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Hey friend,
So glad to see an update and especially to know about your dad. He has really had a tough time and I know it has been difficult for you to watch him go through all that.
I have been checking in on Amber and I hope to go see her the next time she is in the hospital. She is so brave.
Ellie and I finally got to resume our work with HIP this month. We really missed it when I had to take a leave of absence. Keep us posted on the news of your daddy.
Hugs, Nena
NM
- Monday, January 23, 2006 4:06 PM CST

Dear Tina: I talked with your Aunt Louise yesterday, and she said R. L. had come through the surgery, but that it was very long - about six hours. She said he is still in a lot of pain, but we all hope and pray that this will finally put him on the road to recovery, so he can get back to his beautiful home on the water! Please let him know he is in our prayers, and has for months been on the prayer list at Trinity Episcopal Church here in Atmore.

We love you all.
Betty (and Floyd) Adams <seaspray923@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Saturday, January 21, 2006 1:59 PM CST

Hi Tina, I met you today @ Thomas Hospital. Your son is beautiful. Your website is very inspirational. I'm sorry for your loss and I have a poem I will get from my mother to share with you. I think it may help. You will be in my thoughts and prayers. Austin will always be remembered. When ever you want to see him, just close your eyes because the heart never forgets! Jesus will take care of him.
Lisa Davison <bydavison@aol.com>
Bay Minette, Al. USA - Wednesday, January 18, 2006 9:11 PM CST

Tina, I've been thinking of you! I hope that you and Meagan had a nice Christmas and are looking forward to a good new year! I pray that you daddy will pull through surgery like a champ! You continue to be an inspiration to me!

God's Peace!
Leah...Simon Sedation
Leah Mena <neon8doc@bellsouth.net>
hOOVER, aL - Wednesday, January 18, 2006 3:44 PM CST

Dear Tina:

I dreamed about you last night...I can't remember the dream except you were in it..I have been meaning to post to you here but just haven't had words...My mind must be telling me in my sleep "write to Tina" or perhaps it was divine intervention..As Oprah says, "sometimes God whispers and sometimes he has to give you a wakeup call."

We will remember your Daddy in our prayers today..He is a special man who has three beautiful girls who love him very much...He has been blessed..

Take care...We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, January 18, 2006 4:48 AM CST

Hi Tina and Meagan,
Just thinking of you and wanted to wish you a Happy 2006.
Beth N.
Birmingham, AL - Sunday, January 8, 2006 11:37 AM CST

Happy New Year Tina and Meagan, I hope you had a great holiday. Ours was busy and the boys had a great time. I miss your sweet updates. I don't have much time to write but I try to make time to check in to see if you have journaled. I miss you I think of you still so often. LOVE Always Christy
Christy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Saturday, January 7, 2006 9:58 PM CST

Hey Tina,
It was good to see an update. I had been concerned about your dad. Glad to hear he is improving even if slowly.
Christmas was crazy here at our house with 5 grandchildren all wanting to open a present every time someone else got one.
You know your room is waiting for you and Meagan to come for a visit. Bet Miss Meagan was soooooo thrilled to get more riding time in the days to come.
Hope you are doing well and not working too hard. Email me when you have a minute.
Have a BLESSED NEW YEAR.
Hugs and blessings, Nena
NM
- Thursday, December 29, 2005 5:47 PM CST

Tina, I hope you and Meagan have a wondeful Christmas together. This was Keagan's 1st christmas. He was overwhelmed by all the people at Mom and Pop's. Ashley said this morning he was playing with a paper plate instead of his toys. Go figure! I miss you girls. Love Cindy
Cindy Wingo <jnwingo@hotmail.com>
Robertsdale, ALJNWINGO@HOTMAIL.COM - Sunday, December 25, 2005 6:48 PM CST

May you have a Merry Christmas and peace in your heart.
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Saturday, December 24, 2005 4:06 PM CST

Tina, I miss and love you. I HOPE YOU AND MEAGAN HAVE A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS....Love Christy
Christy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Friday, December 23, 2005 9:25 PM CST

Hi Tina,
Just stopping by to wish you and Meagan a wonderful Christmas.
Hugs, Nena
NM
- Friday, December 23, 2005 3:52 PM CST

Tina, I am so sorry it has been so long since I last wrote you. I think of you often. I am keeping your dad in my thoughts. I miss you. Love, Rhonda
Rhonda Smith <rcs9200@charter.net>
Helena, al usa - Tuesday, November 29, 2005 3:56 PM CST

Tina: You and your family are in my thoughts. Please tell R. L. that we are keeping up with his health issues through Louise and your mom. I surely hope and pray that he is finally on his way to being well and going home.

We love you
Betty and Floyd <seaspray923@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Saturday, November 26, 2005 5:57 PM CST

Hope you had a good Thanksgiving.
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Saturday, November 26, 2005 9:29 AM CST

Hi Tina,
Hope that you and Meagan are spending today with those you love. Was so glad to read the update and know that your daddy was doing better. I had been so worried about him after receiving your email. We are all in South Al spending the holiday weekend with our daughter.... it is a full house with 11 of us and 4 dogs inside. Sometimes it gets really hectic but so much fun all being together.
Just know that I am so thankful for your friendship and the privilege we had of knowing precious Austin. He forever changed my life...
Hugs and blessings, Nena
NM
- Thursday, November 24, 2005 6:57 AM CST

Hi Tina,
I am sorry to hear about your Dad...I do PRN work at Mercy and am there this week...what is your Dad's name?
Also, I don't know if your remember meeting our friends in Birmingham who have a child with ALL...well, Sean completed 2 yrs and 7 mos of tx in September to find out in Nov that he has relapsed. Please keep our precious Godson and his sweet family (the Fredella's) in your prayers.
Love,
Cyndi Johnston
Cyndi Johnston <cwjohnston@bellsouth.net>
Daphne, Al USA - Monday, November 21, 2005 7:31 PM CST

Tina:

So sorry to hear about your Daddy. It's amazing the way life is...Our parents take care of us when we are young and we take care of them as they age...I know how much RL's girls love him so I know he is getting very good care..

We continue to remember you and your family in our prayers daily..We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, al - Thursday, November 17, 2005 4:22 AM CST

I was getting worried about you. I am glad that things for you and Meagan are going well. I will keep your daddy in my prayers. I hope heis feeling better and at home soon. I miss you so much, if you come this way you better give us a call.
Love,
Kim
kim, Jim, Taylor and Logan www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
MCCALLA, AL - Friday, November 11, 2005 9:39 PM CST

Hey Tina, Where have you been? Busy I guess, I have missed your updates lately. I think about you often. I hope you are doing well and Meagan too. I love you. Christy
Christy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Saturday, November 5, 2005 8:50 PM CST

Hi Tina, Just stopping by to see if you had updated lately. Hugs to both of you, Nena
NM
- Tuesday, November 1, 2005 5:27 PM CST

Just thinking about you today and wanted to stop by to say hello.
Janet Sims, www.caringbridge.org/al/janiesims <janetsims@juno.com>
Vestavia Hills, AL - Saturday, October 29, 2005 11:54 AM CDT

THINKING OF YOU TONIGHT. I LOVE YOU..CHRISTY
Christy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Saturday, September 24, 2005 9:19 PM CDT

Hi Tina:

I have just finished addressing my envelopes for the folks I am responsible for as a volunteer for the Leukemia and Lymphoma fund raising effort. I always thought I didn't have the time or that it really wouldn't make that much difference. Really, I did.

But now when I get that phone call I say "yes, I will" because I know that every little bit of effort on my part does matter. Austin taught me that. And through him I have met so many others on the caringbridge.org that are suffering too. We have to stop this disease from taking our children and tearing families apart. We have to do this and we will.

Bucky is still sending orders down from heaven telling us what to do and we continue to do his bidding. :)

Take care. We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, September 4, 2005 10:03 AM CDT

Hi Tina, We have been so concerned about you and Meagan and the rest of your family. We are praying that you have been protected during this terrible disaster. We feel so helpless not being able to do anything more than give money and to pray for the folks suffering. Hope to hear soon that you are okay. Love and prayers, Nena
NM
- Friday, September 2, 2005 9:26 AM CDT

I was thinking about you today. You are always in my prayers. Austin's picture still holds it's place right next to my bed. I see him smile right before I turn out the light every night. What a blessing. I love you.
Amber Luchterhand <ambersue10@yahoo.com>
Gardendale, AL USA - Thursday, September 1, 2005 7:58 PM CDT

Tina, I hope you Meagan got out of Katrinas way....hope your house is safe and sound. We didn't get any damage this go round...all the trees were taken by Ivan and Dennis, so there was really nothing left to be taken down as far as the yard goes. I HAVE to tell you this.....I turned on the news the day after the storm and the newsteam was fixing to go live to interview someone by phone....WELL, you can just imagine my face when they said the name TOSH PETERS!!!!!!! There's a blast from the past..do you know how long its been since I heard that name? I guess back when were like 12-13 years old and he was chsing you down the pier!!!! I was hoping to see a picture of him or at least a still shot...just to see of he still looked the same! Thought it was kind of ironic to just turn on the tv and hear that name! Boy, those were the good old days when we had no worries but who to chase after at the beach.....(and who to RUN from!!!) Wish "real" life was not so complicated and difficult. Hope you and Meagan are ok...let us know when you get home.
cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
atmore, al - Tuesday, August 30, 2005 9:25 PM CDT

Tina,

I am sorry I haven't been in touch lately. It seemed our summer was so busy! (not a good excuse though!) I saw this poem this morning and thought of you and Austin, it made me smile.

Ask my Mom

My Mom, she tells alot of lies she never did before.
From now until she dies, she'll tell a whole lot more.
Ask my Mom how she is and because she can't explain,
She will tell a little lie because she can't describe the pain.
Ask my Mom how is she, She'll say "I'm alright."
If that's the truth, then tell me, why does she cry each night?
Ask my Mom how is she, she seems to cope so well.
She doesn't have a choice you see, or the strength to yell.
Ask my Mom how she is, "I'm fine, I'm well, I'm coping."
For Gods sake Mom, just tell the truth just say your heart is broken.
She'll love me all her life, I loved her all of mine.
But if you ask her how is she she'll lie and say she's fine.
I am here in Heaven.
I cannot hug from here.
If she lies to you don't listen, just hug her and hold her near.
On the day we meet again, we'll smile and I'll be bold.
I'll say, "You're lucky to get in here, Mom with all the lies you told!"

-Author Unknown

Just wanted you to know I was thinking about you.
Love, Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@msn.com>
- Friday, August 19, 2005 8:08 AM CDT

Hey Tina!!!
I have been thinking of you and wanting to write for a while now. I can't believe Meagan is already back in school. The summer seemed to fly by so fast. We all have missed you so much and especially that precious sweet baby of yours that I will always call my fwend!!!
Just thinking of you and wanted to drop a message!
Love and miss you! Good Luck with the marathon training!
Tasha <tasha.heinze@chsys.org>
bham, - Thursday, August 11, 2005 3:13 PM CDT

Tina:

My thoughts turned to Bucky this morning too.

It's hard for me to believe that Megan is in the sixth grade. It seems like only yesterday she was taking me by the hand to show me her new bed.

They all grow up so fast. I wish I could hold them back and freeze them in time. I know parents do too.

Enjoy Megan here and now. We all know that come about eighth grade she is going to hate you :) Fortunately, she will overcome that.

Take care. We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, August 9, 2005 6:38 PM CDT

Tina, You continue to be an inspiration to me! I think of you often. I hope school is going well for you...you are an awesome person and will be a wonderful nurse. Take care. Thinking of you...and remembering Austin.

Leah Mena <neon8doc@bellsouth.net>
- Monday, August 8, 2005 5:21 PM CDT

Hey My Frend, How are you? I hope you are very well. I miss you. I check in frequently and don't always have time to write message. I keep pretty busy these days. I hope you and Meagan have had a wonderful summer. Is school still going well? I know you will make the best nurse. I love you and think of you so often. May God BLESS YOU TODAY and ALWAYS.
Christy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Sunday, August 7, 2005 2:28 PM CDT

Hey Tina. I was just thinking about you and wanted to say hello. I know you guys loved Todd and his family. It was so heartbreaking to hear. Todd was precious and so was Gail. Just wanted you to know that you are in my thoughts. Love you!
Jill Belcher <jhbrn@bellsouth.net>
Clinic 8 , Children's Hospital, Birmingham, AL - Saturday, July 30, 2005 11:20 PM CDT

Tina,
Been thinking of you a lot lately...hoping smiles come your way. I have a good friend moving into your neighborhood so we'll stop by to say hey soon...Hope Meagan is looking forward to school...my Austin is, but I dread it!!! I have been glued to the Natalee story...her mom is strong just like you...we pray for them and for you and M every night.
Love, Cecilia
Cecilia Lewis <Baygirl215@AOL.COM>
- Wednesday, July 27, 2005 8:19 PM CDT

Tina, I just read your journal and I too was blindsided when I heard about Todd. My heart is heavy as I'm sure yours is also. Some day there has to be a cure for leukemia....Some day needs to come very,very soon...Too many parents have already joined this 'club of grief.'
Janet Sims, www.caringbridge.org/al/janiesims <janetsims@juno.com>
Birmingham, AL - Saturday, July 23, 2005 7:05 PM CDT

Dear Tina,
I can not imagine the pain in your heart each time someone dies from this terrible disease. It must bring all the memories of losing Austin tearing your heart into pieces.
I love you and Meagan...Nena
NM
- Saturday, July 23, 2005 5:49 PM CDT

Tina,
Just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you & continue to pray for you & Meagan.
Brenda Lewis (SCTU) <bnme@charter.net>
- Friday, July 15, 2005 1:27 PM CDT

Dear Tina,
Jim and I so enjoyed our time with you and Meagan last week. She is such a beautiful and fun loving person to be around and I know you are so proud of her. We took your advice and left the beach a day early and did get ahead of the mass of folks leaving. Our daughter and family had to come to our house because ole Dennis was headed right through their county. They were here until Monday afternoon. We lost power at 8 pm on Sunday and finally got it back last night. If the wind blows much at all, we lose power.
Regardless, we have thought of you so much since our visit. I am glad you continue to "vent" through the journal...then we know how to pray for you. God has carried you this far and He is NOT going to drop you now.
Hang on dear friend.... you know I am only a phone call away.
When you have time, remember to mail me the book we talked about. Give sweet Meagan a hug....and tell her I told everyone about her horse riding skills, etc.
Hugs, prayers, and lots of love, Nena
NM
- Wednesday, July 13, 2005 10:03 PM CDT

Hi Tina:

Sorry your days haven't been going well. I think we have all been a little unsettled since we found out that Dennis was coming to visit. You're right--when things around us are out of control (for example, a hurricane) it's hard to handle the little things -- like the VCR.

We evacuated and I watched very little of the storm coverage from Tennessee. I knew I had no control over what was going to happen. I kept telling myself "it's just stuff and stuff doesn't matter. Everything I care about is safe and sound."

Always remember, that Bucky is safe and sound. And you and Megan will be too because you have faith. It will carry you through any storm.

Take care.
We love you.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 1:21 PM CDT

Tina,
Hope you fared well through Dennis' arrival.

Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 10:51 AM CDT

Dear Tina:

I also noticed the weather on June 6th. The torrential rain we had that day was just like it was on the day Austin went to heaven. Maybe that was his way of reminding us that he is okay and the God is in control.

I read this in a magazine over the weekend and it gave me pause to think. It was a letter to the editor and I thought it had some wonderful insight on change and life in general.

"We can change ourselves and our lives...Life is a series of beginings, not endings...Graduations are not terminations, but commencements and the Bible doesn't end in conclusions but in revelations...The future is prepared long in advance so things do go according to plan..Curses become blessings when they make us more complete...Life is not always fair...Life is difficult but not unfair...We all have our problems so we need to be educated so we are prepared for these problems rather than feeling we must become strong at the broken places...Pain is a necessity...Without it we would lose body parts and ultimately our life...Pain protects us and defines us. Suffering is optional...Use pain as you do hunger and it will help you to nourish your life...Unconditional love does not require anything from anyone...Love benefits the giver and the receiver." Bernie Siegel, M.D.

We think about you every day. Take care. We love you.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 5:32 AM CDT

Dear Baker and Morris family, All of my prayers, thoughts and love are with you all today. Hope your having lots of memory "boosts" today! Take care, Love always, Cathi
cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
- Monday, June 6, 2005 2:14 PM CDT

Tina, I am thinking and praying for you today.
Jennifer Overstreet <jloverstreet@earthlink.net>
Newnan, GA USA - Monday, June 6, 2005 2:05 PM CDT

Tina and Meagan: You are in our thoughts today.
With our love,
Betty and Floyd <seaspray923@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Monday, June 6, 2005 1:26 PM CDT

Tina and Meagan:

I am thinking about you today. It is hard to believe that it has been two years since little Bucky left us. I know today will be a bittersweet day. You miss him but you know where he is and that he is safe and healed.

I remember Austin's last day like it just happened yesterday. We all knew that his time on earth was ending. He was sleeping peacefully - his family gathered around him knowing they had to let him go. And there you were...exhausted but smiling...going through photos--remembering the good times and the many blessings he brought all of us. Even laughing at the photo of Mike and Jimmy giving him his "first drink" at the Rock Creek club.

Little did we know that the lessons he taught us would just keep on coming...Kind of like Bucky..He was down but never out of the game..

We send up special prayers today to comfort you and to the family of the beautiful young lady missing in Aruba.

We love you.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, June 6, 2005 8:25 AM CDT

I am holding you in my heart and prayers today. I can not imagine the pain that today must bring, but I know that God is holding you tight. I miss you so much. I am praying for you and Meagan.
Love always,
Kim
kim, Jim, Taylor and Logan www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, AL - Monday, June 6, 2005 7:41 AM CDT

Tina,

You were in my thoughts tonight as I remember this first week of June two years ago. Camp Sam was going on then just as it is this weekend and my heart was so heavy for you. It is so strange that I checked in on this site tonight because of what you said about Natalee. My daughter Maggie was on that trip and I can't even begin to imagine what that family is going through. The agony Beth is experiencing as a Mom is totally unbearable to me tonight. Maggie is home and safe, however I just don't want to let her out of my site! And I as a parent also can't imagine the pain you experience each day as you remember sweet Austin and wish he were here with you.
You taught me two years ago to hold your children tight and cherish every moment. This week with this terrible nightmare Natalee's family and all these kids are going through has brought that home once more.
Call me. I am praying for you, for Natalee, her family, and all of her friends who went on a celebration trip only to come home lost.
Love, Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@msn.com>
- Sunday, June 5, 2005 11:16 PM CDT

Tina, You are on my heart tonight. I miss you. I hope you feel all the thoughts and prayers as so many people will be praying for you. My heart is breaking for the family from Mt Brook too. I have thought of this girl alot over the last few days. I can't imagine!I know OUR man is having the most AWESOME celebration in Heaven tomorrow. You know first hand, that he knows how to have a party! Can you see the silly string in heaven? Makes me smile to think of all the people he GOT with that silly string. I miss him too. I love you and will be praying for you...
Christy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Sunday, June 5, 2005 9:36 PM CDT

Dear Tina,
As the 2nd anniversary of Austin's going to live with Jesus approaches, I have been praying for you. I know that you are reliving each moment right now.... and that is okay. Perhaps it is a good thing you are working tomorrow. Even in the midst of your pain, you are thinking of others. Prayers are with the missing girl's family. Everyone is praying for her safe return.
Hope you can feel my hugs and prayers going out to you.
Love, Nena
NM
- Sunday, June 5, 2005 7:10 PM CDT

We just got back form Disney too. I wish we could have been there together. I am glad that you had fun. I am thinking of you as always. I will send special prayers as the 6t aproaches. I am so proud of the Austin Baker Fund. You have made 9 very happy children.
Love always,
Kim Watts
kim, Jim, Taylor and Logan www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, AL - Friday, June 3, 2005 8:34 AM CDT

Hi Tina, I have been thinking of you lately. I do not get a chance to get on the computer much. I hope all is going well and you really enjoy Disney World. I think of you often and miss you alot. I hope you and Meagan have a great summer.. I love you
Christy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Sunday, May 29, 2005 5:33 PM CDT

Hi Tina:

So proud of you to committing to the marathon....Maybe someday I will have that much courage...I just personally had an accident on a spinning bike on Saturday morning. I don't think I'm ready for a marathon! If I can't ride a bike how can I possible run!

I saw this quote and thought of you and Austin...

"We look not at what can be seen but at what cannot be seen; for what cannot be seen is eternal" (2 Corinthians 4:19)

Although we can no longer seen Austin, we know he has been granted eternal life with no pain and much joy. He is truly blessed and so are we for having known him and your wonderful family.

Keep on keepin' on. Run Forrest run! Thank you for continuing to maintain the website and keep those of us who visit here grounded and uplifted.

Your words are so powerful. They are a gift for our soul.

We Love you. Take Care.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, May 23, 2005 7:19 PM CDT

Hi Tina, I can't imagine training for a marathon... you are so brave!! Hope that you and Meagan have a wonderful trip to DisneyWorld. Know you will be happy to have a little free time this summer. Remember, we have a weekend planned to ride...call me. Hugs, love and prayers, Nena
NM
- Sunday, May 22, 2005 9:10 PM CDT

Thinking of you
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Thursday, May 19, 2005 4:55 AM CDT

Ms. Tina-
I hope you had a wonderful Mother's Day. Good Luck with Finals. I am in the same boat. Keep the faith!
Love
Ms.Holli
Holli <hllawson@samford.edu>
Hoover, AL Jefferson - Monday, May 16, 2005 5:41 PM CDT

Hi Tina, Just wanted to tell you I was thinking about you today.... I know it must be hard to celebrate Mother's Day but I hope you and Meagan had a special time together today.
Hugs and prayers, Nena
NM
- Sunday, May 8, 2005 5:50 PM CDT

Hey Tina. I was just thinking about you and wanted to tell you that I love you and miss you!
Jill Belcher <jhbrn@bellsouth.net>
4 Tower , Children's Hospital, Birmingham, AL - Thursday, April 28, 2005 8:30 PM CDT

Dear Tina,

Of all of your amazing abilities, one of the most inspiring messages that you send is to those of parents with surviving children. Your ability to always acknowledge and take comfort in Megan ,IS A MESSAGE. My Mom was able to do this too...but many others have not...your message is so very important to get out to others...life goes on.
May God forever bless you and your sweet Megan and may He always smile upon you both!
Cyndi Johnston
Cyndi Johnston <cwjohnston@bellsouth.net>
Daphne, Al USA - Friday, April 22, 2005 11:33 PM CDT

Hi Tina,
What a PROUD MOM you must be!!!! Quite an accomplishment for sweet Meagan. I know you are so proud of her.
Thinking of you today...Nena
NM
- Wednesday, April 20, 2005 11:09 PM CDT

Dear Tina and Meagan:

I was so proud to read about Meagan's accomplishment. That is a tremendous feat and one to be very proud of. It is a pleasure watching her grow into a graceful, smart young woman. I know you are very proud of her.

Tina, your light shines through your children. Thank you for sharing that with us.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 7:10 PM CDT

Good Morning!
I was thinking of you today and wanted to send you a lttle message. Happy Belated Bday! I remember your 37th bday so fondly. We had a blast and Austin was so excited to have a party for you. I am so proud of you for participating in the marathon! That is so awesome! Good Luck with your training!
Thinking and praying for you always!
love and miss you
Tasha <tasha.heinze@chsys.org>
- Tuesday, April 19, 2005 11:50 AM CDT

Hi Tina,
My name is Christine Clinton, and though you don't know me all that well I have come to know Austin via his website. I have stumbled upon his website, from another website, and I haven't been able to stop coming to his page. I think you are a wonderful mother, despite all you have been through. My heart aches for you whenever I have to read the sadness on your journal entries. I hope I didn't confuse you or make you sad, and I know there are happy times written in your journal as well. Always know that Austin is always with you, no matter where you are during a time in your life. I am sure he was a wonderful little boy to all who were priviledged enough to be able to know him. I felt priviledged to be able to get to know him through you his mother, and through his website too. May God continue to carry you through the most difficult of times, and through your most darkest days. Know too that Austin is smiling down upon you and is feeling lucky and so blessed to have called you his mother. May God continue to bless you, and Meagan too, and may His hand forever be near you. Take care and may God always Bless You.

Love and Blessings,
Christine
Christine Clinton <christine.clinton@verizon.net>
USA - Thursday, April 14, 2005 4:32 PM CDT

Tina, I am so sorry that you have to endure this. Know that you are an example for the rest of us to follow God in all circumstances. We remember Austin fondly at work. His name can't be brought up without a funny story & a smile! And we all remember you as one of the sweetest parents to walk into our unit. You remain in my thoughts & prayers.
Brenda Lewis (SCTU) <bnme@charter.net>
- Thursday, April 14, 2005 8:21 AM CDT

Dear Tina:

As you embark on this new journey (which is already making me exhausted by the way) always keep this in mind...You are not running from your problems but running towards a solution..

Run Forrest run!
We love you.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 6:50 AM CDT

Dearest Tina:

I have been keeping up with your journals although I haven't been inspired to write much lately.

I'm really inspired by your committment to run the Team in Training Marathon..I've been to the website many times and thought how great it would be to do that in Austin's memory and in honor of those others who are suffering...but alas, I'm built for comfort not for speed...I did serve as my block coordinator for the Leukemia and Lymphoma fund raiser this year...It didn't require any effort and I'm sad to say that the only calories burned came from licking the stamps.
:) Hey, you do your thing and I'll do mine.

I remember your 30th birthday party. It was shortly after the village was formed..It doesn't seem like it was that long ago..What I would give to be 39 again and know what I know now! You on the other hand have packed a lot of living into those 39 years and especially the last three..

If we had known all of the tears would come we would have enjoyed the smiles more.

Enjoy the smiles today. We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 6:03 PM CDT

Dear Tina, Please accept my belated HAPPY BIRTHDAY wish. I should have remembered it in time to get a card to you, especially since my birthday is the day after yours. But my 90 yr old mother broke her leg and for the past two weeks, I have been going back and forth to the assisted living facility helping take care of her. I hardly had time to even celebrate my birthday.
Regardless, I am sending special prayers for you to have a wonderful year. Be thinking about the weekend in mid May for horseback riding.
Hugs and lots of love, Nena
NM
- Tuesday, April 12, 2005 10:06 AM CDT

Hi Tina,
It was so great to be able to catch up with you this week at work -- I would love to sit down with you one day and and have a real visit, and just learn so much from you. I admire you so much. I know your heart still aches so much, but I admire how you are driving forward -- looking into the future with such determination. A Marathon! Are you really going to do that??? I imagine that running is a good stress relief at the end of a crazy day, and a good time for prayer and reflection. I love the way you find joy in the little things, the way you try your best to make something positive out of such an experience from which many others would have found only bitterness. Austin was so blessed, and Meagan, too, to have you as a mother. Thank you for being such an inspiration to me and so many others, and for spreading your Christian love around to so many, just as your sweet little Austin did. I love you, Tina!
Ginger Taylor <gtaylor@thomashospital.com>
- Friday, April 8, 2005 1:52 PM CDT

i remember the last time when me and austin played with the snow ball machine. It was before he was sick. Me, him and meagan got bored and messed up the kitchen with that thing.lol..memories have been so priceless.
Anyway..I hope you have the greatest day ever. I love you more than anything.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!LOVE ANNA
Annabanana <annasurfs@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL. - Friday, April 8, 2005 11:18 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR TINA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! WOKE UP THINKING OF YOU THIS MORNING KNOWING ITS YOUR BIG DAY! HOPE YOU AND MEAGAN HAVE A WONDERFUL CELEBRATION...WE WON'T DISCUSS WHAT OUR NEXT BIRTHDAYS WILL BE! TAKE CARE, LOVE YOU! CATHI
CATHI <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
ATMORE, AL - Friday, April 8, 2005 7:47 AM CDT

I will never forget that birthday either. That was a crazy day for us all, but Austin brightened it for you and you for me. YOu allowed me to go to dinner with you and some of our amazing hospital friends. That was one of the best nights I've ever had. Thank you for being my "fwend" and happy birthday!
I love you,
Kim
kim, Jim, Taylor and Logan www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, AL - Thursday, April 7, 2005 7:57 PM CDT

Ms. Tina-
So glad I got to be apart of your birthday that year!! I had so much fun making goody bags with Austin and helping him decorate until the room was just PERFECT for your surprise. I remember how the two of you dance. Thank you, thank you for sharing an amzing miracle-I am so lucky to have known him!!!
Mrs. Holli
Holli Isaminger <holli247@aol.com>
Hoover, AL Jefferson - Wednesday, April 6, 2005 7:12 PM CDT

Tina: I think of you often. Eloise Moore is home from the hospital and doing better. She was very complimentary of Thomas Hospital. I asked her if she saw you while she was there, and she said you had been a life-saver to her. She doesn't know what she would have done without you! I just had to share with you that you are making a good impression even before you receive your RN designation! Love to you and Megan!
Betty Adams <seaspray923@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, Al USA - Wednesday, April 6, 2005 2:38 PM CDT

I was just thinking of you and my fwend this morning and wanted to send you a quick message. I would love to see those pictures one day! I miss seeing that little precious face. We miss you up here in Bham and would love to see you. I hope you have a good day today and I am continuously thinking and praying for you and our little angel!
Ms. Tasha <tasha.heinze@chsys.org>
- Tuesday, April 5, 2005 7:51 AM CDT

MISSING YOU AND MY FREWND...I LOVE YOU. CHRISTY
CHRISTY <SCPAT143@CHARTER.NET>
- Friday, April 1, 2005 9:34 AM CST

Hey Tina,

I haven't visited this page in such a long time but you do remain in my thoughts. I want to thank you for the little reminders in your entries. I sit here in awe of you. You can not be described in words.....you are something way more than I could ever be. Thank you Tina for continuing to share your journey.

Kendra D. Hayes (Maggie's sister)
Kendra Hayes <hayes38@gulftel.com>
Foley, AL - Monday, March 28, 2005 7:34 PM CST

I haven't checked in on you in a while, but you've been on my mind a lot lately. I went to my boyfriend's prom last weekend. He lives in Foley. Anyways, we drove through Fairhope and I started to cry...not really because I was sad, I'm not sure why I cried. I still cannot understand and probably will never understand why Austin and alot of my other little friends had to die, and I didn't. God has a purpose for me, I know, but it's still so hard to comprehend. While I was in Foley, Daniel (my boyfriend) took me to Austin's grave and I stood there and stared at it for the longest time. It's good to know he's not in the cold, hard ground but in the warm, loving arms of our Savior. And just as Christ arose MANY years ago, Austin lives again in Heaven...waiting for us. :-) I love you and think of you often. Happy Easter!
Amber Luchterhand <ambersue10@yahoo.com>
Gardendale, AL USA - Sunday, March 27, 2005 9:46 PM CST

Thinking of you on this holiday weekend. I hope that you, Meagan and the rest of the family have a blessed Easter Sunday.
I love you!
Kim
kim, Jim, Taylor and Logan www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
MCCALLA, AL - Saturday, March 26, 2005 3:36 PM CST

Hi Tina, As the Easter weekend is coming up, I can't help but smile with the memories of spending the Saturday before Easter with you, Austin, and Meagan. And then sharing Easter day with you all. I think that will always be one of the most special memories for my family. Our daughter and family will be here eating Easter lunch and then hunting eggs. I will be thinking and praying for you and Meagan as the girls repeat the egg hunt where they had so much fun with Austin and Meagan.
Hugs, love and prayers, Nena
NM
- Wednesday, March 23, 2005 9:22 AM CST

Hi Tina,
Just wanted to say hi. I check in all the time, but don't always sign in. I am always thinking of you always and praying too. I pray in the shower all the time:) It is the one place that no one interupts and gets me side tracked. Most days no little people come in anyway, at what age do they let you do all bathroom duties alone? Call us sometime and if you are this way, let us know.
Love ya,
Kim
kim, Jim, Taylor and Logan www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
MCCALLA, AL - Tuesday, March 22, 2005 7:42 AM CST

Dear Tina, I am so sorry that things aren't getting at least bearable for you. I don't think...I know, any of us would feel the exact same way. I am glad though that you found the camera...more unexpected memories of your wonderful little boy. Just more reminders of what a special person he was. I hope that you can look at them one day without tears of pain, but with tears of laughter, remembering what a free spirit he was. I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers as always...take care! Love you, Cathi
cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
- Wednesday, March 16, 2005 4:47 PM CST

Dear Tina:

I logged on this morning and as usual I check Austin's site first thing. All I can say is wow.

You are right..Austin really did "get it" about life. What a blessing that is because he really needed to "get it" since his time here with us is so short.

I tell people all the time how much I learned from him about keeping things in my own life in perspective. I'm still working on "getting it" but knowing Bucky has made it so much easier.

Take care.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, March 16, 2005 4:36 AM CST

Hi Tina, Just stopping by to let you know we are praying for you and Meagan. Love, Nena
NM
- Monday, March 7, 2005 10:11 AM CST

GoodMorning Ladies!
Just thinking of you and that sweet little man!
Give each other a big hug for me!
Love and miss you both!
Ms. Tasha <tasha.heinze@chsys.org>
- Monday, March 7, 2005 9:59 AM CST

Hey girls, just wanted to see what you've been up to. miss your updates but I know your very busy. take care! love to you both...Cathi
cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
- Sunday, March 6, 2005 6:35 PM CST

Thinking of you and my fwend today!
Love Always,
Jennifer
- Wednesday, March 2, 2005 1:23 PM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR MEAGAN... hope your day is filled with sunshine and happiness. Can't believe you are now 11. A real preteen.... Don't forget, we are going to plan a weekend to ride horses. At least, I will watch you ride.
Give mom a big hug from me. I love both of you,
Hugs and prayers, Nena
NM
- Wednesday, March 2, 2005 1:00 PM CST

Tina, I've been out of town but wanted you to know that you've been in my prayers this week. I remember so clearly sitting at my kitchen table when you went into labor with Austin. Seems like just yesterday...
Kim probably told you that we're moving to Salt Lake City in the next few months. It will be hard leaving so many wonderful friends. I hope that you and Meagan will come visit us. You are welcome anytime!
Happy earthly birthday, Austin!
Dee <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
- Sunday, February 27, 2005 8:49 PM CST

My Mom is a survivor, or so I've heard it said.
But I hear her crying at night when all others are in bed.
I watch her lay awake at night and go to hold her hand.
She doesn't know I'm with her to help her understand.
But like the sands on the beach that never wash away...
I watch over my surviving mom, who thinks of me each day.
She wears a smile for others...a smile of disguise.
But through Heaven's door I see tears flowing from her eyes.
My mom tries to cope with death to keep my memory alive.
But anyone who knows her knows it is her way to survive.
As I watch over my surviving mom...through Heaven's open door.
I try to tell her that angels protect me forever more.
But I know that doesn't help her or ease the burden she bears.
So if you get a chance, go visit her...And show her that you care.
For no matter what she says...no matter what she feels.
My surviving mom has a broken heart that time won't ever heal~!

You are always in my thoughts and prayers!!
Love, Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@msn.com>
Birmingham, - Sunday, February 27, 2005 8:47 AM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUSTIN! I KNOW YOU ARE HAVING THE PARTY OF YOUR LIFE RIGHT NOW! BET THERE IS TONS OF SILLY STRING FLYING AROUND.....TINA, I HOPE YOU AND MEAGAN ARE FINDING LOTS OF HAPPY MEMORIES TO TALK ABOUT TONIGHT...LOTS OF LOVE, CATHI
CATHI <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
- Thursday, February 24, 2005 8:35 PM CST

Dear Tina, Thinking about you on Austin's Birthday.I can just see all the water power he would have! We miss him so much and think of you and Megan all the time. Love and prayers, Miss Cindy
Cindy Wingo <jnwingo@hotmail.com>
Robertsdale , Al - Thursday, February 24, 2005 10:23 AM CST

Dearest Tina, My heart and mind are reliving Austin's last birthday. I will never forget his opening the door to the apartment and immediately asking me where Ellie was. He really wanted to see her but we just couldn't risk his seeing and touching a dog. It was fun to spend that time with you, Meagan and Austin. I just looked at the pictures taken that day and he has the biggest smile on his face.
Hopefully working today will help you get through another day of special memories. You and Meagan have my love, many prayers and email hugs....Love you friend, Nena
NM
- Thursday, February 24, 2005 9:29 AM CST

Dear Tina:

Happy Birthday Bucky!

It seems like only yesterday that we were having coffee in Dee's kitchen when Austin decided to start letting you know he was on his way...I remember labor pains that brought tears to your eyes...We had no way of knowing that you would shed so many more tears over the six years...

I hope it brings you some comfort to remember that special day.

We love you and will be praying for you today that you will feel God's grace and the love of your friends and family surrounding you.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, February 24, 2005 7:17 AM CST

Hey Mrs. Tina-
Just did clinicals at Children's-almost done with my BSN and wishing someitmes I had stuck with Child Lide. YOur son, was amazing-He was my special fwend. Glad I got to meet you guys while working with Jennifer. Keep in touch!!!!Love you always-
Ms. HOlli
Holli Isaminger <holli247@aol.com>
Hoover, - Friday, February 18, 2005 6:49 PM CST

Hello Ladies!
I just wanted to drop a quick hello before I got started at work! I was thinking of you this morning and wishing my little fwend was here to tell me "Back off Barbie". How funny was that? I thought I was going to laugh my head off and then Austin continued to repeat the phrase every time we played, because he knew I thought that was so funny! Man, I miss that kid! Anyways, I hope work and school are going well for you and I'm sure Meagan is doing great in school. Give yourself and Meagan a big hug for me!!!!!
Love and miss you both!
Ms. Tasha <tasha.heinze@chsys.org>
- Thursday, February 17, 2005 8:17 AM CST

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to both of you... sending lots of hugs your way. Love, Nena
NM
- Monday, February 14, 2005 10:45 AM CST

Dear Tina & Megan, Thinking of both of you daily....hope all is going well for both of you. Tina, I have been at Thomas twice within the past week...was there today for about an hour in the gastro waiting room....I looked for you while walking through....didn't know if you were there or not. We were there from about 1-2 this afternoon to see Dr. Ives...nice guy! Just wanted to stop by and say hello and let you know your never far away and thought of everyday. Love, Cathi
cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
- Thursday, February 10, 2005 10:43 PM CST

We are in the "band aid" stage right now. Taylor wears them on nicks, gashes and nothing. We go through them like candy. I have friends that say I am throwing money away letting him waste them. I don't see it that way. I see him happy and having a good time. Lucky for them they have not had an eye opening experience to make them appreiciate the little things.
I think of you so often. We were just looking at old photos the other night and found one of Austin peeping thru the window of Taylor's door on the transplant floor. I sat and cried. I miss you all so much. Please take care of you and know that we are all praying for you and Megan every day.
Love and Prayers,
Kim
kim, Jim, Taylor and Logan www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
MCCALLA, ALABAMA - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 1:53 PM CST

Dear Tina:

We went through the Band Aid stage with Matthew. He had to carry them with him everywhere. In fact, a friend of mine in N.C. still asks "How is your nephew? Is he still carrying around those BandAids?" My answer: "No, he's 13 now. He outgrew it." :)

I wish we could all go back in time when a BandAid and mom's kisses could cure any hurt we had. If we could, I would put a BandAid on your heart.

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 7:38 AM CST

Hi Tina, Just stopping by to check on you and Meagan. We continue to pray for you during your hectic schedule of being a mom, student, hospital worker... you are sooooo busy. Do let me know how things are going.
Hugs, love and prayers, Nena
NM
- Tuesday, February 8, 2005 9:18 AM CST

Tina, Just checking on you. I don't have the chance very often anymore to logon to the computer. I miss you and think of you so often. You continue to be such an inspiration in my life. your words teach me so much. I love you.
Christy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Saturday, February 5, 2005 5:46 PM CST

Tina, I just couldn't say it any better than the previous guestbook entry. What a lesson we all learned about life through your precious Austin. Hang onto that....
Hope that the rain has stopped down your way and Meagan can get some horseback riding in. Give her a hug for me and tell her to hug you right back as one coming from me.
Love and prayers, Nena
NM
- Friday, February 4, 2005 11:35 AM CST

Dear Tina:

I wish I could take away the longing and emptiness you feel even for one day. But I can't.

Never forget this is the lasting lesson Austin left us with. We should enjoy every minute of life and especially those precious moments with the ones we love because at any moment, those we hold most dear can be gone.

We love you.
Kim <KMatth36242@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 8:32 AM CST

Thinking of you and my little fwend today! Oh how I miss seeing you and laughing at that little guy all the time!
Love and miss you!
Ms. Tasha <tasha.heinze@chsys.org>
- Monday, January 31, 2005 11:00 AM CST

Just stopping by to let you know Jim and I am praying for you and Meagan.
Love and hugs, Nena
NM
- Monday, January 31, 2005 10:46 AM CST

Hey Mrs. Tina-
I have not written in a while. I don't know if you remember me or not but I surely remember you and Austin. I was Jennifer's Child LIfe intern-almost done with my BSN now!! I just read your entry on December 17-what an inspiration you are to me. FOr this is the day that I miscarried. It is not at all the same-but I wanted to thank you for reminding me of who to put my trust in; rather at times like this who I want to put my ugly feelings too. It is so ironic-as I type this the song Angels among Us has come on. I know my unborn baby has the best host in heaven. Thank you for letting me know your son. I truly would love to hear from you! MY email is below. Mrs. Holli
Holli <holli247@aol.com>
HOover, AL Jefferson - Wednesday, January 26, 2005 5:26 PM CST

Dear Tina, It was absolutely wonderful to talk to you today and catch up on all the news. When I read on the website the struggles you are having, my heart breaks for you. Just know Jim and I continue to pray for you and Meagan. Hugs and blessings, Nena
NM
- Monday, January 24, 2005 12:11 AM CST

Tina - your ability to see extraordinary in the ordinary moments of life is a gift. Austin is proud of you and shares that with you when you see those quick moments of his goodwill and spirit shine through others. We love you, and keep you and Megan close to our hearts and in our prayers daily.
Lisa and Matthew
Charlotte, NC USA - Sunday, January 23, 2005 5:36 PM CST

Dear Tina:

I also remember Bucky's "new birthday". I remember being so amazed at the science of it all and more than anything being so greatful for a caring woman somewhere who was enlightened and selfless enough to give someone she didn't know such a wonderful gift.

Although, Austin's outcome was not what we prayed for, we must never lose that sense of hope that we all felt on that day. When we lose hope -- all is truly lost.

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, January 17, 2005 4:55 AM CST

Dearest Tina, I wish there was something I could say that would minister to your heart. Just know that I love you and am praying for you. Hugs, Nena
NM
- Sunday, January 16, 2005 5:27 PM CST

Dear Tina,
I will never forget at my brothers funeral what my Mom said to my sister-in-law. Beth was staring out the window of our car as my husband, brothers, and brother-in-laws guided the casket from the funeral home to the hearse to go to the church. Beth said "Well, this jusn't real". My mom and the mother of the 29 year old in the casket responded,"Baby, when God is in your life He only allows you to absorb little pieces at a time. Otherwise, we'd all be so heart-broken that we couldn't go on and that is not His intention."
And you know what, Tina, that has stuck with me for the last 14 years and I am ever so greatful to share these words with you.
In all our grief after Barry died, I was talking to my younger brother about our profound loss and his words to me were "the way I figure it, Cyndi...if Barry had a choice to come back here or stay where he is, he'd stay...and that is what it is to be in the presence of God".
That pretty much summed it up for me..as a little girl who missed her Daddy, lost all Grandparents and then a brother...just to know, if anyone of them had a choice...they would not come back.
Ultimately, to be in the presence of God is the BEST and you and I and so many others are blessed to have our angels in heaven looking out for us!
You and yours are in my prayers.
From my heart to yours,
Cyndi Johnston
Cyndi Johnston <rjohnston61@bellsouth.net>
Daphne, Al USA - Saturday, January 15, 2005 3:01 AM CST

Hey girl,
I don't see you much, but you remain in my thoughts and prayers. I know life isn't easy for you sometimes, but I hope you know you continue to be such an inspiration to so many. Austin's life made an impact on SO many people. Take care, and remember that you have many who love you and care for you out here!
Ginger Taylor <gtaylor@thomashospital.com>
Fairhope, - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 3:51 PM CST

Two years tomorrow since transplant...hard to believe. Seems like yesterday I was sitting on that bed playing with those Rescue Rangers (trying to remember ALL of the names Austin and I gave them!!) So many hopes and prayers for that little boy that I only knew for a short while. I looked back at the guestbook entries on that day, so many prayers and hopes from people everywhere. I don't have any answers for why things are the way they are, and happen the way they do, just always know that your son left a huge mark on my heart! May God and Austin reach down and give you a great big hug tomorrow!

Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you... Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid. John 14:27

Love, Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@msn.com>
- Wednesday, January 12, 2005 3:33 PM CST

Dear Tina & Meagan..hope this finds both of you doing well. I hope your still enjoying those horses Meagan! Tina, do you remember (I KNOW you do!) hiding under the jacket with our old friend in my living room???? Check your email tonight!
cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
- Tuesday, January 11, 2005 6:24 PM CST

Tina, thinking of you tonight. LOVE YOU Christy
Christy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Thursday, January 6, 2005 8:09 PM CST

Dear Tina:

"Even if I knew tomorrow that the world would go to pieces...I would still plant my apple tree." Martin Luther

Austin's spirit lives on through you and Megan..Thank you for keeping us updated as you continue on your journey.

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, January 6, 2005 7:11 PM CST

Hi Tina, Just wanted to let you know I was stopping by to send love and prayers to you and Meagan.
Hugs, Nena
NM
- Thursday, January 6, 2005 10:08 AM CST

Happy New Year, Tina and Meagan!
With our love,
Floyd and Betty <seaspray923@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, Al USA - Saturday, January 1, 2005 2:16 PM CST

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO BOTH OF YOU! YOU ARE OUR INSPIRATION....I DON'T KNOW HOW YOU DO IT SOMETIMES. I LOVE COMING HERE AND READING YOUR WORDS OF WISDOM. HOPE YOU AND MEAGAN HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY TOGETHER AND A GREAT NEW YEAR! LOTS OF LOVE, CATHI
CATHI <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
- Saturday, January 1, 2005 9:11 AM CST

Wishing for you a happy and peaceful New Year.
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, Al - Saturday, January 1, 2005 7:32 AM CST

Dear Tina and Meagan:

Wishing you both a happy, healthy and peaceful 2005.
We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, January 1, 2005 6:22 AM CST

Dear Tina,
Well the new year of 2005 is almost here. I wish for you and Meagan to have a most wonderful and blessed year.
With the wonderful warm weather we are having, I wonder if Meagan is getting some extra time in riding her horse.
Did you all get any of the snow over Christmas?
I love you my friend, Nena

NM
- Friday, December 31, 2004 1:21 PM CST

I just had a chance to get back to the website and I read your last entry and it brought tears to my eyes. I still cannot get over how amazing that little boy and fwend that I loved so much was and how he left such a mark in all of our lives here at Children's. I was thinking of all of you this holiday season. I hope Meagan had a wonderful Christmas and I hope Santa was good to you as well. Thank you so much for continuing to keep this website going. You have no idea how much I love coming here and talking to you. It gives me strength and a renewed sense of hope and faith everytime. I hope you guys are staying warm and I wish you all many new wonderful memories to come in 2005.
Love and miss you!
Tasha <tasha.heinze@chsys.org>
- Tuesday, December 28, 2004 8:56 AM CST

Dear Tina, Meagan and those special Angels mentioned in your last journal entry:

"Somehow, not just for Christmas but all the long year through, the joy that you give to others is the joy that comes back to you. And the more you spend in blessing the lonely and the sad, the more of your hearts posessing returns to you glad." John Greenleaf Whittier

Thanks for giving all of us who come here joy, hope, faith and peace.

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, December 26, 2004 6:13 PM CST

Thinking of you a lot this holiday season.
Nurse Best <masondog@hotmail.com>
SCTU, - Sunday, December 26, 2004 2:01 PM CST

Tina, I have thought about you and Austin alot this holiday. I miss you. I hope you and Meagan had a WONDERFUL MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!You were and are in my thoughts and prayers. I will be having a C section to welcome Cole into this world Jan 3rd @ about 1200. I am so anxious to see his face and hold this little wiggle worm that I have grown(truley GROWN) to LOVE. I miss you and send you a hugh HUG today. Thanks for your words of strengh and faith. I need them.. LOVE Always, Christy I hope you are enjoying this cold weather.
Christy Patrick <scpat143@charter.net>
- Sunday, December 26, 2004 10:37 AM CST

MERRY CHRISTMAS friend...
Love and hugs, Nena
NM
- Saturday, December 25, 2004 2:54 PM CST

MEAGAN, HOPE SANTA BRINGS YOU LOTS OF GOODIES TOMORROW! THINKING OF YOU AND YOUR MOM, DAD AND AUSTIN TONIGHT. HOPE YOU ALL HAVE TONS OF MEMORIES TO SHARE TOMORROW....LOTS OF LOVE, CATHI
CATHI <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
- Friday, December 24, 2004 10:41 PM CST

Tina
You continue to touch me with your strong faith and amaze me just by your strength. I read your updates often and continue to have my own faith strengthened by your words. You are an amazing woman and I hope you know that. I still remember the first time I met Austin. It was my first day back to work from 12 weeks on maternity leave. Austin was the perfect way to welcome me back to 4 tower. I can still see him riding that bike down the hallway for his physical therapy and everyone being so proud of him. I can also still hear his voice when he was in room 444 with that silly string. He called me from the hallway to tell me to "Get Wookie (aka Rookie) and tell him I'm sick" with that sly grin on his face and two cans of silly string in his hands. He got "Wookie" good that night. And those AWFUL Harry Potter Jelly Beans...*YUCK* Austin always kept us guessing!
I hope you and Meagan have a very Merry Christmas! Thank you for being the strong wonderful Mom and woman that you are!
Christy Parrozzo
B'ham, al usa - Friday, December 24, 2004 12:21 AM CST

MERRY CHRISTMAS to you and Meagan. My thoughts and prayers will be with you during this time. Hope your day is filled with the love of family and friends.
Hugs, Nena
NM
- Friday, December 24, 2004 7:15 AM CST

Remembering your Angel Austin and sending the family wishes for a peaceful holiday filled with love. You are in our prayers.

Smile Quilts Angels and all your friends at Smile Quilts <smilequilts@smilequilts.com>
- Thursday, December 23, 2004 1:36 PM CST

Thinking of you, Meagan, and my fwend tonight!
Love Always,
Jennifer
- Monday, December 20, 2004 8:36 PM CST

Tina, What a wonderful Christmas blessing to all who loved Austin so much.... and thank you for including me in your list. I hope you know when people check the website, they are sending prayers your way. You are one special mommy!!! Stay busy with work and Meagan and you will make it through another holiday. You both will be in my prayers, Love, Nena
NM
- Monday, December 20, 2004 10:13 AM CST

Dear Tina,
May you feel the arms of the Lord around you in a special way as you walk through each day, especially when it is a day that is breaking your heart. Hopefully and prayerfully, time will soften your pain. I know it will never go away completely until you see Austin in heaven, but hopefully it will lessen to a point that it is not so tough.
Love, hugs and prayers, Nena
NM
- Saturday, December 18, 2004 12:03 AM CST

Just thinking of you tonight. I'm praying for you. Love you.
Jill Belcher <jhbrn@bellsouth.net>
4 Tower , Children's Hospital, Birmingham, AL - Friday, December 17, 2004 1:16 AM CST

"God is closest to those with broken hearts." Jewish Proverb

May you continue to feel the His love and the love and compassion of those of us who have come to know this special little boy who has changed our lives forever.

We continue to give thanks for Austin's life and for our friends Tina and Meagan who inspire us every day with strenth and grace.

Thank you Lord for helping to heal Tina, Meagan and Jimmy's broken hearts as they continue on without Austin's presence here on earth.

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, December 10, 2004 7:34 PM CST

Hi Tina, Boy, I bet you had some heart pounding minutes as you waited for the blood tests to come back on Meagan. What a trying time it must have been for you.
The grandchildren are due in any moment now so I best finish getting ready for the weekend. I so treasure each visit they are able to drive up to see us.
Loving you and Meagan....Nena
NM
- Friday, December 10, 2004 5:18 PM CST

Dear Tina, I can imagine the dejavu you must have felt....glad she is better now. Kim always seems to think the same about Logan whenever he is sick. I guess it's just something you never seem to stop worrying about. Hope all is well with the two of you.....take care!
cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
- Friday, December 10, 2004 12:34 AM CST

Tina,
I'm glad Meagan is okay. Again I must say thanks for being such an inspiration! You are a great witness to us all. I hope you, Meagan & your family have a wonderful Christmas.
Brenda Lewis (SCTU) <bnme@charter.net>
Prattville, - Friday, December 10, 2004 8:20 AM CST

Tina and Meagan:

"There are two ways of spreading light..to be the candle or to be the mirror that reflects it." Edith Wharton

Thank you both for lighting our way.
We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, December 6, 2004 6:39 PM CST

Dear Tina:

I signed on this morning and read your update. It made me smile because I see my dear old friend coming back.

I know you hurt and I know there are days that are hard for you, but you are working through it, taking it one day at a time and accepting God's plan for you and for Austin.

Thank you for continuing to lift us up.

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, December 4, 2004 4:27 AM CST

Hi Tina,
I just pulled up Austin's web page and found that you updated it today. I think of you often and continue to have you in my prayers. I miss seeing you and every time I catch myself walking around all slumped over I think of you always reminding me to stand up straight! Feel free to call any time if you just want to talk.
Nancy Brown
Birmingham, AL - Friday, December 3, 2004 3:50 PM CST

Hi Tina, Hope that this next month will be filled with remembering all the wonderful moments of good Christmases with Austin and Meagan. I can just imagine how much fun it must have been on Christmas morning at your house when he and Meagan were getting up and opening gifts. Those are the memories to hold onto....I will be thinking and praying for you in the days ahead. It was a couple of days after Christmas when we first met at the cancer center. Oh, how Austin stole my heart in that very first time together!!
Hope the weather stays good on Meagan's horsebacking riding days...bet she really looks forward to them.
Don't work too hard and remember I am here for you anytime...
Love and hugs, Nena
NM
- Monday, November 29, 2004 5:19 PM CST

Keeping you in my prayers.
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Sunday, November 28, 2004 8:40 PM CST

I was just thinking of you tonight and wanted to say hello. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Love you.
Jill Belcher <jhbrn@bellsouth.net>
4 Tower , Children's Hospital, Birmingham, AL - Saturday, November 27, 2004 9:50 PM CST

Dear Tina:

I give thanks today for all that I have been given...My health, my family, and my friends...I'm also thankful for the lessons I have learned from you and your children...All of you have taught me so much...

I did listen to the LiteMix 99 telethon yesterday...I heard your name mentioned, although I didn't hear you speak, I'm sure it was heartfelt and eloquent...I'm also certain you were a comfort to those parents who are caring for sick children during the holidays...I made a donation in memory of Bucky and in honor of Megan who has come through so much with the grace she has learned from her Mom...

Thank you for being my friend. We love you.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, November 25, 2004 11:48 AM CST

Thinking of you today, tomorrow and always. I am so thankful you were there for me at the hospital to get me through many nights. I am thankful that we are now life long friends even though I dislike the circumstances we met under. I am thankful for your site and your sharing your life with us. I am thankful for you!
Love and Prayers my friend,
Kim
kim, Jim, Taylor and Logan www.taylorwatts.org <kwatts20@marykay.com>
McCalla, AL - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 10:29 PM CST

Hi Tina,
As we come to this season of the year, I am thinking back on different people, events that had an impact on my life. I truly thank God for the privilege of knowing Austin, Meagan, and you. Your son made such an impact on me and my family and we will never be the same again.
Hope that you and Meagan have a wonderful Thanksgiving as you build new memories to cherish and as you remember the special memories of sharing that day with Austin.
You are loved, Nena
NM
- Wednesday, November 24, 2004 10:50 AM CST

Hey Tina!
I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you all this holiday season and I wish you wonderful memories of this Thanksgiving! I hope you are doing better and I hope Meagan starts feeling better! Give her a big hug for me and yourself too! I miss you so much and my little fwend too! One day I would love to see the tape of the funeral. I had to find out the news as I was coming back into town after the funeral. I hope this weather gets better soon for Meagan's sake! Take care and have a great Thanksgiving!
Tasha Heinze <tasha.heinze@chsys.org>
Bham, - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 10:02 AM CST

SENDING ALL THE BEST WISHES FOR A HAPPY HOLIDAY TO THE SWEETEST FAMILY I KNOW! I WOULD LOVE TO COME BY YOUR MOMS OVER THE HOLIDAYS IF YOU WILL BE THERE. I STILL SAY PRAYERS FOR YOU AND MEAGAN DAILY! TONS OF HUGS AND KISSES TO YOU BOTH! LOVE YOU!
CATHI <RCCOON@FRONTIERNET.NET>
- Tuesday, November 23, 2004 8:55 PM CST

As Thanksgiving approaches and we think of things we are thankful for, your friendship and my friendship with a little boy from Fairhope always comes to mind. I am amazed at how many times I still come to this website. Austin left a huge mark on my heart! You are in my prayers as we head into this holiday season.

And my New Year's resolution will be that girl's weekend at the lake!!!
Love,
Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@msn.com>
- Tuesday, November 23, 2004 7:23 AM CST

Hi Tina,
So glad to hear Meagan is loving her horse-back riding.I am a grown-up many years over, but still a child when it comes to horses. I have a one trot mind!!!Hope this is a passion she will have all her life. They truly can give such joy and satisfaction. They are magnificient creatures.I am Mary Claire Seelhorst's sister.Those books sound great.I need to get them.genee
Gene Nichols <gnichols@usouthal.educ>
Mobile, AL Mobile - Monday, November 22, 2004 12:57 AM CST

Dear Tina:

I'm sure at some time my Mom has told you about my passion for horses as a child. I still have it...I still love the smell of a barn, horse sweat and sweet feed...It is something I will never outgrow even though I don't have horses in my life right now.

I think the sport of horseback riding is wonderful for little girls especially...It teaches you that you can have some control over something that is much larger than you are...It encourages trust...It creates confidence, balance and a killer thighs and butt..:)

And my personal favorite is that it is the only sport where girls and boys compete against each other with an equal playing field...The best rider truly wins...There are no special allowances made for girls..

The sport of the horse is a great metaphor for life.

We love you. Take care.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, November 21, 2004 7:09 PM CST

I read this on someone else's website and it immediately made me think of you....

"Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid. John 14:27 .....Anxiety can rule my day even when the circumstances of my life indicate that all is well. I can be with the ones I love and be afraid of losing them. I can accomplish something and still wonder why I didn't do better. Peaceful surroundings do not mean a peaceful heart. On the other hand, peace can be found in the strangest places. Not the kind of peace that the world gives, not the kind of peace that depends on our circumstances, but the kind that rests on the confidence of a loving and sovereign God."

I pray for you each day! Enjoyed our talk the other night. Keep me posted. And keep reaching for those smiles!!!

Love, Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@msn.com>
Birmingham, AL - Thursday, November 18, 2004 7:50 AM CST

Hi Tina,
Just stopping by to tell you I am thinking about you today..
Hugs, Nena
NM
- Monday, November 15, 2004 11:21 AM CST

Dear Tina:

"The problems you face will either defeat you or develop you--depending on how you respond to them." Author Unknown

You have not been defeated despite tremendous sadness and disappointment. You are developing into a beautiful woman filled with peace and God's grace who continues to inspire the rest of us who come here to find comfort and hope.

We are eternally thankful.
Take care. We love you.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, November 11, 2004 7:37 PM CST

As always, you are such an inspiration. Even though we've never met, I continue to keep both you and Meagan in my prayers. This past week my daughter, who is in 2nd grade had to do a timeline of 7 significant events in her life since her birth. Her sixth item was dated April 13, 2001 - the day her brother was diagnosed with ALL. She was only 4 at the time and sometimes I guess I didn't realize what an impact it had on her.
Susan Keith <susan.keith@amsouth.com>
Birmingham, AL - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 9:15 AM CST

Hi Tina, Hopefully the rain stayed away long enough for Meagan to go horseback riding today. You mentioned books... did you ever get to read the book I sent by Linda (during the last month of Austin's life)... it was Hannah's Gift. If you haven't read it, I think you would find comfort in reading it.
Love you...Nena
NM
- Wednesday, November 10, 2004 9:09 AM CST

Thinking of you and praying for you.
Renee <mackfam@frontiernet.net>
- Saturday, November 6, 2004 10:08 PM CST

Hi Tina...
Just stopping by to say I am here for you, anytime. I love you my friend and I will continue to pray for
God's healing for your broken heart.
Nena
NM
- Saturday, November 6, 2004 10:33 AM CST

I am so proud of you and the decisions you make. AND if you EVER need your "friends from Atlanta" you just give me a call!! :) Also, you can show up on my door step ANYTIME you want! I don't have all the answers, but I am a good listener. Keep reaching for those smiles! Austin always did!
Love, Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@msn.com>
Birmingham, - Friday, November 5, 2004 9:01 PM CST

Hey Tina and Meagan!
I just wanted to say hello. Tina, it sounds like you are so busy with your job and loving it! I am so happy you are in a hospital working with people. I bet you are so wonderful and I know the patients could not have a better nurse. You're the BEST! I missed my little fwend this past Halloween. I thought about him many times during the day and how I wish I could see him again as Harry Potter. This year I dressed up as a black cat for the kids at the hospital, but I still think the year of the bumble bee was best. I am so proud of you and how far you have come. I cannot believe it's been 16 months. I miss you and wish I could give you a big hug. Know that I continue to think and pray for you and your family.
We love and miss you here in Bham.
TASHA <tasha.heinze@chsys.org>
BHAM, - Friday, November 5, 2004 3:20 PM CST

Tina: You are something else, girl. I wish I could be more like you when it comes to letting go of anger! I wish you and Meghan all the best for this school year. How much longer for you?
Betty and Floyd Adams <seaspray923@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Thursday, November 4, 2004 4:36 PM CST

Hi Tina,
It takes a mighty big person to admit they have made a mistake, especially when the person on the receiving end was probably really deserving of their anger. You probably weren't wrong in what was said, just how it came out. But you righted the wrong with your apology. So now put it behind you.
Hope that with the sunshine on your face today, you will feel God's love for you.
I love you my friend, Nena
NM
- Thursday, November 4, 2004 11:06 AM CST

I saw this on another website and wanted to share it with you.....

When God Calls Little Children

When God calls little children to dwell with Him above,
We mortals sometimes question the wisdom of His love.
For no heartache compares with the death of one small child
Who does so much to make our world seem wonderful and mild.
Perhaps God tires of calling the ages to his fold,
So He picks a little rosebud before it can grow old.
God knows how much we need them, so He takes but a few
To make the land of heaven more beautiful to view.
Believing this is difficult, still, somehow we must try,
The saddest word mankind knows will always be �goodbye�.
So when a little child departs, we who are left behind
Must realize God loves children�Angels are hard to find.

Love, Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@msn.com>
Birmingham, - Thursday, November 4, 2004 7:36 AM CST

Dear Tina:

I also thought about Bucky on Halloween. I know how much he loved it and how excited he was every year about his costume.

I'm sorry that each of these special days that we all just take for granted are so hard for you. But you continue to get through each one with grace and faith.

Anger can be a healthy emotion (contrary to what some people would tell you). At the least, it is an emotion that must be acknowledged and resolved or it will control your life and I know you well enough to know that you will not let that happen.

You are healing girlfriend and healing from a deep loss and significant pain are very hard things to do.

I'm so proud of what you've accomplished how far you have come and will continue to stand beside you and support you as you move forward.

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 4:09 AM CST

Mrs. Tina-
Reading your past journal entry reminds me of a poem I read not too long ago called "If you could only see me now" I bet Austin had the most fun of all on this Halloween! Thinking of you always and wishing you the best! Would love to hear from you soon-stem cell seems so long age!
Holli
Holli <holli247@aol.com>
Hoover, AL Jefferson - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 4:28 PM CST

I had Harry Potter on my mind a lot yesterday!!!
Love you,
Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@msn.com>
Birmingham, - Monday, November 1, 2004 11:54 AM CST

Hi Tina,
If I start a daily list of things and people I am grateful for... knowing you and Austin would be at the top of my list. You will never know how much knowing the two of you impacted my life. Your steadfast faith in the midst of his illness and death showed me what truly trusting God for His plan for our lives was all about.
I love you my friend and hope that one day we can sit and share a cup of coffee together.
Hugs and lots of love, Nena
NM
- Monday, November 1, 2004 10:30 AM CST

Tina, I thought about Austin Halloween. How much he loved dressing up and pretending. Josh does too!! I miss that little mischeif smile. You said acknowledge the ones who have touched your life. You and Austin have touched my life in ways you will never know. I admire your courage, strengh and Faith. You are an amazing person and MOM. I hope you have a Wonderful week. I LOVE YOU PS If you haven't heard Mrs. Jennifer had a baby Girl!!
Christy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Monday, November 1, 2004 7:41 AM CST

Sending all my love and prayers.
Kim
kim, Jim, Taylor and Logan www.taylorwatts.org <kwatts20@marykay.com>
mccalla, Al - Saturday, October 30, 2004 11:02 PM CDT

Hi Tina, So Meagan is at the age of trying to decide whether or not to go Trick or Treating... that is a hard place. They think they are too old but the child inside still wants to do it. Our oldest granddaughter is in the same place and I think when it is time for the younger girls to head out the door, she will throw on something as a costume and go with them. I say let them be kids as long as they want to. They grow up so fast anyway.
Sending love and prayers your way, Nena
NM
- Saturday, October 30, 2004 9:40 AM CDT

Hi Tina - haven't signed in a while, but I continue to check your website and pray for you daily. After reading about your sweatpants I wanted to share something with you. I'm not sure if I ever told you, but my father also died from Lukemia. He has been gone 22 years now, but there is not a day that goes by that I don't think of him and miss him. If you were to come to my house and look in the back of my closet you would find the ugliest little red, white and blue sweatsuit. I don't know how old we were when my father bought matching ones for my sister and me, but I remember thinking "yuck" when I opened it. Fortunately, I did not say it out loud because later my mother told me how my father had picked them out himself and was determined to buy them. This was before he got sick, but even then it meant something to me because my father NEVER, EVER, EVER bought us clothes - that was my mom's job. I remember many a shopping trip where he sat out in the car in the parking lot for hours while my mom and I shopped in the mall. Anyway, if you look in the back of my closet there hangs a little girl's ugly red sweatsuit because I cannot bear to get rid of it. Isn't it funny the things we attach memories to. Even if I got rid of the sweatsuit I would still remember, but every once in a while I just like to get it out and hold it. So if something happens to me and you hear someone talking about some little girl's ugly red sweatsuit they found in the back of my closet please explain to them the meaning behind it. Keep up the courage - the grief does get easier to live with. It doesn't go away, it just get easier to face everyday. Debbie
Debbie Holobaugh <theholobaughs@netscape.com>
Fairhope, AL Baldwin - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 9:23 AM CDT

Hi Tina, Oh me, the memories just flood in with the most unexpected things you find!! Perhaps those tears are just another form of healing for you.
Each trip I make to the cancer center finds too many children fighting this terrible disease. Today I met a mother with her small daughter who had been born with cancer. Yes, born with it... was taken to CH's within hours of delivery, surgery within a week, and now has had 6 rounds of chemo. I can't understand how such a terrible disease can attack a newborn baby. This mother's faith reminded me of you... so when you can, say a prayer for this tiny, precious little girl who has fought to live everyday of her life. I know you would be such an inspiration to her mother..so perhaps I will tell her about your website.
Just know so many love you and continue to pray for you...
Hugs and much love, Nena
NM
- Monday, October 25, 2004 5:50 PM CDT

I still have my Stem Cell Uniform too. A collection of Children's Hospital t-shirts and my sweat pants. There are a thousand things that remind me of Janie and our time at Children's.

Dan Sims <dtsims2001@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, Al - Saturday, October 23, 2004 12:49 AM CDT

Thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers.

Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 7:03 PM CDT

John and I continue to keep you in our thoughts and prayers. Love you, Janet
Janet Brantley <jbrantley@escambiak12.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 10:15 AM CDT

Hi Tina,
Just stopping by to say hello and that I am thinking about you. Hugs, Nena
NM
- Monday, October 18, 2004 8:07 PM CDT

Dearest Tina:

I have found over the years that the people I cherish the most in my life are the ones that have been there for me during the hardest times of my life. My friendships are some of my most valuable posessions. I cherish them.

I know that each of the people you mentioned in your journal post made Bucky's last days easier and provided you and your family much comfort during those difficult days. I am so thankful for them.

I know these days are hard for you. You are handling yourself with such grace. It is a pleasure to watch you becoming who God wants you to become. It is a comfort to watch Him work through you.

Take care. We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, October 18, 2004 6:47 PM CDT

On this beautiful Sunday morning I think of beautiful people who have touched my life and you and Austin are at the top of the list. I am so thankful that I happen to be interning wiht Jennifer while you and Austin were on SCTU. Thank you Lord for letting our paths cross. You taught me more than you will ever know. God bless you always and forever. All my love

Holli <holli247@aol.com>
Hoover, AL - Sunday, October 17, 2004 2:28 PM CDT

Thinking of you this morning. I love you...
Christy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Sunday, October 17, 2004 9:29 AM CDT

Tina I think I have gained your weight!!!!This second baby BOY is packing on the weight. I don't know how I will ever get it off. Well yes I do running after two boys!!!!. I think you are awesome. I am so proud of you. I love you and miss you. I know you look GREAT. I hope school is still going well. LOVE YOU
Christy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Monday, October 11, 2004 6:51 PM CDT

Hi Tina, You have lost HOW MUCH???? 54 lbs.... where in the world were you hiding it? Never would dream you had any extra weight to lose. I know you must be very proud of losing that....my hat is off to you!!!
Thank you for continuing to share your heart with all of us. When are you going to start the book of journal entries? Maybe if I keep reminding you of doing so, it will become a reality. I just know that the struggles you have shared would be such a source of inspiration and encouragement to others. I personally think it would be a best seller.
Give Meagan hugs for me and keep one for yourself.
Much love, Nena
NM
- Monday, October 11, 2004 11:54 AM CDT

Hi Tina,
I always get inspired when I read your journal. You are doing so great. I know the grief is so tough, and it will get better eventually, but only you can work your way through it and you are doing what you need to do. Baby steps - just like you are doing.
I'm so proud of you for your weight loss (I can't imagine where you got over 50 pounds to lose!?!) But I'm glad you are taking care of yourself. That is so important. One day, you will see Austin, but in the meantime, Meagan needs you to be healthy! I love you both and have you in my prayers often. Take care!
Ginger Taylor <gtaylor@thomashospital.com>
- Monday, October 11, 2004 9:34 AM CDT

Tina,
Congratulations on the weight loss! Who needs Oprah's makeover show after all? I bet you look great.
Thanks for continuing to be an inspiration & also a witness for God. You're in my prayers.

Brenda Lewis (SCTU) <bnme@charter.net>
- Sunday, October 10, 2004 8:51 PM CDT

Tina:

Thank you for continuing to remind us to take each day and live it to the fullest..enjoying every moment and counting every blessing...

You should be proud to look in the mirror...You look mahvelous! I'm so proud of you...

Take care. We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, October 10, 2004 6:15 PM CDT

Tina,
Praying for you each day. God's peace to you.
In Christ's love,
Leanne
Leanne Pearson
Fairhope, AL - Friday, October 1, 2004 10:28 PM CDT

I Love You and Miss you. AND my BUDDY. Christy
Christy <scpat@charter.net>
- Tuesday, September 28, 2004 10:37 AM CDT

Tina, it has been such a long time. I miss you so very much and I miss Austin too. I hope that you and Meagan are doing well. I love you! Whitney
Whitney Hudson <whudson1891@charter.net>
Birmingham, - Monday, September 27, 2004 9:42 PM CDT

Thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers.
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Monday, September 27, 2004 7:49 PM CDT

Tina, I continue to pray for you and Meagan.....I hope you find comfort in the things that you are finding of Austin's. If you are at your moms ANY TIME and want to talk or visit, please call me...I can be there within 20 minutes. Take care...I love you! Cathi
Cathi <rccoon@fontiernet.net>
- Saturday, September 25, 2004 7:07 PM CDT

Hi Tina, God continues to put the "unexpected things" in your hand. That is assurance of His Love and faithfullness to you. Those tennis shoes were just waiting for the moment that you needed to find your cross. How else can it be explained?
Just know that you and Meagan are never far from my thoughts and prayers. Much love, Nena
NM
- Saturday, September 25, 2004 11:53 AM CDT

Hi Tina, You and Meagan and all the other people down your way were certainly in our prayers when Ivan was coming in. Hopefully your home escaped damage. Do let us know how you are doing, etc. Ivan made our power go out for 6 days but we can't complain....so many we know lost lots and lots.
Hugs and prayers, Nena
NM
- Thursday, September 23, 2004 3:49 PM CDT

Hi Tina, I have just learned about sweet Austins website, I'm so sorry you have lost your little boy. I feel like I know you all, your words are comforting. I hope you did'nt get hit by that Ivan, and so glad your test results turned out ok! I have come to you thru another sweet baby girl with cancer, she also got her wings on Sept 13th '04' she was from Dallas,(www.scotthousehold.com) her mommy and daddy are going thru what you have in the last year. I'll be praying for you and your sweet daughter. I love the picture of Austin in his graduation hat! Too cute!! You are a very brave woman, I'll follow your journal, hope to hear from you soon, and everything is still intact! Take care
Tammy DeBlaay <tammydeblaay@hotmail.com>
Fort Worth, TX USA - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 3:38 PM CDT

Checking on you and Meagan...hope all is ok with your house. My house wasn't touched...well, nothing worth mentioning and our building where we live now is fine. We stayed at Hoyt and Saras that night. Got home and had 6 trees across our driveway (only 1 way in too), so we cut up 6 trees the morning after and threw them to the side just to be able to go over to the side where we live. Let us know how you fared!
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
- Monday, September 20, 2004 7:06 PM CDT

Hi Tina! Just thinking of you and hoping you're place survived Ivan with little to no damage. Please update us on your website and let us know you and Meagan are ok.
Beth <masondog@hotmail.com>
sctu, al - Monday, September 20, 2004 3:29 PM CDT

Dear Tina, I am glad that everything went ok with heart cath. Stress can do incredible things to our bodies. My brother lives at Grand Lagoon Perdido Key and lost his house and most of their belongings, but you are right all we could do was Thank God that they were safe and unharmed. They evacuated,but some in their neighborhood did not, and they lost their lives. When we were coming back Fri am, I felt as though the Hand of God had come over the community and kept it safe.It was amazing that for how many trees were down, very few were actually on homes or had done damage to property.I pray that you and Megan did ok. I looked at how many "hits" ( is that the right computer word) Austin's site has had. Did you ever imagine that first night that you sat down to type that this would have such an overwhelming effect on others. God has blessed you with the gift of being able to put the most heartfelt words on paper.Continue to use that gift. "Always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you to give the reason for the hope that you have." 1st Peter 3:15 God's blessing to you and Megan.
Love, Robi

Robi Jones <robrik@bellsouth.net>
- Saturday, September 18, 2004 9:50 PM CDT

Hope you are safe from the effects of IVAN. Thinking and praying for you.
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Saturday, September 18, 2004 12:13 AM CDT

Tina, I pray that you and your family were all safe during Ivan. I miss and love you all. You are in my thoughts and prayers.Christy
Christy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Saturday, September 18, 2004 10:31 AM CDT

Hey Tina and Meagan!
How are you all doing from the bad weather of hurrican Ivan? I hope everything is ok down there. I have been thinking of you all. I am so glad to hear that your doctor's appointment went well. Give Meagan a big hug for me!!! We think of our little fwend so much up here at Children's. We miss all of you!!!
I hope you have a relaxing and wonderful weekend!!!
Tasha Heinze <tasha.heinze@chsys.org>
BHAM, - Friday, September 17, 2004 1:10 PM CDT

I am so glad that your tests were normal. I am praying that you and Meaghan are safe from Ivan and that your home was spared. We didn't get the bad rains and winds that they thoght we might, but we have been watching footage all day of Gulf Shores and it is ugly. I hope you are safe as are your belongings. I am praying as always.
God Bless,
Kim
kim, Jim, Taylor and Logan www.taylorwatts.org <kwatts20@marykay.com>
mccalla, Al - Thursday, September 16, 2004 9:05 PM CDT

Stay safe in this storm. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 11:07 PM CDT

Oh me... Praise the Lord for a good report. I know you must have been soooo concerned. Have been thinking about you all constantly with Ivan coming your way. Was glad to read Cathi's note saying you were headed for your mom's. I will pray for your house and all possessions to be totally safe if the storm comes your way. Do let us know via the website as soon as you can that all are okay. Hugs and prayers, Nena
nenatmoon@peoplepc.com
- Tuesday, September 14, 2004 4:48 PM CDT

OH MY GOSH, TINA....I DIDN'T REALIZE YOU WERE HAVING CHEST PAINS. I AM SO SORRY THAT YOU HAD TO ENDURE THAT. I AM HAPPY TO KNOW THAT ALL IS OK WITH YOU. TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF AND MEAGAN...I HEARD YOU WERE COMING HERE TO STAY WITH YOUR MOM ALONG WITH THE REST OF THE CREW. YALL TAKE CARE AND I WILL CHECK WITH YOU AFTER THE STORM.
CATHI <RCCOON@FRONTIERNET.NET>
- Tuesday, September 14, 2004 9:39 AM CDT

Hi Tina, Well the day finally when you could face seeing what was in the book Cathi so lovingly prepared for you. I feel like I know Cathi from all the emails back and forth between us. I tried to find everything I could about Austin, all the news articles in the Hand-in-Paw newsletters, pictures, etc. and I pray that they will be special to you and Meagan. What a treasure the book will be, especially to Meagan, in the years to come. Both of you will have such a wonderful, tangible reminder of how special Austin was to soooo many people. I told Cathi that I hope one day I will get to see the gift of love she made for you. Your faith continues to inspire me.
I will be praying for all of you "down South" as that monster Ivan comes roaring in.... I'm with you in praying God will pop the wind out of it before it comes ashore. If it does come into your area, as soon as you can, please get on the website and let everyone know you all are okay.
Hugs and prayers, Nena
NM
- Monday, September 13, 2004 7:01 PM CDT

hi Tina:
hi this is taylor! How are you doing? I am doing well! I am getting setteld in school well acutally ive been for a while but still trying to get used to it. Anyhoo tell uncle R.L that i said "hi and happy late birthday" i shorry i missed the big "shindig".shorry also about "oreo".well anyways i recken i had better get off the computer so that my mom can use it. give megan a hug for me and keep your strong faith.Also pray for us because ivan is gonna tear through Pensacola and flatin it. so pray for us so maybe that wont happen. thankz for your time.

Taylor Sharpless <taytay126@cox.net >
Pensacola, FL. u.s - Monday, September 13, 2004 5:46 PM CDT

Hey Tina,
Just wanted to let you know I've been thinking about you and Meagan lots...keep up with you through the site and of course your sis...thinking of ya'll always makes my day better, your insight is amazing. Hope M is having a good school year...we got a great teacher and are so thankful for that little blessing. Hope to see ya'll soon.
Love, Cecilia
Cecilia Lewis <Baygirl215@aol.com>
- Saturday, September 11, 2004 3:03 PM CDT

dear Tina and Meagan, i am so sorry to hear of your loss....i had a hamster once and I know the feeling. Tina, you may remember him, his name was Bill! I am so glad you love the book...I have had it ready for a while, but wasn't sure of when to give it to you. By what you said a few months ago on the website...I KNEW it was time. I took it to your moms and told her to look through it. I said, If you think she can handle it, go ahead and give it to her...if not, wait until you think the time is right. So many people sent such sweet things and great pictures. I feel as though through Austin and his website that I have made many good friends...some I will never even get the chance to meet, but I treasure none the least. You have GREAT friends! I hope you find comfort in the memories that were sent...weren't the ones from Jennifer great...especially the pictures...some of those old pics were some of mine too....BUT, I didn't send the BEST ones! I still have those SOMEWHERE! The old slumber party ones...you KNOW!! I hope you have a wonderful day and kiss that precious girl for me! Lots of love, Cathi
cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
- Friday, September 10, 2004 9:15 AM CDT

Tina,
Again I will say you are truly an inspiration. I am sorry that you have to bear this pain, but glad that you turn to God for comfort. You are in my thoughts & prayers often. If I can do anything to help, I am always here. I miss you.
Brenda Lewis (SCTU) <bnme@charter.net>
Prattville, AL - Thursday, September 9, 2004 9:54 PM CDT

Hi Tina, It must have really hurt when you and Meagan lost Oreo. Perhaps it was a good thing she was at her dad's that night. I try to think of Austin cuddling Oreo and being so happy that his furry friend has joined him in heaven. Working through grief is difficult and so different for every person. Just know that you are right at the stage of life God wants you to be and that the journey in dealing with Austin's death will hopefully get easier day by day.
Normally I do not scan all the way to the bottom of your homepage, but today I did....it has been viewed almost 995,000 times!!!! That is amazing. You have been such a source of inspiration and comfort to others since the very first entry. I will repeat what I told you months ago.... you really should check into putting your journal notes into a book. I believe it would be a great comfort to people around the world. You help me focus on what is really important in life and for that, my friend, I thank you.
Hugs and blessings, Nena
NM
- Wednesday, September 8, 2004 9:35 AM CDT

Thank you for helping me to keep life in perspective.
Susan Keith <susan.keith@amsouth.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 8:13 AM CDT

Hi Tina, I'm glad Meagan has settled in school. Zack has & enjoying. We have Mrs. Mitchell, she is an angel straight from heaven. We love her & are so very blessed to have her. The weather was beautiful for your Daddy's party. Daddy's can be best of friends! I am an only child, so I really am both Mama & Daddy's best friend! I love it this way!! I bet the hospital is hopping with 'just in case" hurricane prep. Robert has had to be there a lot the past 2 days. I just love seeing you there, I'll have to come to you when I am at the hospital. Who does Meagan have for fifth grade? You take care & tell Meagan hello for me & Zack. Talk with you soon. Love, Lisa

Lisa Salter <junelg@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL USA - Monday, September 6, 2004 10:04 AM CDT

Hold on tight, Frances is coming. I hope you are all safe and sound. I miss you and I am sending all my prayers. I hope that your dad's birthday celebration was wonderful. I hope he is feeling better after last years accident.
All my love and prayers,
Kim
kim, Jim, Taylor and Logan www.taylorwatts.org <kwatts20@marykay.com>
mccalla, Al - Sunday, September 5, 2004 11:38 PM CDT

Tina...Please convey our birthday wishes to "Big R"! I agree that he's a great guy. Hope his health has improved since we last saw him. Love to you, Meagan and your whole family. Saw your mom yesterday, buying "Red Hat" stuff to wear to her meetings!

Love,
Betty and Floyd Adams <seaspray923@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Saturday, September 4, 2004 6:19 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG R!!!!! WISH I WAS THERE CELEBRATING WITH YOU! YOU WERE ALWAYS THE LIFE OF THE PARTY AND WE LOVED BEING WITH YOU. TINA, LOTS OF HUGS TO YOU AND MEAGAN...HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY CELEBRATING NOT ONLY THE BIRTHDAY OF THE GREATEST MAN ALIVE, BUT ALSO CELEBRATING AUSTIN'S LIFE. TAKE CARE....LOVE YOU ALL, CATHI
CATHI <RCCOON@FRONTIERNET.NET>
- Saturday, September 4, 2004 1:25 PM CDT

Just wanted you to know that you are in my thoughts tonight and my prayers. I miss you and Meagan, and our little man. Love you.
Jill Belcher <jhbrn@bellsouth.net>
4 Tower, Children's Hospital, Birmingham, AL - Thursday, September 2, 2004 11:37 PM CDT

Hey my friend, I hope you have had a good week. I just wanted to say Thank you for your strength, you encorage me to keep my faith strong you are so amazing. I miss you and love you. I think of you so often. You are always in my prayers.
Christy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Thursday, September 2, 2004 9:31 AM CDT

Dear Tina:

I think about you every day. As difficult as this time is for you, it is part of your healing process..I think this is a positive sign...Just take what you are feeling as it comes...You cannot heal if you are numb to the feelings of loss and grief that everyone must go through when they lose someone they love..

I am so thankful you are keeping up the website..So many of us have found comfort and inspiration here from reading your words...I can only hope and pray that what has been written here has been of some comfort to you if in only knowing that you have friends who care about you..

Take care..We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 5:09 AM CDT

Hi Tina, Just stopping by to check on you and Meagan. I know the pain you feel overwhelms you at times. You are so right in life goes on... Meagan is growing so fast and gives you such joy. I am sure she keeps you on your toes.
Wish you would post a photo of her horseback riding on the website. Bet she has grown so I won't recognize her.
Just know that you both are loved and prayed for...Nena
NM
- Monday, August 30, 2004 12:41 AM CDT

Tina,
I read your updates all the time, but don't sign it much. That is due to tha fact that we live in the dark age with dial up internet that takes so long to load the pages:) However, here I am tonight, just stopping in to say that you inspire me more and more with every word. I love you and miss you very much!!
Kim Watts
kim, Jim, Taylor and Logan www.taylorwatts.org <kwatts20@marykay.com>
MCCALLA, Al - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 10:33 PM CDT

Love and miss you....many hugs to Meagan. Hope school and the job are going well...they are very lucky to have you...as well as Meagan is lucky to have you as her mom! Love, cathi
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
- Tuesday, August 24, 2004 6:42 PM CDT

Dearest Tina:

On the way home tonight after our "sunny rainstorm" I saw the most beautiful rainbow..It started behind Rite-Aid and the best I could tell ended up in the cemetary where Austin is buried...A coincidence? Maybe -- maybe not..

But it does remind us of God's promise of hope and of his love for us when we see that rainbow...

Take care..We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, August 23, 2004 7:34 PM CDT

Just stopping by to say hello and that I love and pray for you.... Nena
NM
- Thursday, August 19, 2004 6:49 AM CDT

Hey Tina,

I can never find the right words of comfort, but I know that if we feel love intensely & completely then we will feel the grief of loss just as deeply. I don't think you can have one without the other.

Take care of yourself & give Meagan a hug.
Joyce Wharton <Joycew@sa-mercymedical.org>
- Wednesday, August 18, 2004 3:02 PM CDT

Mrs. Tina-
Thank you for the constant reminder of what faith is all about. You are simply amazing! It is wonderful to see a woman who has been through so much be so thankful!
Love you always and forever!
Miss Holli
Holli <holli247@aol.com>
Hoover, AL Jefferson - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 6:57 PM CDT

Hi Tina and Meagan, Glad you both had a good week at the lake...especially with school starting today. Everyone needs a rest before getting back into the routine of work, school, etc. I think and pray for you so often.
Much love, Nena
NM
- Wednesday, August 11, 2004 9:26 AM CDT

Hi! I just dropped by to say hello and see how things are going at school/work. I hope you did well on your test...I KNOW you did! Lots of hugs to both of you....I love you both! Cathi
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
atmore, al - Monday, August 9, 2004 1:16 PM CDT

Thinking of you and Meagan...Love, Nena
NM
- Sunday, August 8, 2004 2:18 PM CDT

Mrs. Tina-
Just wanted to drop a note to tell you that I am thinking of you and Austin again today, like I always do.
Continue to have your faith-you inspire me so much!
Love you always
Miss Holli
Holli <holli247@aol.com>
Hoover, AL 35226 - Friday, August 6, 2004 6:12 PM CDT

Tina,
Oh,my friend, how I know what you are feeling. Alexis' stone was placed this week, and it looks so small with all those big ol' stones around it. It does hit hard to see our babies names carved in stone. So not right. I love ya and still think about you often. See you sometime, hopefully!
Alice Lindsey/ caringbridge.org/al/alexislindsey <lindseyconst@bellsouth.net>
- Friday, August 6, 2004 10:59 AM CDT

Hey!

I loved seeing you, Meagan and Allie this weekend. We definitely have to do that more often. I just wanted to say again that you are in my prayers always! I won't say you are the "strongest" person I have ever met.....because I know you are crumbling inside. But I will say you are the most loving, caring person I have ever met. And Meagan is very, very lucky to have you, as you are her (did that make sense???) And Austin was very lucky to have such a nurturing mom. I know he brags about you everyday!!! Did you notice all the butterflies that kept going by Monday? I did!!!

I am always here for you, day or night if you need to talk!
Hang in there my friend! Maybe this fall when everyone is back in a routine,if that is possible... I would love to meet at the lake for a weekend where we can talk....I am a good listener, and so are you....thanks for listening to me!

Love, Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@msn.com>
- Thursday, August 5, 2004 5:59 PM CDT

Tina, I Miss you and wish there was a way to take your pain away. I pray for you daily for your strengh and courage. I can't even fatham what you are going through. Remember your faith and rely on GOD for your strengh. I love you and think of you everyday... LOVE YOU

Christy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Thursday, August 5, 2004 11:26 AM CDT

Thinking of you! I love you, Tina.

Maggie
Maggie Quimby <mquimby@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL usa - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 5:55 PM CDT

Oh Tina, I have just gotten home from the Women of Faith Conference in Atlanta and read your last entry. My heart breaks for you as once again you so vividly face the reality of Austin's death. One of the speakers at the conference said, in this life sometimes there are no answers that make sense or comfort you when you are dealing with grief. Just know that God loves you so much and one day you will fully understand the purpose of Austin's life and even death. That may not come in this lifetime, but one day you will know. Remember, I love you and Meagan, and wish I could take some of this terrible pain away for you. Much love and prayers, Nena
NM
- Saturday, July 31, 2004 7:31 PM CDT

Dear Tina:

My eyes filled with tears as I read your last entry...I can't imagine how you can take much more heartbreak...

Just remember, that headstone marker or not, he made his mark in the hearts and lives of those of us who had the pleasure of knowing him...I will never forget him and his love of life and spirit as long as I live...He continues to inspire me everyday...When things are hard I remember those three little words he spoke with such enthusiasm: "Suck it up." :) God knows if he can do it during the things he had to go through, I can deal with the trivial stresses in my own life.

We continue to ask that God grant you, Meagan and Jimmy comfort as you continue on without him by your side.

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, July 31, 2004 5:09 AM CDT

I'm so sorry. I wish there was some way to make it better. I will continue to do the only thing I know to do - pray for you. I'm always here if you need me.
Brenda Lewis <bnme@charter.net>
- Friday, July 30, 2004 10:16 PM CDT

Tina, I am so sorry you are having to deal with these feelings all over again...my heart is breaking right along with yours right now. Austin is so proud of his mommy and his family...you are all precious to him...I do hope that things get at leats tolerable for you...very soon. There is no set "time" for us to grieve, we all are different. Know that you and Meagan are in my heart, thoughts and prayers today and everyday. I love you! Cathi
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
- Friday, July 30, 2004 8:20 PM CDT

Congratulations!!! You will be a wonderful nurse.
Brenda Lewis(SCTU) <bnme@charter.net>
- Tuesday, July 27, 2004 8:56 PM CDT

Hey Tina, I miss you . LOVE YOU, Christy
Christy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Monday, July 26, 2004 9:29 PM CDT

GOOD LUCK TODAY! I KNOW YOU WON'T NEED IT....I HOPE YOU DIDN'T BITE YOUR FINGERNAILS! DID YOU HAVE SOME OF THAT BITTER TASTING STUFF WITH YOU THAT YOU USED TO TRY TO USE?! LET US KNOW ASAP HOW YOU DID. WISHING YOU TONS OF LUCK AND TONS OF HAPPINESS! LOVE YOU! CATHI
CATHI <RCCOON@FRONTIERNET.NET>
- Monday, July 26, 2004 3:27 PM CDT

Hi Tina, Just stopping by to say hello... I still haven't heard anything about the situation we talked about...
The summer is rushing by, enjoy every minute with Meagan.
Love and prayers, Nena
NM
- Thursday, July 22, 2004 2:21 PM CDT

Tina, you are truly amazing. Your journal entries are so inspiring and make all of us acknowledge the many blessings in our lives. You, Meagan and Austin are a blessing to so many people and your influence will be felt for years to come.
Dee <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, - Wednesday, July 21, 2004 11:23 PM CDT

Mrs. Tina-
Just wanted to let you know how often I think of you and your amazing son. Just today I was getting on the elevator at Children's and saw a blonde haired cutie who his mom called "Austin" get on. I was filled as I often am with wonderful memories of my special fwend. You are an outstanding example. God is so good!
Love always and forever
Miss Holli <holli247@aol.com>
Hoover, AL Jefferson - Wednesday, July 21, 2004 6:58 PM CDT

Hi Tina, I can't tell you what a confort it was to know you are on my Grandmother's floor. It was so good seeing you. You are such a pleasant person. There is just something special about you!! I am not sure when Lucille is coming home, that is what we call her, but I do look forward to seeing you while visiting her. I hope in the future I can see you over a cup of coffee. Take care of yourself & tell Meagan hi for me & Zack. We love you both..Lisa
Lisa Salter < junelg@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL USA - Tuesday, July 20, 2004 4:09 PM CDT

Dearest Tina:

The lesson for all of us is to not take one minute, one second ever for granted because we can't go back in time. We all need to remember that every day with every word we speak to those we come in contact with and those we love...We need to soak up those precious memories with those we love, like the biscuits with the gravy and savor every bite...

To know you, to love you and your family and to have you as a friend is a pleasure..

Take care.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, July 19, 2004 6:53 PM CDT

Hey Tina!!!
It's been awhile since my last entry and I miss catching up so much! I hope school is going well and I bet Meagan is getting sooo big! I still can't believe it's been over a year since Austin was last here at Children's. I miss him so much!!! I also think of you often and miss you so much as well! It is definately not the same around here anymore and not as fun either. I miss the silly string fights so much!!! I use to come out of Austin's room covered with that stuff just like a mummy. That was so funny!!! I'm sure there are still traces of silly string some places! I know this has been such a hard journey for you and your family, but as I read your entries you still seem to amaze me from day to day! You are a true inspiration to me!!!
Tasha Heinze <tasha.heinze@chsys.org>
Children's Hospital, - Friday, July 16, 2004 1:08 PM CDT

Hi Tina, Have been thinking about you a lot this week. Hope and pray everything is okay with you and Meagan.
Ellie and I will be going to Camp SAM this Saturday to visit with the campers. Hope to see Taylor there and some of my other kids from the cancer center. I had hoped to start volunteering on the oncology floor at CH's by now but the floor manager hasn't gotten in touch with me so that first visit can be arranged. I am getting frustrated....
Sometimes I wonder if my passion for helping the children with cancer would be so great if I had not met Austin. He is my inspiration to do this. Give Meagan a hug and have her give you a bear hug from me. Love, Nena
NM
- Wednesday, July 14, 2004 9:47 AM CDT

Hi Tina, hope you had a nice weekend. I assume Meagan was with her Daddy. Tell her hello for me & Zack. I'll be at the hospital later this week, I'll come to your floor to see you. Take care, Love, Lisa
Lisa Salter <junelg@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL USA - Sunday, July 11, 2004 10:24 PM CDT

Tina,

I saw this on Janie's website and all I could think of was you and Austin. I could actually hear his voice saying the last line.... it brought a smile to my face.
I know you are hurting my friend with a pain I could never comprehend. I pray for you daily and think about you more often than that. Give Meagan a big hug for me and then tell her to turn around and give you a big hug from me too.
Miss You!!!
Love, Linda

...Ask my Mom how she is.....
My Mom, she tells alot of lies
she never did before.
From now until she dies,
she'll tell a whole lot more.
Ask my Mom how she is
and because she can't explain,
She will tell a little lie
because she can't describe the pain.
Ask my Mom how is she,
She'll say "I'm alright."
If that's the truth, then tell me,
why does she cry each night?
Ask my Mom how is she,
she seems to cope so well.
She didn't have a choice you see
nor the strength to yell.
Ask my Mom how she is,
"I'm fine, I'm well, I'm coping."
For Gods sake Mom, just tell the truth
just say your heart is broken.
She'll love me all her life,
I loved her all of mine.
But if you ask her how is she
she'll lie and say she's fine.
I am here in Heaven.
I cannot hug from here.
If she lies to you don't listen,
Hug her and hold her near.
On the day we meet again,
we'll smile and I'll be bold.
I'll say, "You're lucky to get in here, Mom
with all the lies you told!"

Linda Watson <ltwats7@msn.com>
- Thursday, July 8, 2004 8:17 PM CDT

thinking of you all tonight......just wanted to say hi and that I LOVE YOU! Take care! Love, Cathi
cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
atmore, al - Tuesday, July 6, 2004 8:21 PM CDT

Hi Tina, I continue to check the website every 2-3 days for an update and am thankful when a new one is posted. It helps all of us to feel that we are still "connected." Hope that school, work, etc. is continuing to go well for you. Bet Meagan is having a fun filled summer. Give her a hug from me and keep one for yourself!! Love and prayers, Nena
NM
- Monday, July 5, 2004 7:01 PM CDT

Hey Tina,
As I was falling asleep the other night I thought of Austin and jumped out of bed to check his website. I can't believe it's been over a year. I also can't believe how much he touched my life in such a short time. I think of you so often. I have a picture to send to you from our "lunch date." I hope school is going well and I am so amazed by your strength!
Nurse Bes <masondog@hotmail.com>
SCTU B'ham, - Monday, July 5, 2004 6:34 PM CDT

Thanks for being an inspiration to me. Thanks for always expressing your faith and love for God. Thanks for reminding us all of what really matters in life. Thanks for being you!!
I love you,
Maggie
Maggie Quimby <mquimby@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL usa - Thursday, July 1, 2004 10:49 PM CDT

Tina,
Hope this finds you staying busy and feeling well-thinking of and praying for you.
Renee <mackfam@frontiernet.net>
- Thursday, July 1, 2004 7:38 PM CDT

Mrs. Tina-
As I walk the halls of children on the sixth floor I see members of Stem Cell and of course your precious Austin comes to mind. I think about him so often. That laugh, the names he made for everyone, his "secret strategy" at Checkers ( I never thought I had a chance of beating him). At the end of the day I am thankful for many things, and one of them is for Austin and for you. Thank you for sharing a little part of your life. I will never forget you.

Miss Holli <holli247@aol.com>
Hoover , AL Jefferson - Thursday, July 1, 2004 6:33 PM CDT

I don't know you, but have come to your site through Gail Stevens and Kathryn Hughs. My son battled ALL and had a cord blood transplant at Children's Hospital in 2001. Thankfully, he survived. There is a verse in Isaiah about soaring on wings of eagles, running and not being weary and walking and not being faint. There are days when we can only be thankful for being able to walk and not be faint. May God give you strength, courage and wisdom.
Susan Keith <susan.keith@amsouth.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Monday, June 28, 2004 8:06 AM CDT

Hi Tina, I am sure it is bittersweet for you to work your way through Austin things... the joy of remembering the special things he collected and the fun he had doing so, then the reality of his not being here with you hits so hard. I know you must wonder if it will ever get any better. I continue to pray for God to give you strength to get through "the moment" one day at a time. No one has a timetable for grief. We all handle it differently. Only you will know when you can move on to the next phase. And until then, God will continue to hold you tightly in His arms. I love you and Meagan, Nena
NM
- Sunday, June 27, 2004 4:44 PM CDT

Hi Tina, I am so sorry you are feeling bad this weekend, but just think what Sunday evening is going to bring, Meagan will be all excited telling you what her & her Daddy did!!! Then the busy week will begin. I think you are such a neat person with all what you have going on. Robert enjoys seeing you at the hospital, you furthering your education, you have a lot of energy! You are truly an inspiration to me. I love hearing from you. Take care, tell Meagan I said hi. Love Lisa
Lisa Salter <junelg@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL USA - Saturday, June 26, 2004 10:48 PM CDT

Just wanted you to know that I continue to pray for you and Meagan. Hold her close and treasure each memory.
Jennifer <jloverstreet@earthlink.net>
Newnan, Ga USA - Saturday, June 26, 2004 4:24 PM CDT

Thinking of you and Meagan today.... love, Nena
NM
- Thursday, June 24, 2004 4:18 PM CDT

Hi Tina, I have not been sending messages, but I have been keeping up with you & Meagan. I am glad she is having a nice summer!! My prayers are with you. I want you to be happy. Bless you & that precious little girl...Love, Lisa Salter
Lisa Salter <junelg@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL USA - Wednesday, June 23, 2004 3:35 PM CDT

There is always a purpose to everything that happens on this earth. I know you have had to suffer terribly to lose your little Austin, but you are truly an inspiration to so many parents. Every time I read your journal, it reminds me to slow my life down and hug my children -- to forget the washing and snuggle and read with them. We are all so blessed to "borrow" them for a while. Our lives have been really crazy the last few months -- we've been building a house and decided to paint the inside ourselves. We have finished and have moved in. I have the rest of my life to unpack and get organized -- Dylan wants to go crabbing at the pier, so that is on our list this week. I believe that God's purpose for you, among many other things, is to remind all of us who have children to stop adn appreciate them. They grow so fast it's unbelieveable. I look at my 6-year old Dylan and think of you often. I just can't bear the thought of what you have gone through.

I didn't see Austin the last few years much other than the photos you provided on this web site, but my memories of him are of his little tow head in the stroller when Meagan and Keaton were in Mrs. Jones class together. Those were happier healthier times, I'm sure.

I thank God for you Tina, for reminding me of what life is all about -- loving the ones we love every possible chance we get. I pray for you, especially during this difficult month.

Love Ginger
Ginger Taylor <gtaylor@thomashospital.com>
Fairhope, Al - Tuesday, June 22, 2004 5:29 PM CDT

Tina,
Thinking of you as always and wanting you to know that we are always here for you! I really enjoyed talking to you the other night. Of course you know that when Toby hears it's you on the phone, I have to hand the phone over to him!
Blake is going to camp at Blue Lake on Monday w/ our church. Iam so excited for him. I would love for you and I to go back there some day.
Take care and hug Meagan for us.
Love you,
Maggie
Magggie Quimby <mquimby@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Tuesday, June 22, 2004 3:43 PM CDT

You are an inspiration to us all.
Brenda Lewis <bnme@charter.net>
- Tuesday, June 22, 2004 10:51 AM CDT

Dear Tina:

I was glad to sign on and see your update today. We worry about you when we don't hear from you.

I know you are staying busy. I remember how hard it was to work full-time and go to school at night..I didn't even have a child to care for and I was exhausted!

I'm so glad that Meagan is excited about horses. I was a horse-crazy girl myself and to this day love the smell of a barn (I know I'm crazy, but it's the truth)...I think that horses are good for girls for a lot of reasons...Obviously the physical (talk about thighs and buns of steel) but for the mental as well...They will teach you about trust and give you the confidence that you are able to control something so much bigger than yourself..You also learn the value of hard work and patience...I really think they are a wonderful metaphor for life...I'm so thankful for all of the horse experiences I had as a child and to this very day I miss it.

Keep putting one foot in front of the other and taking those deep breaths...I'm sure you feel Austin's presence ever step of the way..I know he is so very proud of all of you.

Take care.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, June 21, 2004 5:00 PM CDT

Hi Tina, It was good to see an update today. Sounds like horses will be quite an adventure for Meagan.... she will probably want to go riding everyday. Know you are so busy with work and all. Are you still in school or did you get a break for the summer?
I am getting ready to start something new. Because of my love for the children I have seen at the cancer center, I am in the process of getting ready to start volunteering at Children's Hospital. I have asked for the Oncology floor and then they asked if I would work the Stem Cell Unit. So I am sure it will be one of those places. I will volunteer as a Patient Pal. All of this goes back to Austin being the first child I had dealt with who had cancer. My love for him truly led me into this new direction.Perhaps I will be able to give a parent a break for a little while, etc. Ellie and I will still do the cancer center and we will visit at CH's on our monthly visit. But I will be going without her the rest of the time.
Just remember how special you and Meagan are to me.
Love and prayers, Nena
NM
- Monday, June 21, 2004 11:14 AM CDT

Tina, Thinking of you tonight..... I love you and Meagan.
Christy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Sunday, June 20, 2004 9:21 PM CDT

Tina, Thinking and praying for you today....
Love, Nena
NM
- Sunday, June 13, 2004 9:51 PM CDT

Dearest Tina:

I read this today and it made me think about you.

"I once asked Matt, whose partner had died of cancer a year and a half before he met me, if it had really been worth the grief to have loved her and then to have lost her. Wouldn't it have been better never to have met her than to have been shattered by her death?

He said no, definitely not. He reminded me that it's not the love we receive but the love we give that nurtures our hearts.

I am only now beginning to understand that as a friend of mine says, love, when it is real gives everything away. The act of loving is the point."

Excerpted from book, The Craggy Hole in my Heart and the Cat Who Fixed It, by Geneen Roth.

From the moments he took his first breath until he took his last one, Bucky was surrounded by a loving family and friends. You are too.

Take care.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, June 12, 2004 7:47 PM CDT

Mrs. Tina-
As I check for your updates daily I see the strength of an amazing woman. Someone I admire and will forever remember. We are all the lucky ones for having known your special fwend! I will never ever forget the two of you. Thank you for being a part of my life
Love always and forever
Miss Holli <holli247@aol.com>
Hoover, AL Jefferson - Friday, June 11, 2004 6:28 PM CDT

Dear Tina, I thought of you so much yesterday knowing that it was a year ago you said your final goodbye to sweet Austin. How it must hurt just remembering those moments.
Not much I can say other than to tell you how proud I am of you as you have walked this path. Love and prayers, Nena
NM
- Thursday, June 10, 2004 9:53 AM CDT

Tina:

I wish there was something I could write here to comfort you but I know the pain you feel in your heart is only resolved with faith.

Please know that you are blessed to be Bucky and Meagan's mommy and with friends who love and care about all of you.

Thinking about you today as always.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, June 10, 2004 4:52 AM CDT

You are an amazing person! LOVE AlWAYS,
Christy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Tuesday, June 8, 2004 7:40 PM CDT

Dear Tina, I imagine for the past few days including today, you have been reliving last year. You have made it through all the "firsts" without Austin. Your strength and faith continues to inspire and amaze me. Just as the Lord has walked with you and carried you when you felt you couldn't cope, He will continue to hold you and Meagan in His loving arms. May it help somewhat to know that so many continue to think and pray for both of you. Love, Nena
NM
- Tuesday, June 8, 2004 5:46 PM CDT

Thinking of you & Meagan & praying for your family.
Brenda Lewis <bnme@charter.net>
- Tuesday, June 8, 2004 9:14 AM CDT

I remember so clearly...
Megan and I came to see Austin when he was in Stem Cell and he insisted on playing Mouse Trap. I opened up the box and we quickly realized that all the peices were not there... but still Austin insisted!!! So we found substitutes for all of the missing peices except the rubber band and the two little silver balls. Those peices are pretty essential to the game though. So Austin had me on my hands and knees searching for these peices b/c he claimed they had been there last time he played. I searched the whole room and never found the missing peices. So we found another more entertaining way to occupy ourselves. We took the little see-saw thing that the little man is supposed to stand on and started launching things across the room... skittles, the mice from the game, pennies... Yeah, by the time we left there were more peices missing to that game than what started off missing. Austin never liked for me to leave him...he would give me this sad look when I said I had to go and say "Why?" and "Do you really HAVE to?". It broke my heart every time.
Today, when I was cleaning out my closet, I found one of the little silver balls that goes to MY Mouse Trap game, and I was reminded of the great times me and Austin had together...those are the times I want to remember. Those are the times I encourage you to remember. I love you and I'm praying for you.
Amber Luchterhand www.caringbridge.org/al/amber <ambersue10@yahoo.com>
Gardendale, AL - Monday, June 7, 2004 10:11 PM CDT

You are an inspiration to many!! I can not begin to understand the ways of God, but I know that He will continue to give you strenght for each day. I was praying the entire day for you on sunday; my youth group at church also prayed for you in class. I am a cancer survivor. Thank you for sharing at relay for life.
jinnie lacey <jinandchris@gulftel.com>
silverhill, al usa - Monday, June 7, 2004 9:19 PM CDT

Tina and Meagan, please know that our hearts have broken for you many many times. You know that God is in control, we may not understand now; we will in time. We continue to pray for you and we have much love in our hearts for you. Jennifer misses hearing from you. Take care and know that you are in our prayers.
Myrna Hodgen <jray123@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - God Bless - Monday, June 7, 2004 7:06 PM CDT

Tina, I've been thinking about you and Meagan and your family this weekend. I never cease to marvel at your ability to convey your thoughts and share with us your memories of your precious one, your sad moments with him and without him. I still am amazed at your strong faith and it has brought you through a year's worth of hurdles. I'm so thankful for your ability to go on and have a life of your own and to be a good mom to Meagan. And I have no doubt about any of that.

I missed out on really knowing Austin, but I remember the times we visited Kim and the cute little blond running around at the cookouts. That is how I always vision him. He was a charmer.

I am so proud of you.
Mimi Caughron
Knoxville, Tn USA - Monday, June 7, 2004 3:38 PM CDT

Tina, you and Meagen are never far from our thoughts and prayers. We love you and pray that God will continue to hold you close.
Lisa and Matthew <lematth@aol.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Monday, June 7, 2004 6:12 AM CDT

Tina:
I know today has been a long, long day full of memories. It has for me. You have invited us to share memories of Austin. Here are some special ones I keep in my heart forever:
o We were taking Austin to the hospital after he road up with Jimmy the day after Christmas in the motor home. (That was the only way he would come up to Birmingham was if he could ride in his grandaddy's motor home -- so we picked him and Jimmy up at the Waffle House because the motor home would not fit in the parking lot at Children's Hospital.) He was so excited to see the "snosh" we had here (frozen dew that looked like snow). He was so brave as he got his line put in during that trip.
o The day he got his cells and we celebrated on 6th floor.
o Coming to the bank with you to see me on Valentine's Day complete with mask to take me out to lunch. He gobbled up the Milo's chicken strips (Milo's has one of the best health ratings). That is one of the most special Valentine's Days that I'll ever have.
o Coming to my office at the bank with his bow and arrow. I was a bit concerned about what the security guards would think!

As we speak I am training (which will involve walking over 400 miles as part of the training) to do the 26.2 mile marathon for the Leukemia Society and will go to San Francisco on October 24 to walk. I will be walking for Austin.

You are always in my thoughts and prayers. You are the light of Christ for us all -- please continue to share it with us.

Love,

Gail Stevens <gstevens@amsouth.com>
Birmingham, AL - Sunday, June 6, 2004 11:17 PM CDT

Tina, I've been thinking of you all week. On this special day, I thank God for Austin's life and the special,though brief, time he had here on earth. He touched many lives! My prayer is that God will embrace you and Meagan in His light and love and that you will feel His comfort and peace.
Dee <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, June 6, 2004 10:06 PM CDT

Dear Tina,

I have thought all day long about writing in this guestbook today. I guess I thought that sometime today I would be inspired with the words to comfort you or to give you strength on this day. Boy was I wrong. I can't find the words and I am so sorry for that. I don't even have any "Austin" stories to share with you. I was never lucky enough to meet him in person. I know I really missed out because I have heard so many people tell me about your son. And I know they all felt honored to have known Austin.

I know you are so broken hearted - because I am, too. I want to hold Janie one last time...hear her voice...see her smile. That will never change. Yet somehow, we are to go on. I struggle with that every day and when I get in bed at night, I think "I made it another day..."

I know people have prayed for us to get through each day since Janie died. I know people are praying for you and your family to have the strength and peace to get through each of these difficult days. What would we do without all those people who have loved Austin and Janie?? They will never know how their kind words and many prayers have lifted us up in our darkest hours.

I think of you often...Dan and I both keep you close in our thoughts and prayers.

"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted..." Psalm 34:18

Janet Sims, www.caringbridge.org/al/janiesims <janetsims@juno.com>
Birmingham, AL - Sunday, June 6, 2004 9:30 PM CDT

Tina, I have thought of you and your family all day. I miss you all and still continue to ask GOD to bless your life daily with strengh and courage to face each day. You ask that we share our favorite stories of Austin.. Well mine would be the first day I met him. He was DETERMINED he wasn't going to speak to anyone!!OR take that nasty medicine. You know the red one that was supposed to taste like cherry syrup ha!HA!I will never forget him screaming at me " GET OUT OF HERE" but he spoke and I loved that boy from then on. Even the day he squirted that nice cherry syrup in my hair. I miss all the silly string fights we had. I haven't bought silly string since the day I brought him some in the "gated community" I was worried they would never let me come back. I loved to here him sing those silly songs he would make up. He made me laugh, he made so many smile, he touched so many lives in only 6 years. How wonderful that is to know you touched so many in such a short time. I know that he is having a HUGH CELABRATION today with so many of our special ANGELS that have lost their battle with cancer. I love you and keep you and Meagan close to my HEART always.
Christy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Sunday, June 6, 2004 8:02 PM CDT

My dear friend,

How well I remember your phone call this day a year ago! You are in all my thoughts and prayers today and so many other days. Even though 250 miles/4 hours separate us...you are so close to my heart. I wish I had some great way to take your pain away. Unfortunately, that is impossible, for the pain of missing your child is to strong. I am sorry I missed your call and I hope seeing the Harry Potter movie tonight brings you good memories of Austin, though I know bittersweet. I am not a Harry Potter fan (which ANdrew can't possibly understand!!), but I remember sitting through the movie with Austin at Children's. Didn't have a clue what was going on in the movie, but I remember his smile lit up the room!

I miss you!
Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@msn.com>
- Sunday, June 6, 2004 7:56 PM CDT

I am thinking of you today as always. I know that today is so very hard for you and I wish I were there with you. I am sending all my love and hugs and prayers your way. I have so many memories of Austin, but I think my favorite is the day you all were leaving the stem cell unit. He was having a water gun fight with the tech guy, I can't remember his name. He was laughing and soaking wet, but so happy to be "bustin' outa that lemonade stand". I hope that you and Meagan and Jimmy are all doing as well as you can today and please know I am always here for you!!
Love and Prayers,
Kim Watts
kimwatts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
mcCalla, AL - Sunday, June 6, 2004 3:14 PM CDT

Dear Tina,Meagan and Jimmy....you are all in my thoughts today and I am holding each of you near to my heart. Austin is looking down today at all of the people that loved him....you know he is the brightest and smartest kid in heaven and I'm sure he has proven that over and over! Take care! Love, Cathi
cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
- Sunday, June 6, 2004 1:41 PM CDT

Tina, We are thinking of you, Meagan and family today. Remembering all of you in prayers. Our love and prayers. Julie
Julie Quimby
Atmore, Al - Sunday, June 6, 2004 1:09 PM CDT

Thinking of you today. Hope you and Meagan enjoy the movie even though I know it will be bittersweet. May God bless.
Renee <mackfam@frontiernet.net>
- Sunday, June 6, 2004 12:49 AM CDT

Dear Tina, I am really covering you in prayer today. I like to think that today Jesus is holding Austin in His lap and singing Happy Birthday to him in celebration of his heavenly birthday. Much love, Nena
NM
- Sunday, June 6, 2004 10:51 AM CDT

I will always remember Austin in his Blue Angels pilot jacket and I know he is flying high above us all on his heavenly birthday. We love you all.
Dan Sims <dtsims2001@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, Al - Sunday, June 6, 2004 8:48 AM CDT

Dear Tina,

Please know you and Miss Meagan are in our prayers. We keep up with your web site and are inspired by your courage and strength. Thank you for taking the time to share your thoughts with everyone---even those of us that do not often write back. We are thinking of you. Please call us if you need us.
Paul and Evelyn Graham
Birmingham, AL - Saturday, June 5, 2004 11:33 PM CDT

Dear Tina, Am praying for you today.... Hope that you and Meagan will enjoy the movie tomorrow. Austin would say that's a great way to remember him.
Love and prayers, Nena
NM
- Saturday, June 5, 2004 5:43 PM CDT

Dearest Tina:

I've been thinking about you all day today. I know tomorrow will be bittersweet. We are all thankful that he is no longer suffering but his presence is greatly missed.

"The point is not to live forever...The point is to live so forever knows you were once here." Author Unknown

Take care.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, June 5, 2004 5:03 PM CDT

If you are reading this website and have not gone to your local courthouse to sign up for the Curing Childhood Cancer tag, would you please plan to do so this month? It is a wonderful way to honor the children who are fighting this disease and to buy one in memory of the children who have earned their "angel wings." So many of you loved Austin, please remember him by signing up to buy the tag. Perhaps the funds from the tag will find a cure for this terrible disease that continues to take the lives of children.
Thanks so much... Nena
NM
- Saturday, June 5, 2004 11:38 AM CDT

Dear Tina, The tears are flowing and it is hard to write. I have just read your Thursday entry and wish so much that I could be there to put my arms around you and we would just weep together.
You asked for stories about the last time with Austin.
Remember the Saturday before Easter of last year? I had called you at the apartment and asked if I could come out to see all of you. When I got there, Austin loudly said.."hi, but where is Ellie?" We talked and played and it was soon time to leave. Before leaving we made plans to meet later in the day to go to a wonderful park here in Vestavia Hills. When I got home I was cooking lunch for Easter and the Lord just told me to call you. When I invited you for lunch you said you all would come. Soon it was time to meet you, Meagan and Austin and off to the park for so much fun. Remember seeing how Austin smiled as he was swinging...higher and higher? We played and then ate a picnic and then Austin wanted to play some more. Later we made plans for all of you to come at noon the next day. I called my daughter and told her we were having company for lunch. Her three girls were thrilled to have someone their age come to gramma's house. After eating together, Jim and Bill went outside to hide over 200 plastic eggs. Little did I know that Sharon had put money inside a large silver and an even larger gold egg. We heard Meagan call out she had found the silver... then after much searching, Austin found the gold egg. Just as Sharon hoped it would be. We went back inside and the adults had some coffee and time to rock in the sunroom as the children watched a movie. When it was time to leave, Austin disappeared. He was hiding behind a chair, crying that he did not want to go. But Meagan had to meet her ride home and you all had to go... It meant so much to me that as you got down the highway, Austin told you it was his very best Easter ever. Just a couple of days later you called me hoping that we could go to the park again. But I was with my mother at the hospital and could not go... then the next day, Austin had to be readmitted to the hospital. That began his journey in earning his "angel wings." In one way I am sorry I never got to see him again, but then I think that the last weekend I shared with all of you, he was so happy and full of life. So I treasure each part of that weekend.
I had a note from the Hand-in-Paw office today telling me that Austin's aunt had made a donation in his memory. What a wonderful way to honor him... he truly loved his dogs and I am glad he got to have snuggle time with Rose again.
The granddaughters are coming over Sunday afternoon and we are going to the park and send Austin some balloons. Even though they only were with Austin and Meagan the one day, they loved them. The picture of all of them together sits on a shelf in Hannah's room.
Just know that I am covering you and the rest of the family in prayer....Much love, Nena
NM
- Friday, June 4, 2004 4:32 PM CDT

Dear Tina, I remember visiting Austin 2 days before he earned his wings. He was hungry and had me going to shoney,s for a grilled cheese & milkshake. when I got back you were sent out for a waffle!! After my visit i told him i had to go and feed mr. Nelson. He said no you don't Mr. Nelson can buy a restarant & they will feed him!!!!!!! He was such a cutter!!!! I miss him soooo much.You anD Megan are in my prayers. Love You, "Miss Cindy"
cindy wingo <jnwingo@hotmail.com>
Robertsdale, Al - Thursday, June 3, 2004 10:41 PM CDT

Tina:

It was nice to pick up the phone this morning and hear your voice on the other end of the line. A very nice surprise on a dreary morning.

You asked me to help you remember Bucky's last day here with us. I hope others on the CaringBridge will add their memories as well. You told me it was important to you to remember the day that Austin left us almost a year ago.

I remember going to the hospital with Dee about noon. It was pouring rain..dark and dreary..very much like it has been here as of late. We went to Austin's room...I remember seeing Popple and JoJo, Jimmy, Johnny and Johnny's beautiful girls gathered around Austin's bedside...He was sleeping peacefully...I believe you told me he had just had some morphine and some Benedryl...I remember the feeling of a sense of defeat in the room as each of us came to the realization that we were actually losing him...

And then there you were...Obviously exhausted and grieving..dressed in your scrubs due to his earlier nosebleed...Still having the courage and strength to go through old pictures...and more importantly smile..I now realize you were preparing for his funeral service...I remember looking at them and remembering so many happy times here in the village...The one I remember most vividly (of course) is the one where Mike had Austin at the bar at Rock Creek. He must have been about five months old...I remember the smile on Jimmy and Mike's face as they gave him his "first drink"...Chill out people...It was water or juice!..It seemed like such a long time ago...Somehow through the tears we found the ability to actually laugh about it...

I remember standing at his bedside, quietly telling him bye and that we loved him...I also remember thinking to myself that we had to let him go..The suffering here on earth was too great..I remember all of the hugs and the love in that room at that moment and the profound sense of sadness that he was going to lose his battle with cancer after fighting so hard...

Dee and I barely made it around the corner before we both burst into tears...We had been fighting the urge to cry while we were with all of you...I commented to her that we had been there in the hours right before his birth and that we were there in the few hours before his death...

Shortly after I returned to work, Dee called to tell me he was gone. I came up to my computer and notified all of my friends that I had asked to pray for him that he had earned his angel wings that afternoon...I received many e-mail replys expressing sympathy for our loss...

I hope this helps comfort you...Please remember the strong sense of love and caring in that room on June 6th...There were no differences, no hard feelings, just unconditional love for a little boy who would change lives..Remember how strong little Bucky was and how hard he fought...Please remember that he faced death without fear because of the faith you instilled in him...Always remember that we love him and your family and continue to pray for strength and peace for each of you every day...

Most importantly remember Austin's legacy...The people he touched..The faith and courage he instilled in others...His kick ass attitude...His ability to live life to the fullest with no fear and no regrets...That mischevious grin and that blonde hair...

He is gone from us here...But rest assured he is not forgotten...

We love all of you. Take care.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, June 3, 2004 7:41 PM CDT

Hi Tina, Glad you two had a good day together on Monday. Just know that I am praying for you daily... this week must seem like years long for you.
Just last week another 5 yr old child we had been seeing at the cancer center died....it just goes on and on. I keep pushing all my friends and family to prebuy the car tag and have gotten several to do so. Hopefully the funds will one day find a cure for this terrible disease that robs us of these wonderful children.
Austin was so special to me... he was the first one who truly stole my heart and became like one of my grandchildren. He will never be forgotten...
Love and prayers, Nena
NM
- Wednesday, June 2, 2004 1:31 PM CDT

Dear Tina:

My thoughts are also returning to this time last year. I remember going to see Austin at Thomas. It never occurred to me that he was going to die until the very last day. I remember telling you many times that I had a sense of peace about him and that I truly believed he was going to survive.

I'm thankful for the sense of peace I had about him. I couldn't bear it if I didn't. I think it is because I really believe that he is in a better place and that one day he will greet us with that goofy grin and say "where've ya'll been?"

I'm thinking about you, Meagan and Jimmy today. I hope you can find some sense of peace as we approach the first anniversary of Austin's passing. We continue to remember all of you and all of those children and families who are dealing with this horrible disease of childhood cancer.

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, May 31, 2004 5:07 PM CDT

Dear Tina, Thank you for the sweet note...
Every morning when I wake up, I think of this time last year for you, Meagan and Austin. I wish there was something I could do for you, something to ease your heartache. But right now I guess prayer is the most important. Just know that each day I am lifting you up in prayer.
I think it is wonderful that you and Meagan will see the new Harry Potter movie together next Sunday... you know Austin will be right there with you in spirit. He really loved those, didn't he?
Can't wait to see the pictures of Meagan from the ballet recital...I know you are SO PROUD OF HER.
Love and prayers, Nena
NM
- Sunday, May 30, 2004 5:13 PM CDT

Tina, I think of you & Meagan often. At work, we often recall special memories of Austin. Thanks for sharing your experiences with us & for reminding us how precious this lifetime is. Parents like you help me to treasure my own children all the more. You will continue to be in my prayers.
Brenda Lewis <bnme@charter.net>
- Sunday, May 30, 2004 9:35 AM CDT

Thinking of you and praying that God will guide you through this next week.
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Sunday, May 30, 2004 9:03 AM CDT

Dear Tina: Congratulations on returning to school. What a great nurse you will be! You're a real "chip off the old block"! Your mom was a good nurse...all her patients loved her! My dad was crazy about her when she was his nurse. Hope you have a great year at school. Hug Meghan for us.
Betty Adams <seaspray923@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Friday, May 28, 2004 5:33 PM CDT

Tina My sweet friend, I know this year has been a whooper of emotions for you. I think of you all the time. I can't believe it has been a year. Austin has been with our Sweet JESUS for a year. WOW...I can only imagine how wonderful that life would be.Be proud that you know where and who he is with. I pray for your strength and peace everyday.. Thanks for reminding me how precious our time is, you are an inspiration to all Mommies...LOVE YOU
Christy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Wednesday, May 26, 2004 9:24 PM CDT

Hi Tina, It was so good to see an update and to read of your good news about getting back in school. What do you plan to major in? Your life will be even more full now with work, school and Meagan.
Hannah (our almost 13 yr old granddaughter) just called me. She wanted us to come over to read a booklet of poems she had written... then she said, "Gramma, I dedicated the poems to Austin." Even though the girls only had the one afternoon with Austin and Meagan, he impacted their lives. I will try to make a copy of the booklet and send it to you.
You and Meagan will be lifted up in prayer many, many times in the coming days. I know it is going to be tough!!
Love you, Nena
NM
- Wednesday, May 26, 2004 6:19 PM CDT

Dear Tina:

I was glad to sign on and read your post today.

I look at the calendar and realize that Bucky has been gone from us almost a year. It was this time last year that we were all coming to grips with the news that he was dying. It seems like a long time ago and sometimes it seems like only yesterday he was saying to me "My name is not Bucky!"

I am so proud of you for going back to school. It will be hard...the hours will be long...you will be tired...but it will all be worth it in the end. I know it is scary to go back to school as an adult. I did it too, you know. But you bring with you so much wisdom and experience that you just don't have in your youth. You will excel in school and be able to make a difference in so many lives. There are not many of us who can say that our profession makes other peoples lives better. We work because we need the money or the benefits...not because we are making a difference...You will be able to do that...

Thank you for reminding us to live each day as if it is our last...not to leave things unsaid to those we love and cherish..and for again reminding us how fortunate we are and how every breath we take is truly a blessing.

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, May 25, 2004 8:17 PM CDT

Mrs. Tina-
Just thinking of you today! I am in nursing school. I started back working at Children's on Pulmonary Unit and I often think of Austin! Way to go starting back to school! I know Austin must be so proud of you!
Love always and forever
Miss HOlli
Holli <holli247@aol.com>
Hoover, AL Jefferson - Tuesday, May 25, 2004 5:40 PM CDT

Dear Tina, Each day when I look at the calendar I think about this time last year....it seems like it has certainly been more than a year since you, Austin and Meagan were here with us. You have been such a source of strength and inspiration to so many as you face life without Austin. Your faith shines as you continue to trust God for each day.
Just know that I love you and am continuing to pray for you and Meagan. Love, Nena
NM
- Sunday, May 23, 2004 10:46 AM CDT

Tina, What an incredible witness of the impact that your little man had on so many. Jessica has put into words what so many felt and feel. As you and Megan continue to make your way in the daily walk of life, I know that your faith and trust in Our Lord and Savior will be what sustains you.
The grief and the sorrow do not go away, but you will find that they remain with a bittersweet joy, a celebration of the wonderful gift of memories too beautiful for words, of images of laughter and fun, of peace beyond understanding, of love that neither time nor distance can weaken and ultimitly the promise of reuniting by the grace of the Father. Know that many prayers are lifted daily for strength and courage for you and Megan on your journey.
Austin's handprint of determination, love for his faimly and friends and joy in living will be upon the hearts and lives of many forever. May grace and peace surround you in the difficult days ahead.
All His Love-Robi
Robi Jones <robrik@bellsouth.net>
- Saturday, May 22, 2004 11:13 AM CDT

Hey Bakers,
Well tomorrow I am leaving for Costa Rica again, and this time last year was my last time to see Austin alive. It was actually the 23rd of May, but it was the night before I left for Costa Rica. I remember it like it was yesterday, you and Meagan weren't there, Mr. Jimmy was there. Jennifer and I went to see him so that I could say goodbye to him. I prayed so hard that he would stay alive until I got back and forever, but in reality I knew that that night would be my last time to see him here on earth. I stayed by his bed until he fell asleep, and I stayed there for awile after he was alseep, I just watched him lying there so peacefully and seeing hime in that peace is how I will remember him in mind forever. It was so hard for me to leave the hospital, but I knew I had to. God just gave me the strength to leave because I could not have left on my own. I kissed my Austin on the cheek for the very last time. As soon as I got outside the hospital I lost it, my heart burst into tears, I wanted so bad to run back in just one more time and give him a hug, but I knew that I couldn't go. That little boy brought more joy into my life then I ever could have imaged. I loved him! I miss him and I would give anything to babysit him again. So last year Austin was our honorary team member on our mission team, this year he is still going to be my honorary team member in my heart, he will be my strength every day to work as hard as I can. He will remain in my heart for the rest of my life. I love you and May May and I am praying for you guys!

In His Glory~
Jessica Calhoun <jc62285@cs.com>
- Thursday, May 20, 2004 11:58 PM CDT

Hello! I wanted to let you know that I still check on you daily and wanted to say HI! Hope all is well with you and Meagan these days...guess she's glad school is out for the summer. What in the world will she do all summer?! Mine is already bored and has been at moms and is now at Gingers. She misses her friends when school is out. Take care and I will continue checking on you.....love, cathi
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
- Wednesday, May 19, 2004 1:07 PM CDT

Just wanted to tell you that I am thinking of you and Meagan today.... love, Nena
NM
- Friday, May 14, 2004 5:13 PM CDT

Dear Tina:

It was good to hear your voice today..I know that yesterday was another first for you...I thought about you and about my friend Mary who was facing her first mother's day without her mother...

"If you plant rose seeds you get roses..Plant seeds of happiness, hope and love and it will come back to you in abundance.."

Keep planting the seeds girlfriend. We love you.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, May 10, 2004 7:14 PM CDT

Tina:
I know you have just gone through another long, long day. I hope you will continue to share stories about Austin with all of us. His bravery and ability to look beyond the current challenges in life surpassed that of most adults.

He will always be my hero --

Gail Stevens <gstevens@amsouth.com>
Bham, AL - Monday, May 10, 2004 3:23 PM CDT

Tina, I'm thinking of you tonight. Mother's Day is now so bittersweet...I miss Janie so much, I know you miss Austin.
Janet Sims, www.caringbridge.org/al/janiesims <janetsims@juno.com>
Birmingham , AL - Sunday, May 9, 2004 10:05 PM CDT

Hi Tina,
Another first for you today... Mother's Day. I have had you,and the mothers of Deanna, Gracie, Janie and Raymond on my mind all day...just thinking about how your hearts must ache for your "angels". Remember there are many folks out here continuing to pray for you and Meagan. Love to both, Nena
NM
- Sunday, May 9, 2004 6:11 PM CDT

Dear Tina, I want to wish you a Happy Mother's Day....hope you and Meagan have a wonderful day and hope it's filled with lots of happy Austin memories. I know he is looking down on you both today wishing you the happiest of Mother's Days because he knows he had the BEST! Love you! Cathi
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
- Sunday, May 9, 2004 3:30 PM CDT

Just wanted to say... I love you and I miss you!!!

Also, did you hear the news on the tags? we are up to 291 as of March 31st. We know that there were over 100 sold on MAy 2nd at a little party some B'ham families had. We do nt know the April totals, but Dan did a TV plug that month adn it really spurred people in Feb when we did one, so we should be near 500. Please, people keep up the good work, we can make this happen.
Love,
Kim, Jim, Taylor and Logan
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
Mc Calla, al - Saturday, May 8, 2004 8:30 AM CDT

Tina& megan, Austin has been on my mind so much lately,I can't beleive i'ts almost a year since he earned his wings! I had a dream one night I could see him but no one else did.We were down on liberty streetand Megan was playing with friends, Austin was running right behind them. It was so real. Like seeing him again. neat dream. I think ofyou both often. LOVE AND ALL MY PRAYERS "Miss Cindy"
c wingo <jnwingo @ hotmail.com >
robertsdale, al - Saturday, May 8, 2004 8:02 AM CDT

Dearest Tina:

I haven't written here in a while...computer issues..

I am so sorry to hear that little Alexis lost her battle...I know you will be able to provide much comfort for her family who are facing life without her physical presence...Only someone who has truly walked in those shoes can understand the pain they feel...I continue to remember all of the families and children I've met on the CaringBridge in my prayers...

I read about you in the paper again this morning when I read the article about how much money was raised at the Relay for Life...(You're becoming quite the little celebrity in the Baldwin County Register)..I heard through friends about how wonderful your speech was...I know that was not easy for you to do...But, as usual you have proven to all of us that your courage is undeniable...You continue to handle yourself with grace and dignity and are an inspiration to all of us who have the honor of knowing you and your family and to those whose lives you touch...

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 5:13 AM CDT

Hey beautiful girls! Just checking in to see if there is an update...there isn't, so I hope that means your lives are so full right now that you just don't have time to post. Have a great day tomorrow! Love you! Cathi
Cathi
- Tuesday, May 4, 2004 7:04 PM CDT

A friend of mine gave me this website and I thank God he did. You see, I lost my precious daughter, Sara, in a car accident 4 months ago today. She was just 15 and I miss her so much my heart breaks just thinking of her. I do know she is now with God as she was a wonderful Christian. I still cannot believe she is gone since she was so lively and full of energy. Sara filled our lives with joy. Thanks for letting others know of this difficult journey through grief that our family has recently begun. We have a wonderful church family, friends and family that give us great support but there are not many people who really understand the pain.
Lynne Schwarzauer <fpchurch@aol.com>
Opelika, AL USA - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 12:35 AM CDT

Hi Tina, Is there any way to find out how many Curing Childhood Cancer tags have been presold? We went to the courthouse in March and signed up for 2 tags... can you believe Jim even agreed to not have his Auburn tag? I have tried so hard to get at least 10 people to commit to buy the tag and ask them to get 10 more. Hard to believe that so many people love all these children but yet won't make the effort to prebuy the tag.... if you or Kim could post the numbers it might spur those waiting till the last minute to go ahead and get their tag NOW. I will be proud to have it on my car...remembering all my angels and the children we are currently seeing at the cancer center. Today there were 3 new children and another one in the morning. I am thinking and praying for you during this time...Love, Nena
NM
- Tuesday, April 27, 2004 4:16 PM CDT

My heart breaks for you... I know this loss is especially hard for you since you and Alexis' family went through so much together. So many children that we have come to love are in heaven together now.... it helps to think of them running and playing together. My prayers are with you and Alexis' family. Love, Nena
NM
- Monday, April 26, 2004 4:24 PM CDT

Hey Bakers,
Mrs. Tina I am sorry about the loss of Alexis Lindsey, I know it is hard for you, I will be praying for her family. I haven't seen you and Meagan in a while, when I get home in two weeks I have to come and visit, I miss you guys and I miss Meagan. I haven't wrote in a long time but just know that a day does not go by that I don't pray for ya'll, and a day does not go by that I don't think of Austin. He will live in my heart forever. I have been really busy with college, almost to busy I am completly worn out, but we get out next week and I will be home for the whole summer. I hope your speech went well, I'm sure it did. Well I love you guys and I miss ya'll. Hopefully I will see ya'll soon.

In Christ
Jessica Calhoun <jcalhoun24506@troyst.edu>
Troy, AL - Monday, April 26, 2004 1:00 AM CDT

I am so sorry about the loss of Alexis..I have been keeping up with her through Taylor's site. What a precious little red head she was. I know Austin will take good care of her. I hope that is a comfort to her family. I know you did a wonderful job last night...I'm sure you made a huge difference in people's lives...those that know you and the ones that don't. Take care my friend...i love you, Cathi
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
- Sunday, April 25, 2004 2:29 PM CDT

Hi Tina--
I have not emailed you in a very long time. But I read your note about RFL and I wanted to tell you something. My daughter was there....she is 15 and on a team with a 15 year old cancer survivor named Chesley. This was her second year on the team. My Morgin said that she got to hear you speak, and that you touched her heart. She said you did a fabulous job and that Austin was surely proud of you. I can't imagine how hard it must have been for you, but you did a brave thing, to get up there and speak, when things must be so...."raw" for you. I am amazed at how many people this disease touches. Morgin is 15 and has had Chesley, Coach Davis (from the middle school, Daphne), my boss, Grey Cane, Jr., and Austin, who all touched her life in different ways. We are all very proud of you and try to be good servants in the money raising end of ACC. Take care and I will pray for Alexis's family.

Pam Curry <pcqueen@mchsi.com>
Daphne, AL USA - Sunday, April 25, 2004 1:09 PM CDT

I know this is a hard time for you. I am praying for you today and always.
I love you my friend,
Kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
Mc Calla, AL - Sunday, April 25, 2004 10:43 AM CDT

Tina, I don't have to pray that your words will touch everyone walking tonight and truly inspire them to join the effort in finding a cure for cancer - you have a God given talent for doing just that. However, I will ask God to calm your nerves and help you see exactly why you were chosen to speak tonight - it's very obvious to all your friends. I love you.
Gayle <gayle@altmayerltd.com>
Daphne, AL - Friday, April 23, 2004 1:47 PM CDT

Tina, The right words will come and if you just read what you wrote about Austin cheering his dad on that would be just wonderful. I will be thinking of you tonight. I miss you! Love, Rhonda
Rhonda Smith <rcs9200@charter.net>
Helena, Al USA - Friday, April 23, 2004 8:27 AM CDT

Tina, I know that the words will come too you. I also know that it will be wonderful and touching. You have the gift of words, I was not given that gift. I miss you and Meagan and think of you all the time. We don't know if we will come to Gulf Shores this June or not, but if we do I would love to see you. I know GOD will take care of you Friday night.LOVE YOU
Christy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Thursday, April 22, 2004 8:35 PM CDT

FOR TARA: Tara, today while subbing in Sherry McKinley's room, I found a Woman's Day magazine. It was talking about your personality and your lipstick color....If your lipstick is ORANGE, your communication style is Happy Go Lucky Chatterbox.....ORANGE lipstick wearers are fun loving social butterflies....sound like someone we know? Need i say more?!
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
- Thursday, April 22, 2004 6:30 PM CDT

You will come through, just like you came through for Austin the past year. You will just "know" what to say when the time comes and whatever you say, it will be beautiful and will touch the hearts of all around. I think of you all daily and have been here so much in the past few weeks looking for an update. Glad to see one now! i know you are busy and have your hands full, but we love hearing from you...I have a message for Tara that I will put on here when i get home from school! She will appreciate it!
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
- Thursday, April 22, 2004 1:31 PM CDT

YEAH....an update!!! I was beginning to get concerned about you. I know that your life is so full with work and Meagan, but just don't forget that so many love you and continue to pray for both of you. You will be wonderful in whatever you are led to share on Friday night. I will say a special prayer for you then... God will use you in a mighty way to share with others your strong faith in the midst of struggles with cancer. Give Meagan a kiss for me.
Love, Nena
NM
- Thursday, April 22, 2004 11:16 AM CDT

Tina,
YOU don't know what to say?! Just read your journal entries, compile a few and you will have the speech of the century! I have always admired your gift for words - and I have heard and read quite a few of them! You go girl. I'll be cheering you on from Cullman and praying for strength and eloquence for you. Love ya!
Alice Lindsey/ caringbridge.org/al/alexislindsey <lindseyconst@bellsouth.net>
- Thursday, April 22, 2004 9:28 AM CDT

Tina,
In all our talks, I never knew that Jimmy had had cancer too. I am so sorry that I didn't know that and that you have been down this road twice. That is not fair!!! I have no idea what to tell you to speak on, but I know that whatever you say will be an inspiration to all who hear it. You are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Love always,

Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
Mc Calla, al - Thursday, April 22, 2004 7:29 AM CDT

You and Meagan are constantly in my thoughts and prayers...
Love both of you, Nena
NM
- Thursday, April 15, 2004 12:52 AM CDT

My Mom is a Survivor
by Kaye Des'Ormeaux October 15, 1998
-
My Mom is a Survivor,
or so I've heard it said.
But I can hear her crying at night
when all others are in bed

I watch her lay awake at night
and go to hold her hand.
She doesn't know I'm with her
to help her understand.

But like the sands on the beach
That never wash away...
I watch over my surviving mom,
who thinks of me each day.

She wears a smile for others...
a smile of disguise!
But through Heaven's door I see
tears flowing from her eyes.

My mom tries to cope with death
to keep my memory alive.
But anyone who knows her knows
it is her way to survive.

As I watch over my surviving mom
through Heaven's open door...
I try to tell her that angels
protect me forevermore.

I know that doesn't help her...
or ease the burden she bears.
So if you get a chance, go visit her...
and show her that you care.

For no matter what she says...
no matter what she feels.
My surviving mom has a broken heart
that time won't ever heal.

I saw this on another website and instantly thought of you....Dedicated to the mothers who have lost a child and have somehow survived-

Love you,
Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@msn.com>
Birmingham, - Monday, April 12, 2004 8:17 AM CDT

Happy Easter and belated Happy Birthday!!! I hope your day was filled with joy and happiness. You and Meagan are in my prayers. I miss and love you
Christy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Sunday, April 11, 2004 10:33 PM CDT

HAPPY EASTER TINA AND MEAGAN, I have been remembering our weekend together before Easter of last year.... Going to see you at the apartment and Austin questioning me as to why I was there without his furry friend. Later in the day meeting to go to the park for a wonderful time with Meagan and Austin playing on all the equipment. Seeing his big smile as he asked us to push him higher and higher on the swings. We had a little picnic and then they just had to play some more.
I had hurried home from church on Easter to be sure that you all would not get here before I did. We enjoyed eating and trying to stall the children... they were ready to go hunt the 300 eggs the men had hidden! Don't think I ever told you that Sharon had put money inside the large silver and gold eggs. Then she told her 3 girls that if they saw those, they were to pass by them without saying a word. Remember the smile on Meagan's face when she found the silver egg...and then shortly Austin hollered when he found the gold egg. Just as Sharon hoped it would be. We enjoyed our coffee and rocking in the sunroom as the children watched a video (they were all tired from hunting all those eggs...Jim still will find one now and then in the shrubbery). All too soon it was time for you to leave. Remember Austin hiding behind the chair saying he didn't want to go? Thank you for calling me to tell me that later in the car Austin told you it was the very best Easter ever!! Little did we know that 4 days later he would be readmitted to the hospital. I am so thankful that I listened to that small, still voice that impressed upon me to call you and invite you all to spend Easter with us.
Because of our belief in the Lord, we know that one day we will see Austin again... healthy and smiling that wonderful, impish smile of his.
Give Meagan a big hug and kiss for me.
I love you, Nena
NM
Bham, - Sunday, April 11, 2004 12:33 AM CDT

Happy Easter Mrs. Tina-
Just thinking about you at this special time!
Love forever and always to you and my special fwend!
Holli
Holli <holli247@aol.com>
Hoover, AL Jefferson - Saturday, April 10, 2004 6:08 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Aunt Tina

I LOve You!

Love Anna
Anna D'olive <annabel1309@mchsi.com>
Point Clear, Al - Thursday, April 8, 2004 10:46 PM CDT

Hey Tina! I just wanted to wish you a very happy birthday! I still think about you so often! I hope that you found much joy in your day!

Love,
Angel Hayes
Angel Deese Hayes <angeldh@gulftel.com>
Robertsdale, Al Baldwin - Thursday, April 8, 2004 9:37 PM CDT

Mrs. Tina-
After I left the priviledge of interning on the Stem Cell unit I thought about you and your precious angel often. That little voice still rings in my ear and that song Amazon Outfitters I know I will never forget. You are a wonderful example to me of the woman I think everyone longs to be. Your loving and enduring faith shine through in your words here as they did on the Stem Cell unit. I would love to see some of the pictures from that wonderful birthday party. My email address is below. Thank you for the priviledge of knowing you and your amazing son. Believe me, I will never forget you guys! I will probably never find anyone who can beat me at checkers so bad either! All my love and prayers!
Holli
Holli <holli247@aol.com>
Hoover, AL Jefferson - Thursday, April 8, 2004 7:19 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR TINA!!! I will always remember your birthday from now on... because mine is tomorrow. I remember reading last year about your surprise party on the website and was amazed at what Austin had done. I know that today is bittersweet for you... just relish those precious memories of your very special little boy. Love you, Nena
NM
- Thursday, April 8, 2004 5:24 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! I hope it is wonderful & that you & Meagan do something extra special together. I know Austin is smiling down on you today.
Brenda Lewis <bnme@charter.net>
- Thursday, April 8, 2004 4:44 PM CDT

Happy Birthday! We have been sharing Austin stories again today on the SCTU. Helping to plan your party last year with Austin was so much fun and I know he had such a wonderful time doing it! I will never forget the moment you walked into the room and you and Austin hugged and hugged! I sure do miss him! I am going to be in Fairhope (actually Point Clear) next weekend and would like to see you! Just wanted to mention it incase you don't get my email.
Nurse Best (Austin was such a smooth talker!) <masondog@hotmail.com>
B'ham, AL - Thursday, April 8, 2004 2:46 PM CDT

Happy Birthday My Fwend!
I will never forget your birthday party last year. Austin was so excited and so proud. He was a great boss! He told everyone exactly what he needed. He planned everything down to the music. Austin worked very hard that morning AND the day before. He wanted everything to be perfect.. As we were waiting for you to come into the room, he made sure everyone hid so everyone could jump up and yell suprise! I will never forget that moment and the smile on your's and Austin's faces. I am blessed to have had such a wonderful little fwend.
Love Always
Jennifer <jholliday1078@cs.com>
- Thursday, April 8, 2004 2:05 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY FRIEND!!! Wow! What a memory to have!
I know you cherish it with all of your heart!
Love you!
Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@msn.com>
- Thursday, April 8, 2004 1:21 PM CDT

Happy birthday, Tina!!
April 8, 2003 is also a day that will live on in my life too. It was our worst day, by far, in the stem cell unit. I am sure it was your best and even the CT team couldn't spoil it! You however made you special day mine, you helped me bust out of the gated community and into the land of living with our very special friends at Jim N Nicks. Thank you!! I am thinking of you today and I bet Austin is having another huge party today. May God hold you tight today.
Love,
Kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
Mc Calla, al - Thursday, April 8, 2004 9:19 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY OLDEST, DEAREST FRIEND! 38...YES, WE ARE 38...ONLY I TURNED IT BEFORE YOU DID, SO I HAVE HAD LONGER TO THINK ABOUT THE FACT! HOPE YOU AND MEAGAN HAVE A GREAT CELEBRATION TODAY. HEY, HOW ABOUT A SPEND THE NIGHT PARTY AT MY MOMS OLD HOUSE ON ROLLINS PLACE. we can invite Jennifer H., Mary Maddison, Becca, Rebecca Blacksher, Susan Smith, Tracey P, Kim Bell, Renee and OF COURSE Beth will be there! I'LL HAVE THE CAMERA! TAKE CARE MY FRIEND..THINKING OF YOU TODAY! LOVE, CATHI
CATHI <RCCOON@FRONTIERNET.NET>
- Thursday, April 8, 2004 8:57 AM CDT

Happy Birthday, Tina!!
I am sure that Austin is smiling down on you today.
You are in my prayers.

Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Thursday, April 8, 2004 6:39 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Tina.

Austin was a special little boy who loved his mama and he had no doubt that she loved him.

Take care. We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, April 8, 2004 5:24 AM CDT

Hi! Tina, I would like to wish you a Happy Birthday! We think of you and Meagan each day . Wishing you a wonderful Easter. Love and prayers, Julie and Bobby
Julie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 11:44 PM CDT

Hey sweet lady, I haven't signed on in quite awhile but do check the site each day in case you have updated. I know that memories of this time last year are flooding your mind. I know they are in my thoughts constantly.
This past Wednesday I was asked to share with a large Bible study group about Hand-in-Paw and the impact it has had on my life. I spoke about the children we had seen at the cancer center and about the ones who have gotten their angel wings. The tears came as I tried to share about Austin and knowing the two of you. As I told them about last Easter and the fun we had at the park, I was crying so I could hardly talk. But somehow I got through it. Austin was so special and I want everyone to know how he changed my life. You are a special mother and I am privileged to call you friend....Hugs and blessings, Nena
NM
Bham, - Saturday, April 3, 2004 12:02 AM CST

Tina, My friend I think of Austin all the time. Everytime I think of him I pray for you and Meagan. It is hard to think of my little buddy without fighting back the tears. I miss him too. and his mommy...I love you!!
Christy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Friday, April 2, 2004 7:07 PM CST

Dear Tina,
You and Megan are in my prayers...Austin is FINE!!!
Love, Cyndi Johnston
Cyndi Johnston <cyndijohn@worldnet.att.net>
Daphne, Al USA - Monday, March 29, 2004 11:34 PM CST

I was thinking about you today. Hardly a day goes by when I don't think about you. You will never know the impact you and your family have had in my life and in the lives of some that you have never met. I have written several songs about Austin and they are among my most requested when I play for my friends. Your little boy will always live on in my heart...and I know he is in the heart of many others. Sometimes I smile when I think about him...and at other times I cannot hold back my tears. Austin was the first person I loved that I lost. Death was a new thing for me last year, and it is taking me a long time to comprehend it. But I think I am finally beginning to understand God's mercy and his love...and that death is nothing more than moving from a temparary home to your permanant one. Stay strong. God will never fail you. I love you.
Amber Luchterhand www.caringbridge.org/al/amber <ambersue10@yahoo.com>
Gardendale, AL 35071 - Monday, March 29, 2004 10:16 PM CST

Dear Tina,
I think of you every day. Sometimes I have to take a deep breath and close my eyes and pray.I thank God for knowing you. You are such a special lady!
I had to write a letter to a friend who went on the Emmaus Walk recently. It really brought back all of the special memories that I made at Blue Lake. I KNOW that God allowed you to be my sponsor for a special reason. I stopped to thank Him as I wrote the letter to my friend. I will never forget the candle light service and how surprised I was to see you there. What a truly unforgettable experience.
Thank you, Tina!!
Hang in there and know that you are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Love ya,
Maggie
Maggie Quimby <mquimby@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL usa - Monday, March 29, 2004 9:02 PM CST

I was down your way this weekend. My mom and I went to Foley for some shopping. We never even saw the beach. My mom hates traffic and with the sausage festival and spring break, we just hung out close to the outlets. We shopped and ate too much. We met up with a friend of hers and just never had time to do much else. I didn't want to disturb you on Sunday morning, so I did not get to call you. I wish I had, I would love to have seen you. Jim and I hope to get the boys down that way this summer, so I will be sure to contact you then. I hope you are well, I think of you daily and pray for you and Meagan.
I love you,
Kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
Mc Calla, AL - Sunday, March 28, 2004 9:35 PM CST

You are in my prayers always.
Audra Kennedy <clainetfreak2158@yahoo.com>
Morris , AL USA - Thursday, March 25, 2004 11:46 AM CST

Tina just reading some of the old entries and what seems to amaze me is the passion you have in your heart for your children and for God. I want you to keep that faith and passion. and alaways remember that when it feels like God is`nt there it1s because he has relized or you have told him that you cant carry this burden anymore so his has picked you up and put you in his arms and his is carrying your burdens . alaways remember that. oh and I have a question for you how is uncle RL doin?
TAYLOR SHARPLESS(rick and evas youngest daughter i was at the funeral) <taytay126@cox.net (email me any time)>
penascola, FL escambia - Monday, March 22, 2004 8:02 PM CST

Dear Tina:

I remember you telling me the story about Austin going to the apartment last year and noticing all of the plants and trees that had been asleep all winter coming back to life.

I think there are no greater optimists than those people who grow plants from seed..You carefully plant them, keep them watered, give them light and keep them warm...You do all of this not knowing if they will bear fruit, or flowers or peas...

The act of planting the seeds in the ground before he left your house last year teaches us what an optimist Austin was. He didn't know if the seeds would come up or not. He didn't know if he would be back to see the fruits of his labor. But, in faith he planted them anyway.

We can all learn a lot from that simple lesson.

Thanks for sharing the story with us. We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, March 22, 2004 7:07 PM CST

Tina,
Thinking of you this morning! Just wanted you to know that you and Meagan are always in our thoughts.
Continue to seek God, Tina. Continue to hang on to Him as you already do!! When I pray for you I ask God to give you strength and courage. You certainly have both! You are the most courageous person I know!
We love you.
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby <mquimby@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL usa - Friday, March 19, 2004 8:03 AM CST

Dearest Tina - Although I do not write often, I do check Austin's webpage daily, and I continue to pray for each of you. The first time I saw the poem below was last year when Austin was so sick, but I did not think it appropriate at that time to share it with you. Today it came around again in an e-mail and I immediately thought of Austin and wanted to share it with you.

The Heart

"Tomorrow morning," the surgeon began,
"I'll open up your heart...."
"You'll find Jesus there," the boy interrupted.
The surgeon looked up, annoyed "I'll cut your heart open,"
he continued, to see how much damage has been done..."
"But when you open up my heart, you'll
find Jesus in there," said the boy.
The surgeon looked to the parents, who Sat quietly. "When
I see how much damage has been done, I'll sew your heart
and chest back up, and I'll plan what to do next."
"But you'll find Jesus in my heart. The
Bible says He lives there.
The hymns all say He lives there. You'll find Him in my heart."
The surgeon had had enough. "I'll tell you what I'll find in your heart.
I'll find damaged muscle, low blood supply, and weakened vessels.
And I'll find out if I can make you well."
"You'll find Jesus there too. He lives there."
The surgeon left.
The surgeon sat in his office, recording his
notes from the surgery, "...damaged aorta, damaged
pulmonary vein, widespread muscle degeneration.
No hope for transplant, no hope for cure. Therapy:
painkillers and bed rest.
Prognosis: here he paused, "death within one year."
He stopped the recorder, but there was more to be said.
"Why?" he asked aloud.
"Why did You do this? You've put him here;
You've put him in this pain; and
You've cursed him to an early death. Why?"
The Lord answered and said, "The boy,
My lamb, was not meant for your
flock for long, for he is a part of My
flock, and will forever be.
Here, in My flock, he will feel no pain, and
will be comforted as you cannot imagine.
His parents will one day join him here,
and they will know peace, and
My flock will continue to grow."
The surgeon's tears were hot, but his
anger was hotter. "You created that
boy, and You created that heart. He'll
be dead in months. Why?"
The Lord answered, "The boy, My lamb,
Shall return to My flock, for He has done his duty:
I did not put My lamb with your flock to lose him,
but to retrieve another lost lamb."
The surgeon wept. The surgeon sat
beside the boy's bed; the boy's
parents sat across from him. The boy awoke and
whispered, "Did you cut open my heart?"
"Yes," said the surgeon.
"What did you find?" asked the boy.
"I found Jesus there," said the surgeon.

My prayers always,
Debbie
Debbie Holobaugh <dholobaugh1264@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL Baldwin - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 4:38 PM CST

Hi Tina,
I am glad that you continue to express your thoughts on the website. Just reading them makes me feel connected to you and gives me the opportunity to pray for whatever need you might express. Give Meagan a big hug for me. Love, Nena
NM
- Saturday, March 13, 2004 12:10 AM CST

Thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers.
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Saturday, March 13, 2004 6:28 AM CST

Dear Tina, I am so happy you continue to share your thoughts with us. You are an inspiration. Please know that we care and we love you.

Millie Caughron <gmcuaghron@aol.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Thursday, March 11, 2004 10:58 PM CST

Dear Tina:

I signed on this morning and read your update. It took my breath away because last night I was at Target (imagine that!) and out of the corner of my eye I saw the back of the head of a little white-blonde headed little boy. For just that split second, Austin's face came into my thoughts and it made me sad.

Those of us who had the honor of knowing him, miss him too although I know it does not match the emptiness you feel.

His spirit surrounds us every day. I hope you feel it too.

Take care.
Love you.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, March 11, 2004 12:39 AM CST

Tina,
YOu are so amazing. You continue to inspire and reach out to all of us even though you are inpain your self. I am glad things are as well as can be. You are always in my thoughs adn prayers, I miss you!!
Love,
Kim Watts
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
Mc Calla, AL - Thursday, March 11, 2004 8:52 AM CST

Tina,
Thank you for continuing to be an inspiration. You are such a great teacher of life. We think of you & Austin often & laugh as we recall fond memories, especially those about how many different ways Austin could delay taking medicine! I check your site regularly & miss seeing you. I am glad you keep the website as a means of keeping in touch. Meagan is lucky to have you. You are in my thoughts & prayers.
Brenda Lewis(SCTU) <bnme@att.net>
- Thursday, March 11, 2004 8:40 AM CST

Tina, Just thinking of you and Austin as I often do, even though I seldom write. I am sorry to read about Popple. Is he the one who taught Austin the song about the goat named Jack lying on the railroad track? I know he and Austin are looking out for each other now. I would love to see you if you make it up to Birmingham. I miss you!
Beth (SCTU) <masondog@hotmail.com>
- Monday, March 8, 2004 9:34 PM CST

This is our Tina, always thinking and caring for others. I have actually gone to the website and checked on her, but didn't sign in because I was at school and that computer (in a teachers classroom) wouldn't let me post. I always go to the sites opf others that are mentioned to see how they are. Hope all is well with you and Megan. Take care and keep us posted! love, cathi
cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
- Sunday, March 7, 2004 10:13 AM CST

Dear Tina:

Thank you for sharing about little Alexis. We continue to pray for all of the children who suffer and for strength, comfort and peace for parents who are worried or for those whose children have earned their angel wings.

The outreach of these brave kids is just amazing. They have literally changed lives by making us all so thankful for what we have been given.

You compassion and caring for others despite your own loss continues to inspire me daily. Despite the sadness, you have truly been a blessing to others.

Love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, March 7, 2004 6:31 AM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEAGAN!!!!!
I KNOW YOU ALL HAD LOTS OF FUN. WE MISS YOU IN BHAM AND HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON. ENJOY THAT GREAT NEW TRAMPOLINE IN THIS BEAUTIFUL WEATHER WE'RE HAVING!
I HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEKEND.
MISSING YOU,
TASHA
TASHA <tasha.heinze@chsys.org>
BHAM, - Thursday, March 4, 2004 8:11 AM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEAGAN! I CHECKED YOUR WEBSITE YESTERDAY BUT YOU MUST HAVE UPDATED AFTER THAT. I HOPE THE SLEEP OVER WASN'T AS GRAPHIC AS THE ONES I USED TO HAVE WHEN YOU WERE THERE...I WON'T BOTHER POSTING PICTURES! I MAY JUST HAVE TO FIND SOME AND SHOW MEAGAN WHEN SHE GETS OLDER! I AM SO GLAD SHE HAD A GREAT DAY AND THAT SHE HAS SUCH WONDERFUL MEMORIES OF AUSTIN. I AM QUITE SURE HE WAS THERE RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF THEM! JUST WANTED TO CHECK IN AND SAY HI! TAKE CARE! LOVE TO YOU ALL....CATHI
CATHI <RCCOON@FRONTIERNET.NET>
- Wednesday, March 3, 2004 11:48 AM CST

Dear Tina,

I am so happy to know that this is Meagans' "Happy Birthday" ...it really made my day to read this tonight. Happy, Happy Birthday to MEAGAN!!!

I check in on your website freqeuntly and am always up- lifted by your words...you remind me very much of my Mom.

My Mom lost her husband, Daddy, 28 years ago today...My Mom lost her son 15 years ago April 3rd...
My Mom was 38 years old with 6 children to rear...ages 16, 15, 14 13. 10, 5 tears old... AMAZING!!
My Dads' name is John, my brothers name is Barry...therefore, my Guarian Angels' name, John-Barry.

Our God-son was diagnosed with ALL on 2/14/03...His name is Sean and he has the same web address as you. he lives in B'Ham...ask Gayle.

Please know that I am praying and will now have a positive for March 2, your Meagan...again, Happy Birhday, Sweet Meagan.
Much love and thought,
Cyndi Johnston

Cyndi Johnston <cyndijohn@worldnet.att.net>
Daphne, Al USA - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 11:06 PM CST

Tina and Meagan,

I can't wait to hear about the Birthday Party!!! I tried to call but missed you. I know it was a blast and what a pretty weekend. No jumping in the rain!!! YEA! I hope your Grandad got to cook those ribs for you. I sure enjoyed our visit and I absolutely love your house! I miss you. Call me...
Love,
Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@msn.com>
- Sunday, February 29, 2004 6:55 PM CST

Tina,
I was so sorry to hear about Popple! I know he was very special to you, Meagan and Austin!!
We are praying for you!
We love you!!
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby <mquimby@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL usa - Friday, February 27, 2004 9:14 PM CST

TINA:I have been trying to find your new address. Joyce and I had heard about Austin, and are so so sorry. We have been praying for you and your family. Mr Arthur
ARTHUR LITTLE
GREENVILLE, ALA. USA - Thursday, February 26, 2004 2:10 PM CST

Tina,
I was so sad to hear about Popple. He was such a sweet man and he dearly loved Austin. He was a lot of fun to talk with when he and JoJo came to see Austin at Children's. What a great present for Austin on his bday to see his Popple! All of you are in my prayers. I thought of Austin all day yesterday and how much I would love to see him and sing Happy Birthday!
Tasha
Bham, AL - Wednesday, February 25, 2004 8:16 AM CST

Aunt Tina,

I just wanted to say I LOVE YOU!!!!
And Im so sorry!!!!

Anna <annabel1309@mchsi.com>
Point Clear, Al - Tuesday, February 24, 2004 9:52 PM CST

tina,
just wanted you to know i was thinking of you today. i don't write often but i do check on you everyday.
love,
matthew and sandy bothwell

sandy bothwell <bothwells@bellsouth.net>
ashville, al - Tuesday, February 24, 2004 8:54 PM CST

Dear Tina and Meagan,
I'm thinking of you today on this very special day. So sorry to hear about the loss of your Popple. You both continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.

Love,
Angel Hayes
Angel Deese Hayes <angeldh@gulftel.com>
Robertsdale, Al Baldwin - Tuesday, February 24, 2004 6:21 PM CST

I am so sorry about your loss. I know that Austin is busy showing his Popple around.
Happy Birthday Austin!
Alice
Birmingham, AL - Tuesday, February 24, 2004 5:29 PM CST

Tina, I thought of you first thing this morning. I prayed for GOD to wrap his arms around you and stay with you all day. I had no idea about Popple. That is kinda strange, I know that gives you deep down some peace to know he is with his popple. I have thought of you all day. I miss you. Amber came to clinic today with her Guitar and she sang several songs and she sang Austin's song for his Birthday. I miss him too. I wanted to hear his silly voice sing Happy Birthday too his self. HAha YOu are always in my prayers.and Megan too!!!
Christy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Tuesday, February 24, 2004 3:53 PM CST

Tina, How our hearts hurt today as we know how much you miss Austin. We pray for you and ask God to give you strength and peace. To Austin: Wow! a birthday in Heaven! We hope the angels sing a beautiful "Happy Birthday!" to you.
Much Love,
Janet & Dan Sims,mom and dad to Angel Janie, www.caringbridge.org/al/janiesims <janetsims@juno.com>
Birmingham, AL - Tuesday, February 24, 2004 1:29 PM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUSTIN! I KNOW he is having the time of his life! I was so sorry to hear about Popple...I met him at the funeral and thought, what a lovely man this is. You could see the love he had for Austin. he was telling us about printing all of the pages of this guestbook...at that time, he had over 1,000 pages and said he was still printing. He seemed like a wonderful man, so full of love and love and admiration for his family. I know you will be alot of comfort for Jimmy's mom. I know you are very special to her. I have all of you in my thoughts and prayers today....have a wondeful celebration in their honor! Lots of love, cathi
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
- Tuesday, February 24, 2004 12:09 AM CST

Oh Tina, My heart aches for you and Meagan. I know how special your father-in-love was to both of you. Knowing that he and Austin are having great fun today helps some...
but I know it is still hard for both of you.
When I got up this morning, I immediately thought of Austin and it being his birthday. I remember last year on his birthday, that I came to the apartment with a bag of presents for he and Meagan. When he opened the door, he looked at me and put his hands on his hips and said, "now where is Ellie?" He wasn't happy that I had come without her... even explaining that he couldn't be around dogs yet didn't seem to help. This morning I got out the cute picture of him that I made that day.... what a smile on his face! We had great fun visiting and talking. And when I left it was time for the cousins to come. Remember all the signs he and Meagan put outside pointing the way to the apartment? They were so pumped up over them coming to celebrate!!!
I like to think of Austin, Janie, Raymond, Gracie all playing together today..shooting silly string and bouncing balloons. Bet Deanna will be right there in the middle of all that fun.
That day with all of you is a precious memory that I will forever cherish.
My prayers are with both of you as you face another loss.
I'm here for you.... Love, Nena
NM
- Tuesday, February 24, 2004 10:45 AM CST

My prayers are with you on this day and everyday. I know you miss Austin and Mr. Baker, but think of the grand time they are having today. I am so sorry to hear of his loss. I am wishing Austin a very happy birthday and I know he is having a wonderful day with Jesus, Popple, Janie and all his new "fwends". I love you and miss you very much. You are in my prayers as you go though yet another first.
May GOd hold you extra tight today. God bless my friend.
Love,
Kim, Jim, Taylor and Logan
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
MC CALLA, AL - Tuesday, February 24, 2004 10:09 AM CST

I just want to say that you and your family are in my prayers. I am sorry to here about Mr. Baker. If I can do anything to help please don't hesitate to ask. I hope things will start to look up for you guys!! MAY GOD GIVE YOU STRENGTH!!
Angel Blocker <ablocker@thompsonholdingsinc.com>
Grand Bay, AL - Tuesday, February 24, 2004 7:53 AM CST

Tina, I still remember coming to the hospital with Jan to see you and baby Austin. He had the whitest angel hair i've ever seen!! I,m sorry about Mr Baker. He and Austin will have a Birthday celabration together. Tell Megan hello for Me. Love you. Cindy
cindy wingo <jnwingo@hotmail.com>
robertsdale , al - Tuesday, February 24, 2004 7:39 AM CST

Happy Birthday Angel Austin.

I remember so clearly the morning you decided you were ready to come into the world seven years ago. You gave your Mom a labor pain that brought her to tears. It was in Miss Dee's kitchen where we have shared so much love, laughter and tears.

Today we will again shed tears because you are not here to celebrate your seventh birthday with us. But, I know you and Popple will be having a grand celebration in heaven.

Happy Birthday Bucky.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, February 24, 2004 4:22 AM CST

Happy Birthday Little Man. Thank you for bringing your mom and Meagan into our lives. You don't have to worry about them cause they have angels here on earth watching over them. We all love and miss you, even the ones of us who never got a chance to actually know you. You're a very special litte boy. Help Meagan and your daddy try not to be so sad right now. I know you will. Have a wonderful day playing with the angels. I'll make sure I catch you some more stuff at the parades today. I love you.
Melissa Boyd <lissafly22@aol.com>
- Tuesday, February 24, 2004 4:22 AM CST

Our family had two shocks today. Jack Baker's death and my son-in-law's, Steve Green. I am Betty Jo's cousin, Joyce Sirmon Bishop in Fairhope. We will miss both of them. Jack was a very sweet person. He and my mother, Edna Sirmon, used to keep the books for the old Methodist Church in Daphne. I can remember going to many meetings in the old church when Jack was present. I know you are hurting right now, but remember this: God doesn't make mistakes. Just because we don't understand why He does what He does doesn't mean it isn't right. Our prayers are with all of you.
Joyce Sirmon Bishop
Fairhope, Al USA - Monday, February 23, 2004 9:53 PM CST

Tina and Megan, please know that our hearts and our prayers are with you tonight. You are having to experience this giving up someone you loved much to often. However, you can rejoice that these two lovable people are together in paradise. You have our deepest sympathy.

Millie Caughron
Knoxville, TN USA - Monday, February 23, 2004 9:42 PM CST

We only knew Austin through his beloved Grandparents. As much as Jack will be missed, just think how happy Jack and Austin are to be together, again.
Amanda Sirmon Baker (Cousin) <amanda@macbaker.com>
La Belle, , FL USA - Monday, February 23, 2004 9:28 PM CST

Dear Tina: Your mom called this morning and told me about Austin's grandfather's passing away. She said he was very special to all of you, and I am so sorry you are having to go through this right at Austin's birthday. We will keep you in our thoughts and prayers.
Betty <seaspray923@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Monday, February 23, 2004 6:08 PM CST

Hi Tina and Meagan,

Our prayers are with you this evening. The relationship between a grandson and granddad is very special - it is a wonderful, no holds barred friendship coupled with the special thread of family. We love you and think of your little man often. You and your family continue to touch us with your courage and faith. You are in our prayers.
Lisa and Matthew
Charlotte, NC USA - Monday, February 23, 2004 6:01 PM CST

Dear Bakers:

My heart breaks for you tonight. I know how much all of you loved Jack and how empty your life will be without his presence.

I remember one of my last visits with Austin. I came in to Austin's room and Popple and Tonya were in the room talking quietly. He was so sure that Austin was going to recover. I also remember the pain in his face at the hospital during the last hours Austin was here with us and the tears he shed at Austin's funeral.

Popple and his buddy are together again tonight. Both grinning from ear to ear..talking about what they are going to do tomorrow. When I first heard about Mr. Baker this morning, the first thing that crossed my mind was what a big smile Austin had on his face when he was reunited with his grandaddy. As you said today, "it's not supposed to happen this way." But maybe it is...

Tonight Popple and Austin are in heaven free of pain and disease. We are left here missing both of them.

All of you continue to be in our prayers.

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, February 23, 2004 5:40 PM CST

Dear Tina, Thanks to the world of cyberspace I was able to read the wonderful article about Austin in the Mobile Register. Such a wonderful, generous donation that will last for years and years to come. Everyone who comes into that room will have a chance to know about a courageous little boy who made such a mark on this world at such a young age. I know this must have just overwhelmed you when you were told about the gift. I feel so proud and honored that I got to know Austin and to love him like one of my grandchildren.
You and Meagan will be in my prayers in a special way tomorrow as we remember Austin's birthday. Much love, Nena
NM
- Monday, February 23, 2004 11:35 AM CST

Hey Tina and Meagan!!!!
I was thinking about you guys and our little fwend! I miss him so much and wish he was here to celebrate a birthday with us, but I know he will have the best birthday being in the presence of angels and Jesus! I cannot imagine how much fun that will be! I saw the beautiful picture of Austin's grave. My heart is sending you and your family many hugs and kisses to get you through this tough time. I pray for you always and hoping God gives you peace day to day!
Love and miss the Baker family!
Tasha Heinze <tasha.heinze@chsys.org>
Bham, AL - Monday, February 23, 2004 11:24 AM CST

Tina,
I was thinking of you and Austin today. Rhonda and I were in a room today and we looked up to find scattered, faded pieces of silly string on the ceiling, I silently laughed as she said...Austin! It is amazing how he made his mark on earth in just those few short years and we are constantly reminded of him and his energy and quick wit! I hope Jesus has a heavenly supply of silly string in Heaven for the biggest party of the year!!!
Holly
Birmingham, Al 35244 - Saturday, February 21, 2004 11:08 PM CST

Tina, I hope things are going well for you and meagan. I know this week will be one of the harder first's for you, but I know GOD will be right with you all day tuesday to get you through the day. I bet Austin has a Mardi Gra party everyday. beads, silly string, brownies without NUTS and cake with lots of icing to run his fingers in. I can only imagine!!!How awsome it will be.. You are in my prayers always love you Christy and Happy Birthday Austin!!!My Frend.
Christy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Saturday, February 21, 2004 6:43 PM CST

Tina: Sorry not to have written in several months, but my computer got hacked into, and crashed due to viruses. I have just recently gotten all set up with new equipment. I just wanted you to know that I read the beautiful article in yesterday's MPR, and Floyd and I are both thrilled for you. What a fabulous tribute to Austin (and to you!)

Just wanted you to know you and your family are never out of my prayers.

Love,
B. A.
Betty Adams <seaspray923@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Friday, February 20, 2004 10:34 AM CST

I am praying extra hard on these upcoming days as you come across yet another first. Thank you for sharing your heart with us and austin with us. I am sure he is having a grand party. Just think, if he could plan such a wonderful surprise party for you with the limited resources of the"gated community" then Heaven can plan a total blow out party. No one deserves that more than Austin. I will certainly be singing happy birthday that day.
As always, I continue to pray for you and think of you. Can't wait to see you agai.
Love always,
Kim Watts
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
Mc Calla, Al - Friday, February 20, 2004 9:18 AM CST

Hey Tina, I'm not gonna bother you this week while you're off, just know that I'm just a phone call away. I hope Austin enjoys the Mardi Gras stuff. I love you. And I really don't think you're bland. Smile baby, you have all of us on your side. You inspire me to be a better person and spread the love and joy Austin has inspired in all of us.
Melissa Boyd <lissafly22@aol.com>
Theodore, AL - Friday, February 20, 2004 9:10 AM CST

Tina, Great article, beautiful picture, and wonderful legacy of Austin!!! Think about you all the time! Love ya, Jill
Jill Skinner <juskinner@yahoo.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, February 19, 2004 9:24 PM CST

Tina,
My family called to tell me about the article about Austin in the Mobile paper today so I looked it up on-line. It was a wonderful article, Austin leaves such a great legacy. I think of you often and I hope to see you some time in the future. I know you will come to Birmingham when you are ready. Take good care of yourself. Happy Mardi Gras!!
Catherine Hughes <catherine.hughes@chsys.org>
Birmingham, - Thursday, February 19, 2004 8:26 PM CST

Tina,
What a wonderful way to start the day...and what a wonderful way to remember a remarkable little boy!!! Of course it made me cry to think back on everything and know what you will always carry in your heart, but the article was a happy one full of your unbelievable love and faith!!!
Hooray for Austin, he will love watching all the children visit his "room".
Thinking of you every day still, Cecilia
Cecilia Lewis <Baygirl215@aol.com>
- Thursday, February 19, 2004 8:21 PM CST

From reading the entries in the guestbook, there must have been an article about Austin in the paper. But what paper and how do I get a copy? I would really like to have one.
You and Meagan continue to be in our prayers, especially with Austin's birthday approaching. Much love, Nena

NM
- Thursday, February 19, 2004 4:59 PM CST

Hey Tina,

I just read the article about you and your son today. I wanted to let you know how much I respect and admire you. I have a son who will turn 7 in April, and honestly, I don't know how you have survived. Isnt it wonderful though, that Austin is still affecting people in a great way. It warms my heart.
Renee Krueger <rkrueger@gulftel.com>
Foley, Al - Thursday, February 19, 2004 1:17 PM CST

Our class read your story in today's paper February 19, 2004. It touched our hearts and helped us to be thankful for many things. Thank you for sharing your story with us.
Ms. Bryant's Class at Baldwin County High School
Bay Minette, AL USA - Thursday, February 19, 2004 12:41 AM CST

Hi Tina

For whatever reason you and your family crossed my mind this morning. So I starting reading and the tears just want stop flowing. You are a wonderful person! Stay strong in God's word. Listen when he speak and follow his direction.

Be strong
DeBorah
DeBorah Johnson <deborah.a.johnson@sam.usace.army.mil>
Mobile, AL US - Thursday, February 19, 2004 7:39 AM CST

Dear Tina:

Okay, it's no fair bringing me to tears at 4:30 a.m.

I just brought in the paper this morning and when I got to the living section I thought, "that woman looks familiar to me". Duh...

What a wonderful legacy to Austin and to you and Meagan the Mapps are going to provide to the children of Fairhope. I know that many times during our conversations you have expressed that you don't want Austin forgotten. I don't think you have to worry about that.

His spirit is still very much alive in all of those who have been touched by his courage, his zest for life and his ability to face the most difficult thing any child or parent should have to face with faith and dignity.

God bless all of you and the Mapp family for their generosity in Austin's memory.

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, February 19, 2004 5:01 AM CST

Hey Tina and Meagan! I'm thinking of you both, hoping that y'all had a wonderful Valentine's Day! :-)

Love,
Angel
Angel Hayes <angeldh@gulftel.com>
Robertsdale, Al Baldwin - Sunday, February 15, 2004 2:17 PM CST

Sending a heart full of love to you and Meagan. Thinking of you and sending up prayers daily for God to give you the strength that you need for each moment and day. Give sweet Meagan a big hug and then tell her I said to give you a super big hug from me.... Love, Nena
NM
- Saturday, February 14, 2004 11:58 AM CST

I posted an entry to you earlier, but now it's gone! Just wanted to wish you and your sweeties, Meagan and Austin a Happy Valentines Day! Sending tons of love your way! Please send me your mom's email address....IF SHE EVER FIGURES OUT WHAT IT IS! She told mom it was www. something.....! Mom said, do you have a website? You can just imagine what was said next! Have a great day tomorrow! Love, Cathi
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
- Friday, February 13, 2004 6:34 PM CST

Hi Tina and Meagan, It seems I always think of you all especially around the 6th of each month knowing that you are marking off another month without Austin. Hopefully work and school are keeping both of you so busy that the days pass quickly. Praying and remembering you...
love, Nena
NM
- Thursday, February 12, 2004 5:16 PM CST

Tina,
Thinking of you tonight and hoping that you and Meagan are doing good. We continue to pray for you and Meagan.
Have a happy Valentines Day.
You are always in our hearts!
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby <mquimby@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL usa - Wednesday, February 11, 2004 8:15 PM CST

Hey Tina, I think of you often. I miss my frend!!!and his mommy. I know this month is increasingly getting harder and harder. I know you are sooo strong and God will take care of you always. Remember I love you and you can call if you need anything at all. Christy
Christy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Monday, February 9, 2004 4:23 PM CST

Hi Tina!
Toby and I just returned from the Premier Rally in Atlanta. It was so fun fun. We saw a lady who could pass for YOU! We both thought that she favored you alot. Even Mary Ann McCabe said the same. Anyways, just wanted you to know that we love ya and are thinking of you always!!
Maggie
Maggie Quimby <mquimby@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, al usa - Sunday, February 8, 2004 9:14 PM CST

Hey Bakers,
I just wanted to stop in and say Hello and tell you guys that I miss you so much. I have been praying for ya'll everyday. Oh and I also wanted to tell you about my first speech I had to do in my Speech class. We had to do it on a person who has impacted our lives and who has helped shaped us to the person who we are today; anyways I did mine on Austin and I told all the wonderful things he taught me. I shared my speech with about 35 people and they all had questions about Austin, we ended up talking for like 15 min. or so about him and how strong he was and brave, and just how much he changed my life. These students listened better than they ever have before in that class and I think Austin has now affected even more peoples lives. I know that he is not hear with us on earth and that still breaks my heart, but actually he is here with us in spirit and he lives inside of each one of us, in the lives he affected and changed, there is a part of him in all who where so honored to have known him. Well I love you two very much!

In Christ,
Jessica Calhoun <jcalhoun24506@troyst.edu>
Troy, Al - Saturday, February 7, 2004 1:42 PM CST

Praying for you tonight, friend!!
Maggie
Maggie Quimby <mquimby@frontiernet.net>
atmore, al usa - Tuesday, February 3, 2004 10:10 PM CST

Dear Tina:

It was great to hear from you today...I know some days are harder than others for you...Just continue to take it one day at a time...continue reaching out when you need a friend...continue to be a good mother to Meagan and a compassionate caretaker for the patients who are fortunate enough to have you taking care of them...

"Every tomorrow has two handles. We can take hold of it with the handle of anxiety or the handle of faith". Henry Ward Beecher

Think about it.

Take care. We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, February 3, 2004 7:25 PM CST

Hi Tina and Meagan, Just wanted to stop by and say hello... I was staying with Hannah the other day and when we were in her room, she showed me the picture that was taken of all of them getting ready to run hunt those Easter eggs. The girls fell in love with Austin and Meagan and continue to ask me when you and Meagan might be coming back to see them. Hope that work is continuing to fill your life with purpose and that the time at home with Meagan is ever so special.... we love you, Nena
NM
- Sunday, February 1, 2004 5:34 PM CST

Dear Tina,
You continue to be such an amazing example of Faith for us "ordinary" folks. Our Godson, Sean Matt, was with us this weekend. He was diagnosed with ALL 2/14/03 at the age of 2 1/2...I was aware of your journey and have prayed for Austin, you, and Megan even before we knew about Sean Matts' diagnosis. You continue to inspire me to have more time with my girls, to MAKE more time with my girls, to spend more time with my girls...we can allow life to take our breath away...or we can choose our breath for life. Thank You, Tina for sharing.
My love to you and Megan,
As always...Cyndi Johnston
Cyndi Johnston <CYNDIJOHN@WORLDNET.ATT.NET>
Daphne, Al USA - Friday, January 30, 2004 0:31 AM CST

JUST BECAUSE;

Just because I no longer
stand in front of your eyes
doesn't mean you can't see me.
Close them,
I am there.
Just because I no longer
answer when you call my name
doesn't mean you can't hear me.
Speak softly, listen carefully,
there is my voice.

Just because I can no longer
touch your hands
doesn't mean you can't feel me.
Hold on to another,
my arms are there.

Just because I am no longer there
to show you I love you
doesn't mean my love is gone.
Place your hand on your heart,
feel its beat.
I am there.

Know that I am with God.
Know that God is with you.
And in that we are still with each other.
Just because...

Thinking of you today and hoping your are doing well!
Lots of love and hugs coming your way,
Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@msn.com>
- Thursday, January 29, 2004 12:51 AM CST

Hey Tina & Meagan,
We look forward to a Birmingham visit from yall! We miss you around here. Thank goodness for the internet! You are still in my prayers. Thanks for always being an inspiration.
Brenda Lewis (SCTU) <bnme@att.net>
- Thursday, January 29, 2004 5:51 AM CST

Hey Sis--
I was in a pharmacy in Miami this afternoon. The pharmacist had a St. Barbara candle burning in her office. She said that she used to pray to St. Barbara when she was fleeing with her family from Cuba. This continues to be one of her favorite saints. I told her about St. Joseph (oil). We talked about miracles--asking for them and getting answers. I told her about your explanation to me--that maybe our prayers were answered by having more days with the little man than we were supposed to. She smiled--my spanish is as bad as her english--but somehow I think that she understood me--just like you and I understood each other. I thought about you and May May a lot today--and our little man. Hugs and Kisses
Aunt Tara <holytara2002@aol.com>
- Wednesday, January 28, 2004 7:52 PM CST

Tina,
I hope you and Meagan are doing Ok. I think of you every single day. There is not a day that goes by that I don't think of how strong and courageous you are! When you stopped by during Christmas, I could see the pain in your eyes BUT I could also see that you were going to be OK. Your super-natural strength is so very evident. I know that this only comes from God. You stay so prayed up that you have an armor that just seems to float all around you. When I look at you, I see a beautiful women, someone who is so real yet just like an angel! You simpy amaze me!
I knew way back when that you were an extra special person! Now I know it even more!!
Please know that as time goes by , I have not forgotten that you still hurt. I pray for you every day and I love you very much!!!!!!!!!!!
I heard you were at the Beth Moore seminar in Mobile. I saw Lisa C. there and she said you were there also. I thought about you but how in the world could I find you in the midst of 10,300 people!? Was'nt it awesome??!!
Maggie
Maggie Quimby <tquimby@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL usa - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 10:24 PM CST

I miss you every day>
Amber Luchterhand http://www.caringbridge.org/al/amber <ambersue10@yahoo.com>
Gardendale, AL USA - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 10:03 PM CST

Dear Tina & Meagan....sending lots of love and good thoughts your way today! I think of all of everyday and wish you still lived here so we could spend time together, but I know you are very happy there in Fairhope and wouldn't dream of pulling you away! That Tara and her posts! I'm just wondering if she is talking about S.J.W or M.W.M on the coral lipstick?! I didn't just say that! Take care and have a great day! Love to you both! Cathi
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
- Tuesday, January 27, 2004 11:45 AM CST

Tina,
It was so wonderful to hear from you. I think of you so often. I miss our little talks and I could so use a get away to Jim N Nicks, Yum!! Thank you for thinking of putting Aquaphor on his cheeks. I am so sleep deprived that I didn't even think of it even though it is sitting right next to the lottion I use everyday. Baby Logan is about to make me crazy.... I am to young to be going through roll call with my kids, but I do and unfortunately Taylor gets called by the dogs name:)
I love you, Tina, and I am always prayong for your strength and peace. I am so glad you are still sharing your wisdom with me all these miles apart.
Love and Prayers,
Kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
Mc Calla, Al - Monday, January 26, 2004 10:37 PM CST

Hey Tina and Meagan! I'm thinking of y'all tonight as I do so very often! The two of you remain in my thoughts and prayers!

Love,
Angel Hayes
Angel Hayes <angeldh@gulftel.com>
Robertsdale, Al Baldwin - Monday, January 26, 2004 8:46 PM CST

Thinking of you.
Renee <mackfam@frontiernet.net>
- Monday, January 26, 2004 6:46 PM CST

Hi Tina, I had not been able to check the website until today... so glad that the video of our Easter together meant something to you. I knew that you had gotten it but shortly after I mailed it Austin was going through some tough days.... so I never knew if you had seen it or not. Hopefully when you watched it, you remembered all the laughs at the park, the thrill of Austin finding the golden egg, Meagan finding the silver one and all of that put a smile on your face. I am so glad that Jim had gotten the camera out.. who would have ever known that it would be your last Easter together? We all were so sure that our little buddy was going to beat that terrible disease.
Anyway, just know that knowing Austin, Meagan and you will forever be a part of my special memory book... just wish I could see you and Meagan!! One day I may surprise you and tell you that I am taking a road trip to see you all.
Hugs and blessings, Nena
NM
- Monday, January 26, 2004 5:57 PM CST

Thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers.
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, Al - Friday, January 23, 2004 6:00 PM CST

Tina,
Not only does Atmore have a "master gardener class"...but now Nana has discovered the internet...and she needs a master computer class. Don't get too excited...it will take time. I think that on my next trip, I will bring the video camera so we can film the process of logging on...so that all she will have to do is hit rewind every minute or so. I don't know what will happen to the internet process when Atmore experiences another "horrible storm with winds so severe that I just knew that the pine trees in the yard were going to snap." God love her. Of course, she will be too busy filling the bath tub with water (just in case they have lose water and power)...that she will not even have time to unplug the computer. Can you imagine the calls that we will get when that happens. Honestly, I think that she will have to have a watts line set up because she probably spends 100+ plus hours a week on the phone with Carol--trying to figure out which hole to put the phone line in. Neverthless, here is your first official email from Nana. Hugs and Kisses from Aunt Tara...and the debutant with orange lipstick in Atmore. (Hey...it's okay to wear a little coral color after 40 something).
Aunt Tara and Nana <www.swilson@socow.com>
- Friday, January 23, 2004 2:48 PM CST

Tina,
I'm still checking on you and Meagan each time I get to the computer. You both are so very loved, I hope you know that. You are in our prayers daily. Keep Daddy in your heart and prayers as we begin going back and forth to Tulane for a clinical trial program, Mama too, she is so scared. Love ya,
Eva <sharplesse812@cox.net>
- Friday, January 23, 2004 5:31 AM CST

Tina & Meagan,

Your in my constant thoughts and prayers. I think of you all the time. Beverly
Beverly Pohl <BPohlCMCMom@aol.com>
- Thursday, January 22, 2004 9:15 AM CST

Dear Tina, It hurts to think of you in such pain and there not being anything that I can do to ease the pain. We continue to pray for you and Meagan and I guess that is the best and most important of all. I check your site daily and don't enter each time. But you and Meagan are never very far from my thoughts. You have made such strides in dealing with the loss of Austin. We see it even if you don't... So glad that you have the wonderful job and that it is good for you. You mentioned Meagan's shoe size...wow..that girl has grown since the last time I saw her. Wish you all weren't so far away. It is time for a cup of coffee together as we sit in the rockers in the sunroom. Give Meagan and big hug for me and keep one for yourself!! Love to both, Nena
NM
- Wednesday, January 21, 2004 8:59 PM CST

Sending you and Meagan lots of love today and everyday. I think of the two of you all the time. I hope things get better for you...I know time will not heal this, but hopefully it will be at least tolerable. You are doing a wonderful thing in the job you are doing...there is NO better person to fill your shoes! Take care! Love, Cathi
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
- Wednesday, January 21, 2004 2:17 PM CST

Hey Bakers,
I know it is hard at times, Just know that I am praying for you and Meagan every day. I miss Meagan so much, I haven't seen her in awhile, the next time I am in town maybe Meagan and I can go do something. I hate the fact that her and Austin are apart right now, those two shared a huge bond you did not see one with out the other most of the time. I will keep praying very hard for her. Well I love you guys very much.

~In Christ~
Jessica Calhoun <Jcalhoun24506@troyst.edu>
Troy, AL - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 10:14 AM CST

Dear Tina:

You know the old joke about "How do you eat an elephant? One bite at a time"? Well, we could change it to "how do you get an elephant off your chest? Very slowly".

Your grief will take time to handle and to process both physically and emotionally. It will takes as long as it takes.

You are focusing your energy on helping others and on enjoying Meagan. That tells us that you are channeling this pain you feel in a positive direction. So many others would be consumed with the negativity and bitterness that comes with the loss of a child.

Hang in there. Work on moving that elephant one day at a time. Soon, he will be back in the back yard (or in our case in the bed) where he belongs.

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 4:55 AM CST

Tina,
Toby and I just wanted you to know that we love you!!
We pray for you every day !!

Maggie

Maggie Quimby <mquimby@frontiernet.net>
atmore, al usa - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 10:04 PM CST

Thinking of and praying for you and Meagan.I hope your days and nights will get easier.
Renee <mackfam@frontiernet.net>
- Tuesday, January 20, 2004 9:42 PM CST

Dear Tina:

I also remember Bucky's "second birthday". We were all so full of hope and thankful that a unknown parent had cared enough about someone else to save her child's cord blood. I also remember the sense of wonderment as we heard about the stem cells and what we hoped they would be able to do for the little man.

Bucky's second birthday has passed and we miss him desperately. We continue to pray that you and Meagan are able to find peace and feel the comfort of family and friends.

I for one still feel that sense of hope,gratitude and amazement in my life. Bucky's spirit lives on in each day that I live my life and how I appreciate it so much more now than I did before.

I know each of these "firsts" are hard for you. We love you and will be there for you each step of this journey.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, January 18, 2004 9:44 AM CST

Dear Tina:
Checking in -- and, yes, I remember January 14 being with you all @ Children's right as Austin finished the transplant....the second birthday. I think of you and Austin and Meagan and the family every day. You are in my ongoing prayers that God be with you every step of the way.

Love,
Gail Stevens <rstev66515@aol.com>
Bham, AL - Saturday, January 17, 2004 1:40 PM CST

Thinking of you and praying for peace and comfort for you both.
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Saturday, January 17, 2004 12:31 AM CST

Hey Bakers,
Well I just wanted to say I miss and Love you guys. I am still praying for you too!

~In Christ~
Jessica Calhoun <Jcalhoun24506@troyst.edu>
Troy, AL - Friday, January 16, 2004 12:28 AM CST

Thinking of you today. I love you!
Jill Belcher <jhbrn@bellsouth.net>
B'ham, AL - Thursday, January 15, 2004 9:49 AM CST

Hello!
I was thinking about you, Meagan, and my fwend this morning. I think about you all, all of the time. I think about all the smiles and how Austin brought smiles to everyones' faces.
Love Always,
Jennifer
- Thursday, January 15, 2004 8:11 AM CST

Thinking of you, and wishing for you peace as you move forward in your journey. I cannot imagine how tough this is for you. May God bless you now and always.
Renee <mackfam@frontiernet.net>
- Wednesday, January 14, 2004 7:51 PM CST

Hi Tina:

It was great to hear your voice today and more importantly to hear you laugh!

"If you were happy all the time you wouldn't be human..you'd be a game show host"...Unknown

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, January 13, 2004 7:00 PM CST

Hey Girl,

I was thinking about you this morning and praying you are doing well. I think about you, Austin and Meagan all the time. Even though we don't talk that often, please know I am here for you ANYTIME and you are always not far throm my thoughts!

We are headed to Cleveland tomorrow to the Cleveland Headache Clinic. I pray that they can give Andrew some relief. His pain breaks my heart. Jim and Andrew are flying up tomorrow for two days of tests. I am staying here with Maggie because (of course) this is finals week and she is really trying hard to make good grades. If they decide to keep Andrew and admit him I will fly up Friday. Keep us in your prayers this week.
Miss you!
Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@msn.com>
- Monday, January 12, 2004 10:24 AM CST

Hey my friend!
I hope all is well with you and Meagan!
My prayer is that you can find peace in your heart! I pray this prayer all the time because it is my sincere wish for you!
Remember John 16:33 - "In me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world."
Thinking of you always,
Maggie
Maggie Quimby <mquimby@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Sunday, January 11, 2004 4:19 PM CST

Just stopping by to say " I love you" to you and Meagan...
Nena
NM
- Sunday, January 11, 2004 3:38 PM CST

I LOVE YOU TINA!!
CHRISTY <SCPAT143@CHARTER.NET>
- Saturday, January 10, 2004 8:13 AM CST

Dear Tina,

I continue to pray for you and Meagan. I continue to think of Austin. What a little fighter he was. What an inspiration you all are. Your faith is overwhelming!!! Your faith is inspiring. Your strength is captivating. You are simply amazing. I hope that you know just how many people are closer to God because of you and your family.

Kendra Hayes <hayes38@gulftel.com>
- Friday, January 9, 2004 8:34 AM CST

Love ya Tina!
Maggie
Maggie <mquimby@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL usa - Thursday, January 8, 2004 9:21 PM CST

Dear Tina and Meagan,
Just a little note to say hello and that I'm thinking of you tonight! You continue to be in my prayers. I check your web page so often and look forward to hearing your words. You are amazing!
Love,
Angel Hayes
Angel Hayes <angel@gulftel.com>
Robertsdale, Al Baldwin - Thursday, January 8, 2004 9:20 PM CST

Dear Tina,
I was reading the Upper Room yesterday and as I read what the person was writing it reminded me so much of you. The writer spoke of driving through the Rocky Mountains and how the beautiful formations were produced by earthquakes that would be declared disaters. He noted how those mountains reminded him of people who had "experienced great pressures and earthquakes in their lives.But they have risen from them as beautiful people, demonstrating an exceptional attitude toward their adversities and losses." He goes on to state "As we trust the promise of God's presence in our daily lives, we allow God to work through the pressured times to create in us wondrous layers of strength and beauty. As followers of Christ, we can trust that promise in days of personal crisis and tragedy."
Tina this is such an excellent example of your ability to look beyond yourself and see the needs of others during some of your most difficult days. I know the holidays were hard and there were times when you truly did not know if you could make it through them. Our first Christmas without Joseph felt so desperate, but we found that sharing in the fear, the sorrow, the pain, and holding on really tight to each other we did find a way to get through it, and we also found that we were stronger for having made it though that difficult time. This year it was not any easier, but there was the knowledge that we had made it through this before and that with our love for Joseph and for each other we would once again make this journey and would find ways to bring honor to Joseph's memory and express thankfulness for the many blessings he bestowed upon our lives.Tina, I thank God for your faith and your willingness to share this faith with others. Your sorrow is great but your love is greater and it is this love that will sustain you. God bless you and Megan in this New Year. Our prayers are with you.
Love, Richard, Robi ,Chelsea and Claire.
Robi Jones <flstffb@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, Al. USA - Wednesday, January 7, 2004 10:09 PM CST

Hello Sugar Britches...
As the little man would say, "I'm on the woad again!"
Tonight I am visiting the great city where Hemingway stopped before migrating to the Keys, the city with the smoldering tropical-modern atmosphere with multicltural music and celebrity sightings that last all night. Sounds like a Southern Living article in the works....the truth is, the only celebrity that I have seen was Brittany Spears...earlier tonight when I was on the exercise bike in the hotel gym...trying to pedal off Nonnie's divinity from Christmas...E! was on the TV and apparently Brittany had an Elvis wedding at the local rapple dapple chapel in Viva Las Vegas this weekend. Nevertheless, I was reading an article while pedaling-for-pounds about a restaurant owner whose guiding principle reads: "The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude to me, is more important than facts...more important than the past, than money, than failure, than what other people think or say or do." Remarkable isn't it that attitude can have such a profound effect on one's life? I thought about the little man. My blues started to fade a little...and I could hear him telling me to "Suck it up Aunt Ta-wah!" Missin' you in Miami....
One of the tourist covered with oil... <holytara2002@aol.com>
- Wednesday, January 7, 2004 9:44 PM CST

Tina, you remain in our prayers throughout your walk. Words are never enough but please know how much you are loved.
Dee <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, - Wednesday, January 7, 2004 12:59 AM CST

Tina,
You're remarkable! Always thinking of others first. You & Meagan remain in my thoughts & prayers. I, too, remember when Austin came to Stem Cell. I took care of him the first night & my heart was stolen! I was always proud to be his "nerse".
Brenda Lewis <bnme@att.net>
Prattville, AL USA - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 11:32 PM CST

Hey Bakers,
Wow I remeber this time last year so well too!!! I remeber getting everyone I know to pray for your precious little man. I have missed you and May May so much, I have also missed Austin. There have been so many times that I have just had to stop and have a Austin moment. Lately there have been so many things that have reminded me of him. I know the Holidays were hard for you and just know that you and Meagan remain in my prayers every day. I am sorry its been so long since I have wrote or called, college has kept me busy. I think about you guys every day though. College is going great, God just put me in the most amazing place. I am really involved in Campus Outreach and I have grown so much on my walk with Christ. For awhile it was really hard for me because I had prayed so long for God to heal Austin here on earth, when Austin died I felt so let down. I wanted him here on earth with you and Meagan because I knew how much you loved him and how much joy he brought to everyones lives. Now I have realized that God did heal him, but in Heaven. Over New Years I went on a trip with Campus Outreach to Alanta and there was this guy and he was sharing with us of how his dad was dying of cancer, it brought tears to my eyes(tears that have been needing to get out), and he said that he was okay with it because dying was the greatest gift from God (I have never looked at it this way), but he said that being re-united with our Father was the greatest moment of all and I know its hard and that every day you have pain in your heart but I also have realized that while I was mad with God that I should have been rejoicing with Austin because that was his greatest mooment ever!!! I also know that I will see him again one day and that brings me so much joy just knowing that I will see him agian. I remeber a day when ya'll where in town and I came over to see him and I was driving on the rode and I saw two boys riding bikes, I had to look twice because I did not expect Ausitn Baker to be riding a bike, but it was him. Austin always amazed me. I am never going to forget that day for the rest of my life. Austin and his friend Cam were riding and playing. When things in my life get hard I just think of Austin with a hard disease riding a bike free from any cancer that was in his body and I realize that he was so sick but happy and making the most of his life. He was so special to me and he gets me through life's up and downs, just the picture in my mind of his beautiful blonde hair and that huge smile and those eyes is a wonderful thing I will always have with me!!

I love you Mrs. Tina and Meagan and Austin!!!!
Jessica Calhoun <jcalhoun24506@troyst.edu>
- Tuesday, January 6, 2004 10:07 PM CST

Just checking in, Tina.
Praying for you and Meagan tonight!
You are always on our minds and in our hearts!!
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby <mquimby@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 9:24 PM CST

I had you as well as many of the friends we made at Children's that have suffered through the loss of their kids with in this last year on my mind. I just wanted you to know that you and Meagan stay in my daily prayers. We love you and God Bless!!
Christy and Ally <www.caringbridge.org/al/ally<www.beanblessed@aol.com>
Northport, Al - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 3:13 PM CST

Thinking of you and Meagan as always. I check this site so often, habit I guess....AND I LOVE HEARING FROM YOU! I know Christmas had to be so hard for your family, especially you and Jimmy. I hope you had some sort of peace in your hearts though. Tell Meagan to get on here and tell us what Santa brought her! Take care! Love you! Cathi
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
- Tuesday, January 6, 2004 11:09 AM CST

Lifting up prayers of comfort and peace for you right now. I love you so much!
Jill Belcher <jhbrn@bellsouth.net>
Birmingham, AL - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 9:38 AM CST

Tina,
Just hoping that you feel the prayers that Iam sending up to heaven for you tonight. My hearts aches for you. Though I do not know the pain you feel, I hurt for you, Tina.
Iam here any time you need a friend or a shoulder to cry on.

Decolores!!!!!
Maggie
Maggie Quimby <mquimby@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL usa - Monday, January 5, 2004 10:23 PM CST

Dear Tina,
I just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking about you today! I "check in" on you daily! I'm praying for you and Meagan!
Love,
Angel Hayes
Angel Hayes <angeldh@gulftel.com>
Robertsdale, Al Baldwin - Monday, January 5, 2004 8:12 PM CST

Dear Tina:

"We can draw lessons from the past, but we cannot live in it"...Lyndon B. Johnson

I can only imagine the pain you feel with every date that arrives on the calendar that is some sort of milestone. I know you were filled with so much fear at this time last year, but also so much hope.

I know you have learned so many lessons in the past year...albeit most of them painful. But, I also know that in the future when you are able to look back without as much pain as you are feeling now, you will see the valuable lessons you learned and the lessons you continue to teach all of us every day...

Thanks for the lessons, girlfriend. We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, January 5, 2004 6:18 PM CST

I can not imagine the pain you feel having to relive all the days leading up to stem cell. I know God is holding you as you think back. I hope you feel his strength.
Love and Prayers,
Kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
MC CALLA, Al - Monday, January 5, 2004 9:44 AM CST

Dear Tina, Time is not helping, is it? I know that your heart is breaking daily for not having Austin by your side.
This has been such an emotional week for me. First on the 27th a 22 month old girl, Gracie, got her angel wings. I had gotten to know them real well and it just torn me up. Then on the 30th, a 14 yr old boy, Raymond, lost his fight with cancer. When his dad called to tell me, I just totally broke down. Perhaps one day when we are all in heaven, we will understand why some children die so young. In the past 6 months, there have been 5 children we have worked with, to die. Those are just the ones that I have been able to keep in contact with since they finished treatment. Who knows about all the rest.... And now I have been told that several more children will begin treatment this week at the cancer center. Hopefully having the teams from Hand-in-Paw visit with them will take their minds off the treatment for awhile. I now have 6 teams visiting.
There will never be a child as special to me as sweet Austin was.... Tonight I was cleaning out some drawers and came across the pictures from Easter and the ones taken at the cancer center.... wow... did it ever bring back special memories!!
Just know that I check on you daily and am always so thrilled when you have updated your website. Hopefully we can talk soon. Love to you and Meagan, Nena
NM
- Sunday, January 4, 2004 10:24 PM CST

Words cannot really explain how hard it was to call you about Janie. I knew you could not walk into that unit and ask where were the Sims. As I told Janet and Dan, I don't know how you remain standing or breathing...but you do, you must to survive. I remember this day so well, a year ago. I watched as Janie earned her wings, I called you, I also celebrated my daughter's 18th birthday....Jan. 4th. Today I remember as I celebrate Kate's 19th. She is my heart, just as Austin was yours, and Janie was theirs....and my heart aches for each of you!!!

It was great to talk to you the other night and I hope to come see you soon. Thank you for your concern for Andrew.
Love and miss you! Hugs to Meagan!
Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@msn.com>
- Sunday, January 4, 2004 8:44 PM CST

Thinking of you and praying that you will find peace and comfort. Happy New Year.
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Sunday, January 4, 2004 3:57 PM CST

Tina,

Just thinking of you! You are in my prayers.
Love your friend,
Maggie
Maggie Quimby <mquimby@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Saturday, January 3, 2004 11:29 PM CST

I just read your entry and it gripped my heart. I had some of the same thoughts about the children that once crossed our path and continue to be in our hearts. I shared it with some of my parents and want to share it with you. I was attending my church's "candle light" service on Christmas Eve. As we lit the candles and sang Silent Night I thought to myself this is so beautiful. Then I immediately thought of my angels (Austin, Wade, Matthew, Patrick, Heath, Cliff, Hakeem, Meredith, Justin, and so many more). My heart grew heavy and then a peace came over me. I thought to myself if this is what Christmas is like on earth what is it like in Heaven? There is no way this world could compare to the true celebration that was occuring in Heaven. What they must be seeing and taking part in is beyond my wildest imagination. I find comfort in knowing that I personally know several of those precious angels that were celebrating the REAL Christmas with Jesus. I could see each and every precious face. While our hearts are heavy for our loss, it is peaceful to know that one day we WILL see them again. I think of you often. I continue to lift you up in prayer. I love you.
Bethany
Bethany Heorn <bethany.heron@chsys.org>
Gardendale, AL USA - Friday, January 2, 2004 10:40 PM CST

I just wanted to say Hi..I hope you and Meagan had a wonderful Holiday together. I thought of you alot. I prayed for you to have strengh and peace over the holiday. I know this was the hardest time. But If I know you you smiled and made it magicial for Meagan..Cause thats what wonderful moms do..I love you and wish you a wonderful happy NEw Year.
Christy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Friday, January 2, 2004 6:01 PM CST

I hope that you and your family have a great year in 2004! You are in my prayers often. In Christ, Audra
Audra Kennedy - www.caringbridge.org/al/katie <clainetfreak2158@yahoo.com>
Morris, AL USA - Friday, January 2, 2004 12:17 AM CST

Sending good wishes and prayers for you and Meagan to have the most wonderful year in 2004!! Love you, Nena
NM
- Wednesday, December 31, 2003 1:49 PM CST

Dear Tina,
I hope you and Meagan had a nice Christmas though I am sure it was hard. Last year around this time I officialy met you and Austin. I has seen you all around 4 tower, but Alice introduced us in the cafateria one day. Go figure, us in the cafateria. All I did was eat when I was at the hospital... Anyway, I am so thankful for the friendship that was made that day and will forever live on. We may not be close to one another geographically, but we are close in heart. I love you my friend and I am always praying.
Love,
Kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
MC CALLA, Al - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 12:52 AM CST

Dear Tina, What a beautiful picture from the cemetery. It took my breath away. Thinking of you especially during the holidays.
kelly <crimehater@aol.com>
fairhope, - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 0:39 AM CST

Dear Tina,

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family during this holiday season. I think about you often and I wanted to wish you and your girl a very happy new year. Love, Patti Kahn and family
Patti Kahn <fpkahn@bellsouth.net>
Daphne, Al. baldwin - Tuesday, December 30, 2003 11:27 PM CST

Dear Tina, Exactly one year ago today I had the opportunity to meet you and Austin. Ellie and I had been visiting at the cancer center for about an hour when Jerry, nurse, came to get me. He told me about this precious 5 yr old boy that was upstairs and they were trying to get the markings for his radiation treatment. He said they had been telling him that a dog would come to see him if he was very still for the measurements, etc. So I went upstairs to meet you two. I know that the minute I met Austin, I fell in love with him. Do you remember the giggles as Ellie was placed on the gurney with him? He thought that was neat... and Ellie stayed there with him until he was sedated. Wow... what precious memories for me. Little did I know that Austin would capture my heart like he did. It thrilled me so when I would call you at the hospital and Austin would answer the phone and he would holler... "it is Ms. Nena and Ellie." And there were a couple of times you were out of the room and he told me I could just talk to him. And talk we did...one time for about 20 minutes. That boy could carry on a conservation about most anything.
I have a smile on my face right now just thinking about all this.... he was so special and I am honored that I got to share time with you all.
Give Meagan a kiss for me. I love you both...
Nena
NM
- Tuesday, December 30, 2003 5:13 PM CST

Tina, thought about you during this season. I know it has been hard, but you never cease to amaze me. The things you do and say show that you are growing each day and yet you are able to hold on to these beautiful memories. The decoration on the grave was beautiful! I don't believe I have ever seen it done so beautifully. I hope you and Meagan have a very Happy New Year. You deserve it.
Millie Caughron <gmcuaghron@aol.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Saturday, December 27, 2003 7:08 PM CST

Hi Tina, I have kept you and Meagan in my thoughts and prayers during the past week. On Christmas day, I thought about Austin and his being able to see how the world celebrates the birth of Jesus and then to share in the song of angels... I know that it must have been a hard day for you but knowing you, I bet you made it special for Meagan.
Much love, Nena
NM
- Saturday, December 27, 2003 6:16 PM CST

Dear Tina,

I am writing to say that you are in my thoughts today. Maggie and I were just talking about you!!!! She was so glad that you came by to see her. May God bless and keep you this day and everyday.

Love,

Kendra Hayes
Kendra Hayes <hayes38@gulftel.com>
Foley, Al - Thursday, December 25, 2003 1:05 PM CST

Tina,
This is Shannon (one of the SCTU nurses), I don't know if you remember me, but you fell on my hurt today. I hope that your holidays are blessed. I hope you and May May enjoy Christmas. I just wanted to let you know that I was thinking of you.
Shannon <sbrn03@hotmail.com>
McIntosh, AL USA - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 7:21 PM CST

Tina,

Just wanted to wish you a very merry Christmas! Hold on to your precious memories of Austin and may God give you peace and joy as you reminiscence all of your special times with your little man!!
You are loved very much.
Don't forget we still have to go to lunch after the holidays.
I hope you and Meagan have a very special Christmas together.
Your friend,
Maggie
Maggie Quimby <mquimby@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL usa - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 10:41 AM CST

Hi Tina & Meagan
Want you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. I know the holidays are a tough time, but may you pull from your wonderful memories and have a joyful season. Austin would have wanted that for you. I'm sure he's burried in the tinsel up in heaven and trying his best to get to that angel on the top of the BIG TREE. Take care.
Ginger Taylor <gtaylor@thomashospital.com>
- Wednesday, December 24, 2003 10:20 AM CST

Just stopping by to say I love you and Meagan and am praying for you.... I know that the next couple of weeks will be tough with your mind racing back to this time last year. May it comfort you to know that folks still remember those special times with Austin, Meagan, and you.
Thanks for sharing the photo of his grave site... what a beautiful blanket...
Hopefully I will talk to you soon.
Love, Nena
NM
- Wednesday, December 24, 2003 9:39 AM CST

Wishing you, Meagan, Austin and Jimmy a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. I know this will be a trying time for all of you, but I hope you find some peace in the new year. I got sick a week ago and didn't get out any cards this year....thought it was to late by then and figured by the time I felt like going out to get stamps, that they wouldn't get there on time. Take care! Love you! Cathi
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
- Tuesday, December 23, 2003 6:09 PM CST

Tina,

The photo is so beautiful!! Thanks for sharing it with us.
Just wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts as always!!
I hope you got your Christmas card! We love you, Tina. Hug Meagan for us! We hope you both have a very Merry Christmas!!

Love you bunches,
Maggie
Maggie Quimby <mquimby@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Monday, December 22, 2003 1:31 PM CST

Tina ANd Meagan I hope you both have a very MERRY CHRISTMAS. I miss you and love you. May the new year bring you new joy and happiness. love always christy
CHristy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Sunday, December 21, 2003 10:56 PM CST

Tina and Meagan,
I am glad to hear you are having a wonderful family gathering. I can only imagine how hard it is to not have Austin there this year, but as you said you have so many wonderful memories. You are so strong and brave. I miss you so. I hope you have a wonderful holiday and God continues to strengthen you. I am a little emotional myself these day. Taylor has gineb us some scares as well being post partum (that's always fun) Sending all our love and prayers.
Kim, Jim, Taylor, and Logan Watts
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
MC CALLA, Al - Sunday, December 21, 2003 7:09 PM CST

Tina,
Just thinking of you tonight and hoping that you and Meagan are having a good evening. Thank you so much for stopping by the other day. It just brightened my whole day to see you. I see nothing but courage when I look at you. Sorry that I get all teary eyed every time I see you but I just can't help it. You are an incredible person to me. You continue to amaze me and everyone who knows you, Tina.
We are praying for you and Meagan!
I hope to see you again soon.

Your friend,
Maggie
Maggie Quimby <mquimby@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Friday, December 19, 2003 8:17 PM CST

Dear Tina, There aren't any words to say that might help you during this holiday.... please take some comfort in knowing that Austin is celebrating with Jesus...WOW what that must be like for him!! I love you and am continuing to pray for you and Meagan. Nena
NM
- Friday, December 19, 2003 6:39 PM CST

Dear Tina:

I am packing things up to get ready to go to spend the holiday with my family. I'm counting my blessing that we will all be able to be together once again.

My heart is hurting knowing that you will be experiencing such a tremendous sense of loss during the holiday. As we have talked about over the past few weeks, you will get through this because you are strong of will and strong of faith. My prayer is that God will grant you some sense of peace over the next few days and that you will be able to experience the joy of the holiday despite the pain you are feeling. You and your family will be in my thoughts and my prayers.

These are my two favorite quotes about Christmas. I think I shared them with you last year. I hope you find some comfort from them again this year.

"What is Christmas? It is tenderness for the past, courage for the present and hope for the future. It is a wish that every cup may overflow with blessings rich and eternal and that every path may lead to peace". Agnes M. Pharo

"I am not alone at all, I thought. I was never alone. That of course, is the message of Christmas. We are never alone. Not when the night is the darkest, the wind the coldest, the world seemingly indifferent. This is still the time God chooses." Taylor Caldwell

Wishing you peace and good health during the holiday. We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, December 19, 2003 5:07 AM CST

Tina, Today while I was shopping with my mom, I couldn't help but to keep thinking about you and Meagan. I can only imagine what you go through daily, but this time of year must be awful. I love you and knowing you has given my such an incredible feeling of strength. I know I can make it through anything now. Austin is in my thoughts and prayers everyday. And even though I never met him, I feel like I've known him my entire life. Thank you for being you. And thank you for being my friend.
I love you, Melissa
Melissa Boyd <lissafly22@aol.com>
Theodore, AL - Monday, December 15, 2003 6:14 PM CST

My First Christmas in Heaven

I see the countless Christmas Trees
Around the world below
With tiny lights
Like heaven's stars
Reflecting on the snow

The sight is so spectacular
Please wipe away that tear
For I am spending Christmas
With Jesus Christ this year

I hear the many Christmas songs
That people hold so dear
But the sounds of music can't compare
With the Christmas choir up here

I have no words to tell you
The joy their voices bring
For it is beyond description
To hear the angels sing

I know how much you miss me
I see the pain inside your heart
But I am not so far away
We really aren't apart

So be happy for me dear ones
You know I hold you dear
And be glad I'm spending Christmas
With Jesus Christ this year

I send you each a special gift
From my heavenly home above
I send you each a memory of
My undying love

After all "love" is the gift
More precious than pure gold
It was always most important
In the stories Jesus told

Please love and keep each other
As my Father said to do
For I can't count the blessing
Or love he has for each of you

So have a Merry Christmas
And wipe away that tear
Remember I am spending Christmas
With Jesus Christ this year.

Author Unknown

My thoughts and prayers are ALWAYS with you and your entire family. I can't imagine the pain you are enduring this Christmas. I pray for peace of mind for you, and please know that your sweet precious Austin is giving me strength each day!

Love and miss you!
Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@msn.com>
- Monday, December 15, 2003 5:05 PM CST

TINA, I am thinking of you tonight, and always. I miss you and my buddy. I know this Christmas is going to be very hard. Just remember we are all here for you to talk anytime. I know i speak for alot of people here in B,ham CALL US ANYTIME!!! Josh likes Rescue Heros also I thought of Austin when I purchased his this weekend. I miss you and think of you often. Christy
CHristy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Sunday, December 14, 2003 9:32 PM CST

Love you my friend... Nena
NM
- Sunday, December 14, 2003 4:47 PM CST

Hi Tina and Meagan,

Been thinking of you both and wishing I could find the words to make it better, but I haven't. You amaze me with your strength.
Joyce <quietaqua@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, December 13, 2003 10:28 PM CST

Tina, I can't begin to tell you how much you and Austin and Meagan have touched our hearts and our souls. Even in your hardest times you are thinking of others. You are always in our prayers.
Dee <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, - Thursday, December 11, 2003 2:59 PM CST

Hi Tina,
You never cease to amaze me with your strength. I know this holiday season is going to be tough tough tough for you and Meagan. I hope you will cling to each other and hold on to those happy memories, which you have so many of. I cannot imagine the grief you must have and will continue to have. You have every right to be sad about losing your wonderful little boy. I'm just so glad that HE is happy where he is. That must give you lots of peace. I love you, girl. Hope to see you soon
Ginger taylor <taylorjvkd@wmconnect.com>
- Wednesday, December 10, 2003 2:18 PM CST

Dearest Tina, Have been thinking about you and Meagan so much during the past days. Yesterday when I was out, I saw girl angel ornament ball and it said, "I know you are missing me but I am spending this Christmas with Jesus." They hunted and hunted for a boy angel but did not have one ...otherwise I would have sent it to you. There is hardly a day that goes by that I don't see Austin in something... a super hero toy, silly string, bubbles, etc. The memories of him stay with me daily. I especially like remembering Easter with you, Meagan, and Austin here at my house and the kids having a great time hunting Easter eggs.
I love you my friend and I am SO PROUD OF YOU!!!
Love, Nena
NM
- Wednesday, December 10, 2003 10:48 AM CST

Tina, Thinking of you today...I am feeling your pain today and everyday that I come across Janie's toys, books, crayons, etc. Just this time last year, we still had hope that she would survive and we looked forward to Christmas. This year will be very painful...

Dan and I continue to keep you in our thoughts and prayers.
Janet Sims, mom to Janie-forever 5 years old, www.caringbridge.org/al/janiesims <janetsims@juno.com>
Birmingham, AL - Monday, December 8, 2003 10:35 AM CST

Tina, it is almost two a.m. and sleep doesn't come easy for me some nights. I was so happy to read your journal entry.
Somehow I feel blessed each time I read your thoughts. My heart aches for you during this holiday time. I know it must be very difficult, but you find strength to keep going.
Isn't Meagan a blessing. She helps to keep you going, and I see you growing each day. I think sharing some of Austin's toys with boys less fortunate is a great big giant step for you. But then with your caring heart it isn't a surprise that you would care enough to do this. Remember we are still interested in you and your family. Keep up the good work.
Millie Caughron <gmcuaghron@aol.com>
Knoxville, Tn USA - Monday, December 8, 2003 0:45 AM CST

Thinking of you tonight, Tina! Keeping you close to our hearts and hoping you and Meagan are doing OK. God Bless you both.

Much love,
Maggie
Maggie Quimby <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Sunday, December 7, 2003 10:42 PM CST

Aunt Tina,

I want you to know how much i love you and i am thinking of you. Hopeful next year will be better than the last. I am here if you want to talk and love you so very much. We will get through this one day at a time.
Love You
Annabanana
Anna
Point Clear, Al - Saturday, December 6, 2003 9:32 PM CST

Tina,
I am thinking and praying for you and Meagan as you go through the Holidays. I can only imagine how hard it must be. You are so special and your praove that in so many ways. Austin was so special and he would be so proud to share his things with boys and girls that didn't have any. I am missing you and as always sending love and prayers your way.
Kim Watts
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
MC CALLA, Al - Saturday, December 6, 2003 9:20 PM CST

Dear Tina:

Austin's page is the first link I click on everyday when I sign on to check my e-mail. Tonight I read your entry through tears.

I cannot imagine how hard this holiday season is going to be for all of you. I continue to be amazed at your courage and strength in going through the motions for Meagan.

I know in many of our conversations over the past several weeks you have commented that you were afraid Austin would be forgotten. First of all, anyone that every met Bucky would never be able to forget him...That smile, that hair, his love for life and most of all that attitude!

As I hope you have seen over the last six months, Austin's spirit lives on...The books that were dedicated to FEEF in his memory at the Dancin' in the Streets silent auction, the event at your church today that was going to raise funds for the Austin Baker scholarship fund to the camp at Blue Lake..My sister had 100% of her United Way pledge go to CaringBridge.com because she was so moved by Austin's website..And I know there are many others that I don't even know about..

We will never forget Austin Baker and the courage that he had. His spirit and love for life will be passed on to the children who will receive the toys this Christmas. He continues to impact so many lives of people he never met..

We love you. Take care.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, December 6, 2003 7:45 PM CST

Dearest Tina, You and Meagan are never far from my thoughts and prayers. I still check the website everyday in case you have posted. When I checked in just now and read what you had written, it truly brought tears to my eyes. What a wonderful gift you will be giving to other boys and girls when you share Austin's toys with them. That must give you joy to know of the happiness you will be bringing to others by sharing the gift of love. I am sure that my buddy will think that is a great way for his toys to be used. I know that these next few weeks will be hard for you and Meagan... That precious girl of yours will bring you such joy as she anticipates Christmas. You are to be admired for even being able to put up the tree!!
Give me a call when you have a free moment...
I love you my friend, Nena
NM
Bham, - Saturday, December 6, 2003 4:58 PM CST

I just read your journal entry and tears came to my eyes. These tears too were bitter sweet. I miss my little rescue hero and I too treasure all of the memories I had with him. If a little $5.00 action figure could bring such a huge smile to this little boy, then I was going to find it. And to be honest with you, I enjoyed every minute of it. I would get so excited when I spotted one on his list. I was in Target last weekend and passed the toy isle. I had such a huge urge to check out the rescue hero shelf.

I will never forget the day I stayed with Austin and we played with his heroes. We named every one.... Cocoa, Mounty, Satty, Rocky, Scooby, Snowy, Rider, Dr. Lucas,Smokey, Firey, Johnny, Charlie, Robby the Robot, Flyer, Diggy,and Spotty. The smile on his face when he would think of the perfect name was priceless. It is forever etched in my heart.

I miss you my friend. Please continue to keep Andrew in your prayers. His headaches are back with a vengeance. It is hard to watch him suffer. However, lessons I learned from your precious Austin will keep me strong.

Love,
Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@msn.com>
- Saturday, December 6, 2003 10:24 AM CST

Hi! Just thinking of all of you right now and wanted to say hello. I hope you two had a nice holiday together. i know your hearts were hurting, all of ours were....but you were thought of on Thanksgiving by everyone who loves you....and that is TONS of people! Take care and let us know how the job is going. Lots of love, Cathi
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
- Friday, December 5, 2003 1:29 PM CST

Remembering you today... lots of love, Nena
NM
- Monday, December 1, 2003 11:15 AM CST

Dear Tina and Meagan........

I said a prayer for you today,
And know God must have heard.
I felt the answer in my heart
Although He spoke no word.
I didn't ask for wealth or fame,
I knew you wouldn't mind.
I asked Him to send treasures
Of a far more lasting kind.
I asked that He'd be near you
At the start of each new day,
To grant you health and blessings
And friends to share your way.
I asked for happiness for you
In all things great and small,
But it was for His loving care
I prayed the most of all.
(Author Unknown)

I miss you my friends!
Lots of love and prayers,
Linda

Linda <ltwats7@msn.com>
- Saturday, November 29, 2003 11:45 PM CST

Tina

I just wanted to log on and tell you how much I LOVE you. You are the best Aunt in the world. Im am so proud of you in how very strong you have been, Just know that if you ever need me, I am here. Just continue to turn to God and every thing will be ok. I love you so soooo much and i am praying for you.

LOve Annabanana
Anna <annabel@mchi.com>
Point Clear, Al Bladwin - Saturday, November 29, 2003 11:12 PM CST

Dear Tina, Just wanted you to know I am thinking of you, Meagan and Jimmy during this holiday. Eventhough the weather was bad on Thanksgiving, I saw Austin's rainbow. I hope you saw it too, it was beautiful and I know it was meant for all of you. Take care and I will check in soon. Lots of love, Cathi
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
- Saturday, November 29, 2003 7:31 PM CST

Dear Tina, My thoughts have turned to you and Meagan so often during the past couple of days. Another first for you is over and YOU MADE IT.... continue to take each day as it comes and God will give you the strength to get through it. I know it must be so tough but girlfriend, you have got tons of people who love you and Meagan and we are here for you in prayer and thought. Please continue to update when you can... you give all of us strength...
Give Meagan a big hug for me... love, Nena
NM
- Friday, November 28, 2003 4:51 PM CST

Tina, just wanted you to know that I thought of you so many times this holiday. You are so special and so loved. I know this holiday season will be difficult, but please know that many prayers of peace and comfort are coming your way. God bless.

Dee <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, November 28, 2003 10:01 AM CST

Tina,
I want you to know that I draw strength from you. I was sitting and reading your last update the other day and I was having a hard time thinking of what Iwas thankful for. Afterall, what did I do to deserve a sick kid?? After reading your update and seeing that I was not alone I realized I had so very much to be thankful for and I sat and made a long list. I can only imagine how hard these next few months will be, but like you showed me, you are not alone. There are so many people from all over that care for you and Meagan and are praying for your strength through this holiday season. I wish you were closer so we really could sit and share a doughnut, but your not so we canshare our prayers for one another. I am always thinking of you and I am so glad that God put us in front of one another even if it was becasue of a horific circumstance. I love you and loved Austin and I will always cherish every bit of time, love, and wisdom you have shared with me. Try to enjoy your holidays and know you can call on me anytime!! With all my love and prayers,
Kim Watts
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
MC CALLA, al - Wednesday, November 26, 2003 12:00 AM CST

Tina,
Just wanted you to know that we will be thinking of you and Meagan on Thanksgiving day. I read your list of things you are thankful for through tear-filled eyes and I just want you to know that Iam thankful that God let are paths cross. Iam thankful to know someone who has incredible strength and is still so "real". I love and admire you,Tina.
Good night!
Maggie
Maggie Quimby <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 10:05 PM CST

Thinking of you, Meagan and my fwend always. Hope you have a wonderful holiday season. You're in my prayers everyday!!

Tasha
Children's Hospital, - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 2:59 PM CST

It's so good to hear from you. I haven't signed in for a while...not that I'm not here checking everyday! I am glad to see you two are doing ok. I wish you both a wonderful Thanksgiving and hope that you can find peace on this day. How is work going and school for Meagan? I think of you constantly everyday. Know that we all love you both so much and are praying for you. Take care and I will be back here soon. Lots of love, Cathi
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
- Tuesday, November 25, 2003 8:36 AM CST

Dearest Tina:

It is hard to be thankful when you heart is hurting..but again, you have found the strength to look deeper than the surface and find things to be thankful for...

Austin taught all of us to be thankful for our health, our families and our friends...He taught us to live each day to the fullest...to not miss a minute of this life we have been blessed with...I am so thankful for that lesson..

I am thankful for the friendship you and I share...and for your presence in my life..It has been a true blessing...

I'm thankful for your beautiful smile...

I'm thankful that I am able to come to Austin's caringbridge site and continued to be uplifted and inspired every visit...

Take care...We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, November 23, 2003 4:22 PM CST

I can imagine that it is very hard when you are going through difficult times to find the blessings and things you should be thankful for. I do think that God expects us to have bad days. After all there was only one perfect man to walk this earth. You are very courageous and you inspire me to look for and be thankful for the good in things, people and special circumstances. I know Austin is very proud of you. I wish you and your family a blessed and Happy Thanksgiving. God Bless!!!
Christy and Ally <www.caringbridge.org/al/ally<www.beanblessed@aol.com>
Northport, AL - Saturday, November 22, 2003 2:53 PM CST

Glad to hear from you. I know that these next few weeks will be a challenge to stay "focused" on all your blessings and to not be consumed with thoughts of this time last year.
I know that your heart is heavy in spite of your coping skills... that is okay.... You are doing great and are showing much more courage than I think I could do under the same circumstances.
I will be thinking and praying for you everyday, Love, Nena
NM
- Saturday, November 22, 2003 11:11 AM CST

Tina,
I dreamed about you last night. You moved to Birmingham. What did we do to celebrate? Had a yard sale and ate doughnuts, I guess that was a unconscience pregnancy craving. That is all I really remember of it, but I thought it was funny. Hope you are feeling fine. I am thinking of you as always. We miss you.
Love and prayers,
Kim Watts
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, al - Friday, November 21, 2003 12:22 AM CST

Tina, Just checking in on you. Call me when you get a chance. Let's try to get together this weekend! Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. Love you, Gayle
Gayle <gayle@altmayerltd.com>
- Friday, November 21, 2003 9:56 AM CST

Tina,
Thinking of you tonight and always!
Love you,
Maggie
Maggie <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Thursday, November 20, 2003 11:07 PM CST

Tina, I am sorry that I have not written recently but I do think of you often. I miss you terribly. Have a wonderful Thanksgiving and give Meagan a big hug for me. Love, Rhonda
Rhonda Smith <rcs9200@msn.com>
Helena, Al USA - Thursday, November 20, 2003 8:00 PM CST

I think of you and my frend everyday!!!!I miss you and hope you are doing well. I love you Christy
Christy <scpat@charter.net>
- Wednesday, November 19, 2003 4:28 PM CST

Tina,
Just wanted to let you know that we are all thinking of you here on the SCTU. We love to share Austin stories and the memories of him still bring smiles to our faces!
Nurse Beth <masondog@hotmail.com>
Children's Hospital, - Wednesday, November 19, 2003 4:00 PM CST

Time for an update.... even if you just say, "we are okay, etc." We all check in faithfully and want to know that you and Meagan are doing okay, studying, working hard, etc. I think and pray for both of you so often. Much love, Nena
NM
- Sunday, November 16, 2003 9:50 PM CST

Just wanted to let you know that I was thinking about you. I found a box of Harry Potter Jelly beans at Target and immediately remembered Austin's huge smile of me gagging and asking for his bucket! Love you and miss you! You are in my prayers!

Holly Bryan
Birmingham, AL 35244 - Thursday, November 13, 2003 2:29 PM CST

Hey, Tina -- I just wanted to drop you a note to let you know that you are still in my thoughts and prayers. I had a wonderful visit with Lori Anne Dunn Smith on Monday, and I told her about Austin. She and her husband, Chris, have just moved back to the States from a two-year missions appointment in Thailand. She did not know that Austin had died. Just know that now you have another prayer warrior on your side! Love and best wishes for a wonderful, blessed day.
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Wednesday, November 12, 2003 8:28 AM CST

Hi Tina, Just stopping by to say I am thinking of you today. Hope that work is still going great for you. Are you feeling "settled" yet? Give Meagan a hug for me.
Love, Nena
NM
- Tuesday, November 11, 2003 9:42 AM CST

Hey girl. I just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking about you and that I love you.
Jill Belcher <JHBpianonurse@msn.com>
Birmingham, AL - Sunday, November 9, 2003 10:11 PM CST

Tina, just wanted you to know that you, Austin, and Meagan have had such a positive impact on so many lives! Although I check this web site weekly, I often don't have the "right" words to express the range of emotions that I feel. I know your suffering is great and yet there is a serenity both in your words and in your eyes. I'm sure your "little man" is so proud of his mama. God bless.
Dee <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, November 8, 2003 9:47 PM CST

Tina, Someone emailed me the following story yesterday on the 5 month date of Austin going to heaven. It really touched my heart and I thought I should share it with you and all the folks who read your website. Love you, Nena

SPECIAL DELIVERY.... author unknown
Sally jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come of the operating room. She said, "how is my little boy? Is he going to be okay? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry, we did all we could." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer, doesn't God care anymore? God, where were you when my son needed you?" The surgeon said, "one of the nurses will be out in a few minutes to let you spend time with your son before he is transported to the university." Sally asked that the nurse stay with her while she said goodbye to her son. Sally ran her fingers through his thick red curly hair. The nurse said, "would you like a lock of his hair?" Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of his hair and put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. Sally said, "it was Jimmy's idea to give his body to the university for study. He said it might help somebody else and that is what he wanted. I said no at first but Jimmy said, "Mom I won't be using it after I die and maybe it will help some other little boy to be able to spend one more day with his mother." Sally said, "my Jimmy had a heart of gold, always thinking of someone else and always wanting to help others if he could." Sally walked out of the Children's Hospital for the last time now after spending most of the last 6 months there. She sat the bag with Jimmy's things in it on the seat beside of her in the car. The drive home was hard and it was even harder to go into an empty house. She took the bag to Jimmy's room and started placing the model cars and things back in his room exactly where he always kept them. She laid down across his bed and cried herself to sleep holding his pillow. Sally woke up about midnight and laying beside her on the bed was a letter folded up. She opened the letter, it said: Dear Mom, I know that you're going to miss me but don't think that I will ever forget you or stop loving you because I am not around to say I LOVE YOU... I"ll think of you everyday mom and I'll love you even more each day. Someday we will see each other again. If you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, he can have my room and my old stuff to play with. If you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things as us boys do, so you will have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like. Don't be sad when you think about me..this is really a great place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything here. The angels are so friendly and I love to watch them fly. Jesus doesn't look like any of the pictures I saw of Him but I kneew it was Him as soon as I saw Him. Jesus took me to see GOD! And guess what mom? I got to sit on GOD'S knee and talk to Him like I was somebody important. I told GOD that I wanted to write you a letter and tell you goodbye and everything, but I knew that wasn't allowed. God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter. I think Gabriel is the name of the angel that is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him about...Where was He when I needed him? God said, "The same place He was when Jesus was on the cross. He was right there as He always is with all His children." By the way Mom, nobody else can see what is written on this paper but you. To everyone else it looks like a blank piece of paper. I have to give God His pen back now. He has some more names to write in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm sure the food will be great. I almost forgot to let you know...Now I don't hurt anymore, the cancer is all gone. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me suffer the pain either, so He sent The Angel of Mercy to get me. The Angel said I was Special Delivery!!
Signed with love from,
God, Jesus, and me
NM
- Friday, November 7, 2003 5:46 PM CST

Dear Tina,
Thanks for your sweet words of wisdom. I really hope that you enjoy your new book. Someone gave it to Toby and I and we are reading it also. I pray that God will speak to you through this book. Remember that God really does have a purpose and a plan for all of His children. I know it sure seems cloudy right now but my prayer is that in time God will reveal to you all of His great plan for your life! It is very clear to all who know you that there is a great purpose for your life, Tina. You are someone who inspires and gives hope to others. It is a true blessing to know someone like you.
Please know that we are praying for you!
Maggie
Maggie Quimby <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Thursday, November 6, 2003 11:16 PM CST

Hi Tina, Thank you for continuing to post on the website. So many of us come daily to check on you and Megan and it is always good to get an update. I can't believe that you are really tackling the job of thank you notes. Those really aren't necessary but if it helps you, write when you can. None of us expect them and really hate that writing would take your time away from Meagan, studying, and just being mom...
Much love, Nena
NM
- Thursday, November 6, 2003 10:20 PM CST

Dear Tina, I think of you daily and come here at least once a day to read your thoughts. I don't sign in each time because sometimes I just don't have the words. You seem to find just the right words to comfort all of us though, you have a unique gift. We should be the ones trying to find the right words for you....I know there are none, and yet you are the one that knows just what to say to us. You are an inspiration to all of us that know you. Lots of love to you and Meagan. Take care my friend......Love, Cathi
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
- Thursday, November 6, 2003 7:45 PM CST

Dear Tina,
I continue to think of you and pray for you! You are never far from my thoughts! I love coming to this wonderful "page" to read about your amazing journey. You are incredible! May God continue to bless you!
Love,
Angel Hayes
Angel Hayes <angeldh@gulftel.com>
Robertsdale, Al Baldwin - Thursday, November 6, 2003 7:37 PM CST

We are all tinking of you still. God bless,
Jennifer, Julia, Renne and Sonja
Stem Cell Transplant Unit
Birmingham, AL USA - Thursday, November 6, 2003 5:35 PM CST

Tina,
Just wanted to let you know we are still here thinking of you and keeping you in our prayers. 5 months. A lifetime, yet a flicker. We miss you!!
Alice and Alexis <alexislindsey@caringbridge.org>
Baileyton, AL - Thursday, November 6, 2003 1:04 PM CST

Tina,
I found this poem and thought of you. A friend sent it to me when Matthew was first diagnosed.

I said a prayer for you today
And I know God must have heard
I could feel it in His presence
Although He spoke no word.

I didn't ask for wealth or fame
I knew you wouldn't mind
I asked Him to send blessings
Of a far more greater kind

I asked for happiness for you
In all things great and small
But it was for His loving care
I prayed for most of all.

Take care,
Love,
Sandy & Matthew Bothwell
Sandy Bothwell <bothwells@bellsouth.net>
Ashville, Al - Monday, November 3, 2003 5:07 PM CST

Tina,
I am sorry you had a hard weekend, but I am so glad your faith pulled you through. Taylor let about 10 Halloween ballons go up to the heavrns the other night. He gave them to Austin and Janie to share with all their new friends. He was so proud of himself when he did it and I was equally as proud and saddnend that my 2 year old understood that he had friends in heaven to share with. I hope your faith continues to comfort you and I continue to send many prayers and much love!!
Love,
Kim Watts
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, al - Monday, November 3, 2003 11:47 AM CST

Tina,
I come to your site to check on you & Meagan regularly & each time I am blessed by it. You are the strongest witness I know. I am so sorry for all Austin, you & your family has & have to endure, but I am thankful that God crossed our paths. I continue you to pray for you & your family & think of you often.
Brenda Lewis (SCTU) <bnme@att.net>
Prattville, AL USA - Monday, November 3, 2003 8:32 AM CST

Dear Tina and Meagan, I bet Meagan had a blast going trick or treating!! Such fun for everyone. Once again a holiday brought back special memories for you.... in a way that is good. What if we couldn't remember anything? I am sure that those precious memories of Austin help you get through each day. Those will remain in your heart forever and ever.
Love to both of you, Nena
NM
- Sunday, November 2, 2003 6:02 AM CST

Just wanted to say hi and let you know that you are always in my thoughts and prayers. I miss you so much. Dr. Nichole is sitting beside me and said to tell you hello also!! We love you.
Jill Belcher <JHBpianonurse@msn.com>
Birmingham, AL - Saturday, November 1, 2003 5:12 PM CST

Dear Tina, I check in often, but I'm too overwhelmed to write...I just keep praying. Your journey is not one that any of us would choose. Your faithfullness and perserverance is what we all should attempt and pray for in our own lives. You are strength.
My love and prayers for you and Megan,
Cyndi JOhnston
Cyndi Johnston <CYNDIJOHN@WORLDNET.ATT.NET>
- Saturday, November 1, 2003 2:34 AM CST

Dear Tina:

I found this the other night and I thought it was profound enough to share...

"Loss is a curious thing. It always comes with a ferocious tailwind of love and friendship that can push you through the fiercest storm, if you don't forget it...Life is good and I choose to enjoy it and live well"....Baldwin County's own Lucy (Lulu)Buffett.

I hope that you can feel that tailwind that Lulu talks about pushing you forward, helping you heal, getting you through each day.

I know Austin made a wonderful Harry Potter last year at Halloween. And I know in my heart, he's a beautiful angel this year..

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, October 31, 2003 6:37 PM CST

Thinking of you and our Little Harry Potter today.
Love Always,
Jennifer
- Friday, October 31, 2003 7:42 AM CST

Tina just thinking of you today!!!!Big HUG!!Love you, Christy
Christy <scpat@charter.net>
- Wednesday, October 29, 2003 2:59 PM CST

Dear Tina,

Just wanted you and Meagan to know how much we care and that we are still praying for you daily!
You are loved very much!!

Maggie Quimby
Maggie Quimby <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Tuesday, October 28, 2003 2:06 PM CST

TINA AND MEAGAN,
I WAS THINKING OF YA'LL. I LOVED THE LETTER TO SISSY.
I KNOW IF THERE'S A SILLY STRING FIGHT GOING ON AUSTIN AND MAY MAY ARE RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF IT.

LARRY BONNER <BONNERLARRY@NETSCAPE.NET>
VALLEY, AL - Monday, October 27, 2003 12:59 AM CST

Dear Tina and Meagan, As always each day my thoughts and prayers go out for you. We are enjoying some beautiful weather right now with the leaves turning their wonderful shades of different colors. We were in the backyard this morning and with the leaves coming down, I could just see Austin playing in a pile of them. I bet he loved to do that! We are staying busy with our visiting at the cancer center. I have now gotten so more volunteer teams to visit so now someone is there most everyday of the week. Remember how I used to go 2 or 3 times a week... well after getting so close to Austin and you, I realized that I needed to back off from getting so attached to someone. So now I just visit once a week. Just last week, a 15 yr old lost their battle with cancer... we never get used to hearing that a child has died. It touches all of us.
Hope that work is continuing to go well for you. I know that it won't be just a job but more of a ministry.
Got to run... call when you can. Love to you and Meagan,
Nena
NM
- Saturday, October 25, 2003 11:09 AM CDT

Dear Tina & Meagan, I have to tell you, I read your latest update about 5 days ago and couldn't even sign in......that was the most beautiful letter I think I have ever seen. How that must have touched you, I could just imagine. Thank you to whomever wrote it, because it came from the heart. What a special gift to have given to you. As I read it, the tears started....I can't help it, I think of Austin and the two of you EVERYDAY. He has certainly made heaven a better place and a fun place for all of the other kids. I know alot of parents who probably are so thankful to have a guardian angel there over their children. Just wanted to say hi and that I love you so very much...take care! Love, Cathi
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
- Friday, October 24, 2003 1:45 PM CDT

Tina,
Hi. I am not sure where to begin. The letter to "sissy" was so touching. Whoever wrote it knew Austin so very well. I miss you so very much. I have been meaning to write, but I just can't find the words. I love you so much and miss you more than you know. Austin is most definitly giving God and Heaven a run for their money. You are constantly in my thoughts and prayers. love always, whitney

Whitney Hudson <whitney_jay@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 9:27 PM CDT

Dear Tina - I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while, but that doesn't mean I haven't been thinking and praying for you. What a beutiful letter! It reminded me of something and I could not remember if I had ever told you what my son said to me right after I had learned of Austin's passing. I was putting him to bed that night and he asked me if I was still sad about the little boy going to heaven. I explained that I wasn't sad for the little boy because he was in the most wonderful place ever, but that I was sad for the mommy who was going to miss her little boy so much. He then informed me that I should not be so sad for the mommy because the little boy would always be looking down from heaven and could take much better care of the mommy from heaven. God's Blessings to you and yours!!
Debbie Holobaugh <dholobaugh1264@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL Baldwin - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 5:08 PM CDT

Tina, I think of you often. I know My buddy is having a blast up in heaven, sliding down rainbows how cool.. I miss you all so much. I pray that everything is going well, with school and work. GOD will continue to BLESS YOU AND YOOUR FAMILY!!!LOVE YOU Christy
Christy <scpat@charter.net>
B,ham, - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 2:32 PM CDT

Tina,
Thank you for sharing your letter with us. It sounded just like my fwend! The letter is very true.
Love Always,

Jennifer <jholliday1078@cs.com>
- Tuesday, October 21, 2003 9:19 AM CDT

Tina and Meagan:

Thanks so much for sharing this wonderful gift with us. I hope it gives you as much comfort as it did me. Whoever wrote this sure knew Austin well and has a great faith.

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 4:46 AM CDT

Tina, We continue to lift you up in prayer. Look around each day for signs that God is taking care of you and Meagan. You'll find His assurance in some of the most unlikely places. His heart is broken for you, and He will continue to provide comfort until the storm begins to lift. We love you,
The Pearsons

Leanne <ltpearson7@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, October 20, 2003 4:30 PM CDT

Dear Tina,
I have missed you so much!!! Halloween is coming up and I would love to see my fwend as Harry Potter again. He was so cute and his "bee" fwend was right there next to him having probably just as much fun too! Your last entry about the letter to "sissy" made my heart melt. The letter sounds so much like him and I know he is having a great time in heaven bouncing off those clouds and sliding down rainbows.
I hope everything is going wonderful with your new job. I don't think a better person could have that job!!! You and your family are always in my thoughts and prayers.
We miss you terribly here at Children's!!!

Tasha <tasha.heinze@chsys.org>
Bham, - Monday, October 20, 2003 11:47 AM CDT

Tina,
I opened your post this morning and cried my way through the beautiful anonymous note sent to "sissy." Thank you so much for sharing it with all of us. You are full of courage and I ask the Holy Spirit to speak blessing and comfort into yours and Meagan's hearts.
In Christ,
Cullen
Cullen Davidson <cullen.davidson@fairhopeumc.org>
- Monday, October 20, 2003 10:48 AM CDT

Tina:
Thanks so much for continuing to share will all of us. The letter to Sissy was so full of grace.

Blessings,

Gail Stevens <rstev66515@aol.comwww.caringbridge.org/al/todds>
Bham via Boston, AL - Sunday, October 19, 2003 9:15 PM CDT

WOW! That note is so cool! It gave me chill bumps. Just like the butterfly that visits me on a regular basis. I am looking very forward to our visit in a couple of weeks. I miss you my friend!
Love, Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@msn.com>
- Sunday, October 19, 2003 6:22 PM CDT

Tina,
What a special letter!! Thank you so much for sharing it w/ us!
Our thoughts and prayers are with you tonight.
Your friends,
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
- Saturday, October 18, 2003 11:20 PM CDT

When I logged on to your website this morning, I was hoping that you had updated. WOW... what a message in the letter written to Sissy. Someone who was very tuned into God and how you all were hurting, someone who knew Austin extremely well, had to have written that letter. I say "thank you from the bottom of my heart." There is such a strong message in the letter and it really blessed me...along with making me cry. But that is okay. I know that you treasure the letter so much and thank you for sharing it with us.
I think of Austin and his laughter, his courage so often. Truly he led so many of us into a closer walk with the Lord.
I hope that school and work are going okay for you and Meagan. My girls still ask me if you and Meagan are going to come spend the night. Hopefully you will come our way soon. Much love, Nena
NM
- Saturday, October 18, 2003 11:32 AM CDT

Tina -- Thinking of you on this Friday night, hoping and praying that you are well and have had a good week. Lately, every blonde-haired little boy makes me think of Austin and, subsequently, of you and Meagan. My prayers for you are the same as they have been for quite a while -- I pray for you to have peaceful days and restful nights. I know that the nights are long, and that is why my prayer for you remains the same. Just remember, Tina, that you are not walking this walk alone.
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Friday, October 17, 2003 7:17 PM CDT

Dear Tina:

I have been thinking about you and Meagan a lot the past few days..I hope you continue to feel the love of your friends surrounding you...

I read Tara's post and because there is finally, maybe a touch of fall in the air, it does take me back to this time last year...It's hard to believe Austin left us over four months ago and that this time last year we were so very frightened but also so very full of hope...

Our fear is gone because we know Austin is in a safe place. A beautiful place where there is no such thing as leukemia; but our hope remains in our hearts because we know that somewhere in Birmingham, Memphis, Houston and any other number of cities there are families who need us to be hopeful that a cure for this awful disease will be found...We must never lose hope.

"When you are going through hell, keep going.." Sir Winston Churchill

We love you.
Kim <KMatth36242@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, October 15, 2003 5:51 PM CDT

Dear Tina,
Just thinking of you tonight!Just hoping that you and Meagan are doing OK and that your new job is still going good. My mother brought me your picture that was in the paper. You inspire me in many ways! Just as the article says.....You are a true survivor!!!
I love you, Tina
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, AL USA - Tuesday, October 14, 2003 10:39 PM CDT

Tina you don't know me but I am a Friend of Tara's and been following your journey for quite some time and I must say you have a very strong faith and a loving support group.M ay the Lord shine his ever loving light on you and your family for ever more.
John Johnson <johnj8@charter.net>
Auburn, Al. U.S.A. - Tuesday, October 14, 2003 8:04 PM CDT

Good morning Cutie Pie--
When I was flying out of Pensacola last week, I couldn't stop thinking about our trip to Disney. The plane ride, the excitement of Disney, the "excitement" of trying to coerce the Little Man to take his Potassium at midnight....the play the he and May May correographed for us...the trips through 4 drive thru fast food restaurants to find the right chicken strips for him (we failed miserably at that one!)...and our trip home in the van back to "Wonkaland" when he said that he was never going to get married b/c he was going to stay with you forever. I remember every moment, every conversation, every sound, every tear, every laugh....and every temper tantrum. For a moment, I was back at Disney...praying for a miracle. Perhaps we did get a miracle...Hugs and Big Wet Labrador Kisses-
Aunt Tara <holytara2002@aol.com>
Pensacola, - Monday, October 13, 2003 9:52 AM CDT

Just checking in to tell you and Meagan that I love you and am still praying for you. I do pray that somehow the sun shines a little brighter for you each day and that everyday will have one moment of pure happiness for you and Meagan. Hopefully the day will come when you can think about Austin and the wonderful memories without it crushing your heart.
I love you my friend, Nena
NM
- Sunday, October 12, 2003 5:10 PM CDT

Tina,
Thinking about you. You are in my prayers.

Michelle Wilson
- Saturday, October 11, 2003 9:33 PM CDT

Hi Tina, My prayers are still coming & I hope that one day very soon, that ache is going to fade & be replaced with constant laughter & good memories that feel good!!! I miss seeing Meagan in the halls at school, but next year when Zack goes to the Intermediate School, I'll be able to see her more! Hope you are really enjoying your new home & work. This, I know is a big plus in your life, then to come home to Meagan, both of you are so great!! Have a wonderful week...Love to the both of you..Lisa
Lisa Salter <junelg@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL USA - Saturday, October 11, 2003 9:18 PM CDT

Hey my sweet friend. I miss you so much. My heart breaks for you and Meagan. Looking forward to seeing you soon. Rhonda
Rhonda Smith <rcs9200@msn.com>
Helena, aL USA - Saturday, October 11, 2003 12:04 AM CDT

Thinking of you and Meagan today and just wanted to say I love you both. I hope your days are getting a little easier to bear. How are things going on the homefront? I know Meagan loves her new room and neighborhood. Hope there are lots and lots of kids for her to play with. Still liking the job? I know they are THRILLED to have you there, they couldn't ask for a better person for that job. You were sent there for a reason....only someone that has lived through what you have could get another person through the tough times. You are an angel.........take care. Lots of love, Cathi
Cathi
- Thursday, October 9, 2003 3:59 PM CDT

Tina, my heart still breaks for you. I just want you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers and in my heart. I was working on my scrapbook of my patients last night and right now I'm in the middle of completing Austin's page. I miss that sweet smile and precious voice. I will continue to lift you up to our precious Lord for comfort and strength to make it through each day. I love you and miss you so much.
Jill Belcher <JHBpianonurse@msn.com>
Birmingham, AL - Thursday, October 9, 2003 8:40 AM CDT

Hey Bakers,

WoW it has been way to long since I have come to this website! It feels good to come to it! Well I just wanted to tell you about Monday night! I was with my pledge class and we all had to bring something that meant the world to us and something we cannot live without, Well I brought my picture of Austin and I on my graduation night! I told all my pledge sister's about the greatest man I have ever known and that was my Austin! I miss him so much! Austin touched so many lifes Monday night! There was so much I wanted to tell you Blue Lake, but I am sorry it is still so hard for me to see you and Meagan without him. It just makes my heart break over and over again. I can't stand it I just want him to be here with you! I pray for you and Meagan every night! Latley I have really realized what God wants me to do with my life, He wants me to be a doctor to childern who have cancer and after I do my basics here at Troy I am going to transfer to a better pre med school. I have my heart set on this and all this is because of Austin. He had such and impact on my life. I loved him so much! I wish that I could just go back to the time where him and Meagan would come running into the coffee shop every day wanting icecream, cookie Dough!!!! He was an amazing person. I just wish I could be there for you and help you through this time, just know I am praying for you! The day before he died when I was in Costa Rica, I had a dream about him and he was running and I was trying to take pictures of him because I remember him being so happy in the dream and then he gave me a hug and smiled that big Austin smile, I then I could not see him anymore and then I woke up, I think God gave me this dream the night before he died to prepare me and to show me that he was completely healed and having a blast running and being free of cancer. I have wanted to share that dream with you for a while but I just didn't know how. I shared it with a lot of people who where in Costa Rica with me. I am thankful for that last image I had of him, running happy!! I remember the night I spent with him before I left for Costa Rica it was so hard for me to leave because I knew it would be my last time to see him, but God gave me a peace then and I just pray that he will give you that same peace. I love you and Meagan so much. May God be with you always!!

In Christ,
Jessica Calhoun <Jcalhoun24506@troyst.edu>
Troy, AL - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 7:38 PM CDT

Praying for strength and comfort to carry you through the difficult times.
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 4:36 AM CDT

Tina,
My heart feels so heavy for you tonight. I sure wish I was magic and that I could wipe out all of the pain you are feeling. Please know that you are loved so very much. You are a blessing to all of us who know you.
We pray for you, Meagan and Austin every day. Just remember that God promises in His word that you will see Austin again!! What a wonderful reunion that will be!
We are here for you any time you need us.
Love,
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, AL USA - Monday, October 6, 2003 10:18 PM CDT

Sorry that I haven't been able to sign on lately. My mother has been in the hospital since last Monday for the 3rd time since May. And she always wants me there 24/7. Just got her back to the assisted living facility this afternoon. Anyway, my thoughts have often turned to you and Meagan. I am praying that each day will bring a reason to smile, laugh and that all memories will be good. I love you, Nena
NM
- Monday, October 6, 2003 6:23 PM CDT

Thanks for the updates, Tina. I find myself checking the site quite often and am relieved when I see your words. Your expressions of your feelings let us all know that you are moving forward and learning to live your new life. My prayer is still that your nights will be peaceful and full of some much-needed rest. May God continue to bless you and Meagan in your new home.
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Monday, October 6, 2003 2:32 PM CDT

I am thinking and praying for you today as I am everyday. I can not imagine your pain. I can not believe it has been 4 months since I saw you last. I miss you and our talks. I wish you peace and strength. I love you!!!
Kim Watts
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
MC CALLA, Al - Monday, October 6, 2003 10:00 AM CDT

Tina,
The quilt is precious. It definitely describes Austin. Missing you, Austin, and Meagan.
Love Always,

Jennifer
- Monday, October 6, 2003 8:45 AM CDT

It's so good to hear from you eventhough your down. We expect that and will for a long time. If you weren't sad and down, you wouldn't be normal.....and we KNOW you are! I hope and pray that times get better for you and Meagan. It won't be easy, you knew that with the diagnosis, but you held strong through it and came through with grace. You held up better than anyone ever even imagined. I want to hear some more about your new job....how are things going there? We keep the all of you in our prayers everyday and will continue to do so. I need you to post your new mailing address on the home page when you get time. Take care and remember we love you both so very much! Cathi
Cathi
- Monday, October 6, 2003 8:33 AM CDT

Tina, I am hoping that your darker days will soon pass. You have lost more than I can imagine, but somewhere deep in there is a Morris trait that I have seen more than once.
Keep looking for all the good things, you have so much. My thougths and prayers and millions of others are with you daily.

Love
Eva
- Monday, October 6, 2003 5:32 AM CDT

Hi Tina:

It was good to talk to you this week. I think about you everyday and wish I could make the days easier for you. You continue to amaze and inspire all of us with your courage and grace.

"People are like stained glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light from within." Elizabeth Kubler-Ross

Thank you for sharing your light with us. We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, October 4, 2003 8:23 PM CDT

I feel this quote pretty much describes how you and other parents of kids facing, winning or loosing this battle against childhood cancer.....
"I know God won't give me anything I can't handle. I just wish he didn't trust me so much." Mother Teresa

My thoughts and prayers are constantly with you my friend!
Love, Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@msn.com>
- Friday, October 3, 2003 9:20 AM CDT

Tina,
Just wanted you to know that you and Meagan are in my thoughts at this very moment. You are right Tina, Blue Lake is very beautiful and special. Every time I think of "My Walk to Emmaus", I think of Blue Lake and YOU!!!!!!!

I love you! Hang in there!!!!
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, AL USA - Thursday, October 2, 2003 10:41 PM CDT

I think of you, Tina and Meagan, and of Austin hundreds of times in a day. I have a picture of Austin and I (when I gave him his cape) on my binder for school. Not a day goes by that someone doesn't ask me who your precious child is. And not a day goes by that I don't smile and remember everything that truly made Austin one-of-a-kind. I pray for you everytime I think of you (and as I said, that is hundreds of times in a day.) :-) I love you.
Amber
Amber Luchterhand http://www.caringbridge.org/al/amber <ambersue10@yahoo.com>
Gardendale, AL USA - Thursday, October 2, 2003 4:39 PM CDT

Tina:

I just wanted you and Mae Mae to know that I'm thinking about your and wishing you peace in your heart today.

Take care.
Kim <KMatth36242@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, October 1, 2003 12:08 AM CDT

Thinking of you and missing you. Love Always, Rhonda
Rhonda Smith <rcs9200@msn.com>
Helena, Al USA - Tuesday, September 30, 2003 7:58 PM CDT

I am praying your weekend at the camp was a great experience for both you and Meagan. I know it was hard to be there without Austin. FYI...I have named this blue and purple butterfly (the one I was telling you about on the phone)...Scooby. Every time I go outside to piddle in the yard (which as been a lot lately due to the beautiful weather) this butterfly follows me around. Call me crazy, but I still think it is Austin playing with me...so I hence dubbed the butterfly "Scooby". What do you think the neighbors think when they see me talking to this butterfly named Scooby??? Another FYI....don't care, I love it! I found myself dancing around with it today. This is someting I can definitely see you and Meagan doing also.
Smiles and Hugs!!!
Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@msn.com>
- Sunday, September 28, 2003 9:36 PM CDT

Sending lots of hugs and love your way.
Love you, Nena
P.S.... check your email

NM
- Sunday, September 28, 2003 11:49 AM CDT

Tina, I haven't had time to get online much. Between work and spending all the precious time I can with Josh I don't see the computer much. I am usually crawling out of Josh's bed right into mine every night. I miss you, I miss your smiling face and your laugh. You have tought me so much about that precious time. I cherish every minute I get with Josh and Sam. I can't even begin to know how hard all this is for you I can only imagine and that tears me apart inside. I pray for you all the time you are so precious. Anytime you are lonely you can call me. I wish you lived closer. well actually I wish I lived closer then I would be closer to the beach too..... Please know you are not forgotten here in B,ham we all misss and love you!!!!Keep in touch my friend...I Love You
Christy <scpat@charter.net>
- Saturday, September 27, 2003 10:40 PM CDT

Dear Tina,
I continue to think of you and Meagan often. I hope that all is going well for the two of you this weekend. You are such an inspiration to so many people! I admire your strength and courage so much! You simply amaze me!

Thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers,
Angel Hayes

Angel Hayes <angeldh@gulftel.com>
Robertsdale, Al Baldwin - Saturday, September 27, 2003 6:24 PM CDT

Tina

I just want you to know how much i love you and that i will always be by your side. SOrry that i havent seen you in awhile. I just want you to know i feel the same pain to.
Tell meagan how much i love her. Love yall so so uch
Annabell
Anna <annabel1309@yahoo.com>
Point, Al - Friday, September 26, 2003 11:48 PM CDT

I am thinking of you and missing you. Love Always, Rhonda
rhonda smith <rcs9200@msn.com>
Helena, Al USA - Friday, September 26, 2003 1:29 PM CDT

Thinking of you today and everyday. Sending love and prayers as usual. I miss you and love you. Take care of you...
Love,
Kim Watts
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
MC CALLA, Al - Friday, September 26, 2003 9:40 AM CDT

As I was having my walk last night, I thanked God for your courage, your faith and your ability to go forward. I thanked God for Austin, who has given us all beautiful memories. I asked God to be with you and Meagan and I asked Him to put his arms around you both when you feel low and lonely. I don't think time heals all wounds. I think time helps us to deal with them in a positive way. My heart breaks when I read your downtime journals; but, then, I realize how much you have grown just to accept all of this and how much you have grown from one journal writing to another. I think these downtimes are realistic and part of the healing process. Tina and Meagan, I'm so proud of you both. I tell all my friends about your strong faith and courage. You have truly been an inspiration to me.
Millie Caughron <gmcuaghron@aol.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Friday, September 26, 2003 9:08 AM CDT

Tina:

I'm so glad you called me last night...My heart breaks for you knowing the pain you are in and I feel so helpless because I know words are of so little comfort...

Never, ever doubt that you did not do enough for Bucky..He is the luckiest little boy to have you as his Mom...We all wonder why our prayers for complete healing and perfect health were not answered..But sometimes, God's answers are not revealed to us until much later when we are truly able to understand them...

Your anger and questions about your faith are perfectly normal emotions and I believe that God expects us to question him..You are a brave woman to be able to express them here...Many people would not have that much courage..

Your faith and your friends who truly love you will never let you down...

Take care today...We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, September 25, 2003 4:22 AM CDT

Tina,
Can't begin to tell you how special and loved you are.
Dee <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
- Wednesday, September 24, 2003 7:46 PM CDT

Hey Tina. I know you have good days and not so good days but continue to cling to the Lord. He will continue to pick you up when you are down. I pray for you and Meagan everyday. God Bless!!!
Christy <www.caringbridge.org/al/ally>
Northport, AL - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 3:36 PM CDT

Tina,
Just a note to let you know I'm still here praying for you and thinking of you daily. Hang on. Love ya,girl!
Alice <caringbridge.org/al/alexislindsey>
- Wednesday, September 24, 2003 11:30 AM CDT

Hey girls! Wanted to check in on you two. Mom and Floyd took Ray and I to eat last night at David's and guess who was there....Big R and Barbara. I finally got to see him after about 20 something years. He was walking in when we drove around to park and I didn't even recognize him. it was so good to see him. He took my hand and said.....You know, I think about you all the time. I thought, yeah, you probably remember all those crazy things Tina and I did when we were teens! He got to meet Katie, but she's so shy, she just smiled at him and that was it! Hope things are going well for the both of you. Tell us how Meagan is doing in school. I know she has TONS of friends just like her mom always did. Hope you have a great afternoon...love to Meagan. Love you! Cathi
Cathi
- Wednesday, September 24, 2003 11:12 AM CDT

Dear Tina,
Although you can no longer touch him, you know he was here. Although you can no longer see him, you know he was real.
As a Mommy he will forever be yours...with you as his Mommy he can forever be ours.
The way that you live your life is a direct reflection of your love for Austin and God's love for us all.
What a gift to those of us fortunate to know you and be allowed to walk the journey with you through this website of prayer.
From my heart to yours,
Cyndi Johnston
Cyndi Johnston
Daphne, Al - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 11:47 PM CDT

Tina, my computer has been down for a couple of days so I am just now getting to check on you. NEVER...NEVER question that your prayers didn't make the difference in whether Austin lived. We will never in this life understand why some prayers are answered and others are not. You were worthy of a miracle and I don't understand why it did not come after all the prayers over this country being offered up for Austin's healing. God had other plans and Austin accomplished more in his six years than most elderly adults do when their time on earth is finished. Hang on to the tremendous love that God has for you and Meagan. One day, we will know the reason Austin's life was so short. I know all this does not ease your pain. I wish there was something I could say that would help. Just know that we love you and Meagan and we are continuing to pray for you. Give me a call.... I wish we could sit with our cups of coffee and just visit. Love to both, Nena
NM
- Tuesday, September 23, 2003 11:13 PM CDT

Hi Tina, I am praying for that aweful ache to go away. You deserve to wake up feeling wonderful!! You are so, so special!! I have been in the hospital enough to know how much I depend on the PCT's. The patients are so fortunate to have you there for them. I wish I could have had you while I was there. Take care, Love on Meagan for me, give Rose a hug...Love to you all, Lisa Salter
Lisa Salter <junelg@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL USA - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 5:41 PM CDT

HI TINA,
MEAGAN BONNER'S DAD HERE.JUST A QUICK LINE TO SAY WE ARE THINKING OF YA'LL. GLAD YOU ARE SETTLED INTO YOUR NEW HOUSE.HOPE THE NURSING IS GOING GOOD.I KNOW YOU WILL MAKE A GREAT ONE.DR. BERKOW SAID IF KIM WENT TO NURSING SCHOOL THEY SHOULD KNOCK A YEAR OFF WITH ALL SHE LEARNED AT CHILDREN'S. I THINK THEY SHOULD DO THE SAME FOR YOU!
YOU ARE IN OUR PRAYERS.
larry bonner
VALLEY, AL - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 12:42 AM CDT

Good Morning,
Thinking of you, Meagan, and my fwend.
Love Always,
Jennifer
- Tuesday, September 23, 2003 7:26 AM CDT

Tina,

Never, ever question your faith or your prayers!! As a mother you prayed and willed your child to be healed more than ALL of the people that prayed for him combined!!! Always believe that. Your child had a mission on this earth. As painful as it is, it was short, but tremendous! He touched so, so many! And for that we are all grateful. I am truly grateful for having known him! I know you miss him terribly, as many others do too. But no one can even begin to feel your hurt! I pray for you daily! Please call me any time day or night. I am here for you my friend!
Love to you, Meagan, and to my buddy Austin!
Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@msn.com>
- Monday, September 22, 2003 9:14 PM CDT

Tina,
I think of you & Maegan often. You are still in my prayers. I wish I could take the hurt away or bring Austin back. We have lots of fond memories of Austin. Thanks for sharing him with us.
Brenda Lewis(SCTU) <bnme@att.net>
Prattville, AL USA - Monday, September 22, 2003 8:43 PM CDT

Hi TIna,
I hope things are going well for you and Meagan and the new house. I am sending lots of love and prayers your way. I miss you...
Love,
Kim and Taylor Watts
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
MC CALLA, Al - Monday, September 22, 2003 4:29 PM CDT

The hospital is so lucky to have a person like you, Tina. You are so caring and giving and I think it's great that your there! I am so glad the move went well and Meagan loves it. How are all the hampsters?
We all miss you, Austin, and Meagan so much here at Children's. Know that I think and pray for you all the time and wish time could heal faster for you and your family.
God Bless you and good luck at the hospital and with your new home!!!
Love and miss you always
Tasha
Bham, - Monday, September 22, 2003 2:31 PM CDT

Now Tina, it is time for you to update all of us. I know you are so busy right now but I do worry about you. Hope all is well for you and Meagan. Love, Nena
NM
- Sunday, September 21, 2003 9:41 PM CDT

Just checking in to say we love you and Meagan. Hope that the new job and move has not overwhelmed you. Continue to take each day as it comes. You will make it!!! Give Meagan a kiss for me. Love, Nena
NM
- Friday, September 19, 2003 4:43 PM CDT

HELLO TINA AND MEAGAN, HOPE YOUR ENJOYING THE NEW HOUSE AND THE JOB. WE SURE MISS YOU ON HERE AND MISS YOUR WONDERFUL THOUGHTS AND UPDATES, BUT KNOW THAT YOU ARE VERY BUSY THESE DAYS. KEEP US UPDATED EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE! lOTS OF LOVE TO ALL OF YOU....LOVE, CATHI
CATHI
- Friday, September 19, 2003 12:43 AM CDT

Tina, it is so very good to hear from you this morning. I am happy that you are settled in your new home. It sounds like you and Meagan are doing great there.

I am happy that you are liking your new job. I think it is wonderful that you can do that. I know the session on death and dying must have been very painful for you. It might be a little soon for you to go thru that particular training period. But just think, you have had the experience first hand. Only those who have experienced it really know what it is like. I know you must have been a source of knowledge for those who have not experienced it.
Even though it was difficult and your ship sank, the others could see the reality of it all. What a blessing you have become to other people.

I have just started Dr. Charles Stanley's new book about peace within. He talks about always remembering God is in control. By nature I am a worrier. I'm trying to let some of his words sink in. You have helped me in that area also.
I admire your faith and your strength. I admire the fact that you are willing and able to just jump in and make some new and positive things happen in yours and Meagan's life.

We still care and we still pray for you and Meagan. (By the way, how are the hamsters?}
Millie Caughron <gmcuaghron@aol.com>
KNoxville, TN USA - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 9:01 AM CDT

Tina and Meagan:

New house, new friends, new job, new school year...That's a lot to take on at once especially when you are very fragile.

Continue to take one day at a time and put one foot in front of the other...It's okay to have bad days and sad times..that is part of your healing process..What you are going to be able to give back to others through your care and compassion (not to mention those beautiful smiles) will be a blessing to so many others and a wonderful legacy to Austin...

Take care. We'll talk to you soon. We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 7:38 AM CDT

Tina, I'm so glad to read your update! I'm glad the move went very smoothly. You are going to be the most incredible nurse. I am so proud of you. I will say a prayer for you to feel God's peace and comfort. I'm sorry orientation was rough. I love you.
Jill Belcher <JHBpianonurse@msn.com>
Birmingham, AL - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 10:16 PM CDT

WOW... the poem Linda sent was wonderful. It truly was sent from Austin. He was certainly a little boy who made his mark on this world. And those of us who had the wonderful privilege of knowing him will never be the same because of that experience. He will forever be in my heart!!
Hope that this has been a good week for you. Know that I love and pray for you and Meagan. Give her a kiss for me.
Love, Nena
NM
- Tuesday, September 16, 2003 10:47 AM CDT

Tina, thinking of you always!!!ii continue to pray for your strengh that never ceases to amaze me. (I wish I had it sometimes) I am so glad you have had so much support in your move and new JOB. You are blessed with your caring tender sprit you will be one of those very special "Nurses" that will touch peoples lives and it makes everything worth it. I know you will be a great NURSE. I miss you and hope you have a wonderful week!!!!LOVE YOU
Christy
- Monday, September 15, 2003 10:14 PM CDT

jUST WANTED TO CHECK IN ON BOTH OF YOU TODAY. HOPE YOU HAVE HAD A GREAT WEEK END AND I HOPE YOUR ENJOYING YOUR NEW JOB! I KNOW YOU ARE GREAT AT IT...HOW LUCKY THE HOSPITAL AND THE PATIENTS ARE TO HAVE SUCH A WONDERFUL, CARING PERSON ON THEIR STAFF. TAKE CARE AND HAVE A GREAT DAY TODAY! LOVE, CATHI
CATHI
- Monday, September 15, 2003 10:13 AM CDT

Remember Me

Remember me in quiet days
While raindrops whisper on your pane.
But in your memories have no grief,
Let just the joy we knew remain.

Remember me when evening stars
Look down on you with steadfast eyes.
Remember if once you wake
To catch a glimpse of red sunrise.

And when your thoughts do turn to me,
Know that I would not have you cry.
But live for me and laugh for me,
When you are happy, so am I.

Remember an old joke we shared;
Remember me when spring walks by.
Think once of me when you are glad
And while you live, I shall not die.

Author Unknown

I read this on another website and it reminded me so much of Austin. I could hear him speaking these words. I miss you my friend, and am so sorry we keep missing each other on the phone! I pray for you daily!

Love, Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@msn.com>
- Sunday, September 14, 2003 9:27 PM CDT

Glad to see you back online and that your move went smoothly.
Hang in there, take things one at a time.
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Sunday, September 14, 2003 2:04 PM CDT

I have had you on my heart for a couple of days... so when that happens, I just pray for you. Hopefully you are okay and are getting adjusted to the long work days and trying to be a mom after working hours are over. I told my girls that you all might come up sometime so now they are bugging me about when you are coming...never should have mentioned it until a date was set. Seriously, they would love to see Meagan and have her spend the night with them. Perhaps one day you all can make the trip. Love to both of you, Nena
NM
- Friday, September 12, 2003 2:32 PM CDT

Tina, I miss you...just a note to let you know you are loved and thought of Austin. Love Always, Rhonda
P.S. when reveiwing this I noticed I wrote Austin instead of often...I just could not bring myself to correct it. I miss my Harry Potter.
Rhonda Smith <rcs9200@msn.com>
Helena, Al USA - Thursday, September 11, 2003 6:10 PM CDT

A brown cow huh?? I'm not going to ask:) I am sending lots of love and prayers your way. I am so glad you are loving our new home and new job. You are amazing!!!
Love,
Kim Watts
kim www.taylorwatts.org
McCalla, AL - Thursday, September 11, 2003 12:29 AM CDT

Tina, deep cuts take so much more time to heal than just superficial ones. Your cut has been deep, sometimes almost to the point of cutting you in half, but you are mending. In the end what will remain is a scar, it will fade but never go away. My prayers are with you daily. I am happy you had such a smooth move. My fiend with Breast CA has just had a PET scan(whole body) to see is any of those little boogers are showing up anywhere. I pray for her and other friends who are battling daily with this dread disease. Please keep them in your prayers too.
Eva
- Thursday, September 11, 2003 5:49 AM CDT

YEAH...the computer is back up and you had a minute to update. Honestly, all of us out here in cyberspace check on you and Meagan daily and it was so wonderful to see an update tonight. Hang in there girl... I know that you are going to have some tough moments as you deal with other patients, families, etc. Just going through the training must be hard for you. But you can do it!! The staff at Thomas are going to be so thankful that you have become a part of their hospital. And you will be so good for all the patients. Not many people could work with others with the empathy that you have for them. God has put you there for a reason and He will walk with you during the tough places. We will continue to pray for you and Meagan. Love, Nena
NM
- Wednesday, September 10, 2003 10:29 PM CDT

I miss you my friend. Sorry we keep missing each other on the phone! I think of you all the time and am constantly praying for peace of mind in your life.
Lots of love to you and Meagan,
I too, am mising my friend Austin!
Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@mindspring.com>
- Wednesday, September 10, 2003 9:35 PM CDT

A BROWN COW???? NOW WHEN DID THIS COME INTO PLAY FOR YOUR FUTURE?! I KNOW IT MUST HAVE BEEN AFTER ALAN BECAUSE THERE IS NO WAY HE WOULD HAVE ANY COW, BROWN OR ANY COLOR IN HIS YARD!!!! THIS MUST HAVE BEEN A CHILDHOOD FANTASY! I AM SO GLAD THAT THE MOVE WENT WELL AND YOU ARE LOVING YOUR JOB. I KNOW THEY LOVE YOU JUST AS MUCH. I KNOW YOU ARE THE QUEEN OF THOMAS HOSPITAL. JUST KNOWING THAT PEOPLE THERE ARE CARING AND LOVING HELPS YOUR SITUATION. I KNOW YOU ARE GOING TO HELP FAMILIES THERE GET THROUGH TOUGH TIMES JUST LIKE YOU ARE DOING. YOU CAN ALL HELP EACH OTHER. YOU ARE GOING TO BREAK AT TIMES, THIS HAS TO BE A NORMAL PART OF THE GRIEVEING PROCESS. I DON'T THINK ANYONE'S LIFE HAS TURNED OUT AS THEY "PLANNED", BUT IT IS HERE AND YOU HAVE TO LIVE IT AS IT IS GIVEN TO YOU. IF ALL THE PATIENTS THERE CAN SEE WHAT YOU HAVE LIVED THROUGH AND THAT YOU ARE A SURVIVOR, THEY WILL ALSO BE SURVIVORS. YOU ARE WONDERFUL, AND I HOPE AND PRAY FOR YOU AND MEAGAN DAILY. HERE'S TO HAPPIER DAYS FOR ALL OF YOUR FAMILY. LOTS OF LOVE! CATHI
Cathi
- Wednesday, September 10, 2003 7:46 PM CDT

Tina,
I am thinking of you. Ann Hayes told me that she is going to be your new neighbor accross the street!! She will be moving in at the end of the month. I hope your move went well. Let me know if I can help with anything.
love,

Michelle <mkladybug4@aol.com>
- Wednesday, September 10, 2003 2:32 PM CDT

Tina -- Just checking on you and Meagan. I hope that things are going well as you get adjusted to your new home and new job. Please keep in mind that there are many of us who think of and pray for you daily.
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 12:56 AM CDT

Hey Tina and Meagan,
I've been thinking of you two and hope everything went well with the move. I cannot believe you have that many hampsters!! I know Austin is laughing right now about that!
I just wanted to say hello and send big hugs your way.
I constantly think about you and your family and I am lifting you all up in prayers.
God Bless you and I hope you are doing well.
Love and miss you,
Tasha
Bham, AL - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 8:24 AM CDT

Tina,
Iam so glad about your new job! I pray that you will enjoy your work and I know that everyone you meet will be thankful that Thomas Hospital has a nurse like you!
Love you bunches!
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, AL USA - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 10:04 PM CDT

Hey Tina and Meagan,
I hope the move went well. I am sure Meagan has her room all set up!
How is the new job? I know you are doing wonderful. You will bring smiles to many families.
Love Always,
Jennifer
- Tuesday, September 9, 2003 4:15 PM CDT

Tina,
How exciting. I know you are busy and I hope all is well and you are getting settled in.
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
- Tuesday, September 9, 2003 11:08 AM CDT

To Tinas friends and family

My name is Anna ,Tinas niece. I talked to Tina yesterdady about an update and she told me to write one.
She is sorry that she hasnt update but will soon when she completely settled in her new house. Tina is still going through a hard time, its just taking time. Some good news to share, She has a new Job at Thomas Hopstil helping sick people, she is kinda a nurse and she loves it. I am so happy for her, i just hate that she has to work long hours. Guess it is a good thing she busy. Please keep Meagan and Tina in your prays because its still a struggle.

Sincerly
Anna
Anna D'Olive <annabel1309@yahoo.com>
Point Clear, Al Blawin - Monday, September 8, 2003 11:15 PM CDT

I hope the move went well and that you and Meagan are enjoying your new home! I was just thinking of you and wanted to say hi! Love you and miss you!
Jill Belcher <JHBpianonurse@msn.com>
Birmingham, AL - Monday, September 8, 2003 12:47 AM CDT

Tina,
Just praying for you and Meagan tonight and asking God to surround you w/ His love and grace!
We love you,
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, AL USA - Sunday, September 7, 2003 10:54 PM CDT

It was so WONDERFUL to talk to you when you called on
Friday. I know everyone is anxious for you to get your computer upacked, up and running so you can update the website. I know you must be overwhelmed with all there is to do right now. Getting everything upacked and in the right place, then starting a new job, getting Meagan settled into school.... lady...you have a full plate (as my granny used to say). It was so good to hear your voice and spend time with you. Have missed you and Meagan so much. Please give her a hug and kiss for me. My granddaughters are counting on her coming for a spend the night party soon!! Love to both, Nena
NM
- Sunday, September 7, 2003 6:00 PM CDT

Hey Tina, I miss you I hope you are getting moved in and comfy in your new home. (with all your hamsters)hahaha just had to mention them. I think of you often. sending you a big hug!!!
Christy <scpat@charter.net>
- Sunday, September 7, 2003 10:54 AM CDT

Okay... fill the rest of us in on the latest news about a job, the move, how school is going for Meagan, etc. It sounds like you are making great strides in getting settled and now going back to work. Are you still planning on starting to school in January? Think of you often..
Love to both of you, Nena
NM
- Thursday, September 4, 2003 11:20 AM CDT

Thinking of you everyday....WHAT'S THE NEW JOB????? I thought you were going back to school.....FILL US IN! Hope things are going well in the new house! Take care of each other and I will anxiously be awaiting an update!!!!! Love to all of you....Cathi
Cathi
- Wednesday, September 3, 2003 8:55 PM CDT

Dear Bakers:

I thought about you today. I know starting a new job is tough and it will take you a few days to get your bearing --wondering how you will get it all done...Just do what you've been doing the past few months..put one foot in front of the other...focus on getting through today..Keeping the faith..Soon it will all fall in place..all of the boxes will eventually be unpacked and life will return to a new kind of normal...

Can't wait to see the new house...Take care..We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 8:09 PM CDT

I am thinking about you and praying for you today as you start this new job.

"Be strong and of good courage. Be not afraid, neither be dismayed, for the Lord, your God is with you wherever you go." Joshua 1:9

Love, Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@msn.com>
- Tuesday, September 2, 2003 12:14 AM CDT

Hey Bakers,
I just had to write and say hey!!! I hope the move went good! I miss you guys a lot, but I am having a blast here! It is so much fun and very busy! God is just putting me right where he wants me. Oh I am babysitting at the First Baptist church here in Troy and there is a little boy who reminds me so much of Austin, he has that bleach blonde hair and he is just as wild as Austin too! I miss him so much, but I know he is always with me where ever I go. Well I am praying for you guys and I hope school is going good for Meagan. Give her a big bear hug from me. Well I love you all lots! May God bless you today and every day.

God's Love Endures Forever,
Jessica Calhoun <jcalhoun24506@troyst.edu>
Troy, AL - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 11:52 AM CDT

Good evening Tina, Just wanted to say I hope your first day on the job goes beautifully! Those are some fortunate patients at Thomas today who are in your care. Love,
Gayle <gayle@altmayerltd.com>
Daphne, AL - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 11:38 AM CDT

Good Morning-
Just checking in. I check often and think not to write b/c I will call and leave a message. I miss you- call me and I'll come help unpack.
Love you tons! 990-7491
Anna <warringtons@bellsouth.net>
- Tuesday, September 2, 2003 7:38 AM CDT

Just checking to see if you guys got moved ok. I figured someone would have updated us on your progress! Hope all went smoothly and your getting settled. I wish for you happy memories in your new home. Will check back at a later time to see if you got your computer hooked up. Love you lots! Cathi
Cathi
- Monday, September 1, 2003 10:04 PM CDT

Hi Tina and Meagan... I guess this is the hardest Labor Day you all have ever spent!!! Bet you have been unpacking box after box and moving the furniture all around. Just wanted you to know that I was thinking about you. Don't get too tired...the boxes will wait!! Love you, Nena
NM
Bham, - Monday, September 1, 2003 5:05 PM CDT

Hi Tina,

OH my!!! Seventeen baby hamsters...well I am sure Austin is certainly enjoying that.

I hope the move is/was 'smooth' for you, Meagan, and the crew of hamsters.

You are all still in my thoughts and prayers.

Hugs,
Quilting Angel Cheryl <AnonymousQuilter@aol.com>
- Saturday, August 30, 2003 12:06 AM CDT

Tina! Isn't it wonderful you can see the love of God in the birth of baby Hamsters! 17 at that! I guess I'm going to have to re-think next time Bobby asks if he can have a hamster...

How exciting to move to a new home...I know the old one will be missed with all the memories, but look to the new memories you and Meagan (and "Fertile Mertle") can create at your new home.

Thinking of you often. You're always in my prayers.

Love,

Dolly
Dolly Banks <dollybfit@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, August 29, 2003 5:27 PM CDT

Tina, I hope moving day goes well. I miss you and think of you so often!
Jill Belcher <JHBpianonurse@msn.com>
B'ham, AL - Friday, August 29, 2003 2:10 PM CDT

Wanted to wish you all the best today with your big move! I know your emotions are probably somewhere in between right now. Moving from the old house where lots of old memories lie, to the new one where you will make more happy memories. Austin is guiding you and Meagan along the way. I hope his presence is felt all around you in your new home. How did the babies make the move? Hope all is well with Meagans new sideline business! I love the fertyl Myrtle remark you made! Take care of each other and have a great day! Love, Cathi
Cathi
- Friday, August 29, 2003 11:23 AM CDT

Well, the big day is here. Take it slow and try to enoy all you can of the move. I love to be settled in my new house, but I hate the actual act of moving. You remain in my prayers.
Love,
Kim Watts
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
MC CALLA, al - Friday, August 29, 2003 11:03 AM CDT

Hi Tina and Meagan....
HAPPY MOVING DAY!!!
Thinking and praying for you,
Love, Nena
NM
Bham, - Friday, August 29, 2003 8:23 AM CDT

Moving Day is Here!!! I wish you strength, courage, and lots of laughter. Sure wish I was there!
Love,
Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@msn.com>
- Friday, August 29, 2003 7:52 AM CDT

I loved talking to you yesturday. I love you and miss you so much. Good Luck with the hampsters!!!!I know Austin is rolling on the ground laughing about those babies...call me anytime.Christy
Christy <scpat@charter.net>
- Thursday, August 28, 2003 3:23 PM CDT

Morning Tina,
17 new babies!!! Wow, Oreo needs a cage to herself. I can just see Austin bursting with laughter!!! I know with the move upon you, that you are probably overwhelmed with the moving, unpacking, deciding what goes where, etc. Just take one box at a time. I hope that the move will be good for you and Meagan. Now is the time to build wonderful new memories as you treasure the memories that are forever in your heart. Thank God He gave us memories.... can you imagine what it would be like if we lost a dear family member and then couldn't remember them?
Wish I could be there to help you... be sure to add your new address, etc. so all of us can continue to stay in touch. Give Meagan a kiss from me, Love, Nena
NM
Bham, - Thursday, August 28, 2003 10:23 AM CDT

Tina,
I hope your move goes well on Friday. I think of you and Meagan often, you all are always in my prayers. I check Austin's web page often because your entries are so beautiful. Take good care.
Love,

Catherine Hughes
- Wednesday, August 27, 2003 8:52 PM CDT

Tina, you never cease to amaze me. It is wonderful to still be young and get excited over seventeen new babies and move all at the same time. I used to get overwhelmed when the kid's cats had three kittens.

We think of you often. We thank God for your faith and your strength. The void will never go away, but you will learn to deal with it. A mother who lost her daughter to cancer several years ago told me it is a very long journey.

Good luck on your moving day.
Millie Caughron
Knoxville, Tn USA - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 8:33 PM CDT

Dear Tina:

Am I going to have to come over there and talk to you about the birds and the bees?

Here's the plan...take that hussy Oreo and put her by herself until she learns to be a lady!

Take care..and congratulations.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 2:48 PM CDT

I talked to Linda this morning and heard about ALL of your new hamsters. How much fun is that!! I know you are ready to move. I know it will be tiring and fun all at the same time. Wish I were closer so I could help. Take each day one minute at a time and you will make it!!
Love,
Kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
MC CALLA, al - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 12:56 AM CDT

Good morning! You have been on my mind this morning, so I thought I would check in with you to let you know that so many of us think of and pray for you daily. Congratulations on your expanding family! Isn't it amazing that God reminds us of the continual cycle of life in so many different ways. My prayer is as you requested -- that your grief will ease and that you will face your "moving day" not with regret or a heavy heart, but with an excitement of what lies ahead and of what wonderful blessings God has in store for you and for Meagan. May you and your new "babies" have a wonderful, blessed, peaceful, and precious-memory-filled day. Mary Beth
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 9:40 AM CDT

Congratulations on your new additions! I am sure Meagan is so excited about the new hamsters and the move. Just think, you have your own private decorator! Meagan has probably planned where she wants everything in the new house. I am very excited for the both of you.

You and Meagan are constantly in my thoughts and prayers.
Love Always,

Jennifer
- Wednesday, August 27, 2003 8:37 AM CDT

Tina,
Thinking of you and continuing to pray each day for you.
The Pearsons
Leanne <ltpearson7@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, August 26, 2003 10:36 PM CDT

Tina:

It was good to talk to you today. I know you are feeling overwhelmed right now and very sad...As you said "Life is not going to suck forever" (truer words were never spoken).

As we've all learned this past year, life is a temporary situation and fortunately, the bad times don't last forever.

Your life is forever changed, but hopefully with God's grace and the love of your friends and family surrounding you each day will become more bearable and the wound in your heart will heal.

Take care. I know Mike is so disappointed he had to go back to work and will miss the big move. After moving with him too many times to count, I can assure you he is just in the way...He only excels in giving instruction -- not heavy lifting.
We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, August 26, 2003 3:54 PM CDT

Tina,

You and Meagan and angel Austin are in my thoughts!

Love,
Angel Cheryl <AnonymousQuilter@aol.com>
- Tuesday, August 26, 2003 9:34 AM CDT

Tina,
Thanks for your message! As I have said before, your messages mean so much to me and they instantly bring a smile to my face!!Tina, you are such an incredible person!
You are loved very much!
God bless you!
Maggie(Toby too!)

Maggie Quimby
Atmore, AL USA - Monday, August 25, 2003 9:54 PM CDT

I was so glad I got to talk to you this afternoon and I am especially glad your Dad did well with his surgery today. My prayers tonight will be for a better day tomorrow for you! You are such a dear friend and I am very glad you are in my life. When my problems (you know that ordinary &*#$!" junk! and you know what I am speaking of) seem to get the best of me...I then think of you and Austin and it is all put into perspective. Life is precious. Live it to the fullest!

I hope moving day goes great. I am so excited for you and Meagan and of course OREO!!!!! Hey, I feel overwhelmed all the way up here in Bham. Just wish I could be there to help. And you never know...I may still show up on your door step!

This is one of the most inspirational verses in the bible.
"That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weakness, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong". 2 Cor. 12:10
Please let God be your strength in trials that you daily face.

Love you!
Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@msn.com>
- Monday, August 25, 2003 8:53 PM CDT

Hi... just checking in to see if you have posted anything lately. Your journal is always a source of inspiration to me and gives me so much encouragement in facing the trials of the day. Guess you are busy with packing, etc. I bet Meagan is getting excited about a new room and neighborhood. Hopefully it will be a good move for both of you. Look for UPS tomorrow.... love to you and Meagan, Nena
NM
Bham, - Monday, August 25, 2003 6:04 PM CDT

THinking of you today. I miss you lots and wish we were at Jim N Nicks having some BBQ and wine. I am sending all my love and prayers.
Love always,
Kim Watts
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
MC CALLA, al - Monday, August 25, 2003 11:24 AM CDT

Hey girls, I am at school and have been thinking of both of you. meagan, HOW IS SCHOOL? I know you have made lots of new friends. I guess you two are about packed up and ready to move. That will be fun to set up your new room. Katie has bought several things for her new room....one being a "beaded curtain" to put up in a doorway. I told her closet door only! Also, went to birmingham one weekend and came home with a pink fuzzy chair that sits in a frame. HER ROOM ONLY! She got it at Claire's in the mall Meagan, if you need one for your room! Mom will love me for that one. Every girl needs a pink fuzzy chair and a beaded curtain to decorate her walls with...OR just get you some magazines with lots of boy stars pictures in them and wallpaper your walls with them.......ASK YOUR MOM! Ok, I will go for now, just wanted to check on you since I was running all week end. take care! LOVE TO ALL OF YOU! Cathi
Cathi
- Monday, August 25, 2003 9:35 AM CDT

Hello Tina. Ally and I wanted to say hello and let you know that you are in our daily prayers. I will never forget the day Dr Watts told us Ally had lukemia. It was with out a doubt the hardest thing we have yet to face. As humans we are powerless to those things we cannot change but thankfully we know one that is not powerless. God is all powerful and yet he is our father that cries when we cry and laughs when we laugh. He is where you are and with you every step of your journey through these difficult days. I pray that God gives you and Meagan comfort and strength. You are and will always be an inspiration to me. One day at a time. Love always and God Bless!!
Christy and Ally <www.caringbridge.org/al/ally>
Norhtport, Al - Saturday, August 23, 2003 5:54 PM CDT

Hi Tina, I have just come from the UPS store.. your package should arrive Tuesday so be on the lookout for it. I do hope that the adjustments of having Meagan back in school is going well for both of you. When do you plan to move? Just know that we love and pray for both of you,
Nena and Jim
NM
Bham, - Saturday, August 23, 2003 12:35 AM CDT

Tina,
Just wanted to say good night and sweet dreams. May God surround you with His love and grace as you wake and face tomorrow.I can't tell you enough how much I truly admire your courage to continue and make the best of your life. Meagan is one lucky girl and I just know that Austin is giving you a thumbs up from heaven. He has a really big smile on his face as he watches his wonderful mommy press on!!
Always thinking of you,
Maggie

Maggie Quimby
Atmore, AL USA - Friday, August 22, 2003 9:06 PM CDT

Just thinking of you and offering up prayers that God will continue to send those rainbows to you to give you the assurance and the peace that you need. Always remember that my offer for you to call me ANYTIME is still good -- and always will be. Mary Beth
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Friday, August 22, 2003 1:11 PM CDT

Tina, Just wanted you to know I am thinking of you. During my run this morning I felt overwhelmed with thoughts of you and Austin. Still can't believe our babies are not with us here today.

Praying for peace......
Janet Sims, mom to Janie-forever 5 yrs old, www.caringbridge.org/al/janiesims
Birmingham, AL - Friday, August 22, 2003 11:03 AM CDT

Dear Tina
It was so great seeing you tonight. I just want to hug you and hold you and make your bad dream go away, but I know it won't. I'm comforted so much that you are such a strong Christian woman - you have God on your side and I know He is going to make this journey a little easier for you as time wears on. Austin was such a lucky little guy. For his short time on this earth, he was blessed with such a wonderful mother. I'm so glad that you have Meagan to help you through this. She is one tough little girl, and I know where she gets it from! Lean on God together, as well as your friends - you know we continue to pray for you.
God has great plans for you and Meagan. Live for this moment and for the future. The hurt won't go away, but it will be easier to live with. I pray that prayer for you.
Take care.
Ginger Taylor <taylorjvkd@wmconnect.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, August 21, 2003 9:45 PM CDT

Tina:
I know this day is difficult as we moms have the date of diagnosis permanently engraved on our hearts -- as one of those days that the world literally stopped turning as we heard words that no mom should ever have to hear -- that her child has leukemia. I know the year ahead of you is going to be tough as you retrace where you have already been. But know that all of us are here for you every step of the way....as we all follow God hand in hand.

Gail Stevens <rstev66515@aol.com>
B'ham, AL - Thursday, August 21, 2003 4:52 PM CDT

Dearest Tina, My heart has ached for you today. I know that remembering this day a year ago is so hard for you. Little did you know the journey you and Austin were just starting on.... and never did anyone dream the year would end like it did. Continue to hang on to your strong faith.
When I was running some errands, I saw something that immediately reminded me of Austin. So I will try to get it in the mail by the first of the week. Just remember how much you, Meagan, and Austin are loved!!!
Nena
NM
Bham, - Thursday, August 21, 2003 2:30 PM CDT

Tina, we love you and are thinking and praying for you extra special today. Alexis got her hearing aids yesterday and has worn them mabey 5 minutes. Need I say more?!
Alice and Alexis <caringbridge.org/al/alexislindsey>
Baileyton, - Thursday, August 21, 2003 10:43 AM CDT

My dear friend, Today is a day that will live on in all of our lives forever. A day that changed so many things, so many lives. I think of you and Meagan and the whole family on this day. I do hope that rainbow comes around sometime today to ease your pain. Austin is watching everyone today that was special to him...he will be celebrating his life today. God gives special children to special people...you are one of the most special people I have ever had the pleasure of knowing. Austin had the greatest gift though...to have you as his mommy and Meagan as his sister. His extended family, greater than I could ever write or even have room for was a huge part of his life too. He touched so many peoples lives, that I am still amazed. I just KNEW that this child would be that one in a million that would get his miracle and sometimes I still can't believe that he didn't. HE has other plans for Austin that are greater than those here on Earth. I know that that has to be so difficult to understand, but already in his short time here, he has made a difference. May love, peace and happiness find you today. I LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
- Thursday, August 21, 2003 9:48 AM CDT

Dear Tina and Meagan, Thinking of you today and everyday. With love and prayers. Julie
Julie Quimby
Atmore, Al - Thursday, August 21, 2003 9:40 AM CDT

Tina,
I wish there was something I could do to ease the pain. You and Maegan are in my thoughts and prayers. Thanks for being such an inspiration through your faith.

Brenda Lewis(SCTU)
- Thursday, August 21, 2003 9:28 AM CDT

I wish for you my friend�.

Comfort on this difficult day,
Smiles when sadness intrudes,
Rainbows to follow the clouds,
Laughter to kiss your lips,
Sunsets to warm your heart,
Gentle hugs when spirits sag,
Beauty for your eyes to see,
Confidence for when you doubt,
Faith so that you can believe,
Courage to know yourself,
Patience to handle life�s stress,
Friendships to brighten your being,
And love to complete your life.

My heart is with you as you remember this day just one short year ago. I know it feels like yesterday and then it can feel like a hundred years ago. The emotions are a rollercoaster. I can't imagine what you are going through, not having been through it myself. I just know it is a gut wrenching pain. I wish there was some way to ease that for you.

This line is from a Garth Brooks song and it says what I am sure a lot of people who have come to know you and your family feel. "Our lives are better left to chance, I would have missed the pain, but I�d have had to miss the dance." Our paths crossed by chance, times were painful and sad, but I wouldn't trade the friendship and the smiles I had with Austin for anything!

I quote you Tina from a past journal entry, what a profound statement�.�If life were only as simple as this child (Austin) seems to think it is. Sometimes I think we try to make things harder than they have to be. My brave son only knows how to love life and live life.� Thank you Austin and Tina, you have touched lives over the past year in ways you will never know. I know you have mine!

Love,
Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@msn.com>
- Thursday, August 21, 2003 8:19 AM CDT

Tina,
I am saying special prayers for you and Meagan today. I didn't even meet you and Austin until January, but you were so wonderful to me as inspiration and a friend. I am so sorry that our paths had to cross under these circumstances, but all the same I am glad we met. YOu are a truly beautiful person and friend. I love you!
Kim Watts
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
MC CALLA, al - Thursday, August 21, 2003 7:55 AM CDT

Dear Tina:

It seems like only yesterday that we all heard the news of Austin's diagnosis. I remember being so frightened for you and for him I could hardly get my breath. I also remember going to the hospital and seeing the fear in Jimmy's eyes and then you came through the door with a hug for all of us, your eyes shining and that beautiful smile that you have. Then, as now, you were just being "a mom who loves her kids".

If I had the power, I would take all of this pain away from you, place Austin in that first grade classroom (to torment someone other than his sister) and have his smiling face at your dinner table tonight..but I can't.

I can say thank you to God for giving us Austin to enjoy and thank you for putting you and your family in my life.

"To live in hearts we leave behind is not to die." Thomas Campbell.

We'll be thinking about you today as always. We love you.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, August 21, 2003 4:36 AM CDT

Tina,
I think about you all the time and your strong faith. You are always an inspiration to me. Nursing is definitely going to be your calling. I will always remember (MANY years ago!) you calling me before a minor surgery that I had and being so encouraging. You also prayed for me. I will never forget your words. I hope to see you soon.
Love, Leanne Murray
Leanne Murray
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, August 20, 2003 10:19 PM CDT

TINA, MY TEARS TONIGHT ARE FOR YOU AND MY PRAYER TO GOD IS TO HOLD YOU VERY TIGHT

LOVE LISA CALHOUN, @ SEACAT 4041
- Wednesday, August 20, 2003 9:49 PM CDT

Wow. I just realized that the date of Austin's diagnoses is the day that I went into remission. I have a picture of Austin by my bed to remind me of how he used to smile at me and play when I came to visit. I hold the memories in my heart, and I will always cherish them.
But tonight I just can't help but feel like I don't deserve it. That same picture that stirs the memories in my heart, also stirs something else...my sadness. I am sad that my superhero is gone and that I am still here. I think I always will be. I love you forever, Tina. Let me know when you are going to be around.
Amber Luchterhand http://www.caringbridge.org/al/amber <ambersue10@yahoo.com>
Gardendale, AL - Wednesday, August 20, 2003 9:42 PM CDT

Tina,
Just wanted you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers tonight. I will be praying for you tomorrow!!
Love you,
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
- Wednesday, August 20, 2003 9:41 PM CDT

Hey Mrs. Tina I love you! My heart is going out to you tonight and everynight for that matter. I can't even imagine how how hard it is for you! I will be praying for you and Meagan both tomorrow and everyday. I have told so many people of austin, and his picture stay right my by my bed and in my car. I loved him so much! May God be with you and May May!
Jessica Calhoun
- Wednesday, August 20, 2003 9:04 PM CDT

Hi Tina---
I will say an extra prayer for you tonite. I know how tough things must be for you particularly at this time. Please know that Austin will be all around you tomorrow. He will see everything and hear everything, and if you listen closely, I am sure he will send you a message. It must be so difficult for you, and please know that everyone is praying without end for you and the rest of the family. God is with you always, and please lean on Him whenever you have to. Keep your chin UP---its' easier to see Austin that way!
Pam Curry <pcqueen@mchsi.com>
Daphne, AL USA - Wednesday, August 20, 2003 8:48 PM CDT

Hey Tina,

I just wanted to say hi and to let you know that you are thought of often and that Austin is always on our minds. It seems like just yesterday that we were playing ball and he was laughing and running around. You and your precious little man touched so many lives. You are always in my prayers! Love, Stacy

Stacy Gaither (SCTU) <Nurs4kids@aol.com>
- Wednesday, August 20, 2003 8:24 PM CDT

Morning Tina, My computer has been down for days and I finally can get back online. I felt like I was out of touch with everyone... my, we get so dependent on email, internet, etc.
This morning I was listening to a radio talk show and a lady called in about a website she had for people who have lost a child. It is www.angelsremembered.tk I have not had time to check it out but it sounded like it is a real sounding board, support system, etc. for folks like you. You might be interested in checking it out.
Hope that Meagan is having a great start in school. Hopefully you can take time for a quiet cup of coffee and relax in between packing, etc. Give Meagan a hug and kiss for me. Love you my friend, Nena
NM
Bham, - Wednesday, August 20, 2003 10:25 AM CDT

Good morning Tina & Meagan....Hope your day has started well and I know Miss meagan is at school taking in every moment. I hope you both enjoy her 4th grade year. I remember the 4th grade....Mrs. matthews was popping our hands with a ruler if we did something wrong! Renee was getting mrs. matthews high heeled shoes out from under her desk, wearing them around the room. I doubt if kids could get away with that these days. I will check later to see if you have updated...we know how busy you must be right now. Hope you've gotten a start on packing those boxes! Boy, that is a chore....I will have to do it again soon too, but since we live right on our property, it won't be that far to take our things. We should be starting the house in a few weeks. I am ready, but am also dreading it. Good luck on your move...I will be thinking of you! Love you! Cathi
Cathi
- Wednesday, August 20, 2003 9:01 AM CDT

My wish for you today is peace of mind and lots of love. As you approach this anniversary of Austin's diagnosis I know your heart is hurting. May God (and Austin) reach down and give you a great big hug today!
Love, Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@msn.com>
- Wednesday, August 20, 2003 7:50 AM CDT

It was great to talk to you this morning. And to think you have been worried about ME!! Please promise me that you won't do that anymore. You have enough on your plate!I miss you and wish so bad I could be there to help you mentally (as you find each picture/treasure of Austin's tucked away in a drawer or under a bed) and physically(as you pack yours and Austin's things into boxes) and help with all the stuff that goes with moving. I know it is so overwhelming!! Please always know you are in my prayers! As I have said many times before...I wish that I had never met you and that your life had not gone down the path that brought you to Bham. But I also cherish your friendship. Thanks for being my friend!
Love you!
Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@msn.com>
- Tuesday, August 19, 2003 5:21 PM CDT

Tina,
Iam so happy that you saw that rainbow as a sign from God! That is exactly what it was! Because you are a true and faithful servant you can see God's blessings all around you! How wonderful! "Iam wishing God's sweet blessings not in droplets but a shower to fall on you throughout the day and brighten every hour!"
Love you,
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, AL USA - Tuesday, August 19, 2003 2:08 PM CDT

Tina, you always amaze me. I am so inspired by your faith. I miss you and wish I could give you a big hug right now. Please know that I am praying for you and for Meagan too! Love you!
Jill Belcher <JHBpianonurse@msn.com>
B'ham, AL - Tuesday, August 19, 2003 10:34 AM CDT

Tina: Your journal entries always make me appreciate life! Your faith is so strong and I am inspired by the way you see the positive in even the saddest moments.

Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.

May God continue to bless you and give you strength.

Love,

Dolly
dolly banks <dollybfit@aol.com>
fairhope, al USA - Monday, August 18, 2003 6:38 PM CDT

Tina, I miss you guys so much. I wish I could be there to give you big hugs when your down and need a friend. I am so glad you have such a strong faith in our LORD and that he comforts you and you see and feel that comfort. Not everybody recognizes those times that GOD is reaching out to us. I am so glad that you do. I miss you and love you so much> I hope you have a WONDERFUL weeK.YOUR FRIEND
Christy <scpat@charter.net>
- Monday, August 18, 2003 2:41 PM CDT

Hey Tina and Meagan,
I am so excited for Meagan to be starting the fourth grade. WOW!!! I cannot believe it's already that time of year again where the children are going back to school. I cannot imagine how hard it has been on you to be thinking of Austin at this time and everyday. I miss my little fwend all the time. The story of the rainbow over his grave was beautiful. God is so wonderful in so many different ways.
Please remember that you and your family are always in my prayers. Take your time on the packing and be careful moving boxes! i wish you luck on the move!
Love and prayers always
Tasha <tasha.heinze@chsys.org>
Bham, - Monday, August 18, 2003 1:05 PM CDT

Dear Tina:

I loved the story about the rainbow. I know that was a hard day for you.

To me, the miracle is that you could see the rainbow and remember God's promise through your pain.

We love you and think about both of you every day.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, August 18, 2003 4:40 AM CDT

I just sent you a ray of sunshine to your email...ENJOY! Hope you and Meagan are having better days! Lots of love, Cathi
Cathi
- Sunday, August 17, 2003 9:08 PM CDT

Tina,

Hugs and prayers,
Quilting Angel Cheryl <AnonymousQuilter@aol.com>
- Sunday, August 17, 2003 5:37 PM CDT

Hey Tina,
Just checking in on you...so sorry you are having bad days...I only pray that the pain will lessen with time...you'll never forget, but hopefully it will get easier to remember.
My friend Shirley Bosby also has AML and will be at UAB at least a month...already on chemo...she is such a wonderful person and already has accepted that things are in God's hands now. She is very lucky to have a big supportive family and loads of friends...she has been a rural carrier in Fairhope for many years...but, you can never have too many prayers on your side.
I know Meagan was so excited to be starting 4th grade... fall is the time I most realize the passing of time..they grow up in spite of us don't they??
I rode out and looked at your new house...it is wonderful!!! What a great neighborhood to be in...I'm sure there will be lots of happy times there...I know some fun people that are already out there...and a brand new house would be fabulous...level floors, square corners, probably even adequate closets...what a dream!!!
I'm wishing you lots of happiness in all your new ventures!
When I took the leap,
I had faith I would find a net;
Instead I learned I could fly.
-John Calvi, 1994
Love ya,
Cecilia <Baygirl215@aol.com>
- Sunday, August 17, 2003 12:38 AM CDT

Please know my thoughts and prayers are ALWAYS with you where ever you go, my friend!
Lots of love,
Linda
Linda Wqtson <ltwats7@msn.com>
- Saturday, August 16, 2003 7:56 PM CDT

Wasn't God wonderful to give you the rainbow even if it was brief. We are remembering you during these difficult days.
I know Meagan is going to have a good year.

Millie Caughron <gmcuaghron@aol.com>
Knoxville, Tn USA - Friday, August 15, 2003 11:15 PM CDT

Dear Tina, Isn't God GOOD? How wonderful that you had the joy of seeing His rainbow at the very time you needed comforting... It was His promise to you that you will be with Austin again. My heart has broken for you and Meagan. I just can't imagine the pain you experience as you go about getting through each day without Austin. When you have a couple of quiet hours, read the book that I sent to you. I think you will draw comfort from that mother's writings just as all of us are comforted by reading your journal. This must be a difficult time and you probably feel totally overwhelmed by all that needs doing getting ready for the move. Just take one box at a time... better yet have a packing party with all those friends close by. You know they would love to be of help to you. I would even come down if I thought you would let me help you.
Remember that there are so many folks who are still praying for you and Meagan. Every Sunday someone in my class will ask me how you all are doing. Others tell me that they faithfully read your journal but do not sign the guestbook because you would not know them. You are impacting so many lives with your steadfast faith in our God.
Hugs and blessings for you and Meagan.
Nena
NM
Bham, - Friday, August 15, 2003 8:40 AM CDT

Hey Bakers,
I miss you guys! Meagan I loved talking to you the other afernoon! I hope that you are loving school! I have been praying for you guys. Mrs. Tina yesterday was phlitropy( I don't think I spelled that right) day at rush, This day was so wonderful I shared Austin with just about everyone I talked to. It was really neat on how people really do help in this world! Well I am having a blast at Troy! All the girls are wonderful! Living in the dorms is fun and crazy, but God has blessed me by putting strong christians around me! We are all going to church together Sunday! God just put me right where he wanted me and I am so thankful for that, he is really using me to show his glory here and it is amazing! I pray for you all the time, I know it is so hard for you right now! That is also so true on how God is Faithful, I bet the rainbow was beautiful. Well I love you guys and I am praying very hard!
May God's powerful Grace be with you always,
Jessica Calhoun
Troy, AL - Friday, August 15, 2003 7:39 AM CDT

Tina, I was sitting here in the call room at 1 a.m. and just wanted you to know I was thinking of you. I think of you often and you are always in my prayers. I hope Meagan has a wonderful time in 4th grade. Take care. Love, Nichole
PS-- Thought you might like to know, Mike and Gena are having a girl!
Nichole Bryant <nbryant@peds.uab.edu>
Birmingham, AL - Friday, August 15, 2003 1:30 AM CDT

Dear Tina, I knew that you would want to know that my sister-in-law, Frankie Butgereit's niece,Tina Harrison has been diagnosed with leukemia and went to UAB this morning. She is 18 and was due to start college today at Southern Miss. I am not sure if she is in the Pediatric or Adult unit, I think Frankie said 9 west.I know you understand the emotions this family is going through and would ask that those who are so faithful at keeping you and Megan in their prayers, please keep this family in their prayers. Tina unlike you, this family does not have a strong spritual background. I pray that they can turn to God at this time for comfort. I know that your words of courage and strength have helped many who have traveled this path that no one would choose. Please know that it is okay to be sad, to be lonely, to be afraid, but also know that God is using you to do awesome things. I'm not sure if Jessica has shared with you the things she shared with us at her last Sunday night youth. It was very clear the impact that
you and Austin and Megan had on her life. She is such a spirtual and Godly young woman and I know God is going to use her for His Glory.I thank you for being willing to share ALL of your emotions with those around you. Continue to turn to our Father for direction and understanding.
Love, Robi

Robi Jones
- Thursday, August 14, 2003 9:57 PM CDT

Tina,
Just wanted to let you know that Tinker Bell is here for you! Each time I read your updates my eyes fill with tears and my heart breaks! I just wish there was a way to help ease the pain. I know that only God can bring you true peace but I am here for you as a friend. Call me anytime day or night. I admire your courage!!
Love,
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, AL USA - Thursday, August 14, 2003 9:39 PM CDT

Hey girls! Can't wait to hear ALL about school! I hope she had a great day and it wasn't to hard for her to answer questions. I love the story about your locker! It doesn't surprise me that Thomas and Coach Walker were digging in it...afterall Sherry was into catering at the time and I bet you brought lots of good "stuff!" There was still nothing like those monsterous pizzas we used to make at the beach and cook in that pizza oven! I sure hope the two of you are having some peace in your lives at this time. I wish you al the luck and happiness in your new home too, I know you will both love it there. Take care and I will check later to see if there is a school update! Love you! Cathi
Cathi
- Thursday, August 14, 2003 2:19 PM CDT

Tina,
I think of you & pray for you often. I wish there was more I could do for you. Always remember I am here if you need me. You remain an inspiration!
Brenda Lewis (SCTU) <bnme@att.net>
Prattville, AL USA - Wednesday, August 13, 2003 10:08 PM CDT

I knew this week was going to be hard for you; so I've been remembering you in my prayers all week. I know it is good for Meagan to get back in her routine. I hope she has had a good day. It sounds like you had your plans laid out--visiting the grave and releasing baloons for Austin. i would never have thought of that. What a sweet jesture. Austin is so proud of his Mom and his sister. He knows you will never forget him and he will always be right there in your heart. But he knows you are very strong and that is the way he likes it. Whether you know it or not, you are progressing right along. I think tears are very much in order right now, and if you want to cry; well then just cry. You don't have to apologize for it.

It was so good to see you the other night at the village gathering. I had been longing just to hug you, and I was so happy when I finally could.

There is one thing you must remember when you feel down and out...You are loved. There are a lot of people who care about you.
Millie Caughron
KnoxvilleTn, - Wednesday, August 13, 2003 10:06 PM CDT

Keeping you in my prayers as you continue to experience "firsts". I hope Meagan had a great first day in fourth grade!
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Wednesday, August 13, 2003 9:52 PM CDT

Tina, It sounds like Meagan is all excited about her upcoming school year as she should be. Your entries are so moving. I miss Austin very much. May heart breaks for you and what you are going through. Meagan and Austin are lucky to have such a great mommy. Love Always, Rhonda
rhonda smith <rcs9200@msn.com>
helena, al USA - Wednesday, August 13, 2003 4:30 PM CDT

I hope that Meagan's first day at school went well and that you had a good day too. You have been on my mind quite a bit lately, and each time a thought of you pops into my head, I take a moment and say a prayer for you. Just know that the beginning of the school year is yet another hurdle for you, Tina. It is another one of many "firsts." My prayer is that you will be able to greet these "firsts" with the understanding that, although you are hurting, you are a faith-filled woman; with the knowledge that God is using you in a might way; with the hope that, indeed, God has a great plan for you and for Meagan; and with the assurance that you are not walking this journey alone. MBL
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Wednesday, August 13, 2003 2:17 PM CDT

I am sending you lots of love and special prayers on this day of firsts. I know you are hurting, I just wish I knew how to help. Call us if you need anything! We love you.
Kim, Jim and Taylor Watts
kim www.taylorwatts.org
McCalla, AL - Wednesday, August 13, 2003 12:09 AM CDT

You are always in my prayers! My heart breaks for you and I feel helpless for ways to help. Like I have said before, I only wish we didn't live so far apart. The phone seems so inadequate at times! I miss you!
Love, Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@msn.com>
- Wednesday, August 13, 2003 8:08 AM CDT

Dear Tina and Meagan,
I hope that y'all had a wonderful day today! Meagan, I hope that you have a great first day of school tomorrow! I know that I'm excited and a little nervous too! (Even teachers get that way and that's okay!) :-) I'll be thinking about you! I'm sending you all the best wishes!

Love,
Angel Hayes

Angel Hayes <angeldh@gulftel.com>
Robertsdale, Al Baldwin - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 7:27 PM CDT

Dear Tina:

You have been on my mind all day long. I dread tomorrow for you and for Meagan because I know it would have been Austin's first day of the first grade. I can't even imagine how painful it will be for you. In a way it will be the first of many firsts without his presence here with us.

Even though he would have started his school days tomorrow, don't ever forget that he was our teacher and we were his students. He was wise beyond his years and in the things that really mattered -- not the things you learn in books and forget.

We will say a special prayer tonight for you and Meagan and ask that you be surrounded with the love of your friends and family and that God will give you peace and strength to face tomorrow and the days ahead of you.

We'll be thinking about you tomorrow.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 4:28 PM CDT

Hi Tina, You have been on my mind so much the past two days. I know that having Meagan start to school is such an adjustment for both of you. It is probably good to be getting into a routine but at the same time, I am sure the house seems very lonely and empty with her gone. Plus our little buddy should be starting first grade. Memories of Austin are always with me and remembering his happy smile makes me miss him more. I never will forget the day I called you at the hospital and when Austin told me you were out of the room, he said "but you can talk to me"... and did we talk... I think for about 20 minutes. That fella could talk a mile a minute. Such joy in his attitude and life. He will never be forgotten!! Hope that Meagan is happy to be back at school and will have a great year.
Guess you are busy packing and getting ready for the move. Wish I could be there to help. I love you two, Nena
NM
Bham, - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 9:16 AM CDT

I continue to pray for you. Today I will especially lift Meagan up. Prayer for strangers is always easier than for someone you know, you make all these children and their families seem like our family, prayer comes tearfully and from my heart. I know you are still suffering so, I wish I could help take some of the burden. Reading your journal always makes me remember how blessed we are with our children and grandchildren.

Love

Eva
- Tuesday, August 12, 2003 5:37 AM CDT

Thinking of you. Praying for both you and Meagan, as she returns to school.
Hugs,
Tracey xo
Calgary, Ab, Canada, - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 2:48 AM CDT

Tina,
I hope Meagan had a really good day today. I hope she enjoyed seeing all of her friends. I thought about you today and I hope you had a good day as well.
Love you bunches friend!!
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Monday, August 11, 2003 10:24 PM CDT

Just wanted to say HI and I love you, Meagan & Austin so much. Eventhough I don't see you, your still a very big part of my life and always will be. Hope Meagan has a great first day at school. be sure to let us know all about it! take care and I will check in later...Love you! Cathi
Cathi
- Monday, August 11, 2003 7:34 PM CDT

Tina:

It was great to see you at church a couple of weeks ago. I know you don't really know me from Adam, but if you need to talk to somebody again and can't get in touch with any of your friends, feel free to call me. We're in the book under "Tom & Dolly" I'm a good listener...

I think of you often and hold you up to God in my prayers.

I will say a special prayer for Meagan as she starts school and sees all her friends. I know it may re-open wounds but may also be healing for her as well.

May God continue to bless you!

Dolly Banks <dollybfit@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, August 11, 2003 7:22 PM CDT

Tina and Meagan,
Thinking of you both and praying for you. I miss my fwend so much. I miss his laughter, his smiles, his funny stories, and most of all playing with him.
Love Always,
Jennifer
- Monday, August 11, 2003 1:59 PM CDT

I was thinking about you this morning and wanted to say hello. Prayers are being lifted up for you and Meagan! Love you!
Jill Belcher <JHBpianonurse@msn.com>
B'ham, AL - Monday, August 11, 2003 11:51 AM CDT

just dropped by to say hi.we are thinking of you.we got home with meagan late friday afternoon. she is eating well but is really tired as we all are. please keep us in your prayers for you are always in ours.
LARRY BONNER ( MEAGAN'S DAD)
Valley, AL - Monday, August 11, 2003 1:10 AM CDT

Tina,
Just thinking of you and Meagan and praying that God will give you peace in your heart and sweet dreams through the night.
God Bless you both!
We love you,
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, AL USA - Sunday, August 10, 2003 10:06 PM CDT

Just wanted to say that I love you and you are in my prayers
Candi
- Sunday, August 10, 2003 9:57 PM CDT

Tina: You are always on my mind and in my prayers. I am so happy to hear that you are returning to school. That challenge will be good for you and you will be good for your patients. God's blessings on you and Meagan. I love you.
Betty <fbadams@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Sunday, August 10, 2003 8:42 PM CDT

Hey Bakers,
Well I leave tomorrow for Troy. I am excited but it will be hard to say my good byes. I am going to try to come and see you and Meagan this afternoon. I love you both so much. I will pray for you guys always. Also anytime I am in town I have to come see ya'll! I know it is still hard ofr you and it will be for a long time, the pain in your heart will never go away. I loved Austin Baker so much! May God be with you and give you his strength and peace!
Jessica Calhoun
- Sunday, August 10, 2003 9:31 AM CDT

Dear Tina and Meagan:

I was doing some reading on the web this past week and I came across this. It made me think of the both of you. Some of the points she makes I think can hit home for all of us..I hope you enjoy it as much as I did..

EMBRACING HARDSHIPS (Copyright 2003 by Yanira Crespo)

"In life we can be hit with rocks so big leaving us bruised and with scars so deep that one can barely get up. With every hit one falls, but God always catches us. He pulls those rocks off of us and helps us by walking with us hand in hand.

Life will be filled with tests and hardships. I call them storms; storms that can consume so much of our being, storms that leave us holding on with all our might, struggling to not let go, struggling to survive.

Some of us get tested harder than others. But the strong ones who live through these storms are the ones who come out blessed. The amazing feeling that comes with the victory of strength, perseverance, determination and most of all loyalty to God.

With each fall...with each hit...a lesson is learned. With each lesson comes growth. With growth comes maturity. We learn not to regret the hardship, but to be thankful for it. Because of it, we become better.

We must not look back at our past mistakes. We have to take those mistakes as part of our journey for a better future. We must embrace those experiences and allow them to mold us into the best we can be.

No one knows what life will bring. Each day will come with it's own challenges, but we must be strong. Believing that God will get us through."

I'll talk to you soon. We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, August 9, 2003 3:07 PM CDT

Our phone calls keep missing each other!!! Please know I am ALWAYS here for you...so sorry I missed your call! Saw Jennifer D. Thursday and she is in for the beach! Always remember you have a large support group in Bham praying for you at all times! You and your family have a huge place in our hearts, and I feel I can honestly speak for many!!!
Love,
Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
- Friday, August 8, 2003 10:15 PM CDT

Dear Tina,

When I got your message yesterday I was so upset that I was'nt here to talk to you. Iam so very happy that you called again because talking to you just seems to motivate me and give me a new outlook on life!! Just as I told you last night, you will be an excellent nurse and you will help so many people!
Iam so very proud to be your friend, Tina. You are a gift from God to all who know you!
Please know that not a day goes by that we aren't praying and thinking of you and Meagan.
Can't wait to see the new house!!

Love you lots,
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, AL USA - Friday, August 8, 2003 11:40 AM CDT

Dear Tina,
I haven't posted in awhile - but I just wanted to let you know that you are very much in my thoughts and prayers every day. It seemed that we have been out of town alot this summer - but I always tried to find a way to check in on you and Maegen. If the "three sisters" need help moving just give me a call. I'll bring my van and we can fill it up! Many prayers being sent for you today and every day.
Theresa and David Jellenc
Montrose, AL - Friday, August 8, 2003 10:22 AM CDT

I hope you tried to call me...I was gone to the hospital, Ray's grandmother was admitted the other day. She's 85 and just not up to her old self these days. She is due home today. I am here for you at anytime if you need to talk. I haven't called you, due to the fact that I KNOW how busy you are. I know what Meagan must be feeling. You know the kids are going to ask questions and say things to her, but it will all be in love and concern for her. She will be able to handle it, she gets her strength from her mom. I have been to Turtle Point several times with the schools. We really enjoyed it. I hope you took the walk down to the creek on the boardwalk. We did get rained on while we were out, but it was on the way back thank goodness! That would be a great field trip for Meagans class.....you should suggest it to her teacher. I know Shirley would love to have you. Your always in my thoughts, you and Meagan both. I will say extra prayers for her tonight and every night. Love you both! Cathi
Cathi
- Friday, August 8, 2003 10:13 AM CDT

Good morning Sunshine--
I missed your call last night...I was right in the middle of experimenting with Nonnie's latest crab cake recipe. Nevertheless, I was thinking about you and Mae Mae...and as always--the little man. (Remember, it is all about me anyway)! My heart was heavy yesterday. Where were you when I needed you last night? I know that you had a full day at Turtle Town...but when I was driving home--I called--and got your answering machine--5 times! So...it was me, WMEZ in super fidelity always...and Delilah...By the way, have you ever actually tried to reach her toll free #? Impossible. (I was feeling a little philosophical). Nevertheless, I did find a tiny little morsel of chocolate which seemed to pacify me somewhat.) Hugs and Big Wet Labrador Kisses.
Aunt Tara
- Friday, August 8, 2003 8:26 AM CDT

Good morning Tina and Meagan! I'm thinking about you two this morning! Meagan, good luck starting a new school year! :-)

Keeping you in my prayers,
Angel Hayes
Angel Hayes <angeldh@gulftel.com>
Robertsdale, Al Baldwin - Friday, August 8, 2003 6:40 AM CDT

Tina,
Thinking about you.

Michelle Wilson
- Thursday, August 7, 2003 11:54 PM CDT

Just checking in.... I did get the package in the mail today so you should have it at least by Monday. Two months now... in some ways it seems like it was just last week. I know that you have mixed emotions about the start of school, etc. You and Meagan are doing absolutely great and I know that Austin is so very proud of both of you. Love and prayers going your way tonight... Love, Nena
NM
- Thursday, August 7, 2003 9:08 PM CDT

Hello Tina--
I have not sent a note in quite a while. But I have been checking the website to check on you, and I think about you every day, and pray that God will continue to strenghen you. Know that Austin is smiling down on you always, and enjoy that wonderful daughter of yours.
Pam Curry <pcqueen@mchsi.com>
Daphne, AL USA - Thursday, August 7, 2003 9:38 AM CDT

Good Morning Tina and Meagan!
We visited you new house last night, Mary Frazier did cartwheels ans splits in every room for you!!!!!!
She also said a prayer in everyroom!
So I wld say it is now ready for ya'll!!!!LOL!!
We pray for Blessings to Abound in your new home!!!

I think we are ready for 4th grade to start, I am kinda ready for routines again.

Let us know how we can help with the move.
Oh and I hope MaeMae is going to join us in Awana on Wed nights. Kim, Claudia, Mary B and I teach the T&T girls. Dan the Man does the recreation and it is a blast!

Hugs,
Beth

Beth Hutchison <bhutchlily@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Thursday, August 7, 2003 9:29 AM CDT

Dear Tina and Meagan:

You both are shining examples of grace, girlfriends..I've always said that God gives us what we need when we need it...He has certainly given both of you grace and will continue to do so as you struggle through these very sad days...

It was great to see you this past weekend and laugh about the early days in the village..That felt really good...

Talk to you soon...We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, August 7, 2003 7:47 AM CDT

Hi Tina,
I have wanted to write you a note but just could not find the words to say. I am so sorry for your loss. I think of you so much and really miss seeing you in B'ham. I felt like we were part of the same family. It is a club that none of us asked to join and cannot get out of. I know that Austin was such a special precious little boy. I can't imagine what you have gone through these last few months. I hope we don't face the same but as you have heard things do not look good. Meagan has some spots show up in her head. We had a CT on July 10th that was clear. I can't believe things can change so fast. We are praying for a miracle. We started a new chemo and she is doing well. We can only hope for the best. It is so unfair that these kids have to go through so much. I hope that I can have as much strength as you have had. Just know that I have thought of you so often and will keep praying for you and your little Meagan.
Alice came by today and gave me a hug from you. I promised her I was going to update our web page tonight. I am not as good as you about that although I have got to get better.
Love you, Kim

Kim Larry, and Meagan Bonner, Room 447 <Kimbo1@knology.net>
vALLEY, AL - Wednesday, August 6, 2003 10:34 PM CDT

Hi Tina and Meagan
I love reading your entries. I know that your heart is healing, but it will always hurt for your little boy. (and brother). You continue to be in my prayers.

Meagan, I think I remember seeing you in Ms. Miller's class list. I hear she is great. Keaton has Ms. Connoway. He has lots of friends in his class, and I hope you do too. Can't believe ya'll are getting so grown up that you are in the 4th grade! Wow, you've come a long way from Mrs. Jones' class. I get go to there again this year with Dylan. I'm looking forward to seeing you both in and around the school! I hear the Intermediate school is really great.
Ginger Taylor <taylorjvkd@wmconnect.com>
Fairhope, - Wednesday, August 6, 2003 9:52 PM CDT

We have a date for the beach (actually two dates)... maybe we need to go twice!!! We miss you and love you!
Rhonda and Linda
Linda and Rhonda
- Wednesday, August 6, 2003 9:43 PM CDT

Tina, reading your entries every day makes me miss you so much. I miss seeing your beautiful, friendly smile and giving you a hug. You are in my thoughts and prayers always. I will be praying that the move will go smoothly for you and Meagan. I love you and miss you!
Jill Belcher <JHBpianonurse@msn.com>
B'ham, AL - Wednesday, August 6, 2003 6:25 PM CDT

Hello Tina. I just wanted you to know that I was thinking of you and that you and your family are in my daily prayers. You are such an inspiration to me to keep a strong relationship with the Lord. He will be there through good times and bad. Praying for you always!! God Bless!!
Christy and Ally <caringbridge.org/al/ally>
Northport, Al - Wednesday, August 6, 2003 2:18 PM CDT

Just a note to let you know that I am thinking of you today. You have reached a milestone -- two months. Although it may not feel like it, you are making progress, Tina, and we are all so proud of you. Whenever you think of Austin today, just remember the silly string days and allow yourself to laugh and cry at the same time. You know, contrary to popular belief, this can be done! Sally Field sure did it in that unforgettable scene from "Steel Magnolias." And you know what, I bet you can relate to everything she expresses in that scene when she is releasing her feelings about her daughter's death. What is so key to that moment is the fact that she is releasing that emotion and the people around her are there for her to accept whatever comes. Tina, you have so many people around -- some physically, some spiritually. Just know that we are all praying for you and are ready to help you during the times when you feel that you need to release the emotion. We may not be able to take away the pain, but we are able to listen and to lend a shoulder to cry on and to continually lift you up in prayer. May you and Meagan have a good day -- full of sunshine and precious memories of Austin -- and may you rest well tonight. Mary Beth
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Wednesday, August 6, 2003 2:01 PM CDT

I miss you so much.. and I miss My little buddy also. You are all so special to me. I hope to be able to see you and Meagan someday soon. Love you your friend. Christy
Christy
- Wednesday, August 6, 2003 1:09 PM CDT

Hey Tina, I miss you so much. I am very excited about your new house as I know you and Meagan are. I am having dinner with Linda tonight so we can begin our girls weekend for the fall. I will keep in touch. I love you, rhonda
rhonda smith <rcs9200@msn.com>
Helena, al USA - Wednesday, August 6, 2003 10:56 AM CDT

Tina ~ Just want you to know that I'm thinking and praying for you. Your entries always inspire me ~ you show such incredible faith and witness.
God bless,
Lisa Agee <www.caringbridge.com/page/ross>
Camden, AL - Wednesday, August 6, 2003 9:43 AM CDT

Good Morning Tina Megan, WE have been in Aurburn this weekend. Bridget is finally through with college.!!!! 6 years is a long time. For her and for Mom and Dads Wallet!! Bridget has her Master of science in Human Development and Family studies. Now she needs to find a job!!!!! I know you and Megan are so excited about the new house. Let us know if we can help. We are still missing Austin. We love you & are in our prayers. "Miss Cindy "
Cindy Wingo <jnwingo @ hotmail.com>
rOBERTSDALE , Al AL Al - Wednesday, August 6, 2003 8:06 AM CDT

Tina,
Thinking of you tonight and hoping you have a restful night.
God Bless you and Meagan.
Love you,
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, AL USA - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 11:12 PM CDT

Dear Tina, Your entries bring both smiles and tears. GRACE, YOU are the meaning of grace. You have every trait that anyone would love to have. God gave you a special gift in your children...just keep on doing exactly what you are doing..loving them both. He knows you loved him and will never stop, and he is smiling down on both of you every minute of every day. He will always be Meagan's guardian angel. You are such a special and wonderful person and I wish I could spend every day with you like we used to do. You are here with me in my heart as I told you before and I hold you very close...lots of hugs to you all!!!! Love you!!!
Cathi
- Tuesday, August 5, 2003 10:39 PM CDT

I am going to try to put a package in the mail to you in the next day or so.... newsletters from Hand-in-Paw that make mention of Austin, Ellie, etc. Thought you might like to have them. I know the two of you must be so busy with just getting ready for school to start... now you will have to study when Meagan is studying. She will love that!!
And to think of moving... you have really got your hands full. We love you and are sending prayers your way.
Love, Nena
NM
Bham, - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 6:07 PM CDT

Sending all my love and prayers to you all the way from NYC. Hope all is well. The big moving day is almost here, i know Meagan is ready.
Love,
Kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
- Tuesday, August 5, 2003 11:32 AM CDT

Hi Tina and Meagan,
You don't know me but I am friends with Austin's friend Amber. She told me that Austin has left this world and has gone to his heavenly home. I want the both of you that I send my sincerest sympathies to you. It is never easy when someone that you love-but it is twice as hard when a child dies. Keep the faith and always know that God is with you-and so is Austin. It is ok to get angry to feel sad and to even cry. I lost my grandmother 6 years ago and I still cry over her. I will never be ready to accept that she is gone-but I have to in order for me to move on. I know that Austin will want you to continue living your lives. He is not hurting anymore and he isn't suffering anymore either. Keep him in your precious memories and never stop talking about him either. I don't know what I am saying-my life hasn't been easy either lately-no I am not sick-but I have a lot of ridicule in my life and it amazes me how I am able to get up every day. I shouldn't have written all of that-I didn't want to make you depressed. The fact is that you have to be strong and pray to God to help you carry on. Well now that I have either made you depressed or miserable I will leave you now. You will both be close in my heart, my thoughts, and especially my prayers. May God Bless you always and may rainbows and sunshine follow the dark clouds of sadness and doubt. Austin is smiling down on the both of you and is happy and proud of you I am sure.
Christine Clinton <christine.clinton@verizon.net>
NJ USA - Monday, August 4, 2003 7:47 PM CDT

by Darlene Eastes
Even if:
Your heart is breaking
Your mind is unclear
Your tired and restless and full of fear
Come to me--
even if
You say words you shouldn't
You don't do things you should
You doubt and try to change,
but never think you could.
Come to me--
even if
You thought an evil thought
You thought the thought again
You turned the thought to action and now your bound in sin.
Come to me--
even if
You say "But I knew better, I belong to you"
Child, I am not surprised by anything you do.
I made you in my image I fashioned you with care,
When you cried tears into your pillow, remember I was there.
I have always been and always will I be.
For even when you do those things, you still belong to me.
Even if you do these things, Oh child, don't you see?
Even if, even if, you still can come to me.
There is a secret place I have created where you may seek my face,
this place I have for you is called "The Father's Warm Embrace"
And when I have held you in my arms and rocked you, listening closely to your fears,
I will place you on my lap and wipe away your tears.
Then, I will smile. A smile to let you know I am pleased.
For when you hurt and when you sinned, still--you came to me.
So, do not draw back from me my child,
I am Abba Father to you, remember in my word I said --Behold
I make all things new.
I will forgive you, heal you, restore you,
I will shower you with grace.
I will never turn my back to you, but you will see my face.
On your journey home, when I see you I will run...
Even if, Even if, My child, even if just come.

MEGAN SHARPLESS <Wareaglejt@aol.com>
PENSACOLA , FL 32533 - Monday, August 4, 2003 1:53 PM CDT

Dear Tina,

I just wanted to let you know that I am still keeping you and Meagan in my prayers. There is not a single day that goes by that ya'll are not in my heart. I hope that knowing that everyone is still praying for you helps to get you through these days.

May God's love give you stength and courgage.

Lot's of love,

Kendra Hayes
Kendra Hayes <hayes38@gulftel.com>
Foley, Al - Sunday, August 3, 2003 9:06 PM CDT

Tina and Meagan,

Cheryl <AnonymousQuilter@aol.com>
- Sunday, August 3, 2003 8:10 AM CDT

Thinking of you!
Paula Washburn
- Sunday, August 3, 2003 3:32 AM CDT

I'm so glad you has such a nice day the next day. You certainly have the RIGHT to get mad, angry, hostile, throw things etc...heck, sometimes I feel like doing it over Austin's death. It just doesn't seem right or even real to me at times. This just shouldn't be happening to my best friend since we were little girls. We had such hopes and dreams back then...who ever even thought that it would turn out this way. We were so full of life (and mischief) so many years ago....you were always smiling, laughing and so full of life (when you weren't crying over Scott, Alan, Blake etc!!!!!!!) You were always there for me too, and I will stay right here for you. Your heart is right in here with mine and that's where it will stay. My heart breaks almost daily as I think of all you must be feeling. Kiss Meagan and (((HUGS))) to you.....I LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
- Saturday, August 2, 2003 10:12 PM CDT

Tina I think of you everyday. I talk with GOD in the mornings on my way into work and I always think of you and ask for him to bless you and to continue to give you strengh and courage to get through your day. I miss seeing you and I miss our hugs . You are such a special person to me. Know that my thoughts are with you always. Christy (read your email)
Christy <scpat@charter.net>
- Friday, August 1, 2003 10:55 PM CDT

Tina,
Just before Lucy Cunningham moved from Atmore to Daphne she gave me a plaque and the quote on it says:
There are only
Two lasting bequests
We can give our children-
One is Roots,
The other Wings!
Your entry made me realize that I did not need to let this special plaque just sit as an ornament in my home but as an ornament in my heart! For the words that it says are so true!
Thanks so much for your special words! Iam glad that you and Meagan had a good time on Thursday.
Love you,
Maggie

Maggie Quimby
Atmore, AL USA - Friday, August 1, 2003 10:09 PM CDT

Much love and prayers are going up for you and Meagan. Check your email.... Love, Nena
NM
Bham, - Friday, August 1, 2003 8:38 PM CDT

Dear Tina:

I was glad to sign on this morning and read your journal entry and know that you are able to enjoy the glorious sunshine...After the storms and rain, we appreciate it so much more...

We look forward to your arrival in the village on Saturday...
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, August 1, 2003 10:13 AM CDT

Tina,
Keeping you in our thoughts and prayers. Just checking in to see how you are doing. We are so sorry for your loss.
Hugs and hope for a cure,
Tracey and family xo
Calgary,Ab, Canada\, - Friday, August 1, 2003 1:26 AM CDT

Tina -- Just came to your website to check on you. I think I read your entry about three or four times just to let the words of your heart sink in. You have some precious memories of holding Austin and rocking him as he slipped peacefully into Jesus' arms. And now you have this grieving time to focus on your life without him. You know, it's okay to kick and scream and just get mad -- As I have mentioned before, that is your heart, mind, and soul's way of guiding you into the next phases of your life. You are moving ahead, and you are experiencing growing pains. As I write this, the thought just ocurred to me that what we experience at this time is a lot like the anger and confusion we feel during our teenage years. We often stayed mad and frustrated but didn't know why. Most would attribute those feelings to hormones, but others would say that it is the "breaking away' process that all experience. You are, in a sense, "breaking away" from the old life of Tina and into a new one. You aren't leaving Austin behind -- just carrying him with you in a different way. My prayer is that you allow yourself to go through your grieving process without forcing yourself to hold back your feelings for fear of what someone will think or of what you think. Just let the tears and the anger flow freely. We have to remember that God too lost a son ... and even He had to turn His back on Calvary for a moment. He understands your pain, Tina. When you feel that you just can't handle it anymore, just talk to Him and tell Him how you feel. You will never regret having His comforting arms around you. May you have a peaceful, restful night. Sweet dreams -- Mary Beth
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Thursday, July 31, 2003 10:53 PM CDT

My sweet, dear Tina, I have signed in several times today, but just did not have the words.....just tears. I am so sorry that you are having to deal with all of this, it just isn't the way it is supposed to be. Bad things happen to the best people and I don't know why. I do question it ALOT. I don't know if any of us will ever get the answer in this life. Just knowing that your Austin is there waiting for all of you has to be a relief. He will be well aquainted with Heaven when we all get there and can show us the ropes! You are such a wonderful person and a great mom, Meagan is one lucky little girl to have you. She will gain tons of strength from you. Austin had the best caregiver in the world for the time he had here....he was loved unconditionally and he was happy. That means the world. I am thinking of all of you tonight. I think of all of you everyday and sometimes I think....I didn't have the opportunity to even know Austin all of these years, but boy, has he touched my life. You are very lucky to have these beautiful children in your life. Take care and I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH! Cathi
Cathi
- Thursday, July 31, 2003 10:40 PM CDT

Tina,
The only thing I can say is that we love you! Know that we are praying for you tonight!!

Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, AL USA - Thursday, July 31, 2003 9:38 PM CDT

Tina, Thinking of you and saying prayers for you everyday. Love, Nichole
Nichole Bryant <nbryant@peds.uab.edu>
Birmingham, AL - Thursday, July 31, 2003 9:24 PM CDT

Tina, in the good times and the bad, you are truly a blessing to all who know you. You and all your family remain in our prayers every day. Looking forward to seeing you soon...
Dee <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, - Thursday, July 31, 2003 9:01 PM CDT

Hey Mrs. Tina and Meagan,
Mrs. Tina I cannot even begin to imagine your pain right now! I just wish God would not have taken Austin, I know it was all in his plan though but still it hurts. Today I was driving and that song I use to write to you, (He's My Son) came on and I just parked my car and cried. I miss Austin and I miss seeing the three of you together! It still is hard for me to come on this website and write something, b/c I use to come and write to Austin and I still get on everyday to read anything you write but its not the same. Life just isn't fair! I am leaving in one week now, so I have to come and see you and spend time with May May. I am excited, but scared too, but I have learned so much in the last year so I know I am ready! Its okay to scream and be angry with God, its okay to have bad moments and good one, but just know that God is with you always and so is your precious Austin! I am praying so hard for you and your family! May God give you strength to face each day! I love you and Meagan!
God's Love Endures Forever!
Jessica Calhoun
- Thursday, July 31, 2003 6:28 PM CDT

Tina I love you very much!!!!!Always in my prayers, YOUR FRIEND Christy
Christy
- Thursday, July 31, 2003 3:35 PM CDT

Dear Tina, I have read and reread the latest journal entry and have tried several times to write a note to you. It is hard because my heart literally aches for you. It is OKAY to be angry...throw things (as long as it is not at somebody)... yell...scream...cry. I am thankful for a God who totally understands and I am sure He weeps with you.
What a wonderful gift you were given when you saw Jesus come for Austin. Time is a healer and there is no timetable for recovery. Just let those emotions flow...
Just know that I love you and am here for you anytime...day or night...just call. Give precious Meagan a hug for me.
Love, Nena
NM
Bham, - Thursday, July 31, 2003 2:09 PM CDT

Tina and family,

I am so honored to be given the opportunity to create a loving memory quilt for your sweet Austin!

Cheryl of Smile Quilts <anonymousquilter@aol.com>
- Thursday, July 31, 2003 10:59 AM CDT

Tina that is not your evil twin that is you human self and God understands your anger at him. That is not anything to be ashamed of or worry about. No one understands why this happened. So just let Him have it, he is big enough to handle all of the anger. You are such a special person and all of us that reads Austins Journal are pulling for you and praying for you and Meagen.
Pat Jones <patj@bushhog.com>
Selma, Al usa - Thursday, July 31, 2003 10:56 AM CDT

Tina that is not your evil twin that is you human self and God understands your anger at him. That is not anything to be ashamed of or worry about. No one understands why this happens to them or why God let it happen to them. So just let Him have it, he is big enough to handle it. You are such a special person and all of us that reads Austins Journal are pulling for you and praying for you.
Pat Jones <patj@bushhog.com>
Selma, Al usa - Thursday, July 31, 2003 10:45 AM CDT

Hey girls,
I read your entries and my heart aches and my prayers are pouring out for you two. I am so glad to hear that you are going back to school. You will truly be the best nurse ever.
You have the heart and patience of an angel and where ever you end up (hospital or dr.'s office) they should be so grateful to have you and they will!!!!! I am also excited to hear about the upcoming move. I know this was something you guys were thinking on and I am glad it's going to happen for you two. I wish you well, though I do wish I could be there to help you out. I think of our little fwend every day and miss him so much. I also think of you and Meagan wishing I could see you sometime.
Just know, I think of all of you all the time!!!!!
Love and miss you always.
Tasha <tasha.heinze@chsys.org>
Bham, - Thursday, July 31, 2003 10:00 AM CDT

Tina - I cannot tell you how much my heart aches for you. I read your entries and my heart literally hurts. I guess also being the mother of a very spirited 6 year old little boy I can understand your loss. Well maybe understand isn't the right word, but I know what pleasure those "spirited" little boys bring, even when they are reaking havoc in your life. I cannot imagine, nor do I want to even try to imagine, my life without Alex. He brings sunshine to my life even when he is being defiant and arguing with me. I swear my child would argue with a brick wall!! Anyway, I guess what I'm trying to say is those "spirited" little boys have a little extra sparkle. My heart aches that your sparkle is gone. I pray daily for God to ease your pain.
Love Debbie
Debbie Holobaugh <dholobaugh1264@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL baldwin - Thursday, July 31, 2003 9:42 AM CDT

Hey Tina-
I love you. Call me when you need me. I think of you often!
Anna
- Thursday, July 31, 2003 8:50 AM CDT

Dear Tina:

I signed on this morning and read your journal entry..I don't know what to say...I know there are no words of comfort...I've always said that when someone dies the first thing you say is "I'm so sorry" and somehow that seems so inadequate...

We all wish we could make your pain go away but we can't...Unfortunately, it is part of the grieving process..your emotional healing..

What we can do is be here for you and listen to you when you are hurting and need to yell and be angry...I had to learn that being angry is okay...Really, it is...and it is okay to express it..

None of us would think you were human if you weren't mad at God and everybody else..and you know what? I think he expects you to be angry so that when your anger passes (and it will) you will be filled with his love and you will appreciate that feeling of unconditional love and peace so much more...

How special those last moments with Austin were for you...even though I know your heart was breaking...There is one thing that you must never doubt...Austin knew that he was loved...many children never have the comfort of knowing that...

Wishing you a peaceful day with lots of treasures found with Meagan...We love you.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, July 31, 2003 7:48 AM CDT

Dear Tina and Meagan:

You are in our thoughts and prayers tonight. Peaceful dreams to both of you.

Kim <KMatth36242@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, July 30, 2003 8:16 PM CDT

It was great to talk to you this afternoon. When you call me in the morning we will pick a date for this fall beach trip!!! It will be wonderful therapy for us all. I am so sorry you had to deal with the hamster dying. Life just never ceases to throw curve balls!!!

....Strength.
2 Cor. 12:9-10 "So now I am glad to boast about my weakness, so that the power of Christ may work through me". "For when I am weak, then I am strong".

Love you!
Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
- Wednesday, July 30, 2003 8:09 PM CDT

HEY YOU TWO! jUST WANTED TO CHECK ON YOU. YOUR BOTH IN MY THOUGHTS EVERYDAY AND AUSTIN IS TOO. I HOPE YOUR DAYS ARE GETTING A LITTLE EASIER TO BEAR. I KNOW MEAGAN IS SO EXCITED TO START SCHOOL IN A FEW MORE WEEKS. SHE IS PROBABLY JUST AS EXCITED TO HAVE HER MOTHER THERE SO SHE CAN EXPERIENCE IT WITH HER. I WILL CHECK IN LATER TO SEE IF YOU HAVE UPDATED...I KNOW YOU ARE TERRIBLY BUSY RIGHT NOW! TAKE CARE! I LOVE YOU ALL! CATHI
CATHI
- Wednesday, July 30, 2003 4:15 PM CDT

Dear Tina,

It's been about 11 days since I last checked the web page and I sure have missed reading your entries. My computer is back and so am I!!
Toby and I went to the Premier Designs Rally in Dallas and had a blast. It was wonderful to hear the testimonies of other jewelers and to be in the presence of such nice Christian people. It is so true that wealth will not make us happy. We talk about this at every Rally. Our objectives are to honor God in all we do and to enrich the lives we touch. This is what true happiness is. The jewelry is truly just a vehicle to get into homes and touch lives! Even after 9 1/2 years, it's so very exciting. I still get excited about going into homes and giving ladies a dose of hope!
As I listened to the speakers at the Rally, I thought about how you are giving people in this world a dose of hope also. You do this through your own testimony! You will be the perfect nurse and you will continue your journey of touching lives!! How awesome!!
I can't wait until we have a jewelry show in your new home! See, Iam already assuming that you will want some "free" jewelry!! YEAH!!
Please know that we love you and we are still here, still lifting you up in prayer and still praying that God will give you the strength and courage to fly to new heights!!!

Love your friends,
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, AL USA - Wednesday, July 30, 2003 9:46 AM CDT

I sure wish we lived closer together. I would love to take you to lunch!!! I miss you and hope your week is going well. The big move is just around the corner, I know it is exciting and also may be causing a lot of anxiety for you. Packing up can be difficult. You are in my prayers! Just wish I could be there to help.

Cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you". 1 Peter 5:7

Love, Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
- Wednesday, July 30, 2003 8:46 AM CDT

Morning Tina, How are you and Meagan? My thoughts and prayers continually go out for both of you. Guess with the upcoming move and school starting soon, you are one busy lady!!
Ellie and I went to the cancer center yesterday for a visit. So many children undergoing treatment, it breaks my heart. And there was a new patient 3 yrs old with blond hair and blue eyes... and his name is Austin. I had to choke back the tears for it brought back sweet memories of our Austin. Thank goodness he will only be having treatments this week... I know I would get attached to him if I were to see him for several weeks. Just like Austin, all these children display such courage. All of the families have learned to live one day at a time. And that is a lesson for all of us. Not one of us is promised tomorrow!! Give Meagan a special hug for me. I miss you! Love, Nena
NM
Bham, - Tuesday, July 29, 2003 8:31 AM CDT

Hey my friend!
I miss you! Camp was great. The week went very smoothly and the teens had a blast. I am still recovering though.
Slept 14 hours Saturday night and 15 Sunday night!! Hope your week has been good. I will try to catch up with you this afternoon.

May the Lord bless you and keep you; may the Lord make his face shine upon you and be gracious to you; may the Lord turn his face toward you and give you peace. Numbers 6:24

Love, Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
- Tuesday, July 29, 2003 8:02 AM CDT

Tina, Life has been so busy. I hope you know I think of you each and everyday. I Love you and I know all the crap you have been through over the last few years has been so hard. I miss Austin too. You are so right he always had a special way of making you smile with that BIG HUG. I miss you guys so much. I Love you and Meagan so much.. LOVE ALWAYS
CHRISTY <SCPAT@CHARTER.NET>
- Monday, July 28, 2003 8:50 AM CDT

Tina -- Your heartfelt description of your family table is nothing short of poetic. You have such an eloquent way of expressing your feelings, thoughts, emotions, hopes, dreams, heartaches, and promises for the future. Thank you for continuing to share these insights with us. Hope that you are now feeling better -- When we don't feel well, things just seem to be more dismal than they already are. I am so proud of you for your continued trust in God through this difficult, difficult time. Hope things are going well as you and Meagan prepare for your new school year!
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Monday, July 28, 2003 8:34 AM CDT

Tina, I had a great week at Camp SAM. The weather was wonderful and the kids are so amazing. I am in such awe of their faith and courage and the love and acceptance they have for each other. We had no big health issues which was a blessing, I did sew up a counselor's head though. I had to something to earn my keep. The food was amazing, I ate soooo much. I thought of you several times during the week and you are always in my prayers. Take care of yourself. Lots of love, Nichole
Nichole Bryant <nbryant@peds.uab.edu>
Birmingham, AL - Sunday, July 27, 2003 4:55 PM CDT

Dear Tina and Meagan:

I read your last entry and your description of the table set for two took my breath away.

"Sometimes the answer to your prayers is not that it changes your life, but it changes you". James Dillet Freeman.

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, July 27, 2003 3:32 PM CDT

Hello Tina,
Sorry to that you have not been feeling well. I hope that will be all better soon. I just want you to know that you are such an inspiration to me. Your words mean so much. Thinking of you often and keeping you in my daily prayers.

Christy (Ally's mom)

Christy <www.caringbridge.org/al/ally>
Northport, AL - Saturday, July 26, 2003 12:59 AM CDT

Tina, Your entries are so uplifting spiritually. I miss Austin very much but I know it does not compare to what you and Meagan are going through. I can not wait to see you. Love Always, Rhonda
rhonda smith <rcs9200@msn.com>
helena, al usa - Saturday, July 26, 2003 10:55 AM CDT

So sorry to hear that you have been sick... no fun. Bet Meagan was a big help in getting things to drink, etc. I wrote you a nice long letter yesterday via email and now I just discovered that I sent it to the wrong email server. I never keep anything... I hit delete as soon as finishing. So now I will try to remember all that I wrote to you yesterday. Much love and prayers, Nena
NM
Bham, - Friday, July 25, 2003 2:22 PM CDT

Tina, you are so brave! When I read your entries, I am saddened. But then, I get happy because you are going thru such normal feelings. I am sure it it very difficult for you and Meagan and I think it is good that you can express those feeling with friends and people who care. You already know that God loves you and watches over you each day. I want you to know that we love you and pray for you each day. Give Meagan a hug and tell her we all love her too.
Millie Caughron <gmcuaghron@aol.com>
Knoxville, Tn USA - Friday, July 25, 2003 9:59 AM CDT

Good Morning! I hate you've been sick, too bad nurse Tina can't take care of you! She's the absolute BEST and would be very good to you! Has nurse Sherry been down to take charge? Hey, how about your dad? Haven't heard anything on him since the day I saw Tonya. I know your heart has to feel empty right now but at least you have a spry little girl there to help fill those days. Just wait till she turns about 12 or 13 years old....you will have so much to do, your day will be over before you know it. She will be into so much...it will remind you of the days when the two of us were that age! Just don't let her go down to the beach with a friend and meet 2 boys walking down a dark street! Oh Lord, what were we thinking?! oh well......it was FUN at the time! You and Meagan take care and have fun today! I LOVE YOU ALL! Cathi
Cathi
- Friday, July 25, 2003 9:51 AM CDT

Tina,
I hope you are feeling better soon. Almost moving time. We got Taylor's broviac out yesterday and got a port. It is so different not to see those things hanging down. I asked to late to keep them, so we don't have them, but I told JIm if we got them I would use it as a ceiling fan pull:) Sending love and prayers as well as hugs and kisses. We are considering a weekend getaway in a few weeks after we get back from NYC. If we decide on the beach we will be sure to call you and May May.
Love,
Kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
- Friday, July 25, 2003 9:09 AM CDT

Good Morning Tina and Meagan,
I hope you are feeling better. A day doesn't go by that I do not think about my fwend. I think of his amazing strength and courage. I think of his little mischevious smile and laugh. He has touched so many lives. You and Meagan are truly amazing.
Love Always,

Jennifer
- Friday, July 25, 2003 8:49 AM CDT

Tina,
I am thinking of you. You are in my prayers.

Michelle Wilson
- Friday, July 25, 2003 0:30 AM CDT

YOU ARE MY ANGEL!!! I'M PRAYING FOR YOU!!! AND THINKING OF YOU ALWAYS!!! LOVE CARLA AND DIVA!!!
CARLA AND DIVA <DJ092201@CS.COM>
FAIRHOPE, AL - Thursday, July 24, 2003 8:47 PM CDT

Hi Tina:

We will remember these special campers in our prayers (and pray for their counselors!)...Unfortunately, my eyes have been opened wide to the suffering of so many children with childhood cancer...

We all think this will never happen in our family or to anyone we know...It's something that happens to someone else...As we've all learned this past year, it can happen to someone we know or to our family...

It has made me so aware each morning when I open my eyes that I am truly blessed in so many ways and that every breath I take is a gift...I will never take that for granted again...

Peace to you and Meagan tonight..We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, July 24, 2003 7:36 PM CDT

Our prayers are with you, Austin!! We're pulling for you...we know you can do it!! We'll continue to check the website to find out how you are. We miss and love you. Talked to Chad today and he will email soon. Love, The Chandlers
Tootsie, Gerald, Reggi, Chad, and Lauren Chandler <tootsiechandler@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Thursday, July 24, 2003 7:08 PM CDT

Hi Tina! Just wanted you to know that everyone's still praying for your family. Just talked with a friend who recently went through a similar tragedy, and she said she's beginning to have more good days than bad. Oh, how I pray this for you soon! You are loved!
Donna Fucich
Daphne, - Thursday, July 24, 2003 10:30 AM CDT

Hi Tina and Meagan, Haven't had a chance to log in for several days. So much going on in the family. But regardless of not putting it into words here, you all are never far from my mind and prayers. Such good news about the house and your going back to school. You had mentioned nursing to me earlier so I am pleased that you feel led to start back to school. I am so proud of you!!
Meagan, I bet you really enjoyed having the hamsters... watching them grow. Just think how happy you made all the girls and boys when you gave them a hamster you had raised. I know that you probably miss them though.
Hope to see you all sometime soon. Love, Nena
Tina, check your email for a note from me.
Nena
Bham, - Thursday, July 24, 2003 9:55 AM CDT

Hello Tina & Meagan, Just wanted to check in with the two of you. Thinking of both of you today. I know your excited about your move....but it's ALOT of work. Can't wait myself to move into my new house (it's not even started yet) so you are way ahead of me! When I go to move, the two of you will be all settled in. I hope your finding some happy times in your lives right now, even with the saddness that you feel. Good luck with your studies, I know you don't need luck, you will do GREAT! Check back later...take care! I love you! Cathi
Cathi
- Wednesday, July 23, 2003 4:55 PM CDT

Good morning Tina! You are in my thoughts this morning and I continue to pray for you! You are going to make a WONDERFUL nurse! How admirable of you to continue your education!!! I am sending you the best of wishes!!! :-)

Love,
Angel Hayes
Angel Hayes <angeldh@gulftel.com>
Robertsdale, Al Baldwin - Wednesday, July 23, 2003 8:14 AM CDT

Hi, Tina! I have been out of town at a conference and am just now getting back in the swing of things. One of the first items on my agenda was to check your website to see how you are doing. My heart just filled up when I read your words about going back to school. You are moving ahead, Tina. You are not leaving anything or anybody behind, but you are moving forward, and it is a beautiful sight for those of us who have followed your saga whether in person or in word. I connected with your words in a previous entry about the grieving process and remembered that so often, when I was about to make great strides in my grief, I would take a couple of steps backward and become angry at everyone and everything. My process was NEVER linear; it was circular all the way! My mother stated that she always knew when I was about to make a leap forward because I was not easy to live with. But when the storm in my heart and soul passed, I found a beautiful sun-filled sky on the other side. Your other side is going to be your education, Tina. Of course, this is coming from a teacher, but I am convinced that focusing your energy on earning your degree and shaping your future is something that you will never regret. You will have such a powerful influence on your classmates and later your colleagues and your patients. Everyone will want to be under the care of "Nurse Tina" because you will be able to give them more than just medical care; you will be able to give them the total package: mind, body, and soul. I am so proud of you -- May you continue to have peaceful days and nights and sweet dreams of Austin.
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Monday, July 21, 2003 12:12 AM CDT

Thank you my dear friend for the prayers. We may need them this week with 50+ teenagers coming. We have some fabulous counselors here for the week so I think we will be able to handle it. Please pray for these teenagers as they get to know each other and try to relax and have some fun. They must also deal with two of their friends that were here last year that are now angels having a camp of their own with Austin in heaven. I know these angels will be giving me the strength (from exhaustion) to make this week a very special one!

Miss you!
Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
- Monday, July 21, 2003 11:15 AM CDT

Hey Tina.
That's awesome to hear that you are finishing your nursing degree. You are going to be a great nurse. I am so happy for you. You are such a special person and you have everything and then some to be a nurse. I'm praying for you.
Carla and Diva <DJ092201@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, July 20, 2003 6:59 PM CDT

Tina,
Thank goodness for counselors b/c I couldn't have kept up with him all weekend. We had a nice time. I enjoyed getting to know all the new friends and re-acquainted with old friends. I miss you and am sending more prayers and love.
Kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
- Sunday, July 20, 2003 3:32 PM CDT

Dear Tina, It takes a VERY special person to be a nurse, you have seen that in your friends at Childrens. You are that special person. I know No ONE more special than you. Gosh, how Linda and Jennifer stood up at the funeral and said the words that they said is beyond me. They brought me to tears. I have been meaning to write to both of them to tell them how special they made that day. To tell of all of the Austin adventures while he was there was wonderful. Alot of people may have thought he was just lying there in bed all day....NOT! I could see everything they were describing. They made his time there fun and as bearable as possible and they enjoyed doing it. You will be the best nurse ever and everyone will want you to work at their hospital. How much longer do you have to go to get your degree?????? The sooner someone has you in their hospital, the sooner other families can rejoice in your strength and kindness. Whoever gets you will be very lucky. May you give them the peace and comfort that you found. Take care girl, I love you and I am very proud of you! Cathi
Cathi
- Saturday, July 19, 2003 11:12 AM CDT

Tina, I am so very proud of you. You will be absolute BEST nurse ever!!! You have the biggest heart of anyone that I have ever known. God has blessed you with great courage and immense patience. Two wonderful characters needed for nursing. I miss you so much. I can not wait to see you. Love always, Rhonda
rhonda smith <rcs9200@msn.com>
helena, al usa - Saturday, July 19, 2003 8:41 AM CDT

Hi Austin,
It's mommy and I love you very much. Sissy and I are getting ready to go to bed and I can hear your little voice so clear in my mind saying "Mommy, come and snuggle". I miss doing just that. You are a very brave little boy and I am so proud that you have met Jesus and are walking by His side.

I am sending lots of hugs and kisses to you in my prayers.
Gosh, I miss you so much!

You are always in my heart,

Mommy
- Friday, July 18, 2003 10:03 PM CDT

Tina, I think of you so often. I am so thrilled that you ar going back to finish nursing school. You will be the best nurse. Austin would be so proud of his mommy. I am headed to Camp SAM Monday to be the camp doctor for the week. A wee with 50 teenagers, and I can't wait! It will be so much fun. You are always in my prayers. Love, Nichole
Nichole Bryant <nbryant@peds.uab.edu>
Birmingham, AL - Friday, July 18, 2003 8:51 PM CDT

Miss Tina,
I miss you playing patty-cake with me and singing I love you. You need to come see me soon - I started drinking out of a cup a couple of days ago and mommy is so proud of me. I am starting to do more things, but I have started showing my temper a lot more too. I like to wake up at 1am and scream for a couple of hours just because I can. For some reason Mommy and Daddy aren't too thrilled with this game. Oh well, they will get over it! Love you! Oh yeah, Mom says hi and she's waiting to hear from you telling us when you have your trip to Baileyton planned.
Alexis Lindsey <caringbridge.org/al/alexislindsey>
Baileyton, AL - Friday, July 18, 2003 11:40 AM CDT

Mrs. Tina You are truly amazing. I love you so much and I pray for you and May May every day and night. That is awesome that your going back to school to be a nurse, I know that this is where God wants you. You see Nurses have to be loving, caring, kind, and have lots of Smiles and I know that you are the best person for all that. You have been through a lot and like Austin taught you to fly through the hard times with a smile, you and Austin have both taught me this too. It is good to know where sweet Austin is and it is also good to know that those who believe and put our Savior Jesus Christ first in our lives will see that sweet boy again. I just wonder how many tricks Austin has pulled on all those people up there. I miss him very much.

In His Grip
Jessica Calhoun
- Friday, July 18, 2003 10:05 AM CDT

Good Morning Tina!
I hope you have a peaceful weekend just doing the things that you want to do.
My computer will be going to the doctor for a few days so I will check back in about a week.
Take care and know that we are thinking of you.
Love ya!
Maggie, Toby and boys

Maggie Quimby
Atmore, AL - Friday, July 18, 2003 8:37 AM CDT

Good Morning Tina:

It was great to see you yesterday...looking mahvalous :)

I think all of us who knew Austin will always remember his laugh, his smile and his ability to live his life in a big way without fear...I'm so thankful you feel you have those gifts too...

Love 'ya
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, July 18, 2003 6:53 AM CDT

Hi Tina,
I just wanted you to know that we are thinking of you. I know you will make a great nurse. I admire you for that. I am sending lots of love and hugs that I hope you feel during times of sadness. We are going to camp this weekend. Of course Taylor has no idea what it is, but I think he will love it. He let a balloon go the other night. We asked him who was goojng to catch it. He said he was, but of course that is never going to happen, so we asked him if Jesus could catch it. He began to get a little upset that it didn't come back, so we told him that Janie and Austin were going to catch it and play with it and he simply said, "K". I guess it is the boy in him, but he does things that will immediatley make me think of something Austin did or you described in a journal entry. I guess all boys are boys, but I always think that Austin is telling us he is here and watching over Taylor.
I love you,
Kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
- Thursday, July 17, 2003 11:21 PM CDT

Hey Girl,

I am at Camp SAM and we are in the setting up stage today and tomorrow. I think it was 110 degrees here today!!
Very hot, but all well worth it. Taylor, Kim and Jim Watts are coming to camp this weekend for the Tots N' Tykes session. I know they are glad to be back South! Then we have 50+ teens coming Monday for Teen camp. Amber is coming to that session.

I just wanted you to know that I was thinking about you and praying you are having a good week. Hug Meagan for me. Miss you my friend!
Love,
Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
- Thursday, July 17, 2003 9:16 PM CDT

Tina,
I enjoyed laughing w/ you this morning on the phone! Talking to you is an instant pick-me-up for me! You have such great humor even though you are hurting so badly.
Please know that you and Meagan are on our minds and in our hearts every day. My prayer for you is that God renews your strength each and every day so that you can face tomorrow.
Love ya,
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, AL USA - Thursday, July 17, 2003 5:03 PM CDT

Tina, you are going to have good and bad days, high and low days...that will probably last forever. I do hope that it gets easier for you though. None of us can even imagine what you are going through. You think you know, but you really don't. We hold you that much tighter in our thoughts and prayers...you and Meagan. Hope you enjoy your new home and have lots of happy memories in it. Check on you after while....Love you! Cathi
Cathi
- Thursday, July 17, 2003 2:19 PM CDT

Dear Tina and Meagan,
I'm thinking of the two of you tonight and keeping you both in my prayers! A new house....WOW! :-) I hope y'all had a wonderful day today and will have an even better day tomorrow! You both are two very special people and you mean so much to so many!!

Angel Hayes <angeldh@gulftel.com>
Robertsdale, Al Baldwin - Wednesday, July 16, 2003 8:32 PM CDT

Dear Mrs.Tina and Meagan,
Hi! I am Hannah, Mrs.Nena's granddaughter. I still have my picture of Austin at Easter. I pray for you and Meagan every night! Take care! I hope you like your new house!

HS
B'ham , Al - Wednesday, July 16, 2003 7:32 PM CDT

Thinking of you as always! Hope your having a great day today full of memories and happy times. Check in on you later...love you! Cathi
Cathi
- Wednesday, July 16, 2003 7:19 PM CDT

Tina,
You are always in my thoughts and prayers. I know that this is a difficult time for you, your faith is amazing to me. Your new house sounds exciting, but please be careful not to overdo, it is important that you take care of yourself. When I come back down to Mobile, I hope to see you. Take good care of yourself, God bless.
Love,
Catherine
Catherine Hughes
- Wednesday, July 16, 2003 9:37 AM CDT

Just signing in to say that I love you two and remembering you both in prayer. The new house sounds wonderful for you... you will certainly have a busy time getting ready for the move. Just don't work too hard. Much love to both of you. Nena
NM
Bham, - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 4:53 PM CDT

Hello Tina and Meagan,
I guess Meagan's prayer came true! She is getting to move into her new house sooner than expected. I am so happy for the both of you.
Love Always,
Jennifer
- Tuesday, July 15, 2003 8:15 AM CDT

Tina,
I just read your update to Toby and He and I both are so glad that you decided on the new house. That's great!! We are so happy for you and Meagan.Please let us know if you need help moving!!Toby said so!! I bet Meagan will make it just fine with all of those boy neighbors! My little niece (Katelyn) is the only girl and not a one of the boys can intimidate her!!
We love you and hope you have a great week. God Bless you and Meagan and may each day be filled with beautiful blessings for you both.

Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, AL USA - Monday, July 14, 2003 11:18 PM CDT

Tina: You and Meagan are in my thoughts tonight. You are always in my prayers. We saw Tonya Saturday, and she told us that you gals are at the beach for a few days. I know how it is when all of you Morris girls get together! One of your friends wrote that you are going back to finish nursing school. If that's so, it's the best news I have heard in a long time! Work can be a lifesaver after a traumatic event like you have been through. You continue to inspire all who visit here.

With much love,
Betty A. <fbadams@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Monday, July 14, 2003 8:16 PM CDT

TINA,

I SO REMEMBER THAT DAY PLAYING BALL AND AUSTIN RUNNING AROUND IN THAT CAPE. WE HAD THE BEST TIME. HE TIRED HIS NURSES OUT!! HE WOULD MAKE THE BALL GAME EVERYTHING FROM SOCCER, TO BASKETBALL, TO BASEBALL!! ONLY AUSTIN HAD THAT TYPE OF IMAGINATION. I THINK ABOUT HIM EVERYDAY AND THE LESSIONS OF LIFE THAT HE TAUGHT ME. HIS LITTLE LIFE TOUCHED SO MANY PEOPLE. NOT TO MENTION HOW YOUR LIFE STILL TOUCHES PEOPLE. YOUR STRENGTH AMAZES ME. I KEEP YOUR FAMILY IN MY PRAYERS.

LOVE

BABY LEWIS
SUSAN JACKSON <STEMCELLNURSE@AOL.COM>
BIRMINGHAM, AL - Monday, July 14, 2003 7:29 PM CDT

Mising you and sending all my love. We are finally back in good ole Alabama.
Love,
Kim Watts
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
MCCALLA, AL - Monday, July 14, 2003 11:41 AM CDT

Dear Tina and Meagan:

Your words in your last journal entry make my heart hurt. I think of you so often and wish I could take the pain away even if it was just for a few minutes. It is during those times that I say a little prayer for the both of you.

I was thinking about life the other day (that's what you do when you get old) and it crossed my mind that most of us go through our lives without giving much thought to how we will be remembered when we are no longer living on earth nor will we ever know if we had any impact on another person's life.

This is where you, Meagan and Jimmy are truly blessed. You can hear people talk about Austin and how he has truly blessed all of us, the impact he had, and how so many of us have been changed in such positive ways by having known him or known of him. There are not many people that can look back on their own lives and say "I made a difference in somebody's life because I was here"..Little Bucky continues to teach us our life lessons from heaven...
Take care. We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, July 14, 2003 4:55 AM CDT

Tina,
Iam so glad that you and Meagan were able to spend some quality time together at the beach! I know you two had a really good time. Also, that was so kind of your friend to give you that video. I know you will cherish it forever!!!!!!
We love you and are praying for you always!!!!!
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Sunday, July 13, 2003 10:28 PM CDT

Hi Tina & Meagan...How was your weekend? Hope it was grand! You are in my prayers. Have peace, it will engulf you!! Love to you both, Hug Ms. Rose for me!! Love Lisa
Lisa Salter <junelg@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL USA - Sunday, July 13, 2003 10:12 PM CDT

Tina, I am so glad I got to talk to you tonight. I miss you so much. I wish Fairhope wasn't 4.5 hours away. I can't imagine how hard it is for you right now. I just hope with your strong faith and love for our LORD and Savior your pain will get easier, to deal with. you are truly a wonderful person and mom. I want you to call me anytime you want to or need too. You and meagan are family. LOVE you
Christy
- Sunday, July 13, 2003 8:28 PM CDT

Hey girls! Hope your having a ball at the beach...you both deserve it! I know Tonya told you that we came by the cafe' yesterday. We went to the parade of homes and needed a "fix" so we went there...my GOSH, what a hamburger! We could barely eat it all...it was huge! They kept falling apart too. You know it's good when it does that! I was glad we got to see Tonya, but I sure was hoping they would both be there. Rode by your house too...and I THINK we may have found your new one. It was the only new house over there with a sold sign...it was at the very end of a street on the left....PRETTY house, I hope it was yours! Well, i hope you continue to have fun and be happy! Take care! I love you all...Cathi
Cathi
- Sunday, July 13, 2003 8:06 PM CDT

Hey Tina. Well I got baptized today. I will never be able to describe in words how I felt at that very moment. God is so awesome and so powerful. He is watching over you always and yes he knows how you feel. Thank you Tina for inspiring me to be a better person and to view life with my eyes wide open. You are an important person in my life and I don't really even know you. But at the same time I feel like I've known you for years. I know things are going to get better for you. I'm sure this is not an easy thing to go through. I am here for you always. Thanks again for your love and your friendship! I'm praying for you. Diva sends lots of slobbery, wet sugars to you and Meagan, oh yea she says don't forget Rose. :)
Carla and Diva <DJ092201@cs.com>
Mobile, AL - Sunday, July 13, 2003 7:19 PM CDT

Tina,
Just wanted you to know I was thinking of you,and to let you know you are in my prayers. My heart goes out to you and aches for your loss, but your words seem to ease the pain, I hope it does the same for you. In the short time since I met you and Austin you have become such a blessing to me. Continue to pray for Matthew. I love you and God bless.
Sandy & Matthew
sandy bothwell <tsbothwell@aol.com>
birmingham, al - Saturday, July 12, 2003 6:38 PM CDT

Okay Tina, when are you going to start your book? I know that you could just take your journal notes from the past year, add some current thoughts and you would have a book that would inspirational and would minister to people of all ages. You and your faith have truly taught all of us how to depend more on God, how to live each day to the fullest, and how important the little things with your family are.... I wish there was a way to know how many folks have been encouraged by your words on a day when they thought they couldn't go on, had more than they could bear, etc. You have ministered to all of us. I thank God for the memories that will never leave you. I wish that I could be there when those memories overwhelm you... to put my arms around you and share your tears. I love you my friend, Nena
NM
Bham, - Saturday, July 12, 2003 1:12 PM CDT

Tina, God has given you the gift of verbalizing your great sorrow, grief and pain. What a blessing this is although it may not seem like it at times. The ability to be so open about your feelings is a comfort to many. The reality of hurting so much is the knowledge that you loved so much, for without such great love how could you know such great pain.

"If I could speak in any language in heaven or on earth but didn't love others, I would only be making meaningless noise like a loud gong or a clanging cymbal. If I had the gift of prophecy, and if I knew the mysteries of the future and knew everything about everything, but didn't love others, what good would I be? And if I had the gift of faith so that I could speak to a mountain and make it move, without love I would be no good to anybody. If I gave everything I have to the poor and even sacrificed my body, I could boast about it ; but if I didn't love others, I would be of no value whatsoever. Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. Love does not demand its own way. Love is not irritable, and it keeps no record of when it has been wronged. It is never glad about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. Love never gives up,never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. Love will last forever, .....There are three things that will endure-Faith, Hope and Love- and the greatest of these is Love. 1 Corinthians 13:1-13.

Praise God that you have all of these, the Faith to get you through this difficult time, the Hope to be planning a future for you and Meagan and the Love of your Lord and Father, His son Jesus Christ, your family, and your friends, and your love for your precious children. This "Love Chapter" describes how you have lived your life. May God Bless You for your faithfulness to His word.
Know you are loved. Prayers and Blessings
Love, Robi
Robi Jones
- Saturday, July 12, 2003 12:49 AM CDT

Tina, I read your entry this morning and my heart felt like it was going to burst open. What a awesome person you are.The love you have as a person can be felt just by reading your thoughs. Only a MOTHER knows. I only ask that God keep you and your family wrapped in his love, keep blessing you with the wisdom, strength and knowledge to stand strong. Tina I know what I need to say but the tears want stop and I don't know why. So I reach out my arms to you and your family with this hug. God Bless
DeBorah Johnson <debbrneye@aol.com>
Whistler, Al US - Saturday, July 12, 2003 11:00 AM CDT

Hi Tina and Meagan, I always feel so blessed when I read your entries, and then, my heart aches because you have lost so much. I still can gain strength from the strong faith, strength and courage you possess.

Tina, you are using your wonderful memories wisely. You will always cherish these memories, and I hope you will always realize what a good job you did caring for your loved one.

Kim tells me you have bought a new house and that Meagan is very happy with that. I am glad you are starting new memories. I am glad that you plan to go back into nursing.
It takes a strong person not to stop, but you have the strength to go on. Austin is very proud of the person God chose to be his Mom.

We are coming to visit Kim the first of August. I hope I can see you then. I have a strong desire just to give you a big hug.
Millie Caughron <gmcuaghron@aol.com>
Knoxville, Tn USA - Saturday, July 12, 2003 9:48 AM CDT

Hey Bakers,
Well I hope you and Meagan had fun! We sure have missed seeing your face around the store. You need to come and see us, but only when you feel like it. I think we have mastered a drink for you, maybe something like a white mocha Latte, its even better than coffee loft. I am still praying for you and your family, not a day goes by that I don't think about precious Austin. Everyday and night I look up into the sky and it is always so beautiful, I feel so close to him this way. I miss him, but everyday I look at his picture in my car and he reminds me to live life to the fullest and live each day the way he did, with a smile. A smile can do wonders for people. Well I love you and May May and my every prayer is with you guys~ May God Bless you today and everyday.
~With God's Enduring Love,

Jessica Calhoun
- Saturday, July 12, 2003 9:05 AM CDT

Tina: You and Megan continue to be in our thoughts and prayers. I believe although Bobby didn't really get a chance to know Austin very well since they were only in Mrs. Jones' class together one week, Bobby will remember Austin throughout his whole life. He often speaks of Austin and he says prayers for you every night. Often, when Bobby tells me, "Snuggle with me, Mama." I think of you and say a quick prayer that God will comfort you through your grief. Following your journey has helped to make me a better mother, wife and friend - I appreciate what I have in the here and now. I no longer wish for or worry about what I don't have, I am more considerate of others and more compassionate toward others.

When you think of Austin and are sad, remember he's in Heaven with Jesus and all the others who have gone ahead of us. Bobby likes to imagine that Austin is in Heaven playing with his Paw-Paw (Tom's father).

May God continue to bless you.

Dolly Banks
Dolly Banks <dollybfit@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, July 12, 2003 7:53 AM CDT

May you feel God's arms fold around you and lift you up during these difficult times.
Praying as always for your peace and comfort.
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Friday, July 11, 2003 10:05 PM CDT

Your words and your pain truly break my heart. I just wish so bad we were not 4 hours apart and I could help you through those lonely moments. I constantly think of you and Austin!!! Everytime I look at Andrew I think of the incredible pain I would feel if anything ever happened to him. You are so incredibly strong, even though I know there are times when you do not feel that. All I can say is that I am praying continuously for peace of mind for you my friend. May God please watch over you and precious Meagan.

�I asked the Lord to bless you as I prayed for you today. To guide you and protect you as you go along your way.... His love is always with you, His promises are true, And when we give Him all our cares you know He will see us through. So when the road you're traveling on seems difficult at best, Just remember I'm here praying, and God will do the rest.�

Hugs From Heaven!

When you feel a gentle breeze
Caress you when you sigh,
It's a hug sent from Heaven
From a loved one way up high.

If a soft and tender raindrop
Lands upon your nose,
It's just a little angel's kiss
As fragile as a rose.

When you hear a song that fills you
With a feeling of sweet love,
It's a hug sent down from Heaven
From someone special up above.

If you wake up in the morning
To a bluebird's chirping song,
It's music sent from Heaven
To cheer you all day long.

If a beautiful little butterfly
Flies gently past your face,
It's a whisper sent from Heaven
All trimmed with angel lace.

So try and let your heart be joyful
If you're lonely, my dear friend,
Hugs that are sent from Heaven
A prayer that your broken heart will mend!

Love you, my dear friend!
Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
- Friday, July 11, 2003 9:03 PM CDT

Good Evening, Tina...I am glad you & Meagan got away this week. I hope you both really enjoyed it!!! I am praying for God to take away this horrible pain, that I cannot begin to feel...but my whole heart goes out for you. Enjoy that video, what a gift!! Have a great weekend, be peaceful & enjoy yourself. Meagan will be home soon enough. Love, Lisa...Tina, maybe one day soon, we can meet for coffee!!! cell 689-1854, hm. 990-7920
Lisa Salter <junelg@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL USA - Friday, July 11, 2003 7:41 PM CDT

I haven't had a chance to sign on in several days... so much happening in the family, sickness, etc. Perhaps one day soon we can "catch up" with each other. Even though I haven't signed it, my thoughts and prayers are NEVER far away from you and Meagan. Thank you for continuing to share your thoughts with all of us. It is healing for you and to those of us who love you, Meagan, and especially Austin. Keep on signing in on the website... it helps us feel connected to you. Hope each day is a little brighter for you and Meagan. Much love to both, Nena
NM
Bham, - Friday, July 11, 2003 5:31 PM CDT

Hey Tina. I was just on 4T and it made me think of you all. I think of you often and you are always in my prayers. Hope you and Meagan have had a wonderful week together. Love, Nichole
Nichole Bryant <NBRYANT@PEDS.UAB.EDU>
Birmingham, al - Friday, July 11, 2003 1:38 PM CDT

Thinking of you and praying for you today.
Jennifer
- Thursday, July 10, 2003 1:06 PM CDT

BEACH?! I'M SOOOO JEALOUS! hAVEN'T BEEN TO THE BEACH IN AGES! wHAT'S THIS ABOUT MOVING TO A NEW HOUSE? TELL ALL GIRL! I HOPE YOPU FIND PEACE AND COMFORT IN YOUR NEW HOUSE...MAY YOU AND MEAGAN MAKE TONS OF NEW HAPPY MEMORIES IN IT. Have fun this week end and take good care of each other....I KNOW you are! Love you all! Cathi
Cathi
- Thursday, July 10, 2003 12:41 AM CDT

Hey Tina and Maegan,
I just wanted to give you a shout out to say hope you're having a great time in the sun at the beach!!!! I am always thinking of you two and lifting you up in prayers.
Love always
Tasha
Bham, AL - Thursday, July 10, 2003 11:49 AM CDT

I hope you are both having a wonderful time at the beach!
Wish I was there with you!! Will call you tonight.
FYI....our hamster has arrived and doing fine!
Love, Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
- Thursday, July 10, 2003 10:49 AM CDT

Tina,
Just wanted you to know that Iam thinking of You and Meagan! I hope the two of you have a nice weekend. My prayers are with you always.
Love you,
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Thursday, July 10, 2003 9:15 AM CDT

Dear Tina and Meagan
Thinking of you tonight. And lifting you up in prayer.
kelly hayes
- Wednesday, July 9, 2003 10:34 PM CDT

Hi Tina & Meagan, Hope this finds you having good days!!! I was thinking about you two, have a great evening. You are both in our prayers. Love, Lisa
Lisa Salter <junelg@bellsouth.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Wednesday, July 9, 2003 7:06 PM CDT

Thinking of you Tina! I hope your day is going ok. I will talk to you soon. I am still praying for you!
Carla and Diva <DJ092201@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, July 9, 2003 5:55 PM CDT

I LOVE YOU!!! SENDING YOU A HUGE HUG. TINA YOU HAVE GOT TO HEAR THE SONG AMBER WROTE FOR AUSTIN. SHE CAME TO CLINIC AND SANG IT FOR ME TODAY. OF COARSE I CRIED LIKE A BABY. SHE HAS SUCH A TALENT FOR SINGING AND WRITING . SHE SAID SHE IS GOING TO RECORD IT FOR YOU. I PRAY FOR YOU DAILY. LOVE YOU ALWAYS,
CHRISTY <scpat@charter.net>
- Wednesday, July 9, 2003 4:21 PM CDT

Dear Tina and Meagan:

Just wanted you to know I'm thinking about you this afternoon. I went into Page and Pallette this afternoon and saw Keifer. He asked about you. Said they get worried about you when they don't see or hear from you. I told him I thought you two were having some fun in the sun this week (at least we have sun today)..I just wanted you to know that you are in all of our thoughts and prayers every day.

I hope you had fun at the beach. Did the hampsters get to go? I hope they wore sunscreen. I can't imagine a sunburned hampster -- do they smell like chicken cooking?

Take care girlfriends. Remember when you move to the new house, I'll be in charge of refreshments!

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, July 9, 2003 2:04 PM CDT

Good morning -- or almost afternoon -- Tina and Meagan! I was just thinking of you and logged on to see how you are doing. My continued prayer for you is for pleasant, grace-filled days and peaceful, restful nights. May God fill today and every day with blessings and precious memories . . .
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Wednesday, July 9, 2003 11:27 AM CDT

Hi Tina,

I think of you, Meagan and Austin constantly. I haven't signed on in a week or so. You're right about this being a place to feel connected. Many of us have been frustrated that we can't do more for you, but realize that prayer is the way to show our love for now. You need your privacy, time with Meagan, family and close friends to confide in, and the support of the rest of us. Please know that many prayer warriors are at work around you. God will answer as we "pray you through" this uncomfortable time. We pray for delightful memories and peaceful moments. We pray that you are being lifted up physically and spiritually. We pray that you feel God's healing hand guiding you.

May May was such a joy at Vacation Bible School and kept me up-to-the-minute on the hamsters! She was fascinated that I wasn't grossed out when Steven's two "female" mice had a litter of hairless babies. She and I can talk each other silly. Even though the church was brimming over with children and chatter, God arranged an unexpected minute for Meagan and me. She came over and mentioned Austin, so we sat down together waiting to go into the Missions classroom. I told her I had an extremely spunky brother just like Austin and that he died of cancer, too. We agreed that both of us have to be the greatest sisters in the world and had a big laugh! We were real honest and also agreed that it feels pretty rotten even though we know our brothers are in Heaven. In that moment, our age difference didn't matter. We locked arms and didn't need to say another word. God gave us that brief, special moment to connect and the week was wonderful. I hope May May was glad to be there because we all enjoyed her so much!

Thank you for keeping us posted on Caring Bridge. We are always here for you and Meagan.
Love,
Leanne

................................
Those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles.
-Isaiah 40:31

Did you know that an eagle knows when a storm is approaching long before it breaks? The eagle will fly to some high spot and wait for the winds to come. When the storm hits, it sets its wings so that the wind will pick it up and lift it above the storm.

While the storm rages below, the eagle is soaring above it. The eagle does not escape the storm. It simply uses the storm to lift it higher. It rises on the winds that bring the storm.

When the storms of life come upon us - and all of us will experience them - we can rise above them by setting our minds and our belief toward God. The storms do not have to overcome us. We can allow God's power to lift us above them. God enables us to ride the winds of the storm that bring sickness, tragedy, failure and disappointment in our lives. With unwavering faith, we can soar above the storm.
Leanne Pearson <ltpearson7@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, July 8, 2003 11:19 PM CDT

Hi Tina,
Hope you and Meagan are having a good week. Just a note to let you know that many people are thinking of you often. May you have a peaceful night
Renee
- Tuesday, July 8, 2003 11:10 PM CDT

Hey Tina & Meagan! Just wanted to check in on you both and let you know you are in my thoughts daily....I know those thoughts will never leave because I think of you when I get up, when I go to bed and throughout the day everyday. You are both very special and I love you soooo much! have a good night! Love, Cathi
Cathi
- Tuesday, July 8, 2003 10:30 PM CDT

Dear Tina,

I am visiting Austin's caringbridge tonight to let you know that I am praying for you and your family every day. I ask God to give you comfort and His healing power.

How are the hamsters? My little girl has one that I bought for her kindergarten class. She absolutely loves little Scooter. He got his name on the first day she took him to school. Luckily, Mrs. Tynes, her teacher, is gonna keep the little fellow for her class next year even though Katelyn still considers him hers. He made many new memories for them this past year such as escaping a couple of times and one time Katelyn accidentally left him in their classroom mailbox all night. Poor little guy, he's a trooper. Needless to say this tells me that Meagan's days are exciting with her hamsters:)!

Take care and remember that we all care about you and are praying for you all.

Love,

Kendra Hayes
Kendra Hayes <hayes38@gulftel.com>
Foley, - Tuesday, July 8, 2003 10:08 PM CDT

Tina, Words can not express how I feel for you and your little man. I think of him often. I still keep my pumpkin that says Harry Potter awaits Room 443. That is a precious momento to me and I will always keep it. I love you very much and will see you soon. Love Always, Rhonda
rhonda smith <rcs9200@msn.com>
Helena, al usa - Tuesday, July 8, 2003 9:52 PM CDT

Tina,

I do not know you, but have found you through some other sites (janie sims and claire collins). I am a mother of two girls, aged 10 and 11 and I am so sorry for your loss. As a mother of two healthy children, I often wonder why I am blessed to have healthy children; it often does not seem fair, but stories like yours and Janet's do have an impact on me and do make me appreciate and love my children even more. I have an e-mail I'd like to forward to you - it helped me understand "why bad things happen to good people" I received it from my sister right after Claire Collins died and it really touched me. If you can send me your e-mail address, I'd love to forward it to you. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. May God bless you and know that your son is no longer in pain and in a much better place.
Mary Ann Sherman <majpsherman@msn.com>
Birmingham, AL - Tuesday, July 8, 2003 8:32 PM CDT

Tina,
Good Morning! Just wanted you to know that I saw a little bunny this morning and I thought of Austin. I went out to my vehicle this morning to get something and there he was sitting right by my carport just staring at me. I said a prayer for you and Meagan and then I smiled as he hopped away!!
I hope your day is filled w/ many blessing!

Love ya,
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
- Tuesday, July 8, 2003 8:20 AM CDT

Tina,
Good Morning! Just wanted you to know that saw a little bunny this morning and I thought of Austin. I went out to my vehicle this morning to get something and there he was sitting right by my carport just staring at me. I said a prayer for you and Meagan and then I smiled as he hopped away!!
I hope your day is filled w/ many blessing!

Love ya,
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
- Tuesday, July 8, 2003 8:19 AM CDT

I signed in last night and wanted to write, but after reading your entry, the tears started flowing.....to know that you are hurting is hurting me. I, as all the others..wish that I could take it all away and give you your life back. It will come back, but you will always feel that void. I know having Meagan is a blessing in itself. Little girls her age are always into something! I know since I have 2 of them! I wish for you a peaceful night, a happy heart and a wondeful life. It WILL come, and when it does, we ALL want to hear about it! Sweet dreams to you and Meagan....I love you! Cathi
Cathi
- Monday, July 7, 2003 11:31 PM CDT

Tina,
Sweet dreams dear friend! May Gods Angels surround you and Meagan tonight. May you feel Gods sweet hands holding you tight!!
Love you,
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
- Monday, July 7, 2003 10:57 PM CDT

Tina,

I hold Josh's hand every chance I get...My heart is hurting for you. May God continue to comfort you and hold you in his hands. I'm still praying for you & Meagan.

Beverly
Beverly Pohl <BPohlCMCMom@aol.com>
Hartselle, AL USA - Monday, July 7, 2003 10:01 PM CDT

Tina and Meagan,
Prayers and love to you.
Eva
- Monday, July 7, 2003 8:20 PM CDT

Tina,
I wish that we could take away your pain I can only imagine how your arms ache to hold Austin. I pray that God will ease your pain and sadness and that you will soon feel peace and comfort.
Renee
- Monday, July 7, 2003 8:12 PM CDT

PS.
I smile behind my tears because I know you have a STRONG relationship w/ God and because of this, you are going to make it!!!!!
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
- Monday, July 7, 2003 7:34 PM CDT

Tina,
After reading your entry I only have a few things to say. Iam truly at a loss for words! Can you believe that? Iam in awe of the words you have written! Tina, I realize that you have to grieve but I sure wish I could take all the pain away. I love you so much and Iam grateful for your friendship. Call me any time day or night. Iam always here to listen!!!!!!!
Love your friend,
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, AL USA - Monday, July 7, 2003 7:31 PM CDT

Tina,
Just read todays entry...and just want to tell you how much I admire your strength, courage, and overwhelming love. I cannot even begin to imagine how hard it was for you to let your baby go..I know you just wanted to sit and hold him forever. Nobody tells us that when we have children we have to allow our hearts to walk a dangerous path...but it is worth every risk for the joy they bring into our lives. Memories are a beautiful thing...we can keep them forever.
Love to you and Meagan,
Cecilia <Baygirl215@aol.com>
- Monday, July 7, 2003 6:50 PM CDT

I am thinking of you today as always. Taylor got his first adult bed with this admission. The first thing he did was call the nurse with the call button on the bed then he began to ride up and down. I thought of all the times that entertained Austin and I just knew he was watching over us and this part of the journey would end soon and end okay. I love you and miss you. Take care friend.
Love,
Kim
Kim www.taylorwatts.org
- Monday, July 7, 2003 2:58 PM CDT

Tina, just checking in to let you know we haven't forgotten you. How could we? You have such beautiful way of expressing your joys and your sorrows. You are in our daily prayers. Kim walked the walking track with me when she was home. She thought I might need a head set so I could listen to music as I walk. I shared with her that I don't need that. That is good prayer time. I told her that I had prayed a lot of prayers for the Baker family as I walked. I continue to do that.

I loved your story about the bunny. Get Kim to share our story about the racoons. One day they were so cute!! Another day they were so ugly.

Give Meagan a hug for us and let her know we remember her too.
Millie Caughron <gmcuaghron@aol.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Monday, July 7, 2003 9:20 AM CDT

Morning my friend, I know that Austin's smiling, wonderful face is imprinted in your memory forever and ever. And aren't photographs wonderful? They do help preserve those special memories and fun times. I know that I treasure the photos from the weekend we shared at the park and then Easter here at our house. They will always be special to all my family. I know that my granddaughters fell in love with Meagan and Austin that day. Hannah took one of the pictures of Austin and Meagan together and put it in a frame on her dresser. Oh... I have rambled on but just wanted you to know that Austin will never be forgotten by those who loved him. Love, Nena
NM
Bham, - Monday, July 7, 2003 9:01 AM CDT

Tina, you continue to be so much in our thoughts and prayers. What an incredible person and mother you are!
Dee <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, July 7, 2003 8:48 AM CDT

Dear Tina:

What a powerful journal entry I signed on to read this morning. Like so many others, signing on to Austin's caringbridge has become a habit for me every morning..I come here for comfort and usually find some sort of inspiration to start my day...

I hear the pain in your words and I wish that I could take that away from you..but you and I both know that getting through that pain is part of your healing process...I know it is hard to comprehend now, but the days will get easier for you and the wound on your heart will become less painful to the touch...

"To me there are three things everyone should do every day..
Number one is laugh. Number two is think -- spend some time each day in thought. Number three, you should have your emotions move you to tears. If you laugh, think and cry that's a heck of a day" Jim Valvano

We continue to pray for strength and peace for you and Meagan...We love you.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, July 7, 2003 5:02 AM CDT

Tina, you are AMAZING! I am thinking about you tonight as I so often do! I hope that you and Meagan had a great day today. I know that she is enjoying those hamsters. :-)Hamsters always seem to create some excitement! A close teacher friend of mine had several (they kept multiplying) one year at school and they were constantly up to something! It wasn't unusual for us to be looking for them early in the morning before the children arrived for school! They loved to escape from their cage! I hope tomorrow brings some happiness to both you and Meagan. Please know that I am thinking of you often and remembering you in my prayers!

Love,
Angel Hayes
Angel Hayes <angeldh@gulftel.com>
Robertsdale, AL Baldwin - Sunday, July 6, 2003 10:18 PM CDT

Hey Mrs. Tina,
This is Jessica AND Jennifer,hEY BABY!!! WE ARE UP HERE AT THE SHOP- WE BROKE IN- HA!HA! JUST KIDDING! jUST WANTED TO SAY HEY TO YOU AND MAY MAY WE LOVE YOU DEARLY- COME SEE US AT THE SHOP SOON- WE ARE TRYING TO MASTER YOUR FAVORITE DRINK- WE ARE ALMOST THERE!! AUSTIN SURE DOES PAINT SOME PRETTY PICTURES IN THE SKY- OR AT LEAST ON MOST DAYS!! WE LOVE YOU

This is Jess now! Can't you tell because I actually know how to type in the right. We were just talking the other day about when it was Christmas time and you guys were home from B'Ham and you brought Austin into the shop. Jenn had his book bag with all his meds that where attached to him trying to keep up with that boy, he was running everywhere. We miss him so much. You are in our prayers always and we are coming to see you soon. I love you and Meagan so much.Love Jessica

WE LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JENNIFER & Jessica Calhoun
- Sunday, July 6, 2003 10:18 PM CDT

Hi Tina...I have said a special prayer for you to feel peace & no sadness. You deserve to be happy! Thank you for continuing this websight, it is part of my routine, now..tell Meagan hi & hug Rose for me..Love, Lisa
Lisa Salter <junelg@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL USA - Sunday, July 6, 2003 9:38 PM CDT

Dear Tina,

You never ever cease to amaze me. Your faith and trust in God is inspiring. I am praying for you and Meagan and your family. You touch my heart in so many ways and you help to remind me that God is our rock and we should lean on him always. Thank you Tina.

God Bless You.

Kendra
Kendra Hayes <hayes38@gulftel.com>
Foley, - Sunday, July 6, 2003 9:35 PM CDT

Dear Mrs. Tian
I amhtinking about you and Megen.
We all love you far and nere .You are loved by everyone here.

love Ella HAYES xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ella hayes.
- Sunday, July 6, 2003 7:47 PM CDT

Just wanted to say HI and see how things are with the two of you. I hate there is no update, but also hope it's due to you just being so busy! The three of you are in my daily thoughts and prayers...know that you are loved by so many people that don't even know you, as well as those of us that do. You are very special....don't ever forget that! Love you! Cathi
Cathi
- Sunday, July 6, 2003 6:15 PM CDT

Tina, Thank you for reminding us to take time from all the 'stuff' and enjoy the important things. I love you and continue to pray for you and miss our talk times. We really do need to get together again. Love you girl!
Alice <caringbridge.org/al/alexislindsey>
Baileyton, AL - Sunday, July 6, 2003 4:05 PM CDT

Good Afternoon, Tina & Meagan...Hope this finds you both well & having a good weekend. We laid carpet all day yesterday, so today is our fun day!! Have a great day & I'll check back this evening..Love Lisa
Lisa Salter <junelg@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL USA - Sunday, July 6, 2003 1:17 PM CDT

Hi Tina, Just checking in on you and Meagan. Hope ya'll are in the midst of a peaceful weekend. Emily and I have been cleaning out closets and finishing pot holders we started at least two years ago. I finally figured out how to finish off the edges - it only took two years! So, as you can see, we're not up to anything exciting! I trust you continue to feel the prayers being said for you and Meagan. I would love to talk with you before Emily and I go out of town Friday - call if you get a chance - but I certainly understand if you can't! I love you,
Gayle <gayle@altmayerltd.com>
Daphne, AL - Saturday, July 5, 2003 8:43 PM CDT

Tina,
I hope you and Meagan had a happy 4th. You are one great mother, and that my friend is the greatest thing that anyone can accomplish. Many people get so caught up in keeping up with everyone else that they forget what is really important. Once I had a friend stop by,unexpected,and at the time my two children and I were outside playing ball, while inside my couch was full of clothes I had just folded but not put away-my children had summoned me outside before I completed my task-my visitor ask me how in the world I could be wasting time playing when I had things to do-and I told her I was doing what was most important.I told her my children would one day leave but those clothes and other chores would always be there.I hope you have a restfull and peacefull night knowing that you have always done the most important job in a fantastic manner.
Renee
- Saturday, July 5, 2003 6:09 PM CDT

Hi Tina and Meagan.,. hope that you were able to do something for fun this weekend. Last night we were in downtown Homewood watching the wonderful fireworks off of Red Mountain. As I watched them I thought of Austin... I thought here we are watching fireworks and Austin has an incredible daily show of shooting stars and all of the wonders of God's creation. Bet he is enjoying all of that. Just know that not a day passes that he is not in my thoughts and that you and Meagan are being prayed for each day. I loved the rabbit tale you shared...how special that a furry friend comes to his grave site. How are all those hamsters? Love to both of you, Nena
NM
Bham, - Saturday, July 5, 2003 6:01 PM CDT

Happy Fourth, Tina & Meagan...I hope you two were able to have some fun today! I wanted to say Hi & you are both in my prayers. I really look forward to reading your words. They are beautiful!! Love to all, Lisa Salter
Lisa Salter <junelg@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL USA - Friday, July 4, 2003 11:39 PM CDT

Hope you two had a happy and DRY 4th! We cut grass most of the morning and then came home and I cooked out later. Nothing exciting here! What about the two of you, what did you do? I hope your hearts are starting to heal, it breaks mine to know that you are sad. I hope you find some peace tonight. Take care! I love you! Cathi
Cathi
- Friday, July 4, 2003 11:08 PM CDT

Tina,
I am so sorry I haven't written in awhile. I don't think I've had the strength to talk or email my thoughts to you. I was so broken hearted when I couldn't be at the funeral because I was out of town and did not know. People were trying to get in touch with me to let me know of Austin's passing and the arrangements, but I didn't get them in time. I have had an incredibly hard time with Austin's death and I haven't known what to say. I haven't been back to the hospital since your last visit and the last time I said goodbye to Austin was one of the hardest things I've ever done. I miss you guys so much and I appreciate you keeping up his website. I have been checking it daily wanting to write but couldn't. My heart goes out to you and Maegan. Hope she's doing ok and you seem to be doing good day by day. I would love to come see Austin's grave one day (and hoping to see his little friend-brown bunny). Jennifer D. told me what a beautiful service it was and that made me cry because I wished I could have been there. But I do know that so many of your friends and family were there to make it right and support you. Oh, how I wish I could have said Goodbye one last time and been there to support you and Maegan as well. I am so sorry. I think about him everyday and how he made me laugh all the time. I miss the times when all he wanted was for me to lay next to him and watch a movie. There's nothing like spending time like that with no words just our presence together. I miss walking into his room and that big smile that came over his face asking "Where have you been?" I hope that everyday gets easier for your family and know that my heart and prayers goes out to you everyday. Again, I am sorry I haven't written or called until now, but I know that you can understand how I felt and that I couldn't find the words to speak about this. I hope you guys have a great weekend full of fun things to do this 4th of July. I do hope the weather gets better too! I miss you guys so much and I hope to talk to you soon. I love you guys!
Tasha <tasha.heinze@chsys.org>
Bham, - Friday, July 4, 2003 9:30 AM CDT

Dear Tina,

I shared your entry with my husband, he was touched just as I was!!! That little rabbit that visits Austin's grave was sent there by God and Austin to help you. Wow, what an amazing thing. That rabbit gives you hope just as I believe it was intended to do.

You are in my prayers.

Love,

Kendra
Kendra Hayes <hayes38@gulftel.com>
Foley, - Thursday, July 3, 2003 10:51 PM CDT

MaryBeth, your entry brought tears to my eyes...just like Tina's do. You have been through one of the worst things a person can go through too, so you do have an idea of how she feels. Tina, I hope you and Meagn had a wonderful day today and do hope you have plans for tomorrow. I have thought about you both all day and have been here several times, just haven't signed in yet. Coming here is just habit, the first thing I still do every morning and every night. It's comforting to come here and read your thoughts and everything the others write. Have a great day tomorrow and do lots of celebrating! Love you! Cathi
Cathi
- Thursday, July 3, 2003 10:14 PM CDT

Hi, Tina -- I checked your past two journal entries today, and I honestly can say that I don't know when I have been so touched. The tears I cried were for your pain. I wish all of us who know and love you and your family could make this better. But we can't. Only God can fill the void that you are feeling right now. You are so blessed to be able to verbalize the way you feel. So many people who experience true grief never learn that secret, and their lives remain miserable. -- At one of our graduation ceremonies, the guest speaker made a statement that has stuck with me for almost eight years. I remember it vividly because Tracy had just died, and I was struggling so that I didn't think I was going to make it. I felt so old and miserable and lonely. The statement goes like this: "When you have been to hell and back, you learn to recognize the things in life that are just bonfires." The little problems we have that seem so big at the time are just little bonfires that will pass. Tina, you have been to hell and back. You have experienced what every mother dreads. And you have survived. We all can learn from you in that the things that we encounter like an air conditioning unit going out in the middle of the summer heat, the occasional minor sickness that seems to go through everybody in a household, the problem of how to get three children to three different activities while having to juggle your own work and school schedule, the problem of how to get the house cleaned -- these are nothing but baby bonfires. You are teaching all of us so much, Tina. Thank you for reminding us what is important in life. Sometimes when life is happening, we don't take the time to stop and appreciate the things that really matter. Thank you for sharing your heart with us with every journal entry. My prayer for you is a peaceful heart and restful nights. Love, Mary Beth
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster>
Atmore, AL USA - Thursday, July 3, 2003 4:31 PM CDT

Your children get their great imagination from their Mommy. Austin would always amaze me with the stories he would tell and the toys he would make.
Love Always,
Jennifer
- Thursday, July 3, 2003 1:36 PM CDT

Just a note to say I love you and miss you. Please do not feel obligated to call. Enjoy your time with Meagan and I will talk/see you soon. Love always, Rhonda
Rhonda Smith <rcs9200@msn.com>
helena, al usa - Thursday, July 3, 2003 12:25 AM CDT

I didn't know Austin but my prayers are with you and your family. Take one day at a time. And about the rabbit. Your not crazy. That's GOD's way of letting you know. That he's
there. So he sent a comforter. It's OK to even talk to the rabbit. God works in mysterious ways. SMILE. I LOVE YOU!!!!! Oh I'm sorry my name is Jenice Hunter. Iwork in clinic 5. I'm a registration clerk
Jenice Hunter <jesusinme2003@yahoo.com>
Birmingham, al United States - Thursday, July 3, 2003 11:20 AM CDT

Just a quick note to tell you that we are still thinking about you and Meagan all the time. Hurray for the brown bunny! He must be checking on your little man. Also checking on you too I'm sure. Maybe he is one of God's Messengers!!!
Keep your chin up
Pam Curry <pcqueen@mchsi.com>
Daphne, AL USA - Thursday, July 3, 2003 8:23 AM CDT

Good night my friends, I love you all so much! haope you both have a great day tomorrow. I will be thinking of you. How is R.L. doing? I haven't heard anything on him lately. Can't keep a good man down can ya'? Love you, Cathi
Cathi
- Wednesday, July 2, 2003 11:35 PM CDT

We're praying for you and Meaghan!! When Amber came to Texas in March her love for Austin was contagious and we quickly were captured by his gorgeous big smile. Since that time you've been in our thoughts and prayers, we've cried as we checked Austins page for updates and as we learned that God had chosen to take him home. I cannot begin to imagine the pain of losing a child, so my heart aches for you. I pray that God will continue to bring you strength as He wraps you up in his arms. Your faith in our Heavenly Father is such a testimony to His abundant love and grace for his children. Continue to lean on him, his grace is sufficent. Jehovah Jireh, my provider.
Sherri Visser
"Super-Hero" cape <b4ever4him@hot.rr.com>
harker heights, tx usa - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 11:30 PM CDT

Tina,
Your courage inspires me so and I know how lucky I am. I always think of you when Graham does some of the little things that mean so much that we take for granted everyday. I have learned from your experience how precious these moments are with both my boys. Time does help heal the pain, as you know, I lost my sister at a very young age, but there will always be that void in your life. My prayers are with you and all your family every day. Love, Sherry
sherry Langlitz <jlanglit@bellsouth.net>
daphne, al baldwin - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 10:06 PM CDT

Your strength always, always inspires me! I miss you and will try to get in touch with you this weekend. Please know that even though we don't speak everyday, I think of you, Meagan, and my dear friend, Austin so many times each day. I went to the hospital today to recruit teens for camp. I found myself stopping at the elevator to head to 6th floor to see you guys. Instead I kept walking and said a prayer for Austin to watch over all those up on the 6th (and 4th floor). I found this great poem about heaven. Remember when we were talking about what we thought heaven was? Well, this summed it up pretty well. I know you will relate. I will post it later.

I have gotten several messages via different friends of the great job I did at Austin's service....well all I can say is that Austin (you and Meagan too) have touched my heart so much over the last 11 months. So...it was all from the heart! And when it is from the heart the words just flow. I didn't know Austin before he was bald, puffy and making the rules!!! But he very quickly stole my heart! It was a true honor to stand up and tell everyone of the trials and the laughs of his stay at Children's Hospital.

Please let me know how the house and hamster situation is going!!!! I love you my dear friend.
Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
- Wednesday, July 2, 2003 7:00 PM CDT

Some days it is hard to write a note. I think of you and Meagan constantly and pray for you. But there are times like today when I was at the cancer center with a child going through the same procedures like Austin had done. And it brings back fresh memories of him, his smile, his calling out to me, and his always wanting to know about Ellie. Then once again, I miss him so much. I hate this disease and the pain that it causes everyone affected with it. Especially the children!!! Today I also spent time with a small child too young to even understand anything that was happening to her. All of you parents are so brave and I truly admire how you were always so positive with Austin. I have rambled on but just know that I miss my little buddy... and I miss seeing you and Meagan. Give her a big hug from me. Love, Nena
NM
Bham, - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 6:08 PM CDT

Tina,
What a wonderful entry! As I have said before, you are only saying things that come natural to you but wow...... you sure are touching so many lives! Boy am I excited to be your friend!!
Hopefully this rain will disappear for a while and the sunshine will come out again! We have watched lots of movies and the boys have enjoyed them from their homemade tents. Toby helped them build tents with sheets about three days ago and we have'nt taken them down yet. It is amazing that little children can be entertained by the smallest things if we just let them.
Tina, if I could ease your pain in any way at all, I would!! I think of you every single day. My eyes fill up w/ tears and my heart hurts each time I think of how much you miss your little man. I sincerely believe that God is going to get you through this. Just seeing you the other day helped me to realize that there is nothing you can't handle because of your unwavering faith! You just smile and it is very apparent that you are a women of strong, strong faith!!!!!! Please know that Iam praying for you and Meagan! Iam here for you always!!
Love you,
Maggie

Maggie Quimby
Atmore, AL USA - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 5:00 PM CDT

Hello Tina & Meagan (and brown rabbit!) I love that story! We know your not crazy....you'd be crazy if you didn't have those feelings that you have. I'm sorry I have been AWOL, but we had Ray's 20th class reunion starting Friday and have just run in and out long enough to change clothes several times. Stayed out till 3 am Saturday night, so I slept in all day Sunday! Daphne Sims said hello and she is thinking of you. She has just moved from Fairhope about 2 months ago to Columbus, Ga and she will go back and read your journal entries when she gets her computer set up. She said a friend of hers has read it and told her she HAD to read it too. I saw lots of people over the week end that you would have loved to have seen....Drew Parsons was there...he has 4 kids now! Imagine that! I said, Drew, you got busy after high school didn't you and he said YEAH! He and his wife and kids live in Hungary....they are missionaries over there. They seem to be doing well. Speer Staff was there, Felicia McDonald Pettis and Lee, Sarah Windom O'Donnell and her hubby...several others that I can't think of. We had a great time, but you never left my mind. I know I brought up your name at least once to everyone I talked to that knew you! Saw Leann Brantley today in Bay Minette. We get our reunion next year and I do expect for all of us to be there since there were so few of us! I hope a smile comes to your face today and a laugh or two......your precious and I hate the fact that you are feeling sad even though I know that's NORMAL.... Hugs to you and Meagan! Love you! Cathi
Cathi
- Wednesday, July 2, 2003 4:33 PM CDT

Tina, I go to your webpage everyday. I cant imagine what you are going through right now. I lost my brother on May 6, 2003. He commited suicide at age 40. I am having a hard time dealing with that so I can imagine loosing a child. I pray for you and your family daily. I know everyone says time will help but I just do see how and I am sure you feel the same way.
Susan Godwin <susangodwin9@aol.com>
Clanton, AL - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 1:52 PM CDT

Tina, I miss you guys so much. You and your precious family are so special too me. I love you all and think of you often. I pray for your con't strength and faith daily. I LOVE YOU.
Christy <scpat@charter.net>
- Wednesday, July 2, 2003 11:35 AM CDT

Dear Tina,
You are correct there is not a rule book by which you need to go-there is only what you feel, when you feel. I hope your days are filled with laughter and good memories with Meagan and I hope that soon your nights will be easier.
Renee
- Wednesday, July 2, 2003 10:37 AM CDT

I wish I could take that pain away, but I can't, I can't even understand it. I do send my prayers and love.
I love you,
Kim Watts
Kim www.taylorwatts.org
- Wednesday, July 2, 2003 9:59 AM CDT

Dear Tina,
You are amazing!!!!!! You ARE a treasure! :-) Thank you so much for sharing your journey with us! Your words are so touching AND inspiring! I am thinking of you this morning and saying many prayers for you!

Love,
Angel Hayes
Angel Hayes <angeldh@gulftel.com>
Robertsdale, Al Baldwin - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 9:23 AM CDT

I love you. More than you could ever know. I miss my superhero so much. I think of him everyday. I have a stuffed animal that I won for him while I was at Six Flags on my trip to Washington D.C. It's Scooby-Doo. I played that game for a long time, determined to win it for him. And I finally did. I regret that I never found the time to send it. I think of him everytime I see it sitting on my bed. I think of him all the time. Everywhere I turn, there he is. Everytime I see a hampster...well, yeah. You get the point. I love you and I pray for you every day. You and Meagan are always on my mind.
~Amber

Amber Luchterhand http://www.caringbridge.org/al/amber <ambersue10@yahoo.com>
Gardendale, AL - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 0:31 AM CDT

Hi Tina & Meagan, I have finally got my own computer up & going!! Always know how special you girls are, including Ms. Rose. I love your words, they are comforting to me. You are in our thoughts & prayers...Love you all very much & with the greatest admiration! Love, Lisa Salter
Lisa Salter <junelg@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL USA - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 11:52 PM CDT

Hi Tina,
You are going through all the things that a mother who has lost a child should go through. I know the days and nights are tough sometimes. Just be comforted that those fits of grief will become fewer and fewer as days and months and years go by. But they will probably never leave you, and that is ok. It is ok for you to cry, to hurt and to want to hold your little boy. He is being honored by your grief for him. It is so nice to know that we have such a great God that can lift you up in times of grief and give you comfort in knowing that you WILL hold your little boy again one day. Still praying for you and your precious Meagan.
Ginger Taylor <taylorjvkd@wmconnect.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 10:03 PM CDT

Dear Tina,

Your sister really hit the nail on the head. You truly are a treasure to us all. I do so appreciate you sharing your journey of faith with us all. You will never know how much strength I get from you. You just remember that I am praying for you and Meagan and always remembering Austin. I hope to meet you one fine day. Perhaps I will run into you in Fairhope one day since I do work there. I do not know what you look like but I bet I could pick you out in a crowd just by what I have learned about you over this past year. You are a blessing and Maggie is correct in saying that God has big plans for you.

May God bless and keep you.

Kendra
Kendra Hayes <hayes38@gulftel.com>
Folye, - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 9:18 PM CDT

Hi there Tina,
All of us praying for you and your family wish we could take your pain away, if it were possible we would. Jesus is busy with Austin right now creating a very special place for yours and Austin's reunion one day. We are continuing to pray diligently for your young friends still fighting.
In Christ's love,
Donna Fucich
Donna Fucich
Daphne, - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 8:20 PM CDT

WORDS FROM YOUR COUSIN,
I LOVE U GUYS AND THINK ABOUT YOU EVERY DAY.NEVER FORGET THAT YOUR FAMILY IS PRAYING FOR YOU EVERY DAY.
LOVE,TAYLOR
TAYLOR SHARPLESS <TAYTAY123@COX.NET>
PENSACOLA, FL - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 4:39 PM CDT

Dear Tina:

I am writing this from my Mom's house in Tennessee. Mike and I drove up yesterday to spend the 4th of July with my family.

This morning my Mom and I went to walk on an indoor track at one of the local churches (it seems Bill has followed us all the way up here). As we walked around in circles (it kind of felt like being one of your hampsters!) I asked Mimi if she ever listened to music or a book on tape while she walked. She told me that if there were kids playing in the gym she watched them as she walked. She said if there was no games going on while she walked that was her prayer time. She said "I've said many a prayer for Tina and Austin as I have walked this track" and I know she did just that and continues to do so every day.

Mimi is 20 pounds lighter, you are still struggling to get through each day without Austin and I am just more inspired every minute by the faith of my momma and my friend Tina.

Take care girlfriend. I'll talk to you when we get back.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 4:19 PM CDT

Tina,
Aunt Tara said it best. In the short time I have known you I have grown to admire you as a mom and friend. You are a genuine treasure. I am sending all my love to you and Meagan. God bless you and hold you in this trying time.
All my love,
Kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
- Tuesday, July 1, 2003 4:07 PM CDT

Hello Tina,

I just wanted to let you know that you and your family are in my daily prayers. I don't know how painful this is but I know God will carry you through it. We love you and Megan and I hope each day will get a little easier. God Bless you!!! And if you have the time Ally has a web page with some pictures on it so if you are up late again and can't sleep go check it out!!! Love You Guys!!!!
Christy and Ally <www.caringbridge.org/al/ally>
Northport, AL - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 11:55 AM CDT

Tina,
Good morning dear friend! I hope you and Meagan are doing good. It looks as if the sun may come out today! Yeah!!
Your entries help me in so many ways, Tina! Most of us, if we are honest with ourselves, will admit that we live life too fast! When I stop to pray and talk to God everything just seems to come together for me! Your entries guide myself and others to a place of renewed strength and faith. A place where we can rest and be renewed before returning to the hustle and bustle of life. Reading your words gives me peace and appreciation for the simple things in life!! I love you dearly for this. Your words truly give everyday life so much beauty!!! God will surely bless you to the fullest for sharing yourself with others!!!!!!!
God Bless you!!
Love your friend,
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, AL USA - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 10:21 AM CDT

Good morning Cutie Patootie-
First day of the month is here again. Yesterday we closed out June with unbelieveable numbers. Driving in to work this morning I started thinking about what really matters. You know, it's not the money that we make, or the things that we possess. What really matters is that at the end of the day...you have treated everyone that you have come in contact with--with the greatest respect. You have made someone smile. You have listened to someone...even when in your mind...their little problem doesn't hold a candle to the trauma that you have had. When someone considers your friendship as a true treasure. When someone is describing you in a conversation, they use the word "genuine". Tina, you are my treasure; you are genuine. I watch you struggle daily with some of life's greatest disappointments...and daily you choose to lead by example. I am proud of you--as a sister, a mom and a friend. Perhaps most important, your children have never had to doubt what comes first in your life. For that, I admire you more than anything that I could ever put in words.
Aunt Tara
- Tuesday, July 1, 2003 8:42 AM CDT

Hey Bakers,
I am praying for you guys and I love you very much!`
Jessica Calhoun
- Monday, June 30, 2003 9:55 PM CDT

Tina, My father has always taught me when times are rough to take life just one day at a time, or one hour, or one minute. Please know that every minute there are prayers and love being sent your way. God bless.
Dee <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, June 30, 2003 9:32 PM CDT

Hello Tina,

I continue to lift you and Meagan and family up in my prayers. There is not a day go by that I don't think of you a bunch. You are constantly on my mind and in my heart!!

Love,

Kendra Hayes
Kendra <hayes38@gulftel.com>
Foley, - Monday, June 30, 2003 8:30 PM CDT

Thinking of you!
Paula Washburn 4T <Pcwashburn1@aol.com>
Remlap, Al - Monday, June 30, 2003 8:23 PM CDT

Tina, Just a little note to let you know that you and Meagan
are in my thoughts and prayers on a regular basis. I hope to
see you both soon but please know how much I love and care
for you both. Take care and I will see you soon,
love Frances
Frances
Fairhope, Al USA - Monday, June 30, 2003 7:47 PM CDT

Tina,

I made a copy of the videos I took of Austin while he was in the hospital. I will be sending them very soon. I only wish I could do more. We love you!

The Luchterhands
Amber Luchterhand http://www.caringbridge.org/al/amber <ambersue10@yahoo.com>
Gardendale, AL United States - Monday, June 30, 2003 5:36 PM CDT

Just stopping by to say I love both of you and keep you constantly in my prayers. Please rest, rest, and rest some more. Your body has a lot of healing to do from the months you were with Austin in the hospital. Hope to hear from you soon. Love to both, Nena
NM
Bham, - Monday, June 30, 2003 5:32 PM CDT

Tina, I know you ache to hold Austin and hear his voice. Know that I am praying for you and thinking of you night and day. I love you,
Gayle <gayle@altmayerltd.com>
Daphne, AL - Monday, June 30, 2003 12:52 AM CDT

Good Morning my Friend, I don't have many words today. I just wanted to let you know I was checking in on you and Meagan. I love you both. I hope you are safe and carefull in the bad weather. we are starting to feel the breeze from the storm down there. I love you Have a Great WEEK!!!Happy 4th of JULY.....
Christy <scpat@charter.net>
- Monday, June 30, 2003 10:58 AM CDT

Good morning Tina and Meagan! It is a very rainy day here in Robertsdale too. We are thinking about the two of you today. We hope you have a wonderful day snuggling and maybe watching a good movie! :-) You both continue to be in our prayers.

Love,
Angel and Braxton Hayes
Angel Hayes <angeldh@gulftel.com>
Robertsdale, Al Baldwin - Monday, June 30, 2003 9:55 AM CDT

Good morning, Tina and Meagan! I hope that this rainy day brings with it floods of joy for the blessings that God has given you -- even through the grief. You know, it is okay that the phone is a "little heavy." I applaud you for recognizing that you do have limits and that you are "finding your way." You are so strong, Tina, and so wise. Many people who grieve do not come to the realizations as you have. You are able to express how you feel and to verbalize your emotions so that you can see what you are facing, experiencing, living. Thank you for sharing these feelings with us on the website. My prayer is that, when you do find your way, you will see and fully understand that your life has been -- and will continue to be -- a blessing to others. Best wishes for day full of precious memories and laughter (in spite of the rain) -- Mary Beth
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Monday, June 30, 2003 9:17 AM CDT

Good Morning Tina!!
I love you-
Anna
- Monday, June 30, 2003 8:09 AM CDT

Good morning Girls, Hope you are sleeping in today.Today is a cuddle day. Jan said the hamsters are growing. I know Megan is taking good care of them. I think of you often. Love & prayers, "miss Cindy
cindy wingo <jnwingo@hotmail.com>
Robertsdale, Al - Monday, June 30, 2003 7:39 AM CDT

Smile Quilts is saddened to hear of the loss of Austin. We pray God's comfort for Meagan and the family.

Sprite for Smile Quilts <sprite@tds.net>
Eckert, Colorado USA - Sunday, June 29, 2003 6:15 PM CDT

Hey Bakers,
I have been praying really hard for you guys! I love you, May May, and Austin so much! I miss him badley! May God give you strength!
Jessica Calhoun
- Sunday, June 29, 2003 2:46 PM CDT

Just stopped by to leave a "Big Hug." We are praying for you. hugs

Angel Craving Wings
Mb Canada - Sunday, June 29, 2003 2:15 PM CDT

Tina,
Thinking about you and Meagan on this rainy Sunday morning...I was talking to a K-1 teacher yesterday and your name came up...talking about how many lives you and your family have touched...Austin helped so many people see what is really important in our time here on earth!!! I think of you every day...would love to have lunch, coffee, just some free time together soon.
Love and hugs to you!
Cecilia <Baygirl215@aol.com>
- Sunday, June 29, 2003 10:30 AM CDT

God has a very special new angel in Austin. May God give you peace and understanding.

Love, Cheryl
Cheryl of Smile Quilts
- Sunday, June 29, 2003 8:37 AM CDT

May you find comfort in Happy Memories of your little Austin. He will be greatly missed by all.

Angel Cuddles
Manitoba Canada - Sunday, June 29, 2003 2:16 AM CDT

One of my favorite stories from childhood is a book called The Red Balloon. It�s a wonderful story about the exploits of a little French boy who finds a balloon that seems to have a personality, and the two become fast friends; with adventures, escapes, laughs and at the end, one friend helping the other out.

In fact, at the end, when a gang of bullies has taken the little boys� red balloon and tied it to a chain, and then began to throw rocks at it, it loses it�s air and sinks to the ground � defeated. At that point, in one of the only color pictures in the whole book, all of the balloons from Paris join together to take the boy up and away�the book ends with the boy, Pascal, floating about the city.

I found myself sunk in thought this morning during a run. The picture I had in mind was a large wooden room, empty, save for a small handful of people.

Yes, everyone had left, the fanfare and noise and clamor, and all of the attention was gone. A cloud of despair seemed to hang over a family huddled together in the front of the room � much like the clouds hang over our heads on a humid, thunderstormy afternoon.

Silence.

From the balcony, a paper airplane comes floating down into the tall ceilinged room, coasting past heavy wooden arches and through rafters, turning lazily just before hitting a wall, and swing-swanging back and forth, falling to the ground just a few feet from this huddled family.

Scrawled in kidspeak across the note��Come outside; let�s play.�

The huddle mass stretches legs and tired limbs, and slides up the aisle, through the anteroom and spills out onto and down the steps, hands shielding the light that blasts from the day and into their not-yet-adjusted eyes.

The birds are quiet, there is no movement of cars, the gas station across the street has no customers.

Silence.

Caught up in the now, a slight sound comes from above, the sound of globes of rubber bouncing and banging and rubbing against themselves�the group, eyes adjusted now, looks up � there he is; his red balloon having broken away from the rest, waving, smiling and giggling. He doesn�t say anything, though the voice in their heads is his: �Come on mom, dad, Meagan, I�m here, right here in your hearts so we can play forever and a day.�

The days of longing and numbness don�t seem to end�they just melt in with our pot of soul gumbo; adding spice and taste and texture to our lives; to ourselves and to our existence.

It�s kind of like the blind man that Cam and I saw last week, manipulating the long white stick with the red end. Cam asked how he was able to do that; to see with the stick. I answered that when his eyesight left him, his other senses strengthened to compensate � and then asked him (Cam), how, in walking down a crowded sidewalk in a big city might his other senses help him out. He didn�t know, but was able to imagine. We�ll never know either, until we�re the drivers, rather than the passengers in our own life experience.

We can though, as passengers, provide help with the directions, and support for great driving or a terrific journey�or as the gumbo assistant in the kitchen, help to cut and chop the ingredients or to pour in the fresh (or frozen) vegetables.

What time is it?

The time is now.

Peace again.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <Klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Saturday, June 28, 2003 11:43 PM CDT

I am truly sorry to hear of your loss.
Little Austin was such a brave little fighter, a beautiful little boy and an inspiration.
Please know you are in our thoughts and prayers as your struggle with your grief.

Angel Chris and all your friends at Smile Quilts
chrisrusso_@hotmail.com
- Saturday, June 28, 2003 11:37 PM CDT

Thank you for the visit, the long chats....it warmed my soul and added so many, many more smiles and memories of our dear angel and buddy Austin!!! He will forever be in my heart!!!!!
I can't wait to come back and stay in the new house and pick up my (UNWITHCHILD) hamster!!!! :)
I love you my friend!
Linda
Linda Watson <Ltwats7@aol.com>
- Saturday, June 28, 2003 11:15 PM CDT

Hi Tina---
Hope Meagan had a good time at VBS. A good diversion for her. I keep you in my prayers as well as all of Austin's friends that are continuing their battle against this horrible disease. Keep your chin up (it's easier to see Austin in that position anyway!) and know that God is walking this path with you so it is less lonely. And there are tons of people that are praying for your heart to mend. I think of you, Austin and Meagan everyday and say a special prayer for you all.

Pam Curry <pcqueen@mchsi.com>
Daphne, A: USA - Saturday, June 28, 2003 2:32 PM CDT

I continue to keep you and Meagan in my prayers. I miss you guys.
Love,
Kim, Jim, and Taylor
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
McCalla, AL - Saturday, June 28, 2003 1:58 PM CDT

Thinking of you, Tina! We hope you and Meagan have a nice weekend.
Love you,
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, AL USA - Saturday, June 28, 2003 10:51 AM CDT

Tina,
Sorry I haven't posted sooner, no access to a computer. I think about you daily and I can not begin to imagine what you are going through. My heart aches for you, but I know God will give you the strength you need to get through each day. I love you, you are in my prayers, please keep us in yours also.
Love,
Sandy & Matthew
sandy bothwell
birmingham, al - Saturday, June 28, 2003 8:07 AM CDT

Hey Tina-
Audrey and I are going out of town this weekend for a little "girls weekend." I will be thinking of you constantly.
I love you!
Anna
- Friday, June 27, 2003 6:02 PM CDT

Tina, I think of you everyday. I often think of our fun times on the tower, with silly string of course.I miss my little buddy so much. He had a way to make me smile no matter what mood or kind of day I was having. He always made my day, even when he yelled and screamed "I DON'T LIKE YOU ANYMORE. GET OUT OF HERE!!!!" I loved him no matter how much he yelled. He would also eventually give me that big smile and say I love you too...Tina my heart aches for you. I can't imaging your feelings. I miss you guys and love you lots. I pray for your con't strength and amazing faith and courage. I am here for you if you need anything at all.
Christy <scpat@charter.net>
- Friday, June 27, 2003 10:57 AM CDT

To My Friend

Just a note to let you know
I am furnishing a room in my heart
Just for you.
A room filled with sunlight
At the window, sheer curtains of white,
And where all the furniture is in robin's egg blue.
Just for you.
There's a touch of pink in the afghan of blue
Where it lies neatly folded at one end of the sofa
Ready to warm and comfort you
As you rest under its covers of robin's egg blue.
The half-open window
Where sheer curtains of white gently sway
Reveals a garden and a fountain
Where nine glistening goldfish frolic and play.
This room will be always waiting for you,
Where, to your troubles,you may say "adieu."
A room where you may come and rest
For an hour or two
To reminisce, to relax, a problem solved,
Gentle laughter, all things made new.
And this, my dear friend, is the room
I have reserved in my heart.
Just for you.
Author: Helen Parham

Tina, I love you! Just know that Iam prayer for you day and night!!

Your friend,
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, AL usa - Friday, June 27, 2003 9:42 AM CDT

Tina and Meagan, Today is our Megan's 20th birthday, I am so blessed. I continue to check on you and share your page occasionally with a friend of mine going thru CA treatment and now the side effects from that treatment. I have also found another person that gains strength from your writings, my Mom. Tina, she is 73 and marvels at your strength in our Lord. Your strength is a blessing to her when everything else in today's world seems so wrong to her. Thank you. I continue to pray daily for you and your family, and for the other children with this awful sickness. I praise our Lord and ask for your strength. I know you will remain strong in courage and in faith. Love,

Eva
- Friday, June 27, 2003 6:36 AM CDT

Your Cross

Whatever your cross
Whatever your pain
There will always be sunshine
after the rain.
Perhaps you may stumble
Perhaps even fall
But God's always there
To help you throught it all.

Author unknown
Kendra Hayes
- Thursday, June 26, 2003 9:57 PM CDT

Dear Tina: You and Meagan and Jimmy are on my mind night and day, and of course in my prayers. You are having to endure the worst situation that anyone will ever have to go through. You are doing it with grace, style and faith, and you continue to be an inspiration to others. I think you could really write a book about Austin's life. It would help others who face the same set of circumstances.
Much love, Betty A. <fbadams@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Thursday, June 26, 2003 7:45 PM CDT

You and Meagan have really been on my mind today...so I hope all is well with both of you. Just wanted you to know that we love you... I am sending a little gift via Linda to Meagan. That is, if we can meet up this afternoon so I can give it to her. If not, I will put it in the mail. Love, Nena
NM
Bham, - Thursday, June 26, 2003 4:12 PM CDT

Praying that God's love will envelope you and give you peace in the coming days.
Forever missing Austin.
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Thursday, June 26, 2003 2:04 PM CDT

Hello Tina, I think of you and Meagan often. I received my copy of Harry Potter in the mail on Saturday and I thought of my friend Austin and our many Harry and Hermione adventures. You are still my rock and God leads you daily. I love and miss you. Rhonda
Rhonda Smith <rcs9200@msn.com>
Helena, Al USA - Thursday, June 26, 2003 12:03 AM CDT

Hello Tina & Meagan, Just wanted you to know I am thinking of you and hope you both are doing well. Have you finished the new Harry Potter book yet Meagan? From what I have seen, it's really thick! Seems like a good book for you and mom to cuddle up with in a lazy afternoon. I'm so glad the two of you have each other to lean on...your both so wonderful and special and your always on my mind. Take care and I will look in on you tonight. Love you all, Cathi
Cathi
- Thursday, June 26, 2003 11:13 AM CDT

Dear Tina:

There are not many minutes during the day that go by that I don't think about you and Meagan as you both start to put your broken hearts back together...I am so thankful that you have your faith to turn to and I know that gives you comfort..Your faith and unwavering devotion to it have been an inspiration to so many..Thank you for that...

"Some people come into our lives and quickly go..Some stay for a while and leave footprints on our hearts and we are never ever the same"..Author Unknown

Take it one day at a time..We love you.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, June 26, 2003 4:51 AM CDT

Tina,
Hi friend! It was so great to see you today even if it was only for a few minutes! Iam so proud to be your friend and Iam amazed at how strong and courageous you are. It is a blessing that you are willing to open up your heart and share yourself w/ all of us on this Web Page. It is a blessing that you continually seek to find new ways to help others w/ your kind and caring words. Thanks Tina!!!
Love you so much,
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Wednesday, June 25, 2003 10:17 PM CDT

Tina,
I have been thinking about you so much. Thanks for the phone call last Sunday to let us know about Mrs. Odom. I would love to see and talk to you soon. You are in my prayers.
Leanne Murray
Leanne Murray
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, June 25, 2003 9:12 PM CDT

Hello Tina,

Ally and I just wanted to pop in and say hello and that we continue to pray for you and your family everyday during these difficult time. We were at the hospital this past week for chemo and we went to group and I had to smile when everyone introduced themselves I was reminded that Austin gave the chaplain James a new name 'BOB'. Leigh Ann the social worker is having a boy unless you did not know. It was good to see them and we missed seeing you. I cannot imagine how hard day to day life must be. I wish I had some good "words of wisdom" to give to you. All I can say is to trust in the Lord always. I know that you do. You are such an inspiration to me. You have such an inner strength that just inspires me and I know that it can only come from the Lord. God Bless you and Megan. We love you!!!
Christy and Ally <www.caringbridge.org/al/ally>
Northport, AL - Wednesday, June 25, 2003 3:21 PM CDT

Just checking in to say we love you and Meagan and will continue to pray for God's peace to enfold you at all times.
Cathi sent me a note that the lady's name from the cancer center was Susan Moorehead...I will see her next week when we visit again. Hope that your dad is getting better everyday. I will try to call you soon...will be on my cell number. Hope to talk to you soon. Love to both. Nena
NM
Bham, - Wednesday, June 25, 2003 2:13 PM CDT

Tina, I LOVE YOU! MY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU ALWAYS, CHRISTY SENDING A HUGH HUG IN YOUR DIRECTION.......
CHRISTY
- Wednesday, June 25, 2003 12:45 AM CDT

Dearest Tina - I am so sorry that I have not posted a note in a while, but please know that does not mean I have not been thinking of you and praying for you and Meagan. My heart aches for your loss and while I know you are a very strong woman with a wonderful faith in God, I also know that your heart is missing your little boy. I pray daily for God to offer you and Meagan comfort. Please know that I'm thinking of you guys and praying for both of you daily!
Debbie Holobaugh <dholobaugh1264@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Wednesday, June 25, 2003 12:22 AM CDT

Hi Tina,
My last day at this job is today and I will be off for a few weeks. Keaton and I would love to get together with you and Meagan if you have the time. I'll call you in the next few days. I love you and think of you often. You and Meagan are still in our prayers every night.
Ginger Taylor
- Wednesday, June 25, 2003 9:47 AM CDT

Tina, We placed handprints joined together on the Costa Rica banner in honor of Austin.They look like angel wings with a Big Red Heart in the center and a rainbow over them. I hope that you will be pleased with it. We would love to see Meagan in Sunday School and hope that after VBS she will feel like coming.Our prayers continue to be with all of ya'll. I would like to come by and visit one day next week. Please let me know when would be a good time.I continue to tell others about this site and the faith and love and courage that these pages are filled with.Austin's journey was one that has and will continue to affect many lives and it is a proclamation of your love and trust in the Lord. May He bless your faithfulness.
Robi

Robi Jones
- Wednesday, June 25, 2003 4:06 AM CDT

Dear Tina
I'm praying for you. Still living at Nana's. So glad Linda was able to handle the apt. for you. I know we all just want to protect you from any more pain. I pray today was a good one. God is still holding you in the palm of his hand. I ask him everyday to keep you there.
kelly hayes
- Tuesday, June 24, 2003 10:29 PM CDT

Tina,I think about you guys a lot and say many prayers for you. I saw Jennifer the other day in the PICU and she said she had talked to you and you sounded well. I have had a lot of people ask me lately how I can do heme/onc. I tell them it's because of families like yours! Love, Nichole
Nichole Bryant <nbryant@peds.uab.edu>
Birmingham, AL - Tuesday, June 24, 2003 9:21 PM CDT

Was so glad to see the update. I am happy that Linda was able to pack the apartment. As much as I was looking forward to seeing you and Meagan, I am glad that you did not have to deal with boxing everything up. Hopefully I can come your way sometime during the summer. Just continue on as you are doing, taking each day as it comes. Enjoy every moment with Meagan... school will be starting again before we know it.
Ellie and I went to the cancer center this morning and there was only one child there. And he was very afraid of dogs. Nothing could convince him that Ellie would not hurt him. I met a friend of your mother's from Atmore. She said you would remember her by her last name...believe it was Albert. She saw my name tag and put it with seeing my name in your guestbook. I will be seeing her for the next few weeks as her husband has just started treatment. I will try to find out her first name...she told me but I have forgotten. Have a restful night...Love to you and Meagan. Nena
NM
Bham, - Tuesday, June 24, 2003 8:43 PM CDT

Dear Tina:

It was good to hear your voice this morning (and Meagan's in the background)...

It's okay to think about Austin all of the time...That is part of your healing process...I hope many of the thoughts and memories are happy ones because I know he made a lifetime full in his six years...

I think about you every day as do others I have talked with...I hope you are able to feel the love of your friends surrounding you and Meagan..

I loved hearing all about the hampster babies...

We love you all (including all of the hampsters) very much..
Talk to you soon.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, June 24, 2003 7:59 PM CDT

Dear Tina,

It was good to read your update. I am praying for you and Meagan. Take one day at a time and remember that Austin is always with you.

Last night I was going through some old cards and letters and stuff. I came across this little verse that someone gave me, it had a guardian angel attached to it. I read it and instantly thought of you so I wanted to share it with you. May it give you some sort of peace.

"Though one must scale life's mountains
Filled with some harship and inevitable pain,
Know this promise will, always, you safely keep,
Hopeful, peaceful and protected to remain.
For He has charged his angels,
Ever watchful they will be,
And I do believe in angels,
'Cause you were sent to me!"

For He will give his angels charge of you to guard you in all your ways.
Psalms 91:11

Love,

Kendra Hayes
Kendra Hayes <hayes38@gulftel.com>
Foley, - Tuesday, June 24, 2003 6:49 PM CDT

Hey Tina,
I am thinking about you. I sent you an e-mail at your trbaker2003 address. I hope you got it. I am praying for you guys.
Carla and Diva <DJ092201@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, June 24, 2003 5:38 PM CDT

Hugs From Heaven!

When you feel a gentle breeze
Caress you when you sigh,
It's a hug sent from Heaven
From a loved one way up high.

If a soft and tender raindrop
Lands upon your nose,
It's just a little angel's kiss
As fragile as a rose.

When you hear a song that fills you
With a feeling of sweet love,
It's a hug sent down from Heaven
From someone special up above.

If you wake up in the morning
To a bluebird's chirping song,
It's music sent from Heaven
To cheer you all day long.

If a beautiful little butterfly
Flies gently past your face,
It's a whisper sent from Heaven
All trimmed with angel lace.

So try and let your heart be joyful
If you're lonely, my dear friend,
Hugs that are sent from Heaven
A prayer that your broken heart will mend!

You are constantly in my thoughts and prayers! I am looking forward to seeing you, Meagan and the hamsters Friday.
Love, Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
- Tuesday, June 24, 2003 4:57 PM CDT

Good Morning! I am so glad you updated, I think of you everyday. Yes, life goes on, as tough as I know it is. You never gave up on him and he will not give up on you. He would want you and Meagan to go on and to have the time of your lives. You and Meagan have the last year to make up for and I hope she understands now why you had to be away. She is a special little lady with a special mom, so I know she does understand. I will check on you later,,,,glad to see your still coming here, because I will too probably for a long while. Love you! Cathi
Cathi
- Tuesday, June 24, 2003 2:52 PM CDT

Dear Tina,
I am thinking about you this morning and praying for you as well! You and Meagan are never far from my thoughts! I hope the two of you have a WONDERFUL day. Meagan, I hope that you are having another good day at Bible School! :-)

Love,
Angel Hayes

Angel Hayes
Robertsdale, Al Baldwin - Tuesday, June 24, 2003 11:02 AM CDT

I just wanted to let you know that all of you are always on my mind...never far from any thought that I have. I hope for happier days for the two of you. Have fun together, be there for each other and love each other. Austin loved the two of you...you never have to wonder about that. What a wonderful trio you three made! Check in tomorrow. Love you all! Cathi
Cathi
- Monday, June 23, 2003 8:02 PM CDT

Dear Tina and Meagan:

Just checking in to let you know that we're thinking about both of you..We continue to pray for comfort and strength for both of you during these days...

Talk to you soon.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, June 23, 2003 5:19 PM CDT

Know that every day you are in our prayers. Jacqueline says that she looks forward to being in heaven so that she can play with Austin. Yes, we will all play together. Paula never forgets to mention your names in her nightly prayers. We all love you. We are here if you ever need us.
Martha, Cullen, Joseph, Paula & Jacqueline Davidson <marcul87@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Monday, June 23, 2003 4:31 PM CDT

Dear Tina, When I logged in this morning I was really hoping for an update. You just don't know how much reading your notes inspires all of us out in cyberspace. Please do update every few days.
We did go down for the baby's dedication and part of the service was singing all 4 verses of Jesus Loves Me. During that, I couldn't help but think of Austin. Then on the way home, Jim and I listened to the tape from his service. I can't put into words how very special all of the service was... the personal words from those who knew him best were so special. I have to admit at one point, I thought we were going to have to pull over to the side of the road for awhile because both of us were constantly wiping tears away. I know that in the years to come, the tape will be very meaniful and precious to both you and Meagan. From personal experience I know that I have wished I had a tape from a family member's service...it is so hard to remember everything said when you are "caught up in the moment with deep emotions." So the tape is a treasure to keep for a lifetime. When you are missing Austin so much, just listen to it and it will renew your spirit as you hear again how very special Austin was to so many people. He truly taught us how to live.
The other day I went down to the refrigerator in the garage to get something...first time since Austin died that I needed something out of it. When I opened the door, there was the his favorite Gatorade from Easter. I had put his name on it so the grandchildren wouldn't drink it... and when I saw it, I burst into tears. (I had saved it for the next visit we had planned) So I can just imagine what you are going through on a daily basis as you see his toys, clothes, etc.
Just know that Jim and I continue to pray for you and Meagan every morning. Love to both, Nena
NM
Bham, - Monday, June 23, 2003 9:34 AM CDT

Good morning Cutie Patootie--
They say that if you do something for 15 days in a row...it becomes habit. I find myself logging on the site every morning for an update. Habit? Perhaps...however, sometimes I just get this overwhelming feeling that I can't quite find the right words to describe. Sometimes I just forget for a moment. So, I log on...read a few entries...attempt to send a message...proof it...erase it...and log off. Today is different. Today, I am sending Big Wet Labrador Kisses.
Hugs and Kisses-- <holytara2002@aol.com>
- Monday, June 23, 2003 9:11 AM CDT

Tina,
It was nice to hear your voice this morning! What a great way to start our day! We prayed for you and your family in Sunday school this morning. Dr. Doug (our preacher) talked about how God gives us grace at the very moment we need it. He said that God gives us enough to get through the hard times in our lives and as we need more he gives it to us. As I listened to the sermon, I thanked God that with each new day, He would give you a renewed strength and new grace to face the days ahead. Iam so glad that you have the courage to continue living such a meaningful life. You do live in such a graceful and caring way. Iam so glad that you and Meagan have one another. I loved hearing the stories about her. She is a mess. Atleast she keeps life exciting for you and brings a smile to your face. Remember that we love you and we continue to pray each day for you. May God bless you and Meagan and may the pain ease alittle bit day by day.
Love your friends,
Maggie and Toby
Ps. Tina, you know how we talked about forgiveness this morning? Well, you will never regret being such a forgiving person! When you forgive miracles begin to appear in your life because forgiveness heals!!
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Sunday, June 22, 2003 11:31 PM CDT

Dear Tina
Praying today was a gentle one for you and Meagan. You're on my mind. And in my heart.
kelly hayes
- Sunday, June 22, 2003 10:48 PM CDT

Dear Tina,

Just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you and Meagan. I pray that time will heal your hearts.

Love,

Kendra Hayes
Kendra Hayes
- Sunday, June 22, 2003 9:17 PM CDT

Hello Tina. As often is the case, you came to my mind during church this morning. At the 9:40 service, Joe's sermon was about being an ambassador for Christ (2 Corinthians 5:17-21). I found myself thanking God for you and Austin. You have both been ambassadors for Christ to me. As we sang the closing hymn "When We All Get to Heaven", I thought of you and how wonderful it will be when you reach heaven to see your precious little boy.

May God continue to bless you as you bless others through your strong faith.

Thinking of you often.

Dolly Banks
Dolly Banks <dollybfit@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Sunday, June 22, 2003 11:41 AM CDT

Happy Sunday to both of you! I hope the party was all it was cracked up to be! I am NOT into the Harry Potter click, but know many who are! Katie just really never got into it. I have seen tons of advertisements on lots of parties all over the world for that particular night. Tina, did you stay all night too?! I bet they had fun if you did. I know Austin was probably right in the middle of it all taking it all in....he would have loved it as you said. I pray that each day finds you more comfort knowing he is out of pain and in a much better place. Lots of prayers for all of your family. How is Dad? Take care and I will write later...LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
- Sunday, June 22, 2003 10:33 AM CDT

Hi...I tried calling awhile ago and left a message for you. We are going to Butler tomorrow for the baby's dedication. Hard to believe he is 5 months old now. How was the Harry Potter party? Has Meagan been reading her book all day? I continue to pray for you and Meagan. Nothing will ever erase the pain of losing Austin but hopefully it will get a little easier. Isn't it comforting to know that one day you all will be together again? How does anyone face the death of a family member if they do not have a relationship with the Lord? He will guide you day by day and will carry you through the times when you feel that you just can't go on. Love to both, Nena
NM
Bham, - Saturday, June 21, 2003 6:05 PM CDT

We are still thinking of you and praying too. there was a release party last night in NY for Harry Potter. I bet it was a mad house!! Missing you all and Alabama too, it is cold and rainy here.
Love,
Kim
Kim Watts
- Saturday, June 21, 2003 5:27 PM CDT

Tina, I learned of your loss by reading "Janie's page." I am so sorry for your family's loss. I pray for your peace and that there will be a cure very, very soon for all.
God bless!
Martha
Birmingham, AL Jefferson - Saturday, June 21, 2003 4:39 PM CDT

Thinking of you all!
Jim, Kim and Taylor <webmaster@taylorwatts.org>
New York, NY USA (We think) :) - Saturday, June 21, 2003 3:38 PM CDT

Hey Bakers,
It was so good to see you and Meagan at Target! I think that is our favorite place because everytime I am there I run into to you! I hope you and Meagan had fun at the Harry Potter Party. She ran and gave me a big hug! Life is just not fair, there where all these kids there and all I could think about is how much Austin whould have loved it! I just wish that I could see Meagn running into the coffee shop and Austin right by her side just one more time! I miss him so much. I never have anything to say to you or comfort you when I see you, because I know no words can bring Austin back. It is still so hard for me to see you and Meagan without the little man! He was one awesome little boy and I have learned more from him in the past year about life and whats really important, than I have ever learned in the last eighteen years of my life. He truly was special to me! I pray for all of you every day, every hour, every minute. Also I can't even look at the cookie dough ice cream in the same way I use too! There is still a whole gallon and I just know how much Austin would have loved to eat it! I just hope they have ice cream in Heaven for my little buddy. I love you, Meagan, and Austin so much! Your in my prayers and I just hope God's grace and peace are among you! I love you guys!

With God's Enduring Love,
Jessica Calhoun
- Saturday, June 21, 2003 2:27 AM CDT

Hi Girls! Just wanted to remind you to drive carefully tonight. You definitely don't want to have a fender bender in your pj's! Have fun! Give me a call tomorrow when you've had a chance to catch up on your sleep.
Gayle <gayle@altmayerltd.com>
Daphne, AL - Friday, June 20, 2003 2:07 PM CDT

Tina, I want you to know that you and Meagan are never far from my thoughts and prayers. I pray that, during this most difficult time, God will place in your lives each day peaceful moments, renewed strength to carry on, simple joys and hope for tomorrow. And always, beautiful thoughts of Austin to give you both comfort and a smile. We love ya'll.
Gayle and Emily <gayle@altmayerltd.com>
Daphne, AL - Friday, June 20, 2003 1:59 PM CDT

Dearest Tina, I know today has been 2 weeks since Austin left to go play among the moon & the stars. After Austin's full moon last week, the old song "I'll Be Seeing You" comes to mind: "I'll find you in the morning sun & when the night is new..I'll be looking at the moon..but I'll be seeing..you." I've always felt a strong connection to loved ones when gazing upon the moon & stars. Loved ones are always with us even in our dreams. The milky way is God's garden & the stars are his "Forget-Me-Nots"
"The heavens tell of the glory of God. The skies display his craftsmanship. Day after day they continue to speak;
night after night they make Him known. Psalm 19:1-2 NLT
Sue Carpenter Kerr <tudekins@hotmail.com>
Fairhope, Al. - Friday, June 20, 2003 12:01 AM CDT

Tina,
I'm singing Austin's song at the memorial tomorrow. I'm not going to pretend that it's an easy thing to do. Today, I thought about the time that we were on 4 tower and I wasn't feeling good and you brought Austin into my room to play. We've shared some happy times that I'll never forget.
I will make copies of the videos I made of my little friend and superhero. I promise to send it as soon as I can. I love you forever!
Amber
Amber Luchterhand http://www.caringbridge.org/al/amber <ambersue10@yahoo.com>
Gardendale, AL United States - Friday, June 20, 2003 11:38 AM CDT

Hi Tina & Meagan: Think about you and Austin every day, and hope God is lifting some of the weight from your shoulders and making each day a little easier to carry on. Your Michigan Snowbird friends, Bob & Judie Spitz
Bob & Judie Spitz
Hemlock, MI - Friday, June 20, 2003 9:49 AM CDT

Good morning friends... hope that you all are sleeping in so you will have lots of energy for the pajama party tonight. Sounds like loads of fun. I am going to meet Linda sometime today. She copied the tape from the service for me so we are going to meet to exchange that and I have the book I sent to you to give to her. When I told Jim about the tape, he said, "oh me..we will have to have a quiet time to listen to it together." I will try to call you tomorrow..on my cell...so look for that number on your ID. Hope today is filled with sunshine and lots of love.
You know we love you and Meagan. Nena
NM
Bham, - Friday, June 20, 2003 9:36 AM CDT

Today...I wish you a day of ordinary things...
A fresh pot of coffee you didn't make yourself.
An unexpected phone call from an old friend.
Green stoplights on your way to run errands.
The fastest line at the grocery store.
A good sing along song on the radio.
Your keys right where you look.
I wish you a day of warm smiles -- little bite-size pieces of things that give you the funny feeling that the Lord is smiling on you, holding you so gently because you are someone special and rare.
I wish You a day of Peace, love and courage.

I can't ease you pain with the big things in your life. But always know I am praying for that little bit of peace of mind, that renewed strength you need to get through the day. When you have walked to the edge of all the light there is, and step into the darkness before you, remember, one of two things will happen. There will be solid ground for you to stand on, or God will teach you how to fly.

I love you, my friend!
Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
- Friday, June 20, 2003 9:19 AM CDT

Dear Tina,

Thank you for keeping us updated on the website. I have been thinking about you so much, but our computer has been down and I have been unable to post a note. I pray for you and Meagan to find some peace and comfort during this very difficult time. I know that God is taking care of you and Austin is sending you kisses in the wind! I'm sure at times you must feel that this cross you carry is so heavy and it seems that no one can really help you...but, always remember that you have many friends who are here for you...always. Enjoy the pajama party tonight - it should be great! If Stephen finds out about it we'll be there too! I'm sure that Ausitn will be watching over your guys and grinning the whole time!

God Bless,

Theresa and David Jellenc
Montrose, AL - Friday, June 20, 2003 8:12 AM CDT

Dear Tina and Meagan:

Hope you have a great time at Page and Pallette. I don't get the whole Harry Potter thing, but then there are a lot of things I don't get!

You know what...I'll bet they had a big ole Harry Potter party in heaven already..and no lines! Guess who was the first one there?
Love 'ya

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, June 20, 2003 7:41 AM CDT

Tina,
So glad to hear about Meagans P.J. party! She will have a blast.
Tina, I admire your incredibly thoughtful style! Eventhough your pain is still so strong, you always have such comforting and meaningful words to say. Your unending devotion to God serves as a daily motivation to me and many others!!!!!!!!!
Hang in there and know that we love ya!!
Good night!
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, AL - Thursday, June 19, 2003 10:34 PM CDT

Tina, Just letting you know I was thinking of you... HUGS from BIRMINGHAM coming your way!!!! LOVE ALWAYS,
Christy
- Thursday, June 19, 2003 8:50 PM CDT

Dear Tina,
I am thinking about you and praying so hard for easier days to come. I am so sorry you and your family are going through this. It will get easier some how some day. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think of you and how you are. I love you and you are such a wonderful person and I know you will get through this and you will help Meagan through this as well. I'm praying for you!!!
Tell Meagan Diva sends lots of sloppery sugars to her.
Carla and Diva Jacobssen <DJ092201@cs,com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, June 19, 2003 8:15 PM CDT

Dear Tina:

I enjoyed our time together last night..It was great to hear and see you laugh..(okay so you were laughing at me)...

Please continue to take each day one minute at a time while you and Meagan heal from the deepest of hurt..

Your faith continues to inspire me and the others that come in contact with you.

"Faith is not belief. Belief is passive. Faith is active."
Edith Hamilton

We love you.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, June 19, 2003 7:01 PM CDT

Dear Tina, Your concern and love for others in the mist of your sorrow and saddness is truly a living example of the Grace of God. A Grace that is able to lift us up and sustain us. A Grace that is with us during the most joyful times and the most desperate times. A Grace that can only come from our Loving Father.You and Austin are still blessing many others with your willingness to share, and the witness that you family was during Austin's illness. I thank God for giving you the courage and strength to continue to turn to Him for direction and discernment in your life . I know He will provide the answers you need in His time. Please know that you and Meagan are loved and prayed for every moment of every day.I am adding a poem that my brother wrote after our sweet Joseph went with Mr Steve to be with Jesus last year.I hope it helps.

We Thought We Knew How To Cry

We thought we knew how to cry
For we had seen the seasons and the changing of the tide
There had been loves lost and betrayal
But as we sat in our enveloping gloom
That could only be broken...were you to walk into the room
We found a new way to cry
One that was much deeper and hurt further inside.

Even for the ones who had lost mothers,fathers,brothers and sisters too
This was something new
Though they know that there is loss
They also know what they have lost in losing you

The rivers could roll one ton boulders from the mountains to the beaches
And all of that tumbling could never teach us
The rumbling our world was to undergo
When you did not come home to meet us

We have also learned to laugh again, it's true
When we see the love we have for each other
When we remember how we shared it with you
When we remember the beauty of your life short lived neatly
When we remember how you embraced it and shared it so completely

We thought we knew how to cry
But indeed we are learned anew
We will always miss, love and remember you.
Richard Butgereit Christmas 2002

Tina, you have found a new way to cry, but through these tears will come Peace and Comfort,through these tears you have taught and comforted others, through these tears you have confirmed God's Grace and Glory, through these tears you have brought others to an understanding of God's love, and through these tears you have shared your love and devotion to your children. God has and will continue to bless your efforts.
"And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power,together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge-that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God." Eph.3:17-19
Much love and prayers to you and Meagan.
Love, Robi
Robi Jones
- Thursday, June 19, 2003 6:57 PM CDT

Hi Dear Friend... I did not feel like getting up the steps to check the computer yesterday. Never dreamed being in bed for only a week could sap your strength so much. Today is some better. You just don't know how the memory of Austin's smiling face helped me get through some of the procedures done to me... I would think, this is nothing compared to what Austin endured!!! Just thinking about him gave me courage. I hope Meagan is still being her sweet self. I know the baby hamsters give her a lot of joy. Can't wait to see you all. Take care of yourself, Tina... take time to rest, cry when you need too, and enjoy these lazy days with Meagan. I love you both...Nena
NM
Bham, - Thursday, June 19, 2003 12:23 AM CDT

Iamso terribly sorry about your little son ,Austin.I have tried to keep up with you and Austin and prayed for him to recover from his cancer.I pray for you and your family. The most heart wrenching thing in life is to lose your child
Sally Meisenheimer <CarlMeis@2ol.com>
Niceville,, Fla. oakloosa - Thursday, June 19, 2003 12:19 AM CDT

TINA

YOU AND MEAGAN ARE IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. I ALSO THINK ABOUT AUSTIN EVERY SINGLE DAY.

LOVE

BABY LEWIS
susan jackson (stem cell clinic nurse) <STEMCELLNURSE@AOL>
BIRMINGHAM, Alabama - Thursday, June 19, 2003 10:38 AM CDT

Dear Ms. Tina

I hope you can get thour this long big bag of strees.Here is abible verse i know :I can do all thing s thou him who give s me strankth.Flmpes 4:13.I am praying for your fanily alot beacause you need strankth.You are seapail far + ner our church loves you so dear.
Love Ella hayes
- Thursday, June 19, 2003 9:16 AM CDT

Good morning Tina and Meagan! I am thinking about you two this morning and wanted to let you know! You are both in my prayers! I hope you have a wonderful day.

Love,
Angel Hayes
Angel Hayes
angeldh@gulftel.com, Al Baldwin - Thursday, June 19, 2003 9:11 AM CDT

Tina,
I remember the day of your surprise birthday party like it was yesterday. Austin was so excited. Of course, he started planning the day before. He made your gift, made plans for the giftbags, and decided how we were going to get you out of the room for a little while, but not too long. I remember telling him "Call me when you wake up in the morning and we will get started making the decorations." I am sure you remember, he woke up at 6:30. That morning as we prepared for your party, he grinned from ear to ear. He gave orders that the room needed to be cleaned for his Mom. Of coursed he helped, he loved to clean. After we finished the gift bags and decorations, he planned how we were going to turn out the lights, hide, and then jump out to surprise (and he picked out the music that would be playing). As always, he included everyone who was there that day. The moment I will never forget is when you came into the room. Austin was so excited. The look on your face and his was priceless. Music was playing and it was like a clip from a movie as you and Austin were standing there holding each other. There was not a dry eye in the room. A memory that we will all cherish.
Love Always,
Jennifer
- Thursday, June 19, 2003 8:34 AM CDT

Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Thursday, June 19, 2003 7:14 AM CDT

Just wanted to say goodnight and I LOVE you all very much. I will continue to say that I love you all because I feel Austin's presence in my life everyday. Mom told me last night that she saw that same moom the other night. Isn't it strange how 1 little person has changed the lives of so many people that he never even knew. He is an amazing child Tina and he has an amazing family. You are all so blessed. Take care and I will check in tomorrow. Good night! Love you! Cathi
Cathi
- Wednesday, June 18, 2003 10:24 PM CDT

Tina,

Thinking of and praying for you and Meagan daily. My prayer is for God to surround you with His love and comfort as you face each new day. I still want to put those pics in an album for you if you want me to.

Love,

Beverly
Beverly Pohl <BPohlCMCMom@aol.com>
Hartselle, AL USA - Wednesday, June 18, 2003 10:15 PM CDT

Tina,
Thinking and praying for you tonight!
God Bless You and Meagan!
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
- Wednesday, June 18, 2003 10:14 PM CDT

Tina: We miss Austin too! Although I only recently learned about the website, after I learned of it, I found myself compelled to check it every day. Since we learned that Austin was sick after school started, we've been saying prayers for him every day. I found myself yesterday morning with you on my mind and thinking that the only way to get through losing a child would be to believe in God and have a strong faith. I found myself wondering how parents who don't have a strong faith make it through the loss of a child.

As Bobby said his prayers the night I told him that Austin had gone to live with Jesus, when he got to his prayer that "God bless Austin and help him to get better", he stopped himself and he said over and over "God bless Austin." He's said that prayer every night since. Last night, he changed his prayer on his own to say "God bless Austin's mama".

Know that you and Meagan are in our thoughts and prayers and while no one can "fix" your pain, you can always count on our thoughts and prayers.

May God continue to bless you.

Love,

Dolly Banks

Dolly Banks <dollybfit@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, June 18, 2003 7:47 PM CDT

Dear Tina,

I am sitting here at my computer with tears in my eyes praying for you and Meagan. "God, please comfort Tina, Meagan, Jimmy and all those who ache for Austin." Amen

Much love and many prayers,

Kendra
Kendra Hayes <hayes38@gulftel.com>
Foley, - Wednesday, June 18, 2003 6:35 PM CDT

Tina, I've been thinking of you all day. This is probably the most difficult time for you. Please know what an incredible difference you and Austin have made in the lives of so many people. Someone once told me that special parents have special children and, in this case, I know it's true. God bless.
Dee <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, - Wednesday, June 18, 2003 5:44 PM CDT

I wish sooooooo bad that I could think of something/anything to call and say to help ease your pain. But I am at a loss. I have printed a hard copy of the entire webpage for you. The guestbook was well over 1,000 pages!!! What a awesome tribute to you and your child! I have printed all of your journal entries and placed them with the guestbook in a binder. I know one day Meagan will want to read all of it. And you may find yourself looking back and reading it too. I just wanted you to have it. I have decorated the front of the binder with a wonderful picture of Austin and that grin! I will bring it to you next week. I received the tape of the funeral service from Ann and will sit down this weekend and quietly listen to it. It was such a BEAUTIFUL service, even though I didn't hear it all due to my nerves and emotions. It means a great deal to me to have a copy of it. Thank you!
I miss you my friend and am contantly praying for you. As a mother, I can NEVER, EVER comprehend your pain! God has blessed me with three healthy, happy children and I pray each day for Him to keep them safe!
Love you!
Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
- Wednesday, June 18, 2003 5:43 PM CDT

Tina, I can't imagine what your going through. My heart aches for you and Meagan. I love you so much. I pray that time does heal your broken heart. You know Austin is sitting up in Heaven smiling that radient smile saying mom get over it, You'll see me agian someday. I know he's having so much fun flying with his new wings. You and meagan are very special to me. Please know you can call me for any reason , even if I can't fix it!!!!I love you Christy
Christy
- Wednesday, June 18, 2003 5:07 PM CDT

MAY THE WINDOWS OF HEAVEN OPEN UP AND POUR BLESSINGS UPON YOU. HOPE THAT YOU ARE BEGINNING TO HEAL, KEEP YOUR HEAD TO THE SKY. THINKING OF YOU --STEPHANIE(SCTU)
STEPHANIE D. WILLIAMS <STEPWILLHINK@EXCITE.COM>
BIRMINGHAM, AL JEFFERSON - Wednesday, June 18, 2003 4:57 PM CDT

Tina,
Continueing to pray for you all. We mad it to NYC. Wow, culture shock, it is gray and gloomy. We look like a fish outa water. We are in shorts and the locals are in trench coats. It is 65, it feels great after leaving 90 in b'ham. I know God is holding you and I pray you are finding peace.
Much Love,
Kim Watts
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
- Wednesday, June 18, 2003 4:53 PM CDT

Hello you two! Hope today is going well and your hearts are beginning to try to heal. I hope all the best for both of you, Austin would want that too. You just handle this anyway you need to, as you said, there ARE NO rules. Meagan is so lucky to have you, as you are to have her. Just wanted to check on you and say hi and I LOVE YOU. Call me if you come to your moms. Love you both, Cathi
Cathi
- Wednesday, June 18, 2003 3:12 PM CDT

I love you and Meagan so much! I am praying for you guys!
Jessica Calhoun
- Wednesday, June 18, 2003 1:55 PM CDT

Tina,
I just wanted you to know how honored I was, along with the Gathering Praise Team, to lead worship at Austin's funeral. There was an incredible Spirit of God in our sanctuary. One like I have never felt before. I know Austin and all the angels were singing with us. To see you there with Meagan from my place in the chancel touched me so much. You have been a pillar of strength and faith for all of us, and I only pray God's Spirit continues to fill you with peace and comfort. Austin was a special little man to so many during his illness. I was so moved by the prayers, words, and testimonies of all who shared. The peace of God filled our team on Friday afternoon while we were in Costa Rica. It had rained most of the day, and in the early afternoon the clouds broke and the sun shined as little Austin flew into the arms of Jesus. Martha has the moment on video and we would love to get a copy to you. Austin became not just an honorary member of our trip, but a tremendous part of us all in our hearts and in the hearts of the boys who prayed for him each night at the ranch. God's blessings and rest be in your heart.
Cullen
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, June 18, 2003 1:32 PM CDT

Tina -- Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you. You are amazing, and I pray several times each day that God will continue to give you peace, strength, and wisdom to handle Meagan's questions, as well as your conversations with other people, too. Often, others won't know what to say when they seek to offer words of comfort, and you may find yourself completing their ideas for them! Just know that S-O-O-O many people love you and care for you -- people all over this state and far beyond. Best wishes for a good day -- Mary Beth
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Wednesday, June 18, 2003 12:18 AM CDT

Just thinking of you and hoping that you are feeling our prayers.Iam so glad that you cry! This and Gods love will help you more than anything else. My shoulder is here ready to get wet if you need me.
I love you,
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, AL USA - Wednesday, June 18, 2003 10:16 AM CDT

Tina and Meagan,
We continue to pray for you. Your updates are such a testimony of how much you love God!

"And we have known and believed the love that God has for us. God is LOVE, and he who abides in love,abides in God, and God in him." I John 4:16

The Seitz's
- Wednesday, June 18, 2003 9:20 AM CDT

Dear Baker Buddies:

I'm so glad you are still coming to CaringBridge to update us. I think about you and Meagan all day. I know that these are long days and longer nights for you to get through. I wish, like so many others that we could take that pain away for you. Your faith continues to give you comfort and time will help you heal. How lucky you are to have God in your life and know that you can talk to him anytime anywhere and ask for peace in your soul and for answers for Meagan. Isn't it amazing how children think that we as adults know all of the answers? If they only knew how many questions we ask ourselves sometimes!

I keep thinking back to something you told me on Friday night. You told me that you knew that you and Jimmy had done everything for Austin that could have been done to make him well. As sad as this time is for you, can you imagine how much worse your grief would be if you had regrets? If in your mind you were constantly thinking "I wish we had...If we could have...?" You did everthing you could do including love that little guy with all of your heart and soul.

Again, little Bucky is teaching us a lesson. Live your life with no regrets. How powerful that lesson is.

I hope today brings you peace. We continue to ask that Meagan can feel the warmth of God's love and that you will be given the answers to her questions.

We love you bunches.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, June 18, 2003 5:31 AM CDT

Hey Tina-
I think of you so often. I am giving you fair warning that I will start calling you to let you know! I am not sure if it is for selfish reasons or why, I just want to hear your voice- even if it on the machine.
Talk to you soon-
Anna
- Tuesday, June 17, 2003 11:19 PM CDT

Hi Friend!
Thanks for being You! You are only doing and saying the things that come natural for you but you sure are touching the lives of so many people!!God is fulfillig His greatest desire for you. He is working through you to transform others!! How beautiful this is!! Your walk with the Lord is one of commitment and He knows this. Though you are hurting, you continue to share yourself with warmth and grace. Because of this people are praying that God will help them to be more like you. Your devotion to God is simply amazing and it is changing the lives of others!!!!

Love you, Tina!
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
- Tuesday, June 17, 2003 10:49 PM CDT

To my dearest family, some things I�d like to say,
But first of all to let you know that I arrived okay.
I�m writing this from Heaven where I dwell with God above
Where there are no more tears or sadness, there is just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy just because I�m out of sight
Remember that I�m with you every morning, noon and night.
The day I had to leave you, when my life on Earth was through,
God picked me up and hugged me; he said, �I welcome you.
It�s good to have you back again; you were missed while you were gone.
As for your dearest family, they�ll be here later on.
I need you here so badly, as part of My big plan.
There�s so much that we have to do to help our mortal man.�
Then God gave me a list of things he wished for me to do
Foremost on that list of mine is to watch and care for you.
And I will be beside you, every day and week and year.
And when you�re sad, I�m standing there to wipe away the tear.
And when you lie in bed at night, the day�s chores put to flight,
God and I are closest to you in the middle of the night.
When you think of my life on Earth and all those loving years,
Because you�re only human, they�re bound to bring you tears.
But do not be afraid to cry, it does relieve the pain.
Remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain.
I wish that I could tell you of all that God has planned,
But if I were to tell you, you wouldn�t understand.
But one thing is for certain, though my life on Earth is o�er,
I am closer to you now than I ever was before.
And to my very many friends, trust God knows what is best.
I�m still not far away from you; I�m just beyond the crest.
There are many rocky roads ahead and many hills to climb,
But together we can do it taking one day at a time.
It was always my philosophy and I�d like it for you too
That as you give unto the world, so the world will give to you.
If you can help somebody who is in sorrow or in pain
Then you can say to God at night, my day was not in vain.
And now I am contented that my life it was worthwhile,
Knowing as I passed along the way I made somebody smile.
So if you meet somebody who is down and feeling low
Just lend a hand to pick him up as on your way you go.
When you are walking down the street and you�ve got me on your mind
I�m walking in your footsteps, only half a step behind,
And when you feel the gentle breeze or the wind upon your face,
That�s me giving you a great big hug or just a soft embrace.
And when it�s time for you to go from that body to be free
Remember you�re not going�you are coming here to me.
And I will always love you from that land way up above.
I�ll be in touch again soon,
P.S. God sends his Love.
Jessica Calhoun
- Tuesday, June 17, 2003 10:44 PM CDT

Dear Tina,
Just a note to let you know that we are still thinking of and praying for you.
Renee <mackfam@frontiernet.net>
- Tuesday, June 17, 2003 10:11 PM CDT

Dear Tina,
You are in my thoughts and prays. Things will get better afterwhile. It takes time to overcome a great loss in a son like Austin.

SONJA, DELVIN AND LAWRENCE ARE PRAYING FOR YOU.
SONJA HUDSON <sleepy1216@yahoo.com>
BHAM, ALA - Tuesday, June 17, 2003 5:52 PM CDT

Hi Tina and Meagan... I am back home. Did you wonder what in the world had happened to me? I will give you a call this weekend and fill you in on the details. I missed reading your journal so much. Being in the hospital truly gave me lots of time to think about Austin and to thank the Lord for the time spent together and time to pray for you and Meagan, and your dad. I do hope he improving day by day. I love you my friend and I can tell God is walking with you step by step. Love, Nena
NM
Bham, - Tuesday, June 17, 2003 5:40 PM CDT

I am praying for you Tina!
Kathy Hale Griffin <jcfarms@frontiernet.net>
Uriah , Al 36480 - Tuesday, June 17, 2003 3:41 PM CDT

Just wanted to let you know your in my prayers and in my heart....but you already know that! Becca got here a while ago, and before she left,we logged on to read your entry. I also let her read the program from the funeral. It is so touching, I want to share it with all that missed it. She is really thinking of you and your family at this time. Hope you and Meagan are having a great day. Check on you later. love you lots! cathi
Cathi
- Tuesday, June 17, 2003 3:02 PM CDT

Tina, I just wanted to write and tell you how much your journal has moved me. I knew of your struggle with Austin's illness and kept up with his progress through Patti Kahn, but did not know of your journal until the day of Austin's funeral. I went online and ended up reading the entire journal from beginning to end and weeping through out. Not only because it is sad, but because your spirit is so incredible and the story is so touching. It is the chronicle of a mother's love and faith and the support of all those who love you and your family.

When I finished, I dried my eyes, blew my nose and went outside to get my mail and who did I see but your precious daughter walking Rosie. You see, I live just a few houses down the street from you on Pinecrest. I have only lived here for 10 months (the length of Austin's illness) so you have not really been here and I myself was not aware that you lived here until someone told me a few months ago.

I do want to extend my condolences to you and Jimmy but also tell you how much I have been moved by what you have written here. It should be published into a book. I find myself logging on in hopes that you have written so that I may find my inspiration for the day!

You and Austin have touched so many lives in such a positive manner. I cannot imagine what you have been through and are continuing to go through, but I do hope you are able to take some measure of comfort in that. May God bless you in the days ahead.

Joan Oliver

Joan Oliver
- Tuesday, June 17, 2003 1:59 PM CDT

Tina, it is wonderful to see that you are writing in your journal again. I have been blessed with each entry. Your strength makes me realize how weak I am sometimes. I do hope you will put your journal into book form. I will certainly buy one. Your entries have been so inspirational.
I know your little man has been and still is so very proud of his Mom.

Tina, I am slothful in saying this, but it is so good that you can shed your tears. I think that is very healthy. You have such wonderful memories of your little fellow. We grew to love Austin in his struggle to live. We continue to remember you, Megan and Jimmy in our prayers.

I am so happy that your Dad is doing better.

Remember, we love you.

Millie Caughron <gmcuaghron@aol.com>
Knoxville, Tn USA - Tuesday, June 17, 2003 11:35 AM CDT

Tina, Just a little note to let you know how much I love you and continue to pray for you and Meagan. Not a day goes by that you or Meagan are forgotten. So many people have you both in their prayers including me. We are so blessed to have had an opportunity to have Austin in our lives and continually blessed to have you and Meagan. I love you and Meagan and will continue to be in touch with you both.
Love Frances, Maggie, Mojo and Maxine
P.S. I will bring the three to visit Meagan soon!
Frances L <jflowther@att.net>
Fairhope, Al - Tuesday, June 17, 2003 7:11 AM CDT

Tina,
Just thinking of you as we always do each day and night!Just reading all of these entries is proof that God is using you to help others in a very special way. There are no words to adequately describe what you mean to so many!!You are a dear friend to many. You are a person to look up to for so many people. You are a comforter to many. You are a bright light to so many people who need encouragement in their life! To watch you go through this tough time with so much Grace is truly amazing!
We thank God for your friendship!
Hug Meagan for us!
Love ya,
Maggie and Toby

Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Monday, June 16, 2003 11:45 PM CDT

Stood By Your Bed

I stood by your bed last night,
I came to have a peep.
I could see that you were crying,
you found it hard to sleep.

I sang to you softly
as you brushed away a tear.
"It's me, I haven't left you,
I'm well, I'm fine, I'm here."

I was close to you at breakfast
I watched you pour the tea.
You were thinking of the many times
your hands reached down to me.

I was with you at my grave today,
you tend it with such care.
I want to reassure you,
that I'm not lying there.

I walked with you towards the house,
as you fumbled for your key.
I gently put my hands on you,
I smiled and said, "It's me."

You looked so very tired,
and sank into a chair.
I tried so hard to let you know,
that I was standing there.

It's possible for me to be
so near you every day.
To say to you with certainty,
"I never went away."

You sat there very quietly,
then smiled, I think you knew...
in the stillness of that evening,
I was very close to you.

The day is over...
I smile and watch you yawning.
and say, " Goodnight, God Bless,
I'll see you in the morning."

And when the time is right
for you to cross the brief divide.
I'll rush across to greet you
and we'll stand side-by-side.

I have so many things to show you,
there's so much for you to see.
Be patient, live your journey out...
then come home to be with me.

Author Unknown

Remember, Austin is always with you!
- Monday, June 16, 2003 10:58 PM CDT

Tina My Friend, I miss you and my little Buddy dearly. I think of you all the time. I want you to know that knowing you and seeing your faith and hope over the last year has changed my faith, it has helped me become closer to MY LORD TOO. I hope you know I pray for you daily. I love you all. Christy
Christy
- Monday, June 16, 2003 10:39 PM CDT

Dear Bakers
What a beautiful scripture Maggie found - it is just like you to share whatever you have, even in your grief. I still pray for you daily.
kelly hayes
- Monday, June 16, 2003 10:07 PM CDT

Tina and family,
I just had the opportunity to view Austin's home page for the first time. What a special page. Taylor Watt's mom gave me the link. I was very saddened by the news, but know Austin is now entertaining God instead of us. He was a special little man. I'll never forget those radiation days at UAB. Matter of fact I think we were doing Austin's treatments when I found out my wife was pregnant. Well, we are just one week from the due date. I will never forget the last time I got to see Austin at UAB for the radiology procedure on 6th floor. My thoughts and prayers are with you during this difficult time. Your faith is amazing and you are a true encouragement for me. Your friend,
Michael Humber, CRNA
Michael Humber
Birmingham, Al USA - Monday, June 16, 2003 8:53 PM CDT

Dear Tina,

What a touching message. You are truly remarkable, you are truly such a wonderful, wonderful mother and person.

I am praying for you and Meagan and family and CONSTANTLY thinking of you. I hope that knowing we are praying so hard for you all is giving you some of the strength and courage to get through this difficult time. Oh, and it is so okay to cry where and whenever you need to, even at Target. Hang in there.

Much love and many prayers,

Kendra Hayes

P.S. I have a picture that my daughter, Katelyn, made for you that I will have to put in the mail real soon, be looking for it.
Kendra Hayes <hayes38@gulftel.com>
Foley, - Monday, June 16, 2003 8:15 PM CDT

Tina,
You are with us and he is with you. Your soul flutters at his presence. Smile.
I've sent you an email to read, also.
Love you so, and always keep the faith,

KarinB
Fairhope, - Monday, June 16, 2003 7:36 PM CDT

Hey Tina,
Just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you and I am glad that your Dad got to come home. I'm sure it has been tuff for him. I just can't even begin to imagine what each of you are constantly feeling. All I can say is hang in there and as you said and I know now. God WILL get you guys through all of this. Your on my mind and in my heart always!
Carla and Diva Jacobssen <DJ092201@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, June 16, 2003 6:57 PM CDT

DEAR TINA,

I JUST WANTED TO WRITE AND SAY I THINK OF YOU AND AUSTIN EVERYDAY. MY HEART GOES OUT TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. I CAN'T IMAGINE THE PAIN YOU ARE GOING THROUGH. I MISS THE LITTLE MAN VERY MUCH! IF THERE IS ANYTHING I CAN EVER DO PLEASE CONTACT ME. YOU ARE AN AMAZING WOMAN!! AUSTIN AND MEAGAN ARE VERY LUCKY TO HAVE A MOTHER LIKE YOU. I WISH I COULD ONLY HAVE HALF OF THE COURAGE AND FAITH THAT YOU HAVE. I AM SO GLAD TO HAVE GOTTEN TO KNOW YOU AND AUSTIN BOTH. I WILL ALWAYS TAKE A PART OF THE BOTH OF YOU WITH ME IN MY JOURNEY THROUGH LIFE.

LOVE

SUSAN
(BABY LEWIS)
SUSAN JACKSON <STEMCELLNURSE@AOL.COM>
BIRMINGHAM, AL - Monday, June 16, 2003 4:59 PM CDT

Dear Tina,
I just wanted to take a moment to let you know that I am thinking about you today as I do EVERY day! I continue to lift you up in prayer daily. You and Meagan are never far from my thoughts. I so enjoy reading your wonderful journal entries. They are amazing and so incredibly inspiring. I find myself checking your page several times a day every day! I am very glad to hear that your daddy was able to come home from the hospital and I am so glad that he was able to be with his girls on Father's Day! What a great gift! I continue to pray for him as well! I hope that you and Meagan are having a wonderful day.

Much love,
Angel Hayes
Angel Hayes <angeldh@gulftel.com>
Robertsdale, Al Baldwin - Monday, June 16, 2003 1:58 PM CDT

I having been thinking about you all constantly. I woke up this morning thinking about Austin and how he loved to sing "On the Wode Again, Just Can't Wait to Get on the Wode Again." Another precious memory.
Love Always,

Jennifer
- Monday, June 16, 2003 11:35 AM CDT

Hey Bakers,
WOW it is still so hard for me to come to this page! I prayed very hard for Mr. Jimmy yesterday, I know it had to have been a difficult day. I also have been praying very hard for you and Meagan. I love you!
Jessica Calhoun
- Monday, June 16, 2003 11:32 AM CDT

So glad that your dad is home. I hope he is feeling muche better soon. THat was a great entry, so real life to those of us who do not fully understand the impact of what you are dealing with. I am so glad Meagan is there to be with you and all the hamsters:) Much love to you both.
Love,
Kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
- Monday, June 16, 2003 10:42 AM CDT

Tina,
What a wonderful entry!Iam so glad that you were able to spend time w/ your Daddy and Sisters! That's great!
Know that Iam praying for you at this very moment and every single day!!
Love you,
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, AL USA - Monday, June 16, 2003 10:41 AM CDT

Hi Tina---
We pray for strength for you constantly. Glad your Daddy is home, and also pray for him to continue to heal, inside and out. Know that you are in the thoughts of many many people. Keep your chin up and enjoy Meagan's company.

Pam Curry <pcqueen@mchsi.com>
Daphne, AL USA - Monday, June 16, 2003 8:39 AM CDT

Thoughts and Prayers coming your way- May you and Meagan have a good day
Renee
- Monday, June 16, 2003 8:31 AM CDT

Dear Tina & Family,

Even though I have a grandbaby in heaven with Jesus I cannot comprehend your grief as we never got to know him personally although Carter will always be a part of our lives, especially to his twin brother, Camdon.

Tina, my daughter-in-love, Allison, also has a strong faith in God and we know that this is what carries us though. Hope for a future of not only seeing our Heavenly Father but all of those that we love who have gone on before. God has used the organization Compassionate Friends to help Allsion as she is able to share with others who have lost their precious children. Hopefully, there is one in your area as it means so much to know that others have been where you are. If not, let me know and Allsion can put you in touch with the group here in Mobile.

My prayers continue to be with you and your entire family as you each work through your grief in you own way with our precious Lord and Savior Jesus Christ by your side.
Glenda Mathis
- Monday, June 16, 2003 7:46 AM CDT

Good morning Tina!
Anna W
- Monday, June 16, 2003 7:09 AM CDT

Dear Tina:

What beautiful words this morning. I'm so glad I got to share the magnificent moon with you on Friday night. It was something wasn't it? I think it was sent to you special delivery from heaven. May you continue to see Austin's spirit in every gift God gives us.

I thought about Jimbo a lot yesterday too. There was no question Austin Baker loved his Daddy and I know Jimmy will forever miss the little guy. I can remember it like it was yesterday when the village people found out there was going to be an addition to our clan. It seems so long ago and yet some times it just seems like yesterday.

I'm glad to hear RL got to come home. What a wonderful father's day present! I know it meant a lot to him to have his girls with him. He will need his own time and space to grieve for Austin. We pray that God will give him the comfort and peace he needs to get through this.

We think about you and Meagan every day and remember you in our prayers. She is growing into such a beautiful young lady. I know you are very proud of her. She has the same euthusiam for life that Bucky had. What a gift you and Jimmy have given her!

We love you very much. Take care of yourself.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, June 16, 2003 4:44 AM CDT

NOW I'M CRYING!!!!!!!!!!!! When I think of you hurting, it hurts my heart so bad. Sometimes when I'm just doing nothing or riding the lawnmower (of all crazy things) or riding down the street in the car, I will think of you and your pain and I just cry right where I am. Isn't it amazing that we lost touch so many years ago, but I still feel your pain? Friends forever, that's what we are and that's what we will always be, no matter what. I know Austin loved his dad and I hope Jimmy found peace and comfort in knowing that today. I'm glad he got to see Meagan today, I know it helped to have a little happy face around! I'm so happy that Big R got to come home.....I hope it's not to painful for him, not getting to say goodbye. He will in his own way, on his own time. He's always been a BIG man with a BIG heart, but it's such a soft heart! He sure loved all three of his girls....there was nothing better in the world to him than the 3 of you.......well, we will excuse the cooker and a beer! They didn't even come close. He did like to cook those turkey breast didn't he? Almost as much as you and I liked to make those pizzas in that pizza oven and make them with 3 times the amount of cheese so it melted all over the place! THOSE WERE THE DAYS! If we could only go back....but we can't. We have to move forward...and my friend, may I say you have done well! Through all of your pain and heartache, you are a shining star to all that know and admire you. I will check in on you tomorrow. Thank you for keeping us informed on you and Meagan. I know you need some time and when you get ready, go at your own pace. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
Cathi
- Monday, June 16, 2003 0:28 AM CDT

May God Bless you, my dear friend, and give you peace of mind...that is my prayer tonight. As I told you on the phone tonight, Austin was with me this past week at camp and he gave me the strength I needed when I became weary!
Love, Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
- Sunday, June 15, 2003 11:27 PM CDT

Tina,
Just thinking of you and hoping that you were able to see your Daddy today! Hopefully he is doing much better!
We love you, Tina! Thanks for encouraging and enriching the lives of those around you! Because of your faithfulness, You are passing on God's blessings to others!
"God has given each of you some special abilities: be sure to use them to help each other, passing on to others God's many kinds of blessings."1Peter 4:10
This bible verse reminds me of YOU! You have many, many special abilities that you are sharing with Gods people! Thanks for sharing them with me!!!!!!!!!
Your friend,
Maggie
Ps. Toby says hello and he loves you too!
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, AL - Sunday, June 15, 2003 10:32 PM CDT

Happy Father's Day, Jimmy.
Sending all my love to you all.
Love,
Kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
- Sunday, June 15, 2003 10:21 PM CDT

Tina, Meagan and Jimmy,
I was at Blue Lake this week, and you remember how Holy it is and feels when you are there. As I sat in Lambeth Chapel on Wed night, I always feel the brush of angel wings in that place and that night as I was praying for you I could feel Austin among them. I prayed for you every morning and every night during worship. I also met a sweet women who had met you and Austin atsome time during clinic at UAB. She also prayed for you at Blue Lake. I heard this song, that said Looking down from Heaven I can be with you all the time. I pray you feel this every single moment.
love Lisa Calhoun

lisa calhoun @seacat4041
- Sunday, June 15, 2003 9:47 PM CDT

Good Evening, I was thinking of you two & wanted to say Hello!! We are coming home tomorrow. Meagan, did you have a good time with your Daddy? I just went out to eat with mine! Zack says Hi & we will check in later!! Love, Lisa Salter {All of Carbon Hill sends Love & prayers!!}
Lisa Salter <milwhit@hotmail.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Sunday, June 15, 2003 8:57 PM CDT

Hey Tina-
Thinking of you.
Anna
- Sunday, June 15, 2003 6:53 PM CDT

Tina,
It was so good to see you Friday...I know it is hard to do even "normal" things right now...you handle it beautifully and you are such an inspiration to us all!!! Please keep Austin's Page...I so look forward to reading your beautiful writing. We pray for strength and courage for you to face each new day.
Love to you and Maegan.
Cecilia <Baygirl215@aol>
- Sunday, June 15, 2003 6:03 PM CDT

Tina, I'm in Nena's Friday group and we prayed much for Austin. Surely heaven is a better place with him there.
Nena asked me to let you know why you haven't heard from her. She's o.k. but she is in the hospital. She seems to have some kind of infection that they can't pin point so they're giving her intravenous antibiotics. Hope she'll be home tomorrow. You'll hear from her soon, and she sends her love and prayers for you and Meagan.

Claire Waters <myhoney>
Birmingham, , Al USA - Sunday, June 15, 2003 3:05 PM CDT

I hope everything goes well.
Gina Barron <www.Sunshine4208@aol.com>
Gadsden, AL - Sunday, June 15, 2003 2:16 PM CDT

Thinking of the two of you today. Hope you have a great day together! Love you! Cathi
Cathi
- Sunday, June 15, 2003 1:53 PM CDT

Tina,
I have been out of town and just found out about Austin. i wish I could have been at the service. It sounds like it was wonderful. Whenever I hear about one of our little friends going to heaven it saddens me and makes me happy at the same time. It saddens me because I know what you are going through and makes me happy because Austin is not hurting anymore. Maybe he can show Riley some of those sillystring tricks in Heaven. I love you girl and would love to come visit you one day!
Gena Daniels <mdgd3477@aol.com>
- Sunday, June 15, 2003 11:48 AM CDT

Tina-- Just wanted you to know that everyday you are in my thoughts and prayers. Austin was so lucky to have you for his mom. I am saying special prayers for Meagan, I know she misses her little brother dearly. Love, Nichole
Nichole Bryant <nbryant@peds.uab.edu>
Birmingham, AL - Sunday, June 15, 2003 10:49 AM CDT

Tina -- I did not have the opportunity to see the moon that you described, but when I read your entry -- just as all the ones before -- I saw the son. Yes, the spelling is correct. I see Jesus in your words of hope, comfort, peace, and pain. I thought it was so interesting that you noted that it has been one week since Austin died. On that afternoon last week when I heard the news, I thought to myself that for a while you will mark the calendar. You will move from one, two, three weeks, to one, two three, four, etc months to the year, two years, three years, etc. With every moment that you remember the time that has passed, you will find that you have, indeed, created your own stage of grief. You will never know how very true your comments about making it up as you go really is. Yes, to some extent we follow a basic pattern, but how we reach those stages and what we feel, say, and do is strictly up to us. Isn't it great that God allows us to do things in the way that is best for us? I can remember that, when I all of a sudden was a widow at age 26, I could hardly believe that my life had taken such a turn. I could hardly believe that I felt like such an old woman. If I had to guess, I would imagine that you feel very old today, Tina. You don't feel as if you are physically old, but that you are mentally and emotionally old because of this experience. Just remember that this feeling is just God's way of making us aware of our growth in wisdom. This wisdom is what will help mold you into the new creature that God has created you to be -- a creature who now has a new purpose in this life. I have said this once, and I will say it again -- God has used you in wonderful, miraculous ways, Tina. Thank you for being a willing vessel. Best wishes for a good weekend --
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Saturday, June 14, 2003 10:44 PM CDT

Tina,
Brad and I saw that same view of the moon last night! Was'nt it just beautiful?!I like you believe that Austin picked it out. It was a great big bright moon! At only six years old, Austin Baker was a bright light to all who knew him! His short little life has made such an impact on many, many people. He left behind two beautiful people to finish his work! (You and Meagan)
Thanks for sharing your thoughts and feelings with all of us, Tina! God is so proud of you! You are a good and faithful servant and you will be rewarded the ultimate reward one day!
We love you so much!!!
Your friends,
Maggie and Toby
Maggie
- Saturday, June 14, 2003 10:18 PM CDT

A little boy who was so very dear,
Was sadly taken away from here.
So many frowns and faces so sad,
he only went for a trip to his dad's.
But, we'll see him again one day.
And tell him he's changed our lives in more than one way.
His mom and him self, an inspiration,
but don't forget... it's only a vacation.
And soon enough we will see,
that beautiful smile smiling at you and me.
~*ME*~ <vballqt2988@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, Al - Saturday, June 14, 2003 9:18 PM CDT

Dear Tina,

I am praying for you and Meagan and family. You are on our prayer list at First Presbyterian Church in Foley. We will continue to keep you there and in our hearts.

You still inspire me to be a more faithful person. Thank you for helping me. Thank you for sharing with us your journey. You will never know how you have touched my life. What a special person you are. Austin is on my mind and in my heart and will be forever and ever.

Love,

Kendra Hayes
Kendra Hayes <hayes38@gulftel.com>
Foley, Al - Saturday, June 14, 2003 8:28 PM CDT

Hello Tina & Meagan, I am in Carbon Hill, Al. We are seeing family that we have not seen in a long time. Every computer I get to, I check on you. You are so very special & your words are just beautiful!!! I am praying for your days to be happy & nights to be special. Thanks for sharing Austin with us. I was able to tell my family "Austin's Story". They were amazed with you. Your every word is so sweet. Prayers are going out everywhere for you & Meagan. She is a lucky little girl to have you as her Mama! I'll check in later. Love, Lisa Salter
Lisa Salter <milwhit@hotmail.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Saturday, June 14, 2003 4:45 PM CDT

DEAR TINA,

YOU NEVER CEASE TO AMAZE ME THROUGH YOUR JOURNALING. AS GOD WELCOMES YOUR SWEET BOY, HE IS ALSO SENDING BLESSINGS TO YOU AS HE MUST BE SO VERY PROUD OF YOUR FAITH AND OBEDIENCE TO HIM. I AM CONTINUING TO STORM HEAVEN FOR YOU AND MEGAN.

FROM MY HEART TO YOURS,
CYNDI JOHNSTON
Cyndi Johnston
- Saturday, June 14, 2003 3:58 PM CDT

Tina, I just got my Healing Connections newsletter (the Hand in Paw publication)...and who was on page 7 ?? Austin Baker! Your brave little man and a dog named Ellie. I smiled and cried...smiled and cried again....just like I do when I see a picture of my Janie. I smile because I remember her sweetness and I cry because she is not sitting in my lap right this very minute.

Let me know if you don't get this newsletter...I will send you mine.

Contact me if you need me...

Janet Sims, mom to Janie, forever 5 years old, www.caringbridge.org/al/janiesims <janetsims@juno.com>
Vestavia Hills, AL - Saturday, June 14, 2003 2:45 PM CDT

TINA: You are really something else. Imagine being a role model for an old person like me! You will never know how many lives have been changed because of Austin's life and your steadfast faith. I love you.
Betty A. <fbadams@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Saturday, June 14, 2003 11:32 AM CDT

Tina, Your family is in my prayers always. There will always be a spot in my heart for Austin. He was a very special little boy. Best wishes for you and your family. Much Love, Audra
Audra Kennedy <kenn1669@bellsouth.net>
Morris, AL USA - Saturday, June 14, 2003 10:15 AM CDT

Thinking of you today. I am sending hugs too. I can not tell you how much you amaze me. I can see and feel everthing from your descriptions. I love you and I am praying for peace to come to you and May May. Take care of your self and call if you need anything.

All my love,
Kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, Al - Saturday, June 14, 2003 9:40 AM CDT

Tina,
Once again you describe the emotions perfectly. Everything
I hear, see, touch or just think of reminds me of Janie.
Austin and all of our angels will be with us always.
Dan-Janie's Dad
Vestavia Hills, Al - Saturday, June 14, 2003 8:01 AM CDT

Praying for brighter days for you and Meagan. Always remembering Austin!
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Saturday, June 14, 2003 0:02 AM CDT

Tina and Meagan,

Still thinking of you. Still praying for you. Still hoping that you are both doing OK.
Hope to see you soon!
Love you lots,
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, AL USA - Friday, June 13, 2003 10:41 PM CDT

Hey Bakers,
Well I have been praying really hard for you today! I went running this afternoon down by the bay and the sky was beautiful! I think Austin just knew I needed something so I think he painted me a picture! I Love you and May May so much and I miss Austin so much too! I hope you have gotten lots of time for yourself and rest! I am coming to see you soon! I love you!!
Jessica Calhoun
- Friday, June 13, 2003 10:14 PM CDT

Tina and Meagan,
It was so good to see you this morning. We can bring biscuits and hugs any morning...even in the rain like today.
Yes, I did find a floor in Jacob's room today, and sneaked a few things out. Plan on David and his tiller coming to your house next week.
Remember, God is so good! Love you lots.

Sarah
- Friday, June 13, 2003 9:56 PM CDT

Tina,
Thinking of you.

Michelle Wilson
- Friday, June 13, 2003 5:09 PM CDT

Dear Tina, Jimmy & Meagan, This morning at 6:20 as Ray and I left to cut grass...there was a beautiful rainbow in the sky along with a grayish colored cloud. Behind this cloud was the sun trying to shine through...a most amazing sight at 6:20 am. I felt Austin's presence right at that time. He is always on my mind as are the rest of you. I cannot express the way I feel about you Tina, eventhough we lost touch many years ago. When I saw you, it was like we never missed a beat. Jennifer and I didn't want to smother you Sunday and Monday. We just wanted you to know that your friends were there. She and I talked about all of you all the way there and all the way back. It also put the two of us back in touch. We haven't seen each other in years either. We have talked about what a beautiful service you put together for Austin. What a wondeful tribute to your son...NO ONE will EVER forget it or him. He will live on through the people that he and his life touched. Take care of each other....I know you and Meagan are having lots of cuddle time right now....she NEEDS it as much as you do. I LOVE you! Cathi
Cathi
- Friday, June 13, 2003 4:12 PM CDT

Dear Tina, Jimmy and Meagan,
Thinking of you especially today and sending many prayers your way. The rain this morning reminded me of last Friday's rain but now the sun is out and and I am also reminded that Austin is surrounded by God's light and warmth. God has so many wonderful things in store for us! The love you share with Austin and so many others will surely shine back on you! May He continue to give you comfort and that "peace that passeth understanding." We love you!
Tim and Dee <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, - Friday, June 13, 2003 1:32 PM CDT

Tina, You are in my thoughts and prayers .Your faith and strength are such an inspiration. Love, Jennifer
Jennifer Lokey <rhljsl@aol>
Fairhope, Al USA - Friday, June 13, 2003 1:20 PM CDT

Tina,
Just checking in hope you and Meagan are doing ok.Sending prayers of peace and comfort your way.
Renee
- Friday, June 13, 2003 1:04 PM CDT

Tina,
I've only just learned of Austin's passing, and wanted to reach out to you and let you know you and your family are in my prayers. You have shown such amazing strength and faith, and have touched the lives of so many. Heaven has gained a very special little angel.
God bless,
Lisa Agee <www.caringbridge.com/page/ross>
Camden, AL - Friday, June 13, 2003 8:59 AM CDT

Tina-
Good morning. Looks like it is going to be an inside day. I find myself looking at this guestbook more this week than ever. It is definitely a connection to you, and I hope you can feel my hugs and prayers.
Have a wonderful day!
Anna
- Friday, June 13, 2003 8:51 AM CDT

Good morning Tina,
I have spent some time reading other entries and I can say that they are truly a comfort to me. I know how much it means to you to have such an outpouring of love for you, Meagan and the rest of your family. God does have great plans for you as he had for Austin. I think of all the times that I missed walking with God on a daily basis and am so thankful that you and especially Austin showed me the way again. God gives us people like you and Austin to remind us to look at him for everything. I need reminding!
You and Meagan will be in my prayers daily. I love you,
Frances
(prayers for your father too!)
Frances Lowther
Fairhope, Al USA - Friday, June 13, 2003 6:59 AM CDT

Tina,
Well hello again! You know that there's no way I can hop into bed with out checking this web page first! I went to Pace tonight to do a jewelry show. I had plenty of time to pray on the way home. I asked God to bless You and Meagan and to bring comfort to you both! I asked God to hold your hand and to walk with you and to give you peace in your heart! I know He will because His word says so!!

Love you,
Maggie

Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al - Thursday, June 12, 2003 11:14 PM CDT

Dear Tina,
I am still praying for you guys. I know everything is going to be okay. I'm glad I finally got a chance to meet you. I've been trying to put down in words how I felt the other day just hugging you and crying with you but I can't explain the emotions I felt that moment. All I know is that you and I were meant to come together and help one another. And you know what? I am here to help you even if it is just to give you a simple hello. It's mysterious how God works. But buddy he sure works. I know you miss Austin. Even though I didn't know him I miss him too. He will always be watching over you and love you very much. He seems to have had a VERY fun and loving life and family. I saw that Sunday by all the people who were at the wake. It is so amazing how a little 6 year old can have that much of an impact on so many different peoples lives. But he did. For once I really don't have many words to explain how I feel about all of this but I think strangly enough you know exactly how I feel about our meeting. You are such a special person. And I WILL continue to keep in touch with you. I want to know what is going on with you and your family. You are one of my friends now. And I'm so glad to have you in my life. I will write you soon. Keep your head up!!! I'm praying very hard! I hope your dad is well.
Love always, Carla
Carla and Diva Jacobssen <DJ092201@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, June 12, 2003 8:55 PM CDT

Dear Tina,
I am still praying for you guys. I know everything is going to be okay. I'm glad I finally got a chance to meet you. I've been trying to put down in words how I felt the other day just hugging you and crying with you but I can't explain the emotions I felt that moment. All I know is that you and I were meant to come together and help one another. And you know what? I am here to help you even if it is just to give you a simple hello. It's mysterious how God works. But buddy he sure works. I know you miss Austin. Even though I didn't know him I do too. I miss hearing about how is doing. He will always be watching over you and love you very much. He seems to have had a VERY fun and loving life and family. I saw that Sunday by all the people who were at the wake. It is so amazing how a little 6 year old can have that much of an impact on so many different peoples lives. But he did. For once I really don't have many words to explain how I feel about all of this but I think strangly enough you know how I feel about our meeting. You are such a special person. And I WILL continue to keep in touch with you. I want to know what is going on with you and your family. You are one of my friends now. And I'm so glad to have you in my life. I will write you soon. Keep your head up!!! I'm praying very hard! I hope your dad is well.
Love always, Carla
Carla and Diva Jacobssen <DJ092201@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, June 12, 2003 8:54 PM CDT

Dear Tina,

I find myself rushing home to read your message and the entries of others. See, I have found this website to be a faith builder. It is so amazing to me. I can't describe the closeness I feel to God and all things good when I read all this. You have truly been a blessing to sooooooooooo many people. You are so wonderful and such a Christian. God has truly found something extra special in you. Use this ability you have to minister to others.

I am praying for you and Meagan and the family. May God bless and keep you today, tomorrow and the days to come.

Love,

Kendra Hayes
Kendra Hayes <hayes38@gulftel.com>
Foley, Al - Thursday, June 12, 2003 7:20 PM CDT

Dearest Tina,

There can be no greater lose than that of your own child and I pray that you and Austin connect often. After my mother went to heaven, I actually felt her in my presence for a long time. Sometimes I am still overwhelmed by it, and it's been almost 20 years. Love is forever. Jesus' love is forever and always.
You and Meghan hold each other and talk to him. He will hear. You are incredible, but still just a human suffering lose. Feeling helpless is one of worst things there is in this short life.
We will look up, smile and wave often. Kim still believes Austin is playing games with Jesus this very moment. We will all soon find out how fortunate he is to be in such an awesome place.

I love you, girl - -

Karin Ballard <ktballard@aol.com>
- Thursday, June 12, 2003 4:36 PM CDT

Tina,
Yes, Iam just like Kelly. I come to the web page to check on you first and then I am filled with your great words of wisdom(and the words of others) This web page has been wonderful for you and many others.
Tina, I am proud of you for keeping the Faith!! I believe in You! I believe that God has big plans for you. Great Big Plans!! I believe you can do anything you set your mind to! Please don't have any guilty feelings when you and Meagan go off for some fun! Now would Austin want you just to sit at home?!! No way!! He just wants his Mommy and sister to be happy!! I have found that our faith needs to be strengthened day by day. We are not perfect. Our faith may drag from time to time. This is where our belief in the goodness of God and the love of our friends and family makes a tremendous difference. Don't be hard on yourself, Tina!! Allow some good things into your life. Do little things for yourself! Do the kind of things for yourself that you do for your friends and family. YOU DESERVE IT!!!!!!
I believe that God works in mysterious ways to bring certain people into our lives to enhance our faith. These people are faith builders!!! They help us see in them what we long to believe in us!! Thats you!!! A Living Faith Builder!! Tina Baker!!!
"I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain 'Move from here to there' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you." Matthew 17:20-21

Love ya friend!
Hope to see you soon!
Maggie
Maggie Quimby <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, Al USA - Thursday, June 12, 2003 4:22 PM CDT

to my dearest cousin Tina,

Hey I was very glad to hear that you are doing better.I was also glad at the turn out at his wake and funeral.Please thank all your friends that came for me.My dad said to me the other night.I cant imagine what my cousin is going through.That is why he made sure he went to the funeral but he was certain that if this happend to him that you would be there for him prayin and giving words of encourage.I will miss my cousin greatly but I also remember that God was just trying to put him somewhere where he would not be in pain any more
Taylor sharpless <taytay126@cox.net>
FL - Thursday, June 12, 2003 3:32 PM CDT

Good Afternoon!
I was able to cut all of the grass today despite the drizzles from heaven. As I was cutting, I continued to hum old hymns in praise of the glorious day. I was reminded several times of God's presence through the butterflies, birds and sprinkles! I thought of you all often this morning. Love you bunches!

Sarah Seitz
- Thursday, June 12, 2003 3:10 PM CDT

Hello Tina, this is Christy Ally's mom. I have not seen you in a while and I am so sorry for you and your family's loss. I am so sorry I did not know until today that Austin had passed. I would have wanted to be at his wake and funeral. You and your family will be in mine and my family's daily prayers. I cannot imagine what you are going through but God knows. He sees and wipes every tear and will be with you every step of ths journey. Your in my prayers. Christy
Christy Rinehart (Ally's mom) <beanblessed@aol.com>
Northport, Al United States - Thursday, June 12, 2003 2:26 PM CDT

Tina,
Today your heart is heavy with sorrow and grief,
But as days turn to months may you find sweet relief
In knowing your loved one is not far away,
But is with you in sprit every hour of the day.

Linda English <Beyes1955@aol.com>
- Thursday, June 12, 2003 1:12 PM CDT

Tina -- Just checking in on you. I was so glad to see that you updated the website. I think that continuing to express your feelings and thoughts is good. When we close in these elements of our lives and don't provide an outlet, we don't allow ourselves to experience the healing outlet that God has given us. I think of you so many times throughout the course of the day. Reality once again hit when I saw Austin's obituary in the Atmore Advance. REality is such a harsh concept, but reality is what you have been living these many months, Tina. Just remember that reality is defined by our perception. It can be as cruel or as blessed as we make it to be. My prayer is that you and your family will continue to take the blessed view and remember what a wonderful little person God gave you. Continued prayers for your comfort and healing -- Mary Beth
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL 36502 - Thursday, June 12, 2003 11:08 AM CDT

It was good to see you yesterday! I love you and Meagan so much! I am praying very hard for you guys!
Jessica Calhoun
- Thursday, June 12, 2003 10:01 AM CDT

Dear Tina
Knowing you and Austin, it shouldn't seem strange at all, but here I am coming to this website to seek some comfort this morning. I know it continues to be a place of comfort for you, too. I am selfish in hoping you keep it up in the days to come since I feel like I "know" so many of those who are faithful in checking in on you and I look forward to reading their words (and yours!) Just another way you and Austin are ministering to others. You've become part of my Walk, part of my daily routine. Thank you for sharing this journey. I love you.
kelly hayes
fairhope, - Thursday, June 12, 2003 8:43 AM CDT

Good morning chickadee!
Kids aren't awake yet- so I'm paying bills. I needed a break and was thinking of you.
Love you-

Anna
- Thursday, June 12, 2003 7:41 AM CDT

Tina, my heart goes out to you and your family. I know you are aching for your little one. He did touch our lives here at 4 Tower and we talk about him often. You are in my prayers and the angels are singing for Austin and for you. Bless you
Diane McCarn
4 Tower, - Thursday, June 12, 2003 7:23 AM CDT

Tina,
Love ya, girl!! It was so good to hear your voice today! You have such a wonderful gift. The gift of kindness! You are always concerned with others feelings even when you are going through such a difficult time! I was ducking down under a clothes rack while we were talking! Seriously! I was! After we said good bye I stood up and thanked God for knowing you. If anyone was listening they were sure to think I was crazy! I don't care though! Ya know, I had the best time in Walmart today simply because my cell phone rang! It makes my heart happy to know that you and Meagan have one another and that with each new day God gives you the strength to LIVE!!!! Austin is looking down at you two with a GREAT BIG SMILE!!!!!!!
Love you so much!!!!!!
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, AL USA - Wednesday, June 11, 2003 10:19 PM CDT

Dearest Tina and Meagan:

"Don't cry because it's over..smile because it happened." Unknown

I don't think any of us can think about Austin without a smile on our face. How great is that? I read Jessica's entry about Bucky and the ice cream. I had to smile because I could just see that little face and that grin. You know the one? The one that was a little lopsided but all boy? The grin that went from ear to ear? When Austin smiled, he smiled all over his body..

I think the thing that has given me the most comfort over the past few days is imagining Austin in heaven..They are going to have their hands full up there..

The other thing I find so amazing is the people who didn't even know Austin who can come here and tell you how their lives have changed. I have shared with many the lessons I have learned from that little boy. When somebody comments about how sad it is that he is no longer with us -- I tell them he would not want us to be sad...I think he would want us to live the lessons he taught us..The most important one being to live our lives with no fear and lots of faith..His impact will be felt for a long time in this community..

We continue to think about you and May May every day. We pray for peace and comfort for both of you. It will come. Give it time.

We also pray for your Daddy's recovery. I know you need that to happen..

Call if you need anything..We love you.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, June 11, 2003 6:02 PM CDT

Dear Tina and Family,

I am so sorry to hear about your little man. I heard the news yesterday. I was in NY and praying for miracles everyday. It actually was just Friday on the beach in NY that my husband and I thought about you and your precious family. You are so amazing as a person. The best mother Austin could have asked for, the greatest friend and most wonderful individual to look up to and admire for their strength. I pray for sunny days filled with memories of your precious Austin. I will never ever forget his wonderful personality and sense of humor. I am smiling as I type this just thinking of the times he made me laugh. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers forever. Will call soon...until then God Bless!
Jennifer (the newrse)
Jennifer McClure <rnjenben@juno.com>
Birmingham, AL - Wednesday, June 11, 2003 5:25 PM CDT

Tina,
Taylor and I had clinic yesterday and while we waited on labs to come back we went up to stem cell to visit. Taylor played hide and seek with Stacey and had Suzanne and Stephanie running all over. He was being so loud and having the time of his life. I couldn't help but think of all the times we watched Austin play out there and Taylor want to join him so bad he could taste it. I nearly fell off my stool as the thought entered my mind that it was Austin telling us he was okay and watching over not only Taylor, but all of us. I wish so badly that they could have had that buzz laser gun play time in that hallway. I know they both would have loved it so. Cathi Coon sent us a copy of the program, beautiful, absolutley beautiful! I wish we could have been there. I am thinking of you and praying for you always. I love you so very much. Call us anytime you need anything from up here.
Love,
Kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
McCalla, Al - Wednesday, June 11, 2003 5:07 PM CDT

Tina, Meagan & Family,

My name is Trish Bell. You may not remember me but we have met before years ago at Kim Matthew's house. I have been following Austin's progress through Kim (Kim's husband Mike Robbins is my step-father's brother) and my sister, Jayne Godfrey. Jayne goes to church with Jimmy's mother. Anway, Jayne was at the service on Monday and told me how absolutely beautiful and inspirational it was. She said although it was so very sad, there was also an incredible feeling of peace. I have wanted to write you many times in the past but the words would not come. There really isn't any right words to make the hurt go away but I just wanted you to know that you and your family are in our thoughts and prayers. Your wonderful son is responsible for teaching me some very important things such as not to sweat the small stuff so much, slow down, live each day to its fullest and spend as much time as you can loving your children and family. I have a beautiful, healthy 2 1/2 year old daughter who I have been holding a little tighter lately. I believe you will hold Austin again in heaven one day. We are all so very sorry and heartbroken for your loss and deeply moved by your faith & courage.

Take care,
Trish Bell

p.s. We are also praying for your father and hope he gets well soon.
Trish Bell <tbell@nixholtsford.com>
Daphne, AL USA - Wednesday, June 11, 2003 4:36 PM CDT

Dear Tina, I've prayed today that some of the both sweet and comical memories you have of Austin brought a smile to your both you and Meagan today though I know your hearts contine to ache. Know that I'll continue to keep you both in my prayers and know that I am here for you anytime of the day and night. Please let me know if there is anything at all that I can do for you and Meagan - anything. I love you both.
Gayle <gayle@altmayerltd.com>
Daphne, - Wednesday, June 11, 2003 4:23 PM CDT

I continue to say prayers for you and for Meagan. Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers everyday. How are the hamsters :-)? Love, Nichole
Nichole Bryant <nbryant@peds.uab.edu>
Birmingham, AL - Wednesday, June 11, 2003 2:55 PM CDT

Thinking of you all
Renee
- Wednesday, June 11, 2003 2:07 PM CDT

Hey Bakers,
Well I woke up this morining and the first thing I thought about was precious Austin! Mrs. Tina I miss him so much it just hurts so bad! I just want to see him and for him to yell at me and tell me to stop taking those stupid pictures! You, Mr. Jimmy, Meagan, and the rest of your families have been in my prayers! God just didn't know who he was bringing to Heaven, I just wonder how many times Austin has gotten Him with silly string! I had a dream about him Monday night and he was playing, running, and having a blast! He truly was one special person. I thank God everyday for letting me know him! I went in the shop this morning and there was a whole gallon of cookie dough ice cream, I wish I could mail things to Heaven because if I could I would have sent him that ice cream. Some of the best memories I have of him are him and May May running in demanding me for ice cream, I would ask, "well did your mom say it was okay for you to have some", and of course Austin would be like she won't mind just hurry and give it to me before she comes in here, I can eat fast! I never could tell him no, because those eyes and that smile he had just wouldn't let me! Well I love you all very much and I am praying very hard for God's grace to flow upon all of you!
Jessica Calhoun
- Wednesday, June 11, 2003 1:11 PM CDT

Good Morning!! My heart is with you today!!
Much love, Leslie
leslie
- Wednesday, June 11, 2003 10:56 AM CDT

You continue to be in my prayers.
Jeanna (Taylor's great aunt) <simon827@aol.com>
McCalla, AL USA - Wednesday, June 11, 2003 10:42 AM CDT

Dear Tina, Jimmy, Meagan, Jack, Betty Jo, Johnny, Susie and families,

My heart aches for each of you. The service to remember your precious Austin was awesome. He touched so many lives, including mine. Although I never knew him personnaly I loved him and felt I knew him through your writings. My own faith has grown as I have witnessed the tremendous faith of your family.

Lynda and I were sorry that we didn't have the opportunity to speak with each of you Monday but please know that our thoughts and prayers continue to be with each of you daily as God gives you the strength and encouragement that you need to face each new day. God is so good and we know that Austin is having a wonderful time with Jesus. Austin will always be a part of your lives but, thankfully, God gives us time and it is a gracious healer.

There is no way that we can comprehend your grief but we weep with you and for you.

Love and prayers,

Glenda Mathis & Lynda Crum

Glenda
- Wednesday, June 11, 2003 9:32 AM CDT

Tina, you and Meagan are in my thoughts and prayer daily. You are such an inspiration. I can't express how you and Austin have touched my life. I Love You so MUCH!!!Please feel free to call me any time you need a friend day or night. LOVE YOU always, Christy
Christy
- Wednesday, June 11, 2003 8:43 AM CDT

Tina, I have sat in front of my computer so many times since Friday to write to you but have not been able to find the words. First, I want to tell you that I wanted to be there on Monday and although not there in person my thoughts and prayers were with you every step of the way. You and Austin both have touched my life in so many ways, I cannot put it into words. I know this is an extremely difficult time for you but realize through your stregth and love for God, you will get through it, one day at a time. Austin is having a ball right now. He has that webslinger probably hitting St. Peter as I type this, the silly string is probably neating tucked away behing his new shinning wings, for a surprise later. I wish you wonderful memories of Austin during the days and sweet dreams at night. God sure pciked a wonderful angel this time! I love you. you are in my prayers always!
Holly
Birmingham, - Wednesday, June 11, 2003 5:15 AM CDT

Tina,
Just wanted you to know that Iam thinking of you and Meagan and I am hoping that you will get some rest tonight. Oh how I wish I could take all of the pain away!!I would if I could!! That's for sure!
God loves you and so do I!!
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
- Tuesday, June 10, 2003 10:32 PM CDT

I hope sleep comes easily tonight and that it is filled with sweet dreams of Austin and Meagan. Just rest, my friend. Please take your time getting back into anything that is not absolutely necessary right now. You have been on quite a journey these last months and your body needs to rebuild and refuel. Enjoy the summer days with Meagan.. those other things can wait till you have recovered. Please do keep the website going.... we care about you and Meagan and need to hear how you all are doing. Love to both, Nena
NM
Bham, - Tuesday, June 10, 2003 9:53 PM CDT

Tina,
I have thought of you and Meghan all day wondering how you are doing and how you are coping. Austin's service was so beautiful. I have never felt so moved. You payed wonderful tribute to your son , and although I know it had to be a difficult time, your love and God's love showed through. You are truly a remarkable lady. I love you and I am thinking of you.
Paula Word <annafen@prodigy.net>
- Tuesday, June 10, 2003 9:33 PM CDT

Tina,
I don't know what to say. I have started over several times, waiting for the appropriate words, but they will not come. Please know that I love you, my heart hurts for you, and I continue to pray for you. I am sorry for the lose of your sweet little boy.
Leza
- Tuesday, June 10, 2003 8:54 PM CDT

Tina----
You are the strongest and most faith-centered person that I have ever come acrossed. Know that God has given you this "numbness" because that is the shield you need to wear right now. It won't last, but right now relish the the comfort that is hidden inside it. If everything reminds you of Austin, that is because he is around you at every moment right now. You and Maegan and the rest of the family are in physical pain right now. Something that Austin knows alot about, but is no longer experiencing. When you were there for his pain, he too shall be there for yours. So is God, and HE will help you manage it, day by day. I pray for strength for the whole family, and also for the "normalcy" that will come in time. You are in SO MANY people's prayers, take comfort in that. Hugs to you all of you. You are NEVER far from my thoughts.
Pam and Jon Curry and family <pcqueen@mchsi.com>
Daphne, AL USA - Tuesday, June 10, 2003 8:49 PM CDT

Dear Tina,

I am still here, still praying for you, still in awe of your strength, courage and faith. I hope that you know that you are an inspiration to me. I hope you know that I miss Austin even though I didn't even know him. The day Katelyn, my daughter, came home from kindergarten this year and told me that she got to see Austin Baker was a great day. I am so very grateful that my little girl got to meet the little boy that she has prayed for so many times. Gosh, what a special little boy he was. He was (is) simply amazing to me.

Praying for you now and the tomorrows too.

Love,

Kendra Hayes
Kendra Hayes <hayes38@gulftel.com>
Foley, - Tuesday, June 10, 2003 8:11 PM CDT

Tina-
I love you. I wanted to share something with you that Mike wrote to his prayer parteners. He shared it with them first via email, then later with me. I not only wanted to let you know how beautiful the service was, but how you have influenced so many people, my wonderful husband being one of them. Things are changing in our household in which you and your witness are largely responsible.
IF YOU WERE AT AUSTIN'S SERVICE TODAY, YOU MAY HAVE FELT WHAT I FELT. IT WAS THE PRESENCE OF GOD OUR FATHER. HE WAS IN THE WORDS SPOKEN, THE SONGS THAT WERE SUNG, AND IN OUR THOUGHTS.
IT WAS AWESOME! IT WAS BEYOND WORDS!
IN THE BOOK OF JUDGES CHAPTER 13, AN ANGEL CAME TO SAMSON'S MOTHER AND TOLD HER ABOUT THE SON SHE WAS ABOUT TO HAVE NAMED SAMSON. HIS FATHER ASKED THE ANGEL WHAT IS YOUR
NAME. AND THE ANGEL REPLIED IT IS "TOO WONDERFUL" OF A NAME TO SAY.
THAT IS WHAT KIND OF SERVICE IT WAS "TOO WONDERFUL" TO SAY IN OUR ORDINARY WORDS.
MAY GOD BLESS US ALL AND THANK HIM FOR HIS ANGELS.
ESPECIALLY THE ONE NAMED JAMES AUSTIN BAKER.
MIKE
You are wonderful. You are beautiful. You are courageous. You are humble. You are bold. You are an inspiration. You are my inspiration. I am thinking of you.
Love you-
Anna
Anna <warringtons@bellsouth.net>
- Tuesday, June 10, 2003 7:54 PM CDT

Mrs. Tina,
I am so sorry that Austin lost his battle with the horrible sickness that he was subject too. You look at his situation and wonder why. But on this day, we all know that Austin is no longer in pain and discomfort, even though many of us feel sorrow. I am sorry I was unable to get a flight back for the service on Monday, but my mother told me how unbelievable the service was and the number of people that were there. The shear number of people that showed up at Austin's service only reiterates the fact of how many lives Austin, Meagan and yourself have touched. The thing that stands out about Austin�s struggle was the strength and perseverance he exhibited. There are not many of us that have written and talk with you that could have showed the determination that Austin did. The character and strength that Austin showed through this ordeal was a direct result of your faith and strength. I look forward to seeing you when I return home in August. One thing is for sure; the angels in Heaven sure do have their hands full today. Love Yall, Chip

Chip <wadello@auburn.edu>
Auburn, AL - Tuesday, June 10, 2003 5:54 PM CDT

Tina,
I'm sure you won't remember me. I went to EA, but was several years behind you. In fact, I was three years behind Tara. In fact, I was in elementary school when you were in high school. I knew who you were because you were a "cool" teenager. My mom & dad, Larry & Willie Shiver, are old friends of your mom & dad's. We would spend a lot of time at Jack & Sue Beck's beach house with them, and would come over to visit your mom & dad at theirs.

Having said all that, I felt compelled to write you to let you know that I have been keeping up with Austin and your family for quite some time now through your journal. I guess I felt "connected" to you because I also have a 6-year old son. I have had the thoughts of "what if this were my child? Could I get through this?" I honestly don't know the answer, and I hope I will never have to find out.

However, I want you to know that you have been an inspiration. Your faith and strength of character are amazing to me.
I was so saddened to hear of Austin's passing on Friday night. But I am glad that he is no longer having to endure his daily struggles. I have no doubt that he is frolicking in Heaven and entertaining everyone there!!

I wish I had gotten to meet Austin personally. I do feel, though, that I did know him through your journal entries. And my life has been enriched from it.

Please know that you and your family will continue to be lifted up in prayer.

God Bless You ALL

Lee Shiver Walker <lswalker@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Tuesday, June 10, 2003 3:59 PM CDT

Dear Tina: Our hearts are saddened with the loss of Austin. We will forever keep you and him in our prayers and thoughts. You are every parent's dream of strength and courage at such a vulnerable time in one's life. I can certainly relate to some of your heartache, since I lost my husband some years ago, but I feel some of your pain and somehow wish I could give you one big hug.

Bob & Judie Spitz, Michigan Snowbirds <judi@cdglaw.com>
Hemlock, MI - Tuesday, June 10, 2003 3:46 PM CDT

Tina, I am so sorry for you but I rejoice with you in knowing that Austin is in a happy pain free place. I have a picture in my mind of him busting through the gates of Heaven with a can of silly string and a water gun cleverly tucked away! I so wish I could have been there for the service. I am working in the PICU this month and have lots of sweet babies depending on me. I wanted so badly to be there. Knowing you, I am sure it was a fitting tribute for your brave little guy. I so admire you faith and courage. The days ahead will be tough but your faith, and you sweet memories, will get you through. It is a privilege and honor to have known Austin and a privilege and honor to know you. Doing what I do, I meet lots of kids and families and some of them just pull at my heart in a special way. I wish you comfort and peace. Love, Nichole
Nichole Bryant <nbryant@peds.uab.edu>
Birmingham, AL - Tuesday, June 10, 2003 1:44 PM CDT

I began following up on Austin via your web sight only a few months ago. When I read that Austin has gone to heaven, I wanted to start at the beginning of your journey so I began to review your previous journal entries. I was impressed by something that you had quoted from a devotional... "Be still, and know that I am God..." I know that you are enveloped in that feeling now.
Karen
Birmingham, AL - Tuesday, June 10, 2003 12:34 AM CDT

Dear Tina and Meagan:

I find myself coming here today to get some sort of comfort.

I just wanted you and Meagan to know that we are thinking about you today and continue to pray for strength and comfort for you and your families.

I suppose we need to pray that you find homes for all those baby hampsters?

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, June 10, 2003 12:08 AM CDT

Tina,
Ellie and I went down to the cancer center this morning and it was amazing that so many on the staff knew about Austin losing his battle with cancer. Remember this is the staff that had only known him during his short week of radiation treatments... he had made such an impression on them that they had kept up with him via the website. I had given it to them several months ago. They were so sadden to hear the news and told me to let you know they were thinking about you. There is no way to measure the impact that Austin had on so many people and to measure how your daily journal entries have drawn folks closer to the Lord. One day, perhaps you will feel led to put all those entries into book form. It could truly be an daily devotional...I would buy one!! Continue to hold onto your faith and trust in our Lord as He daily walks with you..carrying you through different situations and lonely hours of missing Austin. As you said...He will give you peace. My heart aches for you and Meagan. Love to both, Nena
NM
Bham, - Tuesday, June 10, 2003 10:15 AM CDT

Tina,

I just wanted to thank you very much for letting me be a part of the service yesterday. I was very, very honored and truly touched. As I sat up there waiting to speak and my hands were wringing wet, my legs had gone numb, basically I was having a somewhat panic attack! Jennifer leaned over me, I guess picking up on my anxiety and said, "just remember she chose us". I focused on that as I tried very hard to get the words out. I could barely see the paper. I also focused on the anxiety and panic attacks you must have faced everyday at the hospital. Your strength got me through it! I have to admit, it was probably the hardest thing I have ever done in my life.

I thought the entire service was incredible, and so Austin! You should be very proud, I know Austin is! I love you my friend, and I guess I need to get a hamster cage!!!

Love,
Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
- Tuesday, June 10, 2003 9:46 AM CDT

Bakers, Everyone was so moved by Austin's service. I was touched when you all let Austins ballons go and they all stayed together except one lone red ballon. It was like Austin saying hey look at me.! You are all in my prayers. If you need me any time I'll be there. Love, "Miss Cindy"
CINDY WINGO <jnwingo@hotmail.com>
Robertsdale, Al - Tuesday, June 10, 2003 9:21 AM CDT

Good Morning Tina-
You don't have time to read anything lengthy from me... you've got 20 new babies to take care of! Know I'm thinking of you!
Anna <warringtons@bellsouth.net>
- Tuesday, June 10, 2003 8:26 AM CDT

I was so sorry to hear of your loss, but praise God he's in a better place now. I never knew you or Austin, but my daughter told me about him. May God bless you with peace.
Mearlene Bishop <granny925@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL Escambia - Tuesday, June 10, 2003 8:10 AM CDT

Friday, June 06, 2003

Today, the earth cried.

The soul of the world, comforted her; coddled and cuddled, draped an arm, heavy from experience around her back, and let her put her head on its shoulder.

Today, I saw a little angel � bathed in a glow of love, comforted, struggling to breathe, yet somewhere, in some corner of his little being, he was at peace.

It�s easy to get caught up in thoughts of yesterday or of tomorrow. I felt my feet on the floor at the edge of his bed, felt the cold metal of the bar in my palms, and spent time being there � with his mom and dad and aunt and grandmother. I wasn�t lost in yesterday or tomorrow, but wrapped in the blanket of right now.

My eyes were wet when I left � I felt sad; really sad.

But I didn�t leave, because I told him how I felt about him, and shared the love that Cam and I both feel for and toward him�and I know that he knows that, from us and from the many, many other friends that he has made and shared his life and experience and times with.

Today the earth cried, and the rain has come down in buckets, the sky rumbling from discontent, as if to object to the soul of the world absorbing another little precious gem.

Today though, it will do no good; the soul has him by the hand, comforted and coddled and wrapped in love.

The picture I have in mind is of a big thick green grassy field, and a litter of puppies jumping up and tackling him, licking his face and arms and exposed skin, welcoming him � their new friend. He�s in a place where he doesn�t have to wear shoes to ride his bike, mosquitoes kiss rather than bite, he can climb to the tallest limbs of trees, shoot an unending supply of bio-degradable silly string, and ride his bike with a chain that will never fall off and tires that will never need filling!

Heaven.

I wrote a story just under a year ago, saying that we were here waiting for Austin to come home; today, Austin is at home, he is on the looping water-slide that will take and put him in each of our todays and tomorrows and yesterdays.

Thank you for being in our lives, Austin. We love you, right now and forever.

Emotions of sadness and hurt and of pain are tough emotions, really pulling and stretching the bungee cords of life that hold our feet to the ground, allowing for a certain amount of flexing and bouncing.

The question comes up of how to we get through this? A death, a divorce or any other of the things that happen in our lives that seem to test our abilities to handle them. I believe that we don�t get through any of them. I believe that we absorb these experiences into our soul, and that through these absorbtions (neither good nor bad, as perception makes them so) we become the persons that we are today. Through these absorbtions, we become a rich tapestry, that, when turned around, lies a snarl of yarn and knots and experiences�those things that make the picture so rich and beautiful � from the inside.

So rather than celebrating a tragedy, we are celebrating a life; for having let a little blond haired six-year old, mischievous smile and all, into our hearts. I smile every time my mind plays the tape of him riding wobbly over to our house to play�stomping up the front porch in bare feet, face pressed to the glass, framed by a pair of �active� little hands � doorbell ringing: �Can Cam play?�

�We all can � forever.�

The face and handprint will be on every door I ever own.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great.

Love,

Cam & Chris
Planet Zoltoid

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Tuesday, June 10, 2003 7:56 AM CDT

Sitting here at 4:17 am thinking of my very special childhood friend, still trying to comprehend in my mind why this had to happen to such a great family who has already had so much pain in their lives. I know everyone has said we are not to question, BUT I DO! I have sent a very special email to Rebecca telling her every moment of both services the best that I could because it was so beautiful. I also sent the front cover, inside cover and the back of the program on the scanner so she could read the beautiful words that you all had written. I could not read the program at the service, I waited until I got home and I was so touched. I have never seen or felt so much love. This child knew more love than most of us will ever hope to see or feel in a lifetime. God got a special one when he got Austin. We got a special one when we got you as our friend and I am so glad to have you in my life because you and your family have been such an inspiration. I love you all! Cathi
Cathi
- Tuesday, June 10, 2003 4:19 AM CDT

Tina,
It has taken me awhile to write you 'cause honestly I've been a little "numb". But I just want you to know that Austin will never be forgotten. I'll always remember my special way to get him to take his meds----the "Scooby-Doo count" (which of course didn't last that long!)---and the smile on his face when he would figure out that I wasn't taking "no" for an answer...I pray that God will continue to give you and your family strength and His peace which surpasses our understanding. You are all in my thoughts and prayers...Love you....
Roshanda Jackson (SCTU) <roshandaj@msn.com>
Birmingham, AL - Tuesday, June 10, 2003 3:46 AM CDT

Oh, Tina, Jimmy & Meagan, I am sitting here at 2:30 am reading all of these entries that say "you don't know me, but", and I feel the same way. Although we have all met - I was actually introduced to Jimmy just the other day (although I had quite a nice conversation with him once, before I knew that Johnny had a twin!)- I would venture to say you don't know me. And yet, I feel so very connected with you, even before little Austin got sick. And every day since, Kim came into my office while I drank my coffee, and caught me up on his progress. Tina, not a day has gone by when I did not feel for you and where your strength did not inspire me. As I sat in the church yesterday for that most perfect service, my heart ached for you all. Later today, I will send you a very special email. You are all in my thoughts and prayers.
Melanie Hubley
Montrose, AL - Tuesday, June 10, 2003 2:48 AM CDT

To the Baker family: I just wanted to let you know that although you do not know me, your family is in my thoughts and prayers. My heart breaks to hear about your loss, but I am so glad that your son is no longer suffering and is now safe in heaven. Please know that your faith throughout his illness is truly amazing. God bless you
Shauna Ales <shauna.k.ales@vanderbilt.edu>
Daphne , Al - Tuesday, June 10, 2003 0:06 AM CDT

I know that you don not know me, but I heard about your family and your struggles and just wanted to tell you that I am so encouraged by your strength and faith. I know that you are hurting now, but i hope you feel the power in our thoughts and prayers and that you gain strength from them. God will not leave you during this difficult time. Austin not only touched the lives of the people he knew, but also those of the people he didn't. God Bless you and your family.
Natalie McKay
- Monday, June 9, 2003 11:05 PM CDT

Dear Tina, The service today was beautiful. What a celebration of the life of such a wonderful little boy. I could hardly keep my eyes off of you. You have changed so much over the years and are a georgeous, gracious and wonderul woman. I think Jennifer and I were the worst with the tears for the last two days. When you have been friends with someone since you were 3 or 4....you hurt when they hurt. Being parents, we could not even begin to think of what you are going through because as the minister said, you aren't supposed to outlive your children. Austin was so lucky to have you as his mother. A mother who loved and loves him unconditionally and gave up everything for the last year to be with him and take care of him even when it meant dissapointing Meagan when you weren't able to come home. I was so amazed by you Sunday and Monday. You made sure you saw everyone that came to honor Austin. Wasn't it amazing the memories that were shared?! I can just imagine all the fun you 3 have had over the years. I really enjoyed visiting with your mom, Tonya and Tara today....and I FINALLY met Uncle Goldfish! He was so good to update me when there was nothing on the website. You have a wonderful loving family, which I have always known and loved as my own. Just wanted you to know that you are on my mind and I love you very much! Cathi
Cathi
- Monday, June 9, 2003 10:37 PM CDT

Dear Tina,

My prayers are with you, Meagan and family.

Take care.

Love,

Kendra Hayes
Kendra Hayes
- Monday, June 9, 2003 8:14 PM CDT

I talked to Linda as she was driving back to camp and she told me about the incredible service honoring Austin. She said the music was beautiful along with everything else. I wish I could have seen all the ballons floating up to heaven. I bet Austin was reaching out and catching each one. Meagan, I heard about the arrival of all the hamsters today. I bet you are having fun watching them....so many...you will be giving hamsters away to everyone you know!! I am so glad I got to talk to Linda and she could tell me how hundreds came to honor Austin's life at the vistation and service today. I am not surprised...he touched the lives of so many and he will NEVER be forgotten. Love to both of you, Ms. Nena
NM
Bham, - Monday, June 9, 2003 7:21 PM CDT

Only this part is original: Did you see how the angels were weeping for you Friday? They were waiting to welcome Austin home, but crying for you in your sorrow.

Weep at a birth, rejoice at a death, especially for a young one. For passing years do bring suffering, trials, and tribulations that they will never have to face.

Amanda Wilson <pittykate@msn.com>
Bay Minette , AL USA - Monday, June 9, 2003 5:20 PM CDT

Dear Bakers:

"The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived." Ralph Waldo Emerson

Little Bucky accomplished all of these things..What a beautiful tribute today to a special little boy and played to a standing room only crowd!

The red balloon that escaped from the others and flew away separate from the others making its own way among the clouds was priceless. The symbolism of that was not lost on those of us who were fortunate to know Austin.

We love each of you very much. Thank you for sharing Bucky with us and for allowing us to celebrate his little life today.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, June 9, 2003 5:15 PM CDT

Hi Tina and Megan, just sitting here and thought I would visit you. I feel very close Austin when I come here. Words cannot express the loss we feel, thank you for sharing your blessing with us. His touch has been felt by us. Continue to be strong and look for Austin's presence daily. If the Lord allows earthly visits Im sure Austin will get his in. Thinking of you Richardean
Richardean <bendeanquin@aol.com>
Pleasant Grove, Al jefferson - Monday, June 9, 2003 5:07 PM CDT

Hi Friend!
It's just me, Tinker Bell!!:-)

Today was just absolutely beautiful!! I have never been to such a beautiful funeral! I knew it would be! The music you selected was perfect. It truly warmed my heart. Tina, I admire you. I sat on the end of the pew and I could see You and Meagan perfectly. As the beautiful music filled my soul I watched you and admired how graceful you looked. You just have this beautiful glow about you that beams and touches any one who is near you! It just amazes me. Yes, Toby had to hear about this all the way back to Atmore! He agrees so it did'nt bother him for me to talk about you for over an hour straight!! Iam so happy that Austin is up in Heaven with God and His Angels. He is going to give those Angels a run for their money! I bet he is jumping on that trampoline that he wanted to buy with his money!!:-)
Iam here for you, Tina!! I will see you very soon.
Love ya,
Maggie
Maggie Quimby <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, Al USA - Monday, June 9, 2003 4:53 PM CDT

Tina,Meagan,Jimmy,
You all have been in my thoughts and prayers today and many days.
Renee
- Monday, June 9, 2003 4:43 PM CDT

Dear Tina,
My heart aches for you and your family. But I know taht you are right about Austin - he is running in the clouds without a care in the world, feeling better than he's felt in months. Jesus has him in His arms and is holding him tight. He is also holding on tight to you and May May. I didn't find out until yesterday (our phone has been out of order), and didn't know how to tell Keaton. The first words out of his mouth were "poor Meagan." It's funny how kids can get right to the heart of things. He and I will be in touch with you soon. In the meantime, we will continue to pray for both of you and the rest of your family. With lots of love...
Ginger Taylor
- Monday, June 9, 2003 3:24 PM CDT

I love you Mrs. Tina and May May! My prayers are with you all!
Jessica Calhoun
- Monday, June 9, 2003 2:58 PM CDT

Tina,
The service for Austin was beautiful!! My heart aches for you and your family, but I also rejoice in knowing he is with the lord and he is forever healed! You have been such an amazing witness to all of us! Our family will continue to lift your family in prayer and we are here if you need anything at all!!!!!
Michelle Wilson
- Monday, June 9, 2003 2:29 PM CDT

My prayers have been going up for all of you constantly... I could just imagine the turnout of friends who came to see you yesterday at the funeral home. And today, as I was coming out from the sedation for the nerve block it was almost 11 a.m. ... so Jim and I prayed for you. My heart wanted to be with you yesterday and today to celebrate and honor Austin's life. He was such a special child and accomplished more in his 6 yrs than some people will in six decades. He truly taught us about living... thankful for each day and filling that day with all that God would want us to do. I know that my life will never be the same after meeting you and Austin. Just know that I love you and will continue to pray daily for you, Meagan, and the rest of the family. Love, Nena
NM
Bham, - Monday, June 9, 2003 1:33 PM CDT

My heart is breaking for you and your family. I do not know you, but visited your website through Taylor's. I admire your strength and faith at a time like this and my prayers are with you. I have a 4 yr old little boy & 18 mth old little girl whom I treasure. I can't even begin to imagine what you have endured. May God watch over you as he is your little boy.
Wendy Kerins <wkernz@hotmail.com>
Trussville, AL USA - Monday, June 9, 2003 1:04 PM CDT

Tina -- As I am sitting here at this computer, unable to be with you and your family at Austin's homegoing celebration at your church, I just wanted you to know that, although I have been unable to see you, to give you a special hug, and to pray with you in person, just know that since I heard about Austin's death very soon after 4:00 p.m. on Friday, you and Meagan and your other family members have been heavy on my heart. I don't have many words to say -- only that I am sorry that you had to experience this in your life. When we experience what we determine to be "tragedies" in our lives, we often don't understand and immediately begin to ask "Why?" But a wise widow once told me that, soon after her first husband died, she moved from asking "Why me?" to "Why not me?" It took me a little while to understand this, Tina. But I finally realized that God has a plan for each of us, and that plan is designed not only to mold us, shape us, and prepare us for what He has in store for us, but also to mold, shape, and prepare others whose lives we touch. You will never know just how many lives you and Austin have touched. You will never fully understand the impact you have had on your community in Fairhope and on those who know and love you and your family in Atmore. You will, however, understand that God, from the time Austin was born, had a special purpose for his life. And from the time you were born, you have had the same. When we are younger and are plotting out our lives, we rarely think of the bad; we usually focus on what we perceive to be the good as we set goals and do everything we can to meet them. But as we get older and life tends to happen, we see that our goals and objectives were not necessarily what God had in store. And once we get past the urge to resist change, we see that God's plan was for our benefit and for our good and that through all of the hurt and the pain we live, we breathe, we survive, and we change. We change into the person that God designed us to be, and if we allow Him to, He can use us so that we experience more blessings than we could ever imagine. Now, these blessings don't take the place of the heartache that we feel when we think of the precious people that we loved and are no longer here on earth. But those same blessings do let us know that God loves us and that, in time, the hurt takes on a new form. It becomes the driving force in making each day count, in taking the time to live life to the fullest, to reach out and help the people that we never imagined we could have anything in common with, and to be the best Christian witness that we possibly can. My heart hurts for you Tina as you now know the loss of a child, yet my heart is also encouraged by your strength, your faith in God, and your willingness to share your thougts, feelings, and pains with those who know and love you. Just know that you are going to be all right. Meagan is going to be all right. You are going to live and thrive and continue to keep Austin's memory alive. That precious little boy made his entrance into this world with a mission that has now been completed. May God give you the peace in knowing that you are an excellent mother who made Austin's life on this earth a special one and gave him the preparation that he needed for his new journey. God bless you, Tina -- Praying for a continued, blessed peace -- Mary Beth Lancaster
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Monday, June 9, 2003 12:17 AM CDT

I found out about your loss from reading the daily journal entries at Taylor Watts' website. My daughter has cancer too (neuroblastoma currently in remission). I just want you to know that I am praying for you all. May God comfort you right now, and carry you in Christ name I pray.
Malissia Loucks <MalissiaL1976@msn.com>
Charlotte, NC - Monday, June 9, 2003 11:50 AM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with you all at this time.
Mary <mary@schang.com>
P'cola, FL - Monday, June 9, 2003 10:34 AM CDT

Tina, Jimmy, and Meagan,
It is nearing the 11 oclock hour. I am praying extra hard for you as that hour draws near. I know God has his arms around all of you. Take care of one another. You will come out of this darkness soon. The sun will shine again becasue Austin will make sure it does. He is your angel forever. I love you dear friends!!!
Love,
Kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
- Monday, June 9, 2003 10:23 AM CDT

Dear Tina, Friday June 6th started out for us early in Costa Rica, the sun rises around 5 am.We had our devotion and Stewart and Adam did it.We talked about things we had learned from the boys at the ranch, things like courage and faith and how to have fun and how to truly worship God and be greatful for all he has given you, even if it is very little by some standards.We talked about smiles, and learning to communicate and joys and sorrows.Each of us struggled in our hearts how we would say goodbye to these boys that had become such an important part of our lives.Would we have the courage, the right words, the faith
for these goodbyes? We stopped on the way to the ranch to get some flowers to plant. When we arrived, the boys had been hard at work since early that morning.We got there right around the time that they had their morning break. Although we were always anxious to get started, we respected their schedule and stopped for this time of rest and refreshment.After the break,we felt that there was so much still to do and so little time to do it.Some of us wanted to get to the hard physical labor that we had gotten accustom to(mixing cement manually, moving basketball size rocks), others needed a slower pace to take in all that had transpired during our time there. Martha and Carrie went to see the property that the mission hopes to purchase for a girls ranch, so we also got to experience the dreams for the future.We were cooking lunch for the boys and we had started on pizza dough, with the help of Christian, Stewart and Richard.The boys go to San Jose one Friday a month to be with their own family or with foster familes.Before we had lunch, they got cleaned up and changed clothes, all of them had on their red mission team T-shirts.You could tell they were excited about their week-end. We exchanged addresses and wrote in their bibles and took lots of pictures. The lunch was great. We had ice cream for dessert, which was a real treat.After lunch, we exchanged gifts, hugs, tears. We all knew that our lives would never be the same. And then, they were gone. Gone to be with their families, gone to fulfill God's direction for their lives, gone, but never forgotten. We were left to deal with our lose and our sorrow and our joy. It seemed we still had work to do but we were not sure what it was. We gathered our things and said good-bye to a place that had come to mean so much to us.
We got on the bus and went to teach our final Bible School. This was always an exciting time and Jessica was the leader and she would tell the kids to "El Circleo" for the story or crafts.Again the time to say goodbye came and there were hugs and tears and more bittersweet moments.
On the way home that evening the sun was setting and someone mentioned how beautiful the sky was at that moment.It was a quite ride as we contemplated the events of the day.How blessed we had been to have had the experiences that we did.How as hard as it was, we would not have changed a thing.Someone said "It had been a day of goodbyes", at that moment I knew that there was one final goodbye that we would make that day, and it would be to say goodbye to our precious honorary team member, Austin.After supper that night, Cullen informed us of Austin's going to be with Jesus. Some of us already knew it in our hearts. Just as we had come to this country to fulfill a mission of God, Austin had also fulfilled his mission here on earth.As hard as our journey's have been, and as hard as it is to say goodbye, we know that God is faithful, loves us more that we can ever know, and that He has a plan for each of us. We are grateful to be home,and grateful for Austin's homecoming, and we are grateful for the wonderful work that God has done in so many lives.We thank God for Austin and for how important he was to the team and to many others. Our grief is great, our Lord is greater.
May the Lord Bless you and keep you
May the Lord make His face to shine upon you
May the Lord lift up his countence before you
And Give You Peace

Love, Robi
Robi Jones
Fairhope, - Monday, June 9, 2003 9:36 AM CDT

Dear Jimmy, Tina and Meagan,
My thoughts and prayers are with you at this time! I have been praying for you since I was alerted about Austin's illness. A good friend of mine, who met Jimmy at a trade show in New Orleans, had also been praying for you. When we finally realized that we each had been praying for you without the other knowing we marveled at the way God works. A mutual friend, Maggie, called and asked me to pray for you. May the God of grace and love sustain all of you during this time! My prayers are with you!
Mike Glenn
Prayer Ministry Services
Premier Designs
Irving, Texas

Mike <mglenn>
- Monday, June 9, 2003 8:48 AM CDT

Dear Tina,
My heart goes out to you and your family at this time,may the love of God continue to keep you strong. Remember that earth has no sorrow that heaven cannot heal. He can do anything but fail.God bless you and keep you.
Love Stephanie (SCTU)

g
Stephanie D. Williams <stepwillhink@excite.com>
Birmingham, AL - Monday, June 9, 2003 8:44 AM CDT

Tina, I am one again reading your guestbook and Sofie (the cat) is dismayed because I am crying. She does not understand that I am heartbroken for your family and yet I rejoice for Austin. Be strong, fear not for He will come to you in your darkest hours. I know that you know this, my prayer is that you continue to feel His love. I will continue to pray daily for your family.

Eva
- Monday, June 9, 2003 7:33 AM CDT

Tina,
I'm so glad Austin got to take his wish trip.You will always have those memories of a special time. GKTW is a wonderful place. I went with Deanna, Pama and Nick on Deanna's wish trip to Disney World and we also stayed at GKTW. Wonderful memories!
Our hearts go out to you at this most difficut time.
Deanna's MiMi Forever <caringbridge.org/al/deannagarner>
- Monday, June 9, 2003 1:01 AM CDT

Bless This Little Child, Lord

Lord, look down from heaven above and touch this special child with love,

Protect and guide this little one till each day is done:

Remind us often that it's true: This little life is a gift from you.

A miracle You've sent our way! Lord bless this child today.

A special prayer for Austin's special sister.

Love, Patti,Freddie,Gracey, and Sadie Kahn
Patti Kahn <fpkahn@bellsouth.net>
Daphne, Al U.S. - Sunday, June 8, 2003 10:34 PM CDT

Tina & Meagan,
My thoughts and prayers are with you all even though I cannot be with you. Tina, you are so amazing, I know God will shine his face upon you and give you strength. Take care.
Catherine
Birmingham, - Sunday, June 8, 2003 10:24 PM CDT

Tina, You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers during this difficult time. Austin was a brave boy and touched so many lives, including mine! May God be of comfort to you now. Yours truly, Melanie.
Melanie Shivers <Melonknee79@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL - Sunday, June 8, 2003 10:17 PM CDT

Dearest Tina,
Today was so beautiful! I loved the videos of Austin. What a great idea. As always, there was a sweet glow around your face. That special glow that you have was given to you by God because of your love for Him and your faithfulness. Just to know you is a BLESSING indeed. Oh, and that diamond ring!!!! How beautiful!! Your little man did a good job. God is holding your little man in His loving arms and Austin is finally HEALED!!
Love you dear friend,
Maggie

Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Sunday, June 8, 2003 10:04 PM CDT

Tina,
I was honored to be among the many to celebrate Austin's life. The slides were wonderful. Thank you for sharing your little man with us. When you come to B'ham call me. Keep your chin up and keep smiling. I can only imagine your pain, but God will pull you through. It was wonderful to see you again and you be sure to keep in touch. Sending all my hugs, kisses, and love to you tonight.
Love,
Kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
- Sunday, June 8, 2003 9:52 PM CDT

I was driving home from Auburn today when I learned that Austin had gone home to Heaven. Fred was in San Diego when he checked the web page. No words can begin to express our deepest hurt for you,Maegan,Jimmy,and family. Gracey seemed angry when I told her of Austin's journey toward Heaven. It gave us an opportunity to discuss how we cannot possibly understand God's bigger plan. Gracey and Sadie have learned so much about praying and how prayers are not always answered to our liking. We love yall and we will continue to pray for all of you!
Patti Kahn <fpkahn@bellsouth.net>
Daphne, Al U.S. - Sunday, June 8, 2003 9:49 PM CDT

Tina, Meagan and Jimmy,
My love and prayers go out to you all. Austin was loved by many and touched so many people. Words cannot express the love I have for you all and I am just so thankful for the time I had with Austin and your family. I will forever and
always be right here for you as you have been here for others. May God continue to bless you and your family and keep you all wrapped in his loving arms. With all my love and prayers, Frances

Frances Lowther
Fairhpe, Al USA - Sunday, June 8, 2003 9:38 PM CDT

Dear Tina, Jimmy, and Meagan, What a wonderful tribute was paid to Austin and all of you and your families today by so many people who attended the visitation. I think the turnout was emblematic of the awesome impact Austin had on so many people of all ages and all walks of life. I'm sure he was smiling proudly down from heaven- I know how proud all of you are of him. And speaking of pride, I'm so proud to know you three and your wonderful extended families who have provided so much support over the past ten months. May the Lord and your special Guardian Angel watch over you and give you comfort in the days ahead. Tim.
Tim Fuhrman <fabfuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, Al - Sunday, June 8, 2003 9:24 PM CDT

Tina,
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family at this difficult time. I am so sorry.
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Sunday, June 8, 2003 8:42 PM CDT

Sweet kisses, salty tears, a diamond ring, a small hand clutching your fingers, a surprise birthday party, kindergarten graduation, sibling quarrels and sibling love,discussions of heaven, prayers of thousands... you have so many memories of Austin and these memories, and your wonderful Christian faith, will get you through this difficult time. Lean on others when you need to and hold each other close as a family. No words I can write will really help, but know that you are in my prayers, as your family has been these past several months.
Jeanna Dennis (Taylor's Aunt) <Simon827@aol.com>
McCalla, AL USA - Sunday, June 8, 2003 7:01 PM CDT

I have read your entire journal and all I can say is.. Your son is most definitely an angel from heaven. We will never know why god puts these wonderful people into our lives just to take them away.. but your son has changed the world with his bright smiles and sense of humor. I am sorry for your loss and heavens gain.. but remember god is watching over you. I'll be keeping you, your family, and especially megan in my prayers..
Leigh
- Sunday, June 8, 2003 2:54 PM CDT

My Prayers are for you and your family today. I was asked by Taylor Watts to go to your site and let you know I care. Praise God for the hope and promise of Heaven. How else could we endure the pain here on earth?
In God our savior, a Christian Grand Mother in St.Louis
bjPrince <bjprince2>
wildwood, mo usa - Sunday, June 8, 2003 2:35 PM CDT

Dear Tina,

May God give you strength and courage to face the days ahead. My heart is breaking for you and Meagan and family. I am thinking of you all and praying for you.

Austin was and always will be a little boy with an incredible amount of courage. He touched so many people that he didn't even know. You are so blessed to have had such a child that did so much for so many. He was a true gift from God. I believe that Austin did what he was put here on earth to do. He brought me and others much closer to God through prayer and through his courage.

Love to you,

Kendra Hayes
Kendra Hayes <hayes38@gulftel.com>
Foley, Al - Sunday, June 8, 2003 2:07 PM CDT

Dear Bakers,
Mrs. Tina I got home last night from Costa Rica. I have sat down at the computer so many times to try and write someting but my heart is torn to peices right now and I just couldn't put any words together until now. First I just want to thank you for the honor of being able to know and babysit Austin! I knew a long time ago when I first babysat, when you all lived in Rock Creek, that God brought Austin and Meagan into my life for a reason and knowing him has made my life better than it ever could have been! I will never forget all the wonderful times I had with him, I will cherish those memories forever and ever! I prayed so hard for God to let him live until I got back I wanted to see him so bad again, but I know he is in heaven in the arms of our precious Savior and I know he is running and playing and he is completly healed! Nothing will ever mend the pain I have in my heart right now! I love you all so much and I pray that God's grace just flows upon you, Meagan, and Mr. Jimmy! I know it is so hard for you and I wish I could just make it all better, but I know that will never happen! Austin was an amazing person and I loved him with every inch of my heart! May God's peace be with you! I love you! I am also praying so hard for May May, Those two had such a bond!
Jessica Calhoun
- Sunday, June 8, 2003 1:11 PM CDT

WE ARE SO SO SORRY TO READ OF YET ANOTHER ONE OF OUR CHILDREN'S LIFE WITH FAMILY AND FRIENDS LOST. WE WILL PRAY TO GOD FOR THE PEACE AND SERENITY THAT YOU ALL NEED TO GET THRU THESE MOST TROUBLING OF TIMES. GOD BLESS.
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA - Sunday, June 8, 2003 12:57 AM CDT

Tina and family,
You do not know me, but my sister, Jan, is Maggie Quimby's mother -
I cannot tell you how my heart goes out to each of you. The loss of a child has to be the greatest hurt of all. I applaud your love and caring, the sleepless nights, and the choked back tears. These last months with Austin were given to you in preparation for the letting go, and for the blessings Austin brought to all he touched. It is quite obvious that Austin blessed many lives.

I can imagine that Jesus scooped Austin up into his arms and ran singing and shouting through the gates of heaven.

God bless you all.
Vivian Houser <vivianh@gulftel.com>
Foley, Al USA - Sunday, June 8, 2003 11:47 AM CDT

Tina, we are friends of Alice & Blake Lindsey and have checked on Austin many times through your Caringbridge site. We are so very sorry to hear of the loss of your precious little one, but I believe that he didn't lose the fight, God gave him the greatest reward for the bravery he showed by taking him to heaven. Please know that we will continue to keep you and your family in our prayers. The Johnson Family (Mike, Martha, Jacob, & Jessica)
Martha Johnson <MJohnsonRN1983@aol.com>
Cullman, AL USA - Sunday, June 8, 2003 10:33 AM CDT

+Tina,
I woke up this morning and had this wonderful vision of my father James Austin taking your James Austin's hand to go to the lake to fish...my father so loved children and heaven's lakes are surely full of fish!!! I pray for comfort for you and your family...Austin has touched more people in his short time here than most would if given a hundred years..what an incredible child to have!!!
We love you all,
Cecilia
Cecilia Lewis <Baygirl215@aol>
- Sunday, June 8, 2003 10:01 AM CDT

Tina,Meagan,Jimmy,
I pray that you find comfort and peace today as you attend the celebration of Austin's life-you have my deepest sympathy.
Renee
- Sunday, June 8, 2003 9:45 AM CDT

Good morning Tina,
It is just past the crack of dawn- I let myself sleep in a little. Woke up with you on my mind and was trying to figure out when the best time would be to sneak over to see you. Maybe I'll recognize God's nudge to go, or when not to go. But always know we are thinking of and loving you.
Anna <warringtons@bellsouth.net>
- Sunday, June 8, 2003 6:34 AM CDT

Tina,
Iam thinking of you right at this very moment and hoping that you are OK.Toby and I love you, Tina. We are praying for you, Meagan, and the whole family. Tina, we are just so blessed to have you in our lives. Please know that we are here for you any time day or night.
May God comfort you and give you peace.
Love you,
Maggie
PS. I was wondering if you would like to take a ride w/ me one day to Blue Lake??
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, AL USA - Saturday, June 7, 2003 11:12 PM CDT

Dear Bakers, I keep your family and those around you in my prayers. Today I have prayed for God to give me the right words, the right phrase or just something that might comfort you during this difficult time. It is past midnight and as of yet, I have come up with nothing. I have never lost a child so I can't imagine how you feel. I can only say I am very very sorry and my prayers are with you during this time of bereavment. I ask God to comfort you, Megan and Jimmy in a very special way. I also ask God to be with all of you in the days ahead as you adjust to new things in your life. With deepest sympathy.

Millie Caughron <gmcuaghron@aol.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Saturday, June 7, 2003 11:12 PM CDT

Dear Tina,
We are lifting your family in prayer. We love you and will be here if you need anything!
Kevin, Michelle ,Zach and Bailey Wilson
- Saturday, June 7, 2003 10:40 PM CDT

I said a prayer for you today.
I hope you didn't mind.
I asked the Lord to comfort you
and put your tears behind.

I prayed for peace and mercy, too,
to help you through each day,
And for His loving guidance
as He leads you on your way.

You need not walk this path alone
so I prayed He'd hold your hand,
and offer you some guidance
in a way you'll understand.

I asked Him for little miracles
and to bless you every day.
Keep searching for the Rainbows -
and let Him light your way.
The Seitz's
- Saturday, June 7, 2003 10:00 PM CDT

Dear Baker family-
I can't begin to tell you how truly committed I have been to praying for you these past months. I am searching for words that will not come. My heart is breaking and yet I know God is good and that all things happen for the good of those who love him. I just wish it made sense to us here and now. May God bless you and carry you all during this time. We will continue to pray for His grace and mercy to be with you all.
With deepest sympathy, Jayne Godfrey & family
Jayne Godfrey
Spanish Fort, AL - Saturday, June 7, 2003 7:48 PM CDT

Dear Tina:

My thoughts have been with you all night and all day. I just read through the Fuhrman's entry and through my tears it made me smile. The village people have shared so many special times and so much laughter.

I was thinking this morning that I was there in the few hours before Austin made his appearance into this world and I was able to be there in the few hours right before he left us here. How fortunate I am to have had this special little person in my life.

Our world will not be the same without his presence.

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, June 7, 2003 5:10 PM CDT

Dearest Tina, I was so honored to receive the phone call from you this afternoon. As much as you are having to deal with right now, you thought of me. I do hope you know that Jim and I want to be there with you all on Monday. But for my own health sake, I know that I should keep the appt. for Monday to have the nerve block done. So just know that our prayers will be with you, Meagan, and the rest of the family as you go through these next days. I will especially be praying during the time of visitation and the service on Monday. And I am sure that all your cyber friends will also be praying for your strength and peace. Thank you for the privlege of knowing and loving your two precious children... you are family!!! Love to all, Nena
NM
Bham, - Saturday, June 7, 2003 4:57 PM CDT

Dear Tina, Meagan and family,

My heart goes out to each of you. Austin is sure in heaven now shining down on you. He was such a special little boy. His battle empowered me in ways I can not describe to you. Your strength Tina, it empowered me in ways that I can not describe to you either. I have prayed for you, Austin, Meagan and your family many times over this past year and I truly feel as though I know you but I have never even met you. You have touched my life in many ways. My heart goes out to each of you during this time of sorrow for your loss. Austin is truly in a better place now. He is with our Saviour and he will be your Angel in heaven until you meet again.

May God bless and keep you.

Love,

Kendra Hayes
Kendra Hayes <hayes38@gulftel.com>
Foley, Al - Saturday, June 7, 2003 3:28 PM CDT

Austin was a wonderful little boy who touched the hearts of everyone who read his journal. My thoughts are with you as you go through this very difficult and trying time.
Susan Wensel
- Saturday, June 7, 2003 2:59 PM CDT

Tina--You are a prayer warrior and you exemplify the model of a true servant..the love you showered over Austin was incredible..You compassionate heart shone so brightly..I am so thankful I was able to be blessed through Austin's vibrant energy and his couragious heart..he was a ray of sunshine to all those he came in contact with..my heart is hurting for you right now but i am also filled with a peace that passes no understanding.."As you walk through the waters, I will be with you." You are strengthened through our Sovereign Father and i am praying for you during this time!
trishia
auburn, al - Saturday, June 7, 2003 2:28 PM CDT

You are in my prayers. I pray for God's peace for you now.
Tena Griffin <tena.griffin@chsys.org>
Birmingham, AL USA - Saturday, June 7, 2003 1:40 PM CDT

Tina , Meagan
we are so sorry and we are praying for all of you.
On the morning my mom went to live with Jesus, God showed me this scripture that I had never read before.
Ecclesiates 7 :1
The day of ones death is better than the day of ones birth.
I see the birth of children all the time and I see the wonder and the awesome experience, I know that when mom went to see Jesus it was awesome, and we know that when Austin went into his arms it was the greatest exp he has ever had and a wonderful adventure Jesus has ever experienced, , God will hold you in the palm of his hands
and we will continue to pray for all of you. Jessica is on her way home.
love , the Calhouns <calhouns @ seacat 4041>
- Saturday, June 7, 2003 1:00 PM CDT

Dear Tina,
I am praying for all of you guys. I am so sorry. But you know what you were right when you said that God has used Austin as a vessel to lead me to him. (and others I'm sure) We always say theres a reason for everything even though it is very cloudy at times the reason is very clear to me now. I feel God all around me now and you and your son had a hand in it. Austin was such a strong little man. He taught us all alot. And even though I never met him I will never forget what I learned from you two being in my life. The road ahead is a long and bumpy one but when you get down remember just one of the many "plans" that God had for Austin and remember me and all that little Austin did for a perfect stranger. He was my angel in disguise. You should be very proud. Thank you for being such a great role model and inspiration to me. My life is forever changed because of you and your BEATIFUL son. He is pain free and happy now. I will pray for you and your family!!
Love always,
Carla
Carla Jacobssen <DJ092201@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, June 7, 2003 12:10 AM CDT

My heart aches for you and your family. Everytime I think of my fwend, I smile. I think he had that effect on everyone. I love you all and you all are constantly in my prayers.
Love Always,
Jennifer
- Saturday, June 7, 2003 11:23 AM CDT

Dear Tina, I never met Austin in person, but have been keeping up with his battle for months now. He was a true fighter, I wish I could have had the pleasure of meeting him. But we have to remember he's in a better place where there is no suffering, and we will see him again one day. You and your family are in my prayers. God Bless, Audra
Audra Kennedy <kenn1669@bellsouth.net>
Morris , AL USA - Saturday, June 7, 2003 10:36 AM CDT

Tina, my heart breaks for you but you know that I will not only be praying for Meagan but for her awesome mommy as well. Love you
Alice <caringbridge.org/al/alexislindsey>
Baileyton, - Saturday, June 7, 2003 9:27 AM CDT

Tina and Meghan,

The Lord knows Austin and the Lord knows YOU and His gracious love is pooring into you right now. Your lose is unbelievable and there are no words, accept, we will always love Austin and He will be the Lord's ANGEL forever...and we will always love you so much. God Bless all in your families and the caring caregivers that came to know and love Austin.

The Kierce's know and Pastor Bill asked you to let him know if there's anything he/they can do.

Let yourself feel the good Lord's strong arms carrying you, imprinting His footprints in the sand.

Are are SO SPECIAL. I love you.
Karin Ballard <ktballard@aol.com>
Fairhope, - Saturday, June 7, 2003 8:49 AM CDT

Dear Tina, Jimmy, and Meagan,

We have talked often of Austin over these last ten months and many times the talk turned to memories of those times we watched Austin playing in the backyard during the "Village" cookouts-alwys wanting to be with his big sister and the other big kids; his pure delight in playing with the twins' "Thomas the train" set and track; and his joy at running upstairs and hiding to keep the big kids from finding him. He always had that mischevious grin on his face- the one that touched so many people throughout his short time here with us. As i have said before, all three of you should take great pride in the fact that your little angel impacted the lives of so many in his six years-even more so in these last months of struggle and courage. We are all better for having come into contact with your little man who will always have a special place in the hearts of so many. Though those hearts are aching this morning, there is also a sense of gratitude that the Lord has allowed us in His own way to be touched by one of his servants- Austin Baker. We will be here for all three of you in the days, weeks, and months ahead. With great love and sympathy,
Tim, Dee, Jackson, Jared and Jordan <fabfuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, June 7, 2003 8:41 AM CDT

Dear Tina, Jimmy and Meagan, I don't have the words to say how sorry I am about Austin. All of you have been in my thoughts and prayers constantly and I pray for peace and comfort for you now. Tina, you have been such a source of strenght and such an example for all of us during this long, difficult time. Each day that I have read your updates I marvel at your strength and the depth of your faith. Austin was only with us for a short time, but what a statement his life and struggles made!
Alison Moore <amcbmoore@mindspring.com>
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, June 7, 2003 8:25 AM CDT

We cry with you and hold you up in prayer!

BECAUSE HE LIVES

Because He Lives I Can Face Tomorrow
Because He Lives All Fear Is Gone
Because I Know He Holds The Future
And Life Is Worth The Living
Just Because He Lives.

There Was A Man Name Jesus
He Came To Die; Heal And Restore
But Greater Still The Calm Assurance
We Can Face Uncertain Days
Because He Lives.

And Then One Day I'll Cross That River
I'll Fight Lifes Final War
And Then As Death Gives Over To VICTORY
I'll See The Lights Of Glory
And I'll Know He Lives.

Because He Lives I Can Face Tomorrow
Because He Lives All Fear Is Gone
Because I Know He Holds The Future
And Life Is Worth The Living
Just Because He Lives.

Remember just as he hold Austin in his hands
He he is holding you too!
John, Beth and MaryFrazier Hutchison
Fairhope, Al USA - Saturday, June 7, 2003 7:57 AM CDT

Dearest Tina and Meagan, I received the phone call about Austin around 5 p.m. yesterday and was truly speechless. Even though we knew that God might take him home, we kept praying for a miracle. Austin got his miracle... he is now pain free and in the arms of Jesus. But that doesn't lessen the pain for you, Meagan, family, and others that will miss that little guy. I will forever treasure the times we had together...especially Easter weekend. My heart is broken for you...you have shown all of us how to live each day truly trusting God for what happens that day. That is what you and Austin did everyday. Our prayers are with you and Meagan. Love, Ms. Nena
NM
Bham, - Saturday, June 7, 2003 7:24 AM CDT

Tina,

You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers. My heart is breaking for you. I am praying for God's never ending love and comfort to surround you at this difficult time. We love you guys!

Beverly
Beverly Pohl <BPohlCMCMom@aol.com>
Hartselle, AL USA - Saturday, June 7, 2003 7:19 AM CDT

Tina-
After allowing everything to soak in, late last night Mike and I were up listening to my new favorite CD- Worship Together. It was the first time I had ever wanted to order a CD off of the television since those tempting "Songs of the 80's!", let alone a contemporary worship CD~ and the other amazing side to that is Mike loves it. Luckily they also sell it at The Good Book. Wait- was this journal entry supposed to be about me or you?
So anyway, Audrey fell asleep on my chest and after a while Mike got up to take her to bed. A familiar song came on the next track- I only knew it as the song that came on before Come, Now is the Time to Worship. As I was in my zone, enjoying the weight lifted off of my chest allowing the expansion a little easier, but missing the warmth of her little body, I started listening to the words to this song. It will always be what brings back memories of what a strong and courageous, humanly wonderfuly sincere woman and mother you are. I love you with all of my heart, and though yours is in pieces right now, my heart is overflowing with love and honor in knowing you. I want to offer this song to you.

Lord, You have my Heart

Lord, You have my heart
And I will search for Yours
Jesus, take my life and lead me on.
Lord, You have my heart
And I will search for Yours
Let me be to you a sacrifice.
And I will praise you Lord
And I will sing of love come down
And as You show Your face
We'll see Your glory here.

I love you and continue to pray for you. Use me when you want, understand I will be here for as long as you need. I lift Meagan up and pray for peace that passes understanding.
I love you, I love you, I love you!
Anna <warringtons@bellsouth.net>
- Saturday, June 7, 2003 6:46 AM CDT

Dear Tina,
I don't know what to say, but I am so sorry about Austin. I know how hard you all fought. Austin touched so many lives with his specialness and uniqueness. He will make an awesome angel and heaven will be a much more interesting place. We love you.
Joe, Paula, Anna and Katherine Word
- Saturday, June 7, 2003 6:35 AM CDT

Tina,

A year ago you asked me to send a thought a day, and today you asked if I still had the rainbow. I do, and wanted to share it with a heavy heart, again, nearly a year later.

Peace to you and to Jimmy and to our sweet friend Meagan, and to your families - may the fingers of love touch you all.

Rainbow

Penned Saturday, August 24, 2002 � 11:35pm

I woke Cam the other morning � it was a little earlier than usual, not quite time to begin the process of rolling into awakeness, greeting the day and preparing for school.

The rainbow I had seen in the sky outside was just a partial arc, growing from the pot of gold upward, and then stopping before cresting at the top.

�Cam,� I said, �wake up buddy.�

He didn�t stir.

�Cam, come with me to look at the beautiful rainbow outside.�

That got his attention. He rubbed the sleep out of his eyes, swung his feet off the end of the bed and slowly walked, duck-footed through the house to the front door, where I led us out onto the porch, spilling our morning selves onto the driveway, eyes spraying the trees above the house across the street.

�I don�t see it dad,� he said, as my hand floated up and into the trees, index finger pointing just through the clearing up and to the left.�

�Oh, there it is. I see it now. Cooooool, dad.�

We both looked at its beauty for a few moments, linked by the silence and appreciation of this miraculously magical event � affirming to us that our day was blessed�just as they all are, though sometimes in the busy to and fro, we forget this special footnote.

I mentioned the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.

�Can we go looking for the pot of gold, dad?� Cam asked.

Without hesitation (since I can do that now), I said, �yep. Let�s go.�

We coasted down the hill in our car, and drove down along the bay, spotting the growing rainbow through the trees, and then watching as the trees broke revealing the magnificently thunderous clouds, poofing and puffing expansively all around that azure sky.

The closer we got, the more the rainbow arced, until we came to the end of the land, driving out onto a little turnaround at the edge of the water where we looked up and saw that beautiful rainbow stretching all the way across the bay, and almost touching back close to us � the first time I�d seen a near perfect arc.

�Look at the purple on the edge dad,� Cam said. Purple is my favorite color.

�Yep, I see it buddy.�

We shared another moment of silence, before a man drove up in a golf-cart, going about his morning duties. We waved, and Cam said, �dad, the guy doesn�t see it.�

We�re all amazed, or can be, at the events that cross our paths; linking us with each other � Cam and I, while not sharing the wonderful vision with the man in the golf-cart, were most certainly linked with other folks who may have stopped their walk through the day to look up and marvel at the beautiful sight.

We each see through a different lens, based on the experiences and situations and frustrations and joviality�s that we face with each step that we take.

Today, a little friend of ours was flown to a hospital to better facilitate his recovery from a challenge that will not dampen his little spirit�just like the chain that would constantly fall of his bike, didn�t dampen his bike riding. He knew he could get it put back on � there�s always someone willing to help; just as we know that he will get back up, that he will come back home and pick up his life where so hurriedly left it.

Today I also saw the power of love working again, through tears and smiles, through handholding and hugs and nervousness and tired eyes. I saw the power of friendship and the value of living right now. And, as I pen this, looking for the message in all of this, I remember situations that we all go through, and have suggested us all look back into our lives at our most difficult moments, as those seem to be the times when we don�t think we can take another step � when the pot of gold seems to have disappeared.

But if we believe, it really never goes away.

If we look at the result of those tiringly tumultuous times, and forward our tapes through a bit, maybe not to the next day or to the next month, as it may be years later, we see a flower blooming in our life. A flower more fragrant, colorful and lovely than we�ve ever before seen. And if we look at each of those tough moments, we will begin to see a pattern � a puzzle that when put together shows that we are being taken care of, watched after and loved. Our God or the universe or just the power of love is providing for us at every level.

We have no fear, because that really doesn�t exist if we paddle in the river of love. Our hearts open up to the lesson, to knowing that all will be well, and to knowing that all is well and is as it is supposed to be � it is our path.

Tonite the moon is gliding through the clouds; like a car passing houses and trees, it�s rushing to come see you buddy. It�s light falls healingly upon you � shining through walls and through covers and even through sickness. It is the comforting light of love.

Come home Austin; Cam and I are sitting on the porch, me with wrench in hand, ready for you to come riding shoeless and wobbly up our drive; I�m ready to move your tire back a bit so your chain will stop coming off, and so you and Cam can go play.

Peace to you, little friend.

Make Today Great>

Love,

Cam & Chris
Planet Zoltoid

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Saturday, June 7, 2003 0:50 AM CDT

Even though you don't know me, I have followed Austin's journey for a long time. I don't know where to begin, or what to say, other than I am so very sorry for the loss of your little boy. I don't think there is any greater pain, nor one harder to understand. We don't have all the answers to our questions in this life but please know that while God had a different plan for your little boy, He also still has a plan for those left behind. HE will get you through this. I know I'm a stranger to you but please know I feel your pain and sorrow. Lean on God and let Him get you through this. My heart aches for you all, my tears are falling for you, and my prayers are being sent up for you all.
Rest well in Jesus' arms, little Austin.
And for all the family and friends left behind, may you feel the Lord's arms wrapped around you in comfort today and always.
In Christ's Love,
Terry Curtis <DownsIsUp@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, June 6, 2003 11:50 PM CDT

Aunt Tina

I dont have much words right now but i want you to how very much i love you and that i will always be by your side.

Love you more than in world
Anna
Anna <annabel1309@yahoo.com>
Fairhope, Al - Friday, June 6, 2003 11:34 PM CDT

Tina, I am so very sorry. How our hearts are breaking tonight. We know he fought so hard, and we know you did too. I have no other words to say except that we are thinking of you and praying for your family during this very difficult time.
Janet Sims, mom to Janie, forever 5 years old, www.caringbridge.org/al/janiesims
Birmingham, AL - Friday, June 6, 2003 10:57 PM CDT

Dearest Tina,
I know your heart is hurting tonight.I know that you will miss your little man. The precious memories that you hold in your heart will help you through this. Our prayers are with you and Meagan and Jimmy tonight.We are all so very grateful that we had the opportunity to know a little boy as special as Austin Baker!!
Just remember what the Bible says about Heaven!
"He will wipe away every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death, sadness, crying, or pain. Revelation 21:4

We love you so much, Tina!
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Friday, June 6, 2003 10:50 PM CDT

To Austin's Dear Family,
In God's book it is written,The Kingdom of heaven belongs to little ones such as Austin.
We know Austin fought many battles but in the end he won the war.
God bless you and I know God's strength will carry you through this ordeal.
Linda English <Beyes1955@aol.com>
Fairhope, Al - Friday, June 6, 2003 10:24 PM CDT

Tina,
I am at a loss for words. I never imagined, I knew you would get your miracle. You did get a miracle, you were the best mother to the most awesome little boy. I am heart broken as I know you are. You are the strongest person I know and your Faith will pull you through. God will get you through this difficult time. You, Jimmy and Meagan remain in my prayers. I love you very much!!!
God Bless,
Kim and Taylor
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
McCalla, Al - Friday, June 6, 2003 10:09 PM CDT

Dear Tina, Jimmy and Meagan, I just heared around 8:30 tonight and I am almost at a loss for words. I just KNEW that miracle was going to happen. We all prayed so hard, but God knew his plan. He created a wonderful little guy to share with your family. I am so glad you had the last month at home together and that he got to do the things he loved and be with the ones he loved. I know those memories will get you through and bring happier ones in the days to come. The things you shared with us that the two of you shared were so precious....we will always remember them. You and your family are so loved and we all feel your pain. I LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
- Friday, June 6, 2003 10:02 PM CDT

Dear Tina,
Please know that my thoughts and prayers are with you and Meagan tonight!!!!!!!!

Angel Hayes <angeldh@gulftel.com>
Robertsdale, Al Baldwin - Friday, June 6, 2003 9:52 PM CDT

Oh Tina, I am so sorry. I prayed for a miracle everyday for little Austin. He was blessed to have you for his mother.

Praying for you,
Kelly
The Hicks Family <www.caringbridge.org/al/sarahanne>
Woodstock, AL - Friday, June 6, 2003 9:44 PM CDT

Tina,
Our prayers for strength and comfort are with you, Meagan and Jimmy tonight.
Denise, Ronnie and Taylor Pippin
Niceville, Fl. - Friday, June 6, 2003 9:37 PM CDT

Dear Meagan, Tina and Jimmy, We love you and we are here for you if you need us. Our hearts break for you. Austin is and will always be a part of us. Love, Steve and Peggy and the girls
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, June 6, 2003 9:28 PM CDT

We don't have words right now. Thinking of you.
Jim <webmaster@taylorwatts.org>
McCalla, Al USA - Friday, June 6, 2003 9:28 PM CDT

Tina, My heart is breaking for you and your family. I have grown to love you, Meagan and Austin as my own family. I wish I could be there to give you a big Hug. I love you so much. Your Friend for life, Christy You are always in my prayers.
Christy
- Friday, June 6, 2003 9:10 PM CDT

Tina, my love and prayers are with you and Meagan and the rest of your family. Austin was the bravest of the brave and he had a most wonderful and loving mom and sister.
I love you, Frances
Frances
Fairhope, Al USA - Friday, June 6, 2003 9:05 PM CDT

Tina and Meagan,
Prayers and our hearts go out to you all. The Lord has taken home a little angel to be in his presence after blessing us with his presence for a time.

Danielle St.Onge <danielle.stonge@fairhopeumc.org>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, June 6, 2003 9:04 PM CDT

Dearest Tina: Our hearts are breaking for you and for your family. Austin fought the good fight and now he is free of pain and suffering. He is with the angels now, but he will always be a part of our lives. We will pray for you and for Meagan.

We love you.
Betty and Floyd <fbadams@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Friday, June 6, 2003 8:58 PM CDT

Tina I love you and please know that you and Meagan are in my prayers. We've been sharing our "Austin Stories" tonight on the unit. He is truly a little man who has touched so many lives and so has his wonderful Mother. Remember God carries you through your most difficult times. Austin will remain in every heart he has touched, forever. I love you.
Christy Parrozzo
- Friday, June 6, 2003 8:40 PM CDT

Tina, Meagan, & Jimmy,
You all are in my thoughts and prayers. I am so sorry for the loss of Austin. He touched so many people with his special personality, so unique and lovable. Many have learned so much from Austin and from you Tina.

Much love,
Catherine
Catherine Hughes
Homewood, AL - Friday, June 6, 2003 8:25 PM CDT

You don't know me but I read about Austin's battle when I check on Taylor Watts. We are friends of his grandparents. I felt led to check tonight and I find that he has gone to be with Jesus. You know they are special children when God needs them in heaven before us. I know the loss of a child. With God's help and family and friends you do manage to live. You will have bad days but you make it especially for Meagan. We will pray for you and your family and our deepest condolences. Love in Christ
Roger and Denece Harkey <necebo@aol.com>
Adger, AL USA - Friday, June 6, 2003 8:22 PM CDT

Our hearts ache; I am speechless. God's word is in my heart: "And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." Philippians 4:7. I love you. Mary
Mary Bunch
Fairhope, AL - Friday, June 6, 2003 8:17 PM CDT

To Austin's Dear Family:
We grieve for you and pray for you. For Austin, we rejoice in him receiving the greatest reward of life....to see Jesus face to face. We cannot understand that which God does not wish to reveal. In His time..... With love,
The Hudnall Family <timhudnall@mchsi.com>
- Friday, June 6, 2003 7:57 PM CDT

Jimmy, Tina and Meagan,
Please know that we are praying for you for strength in the days to come. We are thinking of you constantly....
Steve and Leanne Murray
Steve and Leanne Murray
Fairhope, AL - Friday, June 6, 2003 7:56 PM CDT

Dearest Tina:

"The most important thing in life is not the triumph but the struggle. The essential thing is not to have conquered, but to have fought well." Baron Pierre De Coubertin

Our hearts are broken here tonight as we mourn our loss here on this earth. Our loss is truly heavens gain. I have never known a little boy to have touched the lives of so many people. In six short years he has truly left this world a better place for his having been here.

Bucky did not lose his battle. His mission here was to teach the rest of us how to live. Mission accomplished.

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, June 6, 2003 7:53 PM CDT

We are really going to miss Austin! You all are in our thoughts and prayers.
Mark Meredith, MD <mmeredith@peds.uab.edu>
Birmingham, AL USA - Friday, June 6, 2003 7:45 PM CDT

Dear Baker Family:

Our prayers are with you. We also believe, just as you do, that Austin won. He is with Jesus now, without pain or sickness. Take care and you are all in our daily prayers.
Yours truly, Bob & Mary Mercieca
Mary & Bob Mercieca <grandmerc2@yahoo.com>
Lexington, Mi USA - Friday, June 6, 2003 7:23 PM CDT

To the Baker family,
We are thinking of you on this sad day; our thoughts and prayers are with you always.

Frances Wilson & family <miss_laura1@yahoo.com>
Benton, AR - Friday, June 6, 2003 7:12 PM CDT

Dear Bakers:

Our prayers today are for peace, comfort and strength for little Bucky and his family.

We love all of you very much.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, June 6, 2003 2:30 PM CDT

Tina, Meagan and Austin,
Thinking of you here in Alaska. You're all in my thoughts and prayers.

Boots Hale O'Brien <bootsalaska@acsalaska.net>
- Friday, June 6, 2003 12:23 AM CDT

Dear Tina,

"The Sovereign LORD is my strength; he makes my feet like the feet of a deer, he enables me to go on the heights." Habakkuk 3:19.

We love you! Mary
Mary Bunch
Fairhope, AL - Friday, June 6, 2003 12:18 AM CDT

Good morning! Decided to change my homepage from Yahoo to MSN and now my computer seems to be cooperating better. I kept trying to log in yesterday, but it just wouldn't let me. You guys are all in my thoughts and prayers this morning. I hope the counts get to where they need to be so he can fight this out of his body. He IS determined isn't he?! He knows he can fight this with a little help from God and all the prayers people are sending up for him. We will keep checking in with you and keep those prayers going STRONG! Love you all, Cathi
Cathi
- Friday, June 6, 2003 11:53 AM CDT

Hi, Austin!
How's my 'little guy'. I miss you so much here in Birmingham, but I am glad you can be with your family and friends.

Love,
"Aunt" Gail
G. Stevens
B'ham, AL - Friday, June 6, 2003 10:33 AM CDT

Tina,
It's just me again! I hope on this day that you feel everyones prayers and that you feel Gods Devine Protection!!
I have Isaiah 26:4 underlined in bold black in my Bible. It says: "Trust in the Lord forever, For in God the Lord, we have and everlasting Rock." May he provide you with a place to lay your troubles and give you a peace in your heart!!
I love you, Tina.
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
- Friday, June 6, 2003 10:17 AM CDT

Good Morning Tina, Austin, and Meagan! Just a little note to let you ALL know that we are thinking about you today and keeping you in our prayers! You are never far from our thoughts!

Much love and care,
Angel and Braxton Hayes

Angel Hayes <angeldh@gulftel.com>
Robertsdale, Al Baldwin - Friday, June 6, 2003 9:42 AM CDT

Hi Tina and Austin,
I just wanted you to know I was thinking of you today. Your strenght and inspiration for others uplifts me. I pary for you and Austin daily and know that god will continue to bless the two of you and Meagan with precious memories that will be tucked deep inside your hearts. Please know that so many love all of you and pray constantly for the miracle we are all asking for. God loves you and truly holds you and your family in the palm of His hand.
Love, Melissa

Melissa Nichols
Atmore, Al. USA - Friday, June 6, 2003 9:37 AM CDT

Rainy days can be such relaxing days!! Have a great day!
Love ya!
Sarah
The Seitz's
Fairhope, - Friday, June 6, 2003 9:29 AM CDT

Hey Tina-
The carnival passed and is going to be great. It will require a lot of prayer- so, add that to the list of miracles we are asking God to help us with! I love you! Let me know when you need me!
Anna
- Friday, June 6, 2003 8:51 AM CDT

Hello Austin, Tina, and Meagan,
I hope you have a good day today. You all are in my thoughts and prayers. Tell me fwend I said hello and give him a great big hug!
Love Always,
Jennifer
- Friday, June 6, 2003 8:42 AM CDT

Tina,
We are hoping that Austins white count gets to where it needs to be! We are praying this prayer every day! You are all in our hearts and on our minds all day every day!May God continue to hold you in the palm of His hand. We are praying for Austins miracle and with each new day we are hoping that he gains new strength as he fights this battle.
We love you bunches!
Maggie

Maggie Quimby
Atmore, AL USA - Friday, June 6, 2003 8:25 AM CDT

Good morning, Austin!

Wow, what a rainstorm last night, eh? Pounding rain, a little wind, and KAPOW(!), the air is washed!

Check out this quote for today:

Let everyone sweep in front of his own door and the whole world will be clean.
-- Johann Wolfgang Von Goethe

Enjoy the now, little buddy.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Friday, June 6, 2003 7:32 AM CDT

Good morning friends... when the website is not undated, I really get concerned. Hopefully you have just been too busy with all the responsibilities of caring for Austin and Meagan to take a minute to update. Hopefully your dad is improving daily. Just know that we love all of you and are continually praying for strength and peace for all.
Love, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Friday, June 6, 2003 6:49 AM CDT

Dear Tina,
Just wanted you to know that we are praying for Austin tonight. We love you all!!!!!!
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, AL USA - Thursday, June 5, 2003 10:57 PM CDT

Dear Bakers, we continue to pray for healing. Tina, I heard Power 88 radio deliver the following scripture and it's my prayer for you; " the joy of the Lord is strength." Nehemiah 8:10. God loves you and He will carry you, walk with you and hold you always. We love you. Mary
Mary Bunch
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, June 5, 2003 10:28 PM CDT

Dear Austin,

We are praying for you every night and for your Mommy and Daddy. Love,Grayson and Graham Langlitz
Scott & Sherry Langlitz <jlanglit@bellsouth.net>
Daphne, al Baldwin - Thursday, June 5, 2003 9:55 PM CDT

Tina,
Lynne Pearson just called and updated me on Austin. I just want you to know that we are all praying for you, Austin, Meagan and Jimmy tonight and will continue to lift you up. "Do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God." Isaiah 41:10
Denise Pippin
Niceville, Fl. - Thursday, June 5, 2003 9:32 PM CDT

Tina,

We've been out of town for a few days (Josh's wish). Just checking in to see how you all are doing and wanted you to know that we are praying for you all!
Love ya,

Beverly Pohl <BPohlCMCMom@aol.com>
Hartselle, AL USA - Thursday, June 5, 2003 9:15 PM CDT

Hello to all the Bakers! Having computer problems today...so I just wanted to say I LOVE YOU ALL and I'm STILL praying really hard for Austin! I will check back later if my computer ALLOWS me to! Take care! Love you, Cathi
Cathi
- Thursday, June 5, 2003 5:44 PM CDT

Just checking in and sending prayers your way!
Dee <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
- Thursday, June 5, 2003 2:49 PM CDT

Good morning friends... I woke up early this morning with all of you on my mind. So I took that as a nudge from God to do some serious praying on your behalf. I hope that today will be a good, pain-free day for Austin filled with everything he loves to do, to play, and to snuggle with Rose. I imagine keeping Meagan in a normal routine keeps you busy... Tina, continue to hold tight to the faith you have in God for His perfect plan for Austin. There are not many folks in this world who have made such an impact on the lives of others as you and Austin have done. We love you so much. Much love to the kids... if you have given them all the kisses I have sent, they are probably saying, "oh no, another one from her!!" Stay strong my friend, Love, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Thursday, June 5, 2003 11:02 AM CDT

Hi Tina and Austin! Just wanted to let you guys know that I check your site every day, just don't make it to the guestbook. We were flipping channels Sunday and came across the CMN telethon - just in time to see Austin and Alexis' pictures on TV! Blake said to make sure to tell you we saw Austin - same ol' goofy grin we remember!! We love you and pray for you. Love you guys,
Alice <caringbridge.org/al/alexislindsey>
Baileyton, AL - Thursday, June 5, 2003 9:08 AM CDT

Howdy Austin!

Here�s an interesting thought for the day � have it on my voicemail as well:

Life is not the way it�s supposed to be. It�s the way it is. The way you cope with it is what makes the difference. -- Virginia Satir

It is the way it is�right here, and right now. The past and future don�t exist � all there is is now.

Enjoy the now, little buddy.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Thursday, June 5, 2003 7:21 AM CDT

Tina, you and Austin continue to inspire me. Not only are you blessed with your wonderful son, family and friends but all of the people you have touched through your grace and the love you show Austin, God and others. My life has truly been blessed to have you and your family in my life. Thankyou for your strength and guidance. My prayers continue to go out to you, Austin, Meagan and the rest of your family. I love you, Frances
Frances
Fairhope, Al USA - Thursday, June 5, 2003 6:58 AM CDT

Hi Tina,
I want to thank you for your strength. I can only imagine what your days are like, but you always focus on your strength through God and that's what matters. Because of your faith and trust in Him, Austin is the blessed child that he is. May He continue to bless you and your family. You are always in my prayers. Love you.....

Roshanda Jackson(Stem Cell Transplant Unit) <roshandaj@msn.com>
Birmingham, AL - Thursday, June 5, 2003 5:15 AM CDT

Tina,
Continued prayers are being sent your way! Hope you and Austin have a restful night!! May Gods Angels continue to watch over Austin!
Love you,
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Wednesday, June 4, 2003 11:08 PM CDT

Austin and Tina,

Janet and I have followed your journey closely since meeting
on 4-tower last fall. All I can say is NEVER give up hope, you will gain strength from each other. You are both obviously very courageous and loving.

You described it perfectly in one of your postings, this IS a cruel disease and it is not fair that our children have to endure any of this. Your faith in God and all your friends and family will hold you up.

We love you and will help in ANY way.
Dan Sims, Janie's Dad
Vestavia Hills, Al USA - Wednesday, June 4, 2003 9:27 PM CDT

Hello my two favorite friends. I just wanted to tell you that as always I am sending my love and prayers to you all. I saw miss Nena and her friend Stacy today. They had her dog Sadie. Taylor really likde feeding Sadie cheese crakcers. I hope you have many more pain free days full of enjoyment. I love you guys very much!!
Love,
Kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
- Wednesday, June 4, 2003 9:07 PM CDT

Dear Tina:

I had the good fortune of getting to visit with Tonya today while Bucky slept.

We talked about a lot of things but mostly about how our lives had been changed by your experience with Austin. Perhaps our blessing and our miracle from this will come in the form of our renewed faith, our value of our time on this earth and our new appreciation for our friends and family. I don't believe there is one person who visits you here that does not come away comforted and inspired by your courage and your faith. Thank you so much for that. It is a very special gift you give to all of us.

"Being courageous requires no exceptional qualifications, no magic formula and no special formula of time, place and circumstance. It is an opportunity that sooner or later will be presented to us all." John F. Kennedy

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, June 4, 2003 7:26 PM CDT

I think that you have painted a beautiful picture. It is very hard for an outsider to understand how serious Austins condition really is. Because I've never met someone more determined, more positive, and more steadfast in there faith in the Lord than you are and have been through your lowest times through this whole experience. You and your faith have been a big reason for me starting to get involved with church for the first time in my life and I am slowly learning about this faith that you have. You and the "picture" you have painted and how devoted you are in getting through this and getting through this with a positive attitude has helped me get through my troubles and obstacles in my life(though I may never come close to experiencing your emotions and troubles) You and your wonderful son have been an inspiration in my life and many others I'm sure and I thank you for writing every chance you get. I never thought Austin was jumping around like I wish he could, but I didn't know that it was as serious as it is because I have never met someone as devoted and strong willed and as positive in such a trying situation as you. I see a beautiful picture of a strong, spunky, couragous little boy who has a brave, devoted, and impowering mother who loves him more than words can say. Thanks to you and your precious son for being inspirations in my life always!!! Love, Carla
Carla Jacobssen <DJ092201@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, June 4, 2003 6:21 PM CDT

Hey Tina And Austin, I miss you both and meagan too!!sooooooooooo much. just letting you know I am thinking of you all the time. My prayers are with you always. Christy
Christy
- Wednesday, June 4, 2003 2:17 PM CDT

Dear Bakers, we constantly are thinking of you and express many, many prayers.

Tina, thank you for your words and thoughts which encourage and inspire us. God's presence, His friendship, and His power is so alive in your life! Your relationship with our Father, helps spurs us on in our personal relstionships with our Creator.

Austin, we love you and your fighting and compassionate spirit. You are a brave young warrior!!!

"Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see." Hebrews 11:1

We love you and are only a phone call away if you need anything!!! Mary
Mary Bunch
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, June 4, 2003 12:12 AM CDT

Good morning... I just got back from visiting at the cancer center. I am so excited that now we have another team to visit there. We got to see Taylor as he was waking up from his treatment. Kim said to tell you hello.
Yes, Austin is teaching all of us about the important things in life. I don't think anyone reading the website will ever be the same again after knowing the battle he has faced and how he continues to amaze everyone with his wonderful spirit. What a wonderful family you are... Give the kids lots of hugs and kisses from me. Love you, Tina...
Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Wednesday, June 4, 2003 12:00 AM CDT

Good Morning Baker family,
How is my little Harry Potter? Tell him his bumble bee really misses him!!!!! I hope you guys are having so much fun. I wish I could hear all those turkey calls. I am so glad Austin got to go to the condo and hang out. He was always talking about the beach. Also I am glad Maegan and Christine got to go too. I have heard so many stories about Christine....Is she still your girlfriend, Austin? It's probably changed, huh? Well I wish I could hang out with and see you. I really miss you and miss all those wonderful conversations we had and even the moments when we just layed in the bed and watched movies and played playstation. I have never met a child so full of life with so much energy than Austin Baker. He is such a blessing and I am blessed for knowing him!!! I have also been very fortunate to have met you, Tina. I have never seen so much strength, hope, and so much love in a person as I see in you. I gain strength just by knowing you and what a wonderful mom you are to Austin and Maegan.
I am glad to know that Austin is having so much fun and that he is not in a lot of pain. Tell him that I love and miss him so much and that I cherish every moment that I was given to spend time with him and also you!!!
Hope you guys have a wonderful day today and enjoy each moment. God Bless you all!!!
Love,

Ms. Tasha
- Wednesday, June 4, 2003 8:38 AM CDT

Good morning Tina,
I hope and pray that Austin had a restful night, and that today will be a happy one for all of you. I am also hoping that R.L. is on the mend. I must tell you that my mother always thought he hung the moon :). As always, our prayers and love are with all of you.

JoAnn (Smith) Reifenberg <jreifenberg@stj.pvt.k12.al.us>
Montgomery, AL USA - Wednesday, June 4, 2003 8:12 AM CDT

Good morning, Austin!

Here�s a thought for you, little friend:

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference. -- American poet Robert Frost

Less traveled and much more difficult�seems to strengthen the fiber of our life and those around us. Thanks for your strength little friend.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Wednesday, June 4, 2003 6:47 AM CDT

Dear Tina,
We love you and think of you often. Our prayers are with you.
Much love,
The Words - Joe, Paula, Anna and Katherine
- Wednesday, June 4, 2003 5:45 AM CDT

Dear Tina:

I'm glad you and Bucky are having some good snuggle time together.

I read what you wrote about him and it is all so true. That Austin Baker personality is still there and as strong as ever despite all his little body has been through. He can still bring you to your knees with that grin of his and I am witness to him giving orders like a drill seargent. He's one amazing little boy.

As for making you laugh and driving you crazy all at the same time -- well, I could say the same thing about Mr. Mike.

We continue to be thankful for Austin and his amazing family. We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, June 4, 2003 4:55 AM CDT

YOU ARE ONE AMAZING FAMILY. WE CONTINUE TO SEND UP OUR PRAYERS FOR EACH OF YOU. MAY GOD CONTINUE TO SHOWER HIS BLESSINGS UPON YOU.

FROM OUR HOME TO YOURS,
THE JOHNSTONS
Ryan, Cyndi, Lucy, Ellie, & Ann Ryan <CYNDIJOHN@WORLDNET.ATT.NET>
Daphne, Al USA - Wednesday, June 4, 2003 1:21 AM CDT

Hey Bakers--
We love you lots!

The Seitz's
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, June 3, 2003 10:16 PM CDT

ALL of the pictures you paint of Austin make me smile! I can just see him doing and saying all of those things! All of you are just precious and I love every one of your family members. You are all so lucky to have each other and to have such wonderful times together. I don't believe GOD is through with Austin here on Earth either...that's why he has been here so long when the odds have been against him from the diagnosis. He will be such GREAT witness and testimony for SO many things on this Earth and what a better messenger than a precious 6 year old boy who has been through so much. He IS still here for a reason and I hope soon we will see the miracle of GOD taking place in Austin's body with healing. I hope and wish you a lifetime of happiness, love, joy, friendship and every other GREAT thing that this life had to offer. Take care of those kids and old Cathi will be right back on here in the morning!
Cathi
- Tuesday, June 3, 2003 9:24 PM CDT

Dear Bakers
Just wanted to say we love you.

the hayes family
fairhope, - Tuesday, June 3, 2003 8:35 PM CDT

Dear Tina: You never cease to amaze me with your strength
and faith. You have touched so many. Did you see how many "hits" your website has had? - 50,000+. That's a lot of testimony, girl! I'm hoping and praying for pain-free days and restful nights. Kiss the prince for us!

We love you.
Betty and Floyd <fbadams@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Tuesday, June 3, 2003 8:29 PM CDT

Hello Tina, You amaze me with your strength & a sense of peace that comes over me as I read your beautiful words!! I was so glad when Robert told me Austin was out yesterday. It was a pretty day for Orange Beach!! With you as Meagan's Mom, I know she has strength just like you & is peaceful. Please don't worry about her, you are doing a great job!! Tell Austin, Zack said Hi!!! Have a wonderful night...call if you need anything...Love, Lisa
Lisa Salter <milwhil@hotmail.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Tuesday, June 3, 2003 7:52 PM CDT

I want you to know ya'll are still in our prayers...there is'nt a day that goes by we don't think of you... it looks like God is still doing his will(well the will we want) tell Austin hello from Bryce. Take care love you all Patsy
Patsy Eads <PHE1212@comcast.net>
Dallas, Ga Paulding - Tuesday, June 3, 2003 6:37 PM CDT

A trip to condo at the beach...WOW... sounds like fun to me!! Be sure and tell Austin that we had a dog just like Ellie who is now is heaven..Josh was his name and he loved little boys. He was our son's special buddy. They were always together.
Tina, every time you update the website, you give me inspiration and usually a challenge in my daily life. God has given you wisdom far beyond your years and I am so blessed to call you my friend. Give Austin and Meagan great BIG HUGS and KISSES from me. Love to all, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Tuesday, June 3, 2003 5:07 PM CDT

Tina---
I am in constant awe of you and your strengh. Your children are blessed to have you.....and of course you, them! I find myself awake often in the middle of the night, unable to sleep. It gives me lots of time to pray for you and your family. I am holding out for the miracle that only HE can provide. In the meantime, it warms my heart that Austin has had some pain-free days and is able to enjoy himself. It must draining at times to try to keep things "normal" (whatever THAT is!) for your daughter, while taking such awesome care of your little guy. Thank God for his strength to renew you so that you can do such a wonderful job with them. I wish I could do something to help...dust, cook, run errands....SOMETHING. In the meantime I will continue to praise GOD and ask him for that miracle. Hugs to all of you

Pam Curry <pcqueen@mchsi.com>
Daphne, AL USA - Tuesday, June 3, 2003 4:48 PM CDT

Austin,
You are my hero! I read about you and Kim tells some of the things you have done to make things easier on mom and I am overwhelmed. We think you are some special little boy and we are blessed to "know" you. Keep your light shining and be mom and dad's big guy. You are in my prayers.
Jeanna (Taylor's great aunt)
McCalla, AL USA - Tuesday, June 3, 2003 3:10 PM CDT

Good Morning! I am so glad to see an update and to know that Austin had a great time at the beach. You are exactly right on the words you said today, but if ANYONE is ever talking behind your back and saying anything they shouldn't........WHERE DO I FIND THEM?! You are the BEST person I have ever had the pleasure of being friends with. You are the sweetest, nicest, kindest, most giving and loving person I know in this huge world of ours. ANYONE that knows you, knows what I'm talking about. Everyone should wish they were half the person you are. I hope you and the kids have a great day today and know that your friends are here for you and with you in spirit. I still would love to come over there, but I know what's important right now and as I said earlier, I wouldn't dream of taking 5 minutes of your time with either of them. I am here though, and you NEVER leave my thoughts. Tons of prayers coming your way for Austin. He is a true miracle and he is a fighter. We have seen this over the last 10 months. Tell daddy I hope he is much better! Take care! Love you all! Cathi
Cathi
- Tuesday, June 3, 2003 11:13 AM CDT

WELL GOOD MORNING SUNSHINE--
WORDS OF WISDOM TO LIVE BY...
I FOUND MYSELF GETTING A LITTLE OVERWHELMED YESTERDAY. SOMEONE ASKED, "WHICH HOSPITAL ARE YOU GOING TO FIRST." ODD QUESTION--TO WHICH I REPLIED...HOSPITAL? WHO'S IN THE HOSPITAL? OH NO...I BETTER COME TO AN END--ABRUPTLY. I FEEL MYSELF GETTING SOMEWHAT PHILOSOPHICAL. WHEN YOU FEEL YOURSELF GETTING A LITTLE OVERWHELMED TODAY...THINK ABOUT THE PICTURES THAT WE LOOKED AT ON SUNDAY...AND TRY TO REMEMBER WHERE WE LEFT OFF ON THE COUNT OF HOW MANY DIFFERENT (HAIR STYLES?) NONNIE (OPRAH) HAD. HUGS AND BIG WET LABRADOR KISSES--
Aunt Tara
- Tuesday, June 3, 2003 11:07 AM CDT

Tina -- After catching up on your past journal entries, I find that I hardly have any words to say. All that seems to come to my mind is that I am so proud of you. And all that comes to my heart is what has been there all along -- my prayers for you and Austin and your family. Your days at the beach sound as if they were relaxing, and I know that God is giving you the peace and comfort that you need. I hope that Mr. R.L. continues to improve -- You probably are feeling pretty drenched with the proverbial rain that is pouring on you. Just hang in there, Tina. You are the most precious gift that Austin could ever have, and it sounds as if you are handling the questions about Heaven beautifully. Love and best wishes for a peaceful day . . .
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Tuesday, June 3, 2003 10:23 AM CDT

Dear Tina,
Boy are you right! Your entry really hit the nail on the head! God sees all of us in the same way. He loves all of us equally because we are all his children. There is nothing better than knowing someone who is always smiling and loves to compliment! Is'nt this the way Jesus was and is?!!! Everything you read about Jesus when he was on earth describes how he loved and treated everyone equal. He helped the poor as well as the rich. We should all be sincere to others in this same manner. If we could all be this way, the world would be a better place,huh?! Sometimes just a simple compliment can change the life of someone who is depressed or lonley! Our mission in life should be to lift people up instead of tearing them down!! You are certainly making a difference in this world, Tina! Continue to hold your head high and smile. God needs you. We are his hands. You are punching holes in the darkness so continue to LET YOUR LIGHT SHINE!!!!!!! I love you for your obedience to God.
Give Austin a big hug for us. Blake, Brad and Bryant say hello to him. Brayant kicked the computer just a minute ago and erased everything I had typed. This is my second attempt to type this message. Iam determined to finish it!
We are so glad that Austin had a good time in Orange Beach. The Beach always makes us feel better too.
We are hoping that your Daddy is doing lots better. We pray for he and Austin every day.
Love you lots!
Maggie
Maggie Quimby <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Tuesday, June 3, 2003 9:53 AM CDT

Tina,
You continue to amaze me with your courage and strength. God is answering prayers just getting you through this difficult time. To describe your life in a non-Christian setting would seem like a sick joke, but you continue to perservere with grace and strength. Only a true God could help someone through that, and only someone who fully trusts Him could do what you've done. You are such an inspiration to my Christian walk, and to so many others. God has accomplished many great things through you and Austin and your entire family. I am awed at the possibilities for the future. I am grateful for you in my life. God must think you are some kind of an awsome person. The rest of us feel that way. I'm praying constantly for you and your family. I'm still hoping for that miracle for your precious child. With lots of love...
Ginger Taylor <virginia.taylor@halliburton.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, June 3, 2003 9:28 AM CDT

Dear Tina,
I just wanted you to know that you are on my mind today and every day. We continue to pray for Austin and your entire family. You have touched my heart in so many ways! I pray that today is another beautiful day for you and your precious children!

Much continued love and prayers,
Angel Hayes

Angel Hayes <angeldh@gulftel.com>
Robertsdale, AL Baldwin - Tuesday, June 3, 2003 8:52 AM CDT

Dear Tina,
You and Austin have been in our prayers for a long time now and you constantly amaze us with your faith, courage and strength.You are such and inspiration to everyone around you.Please tell your Dad that he's in our prayers also.Take care, Love,Sandy and Murray
Sandra K Whitaker <granw@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL Escambia - Tuesday, June 3, 2003 6:42 AM CDT

Hi Austin!

I hope that your smiling face is greeting the day with silly string! Here�s a thought�

Ralph Marston says, "Your limitations are not imposed on you.
They are accepted by you."

I�ll be home tonight, so Cam and I will come bug you tomorrow.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Tuesday, June 3, 2003 6:31 AM CDT

Dear Bakers:

I'm so glad Austin got to go down to Orange Beach and is having some comfortable days. There is a healing power of the water and the sand for sure.

I found your words so powerful this morning. I remember that Saturday morning that we talked for a long time about a lot of different things and you told me "I have found there is freedom in forgiveness". I am really trying to put those words into action in my own life because they are so true and so powerful. We are truly inprisoned in this life when we cannot find it within ourselves to forgive others and often we need to forgive ourselves.

We continue to remember all of you in our prayers today. Thanks for continuing to inspire all of us.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, June 3, 2003 5:06 AM CDT

Hi... I am out of town tonight but was able to get to a computer to check on you all. Hope that today was a good day for Austin and for your dad. Many prayers are being sent up for both of them and also for you and Meagan. Hope to see an update tomorrow. Love, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Monday, June 2, 2003 10:47 PM CDT

I am praying overtime for all of you. I had an appt with Dr. Bishop today and I heard that Austin went to the beach. I hope he was able to enjoy it. I Have started going to church for the first time in my life. And I am starting to learn about the Lord and all of his awesome ways. Since I have been keeping up with you and your family I have worried on end about you guys and Austin how much you all are going through. But tonight I feel this overwhelming feeling of peace and hope and sureness about all of this. I am still worried about ya'll and Austin but I am at peace tonight and it's almost like the Lord is telling me that Austin is going to be okay. No matter what happens he will be safe. I don't even know you and I feel so close to you tonight. I'm sorry to hear about you Dad. He will be in my prayers too. I am praying harder than I've ever prayed before. good night!!!
Carla and Diva Jacobssen <DJ092201@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, June 2, 2003 10:35 PM CDT

Tina, Just wanted you to know you are in my thoughts and prayers everyday. You have so many people here at Children's that love you and are praying for you. Love, Nichole
Nichole Bryant
Birmingham, AL - Monday, June 2, 2003 10:34 PM CDT

Dear Tina,

We are hoping that Austin is still doing good and that his WBC is staying up!This is our prayer every day for him!
Tina, do not be hard on yourself for drifting off course sometimes. This is normal. You have handled this all so well and you are an exceptionally strong person! Ten years ago when the doctors diagnosis came back that Toby had a brain tumor, I asked God Why did this have to happen? We were afraid and did'nt understand. Thank goodness for the support of many people including yourself. The one thing I learned is that God wants us to believe and trust in him despite the things we don't understand. I found comfort in a book called "When God Doesn't Make Sense." This book is by Dr. James Dobson. My neighbor(Jan Rice) at that time gave it to me and it really made me see that God hurts when we hurt. His presence is with us and ALWAYS near when we are wounded or discouraged. Remember this: The Lord has assured us that we are in His constant care. We can trust Him even when our difficult circumstances are beyond human comprehension!! "The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit"(Psalm 34":18)
We love you, Tina. We pray each day that God will give Austin strength. Austin has been so, so strong. Gods Angels are watching over Austin day and night!
Love you,
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, Al USA - Monday, June 2, 2003 10:29 PM CDT

Dear Bakers, I wanted to just say we are always praying for you and always thinking of you. We love you! Mary
Mary Bunch
Fairhope, AL - Monday, June 2, 2003 8:53 PM CDT

Hey Bakers,
I am praying very hard for you today! I miss you guys! I hope your Dad is okay, Man doesnt God think you have had enough already! Your strength amazes me! I will be home from Costa Rica Staurday and I have to see May May and my little buddy! Well love you lots may God be with you!
Jessica Calhoun
San Jose, Costa Rica - Monday, June 2, 2003 2:27 PM CDT

Hello to all the Bakers! Hope this finds all of you well.....including daddy! I hope Austin is feeling good these days.I hear he really enjoyed his day at home. Ray has been off for almost a week and we have run constantly. That's why I haven't been able to sign on the past few days. I have checked in though! That miracle can still happen and we won't give up until we see some signs of it.....and then we still won't stop praying for his healing. He is covered constantly in prayer...all of you are and you never leave our thoughts! I will check back in later to see if there is an update. Take care of that precious boy! LOVE TO All OF YOU! Cathi
Cathi
- Monday, June 2, 2003 2:19 PM CDT

Tina,
May God continue to enfold you with strength that only He can provide at such a time.
My prayers.
gene nichols(sister of Mary Seelhorst)
Genee Steadman Nichols <gnichols@usouthal.edu>
Mobile, Al Mobile - Monday, June 2, 2003 1:28 PM CDT

Tina,

I don't know if these e-mails are reaching you, but I continue to pray constantly for a miracle for your precious little Austin. I am completely amazed at your strength and deep faith. What an inspiration you and Austin are to others. There is such beauty and strength in your messages, in spite of this incredible experience. You have our love, constant prayers for Austin, and complete admiration
Joann (Smith) Reifenberg <jreifenberg@stj.pvt.k12.al.us>
Montgomery, AL USA - Monday, June 2, 2003 9:55 AM CDT

Hello Bakers!
You all are in my thoughts and prayers today. Austin will have to call "Papa" and teach him how to handle the nurses!
Love Always,
Jennifer
Homewood, AL - Monday, June 2, 2003 9:38 AM CDT

Good morning Austin, Hope your day is terrific!!!!! Filled with lots of fun things to do. I came by to see you and you were sawing logs (sleeping) Bridget & Ashley came too.tell your mom to let me know when you are awake and ready to have a visitor. I Miss you. All my Love & Prayers!!!! "Miss Cindy"
cindy wingo <jnwingo@hotmail.com>
Robertsdale, Al - Monday, June 2, 2003 7:45 AM CDT

Good morning, Austin!

It was great seeing you yesterday. Cam and I were headed home from breakfast and both wanted to come visit.

Here�s a the thought on my voicemail today little buddy�

The grand essentials to happiness in this life are something to do,
something to love and something to hope for. -- Joseph Addison

See you when I get back.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Monday, June 2, 2003 7:09 AM CDT

Tina,
We love you and we hope you get some well deserved rest tonight!! I know you miss Austin when you are not with him just as you miss Meagan when you are away from her. You are a wonderful mother who wants to be there at all times for her children!!I pray that you three will all be back together full time really soon!!
We are holding you close to our hearts. "May you have the strength of eagles' wings and the faith and courage to fly to new heights."
Hang in there and call us if you need us!!
Love your friends,
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Sunday, June 1, 2003 10:43 PM CDT

Hi Bakers,
You may not know me but I feel like I know you. You have so many friends out there praying for you & your family.You are so blessed to have Gods family praying for you. I know my wonderful neice Jessica Calhoun is one and of course my sister Lisa Calhoun and her other wonderful daughters & husband.Jennifer,Jessica & Anna love you all very much. I am praying for God to be with you & give you more & more strength every day. I was reading something that I would like to share to you.
Our lives are filled with miracles. They begin with our very birth. For we are all God's children, each a special creation. "I have summoned you by name; you are mine," God tells us in Isaiah 43:1.
We seem to start life knowing and accepting this great comfort. Watch infants and toddlers as they respond to their world. For them, every moment is a miracle of joy, of wonder and discovery.
But something happens to us along the way. We become so involved with the business of living that we often lose sight of the Author of life,His plan for us,the miracles that He sends to us---beginning with the dawning of each new day. Life gets tough,and things don't always work out as we hoped. Sometimes we wonder if God is even there.
Yet it is at those very times of bleakness and discourgement
that---if we're willing---we can create our own miracles of love and warmth and caring;
We can reach out beyond ourselves to touch the lives of others.
We can seek the hopeful in diffcult situations and try to build on it.
We can risk rejection and offer help where we see it is needed.
We can hour our commitments.
We can forgive,as we would want to be forgiven.
We can love one another,even when there may be times when we cannot see the good that love will do.
We can travel through life,acting on the outside the way we want to feel on the inside,determined that when our journey is over,we will leave the world just a little better than we found it.
And as we reach out to one another in faith, something wonderful will surely happen. For we will find that we are also reaching up, to God---and that God is reaching down, to us, part of all the good we do, as close as a whispered prayer.
Not ancient faraway happenings, but here, today, now---like God's love, miracles are all arounds us. Just as they always have been. Just as they always will be.

Linda English <Beyes1955@aol.com>
Fairhope, Al US - Sunday, June 1, 2003 7:18 PM CDT

Tina,
I am so glad your father is doing better. Sometimes you just have to wonder - "Hey, God you must be kidding me," with another worry at this time. You are so strong and He knows you are up to the task. I am glad Austin is peaceful and enjoying his family being around him. Thinking of you all often, take good care.

Catherine Hughes
Homewood, AL - Sunday, June 1, 2003 5:27 PM CDT

Glad to read that you and Meagan got to have some special time together last night. Please give her a hug from me....
We are so thankful everytime we read the website and see that "things" are going well for Austin and the rest of you. We continue to hold all of you (including your dad) up in our prayers. Ellie and I are leaving in just a minute to go work the telethon at Children's Hospital. They have assigned us to the Kids Korner so I am sure she will get lots of loving there. I do wish I could hop in the car and come see you all. You are in my thoughts and prayers every minute. Give my little buddy a big hug and kiss. We love you... Ms. Nena, Mr. Jim, and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Sunday, June 1, 2003 12:03 AM CDT

Good morning!

I am here at the lake to spend some "quality" time with my children, however my heart longs to come to Fairhope to see you and Austin....to be there for support. You know you are always in my thoughts and prayers. I am there with you in spirit.

I saw this on another website and it seemed to go so well with the quote you read this morning. I too, sometimes do not understand!!!!

God is too wise to be mistaken,
God is too good to be unkind,
So when you don't understand,
When you don't see His plan,
When you can't trace His hand,
Trust His heart.
He alone is faithful and true,
He alone knows what is best for you,
So when you don't understand,
When you don't see His plan,
When you can't trace His hand,
Trust His heart.

Please give Austin a hug from "Miss Linda" today!
Meagan too.
Lots of love,
Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
- Sunday, June 1, 2003 9:25 AM CDT

Dear Austin:

I have the most powerful 6 Ranger ever! Do you like Power Rangers, also?

Love,

Bobby
Bobby Banks <dollybfit@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Sunday, June 1, 2003 9:04 AM CDT

Good morning Tina, Meagan and Bucky:

As always, I woke up with all of you on my mind. I'm glad that you are able to be home and that Meagan is sleeping soundly. Isn't is funny how when things are going great we never take the time to appreciate the "normalcy" of every day life? And then when the road gets bumpy we crave those normal things? I'm sure there have been many times you have probably wished your biggest challenge for the day was getting all of the laundry done..

Little Austin has taught all of us so much about how we should appreciate the normal, mundane things in this life we take for granted..We all need to slow down and appreciate what it is we have been given.

I found this this quote morning and it made me think of Bucky and how he has somehow found the courage to accept his lot in life and can still delight in the simple things.

I had the pleasure of visiting him the other day when he was spending the day with Uncle Johnny snuggled up in bed watching those deer hunting videos...He was happy as a clam..totally engrossed in the video..almost oblivious to where he was and what he is fighting..He was just in the moment having fun with an uncle he loves very much..

"I accept life unconditionally. Life holds so much. So much to be happy about. Most people ask for happiness on condition. Happiness can only be felt if you don't set conditions" Arthur Rubinstein

We love you.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, June 1, 2003 8:27 AM CDT

Hi Austin!

I came to visit yesterday, and you were snoozing! Good for you � I hope your nap was restful and that you terrorized the nurses after your recharge.

Here�s a thought for the day:

Man cannot discover new oceans unless he has the courage to lose sight of the shore. -- Andre Gide

I�m off again for a couple of days, though will write to you, and as always, Cam and I are thinking of you � good thoughts; crinkled face thoughts.

So, enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Sunday, June 1, 2003 0:43 AM CDT

Tina, I am sorry to hear about your Daddy. I know how much Daddies can mean to us little girls!! But isn't it wonderful he was doing what he loves & now he's gonna be okay!!!! And you had a change of scenery. I'm glad to hear all is going alright. Call if you need anything. You, your Daddy, Austin & Meagan are in our prayers & we send our Love. Lisa, Robert & Zack
Lisa Salter <milwhit@hotmail.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Saturday, May 31, 2003 7:42 PM CDT

It was wonderful to read the update just now and to know that your dad is out of ICU... hopefully he is on the road to recovery from his injuries. Doesn't Austin just continue to amaze all of us with his spirit and enjoyment of life...moment by moment. That boy is something else!!
We are praying extra hard for your dad, Austin, Meagan, and you. Love you lots, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Saturday, May 31, 2003 5:56 PM CDT

Tina,
You never cease to amaze me!! I love you and am sending you tons of love and prayers for you and the men in your life.
Love,
Kim, Jim, and Taylor
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
McCalla, Al - Saturday, May 31, 2003 5:08 PM CDT

hey, tina and austin!!!

this is the cosa rica mission team reporting in.......we are having an awesome mission trip, and we are remembering you all in our prayers... and have mentioned many times that austin is our honorary team member. just keep hanging in there and know you are here with us in spirit. know that God's beauty is all around you, no matter where you are.

peace and love to you,

emily, dona, teresa, elsie, roy, roy haywood, rick miller
on our visit to the butgereit's friends' home, where the view is the volcano arenal and the gulf at the same time!! it is incredible!

(the rest of the team is flying through the air on zip line at the moment :) .)

love you!!!!!!
emily garner
monteverde, costa rica - Saturday, May 31, 2003 4:28 PM CDT

Hey Bakers,
Greetings again from Costa Rica!! I got another chance to get online so I had to write you guys! We are in Monte Verde right now and it is beautiful, I have so many pictures of animals that I know Austin would love to see! I can't wait to show him and Meagan! I love you guys very much and I am praying very hard for you guys!
Jessica Calhoun
Monte Verde, Costa Rica - Saturday, May 31, 2003 12:12 AM CDT

Good morning to all of you... Tina, I talked with L.W. yesterday afternoon and she told me about your dad. I just couldn't believe that another worry, concern had been added to what you are all ready dealing with daily. It is really hard to understand all that is happening right now...
Please hold tight to your faith and trust in God. So many, many folks are praying for your entire family. Hope that Austin is resting well... is he still collecting dollars from his visitors? Don't know what he might be planning next.. Give Meagan and Austin a GREAT BIG HUG AND KISS from me. Missing you and the kids.... love, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Saturday, May 31, 2003 7:55 AM CDT

Good morning, Austin!

I hope this note catches you with your mischievious smile wrapped like a pair of sunglasses around your face!

Here�s a thought for today:

I love the man that can smile in trouble, that can gather strength from distress, and grow brave by reflection. -- Thomas Paine

Here�s to you, little friend.

Enjoy the now!

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Saturday, May 31, 2003 0:23 AM CDT

Hello, Tina, Austin & Megan, How are you all today? We are thinking of you & wanted to say hi!!! Pet Ms. Rose for us. Love to all, Lisa, Robert & Zack
Lisa Salter <milwhit@hotmail.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Friday, May 30, 2003 9:02 PM CDT

Hello and happy Friday! Hope all is going well with Austin and Meagan. We send constant prayers your way. I just heard about Big R today. Tell him I am thinking about him and am sure glad he wasn't on ski's! (he may have been better off if he had of been!) Poor thing, I know he is sore and will be for some time. I hear you have already been to see him. My, the stories your dad has told over the years.....and now one about himself to add to the pot! Been out working today and haven't had a chance to catch up with all of you. Becca has written and wanted to know what in the world had happend to Mr. R.L.! I have sent her a message and filled her in on what I have been told. Yall PLEASE take care...you don't need anymore mishaps! PRAYING 24/7 for that MIRACLE for that precious boy! Love YOU! Cathi
Cathi
- Friday, May 30, 2003 8:55 PM CDT

Tina, your strength and courage continue to be an inspiration to me, your positive attitude has brought you through. I heard about your dad and he is in my prayers as well. Austin, enjoy the beautiful day!
Melanie Hubley <arrakis4@aol.com>
Montrose, Al - Friday, May 30, 2003 6:12 PM CDT

Sending lots of love and prayers your way. I hope you are home, but if not I hope you are pain free and having fun playing with your webslinger or playstation. Tina, you are so strong. I know you must be getting tired now, but keep strong. YOu have a lot of people here to hold you. We love you all so much!!!
Kim, Jim, and Taylor
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
McCalla, AL - Friday, May 30, 2003 4:03 PM CDT

Austin and now your Dad, I am at a loss for words!!!!!

Praise God he knows ALL things and works ALL things to the good of those who love him and that means YOU!!!!!!

Know that you and your family is covered in prayer,

Hugs,
Beth
Beth Hutchison <bhutchlily@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Friday, May 30, 2003 1:32 PM CDT

Dear Bakers, we continue to pray for healing and strength. We love you in Christ's love. Mary
Mary Bunch
Fairhope, AL - Friday, May 30, 2003 10:40 AM CDT

Hey Bakers,
I am writing you from Costa Rica!! I miss you guys so much!! This place is beautiful. We have been doing lots of work and working with these most precious childern, God is really moving through everyone on the team. Today we are relaxing a little and we are staying at a hotel were there is a Volcano, last night it erupted just a little and we got to see Lava, I took lots of pictures so when I get home next Saturday I will bring them and show you guys! That was so sweet about the ring it had me, Mrs. Emily, and Mrs. Robby in tears. Austin is truly amazing! I hope everything is going well there and I am so glad ya'll got to leave! We had a candle lighting service and I lite a candle in honor of Austin and my family! We have been praying for ya'll everyday! I love you guys and I miss ya'll so much, can't wait to seee you when I get home!

Much Love from Costa Rica,
Jessica Calhoun
- Friday, May 30, 2003 9:56 AM CDT

Hi Austin,
We were just checking for an update and wanted to let you know that we're thinking about you today. We hope you're having a nice day! We say a prayer for you each day!
Love, Davina,Leah and Ansley
Davina,Leah and Ansley Gwin
Montrose, AL AL USA - Friday, May 30, 2003 9:47 AM CDT

Good morning friends... just checking in before leaving for Bible Study. The ladies in this group have been so faithful to pray for Austin and rest of the family all these months. I pray for a restful day free from pain and worries. Enjoy every moment.... love to all, Ms. Nena
NM
Bham, - Friday, May 30, 2003 8:01 AM CDT

Hi Austin!

Thinking about you little buddy. Hope you have a smile on your face � know that you do.

Here�s a thought:

Whether you believe you can do a thing or not, you are right. -- Henry Ford

That�s one of my favorites�and the light you�ve lit shows us all just how true this is.

See ya soon, buddy.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com >
Planet Zoltoid, - Friday, May 30, 2003 5:19 AM CDT

Dear Tina, Austin, and Meagan,

Just wanted you to know that here in Ft. Walton Beach FL we send up prayers everyday for Austin. Bet you are having much fun at home. May you all have many happy times together to store in your memory bank. We pray that God continues to give you the strength and courage to be such a wonderful inspiration to so many. I have met you only through your journal entries and I have to tell how you have touched my heart. Surely God chose you to spread His love and show so many of us that by faith and God's love, we can endure all things.

Give your sweet children a big hug for us.

Love, Dorothy Frangioni
P.S. We hope to see Meagan's and Austin's Grandmother, Betty Jo, on June 8th at Sirmon Reunion in Belforest. (my 1st cousin)
Dorothy Frangioni <dkfrangioni@cox.net>
Ft. Walton Beach, FL USA - Thursday, May 29, 2003 10:42 PM CDT

Tina,

Prayers and warm thoughts are being sent your way! We hope you feel them tonight. I talked to your Mom today and just wanted you to know that we are praying for your Daddy too!
We love you lots!! Give Austin a big hug from us!!
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, Al USA - Thursday, May 29, 2003 10:22 PM CDT

Okay God....it is time to give Tina Baker a break!!!
I am praying tonight for a restful evening for you and Austin! I will say extra prayers for your father! I am there is spirit with you.
Love, Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
- Thursday, May 29, 2003 10:08 PM CDT

Tina and Austin, I miss you and love you. I pray for you all the time. LOVE YOU, Christy
Christy
- Thursday, May 29, 2003 3:24 PM CDT

Still praying...

Love,
Gail
G. Stevens
B'ham, AL - Thursday, May 29, 2003 1:25 PM CDT

Dear Austin, Tina and Fairhope friends, It was great to get to a place where we could make contact with you. Isn't it amazing that we can be so far apart in distance, but so close in our hearts. We are having a great trip with lots of work and praise and worship. We have made a banner for the boys ranch with a heart and our handprints, we put a set of handprints in honor of Austin on the banner. The boys are great and their faith is a witness to us all. We love each of you and pray for you daily.
Austin continue to fight the good fight and what a special gift to give your Mom, You are truly an AWESOME CHILD OF GOD. Love The Jones' in Costa Rica
Robi Jones
- Thursday, May 29, 2003 1:19 PM CDT

Dear Tina, Austin, Meagan,
I am thinking of you all and praying for you daily. I love reading the updates on your website, they touch my heart. I miss you all. Tina I am sorry I missed seeing you Monday, but I enjoyed talking to you. You are such a wonderful mother and inspire me everyday.
Love,
Catherine Hughes
Catherine Hughes
Homewood, AL USA - Thursday, May 29, 2003 12:49 AM CDT

Dear Austin, Meagan, and Tina, Hope that your time at home was good for all of you... there is no place like your own bed (or in your case, I should say Mom's bed). Bet Austin had fun playing with all his graduation gifts, etc. Continue to stay strong and enjoy every minute of this day....Missing you so much!!!! we love and pray for you. Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Thursday, May 29, 2003 9:26 AM CDT

Hi Tina --
Austin is such a special child and he has such a special mother (and big sister too). I continue to pray for your miracle and praise God for every great moment Austin has. Austin is such a lucky guy to have a mother like you. And we are all lucky to know you! Keep your chin up and know you are so loved. Drink in every moment. I'm praying for your continued strength and Austin's healing.
Ginger Taylor <virginia.taylor@halliburton.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Thursday, May 29, 2003 9:13 AM CDT

Good morning, Austin!

I hope that the sunshine is reflected back in your smile this morning.

Here�s a thought from Montreal�

Too many people overvalue what they are not and undervalue what they
are. -- Malcom Forbes

Enjoy your now, little friend.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Thursday, May 29, 2003 5:37 AM CDT

Good Morning Bakers:

"To believe is to know that every day is a new beginning.
It is to trust that miracles happen, and dreams really do come true.
To believe is to see angels dancing among the clouds,
To know the wonder of a stardust sky and the wisdom of the man in the moon.
To believe is to know the value of a nurturing heart,
the innocence of a child's eyes and the beauty of an aging hand,
For it is through their teachings we learn to love.
To believe is to find the strength and the courage that lies within us.
When it is time to pick up the pieces and begin again.
To believe is to know we are not alone, that life is a gift and this is our time to cherish it.
To believe is to know that wonderful surprises are just waiting to happen, and that all of our hopes and dreams are within reach.
If we only believe."

Author Unknown

Enjoy your day. We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, May 29, 2003 4:54 AM CDT

Tina, our thoughts and prayers are with you, Meagan, Austin and those around you at this time.

Austin, fill me in--who is Rose?

Millie Caughron <gmcuaghron@aol.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Wednesday, May 28, 2003 10:42 PM CDT

Tina,
It was good to get to see you at the Hope Lodge last week. I know you are so glad to be able to get a pass and be home! What a sweetie Austin is....give him a big hug for me.
God bless,
Lisa Agee <www.caringbridge.com/page/ross>
Camden, AL - Wednesday, May 28, 2003 9:18 PM CDT

Austin, I am so glad you had a pass home to visit Rose and
all your stuff! You are a brave knight is shining white armor and you give me inspiration. I continue to pray for you and wish you all the nintendo games you can play. Keep on fighting. I love you,
Frances
Tina, So happy to hear ya'll made it home for a little bit.
It's also good for you. I love you and am praying for God's blessings to continue to shower on you and your family. Lots
of love,
Frances
Frances
Fairhope, Al USA - Wednesday, May 28, 2003 6:19 PM CDT

Hello Tina and Austin this is Patsy and Bryce. We want you to no Bryce and I pray for you two everynight. Just remember how good the Lord is and nothing is possible without him. We love you and God Bless
Patsy Eads <PHE1212@comcast.net>
Dallas, Ga Paulding - Wednesday, May 28, 2003 6:15 PM CDT

HI AUSTIN AND MOM. jUST WANTED TO WRITE YA AND LET YOU KNOW HOW WE ARE REALLY MISSIN YOU GUYS. I AM VERY HAPPY TO KNOW YOU HAD SUCH A WONDERFUL TRIP,AND HOW YOU HAVE COME TO APPRECIATE EACH AND EVERY DAY. BE ENCOURAGED IN THE LORD AND THE POWER OF HIS MIGHT,AND JUST STAND AND SEE HIS SALVATION.WE THINK OF YOU GUYS DAILY. WE LOVE YOU AUSTIN (SMOOCHES) AND CONTINUE MAKING YOU NURSES THERE SMILE. LOVE RICHARDEAN AND STEM CELL. (AND BETH)
Richardean and Beth
- Wednesday, May 28, 2003 6:05 PM CDT

I am so glad to see you got some home time. I think that is the best medicine. We got to meat miss Nena and Ellie today. THey are so nice. Taylor was a git to drunk to give her much attention. Maybe next time he will wake up better. I am praying so very hard for these two special boys. They can and will overcome! Sending lots of love to you all.
Kim, Jim, and Taylor
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
McCalla, Al - Wednesday, May 28, 2003 4:23 PM CDT

Dear Tina,
I have thought about you, Austin, and Meagan each and everyday. You are constantly in our thoughts and prayers. I enjoyed the precious story about the daimond ring. It reminded me of my own memory of Gordon at age three. How precios children are! They are truly a miracle in every sense of the word. Children are a gift from God and aren't we blessed that He loves us so much that He entrusts us to love and care for them! Your strenght and faith are an inspiration to us all. May God be with you and your family each and everyday and continue to shower you with blessings and memories that will always be held in all of your hearts. Please know that Randy, Gordon, and Walton send their love and prayers to all of you! All of my love and prayers, Melissa

Melissa Nichols
Atmore, Al. USA - Wednesday, May 28, 2003 4:21 PM CDT

I hope this finds all of you still at home surrounded by Austin's stuff and cuddled in bed with Rosie. Ellie and I went to the cancer center this morning and met two of your friends... Taylor and Ross... their moms said to tell you hello. Isn't it wonderful to see the love between a child and their pet? I know Rosie has missed Austin so much and it is wonderful they have this "snuggle" time together.
Just remember that we are continuing to hold all of you up in prayer all day and during the times that I wake up at night.... Give my buddy a big kiss for me. Love to all, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Wednesday, May 28, 2003 2:58 PM CDT

Hey Austin!
I am glad you get to go home for a pass. You will have to give "Wosie" a great big hug. I miss you so much!
Love Always,
Jennifer
Homewood, AL - Wednesday, May 28, 2003 1:59 PM CDT

Hello! I am so glad you are able to go home for a while...I hope you get to stay for several days and I hope to see the white count continue to rise. I am still overwhelmed at your last update. It has moved me so much to see what a caring, unselfish child you have. This is why the miracle is so badly needed. WE NEED MORE PEOPLE ON THIS EARTH LIKE AUSTIN! He is such a spirited child, full of life and he needs to get well so he can live his life and be a true testimony to others. Everyone knows what a special little guy he is and no one is ever going to stop praying for him to have a total recovery. Mysterious things have happened under worse circumstances and HE has pulled those people through. Your family is so wonderful and special and you are all loved so much. You are being prayed for 24/7 and we hope to see that miracle come through for you and Austin. You deserve only the best and you deserve to live a happy life. I will keep you in my thoughts and I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! Thanks for the new update, I will check in tonight to make sure your still at home! Love, Cathi
Cathi
- Wednesday, May 28, 2003 12:46 AM CDT

Dear Bakers:

I am so thankful you are able to be home! I can only imagine how great that must feel. I know from first-hand experience how wonderful it feels to snuggle with a four-legged friend after being away.

Bucky, I hope all of your stuff is just the way you left it.
Enjoy your day.

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, May 28, 2003 12:38 AM CDT

Austin,
You are a true inspiration and I thank God for meeting you and your wonderful mother. Just know that you and your family are in my prayers daily and that God loves you very much. Your Friend, Byrd
Byrd Baggett <byrd@byrdbaggett.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, May 28, 2003 12:19 AM CDT

Tina: How wonderful for Austin to give you an engagement ring! Little boys do so love their mothers. What a wonderful memory for you to cherish in years to come. About two weeks ago, Bobby and I were out on a "date" at Papa's Pizza. There was group of girls from the K-1 Center there for what was apparently pizza to be followed by a slumber party. One of the waitresses asked Bobby if any of those little girls were his girlfriend. He shyly, but very adamantly, insisted that he did not have a girlfriend. After the waitress left our table, he gave me a sheepish grin across the table and said, "Mama, I really do have a girlfriend." I said, "You do? Who is it?" His reply was, "You."

How wonderful that Austin has such special feelings about his Mama - I'm sure your strength and love are helping him through this illness more than you know. I'm glad to hear his pain is under control. What a blessing that you are spending such wonderful time with him and Megan making memories.

Praying hard for you!

Love,

Dolly
Dolly Banks <dollybfit@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Wednesday, May 28, 2003 11:01 AM CDT

Tina, What a beautiful little boy you have! And what a wonderful mother he has! I know you are both so proud of each other and are spending every moment you can together. You are so full of love that you radiate, and people around you are much better off for it.

I don't write often, but I think of you throughout the day and pray for you constantly. You have touched me in ways that you will never know. I am closer to God because of you and your journey, and I am a better mother. I don't take people or things for granted because we never know what tomorrow will bring. You are true testiment for letting tomorrow take care of itself. You, Austin and Meagan have so many friends and family that love you and pray for you, but there are hundreds that love and pray for you that have never met you.

Edith Wharton once said, "There are two ways of spreading light -- to be the candle or the mirror that reflects it". You are both, and I thank you.

Leza
- Wednesday, May 28, 2003 10:59 AM CDT

What a testimony you have been over the months. God has blessed you with a fine son who loves you very much. You and your son have shown to be a witness for the Lord in so many ways. God bless you.

Jo Ann Weston <josyw97@charter.net>
Birmingham, AL Jefferson - Wednesday, May 28, 2003 9:58 AM CDT

Hey Austin,
I just wanted to say hello and that I miss you so much!!!!
I saw your pictures from graduation and I am so proud of you. You have worked so hard for Ms. Rhonda here at Children's and have made her so proud as well. I hope you are enjoying all your family and friends in Fairhope, but just remember that we are thinking of you and missing you each day.
Love and miss you so much!!!
Say hello to that wonderful family of yours for me!!!!!

Ms. Tasha
- Wednesday, May 28, 2003 8:55 AM CDT

Good Morning Tina and Austin!
We are hoping that your day is filled with lots of sunshine and many great memories.
God Bless you!
Love,
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Wednesday, May 28, 2003 8:11 AM CDT

Tina,
What a wonderful gift you will always treasure! The ring will forever be a reminder of the most precious love in the whole world. Your Austin is an amazing little guy and I continue to learn from him lessons of love and perserverence. Remember that God is by your side during this part of your journey and He will wrap Austin in His arms. Praying for you daily.

Beth Billy <beth.billy@jdcc.edu>
Brewton, AL USA - Wednesday, May 28, 2003 8:11 AM CDT

Good morning, Austin!

Cam and I returned from Universal last night�and felt like heroes as we saved ET!

Which brings me to the thought for the day��We can't all be heroes because somebody has to sit on the curb and clap as they go by.� -- Will Rogers

Clapping and cheering are fun too!

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam, & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Wednesday, May 28, 2003 7:35 AM CDT

Dear Tina:

It was great to see you yesterday and see you surrounded by so many friends and family who love and care about you.

It's amazing how a little boy who is so sick can still find the energy to play Nintendo!

We continue to pray for your miracle and ask God to give you the strength you need to get through these very difficult days...We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, May 28, 2003 5:01 AM CDT

Tina,
Your update is so touching!! Little boys know just what to say and do to make their mommy melt! How kind of Austin to give you a diamond ring! I bet you'll never take it off. This diamond ring symbolizes so much love and will make you rich in faith and wealthy in HOPE!! My prayer for you tonight and always is that you will experience joy unspeakable each and every day!!
May God continue to let his peace dance in your heart. As your friends, we know that you know TRUE joy, Tina!
Just remember that God is with you and he is the source of Hope! When you need a break just rest in His arms. Let him comfort you and provide you with an unwavering strength. (this my friend, you already have!)
We love you and are praying for Austins miracle!
Your friends,
Maggie and Toby

Maggie Quimby <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, Al USA - Tuesday, May 27, 2003 11:57 PM CDT

Dear Tina
So glad to hear Austin has been feeling well. I am not at all surprised that he was so thoughtful and gave you a diamond ring - he is as thoughtful and loving as his mother. It is easy to see where he gets his generous spirit. I am out of town and love being able to check in on you and "hear" Austin's incredible strength!...another gift from his momma!
kelly hayes
- Tuesday, May 27, 2003 8:38 PM CDT

Thats my man!! He knows his way to a good womans heart. I love you guys so much and miss you so much. I am glad to hear that Austin's pain is under control, enough to be bossy agian. Boy do I miss him telling me how to take care of him and when we can take care of him. Poor thing I know it has been hard on him having to train new nurses!!!HAHAHA!!!!I continue to lift him up and pray for a miracle everyday!!! LOVE YOU ALL Your Friend Christy
Christy
- Tuesday, May 27, 2003 8:16 PM CDT

Tina,

Oh my goodness how your update touched my heart. Austin is incredible and so thoughtful. You have raised him well. I continue to pray for Austin and each of you.

Love,

Kendra Hayes
Kendra Hayes <hayes38@gulftel.com>
Foley, - Tuesday, May 27, 2003 6:49 PM CDT

I am so glad to see that Austin is feeling better, I was really worried about his pain control. Gosh, a diamond ring, what a sweet boy!

Oh, Tina...the bible verse I think you were referring to is: "Therefore do not worry about tomorrow for tomorrow will worry about its own things sufficient for the day is its own trouble"
Matthew 6:34
I have this bible verse plastered on my bathroom mirror so I see it every morning before getting the day started!

I want y'all to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers and I love y'all very much! Give my little man a hug!
Holly
- Tuesday, May 27, 2003 4:40 PM CDT

Hi guys,
I have tears streaming down my face as I read how sweet your son is and as I tell you that Taylor's bone marrow showed abnormalities. We do not know yet if we will continue with radiation as planned or go to New York first. You all remain in our prayers today and everyday.
Love always,
Kim and Taylor
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
MC CALLA, Al - Tuesday, May 27, 2003 1:51 PM CDT

TINA AND COMPANY,
YOUR LAST UPDATE WAS SO INCREDIBLE...THOSE BOYS DO LOVE THEIR MOMMIES DON'T THEY???? WE'RE KEEPING THE FAITH AND PRAYING REALLY HARD FOR THAT MIRACLE DAILY. MEANWHILE, AS ALWAYS, YOU ARE SUCH AN INSPIRATION, WE LOVE YOU ALL.

Cecilia <Baygirl215@aol>
- Tuesday, May 27, 2003 1:11 PM CDT

Tina, Your strength and that of Austin's continue to amaze. You have an Angel at your side and He is Austin. He has innocently shown you no greater love and you are so blessed. My prayers continue for your family.
Love you,
Karin Ballard
- Tuesday, May 27, 2003 10:44 AM CDT

I continue to pray for a miracle for your family and your wonderful son. What a special little boy he is!
May God hold him in his hands and bless him with the miracle we all want for Austin.
Jeanna (Taylor's great aunt) <Simon827@aol.com>
McCalla, AL USA - Tuesday, May 27, 2003 10:36 AM CDT

Hey Tina-
I love you!
Anna
- Tuesday, May 27, 2003 9:55 AM CDT

Dear Tina, What a WONDERFUL and moving update. WOW! You have certainly been blessed with 2 wonderful children. I hope to see those counts rising....that will show us that a miracle is in the making. We certainly are praying really hard for one. Austin deserves to have that happen so he can show us all the true meaning of life and love. He is such an inspiration. You have done a wonderful job! Take care and I will check back in on you later today. I LOVE YOU ALL! Cathi
Cathi
- Tuesday, May 27, 2003 9:43 AM CDT

When I checked the website this morning, I thought I would just leave a note to let you know I was sending special prayers for Austin, Meagan, and you today. Then I read the incredible journal entry from last night. Austin continues to amaze me with the amount of love and compassion in his heart. He is certainly one of a kind.... just think a ring to wear forever and ever that came from the love in his heart for you. What a wonderful gift!! You have been an amazing example of love in action and faith in God as you have dealt with each day and the trials of that day. Do you remember Easter weekend when we were at the park, I asked you how you handled all of this... and you said, "I can only take today, hour by hour, and deal with what happens then." Such faith... truly an example of not worrying about tomorrow and trusting God for the results of THIS day. You are an inspiration to me and I love you dearly. Give Austin and Meagan a big kiss from me.
Ms. Nena
NM
Bham, - Tuesday, May 27, 2003 9:03 AM CDT

Hello Tina, Austin, and Meghan,
You all are in my thoughts and prayers today.
Love Always,
Jennifer Deneke
Homewood, AL - Tuesday, May 27, 2003 8:46 AM CDT

Tina,

The jewelry Matthew gives me are my most prized possessions, regardless of the monetary value or from whence they came. Hold him tight. He's a special little boy with a heart filled with "how to" love - he could not have learned that from anyone else but you. We love you, Tina, and you are never far from our prayers.
Lisa and Matthew <lematth@aol.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Tuesday, May 27, 2003 8:17 AM CDT

Good morning Bakers! Tina, I look so forward to reading your updates and check for them so very often! I was so moved while reading your latest! Austin is so amazing and so is his mom and sister! What a wonderful gift he is (not to mention your engagement ring)! That sounds exactly like my little boy. He told me the other day that he was going to marry me when he grows up. Little boys are so special! I continue to pray for you daily! You are always on my mind! Your strength is inspiring beyond words! I hope that y'all have another wonderful day making many special memories!

Love,
Angel Hayes
Angel Hayes <angeldh@gulftel.com>
Robertsdale, Al Baldwin - Tuesday, May 27, 2003 8:13 AM CDT

Tina, what a wonderful child God Gave you!!!!Thinking of you and giving you a ring. my heart was hurting when I read your up date. You need to write a book about this.Austin I am sooooooooooo proud of you.!!!! I Love you, "Miss Cindy"
cindy wingo <jnwingo@hotmail.com>
Robertsdale , Al - Tuesday, May 27, 2003 7:39 AM CDT

Dear Bakers, I just wanted to check in. I hope Austin had a good day and is able to rest comfortably tonight. Prayers and thoughts are of you. "You ,O Lord, keep my lamp burning; my God turns my darkness into light." Psalm 18:28. We love you! Mary
Mary Bunch
Fairhope, AL - Monday, May 26, 2003 8:56 PM CDT

Tina:

Thanks for the update. We just rolled in from Disney World last night. The whole time we were there, I thought about Austin. I know you guys visited recently and Bobby had fun helping me guess what ride Austin liked the best. Bobby voted for Buzz Lightyear! You are my thoughts and little prayers often throughout each day. Although I don't really know you and Austin very well, I feel linked to you since we are members of the same church, our boys were both in Mrs. Jones' Kindergarten class and have the same blue eyes and blond hair. Your unwaivering faith is an inspiration to me. I believe that God does work in mysterious ways. Although we may never fully understand the mystery of his ways, witnessing your faith through Austin's illness has brought me closer to God and has made me stronger in my own faith. May the Lord bless you and keep you.

Love,

Dolly
Dolly Banks <dollybfit@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Monday, May 26, 2003 5:32 PM CDT

Dear Austin:

I went to the Magic Kingdom. I saw Alien Encounters. I also went to the Buzz Lightyear ride.

Love,

Bobby
Bobby Banks <rabsmama@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Monday, May 26, 2003 5:18 PM CDT

Hello, Tina, Austin & Megan, I am so glad summer vacation is here. I believe we all needed a break from the same old scheldule. Tina, my husband Robert works at Thomas & has been keeping up with Austin's progress when he can. I would like for you two to meet soon so you will know who he is. He's a big guy wearing a Thomas Hospital uniform. I'm sure you have seen lots of these men, but Robert is very interested in your sweet family & would like to know you all. Always remember you are in our prayers all the time. If you need anything you can page Robert at 352-0147, our home number is 990-7920. Tina, please call on us for absolutely anything!!! We love you & your precious children so much! Zack says hello & have a great evening! Love you all, Lisa
Lisa W. Salter <milwhit@hotmail.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Monday, May 26, 2003 5:06 PM CDT

I'm thinking about all of you today and praying for you.

Karin <pandp@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, May 26, 2003 4:56 PM CDT

Dear Bakers:

"Faith is like electricity. You can't see it, but you can see the light"...Anonymous

We see your light shining every single day..It gives us all hope..I know your faith brings you peace...

Thanks to all of you for teaching all of us what faith really is and what love is all about..Thank you for sharing your light with us..

We continue to pray for you and your family every day...We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, May 26, 2003 4:39 PM CDT

Hope today is a good day for Austin and all of you. We think of you and pray for you throughout every day! God bless!
Dee <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, May 26, 2003 3:17 PM CDT

So glad to see the update and to know that there are really good days mixed with the bad times. Only Austin would be able to con folks out of the dollar bills... I know I would be adding mine to his little bundle if I were there. Before long, I bet his roll of dollars will be so big he can't hold it!! His sense of humor is amazing...
Please give Meagan and Austin a big hug and kiss for me. And while you are at it, wrap your arms around yourself and consider yourself hugged by me. I miss you all and love you lots. We are still praying constantly!! Ms. Nena, Mr. Jim, and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Monday, May 26, 2003 10:20 AM CDT

Hi Austin!

Cam and I are thinking of you and hope your day is excellent. We're in Orlando for a few days, but wanted to send you a long distance thought - 'wherever you go, there you are.'

That seems to go hand in hand with my usual closing, enjoy the now.

We hope you are.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris
Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Monday, May 26, 2003 10:17 AM CDT

Your updates always make me smile, your little man has the greatest sense of humor!!! I wonder where he got that from??!! I hope today is a great day for all of you. You are always in our thoughts and prayers. Our love to you all.
John and Rebecca Duskin <duskin@charter.net>
- Monday, May 26, 2003 9:24 AM CDT

HEllo Bakers,
I am missing you guys so much. Taylor still talks about Austin and his buzz lazer gun. He is still ready to play with him, so when you are ready come on up!! We are hoping to make a little weekend trip to the gulf, maybe we will look you up. I am so glad you are having such fun and making such beautiful memories. I wish time ould stand still or at least move slower so you could really soak in every minute. I am constantly thinking and praying for you all as are so many people. I do believe in miracles and I don't know anyone who deserves it more. Keep enjoying everyday. We love you all very much!!!
Kim, Jim, and Taylor
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, Al - Monday, May 26, 2003 9:19 AM CDT

Tina and Austin: We love you guys and miss you! We continue to follow Austin's webpage and pray for him here on 4-tower. Austin, you'd better get your nurses good with that webslinger! Love, Nicki
Children's
- Sunday, May 25, 2003 11:00 PM CDT

Tina:
Thank you for the update on my 'little man'. I miss you guys here in B'ham., but know you are where you should be. My prayers continue. Tonight my brother, sister-in-law and myself prayed for Austin while holding hands and lifting him up to receive God's healing. As you and I talked, we keep our faith and hope.

You give me strength to walk this walk--
Love,
Gail
Gail Stevens <rstev66515@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL - Sunday, May 25, 2003 10:25 PM CDT

Dear Bakers, we love you and continue to pray. In John 15: 9 Jesus said, "As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you. Now remain in my love."

We are just a phone call away if you need anything. Love, Mary
Mary Bunch
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, May 25, 2003 9:40 PM CDT

Dear Tina,

Here's hoping and praying that Austin will have a good day tomorrow. Here's hoping and praying that a miracle will come his way real, real soon. You all are constantly in my thoughts and prayers.

God Bless you and God Bless Austin.

Love,

Kendra Hayes
Kendra Hayes <hayes38@gulftel.com>
Foley, Al - Sunday, May 25, 2003 9:36 PM CDT

THANK YOU SO MUCH! I HAVE TRIED CALLING YOUR HOUSE SEVERAL TIMES, BUT I KNOW YOUR AT THE HOSPITAL....I REMEMBERED SEEING AN ENTRY THAT SAID WHEN THEY CALLED, THEY SAID THERE WAS NO AUSTIN BAKER THERE SO I HAVEN'T TRIED. I AM SO GLAD YOU HAVE THIS TIME TOO, BUT WE ARE STILL PRAYING REEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAL HARD AND ARE ASKING GOD FOR THE HEALING OF THIS SPECIAL LITTLE BOY. I HOPE TODAY HAS BEEN A GREAT ONE FOR ALL OF YOU AND I ALSO HOPE THAT YOU ARE FINDING LOTS OF FAMILY TIME. THIS IS THE ONLY REASON I WILL NOT COME TO THE HOSPITAL, YOU NEED THIS TIME FOR YOURSELVES. YOU ARE ALWAYS WITH US IN OUR HEARTS AND IN OUR THOUGHTS....KNOW THIS ALWAYS. WE LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH! CATHI
CATHI
- Sunday, May 25, 2003 8:28 PM CDT

Hello Meghan, Austin, and Tina,
I hope you all are having a good day. You are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Love Always,

Jennifer Deneke
Homewood, AL - Sunday, May 25, 2003 5:48 PM CDT

Dear Tina, Austin,and Meagan... I have really been praying that today was a good day for all of you. When I walked in to Bible Study this morning, everyone was asking about Austin. They join me in sending special prayers. There is no way to know how many folks across this land has a prayer going up for you all... I imagine that almost every minute of the day, someone somewhere is praying for all of you.
You are so loved... Ms. Nena
NM
Bham, - Sunday, May 25, 2003 4:48 PM CDT

dear tina and austin and megan,
charles,cory,meghan,and my prayers and endearing love is with you every minute.......we love you dearly bec
rebecca runyon (bec) bryan <bonsecour@gulftel.com>
orange beach , al usa - Sunday, May 25, 2003 3:39 PM CDT

Hello Tina & Austin,
I just wanted you to know that we all miss you very much! It's hard to play ball up here when the star player is at home. Hope you know how much you mean to us. You are always in our thoughts and prayers!
Love You,
Stacy & Stem Cell
Stacy Gaither <Nurs4kids@aol.com>
- Sunday, May 25, 2003 3:04 PM CDT

Hi Austin, Hope you are better today. Nothing like making a tent to get you going!!!!!! You and I made several together. Ironing boards make tall tents don't they? I've been thinking about you and want to come over. My shingles are almost gone. Mr Nelson & about 15 guys went out on a big charter boat & caught lots of fish. one snapper weighted 24 lbs!!!!!!! When you get over your surgery come and fish with me at the pond. Love & Prayers "Miss Cindy"
cindy wingo <jnwingo@hotmail.com >
Robertsdale, Al - Sunday, May 25, 2003 2:36 PM CDT

Tina, I hope my little buddy is feeling better. I pray for you to to have strengh. I pray that Austin will be healed and pain free. I pray also that you will be pain free. I miss you guys so much. I love you all. Kiss my favorite little Buddy for me. Love you Christy
Christy <scpat@charter.net>
- Sunday, May 25, 2003 11:09 AM CDT

Dear Tina, Meagan, and Austin... I have really been praying for all of you. I talked with L.W. and she told me about the great tent you all set up in Austin's room. What fun!!! I know it was good for all of you to have time with her. Hope the pain is under control and Austin is having a super day. Love you guys, Ms. Nena
NM
Bham, - Saturday, May 24, 2003 7:07 PM CDT

Tina, Austin and Megan, I just wanted to let you know that you are all in my prayers today and everyday. I pray that Austin's pain is now under control so that he can move around, play video games, and sleep in that tent I hear he has in his room now! Austin, you be strong little buddy and keep giving those nurses a fit...they'll love you anyway! Hang in there guys! I love y'all a ton! Keep your faith in God as He continues to watch over you and guide you each day!
Holly
Birmingham, - Saturday, May 24, 2003 4:50 PM CDT

Good Afternoon, I am so proud of your Graduation, Austin, you had such a sweet class this year. I was able to sud some for Mrs. Jones. Tina, it was good seeing you at the Elementary School laat week. I've enjoyed seeing Megan in the halls when I was there. You all are in my thoughts & prayers constantly. Zack has his own set of prayers for you all, too!! Love to see you all again, Love Lisa Salter
Lisa W. Salter <milwhit@hotmail.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Saturday, May 24, 2003 12:32 AM CDT

Good Morning! I too woke up thinking of all of you...and while cutting the grass, while sitting here etc etc....it's a never ending thought. I am always praying for the miracle to come. Austin deserves it so much and so does everyone in the family. You have a great family and support system. Know that you are never out of our hearts,thoughts and prayers......WE NEED AN UPDATE! Love you! Cathi
Cathi
- Saturday, May 24, 2003 9:56 AM CDT

Dear Tina...I woke up this morning with you on my mind. We are both praying constantly for you and your children. We
love you for the beautiful spirit that you have, and your unwavering love for your children, family and friends. Please know that we are with you in spirit.

With our love,
Betty and Floyd <fbadams@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Saturday, May 24, 2003 8:23 AM CDT

Tina and Austin (and Family) MAY GOD BE WITH YOU TONIGHT...MAY YOU FEEL HIS PRESENCE WITH YOU. I SEND MY LOVE AND PRAYERS LOVE ALWAYS, CHRISTY
CHRISTY
- Friday, May 23, 2003 10:19 PM CDT

Dear Bakers,

We pray for you daily and have many friends and relatives around the country praying for you all. May God continue to bless each and evry one of you.

From our hearts to yours,
The Johnston Family
Ryan, Cyndi, Lucy, Ellie, & Ann Ryan
Daphne, Al USA - Friday, May 23, 2003 9:43 PM CDT

Tina,
Thinking about you tonight. Take care. Your family is always in our prayers.

Michelle Wilson
- Friday, May 23, 2003 7:50 PM CDT

I am glad to hear that Austin is breaking in his new nurses! Oh, the memories that brings back :). Show no mercy, Austin. haha. I miss you, buddy, and think of you every day!
Miss Beth (one of the "broken in" nurses) <masondog@hotmail.com>
B'ham, - Friday, May 23, 2003 6:08 PM CDT

Dear Tina, Each of you are in our hearts, prayers and thoughts. With much love and prayers, Julie and Bobby
Julie Quimby
Atmore, Al - Friday, May 23, 2003 12:27 AM CDT

Tina, can't begin to tell you how many times a day I think of you and send a prayer your way. May God bless all of you!
Dee Fuhrman <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, - Friday, May 23, 2003 11:20 AM CDT

Good Morning Cutie Patootie--
Last night when I went with your mom home to grab some extra clothes...I wandered into your room for a moment. It's just like you left it...your graduation hat hanging on your lamp, the legos here and there, the surf board that you made out of the cardboard box top...
The graduation hat...you truly are a "grand little fellow" to have made such an impression on so many--and you're only 6. You know...those hats haven't changed at all. May 1976...my graduation from kindergarten. The picture is crystal clear in my mind. I had on a green jumper with buttons on the shoulder. The shirt had ABCs, flowers, lady bugs or something of that sort on it. Nana forced me to wear what I called the "between the toe" sandals. I had probably pitched a temper tantrum because my part was not perfectly straight in my hair...and did I mention that green jumper? I don't really remember if everyone wore them...or if it was Grandmother Gibbs' favorite pattern. (Come to think of it, we did have jumpers for basically every occasion). After graduation, I probably either antagonized Katie Mae until she played with me or gave daddy a poutie look until he invited me to finish his day with him moving crews to a different tract of timber. The latter is the likeliest. I probably sat on his arm rest, right next to him, ate vienna sausage out of the can, got stage plank crumbs everywhere and drank pepsi products until I was about to pop. Your mom was probably waiting on me to get home so she could show me the hole that she had dug, lined with aluminum foil and filled with water so that Martha would have a place to swim. (Some things never change!) As far as the jumpers, your mom and I don't wear them anymore...but I can't speak for Nonnie. Although, Nana does still try to fix my hair from time to time. And yes, she does still gently wet her hand (I won't mention how...it's the unspeakable that all mothers do) and try to tame my hair. If you are still trying to do the math (1976)...you are right. Aunt Tara just turned 21. Hugs and Big wet Labrador kisses.
AUNT TARA <holytara2002@aol.com>
PENSACOLA, - Friday, May 23, 2003 8:53 AM CDT

Hi Austin!

How are you this morning?

Here�s a thought: �It is not the same to talk of bulls as to be in the bullring.� � Spanish Proverb

And that we know is true, just from being around you, little friend. You fight with vigor and passion and are a tremendous inspiration to us all.

Thank you.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Friday, May 23, 2003 7:07 AM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are constantly with you all as you face each new day. I wish so bad I could be there with you to help give you strength. Now I know how your friends felt in Fairhope when you were in Birmingham! Kiss and hug my little friend for me.

"When you have walked to the edge of all the light there is, and step into the darkness before you, remember, one of two things will happen. There will be solid ground for you to stand on, or God will teach you how to fly."

Strength, John 14:27
"Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid".

Lots of Love,
Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
- Friday, May 23, 2003 6:27 AM CDT

Dear Bakers,
As we prepare for our journey we are lifted up by the courage and strength that each have you have shown on the journey that you are on. Each of us on the Costa Rica trip have a prayer partner and we have requested that each of these prayer partners also pray for each of you. We are grateful to have Austin as an honorary team member and I still need a handprint to go on our banner.Our prayers will be with you as we know yours will be with us.We love you and we thank God for your witness of His Love and Power. And remember
Cristo me ama, yo lo se',
en la Biblia dice que
los pequenos son de El,
y Su amor perfecto es.

Si, Cristo me ama,
si, Cristo me ama,
si, Cristo me ama,
La Biblia dice asi.

Buenas noches and Vamos por un helado!!!!
Love, The Richard Jones Family
Robi Jones
- Thursday, May 22, 2003 10:57 PM CDT

Just checking to see if there is anything new on the website... if I could give you all a penny for each time my thoughts and prayers are going out for you, you all would be very rich folks!!! Hope that when you read this Austin and Meagan are snuggled in bed waiting for you to join them. May the sunshine bring renewed energy and strength for all. Much love, Ms. Nena
NM
Bham, - Thursday, May 22, 2003 6:25 PM CDT

Hello Mr. Austin! I hope your home and feeling much better today. I have been thinking of you today and wanted to check in to see if there was a new update. You have TONS of prayers coming your way...I hope you feel all of them bringing healing to you. We are never ginving up on the miracle! Take care of mom and Meagan! Love YOU! Cathi
Cathi
- Thursday, May 22, 2003 5:59 PM CDT

Hey! I hope that Austin feels better soon. Austin would make a great drill sergent. LOL. Well gotta go. Your in my prayers always, Audra
Audra Kennedy <kenn1669@bellsouth.net>
Morris, AL USA - Thursday, May 22, 2003 3:24 PM CDT

Hey Austin, I hope you are back home and feeling better.You are one tough cookie!!!!!!! Tell everyone hello for me . I love you guys. I talked to God about you. All my Prayers "Miss Cindy"
cindy wingo <jnwingo@hotmail.com>
Robertsdale, Al - Thursday, May 22, 2003 2:10 PM CDT

Tina,
Your son makes you smile, but you make ME smile. I am in awe of your continued strength and faith. You are so awesome because GOD IS AWESOME. He has definitely worked miracles in your life. I admire you so much.
You know you are in my continued prayers. Let me know if there is ANYTHING that I can do.
Ginger Taylor <virginia.taylor@halliburton.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Thursday, May 22, 2003 10:59 AM CDT

WE LOVE YOU!!

The Seitz's <sseitz4@juno.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, May 22, 2003 10:59 AM CDT

KEEP THE FAITH!!
TAMMY HARRISON <TAMMY.HARRISON.LAEE@STATEFARM.COM>
ROBERTSDALE, AL USA - Thursday, May 22, 2003 10:54 AM CDT

Hey Buddy,
I just wanted to say hey from the computer even thought I saw you yesterday and Iam coming today to see you! I promised your mom I would come before I leave for Costa Rica! I love you and I hope those nurses are behaving themselves, you keep them in line! Austin you are such a character. I am praying very hard for you guys and I love you so much!
Jessica Calhoun
- Thursday, May 22, 2003 9:14 AM CDT

Tina,
I think of you and Austin so many times during the day. In trying to find the blessings in every situation, I can find so many similarities in our journeys. First, there is the blessing of driving us to prayer (Isaiah 38:1-2). Second, deepening the prayer lives of others (James 5:13-15). Just as importantly are: leading us to spiritual introspection (Psalm 119:67); enabling us to empathize and comfort others who will later go through the same thing (2 Corinthians 1:3); heightening our desire for heaven (job 19:25-29); providing an opportunity for us to witness to others (2 Corinthians 12:9-10); and glorifying God (John 11:4, 2).

I always thought of Matthew as our �little missionary� sent here for a short period of time to touch the lives of many people. Your Austin has served as a tremendous witness to God and has touched the lives of people that you don�t even know. Within the small circle of your family, old friends, and newfound friends, the impact of his life, I am sure, has been an incredible humbling of the soul.

Remember, prayer is a crawling into the heart of God and no one can believe how powerful prayer is and what it is able to effect but those who have learned it by experience. I believe that sometimes God grants healing from illness as a stolen glance of what is to come and sometimes He decides we need to see the real thing for ourselves. His mercy and grace will get you through whatever He decides is best for Austin.

God�s blessings to you.

Beth Billy <beth.billy@jdcc.edu>
Brewton, AL USA - Thursday, May 22, 2003 8:41 AM CDT

Good morning my dear friends!
I pray today that you get to go home!! I miss you all so much! Your strength is amazing. Tina, the answer to your question is Yes. I am honored, but praying constantly that the need will not be there! I figured if you and Austin have the strength to endure all that you do, then I can be strong too. I love you, my friend, and am always here for you. I am only a phone call away. Give those precious angels of yours a great big hug for me.
Always remember........
When you need something to cry on
You can use my shoulder...
When you need someone to listen
You have my ear...
When you can't find your way
My eyes will help to guide you...
When you reach out for someone
I'll always be near.
When your days are all rainy
I'll bring an umbrella...
When you really need a friend
Remember I'll be here!

I asked the Lord to bless you as I prayed for you today. To guide you and protect you as you go along your way.... His love is always with you, His promises are true, And when we give Him all our cares you know He will see us through. So when the road you're traveling on seems difficult at best, Just remember I'm here praying, and God will do the rest.�

May God watch over and bless you all, and give you peace.
Much love,
Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
- Thursday, May 22, 2003 8:32 AM CDT

Hello Buddy!

How are you today?

Check this thought out:

There is nothing noble in being superior to some other man. The true nobility is in being superior to your previous self. -- Hindu proverb

It�s all about changing and growing iteratively�one step at a time, day by day, minute by minute, taking full advantage of �the now.�

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Thursday, May 22, 2003 5:17 AM CDT

Tina,
You never cease to amaze me! You are my inspiration & my hero! Thanks again for always being so positive & so focused on Christ. You help me to be that way, too!
Brenda <bnme@att.net>
Prattville, Alabama USA - Thursday, May 22, 2003 2:44 AM CDT

Austin,
You keep those new nurses on their toes! Somebody has to do it & I know you are the man for the job!! I'm sorry you're back in the hospital. You, Mom & Meagan are in my prayers every day. We miss you on Stem Cell!
Ms. Brenda
Prattville, al USA - Thursday, May 22, 2003 2:39 AM CDT

Tina,
Just wanted to say that we are thinking of you and just wanted you to know it!!
Thanks for your kind words of wisdom! I love to read your entries because they are so encouraging! You have helped us to see that we all need to laugh more, love more and be more like Christ!!! Most of all, you have taught me that I need to take the love that comes my way and hold on to it for dear life. I need to sit and relax a bit more and just enjoy the sun on my face! You have made me see that sometimes we don't need a new scenery, just new eyes!!!!!!!All of your encouraging words are in my heart forever!
I pray that you, Austin and Meagan are blessed to the absolute MAX just for being you!!!!!!!!
Hug Austin for us!!

Love ya,
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Wednesday, May 21, 2003 9:05 PM CDT

Tina,

You all are continually in our prayers!
You're in my heart---

Beverly
Beverly Pohl <BPohlCMCMom@aol.com>
- Wednesday, May 21, 2003 8:56 PM CDT

Dear Tina:

I can tell you one thing..If you are praying for strength, wisdom and grace -- your prayers are being answered girlfriend 'cause you got it..

FYI...I called the hospital this morning to check on you guys..I was told they didn't have an Austin Baker...I even spelled it for them..I have to assume you are checked in under an alias? Bucky being a Fairhope celebrity and all..

I'm so glad Bucky is getting his new nurses under control..Your son makes me smile too...So does that beautiful little girl of yours..

Take care..Call if you need anything..(normal exclusions apply)..We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, May 21, 2003 7:32 PM CDT

Ausitn,
I am telling you something, you have gone through many a port little man!!!! I hope you go home soon and maybe the sun will come out and you can get some outside time!! I am praying for you everyday and mommy too. You are so strong and I can't wait to see you soon!!
Loven' you from B'ham,
Kim, Jim, and Taylor
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
- Wednesday, May 21, 2003 7:07 PM CDT

Well, HELLO! four days with no update has been so hard on us! I have gotten updates from family members though! I have tried calling several times, but only left one message...I know your machine is overwhelmed and is probably on overtime. I a glad his surgeries are over for the line and I too hope he just gets up one day and feels totally healed and ready for action. Yes, miracles do happen and they couldn't happen to a more deserving group of people. Austin deserves that one miracle and we are all praying so hard for that. Kiss both of the kids for me and I will be checking in on you later. LOVE YOU ALL! Cathi
Cathi
- Wednesday, May 21, 2003 5:44 PM CDT

Oh Tina, Thank you for taking the time to update... I have been checking the website 3-4 times a day hoping to see an update. But did not expect today's entry. I am so sorry that once again Austin had to be admitted to the hospital and have things done to him that hurt!! Even drawing blood is a big deal to a child who has gone through so many things. I just knew in my heart that something wasn't right or you would be updating your journal. So I just prayed harder for you, Austin, and Meagan. Meagan has been such a trooper during this battle. Please give both the kids a kiss from me and hopefully those lazy days of bike riding are just around the corner. You know that we pray for you all constantly... miracles do happen... don't give up... Much love, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Wednesday, May 21, 2003 5:13 PM CDT

Tina,
Toby and I are very touched by your entry! You always seem to touch our hearts in a VERY special way!! We are very glad that Austin came through both surgeries w/ flying colors. What an AMAZING child you have!
Tell Meagan that we are proud of her for being sooooooo strong!! You too, Tina.
We love you,
Maggie and Toby

Maggie Quimby
Atmore, AL USA - Wednesday, May 21, 2003 4:51 PM CDT

Tina, I pray for ya'll daily and think of you all the time. please call me if you need anything at all. even if you just want to vent!!!I love you Christy I pray for his miracle all the time.
Christy <scpat@charter.net>
- Wednesday, May 21, 2003 4:39 PM CDT

Good morning, Austin!

I hope your day has begun with a eye-popping open kapow!

Here�s a great thought from the past�

Aristotle:
"It is the mark of an educated mind to be able to entertain a
thought without accepting it."

That would seem to indicate that with education comes the ability to separate. And I would say that education can be gotten from the world as well as from a �formal� schooling. Thanks for sharing your education with us little friend.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Wednesday, May 21, 2003 9:06 AM CDT

Dear Tina, Austin and Meagan, Our love and prayers are with you today and everyday. Austin, congratulations on your graduation. We love the new pictures. You are a handsome young man, and Meagan is a pretty young girl. No wonder your Mom is so proud of you and Meagan. Continue to be a fighter, and we continue to pray for each of you. Much love and prayers, Julie and Bobby
Julie Quimby
Atmore, Al - Wednesday, May 21, 2003 8:58 AM CDT

Hi there Austin, Tina and Meagan, Just had another long talk with God again today about you all. He was listening, as always. I felt His presence, and I know you all do, too. We are continuing on in prayer...
Fucich Family
Daphne, AL - Wednesday, May 21, 2003 8:09 AM CDT

Dear Baker family,

What wonderful pictures of your graduation Austin! We are keeping you in our thoughts and prayers in this time of trials. God is with you and our love is too.
The Hines family
The Hines family <jhinesal@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, May 21, 2003 6:51 AM CDT

Dear Bakers:

Just wanted you to know that we are thinking about you today. Our prayers for strength and peace for all of you continue without fail.

"Faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see"..unknown

We're here for you if you need anything (I don't have to remind you what the exclusions to that offer are!)

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, May 21, 2003 3:52 AM CDT

PRAYERS AND LOVE FROM OUR FAMILY TO YOURS,

RYAN, CYNDI, LUCY, ELLIE, AND ANN RYAN
Johnstons <CYNDIJOHN@WORLDNET.ATT.NET>
Daphne, Al USA - Wednesday, May 21, 2003 0:30 AM CDT

Hello Bakers, I hope Austin is feeling o.k. He is such a strong fighter. Austin I'm so proud of you Graduating from kindergarden!!!!! Miss Bridget said you were so cute. Have you been playing with all your gifts? Iknow you are sharing with Megan. I love you and have been Praying for you. Good Night for now Love "Miss Cindy" the Family, jagger, coco, the cows & the flying squrrels!!!!
cindy wingo <jnwingo@hotmail. com>
Robertsdale , Al - Tuesday, May 20, 2003 11:33 PM CDT

Greetings to the new first grader and his proud family! What great pictures of the graduation. That is a moment that you will all cherish forever! I know that it had to be touching -- I could see sweet Maggie wiping her eyes in the background. Tina, just know that God is still cradling Austin in His healing arms and that He is going to bless your time at home with your family. I pray that each day, whether rain or shine( We haven't had much choice on this one, have we?), will be one that brings blessing after blessing after blessing. Best wishes for a wonderful, fever-free day.
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL - Tuesday, May 20, 2003 10:02 PM CDT

Thinking of you all the time. I love you Christy Miss you much!!!
Christy <scpat@charter.net>
- Tuesday, May 20, 2003 9:27 PM CDT

Dear Bakers
You're on my mind tonight. And in my prayers all day long!
kelly hayes
- Tuesday, May 20, 2003 9:16 PM CDT

Tina,
Just wanted to let you know that we love you and we hope Austin is feeling better!!
Your friends,
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, Al USA - Tuesday, May 20, 2003 9:03 PM CDT

Dear Austin, Tina, and Meagan
Hi there. This is just a little note to say hello. Congratulations on your graduation. We think of Austin often and have all of you in our prayers. keep on being strong, courageous, and carefree. We wish you love, hope, and faith.
Love, Kristy, Patrick (Dr. Wilson's Son), Jessica, and Holly
Patrick and Kristy Wilson, Jessica and Holly
Opelika, AL Lee - Tuesday, May 20, 2003 3:48 PM CDT

Hey Guys, Just wanted to check in since I haven't been able to get you on the phone. Hope all is well today and I still want to see those counts posted when you get a chance! Kiss the kids and hug yourself! Miss you and Love you! Cathi
Cathi
- Tuesday, May 20, 2003 2:54 PM CDT

Austin, I am so proud of you! Congratulations on your graduation! I love the pictures too! I'm sorry you have had a fever, but I'm so glad it's gone now. I love you very much and I am praying for you. Tina, that goes for you too, and Meagan too! Love you guys, Miss Jill
Jill Belcher <JHBpianonurse@msn.com>
B'ham, AL - Tuesday, May 20, 2003 11:22 AM CDT

Dear Bakers,
Good Morning to you -wishing all of you peace and joy.I hope that you all have a great day today.Enjoy all you can-and break the rules if you want to. I will continue to pray and check on you daily.
Renee
- Tuesday, May 20, 2003 9:54 AM CDT

I am thinking of you guys as always. I miss seeing you both so much. I hope you are soaking in all this sun, uh what am I talking about? we haven't seen son in forever. I really think we will see Noah come by in his arc any day now. I hope the rain isn't boggin you down. I am praying everyday for you all. I know you are a strong fighter, all of you. I enjoyed your graduation pictures. You looked so great in that cap and gown. I love you guys.
Hugs and kisses,
Kim and Taylor
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
MC CALLA, Al - Tuesday, May 20, 2003 9:45 AM CDT

Hey Bakers,
Well I just wanted you guys to know that I am praying for you this morining! I will be graduating tonight nd I just wanted Austin to know that he will be with me in my thoughts and in my heart and mind! Meagean too! I love you guys! Just know God is with you always!
Jessica Calhoun
- Tuesday, May 20, 2003 9:40 AM CDT

Tina and Jimmy
I continue to remember Austin and all of you in my daily prayers.
Robert Seawell <robert@ecota.org>
Daphne, Al USA - Tuesday, May 20, 2003 9:26 AM CDT

Austin,
LOVED the graduation pictures! What a handsome young man you are! That was a proud group of people surrounding you.
Continue the good fight, Austin. You are a winner in my book.
Jeanna (Taylor's great aunt)
McCalla, AL - Tuesday, May 20, 2003 8:42 AM CDT

Dear Bakers, You continue to be intensely and strongly thought of and prayed for. We pray for courage, strength, peace, comfort and healing. We love you!!! Mary
Mary Bunch
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, May 20, 2003 8:31 AM CDT

Good Morning Tina, Austin and Meagan! Just wanted you to know that you're all in my thoughts and prayers. It brings a smile to my face to know that you're making the very most of this day! Love y'all!
Gayle
Daphne, AL - Tuesday, May 20, 2003 8:06 AM CDT

Good Morning Tina, Austin, and Meagan! You are on my mind this morning! I hope y'all have a WONDERFUL day! :-) I'm praying for you today and every day!!!!!!!!
Love,
Angel Hayes
Angel Hayes <angeldh@gulftel.com>
Robertsdale, Al Baldwin - Tuesday, May 20, 2003 6:04 AM CDT

Hi Austin!

Well, how the heck are you? I�m in Boston today and sending thoughts your way � from the Eastern Time Zone � so my thoughts are like a crop duster, just a little ahead, dropping some positive fertilizer into your mind�and Cam will be in Fairhope, coming by to solidify those thoughts and to play.

Here�s today�s thought for the day:

If there is no wind, row. -- Latin proverb

I hope this is your best day ever!

Enjoy the now!

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Tuesday, May 20, 2003 5:08 AM CDT

Austin my presious angel, i am so proud of you. You are such an amazing little boy. Tina I love you both and miss you very much. I am so happy to hear that my little buddy is enjoying himself. Kindergarten what an accomplishment! Austin you continue to make my face light up and amaze me as always as I follow you on your adventures through your website. You all remain in my thoughts and prayers as always. I love you! Miss Whitney
Whitney Hudson <whitney_jay@hotmail.com>
Birmingham (4 Tower), AL US - Tuesday, May 20, 2003 1:07 AM CDT

Hi Tina, Austin, and Meagan, I finally did get the package to the post office today and they said you should have it by Wed... so be on the lookout for it. Tina, you continue to amaze me, inspire me, and challenge me in my own walk of faith. You are one terrific mom and such a source of inspiration to all of us. Only God could give you the peace that you are having right now. Meagan, I know you are loving having Austin back at home with you. You two have lots and lots of catching up to do... have fun!! Austin, continue to live each day to its fullest and enjoy every minute. All of you are in our prayers tonight. Sleep well and sleep late in the morning. Much love, Ms. Nena ... Ellie says "hi."
NM
Bham, - Monday, May 19, 2003 10:09 PM CDT

CONGRATULATIONS AUSTIN!!!!
Gosh that is SO great to hear that you graduated! Diva and I are happy to hear that you and your mom are back at home. I bet your sister loves that! I am still going to send you some more crazy pictures of Diva. Be looking for them. Take care. You are always in my prayers.
Carla and Diva Jacobssen <DJ092201@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, May 19, 2003 8:58 PM CDT

Tina,
Yes, that was me that left you the message on your answering machine!! I know I was talking 100mph so I will try to explain why I was so excited. I received a phone call from Mike Glenn today. He is over the Prayer Ministry @ Premier Designs! He and many others are praying for Austin. Well, he has a good friend who is in a mens prayer group @ church w/ him named Vince Leone. Vince met Jimmy a while back in New Orleans at a Trade Show. Jimmy asked Vince to pray for Austin. Vince asked all of his friends at his church (in Texas)to please pray for Austins recovery. Mike Glenn was there and could'nt believe that his friend had heard of Austin Baker too!! What a small world. What a LARGE GOD!! If you put this all together in your head, it is amazing to see how God is at work!!!!!! Mike did call Jimmy and talked with him!He has called you also and I hope you have received his messages! He said that he has'nt gotten you yet but he just wanted you to know that he is really praying for Austin! Is'nt this a neat story?!!
I hope your day was a good one. I hope Austin laughed and played lots.
Love ya!!
Maggie
Maggie Quimby <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, al USA - Monday, May 19, 2003 4:54 PM CDT

Tina, I just tried to call the house, but there was no answer, so I left you a message. Don't worry about returning the call if your busy, I will try again later or tomorrow. Hope all is well with all of you today...I don't see an update. Love you! cathi
Cathi
- Monday, May 19, 2003 2:12 PM CDT

Hey Tina-
You're beautiful!
Anna
- Monday, May 19, 2003 1:58 PM CDT

Dear Tina, Meagan and Bucky:

I hope you are all enjoying the beautiful weather that finally arrived this morning!

Yesterday was not fit for woman, man nor beast. I hope you had lots of snuggle time with Rose. Hopefully she did not wet the bed again. :)

We love you all.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, May 19, 2003 12:18 AM CDT

Hi Austin and Tina!
Hope you haven't needed to board the ark yet ... we are staying prepared to! Enough about the weather already, we sure do miss seeing you guys! Alexis is doing well. She has her 3 month MRI next Tuesday so we will be visiting the hospital again. Austin, try to keep things a little less exciting for Mom, ok?! Love ya'll
Alice and Alexis <caringbridge.org/al/alexislindsey>
Baileyton, AL - Monday, May 19, 2003 12:10 AM CDT

Hey Austin!! Congratulations on your graduation I am so proud of you. I heard that you got to throw the first pitch at a baseball game also, I bet that was exciting. Did you bring the heat or did you take it easy on them. I bet you brought the heat didn't you? Maybe sometime you can show me how you threw that first pitch. I sure would like to see it, but for now stay strong and have lots of fun because it's almost summertime!! I'll talk to you later buddy.
Brandon Parker
B'ham, - Monday, May 19, 2003 11:53 AM CDT

Austin, Congratuations on your graduation! We are so happy that you are home and free of fever. PTL

Tina, thank you for the precious pictures and I also look forward to meeting you. You are an inspiration to all who read your journals!

I have all my prayer warriors praying for Austin and all of the family.
Love,
Glenda Mathis
- Monday, May 19, 2003 9:33 AM CDT

Good morning friends.... from seeing the weather report for the Mobile area, it sounds like you all got really soaked this weekend. It is hard to remember when we had a really sunny day here in Bham. I am finally getting the package in the mail to you today. Jim copied the video of the big Easter egg hunt we had together. So I am sending that to you... Just wanted to tell you how much we love you guys. Nena
NM
Bham, - Monday, May 19, 2003 9:16 AM CDT

Hi Tina,
I am always in prayer for Austin and your family. You continue to amaze all of us with your strength and courage. I have not called but please know that it's not because I don't want to - after reading your recent journal posting, I'll leave your family in peace, but know that you are thought of often and loved so much. Enjoy every precious moment with your children. You have made so many of us appreciate our own even more.
I'm so proud of Austin for graduating, and I know he is thrilled as you are. I hope he is feeling better and I hope you are all catching up on some much needed rest!

Love
Ginger Taylor <virginia.taylor@halliburton.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Monday, May 19, 2003 9:12 AM CDT

Dear Tina
Just signing on to say I love you. Have a wonderful day.
kelly hayes
- Monday, May 19, 2003 8:48 AM CDT

Hello Austin!

Cam and I missed seeing you twice yesterday�we will get to you little turkey!

Here�s one of my favorite thoughts�

When I let go of what I am, I become what I might be. -- Lao Tzu

Enjoy the now, little friend.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Monday, May 19, 2003 5:42 AM CDT

Tina,
Just wanted you to know that we are thinking of you tonight!
We are hoping that Austin will continue to stay fever FREE!!!
You have so many prayers that are being lifted up each day. Prayer teaches us so many wonderful things about God. It helps us to know that God is always near. It provides us w/ a place to unload any burdens we may have. Prayer increases our faith. NO WONDER YOU HAVE SUCH A SOUND FAITH!!!!! You pray faithfully. This is why you can hold your head high and make it through each day. You have a deep relationship with God. You know in your heart that God is ALWAYS near ready and waiting to lift you up. Any one who knows you, knows that you are a woman of FAITH. You have a heart committed to prayer. This is so evident in everything you say and do, Tina!! What a blessing it is to have a friend like you!!
I guess Meagan will be getting out of school this week, huh? I know she's excited. She is such a pretty girl. Toby says she looks alot like you!!
Please hug Austin for us! Tell him that we are still praying day and night for him.

Psalm 121:1-2 I will lift up my eyes to the hills- from whence comes my help? My help comes from the Lord.

Love you,
Maggie
Maggie and Toby <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, Al USA - Sunday, May 18, 2003 10:49 PM CDT

Congrats!!I am very proud of you , I know you worked very hard with Miss Rhonda all year, even when you didn't feel your best. I miss you and your mommy and meagan too. I hope you are making lots of memories. I love you. Have a great week. It has been raining a lot in Bham. I hope the weather has been nice in Fairhope so you can go outside. I love you be GOOD!!!!Miss Christy I wish I could have been at your graduation..
Christy
- Sunday, May 18, 2003 10:47 PM CDT

Way to go Austin...I am so very proud of you. You are such a fighter. You have spent the last year in the hospital and you still managed to graduate with Honors. What an inspiration you are! I miss you! Hugs and kisses! I love you! Rhonda
Rhonda Smith <rcs9200@msn.com>
Helena, Al USA - Sunday, May 18, 2003 9:51 PM CDT

Congrats to Austin !!!! Way to go kiddo, I love the graduation pics. Tina we prayed at DUMC this morning for your little soldier. Not unusual, as we do every Sunday, but I felt a closeness to God this morning that I had not felt recently. Enjoy every second as I know you are. And enjoy every small blessing. We are all praying constantly for you and your family. We love you.
Pam and Jon Curry and Family <pcqueen@mchsi.com>
Daphne, AL USA - Sunday, May 18, 2003 5:43 PM CDT

I miss you, my friends!!!

Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
- Sunday, May 18, 2003 5:08 PM CDT

I forgot to tell you CONGRATULATIONS on your graduation! Your pictures are so good, your so handsome in your cap! I know you are proud of your certificate...be sure to hang it on the wall in a frame. Oh, and MAGGIE, that 2nd picture of you is PRICELESS! Just what you want on the web! I would have been exactly same way! Cathi
Cathi
- Sunday, May 18, 2003 2:47 PM CDT

Good Morning! I am so glad you are back home and fever free. God works in mysterious ways.....I HAVE to tell you this.....yesterday we were out cutting grass and something hit me all of a sudden. I said, wouldn't it be GREAT if I went today to read the website and found that THAT MIRACLE has occured. The MIRACLE that we all are praying SOOOOO hard for.......I got home, listened to my answering machine messages, one was mom asking if I had read the new update. WELL, after my sort of "preminision" (sp?), I JUMPED online faster than ever! When I read that he was home and fever free, you can't imagine what went through me! I had asked for a sign the night before.....I REALLY FEEL THAT THIS WAS IT! I can't explain it, but something took place. How are his counts looking and what about the blasts? That's when we will really know if something happened. It just sent chills through me when I read the new update. I love you all and enjoy ever minute of yourselves! Check in later! Love, Cathi
Cathi
- Sunday, May 18, 2003 2:35 PM CDT

Hey Tina, Austin, and Meagan! It was so wonderful to see the precious pictures of Austin on his BIG day! They are priceless! I have thought about all of you so much! You were especially on my mind this morning during church when I saw the title for our sermon..."Magnetic Faith". You were the first person I thought of. Your faith is amazing! I continue to pray for you all! You are never far from my thoughts!
Love,
Angel Hayes
Angel Hayes <angeldh@gulftel.com>
Robertsdale, Al Baldwin - Sunday, May 18, 2003 1:53 PM CDT

Dear Tina, I wanted to pass on to you today's message delivered in the 8:30 service. God's Love and ours; 1John 4:7-21. "Everyone who loves has been born of God and knows God...God is love...This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us...There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear..."

I love you!!! Mary
Mary Bunch
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, May 18, 2003 12:35 AM CDT

Tina: You have been in my thoughts and prayers an awful lot the past few days. May God lift you up and continue to hold you, Meagan and especially Austin in the palm of his hands. My heart aches for you and your family. Please know that your faith in and love for God is an inspiration to me. When I feel like I have it bad, I only need to think of you and I thank God for all the blessings I have.

Love,

Dolly Banks
Dolly Banks <dollybfit@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Sunday, May 18, 2003 11:57 AM CDT

Good rainy day, Austin!

I know your smile is the brightness that lights the day today.

Here�s a thought�

If there is no wind, row. Latin proverb

Enjoy the now, little buddy.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Sunday, May 18, 2003 11:53 AM CDT

Dear Austin: I'm sorry you're sick. Your graduation photos are cool.

Love,

Bobby
Bobby Banks <rabsmama@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Sunday, May 18, 2003 11:50 AM CDT

The graduation pictures are GREAT!! Looks like you all were surrounded with lots of love. Just had to check in this morning before church. Our Bible study class is praying for a miracle and I knew they would want the latest report. Enjoy every moment of every day. We love you,
Ms. Nena, Mr. Jim, and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Sunday, May 18, 2003 7:47 AM CDT

Dear Tina, Austin and Megan,
Good Sunday Morning,The Lord woke me at 5 am with each of you on my heart.I have prayed for each of you for peace and courage and healing.Your journey has not been one that you would have chosen, but it is one that you have remained faithful to God and have sought His will for your lives. I pray for God to continue to bring His peace and comfort to your lives. The Costa Rica Mission Team will be commissioned at the 830 service today, and since Austin is a honorary member of the team,his presence will be felt.As a team, we have made a committment to keep ya'll in our prayers and we will hope to stay in touch via e-mail during the trip.We are all so blessed to have a church that can care in so many ways. WE love you all.
Robi Jones
- Sunday, May 18, 2003 7:32 AM CDT

Dear Tina:

"If you can give your son or daughter only one gift, let it be enthusiasm"...Bruce Barton

That is something you have accomplished. Both of your kids have such a lust for life...I'm so thankful you are having this special time with them...Let the phone ring...the laundry pile up and the dust bunnies multiply...Have fun and enjoy every minute..

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, May 18, 2003 6:17 AM CDT

Hi Austin, i'm sorry i couldn,t make your graduation but Bridget took some great pictures and video!!!! Looks like you had a great time. I,m so proud of you. My shingles are some what better. can,t wait to come see you or you can come to the farm. Megan too!. All my prayers & Love, "Miss Cindy"
cindy wingo <jnwingo@hotmail.com>
Robertsdale, al - Sunday, May 18, 2003 1:56 AM CDT

DEAR AUSTIN(TINA & MEGAN, TOO)

WE SURROUND YOU WITH PRAYER, HOPE, AND FAITH.

FROM OUR HOME TO YOURS,
THE JOHNSTON FAMILY
Ryan, Cyndi, Lucy, Ellie, & Ann Ryan <ryanjohn@worldnet.att.net>
Daphne, Al USA - Saturday, May 17, 2003 11:53 PM CDT

Tina,
We are glad to hear that Austin was fever free today!! That's great news!!
The pictures of him are so cute!! I can't say that about the lady in the back ground of them!! Tell Uncle Goldfish to leave me out next time!! Ha Ha!! I tried so hard not to cry but I just could'nt help it! My heart was so touched by Austin!! Of course, you had alot to do w/ it too. You amaze me, Tina!!!
God Bless you all!
We love you,
Maggie and Toby
Maggie
- Saturday, May 17, 2003 9:48 PM CDT

Hello Everyone,

If you missed it, check out Austins Graduation on the Photo Page.

Congratulations Austin from Ali, Anna, Aunt Nonnie and Uncle Goldfish.
We Love You So Much....
Uncle Goldfish <david_garrett@sperry-marine.com>
Daphne, Al US of A - Saturday, May 17, 2003 9:15 PM CDT

Tina,

I'm Kelly Hayes's friend, Patty. We met some time ago on one of my visits to Fairhope.

I've been keeping tabs on you and all that Austin is going through and I just wanted you to know that you, Austin, and Megan are in my thoughts and prayers. May God hold you all tight in your time of need.

Patty Londoner <gypsypal@attbi.com>
Richmond, VA USA - Saturday, May 17, 2003 11:31 AM CDT

Dear Tina: Your little man never ceases to amaze everyone!
We are absolutely delighted to hear that he is fever-free and home from the hospital. Our thoughts and prayers continue. Keep the faith. We love you.

Betty and Floyd <fbadams@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Saturday, May 17, 2003 11:11 AM CDT

Good morning!!! How wonderful to know that Austin is back home and fever free....I hope all of you slept in this morning. I am so proud of Austin getting to graduate in such a special way...surrounded by so many friends and loved ones. He is a big first grader now and can look forward to riding the school bus everyday in the fall. I know you were one PROUD mom. Give everyone hugs for me.
Love to all, Ms. Nena
NM
Bham, - Saturday, May 17, 2003 8:40 AM CDT

Hello Austin!

The sun is out blasting away the clouds � reminds me of your riding your Harley around the yard, trying to run us over the other day.

Here�s a thought for you:

There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is miracle. Albert Einstein

Enjoy the now, little friend.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Saturday, May 17, 2003 8:26 AM CDT

Austin and Tina!
Fever free! That's music to our ears! My prayer now: May Austin never have another fever again! Stay well and congratulations on your graduation! You are a first grader now!
Donna Fucich
Daphne, Al - Saturday, May 17, 2003 7:12 AM CDT

Dear Tina and Austin,
Congratulations on your graduation! I'm so glad Austin was able to have the ceremony even if it wasn't at school. I know you all made it extra special. My thoughts and prayers have been with you everyday and hope you feel all the love and positive thoughts. Tomorrow we will have our annual crawfish boil for the American Cancer Society. I hope that by helping with this great cause, we can in some small way help children like Austin fight this terrible disease. You both will be in our hearts tomorrow. PS.
There is nothing wrong with your children sleeping with you so don't let Sherry tell you any different. Robert's almost twelve and I get up and check his breathing most every night. Love from all the Matthews Clan, Cindy
Cindy Colville
Sp. Fort, AL Baldwin - Friday, May 16, 2003 10:45 PM CDT

Hey Bakers,
It was such an Honor to spend time with you guys today and to watch Austin graduate! I love him so much and I am still praying so very hard! Oh and Austin I never alomst hit you, you still crack me up! I love you buddy and never ever forget that! Mrs. Tina your amazing and I know today was one of your proudest moments! Love you guys lots!
Jessica Calhoun
- Friday, May 16, 2003 9:53 PM CDT

PS

Iam on here before 10:00pm!!! Aren't you proud??!! Ha ha!

Love ya,
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
- Friday, May 16, 2003 9:18 PM CDT

Tina,

Today was a great day!! I could really feel the love of GOD in that room!!! It was so special to see Austin get his diploma!! It is so amazing just to watch him. He is such a tough little rascal. Toby and I really enjoyed seeing you and your family. We are so proud to be your friends. We love your guts out!! I know this does'nt sound too good but this is what my Brad tells me all the time!!
We are here for you any time of the day or night, Tina!!! Just like you said today: "Thank goodness that God is here with us." Let him hold and comfort you!!!!!

Love your friends,
Maggie and Toby

Maggie Quimby
Atmore, AL USA - Friday, May 16, 2003 9:17 PM CDT

Austin, what is going on there in Fairhope? I hear you are pitching for the Mobile Bears. Wish I could have been there. Heard that windup was something to behold.

I also heard about that fabulous kindergarten graduation party. You are a celebrity!! Keep up all the good works.

Mom, you are doing a great job. Hang in there.
Millie Caughron <gmcuaghron@aol.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Friday, May 16, 2003 7:46 PM CDT

Dear Bucky and Family:

It was wonderful to see all of you today..Bucky, for a little boy in the hospital you sure had a lot to say!

I'm so glad Austin got to have such a special graduation with so many of your family and friends there. It sounded like a grand event..I know it made today even more special..

I hope Austin and Daddy got to enjoy "Blueberry Finn" after I left...

We are remembering you all in our prayers again tonight...We love you.
Kim aka "Bucky Bud" <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, Al - Friday, May 16, 2003 6:33 PM CDT

Dear Bakers
I know Austin is excited to graduate from Kindergarten. What an accomplishment!! Prayers for strength and smiles. Give yourselves a big hug. Saw May May at the ballpark last night. She looks so grown up - I see so much of you in her, so I just had to give her a hug.
kelly hayes
- Friday, May 16, 2003 4:58 PM CDT

Tina:

I was SO disappointed Austin could not be at graduation this morning! I was so hoping that he would be there. My prayers have been with you all this school year and especially now. Bobby was so thrilled to tell me earlier this week that Austin had been at school. He told me "Mama, when we went in our room, Austin was in the space shuttle. He'd never been in the space shuttle before!"

We will continue to hold you and Austin up in our prayers. May God bless you.

Love,

Dolly
Dolly Banks <dollybfit@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Friday, May 16, 2003 1:27 PM CDT

All morning I was thinking of Austin wearing his cap& gown with a huge grin on his face, and marching up to get his dipolma... Now I have just read your update. I am so glad that his graduation will still take place... just think, two of his favorite nurses came to share this special day. I hope that he will still wear his cap and gown as he celebrates this big day from the hospital. We shall continue to pray for his healing, your strength, and for Meagan. Give both of them a kiss from me. Much love, Ms. Nena
NM
Bham, - Friday, May 16, 2003 1:08 PM CDT

We love each and every one of you, Bakers. Our hearts, hope, prayers and love are with you.
Lisa and Matthew <lematth@aol.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Friday, May 16, 2003 12:04 AM CDT

Tina, what a wonderful mother you are. May Our father who are in heaven always be the prayer we pray. Love be to you and your family.
DeBorah Johnson <debbrneye@aol.com>
Whistler, Al US - Friday, May 16, 2003 11:05 AM CDT

Wanted you to know that Dan and I check on you every day. Thanks for updating. Like so many people, we are smiling as we imagine Austin's windup and pitch!

Praying for you...

Janet Sims
Birmingham, AL - Friday, May 16, 2003 10:35 AM CDT

Austin and Tina,
I am so sorry you are back in the hospital. I hope you feel better soon. I know you hate to miss graduation. I missed my college graduation because I was so very, very pregnant!! I still got the all important diploma and you will to. YOu are so brave and we are all so proud of you!!!
Tina,
You continue to amaze me with your strength and Faith. I am praying so very hard for you all. I love you all and miss you very much!!!!
All my love,
Kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
McCalla, Al - Friday, May 16, 2003 10:20 AM CDT

Dear Austin, I'm sorry your in the hospital again, but I am glad you are feeling better. Boy, the prayers I said last night were very very moving and I felt some sort of relief. I know He hears these prayers and we are still hoping and praying for our miracle. You are a miracle yourself Austin and you have come such a long way. I just know one day when I read this page, that your mom will tell us that that miracle has occured. You stay in the ring and keep fighting. CONGRATULATIONS on your graduation...it doesn't matter where you get your diploma, as long as you get it! Hope aunt Brenda came with the things I got you and Meagan. Just some things to keep you busy! take care and NEVER GIVE UP! Love you! Cathi
Cathi
- Friday, May 16, 2003 9:36 AM CDT

Hey Austin & Tina!
What a busy guy you have become! Sounds like you have had lots of fun this week. I wish I could have seen that famous pitch at the ball game! I bet you are a natural. I'm so sorry you are in the hospital again, but I know your nurses love you like we do at Stem Cell. You are one special guy! Your Mom is special, too. You, Mom & Maegan are in my thoughts & prayers every day!

Brenda Lewis <bnme@att.net>
Prattville, AL USA - Friday, May 16, 2003 8:56 AM CDT

Good morning, Austin!

So did you stay awake for the Lunar Eclipse last night? One of those amazingly cool things, just like you.

Here�s a thought:

Imagination is the highest kite one can fly. Lauren Bacall

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Friday, May 16, 2003 8:22 AM CDT

Tina,
I was reading a devotional this morning and felt led to pass it on. It spoke so strongly to me and I thought of you and precious Austin.

The Lord your God is with you, He is mighty to save. He will take great delight in you, He will quiet you with His love, He will rejoice over you with singing.
--Zephaniah 3:17
New International Version

It comforts me to be reminded that the Lord God is with me and �He will quiet (me) with His love.� The �Thoughts about the Verse� talks about God �gently rocking and quieting His children with His affectionate care.� What a peaceful vision. It is our privilege as parents to fill that role for our children and yet God is taking care of us as His children all the while.

My prayer for you today is that while you face another storm in this journey that you will remember this scriptural promise and fine refuge, comfort, and peace in God�s care.

God�s blessings to Austin, you and your family. I am proud of the little graduate. Tell Ms. Jennifer and Ms. Rhonda that the Billys say �hello.�

Beth Billy <beth.billy@jdcc.edu>
Brewton, AL USA - Friday, May 16, 2003 8:18 AM CDT

Tina:
Saw your update and Susie called me. I know our prayers are crossing each other as we navigate through all this. For some reason two dimensional words on a screen can't begin to relay how my heart feels, but we have God across all times -- even these.

Praying,

Gail S.
Birmingham, AL - Friday, May 16, 2003 7:40 AM CDT

Dear Bakers:

We continue to pray for you and your family today and to be thankful for the little blonde boy from Fairhope Alabama with the big goofy smile who has taught all of us so much these past few months. What a blessing he is to all of us.

I hope you can feel the love and prayers of those of us who love all of you surround you today.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, May 16, 2003 7:34 AM CDT

We continue to pray for healing, strength, courage, comfort and peace. We celebrate this Graduation Day with many smiles, praise, and much,much love!!!

"The Lord is faithful to all his promises and loving toward all he has made. The Lord is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth." Psalm 145:132,18.

"I can do everything through him who gives me strength" Phillippians 4;13.

I Love You!!!

Mary
Mary Bunch
Fairhope, AL - Friday, May 16, 2003 7:21 AM CDT

Good morning Tina! I am thinking about you this morning and saying prayers for you all! I will be thinking about Austin today as he graduates from Kindergarten! :-) Tell him that we said CONGRATULATIONS! :-)
Much love,
Angel Hayes
Angel Hayes
Robertsdale, Al Baldwin - Friday, May 16, 2003 6:15 AM CDT

Austin,

You are in my prayers tonight. I am thinking of you and you are constantly on my mind. (my husband is starting to get jealous:) Just kidding. You are a precious little boy and I am praying for your full recovery. You hang in there............keep on fighting. You are something else!!

God Bless You Austin,

Kendra Hayes
Kendra Hayes <hayes38@gulftel.com>
- Thursday, May 15, 2003 10:06 PM CDT

Was able to get online for the moment and had to check to see if the website had been updated. Guess you all are busy getting ready for Austin's graduation tomorrow. I know Meagan is going to be a PROUD big sister!! Just know that we love you lots.... Ms. Nena
NM
Bham, - Thursday, May 15, 2003 5:38 PM CDT

Hey guys, just checking in to see what's going on. Hope your having a fun filled day...I know your getting ready for your big garduation tomorrow. Have you ridden the bus again? My little girl hates riding the bus, says it gives her a headache when the driver goes over the real hilly areas. She told me it was like going on a roller coaster...you would like that wouldn't you?! Ok, take care and I hope your feeling great today and hope those counts stay where they need to stay. Our prayers HAVE to be working!!!!!!!!! Love you! Cathi
Cathi
- Thursday, May 15, 2003 1:47 PM CDT

I dont know you but my aunt told me about you...I recently lost a cousin who was 16 to lukemia...you are in my prayers and i wish you the best of days on earth because the ones in heaven are only better.
In Jesus

Tiffany
- Thursday, May 15, 2003 12:03 AM CDT

hello tina, austin, and meagan

i am so glad you are having so much fun austin. i miss you very much. the family is in my thoughts and prayers.

love

(baby lewis)
susan
susan jackson (stem cell clinic nurse) <lilbabiesrn@aol>
birmingham, Alabama USA - Thursday, May 15, 2003 11:57 AM CDT

Austin, Congratulations on your kindegarten graduation!! I bet you will be so handsome! Give your mom a big hug for me. Love, Dr. Nichole
Nichole Bryant <nbryant@peds.uab.edu>
Birmingham, AL - Thursday, May 15, 2003 11:35 AM CDT

Good morning to the Bakers! Well, tomorrow is the big day for all of you, especially Mister Austin! Boy, won't he be proud to walk up and get his diploma. You have made a milestone Austin....we are hoping you have a great day. We are still praying and hoping for that miracle to come! The power of prayer is strong and you just never know. You are in my thoughts constantly..know this and kow that you are all loved. Don't forget to ask Brenda about your goodies tomorrow! Have fun today and have even more fun tomorrow! Love you! Cathi
Cathi
- Thursday, May 15, 2003 11:10 AM CDT

My modem has crashed... so I may not be able to get to a computer to send you messages for a few days. Tina, now I know how you felt those weeks here in Bham when your computer was done. I am lost without it!!
Know that tomorrow will be such an exciting day for all of you. I am so proud of Austin and look forward to seeing some photos of the happy graduation day. Our prayers are with you all constantly. Much love, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Thursday, May 15, 2003 10:26 AM CDT

Continue to pray for that MIRACLE!! Glad that you are enjoying each day at home.
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Thursday, May 15, 2003 8:54 AM CDT

Godd morning everyone!!! I was thinking of you guys this morning wondering what fun things yall have in store for today. Austin, it sounds like you are having so much fun doing all the things you miss. I cannot believe you ate crab claws for breakfast!!! I hope someone is taking pictures of all this....and I cannot wait to see them!!!
Good Luck on graduation tomorrow. I am so proud of you!!
We miss you a bunch here at CH, but I am so glad you are with your family and friends having so much fun!!!
We love all of you and are praying for you each day.

Ms. Tasha
- Thursday, May 15, 2003 8:48 AM CDT

Good morning, Austin!

I was awake thinking about you early this morning. Cam was snoozing next to me, which he does on his last night here before going back to his moms� house, and I could hear his breathing in the air next to me, feeling an occasional kick in the leg or thrown wrist to the head from a flailing arm.

Technicolor dreams I guess. I hope yours were too.

Thanks for your smile and devilish laugh.

Here�s a thought for today:

Strong hope is a much greater stimulant of life than any single realized joy could be. -- Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche

Enjoy the now, buddy.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Thursday, May 15, 2003 7:46 AM CDT

Dear Tina: As I was praying this morning I was urged to check in on Austin. I am amazed at all the fun and exciting things he is getting to do. We all know how awesome Ms. Jones is...Congratulations on Graduation! You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers continually. God is good and only He knows "The Plan". Hopefully He will share it with us all one day so that we too can have a clearer understanding of life. Have a great day! Dian
Dian Hudnall
- Thursday, May 15, 2003 6:25 AM CDT

Hey Baker,
I love you guys, I tried to call you tonight but I guess ya'll were busy! I am praying and I can't wait to watch you graduate friday! I love you guys bunches!
Jessica Calhoun
- Wednesday, May 14, 2003 10:32 PM CDT

I just got home from AWANA at church and wanted you to know that we all held hands in a circle and prayed for Austin(about 50 kids & adults). We continue to pray for healing, strength and courage!!! I Love you!!! Mary
Mary Bunch <marybunch@mchsi.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, May 14, 2003 9:11 PM CDT

Hey Austin, Meagan and mom, Hope you are all doing well today. You have all been in my thoughts and prayers today. We will NEVER stop praying for a miracle for all of you. I know you are all excited about graduation day Friday. Austin, your family will be the proudest bunch there. Make them proud! CONGRATULATIONS! Take care and I hope you had lots of fun today! Love, Cathi
Cathi
- Wednesday, May 14, 2003 5:51 PM CDT

Hi Austin, Meagan, and Tina... how did the ballgame go last night? All night I kept thinking about Austin throwing that pitch out to the batter. Hope that you can update the photos on the website soon. We all want to share in the good times that Austin and Meagan are having together.
Tina, we continue to pray daily for all of you. We share your prayer for Austin's healing. Also praying for strength for you and Meagan. I hope to get a package in the mail to you within the next couple of days.... tell Austin I am sending his Spiderman sun glasses that he left here on Easter. He was one "cool dude" in them and I know he needs them while he is catching the rays there. I love you guys... Love, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Wednesday, May 14, 2003 4:14 PM CDT

Austin,
Ms. Nena told us about you in our Sunday School, and we are praying for you. You are a brave young man, and it sounds like your family is so proud of you and loves you so much.
Stay strong!
Janie Howard <janie@scottdawson.org>
Birmingham, AL USA - Wednesday, May 14, 2003 3:47 PM CDT

I am thinking of you and miss you a lot. I am so glad you are doing all the things you have missed. I love you Miss Christy
Christy <scpat@charter.net>
- Wednesday, May 14, 2003 3:08 PM CDT

You and Taylor are just 2 regular ball players. Taylor threw the first pitch at the Baron's game Tuesday night. I know you did great after all the practice you had with miss Beth on stem cell. You rode teh bus to school, man you are getting cooler by the minute. I miss you and mom. I am sending you hugs and kisses, share them with mommy!!!
Love,
Kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
- Wednesday, May 14, 2003 2:09 PM CDT

We are so delighted that Austin got to ride the big bus and go to kindergarten today! You ALL are truly an inspiration to us - Tina for your strength and faith; Austin for his boundless optimism and determination, and Megan for her compassion and love. We love you all! P.S. Look forward to seeing the pics of Austin at the game!
Lisa and Matthew <lematth@aol.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Wednesday, May 14, 2003 10:19 AM CDT

OOOPS!!! Didn't realize the game was last night. Hope you had a great time.
Beth Billy <beth.billy@jdcc.edu>
Brewton, AL USA - Wednesday, May 14, 2003 8:08 AM CDT

Tina,
I am so proud of Austin! What an incredible boy he is. Crab claws for breakfast sounds as appetizing as anything I have ever heard of. I wish I could be at the Bear Bays game and see him pitch the first ball. If you haven't been to one of the games you will have a blast.

God has touched Austin in a very special way. It may be hard for others to see the blessings in your circumstance but God is faithful. Austin is such a testament to the true joy and meaning of life, and you don't do so bad yourself.
Let those who come behind you find you faithful. You are fulfilling this and I am so proud of you.

I pray your prayer of a complete healing. God bless you and your family.
Beth Billy <beth.billy@jdcc.edu>
Brewton, AL USA - Wednesday, May 14, 2003 8:06 AM CDT

Hi Austin!

Here�s a thought�

To keep a lamp burning, we have to keep putting oil in it. -- Mother Teresa

Enjoy the now, buddy.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Wednesday, May 14, 2003 6:32 AM CDT

Dear Baker Buddies:

It made me happy to think about Austin riding the school bus this morning. I think that is just great! I can just see that big goofy grin of his a mile wide..

While I have never been known to eat crabclaws for breakfast -- I say whatever works for you...I remember when I was growing up a friend's Mom made us grilled cheese for breakfast...I thought that was radical!

I'm so thankful you are enjoying this time with those wild kids of yours..The weather is perfect and you are all home together where you belong..Each day is your gift..Tear into the wrapping and enjoy it..

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, May 14, 2003 5:05 AM CDT

Tina,
I am so excited and my smile is about a mile long!!!!!!
We are so happy and thankful that Austin is eating better. Crab Claws for breakfast?? Well, atleast he's eating!! I love Crab Claws any time of the day.
I saw your Aunt Brenda today. She has a sign on the door at Sisters that says:"Sisters will be closed on May 16th" She is excited about coming to see Austin !! We are excited too. My precious little niece is a cute little red head! She will be graduating too as I know you've already heard. It will be an exciting day. We will be leaving Atmore at 7:00am. (Hopefully) I hope we get there on time. We'll probably bring Brad and Bryant so there's a big possibility that we will be late. Maybe not. Anyways, we will be looking for you and Austin!!!!!!!!!
We love you!!!!!!!!
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Tuesday, May 13, 2003 11:02 PM CDT

Hello Austin & Tina,
Sounds like you guys have had a busy day! I wish I could have been there to see you throw that pitch. Bridget said she had a great visit with you the other day. She told me all about the fort building. This must run in the family. You know Cindy is the queen of forts. I would love to see you guys, so call if you need us. You are in our prayers.
Love Always, Ashley
Ashley Kucera
- Tuesday, May 13, 2003 9:50 PM CDT

Hey Tina, Austin, and Meagan! Sounds like y'all had a very exciting day! Austin, it was so good to hear that you went to school today! I know that your teacher was so glad to see you! I sure miss my boys and girls when they are away! I bet you looked so handsome in your uniform!!!! :-) It was also good to hear that you ate crab claws (for breakfast)! That sounds like a pretty good idea! I love them and might just try that! I hope you enjoyed the Bay Bear game. My school (Foley Elementary) is supposed to go to a game one night next week I believe. You'll have to let us know how your "Big Pitch" went. I hope you have a great day tomorrow. Braxton and I are saying so many prayers for you!

Love,
Angel Hayes

Angel Hayes <angeldh@gulftel.com>
Robertsdale, Al Baldwin - Tuesday, May 13, 2003 9:10 PM CDT

Dear Tina and Austin,

What a wonderful greeting I got when I finally got home from work. Katelyn said, "Guess what mom? Austin Baker came to school and I got to see him!!" I know it meant so much to her to put a face (in person) to the little boy named Austin that she has prayed for and talked about so much. I am so glad that Austin made it to school today. What a blessing for him to try to get back to a normal routine. Praise be to God.

I am looking forward to graduation. What a joyous time. I will be emotional for a number of reasons. I absolutely can hardly wait to see Austin. This will make the occasion extra special.

Take care. You are in my prayers tonight. (and every night)

Kendra Hayes
Kendra Hayes <hayes38@gulftel.com>
- Tuesday, May 13, 2003 9:08 PM CDT

I MISS YOU MORE!!!!! Call me!

Lots of love and prayers!
aka.....Miss Linda / Camp SAM Lady
Linda Watson <ltwats7@AOL.COM>
- Tuesday, May 13, 2003 9:06 PM CDT

Hey Austin, I am so excited that you rode the bus to school and are graduating from Kindergarten on Friday! I had a patient spray me today with silly string today and of course I thought of you! I love the picture in the photo album of you with the silly string. I miss you but love to read about all the fun you are having.
Beth <masondog@hotmail.com>
B'ham, AL - Tuesday, May 13, 2003 8:22 PM CDT

Hey little buddy.... so you got to ride the bus to school and in your uniform no less. Wow, that was a treat!! I know that all your friends were so excited to have you back at school. I can just see your sweet, silly grin. And I bet you threw a really great ball at the game tonight. I am so proud of you!!! You continue to amaze me with your strength... I am so glad to hear that you are really starting to eat again. What is your favorite thing to eat?
Have you gotten your taste buds back for brownies? Mr. Jim and I will be waiting to hear about the ballgame. He joins me in sending much love and prayers to you, Mom, and Meagan.
Sleep well tonight....Love you, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Tuesday, May 13, 2003 7:02 PM CDT

Austin
You are a brave little boy,you have so many prayers being said for you.I know God is smiling right now. Have a wonderful time in school.BC
Bc
Birmingham, Al Jefferson - Tuesday, May 13, 2003 6:38 PM CDT

Thank you so much for taking the time and energy to update us all; I check in frequently to see how you're doing. What an incredible, wonderful, and exciting day!!! We can't wait to hear all about the "big pitch." We love you and keep praying for strength, healing and courage!!! And we thank God for providing hope and love!!! Love, Mary
Mary Bunch
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, May 13, 2003 6:28 PM CDT

Hey! Glad to see the update and all seems like it is going well. I'm so glad he is back in his normal routine with everyone he knows and loves. With all the love and support he has, he can only thrive. Are the blasts in his blood showing any sign of leaving (if that even sounds right!) What I am really asking is this......are the counts going down? I am so glad you feel God's presence everyday....He knows the faith in your family and I truely feel that he will take care of Austin and watch over him. This little guy has just come waaaaaaaaaay to far to stop now. He is very special and so is Meagan. You are very lucky to have such great kids! They are even luckier to have you as their mom. I hope and wish for you all the special things in this world and much, much happiness. You deserve only the BEST! Love you! Cathi
Cathi
- Tuesday, May 13, 2003 6:22 PM CDT

Hello my friends,
We went to clinic today and had a CT scan. We had to get an IV. I was a little upset since I din't know about it I didn't give him emal cream. Anyway, I was like why is he getting an IV and she said "we had an episode with a hickman in the past and can't use them anymore" OF course I knew all about that "episode", so I was very glad to have that IV. I hope you are all doing great!!!! I am missing you all still, but I know you are having so much fun at home with friends, family, and Rose. Take care of your selves and keep the faith.
Love,
Kim Watts
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
McCalla, Al - Tuesday, May 13, 2003 3:48 PM CDT

Hi Austin, Meagan, and Tina, What fun things have you all been doing today? I hope that the report for blood tests will soon be posted so we can know that GOOD NUMBERS were the result of the tests. We continue to pray for the blast to be removed from his blood. Tina, keep on doing exactly what you are doing with Austin. Don't let anyone second guess any decision you are making or having to make... continue to trust God to help you make any decision... knowing that decision is the result of much prayer. We pray for your strength. Hope that each and every day is filled with exactly what is important to you, Austin, and Meagan. Austin, don't wear mom out. You have got all summer to try to catch up on all the fishing, hunting, and playing that you missed those months in the hospital. Enjoy this day...
I just checked my mother out of the hospital and now have got to take all her meds over to her. She is so much better than when I talked to you last.
Catch you later.... much love, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Tuesday, May 13, 2003 2:55 PM CDT

Austin, I went by "Sisters" today to take you and Meagan a goodie bag for Friday...be sure to ask her about them. I want to hear all about the bus ride to school and pizza hut last night! She said you ate your weight in pizza...that's WONDERFUL! This means your appetite is coming back and you will get stronger, so you can move ahead! Sometimes all you need to make yourself well is, friends, family, pets and prayers....and you got em! You also have tons of prayers coming your way from all over the place....alot of people you don't even know, but they have gotten to know you and your family. Be good and feel great! Let us know about the blood work that he has done. I have been checking for days to see that....we want to know if our prayers are working! Take care! Love, Cathi

Cathi
- Tuesday, May 13, 2003 2:41 PM CDT

Dear Meagan, Austin, Tina and Jimmy, It is so great to hear about Austin sightings throughout the week. I am so glad he and Meagan are spending time with family and friends and doing lots of fun stuff. You are in our hearts and prayers. Love, the Vogles
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, May 13, 2003 10:20 AM CDT

Good morning, Bakers. I woke up thinking about you today. Floyd and I visited with Brenda at "Sisters" yesterday, and she told us she is getting up early on Friday for Austin's graduation. I know he is excited about it - and I know the entire class is happy he will be there with them! You are in our prayers daily.

Much love,
Betty <fbadams@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Tuesday, May 13, 2003 10:03 AM CDT

Dearest Tina,

Good Morning dear friend! I just wanted you to know that Iam thinking of you, Austin and Meagan this morning! I wanted you to know that I prayed for Austin this morning with all that I had. I prayed that he would enjoy this day and that his day would be free of any pain and full of lots of joy! I prayed that God would lift you and empower you to go through your day calm and with a sense of peace!!
Tina, continue to trust God. You have done this so faithfully!!! Austin is in Gods constant care!

Love you bunches,
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Tuesday, May 13, 2003 9:12 AM CDT

Hi Austin!

I hope your day is going well!

Here�s a thought:

The world improves people according to the dispositions they bring into it.
--Renier Guistina Michiel

Enjoy the now, buddy.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Tuesday, May 13, 2003 8:24 AM CDT

I attend church with Brett & he has told me about you & asked me to be praying for y'all...3 years ago I was dx with leukemia...The particular form of it is one that "traditional maeical science says is terminal, incurable & untreatable"....BUT GOD HAS PROMISED ME that, "BY HIS STRIPES I HAVE BEEN HEALED!" The Holy Spirit has lead me to alternative medicine, & has taught me MUCH about the TRUTH in HIS WORD....& Finally My Healing Is Mainfesting!(Last report showed my wbc the "best in 3 years!" I have a devotional book that I think has been critical in my Healing called, Perscription for a Miracle" by Brazee...It's dated 366 days of devotionals with scriptures, commentaries, & prayers for each day to Build Up one's FAITH & Fill you up with WORD... "His WORD was sent to Heal"... "His WORDS are Healing & Health to ALL who find them"...I encourage you to surround yourselves with Healing Promises...& PRAISE JESUS because "He inhabits the Praises of His people"... & "Light & dark cannot dwell in the same place...Light ALWAYS OVERCOMES the dark"...
God bless!
Cyndie
Cyndie Morris <healed@bellsouth.net>
Bremen, GA 30110 - Tuesday, May 13, 2003 7:42 AM CDT

We are continuing to send GOd many prayers. People all over are praying for you and we are going to see that Miracle. I miss you guys in clinic, but I am so glad you are at home enjoying one another. If you come back to B'ham anytime give us a call. Enjoy this weather. We love you guys. Keep your chin up, the sun will come out tomorrow. Yes, we have been wattching Annie!!
Love,
Kim, Jim, and Taylor
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, Al - Monday, May 12, 2003 10:55 PM CDT

Austin and Tina,
God's grace be with you. Our prayers continue to be with you and you definitely have your priorities right. God has given you strength because you are exercising faith and trusting him. Phil 4:13.
In God's service,
Nancy <nehelton@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Monday, May 12, 2003 10:09 PM CDT

Just wanted to say I love you guys and I am praying very hard! Sleep tight tonight and may God's Peace be with you always!
Jessica Calhoun
- Monday, May 12, 2003 10:07 PM CDT

Dear Family,

May God lift you up! I think of you often and wonder how you are doing. Please know total strangers are praying for you. Probably an overwhelming number. See you in my prayers.
S Scholl
Niceville, Fl - Monday, May 12, 2003 9:56 PM CDT

Tina, It's good that you can be so strong for your little man and your family. I pray daily for your continued strength and Austin's healing. Our prayers are with you. Rick wanted me to let you know he is in Mobile everyday if there is anything he can do for you or help you with.
Eva
- Monday, May 12, 2003 9:44 PM CDT

Dear Tina-
We are continuing to pray for a complete healing miracle. Our hearts are breaking for you at this news but we know as you do that our Lord is all powerful and all knowing. He does have a plan even though we don't understand what it could possibly be at this moment. I continue to stand in awe of you and your strength and character. You are amazing. Thank you for inspiring me and making me want to be a better person, better mother, better friend. God has already worked one miracle through this ordeal and that is your witness to others. The lives you have touched will never be the same. May He continue to bless you and keep you -- all of you.

Jayne Godfrey <JGodfrey11@aol.com>
Spanish Fort, AL USA - Monday, May 12, 2003 8:47 PM CDT

Tina,
Life would be so pitiful without a beautiful, Godly person such as you. You give me such inspiration to look towards God for everything and such hope that there is more to life than just making it through a day. My prayers are with you and Austin as well as Meagan and the rest of your family. I love you all, with prayers, hugs and kisses, Frances.
P.S. Tell Austin that Maxine has been tearing up the house
waiting for a chance to see him.
Frances
Fairhope, Al USA - Monday, May 12, 2003 8:47 PM CDT

Greetings Friends:

I hope you enjoyed this beautiful day together as a family..Hopefully with no barf or pee in the bed!

We continue to remember all of you when we say our prayers..I'll talk to you soon...We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, May 12, 2003 6:44 PM CDT

Nena keeps me current on Austin's condition and you and your children remain in my prayers. Children are on loan to us for a while and bring such joy and challenge. I know you cherish each day with Austin and that he has enriched your life and taught you how to live fully! May God continue to give you strength and to bless your family, Beth Franklin, Hand-in-Paw
Beth Franklin <hipbeth@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL Jefferson - Monday, May 12, 2003 5:38 PM CDT

Hey guys, just checking in to see how our prayers are coming along! They are so POWERFUL Tina, that I am hoping and praying that his counts are great and that they start to see this disease leaving his body. He is such a wonderful little boy, just knowing what I know about him, he seems to love life. He is here on Earth for a reason as I told you and he hasn't gone through HELL for no reason. He has the will to live and thrive and that's what we are hoping for on his tests....that he will get stronger and shed this and just THRIVE! We'll keep the prayers coming yall's way and keep hoping and praying that the MIRACLE shows itself in many ways very soon!!!!!! Take care....LOVE YOU ALL! Cathi
Cathi
- Monday, May 12, 2003 5:38 PM CDT

Oh, how I wish I could have seen you at Church and given you a great big hug!! I was there but at the other end of the building. Our Disciple class had our last class today and there were powerful prayers raised for Austin!!! Justin said he would love to have Austin and Meagan come over and fish with him. He can teach you how to throw a cast net just like the pros!

"How great is the love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God! And that is what we are!" 1 John 3:1.

I love you!!! Mary
Mary Bunch <marybunch@mchsi.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, May 12, 2003 5:20 PM CDT

Hey Bakers, I just back in to town and had to read up on my little buddy. It sounds like you had a fabulous time in Disney World. Give Austin a big hug and kiss from me. I love you all. Rhonda
Rhonda Smith <rcs9200@msn.com>
Helena, Al USA - Monday, May 12, 2003 11:54 AM CDT

good morning, friends!

this is your monday morning prayer notice!! :) just wanted to send you all this little reminder of my love and prayers for you. stay strong -- and know that God is YOUR God, and He is ready to pour out on you His blessings. give your sweet austin and meagan a big hug for me.

i love you!

in His grip,

emily

romans 8:28
emily garner
- Monday, May 12, 2003 10:56 AM CDT

Just wanted to let you know that my family and I are praying for you. I received an email about you from Jill Belcher. I hope you get your energy back because I know you must love to play! My little boy's name is Conlan and he'll be 10 months old this week. I pray my little boy is just like you because you sound like a great kid! God bless you!
Nicole McCormick
San Angelo, TX US - Monday, May 12, 2003 10:38 AM CDT

Hey Austin! I'm praying that you have a day full of fun and laughter!!! And I'm praying for strength for you and your family.
Mycha Odom (friend of Jill Belcher)
Birmingham, AL - Monday, May 12, 2003 9:32 AM CDT

Happy Mother's Day!!
Susan Wensel
- Monday, May 12, 2003 9:21 AM CDT

Good morning little buddy, I hope that you are able to have some time to rest today after going for blood work, etc. I know that you are having fun going fishing, etc. Is Meagan still in school? You are going to have to have a date book to keep up with all the fun activities you are going to be doing in the weeks to come. Did you get the photos I sent from Easter weekend? There were really some great pictures of you and Meagan. Have a great day!! Love, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Monday, May 12, 2003 9:18 AM CDT

Tina. Thank you for keeping us up to date. We will also pray for the blast to be removed from Austin's blood, and we continue to pray for full healing and total remission. Know that you are prayed for by many, many people each day and that Christ holds you in the palm of His hand.
Martha Davidson <marcul87@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Monday, May 12, 2003 9:02 AM CDT

Hey Tina,
I thought of you this morning (okay, yesterday to you - that nightshift thing messes me up) as I was doing my devotional. I came across the following verse & immediately knew I should send it to you: "Now may the Lord of peace himself give you peace at all times and in every way" 2 Thessalonians 3:16.
I am glad you had a great Mother's Day and that Austin did, too. Enjoy pj time!!
Brenda Lewis <bnme@att.net>
Prattville, Alabama USA - Monday, May 12, 2003 5:28 AM CDT

Tina,
We are glad to hear that your day went so great!
We love you and are praying for a miracle for Austin! Miracles do happen!!
We love you,
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
- Sunday, May 11, 2003 10:23 PM CDT

Hi Austin!

It's better to light a candle than to curse the darkness. - Chinese proverb

Enjoy the now, buddy.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Sunday, May 11, 2003 9:32 PM CDT

Hey Bakers,
Happy Mothers Day, I am glad to here that you guys had a fun day! I heard you where in church this morining, Mom said you where whish I had seen you! I will probably come by this week but this time I won't skip school to do so! Oh I will be working tuesday afternoon, please bring Austin and Meagan in for cookie dough ice cream, I will even give you a huge discount, but don't tell Mrs. Karan( ha ha ha)! I love you guys so much and I am praying very hard for you guys! I love you and you childern so much! May God bless you today abd tomorrow and everyday after that!Lots of Love,
Jessica Calhoun
- Sunday, May 11, 2003 9:12 PM CDT

I am so happy that yall had such a great day! Sounds like Austin is doing well and we are ALL praying that he will continue to defy the odds and BEAT this! He is young and strong, that in itself is a blessing. He also has a family that has great faith and TONS of friends, some he knows, others he doesn't praying for his recovery. Tina, think about this.....I know that when he was first diagnosed, it was bad, but look.....9 months later and he is still here. He has done so well for so long...it is for a reason. If he wasn't meant to be here, he wouldn't be here now. I hope my words weren't to strong, but I know there is a reason for this. God has a plan for his life and for yours...Austin is very special and I feel strongly that God wants him here on Earth to spread his word. I will tell you this....if a miracle is in the making, it will renew my faith in a MAJOR way. I have always heard of miracles, but never anyone so close to me. THIS IS ONE I NEED TO SEE! Keep the faith and we will keep praying for that little man to get stronger and stronger so he can put up one HELL of a fight! Sleep tight and stay dry! LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
- Sunday, May 11, 2003 9:08 PM CDT

Dear Tina, Sounds like you have had a great mother's day--- spending the day with your precious children, seeing special friends, ya-ya time with your family, and so many special notes on your web page. You are so blessed!! We will continue to pray for Austin's counts to remain great and that his body will become stronger. Enjoy some quiet time at home together this week. Rest up for that big graduation celebration, Friday!! Our love to all of you.
Rebecca and John Duskin <duskin@charter.net>
Lanett, AL - Sunday, May 11, 2003 8:06 PM CDT

So glad to hear that today was so special for all of you!! I bet Austin and Meagan are slap-worn out from all the things you all have done in the past 2 weeks. Rest up, little buddy... you have a special graduation day coming up on Friday. I want a picture of you in your cap and gown.
Hope that tomorrow will be a day of rest and relaxation for all of you. Sleep well tonight knowing that you are covered by the prayers of so many.... Love to all, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Sunday, May 11, 2003 7:46 PM CDT

You and your family are in our prayers and thoughts. God bless you all.

Amy Oodm <aodom108@charter.net>
birmingham, AL U.S.A. - Sunday, May 11, 2003 5:55 PM CDT

Dear Tina, Meagan, and Austin... Here's hoping that you all shared a very special day together, with lots of fun, kisses, and making memories. So many friends of ours are concerned and have agreed to join us in praying for God's perfect will in Austin's life. We don't give up but will continue to pray for his healing. And for extra special strength for you Tina. Just trying to keep up with Austin is a challenge for the most physically fit. He really keeps you on your toes. Give each other a big hug and kiss from me. Love to all, Ms. Nena
NM
Bham, - Sunday, May 11, 2003 4:51 PM CDT

Dear Bakers:

I hope your children helped you celebrate this special day by not peeing or throwing up on you. That would make today very special indeed!

Tina, I loved our long talk yesterday. It's been too long. I didn't realize how much I had missed it. Once again I come away inspired and comforted. As tough as things are now and in the days to come, you are in a good place. In fact, probably the best place you've been since I've known you.

You are very fortunate that God sent you those special children of yours. I hope you can celebrate that today.

We love you.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, May 11, 2003 3:59 PM CDT

Tina,
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!! I hope your day is filled with much happiness and many wonderful memories!!
Sorry that we are playing phone tag!! I hope to talk to ya soon!!
Have a great afernoon w/ your two precious children!! You are all a blessing to know!
With much love and prayers,
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Sunday, May 11, 2003 3:52 PM CDT

Tina, you are so special, you are apart of the group of moms that Joe preached on this morning. You have so many of their gifts, love, strength,hope ,courage. Your children and mine see in you as some saw in Mary "Blessed One", You have blessed so many and I will always look up to you and admire you! Happy Mothers Day!
Love , Lisa Calhoun
- Sunday, May 11, 2003 2:07 PM CDT

Good morning Bakers! Hope you are all having a wonderful day with mom. Tina, I have told you that I have said extra special prayers for this day for Austin. May God lay his healing hands on Austin and rid him of this disease. This is my wish for you and yours! Keep the FAITH and we will keep praying! To all reading this entry.....there is a precious 2 year old boy named Taylor who is fighting Neuroblastoma in Birmingham. Please go to his website and write to him. His parents say he loves "reading" the entries! www.taylorwatts.org (Have a Happy DAY!) Love, Cathi
Cathi
- Sunday, May 11, 2003 1:38 PM CDT

Happy Mother's Day Tina! We are all hoping that the Kids may have bought you your rain slicker for Mother's Day! We will continue to pray without ceasing for a miracle here on earth. Enjoy your babies on this special day. I am glad that you are at home to enjoy them both. God loves you all and so do we.
Pam and Jon Curry and family <pcqueen@mchsi.com>
Daphne, AL USA - Sunday, May 11, 2003 1:38 PM CDT

I heard about Austin thru the Watts family. I have been praying for Austin and this morning our church (Saragossa Church of The Nazarene) had special prayer for Austin.May God heal Austin, for by his stripes we are healed. He is still able to perform miracles, Jesus Christ the same yesterday, today, and forever. We will continue to pray for Austin and all the family. Love in Christ
Jerry Wayne Humphries <hump@sonet.net>
Saragossa, AL. USA - Sunday, May 11, 2003 1:25 PM CDT

Happy Mother's Day Tina! I hope this day is very blessed and that you get to spend every moment with Austin and Meagan. Tell them I love them.
Jill Belcher <JHBpianonurse@msn.com>
Birmingham, AL - Sunday, May 11, 2003 11:44 AM CDT

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! What an awesome mom you are with fabulous children!! HAVE A BEAUTIFUL AND BLESSED DAY!
Love to all of you!!!
David, Sarah and Jacob
The Seitz's <ssietz4@juno.com>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, May 11, 2003 8:51 AM CDT

Happy Mother's Day Tina! You are one WONDERFUL mother with two WONDERFUL children! I am sending many thoughts, warm wishes, and prayers your way today! :-)

Much love,
Angel Hayes
Angel Hayes <angeldh@gulftel.com>
Robertsdale, Al Baldwin - Sunday, May 11, 2003 7:06 AM CDT

Dear Tina, I wish for you a very happy Mother's day! I also wish for you a miracle on this day for Austin. This is what I want for Mother's day.....a miracle for Austin. That would be the best gift in the world for both of us. I have prayed so hard for the past few days, as I know everyone else has. God hears our prayers.....he can't help but to hear them, there are so many people praying for him. Enjoy your day and I hope it's filled with lots of love and happiness. Take care! LOVE YOU! Kiss the kids! Cathi
Cathi
- Saturday, May 10, 2003 11:05 PM CDT

Goodnight friends... Give mommy a lot of special hugs and kisses tomorrow. Sleep well... Love, Ms. Nena
NM
Bham, - Saturday, May 10, 2003 10:06 PM CDT

I hope you all stayed dry last night. I am thinking of you all. I hope you were out enjoying the gorgious weather. We were looking at it through the window. (Dr. Sande wont let us out, yet) I am wishing you a wonderful Mother's day. You are a wonderful mom to two wonderful kids. Enjoy your special day with your 2 most special friends. Remember your other special friends are thinking of you and sending loads of prayers and kisses your way.
Love,
Kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
- Saturday, May 10, 2003 9:07 PM CDT

"Be strong and of good courage. Be not afraid, neither be dismayed, for the Lord, your God is with you wherever you go." Joshua 1:9

I copied this from the front of the website...it says it all. Be STRONG, don't let all the little things that don't matter bog you down. Have COURAGE to stand up for what you think is the right thing to do. Don't let any one second judge your decisions through this journey. BE NOT AFRAID, God will not give you more than you can handle. (Even though I have to agree with you He is taking it to the extreme!)

I wish I was there with you to help you during those tough moments when you reach your limit. I know you have many many friends and lots of support in Fairhope. I also know that has to be a bit overwheming sometimes after many many months in the gated community!!! Always remember....Friends are just angels sent to lift us up when our wings forget how to fly!"

Give my little friend a great big hug for me and tell him, Miss Linda misses him very much. And remember that we are all contunuing to pray for that miracle! It happens!!!
You have my number, don't hesitate to use it.

Love you, Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
- Saturday, May 10, 2003 5:49 PM CDT

Baker Family: You don't know us......Your story is so touching and inspiring. Ya'll are now on our prayer list.
God is an AWESOME GOD. Thru Him, all things are possible.
Loved the pictures. Please post more when you can.
Love in Christ, The Westley Family
Michelle Westley <mnmforever@gulftel.com>
Robertsdale, AL Baldwin - Saturday, May 10, 2003 4:21 PM CDT

Good morning friends... Mr. Jim and I have just gotten back from the nursery. You should see all the plants that he will plant today!! We need you all here to help us. Don't know why I said "us"... I point and place and he digs. Anyway, it is a beautiful day and I hope that you are out soaking up some sunshine, feeling the wind on your face. Not many days now till graduation... hope that you can post some pictures on the website of Austin's big day. We are so proud of him .... and Meagan, you are the BEST BIG SISTER yet!!! Have fun today... be sure to give mom lots of hugs and kisses!!! Much love, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Saturday, May 10, 2003 10:22 AM CDT

Austin: I really like the silly string on your head! It made me laugh. I thought you splatted your food on your face. I'm glad you will be graduating with our class. I've been saying prayers for you every night since you got sick.

Love,
Bobby
Bobby Banks
Fairhope, AL USA - Saturday, May 10, 2003 7:54 AM CDT

Hello Tina Austin and Megan. I am so glad the Disney world trip went well. I am so proud of you Mr. Austin for graduating from kindegarten. Wow! What a smart boy you are. Tina, I did not read your update until this morning before work because I did not want to hear the truth about Austin's AML. You are all definitely in my prayers. You as a mother have taught me so much and shown so much stregth through God's love and your total devotion to Him. You should be a role model to so many. I will add to Jill's prayers to ask God for a hug for you, and I will also add to that hug. (You can never have too many hugs!) I love you all and please give my boy a gigantic hug for me! Miss you!
Holly Bryan
Birmingham, AL - Saturday, May 10, 2003 5:01 AM CDT

Good evening! I love the chucks idea from Kim! Too funny! Tina, I look so forward to reading your journal entries every day. Even though the last few have made me cry and weren't necessarily things any of us wanted to hear, you always are so inspiring and amazing. I just love you guys so much. Give Austin and Meagan a hug and a kiss and tell them it's from Ms. Jill. I'm asking God to give YOU a big hug from me. Much love, Jill

Jill Belcher <JHBpianonurse@msn.com>
Birmingham, AL - Friday, May 9, 2003 11:08 PM CDT

DEAR BAKERS,

WHAT A COOOOL DUDE THAT IS IN THE BLACK COWBOY HAT AND SHADES ON THE PHOTO PAGE! HE LOOKS LIKE HE'S READY FOR SOME ACTION... AT THIS TIME WHEN WORDS ARE SO INADEQUATE TO EXPRESS THE DIFFERENT EMOTIONS WE ARE FEELING, I KNOW THAT ALL OF YOU CAN TAKE GREAT COMFORT THAT YOU HAVE TRULY TOUCHED LIVES IN THIS PAST NINE MONTHS-PROBABLY IN WAYS YOU'LL NEVER IMAGINE.. AUSTIN TRULY IS SPECIAL- THE LOVE FOR HIM THAT IS EXPRESSED ON THESE PAGES DAY AFTER DAY IS REMARKABLE- ONLY GOD CAN WORK IN SUCH A MYSTERIOUS WAY- TEACHING SO MANY THROUGH THE COURAGE OF A LITTLE BLOND-HAIRED BOY FROM FAIRHOPE, ALABAMA. I'VE STOPPED TRYING TO FIGURE IT OUT- I JUST COME TO THIS PAGE AND GAIN MY DAILY INSPIRATION FROM IT. WHAT A GIFT HAS BEEN SHARED WITH US BY YOU. WE PRAY FOR A MIRACLE BUT, IN GOD'S OWN WAY, HE HAS SENT US A MIRACLE- THE WITNESS TO HIS GREAT, ABIDING LOVE FOR ALL OF US THROUGH THIS BRAVE AND COURAGEOUS SIX YEAR OLD BOY WHOSE STRUGGLE HAS TAUGHT US SO MUCH. WHATEVER YOU MAY NEED, DON'T HESITATE TO CALL AT ANY TIME, ANY HOUR, FROM ANYWHERE. WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH. GOOD LUCK IN BED TONIGHT. WITH GREAT LOVE FROM THE FUHRMAN CLAN.
TIM FUHRMAN
FAIRHOPE, AL - Friday, May 9, 2003 10:21 PM CDT

Poor Rose, always cathcing the blame:) Should I mail you some chucks to put under your sheets?? I am so glad you are all spending some much needed, quality, home time. Graduation, wow, You are a man now!! You all remain in my every thought and prayer. Call if you need ANYTHING.
I love you all,
Kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org <webmaster@taylorwatts.org>
McCalla, Al - Friday, May 9, 2003 10:09 PM CDT

I'm so glad you are home enjoying yourselves. You have all been deprived way to long. We are still praying and hoping for that miracle to happen. I wish I had 1/4 of your strength, courage and faith eventhough at times I know you just want to scream and be angry. Go ahead, you have been strong for so many people, but sometimes you have to have your own time. Enjoy those nights in bed together even if it is on wet sheets! I share my bed with my husband, who thank the Lord doesn't wet the bed, but the daschund has been known to when he was just a little thing! He is trained now thank goodness! I won't call and bother you, I know your time at home is precious to you, just know that you and your family is NEVER out of my thoughts or my prayers. I know you said this disease is angry, but God CAN overcome anger, you know this and all of us that are praying for you know it too. Hugs to all of you tonight and here's to a wonderful day tomorrow and the BEST mother's day of all. Take care and remember we all love you! Cathi
Cathi
- Friday, May 9, 2003 10:02 PM CDT

Hey Tina! Austin, I am so proud of you! Congratulations on your Kindergarten graduation! Way to go! I'm hoping that I can be there to see you and my niece Katelyn! I have a little boy graduating from Foley Kindergarten too! His name is Braxton and I know that he would love to meet you one day! He loves BUZZ too! Rose is one special dog! I know that my dog, BINGO, would love to sleep in my bed. He would probably be the only one sleeping though. He's very enegertic and doesn't stay very still! :-) Tell Rose that BINGO said hey. I continue to pray for you ALL every single day, many times each day! You remain in my heart and are never far from my thoughts!

Love,
Angel Hayes
Angel Hayes
Robertsdale, AL Baldwin - Friday, May 9, 2003 10:00 PM CDT

Dear Tina,

I have to say, You ARE TRULY AMAZING!!!! Your strength and courage is something that I am in awe of!!! If only I could be more like you during the hard times. I try real hard. I truly do. Thinking of you and your faith does help me. Thank you for that.

Austin, you are truly blessed to have so many people that love you. I love you and do not even know you. I hope that I can meet you at your graduation. My little girl is in Mrs. Tynes class and you both will graduate together. I can't wait to see you. I hope and pray that you will be there. I hope that you will let me take your picture with my Katelyn. I want to remember that day for always. Maggie, my sister is hoping to be there to see you too. You are so lucky to have Mrs. Jones for a teacher. She is an extra special woman.

Well, I will continue to keep ya'll in my prayers. Austin you hang in there little buddy.

Love,

Kendra Hayes
Kendra Hayes <hayes38@gulftel.com>
Foley, Al - Friday, May 9, 2003 9:24 PM CDT

Hey Austin - what kind of fish did you catch today? I just hope you had a great time with Dad and fun in the sun and the boat! It was sure super to see you back at Page and Palette, we've missed you so much. Come back and have some ice cream and don't forget to Hokey the floor! Love you and give hugs to Mom and Meaghan for me too! Full of hope.........Joan
joan sullivan
daphne, al usa - Friday, May 9, 2003 8:32 PM CDT

Hey little buddy and Meagan, (Mom,too)
Wow are you going to have stories to share... can't believe Rose was so glad to be with you that she kept wetting the bed!! Ellie gets blamed for a lot of things that Hannah and Haley actually do... such as cookie crumbs, toys left out, etc. I know you are so excited to be able to snuggle up together with Rose. I can't wait to meet her... do you think she and Ellie will be friends? Enjoy every moment... Tina, check your email for a note especially for you. I love you guys, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Friday, May 9, 2003 7:38 PM CDT

What precious memories you guys are making; even if they are a little (lot?) wet! I love to check on Jacob in the middle of the night...when he has a wet night, he rolls into a different position on a dry spot...never waking up while the changing is going on!
WOW!Graduation! Can't believe this school year is winding down!
Tina- David and I are hugging you right now! You know we're here for you always!
Love,
Sarah
David and Sarah <sseitz4@juno.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, May 9, 2003 7:34 PM CDT

Dear Bakers:

If it's not the vomiting stories, it's the wetting the bed stories! Actually, one of my dogs did wet the bed several months ago...I know what you're thinking, (Kim really wet the bed and blamed it on the dog)..Not!
It was not pretty..

I'm looking forward to our "date" tomorrow night..Give those wild kids of yours a good night kiss from me...We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, May 9, 2003 7:16 PM CDT

Hey Austin!! I hope you are enjoying being back at home with your family. I really miss hanging out with you and I can't wait to see you again, but next time I will be prepared for any kind of tricks you might have up your sleeve. In the meantime I will keep you and your family in my prayers. Don't ever give up!! As for the face painting, if it will not come off then tell your mom that Jennifer or Melissa did it. I will see you later.
Brandon Parker <Brandon.Parker@chsys.org>
Fultondale, AL Jefferson - Friday, May 9, 2003 4:20 PM CDT

Tina,
You know I am just down the street...all you have to do is think out loud and I can be there...any reason, any time!!! I hope you have the ultimate Mother's Day with your precious children...I think about ya'll constantly...I still believe that The Light will come out of all this darkness.
Love and Hugs!!!

Cecilia <Baygirl215@aol>
- Friday, May 9, 2003 3:31 PM CDT

We will hold Austin and your family close in our prayers. Our Father has great purpose for Austin and will be glorified through your precious little boy. Know that the Lord has already touched so many lives through Austin, mine included.

God promises us that He will never leave or forsake us. (Joshua 1) He has us in His grip! He will never fail us! With this promise, He tells us to be strong and courageous. Hold on tight. And even when strength and courage wane, our precious Savior is still holding us. Dear child, rest in His promises.
Molly <sawyer_molly@yahoo.com>
Atlanta, GA USA - Friday, May 9, 2003 3:09 PM CDT

Hey Austin and Tina--So, summer if finally here for me!!! NO more classes for at least 3 months..praise JEsus:)!! I can finally relax and not have to worry about tests or papers or anything else to stress me out..My dad and I are surpising my mom for her 40th b=day at the beach! I get to relax and get tan..I am praying for your family..I love reading your entries Tina and seeing how the Lord is strengthening you beyond belief..Austin you are incredible! I am so glad you were greeted by Rose when you got home..I know you are enjoying being at home--no hospital for the time being!Keep being strong==you are going to get through this--Tina, i am back in good ole MOnroeville..If you are going to be at home for a while i would love to come give austin a visit since i am so close..and give you a little rest:) i hope you have a wonderful day!!! Happy MOther's Day Tina--you are so radiant and so strong!
trishia <trishia_seales@hotmail.com`>
monroeville, al - Friday, May 9, 2003 2:21 PM CDT

Tina,
I just love Taras entry!! You and your sisters remind me so very much of me and my sisters!! We used to make up songs and sing many songs off of the radio together. Or should I say that we tried to sing!! None of us could carry a tune in a bucket!! "Im leaving on a jet plane" was one of my favorites!! We also used to get on our go-cart and drive about 50mph while singing that song called "I will survive" Remember that one?? We also used to have a stage set up in our neighbors yard and we would charge the neighborhood people 25 cents to come watch us perform. We never really drew a crowd but we had fun!!! Sisters!!!! There's nothing like em!!!!!!!!Thank God for Tonya and Tara! You are in the middle just like me! I knew we had something else in common!!
We love you so very much!!!! Keep your FAITH!!!!! Just remember that there is ALWAYS HOPE!!!!!!!!!!!!
Kiss Austin for us! A bunch of times! Give him a big kiss from Sports too. His the dog we bought at the benefit for Austin. He's a hyper thing but we love him!! Iam sure Tonya knows because she bought his sister!!
Love your friend,
Maggie

PS God Bless you today and always!!
Maggie and Toby
Atmore, Al USA - Friday, May 9, 2003 11:38 AM CDT

TINA--
THIS MORNING I CLOSED MY EYES FOR A MOMENT...WE WERE BACK AT DISNEY...YOUR DRIVING WAS TERRIBLE...IT WAS ALMOST LIKE WE WERE EXPERIENCING A PRECURSOR FOR SPACE MOUNTAIN. WE WERE SINGING (A TAD OFF KEY)... "I'M LEAVING ON A JET PLANE..." HOW YOUR KIDS REMEMBERED THE TUNE IS BEYOND MY COMPREHENSION--ESPECIALLY THE VERSES THAT WE MADE UP ON OUR OWN. I GIGGLED A BIT--WE ARE SO LUCKY...AND I THANKED GOD FOR OUR INCREDIBLE EXTENDED FAMILY. JUST WANTED TO TAKE YOU BACK FOR A MOMENT...
P.S. GIVE ROSE SOME MINTS...
HUGS AND KISSES
AUNT TARA
PENSACOLA, - Friday, May 9, 2003 10:49 AM CDT

Tina. continue to trust in God for He doeth all things well.
In each life some rain must fall but the sun does shine again. Troubles may endure for a night but joy cometh in
morning. I will continue to keep you and your family in
prayer.
Stephanie D. Williams <stepwillhink@excite.com>
birmingha, al jefferson - Friday, May 9, 2003 10:31 AM CDT

Dear Tina: We just read your latest update and our hearts are breaking. Your faith and love for your precious child has been , and is, an imspiration to all who visit here. We think of you so very often and keep your family in our prayers. Miracles happen - Your own mother had one!!

We love you.

Floyd and Betty Adams <fbadams@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Friday, May 9, 2003 10:12 AM CDT

Oh Tina. I'm so sorry.

You are an amazing mommy. Your children are so luck to have you. I'll be thinking of you Sunday, praying you have a wonderful day with your precious children.

I wish there was something we could do. We'll continue to pray constantly for a miracle.

Your friend,
Kelly
The Hicks Family <www.caringbridge.org/al/sarahanne>
Woodstock, AL - Friday, May 9, 2003 9:36 AM CDT

Tina, You amaze me everyday. You are such an amazing person and Mom. I hope you have a wonderful mothers day. I LOVE YOU Chrsity
Chrsity <scpat@charter.net>
- Friday, May 9, 2003 9:35 AM CDT

Tina,
You are such a source of strength for all of us. I can't imagine what you are going through, but we are praying for miracles.

Alan, Alison and Ross Moore <amcbmoore@mindspring.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Friday, May 9, 2003 9:32 AM CDT

Tina -- Reading the words of Austin's condition in your journal entry this morning was something that none of us ever wanted to do. Your words of encouragement and faith are an inspiration to us all, but the words of Austin's situation are hard to understand and comprehend. None of knows what God's will is; I keep telling myself that God's poor ears will be tired of listening to all of us ask him "Why?" when we get to heaven. But by that point, the "Why's" won't matter anymore. We will only be concerned with praising Him. Tina, I see that you have begun that special task right here on earth. You are placing your trust exactly where it needs to be -- in God's hands. I admire you so much for being so strong for your children. But just know that it is okay to cry and to get angry and to ask "Why?" Just know that God understands and feels your heartache. You and Austin and Meagan are part of a tremendous "big picture" that is being painted very carefully with loving, yet often painful, brush strokes. My prayer is that Austin will be healed and, in the meantime, that he will be comfortable and that you will have the strength to be the mother that God created you to be. You have been given a very special assignment as a mother, one that not many would be able to complete. But you are doing beautifully, Tina. You will never know how many lives you touch with every single one of your journal entries, with every single conversation, with every single hug. I hope you have a wonderful Mother's Day weekend as you savor every precious moment with your children. And keep letting those precious babies and that dog sleep with you -- There has never been anything wrong with pure love and family togetherness.
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Friday, May 9, 2003 9:28 AM CDT

Tina,

We can all take a page from your book and live by it. The page I speak of is the one day at a time page, preceded by the hope page and followed by the faith page. Through your life and experience we have been and are being discipled. I am blessed to know you and yours. We are all waging war in the heavenlies with you. Love from the Hines family and extra hugs for Austin.

Sid, Jodi, Seth, Dane, and Kendra
Sid Hines
Fairhope, AL USA - Friday, May 9, 2003 9:13 AM CDT

Hey Bakers,
I don't know what to say at this point for the first time in my life I am speechless! Words cannot express the saddness that fills my heart! I just love Austin and all of you so very much! God is still with you and he will never forsake you! Mrs. Tina you are so special to me and just know that I love you and I am here for you all! Austin you are my favorite man in this world and I have learned how to really live life because of you! There is never a dull moment when I am with you and I thank you for that! I love you and am praying for you!
Jessica Calhoun
- Friday, May 9, 2003 8:59 AM CDT

Hey Austin and Tina,
I hope you guys are having so much fun today. Was everyone comfortable in the bed last night? I know Austin was if Rose,Meagan,and mommy was right there beside him. I was thinking of you this morning and wanted to say hello and that I am praying for you every minute. I love you guys!!!
Have a wonderful Mother's Day, Tina. You deserve so much.
Tell my fwend I said hello and that I miss him so much!!!!
Tasha Heinze <tasha.heinze@chsys.org>
Bham, AL - Friday, May 9, 2003 8:51 AM CDT

Tina,
When Matthew was diagnosed with AML ( I believe that he and Austin also share the same aggressive subtype) I truly believed that he would be healed. Although the AML was a very aggressive subtype of a very aggressive form of leukemia, I believed with all my heart that he would be healed. What I didn�t realize was that God did not hold in store for him an �earthly� healing. The year-long journey in Birmingham and at Children�s Hospital was an experience that only those of us who have been through it understand. The hope of survival and the witness of so many innocent children who endure pain and suffering beyond our comprehension is heart-wrenching, and the closest experience to Hell I hope that I ever experience. The day that Dr. Watts told Steve and me that �there is nothing we can do to save Matthew,� my world came crashing down. You do re-experience the diagnosis date. Austin�s courage, bravery, and fighting spirit have been such an inspiration to many and God�s work through you and Austin has been amazing. You all have witnessed to so many people the true meaning of hope and love. The hope (and Truth) that one day we will be reunited with our loved ones who have gone before us. I long for the day that I meet my Savoir face-to-face and greet the smiling face and warm embrace of my little Matthew. I just have one more reason to want to get to Heaven. Love�well love is what life is all about. Its importance is apparent from the scriptures when God places love above faith and hope. A love that is shown through caring doctors, nurses, and staff at Children�s Hospital; a love that is shown through friends whose hurt and pain is apparent in so many e-mail messages; a love that is shown through a little boy who reaches out for the comfort of a mother�s hand in the middle of the night; a love that is shown by a thousand licks of a �boy�s best friend� when he greets him at the door (or in the bed); a love that is shown by a little girl who tries so hard to understand why her Mommy has to be away for so long and yet yearns to be with her; the love of our Savior who died on a cross so that we may have eternal life; the love of a Mother who releases a little hand to the Savior�s hand who will NEVER let it go until we get there, and then He will only share it.

Do not be afraid in the days ahead. God will take care of Austin. Savor every moment that you have with him. There is no reason for him to suffer anymore. Know that Austin, you, and your family are loved and prayed for daily. This strength will sustain you. If you need to talk, please let me or Linda know.

Jesus said to her, �I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in Me, though he may die, he shall live. And whoever lives and believes in Me shall never die. Do you believe this?� John 10:27,28.

God�s blessing to you and your family.

Beth Billy <beth.billy@jdcc.edu>
Brewton, AL USA - Friday, May 9, 2003 7:31 AM CDT

I've had Austin and your whole family in my prayers for many months. I pray God gives you the comfort and strength you need during this time. Your courage has been an inspiration to me. God bless all of you.
Marie Kuhn <mariemk@cox.net>
Niceville, FL USA - Friday, May 9, 2003 7:27 AM CDT

Dear Tina,

I hope you can find comfort knowing that many people are praying right along with you. I know that God is hearing our prayers for Austin and for your family. Enjoy the special moments with your children this weekend - your children are so blessed to have you as their mom! We will keep hoping and praying for your prayers to be answered.

God Bless,
Theresa and David Jellenc
Montrose, AL - Friday, May 9, 2003 7:24 AM CDT

I am praying for a miracle. I know that God can do it. Sometimes we don't understand why He doesn't, but He is sovereign and we just have to trust Him. I will be praying for all of you to have peace and strength to endure this page in your book. I know you'd like to erase the last few chapters. I wish we could too. But I know that even through these horrible circumstances, you have seen the blessings that God has sent your way. Not everyone chooses to see that part, but you always have. You are so strong, Tina, and I know that your Heavenly Father is so proud of you. And of Austin. He has fought hard and He will continue to. I love you very much.
Jill Belcher <JHBpianonurse@msn.com>
Birmingham, AL - Friday, May 9, 2003 6:53 AM CDT

Dear Tina and Austin,

This morning as I read my devotional you and Austin were on my mind. It was from Matthew 5:14 "You are the light of the world." It said that Christians should be a light in our darkened world. Your life will either shed light or cast a shadow. What bright lights you and Austin shed! Your faith illuminates the path for others. I will continue to lift prayers for you, Austin, and Meagan.
Denise Pippin
Niceville, Fl. - Friday, May 9, 2003 6:35 AM CDT

Austin, God fearfully and wonderfully made you. You are His handiwork and you are wonderful! He made every part of you- what's on the inside and what's on the outside- just the way He intended. That makes you very special to us and to Him. We're so thankful for you!

Tina, I love you and I continue to pray for healing, strength, and courage. Mary
Mary Bunch
Fairhope, AL - Friday, May 9, 2003 6:19 AM CDT

Dear Tina, We are all praying for and expecting God to heal Austin completely. He is already a hero, and you are, too! Please know that your prayer team in this community, and everyone who knows you and Austin (and many who do not) will never lose hope and will never stop praying for healing. I am going to get my kids off to school this morning then have a very long talk with our Father about your little boy. Have a great day! Know that you all are covered in prayer!
Donna Fucich
Daphne, AL - Friday, May 9, 2003 5:54 AM CDT

Hi Austin,

I�ve been thinking about you today little friend�and wanted to pass this along � there�s a lot of green grass around here, eh?

The work an unknown good man has done is like a vein of water flowing
hidden underground, secretly making the ground green. -- Thomas Carlyle

Enjoy the now, buddy.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <Klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Friday, May 9, 2003 5:54 AM CDT

Dearest Tina, I know that updating the website was extremely difficult for you. You, Austin, and Meagan have so many friends (some whom you will never meet face to face) and everyone needed to know how to pray. We don't give up... we pray even harder for all of you.
I can just imagine Austin's joy in getting to get his hands on Rose for the first time in months!! I bet he was so excited. And to think he found nails, wood, and hammer and got busy constructing something so early in the day, you are going to have your hands full. Enjoy every moment, every touch, every smile. We will pray for your energy level too as you try to keep up with him. I can just imagine Austin and Meagan enjoying playing and being together. They have such a special relationship. Remember I am only a phone call away. Hopefully we will see you soon. Love to all, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Friday, May 9, 2003 5:33 AM CDT

Dear Bakers:

I'm thankful that you are all home together and able to sleep in your own bed.

We are all trying to digest the news and our hearts are breaking along with yours.

As you know, I believe in the healing powers of our pets. They can offer so much comfort in difficult times. They seem to have a sixth sense about what to do when we are hurting.

We continue to pray for our little friend and his family. We love you.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, May 9, 2003 4:05 AM CDT

Me again! I am having a very difficult time sleeping tonight after all that has happened the last few days. I have read so many sites and still sleep is no where in sight. I just want to give you a hug. I know Austin was thrilled to have his dog in the bed as well as mom and Meagan. I hope you have a WONDERFUL Mother's Day. YOu are a wonderful mother to 2 special children.
Love,
Kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
- Thursday, May 8, 2003 11:35 PM CDT

Tina,
I don't know what to say other than I amso sorry & that I continue to lift you, Austin & your family up in prayer. You are an inspiration & I continue to be amazed at how you are handling all you have been dealt. Thank you for that! Keep that strong faith! Austin is blessed to have you as you are to have him & Maegan. Enjoy Mother's Day because you deserve it!

Brenda Lewis <bnme@att.net>
Prattville, AL USA - Thursday, May 8, 2003 11:18 PM CDT

Tina,
For the first time in my life, Iam at a loss for words! My heart is breaking for you and Austin and your family. The only thing I can do is cry and smile. I know this does'nt make sense. I cry because I want this cancer to leave Austin and never come back! I cry because I want you to no longer hurt and worry about your little boy. I smile because Iam so very grateful to know someone as Wonderful as you. I smile because I KNOW that there is HOPE and Austin is proof of that!!! He is a fighter just like his Mommy!!
I pray that you have a very special Mothers Day, Tina. You are a true blessing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love you,
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Thursday, May 8, 2003 10:56 PM CDT

Dear Austin and Tina,

I spoke with Gayle today and she enlightened me to our prayer forces needed NOW. You've got'em.

Always remember that our God grants nothing to us that we cannot handle as long as we go through Him and to Him with our needs.
You are in my heart and in my prayers...I respect you, Austin, you are strong.
My love to you,
Cyndi Johnston
Cyndi Johnston
Daphne, Al USA - Thursday, May 8, 2003 10:41 PM CDT

I have heard of your news. I am so devastaed. I can hardley comprehen it all. I have cried and cried and cried some more. I wish more than ever I had been able to see you Wednesday. I hope you are able to rest as much as you can and enjoy every minute of life. I know I am just rambling at this point but I am at a total loss for words. I am praying for you all. I love you all so much. You have taught me so much, more than you can ever know. I will never forget any of you. I hate how we met, but so glad we did. Please call me anytime!!!! I am always here for you. Tell Buzz my little Buzz said hello!!!
All my love,
Kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
- Thursday, May 8, 2003 9:40 PM CDT

Sleep well my friends, my heart and my prayers are with you.
Lots of love coming your way from "Miss Linda"

Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
- Thursday, May 8, 2003 9:14 PM CDT

Hey Bakers,
I had fun playing with austin today at the softball park.I wanted to let you know that i layed hands on him and prayed for him like the deciples in the Bible.He is so precious!My prayers are always with yall! luv yall
Anna Calhoun <cowgirl2579@cs.com>
Fairhope, Al u.s. - Thursday, May 8, 2003 8:50 PM CDT

Dear Bakers,
I wanted to take a minute to let you know that you are on my mind!!!!! I continue to think about you and pray for you daily! As another school year winds down, I reflect on this past year as a teacher and all that I've taught my students. We celebrated teacher appreciation this week and several of my children presented me with gifts of "thanks" for being their teacher! Tina, I thank YOU for all that you've taught me about life!!!!

Much love,
Angel Hayes

Angel Hayes <angeldh@gulftel.com>
Robertsdale, Al Baldwin - Thursday, May 8, 2003 8:07 PM CDT

Tina,
Thinking of you this afternoon!! Iam hoping that Austin will get to come to the little graduation ceremony at his school next Friday. Iam coming to see Katelyn and I would like to see you too!!!!!
Please call me if you need me!! I want to come over and help you if you would like. I talked to your Mom today and told her that if there is anything Toby and I can do just call! OK???
We love you and your children!!!!!!!!!
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Thursday, May 8, 2003 4:16 PM CDT

Dear Bakers
You are on my mind today. I'm sure you have great Disney pics - can't wait to see them!
kelly hayes
- Thursday, May 8, 2003 3:58 PM CDT

Austin and Tina,
I hope the ride home last night was not as bad as the trip coming to Bham. How was the Waffle House? I knew Austin wanted that over Crackle Barrel!!! HAHAHAH!!!! He knows how to pick them, huh? Well I just wanted to tell you how much you guys have been on my mind lately. I think of you two always, but yesterday really tore at my heart. I have realized through this journey your family has taken, that you are the most incredibly loving mother of two beautiful children. I have never met anyone with the strength you have and the compassion you share with us all. I constantly talk about my fwends at the hospital and what I have learnded from you guys. A great lesson: You can never give up!!!! You find strenght and courage through our wonderful and gracious God. You guys are always in my prayers and I will never forget the incredible lessons and people I have met through you (family and friends of yours). Tell Austin how much fun I always have with him and he will always be my little fwend!!! I love you guys and I hope you have a wonderful time at home in Fairhope where you deserve to be with your family and friends at this time. I pray for you always.....we all love you from CH...there is only one Austin Baker that we will let Silly String us til we look like a mummy!!!!
TASHA HEINZE <tasha.heinze@chsys.org>
BHAM, AL US - Thursday, May 8, 2003 2:17 PM CDT

Tina, Austin and family. We continue to pray daily for perfect healing and much, much more. You are in our hearts and thoughts. We are here for you, always.
Martha, Cullen, Joseph, Paula & Jacqueline <marcul87@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Thursday, May 8, 2003 1:56 PM CDT

Tina,

We love you and are praying for you and your family. You never stray far from our hearts and minds. We love you,

Lisa and Matthew
Lisa and Matthew <lematth@aol.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Thursday, May 8, 2003 1:53 PM CDT

Dear Bakers:

I just wanted you to know that you are in our thoughts and prayers today. We love you bunches.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, May 8, 2003 12:25 AM CDT

I have been checking the website since your last update. I can tell by several entries that your meeting did not go the way you wanted it to go. Do Not give up! We won't ever stop praying and hoping for the best. Please update us ASAP...we want to be here for you! Take care and remember we LOVE you all so much! Cathi
Cathi
- Thursday, May 8, 2003 12:10 AM CDT

Tina,
My prayers are with you. I do not know what all happened yesterday, but know I am here if you need me. Call me. 425-2581.
Much Love,
Kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
- Thursday, May 8, 2003 10:27 AM CDT

Dear Tina, There aren't any words that express the heaviness in my heart right now. News travels fast... I had heard via Ms. Beth (sister to Faye) and then Linda called me. Linda and I talked for quite awhile and I am so thankful she was there for you yesterday. We are planning a road trip to see you all real soon. That is if everything is going well for all of you. Remember the day Austin asked me if I would bring Ellie to see him when he got back home? Well, God willing, we will be coming soon. We shall continue to pray constantly for you, Meagan, the rest of the family, and especially for Austin.
I hear kindergarten graduation is next week. That will be an exciting time for Austin... I can just see him strutting across the stage in his cap and gown. Make lots of pictures. Give my little buddy a big hug and kiss for me, also one for Meagan. I am asking God to hold you close..to feel His presence in a way you have never felt it before. I love you guys.... Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Thursday, May 8, 2003 9:11 AM CDT

Dear Tina,
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. I pray that you will find peace today and always.
Renee
- Thursday, May 8, 2003 7:54 AM CDT

My heart was breaking with yours yesterday as I sat and watched you take in what the doctors were saying. I knew I had to be strong for you. Each time you looked over at me, I could tell what you were saying by your eyes, I knew if I started crying it would be bad. It was one of the most difficult things I have ever done. As Austin told me his "secret" my heart shattered. I hope he knows just how very much he means to me, even if thanks to you he now considers me a thief! :)

You both are part of my family and my heart and I know God will take care of you. My son stated it perfectly..."It's just not fair!!!" There are so many times when I tell myself, don't get so close to these families, but that is impossible. You and Austin are my best friends. You have brought such joy and love to my life and I thank you for that. I am here for you day and night. I didn't come this far with you to leave you now. I know you are 4 hours away but you are also right here with me too, in my heart.

Always remember........
When you need something to cry on
You can use my shoulder...
When you need someone to listen
You have my ear...
When you can't find your way
My eyes will help to guide you...
When you reach out for someone
I'll always be near.
When your days are all rainy
I'll bring an umbrella...
When you really need a friend
Remember I'll be here!

Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you... Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid. John 14:27
I love you my friends!
Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
- Thursday, May 8, 2003 7:44 AM CDT

BUZZ-
LAST NIGHT WHEN I WAS TALKING TO PAPA HE DESCRIBED YOU PERAHPS BETTER THAN ANYONE...HE SAID THAT YOU ARE A GRAND LITTLE FELLOW. THAT, MY DEAR FRIEND, IS THE MOST GENIUNE STATEMENT THAT I HAVE EVER HEARD. YOUR STRENGTH AND WISDOM, AND PERHAPS MOST IMPORTANT YOUR CHARACTER HAVE MADE ME LOOK AT THE WORLD IN A DIFFERENT LIGHT. P.S. DISNEY ROCKS!
AUNT TARA <holytara2002@aol.com>
PENSACOLA, FL - Thursday, May 8, 2003 7:08 AM CDT

God Bless all of you.
Our prayers are with you at Sperry in Charlottesville, VA.
Andy Fraser
Charlottesville, VA USA - Thursday, May 8, 2003 6:59 AM CDT

Austin and family - I work with Dave at Sperry Marine and he sent us an email this AM telling us about you. Just wanted you to know all of us are praying for you and thinking very positive and loving thoughts that you will soon be well. Don't give up - God CAN work miracles and we are praying for one!
Janet Clatterbuck <jlc01@Sperry-Marine.com>
Charlottesville , VA USA - Thursday, May 8, 2003 6:28 AM CDT

Hi Austin!

Peace to you today, little buddy.

Here�s a thought to carry into the now�

BLAME NOBODY. EXPECT NOTHING. DO SOMETHING. -- Bill Parcells, NFL Super Bowl coach

Enjoy the now.

Make today great1

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Thursday, May 8, 2003 5:04 AM CDT

Tina,
Just wanted to let you know that we are praying for Austin tonight. I hope things went ok today. I hope you are able to get some well deserved rest when you need it! Give Austin and yourself a great big hug from Toby and I. We love you!! Whenever I think of people who have impacted my life with their kindness, wisdom and friendship, you immediately rise to the top.
Keep your strong Faith, Tina!! There is a great, loving God watching over Austin!!
"Commit everything you do to the Lord. Trust Him, and He will help you" Psalms 37:5

Love you lots!!!!!
Maggie
Maggie and Toby
Atmore, Al USA - Wednesday, May 7, 2003 9:35 PM CDT

Taylor and I were both sad that we missed you today. We will be back Friday maybe we will see you then. I hope you felt God with you today and He gave you the peace and wisdom needed to decide where to go next. I know so manay are praying for you all and you will see your miracles. I can't wait to hear all about Disney World. GOd Bless you and get some rest!!
I love you,
Kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
McCalla, Al - Wednesday, May 7, 2003 8:21 PM CDT

Still PRAYING for MIRACLES!!!
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Wednesday, May 7, 2003 8:12 PM CDT

Dear Bakers, I am speechless tonight. I know you are hurting tonight. I know there is fear as to what you will hear tomorrow in Birmingham. You have been so strong. I know God's arms are still around you. He is with you and He always will be with you. Know that you are in our prayers tonight and we will especially pray for tomorrow.

I have been so happy for you the past few days in Disney. I knew the children were having so much fun. Of course, that makes parents happy when they see their children having fun.

Know that we love you and we care.
Millie Caughron
gmcuaghron@aol.com, TN USA - Wednesday, May 7, 2003 7:02 PM CDT

Dear Baker family,
I know today has probably been a tough and grueling day but I hope that the visit with the doctors has gone well. We continue to pray for you ALL each and every day!Austin is such a special little boy and we(especially little Jay) miss seeing him! We hope to hear GREAT things soon!! Stay strong!
The Cortes
Rosemary Corte <rosemarymcgowin@aol.com>
Daphne, Al - Wednesday, May 7, 2003 5:43 PM CDT

Hey Bakers,
I am gald you guys had fun on your tripp. I have been praying today about the meeting you had with the doctors, I hope everything went well! I miss Austin so much already! Words cannot explain the love I have for him and Meagan! There is only one Austin in this world and he is just a very special person to me! Tell him we have tons of cookie dough ice cream waiting for him when ya'll come home again! Tell him I will keep it safe just for him and Meagan! God is with you and he will give you strength and peace! Oh and here is my e-mail for that lady you told me about its: JC62285@cs.com, you can e-mail me hers if you don't mind! Well God's with you guys and I love you guys so much!
Jessica Calhoun
- Wednesday, May 7, 2003 5:01 PM CDT

YOU HAVE ALL THE PRAYERS IN THE WORLD COMING YOUR WAY TODAY AND EVERYDAY. HOPE YOU GET THE NEWS YOU WANT TODAY. AS I ALWAYS SAY, THAT MIRACLE IS OUT THERE AND YOU AND AUSTIN AND FAMILY DESERVE TO HAVE IT. I LOVE MAGGIE'S ENTRY SO HERE GO MY WISHES FOR YOU.....I WISH YOU A LIFETIME OF PEACE, JOY AND HAPPINESS. I WISH FOR A SPECIAL MIRACLE FOR AUSTIN'S COMPLETE HEALING......I WISH FOR ALL GOOD THINGS TO COME TO SUCH A SPECIAL, LOVING AND KIND PERSON...AND MOST OF ALL FOR YOU TO HAVE A HEALTHY CHILD AT THE END OF THIS JOURNEY. PLEASE LET US KNOW WHAT THE NEXT STEP IS...WE ARE ALL PRAYING AND HOPING FOR ALL OF YOU! LOVE YOU! CATHI
CATHI
- Wednesday, May 7, 2003 5:00 PM CDT

Tina,
You and Austin are in our prayers! Stay strong, and God Bless your family.
Frank, Lisa, & Alden
Battles Wharf, Al USA - Wednesday, May 7, 2003 4:30 PM CDT

Tina, I'm so happy Disney World turned out to be such a magical experience for all of you! As always, you remain in our daily prayers. Prayer is so powerful! Next time you make it home, let me know. The van's massage seat is just waiting for you! God bless!
Dee <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, - Wednesday, May 7, 2003 4:07 PM CDT

Tina, You and Austin are in our prayers. We think about you daily. Love Carol and Melvin

Carol Middleton
Uriah, Al - Wednesday, May 7, 2003 3:09 PM CDT

My sister Mandy works with Leeza Nelson and through her I was given this website. Please know that from this day on I will pray for you Tina and Austin and the whole Family. I can see that you find your strength through Christ and His mighty comforting hand. Thank you for your strength. Remember, God is our strength and help in times of greatest need. Lean on Him.
Lynn Lambeth <L3CPA@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL United States - Wednesday, May 7, 2003 12:33 AM CDT

Austin, I just want you to know how much I have missed you these past 2 weeks and I can't wait to get back to Birmingham and hear about all the fun you had at Disney World. I love you!
Beth (Miss Best :)
- Wednesday, May 7, 2003 11:42 AM CDT

Dearest Tina - I am so glad you all had a great time in Disney. I am hoping that everyone's prayers will ease you and Austin along your bumpy journey.
Debbie Holobaugh <debbieh@lpclaw.com>
Fairhope, AL usa - Wednesday, May 7, 2003 10:47 AM CDT

Dear Tina,
"You, O Lord keep my lamp burning; my God turns my darkness into light. With your help I can advance against a troop; with my God I can scale a wall. As for God, his way is perfect; the word of the Lord is flawless. He is a shield for all who take refuge in him. For who is God besides the Lord? And who is the Rock except our God? It is God who arms me with strength and makes my way perfect. He makes my feet like the feet of a deer; He enables me to stand on the heights. He trains my hands for battle; my arms can bend a bow of bronze. You give me your shield of victory, and your right hand sustains me; you stoop down to make me great. You broaden the path beneath me, so that my ankles do not turn." Psalm 18:28-36

"My heart says of you, 'Seek his face!' Your face Lord, I will seek." Psalm 27:8.

"We wait in hope for the Lord; he is our help and our shield. In him our hearts rejoice, for we trust in his holy
name. May your unfailing love rest upon us, o Lord, even as we put our hope in you." Psalm 33:20-22.

I love you and continue to pray for strength, courage, and healing. Mary
Mary Bunch
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, May 7, 2003 10:44 AM CDT

Hey Tina, Austin & Family,
What a blessing it is to hear that the kids had a wonderful time - and you too! I have not stopped thinking about y'all since you left & picturing sweet Austin at Disney World having fun always made my eyes water. I will continue praying for you as you make it back to B'ham. I love you all so much!

Karin Wilson <pandp@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, May 7, 2003 10:36 AM CDT

Hey Ms. Tina and Austin! I am so glad to hear that everyone had fun in Disney Worrld! Thank you so much for letting me meet Austin last week. It really meant a lot to me. I was overwhelmed with Austin's personality, he was so funny and personable. Jessica told me he was quite a character, but I didn't believe it until I met him. If anyone can beat this cancer, Austin can. I pray everyday for Austin's strength and health, and I thank God everyday because He has allowed me to know Austin. I have learned a lot through you and Austin's strength. You are both an inspiration. I pray that the meeting with the doctors went well.
God Bless,
Penney
Penney Patterson <Luv2JumpKhaki@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, May 7, 2003 9:08 AM CDT

good morning, tina!

your strength continues to bring us strength -- and we know where this strength comes from. it is so good to understand that God's strength is never-ending and never-failing for his children. but when one of his children who has his strength also has the gift of expressing it to others, we are all blessed. this is what you have done! and all the while, you have never failed to give God the glory for it all.

i love you -- keep drawing on that strength and God will keep providing what each of you needs.

hugs for that sweet son..........

in His grip,

emily

"Though the mountains be shaken and the hills be removed, yet my unfailing love for you will not be shaken nor my covenant of peace be removed," says the Lord, who has compassion on you. Isaiah 54:10
emily garner
fairhope, - Wednesday, May 7, 2003 9:00 AM CDT

Tina and Family,
You are loved and prayed for daily. May God wrap his arms tightly around you and Austin.

Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus.
1 Thessalonians 5:16-18

May there be a constant awareness in your life that God is the unseen but always present companion in all your ups and downs. Joy and peace come from knowing you are never alone. Remember that prayer is the ongoing conversation we have, Spirit to Spirit, with God and, true thanksgiving is the great reminder that we have been blessed no matter what the circumstances.

Tina, I pray that tomorrow you have a profound awareness of God's presence with you, and may your heart always find its home in Him.

Beth Billy <beth.billy@jdcc.edu>
Brewton, AL USA - Wednesday, May 7, 2003 8:55 AM CDT

Dear Tina,
It is so good to hear about your wonderful trip to Disney!! I know it must have been hard to wake up this morning to face another trip to Birmingham. Our family will be saying many prayers. As always, you are in our thoughts daily. With much love,
Paula Word
- Wednesday, May 7, 2003 8:30 AM CDT

Tina,
I will be lifting you and your family up in prayer today, especially Austin. The way you have handled your trials, through God's help, is an inspiration to so many. I'm praying that one day soon, you'll be able to look at a healthy little boy, and look back at all this as just a crazy life adventure, and move on with all your lives to happier times. We are holding your hand today, and God has you in the palm of his hand. Life will get better soon.
Ginger Taylor <virginia.taylor@halliburton.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Wednesday, May 7, 2003 7:54 AM CDT

Hi friends - I'm praying HARD for you this morning. Praying for wisdom for the doctors & peace & stength for you.

Love ya,
Kelly

The Hicks Family <www.caringbridge.org/al/sarahanne>
Woodstock, AL - Wednesday, May 7, 2003 7:38 AM CDT

Good Morning, Austin!

Check out this thought�

Man cannot remake himself without suffering. For he is both the marble and the sculptor. -Alexis Carrell

Peace to you, little friend.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Wednesday, May 7, 2003 5:47 AM CDT

Dear Bakers:

Just letting you know this morning that you are in our thoughts and prayers again today. We continue to ask God to take care of you and your family. He will not let you down.

I wanted to share with you that before you left for Disney, I had the pleasure of talking with Ms. Puckett at Magic Moments. We talked about a lot of things, but one of the things we talked about was Tina Baker and what a special person she is. Ms. Puckett was sharing with me how much of a blessing you had been to many of the families and children at the hospital and how you handled yourself with such grace. The point of telling you this is that God is using you here on earth. There really are angels among us.

Hang in there...We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, May 7, 2003 3:30 AM CDT

Tina,
I just wanted to say hi and let you know that the Wilsons are still here praying for your family. Tina I will be praying hard for ya'll tommorrow. Your courage is sooooooo amazing to us. I hope that ya'll enjoyed your vacation!!
Michelle Wilson
- Wednesday, May 7, 2003 2:57 AM CDT

Just thought I'd let you know I was thinking of you and praying for you and your family. LOVE YOU CHRISTY
christy
- Tuesday, May 6, 2003 10:25 PM CDT

We will have you on our minds and in our hearts tomorrow as we do every day! We hope that everything goes OK. I bet Austin really enjoyed Disney World. I bet it was everything and more that he hoped it would be.
We are holding Austin close to our hearts!!!
Love you,
Maggie
PS. Brad and I looked at Austins pictures today and said a prayer for him. Brad loved the picture of Austin in the black shades!!!
Maggie and Toby
Atmore, Al USA - Tuesday, May 6, 2003 10:13 PM CDT

Dear Bakers: So glad to hear that all of you had a great time at Disney World and things worked out so Austin and Meagan could do all the fun things which Disney has to offer. What a wonderful place has been created to get away from the cares and tribulations of the real world for awhile. All of you continue to inspire us. May God continue to watch over all of you and guide you and the Doctors as you enter this next phase of treatment. Know that you are surrounded by love from family, friends, and even those who have never had the privilege of meeting you. Tim Fuhrman
Tim Fuhrman <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Tuesday, May 6, 2003 9:47 PM CDT

Tina and Austin, I keep forgetting to tell you how happy Ross was to see Austin when you came through last week and he was at the hospital with Jimmy. Ross said he looked so good and wanted to know where his sucker was. Ross has missed him.
Terri
- Tuesday, May 6, 2003 9:46 PM CDT

I am thankful that you all made it home safely and I know you had a wonderful time in Disney. I pray for a safe trip tomorrow and for God's comfort and strength to be with when you meet with the Doctors. I pray that God uses the Doctors and gives them the knowledge to proceed in the best way for Austin. I love you all and will be thinking of you constantly. Terri
Bishop
- Tuesday, May 6, 2003 9:39 PM CDT

Tina, I will try to reach you tomorrow night. Just know that my prayers will be with you each moment of the day. And I can come to be with you within minutes. Jim and I will be praying for God's wisdom for the doctors in making the right, best decision for Austin's treatment. We continue to trust in His plan for Austin.
I, too, have been so sadden by the news of Deanna. I had checked her website around 9 a.m. today. Little did I know the next time I would check, she would have her beautiful angel wings. It broke my heart... I just pray that having Ellie to pet while at the cancer center brought her some comfort and distraction.
Remember, you can call me at ANY HOUR of the day.... can't wait to see Austin and have him give me his version of his time at Disneyworld. Love to all of you, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Tuesday, May 6, 2003 9:29 PM CDT

I'm glad you got home safe and had a great trip. I will be at work tomorrow. I'll look for you. If you get a chance and have the energy, we would love to see you. Love you guys so much! Praying for Austin's complete healing and for strength for him and for all of you.
Jill Belcher <JHBpianonurse@msn.com>
B'ham, AL - Tuesday, May 6, 2003 9:23 PM CDT

Tina, You and Austin are in our prayers. Our love, Julie and Bobby
Julie Quimby
Atmore, Al - Tuesday, May 6, 2003 9:09 PM CDT

Dear Bakers
But as for me, I will always have hope; I will praise you more and more. Psalm 71:14 Tina, I think you become more beautiful everyday. We will continue to lift your family up in prayer. Know that you are loved!
kelly hayes
fairhope, - Tuesday, May 6, 2003 8:51 PM CDT

I am glad you all returned home safely. I know you had ablast, butall that walking starts to catch up with you. I will be in clinic tomorrow, hope to see you there. I have missed you. You and Austin are in my prayers. I will be thinking of you tomorrow as you meat with the doctors. I hope you still know the offer still stands that you can come to my house anytime you need a break!!!
lOVE,
kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
- Tuesday, May 6, 2003 8:48 PM CDT

Dear Tina, You will be in our thoughts and prayers tomorrow. Tonight I sent an email to a little prayer group of supporters that has been formed up here for Austin. We are praying for his doctors to make the best possible decisions for his next phase of treatments, that you hear encouraging news tomorrow, that Austin continues to have the strength in his body and spirit to fight this disease, and peace and understanding for your entire family. We love you and you are never far from our thoughts.
Rebecca and John Duskin <duskin@charter.net>
- Tuesday, May 6, 2003 8:45 PM CDT

Tina, Thank you so much for updating so often on Austin. I know that is truly a task...trying to find the time to write on CaringBridge sometimes is challenging when you are going through so much.
I have been crying today too. Deanna was so special and such an inspiration as so many cancer kids are. I got a little angry today also. I want cancer to GO AWAY! Why can't it just go away??
I'm hearing all your exhaustion and frustration and agony in your entries. And I always hear all your love for your family too. I know your journey right now is harder than words can describe. Please know many, many people are praying for Austin. Dan and I pray for his complete healing and we pray for you as you meet with the doctors.

Janet Sims, mom to Janie, forever 5 years-old, www.caringbridge.org/al/janiesims
Birmingham, AL - Tuesday, May 6, 2003 8:34 PM CDT

Dear Tina,

So gald you had a magical trip to Disney World! We will be praying for you constantly over the next several days. It's true that we don't always understand the way God works in our lives...but, nevertheless, He is always with you and holding you. I'm sure He sees your tears and fears and He also sees your incredible faith. When you get tired and scared try to feel God's love and all the love of your family and friends surrounding you. We'll be praying for you on this next journey. God Bless you.

Theresa and David Jellenc
Montrose, AL - Tuesday, May 6, 2003 8:16 PM CDT

Dear Tina,

I am a friend of Leza's and she has just sent me an email about you and Austin. I have read many of your journal entries and feel that I know you already. I am amazed how God works through the lives of children to touch the hearts of the ones that He loves and has called to His service. My heart breaks as I see you going through this situation with your children but I am comforted to see your dependence on God in this time. I have 3 grown children and 2 small grandchildren and I can not even imagine your pain. We can count on the fact that His grace is sufficient for us in every situation. I had to write you to let you know that there are lives being touched by your strength that you do not even know about. Through little lives like Austin's I have a better understanding of what Jesus was saying when He said suffer little children to come unto me, for of such is the kingdom of heaven. Through the helplessness of a child, we sense our own helplessness before a Holy God. I will be praying for you and your family.
Earl Cooper <ecooper@leighplace.com>
Brewton, AL - Tuesday, May 6, 2003 2:31 PM CDT

Good afternoon to all the Bakers! Hope your back and had a wonderful time. I have been checking for updates to see what is next for Austin. I truely hope for a miracle to have happened in his body while you were gone. You NEVER know. It CAN happen at any time, any place and we never even realize it. I hope that any tests he has come back with great results and hope that there is something out there that they haven't tried on him yet. I will keep wishing, hoping and praying for you and your family to have that one special miracle brought your way. UPDATE US ASAP! Love you all, Cathi
Cathi
- Tuesday, May 6, 2003 12:58 AM CDT

Tina,
If I gathered up all my wishes for you and put them in a pretty basket, your multicolored bouquet would look like this...

You'd have peace from every conflict you encounter in your life, all the love you need, and perfect health to enjoy this journey of life. Your basket would be filled with dreams come true, goals met, and satisfaction with your achievements.
There would be many friendships to enhance your life. A variety of meaningful relationships gives life spice and balance, so I'd fill your basket with the kind of friends you can call on, go places with, and care for.(YOU ALREADY HAVE THIS!!!)
There would be prayers for your freedom from everything that binds you and solutions to any problems you may have in life. In this pretty basket of wishes, you would have everything you need and want, and every situation and circumstance you encounter would enhance your potential for happiness.
MAY THE TIME AND CONCERN YOU'VE INVESTED IN OTHERS TRANSLATE INTO THE KIND OF LOVE AND APPRETIATION FOR YOURSELF THAT YOU SO DESERVE. YOU ARE WORTHY. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL. YOU ARE LOVED!!
Tina, this came from a book that my sister gave me. It reminded me of you!! I hope you enjoy it.You have truly faced this battle with a victorious attitude!! Your FAITH in GOD is remarkable!! You seem to have a joy in your heart even in these hard times. Your joy rubs off on others, and helps them in many ways!!!!!!
Hang in there!!!! We are praying for Austin and we just know that he will get better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Your friend,
Maggie
Magggie and Toby
Atmore, al - Tuesday, May 6, 2003 12:42 AM CDT

Hi Baker Buddies:

I don't know if you're in Orlando, Fairhope or Birmingham..It's hard to keep up with you world travelers.

Here's something to think about:

"The constitution only gives people the right to pursue happiness. You have to catch it yourself." Ben Franklin

Bucky, I'm so glad that you and your family caught some happines when you were at Disney. It sounds like an awesome time..

We won't complain one minute about looking at the photos...Hang in there...We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, May 6, 2003 10:49 AM CDT

Hey guys... are you exhausted from all the fun of the past week? Can't wait to see all the pictures and hear Austin describe his week at Disney. I will try to talk to you tomorrow. Many, many prayers are going up for you. Much love, Ms. Nena
NM
Bham, - Tuesday, May 6, 2003 8:43 AM CDT

May you each have a safe journey home with your hearts filled with magical memories!
See you tomorrow.
I love you all!
Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
- Tuesday, May 6, 2003 7:18 AM CDT

Good Morning Bakers, I know your trip was wonderful!!!!! I wish I had been a fly watching Austin and Megan at Disney!!!I can only imagine the big smiles. WE Love you "Miss Cindy" P.S. WE all want to see pictures.
cindy wingo <jnwingo@hotmail.com>
Robertsdale, Al - Tuesday, May 6, 2003 7:05 AM CDT

Hey Austin and Tina! Sounds like you have had an amazing trip. Those will be memories to cherish. I can just picture Austin in his Buzz garb! I hope to get to see you tomorrow when you are in stem cell clinic. Just wanted you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Nichole Bryant <nbryant@peds.uab.edu>
Birmingham, AL - Tuesday, May 6, 2003 6:46 AM CDT

Hi Austin!

The muggy stuff is back in our air! Thick, warm and heavy, when I was outside early this morning, it felt like I was surfing in a bowl of heavy whipped cream.

Here�s a thought:

Beauty, truth, friendship, love, creation � these are the great values of life. We can�t prove them, or explain them, yet they are the most stable things in our lives. -- Jesse Herman Holmes

Enjoy the now, Austin.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Tuesday, May 6, 2003 5:54 AM CDT

Dear Tina,
Though we've never met, I feel as though I know you from having read your journal entries. I am a good friend of Heather Adkins (Joshua is my future son-in-law!) and she had mentioned you and Austin to me several times. A couple of weeks ago I felt a tug at my heart to visit your website...I know now it was God so that I would be praying for you now.

The faith that you have has so amazed me ...I know that as a mama the hardest thing to truly trust God with is our children, at least for me it has been.

I have 3 beautiful children, our third baby is Jessie who has Down Syndrome. At 2 weeks we found she had a heart defect and at 3 months she had open heart surgery. She is a healthy, spunky 20 month old baby now. I thank God often for having met his expectations (in giving us Jessie with Down Syndrome) and not ours.

I have sat here reading your journal, crying, my heart aching for you, knowing the pain you feel at being separated from Meagan as well as all you have been through with Austin. I have had many conversations with God about how unfair it all seems! Although I can't say I came out of those conversations with answers to every question, God has helped me to feel his presence is a way that is so real and has helped me to know that when we suffer, it hurts him too. I know he longs for us to crawl up in his lap and allow him to comfort us when we are hurting.

Please don't feel as though you have to respond to my entry, I know you don't have time to contact every one. Please know that God has specifically put you on my heart so that I would pray for you. Reading your entries have encouraged me and reminded me once again not to take one day for granted. I have always treasured my children and having lost my mother when I was young, I have never taken for granted the time I have with my sweet babies. Reading your entries and your thankfulness for small things has reminded me of that again. Every day..every breath is a gift.

I am so happy to read of the good time that you and the children are having at Disney and being free of the hospital. I will continue to keep up with your progress and pray for you.

Josette Hall
Josette Hall <josettehall@earthlink.net>
Headland, AL Henry - Monday, May 5, 2003 11:30 PM CDT

Hello Tina, Austin and family. I am so glad that Austin is enjoying himself at Disney World. It is truly magical for children.
You all never cease to amaze me. The strength and courage that you have lifts me. I continue to pray for Austin and each of you. You all give me strength.
Sorry that I haven't written in some time but I promise that I think and pray for you every day.

Love,

Kendra Hayes
Kendra Hayes <hayes38@gulftel.com>
Foley, Al - Monday, May 5, 2003 9:04 PM CDT

Yes, I remember the first time I tasted honeysuckle. And I remember the first time I rode a roller coaster. Those incredible experiences, those first times, you never forget. I can only imagine how you are experiencing every moment as if it was your first time, truly savoring it, completely enjoying it, not taking it for granted. Thank you for reminding us how precious life is and how to experience it with all our senses!!! The cool, creamy, yummy taste of ice cream. The excitement of sliding down a slide and plunging into refreshing water! God loves you!!! God is so good!!! We continue to pray and boldly ask for God's Blessings and healing!!! We love you!!! "You have made known to me the path of life; you will fill me with joy in your presence" Psalm 16:11. Love, Mary
Mary Bunch
Fairhope,, AL - Monday, May 5, 2003 8:45 PM CDT

Tina and Family,

We at Shiloh Free Will Baptist Church, Bratt, Florida are continuing to keep your family on our prayer list. Some of your friends attend Greg Vaughn and Adam Dawe I know for sure. We are pleased that your trip is going well. May God continue to Bless you.
Jackie Johnson <Brattjohnsons@aol.com>
Century, FL Escambia - Monday, May 5, 2003 8:23 PM CDT

Hey Baker's!!!
Sure sounds like ya'll are having a wonderful time at "Mickey's House"...we love it too!!! It's great to hear that Austin is able to enjoy it all....I bet mom is going to be worn out!!! We're thinking of you and praying for our little Miracle every day!
Love ya!
Cecilia <baygirl215@aol>
- Monday, May 5, 2003 8:03 PM CDT

Hey Tina, Austin, and Meagan! I am so glad to hear that y'all are having such a wonderful time in Disney World! I think about you so often and pray for you daily! Continue to enjoy your "Magical" trip! :-) You are truly a wonderful family and you ALL mean so much to so many people!

Much love,
Angel Hayes
Angel Hayes
Robertsdale, Al Baldwin - Monday, May 5, 2003 7:53 PM CDT

To all of you very faithful prayer warriors that have supported Austin for 8+ months and will continue to support and pray for this amazing little boy and his family as they continue their journey in conquering this battle against childhood cancer...I want to share this with you all.

MEMO FROM GOD
To: YOU
Date: TODAY
From: THE BOSS
Subject: YOURSELF
Reference: LIFE

I am God. Today I will be handling all of your problems. Please remember that I do not need your help. If life happens to deliver a situation to you that you cannot handle, do not attempt to resolve it. Kindly put it in the SFGTD (something for God to do) box. All situations will be resolved, but in My time, not yours. Once the matter is placed into the box, do not hold onto it by worrying about it. Instead, focus on all the wonderful things that are present in your life now!

If you find yourself stuck in traffic; Don't despair. There are people in this world for whom driving is an unheard of privilege.

Should you have a bad day at work; Think of the man who has been out of work for years.

Should you despair over a relationship gone bad; Think of the person who has never known
what it's like to love and be loved in return.

Should you grieve the passing of another weekend; Think of the woman in dire straits, working twelve hours a day, seven days a week to feed her children.

Should your car break down, leaving you miles away from assistance; Think of the paraplegic who would love the opportunity to take that walk.

Should you notice a new gray hair in the mirror; Think of the cancer patients in chemo who wishes they had hair to examine.

Should you find yourself the victim of other people's bitterness, ignorance, smallness or insecurities; Remember, things could be worse. You could be one of them!

I just want to thank the Baker Family for teaching me how precious life is. As I quote you Tina from you last journal entry, what a profound statement��If life were only as simple as this child (Austin) seems to think it is. Sometimes I think we try to make things harder than they have to be. My brave son only knows how to love life and live life.� Thank you Austin and Tina, you have touched lives in ways you will never know.

Love You!
Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
- Monday, May 5, 2003 6:36 PM CDT

I am so thrilled that you all are having the time of your lives. Disney is truly the greatest place on earth. Continue having a blast. I love you all. Rhonda
Rhonda Smith <rcs9200@msn.com>
Helena, Al USA - Monday, May 5, 2003 3:03 PM CDT

Hi, Tina!
I am so glad to see you all are enjoying Disney. It has the ability to turn all of us into children.

Thinking of you and praying,

Love,
Gail
Gail Stevens
Birmingham, AL - Monday, May 5, 2003 10:28 AM CDT

I'm so glad you are having a great time! I hear Disney is exhausting, but very exciting! When will you be home? Tina, your going to need a vacation to recover from the vacation! I hope the kids are enjoying each other as well as the whole family. We think of you constantly and pray every minute of everyday for his recovery. MIRACLES CAN AND DO HAPPEN ALL THE TIME AND NO ONE DESERVES IT MORE THAN YOUR FAMILY. CHECK IN WITH ALL OF YOU LATER...HAVE MORE FUN TODAY! lOVE, CATHI
Cathi
- Monday, May 5, 2003 10:15 AM CDT

Ice cream 24/7 ... what a place!!! You may never want to come home. Glad you got to eat some strawberries. When you asked me for the strawberries in my refrigerator on Easter Sunday and mom had to tell you not yet, it broke my heart. So I am so glad to know you finally got to eat one of your favorite things. I just can't wait to hear all the news and see the pictures when you get back. Love to all, Ms. Nena
NM
Bham, - Monday, May 5, 2003 9:36 AM CDT

Hello!
I am so glad you are having a wonderful trip! I can see Austin in his Buzz outfit and Lazer Gun. I am sure he has made new friends at the hospital in Orlando and made an impact on many other lives. You and your family are such a blessing. You all have touched the lives of many people. I am praying for you all.
Love,
Jennifer <jennifer.holliday@chsys.org>
Homewood, AL - Monday, May 5, 2003 8:51 AM CDT

Hi Austin!

So, how are ya, little buddy?

It is good to dream, but it is better to dream and work. Faith is mighty, but action with faith is mightier. -- Thomas Robert Gaines

Enjoy the now, Austin.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Monday, May 5, 2003 7:51 AM CDT

Tina, Austin, and Family,
Sounds as if you are having a wonderful "Disney" experience. Togetherness at its best. Tina, I hope you are checking your E-mail because I sent you a message this morning. You all are constantly on my mind and in my heart. Praying that God will send us a healing miracle.

I was reading a devotianal this morning and am passing on to you the following excerpt, "Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we are here, we might as well dance." Dance away..... Blessings to you.

Beth Billy <beth.billy@jdcc.edu>
Brewton, AL USA - Monday, May 5, 2003 7:44 AM CDT

Glad to hear that all are having a wonderful time.
ALice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Monday, May 5, 2003 6:34 AM CDT

Dear Bakers:

Ice cream 24/7! That sounds like my kind of place.

I'm so thankful you are having a wonderful time in the magical world of Disney...

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, May 5, 2003 4:08 AM CDT

Tina, It sounds like you guys are having a wonderful time. I am so happy for you all. Your family has been on my mind all weekend I have prayed that Austin would feel Good enough to do all the things he wants to do and then some. It sounds like he has. I know Meagan is having a blast too, being with Austin and you!!I am amazed by your strengh and faith. you truely are an amazing person. GOD is with you always. I LOVE YOU ALL. See you soon. LOVE Christy
Christy <scpat@charter.net>
- Sunday, May 4, 2003 10:17 PM CDT

I am glad you are all having such fun. I can't wait to see the pictures. You are so strong and faithful. That is why you will all get through this. I hope you are soaking up plenty of sun and goodies for me too. Can't wait to hear all about it.
I love you,
Kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
- Sunday, May 4, 2003 9:53 PM CDT

Tina, You continue to amaze me with your strength. The Lord is strong in you. I am praying each and every day for your continued strength and for Austins's recovery. I know our Lord can do great things in all he does. I have asked that our class continue to pray for you for strenght, Austin for health and recovery, Megan for courage and insight into things that she does not understand, I also lift up all the doctors and nurses for their wisdom and God's guidance in all that they do and for your family and friends that they continue to be strong. I don't know anything else to do but PRAY and tell you that we love you.

Eva
- Sunday, May 4, 2003 9:25 PM CDT

Dear Austin, Meagan, Tina and Jimmy, We are so so glad that you are having a wonderful time together at Disney. The swimming, golf cart riding, strawberry eating sounds great. I think you will have to post those pictures in downtown Fairhope as we will all want to see them!! We hope the rest of your stay is just as magical. All of us back home are praying for Austin. Love, the Vogles
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, May 4, 2003 9:09 PM CDT

I pray your day was filled with many magical memories and many, many smiles!!!
Love, Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
- Sunday, May 4, 2003 8:21 PM CDT

Hey Bakers,
I am so glad you are feeling better Meagan! I hope ya'll are having a blast, its sounds like Austin is! It was awesome seeing you guys thursday before ya'll left. Austin neveer ceases to amaze me! I was cracking up when your sister Tara told him not to ride his Harley near the street and Austin goes Nonnie you be quiet My mommy lets me and you don't need to tell me what to do, It reminded me of a time when I was babysitting him and he was trying to tell me what to do! I love spending time with him he just brightens my day! Well I am praying very hard and I just love you guys so much!

Jessica Calhoun
- Sunday, May 4, 2003 7:51 PM CDT

Hey Guys! I'm sorry I haven't written lately, been busy traveling. I always think of you though. I just read the news. I am sorry to hear that. I am praying overtime for you Austin. I hope you guys had a great time at Disney. I love that place. I'm sure your sister was excited to see you and your mom. I hope ya'll got those pictures I sent of Diva. (My pretty puppy) I'll be sending you some new ones soon. She just had surgery Friday and has been sick too. She says hello and we are always thinking about you guys and you are in my prayers. Stay strong!!! Everything is going to be okay.
Love Carla and Diva Jacobssen
Carla and diva Jacobssen <DJ092201@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, May 4, 2003 6:58 PM CDT

Hey guys.... I tried to call you earlier. Guess you all are still out having a wonderful time. Hannah, Haley, and Hayden Grace were over here today and they talked about the good time we all had together Easter Sunday. That was fun, wasn't it? Austin, was it loads of fun riding around all day in the golf cart? Did you do some other things today? Can't wait to get a full, Austin version of your great trip. Continue to have fun!!! We love you, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Sunday, May 4, 2003 6:45 PM CDT

Thank you for taking the time to give us updates while all of you are at Dsiney World. It sounds like your children are having a great time. It is a magical place for "kids" of all ages!!! We continue to keep all of the Baker family in our prayers!
John and Rebecca Duskin
- Sunday, May 4, 2003 6:14 PM CDT

I am praying for you and your family. I can see little Buzz running around Disney world with that Lazer gun now. I can also see the lazer as a nurse torturing device! I am so glad you are having a good time with Mickey and your family. Give Goofy (and little Buzz) a hug for me! Love y'all lots!!!!
Holly Bryan
Birmingham, AL - Sunday, May 4, 2003 5:43 PM CDT

Hello Baker Family~~
The Curry family is tickled to death that you were able to get to Orlando and start having FUN!! You ALL needed it Im sure. We continue to pray, knowing that Austin is not only in God's hands, but in His heart as well. You all are. Please have fun, and set the troubles aside for a short time if you can. I hope someday to get to meet you all, but until then, know that you are in all of our prayers.
Pam and Jon Curry
Pam and Jon Curry and family <pcqueen@mchsi.com>
Daphne, AL USA - Sunday, May 4, 2003 12:47 AM CDT

Well, good morning to all of you! I see your NOT back yet! Good for you, stay as long as you can, I know the kids are really enjoying themselves. Tina, I am constantly praying for a miracle for Austin, eventhough he is a miracle in himself. Only God can perform these miracles and we know there are plenty of them out there. Austin and his family (especially you) deserve one. We will never stop praying for a full recovery for him. I am glad you are comfortable where are, that means alot. Take care and have fun! LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
- Sunday, May 4, 2003 8:32 AM CDT

Hey Austin!

"Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could. Some
blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in; forget them as soon as you can.
Tomorrow is a new day; begin it well and serenely and with too high a spirit
to be encumbered with your old nonsense." - Ralph Waldo Emerson

�and so it is � to draw on our new slate, each day.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Sunday, May 4, 2003 8:05 AM CDT

Dear Baker Buddies:

I am so glad to sign on this morning and read that you all are having a great time..Love the golf cart story...I guess the lesson in that is to enjoy the simple things in life..Mr. Mike sure seems to enjoy that :)

Enjoy your day today..We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, May 4, 2003 3:31 AM CDT

Hello Everyone,
You are in one of my very favorite places. Everything is so magical and so real at the same time. I think we'd live there if we could talk Ross into it. I hope you have an absolutely wonderful time. I pray the potassium counts raise and the pills won't be necessary. I am glad to know Meagan is feeling better. We had that yucky stuff here last week also. Enjoy, Enjoy!!!!!!!!!! Love, Terri
Bishop
- Saturday, May 3, 2003 9:54 PM CDT

Hey! Didn't realize you were back....we had a storm here yesterday and I turned the computer off until just now. Glad you had a good time even if Meagan did get sick! You KNOW anytime you go on vacation, someone always gets sick. I hope Austin had the time of his life! Please let us know what the next step will be with traetment. What about St. Jude? I have heard wonderful things about them. I don't feel like Austin did as well as he did and got as far as he did for nothing. God is watching over this special young man for a special reason and I feel he will be taken care of. We have you in our prayers constantly and we will NOT give up on any of you! Take care and write us soon! LOVE YOU ALWAYS! Cathi
Cathi
- Saturday, May 3, 2003 1:44 PM CDT

Hey guys,
Are you having fun in Disney?! Austin, did you know Mulan lives in Disney World! If you see her, be sure to tell her "Smoochy, smoochy!!!!" Be sure to ride the "Splaah Mountain! But take an extra set of clothes! Here are a few jokes for you!:

Q:What did the duck say when he'd finished shopping?
A:Put it on my bill please

Q:Why did the scientist install a knocker on his door?
A:He wanted to win the no-bell prize!

POP MULAN QUIZ!!!!!!

1. Who invades China?

A. Russians
B. The Huns
C. Americans

2. When we first meet Mulan, where is she?

A. In the house
B. In the garden
C. In the village

3. When Mulan is being prepared to meet the matchmaker, what happens first?

A. She has her hair washed.
B. She is given a bath.
C. She has makeup applied.

4. Why does Mulan decide to go to war in her father's place?

A. Her father is afraid to go.
B. Her father is too old to go.
C. None of the above.

5. Who is sent along to protect her?

A. Mushu
B. Her ancestors
C. A lucky cricket

6. What name does she give herself while she is disguised as a boy?

A. Lee
B. Ping
C. Guy

7. While on their way to battle, what gives away their position?

A. Mulan's singing
B. Mushu sets off an explosive
C. Horses

8. How is Mulan's deception discovered?

A. She gets wounded in battle
B. One of the men sees her sleeping
C. Mushu tells the captain

9. Does Mulan win honor for her family?

A. Yes
B. No

Answers
1 - B
2 - B
3 - B
4 - B
5 - A
6 - B
7 - B
8 - A
9 - A

Hope you did well! Have fun on he rest of your trip!

Love always,

Andrew Watson <bamafan1991@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Saturday, May 3, 2003 1:10 PM CDT

Go BUZZ! Can't wait to see the pics!
Love to you all,
Linda
Linda Watson <Linda Watson>
- Saturday, May 3, 2003 12:49 AM CDT

Have fun Austin, we are all thinking of you! Make sure you catch the parade at MGM studios, you will get to see Sully, Mike, Buzz, Woody and a bunch of other great characters! You might even see if they will let you be in the lead car and lead the parade, I'm sure they could arrange that for you!!! Praying and thinking of you and your family. Have fun!!!

Taylor's Page

Jim, Kim and Taylor <webmaster@taylorwatts.org>
McCalla, Al USA - Saturday, May 3, 2003 12:35 AM CDT

Good morning. I just wanted to check on you guys. I'm sorry things started out so rough. I know that God will bless you with a very memorable trip - incredible memories! You are totally right - only God knows the plan for our lives. Just keep reminding yourself of Jeremiah 29:11. Only He can see the big picture. Unfortunately, we only get to see piece by piece of the puzzle, and sometimes those are very jagged around the edges and don't seem to fit anywhere. But God will work everything for the good of those who love him (Romans 8:28) and He is in control. Sometimes I wish He could just tell us why He allows certain things to happen. He may not always give us understanding, but He gives us peace. Tina, I love you so much and I am constantly thinking of you guys. I will pray for the potassium level to stay up. Give Austin and Meagan a hug and a kiss for me. Have a GREAT time! Much love, Jill
Jill Belcher <JHBpianonurse@msn.com>
Birmingham, AL - Saturday, May 3, 2003 10:26 AM CDT

Good morning little buddy!

I hope Disney is great fun!

Here�s a thought:

Man's greatest actions are performed in minor struggles. Life, misfortune, isolation, abandonment and poverty are battlefields which have their heroes - obscure heroes who are at times greater than illustrious heroes. -- Victor Hugo

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Saturday, May 3, 2003 9:03 AM CDT

Dear Tina,

I am so glad that you have made it to Disney World and are having fun. Disney offers it's own special magic and I hope you make many lasting memories. Anna got sick while we were there too, but it is amazing how fast children bounce back knowing they are minutes away from fun and fantasy. Have a wonderful time.
With much love and many prayers,
Paula Word
- Saturday, May 3, 2003 6:27 AM CDT

Dear Bakers:

I was so glad to sign on this morning and see an update...Tina, I can't think of a better place to let down than Walmart at 2 a.m. I just wish I could have been there with you..I was probably awake..

I'm so glad that Austin and Meagan are having a good time at Disney...Enjoy every complaint and every smile while you are there..It really is like another world..another planet..where everyone is smiling and having a great day...I really don't know how they pull that off...I really think it has something to do with those Mickey Mouse ears that everbody wears...

"Our real blessings often appear to us in the shape of pain, loss and disappointment...but have patience and we shall soon seem them in their proper place"...Joseph Addison

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, May 3, 2003 5:49 AM CDT

Hey gang... what a way to start your week of wonderful surprises... an upset stomach was not in the plans I know!! I wish I could have been there to shop with you at WalMart, even at 2 a.m. Had an email from the lady that made Austin and Meagan's Covenant Kid dolls. She had previously told me that her sister is part of a national Christian ministry. She has called them to prayer for Austin and family. I hope that when you get back I can go with you to clinic. You may hear from me tomorrow... want to talk to Buzz and see how much fun he is having. Give both the kids a kiss for me. Love to all, Ms. Nena
NM
Bham, - Friday, May 2, 2003 11:43 PM CDT

I am so glad you are all having fun minus the one slight problem. I remember our last day there, I did not want to leave and enter back into our reality of hospital stays, not paradise. I am praying for you all. Austin, be sure to bring your lazor gun to clinic. Taylor bought one too and ya'll could play and really pass the time away.
WE love you!!!
Kim, Jim, and Taylor
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
- Friday, May 2, 2003 10:52 PM CDT

It was so great to read your update, Tina! Iam so sorry that Meagan got sick on the airplane.I talked to your Mom today and she gave me the latest update. Tina, we are praying and WE WILL NOT GIVE UP HOPE. Austin is a miracle. The fact that he has made it this far is just nothing short of a HUGE MIRACLE!! We have a very strong prayer ministry at Premier and they are all praying for him!!!!!!!
Tina, I wanted to go back and find the letter you wrote me while I was at Blue Lake. I just knew that it would take forever to find it because I received many letters. I put them all in a box and put it in my closet so that I could always have them. To my suprise when I opened the box , your letter was right there on top!! It is sitting in my lap as I type! I have read it many times before and it always warms my heart. I was the first applicate you ever sponsored!! Angie was the second. Because of you, I formed a bound w/ her and many other ladies. I also found out that Iam related to Angie through her husbands family. I would have never known that. Because of you, I had the most wonderful weekend w/ God. Because of you, I learned what AGAPE love means. Because of you, I grew closer to God and learned that he loves me unconditionally. Thank you, Tina.
Lean on God! Let him empower you so that you will have the strength you need to fight this battle. Just as you told me in the letter, "I hope for you, my friend, that you may find Jesus sitting at the top of His mountain waiting to visit with you." He loves you!!Iam grateful that God put you in my life so many years ago.You know, it's been over 13 years since we met. Toby loved you so much so I knew that I would too. I knew when I met you that you were someone special. Please know that if you need me Iam here for you. I will help you in any way I can.
We are praying for AUSTIN, YOU AND YOUR WHOLE FAMILY!!!!!
With much love,
Maggie

ps. can't wait to hear about your Disney trip!!!!

Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Friday, May 2, 2003 9:55 PM CDT

I am so glad your day was great. Hey Austin, I loved Space Mountain too. At least once I quit ducking at all the shadows!! :) So glad you are taking lots of pictures and that Meagan feels better. Tina, It was great to hear your voice tonight. You should have called me from Wal-Mart last night (even if it was 2 AM) If you end up in that situation again (and I pray you do not!) please just call me. Even if I am brely awake, you always know you can vent/cry/plead/pray with me.

Tonight my prayer is for a beautiful day tomorrow for you all, a slow pace around all the wonders of Disney, and no stomach aches! When you go to MGM make sure you go to that "Honey I shrunk the kids show". It has been many years since I was there, but that was one of my favorites.
Also the visit Peter Pan, I loved that one too!

I can do everything through Him who gives me strength. Phil.4:13

2 Cor. 12:9-10
"So now I am glad to boast about my weakness, so that the power of Christ may work through me". "For when I am weak, then I am strong".

Stay strong my dear friend!
Love, Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
- Friday, May 2, 2003 9:54 PM CDT

Austin (or should we say,"Buzz?"),
We love you and your family! You guys have a special place in our hearts and prayers!! Have a "BLAST" this week!
Love,
The Seitz's
Sarah, David and Jacob <sseitz4@juno.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, May 2, 2003 9:44 PM CDT

Tina,
You, Austin, and Meagan continue to be in my thoughts and prayers! You are such an inspiration to so many! Have a wonderful time at Disney!
Much love,
Angel Hayes (Maggie's sister)

Angel Hayes <angeldh@gulftel.com>
Robertsdale, Al Baldwin - Friday, May 2, 2003 9:42 PM CDT

Hello Austin, I am new to sign your guestbook. I love your webpage. It helped me to know more about you. I love the Joshua 1:9 verse. I do pray that verse for you and your family. I pray that your trip to DisneyWorld was a blessing! You have a new friend praying for you. Be strong in the Lord! Oh, how He loves you so much! A New Friend, MIKE (Premier Designs, Prayer Ministry Services)
Mike (Prayer Ministry Services, Premier Designs)
Irving , Tx - Friday, May 2, 2003 7:19 PM CDT

Hi Austin ~ I hope you're having an awesome time in Disney World! We found your site through our little buddy, Taylor Watts. Please know that you're in our thoughts and prayers.
Melissa
Boyertown, PA - Friday, May 2, 2003 1:19 PM CDT

Well... do all of you feel like movie stars with the royal treatment you are receiving? I hope that you are taking movies so we can share in the joy of seeing you all having a great time. I can't wait to hear about your trip.... have FUN, FUN, FUN!!! Love to all, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Friday, May 2, 2003 11:30 AM CDT

Austin, Tina, Meagan and Jimmy...I want you all to have the time of your life. I am thinking of you and praying for you. Give Austin a big hug and kiss from Miss Rhonda. I love you all. Rhonda
Rhonda Smith <rcs9200@msn.com>
Helena, Al USA - Friday, May 2, 2003 11:14 AM CDT

I'm thinking of you guys today and lifting you up in prayer. There are SO many people praying for you. I can't believe you're at Disney World right now!! I wish I was there with you!! I love that place. Have a wonderful, safe, and blessed trip!! Love you guys! Jill
Jill Belcher <JHBpianonurse@msn.com>
Birmingham, AL - Friday, May 2, 2003 9:38 AM CDT

Hey Little Buddy,

I hope you�re having a great time at Disney World!

Here�s a thought for you:
Do not desire to fit in. Desire to lead. -- Gwendolyn Brooks

Enjoy your now.

Make today great!

Love,

Chris & Cam

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Friday, May 2, 2003 9:26 AM CDT

Hey my dear friends!

I hope your plane trip was uneventful and that Meagan had a good ride, even if Austin did have to sit in her lap to comfort her. That was probably the sweetest thing I have ever heard. Meagan, I am not a not a big fan of flying either, but it sure beats the stew out of driving for 10 hours!!! I bet you were treated like a Queen on that plane.

I know you will all have an exciting, memorable, blessed week in the Wonderful World of Disney. I can't wait to hear all about it. I will probably have to call tonight to see how your first day went and what all you did!

Have fun!!!
Love you all,
Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
- Friday, May 2, 2003 8:57 AM CDT

Dear Austin and Meagan, We hope you are having a ball at Disney. We are praying for you and your family. We love you so MUCH! Love, the Vogles
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, May 2, 2003 8:50 AM CDT

Tina, precious Tina, we are so much in prayer for your family. You have been a wonderful friend to Jennifer and our family for a long, long, time. Our hearts are heavy but God still performs miracles and we are praying for a major one. Please keep the faith and seek God's face daily. He is our strength and refuge. Don't give up, there are so many prayers and petitions being sent directly to heaven every day for your wonderful family.
Myrna Hodgen <jray123@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL - Thursday, May 1, 2003 9:24 PM CDT

Dear Bakers,

I just read the update on the website and was so saddened by the news. Everything had been so positive for awhile. Our family continues to pray for your strength and courage and we pray that God will work his miracles upon Austin. I hope the Disney trip is an unforgettable time for your family and I hope you can make many more special memories. Take care and I hope for the best.

Pam Corte (Trevor's mom)
Loxley, AL - Thursday, May 1, 2003 6:57 PM CDT

To my super-hero:
I love you Austin, and I am praying for you. I have a lot of people praying...a LOT! You are sooo strong. And I am so glad that you are going to be having fun at Disney! I wish I could go with you. If you meet Mickey...will you tell him that I am his biggest fan? Thanks! ;-)
Amber Luchterhand http://www.caringbridge.org/al/amber <ambersue10@yahoo.com>
Gardendale, AL - Thursday, May 1, 2003 4:16 PM CDT

Hey Austin, Tina, and Meagan... can you believe when you read this you will most likely be enjoying the wonder of Disneyworld!! I know that you all are going to have loads of fun, great food, and wonderful memories from having this trip together. I have been in touch with Ms. Linda and she promises to keep me posted. You have my phone numbers, so I would love a call from you as you ride the monorail, see Pooh and all the other wonderful characters, etc. Please do keep in touch. Have a GREAT TIME.... love to all, Ms. Nena
NM
Bham, - Thursday, May 1, 2003 10:59 AM CDT

Hi Austin: Are you packing to leave for Disneyland? Wow are you going to have fun with Mom, Meaghan and Aunt Tara! I hope you have a ball, and if you should happen to see my two favorites, Dumbo and Snow White, would you please say hello for me? Watch out though, Snow White might just kiss you!!!!! Love and hugs to all and have a supercallifragilisticexpiallidocious time! - Joan
joan sullivan <jsulli9396@AOL.com>
daphne, al usa - Thursday, May 1, 2003 8:49 AM CDT

Have fun in Disney World. Ride a scary ride for me. Austin, these rides will be better than the cool hospital bed!! lOVE YOU ALL!!!!
Kim, Jim, and Taylor
Kim Watts
- Thursday, May 1, 2003 8:22 AM CDT

Dear Bakers:

I know you are leaving this afternoon for the Magic Kingdom..I hope all of you have a wonderful trip and lots of fun...Enjoy every single minute...We'll be here for you when you get back...

We love you..
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, May 1, 2003 7:36 AM CDT

Hi Austin,

I hope you�re ready for Disney � please tell Mickey and Minnie hello for me�Goofy and Donald too!

Here�s a thought:

The secret of getting ahead is getting started. The secret of getting started is breaking your complex overwhelming tasks into small manageable tasks, and then starting on the first one. -- Mark Twain

Enjoy your now, little friend. Cam and I are looking forward to seeing you soon.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Thursday, May 1, 2003 7:15 AM CDT

Tina,
My heart is aching for you and your family. Please know that our prayers are with you and we love you!!
Jennifer Overstreet <jennifer_overstreet@cargill.com>
Newnan, GA USA - Thursday, May 1, 2003 7:10 AM CDT

Tina,
We are so sad to hear your news. We continue to pray for your precious family. Enjoy your trip to Disney World.
With MUCH LOVE,
The Words - Joe, Paula, Anna, and Katherine
- Thursday, May 1, 2003 5:51 AM CDT

Tina, Austin, Meagan, and Family, You have been in our prayers for many months. Today, especially, we pray that God will comfort you and give you strength. Our hearts are saddened by this latest report from Austin's doctors. We are so happy that all of you are going to Disney. What a great place to have some family fun! Tina, we love you. God bless you.
Roy and Jackie Trueblood <partinmin@aol.com>
Daphne, AL USA - Thursday, May 1, 2003 5:02 AM CDT

We are lifting Austin up to God and asking for perfect healing. Bless you and your family.
Carol Monroe <CarolMonro@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Wednesday, April 30, 2003 11:12 PM CDT

HE's MY SON
by Mark Schultz

I'm down on my knees again tonight
I'm hope'n this prayer will turn out right
See, there is a boy that needs your help
I've done all that I can do myself
His mother is tired
I'm sure you can understand
Each night as he sleeps
She goes in to hold his hand
And she tries
Not to cry
As the tears fill her eyes

Can you hear me
Am I getting through tonight
Can you see him
Can you make him feel all right
If you can hear me
Let me take his place some how
See, he's not just anyone, he's my son

Sometimes late at night I watch him sleep
I dream of the boy he'd like to be
I try to be strong and see him through
But God, who he needs right now is you
Let him grow old
Live life without this fear
What would I be
Living without him here
He's so tired
And he's scared
Let him know that you are there

Can you hear me
Am I getting thru tonight
Can you see him
Can you make him feel alright
If you can hear me
Let me take his place some how
See, he's not just anyone, he's my son
Jessica Calhoun
- Wednesday, April 30, 2003 10:43 PM CDT

Hello sweet friends,
I hope you are enjoying your time at home and getting ready for some fun in the sun with Mickey. You are in my thoughts today. We were admitted today due to fever. Dr. Lucas didn't sound to worried and we are in 658, the "shortstay room". WE hope. I love you all!!!! Keep the faith, you have so many behind you. Until I see you again...
Kim
Jim and Kim Watts http://www.taylorwatts.org
- Wednesday, April 30, 2003 10:26 PM CDT

Tina My heart is breaking for you guys. I will keep you all in my prayers. I hope you all have the BEST time in DISNEY I know Austin will LOVE IT!!!My thoughts are with you all the time!!!I LOVE you all.Your FRIEND Christy
Christy <scpat@charter.net>
- Wednesday, April 30, 2003 9:32 PM CDT

we are apart of your church family here in fairhope.
u do not know us probably since we moved here the past
couple of yrs. Please know we have been & are praying for
Austin & family regularly. Because His is faithful!
the Cooksey family <Cooksea@aol.com>
fairhope, al usa - Wednesday, April 30, 2003 9:10 PM CDT

Hey Austin (my dear little friend!)

I say this and thought it was so funny and wanted to share it with you. Have a fabulous time on your trip to Disney!
Tell Pluto "hello" for me, he is my favorite!!!

I made myself a snowball,
as perfect as can be.
I thought I'd keep it as a pet,
and let it sleep with me.
I made it some pajamas,
and a pillow for it's head.
Then last night it ran away,
But first....it wet the bed!!!

I love you!
Miss Linda

P.S. Give your Mom and Meagan a big hug for me!
Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
- Wednesday, April 30, 2003 7:05 PM CDT

Please know that you and your family are in our thoughts and prayers.
The Pierce Family (David, Wendy, John, Stephen, and Katie)
Fairhope, AL Baldwin - Wednesday, April 30, 2003 6:44 PM CDT

Dear Tina, I can not express how we are feeling about Austin's report. Words are just not accurate. Our thoughts and prayers are always with you, Austin, Meagan and family. Have a great time at Disney and make loving memories there and at home. Tina, you and Austin have been an inspiration to all. He is truly a "Big Boy" trooper. We continue to pray harder each day for miracles. Our love and prayers, Julie and Bobby
Julie Quimby
Atmore, Al - Wednesday, April 30, 2003 4:23 PM CDT

We love you
Richard, Robi, Julianna, Chelsea, Claire Jones
Fairhope, - Wednesday, April 30, 2003 4:05 PM CDT

Tina,

My heart is breaking for you! You guys are in my prayers and thoughts constantly. Have a wonderful time at Disney! Tell Austin that we love him!! Take LOTS of pictures!!
Beverly <BPohlCMCMom@aol.com>
Hartselle, AL USA - Wednesday, April 30, 2003 4:00 PM CDT

Hugs and kisses from Orange Beach Public Library. We work with Barbara.
Patsy Rose <rosepa@gulftel.com>
Orange Beach, Al US - Wednesday, April 30, 2003 3:51 PM CDT

Those who wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles, they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint. God is not a man that He should lie. His word does not return unto Him void, but it accomplishes that which He pleases. And His word says that we are healed by the stripes of Jesus Christ. Keep trusting in God. With Him, NOTHING is impossible!!! I hope you guys have a fabulous time at Disney and I will keep you in my prayers!
Kina <kinalotis@hotmail.com>
Mobile, AL USA - Wednesday, April 30, 2003 2:27 PM CDT

Dear Tina,

Austin and his entire family have been in my thoughts and daily prayers since I first found out...but especially so now. I so admire your strength and courage. I am praying that your trip to the Magic Kingdom will be a most wonderful time for Austin. For every day that you have, new drugs and treatments are being developed. We will keep hoping and praying for Austin's miracle. God Bless, and all of our love to your precious family.

JoAnn (Smith) Reifenberg <jreifenberg@stj.pvt.k12.al.us>
Montgomery, AL USA - Wednesday, April 30, 2003 2:02 PM CDT

"May the Lord direct your hearts into God's love and Christ's perseverance. Now may the Lord of peace himself give you peace at all times and in every way. The Lord be with all of you." 2 Thessalonians 3:5,16. Love, Mary
Mary Bunch <marybunch@mchsi.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, April 30, 2003 1:43 PM CDT

HI, MY NAME IS SHAWN HOLLAND AND I DON'T THINK WE HAVE MET, BUT I GO TO FUMC, AND HAVE BEEN PRAYING FOR YOU ALL.IF ANY OF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN FOSSILS AND OR ROCKS, YOU SHOULD CHECK OUT THE MASSIVE FIREPLACE IN DISNEY'S WILDERNESS LODGE. A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE DESIGNED IT AND WENT INTO THE DEPTHS OF THE GRAND CANYON TO STUDY THE ROCK LAYERS THERE, THEN GATHERED ROCKS FROM AROUND THE WORLD TO BUILD IT AS A TOTAL REPRESENTATION OF THE ENTIRE GEOLOGIC TIME SCALE! THERE ARE ALSO DISPLAYS (I BELIEVE AT EVERY FLOOR) TO GET A CLOSE UP VIEW OF LIFE ON EARTH AT THAT PARTICULAR TIME IN GEOLOGIC HISTORY.I'VE NEVER SEEN IT IN PERSON...JUST IN PICTURES.SO, IF YOU HAVE A RAINY DAY...CHECK IT OUT.ALSO, LET ME KNOW IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO HAVE SOME FOSSILS, AS I HAVE PLENTY TO SHARE.LOTS OF LOVE AND PRAYERS
SHAWN HOLLAND <thefossil1@aol.com>
SPANISH FORT, AL USA - Wednesday, April 30, 2003 1:08 PM CDT

Dearest Tina: My heart hurts for you. You have more strength and faith than almost anyone I have ever known.
Keep the faith, enjoy your children, and come back ready
to do battle. Remember, you are always in our prayers.
Kiss Austin and Meagan for us. We love you.
Betty and Floyd <fbadams@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Wednesday, April 30, 2003 10:51 AM CDT

Hey Bakers,
Today is a hard day for everyone, we are all hurting so much in feeling your pain, but I am not giving up yet I still have hope in my savior Jesus Christ! I believe in his healing power and I believe in Him! He will give you a neverending peace that will overcome all trials. Remember when you told me that Mrs. Pearson said that Austin just thought we weren't praying hard enough b/c he got the anuerism and we laughed, well we will now just have to pray even harder! My love for Austin and Meagan is so strong! I have loved babysitting them over the years! May God bless your lives today and live each and every moment to the fullest! I love you Mrs. Tina and God has you in his Hands and he will give you the strength you need right now, so be storng, have fun, and continue to let God work in you! I love you guys so much and I will still pray so hard!
With God's Enduring Love,
Jessica Calhoun
- Wednesday, April 30, 2003 10:45 AM CDT

MAY GOD SHINE HIS EVER LOVING LIGHT ON YOU
DeBorah Johnson <debbrneye@aol.com>
Whistler, Al US - Wednesday, April 30, 2003 10:25 AM CDT

Tina and Austin,
I am praying for a wonderful trip to Disney World for you all. Cherish the moments that you will experience in the next few days; sorrow is part of the cost of love but there will be many precious memories to comfort you. Make these good ones.
With much love, Beth

Beth Billy <beth.billy@jdcc.edu>
Brewton, AL USA - Wednesday, April 30, 2003 10:16 AM CDT

Dear Austin,
The Thomas Hospital ER is thinking about you and praying for you. You are always in our thoughts and we miss you - but we want to see you as "not a patient".

Jill Skinner
Jill SKinner <jillpchef@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, April 30, 2003 10:16 AM CDT

Austin you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Hope you enjoy your visit home. You're a little trooper just like Taylor. Hang it there!
Guh (Taylor's grandmother)
Pelham, al - Wednesday, April 30, 2003 9:43 AM CDT

You remain in our thoughts and prayers daily. Enjoy your visit to Disney and quality time together there. God is with you along the pathway ahead.
Bruce & Shirley Hedrick <hedrick@rjsonline.net>
Fairhope, AL USA - Wednesday, April 30, 2003 9:13 AM CDT

Tina,
You and your family are in my prayers. Tell "my fwend" to stay away from the girls at DisneyWorld! Have a wonderful and safe trip. Love you all!
Jennifer <jennifer.holliday@chsys.org>
Homewood, AL - Wednesday, April 30, 2003 9:00 AM CDT

My heart is heavy as I read your latest journal. You and your family continue in my prayers. Tina, I have seen God increase your faith through this so remember, "If God brings you to it - He will bring you through it."

"O Lord our Lord, how Majestic is Your Name in all the earth." Psalm 8:9

Praying that you will have a wonderful and safe trip to Disney.

Love and prayers,
Glenda Mathis
- Wednesday, April 30, 2003 8:14 AM CDT

I am sorry to hear the report of Austin's relapse. Hopefully you will be able to get him back into remission and try another BMT (if you think this is best for him).

Best wishes
Susan Wensel
- Wednesday, April 30, 2003 8:08 AM CDT

Hi Little buddy,

"Look at a man the way that he is, he only becomes worse. But look at him as if he were what he could be, and then he becomes what he should be." -- Goethe

�and there you go!

Enjoy the now.

MTG>

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Wednesday, April 30, 2003 6:48 AM CDT

Good Morning Baker Friends:

I found this quote this morning:

"I know God will not give me anything I can't handle. I just wish he didn't trust me so much". Mother Teresa

I found those word very profound coming from someone who we all viewed as a woman of great faith and courage. I guess even she had doubts from time to time about the things she had to face.

God obviously trusts all of you and will continue to give you the strength to face whatever lies ahead.

Hang in there friends..We love you.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, April 30, 2003 5:41 AM CDT

Tina and Austin--Persevere!!! I realize this has to be such a hard time for the both of you but take joy in the day you have together..Austin you are such a trooper--I love your energy and encouraging spirit..Tina I admire your courage and the love you shower over your family..I know your time at home together will be priceless! I am praying for you and will keep you in my thoughts...
trishia <trishia_seales@hotmail.com>
auburn, al - Wednesday, April 30, 2003 0:18 AM CDT

Dearest Tina,
Our hearts are hurting for you. We love you and wish that we could just make all of this pain go away!!!!Hang in there dear friend! Because you have been so very strong in the mist of adversity, you have blessed so MANY people!!Tina, because of your love for GOD and your strong Faith, you have handled all of this with such Grace!!You are truly an Angel on Earth! Please hug and kiss Austin for us! He is a very special young man!His strength is so amazing! We hope that you have a wonderful time in Disney World! I know you will!This will be a very special trip!
We love you very much.
God Bless and keep the Faith!
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 11:35 PM CDT

Mary left a message about your report today and Jan & I went upto the Church tonight to have prayer for all of you.This was not the report iwas expecting. Austin does not deserve this.!!(If we hope for what we do not have, we wait for it patiently Romans 8:25) Ihope you all have a great time at Disney World. Tell Austin he is in charge and run that place however he wants. All my Love and Prayers "miss Cindy"
cindy wingo <jnwingo@hotmail.com>
Robertsdale, Al - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 11:27 PM CDT

Tina we are a hard group here in Fairhope ,we don't give up praying to our God and we know that he is listening to our prayers and we also believe in miracles, we know God has a plan for you and Austin, jermiah 29:11 FOR I KNOW THE PLANS I HAVE FOR YOU ,PLANS FOR YOU TO PROSPER, NOT TO HARM YOU, GOD WANTS YOU TO BELIEVE THIS, GO HAVE FUN LIKE YOU USE TO ON YOUR TRIP TO DISNEY, GOD WILL HANDLE THE REST
WE LOVE YOU , THE CALHOUNS
lisa calhoun at seacat 40/41
- Tuesday, April 29, 2003 11:23 PM CDT

Tina & Austin,
You are in our thoughts and prayers everyday. Have a wonderful trip to Disney!
Love Always, Ashley
Ashley Wingo Kucera <kuceraam@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, April 29, 2003 10:53 PM CDT

Many people gathered together this evening, reading God's Word, holding hands and raising prayers to our Most Loving Father. God loves you.
Mary Bunch
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 10:34 PM CDT

Tina,
I am so sorry to hear the news of Austin's relapse. My thoughts and prayers are with you ,Austin and your family.Disneyworld will be a great place to be together as a family again. I pray your trip is safe and a wonderful experience.
Alice-Aunt to Angel Janie <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 10:21 PM CDT

My Dear Friend Tina,

What God's plan is, we don't know. But what I do know is that this little boy has touched so many, many lives! He has taught me and my family so much. I tried so very hard to be as strong as I could for you both today. I can't begin to tell you what it meant to me when I got up to go the the restroom and Austin looked at me and said "Miss Linda, just where do you think you are going?" Words cannot begin to express my sadness tonight, but tomorrow I will rise with a vengeance in prayer and faith that Austin (my little "nose pickin'" friend) will be okay. Yes, I do believe in miracles!

"When you have walked to the edge of all the light there is, and step into the darkness before you, remember, one of two things will happen. There will be solid ground for you to stand on, or God will teach you how to fly."

I Love You,
Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 10:11 PM CDT

Tina- I was so touched to have finally met you Friday night and my heart is just breaking with you and your family. I will continue to pray for your precious Austin. Please know that he remains in my thoughts and prayers.
Mary Esther Elliott <METElliott@aol.com>
Daphne, - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 10:00 PM CDT

Dear Tina, Jimmy and all the Bakers and Morrises, We are praying for each one of you!! You are in our thoughts and prayers throughout the day. We love Austin so much. He and Meagan mean so much to us. We pray that you have a safe and happy trip to Disney and lots of family time upon your return. Love from the Vogles
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 9:57 PM CDT

Dear Bakers,I am so very sorry for what has happened.I will continue to have yall in my prayers. matt.17:20 tells us that "if you have faith as small as a mustard seed,you can say this to a mountain, move from here to thereand it will move nothing will be impossible for you. please keep that in mind and I also will pray that verse for Austin. I hope yall enjoy Disney world.Yall are always in my prayers. BE STRONG IN THE LORD YOUR GOD. In christ,
Anna Calhoun <cowgirl2579@cs.com>
Fairhope, al u.s - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 9:39 PM CDT

Tina, Always know that you and your sweet family are lifted up in prayer. How my heart aches for you during this difficult time...but I know His grace will be sufficient for you! May blessings shower down on you all as you make this special trip together. All my love! Davina
Davina Gwin
Montrose, AL USA - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 9:35 PM CDT

Hey Ms. Tina,
I am praying for Austin AND you! It's just not fair!!!! You both should have been at my house eating dinner tonight! Why God put leukemia and any other disease on this earth, I don't know!!! Hope you have fun in Disney World, and maybe you and Austin can come have dinner another time. I keep you all in my prayers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love always,
Andrew Watson

P.S. Tell Austin, "Smoochy, Smoochy Mulan!!!!!!!!" and give him a big hug for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Andrew Watson <bamafan1991@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 9:22 PM CDT

Dear Bakers,
My heart was broken into peices when I heard the news! I am praying so very hard for you guys! I love Austin, Meagan, and you so icredibly much! I hope you guys have a awesome time on your trip! Give Austin and Meagan my love! My heart is just hurting so bad! I love you and may God give you all His almighty peace and strength!
God's Love Endures Forever,

HE's MY SON
by Mark Schultz

I'm down on my knees again tonight
I'm hope'n this prayer will turn out right
See, there is a boy that needs your help
I've done all that I can do myself
His mother is tired
I'm sure you can understand
Each night as he sleeps
She goes in to hold his hand
And she tries
Not to cry
As the tears fill her eyes

Can you hear me
Am I getting through tonight
Can you see him
Can you make him feel all right
If you can hear me
Let me take his place some how
See, he's not just anyone, he's my son

Sometimes late at night I watch him sleep
I dream of the boy he'd like to be
I try to be strong and see him through
But God, who he needs right now is you
Let him grow old
Live life without this fear
What would I be
Living without him here
He's so tired
And he's scared
Let him know that you are there

Can you hear me
Am I getting thru tonight
Can you see him
Can you make him feel alright
If you can hear me
Let me take his place some how
See, he's not just anyone, he's my son

Jessica Calhoun
- Tuesday, April 29, 2003 9:11 PM CDT

Ms.Tina,
This is Jessica Thompson(I am a patient on the stem cell unit). Austin is in my prayers and so are you and the rest of your family. Enjoy your trip to Disney World. I will see you when you get back to the stem cell unit. Love and prayers~~Jessica
Jessica Thompson <Coblue158@aol.com>
Tuscaloosa, AL - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 8:46 PM CDT

Austin and Tina,
I just wanted to let you know you are always in my thoughts and prayers!!! Tell Austin I hope he has a wonderful time at Disney World.
All My Love,
Bridget
Bridget Wingo <wingobn@auburn.edu>
Robertsdale, AL USA - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 8:39 PM CDT

Tina, My heart is just going out to you tonight. I know things are just incredibly difficult right now, but I also know how many people love your family and are praying for you all. I hope you all have an amazing trip to Disney. Magic Moments, Disney and Give Kids the World will treat you like royalty. We will be thinking and praying for you constantly.

Janet Sims www.caringbridge.org/al/janiesims
Birmingham, AL - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 8:13 PM CDT

Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. We only wish wonderful thoughts and great times as you will be traveling and having a great time. We will be thinking of Austin.
Wendy and Chris McCullar <chris-mccullar@excite.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 8:00 PM CDT

Baker's
I know Mickey will be waiting at the door for Austin and Meagan....with so many special memories to be made!!!! I wish we could go with ya'll...it is truly another "world", so much fun!!! Tina, try to remember, only when it is very dark can we appreciate the light...the light will come. I believe that Austin is very special to God and He is listening to all our prayers for him. Take a break from your mind and just go with your heart on this magical vacation. Lots of love goes with you!!!
Cecilia <Baygirl215@aol.com>
Fairhope, Al. - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 7:18 PM CDT

I read your news on Taylor's page and I am heartbroken for you. I will increase my prayers for you each day and pray that doctors will be guided to do what is needed for Austin. I pray for strength for your family and if I can do anything let me know. I am O+ and CMV negative...just hook up a needle to me if it is a match.
God Bless you all.
Jeanna Dennis <simon827@aol.com>
McCalla, AL USA - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 6:51 PM CDT

Oh Tina, I can barely see to type this... my heart is breaking at the news you shared today. How I wish I could have come to be with you at the hospital!! I just got home from being at the hospital all day with mother. Her problems are so minor in comparsion to what you are going through right now. Just know how much you, Austin, and Meagan are loved and prayed for by so many. We won't give up on our prayers for total healing for Austin. I pray for God to surround you with His Love and Peace that can only come from Him. I will put the photos from our Easter weekend in the mail to you at home in Fairhope. Have a marvelous, magical time with your family at Disneyworld. Please try to keep the website going. I love you guys so much. Ms. Nena
NM
Bham, - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 6:44 PM CDT

Dear Tina, Our hearts are aching for you and your family. May God give you all the strength and peace that only He can. Hope you have lots of smiles and laughter at Disney World. We love you all,
Dian <timhudnall@mchsi.com>
- Tuesday, April 29, 2003 6:32 PM CDT

You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers. I know God hears all and He will bless you and your family. Have a wonderful trip to the Magic Kingdom and enjoy.
Doris and GB Green <GBandDoris@aol.com>
Fairhope, al - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 6:14 PM CDT

Oh Tina. We are so sorry. I don't know what you've got ahead of you, but I know God will be there every step of the way. We'll continue to pray constantly for your family, especially for little Austin.

Disney is a wonderful place. I know you'll have an unforgetable time. You derserve it.

God bless,
Kelly

The Hicks Family <www.caringbridge.org/al/sarahanne>
Woodstock, AL - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 6:11 PM CDT

Dear Tina, I am so sorry and saddened to hear the news. He was doing SO WONDERFULLY throughout the whole ordeal. I had typed you a long message earlier today and apparently was so shaken, I forgot to add the entry and lost it. Thought I had put it over on Taylor's site by mistake, but I didn't, it's lost now. I hope you have wonderful family time at home before your vacation. Hopefully getting Austin away will lift his spirits before more treatments. I do believe GOD has special plans for Austin and he will be healed, it is just going to take longer. Who knows the reasons why things happen to such great people, but my friend, you have been through the ringer.We will say extra prayers for all of you. I love you all and you will be in my thoughts daily. Take care and update when you can. Love, Cathi
Cathi
- Tuesday, April 29, 2003 6:09 PM CDT

There hasn't been a single Wednesday that has gone by when the children in the kindergarten/1st grade choir at FUMC have forgot to request prayer for Austin. We'll be lifting him up again as a group tomorrow night.

Our love,
Leslie Anne Tarabella
Leslie Anne Tarabella <leslieanne@tarabella.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 5:59 PM CDT

I will be praying for your family.
Jodi Martin
- Tuesday, April 29, 2003 5:49 PM CDT

Tina and Austin,
Enjoy the "MAGIC." We love you guys so much! Please try to have some restful family time.
Sarah
The Seitz's <sseitz4@juno.com>
Fairhope, - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 5:34 PM CDT

You are all in my thoughts and prayers.
Melanie
Montrose, AL - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 5:33 PM CDT

Tina and Austin,
My heart is absolutely breaking into a million pieces. I am in such shock that that energetic little boy I just saw yesterday is sick. You know you are in myh every thought and prayer. I know God has a plan and it is hard for us to wait for it to unfold, but you are the strongest person I know. I love you, call me for anything.
Kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
- Tuesday, April 29, 2003 4:47 PM CDT

Dear Tina,
We will all continue to lift you and your family-we are all hurting with you. I hope you all have a grand time at Disney. Although you can probably only see one set of footprints in the sand right now-remember whose they are.
Renee <mackfam@frontiernet.net>
- Tuesday, April 29, 2003 4:38 PM CDT

Dear Tina,
Austin and your family will continue to be in my prayers. We are thinking of you constantly. Austin is such a brave, strong little boy - I know God is watching over all of you. Keep the faith.
David and Theresa Jellenc
Montrose, AL - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 3:09 PM CDT

All of you are in my prayers. This is such a tough battle and Austin has been such a brave little man through it all. He will win in the end! I am praying peace and healing in all of your hearts. God bless you!

Valerie
(Camp SAM)
Valerie <sylvevl@auburn.edu>
Auburn, AL - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 2:52 PM CDT

May God give you the "peace that passeth understanding" and may you find joy in each day. As always, you remain in our prayers and we are sending great love your way.
Dee <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 2:25 PM CDT

Dear Tina
May you make some extra special memories at Disney. We love you so very much.
kelly hayes
fairhope, - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 2:18 PM CDT

Tina,

We love you. If Austin would like to see Seth when you make it back to Fairhope, let us know. We will pray for an extra measure of joy at Disney! Let go and be a child with Austin while you are there!

The Hines Family
Sidney
Jodi
Seth
Dane
Kendra
Sidney Hines
Fairhope, AL USA - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 1:59 PM CDT

Tina-
I hope your vacation will be wonderful! I love you- we are hurting, praying and loving with you and for you! Let me know what I can do.
Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
- Tuesday, April 29, 2003 1:50 PM CDT

Dearest Tina - my heart is aching, but as always I continue to pray for you and Austin and the rest of your family. I am sure that you all will have a wonderful time in Disney. It will be good for all of you to have some together time. I will keep an eye out for you guys around town.
Debbie Holobaugh <debbieh@lpclaw.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 1:44 PM CDT

My dear friend, my heart aches with you and my prayers are with you. I'm praying constantly that God provide you with strength and comfort as you continue on this journey. Of course I'm praying for comfort and understanding for Meagan as well and complete healing for Austin. I'm thankful we know most assuredly that God answers prayers. Because we've experienced it, we can keep praying with all the faith in the world that God will answer these. As long as there is faith, there is hope! If there is anything at all that I can do, please call me, day or night, doesn't matter the hour. Love,
Gayle
Daphne, AL - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 1:24 PM CDT

Dear Tina,
I am so sorry to hear the recent news. I pray that you, Austin & Meghan have a joyful trip to Disney and plenty of happy time together. Austin is such a survivor and you are too. I will pray for your strength today. I love you.
Karin Wilson <pandp@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 1:08 PM CDT

Tina and Family, just want you to know we never forget you.
You are in our thoughts and prayers daily. My prayer is that God will continue to embrace you as you weather this storm. You are an inspiration to all of us. Have fun in Disney. We love you.
Millie Caughron <gmcuaghron@aol.com>
Knoxville, Tn USA - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 12:58 AM CDT

Tina and family,

You are never far from our thoughts and prayers. God has a plan that we may never understand in this life. You, Austin and your family continue to be an inspiration and a reminder of how great a gift life is, and for us to never take a moment for granted. We love you, Tina - we hope with you - we are here for you - we continue to pray with and for you for Austin's recovery.
Lisa and Matthews <lisa.e.matthews@bankofamerica.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 12:37 AM CDT

Dear Bakers:

When you smile..we smile..When your heart breaks so does ours...

We continue to pray for a complete healing for Austin and strength for his family...

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 12:29 AM CDT

Dear Bakers,

We are so sorry to hear your news today. But be strong for God can heal all. We will continue to pray for each of you. We hope you have a great visit home and especially a great trip to Disney. Who knows what wonderful things God has in store when you return. We know you are trusting in him. We are so proud of your strength and courage. God Bless you all!!
Sarah McLendon <smclendon@sunbeltfire.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 11:52 AM CDT

Tina,
I'm so sorry to hear the bone marrow results. My heart breaks with you. But DO NOT LOSE HOPE today. We never know the miracles and adventures that God has in store for us. I will pray that you stand strong with this news, so that you can be strong for your children. I will always continue to pray for a complete recovery for Austin. I believe God can do that.

Remember how loved you are. I hope you enjoy your few days at home and in Disney.

In His Love,
Ginger Taylor <virginia.taylor@halliburton.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 11:35 AM CDT

Hello and Happy Tuesday to both of you! I am at school and thank GOD for Kim putting your website address on her site or I wouldn't be able to access you from this room. I am at school and have set several computers with your site, but this is my first time in here in a while. Hope things are great today and we will be waiting to hear the test results ASAP! That picture of the silly string looks like somebody dumped a plate of spaghetti on Austin's head! Has he been able to eat anyhting at all since you have been in the apartment? Does anything even sound good to him? Just wanted to check in with 2 of my favorite people...will check later when I get home.....will probably check often during the day today! Take care and I love you both....AND MEAGAN TOO! Cathi
Cathi
- Tuesday, April 29, 2003 10:01 AM CDT

Hi Austin!

Happy Tuesday! Here�s a thought for today:

Since we cannot change reality, let us change the eyes which see reality. Nikos Kazantzakis

Perception and choice � a couple of those key life concepts, that allow us to spin events, situations and circumstances in with our own ingredients.

Enjoy your now, little friend.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chrfis <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 6:30 AM CDT

We will pray for strength, endurance and an increase in appetite!!! I love the "silly string" photo. Love and prayers always. Know how much God loves you!!! Love, Mary
Mary Bunch
Fairhope, AL - Monday, April 28, 2003 11:43 PM CDT

Hi, Me again. I am not sure when I will see you or when you will be at a computer to read this, but here it is. Jim said you might try Compusa to fix the lap top. It is next to the galleria. Hope that helps. Hope today turned out great and now you are both resting.
Love,
Kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
mccalla, AL - Monday, April 28, 2003 11:18 PM CDT

Tina,

Hey there. Just checking in to let you know we are still praying for ya'll.
Michelle Wilson
- Monday, April 28, 2003 10:32 PM CDT

Dear Bakers
Thinking of you and praying you will be home to stay soon.
kelly hayes
- Monday, April 28, 2003 9:26 PM CDT

My sister, Joann Reifenberg, just told me about this precious child and what was going on. Sherry is our first cousin. Please know we care and will keep all of you in our prayers. God bless. My love, Judy
Judy Smith Carpenter <RuJude@aol.com>
Tuscaloosa, AL USA - Monday, April 28, 2003 7:01 PM CDT

So glad to know what is going on with Austin... please tell him he can come and eat supper with us if he will just tell me what sounds good to him... we are praying for a wonderful report on all the tests today.. forgot to tell you that I have the photos back from our trip to the park, picnic, and Easter egg hunt. They are so good. I had copies made for you.
Does Deanne have a website? We saw her at the cancer center and would love to be able to send her notes. Hopefully I can see you this week.
Love, Ms. Nena
NM
bham, - Monday, April 28, 2003 6:13 PM CDT

Hi guys...

Glad to get the update...I had tried calling the apartment earlier but didn't get an answer...

Bucky, how does some good seafood sound? Sounds great to me..Well, everything sounds pretty great to me...

Take care...Eat up.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, April 28, 2003 5:29 PM CDT

WELL THANK GOODNESS....HERE YOU ARE! I WAS GETTING WORRIED ABOUT YOU! I WILL BE PRAYING REAL HARD FOR THE MARROW TO BE CLEAN....WHEN ARE THE RESULTS DUE BACK? I HAD ASKED KIM IF SHE HAD HEARD ANYTHING FROM YOU. HAVE THEY SAID WHY AUSTIN MAY NOT HAVE AN APPETITE YET? SEEMS LIKE IT IS TAKING FOREVER. I HOPE YOU ARE BOTH HOME SOON...I KNOW YOU FEEL LIKE IT'S BEEN A LIFETIME AGO SINCE YOU HAD A NORMAL LIFE. AT LEAST IT WAS CAUGHT WHEN IT WAS AND YOUR THROUGH THE TOUGHEST PART. THINKING OF YOU ALL! (((HUGS))) to all of you! Love you! Cathi
Cathi
- Monday, April 28, 2003 2:56 PM CDT

Tina,
I was stunned when I came across "Atmore, Alabama" while looking up someone's website on "Caringbridge." No one told me about little Austin. Ed (my husband) had an allogeneic BMT in 1998. I know Dr. Lucas, nurse Beth, etc. I am so sorry that Austin has been so sick, and wish that I had known earlier. I am praying for his complete recovery, as well as continuing strength for you and your family. God bless all of you.
JoAnn (Smith) Reifenberg <jreifenberg@stj.pvt.k12.al.us>
Montgomery, AL USA - Monday, April 28, 2003 2:03 PM CDT

I am so glad I was able to sit with you all this morning. Austin looks so great. I hope all was well with the bone marrows. I prayed all the way home for those to be good and for ya'll to be in Fairhope soon. I hope he eats soon. Taylor has been on luckey charms, tootsie rolls, and noodles. I wish some of that would spark his interest. I know the tootsie rolls don't:) You and your precious family are in my prayers. I love you.
Kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
mccalla, AL - Monday, April 28, 2003 1:28 PM CDT

Hopefully you can get to a computer soon so you can update the website.... we are all wondering how things are going. You can call me and I will update for you if you are still without a computer. I will try to track you down when I get back from visiting with mother this afternoon.
Love to both... Ms. Nena
NM
Bham, - Monday, April 28, 2003 11:52 AM CDT

Dear Austin,
We hope you are doing well and are able to eat. We are praying that you get to come home soon. We miss you so much! Love, the Vogles
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, April 28, 2003 11:38 AM CDT

Hi Austin!

I hope your face is shining today!

Here�s a thought:
Pleasure is very seldom found where it is sought: Our brightest blazes of gladness are commonly kindled by unexpected sparks. -- Samuel Johnson

Enjoy your now, little friend.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Monday, April 28, 2003 10:10 AM CDT

PLEASE UPDATE! SITTING ON PINS AND NEEDLES WAITING TO HEAR WHAT THEY FOUND OUT THE OTHER DAY. JUST SENT JIM AND KIM A MESSAGE TO PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF THEY HAVE SEEN OR HEARD FROM YOU. THINKING OF YOU BOTH TODAY AND WILL CHECK IN LATER FOR AN UPDATE! LOVE YOU! CATHI
Cathi
- Monday, April 28, 2003 8:48 AM CDT

Hi, Tina and Austin. Hope you were able to come home for a visit and that Austin is feeling better. He likes to keep you hopping, doesn't he? I'll check in later to see if you've updated.
Dee <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, - Sunday, April 27, 2003 6:14 PM CDT

Hey! I take it no update means you may be home????? I have been checking in on you for the past few days to see if he is feeling better. I hated that he got sick after doing so well. Hope it was just his line. Seems like Taylor is really taking off, eating, drinking and walking. He is another miracle child, just like Austin! Better go check in on him...talk with you soon! Love you! Cathi
Cathi
- Sunday, April 27, 2003 9:42 AM CDT

Love you Tina!! We hope Austin does'nt get sick any more!!We hope everything gets better so that you can stay at the apartment.
Praying for you each day!!
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Saturday, April 26, 2003 11:11 PM CDT

Hey guys. Just checking on you. Miss you and love you bunches!
Jill Belcher <JHBpianonurse@msn.com>
Birmingham, AL - Saturday, April 26, 2003 12:01 AM CDT

Hi Austin!

Happy Saturday!

The mind is like the stomach. It is not how much you put into it that counts, but how much it digests. -- Albert Jay Nock

�and, like a computer, good stuff in begets good stuff out.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Saturday, April 26, 2003 7:04 AM CDT

Since I have not talked to you today, I am going to assume that you are okay and in the apartment. Mother did fracture her pelvis in the fall. I have come home to sleep tonight, then back to the hospital early in the morning.Thank you for praying for her... the pain has been almost unbearable at times. Hopefully we can have our movie date real soon. Thinking and praying for both of you. Love, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
bham, - Friday, April 25, 2003 8:15 PM CDT

Hi Austin!

Hope you�re feeling well, little friend.

Here�s the thought:

Courage is the greatest of all the virtues. Because if you haven't courage, you may not have an opportunity to use any of the others. -- Samuel Johnson

And you�ve got courage!

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Friday, April 25, 2003 12:56 AM CDT

Hello Austin and Tina, It was so good to see you both yesterday. Austin seems to be getting better and better. I miss you both and we will have to have dinner very soon. I love you, Rhonda
Rhonda Smith <rcs9200@msn.com>
Helena, AL usa - Friday, April 25, 2003 12:50 AM CDT

Hey Bakers,
I am walking for you tonight man! I can't wait I know you will be there in sprirt! I love you!
Jessica Calhoun
- Friday, April 25, 2003 11:38 AM CDT

Hey Tina just wanted to say HI!!Thinking of you guys. Love you Christy
Chisty
- Friday, April 25, 2003 11:17 AM CDT

I've just gone through the whole series .. love and prayers for Austin and thanks for making the log. I'm dad to Jan (30 years old and as independent as she can be with down syndrome). She's had a hard time the last three years with a rare auto-immune disease, diabetes which went away with exercise and diet, a stroke, AML leukemia 15 months ago, and now has fallen out of remission. She, like Austin, is a strong person and we will see how this all works out.
Rick Dill <rdill@cyburban.com>
South Salem, NY - Friday, April 25, 2003 2:35 AM CDT

Tina and Austin, I had a call from Kim yesterday and she was so excited that you were at the apartment and you were doing so well. We rejoiced together about your faith, your strength and Austin's health improving all the time. It is 2:30 am and I can't sleep; so I sat down to the computer and picked up your last entry. My heart sank but then I read he is laughing and keeping Mom on her toes. We are so thankful you are where he can get immediate attention. Hang in there; you are almost there. We think about you daily.
Millie Caughron <gmcuaghron@aol.com>
Knoxville, Tn USA - Friday, April 25, 2003 1:54 AM CDT

Dear Austin, I'm sorry you have been feeling bad, that's an awful feeling. I will be waiting anxiously for an update. Hope it's nothing that can't be taken care of quickly so you can go back to your apartment. Let us know ASAP! Love, Cathi
Cathi
- Thursday, April 24, 2003 7:50 PM CDT

Dear Bakers:

Oh how I love the throwing up stories..they're my favorite..
really, they are...

Sorry to hear you're feeling yucky, Bucky...Hopefully this too will pass...I hear you're looking very handsome these days..Your mom tells me all your hair is growing back...

I hope tomorrow is a better day for both of you..Take care..
We love you.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, April 24, 2003 7:34 PM CDT

Hey Bakers,
Just wanted to let you guys know that Friday night is relay for life and I will be walking all night in honor of Austin! I love you guys and I am praying very hard for ya'll!
Jessica Calhoun
- Thursday, April 24, 2003 5:31 PM CDT

I am sorry to hear that you guys had a rough night. Hopefully, things will get straightened out with the line, and you two can head back to the apartment. Just know that I -- and many, many others -- continue to lift you daily in prayer.
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Thursday, April 24, 2003 1:56 PM CDT

Hi Tina and Austin,
I hope everything checks out and there is only a minor TP tube problem and that you don't have to stay in the hospital.
I continue to pray that Austin's count improve and that he finds his appetite.
Alice-Aunt to Angel Janie <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Thursday, April 24, 2003 1:22 PM CDT

Hi there little bud!
I've been thinking a lot about you! A WHOLE lot! I even wrote a song about you! :-) Maybe I'll email it to your Mommy later, Ok? I just want you to know that I love you and that I am praying for you. I hope you feel better!
Amber Luchterhand http://www.caringbridge.org/al/amber <ambersue10@yahoo.com>
Gardendale, AL 35071 - Thursday, April 24, 2003 12:33 AM CDT

Hey Bakers, I am glad to hear that everything is going well! Oh I just wanted to tell ya'll that maybe if you guys get to come visit at home and maybe if it just happens to be on tueaday May 5, thats the night of my graduation! I don't know if Austin can go around people yet but if he can I would love for all three of ya'll to be there! It would just make my night perfect, but if he can't maybe you and Meagan can anyways, but if not I understand!I love you guys and I miss you guys very much!
Jessica Calhoun
- Thursday, April 24, 2003 9:52 AM CDT

Tina-
Everything sounds wonderful! Hang in there!
Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
- Thursday, April 24, 2003 8:42 AM CDT

Hi Austin,

I hope your morning has begun wonderfully!

Here�s the long distance thought for the day:

When you cannot make up your mind which of two evenly balanced
courses of action you should take - choose the bolder. -- W.J. Slim

Be bold, little friend.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Thursday, April 24, 2003 5:15 AM CDT

I am so glad you had a good Easter and you didn't stay at the hospital the other day. You made it to the big 100. Yipee!!! I am so proud. Keep eating. Taylor has been on a lucky charms kick. Maybe that would taste good to you too. Tell Mommy hello for me.
Love,
Kim and Taylor
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
mccalla, AL - Wednesday, April 23, 2003 9:34 PM CDT

Hi Austin!

I hope all is well in your life and world. I�m out of town, so have just been able to get online and send today�s thought�a little late in vision view, but there first thing in thought:

"Nobody rises to low expectations." -- Calvin Loyd

We have high expectations for you, little friend.

Enjoy your now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Wednesday, April 23, 2003 8:43 PM CDT

Well THANK GOODNESS he is taking an interest in food. I think getting away from the hospital helps because Taylor is starting to eat too. Kim said he has had peet peet and several tastes of other things. It will take time, but they will both get their taste buds back in order. Glad to see an update....THANKS TONYA & DAVID! We were all informed that your computer wasdown, but it's still hard not knowing and not being able to keep informed. Thanks again and hope your eating and home soon! Love you! Cathi
Cathi
- Wednesday, April 23, 2003 3:20 PM CDT

Hey, Tina and Austin. I was just checking in to see how you are doing. The weather has been gorgeous here the past few days and I hope you are getting the same beautiful sunshine. God bless!
Dee Fuhrman <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, April 23, 2003 2:31 PM CDT

Hey Bakers,
Well this must be a good thing that you haven't updated, it probably mean Austin is keeping you to busy! That must mean he is doing good! I hope sooooooo! I hope he is eating to! Well I am praying very hard for you guys, Oh I wanted to tell you that Jennifer's best friend in her sority, Lost her soon to be Husband to cancer friday morning, its been really hard for them all! Well just continue to be strong in the Lord! God Bless!
Jessica Calhoun
- Tuesday, April 22, 2003 8:09 PM CDT

Hello and happy Tuesday! Boy, after reading about all the frogs the little boys bring home, sometimes I am glad I had 2 girls! All they bring home are boys! Sometimes that's not good either, but at least they won't jump out of a lunchbox at me! Hope this beautiful day finds you and Austin in the park enjoying the sunshine and being together. I will be glad when you can give us an update, Ms. Nena told us your computer was down. Get your Aunt Brenda's just to take up there until you get yours fixed. She is supposed to let your mom use it to get updates, but you need it to be able to update! Please let us know when you find something he will eat. I am fixing to go check on Taylor, he got to go home Monday...hope he is starting to eat too. I know Kim misses you, but I also know you are excited to be out of there! Check in with you later! Love you! Cathi
Cathi
- Tuesday, April 22, 2003 2:50 PM CDT

Hey Tina-
Love you!
Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
- Tuesday, April 22, 2003 2:26 PM CDT

Good Afternoon!
Austin, we are learning about bugs this week! One of the boys in my classroom brought 5 real life bug catchers to school...frogs! I told him they would have to stay in their cage! The other night, Jacob and I were going out the french doors to look at the beautiful moon, and a frog was waiting for me...
Have a happy day!
Love ya...
Mrs. Sarah
Sarah Seitz
Fairhope, - Tuesday, April 22, 2003 12:52 AM CDT

good morning, tina and austin!

how great it is to know you had such a wonderful Easter weekend! God is GOOD -- ALL THE TIME!

just wanted you to know that i have you in my heart and in my prayers every day. you are our inspiration..........and we love you so very much.

can't wait to hear that you two will be coming home - hold on -- it won't be too much longer! may God bless you this day and keep you in His tender care.

Let the morning bring me word of your unfailing love, for I have put my trust in you. Show me the way I should go, for to you I lift up my soul. Psalm 143:8

in His mighty grip,

emily
emily garner
- Tuesday, April 22, 2003 9:44 AM CDT

Good morning, Austin,

So how is your day beginning today?

Here�s today thought:
Little progress can be made by merely attempting to repress what is evil; our great hope lies in developing what is good. -- Calvin Coolidge

And once again, I see you running down the path of developing what is good � skewering your strengths and skills so that you benefit, but so those around you do as well, almost without your knowing it.

Enjoy the now, little friend.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Tuesday, April 22, 2003 6:52 AM CDT

Tina,
Hello! It's me again!! Just wanted to say again how glad we are that you and Austin are out of the hospital and in an apartment!! I bet he is loving it! Is he still using his silly string all the time?? I love those stories. Little boys are so precious. He'll be out catching frogs and lizards soon. One day, Blake brought 3 little baby frogs home in his lunch box. He said he caught them at school and thought I would like to see them. Ha Ha!! Can you imagine what I did when I opened his lunch box!? Welcome to the wonderful world of boys!!!Have you read the book called Bringing Up Boys?? It's by Dr. James Dobson. It's a great book. You'll have to read it.
Take care and remember that we are thinking of you every day!!
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Monday, April 21, 2003 10:30 PM CDT

Hey guys! I am so glad you are doing so well Austin. I miss you! I miss all of you! Have a great day!
Jill Belcher <JHBpianonurse@msn.com>
Birmingham, AL: - Monday, April 21, 2003 4:20 PM CDT

Dearest Tina,

Hello Friend!! Iam so glad to here that you were able to spend Easter w/ both Austin and Meagan!! How wonderful!! We should all remember the true meaning of Easter and maybe then we could just enjoy the day and praise God for his son, Jesus. We were running around trying to get dressed before Sunday School started (10:00am). We try to dress the boys and then attempt to get ourselves looking nice. Bryant comes running to the back of the house w/ chocolate smeared all over his precious little face and Easter outfit. I was so upset and a wreck just trying to get it clean. I thought I had all of the candy picked up so that this would'nt happen but apparently one piece was left out somewhere. Probably down under the couch or something! Anyways, when we finally made it to church, I looked at Toby and said: "Ya know that really was'nt such a big deal! Iam so glad that we made it on time." We all get so wrapped up in what to wear and if the kids look OK or not. God really does'nt care at all. He's just glad we are at church! I wiped away the tears as I sat through the sermon and thanked God for my life and my family!! God is so great!!!!! You can find happiness if you always look on the bright side!! YOU HAVE PROVEN THIS TO BE TRUE, TINA!!!! I thank God for Austins continued improvement!!!This is so wonderful!!
Can't wait to see you!
Love ya,
Maggie

Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Monday, April 21, 2003 3:14 PM CDT

Hi Austin!

I hope the Easter Bunny jumped into your life and dropped some chocolate yesterday!

The greatest mistake you can make is to be afraid of making one.
Double Bubble fortune

I know this describes you, a little guy who has motivated a lot of folks, taking steps without fear, doing the things that you can do to really live in the now.

Thanks, little buddy.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Chris & Cam

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Monday, April 21, 2003 9:38 AM CDT

Dear Tina, Austin, Meagan & Co. - Happy Monday after Easter! I think Easter is an everyday kind of day. NOT ordinary - just extra-ordinary with thanks & praise!!! My quiet time with God this morning centered on choices. God kindly showed me that I had a choice what my attitude would or could be. Sounds so common knowledge, BUT as you know, if we don't stop and listen, we run & forget who we are & whose we are.
May the God of second chances - He who is Himself unchanging, change all our lives into something beautiful!
Love, Marg
Marg Perelli <mperellli@dumc.org>
Daphne, AL - Monday, April 21, 2003 8:54 AM CDT

Dear Bakers
So glad to read you have spent a wonderful Easter day together. We are thinking of you and sending praises to God for the wonderful blessing of Austin having a great day.
kelly hayes
- Sunday, April 20, 2003 10:27 PM CDT

Austin, Meagan, and Aunt Tina

Happy Easter<<<>>> Austin you have come a long way and I am so proud of every step you have taken.I hope ya'll had a great Easter and love ya'll all very much. Tina give Austin and Meagan hugs and kisses for me!

Love Annabelle
Anna
Fairhope, Al - Sunday, April 20, 2003 10:05 PM CDT

HE IS RISEN!
I am so glad that you had a good weekend and that the three of you could spend it together.
I continue to pray for good counts for Austin and that he will find something to eat that will get him interested in food again.
Alice-Aunt to Angel Janie <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Sunday, April 20, 2003 9:58 PM CDT

Dear Baker Buddies:

I was so glad to read your journal entry today. I'm thankful you had a wonderful weekend with everybody in one place even though it wasn't home. Remember, home is where your heart is and I know your heart is right there with those two kids.

I had Easter lunch and Easter dinner with the Fuhrmans. I think they think they might have adopted me. I really just wanted to eat Tim's Easter candy!

Take care. I'm so glad to hear things are going well for all of you. We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, April 20, 2003 8:57 PM CDT

Austin and Tina... what a wonderful fun filled weekend we had together. It was so special seeing you and Meagan play at the park. All of my girls (granddaughters) fell in love with you today. Wasn't it fun hunting for the eggs? And for you and Meagan to find the silver and gold eggs... how special!! We had a wonderful time sharing this special day of new life with you. Now if we can just find something...anything... that you would eat. I will cook for you and mom anytime just let me know what would taste good to you.
For anyone reading this... Tina's computer is down and she can't update as much as she usually does. So don't worry if a couple of days goes by without a new entry. She has to use the one at the clinic. Today she was able to update from our house.
Okay, you two... rest well and we will see you soon. Austin, I am holding you to finding a good movie for us to go see. I love you both.... Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Sunday, April 20, 2003 8:54 PM CDT

Hey Bakers,
I hope you guys had the best easter! I know you did b/c the three of ya'll were together! I miss you guys and I love you guys!
Jessica Calhoun
- Sunday, April 20, 2003 8:22 PM CDT

Hey Tina, Austin and Megan, I hope you enjoyed this beutiful day. I know know you did. I have been thinking of you this week. I am sorry I miss you on Wed. I called your room and you were already checked out. I miss you and hope you are having a wonderful time. Love Christy
Chrsity <scpat@charter.net>
- Sunday, April 20, 2003 7:13 PM CDT

Happy Easter to all of you! I am so glad you are at your friend's house for the day. It makes such a difference to have someone close by, somewhere as you said, you could be "normal." I hope by the time you update tonight, you will tell us all the things Austin ate today. I sent them both an Easter card on your email, they should be there today. Easter is a miracle, and you have both of your miracles there with you on this beautiful day....WE ARE ALL SO THANKFUL AND HAPPY FOR YOU!!!!! Kiss them and hug them both for me and especially, give yourself a great big hug from your oldest friend! My oldest is 19 today! I just called her on her cell phone to wish her a happy day...she is in Pensacola buying shoes for a wedding she is going to next week end. She and 2 girlfriends are getting an apt together next week and she is SO excited! They do grow up fast don't they? You have spent the last 8 months mostly with one child, getting to know every side of him and I know how it has torn you apart. Remember, you have your whole life to catch up though...it's not time lost because you are one of the lucky ones....you will be bringing home a healthy child out of this ordeal. Take care of those precious children! I love you!
Cathi
- Sunday, April 20, 2003 4:53 PM CDT

Dear Austin, Meagan and Tina, Happy Easter! We are so happy that you are together and know you will have a wonderful holiday. It is so thrilling to know that Austin is doing so good. The pics are great and the girls love looking at them. You are in our thoughts and prayers so often. With lots of love, Peggy
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, April 19, 2003 10:47 PM CDT

Hello to ALL the Bakers! Hope you guys are having a blast being together. I bet you kids have hidden eggs in that apt till you can't hide anymore! I know Meagan and Austin are enjoying their time together as well as you are enjoying not having to split your time. Is any of the family coming up for Easter? You need someone to either cook you a homecooked meal or take you out for one. I'm sure you have had your fill of hospital food for a while. Lots of prayers for only clinic visits so yall can get on home soon! I will see if there is an update later tonight. Take care and have LOTS OF FUN this week end! Love you all! Cathi
Cathi
- Saturday, April 19, 2003 5:16 PM CDT

Good morning, Austin!

What is now proved was once only imagined. -- William Blake

Enjoy the now, little friend.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

4.16.03
Good Morning, Austin!

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Saturday, April 19, 2003 11:54 AM CDT

Dear Tina and Austin, Hope you enjoy lots of sunshine and warmth this special weekend. Spring and Easter are times of renewal and life -- just as this is a renewal of life for you! God bless you!
Dee Fuhrman <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, April 18, 2003 10:56 PM CDT

HAPPY EASTER SWEET BABY!!!I hope the Easter Bunny brings you a huge Basket of GOODIES! I love you have a wonderful weekend.Christy
Christy
- Friday, April 18, 2003 3:21 PM CDT

Happy Easter weekend, Bakers! What a joyous time to be together...spring and Easter... new beginnings! We are so excited to hear that Austin is at the apartment!!
Austin, it is definitely SPRING! My lawnmower and I are becoming friends again!! Have a splendid weekend!
Love ya!
Mrs. Sarah
The Seitz's
Fairhope, - Friday, April 18, 2003 12:42 AM CDT

Just checking in. So glad to hear thigs are going well for you all. Hope you have a wonderful Easter!!!!

God bless,
Kelly
The Hicks Family <www.caringbridge.org/al/sarahanne>
Woodstock, AL - Friday, April 18, 2003 12:37 AM CDT

Hey! Just sent you a message back, and figured if you had written me, you had updated and I was right! I got tears in my eyes again when I read that about Austin saying, is it spring yet? To know that he has a new appreciation for life itself and all that is around him, is so great. Things we take for granted, sun is to bright, to hot, allergies due to all the flowers blooming....he is taking it all in. Makes me want to sing for joy, and I can't sing! You all have a new appreciation for lots of things and I am so grateful for it. I'm grateful to have known you all my life and am so glad to have you in my life! You and your children are very special people and you all are loved by so many.....talk with you later! Love you all! Cathi
Cathi
- Friday, April 18, 2003 12:26 AM CDT

Dear Bakers:

"If we had no winter, the spring would not be so pleasant; if we did not sometimes taste adversity, prosperity would not be so welcome." Anne Bradstreet (1612)

Even in the 1600's people appreciated what the spring represents...after the dark, cold dreariness of winter things become beautiful again..It's a great metaphor for life I think...

I'm so glad you're all three together having a great weekend...I'm thankful that Austin's clinic went well and he can stay away for a few days and enjoy time with his sister...

Have a great weekend..We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, April 18, 2003 12:03 AM CDT

Good morning, Bakers! Sounds like things are lively at the apartment. My heart just swelled when I read that Meagan was able to come up to B'ham for the weekend. I wish you all a wonderful, joyous, fun-filled Easter weekend. May Austin find that all of the eggs in his basket are filled with the continued blessings of his recovery.
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Friday, April 18, 2003 9:53 AM CDT

Hey Everybody,
Happy Easter! I am so thankful that you are all together for Easter. What a blessing. I am writing from the P&P so
it will be short and sweet. Ya'll are always in our thoughts ans prayers here and at home. Hope the time together is spectacular! Love ya lots, Frances

Frances Lowther
Fairhope, Alabama - Friday, April 18, 2003 8:27 AM CDT

Good Morning, Austin!

Watching you from afar has been like a wonderful movie�because I know the end, which seems to be pulling you through the ups and the downs, the smiles and the frowns; and throughout this all you have been focused, straight ahead and not just around.

You can�t see the future through a rearview mirror. -- Peter Lynch

Enjoy the now, little buddy.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klingermchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Friday, April 18, 2003 7:51 AM CDT

How WONDERFUL it is that Megan is there for this special weekend!!! I know that all of you will have loads of fun just being together for more than a day or so. How about posting your apartment address and phone number? I would love to run out maybe Saturday... Sleep well tonight...Love, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Thursday, April 17, 2003 10:21 PM CDT

Dear Tina: We are so happy for you! Many prayers have been answered. I know you will have a happy Easter with your children. Hope the bunny rabbit finds all three of you! Hang in there - You will have your homecoming soon.
Much love to you and yours. Happy, happy Easter!!!
Betty and Floyd <fbadams@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Thursday, April 17, 2003 9:30 PM CDT

Dear Bakers:

I am so glad you are out of the hospital and while not "home" getting closer and closer to getting there...I know you all will have an extra special Easter this year..I know Meagan is glad to see all of you...I can only imagine the celebration you all will have...

Maybe the Easter bunny will bring Bucky something yummy that will put his appetite into high gear...

Tina, I hate that we couldn't talk longer today...I'll find the name of that cleaner we talked about..you know all too well how weird I am about bacteria...some would say obsessive, compulsive...hey, like that's a bad thing...

I hope all three of you enjoy your weekend..I'll talk to you next week..

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, April 17, 2003 7:09 PM CDT

Hope you two are enjoying just having a chance to breathe some fresh air and this beautiful weather. Austin... super HERO.... hope that you have found something that you like to eat...
Yesterday we saw the ladies that made your Covenant Kid and they told me how they check the website daily and pray for you constantly. They gave me a surprise to bring whenever I get to see you....we love you, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Thursday, April 17, 2003 3:40 PM CDT

Way to go Austin!!
kelly hayes
- Thursday, April 17, 2003 1:43 PM CDT

Hope you are enjoying being out of the hospital!! I know you are. He is such a miracle. God is so good!

We're still praying daily for your little tough boy. We'll be glad when you are updating us from you home computer!!!

Prayers & hugs for all of you (including Megan!)
Kelly
The Hicks Family <www.caringbridge.org/al/sarahanne>
Woodstock, AL - Thursday, April 17, 2003 11:04 AM CDT

Praise God from whom all blessings flow. Praise Him all creatures here below. Praise Him above yea heavenly hosts. Praise Father, Son and Holy Ghost. AMEN! All my love to you & yours. Happy Easter. Marg
Marg Perelli <mperelli@dumc.org>
Daphne, AL - Thursday, April 17, 2003 9:09 AM CDT

HMMMMMMMMMMMMM, your first kiss....could that have been Tom Morris, one of the Davidson twins....I know it wasn't Blake, Scott or Alan! Oh! Now I remember.....it was with Stephen or David under the jacket at my house in the living room!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Betty Adams has never forgotten that and has told probably the whole town of Atmore! Just couldn't resist.....sorry!
Cathi
- Thursday, April 17, 2003 8:47 AM CDT

What a relief to be going to your "own" place!! Break all of the rules, at least for a day or so - both of you. Austin, one time I had a problem eating and knew that I had to eat to get strong again - just like you. I couldn't eat a lot, even though I wanted to, so what I did was make myself eat one little spoon of ice cream every hour or so. Blue Bell is pretty darn good, but I have to tell you when you get back to Fairhope, that Marble Slab is awesome!
Melanie Hubley <arrakis4@aol.com>
Montrose, AL - Thursday, April 17, 2003 8:45 AM CDT

Hey Buddy,

I hope your day has begun with a burst of sunlight �wapowing� you into the now, little buddy.

Here�s a thought for the day:

"It's no good running a pig farm for 30 years while saying 'I was meant to
be a dancer.' By that time, pigs are your style." -- Quentin Crisp

That�s one of my favorite quotes and it�s all about focusing on your strengths, pursuing the things we love and using our gifts to give to the world.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Chris & Cam

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Thursday, April 17, 2003 7:10 AM CDT

Tina,
I was just trying to pack up (I am sitting on GO!!) and I was thinking. Since you didn't have nearly enough to pack today, how about you come back over here and pack up our stuff!! It is absolutely amazing how stuff accumulates. I made a specific effort to not bring alot or anything not needed on the day we were admitted. Well, 4 weeks later and it looks like Toys R Us in here. Not to mention all the magazines and what not I gathered for myself. You are missing the fun of the new policy. They can onlyinfuse for 2 hours rather than continuously. Our pump wil beep off every 2 hours all day and night!!! Great! Have a wonderful night. (i had to update you. I don't want you to feel left out of the "gated community")

Love,
Kim
Kim Watts
- Thursday, April 17, 2003 0:30 AM CDT

I am so thankful that you two have moved to the apartment. I know you must feel such freedom. One step closer. Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Love you, Terri
Bishop
- Wednesday, April 16, 2003 11:11 PM CDT

I miss you already! It was so much fun watching Austin play with that water gun. He is such a hoot. I know you are enjoying being in the apartment. No yellow gown or rubber gloves. A real shower with good hot water. I know it isn't like home, but it is one step closer. I pray you are outpatient for good. Talk to you both soon.
Much Love,
Kim and Taylor
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
McCalla, AL - Wednesday, April 16, 2003 10:39 PM CDT

SPEAKING OF TASTING HONEYSUCKLE FOR THE FIRST TIME......DO YOU REMEMBER THE FIRST TIME WE TASTED THOSE POISONOUS PYRACANTHA BERRIES THAT WERE GROWING ON THE FRONT OF MY HOUSE?! HOPE YALL ARE HAVING A GREAT TIME TOGETHER AWAY FROM THE HOSPITAL! LOVE YALL! CATHI
CATHI
- Wednesday, April 16, 2003 7:08 PM CDT

THANK THE LORD!YALL ARE OUTTA THERE! I HOPE NOW THAT YOU WILL BE AWAY FROM THE HOSPITAL THAT HE WILL EAT. I'M SO GLAD TO SEE THIS NEWS, NOW WE WILL BE AWAITING THE NEWS OF YOU GOING HOME! I WILL CHECK IN AFTER WHILE OR TOMORROW AT SCHOOL....lOVE YOU GUYS! cATHI
CATHI
- Wednesday, April 16, 2003 5:59 PM CDT

If I could, I would do a CARTWHEEL right now in honor of your getting to go outpatient!!! Now that would be a sight to see.... Seriously, such good news and just in time to see all the dogwoods, etc. before they stop blooming. I will be in touch to see when a good day for a visit would be.... Much love, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Wednesday, April 16, 2003 1:54 PM CDT

Oh what wonderful news!!! Pack up and press forward. We love you and continue to pray for you!!! God is good!!! Mary
Mary Bunch
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, April 16, 2003 1:23 PM CDT

YEAH!!!! We are so glad to hear you are headed out! We check on you daily and pray for health, happiness, strength and love!! Way to go AUSTIN!!!!!
Janet and Dan Sims www.caringbridge.org/al/janiesims
Birmingham, AL - Wednesday, April 16, 2003 1:23 PM CDT

Dear Baker Buddys:

That is just wonderful news! I'm so glad you can hold on and cherish all of the good memories...so many people just want to hold on to the bad ones...I'm so happy you're getting out of the hospital and going to the apartment...one step closer to home! We'll be here waiting on you with open arms and ready to make many more good memories when you get here...

Take care today..We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, April 16, 2003 11:50 AM CDT

WOW this great news! I am so excited for you guys! I love ya'll so much and I am praying very hard for you guys! This is a step closer to coming home and when you do I am going to babysit sit your everyday and we will play so much and just have so much fun! Also Meagan, you, and me will have to go get cookie dough ice cream every day!I love you buddy!
Jessica Calhoun
- Wednesday, April 16, 2003 10:11 AM CDT

Yeah!!!!! Hopefully we will be right behind you on Friday!! I hope all goes well and you are headed to Fairhope soon. Who is going to play ball with the nurses??? I love you guys.
Kim
Jim and Kim Watts http://www.taylorwatts.org
MC CALLA, AL. - Wednesday, April 16, 2003 9:49 AM CDT

Hootie Who!!!
That's the best news that I have heard since Nonnie said last Saturday, "Three George's has the best malted milk balls... how about we run in and sample a pound...or 2!!!" Eat your heart out!!! Hugs and Big Wet Labrador Kisses to you and your Mom!
Aunt Tara
- Wednesday, April 16, 2003 9:18 AM CDT

Yea Austin & Tina, I'm so Happy for you. Come on Austin eat and get better so you can come home and go down to my pond and catch minnows.!!!!! We have 4 new black calfs.Hope you Have a Happy Easter. Love & Prayers "miss Cindy"
cindy wingo <jnwingo@hotmail.com>
Robertsdale, Al - Wednesday, April 16, 2003 9:02 AM CDT

Packing day is a GREAT DAY!!!!! Load those wagons down. I am thankful that you are all going "home away from home" A first step toward the real thing. I know that you are also relieved that you are close to the 100-day mark. It's been a bumpy ride but Austin and you have perservered. Have a wonderful week!!!!!!
Beth Billy <beth.billy@jdcc.edu>
Brewton, AL USA - Wednesday, April 16, 2003 8:21 AM CDT

Hey Tina and Austin! I hope you have a good day. Tina you better watch out you have a ladies man in your presence.lol Well I better go. God Bless! Audra
Audra Kennedy <kenn1669@bellsouth.net>
Morris, AL USA - Wednesday, April 16, 2003 7:28 AM CDT

Hey Buddy!
I hope your day is off to a wonderful start.

Here�s a great quote for the day�

It�s what you learn after you know it all that counts. John Wooden

Once we reach that point, you�re about there, everything else is gravy.

Enjoy your now!

MTG>

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Wednesday, April 16, 2003 7:13 AM CDT

HEY FOLKS-IT'S BEEN TOO LONG SINCE I'VE GOTTEN ON THE SITE AND WRITTEN TO LET YOU KNOW ALL THE FUHRMANS CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR AUSTIN'S RECOVERY AND FOR ALL OF YOU BAKERS. AUSTIN-HOPE YOU CAN EAT, EAT, EAT VERY SOON SO YOU'LL BE ABLE TO COME BACK TO FAIRHOPE WITH MEAGAN AND YOUR DAD AND ALL THE FRIENDS AND FAMILY WHO LOVE YOU AND THINK SO OFTEN OF YOU AND YOUR STRUGGLE. YOUR MOM IS SPECIAL-AN INSPIRATION TO ALL OF US. OF COURSE I'M NOT TELLING YOU ANYTHING YOU DON'T ALREADY KNOW. HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT EASTER AND YOU'RE IN THE APARTMENT FOR IT.
TIM FUHRMAN <FABFUHR5@AOL.COM>
FAIRHOPE, AL - Tuesday, April 15, 2003 11:35 PM CDT

I am thrilled and thankful that Austin is feeling so much better and that you might go outpatient by weeks end. I know you two are thrilled also. The Easter Bunny will get to come to the apartment. Yeah. We will miss you at the Easter Egg hunt this year. Tina I don't know who Grace will get to help her. She grabbed you so quickly last year. Hope you sleep well and Austin I hope food starts tasting better soon. Love, Terri
Bishop
- Tuesday, April 15, 2003 11:13 PM CDT

Hey, just wanted to say goodnight and I hope that things are better in the food department tomorrow with the tube. I know he wants that out. I may be home tomorrow, so I will be logging in as soon as I get up to see what's new with yall! Have a good night's sleep! Love you! Cathi
Cathi
- Tuesday, April 15, 2003 10:38 PM CDT

Hey Super Hero!
I love you! Maybe my Mom and I will stop by tomorrow after my spinal tap. That is, if I have my wits about me after the sedation. ;-)
Amber Luchterhand <ambersue10@yahoo.com>
Gardendale, AL United States - Tuesday, April 15, 2003 9:31 PM CDT

Hey Bakers,
I hope today has been a good day, I have been praying for you guys! I love ya'll and I miss ya'll very much!
Jessica Calhoun
- Tuesday, April 15, 2003 8:24 PM CDT

So GREAT to see the update and news of possibly going to OUTPATIENT by the weekend. I had kinda planned to come down to see you tomorrow afternoon, but now I think I will wait so I can visit with you in the apartment... that is a lot more fun!!! Have you found anything at all that Austin is hungry to eat? Just post it and we will try to get it for him. How about you... would you like a home cooked meal? I will talk to you by the first of the week and see if I can fix supper for you all one night soon. Ask the doctor about Austin seeing Ellie... maybe that would put a smile on his face.... Love to both of you.... Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Tuesday, April 15, 2003 12:57 AM CDT

Dear Bucky:

I just ate four Nutter Butter Peanut Butter cookies in your honor..Could you help me out with this please?

It sounds like things are going really good and that you can finally maybe see some outpatient time...That would be grrrreat! Oh no! That reminds me of Frosted Flakes!! How do those sound to your taste buds?

Take it easy on Mom...Let her win a game every now and then..We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, April 15, 2003 12:39 AM CDT

YEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH! WHAT GREAT NEWS! OUTPATIENT, I know you are thrilled...I for one can't wait till your back in Fairhope because I will make the trip over to see you even if we have to meet somewhere. We have lost touch so many years ago due to "life" and I hate that we found each other again through this, but I'm glad we did. We have gone through to much together to ever loose touch again. Just ask Becca next time you hear from her....we have discussed everything under the sun dating back to 2nd grade! It's so much fun to catch up with those that you were so close to at one time...and BOY, do you and I have some stories! I got called in at 5:30 am this morning to work today, so I will catch you guys later when I get home. Just HAD to get the latest news and I'm so glad I got online here. Great news! I love yall! Cathi
Cathi Coon
- Tuesday, April 15, 2003 12:36 AM CDT

Hey Buddy,

Enjoying your now?

Here�s a thought for you to carry into today:
Every action of our lives touches on some chord that will vibrate in eternity. Edwin Hubbel Chapin

Thinking of you little friend.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Tuesday, April 15, 2003 7:33 AM CDT

DEAR AUSTIN,

WHAT AN INSPIRATION TO US ALL TO READ ABOUT YOUR BRAVADO IN THE FACE OF SO MANY CHALLENGES.

STAY STRONG, LITTLE MAN.

OUR LOVE AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU DAILY,

THE JOHNSTON FAMILY,
RYAN, CYNDI, LUCY, ELLIE, & AND ANN RYAN
Johnstons <CYNDIJOHN@WORLDNET.ATT.NET>
d, Al USA - Tuesday, April 15, 2003 0:25 AM CDT

Hang in there Tina!
I continue to pray that Austin re-discovers his appetite and that ya'll get home soon.
Alice-Aunt to Angel Janie
Birmingham, AL - Monday, April 14, 2003 8:37 PM CDT

Hey! It's just me again with a quick thought. I came across this today and you and Austin came to mind. With each day "AIM FOR PROGRESS, NOT PERFECTION". NOW THAT REALLY SAYS ALOT DUE TO YOUR SITUATION. SOME DAYS MAY NOT LOOK AS BRIGHT AS OTHERS, BUT WITH EACH STEP, YOU MOVE CLOSER TO PERFECTION. HOPE THAT LITTLE TIDBIT ENHANCES YOUR DAY AND YOUR HEART! love you! CATHI (now I'm going over to post this for Kim and Jim!)
Cathi
- Monday, April 14, 2003 6:47 PM CDT

Dear Bakers:

Bucky, buddy...you've got to eat up..either that or I'm going to have to start eating for you, and believe me that's not going to be pretty...I hope by now you've found something that makes your taste buds sing!

Tina, I hope you enjoyed your time with Meagan...I know she was thrilled to have you home and all to herself...It's hard for all of us to grasp why this had to happen to your family...I can't imagine how hard it is to grasp when you are Meagan's age..At least she is learning (albeit the hard way) that life just ain't fair sometimes..but you have to pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and keep putting one foot in front of the other one...getting through each day until things are "normal" again..or at least better than they were yesterday...When you're a child you think Mom and Dad have all of the answers..If that were only true!

Her feelings are normal ones and so are yours..It's great that she can express her frustration with the whole situation..I know it hasn't been easy for her either...

We're all looking forward to having you back home soon...Take care...We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, April 14, 2003 6:14 PM CDT

Dear Tina & Austin, Hope this finds both of you well rested, in good moods and hope you have played lots of playstation today! Austin, I KNOW your mom missed that while she was gone! NOT! I just told Taylor to try to eat some popsicles....you might try that too. It would be cold and not really have alot of taste...it could be a way to start eating and get that tube out. I know that's uncomfortable for you. I will hope and pray for a good appetite real soon so you can get out...how about a banana split, hot fudge sundae, french fries, chocolate chip cookies........oh Lord, I'm making myself hungry! I will check in with you all later tonight for an update, so tell mom to get over to the computer.......Be good and I LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
- Monday, April 14, 2003 4:45 PM CDT

Hi Tina!
It was so great seeing you in Target on Friday. That is the place to be seen on Friday nights, huh? Glad you enjoyed your Mexican dinner and I hope you had a wonderful birthday. I'm hoping and praying for Austin to be hungry for a big steak by the end of the week! I'm sure an appartment will be great compared to the same hospital room for so long!
Thank you for reminding so many of us to love our children and hold them close, even in moments they drive us crazy! It's so easy to get frustrated sometimes with their activity level (especially in Target when you are trying to visit a friend!) and have to stop and thank God that they are healthy and feel like being active. You and Austin are such an inspiration.

Take care and know that you are loved SOOOO much!
Ginger Taylor <virginia.taylor@halliburton.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Monday, April 14, 2003 11:48 AM CDT

Hey Bakers,
Just thinking about you guys and had to come and write to ya'll! That will be great if ya'll get to go to the apartments! Austin if you need me to bring you some cookie dough icecream to get you eating I will!! I miss you and your blue eyes so much! Please eat so you can come home and let me babysit you!!! Well I am praying that God will just make you hungry and that you eat everything in site! I love you so much!

Just remember Hard Times brings Perseverance and that brings Character and Character brings Hope!!!
Jessica Calhoun
- Monday, April 14, 2003 11:34 AM CDT

Good Morning! Tina, I can hardly read your words without tears in my eyes. You are so POWERFUL with the words that you find. Glad to hear that things are good now and hopefully you will be in the apt soon and then HOME! I hope your words comforted Meagan...they should have, you do a great job with the rest of us! She has been really patient, but I guess after all this time, anyone can get frustrated, especially a 9 year old who is missing not only her mom, but brother too. She isn't quite old enough to understand all of this and to know why her brother got sick. She just knows he is sick and that both of you are gone and she is left wondering why. She WILL understand this one day Tina, and she will appreciate you all the more. Post some new pic's if you have any, we would love to see Austin. The things that I have that I was going to send, I think I will send by your mom next time she comes up. Maybe you will be in your apt by then. I do need to get the things over to her though. Thinking of you all today and I will pray for Austin's appetite to pick up so yall can "BLOW THAT PLACE!" LOVE YOU! CATHI
CATHI
- Monday, April 14, 2003 10:31 AM CDT

Hi Austin! EAT, EAT, EAT!!!! Pretend you're the hungry caterpillar eating everything in sight! We want you home in Fairhope and eating will help get you there sooner! We love you, Gayle and Emily
Gayle <gayle@altmayerltd.com>
Daphne, AL - Monday, April 14, 2003 9:50 AM CDT

I am so glad you had a good weekend. I hope Austin is eating great so you can get out of here. I sure will miss you both. I wish I had the words to thank you for all you have taught me in the short time we have known each other. I wish we had met because we lived near one another or becasue our boys played ball together anything, but cancer. Whatever the reason, I am so glad God put us on the same path and we were able to help one another and talk to one another through good and not so good times. You all remain in my heart and prayers. I hope you are all one big family SOON!!!!

Love,
Kim and Taylor
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
McCalla, AL - Sunday, April 13, 2003 11:58 PM CDT

Hi, Tina and Austin! Just thinking of you and hope you have been eating your way through the weekend! My parents have been visiting and we have had a busy few weeks. We need a shrimp boil! Hope you have a wonderful Monday!
Dee <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, April 13, 2003 7:40 PM CDT

Hi Austin!

Hope your day is going well!

Here�s a great thought from a great thinker:
When you get into a tight place and everything goes against you till it seems you could not hold on a minute longer, never give up then for that is just the place and time that the tide will turn. -- Harriet Beecher Stowe

Enjoy your now!

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Sunday, April 13, 2003 3:07 PM CDT

Hey sweetie, I am glad Cathi updated in the guestbook. I am eagerly awaiting the entry that tells us all you are home & doing well. Let me take this opportunity to wish you a Happy & Blessed Easter and let you know how much everyone cares about you and everyone at Smile Quilts is thinking of you.

Angel Chris and all your friends at Smile Quilts
chrisrusso_@hotmail.com
- Sunday, April 13, 2003 2:13 AM CDT

THIS IS TO ALL WHO READ THIS GUESTBOOK AND ARE WONDERING ABOUT AN UPDATE.....I JUST GOT AN UPDATE FROM THEIR NEIGHBOR AT THE HOSPITAL...SAID THEY HEARD AUSTIN WAS DOING JUST FINE AND TINA IS HOME WITH MEAGAN..........CATHI
CATHI
- Saturday, April 12, 2003 8:14 PM CDT

Hey Bakers,
Mrs. Tina I hope you are having a wonderful weekend with May May! I went to a concert last night and there where all these awsome christian bands, it was awesome! One of the singers Jermey Champ(I think thats his name) was amazing! He had lost his wife to cancer and yet God has brought him through this and so much more! He said the whole time God was always faithful and always gave him strength, He has an awesome testimony and God has used him and his blessing to help bring over 100's of youth to Christ! His strength and faith in God was just so awesome! I love you guys so much and I am praying for you guys very hard! Just focus on God and let him give you his almighty strength! Oh and Jennifer did a Relay for Life Cancer walk with her sority and in her heart she did it for Austin! I can't imagine how hard it get sometimes when one thing happens after another and you just don't get any breaks, Just know God is using you and will continue to use you to show his never ending love and his almighty healing power! You are his hands and feet and he showing himself through you everyday! May his light continue to shine from you and Austin! I love you guys and I miss you Austin so much!
Jessica Calhoun
- Saturday, April 12, 2003 12:55 AM CDT

Austin and Tina

I was just thinking of yall and I miss yall.
Tina, give Austin a hug and a kiss for me ok.
Love yall both sooooo much.
Hope to see yall soon.
Love
Annabanana
Anna <anabel1309@aol.com>
Fairhope, Al - Friday, April 11, 2003 2:15 PM CDT

Tina,
I am glad to hear that Austin is feeling well and has energy to play. Will be praying that he finds his appetite. Have a good weekend!
Alice-Aunt to Angel Janie <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Friday, April 11, 2003 1:09 PM CDT

I SURE HOPE THAT NO UPDATE MEANS THAT YOU ARE AT HOME! I HAVE BEEN CHECKING SINCE YESTERDAY AND LAST CHECKED AT 11:30 LAST NIGHT. WHEN I GOT UP THAT'S THE FIRST THING I DID AND SAW THE SAME ONE FROM WEDNESDAY...JUST KNEW YALL WERE HAVING COMPUTER PROBLEMS UP THERE TILL I SAW THE WATTS UPDATE! HOPE YOU AND MEAGAN HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEK END TOGETHER AND HOPE AUSTIN HAS A HEALTHY APPETITE SOON! LOVE YOU! CATHI
CATHI
- Friday, April 11, 2003 10:50 AM CDT

Hello, Tina I am glad that you had such a wonderful birthday. Austin is incredible. I pray that he gets hungry, hungry very soon. I wish that I could transfer my hunger to him. He will I know soon be home eating you out of house and home. Praise the Lord!!!!!. Love, Terri
Bishop
- Thursday, April 10, 2003 10:39 PM CDT

Hi Tina---
My 14 year old daughter had a "bad" day today which led to a conversation with her about "bad" days. We talked about those kind of days and how God gives us those days so that we can really appreciate the "good" days. You of all people know what a REALLy bad day is, but just wanted to say don't forget that in the morning the sun will rise and a new, maybe GREAT day will ensue. That is what I hope for you and Austin. That he will wake up one morning soon, and actually feel hungry and you will want to dance on the ceiling. That is what I am praying for today.
Hugs to BOTH of you!!!

Pam Curry <pcqueen@mchsi.com>
Daphne, AL USA - Thursday, April 10, 2003 8:40 PM CDT

Hi Austin and Tina!
We are finally getting on the computer! Tina, I got some pictures of Alexis on her site finally!! Hope you all continue to do well. We won't be back until the 23rd and we will both come see you then! Love and miss you all!!
Alexis and Alice <caringbridge.org/al/alexislindsey>
Baileyton, AL - Thursday, April 10, 2003 6:25 PM CDT

Hello my friends! How are things today in B'ham? Cold and dreary here as has been all week. Hope Austin is feeling great today and I KNOW he has that super hero cape on! You may never get it off of him! I will check back late tonight because I see that's when you finally get your unwinding time in to update! Been thinking of you all today as usual....love and hugs! Cathi
Cathi
- Thursday, April 10, 2003 5:41 PM CDT

Hey Austin and Tina! I hope you all had a good day. Remember that even when times look bad that God will give you the faith,courage,and hope to continue. Your in my prayers always,Audra P.S. Will you please pray for me to find a accountability partner?
Audra Kennedy <kenn1669@bellsouth.net>
Morris , AL USA - Thursday, April 10, 2003 4:55 PM CDT

Tina and Austin!! Good Morning!! I bet ya'll are as cold as we are today. It's like winter has returned. I hope that ya'll have a great day!!
Love, Leslie
leslie
- Thursday, April 10, 2003 10:11 AM CDT

Austin... what a super HERO you are!!! I know you must love the cape and are having fun wearing it. Now you have to think of a cool name for yourself. I hope and pray that there will be something food wise that will spark your appetite. We will just pray that when you start eating again everything will taste wonderful to you and you won't have any problems keeping it down, etc. I love you little buddy... have a great day!! Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Thursday, April 10, 2003 9:25 AM CDT

Austin,what a wonderful gift you gave your Mom, a surprise birthday party, that she will cherish forever!!! You are a very thoughtful, loving and very, very caring young man!!! Tina, God wraps up some incredible gifts to give you!!! Love and Prayers, Mary Bunch.
Mary bunch
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, April 9, 2003 11:02 PM CDT

Dear Bakers
Glad to hear of your special birthday party. Ella had a sleepover party for her birthday. Next year I will just call Austin to do the planning! We're freezing in Fairhope tonight - I'm sure it's cold there, too. Snuggle in tight. Sweet dreams!
kelly hayes
- Wednesday, April 9, 2003 10:01 PM CDT

WOW Austin you are an amazing guy! And a very special one! Your love for life and having fun is great! I miss you so much buddy! Mrs. Tina I am gald you had a great day! I love you guys very much!
Jessica Calhoun
- Wednesday, April 9, 2003 10:00 PM CDT

Austin... you continue to amaze me. Imagine you pulling off a surprise party for your wonderful mother. I know she must have been so thrilled that you thought of doing it. Did you give her the 37 birthday kisses I asked you to do? My birthday is today and I wish that I could get kisses from you. Maybe I can see you soon. Hopefully I will see you soon. Love, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Wednesday, April 9, 2003 3:36 PM CDT

Dear Tina, This is for you.......Not only will the lady that marries Austin be a lucky lady, but the men who choose you and Meagan will be lucky too. You have learned so much through your life, how to love, live, trust, accept the good with the bad. Your kind, loving, sweet, beautiful both inside and out. Meagan has learned through you how to be patient and understanding, knowing that in the long run, everyone will win. You are one of the few people I have ever known that is really beautiful on the inside as well as on the outside. You have touched so many lives through this...some you may never know, just know that you have and you have helped so many people through hard times with your faith, wisdom, and witt. There are few out there that could find a ray of sunshine through this, but you have. You seem to find the good in every day no matter what you endure. So many of us wish that we could just come up there and camp out with you and Austin, but real life is here too and we have to be where we have to be. We are there in spirit with you and I for one and so grateful for this website where I can communicate with you on a daily basis. Austin's goodness and kindheartedness comes not only from within, it comes from the amazing woman who has raised him to be the kind of person that he is. He knows you have been his rock and you have been there for him and for Meagan and this is one way that he can repay you for all you've done. I know he was proud yesterday when he surprised you. I can only imagine the smiles on both of your faces! You can tell when a man has been taught right by his mother, and I can tell you have done a wondeful job with him. He will never forget it either...he WILL make a great husband, father and friend to his wife one day and he will have his wonderful mother to thank for it. HATS OFF TO YOU, MOM, YOU SHOULD....(AND ARE BY ME) THE WOMAN OF THE YEAR, MOM OF THE YEAR AND FRIEND FOR LIFE! I'LL WRITE TO AUSTIN NEXT, BUT THIS ONE WAS JUST FOR YOU! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!! CATHI
CATHI
- Wednesday, April 9, 2003 2:02 PM CDT

Dear Bakers:

Way to go Austin! That was a really special thing you did for your Mom yesterday..You are growing into a thoughtful young man..Your mom is right..When you grow up and decide to settle down the woman you choose to share your life with with be a very lucky lady indeed...

Tina, I'm so thankful that in the midst of all of this chaos you can still find happy memories to cherish for a lifetime.

We're thrilled about Austin's test results...Austin buddy, eat up!

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, April 9, 2003 7:51 AM CDT

Austin..buddy you are amazing!! Your encouraging spirit never stops to bless my heart..What you did for your mom today was increbible..I know it made her world and her day so much brighter.I am so proud of you for thinking of the whole goodie bag idea..THank you for being you and for pressing on..You are going to get through this..Tina, Happy Birthday..I sat at my computer with tears streaming down my face from your last 2 entries..Just when you were at your loneliest time, God gave you such incredible encouragement and a person who loves you with all his beautiful heart..Your strength shines through your example and your words..You are also going to make it through this..Praise Jesus for his Sovereign hand! Have a wonderful day!
trishia seales <trishia_seales@hotmail.com>
auburn, al - Tuesday, April 8, 2003 11:35 PM CDT

I hope you had a special day. I know you had a memorable one:) Thank you so much for inviting me to dinner. I needed it. I feel so refreshed now. I hope it lasts. God Bless you Tina, you have helped me in more ways than you know!!
Love,
Kim

Kim Watts
McCalla, AL - Tuesday, April 8, 2003 11:05 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TINA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!! I HOPE YOU HAD A WONDERFUL DAY. I HEARD THAT AUSTIN WAS DOING GREAT!!!OUR PRAYERS ARE ANSWERED EVERYDAY!!!I HAVE TO THANK GOD EVERYDAY FOR MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS. YOU ARE RIGHT GOD WILL ALWAYS CATCH YOU WHEN YOUR FEELING SORRY FOR YOURSELF.I LOVE YOU GUYS AND MISS YOU A LOT. CHRISTY
CHRISTY
- Tuesday, April 8, 2003 10:08 PM CDT

Tina,
I wish I could have been with you today to wish you a happy
birthday, just like you gave me a hug and a wish on Friday.
I am so thankful for a spirit such as yours to guide me and
remind me to be thankful for all I have. I pray for you, Austin and your family and ask that God continues to hold you in the palm of his hand. He has done a wonderful job
holding all of you tightly in his hands and still allowing
for your "humanness" (no such word) so you and we all can find our way back to him. I hope your day was filled with rainbows and God bless Austin. I love you and hope to see you again soon.
Love, Frances
Frances
Fairhope, - Tuesday, April 8, 2003 7:26 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Tina !!! Hope you had a nice day with your little trouper. We are glad that surgery is behind you. Our family prays for you constantly....We hope that Austin gets better and better with every passing day and that God coninues to strengthen you until you both come home.
God Loves You.....

Pam and Jon Curry and family
Daphne, AL USA - Tuesday, April 8, 2003 6:13 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Girl!
Thinking about you all in an extra special way today. Remember: You are not older today, just wiser!
Take care,
Gail
Gail Stevens
Birmingham, AL - Tuesday, April 8, 2003 3:45 PM CDT

hey bakers! i just wanted yall to know how much i love yall and i am praying for you all! so, i dont have much time! i have to go! happy birthday ms.tina!
love jenny
jenny speir <jenny92389@msn.com>
fairhope, al usa - Tuesday, April 8, 2003 3:39 PM CDT

Dear Austin and Baker family,
Our computer has been down for about two months so we have not been able to check on Austin's progress until today. I went back and looked at all of the old journal entries that we missed and read the one from March 22nd about the cotton! Please tell Austin that Jay asks about him all of the time and CAN NOT WAIT until harvest season so that "his friend Austin can come and ride on the cotton picker with him".Little Jay and big Jay would love nothing more!
Happy Birthday Tina! We hope you have a great day! Tell Austin that Jay misses him and looks forward to seeing him soon!
Rosemary Corte <rosemarymcgowin@aol.com>
Daphne, Al USA - Tuesday, April 8, 2003 3:25 PM CDT

Happy Birthday my friend!!! You know you weren't alone while having your cup of coffee at 5 Points. Jesus was sitting right there with you. You have such an incredible close relationship with the One And Only; He who is always there to give you such wisdom and such an eternal perspective on life. God continues to bless you with such strength and you continue to be a witness of your powerful faith and love for God. I love you Tina!!! Mary
Mary Bunch
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, April 8, 2003 1:39 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TINAAAAAA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!
WE LOVE YOU, BRIAN, LESLIE, HAYDEN, AND MARY-CAMERON
LESLIE
- Tuesday, April 8, 2003 1:07 PM CDT

Dear Bakers:

Happy Birthday Tina! I hope it's a great one..I'm sure Bucky will be more than happy to help you celebrate...

I read your journal from yesterday...I wish I could have been there with you to walk and talk..I sure miss all of that..

It's okay if you want to have a pity party from time to time...You deserve it..Isn't it amazing what faith gives us? The ability to look at our problems and be able to put them in perspective when you see the struggle of others around you.

In the end all that matters is what we can never buy...Our faith and the love of our family and friends..You have blessed with much of all of those things..

Hope Bucky has a good day today..Hang in there..We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, April 8, 2003 12:23 AM CDT

Tina, HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRIEND!!!! My heart sank when I read your comment �I felt like they pulled the rug out from under me.� I too, like you, don�t understand it all. I too, like you, know who to turn to, and I want you to know that I�m continuing to turn to God in prayer for you, Austin and Meagan. I will continue praying daily, throughout the day. It sounds like Austin is still his same wonderful self � seeking and finding the silver lining in the cloud! It sounds like he is remaining upbeat and finding ways to have fun, although I�m sure he would rather be outside. Boy, I really admire that trait in him! If you've ever wondered what kind of an affect you've had on your children, wonder no more in this case, that�s the wonderful effect you�ve had on Austin, and Meagan too! God certainly blessed them with a loving, wise Mom. If you get a chance, how about updating Austin�s pictures on the site. We all want to take pleasure in seeing his new hair and that contagious grin! Is he still a cotton-top? Love you,
Gayle <gayle@altmayerltd.com>
Daphne, AL - Tuesday, April 8, 2003 12:13 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR TINA BOP, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! NOW, DO YOU WANT A SKATING PARTY IN MONROEVILLE OR A SPEND THE NIGHT PARTY? I THINK I SENT YOU THAT PICTURE OF ALL OF US SOAKING OUR FEET IN THE TUB AFTER THE SKATING PARTY! HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY AND TRY TO FIND A RAY OF SUNSHINE IN THIS NASTY WEATHER. IF YOU CAN'T SEEM TO FIND ONE, JUST LOOK IN THE MIRROR! LET US KNOW HOW THINGS ARE GOING TODAY WITH THE MAIN MAN! KISSES AND ((( HUGS))) TO AUSTIN, MEAGAN AND YOURSELF! MOM AND FLOYD ARE IN LAS VEGAS FOR A WEEK, SO SHE WILL CHECK IN WHEN SHE GETS HOME. I KNOW SHE WILL BE CALLING TO ASK ME ABOUT YALL WHILE SHE'S GONE! LOVE YOU! CATHI
CATHI
- Tuesday, April 8, 2003 11:55 AM CDT

Buon Compliano!!!!!!
That's HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! in Italian. I wish I could have been there to have coffee with you and talk. I miss you and your babies. I wish you a blessed day and we love you.
Marie Green and family
Marie <ktg@bellsouth.com>
Fairhope, al usa - Tuesday, April 8, 2003 11:23 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Tina,

I am so glad to hear some good news. God is so Good!!!! Please take care and know that I am praying everyday for you and your family. Just wait on the Lord! Let him do his will.

Love you Bunches.

Suzanne Williamson
Fairhope, al usa - Tuesday, April 8, 2003 11:02 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Mrs. Tina, I love you!
Jessica Calhoun
- Tuesday, April 8, 2003 10:56 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TINA!

I TRIED TO DO SOMETHING COLORFUL AND FANCY FOR YOU (THE FONT) AND I GOT GOOD OL' ORDINARY LETTERS. I GUESS NO MATTER HOW FANCY, IT STILL COMES BACK TO THE GOOD OL' PLAIN LOVE THAT GETS US THROUGH! I WISH I COULD BE THERE TO GIVE YOU A BIRTHDAY HUG. I DIDN'T REALIZE HOW MUCH I WOULD MISS YOU UNTIL I SAW YOU! I LOOK FORWARD TO YOUR NEXT VISIT, WHEN IT'S A SLOW ENOUGH TIME WE CAN GO TO DINNER AND A MOVIE!
Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
- Tuesday, April 8, 2003 10:18 AM CDT

Happy Birthday!!! I hope it is a good one.
Love,
Kim Watts
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
McCalla, AL - Tuesday, April 8, 2003 10:02 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TINA!!!

We are wishing for you a wonderful day filled with peace and happiness. Maybe Ausitn will let you play on the playstation for a minute on your special day!

Theresa and David Jellenc
Montrose, AL - Tuesday, April 8, 2003 10:01 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TINA FROM SHIRLEY AND THOMAS
SHIRLEY & THOMAS
FAIRHOPE , AL USA - Tuesday, April 8, 2003 9:53 AM CDT

Happy birthday to you -- Happy birthday to you -- Happy birthday, dear Tina -- Happy birthday to you! My prayer is that you will have a wonderful, blessed birthday and that Austin will have a restful, nausea-free day. May you always remember that, just as Meagan is blessed to have a mommy who loves her enough to pass down her cherished Barbie dolls, she and Austin are blessed to have a mommy who loves them so much and who is so dedicated to their lives. You are a treasure, Tina. Have a wonderful, blessed day......
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Tuesday, April 8, 2003 9:07 AM CDT

So glad to hear that the G.I. tests are over... we will pray for a good report and for healing of the places that are causing his problems. I wish I had known you were going for a cup of coffee... I would have dropped everything and met you. Please do call me when you take another break.
Hope that you have a WONDERFUL, HAPPY BIRTHDAY. Tell Austin you need 37 birthday kisses... I know he will love that!
Please let Austin know that he continues to amaze everyone with his incredible spirit in the midst of this battle. He is one SPECIAL BOY!!!
Hope both of you have a wonderful, great day...
Love, Ms. Nena
NM
Bham, - Tuesday, April 8, 2003 8:42 AM CDT

Happy Birthday, Tina! Aries, sign of the Ram. Strength of character combined with strength of the mother will get you through all of this. Love to you and Austin.
Melanie Hubley
Montrose, AL - Tuesday, April 8, 2003 8:39 AM CDT

Good Morning Tina & Austin!!! Happy Birthay Tina!!!!!!You know Austin gets to spank you 37 times!!!!!!!!! Better Not tell him that. IHope your Day is special. Love "Miss Cindy"
cindy wingo <jnwingo@hotmail.com>
Robertsdale, Al - Tuesday, April 8, 2003 8:14 AM CDT

Tina,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TINA! We hope all of your birthday wishes come true. Send Austin our love
Lisa and Matthew <lematth@aol.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Tuesday, April 8, 2003 7:57 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY DEAR FRIEND TINA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

Love,
Linda
Linda Watson
- Tuesday, April 8, 2003 7:39 AM CDT

Thinking of you on your birthday and everyday with much love and prayers for Austin's complete healing.
Mary H Graham <Johnmary@net1inc.net>
Atmore, AL - Tuesday, April 8, 2003 5:16 AM CDT

Happy Birthday, Tina! You are so special!!!
Dee <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, April 7, 2003 11:38 PM CDT

Tina,
I came here to this site and was going to tell you of the yucky night we are having and why my patience are worn thin, but as usual your journal entry gives me peace and comfort. I am no longer stressing over things rather I am thankful God has given Taylor a chance to beat this and placed us in a wonderful place. I also thank him for putting you and Austin in my life. You are such special people.
Love,
Kim and Taylor
Kim Watts
McCala, AL - Monday, April 7, 2003 10:47 PM CDT

Helloooooooooooooo there my friend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have missed you a lot and I am looking forward to a great game of chess tomorrow night. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TINA!!!!!!

I have some jokes for you.
Q. Why did the banana go to the doctor?
A. Because he didn't peel good!

Q. What did the mother broom say to the baby broom?
A. Go to sweap dear!

Q. What kind of dogs love baths?
A. Shampoodles!

Q. How do bees go to school?
A. They ride the school buzz!

Q. What do you call a sunbathing puppy?
A. A Hotdog!

Q. What do you say if your puppy runs away?
A. Doggone!

My mom is making me go to bed. See ya tomorrow night!
Love ya! Andrew

Andrew Watson
- Monday, April 7, 2003 10:05 PM CDT

Dear Tina
I know that you have already received the best birthday gift - a son who is beating this cancer and showing such strength! I pray you will receive many, many blessings tomorrow. I'll eat a few hershey kisses in your honor!
kelly hayes
- Monday, April 7, 2003 9:46 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Mrs. Tina! I hope you have had a wonderful day! I love you and I think so much of you! You are an amazing women of God and the way you love your childern is so awesome! May God continue to bless you and your childern!
Jessica Calhoun
- Monday, April 7, 2003 8:43 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TINA!!!!!!!

May you be blessed with many more birthdays.
May the peace of the Lord be with you and your family.

Love, Mary Mercieca (Donna's Mom)

Mary Mercieca <grandmerc2@yahoo.com>
Lexington, Mi USA - Monday, April 7, 2003 8:18 PM CDT

Tina and Austin - You and Austin has been on our mind and we are praying that you will get well and come home to enjoy life with us and Michale, Jack and Mallory. Thomas and I keep you all in our prayers dailey. Tina if we can do anything for you please let us know.
Shirley and Thomas Odom
Fairhope, AL USA - Monday, April 7, 2003 8:05 PM CDT

hey there, sweet friends!

first i want to say "happy birthday" to you, tina. i hope you have an exceptional day in all the good ways days can be exceptional. as for your barbie, just know that i believe i had the very first one ever manufactured! she had a blonde (of course) pony tail and i played with her constantly. got a ken doll shortly after and he developed a bald spot on his head - can't for the life of me figure out why :).

remember how much we love you and remember that "the joy of the Lord is your strength." Nehemiah 8:10

hug your precious son for me!

love you lots,

emily
emily garner
- Monday, April 7, 2003 2:10 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TINA!!! Just remember, Barbie may not have all the bad things happen to her, but she doesn't have all the "really" good things happen either - you know, like your children's touch when they hug you tight or the sloppy wetness when they give you a big kiss on the cheek! (Of course, she does have that perfect body, but who needs that anyway!) I hope it is a glorious day where you are and the sun is shining bright on your special day!
Debbie Holobaugh <dholobaugh1264@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Monday, April 7, 2003 1:46 PM CDT

Happy birthday Tina. I'm sorry things haven't worked out like you dreamed. It is hard being a grown up & realizing life is so hard. It really stinks.

I wish I could come take you to lunch & have a girls day out. You deserve it. I could even bring some Barbies & we could play. :-) I hope you find something good about your birthday and you and Austin celebrate some way.

Hi Austin, hope they find out why your having tummy problems soon. We're praying for you little friend.

We've got another sweet big girl friend that you should be meting today, her name is Deanna. She should be joining our 6th floor friends some time today. Her mother Pama is a sweetie too. I know you'll love them too.

Praying for all of our 6th floor buddies today & everyday!

God bless,
Kelly
The Hicks Family <www.caringbridge.org/al/sarahanne>
Woodstock, AL - Monday, April 7, 2003 12:31 AM CDT

Tina,

I think "Martha" would think you are AMAZING!! Happy Birthday, you deserve a wonderful one. Austin, keep up the good work buddy. I pray for all of you each day. With big hugs and love,
Krista Iverson <krista.iverson@gepex.ge.com>
Ottawa, IL - Monday, April 7, 2003 11:35 AM CDT

Tina, As I prepare for my Disciple Bible class, you and Austin came to mind. 2 Corinthians 5:1 "For we know that if the earthly tent we live in is destroyed,we have a building from God, a house not made with hands,eternal in the heavens." This verse brings me comfort and peace knowing God is always there for us. Seth prays for Austin every night and wants his friend home. He has a long list of activities planned. Happy Birthday, Girl....37 Years Young. You'll be in my thoughts and prayers. Love, Cathy
Cathy M
- Monday, April 7, 2003 11:30 AM CDT

Tina, I've just read your beautiful story about Martha. Would it be wonderful if we were allowed to stay in our fantasy world? Maybe yes and maybe no. You have been in the world of reality for 37 years. (Can't believe it) Some has been very good and some has been very bad. Because of Christ's love for his children, you have survived it all with great honor.

I'm so very thankful and happy that Austin came thru this last surgery in flying colors. I'm so thankful that Meagan is so understanding and strong like her mother. It is no wonder you treasure every second you get to spend with her and also the hours you are spending with your sick child.

We love you and wish you HAPPY BIRTHDAY on Tuesday.
Mildred Caughron <gmcuaghron@aol.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Monday, April 7, 2003 11:11 AM CDT

Hi Austin!

I hope your now is great.

Here�s a thought for the day:
You can't climb up to the second floor without a ladder. When you set your aim too high and don't fulfill it, then your enthusiasm turns to bitterness. Try for a goal that's reasonable, and then gradually raise it. That's the only way to get to the top. -- Emil Zatopek, Czech middle distance runner

Essentially, it�s one step at a time�and I look at the path you have taken, right foot, left foot, right foot, left�continue those steps and soon this �thing� will be left.

Enjoy your now, little buddy.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Monday, April 7, 2003 8:31 AM CDT

Good morning Bakers:

It is amazing how our life does revolve around numbers..There are people who believe you can answer almost any question or solve any problem mathmatically...Of course, I think those people are weird..

I enjoyed your reflection back to childhood...The innocence we had..I guess that is God's way of protecting us so we will want to grow up..If we knew how hard life was when we got to be adults we wouldn't want to go there..As for me, I had one of the original Barbies...saved my pennies and bought her at the dimestore..I have know idea where she is but I did look frantically for her a couple of years ago when my Mom read somewhere that she was worth about $1600...I would have sold her into slavery for that amount of money...She is lost forever...maybe she ran away from home..but I have many fond memories of Barbie and her friends and the great life they led..They had no problems at all..

Have a good day and thanks for the nostalgia this morning..It made me smile...

We love you.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, April 7, 2003 5:20 AM CDT

Hey! Glad to see your back and that things are ok except for the few setbacks. Hey......wonder why I don't remember Martha?! She must have been before our skating rink days! I gotta run tonight, but will check in tomorrow. Hope yall have a good night and a great day tomorrow! LOVE YOU, Cathi
Cathi
- Sunday, April 6, 2003 10:30 PM CDT

Tina, Only a simple short message tonight. I think you are amazing!!!!!!!!!!!! Love, Terri

Bishop
- Sunday, April 6, 2003 10:27 PM CDT

Hey Bakers,
Mrs. Tina it was so great to see you friday! I love you guys so much! I hope you had a wonderful weekend with Meagan and I hope Austin had a wonderful time with Mr. Jimmy! I miss you Austin so much! Well I am still praying for you guys hard!
Jessica Calhoun
- Sunday, April 6, 2003 6:21 PM CDT

Hey Tina-
Hope the weekend went well. I got to my next rondevous point in B'Ham with no problems (and no worries of validation.) You make my heart smile, I am so proud of you and Tuesday's chaos (brought on by ME) meant more to me than you can imagine!
I love you both!
Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
- Sunday, April 6, 2003 5:31 PM CDT

Hope you are having a great weekend! We think of you and pray for you everyday. Jackson was confirmed in church this morning. Where does the time go? Our village children are growing so quickly. Hope you're enjoying time with Meagan. Will check the website for an update again tomorrow. God bless!
Dee Fuhrman <FabFuhr5@aol.c0m>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, April 6, 2003 4:15 PM CDT

Good Moring Austin, I hope today is great for you . you are probably on the playstation. coco and Jagger are digging in my flowers again! What am i going to do with them? Keep them I guess. Iam going to church soon so I'll write you later.Love & Prayers "Miss Cindy"
cindy wingo <jnwingo@hotmail.com>
Robertsdale, AL - Sunday, April 6, 2003 10:10 AM CDT

Hi Austin!

Hope all is well in your life and world!

I�ve been out of town for a few days and am heading back out again, but wanted to send you a thought over email, even though you�ve been on our minds outside of email:

Man must live by faith--faith in himself and faith in others. Benjamin E. Mays

I know you and live by this one, little friend.

Enjoy the now!

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Sunday, April 6, 2003 7:35 AM CDT

Hello, We are so happy that you are feeling well Austin. Praise the Lord!!!!!!!!!!! He continues to answer our prayers. I really wish Bud was closer by so he could play games with you. He loves them also. When you get home he will be glad to take over for your Mom. Sleep well. Love, Terri
Bishop
- Saturday, April 5, 2003 11:01 PM CST

Hi Austin... hope that you are recovering well today and that your daddy is waiting on you hand and foot. Know it is special when he gets to spend time with you. Hope to see you soon!! Love, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Saturday, April 5, 2003 5:14 PM CST

Hey guys! I have been thinking about you so much and haven't had time to sign your guestbook. I am still praying for you Austin! I'm so glad your surgery went well. I know you did great just like you always do! Love you guys!
Jill - 4 Tower <JHBpianonurse@msn.com>
Birmingham, AL - Saturday, April 5, 2003 3:54 PM CST

Dear Tina and Austin
So glad to hear your most wonderful news! Hope you are mending well this morning. It is a beautiful spring day in Fairhope. No matter the weather in B'ham, I know there is sunshine in your hearts this weekend!
kelly hayes
fairhope, - Saturday, April 5, 2003 11:37 AM CST

Tina,
Toby and I just wanted you to know that we are so very happy that Austins surgery went well!!!!!!!!
We love you and hope that you will be able to go home for good soon. When you do, we want to come for a visit!! OK???
Give Austin a big hug for us.
Love,
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Friday, April 4, 2003 11:37 PM CST

Hey Bakers,
I am so glad that Austins surgery went great! I was praying for him all through SAT's at school.It is so awesome how God is so great!Yall are always in my thoughts and prayers!
I love yall
Anna Calhoun <cowgirl2579@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL U.S.A - Friday, April 4, 2003 9:42 PM CST

Good Afternoon Austin! Sounds like things are going great and you are right on track! You are an amazing young man and I know you have heard this over and over...BUT IT'S TRUE! You have just absolutely amazed everyone, including your doctors. You are a miracle and everyone that has been keeping a check on you knows this. Hope you have fun with dad if he is there this week end! I will keep checking in over the week end to see how you are and will also check back when mom gets back to put an update on. LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
- Friday, April 4, 2003 5:59 PM CST

ABSOLUTELY GREAT NEWS!!!! So glad to hear that he is recovering so well. Hopefully that means you, Tina, will get to go home and have some snuggle time with Meghan. We love you guys... Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Friday, April 4, 2003 4:49 PM CST

Austin,
It was a beautiful sight to see you having so much fun today. you are a good ballplayer. You were listening to daddy very well. I am so glad you had so much fun. You start eating and you will be able to go play ball with Meagan,soon.
Love,
Kim
Kim Watts
McCalla, AL - Friday, April 4, 2003 3:45 PM CST

HEY LITTLE MAN,
I JUST WANT TO TELL YOU HOW PROUD I AM OF YOU AND THAT MISS
YOU AND I HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON!!!
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>>ANNA<<
Anna D'Olive <anabel1309@aol.com>
Fairhope, Al - Friday, April 4, 2003 2:58 PM CST

Hi Bakers,
We have so much to be thankful for. I'm telling you..that Austin is something else. He is showing all of us that he is in control. I'm so thankful for his courage and bravery.
I'm thankful for his family who are so loving and caring at all times. I'm thankful for the wonderful doctors, nurses and other professionals who care for him. I'm thankful for the hospital who can give him the best of care. I'm so thankful that Austin has this strong Mom who puts her trust in God's hands for her precious son. We love all of you.

Millie Caughron <gmcuaghron@aol.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Friday, April 4, 2003 2:30 PM CST

Austin,
Great job on the surgery man! Hope things will start looking up for you now. Have fun playing that play station!!

smiles,
Valerie
Camp SAM
Valerie Sylvester <sylvevl@auburn.edu>
Auburn, AL - Friday, April 4, 2003 2:08 PM CST

God bless you all I can not imagine how I would feel in your shoes I have two sons 21 & 15 I know God has great things in store for Austin and your family My pray will be with you
Melissa Murph <Melissa@mhandc.com>
Atmore, Al Escambia - Friday, April 4, 2003 2:01 PM CST

We are rejoicing in the Fuhrman house! May each day bring continued healing!
Dee <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, April 4, 2003 2:00 PM CST

Dear Austin, Yea! Our prayers have been answered again. We love you. The Vogles
Peggy Vogle
Fairhope, AL - Friday, April 4, 2003 12:09 AM CST

What great news! I bet I checked Austin's website at least fifty times yesterday to check on him. The good news was worth the wait. We are praying for a quick recovery and a long-awaited trip home!
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Friday, April 4, 2003 11:45 AM CST

Hey Bakers,
I am so happy and thanking God that everything went good! I am still praying very hard for him! I miss you guys so much! I can't wait until you are all better and you get to come home! When you first left I didn't realize that you would be gone this long and I am really missing you buddy! Well I got to go to school so I will write later but if you don't come home soon, I am going to have to come up there! Love you guys very much Hugges and Kisses!
Jessica Calhoun
- Friday, April 4, 2003 9:47 AM CST

Good morning!
So prayfully thankful that surgery yesterday went well. Will catch up with you all soon!
Love,
Gail Stevens
Gail Stevens
Birmingham, AL - Friday, April 4, 2003 8:49 AM CST

God bless you all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!This news is so good on this Friday morning. Love and hugs.....Joan
joan sullivan <jsulli9396@AOL.com>
daphne, al usa - Friday, April 4, 2003 8:38 AM CST

Good Morning Baker Buddies:

I'm so thankful to hear that all went well yesterday...Somehow I just knew it would..I know there are many days ahead of you in this journey but when you see the next mountain, just take a minute to look back and see how far you've come and how many mountains are now behind you..

Here's to another good day and miles of flat open road ahead..We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, April 4, 2003 7:42 AM CST

Hello dear friend,
I was on midnight "Potty Patrol"and didn't realize Rob was finished writing you. I did want to add my love and prayers. EVERY Sunday when Rob asks for prayer concerns, Tripp raises his hand and says, "Daddy, we need to pray for my friend Austin!" though Rob would certainly add his name anyway. We look so forward to the day when Austin can come over to play at the new house that almost isn't even new anymore!! Surely God has heard all of the prayers the past few days with the successful surgery today. Amen!
As we were browsing the site, I happened to note the other times of email postings. Apparently we arent the only crazy ones emailing at this hour! And you know it struck me the depth and breadth of the love and prayers and support being offered up for Austin and you and your family. While certainly it was no surprise, seeing the times of emails stopped me for a minute and I was overwhelmed by knowing no matter what time of day (or night) no matter what day it is, someone is offering a prayer or a word of support and encouragement. What a truly beautiful expression of His love because we know that God has not left your side for even one second since that day in August and He has "His helpers on earth"right there for you too. What a witness for us all! Thank you Tina and Austin. Good night (or good morning????) and God bless you both! much love, Angie
Angie Gulledge
Mobile, AL - Friday, April 4, 2003 0:47 AM CST

Hey Tina & Austin,

I would ask "How's Life?" but i have just read your last posting. I am glad to hear that the surgery was a success. Austin, I miss getting to play around with you after The Gathering. You will have to see Tripp and Lily's new swing set that I made. You can really swing high in it. So, do you still have the necklace that I gave you?

Tina, Things are really buzzing around The Bee Hive. We hit 73 in worship last week and we had 50 somthing at the mid week lunchceon. Can't wait to show you around once you guys are back in a normal orbit!

In Christ,

Rob

PS Angie says hi too.
Rob <rob@thebeehive.us>
Mobile, AL USA - Friday, April 4, 2003 0:30 AM CST

Tina,
I am a friend of Tara's and would like for you to know you all are in my prayers. Take care and God bless.

John Johnson <johnhj@charter.net>
Auburn, Al U.S.A. - Thursday, April 3, 2003 11:54 PM CST

Austin,
I hope you are feeling better soon. I remember my surgery and it was no fun. You get to be grumpy for a few days. It says so in the concent forms!! I hate those bandage changes too. I scream too. I screamed much louder at home. I do good for the nurses becuase I think it is funny when mommy says it will be a hassle and then I am an "angel". We have great mommies and they take such good care of us. I am glad you are my next door neighbor. I enjoyed watching those nurses run after the big blue ball. I hope you get to go home soon and play with all your toys. I want to do that too. I don't feel good today. I hope I grow some new cells and feel better soon.
It is way past my bedtime, so I am going to get my mine, night night, and go go go blanket and go snuggle bunny in my bed. I hope you sleep well and feel much better in teh morning.
Love,
Taylor Watts
Taylor
- Thursday, April 3, 2003 11:42 PM CST

YYIIPPEEEE! One more hurdle over & behind you! Thank you Lord!!!

With big smiles & grateful hearts,
Kelly & Steven & girls

The Hicks Family <www.caringbridge.org/al/sarahanne>
Woodstock, AL - Thursday, April 3, 2003 10:56 PM CST

Tina,
I am so glad everything went well-I too, like so many others have been checking your page all through the day. I hope you both have a peacefull night and a great day tommorrow.
Renee
- Thursday, April 3, 2003 10:44 PM CST

God is soooo good!!! Take care and know He cares!!!
Mary Bunch <marybunch@mchsi>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, April 3, 2003 10:22 PM CST

Hope everything is okay over there!! I hear some comotion. Tina, I hope your dinner was good. We missed you. Bob sang to us. It was...intersting. God bless you both. See you tomorrow.
Love,
Kim and Taylor
Kim
McCalla, AL - Thursday, April 3, 2003 10:14 PM CST

Dear Tina nad Austin!

We are so excited to hear the great news. I know you are so excited to have this day behind you...finally!! We have been thinking about you so much - I bet I checked the web site a dozen times today! Tell Austin to keep working on that Spiderman game - that is one of Stephen's favorites. I'd give you some pointers but....I am not very good...oh well:) Get a good nights sleep and try to relax - God is in control!

Theresa and David Jellenc
Montrose, AL - Thursday, April 3, 2003 9:41 PM CST

What wonderful news!!! We are all so happy for you both...hopefully you can sleep soundly tonight knowing that is over!! There is something very chocolate and wonderful coming your way...watch for a package...you know chocolate=love!!!!!
Cecilia
Fairhope, Al. - Thursday, April 3, 2003 7:55 PM CST

Praise the Lord!!! Such good news!!! Sleep well tonight and we will look for an update tomorrow. Love, Ms. Nena
NM
Bham, - Thursday, April 3, 2003 7:53 PM CST

WAY TO GO AUSTIN!!! I am so happy that this is out of the way and everything went great. You and your mom get some rest tonight. I'm sure you are both tired. I am so happy things went well. Good night!!
Carla and Diva Jacobssen <DJ092201@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, April 3, 2003 7:03 PM CST

The Lord has done great things for us, and we are filled with joy . PSALM 126:3 AUSTIN I'M SO PROUD OF YOU!!!!!!!!!Feel better & come home soon.Love & prayers for a speedy recovery. Love you "Miss Cindy"
cindy wingo <jnwingo@hotmail.com>
Robertsdale, AL - Thursday, April 3, 2003 6:32 PM CST

Tina, Austin & friends - Thank You, God for watching over Austin, for guiding his doctors and encouraging his family. Lord, we are eternally grateful for the care and healing we see happening around us today. Please keep them blessings coming. Love to all of you in B'ham & Fairhope - Marg
Marg Perelli <mperelliA@dumc.org>
Daphne, AL USA - Thursday, April 3, 2003 6:16 PM CST

Halleluia!!!
Dee <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
- Thursday, April 3, 2003 6:02 PM CST

Dear Bakers:

I'm couldn't wait to sign on and see if there was an update..It sounds like things went great..FINALLY!!

One step closer to coming home we hope..This is great news..Prayers are being answered...fill us in on the rest of the details when you get a minute..

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, April 3, 2003 5:54 PM CST

YEEEAAAAAAHHHHHHHH! FINALLY, GOOD NEWS AND IT'S ALL OVER WITH! I HAD JUST TALKED TO MOM AND SHE SAID IF I HEARD ANYTHING TO LET HER KNOW AND SHE WOULD DO THE SAME, SO I'M FIXING TO CALL HER! AUSTIN, I KNOW YOUR GLAD THIS IS ALL DONE AND NOW YOU CAN HEAL AND GO ON HOME! WE ARE ALL SO PROUD OF YOU FOR BEING SUCH A TROOPER AND FOR BEING SO BRAVE. KISS YOUR MOM....SHE HAS ALSO BEEN THROUGH ALOT, BUT I KNOW SHE'D DO IT AGAIN IN A HEARTBEAT....BUT NONE OF US EVER WANTS HER TO HAVE TO DEAL WITH THIS AGAIN. I'M THRILLED TO HEAR THE NEWS AND YOU ARE STILL GOING TO BE ON OUR MINDS AND OUR THOUGHTS! CHECK IN LATER! love you! Cathi
Cathi
- Thursday, April 3, 2003 5:13 PM CST

Howdy Ho Neighbor,
I knew you would do great. Now youjust need to eat, eat, eat. Taylor has been eating tootsie rolls, I am sure mom would get you some. Feel better soon!! Praise God for this wonderful day.
We love you both,
Kim and Taylor
Kim
McCalla, AL - Thursday, April 3, 2003 5:10 PM CST

I have about worn my steps out today running upstairs to check the website about news of Austin... hope you can update soon. You all have been in our prayers all day.
Love, Ms. Nena
NM
Bham, - Thursday, April 3, 2003 4:07 PM CST

Dear little friend Austin, We are saying many, many prayers for you and your family today!!!! Tina and Jimmy, if there is anything I can do please let me know.
Love, Peggy
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, April 3, 2003 1:01 PM CST

Hey Austin and Tina..i hope that everything went wonderful today!! Austin you are going to be up and running and playing baseball outside very soon! Know I am thinking about you and praying foryou..You are awesome!
trishia seales <trishia_seales@hotmail.com>
auburn, al - Thursday, April 3, 2003 12:47 AM CST

Good luck with the surgery. I know you will do great. You will be ready to bust outa' this place soon.
Love,
Kim and Taylor
Kim Watts
MC CALLA, AL. - Thursday, April 3, 2003 12:32 AM CST

Dear Tina,
I have sent up prayers for Austin and his surgery. I have also sent up prayers for you. You are always in my thoughts. We are in the middle of packing boxes-as we are moving in 1 week 1/2. Please know we are here for you. Don't hesitate to ask for anything. Always, Marie
Marie Green
Fairhope, al usa - Thursday, April 3, 2003 12:14 AM CST

Hey, just checking, but I forgot they were moving you for the surgery. Please let us know ASAP when it's over. Thinking of you all day today and wishing you the best outcome. LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
- Thursday, April 3, 2003 10:05 AM CST

Dear Tina and Austin,
We are praying for you today with hope that everything goes as planned. Take care and if you need anything at all please call. Love,
Wendy, Kristi, Anna, and Hayes <The D'Olive's>
Point Clear, AL - Thursday, April 3, 2003 8:00 AM CST

Good luck with surgery, I know it will go great!
Jim-- http://www.taylorwatts.org <webmaster@taylorwatts.org>
McCalla, Al USA - Thursday, April 3, 2003 7:52 AM CST

The day has finally come to have surgery.... we will be checking the website often in hopes of an update. Our prayers are with Austin, the Dr's, and family. Once this is done, Austin can get on with the business of getting well so you all can hopefully go home soon. We love you...Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Thursday, April 3, 2003 7:41 AM CST

Good morning, Austin!

How are you today my little friend?

Emmet Fox wrote, �You can change your thoughts and feelings, and then the outer things will change to correspond, and indeed there is no other way of working.�

The proof is in the pudding�or so they say!

Enjoy your now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Thursday, April 3, 2003 6:10 AM CST

Good morning Bakers:

The big day is finally here..I know you'll be glad to get it over with so you can move on..this treading water has got to be getting old...

"There are no great people in this world -- only great challenges which ordinary people rise to meet"..unknown

Rise up and meet today's challenge head on..We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, April 3, 2003 5:01 AM CST

Hi Austin, I Hope You are asleep by now. But if not i want to wish for the best tomorrow. You need to let that playstation take a rest! Love You. You are in my prayers "Miss Cindy"
cindy wingo <jnwingo@hotmail.com>
Robertsdale, AL - Wednesday, April 2, 2003 11:07 PM CST

Hey Austin!! It's Trishia from Tuesday..I wanted to tell you that you are such a hero to me..Your energy encourages my heart..I learned so much through getting to spend time with you..Thank you for showing me how to be a better ball player, how to play chess and Go Fish, and showing me how awesome you are at Spiderman..You are awesome! I will be praying for you in the morning..YOu are going to do great..You are a fighter and i have all faith in how God is going to bring you out of this and give you such strength..Tina--you are amazing! I admire your strength and your courage..You are doing great and I am so thankful for being able to spend time with you on Tuesday..Us small town people have to stick together:) I would love to keep in touch with you more so if i could get your address that would be awesome! Thanks and keep pressing on! Oh, I surprised my best friend in Tuscaloosa, then left at 9:45 where right past Wire Road I sat still in traffic for 3 hours!! Austin, i definitely needed your scooby doo cards then!! It was a bad wreck and i sat there from 11:15-2:15..so, i'm about to go to bed and get some sleep..I will be thinking about you both tomorrow..Know you are in so many people's thoughts and prayers..STay strong Austin and keep smiling!!
Trishia Seales <trishia_seales@hotmail.com>
auburn, al usa - Wednesday, April 2, 2003 11:06 PM CST

Amp Vila
Sorry we could not be there for your surgery tomorrow, but Popple is having some tests tomorrow. We know you will come thru with flying colors. We will call you in the morning before they take you over. Aunt Susie will be there. Uncle Johnny said he saw you today and you were wild. Hang in there. We love you.

Love Popple and Jo Jo

Betty Baker
Daphne, - Wednesday, April 2, 2003 10:43 PM CST

Hey Bakers,
I have been praying for you guys all day today and I will continue tonight and tomorrow! I pray and hope that God just gives you all a peace in knowing that he is with you and that he will protect you! I love you buddy! I hope everything goes well! Hugges and Kisses!
Jessica Calhoun
- Wednesday, April 2, 2003 10:25 PM CST

Tina and Austin,
Sending you special prayers and lots of love!
Rebecca Duskin
Lanett, AL - Wednesday, April 2, 2003 9:39 PM CST

Tina and Austin,We will all be thinking of you tomorrow and pray that everything will go as planned. We prayed for all of you after our choir practice tonight that the surgery will go well.Love and prayers.
cathy caruthers
- Wednesday, April 2, 2003 9:20 PM CST

Austin and Tina: You will be in our prayers all day tomorrow. Good luck and lots of love.
Floyd and Betty <fbadams@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Wednesday, April 2, 2003 9:09 PM CST

GOOD LUCK AUSTIN!! Wish I could help you out on the spiderman game. I'm not very good at that sort of stuff. Hope this time we actually have surgery. It will be a piece of cake. We'll be thinking about you guys. I'll be praying for you and that you bounce back from surgery with no problems. We will be waiting for a report tomorrow. Get lots of rest and have sweet dreams.
Carla and Diva Jacobssen <DJ092201@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, April 2, 2003 6:52 PM CST

Dear Bakers:

Well, tomorrow is the big day...We'll be asking God to take care of you and to give you strength and courage...

Hopefully, this is one of the last steps toward good health and many more sunny days full of playstation!

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, April 2, 2003 6:48 PM CST

Hey austin!! Sorry I am no expert on play station. I wish I was. I saw you on Amber's camera singing your lovely song at the top of your lungs. Wonderfully done mann. I am recommeding you to American Idol!!! Well I love you and i will be praying hard for you and the Doctors with you tomorrow. and Mommy too. xoxoxox christy
Christy
- Wednesday, April 2, 2003 5:17 PM CST

hELLO MY FRIENDS! i HAVE BEEN CLIMBING THE WALLS ALL DAY, AS I HAVE HAD NO COMPUTER ACCESS AT SCHOOL TODAY....NOT AT MY REGULAR SCHOOL. i HAVE BEEN WANTING TO CHECK IN ALL DAY, BUT HAVE HAD TO WAIT UNTIL I GOT HOME. I WOULD HAVE THOUGHT YOU WOULD BE TIRED OF THAT GAME BY NOW AND READY FOR SOMETHING NEW! HOPE YOUR HAVING A GOOD DAY TODAY AND I WILL BE THINKING OF YOU SOOOOO MUCH TOMORROW. I THOUGHT ABOUT LITTLE TAYLOR TODAY ON HIS NEW BIRTHDAY! HE IS FOLLOWING IN YOUR FOOTSTEPS AND I'M GLAD YOU AND YOUR MOM ARE THERE TO GIVE HE AND FAMILY SUPPORT SINCE YOU HAVE ALREADY BEEN THROUGH ALL OF IT. IT CAN BE REALLY SCAREY FOR SOMEONE AND THEIR FAMILY TO VENTURE INTO THE UNKNOWN WITH NO SUPPORT. NOT THAT THEY DON'T HAVE SUPPORT, BUT YOU HAVE ACTUALLY LIVED THIS AND CAN HELP ANSWER ANY QUESTIONS ETC. YOUR MOM, AUSTIN, IS AN INSPIRATION...SHE IS AN ANGEL THAT HAS BEEN SENT FROM HEAVEN TO LOVE AND TAKE CARE OF YOU AND MEAGAN AND TO HELP OTHERS THROUGH THEIR TIMES OF NEED. BELIEVE ME, SHE SURE GOT ME THROUGH SOME ROUGH TIMES AS A TEENAGER! WELL, I'LL END IT HERE AND TELL YOU...I WILL BE BACK LATER TO CHECK ON YOU AND I WILL BE PRAYING EXTRA HARD FOR YOUR SURGERY! love you! CATHI
CATHI
- Wednesday, April 2, 2003 4:38 PM CST

If you haven't defeated it by the time I get there today (3pm), knock on our door, and I'll come over and help!

Taylor's Page

Jim and Kim Watts <webmaster@taylorwatts.org>
McCalla, Al USA - Wednesday, April 2, 2003 12:01 AM CST

I'll be sure to ask Jackson, Jared and Jordan if they know how to beat the subway system in Spiderman. It's way beyond me. Just wanted to let you know that we're still thinking of you and praying for you! Lots of love and sunshine being sent your way!
Dee <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, April 2, 2003 11:30 AM CST

"I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when not feeling it. I believe in God even when He is silent."
- Author Unknown -

This quote popped up on my computer screen this morning and I thought about you all. It must be extremely difficult to keep having the surgery postponed, but I believe that it is for reasons beyond our understanding and for Austin's good. Doesn't do a thing to help your patience does it? I will be praying extra hard for you all tomorrow.

Beth Billy <beth.billy@jdcc.edu>
Brewton, AL USA - Wednesday, April 2, 2003 11:27 AM CST

Hi, Tina-
Just wanted to confirm what you already know...so many are praying and God is listening. Your faith and poise continue to amaze and inspire me. So many will come see God and witness His love through you. You are a wonderful example for all.
Jayne Godfrey <JGodfrey11@aol.com>
Spanish Fort, AL - Wednesday, April 2, 2003 10:44 AM CST

Hey Bakers,
I am so glad to hear of Austin playing and having fun!I miss him so much! I just can imagine his smile and him beating the nurses at his games! I remember a day when I was babysitting,Meagan and I were playing Barbies and Austin comes storming in demanding that he was going to play with us! Little did we know he was serious! He took all the boy barbies and began to beat our barbies up, He was having a blast! I can't wait until he comes home again, I want to hang out with him and babysit him all the time when he is well! I keep that picture of him in my car and I look at it everyday to see his beautiful smile and those Big Blue eyes, He gives me strength to get through everyday! I will be praying that everything goes well tomorrow and just know that you will be in my thoughts and prays all day! I love you guys so much!
Jessica Calhoun
- Wednesday, April 2, 2003 10:12 AM CST

Dear Austin, We are so glad tomorrow will finally come and then the surgery will be behind you. Sometimes waiting is just the hardest thing! We have already started praying that everything goes "better than expected" tomorrow. We love you and can't wait until you're home. Love, the Vogles
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, April 2, 2003 10:11 AM CST

Hi Bud!

Greetings and a hug to you little guy!

The sun is out this morning, Cam is still snoring in bed, and the smell of coffee is filling my office. I spotted this thought for the day and knew it was the right one for the now:
The great thing in this world is not so much where we are but in what direction we are moving. Oliver Wendell Holmes, Jr.

You�re in the right direction, aimed and moving, following the guidance that silently leads you into health.

Enjoy your now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Wednesday, April 2, 2003 6:54 AM CST

Austin,

I am so sorry I never made it to visit this afternoon.
You need to answer your phone!!!! I guess we will have to make up a code for when I call:) That could be very interesting!! I thought you may be napping since you didn't answer. Andrew and I will come by and eat dinner with you and your Mom tomorrow night. I will cook! Ha Ha!
What sounds good???? I know Andrew will laugh at that because I am not much of a cook!!

You are such a precious friend of ours! Andrew wants to play chess when we come tomorrow night. Maybe between the two of you, I may catch on!!! I am not very smart when it comes to chess.

I have some jokes for you........

What part of a fish weighs the most?
The scales

Why wouldn't they let the butterfly into the dance?
Because it was a MOTH ball

What do cats eat for breakfast?
Mice Crispies

Why did the crab get fussed at?
Because he was always pinching things

Andrew: Today my teacher yelled at me for something I didn't do
Austin: What was that
Andrew: My homework!

Why did the boy wear a belt on his teeth?
He couldn't find his braces

What did the banana do when the monkey chased it?
The banana split

Love you!!!'
Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Tuesday, April 1, 2003 10:53 PM CST

Austin,
I am glad you had so much fun playing ball today. That was good exercise, I am just not sure who for, you or the nurses. Taylor had fun watching them run. He had a good time playing peek a boo with your mom too. Hope you both rest well tonight and have plenty of ides planned to busy you tomorrow.
Love always,
Kim and Taylor
Kim Watts
McCalla, AL - Tuesday, April 1, 2003 8:03 PM CST

Tina,
Can you say F-R-U-S-T-R-A-T-I-O-N!!!!! But as always there is a reason that the surgery keeps getting put off..it's just not clearly seen at this point!!! Sounds like your little guy is looking better every day and as rambunctious as ever ... how wonderful!!! We're putting a package together to help with the boredom..and we're praying hard to get this all over ASAP!!!! Ya'll are forever on our minds and in our hearts!!!
Cecilia and family
Fairhope, Al. - Tuesday, April 1, 2003 6:50 PM CST

Hi Austin and Tina, I have called the room a couple of times today and have not gotten an answer. Hope everything is okay. I was going to see if I could come and stay with Austin for a couple of hours while you, Tina, went outside for a nice walk...maybe to get some sweet tea.... I will try to reach you later on.... Love, Ms. Nena
NM
Bham, - Tuesday, April 1, 2003 5:28 PM CST

TARA MORRIS, IF YOU AREN'T THE CRAZIEST PERSON ON THIS EARTH! Now, to the matter at hand....Good afternoon Tina and Austin! Things sound great up there with you two....we will be hoping for a surgery update sometime tomorrow. Let's just hope it's not delayed again for Austin's sake and for your sanity! When I read that about the birth video, I LOL during class! Couldn't help it...was just wondering why it was up there!!!! You really will be well known around the hospital before you leave...in more ways than you wanted...kids! Oh well, it made him happy and that's all that counts...he could show mine if I had one if it would make him happy! I swear, that sister of yours needs her own comedy show.....I almost love seeing her entries as much as I enjoy yours! I can just see R.L. in those red, white and blue shorts doing deep knee bends...Hey, R.L., if your reading this....just go put on a pair of ski's!!!!!!!!!!!! That will be more exercise than a body deserves. Tara reminds me of Girdeline more and more everyday!!!!! Your crazy family...I have one too, but i love em! Check on you guys later...have fun today! LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
- Tuesday, April 1, 2003 2:54 PM CST

Austin, it sounds like a good "silly string" kind of day. You could really have some fun and make people laugh!!!

Tina, I thought of you when I turned to today's devotional, Deut. 4:6, from Blackaby's Experiencing God Day-by-Day. Parts of the devo: "Wisdom is not what you know about the world but how well you know God...You as a Christian have access to God's wisdom. God's Spirit is within you to guide you (John 16:13). The Holy Spirit will open your eyes to the truth of the Scriptures so you can see from God's perspective. Only God sees the future, so only He can accurately lead you to make correct decisions today. As you allow God to direct your life, those around you will see true wisdom, wisdom not of the world but of God...Your family will be blessed because you make wise decisions. Your friends will have a wise counselor to come to for help. Your obedient life will demonstrate the wisdom of allowing the Holy Spirit to be your guide."

Let His Spirit fill you up and know how much you are loved. Prayers and love!
Mary Bunch
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, April 1, 2003 2:34 PM CST

What a roller coaster you guys have been on! I have been "out of the loop" for about a week with Spring Break, and when I was finally able to check up on Austin today, I could hardly believe the wild ride you guys have been on. My prayer is that the doctors will continue to be sensitive to God's timing -- that is all that these delays could be. God knows the exact time that the menacing aneurysm should be extracted. Just know that He is still in control. In the meantime, hide the birth videos -- or start charging admission! :)
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Tuesday, April 1, 2003 1:06 PM CST

Dear Bakers:

No fair! I want to see the birth video..Well, then again maybe I don't..

It was nice to read an update that made me smile.

Those docs at UAB..what a bunch of kidders..

Have a good day.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, April 1, 2003 12:39 AM CST

Hi Austin & Tina,
Just wanted to say hello and let you know I was thinking of you. Sorry to hear that you keep getting put off on this surgery. You know the saying though, "God doesn't give when we want it, he gives when we need it" hang in there it will be over before you know it. I'm glad to know that he is making the most of his time (even though you could probably think of something more constructive to do with it) (haha). You guys take care and I hope to see you soon.
Love Matthew & Sandy Bothwell
sandy bothwell <tsbothwell@aol.com>
birmingham, al - Tuesday, April 1, 2003 10:32 AM CST

�I asked the Lord to bless you as I prayed for you today. To guide you and protect you as you go along your way.... His love is always with you, His promises are true, And when we give Him all our cares you know He will see us through. So when the road you're traveling on seems difficult at best, Just remember I'm here praying, and God will do the rest.�

Love, Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Tuesday, April 1, 2003 9:21 AM CST

Morning Tina. It sounds like any secrets you might have had left are certainly out by now! Austin always has been a talkative little thing! You'll have to make the same agreement with Austins' docs and nurses that kindergarten teachers often make with parents - "I won't believe anything he tells me about home if you won't believe what he tells you about school"! That makes me think of the time in preschool when Emily told me all about the field trip she and Meagan's class took to the fire station. She was emphatic about it every time I asked her if she was sure they had gone to the fire station. I was very upset that they had taken Emily off the pre-school grounds without my knowledge or permission. I am so thankful that you happened to call, and had the chance to tell me that they had definitely not gone to the fire station, right before I was about to call the preschool and complain in a big way. I should have known better anyway. I mean she had been telling me, for a long time and in as a convincing manner as she could muster up, that Ms. Jan was teaching she and her friends witchcraft in the 4K class at Daphne Methodist. And of course when they weren't studying witchcraft, they had to sit in their chairs all day with their hands folded in their laps and look at each other. Certainly they weren't allowed to talk either! The list of "misguided information" that she supplied me with goes on and on. So, point being, I bet Austin, at the wonderful age he is right now, has shared lots of other things about you with his docs and nurses - and I bet all of them with children of their own - don't believe a word of it! Kids are indeed funny, aren't they! On another note, you know Emily and I will be praying for a successful surgery for Austin on Thursday. I can't imagine how difficult the waiting must be at times. I'll be praying for patience and peace for you, Tina. By the way, weren't those preschool years great years? I'm so thankful Emily and Meagan were in class together, otherwise I might not have been given the joy and blessing in life of your being my friend. I love you. Call if there is anything at all that you or Austin need!
Gayle
Daphne, AL - Tuesday, April 1, 2003 9:07 AM CST

Good morning Cutie Patootie--
I was planning on coming to visit you this weekend but the Food Network contacted Nonnie and I about doing a feature on the restuarant. We are really excited but undecided about what to cook. Personally, I think that we should prepare the frog legs sauteed with pin perch. Nonnie is fixated on croaker marinated in crawfish juice. It's a toss up...what do you think? We still have a few days to decide so let me know. I don't think that Nana will be able to make it this weekend either. Her new show will debut on Atmore's cable station. It's called "Entertaining Atmore Style with Sherry." This weekend's segment is titled, "Never serve seafood on floral pattern china...with an extra commentary on why it's okay for women in their 60s to wear orange lipstick." I will tape it for you. As far as Papa and Barbara, I think that their first class is booked so we will just have to see. I don't know if your mom told you or not but they bought one of Richard Simmon's "Sweatin' to the Oldies" franchises. Papa decided that he's a little too old to be tromping through the woods counting trees...and he has always been quite fond of the exercise videos that we gave him 14 years ago for Christmas...so it just sort of clicked for him...their first class is this Saturday. I think that it will be a hit...I am just not sure how those red and white striped nylon shorts are going to work out for him. We'll see. Hugs and Kisses--
and Happy April Fool's Day!!!!! Aunt Tara
- Tuesday, April 1, 2003 9:01 AM CST

Hi Little buddy,

Today is the now�I hope you are pulling as much out of it as you can!

Here�s a thought for you:

You may not always make the wise choices, but you will always be wiser for having made them.

Applicable every day, in every way.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Tuesday, April 1, 2003 6:22 AM CST

Tina, We have been steady praying for God's hand on the doctors and Austins continued and marvelous recovery. TODAY I think all my prayers will concentrate on giving you strength to carry on in the face of so many dissapointments. You have been so strong, please know that we continually pray for Austin. Today I will concentrate on you. Our love to you, I will let Mama and Daddy know surgery has once again been delayed. They will be waiting on a call from Uncle RL or Barbara. In God's love,
Eva
- Tuesday, April 1, 2003 5:44 AM CST

Tina and Austin,
I am so sorry things are not going as planned. I know you are getting frustrated. I wish you could get out of here and feel the sunshine. Figures we stay locked up in here all those pretty days and we get to go home for theweekend and it is cold. Oh well, It was stil great. I know it was for you.Sleep well and TRY not to get to frustrated. Call us if you need us.
Love,
Kim and Taylor
Kim
McCalla, AL - Monday, March 31, 2003 10:56 PM CST

I just wanted to say I am praying very hard for you guys tonight! May God be with you! I love you Austin!
Jessica Calhoun
- Monday, March 31, 2003 9:10 PM CST

We'll be praying for you tomorrow. We're thankful that it has been rescheduled & that Austin is well enough to have it. We're praying it goes well & you'll have it behind you.

Love ya,
Kelly

The Hicks Family <www.caringbridge.org/al/sarahanne>
Woodstock, AL - Monday, March 31, 2003 9:01 PM CST

All my love and prayers are with you all for tomorrow - a big day. My prayers for the medical staff taking care of our special boy! Hugs to you Austin, and special love to your Mom..........Joan
joan sullivan <jsulli9396@AOL.com>
daphne, al usa - Monday, March 31, 2003 8:16 PM CST

Hey Austin and Tina! Good to hear we're finally having surgery. I know it will go smoothly. I will be praying for you guys. Hope you got the pictures of Diva I sent in the mail. I hope she made you smile Austin she sends lots of SLOBERY kisses to you. We will thinking of you tomorrow as always. Good night and Good luck. We will be waiting for a report after surgery tomorrow.
Carla and Diva Jacobssen <DJ092201@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, March 31, 2003 7:32 PM CST

Just checking in to see if a time has been set for surgery tomorrow. When Ellie and I went to the cancer center this morning, we met 3 new children having radiation. One is a 15 yr old girl, Deanna, who will be checking into the stem cell unit Sun or Monday. I told them to check with you all because Austin can give her hints on how to make the nurses do ANYTHING and you Tina, will be a great source of encouragement to her mom. We will be lifting you all up in prayer and anxiously awaiting the news that surgery is over and SUCCESSFUL! We love you, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Monday, March 31, 2003 6:36 PM CST

Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance, perseverance, character, and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.
Romans 5:1-5

hey there, austin and tina!

hope this finds you both having a great day and ready for the surgery tomorrow! i was glad to hear it is happening. i will keep you in my prayers as always, and remember how much our GREAT GOD loves you! He meets our every need and i know He is meeting your needs every single day.

i hope this passage in romans reaches you where you need to be reached. hang in there, and i will call you soon. i love you so!

in His grip,

emily

emily garner
- Monday, March 31, 2003 2:20 PM CST

Hey Tina & Austin! Glad to see that the surgery is on again! We will have you all in our thoughts and prayers throughout the day and night and again tomorrow. Hope you and meagan had a nice week end together. I will check with you later today.....have a good day! LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
- Monday, March 31, 2003 12:48 AM CST

We are remembering you in our prayers today, but tomorrow will certainly be a day of prayer for us. The Lord has been with you this far. He surely is going the rest of the way. Hang in there.
Millie <gmcuaghron@aol.com>
Knoxville, Tn USA - Monday, March 31, 2003 10:25 AM CST

Hey Bakers,
I hope everything goes well tomorrow. I will left you up in pray all day long tomorrow! I love you guys so much and God is your strength he will protect you always! I will pray that God just leads those doctors hands and that everything will go alright!

You are my Strength when I am Weak
You are the Treasure that I seek
You are my all in all

Seeking you as a precious jewel
Lord to give up I'd be a fool
You are my all in all

Jesus Precious Lamb of God
Worthy is your name
Jesus Precious Lamb of God
Worthy is your name

Jessica Calhoun
- Monday, March 31, 2003 10:18 AM CST

Tina,

Aunt Kim is keeping us posted on Austin's progress. He never strays from our minds, hearts and prayers. We are with you in spirit and continue to pray for Austin's recovery. We love you!
Lisa and Matthew <lematth@aol.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Monday, March 31, 2003 9:17 AM CST

Good Morning Tina and Austin! I will be praying for Austin and his surgeons throughout the day today. If there is anything else I can do, please call and let me know. Emily sends this joke to Austin - it's one of her favorites: Why did the lion spit out the clown? Because he tasted funny! Ha Ha! Hope this brings a little extra smile to Austin today. In the meantime, remember to FROG for strength and comfort while you await tomorrow's surgery -- Fully Rely on God! Much love,
Gayle
Daphne, AL - Monday, March 31, 2003 8:50 AM CST

Dear Tina,
Last week we were off for spring break and I just read through a week's worth of journal entries. What a rollercoaster you all have been on. I pray that the surgery goes well and will not be intrusive. Hang in there, girl. Keep the faith and your chin up. Prayers will be answered in God's time; that is the difficult part. Blessing to you and may complete healing come very soon.
Beth Billy <beth.billy@jdcc.edu>
Brewton, AL USA - Monday, March 31, 2003 8:34 AM CST

Good morning, Austin,

What path do you tread today little friend?

Here�s a thought for today that comes from how to read the map and compass along your journey:

Instinct is the nose of the mind. Delphine de Girardin

Peace to you, friend.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Monday, March 31, 2003 7:16 AM CST

Hi Tina and Austin,
I just wanted to check in to say "hello". I am so glad to hear that Austin is feeling good. I hope that Austin's surgery is scheduled and soon over with so that you guys can come home. We sure miss you in Fairhope!!! We are praying hard for your family!!!!! Lots of love!!!!!
Paula Word
- Monday, March 31, 2003 5:40 AM CST

Good morning Bakers:

Just checking in to get my Bucky update to start my morning..It sounds like things are good and for that we are thankful..

I know you both will be so happy to get the surgery behind you so we can start planning our welcome back to Fairhope celebration...I know you both will be glad to be home...

Tina, I hope you had a good weekend with Meagan...I ventured into Books a Million yesterday afternoon..Didn't see you there but I looked for you...

Bucky, I hope you enjoyed spending time with your Dad..Did you sing your goat song for him?

Take care..We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, March 31, 2003 4:56 AM CST

Tina and my dear little buddy Austin,

You have told me many times what a friend I am to you...may I share this quote I read today...
"We cannot hold a torch to light another person�s path without brightening our own." You both have truly made a huge difference in my life. I once again say without hesitation..."I wish I had never met you" because if that were the case you would be in Fairhope cleaning out closets like I have been doing :)
And I know Tina how you long for that time when you can just be "home"!
I hope I am making sense, it is quite late for me but I wanted to check in before I go to sleep.

Another quote I want to share...
"Man can live for about forty days without food, and about three days without water, about eight minutes without air ... but only for one second without hope".

Sleep well my friends!
Love you,
Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Sunday, March 30, 2003 11:13 PM CST

Austin, I hope you liked your suprise. I was getting one for Taylor and your name just happened to be misplaced and was hanging under taylor's. I took that as my sign to get you one too. I hope you and dad had a fun filled weekend. You didn't tire him out to bad did you? I am sure he didn't mind it if you did.
Tina,
I am glad you had a safe trip. I hope you and Meagan had a great weekend. I only live 20 minutes away. Any weekend that yo are not going home, but need to get out a while. You are more than welcome at my house. You have to clean at least on room while you are there:)
Much love,
Kim
Kim Watts
McCalla, AL - Sunday, March 30, 2003 11:09 PM CST

Hello all, I was just checking in on you guys. I hope you all have a wonderful week with no fevers or tummy problems. I pray the surgery will proceed so Austin will feel better and be free from infection. Sleep well. Love, Terri
Bishop
- Sunday, March 30, 2003 11:04 PM CST

Hey Bakers,
I hope all is well! I am praying very hard for you guys! This morning in Church REV. Curtis talked about God's Healing Power and you came straight to my mind God's has all ready done wonders through and in you! He is not about to let this Blood Thing hurt! I have complete faith that he is going continue to heal you! I love you so much and I miss you, Oh miss Tina I want to take Meagan to Wednesday night church with me and Awana so please e mail me and let me know if that is okay! I am praying very hard for you guys I love and miss ya'll!
Jessica Calhoun <JC62285@cs.com>
- Sunday, March 30, 2003 10:28 PM CST

Hi Austin, Hope Your weekend was good.We had to take coco to the vet . She had some type of bites on her left leg and side. She was limping and had blood on her. She Is back to herself again.Jagger is still Jagger!! We have three new black calfs. When you come home you'll have to come over and visit and fish in th pond. Hope your tummy is better. Love & Prayers "Miss Cindy"
cindy wingo <jnwingo@hotmail.com>
Robertsdale, AL - Sunday, March 30, 2003 9:45 PM CST

Hey little buddy... am back at home now so I can keep up with your website. Even though I have not been able to keep in touch with you, I have been praying for you to get a whole lot better. Hopefully you can get the surgery behind you so you can feel much better. Ellie and I will be going to the cancer center to visit in the morning. Wish I could sneak her in to see you but we will have to wait for you to be out and have the Dr's okay to pet her. We miss you and love you lots...!!!!! Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Sunday, March 30, 2003 9:11 PM CST

Hello, Bucky! I mean, Austin! Ms. Kim has called you Bucky so many times I keep thinking it's your real name! Hope you had a good weekend! Just wanted to let you know that we'll be thinking of you this week! Jared has another joke for you. Jared: Everytime I say something, you say, "so did the fat lady." I went to the store (so did the fat lady). I saw a bubble gum machine (so did the fat lady). I got a piece of bubble gum (so did the fat lady). I blew a bubble (so did the fat lady). It popped. (So did the fat lady!) I think Jared heard that one at school. Not one of my favorites, but he thinks its pretty funny. Have a great night. I'll check your website tomorrow!
Dee Fuhrman <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, March 30, 2003 8:10 PM CST

Happy Sunday Austin! Just doing a quick check to see how you are and see if mom is back yet. Hope you had a good week end with no fever so you can have your surgery this week. We will all be thinking of you everyday....as we always do! I will go back to work this week, but will be able to check in with you at school. Take care of yourself and mom.....check back later tonight to see if there is an update! LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
- Sunday, March 30, 2003 3:09 PM CST

Hi Austin!

Hope your Sunday is sunny. Enjoy this:

It is more important to have fun than to be funny. Laurence J. Peter

And in fun comes laughter and light and joy. May you feel and experience all of those.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Sunday, March 30, 2003 10:20 AM CST

Hey Bakers,
I hope your tummy feels better, Austin! I love you so much and I miss you! I hope all is well and IM PRAYING FOR YOU VERY HARD! So did ya'll decide when the surgery is going to be? I will talk to you later! Hugges and Kisses
Jessica Calhoun
- Saturday, March 29, 2003 6:49 PM CST

Hey Austin, Hope your having fun this week end. Guess dad is there with you. I know your mom is missing you and your games, but she will be back soon and will be ready to play! She'll love me for that one! I will check in on you tomorrow when mom gets back to see if there is an update. Here's to a fever free week end so you can have your surgery and get better so you can get home where you belong! Be good! LOVE YOU, Cathi
Cathi
- Saturday, March 29, 2003 11:59 AM CST

Hey Buddy,

I hope all is well in your life and world.

Check out this thought for the day:

When you take a risk and step out of the norm, you run the risk and sometimes you fail. But you only fail if you give up. -- J Peterman

And I know you, friend.

Enjoy the NOW.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Saturday, March 29, 2003 11:24 AM CST

Hi Bakers
So glad to hear you are singing, despite the pain. You're a tough cookie Austin! Here's a joke from the girls: What do you get when you cross an eagle, a dog, a car, and a rug? A flying carpet!!!!!
kelly hayes
- Friday, March 28, 2003 8:09 PM CST

Way to go Austin - you just keep on singing - let us know the words and we'll sing along! Love to you all and please know my prayers are with you and I send lots of hugs that will never end! Love.......Joan
joan sullivan
daphne, al usa - Friday, March 28, 2003 6:49 PM CST

Hey Tina-
Hope all is well. Sorry I haven't written in awhile, but that certainly doesn't mean y'all are far from my mind! I will be coming up to B'ham on Tuesday and am going to try to find my way to you. Let me know if you need anything.

***********TO ALL WHO ARE LEAVING AN ENTRY***********
I AM GOING TO BIRMINGHAM, LEAVING MONDAY NIGHT. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEND SOMETHING VIA ME, PLEASE CALL ME 990-7491
Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
Fairhope, - Friday, March 28, 2003 2:26 PM CST

We love you Austin. We are praying for you and know that waiting for surgery must not be fun. We hope you have a good weekend. You are in our prayers. Love the Vogles
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, March 28, 2003 9:57 AM CST

Hi Austin!

How are you my little friend?

The days are pretty here, great for bikerides � ready for your return!

Here�s today�s thought:

Grace isn�t a little prayer you chant before receiving a meal. It�s a way to live. Jackie Windspear

Continue on your path, friend. Thanks for sharing you.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Friday, March 28, 2003 7:27 AM CST

Dear Bakers:

It made my heart sing to hear Bucky's voice on the phone this morning..He sure does not sound sick!

Austin, you are going to have to get your Mom to e-mail the words to the song about the goat that got cut in half on the railroad tracks..I tried to sing it to my co-workers but couldn't remember all of the words..I did enjoy it very much...

Sorry to hear about the upset tummy but I'm sure they will get that under control really soon..

Tina, enjoy your time with Mae Mae this weekend...I hope the weather is beautiful...

Love you guys..
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, March 27, 2003 7:03 PM CST

Hello! Well, that sounds great that he is enjoying his time! He could be climbing the walls at this point with not really even going outside much and the summer is coming. He will have all the time in the world when he gets well and it will be all you can handle to keep up with him! Something I know you will welcome with open arms. I will be back on later, I have to go to Brewton with Jennifer to see the oral surgeon about getting those wisdom teeth out. She could do what I did and wait till she was in her 30's to do it! It is harder then though, so I guess we will go ahead and do it. Talk with ya later! LOVE YALL! Cathi
Cathi
- Thursday, March 27, 2003 12:06 AM CST

Good morning to you two.... I am going to be out of town for a couple of days so I won't get to check the website. I am hoping I can get a friend to keep me posted on how Austin is doing... she is faithful to check it and to pray for you all. So I will call her. The website is so wonderful in that it keeps us posted on the latest so we can pray more effectively. You all are so special to so many folks. I know of many who have never met you that feel like you are a member of their family...just from being a part of your website. Remember the lives that you have touched by your strength, faith, and trust in the Lord. Austin is truly an example of a warrior in the midst of battle. He WILL WIN this battle!!!! I love you two and Austin, I will bring the tape of Ellie for you to see...hopefully next week. Stay strong!! Love, Ms. Nena
NM
Bham, - Thursday, March 27, 2003 8:31 AM CST

Hey Bakers,
Well I hope Austin is feeling a little better this morining! We just got back from our spring break tripp with the youth group and it was awesome! We lifted Austin and your family up in prayer a lot! I miss you Austin so much! I haven't seen you in what seems like forever! I love you buddy so much! I hope they get this surgery over with soon! I am praying for you and I know God is going to continue to bless you through all this! I love you buddy and I am praying very Hard!
Jessica Calhoun
- Thursday, March 27, 2003 8:22 AM CST

Hi Buddy,

I hope this day is a great one for you. Here�s the thought:

If you have the courage to begin, you have the courage to succeed. -- David Viscott

You�ve begun it.

Enjoy the now!

MTG>

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Thursday, March 27, 2003 7:09 AM CST

Just want you to know that prayers are surely being offered for Austin - and you. I know how hard it is to remember that God NEVER makes a mistake and he most certainly knows ALL things.
Claire Waters - Nena's friend <myhoney@peoplepc.com>
Birmingham, , Al. USA - Thursday, March 27, 2003 6:58 AM CST

Hello everyone, I know that Austin loved playing baseball and seeing everyone. Tina hang in there I know the waiting has to be so hard but your right there is some reason. I pray that when the surgery is scheduled that the doctors be well prepared and that they, you, Austin, and your family feel the Lord's peace, comfort, and strength.
Sleep well. Love, Terri
Bishop
- Wednesday, March 26, 2003 10:49 PM CST

Austin,
Do you remember the song you always loved to sing at Worship Wigglers?? Don't forget to hold your tongue!!
I think that was the part you liked the best!! Give your mom a hug for me.
Tina,
I huffed when I read the surgery was off! But, your words reminded me that a heart at one with God will be peaceful, and I can toss my fit pitching out the window!
Love ya!

Sarah
- Wednesday, March 26, 2003 10:49 PM CST

Austin,
You are being so brave through this. I am so proud and I know mom, dad, and May May are too!! Keep it up!!
Tina,
Your strength absolutely amazes me. I would be going insane by this point. I have learned so much from you! There is a reason and youwill know it soon. I know you will jump this "hurdle" soon!!
Love,
Your next door neighbor, Kim
Kim www.taylorwatts.org
McCalla, AL - Wednesday, March 26, 2003 9:06 PM CST

Hi Tina
Just checking in to see how things are going for you all today. May you continue to rely on our Heavenly Father for strength and patience. We love you.
kelly hayes
- Wednesday, March 26, 2003 7:32 PM CST

Tick Tock!!!
Well like you said maybe there's a reason why we have to wait. Whatever the reason may be, I know God is watching over Austin. I hope the fever goes down soon. I am sending something in the mail tomorrow. Hope it makes you guys smile. Have a nice night!!:) Carla
Have a wonderful evening!!!!
Carla Jacobssen <DJ092201@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, March 26, 2003 6:53 PM CST

Hurry up and wait...I'm sure that's how it feels...However, we can't second guess the docs and have to believe they know what is the best course of action to take for Austin..so, here we are waiting right along with you...

Bucky, I sent you something today for your room..You should get it tomorrow or Friday..Be on the lookout for the UPS truck..

Hang in there guys...Remember, patience is a virtue..This will be worth the wait..I'm sure of it..We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, March 26, 2003 4:23 PM CST

Patience & perseverance - use to hate those 2 words. Especially when patience meant waiting. Now that I am a child of God, I really appreicate waiting on Him. And let's face it, we ALL wait on Him. Tina, I share constantly with friends and acquaintances your testimony or what I get to see of it. You daily bless me with YOUR patience. Your Perseverance and above all, your faith. Shine on, sister. And may you feel secure in His loving arms tonight and always. I love you, Austin. Stay strong in the Lord.
Marg <mperelli@dumc.org>
Daphne, AL - Wednesday, March 26, 2003 2:19 PM CST

WELL, WELL !!!! We just have to trust what the Dr's are doing, even though this waiting is so hard....I know you must be TOTALLY exhausted from all of this. Hope that Austin can enjoy the family being up there with you all. Hopefully, soon, this part of his total healing will be behind you. Love, Ms. Nena
NM
Bham, - Wednesday, March 26, 2003 1:44 PM CST

Tina and Austin, just want you to know I haven't forgotten you. Gayle has had surgery on his shoulder, and that has kept me pretty busy. Then Matthew spent spring break with us last week. We all enjoy that very much; however, I will have to admit that I don't have the stamina that I had when I was younger. I marvel at your stamina and your strong faith. Hang in there. We continue to pray for your family.
Millie Caughron <gmcuaghron@aol.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Wednesday, March 26, 2003 1:04 PM CST

Prayers and the hope of a peacefull day are being sent your way. I hope you get to open the curtains and enjoy the beautiful sunshine today. For all things there is a time we just do not always have the same time line as He does. Please try to rest and have a good day. Maybe Austin will let you have a turn at the playstation.
Renee
- Wednesday, March 26, 2003 12:54 AM CST

well............I agree, there is a reason for the fever and the waiting. We may not know why, but I guess we shouldn't question it, just TRUST! I was so hoping for a surgery update, that's why I have waited a while before getting on. OK THEN! WE WILL WAIT! You are so wonderful to be so patient, that is one of my downfalls, I have NO patience anymore. I am glad I had my children when I was young! HUGS to everyone and I will check on you later tonight. Love you! Cathi
Cathi
- Wednesday, March 26, 2003 11:47 AM CST

GOOD MORNING, GOOD LUCK AND WE LOVE YOU! YOU WILL BE IN MY THOUGHTS ALL DAY.....AS ALWAYS! CHECK IN AFTER WHILE FOR AN UPDATE! LOVE YALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CATHI
CATHI
- Wednesday, March 26, 2003 10:21 AM CST

Dear Tina,

You and Austin are in our prayers.

Peace to you,
The Johnston Family
Ryan, Cyndi, Lucy, Ellie, and Ann Ryan
Johnstons <CYNDIJOHN@WORLDNET.ATT.NET>
DAPHNE, Al USA - Wednesday, March 26, 2003 8:59 AM CST

Our prayers will be covering all of you today. I am sure everyone will be checking the website constantly today for an update... please let us know asap. We love you,
Ms. Nena
NM
Bham, - Wednesday, March 26, 2003 8:47 AM CST

Hi Baker Family!

You'll be in some fervent prayers today! I know God is watching over Austin and all will be well!

Love you,

Ginger Taylor <virginia.taylor@halliburton.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Wednesday, March 26, 2003 8:39 AM CST

Hi friends - we're praying for you today. We'll be waiting (im)patiently for an update.

God bless,
Kelly
The Hicks Family <www.caringbridge.org/al/sarahanne>
Woodstock, AL - Wednesday, March 26, 2003 8:26 AM CST

Bakers, You are on my mind this morning & I'm sending my Prayers your way. (In the morning,O Lord, you hear my voice; in the morning I lay my request before you and wait in expectation. Psalm 5:3) All My Love Miss Cindy
cindy wingo <jnwingo@hotmail.com>
Robertsdale, Al - Wednesday, March 26, 2003 8:13 AM CST

Austin,
Best of luck today, God knows all the folks pulling for you.
I will call your Daddy this afternoon. You are special and God has been with you always, hang in there TINA. Love you all.

Lee
- Wednesday, March 26, 2003 7:32 AM CST

Hi Austin,

Happy Wednesday to you, little friend!

Here�s a thought for the day that goes against the mindset of �if it aint broke, don�t fix it:�

The time to repair the roof is when the sun is shining. -- John F. Kennedy

Continual improvement of our life, work and selves is key in my book, helping us increase the density of meaningful experiences that make up the flavor of our snowcone lives.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Wednesday, March 26, 2003 5:50 AM CST

Dear Bakers:

So glad those docs finally got their acts together. I also believe these things happen on God's time..remember, we're just along for the ride..we're not driving the car..

What did these kids do before playstation? Sometimes I don't know whether to be glad it was invented or curse whoever used their intellect to create it..I guess in Bucky's case it is a blessing...If he had been going through this when I was a kid -- all he would have had to do is read or color..And the worst of all -- NO REMOTES!!! I don't know how we survived it!

We pray for a short, successful surgery today..Hang in there guys..We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, March 26, 2003 4:17 AM CST

WELL, FINALLY! GLAD TO SEE IT'S GOING TO HAPPEN AND I WILL BE SURE TO GET ON FIRST THING TOMORROW WHEN I START STIRRING AROUND. UPDATE ASAP! THERE WILL BE ALOT OF ACTIVITY HERE ALL DAY AND NIGHT TOMORROW. GOOD LUCK AND OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE RIGHT THERE WITH YOU! love you! cathi
cathi
- Wednesday, March 26, 2003 0:52 AM CST

Wow! It's past midnight and I'm still awake!! That is so not like me (8-8:30 is more me!). Decided to check on you guys and see you have a time scheduled. Austin, strawberry-banana sounds like a wonderful flavor to smell!
Hope you enjoyed the smiles from Jacob.
Tina, I think mom is going to get to come home tomorrow!
Love ya lots!

Sarah Seitz
- Wednesday, March 26, 2003 0:45 AM CST

Dearest Tina Austin. Here is hoping that Austin's surgery will be sucessful. Our daily prayers are for him to get well and come home to his family and friends. Talk about friends, Michael and Jack misses him and they are breaking me. I promised them a dollar for each "A" they make in school. They make all "As", but I am happy. We think of you all the time and pray that god gives you strengh to administer to Austin. This evening Shirley and I celebrated our 46th anniversary at the Colony Restaurant(The old Lebeau's). Shirley came home and put on a blue silk night gown with a pair of my blue socks to match to keep her footies warm. I there is anything thet Shirley or I can do for you, PLEASE let us know. KEEP THE FAITH. LOVE
THOMAS AND SHIRLEY
TOM & SHIRLEY <ODOMSR@MSN.COM>
FAIRHOPE , AL USA - Tuesday, March 25, 2003 10:12 PM CST

Our precious friend Austin,
We love you and are praying for you. We hope the surgery will soon be behind and you can start recovering again. You are so amazing and we are so proud of you. We love you and miss you so much. The Vogles
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOLcom>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, March 25, 2003 10:12 PM CST

Howdy neighbor! Things are okayover here so far. We are just starting fluids tonight and chemo tomorrow. I am completely at peace with the tranplant and all, but I am a little nervous about the new floor, nurses etc. Everything has been great but it is like starting over again and the fear of the unknown comes back. I hope your day continued to go well. I hope surgery happened and if not SOON! Maybe we will see you roaming the halls tomorrow.
Love,
Kim
Kim Watts
mcCalla, AL USA - Tuesday, March 25, 2003 10:08 PM CST

Hello my Friends I hope ya'll have a wonderful day tomorrow. I am praying that God will watch over Austin and the Dr's during surgery. I know he will do GREAT!! He is such a fighter!!!!!! We all know this too well... Austin be nice to mommy okay I love you guys. Christy
Christy
- Tuesday, March 25, 2003 9:49 PM CST

Hi Bakers
Just checking in for an update on Austin. Hang in there. We are thinking of you and praying for a speedy surgery date. Here's a cup of sugar from Fairhope to make that lemonade sweeter. Mr. Brian just came in from Winn Dixie - I have to go figure out what strange things he bought this time! He has had is grocery shopping privileges suspended for quite awhile and this was his first trip back. I do see Lay's salt and vinegar chips so at least one of the items not on the list is good!
kelly hayes
- Tuesday, March 25, 2003 8:43 PM CST

Hey Austin and Tina! I bet your anxious trust me though sooner or later the doctors will have to agree on a surgery date. My family has been through a lot of hospital visits we'll call them all of my life. Tina about the playstation your pretty lucky because if my brother could he would have the controler glued to his hand. I don't see him very often but it's hard to have a phone conversation with him because he's always screaming at the game. Give it time the video game stage will hopefully stop. Or at least he won't be playing it a whole lot. Well I better go and eat dinner. You and your family are in my prayers always. Austin hang in there buddy! Audra
Audra Kennedy <kenn1669@bellsouth.net >
Morris, AL USA - Tuesday, March 25, 2003 7:59 PM CST

Just got an email from mom....she called your mom and she told her they had left....no surgery yet. I'm sorry you are having to wait for this. It has to be aggrevating. I hope by the time you read this, you will know something for sure. Have they indicated how long you will have to stay after surgery? What about his counts? Are they still where they should be so he can be outpatient after this?
Cathi
- Tuesday, March 25, 2003 7:22 PM CST

Dear Bakers:

We have been checking the site all day for news..The waiting must be nerve wrecking..Docs do seem to be on their own planet sometimes, but what would we do without them?

We continue to send prayers your way and thank God for the doctors who are going to perform Bucky's surgery.

Hang in there...We love you.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, March 25, 2003 5:34 PM CST

Been checking on yall since this morning, and I will continue until we hear some news! Hope everyone's spirits are high today while waiting. There's not much more you can do except wait. We will continue to keep the good thoughts and prayers coming your way! Have checked in on Taylor already and sent him a message. Glad to know your there to help with anything they may need. She seems really scared at this point, but having you and Austin to look up to has to be an inspiration. See, you are already at work and don't even realize it. So many people up there have found comfort in you through your faith and words. Have a good night! LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!! Cathi
Cathi
- Tuesday, March 25, 2003 5:11 PM CST

I am anxiously checking the site...hopefully the lemonade will get sweeter as time passes...you know doctors are on a different time schedule...and so we mere mortals wait!!! Well just more time for those extra prayers to pile up...Life without playstation??? ..now that's a thought!!
Cecilia
Fairhope, Al - Tuesday, March 25, 2003 3:57 PM CST

Good morning Cutie Patootie--
I've been thinking about those flavored masks...who in the world imagined creating flavored masks??? What a great idea...do they have chocolate and if so, how many calories? Talk about a diet revolution...and believe me, I am a walking diet guru...Deal A Meal, Slim Fast (for me, it turned out to be Slim-Slow), Cabbage Soup Diet, I could go on and on...but if I could just slip on one of your masks and get my chocolate fix for the day--I may drop a few lbs!!! It's extremely hard this time of the year...all I have to do is walk passed the candy counter and I feel my thighs begin to expand. It's the craziest thing...the same exact thing happens to me that happens to the Incredible Hulk. Right before he turns completely green, his clothes begin to split at the seams...I like to call it the Cadbury Egg Explosion. I can't even eat 10 to 12 of them at one time without gaining an extra 15 pounds...they should be illegal! Any who--we will talk more about the masks tonight. I am so proud of you for being so brave. Hugs and Kisses.
Aunt Tara
- Tuesday, March 25, 2003 10:41 AM CST

We will be coming in today. I am absolutely scared to death. I hope when we get there you have a surgery story to tell and no more fevers. Good luck, I am thinking of you and praying for you. See you soon.
Kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
mccalla, AL - Tuesday, March 25, 2003 8:23 AM CST

Good morning little buddy and mom... woke up very early this morning with thoughts and prayers for Austin. So glad to know that surgery should be today. I know Austin must be ready to get this behind him. Not knowing the time of surgery, our family will just continually lift Austin, the Dr's, and family up in prayer. There will probably be thousands of folks doing the same thing... I know of so many that tell me they check the website daily but do not sign in the guestbook. You just don't know the lives that you have touched through your journal of faith, trust, and the love of God. Give Austin a very special hug from me. Love, Ms. Nena
NM
Bham, - Tuesday, March 25, 2003 7:15 AM CST

Hello Tina and Austin,
I sure hope you get your answers soon and all the confusion goes away. We will be praying for Austin's surgery and speedy recovery. We love you all.
Paula Word
- Tuesday, March 25, 2003 6:43 AM CST

Hi Bud,

Hope your life and world are well.

Here�s a thought for today:
Cherish your visions and your dreams as they are the children of your
soul; the blue prints of your ultimate accomplishments.

-- Napoleon Hill

I know you are feeding a lot of dreams and wishes and are shuffling and dragging your feet through the now. I do that with Cambo, as I want to enjoy every moment around him.

Be you, Austin, and enjoy the now!

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Tuesday, March 25, 2003 6:35 AM CST

Tina and Austin,
Extra prayers for you today are the first thing on my agenda. Draw on your strongest ally and strength you will receive. I know how scared you are.

All our love,
Eva
Eva Sharpless
- Tuesday, March 25, 2003 5:51 AM CST

Dear Bakers:

Mass confusion...I'm sure that's what it seems like right now..I truly believe there are no coincidences -- only a grand plan that is slowly being revealed to us...We all want this over for Austin quickly but we also want the best possible results..sometimes that just takes a little patience...Hang in there and udpate us as soon as you can..

We love you and continue to ask God to take care of Austin and to grant you strength and peace..
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, March 25, 2003 5:43 AM CST

There you are! Someone had emailed me tonight to see if I had heard anything. Hopefully by the time I get to check in tomorrow, this will all be over. Is the family still there? PLEASE update ASAP when it's over, I doubt you will have time to let us know when it's going to be. Give him a special hug and kiss tomorrow before he goes in from me. It will all come together in time as I have said before. He knows what is best and the doctors have time to prepare and map out their plan. I agree, God has special plans for Austin...helping other families deal with this, telling his story about the disease, the faith, the hope...who knows, but WE SHALL SEE! There is a pot of gold at the end of this rainbow! ANXIOUSLY WAITING TO HEAR FROM YOU TOMORROW! love you! CATHI
Cathi
- Monday, March 24, 2003 11:02 PM CST

Hi there Austin and Tina - Again may I add my prayers and love and hugs along with the multitudes of your friends, family and fans. Our Lord is holding all of you in his arms and is filling the Austins' medical staff full of knowledge and strength. Do I know you are all in Good hands? You bet!!!! Sorry I missed you Tina this weekend, but I got your huG! Thanks - you are so giving. Love and multitudinous HUGS........Joan

Joan Sullivan <jsulli9396@AOL.com>
Daphne, AL usa - Monday, March 24, 2003 7:20 PM CST

Checked in this morning and was so dissapointed, I couldn't even type a message. Please let his "followers" know as soon as you hear anything. I am waiting for a message from Tara...she cracks me up! That story about your van was priceless! Haven't we all had candy, cookies, chips, coke (spilled), rocks, sand, trash, junk, clothes etc in our cars?! No missing iguanas here though! Take care and I love you all! Kiss and (((hugs))) to Austin & Meagan if she's there! Cathi
Cathi
- Monday, March 24, 2003 4:23 PM CST

Dear Tina,

I have been keeping up with Austin's condition on the internet. I have not e-mailed you in a while. We continue to pray for your family and Austin is constantly in our thoughts. I hope the surgery goes well and hopefully Austin will feel better after this. Trevor says hi to Austin. Take care.
Pam Corte (Trevor's mom) <trevor@gulftel.com>
Loxley, AL USA - Monday, March 24, 2003 1:31 PM CST

All of you are very much in our prayers today! May God keep you in the palm of His hand.
Dee Fuhrman <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, March 24, 2003 1:03 PM CST

Hello!!! I bet that you are geeting pretty good at that lemonade. I wish that I could be up there with you. You know that I am there in spirit. We are all saying our prayers for all of ya'll. I hope that you have a good afternoon, I know that waiting is tough. I will talk to you later today.
I guess that I better get back to work.
Love, Leslie
lelsie
- Monday, March 24, 2003 12:25 AM CST

Sending more love your way!! Jacob sends a happy face to you...check your e-mail!!
Sarah Seitz <sseitz4@juno.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, March 24, 2003 10:14 AM CST

How is the lemonade this morning? One good thing about the delay in surgery time, is that it will give us more time to ask our praying friends to cover Austin, the doctors, and family in prayer. We are praying for complete healing...
Only you Tina, would be able to make lemonade out this batch of lemons!!! God has given you such AMAZING strength and you are an inspiration to all of us. Will be watching for an update asap. We love you guys...Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Monday, March 24, 2003 9:12 AM CST

Dear Tina, Austin and Family, All of you continue to be in our thoughts and prayers. Lets turn all of these lemons into sweet oranges. Our love and prayers, Julie and Bobby
Julie Quimby
Atmore, Al - Monday, March 24, 2003 9:10 AM CST

Tina, Austin and Family,

Just want to let you know that I am praying for you'all. Remember to always look up. God has wonderfully plans for all of us. We might can't see it now but he is still working on all of us and when he reveals his plans we are going to be so amazed and realize the storms were well worth it. I miss you and really hated that you were not here for inventory. Please call me when you get home and we can go have a girls night. I am also planning on going to the class in Fairhope on the 12th of April. Call me!!! Love you bunches. Remember to always look to GOD for your strength.

May God Bless your Family,
Suzanne
Suzanne Williamson
Fairhope, Al USA - Monday, March 24, 2003 8:48 AM CST

Good morning, Austin!

Wearing a smile this morning? Remember to put one on, just like putting on a pair of sneakers to run or a helmet to ride a bike�pop open eyes in the morning, reach over and put the smile on.

Here�s today�s thought:

All human interactions are opportunities either to learn or to teach.
-- M. Scott Peck

The interesting thing about this is that it is ALL interaction, human or otherwise � circumstances and events, in my book, qualify as well.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Monday, March 24, 2003 7:08 AM CST

Dear Bakers:

Enjoy the lemonade!

Remember, all things happen for a reason..Hang in there guys..We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, March 24, 2003 4:55 AM CST

I am praying for you right now. And I'll keep praying tomorrow all day until you update.

God bless,
Kelly
The Hicks Family <www.caringbridge.org/al/sarahanne>
Woodstock, AL - Sunday, March 23, 2003 11:26 PM CST

Dear Bakers
Couldn't go to bed w/o letting you know we will be with you in spirit tomorrow. We pray for strength and healing and wish our whole church family could squeeze in the waiting room with you. Know that we love you and have you in our thoughts continuously throughout the day.
Kelly Hayes
- Sunday, March 23, 2003 11:11 PM CST

Hi Buddy!
How are you? I hope things go well with you tomorrow in surgery. I'm praying for you. I'm in Texas with my best friend. We are all thinking of you and praying. I promise things will get better. I love you so much. Today in Sunday School the teacher was talking about people who inspire us, and the only person I could think of is you, Austin. You're so brave. Braver than I could ever be. You're very special to me and to my family (and even my friends) I love you! Take care!

Amber
Amber <ambersue10@yahoo.com>
Gardendale, AL US - Sunday, March 23, 2003 11:06 PM CST

Hello, Grace thinks it is so cool you get to choose chap stick flavors to smell. She loves the cherry. We are thinking of you constantly and are saying many, many prayers. We ask for God's healing hands to surround you tomorrow and keep you safe and give your family comfort and strength. We love you all.
Terri and Ross
Bishop <budchip@bellsouth.net>
- Sunday, March 23, 2003 10:54 PM CST

Dear Tina and Austin,

Just wanted you to know that we will be thinking about you and sending up many, many prayers for you tomorrow. Austin is such a brave, strong and amazing boy. I know that he will be bouncing around again very soon!
David and Theresa Jellenc
Montrose, AL - Sunday, March 23, 2003 9:38 PM CST

Tina,
The Wilsons will be sending lots of prayers your way tommorrow.
Michelle Wilson <mkladybug4@aol.com>
- Sunday, March 23, 2003 9:23 PM CST

GOOD LUCK AUSTIN! I will be praying for you and wishing you nothing but the best tomorrow. I know everything will go well. It sounds like you have alot of nice people taking care of you up there. I can't wait to get home from work tomorrow evening and see how everything went. God will be with you and the doctors and nurses taking care of you tomorrow as always. God Bless you guys and sweet dreams.
Carla Jacobssen <DJ092201@cs.com>
Fairhope , AL - Sunday, March 23, 2003 8:53 PM CST

Tina, what can I say, you are so strong and we know that your strength is coming from our Heavenly Father. Please know that many prayers are being sent up for Austin and you. We do pray for a positive outcome and God hears and answers our prayers. Stay strong, Be still and know that He is God. We love you and our prayers are with you.
The Hodgens
Atmore, AL USA - Sunday, March 23, 2003 7:50 PM CST

Hi... we have just returned home from being out of town for several days. I had hoped to be able to check on you every day, but my daughter's computer had a bug and I could not get on the internet. I am getting my email list out and sending an urgent need for prayer for Austin (and for the family as they wait during surgery). These are friends that I know will cover you all in much prayer. We are going to pray and believe that the surgery will be totally successful and once again you can start getting ready to go outpatient. Hang in there... we love you both and are praying... Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Sunday, March 23, 2003 6:23 PM CST

Thank goodness! I was going to be a nervous wreck until about Tuesday afternoon when I heard from you! I am off this week and will be anxiously waiting for your update. Becca and I would LOVE to come up there and be with you during the surgery...we will be there in thought and spirit. Just know that ALOT of people are saying extra special prayers and he will be on our minds throughout the day. I am so glad they caught this though before you were ready to pack up and go home. THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON. I know you were dissapointed that day when you couldn't go, but look, it has brought a problem to the surface that you didn't even know existed. Now they can go in and fix it and hopefully he will be on his way to a full recovery. We pray for the doctors who will operate on Austin and the people that will take care of him in recovery.....AND WE THANK GOD FOR THIS MIRACULOUS MOTHER THAT AUSTIN HAS! He is such a lucky little guy and so is Meagan to have you in their lives..you deserve a medal! You are every parents HERO! I will be waiting here by the computer all day tomorrow to hear from you! LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
- Sunday, March 23, 2003 5:59 PM CST

Once again we will look at this as ANOTHER way for our Great God to show us he is in control.
Mom always says "he doesnt blink and miss things"
when I am thinking surely he cant have this planned for ME!!!!!

Remember he is bigger than all this!!!!!
You are covered in prayer!
HUGS,

Beth <bhutchlily@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Sunday, March 23, 2003 3:48 PM CST

Dear Bucky and Tina:

"Things may look dismal at the moment, but everything happens for a reason. Fear is just a distraction of your mind, but destiny lives inside a heart of hope, and dreams come true before your very eyes." James C. Nova

We are praying for a successful surgery. We ask God to give Austin's doctors patience and wisdom and that he gives you and your family continued strength and peace.

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, March 23, 2003 3:32 PM CST

Tina----
I don't know you or Austin, but in keeping up with what is going on in your lives, I have to say that you have a very STONG little guy on your hands, and God WILL take care of both of you. We will pray and pray on Tuesday for success and a fast recovery so that both of you can come home as soon as possible. Keep relying on God as well as all of the folks that love you all, and continually keep Austin's well being a priority. You are both in the hand of GOD, and that is a good place to be. Hugs
Pam and Jon Curry and Family <pcqueen@mchsi.com>
Daphne, A: USA - Sunday, March 23, 2003 3:09 PM CST

Hi Austin!

Check out this thought for the day�
If we are facing in the right direction, all we have to do is keep on walking.
-- Buddhist Proverb

The key, as you might imagine, is facing in the right direction�sometimes, it�s easy to be walking, but in the wrong direction.

A compass is always a handy tool � especially a life compass.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Sunday, March 23, 2003 0:29 AM CST

Hello,
I know you must be feeling alittle nervous about Tues. but I just know that with all of the prayers said for Austin that everything will be just fine. Read Matthew 18:19-20. Boy does God have alot of us coming together for Austin. We all love y'all so much and can't wait to see you home again to stay. I pray for strength and peace for you and Austin and his doctors. Love, Terri
Bishop <budchip@bellsouth.net>
- Saturday, March 22, 2003 10:54 PM CST

Dear Tina and Austin,
I hope the surgery Tuesday goes well and will resolve this problem. Rob's dad had an aneurysm rupture in his abdomen so I know how delicate the procedure may be. R.L. said all the medical staff was wonderful and I'm sure that everything will go smoothly. Philipines 4:13 is my favorite Bible versus and you and Austin are perfect examples of the great strength God gives us. Best of luck on Tuesday. We'll be praying for you both as well as for the doctors. Love, Cindy
Cindy Colville <ccolvill@bellsouth.net>
Spanish Fort, AL USA - Saturday, March 22, 2003 8:59 PM CST

Dearest Tina: We will be with you in spirit on Tuesday. You two have overcome so many obstacles...This is just one more, and it is our hope and prayer that it is the last one before Austin is on his way to a full recovery. Your strength is an inspiration to all who visit here. Your children are very fortunate to have you for their mother.
We love you.

Floyd and Betty Adams <fbadams@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Saturday, March 22, 2003 8:13 PM CST

Dear Tina:

"When I find myself fading, I close my eyes and realize my friends are my energy"..Anonymous

That's what we are trying to be for you and Austin..Your energy to keep going and to keep fighting...It has been such a blessing to know both of you...One thing I know for sure..When Austin is looking back through his scrapbooks and is amazed at the number of people who truly cared about and supported him during this time, he will be a better person..And we are all better people for having known you and your children...

I know these are long, tiring days and nights you are going through..Please know you are never far from my thoughts and always in my prayers..

We love you all...Hang in there..
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, March 22, 2003 8:10 PM CST

Hey! Glad the surgery is scheduled. Guess that means they now know how to approach it the right way. We will be thinking of all of you Tuesday. I have a few things to send up there, but am not sure of what address to use. I want to make sure they get to you. Austin is in good hands up there, you know this or he would not be there. Praying for a great surgery and hoping for your homecoming! TAKE CARE OF YOUR SWEET MAN! LOVE YOU! CATHI
Cathi
- Saturday, March 22, 2003 2:33 PM CST

Dearest Tina and Austin,
We send our love from Ft. Walton Beach, FL. We pray that Austin's surgery goes well and that he has a quick recovery. Austin, your Mom has mentioned that you want to be a Vet like your Uncle Allen --- I know that you will make a great Vet. I would tell you that you will get our business, except that the only animals we have right now are the kind that sit on a shelf; you know, the stuffed kind. Do you suppose they have parties and such while we are sleeping?? Like in Toy Story?? We send our love to both of you. By the way,I know you don't know me altho I may have met you at one of the Sirmon Reunions in Fairhope. I am Betty Jo's first cousin. Her Father and my Father were brothers. Love ya'.

Dorothy Sirmon Frangioni <dkfrangioni@cox.net>
Ft. Walton Beach, FL U.S.A. - Saturday, March 22, 2003 11:58 AM CST

Good morning, Austin!

Here�s today�s thought:
Every person born in this world represents something new, something that never existed before, something original and unique. -- Martin Buber

And that�s the great thing about our world � we are all different, though synergistically tied into this experience together.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Saturday, March 22, 2003 6:27 AM CST

Hey there my buddy (or shall I say my Buger Buddy!!)
You are such a great kid and your smile just makes my day!
I can't wait until I get back from out of town and I can come spend the night with you!

This is mine and Andrew's favorite knock-knock joke. And since you love the bathtub so much I think you will like it.
If I have already told it to you, then excuse me.....remember I am very old!!!

Knock-Knock
Who's there?
Dwayne
Dwayne who?
Dwayne the tub I', Dwownin!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! I know you just fell off your bed because you were laughing so hard!!!

I love you!
Linda

P.S. I am waiting for my bracelet! I will cherish it and wear it everyday! Smiles!!!!!!

Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Friday, March 21, 2003 11:39 PM CST

Tina,

My heart, thoughts, and prayers will be with you and Austin throughout this next week. Stay strong my friend! Austin is strong and has such a strong spirit. That will pull him through. I am very sorry I can't be there with you this week. But you know I am only a phone call away.

"I can do everything through him who gives me strength." Philippians 4:13

Love you!
Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Friday, March 21, 2003 11:30 PM CST

Tina and Austin,
Hope you had a good day today. We will be out of town for a few days but we will be praying that you continue to get better, Austin!!!!!!
With much love and lots of prayers,
Maggie and Toby
Maggie
Atmore, Al USA - Friday, March 21, 2003 9:49 PM CST

Hey Guys! Hope you two are doing okay today. Just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you and that you are in my thoughts and prayers. You two have a good weekend. :)
Carla Jacobssen <DJ092201@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, March 21, 2003 9:22 PM CST

Hugs to the Bakers!
kelly hayes
- Friday, March 21, 2003 5:33 PM CST

Hope you all have had a good day and that things are going better-Sending prayers and good thoughts your way
Renee
- Friday, March 21, 2003 4:17 PM CST

hey Tina just thought I would say Hi. I hope you have a wonderful weekend. I am praying for you and my Buddy. I love you guys.Christy
Christy
- Friday, March 21, 2003 3:54 PM CST

Hi Tina and Austin,
I am so sorry I haven't been writing, but my computer crashed. It is somewhat restored now. Our family continues to think about you and pray for you. I am so glad the doctors know what is causing the fever and are ready to fix it. We pray that the surgery goes well and Austin makes a fast recovery. I know we are ready to see your precious family united in Fairhope. Much love!!!!
Paula Word
- Friday, March 21, 2003 1:42 PM CST

Hey Little Buddy--
The play was a hit...the only thing missing was you! You would have loved it...it was about BUGS!!! Stink bugs, blow flies, lightning bugs, catapillars, army ants...basically all of your favorites. It reminded me of when I gave you the "bug condo" for your birthday...it went perfect with your yellow frog boots at the time. Any who--Nonnie and I were riding with your mom in the family wagon that she was driving at the time...complete with popsicle sticks, cereal on the floor and gummy worms in the seats...sorry I just had a flash back!!! As we were traveling down Canal Road in Orange Beach--enjoying the sunshine and life in general---she happened to mention that if we saw the Gecko to let her know. He was missing. To her it was simple...he was your pet...the top had come off of the bug condo...he was missing at large...and it was no big deal...neither were the popsicle sticks, gummy worms or cereal. The grace of a mother's love still amazes me. Back to the Gecko...we found him later...or at least we think. May May loved her roses...tell Mrs. Linda that she is a doll. Hugs and Kisses.
Aunt Tara
- Friday, March 21, 2003 9:10 AM CST

Good morning, Austin!

You experience is like a basketball full court press. The advantage is that you are alert and plugged into the now. Here�s the thought for the day:

What ought one to say then as each hardship comes? I was practicing
for this, I was training for this? -- Epictitus

Certainly there is practice and there is training and then there is actually doing, being caught up in the now and pushing life�s buttons to get the vending machine to kick out that big Butterfinger bar with the 33% free!

Press A4 and let it drop into your hands!

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Friday, March 21, 2003 6:59 AM CST

Dear Tina,
Praying for your strenth and Austin's healing.
Love to you both,
Cyndi Johnston
Johnston Girls <CYNDIJOHN@WORLDNET.ATT.NET>
DAPHNE, Al USA - Thursday, March 20, 2003 11:15 PM CST

Hi guys!! How are things? WE were on the unit today getting ready to come up. Tuesday now rather than Monday. I wanted to come see you both, but Taylor has a runny nose and cough as do I and I don' want to give you anything. I hope all is well and we will see you Tuesday.
Love,
Kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
mccalla, AL - Thursday, March 20, 2003 8:43 PM CST

Just checking in to say I love you guys and hope that today will be a good day for both of you. Austin, try, try real hard to eat everything that sounds good to you. And Tina, I know your body is so weary... please try to rest. Perhaps there will be a time today or tomorrow that you can get outside for a short walk. The SONSHINE will lift your spirits. Will continue to pray for all... I know Meghan will be great in her school play... Love, Ms. Nena
NM
bham, - Thursday, March 20, 2003 11:58 AM CST

Dear Austin, We are sending love and prayers to you today. We are praying for Meagan as she performs in the school play. Love, the Vogles
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOLcom>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, March 20, 2003 11:50 AM CST

Hey Bakers,
I hope all is well today! I love you guys so much! God is with you always and his love never goes away! I hope Austin begins to eat soon I will pray that God just blesses him with a huge appetite! I miss you guys and I hope Meagan's play goes well! I will be praying for her too! Well may God's peace be with you, I love you!
Jessica Calhoun
- Thursday, March 20, 2003 10:09 AM CST

tina,

The Lord is my strength and my song; he has become my salvation. He is my God, and I will praise him, my father's God, and I will exalt him. The Lord is a warrior, the Lord is his name. Exodus 15:2-3

give that sweet austin a big hug from me and everyone at the church. yes, what a soldier he is -- strong and determined. and our God is his warrior and our warrior! how good it is to know that. the prayers haven't stopped -- and we love you so very much!

love in Christ,

emily

emily
- Thursday, March 20, 2003 10:08 AM CST

GOSH! You just don't ever know what to expect to hear out of your sister! On a lighter note, I do remember the yo-yo's WELL...I think we had a pair in every color and mom and I both wore them....and LOVED them need I say! They were right comfy and do I wish I could get a hold to a pair now just for the heck of it! Good Morning Austin! I hope this message finds things well with you...hope that appetite will pick up soon so you can get that tube out. I was hoping someone would video the play for you so you and Austin could both watch it together. It's beautiful here today and hopefully it is in Birmingham too. Sunny days are just so much easier to tolerate than rainy, dreary ones. Shine as bright as the sun today little Austin and come home soon! LOVE YOU AND MOM! Cathi
Cathi
- Thursday, March 20, 2003 9:52 AM CST

Hey Cutie Patootie---
Just a quick note to let you know that I am thinking of you this morning! No worries---Aunt Tara will be at May May's play...I promise that when she walks on stage...I will stand in my chair and cheer her on at the top of my lungs!!! I may even wear my gingham print mini skirt with a terry cloth halter top...with matching Yo-Yo sandals. (Tina do you remember those??? I think that only BC Moore's carried them...lovely. What was mother thinking?). Any who...your entry yesterday certainly was a flash back. (Austin, just to keep the record straight...your mom did try very hard to run hurdles...and it's not exactly that she didn't succeed. It's just that her legs were as white as the hurdles...so she was a little off in judging the actual height. On the flip side...the other runners were somewhat taken back by the "glare" on the track...so she ended up doing quite well!!! (That is, until the blood from her knee caps somewhat cut the glare...and the runners caught up with her). More on that later...
Hugs and Kisses--
Aunt Tara
- Thursday, March 20, 2003 9:23 AM CST

Tina,
Your feelings of anger are normal and, actually, very healthy. It doesn�t mean you are not a strong person of faith if you become angry�.even if that anger is directed at God. I have been down that road too many times and I can tell you that He can handle it. When I became overwhelmed by this �monster of a disease�and anger engulfed me, God always provided a way of escape. His peace and comfort are ours and His love is unconditional. But don�t leave Satan out of the picture; he loves the opportunity to find you weak and vulnerable. He is �like a roaring lion ..seeking to devour.� Don�t let him eat your lunch. Many times Steve and I reached out to the Book of Daniel, which provides a perfect example of how God is still in control. He is the God of all comfort and peace, and even though the children of Israel had forgotten their God, he remained with them during their affliction. I am not insinuating that you have forgotten God, I am only telling you that it is O.K. IF YOU ARE ANGRY and if through your anger you find yourself pointing a finger God�s way. I was so angry this past Christmas thinking about what I was missing without Matthew with us. To the point that I told Steve when the other children awakened Christmas morning that I was not getting out of the bed. It was too painful and it was much easier to hide my head under the covers. I heard them in the hallway with Steve asking why their Mother wouldn�t get out of the bed. I felt terribly guilty and prayed that God would help me get through it. I got up and enjoyed watching them excited over what they had received. The first Christmas without Matthew I honestly found comfort in wonder of how awesome his first Christmas in heaven must be like; the �ultimate� birthday celebration. It surprised and shocked me when this Christmas I found little comfort in it. But God pulled me through and I can never stay angry long because He has my son.
I will pray for Austin and the doctors as they prepare to remove the aneurysm and pray that the fungus will vanish along with it. Blessings to you, Austin, and your family. You will make it through this journey and your family ties will only grow stronger. Yes, it hurts to miss the activities, but you will have time to enjoy �normal life� with your family again and you will appreciate it all the more.

Beth Billy <beth.billy@jdcc.edu>
Bretwon, Al USA - Thursday, March 20, 2003 8:43 AM CST

Morning Tina and Austin... sorry to hear that you have yet another scary experience to get through. I will continue to keep Your Family in my thoughts and prayers. Praying for the Doctors... that the surgery is successful for Austin. I pray that God wraps his arms around you...giving you some peace.
Anne Marie <jas123@charter.net>
- Thursday, March 20, 2003 7:13 AM CST

Hey everyone hope you have a good day! Austin,buddy hope you can go home soon and feel better. Remember you got to eat so you can grow into a big strong boy. Well gotta go! Have a good day!

Audra Kennedy <kenn1669@bellsouth.net>
Morris, AL USA - Thursday, March 20, 2003 7:01 AM CST

Hi Austin!

Cam and I are thinking about you little buddy.

Here�s the thought:
We judge ourselves by what we feel capable of doing, while others judge us by what we have already done. -- Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

Need we say much more than that? You have lived more �now�s� so far in your life than most will live in a lifetime.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Chris & Cam

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Thursday, March 20, 2003 6:57 AM CST

Dearest Tina,
We are so glad that you have gotten an answer as to why Austin is running a fever!!Our prayer is that the fungus is cleared up very soon!!
Your emails are so uplifting, Tina. I just love to read them. Your positive attitude is truly amazing. I sit and think about you all the time and I thank God for just knowing YOU! You are a true inspiration to me. You have processed the events in your life with true appreciation rather than depreciation. I believe that this is why you are still so strong and courageous!You send out so much joy to others! This is why everyone loves you so much!THE WORLD RESPONDS WITH THE SAME ENERGY THAT YOU SEND OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!
Please give Austin a big hug for us! God Bless you!
Love you lots, dear friend!!
Maggie
Maggie and Toby
Atmore, Al USA - Wednesday, March 19, 2003 11:22 PM CST

Tina and Austin,
Thinking of you.
Love,
Jennifer
Jennifer Lokey
Fairhope, Al USA - Wednesday, March 19, 2003 11:13 PM CST

Tina,
I was just checking in and wanted to let you know I am thinking of you. You are always in our prayers.
Michelle Wilson
- Wednesday, March 19, 2003 11:04 PM CST

Hello, I am thankful the doctors and you now know what is causing the fevers. Now it can be addressed and removed! Another step toward home. I am glad you have moved to a larger room I know that has to make the stay alittle more pleasant. If no one is going to video tape Meagan's play for you let me know and I'll be happy to do it. Grace would love to go. Really anything that we can do for you anytime just call. Love, Terri

Bishop <budchip@bellsouth.net>
- Wednesday, March 19, 2003 10:53 PM CST

Dear Austin: We love you. Your kindergarten pals from Mrs. Jones' class.
Cassandra Jones <TINGOOSE88@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Wednesday, March 19, 2003 7:27 PM CST

Dear Bakers:

Here's something to think about:

"I've developed a new philosophy..I only dread one day at a time." Charlie Brown

You're angry..(with just cause)..You're scared..(again your fear is justified)..and you are disappointed..(who wouldn't be?)...We are all feeling those things with you...

Let's only dread one day at a time..We don't know what promise or miracles tomorrow holds for us..and we know there will be miracles tomorrow..

God will never give you more than you can handle...He's seen your strength and your faith in action..He's got plans for you and your family...Hang in there friends..Don't let this news get you down..Sending you love and prayers from Fairhope...
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, March 19, 2003 7:12 PM CST

Our prayers and thoughts are with you all. As much as I enjoy seeing you at the hospital I Hope you can go home soon. Our fews days here and there seem like forever and we miss Lawson, Meagan's 4 year old little brother. We know that Austin is in great hands and he will be just fine. He has so many people praying for him. As we both know prayer is so powerful. Stay strong. If we can do anything please let us know.
Kim and Meagan Bonner, Room 446
Valley, AL - Wednesday, March 19, 2003 6:39 PM CST

Dear Tina,
Yet another dragon rears its ugly head...we will be filling the air waves with prayers for you and yours...saw Meagan at the video store today, as pretty and lively as ever...wish we could help things get better faster, we are always thinking of you ...Love and oodles of prayers!!!1
Cecilia
Fairhope, Al - Wednesday, March 19, 2003 5:29 PM CST

OH HOW I WISH I COULD WRAP MY ARMS AROUND THE TWO OF YOU...HOLDING ON TO YOU LIKE A MAMA BEAR WOULD WITH HER CUBS. I UNDERSTAND YOUR ANGER AND WE ALL ARE SAYING...WHY THIS NOW? BUT WE HAVE TO TRUST THAT GOD KNOWS WHAT IS HAPPENING AND HE WILL BE GLORIFIED BY THE WAY YOU ACCEPT ALL OF THIS. WE DON'T HAVE TO LIKE IT...GETTING TO KNOW THE TWO OF YOU HAS BEEN AN AWESOME EXPERIENCE AND YOU HAVE TAUGHT ME SO MUCH. WE WILL DOUBLE OUR PRAYERS FOR ALL OF YOU...MEGHAN INCLUDED... WE LOVE YOU, MS. NENA AND ELLIE
NM
BHAM, - Wednesday, March 19, 2003 1:38 PM CST

Dear Austin, We are so sorry about the aneurysm. We will start praying that your surgery and recovery go better than all expectations. We will pray for the doctors and the nurses that will be with you during surgery. Wish we could give you a big hug. Love, the Vogles
Pvogle <FairhopeVogles@AOLcom>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, March 19, 2003 12:50 AM CST

Hey T! Thanks for the update! At least it will be out soon and out of the way. How is his appetite today? We all know your scared, heck, when my children aren't with me, I'm scared for the things that you even think could happen. I have learned though... alot through you, that you can't control things. Leave it in God's hands and just ask that your family is kept safe and sound. I remember some of your track days and when you got nervous or upset, the way your neck got RED as a beet! Do you still "wring" your hands when your nervous?! Keep your head up and look forward to a new day with BOTH kids! Check in with yall later! LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
- Wednesday, March 19, 2003 12:05 AM CST

You know, Tina, anger is okay; it shows that you are alive. Just keep your eye on the prize -- Austin's recovery. You know, I haven't thought of David Walker in a long time -- Thanks for the memory of days at E.A. -- Just know that those friends, and the ones you have made since, are praying for you as you and Austin and Meagan and Jimmy and the rest of your family take this trip together. Best wishes for a good day in your new, bigger room.
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Wednesday, March 19, 2003 11:11 AM CST

Hi Tina, I just read your update. I would be ANGRY AND AFRAID TOO!!!!!I wouldn't want that thing in my child either.We have to trust God and the Doctors to remove it and that AUSTIN WILL BE FINE!!!!!Tell Megan good luck in her play. Love and Prayers Miss Cindy
cindy wingo <jnwingo@hotmail.com>
Robertsdale, Al - Wednesday, March 19, 2003 10:39 AM CST

Rom.15
13 May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, so that by the power of the Holy Spirit you may abound in hope

Rom.5
2 Through him we have obtained access to this grace in which we stand, and we rejoice in our hope of sharing the glory of God.
4 and endurance produces character, and character produces hope,
5 and hope does not disappoint us, because God's love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit which has been given to us.

Ps.28
7 The LORD is my strength and my shield;
in him my heart trusts;
so I am helped, and my heart exults,
and with my song I give thanks to him.

Ps.62
8 Trust in him at all times, O people;
pour out your heart before him;
God is a refuge for us.

Here are some verses for you! I am praying very hard! God has already brought Austin so far and he is not about to give up on you guys now! I love you, Austin, and Meagan so much and I am praying so hard for you guys! I hope that God just blesses you with a peace in knowing everything is going to be okay! I miss ya'll.

Jessica Calhoun
- Wednesday, March 19, 2003 10:33 AM CST

good morning, my friends, tina and austin!

as i mentioned you two in my prayers this morning, i felt a peace that i know is from God. we will be listening out for the results from these tests. in the meantime, know that we love you and are lifting you up constantly.

in His grip, (one of my favorite blue lake gals uses this)

emily

Glorious and majestic are His deeds, and His righteousness endures forever. Psalm 111:3
emily garner
- Wednesday, March 19, 2003 9:24 AM CST

Good Morning Austin! Hope this finds you up and eating good today...gotta get those calories in you to put the weight back on. Tell the nurses to find you a set of hand weights that you can do in your bed. I know a big boy like you wants big strong muscles. I have a set that I try to use everyday. You have such a great mom.......cherish her. She is the most wonderful mom I think I have ever known. I only hope I could be as strong as she is if anything ever happened in my family. It's so hard to see your child sick and know that prayer and patience is the only thing YOU can do. Just being there by your side is probably the best medicine you could get. Take care of yourself and eat all you can today! LOVE YOU, Cathi
Cathi
- Wednesday, March 19, 2003 8:20 AM CST

Hi Austin!

I hope your day is begun with a ray of sunlight, even virtual, shooting through the wall and beaming your smile.

Here�s today�s thought:
Self-acceptance means self-discovery. Richard Perry

�and self acceptance comes from introspection, some of which is driven by asking the �why�s� of life and of experience and of circumstances. Sometimes, in the present, the answers aren�t always clear, until you stop a mile or two or ten up your path and look back�the valley lightens and then you see it.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Wednesday, March 19, 2003 6:53 AM CST

Dear Bakers:

What wonderful lessons you have learned and are able to teach all of us..To be able to truly understand and accept "thy will be done" is a difficult concept..but when we learn that we don't question, it does give us a tremendous sense of peace..I am so thankful that you feel that..

Bucky, on your behalf, I ate some Ruffles last night for dinner..Here's a hint on gaining some weight back...Blue Bell Ice cream...If you need more info on the gain back weight diet plan, give me a call..

Love you both.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, March 19, 2003 5:11 AM CST

Dear Austin,
You are teaching more lessons in your 6th year than most of us learn in a lifetime.
When we went through our baptismal classes for the girls, we learned that not only are we their first teachers...we're their best, HOW BLESSED YOU ARE!!!

Keep the faith,
Cyndi Johnston
Cyndi Johnston <CYNDIJOHN@WORLDNET.ATT.NET>
DAPHNE, Al USA - Tuesday, March 18, 2003 11:14 PM CST

Hello Tina and Austin,
I am glad to hear that you ate alittle bit today Austin. I can't imagine resisting a brownie. I hope you wake tomorrow feeling very hungry. Tina I am glad Meagan is better and that you got to go to Arts and Crafts together. Sleep well. Your in our prayers. Love, Terri
Bishop
- Tuesday, March 18, 2003 10:10 PM CST

Dear Tina
I don't need this lenten devotional book when I have your messages to read. Praying for you today.
kelly hayes
- Tuesday, March 18, 2003 9:06 PM CST

Hey Austin. Hey Mom. My name is Carla and I'm from F'hope. This is my first time on the website and I think this is the neatest thing. I can't wait to hear more about you guys everyday. I am hoping to get accepted to Vanderbilt University Radiation Therapy Program in the fall. It has been my dream to take care of awesome kids like Austin. I'm sure you have lots of fans, you just made one today. We should have an Awesome Austin Day when you get home. That would be cool if we could have it at the K-1 center park or at the Bay. You'll be home soon, I know it. And Fairhope can't wait. You guys are in my heart and in my prayers! Talk to you soon.
P.S Maybe we can have HAMBURGERS AND HOT DOGS AND CAKE AND ICE CREAM at our party. Yummy doesn't that sound good. Aren't you getting hungery?????
Carla Jacobssen <DJ092201@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, March 18, 2003 6:36 PM CST

Austin, one of your pictures is missing at the bottom! We want to see more of you!!!! Tina, is this no appetite "normal?" I would think he would be eating regularly now because it seems like last week, things were good in that area. We keep praying that things go in the right direction and he will get to where he wants to eat and go on home...what about the cinnamon sticks from PH? Has anyone tried to give them to him lately? Just thought I'd check in before I go home....check in on you tonight! Tina, I love the words you seem to find....words that most of us can't even relate to. You are an INSPIRATION and a MIRACLE in yourself! LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
- Tuesday, March 18, 2003 2:38 PM CST

Tina, you continue to amaze me. Thanks for your thoughts on that day many years ago -- And thank you for continuing to remind all of us that God makes no mistakes.
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Tuesday, March 18, 2003 2:13 PM CST

Hey Bakers,
I loved seeing you this weekend Mrs. Tina! Its always so nice to get huggs and talks with you! I am praing very hard that the blood clotage just disappears! Austin buddy I miss you so much! Its been a long time since I have seen you and I can't wait until the day I can wrap my arms around you and give you a big bear hugg myself! God is good all the time and he is always with you to protect you! I know its hard to be in a hospital all the time so when the day comes when you are all better we will have to go play outside and ride bikes everyday! Hopefully that day will come very soon! I love you buddy and you are my most favorite man in this world! Mrs. Tina your strength in God never ceases to amazes me, you are truely the woman that God has called you to be! His love shines through you and your writings every day! May God continue to bless you lives and may he continue to bless Austin with his almighty healing power! I love you all so much and you are in my every thought and prays!

Jessica Calhoun
- Tuesday, March 18, 2003 11:23 AM CST

Thanks for the pictures of incredible little Austin. Tina, your strong faith continues to encourage me as I read and pray for you and your family every day. God is so good and often allows us to travel paths not of our choosing but a part of His plan for our life as He molds and makes us into usable vessels. Only He can see the end result. To God be all Praise, Honor, and Glory!
Prayerfully, Glenda Mathis
- Tuesday, March 18, 2003 10:08 AM CST

Austin,
I hope you have a great day today with a huge appetite. Just wanted to let you know I checked out your new pictures and I had to tell you how handsome you are, I bet you had fun playing with Ellie. Stay strong and have fun today.

Renee
- Tuesday, March 18, 2003 9:12 AM CST

Good morning Tina and Austin! We're sending happy thoughts to you today. Jared is home with an ear infection and wants to share these jokes with you. What would happen to a person who sneezed and liked Pokemon? Pika-choo! He has another one for you, too. How do cows count? They use a "cow - culator."! Have a great day! God bless!
Dee <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Tuesday, March 18, 2003 8:51 AM CST

Good Morning my little friend! Hope you wake up ravenous (sp)this morning! Eat everything in sight, just not enough to get sick! Brownies, cookies, ice cream, french fries...all that good fattening stuff! I bet if Meagan were there, you would let her feed you anything she wanted to....we want you to eat so you can go home and sleep in your own bed and have all your favorite things right there at your fingertips. Wouldn't it be nice to just have to go to Birmingham every once and a while??? I have to go to work at 11, but just had to get up and see how you were doing FIRST! I will be checking in later today to make sure your appetite has picked up....LOVE YOU and MOM! Cathi
Cathi
- Tuesday, March 18, 2003 8:51 AM CST

Hi Austin!

Good morning, little buddy.

The sun is out sparkling and the birds are chirping this morning. I hope that they are singing to you as well.

Here�s today thought:
In the depth of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer.
-- Albert Camus

And as winter blends into spring and then into summer, you�ll see.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Chris & Cam

Cam & Chrfis <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Tuesday, March 18, 2003 7:04 AM CST

Dear Tina:

Our prayer today is that the ultrasound reveals more miracles -- that thing is GONE and that Austin wakes up with my appetite...

Have a good day.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, March 18, 2003 5:13 AM CST

Dear Tina,
A dear friend of mine gave me a devotional, "God at Eventide," in which I have found much comfort. One entry reads: "In due season you shall reap if you faint not"
"The way may seem long and dreary. Sometimes My Heart of Love aches that I have to ask you to tread so long and so weary a way. Yet to each of My followers the road chosen is surely the one best suited to his feet. But feet grow weary. Have you let Love smooth the toilsome way? We walk together."
I know that you are weary. I know that Austin is weary. I believe that God's Heart of Love aches when he sees you weary. I pray that you find peace in knowing that you and Austin do not walk alone as you travel down this long and dreary road. I know that it is difficult but you are so close to the end of this journey. Find comfort in knowing that many people are lifting Austin and you up in pray daily. Rest in knowing that you are a powerful channel of God's love. Let all who come behind you continue to find you faithful. I pray that God will heal Austin completely and that healing will come very soon.
Beth Billy <beth.billy@jdcc.edu>
Brewton, AL USA - Monday, March 17, 2003 11:02 PM CST

Hey my friend, I have a big SUPRISE for you tomorrow. I made just for you a whole pan of BROWNIES just the way you like them. NO NUTS OR CHOC CHUNKS!!!!!OR GUEWY STUFF ON TOP!!!I am thinking of you and praying for you lots. I miss you and love you lots.CHRISTY
Christy
- Monday, March 17, 2003 11:00 PM CST

Hi Austin: Hope that you are eating everything in sight tonight. You have got to eat to get strong in order to get ready for the Rodeo. I'm not going to tell Cisco that you are not eating. Do you want me to send you some Horse Food to eat? Bet it would make you strong.. Why don't you try eating some frog legs or alligator for a change?? Bet Aunt Tara or Nonie would cook it for you.

We miss you and look forward to seeing you soon. Love you. Give your Mom a big HUG.
Aunt Brenda & Uncle Bob <bwade@frontiernet.net>
- Monday, March 17, 2003 10:16 PM CST

Austin and Tina,
Just checking in on my buddies! It was so good to see Austin out of his room the other day! Austin, keep chunking those brownies and that cheese toast down so you can get out of there and help your Mom enjoy the sunshine!! Love ya,see you Wednesday morning bright and early!
Alice and Alexis <caringbridge.org/al/alexislindsey>
Baileyton, AL - Monday, March 17, 2003 9:53 PM CST

Tina,
You are in my thoughts and prayers. I had a hard time boarding that plane this morning because I knew that when it landed I had to step back into reality. A reality where my baby had cancer. I am so afraid of this next step. So afraid that the cancer wont get him, but a simple infection. I know you understand these fears all to well. I know today is a down day, but I know you wil get through. You are so strong. Your page is the first pace I go for encouragement. You have helped me so many times without even knowing it. I am praying for you and Austin tonight and hope you leave soon. If not we will be there MOnday.
Much Love,
Kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
mccalla, AL - Monday, March 17, 2003 9:39 PM CST

So glad that all is going well with Austin! Tina, I thought of you often these last few days. Hope you have a great week with sunny days ahead!
Dee <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, March 17, 2003 5:35 PM CST

Glad that Austin's counts are climbing and that he is feeling great and silly.
Austin, here's a joke for you----What do frogs drink at parties?? Croak-a-cola!!!
Keep thinking of things that you love to eat and maybe ask the nurses if you can have some croak-a-cola to go along with them!!
All of you continue to be in our thoughts and prayers!
Rebecca Duskin
Lanett, Al - Monday, March 17, 2003 4:55 PM CST

Hey Austin! Wanted to see what you had for lunch today! A big cheeseburger with french fries sounds good and some chocolate cake for a treat after lunch.....hmmmmmm we are gonna have you plump before long! I hope your still feeling great and are ready to get on the road any day now....fill us in on your menu for the day! LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
- Monday, March 17, 2003 2:31 PM CST

Dear Austin:

If you need any tips on gaining some weight back, your Mom knows where to reach me..

Glad to hear you're feeling better today..Hope you get to go to outpatient soon..
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, March 17, 2003 1:17 PM CST

Hi Austin and Mom, Hope that you have had a great breakfast and lunch that will tickle your taste buds and make you want to eat lots and lots.... got to put that weight back on... I went to the cancer center this morning and for the first time, I didn't take Ellie. It was raining too hard for her to walk from the parking lot..she would have been on so muddy...you should have seen the look on the people's faces when they saw me without Ellie.
Tina, I know the hours home with Meghan were precious and flew by too fast. How torn you must be to be separated from one child constantly, but this too will pass!! Think of the fun you all will have together when there will be no more leaving one behind. You have made it this far and you can see the LIGHT at the end of this tunnel. Happy Days are coming soon!! We are praying for rapid weight gain and the news that Austin can be outpatient. Love, Ms. Nena
NM
Bham, - Monday, March 17, 2003 12:50 AM CST

Hi Tina and Austin.
Sounds like a good day today. I changed computers and had temporarily lost the website address, but I'm back (thanks to Peggy Vogel). In the meantime, I never stopped the prayers from coming. Sounds like all this joint prayer effort is really working! You are such an inspiration.

Austin, next fall, I'm sure you'll be back at the K-1 Center. My Dylan will be there too. He can't wait to go to the "colorful school" as he calls it (because of the painted posts!). He doesn't know you yet, but he prays for you every night.

Love you all.

Ginger Taylor <virginia.taylor@halliburton.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Monday, March 17, 2003 12:02 AM CST

Hi Austin!

What�s going �right� today?

Today, St. Patrick�s Day is also Cam�s birthday. So, he�s wearing green and a smile.

And with that comes today�s thought for the day:

It's kind of fun to do the impossible. -- Walt Disney

Here�s to making �the impossible� happen!

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Monday, March 17, 2003 11:50 AM CST

So glad to hear that everything is going well! Best wishes for a "fever-free-grilled-cheese-eating-Sponge-Bob-watching-hopefully-becoming-out-patient" week!!!!!!
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Monday, March 17, 2003 11:23 AM CST

Austin & Tina & all your friends up there - here is Tom's current favorite knock knock jokes. Knock knock! Who'se there? Impatient cow! and when they begin to say "Impatient cow who?" - you interupt them with a BIG MOOO! Tom rolls around laughing when he can "get someone" with this one. Eat up Austin or stuff your shirt with a pillow. Spring is here in Daphne/Fairhope, waiting for you to come home. We love you very much. Marg
Marg Perelli <mperelli@dumc.org>
Daphne, AL - Monday, March 17, 2003 11:06 AM CST

EAT UP AUSTIN! GET THAT WEIGHT BACK ON SO YOU CAN GO HOME! I'm glad your time at home was wonderful....I started to come to the festival too, but wasn't sure about the weather, so I stayed around here. One day when Becca comes down and your able to have company, we would love to come see you. Even if you can't have company, maybe we could meet you somewhere. We have been discussing this for some time. Well, gotta run for now, glad to see your back! Take care Austin and eat lots of stuff today! Ice cream sundae or banana split sounds REAAAAAL good! LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
- Monday, March 17, 2003 9:36 AM CST

Dear Bakers:

Tina, I hope you enjoyed your visit home this past weekend..Saturday was absolutely beautiful..I know that Meagan was so glad to have you home..

It sounds like things are still going well for the little man..I hope he gets to get out of that hospital soon..I know outpatient isn't home, but it's got to be better than the hospital!

We are so proud of Austin and his positive attitude...Keep hanging in there...We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, March 17, 2003 5:11 AM CST

GLAD TO SEE FROM THE JOURNAL THAT AUSTIN'S IMPROVING-ALL OF THE FUHRMANS KEEP HOPING AND PRAYING FOR Y'ALL TO GET OUT OF THE HOSPITAL SOON AND GET BACK HOME TO FAIRHOPE. ALL OF YOU ARE SUCH AN INSPIRATION.
TIM FUHRMAN <FABFUHR5@AOL.COM>
FAIRHOPE, AL USA - Sunday, March 16, 2003 10:58 PM CST

Dear Bakers
We're praying you'll be out of there soon.
kelly hayes
- Sunday, March 16, 2003 9:39 PM CST

I will be watching for an update sometime tomorrow to see if you FINALLY get to go home! Hope that fever has stayed away while mom has been gone. I know Meagan will be happy to have you home! LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
- Sunday, March 16, 2003 4:52 PM CST

Hey Austin!! It was GREAT to talk to you a few minutes ago. You sound so much better than the last time we talked. As soon as I can, I will bring the tape of Ellie on television and you can watch it. Your are still her favorite buddy. Keep, keeping on getting well. We love you, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Sunday, March 16, 2003 2:04 PM CST

Hi Austin!

And how is your Sunday morning?

Here�s a thought for this beautiful Sunday:

Some people are always grumbling because roses have thorns. I am thankful that thorns have roses. -- Allophones Karr

And we know this, because we have all had our fingers stuck�while that fragrant glow fills our nostrils.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Sunday, March 16, 2003 7:54 AM CST

I hope things are still going well. Hopefully you will get out soon. We are still praying for you everyday.
Love,
Kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
mccalla, AL - Saturday, March 15, 2003 10:39 PM CST

Dear Bakers
We are thinking of you and cannot wait til you're home!
kelly hayes
- Saturday, March 15, 2003 9:02 PM CST

Hey Buddy!

How are things in your life and world this morning?

Here�s a welcome thought for the day:
It is not for us to forecast the future, but to shape it.-- Antoine de Saint-Exupery

�just like a ball of clay�we can make it what we wish, as long as we get caught up and focused on the actual shaping (with the outcome in mind), as opposed to so solidly focused on the outcome that we forget the fun of the process.

Enjoy your now, little friend.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Saturday, March 15, 2003 8:25 AM CST

Hey Austin!!
Heres a few jokes for ya:

What time did the monkey go to the movies??
Ape o'clock.....ha, ha!!!

Where does a cow go on Saturday night???
To the moooovies.....ha, ha!!

We hope you are feeling ok today and that you have a wonderful weekend.

Love,
Blake, Brad and Bryant Quimby

The Quimby boys
Atmore, Al USA - Friday, March 14, 2003 10:32 PM CST

Austin I am SO glad you are going to be released soon!!! Just dropping by to check up on you and leave you our thoughts and wishes. You dont have to be Irish, I'm not, to have a Happy St. Patrick's Day!!!

Angel Chris from Smile Quilts
chrisrusso_@hotmail.com
- Friday, March 14, 2003 9:07 PM CST

Just got an update from my mom who talked to Tina's mom last night, so I thought I'd fill you all in. I know, like myself, you are all anxious for the latest news! Austin is ready to be released from the hospital, but with TINA IN FAIRHOPE this week end, they will wait until Monday. This is WONDERFUL news! Now let's just pray that he gets through the week end with no fever so he can go home this time!
Cathi
- Friday, March 14, 2003 5:19 PM CST

dear austin
why did the skeltion NOT cross the road???BECAUSE HE DIDN'T HAVE THE GUTS!!!!!!!
ELLA HAYES
FAIRHOPE, - Friday, March 14, 2003 3:50 PM CST

Just checking in to see how y'all are doing. Hope Austin is fever free! I'll check in later.
Dee <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, March 14, 2003 12:00 AM CST

Just wanted to touch base with you to wish you well during the weekend -- Hopefully, Austin will be fever free! We've been concerned about no update, so we are praying that things are well with the Bakers!
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Friday, March 14, 2003 9:07 AM CST

Hi Austin!

Here�s a great thought for today, to carry us into the weekend, Austin:

"Look at a man the way that he is, he only becomes worse. But look at him as if he were what he could be, and then he becomes what he should be." -- Goethe

See us looking at you?

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Friday, March 14, 2003 6:26 AM CST

Good Morning to both of you... woke up very early today (3 a.m.) and could not go back to sleep... so I have spent some time thinking and praying for you. My daughter had surgery on Wed. and I have been staying with her. That is why I haven't talked to you. Am anxious for an update that tells me that your fever is GONE and that you are much better. Will be in touch soon. Love, Ms. Nena
NM
Bham, - Friday, March 14, 2003 5:11 AM CST

Hi Austin, Justwanted to say good night. Hope You are feeling better. John saw fish swirling in the middle of the pond,but he never got a bite. You'll have to show him how to do it.Love You, Miss Cindy
cindy wingo <jnwingo@hotmail.com>
Robertsdale, Al - Thursday, March 13, 2003 11:32 PM CST

Hey Bakers,
I hope all is good today! I hope those fevers are going down. I miss you guys so much, especially you Austin! I see your mom and Meagan on the weekends but I haven't seen you in a while I can't wait to see you when you are all better! I can't wait to give you the biggest bear hugg ever! You are in my thoughts and prays always! I hope those doctors get you better fast! Well I will write you tomorrow! I love you guys! May God give you the strength you need!
Jessica Calhoun
- Thursday, March 13, 2003 2:55 PM CST

Dear Bakers,
Thinking of you today and sending happy thoughts from Fairhope!
kelly hayes
- Thursday, March 13, 2003 2:10 PM CST

Hi to all the Bakers,
I hope you are having a great day today and that your fever is gone Austin, and I hope Mom will find the time to get some rest. Just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you, today and everyday just like so many others.
Renee
- Thursday, March 13, 2003 1:47 PM CST

Good Morning to all the Bakers! I hope Austin's fever is gone today and he is feeling GREAT! I'm home today and wanted to see if there was any new news to report. I am catching up on laundry....get the dryer fixed! I will be back on later to check in! LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, - Thursday, March 13, 2003 9:47 AM CST

Good Morning Tina and Austin!!! I hope you have a Wonderful DAY with no FEVER TODAY!! I love ya'll I am thinking of you today!!love christy
Christy Patrick
- Thursday, March 13, 2003 9:14 AM CST

Good morning, Austin!

I hope that all is well in your life and world today�now.

Here�s today�s thought:

The potential of the average person is like a huge ocean unsailed, a new continent unexplored, a world of possibilites waiting to be released and channeled toward some great good. -- Brian Tracy

And look at you, having a slate or canvas of life in front of you to create and to sculpt as you wish, better than most taking this experience in stride and in mind to create the kind of life you wish.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Chris &Cam <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Thursday, March 13, 2003 6:14 AM CST

Dear Tina and Bucky:

It was good to talk to Mom yesterday...Bucky, I know you're sorry you missed my call..you were in the tub..

It sounds like things are looking up and you are both doing better..It was music to my ears..

If you continue to do what the docs tell you, rest and take your medicine, you'll be home in no time..

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, March 13, 2003 4:52 AM CST

Hey Little Buddy and Mom... so glad that fever bug is flying away now and you are feeling better. Know that when you are feeling good it makes a great day for Mom. We are thankful that Meghan is also better. I will try to talk to you tomorrow... Love, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Wednesday, March 12, 2003 8:41 PM CST

AUSTIN OUR PRAYERS AND HEARTS ARE WITH YOU WITH MUCH LOVE AND HOPE. MAY ALL YOUR DAYS BE BRIGHT AND SUNNY FROM YOUR FRIENDS IN SOUTH FLORIDA GOD BLESS.
THE MANTECON FAMILY (FRIENDS OF TARA)
MIAMI, FL - Wednesday, March 12, 2003 3:54 PM CST

Austin, our Friday Women's Group are praying for you. May God bless you!
MGG
Birmingham, AL USA - Wednesday, March 12, 2003 12:54 AM CST

Prayers are coming your way for Austin's fever to LEAVE! We were so happy to read that all the tests are coming out with good results. Hang in there! Sunny days are coming your way!
Tim and Dee <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, March 12, 2003 10:56 AM CST

Just wanted to say hi and let you know that I'm still keeping all of you in my thoughts and prayers. I sure am glad the sunshine is out where you. Although I must admit I think it could be pouring down rain outside and you would still see the sunshine. You constantly amaze and inspire me with your faith and strength!! Austin is so blessed to have a mother like you!
Debbie Holobaugh <dholobaugh1264@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Wednesday, March 12, 2003 9:51 AM CST

Hi Austin, Great News glad to hear you are getting better. I agree with Mom, bubbles and balloons are great exercise and SO much fun. You are in our prayers. Keep up the wonderful work. See you soon.
Happy St. Patrick's Day

Cindy <sixjays@shaw.ca>
Selkirk, Manitoba Canada - Wednesday, March 12, 2003 9:45 AM CST

Dear Austin, We are so glad that your temp is coming down and that the CT was clear. We are so thankfull that things have started going uphill. Meagan, Alexis and Truman's family have been in our prayers, too. We will pray that you quickly gain strength and get over whatever has caused the fever. We love you and your family so much!!! Love, the Vogles
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOLcom>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, March 12, 2003 9:27 AM CST

Good Morning Tina. It sure brought a smile to my face and prayers of thanksgiving to my heart to read that the CT scan showed no infection! You, Austin and Meagan continue to be in my prayers. Love,
Gayle
Daphne, AL - Wednesday, March 12, 2003 8:58 AM CST

Good morning!!! The news sounds great! Maybe he's just sick with the "crud." Is he feeling good? What about the surgery for the clot they found....any news on that. Are they still planning to do something about it? I know it will be hard to leave the friends that you meet, but at least when someone gets to leave, it's because their child is well and that's what matters most. You can always visit and make phone calls! Is there any time frame for when the two of you may get to go home yet? Glad to hear Meagan is better, but hate that she has strep. It has always been painful for me and my kids. I had it recently, I think that's what helped me get the flu. I will check in with you when I get in from school. Take care and give that big boy a big hug and kiss for me! I LOVE YOU BOTH! Cathi.....I will send Meagan a get well card on your email sometime today
Cathi
atmore, al - Wednesday, March 12, 2003 8:48 AM CST

Tina and Austin,
Alexis and I are going to miss you two! We just wanted to say hi from room 660 one more time. Austin, you can lose the fever now so ya'll can get out of here too. Thanks for letting mom keep me company over the past couple of months. Tina, I'll miss our deep discussions(!) but I'm just a phone call away - and I'll be in clinic plenty! Love ya'll
Alice & Alexis <caringbridge.org/al/alexislindsey>
Baileyton, AL - Wednesday, March 12, 2003 7:22 AM CST

Hey Buddy,

Hope all is well in your life and world.

Today�s thought is about something that handcuffed me for a long time, thinking that everything had to be done perfectly�which is really like a procrastination candy bar, as if something has to be done flawlessly, and one questions whether or not it can be done like that, it, uh, doesn�t get done.

So�
Better to do something imperfectly than to do nothing flawlessly. -- Robert Schuller

A training class I was in really hit this point home, saying that we ought to have a �bias for action.� In other words, do, as opposed to �not do.� And, the greatest learning can come from actually doing, as one can �improve� the action next time.

Well, enjoy your now, little friend.

Make today great!

Love,

Chris & Cam

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Wednesday, March 12, 2003 7:16 AM CST

Dear Bakers:

How wonderful it is to sign on this morning and read some good news for a change!

The village people will be saying prayers of thanks while smiling and doing the happy dance..

Hopefully you will all be home soon where you belong..We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, March 12, 2003 4:52 AM CST

So glad to know you guys are doing so well. I'll continue to pray for you entire family! Congrats on the good news!

Smiles,
Valerie
(Camp SAM)
Valerie Sylvester <sylvevl@auburn.edu>
Auburn, AL - Tuesday, March 11, 2003 11:46 PM CST

Hello Tina and Austin!!!!!!
Toby and I just wanted to say that we are so happy that things are still on the up hill climb for you!! Our prayers are still with you each and every day. Austin, you are simply AMAZING to us! Our boys think that you must be stronger than a Power Ranger!! We pray for you all the time little man!!
Love you all,
The Quimby bunch
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Tuesday, March 11, 2003 11:26 PM CST

Hey there my little friend! I loved seeing your smile this morning and I am looking forward to you teaching me how to play chess. I hope you are feeling good and if you need some more brownies just let me know. If you get bored, you can call me anytime! I have some jokes for you...

Q. Why did the banana go to the doctor?
A. Because he didn't peel good!
Q. What did the mother broom say to the baby broom?
A. Go to sweap dear!
Q. What kind of dogs love baths?
A. Shampoodles!
Q. How do bees go to school?
A. They ride the school buzz!
Q. What do you call a sunbathing puppy?
A. A Hotdog!
Q. What do you say if your puppy runs away?
A. Doggone!

Love you!
Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Tuesday, March 11, 2003 6:46 PM CST

Tina,
�Weeping may endure for the night but joy comes in the morning.� What you expressed in today�s journal entry is so true. The darkness of the night and hopelessness that sometimes comes with it turns to hope and a brighter perspective with the dawn of a new day. What I admire most about you is the perseverance and determination you have shown in overcoming the fear of Austin�s illness and giving up your �former life� so that he may be healed. You have not let the circumstances of this journey cause you to lose hope and faith. You are gaining a wisdom that is an illusive quality we respect in others and find so difficult to develop in ourselves. In a day when so much around us trains us to find the negative in life, you inspire me by continuing to think and pursue the things of goodness. So much in our lives can be stolen away by accidents, aging, and death; but we can accept the circumstances in our lives, learn from them, and we can invest in ourselves to become the best we can be.

Isn't it funny that when we set off to find happiness or joy or significance or meaning, we seldom find it? Instead, when we offer to serve others and give ourselves wholeheartedly to the Lord and His work, it is then that we find what we most need. That is what my journey taught me and what you have shared during yours.

I pray for Austin�s full recovery and complete healing. 99.8 is a wonderful number!!!!!! I pray that the CT scan will reveal what is going on in his little body. Tell Austin to put on a smile and give those nurses a run for their money.

I hope that Meagan gets well soon, too.
Blessings to you.

Beth Billy <beth.billy@jdcc.edu>
Brewton, AL USA - Tuesday, March 11, 2003 2:29 PM CST

Hey Bakers,
I am so glad his fever has gone down and I hope Meagan's visit to the doctor went well! I have been praying very hard for you guys! It is so true that you have to take each day at a time and each breath is such a blessing! I love you guys so very much!
Jessica Calhoun
- Tuesday, March 11, 2003 1:43 PM CST

Great news about Austin's fever coming down. Jared and Jordan ran fevers all last week. There's a lot of "stuff" going around. Hope Austin's has now run its course and his fever will continue to drop. Also hope Meagan feels better soon!
Dee <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, March 11, 2003 12:50 AM CST

good morning, tina and austin!

this is the day that the Lord has made; let us rejoice and be glad in it!

He gives us everything and every reason to praise Him and rejoice -- may His beautiful sunshine bring gladness to your heart and may our loving Son fill you this day with joy overflowing.

i love you!

emily
emily garner
fairhope, - Tuesday, March 11, 2003 9:46 AM CST

Thank God for the breaking of the fever! He does listen to us. There are just so many people praying for him in this huge world! Let us know when the results come back from the scan....I WILL BE CHECKING!!!!!!! Have a great day!
Cathi
- Tuesday, March 11, 2003 8:57 AM CST

Good Morning! Just checking on the scan, but I see it was cancelled. I will keep checking today to see if he has had it yet. There has been alot of flu here and Katie and I have both had it...fever was around 103 each time i took it. She may have a touch of that or whatever else is going around at this time. I hope the fever source is found to be nothing at all. He may have a touch of this mess everyone else has too....let's hope that's all it is. I agree....you can't be two places at once and you are where you HAVE to be right now. It will all work out in time......we all know it will and your life will be all the better for having endured this journey......LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
- Tuesday, March 11, 2003 7:34 AM CST

Hi Austin!

What�s new in the Iron City, little buddy?

I hope this day has begun with rays of sunshine beaming in on your face and igniting your smile for the right now. Here�s today�s thought:

Everything is always impossible before it works. - Hunt Greene

Well, that�s what they say!

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Tuesday, March 11, 2003 6:36 AM CST

Dear Tina:

Somedays you're the windshield and some days you're the bug..Right now, you're the bug..

Take a deep breath and let's put this in perspective..

Austin is still running a fever and we don't know why..but, so far all tests are negative..His body is fighting something..The good news is that it is able to fight..

Machines break...there's not much we can do about that..It's frustrating because you want to know "why and what" and to get to that you need this equipment...You're in a big hospital...they will get it fixed ASAP...

I think most mothers in Fairhope will tell you that their kids either are running fevers now or have in the past week..If they haven't -- they will be...There is some sort of nasty crud going around..I know you wish you could be there with Megan but you can't be two places at one time..You're doing the best you can do right now...You are where you are supposed to be in God's plan for you..

As for your sore butt, take a couple of Motrin and a hot bath..

Hang in there girl..You're going to make it and Austin is going to beat this thing..Some days you just have to take it one minute at a time..You have every right to be frustrated and mad..Don't beat yourself up because that's what you feel..You are not superwoman -- "just a Mom who loves her kids"...

Take care..We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, March 11, 2003 5:04 AM CST

Dear Tina,

You are soooo amazing..it is magical what God gives. Your love and faithfulness to Him will supply you with the strength you need. I will pray for Meagan that she will be comforted by your perserverance and that she will know that you want to be with her.
We are keeping you and your family in our familys prayers
daily. We are praying for God's intervention and that He will answer your most immediate need now.
Through love and prayers we send this to you,
The Johnston Family
Cyndi Johnston <CYNDIJOHN@WORLDNET.ATT.NET>
DAPHNE, Al USA - Tuesday, March 11, 2003 0:04 AM CST

Austin, you are in our thoughts and prayers.
Mom, you can only be in one place at a time,
dont feel guilty for not being able to do the impossible juggling act.
Hugs & prayers to you,

Angel Chris from Smile Quilts
chrisrusso_@hotmail.com
- Monday, March 10, 2003 11:57 PM CST

Hey Bakers,
Mrs. Tina I can not imagine how hard it is to not be with Meagan right now, she is so precious and strong! I hopw both of there fevers break very soon! I loved seeing you yesterday! I know Meagan loves her time with you! I will be praying for you guys, please give Austin a big bear hug from me, I love ya'll!
Jessica Calhoun
- Monday, March 10, 2003 9:47 PM CST

Sorry I missed your phone call last week. Jordan was bummed about missing Meagan's party. As always, you are in our prayers. Love, Cathy
Cathy
- Monday, March 10, 2003 8:49 PM CST

Tina:
Philippians 4:13 was one of the verses I leaned on so frequently -- and Philippians 4: 6 & 7 that were given me by another leukemia patient who had AML and a transplant.

I am so thankful that Austin's counts have rebounded. Tell Austin we love him so much.

Gail Stevens
Birmingham, AL - Monday, March 10, 2003 5:01 PM CST

I'm praying for you. My Sunday school class is too. I love you so much, Austin. I am so blessed to know you and your Mommy. Remember that I love you and remember that GOD LOVES YOU.
Amber Luchterhand <ambersue10@yahoo.com>
Gardendale, AL United States - Monday, March 10, 2003 4:20 PM CST

Dear Bakers,

So glad to hear that Austins white count is up. That is really good news. We are praying for good results from the CT scan and for his fever to go away. I hope you had a good weekend at home. I'm sure you look forward to the day when you can all be home together...keep the faith. God is watching over you...always. You are always in our prayers.

Theresa and David Jellenc
Montrose, AL - Monday, March 10, 2003 3:43 PM CST

I just wanted to let you know that I'm praying for you and your family. I love you and your family.
god bless you
alicia egger {12 years old}
feel free to write back or let Autin!!!! I love you!!!!!
God is wathing over you and your family!!!!
Alicia Egger <Alayne90@AOL>
pinson, Al. usa - Monday, March 10, 2003 3:37 PM CST

Tina, Austin, family & friends - thank you, God for that great wbc count! Lord, you know our hearts and our prayers are with this young man. Have mercy on him and his family. Please keep the miracles coming, Lord. Our hope, our faith lie in You. Amen
Marg Perelli <mperelli@dumc.org>
daphne, AL Baldwin - Monday, March 10, 2003 12:55 AM CST

Hey Tina. I was just checking the site to see if there is any news from the CT scan yet. You know you're all in my prayers and thoughts. If you need anything that I can send your and Austin's way, you know to call. If I can do anything else, please call. Love,
GAyle
DAphne, AL - Monday, March 10, 2003 12:53 AM CST

We are still keeping Austin at the "front" of our prayer list. Just know that God is still in control. Love and prayers, Mary Beth Lancaster
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Monday, March 10, 2003 11:28 AM CST

*******TO ALL GUESTBOOK GUESTS********

****CAN ANYONE HELP ME WITH THIS REQUEST???***
PLEASE READ THE ATTACHED LETTER BELOW.This church asked what to do as they sent them after Austin was discharged. I figured they would still get them, and as you can see, they didn't. Please email me and let me know- or if you're in the area, please call 990-7491. Thanks! Anna

Dear Anna:

Our prayer letter to Austin sent to the hospital in Birmingham came back to us. Do you have a current address for him for letters/cards?

Thanks.
In Christ's love,

Mary Polson

Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
Fairhope 990-7491, - Monday, March 10, 2003 11:24 AM CST

Just wanted to let you know that I'm in the middle of having my house painted and asked my painters to pray for Austin this past weekend and coming week. They have gotten their church involved and Austin now has even MORE prayers coming his way! I will continue to check your web site for any updates. God bless!
Dee <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, March 10, 2003 11:11 AM CST

Well that fever bug has just got to fly away... we will be praying for normal readings, etc. My heart has been with you this weekend. I know it really breaks your heart when you lose a "little one" to this terrible disease. I know each child on the SCU becomes special to all the other families there and you all become one big family. How is Alexis doing? We will certainly be praying for answers to Austin's fever and for your strength. Love, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Monday, March 10, 2003 11:09 AM CST

Hey! I only have a minute, I'm trying to do 2 things at once. The counts sound great, maybe the source of the fever will show itself soon and it can be taken care of. Hope all is well by the time i get home this afternoon. Hello and hugs to Meagan and Austin! Give yourself a big one too! Check in with you later today. LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
- Monday, March 10, 2003 10:56 AM CST

Hi Austin!

Here�s a great one:

Man�s only limitation, within reason, lies in the development and use of his imagination. � Napoleon Hill

Got imagination? I know you do, and there is power in that, as imagination/visualization is the stuff of health, healing and winning!

Here�s to it, little friend!

Enjoy the now.

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Monday, March 10, 2003 7:05 AM CST

Dear Tina and Austin,

We are holding you in our thoughts and prayers.
Ellie decided tonight that she will pray a "Hail Mary" for the girls and the "Our Father" for the boys...So goes it with a kindergartner!!! I love and appreciate the innocence and know that our Saviour listened to her heart.
We are praying for Austins complete recovery as he has such a story to tell.
Our love and prayers are for each of you,
The Johnston Family

Tina..please call Nellie(967-9378) when you have room to breathe. Her son ( our Godson) was diagnosed on 2/14 with ALL...he's 2 1/2 years old. They live in B'Ham and will help you in any way possible.
Thank You Tina, Love and prayers, Cyndi
Ryan, Cyndi, Lucy, Ellie, & Ann Ryan <CYNDIJOHN@WORLDNET.ATT.NET>
DAPHNE, Al USA - Sunday, March 9, 2003 11:05 PM CST

Dear Bakers
So glad Austin's marrow was clean. What great news! Please express to Truman's family that our prayers are with them. I cannot imagine their pain either. Hope you and Mae Mae had a great weekend. Miss you!
kelly hayes
- Sunday, March 9, 2003 9:55 PM CST

Hang in there! We are glad Austin's results are so good. There is definitely power in prayer. Austin and our Meagan are good examples of that. We are thinking of you often. See you soon in B'ham.
Kim and Meagan Bonner
- Sunday, March 9, 2003 8:47 PM CST

Tina & Austin, we're still praying for you guys! I know the road has been a little bumpy lately, but hopefully things are going to get better soon. Tina, you sound so strong. It is obvious that God is really working in your life. I'm sorry you are having to go through all of this with Austin as well as seeing other kids lose their fight. I'm praying for God to continue to strengthen you & stay near you, with little poems on the wall or whatever. And Austin to continue to improve each day until you get to go home!!

God bless,
Kelly, Steven, Sarah Anne & Emma Grace
The Hicks Family <www.caringbridge.org/al/sarahanne>
Woodstock, AL - Sunday, March 9, 2003 8:11 PM CST

Good morning, Austin!

I left frigid Syracuse, New York this morning in a darned blizzard�which is just a little bit different than the warm, muggy Fairhope I arrived in around lunch time. You might have your mom reference �chilly� in the dictionary to get a picture.

But, we�re still thinking positive thoughts! Here�s today�s little friend:
�A man cannot directly choose his circumstances, but he can choose his thoughts, and so indirectly, yet surely, shape his circumstances.� � James Allen

Hope your day is wonderful!

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Sunday, March 9, 2003 3:28 PM CST

Hello Tina and Austin---
We were sorry to hear that you had a little setback. We pray for you daily that it is only temporary. What a little trooper Austin is - he's a soldier of God, and God will take care of him.....of all of you. Hang in there, and know that the "troops" are praying endlessly.
Pam and Jon Curry and Family <pcqueen@mchsi.com>
Daphne, AL 36526 - Sunday, March 9, 2003 2:42 PM CST

Hey Bakers,
I hope everyone is doing well, yall are always in my thoughts and prayers!Austin you are such a blessing to everyone and i hope you continue to get well you are such a strong little boy. Ms.Tina you are a strong person and you are doing such a great job.Megan you are a great sister to austin and such a cool girl. well i have to go ilove yall and will continue to pray for yall.
Anna Calhoun <cowgirl2579@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL U.S.A - Sunday, March 9, 2003 2:07 PM CST

I know it is a rough road, but it will be worth it in the end. Praying for you. I am an oncology nurse for big people. I know what you are going thru. I will pray for all those cancer cells to be destoried.
Ruth Wright <rellen@hsnp.com>
Hot Springs Village, AR USA - Saturday, March 8, 2003 10:53 PM CST

Dear Tina:

Dee had called me yesterday at work to tell me about Austin's bone marrow test..She called me last night to give me the results..Many prayers were said yesterday and it sounds like they were answered..

I hope you have a great time with Meagan this weekend even though I know your visit will be a short one..I know she enjoys the time you spend with her...It's hard for her to understand it now, but when she is grown with children of her own she will fully understand how pulled you were and how strong you had to be during this time...She will be so proud of you..

We had a village get-together tonight..It was almost like old times -- except you weren't there..Hopefully sometime soon you can join us again...I'm sure you know that the village is all thinking about all of our Baker friends..

Take care..I'll call you next week..

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, March 8, 2003 10:23 PM CST

I hope you feel better soon and get to go to Fairhope for a while.
Kim
Jim and Kim Watts http://www.taylorwatts.org
MC CALLA, AL. - Saturday, March 8, 2003 9:56 PM CST

Hi Austin... It was great to talk to you Thursday. I really thought I would get to come see you on Friday, but then my granddaughter got sick and had to stay with me. But we will get together soon!! Am so grateful and thankful for the good report on the bone marrow... PTL!!!
Say, did you get to see Ellie on tv Thursday after we talked? I will talk to you soon....Love, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Saturday, March 8, 2003 7:52 PM CST

Hey Austin, I was so happy to talk to you on the phone. you made my day.!!!!!! You sound great. I hope they fixed your t.v.!!!!! Gotta have cartoons & games.When you come home you can catch all the minnows you want.I'll check the pond to see if they are around the edge yet. Love you, Miss cindy
cindy wingo <jnwingo@hotmail.com>
Robertsdale, Al - Saturday, March 8, 2003 7:46 AM CST

Praying for you guys and thinking about you today! Praise the Lord that the bone marrow was clean!!! He is so faithful! Love you guys!

Jill Belcher <JHBpianonurse@msn.com>
Birmingham, AL - Saturday, March 8, 2003 0:29 AM CST

Dear Tina,

I have now put you in the category with my Mom(ask Gayle)...You are an amazingly uplifting, full of Christ individual...I am proud to have your acquaintence and will hold you forever in my prayers.
Your Austin is so very fortunate that God chose you to be his Mommy.
Just reading your updates makes me feel hopeful for our world.
My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Much love,Cyndi Johnston
Cyndi Johnston <CYNDIJOHN@WORLDNET.ATT.NET>
DAPHNE, Al USA - Friday, March 7, 2003 11:21 PM CST

Dearest Tina and Austin, many prayers were raised today. God is good and He loves you so much!!! And He will continue to give you the courage and endurance to press forward!!! Austin, I saw some "silly string" at the Dollar General and I immediately thought of you (if your supply runs low, we know where there is a lot!). We love you!!!
Mary Bunch
Fairhope, AL - Friday, March 7, 2003 9:31 PM CST

What great news about the test results! You've been in our prayers all day! We're sending special prayers up for Truman's family. Have a great weekend with Meagan!
Dee Fuhrman <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Friday, March 7, 2003 8:38 PM CST

Praise the Lord! Tina I'm so glad the results were so wonderful for Austin today. I'm sorry to hear about Truman and will keep his family in my prayers. Be safe coming home and have a blessed weekend. Love, Terri
Bishop <budchip@bellsouth.net>
- Friday, March 7, 2003 8:06 PM CST

i'm so sorry to hear about truman.i'll be sure to keep his
family in my prayers.have fun with meagan.well g-2-g.your in my prayers always.
audra
audra kennedy <kenn1669@bellsouth.net>
morris, al usa - Friday, March 7, 2003 6:41 PM CST

Tina:
Just saw your note. I am so glad Austin's bone marrow test shows no leukemia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Have a great weekend.
Gail Stevens
Bham, AL - Friday, March 7, 2003 5:37 PM CST

Just wanted to let you know that there are still so many people out there thinking of and praying for you. Hope you have a restful, healing weekend.
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Friday, March 7, 2003 11:55 AM CST

Dear Bakers,
Hang in there and I hope you have a great day. Austin we are all so proud of you and your mom and dad and Meagan. You are all so brave. May God bless you today and everyday.
Hope you and mom get some well earned rest and I hope you and mom share lots of hugs and smiles. Thinking of you often.

Renee Mack
- Friday, March 7, 2003 11:45 AM CST

Hey Bakers,
I love you guys ad I hope all is well! I miss you so much Austin! I am praying very hard too! I hope you have a wonderful weekend and I hope that fever goes away.May God continue to bless your lives.
Jessica Calhoun
- Friday, March 7, 2003 9:55 AM CST

Tina
You have most important job in the world...and you are doing it so well. How blessed are your children to have a mommy who knows and loves the Lord, and most importantly, relies on Him daily. They are soaking all of this up. I hope today is full of encouragement for you.
kelly hayes
- Friday, March 7, 2003 9:35 AM CST

Good morning!
Tina your strength amazes me. So does yours little man! You and Jimmy have given the best of yourselves to your kids...and it shows. Do you remember the story that I told you the other day about the ragged quilt? Life may not have exactly turned out as you planned...but when they hold your quilt up for display with all of the torn squares and holes...the image of Christ will shine through--
Hugs and Kisses--
Aunt Tara
- Friday, March 7, 2003 8:35 AM CST

Tina,

I have been keeping up with Austin's progress through Kim. I don't have a lot of access to the internet these days since Uncle Mike and Aunt Kim gave Matthew his own computer complete with DVD and CD Burner for Christmas! You are in my daily prayers, especially during this period of Advent when we reflect upon our lives and what Christ did and continues to do for us. Your faith is an inspiration and I know God will never let you down or forsake you. I am delighted to hear that Austin's blood count is continuing to rise, and that things are going better. We love you and embrace you in our hearts and prayers.
Lisa and Matthew <lematth@aol.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Friday, March 7, 2003 8:23 AM CST

Hey Tina-
Hope all is well. Glad to hear your good news- and once again- your journal enrty can serve as my daily devotional. You never cease to amaze me. I love you! I just wrote a note to anyone who could help. A group I met through Emmaus who has been very interested in Austin's journey is having a bit of trouble getting their love to y'all. If you talk to anyone who could let me know, that would be great. I would love for you to meet them, and feel Christ's love through them.
I LOVE YOU!
Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
251-990-7491- if anyone is local!, - Friday, March 7, 2003 8:10 AM CST

Hey everyone-
Can anyone help me with this request. This church asked what to do as they sent them after Austin was discharged. I figured they would still get them, and as you can see, they didn't. Please email me and let me know- or if you're in the area, please call 990-7491. Thanks! Anna

Dear Anna:

Our prayer letter to Austin sent to the hospital in Birmingham came back to us. Do you have a current address for him for letters/cards?

Thanks.
In Christ's love,

Mary Polson

Anna Warrington <warrington@mchsi.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Friday, March 7, 2003 8:07 AM CST

Hi Everyone,
I thought I would stop by and leave you a thank you card. I didn't realize we were sick this week. Sorry to hear that. A big polar bear hug to you all and you will be in our prayers.

Cindy <http://cindylee.topcities.com>
Selkirk, Manitoba Canada - Friday, March 7, 2003 4:47 AM CST

Good morning, Austin!

Here�s a fun thought:

I am influenced by every second of my waking hour. -- LENNY BRUCE

Let the influence continue! I guess one could say that I live, under the influence � of life!

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Friday, March 7, 2003 4:24 AM CST

Hi Tina And Austin, Haven't written in a while, but you remain in our thoughts and prayers each and every day. I hope tomorrow is a better day for you both. Let his peace be with you both. Love ya.
Eva
- Thursday, March 6, 2003 8:11 PM CST

Dear Tina and Bucky:

It was great to hear your voices today...I hope that by now they have your television fixed...You might remind them it would be in everyone's best interest to take care of that right away!

Please rest and work on getting well..We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, March 6, 2003 7:18 PM CST

I gotcha 'Bob'! My name is 'Bob'. You gave me the name, then I give it to you-both of you Austin and Tina. Guess whom I am! I know you know. Please know for sure that you are always in my mind and heart. My prayers continue with you as you continue to wait and trust and pray. Love. JM-BOB
James <jmmunyi@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Thursday, March 6, 2003 4:07 PM CST

Dear Bakers
Glad to hear you are resting on God's promises this trying week. We are weary from our road trip. We were unable to tear ourselves away from Typhoon Lagoon yesterday until 4:30, so you can guess when we finally made it home early this morning. None of the girls had a difficult time getting up and out the door this morning though...it's just Brian and I who are lagging. So good luck with keeping Austin still! Our prayers are with you today. Big hugs!!!
kelly hayes
- Thursday, March 6, 2003 3:30 PM CST

Hey Guys! Glad to see things are at least looking up and going in the right direction. It will all fall into place in it's own time. I love the way you are able to "see" things the way the way they are, I'm just sorry that you have to see it through Austin getting sick. You are right....He does things in mysterious ways and it is not our place to ask why anymore. You have dealt with this in such a manner that we all look up to. I know you are exhausted and want nothing but complete healing so you can all go home and be together and just "BE." Here's a bunch of ((((HUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGS)))) coming your way and lots and lots of prayers for no fever and a miraculous surgery when it comes! LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, AL - Thursday, March 6, 2003 10:33 AM CST

Hey Tina-
Sorry I haven't written- been out of pocket for awhile. Love to you and hope today is a good one.

Anna
- Thursday, March 6, 2003 8:48 AM CST

Hey Cutie Patootie--
Just a quick note to let you and mom know that I am thinking about you both this morning! It's a little dreary here today...misty, foggy and unbelieveably muggy. You should see my hair. It is almost as wild as Nonnie's!!! (Okay, maybe not quite that wild). Hanna sends a big, fat, wet Labrador kiss. You know, it's so hard raising a show dog these days!!! Do you remember the catapillar in a "Bug's Life"? She is beginning to look just like that chunky monkey! Any who...I miss you bunches. Hugs and Kisses.
Aunt Tara
- Thursday, March 6, 2003 8:46 AM CST

Good Morning,
So sorry we missed your call. We skipped out on Mardi Gras and went to Disney!!!

Even more sorry to read about this "set back" but praying and trusting that this too will pass. I read this and remember the words to one of my favorite Amy Grant songs, "He didnt bring us this far to leave us, he didnt build a home in us to move away, he didnt lift us up to let us fall" This is my prayer for The Bakers and the best part is that WE know it is so true.

Continue to rest in the palm of his hand!!!!!!

Hugs,
The Hutchison's

Beth <bhutchlily@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA! - Thursday, March 6, 2003 7:25 AM CST

Dear Tina:

Having known Austin since he came into this world, I know you are going to have your hands full keeping him still...

We're thinking of you always...It sounds like things are as "under control" as they can be for now..

Take care today..We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, March 6, 2003 4:22 AM CST

Just wanted to stop by and tell you I am praying for you both. I hope surgery comes soon and all goes smoothly. I know you don't like having that fever, but your mommy is right. I think it is there to keep you "calm" until you are ready for surgery. I have your very much belated V-day card sitting in Taylor's room. He has had so many tests this week, I haven't had time to get up there. Maybe I will see Mommy tomorrow at the support meeting.
Love,
Kim
kim
mccalla, Al - Thursday, March 6, 2003 2:05 AM CST

Tina,
Just wanted you to know that Toby and I are thinking of you tonight and we are hoping and praying that Austin will continue getting better!!!
We love you!!!!!
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 10:18 PM CST

Dear Austin, We have been praying for you so often this week. We pray that your temp goes down, white cells go up and that the blood clot or tear dissolves. We think about you all the time and miss you so much. We are praying for you and your mom and dad and Meagan. We can't wait until you are back in Fairhope. Love, the Vogles
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOLcom>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 9:58 PM CST

Hey Austin... hope you got to see Ellie on the news today. If not, maybe you can see the segment "Spirit of Alabama" on tomorrow -- Channel 13, NBC, between the 11 a.m.-noon news. You will get to see Ellie with one of the children undergoing treatment at the cancer center... Remember how she laid on the bed with you when you got your markings? So since you can't see her in person yet, try to catch the news tomorrow. Let's work on getting that fever to stay down... I'll try to check in with you and mom tomorrow.
Love you little buddy, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 9:07 PM CST

Tina,
Just to let you know you all continue to be in our prayers. In God's time you will come home!! He is showering you with His love and strength. Cling to Him!

Paige Roe
Fairhope, Al usa - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 6:31 PM CST

Austin, you don't know us, but I am Meagan Bonner's aunt. We want you to know that we think of you often and you are in our prayers. You and Meagan are both very special and are loved very much. Hang in there and keep fighting.

Aunt Mandy and Sami Jo
Aunt Mandy <msnider@knology.net>
Valley, Al US - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 5:32 PM CST

Hello Tina,
We missed you Monday night at the ball and Tues. parading. I thought about you alot. I know you had a wonderful time celebrating with Meagan. I pray that the doctors are able to come to a quick and easy solution to Austin's problem. I know he wants to come home for alittle trip and we pray it will be soon for him. Love, Terri
Bishop <budchip@bellsouth.net>
- Wednesday, March 5, 2003 4:26 PM CST

Dear Tina...Just a note to let you know that you are both in our prayers. We hope that things are looking brighter today. It is good to know that God has blessed you with the strength you need to carry you through these setbacks.
With our love,
Betty and Floyd <fbadams@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 4:18 PM CST

Hang in there Austin! Isn't Dr. Barnhart great? Looks just like Dougie Houser MD. Lets get that fever down, and start worrying about cartoons, ok?

Taylors Page

.
Jim and Kim <webmaster@taylorwatts.org>
McCalla, Al usa - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 4:08 PM CST

Hi Austin, how do you like that good Navy blood???
Craig Drescher <d3s20007@cnrrc.nola.navy.mil>
Birmingham, AL USA - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 3:46 PM CST

Dear Austin and Tina,
We are praying for healing and keep you both very close in our thoughts.
Love from,
The Johnston Gang
Ryan, Cyndi, Lucy, Ellie, and Ann Ryan
Cyndi Johnston <CYNDIJOHN@WORLDNET.ATT.NET>
DAPHNE, Al USA - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 1:00 PM CST

Hello Tina and Austin,
I just wanted to check on you guys. I am so sorry that you are back in the hospital and hope the doctors will help you heal quickly. As always, we pray for your strength and healing. We love you.
Paula Word
Fairhope, - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 12:24 AM CST

Good Morning! I'm gald to see that the news was not as bad as it could have been. Hopefully it is a problem that can be "fixed" within no time and he can go home soon. I will check in with you later! LOVE YOU! cathi
Cathi
Atmore, AL - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 10:16 AM CST

Hey guys! I haven't said hi in a while! I am still thinking about you and praying for you! Austin, I will pray that your fever will go far far away! I love you guys and hope to see you soon!
Jill Belcher - 4 Tower <JHBpianonurse@msn.com>
Birmingham, AL - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 9:59 AM CST

Hey Bakers,
I know everything will be okay! I am praying very hard for you guys! God is with you always! I miss you Austin so much! May God continue to bless your lives. I love you buddy!
Jessica Calhoun
- Wednesday, March 5, 2003 9:57 AM CST

hi there, sweet friends!

just a quick note to tell you that you are very much in my thoughts today, and always in my heart. i am praying hard about sending that white count back up and for the fever to just go away. austin, you are the bravest little boy i have ever known. let your bravery along with God's awesome love for you take you through each day.

i will tell your friends hello for you tonight as they come to the awana program. remember that we will all be thinking of you and saying our prayers for you!

in our mighty and powerful God's love,

emily

I will declare that your love stands firm forever, that you established your faithfulness in heaven itself. Psalm 89:2

emily garner
fairhope, - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 9:55 AM CST

Hi Austin!

The sun is beginning to burn through the glaze down here�a reminder that there is always a smile and a twinkle somewhere�which is kind of like today�s thought:

When we do the best we can, we never know what miracle is wrought in our life, or in the life of another. -- Helen Keller

Enjoy your now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 8:19 AM CST

Tina,
My prayers are with Austin and you today as always. I was reading a devotional today that was so powerful and I thought of you all. It states that each breath we take should be a reminder that God has granted us another day of life. Each heartbeat is God's drumbeat of love, reminding us that we are blessed with another minute to offer Him our best and to serve Him. This blessing is so easily forgotten. Each day we awaken and expect to feel good and to take one breath after another �just because.� Life is God�s gift; the physical may not always be strong but the spiritual is everlasting.

It is so incredibly hard to understand why anyone, but especially children, has to suffer. Children should have no worries or cares and should be so full of life and energy. I know that it is painful for you to see him hurting and the worry overtakes you. I pray that God will give you strength of faith and the ability to give all the glory to Him today in the midst of your troubles. He will bring you both through this time; hold on to His precious promises. Blessings to you this day and may completing healing come very soon.

Beth Billy <beth.billy@jdcc.edu>
Brewton, AL USA - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 8:11 AM CST

Tina,
It's late and I forgot my number! It's 967-9378. My cell is 903-4910. We must meet soon. Prayers for all of you!
Nell
Nell Fredella
- Tuesday, March 4, 2003 9:44 PM CST

Dear Tina,
I am Cyndi's friend. I am sorry Austin is back in the hospital. As you know, my baby, Sean, is also sick with leukemia. We live here, so I can easily run over to the hospital to help you with anything you need. My Mom is here to she could watch Sean. PLEASE call me if you need anything. I know how you feel and would love to help.
I will keep praying for little Austin.
Nellie
Nellie Fredella
- Tuesday, March 4, 2003 9:43 PM CST

Okay...now they have an answer to what is wrong... so let's pray they determine the correct way to fix the problem. Keep fighting little buddy and hold tight to the Lord, Tina.. I have gotten many emails from friends out of state that have been praying for Austin.. especially since yesterday. Know you are loved and prayed for by many....Love, Ms. Nena
NM
Bham, - Tuesday, March 4, 2003 8:46 PM CST

prayers and lots of love and hugs are winging from me to you and Austin. I love you both, and know that our Father is with you ...........Joan
joan sullivan
daphne, al usa - Tuesday, March 4, 2003 8:21 PM CST

Tina and Austin,
You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Love,
Jennifer and Bob
jennifer Lokey
Fairhope, Al USA - Tuesday, March 4, 2003 7:40 PM CST

Dear Tina:

That's a lot of news to take in..We are all adding new words to our vocabulary...I wish we could all go back to early last summer when we knew nothing about any of this..However, I believe all things happen for a reason...I was telling a friend today how much Austin's experience had changed my life for the better...

I have been so inspired by his fighting spirit, your faith and dedication to him...I am so much more aware of everything around me because I know how hard he is fighting to defeat this disease...I am more appreciative, I have more patience (if you can believe that), my faith has grown stronger...I am learning not to take anything for granted...That's a lot for a six year old boy to teach a grown woman...

I have connected to so many other people and stories through links on the CaringBridge and am amazed at their strength..I want to go up to every pregnant woman and ask her to please consider donating her cord blood..I want to tell them how this simple act can make such a difference in the life of some family who is sitting in a hospital room scared to death...

We do learn our best lessons in our toughest times...My sister says that is so we appreciate the good times more..

We continue to remember you guys in our prayers..I know you are in good hands...Keep fighting and we'll keep praying...We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, March 4, 2003 7:04 PM CST

Tina:
Just saw your update and wanted to let you know my prayers are with Austin and you as you navigate thru this. I know this is tough -- especially when it comes up as you are literally packed to get a visit home. Please keep me posted and know I am only 12 blocks away. Tell Austin he is my 'little hero' and I love him.
Gail Stevens
Birmingham, AL - Tuesday, March 4, 2003 6:58 PM CST

Tina and Austin, we will be sending special, continued prayers your way during the next few days. God bless.
Dee Fuhrman <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Tuesday, March 4, 2003 6:56 PM CST

Tina,
I just wanted to check in and let you know I am thinking of ya'll. I hope Austin's temperature has returned to normal. Hang in there. You have alot of prayers going out for ya'll. We send our love!!
Michelle Wilson
- Tuesday, March 4, 2003 5:26 PM CST

Tina & Austin, Just wanted to let you know we are all thinking of you and hoping the fever goes away. We check often to see how you both are doing. Take care.
Joyce Wharton
- Tuesday, March 4, 2003 4:43 PM CST

Still thinking of you all.Hope all has gone well today. I will check back later.
Renee Mack
- Tuesday, March 4, 2003 3:40 PM CST

Hi Tina and Austin, Just a short note to let you know that you're in my thoughts and prayers today. I will keep checking the website for an update on the ultrasound today. Love ya'll,
Gayle <gayle@altmayerltd.com>
Daphne, AL - Tuesday, March 4, 2003 3:31 PM CST

Praying for you today...
Janet Sims-mom to Janie,forever 5, www.caringbridge.org/al/janiesims
Birmingham, AL - Tuesday, March 4, 2003 1:57 PM CST

Dear Austin, i hope you are coming home soon. hayden is looking forward to play video game. i hope you feel better. we miss you. mary cameron
Mary Cameron
Fairhope, - Tuesday, March 4, 2003 1:24 PM CST

From "Aunt Tara's" entry, I can tell that Austin must be a Sponge Bob fan ...... Maybe that mass is just a crabbie pattie that Austin secretly ate when nobody was looking!!!! Seriously, we all wait anxiously for word from the morning's test, but we wait in prayer and in thanksgiving for what God is continuing to do in Austin's life. Continuing to lift you up ......
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Tuesday, March 4, 2003 11:26 AM CST

Good morning Sponge Bob and Crusty Crab...
Did you feel that...I just sent you a big hug. I will call to check on you later!
Aunt Tara
- Tuesday, March 4, 2003 10:07 AM CST

We will be thinking good thoughts and saying lots of prayers till we hear from you. Hope everything is negative and the mass is gone. It can happen.....Beth's husband had a brain tumor years ago and it was very bad. They were fixing to take him to surgery and had to do a CT scan before to see if there was any change.....IT WAS GONE. No explanation needed. They just knew it was gone and there would be no surgery. Let us know ASAP! WE LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, AL - Tuesday, March 4, 2003 9:16 AM CST

Oh WOW... the unexpected really brings us to our knees doesn't it? We will be so concerned until we know what the ultrasound shows. Both of you will be covered in the prayers of so many. Update as soon as possible ... I am getting on the phone to my prayer chain. Love you lots, Ms. Nena
NM
Bham, - Tuesday, March 4, 2003 8:39 AM CST

Sending you both good wishes and tons of prayers. This my first time at your site but I have been keeping up with your progress through your Aunt Tara for many months. I will continue to keep you in my thoughts.
Angie Denmon <adenmona@aol.com>
Pensacola, Fl USA - Tuesday, March 4, 2003 5:59 AM CST

Dear Tina and Austin:

I found this card a few weeks back and have been meaning to send it to you...Good intentions...no action...So, I'll send it to you here:

"I believe in mind over matter..
I believe in the human spirit..
I believe in miracles and blessings both great and small..
I believe in possibilities...
I believe that hurdles in life are meant to be jumped over, not something to stop us.."

As for me, I believe in the power of prayer and the healing power of love...I believe you guys are going to defeat this disease..

Hang in there..We love you.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, March 4, 2003 4:31 AM CST

Hello Austin!

Hope your day, a special one in MARCH FOURTH(!) has begun with a bang � a good bang! To celebrate that, here�s an interesting thought from the past:

Take time to deliberate; but when the time for action arrives, stop thinking and go in. -- Andrew Jackson

And that�s the key � having a bias for action�think about it and then, when the time for action arrives, �do� it.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Tuesday, March 4, 2003 3:36 AM CST

Tina, we are praying for the mass to go away. I know you were wanting to take Austin hone for a visit. He will get tojust not now. You both have been so strong and patient.Be still before the Lord and wait patiently for him. Psalm 37:7 Love & Prayers!!!!!!!!!!!! Cindy
cindy wingo <jnwingo@hotmail.com>
robertsdale, al - Monday, March 3, 2003 11:47 PM CST

Hey Bakers,
Mrs. Tina I was so glad to see you and Meagan last night. I love you guys so much! I am praying so hard for Austin, I hope it just disappears to! Please give him a hug from me! I miss you guys so much! I hope it all goes well tomorrow! I love you!
Jessica Calhoun
- Monday, March 3, 2003 11:13 PM CST

Dear Tina and Austin, Our thoughts and prayers are with each of you tonite and always.We pray that tomorrow will be a new day with no infection or mass. Our love and prayers, Julie and Bobby
Julie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Monday, March 3, 2003 10:48 PM CST

Dear Bakers
All of us will pray that whatever the CT showed is gone by tommorrow. I hope that you and Austin have a peacefull night. Just know that your family is thought of and prayed for often. Hang in there!
Renee Mack <mackfam@frontiernet.net>
- Monday, March 3, 2003 10:35 PM CST

Hey Girl,

Please know I am constantly praying that this little bug is no more than that. And Austin is WAY TOO TOUGH for a little bug to bring him down. I am sorry that I am so busy at work and can't spend more time with you both. I miss that awesome smile of Austin's. It brightens the room!

I saw this on another child's website and wanted to pass it along to you. Stay strong, my dear friend!

What Cancer Cannot Do...
Cancer is so limited....

It cannot cripple love
It cannot shatter hope
It cannot corrode faith
It cannot destroy peace
It cannot kill friendship
It cannot suppress memories
It cannot silence courage
It cannot invade the soul
It cannot steal eternal life
It cannot conquer the spirit

- Source unknown-

I pray tomorrow's tests bring the answers we are all praying for. See you in the morning.
Love,
Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Monday, March 3, 2003 9:50 PM CST

Hi Bakers
Greetings from the Hayes crew. We have taken an impromptu trip to south fla. and were checking in to see how Austin is feeling. We hope that you are back and snuggled in at your apartment. Hugs and kisses.
kelly hayes
fairhope, al - Monday, March 3, 2003 9:17 PM CST

Hello, Tina and Austin! You've been in our thoughts and prayers all weekend. Hope the fever is long gone! We've also been sending happy thoughts Meagan's way. I know she was disappointed that you weren't able to make it home but we are wishing her a great year! We hope you and Austin will be able to make it home soon!
Dee and Tim Fuhrman <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Monday, March 3, 2003 5:11 PM CST

Hey guys... boy will all of us out here in cyberspace be glad when your computer is fixed. How we depend upon the update to know how to pray, etc. So I am going to pray for a great report today and that you can go back to the apartment. Hang on you two... better days are coming soon.
Much love, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Monday, March 3, 2003 12:52 AM CST

Hi Austin!

I hope this day is going well for you little turkey!

Here�s a thought:

Either we�re pulling together or we�re pulling apart. There�s really no in-between. Kobi Yamada

I know you can feel the pulling from all of those around you�pulling and pushing and helped by your strengths as well.

Here�s to the now!

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Monday, March 3, 2003 12:31 AM CST

Hi Tina and Austin! Just a note to let you know that ya'll are in my thoughts and prayers today! Since Emily is out of school for Mardi Gras today, she is at the office with me. Oh how she loves operating office equipment! It's not a day where I'll get a lot done, but like you and Austin, we are enjoying being together. We'll run out at noon and catch a parade. Does Austin like Moon Pies? If so we'll be sure and send him some! Love,
Gayle and Emily
Daphne, AL - Monday, March 3, 2003 11:47 AM CST

Hey! Where the heck are you guys?!!!! We are all on pins and needles wondering about the fever and wanting to see if you got to go home. Just let us know when you get a chance. WE LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, AL - Monday, March 3, 2003 10:34 AM CST

Dear Tina and Bucky:

I just wanted you to know you are in my thoughts and prayers today. I hope your fever has hit the road!

When you talk to Megan tell her Happy Birthday for us..Tell her you'll catch the next one.

Hope to hear from you soon.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, March 3, 2003 7:58 AM CST

Hey, Tina & Austin,
Sorry yall had to come back & "visit" us again, but it's great to see you are as positive as ever. What an inspiration you are! My prayers are with you.
Brenda
Brenda Lewis <bnme@att.net>
Prattville, AL USA - Monday, March 3, 2003 5:49 AM CST

Austin hope you feel better buddy!you and your family are in
my prayers.
audra
audra kennedy <kenn1669@bellsouth.net>
morris, al usa - Sunday, March 2, 2003 9:39 PM CST

Dear Tina,
My little boy, Sean Matthew Fredella, was diagnosed with ALL on Valentine's day. His Godmother and Godfather are Cyndi and Ryan Johnston! They are such dear and wonderful people! They told me all about you and precious Austin. I have been meaning to call you so we could meet and chat...but as you know, this cancer thing is such a whirlwind...I haven't exactly been super together lately! We live here in B'ham and have 2 other sons ages 6 and 8. I do want to meet you and help you in any way I can. It must be difficult with all of your crew in Fairhope. We will be at clinic 5 tomorrow (8am until about 2pm). Sean has a big chemo day and a bone marrow test. My cell is 903-4910. Our home is 967-9378. I look forward to meeting you soon. I hope Austin is doing well. I will be praying for him and your whole family.
Nellie Fredella
Nellie Fredella
- Sunday, March 2, 2003 6:28 PM CST

Hi Austin and Mom... hope that tomorrow brings good news and that you will be able to go back to the apartment. We continue to pray for both of you... love, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Sunday, March 2, 2003 4:35 PM CST

Hey! Get Meagan to check your email....I just sent her something! hope all is well with you and Austin! Waiting for an update!!!!! (((HUGS!!!!!!!))) LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, AL - Sunday, March 2, 2003 3:12 PM CST

P.S. Just read some other guest book entries and learned that today is Meagan's birthday. Please tell her "Happy Birthday from Alaska" for me. Thanks.
Boots OBrien <bootsalaska@acsalaska.net>
Anchorage, AK USA - Sunday, March 2, 2003 2:41 PM CST

Louise filled me in on recent progress. So happy to hear that Austin is doing so much better, in spite of fever(your update 2/28). My thoughts and prayers are with you.

Boots OBrien <bootsalaska@acsalaska.net>
Anchorage, AK USA - Sunday, March 2, 2003 2:33 PM CST

Hi! Meagan, We wanted to wish you a Happy Birthday! Also, we are hoping and praying that Austin is clear of his fever and ready to travel to Fairhope. Have a great and fun birthday today. Say Hello to Austin,Mommy and all the family. Our love and prayers. Julie and Bobby
Julie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Sunday, March 2, 2003 1:10 PM CST

Guess what I got in th email today?? Your valentine's day card. They returned it to me since you were dischared. So, I will send it to the apartment. Better late than never! I hope your fever goes away soon so you can head to Fairhope. you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Jim and Kim Watts http://www.taylorwatts.org
McCalla, AL. - Sunday, March 2, 2003 12:17 AM CST

Hello Austin!

It is the second of March, and I have a great thought for the day:

It�s not the outlook but the �uplook� that counts.

A great thought to apply to anything, as we constantly entertain that �mind chatter� that might take us away from you goal. And, it is just as easy to have positive mind chatter than it is to have �off-track-taking� mind chatter.

So, here�s to the �uplook!�

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chrfis <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Sunday, March 2, 2003 8:09 AM CST

hello there Tina and Austin,this is Zack Przywieczerski's(Zack P.).it is so good to hear that Austin is doing good.we've been praying and praying for ya'll.
it was a blessing when my husband came home and said that he was doin better,and having his birthday.
our prayers are always with you all and if you ever need to talk,email me at carwillio@aol.com or IM me on aol with carwillio.we're usually on at night after 6.
again, our prayers are with you all and sending lots of hugs for you and austin.
Carla <carwillio@aol.com>
Wetumpka, AL USA - Saturday, March 1, 2003 8:03 PM CST

Dear Bakers:

I hope tonight finds you fever free and feeling better..

Keep fighting...take one day at a time...

We love you.
Kim <KMatth36242@aol.com>
Fairhope, Al - Saturday, March 1, 2003 6:17 PM CST

Good morning... hopefully and prayerfully, by the time you read this you will be back in the apartment. I know all of you were so disappointed in not getting to go home to be with Meghan on her birthday. I do hope she got to come up to see you!! Tina, hang in there.... pretty soon you will be at home snuggling with BOTH of your children at the same time. Until that day, we will continue to pray for all of you. Love, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Saturday, March 1, 2003 11:22 AM CST

Hey Bakers, I hope that fever goes away! I am praying for you guys. Oh I saw Meagan at the parade last night, she gave me the biggest hug ever. She is so strong and such an awesome little girl! well I love ya'll and I miss you guys so much.
Jessica Calhoun
- Saturday, March 1, 2003 10:26 AM CST

Good morning Austin and Tina,
Just a quick note to let you know how much you are thought of and "talked about" each day. Looking forward to more good reports soon. God speed,
Steve, Leanne, Steven and Annie Pearson
LP
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, March 1, 2003 10:13 AM CST

Good Morning, Austin!

How are you, little friend? Here�s a thought to cheer your day:

What a man is contributes much more to his happiness than what he has, or how he is regarded by others. -- Arthur Schopenhauer

In my book, this is key; as it seems our world continually strives for the stuff, thinking that next thing is going to be �the bomb.� No true, we are �the bomb(s)� already, though just need to realize it.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Saturday, March 1, 2003 10:05 AM CST

Tina,
Just thinking about you guys. Ya'll are in my prayers.

Michelle Wilson
- Saturday, March 1, 2003 5:58 AM CST

DEAR TINA, I HATE THAT HE STILL HAS A FEVER, BUT AM GLAD HE FEELS GOOD. MAYBE THAT MEANS HE WILL HAVE ENOUGH WBC'S TO FIGHT THIS OFF. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEAGAN! I HOPE SHE GETS TO COME TO VISIT THIS WEEK END, THAT WOULD MEAN SO MUCH TO AUSTIN. HAVE A GREAT WEEK END AND I WILL CHECK IN WITH YOU BOTH TOMORROW! KEEP YOUR HEAD HELD HIGH AND LOOK FORWARD TO COMING HOME SOON. love you! CATHI
Cathi
Atmore, AL - Friday, February 28, 2003 10:51 PM CST

Tina and Austin, My heart goes out to you. I can feel the disappointment you have. I'm so happy you have the Serenity Prayer. That has been one of my favorites for many years. Please tell Meagan I wish her a happy birthday.
Millie Caughron
Knoxville, TN USA - Friday, February 28, 2003 9:34 PM CST

Tina,
You pierced my heart with your news. I am sure that when you left the unit they told you that the majority of patients are back in with at least one infection after transplant. We came back the next day, unfortunately, yours was not the best timing for you and your family. When I read that you glanced at the Serenity Prayer while checking in I felt as if my heart sunk a foot. I can't tell you how many times I have read that same prayer in that same location when going through the steps of checking in. God's timing is not always easy to understand nor is his purpose always clear to us right away. Tina, you and Austin are so very strong. Your faith has grown in a way that it never would have if you hadn't been through this situation. Your faith will continue to grow throughout this journey you are travelling. I pray that God will continue to bring healing to Austin and peace and comfort to you and your family. Meagan has been a remarkable young girl as well and even though she has to be disappointed she realizes in her heart that you are where you need to be. Blessings to you all and may complete healing come very soon.
Beth Billy <beth.billy@jdcc.edu>
Brewton, AL USA - Friday, February 28, 2003 3:26 PM CST

Hey Little Man

I just wanted to buzz in and tell you how much I love you!
Hope to get to see you soon. I want you to also know how proud I am of you in how far you've come.
I love you sooooooooooo much!!!!!!!
Hugs and kisses
>>>>>>Annabanana<<<<
Anna <anabel1309@aol.com>
Fairhope, Al - Friday, February 28, 2003 3:18 PM CST

Tina,
Iam so sorry to hear that ya'll are unable to come home for the weekend. I pray that Austin's fever will go away so that you can come home soon. Thanks for teaching us all how to accept the things we cannot change!!!!!!! Hang in there and remember we love you and your family lots!!!!!
Love,
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Friday, February 28, 2003 2:33 PM CST

So sorry to hear about the fever. I know you all must be disappointed. Keep us posted...You are in our prayers.

Janet Sims www.caringbridge.org/al/janiesims
Birmingham, AL - Friday, February 28, 2003 2:05 PM CST

Good morning Austin & Mom! How is our little guy doing today? Hope the fever is all gone so you can get home for that birthday party. It won't be the same without you! I didn't realize your birthday's were so close. Meagan's birthday is one day after my moms. I will check in later to see if there is an update on the fever. Take care! Love you both! Cathi
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL - Friday, February 28, 2003 12:02 AM CST

Dear Austin and Family, We feel so badly that you didn't get to come home. We will pray that your temp will come down and that your trip will not be postponed for long. We love you all and hope that today is loads better than yesterday. We hope you are all together on March 2 for Meagans birthday. Love, the Vogles
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, February 28, 2003 11:03 AM CST

Austin,
I'm so sorry that your weekend didn't work out, but don't worry...it won't be long at all. Just feel better soon ... that is the important part! What a brave guy you are! Stay strong and know that you have a lot of people praying for you.
Smiles,
Valerie
(Camp SAM)
Valerie Sylvester <sylvevl@auburn.edu>
Auburn, AL - Friday, February 28, 2003 9:41 AM CST

Austin, I'M sorry you have a fever. Let's pray it will go away so you can go home to see megan. Wish her a happy Birthay for me.You and Mom are so strong!! "Wait for the Lord;be strong and wait for the Lord." Psalm 27:14 Love & Prayers, "Miss Cindy"
cindy wingo <jnwingo@hotmail.com>
robertsdale, al - Friday, February 28, 2003 8:51 AM CST

Hi Austin!

Here�s the today�s thought�
The world needs all the help you can give by way of cheerful, optimistic, inspiring thought and personal example. Grenville Kleiser

The great thing is that we love giving to you, and while you don�t know it, you give back with your resilience and shirky grin, your persistence and with your being you.

Thanks from us.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Friday, February 28, 2003 7:16 AM CST

Dear Bakers
I wish I could squeeze you tight. Thankfully you didn't get all the way home and have to turn right around again. Know that you are in our prayers. Happy Birthday wishes to Ms. Meagan. We love you.
kelly hayes <crimehater@aol.com>
fairhope, al - Thursday, February 27, 2003 11:16 PM CST

I am so sorry! I hope everything is okay! I am praying very hard for you guys! Its all in God's hands! Well I love ya'll and itwill all turn out okay!
Jessica Calhoun
- Thursday, February 27, 2003 9:27 PM CST

sorry to hear you are not feeling well. maybe it will turn out to be nothing. i hope everything else is going good. stay strong, it will be over before you know it. take care, we love ya'll.
sandy & matthew
sandy bothwell <tsbothwell@aol.com>
birmingham, al - Thursday, February 27, 2003 8:42 PM CST

Dear Tina and Bucky:

I have to admit, I was disappointed to read your new journal entry. I can only imagine how disappointed both of you are...

However, the one thing that we have all learned from Austin's journey is that we are not in control..We have to keep putting our faith first and know that there are plans in store for you that have not yet been revealed to us..

Keep putting one foot in front of the other, take one day at a time and concentrate on getting well..We'll all be here waiting on you when you get home..

Hang in there guys..We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, February 27, 2003 7:17 PM CST

The man whispered, "God, speak to me."
And a meadowlark sang. But the man did not hear.

So the man yelled, "God speak to me!"
And the thunder rolled across the sky. But the man did not listen.

The man looked around and said, "God let me see you."
And a star shone brightly. But the man did not notice.

Then the man shouted, "God show me a miracle."
And a life was born. But the man did not know.

Finally, the man cried out in despair,
"Touch me God and let me know that you are here!"
Whereupon God reached down and touched the man.
But the man brushed the butterfly away and walked on....

God is all around and watching over us even though we don't see it sometimes. You saw it today when you glanced at that serenity prayer. I know how terribly disappointed you BOTH were this morning. I could see it in Austin's face as he struggled not to cry. I could see it in your face as you too struggled not to cry. It broke my heart too. You will get to go home soon and until then you just have to continue to find the "bright side" and know that Austin is a walking miracle and you will get through this.
We are all looking forward to that "pancake dinner party".

Love you both!
Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Thursday, February 27, 2003 6:51 PM CST

bummer that austin can't go home.hope that you feel better buddy!your in my prayers always.
audra
audra kennedy <kenn1669@bellsouth.net>
morris, al usa - Thursday, February 27, 2003 6:10 PM CST

Hey Austin,
I am soooooo sorry that you didn't get to get to go home today!!!!!! I hope you are feeling better though. I can't wait until you come to my house to eat dinner! Hope to see you soon!

Love always,
Andrew Watson

P.S. "Smoochy, Smoochy!" said Mulan!!!!
Andrew Watson <thunderbolt1501@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Thursday, February 27, 2003 6:04 PM CST

Oh, Tina -- I know that you are disappointed. But you are so strong and are truly an inspiration to all of us. Just keep plugging along and know that God is still in control. Austin -- and Meagan -- couldn't have a better mommy!!!!!!!
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Thursday, February 27, 2003 4:34 PM CST

Dear Tina, I'm so sorry to hear this, but also am glad you see things as they are. I know Meagan will understand and maybe she can come up there to celebrate with you both. I hope this finds the fever down and hope that nothing else is going on. It WILL happen, you will go home when the time is right. You sure didn't want to get on the road and have that fever spike and have to turn around. He is better off where he is at this time and the people there know what to do. You have both been on a long journey and it will take time to get him better so he can go home for good. Hang in there and keep looking forward to tomorrow!!! I LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, AL - Thursday, February 27, 2003 4:18 PM CST

Good morning little buddy, Hope you are having a good week... have you beaten mom in playing all the new games you got for your birthday? Now when you and Meghan play, you will know all the tricks to use so you can win! Have a super...great...restful weekend. Love you, Ms. Nena & Ellie
NM
Bham, - Thursday, February 27, 2003 8:22 AM CST

Good morning, Austin!

I saw Meagan yesterday and she was very, very excited that you�ll be headed home for the weekend.

Hooray!

Here�s a thought for the day:

All men dream, but not equally. Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses of their minds wake in the day to find that it was vanity; but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act their dream with open eyes, to make it possible. -- Lawrence of Arabia

Here�s to the dreamers of the day!

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Thursday, February 27, 2003 7:31 AM CST

Just in case I have not told you lately...I love you both. Rhonda
Rhonda Smith <rcs9200@msn.com>
Helena, Al USA - Wednesday, February 26, 2003 9:23 PM CST

Hi Austin and Mom... guess your computer modem is still down and you are not able to update. Hopefully you can soon because everyone always wants to know how you are doing. Guess what Austin? If I don't talk to you before Monday, tune into Chan 13 (nbc) for the 5 p.m. news... there is a segment called Spirit of Alabama that will be on and Ellie is the star. One of the patients at the cancer center wrote to them about the work we do there and they called the HIP office to set up an interview. So since I can't bring Ellie to you right now, you can see her on TV Monday night... Have a great and restful weekend. Love you both, Ms. Nena and Ellie
nm
bham, - Wednesday, February 26, 2003 12:46 AM CST

Good morning Bucky Baker:

Hope you are still doing well today..Can't wait to get an update from your Mom...I know you are busy concentrating on getting well...We are still sending many prayers your way..

Take care..We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, February 26, 2003 7:53 AM CST

Hi Austin!

I saw the following thought and instantly thought of you�not so much the smile blossoming you, little flower, as much as your smile helps to drag open the blooms of those around you:

A smile of encouragement at the right moment may act like sunlight on a closed-up flower; it may be the turning point for a struggling life. -- Author unknown

Peace to you little friend.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Wednesday, February 26, 2003 7:01 AM CST

Dearest Austin,

My hearfelt apologies for not sending you our messages of love and support before now. Ms. Gayle is one of my dearest friends and has always kept me "up" on your status...We have prayed for you nightly during your entire diagnosis and treatmet.
My girls, especially Ellie, reprimand us if we forget...she's your age and just wants you to heal.
We love you and your family.
We hope you have had the opportinity to meet our Godson, Sean Matt. He is very little, 2 1/12 and scared...to meet a brave young man like you will give him strength.
Please give your Mommy a BIG HUG from the Johnston family and know that ya'll are NEVER far from our thoughts.

From our hearts to yours, Ryan, Cyndi, Lucy, Ellie, & Ann Ryan Johnston
Cyndi Johnston <CYNDIJOHN@WORLDNET.ATT.NET>
DAPHNE, Al USA - Wednesday, February 26, 2003 0:15 AM CST

Hi Austin!!
Happy Belated Birthday to You!! We hope you had lots of fun on your birthday.
I said a prayer today for you in my Bible Study class. I thanked God for your continued recovery and for your life!!
God Bless you and your Mommy!!
Your friends,
Maggie, Toby, Blake, Brad and Bryant
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Tuesday, February 25, 2003 11:17 PM CST

Hi to Austin! Happy Belated Birthday! I'm Chip's friend from Auburn and he was telling me all about how great you're doing. i'm a counselor at Camp Smile-A-Mile, which i hear you are going to this Summer. You'll have a great time!! If you want to see some pictures from last year you can check out our website at www.campsam.org ! Hope you have a wonderful day and I'm praying for you and your family.
Valerie Sylvester <sylvevl@auburn.edu>
Auburn, AL - Tuesday, February 25, 2003 5:57 PM CST

Happy Birthday Austin! Tina- Mike told me over the weekend not to forget Austin's birthday on Monday. I didn't forget, but I was sending birthday wishes telepathicly. I've been running around- driving everyone and myself bananas- and unfortunately neglecting my "friend up north!" I think of you often. Are you getting mail at the hospital? I have some people in the prayer chain asking if they can still direct correspondence there. I said yes unless told otherwise. I heard you were coming to town this past weekend. I wish you were here today- the weather was gorgeous! Kiss Austin for us.
We love you!

Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
- Tuesday, February 25, 2003 5:55 PM CST

HEY AUSTIN... HOW WONDERFUL IT WAS TO SEE YOU, MOM, AND MEGHAN YESTERDAY. I FEEL SO SPECIAL THAT I GOT TO SHARE SOME TIME WITH YOU ON YOUR BIRTHDAY. YOU ARE LOOKING GREAT AND ACTING LIKE THE AUSTIN I MET BEFORE YOUR TRANSPLANT... SO I THINK YOU ARE ALMOST BACK TO NORMAL....WON'T BE LONG AND PERHAPS YOU WILL BE CLEARED FOR A VISIT WITH ELLIE. HOPE YOUR BIRTHDAY WAS SO VERY SPECIAL ALL DAY LONG... I WILL BE IN TOUCH WITH YOU SOON. LOVE, MS. NENA AND ELLIE
NM
BHAM, - Tuesday, February 25, 2003 5:00 PM CST

I linked to your page from Taylor Watts' page (my husband works with Jim) and have been so overwhelmed by Austin's strength and determination. I am so happy that he is doing so well and we will add him to our prayer list. I work at Children's and if you ever need ANYTHING, please do not hesitate to call me at 6876.
Heather Hargis <Heather.Hargis@chsys.org>
Birmingham, AL - Tuesday, February 25, 2003 3:30 PM CST

Good morning Austin & MOM! Just wanted to see if you were both still on cloud 9! I hope the celebration continues. Let us know what you did on your special day. I'm at school in the computer lab which I love because I can check in with you before I go home. How is your schooling going? Bet you'll be ready to get back home and go with your buddies before long. Better go check in with little Taylor before I go back to get another class. Take care and be good! Love you! Cathi
Cathi Coon
Atmore, AL - Tuesday, February 25, 2003 12:58 AM CST

Happy Belated Birthday, Austin!!!!! I am so proud of you. You worked hard for this one and may there be many, many more to celebrate.

Beth Billy <beth.billy@jdcc.edu>
Brewton, AL USA - Tuesday, February 25, 2003 10:30 AM CST

Hey Austin,
Just stopped by to check on you and guess what??? Yesterday was my birthday too!!! I have you beat by 33 years, but that's ok!! I feel honored to share my birthday was such a strong young man. I hope you'll feel ok about sharing your birthday with this old mom!! I hope you enjoyed your day. My kids and husband had cake for me last night and you know what those silly kids did.....they put those candles on the cake that you CAN'T blow out. Boy they thought that was really funny to see mom keep trying to get them blown out! The best part was, I got to make a ton of wishes since I had to try so many times. Keep on keeping on buddy. I'll be back to check on you soon. Until then........I'll keep you all in my prayers daily. With big hugs and love,
Krista Iverson <krista.iverson@gepex.ge.com>
Ottawa, IL - Tuesday, February 25, 2003 9:49 AM CST

I know that I am a day late, but I wanted to wish you a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!! Every day is a celebration, and I hope that your birthday thoughts last and last and last . . .
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Tuesday, February 25, 2003 8:44 AM CST

Hi Buddy!

Hope your day is great!

Here�s the thought:

Success seems to be largely a matter of hanging on after others have
let go. -- William Feather

How very true, that with your tenacity and toughness you have held with firm grip, to the concept of health and recovery, and are taking steps down a path that few travel � while many aren�t up for the journey.

Hooray to you, friend.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Tuesday, February 25, 2003 8:26 AM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, AUSTIN!!!! HOPE YOU HAD A GREAT DAY!!!! Give a big hug to your mom and sister for me. I can't wait to come and visit. Love you, Samantha
Samantha Wade <daisy99_29@yahoo.com>
Atmore, AL USA - Monday, February 24, 2003 11:59 PM CST

Happy Birthday, Austin! I'm sorry I'm checking in on your web site so late in the day. We hope your birthday has been the greatest. We are so proud of you and your Mom. Continue to hang in there and remember that our prayers are with you and your family each day. With our love and prayers,Julie and Bobby
Julie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Monday, February 24, 2003 11:22 PM CST

Happy Birthday Austin, from all the Quilting Angels at Smile Quilts.

Sprite for Smile Quilts <sprite@tds.net>
Eckert, Colorado USA - Monday, February 24, 2003 11:13 PM CST

Hey Man I hope you had the best day ever! I love you so much! You are the bravest and strongest man I know! May God continue to bless you life! I love you and Happy Birthday I hope it was a wonderful special day for you!
Jessica Calhoun
- Monday, February 24, 2003 10:20 PM CST

Happy Birthday Austin! Your buddy Chip told me it was your birthday so I wanted to wish you a happy one! I'm up in school here at Auburn also, but I live back in Daphne. I'll have to come visit you sometime. Hope you had a great day! Stay strong!
Amanda <zehaman@auburn.edu>
Auburn, AL USA - Monday, February 24, 2003 9:42 PM CST

Happy Birthday Buddy, What a great day this is, one more BIG reason why you are the STRONGEST little man all of us know. I have a great present for you too, I talk to my students about you all the time, and now I have two whole sororities keeping up with you. They come to class everyday telling me about how well your doing and how cute you are. they even put up buckets in there houses to collect your pop tops. I am so happy your are doing so well and I look forward to seeing you soon. Love Chip
chip <wadello@auburn.edu>
auburn, Al - Monday, February 24, 2003 9:34 PM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUSTIN!! Your sixth birthday is a wonderful milestone. Enjoy it. I'm sure your Mom, Dad and Megan are all there to celebrate or at least they were there for the weekend I bet. I might be hard for Megan to come today since she has to go to school.

I sent you a card the other day, but I didn't have the street address for Hope Lodge. I just addressed it to the hospital with Hope Lodge on the second line. I hope you received it.

It is always rewarding to hear you are doing fine!!!
Millie Caughron <gmcuaghron@aol.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Monday, February 24, 2003 8:35 PM CST

Happy birthday dear Austin, happy birthday to you!!!!!! And to Mama, congratulations on birthing such a wonder!! I'm so thrilled at your continuing good news. Through all sorts of trials, Austin, you have proven that our God is good and aware. Sorry I haven't been in touch much lately, but please know that I have been in contact and loving the great news. Lots of love and hugs .........from Joan
joan sullivan
daphne, al usa - Monday, February 24, 2003 8:14 PM CST

Dear Bakers:

I was so glad to read your latest entry..I know there have been many frightening days in the past few months where you wondered if you would make it to this place..

The blessings you have received have come from this journey..As your friend Chris says, we have to enjoy the now..yesterday and tomorrow will take care of themselves..

I hope you've had a great day with family and friends helping you celebrate..I've thought about you all day..Take care..We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, February 24, 2003 7:21 PM CST

Dear Austin, couldn't finish my day without wishing a very special boy a very special HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Hope you told your mom to check her emails for your surprise! I know this has been a wonderful day and I hope you had lots of cake and visitors and surprises. You deserve to celebrate this day in every way possible. Happy birthday to mom too! She did alot of work this time 6 years ago too....Happy day to both of you, I have thought of both of you all day today! LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, AL - Monday, February 24, 2003 7:06 PM CST

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!! Austin: You have been on my mind all day. I hope you have a great birthday
AND MANY MORE!!!

With love to you and your mom,
Betty Adams <fbadams@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Monday, February 24, 2003 5:59 PM CST

Austin, have a great Birthday!! Wonderful news about your stem cell transplant. Prayers going out to you and your family.

God bless you!
Martha <msk51@yahoo.com>
Birmingham, AL Jefferson - Monday, February 24, 2003 5:43 PM CST

Austin,
Happy Birthday!!!! I hope your day is great!!!!

love,

Michelle Wilson
- Monday, February 24, 2003 5:32 PM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Austin we know this is a special day for you and we are sending lots of good wishes and love. Melinda and Louis Mapp
Melinda
Fairhope, AL - Monday, February 24, 2003 2:29 PM CST

Hey Austin
I want to tell you how proud I am of you and how much I love
you!!!!! Happy Birthday and I hope to get to see you soon.

Love you so soooooo much,
Annabanana
Anna <anabel1309@aol.com>
Fairhope, Al United State - Monday, February 24, 2003 2:15 PM CST

Happy Birthday Austin! Have a wonderful day and ENJOY YOUR BIRTHDAY!!!
Theresa and David Jellenc
Montrose, AL - Monday, February 24, 2003 2:06 PM CST

Happy Birthday, Austin!
Wow -- what a blessed day. It is one of the prettiest days we have had in Birmingham for quite a few weeks and it is extra special today because it is YOUR BIRTHDAY!

See you soon,

Gail Stevens
Birmingham, AL - Monday, February 24, 2003 1:19 PM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUSTIN!! What a wonderful and blessed day. I hope that you get to do something really special with your mom. Birthday hugs to you and your mom.

Love, Jennifer
Jennifer Overstreet <jennifer_overstreet@cargill.com>
Newnan, GA USA - Monday, February 24, 2003 1:00 PM CST

Happy Birthday Austin!!! I hope you have a wonderful day! I love you!

Amber
Amber Luchterhand <ambersue10@yahoo.com>
Gardendale, AL United States - Monday, February 24, 2003 12:10 AM CST

Happy Happy Birthday Austin! I hope your day is filled with special surprises and joy!
Susan (cousin to Janie Sims)
Hoover, Al - Monday, February 24, 2003 11:47 AM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FROM THE ODOMS, YOU ARE A BIG BOY NOW AND GOD BE WITH YOU, LOVE SHIRLEY AND THOMAS
THOMAS & SHIRLEY ODOM <ODOMSR@MSN.COM>
FAIRHOPE , AL - Monday, February 24, 2003 11:28 AM CST

Dear Amp Vila
Happy Birthday to you. I am glad that we were able to see you yesterday. You look great and and the energy that you had about wore Popple and Jo Jo out. It was sure good to see Uncle Johnny and Aunt Susan, Kristan and Steven there to celebrate your birthday too. I think Aunt Susie, Taylor, Bailey will be there to celebrate with you today. We will call you when you get back from clinic and wish you another happy birthday. We love you.

Love Popple and Jo Jo
Betty Baker
Daphne, Al - Monday, February 24, 2003 11:03 AM CST

Happy Birthday Austin!!!!! 6 years old, you are getting old! I am so glad you are spending your birthday at hope lodge and not 6th floor. Give mommy lots of hugs today, I know she is giving you lots. Hope youget to head for home soon!
Love,
Kim
Jim and Kim Watts http://www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, AL. - Monday, February 24, 2003 10:57 AM CST

Happy Birthday little buddy!

WOW, what a fantastic way and day to wake to today�a celebration of life and of living and of just being�right here, right now.

And, on this day, just like all of your others and all of the other others, you have a choice to make�and I see that choice, smile on face, grin spread across teeth and the mindset of continuing on along the path of peace and of love and of helath.

Enjoy this, your day little friend.

Happy thoughts from Cam and Chris.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Monday, February 24, 2003 10:07 AM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I LOVE YOU! I hope you guys have a wonderful day! May God continue to bless you! Mrs. Tina that is so true that you can't worry about tomorrow, you have to focus on what is happening now! God is soo good all the time! Well I love ya'll.
Jessica Calhoun
- Monday, February 24, 2003 10:01 AM CST

Happy Birthday Austin!!! So glad to hear that things are going good for you. Praying that those "good cells" continure to grow and grow and grow!!
Anne Marie <jas123@charter.net>
Helena, alabama - Monday, February 24, 2003 9:52 AM CST

A great big HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! from the Pohl Family.
Beverly <BPohlCMCMom@aol.com>
Hartselle, AL USA - Monday, February 24, 2003 9:29 AM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUSTIN!!!!!!!!!!

We love you,

Ali, Anna, Aunt Nonnie, and Uncle Goldfish.
The Garretts <david_garrett@sperry-marine.com>
Daphne, Al USA - Monday, February 24, 2003 8:51 AM CST

Hi there Austin! Just wanted to check in and see if there was an update and see how you are doing. You know lots of people are thinking about you, right? Especially all of us at Smile Quilts! Oh and dont think I forgot to wish you a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!

Angel Chris from Smile Quilts
<chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Monday, February 24, 2003 8:27 AM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DEAR AUSTIN,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

Love, Linda
Linda Watson
Birmingham, AL USA - Monday, February 24, 2003 7:18 AM CST

Dear Bucky Baker:

Happy, Happy Birthday..Wishing you a wonderful day and many, many more..
We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, February 24, 2003 5:11 AM CST

Austin,
I am sorry I haven't checked in sooner. We were on 4-tower and they had the state dept in and we could not use the computers. Lets just say I was crazy with out it. i hope you are still doing great!!! We will go to 6th floor 3/24 and transplant on 4/1!!!!! What a way to spend April Fools Day! God bless you all and I am praying for you!
Kim
Jim and Kim Watts http://www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, AL. - Sunday, February 23, 2003 10:30 PM CST

Hey Austin, wow tomorrow you will be six Happy Birthday early I love you man!
Jessica Calhoun
- Sunday, February 23, 2003 10:29 PM CST

Hey Austin! Have a happy, happy birthday!! Get your mom to check her e-mail for some fun from Jacob! Love ya lots!!
The Seitz's <sseitz4@juno.com>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, February 23, 2003 3:50 PM CST

Hey Austin! Be sure to tell your mom to check her emails today (Monday), there is something there for you! hope this finds you feeling great and still eating your mom out of house and home! check in later! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, AL - Sunday, February 23, 2003 2:26 PM CST

Good Morning, Austin!

Reach out and grab a hold of this day and enjoy every moving minute of it!

Here�s the thought:
The greatest achievement of the human spirit is to live up to one's
opportunities, and to make the most of one's resources. - Vauvenargues

This sounds kind of clich�, I know, as this is exactly, aware or not, what you have been doing, with each tiny footstep � one in front of the other.

One step, leads to another and then to another, and then to another. Keep taking those steps little friend.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chrisi <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Sunday, February 23, 2003 8:07 AM CST

hi i'm audra. you don't know me but i'm friends with amber lutcherhand.i'm praying for austin and the rest of your family.feel free to email me anytime you want to talk.God Bless!!!!
audra kennedy <kenn1669@bellsouth.net>
morris, al USA - Saturday, February 22, 2003 11:16 PM CST

Dear Bakers
Baby Elyse went to her first Mardi Gras parade tonight. She wanted to eat her moon pie when we got home, but it was late - she'll have to eat one for breakfast! So glad you are eating lots and enjoying your new home away from home. Sounds like mommy may have to bake you your very own cake to eat all by yourself!
kelly hayes
- Saturday, February 22, 2003 9:11 PM CST

Hey man, I am glad to hear you are eating everything in site. I love little plump turkeys, and you are definatley ( you know what I'M tring to spell) a turkey. I hope you are enjoying your apartment living its better than the gated community. I will try my best to come visit you Monday for your BIRTHDAY! I had no ides you were almost 6 years old. I am so proud you. I hope your being a good big boy for your mommy. I miss you guys and love you lots.
Christy <scpat@charter.net>
- Saturday, February 22, 2003 6:45 PM CST

Hey Bakers,
I am glad that Austin is doing well! I am praying hard for you guys. WOW AUSTIN IS TURNING SIX. Thats awesome! I love you guys! I miss you so much too! Please give Austin a big bear hug from me!
Well I will talk to you guys later!
Jessica Calhoun
- Saturday, February 22, 2003 2:18 PM CST

Hey Austin, I can"t belive youre 6!!!!!!I came to the Hospital with Jan to see your Mom & you were in the room . You had the whitest hair i've ever seen. You were the cutest baby. Hope you have a Happy Birthday Monday . Love & Prayers "Miss Cindy"
cindy wingo <jnwingo@hotmail.com >
robertsdale, al - Saturday, February 22, 2003 10:10 AM CST

Dear Austin, Happy Birthday!!!!! We love you. We are so happy that you are doing great. We miss you. Love, from the Vogles (We are sending this message early because we will not have computer access for several days.)
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOLcom>
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, February 22, 2003 9:49 AM CST

Good Morning, Austin!

I hope this day greets you with a smile and hiccup � to stop you in its tracks and remember how great it is just to be.

Here�s a thought for the day:
Courage is doing what you're afraid to do. There can be no courage unless you're scared. -- Eddie Rickenbacker

Ah, fear�what a great thing to embrace, as opposed to run from�to welcome and get to k now, in order to shine light on the darkness that lurks around the corner of our life skyscraper. To get to know this fear is to be able to rip open the envelop of life and to live it to its fullest.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Saturday, February 22, 2003 9:07 AM CST

A friend
- Saturday, February 22, 2003 8:08 AM CST

Tina,
Glad to hear the good news about Austin. I know you will be glad to go home for a trip. I will continue to pray that Austin's counts improve so that you will be able to take that trip.

Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Friday, February 21, 2003 9:05 PM CST

Dear Bakers:

I was glad to read your update. It sounds like things are going great! I just love the butterball turkey analogy..That pred is yucky stuff...I know you'll be glad to get off of it..

Austin, did you know that I was there when your Mom went into labor to bring you into this world? We were all sitting around Miss Dee's kitchen table when you gave her the sign that you were ready to come into the world...We were all so excited for you to make your arrival...We are so thankful that you did!

Take care my friends..We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, February 21, 2003 7:10 PM CST

YEAH.... I FINALLY HAVE A PHONE NUMBER THAT PERHAPS I CAN REACH YOU.... WILL BE TRYING LATER TODAY OR TOMORROW. SO GLAD TO HEAR THAT ALL IS GOING SO WELL... CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU... LOVE, MS. NENA AND ELLIE
nm
bham, - Friday, February 21, 2003 12:26 AM CST

Hello there! Glad to see you back online! I'm so happy to hear that all is well and he is eating so well. 29 pills a day, WOW! hopefully with them weaning him off the steriods, the swelling will start to go down. I hope his diet has gotten better and that he is eating lots of green vegetables etc to help make him stronger. I will go ahead and wish you a very happy birthday on Monday in case you aren't able to read your Monday messages for some reason. Hope it's a happy day! Take care and thanks for the wonderful update! LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, AL - Friday, February 21, 2003 12:08 AM CST

Hi Everyone,
Sorry to hear about the modem but glad to hear we are doing good. Just thought I would stop by and visit with you. Big HUGS and Prayers from Canada.

Quiltting Angel Cindy <sixjays@shaw.ca>
Selkirk, Manitoba Canada - Friday, February 21, 2003 11:55 AM CST

Just wanted to let you know that we are thinking of you! Hope all is going well and that we get to see you soon!
Dee Fuhrman <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Friday, February 21, 2003 8:31 AM CST

Good morning, Austin!

Here�s a thought to take you into the weekend from a favorite author of mine:

Although our dreams may lie beyond the limits of time, space and belief, they are never beyond reach. � Richard Bach

Never, ever, ever are our dreams beyond reach�and to see that, we need only look at you, little friend.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Chris & Cam <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Friday, February 21, 2003 7:22 AM CST

All I can say is....I miss you guys!!!!!!!!!
Austin, I am so glad you are doing so good and eating so well. I am so proud of you!!! And such a big Birthday coming up on Monday. I bet you thought I forgot.... You are such a great kid and I love your smile!!!Tina...I am so glad that the apartment has worked out so well and that you are getting to go home and spend some quality time with Meagan. You are such a fantastic Mom!!And it truly shows in your children. I am blessed to know you all. You have enriched my life (but like I said before would gladly give up this friendship...for Austin to never have had to deal with this illness!!!)I pray for a restful weekend for you all!
Love, Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Thursday, February 20, 2003 10:18 PM CST

Just checking in with you guys. As so many others have expressed in their entries . . . . I guess that "no news is good news." I wish you the best as you have some "free time" and watch that blood count keep rising. Lots of love, MBL
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Thursday, February 20, 2003 2:24 PM CST

Good afternoon little buddy and Tina, No news is good news-- right? We will all be so glad when you have a few minutes to give us an update. Certainly hope to talk to you soon...you have all my phone numbers, so please call when you can. Can't wait to see you! Love, Ms. Nena and Ellie
nm
bham, - Thursday, February 20, 2003 12:27 AM CST

Good morning friends! Hope everything is great today and hope your enjoying your "get out of jail free" card! I agree, not being able to check in with you and make sure all is fine is unbearable, but I know your time there together is precious. Let us know how things are going when you get a chance. LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, AL - Thursday, February 20, 2003 11:48 AM CST

Good Morning Tina and Austin! My very wise grandmother has always said "No news is good news." And so I know that all is going great for Austin - and I am very pleased and thankful. Give us an update when you get a chance - not being able to check on ya'll in the morning is killing me! Love you friend,
Gayle <gayle@altmayerltd.com>
Daphne, AL - Thursday, February 20, 2003 10:58 AM CST

Hi Austin!

Cam is on a Michael Jordan run these days, gobbling (turkey-like) everything up about him. I found the following thought for the day, and felt it was appropriate to begins this spookily-gloomy day here in Fairhope:

I've missed more than 9000 shots in my career. I've lost almost 300 games. 26 times, I've been trusted to take the game winning shot and missed. I've failed over and over and over again in my life. And that is why I succeed. -- Michael Jordan

It is about tenacity; it is about patience and persistence and it is about perspective, and our ability to �choose� or to �determine� how we will see the world that plays out in front of our eyes�and in which we are main characters, if we so choose to be.

I hope this is your best day ever!

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Thursday, February 20, 2003 8:30 AM CST

Hi Bakers...Hope to have an update from you soon..Hope things are still going well for you both...Just wanted you to know that I'm thinking about you..Take care..
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, February 20, 2003 5:25 AM CST

Dear Bakers
Just checking in to say hello and let you know you are in our thoughts.
kelly hayes <crimehater@aol.com>
fairhope, al usa - Wednesday, February 19, 2003 7:19 PM CST

Hello Tina and Austin, I am glad that you two had such a good valentine's day. I was so glad to hear from you. Glad you are back online. I pray everything keeps going so well. Love, Terri
Bishops
- Wednesday, February 19, 2003 3:45 PM CST

Hey Austin & MOM!!!!!!!!!! How are you today big guy? I hope all is well and you are feeling great and full of energy. Those WBC's should be making you feel so good and look great too. Well, you are already handsome enough, we don't need you to really look "good!" you know what I mean! All I can say about your Aunt Tara is this............she is CRAZY AS A LOON! I love reading her entries to you because you never know what in the world she will say! I know she is alot of fun to play with too isn't she? She was ALWAYS mean to me and your mom when I was over playing, but I bet she won't admit it! AAAAAAAAAAND, your Aunt Tonya never wanted us in her room, so we were just kinda left out in the cold and had to fend for ourselves, which I can say we did very well. You have a great family Austin, love them and enjoy them! Take care and I'll be back later to check in. Love you! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, AL - Wednesday, February 19, 2003 10:48 AM CST

Hello Love Bug--
I am so glad that I got to talk to you for a second last night. It sounds like your appetite is equal to that of mine and Nonnie's. Saturday afternoon at the restaurant...I was trying to make desserts for the evening. By the time we finished sampling...we only had enough left for only one or two customers. So when I asked you last night what you had been doing and you replied, "Grazing"....we can certainly relate. However, I wanted to share a little secret with you about your choice of Scoobie Snacks...
Didn't you kow that eating raw cookie dough will give you worms? Just ask Nana!!! She will likely add that you have to wait at least 30 minutes after eating before you can swim or else...Somewhere in the mix...she will let you know that the wind was so bad last night in Atmore that she thought that the tree tops were falling out. It must have been a tornado!!! Then, you will hear the water draining out of the bath tub because she filled it to the top...out of fear of losing power, water and everything else that can be associated with the "terrible Atmore weather." (Obviously, you have been away from Nana a little too long). Hanna sends a big, wet Labrador lick to you. For your mom, wet your finger and stick it in her ear! Hugs and Kisses
Aunt Tara <holytara2002@aol.com>
Pensacola, Fl USA - Wednesday, February 19, 2003 9:37 AM CST

Hi Austin, Are you having lots of fun with the freedom to run around, go to bed when you want to, eat some good foods that mom can fix for you? Hope your taste buds are finding new items that spark a desire for you to eat lots and lots of things that taste really good. Tell mom that I have sent her an email because I really need to talk to her. Of course I want to talk to you too.... Have fun at school today!
Love, Ms. Nena and Ellie
nm
bham, - Wednesday, February 19, 2003 9:14 AM CST

Hi Buddy!

Darn, it has been a few days since I�ve sent a thought, as we weren�t sure if you were still checking your web page, or if you were off playing around too much with apartment life.

So, let�s get started again; here�s the thought for the day:

Just as the hand, held before the eye, can hide the tallest mountain, so the routine of everyday life can keep us from seeing the vast radiance and the secret wonders that fill the world. -- 18TH-CENTURY CHASIDIC SAYING

This is a great one, and it is one that you have helped to show your fans, peeling away the hand that�s been in front of our faces, blocking out the happenings that are around us right here and right now.

Thanks, Austin!

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Wednesday, February 19, 2003 8:22 AM CST

The news just keeps getting better and better!!!!
Rise and Shine and Give GOD the Glory, Glory!!!!!

Beth Hutchison <bhutchlily@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA! - Wednesday, February 19, 2003 8:19 AM CST

Dear Austin, We hope you are loving apartment life and eating and drinking a lot. Wish we could send you a big piece of king cake. We are praying for you and your mom and dad and Meagan every day. We can't wait until you're home. Love, the Vogles
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOLcom>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, February 18, 2003 10:03 PM CST

Hello Tina & Austin,

Such good news!! We serve an awsome God!! Love you guys and still praying for you. Beverly Pohl (Josh's Mom)
Beverly <BPohlCMCMom@aol.com>
Hartselle, Al USA - Tuesday, February 18, 2003 8:41 PM CST

Dear Bakers:

I just wanted you to know that we are still thinking about you every day and praying for your well-being..We look forward to updates about your progress...We are so proud of Bucky for being so brave and we are thankful that he is out of the yucky hospital and into a more home like enviornment..Hopefully, that will speed this his healing which will lead to him being able to come home!

Hang in there...
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, February 18, 2003 8:06 PM CST

Hey Tina and Austin!!
So happy that things are going great!!! Still thinking about ya'll and sending those prayers up to The Big Guy!!!
Need your new address for those little surprises our boy is fond of!! Hope to see you both soon.
Love, Cecilia
Cecilia Lewis
- Tuesday, February 18, 2003 4:53 PM CST

Hello Tina. Hope you're in the midst of a nice day! Just wanted you to know that I'm thinking of you and Austin, and continuing to say prayers for you and Austin, and Meagan of course too. Hope to see you or talk with you soon. I'm missing you! Love you,
Gayle <gayle@altmayerltd.com>
Daphne, AL - Tuesday, February 18, 2003 3:30 PM CST

Hey Austin, I'll bet you keep your mom on her toes, you have a very sneaky smile - just my my daughter. Look like an angel - but an angel up to something! So many people are thinking of you and praying for you buddy!

Angel Chris from Smile Quilts
<chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, February 18, 2003 1:22 PM CST

Good Morning! I am at school and wanted to make sure my friends were doing ok today! I didn't even think about you being at home for the week end. I hope you had a good time. I guess dad was with Austin at the apartment. I am so glad you have a place of your "own" for now without all the interruptions and aggrevations of being in a hospital. Maybe you can get some real rest while your there. It's great that there is such a place for the families. Katie's school just had a huge drive of pop tops for the Ronald McDonald house...they got thousands of pop tops to donate. I hope they do it every so often because I know what a worthy cause it is. I will check back in with you later since you have been gone...Take care! LOVE U! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, AL - Tuesday, February 18, 2003 12:08 AM CST

Austin & Tina, I'am happy your out of the hospital & on your own!! Things are sounding great!!!! Miss you guy's .All my Love & Prayers "Miss Cindy"
cindy wingo <jnwingo@hotmail.com>
Robertsdale, Al - Tuesday, February 18, 2003 9:02 AM CST

Tina and Austin, It was soooooo good to see an update..and even better to find that Austin is STILL doing great. Keeping you in my prayers..daily.
Anne Marie <jas123@charter.net>
Helena, Al - Tuesday, February 18, 2003 7:53 AM CST

Hey guys! Austin, I'm so glad you are doing SO GREAT!! I can't believe how fast you got out of there! I'm praying for you guys. If you need ANYTHING, please don't hesitate to ask. I know it's not easy being away from home, but it probably beats being stuck in a hospital room!! I'll be glad to do anything you need me to do Tina, I mean it. Just call me! Love you both!
Jill Belcher <JHBpianonurse@msn.com>
Birmingham, AL - Monday, February 17, 2003 10:00 PM CST

Austin & Tina,
Glad to see you are doing so well. Just wanted to say hello. Matthew has clinic on the 3rd. I hope to see both of you.
'Till later,
take care,
Sandy & Matthew

sandy bothwell <tsbothwell@aol.com>
birmingham, al - Monday, February 17, 2003 9:54 PM CST

Hey Bakers,
I was so excited to see you today! I will be praying that you have a safe trip back up tp B ham! Give my Austin a bearhug from me! God is so wonderful and he has used you guys in so many ways! I love ya'll so much! I am still praying very hard for you guys too! I miss ya'll so much! I hope a trip home for you guys is not far away! May God continue to bles your lives!

Jessica Calhoun
- Monday, February 17, 2003 9:05 PM CST

Dear Bakers:

I'm glad to see your update..I wasn't really worried about not having heard from you..I figured there might be a technical challenge...I'm glad to hear that Bucky is doing well and that things are getting back to "normal for now"...We thank God for his continued blessings of you and your family and for taking such good care of our special little friend..

Take care of yourselves..We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, February 17, 2003 6:06 PM CST

Glad to see that you have settled into your new apartment. How wonderful it must feel! We have thought of you often during the last few days (and weeks, and months!). Have a great day and week!
Dee Fuhrman <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Monday, February 17, 2003 5:58 PM CST

Dear Bakers
I know your new apartment must seem like a mansion. How wonderful to have your very own kitchen and privacy! Sounds like a great place to get into a routine. We miss you so much but know this is one step closer to being back home and we are praising God for his many answered prayers. You will love the Beth Moore bible studies. Can't wait until we can take some together!
kelly hayes <crimehater@aol.com>
fairhope, al usa - Monday, February 17, 2003 5:21 PM CST

What wonderful good news!!! Peggy told me the great news this morning and we just praise God and His answering prayers!!! "Then Jesus looked up and said, 'Father, I thank you that you have heard me. I knew that you always hear me.' " John 11:41-42. He always hears our prayers!!!
We had a big praise and thanks in my Disciple class this AM when I passed on the news. Everyone was overjoyed!!! Our prayers continue!!!
Mary Bunch
Fairhope, AL - Monday, February 17, 2003 1:13 PM CST

Dear Friend Austin, We are so so so happy with your news. Know that it must be great to be unplugged from all those tubes and in an apartment. We will pray that you continue to eat and drink and gain plenty of strength so that you can come home soon. We would love to see your precious face, twinkling blue eyes and mischievous smile. We miss you so much!!!! Our prayers continue. Love, the Vogles
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOLcom>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, February 17, 2003 11:56 AM CST

Austin and Tina,
Glad to hear that you are settled into your home away from home and that you are having good clinic visits. You remain in my thoughts and prayers. Hopefully,soon you will all be able to be at home again as a family.

Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Monday, February 17, 2003 11:09 AM CST

Hey! Great to hear the good news about the "little turkey!" That sounds like something aunt Tara would be calling him about now! She is a hoot with all of her stories. She's like an elephant, she never forgets!!! I do wonder though about the cereal one, that just DOESN'T sound like YOU! Sorry I haven't been on either, but all 3 of us have had the flu and have just been miserable. Makes me feel bad for even thinking I was sick after knowing what Austin has been through, but I was miserable for a 37 year old! Glad to see that things are right on track with his treatment.....what do you do at the clinic everyday and how long will this last. What is next after that? I better go check in on little Taylor, I think he is right on your heels....and what a great person Austin is to look up to for such a little guy! Yall take care and hope your news continues to be great so you'll be home soon.....LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, al - Monday, February 17, 2003 10:54 AM CST

Hope to see an update any time now... so in the meantime I will just pray everything is going well for you. Love you, Ms. Nena and Ellie
nm
bham, - Sunday, February 16, 2003 3:55 PM CST

I hope all is still going well. Did you have a good Valentine's Day? I hope you ate alot of goodies. We will be in on Tuesday for one more round of chemo, then we will be moving into that "gated community." I am ready and not ready!! I hope you are all enjoying your time out and things keep going great.
Love,
Kim
Jim and Kim Watts http://www.taylorwatts.org
McCalla, AL. - Sunday, February 16, 2003 10:33 AM CST

Tina,
I have just visited Austin's site for the first time & I am so amazed by your concern for others & such a positive outlook! You are truly an inspiration and a great reminder to be thankful for each blessing. Thanks! Nurse Brenda (SCTU) P.S. You & your family will continue to be in my prayers. Thanks again for the lift!
Brenda Lewis <bnme@att.net>
Prattville, AL USA - Sunday, February 16, 2003 5:39 AM CST

Hi Austin and Tina, I have not been able to check your website since Thurs and hoped to hear how things are going at Hope Lodge... are you having fun there and are you able to get a little more rest? I came back to Bham yesterday and the new baby and sister came with me, so we have been busy. They just left so I had a minute to write you a note. I will try to call you tomorrow and see about a day mid week to come for a visit. Can't wait to see you. Love, Ms. Nena and Ellie
nm
bham, - Saturday, February 15, 2003 12:25 AM CST

CONGRATULATIONS!!!! I know this is a wonderful wonderful day! Keep up the good work and we will keep thanking God for your miraculous recovery, and we will continue to ask him to be ever near making sure the doctors and nurses are doing all the right things. He will continue to embrace you with his wonderful love.

Millie Caughron <gmcuaghron@aol.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Friday, February 14, 2003 8:32 PM CST

Happy Valentines Day to both of you! I loved the story from Aunt Tara. You all were really something when you were younger and I first met you 23 years ago. Can you believe how long it has been? Well, we are so pleased Austin is doing so well and we keep on praying. Take care and remember we love you and are thinking about you daily.
Love, Donna & Donny
Donna and Donny Beasley <beasleydm@aol.com>
Gulf Breeze, Fl Santa Rosa - Friday, February 14, 2003 11:21 AM CST

Good morning you little lump of sugar--
Have you ever opened a box of chocolates to find that someone has taken a little nibble out of each one...or stuck their finger in the middle to see exactly what is inside? Your mom is the world's worst...she has no chocolate etiquette and Valentine's Day is no exception! That reminds me...one afternoon we were watching an after school special. She was sitting in the chair next to me and we were having a Scooby Snack. Anyway--obviously we had already devoured the Little Debbie's so we moved on to Frosted Mini Wheats. She kept handing me one every time that she got one. I noticed that they were not quite as sweet as they normally were...they also seemed to be a little moist...and when I glanced over at her...I realized why. She was eating all of the frosting off and handing me the nutritous wheat biscuit!!! So, my point is...you had better watch her!!! Hugs and big wet Labrador Kisses!
Aunt Tara <holytara2002@aol.com>
Pensacola, FL - Friday, February 14, 2003 8:28 AM CST

Happy Valentine's Day!! I love you and am so proud of all of you! I have had some requests of where to send mail to you. Can you still get it at the hospital address or Hope Lodge?
Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
- Friday, February 14, 2003 6:41 AM CST

Dear Tina and Bucky:

Happy Valentine's Day to you both...I hope you are getting settled into your new home away from home and that things are still going well..What are you eating today? I hope you are adding some different foods to your wacky diet!

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, February 14, 2003 4:16 AM CST

Happy Valentin's day!! Don't forget to check the stem cell unit to see if your card came. I had to go get a shot today!! It didn't feel so good, you guys are so brave to take all those shots like Big Boys!! How are you liking the hope Lodge? Is it cool? I bet all your stuff in it makes it cool. I hope you and mom have a great Valentin's Day. Make sure you give a BIG HUG first thing in the morning. I am sending you one noe (((((HUGS))))).
Love,
KIM
Jim and Kim Watts http://www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, AL. - Thursday, February 13, 2003 9:40 PM CST

GOD IS SOO GOOD!!! I am so happy for you, Austin (and your family, too)!!! You are an amazing young man, and, Tina, I have gotten strength from reading your journal entries. Thank-you! You are all in my thoughts and prayers! Come home soon, Austin!
Love, Candi
- Thursday, February 13, 2003 10:06 AM CST

What EXCITING and WONDERFUL NEWS!!! I remember the first time we met while Austin was getting those famous "markings" for his radiation treatments...you told me how long the average child stays on the stem cell unit...well, Austin has won first place in getting out of there so soon. His rapid recovery is truly a miracle...just shows what prayers of thousands, God's love in giving the Drs. the right course of treatment can do. Why should we ever question the power of God? NOTHING is too big for HIM to handle!! Austin, I will be calling you so you can give me the real scoop on what is going on....
I am looking forward to seeing you, maybe next week. Give mommy a big hug for me and have her give you a big kiss from me. Love you little buddy, Ms. Nena and Ellie
nm
bham, - Thursday, February 13, 2003 9:27 AM CST

Austin and Tina,
OH GOD THANK YOU! What courage and strength.
There are no words to describe how happy we all are and how blessed that Austin has made it.
Love you so,
Karin Ballard <ktballard@aol.com>
- Thursday, February 13, 2003 9:23 AM CST

WOW! Great News! What a brave child you are. You are in my prayers.
Susan (cousin to Janie Sims)
Hoover, Al - Thursday, February 13, 2003 8:33 AM CST

WOW, This is the most wonderful news ever! I am so happy for you guys. It is amazing how good God really is! I bet those nurses are sad but very happy to see him move out! There is no one else in this world like Austin, He is one of a kind! He is so speical to me! Tell him that I love him very much and that I am still praying very hard! I miss you guys so much! I tell everyone I know about my Austin and his strength, my whole class checks there computers every day to see how things are going! Tell Meagan that I miss her too! I never get to see her anymore, but tell her to call me and we can go hang out and get cookie dough ice cream in honor of Austin! I can't wait until you guys get to come home! May GOD continue to bless your lives!
Jessica Calhoun
- Wednesday, February 12, 2003 10:25 PM CST

Tina,
P.S.
Toby went today for his yearly MRI. All is Well!!! It's been TEN years!!!!! Praise God!!!!!!!!!

Maggie Quimby
Atmore, - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 10:20 PM CST

Tina,
Tell us about Hope Lodge!! I bet it is a really neat place. Are there lots of other kids for Austin to play w/?
The owners of Premier have a place that they use for the jewelers called the Haven of Hope. It is a beautiful place.
Hope is all we have. Without Hope there is despair!! Hang on to your Hope and keep looking toward the stars!! Because you have fought this battle w/ such COURAGE and GRACE you have given so many people Hope. I bet you did'nt know that! I know because so many people have told me and I know they have told others. It's a chain reaction. God works through all who let him!! We are his hands. Wow, what an awesome testimony Austin has. He does'nt realize it now but in time he will.
We are so very H-A-PP-Y!!!!! :-) :-) :-) :-)
Love you all,
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 10:17 PM CST

Tina I am so happy for all of you. I know Austin is so excited. He is one of God's miracles. We can't wait to see pictures of his party. We can't wait to have one when he comes home. Let us know how to mail to you. Enjoy your new place it is the next step to home. Love, Terri
Bishops <budchip@bellsouth.net>
- Wednesday, February 12, 2003 9:00 PM CST

No news could be more wonderful than this! God is always the answer - and friends, love, hugs and hope! I love you both........Joan
joan sullivan
daphne, al usa - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 8:33 PM CST

We are so happy for you!!! If you need anything in your new surroundings please let us know! Congratulations! I know you'll be home soon!!
Theresa and David Jellenc
Montrose, AL - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 8:16 PM CST

WAY TO GO!!!!!!!! Glad you are settled into Hope Lodge. Praying that all will go well so you will be home soon.
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 7:14 PM CST

Dear Bakers:

What a wonderful day for all of us..I am celebrating with you...In your honor I am eating some Lay's potato chips (don't really care for Pringles...not enough grease) and a handful of Hershey kisses..

I know you are so glad to be out of the hospital..Keep moving in this direction and you'll be home before you know it...Just in time for spring!

Thanks for sharing your good news with us. We can't wait to see the pictures from your party...Take care..
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 7:10 PM CST

Congratulations!!!! We are so excited for you!!!! Many prayers of thankfulness are being said in our house today. God bless!
Dee Fuhrman <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 5:02 PM CST

Tina & Austin
I am so happy for you both. Austin is such an amazing child. He is really a fighter. Enjoy your freedom. Take care and try to get some rest.
Love to you both, Carol & Melvin
Carol Middleton <middletoncarol@hotmail.com>
Uriah, Al - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 3:29 PM CST

Dear Austin, We are so excited that you will be at Hope Lodge soon. We hope the time passes quickly for you and that you get lots of rest, gain strength and eat and drink a whole lot. Our prayers continue!!!! Love, the Vogles
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOLcom>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 12:47 AM CST

Dear Tina,
I am so happy for you and Austin. I know that this day has been a long time coming for you, but you and all of your prayer warriors never gave up. I may not write often but I think about your family and pray for you daily and will continue to do so. The first thing I do each morning is pull up your website and read your words of inspiration and encouragement. They have really been my daily devotional, for I have learned so much from you, Tina. Your unfailing devotion to God, family, and friends have inspired me more than you will ever know.

Tell Austin to keep up the good work, hug his sweet mama, and it's time to "make like a tree and leave"!

As always, you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Leza Nelson
- Wednesday, February 12, 2003 11:29 AM CST

WELL TODAY'S THE BIG DAY FOR YOU! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? HOPE EVERYTHING GOES WELL IN THE BIG MOVE AND I HOPE MEAGAN IS ABLE TO VISIT MORE NOW. I AM REALLY LIKING THIS NEW FOOD PROGRAM YOU ARE ON, ACTUALLY, I LIKE IT MORE AND MORE. THE FOODS YOU ARE ADDING ARE JUST ALL OF MY FAVORITES....EXCEPT I HAVE TO HAVE A COKE! I THINK I WILL MAKE SOME BROWNIES AND BUY SOME PRINGLES THIS WEEK END IN YOUR HONOR!!!!! YALL HAVE A GREAT DAY AND I KNOW YOUR CONSTANT PRESENCE WILL BE MISSED THERE AT THE HOSPITAL, BUT I ALSO KNOW HOW HAPPY FOR YOU THEY ALL ARE. YOU ARE A MIRACLE AND A SUCCESS STORY THAT WILL BE TOLD THERE FOR MANY YEARS TO COME. BE GOOD NOW AND DRINK YOUR JUICES SO YOU CAN GO AHEAD AND LEAVE, I KNOW YOU WANT TO GO TO PIZZA HUT! LOVE YOU, CATHI
CATHI
ATMORE, AL - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 10:44 AM CST

God is good!! So happy about your great news. I am so very proud of Austin. I tell you, Tina, a fighting spirit is so important as well as prayers, prayers, and prayers. Don't worry about his appetite; it will return soon enough (don't tell Dr. Lucas I said that, you know his personality, just a little high strung). You are on the downhill slide now. At first you will be overwhelmed with the meds you will need to give Austin. I remember being so afraid I would give too much, not enough, but you will find yourself relaxing with it. Hope all goes well.
Much love, Beth
Beth Billy <beth.billy@jdcc.edu>
Brewton, AL USA - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 10:28 AM CST

Hi Austin and Tina, I hope that when you read this you will be at Hope Lodge. Everyone is so excited over your news of going to outpatient status. What a VICTORY and we give GOD the glory. I will be in touch with you next week. I will be at the cancer center on Monday and will check with you to see what day would be a good day to visit. Don't think I should bring Ellie to see you yet. When mom or the Drs. say it is okay, we will visit....perhaps go to the park and have a picnic. Keep on eating and drinking little buddy and soon you will be headed home. Much love, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
bham, - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 10:16 AM CST

Hey handsome--
Just for thought...I wanted to let you know that the independent study that I conducted on the "Pringles, Pop and Pudding Diet" was a HUGE success. (Notice that I emphasized HUGE!!!). It is sure to add pounds of MUSCLE to your body in no time. Results did not vary among the test subjects---me, Nonie, Savannah and Hanna. Across the board...instant results!!! 100 PERCENT PURE SUGAR. You made my day when we talked this morning. AND--I am so glad that you added GWITS to your menu. I am so proud of you! Now...pack your bags and run FOREST run. Hugs and Kisses.
Aunt Tara
Penscola, FL USA - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 8:35 AM CST

Hi Austin!

Hoooray for you!

Here�s a thought for the day:
I'm not happy, I'm cheerful. There's a difference. A happy woman has no cares at all. A cheerful woman has cares but has learned how to deal with them. -- Beverly Sills

Now, I think the thought is interesting, but would change the words and descriptions around � we can be happy and have issues; in fact, that�s what helps to weave us into the people and world we are.

Hooray for all of the stuff, rough and terrific, that we have been through to make us what we are!

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 7:14 AM CST

Tina and Austin,
YEAH!!!!!!!!We are so happy that you get to leave the hospital!!!! You are one very strong family and such and inspiration to us. We love you bunches!!!!
The Words
- Wednesday, February 12, 2003 5:59 AM CST

Dear Tina and Bucky:

Today is a big day!!! I'm so excited for you!

Okay, here's a formula with regards to your input/output problem...Output = input...Hey, it's hard to do some things when your diet consists of potato chips and peanut butter crackers...I'm sure the grits will get things moving right along..In the meantime, drink up!

It was great to talk to you yesterday...We love you and can't wait to get you back to Fairhope where you belong.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 4:39 AM CST

YEA!!!!!!!!!!!! Austin, I'm so glad to hear you are doing so good. I'm very proud of you. When I come up to visit you and your mom, I'll bring some silly string and call ahead to see what the food of the day/week is. Maybe we can have a picnic while I'm there. What do you think? Love ya'll, Samantha
Samantha <daisy99_29@yahoo.com>
Atmore, AL USA - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 2:02 AM CST

Austin--it is great to hear that you are doing sooo well. Keep up the good work. You are one tough little cookie. I hope to see you soon. Take care.
Sandy & Matthew
sandy bothwell <tsbothwell@aol.com>
birmingham, al - Tueday, February 11, 2003 10:31 PM CST

Austin,Expect a miracle & Here you are!!!!!!!!This is the best news ever. Continue to grow more cells and blow that popsicle stand. Love to you and all the Family. Happy Valentines Day.!!!!!! Love "Miss Cindy"
cindy wingo <jnwingo@hotmail .com>
Robertsdale, Al - Tueday, February 11, 2003 10:01 PM CST

Tina,
My eyes are full of tears and my heart is full of joy!!God is so Great! So, you are leaving tomorrow to go to Hope Lodge! How great! What a great name for the Lodge. A place to go and rest and continue to progress!! You have never givin' up the Hope that Austin would get better!!
We are so happy for you and your whole family.
May God continue to bless you all!!
"Today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday and all is well."

We love you,
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Tueday, February 11, 2003 9:48 PM CST

OH WHAT WONDERFUL NEWS!!! Thank you Lord!!! We are so happy he is doing so well. We'll continue to pray for his healing!!

Tina, your journal entry is so touching. You are such a good mommy. Your family is very lucky. It won't be long & you'll be home & "normal" again!

May God continue to bless you!!

Kelly
The Hicks Family <www.caringbridge.org/al/sarahanne>
Woodstock, AL - Tueday, February 11, 2003 9:38 PM CST

Hey Austin,

I am really excited you are getting to leave the hospital.
Walk alot and drink lots of Gatorade!!!

Abracadabra, you are "Austin the Great Magician", turning red checkers to black and making pens fly in mid air!!! You are a pro at magic!

I have a joke for you.
Knock, Knock.
Who's there?
Dwayne.
Dwayne Who?
Dwayne the bathtub, I'm dwownin!!

Your friend,
Andrew Watson <thunderbolt1501@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Tueday, February 11, 2003 9:33 PM CST

WE ARE SO HAPPY YOU WILL BE DISCHARGED. WE PRAY FOR YOU ALL EVERYDAY. GOD BLESS
LOVE, TOMMY, STEPHANIE CARSON AND CONNOR COBB
STEPHANIE MIDDLETON COBB <slmjtc@aol.com>
TROY, AL - Tueday, February 11, 2003 8:41 PM CST

Just wanted to let you know that we are thinking about and praying for you. You are doing great job, keep up the super work!!!!!!

LeAnne "Quilting Angels" <cogdill@txucom.net>
Tx - Tueday, February 11, 2003 8:35 PM CST

Austin, I am overjoyed. I knew you could do it. You have fought a good fight and now you are going to be rewarded. Just keep plugging; the light is at the end of the tunnel.
Give your Mom a great big hug. She has been tremendous. She has fought a good fight too. So has Daddy and Megan.
Let's all say a great big THANK YOU GOD for this wonderful miracle.

Millie Caughron <gmcuaghron@aol.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Tueday, February 11, 2003 8:08 PM CST

Hey Bakers,
That is such wonderdul news that ya'll are going to be out patients! God is so good all the time! Pretty soon you guys will be coming home! I love you guys and I miss you guys so much!I am still praying very hard for you guys too!
Jessica Calhoun
- Tueday, February 11, 2003 7:22 PM CST

Hey there Tina and Austin!!!

What great news is coming your way! Couldn't have heard anything better today.

How great is the love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God! And that is what we are! 1 John 3:1

Austin ---- we are children of the King! What an awesome thought that is.................

i love you,

emily
emily garner
fairhope, - Tueday, February 11, 2003 5:47 PM CST

Hello Tina. Just wanted to offer a little encouragement. I am so glad that your getting to leave. I hope everything continues to get better. I just wanted to let you know that I was thinking of you and your family and will continue to pray for you guys.
Hang in there!
Brad Bryan <bbryan@cs.bwauto.com>
Hendersonville, NC - Tueday, February 11, 2003 3:25 PM CST

Tina, did you ever get the messages and pictures that I sent to your email? I think I did it while you were gone home one weekend, so I wasn't sure if you had checked it or not. Hey Austin, save me some pringles! I hope you had a good lunch today and maybe you will find something else new that tastes good. What about popcorn? Have you tried that? They have a new kind out that is called kettle corn, it's a little sweet and a little salty...........I LOVE IT, BUY 2 BAGS AT A TIME. Try it and let me know! I'm still at school, but JUST HAD to check in again!!!! Love you! Cathi
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL - Tueday, February 11, 2003 2:51 PM CST

Tina, Going home tomorrow?? What a victory!! We need more stories like Austin. What a brave, strong boy. Dan and I continue to pray for his healing and cure. What a great inspiration you all are for the next child admitted to room 659.
www.caringbridge.org/al/janiesims
Janet Sims-mom to Janie Sims(who left room 659 on angels wings) <janetsims@juno.com>
Birmingham, AL - Tueday, February 11, 2003 2:42 PM CST

Tina,
What wonderful and awesome news!!!!!I am so happy to hear that Austin will be dishcarged soon!!! God is good!!!!!!
Michelle Wilson
- Tueday, February 11, 2003 1:19 PM CST

Tina: What FABULOUS news!!! Your mom had called me this morning to let us know. Who would have thought it a few weeks ago!! I truly feel that Austin was put here for a very special purpose...And so were you. Your entire family remains in our thoughts and prayers constantly.

We love you.
Betty and Floyd <fbadams@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Tueday, February 11, 2003 12:17 AM CST

GOOD MORNING! WHAT GREAT NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOSH, HOW DO YOU TOP THAT OTHER THAN TO GIVE US PLATELET COUNTS THAT GO THROUGH THE ROOF! I KNOW ALL OF YOU ARE EXCITED WITH THIS NEWS EVENTHOUGH AUSTIN DOESN'T KNOW ABOUT HIS PARTY YET. HE WILL BE SO THRILLED WITH THAT. I FOUND A POEM THE OTHER DAY THAT REMINDS ME OF ALL OF YOU. IT'S BY EMILY MATTHEWS::: SOME PEOPLE ARE SPECIAL.....SOME PEOPLE JUST KNOW, RIGHT FROMT HE START, HOW TO BRING JOY TO ANOTHER'S HEART. SOME PEOPLE JUST KNOW HOW TO LOVE AND TO GIVE AND THEY DO SUCH NICE THINGS EVERYDAY THAT THEY LIVE. THEY'RE A BLESSING WHEREVER THEY GO. IT'S A SWEET WAY OF LIFE THAT SOME PEOPLE JUST KNOW. THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE WRITTEN AS A POEM, BUT THE MESSAGE IS STILL THE SAME. THIS REMINDS ME ESPECIALLY OF YOU BECAUSE YOU BRING A SMILE TO THE FACES OF EVERYONE YOU MEET. YOU ARE SUCH A JOY IN OTHER'S LIVES AND THEY ARE FORTUNATE TO KNOW YOU, JUST AS ALL OF US ARE TO HAVE KNOWN YOU FOREVER. YOU ARE THE BEST MOTHER I THINK I HAVE EVER KNOWN, AS I ALWAYS KNEW YOU WOULD BE. I NEVER KNEW SOMEONE THAT WANTED CHILDREN SO BAD THAT SHE WOULD GO TO THE ENDS OF THE EARTH TO HAVE THEM LIKE YOU DID. I REMEMBER THE DAY I BROUGHT KATIE OVER TO YOUR MOMS WHEN SHE WAS JUST WEEKS OLD AND YOU WEREN'T EVEN MARRIED YET. YOU HELD HER AND LOOKED AT YOUR MOM AND SAID, "I WANT ONE!" I KNEW THEN YOU WOULD GET YOUR WISH. BOY, DID YOU EVER, YOU GOT TWO GREAT ONES! YOU NEVER KNEW THE JOURNEY YOU WOULD BE ON, BUT I KNOW IT HAS LED YOU TO GREATER PLACES. YOU HAVE LED US ALL TO GREATER PLACES AND MADE US REALIZE THINGS THAT WE TAKE FOR GRANTED DAILY. THANK YOU FOR ALL THAT YOU ARE AND ALL THAT YOU MEAN TO EVERYONE AROUND YOU. I LOVE YOU! CATHI
CATHI
ATMORE, al - Tueday, February 11, 2003 10:31 AM CST

Congratulations!!!! What a big day tomorrow will be!!! I am so happy for you guys. God's grace is truly with you.
We love you and look forward to the day you get to come home.
M.C. says that she bets Austin will be glad to not have to get any more shots!!
Love - Leslie
Leslie
- Tueday, February 11, 2003 10:16 AM CST

I am so excited for you guys!!!!!! Austin, you did super!!! I just mailed you a valentine's card this morning so You will have to check some mail b/c you will probably "blow that popsicle stand" before it comes. Way to go, Austin.
Love Always,
Kim
Jim and Kim Watts http://www.taylorwatts.org
- Tueday, February 11, 2003 10:08 AM CST

Dear Tina and Austin,
What wonderful, outstanding, exciting, stupendous news! We are so happy for you! Jackson, Jared and Jordan send this joke for you: What do baseball catchers eat dinner from? Home plate!
God bless and have a great day!
Dee Fuhrman <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Tueday, February 11, 2003 10:01 AM CST

Hi, Tina --
I am so thrilled to see the great news about Austin and that you all are going to be discharged so soon!

Love,
Gail Stevens
Gail Stevens
Birmingham , AL Jeffereson - Tueday, February 11, 2003 9:39 AM CST

Tina- I know this is going to come to a shock- I am speechless! How great is God, when you allow him to be God and how great are you for allowing God to be God. How great is Austin for being a fighter, and allowing God to be God! God blesses those who are faithful!
Anna
- Tueday, February 11, 2003 9:35 AM CST

Tina, I'm thrilled beyond words! Our God is indeed an awesome God! I love ya'll!
Gayle <gayle@altmayerltd.com>
Daphne, AL - Tueday, February 11, 2003 9:05 AM CST

Tina,
What great news!!! Today we are praying God has in hand in everything. Tomorrow, moving day!
God's peace.
Cullen, Martha, Joseph, Paula, and Jacqueline Davidson <cullen.davidson@fairhopeumc.org>
Fairhope, - Tueday, February 11, 2003 8:05 AM CST

Morning Austin!
I have been "following" your Mom's updates for some time. I am soooo EXCITED about your GREAT NEWS.. being discharged from the hospital TOMORROW!! Praying that your Counts continue to improve daily...and you're closer to "winning" this awful battle.
Anne Marie ( Aunt to Heaven's Janie Sims) <jas123@charter.net>
Helena, Al - Tueday, February 11, 2003 7:47 AM CST

Good morning, Austin!

May this day bless you with it�s peace.

Here�s today�s thought:
Somewhere on this great world the sun is always shining, and it will sometimes shine on you. -- Myrtle Reed

I like this one a lot, and remember the first time I was on a plane; it was a cloudy, misting rainy day in Portland, Oregon. The plane rumbled down the runway, rain running alongside the windows, angling from straight down to sideways � and then the wheels were up and we were in the clouds, and then the blast hit me � the sun was smiling in its blue field, playing above the cloud ground�it�s always shining.

Always.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Tueday, February 11, 2003 7:26 AM CST

Austin,
Glad to hear your counts are on the upward trend. I pray for your continued good counts and that you are able to leave the hospital SOON!
Alice( aunt to angel "princess" Janie) <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Monday, February 10, 2003 10:18 PM CST

Tina,
Glad to hear that you have been able to spend some fun time w/ Meagan!! Your little story about her really made me smile!
Please hug Austin!! We are glad he is still doing well. He is in our prayers every day.
Love you all,
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, AL USA - Monday, February 10, 2003 10:07 PM CST

Hi Austin and Tina... Sorry I have not been able to get a note written to you. I have been out of town since Friday afternoon and for some reason I could not pull up your website. Finally today the page came up. Guess why I am not in Bham... our daughter and her husband adopted a 3 wk old baby boy last week. So I came home with them to have a few days of rocking our new baby. So glad to know that you are eating brownies and chips. That is great!! Won't be long now until you will be an out patient and will be able to do lots of fun things. Hopefully I will get to see you soon. Hope you got the book that I sent to the hospital by my granddaughter. She was at Children's for her diabetic checkup. Can't wait to see you!!!!! Love, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Monday, February 10, 2003 8:41 PM CST

Hey Austin,

Did you walk today? Work on that "old man walk" and you will be outrunning me! Have you eaten anything besides pringles and brownies? Hope so! I think you need to eat lots of pizza and chicken fingers, my favorites. I liked seeing your Rescue Heroes. I can't wait for you to come to my house for dinner and you can see my fish!
"Smoochy, Smoochy"...said Mulan!!!
Love,
Andrew Watson <thunderbolt1501@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Monday, February 10, 2003 7:42 PM CST

Hey Bakers,
I hope today has been a great one! I am still amazed at Austin and how strong he is! I miss you guys so much! Please give Austin a BIG BEAR HUG from me! I still keep his picture in my car so I can look at him everyday and continue to remind my self to live life with the strength that he has! I have been praying very hard for you guys and I love ya'll so much!
Jessica Calhoun
- Monday, February 10, 2003 7:42 PM CST

Dear Bakers:

I hope you are continuing to do well today..You all are in my thoughts and prayers always..

Tina, I when I read your journal entry I thought back to when Meagan first got her bed...Do you remember how we would laugh about how she used that doggone bed to get my attention and get a conversation started?..I must have seen that "new" bed about a hundred times...That little girl can tell a story...She made that bed seem like the most exciting bed that had ever been made...

Here's something to think about:

"Reflect upon your present blessings of which every person has many -- not upon your past misfortunes, of which all people have some"...Charles Dickens

Hang in there..You've got another day almost behind you..
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, February 10, 2003 6:13 PM CST

Hi Bakers
I was going to jot a quick note and now I hear Ms. Elyse crying. Now I remember why I usually write late at night! Oh well - know you are loved and thought of and prayed for continuously!
kelly hayes
- Monday, February 10, 2003 5:20 PM CST

Kim Matthews and I worked together at IBM, and she told me about you and your precious family. Just wanted to let you know that we are in constant prayer for Austin and all of you during this time. Prayer is so powerful and God is a healer. I am asking everyone I know to pray for you also.
Beverly Cawrse <bskts4u@icx.net>
Knoxville, TN USA - Monday, February 10, 2003 4:01 PM CST

Tina, I wanted you to know we check Austin's page every day. We thank God every day for Austin's continued progress. Know we are here praying and praising!
Janet Sims <www.caringbridge.org/al/janiesims>
Birmingham, AL - Monday, February 10, 2003 2:18 PM CST

good morning, my friends!

it is gorgeous here today, and when i spoke with evan early this morning, he said it was overcast there, and i said, "just wait. the sunshine is coming your way!" i pray that God's sunshine and His sonshine pours over you today. and i pray this week will be a week of great progress and filled with all sorts of delicious surprises.

our prayers continue and we know how good God is!

I have seen you in the sanctuary and beheld your power and your glory. Because your love is better than life, my lips will glorify you. I will praise you as long as I live, and in your name I will lift up my hands. My soul will be satisfied as with the richest of foods; with singing lips my mouth will praise you.

On my bed I remember you; I think of you through the watches of the night. Because you are my help, I sing in the shadow of your wings. My soul clings to you; your right hand upholds me. Psalm 63:2-8

i love you all,

emily
emily garner
fairhope, - Monday, February 10, 2003 10:39 AM CST

Hi Austin!

Good morning and welcome to the new week!

Here�s the thought�

Difficult times have helped me to understand better than before how infinitely rich and beautiful life is in every way and that so many things that one goes worrying about are of no importance whatsoever. -- Isak Dinesen

That�s a pretty �on-target� arrow thought, eh? The thing is that at many times, we don�t see those tough times for what they are � everything is a lesson and an opportunity to learn and grow and to share.

So, enjoy the now and make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Monday, February 10, 2003 10:25 AM CST

Good morning guys! I'm sorry I haven't written over the week end, but I was helping Katie with her science project that has to be finished and turnd in tomorrow. Soooooooooo, I was busy, busy, busy! I did check in on you though. Not a day goes by that I don't, even if I don't drop you a line. Hope you will be outpatient by weeks end. How long will you have to stay in B'ham for clinics? I know you are both so ready to go home and start enjoying your "new" life together. Your whole story is amazing to me and to everyone that knows about it and people know what a miracle Austin is. Wish I could be there with you! LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, AL - Monday, February 10, 2003 8:43 AM CST

Hi Tina and Austin,
We are so happy that your are going to be out-patient soon!!! That is wonderful news!!! We think of you often and continue to pray for healing and strength. We love you guys!!!!!
The Words
Fairhope, - Monday, February 10, 2003 6:16 AM CST

Hey Bakers,
I love you guys so much! I hope all has been good! I have been praying for you guys and I love ya'll so much!
Jessica Calhoun
- Sunday, February 9, 2003 9:31 PM CST

I forgot to tell Austin that it is snowing here. It started about the time we went to evening service. It is beautiful. The trees look like winter wonderland. We are supposed to get 2 to 4 inches by morning; however, it looks like it is turning to rain. Austin, if you were here, we would build a snowman or maybe have a snowball fight.
Millie Caughron
gmcuaghron@aol.com, TN USA - Sunday, February 9, 2003 9:07 PM CST

Sounds like our little tiger is steadily improving. I thank God each day for your strength and courage. I am thankful for Austin's attitude and strength. Gee, it looks like you can see the light at the far end of the corner. How wonderful! God continues to answer our prayers in so many ways.
Millie Caughron
Knoxville, Tn USA - Sunday, February 9, 2003 9:02 PM CST

Dear Bakers
I hope your week is getting off to a great start. Went Target-ing today. Would have been fun if you were there to hunt out the bargains with me. We will pray Austin continues to improve so you will achieve outpatient status this week.
kelly hayes
- Sunday, February 9, 2003 8:45 PM CST

Hey Tina-
I was in disciple tonight and some of the scripture we were discussing made me think of you. I will share it with you later- I gotta be quick. Audrey will be the big 4 tomorrow and so we're just taking a break of "girls day" to check on Austin. Love you and am so excited things are going smoothly. Let me know...
Anna
- Sunday, February 9, 2003 8:00 PM CST

Dear Tina and Austin:

I'm so glad to read that you are doing well...I don't know why Pringles and brownies are news...sounds like a meal to me..no cooking involved!

Tina, the fact is, we can all run from our problems and challenges but we can't hide from them forever..Eventually, we have to look those suckers in the eye and say to them, "I'm stronger than you are..get out of my way"..You and your family have certainly risen to that challenge..

That is such great news about potentially being an outpatient this week...Just continue to put one foot in front of the other and take those baby steps...They will lead you back to Fairhope where you belong..

Hang in there.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, February 9, 2003 4:20 PM CST

Dear Austin, It is so great to think that you might be outpatient by weeks end. Wow! I am so happy for you and your family. How our prayers have been answered. I hope you and JoJo had a great weekend together. We will pray that this week goes great and that you make tremendous progress. Love, from all the Vogles
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOLcom>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, February 9, 2003 4:16 PM CST

Dear Austin,
My name is Corey Rilling. Our sunday school class is praying for you. We're sending you some backup ammunition. (CAPS and silly string) Your pictures are real cute. My favorite is the Hunting Camp picture too!
I'm just writing to let you know that we are all praying for you.

Corey Rilling <dmstokes@hotmail.com>
Brewton, AL USA - Sunday, February 9, 2003 10:30 AM CST

Dear Austin,
When I got on your website I suddently realized how fast this lukemia can come on in your life. It makes me scared just thinking about all the pain you have to go through, but with our prayers and thoughts I know you will get through the rough times you're going through. You will be getting lots of goodies for our Sunday School class such as silly string, gatorade, brownines, pringles, cap guns, and lots more. Oh by the way, what is your favorite flavor of gatorade? Please write back at liz1350@yahoo.com
By the way I am 12 years old and I would love to learn more about you. God Bless You!!!

Elizabeth Anne Stokes <liz1350@yahoo.com>
Brewton, Al USA - Sunday, February 9, 2003 10:25 AM CST

Hey Austin,
My name is Abe Hildreth from Brewton, Alabama. I am 11 years old. I go to First United Methodist Church. I hope the silly string, Gatorade, Pringles, brownies, and the cap guns bring you joy and happiness. I hope you feel better, and remember to blast the nurses with that silly string!!!

From,
Abe Hildreth
Abe Hildreth <abehildreth75@yahoo.com>
Brewton, al USA - Sunday, February 9, 2003 10:20 AM CST

Hi Austin!

Peace to you today, little friend.

Here�s a thought for thinking:

Peace is achieved one person at a time, through a series of friendships.
-- Fatma Reda

Again, one person at a time, though friendships and teams and supporters and a network of friends sending out love and light and admiration and attention and focus and brilliance and energy and peace.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Sunday, February 9, 2003 9:43 AM CST

Tina,
I am so happy to hear how Austin is improving everyday. We always keep you in our prayers and think of ya 'll often. I am here for anything you need.

Michelle Wilson <Mkladybug4@aol.com>
- Saturday, February 8, 2003 8:59 PM CST

Keep it up my friend! I wish I could eat brownies and pringles for breakfast. Hey, it works for me! But if I eat that for breakfast then I literally will be the "fat lady in the yellow gown". I told Austin he walked like a very old man when he first stepped off the bed, then with that killer smile of his he politely looked at me and said..."Yeah, but you look like a fat old lady in that yellow gown you have to wear!" Gotta love a great sense of humor! And that is exactly what you have, my friend! You find the best in each situation. Keep it up!

Remember, stretch those legs, flex those feet and take the first five steps like you are a VERY OLD MAN!! Then you are off and running! AND DRINK LOTS OF GATORADE!!!
Sleep well.

Love, Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Saturday, February 8, 2003 8:29 PM CST

Hey Little Buddy!

We hope this note greets you smiling at the day � whether you can see the clouds or sun or not.

Here�s a thought for you:

Enjoyment is not a goal; it is a feeling that accompanies important ongoing activity. -- Paul Goodman

So, you may not answer that you are enjoying what�s going on right now, but I know you�re living right now�working through each hurdle, raising your hands (even if in your mind) at every victory and wall jumped � and when the goal is met, there will be something else to work toward, to allow you to focus on, and to drag other folks behind you with your strength � a byproduct from this experience.

Well, know that we�re thinking of you.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Saturday, February 8, 2003 10:28 AM CST

Dear Tina: We have been out of town, and could not wait to hear the news as soon as we got back - In fact, I called Cathi before we got back and found out that Austin is doing really well. Thank you, God! Saw Brenda tonight, and she told me about the "Sisters Day" today in Fairhope. She said you Gibbs gals had a nice time together. Good for you! Kiss the little champ for us. You remain in our prayers.
Betty and Floyd <fbadams@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Friday, February 7, 2003 8:04 PM CST

Tina,
We are hoping you have a great weekend!! Please hug Austin for us! Stay warm!
We are praying for Austins continued improvement!!!!!!
Love your friends,
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Friday, February 7, 2003 5:45 PM CST

Well, thank goodness! There you are with wonderful news again! I am so glad to hear that our little guy is building those white cells and they are multiplying so fast. His donor was meant to be just for him. Thank you for the update and I'm glad you got to go home for a much needed rest. Hope you and Meagan had a great time together! LOVE, Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, Al - Friday, February 7, 2003 3:11 PM CST

Dear Bakers
Baby Elyse is alseep and I have five minutes before car rider line, so thought I'd say hello. It is cold and rainy out today. My boys and girls at school couldn't go outside, so we made chef hats and turned into bakers and made mini-blueberry muffins for our snack! They were yummy. Tripp is coming over to play with us tomorrow - we want you to get better so you can come play, too. For three girls, we have a lot of matchbox cars around here! Have a great weekend and keep those white blood cells comin'!
kelly hayes
fairhope, al - Friday, February 7, 2003 2:39 PM CST

Hey Tina-
Have a wonderful weekend!
Anna W.
- Friday, February 7, 2003 1:34 PM CST

I hope no news is good news. Maybe you and mommy are getting amuch needed nap. I will check on you later and until then we are praying for you.
Love,
Kim and Taylor
Jim and Kim Watts http://www.taylorwatts.org
- Friday, February 7, 2003 1:01 PM CST

Dear Tina & Austin, Hope everything is going well like it has been lately. I keep hoping for a wonderful update, guess you have mom jumping! Eat something good this week end and get those medicines down you so you can come home very soon. I'm at school again, so i will catch up with you this afternoon. LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, Al - Friday, February 7, 2003 12:51 AM CST

Dear Austin, We hope your skin is healing and that you are eating. We have been praying for those things. We will pray for any family member who will drive to or from B'ham this weekend. Have a great one. Love, The Vogles
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOLcom>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, February 7, 2003 11:46 AM CST

Good Morning Austin and Tina! Just a note to let you know I'm thinking of ya'll this morning and hoping you're both having a good day! Love,
Gayle <gayle@altmayerltd.com>
Daphne, AL - Friday, February 7, 2003 9:36 AM CST

Dear Tina and Bucky:

Just wanted you to know we're thinking about you this morning..Hope all is going well for you today..We love you..Take care.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, February 7, 2003 7:49 AM CST

Hey Buddy,

Please forgive the missing notes for the past couple days, as I�ve been out of town, troubled with no e-connectivity, though have been drifting thoughts your way the entire time � beaming them from my mind to yours.

Here�s the thought for the day:

We cannot live only for ourselves. A thousand fibers connect us with our fellow men; and among those fibers, as sympathetic threads, our actions run as causes, and they come back to us as effects. -- Herman Melville

Just another affirmation that we�re all in this together�

Enjoy the now, little friend.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Friday, February 7, 2003 7:46 AM CST

Hey Bakers,
Sorry I haven't wrote in a day or two! I have been really busy with school! I am still praying very hard for you guys! I have be reading Janie Sim's website to and I just think it is amazing that you guys are in her old room, I bet you can feel her spirit cheering you guys on! Her story is so sad and her moms strength amazes me! Well at least we all know that she is with Jesus! Well I miss you guys so much! I worked today and I just kept thinking how wonderful it would be if Austin and Meagan came running in! I love you guys so much!
Jessica Calhoun
- Thursday, February 6, 2003 9:20 PM CST

Dear Tina and Austin, It has been a while since I have written to ya'll, but we have been keeping close tabs at all of the 8th grade girls basketball games. It is wonderful to read over the last month and the faith that has carried you through all of the ups and downs. The Bible Conference was great and the speaker taught from JOHN and one of the things that she said was that " you can't go wrong expressing love". That is evident in your lifes. Your love for each other and for your Lord and the expression of love from others is what will sustain you during this time.God is with you and will abide (verb for presence of God with us-I did pay attention at the Bible Conference)with you always.I marvel at your courage and strength.Our Sunday School Class prays for you every week, the kids are great to always remember Austin and Megan at our prayer request time. Please know that your church family is praying for each of you and we cannot wait until you all get to return home.Tina I am how working with Mercy Medical Pediatric Home Health. Please let me know if you need anything when ya'll get home. All our love and prayers -Richard, Robi Chelsea and Claire Jones
Robi Jones
Fairhope, Al. - Thursday, February 6, 2003 9:04 PM CST

Tina, I get blessed every time I read your journal. You are such an inspiration to me. I know how hard it is for you up there and you still have such amazing faith and inspiration. You are an amazing mom and FRIEND. I love you guys, and miss you much...... Not a day goes by I don't think about you and Austin. I here good things From diffent people. I hope you have a wonderful and peaceful night. May GOD bless you over and over again!!!!!!!LOVE Christy
christy <scpat@charter.net>
- Thursday, February 6, 2003 8:58 PM CST

our prayers and thouhts are with you all
bob and kitty cahoon <kittyc@gulftel.com>
magnolia springs, al baldwin - Thursday, February 6, 2003 6:15 PM CST

Hey Austin, i am at school, but had to see if there was an update. Did you know the guestbook has not been online since last night? I have been trying to log in and it wouldn't load. Anyway, it's up now, so we can tell you that we are thinking of you and hope your able to come home soon. Won't be so nice to be in your own house and in your own bed? Also, all of your toys will be there along with Meagan. I know you two will pick up right where you left off. Is grandma there visiting? If she is, tell her Mary Catherine says HELLO! How is mom doing? Let me know how you are and tell your mom I sent her an email with a bunch of pictures. I will check back with you this afternoon when I get home. LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, AL - Thursday, February 6, 2003 11:59 AM CST

Hi Austin, It was GREAT to talk to you awhile ago. You sound like you are ready to get out of that place. I am sorry that I don't have a way to send you a picture of Ellie over the internet like you asked me to do.... have mom or gramma find the ones I brought to you. Keep trying to eat as much as possible. Sorry I could not come to see you this week. I was sick and we can't take any chance of bringing a germ into your room. Hope to see you soon though. Be a sweet boy and don't make gramma play too many games...Love you, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Thursday, February 6, 2003 11:37 AM CST

Dear Austin, We are praying that you will have an appetite. Maybe, if they would just bring you some peanut butter mixed with jelly in a cup and some crackers, huh?! You are so special to us and we are so glad that you are fighting with all your might to get well. We miss you. Love, The Vogles
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOLcom>
Fairhope, AL - Tueday, February 4, 2003 3:51 PM CST

Tina,

This is the greatest news. Eventhough Austin has a long way to go, he is truly improving day by day!! We are so happy for you all. You have been so faithful to rely on God and let him carry you through this. What a wonderful testimony you have!! We are grateful to be your friends.
Love you lots,
Maggie and Toby and boys
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Tueday, February 4, 2003 1:20 PM CST

Hey Tina, Hello Austin - So good to hear things are going so well. Austin, here's a Noah's Ark story for U. Noah, while sailing in the ark had to watch his animals very closely. You know, there were tigers n lions n bears - oh MY so many animals. Noah was really paying close attention to the SNAKES - they are tricky you know & dangerous, too. Well, when the ark finally reached dry land, Noah was letting the animals off 2 by 2. 2 tigers, whew!, 2 lions, grrrrreat! 2 rabbitts - 2 more rabbitts, 2 more rabbbits - WAIT where did all these rabbbits come from?! Noah stopped a rabbit and said "What happened!" Well, the rabbit said - while you were busy watching the adders - we were multiplying! We will also add you to our prayers Austin& may your wbc's keep on multiplying! Have a God filled - and very blessed day. Love, Mrs. Marg
Marg Perelli <mperelli@dumc.org>
Daphne, AL Baldwin - Tueday, February 4, 2003 11:36 AM CST

Tina -- I continue to be amazed at your strength and courage as you, Austin, and your family take this journey. Your journal entries help prove the point that a person can, indeed, laugh and cry at the same time because that is the emotion that consumes me when I read your words. God is continuing to do great things, and I am so thankful that you are looking to Him for your strength. Our thoughts and prayers are with Austin as he continues his healing process. Mary Beth Lancaster
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Tueday, February 4, 2003 11:22 AM CST

hey mr.jimmy and ms.tina! i love yall! but i have to go back to 2nd period! i love you too meagan! love LOTS! jenny
p.s. did yall know that if you push ALT 0134 (u have to hold down ALT and push the #s) it makes a cross? �SO COOL!
love again, �jenny�
jenny speir <jenny92389@msn.com>
fairhope, al usa - Tueday, February 4, 2003 9:45 AM CST

hey austin! i cant type very much because it is 2nd period and im about to have to leave! i just wanted yall 2 know i love yall and i pray 4 yall every single day! i had fun talkin 2 u on the phone last nite austin! you sound great! so i really need 2 go! i love yall sosososososososososososososososososososososososososososososo much! in him, jenny
jenny speir <jenny92389@msn.com>
fairhope, al usa - Tueday, February 4, 2003 9:39 AM CST

Good Morning Austin and Tina, So glad to read the update and to know that perhaps you won't have to have the feeding tube if you can force yourself to eat some good food. Try really hard... I know they will get you your favorite foods if you would just try to eat them. Know it was special to have some more of your family with you yesterday.You two have amazing courage and faith... fight the good fight and you will be victorious!! You are constantly in my thoughts and prayers. Love, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Tueday, February 4, 2003 7:37 AM CST

Sleep well my friends. The brownies are baking!!!
Love,
Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Monday, February 3, 2003 10:28 PM CST

Dear Bakers
Just think....one step closer to being home. Hope all has gone well. Thinking of you today.
kelly hayes
- Monday, February 3, 2003 9:59 PM CST

Hey Spider MAn,
How did your procedure go? I know you came through with flying colors! We are thinking about you. We were in clinic again for a platelet transdusion. We had 2,000!!! We are looking much better now and Mommy is breathing a little easier. Sleep well tonight and we will check in tomorrow.
Love,
Kim and Taylor
Jim and Kim Watts http://www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
MC CALLA, AL. - Monday, February 3, 2003 9:58 PM CST

Hey Bakers,
I hope everthing went well this morining! I have been praying for you all day! I love you very much! I hope those doctors were good to you! We are in the middle of bible study and it is going great! Well I miss you guys so so so so so so much! May God continue to bless your lives!
Jessica Calhoun
- Monday, February 3, 2003 9:53 PM CST

Tina and Austin--
Praise God that things are progressing so well. I hope that the procedure went well today. That has to be scary. We will continue our prayers for all of you. And we rejoice that the Lord is so GOOD !
In HIS Name, The Curry Family
Pam and Jon Curry and Family <pcqueen@mchsi.com>
Daphne, AL USA - Monday, February 3, 2003 9:02 PM CST

Dear Tina and Bucky:

"We must be willing to get rid of the life we planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us. The old skin has to be shed before the new one can come" Joseph Campbell

We know that all of your lives have been turned upside down. But you have all proven yourselves to be greater than this challenge. Things will be normal again (hopefully soon)..However, you will never take those moments for granted...You will have an appreciation for life that most people never understand...You will have a new appreciation for every single thing that you encounter..You will never take one single thing for granted..We all have to be willing to let go of how we thought things should be and be thankful for the way things are..

I hope you didn't have too much trouble with the yucky tube..I really dreaded that for you..Hopefully by now it's over and you're adjusting..It's just one more step on the way to getting well and you are on your way...

Hang in there...We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, February 3, 2003 6:28 PM CST

Dear Austin, We are so glad that you got to spend the weekend with Meagan. God is answering our prayers about your recovery and we are so thankful. We have been praying for your liver and that the feeding tube is going well. When we told Mary that you will be home soon she screamed with excitement. We are so glad you are doing so much better. With lots of love, Rachel and Mrs. Peggy
Peggy and Rachel Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, February 3, 2003 5:55 PM CST

Tina, Great to hear that Austin is doing well. Maybe when it's all behind him he can write a new comic book on "Tough Kids"! He would probably need to make sure that he adds a chapter on "Great Mom's". Although we are not corresponding on a regular basis, we are thinking of both of each day. -Remember we are not human beings having a spiritual experience but spiritual beings having a human experience.
Donny and Donna
- Monday, February 3, 2003 5:02 PM CST

hi there, austin, tina, jimmy, and meagan!

how good it is to read about how well things are going! i pray the procedure this morning went well, as well as those things can go :). we are counting down the days when you can move to out-patient housing, and i will put the information i mentioned to you, tina, in the mail this week.

we are busy getting ready to start awana, which stands for "approved workmen are not ashamed" from 2 Timothy 2:15, and when you can come to be with us austin, you are going to LOVE this program for kids. it has everything in it that you like to do, like playing lots of really fun games, running all over the place, and hearing all about God and his love for you and all his children.

just remember that you all are constantly in our prayers and that we love you so, so much!

God has been so good to you and me, and He isn't stopping now!

Shout for joy to the Lord, all the earth. Worship the Lord with gladness; come before him with joyful songs.
Psalm 100:1-2

we're singing!!!

love to you all,

emily
emily garner
fairhope, - Monday, February 3, 2003 4:40 PM CST

Austin and Family,
I am so glad to hear that you are doing so well. My daughter Emily is in Mrs. Jones' class at the K-1 Center and they get updates every once in a while. I'm glad that I was able to get your website information so that I could check on you myself. God is so good, isn't he?
Karyn Northrop <karynnorthrop@aol.com>
Fiarhope, AL - Monday, February 3, 2003 3:08 PM CST

Dear Tina and Austin,
I hope that today wasn't as bad as expected. We are so happy to hear about your great recovery. How exciting to hear that you might be able to leave the hospital soon. I know ya'll are thrilled, even more so when the time comes when you can be back in Fairhope. Take care,
Kristi D'Olive
Point Clear, AL - Monday, February 3, 2003 1:56 PM CST

Hi Austin and Tina,
Here's a prayer that everything is going (or went well) today. I'm thrilled with your news. You have no idea the inspiration that your family has given so many others. I hope one day that you can look back on this and laugh at the "adventure" that you went through. Your courage is astounding. You are always in my prayers. I can't wait to see you back around Fairhope again! (Tina, Dylan, my youngest, will be at the K-1 Center next fall, too. Hopefully we can see each other alot more then!)
Take care and remember that you are so loved! God bless you.

Ginger Taylor <virginia.taylor@halliburton.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Monday, February 3, 2003 12:36 AM CST

Great news! The light is at the end of the tunnel for you now! Hope Austin's procedure goes well today. We'll be praying for you. Another silly joke from my boys: Mom: Joey, you have your shoes on the wrong feet. Joey: No, I don't, Mom. These are the only feet I have!
God Bless!
Dee <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Monday, February 3, 2003 11:06 AM CST

I hope as I type this that Austin has already gone through his procedure today, and that it is all behind him, and that it was not as scary as he thought it was going to be - as always, my thoughts and prayers are with you!
Debbie Holobaugh <dholobaugh1264@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL Baldwin - Monday, February 3, 2003 10:53 AM CST

Tina, God bless you and Austin, Megan and Jimmy. Your courage and faith we have read in your updates. May God continue to bless you and your family. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Frank, Lisa, and Alden
Battles Wharf, Al - Monday, February 3, 2003 9:50 AM CST

Hi Austin!

There is strength in words, as they can facilitate action. Check out this thought for the day � this is a �wall quote:�

The temptation when the path to success gets too bumpy is to leap back into the comfort zone. Don�t. Keep pushing forward, always forward. The comfort zone is the land of dreams and wishes. Success is the land of results, where all those dreams come true. -- Mark Burnett

This goes hand in hand with what my brother helped me to understand during some challenging times � �lean into the discomfort.� The discomfort shows us the way to bigger and better things, breaking down walls and jumping over unthinkable barriers gets us to the edge of the cliff of our life � and once there, we find it�s really not that scary.

Enjoy the now, little friend.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Monday, February 3, 2003 4:21 AM CST

Hello Tina, I am so glad that you and Meagan got to spend special time together this weekend. Sounds like Catz was wonderful cell phones are great. I know Jimmy and Austin had fun together also. We will pray for the Lord's strength and comfort to be with Austin and you tomorrow during his procedure. His healing power is so evident in Austin. My brother in law from Texas got my email about Austin's progress and sent his prayers of thankfulness and continued healing. Austin has touched so many people. Thanks for your call the other day you are so sweet to take time to call us. Love, Ross and Terri
The Bishops
- Sunday, February 2, 2003 9:33 PM CST

Tina,
This news is so GREAT!! We will be praying for Austin tomorrow.
We can't wait for all of you to be able to have your old way of life back!! I mean just to be able to sit at home and do nothing at all if you like!!
When Austin feels like it I want us all to go down to the bay and feed the ducks!! The boys just love to do that!!
We love you all! Hang in there, you've come so far!! God Bless you!
Love your friends,
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Sunday, February 2, 2003 9:24 PM CST

YOUR NEWS IS AMAZING AND SO EXCITING! I CAN HARDLY BELIEVE IT EITHER! I HOPE EVERYTHING GOES SMOOTHLY TOMORROW AND I ALSO WISH THEY WOULD GIVE HIM A LITTLE SEDATION BEFORE IT TAKES PLACE. JUST LIKE A TWILIGHT SLEEP SO HE WON'T BE SO AFRAID. wE WILL BE THINKING OF BOTH OF YOU. I KNOW ALL OF YOUR FAMILY IS SO EXCITED AT THE THOUGHT OF HIM JUST BEING AN OUTPATIENT SOON. WE WILL HOPE AND PRAY THAT THE OUTPATIENT STATUS WILL SOON BE CHECK UP STATUS REAL SOON. HE IS AN AMZING CHILD AS I HAVE SAID BEFORE AND OVERCOME SO MANY OBSTACLES THROUGH THIS. HE IS A TRUE MIRACLE AND I DO BELIEVE IN MIRACLES!!!!! CHECK IN TOMORROW....love you, Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, AL - Sunday, February 2, 2003 8:32 PM CST

Tina,
It has been a beautiful day here and made all the better by the great news that things are going so well!!! Just keep looking for that rainbow it is getting closer every breath. We'll say a couple of extra prayers tonight that the feeding tube thing goes smoothly!!!Aaaargh!!!I know Austin is not thrilled about that, and he'll surely let everyone know about it!!! Love ya!!
Cecilia
- Sunday, February 2, 2003 5:28 PM CST

Hello Tina!!

WHAT AWESOME NEWS!!! I know it is an encouraging sock in the arm for all of you. I have alerted the prayer troops for tomorrow and hope you are able to get through it smoothly.
Anna
- Sunday, February 2, 2003 5:19 PM CST

Dear Bakers:

I know Meagan was thrilled to go with Mom to see Cats..Austin, buddy you'll catch it the next time around..

I don't look forward to your having to have the tube either..But, if that's what it takes to get well, then you'll just have to do it! I've found that things like this are not nearly as bad as I get them in my mind to be..You've come this far little man..there's no turning back now..Just remember, we fear what we don't know...Once we know what it is..we're not as afraid...It's kind of like going into a dark room...It's a little scary until we turn on the lights and we find out there's nothing in there to be afraid of...

Tina, I had to laugh out loud about looking for the Pizza Hut with the 90 and above health rating...As you know, I'm a little obsessive about that myself..

We can't wait for all of you to be back here in Fairhope either...Hang in there...The end is in sight..

We love you.
Kim <KMatth36242@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, February 2, 2003 5:14 PM CST

Hi, Tina!
Hi, Austin!
Praise God for all this great news! Prayers have been answered. We are all so happy for all of you. You all are a walking testimony in your faith in God.

Love,
Gail
Gail Stevens
Birmingham,, AL Jefferson - Sunday, February 2, 2003 2:54 PM CST

Hey Bakers,
It's another boring day at Latte Da! There is no one in here right now, I hope hope Karin doesn't read the website anytime soon! She will find out that I am on the computer hahaha! I wish that you guys could be here so badley, but I know it won't be long! I am so happy that Meagan is there with ya'll! I know you guys love having her and Mr. Jimmy there! Oh, Jennifer says hello and that she misses you guys! I have been praying for you guys today, I love ya'll and I miss ya'll very much! May God continue to bless your lives!
Jessica Calhoun
- Sunday, February 2, 2003 1:48 PM CST

How EXCITING to think that in just a couple of weeks you may be able to be an outpatient... you are so far ahead of schedule that can only have happened as result of so many thousand of prayers.... and the fact that Austin is a very good patient. I know all the different procedures (like feeding tube in nose)are not fun, but just remember that each time they are helping you to get well. I do want to see you before you leave... I have had a cold and knew that I should not come see you. Maybe I will make it down later on. I will call mommy first. We will be praying for you little buddy... Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Sunday, February 2, 2003 10:44 AM CST

Hi Austin!

So, is the sun in your mind lighting your face this morning?

Here�s an interesting thought to think for the day:

Enjoy the little things, for one day you may look back and realize they were the big things. -- Robert Brault

Enjoy each little forward step you take today, as each leads to the next, and know that those little steps lead to that great thing that you are fulfilling everyday � total health.

Enjoy the now, little friend.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Sunday, February 2, 2003 9:56 AM CST

Hello Bakers, what wonderful news!!! I Know Austins not looking forward to the tube in his nose , but look how far he has come.It won't be much longer now. I wish i could have been a fly on the wall watching Megan & Austin!!!!All my love and Prayers, "Miss Cindy"
cindy wingo <jnwingo@hot mail. com>
Robertsdale , Al - Sunday, February 2, 2003 9:47 AM CST

Hey Tina. I have been thinking and praying so much for you, Austin and your family. Austin is so very loved. He is one handsome boy. I know you are so proud of him. He has touched my life never having met him. I will share an extra special snuggle with my little boy, Paxton, for Austin. My thoughts are always with you.
Cindy (Scogin) Davis <davi2074@bellsouth.net>
Pace, FL USA - Sunday, February 2, 2003 3:24 AM CST

Wow Austin...over 18,000 hits to this website! That truly shows how many lives you are touching and how many people are praying for you. I know that doesn't mean a whole lot to you, but to us grown ups it is pretty impressive!

I am so glad you liked the cinnamin sticks. Now that we know that Pizza Hut is so close (a lot closer than the one in Fairhope!) we can get them for you anytime!

Don't be scared about getting that tube on Monday...Scooby and I have a great surprise for you!! Also just think, that tube will make your tummy get better quicker. That means you can "blow this popsicle stand" and come to my house for dinner. I will come over Monday if you want me to. You just call me, okay sport?!? Hope you have had a great weekend with Sissy(you too Mom).
Love you,
Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA` - Sunday, February 2, 2003 0:01 AM CST

Outpatient in 2 weeks, that is awesome. Taylor had a nose tube at one time. It wasn't a very pleasant procedure, but not painful. You'll do great!! Tina, if you need an apartment, I know 2 people who lease at 2 differnt Hoover apartments (about 15-20 min.from Children's). I lived in one myself and it was nice. I will be more than happy to pass along the info if you need it. God Bless you all tonight.
Love,
Kim
Jim and Kim Watts http://www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, - Saturday, February 1, 2003 11:03 PM CST

Tina,
I am so thrilled to hear Austin's good news! I know that our paths have only crossed briefly, but I think of and pray for you, Austin and your family every day. I will continue to do so as you enter the home stretch of you journey.
Heather Adkins (Joshua's mom)
Heather Adkins <cadkins4@msn.com>
Headland , AL Henry - Saturday, February 1, 2003 9:54 PM CST

Dear Tina, Austin, Meaghan and Jimmy: I share in the thankfulness of God's grace to Austin, his family and all of us who have Austin in our hearts daily. This progress is so so welcome! I just know that the little guy who eats spaghetti is really making a run for recovery. Yeehaw!!!!! Lot's of love and hugs and continued prayer...Joan
joan sullivan
daphne, al usa - Saturday, February 1, 2003 7:30 PM CST

Happy Saturday Austin! I know you are so happy this week end, you have all of your family there with you. Meagan is your best medicine isn't she? Yall play lots of games and have her read to you. She can play rescue rangers and playstation and shoot silly string too. Hey, I thought of something last night.....If your legs start aching again, just think this.....those rescue rangers are inside shooting those new cells into your legs like silly string so you can get better. I know that won't help the pain much, but it could be fun to think about it! Have lots of fun and I will check in on you tonight, LOVE YOU and kiss Meagan and your mom for me! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, AL - Saturday, February 1, 2003 2:56 PM CST

Our prayers are with you all. Hang in there Austin, get better @ I'll take you for a ride on my harley. I know you already have the jacket.Michigan is praying also.
Susan Williams <hotshot@mchsi.com>
Gulf Breeze, Fl Santa Rosa - Saturday, February 1, 2003 1:42 PM CST

Dear Austin
what do you call two banana peels?A pair of slippers

how are you felling today?How is your mommy doing ??I miss you a lot.We hope you comehome soon.

Sometimes I see your sister at school!!!! oyu are my best frind Austin!!!!!

from ella xoxoxoxo and Evy jewell P.S.You are speail to the HAYES family!!!!!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
the hayes family
fairhope, - Saturday, February 1, 2003 10:44 AM CST

Hey Bakers,
I am still so happy for you guys! God is amazing! Austin you are the best fighter in the world, I just know that its hard to understand why and stuff, But God has used you in this incredable journey to show his love and his healing power! He just knew that you would be the fighter and never give up! I remember the day that you guys found out that you had cancer and everyone from the shop called me, my heart was broken in half, I couldn't beleive it! Today I am just so happy you have made it this far and that the transplant is working! I love you little man so much and I am so honored to say that, b/c you are the bravest man I know! You have made me realize so much and how life should really be lived! Thank you for teaching me so much! I hope that you guys have an awesome weekend, and I know ya'll will because Meagan is there! I bet she is the best medicine there could ever be! She is strong too! I know its been hard for her and just tell her that I am praying for her just as much as I am praying for you buddy! I miss you guys! I a at the shop right now and we have a huge bucket of cookie dough ice cream, I wish so badley that you would come running through the door demanding your ice cream! I will have you some though when you come home, your own big bucket! Well I am still praying and I love you guys so much!
Jessica Calhoun
- Saturday, February 1, 2003 9:01 AM CST

Tina, Kim called me on Thursday to tell me your wonderful news. I have been overjoyed. God is listening and he does hear us. I am so happy for this progress, and we offer our thanks to God for letting these good things happen thru his good medical caretakers. Hang in there; we will eventually get there. We admire you and your family for having such courage.
Millie Caughron <gmcuaghron@aol.com>
Knoxville, Tn USA - Saturday, February 1, 2003 8:14 AM CST

Dearest Tina & Austin,
Lookslike most everything with the transplant is going great. We pray for the both of you anf family daily and hope that allwill hurry up and come to an end and get back home and Austin in school real soon. God works wonders. We love you all. Shirley and Thomas
Shirley and Thomas Odom <ODOMSR@MSN.COM>
Fairhope, AL USA - Saturday, February 1, 2003 7:43 AM CST

1.31.03
Hi Austin!

I hope today welcomes your little face with a great big sun smile (even virtual if you�re not able to see it!)!

Check out this thought for the day, coming on the heels of your making great health strides within�

The greater the obstacle the more glory in overcoming it. -- Moliere

You may not be able to see the end of the tunnel yet, but I know you can sense it � feeling that perhaps it�s around the next corner or bend, or perhaps the next incline, wherever it is, you are closing in on it � you are winning inside.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <Klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Saturday, February 01, 2003 at 12:08 AM (CST)

Hi Tina & Austin, Leslie Dees told me the wonderful news yesterday. I am thrilled.."ain't God Good!!" I am glad Meagan is there with you this weekend. I have been able to see her at FES a lot lately. She's so special! Have a great weekend...Lisa Salter
Lisa Salter <milwhit@hotmail.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 10:19 PM (CST)

I guess you are either on your way home or are already there. Is there any news to report on today? If it is, we sure hope it's good news for Austin. We pray for a peaceful night's sleep for him with no pain and if you are home with Meagan, ENJOY YOURSELVES! I just posted an email with a bunch of pictures to your email address, some new and some of when we were sooooo young with no fears or cares in the world except for what was happening right then! Take care little man and you have a great time this week end too! love you! Cathi
Cathi
- Friday, January 31, 2003 at 06:07 PM (CST)

Hello Tina and Austin! Kim called me yesterday with your great news! We gave prayers of thanks last night and prayers for continued healing. Jackson, Jared and Jordan send this joke for Austin: Why should you put a spider in the outfield? It catches flies! Have a great day! God bless!
Dee <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 05:12 PM (CST)

What incredible news!!! Praise God!!! These were my exact words when Justin, Jessica and I got a call on the way home from school the other day, telling us the good news. Austin, you are a super-little-man with God as your super hero!!! Tina your enduring strength and wonderful humor is such an inspiration. Thank you for teaching us what true faith and trust in God is... you live it daily and are such an example. Prayers continue...take good care of yourself. We love you!!!
Mary Bunch
Fairhope, AL - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 04:39 PM (CST)

Hi Tina and Austin! What's the good news today? Reading the fantastic updates these past couple of weeks has gotten my day off to a great start each day! Austin, keep up the good fight friend! Tina, if you get a chance, give me a call this weekend...I've missed talking to you. I love you both,
Gayle <gayle@altmayerltd.com>
- Friday, January 31, 2003 at 04:37 PM (CST)

Hello Tina & Austin,
I am so happy to hear the wonderful new! I check the website everyday for an update. Reading yesterday's entry brought tears to my eyes (happy tears of course). Austin, you are so brave. Keep up the fighting spirit. Tina, you are absolutely amazing!! You are an inspiration to us all. Please tell Jimmy and Mae-Mae I said hello.
Love Always, Ashley
Ashley Kucera <kuceraam@hotmail.com>
Robertsdale, AL USA - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 04:33 PM (CST)

Good afternoon guys! I'm still at school, but just can't resist checking the site a few times during the day. hope everything is going well and those counts are multiplying like rabbits! So, now we know your also into rescue rangers! do you have a HUGE toy box up there? You would almost have to to hold all of those toys we hear so much about! Who will be where this week end? I hope you get to see Meagan this week end Austin. She may even taste those yucky medicines for you since she is such a sweet big sissy. She is probably looking forward to playing rescue rangers and watching tv with you. check on you two later this afternoon or tonight. let me go look in on little Taylor before I get off of here. be a good little man today and have a great week end with whoever is there! Love you! cathi
cathi
Atmore, AL - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 02:37 PM (CST)

Hey Austin,

I sure had fun playing with you last night and naming all of your Rescue Rangers. Let�s see how good my memory is. There is Cocoa, Mounty, Satty, Rocky, Scooby,Snowy, Rider, Dr. Lucas (Yes, Dr. Lucas you got a Rescue Hero names after you!),Smokey, Firey, Johnny, Charlie, and of course Robby the Robot, Flyer and Diggy. I hope I got them all. Now I just have to find Spotty! I also really like watching the movie with you in your �movie theater�.

You are such a trooper taking those medicines. I know they taste bad , but they make you feel better. Next time I promise I won�t count. Hang in there my little friend and you keep eating those cheese puffs. They are my favorites too. Always remember�just taste it. Soon all your taste buds will be back to normal. If anything comes to mind that sounds good to eat, you just call me and I will try to get it. Next week I will go to Pizza Hut and get those cinnamon sticks.

You call me anytime if you need me or just want to chat. I will bring Andrew up there one afternoon next to meet all the Rescue Heroes and play with you. Hope you have a great evening and be sweet to your Mom!

Love, Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 02:02 PM (CST)

Hi Austin!

Good morning�I hear you have some great things happening in your life�hmmm, perhaps it�s because of your singular focus on health and recovery!

Here�s an applicable thought for today from a famous person with a tall hat and a dark beard:

You can have anything you want -- if you want it badly enough. You
can be anything you want to be, do anything you set out to accomplish
if you hold to that desire with singleness of purpose. -- Abraham Lincoln

Singular focus�how many of us can share the top thing or even the top couple of things in our life, that we are goaling ourselves or dedicating ourselves toward? A narrowed focus with visualization and persistence will get us there.

Peace from the edge.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris
Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 09:06 AM (CST)

Tina, I check on Austin every day and am so excited for the good news.I continue to pray for his full recovery. Take care of yourself and know that we care and send our best wishes ----cindy Lacey
cindy Lacey <cblacey01@worldnet.att.net>
Fairhope, al usa - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 08:52 AM (CST)

Good morning Bakers:

Just dropped in to say hi and hope you have a good day again today...

Bucky, you've had over 18,000 hits on your website..That's 18,000 times people have signed on to check on you..You're like a celebrity!

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 08:50 AM (CST)

Hi, my name is Penney and I have been checking on Austin everyday! I am friends with Jessica Calhoun and I was so excited to hear Austin is producing is own cells. Austin, you sound like quite a character and I can't wait to meet you when you come home! You are in my prayers.
Love, Penney Patterson
Penney Patterson <Luv2jumpkhaki@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 08:21 AM (CST)

Yeah, white cells!!!!! I am so proud of you Austin. Yours is a fight that few understand. Your are an incredible young boy who fights like a man. I'm with you; keep it up and you will soon "blow that popsicle stand!" I am proud of you too, Tina. Your faith and patience are inspiring. Take care and blessings to you all.
Beth Billy <beth.billy@jdcc.edu>
Brewton, AL USA - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 08:20 AM (CST)

Got your email this am, will write this afternoon after school. Wanted to check in this morning before I left. Hope you feel good today Austin! LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
- Friday, January 31, 2003 at 06:09 AM (CST)

Tina and Austin,
What wonderful news!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so thrilled for you all and thank God for this blessing. Keep it up Austin, you are quite some little man. We can't wait to see the Bakers back at home soon!!!! We love you guys.
Paula Word
- Friday, January 31, 2003 at 05:00 AM (CST)

Tina,
What exciting news!!! We are praying for ya'll daily!! Take care!
Michelle Wilson <Mkladybug4@aol.com>
- Friday, January 31, 2003 at 12:47 AM (CST)

WHAT WONDERFUL NEWS. THE POWER OF MODERN MEDICINE IS TRULY REMARKABLE BUT NOTHING COMPARED TO THE POWER OF PRAYER AND GOD'S LOVE. WE ALL CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR AUSTIN'S RECOVERY- IT'S GREAT WHEN THERE'S GOOD NEWS ON THE WEBSITE.ALL OF YOU ARE INSPIRATIONS TO SO MANY. ALL OF THE FUHRMANS SEND GOOD WISHES AND BLESSINGS YOUR WAY.. TIM.
TIM FUHRMAN <FABFUHR5@AOL.COM>
FAIRHOPE, AL - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 11:07 PM (CST)

hey austin, i'm so excited to hear that you're doing better, and God is so awesome! i'll keep you and your mom in my prayers.
jonathan eubanks <big_spoons@hotmail.com>
monroeville, AL - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 10:29 PM (CST)

Go Austin!! You're doing so great! I can't wait til you "blow that popsicle stand" either! You're so silly. I am praying for you!! I love you. And Tina I love you too! Give Meagan a big hug for me next time you see her.

Jill Belcher <JHBpianonurse@msn.com>
Birmingham, AL - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 10:26 PM (CST)

well. I see no new updates, but I hope your feeling good tonight and hope you have a restful night with your new cells! I hope there is more wonderful news tomorrow for mom to post on your site. I will be checking in early tomorrow and then again in the afternoon. Have a wonderful night tonight! LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
- Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 10:23 PM (CST)

Tina,
We are so happy for you all!! This is incredible news! Mary Beth Lancaster told me about it today @ the Basketball game. I was so excited and she was too.
You are all in a prayers always. We are hoping things will continue to go well for Austin. He is so strong.
Thank you God for your love and grace!! God is Great!!
I talked to your Mom this afernoon. She seems to be hanging in there and starting to feel better.She was so happy about Austins good news.
Love you!!
Maggie and Toby

Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 10:12 PM (CST)

Yeaaaaaaa....that is such Great News..Austin!!!! You will continue to be in my prayers. Keep growing Cells!!
Anne Marie
- Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 07:16 PM (CST)

Hey Tina and Austin, I finally got my modem fixed and can now go on-line again. Haven't heard from you but know that you have your hands full. Sounds like everything is going well. I'm so glad. Everytime I look at my kids I think of you and your incredible faith and what you are going through. I'm so glad you have that faith to keep you strong. call me when you can.
Love, Lea
Lea Odom <leaodom@att.net>
Fairhope, al - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 07:03 PM (CST)

WOW this is the best news! I got in to shop today and Mrs. Joan told me I just wanted to scream and jump up and down! This has made my day and goss I know it has made yours! GOD is so good all the time! Praise GOD! You guys have been so incredibily strong! I love you guys so much! Austin your my favorite little man in the world and I can't wait till I get to babysit you and May May again! I love you both so much! I can't imagine your excitement! I am just so happy I am crying! Well I love ya'll very much! Mrs. Tina your the best!I miss ya'll to! Until tomorrow!Oh I will continue to pray especially for the liver!
Jessica Calhoun
- Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 06:43 PM (CST)

Tina, just wanted you to know that I have sent you a message on your email.....check in later...... Cathi
Cathi
- Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 05:09 PM (CST)

Dear Tina and Austin,
What fantastic news! I know you are beside yourself with joy over this. When I read about the pain in Austin's legs as the cells enter the bone I visualized them rushing in to start healing him. I hope the pain has subsided now. You are all in our constant thoughts and prayers.
Love, Cindy and all the Matthews clan
Cindy Colville <ccolvill@bellsouth.net>
Sp. Fort , AL - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 04:56 PM (CST)

PRAISE THE LORD!!!!! I am getting on my e-mail list to all the friends, etc. who have been praying for this wonderful news. God has truly answered the prayers of untold numbers of people in Austin's behalf. We will keep praying and will add the liver numbers to our prayers. Know this is such encouraging news for everyone. Love you little buddy, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 03:45 PM (CST)

What wonderful news!!! I feel so deprived - we don't have a playstation. I guess I'm gonna have to go buy one so I can keep up with all the Moms!! Seriously, I'm so happy for you guys, and as always you all are in my thoughts and prayers!
Debbie Holobaugh <dholobuagh1264@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL Baldwin - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 03:42 PM (CST)

NOW, HOW CAN YOU TOP THIS NEWS?!!! I HAVE BEEN AT SCHOOL ALL DAY AND RHEADA DUKES AND I HAVE BEEN CHECKING IN FOR UPDATES ALL MORNING. WHEN I PULLED THIS ONE UP, I CALLED HER OVER TO READ WITH ME. WHAT WONDERFUL NEWS AND A GREAT WAY TO END THE WEEK! AUSTIN IS A TRUE INSPIRATION AND SHOULD BE TAKEN ALL OVER THE HOSPITAL TO TALK WITH PARENTS THAT HAVE JUST HAD A CHILD OR OTHER FAMILY MEMBER DIAGNOSED. HOW COULD ANYONE FEEL SAD LOOKING AT THE TRUE MIRACLE (AUSTIN!) HE COULD BE THEIR INSPIRATION TOO. I AM SO HAPPY WITH YOUR NEW UPDATE, I WILL BE CHECKING IN DURING THE NIGHT TO SEE IF THERE IS MORE GREAT NEWS TO UPDATE US ON! TAKE CARE, LOVE YALL, CATHI
CATHI
ATMORE, AL - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 03:39 PM (CST)

YEAH AUSTIN!! Thanks for sharing the great news with us. We are all so excited that everyting is going so well - but, we excpect nothing less from such an amazing boy! How are those playstation games?? My boys are playing a little right now. No matter how hard I try I can never beat them!! So, take it easy on your mom and let her win a little OK? Congratulations on your wonderful news!
Theresa and David Jellenc
Montrose, AL - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 03:33 PM (CST)

WOW! I am so glad that you are engrafting AND eating! I just know that the liver problem is going to be taken care of as well. Thank you for putting a smile on my face this afternoon.

Austin, take care of you mama - she's a good one.

As always, you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Leza Nelson <lnelson@longleafenergy.com>
Brewton, AL - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 02:48 PM (CST)

Praise GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!What wonderful news! Shades Crest Baptist Church here in Birmingham added Austin to their prayer list today. You two are such an inspiration!
Stephanie Schambeau <schambek@bellsouth.net>
Hoover, AL USA - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 02:47 PM (CST)

Way to go Austin!!! We were just in clinic with what we thought was an ear infection, but praise the Lord it was fine and we are back home. Unfortunately the sand man didn't sprinkle enough sand on Taylor. He usually sleeps very well,but not last night. Maybe he will do better tonight. What is your most favorite snack and I will be happy to bring it to you next time we are in the hospital.
Jim and Kim Watts http://www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
MC CALLA, - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 01:14 PM (CST)

What GREAT news! You must be so excited that you can hardly keep yourself contained! Praise the Lord for His wonderful blessings!
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL 36502 - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 01:05 PM (CST)

Dear Tina:

Thanks so much for sharing your good news! We're not even sure what engrafting is, but if you say it's good we'll take it!
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 12:40 PM (CST)

hey bakers! i just wanted yall 2 know how much i love yall! meagan-i love u sosososososososososososososo much! u are absolutely the SWEETEST little girl i know(ok- so u and christine r tied 4 that!)i just wanted 2 let u know that im so proud of you! austin- hey you key lime pie head! i miss u so much and i really cant wait till i get 2 dress u up like a GIRL! it'll be fun! o hey- ill help u make wedding plans! hahaha! Mrs.susie- u r such a great aunt 2 austin and i know he appreciates it so much! i know that every 1 else does! ms.tina- i love you so much and i just wanted 2 let u know that! i know that u had fun with meagan on the field trip monday! mr.jimmy- i love u 2! cant wait 2 see u and meagan! i love yall all! u r some of the best people(and some of the strongest!) so- i've got 2 get back 2 class! 4th period! i just had 2 check on All Yall Bakers! i love yall and miss yall sosososososososoososososososo much! � love, jenny speir �
Jenny Speir <jenny92389@msn.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 11:14 AM (CST)

Hey Tina-
It is so good to hear your humor through all of this. I keep forgetting to tell you that when I brought some of your blankets home to wash, one of May Mays little friends were lost in the bunch. So when I starting throwing things in the wash, this little rabbit fell out and Audrey was right there to pick it up. She asked where it came from and I told her it was from Austin's house. (She is very familiar with Austin now) She has been hanging on to that little rabbit ever since then, and continues to say, without even my prompting it in the beginning, that she would love on it until Austin got better since he couldn't. We ocassionally eat with "Austin's rabbit", sometimes sleep with "Austin's rabbit", and whenever he is handy for the car ride, here hops Austin's rabbit.
Just as Austin's fighting spirit amazes me, the love and compassion she feels towards someone she doesn't really know is awesome to me. I have a lot to learn from these two beautiful children we have!
You are right that each day is a blessing and I thank you for continuing to bring that to my attention! What a priviledge God has given us to grant us with these amzing gifts we call children!
I love you and will talk to you soon. Have a wonderful day!
Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
- Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 09:31 AM (CST)

Hi Austin!

I hope you are meeting the day with a smile.

We referenced courage the other day, and I found this quote that brought a smile to my face in remembrance of our note:

Courage is resistance to fear, mastery of fear, not absence of fear. -- Mark Twain

It is �embracing� it�just like anything else, to run away just doesn�t cut it, as we will be faced with the lesson, whatever it might be, again and again and again�until we decide to take it on, head on.

Thanks for showing us what courage is all about little friend!

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 08:49 AM (CST)

Hi Austin, Just wanted to say Night NIGHT sleep tight. I Hope you are already asleep and not hurting. Tell those cells to hurry up. I miss you, all my Love & Prayers Miss Cindy
cindy wingo <jnwingo@hotmail.com>
Robertsdale , Al - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 11:14 PM (CST)

Thinking about you and Austin today. I am happy to hear the cells are up. Maybe this phase will be over soon.
Love you
Millie Caughron
Knoxville, TN USA - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 11:02 PM (CST)

Hello Tina and Austin I hope you are both resting. We are praying that your pain will start easing some and disappear very soon Austin. When you come home you'll have to play some games with Bud. He loves video games and will play for hours with you. Love, Terri
The Bishops
- Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 10:31 PM (CST)

Hi Austin,
We hope you are feeling better. My son Dustin has a joke for you-What is a CD's favorite music? Disc-o.Hope you and Mom have a peacefull night.
Renee S. Mack
- Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 09:03 PM (CST)

Hi Tina and Austin:

Guess what? I'm in a grumpy mood too! I just flew home on my broom from a meeting in Pensacola..

I know what you mean about those Playstation games...They can be frustrating (especially when you don't win!)....

Hang in there buddy...We pray you and Mom have a peaceful and pain free night..We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 06:42 PM (CST)

Hi Austin & Tina!
I am a friend of Ms. Linda's and thanks to her I've been following your website here lately!! I'm sorry to hear that you are feeling bad today! Austin, I found a funny poem for you in hopes that it might make you smile today. I hope you like it!

Toes in My Nose

I bet that I could do it.
My friends all said, "No way."
And now my toes are in my nose,
so they will have to pay.

They each owe me a dollar--
of that there is no doubt.
There's just one little problem.
I cannot get them out.

:o) I hope that you feel better soon! Your family is in my thoughts and prayers daily!
Amy Reed
Amy Reed
Birmingham, AL - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 04:43 PM (CST)

Hey guys! I was LOL at your posting for today Tina!! Loved the part about the broom! I guess playstation is like the computer is for me, I'm HOOKED! It's about the first thing I do when I come in and the last thing before I go to bed....BUT......I'm checking in on yall and Taylor when I do it! Got 2 nice notes today from Jim and Kim Watts on Taylor. I had posted on his site several times and had asked some questions reguarding his condition and what was to be done. They were so sweet to respond to me so quickly with everything they have going on. Well, you can relate! I'm so happy to see great updates on both of them everyday. You know for every step forward, you take 2 steps back, but, as long as those steps forward are in the right direction! They are two great young men who are facing such BIG challenges at such young ages, but in the long run, they will teach others to be strong and help them to fight this. I'm glad you are there with others going through the same. Hope you and Austin can be of help to Taylor and his mom and dad as they follow in your steps soon. I know with Austin, the card that he is, could certainly cheer taylor up when he is feeling down! Now, Austin, I don't know a thing about playstation....I have 2 girls so about all I know about is baby dolls, barbie's, cars and boyfriends! I will leave all that to your mom because she is going to be an expert at all these games pretty soon!!!! I will be back on later to check in with you! Be good.....LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, AL - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 04:42 PM (CST)

TINA AND AUSTIN,
I WORK AT JOHN DEERE AND EVERYONE LOVES TO HEAR FROM YOU. WE ALL CLICK ON EVERY MORNING TO HEAR OF YOUR PROGRESS. I WORK WITH SOME VERY PRAYERFUL CHRISTIANS AND YOU ARE CONTINUALLY LIFTED UP. YOUR STRENGTH IS ASTONISHING. AUSTIN, YOU ARE THE BRAVEST BOY I KNOW. I HAVE A NINE YEAR OLD BOY AND HE ALSO PRAYS FOR YOU EVERY NIGHT. HE WISHES HE COULD MEET YOU AND TAKE YOU FOR A RIDE ON HIS 3-WHEELER AND ONE DAY WHEN YOU FEEL BETTER PLAY BALL WITH YOU. IF YOU EVER WANT A JOHN DEERE TOY TELL MAMA TO LET BETH KNOW AND I CAN SUPPLY YOU WITH ALL YOUR FARM TOY NEEDS. FROM EVERY ONE AT JOHN DEERE IN ATMORE, WE LOVE YOU AND WISH YOU WELL.
LOVE IN CHRIST,
BETH AND GANG.
BETH LINAM <swampbt>
Atmore, AL usa - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 04:31 PM (CST)

Austin, Hang in there buddy. We are praying every night for you at bedtime, (and all through the day as well).
Paula and Jacqueline say "hi!"
God bless you.
Cullen, Martha, Joseph, Paula, and Jacqueline Davidson <cullen.davidson@fairhopeumc.org>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 04:22 PM (CST)

Hey Tina and the Mighty Austin!
So glad to get the updates...you know we get a little concerned when you don't update!!! We are all so glad things are going good...My Austin always wants to know how you are doing...we practice reading on your site!! You be good and take that yucky medicine so you can get strong and come home!!!
Love, Cecilia and Austin
Cecilia
- Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 04:20 PM (CST)

Hope Austin is feeling better now! Jackson, Jared and Jordan have a joke to cheer him up! Have you ever seen a house fly? No, but I've seen a home run.
God bless!
Dee <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 03:47 PM (CST)

Dear Austin, We know it must be so hard for you to be in pain. We will pray that each day gets easier and easier. We pray for the white blood cells to continue to go up. You are so brave and we just can't wait until you are running around at home again. Hugs to you and your mom, dad and Meagan. We love you!!!!! The Vogles

Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOLcom>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 12:58 PM (CST)

hi there, austin!

did you know that everybody back here in fairhope thinks that you are the bravest of the bravest little warriors that ever lived? you will be able to teach any little boy or girl how to be really brave and strong when you come home. i am more proud of you than you could possibly know!

you have a big cheering squad down here, cheering for you and for everybody who is taking care of you. give your mom and dad and sister a great big hug for me, and i hope you will have another really fun silly string battle with your doctor soon.

God bless you, sweet austin!

The Lord sees the good people and listens to their prayers.
1 Peter 3:12

i love you!

mrs. emily
emily garner
- Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 11:51 AM (CST)

Good Morning Austin! How are you and mom today? I bet you have had her up since about 6 am watching cartoons! I hope your pain free today and are able to go play out of your room. I am fixing to leave for school, but HAD to check up on you before I go. Tina, you haven't heard from mom in the last few days because she and Floyd are on a cruise to the Bahamas.......wish we were all there! She will call me if they get home late (won't be home for 2 weeks) and check up on yall. Also, she will write to you ASAP! EVERYONE asks about him. Sandra Quimby asked me about him Monday because she was concerned that the site had not been updated. I think we were all worried....but I was glad to see that it was because you were home with your sweetie! Kiss the kids for me and plant one on yourself too, because I LOVE YA! tale care today and let us know about those WBC'S!!!!
Cathi
Atmore, AL - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 09:56 AM (CST)

Greetings Bakers:

It was good to read your journal entry.

Kids really cut to the chase when they ask questions don't they? We all want to know why this happened to your family and to our little friend..I doubt if we will ever know the answer, but I believe you were chosen (some luck of the draw, huh?)..You all have the strength and the faith to tackle this illness...You have the loving support of your family and friends to stand by your side and help you get through it...There are plans in store for all of us that we just don't get yet...I believe that God puts you in places for a reason..We just have to be patient (not one of my better qualities as we all know) and find out what the plan is..We also have to be willing to be still and listen...The answers are there if you're willing to receive them...

We pray for less pain today even though it sounds like things are progressing as they should..

Tina, that is one of my favorite poems as well...Thanks for sharing it with us...We love you..Hang in there.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 07:17 AM (CST)

Hi Austin!

Greetings little friend!

My brother and his wife were in town this past weekend, and we had something happen that you would have loved�we were at the park in Mobile (Bienville Square), goofing off (gee, imagine that) and commenting on how there happened to be many, many squirrels�and then those squirrels started getting closer and closer; almost like they were coming after us. The park tour ended when we were snapping a picture and a squirrel climbed up my brothers leg!

Aaaaaagggggghhhhhhh!

We ran out of the park, followed by several hundred little furry things with big bushy tails�we let them have their park back.

Here�s today�s thought:

I change myself, I change the world
Double Bubble Fortune

What more can be said?

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 07:03 AM (CST)

Good morning Tina-
I hope last night was more comfortable than yesterday morning or our little warrior!! I love you both and am thinking of y'all!
Anna
- Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 06:14 AM (CST)

Hey Austin & mom, It's 10:00 and I'm fixing to head off to bed, but wanted to check in on you and Taylor first. Have you two even met yet? You could be his "adopted" big brother while you are there since you are SO much older than he is! I told him if he went to visit you, you may shoot him with your silly string! I hope by now your leg pain is gone and your feeling great! You know your going to probably have to get a new playstation when you leave since your will be BURNED UP! I bet you keep it going 24/7, and I understand you get mom to play with you.....that's great! She is just the perfect playmate isn't she?! We did like to make mudpies when we were little and as we got older, we moved on to the rollerskating rink EVERY week end! She was alot of fun then, and I'm glad to know she still is! I love you both and MEAGAN TOO! Take care and I will check in tomorrow...hope to see WBC's rising and hope the platelets are grafting as we speak!!!!! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, AL - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 10:04 PM (CST)

When I signed on your website and saw those bright smiley faces all I could think of was your big smile when I come in your room. You are the greatest and a true inspiration to me and so many others. You may not understand what I am saying but one day you will realize how many lives you have touched and what a true gift from God you are to us all.

Austin, I look very forward to that day when you can come to MY house for dinner! As requested, your menu little man - drumsticks, grits with butter (or rice), corn on the cob, apples/oranges, and sprite! Sounds like a GREAT meal to me. What a special evening that will be. And, oh yeah...I will make a salad (like Pizza Huts) for Meagan.

I pray for a restful night for you (and Mom too!). I pray for no leg pains and for those new cells (even though you want them to get out of your legs!) to GROW, GROW, GROW!!

Love, Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 09:03 PM (CST)

Hello Tina, Just checking on you guys. Our thoughts and prayers are always with you. I pray each day for a "good day" for Austin.

Eva <esharpless@cox.net>
Pensacola, FL - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 08:49 PM (CST)

Dear Tina and the wonderful five year old who is making the fight back, Again your message fills my heart. The WBC is so encouraging - we never hit that - and the platelets can be controlled. But, also never forget that God doesn't want Austin or his family to endure pain. And He is working so hard to see that the pain is replaced with so much love and prayer. It was grand to see you and Meaghan on Monday. I'm glad you made it back to B okay, and pray for you to be able to rest now and then. Isn't it incredible how strong God makes Mommies? And Daddies and Sissies? Lots of love and continued prayers and huge HUGS from.........Joan
joan sullivan
daphne, al usa - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 08:38 PM (CST)

Hey Austin,
Are your legs hurting? I remember after my transplant from Sarah my legs hurt bad, but it got better. Is your medicine yucky. Me and my family read your web site all the time. Hope your mouth sores are not bad, I hated that!
GET WELL SOON!
From Emma
Emma Schlesingerer <tuerkmmhc@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 08:37 PM (CST)

Austin: Guess the nurse did not agree with the reasons for not taking the Rx. I know you take your medicine the first time you are asked!!!! (Ha, ha) We miss you. (Cisco says hello.) Love you.....
Auntie Brenda & Uncle Bob <bwade@frontiernet.net>
- Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 07:54 PM (CST)

Hey Guys!!! How are ya'll doing on this tuesday night. I am so glad to hear about Austin's cells. I hope that your day was uneventfull. We priced pottery alllll day long. That husband of mine is a slave driver.
Tell Austin we said hello and were thinking about him!!
Have a restfull evening!!
Leslie
leslie
- Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 06:38 PM (CST)

Dan and I are both thinking of you today and praying hard for you!!
Janet Sims www.caringbridge.org/al/janiesims <janetsims@juno.com>
Birmingham, AL - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 06:34 PM (CST)

There you are! I knew you would be back soon, so I just kept checking in. Glad you had a great week end with Meagan. I had sent her a message on here because I thought she was going to be there. I hate that Austin is in pain with his leg, hopefully that will go away soon. I had a birthday girl today Austin, her name is Katie and she is 12 today. When is your FIRST birthday? I meant to tell you that your new birthday is 4 days after mine! I love your new page, it really woke me up this morning when I checked it at around 6. It was the brightest thing in the room! Take your blood pressure medicine, I know it may taste bad, but if you don't take it....just think how bad you will feel all day. I know you want to play nintendo and watch those cartoons! If you don't take your medicine, you won't feel like doing anything. If you will hold your breath when you swallow it, you won't taste it, then take a sip of something right after....let me know if it works! LOVE YALL! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, AL - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 06:32 PM (CST)

Hey Bakers!!!
I am so excited to hear about those WBC! Keep on growing!
Anna
- Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 06:28 PM (CST)

Hey Bakers,
I am praying for you guys today! Mrs. Tina it was so awesome seeing you this weekend! You look amazing and your strength is amazing! God has done so much in your life! I love you and your childern so much! I am happy to hear the white blood cells are growing to 700! God is good all the time! I miss you guys and I will continue to pray! I love you Austin and I am so proud of your strength! Don't give the doctors a hard time! Love you guys lots!
Jessica Calhoun
- Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 06:19 PM (CST)

COOL, COOL, COOL LITTLE BUDDY... Your new homepage is so COOL!!! It certainly will put a smile on everyone's face as they check in to see how you and mom are doing. I know the leg pains really hurt, but try to think that everytime your legs hurt it is because you have all those NEW WBC growing and growing. We continue to pray for all those counts to rise and for you to feel better. My granddaughter, Hannah, is now hooked on reading your website, so when you see a Hannah from Bham, it is probably her. She really means it when she says she is praying for you. Love you little buddy, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 04:34 PM (CST)

Austin you amaze me. You are so strong willed. Taylor is just like you and I hope he gets throught transplant as well as you. I know those leg pains were no fun, but it is for a good reason. You are tuff little man and we are so proud of how you handle all this. I don't think I could be that brave. Take all your meds, it will make you better. I/m praying for you evryday. If you see Alexis tell her we are thinkking of her too.
Love,
Kim and Taylor
Jim and Kim Watts http://www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 03:58 PM (CST)

Tina -- I was so relieved to see your entry. When I checked the site yesterday and saw your last entry from Friday, I got concerned that Austin was having complications and you were not able to update your page. Praise the Lord you were able to spend time with Meagan and that Austin is doing well!!!!!!!!!! Still keeping you in our thoughts and prayers --
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 02:15 PM (CST)

Dear Bakers
We just love hearing your good news. Hope those white cells just take off today!
kelly hayes
- Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 12:34 PM (CST)

Hey Tina I got your big hug from Nancy!!!I am sending you a big hug back!! i love ya'll I saw his counts yesturday, looking Good!! Your in my thoughts and prayers daily!christy
Christy
- Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 12:27 PM (CST)

Good morning Tina and Austin! Sounds like you both had a good weekend. God is showering you with his love and healing touch! New joke from the boys: Why do golfers take an extra pair of trousers with them? In case they get a hole in one! Have a good day!
Dee Fuhrman <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 12:10 PM (CST)

Dear Austin, So glad you are doing well. You and your mom and dad and Meagan are in our thoughts and prayers today. We hope all of you have a great week. We are so happy day 14 is here and still praying for no infections. Much, much love, The Vogles
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOLcom>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 10:41 AM (CST)

HEY Austin,
Waz up! Just wanted to say hey!I hope your feeling better!
I'm praying for you daily! Got to go! Talk to you later!
Hannah
H.S.
B'HAM, - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 09:55 AM (CST)

Praying for a good day today. GO Austin GO!! We're cheering for you!!! Can you feel it?

God bless,
Kelly

The Hicks Family <www.caringbridge.org/al/sarahanne>
Woodstock, AL - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 09:48 AM (CST)

Amp Vila

Sure was glad that you decided to talk to me yesterday. Aunt Susie said that you and her had a great time when she stayed with you. I saw your mother and May May yesterday at the park where they were eating their lunch after their field trip. She looked so cute with that blond hair and her red shirt with the school emblem on it. We called uncle Johnny and told him to call you like you asked us to do. Popple saw a big buck at our friends house last Sat. nite. Here you got a game that you can shoot deer.

P.S. Popple said he doesn't need a "woopie cushion" to make noise.

Love Popple and Jo Jo

Betty Baker <Jojacbaker@cs.com>
Daphne, - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 09:32 AM (CST)

Good morning, Austin, Tina, Jimmy, and Meagan!

Your last message with news of rising white cells is so wonderful to read! Everyone is listening out for more good news - and everyone is lifting all of you up in their prayers. This is a great time of bringing God's people together in unified effort for Austin and your family, and it testifies to His love for us and our love for Him!

Give thanks to the Lord, for He is good; His love endures forever. Psalm 118:1

Blessings - heaps of blessings for you this day! May our mighty God of grace fill you with His holy presence.

I love you all,

Emily
Emily Garner
- Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 09:09 AM (CST)

Hey little buddy--
I know people that pay enormous amounts for peels...don't be surprised if you begin to get messages from ladies that want to sign up!!! Okay, maybe not to sign up--but, when they see that with every little peel--we begin seeing that "pure sugar" core that you possess--they will absolutely go wild. Anyway, enough babble from me. Who loves you like a church mouse loves a communion wafer? Oh, by the way, when you get a chance today...would you talk to your mom about her driving skills. Austin, you would be amazed. Last night, I was chatting with her while she was driving back up to be with you. You would think that her mini van had 4-wheel drive. Traffic jams--not a problem. (I think that at one point she actually drove on the side of a mountain). Don't be too hard on her...just mention it in passing. Hugs and Kisses.
Aunt Tara
Wonka Land, USA - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 08:32 AM (CST)

Still sending our love and prayers to your family. I am so glad to read the great updates. I hope you all have a peacefull day.
Renee S. Mack
Atmore, - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 08:10 AM (CST)

Good Morning!

It sounds rather odd to say, but I am so happy to hear things are peeling while others are growing! I hope the day goes wonderfully and am glad you were able to spend that precious time with May May. My mom translated all of those abbreviations and numbers for me at the bottom- so I now know what I am looking at when you give updates on those. I will talk to you soon-

Anna
- Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 08:04 AM (CST)

Good Morning, Austin!

Here�s an interesting thought for the day:

The past cannot be changed. The future is still in your power.

-- Hugh White

And you live this every day�there�s nothing we can do about the past, except to embrace and attempt to understand it, so we can more completely see the now, the present, which is a terrific indicator of (living now) being able to shape the now and create the future.

Here�s to you, little sculptor.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 07:03 AM (CST)

Dear Tina and Bucky:

I'm glad to hear that Bucky got to spend some time with his Dad and Aunt Susie this weekend..I know he enjoyed that..

I'm also thankful that you got to make Meagan's field trip...I know that meant a lot to her to have you there..

It sounds to me like each day that passes, things are getting better..We're praying for those cells to make their appearance! They need to get on the ball...

You're in our thoughts and prayers every day..We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 04:12 AM (CST)

YEA...SOME GREAT NEWS... I HAD BEEN SO CONCERNED THAT NOTHING HAD BEEN POSTED SINCE FRIDAY. I THOUGHT IT MUST BE BECAUSE YOU AND JIMMY HAD SWAPPED PLACES. GLAD YOU GOT TO HAVE AN EXTRA DAY WITH MEGHAN. KNOW IT MUST HAVE BEEN GREAT FUN FOR YOU TO GET TO GO WITH HER ON THE FIELD TRIP. GIVE MY LITTLE GUY A BIG HUG FOR ME... LOVE, MS. NENA AND ELLIE
NM
Bham, - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 10:27 PM (CST)

Dear Bakers
Greetings from Fairhope. Getting ready to read to the girls and needed your address, so logged on real quick. Hope your week is off to a great start. Consider yourselves hugged and kissed!
kelly hayes <crimehater@aol.com>
fairhope, al usa - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 07:09 PM (CST)

Hey Tina-
Hope your Monday is going well. Just wanted to let you know that I am going up to Blue Lake this weekend. If you need anything or need me to do anything, let me know! I love you and hope all is well.
Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
- Monday, January 27, 2003 at 04:26 PM (CST)

Dear Austin, Hope you are having a good Monday. We are praying for your WBC. Wish we were there to give you and your mom a great big hug. We will look for May May at school this week and give her a big hug. Love, The Vogles
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOLcom>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 03:59 PM (CST)

Hey Austin,
This is Hannnah Ms.Nena's granddaughter.I heard about your silly string fights....that sounds like fun!I spent a week in the hospital and I never got to do anything like that, no fair.If your wondering I have juvenile diabetes so I know what your going through. Right now I have to get 6 to 8 shots a day thats alot.I will start checking your website and praying for you.Talk to you later!Hannah
H.S.
B'HAM, - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 02:12 PM (CST)

Hey Austin, Hope that you have gotten the surprise that I left at the front desk for you... if not..ask about it. Ellie and I had been to visit 2 children at the cancer center. Ellie misses seeing you!!! Bet you enjoyed having your daddy with you this weekend and especially getting to see Meghan. Bet those WBC are just growing and growing after such a great weekend. Tell mom that I said "hello and that we are praying really hard for you." My granddaughter, Hannah is going to write you a note. She is the one I told you about...love, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 01:59 PM (CST)

Hi Austin!

Hope this day greets you with a big smile and hello!

Here�s today�s thought�

If you're never scared or embarrassed or hurt, it means you never take any chances.
-- Julia Sorel

Hmmm, taking chances and living on the edge � a little bit (or a lot, depending on comfort zone expansion) more fun and exciting and edgy than vanilla-living; helping us to stretch everything we can out of the day.

Let�s begin right here, right now.

Enjoy the now!

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam &C hris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 10:14 AM (CST)

Good Morning Austin & Tina,
I'm so sorry I didn't get to see you last week while we were at UAB but my little grandson was at Jefferson Tower as that is where they do the heart caths rather than Children's. His heart procedure went well and we give God all the GLORY!!!! This is my first day back so am glad to hear how well things are going. Austin, keep up the good fight, little man. Tina, our prayers continue with you and your entire family. To God be the Glory Great Things He Has Done!
Prayerfully,
Glenda Mathis
- Monday, January 27, 2003 at 10:09 AM (CST)

Hey Tina-
Y'all have been on my heart all morning. I love you and wish you a wonderful week full of the peace that passes understanding! I lift the two of you up to God and pray he allows both of you to rest when needed, and energy to play and love on each other when awake!
Annna
- Monday, January 27, 2003 at 09:13 AM (CST)

HEY Austin and Tina, I am up late on this Sunday night. I had to bath the dog tonight,needless to say me and the dog got a bath. I miss you guys very much. I am glad Dr Amy brought you some silly string, I hope you got her good like you do me when we fight... I will come visit you this week if Josh gets better he has had a cold and fever for a few days. I can't come as long as he still has a cold, but don't worry Austin when I come you better be ready to fight!!!I love you man. I hope your being very brave and taking that bp medicine like I know you can.You be good and I'll see you soon. I bet those WBC ARE GETTING BETTER AND BETTER EVERYDAY!!!!AS THEY GROW STRONGER YOU WILL TOO...Tina I hope you enjoyed spending time with Megan this weekend I know it is hard to be away for so long, but it won't be long(before you know it) and you'll ALL be home TOGETHER!!!I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU. HAVE A GRRRREAT WEEK. I WILL SEE YOU SOON. LOVE CHRISTY
CHRISTY
- Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 10:37 PM (CST)

Hi there Bakers!!
Just wanted to check on Mr. Austin. We are glad that he is already making plans for the summer!! He is so positive. That's the reason he has overcome so much!!!
We are back from Orlando and glad to be at home. The Rally was great. I want to tell you about it some day.
We love you all!!

Maggie and Toby
Atmore, Al USA - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 10:21 PM (CST)

hey austin,meagan,mr.jimmy,and ms.tina! I just wanted yall all to know how AWESOME yall are! meagan-hey! you are totally cool and u r one of my favorite girls! i luv u like a sister! austin- remember key lime pie!! when you and you-know-who get married i'll bring it and we'll see what happens! all i know is it'll be funny- right? ms.tina- u r too cool! i love you sooo much! mr. jimmy- u r 1 of the best! u r a great father to meagan and austin and i just want you to know how proud we all are of you! so- i just wanted yall 2 know how much i love and miss all of you! we pray 4 austin every sunday at youth group and let me tell ya- that's A LOT of people! yall are always in my thoughts! Oyeah- austin- i have a picture of you on my binder and on my closet door! Meagan 2! can't wait 2 see yall! �In Him� love,jenny
jenny speir <jenny92389@msn.com>
fairhope , AL USA - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 09:26 PM (CST)

Dear Austin, I am sorry that it has taken me so long to log on. Not a day goes by that you're not thought of or prayed for by us. You are one incredible little guy, but I have always known that.
Tina, I just have to commend you and Jimmy for the the relentance strength and endurance each of you has shown each day and through all the battles he has fought and WON!!!
Tina, words are not enough to convey the inspiration you are as a wonderful mother. You are so very fortunate to get to come home each weekend to be with Meagan in her own home.I know she thrives on that one on one with Mom. The two of you have always had a very special bond. I know it has to be a comfort zone for the two of you.
Jimmy, I don't know where to begin to let you know what an admirable father you are. You have truely been touched by the hand of grace. I know you don't want to call attention to yourself or a pat on the back, because you are doing what any father would do that loves their children. Not a day goes by without a prayer for you and the weight you carry. Working 4 days a week, caring for Meagan and then traveling to Birmingham to care for your son on the weekends. I know you need that time with Austin and Tina needs her time with Meagan at home. I know it has to be tremendously stressful on you and Tina when you are the sole caregiver. I also know that each of you will do everything and anything you can for that little angel.
Jimmy, I am sure it gives you great comfort to have your sister and her family there for support and that occasional break I'm sure Susie provides for you and Tina. I believe God was working even then placing them there.
Well, as the two of you know it is way past the bewitching hour at 118 Old Mill Rd. I'll e-mail again soon. Just know each of you is thought of daily and prayed for.
Malise <Mary.Kathryn@earthlink.net>
fairhope, AL - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 08:52 PM (CST)

hey, guys!!!!!!!! it is finally getting a little warmer here! this comes with love and prayers from all the garners, and we also send hugs and kisses all around.

God will yet fill your mouth with laughter and your lips with shouts of joy. Job 8:21

i know you sometimes feel like Job, but God is always good and He loves you and will love you in a powerful way through this "storm".

blessings on your day -- we are cheering for those white blood cells!!!!!

i love you all,

emily
emily garner
- Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 05:38 PM (CST)

Ok mister Austin, we are ready for an update ASAP! Tell mom to clue us in on what's going on with those WBC'S. I hope your feeling great today and have been watching lots of cartoons and playing. I know your glad to have Mom back there with you, hope you got to see Meagan too. Be good and I will check in later to see if there is an update! Be a good boy and take all those medicines, great idea to get mom to taste them first! LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, AL - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 03:33 PM (CST)

Go WBC Go!!! Go WBC go!!! Go WBC go!!!

We're saying cheers and prayers for you today & always!!

You're doing great!!

Kelly
The Hicks Family <www.caringbridge.com/al/sarahanne>
Woodstock, AL - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 03:19 PM (CST)

Hey Bakers,
I am praying for you guys today!

So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
ISAIAH 41: 10

I love you guys and I miss you guys! God is your strength and he is holding you with his hand! I will continue to pray and I just know those cells are going to grow!
With God's Enduring Love,

Jessica Calhoun
- Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 02:11 PM (CST)

Hi Austin!

Here�s today�s thought�

Adversity has the effect of eliciting talents which, in prosperous circumstances, would have lain dormant. -- Horace

Pretty interesting, eh? As through this experience you are carrying skills and talents and persistence forward that you might never have discovered.

Enjoy the now!

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 02:09 PM (CST)

Dear Bakers, So glad you are all together this weekend. We will pray for a safe trip back to F'hope for Meagan and Jimmy. It is amazing that it is already day 12. Hope the WBC will skyrocket this week. You all are in our thoughts and prayers throughout the day. Love, The Vogles
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 11:38 AM (CST)

Austin,
I hope you are having fun with daddy this weekend. I hope mommy and Megan are having a good weekend as well. Keep up the good work. You are doing great. Is your flashlight still working?
Kim Watts
- Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 11:04 AM (CST)

Dear Bakers
Getting ready for church and thinking of you all. Hope those white blood cells will take off today and multiply like rabbits!
kelly hayes <crimehater@aol.com>
fairhope, al usa - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 09:37 AM (CST)

Dear Austin
why did the cookie go to the dr.? because he felt crummy!!
ella HAYES
- Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 09:35 AM (CST)

Hey Tina-
Hope you had a relaxing weekend. Will talk to you soon-
Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
- Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 07:57 AM (CST)

Tina,
Just a quick hello. I am thinking about you and praying for ya'll.
love,

Michelle Wilson <mkladybug4@aol.com>
- Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 10:58 PM (CST)

Hello--glad you both stayed warm. A pajama day sounds wonderful-hope it was relaxing as well. You are in our prayers Austin always. Grow Cells Grow!!!!!!!! Love, Ross and Terri
The Bishops
- Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 10:07 PM (CST)

Hey little buddy... know this has been a wonderful weekend for you with Meghan visting with you. You and daddy are probably having a great time together. Tell mommy to rest up so you all can have some silly string fights...I bet you win those battles. We are praying for you...Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 09:22 PM (CST)

Dear Austin and Tina,

Hello big guy. You are sure an inspiration to me. You amaze me. My daughter Katelyn, your fellow kindergarten classmate says to tell you hello. Well, she isn't actually in your class but she is in Mrs. Tynes class and the two classes do alot together. Katelyn always asks about you and really would like to meet you real soon.

May your WBC continue to climb and may you continue to improve.

God Bless You Austin. You are sure in our prayers tonight and always as is your family.

Love,

Kendra Hayes and Katelyn
Kendra <hayes38@gulftel.com>
Foley, Al - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 06:27 PM (CST)

Dear Meagan, How do you do. Good morning. I love you, Meagan. I hope you come to my house tomorrow. Love, Ellen (3 years old)
Ellen Vogle <Fairhope>
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 04:40 PM (CST)

Dear Austin, I am glad that you are doing better. I hope you come home soon from the hospital. I want us to play at your house and my house when you start feeling better. Love, Mary
Mary Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 04:36 PM (CST)

Dear Bakers, It sure is cold outside. We hope you all are happy, safe and warm this week. I hope Austin feels better every day. We are saying lots of prayers for you. Mary and Ellen say hello, too. Love, Rachel
Rachel Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOLcom>
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 04:30 PM (CST)

Dear Bakers, It's been some time since I've visited the website but, of course, I remain informed of Austin's treatment and progress through Dee and others. All of the Fuhrmans continue to pray and pray for him and all of you. All of you are such an inspiration to us-though time and distance sometimes separates us, we've always cherished our friendship with all of you. Of course on this Super Bowl weekend, I always think of the party when Jimmy won all of the money in the Super Bowl pot. All of my friends in the Bureau really had some questions about this guy and his "luck." Tina- words don't adequately describe the admiration we have for you and your inspiring and hopeful thoughts you place on the internet day after day. Austin and Megan are lucky to have you for their Mom. Finally, Jackson, Jared, and Jordan have this joke for Austin for today:

Why can't a bicycle stand up? Because it's two-tired.

We love you and continue to lift you up in our prayers.
Tim Fuhrman
Fairhope, Al - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 04:11 PM (CST)

Hey Bakers,
I hope you guys are having a blast! I know ya'll are probably all so happy to have Meagan there! I hope that this weekend brings much joy for you all! I am still praying very hard! I miss and love you guys!
Jessica Calhoun
- Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 11:34 AM (CST)

Good Morning, Austin!

Brrrrrr is about all I can say down here these days, and even when I utter that, my mouth his so frozen that it doesn�t come out right � sounds more like bear.

Oh well. Here�s the thought for the day:

When I examine myself and my methods of thought, I come to the
conclusion that the gift of fantasy has meant more to me than my
talent for absorbing positive knowledge.

-- Albert Einstein

Got Fantasy? It�s kind of like one of those commercials for milk, though instead of the milkstache, we have fantasy stache�s, smudged across our brain, big smile on our faces � creating the world we want right here and right now.

Enjoy your fantasy stache little buddy.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great1

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 09:57 AM (CST)

Hello AUSTIN & TINA, JUST WANT TO SAY GOOD NIGHT& HOPE THOSE CELLS START IMPROVING WHILE YOUR ASLEEP. i WANT A GOOD REPORT TOMORROW!!! MEGAN WILL BE GOOD MEDICINE FOR HIM . HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME TOGETHER LOVE YOU MISS CINDY SENDING LOTS OF PRAYERS YOU WAY.!!!!!!!!!!!!
cindy wingo <jnwingo @ hotmail .com>
robertsdale, al - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 11:09 PM (CST)

Good evening!
I am going to turn in early tonight. Have a good nights sleep.
Love you~
Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
- Friday, January 24, 2003 at 08:32 PM (CST)

Dear Austin and Tina and Meagan: BRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! And you're even colder than we are.......But the warm hearts are sure in abundance when it comes to the Baker family! Hope you won that string fight Austin! Should I even dare to think you didn't. Bet it was fun....You're doing so great, it's so wonderful to hear how you're hanging in there and getting better everyday. You must be getting more sleep and taking your meds! Way to go, Buddy.
Keep on working hard at all that and before you know it those WBCs will grow rapidly! Love and hugs to all...........Joan
joan sullivan
daphne, al usa - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 07:18 PM (CST)

Tina...saw your golden haired girl at school today and she said you were coming home to visit...she was soooo excited!!! I know you'll love spending time with your family!! I am so glad that "Dennis" is hanging in there so well...God really does take special care of those feisty little boys!
Cecilia
Fairhope, Al. - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 06:31 PM (CST)

Tina and Austin-
My beloved friend Candi Wynn emailed me your website. We always pray for you in church on Sunday, but have added you to my personal prayer list. Im glad things seem to be going well so far. We will pray pray pray. Tina, hug Austin, and have Austin hug you from the Curry Family. Hang in there. HE is always with you

Pam Curry <pcqueen@mchsi.com>
Daphne, AL USA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 04:31 PM (CST)

Dear Meagan, I heard you were supposed to come see mom and Austin this week end. I hope you are there....now we know if Austin's WBC rises while you are there, it is all because of you! You are his MIRACLE and you are a great sister. He will never forget how much you have done for him and how much you have had to give for him. I heard you were the STAR READER at your school! That is WONDERFUL! Reading can take you places you have never been and places you will never go. I love to read and have found that my children love it too. You will learn many new things by reading and you can teach Austin all of the new things you learn. Also, CONGRATULATIONS on your HONOR ROLL! KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK! I hope you and mom and Austin have a great time this week end! LOVE YOU! CATHI
CATHI
Atmore, AL - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 04:18 PM (CST)

Dear Tina and Dennis!, I have seen Zeus and Roxanne and it is a GREAT movie! I'm glad you are able to watch it while your warm in your pj's....I loved your update this morning about your support group. That will be a wonderful place to "vent" if needed and not have to do it in front of your children. Sometimes you just need to do that and you need somewhere to do it! I hope everyone there finds comfort in your words and your wisdom. You WILL BE running that group before it's over with!!!! Hey, Austin, have you seen the movie "ANDRE", it's about a seal and it is a really good movie too. If you haven't, see if someone there can get it for you. Let me know if you get to watch it and tell me how you liked it. I'm praying for your WBC to just get up and take off in the next couple of days....I will watch for the count at the end of your mom's updates. Take care and keep warm....I will check in with you tonight or in the morning. LOVE YOU! CATHI
Cathi
Atmore, AL - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 04:11 PM (CST)

Dear Tina and Austin,
Your website is such an inspiration! Jackson, Jared and Jordan have another joke for you. What dogs are welcome at football games? Hot dogs!
God bless!
Dee <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 03:00 PM (CST)

Dear Tina and Bucky:

I just checked in to see if there was an update..I don't even know who Zeus and Roxanne are, but if you like them they must be a really fun couple. (Miss Kim is pretty uncool).

Bucky, do you realize that you have had over 16,000 hits on your website? That means that over 16,000 times people who know you and many who don't even know you have checked in to see how you are doing? That also means that least 16,000 prayers have said for you. That's pretty incredible for a young man of your age.

Have a good day..Stay warm.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 12:05 PM (CST)

I am praying for you. Austin, you and all your family are SO brave, and I want you to know how you inspire me! Thank you for keeping us updated. Hang in there, God is SO good!
I'm looking forward to hearing how good you will be feeling soon.
May God Bless You.
Debbie Edwards <mawmaw49@aol.com>
Trussville, AL 35173 - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 11:45 AM (CST)

Dear Austin, We are praying for high white blood cell counts today. You are so dear to us and we love you!
The Vogles
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 11:34 AM (CST)

Hey Bakers,
I have been praying really hard for you guys this morining! I just wanted to tell ya'll that I have been sick since saturday and today I am finally getting better and getting out of the bed! I now know how Austin feels when he is sick and when he has to stay in the bed for more than a week! Its not fun at all and I just hope and pray that he doens't have to do that any more! I am so happy to just get out of my house, I can't imagine the excitement you guys get when you get to get out of the hospital for visits. It really makes me realizes so much more! I just pray that those wbc grow and that a visit home won't be to long away! I love you guys so much and I am praying very hard! Tell Austin I said hello and give him a big bear hug from me! Tell him also that I am so proud of his strength and that he gives me my stength each day! I love you guys so much and I miss ya'll!
Jessica Calhoun
- Friday, January 24, 2003 at 11:01 AM (CST)

Hello Tina,
This is Chris Adkins, Joshua's dad. Heather has basically gotten me hooked on Austin's site. She checks it almost daily and I find myself doing the same lately. It is good to hear that Austin is doing well. I think about you guys a lot. Your and Austin's strength is encouraging. Although our fights are different the power to fight still comes from the same source. It is obvious that God has touched your lives and that you rely on Him. When we come to that point in our lives He can then use us for His plans. His words that you type are for others to see what He is doing in your life as a testimony. We all would rather not have to minister in this way, but you allowing Him to use you is magnificiant. I like to think when I look at situations like ours that I can see His fingerprints EVERYWHERE. Tina I have seen where many people have given you scripture to read and you may have already been given this one or have read this, but I found this today and I pray that it gives you continued encouragement. Psalm 18. Take care and God Bless.
Chris Adkins <cadkins4@msn.com>
Headland, AL - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 10:08 AM (CST)

good morning Bakers,
I hope you had a peacefull night, and wish you a great day.
I know you both will continue to do well as your journey continues because of the strength and faith that you have.Please let me know if I can be of any help to you.
renee s mack
atmore, al - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 09:12 AM (CST)

Dear Baker Family, You probably don't remember us but we used to live in Daphne and think the world of your family. Candi has kept us updated and Ethelyn sent me this page today, so I wanted to let you know that there are thousands upon thousands out here interceeding for you guys. Keep strong. In Christ, Halleck and Diana Mathews
Diana Mathews <halmatii@netzero.net>
Slidell, La USA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 09:04 AM (CST)

Good Morning. I hope everyone slept well and is full of spirit and God's love. Tina, I am proud of you for going to your support group. Just as you do with everything- give yourself entirely to it, and reep all the benefits you can from others with the same challenges. You have a different kind of support group down here. You can rest assured that we will be down here praying you up, and lifting up all of these concerns to help y'all. Let me know if I can do anything for you. This is the big weekend with women's retreat. You had mentioned that you were going to try to make it. Just know, even if you are not there- we will be lifting you up, lifting Austin up, and I hope you will have a sense of peace all around you! I love you.
Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
- Friday, January 24, 2003 at 07:39 AM (CST)

Hi Austin!

I know you like bubble gum, so thought this would be an appropriate thought for the day:

The greatest mistake you can make is to be afraid of making one.
- Double Bubble fortune

This is a great lesson, and one that few learn early in life, thinking that to make a mistake is a bad thing�when actually, it is quite a good thing, or can be, if seen in the right light. Mistakes are lessons in the now, allowing us to learn from whatever it was that we stumbled upon, ran into or fell over � getting up, dusting ourselves off, knowing that didn�t work once so we can change it in the next.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 07:05 AM (CST)

Hi Tina and Austin,
Good morning!!! I hope you rested well through the night. Tina, I am so happy that you have found a support group, even though the circumstances that bring you together are sad. It surely helps to bring people facing similar problems together and provides a family of people who truly know what each are going through. As always, you remain in our constant thoughts and prayers!! We hope today brings you strength and laughter. Much love,
Paula <annafen@prodigy.net>
- Friday, January 24, 2003 at 04:54 AM (CST)

Dear Tina and Bucky:

Good morning from the South Pole..It is freezing here!

I hate to hear that Bucky's blood pressure is still up..Hopefully the medicine will kick in today and do it's work..Sometimes we have to listen to what our body is telling us...it has to rest to heal...so kick back and let it work...

Tina, I'm glad to see you're keeping your sense of humor..I have found in my life that being able to find the humor in situations has helped get me through..I'm thankful for the support group you have found..although like you, I wish you hadn't had to find them...However, you and Bucky are going to be able to bless so many others by sharing your experiences and your faith...Our prayer is that others in the group will be able to give you strength to continue fighting this fight..

Hang in there...We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 04:42 AM (CST)

Hey guys! I was just about to get ready for bed and wanted to read and see how you are doing. Austin, I am praying for you to feel better and have more energy! You've got to keep everyone on their toes up there! Tina, I am praying for you to have strength, patience, and peace. You are amazing. I love you both and hope to see you soon! Sweet dreams!
Jill Belcher <JHBpianonurse@msn.com>
Birmingham, AL - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 11:27 PM (CST)

Hey Tina-
I am turning in for the night and thought I would check in. Stay warm. I love you!
Good night!
Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
- Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 11:08 PM (CST)

Hello Tina and Austin,
You have been on my mind alot today. We stayed in and tried to stay warm today. Austin sorry you're feeling tired but I know that will go away as soon as those cells start growing and they will soon!!!!!!!!! Your camp trip sounds wonderful. I can't wait to see pictures when you get back. I have heard that camp is so much fun. We love you and pray for lots of cells and continued strength.
Terri
- Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 11:04 PM (CST)

Hey AUSTIN, I Hope you are better and those sores go away.John found 3 Baby FLYING SQUIRRELS two days ago inside a shooting house. He brought them home because of the cold.We looked online to see how to feed and take care of them. They are furry and climb up your arm. I'll have to send you a picture. John named them simon, theadore & Alvin! GET better soon GO CELLs!!! Love & Prayers "Miss Cindy"
Cindy Wingo <jnwingo@hotmail.com>
Robertsdale, Al - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 10:58 PM (CST)

Dear Bakers
Doesn't surprise me in the least that Austin is doing so well! God is hearing all of these prayers. Thinking of you tonight. Have been up at the church getting ready for Women's Spiritual Retreat. It is probably colder there than here, so I hope you are bundled up tight. All of the Hayes zoo (except Brian!!!!) is out on the sunporch. Cotton the cat has taken to sleeping in an extra car seat we have out there. I think she likes to keep an eye out for the dogs and rabbit. Snuggle in and let the love from all of your friends keep you cozy.
kelly hayes
- Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 10:37 PM (CST)

Hey Bakers,
I hope today was a good day! I am praying very hard for you guys! I am still very sick. I love you guys and I will continue to pray!
Jessica Calhoun
- Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 06:23 PM (CST)

Hi, Tina and Austin, The first thing I do after I log on every morning is to go to "Austin's Page". Today The Barrows and 22 others from Daphne Methodist Church met for "Happy Hearts", and talked about Austin and prayed for Austin. (Uncle Bobby Brown led the prayer.) We love hearing about Austin's antics and courage, and we pass these stories along to our friends and relatives---some of whom feel as if they know you ! With love and admiration, Ethelyn & Art Barrow

Ethelyn Barrow <wartbarrow@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 02:32 PM (CST)

Hi, Tina:
So wonderful to get to see you yesterday. Glad to get the strong report. Yes, Camp SAM is wonderful! Todd had a great time and wants to be a counselor this summer--wouldn't it be a small world if he and Austin were together. God's world is so small!

I have a Bible verse for you today. This is a hand-me-down verse from a lady in our church whose husband was diagnosed with leukemia and had to have a bone marrow transplant in Seattle about 10 years ago(and he is doing well today!). She and her husband brought us a meal shortly after Todd was diagnosed with ALL leukemia. I asked her if she had a favorite verse that helped get her through all that and she without hesitation said, "Yes, Philippians 4:6-7!" and began quoting by heart "Don't be anxious..." I found myself also using this verse many, many times.

FYI: Todd will be in Children's next Monday a.m. for a bone marrow aspiration...so I'll be checking in with you guys then -- if not sooner.

Take care,
Your sister in Christ,

Gail Stevens
Birmingham, AL USA - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 01:34 PM (CST)

Dear Austin, We love you so much. Mrs. Margie Colburn and I are going to put a caterpillar in your yard today. Mr. William who is a wonderful artist made the caterpillar for you and named it Austin. I think you will love it. It will probably keep all the neighborhood cats company while you are away.
We will pray for your mouth sores and when the sun goes down each day we will pray that you will be comforted and have peace. We are also praying for your mom so very much. We know what a wonderful caregiver she is. We pray for sweet Meagan and your dad here at home. We know they must miss you terribly.
Here's a big hug for you. Love, All the Vogles
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 11:51 AM (CST)

Wow! Austin is such a brave little man! The strength you two have can only be from GOD! As I have read the past entries you have made since this journey started, I have been awe inspired by you two and grateful for my health and families' health. The entry you made about taking time with your children plays over and over again when Blake asks me to play instead of work. There is no telling how much this journey the two of you as mother and child has affected others-you two are such an inspiration! I hope that while Austin and Megan are at Camp Smile a Mile-you will print off all of your entries and your guests' entries and create a book. I will buy the first one! Austin and you are on our prayer list at Hunter Street Baptist Church. I pray for You two often and anxiously await the BC to rise!!!!It will rise! Just as Jesus did for us, He rose again for us because God planned it that way. And GOD will raise Austin's count because he has planned it that way too! Please call me at 985-7547 if I can bring you and Austin anything-I am just unsure of how that works -can we bring stuff? My little boy Blake's class also prays for Austin and his friend's await his report each day. PRAYER WORKS!!!
Stephanie Schambeau <schambek@bellsouth.net>
Birmingham, AL USA - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 11:07 AM (CST)

Good morning, tina and austin!

i love cinnamon, too! we have a beautiful day here --- bright and crisp and cold. i hope your day is bright and full of blessings. remember that you have a bunch of cheerleaders down here cheering you on, cheering for those cells to grow, cheering for you, austin! we love you so much!

For the eyes of the Lord are on the righteous and his ears are attentive to their prayer. 1 Peter 3:12

the Lord has his eyes on you every second of every day. and his ears are listening to you -- He is the best listener of all! so tell Him everything, and remember that you are not ever alone.

i love you all,

emily
emily garner
- Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 09:53 AM (CST)

Hey Little Man... just read mom's update and it makes me want to run to Pizza Hut to get you some good cinnamon sticks... yummy!! You are such a little trooper and it seems you can handle most anything. I am so proud of you.
Tina, a group of girls heard about the Covenant Kid dolls and Hand-in-Paw working together to give children with cancer something to hold onto... they asked if they could send cards, notes, etc. to Austin. So I am passing the website on to them. So I imagine Austin will be getting lots of cards from them. Hope Austin loves his little "Joshua" Covenant Kid... remember the scripture that was on his box... Joshua fought many battles and WAS VICTORIOUS. That is our prayer for Austin. Hope you both have a blessed day... Much love and prayers, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 09:00 AM (CST)

Hello Austin!

Here�s a great thought for the day from one of our nations� best:

I am looking for a lot of men who have an infinite capacity to not know what can�t be done. � Henry Ford

I look to you, little friend, determining what can and cannot be done�and, see that it�s kind of fun not to have been exposed to limits, paradigms and walls � the world is a big open field, upon which we can write and sing and dance and play and express all that our dreams and desires may be�at any given moment in time.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 07:59 AM (CST)

Dear Tina and Bucky:

When I read about Bucky taking his medicine, it reminded me of giving medicine to a cat!

It sounds like things are going well so far..We're all praying for white cells..I hope you have a good day...We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 04:22 AM (CST)

Tina,
Thanks for your sweet and kind words! We all love to hear them.
We are happy to hear that Austin is doing better than expected. He has from the beginning. He is a true Miracle!!
Hang in there and remember: "You are a part of God, the ever-present power of love that never abandons you and never runs dry."
We are going to the Premier Rally in Orlando. We will be leaving tomorrow morning. We will check on you two when we get back on Monday!!
Love you lots and lots!!!
Decolores!!
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 11:31 PM (CST)

Tina, my friend...

Just remember steroids make you loose control of all of your emotions! Hang in there!

Where there is pain, I wish you peace and comfort. Where there is exhaustion, I wish you understanding, patience, renewed strength. Where there is sadness and fear, I wish you love and courage.

Praying for a restful night (and a great big silly string battle in the morning!! :)

Cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you". 1 Peter 5:7

Love, Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 11:17 PM (CST)

Hi Austin and family
Although I haven't seen you before, I feel as though I know you. Samantha keeps us posted on your condition. She is always soliciting prayers for you. Please know that our prayers are with you. Good luck and God Bless.
Felecia & family <Felisha33@aol.com>
Atmore, - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 08:32 PM (CST)

Hi Austin and Tina: You're both so incredible that I have to thank God every minute for both of you! Austin, a little sleep now and then will really help your tough little body get lots better lots quicker, and God is sure helping you recover so very well. We've all had so many answered prayers - we just have to listen and learn. And, tina, again your words just fill up my soul! Love and hugs are sent all night and day, from......Joan.......
joan sullivan
daphne, al usa - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 08:14 PM (CST)

Dear Tina, I just read your moving update for today. I'm so glad Austin is holding up so well and able to play. You are so right about turning out prayers over to God, then trying to help him out. I find myself taking back my fears and worries often. I will be praying for peace for Austin and for you and your whole family. Love, Cindy
Cindy Colville
- Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 07:43 PM (CST)

Hey Bakers,
Well I hope today was a good day! I am praying very hard for you guys! I can't write alot today becaues I am very sick, but I had to get on and check on my Austin! I love you guys very much! GOD Bless!
Jessica Calhoun
- Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 03:53 PM (CST)

Hello!!!! Is it getting cold up there? How did your run for Squeeze-its go. I hope that it was a successfull one. We are just working away like little bees. My boss is a slave driver - HA!! I hope that you two have a calm and restfull night.
Love - Leslie
Leslie
- Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 03:07 PM (CST)

I look at the web page every day to see how Austin is---but there's also a selfish motive. Your journal entries are always such a blessing to me. Know that my prayers are with you.

claire waters <myhoney@peoplepc.com>
birmingham, al usa - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 12:24 PM (CST)

Tina -- Just a note to let you know that we are continuing to pray for you and Austin and Jimmy and Megan. When I read your entry about Austin's question about "catching leukemia," I couldn't help but think about what a tremendous experience this is for him. He is trying to desperately to sort through this time in his life, and he is so blessed to have a mommy who prays before she speaks. Children take so much to heart, and if we, as parents, would only take a brief moment to seek God's wisdom, we would be much better off in every aspect of our lives. I am so proud of you, Tina. You are a blessing in the life of Austin and to the lives of your other family members. God knows what we can handle, and He never gives us anything more that that limit. We may think that we can endure no more, but God gently picks us up, holds us, and guides us to our next point. You and Austin are living life one step at a time, and it seems as if Austin's steps are truly on the right path. You will never know how many lives will be touched through this trying time in your lives. But someday, somewhere someone will come to you and thank you for sharing your heart, your faith, and your life for that person would have been touched by watching you and Austin grow through this experience. Just know that we think of Austin and pray for him daily. With love, Mary Beth
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 11:51 AM (CST)

Tina,
My grandson, Camdon, is being transported by ambulance to UAB Children's from USA Children's Hospital in Mobile as a I write this. He is 4 months old and is to have angioplasty on his bicuspid heart value on Friday. I hope very much to get to meet you and Austin while I am there. You both are very much in my prayers every day.
Love,
Glenda Mathis (friend of Jack & Betty Jo)
- Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 11:19 AM (CST)

hey there, tina, austin, jimmy, and meagan!

how great it is to read your updates on our sweet little man!! we are so thrilled with how well austin is doing, but not one bit surprised at how our God is holding all of you in His care. the peace you speak of is that peace that passes all understanding -- the peace that can only come from Him. thank you for lifting each one of us up who is blessed to read your strong messages each day.

hang in there and keep holding on to our Lord!

i love you all,

emily

You will keep in perfect peace him whose mind is steadfast, because he trusts in you. Isaiah 26:3 (NIV)

Lord, you will give perfect peace to anyone who commits himself to be faithful to you. That's because he trusts in you. Isaiah 26:3 (NIRV)
emily garner
- Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 11:17 AM (CST)

what-up Austin its your friend Jessica i miss you very much and when i see you i going to kiss your cute little jaw i ask your mom about you all the time and how you doing,may God bless you and your family, love Jessica
Jessica Hines <Hnjes @bellsouth.net>
birmingham, al Jefferson - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 10:33 AM (CST)

Glad to hear that Austin is doing well! Kim told me that she saw you this weekend and brought me up to date. Hope Austin has a GREAT WEEK! Here's a joke for Austin from Jackson, Jared and Jordan: What did the cheeseburger say to the pickle? You're dill-licious!
Dee Fuhrman <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 09:47 AM (CST)

Good Morning little bunny! Just checking to see of you are up watching spongebob yet. I like Aurthur and Little Bear and Franklin myself. I have watched enough of these with my little girl , Katie to get hooked, and yes, we have watched Spongebob too. He is silly isn't he? Tina, as I read your words everyday, they are so inspiring. The way you put things is so moving, it makes me wonder how you even find the words. We know where you find them though, they are coming from your heart in only one way....a mother's love. I am facing challenges in other ways right now....a slightly rebelling teen ager that thinks she's grown. I try to find comfort in your words and just say to myself....this won't last long. Mom puts it to me like this.....this is only a phase, it won't last! We will never know what you have gone through, only you will truely know, and you will grow positively through it, but we do feel all of it with you. My husband was in the hospital on the 10th of Jan having surgery and I sure thought alot of Austin that day. Seeing a grown man go through it with pain was hard enough, but to think of a 5 year old child and all that he has endured.....that's eye opening. I love you all, kiss Meagan and Austin and hug yourself for me! Take care of little Dennis today and have FUN! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 07:08 AM (CST)

Good Morning!
I woke up with y'all on my mind. I send my love and prayers!
Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
- Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 06:50 AM (CST)

HI Austin!

Welcome to today!

Here�s the thought:

A professional is someone who can do his best work when he doesn't feel like it.
-- Alistair Cooke

So, that�s kind of pegs you, eh? Doing your best work, fighting those cells, facilitating your health and recovery � and, I�d hesitate to say that you don�t always feel like doing it�but you do; that�s your nature, and the gift that you�ll take with you out into the world and into the rest of your life � persistence, stick-to-it-iveness!

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 06:42 AM (CST)

Dear Tina:

I signed on this morning to check in and read your journal entry. Wow!

I can imagine how afraid and confused Austin is during all of this..As adults, we have developed our coping skills over a lifetime and we still have a hard time dealing with his illness..We still want to know why it happened to him...You are doing all you can do..You reassure him that the doctors and nurses are taking care of him...You tell him that his friends and family love him..and that God has great plans for him and will not let him down..

As for wanting to see God, all he has to do is look out the window..He can look into the faces of the doctors and nurses that are taking care of him..He can see your smile..Listen to Meagan's laugh...Remind him that's how he can see Him...

"Sorrow looks back. Worry looks around. Faith looks up"
from God's Little Instruction Booklet

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 04:50 AM (CST)

Good very early morning!! God woke me up about 2:30 this morning with a strong impression to pray for Austin. I imagine that is happening to more folks that you will ever know... He is having folks cover both of you in prayer day and night!! Glad to hear that little Dennis is facing each battle with such courage. Tina, I know that you must be getting so tired. Please rest when you can. You are my inspiration with your total trust in God. Truly Austin is in His hands. We love you, Ms. Nena and Ellie
NM
Bham, - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 04:14 AM (CST)

Austin - since you have a new "birthdate", you might as well have a new name. Dennis the Menace is quite fitting for you.. Hopefully you, and Mom, are sleeping as I write this. Tomorrow will be another bright & fresh new day for you both. Please make your Mom take TIME OUT and nap during the day. Also, getting up @ 4 a.m. is too early. We miss you and look forward to seeing you. LOVE YOU..
Aunt Brenda & Uncle Bob <bwade@frontiernet.net>
- Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 11:33 PM (CST)

Tina: God is with you both. You are truly an inspiration to all who visit here. I do not think I have ever met anyone stronger. My prayers continue. Give ole Dennis a big hug for me!
Betty <fbadams@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 10:06 PM (CST)

Tina,

I hope your drive to Birmingham was safe and peaceful. I know Austin was thrilled to have his mom with him before the line was replaced.

We sure missed having Meagan visit us this past weekend. We'll do it again soon! As always, you are in our thoughts and prayers. Seth wants to know when Austin can come home and play!!!!! What a glorious reunion that will be!!!! May peace and comfort be yours, Austin. Love, Cathy
Cathy M.
- Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 09:30 PM (CST)

Tina...so great to get such a positive update!!! I know you enjoyed your visit with M, she's a precious child! We are all thrilled that "Dennis" is doing so well...special prayers that his progress will continue so you can get back home as soon as possible!!!
Love ya!
Cecilia
- Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 08:41 PM (CST)

Hi Bakers,

Your journals are always so encouraging. I had my Bridge Group here today and I was telling them how well Dennis the Menace is doing. One of my friends volunteers at the Childrens Hospital here in Knoxville. She was telling us some of the stories she encounters when she is at the hospital. She marvels at your progress. Of course, I have everyone I know praying for you and they are all interested in your progress. Isn't it wonderful that God has given these medical professionals the knowledge to do these things? I know all of you are growing weary at times. You just haven't acknowledged it. That is because God is holding you in his arms.

Have a restful and peacful night.

Millie Caughron <gmcuaghron@aol.com>
Knoxville, TN 37921 - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 08:40 PM (CST)

Tina,

Hang in there my friend, you have incredible strength. And if you EVER have to vent about anything, please call me at ANYTIME! I may not be able to solve it, but I am a great listener. Sometimes that is all that is needed... (of course I did say "sometimes" and then there are times when you just have to put your foot down!!! :) Right?!) Well, I am your friend and will do anything at anytime for you and Austin. Austin is so precious and he has truly touched my heart. I can't tell you how he made me feel yesterday when he said..."hey, didn't you come to visit me, not my Mom" He was right and I would have watched ALL of the Scooby Doo movies with him if he wanted me to.

"For we know that in everything God works for the good of those who love him and who are called according to his purpose." Romans 8:28

I pray you both have a restful night.
Love,
Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 07:21 PM (CST)

Dear tina and austin
I bet it is a great feeling to be able to give orders first thing in the morning! I like to give orders too, but I don't have anyone who wants to listen! And I know you must have those nurses and doctors eating out of your hand. I hope those cells are growing so fast people can hear them when they walk by you!
kelly hayes <crimehater@aol.com>
fairhope, al usa - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 06:56 PM (CST)

Hey Bakers,
Well I am at work right now and I was thinking how great it would be if Austin and Meagan came running through the door! I know that it want be long until they are! Hopefully soon! I am still praying very hard for you guys! I hope that your day was better than mine! Everyone in Fairhope is so sick! I love and miss you guys so much, just continue to put all your faith in God!I love you guys!
Jessica Calhoun
- Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 05:40 PM (CST)

Hi!
Good to see that Austin is going strong. We at Brookwood Baptist Church are continuing to pray for all of you!

Gail Stevens
Birmingham, AL USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 05:15 PM (CST)

Little Man Dennis the Menace, sorry I didnt think of that myself. How very fitting for Austin!!!!!
Thrilled whith ALL the good news.

Keep up the good fight,
Beth
Beth Hutchison <bhutchlily@aol.com>
Fairhope, Al USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 04:24 PM (CST)

Glad to hear that the energizer was up and at 'em again early today. We will continue to pray that Austin will be comfortable, full of spunk, and that those cells will grow, grow, grow!!!!
Rebecca and John Duskin
- Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 03:23 PM (CST)

Hello!!! I hope that you guys are having a good day!!! We are thinking about you always. Keep up the good work - both of you. You are an inspiration to me on a daily basis. Love - Leslie
leslie
- Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 02:28 PM (CST)

well, good afternoon bunny! You just keep on going and going and going......you get the picture! I know you were up early watching spongebob this morning too! I'm sure after all of this is over and your back home, your mom & Meagan will more than happy to get up with you anytime you want to...even if it is to watch cartoons. I'm glad your having a good day today and we'll just keep praying for more. Also, we will be looking for those updates on your white blood counts. Hopefully they will start rising as of today. Have a wonderful day today Dennis!!!! LOVE YOU BOTH, Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, AL - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 01:24 PM (CST)

Hey Tina- I am up at your old stomping grounds enjoying a coffee while the kids have some ice cream. I thought it would be a good time to check out an update. I hate to hear about all of his discomfort- but glad things are continuing to go up.
Love you!

Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
- Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 10:46 AM (CST)

Good Morning Tina and Austin! Reading your update this morning sure makes for a beautiful day! Needless to say, we are both thrilled and thankful all continues to go well. Enjoy your day together! We love you,
Emily and Gayle <gayle@altmayerltd.com>
Daphne, AL - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 10:13 AM (CST)

Dear Tina and Austin,
Its so great to see the good updates. We are all so happy for you. Austin you keep on being Denise the Menace and shooting silly string at everyone. I hope today is a great day, and I hope you get some rest mom. If there is anything I can do for you let me know.
Renee S Mack
Atmore, AL - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 09:45 AM (CST)

Hi Austin!

Here�s the thought for the day:

We tend to make courage too dramatic. Courage is often doing something simple, unpleasant, or boring again and again until we get it down pat. People who are physically challenged and who have the determination to get around their handicaps are great examples because their courage makes them test their limits every day.
-- Dave Thomas, founder of Wendys

And we look at your courage, almost simple, unpleasant or boringly repeating the tasks you go about, with persistence, direction and focus � tasks repeated with vigor, while they would totally unseat most of us who sit in the wings and cheer for you. To me, that�s courage � it is the stuff that makes up your life little friend.

Thanks for sharing and for our lives crossing.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great.

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 09:18 AM (CST)

I am so amazed at how well Austin (or should I say Dennis?) is doing. It is absolutely incredible and truly a blessing. It has been encouraging to witness the strength, endurance, and growth of your faith. I can't imagine anyone going through this experience without God. Hope and pray for a wonderful day.
Beth Billy <beth.billy@jdcc.edu>
Brewton, AL USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 07:58 AM (CST)

Hi Tina,Just checking in before I get ready for work.I check the updates every night when I get home and print them to hang on the board at the clinic.Everyone reads them in the mornings and all of us are so happy that things are improving again.When the drug reps come in they read the updates and ask about Austin.You have so many people thinking and praying for you and your family.Austin is an amazing little boy and God will take care of him.You have inspired a lot of people through this web site.Take care of yourself and tell Austin everyone at Dr. Ross's office say's "HI". Love, Cathy
cathy caruthers
- Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 06:16 AM (CST)

Hi Tina and Austin,
I am so glad that Austin is doing so well!! Way to go Austin, you are an amazing boy!!!! We sure do miss you guys in Fairhope and eagerly await your return. We pray today is another wonderful day.
Paula Word
- Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 06:16 AM (CST)

Dear Tina:

I'm so glad to read this morning that Bucky had a good day yesterday..I pray he has another good one today..

Since his transplant, I have often thought about how fortunate we are that medical research has come as far as it has...It amazes me how much progress we have made and how little recognition many of these researchers have received..They are a dedicated group of people who work hard every day to make a difference for all of us..

I know how hard this has been on your family and my Mom and I often speak about Meagan and how her life has been impacted by Austin's illness..I believe that while it is hard on her now, it will help her so many positive ways as she grows into an adult...She will have an appreciation for life that few people have..She will be more compassionate..She will understand the importance of family..She will understand the sacrifices you made and will be proud of you and your strength...When her own faith is tested, she will be able to stand strong..She will be a better mother and a better human being because of this experience..

Have a good day..We love you.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 04:52 AM (CST)

You want mail, you got it. I will send you something. Sorry we never got up there with that goodie bag, but we ended up getting sick and I don't want you sick. We are coming back tomorrow. We got a whoppin' 4 days home!! Talk to you soon. Keep doing great and when you are all ready to go home I need you to come tell Taylor how it goes so we do as great as you!!!
Kim
Jim and Kim Watts http://www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
- Monday, January 20, 2003 at 10:49 PM (CST)

Tina you continue to amaze me. You have been such an inspiration and yes God has used this time to teach me many wonderful lessons as well. Thank you for calling us last night. I know it is hard for you to find the time. We appreciate you thinking of us so much. We are so thrill to hear Austin is feeling better with less pain. We pray for many more days of the same. We love you both.
Terri and Ross
- Monday, January 20, 2003 at 10:45 PM (CST)

Hey Austin,

Thanks for wanting me to come play today. I really enjoyed the Scooby Doo Movie!! I have never watched one before and it was very exciting! I also enjoyed working the puzzle with you. You are such a smart guy. We will play the card game next time! I also want to see all of your Rescue Heroes when I come back. You can tell me about each one of them and show me how they work. You are an amazing kid and I really enjoy hanging out with you. Hope you have a restful night...(YOU TOO MOM!)

Love, Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 08:49 PM (CST)

Tina,
Just wanted to check on little Dennis the Menace!! Just think, I have 3 of 'em!!! And I would'nt change a thing! We are so happy to hear that he is doing good. He just keeps on keeping on!!! It's just wonderful!!!
We love you all lots!!
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 08:48 PM (CST)

Hey Tina and Austin,
We are so thrilled!!! I hope you both have a wonderful week.
Good Night,
Kristi D'Olive
Point Clear, AL - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 08:07 PM (CST)

HI AUSTIN AND MOM... BOY YOU HAD AN EARLY DAY WITH LOTS OF SPONGE BOB CARTOONS!!! THEN YOU GOT TO HAVE A WAGON RIDE...WHAT FUN... WE ARE SO EXCITED ABOUT HOW WELL YOU ARE DOING.. GOD IS SO GOOD. DO YOU FEEL THE LOVE AND PRAYERS THAT ARE GOING UP IN YOUR BEHALF? I WILL BE GOING TO THE CANCER CENTER IN THE MORNING TO VISIT SOME BOYS AND GIRLS..MAYBE IT WON'T BE LONG TILL I CAN SEE YOU. LOVE, MS. NENA AND ELLIE
NM
BHAM, - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 07:29 PM (CST)

hey there, austin and family!! how good it is to hear that you are doing so well -- but then, i am not surprised at all because you are the most super guy i know! so just keep hanging in there just like you are and i will see you before too long. tell your nurses that dennis the menace is one of my all-time favorite characters!

i love you all,

mrs.emily

Jesus loves me this I know, for the Bible tells me so!
emily garner
- Monday, January 20, 2003 at 05:25 PM (CST)

Michigan Snowbirds - We're keeping a close watch over you. Continue to be spunky
Bob and Judie Spitz
Hemlock, MI - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 03:59 PM (CST)

Amp Vila
When I called this morning and you answered with your happy voice I was elated. You sounded like the Austin we know. Aunt Susie said that she was going to see you. Wish I could too. Maybe later this week. Keep up the good work. We love you.

Love Popple and Jo Jo
Betty Baker
Daphne, - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 03:49 PM (CST)

Hey Austin, Dennis The Menace is the perfect name for you!!!!Thank the Lord you are doing great. I miss you and love you. HEY Tina I hope things are going good for you too!!! LOVE ya, Christy
Christy
- Monday, January 20, 2003 at 02:29 PM (CST)

Tina-
WOW! What great news to start off the week! I know there will be plenty more of that where Austin is concerned. It is funny you mentioned Dennis. We watched that movie with Audrey this weekend on TV and I actually thought of your little booger! I love you and will check in again soon.
Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
- Monday, January 20, 2003 at 01:22 PM (CST)

Hey Baker!
Mrs. Tina your emails are amazing. It is so true about what you said in the first one. No one can explain why bad things happen to such good people, but God uses those things to show his glory, and WOW he has reached out to so many people through you guys! I have had to deal with a lot of these thoughts over the past couple of weeks with finding that I have Lupus, but I am not scared I just know that GOD is going to do so much with it, from the day I found out I put it in his hands. LIFE is the most pericious gift that GOD gives us and we have to live each day as he would have! The little things in life matter just as much as the big! GOD is so good all the time! I am still praying very hard and I know that GOD is going to use this situation in Austin life so much, he already has.
Well I miss you guys and I love you guys,
Jessica Calhoun
- Monday, January 20, 2003 at 12:19 PM (CST)

Hey Baker!
Mrs. Tina your emails are amazing. It is so true about what you said in the first one. No one can explain why bad things happen to such good people, but God uses those things to show his glory, and WOW he has reached out to so many people through you guys! I have had to deal with a lot of these thoughts over the past couple of weeks with finding that I have Lupus, but I am not scared I just know that GOD is going to do so much with it, from the day I fond out I put it in his hands. LIFE is the most pericious gift that GOD gives use and we have to life each day as he would have! The little things in life matter just as much as the big! GOD is so good all the time! I am still praying very hard and I know that GOD is going to use this situation in Austin life so much, he already has.
Well I miss you guys and I love you guys,
Jessica Calhoun
- Monday, January 20, 2003 at 12:18 PM (CST)

Dear Austin,
Bill, Nicholas, Cuddles and I are glad you are doing so well! We admire your courage and strength and know you will be home to stay very soon. We look forward to you visiting our house as soon as you can - Cuddles sends a big lick! I hope to see you very soon. If there is anything special you would like me to bring you - please tell me. Please give Megan, your mom and dad a hug for us. We love you, miss you and send a lots of hugs your way, Stacy
Stacy Dailey
Huntsville, AL US - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 12:16 PM (CST)

Dear Tina and Austin,

Wow! What a wonderful update! We are so glad to hear that Austin is doing so well. He is such a strong little boy and special too! We think about your family all the time and are so thankful for all of the good news. Way to go Austin...keep up the good work!
Theresa and David Jellenc
Montrose, AL - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 11:40 AM (CST)

Dear Austin, Yea! We are thrilled that you are having such a great day. This is what we have been praying for. We can't wait for day 21. We know the next count down will be for the day you come home. We cherish every moment we have with you and May May and your mom and dad. It will be so great when we see your wonderful smile and hug you again. Love, the Vogles
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 11:22 AM (CST)

GOOD MORNING! You all amaze me with all of your strength and faith. Tina, you need to write a book when all of this is behind you. You have inspired so many people through your words, it would be an amazing testimony that I know everyone would want to read. I am so glad Austin is feeling well enough to be up and playing. He truely is an amazing child of God, after all he has endured and is this great one week after the transplant. You two certainly would be great inspirations to other families who are going through the same thing. Think of the HOPE you could give families just receiving this news. The staff there is going to hate to see the two of you leave when the time comes...the Baker family has become quite the celebrities of Children's Hospital! There will never be another Austin! He's ONE OF A KIND! Take care today and enjoy each other...LOVE YOU! CATHI
Cathi
Atmore, AL - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 11:01 AM (CST)

Good Morning! It is great to hear that Austin is doing so well. What a little trooper. I am glad that his surgery went well. Enjoy your day!!
Love, Leslie
leslie
- Monday, January 20, 2003 at 10:28 AM (CST)

WOW Tina, I'm sorry you're having to explain such an enexplainable mess to Austin. I know exactly how you feel. I felt such peace the day I came to terms with Sarah Anne not being a statistic, or a genetic fluke, or an accident, or any of the other terms that are thrown at a child with cancer. She & Austin are children of God. He has a plan for them & knows everything little thing about them. Of course, we don't know. And that's hard to sit back & watch. And I know not all children live long lives, and that fear is sometimes more than a parent can handle. But giving it to God & letting it go is the only way you can cope. And there is peace that comes with that.

I'm praying little Austin continues to improve. And God will get all the glory for his miracle. Stay strong Tina. You are such a good mommy. I wish I could run up to the hospital & help you. Email me if you need anything other than prayers. My husband & I will drop everything to help you.

God bless your precious family!
Kelly

The Hicks Family <www.caringbridge.org/al/sarahanne>
Birmingham, AL - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 09:07 AM (CST)

Good morning, Austin!

I hope this day greets you with a smile�it did us down here, with a tease of warmth in the air this morning.

Today is a celebrated holiday, so thought today�s thought would be one from Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.:

I may not be the man I want to be;
I may not be the man I ought to be;
I may not be the man I could be;
I may not be the man I can be;
But praise God,
I'm not the man I once was.

Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.

Looking back over your history, I see too that you are not the person you once were. Through hardship, determination, persistence, challenge and joy, the thread of your life fabric is changing; and as a result of that, you are pulling a world with you in your
Fight.

Be strong, Austin � we too are ever changing and supporting, though constant in our vigilance and love for you.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 08:35 AM (CST)

Hey Tina-
I am happy you had a nice weekend with the kids. We're ALL pulling for Austin and your family! I am comforted (because somehow I can turn everything back to me) that you can feel our prayers and the angels around you. Those angels are powerful folks! You let me know when you need anything!
Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
- Monday, January 20, 2003 at 07:59 AM (CST)

Dear Bakers:

It was a wonderful surprise to run into you and Meagan this weekend. It must have been divine intervention because I am rarely in Books A Million on Saturday afternoon. (I think you know why!) I am so glad we got a chance to catch up..Meagan has turned into a beautiful and charming young lady..I know you are very proud of her..She seems to be keeping it all together while you are going through all of this..She must have inherited your strength...You are teaching her to be strong through your faith..

Bucky, it sounds like you have had a rough weekend..I hope the worst is behind you and things start to improve..Just think, tomorrow you have one week of your new life behind you! You have a remarkable Mom who loves you very much and so do we..

Take it easy on the nurses..Take care today..
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 05:02 AM (CST)

Bakers,
I hate you hate to have surgery again, but maybe there will be no infection since it got taken care of fast. i am praying for you. I was going to ask if you knew Michelle White Cunningham or Kendra Harper? They are from Fairhope and I went to Auburn with them. Keep up the good work Austin. I will keep you in my thought and Prayers.
Love,
Kim
Jim and Kim Watts http://www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, AL. - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 11:49 PM (CST)

Hey Bakers,
I hope you and Meagan had a wonderful weekend! I have been praying for Austin too! I know May May loved having you home! I will continue to pray for you guys! I was up in B ham this weekend and I wanted to come by but I got really sick and did not want to get any where near him to expose! But it wasn't contagious it has to do with my deaise but still I know you don't want to take any chances! But I thought about you guys all weekend. We went to this youth retreat, and wow I have been totally renewed, it was awsome. God's spirit was so overwelming. GOD did a lot of awesome stuff this weekend in our youth group! I miss you guys very much and there is not a moment that goes by that I don't pray for you guys or just think about ya'll! I Love you guys so much! Just know GOD is good all the time.
With His Enduring Love,
Jessica Calhoun
- Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 10:43 PM (CST)

Tina,
Just checking on your little man!! And you of course!! We pray that he stays infection FREE and that he will be able to get by w/ out so much pain. We always pray for him in Sunday school. Our boys pray for him every night!! He's a hero in their eyes. You know, kinda like Super Man, Spider Man or Bat Man! Brad says that he (Austin) must be the strongest guy in the world!!!!!!
Tell Austin that Blake killed a 5 point tonight!! You should have seen the smile on his face when he came home. Toby was smiling even bigger!! I was excited until he asked me if he could hang the horns on his bed room wall. Oh well, Iam sure he will get his way!! Boys!! They are something else!!
We love you all!!! Hope to see you some time soon!!!!
We will continue to pray day and night.

Love ya,
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 10:43 PM (CST)

Dear Tina & Austin, I'm glad your back, but also hope that you and Meagan had a great time this week end. I know your heart is in two different places. I walked in to mom's today and she was on the phone with your mom. She was telling her about Austin's surgery, so i got filled in. Hope this finds him feeling at least tolerant of what he's been through today. I hope you got some rest while you were at home, you can get run down before you know it. Take care and I will check in on you tomorrow! LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, AL - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 10:03 PM (CST)

Austin is a mircle from God and that let's know that we should always P.U.S.H. This shows us that there is nothing impossible for God to handle. May God bless you with his richest bless.
Pam Lambert <pamlam@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL United States - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 05:55 PM (CST)

HEY AUSTIN AND TINA AND JIMMY , I HOPE YOU ARE HAVING A GOOD WEEKEND. I HAVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT YOU GUYS. I HOPE THE MOUTH SORES AREN'T TOO BAD. I LOVE YOU GUYS AND WILL SEE YOU NEXT WEEK. LOVE YOU CHRISTY
CHRSITY
- Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 01:37 PM (CST)

Tina, We have been checking the website every day and hope that things continue to go well. Know that you, Austin, Jimmy and Meagan are continually in our prayer. You are an inspiration to all who read the website every day.
Alison Moore <amcbmoore@mindspring.com>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 12:10 PM (CST)

Hey Buddy,

Brrrrrr, do you feel the chill up there in Birmingham? All of the heat is coming out of the air, as the energy is being used by your little self to bring you back to health!

Here�s today�s thought:

A happy life is one which is in accordance with its own nature. -- Marcus Annaeus Seneca

Which brings about the question, what is life�s own nature? Hmmm, something to think about � being guided by intuition, stopping to spray the silly string of life or smell the half eaten chocolate candies in a just opened box, or stopping to remember that right now is all that there is, and to pull every single bit of energy out of it, constantly.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.con>
Planet Zoltoid, - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 12:39 AM (CST)

Hello everyone,
I hope all is going well. I am thinking of you all as usual and wanted you to know that you are all in our prayers for continued strength and healing.
Love to all--
Terri
- Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 11:31 PM (CST)

Dear Austin, What did you get for Christmas? We liked the picture of you at the Christmas tree... I got an aircraft carrier with lots of planes and a rocket. I can't wait util you can come play with me again. (Tripp typing...)
you are my bst frind! (Lily typing...)i love you austin and tell meagan i love her. Tripp says he has Scooby doo movies too and he bets you have fun watching them. He remembers riding hospital beds when his daddy caught those
�xceptionally rare cases of malaria and pancreatitis'and had to go to the hospital!!! :) We pray for you every day!!

To Tina, OK, so we finally have computer access at home right now!! YEA!! Kelly tells me often about the site. I have read back through November and have one comment, you go girl!!! You are such an awesome inspiration. I am so blessed to be your friend and look so forward to seeing you again soon! Iced white silks maybe??? YUM! Love you girl!!!
Proverbs 3:5-6 Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight!
Rob sends his love and prayers to all of you. Kiss MaeMae for me!! In His love, Angie

Angie Gulledge <beehivekids@bellsouth.net>
Mobile, Al - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 08:36 PM (CST)

As I was passing a church billboard today I thought of your family. It read, "When God does not reveal His purposes, rely on His promises". You have done just that and look at the miracle in progress -- WOW!

Jayne Godfrey <JGodfrey11@aol.com>
Spanish Fort, AL - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 07:39 PM (CST)

hey there, guys! doug and i are at troy with andrew, and wanted you to know that all three of us say hello and have you in our prayers. hang in there, and remember that at the time that you feel down, God is just waiting right there to pick you up. He never leaves us or forsakes us!

hugs for that sweet son!

i love you all,

emily

O Israel, put your hope in the Lord, for with the Lord is unfailing love and with him is full redemption. Psalm 130:7
emily garner
fairhope, - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 02:38 PM (CST)

Hi Austin!

I hope that your Saturday has started off well � with you enjoying your now. Here�s the thought for the day:

Happiness is a by-product of an effort to make someone else happy. Gretta Brooker Palmer

Interestingly, as you would expect to hear from me, if you twist this around a little bit, suggesting that in this case, you do the things necessary to make yourself happy and healthy; the natural byproduct would be making a whole lot of people (supporters, friends, family) happy.

So, there you are.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 11:34 AM (CST)

Hi AUSTIN, I hope today is better for you. I hear your Dad's with you this weekend. You guys have some fun. I miss you . CoCo, Jagger, & ALL THE COWS TOO! Lots Of Love , Miss Cindy, Nelson, Ashley & Michael, Bridget & John
cindy wingo <JNWINGO@HOTMAIL.COM>
Robertsdale, AL - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 09:13 AM (CST)

Dear Austin, I think your mom said she was going home to be with Megan this week end, so this note is JUST FOR YOU! I hope your feeling better by now and getting stronger. We are so proud of you for enduring all of these procedures and pain so you can be well again. Shoot lots of silly string this week end while mom is away and just have fun! Take care and you and daddy have a great time being together. Kiss your mom for me when she gets back....she is a very special mom! LOVE YOU, cathi
Cathi
Atmore, Al - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 10:18 PM (CST)

Tina,
We are glad to hear that Austin is hanging in there. Our prayers are with him. We are hoping that he won't have to go through too much pain. He has been through so much at such a young age. He has opened so many peoples eyes !! You have too. You have shown us how to depend on the One True Rock- GOD!!!!Thank you, Tina. Thank you for being so strong through all of this. You are the wind beneath Austins wings!!!!! You also help encourage all of your friends and family.
"When you offer yourself to God, as one who has been brought from death to life, He knows you mean business. He is free to cleanse you and fill you with His power. And remember, the person He fills is the person He uses."
I believe this about you, Tina!! He has used you in so many ways to help others. The Emmaus Walk is one way and your wonderful ability to stay strong during all of this is another way!!
We are happy to be a part of your life!!!
Hang in there!
Love,
Maggie and Toby

Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 09:53 PM (CST)

Dear Bakers:

You're in my thoughts tonight...I hope the pain Austin has been feeling is starting to ease up or at least the medication is giving him some relief..

Our little man is so strong...We are so thankful that God has blessed him with such a strong will..I suppose when the good Lord sent him to us, he knew he was going to need it..

I know that all of you miss "normalcy" (whatever that is)..Your love and respect for each other will help you walk down these bumpy roads..When you get tired, let your faith carry you..

We continue to remember all of you in our prayers..Keep fighting the good fight..God is going to make it worth your while...

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 07:54 PM (CST)

Hey Austin, Here's a little story for you. There was this mouse with a big backpack. The backpack was so big, he could
hardly carry it. Every day he would get up from his warm,
cozy little bed with the patchwork quilt and eat his breakfast. Then he would go into his TV room and pick up his
backpack with a big groan, put it on his back and leave the
house for his daily walk through the woods. All his friends
would ask him each day what he had in the backpack. He would
tell them it was all his hurts and worrys. Well, one day,
his backpack was so heavy, all he could do was drag it down
the road with him. He ran into his friend the frog and frog
said: Mouse, I bet if you would take all those worries and
hurts and give them to the big man in the sky, your backpack
wouldn't be so heavy. And Mouse said to Frog, the big man in
the sky is too busy for my hurts and worries. But Frog
wouldn't listen. Frog said: Mouse, go home tonight and put
that big backpack with all your worries and hurts by your
bed and ask the big man to help you carry it and I betcha
a nice big hunk of cheese it won't be real heavy anymore. So
Mouse headed home dragging his big heavy backpack with him.
He pulled it beside his bed and left it there. Then he climbed into his cozy bed with the patchwork quilt and asked
the big man in the sky to help him with his backpack. Then
he turned out his light and went to sleep. Well Austin, when
Mouse woke up, he looked down at his backpack and it looked
the same as it had when he went to bed. But, when he got out
of bed and picked it up, it was as light as a feather and he
didn't have to carry his hurts and worries all by himself
anymore. So, let me and all the other people in the world
and the big man upstairs carry your backpack for you until
you are able to join us and help us too! I love you and
think about you often. Your friend Frances and your dog
friends Maggie, Mojo and Maxine.

Frances
Fairhope, Al USA - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 06:10 PM (CST)

hi guys
typing with one hand - sick child in my arms and another one watching t.v. so just wanted to say love you and we are so glad to hear austin has lots of spunk! and i think of those times i have wanted to curse God for my childrens' energy. how liitle we all know - ours is a mighty God!
kelly hayes
- Friday, January 17, 2003 at 04:42 PM (CST)

Keep fighting!!!!

Taylors Page

Jim, Kim and Taylor
Jim Watts <webmaster@taylorwatts.org>
McCalla, Al USA - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 04:33 PM (CST)

Hey Bakers-
Hang in there. If there is anything I can do, just let me on. I am on standby!
Love you-
Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
- Friday, January 17, 2003 at 02:40 PM (CST)

Good Afternoon from Fairope!!! I hope that your day is going well and that you are staying our of the cold. Tell Austin we said hello and to hang in there. Hayden looks forward to playing video games with him again. You guys are always in our thoughts and prayers.

leslie
- Friday, January 17, 2003 at 01:39 PM (CST)

Tina, I anxiously read your comments in Austin's guestbook daily. We are so thankful for the love and strength of your family. We pray daily for you, Austin particularly, and your family. I remember that for the grace of God, go I. Most of us are never tested to this degree and I am thankful that you have endured by His strength. I look forward to the day when we know that Austin is healed. Keep the Faith. We love you -- The Hodgen Family
Hodgen <jray123@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 01:32 PM (CST)

Austin - I just read Aunt Tara's cure for your sore mouth & I am wondering if she has tired it herself!! I doubt it..(It sounds awful tasting.) I do agree with her that pain will be brief. You have overcome so many discomforts in the past few months that this too will be overcome. Hang in there. We LOVE you.
Auntie Brenda <bwade@frontiernet.net>
- Friday, January 17, 2003 at 12:09 PM (CST)

hi there, tina, jimmy, meagan and austin!! just checking in to say you all are on my heart minute to minute. know i love you and God loves you more than you could ever know.

trust in Him and let Him give you His great and mighty blessings!

in His never-ending love,

emily
emily garner
- Friday, January 17, 2003 at 10:52 AM (CST)

Tina, Austin and Family, We know these days are so hard for you. Be brave, little man! God is training you up for HUGE things to come! Great things! Tina, please let Alexis's family know that we are praying for her constantly! Once mentioned, never forgotten in our prayer time!
Donna Fucich
Daphne, AL - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 10:26 AM (CST)

Tina & Austin,

Thank you for the inspiration. You are both awe inspiring.As always our thoughts and prayers are with you.

Joyce
Joyce Wharton <quietaqua@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 09:53 AM (CST)

I am headed out of town with the ladies from my Friday Group. These ladies have been and are praying for all of you especially Austin. I will be most anxious to get back home Sunday to check and get updates for the weekend... hopefully saying that it has been a weekend of Austin's mouth getting better.. you will be covered in MUCH PRAYER...Love to both.... Ms. Nena
NM
B'ham, - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 09:51 AM (CST)

Good morning Little Man--
Well, if your mouth sores feel anything like the paper cut that I have on my tongue--my heart goes out ot you. (I thought that I was going to have to call in sick to work!!!) I was either going to use that excuse or cat scratch fever (remember that earlier in the week, your big sister gave me a brief but informative lecture on this ailment). Nevertheless, from my brief stint back in college preparing for graduate school--I learned about several unbelievable concoctions to cure such ailments as mouth sores. (Key word--"brief"). Try this...2 Parts Milk of Magnesia, pureed licorice, 1 seed of lemon-quartered, 1 shredded brussel sprout and finally a hint of lima bean juice. You can drink this on ice or at room temperature. Just make sure that your mom tries it first. Give me a buzz later today to let me know if it works. (Did I mention that my graduate school quest was brief???). Hugs and Kisses.
Aunt Tara
Pensacola, Fl - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 09:14 AM (CST)

Dear Friend Austin, We love you! We pray for your continued healing and strength. We have prayed for family members that have to travel to and from B'ham this weekend. Love, Mrs. Peggy
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOLcom>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 09:07 AM (CST)

Prayers continue for healing. I ask God for mild mucousitis (it will come and it will hurt, but it will leave), no infection and engrafting SOON! Sounds as if things are going well under the circumstances and I am thankful for it. I admire and respect your strength and Austin's fighting spirit. Blessings to you and may complete healing come very soon.
Beth Billy <beth.billy@jdcc.edu>
Brewton, AL USA - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 08:31 AM (CST)

TINA AND AUSTIN,
AS YOU CONQUEOR YOUR BATTLES, YOU GIVE SO MANY PEOPLE ENCOURAGEMENT. YOUR WORDS HIT HOME IN SO MANY LIVES. YOU ARE TRULY A WOMAN OF GOD. HE HAS BLESSED SO MANY HEARTS THROUGH YOUR WRITINGS. I THINK WE ALL ARE BLESSED THROUGH YOUR LOVE AND DEVOTION. OUR CONTINUED PRAYERS, LOVE AND THOUGHTS ARE WITH YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. TELL AUSTIN TO KEEP BLASTING AWAY AT THOSE NURSES WITH HIS HAND CONTROL. HE IS SUCH A TROOPER. I BET HIS SISTER THINKS SO TOO. SHE IS SUCH A GREAT AND STRONG PERSON. I BET SHE IS JUST LIKE HER MOM..
LOVE IN CHRIST, BETH AND SHAWN
BETH LINAM <slinam@econec.net>
Atmore, AL usa - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 07:59 AM (CST)

Dear Tina,

I read Austin's web page every morning when I get to work. He is such a strong and brave little boy. I'm so happy he is doing well.

I'll continue to pray for all of you.

Love,

Mary

Mary Seelhorst
Mobile, AL - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 07:26 AM (CST)

Hi Austin!

Here�s a thought for the day�synonymous with what�s been happening, except for the fact that you are the individual commitment to our group conscious effort � with us supporting you on the sidelines, each wanting to take the rope from your hands and pull as well:

Individual commitment to a group effort, that is what makes a team work, a company work, a society work, a civilization work. -- Vince Lombardi

Keep at it friend�keep the rope taught, just as we will with our ropes of loving consciousness, gripping firmly, standing shoulder to shoulder in cities and towns across our country and world.

Peace little friend.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 12:30 AM (CST)

Dear Bakers. "Find rest, O my soul, in God alone; my hope comes from him. He alone is my rock and my salvation; he is my fortress, I will not be shaken. My salvation and my honor depend on God; he is my mighty rock, my refuge. Trust in him at all times, O people; pour out your hearts to him,for God is our refuge." Psalm 62:5-8

Our prayers continue. Your strength and rock-solid faith continue to be such a testimony to God's supernatural power and love. We love you!!!
Mary Bunch
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 08:59 PM (CST)

Hello Bakers!!
We are glad to hear that you are still hanging in there and doing well.
Our prayers are w/ you now and always!!!
We love you!
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 08:47 PM (CST)

Our thoughts and prayers are with you guys!
Beverly, Jay, Jacob & Josh Pohl
Beverly <BPohlCMCMom@aol.com>
Hartselle, AL USA - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 08:41 PM (CST)

Hey Bakers,
I was a little worried since you haven't wrote latley. I am glad to here that everything is okay.I am still praying! I love you guys very much! I hope that Austin feels better soon! I love you! GOD's Peace,
Jessica Calhoun
- Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 07:23 PM (CST)

I had been concerned all day since the last update was early yesterday. So all I could do was to pray for God to meet whatever need Austin might be having... so I was glad to hear the latest so we can zero in on the problems he is having today. Thanks for the update on Alexis.. tell her family that so many of your friends are praying for her.
I will call you Monday morning and if Austin is having a good day, maybe you would like to get out for a walk (in this freezing weather...ha) or just have some time to yourself. I can keep him company for awhile and give you a break. All of us will certainly continue to remember you, Austin, Meghan, and Jimmy in our prayers. You all are one incredible family...Much love, Ms. Nena and Ellie
nm
Birmingham, - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 06:04 PM (CST)

Dear Tina and Bucky:

Sorry to hear about your sore mouth..I had read somewhere that might be a problem..It sounds like you both are handling it in your usual awe inspiring way and with humor..I'm pretty sure the doctors and nurses have never experienced anything like our Austin..You are truly one of a kind!

We'll remember Alexis in our prayers tonight when we ask God to take care of our Baker friends..
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 05:58 PM (CST)

Dear Austin and family,
We are praying, praying and praying for you!!!! Rachel thinks it's so funny that you try to shoot the nurses with morphine. We miss all those funny Austin antics around here. We are praying for Alexis, too. We hope you and your family get a good nights rest and have a great day tomorrow. We will be praying for your mouth and all your counts. Love, Peggy and Rachel (Mary and Ellen send their love, too.)
Peggy and Rachel Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 05:52 PM (CST)

Hey Tina and Austin,
I am so happy that everything went great. I read in the paper that Meagan made the "A" honor roll. That's wonderful! I hope it is smooth sailing from this point on for all of you.
Love,

Kristi D'Olive
Point Clear , AL - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 01:57 PM (CST)

Hey Tina,
Just thought I would take a minute and just tell you how much I love you and think about you and Austin and the family. The strength you have and the love you have for our God is incredible. God is so good to us. Please take care and come by to see us when you are home. Take care.
Love, Suzanne Williamson
Latte Da'
Suzanne Williamson
Fairhope, Al USA - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 01:15 PM (CST)

Hey Tina-
Just chekcing in and sending my love
Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
- Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 12:10 PM (CST)

Austin,
Have another miraculous day today! I think every child in Fairhope is praying for you when they hop into bed at night. We look forward to hearing more wild tales about you and hope you have a very good day.
God bless you,
Steve, Leanne, Steven and Annie Pearson
Leanne Pearson
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 11:13 AM (CST)

Good Morning, Austin!

Clouds moved in over night and a hint of a little more warmth teased us today � though some chilling days are in our future.

Here�s the thought for the day:

Nothing is too much trouble for love. Desmond Tutu

This one relates to the support group that surrounds you � dedicated to lifting you up into the jetstream of conciousness, funneling our collective loving energy (shared by all) to you.

Peace little friend.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 10:50 AM (CST)

good morning, austin, tina, jimmy, and meagan!

in my prayer time this morning, i asked God to give you His strength and peace and a good rest. how you must really need it! i asked Him to give austin a good day and to see that his bone marrow is taking hold and growing by leaps and bounds. our prayers are there for you and we continue to ask everyone we see to keep praying for that sweet young man.

Taste and see that the Lord is good; blessed is the man who takes refuge in him. Psalm 34:8

May our loving Lord fill you so much this day that you truly can taste his presence!

i love you all,

emily
emily garner
- Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 09:55 AM (CST)

Tina,

Give Austin a hug for me. He asked me last Friday when he and Megan could come up. I told him ASAP. Nick say's the blessing at the table for us and almost always remembers to include Austin and Megan.

Love ya
Bill

Bill Dailey
- Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 09:34 AM (CST)

TO AUSTIN, TINA, JIMMY,
OUR HEARTS AND PRAYERS GO OUT TO YOU AND HOPE THAT ALL TURNS OUT WELL.
ED AND MARY ANNE WALL
ED WALL <EWALLESM@AOL.COM>
FAIRHOPE, AL USA - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 09:11 AM (CST)

Dear Austin, We heard B'ham might get snow today! We hope you get to enjoy it. We will pray for all your counts today. We love you. The Vogles
Peggy Vogle
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 06:38 AM (CST)

Tina,
Iam just so happy for Austin, you and the whole family!!!!!!!!! It is so very evident that God has worked a true miracle for you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I cannot stop smiling!!!!!
Is'nt Tara the funniest woman alive??!!! She is great!
I love you all!
Maggie
PS. Toby loves you too.
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 09:45 PM (CST)

Hey Bakers,
Well I just had to get on and tell you guys goodnight, hopefully ya'll are already in bed dreaming beautiful dreams! I hope today was a good day! Oh just to let ya'll know I am addicted to checking on Austin! I fell like I get on every other hour to see if there is any update! Well I miss ya'll incredibly! I can't wait for the time to come when I see Austin and Meagan running in the store everyday to beg me for cookie dough icecream!!! I love you guys and I am still praying very hard, I just know GOD is going to continue to bless your lives! May you have a very peaceful night! Sweet Dreams!Huggs & kisses
Jessica Calhoun
- Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 09:40 PM (CST)

Happy Birthday Austin!!!!!!!!! The Wilson family lifts ya'll in prayer regularly!! Thank you for the updates!
love,
Kevin and Michelle Wilson <mkladybug4@aol.com>
- Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 09:40 PM (CST)

Austin, Tina and Family - we are praying each day for you and god will answer prayers. Ask and it shall be given unto you.

Shirley and Thomas Odom <ODOMSR@MSN.COM>
Fairhope, AL THE GOOD OLD USA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 08:16 PM (CST)

I've been telling everyone about this miraculous miracle.
Austin, we are so very proud of you. You are a trooper.
I am very thankful that God, thru the medical profession, has performed this wonderful miracle.

Tina, Jimmy and Meagan, I know your hearts are running over.
I've been so overwhelmed by this and I'm a good piece away. I can feel God's presence in all of this. I can't wait to read your entries every day. I know that one day I'm going to read that Austin is going home and will be going back to the hospital just for check ups. I am so excited.
Millie Caughron
Knoxville, TN USA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 06:50 PM (CST)

Dear Bakers:

I was thinking about all of you today..Of course you all know how all of us out here in the cyberworld marvel at how strong you have been throughout this opportunity you have been given.

Believe it or not, it made me think about Dorothy in the Wizard of Oz..Remember Dorothy and her Ruby Slippers and how much she wanted to go home? Then, she finds out all she had to do was click her heels? She had the ability all along...She just didn't know it!

Well, all of you have clicked your heels..You never know how strong you are until you are tested...Each one of you have passed with flying colors..

Better days are coming..We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 06:46 PM (CST)

Tina-
God is soooo GOOD! Just know how proud I am of all of you and will be here whenever you need me, regardless of time!
Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
- Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 06:43 PM (CST)

Dear Tina and Austin,
It is so good to hear that Austin remains in high spirits and is doing so well. We've been thinking of your family a lot today and pray for you all. Emily Garner sent a sweet email just to say to pray for you and your family every time we think of you. Well, that is a lot of prayers!!!! Take good care of yourself. Much love from The Words.
Paula, Joe, Anna and Katherine
- Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 04:53 PM (CST)

Hey, Austin, Nothing can keep you down,not even a hospital bed. heard they can be fun sometimes!! You be careful and don't fall off. We Love you and send our prayers. Tina try to get some rest. Call if you need me.Love Ya , Cindy
cindy wingo <jnwingo@hotmail .com>
Robertsdale, Al - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 04:43 PM (CST)

It sounds like God is really looking out for Austin! I am so happy to hear he is doing well right now. I will pray for Austin and keep you all in my thoughts with much love in my heart.
Kimberly Lowe <Kimberly100572@aol.com>
Leeds, AL USA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 04:15 PM (CST)

God is good -- all the time. I have not written you a note, but boy have I been in prayer for Austin and for all of you.

He has been a tremendous inspration to me and as each day presents the normal difficulties of life, I pause and think of what joy there is in a heart touched by God. I know Austin is in God'a care and that no where is God's presence more evident that with him and his family

take care !
Doug Garner <dgarner@thomashospital.com>
Fairhope, Al Baldwin - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 03:26 PM (CST)

Hootie Who!!!!
What's all this excitement about??? Two birthdays in one year...only you could swing that one. Meagan, Ali, Nonnie and I celebrated with pizza last night in your honor. (Actually, your sister led the toast...which quickly (somehow) led to a conversation about "cat scratch fever"). I've said it before and I will say it again...she is your mother made over! Anyway, tonight it's ice cream--again in your honor. Tomorrow night--who knows?! I am drawing the line at buying them ponies. Did I mention how proud I am of you for being so brave? Give your mom a big hug from me...and take your medicine. Hugs and Kisses!
Aunt Tara <holytara2002@aol.com>
Pensacola, Fl - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 01:52 PM (CST)

Hi. I am Bill Dailey's cousin and a friend of Linda Watson. I just wanted to say I have been thinking about you and Austin and will continue to keep you in my prayers. I am so glad the transplant went well. If there is anything I can every do for you, please let me know.
Laura Nettles <lnettles@lgwpc.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 01:45 PM (CST)

Hey Bakers,
I am so glad to hear that Austin is climbing and riding the bed, thats my Austin for ya! He amazes me everyday at what he can do. It seems like nothing can keep him down, he is always going and going! I am still praying very hard! Mrs. Tina I hope you have had some rest, I know that you have probably had a million things going on in your head, so if you haven't do so and get rest! I love yu guys so much and I can't wait to see ya'll again! GOD is so good! Well I love ya'll and I am still praying hard!
Jessica Calhoun
- Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 09:55 AM (CST)

Dear Austin, So glad you had a good nights rest. We will pray that you gain a lot of strength during the week and continue to recover so well. You are in our thoughts and prayers throughout the day. The girls hope you see the pretty sunshine through your window today. Love from the Vogles
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
Fairhope, - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 09:27 AM (CST)

God is SO GOOD!!! Just reading the updates, hearing about the silly things Austin is doing, Tina's faith in the midst of all this, and the comments from so many....It really makes one realize what a GREAT GOD we have. Continue to hold onto HIM and HE will carry you through Austin's recovery.. I don't know about WBC, etc., so what are the numbers we should be praying for him to reach? Love to both,
Ms. Nena and Ellie
N. Moon
B'ham, - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 09:02 AM (CST)

tina, jimmy, austin, and meagan,

how good God is!!! everybody is listening out for news on this incredible little man, and this is indication of the number of prayers that are being sent up for him and for you.

Be strong and take heart, all you who hope in the Lord. Psalm 31:24

stay strong, and know that He is with you.

i love you all!

emily
emily garner
- Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 08:22 AM (CST)

Dear Bucky Baker:

Get down off of that bed right now!
Have a great day.
We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 08:06 AM (CST)

I'm a friend of Nena Moon. In fact I'm in her "Friday Group" and we've been praying for Austin for a while now. I have a dear friend who has under gone this same treatment. She's doing GREAT right now and she's also praying for Austin.

claire waters <myhoney@peoplepc.com>
birminghan, al usa - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 07:11 AM (CST)

Hi Austin!

Here�s today�s thought:

Why should I? When somebody insulted Caruso, did he sing an aria for them? - Explaining why he did not hit a motorist after the latter abused him following an accident. -- Joe Louis (1914-1981) US heavyweight boxer

Perhaps an odd thought of the day, so let me put it into perspective: focused energy on the task at hand, rather than being pulled off task for one reason or another.

You are focused my little friend � we want you back to play!

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 07:02 AM (CST)

"COME TO ME ALL WHO ARE WEARY AND I WILL GIVE YOU REST"
NOW IS YOUR TIME FOR REST TINA, AND GOD WILL DO THE REST
TO GOD BE THE GLORY! GREAT THINGS HE HAS DONE!!!
love, Lisa Calhoun <seacat4041>
- Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 10:27 PM (CST)

AUSTIN,
I looked at your pictures today and I have a Scooby Doo blanket just like yours. I sleep with it every night!!
Love,
Brad
Brad Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 10:01 PM (CST)

Tina,
Just wanted you to know that Toby and I are thrilled to death and jumping for joy for you and your family!!!!This is the greatest news. We wish we were there to give you a great big hug. Also, Julie and Bobby send their love. She has been in Atmore for a few weeks and her computer is at the beach. She gets me to check the web site and fill her in!! They are really happy for you!
I just can't wait until you are back in Fairhope and we can come over and let the boys run around and play. Of course, you and I will have alot to talk about.
DECOLORES!!!!!
We love you, Tina!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 09:57 PM (CST)

Austin,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR AUSTIN!!!!!!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!!!!

Love your buddies,
Blake, Brad and Bryant Quimby
The Quimby Boys
Atmore, Al USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 09:48 PM (CST)

HAPPY NEW BIRTHDAY! WOW reading all of these notes and your notes have brought tears to my eyes! I am so happy for you guys that everything went good today! GOD is so good all the time! I am still praying that everything works out! I love you guys so very much. I miss you guys too! I Love you Austin!
Jessica Calhoun
- Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 09:13 PM (CST)

Tina, I just finished reading the latest and I am so
thankful for you and Austin as well as the rest of the
family. Tell Austin I got a new puppy and her name is
Maxine. I hope he can see her real soon!!!!! My prayers
are always with ya'll and my love for you Tina grows more
each day. You and Austin are an inspiration to us all and
continue to remind us of God's power. Thankyou for the
updates. I love you, Frances

Frances <jflowther@att.net>
Fairhope, AL USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 09:07 PM (CST)

God is full of miracles today. He gave you a new birthday with your transplant and Taylor received good news from his bone scan. There is no new cancer spots and only a few residual spots!!!! God is awesome as is all the love you little guys receive from all over. I am praying for a speedy recovery and no major mouth sores:)
Love,
Kim
www.taylorwatts.org
Kim Watts <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
mccalla, Al - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 08:35 PM (CST)

It so warmed my heart to see that smiling little face today. Even if I was being covered with blue silly string (I guess that was whose fault???!!!) Sweet dreams to you my friends.....I pray you both have a very restful night!
Love, Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 08:35 PM (CST)

Dear Austin, Meagan, Tina and Jimmy,
How exciting!! Our prayers have been answered, and we are all thanking Him right now!! We continue to pray for all of you. Love, Steve, Peggy, Rachel, Mary and Ellen
Peggy Vogle
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 07:30 PM (CST)

Dear Bakers,
I am so glad Austin is better. God has done another miracle. I hope you have a great week. I will give Meagan a happy hug when I see her. Love,
Rachel
Rachel Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 07:25 PM (CST)

Dear Bakers: I read your latest journal entry with my mouth open. I can't think of a better way to celebrate than with ice cream. Blue Bell for everyone!!!

It sounds like Bucky was a very brave young man. His family sounds pretty brave too.

You've been in my thoughts all day. I hope all of you have a peaceful night. We love you.

Happy Birthday Austin!
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 05:19 PM (CST)

Dear Tina:
As I returned to my office earlier this afternoon after getting to celebrate Austin's Birthday over lunch with you all after the stem cell transplant, I recalled the joy that I saw in each of your faces. You all will be in my constant thoughts and prayers as you go forward. I also got a chance to glance into Austin's room thru the double doors as I left. Please give him a hug from me.
Love,
Gail Stevens
Gail Stevens <gstevens@amsouth.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 04:32 PM (CST)

Everyone praying for you at FUMC Niceville says "Happy Birthday Austin!!" God is so good !!
Denise Pippin <dwppip@cox.net>
Niceville, Fl. - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 04:27 PM (CST)

Just thinking about you. Hoping everything goes well. Beth the Sedation Nurse
beth callans
birmingham, ala jefferson - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 04:21 PM (CST)

Praise God from whom ALL blessings flow!
Love and continued prayers,
Glenda Mathis
- Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 04:09 PM (CST)

I am so excited for all of you. Happy Happy New Birthday, Austin. God is just terrific!!!! Love to you all
Terri <budchip@bellsouth.net>
- Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 03:58 PM (CST)

Oh, Happy Day!!!!!!!!!! What a blessing for the Baker family. All of you have been in our thoughts and prayers all day!!!! May you continue to feel God's peace and love!!!
our love to you all!
John and Rebecca Duskin
- Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 03:36 PM (CST)

Congradulations Austin,
I wish the best for you in the future, remind me someday to tell you about your extraordinary family and their dedication to you.
All God's Love,
Lee
Lee Turberville
- Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 03:35 PM (CST)

WAY TO GO AUSTIN!!!! BOY, HAS THIS BEEN A WONDERFUL DAY OF PRAYER AS WE LIFTED YOU, YOUR MOM, DAD, AND MEGHAN UP TO THE LORD. Tina, please give us an update on Alexis... we are praying for her too. And post something as often as you can....we love the updates... love, Ms. Nena & Ellie
nmoon
Bham, - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 03:34 PM (CST)

TINA, JUST READ THE UPDATE. PRAISE THE LORD AND ALL THE
DOCTORS, NURSES, FAMILY AND FRIENDS. LOVE/HUGS/& KISSES
TO ALL. I'LL KEEP PRAYING. LOVE FRANCES
(PS I USED KARIN'S COMPUTER AT WORK TO SEND THIS)
FRANCES
FAIRHOPE, AL USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 03:32 PM (CST)

Dear Tina,

Thank you so much for taking the time to post the wonderful news! I am so happy that the procedure went so well. What a relief! Tell Austin "Happy Birthday"! God has blessed him with a new start...truly incredible!! We are so excited for all of you!

God Bless,

Theresa and David Jellenc
Montrose, AL - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 03:02 PM (CST)

Dear Bakers, I am so overwhelmed, I don't know what to write. Isn't this wonderful? This is the most wonderful thing I've heard in a while. God does answer prayer, doesn't he? This morning I asked my neighbor to pray for Austin as he went thru this. She called a little while ago wanting to know if I had heard anything. She is truly a good prayer buddy. Tina, Jimmy, Megan and Austin; I am so happy for all of you. I am also thankful for this website.
It is a blessing.
Millie Caughron <gmcuaghron@aol.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 02:40 PM (CST)

Tina...I promise you the air in Fairhope is thick from all the prayers going out for ya'll today...what a special day for a special boy!!!! I can only imagine the emotions you are dealing with now. Can't wait for the day we get to have a real birthday party to celebrate!!! As always we are with you in our hearts.
Cecilia <Baygirl215@aol>
- Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 02:30 PM (CST)

I went to sleep last night thinking of all of you, and woke up this morning thinking of you again. Kim was checking the page all morning for an update, and the whole office has been asking about you. The whole ML gang has applauded your good news. See how many new friends you have made Austin!! Congratulations and Happy Birthday!!
Melanie <Arrakis4@aol.com>
Montrose, AL - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 01:51 PM (CST)

THANK GOD FOR THIS NEW LEASE ON LIFE FOR AUSTIN AND THE REST OF YOU. THIS IS SOMETHING NONE OF YOU WILL EVER FORGET. THANK GOD FOR THE PEOPLE WHO DONATED THIS BLOOD FOR AUSTIN AND MAY YOU ONE DAY GET THE CHANCE TO MEET THESE WONDERFUL PEOPLE TO LET THEM SEE THE GIFT THEY GAVE. I TOLD YOU EARLIER THAT I HAD DONE A LITTLE RESEARCH ON THIS PROCEDURE AND FOUND THAT THIS IS THE BEST THING IN THE WORLD FOR LEUKEMIA. THEY HAVE FOUND THROUGH STUDIES THAT IT IS SO MUCH BETTER THAN BONE MARROW TRANSPLANTS DUE TO THE GREAT AMOUNTS OF ANTIBODIES FOUND IN THE CORD BLOOD. WE WILL KEEP CHECKING IN ON YOU AND HIS PROGRESS BUT FOR NOW.....THANKS BE TO GOD FOR THIS MIRACLE!!! HAVE A GREAT AND WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION! love to all.....CATHI
Cathi
Atmore, AL - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 01:17 PM (CST)

Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i am so glad everything went as expected. God is good. I am so happy for your family. If you need anything let us know.
Renee S Mack
- Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 12:55 PM (CST)

Tina and Austin,
We are praying hard for you and wish you a Happy New Birthday. God's blessings to you.
Cullen Davidson <cullen.davidson@fairhopeumc.org>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 12:53 PM (CST)

Dear Austin,

Happy Birthday! We are thanking God for this wonderful gift and the generous family who donated some of their cord blood. love you.
Ms. Kelly <crimehater@aol.com>
fairhope, al usa - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 12:37 PM (CST)

Hey Austin & MOM! Well, it should be all over with by now, and I hope you got to go play. Tina, when will you know how the transfusion went? Please let us know any news that is reported. I sure have been thinking of you today, hoping your system took the transplant well and will not be rejected. How could such a great match be anything but perfect for such a wonderful guy?! I will keep praying and thinking of you throughout this wonderful new day. Hello to Megan if she is there! Give her a big kiss and hug when you see her for me! Get her to get in bed with you and read you some stories since she is the STAR READER!!! take care and have fun playing with your friends......LOVE YOU ALL! CATHI
CATHI
Atmore, AL - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 12:19 PM (CST)

Dear Tina: It's a little after noon - and I have joined the many,many friends who are praying today for that wonderful little boy. Thank you for keeping us so well informed - you are a treasure. Love you and send many hugs.....Joan
joan sullivan
daphne, al usa - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 12:16 PM (CST)

You did it Austin!! Now you have a new birthday to celebrate. God bless you sweet boy and your family too.
Love,
Kim and Taylor
Kim Watts
- Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 12:10 PM (CST)

Our prayers and thoughts are with you today! We'll check in later to see how Austin's doing. God bless!
Dee Fuhrman <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 11:20 AM (CST)

Tina and Austin,
Our family's thoughts and prayers are focused on you this milestone day. Your church friends and family are with you in spirit and faith. Hold on tight to God's assurance and presence every step of the way. He is with you. Know that when you feel that quiet awareness in the midst of this busy time that the Lord is there and in control. We are here, "back at the fort," and will love and support you all the way through. In Christ's love, Steve, Leanne, Steven and Annie Pearson

"Yet I am always with you; you hold me by my right hand. You guide me with your counsel, and afterward you will take me into glory. Whom have I in Heaven but you? And earth has nothing I desire besides you. My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever." (Psalm 73: 23-26)
Leanne Pearson <ltpearson7@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 11:07 AM (CST)

Dear Tina and family,
Hayes and I just said a prayer for all of you. I hope everything goes as planned. We will continue to pray for you throughout the day.
Take care,
Kristi D'Olive
Point Clear, AL - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 10:38 AM (CST)

Austin, the day we have all been praying for is HERE!!! Have mom sing this to you....HAPPY NEW BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY NEW BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY NEW BIRTHDAY DEAR AUSTIN, HAPPY NEW BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!! So many around this world are praying right now. Just imagine, with each drop of the infusion, you are on the road to healing. That is what we are praying... right now it is time to really call on God to be with you and Mom as you patiently go through your infusion. Did you like seeing your pictures with Ellie? I will be in touch soon.
Ms. Nena and Ellie
N.Moon
Bham, - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 09:48 AM (CST)

Hey Bakers,
Well it is 15 minutes away, I am praying very very hard! GOD is going to bless your life today I just know it! I have everyone I know praying! I Love you guys!
Jessica Calhoun
- Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 09:47 AM (CST)

dear austin, tina, jimmy, and meagan,

TRUST IN THE LORD WITH ALL YOUR HEART AND LEAN NOT ON YOUR OWN UNDERSTANDING; IN ALL YOUR WAYS ACKNOWLEDGE HIM, AND HE WILL MAKE YOUR PATHS STRAIGHT. PROERBS 3:5-6

We have an awesome prayer chain going for all of you!!! people all over the place - south, north, east, and west are lifting you up to our great and mighty God.

happy new birthday to sweet, precious austin!!!

i love you all,

emily
emily garner
- Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 09:28 AM (CST)

dear austin, tina, jimmy, and meagan,

TRUST IN THE LORD WITH ALL YOUR HEART AND LEAN NOT ON YOUR OWN UNDERSTANDING; IN ALL YOUR WAYS ACKNOWLEDGE HIM, AND HE WILL MAKE YOUR PATHS STRAIGHT. PROERBS 3:5-6

We have an awesome prayer chain going for all of you!!! people all over the place - south, north, east, and west are lifting you up to our great and might God.

happy new birthday to sweet, precious austin!!!

i love you all,

emily
emily garner
- Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 09:20 AM (CST)

Good Morning Sunshine. I am praying for you today. Good luck!!! I will come see you this afternoon. I Love You both!!!!
Christy
- Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 08:42 AM (CST)

I am pulling for you Austin with all my heart. May God reach down and give you a great big hug on this special day!
(you too Mom!)

Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you... Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid. John 14:27

Love, Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 08:41 AM (CST)

Dear Baker Family, Just wanted to let you know you all will be on my mind today-what a great day--I hope all will go well for your big day, and we will continue to pray for you as you continue your journey through this.
Renee S Mack <fcg@frontiernet.net>
atmore, al - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 08:33 AM (CST)

God's blessings upon you Austin on this very special day. I am proud of you for your bravery, strength, fighting spirit, and wonderful sense of humor.
Beth Billy <beth.billy@jdcc.edu>
Brewton, AL USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 07:48 AM (CST)

Hi Austin!

I hope you�re meeting this day as another chance to be right here, right now � there is no other time.

Here�s the thought:

My motto was to keep swinging. Whether I was in a slump or feeling badly or having trouble off the field, the only thing to do was to keep swinging. -- Hank Aaron

Every successful person, however they describe or define success, would say the same thing�despite the falls or trips or hurdles in the way, they kept getting up or balancing or climbing�just as you do, my little friend.

Keep your attention focused on the now and as they (I) said so many times in the 70�s, �keep on truckin�!�

Enjoy the now.

Make today great.

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 07:12 AM (CST)

Dear Bakers:

I always want to write something that I hope will give you comfort and courage, but instead I always come away from here being comforted.

As you start down this last road, please know that we love all of you. Our prayer today will be for a successful transplant and that you will feel the love of you family and friends surrounding you. We also ask God to keep you safe and to give you peace.

Austin, welcome to the first day of the rest of your life!
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 07:07 AM (CST)

Dear Bakers: We said extra prayers for Austin (and all of the Bakers) last evening. We will be thinking of you and praying for you throughout the day too. God Bless You All!
Maria and Clay
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 06:08 AM (CST)

Tina and Austin,
My thoughts and prayers are with you today. I pray that everything goes as planned. God Bless You!!
Jennifer Overstreet <jennifer_overstreet@cargill.com>
Newnan, GA USA - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 06:04 AM (CST)

Tina and Austin,
We are praying for you on this BIG day. How wonderful for Austin to have a day of rest and a day to look forward to play. Our thoughts will be with you. We love you!!

Paula Word
- Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 06:03 AM (CST)

Austin, I,M thinking about you and pray that tommorw is your best day ever!!!!! I hope you play until you wear those nurses out. We Love you, Miss Cindy
cindy wingo <jnwingo@hotmail.com>
robertsdale, al - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 10:42 PM (CST)

Tina and Austin,
We prayed extra prayers for you all tonight. Austin did you know that we will almost have the same birthday - mine is the 15th. I'll share my cake with you if you'll share yours with me. I like chocolate the best. We are freezing here...hope you are warm and snuggled up tight. Evy Jewell has bitty baby sleeping in her slippers tonight! Ella has Molly's new kitty cats sleeping in Molly's bed to help keep her warm. But you have the greatest warmth right there with you...God is smiling on you. Sweet dreams.
the hayes <crimehater@aol.com>
fairhope, al usa - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 09:35 PM (CST)

Tina, We are praying for Austin and you. We hope everything goes well with the cord blood transplant. Your faith should inspire anyone who reads your entrys. I know God will be with you. Your faith is evident.
Sandra and Stan Quimby <squimby@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 09:14 PM (CST)

Hello Austin! My name is Blake Schambeau. I live in Birmingham. (My mommy is typing this for me.) My friends at school will be praying for you tomorrow! I know you will be as good as new really soon! I love you and want to meet you and play-we could be great friends-I will be five next month-when is your birthday? I love you!
Blake Schambeau <schambek@bellsouth.net>
Birmingham, AL USA0 - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 08:35 PM (CST)

Hi there Tina and Austin! We are covering you in prayer this very moment and every moment until you tell of Austin's complete healing! How we're looking forward to that time! Your faith inspires us so much! Lord, Heal Austin! We are all anxiously waiting!
Fucich Family
Daphne, AL - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 07:25 PM (CST)

The Baker Family,
We are so glad to have this wonderful web page to log onto each day and track Austin's progress!We will be thinking about you during the BIG day tomorrow and know everything will go well!
Jay asks about Austin all of the time- please know that we are all thinking about you daily!Take care and stay strong!
Rosemary Corte <rosemarymcgowin@aol.com>
Daphne, Al USA - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 07:22 PM (CST)

Hey Tina & Austin! Isn't it great that he is feeling so great and is so excited about his Big Day tomorrow?!!! This is such wonderful news! I hope everything goes just as planned and he gets to go play afterwards. He certainly deserves to be able to do whatever he wants on his day. I love reading your journal entries everyday and look so forward to your updates. I hope your copying all of these messages for Austin to keep and read one day when he is older! WOW! To have so many friends and people in general, some that know you and some that don't thinking of you and praying for you. You have a blessed life and family Austin and we see that through you, you are so young, strong and determined. Keep up the great work your doing and let's get on to that new birthday celebration! LOVE YOU both and we are thinking of you and saying extra prayers tonight and tomorrow!!!!! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, Al - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 07:11 PM (CST)

Hi Austin,
Rebeckah, Parker and I are just reading about how great you are doing. We can't wait to see you back at church and school. We are praying for you and are so proud of you and your family. We hope you are better soon.
Much Love,

The Roe Fanily
Fairhope, Al baldwin - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 07:07 PM (CST)

Tina,just want you to know we are all thinking about tomorrow and will be praying for you for a sucessful transplant for Austin.Remember GOD will be by your side and Austin's through it all.With his determination,I know things will go well.He's got the fight in him to overcome this. Take care, Cathy
cathy Caruthers
- Monday, January 13, 2003 at 06:25 PM (CST)

Hey Bakers,
Well tomorrow is the BIG DAY! Just know that GOD is with you all the way and he is going to protect you guys! I will be praying all day and I will have everyone I know praying! GOD is good all the time! May he give you peace and patience and strength! I love you guys so much! Mrs. Tina please give Austin a big bear huge from me and tell him I love him so very much! May God continue to bless your lives! I love you guys very very much. GOOD LUCK AND MUCH LOVE,
Jessica Calhoun
- Monday, January 13, 2003 at 06:09 PM (CST)

Tina & Austin,
We will be praying for you tomorrow. We love you all.
Carol & Melvin

Carol Middleton
Uriah, Al - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 05:53 PM (CST)

Hi Austin and Tina, After Ellie and I spent time this morning at the cancer center, we dropped by Children's and left a packet for you. Hopefully they have brought it to you by now. I had thought about mailing the photos but then I thought if I dropped them off today, you could enjoy seeing them before your BIG DAY tomorrow. So many are praying for tomorrow and we just believe that God is going to restore your health with these new stem cells. Tina, you are especially in my prayers as you deal with Austin's health, missing Meghan, and just plain being tired. I will be in touch soon so we can hopefully plan a few hours away from the hospital for you. Love and prayers to both...

Ms. Nena and Ellie
B'ham, - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 12:14 PM (CST)

Hey Tina & Austin,

Our family is keeping up with your super progress, and we get scared, relieved, excited and astounded along with you.

You are both so strong, and never has your strength been tested to such limits, I know the news after tomorrow will be good and from then on.......only good.

We are thinking of you.

Joyce Wharton <quietaqua@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 11:59 AM (CST)

Dear Bakers, We are so glad you have a day of rest. I will be at the Exploreum tomorrow with Mary's class, but will be thinking of you all day. Sending prayers and love your way. The Vogles
Peggy Vogle
Fairhope, AL - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 11:35 AM (CST)

Tina-
You never cease to amaze me. Get rested up. What time is Austin's surgery tomorrow? I was thinking about getting a prayer chain going. I put a call in to Emily to see if she knew. Psalm 16 (with an emphasis on verse 9)
I love you! Tell Austin we're pullin' for the little guy!
Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
- Monday, January 13, 2003 at 11:17 AM (CST)

Hey Austin! I miss you. I'm sorry I haven't made it up there to see you yet. We've been busy on 4 Tower! I'm so proud of you for being so brave! I am praying for you! I love you!

Tina, reading your journal entries is my daily devotion!! Your faith is SO incredible. You are such an inspiration! I love you and I'm praying for you also!

"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." Philippians 4:6-7
Jill <JHBpianonurse@msn.com>
Birmingham, AL - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 10:54 AM (CST)

Dear Bakers-
Our prayers are with you all everyday and especially tomorrow. A verse I was reading recently comes to mind...Isaiah 40:30-31: "Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint." The difference between those who put their hope in God and those who hope in this world must be so obvious in the hospital where you are. Jesus is the answer. Praise God that you trust and believe! We do too! May His presence comfort and continue to strengthen you--a miracle is on its way.
Jayne, Tom, Katie, and Jake Godfrey
Jayne Godfrey <JGodfrey11@aol.com>
Spanish Fort, AL - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 08:58 AM (CST)

Dear Tina and Austin:

I'm glad to hear you have a day off and that you are doing well..

I see on my datebook that tomorrow is your big day..I like to think of it as the first day of the rest of your life..It is going to be exciting to see what plans God has in store for you..

Tina, I know you are exhausted and afraid..I think of you so many times when I am just plain ole tired and frustrated and remember my problems are so small and insignificant compared to the ones you and others have faced..

It's these times when we have to lean on someone much bigger than we are and let our faith carry us through..How fortunate we are to have it..

Hang in there..Better days are coming..We love you.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 07:40 AM (CST)

Hi Austin!

Welcome to Monday morning � another day of excitement, edgy living and steps of enjoying the now.

Check out today�s thought:

Let us then be up and doing, With a heart for any fate; Still achieving, still pursuing, Learn to labor and to wait. -- Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

It�s kind of like fishing�perseverance and patience at the same time; preparing the line, weighting it, baiting the hook and then casting�and waiting. You have prepared well, and have coached your cells to work for you, and now is a great time to keep engaged yourself, which watching your life team help you � parents, friends and doctors�and of course Cam and I, waving from our Planet (Zoltoid), waiting for you to come back and join us.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris
Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 06:57 AM (CST)

Hello- You do not know me-but I have heard lots about you and Austin! I am Michele Manasco's sister-in-law, Stephanie Schambeau, who lives in Birmingham. My phone number is (205)985-7547. Please call me for anything!!! I am a member at Hunter Street Baptist Church and in the morning I am going to the office to add Austin and you to our prayer list. When you give your update, please let me know what kind of visitation is allowed. I am praying for Austin and you! Our little boy, Blake will be five next month-Austin get well soon so the two of you can meet and PLAY! He loves Scooby Doo-Austin, do you? Here is a joke we made up for you - "How did the tomato cross the road"? "Tommy towed it" ( I hope your mother is from the South and knows what a "tommy toe" tomato is-Blake's dad Kevin didn't get it at first!)
We love you and can't wait to meet you!!! John 15:7;Romans 5:1-5.
Stephanie Schambeau <schambek@bellsouth.net>
Birmingham, AL USA - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 10:46 PM (CST)

Austin, hope you are feeling good tonight. It will not be too much longer before you and Uncle Bob can start the Rodeo lessons. Cisco is getting ready too.

We love you and Meagan sooo much.
Aunt Brenda & Uncle Bob <bwade@frontiernet.net>
- Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 09:13 PM (CST)

Hey Bakers,
Mrs. Tina it was so good to see you this weekend! I know May May loved having you home. I am praying very hard for Austin and for complete healing! I just know God is going to bless and pour out his favor upon you guys! He is so mighty and awsome and he can do anything if we just trust in him! I am so proud of Austin and his strength. He amazes me! Everyday I look at all my pictures of Austin and he gives me strength also, he helps me find the courage to fight my disease and to get up everyday even with my pain.I just want to thank you Austin for being such a wonderful and powerful boy in my life! I love you guys so much and I will continue to pray. May GOD's everlasting peace be with you guys!Hugs and Kisses,
Jessica Calhoun
- Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 09:02 PM (CST)

Hey Austin and Tina, I miss you guys so much. I am sorry I haven't been up to see you yet, But don't think your not on my mind all the time. I pray for the two of you all the time. AUSTIN I was telling someone in clinic about the time you squirted your prednisone in my hair and how you thought that was so funny..when I had red hair all day at work. They laughed and said they would love to hear you tell that story.I know you didn't forget.I will come see you soon. I can't wait till you get out of STU so we can have a silly string fight.. I love you man see you later!!!Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Christy
- Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 08:21 PM (CST)

Dear Tina,
Just want to say Hello and to let you know we are thinking of you and Austin and your family. I hope sleep finds you tonight. Give your little angel boy a hug and kiss for us. With love, Marie
Marie
Fairhope, al usa - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 07:55 PM (CST)

The big day is almost here!! I know you are both excited and scared. You have come so far and done so great and I know you will continue to do so. It is Taylor's bday on the 19th. We are giving out goody bags on 4 tower. I know you are a big boy but i will bring you one to maybe ocupy the time a little. I am praying for you.

Love,
Kim
kim watts
- Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 06:38 PM (CST)

Tina and Austin: God loves you and so do we!! We continue to pray and count the days. Love and abundant blessings, Harmon and Lyn
Harmon Massey <homassey@earthlink.net>
Milton, FL USA - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 06:19 PM (CST)

Hello to all the Bakers! We are sending special prayers your way this week. Glad to hear that Austin is doing well with the chemo.
Austin: Jackson, Jared and Jordan have a joke for you. How do you serve food to quarterbacks? In souper bowls!

Here's another joke! When is a basketball player like a baby? When he dribbles!

God bless!
Dee Fuhrman <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 04:08 PM (CST)

Hi Tina and Austin, Today at church your names were given out in 2 Bible studies to about 150 people... now they are all going to be praying for you. So many are praying all over the country... isn't God good to give you so many friends that have fallen in love with you and that will be praying during the coming week and months. Ellie says "woof-woof" to her favorite little friend.
Love you both, Ms. Nena and Ellie
N.Moon
B'ham, - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 03:30 PM (CST)

Please know that you have been in my prayers for some time now. Peggy Vogle is a lifelong friend of mine and sought prayers on your behalf. Know that we will continue to remember you and that we wish you well.

Mary Stokes <m_w_stokes@hotmail.com>
Slidell, LA USA - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 02:34 PM (CST)

Wow Austin, way to go buddy. We are so happy that you are doing so well with the chemo. We pray and pray for you. You are so special to us. We love you and Meagan and your mom and dad. We will check in again soon. Love, from all the Vogles
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 01:47 PM (CST)

Hey Tina-
Just wanted to let you know I love ya- and I talked about you in Sunday school today. We were talking about Joseph and how he was on a high, then a low, made the most of his situation, and got high, then through circumstances out of his control, a low. Then through patients and loyalty to God, high again. Then Roy asked if we would be able to be like that if we were in that situation. I said I thought we would have to be put in that situation, because it is easy to sell ourselves short. Then I used you as an example of how you probably didn't think you could, and through this "low" (let alone all of the highs and lows you have had since the diagnosis) you have been such a powerful witness to all of us- always thinking of us with updating this site, saying powerful things to keep OUR spirits lifted, and giving God the glory. I know I have said it so many times before, but you are such a powerful witness for Christ and how he does bless us, if we give it to him. You truly are amazing to me, not only an inspiration as a mother but your ability to witness during your walk through the wilderness.
I love you and look forward to seeing you soon. You will definately be in our prayers and I look forward to reading your update Tuesday!!!

Keep your head up!
Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
- Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 12:38 PM (CST)

Good Morning, Austin, and what a good morning it is! My name is Deidre Lee and I am Emily Garner's sister. She has been giving me progress reports about you for a long time now, and now that I have your web page address, it seemed important for me to let you know that you and your family have been in my prayers for as long as I have known about your medical battle. Although you are young, your strength, determination, and faith cause me to realize that you are a wonderful example for me and for many others.

With your family, your many friends, and God surrounding you in love, you will continue to find the strength to get through every challenge--you have done a beautiful job so far, and just know we are all here praying for a great day Tuesday, and will be cheering you on from all over the United States.

Love,

Deidre Lee
Deidre Lee <deidre.lee@mchsi.com>
Fairhope, Al USA - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 09:29 AM (CST)

Dear Bakers: I was so happy to read your update this morning..This is such good news!

There is no question that God has big plans for Austin Baker and his family..He is already using you to inspire and teach others..

Hang in there..We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 05:12 AM (CST)

Good morning, Austin!

Here�s a favorite thought for the day�you�ll get a kick out of it:

A positive attitude will not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort. Herm Albright

Put it to work and watch folks crinkle up faces!

Enjoy the now.

Make today great.

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 12:01 AM (CST)

Tina,
As I go thru my day I sometimes think of the picture that I pulled off the web site for Rick's Mom and see that beautiful angelic face (Austin's) and I am reminded how much he is yours. At the same time I send up a "bullet" prayer, I know it is heard. You have been on our prayer list at church for some time, tomorrow I will ask that our prayer chain intensifies this week, for Austin and for the other little ones.

Love,
Eva
Eva
- Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 09:38 PM (CST)

dear austin,
i'm praying for you every day, and so is sadie. we hope you get better soon.

love,
gracey kahn
gracey kahn <swimfast620@bellsouth.net>
daphne , Al. baldwin - Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 09:26 PM (CST)

Yes, God is listening. This little boy is doing great! We are so thankful. All of you are doing great and you are an inspiration to the rest of us who want to give up so easily.
Keep up the good work.

Millie Caughron
Knoxville, TN USA - Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 08:59 PM (CST)

Tina,

Somewhere back I subscribed to this Daily Inspirational Messenger. Todays inspiration was one I would like to pass along to you....."If God brings you to it, God will bring you through it." Unknown Author

Love, Linda

Linda Watson <ltwatson@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 07:39 PM (CST)

Hi Austin.. I got some great pictures back today of you and Ellie. Also a real good one of you, mommy, and Ellie. I will put them in the mail Monday. Maybe they will help remind you of how much Ellie enjoyed visiting with you. Tuesday is a really BIG DAY and we are all praying for success with the transplant. Till next time, we love you and mommy. Ms. Nena and Ellie
N.Moon
Birmingham, - Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 06:21 PM (CST)

Tina, Austin

What wonderful news...Austin is a Fighter!!!! I will continue to pray for a successful response to the stem cell treatment. Disciple I will definitely lift you and Austin in prayer on Tuesday. Love to All, Cathy
Cathy Matthews
- Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 04:54 PM (CST)

tina, jimmy, meagan, and austin ----- a HUGE smile came across my face when i read this morning's report. that is so great that there are little side effects thus far!! wow is GOD EVER GOOD!!!!!!

be safe, tina and jimmy, in all your travels back and forth. just remember that God is traveling with you!

love you all,

emily

Trust in Him at all times, O people; pour out your hearts to Him, for God is our refuge. Psalm 62:8
emily garner
- Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 04:14 PM (CST)

Dear Tina,

Thomas Earl and I have been keeping up with your family through this website. It has been such a great way to update everyone with Austin's progress. We have been praying for all of you since signing on. You have truly been an inspiration to all of us with your faith, your dedication, and your untiring devotion to Austin. Just know that God is protecting each of you.

We are so proud of the progress Austin has made and will keep you in our prayers.

Fondly,

Sarah McLendon
Sarah McLendon <smclendon@sunbeltfire.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 11:35 AM (CST)

Tina,

Just wanted to say that we love you lots and lots!! Please hug Austin for us!

Maggie
Maggie and Toby
Atmore, Al USA - Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 09:11 AM (CST)

Austin, "Miss Cindy" had a dream before i woke this moring . You were sitting up and shaking my hand & were so proud of yourself. We are all so proud of you & all you've been through. Keep it up!!!!! Tina you are something!!!!You are the glue yhat holds everything together.!!(HER CHILDREN ARISE AND CALL HER BLESSED) Proverbs 2l:28 WE LOVE YOU,Cindy W.
Cindy Wingo <jnwingo@ hotmail .com>
Robertsdale , Al - Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 08:40 AM (CST)

Hi Austin!

So, word has it that you are pushing forward, moving through this stuff that you�re wrapped in the middle of right now. And that is excellent!

Here�s today�s thought:

Worry is interest paid on trouble before it falls due. William Ralph Inge

We�ve talked about that before, as if you�re truly enjoying the now, which is the only time there is, there is no need to worry � only the need to live and to be and to fight and to smile and to shoot silly string and to be � you�now.

Enjoy the now little friend. Thanks for being you.

Make today great.

Love,

Cam & Chris

Chris & Cam <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 12:51 AM (CST)

Dear Austin and Family,

We are thinking of you and praying for you. Tina your supper club is thinking of you. Everyone is here tonight and we have prayed especially for Austin's upcoming transplant. We love you. The Turners, The Estes, The Vogles, The Roes, The Harris, The Haynes, The Olds, The Kennedys, and The Heards.
Kim Estes and Peggy Vogle
- Friday, January 10, 2003 at 09:27 PM (CST)

Tina, we are thinking of you both and praying for you and Austin. We love you. Fay & Harold
Fay & Harold Parcell <Hparcell@aol.com>
Daphne, AL USA - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 08:47 PM (CST)

Hi Tina and Austin: I'm sending oodles of hugs and love and prayers tonight as I do all day every day. Everyone on the Eastern Shore is holding you close. You both are an inspiration unequaled in our mixed up world right now. This is what really matters today - all this love. Be secure in the knowledge that our God is with you and the doctors. His hands are so loving.....I love you....Joan
joan sullivan
daphne, al usa - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 08:33 PM (CST)

You two are an awe inspiring team....kinda' like Batman and Robin!!! Thinking of you all the time...you have quite a few friends at the Post Office and we all share "Austin Reports". So glad radiation is over..and praying hard that chemo goes as smooth as possible...read this quote earlier,"The world breaks around everyone, and afterward many are strong at the broken places."E. Hemingway...you and your family will surely be invincible soon!!! Love to you all.
Cecilia <Baygirl215@aol>
Fairhope, Al - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 08:12 PM (CST)

Hi Tina and Austin,
Angie and Michelle and I met last night for reunion group. We thought of you and wished you were there as an honorary member. You might want to wait and be an honorary member at next meeting though - we tried new restaurant and it wasn't so hot. We should just stick with coffee! Your e-mails have become like a mirror to your heart rather than just an update on Austin's physical condition. How beautiful that is. Maybe God has "author" in mind one day. You could visit Page and Palette in a new way! And probably have their biggest book signing in history - Milkyways for everyone!! It is good to read of you leaning on the Lord with such a positive attitude. I heard Chuck Swindoll, or maybe it was Charles Stanley, I get them confused sometimes, talking about the widow in Kings and how she could have become bitter, but instead let Elijah in as God's servant. My prayer is that you will continue to let us in as God's servants to love you, encourage you, and hold your hand. We want to share this journey with you and watch God's handiwork firsthand. Much love and hugs coming your way Austin!
kelly hayes <crimehater@aol.com>
fairhope, al usa - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 07:56 PM (CST)

Hi Tina and Austin, Sounds like you all are off to a great start with this round of chemo, etc. God is certainly holding you both (and Meghan & Daddy) in His arms. Just give yourself a big hug and pretend it is from me. Ms. Nena and Ellie
N. Moon
- Friday, January 10, 2003 at 04:33 PM (CST)

tina and austin ----- the circle is widening with angels upon angels watching over austin, as you said, and with hundreds of brothers and sisters in the faith lifting you all in prayer. what a wonderful image!

you are a mighty woman of God, and all that He has been supplying you with since before you were even born is sustaining you now. and that supply will continue to flow.......His love never ends.

i love you!

emily

Be strong and take heart, all you who hope in the Lord.

Psalm 31:24
emily garner
fairhope, - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 03:24 PM (CST)

Hey Tina and MY Favorite MAN, I am so glad you are doing so good.Tina your strengh amazes me.. I am so proud of you too. You are such special people. I know GOD is watching over our little angel.... I love you two. Christy
Christy
- Friday, January 10, 2003 at 02:57 PM (CST)

Tina, I am so glad I ran in to you last night. I am glad things are going well s far. I hope the mouth sores don't get too bad. I share your fear of those. May God be with you and Austin as you take the next step!!

Love ya'll,
Kim Watts
Jim and Kim Watts http://www.taylorwatts.org
- Friday, January 10, 2003 at 01:32 PM (CST)

Tina,
You and Austin keep hanging in there. Just know that love and prayers surround all of you. We love you!!
Carol & Melvin
Carol Middleton
Uriah, Al - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 01:10 PM (CST)

Tina,
You and Austin keep hanging in there. Just know that love and prayers surround all of you. We love you!!
Carol & Melvin
Carol Middleton
Uriah, Al - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 01:09 PM (CST)

OUTREACH - To all family members: I am an acquaintance of Jack & Betty from the Safety Office at the CORPS. My personal prayers are added for God's continuing embrace in His love. Keep faith that "all things are possible when asked in His name".
Esther Breneman
Mobile, Al - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 12:04 PM (CST)

Dear Tina - You don't know me and I don't know you, but I wanted you to know just how far out the call for prayers is reaching. Your Austin, you and family will be added to my prayer list.
Mary Haynes (Corps of Engineers)
mobile, al - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 11:42 AM (CST)

Dear Tina,

You and Austin are in my thoughts so much of the day. I often think back to this past summer and how I enjoyed watching Austin play with the other children during the BMAC swim meets. I have faith that soon Austin will be up and running around so fast that you won't be able to catch him! I know these next few days and weeks will be difficult - but I know that God will let you feel his presence. Keep leaning on the Lord and he will take care of you.

Love,
Theresa and David Jellenc
Montrose, AL - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 10:58 AM (CST)

Austin & Tina,
If good thoughts and positive feelings do create their own energy, I'm sure that all the love and hope focused on Austin right now will carry you both through. Tina, do you have an especially loved photo of Austin and Megan that you can post on the web site? I will look for it.
Melanie Hubley <arrakis4@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 10:50 AM (CST)

Dear Tina,
I can not begin to tell you how your strength has inspired me so. I know that it has to be extremely hard at times, but somehow you shine through, just as your baby boy does. We will be sending up lots of prayers this weekend and especially on Tuesday. Love,
Kristi D'Olive
Point Clear, AL - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 10:13 AM (CST)

Good morning Tina and Austin..

Just wanted you to know I was thinking about you as you start down this road. I dread it for you but look forward to the final result of Austin being totally healed.

I am so thankful you feel that sense of peace right now. Austin is in good hands..

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 09:27 AM (CST)

Hey Tina-
Just wanted to check in. Getting ready to get Audrey to school and Bridger and I thought we would start strolling again. Tomorrow I will be in the might Metropolis of Atmore for a UMW training session. I hope I learn what it is I am doing. Hey, I think I forgot to tell you Bridger got his first haircut right before the new year. Of course, now I feel like he's going to college- if it weren't for that whole paci thing! It won't be long before Austin will need his "first" haircut!
I'll talk to you soon!
OH! I just got an email from Harmon and Lyn. They are keeping me on my toes to keep them updated. Lyn has her oncology testing soon. He sais she was a little puny over the holidays but has bounced back just as she always does.
Love you and will see you soon
Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
- Friday, January 10, 2003 at 08:29 AM (CST)

Hi Austin!

And we are, running into the new year with vim and vigor � and I know that�s just an every day occurrence for you, but also know that 2003 will be a great year for us all�and is already, eh?

Here�s the thought for the day:

The New Year brings 365 days of opportunity.

Enjoy your day and make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 08:11 AM (CST)

Hey Austin.....Mom needs glasses! She said that there were 11,000 hits to this website. Well, my computer says there are over 12,350!!! That is some tribute to you - Big Man!!!
You have so many people praying for you! I am afraid that is too many to spray with your water Rescue Ranger!!!
Hugs, Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 10:12 PM (CST)

CONGRATULATIONS!!!! RADIATION IS OVER!!! Can't you tell I always wanted to be a cheerleader! Just consider me your own personal cheerleader - GOOOOOOO AUSTIN!!!!(Tina Too!)You are so precious (and SO BRAVE!!!) and I love coming and visiting with you...but you have to now call me by name...not just the "Camp Smile-A-Mile Lady" even though that name is really okay with me. :)
Love, Linda
Linda Watson <Ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 08:56 PM (CST)

Dear Austin, We are so happy that the radiation has been going so well. We will pray that the chemo goes great tomorrow and have been praying for a great transplant on Mon. Austin, Tina, Jimmy and Meagan we love you and are praying for all of you. We pray for Austin's doctors and nurses and all the caregivers to take extra care of our precious friend. Love, Peggy, Steve, Rachel, Mary and Ellen

Don't be anxious about tomorrow. God will take care of your tomorrow, too. Live one day at a time. Matt. 6:34
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 08:03 PM (CST)

Hi Austin and Tina... Now you have finished all the radiation treatments and can get on with the next step that will heal your body of that nasty cancer. We are praying that God will give you extra strength to face each day and whatever the Drs. and nurses throw at you. I have seen your strength and your mommy's faith and I KNOW that you will be the winner in this battle... My family, Bible study groups, and friends are praying for your entire family daily. Love to both of you... Ms. Nena and Ellie
Nena Moon
- Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 05:35 PM (CST)

Hi Tina and Austin,
Glad to hear all is going well. You and your sweet family continue to be in our prayers and thoughts. We think of you daily and love you bunches.

Paula Word
- Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 03:55 PM (CST)

Hey Austin & MOM!!! Just came in from town and wanted to check on you. I passed your Grandmother, but she was looking around and didn't see me. I hope your feeling great today and are fighting this as hard as you can. You are a tough little fella, we all are aware of this, and you will one day be back to just being a little boy with no worries! We can't wait for that day, just as I know your family can't. Be good today and we will check in later! LOVE YA little guy! Kisses to you, your mom & Megan! Love, Cathi
cathi
atmoreAL, - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 02:15 PM (CST)

Tina and Austin,
The next few weeks will be tough but you have to fight this disease in the same way it comes at you. It doesn�t want to show much mercy but you are fighting back with the best means available. Austin has the fighting spirit that it takes to kick it where it counts. Don�t hold back, Austin! I have such a good feeling about him and his future. I don�t always have that �feeling� but I believe that he will be healed completely. That has certainly been my prayer and will continue to be in the days, week and months to come. Tina, let Linda or others give you a break every now and then. I know that you want to be with Austin 24/7 but you need to get out some even if it's to walk down to McAlister's for some of their good sweet tea. Take a walk and refresh yourself. You will need rest and patience to face each day and remain emotionally and physically helpful for your sake as well as Austin's. Hold to your faith �casting all your care upon Him, for He cares for you.� I Peter 5:7. Blessings to you and may complete healing come very soon.

Beth Billy <beth.billy@jdcc.edu>
Brewton, AL USA - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 11:44 AM (CST)

hi tina & austin - i hope today is a great day for you both. i'm glad the treatments are going as well as can be expected. i like so many any others check your page daily and marvel at both of you and your strength and faith. we will continue to pray with you and for you.have a happy day!
renee s mack
atmore, al - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 11:24 AM (CST)

good morning, sweet friends! how good it is to read of austin's never-give-up, determined spirit!! and of your wisdom in handling all of this, tina. giving everything to God is all He asks of us, and you are doing that!

prayers for you all and alexis are here, there, and everywhere! and yes, God is good -- He is good all the time.

blessings to you! hug austin for us garners...........

love you lots!

emily

Those who trust the Lord are like Mount Zion, which cannot be shaken but endures forever. As the mountains surround Jersulem, so the Lord surrounds his people both now and forevermore. Psalm 125:1-2
emily garner
fairhope, - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 10:41 AM (CST)

Good Morning!! I hope that Austin's little mouth won't have those horrible sores, either. We will definitely keep Alexis in our prayers. I pulled up little Taylor Watts' website, what a cutie. I hope Austin, as well as all of the other children there, continue to do well. Love,
Kristi D'Olive
Point Clear, AL - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 10:22 AM (CST)

Tina, Glad to hear Austin continues to be his happy, determined self this morning - of course we've learned to expect nothing less from him! He is the model for one of my goals for 2003 - and that is to develop just a portion of his spirit of perseverence! I still expect to see you Saturday in Birmingham. In the meantime, if you or Austin need anything, call me (COLLECT) and I will bring whatever you need. Tell Austin Emily and I said hello and that we would like him to teach us some of those playstation games when he gets home - we couldn't figure out what was going on the other day when we tried to play with someone's. Tell him he sounds like an expert to us! Sending prayers and love your and Austin's way. Love you friend,
Gayle <gayle@altmayerltd.com>
Daphne, AL - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 10:03 AM (CST)

Hey Bakers,
I hope all is well today! I love you guys so very much! I am praying very hard too! I miss you guys so much! Mrs. Tina, your strength in GOD is so amazing and inspires me every day! May GOD continue to bless your lives! Last nigt at youth group we read about Gideon(not sure if I spelled that right) but anyways it talked about how this small army with GOD's help defeated a huge army! Well it reminded me of you guys. Austin is such a small but brave little guy and with GOD's help he can defeat this huge army called cancer. I am glad of being apart of the battle to because you have probably just about the strongest prayer team ever. Well I Love you guys so much and you will remain in my prayers at all times!
With GOD's Enduring Love,
Jessica Calhoun
- Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 09:57 AM (CST)

Good morning, little buddy!

Cam and I are drifting thoughts of you in the cold air, from Fairhope to Birmingham. All of the plants and animals here are still � it must be cool outside.

Here�s today�s thought:

Any person capable of angering you becomes your master; he can anger you only when you permit yourself to be disturbed by him. -- Epictetus

Or said another way, any person capable of taking you off your path can be your master�which points the way to your persistence, belief and strength, in running (not walking) toward health.

Hooray for your, little friend; in keeping your direction, flexing your strength and walking strongly.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 07:29 AM (CST)

Happy Thursday Friends..Just wanted you to know you're in my thoughts this morning..I'm hoping all goes well for you again today..Keep fighting the good fight..We love you.
Kim <KMath3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 07:25 AM (CST)

Good morning Tina and Austin, Hope that today is a good day for the two of you. You will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.
Rebecca Duskin
- Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 05:05 AM (CST)

Tina,
Just wanted to say hi! We continue to lift your family in prayer. We think of ya'll often!!!
Michelle Wilson
- Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 09:22 PM (CST)

Austin, I hear you are a brave boy. Keep on doing what you are doing. Flirt a little with the cute nurses. You have won all of them with your charm.

I hear Meagan is doing very well in school. All those A+'s
Wow, she must be something. She will be able to teach you a lot when you get to go home. I hear Daddy is taking really good care of Meagan while Mom is taking good care of her little soldier. Isn't it wonderful to have such a caring family!

Mom, it seems you are doing great too. I just love your journal entries. They are so inspirational. I know God is going to reward you. I'm sure he already has, but you can be assured your faith and strength is not going unnoticed.
It is so obvious that HE has his loving arms around you.
Keep up the good work.

Millie Caughron
Knoxville, TN USA - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 09:05 PM (CST)

Hi Guys So glad to hear you are being so strong. May God continue to shower you with his presence and love.
kelly hayes <crimehater@aol.com>
fairhope, al usa - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 08:44 PM (CST)

Hi Austin:
Your classmates at the K-1 Center talk about you each day and we still miss you but you are in our class.
I enjoyed seeing you before Christmas. You're the best and we love you.
Mrs. Jones and 16 good friends
Cassandra P. Jones <TINGOOSE88@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 06:14 PM (CST)

It was so good to see you both today. I can't tell you how special it made me feel when Austin didn't want me to leave. You both have a very special place in my heart. And know I am here for you at anytime...I am only a phone call away.

"Cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you".
1 Peter 5:7

Sleep well, my dear friends.
Love, Linda

P.S. Hey Austin, since we got the okay about silly string...you better look out! Let's just not squirt any Docs! Okay?

Linda Watson <Ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 05:46 PM (CST)

Dear Tina and Austin,
We have been out of town for the holidays and just got back. One of the first things I did was to check your website. I think of you and pray for you every day. You are both such an inspiration! God bless!
Dee Fuhrman <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 05:46 PM (CST)

Hi Tina and Austin - what good news is coming from Birmingham and good advice too! You are incredible - both of you. Tina I love you and cherish your words and faith. I talk to God a lot everyday about you and Austin, and it's so obvious He's listening. What a thrill! So many hugs,
Joan
joan sullivan
daphne, al usa - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 04:46 PM (CST)

Hello everyone,
Wow after reading about the procedure in which Austin is getting treatments I now am convinced he is one of the strongest little men I've ever known. I am so proud of that strength Austin. It sounds like you and your Mommy have great imaginations. We are thinking of you and praying for you.
Love, Dr. Ross and Terri
The Bishops
- Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 04:31 PM (CST)

Hi Amp Vila,
We are so proud of you. Gwin Gwin, Socks and Lo Lo all say hello to you. They are waiting to play with you. Popple and I will be up to see you in a few days. Hang in there tiger. Love Popple and Jo Jo.
Betty Baker <Jojacbaker@cs.com>
Daphne, Al - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 04:24 PM (CST)

Tina: I just wanted to let you know that Grant and I have all of you in our prayers. God is truly our strength. Peace, Louise
Louise Brummett <rbru4200@aol.com>
- Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 03:52 PM (CST)

Dear Austin,
We have heard of your ordeal from Don and Louise Beasley. They have kept us informed, and now we read
your web page from which we can get information first
hand.
You know, Austin, God works in mysterious ways.
We humans will never understand his complete plan or
things that happen to us. Whatever he does, or whatever
happens to us, we must continue to believe in him and
trust him. You and your friend Alexis fit into God's
plan - no matter what. So, keep your faith, Austin,
and keep saying your prayers. God is listening.
You and your friend Alexis are constantly in our
thoughts and prayers. We have added your names to our prayerlist at St. Anna's Episcopal Church so that more people can pray for you and Alexis. Please take comfort in
knowing that others share your burden and are asking
God to help you both. Whatever the outcome, we all
are a part of God's plan, which may not be fulfilled
in this world but in the world to come.
May God bless you and Alexis and contine to watch
over you both. May he cradle you both in his arms and
give you peace and comfort. Your friends,
Lee (Lavan) and Edith Martin

Lee (Lavan) and Edie Martin <martinl@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 02:56 PM (CST)

Dear Tina,

It's so good to hear that Austin is doing well - he has such a wonderful spirit! He is an incredible child with an incredible mother. We're sending many prayers and thoughts your way - hope you feel them.

God Bless,

Theresa and David Jellenc
Montrose, AL - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 01:35 PM (CST)

Tina, As soon as I came home today I immediately checked the website for latest news. As far as I know right now, Ellie and I will be there before he finishes the 1st treatment in the morning. If I don't see you, come and find me. Hang in there little man...only one more day till you will be ready for the next step in getting well. We are praying for you.... love Ms. Nena and Ellie
Nena Moon <nenatmoon@peoplepc.com>
Birmingham, Al - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 01:26 PM (CST)

Tina, I had a second and dropped in to check on you and Bucky.

Once again, I come away being the one inspired and encouraged. You both are truly a gift to my life.

Give Bucky a hug for me.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 10:43 AM (CST)

Hi Tina and Austin --
I'm one of those people in that 11,000. I check on you often and pray for you every day. I always make sure you are included on Sundays on our prayer list for Sunday School (First Baptist). You probably have no idea who all is praying for you - not just for Austin, but your whole family. I'm so thankful that you have God on your side, because he is a God of miracles. I agree - how do people get through these things when they don't know him! Know that you are loved and thought of often. I'll be sure to give Meagan a hug when I see her at school. She always has a smile to share. What a brave little girl! I can't believe Austin, too. I know he's been through things that most people will never experience. I'm just glad he can keep those nurses straight! What a little superhero!

Take care.
Ginger Taylor <virginia.taylor@halliburton.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 10:22 AM (CST)

Dear Tina and Austin,

We had special prayer for you last night at our Bible Study and Prayer Meeting. Austin, you are blessed to have such a godly mother. Tina, even though we have never met, your source of strength and faith is an encouragement to all of us. On the radio yesterday, I heard Dr. David Jeremiah say that when he was going through the lowest point of his cancer treatment (stem cell) he realized that he was in the middle of a storm. He went on to say that if we are not in the middle of a storm we are going out of one or fixing to go into one. He later wrote the book, Bend in the Road, from his experience. Isn't it wonderful to have God go with us though the storms of life, not around them, but though them to make us usable vessels. May your faith continue to be strengthened as God walks with you, Austin, and your entire family.
Prayerfully,
Glenda Mathis (friend of Jack & Betty Jo)
Satsuma, AL - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 09:46 AM (CST)

Tina,
everyday I come to this web site to hopefully give you and Austin words of encouragement and I always end up getting those words from you. Your entries are wonderful and they help me get through day to day as well.
Austin,
I am so proud of how well you are doing with radiation and all. You are so brave!! You will have to talk to Taylor so that he will be that brave when we get to that part of treatment. I hope you and mom have a wonderful day and the radiation all goes well.
God Bless you both!!
Love,
Kim Watts
Jim and Kim Watts http://www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, Al USA - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 09:40 AM (CST)

good morning, sweet austin! it is good to know that you can look at the screen as your mom reads our letters to you. pretty soon, you will be reading all by yourself and won't that be fun? we are so proud of you for being so brave and strong, and we are so proud of meagan for being so brave and strong, too. i bet God is smiling because of that! what a great thought, to give God a reason so smile!! i really like that.

you and your whole family are in our prayers -- so just remember that and remember how much God loves you and how much i love you. i will tell everybody hello for you at church today and tonight as we have wednesday night supper and programs. just think, that'll be about 200 people that i will say hello to for you all at once - cool, huh?

keep doing the great job you are doing, and give your mom a hug for me, okay?

love you lots!

mrs. emily

the joy of the Lord is your strength! Nehemiah 8:10
emily garner
- Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 09:25 AM (CST)

Tina -- God is so gracious! It sounds as if things are really coming together for Austin and you and your family. My prayer is that God will continue to give you strength to endure the days ahead and wisdom to guide Austin through his treatments. I think of you and Austin daily, and I am not only the only one! You have a great network of friends and family. Love and best wishes as Austin continues his treatments.
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 09:24 AM (CST)

Hi Austin,

Perseverance, our little friend, is one of those traits that you have taken and stretched and expanded the definition of, such that your picture will now probably be synonymous with that � when the new dictionaries come out!

Here�s today�s thought:

There is a sense of exhilaration that comes from facing head-on the hard truths and saying, "We will never give up. We will never capitulate. It might take a long time, but we will find a way to prevail." -- Jim Collins

Just like yesterday�s thought�hit the line hard, face the hard truths and never, ever, ever give up.

You walk those steps every day.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great.

Love,

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 07:20 AM (CST)

Tina, Austin & Meagan,
I have never meet you but after reading your daily journals makes me feel like I do know you. You all have inspired me with your positive ambition. I have 2 children and the K-1 center and I would hear bits & pieces of Austin's recovery then Cathy Calameti send me your webpage and I'm glad she did. Continue to fight & keep your faith. God has blessed you with many things and especially with the strength to fight. Your family remains in my prayers.

Regina Craig <clrview@gulftel.com>
Silverhill, al - Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 11:23 PM (CST)

Hi Austin and Tina... I am so excited that I will be able to keep up with you on a daily basis... thanks for telling me about the website..now I won't be bothering you with a phone call. Austin, my man, Ellie is already anxious to see you Thurs a.m. Maybe they will let her on the table with you again... for those of you reading this...Ellie is my pet therapy dog and we have been visiting with Austin at the cancer center when he is there for radiation treatments. Hopefully we will see you on Thurs and you can feed Ellie some snacks! Take care Tina and know that you, Austin are in our prayers... love, Nena
Nena Moon <nenatmoon@peoplepc.com>
Birmingham, Al USA - Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 09:22 PM (CST)

Sounds like you two are doing great. Hang in there; the Lord is with you.
Millie Caughron <gmcuaghron@aol.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 07:42 PM (CST)

Tina,

I laughed out loud when I heard what Austin said today. That kick-butt, take charge attitude is what is going to carry him through this...

I think about you all day and ask God to continue to give you peace and strength while Austin is being healed...I feel certain there will be many more nights at the pier looking up at those stars..

"Challenges are what make life interesting...Overcoming them is what makes life meaningful". J. Marine.

Take care.
Kim Matthews <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 05:17 PM (CST)

Dearest Tina,
Hang in there!!! I'm so proud of Austin for being so brave and cooperative. You are to be commended as well. Everyone always asks "How's Tina holding up?" You have truly gained everyone's admiration. You stay the course and give Austin a great big hug and kiss from the Green's. We are rooting for him and lift him up daily in prayer - and you too. We miss y'all terribly. Get well and come home. Marie
Marie
Fairhope, al usa - Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 04:41 PM (CST)

Good Morning! This is great news that he is doing so well! We are all so proud of him and for you and the strength that you have. I know you have to be drained from all of this and from all the back and forth trips to B'ham. Hopefully soon you will be back at home with both kids, back to your life as it was, only this time, knowing how precious it all is. You will have a greater gift than many people will ever receive in a lifetime. Your children will never forget you for all that you have done for both of them. You have and always will be their ROCK and they will know where to turn when they are in need of anything because they know their mom will always be there for them. Take care and kiss Austin & Megan for me! I'll keep checking in on you. LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, Al - Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 02:27 PM (CST)

Hi Austin!

Cam and I wanted to drop you a note to let you know that we�re thinking about you, and know that you are giggling somewhere inside at being able to fight off those cells.

Here�s the thought for the day:

Today is the tomorrow you looked forward to yesterday.

I think that if you look at today, the thought (above) does hold true�and living mindfully in the present will find every day being the day you had hoped for at a point in the past.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 02:11 PM (CST)

Tina, I continue to pray for Austin. I know the transplant will go well and he will have a full recovery. If there is anything that you need I'm a phone call away. I know the days are long and hard, but remember how many people love Austin and are keeping him in their prayers.
Cindy Lacey <cblacey01@worldnet.att.net>
Fairhope, AL usa - Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 01:20 PM (CST)

Hey guys!! I have been thinking about you so much lately. Tina, I still have pictures to give you! I forgot to mail them! Sorry. Austin, I am so proud of you! You are being SO BRAVE!! I love you both and I'm praying for you! You are right, Tina, I don't know what people do without God either!! He is so good!! Love you.
Jill Belcher 4 Tower <JHBpianonurse@msn.com>
Birmingham, AL - Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 11:46 AM (CST)

Hey Tina I am so proud of Austin for doing rad. without sedation. That is so brave... I thought I would give you my email for work and see if that works it is christy.patrick@chsys.org. love you guys and thinking of you . I am keeping you and little man in my prayer... Love you Give Austin a hug for me.
Christy <christy.patrick@chsys.org>
- Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 11:14 AM (CST)

Tina, I have been thinking of you often and keep in touch through Kim and Chris. Your strength is incredible and I know that you will find your way. Austin is your inspiration, and an inspiration to us all on how to deal with the "bumps in the road". Love Always, Melanie
Melanie Hubley <arrakis4@aol.com>
Montrose, AL - Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 11:03 AM (CST)

Hey Tina- Just checking in. I hope you were able to have a peaceful rest last night. I will check in later to see what is new. Thank you so much for taking time out of your draining day to fill me in!
Love you and look forward to hearing from you when you can-
Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
- Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 09:36 AM (CST)

good morning, tina, austin, meagan, and jimmy! God put on my heart the joy that we have in Him and i want to share a few scriptures that tell about this joy.

Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perserverance. James 1:2-3

Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer. Romans 12:12

You have made known to me the path of life; you will fill me with joy in your presence, with eternal pleasures at your right hand. Psalm 16:11

May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit. Romans 15:13

rest in His joy!

i love you all,

emily

emily garner
- Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 09:19 AM (CST)

Tina, You have been in my thoughts and prayers during the holidays. I know it was great for you to be home. I will be thinking of you and Austin during the weeks to come. I know he will continue to be the little trooper that he has been. Tina, take care of yourself and try to get some rest. We love you! Carol and Melvin
Carol Middleton <middletoncarol@hotmail.com>
Uriah, Al USA - Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 08:43 AM (CST)

Tina,
Praying for you and Austin (and Meagan) as you begin this journey. I know that it was difficult for you to check in at the same time that the Sims' lost Janie. Remember that each person and each illness, although it is the same type of disease, is different. Only God can heal through whatever means He chooses. As I once told you, NEVER, EVER, give up hope. You are in a wonderful place and have many, many people praying for Austin's complete healing. Have a blessed day and may healing come very soon.

Beth Billy <beth.billy@jdcc.edu>
Brewton, AL USA - Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 08:05 AM (CST)

I though of you today and I hope all is going well. I know this is a busy and scary time. Just remember there are a lot of people out here praying for you. God Listens. Rest good tonight.
Kim

Jim and Kim Watts http://www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
MC CALLA, AL. - Monday, January 06, 2003 at 11:54 PM (CST)

Hi Tina,
I know that you're exhausted and that it is hard to rest with this busy week coming----however if it is possible rest alittle. We are thinking of and praying for you all. It was great to talk to you over the holidays. When you get home next we'll go to the movie. Hold tight to your angels. Love you
Terri <budchip@bellsouth.net>
- Monday, January 06, 2003 at 10:23 PM (CST)

Tina,
Just wanted you to know that you and Austin are on our minds tonight and every night!! We are praying that Austin will do great and continue to amaze all of us!!!!!!!!!
We love you!!!!!
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Monday, January 06, 2003 at 08:44 PM (CST)

Hey Austin! We hope you had a nice Christmas and that things are going well in Birmingham. We looked at your photos and thought they were great. We are praying for you and your mama and your daddy and Meagan. With love from Hayes Grey Maria and Clay
The Adams Family <hayesgreyshade@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Monday, January 06, 2003 at 08:04 PM (CST)

Hey Austin!!! I love you and miss playing silly string with you. You need to ask your nurses if you can have it up there.I donn't want to get in trouble . They would never let me come back. I hope you get some sleep tonight. I love you very much.love Christy
Christy <scpat@charter.net>
- Monday, January 06, 2003 at 08:00 PM (CST)

Dear Tina and Austin,
I hope everything went well today. I saw R.L. Saturday and he filled me in on Austin's progress. Our thoughts and prayers have been with you all during the holiday season but I know how much you hated to leave Meagan to return to Birmingham. Hang in there! You've come so far since August, I admire so much your grace under pressure. Take care of yourself. Love,Cindy
Cindy Colville
Spanish Fort, AL USA - Monday, January 06, 2003 at 07:38 PM (CST)

Austin - Hope today went well and you are resting tonight. Make sure that your Mom gets some rest. Ali came over today, while Nona was getting beautified, and we visited with Cisco and the other horses. She told Cisco that you would get well soon and come back to visit him and rodeo. Uncle Bob is looking for the rodeo gloves for you. We LOVE you. Give your Mom a hug for us.
Aunt Brenda & Uncle Bob <bwade@frontiernet.net>
- Monday, January 06, 2003 at 06:51 PM (CST)

Hey Austin and Tina...I have been trying to reach you today but you all have been out. I miss you and will come to see you both hopefully tomorrow. Call me if you get a chance. Love you both. Rhonda
Rhonda Smith <rcs9200@msn.com>
Helena, Al USA - Monday, January 06, 2003 at 05:56 PM (CST)

Hey Tina and Austin,
Sounds like a pretty cool bed!! I hope that your fever breaks soon and that it doesn't return. My thoughts and prayers have been with you all throughout the day today. I hope it went well. Try and rest as often as possible. Love,
Kristi D'Olive
Point Clear, AL - Monday, January 06, 2003 at 05:39 PM (CST)

Hey Bakers,
I miss you guys very much! I am praying very hard for ya'll! I know that GOD is going to continue to bless your lifes just put all your trust, hope, and faith in him!

I was reading my bible the other day and this verse jumped out at me! It has helped me personally deal with a lot about my diease and sickness that I am going through, so I thought it could help you and Austin as well because it shows what is going on in my heart and also yours:

2 Chorinthians ch4 vs. 16-18

-Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. For our light and momentary troubles are acheiving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.

I love you guys and I am praying for you guys at each and every moment!
With GOD's Enduring Love,

Jessica Calhoun
- Monday, January 06, 2003 at 05:16 PM (CST)

Dear Tina & Austin, just checkin to see if you are all settled and I see you are. I hope he feels great the next few days before the procedure takes place. I will keep checkin in since you have a computer now, to check for updates. We are praying extra special prayers right now for the little guy! Yall take care of each other......but then again, you are being taken care of. We KNOW this for a fact! Austin is a special little boy and God has greaty plans for his life, I feel like that is why Austin is fighting so hard and is doing as well as he is. Tell Megan we love her and have her in our daily thoughts too.....AND TO KEEP UP THE READING! love you all! CATHI
Cathi
Atmore, aL - Monday, January 06, 2003 at 04:50 PM (CST)

Dear Tina: You are both in my prayers today as you go through this new process. We had a "first person" update last night, when we were seated at the table next to your aunt Brenda, Uncle Bob, and cousin Chip. I asked Brenda every question I could think of! I was amazed at some of the information she gave us, such as the fact that Austin will have a new blood type after the transplant! That is positively awesome! The wonderful thing is that we live in this time...There was a time not so long ago that this procedure did not exist. Please know that you are never out of our thoughts and prayers.
Floyd and Betty <fbadams@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Monday, January 06, 2003 at 01:56 PM (CST)

Hey Tina-
I know you have to be drained and you are needed God to pour his love and spirit on you to fill you up. So, close your eyes and ask him! I am touching the computer screen right now... (OK I just did it)... and want you to know how proud I am of you. I was reading my Disciple last night and a verse came out at me that made me think of you, and how you have inspired me so so much...

Matthew 5: 14- 16
"You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it give light to everyone in the house. In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven."

Tina- your light is shining so bright- it is almost blinding, but no one can look away from it, rather we all are drawn to it. You are doing an amazing job and you are so awesome to give yourself and this situation to God. I remember when you said before you went to B'ham, that you prayed and just gave Austin to God to fix. How hard to do, yet you did just as God needed you to do, and you let Him do his work. Now, let him work with you as well. Let him fill you up so we all can rejoice together on Austin's new birthday!
I love you and will see you soon!
Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
- Monday, January 06, 2003 at 01:12 PM (CST)

Hi Austin!

Here�s an appropriate thought for the day for the next �bunch-o-days� ahead for your:

In doing your work in the great world, it is a safe plan to follow a rule I once heard on the football field: Don't flinch, don't fall; hit the line hard. -- Theodore Roosevelt

�and, you�ve been doing this, day in and day out � a tremendous effort and application of your energy, devoted to regaining circle of health in you right now.

Hit the line hard, just as you have been and let us welcome you back soon.

Enjoy the now.

MTG>

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Monday, January 06, 2003 at 10:40 AM (CST)

good morning, tina and austin! we have been waiting for this day when austin can begin the journey to his new birthday, and i thank God it is here, as i know you do as well. remember that God has given you reserves, in fact, huge reserves of strength, faith, and peace so that you can get through this and have joy at the same time! i am calling on our great and almighty God to reassure you of these endless reserves that are planted in you just for you and austin and jimmy and meagan. He is faithful and He is providing even as i write this.

i love you all so very much, and of course, He loves you even more.

love,

emily
emily garner
fairhope, - Monday, January 06, 2003 at 09:57 AM (CST)

Hey Tina I am thinking of you and love you. I am here today!!love christy
christy
- Monday, January 06, 2003 at 08:36 AM (CST)

I check your message most every day and you and your entire family are in my prayers. So thankful you and Austin were able to spend some time at home. Will be praying extra hard for Austin during this time. We know that God is in control and hears the prayers of His people.
Glenda Mathis
Satsuma, AL - Monday, January 06, 2003 at 08:09 AM (CST)

Tina,
You and Bucky will be in my thoughts and prayers today.
Please keep us posted on his progress...

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, January 06, 2003 at 04:55 AM (CST)

Dear Tina May this new year bring you much hope, strength, and happiness. Austin will be in my prayers tomorrow as he takes this next step. Ella used to give her Grammie "rides" on Grammie's cool hospital bed since Grammie couldn't reach the controls herself. I'm sure it is much more fun to be in control and ride at the same time!Back to Ashland Place tomorrow. Evy Jewell is going to come with me and be my helper. Let us pray.....
kelly hayes <crimehater@aol.com>
fairhope, al usa - Sunday, January 05, 2003 at 10:53 PM (CST)

Austin,
I am praying extra prayers for you tonight. You are such a brave strong boy that I know even though this next step will be hard you will keep you spirits high. Keep the nurses on their toes:) Aren't thos big rooms great!!! BE strong kiddo and I will see you soon.
Love,
The Watts Family
Kim Watts
McCalla, - Sunday, January 05, 2003 at 09:33 PM (CST)

Tina,

You all are in our prayers every day! I think of you and Austin ALL THE TIME! I pray for a successful transplant with little difficulty. We are scheduled to be in clinic the end of the month. I'll look you up. Hang in there--tell Austin we said "Hello".
Love,
Beverly, Jay, Josh & Jacob Pohl
Beverly <BPohlCMCMom@aol.com>
Hartselle, AL USA - Sunday, January 05, 2003 at 09:07 PM (CST)

Dear Tina and Austin: Lots of love and prayers on your way every minute of the day and night....and for Meagan who has also been such a phenomenal child throughout the past months. Tomorrow sounds like a big day for the strong boy. Know that big hugs are with you both then and the days ahead. Please feel free to call me anytime. Austin is in the best of hands, and you sit back and feel the warmth and hope in everyone's prayers for all the Bakers. Love and hugs, and Austin have fun with your bed !!!! Joan
joan sullivan
daphne, al usa - Sunday, January 05, 2003 at 08:01 PM (CST)

I'm so sorry to hear this news. I hope Austin is doing better by now and ready for his new adventure. Please know we love all of you and are always thinking of you. Keep us updated on how things are going and we will especially be thinking about you on the 14th. Here's to a great new beginning for all of the Bakers......Hugs and kisses to the three of you! LOVE, Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, Al - Sunday, January 05, 2003 at 05:12 PM (CST)

Tina,
I truly understand the fear you are feeling tonight. I found out about Janie on Austin's page. I am feeling so sad for them and so afraid for taylor and all the others suffering. I hope you all have a safe trip to to Birmingham and things stay on schedule. I pray for you every night and please do not hesitate to call if you need abything, like I said before, we live only 20 minutes from the hospital and can help you out if you need something or maybe just a real bed to rest on every now and then. Stay strong!
Love,
Kim

Jim and Kim Watts http://www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, January 04, 2003 at 11:32 PM (CST)

As I read your first paragraph, I thanked God for your exceptional little boy and his exceptional mother. You are such an inspiration.

Then I read your second paragraph. My heart sank a bit, but then I thanked God for your exceptional child and his exceptional mother. I asked God to be near while he is getting his blood pressure back up, to give you a save trip back to Birmingham and to be with all of you as Austin goes thru this next phase of treatment.

I pray that God will be with Janie's family as they adjust to her becoming an angel. I thanked Him that Janie is no longer suffering. Tina, I know this is hard on you seeing these children suffer and then pass on to Heaven; we pray that God will continue to give you strength. Keep the faith.
We love you and your family.

Millie Caughron
Knoxville, TN USA - Saturday, January 04, 2003 at 10:18 PM (CST)

HI BAKERS,I'M SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT YOUR FRIEND IT MUST BE SO HARD.I HOPE AUSTIN HAD A WONDERFUL CHRISTMAS AT HOME WITH HIS FAMILY. I HOPE AND PRAY AUSTIN WILL BE READY FOR WHATS TO COME. EXPECT A MIRACLE !!!!! LOVE & PRAYERS MISS CINDY
CINDY WINGO <jnwingo @ hotmail.com>
ROBERTSDALE , AL - Saturday, January 04, 2003 at 09:53 PM (CST)

Dear Tina,
I am so sorry to hear about Janie. I pray that Austin will recover and all will go as planned. He is such a strong little boy and we are so proud of him. He is so loved by all - especially us. I am thrilled that Alex and Virginia got to play with Austin and May-May over the holidays - he was the same as ever - full of spunk and fire - I hate I missed you. We were gone way too much during Dec. We send you all our love and prayers. God be with you - lotsa love - Marie
Marie
Fairhope, al usa - Saturday, January 04, 2003 at 09:23 PM (CST)

Dear Bakers. I'm so very sorry to hear about little Janie. Her family will be in our prayers. We also will pray for normal temp., normal B/P, safe travel, strength and healing. We love you. God loves you!!!
Mary Bunch
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, January 04, 2003 at 09:01 PM (CST)

Dear Bakers: We will remember your family in our prayers tonight as well as the family who lost their precious child..I can't imagine the fear you must have or the loss the others must feel..Once again, my eyes are opened to how fortunate we all are...We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, January 04, 2003 at 05:45 PM (CST)

Hi Tina-
I am sorry to hear about Linda and her family, and pray for peaceful arms to lift her as Janie is restored with a beautiful, healthy life of eternity. I was afraid I felt the "Baker Breeze" this weekend, with a short stay while having to go back so quickly. Know I am thinking of y'all and really appreciate your dutiful updates.
I love you!
Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
- Saturday, January 04, 2003 at 03:18 PM (CST)

Tina, just want to let you know we are constantly thinking of you and Austin and praying hard that everything goes well. We loved seeing you during the holidays, your strength never ceases to amaze me..Love and hugs, Cecilia
C. Lewis <Baygirl215@aol>
Fairhope, Al. UISA - Saturday, January 04, 2003 at 01:25 PM (CST)

Austin, I have you in my prayers every night. I know you will be feeling better soon.
Tina, I know you will be along ways from home so if you need anything please let me know. We live very close by. We will be on 4 tower again soon. We just came home yesterday from chemo #4.
love,
kim, jim, and taylor watts
Kim <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, Al USA - Saturday, January 04, 2003 at 10:56 AM (CST)

Tina Prayers for Austin and your family are ongoing and have become a part of my daily routine. I have missed writing and staying in touch with these late night "chats", but am recovered and easing back into the world. Love you!
kelly hayes <crimehater@aol.com>
fairhope, al usa - Friday, January 03, 2003 at 09:34 PM (CST)

Tina,

I hope you all enjoyed a wonderful Christ-filled Christmas togther. Came across Austin's web page while reading Janies and wanted to let you know how often I think of you and Austin. I guess since you guys are on SCTU now I wont be seeing much of you in Simon Sedation, but know that I (along with my entire family) are thinking of you and pray for healing and that you will feel the presence of our awesome GOD each and every day.

Love through Christ,
Leah Mena, RN
Simon Sedation Service
Leah Mena
- Friday, January 03, 2003 at 02:44 PM (CST)

Hey Tina, I hope you guys had a wonderful New Year's Eve!! I miss ya'll and love ya lots. I am in clinic 5 everyday please let me know when your here and have time I want to see ya'll. You can call me if you need to talk love ya. christy
christy <scpat@charter.com>
- Friday, January 03, 2003 at 10:01 AM (CST)

Hi Austin!

Heard you made it through yesterday with flying colors � hooray for you, little buddy.

Here�s todays thought, the last of the week, since you�re coming back later today:

Our visions begin with our desires. Audre Lorde

Pretty simple stuff, yet intense and deep, eh? I think we have a hint of your desires, and hence, your vision.

Keep your focus.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Friday, January 03, 2003 at 08:05 AM (CST)

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO THE BAKER FAMILY
This bone marrow transplant is going to work and 2003 is going to be much better to you than 2002. I continue to thank God for your strength and your faith.
Millie Caughron
Knoxville, TN USA - Thursday, January 02, 2003 at 11:15 PM (CST)

Tina,
Toby and I just had to take another look at the new pictures of Austin!! He is so cute! We love the one of him on the 4 wheeler!! Loves to hunt just like our boys! They live for it. Tell him that Blake killed his first deer on Sunday night! Tell him to get lots better and he can go hunting w/ the boys.
I went by your house today and left you a note!! I was in the area and just wanted to say hello. Sorry I missed you.
Love ya bunches! Hang in there!!!!!
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Thursday, January 02, 2003 at 10:16 PM (CST)

Dearest Bakers. We continue our prayers for you. We pray for healing, strength, and safe travels to and from B'ham. We love you. God loves you!!!
Mary Bunch
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, January 02, 2003 at 07:58 PM (CST)

Hello Bakers! Hope everything is well with all of you and I know you all had a great new year! It must have been so great to have gotten to spend so much time being at home and spending time with Megan. We hope the road to recovery is well on it's way and won't be much longer before you are all home again to stay. We will have you all in our prayers, especially on the 14th! Take care and I will check in with you soon.....LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, aL - Thursday, January 02, 2003 at 04:35 PM (CST)

Tina, Please let Austin know that we haven't forgotten about him. We looked at the video tape Dad took at Xmas and it was good to seem him enjoying himself. Our prayers and thoughts are with you!
Donny and Donna Beasley
- Thursday, January 02, 2003 at 04:00 PM (CST)

While enjoying the holidays in Atmore, my uncle, Donald Beasley, told me of Austin's challenges. His comments were so moving that I decided to check this website. My family will keep Austin in our prayers. I look forward to reading about Austin, not on this website but in some local paper years from now, about his winning touchdown in high school or the grand slam he hit or his graduation from college...

David McCabe...my mother is Mary Ann McCabe, Donald's cousin. She lives near Donald in Atmore.
David McCabe <david.mccabe@mightyautoparts.com>
Roswell, ga usa - Thursday, January 02, 2003 at 09:06 AM (CST)

hi, tina, jimmy, austin, and meagan! you have had a busy week, to say the least. way to go, austin, for being THE STAR for children's!! i know you know that hundreds and hundreds of prayers have been lifted up for all of you ever since early august, but just know that even more will be lifted as you go into this "season" of treatment and living at children's. i know that God, in his mercy and love for each of you, will give you every bit of strength and endurance and peace that you will need for this journey. He is faithful and He is LOVE, and you will know this is true every single day.

i love you all!

in Christ's magnificent love,

emily
emily garner
fairhope, - Thursday, January 02, 2003 at 08:49 AM (CST)

Hello Austin!

Well, Cam and I are back writing you, since you are in Birmingham�just a little info for you � we don�t write to the Birmingham website when you�re home, as we want you to get used to being home�don�t want you to be too comfortable up there�we like you here, at home, and not there. So, we don�t forget you � think of you every day, and send lots of thoughts your way�and again, love to laugh out loud with you � even when you�re riding your bike like a little daredevil!

Today�s thought?

Aim at the sun and you may not reach it; but your arrow will fly far higher than if you had aimed at an object on a level with yourself. -- F. Hawes

Pretty self-explanatory, and the thought you are living�us too, hence (again) the reason we don�t continue to send our daily thought when you�re not in Birmingham. Our arrow is in flight, shot high into the skies, directly at the sun, knowing that it will fall with you coming right back home, healthy and smiling!

Peace to you, our little friend!

We�re happy you�re a part of our lives.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinge@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Thursday, January 02, 2003 at 07:52 AM (CST)

Tina,
Thanks for the update! You are going to have a very busy week. We will be praying for you and Austin.(Meagan too)
We went out to the Matthews camp today to eat and for the boys to hunt. We were all talking about you and your Amazing Son!!!!
I hope you get enough rest this week, Tina. Please know that we love you and we will be thinking of you guys!!
Love your friends,
Maggie and Toby

Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Wednesday, January 01, 2003 at 10:44 PM (CST)

Hey Tina-
I love the updates on the pictures! I don't know how often you change them but eveytime I look- about once a week, I see new ones. Austin is getting so big! I will be in town all weekend if you need me to do any running around for you-I know you'll be busy packing. I will talk to you soon.
Love you and hug those babies for me. If I see Meagan around town while you're up in B'Ham, I'll hug her for you!
Your strength continues to amaze me, I am so proud of you.
Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, January 01, 2003 at 06:09 PM (CST)

HAPPY NEW YEAR FROM 4TOWER NIGHT SHIFT! We miss you too! We're praying for Austin,Tina and Meagan. Please let us know if you need us.
Paula,Connie,Maria and Renae
- Wednesday, January 01, 2003 at 04:32 AM (CST)

TRYING TO STAY IN TOUCH WITH YOU AND YOUR FAMILY.SO GLAD YOU HAD A NICE CHRISTMAS WITH YOUR FAMILY.THINK AND PRAY FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY.HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO GET IN TOUCH WITH TARA
SALLY AND CORKY MEISENHEIMER <CARL MEIS@AOL >
NICEVILLE , FLA. OKALOOSA - Tuesday, December 31, 2002 at 04:42 PM (CST)

Hey Tina & Austin, Meagan too,

I miss seeing you guys! But that is okay because me not seeing you means you are home and enjoying being a family!
I hope you had a wonderful fun-filled Christmas. You have been in my thoughts and prayers constantly. Please remember I am here for you when you come back to Bham.

Give all your worries and cares to God, for He cares about what happens to you. 1 Peter 5:7

Love, Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Tuesday, December 31, 2002 at 08:47 AM (CST)

Tina, Everybody needs a little "ya-ya" time!! Glad that the Morris version of the ya-ya sisters got to spend some time together!!! That must have made Meagan feel so special. It is so good to read your up-dates and see that everything with Austin seems to be just right. We will continue to keep all of you in our thoughts and prayers.
Happy New Year!
Rebecca Duskin <duskin@charter.net>
- Monday, December 30, 2002 at 06:31 PM (CST)

Dear Tina,

Iam so glad to here this good news!! It truly amazes me that Austin is so very strong and courageous!!!!!!!!!!!
I talked to your Mom a few days before Christmas and she said you and the rest would be at her house on Christmas day. I wish I could have hugged your neck! We went to Foley to be with my family that day. I hope you got the package I left for ya.
Please give Austin a big hug and Meagan! We are still praying for him every day.
We love you lots!!
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Monday, December 30, 2002 at 11:13 AM (CST)

I am Taylor Watts' greataunt and saw the link to your page on his website. I just want to say that I will be praying for you and for your family. You look like a little fighter and I know that all will be well!
Jeanna Dennis <Simon827@aol.com>
McCalla, AL USA - Sunday, December 29, 2002 at 10:08 PM (CST)

I'M SO GLAD YOU HAD SUCH A GREAT CHRISTMAS....HOPE THE KIDS HAD A GREAT TIME TOGETHER. THIS IS PROBABLY THE LONGEST TIME THEY HAVE SPENT TOGETHER SINCE THE DIAGNOSIS. I HOPE AUSTIN IS FEELING WELL AND THINGS ARE GOING IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION FOR THE UPCOMING TRANSPLANT. I WAS JUST CHECKING TO SEE IF THERE WAS ANY UPDATE. IS AUSTIN AT HOME NOW OR STILL IN BIRMINGHAM? YOU AND YOUR CHILDREN ARE ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS...YOU KNOW YOU HAVE THE STRONGEST PRAYER CHAIN I HAVE EVER SEEN AND HOPEFULLY IT WILL BRING GOOD, POSITIVE THOUGHTS TO YOU ON THE DAY OF THE TRANSPLANT. WE CAN HARDLY WAIT FOR IT TO BE OVER SO HE CAN "GET BACK TO BUSINESS!" HOW LONG AFTER IT TAKES PLACE WILL THEY BE ABLE TO TELL ANYTHING? KEEP US INFORMED ON WHAT'S GOING ON WITH HIM AND YOU TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF. ( OH, I SPENT THE DAY WITH BECCA TODAY AND I TOLD HER ABOUT THE UPDATE ON THE WEBSITE SINCE SHE HAS BEEN IN MILTON FOR THE HOLIDAYS) love you! cathi
CATHI <RCCOON@FRONTIERNET.NET>
ATMORE, AL - Saturday, December 28, 2002 at 10:46 PM (CST)

My prayer was for your family to have a wonderful Christmas.
Reading your entries, I feel that prayer has been answered. I am so thankful you and Austin were able to be home with family especially to have some time with Meagan.
We will be in prayer for you into the new year and we will pray that all will go well during the transplant. You have such strong faith and your little Austin is so strong. I believe every thing will go well. We love you and care about you and your family. I feel so close to you when I read your entries. It is hard to believe that I have seen you only two or three times.

Millie Caughron
Knoxville, TN USA - Saturday, December 28, 2002 at 09:56 PM (CST)

Hello Austin, Tina and Meagan...I am so glad to hear you had a wonderful Christmas. I miss you all. I am looking forward to seeing you soon. Give Austin a big hug and kiss from Ms. Rhonda. Love you, Rhonda
Rhonda Smith <rcs9200@msn.com>
Helena, Al USA - Saturday, December 28, 2002 at 04:53 PM (CST)

Dear Bakers: Mike and I drove back from Tennessee today..I couldn't wait to get on the computer and check up on you guys..It sounds like your holiday was full of joy and laughter...the way it should be..We continue to remember your family in our prayers...All of you have been so brave throughout this whole ordeal..You have helped all of us focus on what is important and how fortunate we all are..You have truly been a blessing...We love you...
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, December 27, 2002 at 08:10 PM (CST)

Dear Austin, Meagan, Tina and Jimmy,
We are so happy that you had Christmas together at home. We hope everything is going well in Birmingham and will pray that all the tests results are great. We have already started praying for the transplant. Please call us if you need us! Love and prayers, the Vogles
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@aol.com>
Fhope, AL - Thursday, December 26, 2002 at 11:05 AM (CST)

MERRY CHRISTMAS BAKERS !!!!!!!!!! I know today has been a wonderful day for you guys! I pray that GOD continues to send more and more precious days like this one to your family! I will be praying very hard for Austin and the other childern. It was so awesome getting to see you, Meagan, and Austin yesterday! He was cracking me up! He also had so much energy! You guys are so special to me and each one of you holds a special place in my heart. Mrs. Tina thank you for saying those things to me, you might not have even realized but when you told me that you were praying for me and my deaise ment a lot! I was thinking in my head when you comforted me that why is she even thinking about me and praying for me when you already have enough to deal with! I just want yu to know that it really ment a lot to me thank you! I will miss you guys while you are gone! I gave Meagan my phone numbers please tell her to call me anytime! I love you guys very much and all my prays are with you! GOD's Love Endures Forever!
Jessica Calhoun
- Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 10:55 PM (CST)

Merry Christmas, My D!!!!ear Friend,

As I sit here and enjoy this Christmas trip with my family, my mind has constantly drifted back to you!! If you only knew how you have taught me to cherish and enjoy my family. My thoughts and prayers are with you always and please know that during the journey ahead ...YOU HAVE A FRIEND!!!
Love, Linda
Linda Watson <Ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 10:45 PM (CST)

Hi friends,
Merry Christmas!!! We are so glad that everything is on the road for Austin's transplant. Hopefully you, Lindsey & Janie will be able to keep each other company. A lot of miracles go on in that unit! And we pray daily for all of you.

Keep us updated regularly so we'll know what to pray for specifically. God bless your whole family!!

Kelly
The Hicks Family <khicks6@mindspring.com>
Woodstock, AL - Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 09:59 PM (CST)

Merry Christmas, Tina, Austin and Meagan! I hope Santa found you and left you everything you wanted! We are so happy for the best present of all - Austin's Christmas miracle!
We love you.

Floyd and Betty <fbadams@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 11:47 AM (CST)

Merry Christmas guys! I hope Santa was good to you, although remission was the best Christmas present any of us could have asked for! Take care and play hard! See you in January! Love you! Holly
holly
- Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 06:39 AM (CST)

Hey Tina-
Glad to hear you are home. Have a wonderful holiday- I'll be there on the 27th!
Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
- Monday, December 23, 2002 at 02:39 PM (CST)

Looking for an update.....does anyone know if they are still at home and is Austin feeling good????
Cathi
Atmore, Al - Monday, December 23, 2002 at 10:46 AM (CST)

Dear Tina,I'm so happy things are going well for all of you.Everyone at church today was thrilled when I gave them your update for Austin.We continue to pray for a successful transplant. Wishing you and your family a verry Blessed Christmas and a wonderful New Year. I had a wonderful Emmaus Walk and it truly was a life changing experience and one I will never forget.Love to Austin and Meagan.Take care and call when you have time. Love Ya,Cathy
Cathy Caruthers <Cathy_caruthers@hotmail.com>
Stapleton, Al. Baldwin - Sunday, December 22, 2002 at 08:36 PM (CST)

Hey, Just checking in to make sure your still home and things are going well. I hope Austin is feeling great while he is at home. I know they are excited about Santa coming. Tell them they already have the greatest gifts of all.....YOU, family, friends, AUSTIN'S WONDERFUL NEWS CONCERNING HIS RECOVERY, and being home together. I wish you and your family a Merry Christmas and THE BEST OF THE COMING NEW YEAR! Take care of those wonderful children of yours and I hope to see you all ASAP! LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, al - Sunday, December 22, 2002 at 07:29 PM (CST)

Dear Tina Love you.
kelly hayes
- Sunday, December 22, 2002 at 04:57 PM (CST)

What a wonderful Christmas present for all of you!!! Warmest wishes for a wonderful holiday season!!!!
Debbie Holobaugh <dholobaugh1264@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL Baldwin - Saturday, December 21, 2002 at 10:58 PM (CST)

Tina,

I was so happy to hear your good news while at the bookstore the other day. Emily has been keeping us pretty well informed. I am so glad that our prayers have been answered. The girls and I have prayed for Austin and your family often and will continue to do so, especially now for the bone marrow part of his recovery to come. Alex especially was excited to hear that some of her prayers were answered. Anyway Best Wishes for a Merry Christmas, tell Jimmy the same and Austin.
May Gods Peace Be with You!
Peace+
Frank L
Frank Leatherbury <FrankL2@weeksbay.com>
fhope, al us - Saturday, December 21, 2002 at 01:18 PM (CST)

Merry Christmas! Austin has been such a gift to my family and I, and every time I go in for my chemo treatments I ask about him. I am so glad things are going well. I love you all!
Amber Luchterhand <ambersue10@yahoo.com>
Gardendale, AL United States - Saturday, December 21, 2002 at 01:02 PM (CST)

Congratulations on the good news that your family has been receiving. We wish all of you the happiest and healthiest of holidays and pray that you continue to feel God's peace and love during this most joyous season.
our love to you all
Rebecca and John Duskin
- Saturday, December 21, 2002 at 08:25 AM (CST)

Dear Tina, each time I read your entries, I get those same goosebumps! So many hurdles have been passed and each one gets him that much closer to being well again. We keep you in our thoughts and certainly in our prayers. Have a wonderful Christmas with your kids and enjoy every minute of it...you deserve it! Take care! LOVE YOU, Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, Al - Saturday, December 21, 2002 at 07:08 AM (CST)

AUSTIN, MEAGAN, AND TINA,
WE ARE SO PROUD FOR EACH OF YOU. AUSTIN WE ARE SO GLAD YOU ARE BETTER SO YOU CAN GO HUNTING AND RIDE YOUR BIKE. I BET YOU HAD A GREAT TIME. MEAGAN, CONGRATULATIONS FOR BEING THE TOP AR STUDENT. THAT IS A GREAT ACCOMPOLISHMENT. AND TO YOU TINA FOR BEING ABLE TO SPEND TIME WITH YOUR CHILDREN. WE GIVE THE GLORY AND HONOR TO OUR HEAVENLY FATHER. SHAWN ADN I WISH YOU AND YOUR FAMILY A VERY BLESSED CHRISTMAS.
BETH LINAM <slinam@econec.net>
ATMORE, AL usa - Saturday, December 21, 2002 at 06:55 AM (CST)

Tina, I heard you made a trip up to the floor and everyone said my little man looked wonderful. I hate I missed you! Please take care of my boy and have a wonderful holiday with your babies. See you in January!
Holly
- Saturday, December 21, 2002 at 05:39 AM (CST)

Tina,

Thanks for the wonderful news! I can't tell you how happy Iam to hear that Mr. Austin has been riding his bike!
We will be thinking of Austin on Jan. 5th. That is Blakes birthday! We will be praying every day and night for him. I know that you can hardly wait until the 14th of Jan. We will be counting down the days and praying that everything goes WELL!!!!
I hope you received the little package I mailed to the hospital.
We love you!!
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, Al USA - Friday, December 20, 2002 at 10:03 PM (CST)

I'm leaving to go home today. I had planned to stop and see you in Birmingham but you won't be there! :) Here's something I read recently and I thought I would share it with you:

"I am not alone at all..I was never alone..That is the message of Christmas. We are never alone..Not when the night is darkest, the wind the coldest, the world seemingly indifferent..for this is the time God chooses"..Taylor Caldwell

Have a wonderful holiday. We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, December 20, 2002 at 05:23 AM (CST)

Praise the Lord!!! We are waiting to hear more info on the transplant date. Praying it goes well.

I know God must have big plans for you Austin!

We'll keep you in our prayers - for complete healing!!

God bless,
Kelly
The Hicks Family <www.caringbridge.com/al/sarahanne>
Woodstock, AL - Thursday, December 19, 2002 at 10:07 PM (CST)

Oh Tina, what wonderful, wonderful news! This is the best Christmas gift I could imagine. God is great. Congratulations and send our love to Austin.
Lisa and Matthew <lematth@aol.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Thursday, December 19, 2002 at 08:07 PM (CST)

TINA, AUSTIN & FAMILY
WOW!!!! GOD IS SO GOOD. WE WILL CONTINUE OUR PRAYERS FOR ALL OF YA'LL.....
LOVE, EVE,MATT, BAILEY, ZACHARY, & CASEY
EVE HAMMOND <matthamm@netpathway.com>
- Thursday, December 19, 2002 at 07:39 PM (CST)

Hey Bakers,
I hope you guys are having a peaceful, uneventful trip to and from B Ham today! I am praying for you guys! It made my day seeing you and Austin yesterday! If Meagan had been there it would have been even better! I hope that everything comes out good today! I love ya'll and I can't wait to see you again! May GOD's Enduring Love and Peace be with you always!
Jessica Calhoun
- Thursday, December 19, 2002 at 12:05 PM (CST)

Hi Austin and Tina. I am so excited to hear that Austin's bone marrow is in remission. I assume that you all are still at home and doing well. This is such a blessing at such a wonderful time of year. This just shows that God is in control and that anything is possible through him. Tell Austin to keep fighting everyday. I hope that you all have had an excellent stay at home, it was about time. I miss you both very much. Give Austin a hug and a Smush Guppie for me. I will continue to pray for you all. Love, Whitney Hudson
Whitney Hudson <whitney_jay@hotmail.com>
Birmingham (4 Tower), AL - Thursday, December 19, 2002 at 10:58 AM (CST)

Tina,
I am thrilled about your wonderful news. Praise the Lord. I hope you all are having a great time together. I know Megan is ready to get out of school. I pray that you all have a perfect Christmas and I know that you will because you are all home together. Love, Terri
Terri <budchip@bellsouth.net>
- Thursday, December 19, 2002 at 09:49 AM (CST)

Dear Tina, Austin, family & friends - Praise God!! Good news is even more sweet "down in the valley". May God continue to strengthen you and give you His perfect peace. Love, Marg
Marg Perelli <mperelli@dumc. org>
Daphne, AL - Thursday, December 19, 2002 at 08:39 AM (CST)

Dear Tina and Austin,
This is such wonderful news - what a gift from God!!!! You remain in our constant thoughts and prayers. Have a wonderful Christmas holiday!!!! We love you.

Paula Word
- Thursday, December 19, 2002 at 05:10 AM (CST)

Dear Tina,
Just wanted to let you know that our hearts are over flowing w/ JOY for you and your family!! Austin is just so amazing. Is'nt this the very best Christmas present in the whole world!!!!!!!!
Toby was so glad to hear from you the other night!!
We love you, Tina!!!!!!!!!!!
Praise the Lord above for this wonderful news!
God Bless!
Your friends,
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, AL USA - Wednesday, December 18, 2002 at 10:26 PM (CST)

As the boys would say... Cool! Awesome! Outstanding! We had planned on stopping in Birgmingham to see you this Friday on our way up north, but we are sooooooo happpy that you will not be there :)! We have much to give thanks for this Christmas! God bless and Merry Christmas!
Dee Fuhrman <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Wednesday, December 18, 2002 at 06:00 PM (CST)

Tina: It looks like our prayers have been answered! What WONDERFUL news!!! Our thoughts and prayers continue that Austin will be well following the transplant. Have a fabulous Christmas. Please give both children my love and a great big hug!!!

Much love, Betty <fbadams@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Wednesday, December 18, 2002 at 04:19 PM (CST)

God is good!!! Have a Merry, Merry Christmas. Prayers continue.
Beth Billy <beth.billy@jdcc.edu>
Brewton, AL USA - Wednesday, December 18, 2002 at 07:58 AM (CST)

Dear Tina-
I check your site every day and your family is always in my prayers. Today I had to write! Praise God for this wonderful Christmas Miracle!! I am so elated that my feet won't touch the ground all day long!! Our God is an awesome God who hears and answers prayer! Praying for many more blessings for you this Christmas season.
Jayne Godfrey and family <JGodfrey11@aol.com>
Spanish Fort, AL - Wednesday, December 18, 2002 at 06:52 AM (CST)

Dear Bakers: We are celebrating your good news today!

"What is Christmas? It is tenderness for the past, courage for the present and hope for the future." Agnes Pharo

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, December 18, 2002 at 03:36 AM (CST)

Austin and Tina,
Taht is wonderful news. I am sooooo happy for you. May your Christma and New Year be very merry!!!
Kim and Taylor watts
Kim
MC CALLA, AL. - Wednesday, December 18, 2002 at 01:49 AM (CST)

Tina, I am so thrilled to hear such wonderful news!!!!! I hope you all have a wonderful CHRISTmas. Please keep Debbie and her family in your prayers. Love,
Kristi D'Olive
Point Clear, AL 36564 - Tuesday, December 17, 2002 at 10:29 PM (CST)

Austin, I just clicked on your picture and your Merry Christmas wish. You are such a handsome boy and your mother tells us how brave you are. I do hope you had fun out hunting with your Dad and your Uncle today.

Tina, you never cease to amaze me. My computer has been on
the blink for several days so I have not been reading your entries. However, Kim keeps me up to date. You have so much faith and you are able to express it in such beautiful ways. Just remember we pray for you and your family each day whether or not we are able to read the entries.

Have a joyous Christmas with your family. I am so glad you and Austin can be home. Give Meagan my congratulations for her award. Tell her we pray for her too.

Mildred Caughron
Knoxville, Tn USA - Tuesday, December 17, 2002 at 10:24 PM (CST)

YES!!! YES!!! YES!!! That is all I can say!!!
May you each have the best Christmas ever!!!!
Love, Linda
Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingam, AL USA - Tuesday, December 17, 2002 at 08:50 PM (CST)

DEAR TINA! WHAT A BLESSING! SEE, I TOLD YOU YOU WOULD GET A TRUE CHRISTMAS MIRACLE THIS YEAR!!!!! WHAT A WAY TO CELEBRATE THE HOLIDAYS AND THE NEW YEAR. AUSTIN HAS PROVEN OVER AND OVER THAT HE IS GOING TO BEAT THIS. I WONDER WHAT THE DOCTORS THOUGHT WHEN THEY REVIEWED HIS TEST RESULTS?! wHAT WAS YOUR REACTION TO HIS PHONE CALL? I HAD CHILL BUMPS ALL OVER ME WHEN MOM CALLED! i HAVE JUST FOUND OUT, SO I CAME TO THE WEBSITE. i AM SO HAPPY FOR ALL OF YOU...KISS AUSTIN AND MEGAN AND TELL HIM...WAY TO GO! TELL MEGAN I AM SO PROUD OF HER FOR HER READING AWARD! WITH THIS WONDEFUL NEWS YOU HAVE GOTTEN TONIGHT, SHE SHOULD FEEL REALLY PROUD THAT WHILE YOU HAVE BEEN AWAY, SHE HAS BEEN A SUPER SISTER. SHE KNOWS THAT YOU HAVE HAD TO BE WITH AUSTIN IN BIRMINGHAM AND LOOK AT THE RESULTS! TAKE CARE SWEETIE! LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!! CATHI
CATHI
ATMORE, AL - Tuesday, December 17, 2002 at 06:54 PM (CST)

YEAH!!!!!! I am so excited. Now take good care of that little boy, I don't want to see y'all until after Christmas!! I hope Austin had fun "hunting" today! Love y'all. Holly
Holly Bryan
- Tuesday, December 17, 2002 at 05:49 PM (CST)

Your news sounds wonderful! Please let us know when you get the test results. We are all crossing our fingers that he will be in remission and ready for his stem cell transplant after Christmas. That's great about Megan and her reading!!!!!! That shows you that even with all she is going through that she is a strong little lady! I know she is very proud of herself. I hope you all have a wonderful holiday together and we pray that you will be able to stay home and spend the entire time and not have to go back early. Take care and keep us updated! LOVE YOU! Call me if you come to your moms any during the holidays, I'd love to see you! LOVE, Cathi
cathi
atmore, al - Tuesday, December 17, 2002 at 04:47 PM (CST)

Tina,
So pleased to hear the wonderful news! What a blessed Christmas your family will experience and what a very different perspective you will have of it. Meagan is doing well and I know that brings you comfort. Our children are resilient. My prayers for complete healing continue. Blessings to Austin, you, Meagan and Jimmy.
Beth Billy <beth.billy@jdcc.edu>
Brewton, AL USA - Tuesday, December 17, 2002 at 03:11 PM (CST)

Oh I forgot to also tell you that I will pray for Joel's family. I know it has to be so hard! I will be rejoicing with Joel though because he is home with his true father and nothing can ever hurt him again!
Jessica Calhoun
- Tuesday, December 17, 2002 at 11:48 AM (CST)

WOW! This is AWESOME news I will continue to pray!GOD can do wonders if we just fall to him and let him. I am so happy for you guys, and I know Austin is having a blast hunting.I am also so proud of Meagan, she is such a wonderful person and she has been so strong through all of this. She is an amazing child and I know that you are so glad to be home with her. May GOD's peace be with you all!
With His Enduring Love,
Jessica Calhoun
- Tuesday, December 17, 2002 at 11:45 AM (CST)

A U S T I N :) :) :)
Wow, what an impact a little dude can have in our world. Jubilee Shores United Methodist announced the blood and bone marrow drive at the K-1 center for you...in your honor, kiddo. By the way - - LOVE the pictures on the site! You look really cool!!!
Karin Ballard
- Tuesday, December 17, 2002 at 11:22 AM (CST)

Tina & Austin,
Excellent news. We're sitting on the edge of our seats and pacing to hear the "Good News" and God has truly blessed Austin this day. You are the strength and goodness I could only hope to be. Congrats to Austin and stay well, have fun and turn the page to a new chapter.
Love to you and God Bless (bigtime!)
Karin Ballard <karingate@aol.com>
Fairhope, - Tuesday, December 17, 2002 at 11:17 AM (CST)

Dear Austin, How exciting to be going hunting!!!! We are thrilled that your tests are excellent and have started praying for the transplant after Christmas. We are so so happy you will be home for Christmas. Love so much,
The Vogles
PVogle
Fairhope, Al - Tuesday, December 17, 2002 at 09:38 AM (CST)

HEY! hoping for wonderful news from Austin's test today! we have our fingers crossed and are hoping only for the best news ever. We hope all of Austin's dreams come true as well as yours this year. Hey Austin, I heard about your kayak! I know that was such fun rowing in the living room with Megan! WOW! What a present! I hope santa brings you the greatest gift of all....RECOVERY! We hope you are home soon again for Christmas with your family. Take care little guy! kiss your mom for me!!!! LOVE YOU, Cathi
cathi
atmore, al - Monday, December 16, 2002 at 09:28 PM (CST)

Hey Tina-
I haven't heard any update for the biopsy today, so I thought I would check in. This past weekend was amazing! It is amazing how Blue Lake is a little piece of heaven on earth. I ran into the Massey's and they are praying so hard for you. I gave them as much of an update as I could and told them I would be in touch. Say a prayer for Lyn- she goes back for some blood work in Jan. to see if her "floating" cells have started attacking anything. She looked great and of course her spirit glows as yours does.

I also met, and her name has completely left me, I think it is Cathy Caruthers? She is Ross's nurse. She was on her walk and introduced herself to me at lunch on Sunday. She said she heard when I said I was from FUMC and wanted to let me know who she was. I told her you were my sponser and when my walk was in relation to Austin's diagnosis. She said she had a wonderful walk and it was nice to see God shining through her.
I hope your refrigerator problems were taken care of quickly and painlessly. Thank you so much for your call. Not many people call that early in the morning at my house, and when they do I promise I'm not that pleasant to anyone else. Your voice was the start of my wonderful weekend and I thank you so much for sharing yourself with me. I love you and hope to get to actually see your face and hug you soon. Until then, consider this it.
Do me a favor and look up...
1 John 3:1

I don't know what version of the bible you have up there, but believe it or not, I recommend King James for this one! Other versions may sound familiar but that one is unmistakable!
Love you and talk to you soon-

Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
- Monday, December 16, 2002 at 08:24 PM (CST)

Tina,

My heart just glowed with Dr. Watts' words today! Thank you for letting me stay with you. I am so glad to be there as a support. There are times that I stop and think how glad I am to know you and Austin. However, there are many times I wish so bad that I had never met you. Because if I had never met you that would mean that you were NOT at Children's Hospital with Austin battling this illness.

My prayer today is that you will be able to spend Christmas in your own home with all the things you love surrounding you all. What a Christmas blessing! I will pray each day that Austin continues to improve and that you have a very meaningful, blessed, and loving (and of course...INFECTION FREE!!!) Christmas...you all deserve it!!!

And we know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them. Romans 8:28

Merry Christmas my dear friends!
Love, Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Monday, December 16, 2002 at 08:16 PM (CST)

Tina, I've had Austin and you on my mind so much lately and wondering how things are going. If you get a chance, call me or e-mail and bring me up-to-date. Josh is doing well. We just got back from a Disney cruise. It was fabulous! I hope to hear from you soon.
Bev
Beverly Pohl <BPohlCMCMom@aol.com>
Hartselle, AL USA - Monday, December 16, 2002 at 07:52 PM (CST)

Hi Tina,

Just a quick note to let you know you're pulling for you and Austin. You've been in a circle of prayers all day. God will not leave your side - we love you,

Lisa and Matthew
Lisa and Matthew <lematth@aol.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Monday, December 16, 2002 at 07:08 PM (CST)

Hello,
Just wanted you to know that you are constantly in my thoughts today. I pray that God's healing hands will be with you today Austin and His strength and comfort with you Tina, Jimmy, and Meagan.
Love you-

Terri <budchip@bellsouth.net>
- Monday, December 16, 2002 at 01:05 PM (CST)

Good Morning Austin! I bet you WOW everybody again today with all that strength and preserverance you possess! I know you'll bravely have your procedure done today. I hope you also know how many hundreds of people are praying for you - Emily and me included. We love you and continued to be amazed by you. We are blessed to know such a joyful, brave soul as you! Love,
Ms. Gayle and Emily <gayle@altmayerltd.com>
Daphne, AL - Monday, December 16, 2002 at 12:20 PM (CST)

Dear Tina,

We are hoping and praying that all will go well today. Just wanted you to know that we're thinking about you, Megan, Jimmy, and especially Austin. You are very special to be handling this so well.

Cathy, Phillip, Alex & Daniel
Daphne, AL 36526 - Monday, December 16, 2002 at 11:52 AM (CST)

Hey Bakers,
I have been praying for you all day, ever since I woke up I began to pray for Austin! May God let wonderful things happen in your lives today! I love you guys and I hope that the test results are good, but if not don't give up on hope in the Lord! He will be with you each moment today!

Romans 5
Peace and Joy

1Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we[1] have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, 2through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we[2] rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. 3Not only so, but we[3] also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; 4perseverance, character; and character, hope. 5And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.

Romans 8
28 And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him,[1] who[2] have been called according to his purpose.

1 Peter 5
7Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.

James 1

12Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him.

Psalm 56
3 When I am afraid,
I will trust in you.

Isaiah 41
10 So do not fear, for I am with you;
do not be dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you and help you;
I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.

GOD is holding you all with his righteous hand! Do not be afraid! I am going to continue to pray all day! May GOD's Enduring Love be with you all!
Jessica Calhoun
- Monday, December 16, 2002 at 11:50 AM (CST)

Tina,
We want you to know we have all of you in our thoughts and prayers. Your strength and faith are incredible and you are an inspiration to us all! We pray all will go well for Austin today!
Love,
Robin and Keith Walsh
Daphne, AL USA - Monday, December 16, 2002 at 11:09 AM (CST)

May God smile down on you today with good results. Our prayers are with you.
Karin Ballard
Fairhope, - Monday, December 16, 2002 at 11:07 AM (CST)

Good Morning, Austin!

It was great seeing you this weekend. Cam enjoyed playing as well.

Here�s today�s thought: Life is an escalator: You can move forward or backward; you can not remain still. Patricia Russell-McCloud

Boy, don�t we know that one�it�s like decision making: even when you don�t think you�re making one, you�re making one. Life is full of movement, and throughout it all, the world continues to spin. Let�s keep our movement as forward as possible, though knowing that sometimes a little backward slide is inevitable.

Peace to you, our little friend.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Monday, December 16, 2002 at 07:06 AM (CST)

Our Disciple class will be praying for Austin this AM. God's love endures forever. God is love. God is good. I love you!!! Mary
Mary Bunch
Fairhope, AL - Monday, December 16, 2002 at 06:47 AM (CST)

Tina, Just a note to let you know that you, Austin and all are in our thoughts and prayers.
Our love and prayers, Julie and Bobby
Julie Quimby
Atmore, Al - Sunday, December 15, 2002 at 09:11 PM (CST)

Tina, I am so glad to hear that Austin got to stay home all weekend. I am praying very hard for him. I hope and pray with all my heart you get GOOD news tomorrow. You have all my numbers please call me if you need anything , anything at all!!!!I will be at home. ILOVE YOU!!!

Christy
- Sunday, December 15, 2002 at 06:25 PM (CST)

Dear Tina: It thrilled my heart to hear "Miss Kim!" in the middle of downtown Fairhope on Friday...Tina, I know that big beautiful smile hides a lot of fear but the words you speak here are really spoken from your heart...Your tremendous faith and love for your children are my Christmas miracle..We continue to pray for Austin every day..You and Austin will be in my thoughts and prayers on Monday..Please let us know as soon as you know something from his tests..Hang in there girlfriend..We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, December 15, 2002 at 05:31 PM (CST)

Hey Bakers,
I am praying very hard for you guys! I know tomorrow is going to be a hard day! I know that GOD will be with you though. I pray that he sends his healing power over Austin. I love you guys! Please give Austin a big hug from me and tell him I love him! May GOD's Enduring Love be with you guys!Love Always
Jessica Calhoun
- Sunday, December 15, 2002 at 02:40 PM (CST)

God Bless you dear friend, and He will be with Austin tomorrow for the biopsy. My thoughts and prayers are with you continually. Hugs, hugs, and more hugs! to you all......Joan
joan sullivan
daphne, al usa - Sunday, December 15, 2002 at 01:53 PM (CST)

Tina,

Good luck to you and Austin tomorrow. God and His angels will never your side and I know things will go well. We love you and will be praying for you. Love, Lisa and Matthew
Lisa and Matthew <lematth@aol.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Sunday, December 15, 2002 at 05:45 AM (CST)

Dear Tina,
My thoughts and prayers will be with you Monday, I hope all goes well.
Love,
Kristi D'Olive
Point Clear, AL - Saturday, December 14, 2002 at 09:19 PM (CST)

Tina,
This is Kim, Taylor's mom from 4 tower. The one that is always on the bike:) I read Austin's page often and your words are always helpful to me. I am beginning to be able to let go of me fear and hand it to God completely, but that is very hard to do. Your entries always help me. I know that I am not alone. I hope that all goes well on Monday. You are inour prayers. We will see you on 4 tower soon. God Bless and Happy Holidays. www.taylorwatts.org
Kim Watts <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
MC CALLA, AL. - Saturday, December 14, 2002 at 05:25 PM (CST)

Hey Bakers,
Mrs. Tina that devotional was so right! You can't control what is happining but you can react in a way that is peaceful and knowing that God will take care of you! I am praying extremally hard for you guys. Just take each moment at a time and it is going to be o kay! I love you guys!
Jessica Calhoun
- Saturday, December 14, 2002 at 11:56 AM (CST)

Hi Everyone,

Austin wants you to check out his new photo in the Photo Album.

Uncle GoldFish <david_garrett@sperry-marine.com>
Daphne, al usa - Saturday, December 14, 2002 at 11:24 AM (CST)

Tina and Austin,
So glad to hear you are home. Austin, we hope you had a great time in Target shopping. I bet Santa has started packing his sleigh with toys for you and your sister. Tina, we are with you in spirit and with continued prayers. We pray God's gentle mercy will be with you always. You are such a strong person. May each day be a little brighter for you than the one before. Beth and Shawn
BETH LINAM <slinam@econec.net>
ATMORE, AL usa - Saturday, December 14, 2002 at 08:06 AM (CST)

I am so happy to hear that Austin is having such a great time at home. You all remain in my thoughts and prayers each and everyday. Have a wonderful stay at home. Miss you and love y'all. Whitney
Whitney Hudson (4 Tower) <whitney_jay@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, al - Friday, December 13, 2002 at 05:29 PM (CST)

Tina and Austin,
It is so good to hear that you guys are home for a while. Our thoughts and prayers are with you every day. Paula and Jacqueline pray for you every night Austin. We are glad you are feeling better. God is good! We love you all and hope to see you soon. Keep His love and comfort close and cling to the faith He gives daily.
Love, Cullen and Martha
Cullen Davidson <cullen.davidson@fairhopeumc.org>
Fairhope, - Friday, December 13, 2002 at 04:13 PM (CST)

Good Morning! Sounds like yall had a great morning! I know that was fun for him to get to go shopping! Our wish for you and yours is a TRUE CHRISTMAS MIRACLE. You know what this means. I am so glad they are having fun together and that you are home. It's got to be great to get to spend a few normal days...most that some of us take for granted. Reading your entries has helped me to see things in a different light. I get so rushed so many times, I forget to stop and really look around and take it all in. You are such a wonderful person...always have been and I see that you have touched people all over the US. You are a true inspiration to all of us and we look forward to reading your updates. Take care and we will pray that you don't have to go back until Monday. Good luck Monday with the tests and we will look forward to hearing the results. Email me if you get the chance....all you have to do is click on the address from the journal entry and then after you finish, hit send and it will go from there. LOVE YOU! Cathi
cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
atmore, al - Friday, December 13, 2002 at 11:40 AM (CST)

Welcome home!!! I pray Meagan gets well so she and Austin can be together. You take care and I hope you can get some rest in the comfort of your on home. God loves you!!! Please let me know if there is anything I can do. Love Mary
Mary Bunch
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, December 12, 2002 at 06:02 PM (CST)

Tina, I am so glad to hear you and Austin have arrived home. Hopefully, you guys will have rest and peace in familar surroundings. I am sorry I missed your call last weekend. We will be home now throughout the holidays. If you need anything, let us know. Love you guys, Cathy You are in our thoughts and prayers!!
Cathy
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, December 12, 2002 at 03:28 PM (CST)

Tina-- I am so glad to hear that you guys are HOME for a little while. I pray that things will proceed uneventfully toward the transplant. You still sound so strong, and I praise God that He is giving you the strength and the courage to help Austin fight this battle. Just know that we are keeping you in our thoughts and prayers.
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Thursday, December 12, 2002 at 09:50 AM (CST)

I am so thrilled to hear that you made it home safely. Give my love and a smush guppie to Austin. I love you too Tina. Have a wonderful time at home. May God Bless you. As always, you remain in my thoughts and prayers. Austin is an amazing little boy and I know that God has a great plan for his life. He never ceases to amaze me. He is so full of life and spirit. Miss y'all very much! Love always, Whitney Hudson
Whitney Hudson <whitney_jay@hotmail.com>
Birmingham (4 Tower), AL - Wednesday, December 11, 2002 at 11:13 PM (CST)

Tina, I am glad that all of you are at home for a few days. There is no place better than within the comforts of your own home to get some rest and give Austin some time to continue to get stronger and stronger! Your family will continue to be in our thoughts and prayers. Enjoy this time at home. Thank you for your thoughtfulness to continue to update this page while you are away from the hospital.
Rebecca Duskin <duskin@charter.net>
- Wednesday, December 11, 2002 at 06:17 PM (CST)

Hey! I'm so glad to know that you are home...hopefully for a longer stay this time. We pray that the fever stays down and you get to stay and enjoy BOTH kids and let them enjoy each other. Keep us updated because your faithful followers are here for you and only want the best for all of you! LOVE YA! Cathi
cathi
atmoreAL, - Wednesday, December 11, 2002 at 04:47 PM (CST)

Tina,

When I woke up this morning I thought of you, Austin and Meagan all at home together. (Hope Meagan's cold is not bad enough to keep them apart). I saw this little poem and it summed up my thoughts...

When you need something to cry on
You can use my shoulder...
When you need someone to listen
You have my ear...
When you can't find your way
My eyes will help to guide you...
When you reach out for someone
I'll always be near.
When your days are all rainy
I'll bring an umbrella...
When you really need a friend
Remember I'll be here!

I pray for a restful, uneventful, fun-filled week for each of you!
Love, Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Wednesday, December 11, 2002 at 07:48 AM (CST)

Tina and Austin,
Welcome home!!!! I am so thrilled that you are able to spend some much deserved time in your home. You are both in our thoughts and prayers often. Tina, if you are in need of anything, please call me. I would love to help. We love you bunches!
Paula Word <annafen@prodigy.net>
- Wednesday, December 11, 2002 at 05:35 AM (CST)

Dear Bakers: I can't think of a better place for you to be than home! There is nothing better after a long journey than to sleep in your own bed...Our prayer today is for all of you to get some much needed rest and that God continues to bless each of you today...Welcome back..
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, December 11, 2002 at 04:13 AM (CST)

Dear Tina So glad you have made it home safely. Praying for a quiet, peace filled week for you and Austin. Christ is counting on you!!!!!
kelly hayes <crimehater@aol.com>
fairhope, al usa - Tuesday, December 10, 2002 at 10:44 PM (CST)

My Dear Friend,

So glad you made it home safely, it was gross all the way but I know that didn't bother you one bit!!! I keep thinking about that group singing in the lobby of the hospital as we walked by. And what a great feeling that brought about. Here are people whose lives are being turned upside down, one way or another, and in that moment we all stopped to listen to those wonderful voices. It was like God reaching down and giving each of us a great big hug. I pray tonight that God will reach down each day over the next week (and the weeks to come!) and give each of you a GREAT BIG HUG!!! You thanked me for being your friend... well I want to thank you. You have taught me so much about strength, faith and love in the short time I have known you and Austin. You both have so much of all of these!
Once again find strength.... John 14:27
"Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid".
Love, Linda
Linda Watson <Ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Tuesday, December 10, 2002 at 09:34 PM (CST)

Hey Bakers,
I am so glad to hear that Austin is home! I am still praying very hard for you guys! I had to have blood work done today and when I was getting stuck with that needle I pictured Austin in my head and thinking of how much of that that he has had to go through, he got me through this today! I just tried to be as brave as Austin and I made it! I hope that you guys have a wonderful fun family filled time this visit. I hope that you dropp in the store Mrs. Tina but if not give yourself a hug from me! I love you guys!
With GOD's Enduring Love,
Jessica Calhoun
- Tuesday, December 10, 2002 at 08:44 PM (CST)

How absolutely wonderful that you're all home, except for Meagan's nose! Hopefully this will be a good respite from the medical world. I'm currently healthy and would like to offer any service you need or want - all you have to do is call. Sending you and Austin mega hugs tonight and praying for continued grace. Love you.......Joan
joan sullivan <jsulli9396@AOL.com>
daphne, al USA - Tuesday, December 10, 2002 at 08:39 PM (CST)

Hi everyone! I am so thrilled that Austin got to go home today. I already miss him very much and you too Tina. You all remain in my thoughts and prayers. Austin, I love you very much and you are one of the most amazing little boys that I know. Even though I miss you so much I hope that you get to stay home for a while and be the amazing child that I have grown to love. God Bless, Whitney Hudson
Whitney Hudson (4 Tower Nurse) <whitney_jay@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Tuesday, December 10, 2002 at 07:29 PM (CST)

Tina,
So glad to learn that you and Austin will be spending some time at home while his bone marrow heals. I know that this is an anxious time for you and your family, and mostly, for Austin. I pray that during this special time at home God will hug your hearts with His hope. The light of God�s presence will always break through the darkest nights in His time and in His way. �Weeping may endure for the night, but joy will come in the morning.� (Psalm 30:5). This scripture is in a song that I love to listen to that also says, �I�m trading my sorrows, I�m trading my pain for the joy of the Lord.� What a blessed trade off! In the weeks ahead, remember Job and how he kept his hope when everything around him seemed utterly hopeless. Job had lost everything and yet he still beloved in a purpose and a plan; he never doubted that God, his God, cared and understood. What an incredible faith he displayed even when God seemed far away from him during his awful time of pain and need. Job held on to a very important fact that no matter how bombarded he was by pain, grief and suffering, he believed that God would never change�he was held firm by his faith and did not give up. Remember that although Satan loves trials so he can attempt to deeply disturb our faith, and our faith my waver, God never does. I believe in a God of miracles and hope. My prayer is for total and complete healing for Austin. God is listening. Blessings to Austin and you, and may healing come very soon.

Beth Billy <beth.billy@jdcc.edu>
Brewton, AL USA - Tuesday, December 10, 2002 at 08:40 AM (CST)

Hi Austin!

I hope your day has begun wonderfully�we are looking forward to seeing you � Cam said he can�t wait for your to get home!

We put up some cool blue Christmas lights last night � just above our porch. Blue is Cam�s favorite color, and he is well pleased that they look cool.

Check out this thought for the day: What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us. -- William Morrow

Yes indeed, what lies within�wow, such a key quote that I want to replay it: What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us. -- William Morrow

Got that one? That next thing won�t get us there; we must realize that what we are and what we have and what it is that makes us up and plays the harp strings within our soul is the important stuff � the stuff that makes us up and brings us pleasure is something that we always have�though it takes us awhile to find that out sometimes.

We�re thinking about you and looking forward to seeing you buddy.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam and Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Tuesday, December 10, 2002 at 07:16 AM (CST)

Tina,

So glad to hear that you and Austin will be able to enjoy home for a few days. You are never far from our thoughts and prayers. Our prayer group at church has added you and Austin to our prayer vigil list. God answers prayers and works His miracles in His time. We love you and hope that everything is clean next week.
Lisa and Matthew <lematth@aol.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Tuesday, December 10, 2002 at 06:05 AM (CST)

Dear Tina So glad to hear you all are coming home. Still praying for Austin daily. Call for coffee please!
kelly hayes
- Monday, December 09, 2002 at 11:07 PM (CST)

Tina,
Just wanted to say that Iam so very happy that you and Austin are going home tomorrow. My prayer is that you, Austin and Meagan will be able to have some quality family time together.
Thanks for sharing w/ us about you and Austin. Is'nt it the best feeling in the world to hold your child next to you and just feel at ease and at peace for that moment!!!!!!!!!?? It made me smile really big when I read your entry!!
Hang on Tina!! He has come soooo far!! Can't wait until he is home for Good!!!!!!!!!

Love you lots!!
Maggie and Toby

PS. I mailed a package today to you and Austin. I guess you will get it when you get back. I hope so!!
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Monday, December 09, 2002 at 10:26 PM (CST)

Hello Tina,
I am so thankful that you two are getting to come home tomorrow. I have this wonderful picture in my head and heart of you and Austin snuggling together. Thank you for sharing. You are such and strong and wonderful person. Be safe on the trip home. Love, Terri
Terri <budchip@bellsouth.net>
- Monday, December 09, 2002 at 10:11 PM (CST)

Tina, I was talking with Rick's Momma and Daddy today and they had talked to Uncle R L, we try to keep up with the news any way we can. You are daily in our prayers. I pray every day for your strength, and mercy for Austin. I have a friend who begins her chemo this week and I know how scared she is. I pray for her to have strength and courage, and she prays for your little boy. We love you.

Eva
- Monday, December 09, 2002 at 10:11 PM (CST)

Our family has been holding you guys up in prayer! We think of you often and pray for God to continue to be with you on this journey. We are uplifted by your strong faith and your awareness of God's presence!
We send you our love, prayers and peace!
Jerald, Colleen, Melanie, Suzannah, and Caroline Hyche <hychefamily@hotmail.com>
Alexandria, VA 22304 - Monday, December 09, 2002 at 12:11 PM (CST)

Hey Bakers,
I am praying for you guys today! Mrs. Tina I hope you had a wonderful time with Meagan this weekend! I know that was good for the both of you. I hope Austin is doing better. Also I just want you to know that we are going to put buckets around all of downtown to raise money for the blood/donar drive. Also at my school I am getting all of the clubs to raise money for it to. It is all going to be done in honor of Austin! I love you guys and I miss you all so much! I pray that GOD will continue to give you strength and peace. Always remamber that He is with you no matter what and GOD will never give you anything you can't handle!
Well I hope all is well until tomorrow,
Jessica Calhoun
- Monday, December 09, 2002 at 11:33 AM (CST)

Hello Tina and Austin! Thinking of you today and hope you had a good weekend. We are planning on coming through Birmingham next week and hope to be able to see you! I'll call soon! We have a new Austin candle that we're burning and the boys and I pray for you every night. God bless!
Dee <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, December 09, 2002 at 10:02 AM (CST)

Hi Austin!

We saw your Mom and Meagan last night, and with the Dees�, ate some chips and stuff � sure missed having you there to mix it up with the kids.

Here�s today�s thought: Life is more meaningful when you are always looking to grow and working toward a goal. LES BROWN

I thought you might need that one, like a blast of cool air in the middle of summer � or perhaps more appropriate for the season, like walking into a warm house when it�s freezing outside and your nose is red and cold.

The �meaning� piece adds a zest to life � and is a �vanilleminator!� And while we�ve talked about vanilla a lot these days, and while I happen to like it as a �flavor,� scoping it as a synonym with plain or ordinary or mediocre (in life) just makes one want to add more to it � like in life.

Let�s live flavorful lives � and that�s where I have to chuckle with your strength and passion, as you are living a very colorful, vanillaless one right now with your 100% drive, your silly string squirting and crinkled, laughing comments and energy.

Keep it going, Austin!

We�re thinking of you here � now.

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Monday, December 09, 2002 at 07:11 AM (CST)

Tina,
Just wanted you to know that we are thinking about you and Austin at this very moment and through out each day!!! We are praying that things will keep moving in a positive direction for him!!!!!!!
We love you,
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Sunday, December 08, 2002 at 10:11 PM (CST)

Hey! It's Sunday and I was just checking for an update on the tests that were done on the 5th. Are you at home? If anyone knows, please let me know through the website. I pray that you receive wonderful news on his test and that the transplant is soon so he can start his recovery. I just KNOW this is the answer Tina, because as I said earlier, they said the cord blood donor doesn't have to be a match. The donor for Austin is a match from what I have gathered through here. This can only be a wonderful Christmas miracle for him and for all of you. Please let us now the results soon and keep us up to date on when the transplant will take place. Take care! LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, Al - Sunday, December 08, 2002 at 01:52 PM (CST)

Hi Austin!

Intuition � that�s what parenting is a lot of the times � feeling that gut instinct and sharing what�s right and what�s wrong, giving a hug or a kiss to a child, because that�s the right thing to do � disciplining the child, because it�s for his or her best interest. With that, let�s take a look at today�s thought: The more people have studied different methods of bringing up children the more they have come to the conclusion that what good mothers and fathers instinctively feel like doing for their babies is best after all. -- Benjamin Spock

Dr. Spock was a pretty smart guy. And, while us parents have jokingly said for decades that we�d love to have a manual for raising our kids, we have one�which, like happiness, is not outside of us, but within us � right here and right now, in the form of our intuition.

We have the ability to �do� what we feel � the key is to put that into practice.

Thanks, Austin, for giving us parents the chance to listen to ourselves, learning from your strength and courage.

Enjoy the now.

MTG.

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Sunday, December 08, 2002 at 08:53 AM (CST)

dear tina just checking in to see how you all are doing. ventured into page and palette today for a milkyway. shared it with brian. nice, but he doesn't sit and chat like you do! sure do miss you. keep praying for what you need. james 5:16 says the prayers of a righteous person are powerful and effective. consider yourselves hugged and kissed. good night.
kelly hayes <crimehater@aol.com>
fairhope, al usa - Saturday, December 07, 2002 at 11:35 PM (CST)

hey there! we just finished with parents day out and it was so much fun. i wish more than i could ever say that austin had been with us - meagan, too! what a blessing all the children are to me.

we need to do all we can now for this bone marrow drive/blood drive coming up dec. 27 and 28. our goal is to test 300 people at a cost of $20,000. i am praying that God will provide the money so that not one person who can't afford to be tested stays away. i know that the money is out there - it is just a matter of finding the right persons with big hearts and money to spare, regardless of the amount. you know it is the many small gifts that add up to something big and wonderful.

the drive is being done in austin's honor, and that is how all the publicity will go out. i am thrilled! when you can find time, please advertise the drive on the web site. i know hundreds are reading it and this is a good way to get the word out. also, i will need some photos of austin to take to the newspapers. how might i get them?

keep drawing your strength from our Almighty and Glorious God. stay attached to THE VINE, as this is your source of everything you need, and this is how He can work through you.

i love you all, bakers! give your delightfully wet son a big hug from mrs. emily.

love,

emily
emily
fairhope, - Saturday, December 07, 2002 at 05:10 PM (CST)

Hey Bakers,
Hey I hope all is well today! I am praying for you guys!I saw Meagan last night at the parade. I was working and she came in the shop. She saw me and started running to me and I started running to her it was the best hug in the world! It brought tears to my eyes though seeing Meagan around the shop and not seeing Austin by her side. I can't imagine how much those two miss each other. Meagan seems to be doing good, I was glad to see that! She is so precious and such a strong little girl. She is also getting just prettyer and taller every day. Seeing her made my day! I promised her that next week we are going to hang out. I love you guys so much and I miss you guys.
With GOD's Enduring Love,
Jessica Calhoun
- Saturday, December 07, 2002 at 01:04 PM (CST)

Hi there Tina and Austin! Just wanted to say hello again! We went with Gayle to the Christmas parade last night and saw Meagan! She is so sweet! Definitely in the Christmas spirit! I took a picture of Meagan with Mollie, who was in Austin's preschool class at Daphne UMC. I'll pass it along when I get them developed. Look forward to seeing you all at home, but in the meantime, we are in constant prayer! You all are so loved! We hope you feel it!
Donna Fucich
Daphne, Al - Saturday, December 07, 2002 at 10:04 AM (CST)

Good morning, Austin!

Today, the sun is almost crackling with newness.

We�re thinking about you.

Here�s the thought for the day: Labor to keep alive in your breast that little spark of celestial fire called conscience. George Washington

Interesting thought, and one that may leave you a little fuzzy. However, the celestial fire to which our first president relates can drive our purpose � which can be fanned by passion�a natural progression that brings us soulful living.

Enjoy the now, little friend.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Saturday, December 07, 2002 at 08:51 AM (CST)

Dear Sweet Austin, We think about you and pray for you all the time. Mary and Rachel have some funny Meagan pictures that they will send soon. We hope you have a wonderful weekend. We are praying in advance for the stem cell transplant and are so glad you have a match. Our prayers are with you and your Dad, Mom and Meagan. Love, the Vogles
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, December 06, 2002 at 10:38 PM (CST)

Tina,
I am not sure the source of this quote but it is so true...

"When you have walked to the edge of all the light there is, and step into the darkness before you, remember, one of two things will happen. There will be solid ground for you to stand on, or God will teach you how to fly."

Love, Linda
Linda Watson <Ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Friday, December 06, 2002 at 12:29 PM (CST)

Dearest Tina,
We think of you multiple times daily. People ask about you and Austin all the time. Y'all are thought of and prayed over more than you can fathom. Alex and Virginia talk about Austin alot. Every night ( and at church) they mention Austin in their prayers. Alex has made Austin a wonderful big Christmas card that I am going to send your way. It is so endearing to see my children love on Austin so much - they really miss him. And I miss you!! I hope to see you soon, friend. Mount up -- Love you, Marie
Marie Green <ktg@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, al usa - Friday, December 06, 2002 at 11:43 AM (CST)

Hey Tina,
It has been a while since I have signed in, but I have been keeping up with everything that has been going on. You and your family have remained in my prayers. You are so right about how precious our children are to us and about how life can change in an instant. My heart aches for the pain that you have had to endure in these past few months, but you have kept your strength and have been an inspiration for us all. Know that we love you and your family and that we continue to pray for each of you. I miss you.

Jennifer Overstreet <roverstr@mindspring.com>
Newnan, GA USA - Friday, December 06, 2002 at 08:18 AM (CST)

Hi Austin!

Brrrrrrrr, it is a little chilly this morning � refreshing and freezing cold at the same time. Had to put some gloves on for my run this morning�you would definitely be bike riding (knowing you) this morning � chuckle, chuckle.

Here�s the thought for the day: Optimism is essential to achievement and it is also the foundation of courage and true progress. -- Nicholas Murray Butler

Once again, it is the stuff of which we are made � optimism, passion and courage � great ingredients to add zest to our lives and everydays.

Enjoy the now, little friend. And know that you are in our thoughts.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Friday, December 06, 2002 at 07:45 AM (CST)

Tina, your journal entry last night made me think..You get what you need when you need it...That's what faith does for you..

Don't ever doubt your strength..You are one of the strongest people I know...I've known that for years.

I hope Bucky has a better day today..If water on his head makes him feel better pour away!

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, December 06, 2002 at 04:16 AM (CST)

Tina, I guess the cold sponge bath this morning just didn't suffice! I can see him now, I hope you got out of the way of the ice bucket! Keep your chin up. I will be back next Thursday, call me for anything. Love y'all!
Holly Bryan
- Thursday, December 05, 2002 at 10:39 PM (CST)

Hey Tina and Austin-
Thinking of you both today and missing you. I send hugs and my love with this letter.
Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
- Thursday, December 05, 2002 at 09:55 PM (CST)

Dear Tina, I am so sorry to hear of the losses these two families have suffered. One wonderful thing they can leave that hospital with is the priviledge of getting to know you. I know you have enriched their lives with your smile and your laugh and especially your thoughtfullness. WHY DO THINK YOU HAVE BEEN MY OLDEST AND BEST FRIEND SINCE WE WERE ABOUT 4 YEARS OLD?! You touch people's lives in ways you will never know. It may be a subtle smile or hello or a sit down and get to know ya talk! You are a person who truely listens and doesn't judge....it takes a true friend to listen to your problems and fears. Keep this thought with you because I know you will touch many others while you are there and will stay lifelong friends with some. Take care and let us know how little Austin is doing. We think of him everyday and I pray that you are home soon for good with Megan! LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, Al - Thursday, December 05, 2002 at 08:28 PM (CST)

Hello Everyone,
Tina I was so sorry to hear about the losses that you shared with the friends you have met. I pray they find comfort in God's hands. I am thrilled to hear of Austin's perfect match. Prayers continue to be answered. As always you all are constantly in our prayers and thoughts. Stay strong. Love, Terri
Terri <budchip@bellsouth.net>
- Thursday, December 05, 2002 at 04:26 PM (CST)

Just to tell you I am just finding out about this and want you to know I will be praying daily for a full recovery. Sherry and I were classmates all through school. Love, Lorena Frederick
Lorena Kennington Frederick <renaroy@econec.net>
Brewton, Brewton , Al Escambia - Thursday, December 05, 2002 at 02:50 PM (CST)

Hey guys--
Well...this morning as your daughter was trying to convince me that I was not following her morning schedule to a "t"...I was reminded of how strong willed your entire crew is. For that matter, our entire crew. I wonder where they got that special trait??? Regardless, thank God they have it. And don't worry...I followed her schedule...if you serve Kit Kats and Coca Cola for breakfast...I'm all for it! I miss you guys---and so does you little Toe Head! Hugs and Kisses
Aunt Tara <holytara2002@aol.com>
Pensacola, Fl USA - Thursday, December 05, 2002 at 12:44 PM (CST)

Tina and Austin, Good Morning!! I hope that you both had a restfull night. We are constantly thinking of you. Your last journal entry was very powerfull!! Thanks for reminding me of what is important. Much love, Leslie
Leslie
- Thursday, December 05, 2002 at 08:17 AM (CST)

Hi Austin!

What is the sunshine doing in your window today? Blasting big friendly shadows on your wall? Silly stringed anyone lately?

Here�s today�s thought:

I want to remind you that failure is an event--it is not a person. Yesterday really did end last night. Today is a brand new day. That simply means that you can fail in an event, but by no stretch of imagination does that make you a failure as a person. Zig Ziglar

Hmmmm, pretty good stuff, eh? For us all, we have setbacks and stumbles and trips and an occasional fall�and then, as soon as we decide (and subsequently understand) that we can erase the slate or shake up the etch-a-sketch, we can begin again�learning from whatever it was that we tripped over or stumbled through.

And, the tripping and stumbling times are sometimes our finest hours, allowing us to learn and grow and then to share as well.

Enjoy the now.

Know that you are a part of Cam and my thoughts.

Make today great.

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Thursday, December 05, 2002 at 07:08 AM (CST)

Tina,
Today in my Disciple class we will lift up prayers of praise for the match for Austin. We will also ask for comfort for the two families who suffered the losses. Your faith has been an inspirition for all of us here in Niceville. God has touched so many through you and Austin. Denise
Denise Pippin <dwppip@cox.net>
Niceville, Fl. - Thursday, December 05, 2002 at 06:57 AM (CST)

Dear Tina,
We are so sorry to hear about the two little boys. Thanks for reminding us all of how life can change in the blink of an eye!!!! We had our Sunday School Party tonight at Gerlachs. Everyone there received an up date on Austin. They we're all asking about him. Dr. Doug was so happy about the perfect match!!!
We love you, Tina!!!!!!!!!!
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 10:57 PM (CST)

Keep up the good work, Austin.
God's Blessings to you and yours.
Norm and Jean Woehrle
- Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 06:21 PM (CST)

Hey Bakers,
Mrs. Tina your last journal brought tears to my eyes. I felt your pain and I am so sorry for those families. It has to be so hard to see people go, not knowing who will be next. I am so thankful for my parents as you said it is so important to not wast a moment that God has giving us and GOD has blessed my life so much because my parents are just like you and actually spend almost every moment they have with my sisters and I! You are such a strong lady and I look up to you so much! GOD is with you and he is with Austin. I am still praying for you guys at each and every moment and tonight at youth group I will add those families who have lost their sons to our list! They are now in a much better place and nothing can ever harm them again. I am rejoicing with them for they have now met their everylasting father what an amazing moment this must be for them. My heart is hurting for their fmilies but a least those of us who are christians and who know Jesus Christ as there Lord and Savior know that they will meet again. My Love and prayers are with you guys! I miss you and love you! Please give Austin a hug from me and tell him I love him. May GOD's everylasting peace be with you always!
With GOD's Enduring Love,

Jessica Calhoun
- Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 04:46 PM (CST)

My heart and prayers go out to the families who just lost their sons. I'm sure there are no words to take away the pain. I guess that's when your faith is SO important. I was very excited to hear the news about Austin's upcoming transplant. Truly, an answered prayer!
Dee <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 03:50 PM (CST)

Tina, my heart aches for you. I know it must be painful to get so close to these families and then see their hurt and their pain. Our prayer today is that God, in his awesome way, will bless you and your family and those around you.

Mildred Caughron <gmcuaghron@aol.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 03:49 PM (CST)

Hey Tina , I hope today is a much brighter day for you and our little angel!!! I love you and wish I could take way the pain last night. It was very hard to endure. I am glad I was there with you. You are not alone never forget that. I truly believe that God is watching over you and Austin and will do wonderful things for him in the future. I love you both. Kiss Austin for me and Tell him I love him!!! Have a GREAT DAY!!!!!!love CHRSITY
Christy
- Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 01:28 PM (CST)

Hey Buddy!

It�s fairly warm again here � just like the front of Charlie Brown�s shirt (zig-zaggy, up and down and up and down goes the temperature).

Here�s the thought for the day:

If you approach life with a sense of possibility and the expectation of positive results, you�re more likely to have a life in which possibilities are realized and results are positive. Lisa Funderburg

I know you live this life � your glass is more than half full, just waiting for you to take a drink, and the great thing is that after you�ve had yours, you�re passing it around for the rest of us to sample and observe.

Thanks for that, buddy.

Cam and I are thinking about you.

Enjoy the now.

MTG.

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 11:00 AM (CST)

my heart is with you as you struggle through these times of pain and loss in what has become your extended family. i know God is using you in so many ways - what a priviledge!

bob murray, of united blood services, is helping organize the blood/bone marrow drive and is such a great guy. he already feels like he knows austin. he and paula merritt are coming tomorrow to meet with several of us to plan the drive, which will be dec. 27-28 at the k-1 center. on friday the 27 it will be from noon to 6 pm, then on saturday the 28 it will be from 9 am to 3 pm. bob plans to come by to see you and meet austin next monday, dec. 9 when he will be in birmingham on business. he and paula both have hearts as big as texas, and i know they will put everything they can into this drive. start spreading the word in whatever way you can -- maybe you can mention it on the web site, since so many people read your letters. we need financial support for it, as each test for donors costs $65. we are already coming up with great ideas for getting the money, but it would help if you mention it as well. thanks, tina, and please mention this to jimmy so that he can spread the word, also. one very good thing is the test is free to any non-caucasian - african americans, mixed races, oriental, hispanic, etc. the registry is desperate for these bone marrow donors.

remember how much God loves you, jimmy, meagan, and precious austin. i love you all, too!

emily
emily garner
- Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 09:18 AM (CST)

I am at a loss for words (very unusual for me). Last night I thought about you having to endure watching those families and what must be going through your mind. As I came out of Austin's room yesterday and faced all the pain in those faces, my heart broke too. Life can be so hard! Through my job, meeting and coming to love families like yours has taught me that you cherish each moment!! Stay strong, my friend. You are an awesome Mom and it truly shows in the eyes of that precious little boy.
Love, Linda
Linda Watson <Ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 08:01 AM (CST)

Tina-
I am so sorry to hear of this loss. Your entry was very touching and I wish I could take away just even a smidge of your pain, and let some of this burden lie on my shoulders. I think a lot of us think life is really hard, and I don't think that in my lifetime I have felt the pain you feel in a few days. Your strength and powerful witness of Christ awes me. I pray that today will be a day you may feel like skipping.
Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
Fairhope, - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 07:05 AM (CST)

Dear Tina, Just wanted you to know that not only are we praying (and expecting) complete healing for Austin, we are also praying for you and Meagan to receive strength from our Heavenly Father! I pray that you feel His presence with you, carrying you through this time! We love you and look forward to you both returning home!
Donna Fucich <fucich@bellsouth.net>
Daphne, AL USA - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 07:04 AM (CST)

Dear Tina. I am so sorry. I hope and pray always that you feel God's outstretched arms wrapped around you providing warmth and comfort. God empowers you to continue to minister to us during these painful times. You bring us the reality of what truly is important. Thank you for your enduring love and compassion; you are truly a reflection of God. I want to share Psalm 34:18 with you: "The LORD is close to the broken hearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit." In Christ's Love. I Love You. Mary
Mary Bunch
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 05:36 AM (CST)

Tina, what a powerful journal entry last night..It must be emotionally exhausting to be surrounded by such tragic loss..

I believe that we have to look at every experience and every person we meet in this journey of life as an opportunity to learn something...How fortunate we all are that as you are learning about life you are teaching all of us...

We are learning how fragile life is and how much we all take for granted...We all need to slow down and enjoy this wonderful world that we have been blessed with...We need to live our lives so that we never have to say "I should have.." or "I wish I had..."

Your children are so fortunate because there is no question they know they are loved...As an adult reflecting back on my childhood, I can tell you that I hardly remember any of the things my mother bought me, but I can remember vividly many of the wonderful times we spent together...

You're doing all the right things...My prayer today will include those families who lost those precious children last night...We continue to ask Him to give you strength and peace..

We love you.
Kim Matthews <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 03:25 AM (CST)

Tina, I just want to say Praise The Lord ! I am overjoyed
with your good news. Hannah and I are praying for Austin
every night and we will continue to lift you and your family
up to God. I love you very much and I am so thankful for
your strength in God. This was my very first E-mail. I promise I will do this again. I love you, Lin Granger
Lin Granger <hanhunt@gulftel.com>
Silverhill, AL USA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 09:26 PM (CST)

Hey! Just checking for some details! I talked with mom earlier and she said she had just talked to yours. I got a few details from that conversation, but wanted to see if you had updated. I have printed the webpage from yesterday with your WONDERFUL news and I am going to hang it up at school in the lounge. Everyone there is always asking about Austin. I know you are all on cloud 9 right now....STAY THERE! You deserve it! I pray that all goes well until the transplant and that his fever stays down. Keep in touch and be SURE to let us know when it will happen! CELEBRATING WITH YOU!!!!!!!! LOVE YALL! CATHI
Cathi
Atmore, Al - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 07:16 PM (CST)

Dear Tina-
I am so thrilled to hear your news! God is so good! Your family is always on my heart and in my prayers. I will continue to pray without ceasing...he hears all of us and he is answering!!
Jayne Godfrey <JGodfrey11@aol.com>
Spanish Fort, AL - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 07:15 PM (CST)

Dear Tina,

How incredible that they have found a perfect match for Austin!!! YEAH!! You and Austin both have such an amazing spirit and true inner strength. Keep the faith and know that God is listening.

God Bless,

Theresa and David Jellenc
Montrose, AL USA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 06:43 PM (CST)

What wonderful news!!! I am so happy to hear this!!!
Angel Hayes <angeldh@gulftel.com>
Robertsdale, Al Baldwin - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 05:38 PM (CST)

Tina,
That is wonderful news! You and Austin and the rest of your family remain in my prayers. It was great talking to you the other day - you are truly an inspiration.
Leza Nelson <lnelson@longleafenergy.com>
Brewton, AL USA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 04:35 PM (CST)

I'm so happy to hear about your good news. I can't wait to tell Michael when he gets back from school. He got a little disappointed when I told him that Austin had high fever and had to be flown back to the hospital. He said his prayers are not working. I told him to be patient, to keep praying and that God always listens. We continue keeping Austin and all of you in our prayers.
Love, Dee
Dee <Dee@fairhope.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 10:16 AM (CST)

Tina,
What wonderful news!!!!! We are so excited for Austin and your family. Stay strong. We love you guys.

Paula
- Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 10:13 AM (CST)

God is so good!!!!!!!!! this is such a confirmation of His love. He is taking you through this one step at a time, and He is reminding you with each step that He wants you to trust Him in everything. you are doing that, and because you are, you are making a difference in so many lives. hugs for that sweet boy!

in His great love,

emily
emily garner
- Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 08:55 AM (CST)

Praise God From Whom ALL Blessings Flow!!!!!!!!
His timing is always perfect!!!
Go God and Austin!!!!!!

Thrilled to hear this!
Beth Hutchison <bhutchlily@aol.com>
Fairhope, Al USA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 08:09 AM (CST)

Tina,

I am so happy about your good news. Austin is like his mother and truly is a fighter. Let us know if you need anything. We continue to keep you all in our prayers.
We love you, Carol and Melvin
Carol Middleton <cmiddleton@hotmail.com>
Uriah, Al USA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 07:44 AM (CST)

Great news! Let us know down here if you need anything!
Emily Wirtes <MellyJoey@aol.com>
Point Clear, AL - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 07:02 AM (CST)

Hi Austin!

Gooday, mate � as they say in Australia!

Yesterday was a beautiful day in Fairhope, Alabama � the kind of day that you want to jump and ride your bike and play and to hear the leaves crunch underfoot � and we did those things, and look forward to your being home to do them with Cam and I.

Here�s today�s thought - Love brings light into the world. Rumi

Pretty smart person, that Rumi, eh?

Here�s to the light shining brightly in the world, with lots of love and thoughts directed your way!

Enjoy the now.

MTG.

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 12:01 AM (CST)

Tina: Congratulations on the great news today, and on a couple beautiful children. Our son successfully underwent a cord blood transplant to treat his AML (your friend Cathi referred us to your website). Please feel free to contact us if we can be of any assistance and if not, know that you and your son will be in our prayers and those of our son. God Bless. The Parry's
Greg and Ingrid Parry <giparry@lanset.com>
Sacramento, CA USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 11:58 PM (CST)

THANK YOU LORD FOR HEARING OUR PRAYERS. THANK YOU FOR THIS VERY SPECIAL MATCH FOR AUSTIN, TINA AND AUSTIN, OUR DISCIPLE CLASS CONTINUES TO LIFT ALL OF YOU UP TO GOD IN OUR PRAYER REQUEST DAILY, HANG IN THERE GOD HAS A WONDERFUL ENDING TO THIS TESTIMONY.!!!!!
LOVE , LISA CALHOUN <LISA @ SEACAT 4041>
- Monday, December 02, 2002 at 11:21 PM (CST)

I never cease being amazed when I read your entries. I'm so thankful you have found a match for the transplant!!
But, Austin, you are truly an amazement. I don't think I have ever known a little boy to bounce back like you do.
I am so proud of you. I know Jesus is holding you close. Keep up the good work
Mildred Caughron
Knoxville, TN USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 10:41 PM (CST)

Tina,
That is awesome news!!!!! We will continue to pray for you guys.

love,
Michelle Wilson <mkladybug4@aol.com>
- Monday, December 02, 2002 at 10:37 PM (CST)

WOW! This is so AWESOME! GOD does answer prayers. I am so happy for you guys my prayers will continue to be with you. I love you guys and I miss you guys very much. PRAISE GOD!

Jessica Calhoun
- Monday, December 02, 2002 at 10:01 PM (CST)

Hooray!!! We are soo excited for your news. That is an answere prayer. We will keep those prayers going!! we love you - The Dees
Leslie
- Monday, December 02, 2002 at 09:17 PM (CST)

Tina What wonderful, wonderful news...a true testimony to the awesome power of prayer! If I were there I would squeeze you tight. This website is such a great venue for all of the agape love people have for your family to flow right through. I know it must give you incredible strength each day to read about the prayers for Austin. And to see the results right there happening before your eyes in Austin. I pray for complete healing and give thanks that Austin was blessed with such an INCREDIBLE momma.
kelly hayes <crimehater@aol.com>
fairhope, al usa - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 09:01 PM (CST)

YEAH!!! Way to go Austin!!!
Kristi D'Olive
Point Clear, AL USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 08:55 PM (CST)

Bakers, what a wonderful peace is conveyed in your message today. Remember always, Thru Him All Things Are Possible.
We are elated to read the good news. You will remain in our thoughts and prayers for the duration. Just continue to claim your blessings. We love you!! The Hodgen's
Hodgens <jray123@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL Esc. - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 08:54 PM (CST)

Way to go Spiderman!!!!!!!!!!!

Linda Watson <Ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 07:45 PM (CST)

Praise be to our Lord! We are so happy to learn the good news, our class continues to pray each week as Rick and I do each day. Our thoughts and love are with you and Austin.
Love
Rick and Eva
Eva Sharpless
- Monday, December 02, 2002 at 07:41 PM (CST)

Dear Bakers: What wonderful news tonight!

"Never give up for that is just the place and time and the tide will turn"..Harriet Beecher Stowe

We love you.
Kim Matthews <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 07:04 PM (CST)

There is a real Thanksgiving this year!!! What wonderful news today brings. Not only a donor, but the fact that our little blonde imp is back in his room and out of ICU. Take care Tina, hope is always there along with our Lord's arms to be around you all. Hugs........Joan
Joan Sullivan
Daphne, AL USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 06:46 PM (CST)

Dear Tina,
Daddy just called with the great news! So many people have prayed for this mircle. I know you are overjoyed. You will all continue to be in our prayers.
Cindy Colville <ccolvill@bellsouth.net>
Spanish Fort, AL USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 06:10 PM (CST)

Tina: Thanks be to God!! It is my sincere prayer that the cord blood transfusion will be the answer you have been searching for. We will keep Austin in our prayers until he is home and completely WELL!!!
Our love, Betty and Floyd <fbadams@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 05:53 PM (CST)

TINA! I AM SO THRILLED TO HEAR THIS, AS I HAVE BEEN ASKING ABOUT THIS ALL ALONG. I HAD WATCHED A SHOW ON THE DISCOVERY CHANNEL ONE NIGHT ABOUT THIS TYPE OF LEUKEMIA. THE DOCTORS WERE SAYING THAT THEY HAD BETTER RESULTS FROM THE CORD BLOOD TRANFUSIONS THAN FROM BONE MARROW AND IT DOESN'T HAVE TO BE A PERFECT MATCH. SINCE AUSTIN'S SEEMS SO PERFECT, THIS CAN ONLY BE THE RESULT OF A GREAT MIRACLE. WE KNEW IT HAD TO COME AND IT COULDN'T HAVE HAPPENED TO A MORE DESERVING FAMILY. YOUR PRAYERS HAVE BEEN ANSWERED AND WE WILL HOPE FOR THE BEST ON THE DAY IT HAPPENS. PLEASE KEEP US INFORMED OF WHEN THE TRANSFUSION WILL TAKE PLACE. YOUR FAMILY DESERVES ONLY THE BEST WHEN IT COMES TO HAPPINESS AND YOU KNOW I WISH YOU ALL THAT YOU CAN HANDLE! TAKE CARE AND REMEMBER WE LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH! CATHI
Cathi
Atmore, Al - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 04:50 PM (CST)

Tina,
Iam jumping for joy at the moment. Well, at the moment Iam typing but I was jumping for joy just about 5 minutes ago! Your Mom just called (3:45pm) and gave me the GREAT news about Austin!!! I will let you post it before I say what it is. Thank you Dear God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love your friend,
Maggie

Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 04:12 PM (CST)

AUSTIN AND TINA,
HOPE THIS FINDS YOU FEELING A BIT BETTER. WE RECEIVED A NOTE LAST NIGHT ABOUT AUSTINS CONDITION. IMMEDIATELY THE PRAYER CHAIN WAS STARTED AND THANK GOD FOR HIS MERCY. ITS GOOD TO HERE HIS BLOOD PRESSURE IS STABLE. HOPEFULLY MINUTE BY MINUTE HE WILL IMPROVE. OUR LOVE, THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU.. BETH AND SHAWN
BETH LINAM <slinam@econec.net>
ATMORE, AL usa - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 03:58 PM (CST)

Tina, Jimmy, and Family,

I thought of you and your family all during the Thanksgiving holidays. I was so sorry to hear Austin had to be rushed back to Children's hospital.
I am glad he is doing better.
You are in my thoughts and prayers daily.

Love,

Mary Seelhorst

Mary Seelhorst
Mobile, AL - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 02:54 PM (CST)

Hey Tina - Just was reading about your Thanksgiving. How fine it is to experience God through our children & also through the faith of our brothers & sisters in Christ. Thank you for sharing your heart. You bless me daily with your courage and your spiritual fortitude. Austin, I believe you have now achieved the rank of Captain in the Lord's Army! I salute you! Keep on marching Austin.God loves you & so do I. Mrs. Marg

Marg Perelli
Daphne, AL - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 12:22 PM (CST)

Hey Bakers,
I am praying for you guys today! I hope that Austin has a good day today! God is with you always and his angels are protecting you guys. May your stength in him continue to grow and continue to be an example to all! You all are so brave and Austin is such a fighter! I have been reading about a lot of other kids in the caringbridge thing who have cancer and it is amazing at the strength that each and everyone of them has. Wow I can't imagine how you all make it through each and every day, but then I picture Austin in my head and those blue eyes I can see how. I am praying that GOD's peace and strength uphold you. I love you guys and I miss you guys!
With GOD's Enduring Love,
Jessica Calhoun
- Monday, December 02, 2002 at 11:38 AM (CST)

Tina,
We continue to pray for Austin and all of his family. He is a fighter and that makes him a winner!

God Bless all of you.
Gwen Dorriety <dorriety@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 10:33 AM (CST)

hi there! i have just gotten in (last night) from north alabama, where my brother and family, sister and family, and doug and us spent thanksgiving cleaning out daddy and mama's house, so i am just catching up with you and all that has transpired these past few days. i am so glad to read that austin is doing better -- i love the part about his stuffed animal wearing the oxygen mask. austin, just keep passing that thing around to all of your stuffed friends, okay?

we are praying every day for all of you, and love hearing that things are better. i hope to have confirmed news on the blood/marrow drive very soon. i love you all very much! know that our great God is carrying you and He loves you more than any of us could ever imagine!

love in Him,

emily
emily garner
- Monday, December 02, 2002 at 09:50 AM (CST)

Dear Tina, Austin & family,
You all are in our prayers daily.We love and support
you.God is with you every step of the way.Don't look back , only foreward, He will give you the strength you need.
Love to all,
Sandy

Sandra K Whitaker <granw@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, Al Escambia - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 07:42 AM (CST)

Hi Austin!

Good morning to you, little friend!

Check out this thought for the day - Your purpose is anything that touches your heart and makes a difference to you. Marcia Wieder

I liked that one, as I believe we all (at some level) are searching for what exactly it is that we�re here to do�and if we don�t think we are on the search, we�ve just not stood still long enough to think about it.

Passion seems to wrap its arms around heart and making a difference. I know where your passion lies.

Cam and I are thinking of you � saw some beautiful trees out riding around yesterday.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great.

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 06:34 AM (CST)

Dear Bakers: What a relief to sign on this morning and hear that Bucky is doing better...Hey, maybe his stuffed dog needs that mask! Hope today is even better than yesterday..Hang in there...We love you.
Kim Matthews <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 03:21 AM (CST)

Hello Tina and Austin,
I was just thinking of you. Hope you are tucked in bed sleeping well. I pray that tomorrow will bring much strength to Austin. It was great to see you at church Tina and I am so thankful that you were able to be home for Thanksgiving with your family. God is good. Love, Terri
Terri <budchip@bellsouth.net>
- Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 10:35 PM (CST)

Tina,
Hello! I hope you and Austin are doing ok tonight. I talked to your Mom this morning at the Blood Drive. I thought about you and Austin as I gave blood. I just closed my eyes and said a prayer that Austin would have a full recovery!! It really warmed my heart to see the people from our church so willing to give blood!! Gabby Dortch and I sat by one another and she asked about you and Austin. Her family knows what you are going through. So many people are praying for Austin.
Keep the Faith!!
Love you lots,
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 10:20 PM (CST)

My prayer is for a restful, peaceful night for each of you. Hang in there little spider man...you have taught me so much in the short time I have known you. Austin and Tina...your strength is an inspration to us all. I am blessed to be called your friend.

I can do everything through him who gives me strength. Philippians 4:13

Love, Linda
Linda Watson <Ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 08:45 PM (CST)

Tina, I marvel at your strength! I am so thankful Austin got to be home for Thanksgiving; however, I know it was scary having to take him back to Birmingham during the night. He always comes right back. He is a spunky little boy. We just want you to know you are in our prayers today.
Love all of you.
Mildred Caughron <gmcuaghron@aol.com>
Knoxville, Tn USA - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 08:41 PM (CST)

Tina, Austin,
We pray. We share your stories. We admire and respect your determiniation and we will never stop praying. You are in good hands there and in awesome hands with the Lord. We care so much and hope you will be strong and have peace throughout. God loves you, so do I.
Karin Ballard <karingate@aol.com>
Fairhope, on the Bay - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 07:56 PM (CST)

Hey Tina! I just wanted to let you know that I am praying for Austin and I think about him often!!! We have prayer for Austin every Sunday at church (First Presbyterian Church of Foley)! He is such an incredible little boy and an inspiration to so many people including myself! Hang in there and know that you and your little boy are cared about deeply by so many people! God bless you!

Love,
Angel Hayes (Maggie Quimby's sister)

Angel Hayes <angeldh@gulftel.com>
Robertsdale, Al Baldwin - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 05:40 PM (CST)

Tina,
We just wanted to let you know that we are praying for
Austin, you and your family. Even though we've not met Austin personally, we know he is an amazing child. Hang in there friend and we love you!
Janet Ellison Brantley <walkerb@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 04:33 PM (CST)

Tina
Thinking of you today. I'm holding you and Austin close in my prayers.

kelly hayes
- Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 04:14 PM (CST)

our prayers and thoughts are with you always. keep the faith. LOVE
Shirley and Thomas odom <ODOMSR@MSN.COM>
Fairhope, Al - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 01:23 PM (CST)

Tina and Austin, I was so glad when I read that you got to come home for Thanksgiving and so sorry to hear that you had to go back so soon. We are praying for you all.
Love, Alan, Alison and Ross
Alison Moore <amcbmoore@mindspring.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 12:09 PM (CST)

Austin is a "MIRACLE", and he has taught us all so many lessons in faith, love, and survival in the darkest of moments. He WILL continue to improve day by day, even with setbacks, and will teach us so much more about ourselves.

Tina, thank you for life's lessons that you have shared.. We love you.
Brenda <bwade@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 11:29 AM (CST)

Hi Austin!

The pale blue sky is piercing the billowy poofs of clouds this morning, with the golden turning leaves even more so, kissed by that great sun that will come to warm us up a little later today.

Cam and I are thinking about you and would love to have you over here right now to play some Lego�s.

Oh, I don�t know if I�ve mentioned, but he and Ross have been climbing (bare-footed) inside the door jams; shimmying themselves up and up and up, so that they are crouched under the top of the door � feet splayed between the wooden frame. It�s kind of funny, and every time I walk by I get, �hey dad, check this out.�

My legs are too long to fit � I�ll have to find a bigger door.

Here�s the thought for the day, to be sipped from the glass of half-full world in which we have chosen to live:

Optimism is essential to achievement and it is also the foundation of courage and true progress. -- Nicholas Murray Butler

You�re living it, buddy. Catch our extended hands in the form of a lift from LA.

Enjoy the now.

MTG.

Love,

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 07:49 AM (CST)

Tina, I was so sorry to hear that Austin had to go back to Birmingham..I know that must have been frightening for all of you...

Isn't it sad that in our busy lives we forget to enjoy the little things like the feel of a cool fall breeze on our face? I remember when Matthew was very little he used to get so excited when the garbage men came..something that we barely noticed...It was the highlight of his week...Our children keep us humble don't they?

I believe that the breeze Austin felt on his face was the rustle of all of the angel wings from the angels that are protecting our Austin...

We're remembering you in our prayers today...We love you.
Kim Matthews <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 04:32 AM (CST)

Tina,
Well it's me again!! I read your entry one more time because it just really touched my heart the first time I read it. Toby always likes for me to read them to him. We always check the web page right before bed time. Tina, I just want you to know that just as you felt refreshed from the wind in your face, I feel refreshed when I think of how WONDERFUL you are!!! You are a true inspiration to me and my family!! Just thought I would let you know this!!
Bye for now.
Love you,
Decolores!!
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 11:08 PM (CST)

Tina, I've had Austin on my mind all day and just checked the web site. I'm so sorry to hear that he's back in intensive care. Special prayers are going out to him tonight. God Bless!
Dee Fuhrman <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 11:03 PM (CST)

Hello Dear Friend!!
How are you and your little trooper doing tonight? I talked to your Mother this morning and she told us all about Austin. She is so very kind and thoughtful to call and keep us informed.
Tina, we all love you. Just as you draw strength from Austin, Iam sure that he draws strength from YOU!!Blake and I just got finished praying for Austin. Blake said that IF Austin is still in the hospital on Christmas Eve, he just knows that Santa Claus will bring all of Austins toys to him in B-ham!!! I assured Blake that he was right!
Eventhough Austin had to leave home early, I know that you enjoyed the few days at home. I hope you had atleast a little time to relax. My prayer is that you can sneak a little time just to sit and relax. You need that Tina!!!
I hope you found my note in Austins room. I left it by the sink.
Please hug Austin for us and KNOW that we are praying each day and night for you and your children!!!
God Bless you. We love you!
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, al USA - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 10:57 PM (CST)

Tina, How nice it must have been for all of you to be home for Thanksgiving. I am sorry to hear about Austin's setback. We are praying that God continues to give each of you strenght to face these challenges. Our love to you all.
Rebecca Duskin
- Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 08:34 PM (CST)

I love you Tina and send up prayers for Austin and all of his family. Thank you for calling today, just wish the news were better, but everything will resolve and Austin, that wonderful little imp with the smile will grow stronger and stronger. All the prayers in heaven and earth are with him and with you. I send you such big hugs and love.....Joan
Joan Sullivan <jsulli9396@AOL.com>
Daphne, AL USA - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 07:13 PM (CST)

Dear Bakers, I'm so sorry to hear about this, but know that that little fella will come back stronger than ever and show us all. Please know you are thought about around the clock everyday and we are continuing to pray for his full recovery. I do hope your time at home helped everyone with the seperations you have been enduring. Please keep us updated on his progress. WE LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, Al - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 02:25 PM (CST)

Hi Tina. Your mom just called and told me what happened last night. I am so sorry about this setback, but I know Austin will bounce back like he always does. Our prayers continue day and night. Sherry told me about tomorrow's blood drive at the Methodist Church. We will both be there, and I have e-mailed all my local relatives and friends. I have also asked my priest to announce it at the 11 AM service tomorrow.

Hang in there. Better days are ahead for you and yours.

Much love, Betty <fbadams@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 01:24 PM (CST)

Hey Bakers,
I am praying for you guys today! I am sorry that your stay at home ended so soon. Me and Jennifer where going to our aunts house Thurday and we past by you house and saw you snd May May in the sun room and we wanted so badly to come and give you a hug, but we knew you were busy with your family so we said another time we will. I just want you to know that all of our love and prayers are with you guys always. Please give Austin a huge for me and tell him I love him and Meagan too! I miss you guys and I know that God will protect you. He is always watching over Austin and the rest of ya'll. I will be praying very hard! I love you guys!
With GOD's Enduring Love
Jessica Calhoun
- Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 01:02 PM (CST)

Austin, you are in our prayers up here in Cold Ohio. We are friends of your Grandma and Grandpa, Betty Jo and Jack and we met you at the Mardi Gras parade last Feb.
God's Blessings
Norm and Jean Woehrle <Woehrle@ee.net>
Westerville, Oh - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 12:53 PM (CST)

Hi Austin, I'm so glad you got to come home and have turkey day with family. you are a very strong boy I 'am so proud of you. Tell everyone hello. Love and Prayers!!!!!!Miss Cindy
cindy wingo <jnwingo@hotmail.com>
robertsdale , al - Friday, November 29, 2002 at 11:41 PM (CST)

Dear Austin & family, Hope you had the GREATEST Thanksgiving ever with many more to follow. I know yall are so glad to be at home with your family. I hope Austin is feeling great and gets great news when you return to B'ham. Please don't forget to update all of us! Take Care! LOVE YOU ALL! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, Al - Friday, November 29, 2002 at 08:45 PM (CST)

Tina,
Hope you had an extra happy Thanksgiving this year!! I know you did.
Our visit w/ Austin was great!! He looked so good, Tina. He is so amazing. I left you a note in his room.
Hang in there, AUSTIN!! You are one tough little boy!
We love you!!
Maggie and Toby

Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 09:08 PM (CST)

HI AND HAPPY TURKEY DAY!! I HOPE YOU ALL ARE DOING WELL. I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU! AUSTIN I HAVE HAD SILLY STRING IN MY LOCKER FOR WEEKS WAITING ON YOU TO FEEL GREAT!!! I'LL YOU SEE YOU NEXT WEEK. HOPE YA'LL ARE HAVING A GREAT DAY . I LOVE YOU ALL..
Christy Patrick
- Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 07:58 PM (CST)

Hi Tina and Austin,
Happy Thanksgiving Day!!! I am so thrilled that you are home for the holiday. I know the time with your childen is precious, so if there is anything you need please call on me. I think of you all daily and continue to pray for your family. We love you all.

Paula Word <annafen@prodigy.net>
- Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 06:15 AM (CST)

Dear Austin and family, I hope you have a wonderful Thanksgiving together. I know it will be great just to be home. You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Love from the Vogles
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 10:31 PM (CST)

Dear Bakers: Someone sent this to me today and I thought it was worth sharing...

"Autumn equinox is the time to reflect upon life. If we have enjoyed a bountiful harvest, we express our thanks. If the year has been difficult so far, then we are happy for what we do have and resolve to do better once the chance comes..The appreciation of life does not require wealth or plenty..It requires only gratitude for the beauty of the world and it's people"..Deng Ming-Dao

I am thankful that Austin is able to share this special day with his family.
Kim Matthews <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 07:36 PM (CST)

Hi, Hope that you are all doing well. I am so thankful that Austin is spending Thanksgiving at home even though I miss his smiling face. Have a wonderful break while you are at home. I have some great pictures for you Tina when you get back NEXT WEEK!!! I am keeping my fingers crossed and praying. Tina Austin I love you both and will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

Whitney Hudson <whitney_jay@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 06:57 PM (CST)

Glad to hear that you got to go home for Thanksgiving. Hope you have a super Turkey Day!! Call if you need anything!
Dee <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 02:49 PM (CST)

Hey Austin! I just wanted to tell you how happy I am that you are feeling better. I love you so much and you are so special! I will keep on praying for you. Tina and Jimmy, of course, you guys are in my prayers too. I love all of you!
Jill Belcher - 4 Tower <JHBpianonurse@msn.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 01:19 AM (CST)

I know you are probably home by now, but I wanted to check in anyway. I wish you were able to come to your moms this week, I'd love to see you, but I know you want to spend as much "family time" with the kids as you can, and who could blame you. I would never intrude on your precious time with them. I hope you have the best Thanksgiving ever and tons of family time. Megan and Austin deserve as much of your time and TLC as they can get! TAKE CARE and I will check in on you this week end. LOVE YA! cathi
cathi
- Monday, November 25, 2002 at 07:12 PM (CST)

YEA!!!!!!!!! Thanksgiving at home! I was so excited when I called this morning and Jimmy said they were checking out. I pray for a restful, peaceful, uneventful, family-filled week for you all! I know Austin will be so glad to be home even if it is for just a week. That may be just what you all need to come back fighting! May God watch over you all this week and the weeks to come.

"And we know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them." Romans 8:28

Love, Linda

Linda Watson <Ltwast7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Monday, November 25, 2002 at 06:36 PM (CST)

hey there, austin! i want you and all of your family to know that i am so very proud of you and i am wishing you a happy thanksgiving. hope you get something really good to eat ------ tell the nurses to whip something yummy up for you, okay? this is sent with love and hugs all around. know that God loves you and so do i!!!!

lots of love,

emily
emily garner
- Monday, November 25, 2002 at 05:22 PM (CST)

Hey Mrs. Tina and Austin
Mrs. Tina I hope you had a safe trip back to B. Ham! I know you loved spending the weekend with Meagan. I am so happy you got to do that. I am still praying for you guys as always! I miss you guys too. It seems like ya'll have been gone forever. Austin I hope you are still being that strong brave boy that you have been for so long! I know that every day brings something new and I hope today is a good day. Well please just continue to put up a good fight. GOD is on your side and he will help you! Mrs. Tina we have good white chocolate latte's at the shop now so next time your in town come get one from me! I heard that you came by Saturday morning, I wish I could have been there to give you a big hug. Mrs. Joan said that you looked great, they were all so happy to see you. Give Austin a big bear hug for me and tell him I love him.
Well may God's peace be with you always!
With GOD'd Enduring Love,
Jessica Calhoun <JC62285@CS.COM>
Fairhope, AL USA - Monday, November 25, 2002 at 12:17 PM (CST)

Hi Austin!

Here�s today thought�If I am to talk about peace, I should at least have something of it in my soul. Roger L. Plunk

Gandhi said something similar when he said, �Be the change you want to see in the world.� We can all learn from this, certainly wanting change, but also knowing that we must be changed, that we must be the change we want to see in the world � and through our changed lens, comes a changing world.

Enjoy the now.

MTG.

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Monday, November 25, 2002 at 07:36 AM (CST)

Austin and Tina,
We continue to think about you and pray for you and your family daily! We hope to hear good news soon now that Austin has finished the chemo! I must tell you that Jay thought it was pretty COOL that you were tinkling Smurf blue Austin! We are praying that you get to come home real soon and we hope you have a great Thanksgiving! You are such an inspiration to us all! Keep fighting!
Love, Rosemary Corte
Rosemary Corte <rosemarymcgowin@aol.com>
Daphne, Al USA - Sunday, November 24, 2002 at 03:33 PM (CST)

Just checking in to see how Austin is doing after his chemo. I was hoping to see an update. If anyone knows anything, please post it for us! Take care Austin and HAPPY THANKSGIVING! LOVE, Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, Al - Sunday, November 24, 2002 at 01:04 PM (CST)

Hi Austin and Family:

Just wanted to wish you a Happy Thanksgiving. Hope your feeling alittle better. You sure are a strong angel of Jesus. I really don't know you, but I think you are one exceptional boy!! God bless and be with you always. Love you.(I'm Donna Beasley's Mom)
Mary Mercieca <grandmerc2@yahoo.com>
Lexington, Mi U.S. - Sunday, November 24, 2002 at 12:29 PM (CST)

Hey Tina-
I hope everything went well yesterday and today. Y'all have been on my mind and in my prayers. This may not be that great of news for you, and Austin, but... WAR EAGLE!!!! I hope y'all have a wonderful week. It's a long weekend for us, meaning I will have help with the kids- if you need ANYTHING! Don't hesitate for a minute to ask. I love you both and look forward to seeing you soon.
Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
- Sunday, November 24, 2002 at 12:08 PM (CST)

good morning bakers getting ready for church and wanted to check in on you. thinking of you today and wishing you were here to worship with us.
kelly hayes
- Sunday, November 24, 2002 at 08:59 AM (CST)

Good morning, Austin!

Hey, did I tell you that Cam and some friends and I had a killer game of hide and seek at the park last week? Jumping, running, stumbling and falling in the wood chips � boy, we sure missed you. We�ll play again when you get back.

Here�s the thought for the day: The sages do not consider that making no mistakes is a blessing. They believe, rather, that the great virtue of man lies in his ability to correct his mistakes and continually make a new man of himself. -- Wang Yang-Ming

It took me a while to figure this terrific key to life out. It seems that I wanted to have things perfectly aligned, and to make sure that I turned in �the perfect thing,� or behaved �the perfect way.� Well, first of all, anyway we act is perfect � for us right then�and, if we err, which I do all the time, it�s a great OPPORTUNITY to learn from our experience � fixing it the next time, if we can,, and moving on, better and stronger.

Enjoy the now.

MTG>

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <Klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Sunday, November 24, 2002 at 01:58 AM (CST)

HEY TINA & AUSTIN & MEGAN! I am so glad to hear that things are going well right now, we will continue to pray that they do. That smurf blue is a pretty color isn't it?! Smurfs was a favorite cartoon of my oldest when she was little and she is 19 now! She still loves them! I hope you will get to go home for Thanksgiving, you certainly have alot to be thankful for. Keep us posted on how he does after his treatment is over and let us know the next step! TAKE CARE! LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, Al - Saturday, November 23, 2002 at 06:38 PM (CST)

Our wonderful, brave Austin - We hear you are doing better -peeing blue, but hey, every boy I know thinks that is pretty cool! You and your mom and sister and dad are in our prayers today. We want you to know that we love you and are cheering you on. Our lives have been so touched by your brave spirit and your mom's unwavering faith. We are thankful that our lives have intermingled with yours. We love you!

Lisa and Matthew
Lisa and Matthew <lematth@aol.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Saturday, November 23, 2002 at 04:04 PM (CST)

Good morning, Austin!

It is beautiful outside today � I can see the pale blue sky, bright against the intricate greens and browns and blacks of our landscape � forever changing.

Here�s the thought of the day: Life is either always a tightrope or a feather bed. Give me the tightrope. Edith Wharton

I was talking with someone the other day, who said that she has an appreciation for the tight rope � heck, who wants to lounge in a featherbed with the TV clicker in hand for life? Not me�and I certainly know that doesn�t fir you either.

We�d rather be out there in it, playing with all we�ve got.

And that�s what you do every day. Know that your fans are doing virtual wave after virtual wave in your stadium!

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Saturday, November 23, 2002 at 08:21 AM (CST)

Hi Tina Hugs to Austin and Meagan. I am thinking of you this evening. Just came back from a long walk from the church down to the pier with Jessica. I wish for you this night a friend to talk to, someone to hang out with who is sharing this path with you. I know you have met some wonderful folks in b'ham and pray these new friendships are a source of comfort and companionship for you since we are so far. Know that we love you very much and always have you in our prayers.
kelly hayes <crimehater@aol.com>
fairhope, al usa - Friday, November 22, 2002 at 10:13 PM (CST)

I've been thinking of you and Austin today. Saturday is almost here! The boys think it is cool to tinkle blue! With Thanksgiving almost here, I am thoughtful about our many blessings. I'm especially thankful for Austin's good news with the spinal tap and that this round of chemo is almost done. God bless!
Dee Fuhrman <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Friday, November 22, 2002 at 02:19 PM (CST)

Tina,
What an inspiration it has been reading your journal entries. I just found out about this website and am so glad I can keep up with Austin's progress. Trevor prays for Austin daily as well as the rest of the family. You will continue to be in our thoughts and prayers. I hope Austin continues to do well and I hope you have a wonderful Thanksgiving.
Love, Pam and Trevor Corte
Pam Corte <trevor@gulftel.com>
Loxley, AL USA - Friday, November 22, 2002 at 02:16 PM (CST)

Hi Tina,
I just want to remind you again how loved you are and how much everyone continues to pray for your family and your little Austin -- and Meagan too. Everytime I see her at school she has a smile for me, when I know that life is so tough for her right now. I'm so thankful that you are a Christian and you have the support of wonderful Christian friends. What would we do without them at times like these? Please keep your chin up - God is working his plan for all of you - and He always has a good one! Take care and love that special boy.

Love, Ginger
Ginger Taylor <virginia.taylor@halliburton.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Friday, November 22, 2002 at 10:40 AM (CST)

Good Morning Tina. Was thrilled to hear that Austin had a good day yesterday! It's only a matter of hours now until Saturday night and the end of chemo! Tell Austin I dropped something in the mail to him this morning that he is going to have a blast with! Tell him also I said to try not to run over his nurses' feet with it! Know that you both are in my tboughts and prayers! Much love,
Gayle <gayle@altmayerltd.com>
Daphne, AL - Friday, November 22, 2002 at 09:29 AM (CST)

Tina,
I detected weariness in one of your most recent journal entries and it made me reflect on how I felt when I was traveling the journey you are now. I remember the first time Steve left the hospital to return home after Matthew had been diagnosed and had completed the induction phase. It was night, I was alone with Matthew for the first time, and the darkness seemed to reflect the mood I was in. I cradled Matthew and rocked him and repeated to myself, �I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.� I rocked, cried and repeated this verse to myself over and over. (Ms. Carolyn was our nurse that night and it helped). The beautiful affirmation is that after every dark night, there comes a dawn�a dawn of hope. One of my biggest struggles was the burden of believing that as a parent it was my job to keep this young life safe. I felt a sense of desperate failure to do so no matter how hard I tried. It was beyond my control and I felt vulnerable and helpless. I totally relied on the medical staff and, mostly, on the power of God. The power of prayer was my most powerful tool and sometimes that did not turn out the way I wanted it to. Our children�s illnesses do not make us failures as parents. We are not superheroes who can protect our children from all of life�s dangers. From the time they are born, they face a world of uncertainty. All we can do is love them and, most importantly, put them in God�s hands. Austin is in good hands�God�s and the staff at Children�s. I know what I am sharing with you doesn�t take away the heartache of watching your child suffer. I know that it doesn�t take away the longing to be with your daughter. I know that it doesn�t put your life back in order. But what I can share with you is that God is faithful. Remember, Austin is in Jesus� arms and he will hold him close. Blessings and healing to you. Tell Dr. Watts and the nurses I said, �hi.�

Beth Billy <beth.billy@jdcc.edu>
Brewton, AL USA - Friday, November 22, 2002 at 09:23 AM (CST)

Tina,
Although I seldom write, I think about you often. A true measure of a person's class is how they are able to handle adversity. You have truly been measured and have proved yourself to be one of the classiest women I know. Hope you and Austin make it home soon. You are both in my prayers.
Melanie
Fairhope, AL - Friday, November 22, 2002 at 08:22 AM (CST)

Tina, I just wanted you to know I'm thinking about you and our little man...As we approach Thanksgiving, you and your family have showed all of us how much we have to be thankful for...Not only that we have our health, but that we are surrounded by caring people who love us unconditionally and that we can count on...We are all so very fortunate...Take care...We love you..
Kim Matthews <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, November 22, 2002 at 07:47 AM (CST)

Hi Austin!

We hope this note reaches you being in the now, however challenging or wonderful that now may be.

Here�s today thought: A life without purpose is a languid, drifting thing; Every day we ought to review our purpose, saying to ourselves: This day let me make a sound beginning, for what we have hitherto done is naught! -- Thomas A. Kempis

You trumpet your purpose with pursed lips and puffy cheeks, for all to see�and we all do, and can learn from you, applying your focus on purpose and outcome to our own lives and relationships.

Thanks for the lessons little friend.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Friday, November 22, 2002 at 07:25 AM (CST)

Tina,

I am so glad he had a good day. I hope you got out to rake in some of that sunshine and fresh air of (finally) a beautiful day. It is so nice to see Austin's smile. He is so precious and truly an inspiration to me. Coming into this Thanksgiving season I feel VERY blessed to have three healthy children. You pointed that out to me the other day when I left your room...you gave me a hug and said "go enjoy your family". Very simple, but that left a big mark on me. You are watching your baby struggle and separated from your family and friends right now and I can only imagine how difficult that is. No, I can't imagine it. But stay strong my freind, Austin feeds on your strength. I know I have said this before, but it is one of the best ways of putting my thoughts into words...
Where there is pain, I wish you peace and mercy.
Where there is self-doubting, I wish you a renewed confidence.
Where there is exhaustion, I wish you understanding, patience, renewed strength.
Where there is sadness and fear, I wish you love and courage.
I will come by today to check on you both.
Love, Linda
Linda Watson <Ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Friday, November 22, 2002 at 06:53 AM (CST)

Dear Tina and Austin: Austin, you are a wonderful strong boy! Making us all realize each day that with perserverance anything is possible. And I know you even have the energy now and then to smile at those "women" ! I love you. And Tina, you are simply awesome! I know where you are coming from, and you must - just MUST - let your thoughts have realization and take flight. Please know that we Moms who have been there are with you and holding you up! God is listening and loving. Love you and sending you big hugs.............Joan
Joan Sullivan
Daphne, AL USA - Thursday, November 21, 2002 at 07:38 PM (CST)

Dear Tina and Austin,
I hope the nice weather today lifted your spirits. You are all in my thoughts and prayers daily. It's natural to have blue days. Don't get down on yourself! You've beem so strong for so long. God is with you always. Take care. I hope you get home for a few days soon. Love, Cindy
Cindy Colville <ccolvill@bellsouth.net>
Spanish Fort, AL Baldwin - Thursday, November 21, 2002 at 07:04 PM (CST)

hey there! i was putting all the curiculum out in the sunday school classrooms, and something told me (God, of course) to stop and check the journal, and so here i am! i can't imagine what it must feel like to be there for so long, and then when all is quiet and austin is asleep, and it's raining outside -- your thoughts and prayers sound loud inside your head, and then you know Jesus is there with you as your friend, carrying you through this scarey and lonely time. what do people who don't have Him do in situations like this?

i am keeping you in my prayers, all of you, and will celebrate with you when saturday comes and then when you get to come home again with that little man. hang on to that thought -- and know we love you!

in His love,

emily
emily garner
fairhope, - Thursday, November 21, 2002 at 04:28 PM (CST)

Hey Tina - Nothing like a rainy day. I so appreciate your courage. Know the anchor will hold. When you cannot stand - lean on Him and curl up on Jesus' lap and by ALL MEANS CRY! Our tears are God's way of washing out all we try to hold in that really belong to Him. Weeping is not giving up - it is really giving in. I say "I can't." and God says " I will". I love you Tina. I love you Austin. My hopes, my heart and my prayers are with you both & your family, too. Marg
Marg Perelli <mperelli@dumc.org>
Daphne, AL - Thursday, November 21, 2002 at 02:38 PM (CST)

Hey Tina-
I love you and look forward to seeing your smiling face.
Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
- Thursday, November 21, 2002 at 02:22 PM (CST)

Dear Tina Hang in there. We're lifting you up in prayer. You're one more day closer to Saturday. Missing you.
kelly hayes <crimehater@aol.com>
fairhope, al usa - Thursday, November 21, 2002 at 12:07 PM (CST)

Hey Bakers,
I am praying for you guys today! It seems so hard, I can't imagine what you are going through. That is all you can do is take one day, one moment at a time. We are trying to think of a fund raiser for the blood and bone marrow drive. We think if we could raise a lot of money then we could pay for most people's test, so people will get tested. I am going to try to get all of the clubs at fairhope high school to raise money too! I know with God's help we can find so many people matches! Not only Austin will be blessed by this but so many other lives. Well you guys remain in my prayers always, especially Meagan. I love her and Austin so much and I know she misses her brother so much! Well may GOD bless you all!
With God's Enduring Love,

Jessica Calhoun <JC62285@CS.COM>
Fairhope, AL USA - Thursday, November 21, 2002 at 11:52 AM (CST)

Good Morning Tina,
I feel your tiredness in your update!
So todays prayer is that once again you will feel "When we are weak, He is strong"
You and your family are covered in prayer. Hold tight to what we know is true, "he works ALL things to the good of those that love Him"

Keep up the Good Fight,
Beth

Beth Hutchison <bhutchlily@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Thursday, November 21, 2002 at 09:54 AM (CST)

Tina, I read your journal every day. Even though I don't write often, you, Austin, and your entire family are in my prayers daily. I am in two Bible Studies, one here at work, and I have asked all the prayer warriors to pray also. "All that call upon me in the day of trouble, I will deliver thee, and thou shall glorify me." Psalms 50:15 It is also encouraging to know that He gives us PEACE in the midst of life's storms. May God continue to bless and strengthen you as you lovingly care for your precious son, Austin.
Glenda Mathis, Corps of Engineers, Safety Office
- Thursday, November 21, 2002 at 08:00 AM (CST)

Hi Austin!

Here�s today�s thought: As you enter positions of trust and power, dream a little before you think. Toni Morrison

Looks and sounds and is like you have a leg up on that one�as long as you keep your sense of wonder and passion about you � which I know you will. You�ve climbed the stairs of challenge with strong legs and spirit and sometimes when you�ve stepped back a step or two, you make sure to compensate by jumping two or three.

Hooray!

Continue to jump and skip and sing and smile.

Enjoy the now.

MTG>

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Thursday, November 21, 2002 at 07:02 AM (CST)

Tina,
I just wanted to write you a quick note before I head off to bed and let you know that ya'll are on my mind as you so often are. I pray that Austin and you get that "break" soon and ya'll can come home for a while. Tina, your strength and faith never ceases to amaze me!!! You cleary show what a blessing your children are to you, and Austin and Meagan are so blessed to have you for a mommy!
Michelle Wilson
- Wednesday, November 20, 2002 at 11:58 PM (CST)

Hey Austin! I hope everything is going great today and that you aren't feeling bad. I forgot to tell you something the other day.....I read something from your Aunt Tara about a shooting star. WELL.........The other night on the way home from Pensacola, my husband and I both saw the same one at exactly the same time. I KNOW IT WAS FOR A SPECIAL REASON. I said an extra special prayer for you at exactly that moment. Let's pray that it comes true. I do it everyday...I pray for you, your mom and your wonderful, supportive family. Keep up the good work and I will check in with my "special star" tomorrow! LOVE YOU! CATHI
Cathi
Atmore, Al - Wednesday, November 20, 2002 at 09:58 PM (CST)

Tina and Austin - what good news! Gosh, it is so nice to read when things are going well. It puts a brand new perspective on my day! Austin, we are so proud of you. Please keep fighting and doing all the right things that you are doing! We love you and not a day goes by without prayers and love being sent your way. You're one amazing boy! xoxoxoxoxoxoxo -- Lisa and Matthew
Lisa and Matthew <lematth@aol.com>
Charlotte, NC 28270 - Wednesday, November 20, 2002 at 06:05 PM (CST)

I was on my way out of the office for the day and decided to check the website before I left. I need to work on a Procrastination Workshop scheduled for the baseball players on Friday at the college, but I keep putting it off. That doesn't sound right does it?! Maybe I should get someone else to do it!

I was excited and thankful to learn that Austin is doing much, much better. He truely has an incredible fighting spirit. I know that you are proud of him. I think of you often and pray for Austin, you, and Meagan twice a day. I know how hard it is for you and Austin to be separated from Meagan. You are where you need to be right now.

From the "Queen of Worry" I pass on what I refer to as the Scarlett O'Hara scripture, "Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."

Focus one day at a time and leave the rest to God. Blessings to you all and may healing come very soon.
Love, Beth
Beth Billy <beth.billy@jdcc.edu>
Brewton, AL USA - Wednesday, November 20, 2002 at 05:13 PM (CST)

Hi Austin,Just wanted to tell you about John looking like a smurf when he was little. He and some of his friends had a camp out and was chopping wood for a fire when he tried to chop a spray can open to get that ball out. the paint can exploded and blue paint covered his face, eyes .and ears the Doctors washed his eyes and blue foam came out.!! DO NOT TRY THIS!!!! I hope this round of chemo is better. love and prayers "Miss Cindy"
cindy wingo <jnwingo.@hotmail.com>
robertsdale, al - Wednesday, November 20, 2002 at 07:58 AM (CST)

Hey Buddy!

I had a couple cardinals bouncing and jumping around outside my window yesterday morning � a sign of great things I am sure. We had (Cam and I) the meteor shower and lunar eclipse on our agenda � and have a great view from our planet, Zoltoid.

Check out this thought for the day - If there is one thing upon this earth that mankind love and admire better than another, it is a brave man, -- it is the man who dares to look the devil in the face and tell him he is a devil. -- James A. Garfield

Hmmm, seems to fit you, as we know you are brave, and we know you have courage and strength and persistence, and probably hundreds of other very descriptive �lives life now� type words that perfectly fit what you�re all about. We applaud you, little buddy!

You have a huge network of fans � picture us all doing the wave for you inside your own personal stadium!

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Wednesday, November 20, 2002 at 06:25 AM (CST)

Hi Bakers, it is so good to read your entry today. Sounds like everything is on the up. Man all this blue sounds a little goofy, doesn't it? Have fun with it; you deserve some fun. We are always so happy when you have had a good day. Hope this chemo does what it is supposed to do.

Just wanted you to know that you are in our prayers today.

Mildred Caughron
Knoxville, Tn Knox - Tuesday, November 19, 2002 at 08:09 PM (CST)

This is good news! I will be praying for Austin and remission. Love and hugs to all......Joan
joan sullivan
daphne, al usa - Tuesday, November 19, 2002 at 08:06 PM (CST)

Hey Tina,
I am so happy to hear that Austin has started chemo again and he is finally in a room. As always we will continue to keep you both in our prayers. Tell Meagan to call Anna one afternoon, you know Anna loves any excuse to get in her car, especially if it includes an ice cream partner. Take care, Kristi
Kristi D'Olive <kdolive@netzero.net>
Point Clear, AL - Tuesday, November 19, 2002 at 02:15 PM (CST)

Hi Austin! I talked to your Nonnie today. We traded stories about how amazing you are! We also talked about what an amazing mother you have, so obviously, it runs in your family! Hope ya'll are having a sunny day together today! Love,
Ms. Gayle <gayle@altmayerltd.com>
Daphne, AL - Tuesday, November 19, 2002 at 12:51 PM (CST)

Hey Bakers,
I am so glad to hear that Austin had a good night. I am been praying very hard for you guys latley! That is so COOL that the chemo is Smurf Blue! I have been going to other peoples sites that have Luekmia and it has showed me so much! There are so many people who lives are affected by this sickness. It has made me want to get more involved in raising money, suppot, and prayers for these people. I also want to get tested for Austin and if I am not a match mabe I will be a match for someone else. That is one of my biggest prayers right now. I can't imagine what all of you go through. I love you Austin and I am so proud of your strength! You are an amazing person and you have taught me so much. JUST KEEP THE FIGHTING UP! Well I miss you guys and I love you guys.
With GOD's Enduring Love,
Jessica <JC62285@CS.COM>
Fairhope, AL USA - Tuesday, November 19, 2002 at 12:04 PM (CST)

We are hoping and praying that the chemo will do it's work and you can move on...smurf blue is a great color!!!! There is nothing more fun than silly little boys...hope you enjoyed your time with Meagan.
Love ya.
Cecilia <baygirl215@aol>
Fairhope, Al - Tuesday, November 19, 2002 at 11:55 AM (CST)

okay -- smurf blue it is!! it is so very good to read that he had a good night, cause i know this means you did, too. my prayers are ever with you and for you all, and i am praying that this strongest yet chemo will tend to exactly what it needs to tend to, and will give austin strength for the day and days ahead. may our mighty God surround you with His awesome presence and light up your hearts with His love!

in His mighty love,

emily
emily garner
- Tuesday, November 19, 2002 at 09:10 AM (CST)

Good morning! I am so glad to read your wonderful update! I pray today will be a great day for the two of you and that all will be well with the chemo. He is so amazing and will think he is more amazing after the smurf blue episode! He will be able to tell that one for a long time! Take care today and know you are thought of and loved! LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, aL - Tuesday, November 19, 2002 at 07:50 AM (CST)

Hey Buddy!

I hope you�re doing great this morning. Yesterday afternoon was beautiful, and Cam and I celebrated it with a bike ride (still waiting on you to get home so you can join us).

Today�s thought is a good one�To have a reason to get up in the morning, it is necessary to possess a guiding principle. A belief of some kind. A bumper sticker if you will. Judith Guest

You get up each morning, armed and ready to live passionately and to share your guiding light and perseverance with the world. For that, we all thank you, and can and do learn from each step you take, from each �getting up and dusting yourself off� that you do.

Keep that bumper sticker pasted on, little friend.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Tuesday, November 19, 2002 at 06:26 AM (CST)

Tina,
I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking about you this morning. You are in my prayers.
Michelle Wilson
Fairhope, - Tuesday, November 19, 2002 at 03:58 AM (CST)

Tina, I'm so glad to read your good news this morning. What an amazing little boy we have!..I was thinking about him this weekend and realized that when he is an adult he will be more fortunate than the rest of us..Not just that he has survived a life threatening disease but because he will see the world through different eyes..He will truly understand how precious life is and how much everybody else takes for granted...His ordeal has changed all of us for the better...

By the way, five or fifty-five all boys would be fascinated to pee blue!

Give Bucky a hug for me..We love you.
Kim Matthews <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, November 19, 2002 at 03:33 AM (CST)

Tina,
It is so great to hear that Austin is having a better day! Dr. Doug called and told us that he had a nice long visit w/ Jimmy and that you went home to spend some time w/ Meagan! I am so glad you were able to do that, Tina. I bet you two had a great time just being together.
Tina, continue to keep your eyes on Jesus. As long as you do that, he will give you the courage and strength you need.
Just remember Isaiah 41:10
Do not fear, for I am with you, do not be afraid, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my victorious right hand.
Just let these circumstances lead you to a greater dependence on God.
How sweet the name of Jesus sounds in a believer's ear! It soothes his sorrows, heals his wounds, and drives away his fear!!!!
Love you, Tina! Give Austin a hug for us.
Your friends,
Maggie and Toby

Maggie Quimby <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, Al USA - Monday, November 18, 2002 at 10:21 PM (CST)

Tina,

Glad to hear Austin is back in his room. Dan, Kevin, Alex, and Seth are going to the Alabama vs. Auburn game this weekend. They hope to leave early enough to stop by.

I was preparing for my Disciple I Bible study tonight...reading Psalms. I thought of you reading Psalms 73: 27-28, " Indeed,those who are far from you will perish; ...But for me it is good to be near God; I have made the Lord my God my refuge. to tell of all your works.
As always, your family is in our prayers. Love, Cathy

Cathy Matthews
Fairhope, AL - Monday, November 18, 2002 at 09:57 PM (CST)

Hey tina Just checking in with you today to let you know you are in my thoughts and prayers. Sweet dreams.
kelly hayes <crimehater@aol.com>
fairhope, al usa - Monday, November 18, 2002 at 09:56 PM (CST)

Jesus says: "I am the door: by me if any man enter in, he shall be saved, and shall go in and out, and find pasture. The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly. I am the good shepherd: the good shepherd giveth his life for the sheep." (John 10:9-11)

Jesus, your good shepherd, gave His life for you, Austin. He died for your sins according to the scriptures. He was buried. He rose again the third day according to the scriptures.

Jesus, your good shepherd, came that you might have life, and that you might have it more abundantly!

Jesus says to you: "Let not your heart be troubled: ye believe in God, believe also in me. In my Father's house are many mansions: if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you unto myself; that where I am, there ye may be also. And whither I go ye know, and the way ye know." (John 14:1-4)

Jesus says: "I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me." (John 14:6)

Jesus says: "I am the resurrection, and the life: he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he live: and whosoever liveth and believeth in me shall never die." (John 11:25-26)

Austin, believe on the Lord Jesus Christ! Trust in your good shepherd. Say with the psalmist David: "Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me." (Psalm 23:4)

Austin, believe on the Lord Jesus Christ! Trust in your good shepherd. Say with the Apostle Paul: "For to me to live is Christ, and to die is gain." (Philippians 1:21)
Love Jessica Calhoun
- Monday, November 18, 2002 at 09:35 PM (CST)

We'll be praying for Austin- Uncle Donald Beasley let me know about him- and I'll be adding him to our church prayer chain as well.
Corinne (Hale) Broxson <wrenpa@bellsouth.net>
Merryville, La. USA - Monday, November 18, 2002 at 08:11 PM (CST)

Dear Tina: It's good to hear that you were with Meagan and that Austin is doing better. I want to commend you - again- on your wonderful sense of faith. You are simply awesome. Michael Morris was in the store today and asked about Austin and wanted to be remembered to you and to let you know he is praying for all things good. And I want to say to you how wonderfully (?a word) you are communicating. I hope that you have kept all your words throughout this long struggle. You are a superb writer and need to save these. I love you and hope that our fighter, Austin, is doing well and getting nearer to the transplant. What can we do at this end? Nothing is to big to ask! Hugs to all, Joan
Joan Sullivan
Daphne, AL USA - Monday, November 18, 2002 at 07:21 PM (CST)

Hey, Tina and Austin! What wonderful news that Austin is back in a room! Just wanted to let you know that you remain in my daily thoughts and prayers. I don't think a day goes by that I don't think of you guys! It was so good to see you - and I am so glad that Austin's days are getting better. Love and prayers . . . .
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Monday, November 18, 2002 at 04:14 PM (CST)

hi there, my sweet friends! i am so glad to know that austin is back in a room, and doing well. i know your time with meagan was precious, and hope y ou got some rest while you were home.

i have gotten the "okay" from linda capps to have the donor drive at the k-1 center. now i am just waiting on the bone marrow donor rep. to return my calls and e-mails. i hope to have something scheduled by the end of this week!

give our austin a big hug from the garners! and hugs to sweet meagan, too! we love you all and are keeping you close in our hearts and prayers.

in His everlasting love,

emily

emily garner
fairhope, - Monday, November 18, 2002 at 02:45 PM (CST)

Hey Bakers,
I am praying for you guys today! I was out of town all weekend on a youth retreat and I was glad to hear that Austin is doing better when I got home yesterday. We lifted you guys up in our prayers the whole weekend. Sometimes it is so good to just get away from Fairhope on trips, thats where I usually can totally focus on GOD and nothing else. It is very refreshing and renewing. Me and some of the girls in the youth group are starting a band and in a couple of weeks we are going to have a concert and I was thinking that we could have it in honor of Austin and maybe raise money for his bone Marrow surgrey! If thats ok. Austin, you, and Meagan are in my heart at every moment and I am constantly praying and thinking about you guys. I can't imagine how you feel when all three of you are not together. Just continue to put all your trust in God and he will continue to bless your life!

With GOD's Enduring Love,

Jessica Calhoun <Jc62285@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Monday, November 18, 2002 at 12:13 PM (CST)

Hello Tina! Our family is coming to Birmingham on Friday. Melly & Joey will stay with my parents when David & I are at the game in Tuscaloosa and then we'll go home on Sunday. Do you need anything up there or anything taken back down here? Austin is in our daily prayers. Everytime I see my Joey's white hair I think that they must be distant cousins! Please let us know if we can help. If you try to email & it bounces, try PtClearAL@aol.com.
Love,
Emily
Emily Wirtes <MellyJoey@aol.com>
Point Clear, AL - Monday, November 18, 2002 at 08:59 AM (CST)

Hi Austin!

Yep, still cool, but what a brilliant start to a day! Crystalline sunshine rays blasting through the still stiff trees � pretty awesome.

Cam and I went to see the new Harry Potter movie with Ross and his dad. It was great � at one point, Ross even yelled out; startled by a giant monster. We all laughed on the way home.

At the end, one of the professors offered Harry a statement that I thought would be great for today�s thought�as it is in line with what we�ve been talking about for awhile. Here it is: �It is not our abilities that make us what we are; it is our choices.�

We have the ability to choose every minute of every day, and to alter our days and nights and years and decades as a result of those choices. Thanks for your choice of passion and of perseverance, Austin.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great.

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Monday, November 18, 2002 at 07:06 AM (CST)

Hey Tina I hope your time with Meagan was just what you both needed. Read some scripture this evening and you came to mind..Hebrews 11:6 Without faith it is impossible to please God. I can just see our heavenly father smiling down at you, his heart full, at seeing your faith sustain you during these difficult days. We pray Austin will have a good week.
kelly hayes <crimehater@aol.com>
fairhope, al usa - Sunday, November 17, 2002 at 10:29 PM (CST)

Tina-
I am excited that you were able to come "home" a little Meagan time. I meant to tell you I saw her coming out of Pizza Hut earlier this week. She is so sweet and beautiful- just like her Mama! I will talk to you soon!
Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
- Sunday, November 17, 2002 at 09:50 PM (CST)

Tina,

It was so good to see Austin resting today. I will pray for the nausea to stop and give the little guy a break. I remember being constantly nauseated when I was pregnant and it is a terrible feeling!!! I will also pray that his little body can handle the round of chemo this week. He is such a fighter and I see that in his eyes. He teaches me each time I see him that you should take each day and make the best of it. Jennifer was telling me about when she was with him in PICU and he didn't want her to leave. He was hooked up to the ventilator and his eyes were closed. As she told him she had to go, he held onto her arm, then as she began to pull away he stuck his tongue out at her! She knew then that he was back! He finds the best in each battle he is faced with. What wisdom for a little guy of 5 years! He can teach us all a lot! May God watch over him (and you) and keep him strong as he faces this next challenge.
The Lord bless you and keep you; the Lord make his face shine upon you and be gracious to you; the Lord turn his face toward you and give you peace. Numbers 6:24

Love, Linda

Linda Watson <Ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Sunday, November 17, 2002 at 05:53 PM (CST)

Hey there ex-neighbor!!
Got the website from Jennifer and Bob today. We are so glad that we have a means to keep up with Austin's progress. Rest assured that Austin, Megan, you, and Jimmy are getting our prayers. I'm still praying for some things that I prayed many moons ago - you know what that is.
Deb and I have a referral for a newborn Guatemalan girl. We will be going to get her in March. Her name is Miriam, she was born Sept. 14. You can imagine our excitment and expectancy.
We love you and your family very much. We will continue to seek the Father concerning Austin and his complete recovery.

Love,
Al & Deb
Al & Deb McCoy <al-deb-mccoy@prodigy.net>
Fairhope, AL USA - Sunday, November 17, 2002 at 05:25 PM (CST)

Hello Tina,
Glad you made your trips to and from B'ham safely this weekend. I went to my grandmother's this weekend and all of my family asked about Austin. I have been sending them messages and they have all had all of you in their prayers. Ross told me about the pictures you brought up Friday. He said they were great. I heard Austin was a great Harry Potter. Hope y'all have had a good weekend and we pray for a week of many, many, new fighting cells and great recovery from surgery. Love, Terri
Terri Bishop <budchip@bellsouth.net>
- Sunday, November 17, 2002 at 05:11 PM (CST)

Tina, we have not forgotten you, Austin, or your family. We continue to keep you all in our prayers. We are thankful that you have such a strong, sweet, spirit. Our prayers are for your continued strength. It has been a long hard road. Jennifer has her baby now and all is well.

Our thoughts and prayers are with you. God bless!!!
Ray & Myrna Hodgen <jray123@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Sunday, November 17, 2002 at 01:30 PM (CST)

Hey Buddy!

Well, it�s pretty chilly down here these days�but the bite is kind of nice.

Here�s today�s thought: The direst foe of courage is the fear itself, not the object of it, and the man who can overcome his own terror is a hero and more. -- George Macdonald

Love is all there is in the world�fear is something that we make up in our own minds, based on something that we look back on or that we fast forward our future tape to. The present is all there is, and only love lives in the present.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Sunday, November 17, 2002 at 08:27 AM (CST)

Oh Tina, my heart breaks as I read your journal entries. I know what you are going through, but then again, I don't. I know how hard it is being seperated from your children. And when you do get the chance to return home, you can't wait to get back to the other child again. It is a constant roller coaster ride of emotions. And we're still dealing with that.

I pray for you guys all day. I have no idea how many times his sweet face pops into my mind. It is funny how much you can care about a kid that you've never met. I guess I need fix that soon.

Your prayer partner,
Kelly Hicks
Kelly Hicks <www.caringbridge.com/al/sarahanne>
Woodstock, AL - Saturday, November 16, 2002 at 09:33 PM (CST)

Tina: You are incredible. You are an inspiration to all who come here and read your messages. Give the brave fighter a hug and kiss for me. Our prayers continue, and will - until Austin is well and goes home.
Much love, Betty <fbadams@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Saturday, November 16, 2002 at 08:35 PM (CST)

Glad to hear Austin is better. There is so much power in prayer!
Dee Fuhrman <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, November 16, 2002 at 04:26 PM (CST)

Hey girl i miss you this weekend. Austin came down alittle while ago he looks great. Rhonda is taking care of him, because I have Alexis. Rhonda says HI!! WE, I(Rhonda made me say we) love you and Hope I see you Sunday evening. Becareful driving back. LOVE YOU CHRISTY

Christy Patrick <scpat@charter.net>
Pleasant Grove, AL - Saturday, November 16, 2002 at 01:38 PM (CST)

Hi, Austin!! I live in Laurel Hill, Fl. and have been keeping up with your progress. There are 2 prayer groups at my church who are lifing you in prayer daily. They ask each week about you; so I will have to tell them that you a GOOD nintendo player!! Give your mom a big hug and tell her that we love her too!! Keep smiling!! Jesus loves you and we do too!!!!! Lots of love and prayers,
Anne Campbell <annec@cfi.net>
Laurel Hill, Fl Okaloosa - Saturday, November 16, 2002 at 09:57 AM (CST)

Hi Austin!

I was thinking about songs today, and really enjoy a song from the movie BIKO (a few years back)�which I�ll translate into today�s thought: �You can blow out a candle, but you can�t blow out a fire; once the flame catches, the wind will take it higher.� - Peter Gabriel

It made me think of you, as I see your soul and passion as a flame, being fanned by the wind, taking your passion higher and higher�You have a unique gift for living an �indense� (my word, combining intense and dense) life; and I think that�s wonderful.

Thanks for being our lesson, little friend.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Saturday, November 16, 2002 at 09:10 AM (CST)

All I can say is God bless you all and I love you all. Austin, you are incredible! Hugs, Joan
Joan Sullivan
Daphne, AL USA - Friday, November 15, 2002 at 11:49 PM (CST)

Tina, It was great to see you this morning in the clinic. I just read your latest news.What wonderful news to come back to the hospital to!Don't ever give up because God is watching over Austin! I hope you have a wonderful weekend with the kids up there! Love, Cathy
cathy caruthers
- Friday, November 15, 2002 at 06:24 PM (CST)

YEA!!! I looked in on Austin this morning and he was resting peacefully. He is so precious and so strong!!
His strength (yours too!)continues to amaze and inspire me.
I will come by this weekend and check on you.
"I can do everything through Him who gives me strength."Philippians 4:13
Love, Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Friday, November 15, 2002 at 05:50 PM (CST)

Tina
What fantastic news! Your son is definately an inspiration for us all! I am constantly amazed at the little things that come up and how well all of you leap over them! I am so proud of you, your faith in God, and your spirit you both show to all of us.
I miss and love you very much. I hope you have a great weekend. I am here if you need me for anything!
Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Friday, November 15, 2002 at 04:42 PM (CST)

Hey! I'm back up....for now! sure missed this site and getting to talk to you. I'm boycotting my LD company, so I don't do the long distance thing anymore. I am so happy to hear of Austin's progress and he is certainly a fighter. I don't know of any other 5 year olds that have gone through what he has. He does have a living spirit and it shows! He is being watched over by God and I know everyone believes that Austin will beat this. He is a special little boy and you are very lucky....BUT I KNOW YOU ALREADY KNOW THIS! Yall take care and I'll check in again tomorrow...thanks for the updates. LOVE YOU! CATHI
Cathi
Atmore, Al - Friday, November 15, 2002 at 04:14 PM (CST)

Hey Austin!

Check out this thought for the day All the wonders you seek are within yourself. -- Sir Thomas Browne

And, it goes hand in hand with a lot of what we�ve been talking about lately, consistent with the message of enjoying the now. Yep, right now, right here, or wherever we all are�we have the capability and the happiness right within ourselves. It is not outside of us, or in a material thing or a mountain peaked reached � it is right here, right now, within.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Chris & Cam <klinger@mchsi.>
Planet Zoltoid, - Friday, November 15, 2002 at 01:51 PM (CST)

You have a wonderful little boy! He is a fighter. Every time I think about him, I smile. Austin has a wonderful and fun personality. Yesterday when I had to leave him, he stuck his tongue out at me. At that point, I knew he was better.
Jennifer Deneke <jennifer.holliday@chsys.org>
Birmingham, AL 35209 - Friday, November 15, 2002 at 12:10 PM (CST)

Good morning Tina. Saw these words to a song on Allen Asbury's CD (compliments of the Good Book advertisement) and thought of you:
Somebody's Praying Me Through
Pressing over me like a big blue sky, I know someone has me on their heart tonight.
That's how I know it's gonna be alright
'Cause somebody's praying me through
It may be my Mother, it might be my Dad
Or an old friend I've forgot I had
But whoever it is I'm so glad that
Somebody's praying me through
Somebody's praying me through
Through the tears, through the rain
Through the sorrow, through the pain
It keeps bringing me through
Over and over again
So when you're drowning in a sea of hurt
And it feels like life couldn't get any worse
There's a blessing waiting to push back the curse
'Cause somebody's praying you through
Somebody's praying you through
Someone got down on their knees and prayed for me
Somebody's, somebody's praying you through

You have lots of "somebodies" out here praying you through. Hope today is a good one. Hugs to Austin. Christ is counting on you! Decolores!
kelly hayes
- Friday, November 15, 2002 at 10:37 AM (CST)

Good morning Cutie Patootie--
Nonnie and I got to peek in on you Tuesday when they were recharging your engine. You are so brave! About that shooting star...I haven'tspotted one yet...but don't worry...I promise that you have something much greater than a shooting star on your side...you have the maker of the shooting star! I can't wait to squeeze you. P.S...if you don't hurry up and come home...Nonnie and I will have to rent a van to haul us back and forth to Birmingham...we spent more on Scoobie Snacks for the trip than we did on gas--up there and back. Hugs and Kisses~
Aunt Tara <holytara2002@aol.com>
Pensacola, Fl USA - Friday, November 15, 2002 at 08:55 AM (CST)

Tina,
I just wanted to let you know this morning you are constantly on my mind. We are praying for Austin and for you and your family to continue to feel Gods protective arms carrying you through this tough time.

love,
Kevin and Michelle Wilson
Fairhope, - Friday, November 15, 2002 at 08:51 AM (CST)

Hi Tina and Austin,
I am so happy Austin is through his surgery and resting well. You both are amazing! Our family continues to pray for you. We miss you and love you both!!
Paula Word <annafen@prodigy.net>
fairhope, al - Friday, November 15, 2002 at 05:41 AM (CST)

Austin, We are thinking about you and praying for you daily!We hope you are feeling better VERY soon!
Jay Corte <rosemarymcgowin@aol.com>
Daphne, Al USA - Thursday, November 14, 2002 at 04:20 PM (CST)

Just a note to let you know that Heaven is filled with prayers for you! Whatever we ask in Jesus name will be done so that God can get the glory! Bless the LORD, O my soul: and all that is within me, bless his holy name. And forget not all his benefits: Who forgiveth all thine iniquities; WHO HEALETH ALL THY DISEASES!!! Psalms 103
Kina L. Otis <kinalotis@hotmail.com>
Mobile, AL USA - Thursday, November 14, 2002 at 03:57 PM (CST)

Hey Bakers,
I am praying very hard for you guys today! I am glad that the surgrey went ok. I am thanking GOD for yet another chance for precious Austin! I have everyone I know praying for you guys! We lifted you all up at church last night to! GOD has great plans for you Austin and you are probably already fufilling many of those plans right now! I love you buddy and I hope and pray that you have a glorious day! I miss you and your mom so much. Just know that you remain in my heart always and I know GOD will protect you with his healing hand!
With GOD's Enduring Love,
Jessica Calhoun <Jc62285@cs.com>
Fairhope , AL usa - Thursday, November 14, 2002 at 11:39 AM (CST)

Hello,
I am so thankful to hear that Austin's surgery went well and he is healing from it now. He is such a strong little boy. Our prayer is that God's healing hand is constantly surrounding Austin. Hope you all are able to rest alittle.
Love, Terri
Terri <budchip@bellsouth.net>
- Thursday, November 14, 2002 at 10:39 AM (CST)

Dear Tina, We've been keeping up with you two in B'ham. It sounds like the little fellow had another hurdle to jump,and did it quite well. I think about you all daily, and the prayers are constant. Tanya has been telling me about your amazing strength,and I'm not a bit surprised. Remember that with God all things are possible. Gracey, Sadie, and Fred says hello. Love Patti
Patti Kahn <fpkahn@dellepro.com>
Daphne, al. baldwin - Thursday, November 14, 2002 at 10:29 AM (CST)

how great it was to read the latest on austin and know that he is recovering well from the surgery. know that you and he are much loved. may God hold all of you in the palm of His great and mighty hand.

love,

emily
emily
fairhope, - Thursday, November 14, 2002 at 09:42 AM (CST)

Tina Just a note to say I love you. May God's peace surround you today and buoy you up. Hugs and kisses to Austin.
Kelly Hayes
- Thursday, November 14, 2002 at 08:17 AM (CST)

Hello buddy!

Cam and I were out riding around on our bikes again yesterday�hurry up and come home, so you and Meagan can come with us! We�re ready for you to ride with us, and our new planet has some great roads to ride on.

Here�s the thought for the day�

The gem cannot be polished without friction, nor man perfected without trials. -- Chinese proverb

Gee, I wonder who this relates to, eh? Boy buddy, you have been through it, and with each step, with each stage of additional friction comes a little more polish � a little more shine a little more lustre and depth � all of which adds to your character, flavor and the passion that you have blended with your soul.

Shine on!

We love you, buddy.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Chris & Cam

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Thursday, November 14, 2002 at 06:45 AM (CST)

Dear Bakers: I am so thankful that Bucky's surgery went well. You are in my thoughts and prayers constantly..This plucky little boy and his amazing family continue to inspire me every day..Get some rest...We love you.
Kim Matthews <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, November 14, 2002 at 04:12 AM (CST)

Tina,
Yepeeeeeeee!! We are so happy that Austin made it through the surgery just fine! What a fighter! He still continues to amaze all of us. Can you believe you have such an AMAZING son?!!!How blessed you are Tina! We are praying for him at all times. I prayed all the way to Pensacola and back today! You know how much I love to talk!!
You are all loved very much!
Maggie

Maggie and Toby Quimby
Atmore, al usa - Wednesday, November 13, 2002 at 10:43 PM (CST)

Tina,
We are here praying for ya'll. We are thankful that the surgery went well, and we will continue to pray for your family.
Kevin and Michelle Wilson <Mkladybug4@aol.com>
Fairhope, - Wednesday, November 13, 2002 at 10:00 PM (CST)

I am thinking of you and praying all the time!!! I sent an email requesting prayers to people all over. Prayer is so strong! Hope you all have a peaceful evening!
Love.
Linda
Linda Watson <Ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Wednesday, November 13, 2002 at 09:50 PM (CST)

Tina and family,

Our thoughts and prayers are with you this evening. We love you and know that God will carry you and your family through this day. We love you,

Lisa and Matthew
Lisa and Matthew <lematth@aol.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Wednesday, November 13, 2002 at 08:50 PM (CST)

Just thinking of you and sending happy, healing thoughts your way!
Dee Fuhrman <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Wednesday, November 13, 2002 at 05:29 PM (CST)

Hey Tiner Bell!
Hope you are feeling this hug! A bunch of us went to Mary Esther FL this past weekend for our meeting regarding Walk #140. It was great. Everyone was asking me for an update- I want you to know, even though you may not be able to picture certain faces or even know some of these people, the Emmaus Community is thinking of y'all. I am happy to hear the surgery went well. God's hand is definately a part of this. I am amazed at that little guy, and his strength! I mailed out a little update to his prayer chain today with the scripture John 14:1 "Do not let your heart be troubled. Trust in God; trust also in me."
I love you and feel amazingly blessed I was able to talk to you that night! I keep it in a very special place in my heart- it is my little gift from Tina!
OH- By the way, I will always add my email address now!

Anna <warrington@mchsi.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Wednesday, November 13, 2002 at 04:19 PM (CST)

Hey Mrs. Tina and Austin,
I am praying for you guys today! I hope that all is well. I am thinking about you each and every moment Austin. You are always in my heart. Also Meagan is always in my heart because I know that she misses ya'll and I know that this is so hard in her too. Well I miss ya'll and I love ya'll, just put all your trust in GOD he will do the rest.
With GOD's Enduring Love,

Jessica Calhoun <JC62285@CS.COM>
Fairhope, AL USA - Wednesday, November 13, 2002 at 11:37 AM (CST)

Good morning Tina,
I heard from Leah yesterday that Austin had a surgery. How is he doing? Michael was excited to get to talk to Austin the other day. Well, Michael is sick with strep throat and has to stay home from school today. Last night he said a prayer and asked God to make Austin and him well.
We love you and are praying for all the Bakers.
Dee K. Tran <dee@fairhope.com>
Fairhope, al - Wednesday, November 13, 2002 at 10:55 AM (CST)

Hi Tina! Like so many others, I started my morning by hoping and praying that Austin's fighting cells are multiplying like crazy! If you get a chance today, please give us an update. I've tried to call, but have been unable to get you. I trust you know to call me if you need anything at all. Love you friend!
Gayle <gayle@altmayerltd.com>
Daphne, AL - Wednesday, November 13, 2002 at 10:35 AM (CST)

Dear Austin, Tina and Jimmy, I hope all is well with our sweet precious little boy today. I am so thankful that everything went well yesterday. We will pray that he gains a lot of strength and health before his chemo begins. Please let me know if I can do anything for Meagan.
Love you all, Peggy
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, November 13, 2002 at 10:31 AM (CST)

Hey Buddy!

How the heck are you? Cam and I (along with a whole lot of folks) sure hope that you are feisty, passionate and you�enjoying, or at least fully participating in the now.

Here�s today�s thought:

When a person realizes their littleness, their greatness can appear. - H. G. Wells

The wind has blown hard tonight, and it has pushed all of the clouds off of that dark blue slate that we�ve come to know as the sky�or the ground if you�re hanging upside down from a swingset (which we often do). Oh, I forgot to tell you that Monday, a day off from school for folks, Cam had a buddy sleep over (Sunday night), and as the rains rained and rained and rained, they went out to jump on the trampoline and then to ride their bikes through the puddles. Austin, they came back soaked and we all laughed hard, because we could see you doing the same thing, loving every minute of it.

Hurry up and get home, we�re ready to have you over and climb in the door jams, just like Ross and SpiderCam are doing these days � I can�t keep them off the frames of the doors, climbing up to touch the ceiling, bare-sticky-spiderCam-like feet, gripping well and ensuring they don�t tumble.

Pretty funny stuff.

Well, shoot someone with your silly string for us, and we�ll write you tomorrow with another thought.

We love you, buddy.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Chris & Cam

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Wednesday, November 13, 2002 at 09:52 AM (CST)

Dear Austin and Family,

My prayers continue for you each day. Tina, even though we have not met, I feel a bond with you because of the strong faith in God that I see evidenced in your writings. Remember, "God's grace is sufficient".

In Christian Love,
Glenda Mathis
Satsuma, AL - Wednesday, November 13, 2002 at 09:09 AM (CST)

Dear Tina,

Even though I've never met you, I've prayed for your family daily since Linda told me about little Austin. I wish there were no more "new friends" to meet from the hospital.

We hope you find comfort knowing that my husband, Steven & I are praying hard for you tonight. We hope things go well & Austin continues to get stronger. We're praying for complete healing and strength for you all until that time.

God bless you friend,

Kelly & Steven Hicks <khicks6@mindspring.com>
Woodstock, AL - Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 10:31 PM (CST)

Tina,

I thoroughly enjoyed meeting your entire family tonight. You are so blessed to have such an incredible support group.
Austin is such a fighter. I saw that in his eyes as he was taken to surgery. He will fight his way through this. Keep the hope and faith and know that so many, many people are praying for you and your little man! I look forward to squirting him (and you) with silly string....wait let me change that - spiderman webs!! I said this ealier but I feel it is more appropriate tonight...
Where there is pain, I wish you peace and mercy.
Where there is self-doubting, I wish you a renewed confidence.
Where there is exhaustion, I wish you understanding, patience, renewed strength.
Where there is sadness and fear, I wish you love and courage.
Love, Linda

Linda Watson <Ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 09:51 PM (CST)

Hi Bakers, I loved your remarkable news today. Isn't prayer wonderful? We continue to keep your family in our prayers. We realize this is hard on Meagan also. We pray a special prayer for her each day. I pray that God will continue to give you the much needed energy to care for
these children and for yourself. You depend heavily on God; so your faith will carry you through. Love, Mildred Caughron.
Mildred Caughron <gmcuaghron@aol.com>
Knoxville, Tn USA - Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 07:59 PM (CST)

Tina & Austin,
What wonders God provides for us to learn from and reflect on. It's wonderful that Austin is rebuilding the strength to wipe this thing. Our prayers are with you, always,
Karin Ballard <karingate@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 06:29 PM (CST)

My heart is with you and all your family. What more can I say. I love you all.
Amanda Wilson <pittykate@msn.com>
Bay Minette, AL Baldwin - Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 05:58 PM (CST)

Cling to and retain God's Word for His supernatural strength and peace. God is the great Healer, the Rock, the Comforter, and most of all, God is Love!!! We love you and pray for you!!!
Mary Bunch
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 01:21 PM (CST)

Hey Bakers,
This is awesome that we have fighting cells. I am praying for you guys! I miss ya'll and I love ya'll. I know that GOD is going to continue to bless your lives! Just continue to be strong and continue to put all your trust in him! My Love and prays are with you all! Austin I miss seeing you so much. It seems like just yesterday you were running around the store begging me for icecream. Buddy just be strong and continue to put up a good fight. Your smile and those beautiful blue eyes are what gets me through each day. You are so strong and I admire you and I look up to you. Also Mrs. Tina your faith and your peace in GOD teaches me so much. I love you guys and I miss ya'll!
With GOD's Enduring Love
Jessica Calhoun
- Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 11:39 AM (CST)

Tina and Austin,

Keep fighting pal! Looks like his fighting cells are building up and that is great! Our prayers are with you each day. I was just in Michigan visiting my parents and know that they have prayer groups over 1000 miles away praying too. Take care and we love you.
Donna, Donny, Brennan & Jenna
Donna Beasley <dmbeasley@bhcpns.org>
Gulf Breeze, Fl Santa Rosa - Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 11:31 AM (CST)

Tina and Austin
We watch for your updates as Austin continues building his fighting cells. Thank God. We continue our prayers for Austin and the whole family as they support one another. Austin, here is another little joke. What is a good name for an elephant"s trunk??? A NOSE HOSE.
Jerry & Melba Patterson <JWPMIP@worldnet.att.net>
Saraland, Al USA - Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 10:53 AM (CST)

Hi Austin!!!!! You're at it again - amazing and impressing us all with your undefeatable spirit and strength! Everyone is so proud of you!!! Continue to feel better today and give your sweet Mommy a hug for me. We love you,
Ms. Gayle and Emily <gayle@altmayerltd.com>
Daphne, AL - Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 09:39 AM (CST)

Good Morning!!
I hope that ya'll had a good night last night. Hang in there. We love you and are always in our thoughts and prayers.
Leslie
leslie
- Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 09:00 AM (CST)

praise God for these improving counts!! all i know is that continual prayers are being lifted for austin and all of you, and that God loves you more than we could ever imagine. let Him fill you with His never-ending strength, let Him sustain you with the power of His spirit, and let Him carry you with His unlimited love.

i love you so much!

hugs for sweet austin.

emily
emily
fairhope, - Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 08:47 AM (CST)

Good morning, Austin!

It�s rainy and gray down here � has been for a couple days. It drip dropped all night, and I can hear the trees now trying to fake us out, dropping a few drips form their leaves at a time (when the wind blows), to give us the impression that the rain has not let up.

Here�s today�s thought>

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference. -- American poet Robert Frost

So you too have chosen the road less traveled � I�ll be interested in knowing from you as a teenager, what this experience did for you, as your experiencing it is shining a light on the strength we have but don�t unveil very often. The strength is passion � and you seem to live with it plastered all on you.

What a gift you are buddy.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Chris & Cam

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 06:51 AM (CST)

Dear Bakers: I'm so glad I have good news to start my day this morning! Hang in there. We love you.
Kim Matthews <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 04:42 AM (CST)

KEEP FIGHTING AUSTIN, OUR PRAYERS CONTINUE FOR YOU , REMEMBER WHEN WE ARE WEAK HE PICKS US UP, GOD IS HOLDING YOU IN HIS ARMS.
LOVE THE CALHOUNS
LISA CALHOUN <SEACAT4041>
- Monday, November 11, 2002 at 11:28 PM (CST)

GREAT JOB AUSTIN!!! KEEP ON MAKING THOSE FIGHTING CELLS!!!we aRE EXPECTING A remission SOON. GOD HAS YOU IN HIS ARMS.WE MISS YOU SO MUCH . TELL MEGAN HELLO FOR US AND WE SEND YOU BIG HUGS. ALL MY LOVE AND PRAYERS TO THE BAKERS. LOVE MISS CINDY
CINDY WINGO <JNWINGO @ hot mail .com>
ROBERTSDALE, AL - Monday, November 11, 2002 at 10:46 PM (CST)

Wow Austin! Aren't you a trooper?! You must hardly be able to sleep with the sounds of all those angels' wings fluttering nearby. We will continue to pray that your fighting cells grow and grow and soon you'll be ready for more chemo.
kelly hayes
- Monday, November 11, 2002 at 08:54 PM (CST)

Way to go Austin!!!!!! This is answered prayer and such welcome news. Love and hugs........Joan
Joan Sullivan
Daphne, AL USA - Monday, November 11, 2002 at 08:40 PM (CST)

Hi Tina,

I'm taking this as very good news. The power of prayer is amazing medicine, isn't it? We love you and hold you and your family close to our hearts this evening. Our prayer is that Austin will continue to get stronger with each passing hour. God is Great,

Lisa and Matthew
Lisa and Matthew <lematth@aol.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Monday, November 11, 2002 at 08:15 PM (CST)

Tina, We continue to pray for Austin and all of you and were so glad to read your message today. What a powerful medicine prayer is!! Melinda and Louis
Melinda Mapp
Fairhope, Al - Monday, November 11, 2002 at 06:02 PM (CST)

I just wanted you each to know that I was thinking of you today and hoping you had a peaceful day!! I feel very blessed to come to know you (even though I wish the circumstances were different), your strength truly amazes me! I will come by tomorrow and check on you. Promise me you will let me know if there is ANYTHING I can do.

May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him. Romans 15:13

"Cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you". 1 Peter 5:7

Love, Linda
Linda Watson <Ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Monday, November 11, 2002 at 05:47 PM (CST)

Tina: I am thrilled at the news of the increasing counts! I'm going to call Cathi right now and tell her. Thanks so much for the update.
Much love, Betty <fbadams@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Monday, November 11, 2002 at 05:34 PM (CST)

Hey Bakers,
I am praying for you guys today! I hope ya'll had a great weekend. Austin I just know in my heart that you did because you got to see your wonderful sister Meagan! I miss ya'll and I have everyone I know praying for you Austin. I is all going to be okay GOD is with you! He has angels around you protecting you! I love you and you remain in my heart always. Just comtinue to be strong and continue to put upa good fight. May GOD bless you and keep you. May he make his face to shine upon you and be gracious unto you. May he lift his countinance upon you and give you peace.
With GOD's Enduring Love,
Jessica Calhoun
- Monday, November 11, 2002 at 04:56 PM (CST)

Austin and family, our thoughts and prayers are with you all. May the Lord place His healing hands on you and restore you.
Ed & Wendy Winton <wwardwinton@aol.com>
Mobile, Al - Monday, November 11, 2002 at 02:15 PM (CST)

Hey Little Friend!

BANG! The day has begun�and like that KAPOW, I know you are passionately weaving your life into the people that are around you � both in person and in this curious virtual world that allows those that are at a physical distance, to be run and jump and skip with you as well.

Here�s today�s thought:

Life is change. Growth is optional. Choose wisely. - Karen Kaiser Clark

I was just thinking about this yesterday, and it goes hand in hand with the Lombardi thought of the day. It occurred to me that life is indeed change � a series of roller coaster hills and turns and shoots and drops � one right after another, some seemingly overlapping into each other, barely giving a person enough time to catch a breath.

And we can use those times as growth opportunities, to strengthen ourselves through the change, or we can no � it�s our choice.

Let�s choose growth!

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Monday, November 11, 2002 at 06:50 AM (CST)

Tina,
Toby and I just wanted you to know that we love you and your family. We just checked the web page to see if there were any changes in Austin condition. We heard that he had a better day today! He is simply AMAZING!!!!
God Bless You! Your Mom said that she was coming up there tomorrow. Iam hoping that she brings good luck your way!Shes a walking miracle, you know?!!!
Hang in there!
Your friends,
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Sunday, November 10, 2002 at 10:40 PM (CST)

Dear Tina,
I hope you are enjoying much family time this weekend and that Austin's body is fighting like never before. We prayed for you tonight at bible study. I pray you will be comforted not only by the love of your heavenly father, but by the prayers of all who love you and those precious children. Give yourself a hug and a big Milky Way with whipped cream on top. I had one this afternoon in your honor.
kelly hayes <crimehater@aol.com>
fairhope, al usa - Sunday, November 10, 2002 at 09:44 PM (CST)

Austin and Tina, you and your family are in our prayers.
Mary Schang <mary@schang.com>
Pensacola, Fl - Sunday, November 10, 2002 at 08:09 PM (CST)

Tina,
Tonight at church Austin and you all were lifted up. You guys will continue to be in our prayers.
Denise Pippin <dwppip@cox.net>
Niceville, Fl - Sunday, November 10, 2002 at 07:31 PM (CST)

Hi Tina and Austin,
I am so glad to hear that Austin is doing better today! I think of you both daily and pray for your continued strength. We love you bunches!
Paula Word <annafen@prodigy.net>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Sunday, November 10, 2002 at 07:16 PM (CST)

Dear Tina: Like Mary Helen, I don't send a message every day, but I think of you and Austin often and constantly remember you in prayer. I spoke with your mom today, and she says she feels better about Austin's condition, with the increase in white cells. Thank God.

Cathi can't send you any messages right now. Her computer has caught a virus, I guess. Anyway, it's down for a while; however, she is thinking about you both all the time. Kiss your children for us.
Much love, Betty <fbadams@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Sunday, November 10, 2002 at 06:23 PM (CST)

It was so nice to see that smile on Austin's face. I was glad to meet Megan too. Please know that I am praying delingently for you all. Keep your faith!
Love,
Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Sunday, November 10, 2002 at 05:19 PM (CST)

Austin: Nana just called and said that your body is fighting better today. We know you are tough and quite a fighter!!! We are going to give Cisco a bath, brush his teeth, and paint his "toenails" different colors so he'll be ready when you get home.. Aunt Gigi is going to "poodle fur" him up. Your Mom can explain that one..

Much love to you..

Auntie Gigi, Auntie Brenda & Uncle Bob <bwade@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, - Sunday, November 10, 2002 at 01:26 PM (CST)

Hello!!! I was so excited to hear that Austin is doing good today. He is such a fighter!! I wonder where he get's that from?! I hope that ya'll have a good visit with your family. I know that Austin will be glad to see his sister.
We love you, and continue to pray for you guys.
The Dees
Leslie
- Sunday, November 10, 2002 at 12:06 PM (CST)

Dear Austin, Meagan, Tina and Jimmy,
We hope that you are all together this long weekend, and know that it will be good for your spirits to be together.
We wish that Austin did not have this setback. We will get on the donor list as soon as possible.
We pray for all of you many times every day.
Love from the Vogles
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, November 10, 2002 at 12:05 PM (CST)

Dear Tina, We wanted you to know you are in our hearts and prayers. It seems you have a great little man in your life. Our thoughts and prayers will continue to be with your family. Take Care Tina. I know it has been years since we have spoken but call if there is anything I can do. Our love to you, Denise, Dale, Tristen & Somer Jordan
Denise (Jones) Jordan <dmjjdj@aol.com>
Molino, Fl usa - Sunday, November 10, 2002 at 11:32 AM (CST)

Dear Tina,
I am so sorry to hear of Austin's setback. We will definitely be tested for bone marrow and will spread the word about the drive when the date becomes available.
Love, Kristi
Kristi D'Olive <kdolive@netzero.net>
Point Clear, AL USA - Sunday, November 10, 2002 at 08:15 AM (CST)

Tina, All of you have been in my thoughts and prayers contantly. You all are such an example of courage and faith. Your brave little soldier is surrounded by love and prayers and will continue to fight until he wins this battle. I hope today is a good day for all of you.
Rebecca A. Duskin
- Sunday, November 10, 2002 at 07:58 AM (CST)

Hi Austin!

Gotten in any silly string fights lately?

You know, it�s funny, as the silly string frenzy, to me is one of those �passion-definers,� which (passion) is one of the key elements that drives your strength � and that�s pretty awesome. It�s also fitting for the thought for the day:

All the wonders you seek are within yourself. - Sir Thomas Browne

Yes, all of the wonders are within � we�ve touched on that before, as happiness or success does not lie in wait for your to achieve something or to get something or to be something�it is what you are, right now, within. Perfect, magical and passionate.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Sunday, November 10, 2002 at 07:02 AM (CST)

Hi Austin. You and your family are in my prayers.
Mary Huff <mchuff@hiwaay.net>
Clanton, AL US - Saturday, November 09, 2002 at 10:42 PM (CST)

Hello Everyone,
Ross told me that Austin gets to visit with a friend tomorrow. I think that is great. I know they will have such fun. Stay strong in the Lord. We will be tested for bone marrow and we'll recruit others. Tell Austin to have a great time.
Love you,

Terri <budchip@bellsouth.net>
- Saturday, November 09, 2002 at 07:46 PM (CST)

Dear Bakers: I have thought about you all day. Tina, I thought about what you told me the last time we talked which was when Austin was diagnosed, you gave him to God to take care of asking "thy will be done"..He couldn't be in better hands than those or than those of his family, friends and community who love all of you..We continue to pray for you tonight and ask that God take care of Austin and bring you peace..We love you.
Kim Matthews <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, November 09, 2002 at 07:44 PM (CST)

Tina, Austin & Family,

I just spoke with Kim who relayed the latest news to me. I'm at a loss for words. We are here for you in spirit, as brothers and sisters in Christ, as well as in friendship. My heart goes out to you because this has to be one long, exhausting war. I will find out what we need to do in Charlotte to be tested for Austin on Monday.

My prayer this evening is that one of us out here is a good match for your son. God has a purpose and plan for each of us. I pray that one of us is a part of that plan to help heal our beloved Austin.

We love you - you are in our constant thoughts and prayers,

Lisa and Matthew
Lisa and Matthew <lematth@aol.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Saturday, November 09, 2002 at 06:09 PM (CST)

Dear Tina, Jimmy, Meagan and Austin,
As each day dawns, I give thanks for God's many blessings. You have been such a blessing to so many people and I am thankful for your friendship. I pray God's blessings on all of you during this difficult time. Please know that so many people are sending love and prayers your way! If there is anything I can do to help with the donor drive or with anything else, please don't hestitate to call.
Dee Fuhrman <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, November 09, 2002 at 03:46 PM (CST)

Dear Tina and Jimmy,
I just read the news and am at a loss for what to say. During times like these you just have to give it all up to the Lord and let him lead you through the fire. You all have the substance to endure it. You all have been in my thoughts and prayers daily. My heart aches for Austin and you as parents. Please know that I am here and can call on me anytime. I would love to hear from you. We miss you terribly - everyone always asks about you. Come home soon. Always - Marie
Marie Green and family <ktg@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, Al USA - Saturday, November 09, 2002 at 10:57 AM (CST)

Hey Bakers,
I am so sad to hear this! I am praying for all of you! I love you guys and I miss ya'll a lot! It is going to be okay! God will never give up. He will protect you Austin. I will tell everyone I know to get tested. Just put all your hope in the lord, He will be with there is no doubt in my mind. Well take care and Mrs. Tina give Austin a big bear hug from me tell him that I love him! God is with you always.
With God's Enduring Love
Jessica Calhoun
- Saturday, November 09, 2002 at 10:52 AM (CST)

Dear Bakers, I have just read your latest update and my heart was saddened. I know this news is always hard for you to swallow, but you always bounce right back showing your faith and your strenth. You, perhaps, do not realize it, but you are such a blessing to others. Who knows who all you are touching with your profound Christian spirit!
God sometimes uses us in such mysterious ways. I will besure to mention Austin and his family in Sunday School tomorrow. We have a very caring group of people and all have stong beliefs in prayer.

I know how tired you must be and we will be praying that God will continue to give his strength.

Remember we all love the Baker family.
Mildred Caughron <gmcuaghron@aol.com>
Knoxville, Tn USA - Saturday, November 09, 2002 at 10:39 AM (CST)

tina and jimmy,

take hold of the strength God has for you each day. let Him sustain you and austin with His mighty presence and power found in His Spirit within you. you are in the best place you could be, and i love you all very much. this is a big challenge but all of us here are in it with you!

we will get the bone marrow donor drive going as quickly as possible. let me know if there is anything else i can do for you or any of your family.

love you!

emily
emily
fairhope, - Saturday, November 09, 2002 at 10:15 AM (CST)

My thoughts and prayers are with you all!! Please call on me if there is anything I can do.

I can do everything through him who gives me strength.
Phillipians 4:13

Linda
Linda Watson <Ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Saturday, November 09, 2002 at 10:13 AM (CST)

Dear Austin,

We are praying for you each day. You are sure a little fighter. You amaze me. Your family amazes me.

May God's love give you strength and courage to keep on fighting and fighting.

God Bless You and Keep You this day and every day.

Katelyn, your fellow K-1 schoolmate, says to tell you that she is praying for you and hopes that she can meet you real soon.

Love and prayers to each of you.
Kendra and Katelyn Hayes, sister and niece of Maggie Quimby <hayes38@gulftel.com>
Foley, Al - Saturday, November 09, 2002 at 09:20 AM (CST)

Good Morning,
So very sorry to hear this latest news, knowing it was NOT what we all wanted, but trusting in our Awesome Lord that he is always in control and that means NOW!!!!!!

Praying that he will hold Austin in the palm of his hand and fight these Battles for Him.

Know you are covered in prayer,
Beth
Beth Hutchison <bhutchlily@aol.com>
Fairhope, Al USA - Saturday, November 09, 2002 at 09:09 AM (CST)

Howdy Austin!

Autumn is here! We�ve seen leaves starting to turn colors; the cotton pickers are in the fields, thrashing through millions of potential t-shirts and underwear; and the air carries a little bit of a crispness � like a crunchy leaf under foot.

This time of year seems to raw and edgy to me � and it reminds me of you � full of passion, in the color of the leaves and the briskness of the air; which brings on today�s thought:

The real glory is being knocked to your knees and then coming back. That's real glory. That's the essence of it. -- Vince Lombardi

Little friend, Vince Lombardi seems to talk about being knocked down once � you�ve been tripped up several times; and keep getting up, brushing yourself off, smiling that crooked little grin, and heading off anew. And, each time you get up, you seem to grow stronger in knowing that you can, in knowing that you will, and then knowing that you did � not looking over your shoulder in the past, but living each moment as it comes under foot, on your treadmill of life.

Yep, there are ups and downs and slows and fasts on this treadmill. We love to hold you in our thoughts when the belt speeds and the incline increases, and we love to applaud you when you hit a restful downhill or get a chance for the belt to slow a bit.

The glory and essence of all of this is pushing through each �now,� and leaving a then in your wake.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Chris & Cam <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Saturday, November 09, 2002 at 08:15 AM (CST)

Dear Bakers: I was so disappointed to read the news on Austin this morning..I will be thinking about all of you today as you face this new challenge..I'll get on the list at the church as soon as I find out how to do it..I know you're exhausted and worried..Please know that we love you and continue to ask God to take care of Austin and his family every day..
Kim Matthews <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, November 09, 2002 at 05:06 AM (CST)

Dear Tina,
I hate to hear this news! Your mother called tonight but I was not home. I will be calling her first thing in the morning. Tina, I know that Austin can pull through this. He has already proved this many times. He is a fighter just like his Moma! Please know that we are praying for you all the time, Tina. Gods great love and assurance will give you the courage to face each day. Anything and everything can somehow be endured because of Gods presence in your life. Tina Iam praying for you to get some rest and for blessings to surround you in these times of trial and stress. I pray for an inner peace to fill your heart!!!!!!!!!
Heres a little prayer for you:
God Keep You In His Care
There are many things in life we cannot understand, but we must trust God's judgment and be guided by His hand.....
And all who have God's blessing can rest safely in His care, for He promises safe passage on the wings of faith and prayer!!
Love you lots,
Maggie
Maggie Quimby <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, Al USA - Friday, November 08, 2002 at 11:20 PM (CST)

Dear Austin and all your loving family, Here's an exciting scripture from Malachi 4: "For you who fear my name, the sun of righteousness shall rise, with healing in its wings. You shall go forth leaping like calves from the stall." We claim this promise for you every time we pray for you! With love, Ethelyn & Art Barrow
The Barrow Family <wartbarrow@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, November 08, 2002 at 10:20 PM (CST)

Dear Austin, I hope you and your Mom, Dad and Meagan have a good weekend being together. We are praying for you all of the time and will get on that transplant list. Just wish we could do more.
Love you! From the Vogles
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, November 08, 2002 at 08:26 PM (CST)

Dear Tina: Prayers, prayers and prayers.....and so much love to you and to Austin. His fighting spirit and your strength in God and prayer will see you through. I love you and ask our Lord to hold you close. Love, Joan
Joan Sullivan
Daphne, AL USA - Friday, November 08, 2002 at 08:25 PM (CST)

Hello Tina,
I know this is not the news you wanted to hear but it is only a set back. Austin is a fighter and so many prayers are with him that I know he will get better. Please stay strong and try to feel everyone with you. We are thinking of you all constantly. You are in our prayers. Talk to you soon.
Terri <budchip@bellsouth.net>
- Friday, November 08, 2002 at 08:11 PM (CST)

hey, tina, austin, jimmy, and meagan! just wanted you to know that i am thinking of all of you, and lifting up prayers every few minutes..........God has his hands on you, i can just picture it! take special care, and remember how much we love you............
emily
fairhope, - Friday, November 08, 2002 at 02:40 PM (CST)

Dear Tina and Austin,
Kim told me that she had talked with you this past weekend and she brought me up to date on the latest happenings. You and Austin (and Jimmy and Meagan) have been so much in our thoughts and prayers lately. The boys pray for you every night and we still burn "Austin's" candle. My God pour His love and light on you today!
Dee Fuhrman <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, November 08, 2002 at 01:20 PM (CST)

Hey Tina and Family
I am thinking of you and hoping everyone is doing well. Please call when you are home or come by the coffee shop so I can hug your neck. I love you very much and praying for each of you everyday. God is so Good. Please take care of yourself and Austin. Please let us know an update when you can. Love you.
Suzanne
Latte Da'
Suzanne Williamson
- Friday, November 08, 2002 at 09:00 AM (CST)

Hi Austin!

I was watching a movie last night that was kind of interesting. Out of it, I picked off this quote, just like raising your baseball gloved arm to catch a line drive, frozen rope like overhead � stinging your palm, until you take the glove off, ball still buried in the pocket, and rub the red mark that it left.

The quote, and subsequent thought for today? It�s from Epictetus, and reads �if you want to improve, you have to be content to be thought of as stupid or foolish.�

Kind of interesting, eh? I seek constant improvement, picking up as much as I can every second of the day to apply to the present�and, I�ve gotten over worrying about feeling stupid or foolish � that�s how it is living raw and edgy I guess.

How about you? What about your silly string shootings? Using the lens through which I see the world, it seems pretty real and fun and improvement based to me.

Shoot on!

Enjoy the now.

Cam and I are thinking about you, buddy.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Friday, November 08, 2002 at 12:05 AM (CST)

Hey Bakers May God continue to hold you in the palm of his hand and give you strength. (that and a little chocolate...) Thinking of you.
kelly hayes
- Thursday, November 07, 2002 at 09:39 PM (CST)

Tina,

Great news...two fighting cells. We know that Austin is high spirited with a strong determination. He needs all that spunk at a time like this.
I hope and pray that you are getting rest and nourishment. You have truly been an inspiration to us all. Your strength and faith are so strong.
Seth's teacher shared with me today that Seth prays for Austin every day at school. Seth really misses him and asks to see him all the time. Give him a big bear hug from us. If you need anything, give me a call.

Love, Cathy

Cathy Matthews
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, November 07, 2002 at 09:19 PM (CST)

Hi Tina and Austin...so excited about those fighting cells!! and the silly string wasn't bad either...things are never dull with kids around! Thinking of you and praying things get better soon..had lunch with aunt Tonya today, she sure misses you both!!
Love to all.
Cecilia
- Thursday, November 07, 2002 at 08:57 PM (CST)

Dear Tina and Austin,
I have been keeping up with your struggle with these infections and Austin is in our constant prayers for healing. It's great that he is getting back some fighting cells. The whole family, Mother,Hoop,Diann, Dale and Daddy as well as Maggie Quimby and Diane Everette were together for lunch today and everyone is thinking of you all. You are an inspiration to us. Let us know if we can do anything for you. Your faith will see you, Austin and Meagan through this incredibly difficult time. God Bless You.
Love, Cindy
Cindy Matthews Colville
Spanish Fort, AL USA - Thursday, November 07, 2002 at 06:26 PM (CST)

Dear Bakers: "Make the best of what is in your power..Take the rest as it happens." Epictetus
Hope today was a better day..We love you.
Kim Matthews <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, November 07, 2002 at 06:22 PM (CST)

Dear Tina,
Just wanted to let you know that you and your brave little boy are in our thoughts and prayers this day and everyday!
We have prayer for you both and the whole family on every Tuesday morning. This is when I go to Bible Study!! I had lunch today w/ Diann Matthews and her family for her B-day. They are all hoping and praying for a full recovery for Austin. He was the topic of conversation today. Everyone just wants him to get well sooooooo much!!
Tina, just remember that though life is often dark and distressing, no day is too dark and no burden too great that God in His love cannot penetrate!!! Know and believe that no matter what God is there to help out. You already know this because you show it in every thing you say and do. Tina you truly hold the keys to true peace and joy!! Iam grateful to God for our friendship.
We love you alot!!
Maggie, Toby and Boys
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Thursday, November 07, 2002 at 05:02 PM (CST)

Tina and Austin,
You are each (Megan too)in my thoughts and prayers today!!!
...Strength, John 14:27 ....."Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid".

Hugs, Linda

Linda Watson <Ltwatson@mindspring.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Thursday, November 07, 2002 at 01:04 PM (CST)

Hey Baker's,
I am so excited that you have fighting cells! We prayed for you at church last night(Wednesday). I also have been praying for you all day today. They said that you didn't have that great of a day yesterday. I hope that today is much better for you Austin. I love you with all my heart and I can't wait until you can come home again! God is with you and HE will protect you! I have no doubt in my mind that he is going to heal you whether it be a miricle or through the doctors HE will. Here are some encouraging verses from his word:

Let evrything that has breath praise the lord!

Even youths grow tired and weary ,and young men stumble and fall, but those who have hope in the Lord will renew their strength, they will soar on wings like Eagles!

His Love Endures forever!

Fear not for I(GOD) am with you!

God promises that all things will eventually work out for the good of those who love Him (Romans 8:28).

He healed those with withered limbs (Matthew 12:9�14) and those who were paralyzed (Mark 2:1�12)). He raised the dead (Matthew 9:18�26; Luke 7:11�17; John 11:1�45), fed thousands of people from just a few morsels of food (Matthew 14:13�21; 15:29�38). He calmed a storm (Mark 4:35�41), walked on water (Matthew 14:22�33) and caused the blind to see, even those who were born blind (John 9:1�7). And in spite of the awesome magnitude of these miracles, He told His disciples that they would perform greater works than these (John 14:12).

I know this is long but I know it will give you hope Mrs. Tina because I did not find those verses GOD showed them to me for you! I love Ya'll and I am praying for ya'll always!

Jessica Calhoun
- Thursday, November 07, 2002 at 11:57 AM (CST)

Good morning, Austin!

So, can you see that the leaves are changing in Birmingham? We�re seeing a few trees turning the reds and greens of autumn down here � though the humidity has slowed the process a bit � until the cold air snaps in for a day or two. Our thermometers are really getting a workout.

Here�s today�s thought - It's easy to be an angel when nobody ruffles your feathers

That was written anonymously, maybe by an unruffled angel(!) � actually, it seems like the most challenging times are those when our angelness is really put to the test � I can still see your halo, though, glowing softly above your head; the mischievously scrunched up face in that little smile, silly stringing doctors and nurses and even the passersby.

Our challenge? Ruffled feathers! We have a chance to work on this every day � so let�s continue to, in our attempt to make the world the best we can, every moment of every day.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Thursday, November 07, 2002 at 06:43 AM (CST)

Dear Austin, We love you so so much!!! We are continuing to pray. We have been praying for your lungs and appendix to get better SOON. Here's a big hug for you.
Love from all the Vogles
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 10:11 PM (CST)

Hello Tina,
After we talked I wished so that I could be with you in B'ham. I know you are so tired but I thought I could just sit with you. I hope though that you are getting rest. We will pray for great results tomorrow and many more fighting cells. Love,

Terri <budchip@bellsouth.net>
- Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 09:28 PM (CST)

Tina,
We just wanted to let you know that the Wilson's are here praying for ya'll!!! That is awesome about Austin's fighting cells. We will pray that the numbers keep going up and up!!!! We think of you often, and look forward to
seing you hopefully in the near future.
Kevin and Michelle Wilson <Mkladybug4@aol.com>
Fairhope, - Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 07:24 PM (CST)

YYYYYEEEEEAAAAAHHHHHHH AUSTIN! I am so happy to hear about your fighting cells! NOW..... let's multiply....2x2=4, 2x3=6, 2x4=8...well, you get the idea! let's keep 'em goin big boy and soon you will be able to be at home playing just like nothing has ever happened to you, with the thoughts that things do happen for a reason. You and your family will be much stronger after all of this. We may question why things happen to us that we don't understand, but eventually, the answer will come. We are stronger and much better people after we get the answer we desire. You are so lucky to have so many people that are thinking of you and your whole family. You also have such great parents that are there for you. LOVE THEM and Megan with all you have and never take anything for granted! Take care and have a great day tomorrow! LOVE YOU! CATHI
Cathi
Atmore, Al - Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 04:22 PM (CST)

Hey tina thinking of you today. hope the fighting cells are multiplying like rabbits.
kelly hayes
fairhope, al - Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 03:13 PM (CST)

Hello Austin!

I hope your day is going well! I heard you have some fighting cells � YAHOO! Let them do some battle.

Here�s a great thought for the day. It goes hand in hand along with what we believe and know to be true.

I don't think anything is unrealistic if you believe you can do it. I think if you are determined enough and willing to pay the price, you can get it done. -- Mike Ditka

So, I know you�re determined. I know you think you can (remember the Little Engine that DID?), and it�s great to watch you in action � sharing your victories and �one step at a time� taking with this huge circle of friends and supporters that you have in your life.

Thanks for being in ours.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 01:37 PM (CST)

Tina & Austin
I am still thinking of you daily and praying for you daily.I pray those fighting cells start to multiply. I hope that you and Austin have a great day today.Tell Austin if he runs out of silly string to let us know!He sounds like my kind of guy!
Renee S Mack
Atmore, AL - Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 10:42 AM (CST)

you know, we thank God for the little things that are really big things at times, and even though two fighting cells sounds like a little bit, it is HUGE for austin! this is wonderful............i asked stewart to be especially intentional in praying for austin, and he said he would, and believe me, he will. doug and i are keeping you and the entire family in our prayers every day. i also talked with evan yesterday, and asked for special prayer for austin. God is good! and i know how much you love Him.

know how much we love you..........and remember just how much God loves you and how much He wants to pour out His blessings on you and that little man.

love,

emily
emily garner
fairhope, - Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 08:42 AM (CST)

Praise the Lord! Not for the throwing up but for the encouraging news of fighting cells and a little fellow with lots of "spunk". Keep it up, Austin.

God Bless,
Glenda Mathis
Satsuma, AL - Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 08:17 AM (CST)

Thanks for sharing the throwing up story..You know how I love those..(not!!)...Children do have a way of putting every thing in the proper perspective don't they? It sounds like yesterday was a better day (in spite of the vomiting)...Hope today is even better..We love you.
Kim Matthews <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 04:28 AM (CST)

Hi Tina,

I just wanted you to know that we met a wonderful young lady this morning who underwent chemotherapy when she was in kindergarten. She talked about "being bald" and all the kids "rubbing her head like a genie."

This young lady graduated top of her class last year and was accepted to Harvard where she is now a freshman. She spoke to the senior class at Matthew's school today (where she graduated last year) and was such an inspiration to everyone who heard her or heard about her. Her memory of "being bald along with the middle school principal, Sam Caudill - who was also undergoing chemotherapy at the time - taught [her] to never give up and to grab each day as it comes." She was such an inspiration to the kids in attendance (to everyone!!) and radiated hope and optimism for her future. I thought of you as Mr. Caudill relayed the story to me, picturing this poised young lady at the podium. What an inspiration - what an incredible story of endurance and courage and faith.

This is my prayer for Austin this evening: that he continues to be an example of endurance and courage and faith for all of us. Austin has so much to give and do and see. We pray for God's blessings and that He will hold Austin close and heal his amazing little body. You are in our prayers. We love you, Lisa and Matthew
Lisa and Matthew <lematth@aol.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Tuesday, November 05, 2002 at 08:13 PM (CST)

Hello,
Just thinking of all of you. Wanted to let you know I talked with Ross' brother in law (Danny). He is a minister in Texas. His church is keeping up with Austin through us and continue to pray for him. I know God will answer our prayers. Hope you are having a great day.

Terri <budchip@bellsouth.net>
- Tuesday, November 05, 2002 at 05:40 PM (CST)

Hey BOP! I am so glad you got some time at home with Megan. You do need some special home time with her here and there and you need a break too. I hope this message finds Austin fighting as hard as ever. From what I have seen in little boys....they all are unstopable! I never had that here in my house with 2 girls, but I have sure seen enough through others. He needs that little boy power to start showing!! I know you will treasure the day when he goes home with all of his might and spirit shining through....WE ALL WILL! It has and will be a long road, but he is showing that he wants to win this battle and HE WILL because he has such a great family and support system. All of us here in Atmore think of you all constantly and wish only the best for you! TAKE CARE!!!! Love, Cathi aka (JIMTOM)
Cathi
Atmore, Al - Tuesday, November 05, 2002 at 05:38 PM (CST)

Hey Tina, just wanted to say hi and that I was thinking of you two. Its rainy and dreary so I cleaned house! You know how I love that! It was good to talk to you this weekend and please let me know if I can do anything for you.
Lea
Lea Odom <leaodom@att.net>
Fairhope, Al - Tuesday, November 05, 2002 at 03:52 PM (CST)

hi there, tina, austin, jimmy, and meagan! i am sending up a bunch of prayers for all of you. it was wonderful to be with you, if only for a brief time. i was reading in a devotional book about God's power and strength, and so i want to share a little of what i read. this is especially for you and your family as you seek God's power and strength to see you through these days. and we know He will give it and give it in abundance!

My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness. 2 Corinthians 12:9

That your faith might not rest in the wisdom of men but in the power of God. 1 Corinthians 2:5

You are my hiding place; you will protect me from trouble and surround me with songs of deliverance. Psalm 32:7

God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. Psalm 46:1

Do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. Isaiah 41:10

He is holding you!

much love to you,

emily
emily garner
fairhope, - Tuesday, November 05, 2002 at 10:04 AM (CST)

Dear Austin,

Our prayers continue to be with you and your family. We pray the antibiotics will soon clear up the infection and you will have the strength to keep fighting. Sounds like you are a little "trooper".

Love and Prayers,
Glenda Mathis
Satsuma, AL USA - Tuesday, November 05, 2002 at 09:07 AM (CST)

Tina, Jimmy, Megan, and especially Austin. Our prayers are with you everyday.
Frank, Lisa, and Alden
Battles Wharf, Al usa - Tuesday, November 05, 2002 at 08:07 AM (CST)

Hi Austin!

Here�s an interesting thought for the day�

Those who dream by day are cognizant of many things that escape those who dream only by night. EDGAR ALLEN POE

Hmmm, here�s to dreaming, eh? I am a fan of dreaming, both at night and during the day � even though �daydreaming� is not encouraged at school or at work � I encourage it, as dreaming in the day is linked with creativity and reflection and relaxation and, on and on and on.

Dream, visualize and play in your mind � that comes out in your outside actions and the health that you breed beginning within.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Chris & Cam

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Tuesday, November 05, 2002 at 06:54 AM (CST)

Hello Tina,
I am so glad for you and Meagan-that you two got to have some special time together. I am thankful to hear that Austin is fighting the lung infection and will continue to pray for the others to be gone. He is really fighting tough and I know that the Lord will hear our prayers and continue to heal him.

Terri <budchip@bellsouth.net>
- Monday, November 04, 2002 at 10:28 PM (CST)

Hey Mrs. Tina
That is awesome that you got to spend time with Meagan! I know she loved every moment of it. I am praying for you guys! Tell Austin I said hello and that I love him. Tell him to continue to be strong and to continue to put up a good fight! And just know ya'll are being lifted in prayer all the time! GOD is good and he will never leave you he will protect you. I miss ya'll and love ya'll!
With GOD's Enduring Love,
Jessica Calhoun
- Monday, November 04, 2002 at 10:01 PM (CST)

Tina: Just because you haven't heard from me lately doesn't mean that I don't think about you and Austin constantly and pray for his healing. John and I both send our love.

Mary H Graham
Atmore, AL - Monday, November 04, 2002 at 08:17 PM (CST)

Dear Tina & Austin, I'm sorry to hear that things aren't quite going the way you had hoped. TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY! We will hope that for you tonight and also pray for those fighting cells to get to work and do the job they are meant to do. Remember you are always in our thoughts and we love you! LOVE, Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, Al - Monday, November 04, 2002 at 08:05 PM (CST)

Hi Tina & Austin,
It's the start of another week, and we just know this week will bring blessings to both of you. Austin, you keep fighting big guy. Good times are coming, I'm sure. Miss Kim still thinks you are going to run for Senator one day, and I don't know if being Senator Bucky from Alabama constitutes "good times" or not, but we'll take it if it means you grow up to be big and strong and do good things for your country --- and as long as you don't follow in the Carolina Senators' footsteps of not knowing when to retire! You're doing great - you are an inspiration to us all. We love you and are sending prayers and hugs your way. Love, Lisa and Matthew
Lisa and Matthew <lematth@aol.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Monday, November 04, 2002 at 07:49 PM (CST)

Dear Tina & Austin - we pray without ceasing for you and your family. Cousin Bailey was in Sunday School with me this Sunday, 11/3. I sure miss those Martins since their move to B'ham. Tina, God led me to Isaiah 30:18 for preschool chapel this morning. I know He wants me to share that verse with you & Austin also. I know it is so hard being away from Meagan. Yet, the same God who watches over you is always with her- comforting and watching over her. May your faith sustain you, His arms embrace you. Love, Marg

Marg Perelli <mperelli@dumc.org>
Daphne, AL Baldwin - Monday, November 04, 2002 at 10:40 AM (CST)

Hello Austin!

So, how was your weekend with your dad? I know you all had fun.

Here�s the thought for the day�

Succeeding in adversity makes success all the sweeter. At the end of the day, it�s not how far you fall but how high you bounce. Sheila Wellington

So, how is the bounce? Isn�t that a great thing�bouncing? Remember Tigger from Winnie the Pooh? He�s the guy who talks about bouncing. It took me awhile to learn to bounce, and that bouncing is actually a good thing � as when you fall, which is ok to do, if you can bounce and get back up, dust yourself off and move forward again�sometimes in a new direction, you�ll learn to take it all in stride.

Sometimes though, the bouncing is superball like � in that you just take off, and on the second bounce, just like a superball, you take off even faster, sometimes in another direction - before bouncing again, this time without the momentum.

Bouncing�enjoying it and understanding the purpose behind it.

Enjoy the now and make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Monday, November 04, 2002 at 07:17 AM (CST)

Tina, it was great to talk with you in person last night..Although I could hear the weariness in your voice your faith is still there...You and I have talked many times about how things happen for a reason we just don't understand it at the time it is happening to us...I truly believe that these challenges are sent to us to test our faith, help us see what is really important to us, and how many friends we have...You are so fortunate that your faith is so strong...As hard as this is for you imagine how hard it would be if you did not have it..It would be unbearable...We will continue to keep you and Bucky in our prayers...We love you.
Kim Matthews <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, November 04, 2002 at 05:22 AM (CST)

HI BAKERS, just want you to know we are still remembering you in our prayers. I know these days are very hard for all of you, but want you to know that your faith in God is an inspiration for me to get thru the day. Isn't it something, that when we meet with obstacles, it seems we get faith from somewhere. When life is grand, we are not sure we have the faith to carry us thru. God does look after us, doesn't he? Remember we care about you and your family. Love Gayle and Mildred Caughron
Mildred Caughron <gumcuaghron@aol.com>
Knoxville, Tn KNOX - Sunday, November 03, 2002 at 07:38 PM (CST)

Hi Tina & Austin,
Hope this finds you both having a good day!! You are all in my prayers & God Bless your sweet family..Lisa
Lisa W. Salter <junelg11@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Sunday, November 03, 2002 at 07:22 PM (CST)

Dear Bakers, Thinking of you as always! I thought my computer was messed up last night and I wasn't able to write. I hope there is an up date on here soon. We are praying for those fighting cells to get to work so Austin can return to just being a little boy with no worries. Keep us updated on his progress! LOVE YOU, Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, Al - Sunday, November 03, 2002 at 05:22 PM (CST)

Tina, Wanted to let you know that all of you are still in our thoughts and prayers. We pray that Austin is getting stronger every day. Hope today is a good day for all of you!
Rebecca Duskin <duskin@charter.net>
Lanett, AL - Sunday, November 03, 2002 at 11:12 AM (CST)

Hi Austin!

I�m writing the thought for Sunday on Saturday�night. The rain is dribbling down again, back after a couple of clear sky-cool temperature days here. Wonderful. The rain is nice too, though � shimmering down our windows here.

For the thought., Zig Ziglar said, �what you get by achieving your goals is not as important as what you become by achieving your goals.�

I like that one, as it is what we�ve talked about before�it is N O T in the reaching of your mountain peak or �that thing,� but of being mindful of the journey � as mindfulness breeds a change in us right now, which produces a change in us in the future as well.

Valuable stuff.

Cam and I hope your now is terrific � yes, right now. You are with us.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Sunday, November 03, 2002 at 07:07 AM (CST)

Tina: I saw Brenda and Bob last night and asked about you.
You are very lucky to have such a large, caring family in your support system. Austin and you remain in our hearts and prayers. We love you.
Betty and Floyd <fbadams@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Saturday, November 02, 2002 at 02:31 PM (CST)

Hello Everyone,
We are praying for Austin's fighting cells to grow numerous and the antiboditics to fight off the other infections. We are glad he is still in the mood for a fight. We know he is so strong. Just remember we are thinking of and praying for you always. Love,
Terri <budchip@bellsouth.net>
- Saturday, November 02, 2002 at 09:45 AM (CST)

Good morning, Austin!

Here�s the thought for the day:

Human nature is not a machine to be built after a model, and set to do exactly the work prescribed for it, but a tree, which requires to grow and develop itself on all sides, according to the tendency of the inward forces which make it a living thing.
- John Stuart Mill

Interesting to be a tree. Imagine one of those giant oak trees � a giver of life, standing solid, bending swaying, and lasting lifetimes and an identifiable landmark. And the key, sharing the nutrients and inward forces with everything around it.

We see you, little friend, with your proverbial Halloween costume on inside out � tags showing and little fuzz stuck to the pockets � living raw and on the line, sharing your insides and lessons with those around you.

A terrific gift.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love.

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Saturday, November 02, 2002 at 08:38 AM (CST)

Hey Girl

Read a devotional last night that reminded me of you. Will send copy in mail since it is a little lengthy. Thinking of you today...and everyday. Hope God makes your journey today full of hope and promise.
kelly hayes <crimehater@aol.com>
fairhope, al usa - Saturday, November 02, 2002 at 08:29 AM (CST)

Hi Tina, Austin & Meagen,

We hope the week has passed successfully and that Austin is feeling better and building new fighting cells. We just want to let you know that you are never far from our thoughts and always in our prayers. We love you, Lisa & Matthew
Lisa and Matthew <lematth@aol.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Saturday, November 02, 2002 at 07:20 AM (CST)

Hey Austin & Megan! ( I know sister is there visiting!) Hope you two had fun last night. Austin, I sure hope your feeling better by now and that your infection is on it's way to being healed. I think about you and your family every day. Be a good patient and take all your medicines so you can get home again real soon. Take care of your mom! LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, Al - Friday, November 01, 2002 at 05:36 PM (CST)

DeaR Bakers
Austin and all of you have been added to my prayer list. I worked with betty Jo and Jack at the Corps and have been thinking of all of you. Every day is a new day and hopefully will bring a little more strength and healing for Austin. the caringBridge is a great way to keep in touch with everyone.
Take care.
Lynda Crum
Mobile, AL USA - Friday, November 01, 2002 at 03:27 PM (CST)

Dear Austin and Tina,

Well,after several failed attempts to locate you at this site, I was finally successful. Praise the Lord!!!
Trick or Treating in Rock Creek last night just wasn't the same without you. We truly missed our buddies.
I saw Meagan yesterday at school during the Halloween parties. I gave her a big hug.
Seth stayed home from school today due to illness... stomach ache and headache. Of course, I automatically thought too much candy and excitement. He assured me that he didn't eat any candy. Seth wants to give some of his candy to Austin. We love and miss you. You are in our prayers daily.
Cathy and Seth Matthews
Fairhope, AL - Friday, November 01, 2002 at 11:54 AM (CST)

Dear Tina,
Just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you today!!
My best friend from High School is here w/ her two little girls! They will be here until Sunday. Having 5 in the house is really crazy! But FUN!!!!!!!
Did Austin get some Halloween candy? I sure hope so.
Heres a little prayer for you today:
Creator of all seasons, open my eyes to promises of new life slipped into even the dreariest of situations. Give me the ability to believe they are harbingers of the good things you have in store for me!!!!!!!!!!!!
My prayer for you today is that you will continue to be the STRONG women of GOD that you have been through these tough times! Same for Mr. Austin!! He is absolutely a very tough little boy!!!
Love you lots and lots,
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
Atmore , Al USA - Friday, November 01, 2002 at 11:24 AM (CST)

Dear Tina and Austin,
My thoughts have traveled to you all often since I read your journal entries yesterday. I know that the good folks at Children�s and volunteers provided you with lots of candy and maybe a stuffed animal or two. Some of those nurses and residents don�t even need to dress up because they�re pretty scary coming at you every day with those meds, stethoscopes, thermometers, and blood pressure machines (don�t tell them I said that!). Tina, your strong faith is refreshing and encouraging. Real, strong faith takes us to the heart of God in the midst of our struggles. It understands that He joins us in our circumstances and allows us to know Him, to experience His presence, and find in Him our hope. Real faith is realizing that there isn�t a place that life can lead us that can run God�s love and presence from our lives. In the middle of the storm, no matter how tough it gets, we can call to God, know He hears, and can invite Him into our hearts to help us through. And there our hearts will find their home. God�s blessings to you both. My prayer for you all today comes from the Psalms, �Be of good courage, And He shall strengthen your heart, All you who hope in the Lord�(Psalm 31:24). Stay strong and may healing come soon.

Beth Billy <beth.billy@jdcc.edu>
Brewton, AL USA - Friday, November 01, 2002 at 08:29 AM (CST)

Tina-Just wanted you to know that we are continuing to lift Austin and your whole family up in prayer. We even have the prayer team and several small groups at church praying for you. My heart aches at the thought of what you must be going through. It continues to amaze me how you carry yourself with such a grace and peace that can come from only our great God above. Your faith is truly inspiring. We will pray without ceasing for complete healing. In His love, Jayne Godfrey
Jayne Godfrey <JGodfrey11@aol.com>
Spanish Fort, AL - Friday, November 01, 2002 at 07:43 AM (CST)

Good Morning, Austin!

So, did any goblins scare you yesterday? We had all kinds of ghouls, ghosts and goblins come to our house � we gave away a bunch of candy�handfuls to the first few groups, as we usually don�t have that many folks.

We did last night � we missed you, and will get you doubly next year.

The thought for the day? Patricia Neal says, �A strong positive attitude will create more miracles than any wonder drug.� Austin, you know me to be a big believer in this�and I see it in you too � I see it on your little crinkled up smiling face, mischievous at times, every time I see you � laughing, playing, giggling and running and jumping and climbing and�happily optimistic about the way the world is spinning. Boy, that is the most wonderful thing you can take or do for yourself and those around you.

We all feel it � we are all living it � and, the funny thing is that it takes just as much energy to be happy and optimistic as it does to turn the other way.

Yet, outcome and outlook wise, there is just not comparison.

Here�s to the sun shining on our parades every day!

Enjoy the now.

Make today great.

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Friday, November 01, 2002 at 07:36 AM (CST)

Dear Bakers: I missed seeing your smiling faces tonight when I opened my door to welcome the trick or treaters...I always looked forward to seeing you...I'm sure you'll be by next year to scare me silly! The village ain't the same without you... I hope you've had a good day...You continue to inspire me every day..Take care.
Kim Matthews <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, October 31, 2002 at 08:23 PM (CST)

Happy Halloween Austin - maybe you can scare that infection right out of you! So good to hear that you're such a big boy and taking your meds! That's terrific. But, you just keep on keeping everyone in line. We sure miss you, but know that you'll be back soon stronger than ever. Love to you and your wonderful Mom. And to Meagan too. Hugs, Joan
Joan Sullivan <jsulli9396@AOL>
Daphne, AL USA - Thursday, October 31, 2002 at 08:06 PM (CST)

Wow, I really felt like I was looking straight into the eyes of HARRY POTTER this morning!! And when you waved your wand at me I was sure a magic spell was cast. You made a great Harry Potter!! I hope you had fun and got lots of candy.
I am going to Nashville tomorrow to see Alabama play Vanderbilt. I heard that some Alabama players came by to see you. Does the fact that you have a signed Auburn football mean you are an Auburn fan??? Well, Roll Tide anyway.

Give your Mom a big hug for me! I will come see you Monday and maybe you can show me how your airplane flies. Hope you have a easy restful weekend....You too, Tina!
Smiles,
Linda
Linda Watson <Ltwats@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Thursday, October 31, 2002 at 05:29 PM (CST)

Tina -- Just a note to let you know that there are many prayer warriors from Atmore sending daily prayers up for you and Austin and the rest of your family. A dear friend of mine has walked in your shoes, Tina, and she will be the first to tell you that what you are experiencing is not easy. But she will also tell you that God's grace will carry you through this experience and that He is the great Comforter. I spoke with your Aunt Brenda, and she filled me on Austin's progress. My family and I are keeping up with you guys and are praying for Austin's recovery. Just continue being the wonderful mom that you are (This is SO obvious from your journal entries!) and being a light for Austin. Love and prayers, Mary Beth Brantley Lancaster
Mary Beth Lancaster <mb.lancaster@jdcc.edu>
Atmore, AL USA - Thursday, October 31, 2002 at 02:16 PM (CST)

tina and austin- we have all been praying for you and we will continue to. I hope austin and you are feeling better. please let me know if you need anything.
renee s. mack <fcg@frontiernet.net>
atmore, al escambia - Thursday, October 31, 2002 at 01:18 PM (CST)

Dear Tina and Austin,
My name is Beth Billy and I am a good friend of Mary Beth (Brantley) Lancaster of Atmore. Our infant son, Matthew, was diagnosed with AML at 9 weeks of age on October 15, 2000. He, too, was surrounded by many, many wonderful, caring, and compassionate doctors, nurses, and staff at Children's Hospital. Altough Matthew put up a great fight and had a perfect match from his brother, he relapsed about 4 months following his bone marrow transplant. We miss him daily and, too, find much comfort in knowing that he is in heaven and that he fulfilled his purpose here on earth much sooner than most of us do. What I would like to say to you is ALWAYS pray for healing, peace, and strength; I can tell from your journal entries that you're faith is very strong. You have already done the most important thing you can do and that's turn Austin over to the Lord. Only he can heal him whether it's through medicine or his direct touch. NEVER, EVER GIVE UP HOPE. Please know that people from all over are praying for you, Austin, and Meagan. And it is true, you can FEEL the prayers. I know that we did and it sustained us through our journey with Matthew. You have made wonderful connections with other families and hospital staff. Surround yourself with their love. Reach out and comfort others, and that comfort will come back to you many times over. We all share a common bond that no one else will ever understand and don't need to. You will cry, hurt, celebrate, and find much joy in spite of the pain that encompasses your daily life. Take shelter in God's care and find rest in His strength. If you would like for me to contact you let me know by e-mail or through our mutual friend, Linda Watson. She is a God-send. Give her a big hug for me. And tell the folks on 4 Tower I said, "hello." You will stay in my prayers.
Beth Billy <beth.billy@jdcc.edu>
Brewton, AL USA - Thursday, October 31, 2002 at 12:22 PM (CST)

Hey Austin!
Happy Halloween! I hope you have a great day. I am praying for you and your family! When I say faimly I mean you and your real family plus all your extended family at the childern's hospital. I hope they let you have sOme candy today! If they don't just give' em your good left hook. I love you and I can't wait for you to come home! Take care and know GOD is with you always!
With GOD's Enduring Love
Jessica Calhoun <JC62285@CS.COM>
Fairhope, AL USA - Thursday, October 31, 2002 at 11:37 AM (CST)

Happy Halloween Austin! Hope you are feeling better each day.We hope you have lots of treats today.You and your family continue to be in our thoughts and prayers.Give your Mom a big Halloween hug for us and have her give you one for us.
Our love,Julie and Bobby
Julie Quimby
Atmore, Al - Thursday, October 31, 2002 at 11:32 AM (CST)

Happy Halloween Austin! What do you call a monster chasing a car full of people? HUNGRY! HA HA! You can "treat" your nurses to that little joke today...but remember...no tricks! We hope you have a wonderful time trick or treating tonight. Don't eat too much candy and get a tummy ache! Tell your mother I said Boo! Love,
Ms. Gayle and Emily <gayle@altmayerltd.com>
Daphne, AL - Thursday, October 31, 2002 at 09:47 AM (CST)

Happy Halloween Austin!

BOO!

Cam and I carved a pumpkin last night, busted open several of the bags of candy (we�ve got to sample it), and prepared for the big trick or treat-fest!

We thought we�d drop this thought on you from Howard Thurman:

Follow the grain in your own wood.

Hmmmm, follow your own grain, eh? By that what do we mean? Well, we can all learn from that, as it isn�t doing or being what others want us to be or to do, it means supporting and developing those strengths and skills in ourselves so as to live mindfully from our heart and soul � as that is the real living, and is the direction of the grain in our wood.

Enjoy the now and � make today great!

We�re thinking of you.

Love,

Cam and Chris

Chris & Cam <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Thursday, October 31, 2002 at 06:51 AM (CST)

We are keeping track of your visits and returns to the hospital through P&P.

Our prayers and those of St John's are with you all -- hope to see you sometime when it is convenient for you.

Pete & Barbara
Pete Gleszer <g0777@aol.com>
- Wednesday, October 30, 2002 at 07:45 PM (CST)

Hey Austin!

I am so glad I found your website. You are such a precious little guy and I love coming by to visit you. Maybe some time I can come by and you can show me how you play all those cool games on your gameboy or we can play another game if you want. Just let me know. Hope you are feeling better real soon. You are in my prayers!
Miss Linda

Tina,
This is my wish for you tonight.......
Where there is pain, I wish you peace and mercy.
Where there is self-doubting, I wish you a renewed confidence.
Where there is exhaustion, I wish you understanding, patience, renewed strength.
Where there is sadness and fear, I wish you love and courage.
Please, please call me whenever you need a friend, break,
or whatever! As I said I am only right across the street at Camp SAM and can come over at anytime.
Your Friend,
Linda

Linda Watson <Ltwats7@aol.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Wednesday, October 30, 2002 at 06:30 PM (CST)

HI AUSTIN,HOPE YOU ARE BETTER.SORRY YOU HAVE AN INFECTION, KEEP FIGHTING.!MAYBE SOME HALLOWEEN CANDY WILL HELP. I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME. BE SWEET TO YOUR MOM,SHE IS SO GOOD TO YOU. ALL MY LOVE & PRAYERS, "MISS CINDY " MR NELSON , ASHLEY, MICHAEL,BRIDGET ,JOHN (jagger coco & cows)
Cindy Wingo <jnwingo@hotmail .com>
Robertsdale , Al - Wednesday, October 30, 2002 at 05:50 PM (CST)

TINA AND AUSTIN,
SHAWN AND I WISH A GREAT DAY FOR YOU. WE HOLD YOU UP TO GOD ALL DURING THE DAY AND NIGHT. WE HOPE YOU WILL SOON GET TO GO HOME AND BE WITH THE REST OF YOUR FAMILY. LOVE IN CHRIST,
BETH AND SHAWN LINAM

BETH LINAM <slinam@econec.net>
ATMORE, AL usa - Wednesday, October 30, 2002 at 04:28 PM (CST)

Tina,
Iam so sorry that I wasn't able to talk to you the other night. Toby was so glad to get the chance to, though. I am so glad that Austin is doing a little better. Tell him that he had us very scared last week!! Please know that you are all in our prayers each and every day and night!!!!
We love you lots!! Hang in there!
God Bless you!
DeColores!
Maggie
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Wednesday, October 30, 2002 at 02:25 PM (CST)

Good morning, little friend!

Take a look at what Alice Walker passed along for the though of the day�

Don�t wait around for other people to be happy for you. Any happiness you get you�ve got to make yourself.

Isn�t that interesting�? To that, in addition to not waiting for �people� to make you happy, I�d add �things!� It�s pretty easy to convince ourselves that �once we get such and such, or achieve this and that,� we�ll be happy.

The question though, when reaching these summits, or achieving these things is an easy one: Happy yet?

The answer may be a �fleeting� yes, always dashed by a passing hour or day.

However, the happiness we have the power to create within ourselves is lasting.

Enjoy the now.

Peace to you our little friend.

Make today great!

Love,

Chris & Cam

Chris & Cam <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Wednesday, October 30, 2002 at 09:36 AM (CST)

Dear Austin,
Mary was in a play at school today. She was a field mouse and got to run around a lot. It was so funny and would have made you laugh. I helped the K-1 children have their hearing and eyes tested, but your class didn't come while I was there.

Zachary Anderson's mom asked how you are doing. She is thinking about you and praying for you too.

Hope that you and Mom are getting some rest. I hope Meagan and your Dad will get to see you and Mommy soon.

Love, Mrs. Peggy
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 08:51 PM (CST)

Hi Tina,

We have been thinking about you alot and sending up many prayers for you. Try to feel God's love surrounding you during this trying time. Your faith is amazing...and I pray Austin will feel better soon.

Theresa and David Jellenc
Montrose, AL - Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 08:00 PM (CST)

We love you and think about you all the time. We will see you next week. Happy Halloween.
Papa & Barbara <BMoseley1@excite.com>
Orange Beach, AL Baldwin - Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 07:35 PM (CST)

Hi Austin and Tina,

Just a quick note to let you know that we're thinking of you this evening and that we're praying for those "fighting cells" to come back to Austin in full force. Austin, keep up that "fighting left hook" - it shows you still have a lot of fight left! We love you all - and hope that tomorrow is a better day.
Lisa and Matthew <lematth@aol.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 06:48 PM (CST)

Tina, the end to your last post was so ironic as I saw Megan at Target (my second home)tonight...She has gotten so tall..The first thing I said to her was "you look just like your Mother!"...She will hate that later on, I'm sure...but she has that softness about her features that you and your sisters have...She gave me a big ole hug and a big smile...She seems to be doing well...I'm sure she misses you bunches but she understands that you are doing what you have to do...I'm glad to hear that Bucky is in a room and is continuing to fight this latest battle...We continue to remember your family in our prayers...I hope you are able to get some rest...Please hang in there...We love you.
Kim Matthews <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 06:35 PM (CST)

Hey GUYS! Here's hoping your having a great day today! I sure hope those fighting cells get back to work so Austin can have some help with his battle. Kiss him for us and tell him we are constantly thinking of him. Please get some sleep when you can, you can get run down before you realize it. Take care! Love you! Cathi
Cathi
- Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 04:38 PM (CST)

Tina, Our prayers continue to be with you and Austin. My little 6 weeks old premature grandson was flown to Tulane in New Orleans Tues for open heart surgery. Thanks to knowing about your web page my son has established a homepage for him. Will you please let Jack and Betty Jo know. I worked with Jack in the Safety Office. Thanks, Glenda Mathis

http://www.caringbridge.org/al/camdon

Glenda H. Mathis
- Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 02:52 PM (CST)

Hey Tina. Tried to write yesterday, but couldn't get computer to cooperate. Praying for you several times a day and always have you on my heart. Much love, Kelly
kelly hayes <crimehater@aol.com>
fairhope, al usa - Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 02:13 PM (CST)

Tina, I've been sitting here at my computer struggling for the perfect words to say. Of course, there aren't any. I decided to just say that I've been thinking of you and Austin since talking to Louise on Sunday. Your entries on the web page suggest that you have wonderful support from family and friends and I'm glad to know that you do. I've printed the pictures of Austin (and I'm assuming that's Meaghan in one of them). I'm going to put them on my frig as reminders throughout the day to stop and say a prayer for Austin and for you and all the people who are assisting him in any way. Ask him for me if there's anything he'd like from Alaska.
With love,
Boots OBrien <bootsalaska@gci.net>
Anchorage, AK USA - Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 01:46 PM (CST)

Hey Tina & Austin,
I'm thinking about you today & praying it is a good one for you two. Please give Austin my love and tell him how much we think about him! Look for a care package this week that will hopefully bring some cheer for you both. I included a scrapbook because I asked if you picked one out & I was told you didn't so I hope you like it. I love you Tina & God Bless,
Karin Wilson <panp@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 12:54 PM (CST)

Hey Mrs. Tina and Austin
I am praying for you guys today! It is good to know that Austin can still yell and put up a fight, even if it is with the nurses and doctors! Thats my Austin for ya! I hope that you are getting some rest Mrs. Tina! I miss ya'll and I can't wait for Austin to get better and come home. GOD is good all the time and he will protect you buddy! Just be good and take your medicines! I love ya'll! And you are being lifted in prayer at every moment!
With GOD'd Enduring Love,
Jessica Calhoun <JC62285@CS.COM>
Fairhope, AL USA - Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 12:05 PM (CST)

I am Art and Ethelyn Barrow's granddaughter. My grandparents told me about Austin and asked me to visit this website. I just had a son, my 1st child, 6 months ago. He is everything to me. My prayers are with Austin and his family.
Alegra Cochran <ACochran@hopsonline.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 10:57 AM (CST)

Good morning, Austin!

I was thinking about the theme we have going these days, be mindful of living right here and right now, and then had this quote dropped into my email this morning for today�s thought �

To travel hopefully is a better thing than to arrive, and the true success is to labor. -- Robert Louis Stevenson, 1881

Being mindful of the now is about traveling, and about enjoying the journey, however difficult it may be at times; as it is in the journey that we gain density and taste the flavor of what life has to offer.

A life full of arrivals would seem like a bowl of vanilla ice cream.

Enjoy the now and make today great!

Love,

Chris & Cam

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 08:22 AM (CST)

Hi Tina! I just wanted you to know that Bill, the girls, and I pray for Austin everyday. You have been in our thoughts so much. I keep updated by Leslie,and so many others who love you two. Can't wait to see you next time ya'll are home. Stephanie
Stephanie Morrison <Montrosesupervet@aol.com>
Daphne, AL USA - Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 07:46 AM (CST)

Dear Tina,
I hope that you will find the time to rest, I know that you have to be totally exhausted. I have kept that little man in my prayers daily and I will continue to. I have wanted to call you, but have been afraid that I would call while you might be taking a nap. Thanks for the updates, I hope the next one is filled with wonderful news. Hang in there! Love, Kristi
Kristi D'Olive <kdolive@netzero.net>
Point Clear, AL - Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 07:31 AM (CST)

Hey Austin, We are so happy to learn that you have moved into a regular room. We see Miss Peggy around town and she is good about keeping us posted and asking for prayers for you.

Here are a few goolish jokes...maybe they'll bring a smile just in time for Halloween...What does a ghost use to go hunting?...A boo and arrow. What baseball team do ghosts like best?... The Toronto Boo Jays. What did Dracula say about his girlfriend?... It was love at first bite. What did one skeleton say to the other skeleton?... I've got a bone to pick with you. Ha! Ha!

We think about you and pray for you often. Hope you are feeling better soon. Sending God's love, The Hudnall's

Dian Hudnall <hudnall@datasync.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, October 28, 2002 at 08:29 PM (CST)

Hey Tina & Austin! I sure hope your little angel is feeling better today and that you have found out the source of the fever. When will another round of chemo be started? What about another homecoming? I know Megan lives for those days when you are both home with her. Hopefully very soon your lives will be back to normal and Austin will have WON THIS BATTLE. I will check in with you later, have a great night! LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, Al - Monday, October 28, 2002 at 06:27 PM (CST)

Dear Austin and Tina,

So happy to hear you are out of ICU and in your own room! You have been in our thoughts and prayers daily! You are so blessed to have so many people who love you and care for you. With God's help you will only get stronger! We love you and miss you. Miss Jan and Sam McDonald
Jan McDonald <mcdove123@msn.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Monday, October 28, 2002 at 04:59 PM (CST)

Dear Tina and Austin,
Glad to hear that things are going better and that Austin is feeling better. Hope you can get some rest! Love and prayers are being sent your way!
Dee Fuhrman <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Monday, October 28, 2002 at 02:38 PM (CST)

Hey Mrs. Tina and Austin
I am praying for you guys today! I miss ya'll and I hope you get better soon Austin. I know GOD will protect and take care of you buddy! I love ya'll and I miss ya'll!
Wtih God's Enduring Love,
Jessica Calhoun <JC62285@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Monday, October 28, 2002 at 12:12 PM (CST)

Whoopee! We're so glad to hear that our wonderful and fearless Austin has been moved to a room outside of PICU. Only "treats" this week, big guy - keep fighting and don't give up now. We love you and are so glad to hear this news.
Lisa and Matthew <lematth@aol.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Monday, October 28, 2002 at 07:38 AM (CST)

Hi Austin!

I hope your day has begun greatly, and that you are fully mindful of being where you are and what you are right now.

Here�s today�s thought:

When you do the common things in life in an uncommon way, you will command the attention of the world. George Washington Carver

So, I guess you�ve selected an uncommon way to share your message, insight and light. Thanks for being the candle that so many of us can act to reflect.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Monday, October 28, 2002 at 06:57 AM (CST)

I was so glad to read that Bucky is out of PICU this morning...I know you all would rather be at home, but we'll take a regular room for now...We continue to think about you every day and remember you in our prayers...Please try to get some rest today...We love you.
Kim Matthews <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, October 28, 2002 at 04:33 AM (CST)

Austin,
I am soooo glad to hear you are doing better and they put you in your own room now. That's wonderful news. I heard that you and my mom, Auntie Brenda, had fun carving your pumpkin for Halloween. I'm praying for and thinking of you everyday. Tell your mom, if she needs anything at all to give me a call anytime. Love, Samantha
Samantha Wade <daisy99_29@yahoo.com>
Atmore, AL USA - Monday, October 28, 2002 at 12:26 AM (CST)

Hi Tina & Austin, I'm glad to hear Austin is in a room & is doing better. Both of you amaze me!!
Take Care, Lisa Salter
Lisa W Salter <junelg11@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Sunday, October 27, 2002 at 07:17 PM (CST)

Dear Austin, We are saying lots of prayers for you. Rev. Joe gave an update in church about your progress this morning and everyone was asking about you. Hope you have a great day. Love, The Vogles
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
Fairhope, Al - Sunday, October 27, 2002 at 01:20 PM (CST)

Dear Austin and Tina: Prayers will be answered because God is there with Austin and you every moment. And your Austin is full of fight and love of life! Love to you - hugs - Joan
Joan Sullivan <jsulli9396@AOL.com>
Daphne, AL USA - Sunday, October 27, 2002 at 10:36 AM (CST)

Austin, hang in and put up the fight - we love you guy!
Tina, our prayers are with you all. Love,
Karin Ballard
HiHope, USA - Sunday, October 27, 2002 at 09:32 AM (CST)

Hi Austin!

Bruce Crampton says�

Life is a compromise of what your ego wants to do, what experience tells you to do, and what your nerves let you do.

Your nerves may be a little ragged, though Cam and I know that�ll never stop you from creating the life you want � despite the circumstances, events and situations that are surrounding and pawing at you.

We�ll all do well to learn from your strides, bravery by the finger you point so strongly out in front as �the way.�

Enjoy the right now, little friend.

Make today great!

Love,

Chris & Cam

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Sunday, October 27, 2002 at 07:17 AM (CST)

WHAT'S THE GOOD NEWS???? somebody please update me!!!!!
Cathi Coon
Atmore, Al - Sunday, October 27, 2002 at 12:02 AM (CDT)

Tina thank you for calling. It was so good to hear the wonderful news. Austin is such a tough little precious boy. You are right when you said God is good. He is and he will watch after Austin. Hope you got alittle rest. Thanks again for the great news. Terri
Terri <budchip@bellsouth.net>
- Saturday, October 26, 2002 at 11:03 PM (CDT)

Tina,
We are praying for Austin and that God continues to give you the strength you need to get through all of this. Take care

love,
Kevin and Michelle Wilson <mkladybug4@aol.com>
- Saturday, October 26, 2002 at 10:13 PM (CDT)

Tina,
Please know that you and Austin are in our thoughts and prayers. Tell Austin that I saw Molly and Jeffrey and that they send him their kitty love. If we can do ANYTHING just let us know.

Love ,
Jennifer and Bob
jennifer and Bob Lokey <rhljsl@aol.com>
Fairhope, Al U.S.A. - Saturday, October 26, 2002 at 09:09 PM (CDT)

HEY! Thanks for the update on Austin. Keep us posted on his progress. He has to be a tough little guy to have gone through all this. We think of you all daily and hope everything is going your way today. Let us know when they put him in a room. Get some rest whenever you can so you can be there when he needs you! Take care and I will check in with you tomorrow. Love, Cathi REMEMBER THIS?.....What makes that little old ant, Think he can move that rubbertree plant!!!!!!!!!!!!
Cathi Coon
Atmore, Al - Saturday, October 26, 2002 at 05:02 PM (CDT)

Hi Tina and Austin - Gee, we're sorry about Austin's setback, but he has proven time and time again he is a determined young soul who is going to lick this thing and show us all! We continue to pray for God's grace with your family and that He and His angels stay close to Austin's side. We love you and wish we were closer so we could help out. Prayers will have to do for now. xoxoxoxoxoxo - Lisa and Matthew
Lisa and Matthew (Kim's family) <lematth@aol.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Saturday, October 26, 2002 at 04:31 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina, Bobby and I have each of you in our thoughts and prayers. Tell Austin that we know he is a fighter and to hang tough.We think of you each day. Tina, take care of yourself and hang tough along with Austin.

Our love and prayers,
Julie and Bobby
Julie Quimby
Atmore, Al - Saturday, October 26, 2002 at 04:26 PM (CDT)

Dear Austin, We are praying that you will feel better soon. We hope you get out of ICU soon. Please give Mommy, Daddy and Meagan a hug for us. We love all of you and are sending lots of prayers your way. Much love, Mr. Steve, Mrs. Peggy, Rachel, Mary and Ellen
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
Fairhope, Al - Saturday, October 26, 2002 at 02:46 PM (CDT)

Hi Austin!

We went to the Haunted Forest last night, and got scared. You�ll have to ask Cam about the chainsaw people.

How about a thought for a rainy, dark, muggy Saturday morning, eh?

In every person who comes near you look for what is good and strong; honor that; try to imitate it, and your faults will drop off like dead leaves when their time comes. John Ruskin

And the converse, of course, accessible to all of us, is for each of us to be able to do this...and interestingly, our little friend, is that we can gain a lot of insight and strength from you, as we have said over and over and over again, watching you arch your back, give that mischievous little smile, and attack the bad cells inside.

Here�s to great days and enjoyment of the now!

MTG>

Love,

Chris & Cam

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Saturday, October 26, 2002 at 11:30 AM (CDT)

Dear Tina, Jimmy, Meagan and Austin,
Didn't know until I read your update that Austin was in PICU. Please know that we are sending lots of extra prayers his way. May God keep you in the palm of His hand.
Dee Fuhrman <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Saturday, October 26, 2002 at 10:38 AM (CDT)

Dear Bakers: I'm sorry to hear about this little setback...Don't let it get you down because I'm sure this type of thing is to be expected...Tell Bucky to keep fighting and we'll keep praying...We love you.
Kim Matthews <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, October 26, 2002 at 06:16 AM (CDT)

HEY BAKERS, SORRY TO HEAR OF AUSTIN'S SETBACK. HOPE HE'S BACK TO HIS OLD SELF SOON. BEEN A HECTIC WEEK FOR US-I'VE HAD SOME LATE NIGHTS AT THE OFFICE. THANK GOD WASHINGTON D.C.'S NIGHTMARE IS OVER. ALL THE FUHRMANS ARE CONTINUING TO PRAY FOR AUSTIN'S RECOVERY AND PEACE FOR ALL OF YOU. TAKE CARE - TIM.
TIM FUHRMAN <FABFUHR52AOL.COM>
FAIRHOPE, AL - Friday, October 25, 2002 at 10:57 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina and Austin: I just found out that you had to make an emergency trip to Birmingham last night. I'm so sorry your "vacation" was interrupted, but I know also that
the little blonde one is in the best of hands at UAB, and with his mommy right there, and God too, he will pull through this too. Please know that we're all praying and sending just so much love to you all. Love you - hugs - Joan
Joan Sullivan <jsulli9396@AOL>
Daphne, AL USA - Friday, October 25, 2002 at 07:19 PM (CDT)

Hey T! I sure hope Austin is out of ICU by now and is feeling much better today. I have been thinking of you all today so much, I just jumped right on here to see if there was an update. I will keep checking in and hopefully you will have gotten a chance to let us know how he is in a few days. Yall take care of each other! love you! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, AL - Friday, October 25, 2002 at 04:12 PM (CDT)

Dear Bakers. I wanted to share encouraging words from the Book of Hebrews: "Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see." "...let us draw near to God with sincere heart in full assurance of faith," "Let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for he who promised is faithful." "Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you." "The Lord is my helper; I will not be afraid." We love you and pray for your strength and endurance as you continue to press forward!!! Mary
Mary Bunch
Fairhope, AL - Friday, October 25, 2002 at 02:30 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina,
Iam so grateful that your Aunt Brenda called to tell me about Austin! Please know that we are praying for him! We love you, Tina. Bobby and Julie are praying for you also.We are hoping that his fever will break and he will be back to himself in a few days. Your Aunt Brenda told me that she was able to come and stay w/ you and they carved a pumpkin! How fun! I know you love to see Austin smiling and having fun.
Hang in there, Austin!!
We love you all!
Maggie
Maggie Quimby <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, Al USA - Friday, October 25, 2002 at 02:22 PM (CDT)

Hey Mrs. Tina and Austin!
I love you guys and I am praying for ya'll today! Austin keep fighting that infection, so you can come home again real soon! Just pretend that you are playing with your army men toys and that they are in a battle AUSTIN VS. INFECTION!
Fight hard with your weapons: sleep, food, plenty of juice, and last but not least special medicine! Just continue to be a good trooper and I have no doubt in my mind that you(with God's help) will win the battle!!!!!!!! I love you buddy and you remain in my heart always! So fight a hard battle and don't give in to the INFECTION side at all! HAVE NO MERCY ON THE INFECTION! Fight hard! Mrs. Tina I saw Meagan last night at the homecoming parade and she was having a great time and I told her that she and I are going to hang out one day next week, she was excited! My prayers are with you all!
With GOD's Enduring Love
Jessica Calhoun
- Friday, October 25, 2002 at 11:50 AM (CDT)

Good Morning!!!!
I hope that Austin is feeling better today. We have been saying a few extra prayers for you in the past 24 hours. Austin has a fighting spirit which will carry him far. I wonder where he got that from?! I hope that you are able to get some rest. Tell Austin we said hello and give him a hug. Also, tell him that Hayden is looking forward to their Gameboy marathon.
Love you, Leslie
leslie
- Friday, October 25, 2002 at 10:30 AM (CDT)

Hello Austin!

Still a little cool this morning, though with a little muggy punch to it � nice.

Have to tell you a funny story, as I was working with the font door open yesterday, talking on the phone when I heard something at the front door (screen door)�a lot of commotion. I went to the door and saw a rogue, attack kitty (short tail, neighborhood toughy, as it has fought some of the dogs) pawing at the door trying to get in. When it saw me, it kind of gave me a grimace and ran off. Oh well, guess I have to shut the door, eh?

Today�s thought is: Human nature has grounds for hope, because love, in a sense, is inexhaustible. Steve Allen

And we see this in you�despite all of the love your support network and friends and family are throwing and thinking and hugging your way�there is an inexhaustible amount or pool from which we will continue to dip our ladles and give you.

Forever. It doesn�t end, and it never runs out�one of those things that the more you give, the more you get � and the giving is just as fun as the getting!

Enjoy the now little friend!

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam and Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Friday, October 25, 2002 at 08:32 AM (CDT)

Hello Tina,
Ross told me you called. Thank you. I know you don't have much time but we appreciate you calling us. Austin is top of our prayer list of course. I pray for the Lord to give his little body the strength to fight this infection. I know that you had to leave in somewhat of a hurry so I'll check with Leslie to see if I can do anything here to help. I hope you are getting alittle sleep now. Ross said you are exhausted. Try to take care of yourself. We love you both. Terri
Terri <budchip@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, - Thursday, October 24, 2002 at 10:28 PM (CDT)

Tina: It was so great to see you at the trail ride. We left the next morning going to N. C. to see Shawn, and got back on Monday of this week. I spoke with Brenda today, and she told me what has happened. I hope by the time you read this, the fever will be gone and the situation will look much better. You and your little one are on my mind constantly. My prayers are always with you and Austin. Kiss him for me.
Much love, Betty <fbadams@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Thursday, October 24, 2002 at 07:20 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina & Austin, just found out you had to go back to Birmingham with a fever. I hope he's all better now. He has come so far, but he will overcome this. God is watching over him and so are all of us. You all have been through too much to let this get you down. Austin is young and strong and he can fight this. He has already proven himself! Here's to a great week of building fighting cells to keep this away....GO AUSTIN, We are all pulling for ya!
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, Al - Thursday, October 24, 2002 at 05:42 PM (CDT)

We love you soooooooo much..
Auntie Brenda & Uncle Bob
Auntie B <bwade@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, - Thursday, October 24, 2002 at 12:17 PM (CDT)

Good Morning, Austin!

Cam and I hope your night was well and that your fever is down.

Here�s the thought for the day � that kind of corners those of us with a little vigor:

�We may affirm absolutely that nothing great in the world has been accomplished without passion.� Hegel

This, it seems to me, kind of defines you, little friend. Full of energy, of passion and excitement, and accomplishing much! And you have such a long road of accomplishment in front of you.

Thanks for the lesson in directed passion � playing hard when at home and when away, and using that play, passionate play, to bring wellness back into your picture�squeezing �non-wellness� out of the picture.

Enjoy being right where you are, right now � live in it and passionately explore all of the great things that you are and do�as you push the non-wellness out and jump back on top of life!

Make today great!

Love,

Cam and Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Thursday, October 24, 2002 at 06:53 AM (CDT)

Hey Little Buddy!

I hope your drive back to Birmingham was ok, albeit unexpected�Cam and I rode over to see you in the rain and just must have missed you�so, we�ll catch you when you get back.

Here�s a thought for tonite��Without deviation, progress is not possible.� Frank Zappa

Interesting thought for tonite, eh? If you think about it, a quick return trip to Birmingham is a deviation � we were ready to see you through Halloween. So, this will give you the chance to recharge before you come back to collect some of those huge Hershey Bars, or Peanut Butter Cups or the humongous Snickers Bars that we�ll be sure to give.

Be well, little friend. We�ll see you when you return, and will charge you with daily thoughts as well.

Make today great!

Love,

Chris & Cam

Chris & Cam <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Wednesday, October 23, 2002 at 10:54 PM (CDT)

Hey Mrs. Tina if you are reading this then it means ya'll made it to B Ham. I just wanted you to have a message for when you get there! Tell Austin that I love him and that I am praying for him! GOD is with you always and he will protect Austin! Here is a something I want you to read it is Hebrew chapter 11 and it is all these Faith stories!I just got done reading it and it reminded me of Austin! They all start off like this: By Faith, well By Faith GOD will heal Austin! So read it and it will give you some strength! GOD will be with you guys no matter what! I love ya'll and I am praying for ya'll very hard and ALL THE TIME!
With GOD's Enduring Love,
Jessica Calhoun
- Wednesday, October 23, 2002 at 10:50 PM (CDT)

Hi, Tina!
Checked in w/Jimmy and Austin on Friday, 10/18 and will catch up with you when you are back in B'ham.

We continue to pray for Austin every day.

Gail Stevens
Gail Stevens <gstevens@amsouth.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Monday, October 21, 2002 at 11:37 AM (CDT)

I was so happy to see Betty Jo Sat and learn that little Austin is in resmission and that you are coming home for a few days. Austin and his family have been in my prayers and I know that God is healing him.
Glenda Mathis <Glenda.H.Mathis@sam.usace.army.mil>
Mobile, AL USA - Monday, October 21, 2002 at 10:36 AM (CDT)

Dear Tina,
I'm so sorry for your losses up there and those poor families! I know that must be so hard. I'm so glad you have turned little Austin's protection over to God - He doesn't expect us to go through things like this alone. You are such an inspiration to so many. God is using you in such a great way! Please know you and you entire family are loved SO MUCH. We pray for you daily, and can't wait until Austin is chasing butterflies again!

Love,
Ginger
Ginger Taylor <virginia.taylor@halliburton.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Monday, October 21, 2002 at 10:07 AM (CDT)

Tina, So sorry to read you have lost two more dear friends. May you be a light and comfort to these families. We continue to lift you up in prayer daily. We got the girls in bed a little late tonight and I reminded them that they needed to pray and talk with God about their day. Evy Jewell told me she was tired and was just going to let the holy spirit take care of it tonight! I know the holy spirit is a constant presence with you and is lifting up the concerns and questions of a mother's heart right to God's inclined ear. Bringing you dinner on Tuesday. You know the Methodists thing for feeding the soul and BODY! Love you!
kelly hayes <crimehater@aol.com>
fairhope, al usa - Sunday, October 20, 2002 at 09:27 PM (CDT)

Hi Tina and Austin,

I love reading your journal entries, they are truly an inspiration for us. I am so sorry for the little ones that have left this earth, but am so happy for them that they get to go be with Jesus. I know you, Tina, are such an example for their loved ones, just to see your strength is so uplifting. Always know love and prayers are being sent up to you and all of your family. Have a good week and keep giving Austin lots of hugs and kisses!
Love to you, Mary, Jim and Haas Byrd
Mary Byrd <JMBCRIMLAW@AOL.COM>
Montrose, AL` USA - Sunday, October 20, 2002 at 08:34 PM (CDT)

Tina,
Iam so sorry to hear about your two little friends. I know this must be heart breaking for you. Please know that we love you and are praying for you! Please know that we are also praying for Austin to have a full recovery!!
If you need us just call. I am hoping that we can have lunch sometime soon. Please kiss and hug Austin.
DECOLORES!!!!
Love,
Maggie
Maggie Quimby <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, Al USA - Sunday, October 20, 2002 at 04:36 PM (CDT)

HEY! I haven't forgotten about you! Just been dealing with a teenager and a new car, but she got it and is settled! Now hopefully things will get back to "normal" whatever that is......I didn't realize you were already back up there. I hope everything is going well this go round. I am so sorry for the losses that everyone there has suffered. I know nothing can compare with that, you can just keep praying and hoping for the best possible turn out. God is taking care of your little angel and that is all we can ask for at this point. He has done so well and defied so many odds for such a little person. We are so excited for the accomplishments that he has made and your faith is astounding. You are such an inspiration to so many people. Take care and I will keep checking with you......"MEMORY ALERT" REMEMBER.......BOOM-BA-CHI CHI????????????
Cathi
Atmore, Al - Saturday, October 19, 2002 at 11:33 PM (CDT)

Hello you two, I have been thinking of you all often & wanted to let you know. That place really sounds great!! I love reading your entries. You are so full of spirit, you glow!! You are always in my prayers & every day when Zack & I pray together, we both remember your whole family. Take Care...Lisa Salter
Lisa W. Salter <junelg11>
Fairhope, AL USA - Saturday, October 19, 2002 at 08:48 PM (CDT)

Hey Buddy!

I hope the day is blasting itself down on you � sunshine raying itself through your window, touching you on the shoulder just as it is all of your friends and supporters.

Here�s today�s thought�

Life is like playing a violin solo in public and learning the instrument as one goes on. Samuel Butler

Hmmmm. Pretty interesting for us all, eh? It is about living right here and right now, being totally conscious of every waking moment, mindful of every interaction and experience, learning from one to the next, and applying those �gap� learnings in everything we do, in the future.

There was someone who said that you can change or alter your future, by altering your right now�right here.

Now is the time.

Peace to you little friend.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam and Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Saturday, October 19, 2002 at 08:17 AM (CDT)

Tina: your words are eloquent - your faith is phenomenal - God has filled you with hope and will see you through. And we, your friends will pray like mad!!!!! I love you and send you hugs and praise and love.......Joan
Joan Sullivan <jsulli9396@AOL>
Daphne, AL - Friday, October 18, 2002 at 07:22 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina, Just wanted to say hi on this hot Friday night. Just waiting for Tommy to arrive with our dinner. I miss chit-chating with ya. hope you're home soon. Tell Austin "be cool, little dude"
Lea
lea odom <leaodom@att.net>
fairhope, al - Friday, October 18, 2002 at 06:20 PM (CDT)

just wanted to check and see how austin is doing.
allison hollon
fairhope, al baldwin - Friday, October 18, 2002 at 02:06 PM (CDT)

Hey Guys--
Well, I have been thinking alot lately about this whole situation. It's crazy you know...to think that so much has happened... so incredibly fast. It seems like the just the other day that your mom called me to tell me that you had this crazy bug called leukemia. We'll call it "luke" for fun...or perhaps to simplify it because of all of these tremendous words that we use to describe your treatment--and medicine are too big for me to even repeat. So, as for simplifying this whole, big crazy scene...I'll give it a shot. You, my little prince, in your tiny little body, are stronger than the biggest of men--or monsters for that matter. Daily, you are teaching me that life throws us curves--many that have no control over--but at the end of the day--there is one important fact--you take each curve with the premise that another will likely follow--does this simple fact get us down...never! Here's the part where Chris and Cam would leave you with a thought for the day, as I will...Ralph Waldo Emerson said, "To laugh often and much; to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children...to leave the world a better place...to know even one life has breathed easier beause you have lived...this is to have succeeded. Well, that's alot to grasp at five...and it's also alot to have accomplished at 105! But, you have touched me with your stength...and you have made me breath a little easier today. To accomplish this at five is incredible---and I am can't wait to see what you do in your next 100 years! You're my heart...and I can't wait for you to come home so I can squeeze you.
Aunt Tara <holytara2002@aol.com>
Pensacola, Fl USA - Friday, October 18, 2002 at 01:31 PM (CDT)

Hello Austin!

I hope that your day is beginning very well today � Cam and I are thinking about you, as we do every day, looking forward to the time when you come back so we can play.

Here�s the thought for the day� Beauty in things exists in the mind which contemplates them.

-- David Hume

You may not get that one yet, or you may already appreciate things in a different way; looking out of a different lens and seeing the beauty that is in things � and is in yourself. Those that are living vicariously through you are seeing this to, as in looking into your eyes and them more deeply into your soul, we are seeing beautiful things�and what we see in others is also a reflection of what we see within ourselves.

I�m grateful for your playing a part in helping to guide your world toward introspection and appreciation.

We see the beauty that exists within you little friend.

See ya soon.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Camm & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Friday, October 18, 2002 at 07:28 AM (CDT)

Tina,
Thank you for the updates on Austin. We are here for you in any way that you need us. Take care and know that we are lifting your family in prayer daily.
Kevin and Michelle Wilson <Mkladybug4@aol.com>
Fairhope, - Thursday, October 17, 2002 at 11:23 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina,
I know that losing those two precious children was a horrible thing to have to go through. I am so amazed at the strength that you have, you are such a inspiration to me. I hope and pray that Austin continues to do well. Hang in there! Love, Kristi
Kristi D'Olive <kdolive@netzero.net>
Point Clear, AL U.S.A. - Thursday, October 17, 2002 at 04:10 PM (CDT)

Tina,

Do you know what an inspiration you are with your letters on the web? I am blessed by them!!! OUr thoughts and prayers continue for you, Jimmy, Meagan, and our sweet Austin. Don't know where you will be on Nov. 2, but I will be somewhere in Birmingham for Stewart's soccer tournament, so I will try to look y'all up!

I am going to my dad's this weekend to start the sorting and throwing.........it will be okay. Nothing compared to what you are going through.

Know I love you so very much. You will never know how great it was to see you pass me in your car the other day. I practically screamed with joy - it seemed so "normal"! :)

Take good care -- hugs to Austin.

Read 1 Timothy 4:9-10

Love you!

Emily
Emily Garner
Fairhope, - Thursday, October 17, 2002 at 02:08 PM (CDT)

Hey Bakers,
I hope today is a better day, but I know it will still be hard! I am praying for you guys today and God is with you! He is your refuge and your strength! I love ya'll and I can't wait for ya'll to come home for another visit! I hope everything is going good up there and I miss ya'll and love ya'll!
Jessica Calhoun
- Thursday, October 17, 2002 at 12:10 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina,
Your Wed.'s journal was very powerful. I cannot imagine the grief. I love you and am praying for you & Austin today.

Karin Wilson <pandp@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, October 17, 2002 at 10:43 AM (CDT)

Dear,Austin I hope you get well soon
LOVE, GREY
:)********************* ******************** ******************************* ************************* ************************ ********************** ***********************************
AMELIA GREY ADAMS <HAYESGREYSHADE@aol.com>
FAIRHOPE, AL, USA - Thursday, October 17, 2002 at 09:53 AM (CDT)

Hello little buddy!

Cam and I were doing homework outside yesterday, behind the Intermediate school � there�s a neat little playground and nature trail � we both knew you�d be jumping around having a great time.

Here�s today�s thought � another shot at yesterdays, as it seemed to bounce around in my head more than most�
Your purpose is the essence of who you are. It is the reason you are alive. To know your purpose, you first have to know who you are. Idelette van Papendorp

Pretty interesting, eh? The key, as Ms. Van Papendorp says being able to identify and live for your purpose; with the road to that being knowing yourself first. Many of us have traveled the path of �identifying purposeful paths,� in an effort to find that yellow brick road of purpose. Perhaps we missed something and would have been better off sidelined to a bench for introspection first�getting to know ourselves a little better.

Once we know ourselves � our strengths and weaknesses, hopes and dreams and barriers (devised by us), we are better able to define just what our purpose is � I say we, when our purpose seems to have been buried like treasure, in hopes that we would find it. Though sadly, many do not, and seem to toil daily through life, holding and hoarding, as opposed to giving and being.

Enjoy the now.

MTG>

Love,

Cam and Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Thursday, October 17, 2002 at 06:42 AM (CDT)

Hey Mrs. Tina I will be praying for those families and I will be rejoicing with those precious childern who went to be with Jesus! You know I use to be scared of death and dying but when I was saved and when I came to know Jesus as my Lord and Savior he took all that fear away! As you probably know we are just aliens to this place so called earth, our real home is in heaven with Jesus! I know its hard to lose people you have come to know so well but they are having the time of their lives up in heaven were nothing can ever hurt them again! God's grace is so wonderful and I know God will be with these families! I am praying for Austin and I am praying for you because when stuff like that happens I know it scares you so bad and it scares me too! But GOD is awsome and he will never give you anything you can't handle! God will be with Austin and He will keep him safe no matter what! I love you guys and my prayers are with you!
Jessica Calhoun
- Wednesday, October 16, 2002 at 09:24 PM (CDT)

Hello!!! Well another day in Fairhope is about to come to an end. I hope that you and Austin have a restfull and peacefull night. Just think, you will be back home soon, and we can scrapbook!!! Hayden keeps asking me when I am going to start that project. SOOOOON!!! I will talk to you tomorrow. Ya,ll are always in our hearts and prayers.
Leslie
leslie
- Wednesday, October 16, 2002 at 09:19 PM (CDT)

Hope...
It's magic and it's free. It's not in any pill. It's not in an IV.

It punctuates our laughter. It sparkles in our tears. It simmers under sorrow and dissipates our fears.

Do you know what hope is?

It's reaching past today. It's dreaming of tomorrow. It's trying a new way. It's pushing past impossible. It's pounding on the door. It's questioning the answers and always asking more.

It's rumors of a breakthrough..It's the whisper of a cure..It's a roller coaster ride of remedies unsure.

Do you know what hope is?

It's candy for the soul. It's perfume for the spirit.
To share it makes you whole.
Author Unknown

Please know that you give all of us here and the families who have lost these precious children -- hope. We love you.
Kim Matthews <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, October 16, 2002 at 06:51 PM (CDT)

Dear Bakers. We lift you up in prayer everyday here at home and in our different Bible studies. I just know you can fill the love and support coming at you from all different directions!!! Keep the faith and God's supernatural strength to always press forward!!! We love you!!! Mary
Mary Bunch
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, October 16, 2002 at 04:13 PM (CDT)

Hey Mrs. Tina and Austin
I just wanted to let ya'll know that I am praying for you guys today! Austin I still can't get over how good you looked! Those blues eyes are the best! I hope everything is going okay up there! I love you buddy and I can't wait to get one of those bear hugs again!
With GOD's Enduring Love!
Jessica Calhoun
- Wednesday, October 16, 2002 at 12:47 PM (CDT)

Hi Tina! So glad to hear everything is going well and Austin is feeling good! What wonderful news - it sure makes my day! Love,
Gayle
- Wednesday, October 16, 2002 at 12:09 PM (CDT)

HI AUSTIN , IT WAS SO GOOD TO SEE YOU FRIDAY. I ENJOYED MAKING A TENT FOR YOU , DRAWING PICTURES & USING NURSES GLOVES FOR WATER BALLONS!!!! IT WAS GOOD TO SEE YOU LAUGH. HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON. LOVE AND PRAYERS."MISS CINDY "
cindy wingo <j wingo@hotmail.com>
Robertsdale , al - Wednesday, October 16, 2002 at 11:35 AM (CDT)

Hey Buddy!

We're back! Here's the thought for the day - Your purpose is the essence of who you are. It is the reason you are alive. To know your purpose, you first have to know who you are. Idelette van Papendorp

A great one, eh? All of us, if looking through our lens at life, have an opportunity to explore our purpose and to live it every day. It's easy to get into that "cruise control" mode, reacting to the days events, situations and challenges, as opposed to reflecting and thinking and being mindful of who we are and what we are all about.

Here's to your mindfulness today - sharing yourself and purpose with your world.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Chris & Cam
Chris & Cam <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Wednesday, October 16, 2002 at 10:12 AM (CDT)

Tina, I'm so glad to hear that things are going well and that Bucky is feeling like his old spunky self...I heard that you and Dee got a chance to visit on Saturday..I'm sorry that I missed that...I was thinking about you the other day when I brought the hummingbird feeder in for the winter...Have you ever told Bucky that when you were pregnant with him that Miss Joyce and I banned you from putting up anymore hummingbird food or feeders because your hummingbirds always seemed to get trapped where they had to be rescued with a ladder? You and Bucky continue to amaze and inspire your friends and community with your faith and your strength...Hope to see you soon...We love you.
Kim Matthews <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, October 16, 2002 at 04:40 AM (CDT)

Dear Tina,
Just wanted you to know how great it was to see you! You look great. Love your new hair cut!! The new cut is what made me walk right past you and not even speak!Ha Ha!! That was so funny!!!We are still laughing about that. The Benefit was alot of fun and it was great to visit w/ you and your family. Kelly too!! We are so glad to hear that Austin is still doing good. Please kiss and hug him for us. Our boys can't wait until they can come back to your house and visit w/ him. You know, Austin is kinda famous these days!! He's the talk of the town!! Tell him he'll have to see our new dog. The boys just love him.
Can't wait to see you again.
You are in our prayers every day!!!
We love you,
Maggie and Toby

Maggie Quimby <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, Al USA - Tuesday, October 15, 2002 at 10:22 PM (CDT)

Tina, It was great to see you,Austin and Meagan in the office Sat.He looks great and sure has a lot of energy!Meagan has really grown up and watches out for her brother. Tina you looked wonderful for everything you've gone through. You are truly a strong person and inspiration to all.We will continue to pray for Austin and all of you at our church.Hop to get to talk to you when you come home the next visit. Take Care- Cathy
Cathy Caruthers
- Tuesday, October 15, 2002 at 07:49 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina and Jimmy,
We have been so saddened to learn of Austin's illness. We have been praying for him, as we firmly believe in the great power of prayer. We are grateful for the privilege of having met the two of you through Dee and Tim and we will keep you in our thoughts and prayers as well as Austin. Ralph Waldo Emerson once said that "what lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us." And so our prayer for you is that God will give you an inner strength that will be sufficient to face whatever does lie ahead, and that through this strength you will find a lasting peace.

Most sincerely,

Elsie and Jack Burkholder
Elsie and Jack Burkholder <JackorElsie@AOL.com>
Centreville, VA USA - Tuesday, October 15, 2002 at 01:05 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina,
Enjoyed visiting with you on Saturday. Hope you and Austin are settled back in but won't have to stay up there too long. Saw Glenn yesterday. He will now be working in Mobile again and won't have to commute any more to Baton Rouge. Yea! We're sending love and prayers for Austin and continue to burn "his" candle. God bless!
Dee Fuhrman <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Tuesday, October 15, 2002 at 12:12 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina & Austin:
Melly & I came to see you on Saturday but you were gone! Glad to hear that you get to come home for mini-vacations. I like the Children's Hospital. When I was a little girl, I stayed there to have my tonsils out. I remember my first meal after the operation - orange sherbet & orange jello. Must be a bunch of Auburn fans up there!
I want you to call us if we can help in any way.
Emily Wirtes <MellyJoey@aol.com>
Point Clear, AL United States - Monday, October 14, 2002 at 09:53 AM (CDT)

Hey Bakers,
I hope you had a safe trip back up to B-Ham! I was praying for you guys! Austin buddy it made my day when I got to see you, you looked great! I loved giving you your favorite icecream! And that big bear hug you gave me was awsome I can't wait to get another one soon! I love you and I will miss you! But hurry back! And I promise when you get better I will babysit you you just call me! I love you tell your mommy hey for me! Bye
Jessica Calhoun
- Sunday, October 13, 2002 at 08:36 PM (CDT)

Hey Bakers,
Hey I justed wanted to let you guys know I am praying for ya'll today! Also please tell Mr. Joel that I am praying for him as well! At youth group at church the first thing we always lift up to GOD is Austin! He is on our minds constantly! Buddy I miss you and I can't wait until you get totally better so I can babysit you! You are such a strong little boy and GOD has amazing plans for your life! He is already using you right now! As you can see you and your family are such a testimony to use all and you truly represent GOD's grace and Love and his Healing power! You are such a special little boy and you remain in my heart all the time. Everytime I get down or something bad happens I think of you and all that you are going through and how you are still happy and you are being so strong. It just shows me that my problems are so small compared to what everyone else is going through and it just shows me to be thankful gor everything no matter what! You are a special person to me and you have taught me so much just over the last couple of months. Remain Strong and continue to put all your trust in God! I love you Austin!
With God's Enduring Love,

Jessica Calhoun
- Thursday, October 10, 2002 at 12:04 PM (CDT)

Hi Baker Family.
I'm so thankful for your little break! Give that little Meagan lots of hugs when you are with her. She is so precious. Keaton says he talks to her at school and she seems to be doing ok.

You are such an inspiration to everyone. We never know God's reasons for letting children get ill, but as always, there is so much good coming from this. Just look at these emails - They inspire everyone who reads them, not just your family. What a wonderful showing of faith and togetherness. You know we love you and you all are in our prayers every night.
Love,
Ginger
Ginger Taylor <virginia.taylor@halliburton.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Thursday, October 10, 2002 at 09:59 AM (CDT)

We are members of the First Baptist Church in Atmore, Al.
We have had Austin and family in our prayers.
Roger and Sandra Owens <rogersan@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, Al Escambia - Thursday, October 10, 2002 at 08:45 AM (CDT)

Hi Tina and Austin,
Just wanted to say hi and that you all are in our daily prayers. Our prayers are also with little Joel. Everyday is a new and hopeful day, God is with you every step of the way. Thank you, Tina, for the inspiration you give to all of us. Keep the faith.
Love,
The Byrds, Mary, Jim and Haas
Mary Byrd <JMBCRIMLAW@AOL.COM>
Montrose, AL USA - Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 09:04 PM (CDT)

Hey Tina and Family
I had you all on my mind and heart tonight. Thought I'd let you know..... Casey, Bailey , Zachary and I are praying for ALL of you everynight. It's so true... God is so GOOD!!!!
Love-- Eve, Bailey, Zachary, Casey, & Matt
Eve Hammond <matthamm@netpathway.com>
Waynesboro, MS USA - Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 08:27 PM (CDT)

Hi Tina & Austin,
It was so nice seeing you & Meagan last weekend. She is in my prayers also. She has really grown since the K-1 Center!!
Everytime I read your e-mails, they give me strength. It is okay to be grumpy, you are human. Lisa

Lisa Salter <junelg62@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 08:07 PM (CDT)

I am very grateful for the opportunities to monitor Austin & his family, I have been reading for many weeks & would like to start my own responses. Lisa Salter
Lisa W. Salter <junelg62@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL United States - Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 07:43 PM (CDT)

Hello everyone,
We are so happy to hear that Austin is doing well. We all know what a strong boy he is. Tina let me if you'll need anything when you get home. I'll be glad to do whatever I can. We are so thankful you are getting these small breaks. I know they are precious.
Always in our prayers, Terri and Ross

Terri <budchip@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL USA - Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 04:19 PM (CDT)

GOOD AFTERNOON GUYS! just getting home and had to check on you. I love reading Tara's messages!!!! I think between the two of us, we are going to tell ALL your secrets! Keep the great work up Austin! We are so happy when we read about how great you are feeling! Now, to add to Tara's story about the eating......Do you remember the day we sat at the table and you mom was serving "shepherd's pie?" WE DIDN'T KNOW WHAT WE WERE IN FOR! IT WAS GOOD THOUGH, BUT BACK THEN TO TWO TEEN AGE GIRLS, SHEPHERD'S PIE SOUNDED ABOUT AS GREAT AS LIVER!
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, Al - Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 04:04 PM (CDT)

Good morning you handsome little devil,
Before you begin your trip home today, let's get a few things straight. First of all, your "line" is not to be used to lower yourself down from the top bunk...or for that matter, it is not a lasso. Second, it's sour gummy worms for breakfast or nothing at all. Third, you will...and I repeat will eat whatever Nonnie brings from the restaurant for you to nibble on. (Alright, just smile and when she looks away...spit it in your napkin just like your mom used to do). Fourth, you must eat ice cream every hour on the hour. Do you think that you can swing that? I thought so...I can't wait to squeeze you. P.S.--If your mom pops in the Carpenter's CD on the way home...tell her that you love it when she sings, "On Top of the World Looking Down on Creation..." Trust me, you will want to get that one out of the way early...so you will have the rest of the trip to recover from the high notes that she hits! I love you so much!
Aunt Tara <holytara2002@aol.com>
Pensacola, Fl USA - Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 12:27 PM (CDT)

Hey Bakers,
Just wanted to tell you guys that I am praying for ya'll today! I know how happy ya'll must be to getting to the end of this round of chemo! God is Good all the time. Just put all your trust in him! We miss ya'll and love ya'll!
With GOD's Enduring Love,
Jessica Calhoun
- Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 11:48 AM (CDT)

Dear Tina,
Just wanted to say that we are so HAPPY that Austin is doing so well. What a tough little guy!! Our hearts are full of joy for you. We know that he still needs prayers every single day and that he still has a long way to go!!Just look at how far he has come, though!! AMAZING!!! GOD is AMAZING!!!!!!!! I love to read the book Diamonds in the Dust. Its by Joni Eareckson Tada. Its a book of devotions. One thing she says is that it is hard to find hope when you have a very ill child !Yes, you get down at times! But sometimes, looking down gives the best view of diamonds in the dust!!!I know that through all of this you have found some diamonds, Tina. They have made you and many others (including myself) richer in faith and very wealthy in hope!!!!
Hope to talk to you soon!!
Love you,
Maggie and Toby too!
Maggie Quimby
Atmore, Al USA - Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 11:29 AM (CDT)

Hey Buddy,

Here�s the thought for the day:

The greatest mistake you can make in life is to be continually fearing you will make one. Elbert G. Hubbard

I know you�re not walking down this path, as I see you running down, full throttle, sometimes falling down and sometimes not � but never afraid of making a mistake.

That�s a great trait, as I grew up wanting not to make a mistake � and finding that I would put things off and procrastinate, hesitating to do or make something for �fear� of making mistake.

I don�t think that�s a lot different than many others around us.

I still wonder what caused the synapse to misfire in my brain that said, �mistakes help you learn(!),� but something happened to allow me to figure out that by making mistakes we have a chance to learn and to grow.

Hooray!

So, heck, let�s have a bias for action � knowing that we�ll make mistakes sometimes, and at other times we�ll fall down�but in the long run we�ll continue to better the things we do.

And that�s worth making a mistake over.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam and Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 08:12 AM (CDT)

Austin,

I talked with Mickey again yesterday. He sends his love and asked that you come see him as soon as your better. Sounds like a Road Trip to me!

Love,

Uncle Goldfish.
Uncle Goldfish <david_garrett@sperry-marine.com>
daphne, al USA - Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 08:04 AM (CDT)

Dear Bakers: We are so thankful to hear the news that Austin is feeling good while undergoing his chemo treatments..What a blessing that is! I have such peace of mind about a full recovery even though I know there are still tough battles ahead for him...Hope I get to see you when you get to come home on your break..We love you.
Kim Matthews <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 04:56 AM (CDT)

Hi Guys! I wanted to share the following scripture: "Find rest, O my soul, in God alone; my hope comes from him. He alone is my rock and my salvation; he is my fortress, I will not be shaken. My salvation and my honor depend on God; he is my mighty rock, my refuge. Trust in him at all times, O people; pour out your hearts to him, for God is our refuge." Psalm 62:5-8. We had a wonderful prayer gathering Sun. afternoon in the Sanctuary. I hope you could feel the prayers of comfort, love and hope!!! Love, Mary
Mary Bunch
Fairhope, Al - Tuesday, October 08, 2002 at 09:46 PM (CDT)

Deat Tina,
I am so happy to hear that things are going well for your little Austin. Thank God and all of the prayers and love of your family and friends. It is amazing how we get through these tough times. You simply ask for peace and strength from God, put yopur nose to the task at hand and go forward. I never considered my walk with cancer anything special. It was just a matter of trusting in God, knowing He had a plan for me and that I wasn't ready to go anywhere, that I still had alot of work to do. It has been amazing the wonderful gift this cancer has been. I have learned to concentrate and appreciate so many more moments of life. I have learned the power of love and prayer. I have learned that as small and insignificant we may feel that we are in our community, that each and every one of us is so very special and has so much to contribute to each other. We are so amazingly connected. There is a path that is chosen for us if we open ourselves to see and accept it. Sometimes the misfortune of cancer is the only way some of us(especially the hard headed ones) will every be able to realize all of this.
This misfortune will not only benefit you and your family, but it will strengthen and open the eyes of all the people that are touched by it. It is an awesome transformation. Dear Tina, I love you and know that you are a strong woman who will get through this because of your love and faith andknowing that there are so many of us praying for your Austin and your family. Teresa

Teresa Marshall <undertheoaks@att.net>
Fairhope, AL USA - Tuesday, October 08, 2002 at 09:41 PM (CDT)

Hey Tina & Austin! I love reading about how well Austin is doing! When will they do another test to confirm this round of chemo? It certainly seems as though nothing can get him down. It's so wonderful to see how he has overcome all of this and still has a great outlook. Your prayers have been answered and we will keep asking for them. You are ALWAYS in our thoughts and prayers....always remember that. WANT ANOTHER MEMORY?! PLANT, YOUR HOUSE, CLASS RING, OLDER GUY!!!!!!!!!! GUESS WHO...................email me and let me know if you remember this story!
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, Al - Tuesday, October 08, 2002 at 08:31 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina and Austin: God is so great! From surgery to being a hoot! How wonderful! I pray for you daily and am keeping you so close to my heart. Prayers will be answered. Love to you both........Joan
Joan Sullivan <jsulli9396@AOL>
Daphne, AL Baldwin - Tuesday, October 08, 2002 at 07:44 PM (CDT)

Hello!!! I hope that you have had a great tuesday. We are back home doing homework, bathtime, etc. We miss you and hope that you will be back soon. By the way we are having "your chicken pot-pie" tonight. Ha!
Give Austin a big hug, and tell him that Mr. Brian said Roll Tide.
Love, Leslie
leslie
- Tuesday, October 08, 2002 at 06:20 PM (CDT)

hi there, tiny, jimmy, meagan, and austin! just a little note to say that i am thinking of all of you. we will look forward to austin's next homecoming.............maybe i will get to come see you, little man! in the meantime, when each of you has a moment of quiet, remember that you are so special to so many, and that i love you!
please call me anytime if i can do anything to help either in fairhope or birmingham.

love,

emily
emily garner
fairhope, - Tuesday, October 08, 2002 at 03:54 PM (CDT)

Austin - I sure do need your help today with one of my projects. I have 6 horses (paper ones) to paint for the Trail Ride. What do you think I should paint them - purple, green, red or maybe I should stick with brown?? I'll save one of them for you. They even look like the minature ones that I saw on the way to your house. Love you, Auntie Brenda
Please tell your Mom that I said Hello.
Brenda Wade <bwade@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, Al - Tuesday, October 08, 2002 at 02:41 PM (CDT)

Tina,
Thinking and praying for all of you'all. You are always in my thoughts. Deb Bou. and your other friend came in today to the coffee shop and wanted me to email you and let you know your Book club book is at Hope Lodge. Please e-mail me back to let me know you got the book and to tell you the next book club meeting is Nov. 1 here at Latte Da. Customers are here. Love you.
Suzanne Williamson

Suzanne Williamson
Fairhope, Al - Tuesday, October 08, 2002 at 01:02 PM (CDT)

Just thinking about you and sending healing, happy thoughts your way!
Dee Fuhrman <FabFuhr@aol.com>
Faihrope, AL 36532 - Tuesday, October 08, 2002 at 12:46 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina and Austin,
I am so thankful that all is going well. We will continue to pray for all of your family. I know you are very proud of both of your children for being so brave. You should also be proud of yourself. Remember to take care of yourself and if you need anything please let me know
Renee
Renee S Mack <fcg83@hotmail.com>
Atmore, AL Escambia - Tuesday, October 08, 2002 at 11:11 AM (CDT)

Dear Tina,
I have not spoken with you since Austin's diagnosis, but our family prays for yours daily. It's so sweet to hear the heartfelt prayers of children. Keaton has been so concerned about Austin and Meagan. I saw her at school yesterday. She was pretty bubbly, and as cute as ever. We will continue to keep your whole family in our prayers. Our God is a God of miracles, and I know he will heal your little Austin. I'll continue to pray for strength for you, Jimmy and Meagan. I know He has big plans for you all. Take care, and know you have the whole city of Fairhope behind you!
Love, Ginger Taylor
Ginger Taylor <virginia.taylor@halliburton.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Tuesday, October 08, 2002 at 10:53 AM (CDT)

Good Morning Austin & Tina. It is so great to be able to "talk" & "hear" from you like this!
Hey, Austin. Do you know why ducks never fly upside down? Because they are afraid they will quack up!
I love you! Have a God filled sonshine-y day. You are in my heart & my prayers.
Marg
Daphne, AL USA - Tuesday, October 08, 2002 at 10:17 AM (CDT)

Good Morning, Austin!

I hope your day has begun with a spark of light and love and laughter�if not, buzz the nurse and ask for a joke.

Here�s a thought for the day�consistent with our message of perception beginning with us�

We tend to get what we expect. Norman Vincent Peale

Yep, we tend to get what we expect�and I know that you expect the absolute best�just as I do. Interesting though, how a lot of us get involved in negative self-talk. You know, that little voice that has a conversation with our psyche just before we undertake something, or have a decision to make or after someone says something nice to us. That little voice peeps up and tries to take our legs out from under us � or tries to punch us in the stomach and take our breath away.

IF WE LET IT.

Because, we can also �choose� not to let it, and instead replace that self-talk or that chatty doubting voice with a positive �I know I can, I know I can� voice and mantra.

And believe it or not, that �I know I can, I know I can,� will turn into �you bet I did, you bet I did.�

Here�s to doing and expecting little buddy!

Make today great.

Love Cam and Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Tuesday, October 08, 2002 at 08:56 AM (CDT)

Good Morning Tina and Austin! I hope you're both having a good day today. Emily and I have a joke for you Austin. Are you ready? Why did the boy monster kiss the girl monster on the back of her neck? Because that's where her lips were!! HA HA! I hope you're giggling right now! Emily likes that joke a lot. Be sure and pass it on to Meagan when you talk to her. I have a feeling she would like that joke a lot too! Have a "fantabulous" day! We love you,
Gayle and Emily
Daphne, AL - Tuesday, October 08, 2002 at 08:27 AM (CDT)

Dear Friend Austin,
I saw Meagan today. She was walking down the hall at school and she had a big smile on her face. I gave her a big hug. She looked like she was having fun at cheerleader camp. She was learning funny, silly cheers.
We are so glad you are having a good week and pray that it helps those fighting cells to increase. We are so glad everything went so well on Saturday. We started praying early in the morning for you that day.
We see people everyday who ask how you are doing. Ginger Taylor asked me today how you were doing and Kim Estes asks me all the time if there is anything she can do to help you or your family.
You are in our prayers and we love you! Mrs. Peggy
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
- Monday, October 07, 2002 at 07:53 PM (CDT)

THIS IS WONDERFUL NEWS! I'm so glad to hear that things are better this go round! It sounds like he is springing right back into boyhood, bet you never realized how much you loved this age! He seems to have a great outlook and that will help him heal that much sooner. You know....ATTITUDE IS EVERYTHING! I do think of Megan so much, especially being a girl and not having her mom home. I know that she knows the reason you have to be away and she understands. She will thank you for being there for Austin when she's older and REALLY understands what happened. She knows your a great mom and one day you can tell them both what you went through to have both of them. I'm so thrilled at this update, please keep them coming. Email me if you can when your home and let me know how he is doing. Take care! LOVE YOU ALL! CATHI
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, Al - Monday, October 07, 2002 at 05:08 PM (CDT)

Hi Austin!

Today�s thought is pretty good, so thought I would start off by sharing it:

Courage is the price that life exacts for granting peace. Amelia Earhart

Living with and in peace requires courage and the development of courage�so, as you plow through each day, not only are you living courageously (as you walk in peace), but you are also scribing your courage on a gigantic billboard, benefiting those who are driving, stopping by or watching; strengthening our steps, and allowing us to walk more courageously in our own lives�which in turn, impacts and effects others in a spiral dynamic spin-off. So you see, just as a butterfly wing flap in Japan initiates a chain of events to blow wind over a beach in Gulf Shores, so are your steps helping to bring courage into the lives of folks in other parts of our globe.

Enjoy the now.

MTG>

Love,

Cam & Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Monday, October 07, 2002 at 08:48 AM (CDT)

Good Morning Austin and Tina,

We just wanted to let you know that we love you and miss you. Call us if you need anything.

Aunt Nonnie, Cousin Ali, and Uncle Goldfish.
Tonya Garrett <david_garrett@sperry-marine.com>
- Monday, October 07, 2002 at 06:45 AM (CDT)

Hey Tina,
You looked incredible Tuesday when you came in for a visit. I'm so happy to hear Austin is doing well. There was another wonderful article in the Courier Sat. w/another color photo. I'll save it for you. I know you're busy, but if you could email me your preference in scrapbooks so I can send one up for you! If I don't hear from you I'll just pick out something... Love & Prayers to you, Austin & Meghan. I think about y'all constantly and lift you up in prayer every day. Sincerely,
Karin Wilson <pandp@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, October 06, 2002 at 10:39 PM (CDT)

Hey Tina, So glad that Austin came through the surgery ok. you are all in our thoughts and prayers daily. Hang in there and know that you are loved very much.
We love you, Carol & Melvin
Carol Middleton <middletoncarol@hotmail.com>
Uriah, Al USA - Sunday, October 06, 2002 at 09:36 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina, wanted to say hi and that we miss you both. Please take care of yourself so you can be strong for Austin. Talk to you soon.
Lea
Lea Odom <leaodom@att.net.>
Fairhope, Al - Sunday, October 06, 2002 at 09:02 PM (CDT)

Bakers: Glad to hear Austin came through the surgery like a champ and that he is resting...Don't forget that you need to rest too...You are all going to need your strength to continue fighting this enemy...Hang tough..Give Bucky a big hug and kiss from me...We love you.

Kim Matthews <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, October 06, 2002 at 06:53 PM (CDT)

Good afternoon from Fairhope!! I hope that your day is going well. I hope that Austin continues to feel better. We are going to eat Mexican tonight, it want be the same without you!!
Have a peacefull rest tonightl!
The Dees
leslie
- Sunday, October 06, 2002 at 04:48 PM (CDT)

Good Morning, Buddy!

The sun is up and the plants caught in the rays seem to glow with a golden hue � it�s awesome. The great thing is, that same sun, even if behind the clouds, is looking in on and shining on you as well � we�re all in this together and linked.

Here�s the thought for the day:

Trouble is a sieve through which we sift our acquaintances. Those too big to pass through are our friends. Arlene Francis

Pretty interesting, eh? I think it is right on the mark, as with the old clich�, �tough times make for tough people,� so true is the fact that you get to see who your friends are when you really need them�and the bonds and support of friendship are huge � I believe you feel the power already.

So, enjoy being right now, and bask in the golden light of friendships that support and love you.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam and Chris

Cam and Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Sunday, October 06, 2002 at 07:50 AM (CDT)

Dear Bakers, I am sorry I didn't pick up your journal entry to pray for Austin at a specific time this morning. There is rarely a day goes by that we don't remember him and his family in our prayers. I'm sure his surgery is over by this time and we thank God for taking care of him and you. You are so courageous! Tina, it is normal to grow a little weary sometimes. After all you are one of God's human beings. There is nothing more tiring that sitting in a hospital and waiting especially if it is your child. Remember your friends love you and are praying for you. You are an inspiration to all of us.
Millie Caughron
Knoxville, Tn USA - Saturday, October 05, 2002 at 08:39 PM (CDT)

HEY AUSTIN, TINA, JIMMY, AND MEAGHAN,

HOPE TODAY'S SURGERY WAS A SUCCESS AND AUSTIN CAN GET BACK ON THE CHEMOTHERAPY REGIMEN. I TALKED WITH SUSIE THIS MORNING AND SHE SAID THINGS WERE STILL GOING WELL EXCEPT FOR THIS MINOR SETBACK. ALL THE FUHRMANS CONTINUE TO BE INSPIRED BY AUSTIN'S CONTINUED FIGHT AGAINST LEUKEMIA AND THE GREAT FAITH ALL OF YOU ARE SHOWING IN SUPPORTING HIM. WE CONTINUE TO KEEP ALL OF YOU IN OUR PRAYERS. TAKE CARE-TIM FUHRMAN
TIM FUHRMAN <FABFUHR5@AOL.COM>
FAIRHOPE, AL - Saturday, October 05, 2002 at 08:35 PM (CDT)

Hey Bakers,
I hope that Austin is having a better day today! We are still sending up the prayers for ya'll!
love,
Kevin and Michelle Wilson <Mkladybug4@aol.com>
Fairhope, - Saturday, October 05, 2002 at 08:24 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina & Austin, you have sure been in my thoughts all day today. I hope everything went well with the surgery so he can get back to his treatment. Getting that over with will just mean he can go home again, hopefully for a longer visit this time. Please keep us updated, I do check on you everyday when I get home. I have another memory for ya! Does the word "GOLDENGLOVES" mean anything to you????!!!!!! love ya! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, Al - Saturday, October 05, 2002 at 08:17 PM (CDT)

Tina, Milton & I are checking in everyday and praying every night.

I have the cutest little Yorkie, with the softest hair waiting for Austin to cuddle. She'll let him hold her ever so close & share a lot of love. Tell him "Sunshine" is waiting to meet him. If I knew how, I'd send a picture & some of that soft silky hair that feels so good on your face!
Amanda Wilson <pirrykatte@msn.com>
Bay Minette, AL USA - Saturday, October 05, 2002 at 08:05 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina,

It was so good to see you during your short trip home. I am sorry to hear about Austin's line, we pray all will go better in the upcoming days.
God loves you and is craddling you. Know we are continually praying. Hope you like The Message.
Our love and blessings, always,

Karin & Kim Ballard
Fairhope WetLands, USA - Saturday, October 05, 2002 at 06:41 PM (CDT)

Dear Ones, The Barrow Family and the DUMC Prayer Chain has been, and is, on prayer duty for you all. We are praying," Thank you Lord, for how you are working in Austin's life!"
With love and thanksgiving,
Art & Ethelyn Barrow <wartbarrow@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, October 05, 2002 at 03:44 PM (CDT)

Hi Friends,

Just wanted to let you know that not a day passes that I don't lift you up to our Lord. I love you guys!
Lynne Pearson <lep64@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, October 05, 2002 at 11:36 AM (CDT)

Dear Tina: We are so sorry that Austin is having to have surgery to re-insert his line. You both remain in our prayers and will until he is well. We love you.

Floyd and Betty <fbadams@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Saturday, October 05, 2002 at 10:14 AM (CDT)

Hey Bakers,
Hey I justed wanted to tell you guys that I am praying for ya'll! God is with you always! I love you Austin!!!!
With GOD's Enduring Love,
Jessica Calhoun
- Saturday, October 05, 2002 at 09:45 AM (CDT)

Hi Austin!

Cam and I are sending our �hi five hello� your way this morning � he�s got a soccer game a little later today, so I�ll go cheer him on�he loves to run and jump and dance on the field � still having fun at being him; just as I know you are having fun being you.

Here�s today�s thought � we�ve touched on this one before, and I cannot stress enough how true a bell this one rings: The world we live in is first and foremost shaped by the mind. Charles Johnson

It certainly talks to the world we live in, but thinking about it also sends us into thoughts about the time the abounds around us � if we are focused on the right now tick-tocking of our present, we needn�t be tied to the baggage in the past or the path that drifts off into the future�the present is as happy or as wonderful as we want to believe and make it.

Each step is up to each one of us; the lens through which we see each waking (and sleeping) moment comes from our mind, upon which our vision projects it�s image.

Peace to you, little friend.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam and Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Saturday, October 05, 2002 at 09:01 AM (CDT)

Dear Tina,We check this wonderful web site every day to check on Austins progress.We're so sorry about the main line.Sometimes we take two steps foreward and three steps back, that must be very frustrating for all of you.We pray for you daily as we do Austin.You must have extra strength to stay happy and cheerful. May God Bless, Sandy & Murray
granw@frontiernet.net
Atmore , Al Escambia - Saturday, October 05, 2002 at 08:47 AM (CDT)

Good morning Bakers...Sorry to hear about the line and that more surgery will be required. We will send up special prayers this morning...Just look at this as a small bump in the road on the way to a complete recovery...I think about you all every day..Stay strong...We love you.
Kim Matthews <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, October 05, 2002 at 07:06 AM (CDT)

Hi Tina!
Just wanted to check in on Austin before going to bed. So sorry to hear that he had a rough day today!! We are praying that tomorrow will be a better day. Tina, please know that you are loved so very much by your friends!! We are hoping to see you on the 12th if you can make it!
Love,
Maggie
Maggie
Atmore, Al USA - Friday, October 04, 2002 at 10:42 PM (CDT)

Hi Austin: Guess that noodle got too slippery!! Maybe the new one will have skid marks on it and will stay in place. I enjoyed spending time with you this week. We still have to do our fun projects when you get home. I'll see if I can find some new movies - don't think I can watch the same ones again. Love you, Auntie Brenda
Brenda Wade <bwade@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, Al - Friday, October 04, 2002 at 10:04 PM (CDT)

HEY T, I'm sorry you have had a bad day, but everyone has the right to have one! I hope this finds Austin feeling better and both of you in a better frame of mind. If your not.....here is another flashback.......REMEMBER HURRICANE FREDERICK AND YOU AND I WERE OUT IN THE BAY ON THAT FLOAT AND COULDN'T GET BACK IN DUE TO THE WIND? I hate to even think back on it! it was funny, but not UNTIL we got back inside! Take care and i'll keep finding those crazy memories of "the good ole days!" LOVE YOU BOTH, Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, Al - Friday, October 04, 2002 at 08:17 PM (CDT)

It was so wonderful to see your face Tina - and to give you a hug for you both. And Meagan too. I'm glad you made it back to UAB safely and that the next process has begun. And I just want to say that you both - you and Austin - have a right to be grumpy - anytime you want! It's up to all of us to help you get through all of this each step of the way. So let us and let God! We all send love and hugs and HOPE! I love you.......Joan
Joan Sullivan <jsulli9396@AOL>
Daphne, AL Baldwin - Friday, October 04, 2002 at 06:24 PM (CDT)

Hey Austin & Tina - PRAISE GOD! I am so thankful to find your entry of Remission. One more step in the right direction. Don't let the waiting game frustrate you too badly. It is so aggravating & draining, yet there it is. SIT & WAIT!! May God send you both butterflies & clumps of clouds - some sunny, funny ways to pass time. And above all else, remind you that He too is sitting with you... waiting. Love, Marg
Marg <mperelli@dumc.org>
Daphne, AL USA - Friday, October 04, 2002 at 12:49 PM (CDT)

Hey Bakers,
Hey Mrs. Tina and Austin I am praying for you guys today and everday for that matter! I hope that everything goes good on this round of chemo! I have faith in GOD so I know it will! I hope ya'll had a wonderful time at hoome and I hope that ya'll got to spend so much time together with your family! I heard that you came by the shop and I wish I had been there to see you! If I ahd I would have given you a big hug so here is a hug for you. Give one to Austin for me too! Just know that GOD is with you and He will be strong, He will be Strong. So its okay to be in moods sometimes it just means we are human, but by the grace of God he will help us no matter what! Well I love you guys! GOD Bless!
With GOD's Enduring Love,
Jessica Calhoun
- Friday, October 04, 2002 at 12:06 PM (CDT)

Hey Tina and Austin. I just wanted you to know that we are thinking of you and praying that this round of chemo goes well. I hope that you were able to get some much needed rest while you were home.
Tina, please let me know if I can do anything for you. Keep up your spirits, and GOD BLESS YOU.
Love ya, Jennifer <jennifer_overstreet@cargill.com>
Newnan, GA USA - Friday, October 04, 2002 at 10:15 AM (CDT)

Good Morning Tina and Austin!!!
Thanks so much for your update! We are praying that Austin will come through this round of Chemo. feeling OK. and that it won't make him feel too bad.
Tina, you are right about thanking God for each day we have. Sometimes we all forget to do that.We all should have a regular time w/ God. Thanks for reminding all of us of that.It sure is easy for priorities to get "out of whack."
Keep us informed! We love you a bunch!!!
God Bless and Keep you!
Maggie
Maggie
Atmore, Al USA - Friday, October 04, 2002 at 09:12 AM (CDT)

Hey Austin!

Cam and I want to send you off a wish to have a terrific day today, enjoying being in the right now.

For the thought of the day: �Do not follow where the path may lead. Go instead where there is no path and leave a trail.� Bob Rivera & Peter Yates

And I guess that�s what you�re doing isn�t it? Showing people incredible strength and tenacity, such that they can reach down deep within themselves and create extraordinary events in their (our) own lives.

Austin, thanks for cutting some of the brush out of the way in this jungle of life�we�re with you my little friend.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Chris & Cam <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Friday, October 04, 2002 at 08:13 AM (CDT)

Hello Tina, you and Austin will continue to be in our thoughts as you begin another round of chemo. I have shared your good news of remission with so many and we are all continuing to pray for Austin as he begins this journey of treatments leading to his full recovery.
Hope that you had a good trip home and that Austin and Meagan had a fun time playing together.
Keep us posted on Austin's progress.
Rebecca Duskin <duskin@charter.net>
Lanett, AL - Thursday, October 03, 2002 at 07:31 PM (CDT)

Hi!

We're back!! Our computer has been knocked out (could have been that lighting strike sustained a couple months ago, that knocked the phone off my belt), and as volatile as it is (sometimes it comes on and sometimes it doesn't), it is on for the first time in 10 days today - as we await the arrival of our new machine...la machine.

A thought for today?

There is a sense of exhilaration that comes from facing head-on the
hard truths and saying, "We will never give up. We will never
capitulate. It might take a long time, but we will find a way to
prevail."

-- Jim Collins, from his book, Good to Great

Cam and I thought this is a great one, and love the message that our little buddy Austin is exerting every day.

So, it was great seeing you all this past weekend. Enjoy the now and make today great!

Love,

Cam & Chris

Chris & Cam <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Thursday, October 03, 2002 at 05:29 PM (CDT)

Hi Tina,
Just a note to let you know I'm thinking of you and Austin, and of course Meagan too. Ya'll will be first on our prayer list tonight! Love,
Gayle <gayle@altmayerltd.com>
Daphne, AL - Thursday, October 03, 2002 at 05:21 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina & Austin, I hope your day is going well with the chemo. I know Austin hated having to leave home, but he knows he will get to go back if everything goes ok. I am just getting home and wanted to see if you had updated the site. Hey T, I had another flashback......remember "THE KID and the pizza?" from our old beach days! check with ya later! love, Cathi
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, Al - Thursday, October 03, 2002 at 04:01 PM (CDT)

Tina, Not a day goes by in our home that we do not mention, pray, ask about Austin. Mason misses him very much. He is really looking forward to seeing him soon. Your news of remission is very powerful to the fact that prayer does work. We will continue to pray and stay in touch. If there is anything we can do please never hesitate to call
Mason Arnold's family
Lisa Padgett Arnold <lisaparnold@cs.com>
Daphne, Al USA - Wednesday, October 02, 2002 at 10:53 PM (CDT)

Tina,
We are praying that everything goes well tomorrow! We love you all a bunch!! I am glad that you were able to come home and spend time together as a family. I bet Austin loved playing w/ his big sister!!Please know that there is NOT a day that goes by that we are not thinking and praying for Austin and a FULL recovery for him. Hope to see you on the 12th!!! It was good to hear your voice today!
We love you,
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, Al USA - Wednesday, October 02, 2002 at 10:22 PM (CDT)

Dear Bakers: I heard you had gone back to Birmingham (not a bad idea with Lilli knocking at the back door)...Please know that we continue to keep you and Bucky in our thoughts and prayers...I think about you so often and wish I could be there to give you some sort of comfort and support...We're planning on a miracle...Long distance cyber hugs to all of you..Take care of yourself...We love you..
Kim Matthews <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, October 02, 2002 at 07:24 PM (CDT)

Hey Bakers,
I just wanted to wish ya'll safe travels an your way back to B. Ham. There is no doubt in my mind that this round of chemo is going to go good! God is with ya'll always and he will never leave nor forsake you. I also read in Mrs. Amy Smith's letter about her baby that God will never give you anything you can't handle. Mrs. Tina when I read that you came to my mind first because you have handled this and so much other stuff so well and like the true christian woman God has called you to be! You are an awesome lady and I look up to you. May God continue to bless you lives!I know he is with ya'll always!
Jessica Calhoun
- Wednesday, October 02, 2002 at 11:49 AM (CDT)

WE ARE SO HAPPY TO HEAR THAT AUSTIN IS IN REMISSION !!! WE WILLCONTINUE TO SAY PRAYERS FOR YOU ALL.
SALLY AND CORKY
SALLY AND CARL MEISENHEIMER <Carl Meis@aol.com>
NICEVILLE, , FLA OKALOOSA - Tuesday, October 01, 2002 at 12:29 PM (CDT)

HEY TINA & AUSTIN! I just wanted to wish you well on your trip back this Thursday. Got a SWEET message from Tara last night....we just picked up where we left off almost 15 or more years ago! Hope your trip home was fun and restful. From what Tara told me, there was quite a ruckus going on with hide and seek and coloring the bottom of the sock red! She said yall heard several crashed in his room and he finally would just shout....everythings ok mom! It's wonderful to hear that is still all boy and had fun at home with Megan. I will check up with yall later, Katie is home sick today and we are doing catch up work for school. Take care! LOVE YOU! CATHI
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, Al - Monday, September 30, 2002 at 03:11 PM (CDT)

Hi, We're friends of Peggy and Ellen Vogle. We live outside of Memphis. Just wanted you to know you're in our prayers.
Cindy, Michael, Cori' & Rene'
Cordova, TN USA - Sunday, September 29, 2002 at 10:03 AM (CDT)

Hey Tina and Austin...I just wanted to make sure you all got home safe and sound. Have a great week at home and I will see you next Thursday. I love you both. Rhonda
Rhonda Smith <rcs9200@msn.com>
helena, al shelby - Friday, September 27, 2002 at 09:55 PM (CDT)

How happy we are!!!! I am sure you are probably home by now. I couldn't pull up the website the last two times I tried, but Kim keeps me informed. You have great faith and great compassion for others as well as your own. Your journal entries are all so inspiring; I end up reading them two or three times. I am so thankful God intervenes on our behalf. We certainly give thanks for our little trooper, Austin, and for his strong family. Have fun at home.

Millie Caughron <gmcuaghron@aol.com>
Knoxville, Tn USA - Friday, September 27, 2002 at 07:17 PM (CDT)

HOPE YOUR HOME BY NOW! just checking in to see if you had updated the page to let us know for sure.... take care! LOVE , Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, Al - Friday, September 27, 2002 at 04:33 PM (CDT)

Thank you God for answering our prayers. Thank you for the power of prayer.

Sugarloaf Community Church Attendee
Suwanee, GA USA - Friday, September 27, 2002 at 03:15 PM (CDT)

Hey Bakers I am sooooo excited that ya'll are coming home!!! GOD is geat all the time!I hope that ya'll get lots of rest and family time together. May GOD continue to bless your lives!
With GOD's Enduring Love
Jessica Calhoun
- Friday, September 27, 2002 at 12:21 PM (CDT)

THIS IS AWESOME!!! Tina- I am working my first walk in December- I got the news today... and now this!!!!! This is the best news of all! I am sooo happy for y'all and can't wait to see you soon! I LOVE YOU!
Anna <mawar601@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, - Thursday, September 26, 2002 at 09:36 PM (CDT)

I am thrilled for you and will continue to keep Austin and you in my prayers
Carson Nicolson <jdacin@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, September 26, 2002 at 08:37 PM (CDT)

Tina and Austin,

CONGRATULATIONS!! Prayers are being answered for you all. God's blessings to you and all of the terrific doctors and nurses and others that have taken such good care of you.

Love,
The Byrds, Mary, Jim and Haas
Mary Byrd <JMBCRIMLAW@AOL.COM>
Montrose, AL USA - Thursday, September 26, 2002 at 07:27 PM (CDT)

God is so great! Hope you and Austin with Meagan have a great time at HOME! We love you all and will just hope that your time at home is peaceful and full of light. This is the absolutely best news of the year so far! Love you all, Joan.
Joan Sullivan <jsulli9396@AOL.com>
Daphne, AL Baldwin - Thursday, September 26, 2002 at 07:15 PM (CDT)

To the Baker Family!!!!
All together now - Hip Hip Hooray - Hip Hip Hooray - Hip Hip Hooray. We'll be seeing you this week.
The Green family (mostly Marie)
Marie Green <ktg@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, Al USA - Thursday, September 26, 2002 at 06:29 PM (CDT)

We are so happy for you all! I think Austin is the biggest celebrity in Fairhope and probably all of Baldwin County! We will continue to lift you all up in our prayers! Tina, you are such a witness to everyone by putting your strength in the Lord! God Bless You!
Jeff and Dena White <DenaWhite@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Thursday, September 26, 2002 at 06:18 PM (CDT)

God is so good! Keep your prayer line open as long as you live. You will never have a better friend than we have in our Lord Jesus. Sometimes his answer is not what we wish for, but He loves us more than anyone. This is wonderful news to share with our prayer chain.

Enjoy your time at home and we will keep sending our prayers
heavenward!! We love you all!
Ray & Myrna Hodgen
Atmore, AL USA - Thursday, September 26, 2002 at 03:24 PM (CDT)

Hey Tina! I have alreay written today, but I had a thought the other day......I want to hear more about Michelle Woods statement about YOU beating HER with a hairbrush! That just doesn't seem possible since it was ALWAYS Tara and HER friends that were doing things like that to US! Hope yall are having a great afternoon. I heard a little while ago that you will be leaving tomorrow. Please be careful and have a safe trip home
Cathi
Atmore, Al - Thursday, September 26, 2002 at 02:19 PM (CDT)

Austin - Awesome! Good fighting, buddy.
Tina - God is good and you are strong.
We are all so happy to be spreading this fantastic news!
We love you and will never stop praying -
Karin
Karin Ballard
Fairhope, - Thursday, September 26, 2002 at 01:11 PM (CDT)

GREETINGS from a very rain soaked Atmore! It is still terrible here, but I hope it's clearing. How is the little AWESOME Austin this morning? Give us more great news on his progress. WE LOVE READING IT ALL, ESPECIALLY WHEN IT'S GOOD NEWS!!!! Yall take care today, I hope you aren't getting pounded like we are down here! I have to run into town when the weather breaks, Jennifer started a new job at United Bank (imagine that!) yesterday and she forgot her lunch today. BE good today Austin and keep up the good work! LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, Al - Thursday, September 26, 2002 at 10:29 AM (CDT)

Remission!! What a wonderful word! Can't wait to phone the prayer chain. All of us will continue to pray WITH THANKSGIVING . Love to Austin and ALL of you!
Ethelyn and Art Barrow
Ethelyn Barrow
- Thursday, September 26, 2002 at 10:24 AM (CDT)

Good Morning!!! It is a little wet down here. We just lost power!! I know that you areso excited about coming home. I am soooo happy for Austin. All of those prayers have been working. I will see you when you get home!!
Love, Leslie
leslie
- Thursday, September 26, 2002 at 10:06 AM (CDT)

Dear Tina,
I know you are feeling much lighter with such wonderful news. I can't wait to see ya'll. The e-mail address you wanted to give to your friend is www.dreameventsinc.com. Have a great day and a safe trip home.
Lea
Lea Odom <leaodom@att.net>
Fairhop, Al - Thursday, September 26, 2002 at 09:51 AM (CDT)

GLORY TO GOD IN THE HIGHEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PRAISE BE TO GOD!!!!!!!!!! We are so excited to hear Austin's good news. What a wonderful way to start my day!!!!!!! We will continue to keep Austin and all of you in our prayers.

Kendra and Katelyn Hayes, sister and niece of Maggie Quimby <hayes38@gulftel.com>
Foley, Al - Thursday, September 26, 2002 at 08:50 AM (CDT)

Dear Austin & Tina, What wonderful news!!!!Enjoy your trip
home and most of all keep up the good work.You all are in our prayers daily, Love, Sandy Whitaker
Sandra K Whitaker <granw@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, Al Escambia - Thursday, September 26, 2002 at 07:31 AM (CDT)

Dear Tina, Jimmy, Meagan and AUSTIN,
Great news! I know it will feel so good to come home for awhile. We'll continue to keep all of you in our prayers!
Dee Fuhrman <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 08:38 PM (CDT)

Dear Austin & Tina:

It's just Donna Beasley's mom again, writing to you with a very happy smile on my face after reading the good news today. "Remission" How happy you all must be!!! Keep up the good work. You are all in my daily prayers. Enjoy your stay at home. God Bless you all and keep you safe and happy. Love, Mary Mercieca
Mary Mercieca <grandmerc2@yahoo.com>
Lexington, Mi USA - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 07:17 PM (CDT)

hi everybody,
just want you to know that you are in ours prayers. sounds like everything is looking good! our church is also praying for yall. jimmy is the pastor at judson baptist church. we have yall on our pray list. if we can do anything at all just let us know.
love,jimmy, rheada, shelley, jed, cathy, selina,randy, tara,dillon and brady. hang in their tiger!
jimmy and rheada dukes <rheada36502@yahoo.com>
atmore, al. escambia - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 07:05 PM (CDT)

This is WONDERFUL! WOW! Austin has just made my day seeing this news! I know it's hard to believe, but just sit and let it all soak in. Our prayers have been answered, but we won't stop. We are all still praying for his full recovery so that he will be a strong, healthy 5 year old little boy again. Does he realize what this news means? Austin, we are so proud of you and your wonderful accomplishment!!!!! You are on this Earth for a very special reason, I just know it. You have defied to many odds not to be. Keep up your great work with those fighting cells and keep 'em coming! Be good and hope your home real soon.....LOVE YA! Cathi
Cathi Coon <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, Al - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 06:51 PM (CDT)

Our God is an AWESOME God! We are so excited to hear such wonderful news!!
Mrs. Sarah <sseitz4@juno.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 06:25 PM (CDT)

Hallelujah!!! Thank God for answered prayers!!! We love you Austin!!! Tina, you take care and I pray for safe travel home. I hope you can feel the great big hug I'm sending you!!!
Mary Bunch
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 04:37 PM (CDT)

Congratulations!! Austin that is so GREAT!! I am so proud of you. Keep up the good work so that you can go home soon.
Tina, I love you girl and I am so happy for you!!

Jennifer Overstreet <jennifer_overstreet@cargill.com>
Newnan, GA USA - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 03:29 PM (CDT)

Hey Bakers!!!
PRAISE THE LORD!!!! We are so thankful for the AWESOME news!!! Thank you for giving us the update. We love you.

Michelle Wilson <Mkladybug4@aol.com>
Fairhope, - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 03:27 PM (CDT)

Way to go Austin!!!!!!! Keep building those fighting cells, and have a safe trip home.
Frank, Lisa, and Alden
Battles Wharf, Al USA - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 03:20 PM (CDT)

Ask & you shall receive! Praise God!!! Love you all & can't wait to see you soon!
Karin Wilson <pandp@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 03:10 PM (CDT)

YEAH AUSTIN!!!!!
Kristi D'Olive
Point Clear, AL USA - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 02:58 PM (CDT)

Tina and Austin! This is WONDERFUL!!! I have been sending prayers up all morning and thinking of you both constantly. God is good. I hope you get to go home soon.
Much, much love,

Betty <fbadams@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 02:30 PM (CDT)

Tina - That is the greatest news! I haven't written until now but I read the posts everyday, and you are truly an inspiration. I talked to Tonya yesterday and she said things were looking up, and they definitely are. I am so happy for you and Austin and the rest of your family. Please know that all of you remain in my thoughts and prayers.
Leza Nelson <lnelson@longleafenergy.com>
Brewton, AL Escambia - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 02:21 PM (CDT)

That is WONDERFUL news!!!!! YEAH AUSTIN!!!!! I know you are so excited to come home..that is fantastic!

Theresa and David
Theresa and David Jellenc
Montrose, AL - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 02:21 PM (CDT)

Wow! Remission! I'm grinning from ear to ear just thinking about it! Knowing how many other people are grinning right now too - and knowing that you'll be home soon - just makes me so, so, so happy! Be careful on your way! Love,
Gayle <gayle@altmayerltd.com>
Daphne, AL - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 02:09 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina,
This is absolutely WONDERFUL!!! Not too long ago I read a book called "Honey From The Rock" by Dickson Rial! I just love to refer back to this book when I need to be lifted up. It is neat to know that sweetness can come out of hardness and hope out of despair!!! I am so glad that you have had an inner contentment! That comes only from CHRIST!!!
Austin being in remission is truly honey out of the rock!!
The book says that "We will experience sweetness out of the hard experiences of life."
Love you very much!! Hope you can come home soon.
Your friends,
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, Al USA - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 02:07 PM (CDT)

Hey Bakers this is the most awesome news!!!!!!! God is so good and I am so excited for all of you guys!!! This is amazing!!! God is great and the power of prayer does work there is no doubt about it. Austin you are a true miricle from God and he must have something amazing planned for your life. I am almost in tears I am so happy for ya'll. I will keep praying and praising GOD for this awesome news.
With GOS's Enduring love,

Jessica Calhoun
- Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 02:06 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina, What great news!! We are rejoicing with all of you and thanking our God for His goodness. Love, Melinda and Louis
Melinda and Louis Mapp <mmapp@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL USA - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 01:42 PM (CDT)

Zippity do dah! My oh my what a wonderful day! That is just the BEST NEWS!!!!
Kim Matthews <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 01:17 PM (CDT)

Dear Bakers,
Wonderful, wonderful news! I know that you are so excited!
We are having an interesting day here. School is out because of Isadore. We have had about 7-8 inches of rain.
Right now we are in an band that does not have much rain so I need to get out in the yard and get things put up. Alan has gone to the beach to put things up there. I think we will have more trouble from the surge than the winds. We're
trying to keep busy today with projects for Scouts and such
because Ross is not able to watch TV since some of his grades have not been too good. I don't know who it is harder on, him or me. We also have a new kitten (named Izzy(Isadore) after the storm) that Alan brought home this morning. He is really keeping us entertained. Your puppies
are all doing well. They are glad to be in the clinic out of the rain.
You are in our prayers.
Love,
Alison
Alison Moore <amcbmoore@mindspring.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 01:15 PM (CDT)

As David did , let us sing and dance and send praises to our God for Austins Remission. Lord we just just want to thank you, because we know that this is from you and we love and thank you Lord God, Your are the almighty one. The power of prayer is so great and Lord we thank you for your healing powers, and for the spiritual growth that has taken place in all of our lives as we have joined together as christians. Thank you Lord! Continue to stay strong Austin and Tina , " Ask and you shall recieve, seek and you will find"
Lisa Calhoun
fairhope , al - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 12:55 PM (CDT)

Tina, I can't begin to tell you how happy we are to hear the WONDERFUL NEWS!!!! God is so good to us - hope that you will be home soon.
Tommy & Agnes Easley <bamaroll50@aol.com>
Bay Minette, AL - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 12:33 PM (CDT)

Good morning Cutie Patootie--
I am so excited about the good news....by the way, take it easy on your mom with the air hockey. I was just trying to imagine how she managed to play with that left hand. (If you think that she looked funny playing air hockey, you should see her play baseball). Do you know that she wears a glove on her left hand to catch the ball...then she pulls it off, holds the glove with her other hand...so she can throw it!!! It is truly the funniest thing that I have ever seen. Actually, there are a few other stories but I will save those for a rainy day! I can't wait to squeeze you. (P.S...I bet that your mom is so excited that you are going to get to go home for a few days that she may even let you drive). Hugs and Kisses!
Aunt Tara
Pensacola, FL USA - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 10:41 AM (CDT)

Dear Austin and Tina,
What exciting news to hear! Austin, I'm so very glad you're feeling so much better! Congratulations on your air hockey win, but try not to be too hard on your mother at the air hockey table. Let her win one every now and then so she'll keep playing! Ha Ha! Emily sends this joke your way: Why did the lion spit out the clown? Because he tasted funny! I love that joke! Hope you have a great day. I love you both,
Gayle <gayle@altmayerltd.com>
Daphne, Al - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 09:52 AM (CDT)

Tina and Austin,
I guess we should rename Isidore to Austin. He is just busting through and blowing away this illness, praise God. I just hung up with Susie and while we were talking you beeped in and said they had finished your marrow procedure. I am praying right now that "remission" will be the word for the day and "homeward bound" is this thought for the week. Keeping you both in all my prayers! Laurie Kelly
Laurie Kelly <laurie.kelly@amsouth.com>
Daphne, AL - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 09:49 AM (CDT)

Dear Tina, so glad to hear that Austin is getting better. I see that his spirit has done him well! The golf tourney was a HUGE success. I was proud to be a part of it along with Philip and Cathy and Deanie and Wayne and so many more who want to support you in this battle of the cells! I can't wait to see you and Austin. Please let me know what I can do for you. Have a great Wednesday! Be strong little one!
Lea

Lea Odom <leaodom@att.net>
Fairhope, Al - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 08:35 AM (CDT)

Dear Austin, Meagan, Tina, and Jimmy,

Just a note from the Fuhrmans letting you know we're thinking of you and praying for good test results on Wednesday. The turnout for the golf tournament was an inspiration and a real testament to the fact that so many people care so much for Austin and all the Bakers. Glad to hear the medical news continues to be good. Hope to see all of you again sometime soon. Tim Fuhrman
Tim Fuhrman <fabfuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, al baldwin - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 03:10 AM (CDT)

Hey Mrs. Tina, Austin, Meagan, and Mr. Jimmy
I will be praying for you all night and all day tomorrow during your test. God is good and he has already brought ya'll through a lot, he will continue to do so. I put all the trust in him because only he can bring ya'll through this. Austin you are so brave and God will keep blessing your precious life. May God give you all strength tomorrow! He is with ya'll just give it all to him and he will take care of ya'll! Austin buddy I love you and I am praying for you all the time! Peace and comfort be with you guys!Love you bunches.
With God's Enduring Love
Jessica Calhoun
- Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 10:51 PM (CDT)

Hello Tina and Austin!!
This is such wonderful news!! We are so happy for you! I talked to your Mom tonight and she sounded really good. She said that she feels so much better about Austin. Iam so glad. We can't wait until the benefit at the Matthews camp. Hope you can come.
We love you lots!!!!!!
God Bless!

Maggie and Toby <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, Al - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 10:36 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina and Austin, you continue to be in our thoughts and prayers. We are so proud of your strength and courage. The golf tournament and auction had an incredible turn out and was a great success. You all are loved by so many people. I know that the power of prayer will continue to lift you all up and carry you through the tough times. I pray that tomorrow's test results come back with a positive outcome.
God Bless you all,

Polly, Jeff, Jeffrey, and Amelia Thumser
Polly Thumser <pthumser@access-bank.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 05:03 PM (CDT)

Tina, Although we have not been in contact with you, we are certainly thinking of you and Austin daily. I have been catching updates from Uncle R. and Mom. Things do sound better. I know you must be worn out and Austin extremely tired of the hospital format. As has been, you are in our prayers and thoughts. Keep moving forward and Keep your faith. I know you are focused and determined. It is the only way. Love, Donny and Donna
Donny Beasley
- Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 04:36 PM (CDT)

Oh, what wonderful news that you can come home for awhile!!! Our prayers of peace and comfort for the Wed. test are being said. And as always, God is with you!!! Jesus loves you, Austin!!! We love you!!! Frank, Mary, Justin and Jessica Bunch
Mary Bunch
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 04:26 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina, Austin & Family,
I'm so happy to hear that Austin may be coming down for a visit! We got lots of books for you from SEBA & will be mailing them soon. Kiefer & I just got back last night & trailer still has to be unpacked... Please let me know if there is anything else you all need or just want! I'll be happy to send it up w/the rest of this stuff. Hope to see you soon, LOVE YOU ALL!
Karin Wilson <pandp@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 04:17 PM (CDT)

dear austin, tina, jimmy, and meagan,

i am thrilled to read about your great fighting cells, austin. this is wonderful! you all have been in my prayers every day and will be in my prayers especially tomorrow. we will look forward to hearing when you can come home! i hope the rain and wind are gone by the time you do. keep the faith! know i love you......

love,

emily
emily garner
fairhope, - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 03:46 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina & Austin, Hope you are having a good day today. You have been on my mind. I hope you get good news tomorrow. You are in our thought and prayers.
We love you, Carol & Melvin
Carol Middleton <middletoncarol@hotmail.com>
Uriah, Al USA - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 03:14 PM (CDT)

Dear AWESOME AUSTIN! I hope you have had a wonderful day and have felt good! Also, no fever today would be great to hear. I have been thinking about yall all day and dreamed about you all night last night. You NEVER leave my thoughts. Keep us updated on your progress, we really care about you and want to know that you are feeling great! Kiss your mom for me! LOVE YALL! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, Al - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 02:41 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina and Austin, The Kahn Family wanted you all to know that we think about you daily, and our prayers are constant. It's great to hear that those fighting cells are going strong! Austin, the pictures of you in the paper were great. You're becoming quite a hero in our eyes here on the Eastern Shore. Love, Gracey, Sadie, Patti, and Freddie
Patti Kahn <fpkahn@dellEpro.com>
Daphne, Al. U.S. - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 02:08 PM (CDT)

Great News! We are continuing to pray and look forward to witnessing a complete healing miracle. Our God is an awesome God and you are pretty awesome, too! We are so inspired by your faith and courage. God is really shining through you to touch the lives of so many others. :-)
Jayne Godfrey <JGodfrey11@aol.com>
Spanish Fort, AL USA - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 08:10 AM (CDT)

Good morning Bakers...We are so thankful to hear of Bucky's progress...I hear the golf tournament was a huge success...It seems that things are looking up for all of you...My mother speaks often of how impressed she is with your faith...Trust me..it takes a lot to impress my mama! Here's a thought for today: "Courage is fear holding on a minute longer" General Patton...All of you are teaching all of us what faith and courage is all about...We hope you are home soon...We love you all..
Kim Matthews <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 04:34 AM (CDT)

Hi Bakers! What a trooper you are Austin! Making all those fighting cells and still having fun. It has been so nice to lift prayers of praise to God for all of your good news. The thought of you being at home in your own bed, with all your own "stuff", with your mom and sister makes my heart smile. Here's to God and Austin - what a team! Evy Jewell prayed tonight that you would get more and more fighting "skills".:)Ella prayed that when Ms. Tina gets in a "squeezy, squeezy spot" that she would keep her eyes on God. I don't think Ms. Tina's eyes have wavered from his gaze. Love you. DeColores Tina!
Kelly Hayes <Crimehater@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 10:14 PM (CDT)

Dear Austin, Yea! Yea! We are so glad you are feeling better. Mary keeps saying GO AUSTIN! GO! She is not interested in cheering for Bama or Auburn, but she cheers for you all the time. We all pray for you throughout the day. We love all the details you send through the website. Love So Much! The Vogles
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
Fairhope, Al - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 09:46 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina and Austin,
I was very sad to hear about the time that you and your family have been going through. I spoke with Tara today and she gave me the good news about fighting cells. You have been added to my church's prayer list and my family also has you in their thoughts and prayers. They send their love and hellos. Tina, I know that you have always been a strong person and certainly have passed this to Austin. He is lucky to have you as his mom. All that Tara can talk about is your amazing strength and faith. I admire you and will continue to pray for you to have strength. By the way, I do mean inner strength and faith, not the strength you used to use to beat me with a hairbrush! Have a nice evening and I hope to hear good news on Wednesday.
Michelle Woods Smith <michws@bellsouth.net>
Pensacola, FL Escambia - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 09:42 PM (CDT)

Dear Austin- I'm so happy you are doing much better.Hang in there and know that everyone is praying for you every day.Hope you can come to the clinic for a minute and say "hi" when you come home for a visit. Love Ya, Cathy
cathy caruthers
- Monday, September 23, 2002 at 09:32 PM (CDT)

Tina and Austin,Please know that so many friends in Atmore are praying for you every day.Austin is on our prayer list at The First United Methodist Church.Dr Doug keeps us posted on Austins progress, we love this web site so we can log in daily.Keep up the good work, Murray joins me in sending our LOVE,Sandy
Sandra K Whitaker
Atmore, AL Escambia - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 08:58 PM (CDT)

TINA AND AUSTIN,WE ARE FRIENDS OF TARA AND SHE TOLD US HOW SICK YOU HAD BEEN AND HOW MUCH BETTER YOU ARE WE WANTED YOU TO KNOW WE ARE SAYING PRAYERS FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY
SALLY AND CORKY MEISENHEIMER <CARL MEIS @AOL.COM>
NICEVILLE , FLA OKALOOSA - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 08:27 PM (CDT)

Tina: I am thankful for the progress that Austin is making. Your friend Kim Matthews posted a message on
Sept 18 that bears repeating.. "When you step into the darkness of the unknown, Faith is knowing that one of two things will happen: You will be given something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly." That about sums it up. John joins me in sending our love. Mary Helen
mary helen graham <johnmary@net1inc.net>
atmore, al - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 07:55 PM (CDT)

Tina and Austin, so excited to hear the great news . We will all keep praying for Austin to have more and more fighting cells. We will be going to Blue Lake this weekend and we will all take you ,Austin, Meagan and Jimmy with us in out thoughts and prayers. You know Tina how strong the Holy Spirit is when we are all at Blue Lake and we will go
asking God to fill you up and we will leave knowing that
Austin will be completely healed. Keep strong in his loving arms.
In Christ Love
Lisa Calhoun

Lisa
- Monday, September 23, 2002 at 07:18 PM (CDT)

Austin and Tina - WHOOPPEEE!!!!! What fantastic news! Austin, this is a great way to start the week. Oh, Austin, we are so proud of you and continue our prayers and praise to God for your continued recovery. There are a lot of people in Charlotte praying for you and your family. You are loved and cherished, and we are so proud of your stubborn refusal to let this get you down. We LOVE you - what HAPPY, HAPPY NEWS!! Thanks for sharing and making our Monday evening!
Lisa and Matthew <lematth@aol.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 06:49 PM (CDT)

FANTASTIC NEWS.. Keep up the good work Austin. Tina the Trail ride is shaping up to be great. Hope you will be home and able to attend. I know Austin will not be able to be exposed to all the people at this time, but know that this is being done for him. I'll call you later. Auntie Brenda
Brenda Wade <bwade@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, Al - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 04:27 PM (CDT)

GOOD AFTERNOON Tina & AWESOME AUSTIN! That's what I'm going to call you from now on because you have overcome so many obstacles. You are an amazing young man that so many people love and adore. Keep making those fighting cells because they are the key to your getting well. I so glad you and your mom got out of your room today, I know it was a nice change of scenery. I also know you are looking forward to coming home for a while. It will be nice to be in your house with your own things and your sister there to help you. Make her wait on you while your home!! Take care of yourself and your wonderful mom. I want to come see you when you are better. I won't come while your "visiting" home because I know the germs must be kept to a minimum. Tell your mom I love her and hope to see you all soon! Love, Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, Al - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 04:13 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina and Austin,
What wonderful news!!! I hope that you get great results on Wednesday. Let us know when you'll be home, Anna really wants to see Austin. She is going to be so excited to hear the news. She will call you tonight.
Take care, Kristi
Kristi D'Olive
Point Clear, AL USA - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 01:46 PM (CDT)

Dear Austin and Mommy: Thanks for your note Austin! What good news to hear from you both. We are thanking our God for this news! Keep taking your meds and trying to eat so that those fighting cells will multiply and you will get stronger and stronger. We think of you all the time and pray for news like this. With lots of love and hugs to you all.........Joan
Joan Sullivan <jsulli9396@AOL>
Daphne, al Baldwin - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 01:15 PM (CDT)

Austin - GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO
We love you!
God is in you, buddy.
Tina, you are one amazing Mom!
Plz call when you get to town..
Love you guys so much,
Karin
Karin Ballard <karingate@aol.com>
Planet Page & Palette, :) :) - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 01:13 PM (CDT)

Austin-
I was so excited to read that you are beginning to feel better!
Riddle: What nut makes you sneeze??
A "cashew"
Jacob sends his love!!!

Mrs. Sarah <sseitz4@juno.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 01:05 PM (CDT)

Tina, wanted you to know that I am thinking of you now, and pray that God will continue to give you the strength and courage. Great news with the fighting cells!! Tell Austin to keep up the good work, he must take after his PaPa (HA!)
Praying for a good week and reports that will get you back home soon.
Tommy & Agnes <bamaroll50@aol.com>
Bay Minette, AL Baldwin - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 12:27 PM (CDT)

Tina & Austin, It was great to hear the good news about the "fighting cells". Keep up the good work Austin. We think about all of you everyday. We love you all and are praying for you. Carol & Melvin
Carol Middleton <cmiddleton@hotmail.com>
Uriah, Al USA - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 10:45 AM (CDT)

Austin!! Great news!! You keep those good cells coming buddy! My prayers are with you and your family.

God Bless!
Megan Adams <mwadams11@earthlink.net>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 09:41 AM (CDT)

Hi Austin!

It sure was great seeing you yesterday � Cam talked about it all the way there and all the way home�and, even this morning, as we were still picking the silly string out of our hair this morning � a nice treat for those we bump into along life�s pathway today.

How about a thought for the day��There are no mistakes, no coincidences. All events are blessings given to us to learn from.� Elisabeth Kubler-Ross

Pretty powerful stuff, eh? Again, just as we�ve been writing, you can look back at your experiences or tough times, and find out the outcome to be even better than you could have hoped. So with this be�you don�t remember Steve Austin, The Six Million Dollar Man, but I�ll be your folks do � he had a horrible accident, and the thing that Oscar Goldman said was, �we can rebuild him; we have the technology.�

And they did.

He was bionic � super strong; had terrific, telescopic eye-site and could run incredibly fast.

And now look at you, fighting cells arming and preparing and battling. Better, stronger, faster.

Enjoy today my little friend.

MTG!

Love,

Cam and Chris

PS How was the vanilla-coffee smell that seemed to be hanging thickly in the room?

Cam and Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 09:29 AM (CDT)

Hey Tina! I went to the silent auction last night and was so glad to hear about those fighting cells! I spoke with Jack Baker for a short while and he was so overwhelmed with how many people were there supporting Austin and the whole family during this difficult time. It doesn't surprise me. God is so awesome that none of us could know the number of people who have been touched by you, your precious children and your family! I know it's hard to be so strong for so long but with all of our prayers and HIS strength, you can do this!! Keep looking up. DeColores, Laurie Kelly
Laurie Kelly <laurie.kelly@amsouth.com>
Daphne, AL - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 08:37 AM (CDT)

Good evening Bakers,
We are soo happy to hear about those fighting cells!!!! We always have ya'll close to our hearts and in our prayers. God is good, all the time!!!!!!!
Kevin and Michelle Wilson <Mkladybug4@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 10:45 PM (CDT)

Hey Mrs. Tina and Austin GOD is Great!! It is so amazing what the power of prayer can do. Austin I am praying for you and I am praising GOD for those fighting cells!!!! I love you buddy and I can't wait until you can come home! Mrs.Tina your awsome and your stength is such a witness to us all! May God Bless you guys and He is with you and He is watching over ya'll. I love ya'll and I am praying for ya'll!!
With God's Enduring Love,
Jessica Calhoun
- Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 10:09 PM (CDT)

Hello Tina and Austin,
We are so glad to hear about those fighting cells. We are praying for many, many more. Austin I heard about the silly string that Uncle George brought you. That sounds like such fun. I know everyone loved seeing you have such a great time with it. I got to visit with your Grandmother and Grandfather and Aunt Susie today. It was good to hear stories about you. You are in our prayers always.
Love, Terri and Ross Bishop
Terri and Ross Bishop <budchip@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL USA - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 09:38 PM (CDT)

Hey Tine and Austin!
I am so excited to hear your good news! GO FIGHTING CELLS!! We will continue to pray for more. God is hearing our prayers and I'm comforted that you are feeling them!
I LOVE YOU BOTH! Tina, Christ is Counting on YOU! A girlie, let me tell you, you ARE NOT LETTING HIM DOWN!! You are truly an inspiration to us all!
I LOVE YOU!
Anna <mawar601@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 09:16 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina and Austin,
What wonderful news of the fighting cells and no fever. Our church held a blood drive today in Austin's honor. Many people gave blood and filled out encouraging cards for you all. RL,Barbara and Tara came by but I missed seeing them. So many people in Atmore and the Eastern Shore are praying for Austin's recovery. I hope you get to come home for a few days. The benefit trail ride will be held Oct. 12th. We hope to see many of your friends and family there. Both your Mom and Dad are cooking so we know the food will be great! Love, Cindy
Cindy Matthews Colville <ccolvill@bellsouth.net>
Spanish Fort, AL USA - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 07:34 PM (CDT)

Bakers, So glad to hear there are even MORE fighting cells today. I am sure there are lots more on the horizon, too. Cannot wait to for you to be back home for even a little bit. We are praying for those fighting cells to keep on fighting. Go Austin!

Kelly Hayes <crimehater@aol.com>
fairhope, al usa - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 07:03 PM (CDT)

Dear Austin,

What great news to hear today. You are such a fighter!!!! Katelyn says to tell you that she is so happy and that she is glad to know that God is answering our prayers. She can't wait to meet you.

You keep up the good work. May God bless and keep you this day and forever more.
Kendra and Katelyn Hayes (sister and niece of Maggie Quimby) <hayes38@gulftel.com>
Foley, Al - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 06:10 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina and Austin,
I just got back from the golf tournament. There were so many people there, all pulling for you. There were people that I haven't seen in years. I saw Meagan, she and Ross were running around with all the kids, having a blast.
Saw R.L., Barbara, Mr. and Mrs. Baker, Tanya, Tara ( she looks great!), Susie and George and many, many more. We prayed for you again at church this morning. It is such good news about Austin's white cells and lack of a fever!
You are in our prayers.
Love,
Alison
Alison Moore <amcbmoore@mindspring.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 04:21 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina and Austin. What wonderful news!!! Go Fighting Cells!!! I saw Meagan at FES and she told me about Austin's encounter with the clown. Tina, you are an inspiration to us all, as you are truly a witness of Christ's love and strength and His supernatural power!!!
We love you and as always you are in our thoughts and prayers!!! Love, Mary,Frank, Justin and Jessica Bunch
Mary Bunch
Fairhope, AL USA - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 03:16 PM (CDT)

Tina,
We are so happy to hear that Austin has even MORE fighting cells! This is such wonderful news!! I know you are so glad that he has gone for 24 hours w/ out a fever! Hip, Hip Hooray!!!! Keep sending us good news!
Love you all!
DeColores!
Maggie and Toby and boys
Maggie <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, Al Escambia - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 02:51 PM (CDT)

Dear Bakers: We are so happy for the good news and hope that by today you are feeling much better...Hang in there guys...We love you.
Kim Matthews <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 02:44 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina, Jimmy, Austin and Megan,
We are so glad to hear Austin is doing better and fever free. We think of ya'll every day and continue to pray for
Austin's improvement. Stay strong and know we are here for
you and you are in our thoughts and prayers. Love, Brooke, Chuck, Chas and Hannah
Brooke Kelly <Brookemkelly@aol.com>
Magnolia Springs, AL - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 09:42 AM (CDT)

Good morning, Austin!

How are you today? Have you seen that big huge �thing� churning around in the Gulf of Mexico? With your fighting cells, it seems like the same thing that you have befriended, in each of your cells, helping you to blow those little scurrying cells around and out of your body!

Here�s the thought for the day: �I learned to live many years ago. Something really bad happened to me, something that changed my life in ways that, if I had had a choice, it would never have been changed at all. And what I learned from it is what, today, sometimes seems to be the hardest lesson of all. I learned to love the journey, not the destination�and that today is the only guarantee you get.� Anna Quindlen

I really like that one, as it touches on what I have been writing for the past week or so, focusing on being right here, right now�as when you do that, you forget the stuff that happened in the past (which only causes pain), and you don�t forecast the stuff that may or may not happen in the future � also a potential source of pain or discomfort�and also of joy. However, if you are mindful of being right where you are, right now, feeling your strong breaths coming in and out of your chest, energizing your fighting �hurricane� cells, can smell the room, are present in conversation with your mom or your dad or Meagan or any visitors that may be with you; and, you feel the way your bed feels, or the sound that slippers make on the floor�you are totally caught up in being right where you are right now�there are no thoughts of the past and there are no thoughts of the future (though remember, we have that positive outcome, visualized and in focus in our minds� eye). We simply are.

Be here now and enjoy your day.

MTG>

Love,

Cam and Chris

Cam & Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 08:14 AM (CDT)

THIS IS WONDERFUL! TWO GREAT NEWS REPORTS IN 2 DAYS! I AM SO GLAD YOU ARE ABLE TO UPDATE US MORE NOW AND I HOPE YOU DO GET TO COME HOME FOR A FEW DAYS. HE MAY FEEL BETTER BEING AT HOME IN HIS OWN BED WITH HIS SISTER BY HIS SIDE. (I GUESS YOU MEAN HE CAN GO WITH YOU) THINGS ARE LOOKING UP AND THEY CAN ONLY GET BETTER. YOU HAVE BEEN DOWN A LONG ROAD AND I KNOW IT WILL BE ALOT LONGER, BUT YOU HAVE A HUGE SUPPORT GROUP OUT HERE PULLING FOR BOTH OF YOU. WE LOVE YOU AND KEEP YOU IN OUR HEARTS AND THOUGHTS EACH AND EVERY DAY. TAKE CARE AND KEEP UP THE GREAT WORK! LOVE, CATHI
CATHI <RCCOON@FRONTIERNET.NET>
ATMORE, AL - Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 07:23 PM (CDT)

Greetings from Fairhope!!! Congratulations on the great news!!! That fighting spirit is shining through. It was so good to see you the other day. I hope that you have a super night!!! Are prayers and thoughts are with you always!! We love you - The Dees
P.S. - The Pringles and coffee are on the way!!
Lelslie
- Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 07:01 PM (CDT)

Hi Austin - WOW! This is GREAT news - keep making those fighting cells. We are so proud of your fighting spirit and tenacity - and know that God must have great things in store for you! We love you, Lisa & Matthew
Lisa Matthews and Matthew Cherney (Kim Matthews) <lematth@aol.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 06:05 PM (CDT)

GO AUSTIN!! KEEP MAKING THOSE FIGHTING CELLS. WE ARE SO PROUD OF YOU!!
Tina, Jimmy, and Meagan, We were so excited over the good news! We continue to keep your family in our prayers!
Rebecca Duskin
Lanett, Al - Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 05:55 PM (CDT)

Hey Mrs. Tina, Meagan, Austin, and Mr. Jimmy I have been praying for you guys today. God is going to keep giving you those fighting cells Austin. I love you buddy!! I am here at work and Mrs. Tina I wish you were here too! Austin buddy when you get home you can have all the cookie dough icecream it is here waiting for you. Mrs. Tina the rest of the ladys here want me to tell you hello and that we all miss ya'll. God is Awesome and I know He is with ya'll always protecting ya'll. I miss ya'll and love ya'll. Also if Meagan wants to blue lake, she is welcome to go with us!
With God's Enduring Love,
Jessica Calhoun
- Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 04:47 PM (CDT)

Austin - Hope you are busy making more fighting cells. I am sure it is hard work, but you are a tough cookie. God is hearing our prayers!
Kelly Hayes <crimehater@aol.com>
fairhope, al usa - Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 01:43 PM (CDT)

Hi Austin,
You dont know me, but my name is Anna O'Neal. My cousin is Shea White and his mom (my aunt) sent me an email about you! I have been praying for you and will continue to do so! I have best wishes! GOD BLESS YOU!
Anna O'Neal <Gymrat34@aol.com>
GA USA - Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 01:13 PM (CDT)

Hi Austin and Family,
I'm Debi Kerry. Donna Beasley is my sister and I know your grandfather RL. I'm very happy to hear you have FIGHTING CELLS! That is AWESOME!! You seem like a very tough little boy Austin, and a handsome one I might say. Please know that you are in all our prayers and thoughts. Stay strong and tough, and always keep a smile on your face. My family will be thinking of yours and keeping you on our prayers.
Your friend,
Debi Kerry
Debi Kerry <merc298@yahoo.com>
Lexington, MI 48450 - Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 11:56 AM (CDT)

Dear Austin

Hi this is Bailey. I am at Jo Jo and Pa Pa's house. I hope you are feeling better. I will see you sometime next week. I love you. Adios. Bailey

Amp Vila,

We talked to your daddy this morning and he said you had a good nite. He said you had some more fighting cells. Hooray!!!!!!! We love you and are praying for you.

Love Jo Jo and your cousin Bailey!!!!!

Jo Jo and Bailey <JoJacBaker@ CS.COM>
Daphne, AL - Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 09:58 AM (CDT)

Hi Austin!

Boy, think of what this day has in store, and attack it with the vigor of being able to live to your potential right her and now in the moment.

The thought for the day��The future is not there waiting for us. We create it by the power of imagination.� Pir Vilayat Khan

I�m a big fan of imagination and of visualization as well�and really, they can and do go hand in hand � imagining the possibilities and then visualizing them playing out in your life. The pictures are wonderful and interestingly, your brain doesn�t know the difference between the pictures in your mind and the pictures that play out in front of your eyes.

I use it (visualization) all the time, though a great example of how it was really helpful played out in parachuting - !!! I visualized what it would be like sitting on the edge of the plane getting ready to jump � the wind, the noise, the vision of the ground 13500 feet below. I did that every day for a month leading up to the jump, and when I got there, got into the plane and was actually ready to jump�it was exactly as I had anticipated it�and the fear that was there for many changed into excitement for me.

Great fun�and, visualization is one of those powerful tools that really helps.

So, use your imagination and visualize your potential playing out � all you have to do is close your eyes and paint pictures in your head.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam and Chris

Cam and Chris <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 08:27 AM (CDT)

Forget Alabama, No more Auburn.....

Go "Fighting Cells".
Uncle Goldfish.
- Friday, September 20, 2002 at 10:35 PM (CDT)

Tina, we love you and are thinking and praying for you everyday. Dessa says she has missed Austin in Sunday School, She says to tell him that. She also says to behave, she is always bossy where he is concerned. William has been home and has designed a caterpillar. He is metal and very cute. He will take him to Dallas. Tell Austin it is his bug, because that is its name. Take care and give him a big hug from me. If it is O.K. I will take a caterpillar to your house. I wasn't sure it would be alright to send it up there.
Margie <margiefair@yahoo.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, September 20, 2002 at 10:00 PM (CDT)

HEY!! HOW EXCITING IS THIS NEWS!!! I AM SO HAPPY AND THANKFUL. THANK YOU FOR KEEPING US POSTED! WE LOVE YOU AND LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING YOU VERY, VERY SOON! CALL ME IF I CAN DO ANYTHING FOR YOUR HOMECOMING!!! I WILL PRAY THAT THOSE CELLS KEEP FIGHTING AND GOD CONTINUES TO STRENGTHEN AND HEAL!!
Anna <mawar601@bellsouth.net>
- Friday, September 20, 2002 at 09:37 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina,
Iam so very happy to hear that Austin has some FIGHTING CELLS!! That is absolutely wonderful!!!!!!! Iam so glad that I was able to talk to you today and hear him in the back ground!! He snores just like our boys!!!! I told you today that I feel really good about Austin recovering and that's the truth!!!!!! We will continue to pray for the tough little guy every single day and night!
My prayer for you today is that you will respond positively to each challenge that is thrown at you. I pray that you will wrap your hands around each task and trust GOD to give you divine strength!!!!!!!!!!GOD will work in you and give you the desire and power to accomplish anything!!!!!!!!!!!
Love you so very much,
Maggie and Toby
Maggie <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, Al Escambia - Friday, September 20, 2002 at 09:18 PM (CDT)

Oh, what a blessing. It was so good to read your entry, Tina. God Almighty is always looking out for Austin. I am so happy and excited for Austin and you all. The power of prayer is miraculous. I will continue to keep Austin in my prayers. We have him on our prayer list at First Presbyterian Church in Foley. May God bless and keep you, may God shine his love on you this day and forever more. Amen.
Kendra Hayes <hayes38@gulftel.com>
Foley, Al - Friday, September 20, 2002 at 08:48 PM (CDT)

Tina,
We are so happy and thankful for the great news!!! We will keep sending up the prayers!!!!!
Kevin and Michelle Wilson <Mkladybug4@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, September 20, 2002 at 08:04 PM (CDT)

Tina, it's Amanda. I check in every day and pray every night. Hopeing for all the best for you.
Amanda Wilson <pittykate@msn.com>
Bay Minette, AL USA - Friday, September 20, 2002 at 07:56 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina,
Glad to hear the good news. Every little bit helps. We are all thinking about you look forward to hear from you soon. Jack says "Hey Austin, lets go to Pizza Hut!"
I'm still looking for that quotable bible verse!
Love Ya,
Lea and the family
Lea Odom <leaodom@att.net>
Fairhope, Al - Friday, September 20, 2002 at 07:20 PM (CDT)

Tina, Jimmy, Austin and Meagan,
We are so glad to hear that you have some good news today! We have been worried about that fever and praying
that he will become fever free. I hope that ya'll have a good weekend. Phillip sure has been working hard getting ready for the golf tournament. He has just been so amazed
at all the people that have made donations and want to help out. It should be good.
Love, Alan, Alison and Ross
Alison Moore <amcbmoore@mindspring.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Friday, September 20, 2002 at 05:48 PM (CDT)

Dear Baker Family,
Wow! We are so happy to hear your wonderful news:) We will keep sending many prayers up for Austin and you...every day. Tell Austin to keep up the good work!
God Bless,
Theresa and David
Theresa and David Jellenc
Montrose, AL - Friday, September 20, 2002 at 01:53 PM (CDT)

Dearest Tina and Austin: We are absolutely thrilled to hear the good news! Thank you, GOD!!! We are with you in spirit all the time. Keep getting better and better.

Much love,
Betty and Floyd <fbadams@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Friday, September 20, 2002 at 01:47 PM (CDT)

Dear Bakers: Never underestimate the power of prayer. That is wonderful news!!! Hang in there and keep fighting. We love you all.
Kim Matthews <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, September 20, 2002 at 01:13 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina and Austin,
I am so happy to hear the wonderful news, you both have been real troopers. Hang in there and I hope ya'll are home real soon. I will continue to pray for you and your other little friends up there with you.

Take care, Kristi
Kristi D'Olive <kdolive@netzero.net>
Point Clear, AL USA - Friday, September 20, 2002 at 01:07 PM (CDT)

Austin,
Sounds like you have a really good battle of the good cells fighting off the bad ones! Awesome, buddy. You take care of your sister, Mom and Dad and know that we all are thinking about you every hour of every day! Really!! God is good, God is great. And the best part is that He loves you more than anything! Hugs and kisses,
Karin @ Page & Palette
Karin Ballard <karingate@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, September 20, 2002 at 12:56 PM (CDT)

HEY MEAGAN! HAPPY FRIDAY! I know you are excited to be in Birmingham with your brother & mom. Weren't you excited to have your mom home for the night? I bet you two had lots of fun! You & Austin have a great mom and you know she will be by your side no matter what. One day when it's just the two of you, get her to tell you about us eating the berries that used to grow on my old house! We weren't supposed to! We also made mud pies at your mom's old house on 7th avenue when we were in kindergarten. I could go on and on, there was nothing that we weren't into at one time or another! You take care and have fun with Austin this week end! Love you! "Aunt Cathi"
Cathi
Atmore, Al - Friday, September 20, 2002 at 12:49 PM (CDT)

HEY T! Where do I start? THANK GOD FOR THE GREAT NEWS! I am so glad to see this information from you, I have been wanting to know how he was and nobody seemed to have any info, much less this GREAT news! I know you have to be on cloud 9 today and that's wonderful! I know you have probably had many days that you have been down. This news can be of much greater value in spirit for you and Austin because you know things are looking up now. I agree with a friend of yours, I feel there are great things coming for Austin. I think he will be an inspiration to many as he grows up. You also, I feel your strength and inspiration. He is so lucky to have such a great mom standing by him. I was thrilled to see that you got to sneak home to be with Meagan. I know she loved every minute of that time. I am fixing to send her "her" message for the week end, I know she will be there! KEEP THE GREAT NEWS COMING! WE LOVE READING IT! I LOVE YALL! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, Al - Friday, September 20, 2002 at 12:43 PM (CDT)

Tina & Austin,

What wonderful news!!! This is just an excellent way to start the day, knowing that Austin's white cells are fighting back like normal white blood cells are supposed to!! Everything is looking up.

We are thinking of you daily.
Joyce Wharton
- Friday, September 20, 2002 at 12:26 PM (CDT)

Tina, Just read the good news!!!! We are all praying for Austin and all of his family. Glad that you were able to come home if for only a short time. Keep sending good news.
Tommy & Agnes Easley <bamaroll50@aol.com>
Bay Minette, AL - Friday, September 20, 2002 at 12:24 PM (CDT)

Tina and Austin, that is such great news. We will continue to pray for each of you. Hang in there!!
Jennifer Overstreet <jennifer_overstreet@cargill.com>
Newnan, GA USA - Friday, September 20, 2002 at 12:22 PM (CDT)

Hey Baker family,

I am so glad Tina you took the time to come home and be with May May. I know she misses you very much. You'all are constantly in my prayers. Hang in there. God Loves you very much. Please let us know if we can do anything for you here. Miss seeing you and having you here fixing your own coffee. Love you bunches. Love you Austin.

Suzanne Williamson <Latte Da Gurl@Yahoo.com>
Fairhope, Al Baldwin - Friday, September 20, 2002 at 12:09 PM (CDT)

Hey Mrs. Tina and Austin
That is awesome!!!!!!!! I was so excited to read of that great news. GOD is so good! Austin your are a true blessing from GOD and he has something awesome palnned for your life hang in there buddy. I love you and I will be praying for you all day and night! May GOD continue to bless you life. Much love and huggs!
With GOD'S Enduring Love,
Jessica Calhoun
- Friday, September 20, 2002 at 12:06 PM (CDT)

Amp VilA

Sure was good to here you answer the phone this morning. You sounded so good. Glad to here that we have some fighting cells now. We are on a roll. Hang in there.

Love Popple and Jo Jo

Betty Baker <JoJacBaker@CS.COM>
Daphne, Al - Friday, September 20, 2002 at 11:43 AM (CDT)

TINA AND AUSTIN,
GOD HAS GIVEN US A BRAND NEW DAY TO EXPLORE. HOPE YOU FIND THIS DAY BETTER THAN YERSTERDAY. SORRY TO HEAR OF AUSTINS COLD AND SINUS INFECTION. WE ARE ROOTING FOR YOU. MAY YOU BE IN GOD'S HANDS AND FEEL HIS COMFORTING SPIRIT ALL DAY..
WE ARE PRAYING FOR YOU.. LOVE, BETH AND SHAWN
BETH LINAM <slinam@econec.net>
ATMORE, AL - Friday, September 20, 2002 at 09:26 AM (CDT)

HELLO BAKER FAMILY, I WANTED TO SAY HI TO AUSTIN & SEE IF HE HAS TALKED THE NURSES INTO MAKING HIM A TENT ! HOW IS MEGAN? TELL HER I SAID HELLO. I HOPE SHE IS DOING GOOD IN SCHOOL. ALL OF YOU ARE SO SPECIAL TO US & YOU ARE IN OUR PRAYERS. HOPE AUSTIN HAS A GOOD WEEK. LOVE,MISS CINDY,NELSON ASHLEY & MICHAEL ,BRIDGET ,JOHN,"JAGGER & coco" and all the cows!!!!!
cindy wingo <jnwingo@hotmail.com>
robertsdale , al - Friday, September 20, 2002 at 09:24 AM (CDT)

Hi Austin!

How about this thought for the day��The world needs all the help you can give by way of cheerful, optimistic, inspiring thought and personal example.�
Grenville Kleiser

What a great thought, as when it comes down to it, certainly the folks who have sent notes to you for internalizing, or baskets of munchies for chomping on, or visits from football players (friend or foe) and virtual hugs and kisses and prayers have all been motivational, inspiring and mindful.

But, I would also suggest that you, the little guy who Meagan says is losing some hair, are also a super inspiration to the folks in your very close circle in Birmingham, and as your circle of strength grows outward, an inspiration just like waves lapping up on a beach as the tide comes in.

Strength, laughter, that cute smile and still developing palate (which gives a great slur to some names�like mine!) and the like are all terrific traits that you have and are exhibiting � as you perhaps unknowingly are very much a light of hope for those around you.

What a tremendous gift you are little friend.

Cam and I are beaming at you now, through smiles and the atmosphere on our friendly planet Zoltoid (I thought it was Zoltec, but Cam corrected me this afternoon).

Enjoy the now and make today great!

Love,

Cam and Chris

Chris & Cam <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltoid, - Friday, September 20, 2002 at 08:02 AM (CDT)

Good morning! We're so glad you were able to come home and visit with Meagan! All of your family remain in our thoughts and prayers!
Dee Fuhrman <FabFuhr5Waol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, September 20, 2002 at 07:19 AM (CDT)

Tina,
Iam so glad that you were able to go home and spend a little time w/ Meagan!! In your home!! I know it felt good to sleep in your own bed. I hope that Austin is feeling better.Give him a big hug for us! Hope to see you soon!!!

Love ya,
DeColores!!!!!!
Maggie
Maggie and Toby Quimby <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, Al Escambia - Thursday, September 19, 2002 at 10:07 PM (CDT)

Hello Austin and Tina and family,

Just wanted to say hello and we hope that Austin is doing better. May each of you find strength in each other. My prayer tonight is that Austin will wake in the morning feeling stronger and well rested. May God continue to work in your lives. Keep the faith. It is what keeps us all going during hard times and even the good times.

Kendra and Katelyn Hayes <hayes38@gulftel.com>
Foley, Al - Thursday, September 19, 2002 at 09:50 PM (CDT)

Austin, Tina and family,
Just checking on you and your progress. Also letting you know we are thinking of you. You are always in our prayers and thoughts. Shawn, Beth, Alisha and Nicholas Linam
Beth Linam <slinam@econec.net>
Atmore, Al usa - Thursday, September 19, 2002 at 05:08 PM (CDT)

Hey Tina & Austin! It's now late afternoon and I'm just getting in to check on yall. I have been at the middle school all day with Melvin Middleton. I had asked him if he had any news on you, but he didn't really know anything. I will keep checking for an update. Hope you feel good today and have lots of strength to keep everyone there busy! Let me know if you need anything.....you KNOW I will do whatever you need me to. Take care and I will check with you probably around lunchtime tomorrow. Love, Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, Al - Thursday, September 19, 2002 at 04:56 PM (CDT)

Hey Tina - It's Leslye again. I was thinking about you and missing you. Just wanted to let you know that.
Leslye Scheller
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, September 19, 2002 at 04:37 PM (CDT)

Tina- Hope all is going well with you Yankees! I am going to leave a message for you through Leslie so be sure to ask her on your next visit! I talked to Jennie Breslin last night and she told me of your visit. She really enjoyed it. I look forward to seeing you soon!
Love you! Know your reunion group is here waiting for you and since it's just the two of us, it can come to you if you need it to. Just give me the word!
Anna <mawar601@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, - Thursday, September 19, 2002 at 02:25 PM (CDT)

Austin
Your aunt Tara has been keeping me up to date with your progress.First, she tells me that youve been watching cartoons and laughing until your belly hurts and then she tells me that Alabama football players came to see you.How neat! Hope you are feeling better and get well soon.George Thuesen
GEORGE THUESEN <gdthuesen02@cs.com>
GULF BREEZE, FL USA - Thursday, September 19, 2002 at 12:13 PM (CDT)

Hey Mrs. Tina, Meagan, and Austin
Just wanted to say hello and that I am praying for you guys! Ya'll are all so strong and I am amazed at all the love and support ya'll are recieving! GOD is truly great. I miss ya'll an I can't wait for ya'll to come home. Next weekend is bluelake and it won't be the same without ya'll there. May GOD bless ya'll and give you Strength today! I love ya'll!
With GOD's Enduring Love,
Jessica Calhoun
- Thursday, September 19, 2002 at 12:05 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina and family,

Thank you for keeping us informed with the website. Austin is a tough little boy and with all of the prayers that are going up for him, his fight has a lot of punch in it.

We hope to see you soon
Gwen Dorriety <dorriety@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Thursday, September 19, 2002 at 11:41 AM (CDT)

Hi Austin!

What's happening in your world today? Here's today's thought:
"A strong positive attitude will create more miracles than any wonder drug." Patricia Neal

I am a particular fan of that one, as I am a huge believer in a positive attitude - and in fact believe that a positive attitude and some exercise will help get me to my goal of 110 (years)!

There IS a silver lining, positive, learning spin on everything. The challenge though, at times, is being able to see the learning when you are right in the middle of it. Boy, can I ever relate to that.

H o w e v e r ...if you look back on the tough times that you've had in your life - you know, the really difficult challenges or stumbling blocks and hurdles, and then look at how things turned out (maybe not a day, week or month later, but perhaps six months), they always turn out better than you could imagine. Always.

We can all see that in our lives. So, perhaps with that knowledge floating around in our minds, we can take a look at the now in a different light - knowing that the experience we're treading through is helping us grow and find our way to another place; though as the "climbing" thought I shared the other day related, we aren't necessarily totally focused on reaching the summit, though have it in mind - rather, we are mindful of each step, breath, wind touch on our skin.

Mindful of being right here, right now, knowing that our experience is richer as a result of that.

Austin, we saw your mom and sister last night, and gave them big hugs to give to you, until Cam and I can get up to see you - which we'll do soon.

Enjoy the rest of your week and ...Make Today Great!

Love,

Chris & Cam
Chris & Cam <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltec, - Thursday, September 19, 2002 at 07:14 AM (CDT)

Hi Austin
We are friends of Popple and Jo-Jo and we have met you, Megan and your Mom at Gulf Shores. We think you ar such a brave and strong little boy and we are praying for you and your family. Here is a little smile for you. "What does a baby corn call his Daddy? POPCORN."
Love and Prayers from Saraland, Al.

Jerry & Melba Patterson <JWPMIP@worldnet.att.net>
Saraland, Al USA - Thursday, September 19, 2002 at 06:55 AM (CDT)

To Austin our dear friend: We love you and think of you all throughout the day. We pray every day that you will not have a temperature and that you will be hungry.
Love, Rachel, Mary and Ellen
The Vogles <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, September 18, 2002 at 10:21 PM (CDT)

Tina,
Just wanted to say that we love you and your family and hope that Austin had a good day today. It is great to read all of these emails and to see how YOU have touched the lives of so many people. I admire people who know how to encourage others by what they say and do. That is a true gift from God. He is the all-time great ENCOURAGER and he gives you his words to sustain those around you. My prayer is that you are feeling encouraged too!!!!!!!!!!
Love you lots,
Maggie
Maggie and Toby <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, Al Escambia - Wednesday, September 18, 2002 at 09:57 PM (CDT)

Tina and Austin,
I wanted to let you know I am thinking of you. Tina, you are the strongest person I know and Austin is so lucky to have such a wonderful mom! Austin, I hope you are keeping those nurses on their toes! I miss you and I love you! Tina, you and Austin, Meagan, and Jimmy are always in my prayers. I hope to see you soon!
With Love,
Bridget
Bridget <wingobn@mail.auburn.edu>
Auburn, Al USA - Wednesday, September 18, 2002 at 09:56 PM (CDT)

Tina, I wanted you to know that I think of you and Austin so much. You have so many friends who have the faith that prayers are answered, and we know that they are. I admire you and your courage - and we will continue to pray for you and your family.
Tommy and Agnes Easley <bamaroll50@aol.com>
Bay Minette, AL - Wednesday, September 18, 2002 at 09:48 PM (CDT)

Dear Bakers - We are thinking of you today and wanted you to know. Christ is counting on you Tina!
Kelly Hayes <crimehater@aol.com>
fairhope, al usa - Wednesday, September 18, 2002 at 09:24 PM (CDT)

Dear Austin,
I continue to pray for you daily. You are an inspiration to all who read your mail. I am sending you and Megan surprises and hope that you will be able to have them. If not your Grandmother Sherrie can keep them for you until you come home. We continue to surround your family with our love and prayers and know that God listens! Psalms 30:5
has let me know through the years clouds do lift, darkness becomes light, and joy comes. It truly comes.

Clint and Susan Smith <clismi@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, Al - Wednesday, September 18, 2002 at 06:05 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina and Austin,
Just a note to say hello and to say we are thinking of you and your family . Tim and I just wanted to know you are in our thoughts and prayers. If we can do anything here to make your life easier please let us know. Leah said she talked with you Saturday. Well I know this is a long hard road and I wish you both a safe journey, can't wait until I see Jack and Austin playing together once again.

God bless the both of you.

Karla Kant
Karla Kant <TKFAIRHOPE@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL U.S.A. - Wednesday, September 18, 2002 at 04:49 PM (CDT)

Hi Austin and Tina,

It's just after lunch on Wednesday and I wanted to say hi and tell you that I am thinking of you both. Life is pretty tame around here without the two of you. No one has chased the cat in weeks, and I have not seen a flying orange in what seems like forever.
Ali wanted me to tell you that she is learning to play the Guitar and can't wait to seranade the two of you.
All of us love you very much.
Call if you need anything.

Love,

David and da family.
The Garrett's <david_garrett@sperry-marine.com>
- Wednesday, September 18, 2002 at 01:10 PM (CDT)

Hey Mrs. Tina and Austin I am prying for you guys today! I miss ya'll and I love ya'll. Austin buddy I miss you and I hope you know that GOD is with you and that he is watching over you! Just be strong and hang in there little man! Mrs. Tina I can't image as a mom what you are going through, but you are so strong and I look up to you for that. GOD is great all the time! I will be thinking about ya'll today and of course I will be praying for all of ya'll all day and night! I love you guys.
With GOD's Enduring LOVE,
Jessica Calhoun
- Wednesday, September 18, 2002 at 12:10 PM (CDT)

Good Morning Austin & Mommie - here is a word from God's Holy Word just for you! Moses said, "Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them (nasty old booger cells), for the Lord your God goes with you; he will neve leave you nor forsake you. Deuteronomy 31:6 Keep on fighting, Austin. I hear the best medicine is a giggle so tickle Mommie today & LAUGH. Love you.

Marg Perelli <mperelli@dumc.org>
daphne, AL USA - Wednesday, September 18, 2002 at 09:01 AM (CDT)

Good Morning Tina!

Iam hoping that Mr.Austin will have a better day today! He is a very strong and courageous little boy. Tina, I want you to know that you are a true inspiration to Toby and I. Your emails help us in so many ways! When life's problems seem overwhelming, it helps to look at you and see how well you are coping!!You encourage everyone who reads your emails even if they don't know you.

Whatever your cross
Whatever your pain
There will always be sunshine
After the rain!

God Bless!
Love you,
Maggie
Maggie Quimby <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, Al Escambia - Wednesday, September 18, 2002 at 08:55 AM (CDT)

Hey Buddy!

Good morning.

The air is hanging off the sky here � kind of like the big trees down by the bay; it seems to be squished between a layer of clouds and the ground.

Today�s thought? "Destiny is not a matter of chance; it is a matter of choice. It is not a thing to be waited for; it is a thing to be achieved." William Jennings Bryan

I would say again that it is also a thing "to be," as you can be right here in the now, and be "destined." You are�great things and people are in your life�oddly, you may not yet know that. But, you will.

I'll see Meagan today when I go to have lunch with she and Cam and the rest of the class. I always give her a big hug, so will do so again, passing along your smile and brotherly squeeze.

Be impactful today buddy - as I know you are on those around you. Know also that you are carried on the shoulders of our thoughts and prayers.

Make today great.

Love,

Chris & Cam

Chris & Cam <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltec, - Wednesday, September 18, 2002 at 07:07 AM (CDT)

Dear Bakers:
"When you get to the end of all the light you know and it's time to step into the darkness of the unknown, faith is knowing that one of two things will happen: either you will be given something solid to stand on, or you will be taught how to fly". Edward Teller
Your faith and courage is an inspiration to all of us.
Kim Matthews <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, September 18, 2002 at 06:57 AM (CDT)

Good morning Tina & Austin! it's 6 am and I have to get Katie up for school, but NOT before I say hello and wish you well for today! Did Austin have a good day yesterday? I haven't heard anything on him in a week or so. Please take care of each other and know that your here with us daily through thoughts and prayers. LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, Al - Wednesday, September 18, 2002 at 06:07 AM (CDT)

Austin, Hey big guy! I hope you are feeling well. You are in my thoughts and prayers daily. I hope I will be able to see you when i come to b'ham in the next few weeks. I miss seeing you in P&P and I miss those wonderful hugs that I steal from you everyday. Love you Bunches!!! HUGS and Kisses !! I miss you Ms. Tina (I don't have anyone to eat Honey Baked Ham With!!) LOOK WHO IS STRONG NOW ---YOU!!!! LOVE JENNIFER CALHOUN
JENNIFER CALHOUN
F'HOPE, - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 11:22 PM (CDT)

Tina and Austin,
Just wanted you to know that The Quimbys love you and thank God for the friendship that we have w/ you. Tina, we were so sorry to hear about Holly. My eyes were over flowing w/ tears as I read your email but I began to smile when I read the part about her dancing in heaven w/ Jesus!! That is so true. Iam so glad that you can feel that God is there w/ you!! He loves you and will never leave your side!!!!!!
"Trust in the Lord with all thine heart." Proverbs 3:5

Love you,
Maggie

Maggie <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, Al Escambia - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 11:08 PM (CDT)

Tina-
Your spirit never ceases to amaze me! It's so comforting to know that you can feel God's hand in this helping you and Austin. I miss you and look forward to hearing from you soon. Couldn't turn off my lifeline without checking in and letting you know you're always in my thoughts and prayers!
Love You.
Anna <mawar601@bellsouth.net>
- Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 10:16 PM (CDT)

Dear Jimmy, Tina, Austin & Megan,

We have thought of you often and you are in our prayers. Grayson and Graham never forget Austin when they say their nightly prayers.

Scott, Sherry, Grayson & Graham
Sherry Langlitz <jlanglit@bellsouth,net>
Daphne, al US - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 09:08 PM (CDT)

Hello Tina and Austin,
We wanted you to know we are praying daily for you Austin. We hope you get well real soon. Tina I am sending you a big hug.
Love you,
Stephanie,Tommy,Carson and Connor Cobb
Stephanie Middleton Cobb <slmjtc@aol.com>
Troy, Al - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 08:58 PM (CDT)

Hello Little Austin,

I just couldn't close my eyes tonight without saying that I am praying for you. My daughter Katelyn, who is in kindergarten in Fairhope, says her prayers every night and always remembers you. She can't wait to meet you someday soon. Her classroom is right next door to yours. Mrs. Tynes and Mrs. Jones' classrooms get together often so Katelyn said to hurry up and get stronger so she can play with you. You hang in there little man and remember that everyone wishes you well. God will look after you and that is a promise.

We will check back in tomorrow.

Kendra and Katelyn Hayes <hayes38@gulftel.com>
Foley, Al The good ole USA - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 08:34 PM (CDT)

Hi Austin, Meagan, Tina and Jimmy,
Just want you to know we are continuing to remember you in our prayers. We are overwhelmed at the thoughtfulness you have for those round and about you. It is an inspiration to read your journal entries...such faith. It is so good to see Austin's happy face in the pictures. Isn't it wonderful that you are in a place where all of your family can be together? Years ago we could not do that. Other children couldn't come in, etc. I'm so happy Meagan can be there to visit and play with him. It is always a blessing to hear from you and to know Austin is responding to his treatment in a positive way.

Millie Caughron (Kim's mother in Tennessee)
Knoxville, Tn USA - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 08:06 PM (CDT)

DEAR Austin HOW are you today? Do thay give you isc crem? I just got out of the bath tub. I saw MEAGAN in the caffuterea today. Hav you seen my ant leslie alot . I bet she is a good Docter.Ihope you come soon. how is your MOMMY? Ihave been praying for you and your mommy I LOVE YOU XOXOXOXOX
ELLA HAYES
FAIRHOPE, AL USA - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 07:24 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina,Austin and Meagan-Just to let you know our whole church is praying for you and I give them updates when I read your journal.Samantha is here with me tonight and says "Hi" If you feel you want to talk, you can call me any night 251-580-0140. I'd love to hear from you.Give the kids a hug. Love Cathy
cathy caruthers <cathy_caruthers@hotmail.com>
Stapleton, al - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 07:14 PM (CDT)

Dear Austin, This Evy Jewell. Ella is in the bathtub. I pray for you a lot. And I hope your mom be strengthened and God turns his glory to you. We have a new computer game. Ella's is called Stunt Rally and mine is called Island a 3D action adventure. Have you ever heard about the car named Herbie the Love Bug. Cuz we have it from the library. It can drive itself and it can drive itself in a building. Mr. Hog tries to get away from Herbie. Mr. Hog is not nice. I hope you feel better soon. I have a library card. You can get one because you have to be 4 years old.
evyjewell hayes
fairhope, al USA - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 07:14 PM (CDT)

Tina, we check your web page daily trying to keep up with Austin and to read your updates. Everyone is more concerned than you can imagine. We have known and loved you since you were not a lot older than your children. You were a special friend to Jennifer. She has been so concerned about your family. Her new little one will be making an appearance soon! Keep them in your prayers.

If we can help in any way, please let us know.

Much love.
Ray & Myrna Hodgen <jray123@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL US - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 07:05 PM (CDT)

I'm praying for healing, grace, and peace. God bless each of you. Let Austin know he's being lifted in prayer.
Paula Rhea
Huntsville, AL USA - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 06:45 PM (CDT)

Hi Austin JoJo and I got home ok. Hope you are doing as good today as you did yesterday. Un-Johnny will be by to see you later today. Be sure and tell me what kind of fishing gear he got for you. You need to eat a lot so we can get back to fishing again even if, as you tell everyone, all popple does is drown shrimp. Did poppaC bring you a surprise today? Don't tell your mother what PoppaC and your secret is. JoJo and I love you and will be seeing you sometime next week. May God bless you-Love-JoJo & Popple
Popple Baker <jojacbaker@cs.com>
Daphne , Al usa - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 04:17 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina and Family
My sister Mary Claire(Seelhorst)has been a friend of Jack and Betty Jo's for years. Please know that all of you are in my prayers.May God continue to strengthen all of you each day.From the stories I hear, Austin sounds like one terrific little kid!!!Your faith is astounding. God Bless
gene steadman nichols
Gene Steadman Nichols <jumpergnee@aol.com>
Mobile, Al Mobile - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 01:42 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina, Jimmy, Austin and Meagan,

The picutres of Austin and Meagan are precious. The last time I saw Austin he was in a high chair at Jo Jo's.

My entire family is praying for Austin. Ya'll are an inspiration in the faith that you have.

I am so glad Austin is doing better. I keep in touch with Jo Jo and Jack everyday when they are at home.

Love the Seelhorst and Steadman Family
Mary S. Seelhorst
Mobile, A:L - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 01:14 PM (CDT)

Hey Mrs. Tina and Austin
I just wanted to say hello and God is great all the time! I will be rejoicing with Holly, for she has met her father the perfect one and she is in Heaven having the time of her life! I will also be praying for her family, GOD will carry them through these hard days and days to come. I love reading all of the emails, GOD has truly blessed ya'll with wonderful friends. Austin I love you and I am praying for you and your family today. May GOD give you strength and comfort today. Mrs. Tina you are truly amazing at how much you've dealt with. You are a true Woman of GOD and I see him through you every day.Here is a verse for you to think about:

Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall, but those who have HOPE in the LORD will renew thier strengh, they will soar on wings like EAGLES, they will walk and not grow weary, they will run and not be faint.

This is from Isaiah(not sure if I spelled that right). I hope this gives you comfort throughout the day. May GOD bless you!

With His ENDURING Love,
Jessica Calhoun
- Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 12:21 PM (CDT)

Hi Tina. A few weeks ago in my Beth Moore bible study I watched a video that I so much wanted to remember every word so I could share it with you. Knowing how birthing a child depletes the mother's supply of brain cells, you realize I am operating at a deficit these days and I was unable to make sense enough of my notes to share them with you in a way that might be logical. I even brought the video home in hopes of watching it again. But soccer season started, and ....Imagine my delight when Emily showed this tape to her sunday school class this week and I was able to take better notes! Christ lives to make intercession for us. We ask (derived from "aiteo" to request, beg) God in our prayers. This type of asking is dependent upon the mercy of the giver. But when Jesus asks (derived from "eratao") for us - this type of asking is when the one asking is on the same level with the one who is asked. By ourselves we can be left to request or beg, but Jesus sits beside the Father and has that familiarity with Him and he asks as an equal and knows just the words to use. Jesus can interupt our "aiteo" prayer and insert his "eratao" prayer. He can add content to our intent. He takes the sincerity of our heart and interupts it with power. So whatever you may pray today, even if you know God can do it, but it is so far out there that you'd be surprised if he did (i.e. The Church praying for Peter to be released from prison) Jesus will see your sincerity and faith and take it to the Father for you. You will never wake up on a day when Jesus is "just not in the mood" to intercede for YOU - it is why He Lives. May you pray today with a new confidence and hopeful heart. Missing you!
Kelly Hayes <crimehater@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 12:18 PM (CDT)

Tina & Austin,

We are thinking of you everyday and sending all of our positive thoughts in your direction.

Joyce Wharton
Joyce Wharton
Fairhope , Al USA - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 11:39 AM (CDT)

Hello Tina and Austin
I loved seeing your pictures. It reminded me of your smile and the fun we had in VBS. I wanted you to know that we are thinking of and praying for all of you often. You are always on our minds and in our hearts. Love, Terri and Ross

Terri Bishop <budchip@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL USA - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 11:29 AM (CDT)

Good Morning Tina. Thank you for telling us about Holly. You know we'll all be praying for her family today as we send prayers heavenward for Austin. Even though I don't know the family, it saddens me very much to think of their loss and the pain they must be feeling now. I will pray not only for God to comfort them, but that He also keep the wonderful memories I know they have of their child vivid and plentiful in their minds and ensure these memories provide them with joy filled moments throughout their lives. Tina, you continue to amaze me daily. I continue to learn from your awesome, never-ending, forever strong faith. When we talk, I always hope to somehow be a source of inspiration for you that day, yet, we hang up and I'm the one inspired. You and Austin have touched many, many lives and impacted many, many people in such positive ways already, and it's still early in this journey. I can't begin to imagine how many lives ya'll will change in wonderful ways by the time Austin is healthy again! I think of you as being in the ministry now, maybe unintentional and probably unbeknownst, but in the ministry and changing lives just the same! I love you, miss you and hope to see you soon. Tell Austin hello for me. Is he ready for another mac & cheese care package? Call me if so. I'll be happy to drop into the mail to him anything you think he might like. I love you both,
Gayle <gayle@altmayerltd.com>
Daphne, AL - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 11:17 AM (CDT)

Good morning Little Man...and hello to your unbelieveable MOM,
After reading yesterday's entry, I am truly inspired...inspired that in your own trying time, you continue to recognize that your surroundings (the other families with sick children), are also feeling the same helpless feelings that you and Jimmy feel every time Austin has a nose bleed or his fever spikes. I was feeling somewhat overwhelmed this morning...and I realized how trivial my situation truly is in comparison. So, you have opened my eyes once again to a world full of unfortunate circumstances, many that we have no control or "say-so" over. However, although you may sometimes feel helpless, know that you are truly touching others daily. I love you-
Your Queen <holytara2002@aol.com>
Pensacola, FL USA - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 10:42 AM (CDT)

Our prayers are with Holly and her family as they grieve over her passing and celebrate her life. Glad to hear Austin enjoyed his visit with Jimmy and Meagan and also with the football players. Am praying for his fever and nosebleeds to subside. Please tell him that Jackson, Jared and Jordan say hello! God bless!
Dee Fuhrman <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 09:54 AM (CDT)

Hey Buddy!

Well, here we are again...Cam and I flying our kite in your wishfield, having fun running through that long grass that slaps at your shins, sometimes painfully, when you're rushing through it...falling down all at once to lay on your back, small shoots of straw-grass poking your back like a bed of nails, looking into the blue sky to make out those cloud shapes - "look, there's a giant Panda Bear." Cam says we can have a Panda, since we have a bamboo plant in our backyard...you never know what you'll find over here at the Planet Zoltec.

How about a thought for the day? "The greatest discovery of my generation is that man can alter his life simply by altering his attitude of mind."

-- William James

That's a pretty good one, eh? And I know that the lens through which you are looking at life is one that has a happy smile on it (even if it is inside sometimes), asking the question, "when do I get to go home?" - just waiting for your team to realize that you and your friends and supporters are doing some pretty wonderfully-miraculous work on your insides.

And don't forget to be like Dorothy's dog Toto, scurrying under the curtain to find out that the Wizard is just a guy behind the curtain...you can find this out when you look inside at those cells - tell them you know them and that you and your friends are coming to get them!...and then laugh that great little Austin laugh.

Enjoy the now buddy.

MTG>

Love,

Chris & Cam

Chris & Cam <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltec, - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 09:51 AM (CDT)

Dear Tina,
Sorry to hear about Holly - I know how hard tha is for you. Keep your chin up. Tell Austin I'm with him - War Eagle!!! I loved the story! i'll call you soon.
Love Lea
Lea Odom <leaodom@att.net>
Fairhope, Al - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 09:34 AM (CDT)

Good morning Tina & Austin! I am so sorry to hear about Holly. I know it has to be hard to be there with all of the sickness around you. We are praying so hard EVERY minute of every day for Austin's full recovery. Please let us know how he is whenever you can. I just wanted you to know I am here, still checking in on you daily, several times. Your in my thoughts all day. I love you and will check in with you later. Love, Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, Al - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 08:41 AM (CDT)

Good morning Bakers. Just wanted you to know that I think about you all day and check the site every morning for an update. What did we do before e-mail? I'm so sorry to hear about the young lady who passed away but I am happy to know that her suffering is over and that for eternity she will be happy and healthy.
Please give Bucky and big hug and kiss for me today and tell him that I said "Go Vols!". We love you all.
Kim Matthews <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 06:35 AM (CDT)

Hi Tina and Austin, You are in our prayers daily. Hang in there and know that we are all praying for you. Take care we love you all very much. Love, Carol & Melvin
Carol Middleton <middletoncarol@hotmail.com>
Uriah, Al USA - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 10:11 PM (CDT)

Hi Tina!
Iam so proud that Iam emailing you before 10:00 PM!!
I love you, Tina! Iam hoping that you are getting enough rest.
Toby was glad to hear that some of the Bama players came by to see Austin!! Tell Austin that we said ROLL TIDE!!!
God Bless You and your precious children!
DeColores!
Maggie <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, Al Escambia - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 10:04 PM (CDT)

Dear Bakers,

Just wanted you to know that we thinking of you all tonight. I can't seem to get Austin out of my mind. I pray that God will touch him and that tomorrow will be a better day. May you somehow find strength in knowing how much others care. God bless and keep you.
Kendra Hayes sister of Maggie Quimby <hayes38@gulftel.com>
Foley, Al. - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 09:49 PM (CDT)

Hey Bakers. Couldn't turn in without letting you know we are thinking of you. Pleasant dreams from Fairhope.
kelly hayes <crimehater@aol.com>
fairhope, al usa - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 09:28 PM (CDT)

Tina,
Hey there! I talked to my sister in law, Jennifer, today and she told me that the two of ya'll met at the store in Birmingham. What a small world! She told me that she gave you her phone number and she wanted me to let you know that if you need anything at all to please call her. We are still always thinking about you guys and praying for you. It is so apparent by your journal entries that you are leaning on God to give you strength and comfort through all of this. I will continue to pray that you feel Gods love and the prayers from everyone. We love you!
Michelle Wilson <Mkladybug4@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 08:55 PM (CDT)

Hi Tina and Austin,

Hope your Monday was happy. It sounds like your weekend was lots of fun and you all had lots of smiles happening! As always, you ALL are in our daily prayers. I know God is working a miracle for you, little Austin, be brave and patient. Keep the faith!
Love,
The Byrds, Mary, Jim and Haas
Mary Byrd <JMBCRIMLAW@AOL.COM>
Montrose, AL USA - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 08:49 PM (CDT)

Hey Mrs. Tina and Austin
I just wanted to say hello and I have been praying for you guys today! Austin buddy I miss you and love you. I just want ya'll to know that a lot of people at my school are praying for ya'll too! Austin you are such a brave little boy and God is using you to touch many lives. I miss ya'll and luv ya.

With GOD's Enduring Love,

Jessica Calhoun <JC62285@CS.COM>
- Monday, September 16, 2002 at 08:39 PM (CDT)

Hi Buddy!

Well, it's a little late for a thought for the day - as you're probably snoozing right now...technical difficulties got in the way of Cam and I bouncing a note your way - electronically, though the one's that we were bouncing, you may have felt as little thought love bombs bombarding you like paint ball pellets throughout the day.

Sorry about the different colors - purple and blue are among our favorites.

Sleep well.

Back 'atcha in the morning!

MTG>

Love,

Cam & Chris
Chris & Cam <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltec, - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 08:35 PM (CDT)

Hello Austin and Tina Baker! The West family has a special place in their hearts for you! Our prayers of grace and mercy cover you each day. Mrs. Shelia Mulkey will be by to visit you soon. We are sending you a hug and continued love through her.
Dr. and Mrs Gene West, Kate, Elizabeth, and Taylor <lwtwbm@hotmail.com>
Atmore, AL USA - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 05:37 PM (CDT)

Tina,Austin, Meagan & Jimmy,
Hope this note finds all of you rested & in good spirit (Holy, that is!). I enjoyed the weekend with Emily Garner at Blue Lake for a Conference event. There was a bunch of praise, worship & praying going on and you & yours were right in the middle of it. We prayed & will continue to pray daily for Austin's healing & for the rest of your family to be strong & secure in God's grace & love. Take care & rest!
Marg Perelli <mperelli@dumc.org>
Daphne, AL USA - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 01:57 PM (CDT)

My sister, Dena White, from Fairhope told me of your needs and I have passed this on to my praying friends around the country. My prayer for your family is for healing, comfort, endurance, courage, faith and perseverance as you watch God work in your lives through this illness. My husband, children and I will continue to pray for you all from Suwanee, GA!
Sandra "Sam" O'Neal <samoneal1@aol.com>
Suwanee,, GA USA - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 01:45 PM (CDT)

Dear Baker Family, My thoughts and prayers are with you all. I recieved an e-mail today from my friend Sam O'Neal (Dena White's sister) to please pray for all of you. I understand what you are going through due to a little boy that I used to babysit for years, he also had Luckemia...I know that you have a very tough road ahead of you and when you feel like there will be no end, just know that there are many of us out here praying for you and thinking about you. The Lord works in mysterious ways. Please take care of yourselves too, you need your strength for Austin. Sincerely, Dana A. Foote
Dana A. Foote <footedana@hotmail.com>
Zimmerman, MN USA - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 01:42 PM (CDT)

I am praying for you and your family. I was contacted by Sam Oneal.
Sheila Dickson
Birmingham, AL Jefferson - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 01:36 PM (CDT)

Hello Baker Family,
I received an email from Dena White's sister, Sam, asking for prayer for Austin. Please know that I will be praying for your precious child as well as for your family. Please let me know if I can help you while you are in Birmingham.
Deborah Gaston <deborah.gaston@usa.xerox.com>
Helena , AL USA - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 01:23 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina,
Just checking in to see how things are going. Sounds like they are going. We miss ya'll and think about ya'll all the time. Hope to hear from you soon.
Lea
Lea Odom <leaodom@att.net>
Fairhope, al - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 12:32 PM (CDT)

Dear Austin, Tina, Meagan and Jimmy,

Please know that my family prays daily for God's healing of Austin. I get updates through our church, and Tina, as you know I am moving to the Bham area in two weeks. I will contact you once I am there in case you need an extra hand with something! I am so proud that your faith in God is so strong! We could all learn something from you! Take care!

Much Love,

Stacey Randall
Creative Memories Consultant
Stacey Randall <createNsave@aol.com>
Daphne, AL - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 11:12 AM (CDT)

Good morning Tina and Austin: You will never know how many are praying for a full recovery. Austin is on prayer lists all over the country. Please let us know if we can do anything for you. Tina, you are an inspiration to all who visit this website. Our prayers include the children you have mentioned. Please take care of yourself and rest when you can.

Much love,
Betty and Floyd <fbadams@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 10:17 AM (CDT)

To all the Bakers---Austin, Meagan, Tina, Jimmy, Jack and Betty Jo, too! We are adding our prayers for healing to those of the Hundreds of others who love Austin. And we--and the prayer chain---pray many times a day. Love, Art & Ethelyn Barrow
Art & Ethelyn Barrow <wartbarrow@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 09:52 AM (CDT)

Our prayers are with every moment of the day.
May GOD keep his arms around you forever and ever and ever.

Don P. Smeltzer, Century21 Campbell Realty
Don P. Smeltzer <don@donsmeltzer.com>
Luray, Va US - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 09:00 AM (CDT)

Good morning, Tina and Austin!

It was great to read of your visit with Meagan and how she quickly took over the floor where Austin is. I know how much it must have meant to both of you to have her there. We prayed for you during the Christian Education Weekend -- individual names were lifted during our closing communion service.

Hang in there, my buddies, and know we love you and are praying for you as hard as ever!

Love,

Emily
Emily Garner
Fairhope, - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 08:52 AM (CDT)

It was so good to see Austin last Friday when we visited UAB with our son, Shea. We are praying for the whole family!
Dena White <DenaWhite@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 08:33 AM (CDT)

All of you are in our prayers. God is a source of great comfort and peace. I know that you have found that. Know that all of us in Atmore are praying for Austin's healing and surround your family with love.
Clint and Susan Smith <clismi@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, Al. USA - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 08:32 AM (CDT)

Hey guys!
Just wanted to send you some greetings and love this morning. I'm having a few minutes of quiet time before my kids come in the classroom! We enjoyed seeing Austin's pictures in the photo album section! We are looking forward to seeing that wonderful smile in the near future!!!!
XOXOXOXOXOXO
DeColores!

Sarah <sseitz@bcbe.org>
Fairhope, AL USA - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 07:40 AM (CDT)

Dear Tina, Austin & family, Just got Katie off on the bus and wanted to come see how Austin is today. Will wait for an update from you or your mom. That was really sweet of his nurse to send him a message! He's really brave to go through all the things he is going through. One day when he is all well, I see great things that he will teach others. Who knows, you may have a future doctor in the family! Take care and know that you are in my thoughts ALL DAY, EVERY DAY! LOve you! Cathi
Cathi
Atmore, Al - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 07:01 AM (CDT)

Hey Tina-
Just thinking about ya! Gotta run to the office. Masseys have been having computer problems but have been in touch with me and are thinking of you.
Talk to you soon
Anna
Faihrope, - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 06:50 AM (CDT)

Tina,
Toby and I love you lots!! Our prayers are w/ you tonight and every single day! Give Austin a BIG hug!! The people of First United Methodist Church are really praying for Austin. Hooper Matthews is our Sunday school teacher and he always lifts you and Austin up in prayer. Dr. Doug does too!!!!!!!!!!!
Maggie <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, Al Escambia - Sunday, September 15, 2002 at 10:55 PM (CDT)

Dear Austin, I have enjoyed taking care of you in the hospital. You are a very sweet and special young man. I am praying that God will take your sickness away. I am praying for Mommy and Daddy and Meagan too. I know that they are ready for you to feel better. I'm sorry I have to do all those "mean nurse things!" But I'm only doing it because I know it will help you. You and your family will remain in my thoughts and prayers. Love you!
Jill Belcher <JHBpianonurse@msn.com>
Birmingham, AL 35217 - Sunday, September 15, 2002 at 10:50 PM (CDT)

TINA,YOU ARE IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS TONIGHT, AS A NURSE I KNOW HOW HARD IT IS FOR FAMILIES TO GET A GOOD NIGHTS REST, SO MY PRAYER IS FOR YOU THAT YOU WILL LEAVE IT UP TO US TO PRAY FOR AUSTIN THROUGHOUT THE NIGHT AND THAT YOU WILL HAVE THE MOST PEACEFUL SLEEP TONIGHT.
IN CHRIST + LISA CALHOUN
LISA CALHOUN <SEACAT4041 @COMPUSERVE.COM>
FAIRHOPE, AL BALDWIN - Sunday, September 15, 2002 at 10:48 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina, Austin and family,
I do not know you but I feel like I do. I have heard so much about you from my sister Maggie Quimby. She thinks so highly of you, Tina.

My little girl is at the K-1 center this year in Mrs. Tynes class. Her name is Katelyn. She prays for Austin every night before going to bed. She would like to meet Austin someday. She prays for his parents too. We pray that God will give you all strength and courage. I pray that Austin will be better real soon. He is a precious little boy. Tell him to hang in there and that we are pulling for him everyday.
Kendra Hayes <hayes38@gulftel.com>
Foley, Al Baldwin - Sunday, September 15, 2002 at 09:55 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina and family,

Your home town and old friends are constantly praying for Austin and your entire family. It sounds as though you have a very courageous little boy. Our Austin updates are coming from Maggie Quimby and our church, First United Methodist Church. If we can assist in any way, please do not hesitate to contact us. You guys are in our thoughts and prayers.
Rene' Norris Godwin <godwin4@frontiernet.net>
Walnut Hill, FL US - Sunday, September 15, 2002 at 03:51 PM (CDT)

Dear Baker family,
We are lifting you up in prayer everyday. We have first hand knowledge of the healing power of prayer and BELIEVE. It is so nice to read your journal entries and see how you are able to keep your spirits up and to concern yourselves with others when your own lives are in such chaos. That is truly divine intervention! May God continue be with each of you and may you find great comfort in the unified prayers of so many who love you all. Jayne, Tom, Katie and Jake Godfrey
Jayne Godfrey <JGodfrey11@aol.com>
Spanish Fort, AL USA - Sunday, September 15, 2002 at 03:24 PM (CDT)

Hello!! It was great to hear that Austin is having a good day. It is amazing the connection between siblings. You are in our prayers always.
Love, Leslie
leslie
- Sunday, September 15, 2002 at 02:45 PM (CDT)

Hey Mrs. Tina, Austin, Megan, and Mr. Jimmy

I have been praying you guys today! I miss you and love you Austin! Tell Megan I said I miss her too. I was thinking about ya'll and this song came to my head that I thought would comfort ya'll.

Never under estimate my Jesus
When the world around you crumbles
HE will be strong, HE will be strong

This is just a little part of the song but it means everything. Right now GOD is holding all of you in HIS hands and HE is being your strength so place all your burdens on HIM and HE will be strong! I miss you all and love you all. God Bless and give Austin and Megan a big bear hug from me.
With GODS Enduring love,

Jessica Calhoun
Jessica Calhoun
- Sunday, September 15, 2002 at 02:03 PM (CDT)

Hey Bud!

Having fun with your mom and dad and siter?

Ask Meagan about our new planet; you'll have to come visit.

Today's thought? "A day dawns, quite like other days; in it, a single hour comes, quite
like other hours; but in that day and in that hour the chance of a lifetime faces us."

-- Maltbie Babcock

Hmmm, I seem to be stuck on focusing on right here, right now - but believe that is a good thing, as it's important (certainly) to have our eye on that goal (or at least the goal in mind), but also to focus our whole soul energy on our task at hand, right here in the present moment...for all of us, whatever that is.

With a keen focus on the right now, all of our worries about the past and the present seem to fade into the haze that I saw in the fury of the storm yesterday, looking out into the waves at Gulf Shores...enjoying the beauty of the rage and fury and tumultuousness of it all - blending and giving way to the stark blue sky framed by glacier white clouds today as the storm had moved past and left its clean erasure mark on the sky.

Be present, focus keenly and live right now, mindful of the peak of the mountain that seems to pierce the jetstream, but with ever step knowing that your energies and the support and love of friends, family and the all-powerful have helped you body-surf on the waves and energies of life.

Enjoy the now and make today great!

Love,

Chris & Cam
Chris & Cam <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltec, - Sunday, September 15, 2002 at 12:52 PM (CDT)

To the Bakers,
I just wanted ya'll to know that i have kept you in my thoughts lately. My mom has been keeping me updated. Austin, you're a trooper. Stay tough! Sounds like you're doing great... Keep it up. I hope everyone else is hanging in their as well. All my love - wish i could send more.
Caitlyn Callaway <Violetstar18@aol.com>
Tallahassee , FL - Sunday, September 15, 2002 at 11:49 AM (CDT)

Hey Austin, Tina, Meagan & Jimmy,
I have been praying for you all ever since that first day.
Austin, I am so happy to hear that Sissy came to see you, I
know how much that means to you. Tina, you are constantly in my thoughts and prayers as is Austin and the other members of your extended family. I enjoy talking to you so
I will continue to call. I love you and may God continue to
hold ya'll in his hands. Love and prayers, Frances
Frances Lowther < >
Fairhope, Al USA - Sunday, September 15, 2002 at 11:24 AM (CDT)

Hi Austin! How wonderful that Sissy and Daddy are there this weekend! And even better news is that you're taking your meds! Yea!!!!!!! Say hi to your Mommy and I will try to call her either tonight or tomorrow night. All my love and prayers are yours! Joan
Joan Sullivan
Daphne, Al Baldwin - Sunday, September 15, 2002 at 10:35 AM (CDT)

Dear Tina,& family, It's Sunday and I sure hope Austin's fever is lower this morning. Mabey they will find the problem that is causing it soon. I know sometimes you feel like every step you take forward, you take a step back, but that is part of the healing process. I have always heard....you get worse before you get better. I bet sissy will be going home today, mabey Austin won't feel to bad. Tell him having her back next week end will give him something to look forward to. She can play nurse for him when she's around. You are two very brave and wonderful people, I would hope I had your strength if I were ever in your shoes. Yall take care of each other and give us an update whenever you get the chance. I always ask mom if she has talked with Sherry and if she hasn't, I know I can jump on here to check up on him. Tell Meagan to hang tight, brother will be home soon and they can fuss over everything and anything! LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, Al - Sunday, September 15, 2002 at 09:35 AM (CDT)

Tina, Jimmy, Austin, & Meagan
Frances called me as soon as she heard from you Tina and
we have been praying for Austin everynite since then...
She has been keeping me up to date... may God keep you all
strong during this time. You're all in our families prayers. Love, Eve,Matt,Bailey,Zachary, & Casey Hammond
Eve Hammond <matthamm@netpathway.com>
Waynesboro, MS - Sunday, September 15, 2002 at 09:17 AM (CDT)

Dear Bakers: We are so glad to hear that Bucky is hanging in there like a trooper. As long as he continues to give his doctors and nurses and hard time, we're going to be okay. I was very touched to read that you are asking for prayers and love to be sent to the other children who are struggling too. We will continue to keep your family and their families in our prayers as well. Hang in there guys..better days are coming. We love you all.
P.S. On a side note, Tara I would love to hear more of the Nonny gets stuck on a Big Wheel story. :)

Kim Matthews <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, September 15, 2002 at 08:37 AM (CDT)

Sweet Tina, Austin and Megan. We miss you so much and hope all is going well. Looks like we might have another nurse in the family beside Lea with Megan giving Austin his medicines. We love you and pray each day for a fast recovery. If we can help you in any way, call us collect.

Shirley and Thomas Odom <ODOMSR@MSN.COM>
Fairhope, Al USA - Saturday, September 14, 2002 at 09:37 PM (CDT)

Dear Austin, Meagan, Tina and Jimmy, We are so glad you are all together. You are constantly in our prayers and we are here for you if you need us in any way. Love from all the Vogles
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, September 14, 2002 at 09:29 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina Jimmy Meagan and Austin: We have been praying for all of you since we got the news of Austin's illness. We know from Emma and Teresa's recoveries how powerful prayer can be, and know that prayer will work for Austin as well! Yall hang in there and take care! Love, Maria and Clay

p.s. sorry about Grey's LARGE email last night!
Maria <hayesgreyshade@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Saturday, September 14, 2002 at 08:51 PM (CDT)

Jimmy & Tina----Our every thought & Prayer are with each of you, Austin & Meagan. We pray that you keep the faith and that for not but a few moments, your children can forget everything and just enjoy the moments of being with one another. All our love, The Lucassen's~~ David, Karen, Amber and Adam
Karen Council Lucassen <dayatthebch@AOL.COM>
Fairhope, AL USA - Saturday, September 14, 2002 at 08:05 PM (CDT)

Tina, Barbara called last night to tell me about Austin. My heart hurts for you, however, please know that GOD will give you the strength to get through these "TUFF" times. I will add you to our prayer list at church tommorrow. Prayer and faith will see you through this. Austin has grown sooo much, I would not have know him.
Tommy and Agnes Easley <bamaroll50@aol.com>
Bay Minette, AL - Saturday, September 14, 2002 at 07:11 PM (CDT)

Hi! Tina
You ,Austin and your family are still in our thoughts and prayers daily. Hope you are getting some rest. Give the kids a hug.
Our love and prayers, Julie
Julie Quimby
Atmore, Al - Saturday, September 14, 2002 at 05:35 PM (CDT)

Hey Tina, Austin & Family,
I love reading everyone's emails, what a wonderful tool this is! I'm so happy to hear about Austin lighting up seeing Meghan & Jimmy. This warms my heart. Please let us know anything you need, we'll be happy to drop it off at the church for the next trip. You & your family are in my prayers morning & night. Can't wait to see you soon, you're missed!
Love,
Karin Wilson <pandp@bellsouth.net>
- Saturday, September 14, 2002 at 05:10 PM (CDT)

Hi, Tina. Just want you and your family to know that we are thinking about you and that Austin is in our prayers daily.
Agnes Smith
Montrose, - Saturday, September 14, 2002 at 02:47 PM (CDT)

Hey Mrs. Tina just wanted to say hello and I am praying for all of your family. I have to go to work today and I just wish you were there for me to see. I also wish Megan and Austin were running around the shop begging me for ice cream! I miss you, Megan, and Austin so much. May GOD bless you throughout the day and days to come. I miss you all and love ya.
In GODS Enduring Love,
Jessica Calhoun
- Saturday, September 14, 2002 at 12:12 PM (CDT)

HEY T! I LOVED your new update because you are exactly right! All kids fight over the front seat, I seem to remember you and your sisters doing just the same! I am so glad he is better today and I hope your getting a little rest. I sent Meagan a message all of her own above, I hope she is still there to read it. When you get home, let them fight over anything they want too! It will be well worth it. Mine did the same, but one has almost moved out, so I just have Katie at home now. Your situation is different, your kids are closer in age and they do want the same things. Just having him home TO argue and fuss with Meagan will be a JOY all in it's own. You have a wonderful bunch of friends in alot of places. Treasure those friendships and take them up on any offers of help when you get home. You can so easily get emotionally and physically worn out, it will be nice to have help. WE LOVE YALL....keep in touch and let us know ASAP when you have news on his progress. CATHI
CATHI <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, Al - Saturday, September 14, 2002 at 11:15 AM (CDT)

Meagan, I am so glad you are there for your mom and brother. YOU are the best medicine he can get, no matter how much of the other he may get! I know you think of him everyday and that's a wonderful thing. Hopefully he will be home soon and you can play with him like you used to. Just keep him and your mom in your thoughts everyday while you are at school and that will get you through your day. I bet you go to see him every week end, so that too should give you something to look forward to. I know Austin wants you there with him everyday, but school is very important! YOU may decide you want to be a teacher one day and teach others what you have learned. My little girl, Katie, is 11 and she loves school now. She comes home everyday and plays school with all of her dolls. She has a big dry erase board that hangs on her wall and she really "gets into her class!" She wants to be a teacher when she grows up. She says to hang in there and make Austin proud! You take care and have a great day! Love, Miss Cathi (i have known your mom forever! someday ask her to tell you some of the silly things we used to do!)
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, Al - Saturday, September 14, 2002 at 11:06 AM (CDT)

Austin, We are so proud of you for being so brave. You have so many friends who love you. Keep taking those meds for your mama, daddy, and doctors, and in no time at all, you'll be wearing those blue rain boots w/ the green alligators for your Aunt Tara!!
Tina, Jimmy, and Meagan, You all are so incredibly strong!! You are in our thoughts and prayers every day.
May God continue to bless each of you.
Rebecca Ates Duskin <duskin@charter.net>
Lanett, AL - Saturday, September 14, 2002 at 10:42 AM (CDT)

Hi Bakers. So glad to hear Austin is having a good day. Hope you have a great weekend full of good moments and treasured family time.
Kelly Hayes <crimehater@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL usa - Saturday, September 14, 2002 at 10:34 AM (CDT)

Tina,

Thank you for the recent update. I'm glad to hear that Austin was smiling and happy to see his sister and daddy. You guys will have a couple more visitors on Sunday. Have you heard who's coming? I won't spoil the surprise, but I know you'll enjoy their visit. I'm wanting to get up real soon. I miss you!
Your journal entries are a blessing and devotional for all of us. Keep the faith! Remember, Christ is counting on you and ...
In His Love and Mine,
Michele
Michele Manasco
- Saturday, September 14, 2002 at 10:23 AM (CDT)

Sorry! I was trying to correct it before it went but I guess I didn't.

1 thing * He's there for you
2.questions yet raise why
There are plenty more but just wanted those to be corrected.
Just know it's from the heart
by unknow author

Stanley
Fairhope, Al USA - Saturday, September 14, 2002 at 10:10 AM (CDT)

Good Morning,
This is Mr. Stanley again, I am so glad to hear Austin is feeling better. I don't think you know me, but I feel I know all of you. (Robin Wesley just Loves Ya'll) Robin, Cassandra A. and I eat lunch together everyday. Robin talks about the kids so much ,make me feel I already know everyone. As I read throgh some of the other entries, I do know lots of your friends and you are loved by each one of them. (That saids alot) Keep these thought in your mind.
He's their for you
To see you through
Come what may just hold on.
It's just your turn
To face your test
Go through with Faith
God knows whats best.
He told you not to worry
He told you not to faint
Although the tear fall from your eyes
And question jet raise why
You sometime feel your hope won't grow
Trouble just won't go
You'll get discourage
Stop for a moment, please just keep still
You are a heir of his will
When you mean what you say and you pray in Jesus name the prayer that you prayed.
The answer's on it way.
Thinking of your family and keeping you in my prayers

James H. Stanley <myfordtempo94@hotmail.com>
Fairhope, Al USA - Saturday, September 14, 2002 at 10:06 AM (CDT)

Hey!
It is soo good to hear spirits are high there! I woke up this morning with all of you on my heart. It is definately going to be an "inside" kind of day.
Tina, just so you know, Jason, Amy and Sawyer Smith will be moving up to B'ham tomorrow, weather permitting! All of them have gotten this bug going around down here and are on Z- packs. Sawyer is on a morphine "drip" through his nebulizer. We're hoping it is just to get him over this hump rather than constant.
We had our Cluster meeting this week. Tres had a pilgrim coming back and he was there. He was really nice and shared his AWESOME experience. Last night Tres and Michele had supper club at their beautiful new house! It was a lot of fun.
Blue Lake weekend is coming up soon then the weekend after that we are going to NC mountains for a long weekend. If there is anything you need be thinking about it and if it is a convenient and good time for you we would love to "stop" by.
You're always in my thought even though I may not write regularly. It is so awesome to hear how everyone is still so much involved in this. Amy (Smith) said that she was warned when Sawyer was diagnosed that her friends might start treating her differently and may loose contact with people she though were her "real" friends. I hope you have only felt love, strenth, support and prayer. I am here when you need me- regardless of what it is, when it is. You heard me say that I am "ready to serve!"
I LOVE YOU! Kiss the kids for me!
DeColores
Anna
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Saturday, September 14, 2002 at 09:25 AM (CDT)

Tina,
I have not seen Austin since he was a baby. What a good-looking little guy he is! We have you in our prayers and have let several people know at our church here in Ponchatoula, who are praying for Austin and ya'll. God always uses everything for the good.
Take care of yourself too. It's hard to do that when we're caring for our children.
Love & prayers,
Jennifer Faust <jhfstudios@aol.com>
Ponchatoula, LA USA - Saturday, September 14, 2002 at 08:36 AM (CDT)

Good morning, buddy!

Here's todays thought: "Live your life each day as you would climb a mountain. An occasional glance towards the summit keeps the goal in mind, but many beautiful
scenes are to be observed from each new vantage point."

-- Harold B. Melchart

I'd change that a bit, suggesting that we live like we are climbing a mountain, taking in each step, every little ruffle of the pretty little yellow flowers that adorn the trail, and the clouds of dust that puff up from our boots, and also feeling the altitude and its effects on our breathing - labored at times. When we sit, the view, the vistas, the cool air on our skin and the camraderie of friends and supporters...all of which contribute to our being right here, present, right now - certainly keeping the goal in mind, but also being open to taking new trails, trusting our intuition when it points or prods us in another direction.

You should hear the thunder and rain this morning down here, with our new visiting friend, Hannah - she came in from the ocean this morning, so the run I shared with the raindrops was a big share.

Enjoy your day with you mom and dad and sister buddy, I know they are wrapping you in their arms; and know that we are wrapping you in our thoughts.

MTG>

Love,

Chris & Cam
Chris & Cam <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltec, - Saturday, September 14, 2002 at 08:20 AM (CDT)

Tina,
Iam glad to hear that Austin is feeling better tonight!! I bet it was so great to see his little face when his sister and Daddy came in to see him!!! Your Mom called tonight and she sounded so good. She was so glad that Austin felt a little better last night.
I told your Mom that I just love Taras emails!! Every time I read them I just have to laugh!!I bet Austin gets a good laugh when you read them to him also!
Keep the Faith!! Call us if you need anything.
Your friends,
Maggie and Toby
DECOLORES!!!!
Maggie Quimby <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, Al Escambia - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 11:24 PM (CDT)

AUSTIN,
What a dude! You are awesome and so are those doctors helping you. Eat well, drink lots and take the meds - you will be good as new, buddy!! We are all thinking of you lots, buddy and love you.
Karin B and the Page & Palette guys
Karin Ballard <karingate@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 10:34 PM (CDT)

dear, Astin hope you get well.

LOVE, GREY! :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :):) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) : ;

DEAR ASTIN HOPE YOU GET WELL SOON

LOVE,GREY :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)
GREY ADAMS <hayesgreyshade@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 09:43 PM (CDT)

HI, TINA . PLEASE KNOW THAT THOMAS AND THE KIDS AND MYSELF ARE PRAYING FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY EACH DAY. IT IS OUR PRAYER THAT AUSTIN WILL BE HEALED AND THROUGH IT GOD WILL BE GLORIFIED.I ALSO PRAY THAT THE LORD WILL BE YOUR STRENGTH DURING THIS TIME. WE WILL CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR YOU.KEEP US UP TO DATE.
LOVE LEANNE BRANTLEY
LEANNE BRANTLEY <LBRAN 39369 @AOL.COM>
STOCKTON , AL USA - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 09:27 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina, Jimmy, Austin and Meagan,
I finally made it back to Fairhope and filled in Dee and the boys on my visit. I especially enjoyed telling them the story about Austin squirting the medicine at the nurse and the big, beautiful grin he had when the story was told. His room with all the decorations and cards and stuffed animals is a real testament to how much love surrounds him. We all continue to pray for Austin, his mom and dad and Meagan. Steve Vogle and I will be playing together in Austin's golf tournament. Keep trusting in God and His powerful love.
Tim Fuhrman <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Faihrope, AL - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 09:26 PM (CDT)

Hey Mrs. Tina, Austin, and Meagan. You probably don't know who I am. My mother was an Earle, she knows R.L. Her name is Agnes. I go to your church. Anyway, I've been praying for you. You've all been very encouraging to me. I'm praying that God will fill you with His love and peace right now. I know He will, because He's holding you in His hand. "Then do not be afraid, for I am with you. Do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you, and uphold you with My righteous right hand." -Isaiah 41:10

In Christ's love,
Laura
Laura S. <LauraS0128@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 09:14 PM (CDT)

Tina...just checking in this afternoon to let you know your family has been on my mind a lot today. Praying that God's compassion and mercy will fill your cup to overflowing so that you may feel strengthened and can pass the overflow on to your new friends who are in need. Love you Austin!
kelly hayes <crimehater@aol.com>
Fairhope, al usa - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 02:04 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina and Austin, Just arrived back from the PO so proud that I had finally mailed something to Austin only to discover that I had copied the zip from the website. Oh well, hope it arrives one day. We are praying for Austin and you and Jimmy and Meagan all throughout the day. We miss you. Much love, Peggy
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
Fairhope, AL - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 12:59 PM (CDT)

Tina, Megan, Jimmy, and of course Austin.
Lisa and Alden wanted me to let you know that Austin is in our prayers. I saw Father Pendergrast at St. Lawrence and he will Include Austin in his prayers at Mass. Stay strong and God bless you.
Frank
Frank Touart <ftouart@hotmail.com>
Fairhope, Al USA - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 12:45 PM (CDT)

Hello to all the Bakers! I just want to let you know that we have been praying for you at church, in our youth group and in our individual prayer time. Paula is the first to mention Austin every night in her prayers. I can't wait to show her your page. She will be so excited! Know that we love you and miss you very much. We are praying for healing and strength. God is with you. Every time I close my eyes I can see your room filled with heavenly angels. We love you so much!
Martha Davidson <marcul87@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 11:35 AM (CDT)

DEAR Tina, Austin, Megan, and Jimmy
We are praying for you daily. It is so good to hear that Austin is feeling better. Tina you are so strong and you are such a witness to all of us, you have been so brave and you have gone through so much, God is using you to teach others how to totally give everything to him. Hebrews 13:5 tells us that God will never leave us or forsake us. We claimed this 13 years ago when Joel was in a severe accident and we were told he might go paralized. Prayers went up from all over the U.S and God never left us. John 5:17 tells us God is always at work and that Christ is ever working with Him, WOW what a team we have, and He gives us His Spirit to fill us and comfort us.
Love in Christ +. Calhouns Joel, Lisa, Jenn, Jessica ,and Anna

Lisa Calhoun <SeaCat@cs.com>
Fairhope, al - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 11:18 AM (CDT)

Tina & Jimmy & Austin & Meagan,

Not an hour goes by that I don't send positive thoughts to you all.

Austin, I know you are a fighter, this is a tough battle, but you can do it!!!

Tina & Jimmy, I'm so sorry that I haven't kept in closer touch. I've had my own small problems, but they are so insignificant in comparison. Everything is. Hang tough.

Joyce Wharton
Fairhope , Alabama 36532 - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 10:36 AM (CDT)

Tina,
I just wanted you to know we lift you and Austin daily in our prayers. It is such a blessing to read and hear each time Austin improves.

"The joy of the Lord is your strength." Nehemiah 8:10
Love in Christ, Denise

Denise Pippin <dwppip@cox.net>
Niceville, Fl - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 09:45 AM (CDT)

Hey Buddy!

Had lunch with Cam and Meagan's class yesterday, and the class still doesn't believe that Cam and I moved to the planet Zoltec...oh well, I'm sure you'll believe us when you come see.

The thought for the day: "Happiness is not a state to arrive at but, rather, a manner of traveling." Samuel Johnson

Pretty interesting thought, eh? Seems like in a lot of cases, our happiness (or ability to BE happy) is dependent upon getting something, being something or reacing something. Interestingly, when we get, are or reach whatever it is that we thought would make us happy...it doesn't - we aren't.

Here's the secret...we have happiness like a little sun, constantly shining within ourselves right now; only it is covered up sometimes by heavy cloud cover. If you picture that in your mind, and then take a big breath and blow in your mental picture, you can blow the clouds away and see that happy shining sun...right here, right now.

There is no time like now.

See you soon, little buddy.

MTG>

Love,

Cam & Chris
Chris & Cam <klinger@mchsi.com>
Planet Zoltec, - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 08:56 AM (CDT)

Good Morning.
Praying today will be a great day for you!

Tina, I just found out that Beth Moore is starting her first ever Internet Bible Study- She is so good and encouraging. The study is called "Believing God" anyway I thought you might like to check it out, it sounds really good to me and it wld allow you to be in a group study from home or the hospital too. Lifeway.com tells about it.
It starts Sept 26th.

Continue to rest in your Faith!!!!!

Love, Beth
Beth Hutchison <bhutchlily@aol.com>
Fairhope, Al - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 08:42 AM (CDT)

Hey Mrs. Tina this is Jessica Calhoun. I am praying for you all. We miss you and tell Austin I said hello and that I love him. Well take care and I know God is with ya'll and its all in his hands and he will take care of ya'll. Miss you and love ya! Jessica
Jessica Calhoun <JC62285@CS.COM>
Fairhope, ALABAMA usa - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 08:38 AM (CDT)

Hi Tina,
Have a good day and we are praying for you and your family everyday.

Love you,
Stephanie, Tommy and boys
Stephanie Middleton Cobb <slmjtc@aol.com>
Troy, Al - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 08:21 AM (CDT)

Hello Tina, Austin & Meagan! couldn't start my day without logging onto the "AUSTIN WEBPAGE!" I hope you both have a wonderful day today! Keep your spirits high and think wonderful thoughts and get that little fella well so he can go home and play with his sister and friends. I know he has TONS of friends, that is apparent here. You are so blessed to have so many people praying for all of you. Megan, I know it's hard to be without your family, but your family here in Atmore (that you don't know!) is thinking of you always. HAVE A GREAT DAY TODAY MEAGAN! LOVE YOU! CATHI
CATHI <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, Al - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 07:50 AM (CDT)

Hi, Austin!

Thinking about you, your Mom and Dad, and Meagan today. Hope every day's a little better for you. You have so many friends here in Fairhope and at our church, and they're all asking God to help you get better and get back here with us. Hope to see you soon.
Joe Bullington (Fairhope UMC) <gosbull@mindspring.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 07:48 AM (CDT)

Hey girl

The zip code for the hospital is wrong on the web page. It is Fairhope's zip. the correct one is 35233-1711. have a great day.
kelly hayes
fairhope, al usa - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 07:20 AM (CDT)

Hi Tina,

You guys have a very strong circle of prayers and thoughts around you. Austin has already touched so many lives with his fighting spirit and hope. Believe in the power of prayer. God answers prayers - He will never let you stand alone. We love you and your family, and we're here for you when you need us. We love you, Lisa and Matthew
Lisa Matthews and Matthew Cherney (Kim Matthews) <lematth@aol.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 05:43 AM (CDT)

Hi Tina. Just wanted to let you know what an inspiration your faith and strength are to so many people..some you've never met! What a blessing YOU are to US. I thought of you when I read Philippians 2:14 - 18 last night at Beth Moore bible study. The suffering your family is enduring is like a drink offering to those praying for you...building our faith. We continue to lift your family in prayer and pray for you to feel the presence of God as you care for Austin. You are all much loved and missed. DeColores!
Kelly Hayes <crimehater@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 10:34 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina,
Iam so glad that I got to talk to you tonight. Toby was upset that he was'nt able to talk w/ you also. You are truly a blessing to all who know you, Tina. Hang in there!! You are doing great!! I hope that Austin is feeling better now.It was nice to hear his little voice in the back ground.(When we talked)

Here's a little prayer for you:

I said a prayer for you today and know God must have heard- I felt the answer in my heart although He spoke no word- I didn't ask for wealth or fame (I knew you would'nt mind)-I asked Him to send treasures of a far more lasting kind!! I asked that He'd be near you at the start of each new day to grant you health and blessings and friends to share your way! I asked for happiness for you in all things great and small- But it was for His Loving Care I prayed for most of all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Aunt Lucy Cunningham told me to send her love!!!She said that you, Tara and Tonya stayed in her cookie jar when ya'll were young and that Guy and Glenn taught ya'll how to throw rocks!!!!!!!!
Hope to see you soon!
Love you lots and lots!
Maggie and Toby
Maggie and Toby <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, Al Escambia - Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 10:21 PM (CDT)

Tina I just got off the phone with your mom. She called to update me on Austin. I love you both very much. All of you are in my thoughts and prayers daily. If you need anything just let me know. I love you. Carol
Carol Middleton <middletoncarol@hotmail.com>
Uriah, Al USA - Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 08:54 PM (CDT)

Tina. I am Betty Adams sister in Texas and I want you to know you and Austin are in my daily prayers and also on the prayer list at our church in College Station, Texas. I ache for you both.............My prayer is not only for his healing, but for you both to really feel God's love and presence like a cozy, safe blanket. I am so glad to have the website to check his progress. In His Love, Aimee (Bartel) Allen..AAI_Inc@tca.net.

Aimee (Bartel) Allen
College Station, T - Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 08:01 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina, Austin, Meagan and family, just a quick hello and hope everything is great today. I have been thinking of all of you today as well as the other children you told us about. I hope the best for them also and have thought of them daily. If you hear any news on their progress, please let us know. How is Austin today? I know it seems like you'll never get home, but just think, when you do, you will have a healthy little boy to take home. HUGS and KISSES to everyone! take care.....LOVE YOU! cathi
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, Al - Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 06:24 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina & Jimmy:
Just a quick e-mail to let you know how much Leanne and I are praying and thinking about you, EVERY DAY!! I hug my son Grant every night and think about you. This past Saturday Leanne lost our baby to a miscarriage but to me that was a small bump in the road compared to what you guys have in front of you. Thoughts and prayers are all we can do around here, you better not hesitate to call.
Ya'll take care and let's go one day at a time.
Steve Murray
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 06:09 PM (CDT)

Tina-
I am Lynne Pearson's cousin and she has been keeping me informed. I just wanted you to know that I think of you often and pray for Austin and your family regularly. Stay strong and lean on friend and family for strength and encouragement. God Bless
Anna Calhoun <candacalhoun@hotmail.com>
Lincoln, NE USA - Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 03:16 PM (CDT)

Tina, Austin, and Meagan,
I just wanted to write and let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. My brother had leukemia 4 1/2 years ago as an adult. I know the road you are on and also how important it is to have as much support as possible. Please let me know if there is anything at all that I can do.. research... making phone calls.. anything at all. Austin.. you keep up the hard work buddy!!!! I know everyone here in Fairhope has you in thier prayers!!!

God bless...
Megan Adams and family.
929-1230
Megan Adams <mwadams11@earthlink.net>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 02:52 PM (CDT)

hey, guys!

i am about to leave for blue lake for christian education weekend, and want you to know that i will ask for prayer for you and austin. there will be 200 or so people there from all over our conference, some of whom are already praying for you, i am sure. anyway, know that you are ever in my thoughts and prayers, and that i love you so,so much! austin, you hang in there and give your mom and dad a big hug for me, okay?

blessings to you........

love,

emily
emily garner
fairhope, - Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 02:38 PM (CDT)

Hi Tina, Jimmy & Austin -

Just wanted to let you know that you are never far from our thoughts or prayers. After looking at the wonderful pictures of Austin and reading the entries, there's no doubt that he has the spirit, love and prayers to pull through this with flying colors. You will never be far from our thoughts, and please don't hesitate to let us know if there is anything at all that we can do for you.

Love, Cathy, Phillip, Alex & Daniel
Cathy Calametti <CWCCat@aol.com>
Daphne, AL - Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 01:35 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina, Austin, Meagan & Jimmy,
Please know we are praying each day for you Austin, and that your family will find God's peace in the middle of this storm. Wrap your arms around your mommy & give her a hug. That is from me & from your whole BIG extended family- God's family. We love you.
Marg Perelli & family <mperelli@dumc.org>
Daphne, AL USA - Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 12:47 PM (CDT)

Tina-
Just wanted to to send you a quick hello! We think of you all often...Jacob keeps asking about "my friend, Austin." Your family is in our prayers morning, noon and night. David, Jacob and I send all our love to you! I am so glad that this web site is available to you for the sharing of Austin's progress.
Sarah <sseitz4@juno.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 11:54 AM (CDT)

Tina and Austin,
Just a quick note to let you know that we check on your progress each day. Our thoughts and prayers are with you each day.
Renee Mack <fcg83@hotmail.com>
Atmore, AL Escambia - Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 11:35 AM (CDT)

Dear Bakers.. Don't know if you got the last note we sent or not but just wanted you to know that our thoughts and prayers are with you. Keep the faith and know we're thinking of you back home.

Wayne and Drew Barnett <bmizell894 @ aol.com>
Daphne, al Baldwin - Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 10:17 AM (CDT)

Hi Tina, it's been a long long time since we have seen each other but I just wanted to let you know that Austin and your entire family are in my thoughts and prayers.
Doug Hale <dhale10651@aol.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 10:14 AM (CDT)

Dear Austin, I asked Mary what she wanted to say to you and she said "I hope you feel better. I love you Austin." That was just what I was thinking, too. We think of you so often during the day. Just wish we could give you a big hug. Much love, The Vogles
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 09:56 AM (CDT)

Just a little Agape- Good Morning, Lord!
May today there be peace within me.
May I trust You, Lord, that I am exactly where I am meant to be.
May I not forget the infinite possibilities that are born of Faith.
May I use those gifts that I have received, and pass on the love that has been given to me.
May I be content knowing that I AM YOUR CHILD !
Letting Your Presence settle into my bones.
I pray that I allow my soul the freedom to sing, dance,and laugh at cartoons!
It is there for me and everyone of us.
GOD BLESS US ALL THIS DAY!!! AMEN!!
(Clayton's favorite song is Amen, amen ,amen,amen,amen!)
Much love and big slobbery baby kisses!!!
Jessica
- Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 09:39 AM (CDT)

Good morning Austin and Tina,

Just wanted to say Hi. Call if you need anything.

Aunt Nonnie, Uncle Goldfish, Ali, and Breezey.
Tonya <david_garrett@sperry-marine.com>
daphne, al usa - Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 09:35 AM (CDT)

Good Morning Bakers! Leave it to you, Tina, to evangelize the world through your own personal trials!! That is just like you ! I was going to read through the guestbook quickly while Clayton was sleeping and then write you a note(I finally overcame my computer phobia and illiteracy), and two hours, many,many tears and kleenex,and some laughter later, I am amazed at you and your awesome ability to minister to others while life is throwing you handgranades! But, not really a surprise, as you have always been a blessing to me and my children.Tina, do you realize what a daughter of our Heavenly Father you are? You are a woman after God's Heart, and in His Presence! And, most incredible, you share that love and Grace with everyone who comes in contact with you-even those you do not know well and even those who aren't your favorite people! Thank you for being such a witness to me and to so many others! Of course, we are praying without ceasing for Austin's complete recovery, back to his full-speed ahead self. I also pray that God will shower you, Jimmy, Meaghan, and your entire family with HIS overwhelming Peace that passes all understanding, His comfort, and His Love. May you feel closer to Him now than you ever have-reach out and grasp His hand.He is holding you in His everlasting arms.He alone knows His plans for you, and look what you and your family are doing for His Kingdom in the midst of this trial! I love you, Tina Baker. I love the way you always love on my big bundles of love I call Sawyer and Clayton! Thank you for your friendship. You and Austin are not only covered in prayers, you are smothered in them!I believe God expects us to depend on Him, and He stands there waiting for our embrace.All our love, Jessica and the Connick boys
Jessica C.
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 09:25 AM (CDT)

Hey Buddy!

Yep, it's us again, writing from sunny Fairhope with a thought for the day: "There will always be some curveball in your life. Teach your children to thrive in that adversity." Jeanne Moutoussamy-Ashe

WOW, that's a great one, eh? Adversity; those challenging times that seem like deep ruts that you can't seem to get out of...but when you lift your head just enough, you can see out, and know the plan may be to keep working hard and walking forward so that you can eventually step out - stronger, faster, smarter and able to pass along a terrific story of your own life to lift those around you.

Cam and I know that's what you'll be able to do, and know that way on down the road, when you have kids, you'll have a wonderful base experience to share with them, to teach them about challenge and adversity, and about never, ever, ever, ever giving up.

Thanks for being you little friend. And know that Cam's last comment before he got out of the car at school today was that he was looking forward to seeing you, hopefully this weekend...reminding me that when we moved from Pecan Avenue, we left one of your palm prints on the front door glass, as a reminder of your coming over, peering in looking for Cam.

Enjoy the now.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam and Chris
Chris & Cam <klinger@mchsi.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 09:12 AM (CDT)

Good morning Cutie Pie-
Can't quite seem to start my day without checking your website every morning. Someone once said that if you go through life--and you can count your true friends on one hand--then you are blessed. Well, so much for philosophy! These blessings and prayers that are being sent to you daily are remarkable. Tina, you, Austin, Meagan and Jimmy are blessed...and ultimately, so are we for being a part of your life. You are my heart and I love you dearly. I pray that you and Austin have a wonderful day filled with laughter! Here's a kick start for you...last night, Nonnie and I were in Sams shopping for the restaurant for the big weekend. You know, their toy section is always loaded with Legos, building blocks and cool bikes. Well, I talked her into trying out their 2002 version of the "Big Wheel." She got stuck. (And, I will leave it at that--we'll talk later).
Hugs and Kisses
Aunt Tara
Pensacola, Fl USA - Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 08:35 AM (CDT)

Good Morning!!!! Just a friendly hello from Fairhope!!
We miss you and love you!! Ya'll have a GREAT day!!
- Chipper says hello also!!! I am surprised you can't hear him!
Leslie
leslie
- Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 07:49 AM (CDT)

Dear Tina and Austin, We hope you have a good day. You are always in our prayers and thoughts. Give each other a big hug for us. Love to you both, Melinda and Louis
Melinda <mmapp@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 06:45 AM (CDT)

Tina,
We are glad to hear that Austin made it through this round of chemo. That is wonderful. Keep the faith!! You are loved so very much.Iam going to see Lucy Cunningham soon and we are going to have lunch at Tonya's restaurant. Wish you were here to go w/ me. Please hug Austin and let him know that we are praying night and day for him!! Toby says hello and he loves you too!!!!!! I haven't talked to your Mom in a week or so. Tell her we are thinking of her too!!
Much love,
Maggie and Toby and boys!
Maggie Quimby <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, Al Escambia - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 10:25 PM (CDT)

Tina,
You are all in my thoughts and prayers constantly. God's Word just keeps coming to my mind in snippets:

God is our refuge and strength, A very present help in trouble.
(Psalms 46:1)

Jesus answered, "What is humanly impossible is possible for God." (Luke 18:27)

The fervent prayers of a righteous man availeth much. (James 5:16)

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make your paths straight. (Proverbs 3:5-6)

I alone know the plans I have for you, plans to bring you prosperity and not disaster, plans to bring about the future you hope for. Then you will call to me. You will come and pray to me, and I will answer you. You will seek me, and you will find me because you will seek me with all your heart. (Jeremiah 29:11-13)

I am sure these is as much for me as you. I love you girl.

May the God of hope fill you with all Joy and Peace as you TRUST in Him so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit. (Romans 15:13)

Lynne Pearson
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 09:42 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina, Austin and Meagan, I want you to know that you have been on my mind all day today and we hope to see an update soon with good news. I have given out this website to so many people that sincerely care and want to know how he is and how you are. You are all loved by so many people, some you don't know and may never know. In this day and time, that is so great to know there are so many people that are there for you. Keep your head up and get some sleep! talk to ya soon! love, Cathi
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 08:37 PM (CDT)

Dear Austin,
You hang in there and know that we all love you, Codi and I hope you get well soon!
Tina and Jimmy and Megan,
Our prayers go out to you and the family every day, stay strong and know your in our thoughts.
Buzz Carpenter <hoglegcolt@worldnet.att.net>
Fairhope, AL USA - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 07:23 PM (CDT)

Tina,
I want you to know we are praying for Austin everyday. If we can do anything let me know.
Love, Stephanie, Tommy, Carson and Connor Cobb
Stephanie Middleton Cobb <slmjtc@aol.com>
Troy, Al - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 06:16 PM (CDT)

We sit on the back row at Daphne UMC with your grandparents. Just want you to know that their church family is praying for you and all your family. Hope you'll be home soon.
George and Dona Nelson <ggn.djn@juno.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 04:27 PM (CDT)

Tina.
I just wanted to let you know that I am still praying for Austin and your family. It is evident from the many messages on this website that Austin is a special young man and your family is well respected and loved. I know it has been almost 20 yrs since I've seen you but if there is anything that I can do please let me know! God Bless!!
"Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; lean not on thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths." Proverbs 3:5,6
Brad Bryan <bbryan@cs.bwauto.com>
Hendersonville, NC USA - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 02:16 PM (CDT)

Mrs. Tina and family,
God will take care of you... Keep these numbers safe and close at all times 4 and 13. They are specail to me and I know, you could use them now. (Philippians 4:13)
I think everyone in Baldwin and surrounding counties are praying for your family. I will be thinking about and praying for all of you.
James H. Stanley (F.I.S.) & bus 969 <myfordtempo94@hotmail.com>
Fairhope, Al USA - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 01:23 PM (CDT)

Good Afternoon Baker family,
I sure do hope Austin is improving - Alex needs his Harley Davidson buddy back. I miss the two of them running around the house giggling and laughing. That's all they do when they are together. So - with that said - Austin simply must get better so I can hear his laughter around my house again. Until then, I will pray real hard until it comes true. By the way, I miss you too, Tina, and our coffee talks. I'm gonna sing da blues(an make de dogs howl) til y'all come home. Love ya lots - Marie Green and family.
Marie Green <Still don't know e-mail-Kevin changed it>
Fairhope, Al usa - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 01:17 PM (CDT)

Tina and Austin, The Matthews Family is really praying for all of you. Sherry and R.L. and all the aunts keep us informed. Take good care. With thoughts and prayers, Dale
Dale Matthews Ash <pepsiatm@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 01:11 PM (CDT)

Hi Tina, I've been keeping up with Austin through Lea. How wonderful his improvement is! All of you are in our daily prayers. Remember Philippians 4:13.
Annie York <york103@comcast.net>
Mobile, AL - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 12:51 PM (CDT)

Hi Austin and Family:

We are Donna Beasley's parents writing to you from Michgan. We know your grandfather, R.L.

You are in our daily prayers.We are praying for you to get well and to soon be able to go home with your family, who I'm sure love you so very much. Saw your picture in the album on the website. You sure are a good, looking, handsome boy.

May God Bless you and help you to get well soon.

Yours truly,
Mary and Bob Mercieca
Mary and Bob Mercieca <grandmerc2@yahoo.com>
Lexington, Mi USA - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 12:32 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina, Jimmy, Austin and Meagan,
Hope today is a great day for you! Tim is going to stop by the hospital this afternoon. Wish I were with him! We continue to burn our "Austin" candle and to send many prayers your way. Jackson, Jared and Jordan pray for all of you each night! May God shower you with his blessings!

Dee Fuhrman <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 12:17 PM (CDT)

Hey Tina and Austin,
I am so glad that this round of chemo is over. We continue to keep all of you in our prayers. Tina, please let me know if you need anything. Austin, continue to improve so that you can come home soon.
Lots of love and prayers.
Jennifer Overstreet <jennifer_overstreet@cargill.com>
Newnan, GA USA - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 12:04 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina and Jimmy,
We are all praying for you at our school and thru OOMM. Prayers are answered b/c last year my Dad was diagonsed with Guianne Barre' Syndrome. Was totally paralyzed except for the use of his arms and after 3 months of prayers and therapy he looks and feels fine and is doing whatever he wants to for a 70 year old man. I will continue to keep ya'll in my prayers. We ask Johnny for updates and Robin Wesley and Tricia McMahon have been great about keeping friends informed.
Cindy Council Davison <FISC12@gulftel.com>
Fairhope, AL Baldwin - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 12:00 PM (CDT)

God bless you, Tina and Austin! My family is praying for all of you Bakers! Let me know if there is anything you need -- remember that Evan is only a couple of blocks away. I love you so very much.

Psalm 121

Love,

Emily
Emily Garner
Fairhope, - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 11:53 AM (CDT)

Dear Jimmy, Tina, Austin and Meagan.

We are still praying for ya'll and you are always in our thoughts.

Mary and Joe
Mary Seelhorst
Mobile, AL - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 11:49 AM (CDT)

Hi Amp Villa(Austin) JoJo sent you a package yesterday and you should get in a couple of days. Guiness is taking a bath today so he will be good and clean when you get home so that you can lay on him. JoJo and I will be up sometime Saturday to see you. 'Be good and keep taking your medicen like you need to. We love you Poppel & JoJo
Baker <JoJacBaker@cs.com>
Daphne, Al USA - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 09:55 AM (CDT)

Hello little man,
I am always anxious to read what Chris and Cam have to say...their words are enlightening to me as I begin my day as well. I am thinking about you as you begin yet another day of poking and proding. Although it tickles me when I think about it...don't squirt your medicine on the nurse today. The old Chinese proverb says, "A sticky nurse gives more shots." Or, perhaps that was Nana's proverb...nevertheless, take your medicine like a big boy. (Even the magic mouthwash!!!) As for words of wisdom for the day, I'll give it a shot...
Don't tug on Superman's cape and don't spit into the wind.
Hugs and Kisses,
Aunt Tara
Tara <holytara2002@aol.com>
Pensacola, Fl USA - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 08:19 AM (CDT)

Hey Bakers,

We are still praying for ya'll and you are always in our thoughts. We are here for you if you need anything!
Kevin,Michelle, Zach and Bailey <Mkladlybug4@aol.com>
Fairhope, - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 08:11 AM (CDT)

tina & jimmy, we stopped by on our way home last friday but you had gone to get something to eat. jan, paige ,chase and i are praying for you every day. i am only a phone call away (423)595-1691 should you have any needs at all. you know i consider you family and will go to the end of the earth for you if i need to. we all love you dearly.
lee <leet@artechdgn.com>
- Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 06:53 AM (CDT)

Good morning, guys.

The humidity is thick here this morning, and the trees are black against the growing blue sky.

The thought for the day? "Turn your face to the sun and the shadows fall behind you." Maori Proverb

We live a little farther away now, though still within a bike ride, Austin. We almost have the trampoline set up so we can do some jumping.

Cam and I think about you all the time - we're ready for you to come bouncing back.

Make today great!

Love,

Cam and Chris
Chris & Cam <klinger@mchsi.com>
Fairhope, Al USA - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 06:17 AM (CDT)

Hello Tina and Austin!! I know that ya'll have had a long day. I hope that ya;ll have a restfull night. God bless both of you!! Good Night!
THe Dees
Lelslie <dees4@bellsouth.net>
- Tuesday, September 10, 2002 at 10:26 PM (CDT)

Hey Tina. Good to see Austin is doing better. Just wanted you to know we are thinking of your family every day.
Brian Hayes <crimehater@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Tuesday, September 10, 2002 at 10:14 PM (CDT)

Tina, please know that I am praying for you and your family. God Bless.
Brooke Johnson Kalifeh <marianrc33@yahoo.com>
Daphne, AL USA - Tuesday, September 10, 2002 at 09:10 PM (CDT)

Hi Tina and Austin,
We are so glad that Chemo is finally over and that you had such a great day. It is now bedtime here at our house and we wanted to tell you good night and that we are thinking and praying for you both.
Aunt Tara just left. We are still trying to get over the story about the magic mouthwash that Aunt Tara decided to share with us. We are not sure who needed it more.
Ali says to tell Austin that she loves him and misses him.

Aunt Nonnie and Uncle Goldfish loves you both very much.
Sweet Dreams and God Bless.

PS.... Savannah says "lick lick". Not sure what that means.
Tonya Garrett <david_garrett@sperry-marine.com>
Daphne, al usa - Tuesday, September 10, 2002 at 08:49 PM (CDT)

Hi Austin - All of us at Page and Palette know just how hard you are working to get better so that you can come in again and vacuum our carpets! Sure do miss you but we know you are being taken care of and that we will soon see your smiling face. Love you
Joan Sullivan <jsulli9396@AOL>
Daphne, Al Baldwin - Tuesday, September 10, 2002 at 08:22 PM (CDT)

BE BRAVE,AUSTIN! GOD IS WATCHING OVER YOU!EVERYONE AT THE CLINIC THINKS ABOUT YOU EVERY DAY.WE LOVE YOU VERY MUCH.
CATHY CARUTHERS
STAPLETON, AL 36578 - Tuesday, September 10, 2002 at 08:18 PM (CDT)

Tina: I finally got the website for Austin from Uncle RL and Barbara. We wanted to let you know that we are thinking of Austin and you,and we have put Austin on our churchs daily prayer list for prayers. We know how hard it is to be away from home. We went through that when Meredith baby was at UAB with his heart problems. Anyway, now that we have the website. We will be keeping up with Austins progress. You and Austin are in all our daily thougths and prayers. If you need anything or help with anything just let us know and we will be glad to help.

PS: MOM and DAD (Aunt Johnnie and Uncle Winkie)said to tell you that they are thinking of Austin and you on a daily basis in their thoughts and prayers.
Rick Sharpless <sharplessr@cox.net>
CANTONMENT, Fl usa - Tuesday, September 10, 2002 at 07:38 PM (CDT)

our thoughts and prayers are with you...........
mike hennessy <mhenny@aol.com>
mobile, - Tuesday, September 10, 2002 at 06:58 PM (CDT)

I have been thinking of you all. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I miss seeing you at the bookstore like old times. Let me know if there is anything I can do for you or for Meagan, here. Love to all. Sherilyn
Sherilyn McNally <ronforth@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Tuesday, September 10, 2002 at 06:39 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina,
Not a day goes by that I don't think of you and Austin. I hope your little angel is feeling his best now that chemo is over for awhile. Anna and I are making up a package to send to ya'll. Take care and God bless, Kristi
Kristi D'Olive
Point Clear, Al U.S.A. - Tuesday, September 10, 2002 at 05:59 PM (CDT)

hi there, tina and austin! i had some trouble trying to write you this morning, so i am so glad i can write to you now. we are thrilled with your progress, master austin! keep it up, and know that every single day without one exception you are being prayed for by so many people. we couldn't count the number of people saying prayers for you, i am sure of that! i hope you get to have a bowl of ice cream or whatever is your very favorite dessert, big buddy. remember that God is loving you all the time, and i do, too! take good care, and God bless you all........

mrs. emily
emily garner
fairhope, - Tuesday, September 10, 2002 at 05:50 PM (CDT)

hello Bakers! it's Cathi again checking in on everyone. I hope Austin is feeling well today after his round yesterday. I hope also to find out soon about the transplant. If they end up having to do it, please let us know. We can see about having a blood drive here in Atmore to check to see if anyone here is a match. I know that with all of the people I have seen on this site, there would be a HUGE turnout between Atmore and Fairhope-Daphne area. PLease let me know if there is anything I can do for you. I know you would be there for me if I needed you. LOVE YALL! CATHI
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, Al - Tuesday, September 10, 2002 at 04:30 PM (CDT)

Tina,
Austin and you are in my prayers. God bless you.

Frank Touart <Ftouart@technicalspecialties.net>
Fairhope, Al USA - Tuesday, September 10, 2002 at 04:29 PM (CDT)

We will keep you in our prayers. If there is anything we can do to help, please contact me at 251-709-7605 or at rhavard@bellsouth.net
Richard, Lisa, Jake and Caitlin Havard <rhavard@bellsouth.net>
Daphne, AL - Tuesday, September 10, 2002 at 04:22 PM (CDT)

I wish the very best for Austin. Having just had a baby boy (15 months), I can imagine the pain you are going through. Be strong
George Cunningham Jr.
Fairhope, Al USA - Tuesday, September 10, 2002 at 03:49 PM (CDT)

Good morning Love Bug,
I don't know about you...but when I log on to your website, I continue to be amazed at how many people (some that you have never met) are sending thoughts and prayers for you to feel on top of the world again. As for me, I know that very, very soon...you will have a full house in your bug condo, tiny peebles that you have picked up will be overflowing from your pockets and getting grass stains out of your clothes will be your mom's biggest worry of the day. (And, how could I forget that you will smell just like a puppy???) I love and miss you bunches! (P.S. I bet that the Superman costume that Angie sent you will fit your mom. Why don't you ask her to try it on for you this afternoon!!!)
Aunt Tara <holytara2002@aol.com>
Pensacola, FL USA - Tuesday, September 10, 2002 at 01:52 PM (CDT)

Tina,
You do not know me but I am a friend of your sister Tara.
She has told me of the wonderful spirit that you and Austin posses.
I hope and pray that you and Austin can feel God's love, power, and comfort.

John Johnson <johnhj@charter.net>
Auburn, Al USA - Tuesday, September 10, 2002 at 12:48 PM (CDT)

Tina, please let us know what we can do for you. We're happy to check to see if we're a match for Austin if need be. We're standing by for you. Love you - prayers are plentiful for your wonderful boy here in Charlotte.
Lisa Matthews (Kim's sister) <lematth@aol.com>
charlotte, NC USA - Tuesday, September 10, 2002 at 12:31 PM (CDT)

Know you are all in our thoughts and prayers. And if we can do anything from this end of the line - please call.
(I may look handicapped, but I can drive and run errands (if need be.) - Can also donate blood if needed.
Mary Paul Horn <empeehorn@aol.com>
Daphne, Al Baldwin - Tuesday, September 10, 2002 at 11:46 AM (CDT)

Hi Gang!

Cam and I have had hands tied from communicating via email, though have been showering you all with virtual thoughts and prayer.

Our thought for the day..."It is not the same to talk of bulls as to be in the bullring." Spanish Proverb

Austin, we can empathize and say we know what you're up against, but have no clue - though can offer a smile, a prayer and "super sticky tires," just like Tom Cruise had when he went through the smoke in that cool movie Days of Thunder.

Keep your super stickies on, and let's drive through this with a carload of your friends and supporters...driven of course, by the big guy!

MTG>

Love, Cam and Chris
Chris & Cam <klinger@mchsi.com>
Fairhope, Al USA - Tuesday, September 10, 2002 at 11:00 AM (CDT)

Hello Tina and all,
Donny and I have been constantly checking on little Austin through Donald and Louise. After personally living through the experience of cancer, we know well the feelings of despair and fear associated with the disease. Our family and friends helped us get through our crisis. From the messages I see, I know you have a lot of love, prayers and support coming your way. Austin is fighting hard for all the loved ones in his life. Our prayers join all the others. Never give up hope, it will pull you through the toughest of times. We love you all and think of you all the time. We are here if you need help with your other children, or anything you can think of to make things easier for your family. Do not hesitate to call us. Take care all.......Donna, Donny, Brennan & Jenna
Donna Beasley <dmbeasley@bhcpns.org>
Gulf Breeze, Fl Santa Rosa - Tuesday, September 10, 2002 at 09:44 AM (CDT)

Our prayers and thoughts are with your family...We had a sick child and know what you are experiencing with things in your world so uncertain, but trust completely in His LOVE and Wisdom and He will see you through. If GOD brings you to IT.....HE will bring you Through IT!!!!!
Penny V. Walker
Atmore, AL USA - Tuesday, September 10, 2002 at 09:38 AM (CDT)

Hello Tina!!!!!
Just wanted you and your precious family to know that we are thinking and praying for you tonight!! Hope Austin is doing ok w/ this round of Chemo.Please call us if you need us for anything!!!! I hope you and Austin received the cards we mailed to ya. You know what?! When I read all of these kind messages from your loved ones, it makes me feel like I felt when I received all of those letters at Blue Lake. Iam forever grateful to you for being my sponsor!!!!!!!!!
We love you lots!!
Toby and Maggie
ps. Hug Austin for us!!!!

Maggie Quimby <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, Al Escambia - Monday, September 09, 2002 at 10:07 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina: I was so glad to learn about your website! I can only imagine what you are going through right now, and little Austin, but I am inspired by your spiritual stamina. What would we do without our faith? Oh Gracious Father, Healer, Provider. He loves us so much and does not want to see his children suffer. If we could only see the BIG PICTURE from where he is sitting...
I'm so happy to hear how well Austin is doing. I will be in Birmingham at the end of the month and plan on stopping by. Please let me know if I can bring you anything.
Erin and Ashton wanted me to tell Austin that they are thinking about him too. I hope the other children that you wrote about are doing okay. We will keep you all in our prayers. Much love and care,
Dian Hudnall <hudnall@datasync.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Monday, September 09, 2002 at 08:47 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina, Austin & Meagan, Your in my thought everyday and I wanted to check on all of you. Hope to see an update soon and know that it will be great news. It is amazing to hear all of the great things that Austin has achieved since he's been there. That was a great move you made making that decision and I know it had to have been hard to do considering how sick he was those first few days. You just KNOW when you have to make those types of decisions, that you make the best one reguarding your child. I am so glad that you are in Birmingham with him because it sounds like he in great hands of people that really care. Keep those positive thoughts and we will be thinking of all of you here. LOVE YOU! CATHI
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL - Monday, September 09, 2002 at 07:42 PM (CDT)

Hi Austin: Your friends in class 102 wanted me to write and tell you we still miss you and talk about you everyday.
We love you. Mrs. Jones and children
Cassandra Jones <TINGOOSE88@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Monday, September 09, 2002 at 06:30 PM (CDT)

Tina,
We are praying for you and your family especially Austin. I love the website.

Love,
Stephanie,Tommy,Carson and Connor Cobb
Stephanie Middleton Cobb <slmjtc@aol.com>
Troy, Al - Monday, September 09, 2002 at 04:30 PM (CDT)

Hi Tina,
You and your family have been in our prayers and will remain there. This web page is a geat idea and I appreciate Sarah Seitz telling me about it.
Love,
Jane Grafe

Jane Grafe <jbgrafe@aol.com>
Fairhope, Al. Baldwin - Monday, September 09, 2002 at 04:15 PM (CDT)

Tina,

We are all so glad that Austin is doing better. I hope the remainder of this round of chemo went well. Debbie McManus will be up this Wednesday through Friday for Joel's checkup. She plans to come by and visit.
Tres heard a rumor (at the Emmaus closing yesterday) that Meagan may be a match. I hope this is true.
Praise God for his goodness! I am glad in the midst of these trials that you are able to see a rainbow. Know that I love you and miss you so much. Not a day goes by when I don't think of you and pray for Austin and all of you. I look forward to our reunion group meeting again one day. God Bless You, girl. Keep the faith!
In His Love and Mine,
Michele
P.S. - Give Austin a big hug for me.
Michele Manasco <Tresandmichele@aol.com>
- Monday, September 09, 2002 at 03:53 PM (CDT)

DEAR TINA, JIMMY, AUSTIN, AND MEAGAN,

I AM SO HAPPY TO HEAR THAT THINGS ARE GOING BETTER FOR AUSTIN. I KNOW HE'S A TOUGH LITTLE GUY AND WILL KEEP ON DOING HIS BEST. WE CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR HIM, ALL OF YOU, AND AUSTIN'S CAREGIVERS. I HOPE THE NEWS CONTINUES TO BE GOOD.
I KNOW THAT DEE TOLD YOU LAST WEEK THAT I MIGHT BE COMING THROUGH BIRMINGHAM ON TUESDAY, BUT MY MEETING WAS POSTPONED A DAY SO I WILL NOT BE COMING UNTIL WEDNESDAY, 9/11. I AM HOPEFUL OF SEEING YOU THEN.
I'M SENDING THIS TO YOU FROM DEE'S PARENTS' PLACE AND BOTH JACK AND ELSIE SEND THEIR LOVE AND THEIR PRAYERS FOR AUSTIN AND ALL OF YOU.
TAKE CARE AND HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON-THERE ARE SO MANY PEOPLE PRAYING FOR ALL OF YOU. IT IS SO INSPIRING TO READ THIS WEBSITE AND SEE HOW MANY GOOD, CARING PEOPLE THERE ARE.
TIM FUHRMAN <FABFUHR5@AOL.COM>
FAIRHOPE, AL BALDWIN - Monday, September 09, 2002 at 03:03 PM (CDT)

Tina, I am continuing to keep Austin and your family in my thoughts and prayers. I know with all of the prayers and support from her in LA (lower alabama) Austin will continue to be a "Trooper" and pull through this battle. You have been such a blessing to me, with your ability to take on these challenges head on and know that you have a great teammate on your side in the Lord. He will continue to strengthen you and Austin and help the two of you find you way back to LA. If there is anything that I can do additionaly from my role at First Gulf, please don't hesitate to call me 251-990-5807. There has been an account set up here to assist with the financial burdend that this causes. This account number is 1095041. Tina, I will pray that the lord gives you strenght to be a "Trooper" in Austin eyes and show that anything is possible with this holy teammate on your side. Bless you and those who are assisting in the procedures that are being performed each and every day. God Bless and God Speed, Mark Stejskal
Mark Stejskal <mstejskal@access-bank.com>
Fairhope, AL United States - Monday, September 09, 2002 at 12:59 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina and Precious Austin,
Do you remember Bailey? (You and her had Miss Gina last year.) We have been praying for you. Bailey even has her aunt in Ft. Myer, FL praying and her uncle in Atlanta, and her Nana in Spanish Ft. Lots and lots of love and prayers. I know God is holding you in his tender hands during this difficult time. What a blessing for us to read how God is showing you rainbows, even on the dark days.
We love you and want you home soon!

Love, Bailey Robinson and her Mommy
Lori Robinson <LoriRobinsonLPC@msn.com>
Fairhope, AL United States - Monday, September 09, 2002 at 12:59 PM (CDT)

Good Morning Tina and Austin!!! I know that ya'll are glad for Chemo to be over today!! I am so glad to hear of Austin's progress. The prayers are working!!
Give Austin a hug from the Dees Clan.
Leslie
leslie <dees4@bellsouth.net>
- Monday, September 09, 2002 at 10:50 AM (CDT)

Tina, I haven't seen you in probably 20 years, but I want you to know my prayers are with you and Austin and your whole family every day. God is good and he is able. Remember he will never put more on you than you can handle!
Edie Tullis Jackson <ejackson@poarchcreekindians.org>
Atmore, AL USA - Monday, September 09, 2002 at 10:06 AM (CDT)

Austin,
What an awesome guy! What a trooper! You're a special boy to show the world how strong you are. We love you and love your mom and sister very much. We miss you and want you to get better so you can come see us and your friends and family soon.
We're very happy to hear you are making new friends there. Friends can last forever and ever.

All our love and prayers for everyone there,
Karin
Karin Ballard <karingate@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Monday, September 09, 2002 at 10:02 AM (CDT)

hi Austin Hope you are feeling better today. JoJo and I will be up sometime next week to see you. Check your mail because I think JoJo will be sending a box up sometime this week. Get better and may God bless you. Love-JoJo & Poppel
Poppel and JoJo
Daphne , Al USA - Monday, September 09, 2002 at 08:36 AM (CDT)

Good Morning Austin and Tina,
Took Meagan to school this morning. She said to tell you and Austin "hello" and that she "loves and misses ya'll".
I hope the both of you had a good night. Give me a call if you need anything this morning. I will see the both of you this week.

My Thoughts and prayers are with both of you.
Love,

Tonya.

PS.. Tell Austin that Uncle Goldfish is sending up a special surprise.
Tonya Garrett <david_garrett@sperry-marine.com>
Daphne, al usa - Monday, September 09, 2002 at 08:14 AM (CDT)

Tina,
Your update letter sounds like you are "feeling" our prayers.
Praying that todays Rainbow will be bright and beautiful!!!!

Hugs from The Hutchisons
Beth
Fairhope, - Monday, September 09, 2002 at 08:12 AM (CDT)

Hey Tina and Austin,
Hope things are going well today. Mallory and I are checking in before school to check on progress. I'm looking for a bible verse to quote but haven't found the right one yet. Have a good day and give Austin a hug.
Love, Lea
Lea Odom <leaodom@att.net>
Fairhope, Al Baldwin - Monday, September 09, 2002 at 07:53 AM (CDT)

Just wanted to check on you (Austin) and tell you that I am thinking about you. I know everything will be OK.
Love, Chip
Chip <chipwade@hotmail.com>
Auburn, Al US - Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 11:43 PM (CDT)

Hi Guys. Less than 24 hours left for the chemo. Fight on Austin! You're almost there! Love you!
kelly hayes
fairhope, al usa - Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 10:58 PM (CDT)

Tina and Austin,
We miss you in the neighborhood, at church and at the Fairhope K-1 Center!! You're in a thoughts and prayers constantly. We're anxiously waiting for your return to Fairhope! We're so encouraged by your strength and faith!! Take care and know that we are all praying for you and your family. We miss you. God Bless You. Love, Cindy and Rick
Cindy Chastain <rccmchastain@AOL.com>
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 10:52 PM (CDT)

Tina-
I am reading and see that Austin is eating!!! HOORAY!! I miss you so much- and look forward to talking to you soon. Mom and Dad are officially moved in and are going to the Presbyterian church by Gambino's. (Are ya missing the awesome food at Gambino's?) Anyway, mom said y'all are on the prayer list at that church. Meagan is so sweet! I see where Austin gets his fighting spirit (as you are fighting right along with him) and Meagan's sweetness! You are such a strong, faithful witness. I keep thinking of what Lyn said to me right before we left Blue Lake about being a strong soldier in God's army. Honey, your the 5 STAR GENERAL!!!
I love you both!
Anna
Fairhope, AL - Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 09:39 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina,
So glad to read all of the positive news from Birmingham!! You are all in our daily thoughts, and prayers; and "WOW" what a powerful prayer chain you've got goin' girl!! Austin's name has also been added to Matt's mom's church: Shades Valley Lutheran in Homewood! ( You know those Lutheran prayers count too!!!) We all feel so much love for all of you; and are humbled by your faith, strength, and grace in the face of such adversities. You are God's ambassador for so many, Tina!!
Sarah and Meagan received their Bibles in the 9:40 service today and (quietly giggled through the remainder of the service!!)
Austin bud, as Sarah said, you ARE the bravest boy I know!! Lots of friends here missing you and wishing you home VERY soon!! Hang in there little guy! Tell your Mommy to let us know if there is ANYTHING we can do for you !!Love from ALL of us Kilgores: Matt, Tammy, Sarah, Clark, EmmaClaire,& Samuel

Tammy Kilgore <tkilgore@gulftel.com>
Fairhope, Al 36532 - Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 08:19 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina: Sherry told me Friday evening that Austin is much, much better, and that was just the most wonderful news I could imagine. You are always on my mind and in my prayers. If I can do anything, please let me know. This website is a a wonderful way to keep your friends up-to-date on Austin's progress.

Take care of your health and get some rest when you can.

Much love,

Betty <fbadams@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 08:17 PM (CDT)

DEAR AUSTIN,
I HOPE YOU GET BETER SOON. WE SAY A PRAYER FOR YOU EVERY DAY .I SAT WITH MEAGAN AT CHURCH TODAY AND THE WHOLE CHURCH
SAID A PRAYER FOR YOU. WE MISS YOU VERY MUCH. WE ARE VERY SOORY THAT YOU ARE SICK. WE ARE VERY SOORY FOR YOUR FAMILY. WE ARE YOUR FRIENDS. I THINK YOU ARE THE VERY BRAVEST BOY I KNOW.WE LOVE YOU. FROM SARAH KILGORE
SARAH KILGORE <TKILGORE@GULFTEL.COM>
FAIRHOPE, AL U.S.A. - Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 07:59 PM (CDT)

Hi Miss Tina,

It was good to read that Austin is doing better. It is good to know that so many people care for you and your family. I hope Austin gets well soon and gets to go back to kindergarten with his friends. We love you,

Matthew Cherney (Kim Matthew's nephew)
Matthew Cherney <lematth@aol.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 06:29 PM (CDT)

Dear Bakers, Please know that you remain in our prayers at all times. We have had the wonderful blessing of knowing the "Spirit of The Lord" through the prayers of others. Some days this was the only thing that got us through the difficult times. Please know that God is with you every step of the way and His desire is for each of you to come through this with a closer and clearer understanding of HIS
magnificant LOVE.We miss Meagan in sunday school and we have special prayers for all of ya'll. Know that you are loved and that your church family is here for you. I have been thinking about Blue Lake and all the wonderful times we have had at family retreat and how even if ya'll are not able to be there physically, you will each be with us in our hearts.Keep praying, keep thanking and trusting God.
We send our love.
The Richard Jones Family-Robi,Richard,Chelsea & Claire <flstffb@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, Al. Baldwin - Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 04:42 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina and Austin, All of you have been in our thoughts and prayers each day. We are so glad to hear of Austin's improvement. Give Austin and Meagan a big hug for us and we send Tina a big hug. Tina, take care of yourself and keep your spirits high. All of you continue to be in our prayers. Our love and prayers, Julie and Bobby Quimby
Julie Quimby
Atmore, Al - Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 04:33 PM (CDT)

it's me again, I just viewed the photo album and there is a picture of Austin peeking around a corner and I saw YOUR face! They both look alot like you, especially the hair! Enjoyed the pictures, are the 2 girls Tonya's?
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, Al - Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 02:14 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina, Austin, Meagan & family, I hope your Sunday is going well and hope Austin is feeling good today. I love reading all of your guestbook entries and hearing how great he is doing. I hope you have a way to copy all of these messages before you leave so you can keep them as a reminder of how many people are looking out for you and your family. I do believe you had said his chemo was over today.....please let us know how he is. We really care about him and hope to see him soon. He will be grown before you know it! My oldest is in college now and Katie is in the 6th grade and I worry about them everytime they are away from me. It must be hard to not be home with Meagan, but I know she understands. Take care of your little man and yall come home soon! LOVE YOU! Cathi
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL - Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 02:07 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina,
My entry on Fri. did not address your name(accidently)-I hope you assumed the entry was to you. I hope you all are having a good Sunday. Kevin is mowing the grass. John Parker is coming over this afternoon to train us for the Crown Ministry's course we are teaching this Fall - starting this Wed. night. We sure do miss y'all. I'm going to try to get up there to see you soon. I know you are in good hands. Give Austin a great big hug for us. I have a bowl of peanut butter and jelly mixed up just for him - waitin'. Tell him they still torture the kids in the after school program-so he's not missing much.We love you, Marie
Marie <e-mail has changed>
Fairhope, al usa - Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 11:37 AM (CDT)

Tina,
Just wanted to let you know that you and your family have been in my thoughts and prayers, where they will remain until Austin gets well!!! Please let me know if there is anything we can do to help out.
Debbie Holobaugh <dholobaugh1264@cs.com>
Fairhope, AL Baldwin - Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 11:18 AM (CDT)

Dear Austin,
I am very sorry to hear you are sick. I God bless
you every night before I go to sleep. I remember you
from the playground last year at Mclendon Country
day. You always had the ball. You were always king
of the game. I hope you feel better real soon.
Bronwen Crowe
Lori Crowe <JdCrowe@mobileregister.com>
Fairhope, Al US - Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 10:35 AM (CDT)

TINA OUR PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU AND AUSTIN. WE WILL KEEP CHECK ON YOU'ALL .
DOUG AND MARY HALE
DOUGLAS HALE <doughale@frontiernet.net>
ATMORE, AL USA - Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 10:07 AM (CDT)

Hello little Goldfish we are so glad to here that you just finished eating your Cherio's. Keep the good work up! We are praying for you every moment of the day. Tina I'm so proud of how strong you are and the faith you have. Thank you for all of strenth that have passed to me.I love you so much and I know all of the prayers are shining on our little rainbow. Have a great day, abd God Bless.

Love,

Tonya
Tonya <david_garrett@sperry-marine.com>
Daphne, al usa - Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 08:41 AM (CDT)

Good Morning!!! We are so happy that Austin had a good day yesterday. It is so great to hear that he is beginning to eat. He will be eating pizza before you know it. I hope that ya'll have a good day. I will talk to you soon.
You are in our prayers daily!!
Leslie
leslie dees <dees4@bellsouth.net>
fairhope, al - Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 07:52 AM (CDT)

Hi Tina and Austin,
It is so good to be able to get on this site and see your progress. Hang in there little man, and mom too! I know so many people are lifting you all up in prayer and I believe in miracles, because I am one! Keep the faith! God Bless.
Love,
Mary, Jim and Haas Byrd

Mary Byrd <JMBCRIMLAW@AOL.COM>
Montrose, AL USA - Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 09:55 PM (CDT)

Our prayers are with you. We know how it feels to have a child ill. Just take one day at a time. God Bless you.
Stan and Sandra Quimby <squimby@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 09:30 PM (CDT)

Tina it is so encouraging to see and feel your faith and strength. You are our encourager. You are certainly showing compassion and love for the people you have met at the hospital. What a wonderful ministry. I am sure that you will leave there with many good friends.

Just like Isaiah told people in his day, 11:6 "........ and a little child will lead them" referring to Jesus birth and ministry,I believe he still uses his children today to reach us. You will never know how many lives have been touched by the love you exemplify for your children and others that you encounter. I am sure that many parents realize how precious their children are and I feel that many recommitments will be made due to your experience.

Please remember that you are in our daily prayers, we pray
for Austin, Meagan, Jimmy, you, and your family.

Love and prayers, Ray & Myrna Hodgen

Ray & Myrna Hodgen
Atmore, AL - Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 09:16 PM (CDT)

Hi Austin,
We just heard you are doing well and have started eating again. Have you ordered a grilled cheese yet? Watch your mail for a suprise in the next few days. We love you, Papa & Barbara
Robert L. Morris <BMoseley1@excite.com>
Orange Beach, Al Baldwin - Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 09:09 PM (CDT)

Hey Bakers-
Just wanted to let you know we're still here prayin' and missin' ya! They published Austin's web address in The Link as I know they have been swamped with calls about Austin. I think you know and can tell by this mail how many people are thinking and praying for you. This area has pulled together SOO much for y'all and you are still very much a part of our lives and prayers! We love and miss you terribly and look forward to seeing you soon!

The Warringtons
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 07:50 PM (CDT)

Hey, Tina & Austin,

Good afternoon!! I was so happy to read the progress report for today. I know that Austin's fighting spirit is going to get him through this "adventure"!! You are in our prayers daily--God is listening!

Tina, at the end of Sept. some of us are coming up for a Beth Moore Convention and we want to come & see you!!
Please let me know if I can bring anything up for you.

Just know we are with you, Austin, Meagan & Jimmy in spirit & prayer!! Love, Claudia
Claudia Shoemaker <mshoe100@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 06:00 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina, Austin, Meagan, Sherry & R.L., I just got back from Pensacola and ran into jennifer Overstreet's aunt Nita and she asked about all of you. I filled her in on what mom told me today. Sherry, I'm glad you found your hotel! I was so relieved to hear that his profiles are looking so great! hopefully for him and Meagan, the transplant won't be necessary. I know Meagan is ready to have you both home. I think of all of you so often during each day....GRANDPARENTS too! I know this has to be so hard on everyone, but with all of the people praying for his full recovery, things can only get better from here. I have emailed Tara a couple of times asking for her to keep me informed on his progress when the webpage isn't updated. Don't worry about updating daily, just continue to nurse your little boy back to health so he can come home. WE LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH! take care and let us know how he is doing...LOVE YOU! CATHI
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL - Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 05:45 PM (CDT)

To Tina and Austin: Hello from the neighborhood! Glad to have a way to be in touch and let you know we are thinking of you daily and praying for you constantly. Adam asks about Austin regularly. Let me know if you need anything, anything at all!!
Miranda & Ben Schrubbe <MirBen@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 05:04 PM (CDT)

Austin,

We miss you... We love you.....

Come home soon.

Ali, Anna, Nonnie, and Uncle Goldfish. <david_garrett@sperry-marine.com>
Daphne, Al USA - Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 04:25 PM (CDT)

Tina,
My Austin and I are praying for you and your Austin everyday, several times a day....my heart is there with you.
Love , Cecilia
Cecilia Lewis
- Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 02:44 PM (CDT)

Hi Austin! Here's Emily's joke for you today. Why did the lion spit out the clown? Because he tasted funny! Ha Ha! I hope you like that one! Along with hundreds and hundreds of others, know that we are thinking of you and praying for your everyday, Austin. Love,
Emily and Gayle
Daphne, AL - Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 02:34 PM (CDT)

Hey Tina, I hope things are going well today. Jack is ready for Austin to come home and go get ice cream! We miss you and look forward to talking again soon. Mallory REALLY misses you! Tell Austin that today is Josie's birthday but we're saving cake for him!
Love Always, Lea
Lea Odom <leaodom@att.net>
Fairhope, Al Baldwin - Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 01:40 PM (CDT)

Tina, We are so happy to hear that Austin is getting through this round of treatment. Leslie just told us that he had had a popsicle and that sounds great. Remember that y'all are never out of our prayers and we also pray for the other families. We love you, Melinda
Melinda <mmapp@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL - Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 01:35 PM (CDT)

Tina,
I just talked to my good friend Julie Quimby who told me about Austin. She also asked that I put him on the prayer list at our church, First Baptist Church in Richardson, Texas. It always helps to have even one more person praying!! You and Austin are in our thoughts and prayers.
Ruth Ann Kitchens <jkitchens@attbi.com>
Richardson , Tx USA - Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 01:19 PM (CDT)

Tina, Love being able to read your updates on Austin and know you must be feeling much love from the messages you are receiving...from people you don't even know. Kinda like emmaus! Call when you can..miss talking to you. Hugs to Austin and Meagan!
kelly hayes <crimehater@aol.com>
fairhope , al usa - Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 01:05 PM (CDT)

Hi Austin how are you doing say hi' to magen for me say hi; to your dad for me we sent you a picher for you bye OXOXOXOXO
ELLA HAYES <crimehater@aol.com>
fairhope, al usa - Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 01:03 PM (CDT)

I love you Austin. How is Meagan doing? Ask Mr. Jimmy is he likes football.
Evy Jewell <crimehater@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL usa - Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 12:58 PM (CDT)

TINA,
SHAWN AND MYSELF WANT YOU TO KNOW WE ARE WITH YOU IN SPIRIT. OUR PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE WE HAVE SEEN YOU BUT KNOW WE LOVE YOU. WE THINK ITS GREAT THAT YOU ARE KEEPING EVERYONE POSTED ON AUSTINS PROGRESS. ATMORE COMMUNITY AS A WHOLE HAS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY LIFTED IN PRAYER. PLEASE KNOW WE ARE HERE FOR YOU IF YOU NEED US FOR ANYTHING. OUR LOVE, PRAYERS AND SUPPORT ARE WITH YOU.. SHAWN, BETH, ALISHA AND NICHOLAS..
Shawn Linam <slinam@econec.net>
Atmore, AL us - Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 11:23 AM (CDT)

We are always interested in Dick and Beverly's friends and will keep Austin and family in our thoughts and prayers.
With Love,
Jane Swanson (Dick Swanson's mother)
Jane Swanson <jswanson@seniorexlorer.com>
Powder Springs, GA USA - Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 11:15 AM (CDT)

Good morning, Tina and Austin. Just wanted to let you know how much we love you and that we appreciate the journal entries keeping us in touch with you. You are in our thoughts and prayers each and every day. I know He is watching over you to give you the courage, strength and faith to fight the battles facing you. You are two of the bravest people I have ever met. please know you can call on us for whatever you need. Love you!
Christie McKay
Fairhope, - Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 10:28 AM (CDT)

Dear Bakers,
Wow!! Austin, you have so many people praying for you!! We hope you are doing OK tonight!!! Our boys want to come back to your house and eat cookies again! Your Mom really knows how to make great cookies!! Blake and Brad said so!!!
Hang in there! We are praying,praying,praying!!!
Love you lots, Tina!!! We are praying for God to give you and Jimmy the strength you need to make it through this!!
Your friends,
Toby and Maggie Ps.Decolores,dear friend!!!!!!!!!!!!
Maggie Quimby <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, Al Escambia - Friday, September 06, 2002 at 10:32 PM (CDT)

Tina, It was so good to talk with you the other day. you and Austin are in our thoughts and prayers daily. If there is anything you need just let me know. Hope you enjoy the books. Give Austin a kiss for me. I love you both very much. God Bless, Love, Carol & Melvin
Carol Middleton <middletoncarol@hotmail.com >
Uriah, Al USA - Friday, September 06, 2002 at 09:32 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina, What a wonderful website to let everyone know Austin's condition! I have put him on our church's prayer chain and they call at least weekly for updates so now I can give them up to the minute info. You are all in our thoughts and prayers. Daddy and Mandy are planning a benefit soon in Austin's honor sometime in October. It sounds like Austins made great progress since getting to B'ham. Let's us know if there's anything we can do for you. Take care of yourself and remember God is always with you and Austin. Love, Cindy
cindy matthews colville <ccolvill@bellsouth.net>
spanish fort, al usa - Friday, September 06, 2002 at 08:32 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina, Austin & family, Checking in for an update, hope things have been good today and I hope your feeling better. I have been thinking of both of you today. Know that everyone in Atmore loves you and has you in their prayers! You have a huge circle of friends,and that is so wonderful to know that so many people in so many places are thinking of you. Take care and we hope to hear some great news soon. Love you! Cathi
Cathi Coon <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL - Friday, September 06, 2002 at 06:29 PM (CDT)

We are so thrilled that you have a website like Emma did and now we can keep in touch!!!!!

Be strong and know that God is in Control!!!!!
Each of you are in our thoughts and prayers.
We are praying that God will fight this battle for you!!!!!
He always wins and wants only for us to ask him.
So we are asking for YOU!

We saw MaeMae today and she said she was "doing good"
I know its hard but TRY not to worry about her. She's a trooper!!!

Hugs, John, Beth and Mary Frazier Hutchison

Beth <bhutchlily@aol.com>
Fairhope, Al Baldwin - Friday, September 06, 2002 at 06:02 PM (CDT)

Jimmy,
"yet those who wait for the Lord will gain new strength; they will mount up with wings like eagles, they will run and not get tired, they will walk and not become weary."
Isaiah 40: 28-31 Mount up, Jimmy!!!!! Thinking of you, Kevin and Marie
Kevin and Marie Green <?>
Fairhope, al usa - Friday, September 06, 2002 at 05:23 PM (CDT)

"He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High will abide in the shadow of the Almighty." Psalm 91 Love you, Marie
Marie Green <?>
Fairhope, al usa - Friday, September 06, 2002 at 05:07 PM (CDT)

Greetings Austin!!!!
I just got this e-mail address or I would have written sooner!! I have felt led to stay out of the way and just let God to His work. I felt it was the I way I could help. Sometimes all our good intentions can be a bit overwhelming. I don't want you to be overwhelmed anymore than you have to be. Just know the Green family has been praying night and day for all of you. Me and Sissy lift up Austin's name every night at prayer time. Alex misses him greatly and says HI!We all are relieved to hear he is better - Go AUSTIN!!!!!!!!WE ARE PULLING FOR YOU!!!!!HANG IN THERE - CHIEF!!!!!!Marie,Kevin,Alex and Sissy
Marie Green <?????>
Fairhope, Al USA - Friday, September 06, 2002 at 05:04 PM (CDT)

Hi Austin! I bet you're having a good day! Did you and your mom watch any funny cartoons together today? My favorite cartoon is Scooby Doo. Can you believe all those snacks Scooby eats? Speaking of snacks, I'm always afraid Al-Man is going to snack on my leg when I come over. Has he ever gnawed on anyone's leg-bone? I hope not! Speaking of Scooby - Emily and I are going to watch Scooby Doo cartoons and eat sweets for dinner tonight. We'll be thinking of you, and of course, we'll be saying prays for you as well. Love,
Gayle and Emily
Daphne, AL - Friday, September 06, 2002 at 03:48 PM (CDT)

hi there, tina and austin,

do you know how much everyone loves you down here in fairhope? there isn't an hour that passes without you being lifted in prayer by someone here. as each hour passes, think on this thought and hold it close to your heart, dear friend and sweet buddy. we are with you and most importantly, God is with you all the time and every step of the way! take care -- call if you need anything -- remember that my son, evan, is nearby and can run errands or whatever if you need anything at all. his phone number is 933-8438, and he lives just a few blocks away from children's hospital.

God bless you all. love you much!

emily
emily garner
- Friday, September 06, 2002 at 03:03 PM (CDT)

Tina, my thoughts and prayers are with you.
Melanie Hubley <arrakis4@aol.com>
- Friday, September 06, 2002 at 11:08 AM (CDT)

Tina & Austin, you dont know me but i work with your Aunt Tara, isnt she such a sweetie pie!! I here (and read) that things are looking better!! Good for you AUSTIN!!!! Tina, i spent a long time with a friend that was in your shoes, please take care of yourself during this,dont get run downand turn to God for your strengh!! You have a tremendous support system of friends and family that care so much for you and Austin!!!! Our prayers here in Charlotte are with you both!!! Love to your bothand many blessings!!!

Hal Baker <rdihal@earthlink.net>
Charlotte, nc usa - Friday, September 06, 2002 at 10:25 AM (CDT)

Tina, What a blessing to hear that Austin is doing well. We have been Praying for him. I have been keeping up with him thru SanEtta, thru Maggie. He is truly a Miracle!!!!!!May God continue to Bless Austin & you too!!!!! I love the Web site, we keep up with his progress. Our thoughts & Prayers are with you. Love Ya , Cyndi
Cyndi Daniel Stacey <cstacey@ubankal.com>
Atmore, Al - Friday, September 06, 2002 at 10:12 AM (CDT)

Good Morning Austin from the Orange Beach Library. Baba has been telling us how you are doing. We are praying for you and hope you can come home soon. Peace and love, The staff. (and Baba)
Angela <randan@gulftel.com>
Orange Beach, AL usa - Friday, September 06, 2002 at 09:52 AM (CDT)

Tina-

I want you to know that our family and church family at First Assembly, in Atmore, are praying for you, Austin and your family. You have a powerful, praying support group of family, friends and people that don�t even know you�a testament that God�s love is amazing. We often wonder in times of suffering where God is�just look around because He is in every hug, smile and encouraging word you and Austin receive. We will continue to pray and believe for a full recovery for Austin and strength for you and your family. Philippians 4:6-8

Leigh Ann (Hinkle) Pennington <lpennington@tigersunbelt.com>
Atmore, AL - Friday, September 06, 2002 at 09:44 AM (CDT)

GOOD MORNING LITTLE PRINCE,
I COULD NOT START MY DAY WITHOUT UPDATING YOU...
I GOT A CALL LAST NIGHT FROM ROSE, CHARLIE AND AL-MAN...THEY ALL SEND THEIR LOVE BUT THEY ARE READY FOR YOU TO GET WELL AND COME HOME SOON. (ACTUALLY, AL-MAN DID NOT HAVE MUCH TO SAY...OTHER THAN A SNARLING GROWL...BUT I KNOW THAT THEY ALL MISS YOU AND ARE WAITING TO GIVE YOU THOSE SWEET DOGGIE KISSES THAT YOU LOVE). AS FOR ME, I CAN'T WAIT TO SQUEEZE YOU EITHER! BY THE WAY, TELL YOUR MOM THAT JUST WHEN SHE THOUGHT THAT YOUR BLUE RAIN BOOTS WITH GREEN ALLIGATORS WERE LOST...AUNT TARA FOUND ANOTHER PAIR! (TELL HER THAT IF SHE GIVES YOU ALL OF THE BANANA POPSICLES THAT YOU WANT...I MAY BRING HER A PAIR TOO!) HUGHS AND BIG KISSES!
AUNT TARA <holytara2002@aol.com>
PENSACOLA, FL USA - Friday, September 06, 2002 at 09:04 AM (CDT)

We met Austin when visiting our Son Chris and Austin's Friend Cam Klinger......he is in our thoughts and prayers.
Jann and Rich Klinger <richatl@mindspring.com>
Atlanta, GA USA - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 10:30 PM (CDT)

Tina-Thank you so much for calling and keeping us updated. We love to hear from you no matter what time. The Lord is giving you incredible strength but if you need anything please call. We think of Austin constantly and send all of our love and prayers.
We love you-Terri and Ross

Terri and Ross <budchip@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL USA - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 10:17 PM (CDT)

Tina,
Jennifer Hodgen is my niece and has shared the news about Austin with her family. We have you and Austin in our prayers as well as do the members at Shiloh Free Will Baptist Church, Bratt, Florida. Remember God is on the throne and may you always look to Him and accept everything He has in store for you. Psalm 34:4
Jackie Johnson
Bratt, FL Escambia - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 09:45 PM (CDT)

Tina,
I went to my first Emmaus Cluster meeting in Niceville tonight and everyone wanted to know about Austin. He is on so many minds and in the hearts here. We are keeping you all in our prayers. Love, Denise
Denise Pippin <dwppip@cox.net>
Niceville, Fl. - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 09:33 PM (CDT)

My name is Jan Davison and I am a member of Robinsonville Baptist Church in Atmore. I teach the children's class in Sunday School and Childrens Church and we want you to know we are praying for you and Austin. May God bless you and keep you.
Jan Davison <lucy182@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 09:17 PM (CDT)

Hi, Tina:
When I read the prayer list at church and saw Austin's name and that he was Sherry Wilson's grandson, I figured that he was your son. I was sorry to hear that Austin wasn't feeling so good, but our prayer's are with you. Remember that your Atmore family is with you and Austin. P. S. And whatever that I can do please let me know. Cathi Coon sent this to me, so if you can't get in touch with me, Cathi will. "Miracle's Do Happen"
Sonja Edgar Lambert <lamberts54@hotmail.com>
Atmore, AL United States - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 08:59 PM (CDT)

Jan Davison told me about your precious little boy. I have been praying for him. I will continue to pray for his treatment to be successful, and I will be checking your web site for updates. The Lord is doing amazing things at Children's Hospital.
Carol Bates <carol.bates@jdcc.edu>
Monroeville, AL Monroe - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 08:59 PM (CDT)

Hi Baker Family,

It sounds like things are progressing and looking up. Tina, I hope you are resting as much as you can, please don't get run down. We are thinking and praying for you all each and every day. God's blessings to you!! Love, Mary, Jim and Haas Byrd
Mary Byrd <JMBCRIMLAW@AOL.COM>
Montrose, AL USA - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 08:34 PM (CDT)

Tina, this is Amanda, Milton and I are thinking about you and Austin and sending up our prayers as far as they will go. Called our good Baptist daughter Rachael, you know they've got an "in" us back-sliding Methodist may not have.
We love you and all your family.
Amanda Wilson <pittykate@msn.com>
Bay Minette, AL Baldwin - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 07:50 PM (CDT)

Dear Bakers: We always hear about what is wrong with this world and how people don't care about each other. I think we are proving that they are WRONG! We are so fortunate to have such a caring and compassionate community of friends, neighbors and family. Please know you are in our thoughts every minute of every day. Stay strong. Much love.
Kim Matthews <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 06:41 PM (CDT)

Hey Bakers!

We are so thankful for Austins progress. You are always lifted up in our prayers. We love you!!!

Michelle WIlson <Mkladybug4@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 05:53 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina,
Your Mother gave me the web site information last night. This is wonderful. I will be keeping up with Austin regularly.
Fred, Sydney, Jonathan and myself are praying for Austin and everyone else.
Did the catepillars ever hatch out of their cocoon?

With much love and prayers,

Lori and Family

Lori Mott <falquinn@gulftel.com>
Silverhill, Al USA - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 05:38 PM (CDT)

Hey Tina & Austin I just wanted to let you know that we are thinking of you and we will keep you in our prayers. I know it has been a long time since the last time I saw you. If you need anything please let me know. We will be checking here for updates.With all the prayers and thoughts you have coming your way I know Austin will keep getting better. Love and Prayers
Renee (Singleton) Mack
Renee Mack <fcg83@hotmail.com>
Atmore, AL escambia - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 04:29 PM (CDT)

Hi Austin, Megan, Tina and Jimmy,
I am so thankful for this website. We have an interest in Austin's progress and we ask Kim everyday how he is doing.
We want you to know we care. We fell in love with all of you when we visited Kim. Please know that you are in our thoughts and prayers every day. I know God is watching over you. Prayerful thoughts for all of you.
Mildred Caughron (Kim's Mom)
- Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 04:24 PM (CDT)

Hey T! I'm just in from school and went straight for the computer to check on you both. Hope everything goes well today with the chemo. keep your head up and we will hold you both in our hearts here in Atmore! love you! Cathi
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, Al - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 03:45 PM (CDT)

Tina,
I am praying for all of you especially Austin. God loves Austin so much. His grace is sufficient. Dr. Doug thinks the world of all of you and has been keeping us updated the best he can. God Bless all of you!!
Earl Everette <eeverette@hotmail.com>
Atmore, AL u\USA - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 02:01 PM (CDT)

Dear Bakers,
We are hoping that Austin will do OK with this round of Chemo. He is such a strong little boy!! We are praying extra hard for a full recovery for him!
Hugs and Kisses!! God Bless You All!!!
Maggie and Toby

Maggie Quimby <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, Al Escambia - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 02:01 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina, Jimmy, Austin and Meagan,
We have been praying for you! We know that God is sending His guardian angels to watch over all of you. Jackson, Jared and Jordan have an "Austin" candle that we light for him.
Tim will be driving through Birmingham on Tuesday and will try to come by the hospital in the late afternoon. Let me know if I can do anything!

Dee Fuhrman <FabFuhr5@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 01:15 PM (CDT)

Good afternoon Bakers. Praying Austin has started his next round of chemo and is still feeling good. Thoughts of you in my mind all day long. Miss you!
kelly hayes
fairhope, al usa - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 12:20 PM (CDT)

Hi Austin and Tina,, You do not know me I work with Jennifer Oversteet. I just want you to know that my family and I are praying for you both. Hang in there.
Heather Wright
Heather Wright <ghgk@charter.net>
Newnan, GA US - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 11:58 AM (CDT)

Tina - we are thinking about you so much today and every day. Lots of prayers are being sent up for Austin and your family.
Theresa and David Jellenc
Montrose, AL USA - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 11:53 AM (CDT)

Tina, It was so good to talk to you last night. Austin, you are so lucky to have a mother like yours that loves you so much. Hang in there, and know that you are in our continued prayers. Please let me know if there is anything that I can do.If you just need to talk, just call, no matter what time. I love you and will be thinking of you and your family.
Jennifer Overstreet <jennifer_overstreet@cargill.com>
Newnan, GA USA - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 11:51 AM (CDT)

Tina -

I pray that God will strengthen you and provide you with His full measure of grace. I have been praying for you and Austin and pray that God will completely heal him.

It has been quite some time since I have seen you. I want you to know that if there is anything you need, please let me know.
Alan Bell <alanbell@wcjcpa.com>
Atmore, AL USA - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 10:37 AM (CDT)

Hi Austin!

I hope all is well with you today.

Heres today's thought:

Our real duty is always found running in the direction of our worthiest desires.

-- Randolph Bourne

We are looking forward to seeing you soon.

Make today great!

Your friends, Chris and Cam

Chris & Cam <klinger3@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, Al USA - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 10:01 AM (CDT)

Dear Tina,
You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers. If you need for us to do anything for you in the office, please call. We love you! Julia and Barbara
Julia Gavin and Barbara Gambino <julia.gavin@fairhopeumc.org>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 10:00 AM (CDT)

Tina, our thoughts and prayers are with you, Austin, Megan, Jimmy, and all your family. Please know that you are continuing to be prayed for at FBC - Atmore. Kelly Brown, Pastor, has encouraged member to include their children in praying for Austin. We love you and just hope that something good happens for you today and all days in the future.
Ray & Myrna Hodgen <jray123@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL 36502 - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 09:49 AM (CDT)

Good Morning Austin and Tina, We are thinking of you both today and pray that you will do well. We are sending lots of love your way. Melinda and Louis
Melinda Mapp <mmapp@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL USA - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 09:48 AM (CDT)

GOOD MORNING!!! We will be thinking of you guys today. Mary-Cameron and Hayden send their love. You are always in our prayers.
Love, Leslie
leslie <dees4@bellsouth.net>
fairhope, al - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 09:03 AM (CDT)

Good morning, little Austin! Keep hanging in there, sweet buddy, and remember how much everybody loves you, especially Jesus!

Hugs and Kisses,

Mrs. Emily
Emily Garner
- Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 08:52 AM (CDT)

Good morning Cutie Patootie! Who loves you like a church mouse loves a communion wafer??? You are absolutely correct...your favorite aunt. (Just don't say that around Nonnie). I will be thinking about you and your Mom all day today...and I can't wait to see you this weekend! Watch cartoons all day and giggle until your belly hurts! Love and Kisses...
TaTa <holytara2002@aol.com>
Pensacola, Fl USA - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 08:26 AM (CDT)

Austin,

Hope that you are smiling today, as God has great plans for you. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. Please tell your mom that I am asking God to hold her close and keep her strong. You are blessed to have a mother who loves you so much. Remember, God is always with you.

Your Friend,

Byrd
Byrd Baggett
Fairhope, AL USA - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 08:03 AM (CDT)

Just wanted you to know that you and Austin have been on my mind all night. I know everything will go great today. Apparently, you have a strong little boy and he has been through alot, so today will be no different. Think positive thought because ALL of your friends will be! I will check back in with you later to see if you have updated. Please let us know how your day was. Take care.....Love you!!!! Cathi
Cathi Coon <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, Al USA - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 07:13 AM (CDT)

Tina,
Sorry we could not stop by to visit Monday, But I just wanted you to know that our thoughts and prayers are with you. If you have any needs that we can help you with please let us know.

Your Friends in Christ
Thomas and LeAnne
Thomas Brantley <tbran39369@aol.com>
Stockton, al usa - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 06:40 AM (CDT)

Hi Baker Crew

The Hayes' just wanted you to know how often we think of you, pray for you, and miss you lots. May God continue to hold you in the palm of his hand.
Kelly Hayes
Fairhope, AL USA - Wednesday, September 04, 2002 at 09:45 PM (CDT)

Tina,
Just wanted to let you know that Blakes 2nd grade class mates are praying for Austin!! They have a prayer each day and they always pray for Austin! Tonight during our prayer time, we asked God to give each of you courage and strength! Especially Austin!! We love you lots and lots!!Toby sends you a big hug!!Your mother called tonight but I missed her call!! She really has been so wonderful to keep us informed. Iam grateful!!!!

Love your friends,
Maggie and Toby
Maggie Quimby <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, Al Escambia - Wednesday, September 04, 2002 at 09:28 PM (CDT)

Hi Tina and Austin,

It sounds like you all have had a really good day, I wish I could watch some cartoons too! You both are in so many hearts and prayers and we just want you all to know that prayers will be answered. Remember how much you are loved and God will bless you all. Here's to a great day tomorrow!! Love, Mary, Jim and Haas Byrd

Mary Byrd <JMBCRIMLAW@AOL.COM>
Montrose, AL USA - Wednesday, September 04, 2002 at 09:14 PM (CDT)

Hey Austin, We love you so much!!!! Rachel, Mary and Ellen have been praying for you while you are in the hospital. We can't wait to see you real soon. We have been giving Meagan lots of hugs for you. Here's a big hug for you and your Mommy. Love, Mrs. Peggy and Mr. Steve
Peggy Vogle <FairhopeVogles@AOL.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Wednesday, September 04, 2002 at 08:46 PM (CDT)

Tina, I want you to know that you, Austin, and your family will continue to be in our prayers. Cathi and Margaret have been keeping me updated on Austin's progress. Now, I will be checking in on you daily thru this site.
There are many people in East Alabama and West Georgia that are praying for all of you.
Love to you and your family, Rebecca (Ates) Duskin
Rebecca Duskin <duskin@charter.net>
Lanett, AL - Wednesday, September 04, 2002 at 08:41 PM (CDT)

Tina: John and I were glad to see you for a few minutes on Sunday. We have all of you in our thoughts and prayers.
Never forget that we are here whenever you need us.Love
from John and Mary Helen
mary h graham <johnmary@net1inc.net>
atmore, al - Wednesday, September 04, 2002 at 07:33 PM (CDT)

Our prayer group at 1st UMC, Crestview, Fl. is praying for you daily. Hope this is a good day for you. May God Bless you as you recover. Remember "God is good all the time."
Eloise Coker <eloisecoker@cox.net>
Crestview, Fl United States - Wednesday, September 04, 2002 at 04:19 PM (CDT)

Austin and Tina,

You're in our thoughts and prayers. We are SO delighted to read that "Bucky" (Alabama's future senator) is watching cartoons today. Tina, please let Kim (Matthews, my sister) know if there is anything that we can do for you. Austin has a prayer chain up here in Charlotte and another has been started for him in Denver. Believe in the power of prayer. We love you, Lisa and Matthew
Lisa Matthews and Matthew Cherney <lematth@aol.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Wednesday, September 04, 2002 at 03:31 PM (CDT)

Tina, Austin and Family
We just want to let you know how much we love you and are praying for you. Know that people all over the country are praying for you - even those who have never met you. That is what is so awesome about God's Family.
We miss you and think about you all the time.

Andy and Leslye Scheller
Daphne, AL USA - Wednesday, September 04, 2002 at 03:09 PM (CDT)

Tina,
Please know that Austin and each of his family members are in our prayers daily. I am so glad to know about this web site. Hang tough--it is going to work!

We love you,

Gwen and Herston Dorriety
Gwen Dorriety
Atmore, AL USA - Wednesday, September 04, 2002 at 12:52 PM (CDT)

Tina, I was thrilled to read that "Bucky" is improving. You and your family are our thoughts and prayers every day. Hang in there. We love you.
Kim Matthews <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, September 04, 2002 at 12:35 PM (CDT)

Hi Austin!

Finally, a website! Yahoo!

Here's your thought for the day: "There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is miracle." Albert Einstein

A pretty smart guy, eh? We're certainly glad that your sparkling miracle of a life is touching ours, and are happy this huge network of support can touch and carry you.

See you soon, buddy.

MTG>

Chris & Cam
Chris & Cam <klinger3@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, Al USA - Wednesday, September 04, 2002 at 10:55 AM (CDT)

Good Morning Austin and Tina! I was so excited to hear that Austin is out of ICU! I can't wait for your update today, Tina, start typing friend! Austin, you are a smart little boy, so I know you can figure out this riddle: What is gray and has a trunk? A MOUSE ON VACATION OF COURSE!!! Now you know my two favorite jokes - the one I sent yesterday and this one! I hope you like them too. Emily and I will send you another joke tomorrow, in the meantime, have some fun with your mom and dad today. Love,
Gayle <gayle@altmayerltd.com>
Daphne, AL - Wednesday, September 04, 2002 at 09:38 AM (CDT)

Good morning, Austin and Tina!

It was good to read of your good day yesterday. I love cartoons, too! Tonight at our church supper we will tell everyone how well you are doing and we will say a prayer for you. You are always on my mind and in my most heartfelt prayers.

I love you so very much! Deuteronomy 31:8

Blessings to you both!

Love,

Emily
Emily Garner
Fairhope, Al - Wednesday, September 04, 2002 at 09:06 AM (CDT)

Tina, I look forward every morning to reading your updates! This one sounds GREAT! This is the first page I look at before doing anything else. We think of you so much during the day and are hoping you are home soon with a strong little boy. please keep in touch when you get home! love you!!!!! Cathi
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, Al USA - Wednesday, September 04, 2002 at 09:04 AM (CDT)

Tina,
We are so thankful that Austin is doing better. We are praying all the time for you and we send you a great big
e-mail hug!!!!!!!
Kevin,Michelle,Zach and Bailey Wilson <MKLADYBUG4@AOL.COM>
Fairhope, AL USA - Tuesday, September 03, 2002 at 11:17 PM (CDT)

Dear Bakers,
Toby and I have been reading these sweet notes from all of your friends! You are so loved, Austin!!!! Hang in there little man! We love you all. Hope to get up there to see you soon!!
Maggie and Toby Quimby <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, Al Escambia - Tuesday, September 03, 2002 at 10:06 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina,
Just wanted to let you know how happy we are that Austin is doing better! I think of you many times a day and keep you all in my prayers. Stay strong!!! I know with God's help Austin will continue to improve and will come home soon. We are sending a care package for Austin from our dental office. Love, Ann Chambliss
Ann Chambliss <tcchecker@aol.com>
Daphne, AL 36526 - Tuesday, September 03, 2002 at 10:03 PM (CDT)

My thoughts and prayers are with you. Know God will carry you in all your days. He is the one who sustains and strengthens us always. Remember how I said these days with Austin are a true gift from God. Embrace them and know in your heart that he will take care of you all.
Ann Pearson
Fairhope , Al Baldwin - Tuesday, September 03, 2002 at 09:47 PM (CDT)

Hey Tina-
Sing a little ditty when your tired/ sad... may I suggest...
"You are my strength when I am weak,
You are the treasure that I seek, You are my all in all.
Seeking you as a precious jewel
Lord, to give up I'd be a fool,
You are my all in all.
Jesus, Lamb of God, worthy is Your Name.
Jesus, (precious) Lamb of God, worthy is Your Name.
Taking my sin, my cross, my shame,
Rising again, I bless your name, You are my all in all.
WHEN I FALL DOWN, YOU PICK ME UP,
WHEN I AM DRY, YOU FILL MY CUP,
YOU ARE MY ALL IN ALL!"
Know I'm here when you need me!

Anna W <mawar601@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Tuesday, September 03, 2002 at 09:17 PM (CDT)

Hey Austin!
Get your rest and eat your vegetables!!
WHAT KIND OF DOG LIKES TO TAKE BUBBLE BATHS??
Give up???
A SHAMPOODLE!!! HA HA HA HA!!!
Love you!
Give your Mama a smile for me!
Miss Anna W.
Fairhope, AL USA - Tuesday, September 03, 2002 at 09:05 PM (CDT)

Love you all. You are in my prayers.
Lynne Pearson <lep64@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL USA - Tuesday, September 03, 2002 at 06:00 PM (CDT)

Dearest Tina,
Please know that Austin is in our thoughts and prayers!! Everyday!!!! We love you very much! Mrs. Graham called me and gave me this email address! She is such a kind lady!Toby sends his love and prayers too.Dr. Doug came back to Atmore and really bragged on you! It's true, you are amazing, Tina! You have such faith and courage! Please give Austin a big kiss from the Quimbys!!
Maggie Quimby <tquimby@net1inc.net>
Atmore, AL Escambia - Tuesday, September 03, 2002 at 03:44 PM (CDT)

The women's prayer group at First United Methodist Church, Crestview, Fl. has you on our prayer list. Tomorrow morning, my husband will add you to the men's prayer group list. May God's love, mercy, and grace lift each of up during these difficult times!!!!!!!!!
Anne Campbell <annec@cfi.net>
Laurel Hill, Fl. Okaloosa - Tuesday, September 03, 2002 at 03:07 PM (CDT)

Austin, Tina, Jimmy and Meagan,
Keep the faith!! You are in our prayers and thoughts every day. God Bless all of you!!!
Theresa and David Jellenc <tjellenc@bellsouth.net>
Montrose, AL USA - Tuesday, September 03, 2002 at 12:11 PM (CDT)

Tina, Jimmy, and Meagan,

I enjoyed getting to spend Friday with you! You are staying so strong, Tina. I am glad to see how each one of the families in the waiting room draw strength from each other. I am glad you have that when your family and friends can't be with you. Your strength and faith witnesses to those families. God loves you! When you get a chance, read Isaiah 40:28-31; 41:10. Also, remember 1 Peter 5:10. Sometimes God's "little while" seems to be our "neverending", but he will be faithful to those who put their trust in him, as I know you do! I love you. I will see you soon.
Dawn Haynes <ddhaynes@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, September 03, 2002 at 10:56 AM (CDT)

hi there, tina and austin! i surely do miss you! dawn and i loved being with you last week, and wish the time hadn't gone so quickly. i am already looking to see when i can plan to come back up. september is going to be a really busy month, but i think i can sneak in a visit before too long.

we are keeping our prayers going all the time for all of you and the other friends we met while we were there. what a caring group of people up there with you in the waiting area.

call or write anytime - i am always ready to listen, my friend!

God loves you so very much, and so do i and a whole lot of other people here.

stay strong, keep your faith, and think about God smiling down on you and holding you in His arms.

love you!

emily
emily garner
fairhope, al usa - Tuesday, September 03, 2002 at 10:29 AM (CDT)

Hi Austin! What do you call a dog that plays the trombone? TALENTED!!! Emily and I love that joke! We love you too and we hope you're feeling better today! Tell your mom hello for us!
Gayle and Emily
Daphne, AL - Tuesday, September 03, 2002 at 10:24 AM (CDT)

Hey Austin,
You don't know us but a lot of people in Georgia are praying for you too. We're going to be reading your web site every day. My grandson is named Austin. He's five and he's praying for you too. Jesus loves you!
Tammy Stover <tammy_stover@cargill.com>
Newnan, GA Coweta - Tuesday, September 03, 2002 at 09:41 AM (CDT)

Austin, Tina
God is good. We have been praying and feel both greatful for His goodness that you are getting better and helpless that we can't just "fix it" - that's up to Him. We love you guys and are so happy about this website so we can check in without bothering you constantly with phone calls.
If we don't come or call, please know we are there in spirit.
Love to all,
Karin
Karin Ballard <karingate@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Tuesday, September 03, 2002 at 09:28 AM (CDT)

Dear Tina,

I was glad to read of the improvement in Austin. Lynne Pearson has been keeping me updated. Many prayers have been lifted for you in Niceville. The Emmaus Community here has added you all to their prayer chain.
Love in Christ, Denise
Denise Pippin <dwppip@cox.net>
Niceville, Fl. - Tuesday, September 03, 2002 at 09:20 AM (CDT)

Austin, hang in there and keep up the fight. Your are in our thoughts and prayers.
Tina, I love you girl and I wish that I could be there for you. I can't imagine what you are going through. Keep up your strength. Love ya, Jennifer and Riley
Jennifer Overstreet <jennifer_overstreet@cargill.com>
Newnan, GA USa - Tuesday, September 03, 2002 at 09:15 AM (CDT)

Hello Tina.
I just wanted you to know that I'm praying for Austin as well as you and your family. E-mail me when things get back to normal. Hang in there, God's grace is sufficient. 1Peter 5:7
Brad Bryan <bbryan@cs.bwauto.com>
Hendersonville, NC USA - Tuesday, September 03, 2002 at 04:42 AM (CDT)

HEY JIMTOM!!!!!!!!!!!!! bet you can guess who this is! I was so thrilled when i got the news of Austin being weaned off the ventilator that I called Joanne White. She made me promise her that I would keep her updated. Jim was home and when I told him....WE BOTH GOT GOOSEBUMPS!!!!!! That is such great news!!! Hopefull you will both be home soon and try to get your life back to some normality. I think of you and your family evey minute of everyday. Your family WAS my family for so many years.....remember we were called the BOBSY (sp) twins? wherever you saw one of us, you ALWAYS saw the other! I, like you, haven't slept much since this has been diagnosed and I don't think I have seen Austin since he was mabey 1, and was hanging onto your leg in your mom's kitchen! BUT, he is yours, and you have always been such a great part of my life, that I feel like he's mine too. I think about Megan having not only her little brother away from her, but also her mom. I continue to send out his story to anyone that I know. Jimmy Dukes is praying for him in his Church service out at Judson too. Keep your spirits high and know that EVERYONE here in Atmore is keeping you in their thoughts and hearts! keep us updated! love you!!!! Cathi (aka) SKI BABY!
Cathi <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, Al USA - Monday, September 02, 2002 at 10:05 PM (CDT)

We don't know how you feel, Austin. Try to think of how much fun you are going to have when you get back home to your toys and friends. The people in Birmingham know how to help you and want you to get well and go home. We have not met but hope to meet you soon.
Concettia, Andrea, and Ronnie <concettianall@hotmail.com>
Century, Fl USA - Monday, September 02, 2002 at 09:08 PM (CDT)

Hi Baker family. I wanted to tell you that I continue to pray for you. You are all very special.
Lynne Pearson <lep64@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, September 02, 2002 at 06:45 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina: Our love an prayers are with you, Austin and the rest of the family. You are constantly in our thoughts.

Much love, Betty and Floyd
Floyd and Betty Adams <fbadams@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Monday, September 02, 2002 at 05:30 PM (CDT)

Sweet Austin,
You are in our constant prayers & you are such a little trooper. We love & miss your cheerful smile and can't wait to see you back home soon.
We loooove you!!!
Your family at Page & Palette
Karin Wilson <pandp@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL USA - Monday, September 02, 2002 at 05:03 PM (CDT)

Austin, we love you and plan on seeing you on Tuesday. Hang in there, buddy and we know you will be well soon.
Love you. Papa and Barbara
Robert L. Morris <BMoseley1@Excite.com>
Orange Beach, Al Baldwin - Monday, September 02, 2002 at 04:12 PM (CDT)

Hey Austin!!
You are doing such a good job! We are so proud of you!
Knock knock.
(who's there)
Olive!
(olive who?)
OLIVE YOU!!!!!

ANNA W.
FAIRHOPE, AL USA - Monday, September 02, 2002 at 02:00 PM (CDT)

Good morning, Austin. We are so glad that you are having a good day. You are in our prayers and we have so many people praying for you in Mississippi and Tennessee. Keep on feeling better and remember how much we love you. Give your mother a big smile for us.
Melinda and Louis Mapp <mmapp@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL USA - Monday, September 02, 2002 at 09:27 AM (CDT)

It was great to see you this weekend. I am glad that Austin had a good day today!! The power of prayer!!!
Get some rest!! I will talk to you soon!
Love, Leslie
leslie dees <dees4@bellsouth.net>
fairhope, al usa - Sunday, September 01, 2002 at 10:33 PM (CDT)

Hello Austin, Tina, & Meagen: Every day will be a brighter and more hopeful day. Our love and prayers to you all.
Auntie Brenda & Uncle Bob <bwade@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, Al - Sunday, September 01, 2002 at 08:15 PM (CDT)

We're just sitting here in the kitchen getting ready for Sunday. Angie highjacked the 'puter so we could see the latest update. She says to tell you that she enjoyed getting to see you. The message tomorrow is "Yes, Lord" and is taken from Acts 9:10-19. Ananias must have thought that God had a screw loose. Henry Blackaby says in Exp God that you can't say "No" and "Lord" in the same sentence cause if you say "no", then He isn't your Lord! Well enough sermonizing. That is your taste of church for tomorrow.

BTW have you met a young preacher from Baldwin County named Mikah Hudson? He is a good friend of mine and said that he would be available to you should you need him. He is at Saint Mark UMC (B'ham). He came out of the Daphne UMC as a candidate for the ministry.

Tripp & Lily send their love too.

In Christ,

Rob & Angie
Rob and Angie Gulledge <beehivekids@bellsouth.net>
Mobile, AL Ghana - Saturday, August 31, 2002 at 10:21 PM (CDT)

Dear Austin, Tina, Jimmy and Maegan-
We are praying for you all often!!! Jacob said to tell you that he misses you.
I read that an Auburn football may be on its way to Austin?
Wow!! That is really awesome!
We love you guys!!!
David, Sarah and Jacob
The Seitz's <sseitz4@juno.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Saturday, August 31, 2002 at 09:37 PM (CDT)

Dear Austin, Tina, Jimmy and Meagan:
The Wilson house is praying all the time for you guys.
We love you and will continue to pray for your family. Please let us know if there is ANYTHING that we can do!

Kevin, Michelle, Zach and Bailey Wilson <MKLADYBUG4@AOL.COM>
Fairhope, AL Baldwin - Friday, August 30, 2002 at 08:24 PM (CDT)

Dear Austin, We are very impressed you have your own website! We think that is so, so cool!!! When we told Lucky about it, he gave us a big smile! Continue to get better, Austin! We love you,
Emily, Gayle and Alex
Daphne, AL - Friday, August 30, 2002 at 07:25 PM (CDT)

Hello Austin, Tina, Jimmy and Meagan. We think and talk about you each day at school and at home. We look forward to good news each day and we love you. Have you been able to view the DVD? We saw it for the first time today at school. Love, Cassandra, David and Austin's classmates
Cassandra Jones <TINGOOSE88@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL USA - Friday, August 30, 2002 at 06:52 PM (CDT)

Austin: Ace sends his best and looks forward to licking your face once again soon. Your job is to work on getting well and our job is to pray for your speedy recovery. We are working on our part! Love, Harmon and Lyn Massey
Harmon Massey
Milton, FL USA - Friday, August 30, 2002 at 06:09 PM (CDT)

Hi my dear friends!
We miss you terribly and wish you didn't have to go away for us to realize that! Y'all are constanly in our prayers and on the minds and hearts of others. Just know how much you are loved and those who surround you, surround you with love and prayer. We lift you up and will be your strength to carry you wherever and whenever you need us. Consider this a hug and we look forward to doing it in person soon!
The Warringtons <mawar601@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL 36532 - Friday, August 30, 2002 at 03:25 PM (CDT)

Dear Tina--

We are praying for you and your family.

I understand there is an Auburn football (thanks to Owen Bailey) on the way for Austin.

I just talked with Leslie, and she was in your van. They will be leaving as soon as school is out.

Please let us know if there is anything we can do for you.

MUCH LOVE--Louis and Melinda Mapp
Louis Mapp <lmapp@bellsouth.net>
Fairhope, AL USA - Friday, August 30, 2002 at 01:18 PM (CDT)

We love you Austin, Tina, Meagan. Austin, hang in there. Keep that fighting spirit.
You are all in our constant thoughts and prayers. We look forward to seeing you!!!
The Dees
Leslie <dees4@bellsouth.net>
Fairhop, al usa - Friday, August 30, 2002 at 11:44 AM (CDT)

I love you austin!
love, meagan
- Friday, August 30, 2002 at 10:18 AM (CDT)

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