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Tina, thinking of you tonight as I have over the years but especially the last few months...have often told myself, "suck it up...Tina does and you can too". Your posts give me inspiration and also help me know what I am going through is "normal". I thank God for your willingness to continue to share and for your gift of writing. God bless you!
Candi Wynn
- Sunday, March 18, 2012 0:24 AM CDT

We miss you Austin!
Uncle Goldfish <David@b-Garrett.com>
- Thursday, September 15, 2011 10:57 PM CDT

Tina, Hea, this is Cyndi Daniel Stacey. I saved Austin's web site on my computer and every now and then I pull it up just to read it. It ALWAYS touches my heart!!! What a Blessing!! Tina I know God will continue to Bless you and Meagan. She has grown up so much. I miss seeing you. Take care.
Cyndi D. Stacey <bamagirl3@frontier.com>
Atmore, Alabama United States - Monday, October 25, 2010 4:45 PM CDT

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY!!!!!!!!! I WAS GOING TO SIGN IN FIRST THING AND NEVER GOT THE CHANCE. I HAVE THE STORE BY MYSELF THIS WEEK AND HAVE JUST BEEN SWAMPED WITH PEOPLE AND MACHINES FOR REPAIR. HOPE YOU HAD A GREAT DAY! LOVE U!
CATHI
ATMORE, AL - Thursday, April 9, 2009 9:08 AM CDT

Staci this is not the place for me to be typing this, but I have been following your site from the beginning. I also follow yours and Mel's blog. The reason I'm typing to you is because I want to continue to read Mel's blog and I can't get into it. Can you ask her to invite me to be a reader.

Thank you.

Kim

PS: you and your family are always in my prayers.
Kim Demore
West Milford, NJ USA - Saturday, March 21, 2009 11:01 PM CDT

Next time I bet you will listen to Meagan when she tells you not to do something. Sorry you had a sore "bottom" after the fall. Could have been worse... Jim had a broken back after being thrown from a horse and that was the very last time either of us ever went horseback riding.
Sounds like Meagan really loves Hoovy and the time she can spend with him.
Can't believe the holidays are almost here. Be sure to send the latest picture.
Congratulations on the great school year both of you are having. How you manage being a mom, working, and going to school just shows us you are really a "Wonder Woman."
Keep in touch.
Hugs and blessings,
Nena
NM
- Tuesday, October 28, 2008 9:44 AM CDT

Poor TINA!!!!!! Now you know your supposed to do what you are told! Katie used to give everybody "what for" when she was little... she'd point that finger and really jabber before she could talk. Glad your both doing well, hope you finish up your schooling soon so you can have some "me" time. I love my me time...just home alone with the dog, tv on, with no one watching it, no phones ringing.....ahhhh. Keep in touch, I just sent you some pictures of katie and Adam from Homecoming...will have some Sr. portraits soon! Love u!
cathi
atmore, al - Monday, October 13, 2008 9:23 AM CDT

Tina, what a beautiful testimony to God's grace and your faithfulness. How blessed those kids were to have you to love and hold and pray for them. I know they will be in your heart forever.The fact that you were able to let go of all of that saddness in the loving arms of other believers is a blessing from God. Your willingness to always trust God is amazing. May God continue to lift you up in the days ahead.

Blessings, Robi

PS-notice the address. We are back in Fairhope and Claire will be starting 9th grade with Meagan.
Robi Jones <robi1957@live.com>
Fairhope, Al United States - Saturday, July 19, 2008 3:57 PM CDT

YEAH, an update!!!!!
I have been checking in weekly in hopes of hearing about your mission trip. Had just about decided perhaps you were going to stop journaling, then lo and behold, you bring us up to date. Sorry to hear about the lighting strike at home and knocking your computer out.
Know the trip was wonderful and your life will be forever changed. Just like mine was by meeting precious Austin and you and Meagan. I miss seeing you. Bet you and Meagan are packing lots into these last summer days. Hard to believe it is only about 3-4 weeks until school starts again.
Keep in touch.
Love to both of you.
Hugs and blessings,
Nena
NM
- Friday, July 18, 2008 10:16 PM CDT

Beautiful update! I love you!
Kim www.taylorwatts.org
Kim Watts <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
Mccalla, Al - Thursday, July 17, 2008 4:15 PM CDT

Well...you did it AGAIN...brought tears to my eyes!! What an honor those kids had of spending time with you. You are an angel on this earth! They are so lucky to have known you, even if it was for a short time. They will hold what you gave them forever. I am glad that you let go while you were away...i think you may have needed it. I am also glad you got some answers to your questions. That trip was as good for you as it was the kids you went to minister to. Glad your home...keep in touch and post some new pics of meagan! Love to all of you! Cathi
cathi
atmore, al - Monday, July 14, 2008 4:07 PM CDT

Hey Tina! How are ya? We are good. I just wanted to share with you that we were in your neck of the woods the other day. It was by accident and dead middle of the day and I assumed you would be working or in school, so we didn't call, but I swear, one day i am going to call when we are in town.
We had gone to Wentzel's to eat lunch, but they do not suerve lunch during the week and I was not leaving Fairhope without some buffalo shrimp! So, we went on into town and walked around and saw the shops, the little school and all the beautiful places along the way. I have been to Fairhope for a friends wedding and of course to see my sweet Austin, but never really took in the town. I loved it. Can I move in with you? We had a great time and polished off some FABULOUS fudge and finally it was 4:00 and I got my shrimp. Yummy!
We think of you often and I certainly had you and Austin on my mind that day. Everywhere I looked I wondered if that were a favorite store of yours, did he like to play there etc. I miss you both so much. Taylor was at camp SAM that week and we took Logan on a mini vacation alone, he has never had that. I knew that Taylor was just away for the week and that I would go get him in a few days. However, I knew that it was a small glimpse into my life if he were not here with us and it scared me. It made it too real. I thought of how badly Austin wanted to go to camp and how much fun the two of them would have been having together. I talked to Taylor when I picked him up and he said it was the best year ever. I just know that Austin was there with him,helping him have fun! He said the shaving cream fight was the best and that would have been right up Austin's alley!!!
I love you my friend and I miss you. Have a great summer with that beautiful daughter of yours and I really do promise that I am going to look you up on one of our trips.
Love,
Kim www.taylorwatts.org
Kim watts <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, Al - Sunday, June 15, 2008 10:37 PM CDT

hey girl, just checking to see if you are back yet...let me know how it went. I know you enjoyed every minute of it, except being away from Meagan! Love to you, Megan and of course, AUSTIN, as always!
cathi
atmore, al - Friday, May 23, 2008 3:16 PM CDT

OMG!!!!! A world traveler! Wanted to wish you a happy mother's day....hope you enjoyed your day! Where is Megan, at her dad's or at your moms??? I CANNOT believe your mom has gone into business! Hope things go great for her, she is sure gonna put a damper on the next door competition! LOve u! Cathi
cathi
atmore, al - Sunday, May 11, 2008 10:16 PM CDT

Hey! Just wanted to say hi to you and tell you I am thinking of you. I saw some pics of merle's birthday party online (I FORGOT about the party!!!!!! I hate it because I wanted to go, but my daughter's birthday was THAT day and that was all that was on my mind. She was 24...can you believe it???? i can't....anyway, saw some pics of R.L and a couple of your mom, my mom (in a hat) and Floyd...saw Greye Emmons and Little HOOP, dale and Cindy. i didn't see any of you or Tonya or Tara, so i guess yall didn't go either. Go to atmorenews.com and click on photos...you will see Merle matthews party...click on the one pic and it will take you through pages of pics...you will recognize alot of the people...have fun! Love to Meagan...and always to Austin!
cathi
atmore, al - Friday, April 25, 2008 2:41 PM CDT

Hello my dear friend,
First let me say how very sorry I am that I am so late on my happy birthday wishes. I promise you I did not forget, but God has granted me the most wonderful life and we practically live at the ballpark! I never sit still long enough to get anything done. So, better late than never, Happy Birthday Tina!!!
I too will never forget that birthday 5 years ago. It was the worst day for us in the room next door. Taylor was so grumpy and in pain and I didn't know what to do to help him. I ran to 4 tower to escape for a few minutes and there you came around the corner and invited me to dinner for you birthday with "the girls". Oh how I needed that, we needed that. I was refreshed and ready to face a new day. I will cherish that night forever. I miss you friend!
I hope your day was special. Please know that we think of you often.
Love,
Kim www.taylorwatts.org
Kim Watts <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, Al - Thursday, April 24, 2008 9:34 PM CDT

Hi Aunt Tina,
It's about 4:45 a.m. and I was working in the stem cell unit cross training for the week. As I was coming in to work, I came across this little red wagon; on the back of the wagon it read...Austin's wagon. I smiled. JoJo donated the red wagon to the 4th floor. Apparently she thought that the wagon would "stay" on that floor. It now has become a joke because every time I see this wagon...which I do alot...I walk over and take it back to where it belongs. So to start my night, I am walking it the hospital to drop off Austin's wagon at the "wagon line." I get up to the stem cell unit and orient myself around. It felt strange knowing that my family had spent so much time up on this floor. I began asking the nurse questions about the unit and how stem cell works. I got bored and decided to google Austin. This site popped up. I spent about 5 hours from your very first entry to the very last reading about Austin and what was happening. Little did I know that YOU would soon teach me all I needed to know about stem cell, what the child goes through, new birthdays, engrafting and so on. I read what room number he was in and looked up...right in front of me was room 659...like Austin was staring me in the eyes. After I finished reading, I got up and wandered around. I found this book...it teaches parents about the stem cell unit; I saw pictures of children you mentioned in journal entries, I read about "new" birthdays, and then there HE was...staring at me...our little man. Yes, Austin Baker made the picture cut for the book:) I just wanted you to know that he is not forgotten, Silly String and all! Love you.
Kristan Baker <Kristan.Baker@gmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Wednesday, April 23, 2008 4:57 AM CDT

Hi Tina,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY.... I was so sure I would remember your birthday this year because mine is today. Last year I told myself I would remember to get a card in the mail to you. Well, I am sorry. It completely slipped up on me.
I am to the age that I am going to stop counting the candles... in fact, I told one of our daughters tonight that I was going to start introducing them as my nieces.
I can't believe I have children in their 40's!!
Anyway, hope your day was great and that you dodged all the silly string being shot at you from above.
Hugs and love, Nena
NM
- Wednesday, April 9, 2008 9:53 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TINA!!!!!!! I WON'T MENTION YOUR AGE, BECAUSE I AM ALREADY THERE! Hope you have a great day today...I think about you everyday! Love to Meagan.....love u! cathi
cathi
atmore, al - Tuesday, April 8, 2008 3:10 PM CDT

Hi Tina,
It doesn't seem possible that 5 yrs ago we were celebrating Easter with you, Austin, Meagan and my family!! I remember his wonderful smile when he found the Golden egg and was so very happy being outside hunting eggs with our granddaughters. Little did we know that would be the last time we would see him.
I hope today had some good favorite memories to hold onto.
Give your big girl a kiss from me. Can't believe she will be in high school next year.
Your mission trips sound wonderful and I know you will love every minute of them.
Keep in touch...
Hugs, prayers, and blessings,
Nena
NM
- Sunday, March 23, 2008 6:38 PM CDT

I pray that tomorrow is a great day for you and the family. I know it will be hard without that beautiful face with you, but God is with you as well as MANY prayer warriors. I am so glad you updated and we all know you are all doing okay. We miss you and love you!
Kim www.taylorwatts.org
Jim, Kim, Taylor and Logan Watts <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, AL - Saturday, March 22, 2008 3:24 PM CDT

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AUSTIN! I HARDLY EVER GET ON ANYMORE, BUT DECIDED TO LOOK TODAY TO SEE IF YOUR BUSY MOM UPDATED! HOPE YOU HAD A BLESSED BIRTHDAY! MUCH LOVE, CATHI
CATHI
ATMORE, AL - Wednesday, February 27, 2008 5:03 PM CST

Tina, I was so surprised to see your mom and sister on 4 tower last week. It is hard to beleive how long it has been. I wish you had been with them so I could give you a hugh hug. But I understand how hard it must be to come back to Birmingham. I do not know if I could do it, either. I do miss you and hope you are doing well. I love you I will think of Austin everytime I see a little red wagon. Which you know is quite often. I hope you have a blessed week. HUGS!!!!
Christy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Sunday, February 17, 2008 10:07 PM CST

TINA BOP, WHEREEEEE ARE YOU??????? Haven't gotten an email from you in a while. I sure hate I missed you at Christmas, I bet you were here at Moms. I stayed busy during the holidays...we worked at the store Christmas Eve till about 5:00 pm...sold a bunch of go carts that were going out that day. We sell go carts, 4 wheelers (will have some smaller ones this year and a 600 that's due out anytime now)...also sell ECHO products (weed eaters, blowers, hedge trimmers etc, Snapper lawn mowers etc...so we had to be there. We did take some time off after the holidays, then again on New Years Day. I was NOT ready to go back, but had to :(....let me hear from you...did you get anything done on your computer after you emailed me? I don't know alot about fixing them, but I do ok with mine! What did Santa bring Meagan?? Love U!!!! Ski Baby
cathi
atmore, al - Saturday, January 5, 2008 9:21 PM CST

Merry Christmas Tina and Meghan. We love you!
Kim, Jim, Taylor and Logan
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, AL - Monday, December 24, 2007 10:08 PM CST

Would love to have one of Austin's bookmarks.... it is precious. Hope school and studies are going well for both of you.
Hugs and blessings,
Nena
NM
- Thursday, November 29, 2007 5:02 PM CST

Thinking of you two this Thanksgiving...
Hugs and blessings,
Nena
NM
- Wednesday, November 21, 2007 10:18 PM CST

Hey I miss you... You didn't respond to my email awhile back. I hope you got it. I remember school and not having much time to do anything else. I am sooo glad that I do not have to do that any more. I know you can do it. I think of you and Megan all the time and wish you lived closer, so that I could visit you when I want to give you a HUG.... I keep you in my prayers so often. I hope to hear from you soon. Love you
Christy <Scpat143@charter.net>
- Tuesday, November 6, 2007 10:09 AM CST

Hey Aunt Tina! I was thinking about Austin today (just like everyday). I was thinking about his smile and the ways he made us laugh.Gosh he was such a mess. He kept us all on a tight lesh. I was thinkin about him and his crabclaws and how he never said "ali" but always "awie" i loved to hold him right as he got up. He would have his sippy cup and his blanky. We would sit and watch cartoons for as long as he wanted. When im struggling with something i just think of you and maymay and how much yall inspire me. I was looking at the picture of her and hovey and i saw her eyes and all i could think about was her courage and strengh. You have raised such a beautiful and loving young women! I love you so much. ali.
Ali Garrett
Daphne, AL USA - Saturday, October 27, 2007 6:59 PM CDT

YEAH...AN UPDATE!!!I just didn't get to check the website for a week and that is when you updated. We were busy chasing our 20 month old granddaughter while mommy was in the hospital with the new baby. Then my time was spent "rocking and rocking". New babies...such a miracle and blessing.
Don't have second thoughts about pulling Austin's name from the race. If you felt it in your heart, then it was the right thing to do.
Those of us who knew and loved Austin don't need a race day to remember him.... hardly a day goes by that I don't think of something "Austin" related.
Glad school is going so well for both of you. Be sure to send me the latest school picture of beautiful Meghan. Do you possibly have a snapshot of Austin before he was diagnosed that you could send me? I really would like to put a happy, well, smiling Austin picture on the HIP Memorial Board.
Hugs to both,
Nena
NM
- Thursday, October 18, 2007 5:12 PM CDT

Tina, there IS an Austin Day....EVERYDAY is Austin day. He is in your heart everyday that rolls around and will continue to be. You don't need a special day to honor him because you honor him everyday. i check in everyday too, but don't always sign...i check on SOOO many kids now. The people that knew him and know you, will honor him and think of him everyday too...he WILL NOT be forgotten! Love you!
cathi
atmore, al - Wednesday, October 10, 2007 1:06 PM CDT

Hi Tina!
I was so glad to check in and see an update. I miss you so much. I am glad that you are doing well and enjoying school and the same for Meghan. I don't blame you for pulling Austin's name from the race if they were not going to honor him. You can't please everyone all the time, so just please God and you. Have a great fall and we send all our love!!!
Love,
Kim
Kim, Jim, Taylor and Logan Watts <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, AL - Monday, October 8, 2007 8:30 PM CDT

hi
Shelby Mckinley <softball_queen142010@hotmail.com>
Ellsworth , WI US - Friday, October 5, 2007 11:40 AM CDT

Hope school is going well for both of you girls... missing you!
Hugs, Nena
NM
- Monday, August 13, 2007 8:27 PM CDT

Hope that your sweet daughter had a great first day of 8th grade!

Love & think of you often,

Emily Wirtes
Point Clear, AL - Thursday, August 9, 2007 6:03 PM CDT

Sending some hugs and smiles to you today!!!!!!!!!!! I love you!
Holli Isaminger <pci127@aol.com>
Hoover, AL Jefferson - Sunday, July 1, 2007 7:22 PM CDT

hey! I meant to ask about the nursing school...have you talked to david yet..mom and I still laugh and say that if you get "under the jacket" with him, it may help! Just kidding, you don't need help, you will be welcomed with open arms to any school you choose...how lucky they will be to have YOU! Gotta run get busy here at work....gotta help all these men! Love u!
cathi
atmore, al - Friday, June 29, 2007 1:30 PM CDT

Mrs. Tina-
Goodness gracious girl-I didn't know where you have been! Ive missed you-Ive sent you some emails about pregnancy updates!
Birthdays in Heaven must be so AWESOME! Who else could throw as good of a party as God!!!!!!!!I know Presleigh probably wrapped herself up in a big bow for my special fwend!
I feel for your empty arms-know that two very strong and loving arms of our Father are holding you! I love you! Email me soon!
Holli Isaminger <pci127@aol.com>
Hoover, AL - Tuesday, June 12, 2007 7:56 PM CDT

Tina:

It sure does not seem like it has been four years since Austin left us here...although I'm sure it feels like an eternity to you since you heard that voice or saw that smile..

I know you miss him terribly..

May God continue to bless you and yours.
Kim <kmatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, June 7, 2007 4:54 PM CDT

And what a beautiful smile....
Karen <kchapin3@bellsouth.net>
Birmingham, AL - Thursday, June 7, 2007 3:23 PM CDT

I am thinking of you on this anniversary. I couldn't get my post togo through yesterday, but I had you in my prayers. I pray that God is holding you and Meagan tight!
Love to all,
Kim www.taylorwatts.org
Kim Watts <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, Al - Thursday, June 7, 2007 1:50 PM CDT

Hello love! Just wanted you to know I have been thinking of all of you today...hope you had a good day of memories. Little Austin will never be forgotten...he made to many friends along his journey. Hope you and Meagan are doing well and enjoying your summer. Tons of love to all of you!! Love, Cathi
cathi
atmore, al - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 8:15 PM CDT

Happy Mother's Day Fwend! I love you and I hope that you have a wonderful day. I know that Austin is smiling down on you today.
Love you,
Kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, Al - Sunday, May 13, 2007 10:38 AM CDT

Happy Mother's Day Tina,
Know Austin is sending big hugs and lots of kisses to you. Enjoy your day with Meagan. Did you get the email about Austin's picture not coming through? You could just mail me a copy.
Lots of love,
Nena
NM
- Saturday, May 12, 2007 10:09 AM CDT

Hey It's May where are you???I miss you. I hope you and Meagan are doing well. I love you. Christy
Christy <scpat143@CHARTER.NET>
- Tuesday, May 1, 2007 2:32 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Tina!!!
I am a day late, but we were so busy yesterday that I never evan saw the computer. However, I promise you that I will never forget your birthday or the celebrations we had for it back in 2003!
I hope this birthday was a good one and though I know you wish your little man was here to throw you a party, I know he threw you a huge one in heaven. I am sure it was complete with silly string and a baseball game!!!
I love you and miss you!
Kim
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, Al - Monday, April 9, 2007 2:59 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRIEND..... hope your day was special and you caught all the hugs and kisses sent from heaven. Also, check your hair....Austin probably is still playing with silly string.
Love you,
Nena
NM
- Sunday, April 8, 2007 8:21 PM CDT

Dear Tina.......HAPPY 41ST BIRTHDAY MY FRIEND! I know it's tomorrow, but i will be gone most of the day and hardly ever even turn my home computer on anymore. Hope your going to have a big celebration and remember the great memories of the party Austin threw for you. Just wanted to say hello, i love u, and HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Love you!! cathi
cathi
ATMORE, AL - Saturday, April 7, 2007 9:13 AM CDT

Hello My Dear Friend!
Just was thinking of you and Austin. Jim and I were watching TV last night--I think Access Hollywood was the show to be exact and there was a little man that resembled Austin so much!!!!!!!!!! Jim and I talked about him for a while! I hope you and Megan are better than good, actually great! Let me hear from you soon! Love you bunches
Holli
Holli Isaminger <pci127@aol.com>
Hoover, AL Jefferson - Friday, March 16, 2007 10:03 AM CDT

Happy Birthday My Little Buddy!!!!I love you, Mrs Christy.
Tina, I thought about you all day yesturday. You were in my prayers. I miss you and love you. I can't believe it has been 4 years. It doesn't seem like it has been that long ago. I remember Austin and the DEEP converstations we had like they were last week. I haven't met another kid that challenges me as much as my frend!!!I loved that kid and his sweet mommy and sissy...I hope you have a wonderful week and I hope you are blessed each day.
Christy <scpat143@CHARTER.NET>
- Sunday, February 25, 2007 8:29 PM CST

Happy 10th Birthday to my fwend! I miss you so much Austin Baker. I loved your spunk. I would love to have a silly string fight in the hall of the 6th floor! What fun! Do you think they would get mad at us? Who cares! I know you are having the biggest party ever in heaven. We miss you so much and Love you dearly!!
Tina,
I can not imagine what this day feels like for you. I know you are such a strong, Faithful women and you are letting God carry you. I admire you and love you more than you know. Missing you as always!
Love,
Kim
Kim Watts <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, AL - Saturday, February 24, 2007 7:52 PM CST

Happy 10th birthday Austin!!!!!! Hope your having the grandest party today! I know your family is celebrating your life today with tons of thoughts and laughs. Lots of love, Cathi
Cathi Coon
atmore, al - Saturday, February 24, 2007 6:33 PM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUSTIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know you are having a grand time celebrating with Jesus.
Hugs and lots of love,
Ms. Nena
NM
- Friday, February 23, 2007 10:45 PM CST

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I love you!!!! Thinking of you tonight.
Christy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Sunday, February 11, 2007 9:12 PM CST

Glad to read the update. I know each "special" day such as Austin's birthday floods your heart and mind with memories. Thank you for sharing your trust in God's will for Austin's life. You continue to inspire me.
Hugs and love,
Nena
NM
- Thursday, February 8, 2007 10:57 PM CST

Have a blessed week! I love you bunches!
Holli
Holli <pci127@aol.com>
Hoover, AL Jefferson - Monday, February 5, 2007 5:37 PM CST

I miss you!!!!
Christy <scpat132@charter.net>
- Thursday, February 1, 2007 2:29 PM CST

Wanted to let you know I was thinking and praying for you. Love you!
Amber Luchterhand <ambersue10@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, January 28, 2007 6:35 PM CST

Tina,
Haven't checked in in a while...but, I swear, I think of you every day...your journey has made me so much more thankful for all the little things I have with my Austin...makes our struggles seem like a cake walk...I see Meagan at the school sometimes...so pretty, and so sweet...
Love to you,
Cecilia
Cecilia Lewis <Baygirl215@aol.com>
Fairhope, Al - Thursday, January 25, 2007 10:01 PM CST

I remember that day very clearly...We were all so amazed by it all...I remember being so touched that a mother we didn't even know would have had the foresight to have cord blood stored and was willing to share this precious gift...

Although the outcome was not we we wanted, prayed for or planned -- it was God's plan for Austin...I think of all the lives that were touched, faith that was restored and relationships that were strengthened...That was God's plan for Austin...To use his short life and his family to help the rest of us appreciate what we have and restore our faith in the master plan...

You and Megan continue to inspire us every, single day...And for that we are forever changed...

We love you.
Kim <kmatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, January 23, 2007 7:18 PM CST

Mrs. Tina-
Austin was so much more than a little boy with cancer. He was a light that drew everyone around him to him. I remeber we all use to fight about who "got Austin" for the day. I only knew him a short time and there is absolutely no doubt that I know why our paths crossed. He is still shining his light and I treasure him and you! I love you dearly!
Holli
Holli Isaminger <pci127@aol.com>
Hoover, AL Jefferson - Sunday, January 14, 2007 4:24 PM CST

Happy New Birthday Austin! What a character he was. I miss him! You both are such an inspiration to us all.
Love you friend,
Kim
kim, Jim, Taylor and Logan Watts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, AL - Friday, January 12, 2007 3:34 PM CST

HAPPY NEW BIRTHDAY AUSTIN!!!!!! YOU ARE A TRUE INSPIRATION TO ALL THAT KNEW YOU, AND TO THOSE THAT DIDN'T. YOU WERE THE MOST COURAGEOUS HERO OF ALL AND ARE TO ALL THOSE FIGHTING THIS DISEASE. YOU CAME INTO THIS WORLD TO A LOVING FAMILY AND YOU MADE YOUR MARK ON THE WORLD...CONGRATULATIONS AND THANK YOU FOR ALL THAT YOU HAVE TAUGHT US. LOTS OF LOVE TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY! CATHI
C. COON
ATMORE, AL - Thursday, January 11, 2007 9:36 PM CST

Absolutely no doubt that you will get into Nursing School! You will be awesome! I love you.
Holli
Holli Isaminger <pci127@aol.com>
Hoover, al jefferson - Wednesday, January 10, 2007 5:07 PM CST

CONGRATULATIONS Miss horse owner! That is wonderful news!! I know you will take great care of him. Tina, you need NO luck at all applying to nursing school...they will be the honored to have you in their school. You will be the greatest nurse on this earth...so much care and wisdom to share. Anyone that comes in contact with nurse Tina will benefit from just knowing her!! I LOVE U!!!!! Cathi
c. coon
atmore, al - Tuesday, January 2, 2007 6:55 PM CST

Hi Tina,
I checked the site last night and read your Christmas update. Was just too tired to leave a note.
I wish you could post a video of Meagan's expression when she found she was getting her very own horse. Bet she was screaming and jumping all around. The photo you sent was precious of her and you have quite a beautiful young lady on your hands. When she gets to dating age, you better find a big bat to fight all the boys away!
I pray '07 is going to be a wonderful year for both of you and that you get one step closer to making your dream of being a nurse come true.
Hugs and love to both of you!!
Nena
NM
- Tuesday, January 2, 2007 8:08 AM CST

HI there friend,
I have not signed in in a long time, but I always read. I miss you so very much. I am so excited about Meagan's horse, I know she was thrilled. My mom, aunt and Nana were just planning a spring time, girls only beach get away. I promise that when we head that way I will give you a call and we will have to meet for dinner one night. May God continue to hold you close. You are still such an inspiration to me, I have always loved your entries. Have a wonderful New year!
Love,
Kim
kim, Jim, Taylor and Logan Watts www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, Al - Monday, January 1, 2007 6:41 PM CST

Hi Tina,
Congratulations on the great grades. I don't know how you managed working, being a super mom, and going to school and making such good grades.
Glad you and Meagan are hanging Austin's stocking and putting an ornament on the tree for him. What a great tradition to honor and remember your sweet boy.
This disease - cancer- is something I just can't understand. In the past two weeks a one year old girl has died and a three year old. The funeral for the one year old was the day before her 1st birthday. Both of these girls were the only child of these precious parents. I just can't imagine how they will get through the holidays.
So sorry to hear about Linda's brother. Such a tragic loss for her.
Please know how much I think of you... hope to get Christmas cards in the mail in the next couple of days and you will be able to see how our family has grown.
Merry Christmas to both of you.
Hugs and blessings,
Nena
NM
- Sunday, December 17, 2006 6:31 AM CST

Hey Tina & Meagan, hope your both having a great day!! CONGRATS girl on those wonderful grades!!!!!! Did you get an A in Math??????? If not, we will have to hire Johnny Abrams to tutor you!!!!!!!!! I still remember his wife NOT letting us take Algebra that year......oh well, I never did see how a letter minus a number could EVER equal ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!! Katie is in the 10th grade and is taking Algebra 2 with trig...don;t know how she does it or where she gets her mind from, it sure AIN'T from my side! I am so sorry to hear about Linda's brother, as you said, it's hard to loose anyone, but right here at the Christmas season, it has to be harder. I will have she and her family in my thoughts...as well as the two of you. Hope santa is good to Meagan, I know he will be.....!! Love to both of you as always!!! I love you! c
c. coon
atmore, al - Saturday, December 16, 2006 10:21 AM CST

Happy Thansgiving to you & Meagan! I am so thankful that we were brought together to be friends at such a young age...i wish we could remember all of the crazy things we did as kids...wouldn't that be fun to talk about with our kids??! Ya'll have a great day, i bet your going to moms....we had ours here last night and Betty and Floyd, Jennifer & Steven came out. Today I won't have to rush around cooking, I have already cleaned up the mess and dishes too! We will be going to Mobile to see Ray's mom in the hospital. I am going to take her some food that I cooked last night, it's got to be better than hospital food! I LOVE YOU! Cathi
c. coon
atmore, al - Thursday, November 23, 2006 10:59 AM CST

Happy Thanksgiving!
Amber Luchterhand <ambersue10@yahoo.com>
Gardendale, AL - Thursday, November 23, 2006 10:01 AM CST

I just wanted to let you know that I think about you alot, and I miss you. Love always! danielle 4 tower
danielle <danielle2201@hotmail.com>
birmingham, al usa - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 5:43 AM CST

Happy Turkey Day to you and Meagan!! Loved your latest entry in the journal. You always have such a prespective way of putting your thoughts down.
Hand-in-Paw is making a memorial board to honor all the children lost to this terrible disease-cancer. They are also going to put the child's photo on the board. Of course these are just the children we came to love at the radiation center, so it won't include all the others who have lost that battle.
It will be hard to look at the picture of my buddy but we do want to honor him by having his photo on the board.
Thinking of you.
Hugs, Nena
NM
- Tuesday, November 21, 2006 9:04 PM CST

Goodness I just love that front picture! That was the day that Austin and I went to pipe-dreams. We had alot of fun. HA i remember racing down the slide to go get pizza. When we left i remember getting so fustrated with him because he insisted on putting his shoes on the wrong feet,then he told me i was "lame" because i put my shoes on correct. I dont really have a point in the story I guess I just felt like talking about it. Meagan is getting so pretty, shes gonna be breaking some boys hearts so you better watch out-lol-. Its crazy im gonna be getting my permit in less than four months and pretty soon after that Meagan will be getting hers. I remember when we were little and we would play in nana's pool and we would beg to go pick blue barries it's amazing how things change so fast. well i guess thats all im gonna say right now, see you soon.
love you bunches,
ali PS: HAPPY TURKEY DAY!
ali garrett <babeurtha1@yahoo.com>
daphne, al usa - Tuesday, November 21, 2006 6:53 PM CST

"Would you know who is the greatest saint in the world...It is she who is thankful to God, who wills everything that God wills, who receives everything as an instance of God's goodness and has a heart always ready to praise God for it."
William Law

I give thanks for my friend and her beautiful children who inspire us all.

We Love you.
Kim <kmatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, November 21, 2006 5:22 AM CST

OMG TINA!!!!!!! Where di your little girl go??? Go look at the pic from '03 down at the bottom and then go look at the one of her and the horse....she went from little girl to georgeous young lady! I cannot believe the change in her in just 3 years time. She is really beautiful...JUST LIKE HER MOM! Just wanted to say hi and see her new picture...I'm glad you have it on here. POST MORE! Take care and I LOVE YOU!!! Cathi
c. coon
atmore, al - Friday, November 10, 2006 9:51 AM CST

Hi Tina! I thought of you yesterday when I was looking through my phone and found your name in my address book. I thought about calling, but didn't really know what I would say. I just wanted to suggest an easy way of cropping photos, and the only way I EVER do it. (Everything else gets way too complicated!) Just go to paint on your computer and open any picture. Then go over to Image and down to "Stretch/scew" The stretch should have "horizontal" and "vertical" by it. Just change the percentages until you have the desired hieght and width of your picture. I know I made it sound so simple...but if you have any problems, and I don't think you will, you can call me or email me and I'll try to talk you through some other ways. I hate resizing pictures. That's usually what keeps me from posting new pictures every week...laziness. LOL. Well it was good to read an update from you. Love you!
Amber Luchterhand <ambersue10@yahoo.com>
Gardendale, AL - Thursday, November 9, 2006 3:09 PM CST

I love you Tina Baker! I miss you too. Thank you so much for mentioning my little man on your man's page. We have been truly blessed. I love to read your updates, you continue to inspire me and others. Can't wait to see you again.
Love,
Kim
kim, Jim, Taylor and Logan www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
BESSEMER, Al - Sunday, October 29, 2006 7:44 PM CST

Hi Tina,
One of my favorite memories of Austin was when we were visiting him at the cancer center while he was undergoing radiation treatments. He loved Ellie and I couldn't wait to get there each morning to see Austin. I remember the morning you met me in the hall and told me "we were busted"... the staff at CH's had heard about Ellie and that Austin was petting her. And they put a stop to our seeing him. I remember having to hide behind the sofa with Ellie in the lobby so Austin wouldn't see us as you all left. You had told me he would be so mad if he knew we were there and he couldn't visit with us. But we got those visits in didn't we when he was discharged!!
It is most likely a good thing Megan didn't make the basketball team. I just can't see her giving up riding her horse to play ball. Be sure to send me a school picture.
Hugs, love and prayers,
Nena
NM
- Saturday, October 28, 2006 8:53 PM CDT

Dear Tina:

I'm not sure I have one specific Bucky story...I remember how he used to dismantle the twins train set at the Fuhrmans...

The thing I remember most about Austin is that head of hair and that look of pure mischief in his eyes...He always reminded me of Dennis the Menace (in a good way) =)

He taught me a lot...I'm a better person for having known him and his mom...

Love you girlfriend.
Kim Matthews <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, October 25, 2006 5:36 PM CDT

Hello beautiful! Just thinking of you today and wanted to say HI! I saw Bub Gideons yesterday at Adrian Lancaster's funeral, he was a pallbearer. Haven't seen him since 1983...seeing old friends makes me always think of you. Hope your having a good day. Love to Megan! Love you! Cathi
c. coon
atmore, al - Wednesday, October 25, 2006 10:47 AM CDT

Dear Tina,
Today is the first day I have ever been to Austin's site. What a cutie. I found Austin's site through Jake's. I hope my Gage met your Austin in Heaven too and that they are all able to play anything and everything they want free from pain. I wanted to offer to make you an Austin bear. There is more information on www.bearhugsbear.com I started this project in memory of Gage to help other families that too have lost a loved one to cancer. I would be honored to make you an Austin bear and they can be made pretty much out of anything. I have used shirts, jeans, head wraps, pillow cases, sheets, jackets, blankets...lots of different things. The bears are big enough to hug and hold. There are pictures of some of them on Gage's site but I have made well over a couple hundred now so they are not all on there. You sound like a wonderful person and sounds like Austin was a wondeful child. I will keep Austin in my favorites as you are one of the few "angel" site that still updates and I think that is wonderful to help all those of us who follow in the same journey. I am in the process of starting a blog with ideas for new "angel" families just to give them some ideas of memorials, grief help and so on. If you have any ideas, they would be appreciated and great to add to the blog. Hope you have a great week. Angel mom hugs from Nebraska.
Heather
Gage's Page,
BEAR HUGS BEARS
the Edwards <hinteriors@yahoo.com>
Alliance, Ne - Sunday, October 15, 2006 11:36 PM CDT

My Tina-
You have meet this challenge: you have extended much more than just your hand to me and my family, if you extended your heart. You are a blessing to me and for this I am thankful.
I love you dearly
Holli
Holli Isaminger <pci127@aol.com>
Hoover, AL Jefferson - Thursday, October 12, 2006 6:04 PM CDT

Dear Tina:

I am so sorry to sign on today and hear about Jake.

I know that God will use you to provide comfort to his family...

We love you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, October 11, 2006 11:53 AM CDT

It was so great seeing you and "the sisters" last night...you are all such beautiful women. It was a special treat for me to see your dad...he's still one of a kind to me. I didn't think to ask about the book...what's going on with that? I didn't make it to the funeral today, did yall go? I emailed you last night after seeing you, I hope you got it. Will check in with you later on....love you so much! C
cathi coon
atmore, al - Monday, October 9, 2006 3:03 PM CDT

Dearest Tina,
I know that your heart is breaking for little Jake's family. And that it brings back all the memories of losing Austin. I'm praying for you too, friend.
Hugs, Nena
NM
- Thursday, October 5, 2006 10:35 PM CDT

I haven't checked Austin's page in some time; however, today seemed like a great day to do so. When I read your comments on the little man and Steve Irwin...I couldn't help but think about his comment to me when we were at Sea World. One of the shops had a glass floor where you could see all different types of marine life swimming--literally under your feet. We both noticed a rather odd looking fish that captivated our attention. In his gruff little voice he asked me what kind of fish it was. For the life of me, I couldn't even come up with some creative name that he would fall for...
Before I could mumble a syllable he said, "Oh I know Aunt Tara...Steve and I caught one of those!" His words were believable because he was quite confident that the fish that we were watching was in fact the same kind that "he and Steve caught". So believable...that I didn't question it! As we were leaving the park...it dawned on me who Steve was--
Here's to you, Steve Irwin, because I am sure that you have met a grand little fellow that can match you tale for tale.
Aunt Tara <tmorris2005@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, October 5, 2006 11:51 AM CDT

Hi Tina,
It seems like I always manage to check the website on the day you have updated. Maybe that is because I check on you at least twice a week. Each time I do, I pray for you and Meagan.
So glad to know school is going so well. I am impressed with your grade in Math. Me, that is one subject I never really did well in. Thank goodness in today's world you don't have to use all those formulas, etc.
Give sweet Meagan a hug for me and remember, I want a school picture. Even better would be a picture with her favorite horse.
Hugs and blessings,
Nena
NM
- Wednesday, October 4, 2006 5:14 PM CDT

My Tina:
Jim and I were driving home from the lake today and talking about Presleigh and Heaven and I told him that today she was going vine swinging from tree to tree (Tarzan style) with her friend Austin. (the song, George, George, George of the Jungle would be playing) Just picture our kiddies! So safe, no fear, no tears, no hurt! It makes me smile! I love you and was thinking of you tonight alot, my hero!
Holli
Holli Isaminger <pci127@aol.com>
Hoover, AL Jefferson - Sunday, October 1, 2006 8:45 PM CDT

My Sweet Tina, I miss you and your sweet spirit so much... I went back and read some of the beginning of your journey this morning and with tears rolling down my face I had to stop. It breaks my heart to think of all the children and families that I have gotten to know that have lost their sweet, sweet children. I hope and pray with all my heart I never know that pain.. I pray and wish that your HEART and all the families hearts would be free of that pain. I can only imagine. It also breaks my heart for the ones that are here facing the same fears today. It never seems to change. All we can do is pray and hold on tight to our faith and know GOD doesn't make mistakes. I love you and pray for healing of your heart. I bet Meagan is growing up so much.. I can't wait to read your book..I miss you and send you a great big bear hug!
Christy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Tuesday, September 19, 2006 9:22 AM CDT

My Tina-
Hope that you and Megan are having a good weekend. I have recently come to the realization that one people say "that time will heal your pain"....it won't. There won't be any closure until we walk through those beautiful gates of Heaven into the arms of our children (your son/my special fwend and my little girl/who will soon become your speical fwend) that our pain will be ultimatley healed. Unitl then, I am like you: thankful that there is such a thing as faith, and thankful that God made us with memories! I love you so much and am always thinking of you, remebering the path of hope you have paved for me, and clinging to our faith!
Holli
Holli Isaminger <pci127@aol.com>
Hooover, AL Jefferson - Saturday, September 16, 2006 10:37 PM CDT

Thinking of you tonight. I read Amber's journal today as I do everyday and I can tell she is heartbroken over the death of her friend. She is one tough cookie...
Hugs to you and Meagan,
Nena
NM
- Friday, September 15, 2006 10:03 PM CDT

Dear Tina:

I heard a song the other day (can't remember who) but the following words caught my ear:

"It's not what you take when you leave this world behind you, it's what you leave behind you when you go."

I find that phrase appropriate for Bucky Baker and for Steve Irwin...

Take care.
Kim <kmatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, September 5, 2006 5:37 AM CDT

Well I learned something else about my buddy... I didn't know he was a Steve Irvin fan!!
So happy you were able to celebrate your dad's birthday with him and the rest of the family. Wish I knew where to find a coffee cup like you gave him. That is really neat...
Hugs to you and Meagan,
Nena
NM
- Monday, September 4, 2006 10:47 PM CDT

GOOD MORNING! I went to see Marian yesterday. She pulled out the '84 yearbook and we sat there and laughed till we were crying! There were alot of pictures of you in there. I loved that blue lace gown you wore to prom, it was so pretty on you. There was also a cute one of our Jr. Prom where you were stomping those balloons that we hung from the ceiling...you had that dress pulled up and were just a stomping those balloons with your white ballet shoes on! Those were the days! We had a great time!!!!!!...call me one day when your at moms and I will go get her and we will come visit! Love you! C
c. coon
atmore, al - Friday, September 1, 2006 8:46 AM CDT

Hey girls! Just wanted to say hi to you both...I hear you had fin at the baby shower the other day! Betty told me about you and the pictures! I know you didn't do that!!!!!!!! She said you were still just as crazy as always! Hope you both had a good day! Love you! Cathi
c. coon
atmore, al - Tuesday, August 29, 2006 5:36 PM CDT

As always, you are a complete inspiration!
I love you
Holli
Holli Isaminger <pci127@aol.com>
Hoover, AL - Tuesday, August 29, 2006 3:53 PM CDT

Dear Tina:

It's okay not to think about Austin every waking minute..
It's okay to spend more time on your knees than on your feet...
It's okay to hate cancer and to be angry that it took Bucky from you..
It's okay to let some of these dates pass as just a day on a calendar -- not as a date when something terrible happened..

I think these are signs that God is healing a very broken heart and that's a good thing..

Your life is not defined by cancer...It is changed by it...

Take care.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, August 28, 2006 4:51 PM CDT

My Tina-
I wish, I wish, I wish that I had some words of comfort for you or that my arms could reach all the way from Hoover to your heart and just squeeze you. I wish that this pain we feel daily did not exsist, but you know better and for longer than I do that it does. The sting just gets stronger at times. Just know how much you are loved, respected, appreciated and ADORED! I am so glad that Megan is doing good. I still want pictures of that girl!
All my love
Holli
Holli Isaminger <pci127@aol.com>
Hoover, AL - Friday, August 25, 2006 0:43 AM CDT

Hi Tina,
One time at church we were given small cards that simply read "For this I have Jesus"... you don't know how many times I have had to remember that in difficult situations. No matter what situation comes up, for that you have Jesus to rely on. What do folks do who have no faith? I probably would have jumped off a cliff by now if I didn't have my faith. One of my favorite sayings is
"This too shall pass." Try using those phrases when the going gets tough and maybe they will help.
Love you and Meagan...
PS... am so glad I don't have to help kids with projects and homework anymore. Don't think I could help the smart kids of today. Be sure to send me Meagan's school picture.
Hugs, Nena
NM
- Thursday, August 24, 2006 9:56 AM CDT

Tina,
People like you are such an inspiration to me. Please know that there are many people praying for you that you don't even know. I wish I could have met your precious little boy, Austin. Holli has told me so much about him. He is carefree and happy today. I pray that God will give you peace, even in the darkest times. With much respect, Kimberly Davis
Kimberly Davis <kgdavis@charter.net>
Birmingham, AL US - Monday, August 21, 2006 9:22 AM CDT

Tina
I just wanted to tell you I was thinking about you and your family this morning. I love the picture of Austin on the Home page. I know that my P and him are having a great time together. I hope all the best for you and your family.
Jim Isaminger <jtisaminger@dmi-tmt.com>
Hoover, AL USA - Monday, August 21, 2006 6:55 AM CDT

My Tina-
I have learned over these past few months that sometimes it is okay to "hate". It is healing. I think God knows that we just don't get it somethimes and therefore we hate it. I hate a lot here lately. I do love something though, and that something is a blonde headed, healthy, CANCER FREE boy giving my daughter the time of her life and being her "heavenly" boyfriend. Please know how very much you mean to me and how much I think of you and my very very special fwend! Megan: Hope school is going good. Tell your sweet Mommy to send me some riding pictures! Nothing can ever replace the marks the two of you have left on my heart. You are an angel and I love you
Holli
Holli Isaminger <pci127@aol.com>
Hoover, AL - Sunday, August 20, 2006 8:32 PM CDT

I haven't signed the guestbook in...forever. Last night I couldn't sleep and went back and read your journal history from day one. I cried for a long time. I miss my superhero.
Amber Sue Luchterhand http://www.caringbridge.org/al/amber <ambersue10@yahoo.com>
Gardendale, AL - Saturday, August 19, 2006 10:39 PM CDT

Tina, I agree with you about hating cancer!!! I have seen it steal the lives of such precious children before they even had time to experience life. Right now we are praying so hard for a 6 yr old who had a brain tumor 2 yrs ago. Several weeks ago a routine MRI found cancer all along his spine and in his lungs. They thought he was well on the road to recovery when the MRI showed the new places. If I listed the children I know with cancer it would fill pages of your guestbook. Some days I get so discouraged and heart broken as I go from website to website and read of the struggles these children go through, it breaks my heart. All we can do is pray for them, their families and that one day soon a CURE will be found for childhood cancer.
Hugs to you and Meagan,
Nena
NM
- Saturday, August 19, 2006 11:22 AM CDT

Good morning! I have already visited Jake's site...actually the post was on there yesterday. I hate it for all of them, but they still have hope. We all know what hope means to healing and understanding. I HOPE thigs turn around for them and for Jake. I think of you and meagan so many times throughout each day....have a great rest of the week end! Post some pics of Meagan so we can see how big she is now. Love you both, Cathi
c. coon
atmore, al - Saturday, August 19, 2006 11:19 AM CDT

Dear Tina and Megan:

The beginning of the school year is a lot like spring..New possibilities, new opportunities...growth....It's hard to believe Megan is starting to Junior High School...That's what we called it when I was growing up...The 7th, 8th, and 9th grades were my favorite years of school....You got to start to spread your wings and figure out who you were going to be...and you could change it tomorrow...

I never see the school buses on the first day of school without thinking about Austin...He will be forever young in our hearts and our minds...that silly grin, that attitude and that blonde hair...

Take care.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, August 14, 2006 4:57 AM CDT

Wow... 7th grade for Meagan!! Now she is into the world of changing teachers for every class and wearing those HEAVY, HEAVY backpacks. I have put Hannah and Haley's on before just to see how heavy they are and I can't believe what the schools let them carry back and forth. Hannah had so many huge notebooks for her 10th grade classes that there wasn't much room left for her books. And that is with a shelf in the locker. How did we make it through school without backpacks? Hope all is well with you two.
Love you lots,
Nena
NM
- Saturday, August 12, 2006 7:59 AM CDT

hello meagan! How many cute boys are in your class????? Hope you enjoyed your day today..i bet it's not so bad after all. Katie didn't say much about her day today. She got her schedule all changed up too on her first day...she said, momma, all that waiting we did the other night to change my schedule was for nothing! I bet I had been in line for over an hour with Melissa.....boy, was I hot! Enjoy your week end! Love you and your mom and Austin! He will be your guardian angel at school!! Love, Cathi ..P.S Tina, I saw your mom driving Harolds truck in front of the telephone company....never seen her out of a Buick!
c. coon
atmore, al - Friday, August 11, 2006 5:42 PM CDT

Hey Megan:
I hope school is good for you sweetie! You deserve the best and I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Someone when I was your age told me :"Always remeber MIND over MATTER: You have a MIND and that is what MATTERS!"
Ms. Tina-Words can't tell you how much I love you and admire you! Thank you, thank you, thank you for your friendship and support!
All my love to you both and my special fwend who is probably squirting my angel with a water gun just like he use to squirt me!
Holli
Holli Isaminger <pci127@aol.com>
Hoover, AL - Friday, August 11, 2006 0:33 AM CDT

Hi, Tina!! Hattie emailed me the link to your journal. I'm so happy to be back in touch with her and now you! We used to have such a great time when we were in school--I'll never forget senior skip day at your house!! I know Meagan will have a lot of friends in school and make many happy memories, just like ours. This journal of yours and Austin's is very inspiring; today when I picked the boys up from school, I'll be a little less annoyed by the chaos in the back seat!! I love you--I've loved you for about 25 of your 40 years!! Marian
Marian S Moore <MSMRN@MSN.COM>
Century, FL USA - Thursday, August 10, 2006 1:48 PM CDT

Hey Meagan! Hope you have a great day today...you'll be fine. They give you several days to find your way around and won't count you as being tardy. By the end of the week, you will be able to find all of the shortcuts to each class and you will love it. My daughter started 10th grade today. She was nervous last year too because 2 of her classes were across campus at 2 different times. She also had 3rd lunch which was bad because she was starving by then...then it was only like an hour and a half later and she came home. She was never hungry at suppertime. You will be fine today...I will be thinking of you and waiting for a report of the first day! Hey mom! Been thinking of you alot too lately...I have found Marian and we have been reminiscing over old yearbooks! Take care! Love you! Cathi
c. coon
atmore, al - Thursday, August 10, 2006 11:13 AM CDT

Thinking of you today!!!I love you and can't wait to read your book. I am so excited for you...
Christy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Monday, July 31, 2006 10:14 AM CDT

Yes, summer fun is almost over. Sharon can't believe she will be back to teaching in just 8 days....
My heart is so heavy right now. We have two children, 6 yrs, who are fighting to survive this battle with cancer. Every 3-4 weeks we have a new set of children coming in for treatment.... what is causing this cancer in children? It seems to be more and more every month.
Keep in touch.
Hugs and love,
Nena
NM
- Sunday, July 30, 2006 10:48 PM CDT

Hey My Tina-
Wanted to drop in and tell you that I thought about you today!
We made it home from the family reunion-there were tough moments, but it was so nice when one person would remember or bring Presleigh's name up.
I love to talk about that girl. I know Austin liked to talk too-so just imagine the "chitter chatter" in Heaven right now. How a wonderfully blessed week. Jim sends his love!
Love you-You are an absolute angel here on Earth!
Holli
Holli Isaminger <pci127@aol.com>
Hoover, AL Jefferson - Tuesday, July 18, 2006 8:21 PM CDT

Hey Sweet Girl!
Hope you are sleeping soundly and dreaming sweet dreams of the magic of heaven. I know what you mean about the lawn mower--great analogy! I just discovered how to cut grass-my lines aren't to straight, but it serves its purpose-to cut things down. It feels good to exert energy cutting things down and also hitting things (not Jim of course, but like playing softball and waking one).

Thank you for being a source of encouragement and inspiration-every time that I have see that you have signed Presleigh's page I get a flutter in my heart-you are a wonderful example to me---I will say that forever because I think it is important for you to know how much you are loved and needed. Austin was so lucky to have you for a mom. You could just see the connection between the two of you when you walked in the room. The memory of the two of you dancing together on your birthday on SCTU will never leave me.

Although Friday will be the last day Jim and I update Presleigh's page-please sign until and then and remember that we are email buddies now and forever!

Thank you for your words, your thoughts, and your heart!
I love you
Holli

Holli www.caringbridge.org/vist/presleighcooperisaminger <pci127@aol.com>
Hoover, - Thursday, July 13, 2006 0:00 AM CDT

Dear Tina:
Love the new photo of Bucky Baker...It really captures his soul and spirit...

I have had friends lose their parents and I can't imagine that pain...or the pain of losing a child...

As adult children, we all know we will be faced with this someday but we are never ready to let those we love go even though we are comforted to know they are in a much better place than here with us....and as spiritual beings we know we will be reunited with them again...We mourn for ourselves more than for them because as you've said so many times -- we know where they are and that they are safe...

Our prayers are with you and your friends as they face the days ahead...

We love you.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 6:58 PM CDT

Hi Tina,
Can wait to read both books... now you have got to let some of us read an advance copy...
You are right, where has summer gone?
Got to scoot but just wanted to check in.
Hugs and love,
Nena
NM
- Sunday, July 9, 2006 3:21 PM CDT

My sweet, sweet Ms. Tina-
I love the picture of Austin-how cute is he, I wished I could have seen hime like this, but I know I will one day see him-no sickness, no hurt! I love you and your inspiration. I too will make it because you have left me that "trail of pebbles" to guide me through these hard times. Children are such a gift and angels that are our children are truly the meaning of blessing. Someone wrote on Presleigh's page that it might seem hard for us to watch others watch their children grow up here on Earth, but we are lucky because once their children are grown, ours will be waiting for us in heaven...to pick up right where we left off. I love you
Holli
Holli www.caringbridge.org/visit/presleighcooperisaminger <pci127@aol.com>
Hoover, AL - Wednesday, June 28, 2006 4:58 PM CDT

Dear Tina,
When I pulled up the website as I do a couple of times a week, this new little boy's face was smiling at me. It kinda set me back because at first I didn't realize who it was. Then I knew it was Austin.... I can't explain it but I burst into tears. It dawned on me that I had never seen him well. From the very first day we met, he was already into all the treatments and he was swollen and splotchy. My heart broke looking at the "well" photo and realizing what a struggle he went through those next few months. I would come to the website and not be able to enter a message in the guestbook. It has taken me this long not to be so sad when I open the website, so forgive me for going so long without telling you how much I still care and still pray for you and Meagan.
Glad to hear the book is going well. I believe it will be published and all of us will have the opportunity to read it.
Thank you for letting me know you, Meagan, and Austin.
Hugs and blessings,
Nena
NM
- Wednesday, June 28, 2006 2:33 PM CDT

I love the pictures. I hope you are doing well. I love you Christy
Christy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Sunday, June 25, 2006 1:44 PM CDT

Hello, This is Matt Brooks Mom and I was looking at the site and wondering How you all was doing? Hope all is good with Jake. Matt is doing good! Dr.Jeha said she is pleased with how things are going!! My older son never got the site set up totaly for him yet! They have been doing home improvments for when Matt does get to go home! Well Take care write soon. Carol
Carol <illovebug@yahoo.com>
Peoria, il usa - Wednesday, June 21, 2006 11:03 PM CDT

Hey Ms. Tina-
Just wanted to take a moment and tell you how much I love the new picture of my special fwend! Have a wonderful week! I love you
Holli
Holli Isaminger www.caringbridge.org/visit/presleighcooperisaminger <pci127@aol.com>
Hoover, - Monday, June 19, 2006 5:57 PM CDT

My Hero-
Just wanted to take a moment and let you know that I thought about you today-I thought about you alot today! Hope all is well with you-I know that you can't wait to see that sweet Megan when she comes home! Have a wonderful weekend my dear friend! I love you dearly
Holli
Holli Isaminger www.caringbridge.org/visit/presleighcooperisaminger <pci127@aol.com>
Hoover, AL - Thursday, June 15, 2006 8:09 PM CDT

Sorry about the spelling errors.....I was starving and trying to get out the door as quick as I could! YOU KNOW WHAT I WAS TRYING TO SAY!!!!!! HEY TARA!
C. COON
ATMORE, AL - Tuesday, June 13, 2006 9:32 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TONYA! HOPE YOU HAVE HAD A GREAT DAY! Hey tar, you crazy thing! I know your talking about that cray mother of your filling the bathtub....LET'S JUST HOPE SHE DOESN'T FALL IN THIS TIME AND BREAK ANY RIBS! That wasn't funny, but I couldn't help it! Yall take care! Love, Cathi
c. coon
atmore, al - Tuesday, June 13, 2006 6:05 PM CDT

Tina,
I must admit that it has been some time since I have logged onto the little man's website. Perhaps it's because I get the first draft when you and I have our 5:30 a.m. ya-ya. Nevertheless, I glanced at my clock...it's 2:30 p.m. and realized that by now--May May has arrived at camp. Why I am feeling a little emotional about her big adventure...I truly have no idea. (Perhaps it is more of a feeling of anxiety...waiting for you to call and say that we have to re-paint her room again before she returns home!!!) By the way, I have carpal tunnel. Baldwin County is out of paint brushes. BLP is out of paint. It's too hot to paint. There is a depression in the gulf...too rainy to paint. I have an eye lash in my eye...causing me to potentially paint outside of the lines. I am busy. Call your other sister. (Just kidding...she probably has all of these ailments plus a few!) Don't bother calling Nana...she is going to be too busy filling the bathtub with water...remember...there is a depression in the gulf.
On a more serious note...I found an incredible quote earlier today and thought of you. Mary Anne Radmacher wrote, "Courage does not always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying--I will try again tomorrow." I love you.
Tara <tmorris2005@hotmail.com>
- Monday, June 12, 2006 2:55 PM CDT

I could hardly believe the lastest journal entry... In the midst of all of that, you continue to see God's faithfullness and love in all situations.
Meagan is blessed to have you as an example of God's grace.
Hugs and love, Nena
NM
- Friday, June 9, 2006 10:04 PM CDT

Wise words from an even wiser woman! YOU are the gift from God....you are still the most amazing person I have ever known...and used to be the craziest...I hope you still have some of that in you!! I love you...hope you have a great day today! Love, Cathi...aka JimTom!!
Cathi Coon
Atmore, AL - Friday, June 9, 2006 9:44 AM CDT

Ms.Tina-
The prayers were coming your way-so glad that you felt that. Your faith and strength show through your beautiful journal. You have a gift for both sharing life and continuing to live it. I am blessed to know you. Have a wonderful, HOT weekend
Holli
Holli www.caringbridge.org/visit/presleighcooperisaminger <pci127@aol.com>
- Friday, June 9, 2006 6:21 AM CDT

I love you, Tina!!!
Maggie Quimby <mquimby@frontiernet.>
Atmore, AL Escambia - Thursday, June 8, 2006 9:31 AM CDT

I love you, Tina!
Maggie Quimby <mquimby@frontiernet.>
Atmore, AL Escambia - Thursday, June 8, 2006 9:28 AM CDT

Tina-
I hope that you continue to feel all of the love my "warriors" are sending your way! You are so special to me-never forget that! I miss our kids so much this morning. They, however, are probably laughing so hard-chasing butterflies and riding on tigers. Can't wait to be there too! I love you girl
Holli
Holli www.caringbridge.org/visit/presleighcooperisaminger
- Thursday, June 8, 2006 5:13 AM CDT

Tina,
Holli is one of my best best best friends and she told me about you and Austin. You are in my prayers and I will continue to pray for you. I can't wait to see Austin and Presleigh in heaven!
Shannon Hogan <ssparks@shelbyed.k12.al.us>
B'ham, al us - Wednesday, June 7, 2006 4:13 PM CDT

Hey girl, just checking in on you today..hope you have had a wonderful day! Put some new pics of you and Meagan up so we can see how she's grown. Maggie told me you looked like a million dollars when she saw you the other day! I WANT TO SEE!!!!! Take care! Love you!! Cathi
c. coon
atmore, al - Wednesday, June 7, 2006 2:02 PM CDT

Tina, I too heard about your story from Jake Owen's website. You have some friends who love you alot. I will say a prayer for you and Megan today and everyday as you remember your precious angel. In Jesus' name.
Lynn Holder
Memphis, TN - Wednesday, June 7, 2006 0:21 AM CDT

My Sweet Friend, I have thought of you all day and ask our precious Lord to hold you tight so many times. I hope you felt all the prayers that went up for you today. I have read some of the entries for you today and sat here and cried. I miss you both and hope you know your never far from my thoughts and prayers. my josh reminds me of Austin. He loves super heros also, he has them all and them some. It drives me crazy sometimes seeing them all over the house and the car. Oh and the shower, then I think of all of your journals and how precious these times are and just laugh and love it.. Knowing you and Austin have truly changed my life and I love you for that..I bet the celebration in Heaven was awesome today. We know Austin can have a party. I miss you so much God Bless You Always.
Christy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Tuesday, June 6, 2006 9:14 PM CDT

WOW Tina.... what prayer support you have received from all your friends and new friends made through cyberspace.
You have been in my thoughts and prayers off and on all day. I will never, ever forget the phone call from you shortly after Austin died.
May you and Meagan feel the loving arms of our Heavenly Father around you.
Give sweet Meagan an extra kiss from me.
Hugs, love and prayers, Nena
NM
- Tuesday, June 6, 2006 5:12 PM CDT

Tina,
I am Holli Isaminger's sister. I saw your website on Presleigh's page and wanted to let you know I was thinking of you today. Holli always talked so fondly of Austin "Baby Lewis". She would come home from Children's with so many stories of the time she shared with him. I know you miss him more than words can express. It gives me joy to know he is in Heaven taking care of my niece, Presleigh.
Always in my thoughts,
Kristi Lawson
Kristi Lawson <kristilawson@bellsouth.net>
- Tuesday, June 6, 2006 4:04 PM CDT

Tina your wonderful caring friend, Cathi, told us your story on my grandson's, Jake Owen Raborn, site. I know that today is a day of mixed emotions for you remembering your last earthly moment with your child, cherishing all the memories made and yet still missing Austin in everything you do. I lost my father is 88 and my sister in 01 and there is not a day that goes by that something does not remind me of them. Thank God for PRECIOUS MEMORIES!

Thinking of you and praying God will hold you close daily.

Love in Christ, Jake's MimMim
Mancy Howard <mancy.howard@coldwellbanker.com>
Monroe, LA USA - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 3:19 PM CDT

Tina,
I am Holli Isamingers best friend, Kimberly Davis. She speaks so fondly of you and asked that we all pray for you today. I want you to know that I am praying for you. I can't imagine the pain that you must be feeling. But, I read your page and it is so wonderful to know that you rely on the strength of the Lord to get you through it. You are right, Austin is so happy today. I know that you look foward to a joyous reunion with him. When we get there, I would love to meet him. Your family is in my prayers. Respectfully, Kimberly Davis
Kimberly Davis <kgdavis@charter.net>
Calera, AL US - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 1:26 PM CDT

Hey Tina
I am Holli's husband Jim. I know today my Presleigh and your Austin are having a blast in heaven. I know there is no advice I can give someone as strong as you, but just know I am thinking about you and your family today. You will always be in our hearts.
Jim Isaminge r <jtisaminger@dmi-tmt.com>
Hoover, AL USA - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 1:21 PM CDT

Tina,
I am another new friend that was led to Austin's website by a message left in Jake Raborn's guestbook. I truly wish that I was close enough to give you a big hug, but I'll be praying for you and Meagan today especially as you go through the day. As was previously stated, I'm praying that the good memories will outweigh the bad times and that God will give you comfort and the love of your family, friends (old and new) and wonderful neighbors to lift you in prayer.
Cookie Collie <icollie@bayou.com>
West Monroe, LA - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 1:10 PM CDT

Hi Tina.. you do not know me. I am Holli's other mom... I claim her anyway. She shared with me about your little Austin. I know only God has gotten you through this. What a sweeter place heaven will be for all of us with little ones like Austin and Presleigh there. I told Holli when she lost her angel that when she enters heaven she will get to start up right where she left off with Presleigh and so will you.
I will be praying for your family today and that God will continue to give you strength and remind you of the future you have ahead with Austin in eternity. Love, Brenda Golden
Brenda Golden <bgolden@bjsupply.com>
Birmingham, al usa - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 12:54 AM CDT

Tina,
I am one of Holli Isaminger's best friends. I just wanted to tell you that I will say a very special prayer for you and your family today. As I have told Holli many times, I can only imagine the pain and hurt that your heart feels. I have learned so much about life and love through Holli and Jim's time of need, as I am sure that you and your family have. I know that your little boy is doing just as you said, running and playing in the beautiful grass in Heaven, with our sweet Presleigh. May he shine the sun even brighter on you today.

God Bless you and your family,
Lori Green
Lori Green <lgreen@designtilestone.com>
Hoover, AL USA - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 12:37 AM CDT

Praying for you and your family...
Leigh Ann Taylor <leigh_ann_taylor@hotmail.com>
Monroe, LA - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 12:34 AM CDT

Ms. Tina-
My heart breaks for you today. I know how hard these one month markings have been for Jim and I so I can not imagine the "year ones" that lie ahead! You are so loved by so many. I know Austin and Presleigh have the biggest backyard of all in Heaven and are probably splish-splashing around in the most beautiful waterfall! I love you
Holli
Holli www.caringbridge.org/visit/presleighcooperisaminger <pci127@aol.com>
- Tuesday, June 6, 2006 12:18 AM CDT

I am another Jake Raborn friend coming to tell you that you and your daughter are in my prayers today. I pray that God will wrap His arms around you both and give you the peace and comfort that only He can give. We read in John 14:18, "I will not leave you comfortless; I will come to you." You have wonderful friends who love and support you. May each day continue to bring less pain. When someone we love becomes a memory, the memories become treasures. I know Austin provided you with many treasures.
Jane Jones <janemjones@austin.rr.com>
Cedar Park, TX - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 10:52 AM CDT

I have asked our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ, to hold you and Meagan especially close to his heart today so that you can feel comforted and know that your precious Austin is in heaven with Him, playing and pain free. Your story has touched me. God bless you.
Jinnie Craig (aka Jin Jin -Jake's grandmother) caringbridge.org/la/jakeowen <vcraig@jam.rr.com>
West Monroe, LA - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 10:42 AM CDT

I;M PRAYING FOR YOU AND MEAGAN TODAY,
AS ANGEL AUSTIN IS LOOKING DOWN ON YOU TODAY,
SMILING AS ONLY HE COULD DO.
I'M A JAKE RABORN BELIEVER.
FAITH IN HIM FOREVER
PAT

PAT WATSON <MIMI101142@AOL.COM>
HORN LAKE , MS DESOTO - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 10:33 AM CDT

Tina, I am straight here from Jake Raborn's site. You friend said you could use extra prayers today. Lord, please wrap Your arms around this family on this special day in their lives. They know Austin is basking in the GLORY of Heaven, but the pain of their loss still hurts. Give them a feeling of PEACE. The hole in their hearts will stay there forever, but please fill it with MEMORIES of their precious Austin and JOY for Austin's perfect healing. We ask these thing in the name of our Savior and King. Amen.
Claire "ShugII" Fussell <shug65@cox.net>
Minden, LA - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 10:27 AM CDT

Another Jake Raborn friend here, lifting you and your family up in prayer today.

Sincerely, Holly Hart
Holly Hart
Katy, TX USA - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 10:25 AM CDT

I got your name from Jake Raborn's site (St Jude's) . . . a friend of yours asked that folks pray for you today. You're blessed with a pretty great friend! So, I'm sending prayers to remind you that God is with you, that God cares about everything that touches your life, and to let you know He will carry you through this valley. Isn't it great to know you'll see your son again one day and he'll be pain-free! Praying for you to have a day full of grace, healing, joy and smiles. In His Love, Charlotte
Charlotte Coates <cacrc529@yahoo.com>
Downsville, La - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 9:59 AM CDT

Dear Tina, Meagan and Jimmy, I have you all in my thoughts and prayers today.....I have your back, girl, you KNOW this. It is so hard to believe it's been 3 years...I know it's even harder for you. You have more memories in that 6 years with Austin than more people share in a lifetime. Maggie and I were talking last night (I went to one of her famous jewelry parties at Beth's!)...it was FUN and I got the cutest earrings! I told her that today was THE day...she already knew it though....we all knew it was coming. I hope you and Meagan share a wonderful day today filled with Austin stories...he'd love it knowing He was the main topic for the day! You keep up the great work your doing with Meagan (being the world's greatest mom)...she appreciates you so much and will remember the love and dedication you gave to both she and Austin. Take care...I LOVE YOU! Cathi
C. Coon
Atmore, AL - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 9:23 AM CDT

Thinking of Austin and all of you today. I can't wait until we are all playing in that beutiful backyard with our brave children.
Dan Sims <dtsims2001@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, Al USA - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 7:43 AM CDT

"Prayer is the greatest gift we can give to anyone. Material things are temporary, but our prayers for another person can affect them for a lifetime. We can never move into all God has for us until we first move into intercessory prayer. This is one part of our calling that we have in common because we are ALL called to intercede for others. God wants us to love others enough to lay down our lives for them in prayer. The greatest blessings will come to you when you ask God to use you to touch the lives of others.� Stormie Omartian

I read this on another website last night and it made me think of you and all you are going through. No one can make your pain go away, but always know we are praying for you and maybe that will bring you a little comfort.

Love, Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@msn.com>
- Tuesday, June 6, 2006 7:12 AM CDT

Dear Tina:

It is hard to believe it was three years ago today that Bucky left us here. I remember it like it was just yesterday...The pouring rain...the family gathered together...The picture that remains in my mind is you sitting in the chair beside his bed going through pictures...The sweet serene smile you had even though we all knew your heart was breaking...

So much has happened since that day...So many lives have been changed because of that little blonde headed, bundle of energy named James Austin Baker...so many lessons learned...so many blessings received....

You will be in our thoughts and prayers today as always..
Take care.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 5:23 AM CDT

I am thinking of you tonight as I am sure it will be a hard one. I will be thinking of you and praying for you tomorrow. I love you and miss you!
In Christ,
Kim
kim, Jim, Taylor and Logan www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, Al - Monday, June 5, 2006 10:01 PM CDT

Praying for you tonight...hugs, Nena
NM
- Monday, June 5, 2006 9:35 PM CDT

Ms. Tina-
Just as my special fwend was your hero-you are mine. Keep the faith! Thank you for being here for me!
Love you always
Holli
Holli www.caringbridge.org/visit/presleighcooperisaminger <pci127@aol.com>
Hoover, AL - Monday, June 5, 2006 6:13 PM CDT

Hugs and love, Nena
NM
- Sunday, June 4, 2006 3:09 PM CDT

Ms. Tina-
Just another way of showing the incredibly selfless person that you are. This woman will be so lucky to simply know you and your huge heart that is like no other. Try to have a wonderful day and I will try harder knowing that we are doing this together.
Love you
Holli
Holli Isaminger www.caringbridge.org/visit/presleighcooperisaminger <pci127@aol.com>
Hoover, AL - Friday, June 2, 2006 7:15 AM CDT

The first time I tried to see Austin's quilt from the link given, it went to an idex of all quilts...don't know why that happened. But when I tried just now, it came right up. I love it!!! And I especially loved all the Spiderman squares. Austin really liked all the super heroes. Of course, I think Austin was the best of all super heroes...
My heart is heavy for you as you watch the days slipping by leading to June 6th. Know you are relieving every moment spent with Austin during those final days. Just know that all your friends will be praying for you during the coming week.
Hugs and love, Nena
NM
- Wednesday, May 31, 2006 12:03 AM CDT

Ms. Tina-
I cannot begin to tell you what a shinning example you are to me. You and Austin and I crossed paths for a reason. It is such a comfort to me to know that Austin was there when Presleigh was welcomed into the most wonderful place. I love getting messages from you and reading your thoughts. I wouldn't wish this pain on anyone and it is nice to share with another STRONG woman who is sharing the loss of their child. Our stories are not the same, but I know the pain is. Thank you, thank from the bottom of my heart for being a part of my life.
Love you always
Holli
P.S. I want to see those pictures so bad!
Holli www.caringbridge.org/visit/presleighcooperisaminger <pci127@aol.com>
Hoover, AL - Wednesday, May 31, 2006 8:59 AM CDT

I hope you enjoyed your Memorial Day! Jim and I did-just another one of those "firsts" over for us. Have a blessed day.
Love you
Holli
Holli Isaminger www.caringbridge.org/visit/presleighcooperisaminger <pci127@aol.com>
- Tuesday, May 30, 2006 8:12 AM CDT

Hi Nena! The link to the quilt is near the bottom of Austin's homepage...under LINKS. It is really neat! You may have already found it already, but i wanted you to see it! Love, Cathi
Cathi Coon
Atmore, AL - Monday, May 29, 2006 7:54 PM CDT

OMG! Tina, that picture in the middle of the quilt...the one where he has "that look" with his eyes....LOOKS JUST LIKE BARRY DID WHEN HE WAS LITTLE! I saw it immediately! Take care! Love, Cathi
c.coon
atmore, AL - Sunday, May 28, 2006 2:37 PM CDT

I tried to get to the website to see Austin's quilt but have typed in everything I can think of, but still can't get it to come up. If you know the solution, please email me how to do it. I do want to see it.
Thinking of you and also watching the calendar.
Hugs, Nena
NM
- Friday, May 26, 2006 3:39 PM CDT

Ms. Tina-
I miss him too. Just the few months I had with him were awesome. I think our paths crossed because God knew that your Austin would welcome my Presleigh into Heaven. Now, we just have to wait-what an incredible, unimaginable Friday they are having-together I am sure
I adore you
Holli
Holli Isaminger-www.caringbridge.org/visit/presleighcooperisaminger <pci127@aol.com>
Hoover, AL - Friday, May 26, 2006 2:09 PM CDT

Ms. Tina-
Austin did make the RULES. I will never forget him calling me "Baby Lewis". We had so much fun playing basketball and baseball in his room and that spider man game. I remember that we made a fish sign to put on his door with his name on it. I know he is showing my Presleigh how to fish in the most magical place of all. You are truly amazing to me. Thank you
Holli www.caringbridge.org/visit/presleighcooperisaminger
Holli Isaminger <pci127@aol.com>
Hoover, AL - Tuesday, May 23, 2006 6:10 PM CDT

I am so excited about the book and hope that I can get a copy personally signed by my friend, Tina. When I think back on the times I spent with you and Austin, I smile when I remember the wonderful trip to the park. Austin swinging as high as the swing would go with the biggest smile on his face. Then sharing Easter together and Austin telling you it was the best Easter ever. Little did we know it would be his last Easter egg hunt, etc. Those are the special memories I hold dear when I think of Austin, you and Meagan.
I love you my friend and will be praying for God to direct you as you write. So many folks need to hear of your faith and trust in God during the journey of the past several years.
Hugs, Nena
NM
- Tuesday, May 23, 2006 9:36 AM CDT

Tina-
Thank you so much for your words of wisdom. Austin was so lucky to have you for a mom-I am lucky to have you as a friend and wonderful example. Have a wonderful Wednesday-I know that Presleigh and Austin are.
Love you
Holli
Holli <pci127@aol.com>
Hoover, AL 35226 - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 2:44 PM CDT

Belated Happy Mother's Day to one of the best moms I know.
Take care.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, May 15, 2006 4:33 AM CDT

Austin was right when he told his aunt Tara that he said it right the first time. He had a way with words and said what he meant the first time. So glad you have the video showing all the kids playing and having fun that weekend. I will be thinking of you tomorrow.
Hugs to you and Meagan.
Love, Nena
lNM
- Saturday, May 13, 2006 7:33 AM CDT

I love you! YOu are the best at lifting others up even when you need to be lifted up. I am so happy for you that you have reached this spot. I know Austin is thrilled to see you smile and hear you hum.
Love ya,
Kim
kim, Jim, Taylor and Logan www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, Al - Friday, May 5, 2006 2:24 PM CDT

You have turned the corner in moving on. I knew the day would come. No one can ever say how long it will take to not feel numb or be so filled with pain. We all have our own time table of dealing with different situations. I know that Austin is so happy you are singing, humming, and smiling again. Meagan is so precious and I know she is thrilled to see her beautiful mommy smile more and more.
Can't wait to read your book!!
Hugs and lots of love, Nena
NM
- Friday, May 5, 2006 10:42 AM CDT

I swear, sometimes your journal entries take my breath away..

Life does go on for those of us left behind...At some point we have to accept that life is for the living...our hearts hurt but our memories give us comfort...we know where our loved ones are and that they are okay...

What a wonderful role model you are for Megan and for the rest of us who are so blessed to have you in our lives..

Seize the day, girlfriend..
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Wednesday, May 3, 2006 7:11 PM CDT

I can't wait to read your story!!!I know it will be a GREAT! Just like the author. GOD BLESS YOU!
Christy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Saturday, April 29, 2006 1:19 PM CDT

HIP-HIP-HOORAY!!! The book is coming!! I am so glad that you reached the point of being able to tell Austin's story and also the journey of faith his cancer took you through. You never wavered in your faith and to this day stand tall among the giants of faith. You were and are an inspiration to so many.
I am so thankful our paths crossed. Keep on writing and just let us know when we can read it. I will pray everything God wants you to share will be in this book.
Give Meagan a hug for me.
Love and prayers, Nena
NM
Bham, - Tuesday, April 25, 2006 5:32 PM CDT

I loved the book! I could see your, Austin's, and Meagan's face all in the words. And I could hear your voices. Go for it girl! You are in my prayers always!
Love, Linda

Linda Watson <ltwats7@msn.com>
Birmingham, AL - Tuesday, April 25, 2006 8:10 AM CDT

Dear Tina, How wonderful to hear about the book. I know that it will bless others as this website has also done. God will open the doors needed for this to happen. Your emotions,put into words have brought comfort and peace to many. Thank you for always reminding us to love our children and to live in the moment each day. Thank you for sharing you intimate feelings of love, despair, sorrow, grace, joy and peace. Your trust and faith in our Lord and Savior is a witness to many. God's peace and blessings to you and Megan.
Love,Robi
Robi Jones <robrik@blomand.net>
Monteagle, Tn - Tuesday, April 25, 2006 7:35 AM CDT

Dear Tina:

I was feeling low and I signed on here because I knew my spirits would be lifted...I always knew you would put your pen to paper and write this story because we all know that it has to be told...I'm so proud of you for even attempting this venture...I have another friend who got a children's book published and I know how hard it is...I can't even get a grocery list together!

Austin and Megan must be so proud of their mom who has not only survived, she has prevailed...

Much love and luck to you.
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Monday, April 24, 2006 12:26 AM CDT

CONGRATULATIONS!!!! I haven't heard about the book, but know it will be a best seller...I WANT ONE...let me know where it can be bought. Lots of prayers going out to you in this venture...I know it has to help to look back on all of this and be able to journal it to others. So many parents will benefit through your words and thoughts...I see how many kids are affected by cancer through the Caringbridge sites...it's overwhelming. Lots of hugs to both you and Meagan. Love, Cathi
Cathi Coon
Atmore, AL - Monday, April 24, 2006 11:42 AM CDT

Ms. Tina-
Hope you got the card I sent for you. Easter was one of those "take my breath away moments". I am thankful that we both have the hope of seeing our children one day soon!
Thank you always for your uplifting words.
Holli
Holli Isaminger <hllawson@samford.edu>
Hoover, AL - Tuesday, April 18, 2006 4:07 PM CDT

Remembering our special Easter together before Austin died...Love you my friend..Nena
NM
- Monday, April 17, 2006 9:38 PM CDT

Auston get well soon we love you.
Dudley & Autry Kilpatrick <ke4gal@comcast.net>
Tuscumbia, AL Colbert - Saturday, April 15, 2006 9:57 AM CDT

Happy Birthday!!!!to you. I love reading your updates. sometimes I laugh at your stories till I hurt and others I cry till my eyes hurt. I miss you. Your words are such a blessing in my life that I need to hear. I hope you had a WONDERFUL 40th Birthday. I will be 30 next march and I am not ready to be there yet. I don't feel that I should be 30 yet. I feel like I just out of hight school somedays. Then the BOYS wake me up!!!My life has flew by so fast, I am so glad we have pics. I love you
Christy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Sunday, April 9, 2006 4:45 PM CDT

Happy Birthday, Tina! Life begins at 40! Also, I have heard that 40 is the "new" 20! I have had more fun after 40 than I had before...SO again, Happy, happy Birthday to you!!!!!!!

With love
Betty <seaspray923@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL USA - Saturday, April 8, 2006 10:41 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEENIE-BOP!!! I ALWAYS remember your birthday!!!....and today is the BIG one! I turned it several months ago, so I'm used to it now...yeah....Hope you have a great day and do tons of celebrating! Take care...Love you, Cathi
Cathi Coon
Atmore, AL - Saturday, April 8, 2006 12:14 AM CDT

I completely agree with you about computers. Thankfully I have mastered email, looking at websites, and of course, ebay but don't ask me to cut/paste, do charts, etc. I am at a complete loss.
Have been thinking about you and your upcoming birthday and remembering the wonderful surprise birthday party Austin threw for you. What a precious memory for you.
I hope tomorrow is filled with lots of love, good food, and remembering good times as you celebrate your big 40!
Hugs and love, Nena
NM
Bham, - Thursday, April 6, 2006 6:12 PM CDT

Just wanted you to know that we are thinking of you today and everyday. I was so very touched by your story about the little boy and his loving hug. I know Austin sent that hug! I am always touched by your updates. You are full of wisdom, always have been. You have helped me so many times without even know it!
I love you!
Kim Watts
kim, Jim, Taylor and Logan www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
McCalla, Al - Friday, March 31, 2006 9:56 PM CST

Tina:

Thanks for the wonderful tribute to Joyce...She was a special lady that cancer took from us too soon..I also believe that Austin was there to greet her when she got to heaven and that brings a smile to my face through my tears. If anyone understood mischevious little boys, it was Joyce.

From one of the village people:

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, March 30, 2006 8:11 PM CST

LOL!!!!!!!! I can just hear her saying that to the Dr.!!! I wouldn't expect any less from her...she was so much fun being around because you never knew what would come out of her mouth! It was always something funny! I will send her a congratulations on her anniversary. You have always had an amazing family that I was proud to be a part of for so many years...THERE WAS NEVER A DULL MOMENT AROUND THE MORRIS HOUSE!! Take care...Love you! Cathi
Cathi Coon <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL - Tuesday, March 28, 2006 6:14 PM CST

Thinking of you today...Hugs, Nena
NM
- Thursday, March 23, 2006 9:39 AM CST

What a beautiful sweet story. I am sure you felt Austin's wings fluttering by you as you hugged the little guy.
I see Austin in the faces of all the other children who are bald and fighting this terrible disease called Cancer!!
Hugs, Nena
NM
- Monday, March 20, 2006 4:33 PM CST

What a beautiful story! A friend once told me that when our loved ones leave they learn to use others to give us the care we need. Maybe that was Austin's way of being able to hug you, again.
You have a very special angel on your side!

Rebecca Fleming (FOA) <rektorikfleming@yahoo.com>
Ridgeland, MS USA - Friday, March 17, 2006 12:00 AM CST

Tina,
What great news about your daddy going home. He has had a tough time and hopefully being back home will help his spirits and he will get much better.
I have been checking on Amber daily and like you wish there was something we could do other than pray. Please also pray for Cassisdy...www.caringbridge.org/al/cassisdytierce . She is in a tough place right now and needs everyone's prayers.
Hope Meagan gets lots of horse back riding in during spring break.
Hugs, Nena
NM
Bham, - Wednesday, March 15, 2006 10:45 AM CST

Happy Belated Birthday Megan!

You are growing into a beautiful young woman that we are all so proud of.

Enjoy these years filled with horses, friends and fun. They are the best days of your life.

Miss Kim <kmatth3624@aol.com>
FAIRHOPE, AL USA - Monday, March 6, 2006 4:48 AM CST

HAPPY 12TH BIRTHDAY MEAGAN!!!! I know your going to have a great day today...12 years old....those teen years are right around the corner. Be sure to make the most of them, your mom and I sure did! Make her tell you some stories about the things we did. Ask your Aunt Tara about the party we had at your grandmothers house where "spin the bottle" was played.....! Your mother was probably the CRAZIEST, ZANIEST, FUNNIEST friends I have ever had and we sure had a great time when we were together. Enjoy your friends because they will be your best buddies forever and you will have tons of memories to have for a lifetime. Enjoy your day Meagan! Love, Cathi
Cathi Coon
Atmore, AL - Thursday, March 2, 2006 8:17 AM CST

Hey My sweet Friend, I thought of you and Austin all day yesturday. I know that Austin had the most amazing BIRTHDAY PARTY in heaven with our LORD!!You can only imagine the party they had... I love you and hope you and your family are doing well. I hope to get to see you this summer.
Christy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Saturday, February 25, 2006 11:57 AM CST

Happy Birthday to a special little fella. Austin, you captured my heart the very first time I met you. I remember all our visits and feel very honored to have shared those times with you and your sweet mom.
Tina, I am praying for you as I type this....
Hugs and love,
Nena
NM
- Friday, February 24, 2006 5:43 PM CST

Happy Birthday Austin!
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Friday, February 24, 2006 12:37 AM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUSTIN!!!! Thinking of all of you today, knowing he is having the GRANDEST, best birthday ever had in heaven....There will probably never be another one like it. I bet they have tons of silly string going on about now! Hope all of you are having a celebration of life today too...have a great day! (((Hugs))) to you and Meagan...Love, Cathi
Cathi Coon
Atmore, AL - Friday, February 24, 2006 8:08 AM CST

Dear Tina:

It's hard to believe that nine years ago tomorrow Bucky Baker came into this world. I remember that day like it was yesterday. I know that he and Popple will have a grand celebration in heaven, but I also know the emptiness you will feel in your heart without him here.

Happy Birthday Bucky. We miss your spirit and your smile. You were a great teacher during your time on earth. You would be very proud of your mama.

We love you all.

Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, February 23, 2006 7:37 PM CST

Just wanted you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers this week! We are remembering Austin with love and laughter!
Tim, Dee, Jackson, Jared, and Jordan <fabfuhr5@aol.com>
Salt Lake City, UT - Thursday, February 23, 2006 2:50 PM CST

Happy Birthday to me sweet Fwend. I will Austin so very much as well as you, Tina. I am praying for you as you go through tomorrow. I am so glad that you have our God to get you through. Praying for your dad and family as well.
Love,
Kim Watts
kim, Jim, Taylor and Logan www.taylorwatts.org <jimandkimwatts@yahoo.com>
MCCALLA, AL - Thursday, February 23, 2006 1:37 PM CST

Hey My friend, Sorry I haven't talked to you in so long. I have been missing you. and your encouraging words. I hope all is going well with your dad. I love you and miss you bunches.. I went to 4 tower past 448 the other day and had flash backs of my sweet little man. We had many fights and sooooo many laughs and cries in that room. I miss him too. I love you Christy
Christy <scpat143@charter.net>
- Saturday, February 11, 2006 11:47 AM CST

Dear Tina

Just wanted you to know that Linda now has a page at caring bridge, too. www.caringbridge.org/visit/lindajones

I hope you get the chance to tell all of your "readers" what a fabulous job you did at the women's retreat.

kelly
kelly hayes <crimehater@bellsouth.net>
- Friday, February 10, 2006 2:05 PM CST

Dear Tina:

I can only imagine how seeing those videos made you feel..I'm sure it took you back in time when you could hold Bucky in your arms...Those were hard days...watching him fight so hard and knowing that most likely he was going to lose the battle but win the war...

I saw your picture in the paper and noted that you were going to give a talk at the women's retreat on Saturday...I think back to the Tina Baker I first met in 1995...She was not the strong woman I know today...She certainly would have never been persuaded into talking in front of a group of women - some of which she would not know...

We are all so proud of you and the woman you have become..You have handled yourself with such grace and provided many of us with strength on days when our faith was being tested...

As for the topic of your speech -- the answer is "Of course there are!"

We love you...
Kim <KMatth3624@aol.com>
Fairhope, AL - Thursday, February 2, 2006 6:11 PM CST

Hi Tina,
I wish there was something I could do or say that would ease your pain... I guess only time will heal your heart. I know that Austin will always at the center of your thoughts and in your heart but I pray that time will make it somewhat easier to bear.
I will be praying for you this weekend as you speak at church. How is your dad?
Hugs and prayers, Nena
NM
- Tuesday, January 31, 2006 11:50 AM CST

Dear Tina,
I arrived back to Daphne tonight after spending a couple of days in B'ham @ Childrens Hospital.

Dr. Watts sends you his best and asked me to let you know that he thinks of ya'll often and with the greatest respect to you.
If you're confused to who I am , just ask Gayle Dearman..."Who in the heck is Cyndi Johnston and remind me why is she at Childrens"!
I keep you and Megan in my prayers.
Much love,
Cyndi Johnston
Cyndi Johnston <cwjohnston@bellsouth.net>
Daphne, Al usa - Friday, January 27, 2006 11:28 PM CST

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