am working very diligently(SP) on your totally amazing scarf. I am almost half way done as of now. I started working yesterday. It is soooo soft. You are going to love it. I will definatly have it done when I return next Sunday from Disneyworld!!! I am soo excited. Well, I will see you tomorrow. Luv ya!!!!
Alwayz-a-prayin'
Erin Larsen
P.S
Proverbs 10:7 The memory of the righteous is blessed.
Erin Larsen <idon'thave1@<3.com>
- Tuesday, October 24, 2006 5:19 PM CDT
Continuing to pray for your family!
Ps 6:9 The LORD hath heard my supplication; the LORD will receive my prayer.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, October 23, 2006 11:44 PM CDT
Sharon
How truly accurate what you wrote is; that those who know Christ can look forward to HEAVEN. It is incredible when you realize all that Jesus went through to pay for our sins and make a way for us to be with Him. I pray that many accept His free gift and live the rest of their days for His glory. The PEACE of Jesus, even amidst of your indescribible pain, speaks clearly of His power. Thank you for clinging to Him.
Shannon Ede <shannon@edefamily.net>
Round Rock, TX 78681 - Monday, October 23, 2006 3:51 PM CDT
Sharon and prayer warriors, Canon Norman went to be with God on Saturday. Please pray for his family.
http://www.caringbridge.org/cb/inputSiteName.do?method=search&siteName=canonnorman
Stephanie Price <ntimd8rfan@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR - Monday, October 23, 2006 12:11 AM CDT
Hey Hawkins! I've really been missing Caleb. Somedays are just so hard, anxious God coming back. Until then God helps us everyday to stand strong and tell others the testimony of our precious ones. We miss them but soon will see them again.
Thinking about you everyday. Love ya, Laurie
Laurie Sims <LSims71@cs.com>
Lonoke, AR USA - Sunday, October 22, 2006 9:45 PM CDT
Sharon,
You and your family are so amazing. My husband Pete will have passed to his heavenly home 3 years on October 23rd and he cried out also to our Heavenly Father. He was tired of suffering and all the pain. I know he is up there with Dakota, taken him in as his own son since we had 3 sons. I know they are pain free and enjoying every moment of being in the presence of our Savior. I cry everytime I have watched The Passion also. What our Savior went through for us is beyond words. I think everyone should see this movie. Keep spreading the good word.
Patty Plough <patty.plough@daltile.com>
Seagoville, tx USA - Thursday, October 19, 2006 1:10 PM CDT
Thanking God that we know with absolute certainty that Dakota is with Him in paradise and that we will be with him in glory. There is surely hope in the name of the Lord and in His Word.
Love you girl. Hang in there and keep on looking up.
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Thursday, October 19, 2006 1:18 AM CDT
Dear Sharon,
Thank you for putting into words the very things that God keeps bringing to my heart concerning death and our preparation for eternity. Yesterday was my wedding anniversary. It was one of those days that holds so many memories and it is still diffcult to separate the joy from the pain. But during the past eleven months, I have come to a new vision of death. I know that Terry & Dakota were not cheated by death. They were rewarded for finishing their race. Maybe it was earlier than any of us would have liked or planned, but God knows & holds the BIG picture. As wonderful as that wedding day nineteen years ago was and as much fun as Terry and I had, I'm confindant that it was NOTHING in comparison to the homecoming they received from our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. Thank you for continuing to remind me of these very things.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, tx - Wednesday, October 18, 2006 10:10 PM CDT
Dearest Sharon, Your devotional touched my soul!
Love ya, Jen
jennifer bates <jennifer.bates@cps.k12.ar.us>
cabot, ar usa - Wednesday, October 18, 2006 8:26 PM CDT
i lOVE YOU GUYS AND AM PRAYiNG FOR YA'll!!
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Wednesday, October 18, 2006 7:08 PM CDT
Thank you for taking the time to share what the Lord has laid on your heart. God is using you to help others and help us focus on Him more.
The Layrock Family <layrockcrew@hotmail.com>
Sheridan, AR USA - Wednesday, October 18, 2006 4:26 PM CDT
Thinking of you, today, and praying God's healing blessings upon you.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, tx - Tuesday, October 17, 2006 4:35 PM CDT
Am still here praying for you and your family!
Isa 53:5 But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, October 16, 2006 10:30 PM CDT
Sharon, I saw your entry on Micah's web page last week and have been so busy that I just now am touching base. So true about the unexpected---AND about the blessing that comes along with the trial. I so love seeing Dakota's precious picture again. Last Jan / Feb, a week or two before his birthday, while on a walk around the hospital floor, Dakota came into Connor's room and said, "Hi-ya, Buddy." I'm sure you can just hear him saying it. Anyway, I just want you to know how that memory touches my heart. What a sweet guy! Connor was in the middle of chemo, so wasn't very chatty, but Dakota was precious and shared blessing that day. I wanted to make sure you knew that.
Anyway, Connor's site is caringbridge.org/tx/connormuscat/
Basically, Connor again completed treatment in mid August. Sept. 1 scans revealed three spots in his lungs, so it was a long, desperate wait. God again proved mighty and they all disappeared by Sept. 30. There are a few new spots, but they look just like the previous and doctors don't seem too concerned (He's had lots of congestion this fall). We will scan again Nov. 15. If all is clear, they will remove his port. Mostly, we try to trust that God has already healed him, and try to have life in the meantime. He is doing and looking great. He's in high school and marching in the band. His hair is coming in and he's quite the fuzzy peach!
Laura Muscat <Lauramuscat@aol.com>
Seabrook, TX - Monday, October 16, 2006 9:29 PM CDT
Sharon, could you and Dakota’s friends and family to pray for Canon Norman? He is a 4 ˝ year old boy at Children’s fighting for his life. He received a new heart about a month ago and has been experiencing a lot of set backs. This weekend he had a stroke and he and his family could use our prayers. His website is http://www.caringbridge.org/cb/inputSiteName.do?method=search&siteName=canonnorman
Thanks for devotionals they really help us in our time of need.
Still praying for you and your family,
Stephanie Price
Stephanie Price <NTIMD8RFAN@YAHOO.COM>
Cabot, AR - Monday, October 16, 2006 11:21 AM CDT
Thinking of you today. The world lost another child to this week. Jake Owen Raborn went to his reward. I can't help but reflect on all of those that we've lost in the past year. This is a tough month for my family. A wedding anniversary, a birthday and a first year anniversary all come in the next few weeks. The tears are back like they never dried up. Please know that each tear brings a prayer for others that are grieving and your family is at the top of the list. Thanks for sharing yourselves.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Saturday, October 14, 2006 12:33 AM CDT
missing Dakota and you guys to ..I seen Dakota picture on My space and I have been thinking alot about him and his smile.....
We look at Dakota ever day his picture is still up!!!!!!!
Doris and John Farrell and Kids <johndorisfarrell@centurytel.net>
Ward, Ar Lonoke - Friday, October 13, 2006 5:27 PM CDT
missing Dakota and you guys to ..I seen Dakota picture on My space and I have been thinking alot about him and his smile.....
We look at Dakota ever day his picture is still up!!!!!!!
Doris and John Farrell and Kids <johndorisfarrell@centurytel.net>
Ward, Ar Lonoke - Friday, October 13, 2006 5:27 PM CDT
Love you!
Missing Dakota lots this evening.
Hugs,
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Friday, October 13, 2006 4:48 PM CDT
Hi there! Just wanted to say "HI!"
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Thursday, October 12, 2006 3:26 PM CDT
Randall said this website was still active, so I signed on this morning to remember Dakota and to pay my respects. Mary Lou and I think of your family often with fondness. Take care and we hope to see you again, soon.
Allan Nilsson
Austin, TX - Thursday, October 12, 2006 8:40 AM CDT
Just missing you all and sweet Dakota. All my love...
Carrie <calhoonct@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR - Wednesday, October 11, 2006 10:50 AM CDT
Hi Sharon, Henry, and Riley. I just wanted to check in and tell you I think of you all often. I think of Dakota daily and feel so blessed to have known him. He will forever have a special place in my heart. Love you all, Steph
Stephanie Dunlap <dunlapsa@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR - Tuesday, October 10, 2006 11:13 AM CDT
Am here, still lifting you up in prayer!
Ps 4:1 Hear me when I call, O God of my righteousness: thou hast enlarged me when I was in distress; have mercy upon me, and hear my prayer.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, October 9, 2006 10:17 PM CDT
Sharon, You people are on my mind this morning. It was so good to read your new entry and yes,once again I am lifted up. GOD places such special words in your mind to pass on to us. This past few days have been a little trying,but as usual,God came and took care of things. We have a new little great-grand daughter born Sept.30th. There was a problem. She was in intensive care for 5 days. She is home and is beautiful. We are expecting another little girl the last of October. Every time I read your entries, It is like a lesson from the Bible. Keep them coming.. A christian friend, Joanne
Joanne Baker <tonimae@swbell.net>
No.LittleRock,, Ar. - Monday, October 9, 2006 10:33 AM CDT
Our head football coach at Sheridan is going through some cancer treatments. Please keep him and his family in your prayers. Here is his caringbridge website: http://www.caringbridge.org/cb/inputSiteName.do?method=search&siteName=scottneathery
His name is Scott Neathery. He has gotten some good news this week which is an answer to prayer. Thank you for continuing to bless us with your words. You have no idea the number of lives Dakota and you entire family have touch in such a positive way.
Eddie and Diana Layrock <layrockcrew@hotmail.com>
Sheridan, AR - Saturday, October 7, 2006 2:52 PM CDT
Sharon,
Thank you for allowing God to use you. Your words are ones that God has laid on your heart for Him to minister to us though you. I really needed today's words. Thank you for being a faithful follower of Christ.
Diana Layrock <layrockcrew@hotmail.com>
Sheridan, AR - Friday, October 6, 2006 2:48 PM CDT
Dear Sharon, Thank you for again sharing your heart, your biblical insight, and experiences with us. Love ya, Jen
jennifer bates <jennifer.bates@cps.k12.ar.us>
cabot, ar usa - Friday, October 6, 2006 8:56 AM CDT
It is a great feeling knowing Dakota is with the Good Lord, healthy, and having fun! He is playing something everyday and is VERY active in heaven. I will always remember Dakota and Riley playing football during Friday night games. I would watch them for hours, hardly ever stop, playing pick-up football, on the side on a hill!
Charlie Donham <charlie.donham@cps.k12.ar.us>
Cabot, Ark. U.S. - Thursday, October 5, 2006 6:58 AM CDT
Sharon, As I read your entry, I could only read and re-read... I am so thankful for your friendship and do not know what I would do without your teachings. I will lay my troubles at the foot of our Lord and Savior, for he is always with me...someone great told me this today...I love you.....tmo-
trisa <troyandtrisa@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, October 4, 2006 9:31 PM CDT
Thank you, Sharon. I look forward to your "Devotionals".
Mary Etta <mcrowder474@cox.net>
- Wednesday, October 4, 2006 4:33 PM CDT
No truer words have been spoken! Thanks, Sharon
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Wednesday, October 4, 2006 3:54 PM CDT
I am also glad to see you continue in your ministry. I very much look forward to your insight, wisdom, encouragement, and whatever else the Holy Spririt needs you to tell us. God speaks to me often through your words. It is amazing to me how we hear (or read) just what we need just when we need it - sometimes from unexpected sources. I grieve with you because I love you and I cannot imagine the journey you have traveled, but because of it you are a mentor, a teacher, an encourager, and a vine that bears the sweetest of fruit. I hope that book is coming along... I want an autographed copy! Know you are loved -
Tammy Kinley
Flower Mound, TX - Wednesday, October 4, 2006 1:30 PM CDT
HEY HAWKiNS FAMiLY!!
HOPE EVERYTHiNG iS GOiNG GREAT!! i WANT YA'll TO KNOW THAT i CONTiNUE TO PRAY FOR YA'll EACH AND EVERY DAY!! i ADMiRE YOU GUYS FOR HOW STRONG YA'll HAVE BEEN THROUGHOUT THiS WHOlE EXPERiENCE. LOVE YOU All!!
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Tuesday, October 3, 2006 6:40 PM CDT
You were just on my mind and heart today, Sharon. I can't wait to read your "Keep the Faith" devotionals. You are such a blessing and always offer so much encouragement to so many. We have a football game tonight, and I think about you before every game. You're always in my prayers, Sharon. Love and God bless, LaBeth
LaBeth <labeth1990@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR - Tuesday, October 3, 2006 5:16 PM CDT
Hi Sharon, I am looking forward to reading your "Keep the Faith Devotionals." I feel so honored to be able to glean so much from Dakota's life, your journey, this website, and now your devotionals. Thank you so much for sharing the Next Chapter with us! Love ya, Jen
jennifer bates <jennifer.bates@cps.k12.ar.us>
cabot, ar usa - Tuesday, October 3, 2006 11:56 AM CDT
Continuing to lift you up in prayer!
Ps 3:3 But thou, O LORD, art a shield for me; my glory, and the lifter up of mine head.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA - Monday, October 2, 2006 9:26 PM CDT
Praying for you today, especially.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Monday, October 2, 2006 8:35 AM CDT
I have a student this year named Dakota.. so every time I look at my roll I am reminded of him and you guys.
I thought I might drop by tonight and see what inspiration you are sharing and just as I knew it would be... your words were there.
Thank you...
Kimberly Raup
Conway, AR USA - Saturday, September 30, 2006 7:51 PM CDT
After sitting and watching the hummingbirds on this nice fall moprning, I just wanted to say "HI!" It's hard to believe that we're almost into October. I'm going to enjoy the quiet for a few more moments before I begin the 'fooball mom' routine. I'm in charge of fruit for the varsity boys meal tonight. Who knew how many bananas 100 boys could eat?!? And, for some reason, I volunteered to bring brownies for the school tailgate party this afternoon. The life that God has given me is precious. I'm praying for you today!
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
katy, tx - Friday, September 29, 2006 8:37 AM CDT
Sharon,
I come to Dakota's site for comfort...
Thank you for being there for me -
Pamela
Pamela Matthews <gmatth@clearsail.net>
Houston, TX USA - Thursday, September 28, 2006 11:33 PM CDT
LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON ,ALBERTA
, - Wednesday, September 27, 2006 7:35 PM CDT
Dear Sharon, Just had you on my mind and went to your site. I am blessed each time I go to it. I keep saying this lady I know, is someday going to write a book and that lady is you. I can't wait to read it.Everytime I go to your site, I am lifted up.You are such a precious person and have so many special friends. I love reading all the wonderful notes from those people. The song Precious Memories has just come to my mind. You do have a lot of special memories of that special young man DAKOTA. One of my friends's little 6 year old son ALEX FINNEY has a Caringbridge site. This is his second round of fighting cancer. Di Di is on a new drug that the doctors in Houston told her about. She seems better, but has a lot of pain,nausea,etc. She's lost a lot of weight and strenght also. Keep her and little Alex in your prayers. You people are in our thoughts and prayers. I wish there was something I could do to help.......... In Christian Love, Joanne
Joanne Baker <tonimae@swbell.net>
No.LittleRock,, Ar. - Wednesday, September 27, 2006 2:31 PM CDT
You're on my heart -
Tammy Kinley
Flower Mound, TX - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 8:39 PM CDT
Thinking of you Sharon.
Rhonda <rhondaraybell@yahoo.com>
Fair Oaks Ranch, TX USA - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 8:08 PM CDT
I woke up with you on my heart, today. Praying for you. I wanted to share this devotion from Griefshare. It really hit home for me. I'm always amazed when God sends the message that I most need to hear.
"Most people find it easy to believe that God loves other people, but the Bible says the heavenly Father loves each person the same. You can be confident of His love for you.
Bruce Marchiano says, "If you can take the way you feel about your own kids and multiply it a billion times, you might begin to come close to the way He feels about you."
Accept His love right now. Close your eyes in prayer and ask His Spirit to fill you with His love. There is no greater joy than to know His love.
"See how great a love the Father has bestowed on us, that we would be called children of God; and such we are" (1 John 3:1 nasb).
Heavenly Father, Your love for me is larger than comprehension. What a wondrous love this is! I am Your blessed child! Amen."
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, Tx - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 8:30 AM CDT
Love you.
Worried about you,
Lis <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Monday, September 25, 2006 8:15 PM CDT
Stopping by to let you know you're still in my thoughts and prayers!
Ps 71:3 Be thou my strong habitation, whereunto I may continually resort: thou hast given commandment to save me; for thou art my rock and my fortress.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA - Monday, September 25, 2006 7:35 PM CDT
Just wanted you guys to know that I was thinking about you. Hope everyone is doing well. Love you all!!
Christy Wilson <christywilson@myway.com>
Ward, Ar - Monday, September 25, 2006 11:30 AM CDT
Thinking of you this morning as we head for Westland. Still praying for you all.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Sunday, September 24, 2006 9:27 AM CDT
Dear Sharon, I confess I hit caringbridge by mistake on my favorites at work just now. It's at the top right under google. I haven't visited in a while, so I hadn't seen your entry of Sept 8. Just so happens that I had been deliberating about a "message" to include on Brian's "senior spot" in the annual. We picked out photos last night, but I told him I would write his message and seal it in an envelope because I wanted to save it until he got his annual. Today was the deadline so we were as usual rushing to get it together before he left for school this AM. I had started several thoughts last night, but decided to pray at bedtime and write something this AM when I got up. Have you guessed? I know Brian won't see this. After a couple of false starts this AM, I started to compare his life to a book and his senior year as the conclusion to Part I. (I've had to help him write countless conclusion paragraphs since JHS days--don't tell his teachers--just this year he is catching on and starting to do his own homework)
I told him he will start Part II, Chapter One, after graduation, and how excited I am to see how it unfolds. Right now, I am crying in sadness for you, but telling myself how gloriously Dakota's story is continuing in the presence of his Lord.
I compared God to the author and told him He had written an outline for his life, and it was SO important for him to follow it. Thanks and praise to God--both my sons know the last line of thier stories, as did Dakota and does Riley. I think that's the best feeling a Mother can have on earth, don't you?
God bless you. I glad I clicked this link today. I continue to pray for you always, and look forward to seeing you at church. Much love, Karen
Karen Frey <freyrk@cebridge.net>
Cabot, - Friday, September 22, 2006 2:59 PM CDT
Well, another weekend is here. Sometimes I can't believe how quickly the days can pass. Today is one of those days that I'd rather hide in my bed all day. One of the 'heavy heart' days. I join David in his prayer: "O Lord, do not forsake me; be not far from me, O my God. Come quickly to help me, O Lord, My Savior" Psalm 38:21-22
I pray that you will feel the Savior's strength holding you up this weekend!
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Friday, September 22, 2006 9:03 AM CDT
As I drove into the parking lot last night of the football complex, I was overwhelmed with the ironwork that displayed Dakota's name and the keep the faith football...I had seen it many times in the past few weeks, however this time,was different. I am not sure if it was my mood, or the rainy weather. As I spent most of Friday night with Riley and the boys, I missed Dakota. I just wanted to let you know that he is never far in my thoughts, and I continue to be amazed at the people and places that he touched. As Riley experienced his "first chinese firedrill" I laughed and knew that Dakota would have loved it...again he would have called me a "crazy" lady, however I had nothing at all to do with this one, I lost complete control of the kids in my vehicle....the Searcy police just laughed at them, and then waved us on into the traffic....It was great...I love you!
tmo <troyandtrisa@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, September 19, 2006 12:23 AM CDT
Continuing to pray for your family. These verses are really special. I pray they give you comfort.
Psalm 61:1-4: "Hear my cry, O God; attend unto my prayer. From the end of the earth will I cry unto thee, when my heart is overwhelmed: lead me to the rock that is higher than I. For thou hast been a shelter for me, and a strong tower from the enemy. I will abide in thy tabernacle for ever: I will trust in the covert of thy wings. Selah."
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA - Monday, September 18, 2006 10:40 PM CDT
Thinking of you tonight.
RhondaBell <rhondaraybell@yahoo.com>
Fair Oaks Ranch, TX USA - Sunday, September 17, 2006 5:46 PM CDT
Just thinking of you and wanted to let you know, the Hawkin's family rarely strays from our thoughts.
J. Odom
Cabot, , AR USA - Saturday, September 16, 2006 6:59 AM CDT
I read this on another site ( http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jacob/) and wanted to share it with you.
Sand Fleas
written by Susan Larson
“The death of a child takes you places you’ve never been before, not only in terms of emotions, but in terms of awareness of all that is. I liken the experience to playing on the shore with your friends and complaining about an occasional bite from a sand flea. It’s painful and annoying, but at least everyone else understands how you feel when you’re bitten.
Then one day, a wave grabs you and pulls you out into the ocean where you are bitten by a shark. You feel pain you never imagined could exist. And you’re alone in unfamiliar territory. When you get back to shore, you try to explain your pain to your friends, but the worst pain they can imagine is being bitten by 1,000 sand fleas. That’s all they know. There is no way to explain it to them.
But it’s not just the pain you can’t explain. While struggling under the water you’re suddenly aware that there is infinitely more to life than what we see on the shore. You see the ocean floor with coral reefs and rock formations, things you had never before imagined. You have tapped into the vastness of creation to a higher degree. And again, there is no way to adequately describe this vastness you see and feel. You have nothing to compare it to.
You have a true sense of a greater dimension, and you know that the loved one you miss is out there. You also know your loved one is not lost, but has only gone before you to a place more beautiful and vast than those on the shore could ever imagine. Yes, you still get annoyed with the sand fleas, but you now realize how trivial they are. And even if your friends don’t understand you, you know there is Someone greater out there who does.”
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
katy, tx - Friday, September 15, 2006 6:02 PM CDT
Just thinking of you all today, Much love to you!
"Now may our Lord Jesus Christ Himself, and our God and Father, who has loved us and given us everlasting consolation and good hope by grace, comfort your hearts and establish you in every good word and work." 2 Thessalonians 2:16-17
Lora P. <loraparker@comcast.net>
3-Gold, - Friday, September 15, 2006 11:28 AM CDT
Sharon,
Always checking on you; grateful you are there...
Pamela
www.caringbridge.org/tx/dinahmatthews
Pamela Matthews <gmatth@clearsail.net>
Houston, TX USA - Friday, September 15, 2006 7:06 AM CDT
JUST CHECKiNG iN TO SEE HOW THiNGS ARE GOiN! HOPE All iS WEll! LOVE YOU GUYS!
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Wednesday, September 13, 2006 7:19 PM CDT
thinking about all of you!
emily holder <emaleexo9@yahoo.com>
cabot , ar usa - Wednesday, September 13, 2006 4:12 PM CDT
Hi there! Just wanted to remind you that I'm praying for you.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
katy, tx - Wednesday, September 13, 2006 12:39 AM CDT
Sharon -
Thank you for the perspective in your post. What is probably therapy for you is counseling for the rest of us! Thank you for taking the time to share your heart -
Tammy Kinley <tkinley@unt.edu>
Flower Mound, TX - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 12:49 AM CDT
Stopping by to let you know that I'm still here praying!
Rom 12:12 Rejoicing in hope; patient in tribulation; continuing instant in prayer;
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA - Monday, September 11, 2006 9:34 PM CDT
Henry and Sharon...I haven't signed in in quiet awhile but I read your page as often as I can..Thanks to the many,many people who express their love for you and your family.If I may say" Ditto"for me also.I'm proud that the football complex is named in Dakota's honor..We all love him very much..I know Dakota has that grin on anytime Riley and all the boys run onto that field!!.Dakota's my hero for sure.
Bob & Priscilla <blm281@aol.com>
Cabot, ar usa - Monday, September 11, 2006 4:02 PM CDT
Amen........
tmo <troyandtrisa@yahoo.com >
- Monday, September 11, 2006 9:23 AM CDT
Sharon,
Thank you for sharing with us all. The Lord is using you in many lives and in ways you have no idea. Thank you again.
Diana Layrock
Sheridan, AR - Saturday, September 9, 2006 9:19 PM CDT
Sweet Sharon,
I was filled with such a deep sadness for my allegator man last night. We were at the football game and I just kept thinking, "Oooo, I need to write Dakota about that play" and then I'd go "duh, I can't do that." I used to love recapping the games for him when he wasn't able to be there. He likely used to shutter at my play by play, but it was a special little gift I tried to give him because I knewhow much he loved those games. I missed him so very much last night; I even had a dream about him.
I love you girl. I worry so much about you and pray you through each day. Let's chat soon.
Hugs to Ry and Henry.
LG
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Saturday, September 9, 2006 11:50 AM CDT
Amen, Sharon, amen...
Pamela
Pamela Matthews <gmatth@clearsail.neet>
Houston, TX USA - Saturday, September 9, 2006 7:08 AM CDT
Thanks, once again, for providing a reminder of what is really important in our lives. On those days when things seem darkest, God uses your words to redirect me. Thank you.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, tx - Friday, September 8, 2006 7:58 PM CDT
Just wanted you to know I was thinking about you today and missing sweet Dakota. He was a gift to know and will always be treasured. Thank you for sharing him, for sharing his faith, his fight, his spirit. I will always be different because of him. All my love...
Carrie <calhoonct@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR - Friday, September 8, 2006 10:49 AM CDT
Henry, Sharon and Riley,
Our family was so glad we were able to be at the football field dedication to Dakota. This is only our second year in football with Drake, but every time we are at the fields now, we will remember Dakota and your precious family. God bless, The Boroughs Family
LaBeth Boroughs <labeth1990@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR - Thursday, September 7, 2006 6:07 PM CDT
Hi to all! I just wanted to let you know that I was thinking of you. It seems like so long since I have seen you. We have either been in Monticello on the weekends or somewhere else out of town. Couple of updates, Alex and I got engaged on Saturday! Also I love my job at westside. It is truely an answer to prayers! We miss you all! Riley, Alex would love to get together soon. You can call him anytime. Know that you are always in my prayers. I am thinking of you often.
With Love,
Amy
Amy Leonard <aeleonard@ualr.edu>
Cabot, Ar US` - Wednesday, September 6, 2006 2:58 PM CDT
You're in my thoughts and prayers as always! The Lord IS with you!
Ps 34:15: The eyes of the LORD are upon the righteous, and his ears are open unto their cry.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA - Monday, September 4, 2006 8:30 PM CDT
Sharon,
As I read your latest journal, that "pain of grief" just took my breath away. And then you just kinda "swallow" it, exhale, and begin to breathe again. Sorrow yet joy; pain yet proud. Thank you, Dakota, for touching my heart deeply.
Pamela
Pamela Matthews <gmatth@clearsail.net>
Houston, TX USA - Saturday, September 2, 2006 6:52 PM CDT
I was just thinking about Dakota and his perseverance. No matter what kind of day he had, he always smiled or told a story. I always enjoyed listening to his stories. He truly persevered over his illness.
Amanda <jjustice79@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR usa - Saturday, September 2, 2006 3:07 PM CDT
Thinking of you. Terry's been with our Savior for 10 months, today. Seems like forever. Seems like just yesterday. There's a chorus from a song,
"This is what it means to be held
How it feels when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive.
This is what it is to be loved.
And to know that the promise was
When everything fell we’d be held."
I'm praying that you feel held especially close on this 6 month anniversary.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Saturday, September 2, 2006 1:12 AM CDT
~Hope you all have a "wonderful weekend"~
Christy Wilson <christywilson@myway.com>
Ward, Ar - Saturday, September 2, 2006 0:06 AM CDT
MRS. SHARON, iT WAS GREAT TO SEE YOU LAST NiGHT AND GET THE CHANCE TO TALK TO YOU! iT HAD BEEN SO LONG! THAT iS TOO FUNNY WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU AND MY MOM.
RiLEY, YOU PLAYED GREAT LAST NiGHT!! DAKOTA WOULD BE PROUD!!
i CONTiNUE TO PRAY FOR EACH OF YOU DAiLY!! i LOVE YOU ALL!!
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Friday, September 1, 2006 6:42 PM CDT
One of the times that the whole Hawkins clan was down in Houston, Dakota, Riley, Henry and I all went to a Texans game. They were playing the Tennessee Titans. The boys were thrilled to be there. The game wasn't that good (the Texans lost again) but the real fun began after the game. We found out that the Texan cheerleaders were signing autographs. When we got to the place where they were signing, the line was long but we got moved up to the front. Both of the boys got autographs but they also got kissed by a couple of the cheerleaders! Henry asked for a kiss too but they said no.
One other time I took Dakota to a High School playoff game, the houston area finals. The winner of this game went to state. Our Katy Tigers were heavy favorites but we were getting blown out by over 20 pts by the end of the third quarter. Then our tigers scored and got the ball back fast, we scored again, Dakota kept saying "there's no way they can come back". We scored again with just 1 minute left. Dakota kept saying "theres no way". Then we got the lead with less than a minute left and won the game. Dakota said that was the best comeback he had ever seen (me too). That's the day he told me he had 2 favorite high school teams, Cabot Panthers and Katy Tigers.
Jimmy Taylor <jimmy@westland.cc>
Katy, TX - Friday, September 1, 2006 1:56 PM CDT
Dear Sharon, Henry & Riley,
When we were stationed here the first time and Eric and Riley became best friends in kindergarten, I was able to observe first-hand both Riley and Dakota's love of sports when they would come over to play.
I remember having a birthday party for Eric when he was in the third grade. I wanted the party to be extra special because we knew a new assignment was probably coming up in our very near future. Brian was also deployed at the time so planning a party was something Eric could look forward to and take his mind off of his dad's absence.
Eric decided to do a party at home and play basketball or whatever the boy's wanted to do. Both Riley and Dakota came -- along with 12 other boys. It seemed to be a really busy weekend for all -- you and Henry were out of town and as the kids were dropped off the other parents had other places to be -- errands to run. I told them "Go on -- do what you got to do -- we'll be fine!" Well, as the group grew I seriously began to wonder what I had gotten myself into. Fifteen boys and only one adult -- not a good ratio.
Then to top it off, Riley had a baseball game prior (it could have been a double-header) and it was a really hot day in Arkansas. He immediately came to me not feeling well and I would tell right away that he was dehydrated. Pizza delivery came about then so I placed Riley inside with food and plenty of water (with a buddy to keep him company) and put all the other boys outside to eat on the deck. With everyone fed and Riley feeling better -- we "Let the Games Begin"! I told the kids that Dakota was in charge of the games and turned them loose. As I was cleaning up, I looked over and there is Dakota gathering up the guys for a good old fashion game off dodgeball off the back fence. Later, as the boys got a little bit wild, I notice Dakota had gotten one of Eric's whistles and was getting the boys attention by blowing it (and probably the neighbors too). They all went over and huddled together and Dakota proceeded to get then involved in another game of basketball.
He was such a big help that day and I honestly thought about booking him for next year's party as the "sport's organizer...coach...referee..."!
It was a great day and I honestly wouldn't have survived the day had it not been for Dakota's help. He was a true friend that day!
Dakota lives on in our hearts and in the town of Cabot. As Riley played football last night you could feel Dakota's presence and knew he was watching over Riley and just grinning ear-to-ear. Who knows...he might have even had a whistle....
Love you all!!
Brian, Mary Ann & Eric Ray <raybs@cebridge.net>
O'Fallon, IL USA - Friday, September 1, 2006 9:46 AM CDT
I remember so often seeing Dakota at the CHS footballs. Even with him sick I could see the love of the game in his eyes! I know that on 9/5/06 Dakota will be smiling down on all those little (and some not so little) guys on that field. What a awesome honor they are bestowing upon your family! As a former team mom for many CYFA teams...I am very pleased that they are doing this! I only wish that we were there to see it! God Bless and know that you and your family are always in my prayers.
TJ Wolski <wolskimom@yahoo.com>
USAF Academy, CO USA - Thursday, August 31, 2006 9:36 PM CDT
Dear Coach Hawkins, Sharon, and Riley:
We have had the privilege of reading about your life's journeys through this wonderful journal. We normally just read, but today we felt compelled to reply. As a former football player under Coach Hawkins and dance team member, some of our fondest memories of high school were watching those two little red headed boys playing football. What drive and determination they possessed; what fun they had running around by the old field house; what pride they displayed in there eyes when all the players ran past. These two little boys will always be ingrained as part of our wonderful memories of high school.
Billy and Kim (Spicher) Shurley
CHS Class of 1996
The Shurley Family <kimshurley@shurley.com>
Cabot, AR - Wednesday, August 30, 2006 9:03 PM CDT
Henry, Sharon & Riley,
I just want you know that you are never far from my thoughts and prayers. Especially now at the beginning of the school year. As I look at my own children (we have an 8 week old baby girl, Shelby, now also) I am constantly reminded of how blessed we are and how even my bad days are truly wonderful. You all are such an inspiration...know that we love you and continue to pray for healing and peace.
Kelley Cowley <kelleycowley@hotmail.com>
North Little Rock, AR USA - Wednesday, August 30, 2006 4:12 PM CDT
Sharon,
Precious pictures, precious memories. Thank you for sharing.
Pamela
Pamela Matthews <gmatth@clearsail.net>
Houston, TX USA - Wednesday, August 30, 2006 9:20 AM CDT
Keeping you in my thougths and in my prayer's always.
Love Brenda MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta
, - Tuesday, August 29, 2006 8:22 PM CDT
What a privilege we had to be a part of the team that Dakota played on his 6th grade year - he was a model player, and his dad was our ideal coach (along with Mr. Coy and Mr. Petty!)! Although it was one of many years for our family playing football, we hold it in a special place in our hearts! Thank you for sharing your son with us! We love you!
The McFaddens
Kim McFadden
- Tuesday, August 29, 2006 8:12 PM CDT
Just wanted to let you know that I continue to check the website and that I always remember your family in my prayers. I think of Dakota all the time and remember his sweet smile and kindness that he gave to my little girl as she lay in the hospital bed receiving chemo. Dakota was a bright light to her. Thank you for sharing your son, and your faith! It has meant a great deal to me.
Dawn Dillon <ddillon18@yahoo.com>
Harrison, Ar USA - Tuesday, August 29, 2006 2:23 PM CDT
My foundest memory of Dakota and football was last year during the Jr High game for Riley and Jake. You and Dakota had just returned from a long bout in Houston, and the braclets had just been distributed...Will was wearing his hanging off the back of his Panther Hat, and Jake had his around both cleats, holding down his laces. I remember that Dakota and Henry were in the truck up on the hill, and you, Sharon, were sitting in the stands with us...that was the game that the weather had turned colder and we discovered that you had on two different doc martins and your shoes didnt match....anyway, I had bought Dakota a Panter beanie because when I had asked him earlier in the week what he wanted, that is what he said...you took it to the truck and he put it on, and stepped out of the truck for me to see...and waved a football at me! I will forever think of him at the field, as that is where he loved to be.
At the field in the rain shortly after remission, I fussed at him for being in the rain, and he laughed at me and said I was crazy...(he always said that),struggling to walk the length of the field to hold the football for the lucky person drawn to kick at half-time, the night he was sick and finally gave in to Henry taking him home before the game was over and calling the cell phone every 10 minutes for an update.....he was a true panther, and I miss him.
There is nothing more fitting than this dedication!
Congradulations D....Touchdown....
ms. trisa <troyandtrisa@yahoo.com >
- Tuesday, August 29, 2006 12:23 AM CDT
Having one of those nights where sleep is illusive and thought I'd check in on you. THanks for another glimpse into the life of Dakota. You are still on my heart and in my prayers.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Tuesday, August 29, 2006 1:56 AM CDT
When I remember Dakota’s last football game I’m reminded how he played the game of life. To be successful at either game requires a big ‘heart’ to take over when stamina is running short. The night of the football game Dakota performed admirably making many superb plays and running the ball across the goal for scores. I will remember how he played the game more than the plays he made during the game. Even though he did not feel very well (he had a fever that night) he insisted that Coach let him play. His stamina was not what it could have been that night but his HEART’s desire was very strong and he pushed to the limit. I’ll always remember that he did the same with the rest of his life setting that example for all of us but especially for the youth that surrounded and admired him. The honor of having the football complex named for him is a continuing reminder for youth and adults that no matter how you feel, giving your best to the task at hand honors GOD and all those around you. I am very proud to be Dakota’s adopted Grandpa and will forever remember him.
Mr Ken (Adopted Grandpa)
Cabot, AR USA - Monday, August 28, 2006 11:37 PM CDT
Only a few things in life are unforgettable. There is a first and last to every event. So it is with Dakota's football game. When he entered the field small he was. The heavy suit reminded me of the lad David as he tried King Saul's armor to fight Goliath. David pulled it off but Dakota didn't. But he carried it effectively for three touchdowns. To try to catch that boy was as futile as trying to catch the wind. That game was the unforgettable and now making history.
Grandpa
Grandpa
Delight, Ar USA - Monday, August 28, 2006 7:29 PM CDT
Oh my!!! What a well-deserved honor for the whole Hawkins family. Dakota's love of football will be carried on while children for years to come will learn of Dakota's fight and his faith. God Bless.
Mary Etta Crowder <mcrowder474@cox.net>
- Monday, August 28, 2006 4:33 PM CDT
Dearest family,
I have a precious football memory of Dakota. The very night before Dakota was diagnosed, Dec. 25, He asked me, aunt Donna, will you watch my football tape of our game? Of course, I never did have the love of football even though I sat through many of Henry's games at ATU. I said I would. I am so glad I sat down in the recliner with him that night and watched that game with him. I can remember, the person videoing the game kept saying, Coach Hawkins, could you please move. YOu are in the way. Dakota and I laughed so hard about that. The guy that videoed the game kept saying, could someone ask Coach Hawkins to move? His head is in the way. I will never forget that night I sat in the recliner with Dakota watching his game. All my love.
Aunt Donna
Donna Gwinn <dgwinn@westsideschools.org>
- Monday, August 28, 2006 2:39 PM CDT
Riley,
I hope that your school year has started off good. It is nice to see your sweaty, smiling face after football. I am very proud of you to keep smiling after all that you have been through. You are a testimony just like Dakota! He is smiling down on all of us for sure...
Ms. Edmondson
Gynger Edmondson
Cabot, AR USA - Sunday, August 27, 2006 8:56 PM CDT
Such wonderful advice. So true, so true. God Bless, Carrie
The Wellenberger's <the_wellenbergers@comcast.net>
www.prayforchase.com, - Thursday, August 24, 2006 10:50 PM CDT
Hmmm, did you have to include the "know when to be silent" one? :) I'll keep working on that one.
I know that this week had some new "firsts without Dakota"'s in it and I've really been praying for you. You are never out of my thoughts. When Bryan left Monday to start high school, Sean teased me because I was teary-eyed. He well remembers me crying when each of the boys started kindergarten. He gave me a huge hug when I told him that I was sad because Dakota should be there with the others to conquer the new school. So I stopped right then a had a huge prayer for you.
I got a new job teaching middle school. When things slow enough for me to breathe, I'll send you an e-mail with details about it.
I love you girl. Keep your eyes above and just keep clinging to Jesus.
Hugs to Ry and Henry too.
Lis
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Thursday, August 24, 2006 12:32 AM CDT
Well, today was a biggie: Gracie got her driver's permit! We only made 3 trips to the DMV to get it done. Although I am the official 'instructor' at our house, Zac always preferred to drive with his dad. Terry was a little calmer in the passenger seat. I guess Gracie will just have to adjust to a nervous mom while she learns. An ongoing topic between Terry & Dakota was getting that driver's license. Thanks for sharing you lessons. I've always believed that God is big enough to handle it all. And, I've had to learn that God is small enough to care deeply about me. Still praying for you.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Thursday, August 24, 2006 10:26 AM CDT
We love ya'll! Micah has had his transplant and is doing great. Please keep him in prayer. We still have a long road before we get to go home. You were such a terrific friend and inspiration to me. I love you.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/micahfarmer
Angie Farmer <musicmom_99@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, August 23, 2006 6:58 PM CDT
Thinking of you and your family today. Praying for Cabot and it's students and teachers this week as well. What a STRONG community. God is watching over you all.
The Layrock Family <layrockcrew@hotmail.com>
Sheridan, AR USA - Tuesday, August 22, 2006 5:59 PM CDT
Thinking of you and remembering Dakota.
Love you,
Sandi
Sandi <knightsandi@aol.com>
Houston, TX USA - Tuesday, August 22, 2006 3:50 PM CDT
Just checking on ya'll!! It's hot and school is in full swing. Senior pictures are done and now we face the first game of the season on Sept 1. The football team & the band are working really hard to get ready to kick off the season! Hope you are doing well!!
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Tuesday, August 22, 2006 8:35 AM CDT
Hey Sharon
I love reading what you are writing about..what God has and is doing in your heart. Wow. I read what you wrote to the so called Concerned friend and I was moved with emotion. Just this past SUnday, I listened to my dad teach Sunday School at Immanuel in LR. He taught on bitterness and how usually we are the most hurt by those who have been the most hurt themselves...gives us a new perspective on those who hurt us so deeply. I applaud you for "investing" in this person whoever he or she may be by praying for them and responding with such a sweet spirit. You are the Word in Action - applying the Matthew 6:21 principle - Where your treasure is -THERE will your heart be also. (not where your heart is - there will your treasure be also) I believe God is at work loving through you so that you are free!!! Free to move in this life with a consistent joy - in happiness and in sorrow. How wonderful HE is to give us spiritual comfort in the midst of our grief through His Word and through His creation. I'm just amazed...and thoroughly ministered to - and blessed by you and your words of wisdom. May God encompass you with His loving arms tonight.
Randi Mackey <mackey_randi@yahoo.com>
Ward, AR USA - Monday, August 21, 2006 9:57 PM CDT
RiLEY AND MR. HAWKiNS, HOPE YA'LLS FiRST DAY OF SCHOOL WENT WELL. i BET iT WAS HECTiC.
MRS. SHARON, i WiLL KEEP UP THE PRAYERS AS YOU ARE HOME ALONE A FEW DAYS OUT OF THE WEEK.
i HOPE TO SEE YA'LL SOMETiME SOON WiTH FOOTBALL SEASON COMiNG UP AND EVERYTHiNG. i CONTiNUE TO PRAY FOR YOU ALL DAiLY!! KEEP THE FAiTH!
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Monday, August 21, 2006 8:37 PM CDT
I was just thinking about you guys and hoping you ALL had a wonderful day....as always yall are in my thoughts and prayers...love you all
Christy Wilson <christywilson@myway.com>
Ward, Ar - Monday, August 21, 2006 4:26 PM CDT
**Hope all of you have a wonderful day...Love you all!!**
Christy Wilson <christywilson@myway.com>
Ward, Ar - Sunday, August 20, 2006 11:18 PM CDT
Just wanted you guys to know that I was thinking about yall today and always....~love ya~
Christy Wilson <christywilson@myway.com>
Ward, Ar - Saturday, August 19, 2006 5:37 PM CDT
~love you ALL~
Christy Wilson <christywilson@myway.com>
ward, ar - Thursday, August 17, 2006 4:47 PM CDT
Thinking and praying for you guys DAILY.....Hope you guys have a good school year...Mrs. Sharon can't wait to read some of the writings that you do in the fall....you always seem to have me thinking twice about things that I DO in my every day life....love you ALL...
Christy Wilson <christywilson@myway.com>
ward, ar - Thursday, August 17, 2006 4:23 PM CDT
May all angels smile upon your family.
Tracy Carter <carter1754@sbcglobal.net>
Harrisburg, AR Poinsett - Thursday, August 17, 2006 2:18 PM CDT
You don't know me and I only know of your family but continue to pray for you and check your journal periodically as it truly lifts my spirits.
Your entry about the sunflower was just another example of that. It's amazing what God's beauty can teach us! Thank you for reminding us to look for beauty that may not always be obvious to us. God's blessings on you!
Tsinina Burgan <nburgan@sbcglobal.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Thursday, August 17, 2006 10:04 AM CDT
Back to School would be very hard for me if I were in your shoes. But then, this time of year is always hard for me! All of those kiddos seem to grow up so much between the last week of summer vacation and the first day of school. Your family is on the top of my prayer list.
Tammy Kinley <TKinley@unt.edu>
Flower Mound, TX - Wednesday, August 16, 2006 9:13 PM CDT
Thanks for sharing your sunflower with us. Still praying and looking forward to the beautiful blooms in our lives.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, tx - Wednesday, August 16, 2006 8:20 AM CDT
Wow, what a beautiful word picture. So sweet and simple but yet so meaningful. It needs to be in a devotion!
Praying for you through this season.............
Jan Dorothy <djeado@sbcglobal.net>
Lowell, AR - Tuesday, August 15, 2006 10:54 PM CDT
I had a big Dakota cry last night. I got to thinking how Bryan will start high school next Monday and it hit me that this was one of those milestone dreams we had for Dakota that we won't get to see unfold. I'm so sorry Sharon, I know that you miss him terribly. Please know that you are still prayed for many times a day.
I'm not sure how the CJHN fire impacts Henry, but as it will have effects in different ways district wide, I'm sure he is busy with it...not to mention getting his own campus off and running for another school year. I have praised God over and over again that the fire didn't occur when school was in full session and that no one was hurt. There's a long road ahead for investigation, clean up, surviving without a building and then rebuilding. I am most saddened by those things lost that just can't be replaced...trophies, pictures, etc...but again praise God that all people are well and accounted for..
I trust that all is going well with Ry's football. (Hmm, are they sharing their fields with CJHN?) Kevin joined a new soccer team and so far it promises to be a perfect fit for him and us.
Have I told you lately that I love you? Praying for all of you without ceasing!
Love,
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Tuesday, August 15, 2006 10:08 AM CDT
Well, School is back in Katy. Zac & Gracie are both getting into their new routines. With band practice & football practice, it will be really quiet at our house in the evenings. I'm praying that our kids have an awesome & blessed year. Still praying for you!
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Monday, August 14, 2006 8:26 AM CDT
Hey there, I just wanted to say hello and let you know that I was praying for you and thinking about you. I pray that God will carry you through the many firsts that you are all going through.
Boyd <sixboyds@adelphia.net>
- Sunday, August 13, 2006 6:58 AM CDT
Thinking about you guys. Hope you are all doing o.k. I pray for you all every time I think of you and that is often. Sharon, I always look forward to your updates and entries. We miss that young man,Dakota. I never met that guy,but,when he comes to mind,I look up and say: Hey guy,how's things up there? He's with the angels and his heavenly Father. Love you, Joanne
Joanne Baker
No.LittleRock,, Ar. - Thursday, August 10, 2006 4:46 PM CDT
Thinking of you, praying with you, missing Dakota...
Carrie <calhoonct@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 8:40 PM CDT
Thinking of you today.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
katy, TX - Tuesday, August 8, 2006 5:17 AM CDT
YOU GUYS ARE iN MY PRAYERS DAiLY!
LOVE YA'LL!
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Monday, August 7, 2006 12:44 AM CDT
I gave the wrong address for Eloise, tried to do it from my brain. Take the s off of Owens. So the correct one is www.eloiseowen.info
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Friday, August 4, 2006 12:06 AM CDT
Sharon,
I already have Miss Savanna on my prayer list, but will go to visit Master Job today. Another Cabot child who needs our prayers is Eloise Owens at www.eloiseowens.info
You and Henry and Ry are constantly in my prayers.
Love you,
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Friday, August 4, 2006 11:36 AM CDT
Hello....a few weeks ago I followed your link from wild bills page and was blown away by your story. My friend, Job McCully is walking a journey so similar to what your son did. I was up til 3 am that night that I stumbled upon your page amazed by your strength and the similarities in their battles. I debated and prayed about sharing your link with Tina(job's mom) and ultimately decided just to share some of your quotes and thoughts with her that I thought might minister to her that day-that place she was right then. Anyway...she has since found your page and has been so encouraged by you and I wanted to let you know that even now-God will and is using you and there are those who are very thankful for your obedient willing heart. I pray for you and your family each time that God puts it upon my heart, each time that I pray for Job, and I know that His hand is upon you. Thanks
Florence <rappold@windstream.net>
- Friday, August 4, 2006 8:44 AM CDT
Hi Hawkins family,
I was just thinking about you guys. Ugh, school. I thought I just got out of that cave of impending doom. Teachers asking you questions when they know you dont know the answers just to make you feel stupid. Well, they're not all that bad, but still. My knees are getting better from that strength game at Siloam. I'm gonna have some nasty scars. Anyway, still missing Dakota. I still cry sometimes, but knowing where he is makes me feel better, and a little jealous too. He gets to see Jesus first. I wonder if they have a golf course in Heaven cause he owes me a match. lol that would be fun! Maybe we can smack the ball 500 miles and make hole in one on every hole! That would be cool! Anyway, still praying for ya and love you so much!
Christen Odom <odom1991@cebridge.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Thursday, August 3, 2006 5:15 PM CDT
Sharon and Henry,
Just thinking of you today!!!!!!!!!
Tammy Stumbaugh <tammys@cotter.oursc.K12.AR.US>
Yellville, AR - Thursday, August 3, 2006 3:20 PM CDT
Sharon, your journal entry really touched my heart today. I really needed it. Thanks, Leigh Ann
Leigh Ann Carrick <leighanncarrick@yahoo.com>
Tuckerman, Ar USA - Wednesday, August 2, 2006 2:56 PM CDT
Thinking of you today.
Love,
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Wednesday, August 2, 2006 9:56 AM CDT
Praying especially for you today.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Wednesday, August 2, 2006 8:15 AM CDT
I am so sorry for your pain and loss. I know it is very difficult to see your child go through so much. Your faith and strength gives me strength and hope. Thank you for sharing your journey with us. May God give you comfort.
www.caringbridge.org/ar/job
Tina (Job's Mom) <tina.mccully@windstream.com>
Bigelow, AR - Tuesday, August 1, 2006 6:23 PM CDT
Dear Sharon and family, It's been a while since I've writen. There isn't a day goes by, that I don't think of you and Dakota. Di Di is somewhat better, but not in remission yet. She on the new drug,has been for 2 weeks.In Sunday School,this Sunday,a lady ask for prayer for a little nephew of her's and I ask for his name so I could pray for him. She wrote the name down and I never looked at his name until I got home and went to my computer to check and see if he had a web site. As I looked at his name, I realized I knew a little boy by that name. I looked up his parents in Monticello and called them and yes, it was a little boy I'd known since him and his twin brother were born. He has ALL and yes, he has a web site On Caring Bridge.org/alexfinneyPlease pray for this little 6 year old friend of mine. When I think of you people,I look up and say a prayer and remembering to keep the faith. Love you.
Joanne Baker
No.LittleRock, Ar. - Tuesday, August 1, 2006 3:59 PM CDT
I am thinking of you today. Missing Dakota.
Can you believe that school starts back up in 3 weeks?
Hugs to all of you.
Love,
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Tuesday, August 1, 2006 12:54 AM CDT
As we enter another month, I look back at the ones we miss each day. I still struggle with the pain I feel and the knowledge that Terry & Dakota & so many others are quite literally in the presense of God. On Sunday, I sat with a young father from Westland that has just lost his wife to cancer. We watched his three children playing at McDonald's and talked about how to cope with this new reality. I was reminded once again that only God can give the peace and comfort that is so needed. We can talk & listen & pray & support those around us. God is the Great Comforter for all of us that are grieving. I continue to pray for your family. May the peace that comes only from our gracious God envelope you this week.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Tuesday, August 1, 2006 8:54 AM CDT
Just thinking of you today...
Carrie <calhoonct@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR - Monday, July 31, 2006 1:20 PM CDT
sharon and henry , at church sunday we had a guest speaker ,rick taylor and his wife . he is the author of when life is changed forever . he and his wife lost a son . you can hear his message at www.fbclr.org .
clint miller <clint.miller@afbic.com>
cabot, ar. - Monday, July 31, 2006 8:16 AM CDT
Dear Friends: Just to let you know you continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. Bernice Cook
Bernice Cook <auntb45@hotmail.com>
Cabot, Ar USA - Friday, July 28, 2006 11:26 AM CDT
I just came across your sweet boy's website. I am so very sorry for your loss. He is up in heaven no longer in pain.
Mr. Hawkins, you probably don't remember me but you were my health teacher back in the late 90's my brother Steven Rummel played football. My little girl who will be 2 tomorrow was diagnosed with a very rare childhood lung cancer back in Febuary her caringbridge page is www.caringbridge.org/visit/savannahamm
You and your family are in my prayers.
April Hamm <hamm930@cebridge.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Thursday, July 27, 2006 10:04 AM CDT
Just wanted you to know I thinking and praying for your family today.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Thursday, July 27, 2006 8:30 AM CDT
I am thinking of you this morning.
Love,
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Wednesday, July 26, 2006 7:22 AM CDT
Dear Family,
I think of Dakota and you all daily. I pray for you everyday. I forget things often, especially lost in prayer, but never you guys. I am in awe of the impact one sweet child had on so many, especially me. While none of us are perfect, I can think of no better example of a perfect witness than Dakota, Riley, and you all. Brave, Persevering, Loyal, Humble, Constant, Faithful, Spiritual, and most of all Trusting. Your patience, courage, and never yielding trust in the Lord touches me. I am a better person because of Dakota's legacy. His life has molded what I want to make myself professionaly and most of all spiritually. It's like the song "Thank you for giving to the Lord," you teaching Dakota about our awesome God has changed so many of us.
Thank you,
Amy
Amy Leonard <aeleonard@ualr.edu>
Cabot, Ar US - Tuesday, July 25, 2006 1:11 PM CDT
THiNKiNG OF YOU!!
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Tuesday, July 25, 2006 11:43 AM CDT
Hello Hawkins',
Sounds as if the memorial service went well. Without a doubt it is another example of what a testimony Dakota's whole life was to those around him. That is remarkable. I think as we lose someone one of the fears that we have is that those around us will forget them. But, rest assured no one will forget Dakota or the impact that he had on others. Keep the faith one day at a time...
Riley, I hope that your summer is still as busy as it was in the beginning. I am sure that you have gotten into a lot of fun with that paintball gun. I can just see your mom sitting outside watching you and your dad chase each other around the house. I have my own paintball story that I will have to share with you when school starts. See you soon.....
Gynger Edmondson <gmeteach@hotmail.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Tuesday, July 25, 2006 10:03 AM CDT
Hello Henry and Sharon, As you have already heard MD Anderson did an incredible job honoring those warriors who never gave up and fought the good fight. This past Friday's Memorial service honored our Lord and Dakato and many others. Have to admit the emotion was as if it just happend, we miss Dakota and you guys so much. So many sweet memories. While Dakato's picture was on the screen and names read out loud, the chaplain lit a candle. It was the same for each family. Many tears for each and every one as too many candles were let for cancer victims. God truly has blessed you as parents and gave you both a wonderful treasure and gift in Dakota and Riley. God knew a long time ago it would take special parents to care for such loving, god honoring sons and what awesome parents you are! As we all know, Dakato loved to be in the presence of God often and took every opportunity in prayer. Dakato now healed and whole no longer prays, but sits face to face with our loving God. A wonderful reunion awaits us all! Love you guys so much and missing you.
Donna Taylor <donnat@alliedlube.com>
Katy, TX - Monday, July 24, 2006 9:27 AM CDT
Carvel and I attended the memorial service at MDA on Friday, and we were honored to do so. Every child is special, but Dakato stood out. There were many tears, but also laughter about Dakota and his love for duct tape! After the service and at the reception, so many of the doctors and staff at MDA came up to us and talked about Dakota and his family. He will never be forgotten.
Randall Lamb
Houston, tx - Monday, July 24, 2006 8:38 AM CDT
Yesterday we attended Dakota's Memorial Service at MD Anderson here in Houston. It is so amazing to see the staff, caretakers and doctors show such a GENUINE interest with questions about Dakota' family. It was once again a huge reminder the impact that Dakota had and on so many DIFFERENT people.
In attendance was Laura (Connor's mom). Connor was in the hospital having a treatment. Laura was so loving and was so concerned how you were doing Sharon. She ask specifically about Henry and Riley as well. The child care giver group (Sorry if I have the name wrong) was there. One would have Dakota in clinic and the other as an inpatient. Also the lady that took him to Colorado was there.
The service was beautiful as GPat described. I TOO was moved as the Chaplain explained that he will always remember Dakota as being the one who ask for prayer MORE than any other child. How proud we were for you at that moment.
After the memorial service we went to the reception and I waited until the very end to speak with two of the staff members I remembered meeting, the two ladies from the Child Care Giver Group. As I approached them their eyes just lit up with smiles as they knew we were there for Dakota. They could not ask enough questions about you and Henry and how you were doing. The lady who had Dakota in clinic ask specifically about Henry. They told me they still go on Dakota's website. They told me they truly miss Dakota and what a SPECIAL kid he is.
People fly in all over the world daily to be in this hospital, but yet they speak of Dakota as if he were the only patient they ever had. Sharon,they were so sincere in saying that Dakota will NEVER be forgotten in their hearts.
Thanks again for inviting me to the service.
I love you, Holly
Holly <Ntransition@houston.rr.com>
Katy, Texas - Sunday, July 23, 2006 8:11 PM CDT
Tom, Pat and Melissa,
Thank you so very much for sharing the memorial at M.D. Anderson with us. Weeping again for our sweet Dakota. Just when I think that my tears for this special one will remain dried up, they ar back in full force to remind me of how much he is missed.
Sharon, As always, I love you!
Lis
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Sunday, July 23, 2006 7:24 PM CDT
Yesterday, Tom and I as well as other family members and a group from Westland Baptist Church, had the privilege of honoring our precious Dakota at the MDA Pediatric Memorial Service.
Words cannot express how very tender it was. All staff and caregivers that knew Dakota, Sharon, Henry and Riley came to us with nothing but praise and love for this sweet family they loved Dakota so very much.
Chaplain Dick Maddox, shared with Tom and I many precious moments he had with Dakota, the memory he will never forget, is Dakota asked him to pray with him during each visit, he said that is not common with most teenagers, of course that was not a surprise to us.
As they read names of each young person, lighting a candle for each one and showing their picture with the beautiful song,"You Raise Me Up" playing, many tears were shed.
The faith, courage, love for God and others that Dakota and his family showed, made a lasting memory to everyone they touched at MDA.
Thank you Hawkins family for inviting us to share in this beautiful remembrance of your precious Dakota.
We love you all very much, and continue to pray for you.
God Bless you always,
Tom & Pat Marshall <tbmarshall@ev1.net>
KATY , TX - Saturday, July 22, 2006 7:52 PM CDT
I am so very disappointed that I could not make it today for the memorial. Wish I could have been there but Dakota was in my thoughts and you all in my prayers. We have been out of town so much lately (in Searcy now) but hope to be in Cabot next Sunday, hopefully we will see you then! Love you all!
Amy Leonard <aeleonard@ualr.edu>
Cabot, Ar US - Saturday, July 22, 2006 5:23 PM CDT
It was such an honor today for Gracie & I to help represent your family at the memorial service. There were many tears, but there were also many smiles as the staff and other parents remembered Dakota. Dakota continues to touch lives.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Friday, July 21, 2006 11:09 PM CDT
Just thinking about you...praying for your comfort... and missing sweet Dakota! He was a true blessing to me and taught me how to live. All my love to you today and always...
Carrie <calhoonct@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR - Friday, July 21, 2006 1:50 PM CDT
Stopping in to say HI and I have been thinking about you..Prayers and bearhugs Love, Marci The Prayer Bearshttp://www.freewebs.com/prayerbears
Marci Connell <mac093@bellsouth.net>
Valdosta, GA USA - Friday, July 21, 2006 1:38 PM CDT
Just want you to know I think about all of you often and miss my buddy, Dakota! Love you all and I continue to pray for your peace and comfort. Love, Steph
dunlapsa@archildrens.org <dunlapsa@archildrens.org>
LR , AR - Friday, July 21, 2006 11:01 AM CDT
Just thinking of the you all and saying a prayer for each one of you.
Jan Corkern <janmarcor@comcast.net>
Little Rock, AR - Thursday, July 20, 2006 10:44 PM CDT
Hey Sharon, I want to let you know that I find each entry your friends and family write very inspiring. I was personally touched by Jessica Orr's entry on June 29. I want to publicly ask on your website that each of your family and friends pray for Julie, Jessica's mom, as she battles her liver cancer. As Jessi stated in her enrty, she truly loves Dakota; I definitely believe her connection to Dakota will live on throughout her life. Once again to all, please lift Julie Orr, as well as Jessica, in your prayers today if you are reading this entry.
God bless you, Jennifer Bates
jennifer bates <batesj@centurytel.net>
cabot, ar - Thursday, July 20, 2006 2:38 PM CDT
Think of you often and always praying. Miss seeing all of you, especially your sweet Dakota. It has taken awhile, but I wanted to share something with you...I'll never forget one of the last things he said to me...He was walking in the hallway and as I passed he smiled that handsome smile and said "Thank you for being so nice to me." It was just like Dakota, to think of someone else, to make such a sweet comment for no apparent reason. I wasn't sure where that statement came from at the time, but I now have that as my last memory of him. I will always cherish that memory. I just stopped and hugged him. That was my last hug from Dakota here on earth, but I'm so grateful that it won't be my last. I have such vivid images of him with our Savior and I look forward to seeing him again one day. Thanks to both of you, Henry & Sharon, for teaching Dakota to be so kind and to love the Lord. It always showed, even in the darkest times. Love to all of you.
Lora P. <loraparker@comcast.net>
3-Gold, - Thursday, July 20, 2006 12:48 AM CDT
Hi Sharon,
I am back from my conference in Utah. It was a wonderful trip. I've missed you.
Thinking of you. Can you believe that back to school is just around the corner?!
Love you!
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Thursday, July 20, 2006 12:45 AM CDT
Thinking of you today and wanted to let you know your family is thought about often and prayers continue to be expressed. Have a great day!
The Odoms
Cabot, AR USA - Thursday, July 20, 2006 11:15 AM CDT
Hi Sharon. I have been reading your journal since Dakota went to be with Jesus. I am just so amazed at the words you write. They are jumping off the pages at me...as if the Lord Himself is speaking to me. What unwavering faith has been given to you as a gift...to show others who are wavering that He will stand still in the midst of the storm and carry you through.... I am also amazed by your wanting to write a book. I have a background in research - if you ever want any help, I'd love to help in anyway I can. Thank you for waving to me across the hall at church last Sunday - I was touched. You are an inspiration to me. - All for Him, Randi "Weeping may endure for the night, but JOY comes in the morning!"
Randi Mackey <mackey_randi@yahoo.com>
Ward, AR - Wednesday, July 19, 2006 11:23 PM CDT
Juat thinking of all of you today...
Love, Steph
Stephanie Dunlap <dunlapsa@archildrens.org>
LR, AR - Tuesday, July 18, 2006 4:30 PM CDT
Just wanted to stop by and say "HI!" Praying for you today.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, tx - Tuesday, July 18, 2006 7:29 AM CDT
HEY HAWKiNS FAMiLY!! JUST STOPPiNG iN TO SAY THAT i WAS THiNKiNG ABOUT YA'LL!! HOPE ALL iS WELL!! THE PRAYERS ARE CONTiNUED! LOVE YOU GUYS!
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Monday, July 17, 2006 11:35 PM CDT
I didn't know about the new clip in advance so it was bittersweet when I saw sweet Dakota's face on my TV last night. I miss him- I can only imagine how much you do. What an impact he has made and still is- even after his death. All my love to you...
Carrie <calhoonct@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR - Monday, July 17, 2006 12:16 AM CDT
Thinking of you, remembering your precious son and brother, and keeping you in my prayers.
Sandi <knightsandi@aol.com>
Houston, tx usa - Monday, July 17, 2006 11:08 AM CDT
I'm sorry I don't stop by very often. The folder containing the links for those who've lost loved ones is growing way too big, way too fast. It gets harder and harder to go to each site. But I have to let you know that your family is still in my thoughts and prayers so very much!
Adding prayers that there will be many more matches from that bone marrow drive! I signed up 8 years ago now but so far no calls...what a wonderful thing to be able to do for someone!
I've been sharing several verses of Psalm 23 on other CB sites today, but think I'll share the whole thing with you. I pray that it will bring you comfort as you read the well known words:
The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA - Saturday, July 15, 2006 11:54 PM CDT
Mrs.Sharon,
I just wanted to let you know that your in my thoughts and prayers always!
Stay Sweet and Keep Smiling!
Love always,
Heather
Heather Williams <HeatherWilliams@cox-internet.com>
Jonesboro, AR United States - Friday, July 14, 2006 11:33 PM CDT
Dear Sharon, I just read your entry this morning and as usual, your words picked me up. I know Dakota is so proud of you and all the entries you write.Lately, I've been clinging to these words in Ephesians 1:11. It,s in Christ that we find out who we are and what we are living for. Long before we first heard of Christ,...he had his eye on us, had designs on us for glorious living,part of the overall purpose he is working out in everything and everyone..... Recently we were told about a posibilty of there being some problems in our great-grandchild(girl), due the last part of October. We're also expecting another little girl in September...My girl, Di.Di; finaly got to go to M.D. Anderson and she started on the new medicine July 12th.Yes, she's already had some of those side effects. We're just praising God for this. The doctor has changed my medicine recently, as a trial and I've had 3 very good days. Praise God!!!!Reading you entries has helped me through some hard times. DiDi and I still talk about Dakota and how God chose such a special family to care for him. You all will be in our thoughts and prayers...As Dakota said,keep the faith.... Please keep these babies and families in prayer. Love and prayers, Joanne
Joanne Baker
No.LittleRock,, Ar. - Friday, July 14, 2006 8:38 AM CDT
I hope that you had a restful vacation. I still check the website regularly and am so inspired by your journal entries. So often I re-read them and reflect on our own journey with Cancer. Dakota continues to inspire through your memories of his selfless and loving nature.
Praying for your family.
Elijah's Mom
www.prayforelijah.com
Dawn Talley <dawn@btalleydesign.com>
Little Rock, AR - Thursday, July 13, 2006 11:28 PM CDT
Dear Sharon,
I'm so glad that you got away for a bit. I pray that you came back refreshed in body and spirit. This has been a week full of "Why this one?" for me. As I remember you and others that are touched by grief, I am continually reminded that God has a much bigger plan than I will ever understand in my lifetime. So often, I struggle to say "It is well with my soul" and truly mean it. You continue in my heart and in my prayers.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
katy, TX - Thursday, July 13, 2006 2:34 PM CDT
That is awesome news about Trisa!!!! So glad that God can bring hope out of what sometimes seems like defeat or chaos.
It is a weepy Dakota day for me. I had a weird dream last night and it has stuck with me today. Missing my Aligator Man a lot today. My grandmother died 20 years ago. My mom says that certain days when something really great or really bad happens, she still reaches for the phone to call her mama to tell her about it and there's that "oh duh" bitter let down that they just can't commune like that anymore. Well, today I know what she means.
Sharon, I love you. Praying for you everyday.
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Thursday, July 13, 2006 11:17 AM CDT
Sharon,
Everything is bitter/sweet, isn't it? My heart and prayers are with you today.
Your sister in Christ,
Pamela
Pamela Matthews <gmatth@clearsail.net>
Houston, TX USA - Thursday, July 13, 2006 10:21 AM CDT
Still keeping you in our hearts and prayers. Glad to hear you had a safe vacation.
The Layrock Family <layrockcrew@hotmail.com>
Sheridan, AR - Thursday, July 13, 2006 10:14 AM CDT
Hello to my precious family!!
I just wanted to say hi and tell you all three how wonderful it was to spend time with you last week!!!
Bethany was 4 years old when Dakota was born. As she has shared many times, she wasn't that fascinated by him because she was so used to getting all the attention. When Dakota was about 6 or 7 they would argue about everything. They both wanted to be in charge. They both thought that the other got the biggest piece of cake or one of them was being mistreated. I always wanted Bethany to be the bigger of the two, seeing that she is the older more mature one. right? Well, things didn't always go that way. Now, the closeness that they share and other times the competition for everything,. I always want Bethany to be the mature one since she is older. I can only hope they will always be the closest of friends, as well as cousins.
My memories stay close to my heart as I think of our first 4th of July without the cousins doing their fireworks display. I treasure those memories and hold Dakota closely in my heart as always. Love to you Henry, Sharon and Riley.
Aunt Donna
Donna Gwinn <donnagwinn@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, July 12, 2006 4:55 PM CDT
JUST CHECKiNG iN! i WiLL KEEP YOU GUYS iN MY PRAYERS! LOVE YA'LL!!
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 3:43 PM CDT
We love reading about "Dakota's History". In the short time I knew him, he would always amaze me with his critical thinking. Sharon, you always inspire us...we love you!
Holly, Brandy, Carly and Chris
Hey, IF you have anymore of the "Dakota bracelets", we are down to one. They have all broken but Brandy's. She still wears it daily. I will send you the money.
The Dittert's <Ntransition@houston.rr.com>
Katy, Tx USA - Saturday, July 8, 2006 11:56 AM CDT
Hey Sharon,Henry,Riley!! Just thinking of you guys!
Give us a call!! Love ya bunches, Laurie
Laurie Sims <Lsims71@cs.com>
Lonoke, AR USA - Thursday, July 6, 2006 7:32 PM CDT
Hi Hawkins family, Thank you for sharing such wonderful memories of Dakota. I'm thinking of all of you and continue missing Dakota. What an amazing person. Love you all, Steph
Stephanie Messick- Dunlap <dunlapsa@archildrens.org>
LR, AR - Thursday, July 6, 2006 8:38 AM CDT
Thinking of you...
Carrie <calhoonct@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR - Tuesday, July 4, 2006 5:27 PM CDT
Dear Hawkins Family-
I am coming here via my dear friend Eleasha (Cody's website). I just wanted to let you know how sorry I am for the loss of your precious Dakota. We lost our 9 year old daughter, Alexandria, to leukemia in 2003. It is by far the most difficult thing I have ever had to endure and my heart breaks for the pain I know you all are experiencing. I am comforted by the fact that you know our Lord and Savior and that you can let Him carry you through the rough days.
You all will remain in my thoughts and prayers.
In Him-
Alison Haddock
Mom to Angel Alexandria
www.caringbridge.org/page/alexandriasangels
www.alexandriasangels.com
alison haddock <alisonhaddock@charter.net>
St. Louis/O Fallon, MO - Monday, July 3, 2006 10:26 AM CDT
I have read your website almost daily for the past few years. This is my first entry. There have been several times after reading your update that I wanted to leave a message but I could never find the right words. I am a new mother (10 month old little girl). You have truly been an example to me of what a strong Christian mother should be. I want to raise her up so that she walks in the way she should. I never realized what a huge responsibility that is until recently. I find so much strength in your words. I, like Dakota, love this wonderful country that we live in. Dakota was a soldier for the Lord. How proud you and your family must be. I can only imagine the jewels in his crown.
When you see those fireworks tomorrow night, smile and think of Dakota. I am sure we all will.
Kelly
Cabot, AR USA & proud!! - Monday, July 3, 2006 10:23 AM CDT
HEY HAWKiNS FAMiLY!! MY PRAYERS ARE WiTH YA'LL DAiLY!! HOPE YOU GUYS HAVE A WONDERFUL FOURTH OF JULY!! MUCH LOVE!!
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Monday, July 3, 2006 9:25 AM CDT
Sharon,
Praying for you today.
Pamela
Pamela Matthews <gmatth@clearsail.net>
Houston, TX USA - Sunday, July 2, 2006 12:37 AM CDT
Remembering and praying for you today.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, tx - Sunday, July 2, 2006 7:48 AM CDT
It is so nice to meet you...It seems as though we do have much in common. I am also working on a book to honor Cody , his memory and the Father in heaven...it is my hope that God will use me to glorify His name...to provide a word for those who are fighting the good fight called Childhood Cancer...
Cody also ultimately passed away from GvHD...he is one of the longest surviving post-transplant cases to live and still pass due to those types of complications...he was just shy of three years post transplant...in the end he could not eat and then with the increased drugs to help control the problem in the gutt...they caused him to have a lowered the immune system allowing for the opportunistic diseses to take hold...
Like Dakota Cody was an amazing solider...he was my hero...he fought all the way up and to the end...he became victorious...the enemy lost when he flew free, completely healed, taking his rightful place in heaven at the right hand of Christ himself...
The fight for a cure...the battle for better treatment...it is the least I can do to honor him...he was amazing...
On another note...and maybe I should have sent this "novel" in an e-mail :-)...anyway, I live on the other side of the York River here in Virginia from where the Revoluntary War ended...this is the place where the English made their last stand and the United States became a free country...I bet your Dakota would have loved to come here...I will send you something for his collection.
Take Care...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Saturday, July 1, 2006 7:59 AM CDT
Dillon too loved fireworks. He like Dakota would spend the week before getting everything ready and pick which order things had to be shot and he would yell run mommy when i would light one. I'm sure they'll be having a huge show in Heaven. Thinking of you daily.
Lisa Rolins(Mom to Angel Dillon) <lrolins@arvest.com>
Conway, AR 72032 - Friday, June 30, 2006 2:36 PM CDT
I've have always loved fireworks and the 4th of July and the freedom we have. I know when I see fireworks this year, I will think of Dakota, thanks for sharing your memories with us. God bless you all and are praying for your family daily! Luke 1:37
Patty Plough <patty.plough@daltile.com>
Seagoville, tx usa - Friday, June 30, 2006 1:16 PM CDT
Dear Hawkins Family,
You guys are on my heart & mind today. I'm praying for you and hope you are having a relaxing summer. Much love, Jan
Jan Harrell <jangharrell@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Friday, June 30, 2006 11:05 AM CDT
Hi there Hawkins crew! I wanted to touch base and remind you that I'm praying for you all. We're off today to get Zac's senior portraits taken. I'm having a hard time believing it's time for my "little" boy to do this. I guess we really are moving into his last year of high school. We got a call yesterday, and Zac was chosen to represent Mayde Creek High School in Katy Magazine's article on Katy "Football Heroes". He'll be interviewed by one of their writers and I've been digging up action shots from his games last year. I think I'm more excited about this than he is. I know Terry would have been so pleased about this. You are very much on my heart this weekend.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Friday, June 30, 2006 7:18 AM CDT
Dear Hawkins Family, Have not writen you in a while. Have been sick and also Di Di is at M.D. Anderson until Friday evening. They are to give her word then if she will be put on a new trial Medicine for her leukemia. She's out of remisson. Her problem is funds to keep her down there if they want her to stay a while. Please pray for her. She's suppose to be returning home Saturday morning. The doctors here think the Eosinophilic Gastroenteritis has come back on me. I'm having same cramping and other problems. With the help of steroids, I really thought I beat it but then found out that it can return and the doctor told me today that he thought it had returned. They will do biopsies July 7th. You folks stay in my thoughts and prayers. I can't imagine what you face eah day,missing that brave little man Dakota. I feel honored to have been one of his prayer warriors. Love and prayers.
Joanne Baker <tonimae@swbell.net>
No.LittleRock,, Ar. - Thursday, June 29, 2006 9:32 PM CDT
I have not signed before, but I am keeping up with everything and have been for awhile. I went to school with Henry and I want you to know that your faith and your story of faith has helped me through a lot recently. My nieces were killed in a tragic car accident almost 10 years ago and I have to say that when I started reading your story is when I actually started to heal. My prayers are always with you. We are now facing some difficult times with our granddaughter. I know that God is there with us. Henry and Sharon, I am sorry for your loss and thank you for your testimony.
Rhonda, www.caringbridge.org/visit/tristyndehart
beebe, ar usa - Thursday, June 29, 2006 5:50 PM CDT
mrs.Sharon
this is jessica orr my aunt is sherry voegele we met at the pool last thursday.i wanted to tell you somthing. my mom is julie voegele now known as julie orr, she has liver cancer.Me and Dakota were friends all the way thru, and he was in many calssesof mine. i want to tell you a story if you dont mind.
The day Dakota went to live with our father my heart was hurting it would have been around the time 8:15 it was hurting really bad i was crying it hurt so bad, then came the news about dakota.i olny let Mrs.bates and my mom know about that i thought it was just nothing, but now i believe firmily that it was God telling me that it was his time. I hope that you dont think that im weird but i really do. I told you that to tell you this thursday at the pool when i got out of the pool you and my aunt sherry were talking i herd Dakotas voice. i believe that he was there with you. he told me this:" Jess its me dakota please listen to me its your mom" i really got scared and so i listened i called the hospital and asked for my mom they went to see if she was awake, they found her almost dead. my grandmother went down to get her MRI results and thry were giving her a new chemo. she was illergic to it. she would have died if i wouldnt have called. I wouldnt have called if i wouldnt have listened to him. well im pretty sure that you think in weird now.But i hope that you believe me, and i believe it was him. i want to thank you for being there because if you werent he might not have been there to tell me.
Love always and praying for you. Jessica orr
jessica orr <countnrystar_09@yahoo.com>
cabot, ar u.s.a - Thursday, June 29, 2006 4:17 PM CDT
I just wanted to check in on you guys. As always, your faith inspires me. You are still in my prayers...
Kimberly Raup
Conway, AR - Wednesday, June 28, 2006 6:14 PM CDT
i LOVE YOU GUYS AND PRAYiNG FOR YOU ALL!!
Lindsey sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Wednesday, June 28, 2006 2:52 PM CDT
Riley,
I hope that your summer is going well. Your dad was telling me about the camps that you have been going to. I am sure that all that were around you had fun! Tell Zach to be practicing up (you might want to give him a few pointers :)). Have fun the rest of the summer....
Ms. Edmondson
Gynger Edmondson
Cabot, AR USA - Tuesday, June 27, 2006 4:43 PM CDT
Keeping you all in my prayers.
Boyd <sixboyds@adelphia.net>
- Tuesday, June 27, 2006 4:11 PM CDT
hey the hawkins i just wanted to see how you all were and make sure that everything was going well!!!
brittany <fowelr_mae09@yahoo.com>
cabot, ar usa - Tuesday, June 27, 2006 2:55 PM CDT
I sang "For the Glory of the Cross," (Dakota's song) yesterday at a church in Little Rock as part of a program I shared there. I shared briefly about God's faithfulness and how stepping out in faith honors Him. I know that God was often honored by Dakota's faithfulness and willingness to boldly witness for Him.
I didn't realize that you knew Micah. He is another child I pray for. I hadn't heard of caring bridge until I met you guys, but now the Lord has called me to visit families on CB to pray for them and offer words of encouragement. Yet another lasting way Dakota impacted my life.
Love you all. We need to get together.
Love,
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Monday, June 26, 2006 3:43 PM CDT
praying for you guys..
emily holder <emaleexo9@yahoo.com>
cabot, ar usa - Monday, June 26, 2006 2:01 PM CDT
Praying for you..
Trish/Angel_Wings <Kngboyer@aol.com>
Kingston, TN USA - Monday, June 26, 2006 12:55 AM CDT
Hi Henry, Sharon and Riley. I hope things are settling down with Sharon's dad and that he is doing well. I think of you guys constantly and you are always in my prayers. I hope we can all get together again soon.
John Giblin <john@clinstudy.com>
Austin, AR USA - Monday, June 26, 2006 11:11 AM CDT
Dear Hawkins Family,
I heard about your website thru Forrest and Nikki Jackson who used to live in Ark. What amazing grace God gives and uses people like you to reach other souls. I have another friend here in Charlotte who's daughter was recently diagnosed with AML leukemia. I shared this website with them also. They have a long road ahead of them and also know that Sara's life is in God's complete control.The "concerned friend" entry truly shows how AWESOME" our God is. May he continue to bless you and your family and Dakota's memory until you see him again, and you know you will.
connnie Posey <poseyx4@bellsouth.net>
Huntersville, nc us - Thursday, June 22, 2006 6:40 PM CDT
Hey Sharon, I have really been missing Caleb. Thank you for the update. Love ya, Laurie
Laurie Sims <LSims71@cs.com>
Lonoke, AR USA - Thursday, June 22, 2006 12:54 AM CDT
Just thinking about you today and praying for you to feel His presence at just the perfect time you are needing to. All my love...
Carrie <calhoonct@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR - Thursday, June 22, 2006 11:53 AM CDT
I consider that our present sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in us.
~Romans 8:18
alwayz-a-prayin'
Erin Larsen
erin larsen <idon't haveone@still.com>
- Thursday, June 22, 2006 11:42 AM CDT
Hi Sharon, Henry and Riley,
I pray that God continue to comfort you. I miss you Sharon and I would sure love to have you around now that Micah is heading into transplant. Please pray for him and for us. I know that you know how to touch the Lord.
Love,
Angie
Angie Farmer <musicmom_99@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, June 21, 2006 6:20 PM CDT
Sharon,
Thanks for the new posting. I needed to hear those words. On Sunday, we sang "I'm Trading my Sorrows" and I saw the words posted on another website this morning. I think maybe God's trying to tell me something!
~Trading My Sorrows~
I'm trading my sorrow
I'm trading my shame
I'm laying it down for the joy of the Lord
I'm trading my sickness
I'm trading my pain
I'm laying it down for the joy of the Lord
Chorus:
And we say yes Lord yes Lord yes yes Lord
Yes Lord yes Lord yes yes Lord
Yes Lord yes Lord yes yes Lord Amen
I'm pressed but not crushed persecuted not abandoned
Struck down but not destroyed
I'm blessed beyond the curse for his promise will endure
And his joy's gonna be my strength
Though the sorrow may last for the night
His joy comes with the morning
I'm trading my sorrow
I'm trading my shame
I'm laying it down for the joy of the Lord
I'm trading my sickness
I'm trading my pain
I'm laying it down for the joy of the Lord
As I stood there at Westland, singing about trading my sorrows, I had a hard time imagining it. And, at this point, I think a hard time believing it. But, we do have the promise that our strength is in the JOY of the Lord. I pray for the days ahead when we can truly appreciate the works that God is doing in our lives.
You are in my daily prayers!
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Tuesday, June 20, 2006 4:17 PM CDT
Keeping your family always in my thoughts and prayers. Prayers and bearhugs Love, Marci The Prayer Bearshttp://www.freewebs.com/prayerbears
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/bryanandmark
Marci Connell <mac093@bellsouth.net>
Valdosta, GA USA - Tuesday, June 20, 2006 2:30 PM CDT
Praying, praying, praying!
Love,
Lis G. <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Tuesday, June 20, 2006 12:34 AM CDT
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY MR. HENRY!!
SORRY iT'S LATE.. WE WERE GONE ALL DAY YESTERDAY WiTH FAMiLY! HOPE YOU HAD A WONDERFUL DAY THOUGH! YOU'RE A GREAT DAD!! PRAYiNG FOR YOU ALL! MUCH LOVE!
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Monday, June 19, 2006 3:51 PM CDT
Hi Henry, Hope you had a nice Father's Day, you are a GREAT one. We miss all of you very much and continue to pray for the three of you without ceasing.
We love you all, May God Bless you always.
Tom and Pat
Pat Marshall <tbmarshall@ev1.net>
KATY, TX - Sunday, June 18, 2006 8:17 PM CDT
Just wanted you to know that I'm still here and still praying so for your family and your broken hearts.
Rom 8:27 And he that searcheth the hearts knoweth what is the mind of the Spirit, because he maketh intercession for the saints according to the will of God.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA - Sunday, June 18, 2006 7:40 PM CDT
Happy Father's Day Henry!
Love,
The Onermaa Family
Angela Onermaa <cabot32@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR - Sunday, June 18, 2006 5:55 PM CDT
Angel Wings <liveinspirit@aol.com>
- Sunday, June 18, 2006 4:32 PM CDT
Happy Father's Day, Henry. I am thinking of you today.
Sorry for my blunders with photo bucket...I am new at this picture posting thing. I first tried to post and just got the link and now the pic is very blurred. I need more practice with it I guess.
Love you all!
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Sunday, June 18, 2006 1:36 PM CDT
Lis Geoghegan on behalf of Angel Wings <liveinspirit@aol.com>
- Sunday, June 18, 2006 1:32 PM CDT
http://i63.photobucket.com/albums/h160/lisdg/anniversarylogocomplete.jpg
Lis on behalf of Angel_wings <liveinspirit@aol.com>
- Sunday, June 18, 2006 1:22 PM CDT
Happy Father's Day, Henry!
Karen East <karenisahogfan@sbcglobal.net>
Little Rock, AR - Sunday, June 18, 2006 11:17 AM CDT
Happy Father's Day Henry! You are an amazing father! Praying for you!
The Spillane's <sharkee99@juno.com>
- Sunday, June 18, 2006 9:41 AM CDT
Happy Father's Day, Henry!! Praying for you today!
Kim Simmons <kimsim@hotmail.com>
Austin, AR USA - Sunday, June 18, 2006 7:40 AM CDT
Sharon,
Thank you for always sharing "The Truth" - something that will set us all free!
Henry, may you be held especially tight this Father's Day. And from a distance, I can tell you have been a wonderful dad to Dakota and Riley!
Pamela Matthews <gmatth@clearsail.net>
Houston, TX USA - Saturday, June 17, 2006 3:47 PM CDT
I came to your site from some other CB sites. What a beautiful son you had. How wonderful that he is healed and experiencing eternal life. I "keep the faith" with your family as I know we will all be reunited one day in a place which has nothing but beauty and most importantly our friends and loved ones waiting for us on the otherside. God bless your amazingly strong family. You are in my prayers.
Brooke
Chicago, IL - Friday, June 16, 2006 3:54 PM CDT
Praying for all of you this upcoming Father's Day.
Sometimes it's hard to see God's purpose in things that happen, but I see that many things that seem bad turn out for the best.
Kathleen, mom to Steven and aunt to angel Kyra <kbell@san.rr.com>
San Diego, CA USA - Thursday, June 15, 2006 3:48 PM CDT
Melissa,
Your words are beautiful in the entry below, especially touching is "I am so grateful that God saw fit to let me love so deeply that
it would hurt so much right now. Each tear reminds me how deeply blessed we are to have even a moment to experience such love." Wow! That is powerful and a great perspective. Thanks for sharing.
Love you Sharon! Praying you have a great rest of the week.
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Thursday, June 15, 2006 10:57 AM CDT
Good morning Hawkins family!
My devotion this morning brought me to one of my favorite scriptures: "Though the fig tree does not bud and there are no grapes on the vines, though the olive crop fails and the fields produce no food, though there are no sheep in the pen and no cattle in the stalls, yet will I rejoice in the LORD, I will be joyful in God my Savior. The Sovereign LORD is my strength; he makes my feet like the feet of a deer, he enables me to go on the heights" (Habakkuk 3:17-19). While I was in college, "Hinds feet on High Places" made a big impact on my spiritual life. I truly believed that I was ready to travel to the High Places just as Much-Afraid Fearing did with her companions Pain and Suffering. Of course, I had no idea the plan that God had in mind for me and for my family. Now, I am putting into practice many things that were only in theory for years. I am so grateful that God saw fit to let me love so deeply that it would hurt so much right now. Each tear reminds me how deeply blessed we are to have even a moment to experience such love. I have a hard to time wrapping my mind around God's perfect love at times. It is just so HUGE! I just wanted you to know that I'm praying for you as we head into this Father's day weekend. May God lead you into the heights of his love and comfort.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Thursday, June 15, 2006 9:02 AM CDT
Sharon,
When you were in Israel, my Bible study was rich with learning about God's faithfulness to us. I would try to share a different verse about trusting God with Dakota in many of my guest book entries. I was scrolling through some old computer files tonight and found one named "God Watches Over my Dakota." Here is what was in the file. A compilation of verses that paint a perfect picture of the faith that Dakota kept in our Lord. I am so glad that I saved the file; it is special to me because of the Lord's promises in it, but also because it reminds me of those months pressing on to the prize with my gator man. I miss him a lot tonight and this was a special treasure for my heart.
Psalm 28:7 The Lord is my strength, my shield from every danger. I trust in him with all my heart. He helps me, and my heart is filled with joy. I burst out in songs of thanksgiving. (
Psalm 32:7 For you are my hiding place; you protect me from trouble. You surround me with songs of victory.
Psalm 42:11 Why am I discouraged? Why so sad? I will put my hope in God! I will praise him again—my Savior and my God!
Psalm 56:8 You keep track of all my sorrows. You have collected all my tears in your bottle. You have recorded each one in your book.
Psalm 126:5 Those who plant in tears will harvest with shouts of joy.)
Proberbs 3:5 Trust in the Lord with all your heart; do not depend on your own understanding.
Luke 1:37 Nothing is impossible with God.
James 1:6 But when you ask him, be sure that you really expect him to answer, for a doubtful mind is as unsettled as a wave of the sea that is driven and tossed by
the wind.
Psalm 7:1 O LORD my God, in thee do I put my trust: save me from all them that persecute me, and deliver me:
2 Lest he tear my soul like a lion, rending it in pieces, while there is none to deliver.
Psalms 11:1 In the LORD put I my trust: how say ye to my soul, Flee as a bird to your mountain?
Psalms 16:1 Preserve me, O God: for in thee do I put my trust.
Psalms 25:2 O my God, I trust in thee: let me not be ashamed, let not mine enemies triumph over me.
Psalms 25:20 O keep my soul, and deliver me: let me not be ashamed; for I put my trust in thee.
Psalms 31:1 In thee, O LORD, do I put my trust; let me never be ashamed: deliver me in thy righteousness.
Psalms 31:6 I have hated them that regard lying vanities: but I trust in the LORD.
Psalm 46:1 God is our refuge and strength, always ready to help in times of trouble.)
Philippians 4:6 Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done.
1 Peter 5:7 Give all your worries and cares to God, for he cares about what happens to you.
Psalms 52:8 But I am like a green olive tree in the house of God: I trust in the mercy of God for ever and ever.
Psalms 56:11 In God have I put my trust: I will not be afraid what man can do unto me.
Psalms 57:1 Be merciful unto me, O God, be merciful unto me: for my soul trusteth in thee: yea, in the shadow of thy wings will I make my refuge, until
these calamities be overpast.
Psalms 71:1 In thee, O LORD, do I put my trust: let me never be put to confusion.
Psalms 71:5 For thou art my hope, O Lord GOD: thou art my trust from my youth.
Psalms 73:28 But it is good for me to draw near to God: I have put my trust in the Lord GOD, that I may declare all thy works.
Psalms 86:2 Preserve my soul; for I am holy: O thou my God, save thy servant that trusteth in thee.
Isaiah 41:10 Don’t be afraid, for I am with you. Do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. I will help you. I will uphold you with my victorious right hand.
Matthew 6:26 Look at the birds. They don’t need to plant or harvest or put food in barns because your heavenly Father feeds them. And you are far more valuable to Him than they are.
Philippians 4:19 And this same God who takes care of me will supply all your needs from His glorious riches, which have been given to us in Christ Jesus. (
Psalms 141:8
But mine eyes are unto Thee, O GOD the Lord: in Thee is my trust; leave not my soul destitute.
Psalms 143:8 Cause me to hear Thy lovingkindness in the morning; for in Thee do I trust: cause me to know the way wherein I should walk; for I lift up my soul unto Thee.
Psalms 144:1 Blessed be the LORD my strength which teacheth my hands to war, and my fingers to fight: 2 My goodness, and my fortress; my high tower, and my deliverer; my shield, and He in whom I trust; who subdueth my people under me.
2 Corinthians 1:9 But we had the sentence of death in ourselves, that we should not trust in ourselves, but in God which raiseth the dead: Who delivered us from so great a death, and doth deliver: in whom we trust that he will yet deliver us; Ye also helping together by prayer for us, that for the gift bestowed upon us by the means of many persons thanks may be given by many on our behalf.
1 Timothy 4:10 For therefore we both labour and suffer reproach, because we trust in the living God, who is the Saviour of all men, especially of those that believe.
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Wednesday, June 14, 2006 8:20 PM CDT
I was so shocked to read the hurtful comments made to the Hawkins family. I have already shared with Sharon and Henry how much Dakota's faith helped me as I was dealing with the fact that my daughter was diagnosed with Autism. Knowing that this young man was able to "keep the faith" no matter what taught me to be able to do the same. God bless Dakota for being an example for us all.
Sincerely, Debbie Sims
Debbie Sims <dsims@gt.rr.com>
Lumberton, TX USA - Wednesday, June 14, 2006 4:58 PM CDT
The Lord truly works in mysterous ways. He uses everything and everyone to touch others. I have sat across from you and Dakota several times in the Hemoc Clinic at children's and never had the opportunity to actually meet with you two. We were actually at methodist children's in San Antonio last year when you and dakota was there as well. Just reading your entries and Dakota's words touched my heart and soul. I believe in God with all my heart and faith and I give him the power and glory for allowing my son to remain stable and for allowing my every precious moment with him. I have to work two jobs just to make ends meat and I am not able to go to church the way I should for I am working but I do read the bible to my children who are 5 and 3 daily and I remind them daily how much God loves them. Your courage, wisdom and love of faith touches me each time I read your entries.
May the Lord continue to bless you and your family
your friend in christ
love susan villareal
mother to Jordan villareal dx with JMML 5/2000
susan villareal <srv1971@yahoo.com>
star city, ar usa - Wednesday, June 14, 2006 1:31 PM CDT
Well done, Sharon. Your response to “concerned” once again showed your dignity, grace and unwavering faith that has been such an amazing witness to us all. For you to be able to reach out to “concerned” (whose entry showed only nothingness, void, and darkness of spirit, mind, and heart) shows that you will not let “concerned” pull you into his/her darkness. I thank you, and thank God, for your witness, your strength, and your unwavering faith and testimony. Praying for your family.
Judy Martin
Cabot, AR - Wednesday, June 14, 2006 10:27 AM CDT
WOW!!! What a testimony to us all. God has used Dakota and the Hawkins family once again to bring someone to Christ. I hope you will not delete "concerned"'s previous comments as requested, because they show how hearts can be changed through the power of the Holy Spirit and through the prayers of the faithful. I feel very blessed to have moved to such a loving and Christian community.
God Bless You All
Lisa Bruce
Cabot , AR - Tuesday, June 13, 2006 9:39 PM CDT
To the Hawkins family, may I say that you guys are the epitome of the word “Class.” And the words “Dignity” and “Courage” and “Faith” and “Forgiveness.”
Jim Teeter
Little Rock, - Tuesday, June 13, 2006 6:28 PM CDT
LOVE YOU GUYS AND PRAYiNG FOR YOU ALWAYS!! <33
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Tuesday, June 13, 2006 1:01 PM CDT
Dear Concerned Friend,
About a week ago, I found that I was very angry with you. I felt that you had caused unjust pain to my dear friend, Sharon and her family. I, along with many others, have tried to shelter her, and always tried to allow her the time she needed to reflect and grieve. Through her silence, she has began to cope, somewhat. The many times that I have held her during her grieving, were wrenching and both spiritual. I was honest with you when I wrote that I was not sure that I could pray for you, I apoligise for this, as I spoke out of anger and protection. I did pray for you, I prayed that you would be lead to the Holy Spirit, and that Sharon would have the strength and grace to walk with you. It is so important to Sharon that your relationship with God be intimate. Lean on her, she has given you an open invitation. It does not matter who you are, or even what your name is, we forgive you, just as Our Heavenly Father has forgiven you. You should not be ashamed of yourself, but rejoicing in your new found journey. I am proud of you, and know that Sharon is too.
I believe that you were lead to this family, and to their friends for a reason...Jesus!
tmo <troyandtrisa@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, June 13, 2006 11:47 AM CDT
Lis, the coffee story was wonderful. I cried when I read it. I had never heard that before. It really makes me think about my life and how I want to be. Thank you for sharing. Sharon the latest posting was wonderful, thank you for sharing what many need to hear and I needed to read again. I am praying for you and your fmaily.
Boyd <sixboyds@adelphia.net>
Orlando, FL - Tuesday, June 13, 2006 7:16 AM CDT
Sharon, Henry, and Riley,
We were on vacation last week, and I got chills tonight as I read what all I had missed. You were so heavy on my heart; more prayers than normal went up. Now I know why. You are such a good example to the world.
Lis - Thank you for sharing the coffee story. I had not heard it before, but I intend to share it with my children as needed!
Tammy
Flower Mound, TX - Monday, June 12, 2006 9:48 PM CDT
Just after posting I returned to the website to see the post from Concerned Friend.........
Dear Friend,
I am so happy for you and PROUD of you! I pray the Lord's richest blessing on you as you begin your walk with Him. I pray Sharon continues to share what she has started this week because there could be countless others reading that need to hear the same words. I am moved to tears now with joy from the GOOD that has come from this situation. I wish I could hug you now...GOD BLESS YOU!
I leave you with these song lyrics...
Shout to the Lord, all the earth, let us sing
Power and Majesty, praise to the King;
Mountains bow down and the seas will roar
At the sound of Your name.
I sing for joy at the work of your hands,
Forever I'll love You, forever I'll stand
Nothing compares to the promise I have in You.
If you need anyone to talk to, to pray with, please email me. I do not know anyone in Cabot anymore and do not even live there anymore.
Love in CHRIST,
Mindy Hollingshead <mindyh74@yahoo.com>
Little Elm, TX - Monday, June 12, 2006 3:27 PM CDT
Dear Hawkins family,
I have been reading your website and praying for your family for well over a year now. Long before we moved from Cabot to Texas last year. I was looking forward to my son being in Jr. High with Henry as a Godly leader. Sharon, your openess has been an inspiration to all mothers. I was brokenhearted for you to read the mean spirited things written on your precious Dakota's sight. But, I have to say that I am VERY excited to read what you have to share in the coming days. Dig deep into the Word, my dear sister in Christ. Let these scriptures speak to ALL of our hearts and please share with us what the Lord lays on your heart. I look forward to it with great anticipation.
Lord, Jesus, I want to come to You here on this page, with all of the friends and family of Dakota Hawkins and thank You for teaching us so much through his life and the strength shown by his dear family. Lord, bless Sharon as she studys and seeks Your guidance as she writes from what You've layed on her heart. Father, I pray You soften the hearts of ALL who will read that they will HEAR Your word, understand the LOVE You have for all of us and RECEIVE the gift of salvation and relationship with You. Father, thank You for the love You have put into the hearts of this family so that they can share Your truths...even with those that wish to cause them pain. Father, there is none too dirty, too deep in darkness or too deceived that You will not save them. Open their hearts, Lord, so that they might see the hope they can have in You. All of these things I ask in your most precious and Holy name...Amen.
Mindy Hollingshead <mindyh74@yahoo.com>
Little Elm, TX - Monday, June 12, 2006 3:14 PM CDT
Dear Hawkins family,
I have been reading your website and praying for your family for well over a year now. Long before we moved from Cabot to Texas last year. I was looking forward to my son being in Jr. High with Henry as a Godly leader. Sharon, your openess has been an inspiration to all mothers. I was brokenhearted for you to read the mean spirited things written on your precious Dakota's sight. But, I have to say that I am VERY excited to read what you have to share in the coming days. Dig deep into the Word, my dear sister in Christ. Let these scriptures speak to ALL of our hearts and please share with us what the Lord lays on your heart. I look forward to it with great anticipation.
Lord, Jesus, I want to come to You here on this page, with all of the friends and family of Dakota Hawkins and thank You for teaching us so much through his life and the strength shown by his dear family. Lord, bless Sharon as she studys and seeks Your guidance as she writes from what You've layed on her heart. Father, I pray You soften the hearts of ALL who will read that they will HEAR Your word, understand the LOVE You have for all of us and RECEIVE the gift of salvation and relationship with You. Father, thank You for the love You have put into the hearts of this family so that they can share Your truths...even with those that wish to cause them pain. Father, there is none too dirty, too deep in darkness or too deceived that You will not save them. Open their hearts, Lord, so that they might see the hope they can have in You. All of these things I ask in your most precious and Holy name...Amen.
Mindy Hollingshead <mindyh74@yahoo.com>
Little Elm, TX - Monday, June 12, 2006 3:14 PM CDT
There are so many emotions flowing through my heart right now.... First and foremost, I am begging for the Hawkins family to delete all former comments I have made. They do not deserve to be on this site. Secondy, I want to say - I have been struggling alone in this world for many years after losing every one I had. My faith in anything good (including God) had been destroyed for a long time. I watched my own father take his last breaths... I literally have had NO ONE. Not a brother, not a sister, not a mother or a father... only a few friends, who I now realize are not true friends at all...
When I started reading Dakota's story, I started crying. Tears started flowing... How could something that so many people believe in be wrong?? And when I saw the prayers going out for me.... my life changed. Sharon could have responded to me with a hundred cruel words, but instead she chose kindess. Wow. I stand amazed in the power of God.
I got down on my knees that night and started to pray. I don't remember how long I stayed there.... but I asked God for forgiveness for hurting the Hawkins family.... and I asked him to show me why he had taken away all the people I loved...
I opened my bible and somehow, found peace there. I read about all things in this life happening for a reason, not to punish us, but to make us stronger.... to test us. Well, I have been tested, as many of us have. And I punished myself and others. I had not opened my bible in 20 years....
I asked Jesus back into my heart that night...
I truly did not mean to hurt anyone. I honestly believed the words I spoke were true, but they never should have been said out loud.
I am going back to church, back where I belong.
I do not wish for anyone to know my name, as I am ASHAMED of myself and my actions. I only ask for forgiveness. Not only from the Hawkins family, but from their friends, family and other visitors to this site. Some of you have truly shown me the meaning of being a Christian.
Thank you.
Maybe God led me to speak my heart so that it could be changed.... Maybe he knew that this site would be the way I would find Him again.... I am just sorry that it had to cause you amazing people pain for me to find my way back....
Concerned Friend
- Monday, June 12, 2006 2:59 PM CDT
Thanks for your update Sharon. I count on these to lift me up and carry me through the week ahead.
Kelly Monroe
Cabot, AR - Monday, June 12, 2006 12:44 AM CDT
Sharon, AMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T.Mo <troyandtrisa@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 12, 2006 11:15 AM CDT
Sharon, I just want you to know that although we seldom see each other outside or in passing, you are in my prayers. Your faith and courage is an inspiration to me personally, as it is to so many others! I once heard that faith will not keep you out of trouble, but it will keep you through it. I truly believe that...Jesus bore everthing on the cross for us...He did not leave us, but sent us the Holy Spirit, the Comforter. "May He who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or think...to Him be the glory..."
Your neighbor, June
June Morgan <fjmorgan@earthlink.net>
Austin, AR United States - Monday, June 12, 2006 10:31 AM CDT
Sharon, I haven't posted in a while but I too keep up with you all thru my many visits to this site. I also keep you all in my thoughts and prayers. I wrote to say to you specifically--THANK YOU for your grace and faith. Continue to allow the Lord to use you to be a light to those that can't see, don't see, or won't see. God could not have chosen a more virtuous woman! Henry and Riley, keep the faith and keep protecting your virtuous woman.
Stephanie Hynes <sdwhynes@aol.com>
Little Rock, AR - Monday, June 12, 2006 8:55 AM CDT
Dear Sharon, Henry, and Riley, We love you and think of you often. It shocks me when someone intentionaly sets out to hurt someone else - but this is earth, it's not heaven. Here we're not "fighting against flesh and blood but against spiritual forces of evil" (Eph. 6:12). The concerned entry was meant to hurt and I know it did. Unfortunatley, there may be more. Satan doesn't attack where there isn't a threat. Your christian faith is a beacon for others. You show others Christ by your words and by your actions. We are on this earth to glorify God and that you do! This 'concerned' entry should only make you press onward more eagerly. Knowing that you are fighting a good fight. In this fight never forget your "shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the firey arrows of the evil one" (Eph. 6:16). Your family is always in our prayers, we love you more today than the day before. KEEP THE FAITH!
David, Karen, Cameron, & Brandon Boatright <kboatright@classicnet.net>
Lonoke, AR USA - Sunday, June 11, 2006 10:10 PM CDT
Dear Sharon, Henry and Riley, I saw the entry and was horrified. Your response was so eloquently written, you have such a way with words. I pray that you find comfort from those around you and in God's words. Dakota will always be a shining light for Jesus. Thank you for reaching out to the writer, what courage and strength that must have taken. I pray that God will give me the strength to pray for the writer, who needs Jesus so desperately. I love you all and pray for you daily. I had a neighbor ask about you just yesterday and I am so glad when someone asks because it's another life that was touched by your family. You're a special family. God bless.
Teresa Boyd <sixboyds@adelphia.net>
- Sunday, June 11, 2006 8:18 PM CDT
To the "concerned friend" entry on June 6.... how uncalled for. I am sorry that your heart is not at peace. I will pray for you. GOD BLESS THE HAWKINS FAMILY!!!
A FRIEND
- Sunday, June 11, 2006 6:27 PM CDT
Dear Hawkins Family,
I have not had the privilege of following Dakota's life through Caringbridge, but today, I was guided here, and I will keep you in my prayers. I am stunned at your strength, Sharon, as a mother. I am also feeling sadness for "concerned friend". They need Christ. With what you have had to bear, to be able to show caring by giving them guidance toward Christ is the utmost Christian value. May God wrap his loving arms around you with peace. Michelle/Angel_Wings
Michelle Colyer <mcol2@hughes.net>
Kingston, TN US - Sunday, June 11, 2006 2:30 PM CDT
Dear Hawkins Family,
I came upon your site for the first time today and I want you to know how very sorry I am to hear of the loss of your sweet son Dakota.
Your faith is inspirational, I wish you the very best as you travel this rocky road, and I will keep you in my prayers.
God bless,
Kathleen, mom to Steven and aunt to angel Kyra
San Diego, CA USA - Sunday, June 11, 2006 2:16 PM CDT
Just wanted to drop a simple line to you to let you know your family continues to be in our prayers.I was working on something and saw the definition of the word GIFT: something acquired without compensation;enrichment; prize;award;bequest;legacy. Dakota just came to my mind upon reading it. He truly was a gift from God to you. And now he has been awarded the grandest gift of all. Your faith continues to be an inspiration to so many, Sharon and Henry. Take care,
Jan Corkern & family <janmarcor@comcast.net>
- Sunday, June 11, 2006 1:56 PM CDT
Howdy Hawkins! Just wanted to let you know I have been reading your site for over an hour due to this heathen. I even suggested to my husband we attend your church today instead of ours to feel the power of God's work at work.
Sharon, you are truly a most gracious christian. I concur that this poor soul is seeking help. But I also am with Trisa in that I am not sure I can pray for this person. As I enter my church today, I will light a candle for 'concerned'. My husband is very disturbed by the comments of 'concerned'. We watched a loved one take their last breath to cancer 1-1/2 yrs ago. The wicked comments brought tears to my husband's eyes and hurt him. Please know we love you and I thank you for this site and all that it holds. It helps me 'KEEPTHEFAITH'when I so need it.
For the Manley's - I am praying for you and Caroline.
Mrs. Monroe <kgmonroe@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Sunday, June 11, 2006 9:42 AM CDT
hey hawkins! i just wanted to tell you guys how much i love you and how much you mean to me! I think about Dakota and yall everyday and keep yall in my prayers always. hopefully i will see yall at church in the morning :)
love you!
Maghan Slater <shastadisasta05@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Saturday, June 10, 2006 9:36 PM CDT
hey hawkins! i just wanted to tell you guys how much i love you and how much you mean to me! I think about Dakota and yall everyday and keep yall in my prayers always. hopefully i will see yall at church in the morning :)
love you!
Maghan Slater <shastadisasta05@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Saturday, June 10, 2006 9:36 PM CDT
I cant believe someone would come here and try to hurt a family that has been through so much already.This person needs more than prayers. It is not even a joy to cause others pain in their time of so many emotions. This CONCERNED FRIEND doesnt seem concerned about anyone except the dark side which she came from! GO AWAY CONCERNED! By the way you can turn her into caringbridge and they can track her also. Just a tip! I also got a email from a group the other day here is their link so contact them http://www.freewebs.com/protect-our-kids/ I bet they can help and will...With many prayers for you! Prayers and bearhugs Love, Marci The Prayer Bears
http://www.freewebs.com/prayerbears
Marci Connell <mac093@bellsouth.net>
Valdosta, GA USA - Saturday, June 10, 2006 7:59 PM CDT
Dear Sweet Hawkins' family,
After reading your entry yesterday, I read the entries from "concerned friend", I had to pray and ask God what to say. Today this beautiful old Hymn came to my mind. I serve a RISEN SAVIOUR, HE's in the world today; I know that He is living, "whatever men may say"; I see His hand of mercy, I hear His voice of cheer, And just the time I need Him He's always near. He lives, He lives, Christ Jesus lives today! He walks with me and talks with me along life's narrow way, He llives, He lives, salvation to impart! You ask me how I know He lives? HE LIVES WITHIN MY HEART. PRAISE GOD. I pray this person will someday Accept Christ as his Saviour and be able to say, He lives within my heart.
We were so blessed to spend many days with Dakota, Riley Sharon and Henry through his journey. Believe me, there is no doubt that God walked and talked with them every minute. Dakota never complained and loved God with all his heart.
What a DAY that will be when we see Jesus, Dakota and all our loved ones in Heaven.
We love you dear Hawkins family and miss you so very much.
Pat Marshall <tbmarshall@ev1.net>
KATY, TX - Saturday, June 10, 2006 7:39 PM CDT
Dear Family,
I have not been able to write here since I last wrote to my young friend. I suppose I have been somewhat selfish and let him continue to minister to me and how he has done that! Sharon, Henry, and Riley...how you honor his memory as you share God's love with us all. I know Dakota must swell with pride as he shares, "That's MY family!" with his Lord and Master.
Someone recently used some of "Dak's Space" out of "Concern." To me, the word "concerned" implies sincere care with specific "regard." It is with that kind of concern I am able to use a little of "Dak's Space" this evening to praise his Jesus for the friendship I shared with him and continue to share because we WILL be reunited.
Please indulge this one story... As a young bride, I was gifted with some of the most beautiful Corning Ware! I loved every piece. Back then, it came with these "handles" that gripped the sides that kept you from burning yourself. As simple as they were for most people, those handle grips were an obstacle to overcome for me, but I finally mastered being able to grab onto a casserole and save my thumbs. That one little "grab-able" spot became familiar and I depended on it.
How many smiles, words, notes, gestures, scriptures, and praises I now consider "grab-able" because of Dakota and his family. Just like those pieces of Corning Ware that I still use and love. The people who gave them to me warm my table and my heart on many occasions. Likewise, the Hawkins family and their oldest son continue to do the same and because we share a Savior and Lord, I can depend on His love and theirs until I am ready for the Lord to take me home where I will see all my loved ones and in a thousand years, we will still be celebrating my arrivial and discovering all the mysteries of Heaven.
I'll keep on visiting "Dak's Space." I'm a little selfish. I'm going to keep watching, waiting, and reading to find those "grab-able" words that will remind me of my friend who is alive and whole with our Father...and bring him close to me again. I will praise Jesus that his family shared his story and his journey with me, because it meets my definition of "Concerned," and I am so blessed to know that kind of selfless, courageous, and re-assuring "concern" and love!
So blessed to call you friends,always!
Dak's Friend <stillkeeping@aol.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Saturday, June 10, 2006 6:48 PM CDT
Final thought for today (hey I haven't posted my usual novels for awhile, so I'm making up for lost time.) I got this e-mail today--we've probably all seen it over the years--but I am certian that our Dakota was a "coffee bean."
...A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose.
Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word.
In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners.
She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl.
She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl.
Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl.
Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me, what do you see?"
"Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied. Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they were soft. The mother then asked the daughter to take an egg and break it. After pulling off the shell, she observed the hard boiled egg. Finally, the mother asked the daughter to sip the coffee. The daughter smiled as she tasted its rich aroma. The daughter then asked, "What does it mean, mother?"
Her mother explained that each of these objects had faced the same adversity. Boiling water. Each reacted differently. The carrot went in strong, hard, and unrelenting. However, after being subjected to the boiling water, it softened and became weak. The egg had been fragile. Its thin outer shell had protected its liquid interior, but after sitting through the boiling water, its inside became hardened. The ground coffee beans were unique, however. After they were in the boiling water, they had changed the water.
"Which are you?" she asked her daughter. "When adversity knocks on your door, how do you respond? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?"
Think of this: Which am I? Am I the carrot that seems strong, but with pain and adversity do I wilt and become soft and lose my strength? Am I the egg that starts with a malleable heart, but changes with the heat? Did I have a fluid spirit, but after a death, a breakup, a financial hardship or some other trial, have I become hardened and stiff? Does my shell look the same, but on the inside am I bitter and tough with a stiff spirit and hardened heart?
Or am I like the coffee bean? The bean actually changes the hot water, the very circumstance that brings the pain. When the water gets hot, it releases the fragrance and flavor. If you are like the bean, when things are at their worst, you get better and change the situation around you. When the hour is the darkest and trials are their greatest, do you elevate yourself to another level? How do you handle adversity? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?...
I know that our Dakota was the richest coffee bean I’ve ever known. Miss Sharon, you are definitely a coffee lady too. I prefer to think of myself as a steamy cup of tea or a savory mug of hot cocoa, but the principle is the same, huh?
Lis G. <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Saturday, June 10, 2006 3:57 PM CDT
I had not checked your site for several days. i am so sorry that some one wrote what they did. I can not understand why any one would only to cause trouble. I beleive you WILL see Dakota again...My prayers have been with you this long journey... I lost a son too and I know every day is hard, but we do have that blessed hope...I know you will not lose faith nor hope... GOD BE WITH YOU ALL!!!!
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
Dardanelle, - Saturday, June 10, 2006 1:41 PM CDT
LOL, God is working overtime for me this morning...In my second devotional and subsequent Bible study He brought me this verse:
Romans 16:20 "And the God of peace will crush Satan under your feet shortly.
The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you. Amen." NKJ
As the date of the "Concerned" post was not lost on me, 666, I had pondered if that was symbolic to the writer or just coincidental. So, satan/antichrist was the focus in my study last night and this morning and this verse popped up as part of it. God will crush satan, even when he tries to shake us and hurt us.
Did I tell you lately that I love you, girl?!
Lis G. <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Saturday, June 10, 2006 12:22 AM CDT
Sharon,
My morning devotional today was called "Keep the Faith" so it only seemed fitting to share it here. It speaks not only to how Dakota lived his life, but also offers encouragement for the storm you've been through this week with your cruel/misguided gb visitor. It comes from the Upper Room Ministries and reads as follows.
KEEP THE FAITH
_________________________
Mark 4:35-41 (NRSV)
On that day, when evening had come, he said to them, "Let us go across to the other side." And leaving the crowd behind, they took him with them in the
boat, just as he was. Other boats were with him. A great windstorm arose, and the waves beat into the boat, so that the boat was already being swamped.
But he was in the stern, asleep on the cushion; and they woke him up and said to him, "Teacher, do you not care that we are perishing?" He woke up and
rebuked the wind, and said to the sea, "Peace! Be still!" Then the wind ceased, and there was a dead calm. He said to them, "Why are you afraid? Have you
still no faith?" And they were filled with great awe and said to one another, "Who then is this, that even the wind and the sea obey him?"
_________________________
We pray this in order that you may live a life worthy of the Lord . . . being strengthened with all power according to his glorious might so that you may
have great endurance and patience.
- Colossians 1:10-11 (NIV)
_________________________
I fear high places. With today's skyscrapers, it gets harder and harder to avoid being up high and having to confront my fear.
Once, at an international gathering, I was upset to discover that my hotel room was on the 22nd floor. Every time I took the glass-walled elevator, my
blood went down to my feet, and I prayed, "God please help me to have a strong heart and not feel dizzy." Once, a man next to me said, "You didn't melt
because of the elevator shaking, did you?"
"No, I didn't," I whispered. I didn't melt because God was standing beside me.
This experience helped me realize that we do not pray for God to eliminate the obstacles in our path; we pray for strength to face them. And we do not
have to face them alone. God stands with us. When we are tempted to give in to our fears, we can remember that when Jesus was tempted, he looked to God's
word for strength.
Prayer: Thank you, Lord, for your love for us and for giving us strength to face the storms of life. Amen.
THOUGHT FOR THE DAY:
God stands with us as we face the things we fear.
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Saturday, June 10, 2006 8:54 AM CDT
Sharon,
I woke up thinking about you and had such peace after reading your June 9th posting. You have your eyes fixed on Jesus and he spoke through you to reach this person. You inspire and we are here by your side. I pray for a calm strength to lift you up and sustain you.
Love,
Angela
Angela Onermaa <eonermaa@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR - Saturday, June 10, 2006 4:45 AM CDT
Henry, Sharon and Riley
Just wanted you to know that you were in my thoughts and prayers....hope u had a wonderful and peaceful night...."KEEP THE FAITH" love you all
Christy Wilson <christywilson@myway.com>
Ward, Ar USA - Saturday, June 10, 2006 2:12 AM CDT
What a blessing to read your thoughts and I know God has more and more special plans for you, Henry and Riley. You are such a special family. I'm reading MORE THAN A CARPENTER by Josh McDowell and it is a wonderful book. On the other side it is a book on THE LIFE OF JESUS, Two book in one what a deal but most of all it explains the life of JESUS as our LORD AND SAVIOR. Telling exactly who HE is. Josh was not a christian until he went to college and then he saw a difference in about 7 peoples life and he knew he wanted that peace in his life. So they ask them to join them as he ask "Why the happiness" They said its JESUS CHRIST and he found Jesus and serves him now. His Dad was an alcoholic (town drunk) he told Josh "Son, if God can do in my life what I"ve seen him do in yours, then I want to give him the opportunity". Right there his father prayed with him and trusted Christ. Never drink after that. Jesus changes lives. Thank you for showing us changed lives, healing, life after death, and peace that passeth all understanding. GOD BLESS YOUR FAMILY
Ruby <rfs55@yahoo.com>
Searcy, Ar USA - Saturday, June 10, 2006 0:08 AM CDT
"Concerned Friend", I am in tears as I read the entry you had the nerve to leave here in Dakota's guestbook. Our son, Caleb Sims went to be with the Lord on April 28, 2006 as our other son, Cody who is just 8 years old will say to you Caleb didn't die, he is alive in heaven. Both of these boys fought long and hard but knew God was in control of their lives, they have made alot of people stronger in the Lord. How can anyone face anything in this life without Faith? they can't, you can't. Dakota and Caleb are both in everlasting life. The ones who have accepted Jesus as their savior will see them again, a great reunion. If only we could see them now! I will pray for you, that you will soon see there is a light. John 3:16. www.caringbridge.org/ar/caleb
Love you Henry,Sharon
Adam and Laurie Sims
Laurie Sims <LSims71@cs.com>
Lonoke, AR USA - Friday, June 9, 2006 11:30 PM CDT
Sharon,
I love you! Praying for protection of your wounded heart.
Love,
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Friday, June 9, 2006 9:48 PM CDT
"Concerned Friend" obviously you knew the reaction your nasty entry would get. You know the Hawkins family has so many loved ones who read this journal, and you knew many people would respond. You probably even knew you would get a lot of people praying for you. What you should have also known is that if you wanted us to pray for you, all you had to do is ask and we would have prayed for you. There was really no need for you cause a grieving family more pain. SHAME ON YOU! Well you wanted prayers, you got them. Now you should bow your head, ask for forgiveness and thank the good Lord above that we as Christians saw thru your little act, overlooked your hatefulness and continue to pray for you to find peace, love and faith! As much as it pains me to see that this guestbook has become more about you than what it is intended, I like the others just couldn't stand by and let you get away with it. You can add me to list of people who are praying for you. In return I ask that in the future when you need prayer, just ask! ~~As to the Hawkins family, please accept my apology for using your guestbook for this, but keeping my mouth shut never has been my strong point! KEEP THE FAITH!
Staci Rye Cardow <SCardow@aol.com>
Shalimar, FL USA - Friday, June 9, 2006 9:47 PM CDT
Dear Hawkins family,
I was just checking the website to see how you all were doing and was shocked to find out what has been going on with "concerned friend". I personally send my prayers out to you,especially Sharon, that you even had to deal with reading something so cruel. Obviously this person does not yet know the Lord but I will pray for them to not only receive knowledge of what Faith really is and what Dakota truly believed, but also I pray they will know that they should ask for forgiveness from Him as well. Stay strong and know that those who really knew Dakota's story still will Keep the Faith in his honor and he is not forgotten. To our concerned friend if he is reading this, you really arent a concerned friend yet, but maybe one day you can be. Jesus forgives. I will pray for you that one day you will know there is more to life than an empty void,much more in fact, while we are here, and once we are gone.God bless you Hawkins, stay strong.
Heather Brewster <wadebrewst@classicnet.net>
Cabot, AR - Friday, June 9, 2006 9:40 PM CDT
Thinking of you today... we all were.
Carrie <calhoonct@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR - Friday, June 9, 2006 9:20 PM CDT
To the Hawkins',
I just returned today from a vacation and have not checked your site in a couple of weeks. When I begin to read the update I was truly amazed at the topic. As always the message from Mrs. Sharon was an inspiration so I continued to read before searching for the post by the "Concerned Friend." As I was reading that post, several things popped into my mind, but the one that stood out the most was a story that I read when, at this time last year, my mother was in the hospice facility. The story was of a person who was passing from this life and crossing over to heaven. The story told of how the family of the person was standing on the shore of the ocean and had placed their loved one on a boat. As the boat was sailing away from the family, on the other side of the horizon, where we could not see, there were others who were waiting joyously for that person to arrive. Those were the people in heaven who had been waiting for them. The analogy helped me through some long days and nights in the room where I read that story. The very room that I watched my mother get on that ship and sail away just like Dakota. But, unlike the Concerned Friend, all of us have a hope of seeing the other side. And, with that Hope comes an immense Faith. Without Faith there will be a darkness and obviously no Love. Yes, this enrages me at first thought, but like so many others it saddens me to see someone with such a loss of Hope, Faith, and Love. Let's all choose to KEEP THE FAITH....
Gynger Edmondson <gmeteach@hotmail.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Friday, June 9, 2006 9:18 PM CDT
Dear Concerned Friend,
If there is no light....if there is no Savior...if the words keep the faith don't mean anything to you...how do you explain Dakota's testomony?Luck?? I don't think so.Dakota is sitting in the presence of our Lord now!I will pray for you.KEEP THE FAITH!!!!!!
Emily Leonard
Monticello, AR USA - Friday, June 9, 2006 8:28 PM CDT
Henry, Sharon and Riley,
KEEP THE FAITH and keep spreading your WONDERFUL message of our Lord and Savior, JESUS CHRIST. I have Dakota pictured in my mind running in the fields full of beautiful flowers, laughing with others, leading basketball games on the heavenly courts, and sitting at the feet of Jesus listening to His precious voice. Dakota is healthy, vibrant and FULL of life and someday those of us who have Jesus as our Savior will meet up with him again and enjoy his smile and those sparkling blue eyes! I can just see all those in heaven worshipping and singing songs of PRAISES to our King! Jesus, Jesus, Jesus..SWEETEST NAME I KNOW. FILLS MY EVERY LONGING, KEEPS ME SINGING AS I GO. KEEP THE FAITH!!!!! You have a lot of wonderful people who TRULY LOVE YOU AND YOUR FAMILY!
Blessed are the poor in spirit,
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are those who mourn,
For they shall be comforted.
Blessed are the meek,
For they shall inherit the earth.
Blessed are those who
hunger and thirst for
righteousness,
For they shall be filled.
Blessed are the merciful,
for they shall obtain mercy.
Blessed are the pure in heart,
For they shall see God.
Blessed are the peacemakers,
For they shall be called sons of God.
Blessed are those who are persecuted for
righteousness sake.
For theirs is the Kingdom of heaven.
Matthew 5:4-12
The Layrock Family <layrockcrew@hotmail.com>
Sheridan, AR - Friday, June 9, 2006 6:16 PM CDT
HAWKiNS FAMiLY! JUST CHECKiNG iN! iT JUST TEARS MY HEART TO SEE THAT SOMEONE SO iNSECURE WOULD SiGN THE GUESTBOOK SAYiNG WHAT "CONCERNED FRiEND" SAiD. WE AS CHRiSTiANS KNOW THAT THERE iS LiGHT AFTER DEATH AND THAT DAKOTA iS SiTTiNG UP THERE iN HEAVEN BY OUR SAViOR! WE WiLL SEE HiM AGAiN SOMEDAY!! i LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH AND CONTiNUE TO PRAY FOR YA'LL!!
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Friday, June 9, 2006 5:39 PM CDT
Hawkins Family
"KEEP THE FAITH"...WOW i'm so sorry that you guys had to read something so cruel.....I have to praise you Mrs. Sharon you handled that better that anyone I think would have in your situation....There is a GOD and Heaven and those of us that "BELIEVE and ACCEPT HIM" will go there...I only hope that through your words and FAITH that yall can show the "concerned friend" the truth and the way of life.....Like so many others I want to say THANK YOU" for your inspiring words and thoughts...though you and Henry will never know how much you all mean to ALL of US!!! we love you all...have a "WONDERFUL WEEKEND".....love u all,
Christy Wilson <christywilson@myway.com>
Ward, Ar USA - Friday, June 9, 2006 4:39 PM CDT
Sharon, I couldn't think of a better way to state your case! Thanks for your example in Christian love and concern. Thanks for sharing your life with us. You are daily in my prayers.
Mleissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Friday, June 9, 2006 4:21 PM CDT
Hawkins family
I'm sorry for the cruel entry but never loose sight of keeping the faith.Dakota touched many of us and will always hold a special place in our lives.
Kay Conley <mkcbabies3@hotmail.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Friday, June 9, 2006 4:12 PM CDT
I can not believe someone would label themselves as a "concerned friend" and write such cruel, insensitive and untrue words. Apparently you have no right to be considered a "concerned friend". The words you wrote were extremely hurtful to me and I can not imagine the pain they have caused the Hawkins family.
The definition of friend is as follows:
A person whom one knows well and is fond of: intimate associate; close acquaintance.
A person on the same side in a struggle; one who is not an enemy or foe; ally
A supporter or sympathizer
I don't think "concerned friend" falls under any of these. I hope that you can find peace with yourself and realize the damaging words you have spoken.
Karen Henrichs <Henrichs1@classicnet.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Friday, June 9, 2006 3:40 PM CDT
This is to Concern Friend: My son Dillon died 4 years ago and he has found ways of showing me that there is life on the other side. You are a very crule person to say such a thing to a grieving mother. I pray to GOD that you never experience the death of a child. I'm still not big on church and all of the religious stuff since my son died. But I do know that I believe in GOD and I will see my son again on the other side. It's like the Brooks-N-Dunn song. I believe there's more to life that just what I can see. It doesn't all end with a slow ride in a hearse. KEEP THE FAITH!!!!!
Lisa Rolins(Mom to Angel Dillon) <lrolins@arvest.com>
CONWAY, ar 72032 - Friday, June 9, 2006 3:28 PM CDT
Sorry you had to endure that awful entry...
cowards don't sign thier name.....
Lisa
Lisa Leger
Eunice, LA - Friday, June 9, 2006 3:02 PM CDT
Keeping the Faith
Jennifer York <jenniferyork1@hotmail.com>
3 Gold, - Friday, June 9, 2006 2:23 PM CDT
I am in awe of the Grace and dignity that you are exhibiting in dealing with the malice posted in Dakota's guestbook. Thank you for continuing to be shining examples of God's Love.
Dawn Talley <dawn@btalleydesign.com>
Little Rock, AR - Friday, June 9, 2006 1:26 PM CDT
I haven't been on the website in about a week and I'm sick to my stomach to think someone could write these awful things. This person doesn't know our Savior, he or she must have never lost a close family member. All we can do is pray for this person and hope they accept our Savior before it is too late. Dakota was such an inspiration to me, even though I never met him, I kept up with him through this website and through Don Grisham. You are one of the strongest, sweetest family, I feel like I know all of you through your journal. May God Bless each of you and know that you have many wonderful friends (some you've never met in person) that care so much about you and love you. Dakota was a brave, young Christian man that taught us all so much and I will keep the Faith for as long as I'm alive.
Patty Plough <patty.plough@daltile.com>
Seagoville, tx usa - Friday, June 9, 2006 1:02 PM CDT
Thinking of you today. I will always "keep the faith." I use these words daily. Thank you for showing me a great example of that. Love you all!
Amy Leonard <aeleonard@ualr.edu>
Cabot, Ar US - Friday, June 9, 2006 12:30 AM CDT
Just wanted you know I was thinking about you this morning and all the great memories I have of Dakota. Love you all, Steph
Stephanie Messick-Dunlap <dunlapsa@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR - Friday, June 9, 2006 11:38 AM CDT
I am thinking of you today. Love you much!
Does Natalie's mama in MO still correspond with you? Sweet Nat has relapsed and her prognosis is not promising medically. We'll see what the Master has in store for her--we're praying for a miraculous earthly healing. She e-mailed me when you were in Israel looking for your phone number to chat with you to see if Natalie might be a candidate for Dr. Slavin's treatment plan and we have e-mailed ever since. They need many prayers right now.
I miss you. Whenever the world slows enough to call it is about midnight and somehow I just don't think you want to hear from me then. I'll try to catch you this weekend.
Love,
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Friday, June 9, 2006 11:22 AM CDT
Thinking of you all this morning!
Lora P. <loraparker@comcast.net>
3-Gold, - Friday, June 9, 2006 10:24 AM CDT
HEY HAWKINS! WE STAND WITH YOU IN KEEPING THE FAITH AND KNOW THAT YOU GUYS ARE STILL LIVING FOR JESUS. WE ARE STILL PRAYING FOR YOU AND YOU ARE ON OUR HEARTS EVERYDAY. WE LOVE YOU ALL!
COREY, AMY, ALEX, LAUREN AND LOGAN <GPTITLE5@CENTURYTEL.NET>
CABOT, AR USA - Friday, June 9, 2006 8:06 AM CDT
hey hawkins family! i have been praying for you daily during the start of the summer and will continue to .. i hope yalls summer is going good...so far i guess mine and my friends have been just enjoying not haveing to go to school...which im sure reilly is doing now!
keeping the faith~emily
emily holder <emaleexo9@yahoo.com>
cabot, ar usa - Thursday, June 8, 2006 6:14 PM CDT
Hey Hawkins! I have been thinking of you guys and praying with you the last couple of days. A friend sent me this word from Rick Warren and I felt like it would be good for all of us right now. Love you guys! Keep the Faith!
Hershel
> Subject: Interview with Rick Warren, author of A purpose Driven Life
>
> You will find interesting the insight of Rick Warren since his wife
> has been diagnosed with cancer and his newly found wealth from the book
> sales.
>
> In the interview by Paul Bradshaw with Rick Warren, Rick said:
> People ask me, What is the purpose of life? And I respond: In a
> nutshell, life is preparation for eternity. We were made to last
> forever, and God wants us to be with Him in Heaven.
>
> One day my heart is going to stop, and that will be the end of my body--
> but not the end of me.
>
> I may live 60 to 100 years on earth, but I am going to spend trillions
> of years in eternity. This is the warm-up act -- the dress rehearsal.
>
> God wants us to practice on earth what we will do forever in eternity.
>
> We were made by God and for God, and until you figure that out, life
> isn't going to make sense.
>
> Life is a series of problems: Either you are in one now, you're just
> coming out of one, or you're getting ready to go into another one.
>
> The reason for this is that God is more interested in your character
> than your comfort.
> God is more interested in making your life holy than He is in making
> your life happy.
> We can be reasonably happy here on earth, but that's not the goal of
> life. The goal is to grow in character, in Christ likeness.
> This past year has been the greatest year of my life but also the
> toughest, with my wife, Kay, being diagnosed with cancer.
> I used to think that life was hills and valleys: You go through a dark
> time, then you go to the mountaintop, back and forth. I don't believe
> that anymore.
>
> Rather than life being hills and valleys, I believe that it's kind of
> like two rails on a railroad track, and at all times you have something
> good and something bad in your life.
> No matter how good things are in your life, there is always something
> bad that needs to be worked on.
>
> And no matter how bad things are in your life, there is always something
> good you can thank God for.
> You can focus on your purposes or you can focus on your problems.
>
> If you focus on your problems, you're going into self-centeredness,
> "which is my problem, my issues, my pain."
>
> But one of the easiest ways to get rid of pain is to get your focus off
> yourself and onto God and others.
>
> We discovered quickly that in spite of the prayers of hundreds of
> thousands of people, God was not going to heal Kay or make it easy for
> her.
>
> It has been very difficult for her, and yet God has strengthened her
> character, given her a ministry of helping other people, given her a
> testimony, drawn her closer to Him and to people.
>
> You have to learn to deal with both the good and the bad of life.
> Actually, sometimes learning to deal with the good is harder. For
> instance, this past year, all of a sudden, when the book sold 15 million
> copies, it made me instantly very wealthy.
> It also brought a lot of notoriety that I had never had to deal with
> before. I don't think God gives you money or notoriety for your own ego
> or for you to live a life of ease.
> So I began to ask God what He wanted me to do with this money, notoriety
> and influence. He gave me two different passages that helped me decide
> what to do, II Corinthians 9 and Psalm 72.
>
> First, in spite of all the money coming in, we would not change our
> lifestyle one bit. We made no major purchases.
>
> Second, about midway through last year, I stopped taking a salary from
> the Church.
>
> Third, we set up foundations to fund an initiative we call The Peace
> Plan to plant churches, equip leaders, assist the poor, care for the
> sick, and educate the next generation.
>
> Fourth, I added up all that the church had paid me in the 24 years since
> I started the church, and I gave it all back. It was liberating to be
> able to serve God for free.
> We need to ask ourselves: Am I going to live for possessions?
> Popularity?
>
> Am I going to be driven by pressures? Guilt? Bitterness? Materialism? Or
> am I going to be driven by God's purposes (for my life)?
> When I get up in the morning, I sit on the side of my bed and say, God,
> if I don't get anything else done today, I want to know You more and
> love You better.
>
> God didn't put me on earth just to fulfill a to-do list. He's more
> interested in what I am than what I do. That's why we're called human
> beings, not human doings.
> Happy moments, PRAISE GOD. Difficult moments, SEEK GOD. Quiet moments,
> WORSHIP GOD. Painful moments, TRUST GOD. Every moment, THANK GOD.
>
Hershel Manley <hershelmanley@yahoo.com>
Houston, Tx USA - Thursday, June 8, 2006 1:53 PM CDT
Keep the faith,Hawkins!!I know I do!As far as concerned friend,I can't add to or substract from anything that has been said about you only "Amen".But please let me say that while Dakota had breath here on this earth he knew about the hope and love that is in Jesus for all who would believe and would have everlasting life.Never a doubt!!Now in his death ,God is using Dakota more to reach out to all--even you!!The darkness you spoke about is real and awaits all who do not believe.All who believe on Jesus for salvation will have everlasting life in the LIGHT of Jesus..The choice is yours.
bob morris <blm281@aol.com>
cabot, ar. usa - Thursday, June 8, 2006 12:00 AM CDT
Henry and Sharon,
I always get such a blessing from the words you post. It had been a few days since I had looked at the site and I could tell something was amiss. I read the entries from Concerned Friend and my heart was heavy for deliberate pain inflicted on you. But then this hymn filled my mind
"My hope is built on nothing less
Than Jesus’ blood and righteousness.
I dare not trust the sweetest frame,
But wholly trust in Jesus’ Name."
I know your hope is built on Jesus' blood as was Dakota's and I join you in praying that this individual will find that hope as well. My love and prayers are still with all of your family.
Cheryl Jones Moore
Cabot, - Thursday, June 8, 2006 9:57 AM CDT
Henry, Sharon and Riley, As always, Satan will try to come between us and God. We can only pray for concerned friend and let that person know that Satan cannot shake what God has blessed your family and everyone whose lives you all have touched with which is peace and love. You are an amazing family and a true testament to what prayer will do for those who believe! You are continually in our prayers and God bless you.
Sarah & Gary Clark <janeecme@aol.com>
Cabot, AR 72023 - Wednesday, June 7, 2006 11:29 PM CDT
Henry, Sharon, and Riley,
the person who posted as a concerned friend is depressed and lost in the dark. You are a shining light and your friends and family are around you as a hedge to protect and lift you up against hatred and evil such as the person who posted. There could be a mental illness involved so we can pray that this poor soul will find Jesus and hope in the same Christ we know. I don't feel that this person is truly from Cabot because we are a loving community in which a fellow citizen could not do such a hurtful and evil thing to a neighbor. You are in my prayers as well as a prayer for this hateful person.
Angela Onermaa
cabot, ar - Wednesday, June 7, 2006 9:01 PM CDT
Henry, Sharon, Dakota, and Riley have dedicated their lives to persuing their Faith in God. They have carried God's message with them both in their hearts and in their actions. Dakota encouraged many people to strengthen their relationship with God because he knew that God would be waiting for all of us in the end with open arms. Dakota taught us so many things, but most of all, to keep the faith. I pray for you concerned friend because you must first learn the meaning of faith in order to keep it. I hope that wisdom becomes your friend instead of your enemy.
Tanya Spillane <sharkee99@juno.com>
Jacksonville, AR - Wednesday, June 7, 2006 6:16 PM CDT
Sharon I am so sorry you have been upset by this horrible person. He is obviously in need of much prayer and a very sad and depressed person, just the kind of person Jesus died for and Dacota witnessed to and still is. You are loved by so many don't let someone like this bother you he needs your witness. What a coward but thats how the devil is just a crummy coward. I think of you often and you help me keep the faith by yours. Love Melissa
Melissa Manley <melissamanley@aol.com>
Lumberton, tx usa - Wednesday, June 7, 2006 5:11 PM CDT
For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten son,that whosoever believeth in him shall not perish, but have everlasting life. John 3:16 That says it all. Dakota lived life as a believer and now he has everlasting life. My prayers are with you all and especially with "concerned friend" who is neither.
Kay Kirk <kirkk@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR USA - Wednesday, June 7, 2006 3:36 PM CDT
Dear Sharon and Henry, I to go to your site daily and have for the past 3 years. And will continue to do so. Your love for your family and faith in god continues to lift me.. I pray for you and your family daily and think about you every day. Love to always, Denise James
Denise James <dmjames@littlerock.org>
austin, ark usa - Wednesday, June 7, 2006 3:26 PM CDT
I am sitting here in disbelief that someone would be so horrible to you-that someone would knowingly hurt a grieving family who have been able to function, continue living, and continuing loving because of their faith. Concerned friend, how in the world do you think what you have said has been helpful, loving, or supportive? Why would you hurt a family who is already hurting? How does it hurt YOU for THEM to be faithful? Please keep your thoughts to yourself- your words to this family are harmful, horrible, and very very mean. Do what you need to as far as your own faith or lack there of, but please do not even attemt to take away from this family's faith- as you won't succeed.. and certainly don't think you know Dakota and what the end was like for him. Dakota's faith, hope, and trust in God was what allowed him to face the reality of what was happening to him and what allowed him to be fearless towards the end of his life. Dakota was well aware of what was happening in his body and talked openly about that. He was open about the fact that he knew he might not survive. His faith is what helped him to do so. It gave him hope, but also gave him grace and ease about the possiblity of his death. I don't typically even give attention to someone who is so ignorant in the things they say to grieving families, but unfortunately, I don't think your words were said out of ignorance- they were said out of malice. All my love to the Hawkins...
Carrie <calhoonct@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR - Wednesday, June 7, 2006 1:23 PM CDT
Dear "Concerned Friend" As I checked the web page today, just as I have done for the past 3 or more years, I logged on, looking for "my friends"...many that I have come to know through this web page over the years. I was looking for some more of Sharon and Henry's wisdom, and most of all their faith. I check this daily, as this has become part of my daily devotional with the Lord. I was sickened when I logged on today, to view your hateful and downright appauling message. Not one, but two messages. If you are a "friend", then I am sure that I know you, as well. I was at first, mad...How could you use this site for evil? This site is about a young man, and his family, who love Jesus Christ, and continue to this day to KEEPTHEFAITH, it is on our vehicles, our minds, our hearts. I should be honest and let you know that I am not sure that I can pray for you.
What would I pray, for you to first and foremost ask for forgiveness? You should! You have caused unjust pain to my friends and to me. Stay off of our site...you are not welcome, until you ASK....God knows who you are...I know he loves you, and I will pray that I can dig deep to pray for you. You are not concerned, nor are you a friend...I promised Dakota that I would always keep the faith, and I remain faithful to him!
My name is Trisa Morrison <troyandtrisa@yahoo.com>
cabot, ar - Wednesday, June 7, 2006 1:17 PM CDT
thank you for your prayers, everyone.
concerned friend
- Wednesday, June 7, 2006 11:53 AM CDT
Dear Precious Family, I am so sorry that "concerned friend" wrote that evil malicious entry, but you know Dakota would have been the first to tell all of us to pray for whoever it was. Maybe it was his/her very misguided way of reaching out for help. Whoever this was, they are in desperate need of our prayers. I love you guys very much, Cousin Leigh Ann
Leigh Ann Carrick <leighanncarrick@yahoo.com>
Tuckerman, Ar USA - Wednesday, June 7, 2006 10:28 AM CDT
This message is to Concerned Friend:
I have a challenge for you. Ask God to show you the truth. What do you have to lose? All you have say to God is "God, I don't believe there is anything at the end of this earthly life, but if there is more show me."
I will say the words with you. God, Concerned Friend and I are asking you to show us the truth of who you are and of what is to come at the end of this life. You say that where two or more come together in Jesus Name You are there with them and that You will do whatever they ask according to Your will. In the Bible (Your Word written down) it says that Your will is that NONE should perish, but that ALL would have everlasting life. Show Concerned who You are Lord! Give Concernedd the revelation of who Jesus is and what He died to give ALL of us. Let Concerned know that our human bodies are but dust and that the who that we are inside-our soul-lives on forever. Draw Concerned to You Lord and let him/her feel Your love and know Your power!
In Jesus Name Concerned and I ask this!
Amen
God Bless You Hawkins Family!!!!
Anonymous
Cabot, AR - Wednesday, June 7, 2006 8:41 AM CDT
Hey Hawkins Family,
We are here at M. D. Anderson and "Keeping the Faith"! I am appalled and sickened by the concerned friend entry. I just want you guys to know you are loved and lifted up. This person obviously has no hope and no love for even his own fellow man to have written such ugly remarks. They have never walked the halls of MD Anderson experiencing kids fighting for their lives. They have not seen a kid like Micah Farmer go into full arrest and have to be shocked back to life only to tell his mom that he talked to God, that God told him he would be ok and that he touched him. After Micah "came back from the light" the radiologist took scans of his brain where there were 7 tumors and they were not there and they could not explain it. I suppose you can go through this life believing anything you want to. Well....the fact remains the same from the days of old "Choose you this day who you will serve but as for me and my house we shall serve the Lord"! We are standing with you brother and sister. You know our battle is great here too and I'll tell you what! I gave Caroline into the Lord's hands at birth and she is still there. If he takes her then He does and she will be more the better for it. If he heals her here on this earth then she will tell everyone how much God has done for her. I believe that and we are prepared as well as we can be for whatever God does. He gives us that peace that passes understanding. It is hard to imagine a person so empty and void of feeling could come here and write the mindless, heartless, hurtful things to such a wonderful family as yours. They are jealous of you and of the peace you have. They have no idea who you are. You guys have been such an inspiration and lightbearer for so many of us. We love you and appreciate you. Oh yeah....you know Dakota lives on in all our hearts! His life was a celebration of everything good and whole and what is worth fighting for. Keep up the good Fight ya'll...we love you very much.
The Manley's
Hershel Manley <hershelmanley@yahoo.com>
Houston, Tx USA - Wednesday, June 7, 2006 0:54 AM CDT
To Concerned – (OBVIOUSLY A FACETIOUS SIGNATURE)
I feel so sorry for the state of your soul. It is obvious you are very bitter, sad, and negative. I wonder if you are envious of the joy, peace , and love that the believers in Jesus Christ experience. If so, it is available to you through JESUS CHRIST who died for you on the cross – and who loves you. It is pathetic that you have no hope in life everlasting. Perhaps you have lost a loved one without the love and hope of the Lord and this has left you with bitterness, envy, and malice toward others who have lost their loved ones that trusted the Lord and His promise for life everlasting. Whatever your problems are, aside from the clear one of not knowing the Lord, my question to you is, ‘WHAT IS AN APPARENT ATHEIST DOING SPENDING TIME ON A VERY CHRISTIAN WEB PAGE AND RESPONDING TO IT?? Unless you are searching for the truth. But believe me, no follower of Jesus Christ wastes their time on any atheist’s web page!! WE DON’T NEED TO!! We know the truth. As believers in Jesus Christ we are commanded by our Lord to pray for you. At this very moment, as I finish writing this, I feel/see Dakota in my mind/soul and he is giving me a thumbs-up saying “right on, love ya Ms Peg, KEEP THE FAITH” (it’s a wonderful feeling). Is there something wrong with what you believe or are you so ashamed and unsure of your beliefs that you can’t sign your name?
Well, I’m not ashamed, Peg Clark – KEEPING THE FAITH!!
Peg Clark
Cabot, AR USA - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 10:17 PM CDT
Dear Henry and Sharon,
I have followed your website for a long time. I'm a childlife volunteer at MDA on the 9th floor. I'm sure our paths crossed at some time. I am so sorry that someone has written such ugly, hateful things on this page and didn't have the courage to sign their name. Your family is amazing. Your strength and faith are an inspiration to all. Your family has felt God's power and peace throughtout the last few years. Obviously "concerned" doesn't know Jesus like you do. They don't know what it feels like to have an eternal hope. That is a tragedy. I know you find comfort and hope in the Word in John 14 when Jesus says, "Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God; trust also in me. In my Father's house are many rooms; if it were not so, I would have told you. I am going there to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am. You know the way to the place where I am going. Jesus answered, "I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me." May God continue to hold you in the palm of His hand. And may we all "keep the faith".
Diane Williams
Diane Williams <Dianew1015@aol.com>
Cypress, TX - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 9:30 PM CDT
i want to say thank you to the hawkins family for being so willing sharing their journey with us and sharon thanks for your encouring words and reminding me to keep the faith as well as your prayers. i face my own medical challenges and know there is light not darkness when we pass into the waiting arms of our savior. Concerned you will be in my prayers because you need them.
keeping the faith
Kristen
Kristen
LITTLE ROCK for the summer, ar - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 9:24 PM CDT
Hey guys, miss talking to ya'll we have been out of town this last week. Every day ya'll are on our mind and we are still praying for ya'll. Sharon, you are a VERY STRONG PERSON, that I look up to and many more out there thinks the same. We stand on God word and love that he has for us. We love ya'll.
Jeff, Karen, Dalton and Miss Ann Madding <maddingjdk@classicnet.net >
Austin, AR usa - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 7:53 PM CDT
In John 11:25 Jesus said"I am the resurrection and the life, He who believes in me will live, even though he dies and whoever lives and believes in me will never die".My prayer is that "concerned" will hear these words and believe Jesus is the Saviour and then he will understand and believe that Dakota is truly in the arms of Jesus.
Sharon and Henry, I have not written in a while but as you can see I check your site and still pray for you. May God bless you and we will pray that concerned will see the light before it is too late because otherwise he will experience exactly what he wrote for himself. We will pray for him because as Henry said God knows his name.
Floy <flmiller@classicnet.net>
Cabot, - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 7:20 PM CDT
The Hawkins family has been a light in my life. I lost my best friend 6 years ago to breast cancer. She was the most faithful christian I knew. When she lay on her death bed and we did a prayer walk around her house, she was worried about me and asked her minister to come pray with me. She knew where she was going was a better place, and we being left behind needed her prayers. When I first heard about the Hawkins family I seen the same dedication to Christ as she had. They are wonderful people. Dakota had more faith than anybody I've ever met. He was always positive because he too knew he was going to a better place. It hurts me to see some one want to hurt this wonderful family. Hawkins family as Dakota would say "Keep the Faith" and maybe this person reading this web site will too see the light Jesus is shinning. Maybe this is his way to lead him to the Lord through yours and our words. God Bless this amazing family.
Taylor Family : JT, Renea, Zach and Allie <tomigirl@classicnetn.net>
Cabot, Ar United States - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 6:59 PM CDT
AND AS FOR ME, I KNOW THAT MY REDEEMER LIVES!!! JOB 19:25
JOY WILLIS <WILLISMJBJ@CENTURYTEL.NET>
AUSTIN, AR USA - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 6:37 PM CDT
Dear "Concerned",how concerned are you that you would upset my wife? She lives with the realization that she was there when he took his last breath. She is consumed with the picture in her heart of watching her oldest son pass from this earth into the hands of our Savior. We will continue to "keep the faith". If you are honest and brave enough about your convictions, and leave your name, I will pray for you to be able to have the faith that there is a light after death. You have upset my wife and I would ask that if you cannot send a positive message, please do not sign in again. We will pray for you because God knows who you are. God bless you, HH
Henry Hawkins <henry.hawkins@cps.k12.ar.us>
Cabot, Ar USA - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 4:42 PM CDT
Unknowingly, Sharon and Henry told everyone they came in contact with to "keep the faith" As the hundreds of weary eyes passed by in the church that day, Sharon took each of their hands in hers and whispered, "keep the faith." how could she know that the words she whispered so fervently to each passing heart were empty, without meaning...
How could she know that her baby was gone forever... after the lid of the coffin closed...never to be seen again. Only an emaciated, thin and sick looking body, slowly decomposing into the earth ... from which all things came.
My heart is saddened for her, knowing she will never see her baby again... and knowing that when she too passes from this earth, she will see the blackness and the void, but only for an instant... and she too will be gone into the darkness...
Concerned Friend
Cabot, AR USA - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 11:24 AM CDT
As Dakota's eyes closed on this world and he took his last ragged breath, he felt himself sinking, into total darkness. With panic in his heart, he realized there was no light waiting for him, no peace ... no "savior" only a cold and empty void. He tried to tell his parents that all their teachings had been lies, just as his weak heart stopped beating and the last of the oxygen left his emaciated lungs.... he gasped for the last breath his body would ever take, trying desperately to tell his mom that none of it was true, but he couldn't get the words out and his body lay still and quiet and his parents tears started to flow... they coudln't believe what they were seeing... he was really gone... but even worse... nothing waited on the other side for their precious Dakota... only death - which does not lead to the "other side" only silence....
Concerned Friend
Cabot, AR USA - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 11:17 AM CDT
Sharon,
Touched deeply by your words...
Pamela
Pamela Matthews <gmatth@clearsail.net>
Houston, TX USA - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 9:20 AM CDT
Love you!
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Monday, June 5, 2006 6:39 PM CDT
Still think of you and your precious son often. What a joy it was to care for him.
Sandi <knightsandi@aol.com>
Pearland, TX USA - Monday, June 5, 2006 2:29 PM CDT
My dearest Hawkins Family,
Though I haven't writtten in a while...You guys are NEVER far from my thoughts and in my mind...Hope that over the summer yall can have some R&R....Hope that both of your "DAD's" are doing better....love you all,
Christy Wilson <jwilson027@centurytel.net>
Ward, Ar - Saturday, June 3, 2006 11:44 PM CDT
Thanks Sharon for such an inspiring entry! We love you guys and are still lifting you up in prayer!! I hope you have a blessed weekend!!! Lots of love!
Michele and Toby Cochran <weatherfordam@archildrens.org>
Cabot, AR USA - Saturday, June 3, 2006 9:09 PM CDT
Just when I forget my mission in life, I am centered again. Raising my boys in the faith and truly loving ALL without selfishness, following the example given me in the Bible. Thank you Sharon! And.....I still miss his smiling face soooo much.
LeAnna Kelpine <lkelpine@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR - Friday, June 2, 2006 10:38 PM CDT
You are a wonderful lady Sharon, I receive such a blessing from your updates. We continue to pray for you, Henry and Riley. Sure hope your father is improving as well as Frank.
Your Texas friends and family are hoping for a visit from the Hawkins' family soon.
We love you all.
Pat Marshall <tbmarshall@ev1.net>
KATY, TX - Friday, June 2, 2006 10:05 PM CDT
Sharon and family,
I came to your site because I still think about you and pray for you. Today, I learned a beautiful lesson from you about love---agape! God is certainly with you---Glory to His name.
Laura Muscat caringbridge.org/tx/connormuscat <Lauramuscat@aol.com>
Seabrook, TX - Friday, June 2, 2006 9:05 AM CDT
Praying for you very specifically today.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
katy, TX - Friday, June 2, 2006 8:07 AM CDT
Your family has really showed me the real meaning of love and faith. Yall are always in my thoughts and preyers...well love yall
keeping the faith
haylea bryant <haylea_bryant20@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, June 1, 2006 9:57 PM CDT
Wanted you to know that I'm still praying so for your family! I'm still thinking about you...
Ps 71:3 Be thou my strong habitation, whereunto I may continually resort: thou hast given commandment to save me; for thou art my rock and my fortress.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, June 1, 2006 11:06 AM CDT
Sharon
Thank you for the truths you have shared. It is a beautiful thing to see someone who has endured so much still praise God and trust in Him completly. You so lovingly point the way to Christ. You are an amazing woman and so many people have learned so much watching your family. You bring much glory to God.
Shannon Ede <shannon@edefamily.net>
Round Rock, TXs - Wednesday, May 31, 2006 4:03 PM CDT
HELLO HAWKiNS!
JUST THOUGHT iD DROP iN AND SEE HOW THiNGS WERE GOiNG! i CONTiNUE TO PRAY FOR ALL OF YOU EACH AND EVERY DAY! KEEP LOOKiNG TO THE LORD FOR GUiDENCE! iT NEVER CEASES TO AMAZE ME HOW STRONG YOU GUYS ARE! i LOVE YOU ALL!
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Wednesday, May 31, 2006 4:01 PM CDT
Praising God that the Layrocks were not hurt in their car accident.
I love the words that Melissa shared. I never download music from the net, but I am very tempted to go find that song. May be stopping to shop on the way home.
Fry and I should have gone to the fireworks together Sunday night...They were selling gator. He still owes me that, how did Dakota put it, University of Spoiled Children wager payoff. I was going to plunk down $6 to taste it in loving memory of Dakota, but the vendor told me it was very spicy. I don't do spicy, so decided to wait. Sharon, I thought of Wild Bill when the fireworks went off--a bitter/sweet thought. The fireworks show was quite good. I was kind of disappointed with the choice of music that the radio station used to accompany them though...only one little moment of patriotic music. No music specific to our armed services or for America. Seems as if they forgot the purpose of Memorial Day. One verse and two choruses of "Proud to be an American" jsut didn't seem to be enough Americana for me.
Sean is putting on a robotics camp for UALR, so the boys are serving as guinea pigs and running a test camp this week for him as if they were the campers and will serve as helpers for the actual camp...sounds like a reason to play with leggos and techy stuff to me.
I'm learning Spanish---yikes!
I love you very much. Hugs to the guys!
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Wednesday, May 31, 2006 9:39 AM CDT
Just letting you know that "Uncle Randy's" law partner's families in Houston have not forgotten you and still lift you up in prayer each day!
Tom Lenox <thomas.lenox@aiminvestments.com>
Houston, TX - Tuesday, May 30, 2006 4:07 PM CDT
Just letting you know that "Uncle Randy's" law partner's families Houston have not forgotten you and still lift you up in prayer each day!
Tm Lenox <thomas.lenox@aiminvestments.com>
Houston, TX - Tuesday, May 30, 2006 3:59 PM CDT
You continue to minister to us. God is using you in ways you are unaware of. We take so much for granted and forget to give God the praise and glory like we should daily.
He watched over us Friday night on the interstate a mile from the Austin exit. We were in a wreck that could have been much worse than it was. A man crossed the median and nearly hit us head on. Eddie was driving and we were only hit on the back end on of our vehicle. I told Eddie that I have played it over and over in my mind trying to figure out how he got us out of the head on situation and of course his reply was "I didn't, God did". Yes, he is right. God was in complete control when it seemed there was no way out. None of us were hurt, PRAISE GOD. The guy that hit us was not in his right state of mind for reasons I do not know but as upset as I was our 15 year old son tells us to be quiet and for us all to pray for this man. My 15 year old teaching me a lesson. He was praying that if this man did not know Jesus Christ as his Savior that he would get his life right and come to know him. Thank you Lord for our godly children and using them to help us grow in You. We're never too old to learn and they are never too young to teach us! I think of all the lessons I've also learned from Dakota and his godly spirit. Thank you Lord for all of our many Blessings and for using our children to be missionaries for You.
Diana Layrock <layrockcrew@hotmail.com>
Sheridan, AR - Tuesday, May 30, 2006 2:44 PM CDT
Just thinking of you all today. Dakota and WildBill have been on my heart a lot. As have you...
Just wanted you to know that you are in my prayers every day and that it was a true gift to know sweet Dakota.
Carrie <calhoonct@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR - Tuesday, May 30, 2006 2:33 PM CDT
much love and prayers every day! We remain faithful! I love you! T.Mo-
tmorrison <troyandtrisa@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 30, 2006 10:01 AM CDT
Dear Sharon,
How well I understand the "might have been" thoughts that pour in each day. As the buses pulled away from Westland this morning taking Zac and Gracie to youth camp, I couldn't help but remember this time last year. The summer was just starting and the promises of what lay ahead were so exciting. The promises of our futures are still exciting, the direction has changed since last year. The chorus of Homesick by MercyMe says: "I close my eyes and I see your face. If home's where the heart is, then I'm out of place. Lord won't you help just to make it through somehow. I've never been more homesick than now!" As we live the lives that God has given us with our families here on earth, I find myself dreaming of when we will all be together in our heavenly home. Please know that I continue to pray for you.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Monday, May 29, 2006 9:20 PM CDT
Dear Hawkins Family,
We are still praying for your family. Your family has been such a boost to our faith. Thank you for keeping the faith and being a strong christian family.
Love, Eddie Layrock
Eddie Layrock <layrockcrew@hotmail.com>
Sheridan, ar USA - Sunday, May 28, 2006 7:00 AM CDT
I am glad to know that both your dads are recovering. What an insightful entry you wrote Sharon. I'm sure there are moments of "what could have been" that seems only normal. I am glad you were able to seek comfort in God's words. Riley is amazing and probably thinks nothing of his achievements. There are adults more than half his age who could learn something about humbleness from Riley. In my prayers I praise God for Riley and his strength. I still think of Dakota often and pray for your family. I have a hard time seeing Riley being driven by you to the junior high. Isn't he still a Sparky? Our last day of school was Thursday. I'm so glad to be home with the girls this summer. Nicole will be a jr, Ash in 6th and my babies start k. I was just hired to teach at the girls school, 10th, 11th and 12th grade. I'm looking forward to us all being together in the same place. I'll even have Nicole in class this year. A big hug and many prayers for you all. You all are never far from my thoughts.
Boyd <sixboyds@adelphia.net>
Orlando, FL - Saturday, May 27, 2006 8:31 PM CDT
Sharon, I was thinking about you a few minutes ago. I went to your site and there was this beautiful entry by you. I am lifted up each time I read your writings. I've been so busy with the election and all those summer things you have to do outside. I'm not having a garden, but have planted tomatoes,squash,bell peppers, and egg plant around our patio. We already have ripe peaches{early}. I want you to know you continue to be in our thoughts and prayers. Love you
Joanne Baker <tonimae@swbell.net>
No.Little Rock,, Ar. - Saturday, May 27, 2006 9:37 AM CDT
Still praying. Hope to see you soon!
Amy Leonard <aeleonard@ualr.edu>
Cabot, Ar US - Friday, May 26, 2006 3:08 PM CDT
hey Hawkins family. Wow things have been crazy this year. I remember when yall came back from Isreal. Mr. Jim Coy called my mom and told her that my brother and i had to get all of our friends together and go to the Sonic to greet yall. We made signs and banners and everything saying welcome home. It was so exciting to see all of yall back home after all the prayers. We were so excited to know yall were well. Riley you have truly surprised me this year. You are such a strong and loving kido. My friends and I just love you to death. Your always smiling and laughing even though i know its hard sometimes. Yalls whole family is so strong and loving. Seeing you at the relay for life a couple weeks ago just really touched my heart. Instead of botteling up and not going yall went and were there for everyone. Yall are truly an amaizing family and i know that good things are to come to yalls family. we all Love yall very much. Oh and Mr. Hawkins i know you may be happy to get rid of the 9th graders that may have caused you trouble but dont forget you still got us to keep you busy next year. haha Love Yall
KEEPING THE FAITH ALWAYS AND FOREVER
Haylea Bryant <tap@centrytell.net>
- Friday, May 26, 2006 1:59 PM CDT
Your Fathers are in our prayers - as are you.
Peace
Dawn Talley (Elijah's Mom) <dawn@btalleydesign.com>
- Thursday, May 25, 2006 11:47 PM CDT
Your family has been in my prayers for a long time, especially Dakota. We do not know each other. My family lost our only niece, my little sister's only child, last October. The pain is great, but we know she is one of God's beautiful angels, now. May the Lord bless you and comfort you.
Carolyn Adcock <carolynadcock@excite.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Thursday, May 25, 2006 4:47 PM CDT
You were in my thoughts today, as always. Still praying...
Lora P.
3-Gold, - Thursday, May 25, 2006 2:55 PM CDT
Just to let you know that you are still in the hearts and prayers of many. Last night was a beautiful night with so many stars. We live in the country away from all the city lights and do not even have a night watcher light so we are able to see the sky in all of it's beauty. I was looking at the stars and it made me think of heaven. I lost a good friend this week and was thinking of him and all the love ones we have there. It brought me a sense of peace just looking at the magnificent beauty of the night sky. May you find peace. Bernice Cook
Bernice Cook <auntb45@hotmail.com>
Cabot, Ar USA - Thursday, May 25, 2006 11:59 AM CDT
Sharon,
I just found the coolest verse in Isaiah.
Isaiah 49 15-16 "Does a mother forget her baby, or a woman the child within her womb? Yet even if these forget I will not forget my own, I have carved you on the palm of my hand."
I think about how powerful and strong and never-ending your love is for Dakota and am awed by the promise in this verse that says that the Lord loves him so much more than even that. That's a lot of love!
Missing my Allegator Man today and thinking of all of you.
Love,
Lis
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 9:18 PM CDT
Dear Sharon, Henry and Riley,
So sorry about your Dad breaking his hip, we have been praying for him since finding out about it, such a sweet man. Please know we will be praying for Frank also he and Lu are so dear to us.
Of course, we pray without ceasing for the three of you I know it's so very hard. Sure hope Riley can come down for a couple weeks this summer as well as all of you.
May God Bless you all.
Love, Your Texas Grandmother
Pat Marshall <tbmarshall@ev1.net>
KATY , texas - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 7:16 PM CDT
HEY HAWKiNS FAMiLY!! JUST DROPPiNG iN TO SAY HEY AND THAT iM THiNKiNG OF YOU!! i WiLL PRAY FOR BOTH OF YA'LLS DADS. RiLEY, i BET YOU'RE ANXiOUS FOR SCHOOL TO BE OUT! i KNOW i AM! HOPE ALL iS WELL. KEEP THE FAiTH! MUCH LOVE!!
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 7:10 PM CDT
Alex and I are both finished with finals and have finally slowed down a little. We are going to come hang out soon. Tell Riley we miss him.
All my love and prayers,
Amy
Amy Leonard <aeleonard@ualr.edu>
Cabot, Ar US - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 2:55 PM CDT
Praying for Frank and your daddy and for you guys as you care for them.
Love you,
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 1:01 PM CDT
Hi, Hawkins'. I am in Arkadelphia, so if you need anything let me know. I live really close to the hospital. I am out of school already, so my plate is not as full. Just let us know.
Kay Calvert <calvertk@obu.edu>
Arkadelphia, AR USA - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 8:28 AM CDT
Good Morning Hawkins family! We're finishing up school here in Katy. Gracie & Zac have finals this week and finish up on Wednesday. Zac celebrated his 17th birthday last week. It was a day filled with celebration and memories for all of us. Next week, they're off to youth camp with the Westland group. It will be really quiet here with both kids gone, but I know that they really look forward to camp! I continue to lift you all up in my prayers.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
katy, tx - Monday, May 22, 2006 9:07 AM CDT
hey hawkins family! well i just wanted to drop by and wish yall the best of summer! i wanna thank yall for all the inspiration yall give to all of us at CJHS! well i love you all!
jenA*
Jena Harrell <jenaharrell2003@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR united states - Sunday, May 21, 2006 10:08 PM CDT
Praying your dad's rehab is going well. I'm heading back to LR tomorrow. My get away wasn't all that I hoped it would be, because my best friend from college and I were in a car accident Saturday. I am okay, but it did alter our plans a bit. I have a forever lay over in St. Louis tomorrow morning, so maybe I'll call you and catch up a bit.
I haven't quite figured out why, but at the wedding reception, during the sit down dinner, the dj played back to back "I Can Only Imagine," and the Josh song, I don't know the name of it, the "You Raise Me Up," song. I had to excuse myself for a minute and gather myself in the bathroom before returning to the party. Interesting music to sneak up on me at a wedding mixed in amid all kinds of quiet, background dinner music. I guess those reminders will always be here to make us think of Dakota, ha like we need something to bring him to our minds. There is comfort in those things too, it just caught me a little off guard this time.
Can you believe school is almost out? This is when I really, really, really miss my 10-month, traditional teaching contract. Ah, but I am rambling. I hope I can catch you tomorrow. Pray for my safe return.
I love you, Sharon! Hugs to Henry and Ry.
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, Ar - Sunday, May 21, 2006 9:56 PM CDT
THiNKiNG AND PRAYiNG FOR YALL! MUCH LOVE!!
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Sunday, May 21, 2006 3:27 PM CDT
You guys are always in my thoughts and prayers. Thanks for being such an inspiration to us all
melissa james <lilmisscountryprep13@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, May 20, 2006 3:29 PM CDT
Praying for you and your family-We love you!!
Michele and Toby Cochran
Michele and Toby <weatherfordam@archildrens.org>
Cabot, AR USA - Friday, May 19, 2006 11:18 PM CDT
Thinking of you so very much.
Rhonda <rhondaraybell@yahoo.com>
Fair Oaks Ranch, TX - Friday, May 19, 2006 7:34 PM CDT
Miss you!
Love you all
Amy Leonard <aeleonard@ualr.edu>
Cabot, Ar US - Friday, May 19, 2006 10:08 AM CDT
hawkins family
you are still in my prayers
Kristen
- Friday, May 19, 2006 9:15 AM CDT
I just to let you all know that you all are still in my prayers. Its really hard loosing a loved one. May the Lord our God be with you through out your life and I pray that the road ahead will be easy on you all. God Bless all of you.
There is a family in my church who is going through the same thing like you all went through. IF you could keep him in your prayers his name is Nathan he is 14 and he went into remission and the doctors found the cancer in his bones.
I just hope and pray that whoever goes through loosing a child will understand that Jesus has a rocking chair and HE holds them and rocks and HE will do that till the paretns get to heaven to rock them again. So with this I pray that all parents who have lost a child may be able to go through life and peace with the LORD'S help.
Amen
Amber Esarey <air4sbratz3@aim.com>
Warrensburg, MO USA - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 11:43 AM CDT
Good morning Hawkins family! We think of you so often and continue to hold you in our prayers. Have a wonderful day.
The Layrock Family <layrockcrew@hotmail.com>
Sheridan, AR USA - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 8:04 AM CDT
Sharon,
It was really good to see you at the awards ceremony the other day. You looked great. I want you to know that you always seem to make me feel special. You hold a special place in my heart. I know we have a bond that only mothers with children who have been ill for a long time can understand. I want you to know that you were on my mind all day Mother's Day. You and your family are all in my prayers. God bless you and yours.
Love you dearly,
Rhonda
Rhonda Burlin <rhonda.burlin@cps.k12.ar.us>
Cabot, AR USA - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 0:08 AM CDT
Continued prayers for your dad, Mrs. Sharon!
Gynger Edmondson
Cabot, AR USA - Tuesday, May 16, 2006 9:37 PM CDT
Keeping each of you in our prayers. The picture at the top of the page is just beautiful.
Love, Tracy and
Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug")
Fighting leukemia AML with a vengence!
Sharing Hope on the Wings of a Ladybug
Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Tuesday, May 16, 2006 11:33 AM CDT
Howdy Hawkins!
Hope all is going well in your neck of the woods. The awards ceremony was magnificent at CJHS. Quite an honor Riley received. It was wonderful to see you Sharon. I have a couple of photos to share with you and Aunt Donna. I will get them to you soon. Wanted you to know I am lifting you up in prayer tonight, no special reason, just that you are special people to me and it just feels right for the moment. Love to you all.
Kelly Monroe
Cabot, AR - Monday, May 15, 2006 8:55 PM CDT
Mrs. Sharron,
Sorry it's late but Happy Mothers Day. I was thinking of you all day. Hope you had a wonderful day. I miss seeing everybody at church.
Love,
Lindsay
Lindsay <twstr7@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR - Monday, May 15, 2006 6:33 PM CDT
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MRS. SHARON! SORRY iT'S LATE.. WE WERE GONE ALL DAY YESTERDAY WiTH FAMiLY AND STUFF. BUT i HOPE YOUR DAY WAS WONDERFUL.. JUST LiKE YOU! BUT i WAS JUST CHECKiNG iN TO SEE HOW EVERYTHiNG WAS.. HOPE iT'S GREAT! MY PRAYERS ARE STiLL WiTH YA'LL ALL!! MUCH LOVE!
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Monday, May 15, 2006 11:35 AM CDT
Sharon,
Just wanted you to know you've been on my heart all day.
Love, Jerri Sue
Jerri Sue Ray <jerrisueray@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Sunday, May 14, 2006 7:11 PM CDT
I remember the first Mother's Day that caused pain instead of joy. Mother's Day will never be the same for you. Know that my thoughts and prayers are with you especially today as you see others celebrating while there's a hole in your heart!
Isa 49:13 Sing, O heavens; and be joyful, O earth; and break forth into singing, O mountains: for the LORD hath comforted his people, and will have mercy upon his afflicted.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Sunday, May 14, 2006 5:32 PM CDT
LETTING YOU KNOW THAT YOUR THOUGHT OF ON MOTHER'S DAY.KEEPING YOU IN MY THOUGHTS AND IN MY PRAYER'S ALWAYS.
A Mother's Day Wish From Heaven
Dear Mr. Hallmark,
I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear
A rather strange idea, I see everything from here.
I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card
A card of love for my mother, as this day for her is hard.
There must be some mistake I thought, every card you could imagine
Except I could not find a card, from a child who lives in heaven.
She is still a mother too, no matter where I reside
I had to leave, she understands, but oh the tears she’s cried.
I thought that if I wrote you, that you would come to know
That though I live in heaven now, I still love my mother so.
She talks with me, and dreams with me; we still share laughter too,
Memories our way of speaking now, would you see what you could do?
My mother carries me in her heart, her tears she hides from sight.
She writes poems to honor me, sometimes far into the night
She plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells
She writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease their pain as well.
So you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth
I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth
She needs to be honored, and remembered too
Just as the children of earth will do.
Thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you’ll do your best
I have done all I can do; to you I’ll leave the rest.
Find a way to tell her, how much she means to me
Until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity.a
LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca~~THE PRAYER BEARS~~>
EDMONTON ,ALBERTA
, - Sunday, May 14, 2006 4:45 PM CDT
Mrs.Sharon,
I just wanted to let you know that your in my thoughts and prayers always!
I HOPE YOU HAVE A VERY HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
Love always,
Heather <HeatherWilliams@cox-internet.com>
Jonesboro , AR United States - Sunday, May 14, 2006 3:43 PM CDT
I know today will be a difficult day for you but you have a wonderful son there to share the day with you , he loves you very much and wants the day to be very special. Pray you can focus on him and the one who gave him to you. God is faithful and will honor you today with His love and grace.
Floy <flmiller@classicnet.net>
- Sunday, May 14, 2006 8:47 AM CDT
God Bless you Sharon. We are all still praying for you,
The Angel Wings Prayer Group
- Saturday, May 13, 2006 12:27 AM CDT
Melissa/Angel_Wings <sass_27_2005@yahoo.com>
NH - Saturday, May 13, 2006 10:00 AM CDT
Dear Sharon, You are still in my thoughts and prayers. I want to wish you a Happy Mother's day. My girl Di Di is still in the hospital and is better,but she can't come home until her hand gets better. She has phlebitis, caused by the I.V. they put in when the ambulance guys picked her up. I expect her to be home Monday. Love you,
Joanne Baker
No.LittleRock,, Ar. - Friday, May 12, 2006 7:15 PM CDT
Dear Family,
Miss you guys. We had a really good time at lunch. Thank you for inviting us. We will come spend time with Riley soon. I know that mother's day is going to be challenging but I pray for your comfort and peace.
Love you all,
Amy
Amy Leonard <aeleonard@ualr.edu>
Cabot, Ar US - Friday, May 12, 2006 2:32 PM CDT
hey mr henry and mrs sharon and ry i hope yall are doing all right sry that i have not signed this thing in a while but it just hurts every time i get on here but that is no excuse yall get on here everyday i am sure so i hope that all is well i love the "dakota hawkins award" at the awards ceremony congrats ry u deseved it more than any by far along with ur parents of course but anywasys yall no how to get ahold of me if u need anything but i will keep prayin i love yall so much talk to ya later
Corbin Kidd <ckidd91@yahoo.com>
Cabot, Arkansas USA - Thursday, May 11, 2006 9:35 PM CDT
Hawkins family, I was at the CJHS today for the awards presentation. I was moved to tears when the award was renamed to the Dakota Hawkins award. And then to see it given to Riley was awesome! I am totally impressed with your family. Your streagth is awesome! As this mother's day comes I will continue to pray for you Sharon. You are truly an inspiration to all mothers! God Bless.
TJ Wolski <wolskimom@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Thursday, May 11, 2006 1:58 PM CDT
Hello Hawkins family! I haven't checked in for a while, but that doesn't mean that I don't think about you everyday. I know that sometimes the effort just to get through a day is immense. You are in my prayers.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Thursday, May 11, 2006 12:48 AM CDT
Having a blue evening. Wish I knew if you were up at this hour...need to talk to you. (Sorry, I know I'm supposed to be the one strong for you, but I'm needing a boost myself this evening.)
I hope you had a good day. Can you believe all this rain? Guess we'll be glad to have it in July.
I read where St. Jude had recently had a "Remembrance Day" and I wondered if ACH held a similar service/event. Praying you through it, another sorrowful way to say I love you and goodbye until eternity to your sweet boy.
Sharon, I know that Mother's Day will be yet another challenge for you. You will always be his mama. I'm sorry that the one in your heart cannot be in your arms on that special day.
If you happen to be on the computer tonight and are up for a chat, give me a call. I'll be up for at least another hour.
Love you,
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Wednesday, May 10, 2006 11:05 PM CDT
Came across a picture of Dakota and I the other day that I had saved on my computer and my heart was heavy. Heavy in the sense that he is gone from us for the time being.
I still think of you and him often and his picture still remains here at my desk.
Much love to your family,
Sandi
Sandi <knightsandi@aol.com>
Houston, tx USA - Wednesday, May 10, 2006 1:21 PM CDT
Dear Sharon, Henry & Riley,
Just wanted you to know are in our thoughts and prayers. Love you guys!
Brian, Mary Ann & Eric Ray <raybs@apci.net>
O'Fallon, IL USA - Wednesday, May 10, 2006 6:55 AM CDT
it was so good to see you and henry at church sunday. we miss getting to visit with you and love to see you when we can. we are still praying for all of you and know that we love you.
corey, amy, alex, lauren and logan <gptitle5@centurytel.net>
cabot, ar usa - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 9:40 PM CDT
Wanted you to know that I'm still here praying for your family!
Psalm 121:1-2: I will lift up mine eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh my help. My help cometh from the LORD, which made heaven and earth.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 3:24 PM CDT
Hey Hawkins Family - -
Relay for Life was a great experience. It helped me to realize just how many people have cancer or have passed away from it in such a small area. I was just thinking about you all and I was proud to do the silent walk for Dakota. I just hope you all know that you're in my prayers and angels are watching over you all! =)
--KADi JAMES
KADI JAMES <GreenEyedGirl683@hotmail.com>
CABOT, AR - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 1:05 PM CDT
Hey Hawkins!!!!!!! well the relay for life was a good experience! It was good to see you all there! I saw Riley and gave him a hug. He is so funny and so sweet! Im glad that the relay went well. It was emotional but we know he is with God and everyone important in Heaven. In Sunday school this past week we learned about god sending angels to help us along. I think Dakota was one of these angels. He was so helpful and had an awesome walk with Christ. He was a great friend and was known for making peoples day ten times better! I was just thinking of you all. I thought i would drop in and say Hello! We miss him a lot, and think of you guys often.
Love ya Lots!!!!
Allie
Allie Burnett <www.allie_burnett_231@hotmail.com>
Cabot, ar USA - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 1:04 PM CDT
Hey Guys.
Thoughts and Prayers are still with you. Hey Riley if you are playing in the tourney this coming up weekend for AAU good luck man!! =]
Hailey <PiratesGoArgx3@aim.com>
cabot, ar usa - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 12:57 AM CDT
DakotaWin and Co,
It was good to see you at the walk. I will never know how hard it was for you to show up, but it lifted my spirits when I saw your smiling faces. I was even excited to see Lis there, walked a few laps with her, and didn't even trip her or run her into a wall! That woman loves her some Dakota! If you are on her prayer list, it probably doesn't get much better than that!
Remember to pray for David and Linda Woods. They lost their son, Adam, Sunday a.m. I believe he was 21 or 22. As you know too well, there is probably no bigger pain than they are suffering. It was very sad, and they were working on turning Adams' life around. Please remember them, as I'm sure it will be a life long grieving process.
FrythecomputeGuy <ImissDakota@GohogsGo.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 10:15 AM CDT
Dear Hawkins Family, I was truly lifted up this morning when I read Sharon's newest entry in the journal. I've been sick,along with DiDi being in the hospital. Yes, she's still there{out of remission}. she had a total of 7 units of platelets and packed cells. Please continue to pray for her. She is the prayer warrior that even tho she'd never met DAKOTA, she had a dream about a conversation with him. She said in the dream, she told him he was going to be o.k. She is on the cancer floor at Baptist in Little Rock. Sharon,Henry, and Riley, you are in our thoughts and prayers, and yes, DAKOTA comes to our minds often. He was sent here for a special reason,not just to be your son,but to minister to all of us, whom he touched daily. I know he helped me through many hard times and helped me to keep the faith. I look forward to going to heaven now. Reading about him drawing the cross is so awesome. I just yesterday received a diamond cross from our daughter Toni. Love you, Joanne
Joanne Baker <tonimae@swbell.net>
No.LittleRock,, Ar. - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 9:03 AM CDT
Hey,
I'm sorry that I wasn't there on Friday. I went on a trip with my dad friday afternoon and completly forgot. But around nine, when everyone would be walking or running the Dakota lap, I thought of you guys. I wished I could have been there. I'm trying to draw more pictures of Dakota. Most of them are from memory but they look nothing like him. I try though. There is a cartoon show that I watch that is called "Teen Titans". Dakota reminds me of two of the characters, Speedy and Beast Boy. He reminds me of Speedy because Speedy has short red hair and his style reminded me of Dakota. He reminds me of Beast Boy because B.B. had a disease called Sakutia. The cure caused B.B. to turn green, have pointy ears and fangs, and he can shapeshift into any animal. Beast Boy spends his time trying to make others laugh even though his life was full of misery. B.B. cared about others just as Dakota did. Those characters were so iconic, and I could instantly say "That is Dakota!" because of those traits.
Anyway, Prayin' for ya!
Christen Odom <odom1991@cebridge.net>
Cabot, Ar USA - Monday, May 8, 2006 7:12 PM CDT
Hey Hawkins family!! I had the most wonderful dream about Dakota and thought that I would share it with you guys! In this dream, Dakota was just like we remember him. Strong, faithful, outgoing, a leader, an encourager, and everything else we could imagine. It reminded me of how, even through tough times, Dakota kept the faith, as well as the rest of you. It reminded me that there are people out there much worse than I am and that I need to reach out to others, just like Dakota did. Dakota was such an incredible guy! And I can speak for all of us when I say that he is truely missed! Ya'll are very lucky to have Dakota, as well as Riley, as a son. And they are both very lucky to have you! Ya'll are amazing. I don't know anyone who could go through what ya'll went and are going through and still be so faithful to the Lord!! I just want ya'll to know that I know it's still hard, but I will be there, praying for ya'll every step of the way!! I love you all!
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Monday, May 8, 2006 6:10 PM CDT
Keeping you very close in prayer.
Kathi <klscroggins2000@yahoo.com>
Hanover, IN USA - Monday, May 8, 2006 11:44 AM CDT
You all and Dakota were on my mind today. Just missing you and thinking about you all. Praying for grace and comfort. All my love...
Carrie <calhoonct@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR - Sunday, May 7, 2006 5:03 PM CDT
dear sharon and family
i have heard of this site from john bishop. he's your husband's cousin and i'm his friend from bangkok thailand. i will pray for you and your family sharon.
kate <wonderful_kate@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, May 7, 2006 2:05 PM CDT
Hi Sharon and Henry,
It's a blessing to have a kind,sweet and loving child like Dakota and Riley. You both have been blessed. The love in your hearts will remain forever. Each day we have with our family is cherished. Lisa/David Land are moving to North Dekota-stationed at Minot AFB. Remember driving classes with Lisa Douglas,Ha! Love, Linda Douglas-Johnson
Linda Kay Douglas-Johnson <nurslnd@sbcglobal.net>
Sherwood, AR Pulaski - Sunday, May 7, 2006 1:40 AM CDT
it was good to see yall in good spirits last night--yall are in my prayers daily.
love, Emily
Emily Holder <emaleexo9@yahoo.com>
cabot, ar usa - Saturday, May 6, 2006 10:26 PM CDT
Mrs. Sharon, it was nice to see you last night! I continue to pray for you all!! Keep the faith!! much love!
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot , AR USA - Saturday, May 6, 2006 4:41 PM CDT
Holding you close in our prayers.
Trish/Angel_Wings <Kngboyer@aol.com>
Kingston, TN USA - Saturday, May 6, 2006 4:21 PM CDT
Dearest Sharon,
I am so glad that I went to Relay for Life tonight. My tears are renewed as I am writing to you. I am sure that I will later share some deep, inspired thoughts about it, but for tonight it is just pure, raw emotion. Although it was great to have time to fellowship with friends and share some sweet smiles and even laughter with you before the ceremony, the whole purpose we were there was pressing down on me.
When the lights spelled out HOPE on the bleachers, I couldn’t help think of other letters, JESUS, our true Light and Eternal Hope.
When you said that you were waiting for them to call Dakota’s name I thought you meant in the list of those being remembered. I couldn’t think how you hadn’t heard his name, but guessed that with such heightened emotions maybe you were confused or something. I am so glad that you were wiser than I, realizing what was to come, and waited for Dakota’s special lap to join the walkers on the floor. By going down earlier, Kevin and I had the chance to walk a special lap for each of those for whom we had placed luminaries (my mom, my brother-in-law, Caleb, Wild Bill, Lacey Mae, Ray, Will and Louise) and others He laid on my heart before the special Dakota lap. Though he did not physically walk with us, Dakota definitely led us all; carried in our hearts, he stepped out boldly to defy cancer and stand for life! Though he is so deeply missed, I tried to think of it as a true victory walk for Dakota.
I was so very proud of you tonight! I know it was difficult, almost impossible, for you to be there. But you held your head high and stepped out bravely in Dakota sweet memory. Did you feel the Holy Spirit cover us toward the end of Brett’s song—A tangible presence that enveloped us with a weird peace? Sweet Sharon, I don’t really know how intercession works from heaven, I’ll have to study my Bible about that, but I am quite certain that your Dakota called on the Holy Spirit to pour out comfort and a touch from above during that incredibly tense moment—a quiet “God loves you and so do I,” brush of love from your boy—Oh, how I hope you could feel it, because it was divine, a goose bump kind of moment with the Lord. God has blessed you with a wonderful man in Henry—it is quite evident that he loves you so very much—keep holding on to each other and God will see you through.
I love you so much and count it an honor to call you friend.
Thank You Jesus for Your presence at the relay tonight and for the gift of Dakota that we will treasure in our hearts forever. Thank You for laying this cause on the hearts of all those who worked to organize it, run it, and come out and support it. Father, bless every last penny that was collected tonight and use the funds to help fight cancer--place the funds in the hands of a researcher who will be open to receive wisdom from You to make a huge difference in understanding this enemy and knowing how to best attack it. We love You, Lord. Even in our grief we know that You are worthy of our praise. Amen.
Love,
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Saturday, May 6, 2006 0:57 AM CDT
Dakota seemed to know a whole lot in his short life. You are so blessed to have a son like him. His spirit lives on in your journels. I am touched by them. Love, Lisa Leger
caringbridge.org/la/huntershealing
Lisa Leger <lisamarieleger@yahoo.com>
Eunice, LA - Friday, May 5, 2006 9:07 AM CDT
Hey Hawkins!!! I just wanted to let you all know how good it is to see you, Mr. Hawkins and Riley and Mrs. Sharon everyday at school! You make my day everytime I see you smiling in the hallways!!! Love you all!
Laura Foltz <dladydbugd@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, May 4, 2006 9:53 PM CDT
bekah had a track meet the other day . the morning of the meet we talked about dakota . i told her when you run the 400 meeter dash why don't you take dakota with you and run one for him . she tied the school record that day . thanks dakota , that one was for you .
clint ,bek and barbara <clint.miller@afbic.com>
cabot, ar - Thursday, May 4, 2006 4:36 PM CDT
Praying that the Holy Spirit anoints every letter you place and the page and that through His/your book your heart will heal and lives will be changed.
When you need a proofreader, I'm happy to serve--my GED students will tell you I'm pretty tough though. :)
Sharon, I was telling my friend today that I just didn't know if I could walk the Dakota lap. She said, "If his mama can do it, then you can and you will be one of many that will help her do that." So now that I've had my "put it in perspective" rebuke, I am feeling strong and ready to stride out with/for you. Okay, maybe still a little shaky, but the Lord will give His strength when it's time.
Love you so much!
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Thursday, May 4, 2006 2:50 PM CDT
I love you and hope you recieved my senior photo!
Amy Damron <chsjournalismstudent@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Thursday, May 4, 2006 2:21 PM CDT
Sharon-
You continue to amaze me with such strength and courage. God Bless You and keep you like only HE can--we continue to lift your family up in prayer! Lots of love!
Michele and Toby
Michele Cochran <weatherfordam@archildrens.org>
Cabot, AR USA - Wednesday, May 3, 2006 10:00 PM CDT
Still praying so for your family.
Ps 9:10 And they that know thy name will put their trust in thee: for thou, LORD, hast not forsaken them that seek thee.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, May 3, 2006 12:59 AM CDT
Hey Sharon and Henry and Riley, just wanted touch base and let you know that we continue to pray for you and your family at the Westbrook Casa! Sharon your strength is truly an inspiration to me. Just when I think I have way too much on my plate with work, grad school and family...I read your journal entries and get a quick kick in the rear! Amazing! We are thinking about you guys! Hawk, hang in there...only 17 more days with the "little darlings"! I am counting down at CJHN!hehe! Have a good week and hope to see you Friday night!
Shonda Westbrook <shonda.westbrook@cps.k12.ar.us>
Cabot, AR USA - Wednesday, May 3, 2006 12:28 AM CDT
I love you!
tmo <troyandtrisa@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, May 3, 2006 11:14 AM CDT
Sharon, You never cease to amaze me with your entries. Your Monday's entry has helped me a lot. Di Di is fighting for her life right now. She's out of remission. We're looking at a long stay in hospital, the doctors are saying. Just a note to tell you,Henry and Riley we are thinking of you and praying for you. I treasure all of your entries. I think of DAKOTA in my quiet times and am reminded to pray for you right then. Love you,hang in there and keep up those entries. They help.
Joanne Baker <tonimae@swbell.net>
No.LittleRock,, Ar. - Wednesday, May 3, 2006 11:02 AM CDT
Thinking of and praying for you this morning. Love and miss you!
Lora P <loraparker@comcast.net>
3-Gold, - Wednesday, May 3, 2006 9:17 AM CDT
Dear Hawkins,
Thinking of you now and wanting you to know the Harrells continue to pray for you. Much love, Jan
Jan Harrell <jangharrell@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Wednesday, May 3, 2006 7:28 AM CDT
I can only hope that we, Laurie and I, can deal with our loss with as much class and dignity as your family has. It has been a hard week, but this is something we have shared, and now have in common. We love you.
Adam & Laurie Sims <LSims71@cs.com>
Lonoke , AR - Wednesday, May 3, 2006 0:31 AM CDT
Sharon,
My heart hurts for you so much. I'm sure every minute there is a reminder, an ache, a memory. I hope some of them make you smile. Suffering makes us long for heaven and you have endured great suffering. It has produced such character and perseverance and has pointed the way to the Savior in so many ways. I pray He holds you close as His comfort penetrates your mind and brings undeniable peace amidst all the heartache.
Shannon Ede <shannon@edefamily.net>
Round Rock, TX - Tuesday, May 2, 2006 5:58 PM CDT
Howdy Hawkins! Haven't written in a while but wanted to let you know that I am praying for strength for all of you. Sharon, thank you for your entries. Give Riley a hug from his short, old teacher!
Mrs. Monroe
Cabot, AR - Tuesday, May 2, 2006 5:21 PM CDT
We went out of town last weekend so that's why we weren't there Sunday. We will definetely see you this Sunday though. We miss you guys! Praying for you daily.
Love you,
Amy
Amy Leonard <aeleonard@ualr.edu>
Cabot, Ar US - Tuesday, May 2, 2006 1:19 PM CDT
Praying for you today and everyday. Carrie
Carrie Wellenberger <the_wellenbergers@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, May 2, 2006 10:54 AM CDT
You are probably already familiar with the song "I will Praise You in This Storm" by Casting Crowns, but in case you aren't I want to share the lyrics with you. I cannot listen to the song without thinking of you. It's as if you wrote it....
I was sure by now
That You would have reached down
And wiped our tears away
Stepped in and saved the day
But once again, I say "Amen"
and it's still raining
As the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"
And as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God
Who gives and takes away
Chorus:
I'll praise You in this storm
And I will lift my hands
For You are who You are
No matter where I am
Every tear I've cried
You hold in Your hand
You never left my side
And though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm
I remember when
I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry You raised me up again
My strength is almost gone
How can I carry on
If I can't find You
As the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"
And as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God
Who gives and takes away
Chorus
I lift my eyes unto the hills
Where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord
The Maker of Heaven and Earth
Michelle Hobbs <hobbsfamily96@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR - Tuesday, May 2, 2006 9:15 AM CDT
On the way to work today, I heard "Homesick" by MercyMe on KSBJ. The words really hit home. You are very much on my mind and in my heart today.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Tuesday, May 2, 2006 8:12 AM CDT
Sharon and family,
I have been intending to write a message to you but like so many, I don't know what to say. I am praying for you all and I check your reports often. They have been a blessing to me.
I also want to thank you for continuing to do research on GVHD. Colton is doing much better now but we will always have the fear that his GVHD will return. I hope and pray that someone will find a way to prevent it or to make it less harmful to transplant patients. If we can help in this research please let us know.
May God bless you,
Ann (Colton's nanna)
www.prayforcolton.com
Ann Ward <wardx3@aristotle.net>
Maumelle, AR - Tuesday, May 2, 2006 0:17 AM CDT
Sharon, you are incredible.
Kim Cook <kim.cook@cps.k12.ar.us>
Austin, AR 72007 - Monday, May 1, 2006 8:45 PM CDT
Mrs Sharon, you're entry really touched me! it still amazes me of how faithful you guys are!! even through everything you've been through, ya'll still keep the faith and keep moving forward! I admire ya'll for that too! and everything you described about Dakota, I miss too!! he was such a wonderful inspiration to not only me, but the entire country! I know this is still very hard, but I will continue to pray for ya'll!! God is with each and every one of us. I can't wait till the day I can see Dakota next to our Lord and Savior in Heaven!!! what a day that will be! I love you all very much!! keep the faith!!
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Monday, May 1, 2006 8:34 PM CDT
I've been seeing you mature into a fine young man Riley. Keep on fishin' and keeping the faith and encouraging others. You are one loved kid!
Great Admirer
Cabot , - Monday, May 1, 2006 3:06 PM CDT
Loving you tons. Praying often for you and the Sims'. See you Friday.
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
CAbot, AR - Monday, May 1, 2006 3:03 PM CDT
Riley, Thank you so much for writing to Cody. He is experencing alot of mixed emotions right now. He misses his brother very much. He understands very well about the transition but is very lonely without Caleb. He is having alot of play time with his friends from church, and his cousins. It will take some time for Cody, sometimes I can hear him talk to Caleb which is very sweet. This is hard, very hard but God and time will heal our broken hearts especially Cody missing his brother like you. Always remember you and Cody will always have a brother and will see them again, Cody knows that. Cody's not saved yet but will be soon. We love you and your parents. Let us know how you, your mom and dad are doing through this. I would like to know! Love you all, Laurie (Cody and Caleb's mom)
Laurie Sims <Lsims71@cs.com>
Lonoke, AR USA - Sunday, April 30, 2006 11:05 PM CDT
Hey There! I need your dates so I can make plans for you. I guess that I could just make the plans on my own and you'd have to go where I send you, Ha! Imagine that ME telling Henry where to go... and by the way take your wife with you!! I'll watch for you to send me an e-mail. Love C
Cindy <clld859579@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, April 30, 2006 9:54 PM CDT
We keep you all in our prayers. There will always be an empty place in our hearts but we are so much richer for knowing Dekota and all of you. It is so hard to lose a young person and now we have lost another in Caleb Simms. Thank God for His promise of taking them HOME!! Love to you Riley. Keep enjoying life, son. Love in Christ, Ms. Sue
Susan Malmay <grammy06@earthlink.net>
Noble , La - Sunday, April 30, 2006 3:43 PM CDT
praying for you with much love
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Sunday, April 30, 2006 10:39 AM CDT
last night i went to the Sara Evens and Brad Paisley concert last night....and a little over 1/2 way through the concert Brad sang When I Get Where I'm Going, all i could think about was Dakota, and how big of a blessing he is to our town. Although he is not with us physically today i knoe he is here in spirit, your son was an amazing guy and i miss him greatly..but i knoe that we will all soon see him again, and i can only imagine what he is seeing now with our savoir!
you all are in my prayers and thoughts daily! God Bless,
Emily Holder <emaleexo9@yahoo.com>
cabot, ar usa - Saturday, April 29, 2006 6:10 PM CDT
Thinking of you and praying for a good day for each of you.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Saturday, April 29, 2006 10:59 AM CDT
Dear Hawkins Family, Just wanted you to know that we (the Stringers and Gatlins) had our own Dakota Lap last night in the Huntsville Texas Relay for Life. We pray for you daily and trust that God will comfort your family and give you peace. Much love to you all. Garrett & Gatlin's Nanny
Nancy Gatlin <nancygatlin@cox.net>
Huntsville, Tx USA - Saturday, April 29, 2006 9:40 AM CDT
hey Hawkins family!!
Well I just was going to say hi and hope that yall are doing better and still fighting and staying strong. Mrs. Sharon i hope your shoulder is feeling better (my dad said it has been bothering you) well yall are always in my prayers. GOD BLESS!! ~still keeping the faith~
haylea bryant <tap@centrytel.net>
- Saturday, April 29, 2006 0:26 AM CDT
Hey,
I hope you guys are enjoying your day cause mine has been full of headaches... literally. I was just thinking about you guys though and thought I should write. I was thinking about Dakota. I remembered when we went to Siloam 2 years ago. Earlier on Thursday we weren't on the best or terms, though I can't remember why. I guess it was a flare of my temper. Anyway, I do recall telling him to sit in the coldest spot in that hot creek. That happened later in the afternoon when we got done with the water games. I pushed him in and he grabbed my arm and pulled me down with him. After sputtering water, we started laughing about how silly we were. I should have been more carful of who I push in the creek because he was really quick about that one.
Still praying for ya,
Christen Odom <odom1991@cebridge.net>
Cabot, Ar USA - Friday, April 28, 2006 7:49 PM CDT
Hey Guys, You continue to be in our prayers and thoughts. I suppose you know little Caleb went to be his LORD this evening. His family needs your prayers and support. He's joined Dakota and the angels.
Joanne Baker
No.LittleRock,, Ar. - Friday, April 28, 2006 7:41 PM CDT
Hey Guys,
I just thought that I would let yall know that I am thinking about yall and praying for yall!! Have a GREAT weekend!!!
Stephenie Odom <odom1993@cebridge.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Friday, April 28, 2006 3:09 PM CDT
Ry,
Let's go fishin! Alex and I wanna go. We miss ya!
I'm praying for you daily. Love you all so much.
Amy
Amy Leonard <aeleonard@ualr.edu>
Cabot, Ar US - Friday, April 28, 2006 10:15 AM CDT
You are in my prayers.
Tammy Kinley
Flower Mound, TX - Thursday, April 27, 2006 9:50 PM CDT
Dear Hawkins family
Dakota kept the faith and He won the race!Also i leshea thompson and my mom leGwen thompson ran in the race of cure we loved it to even though it was only are 1000 time and i am SO SO SO SORRY ABOUT DAKOTA and i have got to go and again i am so so so sorry about dakota
leshea <karisa11@aol.com>
cabot, ar us - Thursday, April 27, 2006 5:19 PM CDT
Dear the hawkins family
im am so sorry of what happened i know how it fells my grandma died from cancer. It must fell weird to wake up everymorning and looking in his room and hes not there. I hope yall r ok but u know GOD wanted him to go DAKOTA is there for a reason. Hes also not in pain any more thats how my mom got me to stop crying when my grandma died. i hope u dont fell as bad anymore b/c know one new this was goin to happen! Have a great time
Love always
Karisa and Leshea
Karisa Hardy and Leshea Thompson <Karisa11@aol.com>
Cabot, AR US - Thursday, April 27, 2006 5:05 PM CDT
Lord bless you, keep you safe , and bring love and happiness to your everyday. Your whole family fought the good fight! You are all God's warriors and angels!
Christine E. Davis <christineEdavis@classicnet.net>
Lonkoe, AR USA - Thursday, April 27, 2006 4:01 PM CDT
Prayer warriors, Please stop a moment and lift up the Sims' family. Caleb is bravely taking his final steps to heaven. I know that our sweet Dakota will be there to welcome him home. My heart aches for Caleb's family.
Sharon,
You are in my thoughts and prayers as always. I miss you. Great big hugs!
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspriit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Thursday, April 27, 2006 3:45 PM CDT
Sharon, Henry and Riley, You folks remain in my thoughts and prayers. You are such special people. When I'm a little down, I can go to DAKOTA'S and your site and get picked up. Keep Di Di in your prayers. She may get to go to M.D. Anderson soon. She's been pretty sick lately,but still going to church and shopping. She's keeping the faith. I was outside a few nights ago and looked up and the stars were so bright and yes, I thought of DAKOTA at that time. Hang in there, healing takes time. Love you, Joanne
Joanne Baker
No.LittleRock,, Ar. - Wednesday, April 26, 2006 8:40 AM CDT
it is good to hear that riley has taken on fishing and that you guys are out and about!! i continue to pray for you each and every day!! if you ever need anything, let me know! love ya'll!!
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Monday, April 24, 2006 9:27 PM CDT
Dear Precious Hawkins Family,
Sharon, your entries always give me such a lift. Wish we could be there to walk with everyone, but know we are still here praying for all of you. Glad to hear Riley enjoys his fishing. He did do everything possible for Dakota as you all did.
Lis did an excellent summary of our Dakota using the spelling of his name -- it is all so true.
We love you all so very much and pray God's Blessings and healings on you.
Grandmother Pat
Pat Marshall <tbmarshall@ev1.net>
KATY , TX - Monday, April 24, 2006 7:18 PM CDT
Hello Hawkins Family! I am at school right now in the computer lab and couldn't help myself from getting onto the website. I'm still praying for yall daily!! I LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YALL SO MUCH!!
Keeping yall in my thoughts and prayers
Love,
Brandy
Brandy Dittert <BrandyDandy24@houston.rr.com>
Katy, Tx USA - Monday, April 24, 2006 2:18 PM CDT
We will be on that Dakota lap in our thoughts and prayers. Please give Riley a HUGE hug for us.
We love you and miss you,
Holly <Ntransition@houston.rr.com>
Katy, TX - Monday, April 24, 2006 2:09 PM CDT
Hi there Hawkins family! Stopping by for my daily fix. Sharon, you speak volumns of truth. Even the words that are sung during our praise and worship time have taken on a much deeper meaning to me. You are on my heart constantly.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Monday, April 24, 2006 1:42 PM CDT
always here....T.Mo-
tmo <troyandtrisa@yahoo.com>
- Monday, April 24, 2006 11:41 AM CDT
Hey, maybe somtime do you think that Riley and you guys could come fishing with us? We went fishing last week and caught 24 fish on Friday and on Saturday we caught about 30. We fished this one corner that was loaded with crappie. That was really fun. Anyway, I'm still praying for you and still missing Dakota.
love ya,
Christen Odom <odom1991@cebridge.net>
cabot, Ar 72023 - Monday, April 24, 2006 11:30 AM CDT
Dear Fam,
Alex and I saw you yesterday at church. We had to leave right after the sermon so we slipped out early. Wish we could have said hello! Still praying!
Riley,
Call me when you get some free time. Alex and I wanna hang out. We'll take you wherever you wanna go. I won't drag you shopping again!
Love you all,
Amy
Amy Leonard <aeleonard@ualr.edu>
Cabot, Ar US - Monday, April 24, 2006 9:23 AM CDT
DakotaWin and Co,
Sharon, I was so happy for you Sunday as Callie walked forward with you at her side. Even tho the tears were coming down your face, I knew they were tears of joy! Dakota gets to see another familiar face one day now! I was proud of Hank too, demolishing Dr. Hernandez in our 5K run Saturday! Dr. H, you have another year to practice to beat your boss! I just ate the free hot dogs.
Lis, are you sure you haven't been re-incarnated from a former life? You sure seem to be very active for just one life time. I hope I can keep up with you at the walk! If I can't, I can always trip you or something. Later taters.
Fry the computer Guy <IMissDakota@GoHogsGo.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Monday, April 24, 2006 7:42 AM CDT
It has been so long but still none of us can seem to forget. Your family is in everyones thoughts and prayers, and Dakota was such an inspiration to so many people and he still is, he will never be forgotten.
Mallory
Cabot, Ar US - Sunday, April 23, 2006 8:36 PM CDT
Hawkins family,
Hey well i just wanted yall to know that yall are still and always will be in mine and my familes prayers. We love yall very much and pray that the good Lord will give yall the streangth through the hard times. We love you and may GOD bless!
Always keeping the FAITH!
Haylea Bryant <tap@centrytel.net>
- Sunday, April 23, 2006 1:52 PM CDT
Thinking of you all today--you continue to be in our prayers!! We love you! God Bless!
Michele and Toby
Michele and Toby Cochran <weatherfordam@archildrens.org>
Cabot , AR USA - Sunday, April 23, 2006 12:26 AM CDT
Isa 40:31 But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Saturday, April 22, 2006 9:58 PM CDT
Sharon,
When I taught preschool, this was the time of year I'd start gathering everything together to include in the children's memory books. On the cover, I would always include an
acrostic using the child's name. To each letter, I would assign a word beginning with that letter that described that child. I always tried to personalize this and really find words that fit each child. (Sometimes it was funny the words I wanted to use, but knew they could not be included on the child's book. For example, mamas love to read the word "wonderful" but would not have appreciated it if I had put "whiny." :) Active was received better than out of control," and "outspoken" better than "bossy.") Anyway, today I was thinking of Dakota and decided to write an acrostic for his name. I wanted to share it with you and by the way, I didn't have to work hard to come up with "nice" adjectives, they popped into my brain quite readily. I
wasn't sure if Dakota was a Henry Junior. If he is, then add Joking and Righteous to it to make it complete.
Happy
Enthusiastic
Natural leader
Reliable
Youthful
Determined
Athletic
Kind
Outgoing
Talkative
Artistic
Honorable
Authentic
Witty
Keeping the faith
Imaginative
Noble
Saved
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Saturday, April 22, 2006 2:30 PM CDT
hey hawkins family! just checking in!! that list is amazing!! Dakota was one amazing guy!! i miss him dearly. love you all and continue to pray!!
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Friday, April 21, 2006 9:38 PM CDT
Hey there! got my computer working(Jack is out of town so don't give him the credit) it was my friend Sean, married to Lis you know, today he's my hero! I've been praying for you every time I think of your family. Ilove you so much and I know your pain and sorrows. I know that it will take all of us praying and supporting you through your time of mourning, count me in I'll be there for you always. Even if my computer crashes again, my prayers aren't linked to the internet! Keeping the Faith,C
Cindy <clld859579@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, April 20, 2006 8:02 PM CDT
Sharon,
I think of you often - and pray for you just as much. Know I cry with you and for you. Remember, this thing called "grief" is just a season. It does get easier - the pain in our hearts - not the "missing them" part. And I know when your time of mourning is complete, you will go forth in a strength that will AMAZE us all - because you KNOW your God. I share this song as you "wait" -
God Will Lift Up (Jars of Clay)
"Give to the wind your fear
Hope and be undismayed
God hears your sighs and counts your tears
God will lift up, God will lift up, lift up your head
Leave to His sovereign sway
To choose and to command
Then shall we wandering on His way
Know how wise and how strong
How wise and how strong
Through waves and clouds and storms
He gently clears the way
Wait because in His time, so shall this night
Soon end in joy, soon end in joy
Soon end in joy
Soon end in joy
Soon end in joy
Soon end in joy
Soon end in joy
God will lift up your head..."
I count it a priviledge to call you my friend,
Pamela
Pamela Matthews <gmatth@clearsail.net>
Houston, TX USA - Thursday, April 20, 2006 1:20 PM CDT
Hello all. I just wanted to remind you of how wonderful you guys are. Today has been a sad day for me. Not really sure WHY but the first thing I thought of was YOU and thought I would sit and read for a few minutes. Well I seem to understand my day is better now. I am just blessed that I have God and friends like you. I hope that you have a WONDERFUL DAY. AGAIN I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR ALL THAT YOU HAVE GIVEN TO US. BLESS yOU IN ALL THAT YOU DO.
Janice Jones <Janice.jones@cps.k12.ar.us>
Austin, ar Lonoke - Wednesday, April 19, 2006 1:00 PM CDT
To the Hawkins Family, I have only met you through the Website. Carole Jones is my sister-in-law and several years ago she told me about Dakota. I was in Cabot the week after Dakota went to be with Jesus and I asked Carole to take me to the cemetery for a visit and she did. While I was there, I cut ribbon's from his flower's and I have made a "Memory Tree" out of the ribbon's. The ribbon's were cut in 1 inch squares and made into little rose buds and placed in the shape of a tree. I had it placed in a shadow box with a plaque at the bottom. It has been mailed to Carole on Tuesday and I hope it will make the journey to Cabot. I asked Carole to bring it over to you and I hope you will enjoy it as much as I did making it for you and your family. As I made each rose bud,and placed them in the form of a tree, a lot of love was mingled in with the roses. Even though I have never met you and your family, I feel I know you. God Bless each of you and keep you in His care. Fern Williams, Maryville, Tennessee
Fern Williams <m12181959@charter.net>
Maryville, TN USA - Wednesday, April 19, 2006 11:07 AM CDT
Sandra, I love the dog illustration. Thanks for sharing it.
Prayer warriors, Please visit Caleb Sims to wish him a happy 7th birthday. Praising God for another day with sweet Caleb.
www.caringbridge.org/ar/caleb
Sharon, Thinking of you today. I hope you can get out and enjoy some of this beautiful sunshine. Pool's open and clean if you are so inclined. :)
Love you girl. Keep the faith and know that you are loved much!
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Wednesday, April 19, 2006 10:10 AM CDT
Sharon, Henry and Riley,
You all have been very much on my mind and prayers lately. We are still standing in the gap for you. I am so thankful that Dakota was such a large part of Corbin's life. Dakota taught many lessons and is still teaching from the feet of Jesus. Saw this story and it was priceless...
A sick man turned to his doctor, as he was preparing to leave the examination room and said, "Doctor, I am afraid to die. Tell me what lies on the other side." Very quietly, the doctor said, "I don't know." "You don't know? You, a Christian man, do not know what is on the other side?" The doctor was holding the handle of the door; on the other side came a sound of scratching and whining, and as he opened the door, a dog sprang into the room and leaped on him with an eager show of gladness. Turning to the patient, the doctor said, "Did you notice my dog? He's never been in this room before. He didn't know what was inside. He knew nothing except that his master was here, and when the door opened, he sprang in without fear. I know little of what is on the other side of death, but I do know one thing... I know my Master is there and that is enough."
Dakota had this insight from the beginning about heaven. He is so missed!!
God Bless,
Sandra Campbell (Corbin's mom)
Sandra Campbell
Jacksonville, AR - Wednesday, April 19, 2006 9:43 AM CDT
Henry,Sharon and Riley:
You all are and always will be in the hearts and minds of friends everywhere who have followed your faithfulness in awe. You have touched lives in ways that you may never be aware of but God knows. In this season of Easter, we have hope beyond a shadow of doubt that only a RISEN LORD can give. There was a point in my life when I felt hopeless and then I saw on a church sign these words "Look UP! Good Days Are Coming". Those were like spoken words from the Lord to me. May these be words of hope for you. Bernice Cook
Bernice Cook <auntb45@hotmail.com>
Cabot, Ar USA - Tuesday, April 18, 2006 3:08 PM CDT
You are always lifted up in my prayers.
Love you,
Amy
Amy Leonard <aeleonard@ualr.edu>
Cabot, Ar US - Tuesday, April 18, 2006 3:04 PM CDT
Here for you.
Love,
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Tuesday, April 18, 2006 2:43 PM CDT
We've learned to trust in Jesus through it all. How could we not? I cannot imagine going through this without our Lord being by our side. We love you!
Thinking of you..... Adam,Laurie,Cody,Caleb
Laurie Sims <LSims71@cs.com>
Lonoke, AR USA - Tuesday, April 18, 2006 11:22 AM CDT
Thinking of you all today! Spring training started for football yesterday in Katy ISD. Of course, the temp was a record high yesterday and should be again today. Hitting the mid 90's in April is not good, even for Houston. TAKS testing is this week. Zac & Gracie are SOOOO excited about spending the next few days taking tests. You're still in my daily thoughts and prayers.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Tuesday, April 18, 2006 8:46 AM CDT
Yesterday in church we watched a video on "Sunday's comin" It was great and I know there are still lots of tears but Joy comes in the morning and Friday when Jesus died was terrible in our human eyes but praise God "Sunday was a comin". Sharon you always bless my heart with the words God gives you to write to us. Thank you for listening to Him for the blessing He has for us.
Ruby <rfs55@yahoo.com>
Searcy, Ar usa - Monday, April 17, 2006 9:57 PM CDT
Think and pray of you everyday! At Easter service yesterday while singing "I'll Fly Away", tears filled my eyes because I thought of Dakota. Loved your "Faith" message.
Kim Waller Lacy <kimsue98@aol.com>
- Monday, April 17, 2006 3:24 PM CDT
Dear Family,
I was broken yesterday as Mrs. Debbie McGehee began giving her testimony at church yesterday morning. Before she began to speak the tears started. I could only think of sweet Dakota. Although my heart ached I praised God throughout the day for his precious son and allowing Dakota to be in the presence of our Lord. My thoughts and prayers are with you often. I am praying for strength, growth, and rebuilding. I hope that you all gain a little bit of peace. Aunt Sharon, I am also praying for your neck and back to heal quickly. We miss you all! Hope to spend some time with Riley soon! Alex will come hang out with us too! I am so thankful for you, Hawkins family. I am always here for you.
Much love,
Amy
Amy Leonard <aeleonard@ualr.edu>
Cabot, Ar US - Monday, April 17, 2006 12:52 AM CDT
I was just thinking about Dakota today. I feel blessed to have known Dakota.
Amanda <jjustice79@yahoo.com>
- Monday, April 17, 2006 12:44 AM CDT
I love you! T.Mo-
trisa morrison <troyandtrisa@yahoo.com>
cabot, ar us - Monday, April 17, 2006 9:03 AM CDT
Dearest Hawkins-
Praying your Easter was blessed with all the precious memories of sweet Dakota-- God Bless your family this Easter!! Lots of love to you!
Michele and Toby
Michele Cochran <weatherfordam@archildrens.org>
Cabot , AR USA - Sunday, April 16, 2006 10:27 PM CDT
I know how hard holidays are, especially Easter when your family isn't all together. Know that you're in my thoughts and prayers so very much today!
Job 19:25-27: "For I know that my redeemer liveth, and that he shall stand at the latter day upon the earth: And though after my skin worms destroy this body, yet in my flesh shall I see God: Whom I shall see for myself, and mine eyes shall behold, and not another; though my reins be consumed within me"
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA - Sunday, April 16, 2006 8:53 PM CDT
*HAPPY EASTER!! HOPE ALl iS WELL! MY PRAYERS ARE WiTH YA'LL!!*
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Sunday, April 16, 2006 2:37 PM CDT
hey Hawkins family,
As I go through everyday i just thank the Lord for my life for i never know what might happen and what might go wrong. On this Easter I just asked the Lord to be with you and yalls family. Dakota was such a wounderful person to all that knew who and even those who didnt. He has changes my life for ever. For the longest time I didnt really like talking about everything that had happend with Dakota. I tried to keep it to my self and then morn over it at night before i went to sleep. The other night as I lay at one of my friends house getting ready to go to sleep i leand up and look at all the other girls who were there. I prayed and then said can we all please talk about Dakota. One by one the girls started crying and saying thank you for saying something for they were just like I and trying to keep it all in. As the talking started we all talked about how we were keeping all the pain inside us. We talked for hours about what all of this ment and all the lessons each of us got out of Dakota. We were all crying by the end of the talk wishing we could have talked and Dakota one more time before he went with the Lord. That night i felt as though Dakota was sitting in the room with us giving us the streanght to talk about him. I might have been the only one that night that really wanted to get it all out but i can tell you that by the end of the night we were all so happy that we had someone to talk about it with. Dakota is still with us and always will be. Everyday something happens and i feel as if he is watching me and thats because he is. He is watching everyone of us and trying to bring joy into our lives to make us happy and learn everything will be ok. I miss Dakota very much and i hope that the Lord is helping you get through every day. We are all still praying for you and we love you very much.
Haylea Bryant <tap@centrytel.net>
- Sunday, April 16, 2006 2:16 PM CDT
praying for yall this Easter
Emily Holder <emaleexo9@yahoo.com>
cabot , ar usa - Sunday, April 16, 2006 8:39 AM CDT
Hey Hawkins,
Just wanting to wish you a wonderful Easter. The entry you just put in was a good message to all. You are continually in our prayers.
Heather Brewster <wadebrewst@classicnet.net>
Cabot, AR - Sunday, April 16, 2006 1:02 AM CDT
Hey Sharon and family, Happy Easter and it was so good to hear from you here on the night before Easter.I've been going through some hard times, but I can go to your site and Caleb's site and that gets me through those times. Keep the faith are those magic words. Reminds me of DAKOTA. Love you folks.
Joanne Baker
NoLittleRock,, Ar. - Saturday, April 15, 2006 9:27 PM CDT
Hey fam I miss yall a lot and am prayin 4 you! Nothin muckh to say exept hey and I love yall.That entry was great Aunt Sharon it was so beautiful!
Keepin the faith,
Emily Leonard
Monticello, Ar USA - Saturday, April 15, 2006 7:56 PM CDT
Hey everyone nothin much to say!I love you lots and miss ya!
Keepin the faith,
Emily
Emily Leonard
monticello, Ar USA - Saturday, April 15, 2006 7:52 PM CDT
Thank you.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Saturday, April 15, 2006 6:25 PM CDT
Thanks Sharon - I needed that. Hope you all have a Blessed Easter. Love you guys.
Vicky Ramage <ram05fam@ozarkisp.net>
Edgemont, AR - Saturday, April 15, 2006 2:00 PM CDT
Sharon,
What an amazing entry!! May our faith be renewed as we continue to "Keep the Faith". Dakota's testimony for Christ will live on forever. God Bless, Jill (Jayla's mom)
Jill Kramer <jjkramer_99@yahoo.com>
Maumelle, AR - Saturday, April 15, 2006 1:58 PM CDT
Hey Hawkins Family! man i havnt been on here in a while. it seems like i never know what to say. all i want to say now is we all loved dakota and still do and although we are so sad its just so wonderfully amazing that he gets to be in heaven with our Lord now! really how strong you all are is amazing to me and i feel like i can only stand and watch in awe of what you've done and continue to do. your faith and strength has been a testimony to me and so many others. i just wanted to say thank you for loving the Lord and dakota and all of us so much! thank you for keeping the faith! i <3 you all!
Laura Foltz <dladydbugd@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, April 15, 2006 10:50 AM CDT
Sharon,
I remember in the days immediately following Dakota's death, I would sit for long stretches of time, knowing there were things I needed to do, but I just couldn't make my self move. The very act of breathing was a challenge on March 2. I left work and even when I returned I didn't really do anything there. The verses that you quoted from Isaiah were the ones that I clung to those first few days and I still have them printed out and keep them on my desk here at home by my computer and on my desk at work. I just kept saying to God over and over again, but You said if we really believed he would be okay, You said I could tell that cancer mountain to move and You would move it, You said he would live, You said ask and you will receive, You promised me Lord, I asked and You did not hear my cries, You did not give me the desires of my heart. I reasoned with Him: if I had just fasted one more day, stayed up all night praying one more time, sung one more song of thanksgiving to You, asked in a different way, gotten more prayer warriors to pray with me... And when I would hush long enough to listen to God, He gave me those words, "For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways," declares the Lord. "As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher
than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts." Isaiah 56:8,9. And I kept saying, "But, but, but," and He just kept saying, "But he does live, he lives with me. The mountain is gone, the cancer will never hurt him again." And I kept saying, "yes, but." He told me to drop my foolish pride and realize that it is about His authority over all things, not about me and what I did and didn't do. (That is hard to write, because I still have trouble with that righteous pride part.) And He is still talking to me about all of these things. He His opened His scriptures to me in a powerful way and revealed Himself to me in the most perplexing and healing ways. Some of the answers I'll never get until I see Him in glory.
So Sharon, you are right. Many of us were confounded by God's plan and had to pull our faith in the Almighty out and closely examine it. In some odd way, a divine way, I bet our faith will be strengthened through all of this.
I remember going to a healing service one time when I was 12-years-old. The atmosphere was really explosive and alive and I didn't really know what to think of all of that. I remember praying to God that day, "Hey God, just think of the stir You could make in this place if in the blink of Your eye my eyes were completely normal." God, just as clearly as if He spoke outloud said to me, "Oh, but just watch what a stir I can make in your lifetime if you allow me to use you just the way I made you." He knew His plan and knew that it would bring Him more glory and honor if we did things His way. I guess it is the same way with Dakota. We had it all mapped out for Him, but God saw a bigger picture, a long-term, eternal plan. Sometimes I just wish I could see things way down the road like He does, but I know in my human arrogance and weakness I'd only want to pick the clay up and start molding it myself a different way. If I read the final chapter in the book, I might not follow in obedience for the preceding ones and I'd miss all the good stuff He had hidden in there. Sometimes I really think He knows that we can't go with Him day by day or hour by hour if we see the whole picture. That is where the daily walking in faith and conforming our thoughts and ways to be more like His comes in.
I am still wrapping my mind around His plan, but i really have progressed to a point where I know He is in control and that He did not forsake us. He loves you sharon. He loves Riley and Henry and everyone who loves and misses Dakota. He will be faithful to continue to see you through this valley.
I love you. Have a wonderful Easter.
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Saturday, April 15, 2006 9:24 AM CDT
Howdy Hawkins! My oh my, it has been some time since I have logged on to the site. I just returned from my first Space Camp Trip! WOW! We have some truly awesome children in our midst at CMSS. We had fantastic chaperones and beautiful weather to boot.
I hope everyone has a blessed Easter.
Kelly Monroe <kgmonroe@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Saturday, April 15, 2006 9:02 AM CDT
*HEY HAWKiNS FAMiLY!! JUST DROPPiNG iN FOR THE DAY. i HEARD ABOUT THE BUMPER STiCKERS GOiNG AROUND AND ASKED ERiN LARSEN TO BRiNG ME ONE.. SO i NOW HAVE ONE. i HOPE THAT ALL iS WELL WiTH YA'LL AND THAT YA'LL HAVE A HAPPY EASTER! THE PRAYERS ARE CONTiNUED! MUCH LOVE!!*
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Friday, April 14, 2006 5:18 PM CDT
Dearest Henry,Sharon, and Riley,
I also try daily to grasp the realization that our precious, beloved, Dakota is not here with us. Sharon, as you said ,the shock of him being taken on that particular day, grips me daily. Of the many times that he was so very ill, I was not prepared on that Thursday for that day to be the final one.
My role as sister, sister-in-law and aunt have always meant a great deal to me. I do not take it lightly. Loving Henry the way that I always have simply bleeds over in my love for you Sharon and of course Riley.
One time Henry had a car accident and was injured, but not seriously. Henry was 16 and I was 17. For one week, I never let Henry out of my sight. I sat by him, talked with him, and mothered him to death. Finally, after a week of the continuous attention, Henry said "sis, you have to give me some space". You are smothering me to death!
Imagine my dismay, when I thought he didn't want me around him. Forgive my corniness, but, I have always felt like we were twins given our closeness in ages. But, we are not.
As I sit back and look at my precious brother and wife and son grieve, I can only pray that my presence will be comforting. I have no words of wisdom or explanations. Just tears and gratitude that we are all family.
Thank you God for placing me in this wonderful family and allowing me to be known as sister Donna, sister-in-law and aunt Donna.
all my love, Donna
Donna Gwinn <dgwinn@wcs.k12.ar.us>
- Friday, April 14, 2006 3:09 PM CDT
What a beautiful post. I didn't know Datoka, but I feel like I did just from this site. What an awesome testimony of God's grace and love through Datoka alone and his belief and faith. I continue to pray for your family as you learn to live without your precious son, here on earth and rejoice in the fact we'll see him again. I pray for your family as you deal daily with the pain and grief you feel. Your writing today is a powerful message about God's love and I appreciate you sharing from your heart. May your family have a wonderful weekend and Happy Easter and rejoice in the fact Datoka is sitting at the feet of Jesus this Easter.
Angie/Angel-Wings <stewwwy64@yahoo.com>
Edmond, OK - Friday, April 14, 2006 3:00 PM CDT
You are all such an inspiration to so many. I never met ya'll but have kept up with Dakota's website (given to me by Don Grisham) for over a year and half. Your son touched my life and probably everyones that has read the journal. I know Dakota is up in Heaven along with my husband and they are running the streets of gold, no more pain for either or them! May God bless you and your family.
Patty Plough <patty.plough@daltile.com>
seagoville, tx USA - Friday, April 14, 2006 2:23 PM CDT
You are an awesome family! I have a son who just turned 16 and another who turned 12 in December. I have shared Dakota's story with them. I am friends with Chase Wellenberger's family and have kept up with all the links Carrie has on Chase's website. Our thoughts and prayers have been with you and continue. dp
Debbie Poe <dpoe@akinindustries.com>
Monticello, AR - Friday, April 14, 2006 1:44 PM CDT
I was led to your cb page through another site. When the two boys' picture came up, I was drawn to read your journal history. It has been quite a roller coaster for your family. I am sorry that you lost your son.
I have two sons myself, and I would like to think that if I lost one of them, that I would be as strong in my faith as you have been. Keep remembering the blessed 15 years you had with Dakota. One sweet day you will all be together again.
Love from Louisiana...
Kathy <ksmithtaylor@aol.com>
Minden, LA USA - Thursday, April 13, 2006 10:08 PM CDT
Keep Look'n up! How true is that!!!
May God bless you all as you miss your son, Dakota. He lives on in our hearts as we remember him. And he is having a great time in heaven. I can only imagine!
Our little girl went to be with Jesus 15 years ago and I am still "Look'n Up!" Tears need to flow and our hearts are on the mend for the rest of our days on earth, but we are look'n up! Lord come quickly and may we live for Him each day.
Love in Jesus,
Lori LePage
The LePage Family <lepagefam@msn.com>
Rockwall, TX USA - Thursday, April 13, 2006 8:50 PM CDT
hey hawkins family! -- mr. hawkins that was a really touching entry you did and each time i visit this site i see how much of a hero dakota was not only to his family but this town....you all are in my prayers and i pray that yall have a wonderful Easter this Sunday--God Bless
love,
Emily Holder <emaleexo9@yahoo.com>
cabot, ar usa - Thursday, April 13, 2006 6:48 PM CDT
Keeping you in my thoughts and in my prayer's always.
LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca~~THE PRAYER BEARS~~>
EDMONTON
, - Thursday, April 13, 2006 1:55 PM CDT
Hawk , from one dad to another my heart breaks for you , i can only imagine the pain . this message is sealed with a prayer for you .
clint <clint.miller@afbic.com>
cabot, ar 72023 - Thursday, April 13, 2006 10:48 AM CDT
Dearest Hawkins-
I remember Dakota's thoughts to always be of others....what a blessing that child of God was and will forever continue to be! You are always in our prayers--lots of love!
Michele and Toby
Michele and Toby Cochran <weatherfordam@archildrens.org>
Cabot , AR USA - Wednesday, April 12, 2006 10:06 PM CDT
MR. HENRY AND HAWKiNS FAMiLY.. YOUR ENTRY MELTED MY HEART! OH DO WE ALL MiSS HiM VERY MUCH!! THAT iS SO EXCiTiNG TO KNOW THAT DAKOTA iS FACiNG OUR LORD AND SAViOR FACE TO FACE! WHAT A WONDERFUL EXPERiENCE THAT MUST BE!! AND YES WE WiLL KEEP THE FAiTH!! iT AMAZES ME MORE AND MORE EVERY DAY HOW STRONG YOU GUYS ARE!! i LOOK UP TO YA'LL!! i CONTiNUE TO PRAY DAiLY. LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH!!*
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Wednesday, April 12, 2006 5:31 PM CDT
Dear Henry,
The tears began anew as I read your entry. Holidays cause even more memories to flood our minds & hearts. Sometimes, it's the unexpected that triggers my emotions: Peeps Marshmallow chicks bring tears for me right now. Everyone tells me that the memories will become less painful and much sweeter as time passes. As we near the celebration of Easter, heaven and it's glories are more precious to me than ever before. This week my heart keeps singing "When We All Get to Heaven". (Okay, I know that hymns aren't the 'in' music at Westland, but my heart STILL sings hymns!)
Sing the wondrous love of Jesus,
Sing His mercy and His grace.
In the mansions bright and blessčd
He’ll prepare for us a place.
When we all get to Heaven,
What a day of rejoicing that will be!
When we all see Jesus,
We’ll sing and shout the victory!
While we walk the pilgrim pathway,
Clouds will overspread the sky;
But when traveling days are over,
Not a shadow, not a sigh.
When we all get to Heaven,
What a day of rejoicing that will be!
When we all see Jesus,
We’ll sing and shout the victory!
Let us then be true and faithful,
Trusting, serving every day;
Just one glimpse of Him in glory
Will the toils of life repay.
When we all get to Heaven,
What a day of rejoicing that will be!
When we all see Jesus,
We’ll sing and shout the victory!
Onward to the prize before us!
Soon His beauty we’ll behold;
Soon the pearly gates will open;
We shall tread the streets of gold.
When we all get to Heaven,
What a day of rejoicing that will be!
When we all see Jesus,
We’ll sing and shout the victory!
The song has new meaning for me. I look forward to the day when we are ALL in heaven.
You are in my prayers and thoughts.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Wednesday, April 12, 2006 1:57 PM CDT
Henry,
My heart was so,so touched as i read your message.We
have also lost a child and know the ache that is in your
heart that never goes away but in time with the Lord's help
it will get more bearable.Dakota was a very special young man and though his journey here on earth was far to short in
that time he touched so,so many hearts and lives he left behind a very powerful legacy my friend and he will live on
in the hearts of all of us who knew and loved Dakota.Treasure those memories Henry,hold on to each of them and as our Dakota would say "Keep The Faith"
Trish/Angel_Wings <Kngboyer@aol.com>
Kingston, TN USA - Wednesday, April 12, 2006 12:41 AM CDT
Uncle Henry,
Thank you for sharing such a sweet message. I can't help but cry when I think of sweet Dakota and how much you all must miss him. Dakota and I would watch food network together at Grandma and Papas. I loved that! Noone ever wants to watch it with me and assuming Dakota had that same problem, you watching it, I'm sure was very appreciated! Don't forget I'm always around (and Alex too) if you need me. I will pray for a peaceful day of remberance for you all on Easter. This is Dakota's first Easter in Jesus' presence! You think they have a party? If they do, I bet Dakota is helping plan for it!
All of my prayers and love,
Amy
Amy Leonard <aeleonard@ualr.edu>
Cabot, Ar US - Wednesday, April 12, 2006 12:31 AM CDT
Oh what an Easter celebration they must have in heaven! Endless rejoicing over victory through the blood of Jesus over death; new life in Him, victorious over our enemy cancer. Do you think that everyday in heaven is a grand Easter celebration?
Henry, my Dakota emotions remain very near the surface and when I read your beautiful entry they all spilled over again. Treasure those memories forever. Tuck them deep down in your heart. Cancer can never rob you of those...they are yours for keeps until you see your precious boy again in glory.
The thing that I remember about Dakota was he was always so concerned for others. He didn't bemoan his circumstances. I hung up the phone from him one day in wonder. He had just gotten out of PICU and was settling back into a room on gold. (Side note: I always loved to talk to Sharon, but my heart would do an extra big leap when Dakota would anser.) Anyway, at the time of this phone call, tons of folks were sick in Cabot--the normal winter cold/flu stuff. He was worried about his dear friend Zach Coy's fever. Not whining about having just survived another huge scare in ICU, but asking me to lift up his Zach. He knew there was power in prayer and sincerely thanked me for thinking of him and pleaded for more prayer. Faithful to his God, his family, his friends--that's what I cherish the most about Dakota. I could always count on him to help me give Fry a hard time too and I will never, ever think about sports or alligators again without thinking of Dakota. Those are the memories I've tucked deep in my heart. I miss him Sharon and Henry, and I hurt so deeply for you because I know my sorrow and struggle with my own grief is just a tiny measure of your loss. How you get up in the morning and press on is a mystery to me. I thank God for empowering you to do that and ask Him to continue to pour out His strength and peace.
I love you!
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Wednesday, April 12, 2006 12:31 AM CDT
DakotaWin and Co,
I remember too, Henry, the conversations I had with Dakota. I never felt like I was talking to a child with Dakota, I always felt I was talking with an adult. I remember one conversation where he asked if I could put an engine in a corvette! It broke my heart to know he wasn't a MUSTANG man, but I appreciated the fact he would talk 'cars' with me! Never got to do the brake job lesson with him, I probably scared him with the time I did the Jeep!
I still miss Dakota. He was my buddy. If he would have coached, do you think he would have taken Pete Carrols' place at USC? Please say a prayer for my mom tonight, as she is having a stint put in tomorrow. I love you guys.
Fry the computer Guy <IMissDakota@GoHogsGo.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Wednesday, April 12, 2006 7:59 AM CDT
Dear Hawkins Family,
Ever since you guys left the Holy Land I've still been keeping myself updated through the website. Over the time I got to know you guys at Hadassah I was in awe at your ongoing strength and belief in Gd. I am sure that it has been your unfailing faith that’s what kept Dakota going especially this last year against all the odds. I'll never forget those couple of weeks at Hadassah when Dakota didn't have any blood counts, but with your prayers he pulled through and managed to jump over all the other life threatening hurdles.
Dakota lives on in our memories and hearts.
My Sincere Condolences,
Elana Weisberg
Elana Weisberg <lonibelle@hotmail.com>
Jerusalem, Israel - Wednesday, April 12, 2006 7:59 AM CDT
Hawkins, I hurt for your family. I rejoice that Dakota is no longer in pain/sick. I hope that Sharon is feeling better. I have been praying regularly for your whole family. In Christ, Melanie Scroggins
The Scroggins' family
Tulsa, Ok. - Tuesday, April 11, 2006 11:09 PM CDT
Dear Sharon,Henry, and Riley, Still missing that young man,Dakota and his entries. I loved how he was always telling us to keep the faith.Keeping up with you and how you were all ministering to us as you were facing the problems you had to face,helped me go through several problems that was bothering us. I could always get on your site and feel better after reading your entries. Still remembering you in prayers and yes, you remain in our thoughts.If you ever need to talk,please call me. Love you folks, Joanne, Ted,Toni and DiDi.
Joanne Baker
No.LittleRock,, Ar. - Tuesday, April 11, 2006 9:05 PM CDT
Dear Henry,
I have just finished reading your message to our precious Dakota - I'm sure he read it also. We moved to Cabot the summer before you and Jimmy started 5th grade, instantly, you became best friends for life and I gained another son. You were also such a kind caring person and have grown into a wonderful Father, Husband, Son, Brother, Friend and Godly Christian man. You married a beautiful precious lady that we all adore. Now we have two "adopted" Grandsons and love them very very much. I hurt for you, Sharon, Riley and all of us that have broken hearts and miss our Dakota so much. We know he is in heaven completely healed and is happy with Jesus knowing that we find comfort.
Our prayers continue without ceasing for all of you - thanks for letting us be a part of your extended family.
I pray Sharon's neck and back are feeling better. Give Riley a big hug for us.
Love and God's Blessings on your sweet family.
Your Texas Grandmother
Pat Marshall <tbmarshall@ev1.net>
KATY, TX - Tuesday, April 11, 2006 8:04 PM CDT
Hey Riley...We are keeping you in our prayers! I hope you have a good day today. Good luck on testing! Bye
Love Always,
KaYeLyN JoHnSoN
Kayelyn Johnson <panther_chick_11@yahoo.com>
Cabot , Ar - Tuesday, April 11, 2006 12:27 AM CDT
Praise Jesus for the Resurrection. That even in death we can know that it has been defeated and we will rise to meet Him again because of the sacrifice He was willing to make. I know Dakota's first Easter in heaven will be glorious. May the arms of Jesus surround you with comfort and the truth that He is sufficient for your pain, your grief, your life's purpose until the end when you can be reunited with Him and precious Dakota again. We love you and keep you in our prayers.
Shannon Ede <shannon@edefamily.net>
Round Rock, TX - Tuesday, April 11, 2006 9:30 AM CDT
Praying for your healing Sharon. Haven't we had some beautiful Arkansas weather? We think of you everyday and still have you in our prayers. Happy Easter.
The Layrock Family
Sheridan, AR - Tuesday, April 11, 2006 7:47 AM CDT
*HEY ALL!! JUST THOUGHT iD DROP iN AND SAY HEY! i SAW THE THREE OF YOU AT THE TRACK MEET iN BEEBE TODAY BUT DiDN'T GET THE CHANCE TO SAY HEY. (i THiNK i SAW YA'LL RiGHT AS YA'LL WERE LEAViNG) SO i DiDN'T GET TO SEE RiLEY RUN.. BUT iM SURE HE DiD WONDERFUL! i CONTiNUE TO PRAY FOR EACH OF YA'LL! i LOVE YOU ALL AND HERE iF YOU EVER NEED ANYTHiNG!*
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Monday, April 10, 2006 7:51 PM CDT
Dearest Sharon,
I am thinking of you this early evening. Praying that your neck is better soon.
Love you!
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Monday, April 10, 2006 6:23 PM CDT
Sunday morning at 3 am as I sat feeding my new son, your precious boy entered my thoughts once again. I just sat and smiled at all the sweet memories that I have of Dakota. It would take up so much space to give examples of the many times that he made me smile and laugh. The hospital was not the ideal setting to form a friendship, but that is definitely what we did. I will always cherish the memories of just sitting in his room talking with him about "normal" things. I was able to watch him grow on so many different levels. His heart never changed, he walked into that hospital with a loving heart and left there just the same. As you have heard many times, Dakota was such a blessing to so many people. Your family became our family. Thank you for the many life lessons that you taught by your daily walk with the Lord, and continue to teach through your updates. I am forever changed because of the time that God allowed me to spend with Dakota. He is not forgotten, and never will be. When you feel up to it, come by and see us. We love you all and miss you very much.
Lora P. <loraparker@comcast.net>
3-Gold, - Monday, April 10, 2006 5:05 PM CDT
Just a reminder that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
melissa benson <jan1026@aol.com>
katy, tx - Monday, April 10, 2006 4:49 PM CDT
Hi Sharon, Henry, and Riley, Just wanted you to know I miss Dakota everyday. You are all in my thoughts and prayers daily. Love, Steph
Stephanie <messicksa@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR - Monday, April 10, 2006 4:21 PM CDT
Aunt Sharon,
Praying for your back and your neck to heal quickly and for comfort and joy.
Uncle Henry,
Praying for your strength and for all of those precious memories of Dakota to fill your heart with joy.
Riley,
I am always praying for your strength and gladness. Let's hang out this week! I think Thursday would be good so if that's cool with you then just think of something you wanna do and that's what we'll do.
Love to all,
Amy
Amy Leonard <aeleonard@ualr.edu>
Cabot, Ar US - Monday, April 10, 2006 9:09 AM CDT
Still here...still remembering...still praying...
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Sunday, April 9, 2006 10:08 PM CDT
hey hawkins family! this wkend i have been thinking and praying for you all a whole lot--iono what it has been but lately Dakota is all i can think about and yalls family! you are in the prayers of many and i just hope yall are doing ok! this past wednesday a lot of us wore our shirts and we plan to continue to do this -- God bless yall! love you--
emily holder <emaleexo9@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, April 9, 2006 8:55 PM CDT
Dear Hawkins,
Thinking of you and praying for you.
I. Samuel 20:18:
Thou (Dakota) shalt be missed, for thy seat will be empty.
Hope you are feeling better, Sharon. I know neck and back pain can be awful. We love you all.
Barb
Barbara Mize <rickandbarbmize@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Sunday, April 9, 2006 6:26 PM CDT
i am still thinking of yall. we still wear our shirts at school and i pray for yall every night. i hope yall are ok.
chase grantham
cabot jr high south, AR U.S. - Sunday, April 9, 2006 10:07 AM CDT
Still praying for all of you.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Sunday, April 9, 2006 7:14 AM CDT
Hello! Can't believe it but my computer is not working and I can't get anyone to sit down and look at what's wrong with it! Do you know anyone? I need a referral, Ha! I have been praying for you and am sure that God is taking care of you in all of your everyday routine. May you feel all of the blessings that are sent your way by all of us who love you so dearly. Hope to see you soon! Love,C
Cindy <clld859579@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, April 8, 2006 7:45 PM CDT
Thinking of you........all our love!
Michele and Toby
Michele Cochran <weatherfordam@archildrens.org>
Cabot , AR USA - Friday, April 7, 2006 11:30 PM CDT
Still sending prayers up to our Savior on behalf of your family!
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, April 6, 2006 6:13 PM CDT
Wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts and paryers. I love you and miss you. I miss seeing Dakota's smile. Hope to see you soon.
Delores
- Thursday, April 6, 2006 4:01 PM CDT
Dear Henry, Sharon and Riley, You are still in our thoughts and prayers daily. Not a day goes by that we do not think of you. Keep the faith Cindy
Cindy Flesher <crteam@classicnet.net>
Cabot, AR United States - Thursday, April 6, 2006 3:20 PM CDT
for the past few days i have been thinking about you all alot you are constantly in my prayers. God bless,
emily holder <emaleexo9@yahoo.com>
cabot , ar usa - Thursday, April 6, 2006 1:27 PM CDT
always here........t.mo-
trisa morrison <troyandtrisa@yahoo.com>
cabot, ar us - Thursday, April 6, 2006 11:19 AM CDT
Good morning Hawkins Family, stopped by to check on you and let you know that we are still lifting your family up in prayers. Sharon, I pray that your back and neck heal and that you are able to rest. Big hugs to you, Boyd
Teresa Boyd <sixboyds@adelphia.net>
- Thursday, April 6, 2006 6:15 AM CDT
Hey everyone,
Well i have really been thinking about yall and Dakota today. for some reason today has been a hard day. I have really thought about all the memories and then seeing riley and Mr. Hawkins at school was really hard on me today because yall were on my mind so much. Yall are always in my thoughts and prayers i love yall!! may God Bless yall
keeping the faith
Haylea Bryant <tap@centrytel.net>
- Wednesday, April 5, 2006 8:56 PM CDT
Sharon Henry and Riley
I have had this verse sitting on my dresser since 8th grade. We made a "picture" of it in 8th grade Sunday School and when I was cleaning my room I saw it and when I read it I thought of you all.
2 Corinthians 4:16-18
Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all.So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.
Alwayz-a-prayin'
Erin Larsen
Erin Larsen <still_thinking_of_you@www.com>
- Wednesday, April 5, 2006 4:28 PM CDT
Dear Henry and Sharon, Keeping your family close to our hearts. And praying for your family daily. Not a day passes that I don't think about you. Denise James and Family
Denise James <dmjames@littlerock.org.>
Austin, Ark Usa - Wednesday, April 5, 2006 2:44 PM CDT
Love you so much! Praying always for you.
Amy Leonard <aeleonard@ualr.edu>
Cabot, Ar US - Wednesday, April 5, 2006 2:43 PM CDT
I woke up with you on my heart. Praying for you.
Melissa.Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, Tx - Wednesday, April 5, 2006 9:17 AM CDT
Morning Hawkins! Hope all is going well for you. Thinking of you and praying.
Kelly Monroe
Cabot, AR - Wednesday, April 5, 2006 6:06 AM CDT
Dearest Hawkins-
You are on our hearts tonight.....praying for you!! God bless!
Love
Michele and Toby
Michele Cochran <weatherfordam@archildrens.org>
Cabot , AR USA - Tuesday, April 4, 2006 10:56 PM CDT
"Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood
the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him. James 1:12 -
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Tuesday, April 4, 2006 7:48 PM CDT
We are thinking of you everyday and everytime I wake up in the Morring,Dakota picture is in our bed room and in the living room. Destini has a picture in her room and Christina is in the scrap book and she got 3or4 pages for Dakota and one day she wants to show you. Your in our thoughts and need anything let us know.
As Dakota would say how is Charles ?Is about the same.We hope The Lords Ranch will help
John,Doris,Destini,Christina,Charles <johndorisb@aol.com>
Ward, Ar Lonoke - Tuesday, April 4, 2006 2:58 PM CDT
Just wanted to let you know that I think of you all every day, I still have a picture of Dakota and I hanging here by my desk at work and a thank you card he wrote us. I miss him every day but know in my heart he wouldn't want to come back to us even if he had the chance, heaven is so much better of a place.
Love you guys.
Sandi <knightsandi@aol.com>
Houston, TX USA - Tuesday, April 4, 2006 2:21 PM CDT
Dearest Sharon,
I just had myself a long Dakota cry. A coworker walked by and asked me why I looked so sad today and the flood gates just opened up and I wept bitterly. Please don't think for one minute that we're all just back to our "normal" lives and not missing your boy. I love you and I want to be certain that you know you are not alone. Lean on the Lord and lean on us. On my knees for all those who miss Dakota today, especially you sweet Sharon, strong Henry and brave Riley. I think I will go take a walk to gather myself before my day gets crazy again.
I love you!
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Tuesday, April 4, 2006 12:07 AM CDT
Hey fam!
Miss you guys! Please let me know if there is anything I can do. Rake, clean, takin Riley out, whatever. You just let me know and I'll be there. 501-454-3810. Riley has the number too. Love you all. Praying for you often.
Love,
Amy
Amy Leonard <aeleonard@ualr.edu>
Cabot, Ar US - Tuesday, April 4, 2006 12:06 AM CDT
Dear Hawkins Family,
We love you & think of you daily.
The Harrells
Jan Harrell <jangharrell@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Tuesday, April 4, 2006 8:20 AM CDT
Sharon, Henry & Riley,
It was such a suprise to have run into Henry in Branson! I sure hope you all had a nice time. Nicole said she had seen you Sharon at the pool, by the time I had gotten there you had already gone. I'm sorry that I had missed you. It was a true blessing to our family to have met up with you so many years ago on the soccer field! Dakota and Riley enjoyed competition even at such a young age! It was such a sweet and innocent time and those memories will always be precious. Not too long ago, in the eigth grade I believe, we had taken Dakota, Gary, Zach, Austin & I think Scott bowling and they all had such a great time together. Making jokes and seeing who could roll the ball with the craziest spin! They had the whole place howling! It was Cosmic Bowling night so their shoes and the pins all glowed in the dark which or course made everything they did even funnier! They really were very cute! Dakota really enjoyed himself and had a wonderful time. I knew at the time what a gift it was for all of them to be together and I am thankful for the time they shared that night. Just wanted to share that with you too. We love you all. Know you are in our prayers and thoughts.
Rhonda
Rhonda Clark <ngclark@cebridge.net>
Austin, AR United States - Monday, April 3, 2006 10:21 PM CDT
Aunt Sharon,
Thank you for the entries from that book. They are so usefuk in my quiet times and I know so many others feel the same way.
All the Fam,
You guys are in my prayers everyday. Miss you all! Riley, come see me soon man. Alex misses you! He keeps saying you guys need a rematch!
Love always,
Amy
Amy Leonard <aeleonard@ualr.edu>
Cabot, Ar US - Monday, April 3, 2006 4:03 PM CDT
Hi, you don't know me, but I have had your family in my prayers for such a long time. Miss Stephanie Harper and I are friends in Lonoke. I know that Dakota was such a blessing to so many people. Caleb is in my school and his mom and I grew up together. I truly believe that God Almighty has a purpose for each of us. I know that your loss was not in vain. Thank you for sharing Dakota with so many for so long.
In Christ's love from Lonoke.
Holly
Holly Dewey <dewey@lonoke.k12.ar.us>
Lonoke, AR USA - Monday, April 3, 2006 2:32 PM CDT
Sharon, Once again, you have touched my very soul....You can hear his spirit, remember the bird, and the master buck...He is all around you, and today as we visited, the glow that was around you was amazing. As I listened to you speak, I sat in awe, at first I thought it was the sun, behind you, then I noticed the sun was in front of you...I had to swallow hard, as I felt myself about to loose it, I have pondered this much of today, and the Holy Spirit is so pouring out of you. Do you know how blessed I am that you are my friend. I am so proud of the "walk" that you have so elequently put forth over these last four weeks. My cup runneth over................always, T.mo-
trisa <troyandtrisa@yahoo.com>
cabot, ar us - Monday, April 3, 2006 2:26 PM CDT
I love you! Still very much mourning with you.
Love,
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Monday, April 3, 2006 12:05 AM CDT
Sharon, Henry and Riley,
I just wanted to say thank you to you for our visit last night. I stand in awe of you and your family. You are an amazing woman...we come to comfort you and we leave you refreshed and full of hope! Thank you again for loving my Corbin as your own. He loved Dakota so much and still misses him terribly. We are still praying for peace for your family. Words cannot express how you have touched my heart!
I found this recently and wanted to share it with you....
"What Cancer Can't Do" -- author unknown ...
It can not cripple love.
It can not shatter hope.
It can not corrode faith.
It can not eat away peace.
It can not destroy confidence.
It can not kill friendship.
It can not shut out memories.
It can not silence courage.
It can not invade the soul.
It can not reduce eternal life.
It can not quench the spirit.
It can not lessen the power of God!!
God Bless you all
Sandra Campbell (Corbin's mom) <sandra.l.campbell@us.army.mil>
Jacksonville, AR - Monday, April 3, 2006 11:34 AM CDT
Hello sweet family,
Sending love to you all. Spending lots of time remembering and sharing. Words cannot express our love and lonliness. Not hopelessness, just the pain of missing one so dear and near to our hearts. all our love. Aunt Donna and Bethany
Donna Gwinn <dgwinn@wcs.k12.ar.us>
- Monday, April 3, 2006 11:15 AM CDT
Sharon and Henry, You are still on our minds.Praying for all of you.Was talking to Let. Kovak last night and you are still on our mind and thoughts. You are such a wonderful bunch of people,who love GOD. Keep the faith as Dakota always said. I've went in on Caleb's site,thanks to you. We love you.
Joanne Baker <tonimae@swb.net>
No.LittleRock,, Ar. - Monday, April 3, 2006 8:53 AM CDT
Hey Henry, Sharon and Riley!
Angie and I have just returned from St. Louis where the bone marrow donation was a smooth operation. We arrived there Wednesday and the procedure was on Thursday. The nurse said the donation was already on its way that night to a 16 year old girl in Minnesota. We should know in about 30 days how things are progressing. I know Sharon that you and Riley had the same procedure done. I wanted to write you here on Dakota's site to share with all who pray for you just one more way how Dakota's life continues to bless. This girl and her family have been given the hope of life because of the bone marrow drive we had last year in Dakota's honor. I will let you know as we find out more about this young lady and her health. It will be a blessing to share with her and her family about your family.
Blessings and Prayers,
Danny Joslin
Danny Joslin <danny087@centurytel.net>
Austin, AR Lonoke - Monday, April 3, 2006 8:52 AM CDT
I am thinking of you this early a.m. Trusting you had a good spring break. Praying for all of you.
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Monday, April 3, 2006 1:00 AM CDT
Howdy Hawkins! I've been out of town and glad to be home. We spent spring break with family in the mountains of Georgia. Hope this weather slows down some. I wanted to enjoy a little more Spring! :) Take care and know that I am praying for you all,
Kelly Monroe
Cabot, AR - Sunday, April 2, 2006 9:14 PM CDT
Know that you're in my thoughts and prayers so very much!
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Sunday, April 2, 2006 7:11 PM CDT
Hi Sharon and Henry,
I have wanted to write to you again but it is so hard to know what to say. No mere words can really help but I hope the knowledge that people care and are still praying will help you. I think of you often and pray that God is healing the hurt and helping you with your grief.
May God bless you,
Ann (Colton's nanna)
prayforcolton.com
Ann Ward <wardx3@aristotle.net>
Maumelle, AR - Sunday, April 2, 2006 5:42 PM CDT
Hey everyone I miss you all so much!! I wish I could be there.I had so much fun over spring break and wish it wasn't over!!!!Hopefully i will see you soon!Aunt Sharon I just wanted to tell you how much you mean to me!Your advise the other week meant lots to me and I love your stories!You are so wonderful...I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!i thank the lord every day for lettin me be a part of your family and knowing Dakota!!I love ya'll!!!
E mily Leonard <www.pauline@seark.net>
Monticello, AR USA - Sunday, April 2, 2006 5:25 PM CDT
Five months ago, on November 2, Terry went to his heavenly home. Two months ago, on February 2, Lacey moved into her new home. One month ago, Dakota arrived, too. Just a reminder that I'm praying for you, today.
OK, time to celebrate! Gracie's Indoor Drumline from Mayde Creek won first place in the concert division of the TCGA State competition yesterday. They were the highest scoring group in the enitre competition with 90.65 points. I am SO proud of them. Tears of joy were mingled with some tears that Terry missed it. I thank our Lord, we can celebrate, again.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Sunday, April 2, 2006 10:45 AM CDT
Hello, I don't believe we ever got to meet but I believe I remember seeing Dakota walking the halls on Gold while we were in patient. I just wanted to stop in to let you know we are thinking of you and praying for you. May God bless you all.
Kathy and Brandon www.caringbridge.org/ar/brandontyler <poohbear24too@hotmail.com>
San Antonio, TX USA - Saturday, April 1, 2006 11:36 PM CST
Thinking of you today. Praying!
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Saturday, April 1, 2006 3:22 PM CST
Praying for you today.
Eddie and Diana Layrock <layrockcrew@hotmail.com>
Sheridan, AR - Saturday, April 1, 2006 9:07 AM CST
Thinking of you Sharon and Henry. I have no idea what to say. Love to you. When you need a get-away, we would love to have all of you.
Rhonda Bell <rhondaraybell@yahoo.com>
Fair Oaks Ranch, TX USA - Friday, March 31, 2006 4:08 PM CST
Hey fam,
Just wanted to let you know I'm praying for you every time you pop in to my head. Today I was thinking of a precious memory I have of Dakota. One day we were cooking together, shrimp alfredo! Sharon, you must really make it fabulous because every step Dakota had to call you and make sure that I was doing it right. Boy did he love shrimp alfredo! That day was so much fun. From the grocery store to the finished product we had a blast. That day is so precious to me! I love you all very much. Riley, hope you had a good time last night. You still got some spring break left! Hope it's great.
Love Always,
Amy
Amy Leonard <aeleonard@ualr.edu>
Cabot, Ar US - Friday, March 31, 2006 3:31 PM CST
How many times over the last months have I visited your site, wanting to sign your guestbook, but not even coming close to finding words? More than you can possibly believe...my words are so inadequate.
You are still very heavy on my heart, and in my prayers. I know you will continue to seek Him in all that you do and all that is to come.
Much love,
Kim Cook <kim.cook@cps.k12.ar.us>
Austin, AR USA - Friday, March 31, 2006 2:55 PM CST
Sharon, Praying for you,Henry and Riley.Praying that the problem with your neck is healing. I can't even imagine how much pain your going through right now. We just have to keep the faith, as Dakota would tell us. I'm doing that now,as DiDi has been told by her insurance co; that she can't go to M.D.Anderson or any other hospital that has experimental programs. She can only go to Mayo Clinic and they have dropped her from the program there. We will keep the faith and pray. Always remember that you are in our thoughts and prayers. Love you folks, Joanne,Ted,and Toni
Joanne Baker <tonimae@swbell.net>
No.LittleRock,, Ar. - Friday, March 31, 2006 8:02 AM CST
Thinking of you this morning........all our love
Toby and Michele
Toby and Michele Cochran <weatherfordam@archildrens.org>
Cabot, Ar USA - Friday, March 31, 2006 7:38 AM CST
Words are so inadequate. You are on my heart.
Tammy <tammykinley@yahool.com>
Flower Mound, TX - Thursday, March 30, 2006 10:24 PM CST
Sharon,
Did you get the poem I sent to you? I hope so. Still thinking of you and Henry and Riley daily. Love you.
Barb
Barbara Mize <rickandbarbmize@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Thursday, March 30, 2006 7:30 PM CST
Thinking about all of you tonight. The weather looks like rain and I bet that doesn't help your neck Sharon. I sure hope that your getting lots of rest this Spring Break. Praying for all of you!
Tanya Spillane <sharkee99@juno.com>
- Thursday, March 30, 2006 7:08 PM CST
hey yall! hope yalls spring break is going good -- you are in my prayers daily -- love yall!
Emily Holder <emaleexo9@yahoo.com>
cabot, ar usa - Thursday, March 30, 2006 3:40 PM CST
HEY HAWKiNS FAMiLY! JUST DROPPiNG iN TO SAY HEY AND THAT i THiNK ABOUT YA'LL DAiLY! HOPE ALL iS WELL! i AM STiLL PRAYiNG FOR YA'Ll!
RiLEY, i HOPE YOU ARE HAViNG A WONDERFUL SPRiNG BREAK!!
LOVE YOU GUYS!!
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Thursday, March 30, 2006 3:04 PM CST
Dear Hawkins Family,
Thinking of each of you today and keeping you in prayer.
Love,
The Belt Family
Debbie Belt <dgvbelt@aol.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Thursday, March 30, 2006 12:28 AM CST
Thinking of you this morning.
Prayfully,
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Thursday, March 30, 2006 9:50 AM CST
Hello,
You don't know me, my Aunt Elaine Moran from Cabot, AR sent me an email to this link for my best friend. I wanted to check up on you guys b/c I remember her telling me about your son. My best friends son, who is 13 and has ALL had a Bone Marrow transplant this past Thurs. I drove his older brother and younger brothers and grandmother down to San Antonio for this procedure. His older brother Kole was the donor, he's 15. Anyway I just wanted you to know that I prayed for you and your family and your hearts today. You can't explain the hurt and I can't imagine and frankly don't want to but as I tell my best friend Kerry, just know that people love her, her family, and are praying for them and you deal with things in life because you have too you don't have an option and Thank God he somehow, someway gives us the strength, minute by minute, day by day to just carry on we just have to hold on to him. God Bless you today, this minute, this second. Sincerely, Kim Wright
Kim Wright
Glenwood, AR USA - Thursday, March 30, 2006 9:16 AM CST
Thinking of you today.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Thursday, March 30, 2006 8:16 AM CST
Good Morning Hawkins Family, Hope Sharon is much better. Had you on my mind as I woke up this morning. I want all the Prayer warriors to pray for our daughter Di.Di. Wilson. Her platlet count is over 1 millon and the doctors at Mayo Clinic have dropped her from the Trial Group,says she's not responding to it.We are praying that her insurance will let her go to M.D.Anderson in Houston.If she gets better they told her she might be able to get a bone marrow transplant. Please pray with us. She will leave today for home. You met her at vistation for Dakota. She had a dream about Dakota 2 weeks before he died. Love you, Joanne,Ted and Toni
Joanne Baker <tonimae@swbell.net>
No.LittleRock,, Ar. - Thursday, March 30, 2006 6:08 AM CST
Sharon,
Just sitting here crying...for me...and you...and all the other moms. I wish I could give you a hug - but really, I could use one. Like the ocean, sometimes the waves of grief are enormous and in full sight for all to see - and sometimes they are just below the surface, not as strong, not as obvious -but they are still there, just the same. And life will never be the same - the way we look at EVERYTHING - and that's o.k. Our lives have changed and so have our hearts. And that's good.
Sitting beside you in prayer without saying a word,
Pamela
www.caringbridge.org/tx/dinahmatthews
Pamela Matthews <gmatth@clearsail.net>
Houston, TX USA - Wednesday, March 29, 2006 2:03 PM CST
Hello Hawkins Family, You remain in our thoughts and prayers. Sharon, we're praying every so special healing to remove the pain from your neck just as I'm praying. I thank you Lord for any and all blessings for Sharon and the Hawkins Family.Amen I woke up with you on my mind this morning. Our Di Di had test done Monday at Mayo Clinin and is to get test results today and may come home tomorrow if everything is o.k. Still praying for little Caleb.Love you, Joanne,Ted,and Toni
Joanne Baker <tonimae@swbell.net>
No.LittleRock,, Ar. - Wednesday, March 29, 2006 4:50 AM CST
Thinking of you.
Tiffany Johnston <jntjohnston@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, March 29, 2006 2:11 AM CST
You are still constantly in our thoughts and prayers. We love you very much.
Kelley Cowley <kelleycowley@hotmail.com>
North Little Rock, AR USA - Tuesday, March 28, 2006 11:25 PM CST
praying for you, Mrs. Sharon
Lindsey Frizzell
- Tuesday, March 28, 2006 9:30 PM CST
I have just now learned of Dakota's passing. I am so sorry and will be in prayer for your family. I have been wearing the Keep the Faith wrist band for many months...
Jerry Kline <klines@airmail.net>
Argyle, TX USA - Tuesday, March 28, 2006 4:30 PM CST
Know that your family is still in my thoughts and prayers so very much!
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Tuesday, March 28, 2006 4:22 PM CST
Keeping you in my thoughts and in my prayer's always.
LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca ~THE PRAYER BEARS~>
EDMONTON
, - Tuesday, March 28, 2006 12:19 AM CST
Keeping you in my prayers.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
katy, TX - Tuesday, March 28, 2006 8:52 AM CST
Thinking of you all this morning. I'm praying for each of you and will continue to do so. Much love and miss you,
Lora P. <loraparker@comcast.net>
3-Gold, - Tuesday, March 28, 2006 8:38 AM CST
Hi! My name is Shonda Caldwell, I don't know if we have met at Childrens' or not but we have had the same journey with our children. My heart breaks and my prayers are with you all. My daughter Sarah Grace was only 2 when she passed away in 2003. The loss of a child is difficult, but God sustains us and we can only survive through His grace and strength. I just wanted you to know there were others praying for you who understood your pain. If you ever need to talk, my email is hisgrace@seark.net.
Sarah's page was www.caringbridge.com/ar/sarahgrace.
Love & Prayers
Shonda Caldwell
Shonda Caldwell <hisgrace@seark.net>
Star City, AR USA - Tuesday, March 28, 2006 8:22 AM CST
Sharon, we are praying for you that God heals your neck and correct the disk. There is a song that we sing at church in that song there is a verse that state "Just melt in your peace" Just can not get that out of my mind tonight after reading the journal tonight, I pray that you just let God peace melt in you and your heart. I know there is going to tough times, but please remember we are here for you,Henry and Riley. Love ya'll
Jeff, Karen, Dalton and Miss Ann Madding <maddingjdk@classicnet.net >
Austin, AR usa - Monday, March 27, 2006 10:05 PM CST
Henry, Sharon & Riley--
We haven't written in some time, but please know that we are continuing to lift your family up in prayer. The impact that Dakota left on this world is truly amazing.
Kelly & Jo Ellen Hayes <khayesfamily@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR 72023 - Monday, March 27, 2006 6:57 PM CST
“When I think of the wisdom and scope of his plan I fall down on my knees and pray to the Father of all the great family of God… that out of his glorious, unlimited resources he will give you the mighty inner strengthening of his Holy Spirit. And I pray that Christ will be more and more at home in your hearts, living within you as you trust in him. May your roots go down deep into the soil of God’s marvelous love, and may you be able to feel and understand how long, how wide, how deep, and how high his love really is; and to experience this love for yourself, though it is so great that you will never see the end of it or fully know or understand it. And so at last you will be filled up with God himself.” Ephesians 3:14-19
We went through some pictures this weekend and found a picture of the boys (young and old, and I mean old) riding the motorcycle. I remember how excited they were to ride around with my dad and their great big grins on their faces. Just wanted to share a great memory we will always cherish. We love y’all.
“For no other god can do what this One does.” Daniel 3:29
TJ and Christi Richards <christi@westland.cc>
houston, TX USA - Monday, March 27, 2006 6:30 PM CST
Hello Henry, Sharon and Riley,
As we speak almost daily, I take signing into our guestbook for granted.
Someone told me the other day that I must have been one of the best aunts in the world. Not really, just one of the most blessed aunts in the world. I got to share 15 years with my sweet Dakota and share in his wonderful short life. Jokingly, I used to tell Dakota, I want to be your cool aunt. He always replied" I love you Aunt Donna". He didn't really care if i was a cool aunt or not, just that I was HIS aunt. What an awesome blessing it was to be DAkota's aunt.
I truly am the most blessed aunt. sending my love to my sweet Riley. Riley, we have a lot of catching up to do. I hope I can keep up with you. i know that you can give your cousin Beth a run for her money. WE love you and cannot wait to see you all!! Aunt Donna
Donna Gwinn <dgwinn@wcps.k12.ar.us>
- Monday, March 27, 2006 3:42 PM CST
Dear Henry, Sharon and Riley. I was making an entry in my daily journal today and noticed that exactly one year ago Dakota spent the day at our home. We didn't do a whole lot as he was tired and as usual had no need to be entertained. He and Scott took a little walk in the sunshine and spent most of the afternoon watching old Andy Griffith reruns. What I cherish most about the memory of that day was Dakota's ability to make each and every one of us feel as though we were the most special people in his world during the time he spent with us. He was always such a joy to be around as he made it a point to remind us to be grateful for even the smallest of graces. On that day he expressed his gratitude for so many things, among them his love and trust in a God who had seen him through so many difficult days. His example of great love and faith will always be an inspiration to those of us left behind. I can only imagine how you must miss him and I pray that God is comforting you right at this moment.
John Giblin <john@clinstudy.com>
Austin, AR USA - Monday, March 27, 2006 2:59 PM CST
Dear Hawkins Family, Just a note to let you know you are still in my thoughts and prayers. Sharon, I am praying for your back and neck to be healed. I am praying for rest and healing for all of you.
Sherry Carson <scarson@drewmemorial.org>
Monticello, AR USA - Monday, March 27, 2006 1:41 PM CST
I know it's been awhile since the passing but I still pray for u everyday. I am sorry I was unable to attend the formal services for Dakota but I had ur whole family in mind the entire time. I hope everything is going better and that you continue to live your lives and still miss him. I hope everything goes how you want it and just to know that many people are still out there that care for ur family as much as me...-Best Wishes**Ashlee
Ashlee S. <Adelleane4@Yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR US - Monday, March 27, 2006 12:09 AM CST
Henry and family,
We are still praying for you and your family. I just want to say thanks for sharing your story with my family, our faith is stronger because of it. Hope ya have a great day.
Love ya in the Lord,
The Layrock's
Eddie Layrock <layrocke@poyen.k12.ar.us>
Sheridan, Arkansas USA - Monday, March 27, 2006 9:36 AM CST
Good to see you guys in church yesterday! You are still on our hearts and minds everyday. I hope Ms. Sharon's back and neck gets better. Please let us know if you need anything. Love you all!!!
Corey, Amy, Alex, Lauren and Logan <gptitle5@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR usa - Monday, March 27, 2006 8:18 AM CST
Hawkins Family,
It was good to see you all in church today. I know that it is something you are so glad to be able to do, but at the same time it is difficult.
You are constantly in my thoughts and prayers.
Christy Melder <lmcm@cebridge .net>
Cabot, AR - Sunday, March 26, 2006 9:42 PM CST
Love you.
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Sunday, March 26, 2006 8:26 PM CST
You are very much on my heart and in my prayers. Before November 2, I had all the right words to say. Since that day, however, I have realized how little I can say to lighten your burden. I can lift you continually to our Lord in prayer and I am doing that. After Terry's death, there were so many things that happened that were obviously gifts from God. My aunt pointed out that God doesn't remove the pain, but He does smooth the edges a bit for His children. I pray for smoother edges for each of you.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Sunday, March 26, 2006 3:53 PM CST
Dearest Hawkins,
Seeing you all the other night touched my heart....I pray for a safe spring break and a relaxing trip. May God continue to warm your heart with all the wonderful memories of sweet Dakota. Lots of love!!!
Michele
Sharon- your aches and pains are in my prayers....hope you feel much better soon!!
Michele Cochran <weatherfordam@archildrens.org>
Cabot , Ar USA - Sunday, March 26, 2006 1:58 PM CST
*HEY HAWKiNS FAMiLY!! JUST WANTED TO DROP iN AND SAY THAT i CONTiNUE TO PRAY FOR YA'LL!! i WilL NEVER FORGET WHEN ME AND TARA CAME OVER AND HAD A LOT OF FUN SPENDiNG TiME WiTH DAKOTA! EVEN THOUGH DAKOTA DiDN'T FEEL TOO WELL THAT NiGHT, HE STAYED STRONG (LiKE ALWAYS) AND LET US KNOW THAT HE WAS HAViNG FUN! i'LL NEVER FORGET THE GATOR AND MANY OTHER MEMORiES i HAD WiTH DAKOTA!! iM SO THANKFUL THAT i WAS ABLE TO HANG OUT WiTH HiM AND HAVE SO MUCH FUN WiTH Him!! DAKOTA WAS A GREAT GUY AND WiLL ALWAYS HAVE A PLACE iN MY HEART!! i LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH!!*
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Sunday, March 26, 2006 9:08 AM CST
Henry, Sharon, This has to be the hardest thing we are having to go through. Without God's help, his strength we could not go through it. When troubles surround me I can feel his helping hand through it. We love you all. Thank you for praying for us and Caleb. We pray Sharon gets better and her aches and pains go away. Lots of love to you, Adam, Laurie, Cody and Caleb
Laurie Sims <Lsims71@cs.com>
Lonoke, AR USA - Saturday, March 25, 2006 10:37 PM CST
The lights go out all around me
One last candle to keep out the night
And then the darkness surrounds me
I know I'm alive
But I feel like I've died
And all that's left is to accept that it's over
My dreams ran like sand through the fists that I made
I try to keep warm but I just grow colder
I feel like I'm slipping away
After all this has passed
I still will remain
After I've cried my last
There'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today
Someday I'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain
My whole world is the pain inside me
The best I can do is just get through the day
When life before is only a memory
I wonder why God let me walk through this place
And though I can't understand why this happened
I know that I will when I look back someday
And see how You've brought beauty from ashes
And made me as gold purified through these flames
Here and I am at the end of me (at the end of me)
Trying to hold to what I can't see
I forgot how to hope
This night's been so long
I cling to your promise there will be a dawn
This is a song I found by SUPERCHICK called "Beauty from Pain" which I hope you will or have found in these tough times.
Sharon, Riley, and Henry you are all very close to my heart and I can't wait to see you all again at church. I love ya'll.
Alwayz-a-Prayin',
Erin Larsen
Erin Larsen <iain'tgottaemail@:).com>
Cabot, AR united states - Saturday, March 25, 2006 9:45 PM CST
I didn't realize Cabot was just starting Spring Break! I guess we just assumed since Beebe and others were on break this past week so were you. Well lucky you! Maybe you all will have better weather than we did this past week! Sharon we will be praying for your bulging disk and pinched nerve and putting you on our church prayer list. I know that is very painful. We pray for you all often and check your website daily. So MANY wonderful people continuing to pray for you and what a circle of love constantly surrounding you. God has blessed you all with such a wonderful, loving community and friends from all around the world. May God continue to comfort you and BLESS you for being the faithful servants you continue to be to complete His divine purpose and will. Take care.
The Layrock Family
Sheridan, AR - Saturday, March 25, 2006 9:24 PM CST
One more thing, you know I always have much to say, when I am silent pray extra for me...
Anyway, I am planning to take part in an event they are having at the end of April in the downtown River Market Pavilion, called The Light The Night Walk. This is an annual Walk benefiting The Leukemia & Lymphoma Society that commemorates and celebrates lives touched by blood cancer. The event begins at 6:00 p.m. and the one-mile Walk begins at 7:30 p.m. Friday, April 28.
You can find out more about the Walk on their website at
www.lightthenight.org. I am walking in loving memory of our dear Dakota. If anyone wants to go with me, e-mail me
. I didn't give Fry a choice, I told him we were going to do this in honor of Dakota together. Join us if you feel so led.
Love,
Lis
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Saturday, March 25, 2006 7:27 PM CST
Hi Sharon, Henry and Master Riley,
I hope that your spring break got off to a good start. We are taking advantage of not having to be anywhere and getting some projects knocked out here around the house. You remember that remodeling project we started in June? Remember that Kevin was living in the living room and Bryan in the office while their rooms were completed? Well, when you sit on my couch you can still prop your feet up on Kevin's matress and Bryan still sleeps amid the computers and files. Well, thankfully we have time to tackle those rooms again and I am counting on reclaiming my house by the end of spring break. I am "keeping the faith" so to speak on this point. :)
The Lord has blessed me today wiht a joy I haven't felt for weeks. I sprang out of bed with a new song from the Lord, a song of praise and worship and I've carried it with me all day long. It is nice to feel this gentle touch of heart healing today. It felt a little funny though. I prayed and God comforted me that having a happy day doesn't mean that I love Dakota less or have stopped missing his daily touch in my life. Another perplexity of grief I will have to ponder more, but something to hang onto and run with for today.
Julie in Little Rock, know that you are loved and prayed for. E-mail me sometime, let's do lunch. I'll keep your id private if that's what you need. If not me, I know you can pick any prayer warrior out of Dak's gb and they will support you and honor your confidentiality.
Back to Sharon, I love you very much. I just hope God never gets tired of hearing your names, because I sure do chat with Him about you a lot. He is a great God; I know that in my heart today and praise Him for filling me up today. Like Melissa Benson shared, it is good to sing again with joy for the Lord.
Prayer warriors, please visit and encourage our sweet Caleb's family. They are walking through the valley of the shadow of death and they need us to pray for them around the clock. Especially lift up Cody, Caleb's brother. My heart breaks to know that Caleb will soon depart us, but I am certain that our Dakota will be a major part of the welcoming party that will welcome Caleb home into the very presence of our Lord. Oh how that hurts so much but in a way brings such deep comfort.
www.caringbridge.org/ar/caleb
Ooops, tearing up again. I'm going to go sing that song again. How was it that MB put it? "joy muted by grief"...that is good.
Love you!
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Saturday, March 25, 2006 6:47 PM CST
Your strength and faith amazes me. You are an amazing family and my heart goes out to you as you find a way to go on without your beloved Dakota. As I was reading some of the guestbook entries I see that Dakota's wish to be a missionary is fulfilled even in his death. His faith and strength is still touching the lives of many people. Those who knew him and those who only knew of him. What a blessing he was and continues to be. My cousin is Laurie Sims, Caleb's mother. A family member said that you have been such a blessing in her life and you have strengthened her as Caleb is spending what seems to be his last few days on Earth. Thank you so much for helping her. You have shown us all how we can truly keep the faith even our darkest hours. My family and I continue to pray for you and your family. May your hearts and minds be filled with joy and peace and laughter.
Staci Rye Cardow <StaciRye@aol.com>
Shalimar, FL USA - Saturday, March 25, 2006 5:27 PM CST
hey everyone,
Yall are always in my prayers. Last time I wrote I told yall about the funny things that kept coming up in my life that I would have tell about Dakota's life like the writing i had to do. Well this is a new one. Every morning as I wake up for school i go over and turn the t.v. on to wake up country videos and then sit infront of my mirror and get ready to do my hair. Every morning as I grab the hair brush to do my hair the song When I Get Where Im Going comes on. Its as if Dakota plays it for me every morning to show me hes still here and watching over us. For a while I would always ask my mom why it was always the 1st song I heard in the mornings and she would just say Dakota is watching over us. I never really got exaclly what that ment till her and I sat down and talked about it. Dakota really does play the song for me just like the bird is always there for you Mrs. Sharon and the noises you hear. It always startes my day off for me just knowing hes still here and always watching over us. To this day it still happens every morning and I stop what I am doing and pray and talk to him. He was a miricale and we all loved him so much. What a kid you raised. Yall are awesome parents and you will always be in my prayers.
~Keeping the Fith~
Haylea Bryant <tap@centrytel.net>
- Saturday, March 25, 2006 1:23 PM CST
Holding your family always close
in our thoughts and our prayers..
Trish/Angel_Wings <Kngboyer@aol.com>
Kingston, TN USA - Saturday, March 25, 2006 10:32 AM CST
Thinking you this morning. Have a good spring break.
The Odoms
Cabot, AR USA - Saturday, March 25, 2006 8:31 AM CST
Dear Hawkins family, and All and Julia,
This is in reference to Julia message. It is a good message and good is happening to you. We really can't push down grief. It's there and we're made to cry sometimes. Jesus cried sometimes. There is a custom I'd like to tell you about. It's not directly concerne, but somehow it's there. Here in Jerusalem, you can go up the remnants of the steps to the temple that was there in the first century. When you get up to the top, you can see that there are doors, really arches, from the 1st century on the right and on the left. The children of Israel would enter through the right door and then circle around the temple from within the courtyard and come out through the door on the left. All Israel did that except, those who had lost a loved one that year. They would enter through the door on the left and make the circuit leaving from the door on the right. This enabled those who entered from the right to see those that were passing them in a counter circuit, who had entered from the left and knew that they had lost a loved on. That would be the occasion to express by a nod and blessing their sympathy for the bereaved, and for the bereaved to be able to continue the public worship of God, with an acknowledgement of their loss to be sure and yet with quiteness and restraint. Very often words can not help when are common sympathy and suffering can.
Bert Schlossberg <exie@netvision.net.il>
Jerusalem, Israel - Saturday, March 25, 2006 7:41 AM CST
What a blessing. Praying for you all!
Lindsey Frizzell
- Saturday, March 25, 2006 0:22 AM CST
Hey there Hawkins family! We're finally having some winter weather here in Katy. It's been cold, at least for the Gulf Coast. I just got home after a dress rehearsal with my Westland Kid's Choir. We're performing "Holy Moses!" on Sunday with the Westland Players. I am so grateful for these kids. They have been there to sing for me and with me during a time when I didn't think I could ever sing again. God has used 22 kids to help me find my voice of praise, even if it is still a bit muted by grief. I continue to pray for all of you as you follow this new path. You are greatly loved.
Melissa Benson
Katy, TX - Friday, March 24, 2006 9:05 PM CST
I am still praying for yalls family.May God shower your family with sunshine during this sad time.I kept up with Dakota's progress threw here.He is watching over yall now.God Bless and take care.
LILA
WARD, AR USA - Friday, March 24, 2006 6:08 PM CST
hey guys....its been a while since i signed this, but i wanted to let you all kno, i still keep you all in my prayers... im keepin the faith, oh and riley, your soooo strong, youve held your head high, and i love you for that! i love you anyway! =) your awesome!! anyways, i hope you all have a GREAT spring break!!! God Bless!
*Kourtney Pillow* <kourtneyp15@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR US - Friday, March 24, 2006 4:23 PM CST
you should not feel ashamed or embarrassed by your enteries, "julie", as Sharon would be the first to tell you that "You are forgiven, my child".....Lis and I have prayed for you, as we somehow knew there was more to your story than you wrote....we are here for you, and just know that you were lead to this website, and to this family by our Savior. He will take care of you, just as he continues to take care of my dear friends! Dakota not only missioned to us, he completed the mission, and for that we stand in awe at how he continues his work. Even after three weeks, he still remains committed to his calling. Keeping the faith, always! T.mo-
tmo <dakotawontherace@yahoo.com>
cabot, ar us - Friday, March 24, 2006 12:15 AM CST
THINKING OF YOU.....LOTS OF LOVE
MICHELE
MICHELE COCHRAN <weatherfordam@archildrens.org>
LITTLE ROCK, AR USA - Friday, March 24, 2006 9:44 AM CST
HOWDY HAWKINS!! YAHOOOOO!! It's here! Good spring break morning!!! Just wanted to check in and send my prayers your way. Thinking of you and praying for you.
Kelly Monroe
cabot, ar - Friday, March 24, 2006 9:38 AM CST
Good morning! Riley you are a role model for many kids younger and older than you. You stay strong through everything! I look up to you! You are a great friend! I hope that you know that everyone looks up to you and cares about you and your family! Never forget that there are so many kids at CJHS if you ever need to talk go to one of them/us. Well stay strong riley.....Bye.
Love always, God Bless,
Kayelyn Johnson
Kayelyn Johnson <johndeereiskewl@yahoo.com>
Cabot , Ar 72023 - Friday, March 24, 2006 9:36 AM CST
Have a great SUNSHINING last day of Spring break! You are in our thoughts and prayers daily. Sharon, thank you for sharing the book that Dakota was reading. I plan on getting it to read myself. Thank again you for sharing.
The Layrock Family <layrockcrew@hotmail.com>
Sheridan, AR - Friday, March 24, 2006 8:19 AM CST
Hey Hawkins Family I am so sorry about Dakota!!!! I just lost my brother,Jared Nov.23 on a wednesday around 6 or 7pm!!!!!!!! I wont EVER forget that night it was a disasterous night but It might have been a disasterous night for me but it was a GREAT night for Jared because he was going to live with The Lord where there is no suffering!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It is still difficult for me to deal with the thought of losing my brother and my close friend!!!! Riley I know how it feels to lose a brother and it's not easy but just try think of the good memories thats what I try do. Just know that you all are in my prayers and that I love yall!!!!!!! I hope things get better for yall!! It gets better but it gets better slowly because we need time to heal honestly. Plus Dakota would want you to be happy that he's not suffering anymore!!!!!!
Kaitlyn Rowe <broken4ever@yahoo.com>
Sherwood, AR US - Thursday, March 23, 2006 7:53 PM CST
Dear All,
3 years ago my 17 year old daughter was killed in a traffic accident while she was visiting with my sister and her kids in Colorado. At the time, I thought I might just want to die myself. I am the daughter of a Methodist lay pastor and grew up studying God’s Word and His promises to His children. People kept telling me that it was fortunate that she died instantly and that she didn’t suffer and that she was in heaven with God and that I should be happy over her being with the Lord. I knew that people were watching to see how this minister’s daughter who always spoke so strongly about the providence of God would handle this tragedy. I pushed all those sad feelings deep down inside of me and put on a holy front for those around me. In the meantime, I was rotting away and dying inside.
This is still where I was when I wrote to Sharon a few days ago. I pushed onto a friend of hers, Lisa, that she was to be happy and joyous and to follow Sharon’s spirit of rejoicing. When I read what Lisa wrote back it was like something blew up in my head and 3 years of grief poured out of me. (Lisa, Thank you.) In some miraculous way, I finally realized that by being sorrowful at a time of real loss, I wasn’t telling God that He had failed me or forsaken me. I have done a great disservice to myself for years by not giving myself permission to miss my Emily. I am so very sorry that I tried to rob others of the need to miss and be sad for Dakota being taken away. The joy is for him and him being with Jesus, but the sorrow is for those who love him and wish they could have more time with him.
Please forgive me for being so caddy. I am ashamed of my ugly post. But that post in a way has set me free from demons I didn’t know I had.
I am not done dealing with this, but the water is flowing in a good direction now.
Sharon, I learned of Dakota from the news report and I know that God had me watch that so I could be healed emotionally. Pray I let that happen. Thank you for sharing your life with others. I am a life changed by Dakota. The good part of my post is still true. I do admire you and do think you are a great Christian lady.
I am afraid to put my real sn here, but I admit it was wrong to make one up before and hide behind a self-given title rather than my name.
Please accept my apology and pray for me.
Julie <pleaseletmestillhidealittle@chicken.net>
Little Rock, AR - Thursday, March 23, 2006 5:40 PM CST
Sharon,Henry and Riley, Thinking about each of you. We're lifting you up in prayer. I miss Dakota every time I think of all of you. I'm not really sure of the title of this song I've tried singing this morning, but it goes.... He Lives, He Lives. That's the way I think of Dakota. Also I'm asking for prayers for my adopted daughter Di Di. Her blood work isn't good. She's going back to Mayo Clinic Sunday and will meet with the doctors Monday. I lost a very good friend to leukemia over this past week-end. She had fought the battle for 12 years and has won the battle. We love all of you and you will continue to be in our prayers and thoughts.
Joanne Baker <tonimae@swbell.net>
No.LittleRock,, Ar. - Thursday, March 23, 2006 1:19 PM CST
I was listening to one of my favorite songs yesterday ("We Live" by Superchick) and I thought of Dakota. The chorus goes "We live, we love. We forgive and never give up 'cuz the days we are given are gifts from above, and today we remember to live and to love." Dakota LIVED and LOVED and his days were certainly gifts from above. I am still awestruck by the number of lives he touched in just 15 years. What a legacy and what a challenge to the rest of us! I pray that Spring Break will allow you some much needed time together to heal and to enjoy each other and enjoy the days that God is gifting you.
Michelle Hobbs <hobbsfamily96@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR - Thursday, March 23, 2006 9:01 AM CST
Morning Hawkins! Hey Riley, guess what? Logan told me that there was no school on Thursday. I told him, "oh yes there is! If I have to go, then so do you!" I thought he was pulling my leg. Then all these parents and students kept asking me if there was anything 'IMPORTANT' going on in class on Thursday? I still didn't get it - Finally a SUBSTITUTE teacher informed that there was NO school at Jr. or Sr. high for Thursday! I was so glad that I found that out from her. I really was planning on sending Logan to school. It was too funny. Things that make you go hummmm...
I am sooooo excited about Spring Break. Hope you have big plans. I am driving my children to Georgia while they drive me to the land of crazy!! LOL Be safe and hope to see you soon.
Kelly Monroe
cabot, ar - Thursday, March 23, 2006 5:44 AM CST
Hey Riley,
I was thinking about you tonight. I am praying that you have some great times over spring break! The 2 conference days before the actual break, really make for a lot of days out of school. Love you. Give Mom a huge hug for me and go ahead and give Dad one for me too.
Hugs,
Mrs. Lis
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Wednesday, March 22, 2006 11:04 PM CST
Hi Sharon, I went to the keepthefaith site just now and found that you are continuing to minister to us. I have prayed for all of you many times since Dakota's passing. I never really liked that term, "passing", but it really is appropriate--Dakota's life ended and began at the same instant, didn't it? He did pass. And not only did he finish the race, he WON!
Anyway, I just had to share with you that I just haven't found the same closeness to God in my Bible study since Dakota died. That is something I hate to admit, but I have had to force myself to go to the Word lately. In the past few days, I have been more open to God through His word, though. Last night I was reading 1 Cor 1 and I first thought of Dakota, and then of you. The more I dwelled on the passage, the more I saw you (Sharon) in it. You have been such a witness to so many. Please read these words:
~4I always thank God for you because of his grace given you in Christ Jesus. 5For in him you have been enriched in every way—in all your speaking and in all your knowledge— 6because our testimony about Christ was confirmed in you. 7Therefore you do not lack any spiritual gift as you eagerly wait for our Lord Jesus Christ to be revealed. 8He will keep you strong to the end, so that you will be blameless on the day of our Lord Jesus Christ. 9God, who has called you into fellowship with his Son Jesus Christ our Lord, is faithful.~
I see how Dakota's life, death, and eternal life has revealed our Lord Jesus Christ to me. I see the Hawkins 4 as an extreme confirmation of the testimony of our Christ, and claim His promise for strength for you all (the Hawkins 3) and ... need I say it... God IS faithful.
Praising God and trusting Him to be revealed more and more,
Karen Frey <freyrk@cebridge.net>
Cabot, AR - Wednesday, March 22, 2006 3:05 PM CST
I remember when my fifth grade teacher said that Dakota was sick. Now I'm in the eigth grade and even though I never knew Dakota, I'm grieving. I didn't know that he passed away until today. I didn't know because I no longer live in Cabot.
Susan Szafranski <dixiercat@yahoo.com>
Searcy, Arkansas United States - Wednesday, March 22, 2006 1:40 PM CST
Hey guys! Sorry I haven't sent a comment in a few days---I have been so busy with the ITBS testing with my little first graders! Thank goodness it is finally over. Now, I am preparing for conferences!
Please know that even though I have been busy, you are in my daily thoughts and prayers. I hope that each day is getting a little easier to get through.
Riley, I hope you get to do something fun during Spring Break!
Love ya guys!
Debbie Kinder
debbie Kinder <jkinder2004@yahoo.com>
cabot , ar us - Wednesday, March 22, 2006 1:14 PM CST
he was a really strong boy...
Tatyana <andrevna@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, March 22, 2006 12:43 AM CST
i think dakota really did know he was going to live, he kept strong, and went through it all without complaint.
Stephanie Gordon
Cabot, ar united dtates - Wednesday, March 22, 2006 12:42 AM CST
Good Morning Hawkins family! Just wanted to remind you how much you are loved. My devotional today included Psalm 30:5 "Weeping may remain for a night, but rejoicing comes in the morning." I am so thankful that even in the darkness of despair, we can look to God's light to show the way. I continue to pray for you.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
katy, TX - Wednesday, March 22, 2006 8:28 AM CST
Morning Hawkins! Wanted to let you know that my prayers are on you all this morning. Hoping that as spring break approaches, a much needed break from the limelight will fall upon all of you. I may not post daily, but my thoughts and prayers are.
Riley, come see me soon and bring Zach. I need to see how much shorter I am than you two.
Praying always,
Kelly Monroe
Cabot, AR - Wednesday, March 22, 2006 4:25 AM CST
David Fry, I stand amazed...you were so sweet to me...publicly even...everyone will wonder what has happened to our usual bantering. Love you, Fry, you have given me much comfort these past few weeks and I know you have done the same for Henry and Sharon too.
Sharon, I didn't notice earlier the line you added just above the journal after the statement of Dak's passing. I am honored that God chose me to be a friend to Dakota. I love how you worded that. I am praying a lot for you, Henry and Master Riley. As always, I have much to say, but Kevin is practicing his trumpet in here and my brain is being overloaded. He's pretty good, it's just really, really loud, so I'll leave my thoughts for another post.
Love you and miss you. Chat real soon!
Eyes on Him,
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Tuesday, March 21, 2006 6:56 PM CST
Dear Hawkins Family, You remain in our thoughts and prayers. I think of you often and when I do I lift you up in prayer. I'm also praying for the family that wrote you and was leaving for the Holy Land Monday. I pray they return March 31 without any problems on their trip.
Joanne Baker <tonimae@swbell.net>
No.LittleRock,, Ar. - Tuesday, March 21, 2006 6:37 PM CST
Sharon,
I love you,
Holly
Holly Dittert <Ntransition@houston.rr.com>
Katy, Tx - Tuesday, March 21, 2006 6:25 PM CST
Praying everyday for all of you!! He'll never be forgotten and will always be in my heart forever!! I love you all so dearly!!
Love,
Brandy
Brandy Dittert <BrandyDandy24@houston.rr.com>
Katy, Tx USA - Tuesday, March 21, 2006 5:33 PM CST
*HEY HAWKiNS FAMiLY!! JUST A REMiNDER THAT GOD iS iN CONTROL! KEEP THE FAiTH! YA'LL ARE ALL SO STRONG AND A GREAT iNFLUENCE FOR THE REST OF US!i HAVE LEARNED SO MUCH FROM YA'LL AS WELL AS FROM DAKOTA!! YA'LL ARE A GREAT FAMiLY!! DAKOTA WAS A VERY LUCKY GUY! i CAN'T WAiT TiLL THE DAY i CAN SEE HiM AGAiN!! BUT UNTiL THEN, iM PRAYiNG FOR YOU GUYS EVERY STEP OF THE WAY!! MUCH LOVE!!*
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Tuesday, March 21, 2006 5:16 PM CST
DakotaWin and Co,
I appreciate Ronnies'post. I don't like the rain myself, but I realize it is necessary. It gets my Nikes' dirty! Thanks Ronnie, you are good people!
Lis, don't let an entry get you down. We all grieve differently. I'm sure the Hawkins family knows your love for them. I felt it in your song at the funeral, and I sense it in your heart felt posts. I also see it on the other CaringBridge web pages of the children you pray for daily, as faithfully as you would for your own. Anyone who knows you (or even think they know you) certainly know you care about people. If anything ever happens to me or my family, I would love to have you praying for me!
And Doc, as always, the check is in the mail!
Hank, it was good to see you smilin' today, you do have a way of lighting up a room. Glasses were a new twist, but it's all good. That was a fantastic floral display at church on Sunday. I'm sure Dakota is all for it! Take care and I'll be prayin' for ya'll...
Fry the computer Guy <Dakotaisloved@GoHogsGo.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Tuesday, March 21, 2006 4:54 PM CST
TO the Hawkins family i know how it feels to loose someone you love. i really understand the pain! But feel relieved that he is not suffering nemore! You are always in my prayers! love chelsea Doll
Chelsea Doll <chelsluvsya_123@yahoo.com>
cabot, AR united States - Tuesday, March 21, 2006 3:20 PM CST
I sat at my table and watched the rain falling today. It's easy for a day like today to cause us to be sad. But I choose to remember God's faithfulness in taking care of the earth and his children. The sun's still shining behind those clouds today and as soon as God give us sufficient rain, it'll be back out again. I thank God today for His faithfulness to the Hawkins family and to all those who mourn for Dakota.
Ronnie Simmons <ronniesimmons@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Tuesday, March 21, 2006 2:30 PM CST
Hey hey! Riley, you seriously might as well have beat Alex with a stick. He can't keep up with you. He can barely walk cause he's so sore. haha! I think maybe you can get him in shape. Seriously though he had such a good time. Anytime you want to hang out call us and we'll hang out!
Sharon, it was so nice talking to you Saturday night. I will have to get the ladies name and number from children's soon. Thank you so much for the ideas. I am praying everyday for strength and peace for you guys.
Love you all,
Amy
Amy Leonard <aeleonard@ualr.edu>
Cabot, Ar US - Tuesday, March 21, 2006 10:41 AM CST
Sharon
You have been heavy on my heart....wanted you to know I am praying for you and the family daily. Lots of love
Michele
Michele Cochran <weatherfordam@archildrens.org>
Cabot , Ar USA - Tuesday, March 21, 2006 0:02 AM CST
Just letting you know that I'm still here praying for your family.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Monday, March 20, 2006 11:16 PM CST
It concerns me when people use cb pages as a venue to attack those who post as I feel “Hawkins’ Admirer” has done to me. I will assume that you are acting under the premise that you are defending our sweet Sharon out of a sincere concern for her. The address you left bounces, so I will respond very briefly lest your words cause others to stumble and feel guilty for missing our Dakota or for asking our amazing Lord, “Why?”
I love Sharon and would never do anything that I thought would add to her grief. I am sad because I miss Dakota. That doesn’t mean I don’t rejoice that he is healed and in heaven with our precious Lord. If you think that Sharon is not sad, then you are insane—her very heart has been torn from her and she is learning to find herself without her sweet boy. My plan is to stand by her and love her with all that I have. As far as my personal commitment to God goes, get to know me a bit and you’ll know whom the true King of Kings is in my life. You know how when you were a kid your parents made a choice for you that you didn’t like. You may not have understood that decision or like it one little bit, but that didn’t mean that you stopped loving your parents or obeying their commands. Well, that’s where I have been with my Savior. Not liking that our boy is gone but loving the Lord and respecting his authority just the same. That doesn’t mean I am weak of faith or turning away from God. I subscribe in a big way to Dakota’s way—keep the faith.
I have thought long and hard about whether or not to respond here. I don’t want to do the very thing I accused you of doing. I will post this because it feels right to do so. And, if my dear friend Sharon deletes our posts I will know her heart and respect it.
If you want to explore this further, please e-mail me directly—we don’t need to make our business that of others anymore than we already have.
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Monday, March 20, 2006 9:00 PM CST
hwy guys just thought that i would day hey and that i am thinking of yall alot call for anyting ry is welcome anytime yall no that
love yall
corbin
corbin <ckidd91@yahoo.com>
- Monday, March 20, 2006 7:51 PM CST
Hey Sharon. I am thinking of you. I know you are busy, someday soon I want to share a story about my "Dakota Flower", You remember the one that always bloomed first each spring. I hope we can get together soon, call me when you have a free spot. I love you . See you soon, Pam Sowell
Pam Sowell <Pam.Sowell@cps.k12.ar.us>
Austin, ar - Monday, March 20, 2006 6:39 PM CST
Hey Hawkins. Just thinking of you all today- and of course sweet Dakota. You all are in my heart and prayers every single day. All my love...
Carrie <calhoonct@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR - Monday, March 20, 2006 4:45 PM CST
Lisa,
Please remember that this guestbook is supposed to be about Sharon and the rest of Dakota's family. Just because you are scared and don't have a strong faith in God doesn't mean that's where they are. Sharon is an amazing woman of God who never falters in her faith. You say you are sad, well, Sharon is totally rejoicing. Don't bring her down with your talk of sorrow and loss.
Admirer of The Hawkins <faithful@friends.net>
Little Rock, AR - Monday, March 20, 2006 4:31 PM CST
Hawkins Family, Just wanted to say you are in my thoughts and prayers everyday. Henry, your sister and I are best friends. During our many walks together, Donna's conversation is filled with wonderful memories of Dakota. She loves you all dearly. May God comfort you and give you peace.
Teresa Hogan <thogan@townandcountryintl.com>
Jonesboro, ar usa - Monday, March 20, 2006 4:26 PM CST
Hawkins Family
May this poem be of comfort to you in your days ahead.
God Was Your Closest Friend
I knew you were hurting although you wouldn’t cry,
And could see you were suffering, see the pain in your eye
I wanted to comfort you, to hold you, be with you that day,
You looked so helpless and frail while in bed you did lay.
I watched as you shivered from a new pain,
And wondered how I might have handled the same.
I wanted to scream, to shout, and to yell,
You said you were fine although your skin was so pale.
I knew in my heart your time was near end,
And wished I could take you, your body to mend.
I knew that soon God would be your closest friend,
You told me many times that’s how it would end.
I stood there watching as each breath came slow,
And fought to find courage, my emotions were low.
I promised you when the time came that I’d not cry,
You never saw my eyes wet, always they were dry.
I held your hand as I silently said goodbye,
And knew in me heart that soon you would die.
I stroked your forehead and said how I loved you,
You nodded and smiled and I knew that you knew.
I no longer care, my tears I can’t hide,
And as I stood there waiting for death by your side.
I knew then that God was your closest friend,
You had told me many times that’s how it would end.
© Randall J. Beers
Oct. 6th 1998
Louise & Randall Beers <Sparkle197@aol.com>
Cabot, AR United States - Monday, March 20, 2006 2:55 PM CST
Sending each of you thoughts of love, comfort and peace.
A. Michelle Young <gmyoung@classicnet.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Monday, March 20, 2006 2:41 PM CST
Hi Sharon, Henry & Riley,
So many people write. Isn't it wonderful to know so many care !!! Sharon, as a Mother, my heart aches for you. Henry, I have known you since you were younger than Riley, and I love you more each day. You both have led many to th Lord, no doubt, with your faith. I pray for you daily.
Barbara
Barbara Mize <rickandbarbmize@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Monday, March 20, 2006 1:48 PM CST
Sharon,
You have been on my heart lately but especially today so I thought I would take a quick break and say a prayer especially for you at this moment. I have learned through the years that when God puts someone on your heart it is for a reason. Dont get me wrong I pray for you daily but your name kept popping up in my mind.
"Dear Almighty God, I left the Hawkins family up to you at this moment but especially Sharon. Dear Lord please wrap your loving arms around her. Please allow her friends and family the right words to say to comfort her during this time. Sometimes words are not needed just a hug or a pat on the shoulder, please allow the right person to be there at the right time. We know that all things are possible through you and I left up Sharon to you today. Let her feel the love and give her the peace that only you can give. I ask all of these things in your name, Amen."
I am not a wordy person when it comes to prayer but the Lord says he hears all of our prayers.
I love you,
Penny
Penny <tpraymond@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Monday, March 20, 2006 1:16 PM CST
Thinking of you and sweet Dakota today. Lots of love your way!
Michele
Apheresis
Michele Cochran <weatherfordam@archildrens.org>
Cabot, Ar USA - Sunday, March 19, 2006 10:55 PM CST
I just wanted to let you all know you are in our constant prayers. I can't imagine going through what your family has been through the last few years...and I pray I never have to. I'm so glad you do have a strong faith, though. God will get you through. I'm glad Dakota doesn't have to suffer anymore...and when your turn comes, he'll be waiting for you with open arms. Dakota was/is such an inspiration to us all. His unwavering faith has helped others hold on when they wanted to give up. God bless you all.
Rhonda Wilson
Shannon Hills, AR USA - Sunday, March 19, 2006 9:20 PM CST
Henry, Sharon & Riley,
Just wanted you to know that you are still constantly in my thoughts and prayers. Sharon, I have started a Beth Moore study entitled I'm Believing God...I think that you mentioned it before. It's very challenging, and sometimes frustrating as I still feel myself questioning God's decisions even though I know I shouldn't. You all are always on my heart. We love you.
Kelley Cowley <kelleycowley@hotmail.com>
North Little Rock, AR USA - Sunday, March 19, 2006 8:58 PM CST
Sharon, I was feeling so sad this evening and just spiritually wrung out. I felt as if I might be able to relate to the "weeping prophet" so visited good ol' Jeremiah. These verses jumped out at me and I made them my prayer. I have said the last line over and over, because, somehow I think, no, I know I have really been afraid. I was so certain, striding out in faith, and all of a sudden Dakota was snatched from us and I felt as if I was falling, reaching and grabbing for the Lord I knew was there but I couldn't really get ahold of Him. I've been afraid to ever believe in and trust the Lord so much again. As I read these scriptures, something clicked and I saw the Lord's faithfulness to all of those prayers we prayed, despite the plan He had to take him home. And, I didn't have to grasp desperately to hold onto God, He was holding on to me the whole time.
Maybe you too will find a shimmer of hope and peace in these words.
Lamentations 3:19-24
"I remember my affliction and my wandering, the bitterness and the gall. I well remember them, and my soul is downcast within me. Yet this I call to mind and therefore I have hope: Because of the Lord's great love we are not consumed, for His compassions never fail. They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness. I say to myself, "The Lord is my portion; therefore I will wait for Him."
And verses 55-57:
" I called on your name, O Lord, from the depths of the pit. You heard my plea:Do not close your ears to my cry for relief." You came near when I called you, and you said, "Do not fear."
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Sunday, March 19, 2006 7:11 PM CST
Howdy Hawkins. Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you. My prayers are heaven bound for comfort for you all. Hugs of friendship and love are sent your way.
Kelly Monroe
cabot, ar - Sunday, March 19, 2006 5:47 PM CST
I wanted to let you know even though I never got the chance to met Dakota, I have followed your family's story for over a year. I wanted to let you know I check your website often and pray for your family daily. I remember a post you posted while in Jerusalem telling us you were sadden about a friend you made over there that lost the fight while you were there. In that post you said that Dakota made the decision to be a missionary. Dakota accomplished that dream. You will never know how many people were brought to God or closer to him because of your journey. I hope you are able to find peace in knowing he is with his heavenly father now, watching over you and helping make a place for all of you. Henry & Sharon, you raised two handsome young men who are/were wise beyond their years and have a faith that most of us yearn for who are much older. Riley- Keep your chin up and keep keeping the faith!!!
Amanda
Sherwood, AR - Sunday, March 19, 2006 4:53 PM CST
Thinking of you all today. Grace and peace be with you all.
Connie Copley <tcopley@bellsouth.net www.caringbridge.org/ga/tylercopley>
Powder Springs, GA - Sunday, March 19, 2006 3:03 PM CST
Dear Sharon, Henry, and Riley,
I pray (and know) that you are receiving peace. Just want to let you know that we are still praying and remembering you all.
love, cindy
cindy barton
mustang, ok usa - Sunday, March 19, 2006 2:42 PM CST
Dear Hawkins Family, I just wanted you to know you are still in my thoughts and prayers. God has allowed me the opportunity one more time to go to The Holy Land. As I think about my trip, I cannot help but think of your family and the completely different trip mine will be than your trip was. As I travel all over Israel, I want you to know I will remember each of you in prayer. I leave Monday and will return on the 31st, so pray God will keep our group safe. God bless each of you.
kay goodman <goodjk@centurytel.net>
cabot, ar - Sunday, March 19, 2006 1:25 PM CST
Mr & Mrs Hawkins, Really enjoyed meeting you guys for the first time Friday, at the school. Sharon, thanks for uplifting messages you continue to share with everyone. Henry, thanks for being the best Principal! Just wanted to share this with everyone.
For all the negative things we have to say to ourselves, God has a positive answer for it : You say: "It's impossible" God says: All things are possible (Luke 18:27) You say: "Nobody really loves me" God says: I love you (John 3:16 & John 13:34) You say: "I can't go on" God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15) You say: "I can't figure things out" God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5-6) You say: "I can't do it" God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13) You say: "I'm not able" God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8) You say: "It's not worth it" God says: It will be worth it (Roman 8:28) You say: "I can't forgive myself" God says: I FORGIVE YOU (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1) You say: "I can't manage" God says: I will supply all your needs (Philippians 4:19) You say: "I'm afraid" God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear (II Timothy1:7) You say: "I'm always worried and frustrated" God says: Cast all your cares on ME (I Peter 5:7) You say: "I don't have enough faith" God says: I've given everyone a measure of faith (Romans 12:3) You say: "I'm not smart enough" God says: I give you wisdom (I Corinthians 1:30) You say: "I feel all alone" God says: I will never leave you or forsake you (Hebrews13:5)
Keri Scott
Cabot, AR - Sunday, March 19, 2006 10:44 AM CST
Good Morning Hawkins',
Just checking in on you guys. Riley, I hope that you have done better this weekend with your bracket than I have done. My bracket looks HORRIBLE. I am sure that you and Zach are the champs and I will hear this from Zach from now until school is out! Take care today...it is cold outside. Three days and then spring break! Maybe there will be better weather next week for us. Have a blessed day...
Gynger Edmondson <gmeteach@hotmail.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Sunday, March 19, 2006 10:38 AM CST
Good Morning Hawkins family! I want to tell you that you continue to bring blessings and messages straight from the Heavenly Father. I believe there is no greater advice, even in mourning, than to be patient and wait on the Lord. It is emotion that cannot be hurried and will never go away, just change as we learn to live with the loss. My words feel so shallow as I know your hurt is so great. My heart continues to ache for you but God is good and gives us life in the darkness. Hoping you find reasons to smile today with the life we have been given and the loving family you have around you. Loving you and remembering you all today.
Terri Howe <howemail@centurytel.net>
Cabot, `AR - Sunday, March 19, 2006 10:05 AM CST
As I am leaving for Westland this morning, you are on my heart. I am praying for you, today.
Melissa Benson
Katy, tx - Sunday, March 19, 2006 9:16 AM CST
Hey Sharon,
Just checking on you guys,as always I feel lifted just by reading your entries. How wonderful knowing just how personally Jesus was communicating with Dacota and what a timely message for me. Caroline is in patient right now getting her second round of Chlofarabine,she feels really yucky right now and you know that helpless feeling!!! I really needed to read that word today. Thanks for that blessing.God is truly good. Love yall Melissa
melissa Manley <melissamanley@aol.com>
Lumberton, tx usa - Sunday, March 19, 2006 8:58 AM CST
Morning Hawkins. Wanted to check in and see how everyone was doing. This is a beautiful rainy morning. Sleep in, and rest. Praying for you and keeping you close to my heart.
Kelly Monroe
Cabot, AR - Sunday, March 19, 2006 6:44 AM CST
Sharon,
Always blessed when I come "visit" you. Continuing to pray.
Pamela
Pamela Matthews <gmatth@clearsail.net>
Houston, TX USA - Saturday, March 18, 2006 8:53 PM CST
We are praying for your family!
What an amazing family you are!
Summer Dale
Lewisville, TX - Saturday, March 18, 2006 8:43 PM CST
Love you!
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Saturday, March 18, 2006 5:15 PM CST
just kidding i meant to say the eleventh. (it's an honest mistake) love ya dude
eventhough it may not be your golden year. we'll just say it is. but I know youu'll still be blessed this year. =]
carly dittert <carlyd@houston.rr.com>
katy, TX USA - Saturday, March 18, 2006 1:33 PM CST
whoa dang! Brandy didn't tell me it was your birthday on the 13 Riley!!! you are suppose to remind me of these things! Cheer up man.... thirteen is your golden year. I know God will bless you tremendously this year.
oh and Happy Birthday (sorry again that i'm 5 days late. hey your 13 years and 5 days old now, and growing)
carly dittert <carlyd@houston.rr.com>
KATY, TX USA - Saturday, March 18, 2006 1:30 PM CST
all of us love ya'll as much as Haylea does. I hope ya'll never forget that. YOur katy friends are here for you whenever you feel like flying down here. (I doubt we will be able to go up there. last time when my mom, mrs. pat, and brandy went to see yall they had to land in little beaumont on their way home. lets just say they weren't happy when they got home.)
I know you will all get through this. remember he is still playing bball, football, and golf. By the time we all get to heaven he will be surprised because there is no time in heaven and it would have felt only seconds after he arrived that we are all up there to.
i just wanted to let you know that the sunday after he passed we had a bible study over grieving and it was about Jesus grieving over lazarus. Jesus cried when he Lazarus died and Jesus is our Lord. He was going to see Lazarus soon and Jesus had the power to raise Lazarus from the dead (which he eventually did) yet he still wept. This showed me that it is ok to cry so if anyone does need to weep over something or the loss of someone it shows it is ok. well I don't know if that helped any but it helped me and I thought I would share. I love you all.... and i'm still working on my surprise =]
God bless
carly dittert <carlyd@houston.rr.com>
katy, TX USA - Saturday, March 18, 2006 1:20 PM CST
Hey Hawkins family. Well as we go threw everyday yall continue to shock me. Yall are so strong and still so faithful through all of this. I just thought I would tell yall about something that happend to me Yestarday. In english we got a wrighting prompt and when i got it i thought oh gosh i hate these but as i read what we were going to have to write about i smiled. The prompt was to write about someone you admire the most and as u probably have figured out by now i wrote about Dakota. I wrote about how he always brightend everyones day even if his day wasnt going good, and how he never stopped fighting no matter and what a lesson he tought me on how to keep fighting and how to be stong. Also in the paper i wrote about how everyday i strive to be just as strong and in love with the Lord as he was. Dakota was a great role modle,and he has been to me and everyone around that knew him. I love yall so much and yall are always in my thoughts and prayers. Yall are the strongest family i know and i love yall so much!!
Haylea Bryant <tap@ceturytel.net>
- Saturday, March 18, 2006 10:34 AM CST
Henry,
I think about ya everyday and we still pray for you everyday. Dakota and your family has touched us in a very special way. Thanks for keeping the faith.
The Layrock's family
Eddie Layrock <layrockcrew@hotmail.com>
Sheridan, Ar USA - Saturday, March 18, 2006 6:08 AM CST
your family has really kept the faith
Dallas <i_love_your_momas_daddy@yahoo.com>
- Friday, March 17, 2006 8:34 PM CST
your family has really kept the faith
Dallas <i_love_your_momas_daddy@yahoo.com>
- Friday, March 17, 2006 8:33 PM CST
Howdy Hawkins. Thinking of you and praying for you all.
Kelly Monroe
Cabot, AR - Friday, March 17, 2006 6:43 PM CST
Keeping you close in heart and prayer.
Laura Muscat <Lauramuscat@aol.com>
Seabrook, TX - Friday, March 17, 2006 5:36 PM CST
Hey Family! this is Carly. I hope ya'll are feeling better but I know that this experience is making ya'll much stronger! I have to tell you all the things that have been going on down here! Brandy and i just finished our takes-forever-and-every-time-you-try-to-kill-it-it-comes-back-to-haunt-you science projects. also i just took an IQ test and i got a 126 ( thats surperior =] o yea what a smart kid ). my sister's soon to be boyfriend is coming over tonight. hehehe ( this will be weird :| plus this guys grandma lives on the street over from our house! FREAKY!). also i have a SURPRISE for all of you! i'm sure once im finished you'll have a smile on your face and maybe a tear in your eye but i haven't told anyone not even Brandy what it is... so don't try to figure it out because you will never guess. =] hehehehe.... well i better get started on my project. oh and if you want to you can check out this website for the ww09 (westland women of '09) and I think you'll like it. =] but you might want to check it sunday when it is all finished!!!
Carly (the nicer twin) Dittert <carlyd@houston.rr.com>
Katy, TX USA - Friday, March 17, 2006 5:35 PM CST
I have never meet your family but I do know who you are from basketball, football, and see you in Cabot. I could not believe when I heard the news of Dakota. By following your journey it has brought me closer to God and what I really want to do with my life. I will continue to read your entries and pray for your family each and every day. God Bless you all.
T
Cabot, AR - Friday, March 17, 2006 3:44 PM CST
Though the comments are getting fewer, I know the hearts and minds continue to lift you up to our Heavenly Father. I cannot express what an inspiration, Sharon, you have been to me through this entire ordeal. As we talked one time about how Dakota was doing and how you were prevailing, I made a comment about how you were as solid as a rock. You in turn said that it is our Lord, God who is the Rock with which we stand. You are so right, and I am so thankful that we can always lean on Him for our strength - not that we understand everything, but that we will carry on to bring Him honor and glory. May God continue to bless you and give you peace as He works through you and your family. Love in Christ! L
L
Cabot, AR USA - Friday, March 17, 2006 1:42 PM CST
It is wonderful to think of the scripture that says that we see as through a window darkly, and know that Dakota is seeing heaven face to face. How wonderful it must be to finally know and see and feel heaven. We all just have an idea but Dakota knows!paraise God in whom all blessings flow. Love you all and keep you in my prayers. Ms. Sue
Susan Malmay <grammy06@earthlink.net>
Noble, La. - Friday, March 17, 2006 1:41 PM CST
Holding your family close in our prayers.
Trish/Angel_Wings <Kngboyer@aol.com>
Kingston, TN USA - Friday, March 17, 2006 11:59 AM CST
Hi Riley, Henry, and Sharon, All of you are in my thoughts and prayers daily. I miss Dakota, but I have so many fond memories that put a smile on my face. Take care of yourselves. Love, Steph
Stephanie <messicksa@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR - Friday, March 17, 2006 10:21 AM CST
Sharon,
What a strong and faithful Christian you are. I read your entries as often as I can and it never amazes me how God has allowed you to be a witness to other people and lift Him up. Dakota and Riley are very, very blessed to have you for their mother. You continue to keep me grounded and realize what is important in this world.
I am in Donna's SS class.
Lisa Hogan <lhogan@fox.crsc.k12.ar.us>
Jonesboro, AR USA - Friday, March 17, 2006 9:45 AM CST
I love you all so very much! Riley, I got a really cool present for you. Emma is coming this weekend and she is staying all next week. Also Bethany is coming too. . . I'm thinking paarrty! Yup that's what I think.
I'm still praying so hard for you. Uncle Henry, you really need to find some friends in the lunch room.
Love,
Amy
Amy Leonard <aeleonard@ualr.edu>
Cabot, Ar US - Friday, March 17, 2006 9:09 AM CST
Morning Hawkins! Glad to see an update. I loved it.
thinking of you and praying always for peace,
Kelly Monroe
Cabot, AR - Friday, March 17, 2006 5:41 AM CST
Thinking and praying for you.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Friday, March 17, 2006 0:43 AM CST
I was lead to write to you tonight. As I was cleaning house tonight, I have been humming. You know, humming and not even knowing the song that I was humming. Dakota has been so heavy on my mind and heart today. I felt so strongly to stop and say a prayer for you and your family. As I stopped, I realized what I was humming...."Great is thy faithfulness, Great is thy faithfulness, Morning by Morning new mercies I see, All I have need thy hands hath provided, Great is thy faithfulness". Funny how the words "Dakota" and "Faithfulness" ALWAYS fit into the same sentence!! Absent but NEVER forgotten. We are still praying!!
Sandra Campbell (Corbin's Mom) <sandra.l.campbell@us.army.mil>
Jacksonville, Arkansas - Thursday, March 16, 2006 11:07 PM CST
Once again thank you for sharing your beautiful, faithful thoughts. It is so true. We all look forward to the land of the living with our creator and Heavenly Father. Thinking of and praying for you daily. God Bless You! Carrie Wellenberger
The Wellenberger's <the_wellenbergers@comcast.net>
www.prayforchase.com, - Thursday, March 16, 2006 10:13 PM CST
Wow, I stand in awe of our mighty God. What great peace He gave to our Dakota to prepare him to be called home. Sharon, thanks for sharing this.
Love,
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Thursday, March 16, 2006 9:33 PM CST
Hey guys, just let you know that we are still here for each one of you guys. We are still praying for ya'll.
Sharon, Yesterday I could not get you off my mine, after leaving my house around noon, I drove down to your house to make sure everything was ok, or to just give you hug. There was no one home. Please remember I am here for you anytime. We love ya!!
Oh by the way Riley, I bought some cookies that ya'll loved.
Jeff, Karen, Dalton and Miss Ann Madding <maddingjdk@classicnet.net >
Austin, ar usa - Thursday, March 16, 2006 9:32 PM CST
Just thinking of you all today Henry, Sharon, and Riley...Hope the days are getting easier in now understanding a little better in just how great of a place Dakota is now. He must be so happy, even though he must miss such a wonderful family greatly. Praying for you still everyday with love.
Heather and Wade Brewster <wadebrewst@classicnet.net>
Cabot, AR - Thursday, March 16, 2006 7:39 PM CST
Still here for you.
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Thursday, March 16, 2006 6:55 PM CST
Dear Sharon, Henry and Riley,
My personal comments on your tragic loss I expressed to you privately. It's taken me longer to address your web site because it is a confirmation of Dakota's death, something that is so hard to accept. How we all hoped- all of us in the thousands who followed your journey - that the story would have a "happy" ending, happy from our perspective, human beings whose understanding of God's master plan is so limited. Surely, for Dakota, the ending is a happy one, for the life after this one is spiritually sublime. And for him, now, there are no (physical) boundaries between himself and his loved one, he is close by and aware and will help you in your next difficult challenge, the healing journey.
For all of us who followed your story, Dakota became everyone's child, and so we are all mourning. I am reminded of these powerful words of the poet, "One man's death diminishes me because I am involved in mankind...Never ask to know for whom the bell tolls, it tolls for thee..." Yes, the loss of Dakota is universal because of all that wonderful potential. Yet, it seems, that his was a different mission, namely to glorify and sanctify God's name.
In Judaism there is a blessing bestowed on the mourners during the seven days of mourning: "May God comfort you among the mourners of Zion and Jerusalem." True comfort and healing only comes from God.
Fondly, Sharon
Sharon Pantel Bakst <sharon@hadassah.org.il>
Jerusalem, Israel - Thursday, March 16, 2006 4:12 AM CST
i am prraying hawkins family like everybody said he fought the good fight and kept the faith and thats excatly what he did and i love all yal and keeping yal in my prayers and know now that he is not suffering and he is in heaven with jesus now!! I love yal with all my heart god bless hawkins family!!
<3 Jill S.
Jill Smolsky <tingrinchick_01@yahoo.com>
Cabot, ar us - Wednesday, March 15, 2006 6:46 PM CST
DEAR HAWKINS FAMILY , STAY STRONG AND STABLE THROUGHOUT THESE LONG HARD TIMES..... KEEP THE FAITH JUST AS DAKOTA DID BECAUSE HE WILL BE PROUD OF YOU AND YOU NKOW IT. EVEN THOUGH HE IS GONE... HE WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN BY ANYONE!!!
COREY,AMY,LAUREN,ALEX,ANDLOGAN <littleladyback22@yahoo.com>
CABOT, AR USA - Wednesday, March 15, 2006 5:09 PM CST
to the entire Hawkins Family I did not know Dakota only through the children at church asking for prayers on his behalf.Riley may have just turned 13 but he knows more about life than some of us could ever know.You are very lucky to have such a loving, strong family and by what I read on this web site a lot of friends and prayers. God has already blessed you in so may ways.
Shirley Miller
Cabot, Ar - Wednesday, March 15, 2006 4:41 PM CST
hello,
although you may not know who i am, i was a close friend of brandy dittert, and i heard alot of good stories about dakota. when i found out on march third i completly broke down. i cried that night and i couldnt stop thinking about it. dakota was an insparation to me, and he helped me get closer to god. i have the entire hawkins family in my heart and prayers. god bless!!!!
Maria Galindo <mapizonga@hotmail.com>
katy , tx us - Wednesday, March 15, 2006 4:05 PM CST
Happy Birthday Riley!!!
Sandi <knightsandi@aol.com>
Houston, TX USA - Wednesday, March 15, 2006 3:53 PM CST
You all were so brave and you have the assurance Dakota is hurting no more. You can have peace in knowing you did all that was humanly possible for him. You are in my prayers and on my mind daily. Love you!
Ms. Patti (Yingling) <paty@classicnet.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Wednesday, March 15, 2006 3:50 PM CST
People are rejoycing for Dakota going to Heaven, yet they are filling the streets with their tears for your loss of a child. I think that people should make these opinions one in the same like God does to murderers and preachers. People around the world were touched by Dakota's kindness, love, compassion, and strength. Not just Cabot but people from WIsconsin, Florida, Texas, and even South Korea.
Jordan Reed
Cabot, AR - Wednesday, March 15, 2006 1:24 PM CST
Hawkins Family, I woke up this morning and the old hyumn Precious Memories came to me and I've been singing it ever once and while and each time,I think of you all and your beautiful memories you have of Dakota. We will pray for you each time we think of you. We love you.
Joanne Baker
No.LittleRock, Ar. - Wednesday, March 15, 2006 10:53 AM CST
Your family is in my thoughts and prayers.
Kris Herbst - Angels on Earth <kris@ercolina-usa.com>
Davenport, IA - Wednesday, March 15, 2006 9:28 AM CST
There's a story behind the hymn, "It Is Well"
"In 1873, Chicago lawyer Horatio G. Spafford sent his wife and four daughters on a European trip, with plans to join them later. His family sailed on the SS Ville due Havre, which was struck by another ship and sank. Mrs. Spafford survived, but the daughters were lost. She cabled
her husband from Cardiff, Wales: "Saved alone." Spafford sailed to meet his wife and wrote this text near the scene of the tragedy.
When peace, like a river, attendeth my way,
When sorrows like sea billows roll;
Whatever my lot, Thou has taught me to say,
It is well, it is well, with my soul.
Refrain:
It is well, with my soul,
It is well, it is well, with my soul.
And Lord, haste the day when my faith shall be sight,
The clouds be rolled back as a scroll;
The trump shall resound, and the Lord shall descend,
Even so, it is well with my soul.
This sweet song of prayer reminds me of your family and how you all "keep the faith." Sharon, I know how you love to hear the wonderful old hymms. You all are inspirational, just as this hymm is; to so many. You are all awesome, and of course. . . God is "da bomb"
Love Always,
Amy
Amy Leonard <aeleonard@ualr.edu>
Cabot, Ar US - Wednesday, March 15, 2006 9:10 AM CST
I, like many others, are standing in the gap for all of you.
Bear one another's burdens, and in this way you will fulfill the law of Christ.
- Galatians 6:2 (NRSV)
Love you much,
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Wednesday, March 15, 2006 8:47 AM CST
Morning Hawkins! Hope all is going well for everyone. I am counting down to Spring Break. Anyone else? I am sure there are plenty out there just as anxious as myself. I pray daily for each of you. I hope today brings each of you peace, fulfillment, and smiles from strangers, or strange smiles from friends! (lol)
Praying and loving you all, always,
Kelly Monroe
Cabot, AR - Wednesday, March 15, 2006 5:32 AM CST
Having one of my sleepless nights. So, I thought I'd let you know that I'm praying for you. Even when the nights are the darkest, we are promised joy in the morning. Here's looking forward to the morning.
Melissa Benson
Katy, TX - Wednesday, March 15, 2006 4:37 AM CST
I did not know Dakota, only through family in Conway did I come to know the battle he faced, and bravely, I might add. I am so sorry for your loss, but knowing that Dakota is a better place, makes my heart NOT hurt so much for such a brave soldier. Hang in there, he will always be with you.
Pat Baldwin <patticake1016@yahoo.com>
Casper, WY USA - Wednesday, March 15, 2006 0:55 AM CST
*HEY HAWKiNS FAMiLY! JUST THOUGHT iD DROP iN AND SAY HEY! HOPE ALL iS WELL! MY PRAYERS ARE WiTH EACH OF YOU! KEEP THE FAiTH! LOVE YOU ALL!!*
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Tuesday, March 14, 2006 9:40 PM CST
hey i never met dakota but i read your journal entries every time you entered them and i prayed for him every night his death came as a great shock to me...to all of us...i just really wish i would have got the chance to really meet him...
samantha <missinyooh92@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, March 14, 2006 8:48 PM CST
Our prayers are ever with you all.
We pray God's caring arms to hold you and carry you all thru this.
Your whole family has been and will continue to be an inspriation to us all.
God Bless - Ann Davis and the Internet Prayer Group
Ann Davis
Conway, AR - Tuesday, March 14, 2006 8:19 PM CST
HOPE YOU HAD A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY RILEY! WE MISS YOU GUYS ALOT AND I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO WORKING WITH HENRY AT CHURCH ON THE DEACON BODY. YOU ARE ALWAYS IN OUR PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS. JESUS SAID,"BLESSED ARE THOSE WHO MOURN,FOR THEY WILL BE COMFORTED." MATTHEW 5:4. THERE IS IN STORE FOR DAKOTA THE CROWN OF RIGHTEOUSNESS,WHICH THE LORD, THE RIGHTEOUS JUDGE,AWARDED HIM THAT DAY-AND NOT ONLY TO HIM,BUT ALSO TO ALL WHO HAVE LONGED FOR HIS APPEARING. 2TIMOTHY 4:8. YOUR FAMILY STRENGTHENS AND ENCOURAGES ME MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW. THANK YOU, THANK GOD, FOR YOUR FAITH AND LOVE. WE LOVE YOU!
brett and amy tullos <brett@westlakeplumbing.com>
cabot, ar usa - Tuesday, March 14, 2006 7:01 PM CST
Hope you had a nice trip and visit with your family last weekend. Riley, you are a teenager now!
We continue to think and pray for all of you without ceasing.
Love and God Bless each one of you.
Your Texas Grandparents
Pat Marshall <tbmarshall@ev1.net>
KATY , texas - Tuesday, March 14, 2006 6:34 PM CST
Still in my prayers!
<3 Sarah Elizabeth Clark<3
Sarah Clark <sillysarahc@aol.com>
- Tuesday, March 14, 2006 4:59 PM CST
I am missing our Dakota a lot today. I miss our chats about sports--I know he'd have a lot to say about the recent Hogs' basketball.
I think of you all often and keep you in the center of my prayers.
Eyes on Him,
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Tuesday, March 14, 2006 3:53 PM CST
Hi Hawkins family... You have all been on my mind so much over the past week. While I share your grief, I cannot begin to imagine the depth of your pain and sense of loss. I have been praying that you are all comforted somehow by knowing how much you are loved by so many. The photo of your precious sons is a true glimpse into the heart of each of them. They are both true heroes whose love for Jesus and for one another is so obvious in the beautiful photograph. I really miss your sweet Dakota. Thank you for generously sharing him with us on those lazy Saturday afternoons when he was content to "do nothing". They are memories that we will always treasure as sacred....especially Scott. Please call if you need absolutely anything. I will continue to hold you close in prayer.
John Giblin <john@clinstudy.com>
Austin, AR USA - Tuesday, March 14, 2006 2:54 PM CST
Hello sweet family,
just a note to let you know you are in my thoughts constantly. Riley, I hope your day was so special. Can't wait to see you all. love, aunt donna
Donna Gwinn <dgwinn@wcs.k12.ar.us>
- Tuesday, March 14, 2006 11:49 AM CST
PRAYING STRONG FOR YOU AND THE FAMILY
LOTS OF LOVE
MICHELE
MICHELE COCHRAN <weatherfordam@archildrens.org>
LITTLE ROCK, AR USA - Tuesday, March 14, 2006 11:09 AM CST
Hey guys you are in my prayers!!! hope you have a wonderful day!!!
Happy Late Birthday Riley!!!!!!!BIG 13!!!!!!!!!(lol)
Love Always,
Kayelyn Johnson
Kayelyn Johnson <johndeereiskewl@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR 72023 - Tuesday, March 14, 2006 10:58 AM CST
HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY RILEY!!
LOVE YA,
LINDSAY AND FAMILY!! <RICHNFAMOOSE92@YAHOO.COM>
- Tuesday, March 14, 2006 10:57 AM CST
Lifting you up in prayer today. You're all on our hearts every single day. Our students at Poyen had their FCA meeting this morning before school and they prayed for your family. I can only imagine how many others are praying for you today as well. God continue to bless you and comfort you.
Diana, Eddie, Jordan and Sydney Layrock
Sheridan, AR USA - Tuesday, March 14, 2006 10:35 AM CST
Sharon I think of you all the time and can't imagine the pain your heart feels but at the same time the peace knowing that Dakota is finally healed,happy,WELL!!!!! What a blessing it is to know that this is not all there is, thank God. Truly Dakota is the lucky one being able to visit with the Father. But knowing that does not always comfort a mothers heart that will just take time. Our family feels so blessed to know yours, tell Riley happy birthday from the Manley family. We love you all. Melissa
Melissa Manley <melissamanley@aol.com>
Lumberton, tx usa - Tuesday, March 14, 2006 9:43 AM CST
Hawkins Family
My thoughts and prayers are with you everyday. I feel so blessed knowing your family.
Rick Stone <Rick.Stone@cps.k12.ar.us>
Cabot, AR - Tuesday, March 14, 2006 9:39 AM CST
Sharon,
Praying for you today.
Pamela
Pamela Matthews <gmatth@clearsail.net>
Houston, TX USA - Tuesday, March 14, 2006 9:29 AM CST
Just checking in on ya'll. Praying for your day.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, tx - Tuesday, March 14, 2006 9:07 AM CST
Happy Birthday Riley! praying for you all
Lindsey Frizzell
- Tuesday, March 14, 2006 8:58 AM CST
I'm praying for you every day. I wouldn't trade the friendship with Grandpa Lamb for a million dollars. The boys and I had a blast with him the night before his birthday. I hope we didn't wear him out. I love you guys and I'm anxious to see you soon. Pray for me; I leave for Costa Rica on Thursday afternoon at 2:45 for a mission trip. Riley, I'll bring you a hat. Happy Birthday Riley. I love you, man. Brother, sorry for the late phone call. I've got a place that you and I and Riley need to visit. Tell you all about it when I come home.
Rob Leonard <mbsf@uamont.edu>
- Tuesday, March 14, 2006 4:48 AM CST
Still praying often for all of you.
Much love!
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Monday, March 13, 2006 11:17 PM CST
Sharon,
I continue to pray for you. May God give you an abundance of peace and comfort and bless you as you have blessed so many with your sweet, sweet spirit. I pray for you to rest peacefully tonight.
Love and Hugs,
Tina
Tina Sears <sears4@cebridge.net>
Cabot, AR - Monday, March 13, 2006 10:42 PM CST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RILEY!! WE ALL LOVE YOU GUYS SOO MUCH AND PRAYING ALWAYS!!!!
Love,
Brandy
Brandy Dittert <BrandyDandy24@hosuton.rr.com>
Katy, Tx USA - Monday, March 13, 2006 5:28 PM CST
Hi Mrs.Sharon,
You're in my thoughts and prayers at this time and always!
Stay Sweet and Keep Smiling!
Love always!
Heather
Heather Williams <HeatherWilliams@cox-internet.com>
Jonesboro, AR United States - Monday, March 13, 2006 4:00 PM CST
Good morning! We've started spring break here in Katy. So, I'm home with the kids for a laid-back week. Just wanted to let you know that God keeps you at the forefront of my thoughts & prayers.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Monday, March 13, 2006 10:15 AM CST
Hey all,
I hope this weekend was a nice get away. I hope you had a wonderful birthday Riley! Alex and I came to Mt. Carmel yesterday morning and we really enjoyed it! I think that we will start visiting there. It has been hard finding a church but the sermon was great yesterday and everyone was so friendly! I have a couple of presents for you Riley. I will get them to you just as soon as you want me to! I love you all and am praying for you everyday. What a wonderful thing to "Keep The Faith."
Love and Prayers,
Amy Leonard
Amy Leonard <aeleonard@ualr.edu>
Cabot, Ar US - Monday, March 13, 2006 8:44 AM CST
Hey hawkins how are yall?? And happy Late birthday to you riley!!!! thirteen...wow you are finally a big teenager! but i just wanted to see how things are goin!! seems like yall are ok well i just wanted to drop in!! always in my thoughts and prayers!!!! <3
Brittany Fowler <fowler_mae09@yahoo.com>
cabot, AR united states - Monday, March 13, 2006 8:32 AM CST
Dear Hawkins Family, I think the bad weather has passed.Just wanted to check on all of you and let you know you are on my mind, so that means I'm praying for you and yours right now. Di Di and Ray were here yesterday,with their son from Tulsa,Ok. She was not feeling too good. They have increased that trial drug AMN107. She will be going back to Mayo Clinic in 3 weeks.Hope your trip was relaxing. If you ever need to talk,call me. You are an awesome family. I feel I've received such a blessing being a prayer warrior with all of you. I love you and will continue to keep you in my prayers.
Joanne Baker <tonimae@swbell.net>
No.LittleRock, Ar. - Monday, March 13, 2006 7:47 AM CST
Our thoughts and prayers, with you, always.
Lesa Speck and family <Lesa.Speck@cps.k12.ar.us>
- Sunday, March 12, 2006 9:52 PM CST
Thinking of you all today. Love you !
Barbara Mize
Barbara Mize <rickandbarbmize@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Sunday, March 12, 2006 7:42 PM CST
Hey yall I love you and am still prayin.Happy Late Birthday Riley!I will be up there next weekend so look 4 me...I'll also be there this Thursday we'll call you when we get there.Tell everybody hi for me and give Callie a hug 4 me okay??Love ya lots!!!!!!!!
Emily Leonard <www.pauline@seark.net>
Monticello, AR USA - Sunday, March 12, 2006 4:47 PM CST
Hey yall I love you and am still prayin.Happy Late Birthday Riley!I will be up there next weekend so look 4 me...I'll also be there this Thursday we'll call you when we get there.Tell everybody hi for me and give Callie a hug 4 me okay??Love ya lots!!!!!!!!
Emily Leonard <www.pauline@seark.net>
Monticello, AR USA - Sunday, March 12, 2006 4:44 PM CST
Happy Belated Birthday, Ry! Thinking about you and lifting you up in prayer.
Love you,
Ms. Gammill
Jenny Gammill <Jennifer.Gammill@cps.k12.ar.us>
- Sunday, March 12, 2006 4:25 PM CST
Riley, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, the next day! (I trick myself into believing people like it if you're late with wishes and gifts so they can stretch out their celebrations--actually, I spent the night at the lake and didn't have a computer available) Hope your day was PERFECT and that the wedding was beautiful; hope you didn't get all the attention, with your handsome face. HAPPY ALL YEAR!
Martha Feland <mfeland@ipa.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Sunday, March 12, 2006 4:04 PM CST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RILEY!!
Yeah, I know it was yesterday...but I just now had a chance to get on the computer. Haha. Well I hope you had a great birthday and I know it's probably hard without him there, but just know that he's still with you wherever you are! Hope you and your family had a safe trip. You're all still in our thoughts and prayers!
Love,
Kadi James
Kadi James <GreenEyedGirl683@hotmail.com>
Cabot, AR - Sunday, March 12, 2006 3:42 PM CST
thinking and praying for you
chase grantham
cabot, ar U.S. - Sunday, March 12, 2006 2:55 PM CST
Hope you had a wonderful birthday Riley!! Happy Belated Birthday to you!!! We hope that you were able to relax and enjoy being surrounded by your loving family. We love you all and will continue to pray for strength, comfort and happiness to fill your hearts every day. God Bless You All!
The Hiner & Howard Family <dahoward@futura.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Sunday, March 12, 2006 10:07 AM CST
Howdy Hawkins! It is a beautiful morning. The birds chirping, the wind chime plays a tune, what a wonderful, blessed morning. Hope your birthday was lots of fun. Hey Ry, did you meet any cuties at the wedding?? (lol)
Take care,
Kelly Monroe
Cabot, AR - Sunday, March 12, 2006 6:50 AM CST
MANY HAPPY RETURNS OF THIS DAY, RILEY!
Jim and Judy Teeter
Little Rock, - Saturday, March 11, 2006 11:55 PM CST
I'll never forget that day i was called to your home knowing what I had to do. The pain in the heart of his sweet loving mother just crushed me. She prayed a beautiful prayer and so do coach. God is so wonderful. If you ever need me please call. Love and prayers always.
Sherry Stracener <lonokecntycoroner@hotmail.com>
Austin, Ar Lonoke - Saturday, March 11, 2006 10:48 PM CST
Riley,
I have thought of you several times today and always stopped a few to pray that you were having a great birthday. Love you!
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Saturday, March 11, 2006 9:48 PM CST
Henry, Sharon, and Riley: We were so saddened to hear about Dakota but we know that he is in a much better place now. Being in Lexington we did not hear until the service had already passed but we send our love and prayers to all. Travis has told us he knows he will see Dakota again when he gets to Heaven and we are sure of that. Take care and we'll be praying for you.
Beth Marton <lizzygirl29732@yahoo.com>
Lexington, KY USA - Saturday, March 11, 2006 9:39 PM CST
*HAPPY BiRTHDAY RiLEY!! HOPE YOU HAD A GREAT DAY!! MUCH LOVE!!*
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Saturday, March 11, 2006 9:21 PM CST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR RILEY,
Your are a true HERO we love you very much and are so proud of you. Please have a wonderful day.
God Bless you always.
Your Texas Grandparents
Pat Marshall <tbmarshall@ev1.net>
KATY, TX - Saturday, March 11, 2006 8:47 PM CST
Riley,
Happy Birthday! I hope that you guys are not in the middle of the tornados up there. As I type this the whole area of NW Arkansas is looking like they are getting storms. I hope that your birthday has been wonderful and that you are enjoying time with family. Travel safely home to us...
Gynger Edmondson <gmeteach@hotmail.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Saturday, March 11, 2006 8:16 PM CST
Happy Birthday Riley! I didnt realize it was your birthday untill i came back and read some of these... im sry... but HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Hope to talk to you soon.
Love Chelsea
Chelsea Domino <cheercutie709@hotmail.com>
Jonesboro, AR United States - Saturday, March 11, 2006 7:28 PM CST
Happy Birthday Riley! Hope you have had a great birthday and many more to come!!
The Odom's
Cabot, AR USA - Saturday, March 11, 2006 6:32 PM CST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RILEY!!!
hey everyone yall are still in the thoughts and prayers hope yall have a good time on yalls trip love yall very much. GOD BLESS
kepping the faith
haylea bryant <tap@centurytel.net>
- Saturday, March 11, 2006 5:27 PM CST
Happy Birthday, Riley! You are a very brave and special young man.
Jerry and Carla Garland <cgarland@centurytel.net>
- Saturday, March 11, 2006 5:26 PM CST
Happy Birthday Riley!
We are praying that you all have a safe trip to the wedding. God Bless You!
Love, Carrie, Chase, Matt, and Catie
The Wellenberger's <the_wellenbergers@comcast.net>
www.prayforchase.com, - Saturday, March 11, 2006 5:05 PM CST
Dear Hawkins Family, Hope you are all having a much deserved good time. GOD be with each of you.-------And Happy Birthday to you. Happy Birthday to you. Happy Birthday dear Riley, Happy Birthday to you!!!!!!!
Joanne Baker <tonimae@swbell.net>
No.LittleRock,, Ar. - Saturday, March 11, 2006 5:04 PM CST
Hope you all are able to relax a little this weekend and enjoy Riley's birthday...Happy Birthday Riley! Just thinking of you all and Dakota and prayers are still with you.
Heather Brewster <wadebrewst@classicnet.net>
Cabot, AR - Saturday, March 11, 2006 4:39 PM CST
Happy Birthday, Riley! You are a hero to me and my family.
Susan Stein <hilltophedgies@msn.com>
Layton, UT - Saturday, March 11, 2006 4:15 PM CST
Happy Birthday Riley!
Be strong and show everyone the hero you really are!!
Luv Lotz~
Kayla
Kayla Miller <beachbumkem@cebridge.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Saturday, March 11, 2006 2:51 PM CST
Happy Birthday Riley Hawkins!!!!
Leigh Ann Grinnis <lgrinnis@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR - Saturday, March 11, 2006 2:49 PM CST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RILEY--GOD BLESS YOU GUYS!
MICHELE COCHRAN <weatherfordam@archildrens.org>
LITTLE ROCK, AR USA - Saturday, March 11, 2006 2:34 PM CST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR RILEY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We love you, Ms. Holly, Mr. Chris, Brandy and Carly
Holly <Ntransition@houston.rr.com>
Katy, Tx - Saturday, March 11, 2006 1:25 PM CST
Henry, Sharon, & Riley,
As everyone else, I grieve with you. God will give you strength, you know He has already! We love you and think and pray for you daily.
Happy Birthday Riley!.
Barb Mize
Barbara Mize <rickandbarbmize@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Saturday, March 11, 2006 1:08 PM CST
Hey Hawkins family, I am very sorry that I couldn't attend Dakota's viewing or funarole because my mom went to Memphis and O didn't go with her, but I wasnt allowed to come, but you are all in my prayors forever and always.
Love always,
Tamara Johsnon
Tamara Jane Johnson <frankiejsgf@yahoo.com>
Cabot, Arkansas United States - Saturday, March 11, 2006 1:04 PM CST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RILEY!!!!!!!
Hope you have a wonderful day!
Love ya
Maghan Slater <shastadisasta05@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Saturday, March 11, 2006 11:16 AM CST
Dear Hawkins Family,
I am so sorry to hear of your loss. Although I never met Dakota I visited his site many times and prayed for him frequently. It makes me sad, but also happy to know that Dakota is in a better place. He has taught me a lot and has become a hero and role model to me. I will continue to keep your family in my prayers
Elizabeth Callahan
Elizabeth Callahan <e_callahan9@hotmail.com>
Batesville, AR USA - Saturday, March 11, 2006 11:13 AM CST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DEAR RILEY!
HAPPY BIRHTDAY TO YOU!!!
(I would suggest you call Jimmy Taylor for the music part, but then that probably wouldn't help ;-)
Hope you have a WONDERFUL birtday!
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Saturday, March 11, 2006 8:30 AM CST
Happy Birthday Riley! Hope you give 'teen'age a new meaning! Lots of love and hugs are sent your way today and always.
Kelly Monroe
Cabot, AR - Saturday, March 11, 2006 8:05 AM CST
Happy Birthday Riley. I am sure this will be a hard day for you. thirteen!!! wow!!!! I know just from reading this website what a blessing you are to your folks. I am wishing you only the best.... Keeping your family in my prayers!
Sharon
Dardanelle , - Saturday, March 11, 2006 7:51 AM CST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RILEY!
checking on and praying for ALL of you. I hope the wedding brings you some joy.
With warmest regards,
Laurie - Angel Wings
Laurie <fantasia550@comcast.net>
Belford, NJ USA - Saturday, March 11, 2006 4:13 AM CST
"Happy Birthday Riley."
Sharon I also remember 12 years ago being very pregant with Taylor and thanking God for our precious gift. I knew my mother was with me every step of the way, watching over us from Heaven. Boy how the years have passed and how our precious little bundles of joy have grown up into precious young teenagers.
It is 10:30 pm and I am trying to get four 12 and 13 year old girls settled down so maybe I can get to bed at midnight. ha/ha Taylor birthday is also March 11. She is having a slumber party tonight and they have ate pizza, cake, cookies, candy and who's knows what else they have slipped downstairs into the den. I thought that the boys ate alot when they were growing up. These girls sure can put away the groceries. ha/ha.
Enjoy your time with your family. And enjoy Rileys birthday....all of you were blessed on MARCH 11.
In Christ Love,
Penny
Penny <tpraymond@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Friday, March 10, 2006 10:53 PM CST
dakota
whats up my brother i was thinking the other day bout all of the memorys we had and i remember that one time at church and you were in ronnies class and you had that fart machine and ronnie was gettin real mad because it was like one of the ones that stink too and then he like told you that if you did it one more time that he was gonna send you to ur parents and of course what did you do......did it again that is the dakota that i loved(i love you the whole time i promise haha) but anyways i just thought that i would give you a yell and hey.....if you are felling like a pimp get that dirt off your shoulders so since you insist that you are a pimp then go ahead and brush yo shoulders off well i love you and i talk to ya lata and see ya soon i love ya buddy
corbin *keepthefaith*
corbin kidd <ckidd91@yahoo.com>
- Friday, March 10, 2006 10:13 PM CST
Happy Birthday Riley, praying that you all have a safe trip to the wedding and that you are able to have some fun this weekend. Tell mom and dad hello from Boyd
Teresa Boyd <sixboyds@adelphia.net>
- Friday, March 10, 2006 9:42 PM CST
Happy Birthday Riley. Hope that you have great day. I know it is going to be hard, but God will help you though it. Have a safe trip. Well my daughters and I just wanted to say we are still praying for your family.
Tamela Robinson <tdrbaker@cebridge.net>
Cabot, Ar Lonoke - Friday, March 10, 2006 8:18 PM CST
My heart is with all of you and know that you will be in my prayers for as long as I have breath. It is so hard loosing a close family member. I lost my first husband at an early age and it was then that I truly became comitted to Jesus. He is our rock and foundation. He is our peace in trouble. He is our hiding place. In His word He tells us how to get through the hard times. You can never ask why, just know that He is all knowing and sees us through. Dakota was such an inspiration to all of us who followed his final journey. What a wonderful son, and what a wonderful son you have in Riley. Gods blessings, Love, Ms. Sue
Susan Malmay <grammy06@earthlink.net>
Noble, La - Friday, March 10, 2006 7:17 PM CST
My heart is with all of you and know that you will be in my prayers for as long as I have breath. It is so hard loosing a close family member. I lost my first husband at an early age and it was then that I truly became comitted to Jesus. He is our rock and foundation. He is our peace in trouble. He is our hiding place. In His word He tells us how to get through the hard times. You can never ask why, just know that He is all knowing and sees us through. Dakota was such an inspiration to all of us who followed his final journey. What a wonderful son, and what a wonderful son you have in Riley. Gods blessings, Love, Ms. Sue
Susan Malmay <grammy06@earthlink.net>
Noble, La - Friday, March 10, 2006 7:15 PM CST
Hey Riley..Love ya lots I miss you sooo much.Wish I could see u sorry I cant be there! Happy Birthday! love ya lots!I'm prayin 4 yall!I love yall Aunt Sharon,Uncle Henry,and Riley!
Emily Leoanrd <www.pauline@seark.net>
Monticello, AR USA - Friday, March 10, 2006 6:44 PM CST
Hey .. I go to church with Brandy .. && Dakota ment alot to me && everyone at our church .. even tho ive never met him .. i still feel him .. ive had conversations with him .. dreams about him .. && conversations about him .. i will never forget him .. hes changed my life forever .. && i will always remember him .. you have raised a good son .. HAPPY BiRTHDAY RiLEY! Ü
COURTNEY <rkcv33@aim.com>
RiCHMOND, TX USA - Friday, March 10, 2006 6:15 PM CST
Happy Birthday Riley! You are an incredible young man and as much an inspiration to us as Dakota is and always will be! We love you!
Sarah & Gary Clark <janeecme@aol.com>
Cabot, AR 72023 - Friday, March 10, 2006 5:45 PM CST
Hey Riley! Your party today during 7th was awesome!! I hope that you have a great birthday and your a teenager! Good luck...Ha Ha. See you later.
Rachael
- Friday, March 10, 2006 4:43 PM CST
*HEY RiLEY! JUST WANTED TO WiSH YOU A HAPPY EARLY BiRTHDAY! AND LET YOU KNOW THAT i'LL BE PRAYiNG FOR YA'LL! MUCH LOVE!!*
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Friday, March 10, 2006 4:30 PM CST
Riley, Just wanted to wish you a Happy Birthday!! You are a very giving person. We will be thinking of you tomorrow!!! We pray for your family all of the time and are always just thinking about all of you. God is good and faithful. Love from the Scroggins' family
THe Scroggins' family
Tulsa, Ok. - Friday, March 10, 2006 4:28 PM CST
Have a safe trip this weekend, and Happy Birthday, Riley! Henry & Sharon, I was thinking about how Dakota always acted more mature than most grown-ups. He is the model that all parents would want their sons to grow up like and their daughters to grow up and marry. And Riley is just like that, too. Thanks for being a part of our lives. Always Prayin'!
Corey, Amy, Alex, Lauren & Logan <cwilliams@communitybk.net>
Cabot , AR - Friday, March 10, 2006 4:10 PM CST
Dearest Riley,
Happy Birthday to a PRECIOUS, PRECIOUS young man! As I watched you last week, I was reminded of your sweet soul. All of your unique qualities that I saw while you were in the fifth grade have just continued to grow. Have a wonderful trip and weekend.
Jessica Tonnessen
Jessica Tonnessen
Cabot, AR USA - Friday, March 10, 2006 3:36 PM CST
I hope you all have a great time at the wedding with your family. Travel safely.
Stacy Cates
Stacy Cates <stacy.cates@cps.k12.ar.us>
Cabot, - Friday, March 10, 2006 2:11 PM CST
Riley,
Wishing you an early happy birthday. Dakota may not be by your side but he will forever be in your heart. Hang on to your memories for no one can take those away from you. In my book, you are a hero! I've never met anyone in your family but have kept up with Dakota and your family for a few years. (Don Grisham is a client of mine) and he always talked about Dakota and my husband had been through similar situations and he gave me Dakota's website and since that day I have checked it daily and prayed for your whole family. My heart broke when I read Dakota had passed away but I know he is up there with my husband and they are both finally pain free and that is what keeps me going and the promise that we will see them again one day. Luke 1:37
Patty Plough <patty.plough@daltile.com>
seagoville, tx 75159 - Friday, March 10, 2006 1:54 PM CST
Sharon,
I'm working on an arrangement of "Blessed Assurance" that FBC choir is learning. It is a beautiful old hymn but this one is difficult for me to play. While practicing, I thought of you and your family. I'm sure you know the words; "Blessed assurance, Jesus is mine . . . This is my story, this is my song, praising my savior all the day long." Much love, Jan
Jan Harrell <jangharrell@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Friday, March 10, 2006 11:37 AM CST
Thinking of Dakota today- what a gift he was to all of us. You are in my heart and prayers...
Carrie <calhoonct@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR - Friday, March 10, 2006 10:38 AM CST
He will feed his flock like a shepherd. He will carry the lambs in his arms, holding them close to his heart. He will gently lead the mother sheep with their young.
--Isaiah 40:11, NLT
This entry was on the K-LOVE website on Thursday, 03/02. Love and prayers continue for all of you.
Janet
Jonesboro, AR - Friday, March 10, 2006 10:16 AM CST
First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY RILEY!!! Second, our prayers continue to be with you all, and we pray that you guys have a safe and relaxing trip to Springdale for your family wedding.
Michael, Jennifer, Drew, and Miriam
Michael and Jennifer Bryant <Jennifer.Pruitt-Bryant@cps.k12.ar.us>
Searcy, AR - Friday, March 10, 2006 9:58 AM CST
Happy Birthday Riley!!
You are my hero! You did so many things for your brother without any hesitation or thought. Dakota will live in our lives in Katy for ever - I will never forget meeting you both. It was an honor to be able to have you in my AWANA's group when y'all lived here.
Remeber - YOU will allways be my hero! I know that I have never met anyone with the courage you have, and I doubt I ever will.
Keep the Faith!
Bill Lacy <blacykaty@yahoo.com>
Katy, TX - Friday, March 10, 2006 9:49 AM CST
Happy Birthday to my sweet friend Riley! I love you sweetie, and just know that Dakota will be playing a round of golf in your honor. A hole in one! See you soon, Ms. Trisa
trisa <troyandtrisa@yahoo.com>
- Friday, March 10, 2006 9:29 AM CST
Prayers for all of you. Riley I hope you can enjoy your birthday as Dakota looks down upon all of you. May peace continue to find you all....
Jennifer
www.caringbridge.org/mi/angelina
Jennifer <ingmankidsmom@gmail.com>
Warren, Mi USA - Friday, March 10, 2006 9:16 AM CST
Riley,
Happy Birthday! I really feel like I should make you AND Mom and Dad aware that you have to "watch out!" for Ms. Edmondson. She can be a little mischevious and can involve her friends in mischief before they have a chance to "catch on!" Don't pay any attention to her references about "driving your Mom and Dad around!"
She has this "older friend" that she sometimes "tends." She thinks nothing of loading the poor old thing up with that Cocker Spaniel of hers, taking both of them for a ride/walk on a "short leash." She refers to this practice as "Driving Miss Daisy!"
Now...is that any way to talk about an "Old Marm?" Just be aware, and I'll refer you to a good Driver's Ed teacher so you'll be READY!!!
Have a good day!
"Miss Daisy"
Daisy <lostfriend@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Friday, March 10, 2006 9:12 AM CST
Riley,
Of course I'm cooler than Amy. What is she thinking? Anyway, happy early birthday dude. I am keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers. Keep the Faith Hawkins Family.
Alex Becker
Alex Becker <adbecker@ualr.edu>
Cabot, Ar US - Friday, March 10, 2006 9:07 AM CST
Riley,
Of course I'm cooler than Amy. What is she thinking? Anyway, happy early birthday dude. I am keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers. Keep the Faith Hawkins Family.
Alex Becker
Alex Becker <adbecker@ualr.edu>
Cabot, Ar US - Friday, March 10, 2006 9:07 AM CST
Riley,
Happy Birthday buddy! Am I on the invite list yet? Alex still thinks he's cooler than I am because you told him he was gonna be on "The List." That makes me smile!
I hope that you all can have strength and peace this weekend and spend some good time with each other. Grandma and I made some really cool picture frames for y'all. When things so down and you're ready we'll bring them out to you. Dakota was a "universal" missionary so just remember, you have the whole universe praying for you! What an AWESOME God!
I'm praying for you everyday. Keep the Faith!
I love you all,
Amy
Amy Leonard <aeleonard@ualr.edu>
Cabot, Ar US - Friday, March 10, 2006 9:04 AM CST
What an inspiration your journals are to me....your son must have been very special in your eyes and in the eyes of Jesus. I believe he was put on this earth for a reason, and it sounds like he did his job.
Praying....Lisa Leger
caringbridge.org/la/huntershealing
Lisa Leger <lisamarieleger@yahoo.com>
Eunice, LA - Friday, March 10, 2006 8:58 AM CST
Hawkins family,
Erin Jordan and I would just like to say that you are in our prayers and are deepest regards are to you. I did not know Dakota but it's still sad to hear about one of my fellow classmates to lose his life. Erin says hello and says she will pray for you all. Jordan says you all are in her prayers.
Love Brittny, Jordan, Erin
Brittny Haupt, Erin Shoemaker, and Jordan Brooks <trixie_hick_13@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR US - Friday, March 10, 2006 8:56 AM CST
Dear Hawkins family,
I know that you are feeling very down but dont you worry because the good Lord will bring your spirits back up!! I lost my father when i was 12 and i will never forget the day! i really get down sometimes but the Lord always brings me up and makes me feel great!! Somedays are better then others i will admit but things will get better!! always in our thoughts and prayers!!!!!!!!!!!!
Brittany Fowler <fowler_mae09@yahoo.com>
Cabot, Ar usa - Friday, March 10, 2006 8:39 AM CST
Thinking of you today.
Melissa Benson <jan1026@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Friday, March 10, 2006 8:20 AM CST
Hello Riley! Happy early Birthday! I wish we were in advisory because we would sing you Happy Birthday and I would make Zach and Coach Wacker sing part of it solo....at first that sounded like it might make your day, but now that I type it the thought of it does not sound so good! But, at any rate, enjoy your weekend and just think not too much longer until YOU will be driving your parents on weekend trips! Ms. Edmondson
Gynger Edmondson <gmeteach@hotmail.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Friday, March 10, 2006 7:44 AM CST
All you guys continue to be in our prayers, especially during sad times like these. Oh, and happy early birthday, Riley :-)
Meghan McFadden & Callie Hawkins
Cabot, AR US - Friday, March 10, 2006 6:29 AM CST
Mark 4:35-41 (NRSV)
On that day, when evening had come, he said to them, "Let us go across to the other side." And leaving the crowd behind, they took him with them in the
boat, just as he was. Other boats were with him. A great windstorm arose, and the waves beat into the boat, so that the boat was already being swamped.
But he was in the stern, asleep on the cushion; and they woke him up and said to him, "Teacher, do you not care that we are perishing?" He woke up and rebuked the wind, and said to the sea, "Peace! Be still!" Then the wind ceased, and there was a dead calm. He said to them, "Why are you afraid? Have you still no faith?" And they were filled with great awe and said to one another, "Who then is this, that even the wind and the sea obey him?"
Sharon, I am praying for us this kind of peace that can only come from our dear Lord and Savior. I must say that I have been afraid this past week and so very sad and confused. I trust His plan but wrestle with emotions just the same. I ask Him to reach out His mighty hand and say, "Peace, be still," over this storm in our hearts.
_________________________
Ephesians 3:20
To [God] who by the power at work within us is able to accomplish abundantly far more than all we can ask or imagine, to him be glory in the church.
Love you,
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Friday, March 10, 2006 5:31 AM CST
Dear Hawkins Family ~ You will forever be in my thoughts and prayers. I read Dakota's guestbook entries several times each day and pray that all the prayers, love, memories and well wishes bring you some small sense of comfort. I often tell people that the love a parent feels for their child is indescribable so I imagine your grief to be equally as such. May The Lord turn his face to you and give you Peace
Dawn Talley
- Thursday, March 9, 2006 11:32 PM CST
Sharon and Family
Your entry truly touched my spirit...what a awesome feeling to see how many lives Dakota touched!! Riley- I will be thinking of you this weekend, know God is with you every step of the way. Happy Birthday!!! Praying for you always!!
Michele--Apheresis
Michele Cochran <weatherfordam@archildrens.org>
Cabot, Ar USA - Thursday, March 9, 2006 11:05 PM CST
Howdy Riley - Howdy Hawkins - Enjoy your getaway weekend. Hope you have a safe trip. Happy Birthday Riley. Don't think you're grown just because you enter the 'teens. I am looking forward to spring break ... I wonder why ???Take care and know you are in my prayers.
Kelly Monroe
Cabot, AR - Thursday, March 9, 2006 10:07 PM CST
Hawkins Family,
Our prayers continue to be with you each day. You have a wonderful family.
God Bless,
Darlene Clinton (Shelby's mom www.caringbridge.org/visit/shelbyclinton) <clintonmom3@sbcglobal.net>
Sherwood, ar - Thursday, March 9, 2006 10:02 PM CST
Dear Sharon,
I love you so much, my dear friend. You are such a phenomenal mom. You raised Dakota and Riley to be tramendous men of God. Sharon, the word "saint" means friend of God. You my precious friend are a saint. And so are your lovely boys and husband. There is healing and safety in the cleft in the Rock. I am praying for you all. God is helping you.....sometimes He calms the storm, and other times He calms His child.
Love you,
Angie
Angie Farmer <musicmom_99@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 9, 2006 9:59 PM CST
Hey Riley! I bet you are glad benchmarks are over! Now it is time to rest your brain and think about your BIRTHDAY!!!!!
I hope you have an awesome one---I know it will be difficult for you without Dakota, but I know he will be grinning from Heaven and wanting you to celebrate your day.
We love you, sugar! Mrs. Kinder and Jordan
debbie kinder <jkinder2004@yahoo.com>
cabot, ar us - Thursday, March 9, 2006 9:57 PM CST
Dear Hawkins Family,
I have been thinking of you all like crazy this past week. Henry Sharon and Riley, yall are in my prayers constanly. I just wanted to let you know how much Dakota touched my life. He truely brought me back to the Lord and got me back into church. If I had not met your wonderful son, who knows where I would be today. I feel so amazingly blessed to have known such an strong and uplifting, handsome young man who lived his life so passionately for his Lord. I would give anything and everything that I have to get that youth work day at MCBC that I got to spend with him back as well as the day I saw his smiling face walking up that long hallway at the airport when yall got back from Jerusalem. What an amazingly heartwarming sight to see. I will never forget that nor will I ever forget Dakota nad what a wonderful person he was. I love you all! I really wish there were more people like the Hawkins in this world, yall are all truely an inspiration to me to "Keep the Faith" just as Dakota did.
Happy Birthday Riley!!!!!:)
love always
Maghan Slater <shastadisasta05@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Thursday, March 9, 2006 9:48 PM CST
God Bless you guys for all you have been through! You are living proof that Philipians 4:13 is God breathed scripture! We will continue to remember you in our thoughts and prayers.
Steve & Patty Willard <2bassbuds@sbcglobal.net>
Jonesboro, AR USA - Thursday, March 9, 2006 9:36 PM CST
Thank you for your beautiful entry today. Sharon, you are a wonderful wife and mother - Dakota loved you, his dad and brother so much.
Have a safe trip this weekend. We are praying for you.
God Bless you all.
We love you,
Your Texas Grandparents
Pat Marshall <tbmarshall@ev1.net>
KATY , TX - Thursday, March 9, 2006 8:21 PM CST
Sharon,
Your entry today truely touched my heart.We lost our daughter last July and there are so many thiings that remind
me of her and that she is still with me just as i know
Dakota will always be with you my friend.He was a very special young man and he loved with his whole heart and i will never forget him and all that he gave so freely we are
all better people because of your son whether we had a chance to meet him in person or through his web site he touched our hearts and Heaven is even more beautiful because our Dakota is "Home"
Trish/Angel_Wings <Kngboyer@aol.com>
Kingston, TN USA - Thursday, March 9, 2006 6:59 PM CST
Keeping you close in our prayers. What a wonderful, uplifting journal entry today. I found myself smiling as I read all the wonderful testimonies from Dakota's godly life. What a BLESSING.
Diana Layrock <layrockcrew@hotmail.com>
Sheridan, AR - Thursday, March 9, 2006 6:44 PM CST
Sharon,
Holding you close to my heart...wishing I could hug you - for your sake and mine.
Pamela
Pamela Matthews <gmatth@clearsail.net>
Houston, TX USA - Thursday, March 9, 2006 6:43 PM CST
Just thinking of you all today! I love the picture of Riley and Dakota, it is my favorite of all the ones you had on this site. Such handsome boys with such piercing blue eyes. Take care! Riley, have a great birthday. A teenager, WOW! Dakota and Christen turned teenagers the same year and now you and Stephenie, too! We love you all, Take care!
The Odoms
Cabot, AR USA - Thursday, March 9, 2006 5:33 PM CST
I love you all soo very much and wish I could give each one of yall a H-U-G-E hug!! Praying always!!
Love,
Brandy
Brandy Dittert <BrandyDandy24@houston.rr.com>
Katy, Tx USA - Thursday, March 9, 2006 4:43 PM CST
Ha Ha! I think it's so awesome that I have that exact smame quote in my profile on aim (aol instant messenger). The "When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. And when you passed, everyone around you was crying and you were smiling." I just thought it was such an awesome quote, so I put it in there several days ago. I also think that it describes Dakota exactly, always smiling and making people laugh. He was such a powerful person and he had an impact on people like non I've ever seen. Still Keeping the Faith and praying for you guys.
Rachael Tucker <brunette_beauty498@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR - Thursday, March 9, 2006 3:57 PM CST
Dear Hawkins Family, Last night as we were working on our Easter program at church, a section of the narration touched my heart and made me think of you.........
"In every situation we face, He becomes the Answer we seek. In the darkness, He is our Light. In the storms that rock our world, He is our Shelter. When life seems like a turbulent sea, He is our Anchor. And in the shifting sands of an uncertain future, He alone is the unshakable, unassailalbe Solid Rock we depend on."
Like so many others, I think of you and am praying for you daily.
Sharon Farris <spffer53@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR - Thursday, March 9, 2006 3:41 PM CST
Sharon,
Last spring I treasured in my heart you talking about a special song bird that spoke to your soul while you were in Israel. I want to say I remember it being just about the time we rejoiced over 100% donor cells. It touches me to know that the Lord continues to use his gentle creatures to minister to your heart. I must be mindful to remember to always thank Him for His creation.
Love you!
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Thursday, March 9, 2006 2:52 PM CST
Hey Riley, I knew your b.day was coming up. Over lunch I was tearing my office at work apart to find my 2005 calendar, b/c I knew I had the date marked on it and just like she read my mind, your mama posted the date. 13 years right? Yikes another teen in Cabot. :) That means my Kevin is right on your heels for the teenage status. Just like you did last year, you are making me feel very old. Have a great get away weekend and I am wishing you a great birthday. I know the bride's gonna want a lot of the attention at the wedding, but you make sure you get your share of special time too. You don't get to be 13 every year after all. Love you!
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Thursday, March 9, 2006 2:41 PM CST
Sharon - I keep reading your journal entries and I am touched to the core of me by your faith and Dakota's faith. Know that you are being lifted up as well as Riley and Henry and the rest of your family. If you talk to Mrs. Lu, please tell her I love her. In His Name and for His glory -
Randi Mackey <Mackey_randi@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 9, 2006 2:40 PM CST
Ms. Sharon, Henry and Riley,
I have met Henry at the school numerous time. Though I have never officially met you Sharon, I find you heavy on my mind and heart. You see, I have been in your presence but have stood in amazement and watched your grace and have felt the presence of God around you. You remind me so much of Mary, the mother of our Lord. She watched her only son as he was beaten and spit on. Then she watched Him suffer and die on the cross for all of us....But she did all of that with such grace, just as you have also done. Dakota was sent to all of us also. He taught us lessons and we all came and listened to him. Jesus was Dakota's age when he was teaching also. I stand in awe of you and your family.
I also write here to say thank you for teaching and showing me to love my precious children harder and faster as we do not know when God will call them home. God does not give our children to us, only lets us borrow them until He calls them home. Thank you for loving my son, Corbin as you love your own. You have left your mark on the world and on each of our hearts and minds. I am praying for you all each day.
Sandra Campbell, Corbin's mom
Sandra Campbell <sandra.l.campbell@us.army.mil>
Jacksonville, AR - Thursday, March 9, 2006 1:38 PM CST
Hey Riley, just wanting you to know that I am praying for you. Teresa Boyd
Teresa Boyd <sixboyds@adelphia.net>
Orlando, Fl - Thursday, March 9, 2006 1:27 PM CST
Dear Dakota, I do not know when the tears will cease but the sweet, sweet memories will always be alive as you are right now with Our Father.
I will treasure the time we spent together when your Mom went to get her naps, Christmas shopping for you and Riley or her jogs. I will remember when we worked on your Abercrombie shirt and how precise everything had to be. I remember how you would order your potato soup and they would always mess up your order. I remember watching Full House together and how you liked the chair next to your bed and you would allow me to throw my feet up while we watched. I remember being amused by you trying to decide if you wanted a new "Razr" cell and you would give the one you had to Riley. And then when you did get your "Razr" I tried to use it and you had to give me a Razr 101 lesson. I remember you telling me how when you get your license you were getting the Cherokee. I remember trying to keep up with you on our walks around the hospital. I remember you calling your Uncle Jimmy to not forget the Ruthie's when he came to spend the night. I remember Grandma Pat always buying you M&M's. There was the time when you were in Israel and Mr. Chris did not want you to get too homesick so he went right out and bought a web cam. He wanted to do whatever he could to keep your spirits up. I remember you did watch a college basketball game and Chris was standing and holding the camera next to the TV while you watched from Isarel. I remember Brandy getting up an hour early every single morning before school so she could keep you company because she did not want you to be afraid or get too homesick and you two talked on instant message until time for her to leave for school. I remember Dr. Slavin coming in to your room and leaning over in front of the web cam and waiving at us while your little dog,"Trouble", was behind him sitting on the bed. I remember you telling me how Carly made you laugh when she posted a message to you while you were in San Antonio and signed off as "The Nicer Twin". I will always remember going to Cabot and Grandma Pat accompanying us. I remember eating on your deck. I remember riding in your Gator and meeting "Truck". I will always remember the sound of your voice when you called me "Ms. Holly". Dakota, these are some of the things I will remember.
As someone so lovingly posted a message one time referring to Brandy and Carly as "Your Texas Twins", well, your twins and I will not say goodbye, Dakota, so we'll just see ya soon, Okay?
Forever my friend,
Love, Ms. Holly
Ms. Holly <Ntransition@houston.rr.com>
Katy, Texas - Thursday, March 9, 2006 1:16 PM CST
I just came to your site for the first time today from another site. I have to say that you were and are blessed with a true angel. I am amazed at the level of faith your son showed in his life. It must be such a comfort to you that he is truly home and walking the streets of gold. May God be your comfort in the days ahead.
Kris <grannykris@hotmail.com>
Sunnyside, WA - Thursday, March 9, 2006 11:13 AM CST
Love you!
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Thursday, March 9, 2006 10:52 AM CST
Hawkins Family,
I just wanted you to know that our family continues to lift you up in prayer. The testimony of your family is so glorifying to God and I know has witnessed to hundreds of people.
In our prayers,
The Jim Featherston Family-Searcy
Stacy Featherston <sbfeatherston@yahoo.com>
Searcy, AR USA - Thursday, March 9, 2006 10:05 AM CST
Wanted to remind you that you are in my daily prayers.
Love, Stacy Cates
Stacy Cates <stacy.cates@cps.k12.ar.us>
Cabot, AR - Thursday, March 9, 2006 9:46 AM CST
Thinking of you and praying that you find comfort in all who care about you.
Bob and Connie Taylor <ctaylor8@centurytel.net>
cabot, ar usa - Thursday, March 9, 2006 9:38 AM CST
Hey guys, Just wanted to remind you that we love you and it was great seeing Riley last night at the Rock. Always Prayin'!
Corey, Amy, Alex, Lauren & Logan <cwilliams@communitybk.net>
Cabot, AR - Thursday, March 9, 2006 8:35 AM CST
Just wanted to check in with you. I continue to pray for you.
Melissa Benson
Katy, TX - Thursday, March 9, 2006 8:24 AM CST
Love you guys very much! Keeping you in my prayers!
Kim Simmons <kimsim@hotmail.com>
austin, AR USA - Thursday, March 9, 2006 7:26 AM CST
Morning Hawkins, Checking in during prayer time. May God bless you and keep you throughout this day.
Kelly Monroe
Cabot, AR - Thursday, March 9, 2006 6:07 AM CST
I have walked in your shoes, and I will be happy to offer a shoulder for either Sharon or Henry at any time, day or night. Email me and I'll give you my phone number - I don't feel safe leaving it here on a public site. I'm praying Our Heavenly Daddy is holding your family very close right now. It's OK to cry on HIS shoulders; He lost a Son too.
Buffy Zelnick <buffyzelnick@aol.com>
Cabot, AR US - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 11:40 PM CST
Henry, Sharon, and Riley,
I pray God will surround you with His peace and comfort tonight and that you will each have a peaceful nights rest.
Love and Hugs,
Tina Sears
Tina Sears <sears@cebridge.net>
- Wednesday, March 8, 2006 11:22 PM CST
Dear Hawkins Family,
I stumbled upon your site while following links from others on caring bridge this evening. I simply want to say that, as a sister in Christ, I consider it a privilege to pray for your family during this time. Thank you for your testimony of God's grace and love, especially during such a time as this. I am praying for you as I head to bed tonight!
Jennifer Mosburg <jennjab@aol.com>
dallas, tx usa - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 11:03 PM CST
dakota dakota dakota man you are the best man i am so ready to see you i cant stand not get to see you right now it aint fair ya ya ya ya ya i know that i am greedy but when you have friends it is just that way but i know it will be real soon so i will keep keepin the faith for you and ry and mrs sharon and mr henry but i will see you soon buddy i love you and will see you SOON
love ya
corbin
Corbin Kidd <ckidd91@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, March 8, 2006 10:50 PM CST
Dear Hawkins Family,
Hope that things are going some what better. As the days go on I hope that there is peace of mind...Riley I see that you have went back to school..like someone else said wish that we could change the test dates...Hope that school is bringing some comfort and that it gets better..You guys are in my thoughts and prayers..
Love Ya All,
Christy
Christy Wilson <wilson_ccea4@yahoo.com>
Ward, Ar USA - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 9:31 PM CST
Hey, this is Chelsea Domino from camp wyldwood. I Went to camp with Dakota a while back and went with Riley this past year. I have been praying for your family and have told all my friends about it, they are also praying for you. I have not talked to Riley since camp this past year, but i hope to talk to him soon. I just wanted to let you all know that you are all in my prayers and things will get better. Ever since i heard about it i have been upset and been wanting to talk to Riley. When my mom told me about this site, i knew i had to go. Riley, I hope to see you again next year at camp.
Love Chelsea
Chelsea Domino <cheercutie709@hotmail.com>
Jonesboro, AR United States - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 9:07 PM CST
May God Bless your family. Carole Jones, from Cabot is my sister-in-law. Our prayers are with you'll that you will hold fast to Jesus and find strength each day to carry on.
Fern and Roy Williams <m12181959@charter.net>
Maryville, Tn USA - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 8:38 PM CST
Hey this is abby taylor from camp wyldwood. I went to camp with docota for one year and with riley just last year! I havent talked to riley in awhile but hwen i heard about dacota i just had to find away for yall to know that i have been praying everyday for yalls family and that yall will recover soon and remember he is in a better place! I hope i see you at camp again this year Riley! I love yall and i am praying
love abby
Abby Taylor <a_taylor_13@hotmail.com>
Jonesboro , AR Untied states - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 8:26 PM CST
Dear Hawkins family,
Words cannot express how beautiful Dakota's serive was Sunday. The family worship service at your home Sunday morning was absolutely from God, thank you for making our family a part of it.
Sharon your entry yesterday as well as the precious picture was truly a continued testimony of what your family has given everyone throughout this journey.
Our prayers and love continue without ceasing. After meeting your wonderful friends, I know they and your family are giving you the comfort and love you need.
God Bless you all.
We love you so much.
Your Texas Grandparents
Pat Marshall <tbmarshall@ev1.net>
KATY, TX - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 8:20 PM CST
My breath was taken away when I saw the photo of Dakota and Riley. What an awesome picture that truly speaks to my heart. A sense of peace and calm which I don't understand except that it must come from God as he uses you and your family to comfort all of us when you are in your darkest hours. I have been comforted by reading about the service and also reading all the other postings form around the world from people close to you and far away. Thank you so much for sharing the entire of experience of life which includes death. I have learned so much about God's awesome power to heal, provide calm in the storm and to comfort us in time of need. He uses things in ways I will never understand here on earth. Thank you to all of you who have posted because you too have been part of the healing process for me. Big hugs to Henry, Sharon and Riley, praying for continued support and comfort from those who love you. Boyd
Teresa Boyd <sixboyds@adelphia.net>
Orlando, FL - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 7:48 PM CST
My daughter's and I enjoy reading about how much people feel about your family and hope that you keep this site going. My oldest daughter went to school with Dakota when they where in 5 & 6 grade and we are very sorry about your loss. I don't know what I would do if one of my daughters where taken from me. But I do that God would get me through. I know that God is watching over you all and so is Dakota. When my grandmother died there was a song that helped me alot. It was THERES A HOLE IN THE FLOOR OF HEAVEN(by steve warner). Every time I hear it it makes me cry, but it also makes me think of her and she can see me. And when it rains tonight that is Dakota looking down on you all and saying he is all right.
Tamela Robinson <tdrbaker@cebridge.net>
Cabot, Ar Lonoke - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 7:19 PM CST
hello,
My name is Katie and I just wanted to let you know how amazing I think you are and how I look to you all for strength. thank you.
love katie
katie o'bryan <fairly_odd_person72023@yahoo.com>
cabot, ar USA - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 6:02 PM CST
Hey Everyone,
Well i know its hard but i hope that things are getting better day by day. I am still haveing yall in my thoughts and prayers, have for a while and always will. Yalls family has shown and tought me so much. The major thing yall have tought me is to never give up. No matter how big the situation is or how hard or painful it might be never give up. Yall are always in my prayers and i hope things start getting better for you. I love yall very much~
oh and p.s. i saw that smile again today Riley!! I LOVE IT!!
Keeping the Faith
Haylea Bryant <tap@centurytel.net>
- Wednesday, March 8, 2006 5:43 PM CST
I love yall and wish I could be there!Sorry I couldn't come by on Moday we had to go home.Each day I am praying for you and I'm still keepin the faith.I will see you soon!Aunt Sharon you said theat even though we are not blood realated we are still family.Thank you so much for letting us in the family, I love you all!
Emily Leonard <www.pauline@seark.com>
Monticello, AR USA - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 5:25 PM CST
Just thinking of you all today and praying for grace and strengh for your family. All my love...
Carrie <calhoonct@archildrens.org>
Little Rock, AR - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 5:08 PM CST
Sharon,
Thank you for sharing the wonderful
picture.I love it.Our thoughts and
our prayers are with your family.
Trish/Angel_Wings <Kngboyer@aol.com>
Kingston, TN USA - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 4:36 PM CST
I'm praying for you, Sharon, that God will supernaturally fill the void in your soul right now. I am praying that you will not feel empty or lonely, but that you will feel a peace beyond understanding as He wraps His arms around you.
Michelle Cearley
Cabot, AR 72023 - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 3:54 PM CST
hi hawkins family,
i got told by my grandma that i am not allowed on here anymore,but this is my way of talking to you all. she told me not to because what i write makes her cry. we were talking about what it would feel like to talk bad to dakota,and to think about what we say,and i never did tell you all this when we left, YOU ALL MADE ME FEEL AT HOME WHEN MY PARENTS GOT DIVORCED,AND YOU WERE ALL THERE FOR ME. well now i am here for you durring your diffulct time. i hope you all know that i love you and you all are my 2nd family. i love you all and all of you are in my prayers everyday.
lindsay
lindsay <twstr7@yahoo.com>
cabot, ar usa - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 3:49 PM CST
what a beautiful picture of two wonderful boys.... I do not know you personally but feel I do for all your posts. You have been wonderful parents to these boys. you have taught them from the Bible and prayed over them constantly. I lost a son several years ago and I know it is the hardest thing in the world to go through...Just makes us want to get to heaven all that much more. Your family will be in my prayers.....
Sharon
Dardanelle, - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 3:35 PM CST
Sharon,
I was reading one of your entries about Dakota wanting to be a missionary one day and indeed he was. I have a plaque on my desk at home that now reminds me of Dakota, it says "Wherever you go preach Christ, when necessary use words", that was Dakota.
Sandi <knightsandi@aol.com>
Pearland, TX USA - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 2:36 PM CST
I saw you at the Brick Oven!!! I hope you enjoyed your food! Hope to see you again! Love ya'll!
Amy Damron <chsjournalismstudent@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 2:10 PM CST
Dear Folks,
I want you to know that you will remain in my prayers. The way that you have kept up with the updates throughout all of this journey has been nothing short of a miracle.I have been in prayer for Dakota and followed now for the past 2 years.I teach Adult 2 at 1st. Bapt. in Jacksonville and our entire class has been lifting you up.
You probably will not remember, but we had what I would call a God appointment one day in Wal-Mart.This was the only time that I ever had the privilege to meet Dakota and Sharon, it was for only a couple of minutes, but this meeting meant all the world to me and my wife Jean. dakota had the most beautiful smile and such a presense of the Lord coming from him. I will never forget this young missionary and am looking forward to seeing him again.{this time with no time limitations}
May God continue to grow you until we meet again.
Much Love In Christ,
Dan
Dan Hiser <dhiser4@comcast.net>
Jacksonville, Ar. - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 1:28 PM CST
Hey fam!
I am praying hard for you today! I love you all very much. Grandma, Alex, and I are coming to see you tomorrow night. Alex is hoping for some good video game time with Riley! (I can't keep him away from the play stations!) I hope today brings you special moments of peace.
Lots of love and prayers,
Amy
Amy Leonard <aeleonard@ualr.edu>
Cabot, Ar US - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 1:00 PM CST
Hello to the Hawkins Family,
I have never met you, but I just wanted to let you know how Dakota's story has touched me. I heard about it from a friend and she sent me this web page to view. It is so Wonderful to know that both boys are good Christians and were brought up in A Christian home. So many young people don't even think about the Lord, and it is very encouraging to know that there are Parents who train up their children in the way they should go..........Thank you for this wonderful testimony. I am going to share it with my family and others. Thank you so much and may the Lord give you a Peace that Passeth all understanding.
Karen Pennington <Karenlynnp@cox.net>
Edmond, Ok United States - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 12:28 AM CST
Hello Mrs. Sharon,
I have wanted to sign in since this weekend, but have had so much on my mind that I could not find the right words. I have done so much thinking, like everyone else, and I hate to just use this as a journal page! But, please know that we are all still thinking of you guys. I have said all along that we never know the influence that someone has until they are gone. But, Dakota had a gift. It was a gift that he passed on to everyone that he knew. That gift was joy and caring. He cared about others and wanted to brighten their day or lighten their load. That gift has been passed on to all of us so that we may keep passing it on. In that...Dakota lives forever! Mr. Hawkins has a quote on his e-mails that he sends to us that is by Jackie Robinson. It says, "A life is not important except in the impact it has on others." I think about this each time I get sad about my mom or Dakota...what an influence and what a legacy they left behind. Keep your head up and know that there still is a higher power in all of this...
With love,
Gynger Edmondson <gmeteach@hotmail.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 11:58 AM CST
Dear Henry, Sharon and Riley, It isn't possible for me to imagine your experiences. . .but, I want you to know that my very being is in agony for you. Dakota brought so much love, so much faith, so much LIFE to my life! Every day, I would savor the smallest incident to share later with Dakota, in hopes that he might be amused. Sharon, I was grateful for the times you asked people to sign in, saying, "it's okay that you feel as if you say the same thing each time; we all enjoy knowing that you're thinking of us". Like so very many others, I thought of Dakota and his family CONSTANTLY! I wrote Lis yesterday that I awakened each morning and checked Dakota's site, usually signing in first thing. Now, I have to iron or wash clothes or dust and that's NO FUN! Thinking of Dakota was FUN! I know that those who mourn are blessed, because Will and I definitely are blessed for having known Dakota and we mourn your loss. always, without ceasing--
Martha Feland <mfeland@ipa.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 11:45 AM CST
*JUST THOUGHT iD DROP iN AND SAY THAT YOU GUYS ARE iN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS DAiLY!! i LOVE ALL OF YA'LL!!*
Lindsey Sled <lindzmisspriss50@centurytel.net>
Cabot, AR USA - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 11:22 AM CST
Sharon,
What a handsome picture of Dakota and Riley! It reminds me of the first time I met them at MDA. I knew they were Christians just by their presence! Continuing to pray...
Pamela Matthews
Pamela Matthews <gmatth@clearsail.net>
Houston, TX USA - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 10:36 AM CST
Good morning! I hope that today will be easier to get through than yesterday and tomorrow will be even easier!
Riley, hang in there --just one more day of benchmarks after today! BUST THAT TEST!!!! The kids were so happy to see their favorite principal back at school yesterday!
I was glad to to be able to visit with you Henry, even though it was for a brief time. You are in my daily thoughts and prayers. Love ya guys! Debbie
debbie kinder <jkinder2004@yahoo.com>
cabot , ar us - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 10:19 AM CST
Dear Hawkins family,
I know it is hard and trust me I know how you feel and what you are going through but always remember that all things work together for the good of man who love the Lord. My prayers are with you and especially with Riley, keep your heads up and stay in the spirit.
Khara Hawkins <daddys_heart03@yahoo.com>
Goldsboro, NC united States - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 10:16 AM CST
Dear Hawkins Family,
As almost a week has gone by I continue to pray for you. I know that it is said time heals all but I also know that every year around this time I am reminded of my father's death. I hope and pray that knowing Dakota is in a much better place and he is still watching out for us all will help ease the pain of missing him.
I will keep you in all in my prayers!
TJ Wolski <wolskimom@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 10:14 AM CST
Dear Sharon,
I am praying for you in these days ahead. You have touched so many lives of people you don't even know. I can't imagine the jewels you will have on your crown when the Lord is finished with you on this earth.
Audra <amills@fbclr.org>
Little Rock, AR 72212 - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 9:50 AM CST
Dear Hawkins Family,
Continually praying for you and thinking of you.
Much love,
Jan
Jan Harrell <jangharrell@yahoo.com>
Cabot, AR USA - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 9:30 AM CST
Dear Hawkins Family, Thinking about your family daily and praying for your family daily.
denise james <dmjames@littlerock.org.>
austin, ark usa - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 9:18 AM CST
May God keep you close to Him in the difficult days ahead.
Jalynn Johnson
- Wednesday, March 8, 2006 8:55 AM CST
HENRY AND SHARON, OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE STILL WITH YOU. AND RILEY, I PRAY FOR STRENGTH FOR YOU,TOO GOING BACK TO SCHOOL AND ALL. LET ME KNOW IF THERE IS ANYTHING I CAN DO. "EVEN TO YOUR OLD AGE AND GRAY HAIRS I AM HE, I AM HE WHO WILL SUSTAIN YOU. I HAVE MADE YOU AND I WILL CARRY YOU; I WILL SUSTAIN YOU AND I WILL RESCUE YOU." ISAIAH 46:4 "I WILL LIE DOWN AND SLEEP IN PEACE,FOR YOU ALONE, O LORD, MAKE ME DWELL IN SAFETY." PSALM 4:8
brett and amy tullos <brett@westlakeplumbing.com>
cabot, ar usa - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 8:48 AM CST
I love you, T.Mo-
troytrisawillbeccajake <troyandtrisa@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, March 8, 2006 8:46 AM CST
Good Morning!!! Praying for you today! Love from Melanie Scroggns
The Scroggins' family
Tulsa, Ok. - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 8:44 AM CST
Praying for all of your family.
Lindsey Frizzell
- Wednesday, March 8, 2006 8:37 AM CST
Hawkins Family, Praying for you each time you come to mind.----I am so glad I come to the guestbook this morning, and read Kelly's entry and I think as I do that I'll pray for the people who don't smile back. It may be the only prayer offered up for that person today. Ask GOD to give that person grace.Love you.
Joanne Baker <tonimae@swbell.net>
No.Little Rock,, Ar. - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 7:37 AM CST
Still in my thoughts and prayers...
Kimberly Raup
Conway, AR - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 6:26 AM CST
Morning Hawkins - as I rise this morning, I pray that I might view this day in a new light. I pray that I touch each person I encounter today with an infectious smile that I might spread a little joy in this world. Lord, please give us all grace today.
Kelly Monroe
Cabot, AR - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 6:18 AM CST
Dear Hawkins Family
Although we never met, your family has made a big impact on mine. All of out thoughts and prayers are with you and yes we will all meet with Dakota one day soon. May the Lord continue to bless you each and every moment.
Crystal
Austin, AR United States - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 6:14 AM CST
Good Morning, We wanted to tell that on Sunday at the service we laughed and cried alot, it was so beautiful and moving, it touch our hearts. Dalton was leaning over to me with a smile, saying mom do your remember when he got his gator. I told him yea. Dakota will be greatly missed, but we got alot of good memmories.
Sharon,
I am right down the street if you need anything,to talk,to laugh, shoulder to cry on or just want someone around. Please call me anytime. You are a GREAT WOMAN of GOD!!! I thank God that we got move out here and got to know you and your family. I love you and we are still praying for you, Mr. Hawkins and Riley.
Jeff, Karen, Dalton and Miss Ann Madding <maddingjdk@classicnet.net >
Austin, AR usa - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 5:39 AM CST
Sharon, Henry & Riley,
Holding you in thought and prayer daily. Thank you for sharing the gift of Dakota. He reached and filled this heart all the way in New Jersey. And I am a better person for having experienced Dakota.
This weekend, I attended the Lifesong Concert with Casting Crowns and Nichole Nordeman. When Nichole sang "Brave" - I could not stop thinking of your precious boy, who showed me the definition of bravery and faith. Thank you Dakota and thank you Sharon for sharing your journey with us. May God bless you especially; for you have blessed many with your words and story.
Laurie - Angel Wings <fantasia550@comcast.net>
Belford, NJ USA - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 5:28 AM CST
God is good and God is LOVE! I can honestly say that I have never blamed God for making Chase sick. I can however honestly say that with Dakota's sudden passing, I have questioned God WHY????Why do our babies go through this. But then I start thinking...God did heal Dakota. It definately wasn't the earthly healing we all had hoped and prayed for so many times for so long, but it was the GREATEST HEALING OF ALL. So as so many others, my FAITH grew so much by knowing Dakota and your family. I must now Keep the Faith and give in to what God has planned and TRUST in him as you do. Thank you Sharon, Henry, and Riley for showing me the RIGHT way even during your darkest hours. Praying for you, Carrie
Carrie Wellenberger <the_wellenbergers@comcast.net>
www.prayforchase.com, - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 0:08 AM CST
Henry, Sharon and Riley,
I can't begin to tell you what a powerful and conforting effect Dakota's memorial service had on me. I was so hurting for you but God releived the pain and I was able to celebrate with you. Everything that I heard was truly a blessing. That has to be the work of our wonderful, heavenly Father. Thank you from my heart for sharing Dakota with us.
Love in Christ Jesus,
Martha White <mofaye@peoplepc.com>
Cabot, AR - Tuesday, March 7, 2006 10:55 PM CST
It was with a heavy heart that we received the news of Dakota's passing after being away from the computer last week. I just couldn't believe it. I am so sorry for the tremendous loss to your family and to so many who loved Dakota. Yesterday, one of my favorite songs came on the radio as I was driving around the Houston area (visiting my family here) listening to KSBJ. One line led me to tears so I had to pull over. "Blessed be Your name, on the road marked with suffering, though there's pain in the offering, blessed be Your name." How many times have I sung that, and now, here we are, suffering, and all I read from everyone is, essentially, blessed be the Lord God Almighty. The pain is definitely there, but how thankful I am that God is there, too. I pray that His presence will be so real for each of you reading this, that His arms will comfort you and uphold you in the days and nights to come. Your family will continue to be foremost in our prayers.
Deborah Fletcher <tx4summer@yahoo.com>
Schonenberg, Germany - Tuesday, March 7, 2006 10:29 PM CST
Henry, Sharon, and Riley,
Lee and I were so blessed by the beautiful celebration of Dakota's life Sunday - there just aren't the words to describe it. You are all on my heart and in my prayers through out each day. You are a precious, precious family and we love you.
Christy Melder <lmcm@cebridge.net>
Cabot, AR - Tuesday, March 7, 2006 9:30 PM CST
Sharon,
I am praying that you have a restful night. If in the still of the night the evil one comes to torment you, call on the name of Jesus and He will give you peace.
Hugs,
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Tuesday, March 7, 2006 9:26 PM CST
Sweet Hawkins Family,
You are constantly on my heart and mind. I will continue to keep you all in my prayers and pray that God will sustain you with peace and comfort. It comforted my heart to see Henry and Riley at school today and know that they must be depending on and allowing God to give them the strength they need right now. Sharon, you are a sweet angel and I pray that God will comfort your sweet, tender heart right now. I pray that you will all have a peaceful nights rest. Love you,
Tina Sears
Tina Sears <sears4@cebridge.net>
Cabot, AR - Tuesday, March 7, 2006 9:11 PM CST
Mr. Hawkins and Riley, it was great to see you back at school today.I will be praying for you, and I think about you everyday.
Hayley <Hayley_2006@yahoo.com>
Jacksonville, AR USA - Tuesday, March 7, 2006 8:55 PM CST
Dakoto you were an amazing young man. You will always be a blessing for all. I will walk with the lord and I will Keep the faith and though I never met you on earth-I will meet you one day.
Gail-
Gail <Grannygail54@aol.com>
Al - Tuesday, March 7, 2006 8:25 PM CST
Hello dear friends,
Well, Riley, I hope your first day back at school was a good one for you. Man, I wish I could have changed those benchmark dates for you, but the State just wouldn't listen to me! ha! Henry it was great to see you and give you a big hug today----you are such an inspiration to all of "your kids" at JHS. Sweet angelic Sharon---I pray for you daily and I hope that each day becomes somewhat easier to get through. Our memories of Dakota will always remain with us and we will cherish each one.
Jordan is still looking for the pictures from the first "party" in which Dakota was her birthday guest of honor----I will make sure we get them to you. Please know that you guys are loved so much and if there is ANYTHING that we can do, please call, email or phone. I will continue to pray for comfort and strength.
We love you! The Kinders---Mike, Debbie, Josh and Jordan
Debbie Kinder <jkinder2004@yahoo.com>
cabot , ar us - Tuesday, March 7, 2006 8:18 PM CST
hello hawkins family to keep in touch u can go to my own site it is www.xanga.com/sarahcarterluver and you guys r in my thoughts and prayers and im sorry for ur loss it hit all of us suddonly but you guys the most i think and if riley needs to talk to any one he can talk to me but i got to go bye yall
tim beasley <timbeas@hotmail.com>
cabot , ar us - Tuesday, March 7, 2006 7:22 PM CST
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